i guess i shud b thankful dat i am alive, but for what all of my lyfe the people i trust n love stab meeh in the heart. not haterz, sidewayz biotchz, or random men! my family, loved ones. my kids father. so i began 2 ask my self what is my purpose here? n even up til now i can not figure it out. i have tried to take the easy way out twice, n FAILED!.... so i guess my purpose is to find that purpose n do it movn leavn behind all negitivity...n trust NO1!!!