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GO IN ON THE 4TH OF JUNE FOR SUGERY.. JUST LETTIN U ALL KNOW WHAT IS UP LETTIN U ALL KNOW THAT.. I WILL BE GOIN IN FOR SURGERY. FOR MY BLATTER.. IT HAD DROPPED.. SO I NEED TO GET THAT FIXED. I MIGHT BE OUT FOR A WEEK.. SO LUV ME STILL AS U ALL KNOW I HAVE A DROPPED BLATTER... I GO SEE A SURGEON ON WED.. I HOPE TO GET IN FOR SURGERY NEXT WEEK... SO I WELL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ABOUT A WEEK AND I WONT BE ON HERE. BUT I STILL NEED THE LUV.. AND PRAY FOR ME..   MUAH..
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Well.....it is a long boring rainy day here,and I'm soooo tired.Don't you just love how rainy days make you sleepy and all you want to do is stay in bed?I do! The "kids" (kittens) are running rampant around the apartment...I wish john could see them.He misses so much when he's at work!Ban-Dia and Mercury are terrorizing Eirinn and Orange.it's so cute! As much as I love them...they drive me crazy. Well that's it for now...write more later! Well today is my baby's 26th birthday! I have no idea what we're going to do to celebrate it.John doesn't really want to do anything....but stay home and relax.His boys are planning on taking him out to the bar and getting him shit faced,but he's going to avoid them! For both of us...birthdays are no big deal.We stayed home on my birthday and watched movies with the baby instead of going out....and that was actually nice. Anyways.....I am still sick with the flu.I ended up sleeping for 16 hours yesterday(I woke up every 2 hours fo
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i posted a new folder named "captions!" if u guys/gals have the time, i'd love to hear ur responses to some of the pics! *muah* much love! -nessa786 i am really bored...is anyone else?? If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man Before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not Treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better. " You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a realationship is you. Avoid men who've
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Hi everyone,, I was away from LC for a month ,.. thought I was going to go into convulsions.. haha just kidding,, it was nice to be away from the computer but when you get bored what do you do,, stick your hands down your pants. .. lol,,if you read my last blog you would of thought that was funny!! ;) I had sweet comments and sweet adds for new friends when I came back and That was soooo special! At least some of you did remember who I was while I was away! Welp Im all moved in,, Sign papers this week on the house and Its bye bye! Everything is finally out of that house and in my new pad! Im so happy that things went well, I think someone must be looking after me .. Is it you? Been decorating the house for Halloween,, I love Halloween this is my favorite time of the year,, the leaves start to fall and it gets colder and its windy and Im not sweating my ass off! ;) Well wanted to come and say hey and Thanks for all the sweet luv while I was away! I will come back again when I hav
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I have food poisoning. :( I was sitting in the dark while hurricane Katrina's winds and rain were lashing the building that I lived in. Take a moment to remember what happened on that day. I was sitting here all alone for Christmas, I'll be sitting here all alone for New Years and I'll be sitting here all alone Jan. 6th. (My birthday) You can wish me a happy this and that but it won't be happening. At least not until I crawl inside of a bottle. :(
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why is it that the best people in life find death so early. it is said death is part of life, but really its just the end, a bitter end. i guess coping is always harder when its someone you know... finally the weekend is here. that means only two days till monday. and that means monday night football and beer, it is what i look forward to ovewr the weekend.
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thank you so much to ShesoSweet@msn.com Barbara you rock love I just love the work you did for me. okay gonna try to make a little extra money. Here is what i am doing. Please feel free to take a look and buy if you like. I feel like shit today. I cant believe how tired I am. Well that is nothing new. I have to get my boy ready for school maybe the toddler will stay sleepin and I can go back to sleep. hehe!!! ya right. well nothing new in my world. Keep heads up and a smile on your face.. Much luv sandra
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my dad passed away on friday. He died of cancer. He wasn't my real dad but he might as well have been he was the ony father figure I had and he has been in my life since I as 2. I will miss you Scamp!!! Hey everyone just wanted to say hi and what's up. Had a long night at work and it was boring and sucked bad but oh well. lol. Hope ya all have a great day.
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I was going thru my Myspace account and looking at all the old posts that people put on there for me and remembering the good times and shit like that, when I came across my exroomate's comment. So I clicked on her page just out of curiosity ... and I saw she had some really negative titles to her blog subjects. So, I decided to click on the blog and read it ... AND IT WAS FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC !!! This bitch ripped me off over $500.00 right before Christmas last year so I was not able to give my loved ones more. I was really poor around that time because of her. This was the Christmas money I had saved up so it would have been a nice Christmas for everyone and that fucking cunt ... oh well, I'm over it. (At least that's what I'll tell you.) So anywho, back to her ... her blog is all "My uncle died, my mom was in the hospital, my brother has type 1 diabetes, I lost my job and no one is calling me back where I put my resumes, I'm fighting with my BF (or is it husband now ... who k
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i will probally never use this thing unless ppl actually read it i cant beleive it my baby is 4 today. it seems like just yesterday he was laying in my arms so fragile and sweet and now he talks so vry well knows how to count and knows his ABCs its amazing how the time flys im very lucky that i was given such a wonderfull son Dear Friends, I have just read and signed the online petition: "Legalize Marijuana" hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition service, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/Legalize/ I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider signing yourself. Best wishes, ellisd dreamZ
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THE REVOLUTION COUTINUES IN 2007 Tuesday, August 7th – HiFi Buys Amphitheatre - Atlanta, GA PROJEKT REVOLUTION Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, HIM, Placebo, Julien-K,Mindless Self Indulgence, SAOSIN, The Bled, Madina Lake etc… HELL YEA! Kelly, Rich and I are going to rock the fuck out!!! by +44 She's a pretty girl She's always falling down And I think I just fell in love with her But she won't ever remember, remember And I can always find her At the bottom of a plastic cup Drowning in drunk sincerity A sad and lonely girl Quit crying your eyes out Quit crying your eyes out, and baby come on Isn't there something familiar about me? The past is only the future with the lights on Quit crying your eyes out, baby And she said, "I think we're running out of alcohol Tonight I hate this fucking town And all my best friends will be the death of me But they won't ever remember, remember So please take me far away Before I
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The song is called "Love will make you Beautiful" by The Afters. Time is slipping away Days go by, fade away With one eye opened, one closed I think you know Love will make you beautiful Love will make you beautiful Thoughts swirl, spinning around Weary, falling down When out of the darkness a hand Reach out Hold fast ~Chorus~ Love will make you beautiful Love will make you beautiful Turn round this time Love is there to find Lift your head and see Open uo your eyes Love will make you beautiful Love will make you beautiful Cannot wait for the new season of The Unit to start tonight! Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basem
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My house is going up for sale soon. We are moving out most likely within the next month or so. I am very upset about this but I have no choice. It is my parents house and they are getting divorced and going their seperate ways. I am not sure exactly where I am going yet. My dad is trying to get a place in Belmawr. I will keep you all updated. Well the people who care anyway.
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OMG, I SO need to blog for a minute to release some of my inner "cobwebs". My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real!How am I, or any of you
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Today really truely was up and down, all the way....First, I was really happy, because I was one of the only people dressed up at school today. I wore my Bleach costume, and Lisa, Kyou and I went to a Halloween party. And it was alot of fun, untill I found out that the suns lost tonight. Then after a while of that, the party ended, and we decided to go trick-or-treating, and that was fun, until I got a call from my Nana. She called, and was crying and said, "Call your dad!!!". So I called him, and found out that my cousins Melissa and Gordo, and one of their friends got into a really bad car accident. Gordo is ok, he's not in the hospital, he's going to be fine, no long term effects. Their friend died at the scene.... Melissa's in the hospital in critical condition. She's not able to breathe on her own, and is hooked up to life support....her chances don't look soo good, and it's tearing me up on the inside. She was one of the cousins on my dad's side that I kinda grew up with. He
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CAN U BELIEVE VERIZON IS SCREWING ME OVER ON MY DSL ALL BECAUSE I DROPPED THEIR PHONE SERVICE.I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE FREE FROM THE OPPRESSION OF BIG BROTHER BUSINESS..WHY IS IT THAT THE ESSENTIAL THINGS WE NEED TO FUNCTION IN OUR SOCIETY TODAY ARE THE HARDEST AND MOST DIFFICULT THINGS TO DEAL WITH..GRRRRR...THEY CHARGE ME AN ARM AND A LEG FOR THEIR SERVICE..BUT I CANNOT GET GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE.FUCKING VERIZON.JUST WHEN I WAS BEGINGNING TO ENJOY MY PEACE OF MY MIND THEY HAD TO GO DO THIS...FUCKERS..I WISH I CAN DROP A BOMB ON THEIR CORPORATE OFFICE. NO HIGH SPEED CONNECTION..NO PHONE..TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THEIR ONE COMPETITION IN MY STATE IS AS BAD AS THEY ARE...I'M..SCREWED. GRRR..FUCK VERIZON........BLOODY MISERABLE COMPANY! A mother and her young inquisitive son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The son (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If dogs have baby dogs and cats have baby cats, why don't planes have baby pla
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so i've been looking at amazon.com looking at video games and consoles. i really am thinking about getting a Sega again and getting Zombies Ate My Neighbors and Desert Strike. maybe even Jungle Strike. mmhumm. i've been checking out the WII and it looks cool. i'll have to wait and see what game comes out on it. Xbox 360 is has a couple of games i want to play but i don't know yet. my friend Jordan who's in Isreal till next year left his here so i could probably borrow it from my friend who currently has it. hmm. I DON"T KNOWWWW but i do know i'm going to spend my money on tattoos first. mmhumm.
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hey everyone i got lostcherry money so if u get me a gift ull def get one luv ya
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***: lol...hot. ...sorry for the typo ->ME: whats hor? ***: you are too sexy and hor, and arouse me so much ->ME: why? ***: how many lovers do u have? HAHA.. wow names are protected osh says: i should go to sleep Josh says: im sorry to leave you all hot and bothered and thinking about sex Becca says: lol Becca says: dont worry im not! haha Josh says: but now you are hehe Josh says: lol Josh says: i am...23 3/4 hrs a day... Becca says: lol Josh says: (i think about food the other 15 minutes) Becca says: even when ur sleeping? Josh says: psh...yeah Josh says: i dont snore...i moan Josh says: lol WOOPIE im excited i got a new car today... :) and its sexy... yea tahts right... lol only cuz i drive it...
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Well This Is It People,,, Yesterday Morning,, Me And My Husband Called It Quits! After 3 Years! We Both Think Its For The Best,, Its Been Pretty Much The End For Awhile. So I Will Be Going Back To Ontario With My Daughter In The Next Few Days To Move In With My Family.And Start Our New Life! I Wish Him Nothing But Happness And Good Luck On The Road Ahead! Wake Up Every Morning Beside My Daughter. Since Am Recently Separated, After 3 Long Years To Her Father. Am Really Trying To Start My Life All Over Agian With TheHope I Wont Fail Like I Have Manny Times In My Life. My Family seem To Think Am Going To. And It Really Bothers Me, After All These Years Am Still A Fuck Up In There Eyes. Like Nobody Thinks I Can Do The Right Thing For Scarlett . My Grandma Today Yelled At Me And Told Me A Stupid Person Becasue I Wanna Move To Oshawa. She Told Me I Dont Desever Scarlett and That I Should Give Scarlett To Her To Raise. I Also Have Her Dad Wanting Her Too. I Really Dont Know What
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Ok..as some of you may remember, and surely couldn't care less, Swerve was gonna fulfill her New Year's resolution, and purchase some underwear. I claimed I was goin' to Vicky's Secret and buyin' girly, lacy unmentionables...but my Scottish frugality got the better of me and I decided that before I spent all sorts of money on undies, I'd do well to test drive a pair before I bought expensive ones. Only makes sense, does it not? Right. Sooo...I did what any self respecting girl in the south does when she wants something cheap. I went to Wal-Mart! I had high hopes of findin' cheap undies; and with visions of a shopping cart with four working wheels burning feverishly in my brain....I sashayed ( Yes, I sashayed. Swerve would never do something so mundane as "walk"!!) past the Nascar T-shirts and boxes of laundry soap printed in Spanish, took a right at the giant display of scrubble puffs ( 97cents! ) and found myself in some sort of pret-a-porter labyrinth of spring fashio
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......that I seem to have no luck with gettin laid at all. Sure I am with someone and want to stay that way but I want to see how it is with others. I have only been with one woman in my life sexualy and am curious how it would be with others. I have been on craigslist in my area and no luck there for the 4 months I have been looking. And for anyones info I havn't had any for 6 months approx (feels like it too). Just sure wish there was someone out there local that would help me out with this...... Just a little vent and hope noone is offended by it.
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Sorry I havent been returning messages I hope to feel better soon! =/
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today i saw my balls and i wiggled them back and forth i'm proud 8=============================D 8=================================================================================================================================================================================================D kak 2 weeks no cigs and i still feel like raping the earth and burning it all. don't fuck with me. ill tear ya limb from fucken limb 8===================================================D suck it.
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(repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20') split up with my girl today. fun fun, guess its for the better, shges still fucked int he head over her ex husband. yay for me. looks like imsingle again (repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20')
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Does the pain of being alone every get better?! good men out there!?! and if there are, why can't I seem to find one? 1. How old will you be in five years? 27 2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? Tina. 3. How tall are you? 5'4" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? I wish there was something to look forward too. 5. What's the last movie you saw? Texas Chainsaw ... the beginning. 6. Who is the last person you called? my mommy. 7. Who was the last person to call you? Rob 8. What was the last text message you received? Don't know. 9. Do you prefer to call or text? Call. 10. Do you have any pets? Two doggies. 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? trying to sleep. 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married. 13. When is the last time you saw your mom? umm.., a year ago... i miss her. 14. What color are your eyes? brown 15. What time did you wake up today? 9 16. What's your
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Doesn't it hurt...Trick and control you...Decieve and destroy you...Doesn't it hurt? Forget and move on...I'm here and I'm strong...I've got you to blame when it's finally done... I'm not afraid...Of these feelings here inside...And I'm sure some day...I'll let go of all this hate for you... Doesn't it hurt you? Doesn't it feel safe? Earshot
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Well yesterday I went to unc for chemo treatment and well everyone kept over looking me so it took me way more hours then it needed to take me. Well me, my mom had to take Alex with us cause my father-in-law couldn't keep him cause his wife had a doctor apt and stuff. But we were there from 7:30am till almost 4:00. Alex was bitching a whole lot he was screaming for me and he couldn't come back there to me. So I ended up in the waitting room till I got him to sleep at 11:30am. Then I made my way back to the treatment area. We had alot of fun (not). And the last few treatments they went pretty good. I didn't have such a good treatment this time. My tummy isn't doing so well this time. I feel like shyt. I would rather just not had it. My levels was still a little low but up enough for me to have treatment. I was kind of wishing my levels would be low again. I feel a little bad but no where as bad as if I would take a treatment and I really needed a break from treatments. But I only have f
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:( fuckin shitty mood, hatin life and everyone in it (no offense) and just wanna cry. It sucks...But as always, I'll get over it. Jagers looking really good about now ;) anyone wanna join me for some shots??
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ergh! what a depressing feeling! iunno why i come online.. you all live in different time zones so is hardly any1 here to chat too! :( well what a shitty week! my cousin passed away on wednesday, luckly he didnt feel anything but yeah scared the shit outta me, he had heart problems like i do.. cud so easily of been me (and part of me wishes it was.. wudnthave been such a great loss then...) college and work sucks, spend far 2 much time being busy that i got no time to have fun.. and when i do have the time im 2 burned out to do anything! lifes such a bitch. now i remember why i dont do these often, i talk far 2 much! blah blah blah fucking blah! i really wanna go play need for speed carbon but my ps2 desided it didnt wanna work... dont wanna buy a new 1 cus dont play it often so yeah that shat on last weekend and now imma be bored this weekend 2! well whoeva reads this thanks very muchly and sorry for wasting your time with my mindless rants.. neways.. byebye
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I alos have my poetry in my blogs which have been read,rated,and commented very few times.I know its dark and morbid but its the best way to get to know me.Please read,arte,and comment for me...it will make me very happy...I'm depressed tonight(and no I don't wanna talk).Just do me these favors and I will be happy.Thanx alot. *hugs and kisses*
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Would you, will you? Answer this and send it back to me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on your bulletin without the answers. You might be surprised with the results! y = Yes, n = No, m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] m
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Tuesday 14th November - 12:44pm! Today.. i have a giant headache.. megga megga and i am missing my man.. work is PISSING ME OFF !! Ahhhhh i need to run away some place hot.. no cell phones... no internet.. just hide.. and get a great tan!!!!!
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so.i just read my boy dericks blog on myspace and I'm really sad about it.. like on halloween.. him and a friend vandalized the town they live in which is 30 mins from where i live.. and he got ratted out so he is looking forward to 3 months to 2 years.. but in his blog he said that he wished he never left texas to come here.. and that got me upset and crying because he didn't take into consideration that if he didn't leave texas to come here then he would of never met me and we wouldn't be together.. i know i'm a fucking cry baby as so my brother says.. but it just got me really upset and my mood went from REALLY fucking happy to REALLY fucking depressed.. gosh.... peace people much love! Alex Carter~ okay so my best friend and sister desi started dating my ex brandon 6 weeks ago.. brandon (the guy) broke up wit her and we found out that he was cheating on her.. and i went off on him saying that he was fucking her over tha same way he fucked me over.. (over the summer when we wer
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Red Friday. Please red and repost... this is not a contest or someone asking for you to rate their T&A, this is something actually important! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many co nversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you
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well, after being on vacation in florida for over a month, I am now back home. vacation was GREAT but its good to be back home longer vacation that is! what were YOU thinking?!?! well, I will be in Orlando for another 3 weeks. I'm house/cat sitting for a friend while they are out of town. I only have 1 other friend that lives here so luckily I have my computer with me and have net access so hopefully I will stay entertained. maybe some of you pretty ladies can send me nekkid pics to help keep me entertained? hehehe I am now in florida.. had a safe flight in. been here a couple days actually but thats me, mr procrastination, didnt post a blog like i planned upon arrival.. but I'm posting one now :P the weather is great, especially after last weaks weather at home being all temperatures below zero. so I have 2 weeks to enjoy the florida weather and hope the cold has lessened when I get back, hehe
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Being single can sometimes be a good thing i guess be able to do what ya want and go where ya want. But it can also be lonely and i hate being lonely i hoping someday i will meet the man of my dreams and finally be with that special someone i have been longing to find in my life. Here is a song that reminds me of an ex i had who was a part of my life til things got turned around and we arent together any longer But days go by i do miss him alot and we still remain friends as always It's 3 AM and I finally say I'm sorry for acting that way I didn't really mean to make you cry Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why Does it always have to come down To you leaving Before I'll say "I love you" Why do I always use the words That cut the deepest When I know how much it hurts you Oh baby why, do I do that to you I know I'd never let you walk away So why do I push you 'til you break And why are you always on the verge of good-bye Before I'll show you how I
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EXTREME OLD PEOPLE!!!! Current mood: amused ive seen a lot of things in my short time on this earth...however its rare that i see something that i find so amusing that i have to grab my camera-phone and snap a picture...yesterday i saw something that did that...and it has changed my life forever.... i was on my way to Best Buy to pick up a copy of Superman Returns to see if i would hate it as much as i thought i would (i didnt but its still no Batman) anyways, while at a red light i looked to my left and spotted and old couple in a decent truck. as we started to move i noticed something on a rack on the tailgate...it was a Segway scooter...you know, those "untippable" two wheeled things that losers ride around on...it was supposed to change the way we traveled...i have seen 2 in actual use, but now it seems those 2 were wasting the potential of this "so-gay-it-makes-you-want-beat-the-living-holy-shit-out-of-the-person-riding-it" mode of transportation....Look at the pic at
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So merry christmas to all.... or happy holidays if thats not your holiday... Anyway...hope you all have a happy and safe holiday season! i hate people...truly i do
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**An FYI before you read this. There is much more going on than the brain disease. This is lengthy but if you are truly curious, towards the end it will list several of my other health issues.** As a few of you know, I am a rather ill person. I'm asked fairly often what it is that I have. To save time from having to repeatedly type it out, I guess I will just blog about it. The past week has been extremely rough for me. The pain is out of control. Since we've moved, I am nowhere close to any of the 21 specialists that have worked with me the past 7 years. Oh gee, the things I get to go through again while finding new doctors. I'd rather be dead than to go through all the hellish testing that I will have to go through again. I literally mean that. The testing just can't be described. If you can think of it, I have more than likely gone through it and I get to go through it again. Some of the testing is extremely painful, some testing is tolerable and some testing is
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Relay For Life!!! Relay For Life!!! Hello Everyone, So yesterday was relay for life poker run... Yay!!! No one showed up for the poker run but we got alot of the puddle fest to eat so we made $250 for the relay... Now Funny Funny Story!!! I had made cupcakes for the relay... Had them in this huge cake box... Leaveing the relay my mom did not tie down the box... And sat it on top of another box... Well going home the box flew off the back of the truck and hit my sisters car.. One half of the box went under and the other half went over... YES YES I GOT PICTURES!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!! *mwah* -Minga Yesterday night my uncles house caught fire.. We thought at first it was because of the fire he had in the fire place but it wasn't that.. there was an electical fire.. My sister took some pictures... And I will post them at the end.. But my uncle is staying with us for awhile so I don't know how much time I will g
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Ok people.....I'm going to click 35 on Sunday Dec. 17th. Most people would think that this would upset me. No not in the least. I am proud to have made this far in my life. I have a great family, good friends, a decent job and 2 wonderful children. The only thing missing is "LOVE." I figure that will come in time so until then I will celebrate my grey hair(it's saving me money at the hair salon) and my laugh lines becuase both of those things show that I have been living my life and I have been pretty happy in the process.
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It's been raining since 2AM and hasn't stopped and the wind don't help it any. My yards flooded oh great its like you can go water sking in my front yard LOL its big enough I mean I like the rain but damn needs to lighten up a lil! looking for someone to "hangout" with female only no males hit me up some if you like to hang out! im in the seattle area must be close by They are a hand full at times lol can't live with them can't without them what am i to do lol
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hello. i am here randomly leave me alone. lol. i have no memory. but that is ok. anways. u can always leave me a message or something, i will eventually respond. idk, i just thought i could put some random thought out and see what hits i get. lol. anyways, today is: Did you ever stop to think and forget to start again? I have quite a bit. :D what can i say except i have "that warm space cadet glow". now can you name the artist and/or song that comes from? laters all.
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Oh. Sweet darling. I stare at the stop sign and think Of absolutely nothing. You never could have stopped me. I went to The Studio and watched him get “Save Me” tattooed on his wrist. I’ll admit that it was beautiful. I know that it’s me that needs saving now. And the oblivion has never been so peaceful. This sickness has never been so sweet. I tell myself that (the end) yes it will be alright. I scratch my face until it bleeds. Pull my hair and scream. I am completely ridiculous. Imagine me still caring. Imagine me free of this anger. Do you miss me now? I love you more than… ego suicide. The poison that fills my mind, is no comparison to what fills my stomach. I pull the trigger on my dollar store gun. Oh how I wish it was loaded. I wanna be a cowboy… but I’ve got no hat. I aim to kiss and miss. Hit your lips and this… is a mistake. Boys think twice about a girl so nice. Chucks don’t do so well in the snow. If I wanted to fall asleep alone, I wouldn’t spend
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The clock ticking away annoucing the hour. Everything seemingly so loud. Tears rolling down Gina's face. Totally lost within her own thoughts and longings. Finally having had enough Gina gets up and walks towards the computer desk wondering what all the hype about the internet and chat rooms are about. Turning the computer on, and scanning sights to work out how one would actually chat on a computer. Coming across the sight of yahoo, Gina reads the protocol of how to sign up for a ID. Once establishing her identity that she will become known for on the computer Gina proceeded to find out how to enter a chat room. Hesitantly she hits the first room she finds, not knowing what to expect, Gina is bewildered that people could be so rude and arrogant to someone they didnt know. Some where friendly others where just down right rude and disrespectful, as though you had walked into their territory and pointed a gun at them and requested they hand over all their possession
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I finally did make my adult album private... so if ya wanna make it to family, rate all my pics.. just the ones of me. I moved my adult folder to family only. So if you really wanna see it that damn bad, gotta make it to my family. So who wants to fill me in on wtf a salute is? Sign the same thing?
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Sometimes I just have a hard time understanding why things are the way they are. I like to think, that this is the way its suppose to be, what is suppose to happen will happen...and with any of my friends I would tell them that, and try to make them feel better. But honestly, that is just a load of crap! Do you honestly think there is someone out there for everyone? My answer is no, because if there was someone for everyone, how do you explain all of the elderly that die alone? No kids, no family, except if they are lucky they have some neices and or nephews that care about them. I feel like, I have met one person, that would have been everything I could have ever wanted, and then more. It just felt good...better than good. It felt good, and I felt good. For reason, that were way beyond my control, it wouldn't work between us. Its possible that I had blinders on, and this guy was like everyother guy I ever liked..and maybe it was just a game for him. I like to think it wasn't, but I wi
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ok here's the DL, i wrote this paper coming off a high, and needed a topic for my Philosophy paper, and what better topic the pot. i chose the gateway theory again for this paper, as i have written many papers on it in my writing classes because it is college, not high school and they cant do shit about it, but like you have to read this paper to fully understand my argument, which is valid, please no haters because i'm not judgin you, and i hope you won't judge like the rest of this stereotypical judging world (and sry trhat i didn't use proper english in this intro, its the internet, the paper is written well, so you can back off, im a writing major, dont try me.) here it is: Chocolate Milk Made Me Smoke Marijuana An interesting quote I heard before from a show on television, but I can not recall its name is a guy in a jail cell saying, "I used to smoke a lot of pot, but then I ended up doing a lot of coke, but it wasn't the weed that did it, it was me." And this has alw
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So how everyone life going? I don't mean day or week, I mean life. Is it going the way that you wanted it too. Think about it. Did you do everything that you want to do? Are with that person that you can't live without and you know it will last forever? Are you living your life to the fullest? Those are the questions I ask myself everyday, It kinda keeps me going and being the positive person I am. There are bad days and then good but look at it this way, live as if it was your last day, have no regrets cause then your going to have that what'if factor. I know I don't like the what-ifs because then I get all depressed thinking what I could have done to make my life that much better. Just live life and get some while your doing it. Welp, I hope there are some words of wisdom.. yeah right.. Tune in next week for the thought of Stace.. Want me to talk about a certain topic, message me. Need advice message me.. I'll answer, friends strangers...Well love ya all, **Stace**
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"You know what? I actually liked you for who you were. And you can't find many girls out there who are like that. But in time she'll screw you over and you'll wish I stay'd around, but this butterfly was made to fly, not to crawl upon the ground."
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so i quit smoking and started working out pretty heavy about 4 days ago, and ive alreaddy lost an inch off of every part of my body except the bust, lol but i can live with that haha, it may not seem like much but thats just 4 days so im pretty excited so i wish i had never let myself get out of shape, lol. i was jogging today for the first time in a few months you know i quit smokin a couple days ago now im bustin ass to get back in shape well anyways i over did it today to the point where my ankle tried to give out on me, lol but i got back up and kept going then i decided i gotta work on my ass so im running up and down the steps and my legs are so fucking sore right now they feel like their gonna fall off, lol what a predicament my little baby sister called me today to tell me shes pregnant im kinda losing my head over it i dont know what to think, i wanna kill her boyfriend, brooke or tash i can handle but haleigh omg excuse me im gonna go rip all my hair out now thanks
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ILL MAKE ANYONE A MORPH TELL ME HERE IF YOU WANT ONE MADE..BUT PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT..THANKS!! XERO666 FIRST I MADE THE PIC...THEN I POSTERIZED IT..LOL FIRST ONE FINISHED WORK ILL BE MAKING ALOT MORE..JUST TELL ME IF YOU WANT SOMETHING WITH SPARKLES..I CAN MAKE ANYTHING. XERO666
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this site sure has more than its share... for chrsits sake its not like your cherry points actually get you anything.... all the fixed contests, and ridiculous bulletins... seriously if people are still so stuck in the glory days of high school...i feel sorry for you i dunno i guess i just think its sort of sad that someone has their *family* using like 4 people to constantly bomb their pictures so they can win a contest...what ever happened to the REAL winner winning? And as far as the people running the contests...shame on you for not having rules...i mean really are the cherry points THAT important....cause once ya reach the highest level you are the grand poombah or something? its just gay At any rate thanks for reading this...and if you are offended by it...well frankly you need a life..:) well i am gettin my ass kicked by the people who are in families... i wanna thank the people who have helped me...i adore you all imma post a link in here...just in case someone feels f
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im soooooo bored. and im really tired. i miss my boyfriend. god i cant wait til this summer. im so sick of the snow. it sucks. i really dont know what to write. oh well. this is my first blog. yay me. lol. im so freaking bored. bored bored bored. someone should make me unbored.
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So like, they say that im fake. If you believe it cut me delete me and block me.I'll be doing that to people who leave those comments and repost those bulletins. I'm not here to buy into your drama I could care less. I have a real life, career and everything else, so whatever ya know? Have you seen the top cherries? They are mostly ugly and are probably jealous anyways. That's usually the case on sites like this. They can keep their drama. I'm over it. Lolz. xoxo The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And addition
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if you have a myspace account i have alot of my writings on there of which are published items.... just send me your myspace link and i will add you
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Now, i see alot of people that say "rate me, become a fan" before any one can add you.. well, one this is what it says with us FRESH meat when trying to "rate/become a fan" whatever. Error: you must gain more points before you can rate members! AND Error: you must be level 1 or greater to become someones fan! So how can i RATE you if i cant rate you??? LET START ADDING PICTURES! i cant wait until i win THIS game... talk about popularity contest damn.
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Well typicall day, why is it Guys can't have friends of the oppsite sex with out getting drilled about them. I mean come on I have a few female friends not like I'm having an affir or something, geesh, all I want to do is be myself. And to top that off then the friends have a hissy because your chatting with others at the same time as them. Talk about really making me upset. Why do the good people always have such a hard time? Seems like family members really like to take advantage of what ever they can get. Crap we buy a house with the intent of everyone living on the land. One person is so damn selfish they just want to sell their part of the land to the other family that is just about ready to move into the addition. Funny thing is the other person does not own a darn thing yet, WE DO. How the heck you figure sell what you legally can't in the first place just because things are not going how you want them to. GET A LIFE!!!! Nothing goes the way you want or expect, ex
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Hmm... I´m sitting here in a fucking country that forgot to turn on the heat, Sweden a cold place to be,well, me... I listen to to joyful songs by Joy Division, Mark Eitzel and The Cure and still I hate 2007 as much as I hate ...Bush, loneliness, being poor and ugly so no facelift either. The TV feeds me with people that are either lost on an Island while other channels show people behaving badly just to stay, be the last one standing..! Jesus! I just wanted to get this of my chest before I Feast on some frozen water and the promise of eternal loneliness... Happy/SAD
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im sitting in my office with absolutely nothing to do and im bored out of my fucking mind. i wish that i knew where there was a party. maybe if i could get trashed then i wouldn't be so bored. anyway. blah. steve-o
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Season of lust , our desires flow I think of us and the feelings grow Stronger and deeper than either knew Because of the soul connection with you Being so joined thought so far apart You live in my dreams and in my heart Dreams of passion and dreams that give All of my thoughts and desires live In the moments that we alone share Lost in the desire to be with you there To hold you and kiss you and be yours divine To know I am yours and you are mine Lasting as one and lusting our desire We are connect as one and build the fire That has forged us to be forever one soul Knowing that in love we grew to be whole You and I share one love dream true Loving and living our whole life new By R. Thomas Dinsmore Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon pa
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i am a bad bad girl oooops! ok so it has ofcially started. and the asshole cable company wont come hook my shit up for 2 fucking weeks... so i wont the net durning that time... so leave me love! and miss me bunches! i want a vacation from emotions. i dont want to feel anymore. well not ever again...just for like a week or two. i want to shut down and not feel any of them, the good and the bad. my system needs a rest....
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plese somebody anybody kill me this cant be real either get me out here or kill me the choice is urs choose wisely first off men cant drive! everytime i get behind the wheel and theres a guy driving there either sunk low in the seat try to look cool and cant see over teh dash bored! OR theyre looking away form the road and talking with their hands while running offa trhe road! not that im sayiing chick are better drivers..were not. i see them talking on their cells and outting makeup on i mean hell my sister wrecked that way...*mummbles* dumb bitch! ive had 2 accidents in the etire time ive been driving and the weather had a factor in both of them. the third time i wasnt driving my car. damn deer! and jimmy is still up my ass! he wont leave me alone! GRRR! AND NOW I HAVE AN OLD FRIND TELLING ME HIS EX IS TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME AND MY ROOM MATE! WTF! shes telling my ex that she never said anything. idk who to believe so i just wont talk to any of them! im sick of drama and non-drivin
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men are all the same...i despise them all equally! ha Costco Members.... Screw off!!! Andre.... Who the fuck are you?!! Trying to butt back into my life after what you did!! You have no idea if I am doing ok or not...you have no idea about anything!!! So spare me your..."glad to see you're doing ok" you know NOTHING!!!!! Please...please leave me alone! If you know whats good for you you'll leave me alone!! Idiot who cut me off on the way home... LEARN TO DRIVE!!!!! I've been employed with Costco since July 06 and I have been watching and learning about you people since the first day on the job. I've come to realize a few things and I just wanted to share. 1) You're children are the spawn of Satan and it is quite obvious that you do not know how to parent. If you cannot keep them under control please for the love of God buy one of those child leashes. 2) When I come into the warehouse pushing a heavy and rather full bale...do not stop in front of
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I would love to reach level ten by christmas if not before hand so any help would be great thanks. You all rock have a good turkey day if you celebrate it I sit here Sit here thinking My minds been busy, with you near Trying to add my timing Feel too late and worn down Too much like a clown My thoughts drift to us Drift to you and me Something holds Something that is or is not meant to be Your touch you smell Your sometimes too much I feel the need to yell In the same room, or a city away Everything is the same Yet i try to make it be Can you not see me Not see my tears hear my cries My thoughts drift to us Drift to you and me Something holds Something that is or is not meant to be So dear to me You know you are What you feel for me is locked away tight You show some and take some Yet never enough for me to know I dream of being close Being one TOuching, holding, being there with eachother Never feeling alone again Thats what i dream
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i am almost certain i am not the only person without a real valentine for the dreadful hallmark holiday on wednesday. but has anyone else NEVER had a valentine? [like myself]. i have always spent valetines day alone. it didnt use to bother me so much, but this year, its a slap in the face, really. i was just wondering how many people are in my boat and whether you: a] give a rats ass. OR b] could give a rats ass. did i just answer my own question? i think insomnia is chewing on my brain stem.
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Well lets see today has just been one of those days... I fell on My Bum the other day... and ended up doing A LOT of damage... Work has been crazy completely and I also broke up with my boyfriend. So this week has gradually went down hill... but thats ok the weekend is almost here and im gonna spend some time with my son... hehe thatll make everything great!
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So, I'm sitting here about to die! I'm so damn bored. My son is asleep and I'm hyper as hell. Didn't know what else to do, except get online. What a wonderful life I have lol... Well, I'm new to this so I'm still trying to figure it all out...Everyone has been so nice ...not like myspace but if anyone's got myspace feel free to add...www.myspace.com/beautifuldarkangel..
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I've had an interesting week. I worked Monday and Tuesday. Had to work Wed. but i called off, so i could go see my uncle before he moved, and instead of going to see him, I went to the hospital to see my grandpa.. He's got Gout... which is some foot disease where, to much Uric acid gets in your blood stream causes swelling and pain... well, he's got it in knees too, so he couldn't walk, and he fell on the floor and laid there until my uncle mike found him... They got it all squared away at the hospital, i've been up there almost every day.. i didn't go up there over the weekend... but i went there today, after he got out of the OR, he had a Pace maker put in because he's got a bad heart. when i left his blood pressure was going crazy, but i'm sure they'll get it all squared away soon. I found out, my dad is going to be getting out of prison in about 2 months maybe less... that made me really happy. I've been having alot of mixed emotions lately, cause i've been having alot of go
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"fantasies must be unrealistic. the minute you get something, you dont, you cant, want it anymore. to exist, desire needs absent objects.. so desire supports itself with crazy fantasies.. this is what pascal means when he says that the only time we are truly happy is when day dreaming about future happiness.. or why we say, the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for not because you'll get it but because youre doomed not to want it if you do.." -excerpt from the life of david gale interesting concept.. yea? you want something, this object, this person, or this ideal.. whatever it may be that you want, but. once you have it, it ceases to be a want, a desire, a goal.. and becomes a possession, lover, etc etc.. and its at this point that one or two things happen. your desire must either be replaced, or evolve. it can be replaced easily by something similar but a level above, or it can evolve.. like if it were say a significant other or a new
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Im just about to go to work. Ive been on this site for awhile now and only have 3 friends :( Usually everytime I come to this site it goes to not responding. I dont know why but I guess my pc doesnt like it..lol Anyway just wanted to write a little something bout this site not wanting to work while it was working...lol
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I just wanted to let everyone know that I just added some pics to my page. They where taken at the zoo in Koln, Germany.
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Nothin' Good About Goodbye Lyrics Artist(Band):Hinder I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this was over But then you called to say You forgot that broach of your mother's Every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I could swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this had ended But then you called again To tell me how you're gonna blow my best friend And every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I can swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder Falling harder Every story has two sides In the he-said-she-said fight But she'll always wind up falling Falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye Falling, fall
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dont feel like making a dumb picture to prove im real so beleive it or not
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You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test
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now i kinda figured this being a boring blog from me just figured i'd do one anyways. Well been sittin here at this computer for awhile now making different pictures as u can see in my gallery and really am wanting thoughts and opinions maybe new ideas.....thanx for the time
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"Can't Heal" Do you know how hard I tried but I fail Do you know that I tried my best but I lose Don't you know I'm so envious I've got nothing Dead to this world cause I'm all alone Time goes by another wasted year there's no way out I lose myself to another fear I've lost again Deviously low scum is what I've become I want you to die But that's just a lie because I've never changed I feel my hatred about to explode Feel my anger consume you whole You're weak cause life was kinder to you As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what's misery My feelings are gone I'm numb inside I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal My feelings are gone I'm numb inside I feel they steal I can't heal cause that's my deal We won't rot alone the ones we hate Their ends will comfort my hate My plans were set long ago Destroy all the hopes that you've known Crush all your silly dreams You're life aint as perfect as it seems Now feel my hatred explode Now know my pl
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I've gotta say one thing, CherryTAP so fars pretty cool, haven't had much time to explore around but I'm pretty sure my opinion isn't going to change. Adios for now, Blayze
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Need some advice from the ladies Every body knows me as ERIc and that’s my real name, I like making friendship first , I like to build trust and communication with that friend, I love to spoil that special friend a lot, I like to share things and learn new things, I think a guy should treat a lady like a friend and lady, I think sex on line is stupid, I think sex is to share with the person off line and in person but having sex with that lady should be special and real love inside to share it with and good communication. I cook ,clean and enjoy cooking I ‘m the guy who likes to share hugs and love to that special friend who need a kind word or a smile. I think building a special friendship first with that lady, what her interest, her likes and dislikes, I’m the guy who likes to make that breakfast in the morning and leave that rose to make her day , tell her that it is going to bea good day and smile
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so what i am insane but i can't do any thing about it accept destroy myself which is really redundant because you can't kill something that's already dead .... so why do i keep making the wrong choices keep putting myself in the wrong places again and again hmmm so i am either really stupid are i have lost my freaking mind either way i guess it doesn't really matter i will just keep going until the end with blinders on maybe i won't even see the wall before i hit it :)
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Whomever said im accident prone was ever so right. The last 4 days have been nothing but shit, n all leading to me spending 4 hours in the ER yesterday. what a load of fun that was. What happened u may ask....???? Im gonna tell ya if ud just wait a a min lol... I was working and carrying something heavy n just wasnt payin attention, go figure, when i walked into a set of shelves so hard that i ended up with 2 stress fractures in my arm, & and awesome bruise from my elbow all the way down to the middle of my arm. My mom would be soo proud of me lol. Only good thing bout it is that now i get to slack at work for awhile. WOOHOO!!! lol. too bad i didnt get the good drugs for the pain, oh well. So thats the latest drama from me.... ~Jen~
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When will this all go away? The pain I feel from day to day? I say I don't feel like dying, But somedays I'm lying. Sometimes I just want to shout, That thinking of death is MY way out. I wouldn't ever go all the way, Atleast that's what I say. I've prayed to die, And that's no lie. I've cut so deep, That there was blood all over the sheet. I want to die a long death, Where it takes days for my last breath. Right now I wish I was dead, From a gunshot to the head. But it won't come true, Cause I couldn't do that to you. This is a curse, My life keeps getting worse. One minute I'm up... then I'm down, Wishing I would drown. In and out of T.R.M.C., Trying so hard to be free. These fatal attemts at suicide, Something I was told to hide. When will this vicious cycle stop? When I'm found by a cop? The cuts run so deep, But yet, I still don't weep. I keep it all inside, Praying that one day I'll di
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Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourselfAt the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I hate things like this...BUT this little "fuzzy bunny" added me to her list then shook her cute little ass at me as she hopped away. So now I have to. So here it goes. 1) I almost always have something camouflage on. 2) I have a really hard time falling asleep if I have any clothing on at all. 3) I get obsessed with anything new that I learn. I will practice until I can beat everyone I know. I will sit down with a puzzle or book and wont stop until it is finished. 4) I play/practice pool 6 days a week. 5) I live to make friends laugh and to insult/embarass morons. 6) I move
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The klutziest bitch in the seattle area did it again! so I'm walking down the stairs (stepping down the stairs? however you'd put it) lol, and sprain my ankle! yay...this is a first for me, the huge pop kinda tripped me out, but I figure it was just another Whit bein super-klutz and trippin (as in trip and skin your knee-yeah -unfortunately, sorta common place for me, could be the alcohol, could be the klutziness, i dunno) deal, so i keep on doin what i'm doin (mostly chasin my kid around) all day like normal. OUCH. Now the fucker is all sorts o' swollen up (gross) and it hurts. WHINE WHINE WHINE. lol. so there you go, that's my blog. Ok , DAVE from MONROE. .....if I wanna put a picture of MY titties up on the net, I'm gonna put a pic of my titties up on the fuckin net, YOU especially have no say about whom i show my titties to and it probably doesn't need to be said that I'll show them to everybody I want to show them to, thanx. Oh yeah, you're not my boyfriend. ok. hopeful
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I just need to vent for a bit(so please forgive the pity party I just need to get this out)....today and the past few days has just been a drain on me emotionally. The smile I wear was just to much to even try and put on for today. It's a sit listen to sad songs and cry day. When you get told you are more of an obligation than a true soul mate love cuts to the quick. When you realize that you will never be that girl to the person that matters most to you. When your spouse chooses his hand over you. When they say no if you don't have contacts in and make up on you aren't pretty and then when you are done up your just eh ok. Just to have one person find beauty in you..to have one person (other than kids) love you with a all their heart. To be that special one who holds that place in their heart. to be special enough for them to do things they really dont like doing just because it makes you happy... ok I'm done with my pity party now. Sorry I had to get it out somehow
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Yay! Prom is next Saturday and I can't wait. It's my senior year, so I'm gonna go crazy :) It's going to be so much fun...I love my dress, my jewelry, and my hairstyle. I can't wait until I graduate, then maybe I'll be allowed to do whatever I want. I'm definitely moving out after school is over. Maybe then I'll have some freedom. I need some ideas for my 18th birthday...I know you guys have something I can do...give me any thoughts you have please...anything!!!
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Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
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Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket ONE OF MY DEAR FRIENDS ASKED ME TO REPOST THIS... I AM DELIGHTED TO! SOMEONE OBVIOUSLY HURT HER, AND THEY DESERVE MORE THAN THIS BULLETIN CAN PRODUCE! I AM A BIG GIRL, NOT A LIL SKINNY MODEL TYPE. I HAVE CURVES AND I'M QUITE PROUD OF THEM. PEOPLE CAN BE SEXY AND ATTRACTIVE NO MATTER WHAT THEIR BODY TYPE, AS TRUE BEAUTY COMES FROM WITHIN! PLEASE READ BELOW!!! PEACE & LOVE, BEG Vampy Cassiel (Eternally Heartbroken)Whips'N'Chains Society FAT WOMEN NEED LOVIN TOO...WE ARE NOT HERE TO PLAY HEAD GAMES WITH...WE ARE NOT HERE TO STEP ON....WE ARE NOT HERE TO GET TREATED LIKE SHIT...WE ARE NOT HERE TO PLAY SICK LITTLE TWISTED MIND GAMES WITH.....WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE YOUR STOMPING GROUND. FAT WOMEN HAVE FEELINGS TOO....JUST BECAUSE WE ARE FAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN DO AS YOUR CRUEL AND UNLOVING SOUL DESIRES. WE NEED LOVE AND HUMAN AFFECTION TOO....WE NEED LOVIN JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FAT SO
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ok heres what i dont get. i have tried my best to rate everyone who visits my profile and even people who dont. granted i prob dont get to everyone but i cant be on here as much as id like to with 7 month old twins im very busy alot of the time so i apologize to those i may have missed.what ticks me off though is i have always reposted and rated others who have been mentioned in bulletins. the one time i put a bulletin up asking for help it gets ignored! why is that ? why is it that when people ask for help leveling and dont get the response they want then they post a bitchy bulliten but when a not so popular cherry asks then people dont even friggin read the damn bulliten???!!!???!!
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I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: I do physical labour. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, The administration rejects your request for the following Reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen Visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe neces
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hey all imma be outta town for a week show me some love Okay well...I'm having problems and i don't know when i'll be on here....So pleasejust keep with me and wait it out for me...I'm sorry i haven't been on much...thanks for the wait
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I don't want to hear it but I haven't been taking my meds the last few days....I'm not feeling like myself...but for some reason i need to write it down...h well continue with your lives IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED FOR THURSDAY, JULY 12TH Greetings, Time and options are running out for Internet Radio. Late this afternoon, the court DENIED the emergency stay sought on behalf of webcasters, millions of listeners and the artists and music they support. UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, the new ruinous royalty rates will be going into effect on Sunday, threatening the future of all internet radio. We are appealing to the millions of Internet radio listeners out there, the webcasters they support and the artists and labels we treasure to rise up and make your voices heard again before this vibrant medium is silenced. Even if you have already called, we need you to call again. The situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and more serious. PLEASE CALL YOUR
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ok sorry i havent been keepin up with this page imm gonna try too keep it updated from now on
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Ok so I'm on my way to work (late as usual lol) and I'm at a stop light..the light turns green and the first car goes then slams on breaks..the car in front of me slams on breaks so I do too..apparently not fast enough. So I hit her and the first car takes off (FUCKER). Ok her car has little damage. The bumper is scratched and the license plate is bent but my bumper is really scratched and dented and the hood is bent so it won't close all the way. Police get there and write ME a FUCKIN ticket! He put that I was following too close even though she said it wasn't my fault AND she didn't get a ticket when her inspection sticker was rejected! I am so fuckin mad it's not even funny lol So one good thing is it got me out of work today ;) SOOO if you love me..keep your fingers crossed that my fine won't be too much lol
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well last night i was soppouse to grad if i was still in school...god this is really hard on me because i miss my friends that i talked to everyday i miss my teachers i just miss school and its driving me crazy really fucking crazy but im taking high school over the net but its not the same.. shit why did i ever drop out of school because i never thought i would miss school because i hated getting up in the mornings and going to school but now i wished i could go back in time and if i could i would change so many things in my life so i could walk across that stage and be proud of myself but i cant because i droped out ok sorry i just wanted to get it off my chest ♥ Cassie so which one of you folks wants to buy me a cherryblast i am worth it pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee
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WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY... A NEW OPPORTUNITY.... FOR THAT NEW START... DO YOU TAKE THE CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR EVERYDAY OPPORTUNITY? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DREAMS ARE? ARE YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO REACH THEM EVERYDAY? I KNOW THAT I DO.... I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY FUTURE IS HOLDING FOR ME. BUT WHAT I HAVE REALIZED IS THAT I CAN'T GET TO MY FUTURE UNTIL I'VE LIVED MY PRESENT... I TAKE A LOOK AT MY SURROUNDINGS.. AND FOR ALL THAT'S HAPPENED, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING... I LOVE MY LIFE.. EVEN IF IT'S BEING A SINGLE MOTHER. IT'S NOT AS HARD AS PEOPLE THINK. YES I HAVE KIDS, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW... LOL! I WATCH THEM GROW INTO THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND IT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY! WHOEVER THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE LITTLE ME'S RUNNING AROUND... *NOTE TO SELF* REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A KID... LOL AND THE BAD ASS THINGS I DID TO MY MOM. OH YEAH I CAN SEE IT NOW.... MY KARMA COMING AND SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE. OH GREAT... LMMFAO!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S HILARIOUS? IS THAT I'M ON THE PHON
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Why does life have to deal me all the shitty cards? Life just sucks in General. The only thing great in my life is My babies, my two precious lil angels.
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COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS
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WHO WANTS TO BUY ME A BLAST OR A VIC I WILL LOVE YOU LONG TIME HEHE CASSIE hey guys please help me lvl to my next lvl...ty
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oooooooooooo they have bloggie thingies on here too!?!?! thats ama-za-zing! i probably wont write in here becuz i think everyone can read it..not only that but it seems to me a way to just get attention. slightly emo unless its good news or something. anyways i dont trust online writing anyways (if its suppose to be private that is) but i could always just post random bullsh*t on here anyways..hmm..sounds fun! WEEEEEEEEE......... XxsamxX
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i found out that there is a BIG difference in loving someone so much it hurts.......and loving someone so much you're sore. lmfao. been sitting carefully for the last 6 days! Do you know the difference in having the Balls or the Guts to do something? Here is what a friend told me........ It takes Guts to come in 2 hours late from a night on the town with the "boys" to a wife who is standing at the back door with a broom in her hand and say, " You are either still not finished sweeping that kitchen, or you're fixing to ride off somewhere!" It takes Balls to walk in 2 hours late from a night with the "boys" with lipstick on your shirt and womens perfume still on your skin to a wife that is waiting in the kitchen, slap her on the ass as you walk by her and tell her she is next! just a little fyi I found amusing.
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was bored, zoned out and started to right, nothing special. just words, thoughts and feelings down with words i don't see things clear anymore, the breath is slowing down and the pace of thoughts seeking truth, can't keep falling, i am not listening to the words you say, their no longer welcome at my door, what you want me to say, i never say, this is just a game that i can't play. You can't keep fighting, the wind blows in a different direction then before, can't keep wondering if life is worth dreaming threw, for i can't see the world no more in this horrible place, please kick down my door. My face is burned inside your head, for the taste of pain runs threw the vains of not understanding my fate, you keep falling, i am not here to subject your life like you adore. The race of not knowing that the game is so mudan. for it never makes you happy, you can't keep falling, i am not here to save you anymore. For what you want me to be, i never be, We seem to be trapped inside thi
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Ok, so it's Monday, I figured I would actually start a blog on here, not sure exactly how long it's going to last, since I tend to blog for a day or two then I just find something better. HAHA. God I got the worst sunburn ever and I am in so much pain. I need to plaster huge signs everywhere that say's 'Put on Sunscreen'!! I got my new tattoo last week. If you haven't checked it out yet please do! It looks way better in person, but well that proboly won't happen for most of you so pictures will have to do. It's beautiful work, and I love it. I cannot wait to get another one done. It was well worth the pain. I am such a baby when it comes to pain. Anyways that's about all I got to say for today, perhaps I will write more, and all of you can actually get to know me. I tend to write alot at times, as I can sit here and babble on about nothing. Oh wait isn't that what I am doing right now. Peace Out! God dammit I tell you, another 6 Canadian Soldiers just died this mornin
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EVERYTHING WENT FINE TODAY.HE DOES HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY BUT ITS NOT AS BAD AS I WAS THINKING!!IM SO GLAD TO!SO I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT EVERYTHING WAS GOOD.HIS SURGERY IS SET FOR NEXT THURSDAY!! I HATE BEING NERVOUS. MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD TONITE.MY SON HAS A DOCTORS APPT TOMORROW AND IM NOT SURE WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN.I JUST KNOW IM SCARED TO DEATH.GOD PLEASE LAY YOUR HAND ON MY BABY SHOULDER TOMORROW AND WALK WITH HIM THROUGH THIS.I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!
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I think I'm just sick and tired of wanting something so bad...and knowing I'll never have it. It's like being stranded in the middle of the desert...so thirsty but nothing to drink I'm not quite sure what to do here...one minute I'm happy and the next I wanna die. I'm really tired of this...I just don't know... In today's society, everyone wants acceptance. Thin, tall, short, fat...everyone. Larger women have made advances in leaps and bounds over the past several years, calling themselves BBW (Big Beautiful Women). I think this is fantastic, but I also think it has to go both ways...for the guys too. You may be saying that big guys are called BHM (Big Handsome Men), but I have seen no evidence of this becoming as accepted as BBW. The reason I say this is, recently, I commented on how pretty a woman was...a BBW. In return, this same woman commented back that I was too fat and needed to go on a diet. WTF is that? It's ok for her to be fat because it's becoming more acceptable,
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When I love, I love with all my soul it consumes as if flames engulf my very being. When I hurt, I'm shattered into a thousand peices and trying to put them back together again is like trying to put a puzzle together where some of the peices are missing, I will never be whole. I've loved, I've lost been broken into a thousand peices and everytime I put myself together again there's a hole because they're peices that are lost forever. I feel as if I don't belong anywhere or with anyone. You can look into my eyes and see all the pain that is there, it's obvious and there is no use trying to hide it or trying to pretend. I'm tired I wish this all would end, I'm tired of fighting a battle that I will never win. I'm tired of feeling alone even though there are people around me I don't think they understand. I am almost to the point of numb, but I don't want to be numb I want to feel I'm grasping at the last few strings of humanity that I have, but to feel what I feel is almost too much to e
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So some people may remember me mentioning my friend Shannon in previous blogs.. if not i will do a quick rundown.. right after me and hubby split.. i became friends with this guy shannon. he was just splitting up with his girlfriend Kristi. since then we have gone out as friends many many times... pretty much at least once a week we hang out..  I had/have a crush on him.. he knows it.. but we discussed it and decided that it would be best to stay just friends... fine with me! issue is when he gets a bit drunk.. he starts getting touchy feely and a bit jealous of other guys... at one point he straight out told a guy that was hitting on me that if i was going home with anyone it was him.. i was like.. WWHHHAAATTT??   anyway.. last night we went out as usual. he was drinking, so was i.. I was texting my exboyfriend Beau. We became friends again just recently. Shannon (before he got too drunk) was asking me who i was texting.. so i told him. (remember.. JUST FRIENDS) also told him that
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So, last night I went to poker with no money...I ended up walking out of the place with 160 dollars! It was pretty sweet! So on top of that, I found out my girlfriend was in town, so that made things a lot better! While we were talking...I found out that she was heading south for a little bit and she invited me! I definately would love to do that with her! It'll be sweet. She told me that there will be a lot of jeleous guys. So I definately don't mind making quick enemies on the fact that I have a totally hot girlfriend that also has a sweet personality and everything! Anyways, I guess I'm done typing about that for now. As for other news, I'll be turning 22 in 17 days, and I might not be home for it. Aw well though, my family got invited to an other event on my birthday and it sounds like they're going to it. So things are working out well. Anyways, later all. blind2heart So like, I awoke this morning to go see my gf before she left for home (she lives out of town). I left
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So besides me being sick for the past week I was just on the phone with my uncle and he gave me bad news. My aunt's mother is at the hospital, she isn't doing so hot... She is in stage 4 of brain cancer. We haven't heard what kind of time frame she has left. And there isn't any kind of treatment that can be provided due to the stage she is in. And as most of you know this isn't the first time cancer has struck in my family, it is extremely difficult to deal with but I know everyone needs to remain strong. So please just keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you. For those of you not in my area... I was in a bad accident at 4am today, I was driving the ambulance and it collided with a dump truck. If you want details, pleas feel free to ask me. Sgt. Nick Vaughan of Northeast Pennsylvania, left the US Oct 14 2007. He had volunteered his unit into Iraq from Kuwait a day early. The following day, there was not enough shelter for them all to get to safety. Nick got everyone ther
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today has been real good. watched a movie with the boyfriend and now i'm about to eat the greatest food of my life..filipino food. yum. camping is next week. well thanks for the welcome everyone. really appreciate it. someone should let me know how everything works on here.. plus i love to meet new people. hit me up or buy me a drink..haha
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The girl lurking in the forgotten shadows of life. Forgotten by all who once knew her bright shining face. Misery controls her lonely soul. She is slowly dying inside. Wishing for the one who can bring her to life. Look into her eyes...the broken windows to her miserable soul. Screaming inside for someone to understand her pain. In a broken heart, her tears will forever fall. Only wanting to be understood by the ones she once loved. Crying forever... pleading to be loved. Disgusted with everything about herself. This is what she saw every time she looked in the mirror...Come to find out... That girl was Me....
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It's CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's HH! Show her mad love Friday@2 PM Fubar time!!! She's trying to get closer to Lost Soul and needs all the help she can get! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪ Owned by the beautiful LipStick@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♫BlackWidow♫' on '2009-02-25 15:00:38') Just a quick FYI, I have had an adult album on this site forever, all it basically had pictures of were piercings and then some gifs that fubar had marked nsfw (they werent of me). I am so sick of people asking to see the folder that I just said screw it and deleted it. The folder has been locked to only me forever, and occasionally I would let people see it. But blah, I am so much more the nsfw. I was gonna do a HH tomorrow, but, the cable dude will be here doing some rewiring, so I wrote that one off. Should I do one on Thursday at 2 or 3 Fu-time or on Friday same time? After be
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As i sat in my room last night, alot of things had been running through my head, mainly questions about us. I sat there and wondered for a good while. What made you lie? Did you really not want to be with me that bad, that you had to lie? What makes her so much better? Is it her smile? Her eyes,or the way she laughs? Why couldnt i have been the one? Im so twisted inside i dont know what to do anymore. I ache at the thought of your name. Bleeding deep inside, no one knows but i can feel it. Constant reminders of you. No one knows what ive gone through since ive lost you. Ok.. so im deleting my account for now... i might one day make a new one.. but till then... i dont get on here much.. and my boyfriend would prefer me not to be on here at all... so i decided to delete my account (NO HE IS NOT MAKING ME DO IT, IM A BIG GIRL AND DECIDED TO ON MY OWN) So if you need me.. i do have a myspace account... that i check twice a week... so if you need to get ahold of me.. message me there... ww
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so now i understand by bush and cheany felt that we should go to "war"...george bush owns a factory that produces yellow ribbons...in his factory they make yellow ribbon stickers, yellow ribbon decals, some say support our troops (like we wouldnt support someone who is being forced to fight in a stupid war), yellow ribbon shirts, anything that has to do with a yellow ribbon is made by bush...this is how i figure it all went down...one day bush was sitting in the oval office playing game boy when cheany came in and told bush we needed to go to war so all his stocks in halliburton would go up and he could make like 50 billion dollars so bush argreed but then he asked "dick what can i do with my yellow ribbon sticker factory?" so cheany told him they would tell all the stupid americans to buy these ribbons so we can prove we are real americans...he also told bush to tell everybody "were gonna fight um over there so we dont have to fight them over here, but if we do have to fight um over h
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If I see one more damn point whore begging for fans and rates I am going to scream! 1st off you are not a Porn Star, you are not Britney Spears, and you are not an A list actress. So who are you? I will tell you! You are an Idiot that has such a meaningless life that you need people to stroke your ego on a Website! I think we have all seen Fake Tits before so you can put them away. There is the A list, the B list and the C and D list. Now we have the "F" list for the Fubar wanna be starz! I am so sick of the profile comments asking me to come see your page and then fan you! I don't need you to tell me what to do, if I was interested I would have rated you in the first place you DUMMIES! So let me see if I got this right. You put your naked pics on a website for anyone to see for free. Then you spend your money on a Cherry Blast to advertise how big of a DUMMY you are! Sound about right? I don't need you to send me a Shout Begging me to vote for you! You shouldn't be in a contest an
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Have you ever had those days where everything you do or say just doesn't matter? I mean, you just feel like Blahhh!!! fuck it. You could care less if you do your job right, or you say the right thing....Well today is one of those days for me....I was at work, and i couldn't give a fuck if i made the dish correctly or not, basically i just didn't want to be there....but because I'm picky when i cook, I stuck around anyhow. And now sitting here at 9:45pm, I just don't know if I'm happy, sad, tired, depressed, or what. I just feel Blahhh...even my timmies isn't bringing me any joy (and that's unusual). Anyways I guess I just felt like rambling on here...not really sure if any of this makes sense to you or not, but it does for me.
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first let me start by saying i love my kids and im very glad i had them. now i just need to vent so excuse me... i have 2 duaghters 1 age 10 and the other will be 9 in aug, my 10 year old is going through something i just dont understand she is always crying,getting an attitude,telling me i am yelling at her when i dont een say a thing, i dunno its very confusing, esterday i wrote a mum aksing if anyone else wished it was time for the kids to go back to school and everyone made me look like im some sort of bitch, that pissed me off too. geez like right now they are fighting over who sits on what side of the couch i am beng driven crazy i really just dont know what i should do, i dont believe in spanking even know i wish i could knock their blocks off sometime and their dad is at work not like he can just come home not that he does anything about it anyway, he says they take advantage of me, which is probally true i just dont know whatto do, anyne who is a mom pleas help me out g
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PRAY FOR THE PEOPLE AND THE FAMILIES LOST IN MINNESOTA.. BRIDGE COLLAPSED INTO THE MISSISSIPPI RIVER im completely bored. anyone wanna chat on aim or yahoo? post ur name on here and i will hit u up
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Do you ever feel like you are being ignored even though you are standing right in front of the person and they are responding to you??? Even though they are responding to you, it's just natural human nature to respond quick or if you are really paying attention you think about your answer first, right? I don't know and maybe I don't really truly care. This kind of helps out to just write to the whole world just about...
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Idiot # 1 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down, and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the Emergency room right away. Here's your sign lady. Wear it with pride. Idiot # 2 Seems that a year ago, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. When they took it for a float on the river, a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them surprised them. It turned out that the chopper was homing in on the emergency locator beacon that activated when the r
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BEDHEAD CONTEST For all those who look like a quickly spun troll doll in the morning... For all those who spend hours taming that unmanagable mane in the morning... For all those who hide the shame that only their pillows and the light of dawn see... I give you THE GREAT BEDHEAD CHALLENGE! C'mon, people, now is the time to proudly drag that ungodly rat's nest out of the closet and show it to the world! Too often the contests on fubar are about popularity and looking sexy......Now it's time to have some fun! So tease, shake and let us see you at your worst! The contest will be starting Saturday August 18th at 7 PM EST and will run to the following Saturday August 25th at 7 PM EST First prize will be a Trailer. Second Prize will be Cold Shower. Third Prize will be a Sleeping Pill. Rules: Bombing is aloud, in fact go for it! Rates count as ten a piece. The top three winners will be announced shortly after the
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Sorrie everyone that I have not been on. Depression sucks. I am not ignoring anyone at all. I just haven't been myself at all. Shit with the drs isn't going all well and now the other problems I have had before are coming back now. This sucks, but I can't help it. *sigh* mebbe I was ment to die early in my life, I dunno. Just so you all know that I do luv you guys and thank you for always being there for me when I needed it the most. But rite now I am severely depressed and its getting worse. So I will try real hard to get on here once in a while to let you all know I am alive. I guess. I feel that you don't need me. I feel that it doesn't bother you I am not around. I need you as much as you need me. But I was too late, too late for you. So you did it again, you tried to take you life once more b.c you didn't feel loved, loved enough by a man that uses you. Loved by someone is what your yearning for and I can't give that to you. I am sorrie
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IDK WHAT THESE THINGS ARE FOR..BUT IM VENTING HERE. IM SO PISSED. I DONT KNOW WHY THE HELL HE DID THAT TO ME. WHY HE FREAKING LEAD ME ON. AND THEN KNOWS THAT HE GOT ME. OMG. IM HURTING ON THE INSIDE SO BAD, AND OF COURSE NOONE TO TALK TO ABOUT IT, SO IM VENTING TO MY BLOG. FUCK I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK, WHY DO THEY ALL HAVE TO FUCKING BE THE SAME DAMN WAY. FUCK AND THAT STUPID WORD FUCKING THE L WORD MUTHA FUCKER..SAYING WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR. FUCK! VENTING ISNT WORKING FOR ME SO IM DONE IM OUT. FUCK IT. FUCK HIM. FUCK ALL STUPID FUCKING GUYS WHO LIE TO GIRLS ABOUT FUCKING EVERYTHING
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If the world can control the good people I am in big trouble My Bestest friend is going under a microscope cause she loves her children, There about to make me get VOODOO on there Ass's
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Okay so I just got back from my long two week vacation and I specifically requested the day after I got back into town off from work. IDK what the scheduler was thinking, but I went back to work the next day. I haven't even been home for twenty-four hours and already I want to go back on vacation. It's not that I don't like my job because I do. It would just be nice to actually have a full twenty-four hours to settle in before having to jump back into the swing of things. I've been working from 3pm until 10pm every night since I've been home and after work I usually go out to a friend's house to chill and catch up on old times until 2am. I have little time to myself, unless I'm sleeping. I just wish I had some time to myself! It's not fair for me to come back from vacation just to go right back to work!
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HH CONTEST HOSTED BY SEXYGIRLBLONDE YOU CANT MISS THIS..... I am holding a contest and this one you might really want to check out. TOP PRIZE.... A FREE HAPPY HOUR!!!!!!!!! Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket This contest will run for 10 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest which will start as soon as I have at least 25 entries. When I get the entries needed I will post a bulletin stating the date and time the contest will start. RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know they must rate, fan and add me to do this. Please make sure to let all your friends
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Although you have gone, And fallen asleep. Your now resting in heaven, For your safe keep. Although you have gone, From sight and sound. We will always feel, Your warm presense around. Although you have gone, To heaven up above. We feel you shower us, With all of your love. Although you have gone, We still shed a tear. You haven't gone far, We feel you close and near. Although you have gone, And we can't see your face. We know your in heaven, And you we can't replace. Although you have gone, We didn't want you to go. But always remember, We love you so In the Greek city-state of Thucidae, General Demas has spent a long career in the service of the government. In seven major military campaigns he has led the soldiers of Thucidae to victory, defending the state and preserving the prized freedom of its citizens. His family, however, is now in dire straits. Both his mother and his wife are ill and require care that only Demas c
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well today was i think the last day at Shopko (i hope)...it was a good day. Saw Harry Potter....I thought after it being out for as long as it has been the theatre wouldn't have been that packed...it sucked! tons and tons of winey kids..that doesn't bother me to much its the parents bitchingat the kids....ug! i loved the movie! i know it isn't the same as the book but i still enjoyed the special effects....i have to admit i cried..i am such a sap...oh well it was dark and i am sure no one saw or cared tonight im home alone watch9ing tv..norml night...well..thats my blah blah for today so far anyway
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and apparently that makes me a big ol' bitch on FUBAR but ya know what??? I DONT FUCKING CARE!!! If everybody was supposed to rate everybody a 10 then the whole rating system would NOT even be on here. so for all you assmunches who get your panties in a knot over not being given a 10 BITE ME!!!
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they are so cute i want one they are so fun to watch.. idk im just tpyingto be random lol
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just to let everyone know i am turnin my shoutbox off i am not in the mood to talk to anyone, nothin against anyone just not in the mood.
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well who would of thought. Spend 2 months with someone and totally get attached to having them next to you at night. Its such a comforting feeling to know that there is one person out there that can comfort you. But you never realize what you lost till its gone. Ya everything in life Doesnt go the way you want it to or plan it, Life changes so does the needs of others. You realize what someone needs or wants once its to late or gone. Odd as it seems this person prolly doesnt realize how much she ment to me. She has always been there as a friend since day one. I dropped everything for her. I did everything to make her happy. Well so i thought... Why does a broken heart feel so bad? I can send aimless amounts of messages to her and im sure she will never know how much i loved her even tho we only spent a couple months together. I guess as they say "You never know what your missing till its gone", Which now i see how true it is. Im so confused i havent a clue what to do or to say to her n
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I didn't realize it was possible for someone to completely hate you for such a long period of time and you have no idea.   :( Kind of sucks. I don't look good naked. The end. Ok, not entirely: I may look decent with a towel on or clothes, but gross naked. I hope this clears up any misconceptions. Now it's the end. I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face And it never feels out of place And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace I wonder how bad that tastes When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell Now wheres you picket fence love And wheres that shiny car, And did it ever get you far You've never seem so tense love I've never seen you fall so hard, Do you know where you are And truth be told I miss you And truth be told I'm lying When you see my face Hope it gives you hell Hope it gives you hell When you walk my way Hope it giv
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Bliss I love waking in your arms Wrapped in a tangle of wilds Like dew swelling among the grasses I hold back tears of joy Such a perfect moment Beneath ancient swinging trees All shades of green and violet Vermilion Soft yet delicate strength All entwined We watch as day breaks Soft morning light Drifts through the branches Like fingers through your hair Each shining tress Exploding color On a world renewed And the music in the air The crisp and misty breeze If only we could savor all eternity In this sweet bliss... Lucy~ I have my heart... Each day I wake to find perfection, those smiles, those eyes, You manage to make me so complete, my son, my heart, At a time when life had lacked direction, of where's, and why's, I finally found that lost connection, for life, to start, I never knew I could feel this much, now I'm overcome, I never knew I could love so much, now I
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well i am almost done deleting my stuff on here...i only got a few pictures and 90 poems to go so this should be deleted in a few days...um...if you ever want to get a hold of me and talk i am almost always on yahoo...my yahoo name is sblood_vampiress@yahoo.com or if you have gmail sbloodvampiress@gmail.com well i'm sorry to all that i have hurt and i am sorry....well thats it i guess...i will only be on here 2 more days i guess... adios
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You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bathroom 2. Your significant other? what ? 3. Your hair? floor 4. Your mother? gone 5. Your father? there 6. Your favorite thing? tiramisu 7. Your dream last night? farm 8. Your favorite drink? shake 9. Your dream/goal? Paris 10. The room you're in? back 11. Music? yes 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Paris 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? tramp 16. Muffins? yes 17. One of your wish list items? food 18. Where you grew up? tallinn 19. The last thing you did? shit 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? Oprah 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? sucks 24. Your life? problem 25. Your mood? irked 26. Missing someon
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I try not to reach out, I try not to let it get to me. I try not to ask for help. But how far can one person be pushed? How much can one endure? I bend over backwards to make people around me, happy. Makes me wonder, how many of those people are doing the same for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sitting here today, asking you to make me happy. Because, I know in my heart that only I can be the one to do that. My heart was so cluttered with feelings I didn't understand. Feelings, that honestly... scared me. I can admit that now.... I felt like, I was hiding in the dark, I felt like only person held the light to help me find my way. But do you ever get to the point, where you don't know your left from your right? Or that your "light" is constantly being shifted? I know what I want... or who I want. But, I'm at the point, where I wonder if I've pushed too much, tried too hard to get it. Making me realize why I don't fight for what I want anymore. For the fear of rejection, for the fear of
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This is what has been on my mind for the past week and I thought I’d share this with you all. I know this guy won’t read this because he decided he would pretty much delete me off of everything but I hope this will affect somebody in a good way and that somebody might take something good away from this section of my life. A week ago I decided that I would meet somebody from the internet, something I thought I would never do, but I talked to this guy for a little bit and he seemed like a genuinely good guy and quite attractive so I went for it. His name is Alex and he was simply amazing, seriously, too good to be true. He acted like he wanted to be with me and told me cute little things that made me feel special. Although I did find some things I didn’t really like about him, but everybody has something that they do not really like or agree with about the person they like, you’re always going to have some sort of difference. Here Is one…he sort of has this other personality, except n
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Got me locked. up . After treating to sex, movies and out to eat. If you wonderend why i am mad all the time there u have. Bitch skipped out on the bill. People are askin me to rap . lol . I can free style pretty good even though i listen to more other stuff then i do rap . So i though about it . A lil . And ive been writting . I usually write dark lyrics . But hip hop lyrics are comming in bits but easy at the same time. The challenge is that how to write so i won't talk about what people is talk about like common or kayne . Also its kinda hard to rapp like im all hard core about shit people wouldn't let me do . So ican't rap about what my father did cause thats like so in the past . I can't rap about what i see others do . But i can rapp about what i don't like and what would do us all a favor though. What do you all think i should talk about ? Im not trying to do crnuk music. ( Well not yet ) Of adding me if your not going to talk . i have
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Now i got a ring in my tongue......hard to eat but w/e. Nobody thought i'd do it...hell i'm glad i did. its worth it to relearn how to eat and be careful, and its helping me to obtain better teeth...believe it or not...the constant gargling and the constant brushing and the cleaning right after eating is making my three times a day into six times a day....they have never been so damn pearly white!!...hehehe More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I'm brand spanking new to this, kinda confusing and jumbled around. w/e. Anyways trying to figure it out...so bear with me until i get the ropes....if i'm doing something wrong or something just send me a mail and i'll correct it...
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  Its a damn shame that some people feel that they can control people by telling them that they are banned from their lounge and run their mouths about someone because they fired them.For those of you that have been told by this DRUNK you cant talk to me and few others , WELL GUESS THE FUK WHAT? SHE CANT TELL YOU WHO TO TALK TO AND WHO NOT TO TALK TOO. AND IF YOU WERE BANNED BY THIS PERSON COME FIND ME YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO MY LOUNGE AND THE SISTER LOUNGE WE WILL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS    You know who you are..... I wouldnt lower myself to steal staff from another lounge. People are starting to see the real you and they dont like it . You are an alcoholic. Grow up and face reality..... People are leaving you because they cant stand the way u are. I WOULD NEVER DISRESPECT YOU THE WAY YOU DID ME.... BUT U KNOW WHAT? I DONT NEED A BOTTLE TO MAKE MY LIFE.... WHEN YOU FIRED ME YOU LOST THE BEST MANAGER THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE AND THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE. You are also the worst b
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So my car was totalled[ link to that story http://www.fubar.com/blog/151295/602064]. It makes me sad. In the long run it was the best thing to happen because i had to sell her anyways, but still, i didnt want someone to smash into her. I wasnt ready to not drive her ever again. So many memories. My and my bff's first vacation without parents[crazy trip involving hurricanes, $3k damages to my car including a coconut thought the windshield, crazy LSD forcefeeding hippies, and perv timeshare employees], the countless trips to Canada and smoking at the drive-in, Concerts, snowstorms. I had it before i graduatted highschool. i had her before Daddy died. One of the few things I was holding on to from before everything fell appart. All the Gossip she heard. Never once did i get her a speeding ticket.Ill miss the rattle of the licence plate cover. Ill miss laughing when someone backed into her and got holes in their bumper from her spiked licence plate. Ill miss her. RIP
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well here it goes im bored nothing to do but sit here and type away, id like to know what u think about me and plz leave me a comment on what u think chat to me get to know me and be friends with me and see what i am all about lol, i know im such a weirdo lol NOT, ud like to think so lol, but no, what can i say just blah blah blah,lol this is what one does when there is nothing to do lol just sit here and take to ya all, and see who has something to say lol well all u boyz and girlz come leave a comment and let me chat to u lol, yes i must be really bored to do this but i talk to all who talk to me luvs to ya all P.S. say what ya want and ill get back to ya when i can
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new to fubar...not sure what's going on yet. I'll get the hang of it though...need some love guys...;)
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so, i'm tired, bored and out of weed, i have money, yet no weed. what is this world coming to? i'mma go scrape a pipe and hope for the best. assalamaleka(sp) and praise be to allah. there's your update.
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There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear. " This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations. LIFE IS A GIFT!!! Today before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before
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...what the hell do you do when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade, and it's still very sour??? There's got to be a better way to make a living!!!
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OMAGODDESS. I so need to get internet at home again. I can't leave comments. I can't even view profiles. It messes the library comps up. I can't do anything from this damn thing but check messages and post blahgs and repost bulletins. This sucks big time. I NEED REAL INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGGGHHHHHHHH I am in the mood to write. I am not, however, sure of what will fall from my brain today, or at this moment. Its raining here in Anacortes. Its been windy for the past few days and nights. I believe there is a family of very large racoons living in the space above my room. I suppose I should explain that my room is attached to the garage and laundry room. Its right smack in the middle as a matter of fact. It is not attached to the house except by a deck. Last night I thought that the racoon ( god please let it be a racoon) was going to come through the roof. I could hear rats scurrying around in the garage and outside also. Its a great place. No really it is. The room is quite
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Into the valley of the darkness is where my mind shall wander, beneath the rocks of sorrow I shall sit. Take into the counts of life and of hate and wonder how both can be granted into the human soul. Holding forth the knife of reason and wonder and ponder as to what this life has indeed become. Breathing in the soiled air and taking the poison into the depth of my thoughts. Shall I let it take over my body? I ask myself this question most frequently. It is as to my thoughts alone I shall answer it. It was never to long ago, I tell my self aloud, for it just seems as yesterday. I sat there and let you abuse the only sanity I had in my very mind. I let you into my mind and you forced into my soul. I never did forget the pain that you pushed upon me, yet I wanted to feel the wrath within me let free. Could it been that your evilness was passed into me? Could it be that I was looking into the eyes of the devil himself? I never would know that true answer, but I knew I couldn’t be wr
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OK...SO MY PEACH HAS BEEN OFF FUBAR FOR A WEEK NOW...IM HOLDING A CRUMBLING BOMBING CREW TOGETHER BY MY SELF...AND NOT DOING A VERY GOOD JOB AT IT EITHER....EVERY ONE THAT I KNOW IS IN SOME KIND OF CONTEST OR GIVE AWAY AND IV ONLY GOT SO MANY COMMENTS TO GO AROUND...PEACHCRUSH80 HAS BEEN WITH OUT INTERNET SINCE THE 21ST OF OCTOBER...SHE IS THE ONE THAT REALLY HELD THINGS TOGETHER...WITH THE 2 OF US WE DID OK...BUT WITH JUST ME TRYIN TO HOLD IT TOGETHER...SHE MAY COME BACK TO FUBAR WITH NO BOMBING CREW AT ALL...SO IM JUST LETTING YALL KNOW..IM SORRY...IM A LITTLE NUTS HERE...AND THEN ALL THE DRAMA WITH BEING CALLED A CHEATER BOMBING A CONTEST..USING THE SYSTEM GLITCH...I THINK IM GONNA TALK TO PEACH WHEN SHE GETS BACK...AND SEE ABOUT BECOMING STEPH AND BBG'S PERSONAL BOMBERS...THE DRAMA WITH EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST TO MUCH..AND STEPH AND BBG KEEP IT REAL...SO..THIS IS WHAT IM THINKING...AND IM SAYING IM SORRY FOR NOT HOLDING THE BOMBING CREW TOGETHER BETTER...BUT IM NOT SUPERWOMAN...
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I have just been super sick today. I'm not sure what my problem is.
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checking out Hastings with my 13 year old daughter, and 9 year old son. Saw somw little things from cartoons from my child hood. and my 13 year old looks at me and say "wow mom, i didnt know they had cartoons back then" i pointed to some things from even before my time and she was like wow was there actually tv before you were born.. lol i wanted to slap her.. lol i mean come on im not even 32 yet.. lol man some people here need to get lives.. i havent been on in like forever and as soon as i do people i dont even knwo start shit.. come on people grow up.. By Brittney K. Cook Remember when we were so in LOVE? I do, because you were the one I could trust. Remember when you would hold me tight? I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night. Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things? I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing! Remember when our love was so strong? I do, because i thought nothing could go wrong. Remember when
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Help out in this contest? C'mon, you know you want to. =)
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Alone in the dark I sit. Wondering when I will be rescued. A sliver of light shows .... but quickly leaves. Love is an emotion that will never be felt for me. Destined to be alone, I sit in my lonely state, wondering where I went wrong. Forever the joke, never taken serious. Always a toy, never loved..... black describes my mood. it fits my life. wandering from place to place, no place to call home. my heart breaking more each day. do you see me? am i here? did i disappear and now you cant see me? stab me in my chest, let me go. return my heart to me so i may be free again. free to find love again. free to soar in the sky. free to be loved again. or hold me close and love me. either way, please stop ignoring me!
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Hey everyone so this is my new profile the other one just wasn't cutting it anymore. So yeah this past three months for me have been going awesome. I have a wonderful fiance that i am so in love with him. I couldn't be happier with anyone else in my life. I feel me and him have the best relationship i have ever had in my life. Well i guess thats it for now i will be back to write more at a later date.
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she left me am so sad we where fubar married and now it says she is with someone eles am am so sad and will miss her syndy Done (9/27/2008 6:49:27 PM): joe you need to know one thing i never thought you and i could have something i was not really sure if thats what you looked like or if you really did care cause of some of the things you did im sorry you will always have a place in my heart i still love you that never went away syndy Done (10/15/2008 11:41:48 PM): im deleting you off here go be a fake to someone else im not doing this you have really no idea what you did to me you would not talk to me go be BFFs with my aunt for all i care if you cared you would have atleast tried but you didnt how do i find more friend on here i go to page and rate and leave comments but i don't have many friends it there a trick to this
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i have to go to work... it so sux!!! i need a drink! someone buy me one!
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just thought i wlound let every one know i had my kidney stones removed yesterday i am doing so so but tired and very sore happpy turkey day to all merry x-mas to all and a happy new year to all as will
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You know LIFE can sometimes suck! No matter what you do or how hard you try sometimes things just will not go your way. Right now I have a confusing life. There is so much that I want, but am having trouble getting it. I have so many decisions that i need to make! ERRRRRRRR...You cant win for losing sometimes! I have tried. And just when you think that things are going your way...SMACK...All of a sudden the shit just falls the fuck apart! IT FUCKING SUX! Anyways, sorry that i wasted anyones time thats reading this. I am just venting!
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omg ... gir!!! way too fucking early ... it is 7:35 am and i have been up for an hour. i hate mornings but i have to be up. i have to go to work ... gir! i do'nt wanna! too fucking tired ...
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Ok, if I get one more shout about how I swell someone's dick up, I swear, I am going to go insane.... Like, do you think if I get something like that from you, I am going to respond back? NO. Go look @ at a fucking porno or something!! But, don't tell me, because I don't care to know....
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Blah, well. Holiday's... happiness...Life's good,life sucks. Happy,sad,mad,glad. Life is life so live it.
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What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds . The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sur
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Here's the 21st Century Tawana Brawley.. This is one that should be passed on!! Crystal Gail Mangum For over a year, we've seen the faces of the alleged DUKE rapists. Now, it's time to see the face of their accuser, CRYSTAL GAIL MANGUM! We want REV. AL SHARPTON to get Crystal Gail Mangum to come on his radio program. We want Sharpton to browbeat Mangum, insist that she issue apologies. After she does, we want Sharpton to insist that apologies aren't enough. We want JESSE JACKSON to stage a protest. We want MATT LAUER to grill Mangum on the Today show. We want JULIAN BOND to demand that charges be brought against Mangum. Think of what Seligmann, Evans, and Finnerty have been through. Let's get some perspective. The nation has obsessed over the Imus thing and the horror that the Rutgers team endured. The outrage over Imus' remarks has reached a boiling point. What about the horror that the Duke lacrosse team endured? Will similar media atte
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I am so tired of people saying "I am your friend". Then they turn around and want to judge you because of who you are goin out with or what you are doing with your life!!!!! Such BS, if you are a TRUE friend you stand by that person NO MATTER who they are with or what they have done. You pick up the phone and try to make an effort to see your "friend" if they really are your "friend". You can't replace them but you can move on. If thats what you want to do then let me know so I stop waisting my time!!! I am who I am and if you don't like it GET OUT!!!! This was stupid but it got serious. I posted a mumm about giveing a chick a 9. Then 2 of her friends got on there and started complaining about the whole thing. I could careless this is what pushed me over the edge.... Larry stated... "you two are mumm fucks and dont deserve any more of my time the younger girl is no longer on the site too. i hope you dont teach your kids this kind of crap.. i wouldnt be surprise to hear about one
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So I decided to joint his shit a few days aga and so far so good other than the stipulation of me being able to load pics so I am adding and rating and fanning all sorts of people....another day another fu-buck lol anyway I am open-minded to all sorts of shit and well I thinks that why I joined so yeah umm yeah
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come on now come on now come on now you know you make me wanna... Big Easy Idol Karaoke Contest- Sponsored by Jekyll & Hyde Liquor Tonight - Wednesday February 27th 9pm-1am Drink Specials All Night Include $1 Drafts $2 - Mixed Drinks $6 - Bud Light Pitchers $6 Jekyll & Hyde Monster Bombs Prizes for best and worst singer, group, impersonator, and outfit include free bar tabs, Yankees & Mets Opening Day Tickets and More now wait a minute.... Big Easy Monthly Zodiac Party - Sponsored by Coors Light This Friday - February 29th 10pm-4am Last chance to celebrate your birthday month for all of you born in January or February with discounted drink specials all night, free giveaways, Tickets and of course another visit from the now infamous Coors Light Girls. (infamous you ask? yes click here to see why)Not born in January or February? Well, we still have some fun stuff planned for everyone else as well, and afterall your Birthday month is coming up soon, so be sure
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So I made a mumm a while back about moving on or sticking by my asshole of a boyfirnd while hes in jail. Well I was trying to stick by him everything was fine. I was going to visit him every tuesday and sunday dropping money off to him. Well 2 weeks ago i visit him on tuesday he was fine went to go visit him on that sunday he doesnt put me on the visiting list. so i write to him he tells me he never wants to see me again he hates me and all I do is run my mouth to his soon to be ex wife. Just to let every one know the only time i have ever talked to her is the day he got arrested to let her know that hes in jail. Anyways he tells me hes not gonna go through w/ the divorce that he loves. I just got a letter in the mail today from him saying that she was filling his head w/ bullshit and sent him new divorce papers. He wants me to go visit him sunday I mean i love him but im sick of the bullshit. His own mother wont visit him or answer his calls. well i dont know what to do. but ill write
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ok....sooo yeah this is an update of the last blog..... got to work fine.... had to pull over on the highway twice cause my car was acting that badly.... well after work.... i got out early because of the pending snow storm i brought it to the garage.... the ride there was FUN! sort of;.... my car should deffinately had not been on the road..... well.... got there and doug took my car in and came out.... his first words out of his mouth was... im amazed your tire didnt just fall off.... apparently you could push the wheel with one finger and it would just sway back and fourth..... it started out as a small problem.... then that problem completely took out my axle...wonderful.... my breaks were gone and i need 4 new tires... but i am now at my dads for the night and hopefully will have my car back fixed in the mornin ok soooo yeah..... today has totally sucked.... the only good thing about it is that i talked to my love..... started off ok.... but then i got bitched at at work cause my
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It seems to me that I can do some things right and other things I'm just no good at. I have ruined friendships, which is now very apparant to me, I have alienated people to the point that they think that I'm the one that is the problem...and then in other areas of my life, nothing could happen to make it better than it already is. I work hard, I'm a mom and a college student. I work hard at being a mom, cuz I don't think that I will ever qualify for the "best mom award"...I work even harder as a student...first because I'm not the typical college student, since it seems that Father Time insists that I have another birthday again this year (lol) and then I have to try all the more harder so that I can make it into grad school, so that I can get my masters degree... So where have I gone wrong...I mean am I that horrible of a persont as it seems to the people that I have hurt. Did I mean to hurt these people...HELL NO...but I'm not forgiven for it, do I forgive myself, no how ca
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my mom had her pancreas removed the day after xmas as there was potential for impending death in less than a yr's time for her if she had cancer. the doctor removed it, but one of her feeding tubes got dislodged and it was leaking throughout her body. she swelled up so bad and we all cried so much thinking she may very well die. they re-inserted and fastened the drain inside of her, and the doc said the swelling she's got should subside in about 2 days. guys, i'm so worried that my mom isn't going to be able to push thru this at her age of 64 and greatly in part due to all her past health issues and surgeries. if there is anyone out there who wouldn't mind taking a slight moment of your time and pray that she recovers, it would mean so so so much to me. it's very scary to be going thru this and at times I'm just not sure if this is the end for her or just a block to recovery. if anyone reads this please pray from Sanra-Lee or Sandi to be able to get rest, to heal and to rega
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/vent I don't want to sound like an asshole, but I just feel I've gotta. So, I just wanted to take a minute to bitch about a specific type of Fubar user. The fat horridly ugly women (which there seem to be an abundance of on here, honestly) who think they're so unearthly beautiful (you're really not, blame God for bestowing you with a horrid mug and figure if you'd like) that they can downrate ANYONE they feel doesn't meet their standards. Honestly, I understand that there are guys out there much better looking than I am, but for the love of christ, if your scale passes the 200 mark while you stand on it, your thighs look like the curdled milk of a goats teet and your face appears to have had an incidental run in with a cheese grater, you probably don't deserve to dawn rate a guy like myself. If YOU somehow think that I'M ugly. Please, pass me by, all you have to do is not click the little cherries under my picture. Seriously, it's LESS work to just click away, then to dow
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Just rambling for a bit. The blog is the only thing that listens sometimes. You can't trust people to be there when you actually need them. You can't give people advice either. They don't take it. Something that the heart is set on always desires that object. I have learned this through experience. Happiness is what you make it, right? What about your surroundings do they not create either happiness or sadness? When trapped in a negative surrounding does your happiness you have created suffocate? I feel like I can not breath anymore. There are so many things I want. But my positivity is fading away. Maybe I am too impatient or persistant. Isn't everyone at some point in their life time. I screw up a lot. I make people leave me and never want to be around me again or others I amuse to the point their sides are splitting. So it makes me wonder, is it me or who I am speaking with. When I like someone I can not express my true feelings but I can say it to others. My faults are long while m
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Well hell... sorry... Life sucks.. but get the fuck over it.. Time is numbered for us.. Live life to the fullest.. I know a bunch of people say that shit but... it's true... Why not do what you want to?? And why not do what makes you happy? it isn't like we're immortal.. and have a long life ahead of us... we don't.. Be happy.. and do what you want...
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it seems as if history repeats itself over and over. i make a friend and im forgotten. it appears if i dont create all conversation im forgotten of just pushed away. i have one friend from war. i guess one is enough. i just honestly dont get it. im not ass ugly. im nice to those who are nice to me... in fact more so. and im left in this god damn hole as usual. well now that i have wasted breath its your turn to ignore this whomever reads.
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Silent Scream Silent screams, hopeless tears, The gashes on your body show your fears, Slit your wrists slash your skin, The blood brings out the pain within, Watch the blood pour like a stream, Your self-mutilation is just a silent scream. Cut yourself, but don’t go to far, Slowly kill who you are, Cover your scars to hide your shame, I’m sorry but this time there’s nobody to blame, Watch the blood pour like a stream, Your self-mutilation is just a silent scream. Scar your body, kill you dreams, Because you are “broken” and “ripped at the seams”, You think that cutting is a new trend, Drain your essence all over again, Watch the blood pour like a stream, Your self-mutilation is just a silent scream!
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Bare with me im bored if I mess any of these up let me know. I am learning to understand rather than immediately judge or to be judged. I cannot blindly follow the crowd and accept their approach. I will not allow myself to indulge in the usual manipulating game of role creation. Fortunately for me, my self-knowledge has transcended that and I have come to understand that life is best to be lived and not to be conceptualized. I am happy because I am growing daily and I am honestly not knowing where the limit lies. To be certain, every day there can be a revelation or a new discovery. I treasure the memory of the past misfortunes. It has added more to my bank of fortitude. Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable. Let the spirit out - Discard all thoughts of reward, all hopes of pra
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If anyone wants to see my NSFW pics, ask The Villain aka Aries ( http://www.fubar.com/user/1485427 ) He'll decide if you can see them, and then I'll add you into my family! ^_~ Come on, you know you wanna...
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im feeling so empty today with nothing to do but think. the sadness rushes through my mind and my body. loneliness over comes me and i wait to see you and feel you. your touch your kisses. im drained and tired i lay down but cant sleep. i watch television but am not interested and feel distracted. will you be there when i need you the most? but i think i always feel a need for you with your words and and your soothing touch. you know me more than anyone else sometimes more than i know myself. when you know what im thinking its a gift from you to me. i change my mind in the moment to remember that i love you and dont need anything or anyone else. i need to know youre there always and forever my heart is bleeding for you my love that i have for you i feel like crying, laughing , smiling, my palms get sweaty, and i get nervous i watch you with every move you make and feel warm and tingly again inside. now i can sleep that you are here and i can hear you sweet voice and feel your touch. th
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The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have been hearing impaired since I was a very young 2. my favorite color is green 3. I prefer to look at black and white photos 4. I love silent movies. especially ones with Buster Keaton or Charlie Chaplin 5. I secretly love watching old cartoons 6. my favorite authors are Edgar Allan Poe and H.P. Lovecraft 7. I have 4 sisters, no brothers 8. I like visiting art museums 9. I have a dog I named Fubar and want to get another pet named Snafu 10. I've been told that I am too damn nice to people I'm not gonna bother tagging anyone else with this crap lol The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. my oldest chil
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going to the docs today to get an ultrasound on my thyroid....during a doc visit they found the left thyroid was much bigger than the left. I went in the first place because I woke up about 2 Saturdays ago with extreme dizziness. It was so bad I fell. Happy that the bed was underneath me. Well went to our after-hours and they diagnosed me with having fluid in my ear, gave me a script for meclizine and sent me home. I had to sleep for the next week w/ 2 pillows under my head and in an almost sitting position for my vertigo to cease. What a terrible week. The 2nd week was not as bad. Just couldn't sleep on my right side with out the room spinning, and thats my fav side to sleep on. I called my doc and told him I still have the symptoms even though they are not as bad now. He is sending me to get an ultrasound and bloodwork done on my thyroid. I get that done today. Hope I am dying a slow death or something to joke about. I hope I am is not dying or something lol j/k I know it is not funn
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Wishful thinking for things to change but they haven't budged..... ==================================== Today does not seem any better then yesterday. In fact, it feels a little bit worse. How can I learn to hide my crying eyes and emotions? I want to be able to block them out from other people, but it seems I can't. Last night I jumped on a very close friend, and it hurt me more knowing I did that. I wish I could block things out like he can. Be able to set my mind to different things and have things to do. Unfortunately at this moment in my life, being a puppet on a string I don't have the capability to be doing other things. Last night I took 3 tylenol pm's. Sure they helped me sleep but they didn't stop the pain when I woke. How can I fall asleep in tears and wake up in tears? The walls I once had now are totally dimenished and gone. This may sound funny but at least I have American Idol to look forward to tonight, something to take my mind off of things e
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this sums up EXACTLY what I'm feeling right at this moment. I'm not sure what is real, what is not. So I'll just stay in my shell.. After all I am the leader of the broken hearts..    "Leader Of The Broken Hearts" Papa Roach All the lies I told you now the truthHere I am with nothing left to loseNow that I'm crawling in my skinMaybe it's time I just give inI've become the leader of the broken heartsAnd now I finally know what it feels likeTo risk everything and still surviveWhen you're standing on the battlefieldAnd all the pain is realThat's when you realizeThat you must've done something rightCause you've never felt so aliveHolding out for more than I deserveAnd hanging on to all your careless wordsMaybe it's time I cut the cordMaybe I stay and take some moreI've become the leader of the broken heartsAnd now I finally know what it feels likeTo risk everything and still surviveWhen you're standing on the battlefieldAnd all the pain is realThat's when you realizeAnd now I know wha
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ok so 3 days ago i get home and mom hands me a note that bud has left for me saying that he has made the decision that our relationship cant work and he isnt ready for this relationship and he wants to see other people...what i dont get is that the night before he was all i love you i cant wait to see you blah blah blah....i know a week or so before we had talked and he said he wanted to see other ppl and call off our engagement but we had talked and what i thought jointly decided to work on the things that were bothering him like how i wasnt raised in the church of christ and how i believe and support gay rights and marriage or in the womans right to choose whether she wants an abortion or not i do not support the act of abortion but i do support a womans rite to choose...anyways when he came and left the note he took the 360 he got me for christmas and the engagement ring and then changed his number and blocked my number from calling his house and took me off his myspace so when i fi
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To Love Another Day Slenderly she walked, blue orchids in her hair, in a cloud of dust. Tenderly she touched the dry, powdered skin, like a cold hand on rust. With infant eyes she smiled, for her brother's tainted decay decreased doubt of dismay. Firmly she stood, shoulders over the setting sun, her tears know where angels lay. Despair behind and heaven above, she broke twisted ties for unending love. THE PUZZLE Like the pieces of a puzzle Thing can just come together From the realm of chaos They can fit one another It is one grand design Painting a pretty picture But not for all time If ones not careful It shatters and fades away Back to the realm of chaos It again falls that way Like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle Things can just come together Things can fade away If ones not careful Dot does not have Net anymore *cries in her corner* but I still lube ya
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Well people I guess I have finally succumbed to the annoyance and pettiness of this site we call Fubar. The more and more I log in, the more I wonder WTF am I getting myself into. I have been here for quite awhile and have saw it go from Lost Cherry, to Cherry Tap and now what we call Fubar. Well out of all the names I think FUBAR fits BEST! Yep, seems to me half this fukers are Fuked Up BeyonD All Recognition or Repair whichever or BOTH...TRUE STORY! I love all my friends, even the phony ones but I have decided I need a DETOX. No I am not deleting, thats just stupid. I worked hard enough to get where I am and will be damn if I start over unless they delete my sh*t on their own LOL. But I will say that I have never been on a site where DAILY bullsh*t is as common as everyone's default being a tit pic. All of us are old enough yet instead we act like the kids we gave birth to. Not all this applies to everyone because I have met WONDERFUL people on here. They know who they are and i
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Life is actually a dream. You are in fact a higher being for lack of a better word. You are sleeping right now, and your mind has created an alternate dimmension that is real. Every being creates their own dream dimmension,and every one of these dream dimmensions are independant of everyone elses yet still woven together to the point where we are interacting, much like individual threads are woven together to make a piece of yarn. When you wake up from this dream, your whole sleep universe is destroyed, erasing the "people" that aren't part of this sleep machine, people your mind made up as "life" filler. Tomorrow: Quantum immortality and how it applies to mirror people. Someone find me a copy of this on dvd. I don't care if its a rom burn. I can't seem to find the dvd for cheaper than 50$, but it's an amazing movie as long as you aren't offended by violence, gore, and anti-religion images.
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omg 20 minutes before close 6 people walk in so im like shit oh well i get them set up and they tell me there are 6 more coming. the cook who barely speaks english let alone can read it haha is freaking out the other waitress at about the same time has a table of 8 come in so needless to say we were an hour late getting out of there and the huge mess hahaha wow what a nght so im in the middle of planning my wedding, ha more like a late start to a wedding in 4 months. im so torn on the dress. reception halls in my town cost more then my dress ceremony at the country club tuxes etc together. i may have to have my reception in a town 45 miles from the wedding its frustrating. but hey i miss everyone
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To him I am perfect. I'm not though. I am...... Too emotional. Too independent. Never seeing what he sees in me. Too selfless. Stubborn Passive Giving and to bind to see the love he has for me. Maybe,that is what he sees as perfect. I am just me,I can't change the way I am.Sometimes I wish I could,to make someone love me or want me.If I change the way I am then I am not really me.Would they really want me if I was not myself?I don't want or ask anyone to change the way they are for me.I like and love most people with all their flaws.I have come to learn how to open my heart again and I can thank someone for that.He made me believe I was beautiful and loving again.He is a friend and he comes and goes in my life.I didn't have to change for him.I am just me.
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I am not having a good day.. Well part of it sucked.. the rest of it was just regular.. I failed my fucking chemistry test and im so damn mad i could just scream. I dont know what happened. Fucking stupid cunt ass bitch punk cunt nugget mole-gram conversions... Which i got right last night when i was studying but today it looked to goddam foreign I was lost......... I R Sad and tired... i think i needs a nap. ugh. this has been the most excruciating, exhausting, emotionally, e-letter worded week/ weekend ever. my eyes are all bloodshot from bawling dramatically, and my voice is about gone. (some of you know why I need a e-joint. but i can't roll. so basically.. im just gonna smoke a bunch of ciggarettes and drink a case of pepsi and burp alot. thats the only thing i have energy for. blah. Have issues. That's all i have to say. Good night..
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So went down to the lawyer today... Not to mention I was hung over as shit! But I played that one off pretty good. I get into the lawyer and it ws GREAT! See this whole thing is about my divorce and kids... Well I purposely picked smeone who had it out for guys ( no offense guys) So she would rip my exs heart out and hand it to him... So I get in there and I see all her gay pride and pics of her gf and everything else and Im like this is GREAT! Not to mention she is kinda hot :P But anyways we get talking about the divorce and what not and Im reading over the papers and he has LIED through EVERYTHING! Saying my kids have been residents of Washington for 6 months b4 these papers didnt even haev the marriage date right fucking retard.. and he wants to keep my kids all year round take my tax return from them and allow me to see my kids every other saturday for 6 hrs supervised by him... HES INSANE! First off his cunt of a woman aint gonna be taking my place with my kids hes got another t
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Well, Im back from having a slight problem...that of which being that I wouldnt stop bleeding from an accident I had. I came back to a rather hateful message on yahoo and all I can say is why the fuck is it always me!? seriously, you can care for someone, you can devote your life to them, but they be rude enough to do that? Well im sure in my last blog I mentioned amber and this and that...well said amber left me said hateful message, and thus put me in said mood to rant on about my personality and how her words only make her image degrade more right now. Well first, I want someone who loves me for ME, not what im supposed to do like work and sleep. Granted yea I do wanna work, but having ADHD is no easy disability and if you cant understand that then fuck off and leave me the beer cause I need no one lookin down at me. Second, I choose to sit here and play my computer cause if I DID get a job I wouldnt hold it for long considering my ADHD as the big factor, and the lack of
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I'm not really sure what is wrong with me today. I was woken up this morning with decent sex, was in a good mood and all of a sudden I wanna cry and throw up all at the same time. I have the strong urge to cut myself but I'm trying to steer away from that. It's been a few weeks since I did that. Writing helps me so I'm hoping this will ease the urge to cut. I'm crying as I type so maybe I can avoid it. Time will tell.
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i was going to make a mumm about my weekend activites about the 3 b's! that being booze, boobies, and bi-sexual womens making out, BUT i think i know whats going to happen tonight! ALLLLLLL 3......and me ninjaing drinks..and hitting on milfs at this bar called "crow bar" no sex though! ive been celibit for like a year...(ill explain later if your lucky) ......so imma just blog about .........wanna be mummers! you have seen them.....people who want to be in in in croud ........so they post stupid comments ....and that they think are funny, but they aren't. but they think that being ignorant all the time is the way to get into the mumming party.....i would say faterity, but ...its kinda like......idk. BUT you all know what im talking about right!! ..so im in this freeroll online poker tourney right. i already won the first round, now im in the second round and my goal is to finish in the top 9 so i can advance to the finals. im cruising along whoopin butt taking names all that
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Fuck your bullshit and your lies, I've got my life and the things that I do must be done. All you fuckers who want to be fake and tell your little stories can just go eat shit and tell it to others because I no longer listen the time for that is long past you cross my path and get in my way you better have a good reason and it better be the truth or I will take you down with such force you cannot even imagine so, DON'T fuck with me, don't give me your bullshit and don't talk to me if you just intend to waste my time with your pretend shit. Those of you that this references knows who they are and hey FUCK YOU TOO :D. Life goes on and so do I, but what you deserve shall be delivered to you with due course. the depth of the void of my being is so solid not even a black hole can escape...the total complete darkness that even with the absolute absence of light you can still make out the overwhelming presence of that which should not be...were i to be gone from this world would it be bette
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ok so what is the point of living without love. I can tell you there isnt one so yeah fuck it all fuck this world fuck EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I'M OUT
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Well you guys/girls prolly wanan get to know me better. I'm kind of new to this whole thing, So I thought writing a neat little blog will start a few things. Okay, well my name is Matt, I'm a loveable guy that loves to cuddle on cold days, or go for a walk on the warmer days. I'm usually pretty Forward 'bout my feeling and who i am. Sometimes i'm not depeneding whom i'm talking too. Yes, I am looking for a chick to be round, and no. I'm not really looking for someone that lives 7~greater hours away. Way to many Bad happening with things like that. I'm pretty affectionate, and love doing thing to the girl that becomes my gf, like small things, like kissing the back of her neck while cuddling on a couch watching a movie, or giving foot massages after she had a long day. (I'm good at that) I'm also a Truthfuly person, so if you want to know something 'bout me, either PM a question, or send me a invite on MSN or Yahoo and you can ask anything you trully want to know.
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So yeah I'm turning 21 tomorrow and I'm excited. that's pretty much just it.
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I REALLY THINK THAT THIS SONG DESCRIBES A LOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE. I GUESS I AM SO FRUSTRATED WITH MANY THINGS IN MY LIFE AND OTHER STUFF GOING ON, THAT I AM READY TO JUST GIVE UP. ONE CAN ONLY FIGHT FOR THINGS FOR SO LONG BEFORE IT STARTS TO BECOME A LOSING BATTLE.
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i'll watch down the hall people walk past and look at you differntly your not normal to them but what is normal are they really normal they who all look and act the same or are we the ones who are normal differnt aqnd indiviuals we stand together but walk alone i'm thinking normal is only a myth what about you was thinking about how charaters in storys narrorate thier life and they are the main charater. if my life was a story i would only be a side note, you would be my main charater. You know the feeling you get when your really little and you know your getting alot of presents and exactaly want you wanted for christmas or your birthday? when ever i see you, i get that same giddy feeling inside. Do you know the feeling when your cats dies, your dog runs away or your parents fight. Thats how i feel now knowing i am losing you again. I guess you could all call me really pathetic, i would probley agree. why shouldn't i agree i'm like one of those pe
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My Version of my CareBears!  These people Mean the WORLD to me....all In there OWN way! And Yes Im going to single them all out. I will never turn my back on any of you and I hope you all know if you ever need me I will be there. This list is ever growing if your not on it yet give it time.....Its a work in progress My Only...Thank you for always having my back no matter what the case has been. It means the world to me knowing I always have you by my side no matter how bad things get.Thank you for always
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Or are these morphed photos kinda creepy? Every time I see some dude with long hair and a beard morph into a wolf it makes me want to puke. What about the chubby 19 year old girl that transitions into some bulbeous eyed japanimation? Nothing wrong with guys that look like Greg Allman, or chicks with carrying around the "Freshman 15" but the weird morphing photos give me the full-on heeby jeebies. 1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP. 2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY USING THE SINK. 3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE A TIMER. 4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON. 5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAI
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quickly here.... life has been crazy.. my 15 year old got really sick and spent time in icu.. diagnosed with diabetes...... my best friend was diagnosed with emphysema, chronic lung disease and there is a possibility of lung cancer.. sorry i have been absent........ love yas
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I feel kind of dumb right now. And blind to the whole matter... Things were fine and dandy up until the other day when I came back from the Bahamas... I wasn't even off the cruise ship for more then 3 minutes when my boyfriend told me to find someone else... Well my so called friend had been talking to him behind my back.. She said she likes him, and according to her he likes her and loves her. I don't get that one bit how someone can say they love you then turn around and say they love your friend? Now if she were a friend she wouldn't have done this to me. He also told her that out of habit he said he loved me because he was used to it.... That just about killed me when I heard ALL of that and then some...I'm pretty much sure I'm failing at everything since I can't do a damn thing right :/
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No shit there I was...& now I'm back. Sorry this took so freaking long, but here are the winners. I am awaiting the decision of a few judges to decide prizes. TOP 3 rated Confidence Mel Who knows (P-Slut deleted...I think) Introducing my owner, The P. Slut (no relation to P. Diddy) She's a real bish, but I love...to hate her. Please click & rate the picture below before she attempts to chop off my nuts. Thank you! It's my blog...I can lie :P Anyways, click & bid. Hurry, I'm on cam right now* *this is probly not true*
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I don't even know why I am posting this.. it's just me ranting about how much I hate my life right now. It sucks when alls I really want is to be with this one person but right now... it can't happen. Too far apart... never enough money. I just want him to wrap his arms around me and tell me everything is going to be ok and that he will always be here for me, but in reality, is that ever going to happen??? Sometimes I really doubt it. Makes me sad to love someone so much but not to be able to be with them. I just want to turn back the clocks sometimes and just go back... I don't know where I would go back to since my life hasn't been that easy (whos life has been easy?)but I would love to just go back... change my future I guess but I worry that my life was always supposed to turn out this way. That scares me. Was I really meant to be this person? The girl who pushes people away cuz she is too scared to let me in just so they can hurt her again? I want to be the girl who smiles all t
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hey y'all back home from deployment finally im new to this place though id give it a try since a friend of mine invited me hit me up rate me what ever ya like go for it peace hey y'all im on here just for the fun of it id love to accept emails and return them but if you think you going to add me to your friends list and never email me dont think about it im not going to be just added for the fun of it to make your friends profile ranked whos got more ppl games.
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so in all reality i fucked up... i lost him... which i know is my fault... now hes dating my cousin... talk about keeping it in the family... haha...yeah... theres nothing to really say about it... it hurts i can't hide that...but its nothing i can stop... she hurts him and ill kill her though... i don't care if its 8 years from now...ill kill whatever girl hurts him! i love you boy...
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Hmm.. This is so true. if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. if he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. allow your intuition to save you from heartache. stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. slower is better. never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. if a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then no, you can't "be friends." a friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. dont settle. if you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. dont stay because you think "it will get better." you'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. the only person you can control in a relationship is you. always have your own set of friends separate from his. maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. if something bothers you, speak up. never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
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listen. i know youre reading this. whatever happened, im truly sorry. i didint mean to ruin everything. all i ever wanted was to make you happy and see your smiling face. if i could hold you in my arms for just a minute id be the happiest man on earth. im miserable without you. i miss you like crazy, and your not talking to me is making things worse. i dont know how to express what im losing... but i know its the best girl ive ever met. i love you. i miss you. i dont know what to do. im lost without you. Coming home at night, No one has called all day, No one to keep me company, No one to watch me slip away. Wanting someone to talk to, But there is no one to call, Wanting someone to care, But no one cares at all. Pacing endlessly, Looking for something to take the pain, Searching my heart and soul, Trying to find something there again. The seconds pass like hours, The hours pass like days, My heart burns all the time, Som
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MYTH: The demise of the American auto industry won't really affect the American way of life. FACT: What happens to the U.S. auto industry matters on Main Street. From plants to parks. From dealerships to driveways. From gas stations to grocery stores. What happens in the automotive industry affects each and every one of us. In fact, the collapse of the U.S.-based auto industry wouldn't just impact the nearly 355,000 Americans directly employed by the Big Three. One out of every 10 people in America is employed in a service that is related to the U.S. auto industry. If a plant closes, so does its suppliers, the local stores, the hot dog vendors, and the local restaurants. The effect would be devastating in ways of which you never have thought: Nearly 3 million jobs would be lost in the first year alone – with another 2. 5 million to follow over the next two years Personal income in the United States would drop by more than $150. 7 billion in the first year The co
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I really do not know what is going on but all day I have felt drained . All day long I have felt as if I was coming down sick , I am tired and sluggish, which isn't like me in the least . The only reasonable answer would be I am getting sick just before the holiday. But the way my luck goes I still have to work sick or not . At least its going to be quiet and slow the way I love it .
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Je suis un navire vide, casse, et perdu. Avec un coeur qui pas et ne permettra pas l`amour dedans ou dehors. Vide, fonce, et froid est tout ce qui est la. (dont ask)
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The swastika is an ancient religious symbol of luck and prosperity with a remarkably diverse history. Its name comes from the Sanskrit "svasti," meaning well-being. It dates back over 3,000 years, and has adorned Indian textiles, Buddhist temples, Native American clothing, and coins from the ancient Greek city of Troy. In the fifties and sixties, there were two main subcultures that mainlycontributed to the coming about of what was to be known as "skinheads". Inworking class Britain, youths who listened to the latest "modern" music ofthe day including soul, reggae, and ska, wore the sharpest, smartestclothes, and endulged in a fixation with motor scooters (vespas,lambrettas), were known as "mods".Also to be added a large portion of skinheads were  Jamaicans.So my point being white people cant even make their own hate culture.So what culture if any are these hate monger groups saying is being stolen because it seems these boneheads are doing all the theft.This non blog go's out to all t
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Well, I've come to the conclusion.... I wanna lvl and you have to pay ppl for rates... HOW SAD IS THAT?!? lol Rate all my pics (there's not much) and I'll send you a bling... till I run out. 100-11's... gets you a 5 credit bling. And all 10's gets you drunk and a 1 credit bling. =] Not enough? Well then... I'm outta ideas lol hit me up in PM when your done rating. ;) xoxoxo ♥ SG ♥
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Hey Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you You’re the one I sent it to, late last night I saw your picture, in my dreams You were broke down, but full of life I don’t know who you are, I don’t even know your name But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I sent it to God, late last night He put it in your pocket, and in your heart And may it get you, to morning’s light You may not know how much we care Cause we’re not there to ease your pain But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I pray for your strength, I pray for your safety I pray for your momma, I pray for your daddy I pray for your sisters, I pray for your brothers I pray for your wife, your husband your sons and your daughters You may not come home to accolades, you may not come home to parades But just the same, mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr Soldier, I have a prayer for you. You’re the one I sent it to late last night Come here bab
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usually when i blog i blog lifestyle information. Today i blog my life information. I am trying to decide if fu is a joke or not anymore, hello can you not hack my account please i dont even know you??? Trust has come short lies become deep. Is this a fucking soap opera??? I really have made dear friends on here but i feel like im under the knife being watched. Besides my family i talk to few I share things with people i deem to be interesting. I am far from perfect and i lead a decent life i work hard i play harder I enjoy a little bit of fun and i am sure i have hurt a few people here and there. Not intentionally but maybe out of spite. Karma is quite the bitch. Sometimes you have to put big girl pants on and walk away for a while, I need to tend to my life, my love, my responsibilites. Tabs, Britt, Karen, Brands, Minxy i love you all but i need a break i be on yahoo....My heart knows where I am he will find me too...Be good kids dont eat into the drama and foolisness, but fair game
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i am part of a tight ass radio lounge on fubar called the dark karny its all about family all the time, my homie bleu is the owner and he also has some other tight websites to look at. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/darkkarny http://www.offlinemall.com/ http://www.wykedshytradio.com/ P.S. show us some love we needing it mmfcl 4 life "Rules of the South" are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every pe
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    ..Calling All Fubarians.. This Is The Trap Door Speaking we are currently hiring all positions and would love for you to join our family The Trap Door where difference is welcomed click the pic above to meet our staff ..Announcements.. we will be starting a weekly graphics contest soon ..please stop by the lounge if interested for more information.. (repost of original by '⋨öʁäɭ.ɢöđđëѕѕ⋩ Head Of Graphics At The Trap Door' on '2009-09-06 14:04:52') So I'm kinda on the fence with the whole relationship thing....It seems I keep hooking up with these guys who either can't commit themselves fully or can't commit becuz they have trust issues!! HELLO!!! DON'T WE ALL HAVE TRUST ISSUES?? DO THEY REALLY THINK THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO HAVE BEEN FUCKED OFF BY SOME ONE THEY THOUGHT LOVED THEM AND WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIVES WITH?? I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND LIFE IS ALL
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I can't catch a break anywhere, lol. Our internet got shut off at home so I'm writing this from the library. Faster internet (YAY) but they only allow you half an hour, and I have other things to check (GRR). So yeah, I'll be gone until further notice. But it won't be another 10 months like last year, lol. Love you all!!!!! PS Those of you with my mom's cell number feel free to text me if you want. So I went out with my friend April last night and we drove by where the house used to be...it was still burning. I took more pix, but it was 11pm so they're dark, and I haven't gotten them off the phone and onto the computer yet. The fire inspector said yesterday that he thinks it was indeed arson, but they can't tell for sure until it quits burning and they can go investigate. I guess it's going to burn for a few days before it's totally out. Anyone who happens to read this and has no clue what I'm talking about...go read this blog... http://fubar.com/blog/282510/986178 and there's an
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People have no moral fiber or ethics these days and honestly it sickens me more and more every day. The same thing day in day out good people get treated like shit and have their fun spoiled by idiots who get away with anything and left do as they wish. The only ones who seem to get ahead are people with more money then brains, whores, assholes and asskissin 2 faced trash. Ive had my fill of it. The truth will come out the wicked shall be punished.
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I tried so hard, But lost the fight, With spirits of evil, Who torture at night, I'm worthless and stupid, I'm lead to believe, As the razor they give me, Drips blood down my sleeve, I try to overcome them, But they never go home, So they chant and torture, As I turn to stone, And when the sun rises, They sink with the moon, But my coldness remains, Because they will return soon, I pass through the day, Not felling a feeling, I hide in the walls, I hide in the ceiling, But they can still find me, By the scent of my tears, Stealing love and happiness, Stealing hours and years. There is a mask over me, Sheltering cuts you cannot see, Deeper, longer, harder I press, Echoing the pain I cannot express, With my friends, I smile to please, My secret loneliness is my disease, Slowly suffocating every breath, Inching closer and closer to my death.
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So like we all know the economy sux ass, and all that happy shit, but try being a cab driver, in a city thats overrun with too many cabs on the road, and the city working against you, I mean for instance we have what's called the free shuttle here downtown, now don't get me wrong i realize most major cities have some form of public transportation, be it city buses (which we have) or something, but here the wise people of hte city government decided to implement the "free" electric shuttle downtown, which ok from looking at a tourist point of view, is a good hting, free transportation around downtown, cool, but then looking at a taxi drivers view, one of those free shuttles is equal to 10 cab rides when it is full, thats 180 bux im losing bc that one shuttle is running, so i think there should be a compromise run the free shuttle for the tourists thats fine and dandy, but have them stop running at around 6 or 7 pm NOT 11pm, and let the people figure out how to get around after that, it
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slight chance of you reading this but we will meet again in court! not only did ur stupid ass total my brand new truck, u fucked me up too!!!!!!!!!!!   and i thought id let you know how lucky u wher that that i wasnt able to kick your damn ass!!!!!!!!!!!! If i wouldnt of gottn a good hit like that i would of came out of my truck i would of made you shit your own teeth!!!!!!!! freakin retard!!!!! but it does do justice that you wont be to happy in the future knowing that you handled your cellphone and that caused you to hall ass into my truckyour luck i was the only one really injured!!!!!!!!!   Fuckin idiot!!! A BIG ASS TRUCK and u totaled it , the frame is completly fucked up! do u even know how much force it takes to do that? could of been dead!and my luck the incomin traffic wasnt to bad otherwise i would of ran down the damn ditch into the creek! oh man u guys have no idea how pissed i am about this!!!! and my neck, shoulders and back is messed up. long termn shit on my neck
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ATTENTION EVERYONE....As you or may not know... I am the anti fuwhore. I decided to go for spotlight. I strongly encourage you to repost this, send it to your friends on here, your family and crap.... Even show this to your dog.... Every fubuck will count and will be appreciated... STICK IT TO EVERY E PROSTITUTING POINT WHORE ON FUBAR AND EVERY DONATION WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!Thank you all for reading... Ok... I am generally pissed off at everyone on my friends list at the moment. Let me explain and yes, I marked this NSFW because seriously, I am gonna say fuck a lot. The subject I am gonna mention in this blog is my NSFW folder. I find it quite frustrating that I am giving out family adds, and no one bothers to look. Yes, these pics arent quite safe for the general public, but I do not randomly let people view these pics. To be honest, I am extremely offended. I have had new pics up there for a few days, and not one view. Not one fucking view. Only way I am letting people in
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Kids: - stop asking for shit, like VIPs, blasts, HH, bling, etc etc.  It makes you look like whores.  Seriously it really does, and it's annoying when every status change seems to be someone begging for shit.  If someone wants to give you something, they will without seemingly being guilt tripped into it.  If this makes you cranky, then just delete me, because it really does make ya look whorish. - people who have nothing better to do than be snarky in mumms do so because they don't have the intelligence to do anything else.  They are never as smart as they think they are, and just make themselves look like assholes in the process.  Again, if you don't like this delete me, because fuck you. :) - it irritates the living fuck out of me if people wnat their pics rated, yet have nothing but fucking morphs, animations and shit that ISN'T THEM.  Also, people who have like ONE PIC and do lil changes like changing colour as well as MS Paint effects, stop it.  It doesn't look like you have a
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Wow....I've been nowhere it seems that last cople of weeks, and I feel so sad, cause I haven't seen the people that I love seeing. Don't get me wrong..I love seeing my family, I do...I just, need my friends. I met quite a few new people online, and I just dont' know, it all seems so fake and yet, so real. I care for everyone of them, but, for some, it just seems so fake for them and others, so real, how do I figure out the fakes from the reals? I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to be happy. Why can't i believe that scenrio where I'm happy and nothing else? Why can't i just find one guy to be with. To not have to share him? Why am I still sad over my former mas? Did I really fall for him that much? or am i just feeling scorned cause we never talk anymore? I get that he's busy, but still, why can't he just find 5mins to really talk to me...why not...we're still friends, aren't we...? It makes me really sad...I miss my friend. I miss not being able to get out of here and being
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Okay so I have decided that I am going to turn lesbian. I hate the dating world and men are crazy. I thought i understood them very well and i do to some extent.... they only want sex nothing else from you. So yeah I am alittle pissed off at men at the moment and this is exactly why I should turn lesbo!!! Now if that actually happens prolly not but we shall see. Ggggggrrrrrrrrr   PS are there any decent men out there?
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How do you know, when to say when? When to give up? When to give in? I am a fighter, and I wont let anything stop me from standing up for my beliefs or my loved ones... BUT...   there are times when I just want to give up...   BLAH!!
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I've come to realize that this place is crap. People spend a good portion of their income buying fu bombs, bling, autos, VIP's, etc. for people.. which to me is just incredibly stupid... I'm sorry but this is how I feel. They also tell you shit, things they think you want to hear to make you feel 'special' when in reality you aint shit, just another prospect... a possibility.... not a first choice, nor second, just an 'if all else fails'.   I don't think I'm going to be around much anymore, it all makes me both lmao and feel like puking.   I'd also like to thank all of you who never bought me any of those cool fu things!! Guess I didnt do enough begging or show enough cleavage :p hahahahaha... *puke gag* I'm so kidding!! I'm not a fu-ho... yall be good, see ya around
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You are Red! Red people are passionate and fiery. You do everything with energy and vibrance. You probably have a bit of a temper, too. :) You are always up for an adventure, and you almost never get tired! You have an intensity that is hard for some people to stand, but your friends love it about you. You are probably very opinionated and loyal, jumping up to defend the ones you love when they need you. You can sometimes be a little rash - quick to make decisions without really considering the outcome. As a general rule, you follow your heart more than your head. You can be competitive, and are probably good at just about everything. You, in a nutshell: Passionate, energized, loyal, intense, competent, extroverted, adventurous. RED!
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Tonight I learned that we think we know, but have no idea. Certain people are of the opinion that there is something original out there. That is certainly laughable. There is nothing new under the sun. Some folks think that wisdom is something they can achieve. Nien. We are all relatively stupid. What can we possibly know? I will be the first to admit that I'm dumb. Its far better to admit you are dumb than think (falsely) that you are clever. Doesn't work that way.The wise ass admits he's dumb. The perfect is the enemy of the good. So why are we trying to be better when all we can be is mediocre? Its far better to laugh at yourself. Anyone who's lamented knows that. White people think they have it made. Yes, I am mostly white, but I try not to let it control me. The truth is that there is no truth. In everything there is only a grain of truth. The truth does not make you free in as much as an illusion can't. What makes you free is submission to the fact that you may never know the t
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i am leaving, i have had enough of the cheating fucking lying filthy whores in this place. one hour starts now, if anybody wants anything out of my pics etc/ now is the time. types of mummers fun people, there for entertainment and friends. angry people looking to blow off steam without really hurting anyone angry people looking to hurt people lonely hearts looking to score some romance serial killers looking for victims cross dressers looking for fashion tips religious zealots looking to show us all the light toothbrush salesmen looking to spread the joy of dental hygiene space cadets looking to.................. nasty fucking tramps looking to take advantage of member of the opposite sex who are in a vulnerable position. ash, in a category of her own bored lonely housewives looking for some virtual cock action mormons fudge packers midgets people who have crossed several species barriers in their genetic makeup obsessive castrati
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I think people are interesting.  It's kind of interesting when you see a random person, then think about what they do everyday.  Somehow it always seems more interesting than what you do.  Although they may look at you and think the same thing.Need more riots.  That always makes things more interesting. Hmm, me and a friend were discussing the concept of friends the other day.  Though it might be interesting to share.We all like friends, and it gives us a certain feeling of acceptance, or even comradery that is hard to find - depending on where you are or who you are.Well my opinion is that you have 2 different categories in which I classify them into:*Good friends - Give and take. Those kind of people that even if you don't know very well you know they're good for it. They help you out without you asking, call you out on the stupid shit you do, and even end up with you when you do the stupid shit. The ones that actually care.*Bad friends - The ones you keep around, and not really know
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There are several reasons why I gloat that Chicago lost its Olympics bid:   I HATE this city. Since day one when I came to the US in 97, I fell in hate with this Sodom n Gomorrah place. Being from Moscow, I am more than used to shitty weather, crime, mafia, nasty asshole people, other wonderful things that come with being one of the largest cities in the world.   But I loved that place, with its crazyness and unpredictablity. There is absolutely nothing I love about Chicago, and I can't fuckin wait to get the fuck out of this place for goods, never looking back. Perhaps its the fact that it reminds me of being that confused, fresh off the boat 15 year old with barely any English and no social skills, but alas.   Was it shocking that this corrupt shithole lost its Olympics bid? Hell no. I guess they just didnt want half the revenue for the Olympics to be wasted to feed some big whig's 10 illegitimate children, or to be spent on a mayor's summer home in France, or to fill someone's
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So life just dealt me with some not so cool cards..I recently found out im a diabetic , im lucky to just be type 2(( Non Insulin)) But it made me look at life in a whole new way..I bitch way to much about how unlucky i am , rather than embraceing all the lovley things god has granted me with :) "Ain't nothing gonna break my strideNobody gonna slow me down, oh noI got to keep on moving" I wonder about why guys think that exposeing themselves is what woman want. Then i check out the girls on here and i think " Wow , what a message we are sending"..Now im not saying ladies dont try and look flirty and preety..but come on PUT ON SOME DAMN CLOTHES! Men are never going to take you seriously if you dont respect yourself..Respect you and others will follow..If a fella doesnt take you the way you are why mold yourself into what they want...
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Do you need intellect and witt for this?   Why do people find it offensive (because i throw in a bit of factual reference maybe)   can you be TOO sarcastic?   these are the questions i'n currently pondering ....... Is it just me of have you noticed like.....   there's hardly anyone on here now lately in the last couple of weeks? I haven't lost my globals in over a month?    
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i really think i need to post something about this to see what i should do if anyone would be to read this and give me advice. well i've been with this guy for a little more than a year and a half and he never lets me go out and do my own thing, yet when i do he gets really pissed and worrys about me when he knows he doesn't have to. well the other day he said to me that he doesn't like me talking to all these guys. well most of them i have known for way longer than i have known my b/f. so i turned the tables on him 'cause he did me wrong and i stayed with him for it. he went and flirted and talked dirty to all these chicks in the past, yet it's alright for him to talk to chicks and me not be able to talk to friends i have known for years. it's fukked up shit. well my big issue right now is that i want to leave him, but i have nowhere to go. i asked my parents but my dad told me to resolve the issues we have. so it's like wtf. is there no one out there that really wants to help me when
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Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why.   I know that he wasn't the type of person to do something like that. I found out that he'd been put on 4 types of antidepressants in the past few weeks. The last last time I'd spoken with him, he told me he was happy, even though he was having some health issues. He'd had heart problems but told me he was getting better and taking better care of himself. So, all this came as a shock yesterday when suddenly he just took his own life. I know he was strong in his faith and in his church, and that's what makes it so hard for me to believe that he was himself.   From what I have been told, he suddenly didn't even recognize his own sister, and was
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SOMETIME WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE NEED, SOME WORK VERY HARD TO GET AND NEVER GET IT. THE ONE DON'T DO GET IT. SOMETIME I WONDER WHY IS THAT. HALF TIME WE NEED OT STEP BACK AND THINK WHAT WE ARE DOING WITH THIS LIFE AND WORLD,ARE WE DOING RIGHT THING FOR KIDS FUTURE OR WE MESS THING UP FOR THEM   SO STEP BACK THINK FOR MOMENT WHAT KIND OF FUTURE WE HAVE OR THE KIDS IN THE WORLD. THIS MIGHT NOT MAKE SXENT. SO WHAT HELL.
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Dancing Bear Spokane, WA subject: I don't wish to hurt your feelings publicly...truly.   received: 11/18/2009 06:44 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   This is the ONLY reply you shall receive, so rage away irresponsibly, as publicly as you wish. You look silly. Facts are facts. fu is about popular opinion, and no more. Attack as you wish, in all obvious ignorance. You waste time here, as a child. Your mumm yesterday was just a stupid. Get a library card; they're free. In point of fact, we went to the moon in 1969. What kind of fuBoy equates Hitler, with the things you so freely associate, while inappropriately attributing them to me? You're illogical and irrational. Those are two requisites qualities found in most fascists. That too is true. Did you see a TV show on abnormal psychology and logic too? The tunnels and bunkers are indeed there, as are many such systems, throughout the entire inhab
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So here's what you do. Go to www.urbandictionary.com and do a lookup of your name. Then blog the definition! Tori: someone of great nature, beauty, ettiquette, and intellegent. often reffered to in the sense of a godlike being "Dude, Prince William is so awesome. Almost as awesome as Tori... but not quite, because no one is that aweswome" tori (n): pretty much the most awesome person you will ever hope to meet. many people try to be as balla as tori but in many cases do not suceed. toris are pretty awesome and pretty much the greatest thing since...EVER! many people hope to be tori but never are because shes a ballaholic! woah look at tori, shes more ballin then that kid in detroit son. Tori is
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Okay, I haven't blogged in awhile on here, but there has been plenty to blog about just been busy or tired. First off, I have a newest member of my family, he was born June 28th, 2010.  His name is Tommy Dale.  Things are going pretty well.  My hand is still messed up from July 2nd of 09.  I'm still going to doctors and whatnot to see what can if anything can be done for it...   They are thinking about surgery but they want to know what to do surgery on before they do anything.  Then again they also said that it would be a 20% of the surgery working and 80% they fuck it up even more.   I am exausted and thats due to lack of sleep from my little man... he has his days and nights mixed up and I have to be up all night and then I get about 3hrs of sleep before I have to get up to take care of my daughters...  I'm running on empty lol.  I guess that is it for now to tired to finsh lol.  I'll keep ya'll updated.
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Same shit different day. i write cause i can. nothing new with me. the same pain in drama. i speak the truth and it gets twisted im tired of feeling like the bad person. i wont lie to kick it so why do you? i feel like poppin off and cant stop it. im mad at my self for letting you in and stomping on my emotions. why do i let you do that. am i crazy or do i love you. i cant believe this shit man i let you in and now you have to go? you got wat you wanted dont think imma let you back in. who am i lying to i know you wiggle your way in. so why bother?  RIP GRANDMA MARIE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. ITS BEEN 12 YEARS, ANOTHER CHRISTMAS ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.      http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V84STSWVp3g DANCING IN THE RAIN HOLDING YOU TIGHT WISHING THIS DAY WILL NEVER END. KISSING YOU KNOWING ILL NEVER LET GO. ITS YOUR LOVE THAT KEEPS ME GOING. DANCING IN THE SHADOWS. MORE AND MORE HAPPY KNOWING I CANT GO A DAY WITHOUT TALKING TO YOU ITS A BEAUTIFUL THING WH
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  (This bulliten requires flash, please scroll down) 4pm - 12am ESTFriday 4/2/2010Click Here to Enter Euphoria (repost of original by ' Pimp In Distress at EUPHORIA RL FU BF to AWESOME' on '2010-04-01 23:54:47')  
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Ok.. most of you have seen my status lately.  Yes, I am for the most part leaving fubar.. I won't be trying to level.. I won't be buying people in fu-owned, I have adjusted my settings so that I can't be owned.  My pictures are locked up until I decide to come back full-time to fubar.  I have my reasons, and if you wish to stay in contact beyond the limitations of fubar... send me a private message.  I will be on now and then to work in my lounges for my own reasons (which are all private), I will be here to DJ now and then for a few lounges I work with, but thats about it.  I am sorry for the short notice.. but it has to be at this time like this.  I hope you all understand.  Thank you for taking the time to read this. ~AngL~
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1. Your Name: 2.Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like 4play? 23. What is 4play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it
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cold as winter strong as stone, she faced the darkness all alone, a silver goddess a reflection a mirage a recollection, no return no turning back the past is gone the future black, serpents gather in there nest as she stands above the rest, shadows hunt she hunts the shadows, as she looks down upon a shattered youth a shattered mirror shows a shattered truth. i knew that you is what i needed in that tripp black miniskirt, hot topic shoppin with your girls a lil fuckin flirt, surprised by the fact you was into all kinds of dirt, surprise in your eyes when i made ur fuckin pussy squirt, grab you by ur dreadlocks  put u in a head lock,  choke you till ur twitchin baby  just dont make the bed rock.  now you know what i got for that little hotbox  take it to the limit now you all about the BOONDOX!!
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i'm selling my pimpout for 2credits because they 6 Ability points and i can give out just 2 of them a day . so plzz help me get to my goal to get rock star bling . ty so much angels wings
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So yesterday I had a doctors appointment.  Who cares it's been going on for awhile.  I was just going to find out about my bone scan for my neck.  Well it turns out that something abnormal is showing up in every picture that was taken.     I have a tumor on my brain behind my eyes.  I get really bad migraines ect.  Now I have to have an MRI of my brain to see how bad this problem is.  I decided that if it's bad then that's how it's going to stay.  I don't want any operations on my brain and I don't want to be sick from chemo.  Everyone dies sooner or later.  Nothing lasts forever.     I have had a handful of people get pretty upset over it.  It's stupid.  Like seriously I'm still me, and I'm still going to have fun, be a bitch, be a friend and everything else.  Nothing changed so get a grip ffs.     LOL. So what do you do when you adore someone?  Shit get's weird... you know they like you and you like them! This has been established between you and him both...   Me being cautiou
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I'm trying to focus on work but my head is not here today... a real good friend had a bike accident and is now in CICU...people don't respect motorcycle riders like they should... and that disrespect could very well cost him his life!! He's a father and husband...and was on his way to church.. I have to admit.. I'm scared.  My internet has been out for a couple days due to storms and I've had to find other things to occupy my time besides the net and fu.. I actually enjoyed my "fu break" and have decided to try to go through "fu-rehab" and take a couple days or more away from here.  Sadly, my friend didn't make it... he passed a couple of days ago.. i'm still numb...and very angry... he was just 36 and left a wife and 2 kids... people always talk about how dangerous motorcycles are..you know what's more dangerous.. 85yr old ladies that have no business driving anyway... you know what's dangerous... people that don't bother to look where the hell they are going when they pull out in fro
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Though we live as we have for years life seems to bring no purpose though we dream its noting that has never been dreamed of before our lives are so unique that they become identical 
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If you only knew what i knew, Seen what I've seen, If you only knew i existed, Lean into my dreams, I've seen you there, More then once, It's not so rare, But no matter what i couldn't tare, Couldn't break my gaze from your eyes, I want them blues, I want to call you mine, But tonight my prayers, Are to keep you safe, Tonights the night, I appear in lace. I hate the love i feel for you, The way you make me cry, But with every collapsing breath, Is a sob that ends with a sigh, You always thought i lied to you, For reasons i don't know why, But today's the day i leave this world, I lie and face the sky. An unforgettable memory, a moment more then a dream a feeling of floating deflated in a matter of days now a memory of doubt, of regret, a cold distant nightmare no longer a dream awakening in panic, no smiles on my face tears pour from my black lifeless toned eyes exhaustion has won, i pass out again to let the thoughts thrash in my mind.
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Love is  love is sweet when you meet the true love of your life no matter what you know you'll always wonder who you will meet in your life time like a red rose in the dark blue sky.
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Ok, since this is my first, I'll make it something with some kind of substance, and pretty short.   The past couple of weeks I've been depressed. Couldn't sleep, no appetite, no sense of self preservation. Not exactly suicidal, but to the point of wondering if there was any reason to keep fighting. Why? A woman.  I met her when I was in high school. Her older brother was my best friend. Love at first sight. When I asked her out, she said no because she wanted to become a nun. That didn't stop me from going to her house to see her. She made me smile, she made me forget that the world was a miserable place. Well, some shit happened and we lost contact. Maybe I should have put more effort into finding her, but I really did think she became a nun. So fast forward to earlier this year. I opened my email and seen a message from her! After almost 20 years! You couldn't believe how happy I was. She was in Norway, I was here in the US. We started talking and things advanced from that. She e
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Our so called prez is a flaming pile of dog poo of a joke.He is running our damn country into the pit of the earth.Now i know some of yall will disagree with me but who cares I dont.Anyways He had his own grandma killed for tellin the truth of where he was born must be nice huh obama.How much further is he goin to drive the poor people down and keep the rich in the clouds?Why are we allowin him to stay in the white house are we really that twisted as to let some foriegn nut job run this once great country in the ground really?I think no I believe we can do alot better than some non freedom believer scrotum tells us how we need to live but we need to stand up and say he works for US not we for him.As for this stupid law of needin medical insurance or get fined really know you know he hit his head cause if people dont have it they cant afford so how are they goin to pay the fine think bout that one.And honestly if your goin to be prez you should have been in the military at least you kno
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I just wanted to see what this was all about. what the hell is a blog and does anyone really read them?
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So i been sick on and off for months been going to the ER for them to tell me the same thing for months ...    They say i have acute sinusitis but they cant seem to find the right meds to treat it...   so as of 11/24/13 i now have fluid in my ears nice ahhhh   they have me on some other meds and ear drops which atm are just leaking back out of my ears    i have been on 2 diff meds in the last 72 hours    last nite from it all my bp was 183/96 which could have caused me a heart attack    im lucky i didnt    then the Er give me pain meds in the arm which did NOTHING expect make my arm hurt    i swear these drs are dumb as fuck....
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I don't normally bitch about my ex... but tonight I need to... so please excuse me. I found out tonight that my ex who is in Lancaster, Ca is throwing a punk show in his mother's house in order to raise money to open up a venue of his own without any paper trail. Mind you, we just recently divorced and he has been slapped with a hefty child support payment... BUT I know he won't pay anything... and it makes me pissed that he gets away with it because he's so far from Oklahoma. He has no respect for my daughter or me, which murders me every time I think about it. I wish I would've kicked his ass before he left... I would feel better. Money isn't the problem... More so that it always seems like the bad guys get away with murder... and it doesn't seem fair. I've been doing well with not flying off the handle about this stuff... I haven't talked to him in 8 weeks. I haven't seen him in 12. But kharma... does it really exist? Will he really get what he deserves? Or will I n

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