LIfe is at a stand still 4 the wrong reason , i dont want things to keep goin like this , i dont sleep rite i dont eat rite and im tierd of the way things are stress stress stress everybody got it but it takes a bigger person to let there problems go  to help another in need and i need to learn to be that person , My love ones are worry but 4 there reason ,Im worry i will never get back wat i once had hope its still there 4 me hope they still love me life will get only better from here i really do belivie that , i just hope it all  dont go down the drain cuz of me!

I guess this is the only way i can say how i feel ,im at a all time low and wat i though it was keeps playin games with me ..so i failed , im not feelin this no more , i dont even want to be on this shyt nomore . im here 4 one reason and thats all hope she even reads this .....          peace ppl

Never would think I would find a love and i did , and now that i lost her im not sure wat to do.And no matter wat ppl say ,its wat i want ,and its her that i want  so i would say with all the mmums i wrote somebody chose or feels i should  leave i say ...blow me ... and yes i still want her so if it means bein on fu till i get her back then so be it .