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Bambi's blog: "Cherrytap Layouts"

created on 02/06/2007  |  http://fubar.com/cherrytap-layouts/b52747

Moving On

You know it is funny how life works. For so long you think you are in love with a man, and all he does it mistreats you and makes you feel so bad you do not think that there is anyone out there that can get it out of your head that you are worth being loved. For almost three years, I was in a relationship and thought I had a good relationship. Little did I know I was being played the whole time, and mentally abused. I sat and would watch women going through basically the same thing, and could see what was going on with them and the abuse, but when it came to my relationship, I could not see past my nose. It took me almost three years to realize that our relationship had been over for a long time, and I thought that all was fine. I was miserable and no matter what anyone said, no one could change my mind. I guess it all started to come out the more that I actually sat and talked to friends about it. I had not loved him in so long that I did not think that I ever had. Have you ever felt that way, that when you are touched that your skin crawls, or that you just want to roll over and go back to sleep? Yes things got that bad, and I thought at first that I would die if he was gone, then I started hanging out with someone that I have cared about for a long time, but have never had a chance to say something to because I did not want to ruin our relationship. And I started to see that there was life after a bad relationship. And that yes I was indeed able to be loved, and yes there would be someone out there that would love me again, no matter what he told me and how worthless he made me feel. It took that close friend to show me love again, and a love that I had missed for so long, one that was unconditonal and complete. He does not want nothing from me but for me to be happy, and for me to be me. I have looked for that for so long, and I am perfectly content in what we have, even though I wish he was closer, so that we could be complete. But as the blog started, it is funny how things work and how people are put in your life, to help you get through things. I am starting to fall for this man, probably more than I should, and it scares me, but it feels so good.

Help with a Layout

Hello everyone, I am new to this, lol imagine that, anyways, I have been checking out some really nice profiles and I was wondering if there is a place that I can get some of the links for them so that I can change mine to make it more user friendly. I would appreciate any input. Thanks in advance.
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