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The Begining To My Novel Fate!
There I was lying in a bathtub full of blood my blood my mind was coming in and out and when it was in. thats when i heard them their voices sounding a lot more worried then angry like they shouldve been. i couldnt hear the words they were saying but i know my name came up now and then and dannys name. oh how i miss that boy soon i will be with him wherever he is i will soon find out. then i heard my moms voice on the other side of the door asking if everything was alright and right then is when everything went black and i couldnt hear or see anything anymore.
The Begining
hey there this is my first blog :) but im kinda new to cherrytap having a great time so far. met lots of cool people and hope to meet a bunch more :) if you visit my page fan , rate , add me :) o yah and dont forget to sign my guest book on the main page in the about me section :) gl to all jason
I went out to the hazelwood, Because a fire was in my head, Cut and peeled a hazel wand, And hooked a berry to a thread; And when white moths were on the wing, And moth-like stars were flickering out, I dropped the berry in a stream And caught a little silver trout. When I had laid it on the floor And gone to blow the fire aflame. Something rustled on the floor. And someone called me by my name: It had become a glimmering girl With apple blossoms in her hair Who called me by my name and ran And vanished in the brightening air. The beginning of anything is great, you learn how to incorporate something new into your way of life. We have all kings of beginnings in our lives, home, family, career, even death is a beginning. The most intrigueing of beginnings is a budding romance, this can be the most wonderful high a person can have. Think about it, your blood rushes, your heart pounds, your mind absolutely goes blank and all you can do is just look at th
I close my eyes and let you begin Falling into your arms we breath passions of sin Our bodies filled with a complelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow you know just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath you I begin to move As passion an Love fill the room the sun turns into the moon In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather.....
The Beginning
A;right so I'm a horrible Myspacer.. i go through phases where i'll check it daily and then I won't check it for a month... That might just happen here too! Anyways I'm here.. added some pics, this is my blog.. I'm getting there!!!
Today I smiled at a stranger and he walked in front of an on coming car. I felt no guilt nor remorse about his demise. The only feelings I seem to be capable of feeling as of late; have been those of anger and the cold sting of hunger. At first I fought the desire to sink my gleaming razor sharp teeth; into the soft yielding tissue of a human. That has since changed and I do what must be done to ease the gnawing hunger that seems to lead me from day to day. I stayed awake much longer than I should have this morning and was slightly burned by the beautiful rays of dawn. I must feed a little more to make sure my careless indiscretion does not leave any lasting marks. On my way to my favorite hunting area I met someone who intrigued me. He was ever so handsome with jet black hair and seductive eyes. My senses warned me right away that he too was a walker of the night. Smiling, he reached out to caress the cool soft skin of my bare arm. Wishing for nothing more than a moment alone with
The Beginning Of Forever
As they wait in line to see the band, Michelle fumbled through her bag to see if she could find a napkin. “I found one. Now let me try to get some of that blood off of your face.” Dabbing at the blood. “Ouch” Terri flinched at the pain. Trying to hold her friend’s face still with one hand and still dabbing at the dripping blood with the other, “Well you don’t want David seeing you like this do you?” “No. Not really.” She answered. “Why in the world did he have to wear those spikes?” Still worried about her friend’s wounds, Michelle said, “I don’t know why you won’t let me take you to the hospital.” “You know I couldn’t miss seeing him. I may never get another chance.” She says as she fidgets and brushes at some of the dirt and grass on her cloths. “Hold still, it’s running down your cheek.” Michelle grabbed her friend’s jaw again trying to get the streak of blood. “I can’t believe he found me here. All those spots we ducked into and the people he had to wade throu
Beginings Of Somthing
WE are all so desprate for love So willing to give it for free Just for one touch Where should we be? We stand in a crowded room Feeling so alone Drinkin our fears away But only for a day Touch me, touch me now I want to know how How it feels How it feels To be loved Lets not play this way I hate guessing games Sorry hun, I don't remember your name What was it again?? See they all come and go But i don't think they know How it feels How it feels To be loved Sorry babe I got to run But just befor I go I need to know Do you know how How it feels To be loved SOrry i can't show you Ya see I'm out to have fun I get my love My lovin on the run But if you'd like Oh Darlin I can take you Take you to my room Baby I will show you Yea, show you how it feels How it feels to loved Yea, Loved on the run.. Now Baby don't you cry It was all in good fun I told you I get my Lovin My lovin on the run See they come and go And now
The Beginning
Ok,well recently I have a lot of night time on my hands.I've recently broke away from a brief but heavy on my heart relationship.We was together for about 9 months,, we acted great together when we had the time,,she was always quick to get a temper, I was anti confrontational .So I had enough,,I had to go,,I'm on my own now ,,she tries to make amends,,I just can't not ,especially how my moving came about. I was forced to live in a tent fer about a week,,one night of pourin rain a few nights were ok,, but I had all the amenities ,,bbq grill,,power and internet,,lol yea I know ,,in a tent,,it was mainly to secure my accounts before it could be jeopardized.I ended up waiting till friday,,payday. I secured a place on the water right smack dab in between lake Ontario and Irodiquoit bay. whatta score I thought,I don't kare if the walls fall out,,I'm here fer the duration,,( I've always dreamed of livin on water) loving it!Alone!
The Beginning Of A Long Week
Well here we are again another Monday and back at it again. Looking for a job is tuff these days . You either have to have a colledge degree or a CDL or some stupid piece of paper that says you have a special knowledge of some trade. I have been at it now for three months and I have still to find a job and it is getting old. Bills fall behind and rent is due and all that shit takes money. Wow not quite the way I am used to living but I lay carpet and tile for a living have been for 15 yrs. and it hurts to much to do it anymore but thats what I know. I have never done anything else. Well have a good week all . PARTY ON.
The Beginning Of A Long Journey
Life Lessons.. For me it means who you are? what has the past brought to you? Among other questions. For sure when it comes to my life I can honestly say I have seen it all, done it all. Been there, Done That! Things that not even people who are close to me I have gone through or thought of. Some of the memories I have giving away and blocked. Other memories I would not want to get rid of while others I do want to get rid of but I cannot. Its crazy how much I have changed in life. I went from a goody goody with my biological family to a total bitch when I was in school with my friends... Now Im just me. A person who has learned from her mistakes yet is still suffering from them as well. A person who is willing to fight for her rights and life. A person who does not give in that easy and never say die! All my life I have done nothing but fight for my things. Now I am fighting for more than that... I am fighting for my right to be happy with a wonderful person. I have succeed to that
i entered the room quietly. He was sat there at His chair and as i looked at Him i caught His eye. i quickly lowered my gaze and sat on the floor in my normal subservient position. He gently pulled me up of the floor and made me stand. He tilted my head back looking deep into my eyes, His eyes forcing mine to remain fixed on His. I did not fear Him and He knew that. It was the attracting force that had drew me to Him. A woman of formidable power choosing to acquiesce to His every whim, no matter the cost, or pain involved. He smiled, knowing this. Today was my first real training as His own. He had made me undergo a rigorous series of trials throughout the day all to which i had surrendered to easily. The more ego i lost the stronger He became… and… yes… He knew i was stronger for it too. With each demand, each pain driven task asked of, with eyes lowered i abided to His every desire, subjecting myself to His hand, His whip; His intrusions. i spoke no words of refusal, my body acce
The Beginning Of The End
Wednesday, September 19, 2007 The Beginning and The End Current mood: blank Category: Romance and Relationships its almost a numb feeling almost but not quite i can still cry and i can still laugh only its farther and fewer in between takes an event to make either happen now your tears and sadness do not affect me anymore i am cold to that completely cold the more you profess your love for me the more i despise you you have found the perfect way to push me away this is over for years now babe its not just an over night thing it my fault, i should have told you im sorry it seemed so sudden but to me each day my heart grew empty and devoid of feelings for you day by day less and less until now there is nothing left and i feel this is why it seemed so sudden to you it was hidden away in MY heart until now you cant let go you play the memories in your mind regularly you cry constantly everything you are you say i made and have now destroyed w
Beginning Of Songs I'm Playing With
take my hand an love me we will walk from this hateful place together an share the sunshine of our remaining life glaring into each other eyes like that of old.
“beginning Today”
“BEGINNING TODAY” Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday, It is in the past and the past will never change, Only I can change by choosing to do so Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow, Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it, But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration, This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life, I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others, I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I enc
The Begining
so i have just joined, taking time in my lunch break to write a lod of rubbish. got to go back soon to watch some more paint dry. Good times, another day another dollar!
how many beginnings in a day each so special in its own way my head easily falls into rhyme a trick of the mind to avoid real thought radio on, feet up, soft touch touch of skin that pushed, becomes flesh what line between skin and flesh? the same that lays between carress and need each moment a new beginning each day stretched between pain and understanding
Beginner's Guide To Fubar Aka What's Up With This Place?
=== 'SquiRteR Kayla PLEASE RATE PROFILE & BLOG-' wrote the following at '2008-07-14 07:22:35'.. > > > > > > > > > BEGINNERS GUIDE TO FUBAR aka What's Up with this Place?: > > PLEASE TAKE A SECOND TO RATE THIS BLOG, RATE SCALE IS TO THE LEFT...THANK YOU!! > > (I am re-organizing my blogs for those who wonder about the reposts) > > I know this site is confusing at I wrote this little guide was a dashed off reply to an email, but hopefully it has some helpful information in it. > > > First off, it's generally considered rude to rate below a most would rather u just not rate at all. The points given are the same regardless of whether you rate a 1 or a 10..Most likely if you "downrate" people, they will not rate you at all, thus giving you no points, and they will block you, and then post a bulletin labeling you a downrater, and then more people will block you. So be nice to others unless you like
I have decided to leave the past in the past and start anew. I have lost too much in a weeks time.I lost my aunt a week ago Sunday and my Uncle Saturday night.One would have thought that maybe a little lead way could have been given,Maybe just a little time to get over one before he takes another,but one will deal with whatever life throws at us and life goes on. Going back to the past I realized that no matter how much I may have loved it just cannot be or at least not at this time in my life.We met to soon and it just wasn't time and now it seems impossible almost like a test.Maybe in time when wounds do heal things could be.I thought they had healed and they have for the most part but still anger is there.You just can't start anything with anger or mistrust regardless of whose fault it was. So I have decided to start over and if it comes my way again I will do it right this time and it will come around again make no mistake on that for it is anamcara.I will always love him and
I can hardly turn on the TV any more. From the local BS to the Cable BS, it seems to be more of the same every hour. I used to watch CNN Headline news but I haven’t had the time or inclination for a while so… When did they go away from a regular half hour news type program? What is with this junk… Okay I know it is important to somebody that they are having another police chase in California but why is it on Headline news? What is so Earth shattering about someone in California driving a car that is so important that they must show it to the rest of the nation or for that matter the rest of the world? Why is this person Glen Beck on for so long not really even talking about anything? Nancy Grace what? In the 80’s CNN was the best news channel in the world. Now they seem to have descended into the cult of personality. What purpose does this serve? Can people no longer digest just the news? Now to be fair they still do have a regular news broadcast but not when I want to watch. CNN
The Begining Of It All!
She was beautiful. But it was more than surface beauty. The inner beauty showed in her eyes... those eyes that he kept going back to. When he looked over his shoulder as if trying to spot someone, or when he gazed into the mirror behind the bar.But, what was the point?She was with someone... and both of them were wearing wedding rings. No way was he going to get involved with a married woman again.Besides, he'd reached a time in his life when he was comfortable with himself... comfortable with his own quirks and habits. There just didn't seem to be room for someone else.Oh, who was he kidding? He gestured to the bartender."Can I have a piece of paper... and a pen." He wrote his number quickly, and added, Call me... I have to know what's behind those eyes.While he was the folding the paper to the size of a stamp, he looked into the mirror and saw that he was in luck. Her male companion... her husband... was leaving the table. Wherever the man was going, he had to be quick.He stood up an
The Beginning
So this my first ever time blogging.  not even sure what to write  but I think what I'll do is  tell you about My experiences in this wacky adult life I have enteed into. More  tomarrow on my trip to ST. Louis  for a  weekend  photo trip  with my photographer
The Beginning Rants
Ok so get this... we finally get the damned van back on Wednesday, just in time for my Thursday appointment with the doctor..... we didn't even make it HOME!   Damn tranny went out AGAIN on the way home and we ended up parked on the side of the road not 5 miles from the house in the middle of the night.  So now the van is sitting out in front of the house like a lawn ornament along with all the other cars in our graveyard.   But then again I really shouldn't be surprised.  I haven't had a working motor in my life for years (if u catch my drift lol).  I guess I don't have the right fuel. Anyone got a pipe wrench? *raises eyebrow* As I sit here listening to some kickass music from my younger days, I can't help but think of how my life used to be compared to how it is today. And with that sad comparison I realize that like many others, I wish I could go back in time. Back to a time when my body did what I needed it to do, when I needed it to do it. Back to when I didn't have to beg
He slips through with a wicked laugh, feeling the shadows swirling. Feeling the anguish and betrayal. Though he is a cad, he caresses just the edge of the wall with the barest touch to the shadows for bringing him here. His breath catches, his body tenses, as eyes quickly flash darting to the bed. The smile, a mixture of lust and venom twists those lips. Easily moving behind a curtain as her screams fills the room, and him, like the sweetest music. He watches himself bring her body to another shaking orgasm that rips more screams from her. A mix of sweet pain, and horrible pleasure. The him of that time slapping at her exposed flesh as she writhers on the bed trying to close herself to protect as such as relish the pain, pleasure, everything filling her, going through her, making her... The bed of metal with a cruel lovely design moves slightly. Where the shackles bounce now grabbed as she is opened roughly. They are closed to bite along her wrists, her ankles, a
The Beginning Of The End
5 Best Sentences (my thoughts exactly!) 1.  You cannot legislate the poor into prosperity, by legislating the wealth out of prosperity.   2.  What  one person receives without working for, another person must work for without  receiving.   3. The government cannot give to anybody anything that the government does not first take from somebody else.   4. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it.   5. When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work, because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that is the beginning of the end of any nation.
The Beginning
The Beginning
In The Beginning, How Clichet!  But we all start somewhere don't we.  Thinking emphatically and enthusiastically and yet I feel sepearted from where I once started.  When Hence I became the person I am today the trails and crooked dark streets of life and death ever hanging in the balance seeking complete control of my insanity; this insanity we call Chaos in a world where order seems to be a mere Mirage of Heavens and Hell colliding at a intergalactic speed.  I will keep this short and to the point from here on out. My name is Dave.  I was born as the last of the Generation X'ers.  I guess that is where my story begins.  I was a healthy full sized average baby.  My parents knew my name years ahead of time.  My middle name follows Michael the Arch Angel who battles feverishly for the souls against the ever reaching arms of Hell.  I don't remember anything of those early years, but I am told I was a quiet and obedient baby that barely cried except for over-tiredness.  I think my first
Be Gone
" Be Gone" Someone help me, for I can't help myself. I'm trapped in this memory of you & I, and it's pure hell. I'm held fast in believing that you still care for me, but I know in my heart, That you set me free. I'm a woman on the edge. A tourtured soul I am. All I wanted was to love you, but you never gave a damn. I need to break away from you. But, how I do not know. I need to heal my heart, without your heart in tow. I have to get away from what I feel inside. I need to lose your smile that hides inside my mind. I wish I could leave myself, to get you away from site. cause I can't seem to get you to leave, even tho I try with all my might. Be gone you heartbreaker. be gone from my soul. Be gone from my memories. I just can't love you anymore. By: Jennifer Fischer
Be Good
Begorrah & Beejaysus....!!
Begorrah and beejayus, da top o' da mornin' to yaz! Oi'd loike to welcome yaz all to da very foine St. Paddy's Day Auction hosted by Lil Slave Grrl, so I would, to be sure......! Please bid on me so dat oi can feed me leprechauns... And here are da rest of da foine participants, starting wiv da hostess....
Be Good And Be Nice .. Be Bad And U Don't Wanna Find Out ...
Be Good To Yourself
Trust yourself You know what you want and need. Put yourself first. You can't be anything for anybody else  unless you take care of yourself.   Let your feelings be known.They are important.Express your opinions.It's good to hear yourself talk.   Value your thinking.You do it well.Take the time and space you need.Even if other people are wanting something
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Be Great!
Tony Robbins "Emotion is the ultimate resource." Zig Ziglar I know he sounds like a minister... and he is. LOL. He has some great information and I do appreciate him a lot. And I agree when he states that we are the problem in our problems. So take responsibility for yourself and fix YOU! Hard but true. Good luck! Tyra Banks I loved this episode! There are several people I feel like tellin' "TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOURSELF!" Lol... maybe not so few... but LOTS! Hope you enjoy it as much as I do. CHEERS!
Be Happy
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev
Be Happy Here And Now
Be happy here and now For tomorrow, the standards may have changed And the factors that are in place today To contribute to your happiness May have altered And the perceptions that you currently sanctify May have shifted And the living ones you surround yourself with May have expired or transformed And the environment, the values, or the circumstances May have metamorphosed Into a shape, direction, or magnitude That you had not foreseen And that will direct you toward new definitions Of what happiness is... then.
how to put and women are not equal in my opinion. equal to me is meaning can do just the same if roles were reversed/switched.  there are several things that both can do just as well as the other. some things women can do better than men and some things men are better at then women. reasoning behind these certain things could be from being more familiar and experience in doing or stating them.  other expaination is building on certain traits, ability, skills, behaviors, etc. maybe from expectation of the way things are and can be done. Far- stretched Examples~ Man: "fetch me a beer woman" ...Reversed? not so accepted. I'd probably tell a guy to fuck off and look for his balls if I was repetetively catered to in that manner. On the other hand, I doubt that any man would tell me he didn't want me to clean, cook, etc for him to an extreme extent of acting like a mother taking care of a child, like I've heard many woman do on a daily basis. Don't get me wrong. Having a nice gu
To SweetOne ECS SweetOne ECS@ fubar                                From behaving2
Im not the picture of hollywoods dream. I can think and define who I am and what I mean I never been a ladies first choices nor do I got a eye for the dudes, Im just confident in who I am I fight, I flirt, I get rough in the dirt, thats the back road path I wanna follow, keep your crimes I want a job Neons signs, tv screens, and bullshit on the mp3 aint gonns tell you about me, just grab a chair and listen to sounds of my book Just cause the color a lil dark. it dont hide the picture of man with a backbone that fells all alone. Everyone says thats life, the rises and falls on this ladder to sucess, Im still gona always do my best ! Dont tell me right from wrong, cause that cheatin where I come from, let me just know the problem to get the solution.   Time is Tickin'Is it wrong that I am socialy different that I feel rightAs the years wash away as if i am trying to clean my mind of life with dirty experiences for clean ideasI dry myself off on a towel of wisdom to freashin up to
Behcet's Disease
Where did I leave off??? I think that I had just been diagnosed and got such a caring response from my (adoptive) Mother. Well now after a few years I met my husband, got married and started with my first child. We moved to Florida...big mistake as we found out later. For humidity and stress were the main factors in activation of my behcet's disease. But I had not found that out yet. I was constantly getting sick and felt miserable all the time. We used to joke that he should just take me out to pasture and shoot me. Always being sick can really put a damper on any type of life, whether it be love or family life. I actually got more sores in the genital area in Florida. I always got sick but never could find anything. I have always gotten severe headaches and major mood swings from being sick and tired of being sick and tired. Later we moved to Fallon where it was a more arid climate. I actually felt pretty good there. Then whenever we would visit his parent's in Hi
Be Here To Love Me
Be Healthy Blog
Live, whole foods – how important to your health? September 14th, 2009 Enjoy the healthy benefits of energy, vitality, and weight loss that come from live whole foods- Crash-Free Sustained Energy- Natural Weight Loss- Endurance- Reduced Appetite- Mental Clarity- Improved Nutrition & Health- Less Aches & Pains- Low Calories- Strengthens Vascular System- Vitality The benefits of LIVE, WHOLE FOODS are so numerous it might be hard to believe that so much goodness can be delivered by a single product. But it’s true. Great taste. Unbeatable Convenience. Excellent Value. Wholesome, Low Calories… You might think of the benefits falling into three primary categories: Healthy Energy Natural Weight Loss Personal Vitality Healthy EnergyWhen you make live, whole foods part of your daily diet, you’ll immediately start to notice some changes in how you feel. For starters, you’ll sleep better at night and awaken feeling rested and alert. You’ll find that as y
Behind Blue Eyes
Well here it is...finally a blog that is written by me...all about me. i'm not promising much here ya'll but i am gonna try to tell ya'll a little bit about myself and just who the RAVEN is. it might take me awhile so if you stop by and read my blog and it looks half-a$$ed's because i saved it as is and will come back to it because i've already lost one that took a long time to here goes..... I'm not one that fits into most peoples deffinition of "NORMAL"...i am a little "out the box" most of the time. i have my own "style" and don't really care what anyone thinks about it. i am my own person and have never been afraid of being "Different". i think that's fairly obvious...maybe anyWHO...
Behing Blue Eyes...
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Behind This Smile
there's a hundred fears but a thousand tears behind this smile there's loneliness brought by a kiss behind this smile there's a dark, like night with just one light behind this smile there's a story in the making about a heart breaking behind this smile there's hurt and pain a feeling of shame behind this smile my hearts in denial yet all the while I smile
Behind Blue Eyes
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Behind These Irish Eyes
love me own me make me complete Serving You is all i need i am your slave you are my soul you complete me you make me whole I serve you I feel you with every breath I take my heart cradles you reminds me no mistake must I make I desire you I hunger to serve you to complete you as yours a slave in submission forevermore Submission Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships I kneel at your feet, eyes down, waiting.. Very gently, you touch me under my chin. I look up at your face, the love I see in your eyes set my head spinning with possibility. You pull me up to you, and hold me so closely I can feel your heart beat. I open my mouth and try to relay to you the admiration and adoration I feel, but I cannot find words that are strong enough to express the depth of my emotion. So, I simply hold you closer, and try to breathe you in. I want to inhale you, carry you inside me, feel you, taste you, experience you. Why do you shape my world
Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah
Behind Blue Eyes
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Behind Blue Eyes
I can't stand it when someone makes a promise to me that they have no intentions of keeping. For example, several months ago, someone promised me that they were going to visit family, and she would be back in 2 days. This happened in the middle of November, and here we are almost mid July. And this person still has not returned. No, in fact, she even promised me, back in February, that April 15th. she would be back. But still no sign of her.... This person promised never to leave me, but thats exactly what she did. She left me here, alone. And ran away from everything that was bothering her here... Even now, she still tells me that she loves me, and wants to be with me. But, if thats true, then why is it that I am always ignored for other supposed guy-friends? I'm sorry to hear that she lost one of her friends recently, to a car crash. But at the same time, I'm glad. Because it's one less person I don't have to worry about being ignored for... Call me a selfish asshole... Call m
Behind The Witch
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Behind Blue Eyes
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes No one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams They aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free Discover... L-I-M-P Say it... No one knows what it's like To be mistreated To be defeated behind blue eyes and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry and dont worry i'm not telling lies but my dreams they arent as empty as my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely my love is vengence that's never free No one knows what it's like To be the bad m
Behind The Scenes
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Behind These Eyes
So tonight is my first night staying at Jason's house. I got home from work and the game was on and I had a beer waiting for me. I'm in heaven. haha! I'm pretty sure I'm going to be just fine here. It's only until Dec. 21st and then I'll be in Dover, NH so it's cool. I'm always at work or school anyways so it's not like I'll be a hassle. Jason's cool about me just coming and going so I don't have to worry about haing to invite him every time I go out and whether or not I come home. Everything's peachie keene! hehe I'm feeling fairly confused lately. For the first time in a long time I can read anyone but my own Tarot cards. I don't know if it's because I'm mentally blocking something without realizing it or if I'm subconcsiously so afraid to know the truth to my own questions. I know that there is only so much I can control in my life. I've got a majority of it under wraps, but there are some things that I find myself wondering about. I know where I am in a personal sense. I know h
Behind The Mask
I am darkness I am night I am vengeance I bring light I'm a winter breeze in summertime The world is broken, I'm just fine Looking day and living night But I'm alright Cloak and dagger Cape and mask Smoke and mirrors Guilty past I am the man behind the mask
Behind A Wall
well mailman and i broke things off yesterday not cus we dont like eachother but cus we have our own lives to live. it was getting harder every day. i still love him and always will. im not writing this to get a new man or a new fuhubby im doing it cus i dont know how to stop the pain... i need to get it all out.. so please leave a commint if you like or not... i love all my friends i love you paul always and forever
Behind The Wire
Columbine...Virgiana Tech, they seemed so distant and...unreal. Welcome to this sick world we live in. Sure...there's a rulebook...but they don't apply if you have a gun it seems.westroads mall.omaha, nebraska. december 5, 2007. A 19 year-old male named Robert A. Hawkins shot 14 people in the store of Von Maur. Killing nine people, and injuring 5, two critical. He was said to run around the mall shooting at random and after going back into Von Maur, shot himself. People came running out of some doors, knowing what had happened. Most of them were shaken. In stores people were put on lockdown having no idea what was happening. Police arrived with in six minutes of the first call. Later, people in stores were led out to safety.The people who died were just ordinary people, who went shopping at mall, having no idea that their life would end. This is a horrible thing that has happened and please repost this to show how much you
Behind A Fake Smile, Lays A Thousand Secrets
You know the one thing that pisses me off is when I buy something and It doesn't work. I bought an MP3 player from and when I got it it didn't work. SO yeah I was pretty pissed off. Well I took it back and got rechargable batteries for my cd player. atleast I can listen to cds lol. I don't mind doing that. Well I went to Agusta if anyone didn't know thats the Capitol of Maine. Had to get my moms windshield fixed, because on the way to work wensday a huge rock hit the window. Then we went out for dinner. and Went to clairs so I could get my mom her nose studs for christmas. She got 6 packs for 18 dollars. they are having good sales right now for stuff. Then we came home and I didn't realize I left my cell phone at the house. I had 5 text messages, 2 missed calls and 1 voice mail. And most of them where from my boyfriend. I think he kinda got freaked out when I didn't answer or something I'm not sure. I've noticed that on fubar there are alot of girls showing their "cleav
Behind The Crimson Door
Covered the carcass of time with flowers To send the scent of blame to the grave Set the darkest thoughts on fire And watched the ashes climb to Heaven's gates We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door While the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" Death served wine for lovers Brought from the world where devils reign And intoxicated angels with sorrow They witnessed in the eyes of their slaves We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door While the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" We hide behind the crimson door While the summer is killed by the fall Alive behind the crimson door while the winter sings: "Your love will be the death of me" (Death of me) "Your love will be the death of me" We hide behind the cri
Behind Your Eyes
Behind The Scenes
Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah
Behind The Border
the PROUD owner of a beautiful and intelligent College Girl. :D That is all.           (by "owner" blog posted means married to,not owned under legal contract.Just bound by one) Monday -  Chance of Shitty Tuesday - Mostly Shitty Wednesday - Shitty with a chance of Horrible Thursday - Horrible Friday - Horrible with a chance of Oh My Fuck are you Kidding me? Saturday - Do you really need to ask Sunday - You dont have to work,so if you thought Thursday was bad   Welcome to Nova Scotia.It is like Canadas arm pit.A Floriduh of the North kinda.Atleast the Ice Fog isnt rolling in yet. Gods little way of saying "Fuck you, you fat atheist...         werd. THE GREATEST THING IN THE WORLD!!!!!   My children made my day today.If only for the short time it was,they were AWESOME!!!They didnt fight.They showed manners.AND they made me feel like I was something.Good things dont ever last,so it ended eventually and they went back to being bratty,but for those couple of hours LIFE
Behind Your Ear
A Kiss Behind the Ear You will beg me You will want more You will shudder You will want it hard You will want it fast You will scream my name You will love it You will have multiples You will be flush You will be in ecstasy And You will sigh with relief After I kiss you behind your ear
Behind The Mask ....a Sub's Tale.......gasp...
There are so many ways to begin a story. I could begin at the beginning, reciting from memory the first meeting that started it all. That's the most logical but so boring. I could drop you into the middle of a scene between two players without any explanation, and if I had the skill enough, keep your attention while you try to figure out what is really going on. Very Shakespearean, but rather risky. Or I could just take the simplest route, and make an introduction- tell you more about me. I've chosen to take this path. No need for dramatics- I'll save those for other stories. So, hi. I'm a submissive who's just been introduced to gasmasks, and who is madly in lust with her Dominant. But this article isn't just about gasmasks, or the fact that my Dom can make me wet with one raise of an eyebrow. It's also about the imperative of trust. As a submissive, you're allowing another person full control over your mind and body. You become their puppet both physically and emotionally. Want me
Behind Green Eyes
Ok to start off with I wanna say ty for all the compliments on my eyes. All the, "damn your eyes are sexy", and "with eyes like that i wouldnt say no", once again ty. But, why is it so hard to look deeper? Yes my eyes express alot of things, horniness isnt one of them. Do they scream "Hey i want some ass over here"? I think not. All I do ask is if you talk to me, try to say something useful that i shouldnt have to say thank you to. I hate sayin that but its only polite. I didnt give myself these damn things so why should i take credit for them? Look deeper and youll discover that they arent my most attractive feature. My devotion to friends is one of my best. Why did i write this? Because I felt like it i guess...get to know me, im cool and rarely bite...anywho..more mindless rambling to come..xoxo to my sexies lol
Behind The Lion's Eyes
We all have missing pieces. Some are bigger then others. Some are missing a word, some a sentence but some of us, the worst off of us are missing whole chapters. Our stories are long and our bindings are worn and battered. And from our pages we have had parts ripped. Sometimes it's been our choice. Sometimes you have to erase a chapter. And sometimes after you tear pages out you have to collect them up and file them back in. But the most heart rending is when something is taken from you. Something that you never wanted to give up. We all have missing pieces. There is a huge whole in my Pride. In my Pack. In my family. Ultimately, in my heart. A child that isn't even mine. I'm heart sick and lost. There is NOTHING I can do. I have never felt so helpless. I can't even be a comfort to his distraught and anguished father. I feel so totally useless... We bleed together and die alone. Betty Page passed away on thursday at the age of 85. I'm heart broken. I guess once I get my
Behind The Act Is Always The Perception.
Behind the act is always the perception. Often we are led astray by light. No chaos is more damaging than order Neatly taped across a mystery. In love and awe we worship only darkness, Embracing what we know we cannot know. Silence is a sea, while what we know Etches the green hills of our perception. Truth, unspeakable, resides in darkness, However much we need the gift of light. God is just a word. Each mystery Awakens to the first pale gray of order. Bright glory bathes the sculpted hills in order, Rolling towards the edge of what we know. Inside its veil of blue, the mystery Eludes the clarity of our perception. Longing is a quality of light As in each word we sense an inner darkness. No word but is a stairway down to darkness, Down to chaos seething within order. Live, then, within the pale of what you know, In touch with terrors gilded by the light. So may you part the curtain of perception, Alive to all the grace of mystery. Miracles diminish myste
Behind The Curtians.
They know of you but they never really know you. The deeper they get the more you'll find yourself upset. I'm not what you want me to be. I'm not a thing of change and this is the best of me and check this you'll never get to me. I contain a passion that burns bright as the sun but can you stand it? Many have tried many have failed. The journy to bear ones soul is filled with many dangers and yet you ask for it so openly. Why I find myself asking, because you think I'd look cute at your side? How vain such a thought is, if all you desire is lust than state it as so. You'll not become the beast of my burden, you'll not be another mark in the book of my life. Ask those before you each and everyone of them has suffered under me. It's not that I'm out to make another person suffer me, no but why should I offer you my best when you can't even contain or controll yourself? Most my age can jump from one to another but me I latch on like a parasite to it's host. I'll feed off of you like none
Behind The Wall
any on can go to prison, it's very simple just slap the shit out of a cop and see where u go!!!!!! no but seriously prison is a place where i would never encourage any on to go to. i don't care how tough u think u r, or how much u want to be down..........prison has a way of changing a thug into a marshmellow, u have 2 remember this on thing, there r wolves and sheep. which one r u going to be? to be continued...............
Behind These Eyes
Behind Blue Eyes
I took a step today... and it got me thinking... and I may just be on to something... I may be on the path to finding myself again...   Today I signed up for a dance class. It was a class I have been thinking about taking for the last 2 or 3 years. I'm not sure why I never signed up for it. I think it was anxiety and fear... the very things that have been holding me back from doing anything that I enjoy the last few years. As I was thinking about this class, feeling the excitement looking forward to it... I started to think about how much I loved to dance when I was younger. I always wanted to be a dancer. I took a couple of dance classes when my father could afford it. But I'm not sure at what point I gave up on it. (I did try out for dance team in high school, however I was cut in the last round because the routine I choreographed was considered "too sexy." lol) Then that led me to think about the fact that I had other loves when I was younger that got lost along the way. I loved
Behind These Hazel Eyes
Like a sinking ship, dragging you down under. I'm worse than the lightning following the thunder. Like the plague, that infected my town. The only path im headed on, is down. It's just my way, it's who I am. Like junk mail, the unwanted spam. That's me, no escaping it, time for me to realize. Nothing but pain and regret, hidden behind these hazel eyes.
Behind The Vending Table
In hopes of a good sales I accepted an invite from a local Museum.  Now I set up as normal and fast.  Most other vendors were still setting up even as I sat and relax before the "Friends" of the Museum had first picks for 90 minutes, before the "public" were allowed in.  The vending fee was $45.  In the Vending vernacular we call that "Bank."  Bank also includes other cost as such gas, meals, and other incendentals. Now if you go to "My Wood" album you will see what I create and sell.  I didn't sell enough to make the full bank.  I did make back the vending fee. But that was it.  Bunch of fucking asshole rich cocksucking LOSERS and they rather purchase shit load of crap like Cheap ass Glass crap or bullshit bling, than a turned wood item.  What the fucking hell.  Not but a week prior, I had awesome sales.  How in a god damn fucking week I go from awesome items to getting snubbed by a mass of backward ass "rich" country fucks that wouldn't know quality if it came and ripped their geni
Be Honest
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends". BAGHDAD, Iraq (AP) - Saddam Hussein will be executed no later than Saturday, said an Iraqi judge authorized to attend his hanging. American and Iraqi officials met to set the hour of his death. As the time approached, Saddam received two of his half brothers in his cell on Thursday and was said to have given them his personal belongings
Be Honest Tell Me What You Think..
Look at my Photographs and tell me if you think I look like a serial honest!!!! If you say I do, I will kill the shit out of you LOL just kidding...but seriously.
Be Honest With Me You Will Find Me Honest And Sincere
Be Honest
does anyone think that maybe im a little too upfront and honest and blunt and conceited?be 100% honest.
Be Honest!
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! [ ] i like you [ ] i used to like you [ ] just friends [ ] gorgeous [ ] cute as heck [ ] hot [ ] fine [ ] sexy [ ] amazingly sexy [ ] i want to fuck your brains out [ ] i want 2 make u my gf/bf [ ] i love u baby [ ] call me.....( )___-____
Behold The Sea
Behold The Sea by Jerry Caldwell Behold the sea, the mighty restless sea! Behold the strand of battered rock and sand! The endless fight between the sea and man! Behold the sea! Through wind and storm the foaming breakers roar What of the man who waits upon the shore? What of the man you hold forevermore? Behold the sea! Rolling along in the starlight Restless, plentiful and strong Rolling along in the moonlight Surf and spray shining in the sun Behold the sea, the mighty restless sea! Behold the strand of battered rock and sand! The endless fight between the sea and man! Behold the sea!
Be Honest
Enjoy the days - make of them what is allowed, play as hard as you work, don't forget to DO WHAT YOU WANT TO before it's too late even if you could later do it. Old folks who have money and no memories are pretty boring company, so that should NEVER be a goal. Who I am doesn't matter - it's who we BECOME that might one day improve the world, if only by a fraction. My "Heroes" wear the Unform of the USA, my mentors have been those whose lives have changed the world for the better. Be they good teachers, great Doctors, hard-working scientists, engineers, realtors, lenders, store owners, single Moms/Dads, if their lives somehow improved theirs AND others', I listen carefully to all they have to say is it me or..... whats up with these women who put, please make sure to, add, fan, rate, wire me some money, buy me a new car and the Ill return a rate give me a fucking break I have been taught the following, my grandfather was big on this phrase 1. Common people talk about other peo
Behold, I Adore Beauty
Behold, I Adore Beauty by Sylvia Chidi Beauty is warm and cold Beauty is black and bold Beauty is different for us all I am told Beauty I would love a chance to mould Beauty gives the finest pleasure I am told Beauty can be bought and sold To the one and only highest bidder While it graciously glitters like gold I adore beauty Oh! How I adore beauty with a passion I adore beauty with every last breath Beauty itself is not exempt From the laws of birth and death It experiences the joys of being young and old Blossoming each day in early youth Maturing adoringly each day with age Behold, I adore beauty Oh! How I adore beauty with a passion Beauty is something I would like to hold Where there is too much ugly I can bring it out of a drawer and unfold Spread it around the entire household Without worrying about getting a scold Behold, I adore beauty Oh! How I adore beauty When out on a nightie Quite hungry and thirsty And you drink the las
Behold The Witch
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Behold the witch, strong as any man Know the witch, as she walks upon the land Respect the witch, her powers to beguile Admire the witch, her understanding smile Honor the witch, as pure as mother’s love Applaud the witch, as destiny she moves Acclaim the witch, as the future she designs Envy the witch, her patience over time Regard the witch, her inspiration deep Commend the witch, her family she keeps Approve the witch, as standards she upholds Revere the witch, her faith and will, extol Appreciate the witch, as nature she raises Venerate the witch, for she keeps ancient lore Become the witch, and these values will be yours. *Author Unknown*
Be Honest
1. BE HONEST (and blunt) FROM THE DOOR. Let her know if you have a girl, if you have 2 girls, if you have a baby's mama, if you just want sex, if you are looking for a wife, etc....don't build up false hopes i.e. lead her on. Let her know what the deal is, if she's not looking for that right now, she'll keep it moving. Don't be an Oscar Winner like Denzel for 3 months and get mad when she finds out all your dirt later....they will find out! Time always reveals the truth. And when the truth comes out then you got drama and who wants that? 2. TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT, INSTEAD OF ASKING FOR HER NUMBER, ASK HER FOR HER EMAIL ADDRESS ...That way, you can learn about her, dialogue with her, while building up the anticipation for the first phone call and/ or meeting in person. If your written skills are tight, she'll be anxiously waiting to talk to you and dead the email shyt real quick. Or if she starts talking crazy, can't spell, or if half the yard, the block, or the
Ok, so on my profile as you've seen had 50 facts about me. I decided to put 50 more facts here, as I didn't want to there to be too much on my profile. Enjoy! 1. Despite my colorful outward nature, I enjoy things that have dark intentions, such as film, dark comedy, music, gore, etc. 2. Even though it’s close, I have never been to Mexico. However, I have been to Canada (Vancouver). 3. I admit I like some anime shows. I’m not a die hard fan and I don’t watch them just because they’re anime. 4. I am a fish out of water. I love to swim. 5. I am accident prone. I constantly find cuts, scrapes and bruises without any knowledge of their origin. 6. I am acridophobic (grasshoppers) and thantophobic (dying). The latter only when I am thinking too much. 7. I am addicted to Bubble Breaker on my phone. 8. I am becoming interested in the study of numerology and wish to learn more about it. 9. I am not a fan of Apple Inc. - I don’t like their products, their advertising, and the way they
Be Honest!!!!!:)
Be Human
I've been here, im not proud , but im still breathing, NO need to comment, no pressure, but pls..take it to heart.And pray for all men and women who suffer.
Beijing To Bongs
Kathleen Parker From Beijing to Bongs February 4, 2009 WASHINGTON -- It's hell being a celebrity, especially if you're young and find yourself at a party, where marijuana and cameras should never mix. And it's not exactly heaven being sheriff of a county with escalating drug crimes and pressure to treat all offenders equally. Thus it is that Olympian swimmer Michael Phelps and Sheriff Leon Lott of South Carolina's Richland County are being forced to treat seriously a crime that shouldn't be one. As everyone knows by now, Phelps was photographed smoking from an Olympic-sized bong during a University of South Carolina party last November. As all fallen heroes must -- by writ of the Pitchforks & Contrition Act -- Phelps has apologized for behavior that was "regrettable and demonstrated bad judgment," and has promised never to be a lesser role model again. Check. Lott, meanwhile, is threatening action against Phelps because ... he has
Maybe you see Performing Arts Schools as an area where they make dancing and singing stars of the future. Actually that is only part of the story, but they also provide a wealth of great perceptible benefits which stimulate the body and mind. It increasingly becomes accepted that there is several social and educational paybacks to take part in dancing, singing and musical which can benefit the children of either sex and of any age. Researchers found that activities like acting and music had a positive effect on children’s emotional behavior and development. Those who were not able to participate in these kinds of activities had less self-esteem and are discovered to be somewhat socially-immature. Truly, continuous study proves that performing arts events have a primary function in cognitive, social, motor, emotional and language development. Dancing is recognized as an all-around exercise for enhancing muscle strength, coordination, reducing obesity and balance. But at prese
Bei Multiply
Being Caught
Mid day Pleasures of the Flesh... WHat a Bitch Grouchy, elitist, jumping down everyone's throat Ah lunch time fast approaches An hour away form the Dragon Lady Take a Late Lunch Work for you to do Smiles from departiong co-workers As I march to her office, pissed beyond words As the last person departed for lunch she locked her office door Curtains drawn, lights low Ths began her transformation Handing me a taste of sweet blueberry brandy Dream or reality, Is this the dragon Lady? I said you have work to do, Drink it! Doing as she commanded, intrigued Stripping with the grace of a eagle and the prowess of a Lioness My body on fire, and under her spell Yet told not to touch or undress Mama commands and demands Be a Good Boy and Mama will reward you Her long flowing hair, grogeous breasts, glistened sex Divine Perfection, Envy of the Universe My own prowess and control betrayed me My mind, body, soul, in tune with and under her control STan
Being Equal
all right people, how many times have u heard that men are better than women? I have heard it way too many times. Women can do just as good, or even better job, than men at anything. I think that men are just too afraid that we will take over there jobs, so they come up with this line of crap to scare us away from jobs that we can do. We need to stand up to men and let them know that we can do just as good of a job as they can. We aren't a dog , or there pet, we are human being, and deserve to be treated equal, no matter what it is.
Being In Heaven Living In Hell
Why no matter how good life can be can you be so sad?How everything every little thing makes you depressed or sad? Thats me to a T I can't help it like right now I am so sad I just can't take it no more. And yes I do have reason to be like this not having my own home not having my kids here. But also other things have made me sad today just certain things that were said that just rubbed me the wrong way. Things I know better than to let bug me but for some reason I can't stop them from bugging me. Why do I feel that he doesn't want to be seen in public with me. Am I really that ugly, or am I just being paraniod? He talked about how he couldnt wait for everyone to meet me and I have only met 2 of his friend since I have been here. He talked about the girls at the store meeting me and shit but yet none of them girls have met me or even seen me with him now that I think about it. Whenever he goes there I stay at home if I am with him we go to another store like Evans we dont go to Enmart
Being New To Lc!!!
HI everyone I am a Newbie just learning how to use LC. I have met a lot of nice people on here and things are getting easier to use. So I thought I would do something new and that would be to start a blog! Not sure what all to write about so I will keep this one short for now and I am sure as the months progress I will be writting more!!!!
Bein Single
Being Bored
Being A Military Girlfriend!!
As the days go by they only get closer to the time he walks out that door and never looks back. I fear that day might be the last day I see him ever again. With only small good byes and the tear stained marks. I cry now when I know he's safe in he's own bed. But it's the reality that he is leaving. After watching the videos and listening to the soldiers stories. You fear everything that man kind has made! This is my first time with a man in the military and it's the hardest thing I'll ever go through. Letting someone you've fallen in love with and care for walk right out the door. Knowing what he is walking into a war zone with a chance of never coming back. The questions run through my mind everyday. Am I sure that we're ready for this? Is he going to come back when he leaves? And this questions will always and forever remain unanswered. No one can look past the good things. It's always and will always be the hardest things that we have to think of. But I will always support my man an
Being Me!
Hellooooooooo cherry peeps! I thoughtt Id write a blog since im feeling blogish tonite! lol! And I drank so many beers that if I mispelled..excusie me wah! Any how..I am in a spinning happy mood tonite. Not like I dont get that way with out a couple of beers..but..Ya...I am whooo hooo happy tonite! How many of you know jus what you want for christmas? Like, if you even care to..but I thought I'd ask you know! Lean yo ears closer..closer,,yep..right next to my lips! I wanna whisper.. *Pist..listen.* I have this delima..about what to get my guy friend. So besides electronic, a car, cash, guys..what would a guy want for christmas? Dont tell me a tie! Hhahahaha! I know it aint soooo!!! Whoooo !!!! Get me another lager!
Being An Indian
Being an Indian is not in the bloodline, but in the way of life." Being Indian is mainly in your heart. It's a way of walking with the earth instead of upon it. Mother Earth is not a resource, she is an heirloom."
Being Stoned
sitting here stoend out of my mind takeing a trip back in time whell the music playes and the singetr singes i sit abck an dream of happy tiems dude it so good to be stoned the best felling in the world i leve u knwo with one of my most favert lyrics in the world Lord must have his medicine, plenty yellow purple syrup Purest herb, very perved, feel superb, to the curb Snotting up them railroad tracks, mack having a heart-attack Take a Xanex, put it back, bitches bout to get attacked Sometimes I may get down with the crystal methamphetamine Niggas stay up early, I will strain my eyes on your high beams no such thing as of it i stay high as fuck the end
Being Real
Being A Submissive
i've been sitting here reading through O/our comments and messages and am noticing a pattern. It seems to me, at least, that when some; not all, guys see how i've chosen to live....they automatically think that i'm up for grabs! i am NOT a toy, nor am i for just anyone to think that they can "order" me to do whatever their little minds want to think of! i chose to be a submissive a long time ago. This has been one of the most rewarding things i've ever done. But, it has had it's drawbacks. i've lost friends over this lifestyle. i've even inadvertantly cost my Master a friend. i love being who and what i am, and am extremely proud of being my Master's possession. i've never felt so cared for, safe, protected, and loved. He cherishes me the way someone chereishes something priceless. To Him, i AM priceless. So the next time one of these ignorant men think that just because i wear a collar around my neck....Remember, there is a Man behind that collar. It signifies His ownersh
Being Sick Is The Worst
I hate being sick, I hate the flu, and I hate working while I am sick with the flu...Last year for thanksgiving I was sick and it looks like there will be a reapeat this year since I woke up sick woo-hoo! I have to work too because if I call in there is nobody to cover my shift. I need a new friggin job and some heavy medication.
Being Proud
Media and their Lies The white American is no longer able to think for themselves. With the Jewish media spreading lies about our race, there is no way we are able to learn the truth from readily available texts and television programs. And what’s worse it that a majority of the whites in this country don’t care to be educated on the atrocities which are committed against them everyday, just so long as their refrigerators are full and their televisions have numerous channels they dare not speak out. It is apparent that the whites in America have no real desire to change what is wrong, in fact there are more and more whites out there joining the ranks of the mestezos and Jewish brainwashers. The Jewish media has a strangle hold on our people and every time one speaks out laws are instated and slander is placed upon those who dare question the Jewish law machines. The majority of the white American population has given up all hope in returning themselves to the once glorious and
Being In A Contest
These are the most current contest going on here that I found in my bulletins. They all win by commets well duh? If I go and bomb each of these contest and post all the commets I can make about 220 commets on each before my commets run out. Yet each day the same bulletins float by in my bulletins COMMET BOMB ME Well what about the other friends that I have and want to say hello to? This would take all day to just commet on the same pic time after time some of you do it. I know but really can't we find a better way to be in a contest without all the begging for votes just keep the bulletin going with all the people in it maybe it will get to more people. And all this whining like a baby I helped you and got my friends to help you and now you want help me. WELL WILL YOU PLEASE TELL ME HOW THE HELL I AM SUPPOSED TO HELP EVERYBODY OUT ALL THE TIME AND STILL FIND TIME FOR MYSELF. sexy older man contest The Best Childs Christmas Tag Contest ANGEL CONTEST......
Being A Leo
LEO (July 23 - Aug. 22)-- If you fuck up just once with a Leo...That's IT. Don't be expecting them to take you back. They are not willing victims, after all, they CHOSE screwed up? They can UN-Choose you just the same. They live for Menage a Trois...or Qua...or Cinco....anything in a group is okay as long as they are in the middle. Leos also like bubble baths. Once you start with a not think you can just turn their emotions on or off like a switch...they demand satisfaction. NOW. All the stress in the world ends up in the Leo neck...They need neckrubs...they feel like they have the entire weight of the world on their head. If its kinky, a Leo has probably done it..You know Madonna's a LEO, right? She masters the Madonna/Whore/Goddess thing pretty well, huh? I wonder why? Could it be cause shes a fuckin' LEO? yep. Valmont was probably a Leo. They probably have the movie at home. Get out your furry gloves and faux mink whips for this kitten. they love soft floggers
Being Friendly
ok the problem with being able to send out the same comments to more than one person at a time is something with cherrytap seems someone has complained about getting comment bombed or spammed so they have put a filter in that wont allow us to send a comment more than once or twice then you have to change comments the suggestions they give dont work to fix this problem and so till something changes im only going to be sending out comments to people who have let me know they at least know im sending them and some have even let me know they appreciate them there are a lot of us on here that send to if not everyone on our friends list then we send to almost everyone letting our friends know we care. i think it stinks that everyone will be punished for the actions of a few im sorry to anyone i cant get to because of the time it takes to go and find several comments to send nd the added time it takes to stop every couple of people and change comments what was taking several hours spent with
Being A Pisces
Hello! This is where I talk about me. I am from a big family, yours, mine and ours kind of deal. I am lighthearted, sweet, loving, outgoing, some say smart, I can be funny sometimes, I appreciate a good laugh and try not to take life too seriously. I try really hard to always do the right thing by people and rarely burn a bridge(if you know what I mean). I aspire to be the woman G-d made me to be, or as close to that as I can possibly get. I have made a lot of mistakes in my life but no baggage from them. I have been at the same job for over 10 years so I am a steady person. I like to play and have a good time too! I love the beach, dont care where it is just love the sand between my toes and watching the ocean roll in and out the way G-d designed it to do. I love the trees, the stars and the moon at night. I love the rain. Nature!!!! I dont know what my friends admire in me really. They say I am crazy. I tend to speak my mind when I probably should not. They say I am smart and they ad
Being There For You
My love for you it will be forever I promised you to work out the problems together If you ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold you when your down And from your beautiful face I'll take the frown I only wish to make you see I'll give you respect and honesty My goal in life is to make you smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If you ever need anything all you need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love you so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with you is where I should be When I'm with you there's nothing to say Except I promise to love you each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for you ...
Being On The Road For So Long
I have been traveling for over three years, and spend 10 months a year away from home. I have had some funny and some aweful experiences. Since I work for the U.S. Government, I get to stay in mostly ok, but not great places. Some of them are just horrible. Some times, you have extended stay places, so you can cook, some times, they are not. Since I am usually at the same place for 2-4 months, eating out gets old. So does eating salads, and cold sandwiches. When I was in Kotzebue, Alaska. Go look that one up on the web... It's -40 outside, and I'm cooking a stew in my crockpot, on a shelf, in a room that looks like a bad hotel in El Salvador (its the only hotel in a village of 3,000). I need to get fresh air in my room.. so I open the window. I fall asleep.. I wake up hour later and its 20 degrees in my room.. I have to bang the window to get it closed.. at least it was fresh smelling in my room lol. I have more stories of these travels.. I will bore you all later..
Being Sexy Isn't Ez
Well It really isn't.
Being A Mother
BEING A MOTHER After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you, "I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, t
Being A Girl...
It must be fucking nice! Guys trippin all over themselves jus to talk to you. You can pick and choose who you want to talk to and talk shit to the rest for fun! Being a guy, girls all look at you as some freaky pervert or something. Like you are trying to fuck them with your eyes all the time or something. I mean obviously, there ARE people out there like that, but it has nothing to do with their gender... Its a mind set! I am sooo not like that! I am jus a real person... Whever kids, I am jus venting! But I have led a few friends to CT. 1 guy and 3 girls. the guy, actually "works @ it" and has made little progress, the 3 girls, could give a shit! THEY are all higher level cherry than I am! I referred their asses! WTF?! I am done ranting, thanks for readin if you got this far :P
Being Real
Yes, there are many beautiful women on this site, but I can't imagine they can be reduced to just a pic or two. I actually do read every women whole profile to learn something unique about them. I have always thought women are totally awesome on levels we know about and one we will be seeking the answers for a lifetime. Here's a big hug to all the women on here.
Be Inspired
Be Inspired May you be inspired today. May you be encouraged to travel your path with sure feet, confident in your direction. May you be spurred on to explore, to face the challenge, to go to the next level. May you experience many moments when you want to stand up and shout, “Hazzah! How grand this life is and I want more of it!” May you fall asleep exhausted but giddy with anticipation for what is to come, as though you cannot wait until the morning to continue the adventure, to see what glorious miracles are going to occur. And finally, may you realize your power to create such a day and such a life for yourself for you truly do possess it. Have an exciting day!
Being Stalked!!!
WOOHOO Im now DJing lol feel free to come and hear me practice... oh Im glad I got the dead slot lol You're going to have to excuse me, this psycho texan man is stalking me and now it would seem he has his friends doing it also, so I am taking some leave for a while, meanwhile I hope these children all learn to grow up. My God The Children Do Not Give Up! I have asked politely, I have blocked profiles from contacting me, I have deleted my own profiles on ceratin websites, alas, the stalkers do not give up. It has become quite obvious that these people have such meaningless lives that they need to interfere with other people and caus drama where it is not needed. They are people that lack love and crave attention in any way possible, even if it does mean causing others distress. It is sad. Their latest plan is to put comments on a profile on Cherrytap saying that I hacked it and to send me lots of nasty messages, with a link to my profile. What will this gain? Even these p
Being A Volunteer Firefighter
Here is the pictures i took of the article that was wrote about the WaterWitch Fire Company that was post in a locate paper that is drop off to all the local fire company in the following states Maryland, Deleware, Pennsylvania, Virgina and West Virginia. Well notice that on the 3rd page of the article that is pictures of some older fire engines that the waterwitch fire company owned that were between the years of 1956 to 1982 before get the newer equipment that you have seen in my photo section of my profile. Would like to say that being a volutneer firefighter has it up and down to it. I have been doing this for the last 15 years and hope to keep doing for the next 10 years. Because I like helping other people in need because back in April of 1992 i was a person that need help from the local fire company because my house caught on fire around 2:00 a.m. If anyone has had this happen to them please leave a comment and ask any qeustion about help other people like I do. I
Being Me.......
A quick shout out to thank everybody who sent b-day wishes! I luvz ya all!Want you all to know that I AM still alive, and hoping to be able to spend more time here real soon! As soon as I am well enough!!!!!! Love ya all, Shadow Okay, so I have been gone awhile.......Hope I didn't lose too many friends! I have been pretty sick for the past month so I haven't been able to get my CT fix! Hopefully I will be back up to par soon! Much Luv to all my CT friends,,,,,,,, especially my CT hubby Wildmoose!!!! XOXO I must have been a royal fuck up in my previous life to be living this bad of a 2nd life!!!! Some of you know me,,,, I have MS, Lupus, COPD & seizure disorder. They won't let me work, drive, mow the lawn, or do any NORMAL shit! Now,the real fucking kick in the teeth. My baby girl. 2 months ago she was diagnosed with severe diabetes. Last week (after being released from the Looney BIN for 3 suicide tries in a week).. I get woke up to a phone call from the school guidance c
Being So Bored
That old dog has chained you up alright Give you everything you need To live inside a twisted cage Sleep beside an empty rage I had a dream I was your hero Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed This monkey can't stand to see you black and blu Give you something sweet each time you Come inside my jungle book What is it just too good Don't say you'll stay 'Cause then you go away Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed Shucks for me there is no other You're the only shoe that fits I can't imagine I'll grow out of it Damn I wish I was your lover If I was your girl believe me I'd
Being American
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right t
Being Informed On Nashville, Tn.
Ok... so me and the better half are getting ready for the big move to Nashville! For those of you who don't know the better half is johnnyprice1971 not really Jeni_Lynn1980, she is my bestest good friend though!!! (she's the insane half!!!LMAO) Anyway, the goal is to be moved by May 21st, So if anyone can hook us up on ANY info on the Nashville area, be it, living, working, or singing... Please let us know... if you know of anyone in the area looking for temporary roommates, or have any good tips... give one of us a holler!!! Thanks for all the Cherry Love, ya'll!!! Much Love! ~Paige~
Being Streight With People
if you have a very open marrage. is it ok to want another woman to buy sexy clothes for and to have adult fun and friendship with? why can't men and women talk streight forward to each other. like men are always trying to read signs put out by women. men and women just come out and say what they want and not be scared of the replys like if a man or a woman wants get it on with someone then just say it
Being Mommy
~My 2007 Awards~ 1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR My 12 yr old cousin just playin! 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Glo-Nuts 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND? Im averaging about 3 a day 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk! 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much 5) BEST HOLIDAY? presents 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? hostile? 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? one 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? With My son of of course 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? My son's Date 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? CHILLLI's baby back ribs 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? Ghetto Nation 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? T
Being submissive a personal choice fulfillment through submission power exchange strong words a new sub may be paralyzed with fear doubt disbelief at their own needs as she learns more the fears... dissipate the doubt... disappears disbelief.. becomes acceptance By giving the gift a true sub feels whole satisfied happy proud sexy through the power exchange a true sub, like a rose will bloom.. bursting forth to shine bright with an inner light Gaining strength wisdom inner peace Pride a true sub is special a rare prize. one to be cherished never to hide.
Being Confused Sucks
this is so true If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently
Being With Out You!!
Being A Mother..
Being a mom isn't always as easy as some might all consist of being a friend,a teacher,a listener,a doctor,and disaplinary..a tough job indeed.One has to be strong not letting weakness seep in until no one is around.Being scared and not showing it..But all in all it does all pay off. When you see one of your get a job and become a man.. or when you hold your first grand child ,maybe when you hear what you've repeated a thousand times finally flow through your childs mouth.When you hear you child brag on you and they let you know how much they love it's all worth the pain and anguish we see every single day..a mothers love is unconditional and pure withstanding the worst of times..
Being Silly....
Being Negative Can Be Fun Once In A While
This site is making me hate anything related to glitter and glittery things. * Dudes who don't flush their toilets in public restrooms. Nobody's interested in seeing how huge your butt nuggets or dingleberries are. - This also applies to people who spit enormous, disgusting piles of snot in drinking fountains. * Waking up with bed hair from hell and a mouth full of germs that make your breath smell like dead fish and give your gums an "extra skin". * People who don't give way to the elderly on public transportation. Can't you see they're about to die standing there? Give them your seat, for crying out loud! * Using Shakespearian English in IM conversations. I rather keep it short and sweet, just like I would in a normal verbal conversation. :P * Being late. I'm the kind of person who'd rather never, ever, be late for anything. Homework, appointments, you name it. * Walking in dog poo. A few days ago, I slipped on a piece of dog poop as I was running to catch the
Being Downrated...
Re: One of your photos has been marked NSFW. Show header Date: Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:47:32 -0700 From: To: Reply-To: Size: 6 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You have GOT to be kidding!!!!!!!!!! Have YOU looked at Dave of Canada's female friends on his page??? and on their pages, at their pics???? and have you looked at your BLAST BOXES????? Do YOU SEE what the pics in those boxes SAY??? and what the girls are wearing (or NOT wearing in those pics?????)?? I moved it, along with the horse picture, which I THOUGHT was the pic you referred to after checking all my nsfw albums to be sure they were all marked as such (and they were)....I could not find ANY pic that was not marked appropriately. Okay, guys, I am now going to go report to you on pictures that ARE nsfw that YOU allow----mostly because they are paying "VICs", I assume. That pic you say is NSFW was taken from the Gold's Gym----it is cloth
Being Me
Hi my name is Ian . I am an energetic and enthusiastic 28 year old, and I bring that attitude into my workplace. I am very experienced in customer service, and I demonstate confidence and enthusiasm Iam an avid photographer, and enjoy looking at the many different kind of digital cameras that are now available. I enjoy using my laptop, my MP3 player, and I love poking my nose around to find out what is the newest and available with todays products. I am very interested in my community, I groom and care for some of my neighbors pets. I occasionaly do dog walking, and boarding. I enjoy the challenges that have been presented to me during my career in the animal field. I am now looking ahead to new challenges and also satisfying my curiosity with technology, and all the gadgets that are I'm very outgoing..I'll do anything I can to make people smile and laugh. I'm not afraid to make a fool outta myself for pure entertainment. When I wanna do something I usually do it. I lo
Being A Fucking Dick!
Don't forget to copy the certificate code down first before heading to the site, cause you will need it when you get there.
Being Single Sucks...
I wish I could say for the most part I like being single. But lately I have just been in the dumps. I have been used over an over again. I know that all you say that I am hot. An yeah, so what, I have a brain, an I have a heart, I would never use a guy to get what I want!!! Sexually or material wise. Why is it time an time again, I am hurt? Am I that Naive?
Being A Volunteer Firefighter
Prayer is needed for the families of the 9 fallen heroes of the Charleston, South Carolina Fire Dept. They were killed on June 18, 2007. They gave the ultimate sacrifice. They died doing what they loved. These were my brothers. We may have never met or even talked, they were my brothers in the firefighting world. All firefighters are one big family. We are doing what we love to help others. Most make it home while some give the ultimate sacrifice. These are the real heroes. We need to keep these families, the members of the Charleston Fire Dept, and the friends of these fallen firefighters in your prayers. Also keep all the firefighters in prayer for this is a somber day for us all. Thank you in advance. It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You work an eight hour shift a day >>They work 3 times that at once _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wak
I've noticed how often women wish to be young again, crave the succulent beauty of youth and all its innocent glory. But do any of them stop long enough to remenisce about how shitty youth truly is? Zits, grease, boys (not men), no car, no lisence, no freedom, cant drink, cant smoke and pure IGNORANCE. Who cares for a lineless face when you you can be wise, wordly and STILL beautiful. Give me 30 over 17 anyday. Give me a few wrinkles, I want my beer. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im annoyed. People can be the shit. Thanx all for givin good laughs and smiles!!!!
Being Sweet Maybe?
men are like.. 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ......Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like .......Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ..Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run a t the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .... Fun to look at
Being Hated
no matter how hard i try im still always in the wronge.i try i be happy and put on another mask.the last mask fell off and so did my life down with feels as if all my saftypinz have just riped bigger holes in my heart and now my heart it bleeding.i wonder when im going to start througing up the blood.
Being Alone
I feel down when im alone for a few reasons and here they are. I feel alone because i love to be around people, always talking never stoping.. its painful to be alone and i have lived alone for a long time and my heart is finaly open but aches in pain. I feel down when im alone because i have noone that i can help.. Helping others brings joy to my life...I love to help all my friends and see it they are ok... last reason is that im a Scropio.. We like to be around our friends no matter what.. even tho we have a vindictive temper sometimes we are always srry when it comes to our friends. The pain kills me inside to feel like this.. I know people have lives but drop in tell your friends you care and put a smile on there faces.
Being Blocked
Being Bored
Being A Friend
Friends are like angels sent from above They came to give you an undying love. Summer, winter, spring or fall, They're there to help you when you call. I will be there for you, When your days are lonely and blue. You can call on me for a helping hand, I'll be there beside you to take that final stand. I didn't know where to start, But this is a poem straight from the heart. I'm here for you if you're here for me, That's why friends is a thing we'll always be.
Being A Military Mom Here Are Some Things That Really Piss Me Off
This was forwarded to me from a good friend, just makes my b;ood boil when I too walk anywhere and get remarks of my support for the troops... Thanks Kim for bringing this to my attention. My friend Carolin just wrote a blog entitled MY RUN IN WITH A HATE MONGER This is what she wrote: Minding my own business in the local Walmart (wearing one of my t-shirts from Ft Leonard Wood) a woman approached me,,,and said, "You don't really support these killers do you, these so called soldiers are just an Army of killers that Bush has set out to destroy the children of this world, you should be ashamed of your self for supporting such animals of Satan", Well I kept my cool and explained to her that if it wasn't for these so called killers that she would not have a Walmart to shop in or even the right to think no matter how stupid her thoughts are let alone voice them in public,,I urged her to go home and think about what she has said and to realize how lucky she is to live in such
Being Rude To People
You know, I'm REALLY getting tired of individuals, namely the haters, hating on me and being rude like one person did in a MUMM telling me to go kill myself, it is uncalled for and it has no place anywhere on the internet for all, just like the ladies that get the rude disgusting comments like for example,"I want to do this on body part or what not", that is bull and if some of the haters don't knock off the non-sense, whatever the rude comments are and they ruin it for the nicer and more respectable guys on here that can't look at their pics because the ladies decide to make it private and I'll be blunt here, that'll piss me off to no end and I will not like it at all but I have to understand it and get used to it, if it happens because I've seen this crap go on in a chat room on Yahoo or have read people doing this crap in a IM on Yahoo and I definitely don't think it should be tolerated by anyone, anywhere at any time so if by chance the haters start it with me again whether it be i
Being Alone
It's amazing what it's like to be alone after being married for 15 years. I came home from a weekend trip to have my wife ask for a divorce, She has been out cheating on me with guys she met thru these chat rooms for the past two years and I am the only one that didn;t know. I should be furiously mad, but the fact is I do still love her and can't get her out of my mind. I'm in the process of selling everything I own here in the small town we live in and moving to Miami, Fl where my work is. The only plus is the fact that our two young boys want to go with me. They are giving me the strength to go on, but it still doesn't replace the loss I feel, just to have someone to hold in the middle of the night, or to spend my time with while watching the boys play. I realize I am not the first person this has happened to, but knowing every body elses experiences hasn't helped. They say time is the only healer. Unfortunately time moves very slowly. To all those that read this beaware of what is h
Being Grandma
I became a grandmother for the first time last March. It was the best feeling in the world. My son and his girlfriend was living in Texas with my sister. The girlfriend packed up one and came back home to Michigan. She wouldn't let me see my granddaughter for the longest time. She was jumping all over with her sleeping were ever. She petitioned the courts for full custody but my son got custody and took my granddaughter back to Texas, it was a sad day seeing her leave. My sister invited the girlfriend to Texas for Christmas. While there my son and sister got into a big fight something that will never heal. My sister kicked him because he got violent. Now my son, granddaughter and girlfriend are staying at friends house. I cry every day wondering what is happening. Both parents don't put the baby first and they fight like cats and dogs. I've tried everything I can to get them back here or at least the baby but they won't come back. Im gonna be a grandma for the first time.
Being A Daddy
Monday 30 July 2007, I left the office at the PMO on Ft Benning. I was going to see my girls at a distance of 100 miles away. We went to dinner and a movie, we saw the Transformers. It was wonderful just to be able to see them on a weekenight. I did not care that I had to drive 200 miles round trip, spend 45 dollars for gas, and work at 7 this morning. All that matters is the girls were happy and I was really glad to see them. I love my kids very much and nothing is to great and no time could be better passed then with them. I know alot of kids out there do not even see their fathers. Shoot most do not even pay child support half the time. Just remember guys and gals. Any man can be a father but, it takes a special man to be a daddy. I am one of those men.
Being Spied On....
So last night I was walking to the pool. I got a text saying "im watching you" I ignored it and went on. About a minute later I got another text saying the same thing, I replied haha very funny. Then I got another text saying I was being watched walking from my apartment to the pool. So I texted back and told Justin to stop fucking around (cuz I thought it was Justin) I got another text saying this isnt Justin. I looked around and wrote back "whatever" Got another text saying "Dont fuck with me bitch" Yeah I was a little scared but still went on to the pool. I was sitting in the pool when I heard a loud bag right behind me. I got my stuff and ran back to the apartment. Came inside and was about to change when the door slammed open. I grabbed a knife and went running to see what it was. Someone had slammed the door open and tripped over chairs while getting away. Someone was actually in my apartment spying on me!! Now I have to sleep with a knife and bat by my bed. This really freaked m
Being Real
What drives me nuts about people is how they change after the get comfortable with you. I like the freshness of some relationships, because people actually try to work with you and be as understanding as possible. What I hate is someone that stops trying. Some women I have dated actually stayed the same during the relationship, but didn't want me to (improve). It's like as soon as you get your shit together, then they want to put the breaks on. One relationship that really made me upset was, I was dating this girl that was a (closet) freak. She seemed so innocent and asexual. But behind close doors she would tear up the furniture. I had a problem with being skinny so I started to bulk up. I put on some weight and muscle, and then started dressing like I had a sense of fashion. I hit 190 lbs ripped, and I was very pleased with myself. I was even more happy how my performance (that's bedtime talk) had increase. *Note to gents: getting in shape helps the sex drive. Not too long after tha
Being A Soldier
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev
Being A Emt
Lights Are Flashing, Sirens Are Wailing My Adrenaline Starts Pumping, My Heart Starts Thumping I Can Only Pray God Will Give Me The Strength To Go To Such Great Length I Hope I Am Trained For What This Call Could Be, After All I'm Just An EMT And Just When I Think I've Saw It All, I Have Some Of My Biggest Falls Like The Baby That Was Born Only To Die Moments Later. I Witnessed The 14 Year Old Mother Mourn Like The 102 Year Old Man In Cardiac Arrest, Did CPR Like Practicing For A Test He Was Down Too Long, Did It For His Wife Who Thought It Wasn't His Time To Go Why Am I Doing This? Surely Not Because Of The Bad I Witness I Can Make A Difference, A Change In Someone's Life, But Their Has To Be An Exchange You Can't Save Them All When God's Angels Get A Call They Have To Go, Everyone Has A Time You Know As Long As You Do All You Can And Realize Your Not A Miracle Man
Bein Hacked Sucks
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!
Being Single Sucks!
Being single really sucks. I'm so tied of dating. I don't understand why I can't find someone on my level. I keep meeting the wrong guys. Where are all the guys who WANT a relationship? I guess there are none left. I feel like i'm not good enough for anyone. Sometimes I wish when I go to sleep, I never wake up. I know that's messed up but it's the way I feel. I guess i'm just tired of acting happy arround my friends and family when I am actually so hurt inside. I'm so tired of being single. All I want is to find someone to love me for who I am and I want to find someone to love and grow old with. I guess that's too much to ask in this world. If there is a hell, i'm living in it. Thanks for reading my blog/vent. Sue
Being A Redhead :)
*I did not write this* There's something about redheads. I don't know what it is, but for some reason red hair provokes. It makes little boys run up and scream in your face "Eww. Your hair is RED! It invariably causes postal men, panhandlers, truck drivers and 8th Avenue winos alike to yell "Hey Red," as if it's gonna garner them a smile (or a quarter). Wrong. You'll get neither a smile nor a quarter from a redhead with that line. Another infamous line that we redheads of the female persuasion have to hear all the time is "Hey, are you a natural redhead?" as the conjecturer's eyes make a beeline for your crotch. That line ensures that you are never, ever gonna find out, mister. Granted, your life is dreary and your need for color I can understand, but we redheads are tired of being reduced to a fetish, a crotch, a challenge, a mystery to be solved. It's not the hair that turns men on, it's the spirit that redheads exude.
Being Added To My Family
I've added people to my family who are "lifestyle" they will be able to view my private pictures.
Being Racist And Slanderized
Well, it all started on Wednesday September 19, 2007 at 11:00am while my son was in PE Class. These 3 kids decided to target my son and pick on him. Their names were, Travis, Purcibal and Juwonn. They started pushing him, tripping him, and slapping him. They had my son in tears. My son is dedicating this year to his Grandfather who passed away on July 24, 2007. These kids told him I was fat, that I was a bitch and told him to go fuck his dead grandfather. Now what the kids said about me is no big deal, but when you bring family into it, that's just sick. My son was ready to drop them where they stood. He told his PE teacher, and yet nothing was done. When he came to the car after school, he was in tears when he told me what happened. Leanne drove the car and parked near the office and I took my son and went in and asked to speak with one of the Assisant Principals. We explained what went down, and she told my son to find out all the kid's names and let her know when he could so she cou
Being Rob
Has anyone reading this ever uttered the words, "Life sucks"? Trust me, it's worse when you have to got through what I go through in a day! I wake up to tremors every morning. These suck! I can't stop them! Not as bad as my seizures; I just hate it! Waking up to this every morning from the chemo...I could pick a better way to wake up! Now depending on the day of the week, I am either going to school or treatments if it's Friday. As much as I am enjoying being back and school, not to mention I don't think about being sick or going for treatments because my attention is elsewhere, carrying my books all over campus in my condition is a trip! I can walk from English to Psychology class, which is only a 5 minute walk, and be totally exhausted. Treatments take their toll! Getting the treatments are a bitch, but that's nothing compared to the after-effect. The headaches and nausea are damn near non-stop. It's not too often that I am able to keep breakfast down. Sitting in cl
Being Famous...
When people start talking behind your back... Never mind them, because it proves that they are obsessed to make a story about you... Just remember... they are the reason why you should consider yourself FAMOUS! :-)
Being Really Bad
Show me what you've got boy Tell me what you need Let me be your plaything Come do that dirty deed Fuck me now I plead Take me like you mean it Teach me right from wrong Put me at your mercy Make me sing your song Fill me with your juices Baby it's been so long Shake me like your rag doll Watch me come apart Reach into my velvet place Keep my stolen heart Hold me like your treasure That's my favorite part Whisper to my soul now Pluck me from the ground Melt your flesh into me Impale me on its crown Shower me with your pearls The best I've ever found Take me... hard, without mercy... threaten me, a growling whisper detailing the liberties you own, making me slave to the senses, animal in desire - making me want more, crave more... wish and beg for more - taken for more, then more. by Silkyheat© I want to climb on top of you all slick and sweaty and hot and hold your throbbing sword deep inside my silky heat I long to feel
Being A 1st Time Father
my wife and I have our 1st son.on July 2 2007 he is so cute me and my wife think god each and everyday for giveing us such a sweet loving son name is Steven Joseph II..he has colic its geting better now.. he is 3 Months wife started back to work and Im a stay at home Father.I though it will be ok but now I know how stay at home mothers mom said to me to lay him down and he will cry him self to sleep.when my son crys I just won't to pick him back up and rock him and hold him..I was going nuts I was holding him all day from 6am to 4 pm.I don't do that no more I give my self some time to clen house and all be for the boss lady gets home lol my life is going grat now that I lay him down for bed in the day time lol can U say duhh lol...
Being Sick
so on saturday I came down with this really really horrible was weird cuz i never ever start out a cold with a cough. Sunday it got worst. I woke up at 2am sunday night (monday technically) and i had 101 fever. my cough was worse and i started to get nasally. then i tried to fall back to sleep after calling in to work and woke up shortly after with pain in both of my ears. so i went to the doctor today and I have bronchitas, middle ear infection and a sinus infection. I had get get 8 prescriptions which cost me $102.00. now hows that for a shitty day...ugh...
Being Apart
Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again.
Being Happy
I thought i had forgot what being happy was like. until now. I think i have found it again..We shall see!
Being The Minority
well, i got to experience that twice twice yesterday at a friend's wedding and at the reception! it was a Mexican wedding so of course there were more Mexicans there than Americans so that was the first sign of awkwardness! second, they were all Catholic and i'm Baptist so that felt weird! let's just say that i couldn't tell what was a Mexican tradition or a Catholic tradition. i was told it would be bi-lingual but i didn't understand the english words well since the priest had a Russian accent! at the reception, i felt like all eyes were on me but not only cuz i was the only white girl there for a long time but because i was the only one not dancing to their Mexican music. i told them that i didn't wanna make a fool in front of myself and they eventually left me along but i still felt left out. not many of them spoke english so that was tough too. i did manage to learn that the drinking age in Mexico is 9 :D all the signs posted were in Spanish but it was the basics that i learn
Being Thirsty
I'm a little thirsty. I sure wish some one would buy me a shot of something....
Being A Little Selfish
I'm being a little selfish here but bear with me. I had a mamogram last week and got a call from my obgyn this morning telling me I have to go and have a spot compression test because my mamogram showed a mass on my right breast. I get this news the day after my 45th birthday HAPPY F....Birthday to me huh. Well I go in for the test on Nov. 5th ...the 4 year anniverary of my Dad's passing of all days. So I am asking you all to keep me in your thoughts and prayers that everything turns out fine. Also keep my mom in ya'll prayers too she is going through some rough times right now the Dr's are trying to determine if it's depression or possibly something nuerological. Please don't let the news of my test get back to my mom she has enough to deal with without having to worry about me right now. If there is something majorly wrong w/ me after all the test I will let her know myself. Love you guys May God Bless each and everyone of you Mama Kay
Being A Submissive
Being A Mom
Being a mom...means giving up partying. Being a mom means giving up your body during the pregnancy. Boobs get bigger..belly gets bigger...and even ur ass. Before I got pregnant I was 5'9 and weighed 140 pounds. Of course, I had toximia. Which is high blood pressure, extreme swelling and weight gain, seizures. I went from 140 pounds to 230. After I had Ian....I went down to 200. Since then I have managed to go down to 180-190. Im not the skinny girl that I used to be, no matter what I do.
Being Alone Is Okay, After ...a ...while......right?
Being Sick All The Time....
Being Faithfull...... As I look around me I feel like I am doing wrong with my life. But I know there is nothing wrong with what I am doing. I am shareing my love with two men cause my heart say so. That is why I feel wrong with what I am doing with the one man. I have the man of my dreams that I can't have to myself. But I shall still want him to myself and wait for him and maybe one day I will have him to myself. My son is new to goin to school & leavin the house. SO he is gettin everything that is goin around.. So Dad, son, & me all r gettin it. It's not fun. Thanks to me on Dec. 5th he is doto get a flu shot... I have to go get one also.... R any of u all like this? Thanks for listenin to me. Have a wonderfull day..... Thanks, Michelle
Be Inspired
I have hoped, I have planned, I have striven, To the will I have added the deed; The best that was in me I've given, I have prayed, but the gods would not heed. I have dared and reached only disaster, I have battled and broken my lance; I am bruised by a pitiless master That the weak and the timid call Chance. I feel old, I am bent, I am cheated Of all that Youth urged me to win; But name me not with the defeated, To-morrow again, I begin. Believe in rewards that await you, believe in the harvest in store. Believe that the spring will awaken, believe you'll be sowing once more. Believe that there's a tomorrow, where no one cares if you can't dance. Believe in the future's promise, each new day brings a new chance. Believe you can make you goals happen, they're just dreams with a deadline attached. Believe that you have the power, believe that you're more than a match. Believe in a shared existence, you're not alone this is true. Believe tha
Being Lonley
i am tired of being lonley. i wish i had a girlfriend to share all of my happy times with and to share all my sad times with. i want to find a woman who likes the samethings as i do. or one who would be willing to compromise and work togeather to accomplish great things with. i want a woman who will not cheat on me, one who will treat me right. a woman who loves attention. a woman who will give me attention and affection. one who shows compassion when i need it.
Being A 1st Time Father
When my Wife Desire' started back to work I started looking after Joey. The 1st week I was going nuts. I was holding him from the time he got up til the time Desire' got off work, that was 6am -4:30 pm all day..and when I tried laying him down to sleep he woke up crying. I called my mom the next week and told her that I was going nuts.. she said to just lay him down and he will cry himself to sleep. She said thats what she did to me when I was a baby, she said just look after him from time to time to see if he is I started doing that and well I love being a stay at home Father. I can get the house work done and all before the wife gets home and its working out good..I love being a Father and now me and little Joey have our little thing going. When he gets up I feed him and then I play with him for a bit until he gets all pissy and I lay him down to sleep..this goes on til 4:30 and then the wife takes him away from me =( oh well that will give me a break til she needs me to
Being Thankful
There is one sure fire medicine which cures all pain and opens the way for your greater good. It allows you to sleep well at night, wake up refreshed and filled with enthusiasm for your daily tasks. This medicine is abundantly available, has no side effects and can be taken in large or small doses regularly. You need no one to prescribe it. The more you take, the sweeter it is. The medicine is the practice of thankfulness. Although there are endless cures for anxiety, one thing is impossible - to be upset and grateful at the same time.When we take thankfulness on as a practice, we see that gratitude is more than a fleeting feeling, it is a daily practice, a basic way of life. In fact, no matter what we are feeling, we can always perform deeds of thanks; actions that express our gratitude and awareness of the good we constantly receive. Actually, when we perform these actions, our feelings often turn themselves around. And as we constantly express our gratitude we become more and mor
Being A Single Mother
Being a single mother of two boys is NOT an easy job. I struggle each day with making sure I do my best and that my children are happy. I try to make sure they have what they need. THey are at an age now where they need their father and he isn't around the way he should be and therefore the kids are acting out. Is it wrong for me to hit them? I don't think so, especially when I've told them to stop doing something over 5 times. Do you think I like leaving bruises on them? Why do people think I have this easy life? Why do men always ask me "Why are you single?" I want to look at them and say "WOuld you wanna be with a woman with two children?" Come on now...I know that no man on this planet would want that. Why is it that I have to please others and get hurt by it? Everything I do is for someone else...and yet I get nothing in return but sleepless nights full of crying and wondering why. Is it fair? I don't think so, but I deal with it. I'm ok with it. This is my life...and if you can't
Being Blocked For Rating no one rate this person she will block u even if you rate her stuff
Being Lost And So Confused
   I think this blog willl be the hardest one I have ever written. I know at times people often sit and wonder exactly how they will say each thing, and here I am finding myself at a huge loss. I am at such a loss and so confused about my pure existance right now. I know that some of you who read this just will not understand how I am feeling, but on the other hand I bet there will be some that will be like, "Oh yeah I know exactly how she feels!" I guess I should begin since I do have so much on my mind right now.      You see awhile back ago I kind of gave up on love, I ended up in the hospital over it and everything. My so called fiancee had deeply killed who I was and who I wanted to become. She was everything to me, my life and yeah I see now that I just held on too tight. When she just up and abandoned me I thought what the hell there is no such thing as in love. I wanted to give up. But then I met someone, someone that I see as a perfect angel. Only problem is we live so far a
Being Interrested In Your Super-tuesday Who Will Win ?
Being Reborn
Being Reborn Is there a such thing as being reborn? Well, I think not. You will always be who you were from the start. If you ever done wrong one day in your past. There are those humans who will make it last.   This is a human world no matter what you may say. Cesar stands around just waiting on your pay. From the ache in your back to the pain in your feet. You fight through a day you never defeat.   Payday comes around and you finally get home. Only to find bill collectors calling you on the phone. You bow your head and fall to your knees. While Cesar lays claim to your hard earned deeds.   You pray to the Lord asking what must I do? To survive in this life that we all must go through?
Being Practical
Being A Baby's Daddy And The Holidays.
Being a baby's daddy and the holidays Yes this is posted just after the main season for this, but it doesnt make this advice any less valuable. I hope you like it. I set this up as a mumm orginaly because I didn't notice the blog option. My fault, as a result I pissed off a lot of people online. If they ever stop to read this, I am sorry about that. I've had this account for a little while, but I am still a newbie. So here it is Hey this is to all of the fathers of children with whom they have to share custody with. It's never easy, and during the holidays, it can be so much worse. Some of us have the mother of our kids, unwilling to bend or budge so you both can have the kids equally see both sides of the family. Sounds familiar huh? I used to get SO upset when my children's moms would tell me they were having them for Christmas, Easter, ect., and I could see them whenever they were through. So much for the holiday spirit eh? Not so. I had to remember WHO the important person w
Being Submissive To A Womant
i have talked to many Women here on Fubar and more often than not i am asked why i am into being submissive to a Woman. Truthfully, i don't know the reasons behind my preferences. Many of the things i enjoy are an acquired taste that came with time. Many people think it's all about Whips and Chains when in its purest form has nothing to do with that. In it's purest sense it's a lifestyle role play with a TPE or total power exhange exists between the man an the Woman. It's not a role reversal in the sense that the man now becomes Betty Crocker and is feminized(although that can be part of it). Rather, it's a twisted version of male chivalry where the man waits on the Woman hand and foot 24/7. He has o put her first in everything in his life. For example, if he wants to go out for a beer with his friends it may be required of him to ask for permission before doing so. Best Graphics - Top Comments It's about thinking about the Woman's needs first and making sure that they
Being New... im new to this whole FuBar thing, and so ive been surfing around getting a feel for the place. for hte most part its a pretty interesting place...nice people and all that...however after hitting several pages i just had to make the following comments... It seems like 95% of the girls pages ive been to have the following written on them: No i do not want to show you my cam No i dont want to watch you on cam and so on and so on... now i am by no means a judgemental person, however ive noticed there are alot of...well...less that attractive women that post this message; or some variation there of...and i just have to say, on behalf of men, that we arent all that intereted in your cam. so no we dont want to see your cam no we dont want to show you ours... i mean honestly...even the ultra beantuiful women really have no reason to post something like that... just a thought...why be prematurely rude, by posting something like that...
Being Auctioned
to day i took the pictures down off the wall an put them in a box with your letters i have exepted that the love i tryed to give was not enought i had hoped it would be but i was wrong so now i will work at removing you from my thoughts an then my hart you had said in the beging that you would make me ve yoou i said dont break my hart you said you wouldnt i said dont be like the rest you said you wouldnt but here i am with a ox of you now what do i do the starts now and will end feb 24 you my bid fubucks,vip,blast,tickers 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned just click on my pic to link you and place your bid.... Bids include fu-bucks, V.
Being A Parent
Being And Dying Alone Forever...
i've always thought that everyone has someone out there in there life, that one special someone who you can say i love you and just be with... however now i realize that it is just a figment of my imagination that most people can be loved or have a loved one and then there are those who cant at all i guess i'm one of the hated ones huh ? In my whole life i've only had two girlfriends and i got dumped by both the reason being is that i'm too clingy and needy which is really a bitch cause i dont want to be alone always staying up thinking about that dream girl who lays next to me and me saying i love you very much i mean i am a really nice guy and everything but its because of that one error i cant get a girlfriend and also i'm afraid of being alone my whole life with no one to spend my life with no wife no kids nothing i'm just going to be alone and i'm going to die alone...
Being A Single Parent!!
ok can i just say that having an ex to deal with is hard enough let alone when you have a kid in the mix. why is it that things just don't go smoothly. i don't ask for much i really don't. i am not a bitch unless of course i am mad but who isn't. i just want help with my son from his father. it always seems that i keep giving all of these chances and being nice and whatever and it ends up biting me in the ass everytime. i try really hard to get along but for whatever reason its not working. if i am going to do it alone i really wish he would just completely stop being around. i don't want him to be if its not consistent. so i tell him today that if he can't sacrific his time of what he wants to do to help out with a child that he helped create then to forget he even has one at all. i know that sounds mean but its like he always has an excuse of why he can't have his son. whether it be one thing or another still excuses. i sacrific alot of things for my son but thats what you are suppos
Being Loved By Friends
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Being An Army Wife
Being an army wife is the hardest job Ihave ever had, but I love and support my hubby more then anything ,and will continue to support him in whatever decison he decides to make for our lives, I could not be more proud of him for the sacrficies he has made and continues to make. Having him gone the past twelve months has been a learning experience and I have learned not to take the little moments for granted, and that alot of things are not worth fighting over. I hope that when he comes home that I will be the best wife and friend he has ever had because i love him more then anything and only want to make him as happy a she has made me. Please continue to pray for his safe return and the safe return of all of out service men and women. a proud army wife
Being Single
I have decided to swear off dating for at least 6 months. I am sick of relationships and tired of dating. Maybe i am spoiled or my standards are highter then they used to be. I know that my priorities have changed since I have had my son. Before physical attraction was what would compel me to seek something in the arms of that person without thoughts about would he be a good life partner, husband, provider, etc. As long as we had that chemistry I worried about all those other aspects later when things started to die down and then I would look in wonder or in horror at who I had chosen to spend countless hours and intimacies with. I guess that goes with the luxuries of being young. You have time to spend carelessly. You don't have to be so choosy or particular about things. You chalk it up to a mistake, a learning experience or a oh well it wasnt menat to be and you move on and on and on. But somewhere in all of this, you start to want more. More than the fun, the three month affairs
Being Played
Being Auctioned
Being Led By An Angel.
Today, I was reaquainted with my sister. Now, I haven't seen her in 15 years, and before that I can recall seeing her maybe 5 times. I don't know her, but I want to. She came here to my house, and I know that had to be a pretty scary thing to do. Not knowing what or who to expect to be here on the other side of my door. That told me that maybe she really has changed, why else would she take the risk? Our Mom passed away in April and she is just now finding this out, through no fault of my own. I tried for weeks to find her, and I left messages with everyone I could think of to let her know. I braced myself for her arrival at the funeral, but she didn't come. Now I guess I know why. The reunion all started when she got an urge to find me, and acted on it. Now, it would be easy to say that it's coincidence, but is it really? My faith prevents me from believing such things. I know my Mom was completely instrumental in this. How do I know? Simple. I had a whole lifetime of pent up anger to
Being Diffrent
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn
Being My Self
i have been learning alot these last few weeks or here i am laying it all out for my friends and others who happen try stay along , i hope my words find a peace that resonates in them... i am not a crusader, i am not trying to make a point, i struggle each day, with everday life... i find comfort in music and poetry and music... here are some of my personal experiences... i am prior service,,, that means yes i know what guns are, i can break down, clean, put back together , , reload, and fire w not heart burn...i have faced the fact that uncle sam has little or no value to my life, therefore i have to hold it in high value or esteem, it come down to how much do i value my life abouve them.. I worked with many a vet, and my heart pours out more for them as each one crosses my path, to see a hugh kind heated man or woman who was used for uncle sams own needs... yes i portary a dark hearted person in my pics, simply because i do not fear my own darkness, and j
Being New On This Site....
Thanks so much for making me feel so welcome!
Being Sick .. =(
Okay so every year when spring rolls around the corner I get sick.. EUGH!! last year it took me until like May mid June to get better.. So now it's starting again.. Blah.. Maybe it's allergies but I had that test done unless I have new allergies that I have no clue about.. needles to say I HATE THE DOCTOR & I HATE BEING SICK.. But thank you to all who have left me get better wishes appreciate it.. & thanks for the cards also =) So I just gotta fight this thing before I leave for europe.. I can't wait.. what will happen in Europe will stay in Europe =)
Being Silly
This is the last season for the Yankee's to play in "Yankee Stadium" I have done random searches for tickets online, as far as looking at September tickets. I honestly feel at this point I need to sell my soul to see just one game. I did find a set of tickets, but they are $240. I have been a Yankee fan my whole life. I live for the Yankee's. That's it. I'm selling my soul.
Being Pimped Out
I bid and won my First Fu Ownee as Wonder Woman would say.....and she made me the first amazing Pimp Out Bully so I copied it and pasted it here....You really should go and say Hi to her for she really is an amazing and sweet Woman....TY Cat .................................... The auction has ended and I am proud to say that for one month, I am Fu-owned by the ever so sexy.... 'Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~'. She is a super sweetheart and a great friend to have. If you don't have her as a friend yet, please go by and show her some love and tell her that I sent you. And if you have already had the pleasure of becoming friends with Ms. Wildcat, stop by her page and drop her a comment and again, tell her I sent you. Wildly Purrrfect ~WildCat~@ fubar (repost of original by 'Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~' on '2008-04-08 01:19:51') ................................................ So please click
Being Safe Online,plus Tips For Women..
Just a fast note to you ladies. Most all of you have info in your profile that could help a stalker find you..Not trying to scare you only help you with some advice..Please use common sense when you fill your bio out..Putting down where you work,even what high school or College you went to can lead a person to you..Remember people can read these blogs and bulletins..While its your right to put what you want on your mypace,fubar,facebook..etc... please be careful and use common sense. There are a lot of freaks out there besides just Joking of course about me that is..Please feel free to ask me any questions you have..I do Security consulting for a living. Thank you to everyone who added me to your list and I hope to make a lot of great friends and network friends also. Be safe and always keep a great mind set and don't ever be a victim. Being aware is the best defense against crime.Also excuse my grammer after all I'm from Texas and was on the 8 year plan to get out of College
Being Dorky
Being True To Yourself!
Well life doesnt always go the way we want sometimes and the people we meet might not always be the ones we wanted to meet but they have been in your life to teach you really what you want for yourself and to help relize who you really are. We have many people that put a dent in our hearts and always keep us on our toes. I belive that if you truely want something or someone you have to let the world know because time goes by to fast to not ever know what could have happend. The people that you really need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs. If you are brave enough to have feelings for someone then be brave enough to let them know. Why play with your emotions and live like you were never heard? Whats the worst that could happen? Dont be affraid to tell someone the way you feel cause everyday you will live with regret. Nobody is better then you and in every person theres a heart! Say the things you feel when you feel them cause its the best feeling in the world to be on s
Being Honest 2
I don't know if i spelled laringitus right, but I have it. it sucks. everything that goes wrong with me happens in my throat. Strep, laringitus, mucus, pain, swelling...all kinds of stupid shit goes wrong with my throat and I am so scared that I'm going to get throat cancer. It's Fucked Up Beyond all Recognition that I've let myself go this long breathing toxic smoke down thru the tube that's called my throat. I had to watch my mom lose her voice and have to use that hole in her throat. yuck. i don't want any of that crap to happen to me. So how come I've let myself smoke for 11 years? I guess it's because of all those thoughts that "i'm so young" (I'm 27, but started at 15) everyone that talked to me about smoking said "wow i didn't know you did." or "but you're so young" even now people say stuff like that. I don't want to be "so young, so young" for so long that I get CANCER in the throat or anywhere for that matter. I'm going to be "so young, so young" until
Being Close
If I reach for your hand, will you hold it? If I hold out my arms, will you hug me? If I go for your lips, will you kiss me? If I capture your heart will you love me?
Being Auctioned Off ,wanna Win Me Go For It
Bein A Good Wife
There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when
Being Alone
Being Away
well i have been gone for a long time. and i just wanted to come in and let the ones who do care know i am still alive. lol i have lost my net for a bit its kinda hard raising 5 kids and its not cheap with the cost of everything going up . but me and my family are doing great and i miss you all so much but i do recieve yahoo messages on my phone so ym me some time. but anyways i love and miss you all ttys i hope . xoxoxoxoxo lips (tabby) well i just want to let my close friends know i wont be on much anymore i need to get a break from this place and try and get my real life together it seems to have all fallin apart... but slowly comin back together ... ya win some you loose some... and all dark hidden things will come to the light in time ya know but anyways those of you who i hold dear to my heart have my number and ya always know i love you all but there isnt anything really keeping me here anymore... it gets old looking at a screen and not talking or doing anything because you ha
Being Real With Everyone
i hate fake people. I am not perfect and i don't fake like i am. I like to be blunt and to the point. thats why i hate fake chicks and dudes that are all nice sweet until you don't give them what they want of disagree with them. So if your fake stop talking and remove you face from my fan and friends list. If you find that you are gone or blocked do not try to im me on yahoo or aim or give me a shout out. i removed you because you are fake and i love realness here is to keeping it real feel free to stat your mind and leave a comment i will read them nice or not just stay true to yourself and others this time i am really out bye peeps
Being Amazing Is Great.....
Being Able To Believe
Being A Woman
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my he
Being Grateful
for 25 years the grateful dead got together and played. i've been following the dead since i was 12. the year jerry died part me died too. after 350 + shows the music never stops. the fun i had touring around the us just to see the boys play was most interesting. most of the times i never had a ticket, but always managed to get in 1 way or another. jerry rest in peace and we all miss you
Being In Love
Is being in love for the first time so hard ? I think so because i am at that point where all my emotions are running all over the place .. At first i was ok i had my feelings and emotions in check but the deeper i fell in love the more i wanted to be with him .. Some people are fortunate to have had the chance of falling in love and some not so lucky .. But if you ever find the kind of love that makes you smile all the time from a thought , a laugh when you remember something funny about what he or she said or when you just fall asleep on the phone with each other .. then you would know that they are the one to have a life with .
Being Sick
well i have no voice and my nose hurts it hard not to be pissed off but at least i can still type who know how long ima feel this way i hope to be back on my feet in a few day watch the movie
Being Single Again
once i got over the shock of being the only adult in the house i think i got better and now that i have met soem tone that makes me smile its even better. some times i wonder why the men i want dont want me but i cant atract woman beaters controll freaks for just psycopaths for real is there something wrong wit me i dont see maybe some one else can tell me I am here and I am a changed woman no longer will I let people use and abuse me. I will become the person i remember from when I was younger and everyone will see it. I will no long let anyone hold me down or suck me dry then leave me crying. So if YOU ARE that type of perosn that is gonna talk to me TO GET WAT YOU WANT AND THEN LEAVE ME ALONE THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME. Use your mouse to click away from my profile. find you another SUCKER.
Being Alone.....
why is it when men decide to change careers they dont think about what it will do to the woman in their life? Or even to their kids. my husband decided to leave the farm life to be a truck driver last month. so we moved from our home to another state and are going thru hell trying to get caught back up on everyhting. im having hell finding work, and just found out he may not be home for a VERY long time. and he is loving his new job, but isnt thinking about how it is making me feel. i hate being alone with 2 pain in the butt girls with no help from him. and when i ask him to send money home for this or that he has an all out fit. and tells me that it wont leave him much money. but i tell him the bills come first what he wants to spend money on can wait. the only thing he needs to spend money on is his showers and meals. so how do i cope with all of that and the lonliness without going compltely insane?
*being Twenty-something*
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job...and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing
Be In A Swagger Music Video
Visit Swagger's website at Ok, the time has come. We're going to shoot 2 vids this weekend. If you want to be in one or both its up to you. 1st...Piper Down...Friday Sept 19th, its half way to St. Patty's day party @ Piper Down. The show doesn't start till 9:30(officially). So show up early, about 7-7:30. We're going to shoot tables full of people yelling "Hey!", getting pints, streaming in the door. We'll do a couple other things once the party starts too. So there won't be any casting, just be yourselves. 2nd...Tito...Sunday Sept. 21, The Old Zeypher Club 300 South West Temple. This grand old club is all worn down and will make the perfect inside joke. Most of us will get there about 2pm(Mark and his family will be there about 2:30). Here's the plan/cast:: We're going to shoot us playing on the street corner for money. We need people to walk by or be standing around watching us, but then we ask for money and you just move on. If
Being A Bloke Is Great
Being A Bloke Is Great Because: Your orgasms are real. Always. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. Your arse is never a factor in a job interview (not always true actually). Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't bother if someone not notices your new haircut. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. Wrinkles add character. A few well placed one night stands gain credibility, not leave you tarnished. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with "So, notice anything different?" You can throw a ball more than 5 feet. One mood, ALL the damn time. You can open all your own jars.
Being Real
I just want too thank each and every one of you that have been on my page. I Dont personally know what each has done as I slept and worked today. Last week I was seriously ready too just give up on ever being a Oracle. This level is hard. I have found 3 things in this level. You either have too be rich, Beg for happy hours, blingI dont have a problem with those that do but I myself believe that if theperson wants too give it it will be given as a gift. or be nsfw. Im not any of the above. I have got here too this level by rating my heart out and helping any one that i could. I know that i have not helped everyone on Fubar but have always tried when it was possible and will continue too do so. Most of my close friends know I will bend over backwards too help anyone I can. Yesterday a friend that I helped too GodMother bought me one of the new blings that makes all rates 11s. For the last 24 hours all of you have been on my page non stop rating your hearts out. Ill be honest I ca
Being Fu-needy
Ok so here is another rant this morning...I've been letting it all build up haha. I have to specify my definition of perv. I get A LOT of really sweet complimentary messages everyday from men who think I am sexy. There is a difference between appreciating a woman's body and being a perv. Most of the messages I get apologize for having to say that I am sexy and not wanting to be blocked for being a perv. You guys are fine. I more than appreciate all of the love and becomes a problem when someone is sending messages about wanting to fuck me and how do i like it and crap like that. The one's getting blocked are the ones asking if i need a spanking or if I want to play on cam or bitching me out because I don't have nude pics on my page and saying I wasted their time. Not every guy is like that and most of the guys that talk to me on here are NOT. I just wanted to let some of them know that they have nothing to worry about. I feel privileged to hear those complime
Being Silly
OK this is a very serious blog and I only want serious comments on it. Anyone that dares to laugh at me will be given the CLaire FUrey stare of disapproval and a glass of water !!!!!!!! Right a few very serious facts about me that you never knew. (1) I can write my own name and spell it how I want. (2) I know I am 40 years old but I act like a teen cos Im young at heart or as young a the man I feel. (3) I have a different sense of humour to the rest of you and if you dont like it read this carefully FACE LOOK BOTHERED (4) Adam Ant is hot (5) SOme one on my fu family is not as hot but just as hot. (6) I am prone to sudden outbursts of madness, such as throwing my fag across the room when I shout ROCK WITH IT. (7) I dont drink alcohol (very often!) or smoke (only after ***) There you are - 7 things you dont know about me.
Being Loved
Hard to believe that I have survived the past 2 weeks without the best thing that has ever happened to me.. seemed like it was an eternity.. but NEVER more.. she always know that I LOVE HER!!! One thing.. even when we were apart.. I was always right by her side.. never forgetting her and always wishing I could hold her in my arms and tell her that I loved and needed her very much.. I am back and never to leave again.. I was always Waiting on my Woman.. LOVE YOU SEXY!!!!
Being Rejected
Being Human
Our lives are dictated by fear. How much of it is justified? Fear of being homeless, or hungry, impoverished, or hit by a truck if I walk in front of it - these are fundamentally rooted in fear of physical suffering, pain, even death. But what about socially? How much of our decision-making is based on fear of social persecution? Scared of what someone might say if we speak how we feel in everyday situations, scared of who would reject us were we to act this way or that? Fear of alienation from the fellow humans we long to be accepted by? And aside from cultural norms that involve our selves being reflected back to us by others, an introspective fear? Scared of venturing from a psychological or emotional place of comfort and security to explore what lies beneath? Do we fear knowing and dealing with our selves? And if so, why? Is it because we cling to a self-image that is so attached to Ego, so loaded with emotional mental, and practical investment, that we cannot bear
Being Hated
I have recently been blocked from any and all commenting. Wasn't even contacted by any "bouncers" to as why. Bastards/Bitches. Anyways, i would like to know why and to whom(which fubar WILL NOT tell you) this offense occured and why they thought going to fubar instead of me was best. Don't get it. Hell, I'm cool as hell. I would have apoligized for affending anyone, jesus! just come to me first instead of being hateful. i'd like any comments any of you have, even bad ones are exceptable. My skin is tough lol. Especailly the one who has done this. Apologies to the long-windedness but...let me have it! thanx me fu-peeps
Being Disobedient Lmao
Yes I dared to disobey someone moohaha and get out of bed lmao- but oh well I like a bit of dom in my life!!!!!!!!! Anyway went to the hospital today woot woot leg aint healing but sh1t happens but I am allowed to start walking on it over the next three weeks. I shall be back tomorrow sometime when I have walked to the shop to do what gotta do and actually see the outside world!!!!!!!!!!!! So excited might pp (can i haz a bottle!!!!!!!) And will return with bling pack in new handbag too DOnt you all love buying new hand bags?? Right just been told gotza go back to bed now !!!!!!!!!!!
Being Auctioned!!
Being A Mad Scientist When Getting Even
well you all heard of the term don't get mad get even right??????????? well i got a story for you. about 6 years ago i was with some friends and we all had fun during the night well the next morning all of us had breakfast well someone dumped exlax in my milk with my cereal and i was still tired then when i ate the whole thing i went to the bathroom alot, the next day i found out and got pissed so in return for what they did to me i thought i could do the worst possible thing back, well i decided with the help of an older bro to help me make this liquid that smelled so back it will make you puke. then the next 9 months passed by and finally i used my stinky liquid in their lockers and bookbags and they smelled that stench and almost puked. now if you guys want the recipe to get revenge like i did send me a message or go to my shout box.
Being That Girl
It was my birthday this week and i've decided it's time to make some changes. I'm tired of the way I look, the way I feel and the way people treat me. I'm tired of being passed over by decent guys who only want to be "friends". So here's a list of promises I've made to myself. 1.No more putting myself down. 2.No more laughing off cruel jokes at my expense. 3.Get this body into shape. 4.Stop settling for looser who treat me like shit 5.Cut back on the drinking. 6.Use any means possible to improve myself. 7.DARE TO BE FABULOUS! This is my testiment and my promise and because i'm motivated and determined and with a "special help" from my friend it WILL happen. And all those fubar creeps who rated me a 1 and left those stupid ignorant comments like bow wow and yikes,well, i'll have the last laugh on you.
Being Owned Is Not Right Its Bull Crap
Being Silly
Was did a little youtube. lol. Just me being silly. I love to be silly..and love people who can be silly.. and got a good sense of humor! Do you have this quality?
Being A Woman
Why it's better to be a Woman! 1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. 3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours. 4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. 5. We can cry and get off speeding fines. 6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game. 7. Taxis stop for us. 8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance. 9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point). 11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay. 12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay. 13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life. 14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower. 15. We don
Being Single Sucks
Being A Tool, Part 1
There's this feature on OKCupid, I don't know if anyone else has seen it, but it's where it shows pictures of two different people, and then a confession of some sort. You have to guess which one of them said it. There are a lot of sexual-oriented questions, some of which include "I've had a penis in my ear," "I'm a good fuck," "I lost my virginity before fourteen," &c., &c. I've developed a fool-proof way of guessing the correct answer every time. On every one of the questions that have anything to do with sex, always pick the fat chick. Works. Every. Time. I mean, hey. Those fatties have to make up for it somewhere, amirite? A thousand internets to the person who gets more flames than me after this.
Being Myself
Being Myself includes taking risks with myself, taking risks on new behaviour, trying new ways of "Being Myself", so that I can see how it is I want to be.
Being Myself
original post date: 2008-03-15 13:05:27 I have said in the past that I enjoy being much more than just an "object" to someone, because objects often don't interact. However, I can also be comfortable being someone's "object of affection" as the endearing term applies a hint of intimacy. And if affection isn't involved, I can find a rather high comfort zone in being someone's "sex object." I know who I am and what I am, and we're all something to someone which is far better than being nobody's nothing. Recently, when I thanked an online "Fu-friend"* for his comment on a photo, he in turn said my photos are a turn on for him and remind him that he's a man. I sincerely found that complimentary and told him so. My Fu-friend then said he thought it was odd that I found it complimentary, because he found it to be a rather pervy thought, which caused me to further ponder the idea. On the one hand, if "your photos are a turn on and remind me that I'm a man" wasn't meant to be complime
Being Bad
Oh what you have done to me I just want you dripping wet Please show me your sights unseen You smell of sex and taste of sweat Can't you see your killing me Save me from my thoughts obscene Take until theres nothing left Leave me when your feeling mean Grace me with your punishment Can't you see your killing me All I could think of was she looked even better in person. Face like a doll, body of my dreams, and eyes that make your heart stop. We smiled and hugged, she felt so good in my arms, so soft and warm. She smelled wonderful, good enough to eat. She looked up at me and I leaned in and kissed her. Her full wonderful lips felt so good. We kissed softly at first then slowly deeper, I could taste her now, our tongues danced together. I felt her hips push into me and her amazing breasts smash into my body. We knew right away we needed some privacy. We walked away thinking the same thing. Along the way we slipped into a deserted alleyway. I pulled her close and kissed h
Being Silly
You've seen the phenomenon. At least 75% of your buddy list is online right now. IM is so popular among us, it is befitting that we should set forth a list of rules, 20 commandments, to abide by. So here, in no particular order, is the prevailing IM code of belief. 1-- In your IM profile, there's no need to throw in loads of advertising space about your girlfriend/boyfriend/horse or goldfish. Granted, I may be a jaded, a fool, but when your profile looks like this: "Baby, I love you. I love you. Oh baby I love you and miss you. See you soon. I love you. Baby, baby.":P It's just annoying and disturbing. A subtle message is fine, but if you use either MUAH or those god-awful IM faces (more on those in a sec), then IM should spike you and you should be forced to communicate your rampant I LOVE YOU's through smoke signals you utterly whipped prick. (And that goes for you dickwads with the "Taken" Buddy Icons. Go fuck yourself!) 2.-- Please stop with LOL. Only abo
Being In Fulove
If you really have strong feelings for someone you have never met is this not real? only on the sole reason that you havent met them? i know it takes time to get to know each other see if you mesh but my real question is how do you fight these feelings for someone you know in your heart you will never have?
Being Single And A Parent..
So i have never blogged if i do it wrong let me know. But the reason for the blog is that i dont have anyone to talk to regarding my frustrations. I am a single mom of three girls. I am recently divroced and having to share custody. I am so tired of when they go to his house for the weekend they come back with such attitude and disrespect. Granted they are young but it still is so hard to deal with when they come back. and then it takes me almost the whole week to go back into our routine and then it is time for them to go back.
Being A New Man
It is still funny i sit back and read my blogs. They are funny to me cause re-read the one where I was talking about the only two girls that I would be with. One would never happen cause she couldn't see what she had. The other one was 300 miles away. Well the beautiful woman who is 300 miles away. Has figured out that it was her. Since then we have been talking. Ever since the very first time i talked to belle. I have known that I found something that could be very special in my life. The more I talk to her the more I prove myself right. She is the only woman that has ever left me speechless. Many times she has done that to me. I have no complaints about that either. With her I believe I can accomplish anything. When I am in a bad mood or when I'm down. She can bring me to a better place. There are only 3 things that I want in my life. They cost me nothing. I want my boys and my belle. When I have all those things my life will be complete. No matter what happens in my life. Up and d
Being Homeless
Being In Iraq
Well to start things off let me say what is being done here is for the best for the people of Iraq and also for the US. Since the surge and new tatics used by the US you hardly hear of Random roadside bombs and ambushes on our vehicles and troops. The main reason for this is because we kill those plots as they start. We dont give them a chance to finish plotting said attacks cause we are there before they get to follow through with said actions. This plots are not just plots for actions in Iraq but for around the world to include things right there in the US itself. We break them up. The people we fight here are not Iraqis but insurgents from other countries like Iran/Syria/Pakistan etc....They are muslim extremist that want to kill us just cause we arent of their faith and they want the Iraqi oil fields for money to support their worldwide terror on countries all over the world. The Main stream medis tells you half truths and none of the good that happens. The MSM is the ones
Being Conceded
Being Single
Being Cool
I hate being bored. What does the average joe realy do in life to get unbored? All I do is play WoW and that seams not working good enough for me. I am just 26 years old and am tired of life as we speak. I wish life was more fun. I hate to put that out there but I am. Life sucks for me.
Being Blocked
Being Stupid
Being Torn Apart
Being A Pawg(phat Ass White Girl)
Hello ladies. Just want to that these days their are a lot of pawgs out there and it seems some are proud of and some are not. But i am here to tell u all that being a pawg is the best thing in the world. So when you are walking down the street the next time u r out and about be proud of what u have behind u and show it in those tight ass jeans or behind closed doors with that lucky one. I do when i can and it makes me horny as hell.
Being A Dad
My boys stay so busy with all there activities. Tonight is the first night in a long time, that they are all here, under my roof sleeping. Dad feels right with the world.
Being Happy
Being Inlove And Loving Someone..
I know now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made. I understand that I might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out & grab them. I know that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why. Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s the best. You can’t always expect people to care, and even when your best friends stab you in the front, dont think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back. They missed for a reason. I found out too soon, that in the end, you’re your own best friend. Everyone will be broken at some point in their life & more often than not, its gonna hurt like hell. But you can’t stop it. You can’t change your fate. Some things are meant
Being A Perv ;)
Being on Fubar for so long made me realize that i m not the only Perv on this fuckin planet lol I am so glad that i found some very good pervs friends on fu and i m happy that i will never be alone again .. lol So thankyou all the perv out there especially the sexy perv hotties on here that i love to listen and talk to and get to know their crazy ideas and creations on Fubar ;) So dont ever stop being a sexy perv that i love you all to be... muahh to all my sexy perv ladies..... you know who you are ;) So you better leave *Pervy* comments lol
Being Erotic
Many relationships fail because people end up taking one another for granted and let the romance leave the relationship. Being Erotic and sexual is VERY important 2 me in a relationship. Leave your panties in your mans pant pocket when he goes to work w/out him knowing so he has a nice surprise during the day, or leave him a sexual note in lipstick on the bathroom mirror in the morning......Or for the guy when your girl gets out of the bath bring her a hot towel from the dryer, dry her off then drizzle her body with heated oil and have your way with her HAHA.....dirty talk......role good too!! but ill speak 4 me, dont do that caveman yankin of my hair, if someone yanks my hair during sex im callin 911 hahaha.......anyway the point is when in a relationship dont let the sexual eroticness ever leave...its very important and will keep your relationship healthy!!  
Being Yourself
Being Married...
I jsut wanted to say that I waited until I was 31 to finally get married and all I have to say is WOW!  It is nothing like shacking up!  It is so much better - I hate to souhnd like a cheezeball....but I love being married. 
..:: Bein Judge ::..
You are correct- I did judge, and misjudge at that! It comes from years of learning to be cautious; I was fearful of what I read in your profile, and I put up my armor. If you cannot accept my apology, that I suspected you of ulterior motives, then there is no more that we need say to one another: agreed?=== 'MasterDaddySIR r/l bf to MDSIR's Slut.' wrote the following at '2009-09-08 17:38:10'..>> if you know how to read and wear glasses , all I did was rate your profile and fan you , I did not do anything else , I did not judge you ...> > but you sure have provin me you do judge > > > === 'Sunflower' wrote the following at '2009-09-08 17:35:45'..> >> > Ok, ok-I give: whatta you expect? Your website comes off as a brochure for "this is all this guy wants"- just look at your profile, and tell me if it doesn't exactly describe what kinda female you are interested in, ok?> > > > Like I said, if I was wrong, I apologise for jumping to the wrong conclusion.> > === 'MasterDaddySIR r/l bf to M
Being A Soldier
being a soldier is tough going to other countries for a year or more.Missing your family one thing that people say to me that really gets me is wow man u went to iraq your a hero,i am just doin my job anybody else would do.I read somethin on the news the other day that really got to me someone from ny which is where i am from said soldiers are spoiled and that we crave attention for a war that was a joke in the first place. I would like to hear more comments on this subject to see if u feel the same way.Two tours over here and some of the stuff i have seen i would not wish that on my worst enemy,i am ranting of course but i would love some feed back thank you so much for reading my blog.
Being A Submessive
Being Ignored...
Maybe it's just best to go through life single. That way you have no drama, you cause no drama and you dont hate yourself for loving someone. I think it's pretty shitty that your not given a straight answer until the other person feels they want too. They can take your heart, hold it in their hands, smile at you as they throw it to the ground and then stomp on it. When that fails, they throw it against a wall as they tell you about that other special someone. Just want to give a thanks out to you.. you know who you are. I love you is 8 letters, well so is BULLSHIT
Bein Me
Being Paranoid
i am becoming a bit paranoid  nowit has been some time now since i went to the 2 doctors that was design for my casesince my lawyer told me to go tothings went fine however when i try to call heri either get the voice mail or i get the investigator that is for my case i dont know what is going to happen or if iam going to prisonbut at this point i just dont care no more iam done caring i have lost everything that i ever did care about nowstill no word on if i have to find a place to live or notand even if i do what is going to happen to my stuff and my cati cant pay rent if iam locked upi feel like iam broken and used up ready to be just either replaced or just toss away like garbagethat is how my life is beginning to turn out and that is how i feelthey say everything happen for a reason then please do tellthis year i wont have a xmus or any other day probably more then likely   and the funny thing is i just dont care iam tired of fighting iam tired iam trying iam tired of making a eff
Being Yourself
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing it's best, night and day,to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; And never stop fighting..E.e Cummings 1955
Being Me
why did I decide on this/ I decided long time ago that I'm not that person who everyone wanted me to be, I love being whom I am now and thatis Angelica Mae Calquhoun and I am very proud of being whom I am now.
Being In Love
there have been many woman in my life. i have had enof of wondering from bed to bed. i want to sedle down with this girl that i am with now for once. i cant seem to get enof of her. i am livin with her right now with her sister. i never want to leave this girl. i want to have a family and grow old with. i want her in my arms al the time. her eyes are like deep pools of cristel cear water that has never been touched by mans hand. she walks like an angel so graseful and... i dont know how to put it in to words.. i am going to think some more than i will post a nother blog later rtl
Being Busy
Lately my Time on Fubar,has deminshed,Between sharing my comp,with my pain in the arse 41 yr old GF.An my Pogo Pool addiction that has Consumned me again.An with my daily involvement on Facebook.There isn't much time for the Fu.Godfather will eventually be achieved for the 2nd.Time,an maybe Dicyple.But my Life doesn't evolve around the Fu,unfortunately as it does most of you.Whom Steal Time on a Regular Basis from your Employers.200 pic 11 Rates on free 11's days.10 rates will nolonger work for a morph. a Cherry Bomb of my Largest pic album will also get u a morph or more,3 credit blings or more. Boomerang bling,Cherry Bomb Bling will get to set off 5-8 Morphs.In some Circumstances I might have to ask my former Co Morph Goddess Izmo Wolf,to Create your Morph.She is far superior than I on most her Creations..Plus my Alcohol consumption has gotten in my way a bit as well,an The Massive Hangovers are really taken there Toll of Late as well..My Family of a few which are favorites will cont
Being A Soldier In Today's Society.
It would appear, that our society has managed to put a new amount of pressure on people and how they live their lives. For most of my adult life, I've been overlooked, second guessed, and ignored by the majority of people. I was never considered for promotions, nor was I considered a catach by the girls. In fact, I was quite the opposite. I was often given a long list of reasons as to why I wasn't the one when I tried to advance in the work force or tried to start a relationship. But the second I enlisted in the military, all of that seemingly changed overnight. I came home from bootcamp, and found I have my choice of jobs, simply becasue I now had the military backround. Girls who in the past, never gave me the chance, were now being sweet and kind to me. I foolishly thought it was due to them growing up, but I was, as usually, blissfully unaware.  It would seem, that people have forgotten to look past what a person has to offer or what a person does for a living, and to realize that
Okay, I have kept this to myself but now I can't...   Gona get a lil political here but if you continue to read you'll see why.   I am and forever will be a Constitutional Conservative...IE I'm a Reaganite! This means I believe that what the founding fathers wrote inside our Constitution is NOT then, not now and will never be up for debate. It is NOT a living document and cannot be changed for any reason! I also believed in Ronald Reagan when he was president and still believe that Capitolism is the very best for this country, America!  That Trickle Down Economics worked.  But that's not what this is about   America is going to the polls a week from tomorrow. This is what I want you to do... Take this next week, study the candidates in your district, find out what they are about, find out if they are right for you and for America. The Unemployment rate in this country is sky high, people are loosing thier homes, thier lively hood, they are loosing themselves in this economic
Being There For You
Being There For You My love for him it will be forever I promised him to work out the problems together If he ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold him when he's down And from his face I'll take his frown I only wish to make him see I'll give him nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make him smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If he ever needs anything all he needs to do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love him so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea
Being Single Doesn't Mean No One Wants Means You Don't Want Just Anyone!
Before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, Think about this... While your ignoring her , another guy is giving her attention . While your giving her problems , another guy is listening ..While your to busy for her, another guy is making time for her. While your making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again, When your not sure if you want her, Another guy already has that figured out.. SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT MEN says,I'm not trouble I'm just a challenge to handle. Yes I'm single and any guy who wants to change that is going to have to be pretty damn amazing! Single, doesn't mean that you know nothing bout love. Fact, being solo is wiser than being in a wrong still very much single!So is now taking applications if you think your suitable for the position apply here the pay is terrible but the benefits r great...
Being Single Again
Being Lied To And Played For A Big Fool
I am not aure what gives people so much pleasure in playing games with someones emotions and their trust . I tried to figure out why this person felt it was right to for the past year lie and lie and lie thinking I wouldnt soon figure it all out , sad part is I had to find out due to her partner "friend" joined her in this game and then used me as the big joke . You will know her when you come across her she is arrogant bossy and very very untrustworthy . aim My god I was raised so much better then to toy with someone like this , I mean am i the only one who believes in honesty , truth , and all round being decent to someone you claim to care about ? . I am now burned for the last time am very very careful now who gets my trust.
Being Curvy..
When you're a plus size woman, people like to say "Yeah, she's cute in the face", as if being full figured is such a disgrace. Honey, I'm cute in the face, and I'm thick in the waist. I look good whether I'm in cotton, leather, or lace. I'm beautiful, vibrant and above all, smart! And there's more to me than my weight, I also have a heart. Yes my clothes may be a bigger size, that just means you have access to a bigger prize. We are all not self-conscious about our weight, and we never have a problem getting a date. So don't think you're small frame gives you more pull, I'm a hot, sexy, curvy woman with a figure that's full. JFS :)
Being Me...simplii Me!
Love is not easy...not easy at all. Love is accepting, flaws and all. Love is not past tense...does that make sense? Love is when the pain is sometimes worth it....but in all reality you think..."if this is love, why is it causing me all this pain?" Love is when you're with that certain someone, everything seems to be okay. Love is when you're NOT with that person, your world seems to have ended. Love is when that person is in your thoughts non stop. Love is patient. If you're apart, love can wait. As they say, "time will tell" whether its meant to be. Love is knowing how to communicate. Love is inevitable. Love is something we all experience, whether its today, tomorrow, or years from now. And sometimes Love is when you get to that point, its just time to let go.... READING IS FUNDAMENTAL! I cannot say that enough...overused...maybe so, but true. It really "Drives Me Crazy..." when people asks questions that is common knowledge. And hell, if its not common knowledge you c
Being Held Without Trial
Over christmas vactication while most of us celebrated the hoildays, our fucked up president sled a bill passed congress with a 90% approval rating ,that simple states " the united states goverment can now hold you with out due process, and with out representancetation and with out trial and they can hold up there indefiantely , all with the lil label of terriorsizm. just like they can NOW earase any website for any reason and it doesnt even have to be the person that reports the website,is erased under the department of defence.   WELCOME TO NEW WORLD ORDER AMERICA! THE SHIT HAD JUST HIT THE FAN,  many of our constutinal rights are being voilated and we dont even know it , we are sheep being lead to slaughter and i dont even know if its possiable to stop it anymore except an entire revoluion against the entire american public, 2012 is going to be the year that decides, all of our fates, I LOVE YOU AMERCA ,PLEASE WAKE UP AND DONT LET PEOPLE WHO HAS ALREADY DECIDED THAT THE AMERICA
Being Human & Movie Recommendations
When I first started watching Being Human(British version), I just couldn't get into it. I tend to have a short attention span. I forced myself to watch the repeats in the afternoons through the week, and now I like the show. The new season starts this Saturday. I really enjoyed the show of The Fades. I hope there will be a second season. Movie Recommendation #1: Wild Target starring Bill Nighy, Emily Blunt, Rupert Grint, and Martin Freeman. With a cast like that, who wouldn't want to watch it. I thought it was amusing, and entertaining. Movie Recommendation #2:Vanishing on 7th Street starring Hayden Christensen and Thandie Newton. In my opinion, it's a good thriller. I'm not much into the post-apocalyptic type movies, except for Resident Evil. However, this movie doesn't have anything to do with a plague caused from a virus. Movie Recommendation #3 Altitude starring some unknowns. It's suspenseful with stupid moments. Hence why it's the least recommended. I couldn't stop watching it t
Being Makata
All those sleepless night That I used to think When you are still with me All those crazy talks and laughs and dreams It felt like it was just yesterday   Every time I remembered your smile, I smile back You are so patience Always understanding Always loving   Did I take you for granted? I do not know But one thing I'm sure of I do love you    How I wish you were here 'Cuz I missed your loving touch And I missed your kisses And those lovely songs, that we used to sing   You never get tired You let me wandered off And when I come back You were there with open arms   If I could turn back the time I would do so So I can be with you again And show you how much you mean   Regrets? Yes it is For not making your wishes But I know you are happy Of what my life have turned out to be   Even though you're so faraway You're always here with me In my heart and soul Forever Loved   -FD
Being The House Spouse
  In The Beginning: I worked.  Good jobs, not so good jobs, really rotten jobs, it didn't matter I worked and made the best of it as so many people do.     The change occured after the owner (the wife, goddess love her) went through eight semesters of college, and the degree remained out of reach.  Mathematics / Computer Science majorss tend to take a little longer.  Unfortunately we were at a point where I couldn't cover the bills without help, so she landed a job.     As a husband, I love my wife, my spouse, my mate, and yes my owner (she holds my itty bitty soul up to the light and thinks its wonderful -- sometimes you have to wonder), I love her for the person she is.  If this means I follow her wherever her job takes her, so be it, no problems.  Even the time apart will bring a wonderful reunion when it ends.  If supporting her means I'll be the one changing diapers, fixing bottles, and teaching our (so far unborn) little girls ho One of the interesting things about being a mi
Being Extraordinary
THE 4 PILLARS AT THE FOUNDATION OF WINNING AT THE GAMES OF LIFE!   The first pillar is INTEGRITY Integrity, at its most basic level, is doing what you said when you said you would do it. Integrity includes cleaning up the messes you have made by not doing what you said, by breaking your promises, and not being responsible for that. To maintain integrity requires discipline.  By discipline we mean a condition of self-control, rigor, and maintaining order.   The next pillar is RELATIONSHIPS People become resources for your life.  People may be the coaches for your game. Powerful people create powerful alliances with others; they have powerful resources.  They allow other people to contribute to them.  They network.   The third pillar is EXISTENCE By existence we not only mean that the game exists but how the game exists. Possibility lives in conversation. 
Being Ungrateful
COLUMBINE STUDENT'S FATHER 12 YEARS LATER !!Guess our national leaders didn't expect this. On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our nationa l leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful.They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness.. The following is a portion of the transcript:"Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderfu
Being Bi
I find it unusual that my first day on this site and I have a ton of guys asking me sexual questions as their first conversation. Yet I mention what I do for work (cam model) and I get that I'm a gold digger. I never approach these so called men yet I'm the one who's wrong...leaves me not wanting to talk to any guys and that most women online think I'm a guy because I want to find a live in gf. Why does the world have to be so judgmental?
Being A Father...
Why is it, that it is viewed by majority of society to be a sensitive guy who really cares about his son as a weakness.  I have given my life to raising my son as he really didn't have a mother who cared for him or me.   I had a wife, an attorney with all the money in the world as she was a corproate counsel for a major drug company who didn't know anything about a child.  While there are guys who are only sperm givers, there are females who are only egg givers.  My ex. wife had nothing to do with my son.  I did all the traditional things that the female does except for a brief time when she breast feed him  Even that she did poorly as my son rejected her breast for formuler.  As she want him to wait while showing him her breast until she was real.  It was the most difficult thing to experience a mother withhold her breast from my son until she was ready.  Most men, do not even get up from their sleep if a woman is breast feeding.  I would get the bady and set her up in the chair that
Be Involved really gonna turn this status into blog or more so a declaration of my life as i now know it...i am findin a voice on line as it is hard for me to be around people right now...reason bein...i am currently bein treated for ptsd...never thought i would say that...but i am...some know...some dont...but the more i talk the better it seems to get ...i want people to learn something from this...not for my benefit but for others here it goes a recent set of events i have learned that events i long kept to myself were true...not only had i long suffered physical and emotional abuse at the hands of my father...but was witness to the abuse and beatings my mother suffered...but unfortunately for didnt stop there...i also was molested...i have a fantastic therapist and support group around me...mainly my aunt...and my lil sister and my other half nick...and a wonderful set of friends i am truly blessed to have...i could go into details...those are private...tha
Being Honest
I was just told by someone I wasn't being real after telling him my pics on here aren't recent... I said at least I told ya about it that's as real as it gets and his pic is 4 yrs so that's not as he says being real My question is ..Do u think I'm not being real cause I don't have any recent pics? To me looks aren't everything u could be hella good looking but ur personality could suck and make u look ugly in my option,  so let me know what u think and plz be tell the truth good or bad.. Looking forward to ur responses. Thank u for ur time.... 
Being You
• I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.• I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.• I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.• We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.• I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.• I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.• I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.• I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.• We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on
Being New?
Arousal is a strong emotion. Do a dance and feel the motion. What is the best way to relieve it? Are photos of nude beautiful women so bad?
Being Goofy!
I love how, in horror movies the person yells out "hello?!" as if the killer is gonna say "yeah I´m in the kitchen, want a sandwich?" Is Google a boy or a girl?   Obviously it's a girl because it won't let you finish your sentence without suggesting other ideas.
Be It Ever So Humble
i havent been here in so long i forgot my password :( oh well
Hi all, I just love this website. I'm 25 years old and have a few gaming website of my own like bejeweled and tetris and the famous bubble game. I also love riding the bike and skateboard and hope to work on that industry one day.
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Bekah's Ramblings
will someone please tell me where all the decent men are? i mean, i don't believe in long distance relationships and that leaves me pretty much screwed in the men department cuz the men around here are scum. and i thought i could be gay maybe but the though of munching carpet really makes me sick. (no offense to lesbians, but it's just not me) i just don't understand. all these guys that like all this kick ass music and chillin out drinking beers wanna be with a girl who's like "ewww beer is nasty, and wtf are you listening too?" WTF man!!!! they got chicks like me out there who will drink anyone under the table and be jamming out some wicked shit and they want a whiny bitch. well more power to you! hope you're fucking miserable for the rest of your pathetic life!!!!!! (i'm sure you will be) anyway that's all i have to say....... i am so pissed right now!!!!! so yeah does anyone have like $115 so i can go to the poison concert?? *sniff* i know i'm a fucking loser and i threw away my li
B E Kind To Me And I'll Return The Favor
hello this is grumpy's wife hello the reason grumpy and i havent been on cherrytap or yahoo is because grumpy is in the hospital. we dont know when he will come home. he was having bad chest pains they think he had a stroke or a heart attack. im gonna get back to the hospital. love you all nightshade2526 & grumpy2553 i fan everybody, all i ask is for you to fan back. if you wish plz rate some pics i always return all the favors i mostly do more then most ppl dream of doin', be kind and plz rate.
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A Belated Birthday Salute
The Mamas and the Papas California Dreaming All the leaves are brown All the leaves are brown And the sky is grey And the sky is grey I've been for a walk I've been for a walk On a winter's day On a winter's day I'd be safe and warm I'd be safe and warm If I was in L.A. > If I was in L.A. California dreaming California dreaming On such a winter's day Stopped into a church I passed along the way Well, I got down on my knees Got down on my knees And I pretend to pray I pretend to pray You know the preacher likes the cold Preacher likes the cold He knows I'm gonna stay Knows I'm gonna stay California dreaming California dreaming On such a winter's day All the leaves are brown All the leaves are brown And the sky is grey And the sky is grey I've been for a walk I've been for a walk On a winter's day On a winter's day If I didn't tell her If I didn't tell her I could leave today I could leave today C
A Belated Farewell
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Beleive The Sun Will Rise
The Belfast Cowboys
The Belfast Cowboys/St Dominic's Trio's I danced with Linda I danced with Jean I danced with Cindy Then I suddenly see Maryann with the shaky hands What they've done to her man Those shaky hands Mary is so pretty The prettiest in the land Guys come from every city Just to shake her shaky hands Linda can cook Jean reads books Cindy can sew But I'd rather know Maryann with the shaky hands What they've done to her man Those shaky hands Maryann with the shaky hands What they've done to her man Those shaky hands Maryann with the shaky hands What they've done to her man Those shaky hands Writen by the Belfast Cowboys..
Belgium People
this is a blog for Belgium people all over the world to get to know each other. So if you are from Belgium or you know someone from Belgium, you tell them over this blog. So Guys and girls from our little country say something. This is a place where you can say evrything you like and ofcourse you can say it in flamish to. It is nice to meet you all. greetings Koen
Belgium Party Places
Has anyone who visited Belgium, ever went out clubbing till morning? If you did, post it on my blog. Have fun and keep the party going ! ! !
Belgian Cannulator Says...
If you can't get enough... Then keep on doing it! So people, you now what to do... aye Greetings from the Belgian Cannulator H&K to everyone...
Believe Me, I Did Not Do It!
1. I love Pasta 2. I have to put my clothes on the same way every day 3. I hate clowns 4. Sunflowers are my fav flower 5. I look for the good in everyone, although I don't trust much of anyone 6. I hate things to be in my body that is not supposed to be there, lol I freak 7. I hate large amounts of water, shudder.... 8. I have some of the most kick ass friends here on CT 9. sick and twisted ppl make me smile.. 10. I take friendship seriously, so if you are not serious don't fuck with me..... Tell me why all the cute, sweet guys are either married OR 10,000 freaking miles away? lol Sigh... Went out today after work and went to this little independently owned music shop......Steve and I used to shop there ALL the time....The guy that owned it is named Art, and he really enjoyed when we came in....I had not seen Art since several months before Steve passed figured I would go in there today and tell Art about Steve and then get some new cool tunes.....Art was in comp
Be Like Water
Be like water my friends pour water into a vase it becomes the vase, pour water into a pitcher it becomes the pitcher. life throughs alot of curveballs your way, you must learn to adapt to what you must and flow with the flow , soo be like water you'll have less stress and feel much better with a renewed out look at life, you cannot control thing's that you have no control over! be like water my friends pour water into a pitcher it becomes the pitcher, pour water into a vase it becomes the vase, life throw's alot of curve balls so you must adapt and change so be like water my friends.
Believe Artist: Cher No matter how hard I try You keep pushing me aside And I can't break through There's no talking to you It's so sad that your're leaving Takes times to believe it But after all is said and done Your're gonna be the lonely one Oh Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough no Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think your're strong enough no What am I supposed to do Sit around and wait for you Well I can't do that' There's no turning back I need time to move on I need love to feel strong Cause I've had time, to think it through And maybe I'm too good for you Oh Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough no Do you believe in life after love? I can feel something inside me say I really don't think you're strong enough
Believe In Yourself
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF The following poem by Emily Matthews has been an inspiration to me. I read it almost everyday. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. Just wanted to share it with all my friends. Believe in yourself In the power you have to control your on life day by day Believe in the strength you have deep inside and your faith will help show you the way Believe in tomorrow and what it will bring let a hopeful heart carry you through For things will work out if you trust and believe there is no limit to what you can do.
What a Moon Brings Light that shines pale and bright Shared Illumination of the night Knowing it shines first on me Travels to where you will be Carries to you my fond thought Dreams and wishes of all we wrought The bond of peace that we share Forged by a friendship beyond compare Where we enjoy each as we are Matters not that distance is far For we touch each deep inside A wonder and a joy none can hide Rare and a beauty to behold Timeless adventure forever bold Free to express feelings deep Giving myself yours to keep Missing you more as passes the day We have the moon that passes your way A comfort to know that you think of me As you lookup at it where every you’ll be By R. Thomas Dinsmore Understating Princess Understatement is the nature of the princess fair For she so often says less about her certain flair She thinks we see her flaws and that we see them most Yet the beauty of her laugh is a most angelic boast Royal to the last i
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THANKS AND GRATITUDE - IN LOVING SYNCHRONICITY... From: Kaley Date: Nov 19 2006 6:31 PM sea'lestial Thank-you Blissful Nymph Marisol ck KnightsIntent Bliss GentleSoul4Peace Today I would address those of you who are feeling frustrated, who are feeling lost and tired, who are disappointed that your dreams have not come true. I would address all of you and ask you to fill yourself with belief. I would ask you to silence the victim, that complaining, whining part of you that feels they got a bad deal, the part of you that thinks it should all be somehow easier. Quiet this part of yourself, take a deep breath and seek new ideas and approaches. And of course, believe. Believe the truth, that you are strong and capable and can overcome any odds, handle any challenges, achieve anything you set your mind and heart and shoulders to. Believe this and allow that belief to energize you. Is belief alone enough? N
Belief System
Some wit and wisdom from one of the greatest thinkers of our time From the moment I picked up your book until I laid it down, I was convulsed with laughter. Some day I intend reading it. I could dance with you until the cows come home. On second thought I'd rather dance with the cows until you come home I never forget a face, but in your case I'll be glad to make an exception. I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it. Money frees you from doing things you dislike. Since I dislike doing nearly everything, money is handy. Outside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. Inside of a dog it's too dark to read. I don't have a photograph, but you can have my footprints. They're upstairs in my socks. A man's only as old as the woman he feels. The Duckbill Platypus is the greatest animal on the face of the earth. Thank you that is all Ok ive gotten a few messages inquiring about that psychedelic upside down cross picture I have. Here's the deal. I h
Believe In Your Heart
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles. My oldest sister was just shipped to Baghdad, she left be
WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS ABOUT DEATH > > > Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a > personal > reflection about this. Very interesting, read until the end. > > > > > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not > mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." > > > > > Here are some men and women who mocked God: > > > > > JOHN LENNON: Some years before, during his interview with an American > Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not > have > to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were > too > simple, today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying > that > the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. > > > > > TANCREDO NEVES (President of Brazil): During the Presidential campaign, he > said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him > from Presidency. Sure he got t
Many people wonder just what exactally my beliefs are so in order to save myself a lot of typing I will explain it here: In wicca you learn that there is a power Higher than the Goddess and God (The Lady and Lord) and that power is only known as "The Creator". In Christianity that power is called "God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit". Many other pagans have the belief that "All Gods Are One God" so we worship one God in many forms. I was raised Baptist, Methodist then went Non-Denominational and now my beleifs are as they were, only that god isn't the cruel dictator that christiany makes him out to be. Even in the Ten Commandments it says "Thou Shall Have No Other Gods Before Me" as my beliefs changed I found the following: 1. There are other Gods. 2. They are not "before" God. 3. My new beliefs put me on a more personal level with God without violating the 10 commandments. 4. The Ten Commandments can be put in a much simpler and less complicated form tha
Believe In Yourself
Believe In Yourself There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, ....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will
Believe In Yourself
i'm in a contest so come comment me all you'd like. but you do have to be a level 5b or higher in order to comment. so come comment me. here's the pic link I got this out of one of the books that I read. I hope most people like it. I know I do. Set your standards high You deserve the best. Try for what you want And never settle for less. Believe in youself No matter what you choose. Keep a winning attitude And you can never lose. Think about your destination But don't worry if you stray Becaue the most important thing Is that you've learned along the way. Take all that you've become To be all that you can be. Soar above the clouds And let your dreams set you free. Jillian K. Hunt
I wasn't sure how to start ...I stared for awhile at the very notes that inspired this blog....the wonderment behind I had forgot that I had ever written anything. I don't remember... I formatted my computer...just too much wrong and while searching through my files for various backups...I found hand wqritten notes. Some were aged...yellow and torn and somewhat fragile others looked newer and more sincere. I stopped to read the words and soak in there essence. When had such emotion ever found it's way through me. Who was the person I was writting about. Of course I knew but denial is often easier then trying to face something you convinced yourself would never take a hold of you again. Notes of hopes and dreams and sometimes just the weather and how it brought me to you...well her. and I wondered why i never gave them to her...would it have made a Difference....would my life be different now...could it be? I don't feel the need to ramb
The other night, I was sitting around thinking that romance is gone...wondering where all the romantic thinking men were...if there were any left at all... THEN..... While texting with Jack...he took a picture of the beautiful full moon that night, and sent it to me...telling me it was our moon...300 miles apart and he was sharing his moon with me. I nearly died right there... He made me believe again... This was OUR moon that night...
Believe It Or Not I Think We All Should Thank George Bush
President Bush's fast response to the killings at VT were surprising. Mr. bush was made aware of the carnage right away. While the shooting was still going on he dispatched the National Guard to assist. Shortly after Promising justice and the quick capture of the suspect the guard was sent to Florida State University where they still wait for an explanation as to why they are in the wrong place. ***My Heart goes out to the victims and their families, I know this may seem like a cold joke to some....***
1 / Remain close to the great spirit 2 / Show great respect for your fellow beings 3 / Give assistance and kindness wherever needed 4 / Be truthfull and honest at all time 5 / Do what you know to be right 6 / Look after the well being of mind and body 7 / Treat the earth and all that dwell thereon with respect 8 / Take full responsibility for your actions 9/ Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good 10 / Work together for the benefit of all mankind The name of Nico creates a quick, analytical, and clever mind; you are creative, versatile, original, and independent. You have large ambitions, and it is difficult for you to be tolerant and understanding of those who desire less in life or who are more slow and methodical by nature. Patience is not your forte. You do, however, have leadership ability and would never be happy in a subservient position. You are ambitious and aggressive by nature. You would be happiest in positions where you are free to e
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I cant go on, " he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. then, open that other door, and pick out any cross you wish." The man was filled with relief. "Thank you, Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord, " he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." Many of us believe it is not FAIR to be going through the difficult times we are going through in life. But take a good look around you, and you will realize, that YOUR problems arent nearly as bad as alot of other people in this world. Most of YOUR problems are temporary, when most others are lifelong.
Believe & Receive
Gods gift to you is creativity; what you do with it is your gift to God." Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this balloon to everybody you like. You may also return it to me. If four balloons are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Believe me...... It really happens! Send a lot of little balloons to your friends!!! “Therefore, I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours” (Mark 11:24, NIV). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Has God spoken things to your heart that haven’t come to pass yet? Sometimes when we are believing for things, it’s easy to let circumstances and the pressures of life drag us down. But when you make the choice to receive your promise by picturing it in your mind’s e
Beliefs & Ponderings
Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn
Forget what you know about raindrops that fall from the darkened sky and think about it as spiritual teardrops....The water that is shed from above is not rain but teardrops from the dead who are mourning those of us who are still living. They can hear our pain, hear our cries in the middle of the night, and see the chaos that we deal with on a daily basis. They mourn us for they were the lucky ones who got away. So now every time it rains, just think of it as the spirits mourning the living and the crazy lives we live. Believe in who and what you are...because if you don't, know one will. ~Wildfire
Believe You opened up a window, To the darkness that lay within, You brought about the best in me, Regardless of my sins. You still believed in me, Though I'm not sure why. You made me think, believe & trust, You've helped me by & by. So now We stand side by side, In everything We do. Your love & faith have kept me strong. Thank you for being you.
You fit in with:Spiritualism 80% spiritual.40% reason-oriented. Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms. Take This Quiz at You are a Pagan Leader! You are a role model in the Pagan community, and if you're not, you are well on your way! Teaching the craft, and helping those new to the path is your passion. Throwing the events and expanding peoples horizons! Take this quiz at
Let's start with the origin of the name. "Scientology", broken down into its corest definition, is "the study of knowledge". Wow, can it get more vague? Hubbard apparently once stated that it is impossible to truly know anything. To me, that's saying that no one has a right to grasp knowledge and possess it. Um, that explains scientific theories in general, but they are called theories because they are UNPROVEN. The idea that we are all eternal beings of pure energy that outlive our bodies makes a kind of sense, since the facts of science back it up, along with people having visions of past lives and such. The human mind is an energy field, and energy doesn't vanish. It disperses. This also explains ghost sightings, as ghosts all have a certain level of electrical energy. Now what screams "scam" to me is the fact that Scientology uses a machine called an E-Meter to resolve stress in our minds. Um, hate to say it, but WE HUMANS INVENTED THAT MACHINE, and humans by nature
Be Like Nike.. N Just Do It
December 30, 2003 The five of us went to see Jon last night; Kyli, who drove, Stacy, Jessica, Jenna, and I, JD. Kyli came and picked me up from my house around 7:25p.m. She was running late, which meant I was running late, also. We met Stacy, Jessica and Jenna at McDonalds, where we piled into Kyli's red car. I kept pondering to myself, "Are we ready?" I guess only I could answer that. I was ready. I was ready to see him, ready to express my feelings towards him. For those who don't know who Jon is, let me help you out. His name is Jonathan Dando, but occasionally, if he's in just the right mood, we call him Freddie. I don't know where that nickname came from, but it for some reason, has stuck. He is 18 years old. I've known Jon for over two years now, but I couldn't tell you exactly how long. He has turned out to be an astounding friend. No one could have ever expected, from some of the people he hangs out with, underneath his "bad boy" attitude, which I rarely saw, was someone
Beliefs Quiz
which religion best fits your beliefs???created with You scored as wiccan/witchyou are wiccan/witch, very interesting religion wiccan/witch 100%christian 69%Buddhist 63%Taoist 63%Hindu 63%other 50%agnostic 25%Satanist 25%atheist 13%jew 0%Muslim
Believe In Angel
I BELIEVE IN ANGELS A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die!" Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone
I believe in miracles and dreams that will come true. I believe in tender moments and friendship, through and through. I believe in stardust and moonbeams all aglow. I believe there's magic and more there than we know. I believe in reaching out and touching from the heart I believe that if we touch a gift we can impart. I believe that if you cry your tears are not in vain. And when you're sad and lonely, others know your pain. I believe that when we laugh a sparkle starts to shine. And I just know that spark will spread from more hearts than just mine. I believe that hidden in the quiet of the night, there's magic moths and gypsies a fairy and a sprite. I believe that if you dance the dances of your heart, that greater happiness will find a brand new way to start. I believe the gifts you have are there for you to share. And when you give them from the heart, the whole world knows you care. I believe that if you give, even just to one, that gift will gr
Believe What Is There, To Believe In During Life, Nothing Lasts, Aside From Strife, Life May Perish, Life May End, Our Soul We May Give, Our Soul We May Spend, But Our Love, That Eternal Flame, Will Never Dim, Will Never Change, It Will Forever Last, When All Other Lights Leave, For You Light My Life, You Make Me Believe.
Believe In Your Heart
I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with Your laughter, love, an
Belief is a thing that many should explore Seeking out truths, myths and more, Checking our existance day by day Wondering where we came from or if we're gonna stay, Looking up to the clouds asking God is there more Waiting for His answer to see what's in store, Belief is deciding to accept what He says And waiting to discover the future that's ahead...
Believe in yourself !!
Believe In Yourself
Believing is it truly seeing with your eyes When people leave this body have they died? Believing does it tell you a story of this world Or does it tell you about an existence you can’t see Believing takes on different manifestation Birds when they chirp are they speaking Believing with your soul and heart Believing with your heart and soul is the key Seeing with your eyes sometimes is not meant to be Believing in yourself with confidence and esteem Making everything around you seem overly extreme Believing what is it? Is it based on one’s intellect, knowledge? Experience or understanding Is it a coincidence to seem demanding to ask questions and receive? Answers to you are secure inside Believing in one’s self no matter what, abide firmly within Yourself It does not matter if Believe in yourself Believe in yourself even if you make a mistake Believe in yourself even if you know you are a fake Believe in yourself when everyone lets you down Believe in yo
Kept at arms length Saving myself from you I won't let you in I can't let you see I can't open myself The darkness will enter It will find it's home in my heart There won't be room for you the fear and doubt crowds in You could be anything I give up my way And lose myself...not today... Too much to lose Don't dare tell me you love me Do you know what love is? You held me down and screamed you wanted me to love or die  I make my own way Without your hand, lost and alone but safe... Never knowing which is worse... Alone and dead, or broken and alive... I can't get through this day I give up my will to the angel at my side I lose myself in the mist, the darkness inside me She carries me through the night She kisses away my tears, the nightmares and fears So pretty in my pain, tear stained eyes, shattered dreams I pass between worlds as she fights my demons She sees the light in me, that fear has blinded me of She sees what others do not see So run, run,
I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil, I don't meet In the Dreams that I live through Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you've had to fake And all the bullshit you've had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disapear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me This life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams It's my life It's my choice Hear my words Hear my voice So just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you If you believe in me Lif
Believe It Or Not
Hikayat grabbed the back of Abe L.'s serviceable shirt as he started to dog paddle further out into the Chimera Sea in panic. Her other hand reached under the indolently swaying ripples of opalescence and yanked upwards with a handful of Red E.'s hair intertwined in between her fingers until his nose and mouth cleared the water and he gasped a breath almost too long delayed. Will N. was already staggering to his feet on the silken black sands of the beach. Surging forward with her less than adept bondeds in tow, they all fell upon the sand with a myriad of sounds. Will N. turned his delighted gaze from the foreign landscape when a shriek, a whimpered "wait, wait!", and a resolute, "So it must be meant.", forced his attention back to the sea of muted sparks, his bedraggled brothers, and the Stranger. He took a moment to consider that the woman was shining. Her rainbow scaled clothing caught the light of a single sun made of variegated lines of deepest dark and blinding light. She op
Believe Ur Heart
Believe In Me
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.
i just dont and i want all that share these words to under stand that beliefe is something that you feel,,,,,,,,,and i just dont feel ...i let my heart open to emotions that i had burried deep within the shell of the man b4 you now ......and here is my conclusion to it all ........gods first words were LET THERE BE LIGHT.....this is a power i can hold in my hands and the greatest of givfts from god ....even though i can hold the power of light in the palm of my hand i can not find one person that can hold me for more than a few moments at a time
Believe in urself - in the power u have to control ur own life, day by day. Believe in the strength that u have deep inside, and the faith will help show u the way. Believe in tomorrow and what it will bring, let a hopeful heart carry u through. For things will work out if u trust and believe - there's no limit to what u can do
Believe's In Love
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when
Believe It You Can Read It
I cdnuolt blveiee tahr I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht i was rdanieg the phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at cmabrigde uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. the rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is because the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but thr wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt. have fun with this one.
I am sick and tired of the shit that people do. they act one way and then they do shit and act another. I hate it when people are happier talking to someone else then talk to the people that they say that they love and are happy to be with. I also am sick of people writting shit on there pages and not telling me the one they should be telling. I am so sick and tired of it. I am sick and tired of when I want so loving it's im to tired or not in the mood, but if others want it, it's go to be now. I am sick of people chatting it up till late into the night and is always has a smile on there face and is not happy if they have to talk to me. I give up, I really do. I am sick and tired of going through this shit. What I can't believe is that the one person that you love the most would want to look at other women. I don't understand that. I have put up with it for the last 4 years that we have been together. What is it that he get out of it. I don't get why he would do it right in front of me
TO LOVE YOURSELF  Have you heard people say, “I can’t love someone until I learn how to love myself?” What if it is the other way around?  What if the TRUTH is, I can never really learn to love myself until I love another?  What if I need to love another unconditionally before I can love myself? What if loving others is the key? Loving others without regard to whether I get anything out of it?  Now what? Stress Cure Are you open to learning about something that can enhance the quality of your life?  What if it's about something you've heard about before and dismissed?  What if it's about something you've tried before unsuccessfully? Are you open to the possibility that you could learn something new here that will change your perspective?  If you are open to the possibility of learning something that you may have dismissed before, read on. There is an area of the brain responsible for feelings of well-being and happiness.  Scientists at the University of Wisco
Believe In The Magic Of Life
We tend to train ourselves to stop dreaming, the Law of Attraction tells us that the more you are joyful about the things you want, you will get them, the important thing is...Be Happy, joyous, loving, passionate about what you want in life! This is not new age mumbo works! You have to ask, believe and receive....act like you already have all the things you want in life and be happy about it! I am a firm believer in the law of attraction, this law gives us the power to get anything we want! We have to believe we are worthy to receive these things. You must be passionate, happy, joyful, positive to receive these things, the universe sees that you are happy and will send more of that feeling to you! Its all about how you feel! Having those feelings and giving those feeling to others help you to receive grat and wonderful things from the universe, it is yours for the taking if you just be happy!
Believe In Change Fitness
I'm all about: Motivated Individuals who commit to decisions about change! It's not about where you're coming from. It's all about where your going and putting in the work to get there! I can help you get there! Wellness Coach/ Independent Team Beach Body Coach, Pilates Trainer, Yoga Enthusiast and am working on my Personal Training Certification. I would love to help you improve your quality of life by sharing what I know about living healthy! I can help you get the body you want through the development of Healthy Lifestyle Changes. Visit my site: and Like my FB page: Believe in Change Fitness. Contact me with any questions and lets get you on a program that will impress the lady you're looking for! Let me help you get there!
Be Life
Trust in the perfect timing of your life’s unfolding. Remember that yesterday and tomorrow are not real. Only this moment is real. In this moment, life is perfect. You are perfect.— Chris Assaad 
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To everyone pissed off that Belladonna wont reply or talk to them, look at how many friends she has, it would take forever to reply to everyone, shes got a life and a job and a family! Shes a busy girl!! Just be glad your in her friends!!! If she gets a chance, she just might get back to ya. Dont pressure her or try to make her feel bad for not getting back to U!!~~~Jay
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Bella's Sinister Thoughts
Greetings! Just a quick blog to wish all my new friends a Happy New Year 2007! I plan to write more blogs later so stay tuned. Until then...
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Belladonnas Blog
I finally got two things done today, I got the BBW section up on my site heres the link for that (There isnt many at moment, but I'll be adding more throughout the day today) I also got my holidays section under some order as well. you can check that out here at this link below I have added about 4 new Halloween tags as well in there too....Hope you all enjoy the new section and the new Halloween tags! Bellas Graphics Stop by and have a look at the new and older tags over on my site for Fubar!
Bell's Palsy
Well, where do I begin? Yesterday was such a surreal nightmare. My husband (Rob) woke up feeling know that feeling when you have gone to the dentist and the novacaine stars wearing off? He decided to head to work anyway. A few blocks down the road the feeling got worse and he looked the mirror at himself and noticed half his face was not working! He came back home and needless to say I rushed him straight to the ER. Well, on the way there is decides to tell me that he had 5 (yes fuckin 5!!!!) Redbulls on Saturday and had felt some pressure in his chest. Well, now I am in a panic thinking, he having a Stroke?? Well we get to the ER (around 10am) and walk up to the front desk. Some jackass nurse (who probably had been working a double shift, bless her bitchy heart) does not even bother to look at us and hands us a paper to fill out. Mind you, we live in Miami where your typical waiting period is about 12 ro 15 hours unless your dyeing. (which even that does not guara
Bella-please Fan Me Before You Add Me!!!!!!!!*@ Cherrytap
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) I have two daughters 22 and 18 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time smoking and drinking 6) I am going to shoot TicTac 7) I am a sarcastic person 8) I enjoy SEX a lot 9) I like to have fun 10) I try to treat all people fair Buck,MikeHammer031,Dr.Strangelove,BGAME63,Fordman77 You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your a
Belle & Her Pups
If anyone happens to read this and knows something about morph's.... would ya please contact me... i have a general question i'ld like to ask....thanks i really appreciate it!!! *smiles* It's been almost 3 weeks since Belle, my AKC siberian husky had her puppies. They are getting very active and eyes are open. They all have such gorgeous blue eyes. Getting very playful with each other. If ya like to see them here is my website for them. Hope ya enjoy!!!
The Bell...........
My master had me on a waterbed, blindfolded, with my arms tied to opposite corners of the bed. And I had on this studded leather belt with handcuffs attached to each side. Which were handcuffed to my ankles with a metal loop. So I was completely spread wide for his amusement. And as I lay they’re trembling wondering what was going to happen next, I did not have to wait long. Master lay downs next to me, and started to kiss me, and rub my body all over. Which in itself was a very good feeling, then he started to rub my nipples until they were very erect and engorged. Then he put on my nipple clamps, and when he did it always brought a gasp. And then he started to slowly open my pussy, ever so slowly and started to massage my clit in little round circles. And it felt so good; I could not move my legs I was completely at my master’s mercy. My master was entering me, teasing my g-spot making pant really hard, then stopping and playing with my clit. Which was now becoming very har
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The Bell Witch
These events relate to the legend of the "Bell Witch," which was the inspiration for the motion picture, "An American Haunting." More info can be found at * * FEBRUARY 27th -- ParaHub Radio 7:30 PM EASTERN / 6:30 PM CENTRAL ------- * * MARCH 9th -- "Through the Keyhole" 5:00 PM EASTERN / 4:00 PM CENTRAL MORE TO COME!
Bell's Palsey.. And How It Invaded My Life!
I am really gone about this whole situation. I know i posted a mumm about this, asking for advice. But i can't seem to shake it. I mean yesterday i was able to smile, and blink and so forth. And today..the right side of my face is paralyzed. Now all i can do is look at myself with this goofy ass half smile. I am so fuckin sad! I have a lot of support but it is really holding its weight on me. Even feel like i have a complex now about my laugh and smile. Sorry to bore you all but i just need to talk about it. Do you think i am over-reacting? I am open for advice and any info anyone has on this. Thanks guys for everything you all do on here! And if you could please keep me in your prayers for the next couple weeks.. Luv ya all... xoxoxoox
Bella Morte
Sorry - Buckcherry A realization hit me clear out of nowhere. I had convinced myself awhile ago that I didn't need a relationship ever again. That I would be fine alone and had grown quite accustomed to it. But when it all comes down to it... Who is going to hold you late into the night? or whisper softly into your ear those 3 magical words telling you that you're their everything and more? Alone. There wont be anyone there to wipe away your tears and smile sweetly. Melting away any and all problems; with a smile that could light up your heart. I may be a strong person but even I need the love and affection of someone that truly cares about me. I'm just sick of meaningless, empty words. That most people spew because they wouldn't know something good even if it was shoved in their face. Most just want a quick fix and move on to the next person. I'm not out for a quick fix. I want something real and long lasting. and upon this realization. I felt more lonely
Bella's News
I'm in the following contests and it would make all the difference in this world if you could take a moment and vote for me. Simply click on the links below. You can vote only once a day. Make sure you give me all 10s! ;-) Under my picture, click on "Vote for me to be a Soak Girl" You can vote only once per day. Please repost this as a bulletin and as a blog, tell all your friends to go vote for me too, and ask me for the html codes for my banners so you can post them on your profile. Thanks for the support! Much love, Bella I'm looking for the hottest glamour models to enter the Sweethearts modeling contest. One monthly winner will be awarded her very own free membership website (which we will help you manage) and a non-exclusive contract with Bella Valentine. No previous experience necessary. You will need to s
Bella Rayne's Rambling Again
1) Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. 2) In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 3)Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." 4) If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 5)Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 6) Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." 7) Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." 8) Practice making fax and modem noises. 9) Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. 10) Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. 11) Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." 12) Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. 13) Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. 14)Holler random numbers whi
Belladonna Needs Our Help
SANTA NEEDS YOUR HELP! ...again... Click this picture and FAN ADD & RATE BELLADONNA! (you know you wanna) Belladonna Club F.A.R.member...b/f Cod Father...Owned by "T" and Kirkland PLEASE HELP SANTA'S FAVORITE NAUGHTY LIL HELPER BECOME RED Be sure to Add/Rate/Fan Santa too so you get coal in your stocking! oh yeah...repost please stfu its santa*asst mngr @ the night life*owner of fookie*owned by the staff of the night life
Bell Of Freedom
I have walked all alone, on there streets I call home Streets of hope, streets of fear Though the sidewalk cracks time disappears I lost, on my knees on the eve of defeat As I choked back the tears There's silent scream mo one could hear So far away from everything you know is true Something inside that make you do what you got to do Ring them bells, ring then loud Let them ring here and now Just reach out ring the Bells of Freedom When your world's crashing down Like you've lost every round Stand your ground And ring the Bells of Freedom Up the step of the church Through the fields and the dirt In the dark I have seen That the sun still shines for the one who believes So far away So full of doubt and needing proof Just close your eyes and hear the sound inside of you Written By DJ Forever Sweet
Belly Dance
The History of Bellydance Bellydance, also known as the dance of the people, reflects the basic life experiences common to all. Born to celebrate Mother Earth, Bellydance, with a long and colorful history, originated as a fertility ritual dance. 2300 years after Enheduanna wrote about the patriarchal religions developing and conquering the matriarch based religions, Bellydance and sexuality were no longer considered sacred or spiritual, but evil. As the Ottoman Empire reigned, female gypsy dancers were hired to entertain the women living in the harems – this continued the original legacy of women dancing exclusively for women. At the end of Ottoman Empire, Turkey became a republic, religious limitations were lifted and women were allowed to once again entertain and dance for men. The European painters discovered Middle-Eastern dance in the 18th Century, introducing it to the West, and giving it its name Bellydance because of their fascination with the exposed belly. Bel
Bellas Raving
Belladonna A Lost F.a.r. Member...owned By & Fu-married To Ogary...r8 Pge & Fan B4 Add@ Fubar
Females should have more respect for themselves. Just because you get on cam naked for a guy does not mean that they like you, or even think that you are sexy! they are thinking that you are the whore that you really are! there is other ways that you can get the positive kind of attention and you can start with having some class. I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!
Okay this is called FIRST REACTION ... type what comes to your mind first whenever you hear these 40 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Repost it for all of your friends... 1. Cigarettes: pointless 2. Sex: itz gurr-ate, but riiight now, itz the one thing that i hate due tu an outkum! 3. Relationships: are so komplikating...why doez it have tu be thyz way? 4. Your Last Ex: omg...i miss hym more than anything! He'z alwayz on my mind...i love hym tu death....Why doez it have tu be lyke thiz babe? 5. Michigan Football: um, .....i don't know 6. Crack: um, dude pull up ur pantz! 7. Food: itz there.... 8. The President: HAHAHA 9. War: don't get me started! 10. Car: i need one! 11. Gas Prices: thank god my feet still work! 12. Halloween: LUV it.....letz have two .....n' skip christmas!! 13. Bon Jovi: um, i guezz ok!! .... a lil' over-rated! 14. Religion: i don't know..... 15. MySpace: i'm addikted.
*Belong* ***my feelings for you are fading, almost everything is destroyed, i want tu forget you, maybe even hate you, the truth is i kan't, i will alwayz love you, you're part of me now, no matter the ups and downs, tugether thingz didn't work out, apart you're all i thynk about, i need you baby, for the pain is unbearable, i want tu push you around, and smack you in the face, for all those times, that you got on my kase, you hurt me emotionally, i'll never be the same, how kan i say this, maybe i'm tu blame, now you hate me, or so you say, is thyz one of ur lies, will i ever really know, how kan you treat me lyke this, lyke i wuz just a one night bitch, baby i love you, my tears are unstoppable, please take me back in your arms, the place where i belong, are you too good for me, am i too good for you, does it matter, i'll alwayz love you, you'll alwayz love me, n' we both know thyz, our memories are grand, one moment kaptured in the sky, only me n' you understand, noone really kno
de·te·ri·o·rate ..> 1. to make or become worse or inferior in character, quality, value, etc. ..> ..> 2. to disintegrate or wear away. ..> In your life you decide the paths you want to take. Weather it be wonderful or bad , it's all about what you make it. When all is is running smooth and working out according to some kind of invisible plan you feel as if your life is begining to make sense. But what happens when that plan is cut off and you come to realize that it wasn't as smooth running or as great as you possibly thought? Do your dreams begin to deteriorate? Trying to concentrate on the positive, you can't help but let the thought of loosing your grasp on something you wanted so intensly consume you. Will you let it eat at you until there is nothing left of what once was alive. Are you holding on to something that wasn't meant to be? Was this just a lesson in life to prepare you for something to come? Are you willing to take that deep breathe
Beloved Angel
There she is, this one girl! She,more beautifull than anything. Pure as a diamond. Her eyes,shining brighter than any star. I knew that I´d love her, right the first moment she walked through this door. I was searching for her all my life. She looked in my eyes and all this pain was gone! She smiled and my soul began to jump up and down. One word from her beautyful lips and my heart was standing. Where have you been my beloved angel? The world seems to live because she lives. It doesn´t seem to be empty any more. The flowers wake as she walkes past. The birds begin to sing. All this only because she gave me this present of her very own existance. She tells the truth and the fog goes away, she opens her eyes and the night turns into day. She smiles and the sun wakes and shines with all it´s powers. Where have you been my beloved angel? She´s a lady. No.....even more! She´s a goddess! A goddes walking on this earth, keeping this world from going under.
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