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Well, I'm starting my online chemistry class today, and I've still to see anything from the professor in my inbox containing a syllabus, instructions, or even just a quick "sorry, I'll have it up tomorrow" even. I don't want my first class in 4 years to start off this way, with me in limbo about how things should be... I'm scared, nervous, and very anxious about this online school thing, but I had to take the classes online for I'll be in Cancun the week of finals, and I can't miss them. I'm also stressed about a great many things in my life aside from college. Business is down so badly that it's going on over a week since I should've been paid...I'm still here cuz it's my family's business and I feel I've an obligation to stay to help my 75-year old dad. But money is so tight, and I'm running out of my savings. Why not get another job? Because this is the only job that will accomodate the schedule I have to have in the fall to go to school at the college for nursing. I'll be at the hospital or at school 3 days/wk 7 hrs/day the first semester, that increases to 4 days/wk the second semester, and by the time I'm in the RN program, I'll need to be able to be at the hospital 5 days/week. I just don't know how I would survive at another job, and still be able to study and attend courses. Also, one of my roommates has to leave by the end of June. Doesn't matter why, she just has to go (nothing to do with us). So I have to find someone to fill her spot. I'm also feeling down on a friendly level...I wish I had more to offer people that would make it so they consider me close enough to want to talk to me more...but I just don't think I have what it takes. Maybe I'm not funny, witty, sexy or cool enough to be the object of anyone's affection or desire, friendly or otherwise, at this stage in my life, and it just bums me out. I think I'm just being lame, but I'm still bummed. And I shouldn't put much stake into anything on the interwebz, but I can't help it... I love my friends, and I just end up wondering if my friends love me, that's all. I'll stop now.
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