Burn Blog by angelshamster
Over 10,112,659 people are on fubar. What are you waiting for?

angelshamster's blog: "Burn"

created on 08/01/2007  |  http://fubar.com/burn/b110386
I am back, in Texas with Angel, and its perfect, I am so very happy,we are both in love, i could not have asked for more. she is wounderful, beutiful, sexy, and every thing in between. I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Angel, I was originally not going to post the letter I sent to you this afternoon, it was for you and you alone. But the more I thought of you, the beauty of you, I want the world to know. I am so proud to be in your life, to be with you. I have said it before, that for you I have no shame, no pride. I want the world to know how beautiful you are, what you make me feel, I have never been this happy. Angel "When I spoke to you this morning I felt better, but when I saw you online, I was intoxicated. I can not express to you the power of the beauty you posses in your face, the overwhelming joy and happiness it brings me. I have never seen anything more beautiful. Your beauty is demanding, it compels me to feel, it drives me mad, and sooths me simultaneously. Your lips are exciting, sexy, and soft. The curl of your lips as you smile makes me smile, they are so engaging, I can not turn away. Your eyes, those big beautiful brown eyes, they warm me. They have the power to see straight through me, they can formulate thoughts on to them selves. They break me to the very core of who I am. I can easily loose my self to your eyes, they capture me, keep me, hold me. The curve of your face, is a thing of beauty all on its own. They guide me from one point of your face to another, they flow with a grace unlike anything I have ever known. Your expressions, they speak to me, to my heart. I can feel you, feel the words you speak. No one, absolutely no one has ever had this effect on me. You are the only woman to command my attention without even knowing that you are doing it. You fill me with a longing I have never known. The thought of you, your beauty, can make me cry, it can make me smile. I will always be a slave to your charms, of which you have many. I know there are so many wonderful tings about you I have yet to discover, and the idea of discovering them fills me with excitement and anticipation. I have never loved someone as I do you. You are truly are a dream come true. You sometimes cause my passion to run a muck. And I love that. You are beautiful Angel, you are desired, desired in ways you have never known, in ways only I could know. I will never apologize for staring at you, I know I will do it often, so get your self used to the idea. You are the most incredibly beautiful woman I have ever known. Nothing compares, nothing, no one. You are the only woman to actually take my breath away, I always thought it was a figure of speech. I never knew it could really happen. You do that, you take that, the very breath from my body. You are so beautiful. I know you can see it in my face when I see you, sometimes you don't know what it is, and you will say, "what?" I am telling you what it is, when I look lost, confused, its you, its your face, it's the power of being pulled to the most beautiful thing I have ever known, its you., the inability to focus, to understand or even care what is happing to me, that is the power of you, the incredible beauty you posses. Its you. " I love you, always. Sean
JUST ONE DAY TO GO!!!!!!!!!
I have not posted a blog in a couple of days, I have been in Kaneohe, on the other side of the island at a family beech house. Doing some boating spear fishing and other odds and ends, I am happy to say however I have been talking to my beautiful Angel everyday, several times a day and there are only 4 more days left, 4 more days until I am back in Texas, and with the most beautiful woman in the world. Only 4 more days until all of my most wonderful dreams come true, all because of her
Only 2 days left till I return home to Texas, and in to the arms of my Angel!!!!!!
Just 3 more days till i return home, till i am with my Angel, JUST 3 DAY'S!
Sorry I have not posted a blog in a couple of days, I have been in Kaneohe, on the other side of the island at a family beech house. Doing some boating spear fishing and other odds and ends, I am happy to say however I have been talking to my beautiful Angel everyday, several times a day and there are only 4 more days left, 4 more days until I am back in Texas, and with the most beautiful woman in the world. Only 4 more days until all of my most wonderful dreams come true, all because of her
That's it I am done with my obligations here, I have my tickets, it is set in stone. And I will be back in Texas in just a few days. In the arms of my Angel, I cant wait. Its about time. I love you Angel,
A book, a love story, the quill has been compiling all the text from these stories, all the on line live talks, the blogs myspace, the emails. I am leaving in a few days I don't want to loose any of this stuff. My word processor has over 350 pages worth of compiled text from all the above going back through the middle of July, I still have over 3 weeks to compile. This will no longer be called a love story, its now an epic. "big smile" I had no idea it was, would be like this. WOW. that's a lot of typing, a lot of thinking, a lot of love. And I have not even started. WOW, I cant wait to get back, to be in my Angels arms. I love you Angel, I love you. I started to print it out, hoping it would be easy to have a hard copy. Bad idea. After 200+ pages going back only to July 20th with the blog and email only and the paper stack over " thick. I had to stop. "BIG SMILE" I think after its all compiled, I will take it to Kinko's get it done there.
Just had another ridiculously long shower. Fortunately the shower is a great place to hide. Its just a hand full of days now, days, not weeks, days. And I should be so happy, and I am. But, sometimes you see something, hear something and you just miss her. You really miss her. I feel like I have been just to far for to long. I want this out now, before she is home tonight. I don't want to see her like this, not now. I want nothing but smiles right now. I just really missed her tonight. Its been a long day. I just cant wait to see her face, her beautiful face. I feel like I have loved her for ever, and in a way I have. I know in my heart, my mind what I am missing, and its hard. Get with it Sean, just days, days. Just days left, and you will be there, and you will never leave. Who the hell are you Sean, to make her wait? To make yourself wait? God I love her, I always have, and I have waited long enough. Just days. I love you Angel. I miss you Angel. I don't know if I can forgive myself for being so far away for so long. Feels like a life time, I would never do this again. I could not stay away from her like this again, once I see her face, that's it, she holds the key, don't loose that key Angel. I need to breath your air, I need to feel your breath at night, the air here is just to thin for me alone like this, I miss you. I love you.
last post
6 years ago
posts
15
views
2,624
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss

other blogs by this author

 6 years ago
Venus as a boy
official fubar blogs
 1 year ago
fubar news by babyjesus 
 12 hrs ago
e by e 
 12 hrs ago
e by e 
 3 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus 
 1 year ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy 

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.243 seconds on machine '197'.