angelshamster's blog: "Burn"

Angel you were absolutely beautiful this morning, I could not think of a better way to start my day. This morning was a shining example of why every day with you is Christmas. You know exactly what to do to make me feel so very special. As though being loved by the most beautiful woman ever, was not enough, I am the luckiest man on earth. And the whole world could hear my heart beat today Angel, the whole world. I love you.

Angel, I am writing this while you are sleeping, you are so beautiful, so adorable, and just so cute when you sleep. You know I love watching you sleep. I should be sleeping as well, but for some reason tonight I just cant stay away. You seem to be sleeping a little more soundly tonight, sleeping more comfortably than usual. I love that, I love the happiness on your face right now as you sleep. Its going on 45 minutes now, since you fell asleep. You woke up once, said a couple of things, made a couple of cute noises. I love that to. I will be going to bed soon, I only whish I was there when you wake up. But I will be, very soon, so very soon. I cant wait. I love you.

Angel, you did something this morning with that call, something in your voice when you called, I have not been able to shake it all day. The smile on my face today was a little different. And when I talked to you this evening, and you told me. Ooohhh. I knew it, I did. I could feel it all day, your killing me. Lets just say my shower was about 40 minutes long, there was no hot water left by the time I was done, I really did not notice though. oops, did I say that? I love myself I want you to love me When I feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me You're the one who makes me come running You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes and see you before me Think I would die if you were to ignore me A fool could see just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself Ooh I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no Angel, I want you, I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself, I honestly do. Ooh, ooh, oo, oo. Ahh, oops, did I say that too? ( BIG SMILE) I love you Angel. MMmmmm, yes I do.

7/30/2007 2:50:15 PM sean to angel Angel? 7/30/2007 2:50:33 PM sean to angel How do I tell the most beautiful woman in the world I love her? 7/30/2007 2:50:53 PM angel to sean you wisper it into her heart!!

What it is to burn,. Current mood: thirsty Category: Romance and Relationships What it is to burn, let me tell you, I have some experience in this subject. When you think of her 24 hours a day, yes 24 hours a day. Really, 24 hours a day, working, playing, walking, running, driving, thinking, talking, regardless of what you do. You are thinking of her, 24 hours a day. There is no escaping it. She is just there. When the thought of her effects every thing you do, every thing. The way you get up, the way you take a shower, the way you eat, the way you live. When every song you here, no matter the topic, you find her in it. When you see her everywhere, in every one. And when you do think of her on propose, you smile, you cry, you scream, you move, you breath, you feel. The things you feel, the wonderful emotions, overload. And you don't care who sees you when it happens. You don't care what anyone thinks. When you feel faint, alive, when your chest threatens to cave in, when you cant find your balance, those little anxiety attacks, those little panic attacks, the state of emergency you feel the fear, the joy. When every thing in your world you never noticed suddenly seems more precious than anything in the world. The power, the confidence, the pain, the humility, the sense of break down, the sense of accomplishment, the desire to hear her voice is so incredible, you just call, you don't care even the voice mail is more than enough. When you pass up important events just so you can be there to talk to her, When you are in the middle of something important, and you suddenly stop, and look at her picture for no reason, you just had to do it. When your life is suddenly more vivid and sometimes so bright your eyes hurt, your mouth hurts from smiling. You cant look at another woman for any reason, and if you do, you see her. When the longing in you builds up to a point, that in the middle of no were, you are suddenly brought to your knees, literally to your knees. You to will know what it is to burn. This is what Angel does to me, everyday in one way or another.