What it is to burn,.
Current mood: thirsty
Category: Romance and Relationships
What it is to burn, let me tell you, I have some experience in this subject.
When you think of her 24 hours a day, yes 24 hours a day. Really, 24 hours a day, working, playing, walking, running, driving, thinking, talking, regardless of what you do. You are thinking of her, 24 hours a day. There is no escaping it. She is just there. When the thought of her effects every thing you do, every thing. The way you get up, the way you take a shower, the way you eat, the way you live. When every song you here, no matter the topic, you find her in it. When you see her everywhere, in every one. And when you do think of her on propose, you smile, you cry, you scream, you move, you breath, you feel. The things you feel, the wonderful emotions, overload. And you don't care who sees you when it happens. You don't care what anyone thinks. When you feel faint, alive, when your chest threatens to cave in, when you cant find your balance, those little anxiety attacks, those little panic attacks, the state of emergency you feel the fear, the joy. When every thing in your world you never noticed suddenly seems more precious than anything in the world. The power, the confidence, the pain, the humility, the sense of break down, the sense of accomplishment, the desire to hear her voice is so incredible, you just call, you don't care even the voice mail is more than enough. When you pass up important events just so you can be there to talk to her, When you are in the middle of something important, and you suddenly stop, and look at her picture for no reason, you just had to do it. When your life is suddenly more vivid and sometimes so bright your eyes hurt, your mouth hurts from smiling. You cant look at another woman for any reason, and if you do, you see her. When the longing in you builds up to a point, that in the middle of no were, you are suddenly brought to your knees, literally to your knees. You to will know what it is to burn. This is what Angel does to me, everyday in one way or another.
