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You're On My Heart Just Like A Tattoo
Well I am 6 days into being single and i am getting better each and everyday. Its hard to stay sane when the last year and 1/2 of your life was a lie. Im still so lost on how someone can say they want to marry you...and you are the one...and it was all a lie. I hate people who lie and use. well i guess i can look at it like this....now i can get back to my life of working out,working, and being with my friends. Shit I gave up for a piece of shit...

Probs Herein Tunes
alls i know is when i went into a lounge i have been goin into for months now i got no tunes. well come to find out i got banned from the server. the server is owned by the people i use to dj for with my EX and i dont know what the heck i did to the other then go into their lounge so i could talk to one of their djs who i know personally yes in rl hes a sweetheart lovers u slayer and mommy. well anyways i got off track they r not unbannin me cuz of my ex he is a hacker and if u know him he will somehow f@ck up ur stuff i havent been with him in 8 months and it has come back to bite me in the azz. he has stolen 4 of my fubar names and 5 of my yahoo sn. alright get back on track here. they said i hit their server over 200 times in a hour and the program i am runnin i know that cant happen it has to be manually turned on and off lmao and i cant do that 3 times a min for an hour like i would want to waste my time doin that just to what get banned hell no i aint into doin that that would be

Phone Sex
Mmm, phone sex. It’s so hot Hearing your voice on the other end of the line Talking dirty to me Getting me wetter Hearing your moans Hearing you call out my name As you jack off that sweet hard cock of yours Fantasizing that you are fucking me so hard I moan back in unison with you Thrusting my hand all over and into my pussy Getting it drenched in my wetness Fantasizing the same thing that you are Hearing you cum for me Cumming so hard Knowing that you are waiting to hear me cum too Feeling my orgasm approaching Moaning louder into the phone Almost deafening you Then feeling my sweet release as I cum for you All over my hand Tasting myself as I bring my hand to my mouth Wishing you could taste me too Both of us feeling satsified Saying goodbye and hanging up the phone Knowing that both of us can hardly wait till the next time that we will do this again.

Untitled
You were my light You were my happiness You were the sun in my day You were my love You were my heart You were my soul You were everything to me I never wanted that to change. Now you’re my darkness Now you’re my sadness Now you’re my grey skies Now I question my love Now you’re loosing my heart Now you’re loosing my soul Now you’re loosing everything I gave you. How did we let this happen.

Alone
Lying hear alone, staring through my lonely night, I find my mind is playing with ideas I cannot fight. My skin begins to tingle, where my hands begin to touch, Drawn into the warm invite that beckons from my crotch. I know no one can hear me when the moan escapes my lips, No one can see me lick my sweet cum covered fingertips. And pinching on my nipples makes me quiver, makes me twitch, I writhe and buck my hips alone, a wasted horny bitch. I long to feel the kiss of tongues pushing deep inside, Then gently dancing upon lips, teasing, opening wide. I imagine feeling hot breath falling on my flesh, That first taste of some one else's dew so hot and fresh. I slowly push my digits into my eager pussy; Biting on my lip and groaning like a filthy hussy. Sprawled across the bed I push my ass into the air, One hand working wonders, the other pulling hair. Then the burn begins, slowly starting from the clit, In the dark I smile and tease the juice along my slit. The muscles

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

Please Pray For My Brother
I got a call this morning from my dad. My brother Sean has had a fever of 105 for a couple of days now. He is in the hospital and they got his temp down to 101. I don't know all the details yet and the Dr's still don't know whats wrong. I'm waiting to hear back from family but I'm checking into flight's right now. I'm sure Sean will be fine but, if everyone could please say a prayer or whatever it is your belief's have you do. I would greatly appreciate it and s will my family. Sean just got engaged not too long ago. Thanks everyone and I'll keep this updated as I know anything.

Slow Ride
I like hard fucking sometimes, that painful push pull shaking bed thrust. but when you lie there, looking up at me, when the power is mine, the control is mine, I want it slow, slower still. I will ride you at my own rhythm don’t hurry, no rush, please wait I want to play with you, tease you tease myself, stroke slow, rock up and on and on, let me take, let me be. playful kisses and I want to stay here without time cock inside, a hint of motion, smug smile. I am not the woman I once was, but here, on top, here on you, here full of power I am everywoman, my best woman, my best self. so let me. let me ride you, play you, tease you, touch you. let me set the tone, be in control, take you as I want because what I want is you, is this moment, to last forever

My Escapades, Education And Family
I came back to my dorm room after lunch today to find three campus policeman searching my room. They told me that someone tipped them off that they smelled pot burning and that they thought it was coming from our room. During their search they found a 1/4 ounce of weed. I know that it belonged to my roommate Carl. He came back after they found it and completely denied it of course. They took us both down to the security office and after two hours of questioning they let us go. They say that I will have a hearing in front of the admissions dean tomorrow and based upon prior cases, at the very least I will lose my on campus housing, and quite possibly I will lose my scholarship. The new admistration here is zero tolerance to the max. I can stand to lose my room since my mom lives only 20 minutes away, but if I lose my scholarship I will be lost. I don't know what I will do with only one year left to go. I can't afford to pay the tuition and my family certainly can't. I suppos

Fingers
He lifts me gently With callused, masculine hands Cradling my neck in his palm His fingers curling, resting Finding their home His caress navigates Reads the smooth lines And angles of my neck like brail Coaxing shallow moans From my hollow depths His fingers tread my curves And take their position Seek the lines Of my intricate figure He tickles and teases In playful torture And knows I will confess To any crime Anywhere Any time His fingers flutter and dance Over my taut frame Releasing butterflies in my belly Walks the sinew of my body A master of tight rope Plucks my lithe strings Hits all the right notes Eyes shut, lost in me He knows my form well Doesn’t need to see To know how good this hurts His rugged flicks Stroke me into submission Ego-maniacal, sadistic He wants me to beg Hurts so good I no longer care Never want to stop Singing for him To him Oh…God…. Yes… Right…..there… So perfect in his rhythm Just the right

Back In Business
Hello all. Just wanted to let you all know that I am back in great health and feeling wonderful. It was a hard road for recovery after my surgery. but I feel like a million Bucks... Keep an eye out for my Birthday Blast. If you happen to see it please screen shot and send it to me. I have yet to see it. I am back in the lounge too. Working on making it the best lounge ever. Please come by and show me some love. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55668 MySpace Graphics & MySpace Awesome music, awesome Staff, NSFW (Adults only) Hope to see you there.

What?
What's in a kiss That can make me miss You so much That I long for your touch What's in those lips Those finger tips That makes my heart race As you touch my face What's in those eyes That hide no lies My mind you completely undo When I think of you When you look at me What do you see The other half of a whole? Your eyes capture my soul What's in those hands With strong demands Touch me in the night Turn dreams to delight Fulfill all dreams Undo me at the seams Till we flow in to one And all loving is done

Single Breath
A single breath so instinctive needed to live is denied her a tight ribbon constricted neck as she struggles the cuffs tethered almost no slack and tries to draw her mouth agape nary a sound a single breath.

Update.....miss My Friends
I have been away again for a time ...unfortunately things havent been going well. A short explanation so friends wont be worried. I had let a so called friend stay with me for a short time with her kids and boyfriend...unfortunately they took advantage of it. They ran up my bills, never gave me money for rent and almost 3 months later managed to get me evicted, beat me up, stole my computer, money, clothes and a list too long to mention. So I am temporarily in transition. Stayng with friends of my own until I can manage somehow to get back on my feet. Will try to get on when i can to update everyone. Miss you all anad hope your doing well. Cyas all soon hopefully

Brutus
Well, was invited to join fubar by a very good friend, Madame Scarlett. She said I'd find lots and lots of friends in here and have a few drinks with them. As for me, I'm just a wild and woolie farm boy, who loves to have fun. I'm easy and can be had, by anybody who wants me. This, of course, is only for the ladies. So come on and be my friend and see what happens. HUGS to all the beautiful ladies out there. Scarlett, I love you

Poetry
My Lady...My Love, I awake every morning with you at my side Often times I just lay looking at you With each new day my love continues to grow And I'm blessed by all the things you do. There are not enough words to discribe my love Only that in God we have become one No one could ever separate what we have For what God has joined can't be undone. In 8 years we've not ever had a 'fight' People find that hard to believe these days But they don't have what we have together Because we do things a very different way. We invited God to be the center of our wedding And placed our marriage into His guiding hands He was the One that brought us together With a love that will continue and forever stand. I love you more today than yesterday, but less than I will tomorrow...tjg

Route 66
WE'RE HAVING A DRAWING TUESDAY NIGHT AND GIVING AWAY 100,000 FUBUCKS AND A CORVETTE COME IN AND SUBSCRIBE THEN LEAVE A # BETWEEN 1 & 1,000 IN THE COMMENT BOX CLICK ON PIC TO ENTER Once you cum in we will keep you cuming back CLICK ON PIC TO ENTER COME PARTY WITH MISLILBIT CLICK ON PIC TO ENT

Stuff
We are jigsaw pieces aligned on the perimeter edge Interlocked through a missing piece We are renaissance children becalmed beneath the Bridge of Sighs Forever throwing firebrands at the stonework We are Siamese children related by the heart Bleeding from the surgery of initial confrontation Holding the word scalpels on trembling lips Stand straight, look me in the eye and say goodbye Stand straight, we've drifted past the point of reasons why Yesterday starts tomorrow, tomorrow starts today And the problem always seems to be we're picking up the pieces on the ricochet Drowning tequila sunsets, stowaways on midnight ships Refugees of romance plead asylum from the real Scrambling distress signals on random frequencies Forever repatriated on guilt laden morning planes We are pilots of passion sweating the flight on course To another summit conference, another breakfast time divorce Screaming out a cease fire, snow-blind in an avalanche zone Stand

A Tune Up....
Hi guys! As some of you know I’m having outpatient surgery tomorrow and have scheduled to be out recovering until April 25th. Hopefully I will be a quick healer and will be back in action sooner but as of right now the 25th is the date. Don’t worry I’m not sick, I’m just having some repairs done. LOL….that kinda makes me sound like a car huh? Yeah, let’s just say I’m getting a tune up! Hehehe! Since I don't have a laptop I will be out of touch until then. I’ll miss ya’ll when I’m out recovering. T-belle aka Wonder Woman

Meet My Owner!!
As you all know I was in auction and I would like to introduce to my awesome owner: cottonblossom Now don't let her looks intimidate you, she really is a great person who you should really stop by and meet! Just click on either of these pics and tell her I sent you, just remember to tell her I was bowing down to her as I told you all about her!! :) ♥cottonblossom♥ *fuowned by starry*@ fubar

Any Authors In The House?
Looking to network with other authors to find out marketing techniques, publishing avenues and services needed such as editing and reviewing. I need reviews for my 7 books and am looking for reviewers. Know of any? I offer editing services so I can offer that to the roundtable for authors. I do reviews for free as well but alas, can't review my own books. I need more marketing techniques. As many authors know an authors budget is tight. I'd like to see how others are marketing their books. I got an excellent deal on half marks which are half the size of full book marks. I've been sending them out to people I know and now they want to buy my books. I can refer you to the book mark maker. I can also refer you to a site that offers free advertising on three sister sites. Free is in my vocabulary when it comes to marketing. Do you have free resources that you use? Let me know. Take care, Anastasia

Taking Jamie
my friend darcy was dating this guy timothy hutchinson but hated being alone liked her friends close so she asked me go out with them all the time it was awkward lol i liked her bf too much and was a 3rd wheel so he started bringing his cousing he was 15 almost 16 yeah please dont comment lol i was almost 23 he ended up thinking i walked on water followed me to the bars after he climbed out his bedroom window hed wait outside till i got drunk then walk me home always trying to cop a feel lol i didnt know my 14 year old sister had a crush on him or that they were dating until he dunpded her yeah ouch all summer the 4 of us were together always about a week before i was to leave for boston timmy invited us out to his island for the weekend the four of us on a small canadian island getting drunk having a big send off party we get to timmys island small only a house a little bit of land in the middle of the thousand island seaway we unload the boat putting up the supplies in the house dar

I Love You Just The Way You Are
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap

I Love You Phil Bailey
Don't know how to explain it, but i love you in words to hard to be put down. You are the core of happiness, and the starter of my heart's fire. Everytime i see you the future comes to mind, why? I really dont know, but it may be because i see you by my side, no day goes by without you on my mind, nor do i sleep in peace without you being involved in my dreams. Honest to God i would never leave you for another person, for you are everything i have wished and dreamed of ....I LOVE YOU P.B.

?????????????
Take a Free IQ Test. I was thinking of my daughter today Wondered what she was doing and if I was in her heart and mind. So much more than I am or what I will ever be; but in her mind I am a superhero and a god. Bless her little soul and god please keep her safe in your arms. So from this time to the next I will wait to see her again and pray that the time flies so I can see her face again. She is my little ray of sunshine though she tells me now that she is not a little girl anymore. Everything she says to me brings tears of the greatest happiness ever. I know it is years away, but it seems the older I get the faster the years go and as my exwife tells me it will be no time at all before she starts dating and ask me if I can handle it. I really don't know, this is my only child, my little precious angel. Only don't tell her I called her little or she will punish me...lol However she is everything to me. So here's to all the parents out there and to all the kids who a

Favrite Qoutes
Two of them; Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.... A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Robert Heinlein

Show Her Love Would Ya!
"There was a blind girl that hated herself because of her blindness. Not only did she hate herself but she hated everyone else, except he loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her,"Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?". The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too! She refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears and later he wrote a letter to her. It simply said, "Just take care of my eyes dear.". This is how the human brain changes when our status changes. Only a few remember what life was like before and fewer who to thank for always being there even when times were hard or even painfully unbearable." That`s enough sap for today. Time to go throw on some Murderdolls! lol This is odd for me. 2 blogs in 2 days! Yea

Nasty
this is the worst girl on fubar her name is (WITCHY WOMEN MR MMS LADY Mmmm)if you see her kill her she has like 3 different kinds of herpes and aids just shit like that she is a nasty dirty slut ass bitch.

About Me
Holy Crap you mean in have to fill this danm thing out??? LOL ok Well I am a Jarhead, Leatherneck, and lots of other names. I am an avid gamer and a bit of a goth. I like to work hard and play harder. Yes i have nsfw pics up look all you like but please dont degrade me for the choices i make. My private life is just that...PRIVATE, if i feel like opening up to you i will, if not i wont. I love to make others laugh and have fun. I know after you get to know me you will find out what im about to state, IM ALWAYS HORNY. ok i said it now please dont talk about me behind my back for it i do have a face and ears so please tell me what you think of me. I am blunt and honest, I admit my faults unlike many others and no i dont give a rats ass about most peoples opinions. Other then that have a great day.

Powertrips
You assholes are so caught up in your hurt...you cant see who you hurt the most...the ones that had your backs...and over what...pussy!!!....what happened to bros before ho's....i think you both are frauds...all the rumors bout he is this ...and he is that...i just think you both are the most self centered bastards i have ever loved...and i dont hate either one of you...but...when you took me outta your family list Tony...that was the last straw with me...you wanted to walk away so be happy...you bastard...you crushed my daughter...and i hope that makes you feel good about yourself....i have yet to tell em we arent talkin anymore...Tori will be devistated but you go on with yourself..and get over yourself kevin...we arent turnin our backs on you...you did that when you made your bed at someone's home...i blame the both of you and the third party for all the pain...and you three can still only see your own hurt...well...i could care less about what you bring upon yourselves anymore...a

Sugar
So I'm officially ill. I have been for a while. I knew something was up, but I thought it was just getting old, or down to my drinking! For the last year or so, I've been tired all the time. Not that kind where a good nights sleep will sort you out, or a couple of resting days off work would cure, but a complete draining tiredness. Like being emotionally spent. Just fucking knackered!! That and losing concentration, loss of memory, getting so fat that a whole new wardrobe is needed and a bit of a depression. Plus, always thirsty and needing the toilet and the odd dizzy spell. My doctor is a harsh bitch, no other word for her! She thinks sick people are a waste of time and interfere with her day! She told me I had to stop smoking, halve my drinking & that I was, and this is the official medical term, Very Obese!! Its the one thats between Clinically obese and Morbidly obese!! So basiclly she said I was a fat drunk and to sort me life out! But she did send me for some blood t

Just Deaht
If you won't talk to me I have to write out these things that bother me I know you probably wish you never met me never heard anything about me I know you've heard people talk of me but they don't know they don't know anything and you, how I wished you would be different and accept me as I am but it seems I just don't fit in anyone's world I'm just too much and that's why I'm cutting off my dead branches now they darkened my world I want to let the sun shine over me and I want to heal I want to become me not just a shattered shadow on the wall I want to be someone who can be loved I'm going through this katharsis because I can't live with that girl, me who scared you away I can't be like them the other girls you know cuz I'm different I'm me and I'm difficult and I'm broken but I want to heal and I'm so sorry if I've been too much now I'm going through a serious fight I really need to heal come out of the dark wi

How I Wish I Could Turn Back Time
HOW I wish I could turn back time To the days when she was mine To the day when our hearts were one, When our clocks of love had just begun. How I wish I could turn back time To when love seemed like a crime, When she held me tight for o' so long. When her voice was my favorite song. But the hands of time cannot go back, And I must learn too face the fact. Her, new life has no room for me. Yet, still I love her...SECRETLY.... Why Did YoU LeAvE Me ???? Why Did you leave me ? That it what I ask We were together For so long. All the Promises All the hopes All the Dream All gone. You said we would be together forever Now I am wondering how long we will be friends I love you You say you love me too. The only problem is you don't think we should be You forget all the times we had fun, laughed, made love YoU ACT as if I am just another person But I should mean more. Now you are with him I won't ask you anymore Until you have broke

Non-stress Diet
This diet is designed to help you cope with stress which normally builds up during the day. Breakfast: 1/2 Grapefruit 1 Slice Whole Wheat Toast, Dry 8 oz. Skim Milk Lunch: 4 oz. Lean Broiled Chicken Breast 1 cup Steamed Spinach 1 cup Herb Tea 1 Oreo Cookie Mid-Afternoon Snack: Rest of the Oreos in the package 2 Pints Rocky Road Ice Cream 1 Jar Hot Fudge Sauce Nuts, Cherries, Whipped Cream Dinner: Loaves of Garlic Bread with Cheese Large Sausage, Mushroom & Cheese Pizza 4 Cans or 1 Large Pitcher of Beer 3 Milky Way or Snickers Candy Bars Rules For This Diet: 1. If you eat something, and no one else sees you eat it, it has no calories. 2. When drinking a diet soda while eating a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are cancelled by the diet soda. 3. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count as long as you don't eat more than they do. 4. Foods used for medicinal purposes NEVER count. Example: hot chocolate, brand

Friends
Sometimes you meet someone online that you really connect with, and it's like you have known each other forever, and you know that they are your friend for life, whether you ever meet or not. imikimi - Customize Your World You should take the time to get to know this man, he is one of a kind! MERLYN@ fubar YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR GUYS TO LEVEL! PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT! Here is the link! Contest runs for NINE DAYS!!! you guys got 10k comments for me in less than 2 days last time! Will you help me blow this one out of the water? THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS YOU SOOOOO ROCK!!!! NEVER HESITATE TO CALL ON ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING!!! UPDATE!!!! HERE IS MESSAGE JUST RECEIVED FROM THE CONTEST HOST IN RESPONSE TO MY INQUIRY ABOUT THE SPECIFICS OF RULES AND PRIZES...KINDA WENT INTO THIS ON IMPULSE!!! I LIKE MY VIP!!! === 'cindragon~Shadow Leveler~Rider of many trains!' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-09 06:26:42'.. > > Could you please send a link to the rules

Not A Very Good New
hi had a bad new : i try to explain the most clearly than i can what happen : i have been notified by the major of my town that big works will be made in my street they are going to change all phones cables of the town so i'll not have internet from the 8th to the 20 th of this month that piss me off Miz

Just Some Stuff
So.... some of you have seen that I am not in the best of spirits lately.. For those that have been there for me and have listened to me cry and hugged me, even if it was here, thank you.. I want to assure those of you that care about me that I will be ok.. I get like this a few times a year, and when I am pushed away from people I care about deeply. I haven't hurt like this in a very long time. I probably have a very long road ahead of me but I know that I have friends that understand if I am not my normal bitchy go lucky self, and I am so thankful that I have friends like you all... Just know I will get better and I will bounce back a little stronger and much wiser than I was before ... I feel like I have been pushed over the edge I am hurting right now I just want to make it stop I am so tired of the lonliness I have tried to do right with my life I have made mistakes I have tried I have failed I cannot make it go away I can't sleep I put on a front to the ones who love

Calling All Friends
WE ARE LOOKING FOR GOOD PEOPLE TO BOMB OUR GOOD FRIEND BRATT. SHE IS THERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS HELP AND ANYONE THAT HELPS EVERY DAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, SHE WILL RTF,IF YOU WANT 11'S BLING,HELP IN A CONTEST.SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT AND ...... C O M E B O M B ~ B R A T T ~ HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: HAVE TO ADD THE HOST AKAMRS.T ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ @ fubar ---------------------------------------------- AFTER SHE ACCEPTS YOUR INVITE CLICK ON THE PIC OF BRATT AND HER DAUGHTERS ABOVE AND RATE AND BOMB YOUR HEART OUT. AND BRATT WILL GET WITH YOU!! T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y O U !!!!!

Spotlight Fund
Please take a minute to check these people out! They all have donated to me getting the spotlight and they are great friends to have! So please take the time to stop by and F/A/R them. You won't regret it! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar ~DJ Twiztid~Fu Fiance to SiMpLy AmAzInG~ Dj Mng.@Club Too Sexy@ fubar darkprince75@ fubar nukka@ fubar CrazyPhil@ fubar Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* Bartender for Unholy Confessions & Space Hotties@ fubar subliminalone76

Pimp Corner
IT'S SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY! THEY NEED LOTS OF BIRTHDAY LOVE! AND I BET YOUR WONDERING WHO... CLICK ANY OF THE PICS TO FIND OUT WHO THE BIRTHDAY BOY IS!! BE SURE TO TELL HIM THAT CUFFED DESIRE TOLD YOU TO CUM! darkprince75@ fubar ONLY NEEDS 576 TO LEVEL!! OK WE GOT HIM LEVELED BUT HE KICKS ASS SO IF YA WANT GO SAY HEY TO HIM ANYWAYS!!

Calling All Friends!!!!!!
COME ONE COME ALL FRIENDS!!!! THE END IS NEAR AND I AM SINKING, LETS BLOW HIS CONTEST OUT OF THE WATER...LOVE YOU ALL AND ALL THETIME YOU SPEND HELPING ME. I APPRECIATE IT GREATLY!!!!TIME TO PUSH HARD TONIGHT AND MAINLY TOMARROW!!!!!NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. CLICK THE LINK AND BOMB AWAY!!!!! BRATT http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3797988988 COPY AND PASTE LINK TO BULLY OK,We have a few giveaways, we are helping regiment bombers on some giveaways to get them done but we don't want to forget our 1 giveaway that has to be done also, They are sending some people in to help us with Zmans giveaway and help get it done so we will help them in return, so please all lets spend a little time on these giveaways!!make sure you hit Zmans giveaway first:) SHADOW BOMBER needs 75,000 rates/comments to receive a Happy Hour and a 65 credit Bling Pack. ======= ~GoofyLady~ needs 75,000 rates/comments to receive a Happy Hour and a 65 Credit Bling Pack.

Poems Of The Altered Life
Sometimes it shines and everything seems alright Everything feels good And we all know it should Looking at that special someone In the fall moonlight Smiling wide, holding on so tight For a moment it's like a perfect dream Just like heaven ought to seem But when we wake up sometimes And the clouds move in The darkness comes You know you have to let them go And start all over again Moving on and maybe it's not right Sure you could stay and try to fight I hope your strong enough to survive The only thing that's really tough The breaking of a heart Echoes throughout eternity And I hope you don't ever quit And I pray that all or at least some Of you out can just see The way that I do and what it means to me The sun always shines Even in the dark It's not always a walk in the park Sometimes it's hard Most times it's not if we only Try our best and worry not If we learn to love and see the greatness and beauty Of everything around us And embrace it with our

Go To Bed And Sleep Or Get Some ???
here is a link that was shared with me to help with profile layout...good luck "How To" blog on ripping/creating skins: http://www.fubar.com/blog/10463/715358 Im a little tired so should I go to bed and get so me sleep or have some wild sex ?? a) get some b) go to sleep

Sounds Of The Ocean
the waves of the ocean sounding so fierce At times fierce enough to crash againest the shore And break away at the little pieces From the biggiest rocks And yet with the sounds To ease a crying baby in the night So perfect in pattern And such a beauty to see The waves of the ocean With the ease of each morning dawn Can stay on you mind For such a long time And calm the anger Creeping over your shoulder

My Writings
I just thought i would let you know just how much i never show and all the times I've sunk so low was just my way to let you go Every time i hear your name I wish i could hear your voice say those famous words that you said to me "your perfections and flaws are why your with me" oh my darling i hate to break your heart but my perfections and flaws never got me far It's funny that you haven't said that since cause my flaws aren't the same as they were back then oh why am i holding on to something that isn't there just a let down hope and a piece of a memory it's faded away like smoke in the air disappeared but i know it was there

Bulletins I Made Ppl
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Want More Gas For Ur Money?read Up!!!
Mike Webster Customer Service Manager Office: 585-392-2384 Fax: 585-392-2381 Cell: 585-259-6226 TIPS ON PUMPING GAS I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the g

A Kiss In Time
When you press your lips slowly againest mying Softly inhancing every second With the feelings i hold deep inside Lotting two hearts connect For the very first time You look into her eyes And lot her know how Much you love her And how much you truelly care You watch the smile upon her face And finally your heart's can melt as one

Walmart Funny...
Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares.. and watched what happened. 5. Aug 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Sept 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Sept 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. Sept 23: When a clerk asks if they can help him, he begins to cry and asks, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Oct 4: Looked right into the security camera; used it as a mirror, and picked h

One Moment At A Time
One Moment At A Time We live our lives one momment at a time always affraid of what may turn up next aware of this fear we hold it deep inside bottled up beneath our rage an emptiness but once it finally releases we explode our thoughts on fold and our minds shut down we hold so uch back for so long when it fionally arises we shrink up inside and fear the next step for it maybe the one to change it all to avoid such fear we take short cuts thru life never knowing what happiness we could truelly have what surprise may lay ahead of us to bring such great joy the answers of life never unfold an our minds fill with such great sadness we go on not thinking of what the next risk we take may achieve can it always be so hard we will it ever go right for just me until with faith oneday it all pays off you may do great things to save a life or mothera new born child and with the first breathe of your new born child all the pain you have over come will seem wort

Breastfeeding In Public... Offensive Or Natural?
When I was pregnant with my daughter, I quickly came to realize that people are almost as opinionated about breast feeding as they are politics, abortion, and the homosexual debate. I was dumb founded by things I heard coming from both sides. Everything from, "Breastfeeding is barbaric and/or perverse" to "You can’t possibly truly love your child if you choose to bottle feed". Here is something that took place in Denver last year and made nation wide headlines. There was a woman at Elitch Gardens (for those of you who don’t live in Denver it was a Six Flags amusement park called Elitch Gardens) who was nursing her 5 month old son by the wave pool. A security guard approached her and asked her to please cover up or go to a more secluded area because they had received a complaint. She advised the guard that she was aware of Colorado law (she was there vacationing from some where else) and that she wasn’t in violation of anything. She asked the guard to leave

My Life, And How I Live It
I JUST SAW ZUG IZLAND ON STAGE, LAST NIGHT AT AUGY'S BAR AND GRILL!!! Syn is SO hot! And so sweet! He's so down to earth. I am SO happy that I got to see them, before I had to leave for SC in August... :D OMG!!!! *squeals in excitement*!!!!!

Fu-shnikens
some fu's have "too cute" or "too sexy" as their profile name guess what... youre not when did guys start saying this so much? i mean, its cute to say to your g/f, but really.. its left in comments, in lounges...does anyone actually say this in person? what the f**k is a huggle anyhow?? ** huggles ** why do girls insist on reminding everyone they are going to bed alone, like its something that upsets them?? most of these girls are very attractive, and have about a thousand guys on their profile, yet put "in bed..alone..again.. :-( " on their status.. this is like someone rich saying "i cant find anything to buy"... if you dont want to be in bed alone, you obviously dont have to... and dont lie...i saw the midget come in the back door with the foot long vibrator

Help Me On My Happy Hour.?
BE SURE TO SHOW UP AT MY 2 HAPPY HOURS TODAY @7:00 A.M.PACIFIC TIME = 10:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME & 10:00 A.M PACIFIC TIME = 1:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME PLEASE SPANK ME GOOD ..:) HELP ME DO THIS FU~HEADS ? GODFATHER ME PLZZZ.?? PLEASE STOP BY & HELP ME MAKE GODFATHER MY FRIENDS AND RATE THE CRAP OUT OF MY STUFF. STASH,PICS,BLOGS WHATEVER I HAVE. I NEVER ASK ANYTHING FROM ANYONE.PLEASE SHOW THE FU~LUV !!! ADD/FAN/RATE TOO WHILE YOUR @ IT PLEASE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL YOU REPOST THIS PLEASE? THANKS IN ADVANCE...:) ~ŦØMM¥ßØ¥~@

Need To Breathe
Has anyboby ever wondered why people feel so uncomfortable being alone. Don't get me wrong I feel this too, but I can't figure out what is so wrong with it and why it makes me feel uncomfortable. I don't know, maybe its just me, but I feel like this effects a lot of people...

Back In The Good Old Days
"What came first, the chicken, or the egg?" I believe it is fairly obvious that this question is based on an assumption that there must have been a beginning of Time. I’ve thought about it before and arrived at the conclusion that it is equally ridiculous to assume that Time has a beginning and an end as it was for the first people to take sail on the seas to fear falling off the end of the world. The egg came from the chicken and the chicken came from the egg, so, is it not obvious that neither could have come first, and that, just like the three dimensional world and everything in it, Time is round and not linear? Many of us believe that when we die everything ends for us. This is simply not true. Our consciousness continues to evolve after we leave this physical form. All you have to do is take a cursory look into NDE’s (Near Death Experiences) to find that people in deep comas have been able to describe leaving their body, as well as accurately describe the room t

When You Have Sex, Your Body Makes A Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

Poems
Song I wrote 5 yrs ago Current mood: creative Category: Blogging So I was doing some cleaning and came across a song that I wrote about 5 yrs ago. I thought that I would share the lyrics because I think it's kinda nice. But that's just me. "I Miss You So Much" by Charles "DeAnte" Askew Verse 1: How do I explain the way you made me feel It seemed like it was a dream but only it was real You were always there for me through thick and thin You treated me as your lover as well as your best friend You were there for me when I needed a hug Like when I felt the world was against me you were there to show me love You would comfort me in your wide open arms Like you was my shelter that protected me from harm But since you went away I often reminsce About the love we use to share and the way we use to kiss You were ha

Things
well Joey has not had surgery as yet... Its now set for next Wednesdy the 23rd. He has had his pre-op already so I'm fairly sure it will be a go this time. He's again suffering from the gout as well so has been in a lot of pain for the past week. Hopefully this flare up will go away quickly as the dr has prescribed another gout med for him to take to try and help. He's also given him new pain pills to try to see if maybe he can get at least enough relief to be able to sleep a bit. Please keep praying. Love to all. Jodi Well for all who may (or may not) be interested, things here are going well (except for Joey's feet of course). My training as a manager has taken an upward swing at work. We have recently lost 2 managers so I will be getting trained a bit faster now (or so I'm told). I am hoping that it will be expidited because I feel like I'm really not learning much of anything as things stand right now. But my boss assures me that it won't be long and the "real" tra

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To My Friends And Family.
I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that I have been working on the road for the last 6 months. I'm home now, not sure for how long. Anyway, I don't want anybody to think that I am ignoring them, I just haven't been on. 88! I'm heading back up to New jewsey in the morning. Hopfully I can make it there a month without snapping. 88! And now I'm back up here in jew nersey.

My Life
I met you when my crippled heart no longer believed in love. Love wasnt what we were about. A little fun, a lil wild, some hot sweaty sex for sex'x sake. Poor Larry. One day he decided he had nothing worth having, off he went in cyber land looking for the missing pieces. We met online, but I got to know him on the phone, and I fell for him in his arms, in hotel rooms, the back of the truck, in empty parking lots at 2am. No one under stood him, he was all alone in his "lifestyle". I was coming off a strong man who decided he didnt want me anymore, and told me so, in kind but definite words. A rare man among men. I needed a strong man, I thought. And I thought I had found one. A master to subdue me. I was daddees slut. My love promised to show me the world, to open my eyes to things unknown, to make the family "we" both wanted. I found that I was the only one trying to live that dream. The man I was sleeping with wasnt who I thought he was. Larry is whomever you dream him to be. He fills

What Would You Do?
you love someone with all of your heart yet you dont trust them enough to go back to them. what would you do if you were me? I was dating a guy that I thought was just so wonderful...then we broke up and I found out from someone that he was into guys...boy did that ever blow my mind...he had "experimented with one of his best friends(a guy) How gross...I wanted to slap him for that as well as competely soak(drown) my body in disinfectant. What would you do if you found this out like a week or two after you and your ex broke up?

My First Happy Hour! Save Your 11's!
My First Happy Hour RATE A THON Monday, April 7th @ 11am Fu Time Rate this Folder with 100 10's for $10,000 Fubucks! Rate with 100 11's for $15,000 FUBUCKS! (just click this pic to take you to the rate a thon folder) Just send me a private message when you are done so I can pay you! Only 135k to Henchman! Come Rock my Fu and show me lots of love! tappinit ~~ Proud Owner of PebblesinAZ && babygirl_01 ~~ Humbly Owned by Blairmare@ fubar Thanks to my PebblesinAZ for this Happy Hour! ~PebblesinAZ~Chris and Bobbi 2gether at last. His First Happy Hour Mon @ 11am@ fubar

The End
“Get out! Get ready!” said the email in my box last Thursday. “Prepare while you have the chance.” There was urgency in the tone. “Get out of the big cities… quickly. And away from coastlines.” Well, warnings like this had been coming for about five years now. Some from possible crackpots – but others through reputable intelligence sources. Now the warnings were growing more urgent… * Our world economy in danger of collapse * angry nations planning to invade when the collapse occurs * trial runs in some cities for possible nuclear attacks * Planet X on its way toward Earth, to cause a pole shift and global destruction * An alleged Mayan prophecy of doomsday in 2012 * 30% of the bee population became extinct last year, and the situation worsening this year * hundreds of dead zones in our oceans, growing by the day * Baby deformities, cancer and degradation of DNA spreading globally from Iraq and Afghanistan depleted-uranium-dust blowing into bo

My Poems
As i sit here with tears running down my face, I wonder if i will ever be happy anytime or anyplace. I am so very torn up inside, So much that all I can do is hide. My true emotions I never let show, Because I am afraid of what you may think if you truelly did know. Ive built this big wall around me, As to not set any emotions free. I always push those who truely care away, For fear that they may too walk out some day. Noone can truelly understand who I am deep down inside, For I have let the fear make me hide. I want so bad to let it all go, To let it all show. But I dont know how to knock down this big wall, For fear that I may have another big fall. When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most

Evil And Its Presence
this is exciting i just cant wait, my sun was out and now its raining, not in a litteral sence but still, i dont know why i dont know how but somthing brought me down, somthing had brought me to a stop, a long pause for my well being, my happy is being drained............ just fucking kill me now, im tired im sick, the girl i fell for the hardest, said herself that she thinks i am discusting, and that she had never loved me....yet for some odd reason i get haunted by her name i wanted to forget i wanted to be happy again but now i am reduced to tears....somthing is fucking with my head, the only good its doing is the favor that society may not have to see me again, its either going to kill me some how, or drive me completly insane, and institutionalized, locked away in my own little play pin never to be seen from nor heard from ever again, i loved her with my heart and my soul, and nothing would ever change that...at a loss of words i sit with tear drops trickling down my face, the war

Watch For Motorcycles
I am reposting this off a friends page whose son was injured in a bad motorcycle wreck....Hugs and blessings to u both... BIKERS For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me,

Martin Luther King Jr's Last Speech
Even though he has said this speech a few times he knew that this was his last night.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0FiCxZKuv8 Please copy the link above...its a youtube video

Tired
Just tired of all the lies..players..etc lately. Sorry if I seem in a pissy mood tonight. Just way I feel. Had a friend who's been avoiding me for couple weeks now. He said hes been busy working. I see his name lit up..but hes not on.. hmmm. I could almost believe that somewhat. The fact of he is here..and not speaking to me though..tells me the truth though. I realized tonight hes found someone else hes interested in. I am cool with that. Fact hes lied to me.. and avoiding me.. not cool with. So,I am down a friend tonight. Hurts when you become good friends with someone..just to loose them. Also lost a female friend on April fools joke..due to a joke me and my friend did. She thought I hurt my friend..and ripped right into me. She even came to my page talking about how I am a married woman..and getting fumarried on here..and how I am a loser. That was part of the joke.. I got fumarried to someone..and hurt my friend. Anyways.. just alot on here has been pissin me off. I ge

Miscellaneous
"Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it" Anne Frank’s ’37 holiday card turns up in shop Dutch teacher finds Jewish diarist’s hand-written card in antique store -- from msnbc. com A handout photo made available by Kastermans Studio on Wednesday shows the back of a New Year's card signed by Anne Frank, which a Dutch teacher found at an antiques dealer in the Netherlands. AMSTERDAM, Netherlands - A Dutch school director preparing an exhibition on Anne Frank has found a holiday postcard signed by the Jewish teenage diarist, a museum said Wednesday. The card, sent in 1937, was addressed to one of Frank's best friends, Samme Ledermann, and postmarked from just across the Dutch border in Aachen, Germany, said Maatje Mostard, of the Anne Frank Museum. Decorated with a clover-covered bell atop a snowy field and wishing "good luck for the new year" in German, the card was signed "Anne Frank" with no other handwritten message. Mostard said the museum

Ma.ry.j.an.e
Mary.Jane Current mood: high Mary its been a long time since I've seen u this ti.ght Ive seen you through some hard lines We danced with the devil all our li.ves Ive seen you whole I have watched you Gl.eem sitting by windows ripping by the sea.ms Ill probably never Mary, get the strength to walk a.way When your broken by the sunlight and sleep away the d.ays 1/31/08

Poetry - Ode To The Beatniks
Legends Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry It's true what the dead say about the silver lining and it's touch of grey The Grey in this case is that: Legends die. The silver: They got to live. Cassady somehow always had his fast fingers in it. Bridging the generational gap. Taking the furthest even further. You dig? Kesey and his intrepid travelers. Bill and his syringe in some bathroom. Oh, and Allen with Flowers in his hair. Owsley and his bear. Jerry was on the bus. You dig? They got to live. Did you?!? Currently reading : The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test By Tom Wolfe Release date: 05 October, 1999

Poetry - Not Drug Induced
Not drug induced Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry You titillate my mind much like the champaign bubbles slowly creeping in ones head leaving them wanting for just one more taste Cheshire grins hiding in the tree limbs of the willow in my soul making me smile lavishly and think of dirty foreplay I can close my eyes and see you running your fingers through my long blond hair whispering, "Baby, did you watch the Colbert report last night".

Poetry - Faded Away
Faded Away Current mood: awake Category: Writing and Poetry A little boy is walking with flags in his hands suffering a loss that most can’t understand He kneels beside a headstone tears rolling down his face taking the flags one by one giving each a place Words have been spoken that just don’t make any sense like Sunni, Shiite, and Muslim what exactly is defense? The little boy only knows daddy has faded away no more riding on his shoulders no more fishing at the lake He stands and wipes his face taking his mommas hand he can see the tears she’s crying pain he now understands

This Is My Mind
So this is my mind, these are my thoughts as i go through this time. My dad died on the weekend. He was 49, he left behind myselfa younger brother and a new wife and 5 month old baby. I hated him. I still do... i can never confront him now about my childhood about what he did. He ruined me, he stole my dreams and happiness. I hope he burns forever. My childrens father died just over a year ago. His family wanted nothing to do with the children, now they want to take over. I was fine with them having relationship with them, seeing them every so often but the random dropbys and the telling me how to run my life! now its that my new boyfriend is spending time with the kids! WTF!! this is just getting to me... every little thing is commented on, critisied! When does a single mum of two get time to study? To improve provide a better life for her children. What am i meant to do? I just want to give up...

Family??
Well apparently I managed to offend my family this past week. All because I asked for the car back. My grandmother gave me her car when it was apparent she was no longer going to be able to drive. Technically it is for my daughter when she turns 16 and gets her drivers license however everything is in my name - taxes, tag, title and insurance. My mom has been driving the car since she came back from Florida last June/July because my dad’s vehicle wasn’t working right and he was using her vehicle. I didn’t mind because I didn’t need a second car yet. Well my boyfriend moved in back in Nov and my parents gave him a non-working vehicle they had in Feb - a white van - and he is going to do some house painting for them when it warms up. Well it took about $300 to get the van on the road, tag, title, battery and tires - not bad in my opinion. The van sucks oil and wasn’t taken care of very well by the previous owners so there are some issues with it and we understood that when we sta

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Easy Living
Anoyher day in the trenches. Does it ever get any easier? It seems the harder I work the farther I get behind. I don't know how people can be on here all the time. It really burns me. This is fun sometimes, but it is important to do other things. Get ink, play with some kids yours or someone you know. Kids have not had their dreams crushed by the reality of the real world. Sometimes I think as adults we forget how to let go and just have fun. Smile and have a little fun. All the drama and bullshit will still be there tomorrow. Today was a day that had no drama or bullshit. I wish everyday could be like that. I have been married to my wife for 11 years this coming May. It seems like forever. The scary thing is I've known her since the 2nd grade. I have no secrets from her. She knows all the little evil things people don't tell the ones they love. I didn't know she was alive as a woman until after High school. She was my boss and engaged to someone else. I loved the chas

Various Lyrics
The honey of romance, so sweet for us Through swaying grass we run in arms, just us The honey of romance, our treat to us These arms I fold around you. It's just us. Your charms so rare My flesh laid bare In arms we dare I will kiss her mouth and her dark eyes Lose myself freely in her dark eyes Fall right through her soul, her mind, her skies Our limbs entwined Then comes our minds It's hope we find The red lips of her mouth they call to me Her mind is mine Her flesh my kind Warm, soft, smooth, mine! I lack for naught Her mind welcomes my thoughts Entering the dark, so close, entwined We drift away to nothing And no-one will find Within our arms we sleep deeply I pull her close to me, near me, into me. Lover put a knife in my hand Lay down right there, that's my command Do as I say in this blood play Claw at my skin, I'll let you win Caress your flesh. Burns like fire Rosey, sweet breath, and your desire Your skin is all I

Cable Tv And Playboys
Today I was considering moving a tv. I knew where i wanted to put the tv, but I was not sure how much additional cable i would need nor where to route it or where i wanted to tie in at. Into the basement i went with my handy dandy stepladder and started exploring my options. Theres a bedroom down there, it has a tv in it, and it appeared that tapping into that line was going to be the easiest. I started exploring the route now, so up on the ladder i started looking. I noticed out of the corner of my eye, on top of the wall inside of the closet this lil plastic dish that had toys in it and what looked like the edge of a magazine. "Huh, whats this?" i pulled the dish down and found matchbox cars. I grabbed the edge of the magazine, dammit! The lil hoodlums found my stash and raided it to stock their own! I discovered miss january 1998! I reached farther and found 8 more of my playboys up there! I carefully put everything back the way it was and asked brendan and his mom to come downstair

Vicoden And Flexerel
So instead of playing fireman or steelhead fishing this weekend, i am sitting around the house with severe pain from a strained neck muscle. Bright side to this is Vicoden and flexerel!!!!!!! Nothing like sitting around 1/2 asleep and drooling LOL

Moving
So,I'll be moving back to Massachusetts finally.We'll be flying out Tuesday morning.I'm so excited to get back to where all my family and friends are and familar surroundings.I won't be on much,between settling in and starting back to work I'll be very busy and tired.I'll talk to ya'll when I get the chance...

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys The pet store was selliing them for five cents apiece. I thought this was odd since they are normally a couple thousand apiece. I decided not to look a gft horse in the mouth, so bought 200 of them. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let on of them drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in the genitals. I laughed. They punched me in the genitals. I stopped laughing. When I got home, I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech and hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Althought humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into it's third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive They all died. No apparent reason. They all just sort of dropped dead Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five ho

Being Silly
This is the last season for the Yankee's to play in "Yankee Stadium" I have done random searches for tickets online, as far as looking at September tickets. I honestly feel at this point I need to sell my soul to see just one game. I did find a set of tickets, but they are $240. I have been a Yankee fan my whole life. I live for the Yankee's. That's it. I'm selling my soul.

Auction
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Soldier
Ok, This is basicly a rant about civilians who say "bring our troops home". I have a question for all you people. Did you ever think to ask the soldiers what they want? Your not the ones in afgahnistan or Iraq getting shot at, living in tents and sleeping on disqusting cots. Why should you get any say on what we do? We're the ones putting our lives on the line so you can bitch about "us" being over there. I'm sorry, but its our job, not yours. So shut up and let us do our job(that by the way WE volunteered for). Oh yeah, and dont EVER reffer to us as "young boys and girls", anyone who wears a uniform is either a MAN or a WOMAN. Don't try to make it out to be a bunch of kids who are scared and want to go home. So sit down, shut up, and we'll do the fighting!

Comment Bombing Contest
Please please help me and I will be sure and return the favor. If you click on the link you can go to my pic and bomb away. Thanks everybody for your help. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=548838&i=1283503168

The Undead
blend with the shadows of the night, the living world keep in thy sight, breath silence and move like the dust born from a tombstone of the past... ...no mercy in thy icy heart for the lost prey you stalk and hunt, only the lust to take his life and make his Death thy lovely wife. let patience freeze your tired blood and wait,... for in the name of God, you're not alive, and he'll soon die -- an answer to your hungry cry.

First Dates
So I am not quite sure why I am writing about this but then again I am not sure why I am even on this site! Maybe it's just a way of meeting new people or maybe it's a way to pass the time. I have a date tonight... my stomach hurts, and I am hoping for the best but expecting the worst. We have been talking for 4 months and I have so much fun on the phone and through texts with him that if it doesn't work out tonight I am gonna be upset because people are so shallow and although I may take a good picture I am not 100 pounds wet! I hate rejection and I hate being lonely. I hope all goes well! HAVE A GREAT DAY and THANKS FOR READING THIS!

Auction
Offer is: -1 SFW salute -11s on all pics during a happy hour -rate stash during a happy hour -put owned by(whoever buys me)in my name for 2 weeks -buy a gift/drink everyday for 2 weeks -2 edited photos(one that the pics change, 1 with different templates) -add to my MSN or Yahoo -link on my page to your profile for 2 weeks Hey everyone I am hosting my second auction since the first one was so much fun!! If you want to be in the auction I will need you to send me a private message with a link to the picture you want me to use as your auction picture, and I will also need your offer for whoever may bid on you. I am also charging a 25K entry fee that you will need to pay before you join the contest. The opening bids will be 50K fubucks so you will get it back as long as someone bids on you. The person bidding on you may bid with fubucks or cash prizes such as VIP/blasts/or even a HH!! So think of some good offers. Some common ones are: -Rate all stash/pics during a HH -

Atix Hakan,rony T,crespo
Bir gül olmak isterdim neden mi?Beni koparýp kokladýðýnda, vücudunun derinliklerine girip, bir daha oradan çýkmamak için... Why would I want to be a rose? Because... when you'd pick and then sniff me, I'd enter the depths of your body, never to return from there again Seni seviyorum diyen sözlere deðil,senin için aðlayan gözlere inan Ben boþ bir kutuyum, içinin sevginle dodurulmasýný bekleyin... I am an empty box, await that the space inside shall be filled with your love

Try This Bitches!!!!
Body: Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME... even if you don't have any idea.... and send it back to ME in a message(copy & paste). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest. Oh, and make your answers amusing :] My name: Summarize me in one sentence: Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Am I happy? Am I a good person? What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me? What's one of my favorite things to do? Who do I love more than my life? Am I funny? Have i ever made you smile..if so when? What's my favorite type of music? Am I honest? Have you ever seen me cry? Can I sing? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Do I lie? Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, p

Poems I Wrote
WHY ornate as it sounds the world will never answer i will say it again to find the truth behind the lies of what is wanted knowledge needed of innermost thoughts dont change your mind and i wont change mine to rest in resolve to feel freedoms release until then i will never know ever Do you not see what and how things can be again In the end there is no tomorrow oh but ! There could be The very hope and the honesty lies within half truths of fear we suffer in the midst of silence forever One uncommon goal shared and heartfelt no one claims a monster unleased an awakend worn out soul but with no soul to unite to ? is emptiness Alone

Upgrades.
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpectingly a child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6 I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my other favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0. Please help! Thanks, TroubledUser..... _____________________ REPLY: DearTroubled User: This is a very common problem that men OFTEN complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 ,thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 IS AN OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete

Erase/ Replace
Attention Pay attention No mention A sickest array A mission An admission Ignition Detonate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it Not one more word about it Oh no don't think about it No please don't think about it Oh please don't think about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace A vision Division Revision Recognate An action A reaction Distraction Question the fate Oh no don't talk about it No please don't talk about it Oh no don't talk about it It goes away We made these promises You made these promises Erase Replace Erase Replace We'll make more promises We'll wait for promises Erase Replace Erase Replace Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you Oh, are we better off now? It's the only thing left said Meant for you

Wednesday 13
i think the president should be shot i hate the government i believe in fate not religion if i were to walk into a 7/11 id be shot rock music has gone down hill thanks to bands like My Chemical Romance 9 times out of 10 I've Got More Of A Fucked Up Life Than You what if school never existed what if we had control of our lives without the government why does anyone give a fuck what i think someone should kill Britney spears and chop her head off what the fuck is are world amounting to? if the world ended who would care? Obvously I'm not Wednesday 13 I'm just a big fan on him and the Murderdolls you can call me 13 for now i might let you know my name later i have no clue about this site a few things about me; i play the drums,i write music for my band,i work with band promotion well if you really want to know me just ask and i will tell

Yoink!! (stolen Blog Things)
Your Body's Element is Air You are competitive, assertive, and dominant. You live to win, and it really makes you angry if you lose. You are brilliant and competent. No matter what you're doing, you now your stuff. People tend to be intimidated by your intelligence. It's hard to measure up to you. Your energy tends to be: ebbing and flowing Your power color is: white What Element is Your Body? Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the first definition it gives you. 1)Your name?: Van -a large vehicle used to smoke pot in, drink alcohol in, or to do "the nasty" -also known as: "the shaggin' wagon" -the name "van" originated by an everything-loving hippie named van wilkie. her legacy lives on even to this day, and her afro holds more memories that you could ever know. "van wilkie could just be the most amazing hippie of our time." "who doesnt love a good gang bang in the shaggin' wagon

Not~ Blog Worthy
SO what...I miss him. I can't help it. What am I supposed to do, NOT miss him? He has been a big part of my life for so long. I miss him. :( One regret to another. Sick of the way life is. People complain about life being unfair but who said it was going to be. Not everyone wants to be rich and not everyone can be. Not everyone wants a family and not everyone has one. Some care more about themselves, others care about their family, some care about money or partying and having fun. We dont all have the same ideas of the perfect life so could life ever be fair?

Separated
Does age really even matter now days? some say young people are not mature enough in life, but the way I see it is it depends on the person and how they are in life. You can be 40 years old and act so immature its pittiful. I see some young adults in life thats in their 20's and are responsable and respectful and know how to treat someone, then you have the older group that is disrespectful and has noclue what to do in life.anyways im just blabbin lol.. life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time.. Never make a Man priority when he only makes you and option. ~Unknown~

Fickle Things
You all should know by now that in December of 07, I moved out to Minnesota. In the short time I have been here, I have lost almost all of my friends. They either don't talk to me, or they insult me, or they just tell me they won't talk to me ever again. Well this has been an eye opener for me. So to all of you, and you know who you are, I understand, And I accept that we are no longer friends. Have a good life, I know I won't but I don't care. I have finally learned that friends are fickle things and I will never have one again. Anyway, goodbye.

Friends
Without going into too much detail...my best friend Pink needs some help. She and her daughter are staying somewhere that is no longer a healthy environment for them to be in and she is going to come and live with my kiddos and I. I am more than happy to have them but we have to figure out how to get her here. She can't go Greyhound as they have a tiny chihuahua they just cannot part with. So, they need to fly. It has gotten extremely bad and she needs to get here ASAP! She'll be able to work here as will her daughter and it will help me out greatly to have some help. So....instead of buying me Happy Hours, Blasts or Bling Packs....PLEASE contribute what you would to help Pink and I! Don't Private Jet me. Contribute $20 to help get their tickets here. It would mean so much more! You don't have to have a paypal account to contribute. Just follow the directions for using your card. I went to bed early last night as I didn't feel well and woke up to this

New Divas
I would like you to welcome the newst DIVA. Please make sure you add and rate her. Thanks MsMaine š NaughtyBuglady š DSC ™ FuOwned By Saddrabbit ™@ fubar We have 3 new DIVAS that have joined us. Please show them sum DIVA love!!! Mystic Wolf Woman{RisingStars}|Rate Spankers|~CLUB F.A.R.~Dylon's Diva Mafia(Fu-Angel)@ fubar ~¢¾~MommaTasha~¢¾~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA@ fubar Sweetpeabayba~Owned by Unbreakable~1st Wifes Club~Raising Stars~Fu-Angel~Fu Bratz~World Cruiser@ fubar Hope you all have a great SUNDAY!!! Peace&Love MsMaine!!

Lonely!!!
YES I AM FEELING LONELY SEEMS LIKE ME AND SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS DONT LAST SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG AND I ALWAYS END UP HURT...I MAY BE A PICKY PERSON WHEN IT COMES TO MEN BUT THATS WHO I AM AND WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE I LOVE HARD IT KINDA SUCKS I HAVE PANIC DISORDER AND AGORAPHOBIA SO BASICALLY IM STUCK IN THE WALLS OF MY HOUSE AND DONT HAVE A CHANCE TO MEET ANYONE NEW AND PPL I LIKE DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO COME AND SEE ME...I JUST WANT SOMETHING SERIOUS WHERE SOMEONE WILL LOVE ME FOR JUST BEING MYSELF AND NOT RUN AWAY WHEN IT GETS TOUGH...I GET TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE PUTTING ALL THE EFFORT INTO RELATIONSHIPS JUST TO BE HURT OVER AND OVER AGAIN...I AM HONEST AND I DO LOVE BLACK MEN AND HISPANIC MEN AS WELL I DONT REALLY FIND MYSELF ATTRACTED TO WHITE MEN...THEN AGE FACTORS IN IT FOR ME TOO I DONT MIND SOMEONE YOUNGER THAN ME AS LONG AS THEY DONT ACT LIKE A CHILD ITS OK TO HAVE FUN AND ALL BUT HAVE TO BE SERIOUS ABOUT THINGS AS WELL AND ACT LIKE A MAN...AND I USUSALLY HAVENT DATED OL

Uhmmmm
I know it's a stupid subject heading. I just can't think of anything to put in there. I just need a place where, I can just arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. I think things in my life is going ok, but in other areas it needs some life. I have found myself not having that smile that sparkle that everyone see's in me. I wish I can gain it back. And get that glowing sparkle.

Plz Help A Dear Friend Of Mine!
One of my bestest friends (on and off of fubar), Cowboy had to delete his old account and is starting all over again. If you could please head over to his new page and leave him some love, it would mean SO much to me! Thank you in advance!! **hugs** 'UnknownCowboy' This bulletin brought to you with love by ♥aGEM4life♥

Interview With David Gans
Known far and wide as the light behind the widely syndicated Grateful Dead Hour radio program, several books on the Dead and a number of intriguing CDs relating to the band and its music, David Gans has in recent years blossomed into a compelling performer in his own right, touring nationally and releasing several albums, the most recent of which is the critically acclaimed Twisted Love Songs. Here is my Interview with David Gans: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/209 Scott

Interview With Richie Havens
This was one of my most interesting Interviews I have done so far. I had the pleasure to chat with music legend Richie Havens. Richie was the first performer at the original Woodstock in 1969 and is getting ready to release his most recent cd "Nobody Left to Crown". Here is the link to the Interview with Richie Havens: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/190 Scott

Interview With Jorma Kaukonen
In a career that has already spanned nearly a half century, Jorma Kaukonen has been the leading practitioner and teacher of fingerstyle guitar, one of the most highly respected interpreters of American roots music, blues, and Americana, and at the forefront of popular rock-and-roll. He was a founding member of two legendary bands, The Jefferson Airplane and the still-touring Hot Tuna, a Grammy nominee for his highly acclaimed “Blue Country Heart,” and the most in-demand instructor in the galaxy of stars who teach at the guitar camp that he and his wife operate in picturesque Southeastern Ohio, The Fur Peace Ranch. here is my Interview with Jorma Kaukonen: http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/220 Scott

Women
I read this blog about men and women and thought I would repost it. your commentary and is welcome and appreciated.... Bottom line--if I sleep with a woman I don't know or care about SEX is NOT going to make me care. (I stopped doing that years ago) That kind of sex is like scratching an itch. Once a man scratches, he's through. He ain't sitting around thinking about that spot that itched or how good it felt scratching it. He's moving on with his life until that spot itches again and it don't matter which hand he scratches it with, just as long as he gets rid of the itch. Too many women PRETEND they can handle a sexual fling, but wind up getting caught up and wanting us to romance and wine and dine them and pretend we're having a "relationship" when it's NOTHING but a booty call. Come on, ladies, y'all know I'm telling the truth. Unfortunately, ladies, you are part of our problem. You sleep with us BEFORE you know us or what we're

Life
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effec

An American Patriot
Statement of Wayne LaPierre Executive Vice President of the National Rifle Association of America. Today, my heart is heavy with the loss of Charlton Heston. America has lost a great patriot. The Second Amendment has lost a faithful friend. So have I, and so have four million NRA members and eighty million gun owners. And so has every American who cares about the Bill of Rights, individual liberty, and Freedom. My heart is heavy, but not without a sense of pride. Pride in a man who devoted his life to his profession with grace and dignity. Pride in an American who devoted himself to civil rights, to correcting injustices around him, and to standing up for what he knew was right. Pride in a friend who stood with me and stood with fellow NRA members to preserve our freedom for future generations. Pride in a patriot who believed with every fiber of his being that our Bill of Rights is the foundation of our freedom that makes Americans singular among the masses of nations. He

Dj Husky
hell yeah spring is here and the snow melting river ice is going too,hi too all the canadian out there from dj husky, whitehorse yukon canada. city of 20,000 plus greatest place to live out doors are fun fishing, hunting ,rvingsite seeing we have it all in the yukon

Guestbook Plz Sign! Xo
ok so.. I been thinkin and yes sometimes that is dangerous! lol I have a family list.. a top friends list and so on. Now most of my family was in my top friends list. And I was thinkin that dont make sense. That gives me 2 tabs in Fu of the same ppl. And I do live by them tabs lol SO!! IF you are in my family list... you probably wont be on my top friends list too! Then I can have 75 extra special ppl that I pay attention to :D Make sense to you all?? Did I offend anyone? I hope not!! Let me know! Love and good stuffs xox

Help Me Spotlight Please?
TULSA'S ANGEL is getting VERY close to SPOTLIGHT! Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~ @ fubar Only a few million more and I can BID! So, help me out!!! Anyone that donates FUBUCKS will be included in a pimpout of those who have donated that will be posted often and included permanently in my blog! You will ALSO receive a minimum of 100 picture rates of a 10. Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~ Owned by Dave - Crypt_Kee@ fubar IF you donate over $500,000 FUBUCKS, you will get 100 picture rates of an 11 plus 100 picture comments, as well as the daily pimpout and permanent blog! WOW! One Million Fubucks donation was by: *Phantom*@ fubar Thanks Dale! $650,000 Fubucks donated by: .ღ♥" Dove Goddess "♥ღ.@ fubar $500,000 fubucks; woot! Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 12th Prophet~@ fubar Texas Camaro Nut

Ink'd
It was a long and very painful day - took about five hours and hurt like a mother fu**** all the way from start to finish. Imagine someone with sharp fingernails scratching your badly sunburned skin - thats how it felt, a few spots even more painful. Hell I thought I had a high tolerance to pain, but I guess not when it comes to that area (this was not my first tattoo). I had an image in my head for over two years, and waited to meet the right artist who would help collaborate with me and build my idea from out of my head and onto my body. I had been to several shops in the area, never approaching anyone, but 'feeling' each one out waiting for the right person to come along. Finally met her and I sketched something up the best way a photographer knows how (with Photoshop and various pics) and let the tattoo artist do the rest of the magic...I'm partial to it, but I think it turned out beautiful! You can see a close up of the tattoo in my photos.

Contest
TATTOO DESIGN HELP greywolf needs 4 dreamcatchers with an eagles head in the center for the left shoulder a bears head in the center for the right shoulder a greywolfs head in the center for the center of my back a white buffalo in the center for my lower back and GREYWOLF accross the shoulders . family members will judge the designs and i will pay 25k to the winner.send me your ideas in a private message . contest starts today (12-28-2008) and will go til 1-28-2009. Click the pic to send greywolf your ideas! PLZ...Stop by and leave her a comment and rate her pic.This is her very first contest .We'd really appreciate all your help . I am in very first comment contest! I need 50,000 comments by May 3rd! If I get the comments I will win 1.5 Million fubucks! Click the photo below to take you to where you need to go! Come show me some love and I will return the favor! All you have to do is ask! Thanks!

Wow,sorry Guys
I've obviously been gone for a long while now.Sorry about that, for anyone who was curious,I moved back home to FL.And I've been working my ass off,so far I've finally gotten my own room,I'm renting from a buddy of mine.I fixed my computer so it could handle all the bullshit it's been needed for.I've turned down about 10 guys.I figured out that life has a meaning(just not sure what it is for me yet)I got a cell phone (yes I can finally call people long distance!!!)And I'm currently trying to get a better paying but enjoyable job so I can afford my own studio apartment hopefully.^^ Anyway,I'm back and I'm sorry I was gone so long,now I have to relearn the whole site.LoL Dani

Boy Can I Pick Em
Ok so while I'm trying to get over Druggie ex I finally meet a guy who makes me forget all about him. We met on another site and while I was still dating druggie, new guy emails me but I ignore it cuz I'm so in love. Well, in November new guy emails me again and I decide to reply. We hit it off immediately first on email, then phone then in person. Very much what I am looking for...same ethnic background, same family values, same warped sense of humor. After we met I had to have surgery and he was very understanding and supportive. Then came the holidays. He was very depressed since his father passed away earlier that year and these were the first holidays without him. I understood and gave him time. Soon after he became a total bastard. Wanting me one day then treating my like shit the next. Ok so now its April and we've had this love/hate love affair. I've repeatedly asked him if he wants me to back off...he says no. But he treats me like gum on the bottom of a shoe. I'v

Ripping Pics
for all u ppl out there that is not on my friends list if u rip a pic of mine i will fck up your computter. so if u was smart u would ask befor you go rippeing pics.and if you cant ask then u will no longer have a computer to get on.

Work ..
Whoa! I can't believe where I'm being sent this time.. at least I'll be with Chris (my 6'7 co-worker) .. this will be a awesome trip.. I just never got sent to Europe before.. but it's all for work.. umm yeh not really at night can go out & party .. Maybe I can find a nice European Guy for me =) .. Never know but I finally finished packing now I just got to get ready & then leave.. it's a good way to be away & enjoy a bit of life & such, because they do say that Europe changes everything .. I'll be in London & then going to Amsterdam.. =) & in August I go to Europe again .. I'm so excited because now more & more things make sence.. & pretty soon I can make my decision.. also I kinda met someone who makes me go WOW!!! so I will miss him when I go but their is always other guys.. LMAO... What happens in Europe will stay in Europe =) Off to the airport in like 3.5 hours.. =) To all my actuall friends on here I'll miss you.. stay out of trouble be good =)

Hollywood?
Jamie Lynn Spears baby daddy holds gun up in front of photogs that he said was "private land" as i saw it in the video where he said that they were on the side of the road near the property, now i ask you this is that the way you treat the people that made you famous or what? and to top it off they were also in a side by side A.T.V. with no helmet and not waring a seat belt as he drove with her in the vehicle and her being pregnant with his soon to be child. is he a smart one or what? oh well when he kills her or the child he will understand the life that would have been and the life that was. oh and if you have anything to say about this you can comment but understand if its mean to me the poster it will be deleted. JUST AN FYI have a great week!!!!!!!!!!! Guns N Roses have reportedly finished work on 'Chinese Democracy', the album that Axl Rose has been working on for the past 14 years. Therockradio.com reports that Geffen Records, the band's record label, have con

Heartistic Soul's Stuff
SPANK TULSA'S ANGEL NOW....READ BELOW FOR DETAILS: For complete game information, please view my blog :) WOOT! I GOT MY FIRST SPANKING! 20 of them! I got spanked 20 more times! :D Keep those spanking coming! I LOVE them! Brought to you by... Heartistic Soul@ fubar Reposts are appreciated! (repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-04-05 16:08:04')

Funnies
An elderly couple, Margaret and Bert, moved to Texas Bert always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots, so, seeing some on sale,he bought them and wore them home. Walking proudly, he sauntered into the kitchen and said to his wife, "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looked him over. "Nope." Frustrated, Bert stormed off into the bathroom, undressed and walked back into the kitchen completely naked except for the boots. Again he asked Margaret, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looked up and exclaimed, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, it'll be hanging down again tomorrow!!" Furious, Bert yelled, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN,MARGARET?" "Nope", she replied. "IT'S HANGING DOWN, BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!'" Without changing her expression, Margaret replied, Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat." Thank God for church ladies with typewr

For Joanie And Lizelle
She Is Just Away You cannot say - you must not say that she is dead, she is just away! With a cheery smile and a wave of the hand, She has wandered into an unknown land And left us dreaming how very fair It's needs must be, since she lingers there So think of her faring on as dear In the love of there, as in the love of here Think of her still as the same and say She is not dead, she is just away.

Thunbs Up
GIVE ME A THUMBS UP (y) AND WITH ENOUGH I CAN WIN 2O FUBLINGS AND A BLAST! ALL I NEED IS A SIMPLE THUMBS UP RATE ON THIS PIC. FRIENDS! IF YOU WOULD BLOG THIS, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THIS! THANKS SO MUCH! NO COMMENTS, JUST A THUMBS UP IS ALL! THANK YOU EVERYONE SO FAR! YOU TOTALLY ROCK! LOVE TO ALL!! HELLCAT@ fubar

Cleaning Lists
IF I haven't heard from you, you NEVER talk to me or leave comments or you're not wicca/wiccan I'm sorry you're gone. I'm trying to keep this name limited to those I can rate or leave comments to. If by chance I do accidentally remove you please let me know

Friends
Hey there all, I have now been on this sire for a couple weeks, and i did it to have a little fun, and meet new people, and cause my sister had got me hooked on it, but today is the first time i could care less about this site....... I am not on here to be critizied, name called, or treated like shit, cause you dont agree with my mums if you dont like them pass it up and move to next one, I ask certain questions cause i really dont know what to do, and to see if i get other ideals to go on or think about, sorry to offend anyone when i create them, but remember we are on here to meet and have fun, not to be and ass towards people..... have a good day all..... Jason

My Love Life Through Tarot
Hi Rachel, It's very nice to meet you, and thanks again for your questions. I have reflected upon your situation and drawn several tarot cards. Hopefully, you'll find my impressions helpful! Looking back upon your marriage, I truly see how it has drained you, emotionally and physically. You are tired and aren't entirely up for starting your love life all over from scratch, but you also know that the end of this marriage will force you to move on. I do see brighter, happier times ahead of you, ones that will make you remember who the real Rachel is, and will reignite feelings of excitement and happiness that you haven't felt for awhile. It will take some time to get back on track. I do see you trying to meet other people, but it'll be frustrating at first. Some will simply not be your type, and others that you'd be interested in would be taken. And I feel like you'll be trying hard, and consistently, for several months before slowing down. After a little break, I see you havin

To All My Friends And Family
Due to recent changes in my schedule and my computer issues, I have not been able to keep up on the things that i love to do most on here....dropping comments on friends and family and showin the luv (including keeping up with my bar tab) as much as i'd like to be doing... so if you dont get a comment from me as often as you have been or i don't return the luv u have shown me, please know i am thinkin about ya, that i appreciate ya and that i luvya!!!!!!!!!!!! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! as always....luvya, zoeygrl

Pimp Outs R U Here?
Have you met my Dear Friend Tracy Yet? No well i think you should click her pic below and Rate Fan and add her ... You will not be sorry you did . You see i have known Tracy for about 7 years . So shes not just some Random Fubarian Shes a true person and a true friend . Now just give her pic a click and tell her Judi sent ya .. ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar Have you met Joe aka PassionMan71 Yet? No well i think you should click His pic below and Rate Fan and add him ... You will not be sorry you did . Slam his page like theres no tomorrow .. He is a very giving and helping person who you would b grateful to know . Now just give his pic a click and tell him Judi sent ya .. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~

Plz Help My Friend
Please help my awesome friend with this giveaway. Any help appreciated. Send me a message and I will return the luv! For example: Let me know how many comments you post for her and I will rate that many of your items. Thanks!!!! Stacy aka 'CuteFaceWithAChubbyWaist(ClubF.A.R.&FuAngels) 50,000 comments for $500,000 fu bucks plus a 7 day blast plus a bling pack....no time limit

My Name
What Sher Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a h

Redeployment
I'M BACK OFF A DEPLOYMENT TO IRAQ..IT FEELS LIKE I KNOW I'M GOING BACK IN A YEAR..WHEN WILL IRAQ END..VOTE FOR A PRESIDENT WHO OPPOSES THE WAR..NAW CAN'T DO THAT..I'LL GO AGAIN..MAYBE LIFE INSURANCE FOR SOLDIERS,MARINES AND AIRMEN AND OH YEAH THE NAVY WILL GO UP..YEAH RIGHT..WHATS THE COST OF DYING..WHO'S FREEDOM..THE AMERICAN PEOPLE..OR THE BOOTS THATS ON THE GROUND..WHATS THEY PAY LIKE..IRAQ SHOULD BE $10,000.00 A MONTH TAXED THATS MOTIVATION TO GO FOR A YEAR OR 15-18 MONTHS..BUT I GUESS I'LL HAVE TO SETTLE FOR A 3.1% RAISE.. MORE TOMORROW

Love
Im in an auction. Follow the link if you want to win me. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1973756&albumid=1233095&i=449166446&idx=6 One morning you will never wake up. Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered If I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships That needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of Your friends and family know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, You would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again.... I LOVE YA!!!

Far Away
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] I love you I've loved you all along I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything, but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away So far away Far away for far too long So far away So far away Far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to

Reflections Of A Weary Heart
life...a big mystery...sitting here feeling that life has been sucked out of me is something that i am basically trying to reflect on...where is this life headed? is what i am doing worth it? or am i just being stupid to think that some things are really worth it... as i traverse life's highways i meet several beings...beings who display different character as they are being unique in every way...as i acquaint myself with them i slowly realize...they are quite similar in certain aspects...personification of life being pretentious... pretentions...it is very common in our world...people pretending to like you when in fact they detest you...they seem to find glory and happiness in the agony and suffering of others...they knowingly play with your emotions...quite hard to understand...and really painful...but i guess that is what really life is...empty and senseless...

Just Bitching
as i sit in the dark of night i start to wounder is it worth the fight i struggle so hard just to make it through the day just for that day when he takes it all away and when i am gone looking back at my life i will thank god for everything especally a beautiful wife so while im still here lets bring nothing but cheer for one day ill be a memory while you drinking a beer

Vista!
I was pretty excited about getting this new laptop :) But my VISTA is driving me up a wall, It is constantly freezing up. If it doesn't freeze me on Firefox it gets me on AOL. I am constantly, rebooting, I should of got a damn used laptop with XP on it. I can not get anyone to back up the computer. I took it back to best buy, Microsoft sucks, I guess HP is next. I haven't even had the laptop 90 days, :-o Someone mail me a geek!

Just Alittle More Exciting Info
This is my First time Being in A Auction so Come Bid on ME ... Will So Made Fu_Love to ya! Ok Come one Guys & Gals. I Can't wait to see who my New owners is going to be. Auction will end in 2 weeks from What I was told today for the Boss Razor! So Come BID on ME and Get yourself a lil-vixen! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=153904&albumid=1048698&i=2693927306&idx=20 I just thought I would do a small vent.. I normal don't say a word. But I've been leaving messages and comments on everyone else profile. And It seems like I get no love in return. It would be nice to get some lovin returned back from time to time... But dang just show some lovin and you may just get it back. How dang hard it is.. Come on if I can do it then I know others can do it too. Lil-Lips Who is the Girl Behind the name.. Well to tell ya, Who I am in a Few Words.I'm me! Funny,Kind,Lovin,Honest,Open,Free,Outgoing,Very Outspoken,True,Deep,Freaky,Kinky,an Kindhearted. I'm 26yrs old,

Observations
For this I may be guilty of emotional infidelity . My observations of a friend who I only know by pics and chatting. 1.You enjoy outdoor activities , mountain hikes , beach lounging , motorcycles , boating , snow skiing , sports , parades , and photography. 2.You have been a party person in the past and socializing comes easy. Kept to a minium now , family responsibilities. 3.You have many friends, but few really close ones . 4.You are verry close to your family , enjoys special times together . 5.You become close to a few co-workers. 6.Your left hand is not photographed often . 7.You have good taste in tatoos ,(warm or even hot and not trashy). 8.You spend a lot of time on the computer ,social life may be suffering. You may need to get layed. 9.If you are in a relationship ,it seems to be a distant one. 10.You are well,traveled ,educated ,confident , low-maintenance, whitty ,compassionate , conservitave ,and well photographed. 11.You don't put your

What's On My Mind...
Tag'd By Nick (Chris) O.K. heres how it works. Once you have been tagged you must write a blog listing 15 random fact, intrests, or habits about yourself. Then choose 5 people to tag. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog. Then type there names at the bottom of your blog. You can not tag the person who tagged you. Have fun. 15 facts of Lula. 1. I am a female 2. I have blue eyes 3. I have 14 tats 4. I have 2 piercings 5. I am in love 6. I have a cat ^ Paw big mama 7. I like junk food 8. I hate liars n cheaters 9. I am a smoker 10. I Love coca cola I tag'd Killswtich DjKarma Tatooist NatrualWitch Dizzyisthebitch I made this myself... frame by frame pill by pill

..:: Concerts ::..
David Immerglück, guitarist, about their new CD and hopes of a New Brunswick stop. Over the past few years the Maritimes have been able to bring in a number of big names in the music biz. Most noteworthy of course was the Rolling Stones, twice, but also Aerosmith, Rob Zombie, Ozzy Osbourne, Iron Maiden, Kanye West, Maroon 5 and next month Leonard Cohen. So when a representative for the Counting Crows contacted [here] about an interview, the obvious first question was: will they be added to the list? Guitarist David Immerglück said the band doesn’t have any plans to play here, but did politely express some interest in coming to New Brunswick. “I would personally love that,” said Immerglück. “I’ve never been there (and) it would be very interesting to go.” The Californian then proceeded to ask where Halifax is in relation to New Brunswick and also where the Trailer Park Boys were located. New Brunswickers should probably keep their hopes low for news of a local stop on the

::my Writings::
NOTE: These writings are 100% written by me and I better not see anyone stealing them and claiming its thier own work!! I doubt it'd happen but you'd never know =/ Anyways, here's a song I wrote from the heart, I guess everyone can relate to it....comments are appreciated!! "Guardian Angel" Angel oh guardian angel, please hear my cry catch every tear that I'll shed tonight As I fall into the darkness, please come catch me Please lift me up and take me under your wings Comfort me into the dark night as I shed my tears tonight Guardian angel, so fierce and so strong guide me to whats right, help me avoid wrong Protect me from my demons that haunt me As you take me under your wings Comfort me in the dark night as I dream peacefully tonight There are lots of times my emotions can really get the best of me; somedays I will be high on life blasting on trance, dancing like an idiot and not having a care in the world...I can laugh like a goon until my stomach h

Girl,me & U {think Of Me & U}
In the morning, when I get of bed thoughts of you are goin thru my head, in the afternoon I think about all the things we can do thru the night - I think about me & u - In the evening, I think of me & u- thinkin about u in ure night gear...I work all day,and It's hard for me too concentrate....All I ever do is think of me & u, All I do is think of me & u....u got me goin crazy...I always get turned on, never turned out by any woman, but I think for this instance, its different....All I do, is think of me & u....

Bubba's Big Thoughts
This is the first posting. Being late, I won't go into any great detail here. Except to say that things are not as bad as they keep telling us. Sure there are going to be struggles ahead, but we are able to overcome and win anything life puts in our path. So, that's it for this rambling, will post more at a later time.

Lost Dreams!
Lost inside myself, Have you ever closed your eyes and saw the life you wanted , not the life you live, thats lost dreams. it is what your deepest desire long for, you will find the person you want with out a face everything would be better then they really are, you want for nothing and you are always loved so much. Have you ever set there and tears started to run down your checks for no reason, thats lost dreams, something you wanted was taking away, you don't know how or how to get it back. you began to lost yourself, to hurt to shut down. Have you every Loved someone so much that it hurt, thats lost dreams. you live in fear, worried that this is not real, and that it will soon come to and end. so if you are living in Lost Dreams Open your eyes there is so much more to this world waiting for you. all you have to do is reach out your hand and ask. Lost dreams take away from your life. start living!

Makinskins
I'm getting a lot of SB messages asking what my status of MakInSkinScumC!! means... It's just my little way of telling you that if you want a new skin for your profile, to hit me up. I am MakInSkinS for all my friends, so you should send me an idea for one and I will see what I can do. Thx for all those SB messages!!! On another note, thx again... this time to all my friends for taking my profile up 2 levels this week. I am also very glad to be back!!

My Sexy
Do u like my style, do u like my sexy...My sexy, my sexiness....I hope u like it... Never mind the compliments I might get, it all boils down too me...If I don't love myself, no one else will...But I do, so there wouldn't be a thought about what someone else thinks.... I think im stylish, do u like my Sexy??? Do you think I'm being selfish, do you think I'm conceited - Do you like my Sexy...Look at my pictures,do you like my Sexy??

Poems
............... Poems of my heart ............... Butterfly..... Be forever mine Until the end of time Take me into your arms Tempting me with your charms Echoing your love to me Reaching for you endlessly Following my hearts desire Laying with you by the fire You touch me with such love Special you are I thank the stars above.... Hugs........ How sweet you are Unique as a star Goodness in your heart Special to me from the start Smooch......... Sexy and bad to the bone Make love to me all night long Often thinking of you Oh I know my love is so true Close to my heart you will stay How I wish to be with you everyday........... Hearts........ Hot and horny thinking of you Each thought sticks in my mind like glue All my love is here to stay Reach for me and come my way True love stands the test of time So beautiful and bright you shine.......... KISS......... Keepin

Cherry's Poems
REALLY SEEING HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME EYES ALL OVER HIS BODY TIME HAS SOMEHOW SLOWED GIVING ME A CHANCE TO ABSORB THAT WONDERFUL FEELING IN WONDERING " COULD HE REALLY BE MINE?" AS I SAT THERE, MY EYES LOCKED ONTO HIS FACE ENTRANCED IN THE BEAUTY OF HIS STRONG MUSCULAR SHOULDERS AND FULL SENSUOUS, EXPRESSIVE LIPS THAT SAY A MILLION THINGS WITHOUT UTTERING A SOUND WISHING "COULD SOMETHING BETWEEN US TAKE PLACE?" FINALLY WAKING FROM THIS LUSTFUL DAZE EXHAUSTED FROM WONDERING AND WISHING MY MIND FILLED WITH EROTIC THOUGHTS OF PLEASURE AND EXSTACY TO REAL AND VIVID FOR WORDS TO EXPRESS I STOOD AND BEGAN TO SMILE WALKING AWAY, I EXHALED. ADW when the golden sun is setting and my face u cannot see when of other you are thinking will you sometimes think of me? Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make

You Don't Have To Lie To Make Friends...
I'm riding the fence on this little conundrum...I love to text now that I can and have had practice thanks to my loving friends...ha, but I still find it rather impersonal and sometimes feel that I might get the wrong impression on the "intension" of the text and or text(s) being sent my direction. Did you get that? It's a bit like here, writing a blog, you as the writer know what you are feeling but the job at hand is trying to convey that to your potential reader...and, sometimes...the reader just doesn't "get" it! Maybe it's just that I'm a bit sarcastic and sarcasm is lost on many a fool! Although, you can't deny the "convenience" of a text. It can allow you to send a message without interupting the receiver...or allow you to flirt...or vent...or just plain say hello.. Of course, my main objective is to flirt because I (heart) my text friend...he knows I do :) I'm certainly not a prude when it comes to porn but I am a girl so you must understand where I am c

If I Told U....
If I told u that I wanted 2 see u, If I told u that I'd always keep you, what would you say. Tell me how you would feel If told you that I had feelings for you- would it be so wrong to say whats on my mind-I'm sorry I had too...I know where friends, but what if my feelings have changed- But I don't want to hurt you. If I told you that I'd always keep you, I know that were just friends, but what If I decide to bring something in....Do you think we would lose a good friendship, I don't want to choose between two precious things. If I told you that...If I told you...If I told you that my feelings are beginning, If I told you that I want to see you,If I told you that I dig you're conversation,and style...If I told you that....

The Dance {morose Feeling}
Time to confess,What I feel inside my chest- when my heart keeps breathing rhythms to you’re name-So intoxicating is the music you create, I can feel my body givin’ in...Clear is my visiono,like it was in the beginning,I’m tearing down the walls in front of me-bearing my all just to be at you’re beck and call...Feeling a melody of my own... A beat, that is untraceable...A rhythm that is untapped. I feel myself dancing...

Me@joe
Hey everybody writing to say how much Im in love with a wonderful guy!! his name is joe and i couldnt be more happier !! i never thought that i would find someone like him in my life!! he is wonderful@oh my god when we make love its so amazing !! we are so perfect together so those of u that havent found that speacial someone there somewhere !!I love you joe!! Me@joe are so happy,i never thought i could feel like this in my life and pertaining to the scank remark you dont even know me so how can u judge me ,people like you pitty yourself so u hace to pick on others to make yourself to feel better dont u feel pathtic!!!to show u how much u know me @joe wasnt even together when they were in a reationship, i had enough respect to be with him after the fact of them breaking up!!! and it wasnt his fault they broke up !!!so before u say something about somebody make sure u hear bothsides and he is happy with me and he aint worried about her he doesnt even want to talk to her or hear her name

Stories Of Passion
Passion The night was crisp and cool. The moon was full and the stars were brightly twinkling in the sky. Soft music is playing in the night. As I stand there under the stars you come up behind me and wrap your arms around my body. You kiss my neck and whisper into my ear that you want to make love to me. I turn around and look into your beautiful blue eyes and we begain to passionately kiss one another. As we kiss you pull me closer to your body. Every ounce of me wants you. My body tingles with excitement and I am wet with desire. You take my hand and we go into the house. As we walk to the bedroom you reach for me and we again kiss. As we embrace we fall to the bed and all the passion that has been built up in us just comes rushing out. You take your tongue and slowly go from my lips to my neck then to my breasts. You then go ever so slowly to my stomach then to my inner thighs. As I just about to moan you go between my legs. Your tongue feels so good to my wet pussy. As you f

Lies.lies,lies
I’m sure everyone knows someone that lies- Lies- just for the hell of it...Lies to make themselves feel good, Lies to make others around them feel special. I knew someone like that. I know that he is a pathelogical liar, I know the people that he hurt in the process, I can only imagine the hurt that he put others in...And it’s a shame-a royal shame.... If you know anyone like that,you should tell them to take there lying ass to a confessional, and tell it too the Lord above,tell them that they should ask for help....

My Special Perfect One
My Special Perfect One-Her hands,her face,her ways.Her body over me,the way she talks to me-those eyes,her tenderness,and her power.Her strength,and add the passion between her & me,I mean...Purposed & catered to me,my mind & my body...... Will I find you wrapped in one? My search has begun,but will you come-My special perfect one, I see pieces of my buried treasure here & there-I’ve looked everywhere- for my special perfect one... I’ve looked everywhere,But I’m not givin’ up, until I find my special perfect one. My special one- Is it all in my mind,is there no such thing...One woman having everything’, I refuse to believe she’s just a fantasy....Cause she’s everywhere...She’s all I see... How sweet it will be for you & me,Once the moment comes,and we finally meet...I’m savin’ all of my love for you, I know you’re savin all you’re savin’ all yours for me too.... Cause you’re my special perfect one...My special perfect one- twist of fate,my prayers,I’ll just wait for m

Love Supreme
How can I love you-Let me start counting now, all of the ways-that you’re coming at me, I just can’t describe- goin’ from A to Z, 1-2-3, and everything in between I go.....Straight to the stars,and I hear you say my name... I’ll break it down, so you can know how deep,how deep Inside you’re makin’ me go...Just savor the moment- my love supreme... You’re everything you are, a unconditional love,I’d sacrafice everything, for a love supreme.... I’d search over the world, and there would still be no other- no other than a love supreme..It’s the best thing....A Love Supreme....

Thank U For Lovin' Me
This is for the one {I don’t know who}, who knows me from the inside,who always comes around when I wear a frown,and lifts me up from the down side, savin’ the best for me...that’s her specialty... I just want to say thank you, for appreciating me... For every little sweet word that you say to me, thank you... This uncontrollable smile on my face, I just want to say thank you-Thank you for givin’ me the kind words of wisdom, and optimism...I want to say thank you... She can look right into my eyes and see If Im truly happy, I say with all sincerity- thank you for everything...When everything in my world seems like it’s all going wrong,and I’m feeling so heavy...And when I can’t see...I want to say thank you...

U Never Realize {how Blessed U R}
Have u ever taken the time 2 sit, and think about how blessed u really r. Ure blessed. Just think about it, the earth, life as a whole. And ure in this word, living,and doing what u have 2 do 2 survive...How blessed r u- just think about it....

Shed My Skin
I am not alone I live with the memories regret is my home This is my true freedom Express all the feelings of what I've become I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today It seems I've gone away It seems I've lost myself It seems really lost my way It seems I've lost myself It seems I've Shed my skin Are you ready for me Or purge my love Are you ready for me A bitter sinking feeling Awake to the fact there's no going back To the world in which I was living I'm searching for something but found less than nothing I watch the rising sun I hope I find some peace today It seems I've gone away It seems I've lost myself It seems really lost my way It seems I've lost myself It seems I've Shed my skin Are you ready for me Or purge my love Are you ready for me Oh 'cause I'm dying to feel What I have lost Oh and what I was All my life I've waited Endless days have taken Taken what made me free Years have gone I'm broken Left the pa

When I Think Of U
WHEN I THINK OF U, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO SERENE, SO CALM- WHAT IS THIS EFFECT U HAVE ON ME. I'VE BEEN A BAD BOY, I'VE MISBEHAVED, I NEED U 2 TOUCH ME..COMMAND ME-DISCIPLINE ME- WHEN I THINK OF U, I CAN TASTE URE SKIN, I CAN SMELL URE PERFUME...I NEED U 2 DISCIPLINE ME, MY INTELLECT WON'T HAVE NO FOR AN ANSWER, WHEN I THINK OF U. WHEN I THINK OF U- MY DAY BECOMES BRIGHTER. WOW, THE THINGS YOU DO 2 ME,THINGS U SAY 2 ME...WHEN I THINK OF U, WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U THINK OF ME. WHEN I THINK OF U, I WANT U 2 TAKE MY MIND OFF OF THE THINGS IT SHOULDN'T BE ON....I NEED U 2NIGHT, WHEN I THINK OF U....AND THE SOLE PURPOSE OF THIS IS 2 TELL U THAT I THINK OF U, I THINK ABOUT THE THINGS WE DO, THE THINGS U TELL ME WHEN WERE ALONE. WHEN I THINK OF U, MY MIND DOESNT WONDER, MY BODY HAS A PLACE 2 B.... WHEN I THINK OF U....

How Can U Get Me Open...
I just sitting here by myself thinkin how can he get me open.Will he be the man that opens up the door, if there water coming up put his coat on the floor.If my day is sad will he come in with flowers and make me glad.Will he be the man that ask me how my day and when i answer it could've of been better he says thats ok.Long as ur happy he says my day is complete and he bends down to kiss me on my cheek.He has a smile thats so warm and thats so right just the touch of him makes everything alright.As I get undress to get in the bed he says how much he loves me and i am the best.Im Just laying down wondering how can u get me open....Kisses Leave Comment

This Calling
Yaaaaaaaaoooowwwww I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel it pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out No secret deception, for these would tear this down I'll note the past, spread the pain (spread the pain) Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear (and I hear) this calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear

A Rose Is Just A Rose
Have you ever had feelings so strong, that you can't even describe them- Something that has you so confused, If someone was to ask you anything about it, you couldn't describe, you couldn't answer it, cause the words just couldn't form in ure head, and release through ure mouth. Confusing right- It's not really.... Have you ever seen something/someone so pretty, that you became numb, speechless rather. You feel you're feet lifting from under you. A rose is just a rose- sort of something like saying that a dog, is just a dog- A dog wouldn't crow, like a rooster..... Have you ever been in a mid life truma, I know, It happens - I think I've been through mine - tho, I'm not mid life yet... I think I've been there...I was a mess, I was caught in a wreck...And I couldn't get out of it. I didn't even know how to describe it. A rose is just a rose, a red rose, that smells so sweet... A rose is just a rose, and the reason for typing this is just purely boredome.....

Best Damn Lounge...
As many of you know i have decided to close DIABLO'S DEN down... It has been a fun year for me to have owned the Lounge... I know we have had some rough times with things that come from running a lounge but i have also made some very good friends from it... Not to lay blame on anyone but shit happens and we learn from it and move on... I do hope that the friends we all have made in the DEN will remain as friends... I am not leaving Fubar but going to sit back and relax for awhile... I will still be Djing in another lounge the link is below so please feel free to join me there... It is a new lounge with small numbers and i want to help it to grow somewhat... Those who know me know i still tinker around with lounges and who knows maybe in the future i might open something back up...only time will tell.. I want to personally thank all the great staff that have helped me with the Den to make it what it was a great home to many fubar ppl... For those who would like to add me to yahoo if you

My Curse
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love

Are You Using Me?
Last night I had some trouble sleeping.. Are you - are you using me? No more will I let it be You called his name out in your sleep You're doing things so suspiciously And I think that you're using me Don't hang on me for security Love is never free Are you using me? You pretended like we were friends I was blinded by sentiment You complicated what love should be And I could swear that you're using me I keep seeing things I shouldn't see I've been watchin' you Are you using me? Are you, are you Are you using me? Listen, talk to me Ooh, come on now and talk to me Hey talk to me (Tell the truth) Are you using me? For my money, for my body Don't hang onto me for security Love is never free, tell me are you -are you using me I keep seeing things I should not see I've been watching you, are you using me? Don't be such a liar, are you using me?

Stay Or Let You Go
Its not my fault you made ureself a regretful past, All I know is that when I hold you're hand, you would see old friends that you knew- They would walk away callin me a fool- I know that made me look bad. I can't change the things you did before we met {Though I didn't know you}, It's hard for me to ever trust you. What was I suppose to do- Stay or let you go... Don't know if we would've lasted, and though we didn't, could've I have erased the past. I didn't know if we were meant to be, and if we could've been-could you have been faithful. Times when I made reservations for us two-you were giving you're attention to someone else, Should I stay or let you go... Maybe, just maybe I tried too over look the pain, the embarrassment- we lost all that we had ever gained, If it takes me losing you for happiness in me, I will let you go- What do you think I should do, Stay or let you go?

{you} Played Ureself
All you ever did was tell me lies, Didn't you ever see that I was never suprised-You thought I was a fool,You thought I couldn't see-You thought you were playin' me- I think you were confused, I think you still are confused-You Played ureself '. You think that I wouldn't catch you,You didn't know that I knew, You still don't know.You didn't know how I knew. You didn't think you're girl would tell on you,You didn't think the others who knew would tell on you- You played ureself She was you're best friend in your eyes, but she told me the flip side, I guess she told me cause she wanted in my life,I was too good for your ass anyway.If you've seen her plan-You would've known I was the man that she desired to have.You were too blind to see-You played ureself '. I waited for you to throw you're cards,and you played it-but playin them didn't get you far enough,cause you played ureself '....

Down The Rabbit Hole
after recovering from the most vile non-fatal form of plague known to mankind, i had a day off work today in which i actually felt well enough to get off my arse and do something constructive. so, i made my first ever batch of challah. real from scratch, no box, no bread machine, hand-mixed, hand kneaded, hand-braided challah. 4 and a half hours and 34 steps later i am now the proud maker of two gorgeous, delicious double braided loaves of challah. one traditionally topped with poppy seeds and one with cinnamon sugar. yum! there is no more lovely smell than the smell of that stuff baking. and i didn’t catch anything on fire! :P i am so proud of myself it’s ridiculous. i even took pictures and emailed them off to israel so rabbi josh could see my handiwork. now, i am off to enjoy another slice of fabulous, fluffy, golden baked heaven. carbs be damned, i earned a little indulgence for all that effort.

10 Things {some} Women Lie About
10. They come over your house and say....''Hey, can I charge my phone...................TRANSLATION........She hasn't figured out if she is going to give you any yet so she doesn't want anyone else to disturb ...moreover, she is actually TURNING off the phone while it's charging...When the phone FINALLY charges, she never turns it on..NEVER....THAT'S WHORE 101... 9. Her phone rings and she NEVER picks it up if it's a dude that she is talking to....Why , she wants you to think you're the only one....take note..dont be stupid fellas....she will pick up when its her girlfriend...THEN if she likes you......she might say ''OH, I'm chilling here with ''JOHN''...like her friend really knows who the fuck you are...FELLAS...THIS IS WHY..when you call your girl...it goes into voicemail....or she jsut doesnt pick up.....I mean think about it... 8. When your with a woman and you are getting intimate...and your ready for her to give you a piece of her mind(meaning sucking dick)...she says...'

Sweetest Thing I Ever Wrote
She was the finest girl I've ever seen...maybe One hundred seventy five pounds...and man,she had a serious ass,she had the kind of derriere you could serve cocktails on.I very much wanted to get my hands on those buttocks..and my mouth,mmmm,yes..Those buttocks of hers were enormous; full and heavy and perfectly formed.They rolled sensually up and down with every movement she made. She was wearing,or should I say bursting out of,a soft,clinging pink cashmere dress that came down to her thighs and she had on a wide black leather belt tightly buckled just under breasts that accentuated her trimmed stomach,and behind. Her gigantic rounded ass cheeks were tautly straining against the clingy backside of her dress and she was looking over her shoulder,through strands of her long honeyed pony tail,noticing me looking at her. Ohhhh yes,I was eyeballing her hungrily the way a starving man looks at a feast.What the hell was wrong with me?..I would never even think of finding a girl like that,that

When You Look In My Eyes
When you look me in my eyes, I get a burning feeling, I get utter hatred towards you. I want to get a brick, and beat the shit out of you. When you look me in my eyes, I'm shocked you don't feel the heat radiating from my body...When you told me the words from you're mouth-you said that you got mad, and frustrated...But truth be told, you are indecisive- wishy washy....Pick a side...What's it gonna be...Who's it gonna be?? I thought about beatting you with a Brick, I don't want the charges. I had so many vow thoughts, I thought about dismantling you're car... When you look in my eyes, you say that you can read my mind...When you look in my pretty dark eyes, you should feel the heat, the utter hatred, and dispair that I hold so high for you...I tell you what...next time you look in my eyes, tell me what I'm about to do to you....

Are You Appreciated?
Relationships..they can be a good thing, or they can be shitty...you have to be in it with someone that is good, I guess....I'm not writing this for myself, or from something that I'm in...I'm actually typing this with a friend in mind....Guess who she is... Anyway...She told me that she was talking to some guys, and they think that a woman shouldn't be able to voice her opinion- were these guys weak/tender minded. I think that women should be opinionated, I think that a strong woman, should be heard...in all aspects...I think that women should be able to voice their feelings, and what not... I'm sure I might get some hate for this blog, but oooh well, it's opinion... Well my friend, I wish you the best in you're search for the right guy- tho we are no longer a couple- I hold no remote remnants or bitterness...I still want you to be Appreciated... Are you Appreciated...I post that question to alot of women..When the guy(s) you're dealing with are Dogs....I know, I'm a guy..

Poems
For you, Peach...I shall now create a poem... Roses are red, Violets are blue. Wow you are smoking hot. Nice Rack! What are you supposed to do with all the love you have for somebody if that person's no longer there? What happens to all that leftover love? Do you suppress it? Do you ignore it? Are you supposed to give it to someone else? How do you fill that void? I hope you never find out that a broken heart hurts physically. I loved my friend. He went away from me. There's nothing more to say. The poem ends, Soft as it began- I loved my friend. -Langston Hughes

No Secrets
You've become a good part of me , baby. I found my empathy in the abuse. I'm just a special effect to you lately Am I nothing that's real or true to you! Don't! Go! I thought I'd never tell But it's something that you should know I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no secrets, and I give my whole existance to you Get so damaged, watch me slip away I get so damaged, drugged my whole existance, was you Was you! Was you! Now I'm lost in my wonderin' baby Cuz I can't find the hope that's within me And I'm scratchin' my bruises lately My sincerety strands by and waiting Don't! Go! I thought I'd never know But it's something that you should tell I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no secrets, and I give my whole existance to you Get so damaged, watch me slip away I get so damaged, drugged my whole existance, was you! I've done it again..... will someone tell me what I can do?! I've got no secrets, I give myself away I've got no s

Love Me Cancerously
This is a really kick ass story I saw on CNN.com earlier today. Here are 15 things everyone should know about Fred Rogers: 1. Even Koko the Gorilla loved him. Most people have heard of Koko, the Stanford-educated gorilla who could speak about 1000 words in American Sign Language, and understand about 2000 in English. What most people don't know, however, is that Koko was an avid Mister Rogers' Neighborhood fan. As Esquire reported, when Fred Rogers took a trip out to meet Koko for his show, not only did she immediately wrap her arms around him and embrace him, she did what she'd always seen him do onscreen: she proceeded to take his shoes off! 2. He made thieves think twice. According to a TV Guide piece on him, Fred Rogers drove a plain old Impala for years. One day, however, the car was stolen from the street near the TV station. When Rogers filed a police report, the story was picked up by every newspaper, radio and media outlet around town. Amazingly, within 48

My Hopes And Dreams
I base my life on failure. I know that I am wrong for doing this but it hard to fathom it any other way. For a long time regardless of what I have said in the past. I did and do sometime before I die get remarried and maybe have more kids. Is that ever going to happen I really can't say for sure. Do I want it to happen. Really right now I really don't know. For the last 2 years I have been looking to fill that void that has been missing in my life. It is not just having my children in my life everyday the way they used to be. I was nothing but a hard working Dad providing for his (ex)wife and his children for so long. That when that disappeared I think I lost total focus on my life. I have never been able to get it back. I honestly believe that is the reason why I cannot be with anybody. It's kinda like the movie "Just Friends" it could be a friend zone thing. I don't know that just sounded foolish. lol It's not a friend zone things. I just need to regain my focus. But what I wan

Saying Goodbye And Thanks
It is time for me to say Goodbye and thanks to all the comments and points getting me to the level I got to. But It is time for me to move on. Got me an awsome man (did not find on fubar sorry) lol I am soon going to be moving from the st. Louis area to the East coast to be with him. My time is done here . Again thanks for my friends I made here and all the staff for making this site fun and exciting. Sorry I have to leave but I do.Take care, ride safe and pray everyday. out!!1 Julie

No More Judgement!
STOP SPEAKING FOR GOD. In response to comments made by radio host Phil Valentine Posted 03/05/2008 To the editor: A local ultra-conservative radio host made some comments today that really bothered me. I don�t mean that I smirked at the radio, or that I said �well that�s wrong,� or mentioned to a friend that what he said was inappropriate. I mean that I felt hurt in my heart. I mean what he said finally struck a nerve so deep within my core that I felt it obligatory that I somehow express my disdain in hopes that I can reach just ONE person to change his way of thinking. Advertisement Let me first say I agree with the vast majority of Phil�s views on politics, life, religion and even humor. Phil is very vocal in his assertions and supports his views against the opposing caller or e-mailer with logic and evidence. I admire his ability to think on his feet and provide valid responses. Yester

Thank You
Laser My Words TO ALL THOSE THAT HELPED ME LEVEL TO FUBERLORD. OK LOOK WHAT ALICE AND FREAK DID TO ME........... ....... THEY GAVE ME THAT FINAL PUSH OVE THE EDGE LOL. I WILL SOON BE RETURNING ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVED YOU GUYS ARE GREAT AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I CAN ALSO GET BACK TO MY CRAZY SHOPS........... BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~GABE~@ fubar

Thank you to both my Grandfather's who sacrificed time away from here to serve & protect us from hell. I am honored by their unselfishness and wish I never disappoint them. Both won Congressional Medal of Honor's were buried with 21 gun salutes.. To me that a salute that can't be beat. God Bless you both...I only wish I could have given my time to protect the country in which I love so much God Bless the USA forever

Pay Back
OK this a$$ came to my gate and yelled at me cause we are out of something. And yes it pissed me off a lot. So to make my self feel better I went up and down the isle here at work breaking thing! My favorite was opening the protective bags on the circuit boards and touching them before getting rig of the static, which will fry them like and egg. I don't feel bad about doing it. They want to yell at someone yell at the purchasing dept who are the one cutting cost and not ordering stuff. But this ass should think about this, he is one of the many who comes here 4 and 5 times a week and gets the same thing, maybe he should go look in his locker for a f**king tape measure, I am sure he has 20 or so of them the lazy f**ktard.

Random Stuff
wow this is good for info on your neighborhood.. just try it The End Of Heartache Seek me, call me I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, for solace (Seek me) For

Michelle Obama - Racist
MICHELE OBAMA’S MILITANT RACISM REVEALED In her senior thesis at Princeton, Michele Obama, the wife of Barack Obama stated that America was a nation founded on “crime and hatred”. Moreover, she stated that whites in America were “ineradicably racist”. The 1985 thesis, titled "Princeton-Educated Blacks and the Black Community" was written under her maiden name, Michelle LaVaughn Robinson. Michelle Obama stated in her thesis that to "Whites at Princeton, it often seems as if, to them, she will always be Black first..." However, it was reported by a fellow black classmate, “If those "Whites at Princeton" really saw Michelle as one who always would "be Black first," it seems that she gave them that impression”. Most alarming is Michele Obama’s use of the terms “separationist” and “integrationist” when describing the views of black people. Mrs. Obama clearly identifies herself with a “separationist” view of race. “By actually working with the Black lower class or within their commun

People Who Talk Shit And Cant Back It Up
hey im tired of pathetic assholes and people who tlak shit. if you have a problem wiht me or my family or any one i care about or my friend or you want to talk shit to me heres my fucking address mother fuckers 3810 oboe dr 40216 louisville ky. and heres my number 15023651154 come here if you have something to say. im one crazy mother fucker and you step foot on my door i have a 12 gauge semi automatic shot gun ill blow a fucking 6 inch hole in your head. god people man. especially the ones that talk about how fucking stupid this country is or complain about their jobs or they deserve this or they dont get the respect and freedoms they want or this country isnt free or blah blah blah this and blah blah blah that. hey for those of you who complain about how lame and pathetic your rights as an american is or expect to talk shit to someone else and not get your fucking ass beat news flash mother fucker. try being a fucking soldier. try going over seas in iraq and dying or get shot at or

Screw This - If You Want Lol
I stole this from Pammy - a really fantastic woman http://www.myspace.com/bloodrgirl Who are you currently dating? I'm not dating - what is dating anyway? Is it rules like go to 2 movies a month, dinner 4 times a month, buy crap for Valentines Day........ I just am. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Considering that no one will read this I am because it will stay personal lol When's the last time you cried? I don't know but I do cry when I think of my Mom passing away and Dad in a fucking home with no memory of the man he was..... fuck life. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? I always am to a certain extent. I love many and know many love me - my frustration is that money makes the world go round so everyone is working like 24hours a day and we can't meet up etc. If it wasn't for money I would be truly happy. I hate money. Do/Did you do good in school? I did great because I was sneaky not s

`new News~
1st!!! DJ Pinki makes her FUTABULOUS DJ Debut~! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 2nd!!! DJ Harley is coming up on her FIRST Birthday!!! Yup Yup... Monday is HARLEY'S 1st FuBirthday!!! You gotta fkn see/here this... Yup. Her ass gonna be on the air (cam & sound) 3rd!!! ROKBAR by *Shady n bbG* Owned and Operated by SBR Family & Staff Invites YOU To Our Grand Opening On Friday, June 6, 2008 6:00pm Central Time til The Party Stops! There will be LIVE music by SBRadio There will be LIVE cams by The Ladies of Rokbar There will be a host of AUCTIONS! Sets of 11s and 10s rates for photos to be auctioned off randomly throughout the night. YOU MUST BE A MEMBER TO BID OR BE BID UPON. No entry fee. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN US AT Rokbar by *Shady n bbG*

Obsession 1
So I have pretty much liked this song, well pretty much since it came out, 'Locked in a trunk of a car" by the Tragically Hip. Amazing beat, gives me an idea what I would like to do to this song but now I have started pondering, " what does this song mean"? Really? Its great but listening to the lyrics has become an obsession. A first I thought, Shark? could it be about a shark? hence, They don't know how old I am Found armour in my belly From the 16th century Conquistador, I think sure, a shark, we all know they have been caught with armor, license plates and such in their bellies, right? well then this theory gets blown out of the water, no pun intended with; Morning broke out the backside of a truck-stop End of a line a real, rainbow-likening luck stop, Where you could say I became chronologically "fucked up" Put ten bucks in just to get the tank topped off Then I found a place it's dark and it's rotted ok, Sharks are not known however to top up gas tanks at

Mom Passed Away
Today , my mom passed away at 6:50 pm and her fight is over. She suffered enough and now she is at rest. I spent the entire night with her last night and i spoke to her and she had her eyes open for a couple of hours. I was going to spent tonight with her as well, but when i got the call not to go...it all came in. I cried more times 2 days ago for how sad i was FOR her. I cried several times today and the only nice thing is that she joined my dad for the first time in 41 years...HER FIRST AND ONLY TRUE LOVE. Shes no longer in pain and resting well. I was glad to spend that last night with her. I saw her body after her passing and with her head tilted to the right, she was not moving or breathing but she was at peace. REST IN PEACE MOM !! 4-5-08

There Comes A Time
There comes a point and time in life when you realize Who matters, Who never did, Who wont anymore, and Who always will;....so dont worry about the ppl from your past there is a reason they are not part of your future.

South Carolina Skies
Like a dream, it's a place that you can't forget. The wind blowing through your face and hair. The smell of the emerald grass and trees. And the birds that sing from every where. I love the wide open fields out my back door. The long road that fades away at a country mile. Standing below the spacious skies of South Carolina. 6 years old staring at the clouds with a smile. For a moment everything is wonderful and great. The world seems at peace with in essence. I wonder why it can't always be this way. Warm and bewildering as a sun's kiss. Mudding with my Daddy; laughing with joy. Having mud hug my toes and around my face. Daddy slows down because it's way too fast for me. And it's all worth getting dirty to make my heart race. The Carolina rains were strong but satisfying. The tears of God fall down and from the sky. Angels fight the mist as the thunder rumbles. And the lighting strikes everything in it's sight. The night was an enchanted sight to see. It

2008 Journal Blog
Geez, I hate Horde. (WOW) 1st lesson learned. Peeps or some i should say. Prefer to be lied to (connie) I am not here to get a hook up or pretend i'm someone or something I'm not. I never claimed to be all that or a bowl of fruitloops. no insult or piss anyone off. frankly, It takes more than a bra, panties, and flowing blonde hair to rate a 10 I take in the full content of webpage and all that jazz. If you had read my profile it clearly states brutually honest. furthermore, If I rated myself it would be a 2 because i have self esteem issue's due loss of body parts from a motorcycle injury.

Up For Auction!
I really thought that some kind of notice would been that it had started, but I didnt so this is all I'm going to say about it. If ya want to fu-own me? Visit Queenbitches' page. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=86770&i=2331226262 Can ya sense my true feelings about this...? Another blah contest where the holder is a lil lackadaisical in promotions. lol =-P I do wish good luck to any who choose me =-)

Friends
COME AND BID ON A SEXY KITTY XxNascarKittyxX Plz Sign My Guestbook!@ fubar CLICK ON MY TAG AND IT WILL SEND U THERE WHERE I AWAIT F/A/R THE HOSTESS *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Onwed By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*@ fubar *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*@ fubar Be sure to rate as rates = 5 points and theres a prize for the person with the most rates.AnD I want to win it!!!!And comments also count Send me message u rated me or commented me and I will F/A/R If I have not already!! Click on the picture Rules Needs at least 2,500 points to win any fubucks. Most points wins a 7 days or a 1 months VIP as well. Most rates (over 200) wins 3 day blast too. Have fun! PLEASE R/A/F THE HOST

Need Major Help
please show some love and help me bomb myself in this contest ok all i am begging for rates in this auction.. please show some love and click the pic and rate for me... MUCH TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS , FAMILY... MUAHZZZZ ALL

My Poems....
Once upon a time I could not wait to see you Once upon a time I hung on your every word Once upon a time I dreamed about you every night Once upon a time I loved you Once upon a time I wanted everyday with you to last forever Once upon a time came and gone........... ..............Friends And Lovers................. Friends we are Lovers to the end Met by chance Loved you from first sight Friends we became Lovers we have stayed...... ................One More Night................... One more night to hold you One more night to love you One more night to be in your arms One more night to last forever.....

Only One Fish Left
So how do you tell a 5 year old that while she was sleeping her sisters fish bit her fish for the last time...So the moral of this story is that we are down one fish. Sticky has officially died.

My Poetry
Forsaken Soul Scars dance across my soul, burning my hopes and dreams. Afraid to feel the touch of new love caress my old bruises. Longing to rebuild what a past has crumbled into nothingness. Darkness blinds me from the stars, that used to guide me through life. Lost the words that spoke only to enlighten her soul with love. Drowning in my own emptiness, crowded with these dying dreams. Tears spilling over my cheeks, trying to cleanse an aching soul. Memories never cease to burn, ripping their way into your heart. Consumed in trying to forget them, the bruises cascading down my soul. Shredding away the innocence, scrapping the love from my heart. Loneliness, my only company, forcing more tears from my eyes. Buried amongst all the pain, dragging itself against my skin. Etching emptiness across my face, give up on all your lost faith. Holding on to nothing forever, losing sight between dreams and reality. Pain and

For My Great Friends
I really appreciate all the Birthday wishes and really wished I could return the luv. However I have been having computer problems at home and can't get online except on a friends computer and it is dial-up(which won't let me do much here). I'm hoping this works! I'm glad you all haven't forgotten me and I hope to be back real soon. Thanks again and I hope all is well with all my great friends! Lots of love to you all....Cherise'

Come Bomb And Rate Bratts Pic
OK HERE IS THE SCOOP,I AM IN A CONTEST AND MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN FANTASTIC.FOR THE FRIENDS THAT DON'T BOMB STOP BY AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT. RATE THE PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT OF SUPPORT. LOVE TO KNOW YOU ARE THERE KEEPING AN EYE ON ME. MUAH! HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL OF YOU.LUV YA MY FRIENDS!!!! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST,CLICK ON IT,STOP BY AND RATE AND JUST SAY HI. ♥~BRATT~♥

Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

Account Being Deleted
To all my friends on here. On Friday I am deleting this account. All of you have been great friends to me but fear not I will still be here. I am really trying hard to get my home business off and running so most of my time is spent on that profile. I wish all of you who read this stop by this profile and add, fan, and rate me. but if not that is ok. I am looking for anybody that my be interested in starting a fun and very great business with unlimited income potentional depending on what you what in life. After all I am a 6'02" and 366 pounds that looks very intimadating but I love making these candles and stand behind them 100%. I am going to post the link to the profile and hope to see ya there. GMCREATIONS.. Wanted People who want to make $$$ going Green!!!!!!@ fubar

Men
Police Briefs Sentinel & Enterprise Article Launched: 04/03/2008 10:00:47 AM EDT Judge: Intimidation in love letters LEOMINSTER -- District Court Judge John J. Curran Jr. set bail at $10,000 Wednesday for an incarcerated Leominster man accused of violating the terms of a restraining order by sending a letter to his ex-girlfriend. Police allege Daniel F. Simmons, 36, sent two letters under a false name from the Worcester County House of Corrections to the woman, in part asking her not to testify against him, according to a report from Officer Michael DeLuca. DeLuca reported the woman turned the letters in upon receiving them. In one of the letters, Simmons allegedly admitted to risking breaking his restraining order by writing the letter, and he laid out four scenarios for the woman, including two asking her not to testify against him in court. "The (district attorney) can’t force you to," he allegedly wrote.

The Best Thing You Will Ever Fuckin Read Your Lifetime:d
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Ca-ching
My personal referral link is: https://www.surveysavvy.com?id=799190&action=join Some of you saw that two weeks ago I post that I had earned $45. Thought you'd like an update. You see my name right there in the pic, so you know this isn't just some crap. This is the real deal. This is where my extra cash comes from. The secret is out. https://www.surveysavvy.com?id=799190&action=join

Florida Sun
Everyone know what has been going on with me medically, so here goes an update! Tuesday I have a follow up appointment to double check exactly what is going on with my breathing. While I am breathing better, I'm not comfortable with how long it is taking to heal up. Today was Air Show Saturday, an annual event for me.. I go down to the airport, sit around and totally enjoy the presentations of the various aircraft as well as the flight demonstrations. Well, today didn't turn into a normal enjoyment of the Air Show. Arriving at the Air Show at 10 am, it all appeared to be another beautiful Saturday in this paradise we call Florida. Nice, 75 - 80 degrees, cloud covered and a real nice breeze. Found great seating area on the grass, alongside the runway, in show center. Everything that was anything in the show would be going on directly in front of my party. This was showing me it was going to be a wonderful day. But unknown to me, this was soon to change. There was a mag

Trust Your Soul !
Welcome to Deep Cut Wednesday, April 30 2008 @ 11:01 PM MST Depth Contributed by: Greg Views: 96 Art 101 The photographer clicks the shot That's just the start If you only look at the front line you could miss the point of the shot When art is created the content is all encompassing in photography, it's sometimes, art of the moment in painting's & drawing's, it's mostly intentional in music it's not always what you hear at first in lyric, poetry, & story it's not always your first impression that makes the story That is the intention of the artist To draw you in further the closer you listen the deeper you look that is when you start to get the fullness of the creation I believe that life is art intentionally unintentional whats on the surface whats in the background It's being created day by day & we are the artists We have many critics We control the intention of the creation not to have it spoon fed It is up to each of the artis

Showin' Love
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I can "feel" people through the computer. 2. I have had the same best friend for 28 years. 3. I am very reserved. 4. I don't like to talk about me. 5. I don't like to shop. 6. I don't know if I actually know what love is. 7. I like to be by myself. 8. I always have more money when I don't have a man living with me. 9. I am a horrible housekeeper. 10. I can actually sing. Icee Hott, Willow, Hikerb, Turkey, and Mattenheimer I am up for auction for the first time. The link is http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=530903&albumid=1051752&i=2018127807&idx=2 Bid on me

Point Of No Return
-This is the point from which I can never return -And if I back down now then forever I’ll burn -This is the point from which I can never retreat -Cuz if I turn back now there can never be peace -This is the point from which I will die to succeed -Living the struggle at least I know I’m alive when I bleed -From now on it could never be the same as before -Because the place that I’m from does not exist anymore -I pledge no allegiance fuck all the Presidents speeches -I’m baptized by America covered in leaches -The dirty water that preaches -Washes out your soul and facial features -Downing you with propaganda -That they spit through their speakers -And if you speak about the evil that the government does -The patriot act will track you down to the type of your blood -They’ll try to frame you and try to say you sell drugs -Throw a federal inditement on all the people you love -This shit is run by fake Christians and fake politicians -Look at their mansions and now lo

The Pain Inside
by Danny The Awesomest In a room of glass shattering silence, with my shadow I stand alone. Abandoned, left behind, thrown away, like a dog with a rotten bone. Surrounded by darkness of the unknown, fear seeping through my soul. My mind falling prey to tricks of the dark, it's seduction taking a murderous toll. Calling out for you time after time, the results still the same. Nothing but a distant echo, making a mockery of your name. Now engulfed in a sea of despair, longing for deaths final boast. Your presence never gracing again, my heart......now a distant ghost. Emotionless I stand here with no life, a puppet on a set of strings. Awaiting for master to take me away, hoping death is the worst he brings. In a room of glass shattering silence, with my shadow I stand alone. Abandoned, left behind, thrown away, like a dog with a rotten bone. All hope a faded memory, all light a forgotten dream. Loneliness....my only achievement, comforting..it n

Everything As It Seems
One day you wake up and think things are okay, and you think that life is good. Then after moments of waking up out of your fake reality, you realize that life isn’t what it seems. When you think you have a lifetime with someone, they disappear with the blink of an eye. Everything you have ever known about that person falls into a spiraling staircase of nothing. Can anyone answer me a question? When will things be okay? Why do the people you actually love the most, have be taken away from you? Is it punishment? Is it a lesson that we have to learn? I don’t understand. Nothing for me at all this year has gone right at all. I thought to myself as soon as this year began that it was going to be a new year. It was going to be a wonderful year because of I was turning 18. But no. Everything that I thought would last forever lasted seconds. Everything I thought would soon vanish without a trace. My feelings towards everything now are simple. 1 - Never expect the unexpected. 2- Never give you

Wanna Make Real Money???
This blog breaks all of the basic elemental tweaks down and shows what they do along with there code all formats not being put into the skin section of edit lounge needs to have a or it will just look like garbage and come back as text in the motd...Body: The body is the main point in the Lounge for the background there is two parts to this.One is the skin areabody{visibility: show!important;display: -!important;/* changes outer scroll-bars */ scrollbar-arrow-color: #FFD700; scrollbar-Track-Color:; scrollbar-Highlight-Color: #FFD700; scrollbar-base-color: #C0C0C0; scrollbar-Face-Color:; scrollbar-Shadow-Color: #FFD700; scrollbar-DarkShadow-Color: #FFD700;}The other goes into the motd areaTooltip: This controls the popup window when you hover someones name same as the body it must be entered into two locations.Skin/* user tool tip */#fixedtipdiv{ visibility: show!important; display: -!important; padding: 2px;/* border: 0px solid #990000; */ font: normal 10px Veranda; line-h

Auction Pimp Out
Bid on me....(hides from jwh) PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! At least rate. :D You love me right? Because only bidding on me will get you MY friendship!!! (lmfaooooo) *cut and paste from Jenni's Blog* Apparently i wasn't clear on the bidding process. A Happy Hour does NOT trump all bids... The total amount of money all together being spent is the high bid. For Instance, if someone bids 3 month VIP worth $50.00 and a 30 day blast worth $50.00 and a 1 day blast worth $7.50, that is a higher bid than a Happy Hour worth $100.00. If this is not clear, then please, ask me a question...there is too much confusion.... ALSO, please don't conversate in the comments...its making it difficult to find the bids. Jenni has 10 people to start the auction, but she needs more guys!!!! Ok guys...go hit her up. It's only 5k in Fubucks to join. And you can have more than one owner ya know. Don't make me fu-stalk you!!! Click for the auction here!

My Profile
Have you ever found the truth ... the true meaning of who you are and why we are here? I have found love, peace, hatred, sadness, passion, desire and happiness. I have learned that love takes time to grow... Like a seed that needs nurturing to blossom into a beautiful flower so must love learn to blossom. Peace, that is in the inner heart , inner mind, and inner spirit that comes from a deep level of our beautiful surroundings and all that share in that beauty . All hatred within can be turned into love if we understand where the hatred formed , and to give love and understanding and not criticism or judge . Sadness that can be made into joy with just the little things in life like a good word said or a hug. Passion that is so deep within that all we need to do is release the passion inside so that we become energized with a newness that all will want to share in. Desire that is within us that is so strong that we can climb mountains even barefooted and not feel the blisters upon our s

Scriptsnotes.com
This is just something I had to get off my chest, and I do apologize in advance for going all emo on here. It was during the time between the gates opening and the movies starting when I encountered something that completely threw my night off. My ex. She occasionally comes in with her new husband from time to time, and we chat. This isn't to say that I particularly like chatting with the girl that I was head over heels for and her significant other. She asks about the screenplays I've been writing, and I inform her that I finished TAKEN, and now I'm working on this new one for Ace. She tells me that she is pregnant and expecting the baby in late October. I do the whole congratulatory thing and go back to work...this caused me to think about the whole "what if?" if her and I hadn't broken up. Then I thought back to when we dated 4 years ago, how it began, and especially how it ended. I met Ann when I worked the box office, she used to come in Sunday nights by herself to see a mov

Help!!!
SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND HELP HER OUT IN THIS CONTEST! CAN YOU HELP PLEASE??? Hello everyone, I'm in this give away, link below and I need 11,000 comments to win,,,I would love to ask my friends for a small favor if each one of you can help with one rate and 30 comments on my pic it will be very sweet and helpful, just click on the pic below... I hope its not much to ask of you... and all the love will be returned. Thank you so much in advance and love to all have a wonderful weekend hugs and kisses WILDCAT (repost of original by '۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ' on '2008-04-05 14:00:40')

Too Many Rainy Days
Someone stop the rain.... Take away this pain... I want out of this game... The lines...the charm... Im gonna break their arms ok i know it's corny maybe i'll come back and finish it or change it later lol. just get rid of this goddam rain it's sooo depressing!!!

My Mumm
OK all, I should think out how to write my next mumm. I was referring to the people who blast for points, it is only fair to return the favor, I should have posted all replies, feel free to repost and I will accept all. Thanks

Update
I have been texting Kitty and this is what she said is goin on with her: Its an angioplasty they insert a balloon into your arteries to try and reopen them if that dont work then i will have to have bypass surgery so pray please Tell them all i love them and miss them and cant wait to be back So lets all pray for Diva Kitty Kat she will be having this done on Monday. She is very scared, if you wanna send her a message leave it here and I will text it to her for you. Peace and love MsMaine KITTY KAT {{ CONTRACTER FOR THE GODFATHER OF THE DIVA'S }} AKA DYLON'S KITTY~~@ fubar

A Lil Help.
While trying out the new (experimental. lol) photo folder arrangement thingy. I noticed that I didn't have a cool Fu-ID. Anyone care to work one up for me? If so, please feel free to use any of the nice pics in my default folder. Plenty to choose from. There will be fair compensation involved ;-) Your help is greatly appreciated from this humble Djinn. ~S

Tricky Needs Help
Check out the offers, and come make a bid! Don't forget to rate these boys and girls while you're there, as the people who receive the most rates will each win 500,000 fubucks. Also, please know that the participants refuse the right to refuse any bid or any bidder. The host and hostess are not resposible for unpaid bids or unpaid offers - but please do not bid if you aren't planning to keep up your end of the deal. THE GENTLEMEN (hosted by Heartistic Soul) THE LADIES (hosted by RogerLee) These are my boys they have went so outta their way to help me on this site. I love them all. I know you will too. fan/rate/add them and they will retu

Thoughts And Wasteful Chatter...
Today's wasteful chatter. I am not a professional protographer but have been paid well. I love what I do and I strive to constantly do better. I noticed thought that a lot of amateur models bare their stuff here in fubar. Now, I am all for first impressions but let's face it some of these photos are down right nasty. Maybe the model is trying to say, I am a slut- I need sex. Or I am a messy girl - don't look at my background concentrate on my sexy outfit - which does not match. Take the time to seduce. Simply having a sexy outfit does not make you at all sexy. Its your eyes, your face, and your smile... I guess its left to the eye of the beholder. But let me tell you this, I saw a sexy photo of Betty Page - simple. I fell in love.

Stop The Pulling
As the feeling gets tighter and the pulling gets stronger. I stand here confused as hell. I look around not knowing what to do. The feeling I know is true but doesn't matter what I say or do. The twisted web I weaved for my self just got me tangle up in it. I pull again trying to break free, but I know im stuck. Doesn't matter what is said or done, what has happen is over with. Going back in my mind, as I wish I could turn back the hands of times. To free me from this mess I made, but as reality slaps me again. As the feeling gets stronger, as the pain in my heart makes me notice what I did was so wrong but how can I change it. I search for solution, but nothing comes to mind.I just have to face the fact, for I was caught. Now I have lay in my twisted web I made for my self. As I no longer can dodge what has happen, cause im stuck. All the heartache and pain I have caused. Is now gonna be mine, for does not matter how hard I pull. Ill never break free from what I done. Now as im stuc

People Who Act Childish!!
There's a situation with an ex friend on here they could have been more mature and come to me about something instead of being like a lil freaking kid on here. Thinks the ex-friend could have acted better towards me and come to me abut the issues instead of being a lame ass and ignoring/blocking Me, guess that person don't know how to be an adult and communicate with me rather than being a a childish and immature person and be a real friend to me and not a fake as well but there are those on here too!!. Just gotta watch out for who is who on here too I think alot of people on here like to play favorites as well, nice way of making friends on here I see, I say forget the stupid people, their dumb retarded mistakes and move on and make new friends as well on here whats in the past stays in the past, and if you messed up with me then you dont get no damn second chances??, whats good for the goose is good for the gander!!. have a nice weekend!!

New Blog
Ok, I'm in an auction.. My family I know already has most everything I can give.. But I will make it worth your while.. lol!!! you'd think something would be done w/ the mumms. they are supposed to be for gaining information. But the idiots use them to chat in and to make stupid comments if they don't know what to say they bash you. They bash because they are too stupid to know the answer usually. these are some comments on my mumm. it was a real mumm trying to get a real answer. this is what I got. thick skin or not.. what gives these people the right? You never see these people get flagged? Wonder why that is? I think we should be able to flag the commenters lets start grounding them maybe they will think before commenting.. At least its a thought. since we can flag everything else.. I am now an arbonne consultant, they are really great products for men, women, and even kids of all ages. If you are interested pease stop by my page and sign the guestbook. I will get in t

Questions, Questions
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................why are you reading this? You woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify) please reply. Then send to your other friends and see how many and which answers you get, see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

Any Ol Rubbish
Originally by Paulette aka ')O( light_n_darkness )O(' You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? downstairs 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Worst bad habit? fubar 5. Favorite food? sausage 6. Your favorite thing? tv 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? success 10.The room you're in? bedroom 11. Your ex? claire 12. Your fear? heights 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? richer 14. Where were you last night? mums 15. What you're not? smoking 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? holiday 18. Where you grew up? wolverhampton 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? towel 21. Your TV? proline 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? indeed 25. Your mood? tire

Unchanging Love
Our love makes me look foward to each beautiful tommrow. When i can't hold you in my arms i hold you in my heart.. The world keep's on changing.. Lifes funny that way And yesterdays dreams seem less important today.. Still something's reamin,They are trusted and few Andone if those unchanging thing's is my love i fell for you..

Heres Whats Up
Ok well alot of people been askin me why my status was on strike the other day and why i have the pic up that i do now well here is why. I am tired of having people who call theselves friends that only come around when they want something such as helping leveling, helping in contests, etc. I did not come back to fubar to be ranked, a legend, or to be popular...I came back for my friends and to meet new ones. If you cant take a few minutes out of your week to say hi without it involving me doing something for you then dont bother because im done helping people who cant at lease have a conversation with me...now you all know why. take it or leave it.

My Weekend
I'm sooooo sick of people and their freakin childish games on here, C'mon now people! Learn how to grow up and act your damn age seriously now! I just don't even know what to do anymore... Meh' whatever, I guess it just proves I'm more mature then they will ever be! Anywho...I'm outta here, Just had to get that out lol. Peace, Winnise♥ Well...So far, i've had a pretty good weekend. This was my long weekend. Started thursday. Thursday was an AWESOME day! Me, Charise, and Erica met up with Kristin..WOOT WOOT SNOGGETS!! haha. Anywho. We met up with our home gurl. Got bonded for life! haha. We all got the chinese symbol for Friendship on the inside of our left wrist. It's pretty freakin sweet! I got some pics posted if you wanna check them out. It was a great day. We laughed so much we were all in pain by the time we left her house...Omg it was just great! Freakin Treepin Stuck Nugget Snot Slingin Booger Poopin Lip Donger! LMAO don't ask! Anyway. We went to karaoke

Please Help?????
I NEED ALL MY BOMBERS WHO HAVE COMMENTS TO BOMB RIGHT NOW PLEASE!!! We need some help in this big family contest would be appreciated. We help thosE who help us!!! U might need us one day!! BOMB THIS PIC HARD GIT-R-DONE JOHNNY@ fubarPLEASE BE SURE YOU ADD AND FAN JOHNNY BEFORE YOU BOMB!!!!

My Fu-owner Agem4life
I would like to introduce you to my Fu-Owner and very dear friend, aGEM4life. Please use the link below to go to her page. Read about her on her profile page and then please fan/rate/add her. /> I would like to tell you a little bit about her. She is one of the most amazing people I have ever been blessed to meet. She is a loyal, devoted and caring friend. She makes time for you no matter what is going on in her own life and she truly cares about others. She can make you laugh when your world seems too dark and her compassion is endless. I could not ask for a more fun, caring friend. I really do feel blessed that she came into my life. I love you Donna. Always remember that I am here for you as well and I will always have your back. I did meet her here on fubar, but have spent many hours chatting on yahoo and on the phone with her. The depth of her personality knows no bounds. She is beautiful (both outside and in), talented, funny and so much more. If you take th

Shut The F#ck Up
Shut The Fuck Up! I would do this for my girlfriend. Ok, so you knew it wouldn't be long before I saw this bulletin. "A Perfect Boyfriend" I have seen this stupid bulletin posted times a day for the last two weeks. I have even seen so called "men" posting this bulletin under the title, "I would do this for my girlfriend." Enough is enough. As the Mayor, Governor, and President of the Great State of MANtana, as well as the voice of all "REAL MEN" I must say: SHUT THE FUCK UP img Most American men are one episode of "Sex and the City" away from being gay as it is, we don't need these lies too. MEN: Don't believe this crap. If women wanted sensitive, caring, and thoughtful lovers- they would all be lesbians, and that would be awesome. img This bulletin officially made my giant man sized ballsack ache and had to be answered. If you disagree- you are wrong. Enjoy. "I WOULD DO THIS FOR MY GIRLFRIEND" BULLETIN: "• Stay on the phone with her even

Deleting Friends Soon !
sorry but i will be deleting some of my friends list! this is no reflection of how i feel about people its just that i have so many on my list and most dont even know who i am and i need people that will at least try to get to know me! thanks for adding me!! carl

Movies
So I decided to be a little daring today and try the new Wendy’s Italian Beef Sandwich. $4.99 for just the sandwich, not a good start. I can get a tasty beef sanwich for less at HDE. I decided to go with the combo since it was only like 80 cents more. Also discovered that Wendy’s does wraps now too. Spicy, homestyle, and grilled. I went with the homestyle one. The sandwich was 5 out of 10 at the best. They put it on their foccacio bread like the rest of their sanwiches and too be honest it overpowered the taste of the beef. Had a good level of juice and was not dry at all. It was weird to see the sign for the sandwich on the menu board as its posted as a "hometown Classic" and appeared to be sponsored by the Cubs. The wrap was pretty tasty though. Ranch with lettuce and shredded cheddar cheese. Tastier than a snack wrap from Mc.Douche-nalds. The best part of lunch however was Driving into what is normally a driveway that had a locked gate on it during the winter. It

Self Hate
Whats the point of taking "sexy" pictures if your own boyfriend doesn't even really wana check them out? He hasn't hardly seen a single one. i let almost 4k people have access to them, but if he doesnt want to see them, then i don't even want to take them. whats the point? Why bother? If the one person in the world that i want to appreciate and like the pictures doesnt even feel like bothering to figure out how to use the site and see them then why am i taking them at all? I feel ugly. Unattractive. Fat. When he says he thinks of me when hes horny he must be lying. I woudlnt think of me. The fat, the strech marks. The uneven boobs, the skin discoloration. The innertube-like stomach fat ring, chunky thighs, arm flab. The negative selfloathing phrases cut into my stomach. I want to take a razor blade and slice little lines all over my face, because then id have reason to hate it all. If i just scar myself up enough everyone else can see how ugly i really am. how ugly i feel. Why do

Nothwest!
Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) I got this from from my World of Warcraft post site I just loved it so much I had to snag it. Thanks Texasisut! Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange: Family Member: "I am calling to tell you she died back in January." Citibank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply." Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections." Citibank: "Since it is two months past due, it already has been.

Kindred's Soap Box..
This pimp-out is for Me, who is in Pink Lady's Blast/V.I.P Givaway... I am doing the 7 day blast and requires 10,000 to achieve it. If you have a few spare comments I would appreciate your help... Click the link below.. Thank you for your time reading this... Rob ZombieDragula Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Today is my Thirsty Thursday pimp out,on this list are Fu bar's coolest people on here,why not fan/rate/add these to your list if you havent all ready... ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[real life] partner of~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~

Poem Made 4me *thanks Miki*
Her eyes so soft and gentle, Chose to smile at me the morn. And when I saw her smile, I knew a friendship was born. The words that followed, Put me at ease,so secure. I had to make her feel the same, This is my message to her. Your beauty has cught my eyes, Your words full of grace. And I hope someday in your heart, My friendship will find its place.

An Observation
I've been doing some thinking in the last 24 hours. I know I'm not a gorgeous, beautiful stick thin model type woman. I don't think I'm much to look at at all. But I do think I'm average. If you go out into the community, unless you live in Hollywood, or some other looks oriented city you'll probably find more average looking people than real beauties. It's just the way life is. The reason I bring this up is because I see people on here putting people down for their looks, and yet they spend an awful lot of time online putting others down. If they are so great, why aren't they out there living it up? Why do they have to put others down in order to build themselves up? I know this isn't a new thing, just sort of bugging me today.

Great Sex 101
So a friend shared this with me and I thought some friends on here might appreciate it. I did not write the following letter. It appeared on Craig' List. But, it made me think...I am going to start a blog on here to talk about the points this and other letters bring up! Happy reading! Let me know which topic we should discuss first, I have a personal love for #2! ***************************************************** Dear Men of Craig's list, Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do. OK, I know it's scary. There are lots of women out there who make fucking really difficult. So, I have compiled some handy tips. Don't think of thi

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i am a submissive woman. i am not weak, nor i am worthless. i am a submissive woman. i am intelligent, and possess a strength and perseverence that withstands the trials of life. This strength which i possess and cherish is my gift to You. When life breaks You down and makes You question the man you were intended to be... allow me to allow You to suck my strength from me. Make it Your own. i do not nor will i ever give my submission to a man just because he claims dominance. But to You, i give all of me... and Your ownership completely sets me free. i trust in You to cherish the gift, embrace my trust in You... to protect me. i have opened up my heart and my mind... the very core of my soul to You... and invited You in. i have given You the book entitled "Me"... and invited You to read. You know i have suffered and You know i am scared but You... You have endeavored to erase the memories and replace the pain. You are my Master and i am Yo

Skulls Angels
ARE YOU SEXY ENOUGH?? COME FIND OUT ONLY LORD SKULL KNOWS IF YOu CAN BE AN "ANGEL" DO YOU DARE ASK HIM ? CLICK THE PIC TO YOUR DESTINY.... THE INFAMOUS "LORD SKULL" LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღGothiqueTemptationღ Owner-DSG&D- RaWღBeautifully Morbid GM ღ' on '2008-04-05 10:53:24') (repost of original by 'LORD SKULL™ ~ :@ ENFORCER@ SKULL CRUSHER RADIO ~ HEAD OF SKULLS ANGELS ~ APPLY WITH IN ~' on '2008-04-05 10:55:52') (repost of original by '~☆TÅ§Tëë ☆~' on '2008-04-05 10:57:40')

I'm Still Standing...
I have reached the lowest of lows I have suffered way too many emotional blows.....But I'm still standing I let one come between me and my loved ones I have given everything only to gain nothing....But I'm still standing I use to love a man more than I loved myself I use to love a man that took me and my worth for granted....But I'm still standing Strong, Bold, a little shaken, but with renewed self esteem-baby best believe.....I'm still standing.

Birthdays
=== 'Real WifeTo Rebel~Owner of Rock Bottom Lounge/FuWifeToBigDaddy9672/Kandi'sBitch~1 StackedMama' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-05 10:37:54'.. Happy Birthday Hope you are having a great day! Just wanted to say Happy Birthday! Thank You for being such a great friend! So,glad you are part of rock bottom staff So From REAL and EVERYONE @ ROCK BOTTOM LOUNGE WE WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! CLICK ON PIC TO SHOW HIM SOME BIRTHDAY LOVE!

^sin^
★ ♥ ☆ TODAY, The 5th day of April, is ^SIN^'S BIRTHDAY!!!! ★ ♥ ☆ CLICK ANY OF HER PICTURES HERE AND SPANK THIS BAD GIRL: ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ^sin^ will be running ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ Auto 11s All Day Long! ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ^sin^ is traveling and headed home today. Show her LOTS of birthday lovin'! ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ ★ ♥ ☆ This birthday

Deomon Crew Profile Of The Week! And Battle Of The Sexex Contest!!
Good morning everyone! Our Profile of the Week is... $ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar He is 780K from GodFather and has tons of pics and stash! Lets rate, rate, rate his stuff and get him leveled. Also don't forget our Battle of the Sexes Family Contest! The contestants are: Wolfie Sick & Twisted DJ Rev. Beer Sweetlips Lori Evil Angel Bomb your favorite and support the family contest!! I would also like to welcome our newest member (my sister) to the family! ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠ Demon Crew@ fubar Drop by and say hello. I promise she wont bite...unless your into that :

Missused1983
That the ones that hurt, never speak. (I'm breaking this up because no one would read any of it if it were two miles long.) I occasionally post some of things in my life that stress me out... I never really get much in the way of response or they turn into empty promises. But like I said in "einz" it's too much for me and no one has time for me. I take that back. One person did, I happened to be at my father's crying. And my phone had died. I've seen a lot of shit come and go in my short 26 years... a lot. A lot more than most see in their lives. I have been abused in every way imaginable from just about any person you could think of that could. I have seen death. In the droves. I have been shoved down, kicked and then maimed mentally, physically, verbally and psychologically. I have been mind fucked and mind bended. I have been lied to, made to lie, seen someones lies. I have been made to be silent. And made to scream. I had to deal with watching the one person that I belie

If You Value Your Freedoms~~please Read!!!
04/04/08 7:47AM The Bible warns us of Barack Obama! *article emailed to me* This was emailed to me, and was interesting, made soem good points. maybe should be taken into consideration when we vote this fall. Body: The Bible warns us of Barack Obama! Please Read All! Body: The Bible has warned us that ’A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract many supporters!’ When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is ’A Muslim’....First, Last and always....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation, whether our bleeding-heart, secular, Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description from the Bible of the ’Anti-Christ’! I’m just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man! Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your ch

~lynne~
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Never Choke in a restaurant in the South Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!' If you don't send this to five friends,

Sex
1.Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It?s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don?U dont need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7

To Those Who Know Who You Are!!!!!!!!!!!
I just read something on a Friends my space and I agree with the Mighty White Skinned Head Bodine on the 12 gauge shot to the past. I just want to know what gives people the right to dog you and our own when in need, then think it is all happy years later now that the recovering druggies have found GOD! I say FUCK THAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You whO know who you are are just SUCKING OUT LOUD!!!!!!! So here's your option wrap your lips around my 12 gauge and suck the bullet out cuz you don"t even deserve my effort to pull the trigger!!!!!!!!! FUCK OFF JESSI-SON AND MILLER!!!!!!!!!

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