Kahalin's blog: "Rain"

Well folks, I am going to drive to New York this evening. I will be heading out at about 6 p.m. and won't be here for two days. The reason forthis trip is to keep two appointments with NYU, and to prepare for the fall term. This means I will not be online for a couple of days, and I will let everyone know how my trip up there turns out.

The world fades away into the deepest of black. The brightest of days becomes the darkest night. With closed eyes, I relax and not look back. Feeling the cold and endless falling flight. As I float in the endless empty. My heart loses its color. My soul cries out in vein. My life is worth no other. As known faces turn away. As I sink into the endless empty. All my hopes diminish. All my dreams fade. All my fears replenish. And my world unmade. As I fall into the endless empty. My heart will beat no more. And my tears will fade away. So the eyes of my future, will never know this day. As I embrace the endless empty.

It's supposed to rain. Rain is nothing less than the tears of angels, who mourn for a soul lost in the emptiness. And the emptiness is when the heart has known pain too long, and finally feels anything no more. When the mind has thought so much, that it thinks no more. Leaving the body free and unguided. Leaving only the most primal of actions, for the mind no longer thinks, there is no logic. The heart no longer feels, there is no emotion. There is the animal left. There is only the beast. There is only the monster within. It's supposed to rain... do the angels mourn for me?