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10 Factz
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) Have two kids boy 3 and girl 1 1/2 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time fishing on Lake Michigan very much its my drug for sure 6) I knocked down the Christmas tree at school in 2nd grade 7) I am a fairly sarcastic person hehe :) 8) I enjoy Wine on occasion 9) I like to have fun w/ everything I do even work when it sucks... 10) I try to treat all people fair Posting this on 2muchtrouble4u2, Lady of Chaos, So good at being so bad, Lucy, & Gypsy Rose

True Words To This Song!
saw hotel for dogs today, what a movie, very cute, andd f-ing funny.....go see it!!! Bartender I really did it this time Broke my parole to have a good time When I got home it was 6 AM The door was locked so I kicked it in She was trippin on the bills I think she was high on some pills She threw my things out into the yard Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard And in my drunken stupor I did what I should have never done And now I'm sittin here, talking to you Drunk and on the run I'm sittin at a bar on the inside Waiting for my ride on the outside She stole my heart, in the trailer park So I jacked the keys to her fathers car Crashed that chevrolette and then stepped away Ya know Moe I'll probably get ten years So just give me beers till they get here Yea I know the sun is coming up And yall are probably get ready for closein up But I'm trying to drown my soul I'm tired of this life on the dirt road Everything that I love is gone And I'm tire

Pimpin @$$ People!
The Photographer@ fubar {D.S.C} COME LUV ME@ fubar Big Daddy woowoo fu-hubby to brittanysmommy1303{owner of rebel bombers}@ fubar ~brittanysmommy1303~ fu-wife to Big Daddy woowoo~member of rebels rule and got-r-did bombers~@ fubar sammy@ fubar THESE PEOPLE HELPED ME IMMENSELY IN MY GIVEAWAY...THEY ROCKED THAT SH*T AND GOT R DID!!! SHOW THEM SOME MAD LUV...CHECK EM OUT AND SPANK EM TWICE FOR ME!!!!! :D

To Dream A Little More
when i dream at nightit feels so real to hold you close to feel your touch againest my skin my heart begins to pound as i look into her eyes full of so much desire i can almost smell her perfume an taste hers lips againest my own an with such overwhelming beauty i begin to awake restless in need to dream alittle more i lay there for hours trying to feel it the same but yet i know i must wait till the next evenings brush to fall asleep an dream of you once more.

Life?
Question? Is it fair for a woman's husband to tell another woman that she is beautiful when he never tells her? Why is it when you Think you know someone well you find out you really do not? They make all the promises in the world.You find out the truth and your heart is ripped out or your hurt terribly. Life sometimes does not make sence. Some people do not realize that everyone has feelings. Some show it more than others. Lieing gets people no where in the end. If you know that you will not love someone till the end or you tell them that they mean the world to you and you like them and your stringing them along, shame on you. Your a lier deciever and a user. Grow UP!!!

Auction
Come one come all and get in THE Slut's first ever all woman auction....who knows, maybe I'LL own ya!!!! Auction starts April 1, 2008and Ends April 7, 2008. Entry is 100k (pls have in by March 31st) and we'll start ALL bids off at 125k to ensure that ya get your bux back. If you want in PLEASE send me a private message with the link to your pic you wanna use as well as your offers. I will promote you as best as I can and you can feel free to do the same. I'll guarantee your entry fee by saying that if you get no bids I'll bid on you....;-) AND if I want you, I'll bid on ya first....lol....or 2nd, or at some point...hahaha. So what are ya waiting on, go on, pick out a pic, make up an offer sheet and message it to me...go on...NOW.....PLEASE NO DRAMA, ANYONE CAUGHT PURPOSELY DOWN RATING OTHER ENTRIES, OR STARTING TROUBLE WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE AUCTION WITHOUT WARNING AND FUBUCKS WILL NOT BE RETURNEDCASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS:STICKY BULLETIN = 250,0001 TICKER = 250,0001 DAY BLAST = 375,0003

Random...
WALK ON... Why do they do the things they do Don’t they know it hurts them too They say you’re the only one But then turn around and run Into the arms of someone new Without any thoughts of you So much for being true If she only knew The things you do I should tell her Be the one To let her know Not to believe in you so You aren’t who you claim to be If she could only see What I do What I do… Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you So grab your shoes Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprints off your back Let the floor be the only thing he walks on Yeah he walks on Walks on… I’m here to say Your Mr. Right Is completely wrong His Eyes filled with lies Camouflaged by ocean blue Lips stained by others Everyone knows but you Now pack your bags Open that door Tell him you aren’t takin no more Remove the footprint

My Fu-owner
I'm very lucky to be Fu-owned by this wonderful lady, who just happens to have my heart. Go show her lots of Fu lovin's, she's awesome! I love you baby! ¢¾Sassy68 Fu Owner of Mark . ¢¾ . Supporting our Men And women in Uniform ..@ fubar Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I was adopted. 3. I love to cook/bake. 4. My favorite color is yellow. 5.I used to have a cattery and bred show cats. 6.I was part of the team that was responsable for getting the IMAX camera operating on the space shuttle. 7. I hate yard work. 8 I grow orchids.. 9. I love classsical music. 10.I'm an amateur radio operator, and certified skywarn spot

Watch Out For This Guy He Is A Down Rater
I dont know what this guy problem is but he started downrateing my stuff for no reason so watch out for him. http://fubar.com/user/2728644 WTF THE IS UP WITH DOWN RATERS THIS GUY JSUT STARTED DOWN RATEING MY PICS WHICH I DONT REALLY FUCKING CARE ABOUT THAT BUT WHEN OYU MESS WITH MY KIDS AND DOWN RATE THERE PIC THAT IS FUCKED UP THEN HE TELLS YOU HE IS AN OWNER OF A LOUNGE AND WANTS YOU TO JOIN EVEN THOUGH HE JUST DOWNRATED YOUR PICS SO IF YOU HATE DOWN RATERS WATCH OUT FOR THIS GUY 'DJHollow88*OWNERofFROZENTEMPTATIONand Fu-HubbyofWolfie'

Later Start Means New Faces At Arts And Crafts Show
One side effect of a later start for this year's Cherry Blossom Festival is that several merchants and artists who traditionally attend the Mulberry Street Festival won't be on hand this year. But Lisa Howard, president of the Middle Georgia Arts Association, said it may actually have a long-term benefit for visitors to the arts and crafts show because new artists and merchants have signed on to replace them. "(Some vendors) have a festival in South Carolina that came at the same dates," she said. "So we have quite a few different vendors. I think that's a good thing. There's lots more variety. A lot of the vendors have been here before, and there are a few favorites, but we're going to have lots more new people." For example, of the 21 jewelry vendors, 10 are new this year, Howard said. Wright Tilley, president and CEO of the Cherry Blossom Festival, said the festival will have about as many vendors as previous years. "We lost some vendors, but we were able to replace them with ot

Hahaha
this place is worse then myspace, I never thought that was possible! but yeah unlike most of the emo induced bulletins i see about people leaving, this one has nothing to do with not being apart of some interweb click or some slore breaking my heart. it's simply because you all need to be raped and tortured for being such mindless sheep... this site is seriously a fucking joke and it's mind boggling how many people use it and take it so fucking seriously. "home of the online happy hour" gimmie a break. eat shit faggots!

Body Found Could Be First Atlanta Tornado Death
Workers clearing rubble from the tornado that slammed into downtown Atlanta discovered the body of a man on Saturday who could be the city's first fatality of the storm that hit earlier this month. Workers using a Bobcat to scoop up bricks and debris called police after seeing a hand sticking out of the rubble, said officer James Polite, a spokesman for the Atlanta Police Department. The tornado ripped through the city's downtown March 14, causing extensive damage to Atlanta's core.

Hacking Your Sony Ericsson
How & Why I hacked My Sony Ericsson w580i What I am about to show you can RUIN your Cell phone. Unless you are VERY Familiar with a computer & hacking cells, I suggest you don\'t do this. Understand Debranding Hacking your phone will void your warranty, but it will also give you really kewl options that are NOT available on a branded phone. I nor FUBAR is responsible if you mess up your phone. I STRESS this - YOU CAN Make your pretty lil\' phone a PAPERWEIGHT! On another note - if you follow these steps DO NOT Fu-mail me with questions. I have done the following procedures I know they worked for MY phone. I will NOT say it will work for yours. I will not assist you in hacking your phone. Again this is here for Educational Purposes ONLY! The Why: So, I needed a new phone, my contract has been up.. so I have decided to buy a Sony Ericsson w580i. I have several mp3\'s & I wanted to put some of my favs on a cell. After doing what I am about to show you. I will do it again 100 tim

My Awesome Owners!!!
SO HERES THE DEAL......I WAS AUCTIONED OFF LASTNIGHT AND IM NOW OWNED BY THESE AWESOME PEOPLE!! SO....FOR ME....CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND GO SHOW THESE GUYS HOW AWESOME THEY REALLY ARE!! XOXOXOXO

Doug
Why me? That's all I ask.... It's one simple question. I love all that I can then get hurt everytime. I always give my all and I get my heart ripped out and stomped on. I kinda knew this was going to happen but I was hoping it wouldn't...it always does though. Maybe one day that person will realise how much I cared for them and how much I loved them cause they don't seem to notice now. This person made me a better person all around. I quit drinking and I was a happier person. I thought I found mr. right but I guess he did't feel the same about me. Even though he tells me he loves me and cares for me I had my doubts. Why would someone that loves you just give up on everything in a split second? I would give him the world, my heart, my all. I have tears of sadness and I wish they where tears of happiness but I guess my life is destine to never have tears of happiness. I always wish my heart would mend from things that happened in the past and right when it starts to heal the wound gets r

My Life
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

Life The Ultimate Buzzkill
I slowly feel as if my mind is slipping away into this abyss called my life. Somehow I don’t know anymore if anything is worth all the pain I go through just to keep the sanity in my life. Somehow I manage to push those that are the most important to me away and I tend to hide in this shell of a body that doesn’t even scratch the surface of me. This is my world, can you handle me and every little thing that comes with it or will you to eventually turn and run away, never wanting to look back. I’m left alone, standing in the dark, shivering from the cold. Won’t someone help me, won’t someone lead me into the light of the world once again. I await your light, Oh beautiful one, please bring me home once again. Maybe then I will break the shell and be allowed to feel once again. D.B. Stonehause Okay I was sitting there the other day thinking about all the bad hand's I've been dealt in life, but then from somewhere something good always happens. So I guess I have been fortunate to

They Are Killing Her!
So here is the story...My sister married a man who has two kids. Both of them from different women. My niece lives part time with my sister and her idiot. and the rest of the time she lives with her grandparents. They are VERY lazy people and do not feed her good food, or get her out exercising. My niece is 10 and weighs 175lbs! I have been telling my sister to get her exercising and eating right. She has been doing her best, but as soon as she goes back to Grandma and Grandpa's house, all bets are off. Does anybody have any suggestions? Please I need some advice to give to my sister. She is at her wits end, and is worried she will have to bury her stepdaughter soon. Do I call in for an intervention or do I let my sister deal with this on her own?

Yesterday...
Yesterday Sittin here watchin the time slip away Wondering what I should do today Putting things off another day I’ll do it tomorrow Is what I say Head in hand Memories jumpin like hopscotch A game of youth Long since gone Nothing left but tomorrow 85 are gone, 280 remain 365 times 17 Years of pain I close my eyes and pray Praying to let go of yesterday Trying to live a better way Forget about yesterday Yesterday go away Clock moves ahead Nothing stops it from working Every hour it won’t miss a ring It’s the only guaranteed thing Weighted down by life’s unknown Worrying about the future Feeling completely alone Still sitting here I wish time would stand still Until I can figure it all out With zero lies and zero hate Make no mistakes, oh boy Boy it’s getting late Shiftin weight From side to side Booking a cruise in my head Planning to go before I’m dead Maybe God will be the captain And heaven will be the sea When that big boat com

Single Moms
Why is it that mothers carry the baby for 9 months and deal with all the set backs, pain, sickness, even some have came close to death experiences due to childbirthing and even some have died during labor, but yet she is a horrible mom because she doesn’t take her daughter to see her dad, because he’s broke, because he doesn’t have a job, so automatically it must be her responsibility to make sure he gets visitation with his child right? Tell me why it is that so many mothers go through so much, then the fathers talk shit about the childs mother 24/7, saying that they are horrible mothers, they do this wrong and this wrong and just repeatedly complain about how it’s not fair to them. But yet the child lives with their mother, NOT the father. And relies solely on the mother for care. Tell me why there are so many dads that just don’t give a fuck? They don’t pay child support, ’because it’s not there place to help". Tell me how the fuck that is? Did she get herself pregnant? I’m p

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Economy
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by refusing to buy gas . It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, ha

My Daddy Hurts Me!!!
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work

My Artwork
The pages I have on offer are from the DC Comics title JSA. I’ve had quite a few email enquiries about these pages.. asking when/if they were going on sale, so finally here they are.Click the pic to see the pages on offer.

The Jerk-o** List
If you are going to check me out... then why are you blocking me? Have something to hide? So you better talk to me! What are you so afraid of? Well, If you continue to hide behind a block... I guess that shows what kind of GIRL you really are!! So, NOW I am calling you out to talk to me! Don't be a wuss!! Well in recent days there have been a few people just lurking about. Not doing anything when they come to visit my or my g/f's pages. When we tried to talk to him, he turned around and blocked us for no reason. So to him I say K.M.A. For all you others who are kind enough to read this, if you would like to know more about thise person, his name is ShockerNXT and here is his link: http://fubar.com/user/1588465 ShockerNXT@ fubar Thank you for taking time to read about my new Jerk-O** list. I really hope I won't have to add others here. It is not really fun. This idiot made the list 'cuz he "checked me out and rated me a 10" but yet as I go to return the favor and

Is It Worth It?
A young, ambitious immigrant from Guatemala who dreamed of becoming an architect. A Nigerian medic. A soldier from China who boasted he would one day become an American general. An Indian native whose headstone displays the first Khanda, emblem of the Sikh faith, to appear in Arlington National Cemetery. These were among more than 100 foreign-born members of the U.S. military who earned American citizenship by dying in Iraq. Jose Gutierrez was one of the first to fall, killed by friendly fire in the dust of Umm Qasr in the opening hours of the invasion. In death, the young Marine was showered with honors his family could only have dreamed of in life. His sister was flown in from Guatemala for his memorial service, where a Roman Catholic cardinal presided and top military officials saluted his flag-draped coffin. And yet, his foster mother agonized as she accompanied his body back for burial in Guatemala City: Why did Jose have to die for America in order to truly belong?

Feelings
Loving you Missing you Seeing you inside my head And I become calm again The music is playing softly As my heart is pounding You kiss me You love me And somehow I know you do These feelings are growing It's something I can't deny. You some how understand me When nobody else will Take a second glance. Some how you move me And sooth me And speak straight to my heart.

Let's Be Real!
I just want to say that there is life beyond fubar. As in my profile, I work nights and attend classes online. That means my time in Fubar is very limited. So, just to let you know, I do comment my family and top friends every day and try my best to return comments, rates, etc. to all that do so. If you have to ask what it takes to be family or top friends, then you haven't been o fubar long enough to know that those are the people that visit my page every day and let me know they were here, even when I'm unable to make online. If this means that now I'll lose some fubar friends and some of my rate, so be it. I originally came here to make friends and have fun. Also, just to let everyone know (if you care). I will be spending less time on fubar, since there is life beyond here. Hugs, Doc

Into The Abyss
So in an effort to be more honest with myself and people in general I guess; and also an attempt of getting things off my chest, I figured I’d write this. Anyway, lately I’ve started to question myself on a lot of things in my life, and the reason for who I am and how I got here. How did I become so cynical? How did I become so depressing? Well, I think I figured it out. Take everything that means anything to a person away and they’re left with nothing. No reason to care, no reason to try and no reason to live. I feel somewhat ridiculous for having these feelings, sure, because it shows weakness, but maybe I’m weak. Life takes you down sometimes, and you know, sometimes people don’t make it back up. I feel like my perspective on the world has changed so much. If you’d have known me in high school, I was happy go lucky, I was very social, optimistic and cared about the people around me. And back then, it was rewarding. Not that I’m not that person now, but it’s not

I'm Sorry
I’m Sorry I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at

About Me
Well where to start well everyone close to me know about what happen Dec. 14, 07 at 1am friday morning i had a varicose vein pop open and i to be rushed to the ER lost about 2 pints of blood before i got there took 4 to 5 stitches to get it to stop ER doctor told me if i been asleep i wuld have bleed to death ... Ok on Dec. 26 i go to see my doctor and have my stitches out he take out 4 of them and said that all there was so ok .... well my leg get infection in it so Jan 30, 08 i go see a new doctor about my varicose veins in my legs and it look where my stitch put me in the hostpial ASAP so Jan 31, 08 i was put in the hostpial why in the hostpial More plms come up with my sleep apnea my oxygen level was dropping to 38 % and when ur sleep it should be about 90% so I have that to deal when now plus my diabetes & weight plm... i was in the hostpial for about a week with Iv's and shuff in me but my list of plms just seems to get longer & longer i had no clue i was this bad off bu

True Women
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. To every guy who knows which girl he wants. To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." (instead of Daamn ur hot!) To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her

Never Need...
People used to see me moping and lonely With my tail dragging in the dust All broken hearted, turning down parties Till the invites all dried up Then like lightning makes a dark sky brighten My whole life changed for good Wonder of wonders, out of the thunder Came a lesson I understood I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again People that see me now can't seem to figure out What has changed about their friend Have you won the lottery? Could you share your secret please? I just tell them with a grin I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again So any lonely folks out there please don't despair Hear this message that I bring If this thing can come to me I know anybody Can have the chance to sing I love somebody And They Love Me I Love Somebody Never need to fall in love again

Blogs 101
k its a mother daughter contest u have to add host to bomb. this lady is a very sweet lady and she will help u if u help her so plzzz show her some luv plzz repost in bully only 3000 to if u can please come help my friend out

Blah
To him I am perfect. I'm not though. I am...... Too emotional. Too independent. Never seeing what he sees in me. Too selfless. Stubborn Passive Giving and to bind to see the love he has for me. Maybe,that is what he sees as perfect. I am just me,I can't change the way I am.Sometimes I wish I could,to make someone love me or want me.If I change the way I am then I am not really me.Would they really want me if I was not myself?I don't want or ask anyone to change the way they are for me.I like and love most people with all their flaws.I have come to learn how to open my heart again and I can thank someone for that.He made me believe I was beautiful and loving again.He is a friend and he comes and goes in my life.I didn't have to change for him.I am just me.

Point Of View
"Point of View" Over and over everyday Society falls. What can I say? We're told to love, honor and obey, While we are lied to, cheated, and played. It's time, my friend, to open your eyes, End the pattern and end all the lies. Start at the source and hear your own cries. Look at yourself and stop all the lies. It can all change but it starts with you Don't give up you gotta see it through And in the end you will see it too My plain and simple point of view

My Baby Sister
This is something I felt like writing... My sister who is a few years younger then me has Diabetes recently had eye surgery done on her eye twice and the 2nd time around they have told her that she wont be able to see in her right eye. When my Mom told me I cried, and cried. I just couldnt believe this was happening to my sister, let alone my baby sister. Some of you may know her and some dont, I ask can you please keep her in your prayers... She means alot to me... Thanks to all who read this blog...Blessings to you... P.S. If you have Diabetes please take it seriously and take care of yourself...

Valentines Day
Little Melissa comes home from 1st grade & tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint, and we're Jewish," she asks, "Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says: "No, I don't think God would get mad. Whom do you want to give a Valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden?" her father asks in shock. "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them, and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. "Melissa, th

Awareness
My son, Cody, was diagnosed with Juvenile Diabetes in October of 2004. He was only nine years old. Please, if anyone ever asks for your support to find a cure, do so. He has been such a trooper in controlling it, rather it controlling him. But I feel nobody should have to suffer from this disease. Please pass the word on. Make your custom magnet at SupportOurRibbons.com Get More at Dizzy-Mix.com

Weekend..
Omg! that's the only thing I can say as to this weekend.. is holy crap.. from being out of town having to drive to god knows where surviving a semi accident & such *never drive in the dark when you can't sleep properly @ night* .. to the family gathering & literally being sent with BAGS *I mean HUGE bags* of food home.. but over all it was good.. I did miss one person like crazy thru this whole time.. but I dunno. Let's just say I have a lot of things to be thankfull for not to mention the evil priest got me with holy water *let's see how long this will last this time* I would deffinetly rate this weekend a 8.5 out of 10.. Many more to come for sure .. I am also starting to plan my trip more differently now.. So to anyone still reading this.. HAPPY EASTER *whatever is still left of it that is*

Goodbye Y'all
I guess I just want to say a quick thank you to anyone and everyone who's viewed my page even once or left a positive message to help boost my self-esteem, but I've realized that this is not the way to make myself happy, and for as much as it's nice to hear a compliment once in a while, it's time for me to sign off. I will be deleting my account within the week so like I said, THANK YOU so much to those who showed interest and left the great comments. True or not, they were a temporary confidence boost and made me almost believe I had a reason to feel good about myself. Good luck in life to each and every one of you, and may you some day experience true happiness.

Militar Men.......!!!:)
come forward u sexy army men and hey any other branch and step in i wanna see how many ppl respnod to this you to girls which is ur fav now dont make this out to be an argument this is for fun and i think army is my fav one in particular and he should kno who he is if u read this no guys were not together but u never kno what will happen hehe!!!

Hope And Faith Things That Hurt The Most
i dont know what is worse haveing to say good bye or not getting to say it at all. this is why i i hate being me. i have realized that me having hope is a mistake. i am not aloud to get close to anyone. so alone i must sufer while the rest of the world finds there friends, lovers, partners. somethings i wil never trully have. i always tried to not be in the incrowd. if i have to give up being who i am to be with someone i guess i hae to give up and join the crowd.

My Sister
My sister jus passed tonight at midnight.I will miss her soooo verry much!!! I wish i could tell her how much she meant to me and that i loved her. She may not have been the best to me but she was my sister none the less.I feel like part of me has been ripped out of me and ill never get it back. Amber wherever you are i will miss you dearly and ill never forget you!!! Love always your bro Chris. My sister leaves behind a son and a daughter and her husband Jeff who did 3 tours in Iraq.May you find peace and happiness wherever you are!! Ill miss ya and my boys will too!!

As The Confusion Really Begins To Set In....
So i have been out of work now for almost a week with an ankle injury and I go back on Tuesday... Little Vacation right? Yeah... couldnt do a damn thing. lol Got to do a lot of thinking tho... much about life and the things that are going on in it right now. Mostly the Job situation. I have spent a lot of time this week looking online for new places of employment. I think that a lot of my depression that i'm suffering now is from not enjoying my job anymore. Too much politics, too much stress from dealing with Management and Higher ups who have no clue what its like to be on the front lines anymore (I work in sales for Verizon Wireless) Stress from customers who just want nothing more than to get everything for free, so they brow beat us down. Whatever.. and I know that you are going to find most of this in other companies nationwide, but something has to be better than this. And the only reason I am still there is just for the Benefits. Hopefully something pans ou

Obadiah
Sola Fide Sola Gratia Solus Christus Sola Scriptura Soli Deo Gloria They are about salvation. Salvation through Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God. By Faith Alone By Grace Alone By Christ Alone By Scripture Alone To God Alone be the Glory Ephesians 2:8f "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast." Disclaimer: I claim nothing as original thought. I will try to provide references when I use them.

Errent Wanderings Of Shadowed Mind
A soul aflame... A heart mired in confusion... A mind fettered in discontent... To find ones way in a deepening darkness, blinded by the overbearance of an obsessive Other. A light hidden in the darkness, but veiled out of fear. Does that Other still hold sway? Or will the seeker break free, and come to the veiled light? Patience is a steady course, as the light may need its veil no more... I've often wondered about the human condition and its continued rantings on the acceptance on the views of the sanity of others. When you stop to consider the changes it has made over time, you see a trend not unlike the rise of the influenza virus; which is to say, something that is redefined on a regular basis, with the essential things kept, but the parameters altered to fit the times. It started as a simple concept: Him bring food. He good. Simple, direct, and unassuming, right? Caveman logic at its finest, one might say. This , though, is the idea of sanity that persisted for a great man

Nsfw's
Yes, I have a few. No, I don't post them here. But, I'm not opposed to showing them. And I will never push them on anyone by saying, "Rate my NSFW's". I'm sure if someone wants to see my dick, they'll ask ME... not the other way around. If you want to see them: A) you must be a friend B) you must be female and C) you must fubar mail or shoutbox me. I keep them in my personal e-mail folder and will have to e-mail them to you if you're okay with that... which means, I'd need your e-mail address. Okay? Good.

Just Rambling
Women speak two languages - one of which is verbal. ~saying about meaningful friendship by William Shakespeare I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious. ~quote about Attitude by Albert Einstein Decide what you want, decide what you are willing to exchange for it. Establish your priorities and go to work. ~quotes on Self Improvement by H. L. Hunt ok thought i would come here and explain not that anyone cares to hear about it. on the 11th i went to go help my mother clean her house this is after she had started getting sick all the dr. did was up her lasix and she was getting worse so that morning when i showed up she was not responding to me no matter how i tried to wake her so i called 911 i got her to the er and none of the dr.'s were listining to me or answering any of my questions then we were sent to icu same thing the dr.'s got rude and tried telling me and my brother that my mom had tried to commit suicide this is not true cause my mo

Siargao: The Philippines Surfing Capital
This is the Island where I grow up, a place where I came from.I remember the time when I was a kid. I hated this place as if it's a place where there s no future far from the city. No lights, no movies, no luxuries. We used to go to the sea and swim. I love swimming the most, me and my classmates after school we ran all to the shore and swim. Before we can see the city we need to ride a boat When I was in High School I used to go to the port and waited for the boat "lantsa - as we call it in our language" to arrive. Before, it took 3 - 4 hours before you can reach the island but now since there were many speed boat, it will only take 1 or 2 hours to get there. Every time I saw the passengers coming and leaving the place, I always had in mind that one day I will get out of this Island. I never knew that it will become a surfing ground of our country as what is it of today. General Luna, where the cloud 9 is located is just about 2 hours ride from my home. It's a very known place no

The Expected Good Bye's
Tonight I sit here with tears streaming down my face. Not because of the day I had. My day was actually great. I had a dear sweet friend of mine pop up in my shout box. It has been some time since we have talked. I was made aware that her Fuhubby said his Good bye's on March 2nd and passed away on March 14th. I knew him but it was more so in passing the last several months. I knew of his illness, but it still leaves a feeling of complete loss. His blogs truly show a light that illuminates from him. He makes it very clear that if their is someone that you love to make it known. I know we are not granted the tomorrows. I know that at any given day our Father can call us home. I also know that life is not guaranteed to be easy, or without pain. Be it physical, mental, or emotional. Some of us are very great full to never have this hand upon us. Some of us have hand the hand dealt to us more than our fair share. The feelings that I have at this moment are those of confusion. We search this

Fake Ass People
Hello. I'm giving out 10,000 Fubucks to the First 10 people that Rate all my stash and pics in my profile. The first 10 with a message in my inbox that says they're finnished rating it all, will receive 10,000 Fubucks via fu-pal. Please help me reach Fuberlord tonight! I Really appreciate everyone's help! :) I already have one person that has received the 10k bucks! Are you all gonna be the other 9? ( I have added new pics. Since I did not state that you had to rate the new ones, the one's in my "Welcome to the Jungle" album, and my "New Pics 4-17-08" album dont have to be rated to get the 10,000 fubucks. Just all the other albums) I am so sick of fake ass people. Just people who say they are friends, then talk about you when you're not around. They act like angels to your face, but they're a serpent striking at your heels as you turn to walk away for a bit. the most annoying part of the whole ordeal is that you actually pledged, and gave your complete loyalty to a person or

When I Loved The Truth.
When I loved the truth, understood that in any case, I was in the right place, at the right time, in the exact timing. Today I know this has name: self-esteem. When I loved the truth, I realize that my anguish, my emotional pain, is a sign that I am going against my truths. Today I know that this is being authentic. When I loved the truth, stopped to wish that my life was different and I began to see that everything that happens contributes to my growth. Today, we call maturity. When I loved the truth, I began to realize how offensive try to force anything or anyone to just have what I want, even if it is not the time or the person is not prepared, including myself. Today I know the name of this is respect. When I loved the truth, I began rid of everything that was not healthy: people, tasks, beliefs - everything and anything that I prekinil down. At first, my reason called this attitude of selfishness. Today I know is called self-love. When I loved the truth, I fear for

My Eyes Only
Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar

Blue Fridays
Blue Fridays. Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing blue every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the 'silent majority' We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something blue. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of blue much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends,

Life Is A Dick
Minimum wage sucks, I can't even afford to put gas in my car. I can't catch a friggin break it seems.. It's all because of money or other shit. I hate my stupid 26 ft long travel trailer, I want a house, an SUV and of course my stupid ass white picket fence.. NAH... I don't want the perfect little life, some adventure would be cool.. But I do want a fat house, a huge SUV I can mob in, and an ice cold beer at the end of the day.... is that to much to ask for? I got the guy, the dog, and that. I just need the rest! A better job would be nice, but so much for a break on that... Oh well... not much I can do about it.

Sexy Boys I Like!
Okay...so this hot boy is definitely not a dirty rocker boy. I am one of those chicks who likes all kinds of music, including Rock & Rap. My hot boy of the day is.... Rapper Pit Bull OK...so I still love Jacoby of Papa Roach but there is one rocker boy who's had my heart for the last 20 years. I actually had the honor of meeting him in July 2005. I won't post the pic of me and the bad boys of Motley Crue because I was 30 pounds heavier back then. This man, who I like to call a genius, is the reason for my alias 'Shandra Sixx'. It is none other than... Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue... Not much to say about this actor turned musician besides the fact that HE'S FREAKIN HOT!!! It's Jared Leto of 30 Seconds to Mars...

We Have Lost An Angel...
A truly remarkable friend and coworker has lost her battle with cancer this past week. She was an amazing mother, teacher and friend. Despite the fact that she was suffering tremendously, she never walked around w/o her beautiful smile. Her 4 daughters and her students meant the world to her. She always gave 110%, no matter how she was feeling. She had to quit working a year ago, because the cancer spread and it took its toll on her. Nevertheless, she was determined to beat it and told her doctors to do whatever they could to get her back into the classroom. She kept saying that she still had so much left to do here on Earth and her girls needed her, also. Sadly, it just wasn't meant to be. She died on Monday, March 17 in the morning. We have been on Spring Break this past week and will be returning to work tomorrow. None of us are ready to face the children at school. They were asking about her before we went on vacation and now we have to break the news to them. This

Just Words
Sometimes its hard to put in words how you feel, on the outside you may feel Ok, and people who see you think your coping well. But nobody can see whats going on inside of you, the pain your feeling and how empty you feel inside. I thought that life with each passing day, would get slightly easier, as they tell you time is a great healer, but that is not the case, each day gets harder, there is always something there that reminds you. I was talking to Di tonight (Brit bomber 1) and I told her I need to sort of apologise to people, people leave me comments and occasionally they may get a reply. I don't go round making my morning comments any more, in fact some days i don't log in to Fubar at all, other days I'm here for about 5 mins. I haven't forgot about you, just haven't got the heart in it, yes, i've thought about deleting my account, but a lot of people don't want me too, they want it here for me, if and when I return. So if you've left me a comment and i haven't been back, I

Life And Things Which Resemble It
I was almost raped on Friday. I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting. He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened. My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible. But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma

Levels Are Silly
Being new here I was looking around and found mumms I went to reply to a topic and saw a message that I needed to be a level 3 to reply. Yeah whatever,I guess I need to drink more virtual beer before I can express my opinion here.

Live Your Life With Your Arms Wide Open!!
Sometimes there are moments that touch your heart for a life time, then for whatever reasons those people that touched you fade from your life, but those moments are never forgotten...and you miss them always...For my BADBOY.... Love Quotes Current mood: romantic Category: Romance and Relationships "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." - Robert Frost "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." - Helen Keller "For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." - Judy Garland "Love is an energy which exists of itself. It is its own value." - Thornton Wilder "Love sought is good, but given unsought is better." - William Shakespeare "There is nothing holier in this life of ours than the first consciousness of love, the first fluttering of its silken wings." - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow "Love is com

Drama
I think it's funny how people say they want no drama in their lives.Drama is everywhere,no matter where you are or who your with.What it comes down to is how you deal with it.Some people scream,yell,cry,lie,be mean,and bitch(which is what I'm doing now)What I try to do is find people who laugh through the drama and the bullshit.Sounds mean,but peoples dramatic lives sometime make me laugh and if my drama makes other people laugh that's kool,I'm glad I made you laugh..........Fuck it!! Smile,tomorrow mite not come!

Elijah And Omar
On April 19, 2007 my 3 and 7 year old grandsons were killed in a fire in Hazleton PA. Many of my friends here supported me during this trying time. Today March 23, 2008 would have been Omar's 8th Birthday on Friday March 28, 2008 Elijah would have been 4. I miss them

Significance Of Holidays
The second Sunday in May brings a day for which fathers and children everywhere scramble to prepare every year. Breakfast in bed, flowers, handmade cards, and presents usually signify Mother's Day. This honoring of Mom and her hard work usually brings a smile to her face. Being able to celebrate motherhood and thanking Moms for all they do has become a national holiday. Other cultures have had holidays celebrating motherhood since ancient times. The ancient Greeks and Romans had their own celebrations to honor the mothers of their gods. In the 1600s, Mothering Sunday was the fourth Sunday of Lent when parishioners returned to their mother church to worship. Later it became a day when servants were sent from their duties to spend the day with their mothers and families. It is generally celebrated today as Britain's version of America's Mother's Day. Mother's Day in the United States was first conceived around 1870 in Boston, Massachusetts. Following her experiences in the Civil Wa

Inside This Head And Heart Of Mine
So, ladies, what is that makes you do some of the things you do? Why do you find the perfect guy, the one who is delivering everything you could want in a relationship, and is everything you could want asa partner, start signing love letters with his last name instead of yours, then bail a week later, claiming no need to be in a relationship at all? I get ever so tired of pouring out all of who i am into a relationship, get to the point where things are comfortable, functional and healthy, only to have my partner get freaked out that its GOING RIGHT, and bail. Why do you have to do that to guys? Why cant you just stay with it when its good, and not have to start feeling like "theres better out there, I just know it, cause my tarot deck told me so!" Fuck the tarot, what does you heart, mind and soul have to say? And, if departure causes you so much pain, why cant you own up to it, and say "i was wrong, We are good together, and regardless of what my tarot deck says, im staying pu

Who's On First
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. For those of us who sometimes get flustered by our computers, please read on... If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch , "Who's on First?" might have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper Computer Store. Can I help you? COSTELLO: Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. C

My Ladies
As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love. The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one) Lacey™ ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar One Bad Milf The Baddest MILF®@ fubar Some sweet Sunshine ~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar Sky’s the limit Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar The sexy B ♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar Here name says it all ~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar I like it Pink *Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

Why You Dont Like Me
i am look for some to buy me. I 51 with lot miles been over the hill and back but kicking love women but can not do what i could do with then because I do not have any. I sit here in my house all alone and no one will talk to me so what am i. will I am just a man with feels. and I do hurt with all the friends I have none of them will write me back. I am not trying to get in to any thing just want some friends to talk to some times, so onep up your hearts and see how i feel. yes I do have a lot of ladys on my page but I do not know them and I am not going to lie to you I do like to be with a lady. I have been away from all of you for some times now. Will I am back andwould like to get to know all of you again. for I do not have many friends will let me stop play I do not have any friends. and I just get this new computer so let's put it to work.

Boyfriend Application
1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3.Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5.Would you enjoy it? 6.Would you ever ask me out? 7.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9.Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10.Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12.If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13.Do you/have you talked about me? 14.Do you think I'm a good person? 15.Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17.If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: 5.Body W0ULD Y0U... give me your number? kiss me? let me kiss you? watch a movie with me? take me out to dinner? drive me somewhere? hug me? buy me food? take me home to me

In Another Auction!!
I'm In Another Auction! So if you missed out on the first one, then come by and OWN me NOW!!! Lots of goodies, and more to come as the bids increase!! ¢¾ Be sure to Add Sweet One and tell her Pink0828 sent you!! Don't forget to show her some Luvin too! Sweet One@ fubar

Diary Of A Mad Woman
It's red The sticky stuff Its comming out of my flesh dripping, oozing, creeping, crawling, crying, It's blood The pain going away the feelings coming out it's pooling undernieth me Im suddenly scared as it wont stop I feel weak I lay down on the ground It's red, the sticky stuff coming out of my flesh Driping, Oozing, Creeping, Crawling, It's blood Someone save me! When I was just a little girl, My mama used to tuck me into bed, And she'd read me a story. [CHANEL:] It always was about a princess in distress And how a guy would save her And end up with the glory. [DORINDA:] I'd lie in bed And think about The person that I wanted to be, [AQUA:] Then one day I realized The fairy tale life wasn't for me. [CHORUS – ALL:] I don't wanna be like Cinderella, Sitting in a dark, cold, dusty cellar, Waiting for somebody to come and set me free (Come and set me free) I don't wanna be like someone waiting For a handsome prince to come and s

Lizard Birth...joke
'Lizard Birth' If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom !' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce,' I said

Looking Back At Me
If I died tonight would I even be missed? Would I leave this world without a last kiss? Would my name be remembered? Would anyone even care? Was time here on Earth just a burden for others to bear? Some days I was kind. Some days I was mean. Looking back now I wonder which of the two was most seen. My loved ones often received the shallow end of the deal. It's sad that I have to question if they know how I really feel. These thoughts have awakened me to the things I have taken for granted. I really feel ashamed of all the times I raved and ranted. Starting right now and every moment after I'll think twice before I react. My loved ones will know they're loved and I won't be ashamed to look back.

Dear Friends
To All My Friends Well my dear friends just wanted to give a update of things that are going on in my life I may be down in the dumps right now but with 3 out of 4 of my best friends in my corner I am slowly getting back on my feet I know what I have to do but it is just hard to fight with a man you fell in love with as a kid and then again after so many years but I have not talk to him in about a week now and I do not plan on talking to him unless I have to but not that I do not want to talk to him and remain friends I would love to but I am doing the things that I need to do for ME and only me now I can not let his negitive aditude bring me down any more I need to get back on my feet fine everything that I need for myself I will always be there if he needs me to talk to but as for any thing more NO NOT right now or ever and it brakes my heart to say it but I need to come frist Why oh why do men and brake ups have to hurt as much as they do when u have one person tring

A Room With A View
all alone in this empty room , feeling lost and confused without a clue....deeper than any ocean blue , thoughts race through my mind too many times faster than a rollercoaster ride at times i wanna fly away to another day and erase the pain and all my losses and clean out my closet of bad memories in my life once & for all to stand tall and be 4ever deep down stronger than ALL ....breaking this wall down and building a new room with a view. home | mail | rss | sign out LARRY M. GREER JR Last Updated: Mar 17, 2008 Post New Blog Customize Email to a Friend Gender: Male Status: Single Age: 31 Sign: Scorpio City: OFALLON State: Illinois Country: US Signup Date: 08/06/06 Blog Archive [ Older Newer ] 123456789101112123456789101112131415161718192021222324252627282930312000200120022003200420052006200720082009 Friday, February 22, 2008 THANK YOU LARRY M GREER SR FOR THE BEST 2 DAYS OF MY LIFE Current

Wow I Cant Beleive Its Me
i cant beleive i figured this out i mean come for only playing a month i am doing pretty good. this is so pointless like anyone is ever going to read this junk and if you do i am srry you wanted to waste time

Real Witches Do Not...
1. Hurt people physically, mentally, spiritually, or with magick. You are NOT a real witch if you hurt anybody. 2. Take illegal drugs. Witches go to a doctor when they are sick like anyone else, and only use magick to help medicine along on its course. 3. Work "black magick". Wiccans have a poem that goes: Ever mind the rule of three, what you give out comes back to thee. And who'd want that to come back to you times three? 4. Fly on brooms. We buy cars and trucks and stay on the road like everyone else; if we feel the need to "take to the skies" we go Delta or American Airlines. 5. Eat babies. We want them to grow up big and strong and do good things for people...We would never even THINK to harm them in any way! 6. Most do not kill animals (or anything else). REAL witches love and honor animals. Animals are a part of Spirit, just like people. Witches are big pet-people...Many are Vegetarian. 7. Tell fibs or big whopper lies. We walk our talk, and we know that a Witc

Recipes For Those Who Can't Cook But Wanna Learn
ingredients: 6 eggs beaten 1 lb of sausage or bacon cut in to chunks shredded cheese 1 or 2 tps of butter margerine ...ect directions: in a bowl beat eggs til well mixed fry sausage or bacon chunks in skillet on medium to medium high heat drain excess fat away place butter,ect in pan pour eggs over meat season to taste mix together well until eggs are done take off heat spread cheese over egg meat mix cover and let cheese melt sometimes i put this mix in tortilla's and sometimes i leave it as is and make toast to go with it hope u enjoy 1and a half cups packed brown sugar 1 and a half cups all purpose flour 1 stick butter unsalted (no subing) 2 large eggs beaten 1 teaspoon of vanilla half a teaspoon baking powder half a teaspoon of salt 1 cups chocolate chips(or whatever flavor u like ) preheat the oven to 350 grease a 9 x 13 baking dish (i use pam for baking its awesome) in the bowl add the brown sugar then cream it with the melted butter (a mix

Frickin Holidays
i used to spend easter with my 2 girls because of 2 women that hate each other i can no longer see my girls, i know there mom was just protecting them from what she thought was a bad situiation but i always seem to be paying the piper lol you'd think io be used of it by now 4 marriages gees it hard to believe i used to take the girls to jc pennies and buy them matching easter dresses every year since they were born its a family ritual but that has come to an end okay enough said have a happy easter princesses love lots

Guys Listen Up
most guys dont like to help there lady around the house now i know most guys think they are ether too good to do it or you are just too lazy it shows your lady that you care about stuff just like she does and she will apprieashate you for it just help out guys

Friends Only...
I've decided to remove anyone that is having a negative impact on my life. My closest friends know where I started. I WILL NOT tell anyone who they can be friends with, but what I will ask is that you respect me enough to know that I probably do not want to hear anything about this person. I don't want to be updated on current affairs as it will probably just end up pissing me off even more. Anyway, I just want things left behind and I just want to move on with my life.

Life
I have found out recently that everything in my life is based on this song. Some might take this the wrong way. But it like is says at the near end of the song. I'm tired of loosing. Yes I have somebody that wants to be with me. Spend time with me. But the fact remains that a relationship is not what right now. But the song tells me that its not just about being with somebody. I'm at a point right now that I need to figure out what is best for me. I do not want to hurt anybodies feelings. I know that i can not give somebody my everything right now. I think that is something that is right thing to do. My heart is taken by many things. All of which i can not get straight. Its not just about women. Everything in my life. Friends, women, kids, and family. I am lost. I have been lost. I have lost everything. I don't want no sympathy. I have control over my life. I let it get this way. I have to fix it. No one can fix it for me. But I think I'm done rambling. Thank you for ever

Criticism
So, wow, I was just bored and shifting through pics, randomly rating people. I didn't realize that people take this site so seriously and depend on it so much for their self-esteem. I'm not trying to be an ass here. I'm just painfully blunt and honest, sometimes cruelly. When someone asks for my opinion, I freely give it to them. My point is: if you don't care what I have to say, then don't ask. Respectively, if you cannot handle what other people may think or feel about any photos you've placed for rating or comments, then don't do it. Obviously I could care less what people say about myself considering I've gotten my share of nasty grams in response to this. Happy hunting kids. Brizy

Then The S**t Hit The Fan
So in Feb a "friend" of mine that I've been "friends" with for oh about 8 years and myself decided to go to Vegas. We took his car cause mine was in the shop getting the brakes worked on. We got up there on a Sun night and check into our hotel room...drama that night already with the hotel and room i had booked. That gets worked out and we go to MGM i slip and fall hurting my knee (great 2 bad things we all know where this is going). so the next day is fine all goes well and the morning of the day after (that'd be tues morning) we go to the store so i can get batteries for my camera. we contemplate who will be driving and he agrees to let me drive his car. i go to turn out of a parking lot and *bam* accident! so we sit and wait for the cops who then give me ticket and him one as well. so in the car i say i'll help by paying HALF of your ded...so that means i would owe him $500. now because i've had some hard times at home and i can't put the money HE WANTS $1,000 together in a heartbea

Subs...
A friend of mine wrote this, it just seems to be the words I have never been able to find. Dark and evil are not conducive to trust and honesty. A sadist by his very nature has within him a dark and evil thing. Be sure the sadist you seek recognizes this within himself and has learned to control it. This lust can become a Dom's master to the sorrow of all, or it can become a strength when tempered with compassion, honesty and will. The laws of good and evil are written within our hearts. As a sadist I can see the laws but my desire burns hot within me. Am I to walk the earth for the rest of my days as a starving man when the only food I could eat will damn my soul? What will be my way? How can I feed the beast within yet save the man without? The answer is Choice. Were I to kidnap a girl, take my pleasure and leave her in ruins, I will have fed the beast but I will also have killed the man. Should I practice my evil upon someone like you, with your submission freely given, the limit

Fuluv Bomb Squad
FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the

Frustrated
I am so frustrated right now. I have had enough. My nerves are shot and my pills don't seem to help. My kids are constantly screaming and getting the puppy to growling and barking. I am at my wits end. I am anxious for Jason to get home so he can take over. It's like I don't have enough to try and deal with. I am just so freakin pissed off right now. I need to get some time to myself. I need a break. But yeah right like that is ever going to happen. My hubby dosen't understand. He thinks just because I am home all day with the kids and he works 8 hours a day he needs the time and I dont. Well I have had it. It is either I get some time to myself or I am just gonna go find a corner and sit there and be comatose.

Are You Tired Of Your Lounge Try This One!!!!!
im the enforcer for the boomboomboom room and we are looking for new people to be part of our crazy little family if you want come check us out come join us at the boomboom room where there is always some shakin going on http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56042 WADErino

My Friend
well my fufriends, it has been forever since i have logged on. I am now living with my number 1 friend. As some of you know who have chatted with me, he has been a huge part of my life. He is an awesome guy to not just me, but my kids also. if i "shouted" with you on a regular basis, sorry that i havent kept in touch. my life has been very busy these days. I wish you all the best of luck in all that you do. we all need it in some way or another. take care and until then......................be good!!! OK my FuFriends, I have never asked anybody here for anything, but now I am. A friend of mine just rejoined Fubar again. He needs to get his points and levels up. If you could PLEASE help me by helping him do this. He is totally straight. He doenst do guys at all!!!!!..He is an awesome person. He has a huge heart, but can be the biggest jerk sometimes, but then again, who cant be. This is nothing that I wouldnt say to his face or that I havent already told him. lol H

Voodoos' Words
I really have not been in a celebratory mood. Lack of finances, the recent passing of loved ones, the economy and general uncertainty about the future just makes it hard to get into the "Christmas spirit". Yet, the closer we get to the date, the more I feel almost guilty for not putting up a front. But, ultimately, I'm gonna go with the way I feel down deep and... yeah... Bah friggin' Humbug! Was watching the local sports news on the TV... The Texas Rangers have paid 52 million dollars to some Japanese team just to TALK to a Japanese pitcher in baseball. With the economy the way it is, why couldn't they use that 52 million to help feed the hungry here in the U.S.? Grrrr! Here I am... bored out of my gourd. I've been told that I ought to create a blog. So, here is a blog... Blog. Such a weird word. As I sit here sipping on my Miller High Life (the champagne of beers)... stoned out of my head on my pain meds and muscle relaxers... I ponder. What the hell do I blog about? Maybe, I

Art Of Doll Reborning
Ok Some of you asked me what i do as work, I work with my partner, who does specialised art work on latex dolls usualy very young first born style of doll, this involves making the doll as real as a newborn or very young baby,The paints are heat hardened the hair is hand rooted(1 or 2 hairs at a time) the eyes are usualy glass (plastic dont look good),If done right the doll will pass the shopping test ( i think you call it a Mall), the baby is placed into a pram and taken to the shops , if it is done right passers by will not notice it is a doll ( great for a laugh this stage)... ok so i get asked why, unlike my partner i look at tha Pennys ($ dollars) because done right a good reborn can fetck around the £700. $1400 plus postage and handling, but one has just been sold for £8,000 ($16,000).. and what do i do lol I referbish the Old prams for them ...anything from present day.... to the earlys 1900's....then list them all on ebay ...

Stricken
AH! AH! AH! OW! You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come along, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am Stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run!- AH! AH! AH! OW! You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippl

Rise
Rise Throw away The charade of your life Let the flame of my heart Burn away Your complacence tonight I command you to rise Wash away The decay of your life Feel the light of your eyes Find the way Through the darkness tonight Fearing no one Do you really think I covet like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now rise Turn away From the shame of your life Feel the light from my eyes Offering Consolation denied Fearing no one Do you really think I want it like you do Come take me away Remove the fear from my eyes Feel the flame of my heart Burning away All conversation denied Hearing no one Am I precious to you now? Fearing no one Saviors of my soul Am I precious to you now? Am I precious to you now? Now I cannot stop this Pure emotion Falling from my eyes You are vindicating

New Home
took me almost two days to get here it is pretty but i am going to miss my friends and people i love on the east coast thinking of you all nothing much going on i am back in georgia i am doing little better copping with my wife death and i got a great job working for a towing company i love it still looking for a good women hope she find me lol all and all i am decent then the last time i wrote on here well i stayed in new mexico for a couple of weeks now i am back in georgia then i am going to be going to fort smith for my job cant wait

Devour
Still enough Although I know you’re not begging Still as the thoughts running through your mind Still enough Although I know you’re not begging Give me a reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you’ve brought Meaning to my life Had enough Although I see you’re not running Still are the thoughts running though your mind Dead to love The path that you are now taking Show me the reason to make you mine I will devour you Take all the pain away I cannot stay my hand From reaching out so that I can Empower you For all eternity It seems to ease my mind To know that you’ve brought Meaning to my life Run, to where the smallest ray of light will never find you Run, to where you will not need to shield your eyes Run, away from all the soulless, heartless fiends who hound you Run, away and let your memorie

Haters
OK I POSTED A MUMM ASKING IF PORN PUTS U IN THE MOOD, AND IT WAS TOP MUMM AND AFTER IT EXPIRED IT WAS FLAGGED AS NFSW TO WHICH I CANNOT SEE HOW THATS POSSIBLE, THERE MUST BE ALOT OF HATERS AND THATS OK YOU HAVE A RIGHT TO YOUR OPINION, BUT TO PICK ON ME FOR NO REASON, WHO HAS SHOWN THE UP MOST RESPECT TO EVERYONE, WHO EVER REPORTED IT WAS JUST WRONG IN DOING THAT BECAUSE THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH ASKING THAT QUESTION WHEN I SEE ALOT WORST IN MUMMS, BUT WHAT CAN YOU SAY YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN

Bound
Ready Darkness cover me! I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not ready to walk inside of where you're taking me I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not willing to compromise the man I want to be Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time Leave me be I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm never going to tow the line of your conformity I'm not ready to die, girl Because of what you don't tell me I'm not ready to leave the realm of anonymity Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time Get away from me Think you're a little bit closer To changing me You're never winning me over You're wasting time

Auction-open
AUCTION STARTS MARCH 24th... Bids will be accepted until April 10th! There will be a $25,000 FUBUCKS Entry Fee but bidding starts at $70,000 FUBUCKS so you are guaranteed your money back and more! Your Host will be: Dj Latin King Member Of The Real Deal Family Fu-owned by Lady TNT bunny Fu-owner of Manda Panda@ fubar Be sure to FAN/ADD and RATE him to be eligible! Send your offer with your entry fee so you can be put on the auction block! It's a great way to make friends, have some fun, and.... GET SOME GOODIES!

Poems
I am so glad you came into my life, I can't wait to be your wife. I can't wait to say," I DO!" Because I'm so much in love with you. I love you with every beat of my heart, I know we will never part. You make me smile, You make me laugh, You make me happy, You are so sweet, You make my life complete. Again, I'm so glad you came into my life, I can't wait to be your wife. I would walk a mile, Just to see you smile. How time flies, When I look into your eyes. There's nothing better, When we are together. The feel of your touch, I love it so much. When we make love, I feel like I'm flying above. There's nights, I wish you could stay, You make me feel special in everyway. You knock me off my feet, When you m ake my heart skip a beat. I don't know, if you knew, But, my heart melts everytime you say,"I love you!" I wish you could have stayed a while, So, you could walk me down the aisle. Sometimes, I

Join The New Train Everyone
Welcome to the MIdnight Special If youd like to b part of the crew send me a message in either shoutbox or email id b happy to add u HAPPPPPPPPPPPY EASTER N WELCOME EVERYONE !!! so heres the deal rate fan add everyone thats on board Repost bullletin !! meet some new friends and have some fun when ur done with that send me a message in shoutbox n ill make sure to add u !! not much to it right? so climb aboard have a coctail n enjoy the ride This is me!!۞ ◊HØÑË¥ßÀßË◊♥~ R/L WIFE OF EDDITUNE ۞@ fubar eddietune@ fubar ♪ BLADE ♪@ fubar (¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) HEAD ENFORCER/BARTENDER @ SWEETWATERS LOUNGE@ fubar DUKK77**Enforcer/DJ/Greeter for Sweetwater's@ fubar SexyCleavage...I'm Smut's playtoy & open for others...promoter 4 diablo's den&sweetwater@ fubar Wet Dreams©™ღOwner of Lucifugeღ~Bartender@TheScooterBar~Member of The Spankers Bombsquad@ fubar

My Auction
I think it is really shallow for people to post rude comments on mumms that people post. If you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all. How the hell are you going to call someone a point whore just because they post some damn mumms... obviously they aren't that much of a point whore if they are willing to post the mumms when it isn't happy hour!!! You people need to get a damn life!!! Get the hell off of people's backs about mumms that they post. GEEZZ!!!

My Birthday
well as many know it's that time of year agin.yep you guessed it.it's the blls birthday.yea i'm a year older and not a bit wiser....lol.any hoot send me some love k.love you all. ..............bull................

Ohio
I will be participating in an auction hosted by Roger Lee Mostly my offering is rates which we could all use. Please come and bid on me more info coming soon. In the meantime listen to this great song. Stop by and see Roger Lees blog ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Wonder Woman ஐ@ fubar Heartistic Soul is also hosting an auction for the guys! Go check her out Heartistic Soul@ fubar Maybe its because its the holiday... But today im wondering wtf im doing in ohio. I used to work up the road but that was 3 years ago. I used to date someone who lived near me but thats long over. Ok, so i dont like the big city life... I miss taking walks down the country road n riding my bike with some privacy. I hate my neighbors and having people right here that i dont even know and dont care too. Yeah its nice having the big mall up the road and everything thats here. funny but i dont go there anyway. My family isnt here... cept my daughter but

Moving And Packing
OK here's the latest crimp in my move. We've had to move the closing date back because lender is being a pain in the rear about reducing fees. Yesterday had to fax in a loss mitigation form with a hardship letter to see about getting the fees reduced. NOW we have to wait another day or 2 to get an answer from them I just can't win for losing. At least this gives me another chance at a moving sale without getting it screwed up with a blizzard. I'm doing it for 4 days so HOPEFULLY I can make a few hundred dollars more. Seems I'm about $400-$500 short maybe less on paying for truck and fuel to get the truck to Oklahoma plus feed DJMunsta Man, his fiancee and myself on the trip down. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO please keep fingers crossed I can come up with enough money to make this move work. Love you guys I will barely be online if at all for the next week or two. At the moment I don't even know if the deal is going thru. I barely sold anything in moving sale so am going to need the time to list

Crazy Stuff.... Lol
This is something i foundon the net you just have to love it lol THE BEER PRAYER By CEDRIC on 04 Mar, 08 · · · OUR LAGER, WHICH ART IN BARRELS, HALLOWED BY THY FAME. THY WILL BE DRUNK, I WILL BE DRUNK, AT HOME, AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. GIVE US THIS DAY OUR FOAMY HEAD, AND FORGIVE OUR SPILLAGE, AS WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO SPILL AGAINST US. AND LEAD US NOT TO INCARCERATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM HANGOVERS. FOR THINE IS THE ALE, THE PILSNER, AND THE LAGER, FOREVER AND EVER. - AMEN -

What I Belive
I do belive in God! I belive he gave us our free agency so tat we might choose our life path. unfortunatly so many choose a path of distruction. They enjoy others pain. that does not just mean physical pain but emotional and spiritual. why else do they make fun of others!!! Teh worst part is this kind of tourcher of other humans is habit forming. soon one forgets that others have feelings. all they know is they feel good when they say or do certain things. sure we all have the power to hurt. I study martial arts and am capable of giving a lot of pain. True power is Love. I can give love to whom ever I choose. It takes so little energy and yet has a much more profund effect that giving pain does. What do you choose??? Do not feel you have to tell me, I would rather you went out and showed the world the power of love. but if you want pain............ eventually you will be very lonley...............................

Randon Thoughts
Have you ever loved someone so much that you want to give them everything but can't seem to do anything right? You want to give them their hearts desire, but seem to come up short each time? You think that maybe you can send them to someone that can, to let them know how much they and their needs mean to you, but they still don't get what they desire? How do you show them how much they mean to you? Cum to me, sit at my feet. Don't look up, don't move until I tell you to. You look so beautiful and complete where you sit. I stroke your hair and let you know everything is going to be alright. Crawl to the kitchen and fetch me a beverage. Come back to my side and lift the glass to my lips. Wipe the liquid from my chin and return to your post @ my feet. Feel confident that the decisions that I make will never harm you. I am always keeping your comfort and concerns in mind, however, I am the one that decides for you what it is that you will eat, wear and do for the day.... S

Just A Little Help
TAKE A LOOK, MAKE A BID!! I am hosting an auction running until Friday, March 28, and I have some awesome people already entered, still time for more to enter and join in the fun. I have listed the few rules that must be followed at all times below: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed from the auction immediately and blocked. (4) Anything can be bid; fubucks, blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Highest bid wins with final decision being up to the person being bid on. (5) For simplicity, fubucks will be used for total tabulation, with conversion listed below: Stickey Bulletin = $250,000 1 Ticker = $250,000 1 Day Blast = $375,000 3 Day Blast = $600,000 7 Day Blast = $1,000,000 30 Day Blast = $2,500,000 Happy Hour = $5,000,000 To enter, send

Political Agenda's!!
Other indirect effects The current federal tax law allows individuals to deduct the home mortgage interest costs, and donations to certain charities, from taxable income. Someone paying a 25% income tax rate would pay $250 in taxes on a $1,000 donation or mortgage interest payment, and then receive $250 back from the government as the $1000 deduction is removed from taxable income The FairTax is tax free on mortgage interest up to the basic interest rate as determined by the United States Federal Reserve and donations are not taxed. In a 2007 study, the Beacon Hill Institute concluded that total charitable giving would increase under the FairTax, although increases in giving would not be distributed proportionately amongst the various types of charitable organizations. The FairTax may also affect State and local government debt as the federal income tax system provides tax advantages to state and local municipal bonds. Proponents believe environmental benefits would result from the

Help Me Level
Please help me Level....I'm under 41k...and I level at 22.I will make a salute for anybody That will rate all my pics...Thats aint nfsw! After your finish let me know.So I can get your salute made.. Thank you so much!!! xoxox Honey! :)

Poems
I CANNOT PROMISE YOU FOREVER I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE I SENSE IT IN YOUR TOUCH THE FEELINGS THAT DO NOT SUBSIDE WITH EVERY CONCERN THAT YOU TRY NOT TO EXPRESS TEARS COME POURING HOWEVER HARD YOU SUPPRESS JUST ONE THING I WANT YOU TO KNOW- WHEN YOU HURT I HURT TOO IF ONLY YOU WILL LOVE ME AS COMPLETELY AS I LOVE YOU I CANNOT PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BECAUSE TIME CAN MAKE OUR TOUCH COLDER, CAN MAKE US FORGET WHEN WE ARE OLDER, SO STAY WITH ME LONGER, LINGER… I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU NOT FOREVER BUT FOR EVERYDAY UNTIL IT IS OVER! As you breathe softly from this chilly waft As you lie calmly in my arms tonight

Easter Sunday
Wishing everyone a Happy Easter..Do not eat to much candy. My boys been up.. bugging me already saying the Easter bunny did not make it to the house. They do not know..that its all gonna be at the family's. Going over there around 2. LOL.

Untitled
“Hello, Sir what would you like to order?” says the feeling to heart that come to his store. “Hi, I would like a non-fried emotions, no tears with extra caring and a cup of love please.” The feeling start to put in numbers in his cash register, “Would like that love to be doubled? Only 1 additional attention; comes with free smile for every purchase this month only.” And the heart replied briefly: “Yes please, superlove me!” Life is like a nice fast food restaurant if we ever play with our imagination. Heart is often hungry for love and they want it to be double up. Heart cannot judge what is wrong or right, less or more, forever or temporary if it collides with loving someone. We are frequently drifted away with the thoughts of greener pasture when our feelings being abandoned or even abused by someone we truly love. The weakness of our flesh and bones tend to speak the truth of our humanity. The desire within burst like a flame and gasoline poured over and over by the ego

You Know What?
I don't like to play games and I don't like people to play games with me. I like to be honest and upfront with people....AND I DONT HAVE THE ROOM FOR DRAMA AND FAKE PEOPLE SO IF YOU ONE OF THOSE JUST LEAVE...

Ramblings
Well it is Easter ... the holiday that represents the Crucifixion and Resurrection of Christ. I am far from a holy roller, but I have a new appreciation of the holiday. Some may say this is sacrilege but Easter has a whole new meaning for me. Some that may know me or know about me but others have no clue. I was in a relationship with a person who I thought was my Anamchara (It's the Celtic word for "soul friend") at least that is what he lead me to believe. In this relationship he contributed very little ... now if it was because he couldn't or didn't want to I am not sure. All I know is now he is gone and I am left to wonder. So on to how this reminds me of the Easter season. Well I my love life was basically crucified when I found out that we did not share the love that would make us grow and be happy. So we parted ways in a somewhat amicable fashion (at least I don't hate him) Now I am left to wonder will there be a resurrection of my love life ... I sit here mos

Spring Cleaning
So anyway, I've spent most of the night trying to talk to people who've firmly ignored me. About 85% of those people are on my friends list. I also noticed that even after clearing out the dead links I have nearly 500 people I've fanned, and oddly enough I have less than 200 fans myself. I have 380 friends and I think I actually talk to maybe twenty of them. So here's the deal... I'm taking a good sharp machete to my friends and fan of lists in a week. If you want to be on my friends list, tell me in this blog by next Sunday. After that, I'm doing some spring cleaning. Only two people are exempt from this because they're on hiatus from fubar. Everyone else... I love my friends. My real friends. I say in my profile, which less than half of you have ever bothered to read, that I will always be here for you if you need to talk or just want to talk. I mean that. Apparently for many of you the reverse is not true. PS: I know damned well that sometimes people aren't actually on when

Contests
Please come and comment me! I need 50K comments. Show me some love and I'll show you some love back! And along with that, I'll send 75K fu-bucks your way if you send the most comments on my contest. Here's the link! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=156091&albumid=855786&i=285741661&idx=35 Wanna Own me? Come on and buy me! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1401291&albumid=909379&i=3321721633&idx=2 Come show me some love people!! http://b.pca1.fubar.com/90/76/1146709/90223818.jpg

Corn On The Cock
OK THIS STORY IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART OR THE PRUDE TYPES SO IF YOU DONT WANNA READ ANY NASTY SICK SHIT............TURN BACK NOW!!!! " CORN ON THE COCK" A friend of a friend you could say was having some good ole' anal sex with her man. Things were going well and the sex was feeling great. They both had their orgasms and her man was pullin out of the tunnel when he looked down at his shaft and guess what the fuck he saw???? A fucking piece of corn! pretty sick huh? so basically he was pretty grossed out and never talked to my friend again but to this day, and whenever I see this prick my name for him will always be "CORN ON THE COCK"-(ha ha like corn on the cobb-or corn on the knob!!!!!}lol!! any way....hmmmm another sick but funny stort involving some type of fecal matter......... this story I like to call ......"MUDDY WATERS"(all true b.t.w.) My friend Tony was out in the Dunedin cswy. on his jet ski and he felt a little discomfort in his stomach li

Pregnancy
I would just like to officially announce that I have recently found out that I am expecting baby #4. TO MY SURPRISE!!!! I was scheduled to have my tubes tied back in Dec'07 but i had an insurance issue at the last min. and was forced to cancel the surgery. This is deffinetly a major surprise in my life and also mrhappy734 who is the Daddy. So please stop by and congradulate him....it's his first child!!!!!!!!

So Far Away For Far Too Long...
So Far Away If I could work this out my way I'd be right there next to you But you're so far away Don't we ever stay in one place anymore I can't help but wonder how you are these days And wishing you'd show up at my door But we both know the truth now We'd never make it work even if we tried I'll never understand why or how But I know now it's better this way I'm learning how to live without you now And it's easier with you being so far away I honestly dreamed of a life with you Thought we'd last forever and eternity My love for you grew so strong and true But letting you go is something I now must do You showed me the world, broke my heart, shattered my dreams I'm moving on now, forever, without you So stay right where you are, it's better this way You stole my heart, moved on forever, without me So baby, baby stay, stay so far away -Annastasia Spinetta- Copywrite2008

Happy Easter People
just thought i'd wish everyone a happy easter, wont be for me tho to much bad news going around me this past month well year actually. hope you all have a great one tho, take care and have some fun today. remember if you plan on drinking , don't drink and drive. Free Comments & Graphics

My Thoughts
Birthday Roll out of bed, look in the mirror and wonder who you are- another year has come and gone today is your birthday but it might be... the last day of your life so what will you do if tomorrow- its all gone You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life, who do you want to be- before you die? Look at your life, and what do you want to do? Look at your life, who do you want to be before you die Look at your life, you haven't got forever (it all comes back to you) hmmmmmmm and tell me what really matters is it the money & the fame? or how many people might eventually know your name? but maybe you touch one life and the world becomes a better place to be maybe you give their dreams another day, another chance to be free... You won't be young forever there's only a fraction to the sum you won't be young forever nor will anyone so... Look at your life,

Animations And Tags
Tags by Dragon Tamer Now Available I am offering customized tags and comment pics. If you would like for me to make you one, send me a private message with $1,000 for a still tag or $2,500 for an animated tag (Fu-Bucks of course) and either the pic number from the REQUEST Album, a pic you want to be used or an idea for me to work off of. I have samples in an album in my pics. Any pic or combination of pics of your choice may also be used. I will send you a confirmation message and an estimated time of completion (usually 2 or 3 days depending on the difficulty, number of orders, and time I have to work on them). Below are some samples of the things I can do... but this IS NOT a complete list : Bulletin Brought to You by Ð®ägØñ¤†ämë® - Please read profile before adding@ fubar

Almost Love...
How can you yearn for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem to fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of the fear of running and the urge to let go? But. How do y

An Article 4 The Ladies
Have you gone out with more than one bad boy in the last year? Are you in an on-again off-again relationship with a bad boy? If so, you may have a bad-boy habit that needs to be broken. Set yourself free from that bad boy with these five steps: 1. Write a list of all the bad things he has done to you. Women tend to get short memories when it comes to all the terrible ways bad boys treat them. They don't want to think about it. But if you decide to break the bad-boy habit, you need to force yourself to think about it! Write down a list of all the downright mean things he has done to you. If he cheated on you and lied about it, write it down. If he stayed out until 3 a.m. without calling you, write it down. Anytime he made you cry, write it down. Here is the best part -- put the list up on the wall next to a picture of him, so you associate his face with all the awful things he has done to you. He doesn't seem so attractive now, does he? 2. Stop having sex with him. A lot of times w

New Fubar Family Members
Please stop by her page, rate, fan, add, send her a drink. She's an awesome person! Don't miss out on making a great friend! ropedemdimples@ fubar cfduane4@ fubar Tell him Jimm and Rhonda sent you! Show him LOTS of fu-love! Hey everybody! Wanna meet a really great guy? Wanna make a wonderful friend? Then you need to meet this guy! He proudly served our country for many years! Everybody, show him fubar love! budman_35@ fubar

Shes Just Not That Into You
It seems to be a time honored tradition in the world of women to pass on words of wisdom in dating love marriage and children. This blog will only address the dating aspect...Enjoy.. Laugh.. Hell take cliff notes. Whatever the case I hope you take something from it. Women make the common mistake of feeling to soon. Girl get over yourself, flirt have fun relish the fuzzy feeling but for god sakes don't invest yourself beyond that until he EARNS it. Men aren't the enemy they are simply men, don't persecute one man for every subhuman you encountered in the past. Let go and embrace the idea HE IS JUST A MAN, no worse no better you'll find good ones you'll find bad.. Enjoy and learn from both. Momma didn't lie when she said don't give the milk away for free...Why would someone pay for the cow when they have the choice of only paying for the times they use it? Someone, somewhere will always have an opinion of the man your with, the man you didn't get or the one you should b

Lyrics
Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held on to I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and I question where to go And I don't know what I'm tapping into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world That can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started I'm chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with

Happy 21st Birthday To Me.
I just wanted to thank all of my friends that could remember today was my birthday. (Even if you had to use your reminder) I appriciate that you took 2 minutes to either send me a card, balloons, or leave a comment on my page. To my three friends that celebrated my birthday with me tonight, "Thank you." Then there are a few of you who sucessfully managed to make me want to cry. You know who you are. I'm not talking about everybody on fubar who I have added to my friend's list. So, please do not take offense to this if you do not know me personally. The ones of you that do though and completely blew me off. Well thank you so very fucking much for making me realise how much I fucking mean to you. I'm so fucking glad that you are so fucking busy that you couldn't take five fucking seconds to send me a shout or a message on yahoo to tell me happy birthday. I am really glad that your life is so great at this point that you don't need your friends. I want you to keep this in mind the next

How I See
Today i look in the mirror and see someone I hate. For years I have been told I am nothing. That I am ugly and wortless. A cold hearted bitch. And today as I look not only at myself on the outside but also with in I hate who I am, and what I am. Call it a pitty party, or whayever you must but I need to vent and so I am. I see a woman I do not like to look at. I have only caused pain and heartache. I blame a lot of it on my life before today. I have been abused mentaly and physicaly my whole life. And I believe that that has a lot to do with who I am today. I see ugly, i see a woman who has caused so many people heartache. why. why do I do this. I have had twp men in my life that have been nothing but good to me. Yet I tore out there hearts and took a huge crap on it. Now I regret it. Can I change it, no. But I feel i deserve what I get. I do not deserve them at all. I deserve the unhappiness. The heartache, the pain. Dealing with this today is hard for me because I usualy just drin

A 15 Yr. Old School Kid In Arizona
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word 'God ' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached: NEW School prayer: - >Now I sit me down in school >Where praying is against the rule >For this great nation under God >Finds mention of Him very odd. >If Scripture now the class recites, >It violates the Bill of Rights. >And anytime my head I bow >Becomes a Federal matter now. >Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >The law is specific, the law is precise. >Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >For praying in a public hall >Might offend someone with no faith at all. >In silence alone we must meditate, >God's name is prohibited by the state. >We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, >And pierce our

Newbie
I am 100% new to this site and I have no idea what's going on. If I don't answer you, or it seems like I am ignoring you, I APOLOGIZE. Thank you in advance for comments and ratings, I greatly appreciate it. And bear with me >.< If you would like to contact me immediately, go to a site I am more familiar with :) www.myspace.com/rockstarporn or AIM me @ ferrywinkle xoxo Jamey

Hb's Rants
Shit couldn't for the life of me remeber which of my passwords I used here and kept trying to get fubar to send me my reminder..tried the last 3 months and finally tonight they did! Took em long enough...guess they were too busy getting drunk huh? Just wanted to let ya'll know wasn't ignoring ya...just couldn't get back in here. So hope ya'll are having a great weekend peace out! HB First off sorry been so quiet here, been busy trying to pack up a house I have lived in for 8 1/2 yrs..trust me alot of work! But going to out of here as of tomorrow and the internet will be turned off. Not sure of my friends house will have internet or not. Staying there til I can get into the house I will be settling into. So if you don't hear from me that is why, not that I am trying to avoid anyone...shoot I love this site and meeting some awesome peeps! So don't forget me and will be on here asap and be bugging the hell out of ya'll again... Blessed Be... HB Like I posted Blah, Blah, Blah..

Strippers
DO NOT for any reason, date a stripper!!!!!! EVER. It's fun, but it is a bad idea!!! They will reduce you a mental person, with an altered perception on reality. And thats is she's NOT a coke fiend. Stay away from them.

About Me
I'm 46 years old,and work in a warehouse loading semi trucks with a forklift. I have a son who will be 22 in May. I am single. I am here to make friends,and to have a good time. I do talk to a lot of the friends on my page through email and the shoutbox. They are all pretty cool,so feel free to add them. I like country,and classic rock.,and 70s music. Hmm if I can think of anything else I'll add later! Feel free to shout at me,I'll respond!

Blah Blah Blah
omg 20 minutes before close 6 people walk in so im like shit oh well i get them set up and they tell me there are 6 more coming. the cook who barely speaks english let alone can read it haha is freaking out the other waitress at about the same time has a table of 8 come in so needless to say we were an hour late getting out of there and the huge mess hahaha wow what a nght so im in the middle of planning my wedding, ha more like a late start to a wedding in 4 months. im so torn on the dress. reception halls in my town cost more then my dress ceremony at the country club tuxes etc together. i may have to have my reception in a town 45 miles from the wedding its frustrating. but hey i miss everyone

Easter
I want to wish everybody Happy Easter...And hope everybody has fun with their family.. and the ones that ain't got anybody close by and will be alone just remember your not alone cause I'll be thinking of you!!When you least expect it =] xoxo Tori

Feelings
What do you do when you give your heart to one?You know no matter what happens he will always have it and you never want it back.You try to move on and its just not there to do.How do you move on or can you?Love hurts but it also stinks.No one ever said Love would be easy.But God why does it have to be so hard? But deep down I don't regret giving my heart to this person.He made me take a good look at myself and let me know I'm a beatuiful person on the inside and out.I didn't have to wild and crazy to prove it.I just had to be me and only me.I guess it is true there is someone out there for everyone.But when you find then let them know how you feel and don't be afraid to be yourself and not someone your not.If it is true to your heart and feels then it worth being true back to.When you do hold it and never let it go no matter what you need to do and always be honest and true to that person no matter what.Always talk and work things out.But don't be afriad to ever Love and don't judge

Push....
As I sit left alone by the people who care for me. I wonder what is wrong with me? What posses me to help and understand the lonely and sad. Why did I pick my degree of Psychology? I knw it is not because it is an easy degree. I want to think I picked it so maybe I can understand people better. That isnt doing me any good. And then I think well maybe its so I can learn about myself and how to interact with other people on a "normal" level. Also dont think this is right. I almost feel that I had nothing left to do. Music will never achieve the type of happiness I strive for to give my mom. Accounting would drive me insane to no end. So I evaluate people instead. I sit and try to find out what makes them tick, why they act and do the things they do. Which is probebly what ends alot of my friendships. I view so many people as test subjects that I can just add to my list. I have a long one too. People who are sick, have been neglected, abused, addicted to drugs/alocohal. Its always the peo

New Auction
AUCTION STARTS MARCH 24th... Bids will be accepted until April 10th! There will be a $25,000 FUBUCKS Entry Fee but bidding starts at $70,000 FUBUCKS so you are guaranteed your money back and more! Your Host will be: Dj Latin King Member Of The Real Deal Family Fu-owned by Lady TNT bunny Fu-owner of Manda Panda@ fubar Be sure to FAN/ADD and RATE him to be eligible! Send your offer with your entry fee so you can be put on the auction block! It's a great way to make friends, have some fun, and.... GET SOME GOODIES!

Inspired By A Non Mumm Lol
She named it Ciggarettes Falling From The Sky... The damn mumm didnt have nothing to do with ciggarettes.. Never Nude left this comment and she was the inspiration for the song I wrote lmao March 22, 2008 @ 8:34 pm #4 of 8 next time you post a mumm with a title like this i better get hit in the eye with a camel turkish silver So I wrote this little song... Turns on the burt Bacharach and sings.. Ciggarettes keep falling from the sky.. And I think that Never Nude just got hit in the eye Smoking is for me ohhhhhhhhhhhh Ciggarettes keep falling from the sky they keep falling.. They're all for me........ All the smoker's and.... Me..... LMFAO So I was watching Goodfellas and i've been singing this song ever sine like last Wednesday... I prefer the verison by Billy Ward and the Dominoes... And now the purple dusk of twilight time Steals across the meadows of my heart High up in the sky the little moon starts to climb Always reminding

The Twelve Signpost
THE 12 SIGNPOST An increased tendency to let things happen rather make them happen. Frequent attacks of smiling. Feeling of being connected with others and nature. Frequent overwhelming episodes of appreciation. A tendency to think and act spontaneously rather than from fears based on past experiences. An unmistakable ability to enjoy each moment. A loss of worry. A loss of interest in conflict. A loss of interest in interpreting the actions of others. A loss of interest in judging others. A loss of interest in judging self. Gaining the ability to love without expecting anything in return.

To All My Friends & Family
Just wanted to wish all of the mothers out there a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL. Have any of you heard of a sight named adultspace.com? SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Comment Me Please!!!!
Here we are again. I have joined another contest. This one is a comment bombing contest. Can everyone please help a girl out........anyones support is appreciated! Thanx y'all here is the link......just click on the pic and it will take you right to it. thanx again y'all

Leveling Up
Well, I can tell you that most people join Fubar to meet local women and local men. But in the beginning it's not so easy! You start out with one default picture that can either make you or break you. From there people flirt with you (even if you are ugly as fuck!) Then you add more pictures, to get more points! The higher the level gets, the more points you have to earn. And the only way you become a vip/bouncer is if you show your naughty self. You explote yourself to the point of becoming a webcam whore! And the worst part is, you don't get paid for it! In my opinion, leveling up is a waste of time unless you buy a blast. So with that said, who's going to buy me one? lol Thank you for your time P.S. "Don't take any offense to this blog. I was bored and felt like making one."

Vote For My Sis Please!!
copy and paste this link in your browser and and the dude, then go to his pic folder for the contest and vote for my sis Mysticpotion please http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1129026&albumid=903940&i=2036454160&idx=6

Dedicated To Gary( Ex Boyfriend)
I wish I could send this to Gary who took me for a ride and broke my heart but that's ok because one day the right man will come into my life....I won't stop believing that 1 of many dreams I have will come true for me. MySpace Comments MySpace Comments

Imma Godmother!!!
Let me introduce you too Fubar's newest GodMother Stop and congratulate her. So many Thank you go out too all of Fubar that helped her make it here. She started at 282k and GodMothered in 3 hours.. Thank you all again and again for all the love you shoowed too help her get here. Thank you too all of the Shadow Levelers , Family, friends and all of Fubar for making her a GodMother!!!!! ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary' on '2008-03-22 14:12:16') A huge thank you to the Shadow Levelers, all of my friends, all of your friends, etc. on making me Godmother tonight. It was very emotional for me. I was in shock, it was very overwhelming...lol. I never expected this to come so soon. Thank you all so much, you just don't know what this meant to me seeing all the love shown. Please, if I missed thanking anyone, please, please let me know. I would feel terrible

Isolation
Right, I just saw the worst zombie-movie ever, Automation Transfiusion. Not only had they did a crappy camera-job BUT there were so many "mistakes". For example, how many zmbies would close the door when leaving a room? They couldn't even think of an ending for the movie so in the middle of an action-scene it just cut to a blackscreen that said "to be continued". Don't wátch this, you will just get pissed off.

March
today sucks. it went awesome at first then everything went downhill. i smoked a little today but thats gone by now. I just wanna joose and to relax soemwhere. im tired and exhausted. march has been a rough month but whatever. i am now with a guy i wanna be with and away from the one i didnt wanna be with. the one i dont want is constantly trying to get back with me and the one i do wanna be with makes me smile everyday.

Mississippi Sticky???
So, why Mississippi Sticky you ask? What's so goddamn great about Mississippi and what the hell is a Mississippi Sticky? Well, there are a lot of celebs from the state such as Elvis Presley, Jimmy Buffet, James Earl Jones, Faith Hill...that Oprah woman...screenwriter Tennessee Williams, Jim Henson, and the Mannings (Peyton, Eli were born in NOLA...Archie is from Mississippi) and we can't forget BB King :P Mississippi has not only that going for it, but is mostly known for it's "Delta Blues" and celebrates Mardi Gras every year, even though NOLA is where the main party at. It has a dessert (Mississippi Mud Pie) and is world famous for it's red clay mud that is every frikkin' where. Lot's of good things came from Mississippi.. like me :) I am Mister Sticky aka Mister Tricky..just a MS Army boy trying to enjoy life for the first time ever and the Mississippi heat will definitely make ya sticky from sweating..therefore, I am "Mississippi Sticky." Sadly to say though, I did

New Contest Coming In April
I will host another contest in April and will be releasing more details soon so keep an eye out for my blogs and mumms please. There will be prizes for all who enter just like the last contest but I may have an even better prize this time so you won't wanna miss out on this one, thanks to all the sexy ladies who entered my last contest. I hope to see even more lovely ladies in my next contest in April imikimi - Customize Your World

Illusive Thoughts
So many images pass through my mind Whenever I speak your name; Without you in my life This world has never been the same. Remembering those lazy days When I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you In your love, and in your smile. Remembering all those times When I looked up to you; How no matter what happened in my life You could make my gray skies blue. Daddy, some days I hear your voice I turn to see your face; Yet in my turning... the sound has been erased. Daddy, who do I turn to for answers? When life doesn’t make any sense; Who will be there to hold me close? When the pieces just don't fit. Oh, Daddy, if I could turn back the hands of time if once more you could hear my voice; I would tell you out of all the dads You were the very best choice. Always know how much I love you And no one can take your place; Years may come and years may go But your memory will never be erased. Tonight, Dear Jesus, as you listen From the Heaven

Sometimes
Sometimes you wonder who will be there In the times when you really need them When you break and fall to the ground And all you need is one good friend What if you reach out to those you love And all of them just turn their back to you When your world seems to come crashing down And all of your hopes seem to just fall through Sometimes you wonder do your friends really care When the day comes you need them will they be there Hello to all I hardly ever ask for help but this will cost you nothing but a few seconds of your time I need 5k in likes to level up so plz just a click is all I ask.. Im having a Happy Hour tonight also and I will be running a raockstar so come get ya some points.. Thank you all in advance much love Heather

Self Reflection
So after reading my blog I realized that it was incomplete. I talked about my attraction issues now I have to flip the coin, just like I always seem to pick the ones that arent attracted too me I am getting hit on by women that I am not attracted too. So it must be a universal thing. So never mind we all seem to have that problem and it hasnt been figured out yet and probably never will. SO I continue on being shot down and having to shoot down. Am I shallow to want someone who stimulates me visually as well as mentally. I know right off if you catch my eye the hard part is finding out if the inner you is as beautiful. I am a realist, a relationship wont work if you dont have both if those parts. Visual and mental. But thats how I see it. Like it or not that me... So sometime I sit and reflect on my life and my wants and desire. What am I attracted too? What is attracted too me? AFter this many years I have found out what those answers are just trying to figure out why those an

Awards!!! Fu Luv!!
=== '~Twaune The Godfather * Fu-Luv Bomb Suqad Member* ~ Fu-Owned By Skitz *' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-23 06:11:43'.. > > === '~Twaune The Godfather Presents Happy Hour Spring Break Contest* March 16-22~ Fu-Owned By Skitz *' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-22 17:39:38'.. > >

Always................
I want to share a story with you. I had the opportunity to meet one of the sweetest men ever on here...Cowboy Joe...we never met face to face...but what I knew of him he was a sweetheart and a man that became very dear to me. On March 4, 2008 we fu-married...lol his reasoning for this date was....March...Forth and be Happy....and that I was. I became Mrs. Cowboy Joe (lol) I could have the shittiest day and that man could make me smile. He was just so damn cute! On March 22, 2008, I was informed by a blood relative of his that my sweet Cowboy passed away on this day from natural causes. My heart and love go out to his family. You were all very lucky to have such a great man in your family. He loved you all soooooo much. And as for myself...I feel very lucky to have met him and very proud to have become his Fu-wife, he meant alot to me and I will always miss him. As a tribute to him and how much he meant to me as a friend this profile will remain as being Cowboy Joe's fu-wife...it

Poetry
I am longing tonight to hold you feel your warmth beside me hear your heart beating to listen as you breathe These empty arms ache to be filled lips to shower you with kisses my voice waits to speak your name to whisper, 'I love you' My eyes long to see you smile that sparkle in your eyes they memorized your face so well but the image is more dream than real My heart is heavy tonight memories of you envelope me I long to be with you until that longing is almost pain and my heart can only wonder if yours feels the same. In a time long since passed, two hearts met wearing different masks, true love, each had found, only in death to part, his body given to the ground. True love torn, like a stitch in time two souls parted, without reason or rhyme, will meet again and again, for lives sewn togther never really end. No one can change the circle of life, love, fear, death, or strife for the heart knows what the mind cannot see, long lost loves in m

Pit Bulls
WELL I HAVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU AGAIN!!!! I WON WEEK 2. I HAVE PASTED THE CONTEST BLOG HERE FOR ALL OF YA TO READ. IT GETS KINDOF TRICKY THIS WEEK. PLEASE STAY POSTED FOR MORE DETAILS. THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE!!!! Congradulations to the winner for the second straight week Chevy! I know that there was already talk about this maybe being a popularity contest, but the reason that he won this week was based on the fact that he hit the 15 point bonus. It leap frogged him into first place over 2 of you that had been tied for the lead. The bonus kicker this week was for longest comment. I see many people leaving comments like 'vote', 'nice' and 'pretty' and I wanted to award the person that had a picture left with a real honest and true comment and this was Chevy and he won because of it. I want to also say thank you to Ape for joining and Im sorry he had to exit so quickly. Have fun man. Now, onto the week 3 contest. This week is going to be a little different again. Im going to ass

In Memory Of......
As a very few of you know when I think about things I tend to write them down to sort things out in my head. For the last couple of days for some reason my dear Gram has been running through my mind. She unfortunately passed away 6 years ago. I miss her so tremondously words can not describe how I feel. My life growing up was, well lets just say it was not the american dream. I went through terrible emotional termoil very young. Not very many fond memories of my youth. Hard times, bad expirences to put it lightly. Now I know alot of people had rough growing up years. I am not writing this for pity. I am just leading up to the reasons why my Gram is and will always be my only hero, source of strength, shoulder to lean on and my role model. My mother was very passive, weak and undependable, while my father was just the opposite very strong boarding on angry (who am I kidding VERY angry), mean spirited and abscent for most of my life, which I am not sorry about. For this reason I alw

Me
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

All Me!
Myspace Surveys at WishAFriend.com Myspace Surveys at WishAFriend.com An Uncommon SurveyHow do you find your myspace friends?: They usually find me.Are you addicted to myspace?: Yeah What is your fav brand of clothes?: Don't have a faveAre you married/single?: Going thru a divorce, and engaged to someone else.Do you think you are hot?: Yeah I guess so .How do you spend your spare time?: On the computer or with friends & family.What type of computer do you use?: ?dial up or DSL?: DSLDo you exercise?: YesWhat time do you go to bed?: Around 11pm but I don't have a set bed time.What time do you get up?: Between 7am and 9am If you drive, do you speed?: NopeDo you have road rage?: YepCan you do a back flip on the ground?: Used to Have you ever ridden a horse?: YepWhere do you go on vacation?: CanadaWhat type of exotic pet would you want?: I have a snake...a ball python.What kind of stereo do you have?: DunnoDo you like getting your mail?: Yeah if it's not bills!How

A List Prunning Time I Think
ah well seeing i am not one that just adds for the sake of adding and not to worried about levels i have decided to prine members added that i never hear from or contact ...so if ya wanna be prunned from list just say so .tooo easy fixed just say da word here in comment K yeah just my aussie way ok see if i give a bugger if ya get ya nose outta joint !!!!

Happy Easter
Guys please go and comment on my tattoo my friend entered me in comp. Here is the link, copy and paste it http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1042318&albumid=957225&i=146878335&idx=6 Give me your best please. xxx This is a blog for my cool friends that worked hard to help me win the tattoo comp. Some I did not expect, they surprised me, Ones I thought may have come in never, There was a few others that done a few Thank you, But these worked so hard, And i have never met them in real life wow, Cool friends. But these are cool bunch. Go give hem some love yoou won't regret it. Luv ya guys thank you for working hard for me. MUAH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ♥ Hey Jude ♥ member of Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar This is Jude She was the Host for Tattoo comp. She's Great Friend. ) stargazer21@ fubar This Is Stella, She stayed up all Night and day. Bless her, she worked and worked. I owe her big time for all the effort she put in. She is fab To.Th

Just A Beautiful Disaster
I don't know why I can't find the time to get on fubar! I find the time to get on youtube!! So anywho, this is my first fubar blog and I guess I can talk about the flu! Both my husband and I have been sick for about a week with this crap and it has royally kicked both of our butts! We both go back to work on Monday so hopefully it will be out of our systems 100%! Ok, I am hungry so I am going to go get dinner!! Talk to you all soon! xoxo, Jen

Song Lyrics (they Speak The Truth)
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen so unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall) So o

Happy Easter!!!
Sorry, but this is a general Easter greeting for everyone,I'm bouncing between Drew's contest and mine, so I'm really busy with that and just can't really afford to lose that many comments at this stage in the game...I hope you all understand and have a great holiday...Love, Tina

March22, 08
well this is my first post here, and what do i tell you ? id go into me, but there arent alot of people that could/would care, let alone comprehend just who i am. so... it was brought to my attention that i should make a list of things i love, so here is a partial. in no particular order... the sound of acorns crushing under truck tires on the driveway, the smell of breakfast at my moms, the way my girls look sleeping and how it seems to disguise their internal evil, hot coffee anytime, iced sweet tea, the feel of a puppy's belly when they get all turned over wrestling your hand, my favorite meal which no one really knows except my mom, and ^..^ , of course ^..^ cause damn..... , staying up all night , staying up all night talking, staying up all night because its hard to quit staying up all night when you dont want to not stay up all night with who you are staying up all night with, making someone laugh because you like how it sounds when they do, remembering the smell of tommy

New Flash Pics & Morph's Made For Fubucs
Such as this will only be $2000 depending on pics to be morphed. Yes it's the new in thing....send me links to your favorite pics starting at 1000 fubucs per pic....if I combine a morph with the flash I will have to price accordingly I have a video maker where you can do it by your self in my stash or right here please leave a comment if you do use it

Pic Rate Contest
I am in a photo rate contest on Pebbles n AZ page. Please go to her folder with her newest contest and give me a rate. If she is not one of your friends please Fan, Add and Rate her before you do any rating of her pics. Thanks in advance. CAT She is listed in my friends if you do not have her as a friend.

Another Innocent Girl
Just another innocent girl With just another death wish Just another mascara streaked face Just another broken doll No matter how she dreams Of shining knights and bright lights Of castles in the sky Of happily ever after In the end it’s only a dream In the end it’s never reality. Just the dreams of another innocent girl.

Wat Love Is Really Like
I Love you I love you more than words can say I love you with each passing day I love you with each breath I take I love you since that first date I feel your touch across the miles I hear your voice and it makes me smile I Feel your warm sweet embrace I see you blush as I caress your face You're the air that gives me life You're my shining star on a long dark night You're my life, my love, my soul The one I want forever to hold You're the sand between my toes You're with me wherever I go You're my hopes, My dreams come true And so my sweet I Love You No Boundaries I look up to the stars in the night To guide me home with thier true light To show me the way back to you And a love that is very true I look to the sun in the morning sky As i think of you my love and sigh Missing you more than words can say But loving you still with each passing day I look to the Earth that gives us life Knowing someday You'll be at my side And we'll share a lif

Easter
So, as a Wiccan, what do I think about Easter --Ostara -- Spring or The Vernal Equinox Also known as: Lady Day or Alban Eiler (Druidic)? Well, considering that most Easter traditions actually began as pagan rituals, I think Easter is okay. Obviously, I’m not celebrating the death and resurrection of Jesus. However, did you ever wonder why we have bunnies and eggs at Easter? They don’t exactly have a whole lot to do with a crucifixation. When early Christians began spreading their new religion to the local dwellers, the best way to do this was to incorporate local customs into the new religion. Each spring, locals would have a goddess festival. The actual goddess varied from town to town - some places used Aphrodite, some Astarte, some Ostara, some Eostre… you get the idea. Usually it was the goddess of fertility and rebirth. Her symbols usually included a rabbit (fertility) and brightly colored eggs (rebirth). When Christians began incorporating these things into the

Coley
""If one day you feel like crying, call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk or how close you are and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Did you know... There are 20 angels in the world, 10 are sleeping, 9 are playing, and 1 is reading this. Send this to 10 friends including me. If you get Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsYEP YE

Lost Girl
You use me, confuse me, abuse me. I’ve got the bruises on my skin [perfect proof]; and I’ve got your tender lips kissing away the pain, whispering sweet nothings. You embrace me, forgive me, love me. Somehow it’s all my fault but I’m back in your good graces. Gentle caresses, compared to steel fingers [a flawless imprint on my skin] You coerce me, force me, strike me. You are a vengeful angel, devastatingly beautiful in all your fury. [mistakes made cannot be undone neither mine nor yours, my love] Sincerely signed in death, (a lost girl)

To All My Friends/family/fans
Okay people... LISTEN UP.... DJ Xtasy is still in SC... she has asked me [her little sister] to take over her page for awhile.. which means ill be doing all her dirty work.. like reading pic comments, accepting friend requests, posting blogs. yada yada yada........ if you have ANY qustions just message me on DJ Xtasys page and ill be more than happy to answer them....

Stars Song
Anyone who ever held you Would tell you the way I’m feeling Anyone who ever wanted you Would try to tell you what I feel inside The only thing I ever wanted Was the feeling that you ain’t faking The only one you ever thought about Wait a minute, can't you see That I…

Help Please :-d
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Is This Heavan Or Hell
we are stuck here on earth with two options love or hate.you have a choice in who you hate but not in who you love.so is that our hell,when we fall in love and it all fails and leaves us alone and sad.A broken heart is the worst pain you will ever know.To love and be loved is the best feeling in the world. that longing for his arms around you,the feel of his tender kiss that is the heavan awaiting us.so are you living in heavan or hell

What A Pretty Day
I had a real shitty day yesterday but in the end the person that hurt my feelings came over and apologized and we hugged and forgave. Men sometimes say things they don't mean or say the stupidest things without realizing what they are saying may be slightly insulting. When I told him he made me cry, he was shocked and didn't even know what he had said. You move on and get over it. I later got an email from him asking if he could make it up to me and I responded with "you better". Think he might get the hint? I walked on the treadmill for the 3rd day in a row. Even without my cheerleader....where are you cheerleader? lol I walked 2.5 miles yesterday and 1.6 today. I just need to keep up the habit. I am sore but it is very manageable. I also got my hair cut and colored today. I needed a trim and some shape to my hair since I have been letting it grow. I had her add one blond streak in it from underneath so it just peaks out if I want it to. Kind of sexy. I took so

Shoutbox Ignorance... Lol
texascount...: hi are you single? do you like to talk on the phone? do you have yahoo messenger? what's your id? can you please answer all 4 of my questions please? Ummmm, is it not in my name if I am single or not??? I am thinking if it says "Girlfriend of *Big E*" I would say that is my boyfriend and I am NOT single and if he could read the profile would tell him the rest lmao -------------------------------------------------- strokerace35: Are you for real? Have you read your profile? Come on... do u think it typed itself lmao Apparently he didn't since he requested an add. -------------------------------------------------- I am sure there will be more to come from the clueless ppl, or maybe this will make them think twice... ok, nevermind, it won't lol Hoping to get some good ones from the sweet hearts =-)

Sports Fans
OK here is my picks for the top 5 QBs leading into this years draft. 1.Brian Brohm 2.Chad Henne 3.Joe Flacco 4.Andre Woodson 5.JD Booty A year ago I got my Ex GF of 2 years pregnant I was a lil scared at first but then I got used to the idea and for 4 months was happy and ready to be a daddy then something happened that hurt worse then anything in the world she had a misscarrage and I was devastated I could barely live it was hard and I just had to act like it didnt hurt though because I had to be strong for her well it is a year and 3 months later and I still feel the pain. It doesnt feel like I will ever get over it.

Short Love Stories
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I went through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen. God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids. Set out their school clothes, feed them breakfast, packed their lunches. Drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping. Then drove home to put away the groceries, Paid the bills and balanced the checkbook. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1 P.M.and he hurried to make the beds,do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor.

In The End
The pain seems to deepen within, Not a single day I don’t miss you. Thinking of you, Shedding the tears. Everyday without you, An added wound. Every moment without you, An added death. I ask myself, How much I could possibly love you. I look within me, For the answer to the question why. But yet I find myself stretching out, For you and your love. I miss you I wish you could see. In the end, it’s each of us against our own demons Fighting our addictions, our nightmares, our secrets, our fears and our sins I’m insignificant and my thoughts are expressed on composition paper Nothing more My dreams can’t fly on broken wings They won’t heal surrounded by insecurities, hesitation, and confusion

Sam's Place
I'm beginning to think that it's all an inevitable cycle, and sometimes before the seasons change from being in love and learning to being in love and being comfortable that sometimes people just give up. We all have fears and dreams, and sometimes the fears we have keep of from believing that what we've got in front of us is really what we want or what we need. I'm just at this point now, where it just seems silly to even think that my life is going to come together. I've got myself back on track, I've got my priorities straight, and now I've been left behind again. I want to believe there is someone out there for me, but so far I just haven't been worth it to anyone. I haven't had the effect on someone else's life as they have had on mine. It's hard to describe, but my heart feels blank. It's not empty or broken, just blank. I want to feel loved,. I want to love. And up until this week I had that. I felt complete, and now i just feel blank. Now dont get me wrong. I'm happy as can be,

Religion
Religion has convinced people that there’s an invisible man…living in the sky, who watches everything you do every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a list of ten specific things he doesn’t want you to do. And if you do any of these things, he will send you to a special place, of burning and fire and smoke and torture and anguish for you to live forever, and suffer and burn and scream until the end of time. But he loves you. He loves you and he needs money

The Outlaw Torn
And now I wait my whole lifetime For you And now I wait my whole lifetime For you I ride the dirt I ride the tide For you I search the outside search inside For you To take back what you left me I know I'll always burn to be The one who seeks so I may find And now I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn So on I wait my whole lifetime For you So on I wait my whole lifetime For you The more I search the more my need For you The more I bless the more I bleed For you You make me smash the clock and feel I'd rather die behind the wheel Time was never on my side So on I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn Yeah I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn Hear me And if I close my mind in fear Please pry it open See me And if my face becomes sincere Beware Hold me And when I start to come undone Stitch me together See me And when you see me strut Remind me of what left this outlaw torn Hear me And

My Dear Friends
Just wanted to let my friends know that due to some personal reasons i will be gone from here for a while. dont know how long it will be for. want to say that ive made some wonderful connections here that i dont want to loose. you can feel free to still show me love on here or for those of you who have my conacts. i would really love to keep in touch with you. if you dont, if you want them, just ask. I ask that if you have a free minute or sec, just say a short prayer for me. its been fun and real. hope to talk to you all soon. and if not, like my man Ozzy says, "I'LL see you on the other side"

Gun Control
A LITTLE HISTORY ON GUN CONTROL In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated ------------------------------ Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Uganda es

Thoughts Of A Squaw
Trace your fingers on my lips can you feel the unspoken words there? Trace your lips against my curves, can you taste the passion you ignite there? Trace your finger tips along my face and look into my eyes, let yourself get lost there Place your body up against mine, let’s just stay this way for all times, Baby, I don’t ever want to leave here Make sweet love to my body, lace your fingers through my hair, flame my passion for I want to feel your body upon mine Feeling your warm breath as you lovingly kiss every inch of me, leaving me breathless, making me ache with a pain that only you can take away Joining our bodies as one, letting our passion inflame as my body aches With needs that only you can feed for all times Sweet release, light sheen of moisture clinging to our skin, we’ll never cease to be amazed by the love and passion we still ignite everyday and every night Baby, when we are done, we’ll catch our breath and see that we’ve o

Moving Forward
Big decisions to be made. I have no clue what to do, have no where to go. So, ive been given an ultimatium, to fix it or move forward. I am goin to move forward, because its not what I want or where I want to be. But I have done my wrong. So its time to do something about it, for me, my kids, my life. Time to make ME happy, So ive been told anyway. have been told I can not make any1 else happy unless I am happy. So I guess Its that time. I have not been happy in many years. So much tension in house. So many lies, games, not only to her but to myself. The kids have seen enough, been through enough. It's gonna be a hard and the way it seems very lonely road ahead. I have ached for My one for so long, I do not see it happening. I have made good friends here, have made some enemies. Im close to quite a few but so far away from many. So far away from the one I ache for. She's only a dream, so I move on w/o knowing who or where she is. So, I go back to being the outlaw torn.

This Is Awesome
I would like to change my background and layout. How do I do that. I can't find the area I need to go to to make the changes. Anyone have the answers? Please let me know. Thank you. Hugs, Wild Angel I have added a bunch of new pictures to my site, since my friend Kat1114 gave me a VIP for the month. Don't be shy and come and rate them. I would love to get my overall rating up from a 10.07 to something higher. It's been there forever...lol So if you can and would like, please rate them 11s....wish I could afford a Auto 11 to get it done myself....Help a friend if you can. Hugs, Wild Angel To all my dear friends, I won't be on much because my motherboard is messed up and I can't afford another computer right now. Only on when I am at my friends house. I have not left you and you can still rate and fan me as well as ask for my friendship. I will be back as soon as I can. I am going to miss you all lots. Hugs and kisses, Trish

Dumb Ppl
ok everyone ive added over 165 new pics and 100 new stash come on come rate some or all need help in point dept http://fubar.com/love88_07 < (dumb aZZ of the week award)god you gotta love dumb ppl who rate u a one then you look at them and go wtf

Just For Me!
It’s my tattoo, I didn’t do it for you Don’t go telling me it’s sexy That’s not what it’s about You weren’t even on my mind When I went out there to find My own identity It’s my tattoo and there’s nothing you can do You can wear me out emotionally Leave me crying in the dark Put me at the bottom of your list And expect me to be here when you return But you can’t have my body, not anymore You put me in a minivan honor roll bumper sticker on the back A pack of wet wipes in the glove box Ketchup fingerprints on the windows A pile of happy meal toys stuffed between the seats I’m done with all of that No more taking care of everyone but myself, I have a life to find, an identity to build And a brand new tattoo on my hip My tattoo isn’t sexy, I didn’t put it there for that It’s all about me, something you know nothing about About me being me finding my identity You’ve taken everything I have to give I’ve been a daughter, sister, wife and momma It’s

My 1st Fubar Blog
Killing this good ole boy. Oh what I wouldn't give for a swimming pool. When does the fall season begin?? We had my 2 little nieces,ages 3 and 5,birthdays yesterday on top of the mother's day bbq. 4 kids and 1 uncle wanting to please both nephews and nieces. Sooooo tiring,yet fun fun. Kids...gotta love them!! :) First I wanna give a shout out to my grama who turned 75 years old today. Then I'd like to say hi to my little niece,Brianna. Had a great time hanging out with her today. She is the cutest,sweetest baby girl. Uncle Jake Loves her ever so much. :)

..buddie...
i just got a dog...a yellow labrador retriever..tons of energy..(he is kickin' my azz)..... for the last 10 years, i have had cats..and understand them for the most part being around them for so long... i really have no idea what a dog thinks .... they say, some people are "cat people" and some people are "dog people"... for those of you that are "dog people"..what is the difference..... what is some advice on how to start to think like you?.... THIS IS "BUDDIE"..he's my LUVEABLE PUP!... * He's in Cutterbum's "Pimp your Pet" contest and he needs comments and a rate... **

My Muse
Your words don’t make me weak It doesn’t matter what you say I can choose to take it or leave it To ignore or believe it Your smile doesn’t hold the charm That it used to when we met I can choose to take it or leave it To ignore or believe it Your presence doesn’t make me melt Although I remember how that once felt I can choose to take it or leave it To ignore or believe it But your eyes still hold the secret To that deep place in my soul I could never ever leave it I can’t help but believe it When I look into your eyes you own me My passions are revealed to you only I can’t take it, but I can’t leave it Even now I can’t believe it Your eyes are the key to everything in me You have my heart with no effort at all I can’t take it, but I can’t leave it I know you don’t believe it You can take it or leave it, I wish you would believe it Tauri Athena copyright April 2007 Who the Hell are you? And Who are you trying to be? You walk in a room

Ashley Fake On Fubar
THE PERSON BELOW "ASHLEY"IS A FAKE USING PHOTOS CLAIMING TO BE HER STOLEN FROM A 18 YEAR OLD PORN STAR "MEGAN" CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS WISELY SHE EVEN TRIED TO GET PHOTOSHOP SALUTES APPROVED THAT STAFF DELETED. THIS IS A PHOTO FROM HER MANY PHOTOS SHE HAS NOTICE THE TATTOS OVER THE SHORTS "THE SAME TATTO AS MEGANS.SAME BELLY RING THE PERSON BELOW "ASHLEY"IS A FAKE. SHE IS USING PHOTOS FROM MEGANQT.COM A PORN STAR. SHE EVEN TRIED TO PASS OFF FAKE SALUTES STAFF DELETED. BE YOUR OWN JUDGE CHECK HER OUT AND MATCH THE PHOTOS WITH MEGANS, i think she has since made her profile private viewable by friends only. but you can still see her photos here unless she has you blocked http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1529283 Ashley~Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club~@ fubar

The Shroud Of Turin Still Mysteriuos
There are very few Christian relics as important and as controversial as the Shroud of Turin. This linen cloth, measuring about 4.4m by 1.1m (14.4x3.6 feet) holds the concealed image of a man bearing all the signs of crucifixion. Scientific tests have proved that there are blood stains around the marks consistent with a crown of thorns and a puncture from a lance to the side. In a new documentary, we have been given intimate access that no other broadcaster has had before. Until the 1980s, millions of Christians around the world believed the Shroud to be the burial cloth of Christ. Put simply, it meant that for millions of people the Shroud was, in effect, a Polaroid of Jesus' death - a snapshot of the defining moment in Christianity. It put the Shroud in a league of its own in the realm of the most important Christian relics. But in 1989, the significance of the Shroud seemed to evaporate after a radiocarbon dating test pronounced a stunning verdict - the Shroud of T

And Then We Said Goodye
It was getting late and we hadn't spoken a word to each other in about three hours. Looking at you, out of the corner of my eye, I can see the emptiness and loneliness on your face. As we watched reruns of 90210. "It's getting late, maybe I should go." I say as I sit up. "Okay" you say standing and stretching, "I'll walk you out" So hand in hand we walk to and out the door, still not saying a word. Our hands are barely holding each other and it just symbolizes how far apart we grown over the last couple months. Most couples grow closer together, but we have against odds, drifted further apart, almost like strangers now. Once to my car I turn and put my arms around you, and you throw your arms around my head. I lean down and gently we kiss, though we couldn't be further apart we still feel an obligation top kiss goodnight. Both of us knowing, this is our last. But neither one of us saying it. "So I'll call you tomorrow?" I say with uncertainty. You frown and say "Sure" One last hug as I

Life Is Good
Your Chemistry Test Results Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as wel

Contest For Friends Or Me:
Life is wonderful when you're truly in love. You always have wonderful thoughts of the person in your head when you're apart and can become alone with them in a crowd. There is excitement within when you know you are going to see the person you love. Their love gives you comfort when you are apart. When you have a best friend, your heart is full of happiness and joy. You want to be with that person for every occasion and can't wait to tell them all about your day when you can't be with them. A person you want to be with for big events and the person you want to be with in silence. A friend is the one you want with you during the good times and the person you need for the bad times. A best friend is the one person that knows everything about you, your gifts and your faults, and still loves you unconditionally. The one person you trust with all of your thoughts. When two people meet and have a sexual attraction, every look produces that melting feel

Back In Hell....
i hate germany sooo much it hurts. for the past 3 nights i have had a dream where i hurt myself, just so my husband wont have to deploy next week for 15 months....i would never do this because of my kids, but im going crazy right now. an in one week ill be all alone over here :(

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The Ultimate Bad Girls Club: These Ladies Are Hot
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Just Another Blog...lol
Why? Why do we have meetings to discuss meetings that we already had. So why do we have to ask why things are so messed up and why dont we just do sometjing about it instead of sitting around and doing nothing to change how things are???

Work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so I'm working now and have decided to take out my rantings from or about work here. So if anyone cares to say anything here be my guest to for I dont care Im just using this as a way to vent after work lol. I've got a full time job at a Flying J truck stop. I am currently the person thats mid shift break person for the other employees in the fast food area of the place. Dont get me wrong I happen to like my times alot. Just the fact that when it is time for my to have my break I dont get it till almost an hour before i leave for the night which really sucks. Last night was busy I understand that but what I dont understand is the fact that all the prep that I was able to get to was for the next day and ended up being used up before i even got the change to leave work. I almost passed out on my feet last night from lack of food, caffine and nicotine. But also not sleeping well lately hasnt helped. Thus last night a manager came out and gave me my break then my co workers his br

Blueeyes
Strangers on a Train A scientist gets on a train to go to New York. His cabin also has a poor farmer in it. To pass the time the scientist decides to play a game with the guy. "I will ask you a question and if you get it wrong, you have to pay me one dollar. Then you ask me a question, and if I get it wrong, you get ten dollars. You ask me a question first." The farmer thinks for a while. "I know. What has three legs, takes ten hours to climb up a palm tree, and ten seconds to get back down?" The scientist is confused and thinks long and hard about the question. Finally, the train ride is coming to an end. As it pulls into the station, the scientist takes out ten dollars and gives it to the farmer. A redneck family from the hills was visiting the city and they were in a mall for the first time in their life. The father and son were strolling around while the wife shopped. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny, silver walls

Random
In May 2003, 5 years ago, Mother's Day fell on the 11th and the 14th was a Wednesday. This year, Mother's Day also falls on the 11th, and again May 14th falls on a Wednesday. This May 14th, my oldest, my baby, my "clone" as people call her, will turn 5 yrs old. I'm sure this isn't really odd, but funny how things are exactly the same, yet so different. 5 years ago today I was pregnant, sick as a dog from being pregnant, in a relationship with someone who treated me like shit yet I somehow still stayed with him, out of desperation, or what I thought was love, or maybe for lack of better things to occupy my time with. At war with my family. Having on again/off again speaking terms with my mother. Who I didn't speak to that mothers day bcuz of the ways in which she chose to live her life. Now, I'm not pregnant, I have 2 beautiful little girls, who I raise on my own. The piece of shit from 5 years ago is still a piece of shit, I'm in no relationship. I'm falling back into

Friends Of Fubar
im here posting this to see how many people on here are friends to see who is just here for the point or who really want to chat some time. if your a friend hit me up if i dont hear from you i am going to remove you from my list.

The Dahmer Effect
the reason we are here is to be us to not be fake but to truly just let go and show are true colors so we can live life free and unburdened but it dont happen like that cause we are human where have i been and why did i just find out about this i feel like my eyes have been opened and i've seen the light hala fuckin luyah!! Besides that i got a question i want you all to think about?! What is the true reason we're here ifany one thinks they have clue tell what you think but to let you in on a little secret i know more than i'll ever tell!! HAHAHAHAHH!!

Hmm
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Stomach Flu
Been fighting this nasty strain of flu thats going around now for four days!!!!!!!!!!! spent the other day hugging the toilet bowl all day, now day 3 of crapping through a screen!!!!!!!!! very little solid food( and its dry and bland at that), and worst of all NO COFFEE!!!!!!!!!! can handle not having by bed time brew but need my F'N CAFFIENE!!!!!!!!! oh well cant be sick forever right?

Quotes
Quote of the day, one of my favorites - "Life is made up of sobs, sniffles, and smiles, with sniffles predominating." O. Henry An excerpt from a book I am writing... Sometime in my adolescence I started noticing the feminine form. Or at least I thought so. I fell in love with the curves and how they made a dress move and gave jeans life. Sometime in my adult hood my ideas of what a woman was did a complete reversal. And that’s when, for the first time in my life I really saw the feminine form. The true feminine form cannot be seen in a photo, in an art gallery, or in any movie of any rating. To see the true feminine form you have to look farther than you have before, deeper than most people care to look, and all while holding your breath. It starts deep in the soul of a woman, riding on waves that we refer to as “charm”, and is always present, even on her worst day. It’s often missed despite filling rooms and often misunderstood despite be

Radio
I am Promo for the HOT , Rocking Radio , Solid Rock Radio, we have live DJs 24/7, new listener request go to the top of the list. request anytime. If you would like for me to put a radio in your lounge please contact me. The DJS are Awesome !!!! We have old to new rock . thank you for your time

Changes In Latitudes...
Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

Just Something
what do you do when someone says i love you? Your heart melts and you fall into a lil love blackout. What if the i love yous stoped coming and the mixed emotions start You wonder what is goin on, jump to conclusions, but hold off. What do you do when you love someone and have strong feelings fro someone else? Your heart gets you confused and sometimes make the wrong mistake What do you do when someone says i love you? The mind wonders and wonders for hours or days Not knowing what to do. The one you love sends mixed signals and the one you have feelings for treats you like your the greatest gift. Mind has to wonder why the heart and soul would leave you in such a problem. So what do you do when someone says i love you? You never know when it comes to relationships. I have been in many that dont work. Ones that leave you wondering and broken hearted. Some where the guy pushes you away and says he is afraid to get hurt. Yet, at the same time says he unde

Houston Traffic
About 29 years ago, I lost something as precious to me as life itself. A son No, he didn't die. But it was just as bad, but I knew he still existed, and was alive. For extenuating reasons that will remain untold, I couldn't locate him. The last two days have been like a whirlwind. My son found me. As I was always certain he would. And now, he's coming home. I am simply awe struck. If you can imagine loosing a baby, the hell that fact becomes in your life. And the hell you imagine your baby going through,wondering about you. Regardless of who was right, and who was wrong way back when, a large part of my soul is coming home. I have been blessed. You know, since I cover an area roughly bordered by Louisiana (I do make runs into Louisiana for certain customers at times) down to Corpus I drive a LOT. I'm talking like 30-40k miles a year. The one place I dread to go is where I live :-) Think of it as inside Houston's outer loop (Beltway 8, and the worst places (besi

Pimpout Corner
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Child Abuse Part 2
Okay so I have been doing alright lately. Im so tried of all the bullshit though that my ex brother in law is trying to pull. So my niece had a red mark on her arm and it was from a stamp that was rubbed off. No he thinks its child abuse and even it was a bite mark from my nephew why would CPS be called anyways bec hello thats what kids do..All I know is if my sister ever has to go to court for anything I will be there 100% and I hope he never gets any rights now of his kids bec he doesn't deserve a damn thing to do with those kids. As I know of he is the dirt on my shoes bec he doesn't want anything to do with those kids he just wants to see my sister fail in being a single mom so he can take the kids over. He is a piece of SHIT!!!! THIS IS WHAT HE WROTE A MUMM ABOUT THE OTHER DAY: we just received Christmas photo's from my ex wife. I have had emails in the past about possible abuse. My oldest with her is being held back in kindergarten because of his behavior. In this photo my da

Sheriff Joe
SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of pris oners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. The prisoners get the benefit of about $0.28 an hour for working, but most would work for free, just to be out of their cells for the day. Most of his budget is for utilities, building maintenance, etc. He pays the prisoners out of the fees collected for adopted ani

Mr.pain At His Best...lol
http://apps.facebook.com/dopecity/hellYeah.php?o=642920290 LIKE THE PIC'S THAT ARE SKETCHED BELOW? IN ORDER TO RECIEVE A SKETCH YOU MUST ADD ME AND FAN ME AND YOU HAVE THE CHOICE OF EITHER RATING ALL PICS AND STASHES OR TO MAKE LIKE EASIER YOU CAN TRANSFER 10,000 FUBUCKS. chris wreaks.aka.mr.pain~N.W.O~• Jersey DJ Scooby Doo Kizzmecwby197 well iam sitin at home on sunday mornin its 2:34am waitin for my wife to call me but i think she is sleepin and thinkin about alot of things we are not together right now but iam tryin so hard to get to her you see she is in the usa and iam in canada and at this time i cant get to her but she is goin to come see me soon i hope!!!!!!! You see she is the best preson in the world NO joke she is and we will be together soon i hope it is verey hard right now b/c she works all day and i work all night so we get to talk like 5 min a day if that so the only thing we have is myspace to talk so baby (chris

My Poetry
A Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SO

Alone
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE AND GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF TO THAT ONE PERSON.. THAT ONE PERSON WHO U THINK LOVES U MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF...U KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE ROUGH TIMES .. AND U ARE WILLING TO WEATHER ALL THAT..BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT . U STAND UP FOR THEM AND THEY DON'T IN RETURN.. U ARE HURT AND U TRY TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN.. THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE AGAIN.. I AM ALONE .. COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY ALONE..I AM LOVED BY MANY AS I AM A TRUE AND HONEST PERSON . I MAKE FRIENDS AND I TRY HARD TO KEEP THEM.. I HAVE A SELECT FEW WHO I CHERISH DEARLY THEY KNOW WHO THERE ARE... I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS I WILL NEVER FIND THAT PERSON FOR ME .. I THOUGHT I DID BUT THEY ARE LOST TO ME FOREVER AND I AM RESIGNING MY SELF TO BE ALONE ..SO THEREFORE .. I AM ALONE.

Auction
COME BID ON ME IF YOU WANNA OWN ME http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=860962&albumid=920659&i=471991562&idx=12 im offering whatever you want as long as it can does not include real money annnd nothing in the pimp folder for gifts. If you win choose 10 items for istance all pics rated, nsfw pics, cam show, phone call, cruch for a month, drink every day for a month, 10 comments on pics, crush for a month, name in heading, add to yahoo, and others if you can let me know ok bidding starts at 15,000 ok so ill hope you participate.

Web
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/lancashire/7316601.stm we walk in the planet of the apes... please share your thoughts and opinions here, after reading this needless tragedy. thank you Well this was sent to me on one of the websites i log onto from a friend, I found it to be funny and sad at the same time, what do YOU think ? 40-ish..............................49 Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends Athletic............................No boobs Average looking.................Ugly Beautiful...........................Pathological liar Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure..............On medication Feminist............................Fat Free spirit..........................Junkie Friendship first...................Former slut Fun..................................Annoying Gentle..............................Dull New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded...............

Show Me Love :-p
hey guys my name is anahi i would like to show you one of the most amazing lounge on fu land the mile high club prepared to be amazed reasons why you should pass by the lounge *come show me some love hehe *play poker with us *great music *great peeps *fun loving place *unique *sexy one in a million click on the link and prepared to be wowed http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=

Don Imus
Don Imus' 'Nappy Headed Ho' comment was just voted by the Global Language Monitor as the years most politically incorrect statement. I thought it was just bigoted, myself. What do I know? Anyway, he was also declared by the same editorial idiots to be a "Shock Jock". THAT deserves comment - calling this doddering, misanthropic, self deluded old fool a shock jock is like calling a Merry go Round a thrill ride. Just sayin.......

Looking
That I have intimidated some very young and less experienced Masters. To you I say you are not so secure in your relationship or feel you need to deny or control what you only think you have. Sorry but if that is true you need a better outlook and better Mentor.

Easter Break
Just to let you all know that I will not be online for a couple of days as I have my parents coming to visit me. I have not seen them since August last year. I still hope that you carry on showing the love that you show me. Have a great Easter all & I will be back on Monday, Luv Di aka PiNkLaDy xx SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Love For A Woman
Love for a woman Comes in so many ways It is always so specail When shared between two It can come on so strong an yet be so true When ones soul can meet with anothers There is nothing that can be so specail It can take one look Or even a thousand words But when it hits so fierce an feels so right there can never be another to replace it from that first night when you met thru the tought of your first kiss the memories of your first touch when you place her hands in yours through the sparks that can come together in your mind from that first romantic evening an to beable to hold her in your arms forever

A Soldiers Mind
In a soldiers mind passes alot of thoughts what am i doing here an why did my friend have to die but then the thoughts apear look at all these families that are being helped for the selfless sacrifice of one great man another childs dreams may come true an so many others may flourish an learn to love in a world full of harm one step is all that we can do we may not be here for long but we have the oppertunity to help so many others with a simple prayer to bring them closer to christto a simple bite of food so they might live another day an to be able to see that they are so thankful for what little we can do puts a soldiers mind at rest we are all sorry for the great loss one family has gone thru but to know what they have accomplished an what he died believing in we thank him for doing his best an he will liveon thru the great memories we will all now hold. Somewhere there’s a man Thinking of his child Wanting to hold his wife He may be thousands of miles away But his family is

A Fathers Love
A faters love for the child he now holds is greater than life an just as bold not always showing through the hard times an disiclpine he must now intrust only preparing his young for the great life ahead only wanting them to have the best in life an wishing had more to share from his first time throwing the ball to his first day in school a fathers love shinning an guiding the way always wishing he could create a better life to give an hoping his life could be better prepared for the hardships in life he will someday hold a fathers love can hold thru the deepest walls an greatest of distance inbetween hoping his child will always know.

Bored... Gets Me In Trouble...
Just sitting here listening to dogs meander around the apartment and kids trying to go to sleep. Hubby is at work and I'm wondering how I can keep myself awake for another 3 hours... hmmm... internet surfing and bored... gonna find something to get me in trouble.

My Feelings Inside
If there's one face I want to see, so cute, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special friend, my world, my life, my heart and soul. my feelings inside are shattered an full of confusion shatteredapart from my own decisions thinking of you ech day brings a tear to my eyes from the silky brown hair to the glow in your smile when i dream of you at ngihts end i never want to see you go away making me feel so empty inside from the thoughts of never holding you bye myside not knowing how to lot you know how i feel i hold up my walls from lotting you see never taking the chance affraid of what may be.

Rules Of Chocolate
The Rules of Chocolate If you get melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly. Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want. The problem: How to get two pounds of chocolate home from the store in a hot car. The solution: Eat it in the parking lot. Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal. It'll take the edge off your appetite and you'll eat less. A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place. Isn't that handy? If you can't eat all your chocolate, it will keep in the freezer. But if you can't eat all your chocolate, what's wrong with you? If calories are an issue, store your chocolate on top of the fridge. Calories are afraid of heights, and they will jump out of the chocolate to protect themselves. Money talks. Chocolate sings. Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger. Why is t

Real People
I have been online a long time. And have chatted in many places. I think of all the places I have been, fubar takes the prize as far as phony people. Dont get me wrong, I have met some very sweet, down to earth people here. But when the phony ones come out, they take a prize! Problem is, I can see right through them...and I can talk their shit as well as they can, from all the experience. Im not in any way fake. What you see is what you get. And if you dont like what you see...its your loss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im probably one of the most honest people online, and some people back away. They are usually the ones who can tell I can see through their bullshit. Sorry...if ya werent phony...you wouldnt have this problem with me. I am not pointing this blog at anyone in particular...I was just watching the blasts pop up. And I can tell who is for real and who isn't. I think people should all be themselves online. Because eventually, you will be figured out..and then you begin to make

When Your Just Hiding It
Well today was a good day, and it is because of a certain someone, they know who they are.........we will call her Dimples.......she is the most envigorating woman i have met so far......and yet in such a short time, she and i are very close.....things could not be going any better, and yet neither of us can shout it out well at least i feel that way...... i think the world of her, she is so gentle and kind and appreciates me for me, and all my past and my flaws, and my imperfections.....and yet i have told her some pretty bad things about my past and she did nto RUN....and one thing is she is not able to spread her wings yet anf fly .....time will allow for this i hope....if your reading this i want you to know that i think the world of you. you are a very special woman, and i hope that things pan out for us, and sooner or later (pref. soooner) it will be as we want.....for now i will settle for the back seat...but know this...yoru my front seat woman.......and nothing else will

Trust & Lack Of....
We spend our lives meeting people, making friends, having our first crush, dating, experiencing life. we all make mistakes, we all have sad moments, we have moments we will always remember, the good and the bad. So if someone doesn't want to be with another, even if they thought that is what they wanted. It is their right to say I'm sorry it isn't working and move on. We have to accept those things, and learn from them. Unfortunately their are some people who cant handle the rejection and the heart ache. No one likes hurting anyone, no one who cares that is. We cant always help this though, sometimes we are going to hurt people. That doesn't make us a bad person, is most definitely make us a liar. So why go out of your way making assumptions, deliberately hurting others to make your "point". Ultimately it only hurts one person, "YOU". No one wants to be with anyone who is going to drag out personal information about them, true or false just because they find that your

Meye Viewpoint
I believe you are blessed MyHotComments That is what you are angelbabegirl@ fubar To those that don't care that are here what is your main purpose? Social sites should be social not anti-social. If you do things to offend, you will get offensive responses. If you don't like someone don't talk to them, if someone offends you let them know they have, so a rectification can be enabled. i am a blogger and will always will be, and one day I will create my own Legacy to pass on to my son.

Rannn-dommme
AS LIFE WOULD HAVE IT --------------------- Written By: Shara Stoner Where has the year gone? Where has the time went? At first she was the smallest joy to ever grace the Earth, that made the cutest sound softer than anything I've ever heard. As all children do she continued to grow eventually she was holding her head alone. As the months continued she began to laugh, an coo, and such the personality she began to develop was the sweetest...to meet her a must. A timid child, quiet, calm, happy, and always satisfied slept through the night without a peep. How have I been graced with such a good child? When me myself was the wild, untamed, boisterous one. She continued to grow (as all children must) and she began to roll over and play with us. After a few more months she'd begin to crawl and then she'd fuss when the vacuum or disposal came on. She started pulling herself up on things like the coffee table... and then thats when everything became property

I
You cannot see the tears That streaks my face, Because I need you I hide them from you. You cannot see the pain That is in my heart, Because I love you I hide it from you. You cannot hear the tremble That strains my voice, Because I sing to you I disguise it for you. You cannot know how Much I miss you, Because I do not tell you I deceive you. You cannot see the break In my heart Because I don’t want to lose you I cry silently One day you will understand how much I love you!

Godfather
i want to thank all of u for helpin me get to godfather. im not quite there but will be soon tho. im tryin to get all of u back for helpin but its hard at times. i run outta all rates everyday now. so plz be patient im doin my best. if u think i missed u plz shout me im not tryin to. gotta fubar love all my friends. ty all for yer help..mwahhzzz

Men
most men want some one to be with that will take care of them all the time. well guess what that dose not mean that we set at home 24/7 rasieing ur child cooking and cleaning and be at ur every bek-in-call. U can also get up off ur asses and help out. It is hard now a day to find some one that is kind hearted and will be there no matter what happens. And when we want to go out with our girl friends to have a nite out on the town, dont be askin where we're goin what time we'll be back and who's goin to be there. Ur not our daddy's! And no guys most girls r not high maintance! We just want some one to luv us for who we r not what we look like. U dont judge a book by its cover. But maybe im just old fashion. What do u think ?