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You Know You Are A Female Rider If...
You Know Youre A REAL Female Rider If..... ya know you are a REAL female rider if you have experienced any of this :) 1.you have broke a nail on your clutch or front brake ....... 2.the only perfume you smell like is eu de exhuast....... 3.you have specific riding shoes so you don't have shifter marks on your cute ones ...... 4.your helmet has makeup on the inside of it ..... 5.you take the "windswept" hair look to a level never seen before... 6.you have spent hours trying to untangle your hair after a long day of riding ......... 7.you have tan lines on your wrists from wearing your riding gloves....... 8.you have had mascara in your eyes cause they were watering from riding so fast ....... 9.you have rode up to a restuarant or bar and had to go pick bugs off your face before you could go hang out with your friends........ 10.you have had to pull over to pull up your lowrise jeans cause your crack was showing ....... 11.you have

Bike Hoes Beware! They Are Onto You!
Bike Hoes Beware....Theyre Onto You!!!!! 1.If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your gonna go for a ride go on with the niceest bike hes the one who is least likley to crash and kill you.If he has a nice bke hes prob. been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all gonna laugh at you.Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If your FAT! save yourself some embaressment and us the agrivation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz YOUR FAT BITCH!!!! we can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5.If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsability to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! we have to go first no one else knows how to get where we are going (Right guys ) 7. Showing your tits wi

Forging The Balance
The fire of youth is impetuaous, fearless, and passionate, yet untempered. The passing of winters can bring cynicism, coldness, hardened hearts, and lacking of daring. Fortunately for humankind, there are elders who cherish the passion of youth, tempering it with the wisdom of age. These Wise Ones refuse to cower in the shadows of lost dreams. On their paths, they refuse to bow to hoplessness, refused to adopt the lackluster attitudes of the masses, and stood in the aliveness they saw in the natural world. Only the bold and brave seem to be willing to honor the aliveness they carry. They hold the secret of forging the balance of fiery passion and ageless wisdom. They lead through living and sharing their spontaneous perspective, never especting others to follow. Because they drink the beauty oa all life has to offer, sharing their aliveness and thanks for the that nectar every moment of every day. Jamie Sams

Cabo Trip
I'm Heading to Cabo San Lucas, Mexico in 4 days... and for those of you that have been there.. Greatly appreciated if you can give me some ideas on what or where are the good places to go, eat, or party it up? I've never been there so I'm going for 3 nights, 4 days, so I want to make the best of the time that I am there :) Thank You for all your ideas!!

Halloween
Shadows drift across the moon as darkness clouds my mind A chill seizes upon my bones and peace I cannot find I know not why the darkness brings a scense of dread Old stories rise up from the past and chatter through my head Of maniacs and murderers who's intention is suspect And sorcery is unleashed in ways defying intellect The shadow passes now beyond the moon my heart begins to cheer As creatures snarl from the dark and wait to spread more fear

A Hug For My Friends!!!
ღ♥ A Hug! ♥ღ♥ (¸.•´♥ (¸.•´) ♥.•:**:•.♥ (¸.•´♥¸¸.•¨¯) ♥ღ♥ Relieves tension ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Improves blood flow. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Reduces stress. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Non-Polluting. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Helps self esteem. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Generates good will. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ No batteries required. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Absolutely no cost. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Non-taxable. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Silent performance. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Extremely personal. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Fully returnable ♥ღ♥ (¸.•´♥ (¸.•´) ♥.•:**:•.♥ (¸.•´♥¸¸.̶

I Are Having A Sad!
Why does it seem like every time a guy friend gets a new GF he disappears off the face of the Earth and stops talking to you? Is the GF that insecure she can't deal with him having female friends or is the guy just being a jerk?

What Really Happened Leading Up To The Events Of May 2, 2008
As most of y'all probably know I was arrested may 2, 2008 on the charges of Aggrevated Stalking and Aggrevated Assault. Some of y'all may have even seen me on Fox29 news or in the Hometown News and Fort Pierce Tribune newspapers. Unfortunately, a lot of you have decided it's a fair assuption that since it was in the news that I must really be the kind of onster they attempted to make me out to be.Now since the fact that the state dropped the charges didn't make the news like my arrest did I am on my own to clear my name so Ican quit receiving strange looks from mpeople when I'm mout in public and hopefully reduce the number of people that are intending to kick my ass when they see me because they think I really intended to do what the police implied. Now for those of you that didn't know(hindsight leads e to think that there's more of you then I originally thought) Sarah and I started talking to each other and hangginggg out when I ggot back fro GA back in Feb. Of course, we never se

40 Things You'd Love To Say Out Loud At Work:
40 THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK: 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh ... I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconcepti

Beautiful Disaster
Inside A Mind There Is A Story That Awaits, A Hurt That Cannot Be Explained. Inside A Mind There Are Thousands Of Memories That Are Magical. Inside A mind There Are Screams Of Anger. Inside A Mind There Are Favorites, Enemies, And Love. People tell me I'm Beautiful, and that maybe true!! But on the inside Im a disaster. I'm getting fedup with life and how things are going, I want a change, I want everything to be better. I was a mess for a long time, and was a really mean person. I changed the person I was to someone much better and different, now I want to change everything else in my life. I'm not sure how to show people that I have changed because the more I try to show people the more I get walked on and it makes me want to go back to my old ways. I don't want to be that person anymore I NEVER want to go back to the cold heartless bitch that I was. I honestly would find reasons to fight with the person I was with just so I can go out and do what I want and make wh

Finally
The sunlight is shining, golden. The wind is blowing, making the vines shake, chimes ring. Birch trees talking back to the squirrels. Brown, crispy leaves, curled at the edges, are tumbling across the newly seeded lawn. A grey cloud blocks the sun. I am happy. Fall is finally here.

I Feel Loved,lol
well,with all the shit going on where i live with my evil family,i had one thing today that made me smile like i havent done in weeks. i was bored about 3 weeks ago,,so wanted a book. couldnt find one i havent read 20 times,so i grabbed one of my nephews books,and found it was actually good. well the 9 year old was tickled i liked one of his books,lol. well he was sorry he didnt have anymore by that author but i told him was ok,,,well unknown to all of us,he began looking through the school library for them,and found them,,he comes home tonight full of smiles and come running uop to me,,UNCLE COLIN,,,I FOUND THE BOOKS FOR YOU!!!! lmao,,and he did,so now i have 2 books to read from him,lol(guess ill put the one down im readin now and start on his),lol i know a stupid little story,,but i felt happy about someone i live with finally . so yes people i have a smile going,,haha

Need Ur Help Plz
=== 'Ðj PÎ€®¢€Ð ÐÅmÑåTÏØñ@HÕü§€ Øƒ Ð®€Åm§~R/L B/F and fu married to alexandria~~owner of kallyynn123' wrote the following at '2008-10-02 14:11:09'.. > >Plz help me out and ill help u if u ever need it all I need is a rate and a comment if u have the time so lets get started and ty all that help > > P.S if u are level 5 and under plz do not go to it ty all again > > JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO RATE IT TY ALL > > > > >

Written By Desert_storm_usmc He Shared This With Me & 4 U!
THIS MAN RIGHT HERE DESERT_STORM_USMC All I Did Was Rate, Fan & Requested For Him To Add Me To His Friends List, And Letting Him Know Just Like Any Other Soldier I've Come Across On The Fu! How Strongly I Stand Behind Them. And He Shares This With Me! I'm Deeply Humbled I'm here so you don't have to be. I'm here cause you don't wanna be. I'm here because i wanna be, I asked to. I'm here to do my part, for these people, this country, for my brothers and sisters. I'm here so hopefully your kids and mine won't ever have to see or be involved with war. I'm here so you can see their 1st steps, hear their 1st words, be there for that ballgame and 1st day of school, that b-day, Christmas etc. I'm here to serve my country and defend its freedoms and liberties. I'm here so you can protest and be disrespectful. I'm here for those who have come before me, paid the ultimate sacrifice and for those who are to come. I'm here for those who can't. I'm h

Graphic Contest
< ITS OCTOBER AND SNAKE EYES RADIO HAS A CONTEST FOR ALL YOU GRAPHIC MAKERS !!! YOU HAVE ONE WEEK TO SUBMIT A GENERAL SPAMMER GRAPHIC FOR THE LOUNGE TO ME ( DJ KAK TEASE ) ONCE ALL ENTRIES HAVE BEEN SUBMITTED. WE WILL RUN A CONTEST FOR A WEEK THE GRAPHIC TO HAVE THE MOST RATES WILL WIN THE CONTEST YOUR SPAMMER WILL BE USED FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH OF OCTOBER AND WILL BE FEATURED ON OUR HOME PAGE THE WINNER WILL ALSO WIN A FREE BLAST FOR AND I WILL ALSO USE ALL OF MY 11'S ON YOUR PAGE 2ND PLACE WINNER WILL RECEIVE AND 3RD PLACE WINNER WILL RECEIVE RULES: 1 - YOU CAN NOT ADD YOUR GRAPHIC TO YOUR FU PAGE UNTIL CONTEST IS OVER 2 - REMEMBER THE MOST RATES WIN 3 - SPAMMER IS HALLOWEEN THEME 4 - NO SPECIFIC PEOPLES NAMES, PICTURES, ETC 5 - SPAMMER MUST SAY SNAKE EYES RADIO ON IT, SEE EXAMPLE BELOW 6 - BE CREATIVE AND HAVE FUN 7 - ENTRIES MUST BE SUBMITTED BY OCT 9TH PLEASE CLICK BELOW TO SEND ME A MSG TO JOIN THE CONTEST ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snak

Dating & Rambling
I decided to give this site a try after the umpteenth invitation from various friends. So far, everyone has been really sweet. I'm also dating someone who is a friend and much more. He has an adorable little boy and this talent to make people smile no matter what. The people here have been way beyond generous with ratings and friend requests. I even ran into an old schoolmate. The thing is that I am sometimes a dork and forget to log off or shut stuff down so it might sometimes look like I'm around a lot more than I really am. Note: On some days I would forget my own head if it was not attached. So if you don't get a response, odds are I forgot again. Because everyone was so nice, in a matter of just a few days I've had "friendship", "fan", "gifts", and "ratings" from many of you. The other day when I had to work from home, I tried to return the favor between jobs. The man I am dating expressed concerns citing that he has been a member for more than a year to reach

Friends
Where is the realizm in friends? Are we all just a number here? Can we actaully prove that friends do exsist here or outside our immediate world? I came here hoping to create friends that maybe would actaully be friends. Instead I see that this remains a point system only.... Friends are just 10's or 11's, or just a hotty or equivelant, with no communication, or just a meat rack. Wow. It is amazing to what the world has became, that we consume everyday here with nothing more in mind than to become a 10 or an 11. I have friend swho say there friends in real life and actually show that they are, by being active wether by email or phone and hangin' out. It also can be accomplished as well here. So whats up with people in general. I guess if this is all you want is to be a fictional number and nothing more, ok. I myself prefer real friends and fans, that actually show that, by visiting and or returning often to say.... How are things and such, not just leaving rediculous comments and or ru

Punching Walls Again
coming home today was bliss how good i have gotten at smiling thru the tears. i work through life without your help do you know how fucking hard it is to raise two kids alone? do you know how bruised my fists have become i rage at the walls cuz they are the only things that hear... they hear my tears, they bleed my pain, they cringe at my rage you have no idea the depths of the damage you have caused, nor do you care fuck you fuck you fuck you there is no one else to hear

Plz Read
k heres the deal, ive been around the blok now for quite some time, eather you love me hate me or forgot about me..but hey thats just me. well ive been less than active on fubar as of late but ive decided to jump back in the mix with this new "Top Dudes" thing. Do me a fav and make sure you have my page rated. After work each night ill check my bar tab and re rate everyone who rates me and all that fun stuff..plz repost and have a great weekend.... Jeezy۞NeaNeas Husband۞@ fubar

Love On Pink I Do
Have YOU ever met PINK? If not then YOUR missing out on a very special Lady She was hacked, So get this Gorgeous Lady back to a GodMomma where she belongs. She returns all love and you wont regret having her has a friend, I know I dont *Pink0828* I Got Hacked :( Help Me Back To GodMomma?@ fubar So Fan, Add, Rate Her and BLING her she loves it This ad Approved by Kid SyN@ fubar

Elderly Man
lmao this nurse posted this on a website about stupid people that employees deal with... this one is just funny ---------------------------------- AARP Membership Comes With A Few Hidden Perks Hospital | New Hampshire, USA (I was trying to put a dressing on the arm of a VERY confused but cute elderly man.) Me: “Just hold your arm out so I can wrap this around it.” Elderly patient: *reaches out his arm and grabs my right breast* Me: “Hey! You can’t do that!” Elderly patient: “But I like it…” Me: *laughs

Everytime..
at a point in my life when guilt and regret no longer intensify the surreal and the real - no matter what, i have to tell my story, my struggle, or lack thereof, is yet to be published, and i for one would really like to know how it ends. no bullshit - when i get to the final chapter, and know the true meaning of "the end" i will totally share it with you...and you...but not you... *cries* i wanna be happy, and i wanna see trevor, number 72, play and win and rowan become whatever Dr he decides and morgan not become like his dad... can someone wake me from this nightmare and put me back upright and sober and strong... or not... gotta go - chasin' dreams in SoCal and wishing the nightmares would forget my address.... ( )*( )

Break, Break, Break
English Poetry III: From Tennyson to Whitman.The Harvard Classics. 1909–14. 631. Break, Break, Break Alfred, Lord Tennyson (1809–1892)BREAK, break, break, On thy cold grey stones, O Sea! And I would that my tongue could utter The thoughts that arise in me. O well for the fisherman’s boy, 5 That he shouts with his sister at play! O well for the sailor lad, That he sings in his boat on the bay! And the stately ships go on To their haven under the hill; 10But O for the touch of a vanished hand, And the sound of a voice that is still! Break, break, break, At the foot of thy crags, O Sea! But the tender grace of a day that is dead 15 Will never come back to me. -----------English Poetry III: From Tennyson to Whitman. Vol. XLII. The Harvard Classics, ed. Eliot, Charles William, 1834–1926. New York: P.F. Collier & Son, 1909–14; Bartleby.com, 2001. www.bartleby.com/42/. [Date of Printout].

"satan On Horseback"
Before I begin my latest installment on this running blog, I want to again thank everyone for taking time out of their busy schedules to read and comment on them. I never imagined this blog would grow so popular and as such, you guys, the readers, are pushing me to exceed extraordinary expectations, again many thanks and I hope to continue to provide insight on what is really happening on the ground in this country. As many of you may be wondering what does the title of this chapter entail and mean, i will dive into all the details shortly. As I mentioned we work with local Afghan interpreters, educated young men who have have put their lives and the lives of their families on the line for helping us Americans by providing a service that we could not live without. These individuals represent the best Afghanistan has to offer, and in my humble opinion, will be the way of the future for this country. They will be the future, Senators, Ministers, and perhaps Presidents. Many of them, h

Hackie Sack
Aaaa-men, Brotha Retail | Kansas City, MO, USA (When I was a teenager I worked in a skateboard shop in the mall. I was working with my buddy and we see a loud, filthy group of guys coming down the hall towards our store.) Loud, filthy customer #1: ”You guys sell hackie sacks, the kind with sand in ‘em?” Me: ”Yup, right there.” *pointing* Loud, filthy customer #2: “What’s the return policy?” Me: “Thirty days with a receipt.” Loud, filthy customer #2: ”So, if I shoot this hackie sack with mah sawed-off 12-gauge and run it over in mah truck, you’ll still take it back? HAW HAW!” Me: ”Heh, no. Thanks, guys.” (They leave. All the while, my coworker has been there, arms crossed, not moving an inch, with a cold, dead, angry stare.) Coworker: ”Cousins need to STOP f***ing.” (I’d never laughed so hard in my life.) ---------------------- BWAHAHAH

Animal Writes!
Excerpts from a Dog's Diary...... 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - Oooh, Bath .......Bummer. 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Excerpts from a Cat's Daily Diary. .. Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The o

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CANBERRA (Reuters) - The parents of a 7-year-old boy who broke into an Australian outback zoo and fed a string of small animals to its resident crocodile are likely to be sued after police said the boy was too young to be held responsible. A turtle, four western blue tongue lizards, two bearded dragons, two thorny devil lizards and a 1.8 meter (5.9ft) adult female Spencer's goanna were fed or led into the jaws of a 3 meter, 200kg (440lb) saltwater crocodile named "Terry." Security camera footage at the Alice Springs Reptile Center showed the smiling youngster also bludgeoning to death a small blue tongue lizard and two more thorny devils during a half-hour of breakfast-time havoc last Wednesday. "The fact a 7-year-old can wreak so much havoc in such a short time, it's unbelievable. In my day he'd get a big boot up the arse," center director Rex Neindorf told Reuters by phone. "Police found him, but in the Northern Territory here he can't be accountable if he's under 10 year

Short And Not Very Sweet..
I will try to make this as concise as possible.. Quick question: WHO DO I HAVE TO BLOW, TO GET A DECENT NIGHTS SLEEP???????????? If anybody knows.. Could you please share that information with me, so I can get it over with already. The nightmares, the waking up screaming.. CHRIST!

Just A Music Video
I'm not quite sure why, but I've been drawn into this song. I can't get it out of my head. I just really like the lyrics I guess. And the dude has a somewhat decent voice, for this type of music. Song lyrics | Stop And Stare lyrics

25% Virgin.
To the V-gang Okay, so what you're supposed to do is start at 100%, and then for each statement that's true, bring it down 1%. Don't answer the questions, just count your percentage down. THe percentage you get at the end is how much of a "virgin" you are... emotionally, physically, etc. 1. Smoked? 2. Drank alcohol? 3. Cried when someone died? 4. Been drunk? 5. Had sex? 6. Been to a concert? 7. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob? 8. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob? 9. Been verbally/sexually harassed? 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody? PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91% 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up? 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose? 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before? 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend? 15. Been to prom? 16. Cried at school? 17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store? 18. Went streaking? 19. Given or received a lap dance? 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room? PERCENTAGE SO FAR

Cry Babies
Okay so I can see blocking me if I was mean to you or rude to you, however I have now been blocked by 2 different boys, for not given them enough attention. I think this is very silly and just wanted to laugh at them for being such cry babies. What has this worked come to anyway where you don't have to be mean just uninventive to be banned? HA HA HA

Condom
Well Played, Indeed Fast Food | North Dakota, USA (This is a friend’s experience while working at a popular fast food place on the overnight shift.) Employee: “Thanks for calling, how may I help you?” Customer: “Hi. I came through drive-thru earlier tonight, and there’s something wrong with my food.” Employee: “Um, okay…what’s wrong exactly?” Customer: “Well, I ordered ***, and there was a used condom on the sandwich.” Employee, holding in a laugh: “Sir, that’s impossible. We don’t practice safe sex here.” Customer: “Well played.” *hangs up*

Clearing The Air....
Well, I woke this morning to a couple of messages and hey it's cool we both have our opinion of what is acceptable and not, I though believe in taking care of others that sit there and befriend me. I do fall short just like others, but if called out on it I'm the type that works with that person(s) to resolve it until it needs to be called out before others so they don't fall into the same hole I have!! That being said it's not drama in regards to these blogs it's calling the attention of those like me who kick butt in rating and I have some of the best....they consistently throw their love out with no questions and as do I hope we may get some in return, it's only human. There were a couple such known groups that I kicked the love too such as WWS or the Shadow levelers...seriously when you kick between 500-700 rates to these idiots you would hope to get something. I don't have hundreds just barely over a hundred pics...you get the idea of where I come from. I posted as hav

What Does Your Burger Say About You?
What Your Burger Says About You You are very gluttonous. Even if you're full, you'll still clear your plate. You are a very open eater. You like many types of tastes, and you'll eat just about anything. You are straightforward, honest, and ambitious. You tend to be direct about what you want when it comes to food. You have trouble making decisions quickly. Everything looks good to you... especially at a restaurant. What Does Your Burger Say About You?

Contest
I just entered a comment bombing contest starting at 10 am fu-time on October 4, 2008. There is no time limit, only the first contestant to reach 60,000 comments. Here are the rules! Make sure you follow them or I can get disqualified. Comment Bombing A Must! Self Bombing Too! No Scripting! This Contest Has Monitors Watching And If Someone Is Caught Running Script, The One Being Bombed Will Be Disqualified! My Page Is Set To Everyone, so rate, fan and add me. Please go add him ASAP and then you can help me out! ♣ DjJOHN© OWNER OF CLUB MIXTURE ♣ RECRUITER FOR THE GIT~R~DONE REBEL BOMBSQUAD ♣ @ fubar I will be in a comment bombing contest starting at 10 am fu-time on October 4, 2008. There is no time limit, only the first contestant to reach 60,000 comments. Here are the rules! Please adhere to these, otherwise, I'll be disqualified. Comment Bombing A Must! Self Bombing Too! No Scripting! This Contest Has Monitors Watching And If Someone Is Caught Ru

Dear Tech Support,
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 and noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of new space and valuable resources. No mention of this phenomenon was included in the product brochure. In addition, Wife 1.0 installs itself into all other programs and launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Porn Magazine Stash 3.1, Drunken Boys Night Out at a Strip Club 2.5 and Saturday Football 5.0 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected. I cannot seem to keep wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run some of my other favorite applications. I am thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall does not work on this program. Can you please help me!!!??? Thanks, A TROUBLED USER ------------------------------------------------------------ Dear TROUBLED USER, This is a very common problem men complain a

Fu-slaves Auction Results
FU-SLAVES FOR SALE!!! Auction is closed! Here are the new fu-masters and their slaves. CONGRATS! Don't get too excited...it's just for 1 month lol BLACK WIDOW owned by LarryB for 25 credits bling pack+1 month VIP+7 days blast TOMME owned by Green Eyed Girl for 750.000 fubucks DIANA owned by LarryB for 70 credits bling pack+30 days blast+3 months VIP KING BLAZE owned by Nushy aka NuNu for 3 days blast+600.001 fubucks DJ SYN owned by DJ Achmed for 650.000 fubucks PONYBOY0827 owned by Carolvision63 for 3 months VIP DJ TORIA owned by Photobug for 250.000 fubucks NY 20 owned by KrazyLilQTX for 120.000 fubucks KARMA'S B

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I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Godmothering Party
I having a GODMOTHERING party.... your all invited... i want so badly to be GODMOTHER after a year of being on Fubar and its my time ...So here's what i'm proposing at 10 am tomorrow morning i'm going to activate my auto 11's and for 24 hours would love for everyone one to come by and rate all my pictures... and don't for get major points for you so see you there ..... ♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫ Fu-wife to DjNbK ,Fu-Angel (GM@AcesUp)@ fubar

~ Slow...hot...soft...perfect ~
Slow...Hot...Soft...Perfect Do you ever have those days where your body is alight with passion and you can't help but rub your thighs with the heels of your hands and bite your lips just to keep from showing your need? Yeah, me too. Frequently. At first morning's light, I can feel my skin's heat as if its glowing from within. The sun is soft and light outside and has not yet awaken enough to disturb all that is silence within the safety of my room. The rushing silence only lets in thoughts that linger and press against one another inside my mind. There are times at which my physical self becomes the silent partner and my mind is the one that creates the heat and torrent of lust that I can always whip myself into. I think often of the slip of willing flesh and how marvelous you can feel when your body is taken by silent invasion by me. Every sensory input is the greatest I've been gifted with and I have to admit to myself that sex and sensuality are the things my body and

Why??????????
first i don't like when people mark my pics nsfw...rude and i think they are jealous cause i don't know...just alittle pissed come back from gettin coffee i and i see a few of pics that don't have to do with me got marked...what the fuck....fuck u haters just jealouse...now this pic i have up is safe cause i know what safe and nsfw is .....so i am going to marked this blog nsfw cause i am cussing like a storm here...i am going off but not at anyone ...just blowing steam...i get pissed very easly...lets just say i take after my dad...just made myself smile but still the point is ...i have been to this site before and know what i am doing....so if u think its nsfw then u must be a hater should go back to myspace...where the little kids hang out...this is an adult site...get over it...well why i am on it...i don't give a flying fuck what u rate me...still get points no matter what so...just here for friends and make new ones....if u all don't like it...MOVE ON!!!!!!!!! cause i don't care.

Inspire This
Check it out- I'm tired of the drama around this bitch. Don't come to me with your gossiping, rumor starting, teenage, high school mother fucking bullshit. I don't care who you hate. I don't care if you like me. Leave me the fuck alone. You God damn retards have succeeded in involving me some shit that ain't my style. I'm over it and I'm over you. FUCK OFF AND DIE TWICE YOU IMMATURE CUNTS.

A Horse With No Name
Ok so I have a friend/co worker at work that has recently bought a young 3 year old gelding paint (black & white) horse. He's beautiful but has no name yet. She said I could name him because when I saw him I fell in LOVE with him. So here's my question... Can yall help me figure out a good name for him? He's very special to me and wanna make sure he has the best name he can have :) So if you have any suggestions plz feel free to comment here or leave me an sb or somethin :) Any and all names are taken :) THANKS YALL!!!

Forever
I've known you for only a short period of time, but I feel as if I've known you forever. I tremble with joy at your every touch. The feel of your hand taking mine I want you to hold it forever. I glow with happiness every time you're near. I want you near me now, I want to be with you forever. My knees grow weak in your loving arms. I want to stay there, I want you to hold me forever. My body melts with every kiss you give. Just the thought of your lips on mine - I want you to kiss me forever. My heart jumps to know how much you care. Knowing that it is so much more - I want you to love me forever.

Goodbye,my Love
With each passing day, Your face grew paler Like the white sheets of linen That you used to put on our bed With each passing day Your voice becomes weaker Soft whispers I hardly can hear you Anymore You, the one Always here for me Now, fading away What's left for me For the future So many unspoken words Who should I share with now Tears filled eyes As I bid farewell Goodbye my love Till we meet again Up in the arms of GOD Forever, we be together again

Keep In Touch
I think I am outa here. I just wanted to come make some fun friends but seems like everyone wants bling or gifts....anyway if you want to chat or txt...have fun or just keep in touch send me your cell or email and I will do it off here. no strings attached

Broken... One More Time
I cant believe Im letting a guy nake me cry like this.. WTF! You let someone in, you introduce me to your friends, you tell me that I mean the world to you and that Im ithe best thing thats happened to you in a LONG time and then THIS? I dont understand. Im so fucking hurt and upset right now that I dont know what to say..I get no call, no text no nothing! I think thats got to be the worst part of the whole thing..Not knowing.. As far as I knew, everything was fine..All I ask is for honesty.. Is that too hard? It sucks when you think you are starting to fall for someone that you think feels the same way and then BAM!!! Maybe you didnt have a clue at all.. I feel like the biggest fucking asshole right now.. I guess the bigger the smiles were on my face, the more tears would flow when it all comes crashing down. Men should come with a warning sign that says I WILL BREAK YOU! Cause thats exactly how I feel right now.. Broken

For Him.
I love you. See? That was easy to type. To hear me say it makes you an extremely important person in my life. Have I been abused? Oh my god, yes. No, nothing physical, I fight back. lol. Could it hurt to actually feel the love that should happen between a man and a woman? I know waiting and sifting through does hurt. I’m a real person. Superficiality does not fit into my aura. The people who don’t take the time to realize that I am real and that I have feelings truly upset me. I hold that close to my heart and take it personally. It’s my nature. I live my life the way that I want to live it. I’m not extravagant, fake or untrue. I’m not an easy girl either. I enjoy my friends and family, why would I not enjoy someone extremely special in my life too? I have enough love to give. Especially to that one special man – Where is he? No, I’m not asking for volunteers and I’m not asking for help. I am asking that you don’t play with my heart. I’m fragile.

Still Here After All!
Hi all, it's me again. When I posted yesterday's bulletin/blog entry, I had no reason to think I wasn't gonna be going through one helluva week; but this afternoon I got a vmail from the night shift outfit that they've just laid off a bunch of people. As it happens, I'm now back at my old day job and they've got the overtime I was told I'd be getting at the night shift position, and I get to sleep, so it's not so bad. Anyways, me still here! These, however, still apply: Troy aka The Terminal Bachelor

Helping Those Who Have Auto-11
I have had the pleasure of talking to a few of the higher level fu's and they actually do appreciate all the help that they have been getting but I have also heard that people are starting to get pissy and upset because they aren't getting the help they want in return well you need to stop and remember that those that we are helping are helping others to and they may not have the rates at the moment but I am sure that they will make the trip to your page and return the favor. It is silly to get upset and mad over something so silly like this...you need to also remember your not only helping them to the next level but your helping yourself to get there too....what I am talking about it what the Vic's pay for monthly we non vic's are getting a chance to do for free so what if you don't get rates back your still building your own points an fubucks there is no reason to get mad about not getting rates. If your not careful you watch an see if fubar don't take away the auto 11 and th

Looking For A Recruiter ...apply Within!!
Needs to be somebody that can be on alot!!! This is the requirements of the job!! You can make bulletins or whatever you need to do to spread the word about the Rating Revolution!! Here is the process for putting new people through..ALL THESE STEPS MUST BE FOLLOWED!! Process for taking in new people:::: ALL OF THIS MUST BE DONE BEFORE THEY ARE OFFICIAL!! 1. They must read the blog on the homepage titled "family rules and guidelines". Send them the link in their shoutbox. When they are done they need to comment on the blog stating it has been read and understood!! Do not let them go to the rollcall until they have read and commented on the rules. As soon as they get done with the rules have them message you telling you they are done. 2. Link them to the rollcall...They must rate profile of, fan, and add everybody on the list including the homepage!! VERY IMPORTANT!! They must type in the add request" joining RR" If they are already friends leave profile comment stat

Come Bid One Me
I AM BEING AUCTIONED Click here to BID ON ME!!! CLICK HERE TO BID ON ME!!!! CHECK IT OUT! ~AUCTION~ Join in the fun! OWNED ME! BE MY MASTER!!! Bid some fubucks or Bid a V.I.P., Blast, Bling Pack or Happy Hour.... All bids start at $45,000 fubux.. I NEED YOU!! Click here to BID ON ME!!! CLICK HERE TO BID ON ME!!!!

Please Pray For One Of My Dearest Friends
subject: Pray 4 Me! post date: 2008-10-06 03:45:08 views: 13 comments: 3 ratings: 0 I have diagnosed with moderate cervical dysplasia which may or may not turn into cancer, I've been seeing a Neuropathic Doctor, to see if he can help me with all this. I just don't feel like getting my shit ripped on, they wanted me to go through a LEEP procedure which to me seems like the same damn thing as a Colposcopy so instead I'm trying to heal myself with natural means. Please pray for me in the hopes that this Neuropathic Doctor can help reverse it back to normal. I have done alot of research showing they have done so with many things such as vitamins to build up the immune system to fight the abnormal cell growth. All in all lets just all hope & pray that this will work, cause I'm not looking forward to them ripping on my cervix & or having any other invasive procedures done! I've been trying so hard to quit smoking in which I did for about 12 days & know I can again just with the

What A Monday!
Wow, what a Monday. Started out with me waiting downtown with about 5 other people for a bus, that never came. After about 20 min asked a bus driver from a different bus # if he knew the status of where our bus was. Come to find out the bus route schedules changed over the weekend, there was no longer a bus that went from my stop downtown to the South Transfer Point! So, had to call a cab, call the jail to let them know that I was going to have to deviate from my route because of the bus changes, of course, nobody answered, my ankle is buzzing because I am out of my "zone" allowed to travel, and I am stressing big time on my way to work. Finally stops buzzing after I get to work, never hear anything back from the police, I'm thinking, "Great, little over 2 weeks to go to get off house arrest and I am going to go back to jail, loose my job, loose my appt because of a stupid bus route change!" I called again and left another message, and then finally got a live person at a different #, g

The Saga Continues
As I blogged last friday(http://www.fubar.com/blog/26272), I had to phone up this company about my job. Now some of the anger had faded over the weekend so I was nice and calm and explained the fact I couldn't pay and if there was any way around this. So she's gonna talk to the directors and see what they say. So fingers crossed and hoping for good news tomorow.

Simple Words... Just B Open...
there r alays 2 sides to a storey and sometimes even a 3rd... b4 u criticize and judge a person always listen to to all sides... and please ...b4 u open ur mouth and sream the loudest... always b willing to stop and listen to criticism that comes your way b4 u criticize others

Something Great...
I wanted to say or do something more have yet to eat cause being this my first HH yes presented and owned by me I feel I owed you all much more but its hard to give it all back to everyone or I'd be living on the streets...lol. Today like the past few weeks have been trying...there are many blogs posted by those that don't believe in giving back as I do. You don't realize until you know me it's all about giving back. I spent almost 10 years in the military until it got cut short by my back injury. I spent two years in GTMO, Panama the Gulf and many commands in between. I think sometimes as I stand by I look for the redemption to give back...as a recovered and back again drunk still practicing the principles...it's about giving back. Tonight I may have leveled to Godfather..big thing I know on this site, but it was more for you as I shared what I was freely given my life, time, money and a bling from someone for the Auto 11's. You all deserve the credit and respect.!!!! There

How To Treat A Woman:
Wine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. HOW TO TREAT A MAN: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV.

Sarge's Bad Girls Are Looking For A Halloween Date
Have You Wanted To Date A Bad Girl.. Now Is Your Chance To Date One Of Sarge's Bad Girls. Come Leave Them Your Best Pick Up Line Or Date Idea. They Will Choose Their Favorite Line Or Idea. You Will Get A Minimum Of 100 Rates From The Bad Girl That Chooses You. Here Are The Bad Girls You Can Choose From. HoneyDew's Princess Vamp Morticia Sexy Green Eyes Chaos' Goddess Blueroses Tulsa's Angel Devil's Advocate Ticha aGEM4life Blue Eyed Brat Ecuadorian Goddess MishNumber1 For All The Ladies..You Can Get A Date With The Sarge Sgt. Raider(The Sarge)

Passion
I wrote this just yesturday. Let me know what you think. "Passion" Our hearts racing Our bodies moving together Temperatures rising All because of this passion for each other Our souls connecting, becoming one Experiencing this extrordinary thing called love Our eyes meet Now feeling so complete Lying on the bed kissing each other softly Caressing one's body so tenderly The heat now rising As our passion is climbing Awakening each other's senses Not worrying about life's tensions Stimulating both body and mind Going slow, taking our time Getting to know one another on a different level Letting time pass by as we cuddle Because the passion you have for me & I for you I know will one day become true But until then I awake from this dream To get up, get ready, and get myself clean Because one day that day will come Where our eyes will meet & two can finally be destined to become ONE!!

Top 300 Indy Wrestlers
THE TOP INDY 300 1. KENNY OMEGA 2. K.C. THUNDER 3. STUPID 4. "THE MANIAC" GLENN STRANGER 5. SHAKA 6. OX MADISON 7. VORDELL WALKER 8. "THE GHETTO SUPERSTAR" STEVE PENDER 9. DAGON BRIGGS 10. TOJO YAMAMOTO JR. 11. JOEY MACHETTE 12. DARIN CHILDS 13. THE NEW YORK GANGSTA 14. JON DAVIS 15. "DEAD SEXY" DANIEL GUNNER 16. "DA BAD GUY" JOSH FROZT 17. GANGSTA BOSS 18. TIMBER 19. "MARVELOUS" MATT MERCER 20. "THE URBAN GLADIATOR" TRAUMA 21. "THE FRANCHISE" CHI HAZARD 22. RYAN MITCHELL 23. "THE SUPERSTAR" CAMREN LA' RUE 24. "THE KING OF JAMESPORT" BEAU JAMES 25. "THE KINGPIN OF WRESTLING" E-DAWG 26. WES "OMG" BLAZE 27. "ALL BUSINESS" BRIAN RIVERS 28. "SUPERSTAR" SEAN DAVIS 29. "THE COLDHEARTED PLAYER" DANNY DEMANTO 30. ASH KRISTAINSEN 31. "THE NATURAL" CHAD STEVENS 32. JASON TAYLOR 33. DAMIEN PAYNE 34. BUTCH STEEL 35. NIGEL SHER

Dr. Phil's Test
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55, he did this test on Oprah and she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes a few minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it on to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the email subject box. Please do the same before forwarding it on to your friends. (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now and not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Resources Depts. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their e

Conflicting Feelings
found out my birth mother died today, not sure of what other then she was sick, but still doesnt matter anymore point is shes dead and gone..part of me is glad shes gone because of the damage she inflicted on my and my brother and then theres the little girl who wanted nothing more then to know her mother loved her even tho she left when i was 2..sure she said she did but i never FELT it. still its too soon in my opinion im not ready ...maybe i am and just dont realize it...who knows all i do know is its like getting hit with a ton of bricks ........i know in time ill come to accept the totallity of her death but right now its way too soon......there was so much i never got to tell her so many things left unsaid appoligies left unmade......oh well guess im gonna hafta just get over it now wont i cuz cant undo the past.

Inner Season
I can never imagine you in someone else's arms but here we are and your wrapped in all of his charms You have moved on and created the family we were meant to be Never have I felt so lonely as you both walked by me I can never imagine the tears that would come to roll but here I am with a tortured soul Breathing air like through a straw enhanced are my every single flaw I can only hope in the perseverance of love as I hold dear to me every moment we shared like a glove Taken for granted no longer am I letting the smell of roses go by as I have already answered the questions of why? My life is lived without regrets and nor do I make heavy bets As my actions will be my voice of reason and show the true light of a endearing season

This Contest And The Fu-tard
FU-TARD CLUB MEMBER QUEEN DRAMA AKA MISTRESS QUEEN I DO NOT THROW BOGUS CONTESTS! I PAY UP AND THAT'S A FACT! FOR SOME REASON THIS MORON CAME AT ME AND MESSAGED ME WITH THIS! MESSAGE FROM MISTRESS QUEEN REAL NICE ASSHOLE. THANKS FOR WASTING OUR TIME. KARMA BITCH! ENJOY ASSHOLE. ITS GONNA HURT. I PROMISE U THAT. FUKWAD! OK MISTRESS DUMBASS I AM GOING TO PAY OUT ON THIS CONTEST! THIS CONTEST IS NOT FIXED NOR DO I FAVOR ANY ONE IN THIS CONTEST! YES! THEY ARE ALL MY FRIENDS SO WHAT DOES THAT SAY, NOTHING AT ALL! HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED TO BRING THIS ALL ON! AS ANYONE KNOWS, IF THEY HAVE BOMBED BEFORE! IF YOU COMMENT TOO FAST, YOU CAN POSSIBLY HIT DELETE AND REMOVE COMMENTS BY MISTAKE! I WAS ACCUSED OF DELETING COMMENTS, SORRY THIS IS TOTALLY ALL WRONG! I AM TRYING TO LEVEL!! HELLO MORON!! WHY WOULD I REMOVE POINTS, WHEN I AM TRYING TO GAIN THEM?? MAKES NO LOGICAL SENSE TO ME! EAT SHIT AND LIVE, YOU NASTY BITCH! GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT YOU HOOD RAT WANNA BE, BEFORE

What Is Love?
When stars explode and those that control the flow of air have you surrounded by clouds and a gentle rainfall covers your entire body, why is it that all you can think about is her? The one you think you should have found by now. The one that will eventually be yours no matter what anyone else thinks. What I said before was true..."For you my love I would stop the world from ending. I would drown the sun in the shadow of the sky so that we may sleep next to each other a little while longer. And if in fact the stolen lullaby was yours, I wish to find it again for the sanity your voice brought me kept my nightmares at bay." And since then I've stopped dreaming. What happens when you no longer dream? Does that mean it's truly over? That perhaps one day soon I will find the one I've been looking for all these years? Could the legion of the sky that has kept me safe all these years be fading? And if so, does this mean I'm one step closer to finding her? Too many questions for one that t

I Lost My Dad :o(
Well here's the story ppl...My father was never there for me when i wqas a child, or growing up for that matter. I rarely ever saw him, me and my younger brother did spend a few weekends at his housde when we were both still in our mid teens. But that only lasted so long...soon we never saw him or heard from him. So the onlky times we did get to see him was when i went to my aunt donnas and told my uncle charlie (his younger brother) to go get him. For the longest time i hated him for what he did to me and my brother,...no scratch that not me "AND MY BROTHER JUST ME" tHEN a not too long ago i learned he had severe lung cancer and didn't have much time to live but i still didn't really care. I did tyry myu hardest to see him when ever possible tho. He was in and out of the hospital so i figured he would be ok cuz he always came back out. But the last time he was there my mom had called me and told me my dad was in the hospital, i said ok and tried to get to see him. But he died at 8:48

Fire & Rain
Fire and Rain Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the metal roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you to the sheepskin rug by the fire your clear blue eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I sip the wine you poured feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Im Home Bishes :p
Well I'm back!!!! Had to take a trip to the county :( but at least now I got my probation taken care of YAY!!!! No more warrants on me :D I missed you all so much!! I hope everyone has been doin good. Lovers Ya, Lexi

Racial Pride
Ok....So Im Going To Discuss Something Thats Very Sensitive And Many Times...Taken The WRONG Way......I Am Completely For Racial Pride...Yes I Have A Mixed Nephew....Does That Make Him A Dirtball?...No!...His Mother's A Whore...With No Ethics....It's Not His Fault. I Learned A Long Time Ago That The Way You Present Yourself Is Very Important In Life, No i dont Believe In Sugar Coating Shit...Infact....I Am A Very Blunt,Honest,To The Point Person. So...Racial Pride...What Is It Exactly?....People Who Are Ignorant Say Its Nothing But Pure Hatred Towards Their"Fellow Man" ....But How Can I Hate Someone I Dont Even Know?....Its Not About Hatred...Its About Survival...Yes, i Think My ethnicity Is Awesome,It Kicks Fucking Ass....But that doesnt Mean I Hate You,And Your Ethnicity. Hate Is Much Stronger,Powerful And Take More Out Of You Than Love,Yet Its Easier To Hate Someone Than To Accept Them The Way They Are. I Just Want To Try And Make Certain Small Minded People Aware That Racial Pr

Here's A Big Spoon Of.....
Live and learn. That's what I always say. People will try again and again, to piss in your Cheerios. but ya can't let them get to you. If they persist... Offer them a spoon, So they can eat your ass. -REL

Bombers For My Contest Friends Please Show Some Love
As you may or may not know I am in a conest and I really would love your help. I am trying to win my very first contest. If you would stop by and even give just a few pic comments anything and everything helps. I want to thank all my friends who have been helping and who will help. If you do pop in and help out please let me know in a shout or a pm so I can thank you. Who ever helps will have my help in return as well as a few others dedicated to bombing if anyone is in a contest.

A Poem
Single life, isn't it a blast? Wondering if I should take a chance 2 give my heart 2 someone new Worry about feeling blue! Being happy and loved That's the goal Inevitably I end up feeling low Alone forever is what I fear Yet all the heart ache I can not bear

I Googled Myself Today...
As I was sitting here, sick with bronchitis, I got to thinking. How many times have I googled somebody else's name? Yeah, so it's usually famous people or bands, but I guess I've just never thought to type my own name into that little google box on my browser.... So, I did... What I found was a somewhat famous musician on the easy listening circuit, a con artist, a surgeon, and a homeowner (evidently a fire started on his property and spread to surrounding areas, but they found it wasn't his fault). Anyway, the two that stuck out the most to me were, of course, the musician and the con artist. Talk about your extremes right? I never had the desire to type my name in that box before, and I suppose that's where I should have left it, hehehe. Ever googled YOUR name?

Sinking Deeper And Deeper...
This would be about the point where I could use a guardian angel... Somethimes, things get rough. Unexpected things happen, and they take a toll on you. People you considered friends decide they have other ideas. Your old, reliable car decodes it wants to be problematic. Every bill collector in the lower 48 states suddenly has your phone number... and uses it regularly. In the past month, three different, unrelated women (ironically all in their early-mid 20s) have fooled me into thinking they were interested, only to decide they are interested in some other guy maybe a week later. I lost one to her ex, another to some random soccer player, and a third to some guy she originally wanted to hook up with before she started talking to me. Hey, no problem. Lesson learned: I'm nobody's second choice. If I'm destined to be single, so be it - not my loss. Last week, my car decided to leak both oil and brake fluid at the same time. $523 later, I get a pressure switch and one caliper re

Royally Screwed
617pm PST Why does shit have to happen to me? What happened? I wish I could take things back and didn't do what I did. Here is what happened. It's simple, but difficult to talk about it. I'm crying while I type about it because it's one of my therapies. About a year and a half ago, i was approached by a person. I never really considered him a friend, nor lover, nor ex. He was just simply someone I'd known since I was 16 and years later, things happened. From the moment we started hooking up, I had a real bad feeling about what went on. It took me years to face up to it. i don't know what to say about it. So anyway ffwd until now... Guy calls girl. She is sick and doesn't want to go out. She knows she shouldn't go out with this guy. He has a g/f. She isn't interested in him. Mother dislikes guy. Guy dislikes girl's mother. She is stuck no matter what. Lose-lose situation. She decides she's going out. He takes her to his house. They're supposed to hang out.

Deleting People Off Friends List
HEY YALL IT'S COME TIME FOR ME TO CLEAN UP MY FRIENDS LIST ONCE AGAIN IVE FANNED AND RATED ALOT OF PEOPLE AND HAVE LEFT COMMENTS TO ALOT OF PEOPLE EVERYDAY FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS....ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME AT ALL THEY KNOW IM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT JUST COLLECTS POINTS IF I ADD YOU I EXSPECT A HELLO OR HI SOMETIMES...IVE DONE MY BEST TO SHOW THE LUV TO ALL WHO COME AN RATE AND COMMENT ME BUT I AM NOT GOING TO HAVE PEOPLE ON MY LIST THAT DO NOTHING AT ALL...IM NOT A FRIEND COLLECTOR IF YOU WILL NOTICE IVE FANNED AN RATED MORE THEN I HAVE ADDED FRIENDS.. SO IF ANYONE WISHES TO STAY ON MY LIST FEEL FREE TO DROP ME A LINE IF NOT HAVE A GOOD ONE AN TAKE CARE...BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME.

Ready For You
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

10-9-08
Attention Everyone.....I am here, regretfully, to inform you that I was just kicked out of the place I been staying for the past month..as of now, I am homeless..yet again, and net-less...so I will be doing my best to try and keep up with my fubar duties, tho I may slack. I'm not sure how long this is gonna be, but it's true, it's real, and I cant do anything to change it :-(( . I just figured I would inform you all and please don't ask questions..its bad enough on me already. Edit: I have a true and dear friend that is going to let me stay with her temporarily, until I can get my self together..she is a fellow fu-member, and please show her all the love you can..she is a wonderful person for doing this for me and deserves my friends love too...I still will not be online no where near as much as I have for the past month or so, but I may be able to keep up with my obligations..but if not, please dont get mad.. I love you all like family and will do my best to get my life togethe

Part One
Diary of a Murderess I collapsed on to the couch. Sinking into it's warmth, I wish I could just melt into the comfort of the worn fibers. Hum, a day in the life of a couch- at least I'd get a lot of ass. Damn, today was a long, hard day. I'm too tired to even kick off my shoes which feel like they've gained 20 pounds after this long ass day. Fuck it- the only energy I'm expending right now is to lift this tumbler full of Patron to my mouth. No, the alcohol isn't an escape mechanism. I'm not running from my problems- hell I don't have any problems. "Not any more you don't you crazy bitch" The voice in my head sneered. I always imagined this voice as some leather clad vixen, who looked a lot like me- with long wispy hair, high cheek bones, and a piercing glare. The only difference was the wardrobe- she obviously had a higher line of credit. She sulked around in my mind until she could find an inopportune time to bud into my thoughts. She just loved to criticize every ac

What U Think?
ok peeps it has been brought to my attention that i am a stuck up snob.....how they get this i dunno...im pretty nice to all that i speak to and the ones that speaks to me.... so what im wanting to know is what do u think about me and by all means be honest on ur answer... you can post ur response here or u can send me a private message...

Uggh Upset Today
So I come home today and I find that I have alot of messages, alot of comments, and picture comments so I start going through the messages and I have one from Fubar support so I open it up and it says that one of my pictures have been removed. At first I thought it was a picture that was NSFW and improperly marked. So I didn't pay much attention to it, then I started reading my picture comments and I have a few comments from this Fornicates on this picture thats been removed and she was saying things like fake and such. Well I look at my pictures and find that my salute which was verified on the 04th of October has been removed. Why? Cause this girl reported my picture as NSFW and then kept at it until my picture was removed. I was so upset that someone would do such a thing, but its all because she sent me a friend request the other day, after rating and fanning me, and I denied her. I mean thats pretty shallow and low to do that to someone who you've never met or talke

The Beard Is Dead...long Live The Goat
so since nothing really ever exciting happens to me as of late the only thing i can really "share" with all of you is that i shaved my beard off. but the goatee lives on. since i keep my head shaved clean, all i can really do differently is how i keep my facial hair. exciting i know. but after having a rather shaggy beard for the last month, i just grew tired of it and shaved it down to a goatee again. yup. that's all the fun and excitment that has gone on in my life as of late. hahahahaha.......my life is sad.

Hahahahaha!!!!
My friends keep trying to convince me to go into this big haunted attraction set up in our area. i've gone two years in a row and both years have wound up in the car alone cause i'm chicken. i just got a text from one of them asking me if i'm going :p

Now I Have A Fake
Geez today just keeps getting better first I find that this hateful red got all upset and went out and maliciously attacked me resulting in my salute being taken away and now I have this fake person who taken my pictures and using them as their own. To top it off when I questioned her why she was using my pics she sent me a beer saying "thanks fake b*tch." Umm I joined before you so how could I be the one thats fake? I am really getting upset and I have an idea of who it is and I think that its horrible that they would do such a thing.

I'm Thinking Watch Out....
So earlier I asked a question and one of the responses got me thinking. I've tamed the water so yes I have time for this.. lol. Well someone suggested that I call my father to help with the household mishap. Sadly he's not here nor has he been since I was seven when he died. Let me make clear this lovely woman didn't know so its nothing against her , she was just my inspirational thought tool I suppose you could say. :) So what I'm wondering is.. How many people out there honestly take their parents for granted and run to them with every problem thinking they will know the answer? Would you be able to really function without one or both parents there to assist you? There's a few of us out there who know what it's like to not have this luxury. I on the sad end have no parents and no family. I suck it up and have became quite self-sufficient. Due to my experiences I'm teaching my kids also to become a bit independent. I don't want my daughter to be 30 calling home to ask who t

Heart Bell
The pealing of a lover's broken heart Is as Heaven's bitterest of knells Scattering broken notes from it's start And likening a dreamless world to Hell. Dream with all you have inside your heart Leaving not one thought to your contrition Let not doubt, whispering, to you impart The death of lovelight's true ambition. Take not away from me this place That I, in humble dreaming, have discovered Inside my head, revealed not by my face Where hopes and wishes bind to me my lovers. Were I to disregard my beautiful retreat And live day-to-day with bitter empty soul I would, perhaps, cease instead to breathe Choosing Death, before my broken heart could toll. 10/09/08 D R Hyden simply put, a world without dreams is not a world worth living in...

Selfish People
some people are so fucking selfish it makes me sick. how can u only care about urself and nothing around you. how can u put down the only thing u have and throw away everything. let alone shit on the only thing in ur life that dosnt deserve it. i cant even being to understand how some selfish fucking people can forget everthing besides what is in their face. be fucking mad about the problems in your life. dont spread ur hate onto those who should never feel it. im not saying walk on egg shells but get a grasp on the reality of which u live in. realise your purpose and live it. if you can stand alone dont knock down the only stability u have. the only one thing that will pick you up. realize what the fuck you have til u fall... xoxo

Shit
Have you ever been to the point you just want to give up. Like theres nothing left to even keep fighting for. Like theres no reason to live. Have you ever been to a point in your life where you look back and see all your failures. And then look at the failures you're facing right now. Have you ever been homeless literally living on the streets. Making your way through that finally feeling like everything will be ok.Only for you to fail again? Even if you aren't the total reason for your failure? Have you ever justs wanted to crawl in a hole and die? I dont know why I'm asking these questions. I already know my own answers and God Knows anyone who reads this will have some rude comment to say. I'd be suprised if I got some decent comments. But what the hell. FuBar is full of real people. With their own opinions.So FuNation or those who actually read this. Go Ahead Hit Me With Your Best Shot!

My 29th Birthday
Free Graphics at commentbaby.com ATTENTION: Friends my 29th birthday is tommorow October 11th. Come to my page, and show me some me lots of fu spankings. I know I have a long way to go but I am trying to reach GODFATHER on my birthday so I am asking for your help PLZ Level me.

I'm Money - Zebrahead
Cuz I'm a user, a shmoozer, a big dollar loser. That doesn't matter cuz my friends call me a brusier and I . . . get chicks, so many chicks want me (nope). Cuz I'm not funny, honey. A big oafy dummy. That doesn't matter cuz my friends say I'm money and I, get drunk, too many drinks want me (yeah). Yo, get out the get out the way of the money man. Ladies know I'm dope, so consider me contraband. Fella's are just jealous, cuz they're ponies and I'm mustang. Don't try to hang cuz I'm out with a big bang. Get get down, all the ladies wanna be with me. Get get down, all the fellas compete with me. Get get down, and I know that I'm trippin, But I really don't care cuz this is how I'm livin'. (CHORUS) All the ladies wanna know me. They ignore me-intimidated by me. All the fellas, all the fellas wanna be me. They ignore me-intimidated by me. (x2) Who needs them anyway . . . cuz I'm money. Cuz I'm a user shmoozer, a big dollar loser. That does

Me Of Course
While traveling along the Ganges one evening I could see the Taj Mahal in the distance as the sun set and the moon took over the evening sky. It was a sight I havenâ€™t seen since my days in the Alps playing my fugal horn for the valley below â€¦. In my life I have traveled the world many times over and can count on one hand the most awe inspiring sites to cross my pathâ€¦. The one that is scorched in my mind for eternity is while I was at the whack where I came across the breasts of the queen.. Not since the time I rode large logs down hills in Japan with other men in diapers have a seen such a glorious sightâ€¦ The areola alone was like soft subtle chocolate glazed in a cherry wine sauce until it hardened all expectations. The shear enormity of it all came into fruition when the sling gave way and released them completely into my field of vision... As I later discovered this womanâ€™s talents went so much deeper than her lovely hand full of g

Help Me Out
Good Afternoon/Evening. My friend from High School ♀♂☆PrÍñcëšš Kàrè Alół™☆♀♂ Fu-Owned by Zman! on here has her own business. As of right now it is a fledgling business and we are trying to get the word out about it. She does graphic designs and makes custom greetings and pictures. The link for the site is http://karesdesigns.com/ She does charge fees for her work, as well she should. Please help me get the word out. Thank you This is brought to you by Erica's Man@ fubar

No Place That Far
I can't imagine, any greater fear Then waken up, with out you near And though the sun, will still shine on My whole world, would all be gone But not for long Chorus If I had to run If I had to crawl If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far It wouldn't matter, why we're apart The lonely miles, two stubborn hearts And nothing short, of God above Could turn me away, from your love I need you that much repeat chorus Oh if I had to run (if I had to run) Of I had to crawl (If I had to crawl) If I had to swim a hundred rivers Just to climb a thousand walls Always know that I would find a way To get to where you are There's no place that far Baby there's no place that far Sara Evans, ad eldeney b7ebak

Britney Spears - Womanizer
Superstar Where you from, hows it going? I know you Gotta clue, what youre doing? You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are, baby Look at you Gettin more than just re-up Baby, you Got all the puppets with their strings up Fakin like a good one, but I call em like I see em I know what you are, what you are, baby Womanizer womanizer woman womanizer your a womanizer oh womanizer oh you're a womanizer, you're a womanizer, baby you, you, you are you, you, you are womanizer, womanizer, womanizer boy dont try to front i know just what you are boy dont try to front i know just what you are you got me going you're cold hearted but i can't do it you womanizer boy dont try to front i know just what you are boy dont try to front i know just what you are you said you played me, but that's okay you're nothin but a womanizer Boy, dont try to front I know just what you are Womanizer Daddy-O You got the swagger o

I Hate My Exs'
ok my day yesterday started off pretty shitty. My ex wife blew up because I would not be getting my kids until Monday instead of a 1/2 day yesterday.So anyway she calls me up around midnight and wanted to apologize for her actions. She also wanted to talk about the past and why she cheated . I am past that part in my life and I don't want to talk to her about it ,let alone forgive her for it. She hurt me deeply . I told she had no idea what kind of hell we faced over there,and her response was she wanted me to suffer. But what got me is when I returned to the states after being gone for all that time. I was the only one who had no one to great me. I saw fathers hugging their kids, something that I wanted. I saw families together again and i came home to no one. I had to call my dad to come pick me. And the kicker i got woken up by my ex girlfriend at 4am this morning.needless to say all she heard was a dial tone. god what a pissy night .

Post 2
My world has gone from brilliant to crushed. My mind keeps spinning thoughts in such a rush. The happiness I thought was forever is gone. Now I am wondering what went wrong. I see my own turmoil every time I look at my eyes. And there’s no describing the pain I feel inside. A heart that had finally felt truly alive, Is now shattered and broken completely inside. It’s hard to find a solution to the thoughts in my mind, I keep wondering if it be easier if I just met my demise? The world around me is no longer bright and safe. I want nothing more than to leave this place. For me The thought of happiness has been killed. I doubt if my life is worth a one dollar bill. True love will never find its way to me. Only loneliness and pain are my destiny. Chaos has my world turned upside down. Now my smile feels like a permanent frown. I don’t feel worthy of love anymore and don’t know why. I guess the gods forgot that I too needed to fe

New Contest/giveaway
I'm in another contest and could use any help your willing to give. It ends on Saturday, November 1st at 11:00pm est Please stop in and give me a rate and as many comments as you can spare all love returned as always. While there please leave the wonderful host of this contest some love as well. You can find him here.

Let's Make A New Deal!
Yep I'm up to something again! I entered a Best Tattoo Contest and could use LOTS of help with comments. This is the pic to leave comments on. If you have the time to spare, leave 50 comments on my tattoo pic above and I will reward you with one of these effects done to the pic of your choice. Lightening Effect Floating Hearts Effect Glitter Effect Flames Effect MultiColor Effect (you can choose colors) Water Effect I think that sounds like a pretty good deal, don't you? FUmail me when you have left the 50 comments, along with the link of the photo you would like me to use and which effect you want. Thank you in advance. ((((hugs))) Donna aka GEM ♊aGEM4life♊

From "run Fatboy Run"... And So On
"did you have a good marriage, mr. ghoshdashtidar?" "ah. i remember the feeling of being complete... of spending every day with my best friend... but most of all... i remember all the humping." i've never felt so strongly about anyone, the way i do rich. i feel like myself when i'm with him. so much crap has happened in life, i keep people at arm's length, yet from the first conversation i had with him, he got inside me... that was my first clue that he was special. so many people have taken him for granted, and i don't understand it. the angry side of me screams at them, "are you blind? are you inhuman? how could you just use up someone so wonderful?" the selfish side just flips them off and laughs at them, "your loss, bitches... i'll take it from here." maybe he's only special to me, we're only special to each other, because no one else has ever given me such worth, either. it's almost bittersweet that this is one of the things that tells me how we are so made for each other. w

Aequitas Veritas
BOONDOCK SAINTS Now you will recieve us! We don't want your poor or your hungry. We don't want your tired and sick. It is your corrupt we claim! It is your evil that will be sought by us. With every breath we shall hunt them down. Each day we will spill their blood 'till it rains down from the skies. DO NOT KILL, DO NOT RAPE, DO NOT STEAL, these are principles which every man of every faith can embrace! These are not polite suggestions! These are cores of behavior and those of you who ignore them will pay the dearest cost! There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth, not to push the bounds and cross over into corruption, into out domain. If you do, one day, you will look behind you will see we three and on that day... You Will Reap It! And we will send you to whatever God you wish!

Ok So Lets Debate The Meaning Of Life (claire Furey Style)
Yeah another random breeze - was just thinking as I smoked a fag (cigarette) and drunk a cuppa, how could you cope with out certain things and what are those certain things. FOr a start I could not cope with out my fags, credit card and mobile phone - please note that I didnt mention pc, cos i can get most of what I want from the internet on my phone - i got one of them pre pay credit cards and they is awesome, accepted everywhere online. CIgarettes are just a part of me and as most of you know (and those of you that dont) I had a heavy drink problem for over well shall we say a long time! Been dry for nearly 3 years and I dont talk about it cos its history but thank GEORGE BEST (wicked!) for my decision to give up drinking. There fore I am not gonna be pressurised or pushed into giving up smoking cos thats my only and I mena my only pleasure in life right now. ANY ONE GOT ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT THIS BLOG - BRING IT ON, AS I ALWAYS SAY YOU DONT KNOW ME REAL LIFE SO YOU DONT KN

My Sweet Friend Lacey
I just wanted to show my special thanks to such a sweet sweet Friend of mine....LACEY! She did soooo much to help me level to Godfather and I want everyone to know how special she made me feel! Check out the Bulletin she made! WooHooo Bronx has Auto 11 on and he is almost GodFather He is such a sweety and always returns the love So why not help him and help yourself while you are at it Lets Help Bronx GodFather before the night is over You all know the drill Click the pic and lets get to rating BRONX59@ fubar OOOO I did tell you AUTO 11S What are you still reading this for? GO GO GO THANK YOU

Thank You Akamrs. T And The Dream Team Family For All The Help In Big Poppa The Sexiest Man On Fubar Contest!
This is How We Do It - Montell Jordan THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS FROM THE DREAM TEAM FRIENDS, AND JUST PASSERS BY. IF YOU EVER NEED US , JUST GIVE A HOLLER AND WE BE THERE! FROM BIG POPPA MUAH..................TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! AND AKAMRS. T THANKS ALL HER TRUE FRIENDS AND NEW FRIENDS....................THANKS THANKS!!!!!!! AND THE DREAM TEAM THANK YOU....................! *****HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A SPECIAL DREAM TEAM FAMILY DJ SUNSHYNE......................! BIG POPA THE SEXIEST MAN ON FUBAR BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar THE DREAM TEAM HOME PAGE ~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar AKAMRS. T IN THE HOUSE ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFI

Do You Talk?....ever???
Albeight, lacking in eloquence, a question proposed to me today that caught me completely off guard and somewhat offended. Although, unprepared to answer, I made a meager attempt to explain my seemingly inability to articulate conversation... My answer left me feeling inadequate at best... It's sooo frustrating for me, I must say, the fact that I am so guarded amongst people to which I feel I have no common ground. My outward exterior advertises a person which I, personally, have nothing in common with. It's what I like to call false pretense. I assume that so much in order to buffer any situation that may make me feel uncomfortable that I get lost in who I really am. It's a defense mechanism I'm sure. It saves me from disappointment, trust issues and all the baggage that goes with. If I can just get through the day without divulging any pertinent information then god willing, I've accomplished the simple fact of not being disappointed. How fucking pathetic. It's one o

Ridiculous Blings
I come on in the morning some days to check things, and I came on one day a little while back and checked the new bling. What I see is all right at first, yanno 35 credit blings, and even 100 credit blings, thats not what bothered me. I scroll down a ways and my eyes nearly popped outta my head, a 1000 credit bling? You've gotta be kidding me! Who in their right mind would buy someone something like that, from what I figured it would cost someone about $500 to buy that for someone. If you seriously have that much money laying around, you are either A. extremely late paying your bills. or B. just waiting to see who scrolls by that you think is worthy to spend it on. I mean come on, what do you think thats gonna get you in the long run? With the money you spend on that, you could buy a plane ticket to go visit who ever you bought that for, yanno depending on where you live. Cause they damn sure aren't gonna come visit you, if thats what you think. So it gives me great pleasure to

It A Birthday Party Train! **new Join The Party! Happy Birthday To All Born Today!
> IT A SPECIAL LADY BIRTHDAY AND WISHING HER MANY MORE FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS, THE DREAM TEAM. DJ SUNSHYNE AND A PARTY TRAIN FOR ALL THE FOLKS TO HOP ON AND DO THE DAM THANG! RATE/FAN ADD ALL AND YOU ON THIS PARTY TRAIN. New Nintendo DS Lite Its Your Birthday - Uncle Luke HERE THE CREW OF PARTY PEOPLE! THE BIRTHDAY GAL DJ Sunshyne ~Ma

Roflmao
Ok as you can see by my status message on today right this very instant, I so need to level (hint hint!) but instead of thanking each and every one of you oh no thats so not me darling hehe (titters under table!) Imma gonna reward myself with something that I deserve. Dont worry - every one that helps me level will receive a small present, depends on who they are of course but I am the greatest and I deserve the best reward so Imma gonna do just that when I level. ANYONE THAT HELPS ME LEVEL - YOU SHOULD BE GREATFUL THAT I AM YOUR FRIEND COS TOGETHER WE MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE AND YOU KNOW I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, SOME A LOT MORE THAN OTHERS AND SOME NOT AT ALL.

Howdy!
Howdy. So this is my first post of possibly many on this website. I have plenty of time left in Afghanistan to be a bum. Might as well use that time to tell stories, give my opinions on the world, and ramble like I just drank 8 pots of coffee. I'm 27, I am stuck overseas, but I'm a resident of the warm and fuzzy state of AZ. I miss beer. I miss good food. I miss you beautiful women. I'm off to figure out how the rest of this site works, so best of luck in life. Check back for more updates! NinjaMonkey!

Fubar Love
Hello Everyone, This is your Fubar Love Doctor Nameless writing to you. I wanted to get some stuff off my mind and maybe it will help the people in the search of love. I am one picky guy when it comes to love. I have been done more ways then one but let me take you back to I start getting online here at fubar. I met a woman from miles away from me. She and I talk and became good friends. She was one person I could see forever with. I talk with her for over a year straight now on the internet cause she would hardly call me anymore after we had a small fight about the whole issue of her being married.. She told me she wasn't married and she was single and a very picky woman. Ok, like a fool I was I believed she was single and when she moved closer to me I wanted to meet her and stuff. She still swearing she was single and just didn't have time to date. I went to her town and try to meet her but she swear up and down she was sick and was at the hospital. I came to my senses and start c

More Anti-mccain
Myth: McCain supports the veterans. Fact: The Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America gave McCain a "D" on his voting record for veterans legislation. http://www.iava.org/full-ratings-list (Obama got a B) Fact: John McCain voted against a measure that would have prevented waterboarding and other forms of torture. http://www.senate.gov/legislative/LIS/roll_call_lists/roll_call_vote_cfm.cfm?congress=110&session=2&vote=00022 Myth: McCain wants to cut taxes. Fact: McCain wants to cut taxes for the rich corporations from 35% to 25%. Trickle down economics doesn't work, people. For evidence, see the last 8 years. Compare that against the way EVERY income bracket prospered under Clinton. Data compiled from the Census Bureau. I'd post Bush Jr.'s statistics, but I think to be fair we should let him finish running the economy into the ground and destroying the middle class first. Fact: Don't forget that McCain's health care plan would make health benef

Audioslave - What You Are
And when you wanted me I came to you And when you wanted someone else I withdrew And when you asked for light I set myself on fire And if I go far away I know You'll find another slave 'Cause now I'm free from what you want Now I'm free from what you need Now I'm free from what you are And when you wanted blood I cut my veins And when you wanted love I bled myself again Now that I've had my fill of you I'll give you up forever And here I go far away I know you'll find another slave 'Cause now I'm free from what you want Now I'm free from what you need Now I'm free from what you are Then a vision came to me When you came along I gave you everything But then you wanted more 'Cause now I'm free from what you want Now I'm free from what you need Now I'm free from what you are Now I'm free from what you want Now I'm free from what you need Now I'm free from what you are

Regarding Mumm
Ok so i posted a mumm asking of anyone knew where My friend masokyst was it had no promotion nor nsfw content in it..and it got deleted over stupid immature assholes and their comments with a message from fubar saying I was going to get deleted LOL! i responded with this.. Fuck fubar you are supposed to an adult website wtf happend? Grow up already!

Congratulations Beskad Ordo My New Owner!!
Opening day for bidding will be Monday, October 13 (10pm EST) - Last day to bid will be Monday, October 20 (10pm EST) Please click here on the pic below to go to the page where you can bid! | | \/ 7pm pacific, 8pm mountain, 9pm central for those who are not sure on the time difference on what time the auction starts. Here is what I'm Offering - * 1 month ownership with the privilege of being my very first owner (Be gentle ;) Hehe) * #2 spot in my Family with the Family privileges to see my Family folders and shout box me for the month that I'm owned. (Possibly kept on Family after ownership depending on how kind of a friend you are) * One SFW salute, no exception on NSFW salutes. I have a boyfriend and want to be respected please :) * 400 11s for the month in total - I'll use my 100 11s once a week to rate all if not most of your pics or if one of your friends needs help leveling I will help them and rate some pics for you (split 50 11s between you

With My Mind
In a violent world Where deception's free Things I can't control Taking over me Did they try to take My identity So what the hell Have they done to me! I will take your thoughts away And I'll ignite your fear today Well I can take you far away With my mind This life for me Changes everyday I will stand up tall I won't be betrayed If you play with fire I'll control the flame I'll do anything To make you believe! I will take your thoughts away And I'll ignite your fear today Well I can take you far away With my mind With My Mind - Cold

What I Did Today.
This is about what I did today and what I learned today. So let me start out by saying, the internet is seriouz business, yo. Or is it really? We make friends, we lose friends, new FU drama everyday. We all fucking know what I'm talking about. We meet people who are our friends, and then we find out they're our worst enemy. We stalk people online. We bully people online. We play out our insignificant insecurities online. And for what? Internet popularity? I've been busy the last couple of weeks. In that time, I've noticed quite a few of my friends just vanish off my friends list. No big deal. I mean, after all, it is just the internet and it is just people. I've seen backstabbing, I've seen crying, I've seen DRAMA. Hell, I guess the FU-world is still trying to find out of that cuppycake chick is dead or not? For what? Is there a reason to it all? Let me tell you what I've been doing the last couple of weeks. I've been looking my daughter in the face everyday and watching her di

What's The Point Anymore?
I'm thinkin of deleting my account soon cause right now i don't see any point of keeping a profile for site where u try and make friends and socialize when ppl dont do either. I mean yeah u got lives to live and I understand that totally but still when particular ppl ARE on here, i can't imagine why they would be since they dont want to speak to anyone. U say something then u don't get a response. I mean what is that? Anyway, just thought I'd get that out there.

Does It Make A Difference?
for all the wrong reasons...i'm here for all the wrong intentions....i stay i left my heart... i left my soul.... so you can tear it out of me... and show me who i really am.... i'm beatin down torn and tatterd you've seen who i really am now i've just got to try and be.... the man i need to be. to you i'm evil to me im just no good i'll try to be somethin i'll try be the way i should.... but for now i've done what i can for now......... i am who i am......(sorry)

Bad Girl Of The Week 10-13-08 Metal Baby
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 10-6-08 ~Metal Baby~ Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: (METAL BABY) Kelly Birthday: 5/16/77 Zodiac Sign: Taurus Hair Color: Brunet Eye Color: hazel Tattoos: none Piercings: two in both ears~closed now *Favorites* Color: PURPLE/ BLACK/ROYAL BLUE Season: WINTER Day Of Week: FRIDAY Animal: cats/bears Flower: Uhhh rose I guess *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: yes Smiled For No Reason?: yes Sat On Your Rooftop?: no *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: computer Phone 0R IM?: phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: neither Summer 0R Winter?: winter CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CD XBox 0R PS2?:none RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: stuff crust Your Fears?: dying Your Weakness?: my flaws Do you like Thunderstorms?: YES Number of things in my Pas

Sexiest Lady On Fubar Contest By: A True Southern Gentleman.
Sexiest Lady On Fubar Contest !!!! Gday to all my Family friends & Fans !!!!!! On Fubar Please Help Me out here have been entered into my first Contest here on Fubar. So if you have the time would Appreciate it if you could help me out by clicking on my picture in this blog, then you are able to Comment as Many Times as you can for me. You never ever know if Ya Dont have a Go LOL. Tks to all of you Luv Ya's Mwassssss xoxoxo From Donna. ( Sabbynib ) Ps: Please show A True Southern Gentleman Some Luv People.

To The Hornet's Nest We Go....helmand Province
Well I want to begin by thanking those who take time out of their busy schedules to read these blogs. I know they can be quite lengthy but there’s so much that occurs here on a daily basis I’m trying to fit in as much as I can. Again, many thanks for pushing me to the limit on these blogs, I really enjoy writing them and I’m glad that you enjoy reading them as well. When I first arrived here almost 6 weeks ago, I didn’t know what to expect, I didn’t understand my job very well, and to be perfectly honest I was quite nervous. The responsibility with this task is enormous, but I’m up for the challenge. When I first met General “S”, I told him that before we can start making changes to his organization, I wanted to take some time to evaluate the way his organization conducts business, I wanted to evaluate them from the bottom to the top and identify shortfalls and obstacles, and then make recommendations. One thing that I noticed immediately was how information flow from the different

Liars
Well the sad part about all this is that I learned a hard lesson... What I have to say is the truth no bull crap. I recently have separated from my husband that I have been with for 12 years. Long before we separated my heart was not in our marriage. He felt his friends and drinking were more important then his family, when confronted with it he told me that he will not change for anyone, so that is the reason for our separation not dealing with that. I am 38 yrs old and not getting any younger. A gentleman on fubar befriended me and we became very close.. we even exchanged cell numbers. We talked everyday, what a smooth talker. Everyday like clock work he would call me. Sometimes 4 times a day hours at a time. We became very close just by talking over the phone, we knew what each others likes and dislikes were, what we wanted out of life, we talked about everything!!! He told me that he owned his own company, 65% of another company that his mom left him, two homes, harleys, lots

Injuries For The Day
Ok a few of you know I had to take off quick to pick up some paperwork b4 4pm. On the way I fell and hit a brick wall...yup. I landed on the concrete after crushing my right ear into the corner of the bricks. Several minor cuts n scrapes,,sure it will all hurt worse tomorrow..lol Guess I'm not just a tough old bird but blessed too. Don't appear to have broken anything, and I can still type. Just wanted the peeps I was talking to to understand how quickly things happen. Especially when I already got like 3 trillion bunches of shit goin on already...hehe..but true. Love my friends.

I Got A Woman By The Late Great Ray
well I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town good to me oh yeah She give me money when Im in need Yeah she's a kind of friend indeed I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah She saves her lovin early in the morning just for me oh yeah She saves her lovin early in the morning just for me oh yeah She saves her lovin just for me oh she love me so tenderly I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah She's there to love me both day and night Never grumbles or fusses always treats me right Never runnin in the streets and leavin me alone She knows a womans place is right there now in her home I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Oh she's my baby now don't you understand Yeah and I'm her lover man I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Oh she's my baby now d

Paint Me.
Paint me in pretty colors. Red, black, green, and blue. I'll be a work of art. I'll be anything for you. Paint me as you see me. In colors muted or bright. Take me from this darkness. Pull me into the light. Paint me on a canvas. Of your own design. I'll guide your hand in even strokes. Your dream of the divine.

People Ask..."what Is Wicca"..
Wicca Primer History: Wicca is a religious tradition based on the ancient religions of the prehistoric Europe, specifically Western Europe and Great Britain. The faith is an amalgamation of folklore, archaeological evidence, and translated works from the period. It is not, in most cases, a religion passed unbroken from prehistory. Although many pagan and witchcraft traditions can be traced back to pre-historic times, the religion known as Wicca began in the UK in the 1950's from the teachings of Gerald Gardner. This earliest form of Wicca, known as Gardnerian Wicca, is a system based on individual groups, known as covens, all of which can trace their lineages back to Gardner. Other forms of traditional Wicca that have evolved from the Gardnerian tradition include Alexandrian and Seax traditions. In the 1970's a new form of Wicca began to evolve that is looser in structure and practice. These forms are not initatory, and often involve a blend of traditional Wicca with o

Caa #40 - Update
I have just heard back that so far everything is going well for her and she wanted to thank you all, as do I. We must always remember though, the prayers are ours, the actions and miracles are of God and His will, no matter what may happen. Bless you all and thank you from me and my friend of a friend (who now is also my friend!). Doc

Little Known Facts About Me..
ϟ I am tone deaf but still love to sing ϟ I snort when I laugh to hard ϟ I don't mind laughing till I cry ϟ I drink milk from the jar (only drink fresh milk not store bought) ϟ I am a country music fanatic ϟ I only have sex with someone that I love ϟ I know the difference between love and lust ϟ I find intelligent conversation sexually stimulating ϟ I would rather have a man with a small penis then a man with an ego problem ϟ I would rather go horse back riding and on a picnic then go to dinner and a movie ϟ cuddling up on the couch next to the fire on a cold night just talking is my favorite past time ϟ my favorite food is my grandpa's refrigerator soup because its made with love ϟ My grandmother is my best friend in the whole damn world and I wouldn't have it any other way. ϟ I don't have to have sex it is just a plus anyways over time a guy loses the ability it just

How I Feel!!!!
HOW I FEEL !!!! SITTIN HERE ALL ALONE WONDERING IF THIS IS REALLY MY HOME . FEELING SO EMPTY AND LONELY ASKIN GOD IF THIS IS REALLY HOW AND WHERE HE WANT ME TO BE !? GOT SO MUCH LOVE TO SHARE , JUST SEEMS NOBODY REALLY CARE ! WHAT IF I WOULD LEAVE THIS PLACE ? WOULD I B MISSED ? IN MIND KISSED ? DONT KNOW WHATS REAL OR FAKE ANYMORE THIS EMPTYNESS IS KILLIN ME DAY BY DAY EVEN WHEN THE SUN IS OUT THE SKY TO ME LOOKS SO GREY!! HOW CAN I SEE NICE THINGS , IF I KNOW WHAT BAD ALREADY TOMORROW BRINGS? THE ONLY HOLD IS MY LIL ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE , CAN NO ONE TAKE AWAY OUR LOVE !!! IM SO GLAD TO HAVE THIS LEFT IN LIFE , WITHOUT HER I WOULD END UP WITH A KNIFE!!!!! I KNOW MY THOUGHTS R CRAZY AND THIS FEELING I FEEL IS SHADY BUT I CANT HELP IT I WISH I COULD ! JUST KNOW IM FALLIN IN A DEEP HOLE AND SOMEONE COME CATCH ME , I WISH SOMEONE WOULD !!! MY HEART SO COLD CRYIN OUT FOR A HELPING HAND SOMEONE TO TAKE MINE AND SHOW ME A BETTER WAY THIS IS WHAT I PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY !!!!

Make Me A Salute!!
WOuld love salutes from anyone of my friends!! SFW, NSFW (ladies only), it doesnt matter...i will accept any that are made, and will return the luv for all i get...thanks for taking the time to read this, if you did, and dont forget to rate!!!

Dad Update 10 14 08
Hey ALL! Got Great news bout Dad. I took Dad to the Dr. on Friday to see how his ankle was doing. They put em' in a air cast and sent him to Physical Therapy (PT). The did not have a PT ava. So I took Dad yesterday to PT and now I only have to go and take em' to his Dr. app.'s and PT. No more Nurse DUH Thank GOD! I am now "Driving Mr. Daisey" LOL So I am sort of back. He has PT 2x's a week right now and I have lots to catch up on as far as cleaning my own house. Thanks to ALL that have sent well wishes and prayers. I have missed my Fu-Friends. Can't wait to catch up with all of ya'll and get back to being a Strong Bomber for the Fu-Bombers. Hope ya'll have a Great Day. XXOO DUH :-)

Chivalry Isn't Dead!
To the time when Chivalry was the rule and Ladies were treated as treasure Honor was kept with a slap and a duel and gallant knights worth beyond measure. A man's word was the coin of the realm and could be counted always as true He fought against evil with sword and with helm I can see him, clearly, when I look at you. D R Hyden He knows who he is... March 2008

Part Ii
Starting where the other leaves Off...... Wow I loved our conversations, a lil of everything, politics, family, likes, dislikes, daily events, sex, hopes, and dreams. We both started to talk about a bond we felt forming, nervous and giddy. Just an amazingly intelligent woman with eyes that “could steam clean carpets” (you really need to watch ‘Love stinks’, to get that joke). Well hours turn to days and before you know it the first date is upon us. You wanna talk about nerves??!! Well dinner was interesting then we ended up watching some DVD’s and she passed out on my shoulder, that was nice. I covered her up and went to bed. A few hours later I was joined, things happened, (no I am NOT going into detail!!)and I thought it was the beginning of something awesome……there I go thinking again. The situation went from emails, texts and phone calls EVERY day to one text every 3-4 days, needless to say I was concerned. I finally stood firm and asked some pointed questions. The answ

Fridays Auto 11's On
SOME FOLKS I KNOW WHO HAVE AUTO 11'S ON OF COURSE MOST IF NOT ALL ARE TRYING TO LEVEL! Snack_Attack™ ~"CLUB F.A.R."~"SHADOW LEVELER"~@ fubar AUTO 11'S ARE ACTIVE LOVE ME HARD GUYS. 2ND ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar ☼FREYA™☼ Sponsored by R770770 & DAMIAN@ fubar Dj Michelle R/L N Fu WIFE/FIANCE To Dj rebel@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~S.B.G~@ fubar ~ EchoAngel™ ~@ fubar =^ArCaDe^=™ ImSomebodys Spoiled Princess,s Sleepyhead and her #1 stalker@ fubar REMEMBER EVEN IF IT'S NOT HAPPY HOUR, THOSE 11'S REALLY ADD UP!! FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN THE BLOG THAT YOU HAVE THEM TOO! THIS IS JUST A LIST OF WHO I HAPPEN TO SEE WITH THEM ON.

Lol She's A Spunky Little Thing!
My mum was telling myself and my sister this story just now. Apparently she was working when some man came up to her and told her he was going to take her sunglasses because he liked them. (Keep in mind my mum is 4'11") So she says she looked up at this guy who was almost 6' tall and tells him, "Hey if you can survived doing that without me tearing your arm off your body, then yeah, they're yours." .... he then told her he was joking. yeah sure he was. hahahahaha!

Teachers Little Slut................
You're sitting there, grading papers and you hear the sound of my heels echoing in the hall. Before you can get up I arrive in your doorway. You look up and see me. I walk over and sit on the edge of your desk. You stand up and walk over to the door. You shut and lock it. You come back to the desk where I'm perched and you sit back in your chair. You lean forward and slowly run your hands up my thighs. You leave my skirt down though and you close your eyes. You are imagining what I look like under the skirt. You run your hands back down my thighs. You open your eyes. You look up at me to find my eyes are half closed and I'm starting to pant. You start to grin. In your eyes I see the dark clouds of complete horniness closing in. I know what you want. I stand up. I walk away from the desk and start a silly conversation. You come up behind me and start running your hands up and down my sides. Lightly tickling me. You move your hands around and start rubbing my breasts. You find my

This Is Sure To Piss Some Ppl Off...
I don't care. Friday afternoon around 5:30pm I was on my way home when I received a phone call and was told to pull over and check my news page on my phone. Figuring that it was only an update on one of the quite a few murder cases in the area recently, I choose to wait until I was home. I got home, turned on the TV, and at local lady by the name of Linda Long had left her 2 year old grandson, Madison Nose, in her vehicle while she went to work. She returned to his dead body at 4:45pm, this was 8 hours and 45 minutes after she exited the vehicle. According to Long, she had remembered to take her cell phone, her keys, double check her locked doors, and take a good look around the parking lot to remember where she had parked, but she never noticed a 2 yr old child in her car strapped snugly in a car seat next to the window of the back seat? Now, I could not buy any of this at all. It just seems unreal to me that someone could leave a child in the car all day, much less FOR

Ewww
Wanna get a real funky tattoo done but scared of needles? Well, then here is a source of inspiration for all the tattoo buffs. Also, if you can not decide where to get the design on your body canvas, this Canadian national might give you an out-of-the-world idea. This Toronto man has got a tattoo done. Nothing unusual, except that he has got it on his eyeballs! Basically, he has got the whites of his eyes turned blue by getting the pigment injected under the top layer of the eye (conjunctiva), with the help of no less then 40 blue ink injections at a Canadian body modification convention. This is usually done in some kinds of eye problems only. After an unsuccessful attempt with the traditional tattoo needle, instead of giving up the idea, he got it done with a syringe. Wierd though it seems, this is actually the medical art of corneal tattooing and is on its way to become a new type of ‘elective body modification’ (read mutilation!). Now, that’s to be called as ‘creativity with a m

A Pologamy Prayer
The Lord makes me cheerful He is Mighty and True! He gives His children wonderous gifts, This one I pray He grant for me. One day, dear Lord, may I be in a righteous poly family? With my husband, leading noble, Christ-like, of truth? With a Sister Wife, best friend soul to soul, loving and caring too? Please dear Lord, someday let it be. And help me Lord to grow closer to Thee. In Jesus Name, Thy Will Be Done. Amen

Tempest.
Lost in the fury of you...this storm of emotion that surrounds me and hurls me into an abyss of desire...I succumb to this power, this raw primal need. I fall to my knees before you, arms outstretched, burdened beneath this raging tempest, powerless to resist this lure. And you reach for my hand.

Britney
BRITNEY'S COMING FOR A VISIT! She the closest thing I've ever had to a sister although technically we are not related. She's the daughter of the woman my father lives with in Aurba. Yeah..I know...it's complicated. When we first met it seemed as if we had very little in common and really didn't like each other much. She was five years younger than me, an annoying kid, who I had to baby sit. But as she got older the difference in out age seemed to be less relivant and over the last six years we have become dear friends and trusted confidants. Whenever we go out together we have a great time. And it's so funny because guys are falling all over her,offering to buy her drinks, asking for her number. The chubby little girl playing with Barbies has turned into a real life Barbie. Britney has become a real party girl. Some times I worry about her though.While she acts mature she's still just a kid and can be a little "flakey". For instance, when I commented on how much she had changed sin

Barry Mann - Who Put The Bomp
Who put the Bop - Drifters I'd like to thank the guy Who wrote the song That made my baby Fall in love with me Who put the bomp In the bomp bah bomp bah bomp? Who put the ram In the rama lama ding dong? Who put the bop In the bop shoo bop shoo bop? Who put the dip In the dip da dip da dip? Who was that man? I'd like to shake his hand He made my baby Fall in love with me (yeah!!) When my baby heard "Bomp bah bah bomp " "Bah bomp bah bomp bah bomp bomp" Every word went right into her heart And when she heard them singin' "Rama lama lama lama" "Rama ding dong" She said we'd never have to part So Who put the bomp In the bomp bah bomp bah bomp? Who put the ram In the rama lama ding dong? Who put the bop In the bop shoo bop shoo bop? Who put the dip In the dip da dip da dip? Who was that man? I'd like to shake his hand He made my baby Fall in love with me (yeah!!) Each time that we're alone Boogity boogity boogity Boogity boogity boogity shoo Sets m

The X Needs Some Lovin
It was on a Thursday afternoon when his cell rang. He looked at the caller ID on the phone and he thought to himself "Oh crap, its the x-wife and she's calling to bitch about something else as always. He always answered so why should today be any different. Fliped the phone and answered "yea, whats up?" "Hey how are you?" was the responce. "I'm just here" He said. "Well I was wondering if you can take a drive down here for the day?" "Hmmmmmm, whats she up to now" he wondered. "Why? The kids in trouble? You need cash or something?" "No ..... actually I'm in need of something else" she said. "Ok like what?" he asked. "Ok, this is the situation, I'm horny as hell and I really need to get fucked and I rather not fuck a stranger so I thought of you. You up for it?" He thought of it. "well she did screw me in the courts so why not screw her back" he thought. "Ok I'll be there" he said. "Ok" she replied "but no strings attached deal?" "Deal" was his reply, and off he drove. They met at a seam

Me In A Nutshell
A lil about ME! I live at home with my family. My parent's were High School sweethearts and had me young. I have 2 younger brothers who most the time drive me crazy, but I love them. I'm very proud of them and try to help them anyway I can. Two years ago my dad got into a serious accident which flipped our family upside down. Everything we had known was slipping from our grasp. Things would never be the same. After his first back surgery he woke up and couldn't feel his legs , my stay at home mom had to go to work again to make ends meet. And I took care of my dad and little brothers. Second back surgery went better but took over a year of therapy to where my dad could walk. He has good and bad days but it was finally time for me to work on my future as he didnt need my help so much. I am a HUGE Michigan State University fan! And if you've talked with me you will probably have noticed that right away.. win or lose I'll forever be a Spartan! I love sports, singing, coaching, danc

The Calling Chapter 1
I wake from a dream to the sound of a voice unlike any other that I have heard before calling to me pulling me closer to it. I have never been awakened from such a dream by something like this before and I get chills that run down my spine from the nape of my neck under my long flowing dark hair. I slide out from under my covers to find that my room has grown suddenly very cold and dark. I reach for my candle only to find it's no longer there by the side of my bed as it has been for many years in my life. I start to get scared for the coldness is growing stronger around me as I start to move from my bed to the window to close it and cut off the cold chill that has crept into my room only to find that my window is not nor never was open and yet I still have this coldness around me. I try to let out a scream from the fear that I feeling from all that has just happened to me and I feel a hand cover my mouth and slowly pull back to a figure that is my room on the shadows. Th

The Calling Chapter 3
I knew that this pain was not gonna go away anytime soon as this child started to grow inside me and I knew that no matter how much I tried to hide the fact that I was still with child around my master that the day would soon come when I would have no other choice but to walk away from him and all he had shown me. I would of rather of died a thousand times over than to give up this child inside of me for him to be happy and live his life the way he had always been living it while with me. Why did I even really love him when was so unfaithful to me for all the years we had been together and yet I was always by his side and never once did I look at another the way I looked upon him and his glory. Why had I let myself be a fool for so many years and never learned my leason before this time of need had happened to me. I can not let what he has done to me in the past bring me down for this child will not be like him in anyway of the form like his father. I will raise my child on my own

The Calling Chapter 4
As my Son and his Father staring at each other on that hill all I could see was a fate that would in no way make me happy or sad. I saw the love of my life dieing in hands of OUR Son and yet at the same time I always saw OUR Son dieing in the hands of his Father and me not being able to help for I knew I was not strong enough to defeat his Father for I had never truely learned how to unleash out with all my powers and yet I felt the overwelming urge to go and strike this man down that I had once called my Master and Lover. This a very troubled time facing me now and I had to do what as right for both my Son and myself before it became to late for I knew if these two were to face each other to the death I would surely lose both this night and that I could not bare on what was left of my soul at this time in my life. I knew that I had to make my stand against this man I once called my Lover and Master before it was to late and I was to lose the only good thing that was left in my life

The Calling Chapter 10
The words that he spoke unto me left me in shock and yet with a burning deep inside myself that was tearing me apart for I had no idea what was to come if these men that I held so close to my heart where to ever meet and fight to the dead over some past old laws that had been set down for all us on both sides of these clans. The fear was sharp in me that it pulsed from every vain in my body and he could see this as he knew that this would be the hardest thing for me to face ever and yet he was still telling me that he knew what side I would choose if this was to ever come full circle like he said it would. But yet how did he know that my Son would come and hunt him down along with me before he ever met him ? As the days went by slowly and the nights went by so fast that they seemed like a dream to me I was still lost in my own thoughts of how I would make it if I lost both of these men in my life. One that I had raised and cared for all his life and the other that had always loved m

Update
the surgery went well and if the foot continues to heal as it has been, I'll get the stitches out the end of next week. Untill then I can't put any pressure on it and must keep it elevated. I kinda underestimated just how much that incapacites you. Even doing the simplest things(which is all i'm allowed to)becomes a little project. so, probably not too many trips back here to the computer for me for a bit longer.

Alone
I walk into the darkness with my eyes open and looking at everything that might be before me in this place. I look and look for you but your nowhere to be found in this place that you said is your home the one place I could always find you but your not there. I walk through this darkness alone and crying out for you and I hear only the sounds of my tears fall on the ground as I walk alone. I start to shake from the chills that this place is giving me and I start to choke on my own breath as I walk a little faster to your front door. I get to your door and try to get my breath back but it comes in slow breaths almost to slow for me to keep breathing. I walk through your door and find you standing in the walkway with a smile unlike any that I have ever seen come from you before and I start to run to you and I see your hand go up and stop me dead in my movements towards you. I get an uneasy feeling that something isn't right as I stand there and look at you wanting to ho

Are You Charming?
You Are Pretty Charming While you're not a natural charmer, you can be charming when you want to be. And lucky for those around you, you usually feel like turning on the charm. You project a happy, calm image - even when you're feeling the exact opposite. You make people feel great about being around you... though you're not always up for putting in the effort. Are You Charming?

~ Pony ~
Another Fave...for Housecleaning and Hip Grinding....Hop On.....LOL....RIDE IT..... XOXO I'm just a bachelor, I'm lookin for a partner Someone who knows how to ride without even fallin off Gotta be compatible, Takes me to my limits Girl when I break you off, I promise that you wont wanna get off If you're horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it If you're horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it Sittin here flossin, peepin your steelo Just once if I have the chance, the things I would do to you You and your body, every single portion Send chills up and down your spine, juices flowin down your thigh If you're horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it If youre horny, lets do it Ride it, my pony My saddles waitin Come and jump on it If were gonna get nasty baby First well show and tell Till I reach your pony tail (oh) Lurk all over and thro

Tired....
I did a bunch of cleaning today. Cleaned the living room, downstairs bathroom, kitchen, computer room and bed room. Did laundry and put them away. I still have one more load of clothes to wash and put away. I'm so tired.... I'm hoping that my little cold has gone away. Bleh.... I want to go to Wal-Mart sometime tonight, after the nerds leave....Just wonder around.... I haven't really gotten out of the house today at all. Just stayed in cleaning. I need some java....

Sadly Emo
months have gone by and i still sit here and wonder.. how can someone wish for another the most incredible thing that life was meant to live for and then take that all away in a heartbeat? it is the most agonizing pain that no one should feel. imagine, to have it all then taken away from you.. no explanations..no warnings.. its hard to sit here and not cry. like a fool i feel for it TWICE my naiveness has killed my spirit and i am as far from happiness as i'll ever be the reasons why i took a breath are now the reasons why i want to die

Sick!
I am sick and freaking tired of all the cyber sluts! I mean come on ladies! Be classy! Does it feel that good to be known for how much clothes you took off then about who you really are? I am a lady and i will be judged on that and nothing else. I waNT my man or any man to want me for who i am than how many blowjobs ive given or how many men ive fucked. Trust me if it came down to it, a MAN really wants a classy woman rather than a sluty one!

Shattering Heart, Broken Dream
Shattering Heart, Broken Dream It's been 9 months now Since that fateful January night I didn't understand why I had to go through this fight I had a complete heart And a dream to go with it But somebody took that heart And just tore it apart She told me she loved me Told me she cared about me And yet when I wasn't there Proved the opposite was true Now I sit here alone Feeling all broken apart All because of a shattering heart And a completely broken dream Written by: Jeremy S. Moses 10/16/08 4:20am

The Marine
We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground , And we protect our country From all terror around Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won Fight for the sick, Fight for the poor Fight for the cripple, Who lives next door. But when your time comes, Do what

Chaos & Acceptance
I have chaos in my life but I hold it in my hand but some slips like grains of dry sand between my fingertips the more I try to control the chaos or try to maneuver my control by gripping tighter the more it seems to elude my grasp. Some day I will have the courage to open my fist and see what happens. I know.. but don’t that it will dance like a flame in my open palm to wonder and amaze but that time is yet to come I have not the wisdom to realize the consequences of my actions... That day will come and with it I will fly in this world.., once more As I open so shall chaos be drawn in to fill the void? I like lamas although they do tend to spit if it is in their minds to do so lol. as do Yaks that I had the honor to share a hut with in Tibet I was searching and working although not at the same time but in the same local... Another story all together lol Life brings us what we want and also puts what we don’t in our path to see if we will evolve or be relegated to the primal

What The Guard Does
Recently something has been getting on my nerves, the fact that people hear that I am in the National Guard and they say the National Guard don't do nothing. Well the fact is the National Guard does alot, more than people realize. So I am going to share what we guardsmen and guardswomen do. We responde to state emergencies, we deploy world wide to places such as Bosnia, Kosovo, Iraq and Afghanistan. We are regular people who at a moments notice have to go from our familys to be activated. Also not to many people know that alot of the invadeing forces into Afghanistan and Iraq were National Guard. So when someone says they are in the National Guard just remember they do alot more than you think.

Whoring Myself Out
Since none of my friends will whore me out I guess I have to do it... Listen up I am hosting an awesome auction Ad I have been pimpin every1 out But not pimpin myself out But time is running out So I am going to be a fu-whore and pimp myself I am adding a few new things Highest bidder will also get a NSFW Salute from me atleast 1/3 of a bling packs if offered and more if bid goes high enough

For Jason......or Was It Justin?
What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why, I have forgotten, and what arms have lain Under my head till morning; but the rain Is full of ghosts tonight, that tap and sigh Upon the glass and listen for reply, And in my heart there stirs a quiet pain For unremembered lads that not again Will turn to me at midnight with a cry. Thus in winter stands the lonely tree, Nor knows what birds have vanished one by one, Yet knows its boughs more silent than before: I cannot say what loves have come and gone, I only know that summer sang in me A little while, that in me sings no more.

Knickers Up For Auction!
I may not be up for auction myself but i've chosen the next best thing. I've rifled through the laundry basket and chosen completely at random some of my knickers (filthy)so if you ever wondered what it would be like to get a whiff of my cotton rich gusset, now's your chance...... Not really, YOU SICK PERVERTS!!!

Auto 11's
This is my first actual contest!! (not giveaway) And i reallly want to win of course because its for Auto 11's! If you could just rate the picture!! All i really need are rates. I would appreciate all of the help!

Booby Action Info
I am holding Fubar's first all womens booby auction!!!! This auction is dedicated to the men out there that can appreciate a really nice rack. If there gonna look and admire might as well drop a few fu-bucks(or more) to do it. Here is the deal, if interested in being a part of the auction you must private message me with your pic and your offers. The picture below is an example of what the pics should look like and is the tag for the auction: imikimi - Customize Your World It must be a tasteful shot, no nips can show. We are trying to keep this out of the NSFW category people so please adhere strictly to what we are asking for.It can be a bra shot, a bikini shot, or any type of booby shot, except nude. No NUDE BOOBY please.. auction rules: 1. There is a 25k entry fee 2. The bidding will start at 100k 3. Bling, Blasts, VIP's, and HH are accepted, and expected, as bids. 4. The auction will begin 10/22/2008 at 8:00 am CST and end on 10/31/2008 at 11.59 pm CST 5. Turno

Yay, Myspace Survey! Stole It From Someone
What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was engaged? He is actually married, and I'm extremely happy for him Do you wear a name tag at work? Yup. Do you have any tattoos? Nope What are you excited for? Eating food soon Are you happy right now? Yup, and content Do you have any friends you have known for more than 10 years? yes Who was the last person you hugged? Dougster How did you feel when you woke up today? Confuzzled Ever kissed someone who smokes? yes Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? This dude I used to talk to almost 10 yrs ago Do you worry about you current bf/gf's ex messing with your relationship? Nope. Are you intimidated? Never Who was the last person you rode in a car with? Myself When was the last time you laughed until you cried? Yesterday What about the last time you just cried really, really hard? coupla weeks ago Who's your bf/gf's/husband's best friend? me Who took yo

Is It Really That Effin Hard
soo i been seeing more and more everyday who is and isnt true on here. it seems as those who reach oracle seem to think they are better then you. they forget who helps them reach that goal. i have busted my ass over and over again to help some of them reach oracle... i didnt ask for nothing in return but i figured they would at least say thank you. i mean is ty or thank you really that hard to type.... i mean it takes fukking 2 seconds to say it. i have rated many oracles pics over and over again and never got a rerate, a few pic rates, or a comment from them... now im not saying all of them are like that but yes most of them are. once they get where they wanna be they stop helping us who helped them. i dunno i dont get it did no one teach them manors or something? or are they just all about themselves... who knows. all i know is it would be nice to get at least a ty once in a while when ur taking ur time out to help others. sorry bout the bitching and the misspellings lol im on lots

Poetry5
I look into your eyes, truth, hurt, excitement, and confussion all at once, a jumble of feelings and worries for you to deal with, happiness, honesty, integrity, things you search for and hardly ever find, but you search non the less, a trek, a journey, seems so everlasting, you forget the goal, the endstate, and just put up with the game

Please Show Your Love
ATTENTION ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY. WE HAVE A FRIEND THAT NEEDS OUR HELP AN SUPPORT. I HAVE JUST BEEN INFORMED THAT CRAZYMAMA45 IS IN THE HOSPITAL. CAN WE ALL SHOW HER SOME LOVE LEVELING HER AND SHOWING HER MUCH NEEDED LOVE. I AM ASKING YOU AS A FRIEND. DON'T DO IT FOR ME DO IT FOR CRAZYMAMA45 SHE NEEDS YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK TO HER PROFILE: CrazyMama45*Fu Bad Girls*/Fu-Wifey to sTaRr@ fubar AND IF YOU CAN SHE IS ALSO IN A CONTEST. CAN YOU ALSO SHOW HER SOME LOVE BY GOING AND HELP HER IN THE CONTEST. HERE IS THAT LINK: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1274128&albumid=1268634&i=1258556990&idx=4 SO PLEASE GO AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND SUPPORT. THANK YOU, JUICYFRUIT69 CONTACT ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS: *JuicyFruit69(Bi)*Greeter @ DDR*ILY Fu/Gf Velvet Moon*Joyce's Cybor Sista@ fubar

Hmm
well to start things off my name is Samantha or you can call me Sam whatever!! anywho i was born and raised in the BEST state ever TEXAS!! WOOT WOOT! then moved to Florida in '06 i have a wonderful son. i love him to pieces... i work at a restruant you might know... Ryan's buffet.. been there for almost two years now.. i'm a really easy goin person i love to make people laugh.. it comes easily to me.. i'm quite the smartass so if u think u've met ur match think again!

Wykd Crew Rules
Wykd Crew What we do : We rate,and bomb.We keep it realistic.We keep it drama free,and we keep it simple. Everything is done with goals.Goals are set to help members get rates,and help with contest/giveaways.It is unrealistic to level someone who needs millions of points.That is why we are set up on a goal system.If you are close to leveling,then we will attempt to do so.We are not in this for competing with other families,or to work helping others While leaving no free time for ourself.We are here to make and help friends. Goals : Each blog will have the goal stated on it. For example rate 50 of a members pics. What you need to do will be listed along with the persons profile link.There will be more than one person listed,so you can decided who to rate/bomb , or chose to hit them all.If a particular member is offering a prize for certain rates I will list this with that goal as well. For Example. Rate this members 100 pics for fubucks. Bombing : We do

Stolen From Sherry
What Your Name Says About You Your name says that you are mostly: Passionate but flighty Your name also says you are: Fiery but unbalanced Artistic but extreme Intuitive but high strung What Does Your Name Say About You?

Dont Understand
i was in a relationship with this guy that i care about. we were together for 6 months before he moved away do to the military. so we have done the long distance thing for the last two months. the one thing i told him from the beginning was if he wanted to end things just tell me and he said he would. we just talked a few weeks ago and i asked him "what are we" "are we together or not". he couldnt answer me. finally recently he told me he has been thinking about it for a couple weeks and he couldnt do the long distance thing with him being over seas for a year and he needed to focus on his career. i just dont understand why if he has been thinking about it for awhile why didnt he tell me before now. ive known its been coming because we havent been talking much. he says he cares about me alot and didnt want to hurt me but he also said he would tell me if you wanted to end things. i just dont understand.

I Invented A New Drink
well sorta lol..just tryin to get drunk out of my mind tonight sooo heres what i did.. took a shot glass mixed Jager, Black Berry Brandy and some Jamacian Rum...great combo! think next time ill try it with some vodka mixed in though. feel free to try it.. good stuff!

In Honor Of My Mother And Breast Cancer Awareness Month
Original Post Date Feb 17 2007 Still No Rules It's been one full year since my mom died on her terms in a hospice in Ohio. The year has flown by and I am amazed at how long it has been. Seems like just a month at times. Mom had breast cancer that mastected to her abdomen and ate up her digestive system. During the days leading up to her death alternatives and treatments were suggested. Mom had just one question: "When this is all over will I be able to eat a cheeseburger?" The answer being "probably not" prompted mom to decide she just wanted to not suffer and slip away. At this point, being her medical power of attorney, I was tempted to talk her into some treatment. If you have never been in a situation like that I will say that it is the most difficult thing I have ever gone through. The conflict of respecting her wishes vs. refusing to let go. Fortunately I went with her wishes and shoved my selfishness aside. I recall a few days earlier when mom let my siblings and

My Great Friend R$ichyr$ch
I find it is hard to find real friends off or online but ive been priviledged to have some really great friends to name a few there is Claire who is just an awesome friend, BARB great person, & miracle monkey he always has a hug for a friend, & of course my friend "T" (tommy) he is really sweet then of course Justin he is the light of my life, but there is 1 that no matter how he is worries about hes friends more then himself he just had knee replacement surgery but he is more worried about his best friend & love Barbara Ann who needs all our prayers at the moment she was diaganosed with cancer & there isnt much any1 but god & love will do. imikimi - Customize Your World this is 2 people who no matter whats going on think of others before themselves. so lets all show them they come first. wish i could add all my friends every1 is dear to me just always keep ur friends near & dear & prayer for Richy & Barbara

Life Is About This Part 2
And for those of you that werent included in part 1 ta da, thanks to a very good friend, I borrowed this pic so I dont feel bad about not including more of you. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS YOU ALL ROCK - some more than others, but oh well LOVE YOU ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Money Does Not Equal Happiness
It seems to be that by the time you are in your mid 40's you should have already woke up to the reality that money does not buy you happiness. This attitutde comes to the surface when you begin to tell people that you have left your job. I made really good money at my job. More money than I will ever make in the public school system teaching. Needless to say, my family began to live the lifestyle accordingly. When I started to consider leaving my job, my husband and I took a long hard look at the lifestyle that we are leading. I am of the belief that there are only a few things you really need in life. We built a house a few years ago that we are truly in love with. We live in the country in a wonderful area where the people are friendly and helpful. My sons go to good neighborhood schools. This is something we cherish and need to keep. We both drive fairly new cars. This is where we have both agreed that we were being stupid. We do not live in ours cars so why does it m

Rodney Adkins, Brooks And Dunn, And Zz Top
What was I thinking, boing to an outdoor concert, on a Thursday, in 45 degree weather? Hell, what was I doing seeing Rodney Adkins and Brooks and Dunn. Let me tell you my friends...sucking it up to see ZZ Top. I'm going to gloss over Rodney Adkins and Brooks and Dunn. I went into the third to last song of Brooks and Dunn before I even knew a song, because they covered someone else's song. They finished up with Boot Scoot Boogie, which I also know, and have hated forever. But the night started out with an hour and a half drive to get there. It wasn't bad, we were with friends, but my leg was absolutely killing me. We met up with some other friends, and their neice and her friend, so immediately I had to watch what I said, because they are 15ish. We get in, and wandered around, and waited for Rodney Adkins to come on. When he did, he had a good response. The place was pretty filled by this point. It was an older crowd, so everyone was there early, not like the metal sho

Just Thinking
everyday in life is a new day. We all have are own problems in life. Sometimes when we don't think it gets any better things look up, other times it keep going wrong. when you are just stressed out to the limit and nothing is going to go your way. Way you have to look at the good in your life to keep you going. Things always get better might get worse first but always gets better. life is like a guessing game you never know what is going to happen next. Just always remeber that you have friends and family to help you and never give up. that is life and you have to make the best out of it while you are here and don't stress on the little stuff it makes it harder. So stay happy and not so stress remember it always gets better

Learning Acceptance
I thought it was time to write something serious well at least to me anyways. In the last week I have been having a really rough time. I have been dealing with things, I wish I didnt have to deal with. I writing because things have change for me. I have learned lot of things over the years of being online. I am not looking for the love of my life on here, though if it happens that good too. I have accepted that finding true love anywhere not just one line is almost impossible. I have learned there are liars, player, and hurtful people even though they claim not to be. I just dont understand why people have to be that way to get what they want. For if i can't get what i want for being my self then i dont wont it. just sad to see alot of people pretending to be somethere not. This blog is not directed to just one person, its general observation. The things that I have been dealing with for the past week has taught me something. Even though I have heard it many times before. I am just goi

My Son
This divorce is obviously taking its toll! I received an email from my Step son last night telling me that I would not be allowed to see the baby, & to never contact his wife or him ever again. This news devestated me as I have raised this child since he was 4 yrs old. (He is now 29) The damage is done & I will not try to undo it as I am too hurt at this point... Unfortunately it all stems from mis -informatiom regarding the divorce between his father & I but he has chosen to believe what he hears from others without even asking me first, and since the truth does not matter to him I do not wish to fight on this one.. what I really want to know is how ppl can be so cruel in destroying the lives of others for their own personal gain? I had to get this off my chest.....sorry if I sound angry, its just getting past the pain

Heaven Or Hell
THIS IS A NONPARTISAN JOKE THAT CAN BE ENJOYED BY BOTH PARTIES! NOT ONLY THAT-- it is POLITICALLY CORRECT!! While walking down the street one day A US senator is tragically hit by a truck and dies. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance. 'Welcome to heaven,' says St. Peter. 'Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts, you see, so we're not sure what to do with you.' 'No problem, just let me in,' says the man. 'Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity.' 'Really, I've made up my mind. I want to be in heaven,' says the senator. 'I'm sorry, but we have our rules.' And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and s

Disciple Brattybytch!!! Congrats Bratty!
BrattyBytch{{Thunder & Lightning Levelers ~ Team Captain}}@ fubar WE CAN DO THIS IF EVERYONE WILL RATE HER PICS AND STASH DURING HAPPY HOUR...I HAVE BEEN ON HER PAGE SINCE 1PM, AND HAVE SEEN SOME OF YOU THERE, WE NEED ALL OF YOU, TO RATE ALL OF HER STUFF, DON'T YOU WANT EVERYONE ON YOUR PAGE WHEN IT IS YOUR TURN???

Tell Me
Tell me Can you express your hidden passion? Or do you live by social direction? Moving with the madness of the crowd Void of sense and self expression Awaken from your paralyzing nightmare Transcend the boundaries to reality Throw caution to the wind be free Unleash the strength within to dare Express your hidden passion here and now Dancing free, a soul without fear No need to hide or be ashamed Now is your chance release your passion The walls of inhibition crumble Past shadows fade and light prevails Like the phoenix from the ashes you have risen Live life to the fullest while other stumble Express your hidden passion

A Woman With Heart!
Cheryl, Cheryl, what can I say .. This is a beautiful woman that I met In person from Fu one day. A convertible ride was tops for the day even though it was 50 degrees, heat blasting.. Top down, we were off on our way! What to do having just met.. What could I possibly say to a stranger from the net? Worries quickly were put to bed.. We clicked immediately and never lacked For things to be said. This person has been my DEAREST FRIEND since.. A true beauty inside and out.. Someone I hope to never again live without! Cheryl .. you are precious to me! You know me so well, sympathise when I hurt and try so hard to make it better. You worry about me more than you should and the love in your heart for me is more than I could have ever hoped for when you walked through the Ramada door on that so very fun day! You are my whore .. giggle .. and I LOVE YOU DEARLY!! Be true to yourself and NEVER let anyone change your inner beauty!! Now get your butt to Savannah! .. ;)

My Mom.
My mom died from cancer in...2000? 2001? Either way, the doctors gave her 6 months. She managed 3 years. (Funny, her mom died from Cancer too. She always said "If I get it, let me die" yet she fought.) We talked one day: ""Bear, I want you to have Power of Attorney." "Why?" "Because if I get too far along, I want you to pull my plug." "Okay, but -why-?" "No one else would." "Okay, Mom. Hey, make me a deal?" "Yeah?" "If you can come back in the afterlife as a ghost or something, let me know okay?" "Sure! You do the same too, yeah?" "Yeah!" She died later that year. I never had to pull her plug. I told her corpse a joke though. She always liked my bad jokes. Her hand was so...stiff, when I held it. Like a mannequin.

Im Leaving Fu On Monday
I have come to a stand still in my life where I feel nothing is happening right so I have decided to shut up shop on here and move over to Yearbook. Feel free to come over by copy and pasting the link below http://www.myyearbook.com/join.php?ref=1715592315 Remember one thing - love you all some more than others and we all rock together. (lmao how many of you fell for that one hey!!!!!!!!!)

This Might Piss A Few Off
why is levelling such a big deal? in about 2 weeks i've gotten myself from level 16 to level 20, with no outside help, promoting myself, begging, or spending any money - real or fu. the fu-bible says that the perk of the rock star level is a bolded nickname, and i can't even tell a difference. why do so many ppl spend major money ($100 for a happy hour, are you serious???) on something that benefits them... how? i mean, i enjoy the site : voting on mumms, reading blogs, seeing new pictures (echo angel has some really beautiful folders)... but why invest so much in promoting... a profile? is it insecurity? a need for acceptance? a desire to fit in? a wish for approval? "please show me you think i'm a good person by rating me, then when lots of you have rated me, i'll have proof that i can be loved." i know some ppl would say that it's just the way they enjoy the site, and it's something they do with friends... really? these are all ppl you would be willing to meet and hang out with irl

Am I A Bad Mother?
Am I a bad mom if I have to let my ex husband have temporary custody because right now I'm struggling so much finacially I can't support my child? Is it wrong for me to give him up while I go and pursue a career in the Navy as active duty trying to make a better life for us? Only a few people on here who may or may not read this understand where all of this is coming from. I am not just struggling finacially but emotionally and I need some true friends to let me know if I'm a bad mother for this?

Auction
DO YOU WANNA OWN ME THEN COME CHECK ME OUT!!!! I PROMISE ILL BE WORTH IT!!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1002925&albumid=1060232&i=2650557720#2650557720 WHAT IM OFFERING!!!! WILL RATE ALL PHOTOS...W/ 11S IF VIP WILL BLING...IF I GET A BP WILL BUY U GIFTS TWICE A WEEK WILL BUY U 2 BIG PIMPING GIFTS WILL ADD U AS TOP FAM N TOP FRIEND WILL PUT OWNED BY IN MY NAME WILL SHARE U TWICE A WEEK WILL MAKE A PIMP OUT BULLY FOR U WIIL MAKE U A SFW SALUTE

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

If
If love is supposed to set you free Why do I feel chained? If love is full of sunshine, Why do I see rain? If love makes the world go round Why am I standing still? If love is a walk in the clouds Why am I trudging uphill? If love is about enjoying today Why do I look to tomorrow? If love is the greatest joy Why do I feel sorrow?

Come On People Have A Heart
Ok people i am hear to ask you to have a heart my friend john has been a member of fubar since november 21 2006 and is now just reaching lvl 8 so i am begging you to have a heart and give him a hand please i mean it will only take a few minutes to rate the few pic's he has and the tiny stash we are trying to get him more stuff ( well i am anyways i have to figure shit out and how 2 work with what he has for space) so can you guys please have a heart for me and help my friend john out here is his link down at the bottom and i will try to make sure ever rate is returned to you even if i have to do return them all myself Thank you Lost GraveDigger ®†@ fubar

Drinkin & Drivin
Today would have been my little brothers 49th birthday. At the age of 21 he chose to drink and get behind the wheel of his truck... He never made it home. He not only died as a result of his decision but the two people who were in the vehicle he had a head on crash with were in critical condition for several weeks. Thankfully they eventually recovered. Please folks, don't get me wrong. I'm not a prude and I have nothing against drinking and having a good time. (this is evidenced in my pics lol). Just please don't drink in excess without the benefit of a designated driver.

Just Thoughts
i honestly dont know what to do. i want to move after the situation with my parents. i am 20 years old and still living at home. its okay, but i wanna start somewhere new. its been crazy running around Nebraska when im not even near home and i want to go back. which i plan on it in December. hopefully explore a lil on the way there. THANK YOU to everyone who has talked to me about the shit that has been going on the last week i really appreciate it a TONS! what in the hell do you do when u really like someone? you tell them well duh i did that! and it had a good out come im just scared of what could happen

~ The Beauty Of A Woman ~
`THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN ISN'T IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS `THE FIGURE THAT SHE CARRIES OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR `THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS SEEN IN HER EYES BECAUSE THAT'S `THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES. `THE TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN, IS REFLECTED BY HER SOUL. `IT'S THE CARING THAT SHE GIVES AND THE PASSION THAT SHE `SHOWS. AND THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY GROWS.... ~Find the person who will love you because of your differences and not in spite of them and you have found a lover for life. ~The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. ~What the heart has once owned and had, it shall never lose. ***A MAN DOES NOT LOVE A WOMAN BECAUSE SHE IS BEAUTIFUL*** **********SHE IS BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE HE LOVES HER*********** Peace.

Where I Will Be
My victims are rich or poor, young or old, strong or weak I cause millions of accidents, I am cancer in your bones I fathered the lie, twist what you say, speak not the truth I am insidious, impartial, deep inside your chromosomes I take what you love, and leave you in tears I imprison your soul, your hopes are my gains I strip you of pride, my promises in vain While you burn at the stake I dance with the flames I bring poverty, sickness and death A worthless handshake, the slickest thief, I steal your wealth I answer your prayers for greed and lust More than evil, I laugh at your trust I am more powerful than all the armies of the world I am more violent than violence, more deadly than death I have destroyed more men than all the nations wars I am relentless, unpredictable, waiting for your last breath

Any Help Would Be Greatly Appreciated!!!
I am in need of as much help as I can get.. Im about 12k comments short of getting an auto-11s bling.. any rates or comments that I can get would be so very much appreciated.. and please while you are at it.. please go by and Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment the host.. She is a very sweet, caring and kind friend!.. Anyone that has had the opportunity to chat with her will know what Im speaking of.. she goes out of her way for her friends and doesnt think twice about it.. I think she's amazing and an angel here on earth.. Below you will see the pic that is in the giveaway I am in.. please click on it and if possible just rate it and maybe throw in a comment or two if you have time.. any and all rates and comments will be greatly appreciated.. *Also... IF YOU CARE TO HELP ME WITH COMMENTS I AM PAYING 5k FUBUCKS PER 100 COMMENTS.. BUT.. YOU MUST NOTIFY ME (*AND LET ME REPLY TO YOU SO I KNOW*)BEFORE YOU START SO THAT I KNOW YOU ARE HELPING FOR FUBUCKS.. SO PLEASE CLICK ON MY P

Another Sparkling Example Of Assholery
->dalejr999: How would you feel if some guy asked your mother or sister something like that? Asshole. Rip your dick off for me k? Fuck right off. ->dalejr999: You should have read my page before deciding to message me with this ignorant bullshit. A woman doesn't have to be on her rag to hate that some asshole thinks it's ok to ask them for shit they would NEVER ask for in person. dalejr999: haha dalejr999: omg pms??? ->dalejr999: oh cause it's nice to message some random stranger and ask for "special pics" i hope your dick rots off in your hand you ignorant bastard. dalejr999: thats nice ->dalejr999: piss off. dalejr999: hi u rated mypic ty do u take specialpics ->dalejr999: hi? dalejr999: hi

Yes This Goes To The Basement
Ok lets get some facts straight. Yes This morning i was annoyed not for the reasons people think tho, I can honestly say i dont care That Kevin Jason, or even Angie aka ZQ pulled the stream and got thier own, What upset me was I wasnt even told It was going to happen, (yes i agree they can do what they want) but when my brother using my net to dj all night in thier place i should At least get a simple message with oh yeah btw jess we are gonna pull the stream thanks for letting us use it, Not some lame ass phone call about a hr n half after i wake up its so you can concentrate on ur lounge Who gives a fuck Tell the truth its ok Tell it when you do it Its ok Im not sure if people really understand why im pissed but if you dont after you read this then wow your a dumbfuck

Why It Is So Cool To Be A Woman
We can get rid of leg hair without pretending that we do a lot of cycling/swimming or any other sport that would require aerodynamic legs. We absently hum tunes from musicals without anyone being suspect of our sexuality. When we buy a vibrator it is glamorous. When men buy a blow up doll it's pathetic. Should we wake up looking like something the cat dragged in, we can fix it with cosmetics. We can have partners that are years younger than us without being called dirty old perverts. We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. Systems support men always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. We know that Tetris is the computer game to end all games. We got off the Titanic first. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin and gorgeous. They look like complete dorks in our clothes. We have total control over our eyebrows. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. It's cool to b

Giveaway
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Members, Please F/a/r Each Other!!
Naughty Angels Leveling Crew Members of Naughty Angels Leveling Crew, please F/R/A each other!!! Red Hot Sexy Angel-Founder Sweet Addiction-Co Founder Kristen Come join FUBARS newest leveling crew! The Naughty Angels. Click the pic to apply :) Send us a private message stating you would like to join, you must be at least a level 10 and have a verified salute!!

Time
TiME Time grows old, as do we words once spoken so freely now no longer exist to me. Time spent crying out for you being left broken hearted, not knowing what to do. Time stands still without you near if only you'd realize what I'd be willing to give to have you here. One touch away from making it all disappear wanting to know what it feels like again to be able to smile from ear to ear. Time is all it takes to learn your mistakes one more chance given to see what it makes. Something needs to change, why not do it together cause only a heart without love would think alone could be better. Time is never promised to us, every minute counts if I die tomorrow I know I wouldnt want to do without. Without knowing that someone loved me just as much as I loved them knowing that they wanted me too and not just as a friend. Time heals all wounds so to speak when to me it was you that healed them up extra sweet. Time passes and we all eventually move on forgetting those who

Its That Time...
I will be cleaning up my list soon. Although I like to get ahead on here some..I also like to make friends. Lately only been a handful I am able to talk to. Not even worth coming on at times. If you want to actually be my friend..let me know. Would be nice to have someone to actually talk to..

The Way I Feel...
the ink i use to write the love i have is not red like the blood that has been spilled from my broken heart, but gold as the bricks that will lead us to heaven,you make my heart pound like the drums from heaven that will alert us of jesus's return.for me and you to walk into the light of heaven..together me and you shall be together to spend enternity together and be forever happy and in love with the greatest love of all (LIFE).. By LOUIS HARLEY

Salutes
If you have requested one from me, please re request in my blog. I have been very busy lately and haven't had much time for fubar and I probably forgot. My apologies. Just leave a comment and I will make you one as soon as I have the chance to. Thanks, Kelly :)

Wtf Else Am I Going To Do With My Life
...so I've been thinking over my options and... A.) I can work a bunch of dead end jobs in an economy that looks like a dried turd on a hot stretch of high way. B.) Forge history with my blood... who know, maybe hundreds of years from now people will know my name! ...is there really a decision?

Help On Designing Special Tatt
For those who can help...I lost my parents recently and Id like to honour then with having their first names tattood on my back. Thing is I would not only like to have their names but some art around their name as well.Something like rose branches with their thorns or something like that. Anyone out there with some ideas? It would mean a lot to me. Thank you

Bullhaulers
BULLHAULER Freight you say? We'd rather take a bullet Cuz if it ain't full of holes we just won't pull it Those fat-belly freight haulers like those big long hauls They have to do that cuz they just have no balls They bitch & they moan & say our rigs smell Well if you ask me they can all go to hell They say we're all crazy & drive way too fast Just shut your damn pie holes & let me pass And oh by the way... pucker up buttercup & kiss my cowboy ass! Hearts of gold & nerves of steel In one hand a hotshot the other the wheel We take our critters cross mountain, desert & plain, all with great skill & poise Guess that's why they call us the last of the cowboys We don't hang out in truckstops or get caught sleepin, this we can't abide It all stems from a little thing called pride We don't ask for glory or lots of money in the bank Just cows that need a ride and fuel in our tank The ladi

Do You?
There is a world beyond this pain A wall of fortitude shall stand in vain An abundance of emptiness caves in from each side Standing from the bottom, blinded to the light Do you hear my cry? It is silent Do you see my fear? It is giant I cast off my shield, a heart made of stone Open to you are inflicted scars that you own I want to hide in the sanctuary of your promise But I can’t find my way through the sedentary darkness

Oracle Bound! Do Me Do Me!
So, I just activated Auto 11's again! I uploaded a bunch of new pics to rate and want to hit 14 mil by the time they are over! So, show me lots and lots of love! Here's the album you can rate for $20,000 FUBUCKS or a SFW Salute from me! Be sure to Private Message ME when you are done and specify which you would like! Anyone that BLINGS me today will also get a SFW Salute! Big Bling might get ya some more goodies! hehe

The Bullrider
I recall wanting to ride bulls years ago and a debate I had with my dad. I allowed how this would be my rocket to the stars. Dad agreed—I would see stars, and a bull was a launching pad. "Like Chris LeDoux, I’m addicted to danger," I boomed in a voice loud and clear. Dad growled, "You’ll be addicted to painkillers, too, when that bull sticks his horn in your rear." "Look at Mahan, Ty Murray, Don Gay," says I. "They’ve got money to burn and friends in high places. I’ll betcha they’re wearin’ silk underwear, and you don’t see no frowns on their faces." "For every one makes it, there’s ten thousand that don’t. Buckin’ them stats is dumb, not courageous. I’d sooner see you take to gamblin’, son; you’ll get better odds in Las Vegas ." I told him the girls would never look twice if I didn’t do something like that. Dad looked at me with a twinkling eye and said, "There’s more than one w

Alcohol Is Bad For My Legs...
A man goes into a cocktail lounge and approaches Maxine sitting by herself : Man: 'May I buy you a cocktail?' Maxine: 'No thank you, alcohol is bad for my legs.' Man: 'Sorry to hear that. Do they swell?' Maxine: 'No, they spread.'

Glass Orb
Stately, beautiful, clear with pigments swirled around. Appearing so solid so strong, only high heat would melt it to see inside. But despite the appearance, it is fragile. A drop and it would shatter, never to be the same again.

Friends!
Friends without faces: We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the

Contest....
MY VERY GOOD FRIEND HER IS IN A CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET,I'M SURE SHE HAS HELPED YOU NOW ITS OUR TURN TO HELP HER WIN THIS CONTEST...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE PIC AND RATE IT AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN...THANKS FOR YOUR HELP AND HAVE A NICE DAY...

A Poetic Fairy Tale
Once Upon A Time (A Poetic Fairy Tale) *Awhile back I wrote a poetic fairytale. So over the next few days, I will be reposting the chapters of that fairytale. Don't worry, there will be more original pieces inbetween.* Once upon a time there was a man Who lived his life taking a stand Went about his day being a knight in shining armor Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors Never asking for anything return Not even a thank you or an encouraging word Always hearing about men and thier evil ways Refused to be like them until his dying day At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder Why do all the damsels always run to another Still he carried on his self imposed duties And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at thier beauty But every now and then his mind would run astray Often wondered if he had the strength to carry on this way See this knight dreamt of being a king The only piece that was missing was his queen

To Everyone That Helped Scarlett...
You have my heart felt Thank You!! You all made this contest a lot of fun... and she won... YAY!! :) To thank you for all your hard work I have made these tags If I have forgotten anyone please let me know!! A special shoutout to the following people for all your pimpouts and efforts to help Scarlett win her bombing contest (There are so many that helped it would be impossible to name them all here!! Please don't be offended if your name does not appear below): ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY BOOBOO & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar C.A.B@ fubar WATCHER Vice President of GIT ~R~DONE & PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDREATE BOMBERS Shadow Leveler@ fubar The Spankers Club@ fubar CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~CoFounder of T&L~Gunny's fu-BISH~Natural Witch is my fu-Bish! fu@ fubar Dazzy - Lucy's Buggabear@ fubar †Đεád…Måñ…Wâ£κíñģ†~~ Proud Member of The Confederate Bombers ~~ Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ☠☣FTW☣a

Week 7
I somehow missed a week, so it must have been bad. But this week, when by all rights and means I should have lost, I actually won. And let me tell you, it was butt pckeringly tight. I had a decent lead going into monday night, and his one player did good, and my player, the kicker for Denver, got no opportunities because Denver decided to keep giving the ball to the Patriots. But a win is a win, and the Rams won for real, and my Nascar team won for the second week in a row...so a great week. Roy Williams was traded to Dallas, so his numbers should go up, ans soon as Dallas figures it out. Kyle Orton is on fire, never thought I'd say that. But I have a few solid players, and picked up a few solid players, so hopefully good things in the future. In Nascar, I just don't want to finish last. I have a game and a half lead over the last place guy, and with a little luck, I think I could finish 8th. I'm not holding my breath though. Go Rams!

Not Sure Of Me Anymore
Ever had someone who could pick you up and throw you down in the same sentence? Ever have someone who claimed to love you and all they ever did was hurt you? Ever have someone who's touch was rarely loving and that caused more pain than you thought you could endure? Ever have someone who would rather call you a degrading name than your own? Ever have a person who you were so afraid of that you stayed for fear of leaving them and dealing with their wrath? I just left that person. I am starting all over. I have the most important person by my side, My Daughter. She is keeping me together, though at times I just want to fall apart. I know I can't rely on her that way, it's not fair for her. She doesn't understand the situation. She will adjust in time, as will I. We are going to have a lot to learn and a long way to travel before we are able to put the past behind us. I didn't suffer alone. She was there. She heard the yelling and crying. She endured some minor verbal abuse, b

Improved Sex Life
My husband and I were talking on our way home from Beaverton after visiting the Stars Cabaret strip club and we both came to the conclusion that even though we had a very imaginative and active sex life before, it has really stepped up a notch over the past year or so, especially since we have been visiting strip clubs. It is loads of fun going to the strip clubs and getting hit on by the dancers and knowing that it is arousing my husband for them doing so. It has also improved our communication regarding sex by going to the strip clubs, because not only do we talk about the dancers but we also have found it easier to talk to one another about our fantasies and what we would like to receive and give to one another when it comes to our sex. It is very arousing watching some of the better dancers excite the audience sitting stage side with the looks they give the guys (and the women) as their form of flirtatious entertainment. There were two very sexy Hispanic girls at the Beave

Resting
Just a quick update. The surgery went well yesterday. Mom says she is in alot of pain but intends on being out of bed tomorrow. She sends her love to all her friends and says she misses you and will be back with you soon. Once she is out of ICU I will take her laptop to her so she can let you all know how she is doing personally God Bless

If You Want To Leave Me.....
I have been doing a lot of thinking recently and I have decided that this is the best way to handle this. My Friends if you no longer wish to stay with me and the things that i am trying to accomplish then i totally understand and i will still be honored to call you my Friends. Just all that i ask is don't, Please don't give up because you think that i have.....Because i have not...i may have slowed down some...and yes i have thought of given up....but i am no quitter.....not yet anyway!I feel that it is to early to throw the towel in!! And those that are my true friends know exactly what this is all about and if you're truly my friend i hope you will let me know if you are still with me!! I do have some things that are going on in my life and family that i am having to deal with and sometimes i can't be here as much as i would truly like to be but im human and do have problems outside of Fu-bar and i hope you all understand this. okay this is the way that i have chosen to handle

~once You've Loved ~!
~Once You've Loved.... There's a Part of Your Heart... That simply Belongs to that Person. It can't be Sold.... Or Rented Out.... It's Theirs... You Gave It to Them.... And They Live In It.... Claiming It's Space.... For All Time... I Know.... I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER. Peace.

Dedication To Veterans And Soldiers
"Goodbye to my Friends" By: Brandon 'Marius' They once were by my side, Now gone. My friends that fought beside me, gone. They left this world behind, for a better place... How can a man feel so alone? Since they're gone... They're gone, and the is nothing we can do. My friends have gone, gone to a better place... heaven. I feel the pain of loneliness, of being alone, it hurts. They never knew what happened.. A piece of them will always be here... In our hearts.. Theese days I don't do much, My mind wanders and I wonder how I'm gonna cope. I write to their families.. but I can not send them. I feel so alone because they are gone. The pain of loss, will always be with me. But they will remain here inside us. I dont pretend to know what they go through and or feel, this was written as a high school project.

Never Jaded
The blood that flows through her system, Reminds me of hazy days in the grass, A glass of wine I raise on lonely summer days, Sitting by the cool, calm flowing streams, It feels as though I'm living in a dream. The sun, the wind & the rain,Upon my soul, Could never jade me, let it rain snow or storm, For sometimes life is a bitch, We pray for a witch, Let the candles burn, As we turn, Avenues & paths.... We never knew they existed, Dark turn's to light, Black turns to white, Candles burn from every corner, Projecting dainty silhouettes upon the wall, I fall & pray upon my knees, Today is just another day.

Wanted: A Home For A Heart
WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE A HEART? IT'S ONLY SLIGHTLY USED. IT'S BEEN BROKEN ONCE OR TWICE AND YES, ITS HAD THE BLUES. IT ISN'T SUCH A BAD HEART IT'S FAITHFULL, LOYAL AND TRUE AND IF YOU PROMISE NOT TO BREAK IT I'LL GIVE IT ALL TO YOU. IT COULD BE YOUR BEST FRIEND IT WOULD NEVER LET YOU DOWN IT WOULD GIVE YOU A WHOLE WORLD OF LOVE WHENEVER YOU'RE AROUND SO WOLN'T YOU GIVE MY HEART A CHANCE? THE PRICE IS RIGHT; IT'S FREE IF YOU DON’T WANT IT, LIKE ALL THE REST PLEASE LEAVE IT HERE WITH ME. Michelle P ®

To My¢¾
I can't imagine my life without you... You have always been there for me. You were there through my pain and my joy.. and I have always taken care of you. When you felt broken I helped pic up the pieces. You always could get my blood flowing and make me feel all warm and tingly inside. I think of you as my partner in life...for without you, my life would cease to be. I promise I will never let anyone hurt you again. You are my most valuable treasure and I will protect you with my life. Thank you for being a part of me.....Thank You! MY HEART!

Rip Mh!
One of my very good friends was killed last night while doing what he loved most, riding his new Harley. He bought the bike a couple months ago after riding a Honda Goldwing for years. He was soo absolutely proud of his new "baby"! Someone driving a pickup truck decided to turn right in front of him. Mitch didn't stand a chance. I have seen this time and time again when out riding or just driving down the road. We were almost killed a few weeks ago by the same thing. A stupid f'n beyotch pulled right out in front of us. We had to lock up the rear tire which caused us to slide sideways. Thank god we were able to get out of it without going down. Mitch will be sorely missed by many many people. He was a great guy who would do anything for anybody. He loved God and his family. Please please please SHARE THE ROAD! I will miss you Mitch but I know that someday, I WILL see you again my friend! Rest In Peace.

Cleaned My Friends List
Well today I cleaned my friends list. I don't need people that don't bother with me taking up space on my lists. I mean c'mon if you can't take the time to show ALL your FRIENDS love then maybe you shouldn't have so damn many. I may sound a little pissed and so what if I do. I don't ADD peeps to get points like some of you POINT WHORES do. I add peeps to get to know them better and maybe start a nice friendship. So once again DO NOT ADD me if you don't plan on getting to know me EVER. I am not saying I won't rate your pics because I do but I will only rate my TRUE FRIENDS who actually take the time to say HI. Have a nice day Fubar! :)

My Guitar And I
As im sitting here, playing my guitar, im wishing for somthing new. I dont know what...but I am. The wash of emotions, that is me, floods the guitar and im overwhelmed again. I just wrote something truly beautiful, filled with real emotion and validity. When I hear myself play it, I see why it written. Overwhelming despair at a life out of control, thinking it will never get back on track. The curse of a musician i guess, but i dont think so. I feel so different from everyone and understandable so. My life has been filled with wrong choices and mustakes. Yet I'm not learning. Seems i dont want to and probably wont ever. Wierd! But I also see in this hope. Small as it may be, i still see. Maybe I'll learn, maybe I wont. I know this site isnt the best to fully give yourself emotionally to anyone really but im sitting here close to tears at my recollections, open for anyones eyes to see that hears my song. So I'll keep playing and work myself out.

Wierd Web Site
This site makes me think, are there so many sex-crazied retarded people in this world?....Im far from perfect....i do friend people to look at boobs and stuff lol...but im sick of it. Ure boobs are nice, dont get me wrong, i just want more, ive been on this site since it started.....my id is like 57k lol.....all i see are people who want me to rate shit or others that dont talk to me ever....thanks for the rate...nice rack...see ya later.....story of my life on this site....and everytime i forge a relationship on this site...they end up married,crazy or just not compatible. i dont think ill leave this site, but i want something more from u people...so step it up and open up a bit....cause i will....we might be surprised....and im sure most wont believe this but its true....im actually a smart guy, full of emotion and love

Let's Party!!!
OK WE HAVE LESS THAN A WEEK TILL THE FU MEET,, WHERE REAL PEOPLE COME OUT FROM BEHIND THE COMPUTER SCREEN AND MEET OTHER REAL PEOPLE,,,, THOUGH BLOGS HAVE BEEN POSTED BEFORE,,, WE STILL HAVE NO IDEA JUST WHO IS ACTUALLY COMING,,,, SO ALL THAT PLANS ON COMING PLEASE SAY SO, SO GRAB YOUR SALUTES AND MONEY (FUBUCKS DON'T COUNT) AND LET'S P*A*R*T*Y!!!!!

This Horrible
I have copied a friend of mines blog, Sandy - please read and sign the petition - will only take a moment to do. Thank you Sandy's Blog Today I have just seen the horror of Stallion Fights that are held in the Phillippins for entertainment! The pictures in the paper are so shocking I felt like crying, horses are gentle creatures, when there are two males after a female they may fight over her but the stronger one will win and the weaker one will go away. They never fight to the death! Although the 3 day fight festival a year was banned 10 years ago it seems it still goes on. They get tortured, tied up, beaten so that when they go out into the ring they are so in a frenzy they fight to the death, the rings they fight in are so small that they can only do one thing and that is to fight or face being beaten by their trainers who train them to fight. The pictures are too horrific to put on here, but I hope you take the time to read the article Here is the link for the a

A Point In My Life
IM OFF WORK TODAY WITH NOTHING TO DO CAUSE IT'S RAINING HERE AND COLD AS HELL. I GUESS IM STUCK IN THE HOUSE TODAY....SO I'M LAYING IN MY BED,STARING UP AT THE CEILING JUST DRIFTING OFF.THE FIRST AND ONLY THING I THINK OF IS THE ONE MAN THAT MAKES ME GET ALL THOSE FEELINGS U NEVER WANNA COME DOWN FROM...YES ITS ZARDIO. WHY AM I DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY??? I WANT SO BADLY TO JUST MAKE MY LIFE WITH HIM AND THATS IT..NOONE ELSE FOR ME CUZ THATS HOW HE MAKES ME FEEL. THE ONLY CONTACT I HAVE WITH HIM IS THE PHONE AND ON THIS SITE...I DONT WANT THAT ANYMORE....I NEED TO TOUCH HIM,KISS HIM AND WRAP MY ARMS AROUND HIM,BUT MOST OF ALL I WANNA FEEL HIM INSIDE ME. I WANT HIM AND I TO COME HOME TOO EACHOTHER AND MAKE A HISTORY TOGETHER,SHARE THINGS AND BE ONE.I WANNA MAKE HIM SMILE AND LAUGH AND KNOW THAT IM NEVER GOING ANYWHERE.MY LOVE FOR HIM IS SO STRONG.AND THEN I REALIZE....HE WAS NOT AND WILL NEVER BE JUST A GUY I SAW ON HERE AND THIS IS NOT AN INTERNET FLING FOR ME,HE MEANS WAY TO MUCH TO ME...

Since They Dont Get Read....part 1
Ok so I was kindly told no one reads my blogs and by the one from last night they may be right...lol. So....for those loser types they can ignore this one, but to anyone that wants to start learning about me and maybe shed some light into who I am and why then you will know me a tad bit better. This first one is sorta about me and you ask wtfffff...I do ask myself that question daily..lol Ok so here I am at 38 an I feel settled in my life thus home and family first...ummm h*** no not really into clubbing and bar hopping, but I will do that occasionally. I just feel that being an adolescent in my late 20's through my 40's is not the direction I would want for me. I am conservative for the most part, but this far left thing has me wondering where this world that I was brought into went. Yes my faith is strong even though my actions often reflect differently. After the incidences of a few years ago in which left me penniless, homeless, etc...started a transformation and thu

Wen My Mans Away The Boys Play
SO WEN MY MANS AWAY THE BOYS LIKE TO PLAY.....WELL IM NOT UR GIRL...I HAVE A MAN...ITS NOT LIKE ITS A SECRET!!!I DONT KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT HOW IM NOT INTERESTED IN ANYONE ELSE BUT MY MAN....ITS ZARDIO!!!!!!!!!!! NOT ANY OF YOU GUYS.OMFG SO I GOT THIS IN MY SHOUTBOX TODAY>Richie Ric...: im sorry but to use that is disguisting and i have a man sorry Richie Ric...: I am in a wheelchair and I don`t work at all I am retired sweetie so please and you could see my pictures I am in wheelchair. Tell me if I cazn see... Could I just see one boob please so I can be a fan of yours PRIVATE OF ME (8) [NSFW] (Private) READ BOTTOM UP ANYWAYS LMMFAOOOOOOOOOOO AND TO BE SO LOW AND USE THE WHEELCHAIR CARD IM SIK CUASE MY COUSIN IS IN A WHEELCHAIR AND HE DOESNT ACT LIKE THIS NICE TRY BUDDY ...THATS WHY MY PRIVATE PICS R NOW DELETED THERE PROBLEM FIXED

Trust
~~Trust~~ by Easy Bone You know sometimes when you have a doubt, It sticks out in your mind and sometimes you just wanna shout it out? I remember a time it didn't matter what u did; ppl didnt have a care, All they loved was that you fought and u got there; Nowadays ppl give you looks with these soulless mind stares, Actin like you're about to re-ignite a hate flare, Gets so bad even to some ppl you've known all ur life, Some want to spread rumors just so they can get ahead of you in life; No one wants to do anything out of love or in the sense of it being for free, But they in turn want everything out of you so they can live their live carefree, As for the ones that have always stayed true You'll always have my trust, strength, and loyalty through and through.

Nobama Lies
TERRY ANDERSON, A LOS ANGELES TALK RADIO HOST, WENT DOWN A LIST OF THINGS SENATOR BARACK HUSSEIN OBAMA HAS SAID THAT ARE NOT EXACTLY CORRECT. 1.) Selma March Got Me Born - NOT EXACTLY, your parents felt safe enough to have you in 1961 - Selma had no effect on your birth, as Selma was in 1965. 2.) My Father Was A Goat Herder - NOT EXACTLY, he was a privileged, well educated youth, who went on to work with the Kenyan Government. 3.) My Father Was A Proud Freedom Fighter - NOT EXACTLY, he was part of one of the most corrupt and violent governments Kenya has ever had. 4.) My Family Has Strong Ties To African Freedom - NOT EXACTLY, your cousin Raila Odinga has created mass violence in attempting to overturn a legitimate election in 2007, in Kenya . It is the first widespread violence in decades. The current government is pro-American but Odinga wants to overthrow it and establish Muslim Sharia law. Your half-brother, Abongo Oba ma, is Od

I'm In An Auction Plz Just Take A Look Ty :)
THIS IS THE LINK TO IT AND WHAT IM OFFERING! EVEN THOUGH I WON'T BE ON AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN I WILL CARRY THROUGH WITH MY PROMISES. THANK YOU FOR READING THIS! OH IF IM NOT ON HERE YOU WILL FIND ME HERE: http://www.myspace.com/babsy1966

Where I've Been
WHEW! Man I've been away from this place for so long, I feel almost like a newcomer again. Where have I been? Well I'll tell ya. Mark and I have been dealing w/alot of things goin on in his world and it's caused us to have to bounce around from his home to mine and back again. Hopefully he will be able to get the spring that had collapsed this summer fixed in a couple of weeks before it gets cold so they can have steady water flow to his and his cousin's houses. I have my fingers crossed! I'm still in training at work, and I only have a few more days till I get to go back on my 12hr rotations. Once that happens, I'll have the chance to take the time to come back on and get back in the swing of things here. Lately I've been working 8hrs a day 5 days a week, and honestly, I've been worn out to the hilt mentally. I guess you could say so much so that I mostly sleep when I get off work and have a chance to unwind. I miss you guys and those who are truly my friends, I wou

A“below The Fold”
A“Below The Fold” bonus - Just an update to something I wrote a while back... The very few are winning - They are not stupid, nor are they incompetent. The very few only care for the power of the control-of-the-control of... wealth. The very few are educated, intelligent, efficient, and successful. The very few have intelligently, efficiently, successfully transferred the wealth to themselves. America is not the very few. We, the other 99.x%, are America. The wealth they stole, was our wealth. It is now their wealth. Their power. We gave up securities, liberties, freedoms, so the very few could complete the theft. We still are. . . Without protest, without revolt. . . With our children. [ Update ] And now they blatantly come demanding $700 billion, (to over $1 trillion,) more - To pay for their ‘investment’ crimes - Do you think anyone will stop them? [ 2nd Update ] “Our” congresspeople changed some of wording of the bailout, admittedly for the better in some

A Baby ??? !!!??? No Way !!!!
Yes ... there is going to be a little addition to our family .. and No its not by me ... I'm going to be a Grandmother .. ! Eeeks !!! . My Son and His girlfriend told me news not too long ago .. and Im still in shock I think .. The other little surprise we all got . is that she's 25 weeks along already .. Yowza ! ..and She's due to arrive Feb 1st .. I cant believe my son is going to be a father .. OY ! when I can get my scanner to stop being a royal pain in my ass . ill scan the Ultrasound pics to share ... There were amazing .. hope you all are doing good .. and things are going well for you all... Catch you all someday .. :) Xoxox Wendy

1974
UPDATE: Isn’t funny how dreams and memories work? I was sleeping when one of my memories came back to me of this year. Volleyball! We used to love to play volleyball in the summer and would drink and play for hours. We had a mixture of all types of people (just like the people I fit in with). We had the Jocks, the cheerleaders the heads, the bookworms, lol, we all loved to play around together in the summer, we did not have definitive cliques. From dawn to well into 10 pm we would always be doing something. Hmmm, what can I say here? This year I gave up my league bowling and concentrated more on football, basketball, baseball and band. One thing I didn’t mention in 1973, because I am getting the years mixed up was that I played for the Cowboys once again, but this year is different I am on JV and started my lettering. This is also my second year in JROTC (Junior Reserve Officers Training Corp), have my eye on being company leader next year, I am also in the JROTC Drum and

For The Arachnids
Every once in a while you seek, the answers you cant question, & the answers you dont question, things just slip out of your grip people come & go as if they were flies buzzing around your head causing a distraction piling shit on you at every opportunity constanly around your head sitting in your food then theres butterflies & bees & insects they live a very humble life & bring joy to those who dare to pick them up they dont feel so alone they bask on the nectar & sweat of the hand that holds.

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I Love You My Wife
I just want to write this for my wife Mary. You mean the world to me and I could not live this life without you. I am glad God gave me a chance to love you. I was lost and now I know what true love is. You make everyday on this earth fun and full of happiness. Thank you for everyday and everything you bring to this marriage. I love you for all eternity and I am glad that you gave us our baby girl. My family is my world and I could not do it it without you my beautiful wife I LOVE YOU.

(oh My Word)online Divorcee Jailed After Killing Virtual Hubby
By MARI YAMAGUCHI, Associated Press TOKYO: A 43-year-old Japanese woman whose sudden divorce in a virtual game world made her so angry that she killed her online husband's digital persona has been arrested on suspicion of hacking, police said Thursday. The woman, who is jailed on suspicion of illegally accessing a computer and manipulating electronic data, used his identification and password to log onto popular interactive game "Maple Story" to carry out the virtual murder in mid-May, a police official in northern Sapporo said on condition of anonymity, citing department policy. "I was suddenly divorced, without a word of warning. That made me so angry," the official quoted her as telling investigators and admitting the allegations. The woman had not plotted any revenge in the real world, the official said. She has not yet been formally charged, but if convicted could face a prison term of up to five years or a fine up to $5,000. Players in "Maple Story" raise

Currently Bombing These Club Mystic/t&l Giveaways
CLUB MYSTIC/T&L GA #23! This giveaway is for our wonderful gurl, TABBY76! We need 20K comments for a 3-month VIP for Tabby! Currently has over 12K comments! Let's finish it over the weekend! Woot! We are also currently bombing this giveaway for an auto-11 bling for our awesome team captain, Gunny! HER IS THE LINK TO OUR ENTRY! 1ST AUTO WILL BE AWARDED AT 12,500 COMMENTS 2ND AUTO WILL BE AWARDED AT 25,OOO COMMENTS 3RD AUTO WILL BE AWARDED AT 37,500 COMMENTS 4TH AUTO WILL BE AWARDED AT 50,000 COMMENTS Currently has 7,450 comments...where is everyone? YOU WILL NOT BE CONSIDERED FOR ONE OF THE AUTO-11 BLINGS UNLESS YOU BOMB BOTH THIS ONE AND THE FEATURED GA #23 FOR OUR TABBY76!!! brought to you by: Club Mystic!@ fubar

Poetry
"The Tramps" The Rides Have Gone Away Again, At Least For Another Year, Most Stash Away Their Helmets, Chaps and Other Ridin' Gear~~~~ They Claim The Weather's Way Too Cold, or Wet, Which Makes It Slick, Yet Call Themselves a "Scooter Tramp" And THAT Just Makes Me Sick~~~~ See "The Tramps" Are Not Another Name, Ya Get When Ya Ride A Bike, It's "Earned" And "Lived" And "Chosen" And A Different Way Of Life~~~~ It's Not A Name That's "Given", It's The Way Ya Choose To Be, So If You're Called A "Biker", Stay The Fuck Away From Me~~~~ You'll Never Know The Life I Do, Or Ever Have The Heart, That Comes From Ridin' "Snow-Blind", Or So Wet Yer Shit Won't Start~~~~ The Name "Tramp" Comes From Endless Hours, Of Kickin' Till You Cain't, Or Jiggin' Up A Chopper Frame, And Mixin' Yer Own Paint~~~~ It Comes From Ridin' Next To "Bro's", You KNOW That Have Yer Back, Or Sittin' Down 'Long Side The Road, When Yer Scooter's "Blown Her Stack"~~~~ It Comes

I Am Sickened "ban The Horrific Stallion Fights In The Philippines" - Sign The Petition !(copied From Metal Sandy)
Today I have just seen the horror of Stallion Fights that are held in the Phillippins for entertainment! The pictures in the paper are so shocking I felt like crying, horses are gentle creatures, when there are two males after a female they may fight over her but the stronger one will win and the weaker one will go away. They never fight to the death! Although the 3 day fight festival a year was banned 10 years ago it seems it still goes on. They get tortured, tied up, beaten so that when they go out into the ring they are so in a frenzy they fight to the death, the rings they fight in are so small that they can only do one thing and that is to fight or face being beaten by their trainers who train them to fight. The pictures are too horrific to put on here, but I hope you take the time to read the article Here is the link for the article - I warn you it isnt nice ... http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-515508/Tournament-blood-The-sheer-horror-horse-fighting.html

Please Help Meeeee!!!! I'm Falling!!!!
I'm in a Halloween Contest for a bling pack!! OMG!! I RARELY enter any contests folks so I'm REALLY gonna need some help with this! Rates AND comments count so PLEASE do what you can! I would SOOOO appreciate the help that I'm willing to pay for comments! 100 comments will get you 10K in fubucks! Just PM me when you are done! And no cheating!! (one reason I don't do these very often) And PLEASE don't forget to R/F/A/B the host! She rocks so hard!! ~DevilGirl~@ fubar Thanks to all and a repost would be awesome! A sticky would be worth 250K to ya! ~Silver Diamond~R/L GF to Thingplate, he's my love-my life!! Owner of §Mz Ch@os R☼xx!!@ fubar (repost of original by '~Silver Diamond~R/L GF to Thingplate, he's my love-my life!! Owner of §Mz Ch@os R☼xx!!' on '2008-10-24 09:26:08') (repost of original by 'Cali Rain~YdaFnot's sunshine~' on '2008-10-24 09:51:43')

Single Parents
Sometimes thoughts just occure to me and today's thought was that parenting is the hardest job in the world and to do it alone is even 10 times harder. So..... Love and respect to all of you that put your little ones to bed without the help of a partner. God see your hard work even if few others appreciate it. If your kids dont now, just know that some day they will.

Sunday !!! Auto 11's
SOME FOLKS I KNOW WHO HAVE AUTO 11'S ON OF COURSE SOME ARE TRYING TO LEVEL! I DON'T PUT THIS LIST ON THE BULLETIN BOARD, JUST HERE IN MY BLOG BECAUSE THE REPOSTING OF LISTS ON THE BOARD END UP WITH LINKS THAT NO LONGER ARE AUTO 11'S. NOT LISTED IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER... MY AUTO 11'S ARE BUMBIN BB @ 11:00 PM FUBAR TIME SHOUT ME ABOUT YOUR FUBUCKS THEN NO EMAILS@ fubar SHE HAS ONLY 720,000 TO LEVEL!! WOOT! ♥Jü§_Më ♥*Fu Owned by PackerBacker*@ fubar Snack_Attack™ ~"CLUB F.A.R."~"SHADOW LEVELER"~@ fubar MishNumber1 ♥ Rate, Fan & Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar ~NSFW~' - StewieGriffin - FuBaRs ONLY Source For Games, Fun, TV & More - PLS RATE PAGE!@ fubar MIA - The Inked Slut ***PLZ Fan and Rate 1st *** It's fun to read blogs.. really, you should t@ fubar PebblesinAZ...Read and Do My Blogs! XOXO@ fubar Red_Hot Sarges Bad Girls@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~S.B.G~@ fubar tra71~W.I.S.E UK Friend~Pira

Ecstacy And The Internet
I figured I'd post some of my old MySpace blogs here. This was about a year ago. It was the transcript of an AIM conversation I had with a girl I know. ========================================== The names have been changed to protect the easily manipulated (PLEASE NOTE: I have never done drugs. Ever. EVER. EEEEEEEEEVER.) : ME i was doing exstacy HER what? ME what? ME they dont test for it ME why, i dunno ME it helps me sleep HER: that doesnt make any sense ME i know, its really weird HER 1. what do you mean you were doing exstacy ME i did x HER when ME pill form ME like 20 minutes ago ME i feel relaxed HER and you do this frequently? ME started like two weeks ago ME this kid down the hall has em HER 2. if you are serious about taking e and you really think they don't test for it, how do you know what the exact make up of the pills you take are ME shit. ME that's a good question ME my man said they were straight though ME and he deals hard shit, so he'd

Life And People
i'm sitting here right now, wondering about people. why people do some of the things they do. how people can come into your life for the briefest of moments yet you never forget them. wondering how it is that you can meet someone, talk to them a couple of times, yet know more about them than you know about people you've known for years. i wonder why it seems that some people only enter your life just to hurt you and what reason there is behind that, is it a sign that you need to re-evaluate where your life is headed, or is it just because they themselves need to re-evaluate their lives? i wonder how it is that some people seem to float through life as if they don't have a worry in the world when the majority of us have so many. i wonder how some people can be one person with you yet another person with other people, do they even know who the real them is? i wonder why some people will talk to you once or twice, tell you things about themselves that are close to the

First Contest!
WELL HALLOWEEN IS ALMOST HERE AND WE ARE GOING TO HAVE OUR FIRST CONTEST! THIS IS GOING TO BE A REFERRAL CONTEST AND WINNER WILL RECEIVE 250,000 FUBUCKS! THE MEMBER THAT BRINGS THE MOST PEOPLE IN TO JOIN FAST LANE LEVELERS WINS! THERE ARE A FEW BASIC RULES. MEMBERS MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO JOIN. MEMBERS MUST BE WILLING TO HELP OTHER MEMBERS LEVEL, NO MATTER WHAT STATUS MAY BE. IN OTHER WORDS DONT JUST SEND PEOPLE THAT MAKE IT LOOK GOOD, OR WINS YOU THE FUBUCKS. SEND PEOPLE THAT REALLY WANT TO HELP OTHERS! IF YOU FIND SOMEONE THAT WANTS TO JOIN SEND THEM TO MY BLOG... http://www.fubar.com/blog/112987 HAVE THEM FAN ADD AND RATE ALL OTHER MEMBERS AND SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SO THEY CAN BE ADDED TO THE LIST. MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM TO TELL ME WHO SENT THEM! I WILL DO AN UPDATED BLOG WITH LEADERBOARD PERIODICALLY FROM NOW UNTIL OCTOBER 31ST AT 5 FUTIME! PRIZES: 1ST PLACE 250,000 FUBUCKS 2ND PLACE 125,000 FUBUCKS 3RD PLACE 65,000 FUBUCKS THATS EASY

Members
WOW IM SO THRILLED ABOUT HOW MANY ARE INTERESTED AND HAVE ALREADY DECIDED TO JOIN. SORRY I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO GET ONLINE BUT ONCE AGAIN MY PIECE OF DOO CABLE COMPANY WANTS TO MESS AROUND. FIXED FOR NOW THOUGH SO HERE WE GO. RULES: 1. NO DRAMA! NOT TOLERATED ONE BIT SO PLEASE, KEEP THIS FUN. 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO BE A MEMBER. EVERY MEMBER MUST F.A.R ALL OTHER MEMBERS SO CHECK BACK HERE OFTEN TOO. 3. ANYONE CAN BE A MEMBER, AND THIS LEVELING FAMILY IS HERE TO HELP IN ANYWAY WE CAN, BUT ITS MAIN FOCUS WILL BE LOWER LEVELS, 23 AND UNDER, THAT DONT NECESSARILY HAVE AUTO 11'S. IF YOURE INTERESTED IN ONLY RATING FOR POINTS, A REMINDER THAT NOT EVERYONE CAN HAVE AUTO 11'S AND YOU WILL HAVE TO RATE 10'S. IF THIS IS A PROBLEM PLEASE DONT JOIN US. 4. THOSE THAT NEED LEVELING HELP, AND ARE WITHIN A REASONABLE AMOUNT TO LEVEL, WILL BE BLOGGED DAILY SO PLEASE CHECK BACK HERE OFTEN. 5. REASONABLE AMOUNT TO LEVEL AT THIS TIME, WILL BE BASICALLY DO WHAT WE CAN UNTIL WE GET MO

Ughhhh, Lets Show Her
SMOOCHIEBANDIT@ fubar Ok so this childish girl comes on my page saying I am a fat ass and a poser and that I disrespect soldiers cause I did pics for my husband of me in his blouse and with a flag material. She was saying she was in the miliary and was going to get my hubby in trouble for me doing so. So when I went to her page she is a student and going through a divorce and looking for a woman. So I am the poser when you are pretending to be a soldier. I did nothing to this girl and and never spoken to her before. I am sorry I truly respect this country and all who fight for it. Lets show her how we feel about liars and people who act liek that toward our soldiers and their families. love to you all..

Wedding Gown
Inspired by a recent mumm I am such an unsentimental POS...after my wedding, I just left my gown at the inlaws house in California. My mom in law hung it up on the wall in a bedroom, she is such a sweetheart. I am awful with keepsakes, even ones like a wedding gown. I wanted to get married in Vegas, but everyone flipped, and I said I was just joking.

Dont Tell Me You Love Me..
When you don't even know what love is. How can you possibly love me when you don't even love yourself?! What does love mean to you? Don't use the L word to manipulate the situation. Dont say it if you don't mean it forever. Because I don't want a love that lasts for a short time, I want a love that lasts a lifetime. And I want that love with someone I feel it back for. Saying you love me is not going to magically make me feel the same for you. You cannot force love, it doesn't happen like that. While I may care for you I'm not in love with you. There is a huge difference. When I love someone I feel it all thru me, I feel like my heart could burst and even when there is bad times, and the person I love is fighting with me a simple kiss and I'm sorry can make me fall in love with them all over again. Love to me is being able to lay in bed, talk for hours and never being bored. Not being able to shut up even tho' you said you were going to bed at least 4 times before. Neve

Red Wine And Dead Roses
Every time I close my eyes, I still see the dining roomthat you had prepared so elegantly, with are usual favoritedecaying motif, anything dark, drab or dead. Used candles andwax dripped everywhere, a slab of bloody meat, our favorite black goblets filled with the most expensive red wine from thecorner drug store. The smell of dead roses kissed the atmosphereof the room so seductively....but there was something else I couldn't quite decipher, some other scent, but beautiful none the less. Everything seemed so perfect, this time, you had put dead roses just about everywhere you could lay them, dinner looked delicious, you even remembered the music this time. Yousaid tonight would be special, you said it would be perfect in everyway. Things seemed to be just that. Everything in its place,and beautiful, (and that scent...) I sat and waited for youbecoming intoxicated and seduced by the atmosphere. I remember wondering if I still looked good after waiting all this time for you.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. I'm sorry.. That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. And im sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 mins they forget about it and do the same thing all o

Why....
Well...some of you know who we are...we may have been friends for months or we may have just met...or maybe you just spotted us and came to see what V.I.P.E.R Girls are...Whichever one it is I'd like to explain a little about why we made this group... My name is Scarlet and I am what is commonly known as a BBW...5'9 and 3/4's and 217lbs...However I am not insecure about it and I hate it when women feel ashamed or down about themselves because of their weight...There are groups all over fubar celebrating what is "socially desirable"...the skinny Barbie doll model types...in their string bikinis and sexy revealing lingerie...Not all of us look like that and not all men want that type...I happen to be the g/f of a very hot guy off of fubar...Irishtoad...he moved all the way from Indiana to be with me...I have noticed a trend on here that has started to bother me...You can almost always guess which girls are average or bigger just by their profile pics...folders of nothing but face shot

My Best Friend Has Breast Cancer
I'm so so sad this morning. My best friend (we've known each other since Jr High in San Diego) has received a diagnosis of breast cancer. We talked yesterday on the phone for hours...she's so strong... it was ME who broke down and cried. It's hurting me so much because i can't be there for her, damnit. She is still in San Diego and I'm here in Mississippi. Nov 4th she'll go back in for surgery. It's Carinoma in situ but the margins are iffy, so they are going to take out more. I pray to GOD that he heals her. She'll have to proceed with radiation therapy after the surgery. I wish so much I could go see her! So... please... for me? I try not to ask too much. But would you say a prayer for her? Connie Culp is her name. And she's an awesome awesome person - great mother and great wife.... the best friend you could EVER ask for. Thank you, guys.... you all mean the world to me. Patty

Missing Son...have U Seen Him?
MY 27 YEAR OLD SON IS MISSING AFTER YOU READ THIS PLEASE REPOST IT SO MAYBE SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HIM OR ANYTHING ABOUT HIM CAN CONTACT ME. MY PLEA Billy please if you can call anyone of us in your family let us know that you are alright. We miss you very much and want to make sure that you are ok. Just call someone and let us know that things are ok with you and nothing bad has happened. anyone who knows the whereabouts of my son or any information on him please contact me. stormwoman~ Wolves of Wiccan Leveler~owned by anna@ fubar THANK YOU TO EVERYONE AND BLESS YOU ALL (repost of original by 'stormwoman~ Wolves of Wiccan Leveler~owned by anna' on '2008-10-25 09:12:09')

Help Me Out!!!
Hey all my friends and family in FU-LAND, I am in a contest for a 30 day blast and I could realy use your help. Please click on the pic below and rate/comment it. That's all you have to do. I will return all love gauranteed. Please help me out, THANX! If you don't want to comment just rate then please!!!!!!!!! I need all the help I can get.

I Am Finally Fed Up
I am finally fed up with everything and almost everybody. It seems the more I try t help people the more I get screwed . I am to the point of not caring what happens anymore, I have been hurting for quite a while because I have put other people ahead of me, I know my mother and grandmotherand family have taught me better . But enough is enough . I may let a few people in but I am going to be very cautious of who I let in . I may have a herniated disc in my back and I haven't been able to slow doewn to find out I am always worrying about everybody, I have bearly been able to get any sleep at all because of this , sitting is even worse, wait till I have to stand for a long period of time. I will as always manage as I always have , like I said I have a select few people I am going to let in on all this .

Survey Says
Your last kiss,what does it remind you of? - the taste of lipstick.. what is that, chapstick with dye in it? Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? - someone without BO The last compliment you received? - "you rock" What was the first thing you did this morning? - sat on the couch and asked for coffee.. then my daughter pretended not to hear my thru her headphones.. Who was the last person to call you? - my daughter How's your heart been lately? - getting back to normal but some weird shit was going on not too long ago. Why aren't you in bed? - watching Scrubs.. Last person you went out to dinner with? - Sherry Chris Stephanie Hollie Nick and Logan. Are there always other fish in the sea? - I guess but if you are in the mood for a specific fish, do the other ones matter? Did you ever see the movie Pearl Harb

What I Want In A Man
Ok Misty is gonna make her official want list now :) 1. Must be compassionate 2. Must have love for life 3. Great children skills 4. Good morals 5. Knows how to have fun 6. Similar interests as Misty 7. Long term goals 7. Steady job 8. Independent 9. NOT a momma's boy 10. Takes care of body 11. Thoughtful 12. Productive 13. CLEAN CLEAN CLEAN (hygiene) 14. Loves trucks 15. Loves hunting 16. Loves camping 17. Dog lover 18. Likes cool weather 19. Taller than Misty (she is 5'7) 20. AWESOME IN BED!!!!!!

How Many Remember??
Ok, so I'm laying in bed last night and began thinking of my childhood and of all the fun things back then. I finally fell asleep after going through TONS of different things (ahhh arent the "mind spins" great when you're tired? ) - Let's see how many of you remember the things that you did when growing up! Feel free to add to the list! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Licking the bowl and beaters of batter w/out dreading "raw eggs" Eating raw hotdogs 13 Channel TV's and NO remote or cable Rabbit ears (tin foil was optional) Actually only having ONE TV in your house and having to take turns to watch your favorite show! School House Rock Afterschool specials Little House on the Prarie Grizzly Adams HEE HAW Saturday morning cartoons 8 Track tapes 33 and 45 LP's (you were lost when you lost the little disc to play a 45!) Reel to Reel Drive In Movies Your first scary movie (mine was Jaws) Mud Pies Playing outside til the street light came on (dinner

On The Road...
Okay, well today at about 9am, I will be on my way to Texas to visit with my Mom. I'm nervous, excited, and alot more about going! But, I want everyone to know that I will sign on as often as I can till I get down there. Wish me luck!

Left In My Friends Request
When I look into your eyes, They burn visions in my mind. Of dark secluded places, Holding your body close to mine. I;ve never seen a pair of eyes, That hold me in a trance, And looking in them deeply, I can see the Devils dance. The sexy smile upon your face, Can steal my soul and hypnotize. But I can not pull myself away, From those dreamy bedroom eyes. Ray

What Is Love
Love is to watch a child sleep An angel at rest, so peaceful and quiet Completely vulnerable and trusting Gentle breathing tells of comfort Their dreams full of laughter and happiness Love is running fingers through their hair Caressing soft smooth skin Snugging a blanket to keep them warm Love is tears of happiness Lying next to something you’ve created A part of you so innocent and pure Love is anticipation of morning Tiny fingers wipe away the sleep The sparkle in their eyes Love is being loved A child’s love

S It Okey To Love From Afar
I'm in love with a guy I can only call a friend. We had something once it didn't last long but it was all I needed to fall. Now I sit on the side line.. Watching him in love with someone else. I see how he loves her and I understand. Its like how I love him ..... unconditionally But it gets so hard when I see him when I talk to him why dose it have to be so hard Sometimes I wonder if he knows that I still love him that I will be here no matter what no matter how much it will hurt me. Even when she will break his heart I will be here to comfort him ..... as his friend loving him ...... from afar

A Rose By My Window
Some years ago I was given a token of hope, Overflowing with beauty and far was its scope, It spoke to me radiantly And blossomed and bloomed Evading nature.s seasonality And lived and lived, survived In the minds of many but hearts of few Encompassing deep fragrances among those that drew A pure conclusion That this humble dedication Was a thorny return for The petals that paved the path to my love. I believe it was meant to be true, After all, the rose by my window was none other than you

Rescue Me
And yes, I know it's hard. To be torn apart. To see your heart in pieces, falling to the floor. To see the light shining from the door. To need to get away. But you don't know what to say. Because through pain and hurt, you love them. And yes I know it hurts. To be treated like you're dirt. That's how you treated me. Darling, can't you see? That you caused me the same pain. As she is causing you. How could you be so vein? To not see what you do. I love you so much, but you're soundlessly hurt. There a hole in your heart, bleeding through your shirt. It would be rude to say it makes me laugh. So I won't say, I'll just think it on your behalf. I love you still, more each day. But now my love, there's no more to say. Tears of painI'm crying inside myself Waiting to be loved by you My heart is beating to the S.O.S. signal Wanting you to come carry me away in your arms Screaming out to be rescued Secured in your comfort Protected from all harms I feel like my heart is bleeding inside Don't

The Real You
Have you ever noticed that when you finally except people for who they are, that's when they start showing their true self? The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for what they really are. Not the plastic,” I want to impress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside? I have always prided myself on being an honest person and I have learned the hard way that I sometimes hurt people with the things that I say. Then I stop and think about the course of my life. Do I want to spend MY whole life having people tell me what I WANT to hear or what I NEED to hear? While it is sometimes hard to accept that we NEED to hear things that may hurt...In the long run it helps us grow as individuals. Much heartache and many tears over the course of my life have left me searching for REAL people. So many times I found myself tru

I Mean You
You have me slipping right now and I am bout to fall for you Your personality and beauty seems to be one of a kind I can't help but think about what you and I could be Now I'm begining to realize how much I want you But most of all I'm glad god let our paths cross They say that love is blind and if this love I had no idea it was coming The other day I saw you and I can honestly say you stopped my heart Your beauty filling the room like air was amazing Like an angel you have graced my day and brighten them more than a sun ray You have lifted me from shadows that I have dwelled in for more than a year and helped me break away from shackles of old relationships All I can say is that you aren't like the rest and I hoping for the best When I say best I mean YOU

Teacher Crush And Universal Theory
Back in the mists of time i was a schoolboy, and every schoolboy has a schoolboy crush, in my case it was Miss King the religious education teacher, it really was love at first sight, but i was not to be as the arch villian Mr King the design teacher had got in there first. One of her most amazing features were her breasts, that poked out of the skin tight figure hugging jumpers she wore, they sure did drive me wild. So moving on twenty years i was just surfing you tube looking at Spanish language teaching clips to watch and practice and it's when i saw her, not Miss King, but the new Miss King in my life Jasmin the sexy internet language chick, she even has the skin tight jumper on, the emotions and memories just flooded back, just for a moment i was 14 again. http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=YA8DybfLsOQ&feature=related (You need to watch the breasts, i mean video to see what i mean) On a less perverted note, we all watch watch clips on youtube, but how many read the com

Speechless...?
This is perfect answer to leave those speechless.It is not about my son but about everyone else's... I LOVE THIS COMEBACK... One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, 'Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American.' The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when s

Snow And Life.
I just realized I have never written a blog here. I am sitting here looking out the window watching it SNOW. It is October 26 and it is snowing. Days like this make me wish for some place warm to call home. That would be nice. My daughter will be 3 years old soon and it just doesn't seem possible. It is like yesterday I was going into the hospital to have her. So much has happened. Most of it I would rather forget, but one thing I would never forget is how much she has brought to my life. You ever feel like you are just coasting along in life and not really going anywhere? That is how I felt before she was born. Now, no matter what happens I have a purpose. She is it. I never thought I could love one person so much until I looked into her eyes.

Miracle Monkey Award Of Excellence
This award is still in the making and will be displayed shortly. Here is the rules to obtain it: 1. Must show a high level of leadership when rating and fairness to your fellow levelers. 2. I will have final say as to who is awarded this. 3. You can't be awarded the award more then once in a 90 day period unless voted for it by the previous 2 months winners 4. The 2 previous months winners will have there input as to who gets it. 5. The home page will make a Bulletin for winner members will be asked to show as much love in means of rates, blings so forth if they can but, the reposting of the bulletin will be kindly appreciated for the winner as well as stickys. 6. The award will be given on the 1st day of the month. 7. Every Member is eligible to receive this award but, only 1 will be issued each month.

The Gentle Master
The gentle Master A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. I'm here for you, now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless -- for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you,

When I Was A Child
When I was a child Strawberry Ice cream Was made with a pound Of sugar and real Strawberries When I was a child The clothes hung On a line outside to dry And smelled of mom’s Twenty-mule team When I was a child Strength of Character was One can of spinach Away When I was a child My hero was A masked man Who carried guns and Had an indigent Indian as a friend When I was a child Sexual awakenings Were defined by A magazine centerfold And a right hand When I was a child Women were to Be bare foot, Pregnant and unhappy Now that I am a man I struggle to cast Off my childish ways But strawberry Ice Cream Still is my favorite

The Disease No One's Talking About....
Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about http://www.statesmanjournal.com ALAN GUSTAFSON The Statesman Journal The disease is a 'silent epidemic' that is getting little public attention, state official says Ann Shindo takes to task the federal government for failing to confront hepatitis C in Oregon and across the country. "Remember when Reagan didn't say AIDS? That's where we are with hep C," said Shindo, the coordinator of viral hepatitis prevention for the Oregon Department of Human Services. "It's (like) 1988, pal, and no one's talking about hep C." We have four times as many people nationwide living with hep C as HIV (the virus that causes AIDS) and we have no federal funds and state funds to address this epidemic." The national Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that nearly 2 percent of all Americans, more than 4 million people, are infected with hepatitis C. It kills about 10,000 people per year. Ea

Dreams
I dream of the day I can spend the rest of my life with you I dream nite and day that you are who you say you are, as you said I am the one who was meant for you I dream of all the things you want us to do to one another, sexually because I too have wanted the same things as you, the passionate love,the friendship that we have, the connections that we have but yet scared to admit I dream that one day soon my love that you (who ever you are) show me that all DREAMS no matter how big or small can come TRUE. I DREAM

Cause I Think So....
Hmmm been debating on how to kickstart my friends...but seems some are lazy upon their auto 11 kick only and taking the rates...and never returning anything....hello JA's have some common respect others need rated too not just your over sized ego a**es!! You say you want love but never returning it...and just for a fact rating my profile doesn't count. See you wonder why I use the word "lazy, ungrateful, etc..." OK, you received a gift which in this case is Auto 11's from some guy/gal. You then collect all the points off it from every rater!! Thus no energy spent...you never rate back the givers who spend maybe 2-3 hours rating your pics hmmm yes again no energy spent...ok wait you send out a 1 credit bling...wait that benefits you as well!! My lord I don't get some so...this goes to everyone....i've said this before so take it as you will, but dont send me a reply in a shout saying "huh or what"...If I said deleted it's that...you won't be rated from this person...you wont h

The Stuff In My Head.....
Well I know I am not a great writer of this but here goes. Looking around at the world the last little while, I have had a little more growth. My parents were here for a visit two weeks ago my first time I have seen them in a year because of the work I do and the distance between us. I have come to realize I truly miss them. It was not more then five minutes out the door off to my office and it hit me. A new chapter in life has started. During this time I must thank everyone out here for making me godfather. I never thought I was going to get there, but I did with all the support of my friends old and new that helped me get there. I thank you for just being there to have the time to come by and rate me, view, & say hello from time to time. This place may seem to be just a stopping place on the map of life, but I have some made some good friends with a lot of great laughs here late night. Plus, I have I think helped a few people along the way with simple time on the phone, or even get

Why I Can't Vote For Obama!!!
I do hope each of you take time to read this article. This is truly a Christian's response to Why I Can't Vote for Obama. Some good points each of us could use as we consider our next president. This article is from Huntley Brown - he is a fabulous concert pianist, man of God and is a black man. I appreciate so much his reasoning for not voting for Obama. I would like to see this article published or spread out via Email to as many as possible. It's good stuff! Why I Can't Vote For Obama By Huntley Brown Dear Friends, A few months ago I was asked for my perspective on Obama, I sent out an email with a few points. With the election just around the corner I decided to complete my perspective. Those of you on my e-list have seen some of this before but it's worth repeating... First I must say whoever wins the election will have my prayer

Caa #50
A very dear friend of mine is asking for prayers. Her niece went into the hospital last night with severe pain, but has as of yet been undiagnosed. Let us prayer for her niece sending angel prayers to ease the suffering until the Doctors can determine the cause, Angel prayers of healing so that she may overcome this and be well again and angel strength for her and her family at this time of their need. Doc

Bad Girl Of The Week 10-27-08 Ecuadorian Goddess
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 10-27-08 Ecuadorian Goddess Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname:Jojo Birthday:March 25th Zodiac Sign:Aries Hair Color:Black with blond highlights Eye Color:brown Tattoos:none Piercings:just the ears *Favorites* Color:black,baby,sky blue Season:spring,summer Day Of Week:fridays Animal:dogs Flower:roses *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?:nope Laughed So Hard You Cried?:yes Smiled For No Reason?:yup Sat On Your Rooftop?:kind of hard to do afraid i might roll off lol *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?:computer Phone 0R IM?:both McDonalds 0R Burger King?:both Summer 0R Winter?:summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?:ipod/mp3s XBox 0R PS2?:dont have either one but if i had to choose ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?:pepperoni,sausage Your Fears?:hmmmm getting attacked(raped et

Shutting Pc Down Till Conditions Are Better!
This is not going to be anything fancy as I wanted to get this in here before the next power surge/outage as with the wind the electric has went on and off about 6 times this morning so far. I value my PC and the information on it and during times like these I tend to shut the PC down totally. I will be heading out the door here shortly, to borrow an ingredient I need for my Pot Roast that has been cooking for a few hours now. I am hoping that there isn't an actual power outage for any length of time. But for new until the winds die down I will be shutting the PC down. At least for a few hours to play it safe. If you need to contact me please call me there are few that I have left my number with you should know who you are.

Vibrators Are So Under-rated
As some of you may well know, I have been fighting with a CONSTANT inner ear itch in my left ear for about a week now....one in which nothing satisfied!! Talk about the cliche "An itch you can not scratch"...indeed I've mastered where that cliche was coined! I have took every-one's advice about how to treat an itchy ear and nothings helped!!!! I appreciate every-one's concern and offer of what sounded like SOUND(no pun intended) advice...but my ear itched thru it all! The peroxide bubbles only further annoyed the itch and the Sweet Oil/Olive Oil/Veg. Oil would've worked better if I were gonna COOK my ear...but done nothing for the itch! The propaganda Q-tip was shoved in extremely past politically correct boundaries, but I was desperate...and even that didn't help!!! I have now officially began to understand the Criminal Mind in early stages of development! It seems that after a week of suffering from an itch I swear is stuck between my inner ear and my BRAIN I am starti

How Obama Prepped The World For The Antichrist.
How Obama prepped world for the Antichrist Posted: August 01, 2008 1:00 am Eastern © 2008 Obama's World Tour was planned as the high point of his campaign, with the candidate retracing the footsteps of great presidents of the past, hobnobbing with world leaders and as one pundit put it, "making the Europeans love us again." Obama drew huge crowds in Berlin where he addressed them, oddly enough, as "fellow citizens of the world." It was a typically flowery Obama speech, but it hit an unexpectedly sour note when he dramatically intoned: "People of Berlin – people of the world – this is our moment. This is our time. ... With an eye toward the future, with resolve in our hearts, let us remember this history, and answer our destiny, and remake the world once again." Pundits on both sides are trying to sort it out. It's a great speech, like I said, if somebody is running for president of the world, but it was too much, even for a compliant and Obama-friendly press corps.

Nsfw - Wtf?
Before I start this thing I want to make sure and check the NSFW box. I'd hate to type something VERBALLY offensive to someone. I've had 2 pics tagged as NSFW one of which didn't have anything more that the word "fuck" in it. This new pic is a nude womans backside. She's just standing there... nothing suggestive. It's just amazing how some people can have a folder full of cock pics not marked NSFW and it's all good, but gawd forbid I have a butt or a foul word available for viewing and I get tagged. I don't get it. Maybe someone need to remove that stick from their ass and lighten up. You may now return to your regular scheduled FU.

Oktoberfest! Contest Is Now Closed Prizes Being Delivered! (11-16-2008)
Which Brew will U do? The Easiest Contest Ever!! Everyone is a Winner!! Here's how to Play: I have a picture folder filled with 50 Mugs, Tankards, Steins, Glasses, Etc. Your job rate all 50. While doing this, decide which brew is yours. Private message me with the number. After you contact me, comment your particular drinking vessel 50 times. That's it! I will mark that it for you and it is off limits to anyone else. So for 50 comments and 50 rates (rate em all 10's, does not have to be 11's) you can win a Fabulous prize. When all have been claimed, I will reveal what all the prizes are. The prizes have already been determined and are stashed away in a separate folder. Prizes include: Blings (1,3, & 5 point),Ticker, Fugifts, Rate ups, Morphs, Pimpouts, and so much I can't list it all. Every brew has a prize! What will yours be??? Music provided by

~ Darkened Desires ~
His eyes flow over her message. His gaze narrows as he breaks the three dozen lines down into their components, paragraphs becoming sentences becoming words becoming characters. Satisfied, he reassembles them, absorbing their significance, his mind seeking out the veiled connotations. “Oh, Darkened desire.” The images of her come so readily: face down upon the pristine sheet, writhing as her manicured hand slips downwards between her supple belly and the firm bed, as her fingers find the tender nub between her thighs. He watches as she pushes herself up onto one elbow, thrusting her clitoris back against her own caresses as her full breasts sway back and forth, her taut nipples brushing deliciously against the tight cotton. He hears her sighs of pleasure as surely as if he were in the room with her. Would she truly offer herself to him so readily, so brazenly? Lying on her side, one leg raised, her swollen, soaking cunt his alone to see, to taste, to take? His mind lingers

Caa #50 - Update
Just heard back from my friend, it seems that her niece has contracted an infection and with the diagnosis and antibiotics, is being released from the hospital. I, as well as she and her niece, would like to thank everyone for their prayers, and let us continue on healing prayers for a full and quick recovery. God Bless You All, Doc

For Cc
A coldness enters her soul. She feels horribly out of control. The anger inside overwhelms her mind. Stress, and frustration begins to be confined. Her eyes change from brown to grey. From these intense feelings that she conveys. Her heart is locked into protected chains. She will not allow herself to relive that pain. Learning to trust was hard from the start. But now from even the slightest smile she departs. All she knows and needs to be is strong. If she accomplishes - in a whisper of hope - nothing will go wrong.

Contest Starts 10/29 @ 12 P.m.
Do YOU need Fu-Bucks...want that spotlight or need some bucks to trade for bling? The contest will start: Wednesday, October 29th @ 12 p.m. Fu-time! Will end: Wednesday, November 12th @ 12 p.m. THIS WILL BE A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST! RATES worth 10 points (no min.) COMMENTS worth 5 points (min 80k) YOU will win the following: FIRST PRIZE 1 MILLION FU-BUCKS SECOND PRIZE 500K FU-BUCKS THRID PRIZE 250K FU-BUCKS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ThugPassion247 {{*Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew*}}@ fubar

A Creed To Live By
Don't determine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart; cling to them as you would your life, for without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life ONE DAY AT A TIME you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over … until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; it is this fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut LOVE out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive LOVE is to

Together
Together I love you only always, but with your love I'm blind. I couldn't see what went on, in your heart and mind. I'm sorry for what has happend, but you won't let me in. If you cannot work it out, then you claim that it's the end. Alot of damage has been done, not just to you, but me. If in time nothing works, they'll be no us you see. Your the one I truly love, the one I gave my heart. When in time we're together again, it will be us to never part. I love you and I always will, until the day I die. Now that you return your love, I know it's not a lie. Written by Kathleen Cisco....ME

The Calling Chapter 15
As morning came along a few hours after the birth of my two children I tried to get up and close the blinds fast since I knew the sunlight would be coming in right on top of my two young ones crib and I knew that my Daughter like myself couldn't handle having the sunlight shown us unlike my Husbnd and my Son who lived in the sunlight with no fear of it at all. As I tried to get up and move out of the bed I was in I felt my body grow very very weak and I hit the floor hard as I was tring to crawl to the blinds to pull them one of my maids had come in and saw me on the floor and rushed over to close the blinds and help me back up to my feet and yet when she saw my face she screamed and yet I had no idea as to why she was screaming and yet another maid had rushed in and fell to the floor in front of me in such horror I was shaking from the looks upon their faces for I had no idea what was going on to make them scream in such horror at looking at me for. By this time the screams had aw

The Ex Mother-in-law's Request
Had a day in court today, my ex's mother was requesting visitation with my daughter, her unofficial, as far as I am concerned, grandaughter. It seems she has had county officials inspecting her and her home with the understanding that she was in the process of taking us to court. I never knew of this until three days ago when I received a letter, at my parents home believe it or not, informing me of the date of the hearing, which was today. I never had the chance of scheduling my attorney, who was very busy. And because of that I didn't stand a chance to fight it. So, the court awarded her visitation every other weekend. A bit about my ex mom-in-law; she is the epitome of an attention whore. She is manipulative and conniving. She isn't the least bit interested in having Anna for five minutes, much less 4 days out of the month. She only wants to have her own way and she'll do anything to get it. This all saddens me, thinking of my baby girl not being here, and with her.

Obama Affinity To Marxists Dates Back To College Days!
Obama Affinity to Marxists Dates Back to College Days Barack Obama shrugs off charges of socialism, but noted in his own memoir that he carefully chose Marxist professors as friends in college. By Bill Sammon Tuesday, October 28, 2008 German philosopher Karl Marx, author of "The Communist Manifesto," advocated redistributing wealth in order to achieve a classless society. (AP Photo) Barack Obama laughs off charges of socialism. Joe Biden scoffs at references to Marxism. Both men shrug off accusations of liberalism. But Obama himself acknowledges that he was drawn to socialists and even Marxists as a college student. He continued to associate with Marxists later in life, even choosing to launch his political career in the living room of a self-described Marxist, William Ayers, in 1995, when Obama was 34. Obama's affinity for Marxists began when he attended Occidental College in Los Angeles. "To avoid being mistaken for a sellout, I chose my friends carefully," the

Pics For Fubucks
So Ive been thinking I'm trying to save up for Spotlight,since I'm still poor and cant afford happy hour. I usually do pictures for people on here. And now I'm gonna start charging fubucks for them. Not a lot.It just depends on what your asking for. Later today I will upload some pictures to show my work. Please let me know if youre interested.

Funny Yet Sad. Mea Culpa
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink, gulps it down in one swig and then turns to the guy with a menacing stare as if to say, 'What'cha gonna do about it?' The poor little guy starts crying. 'Come on man I was just giving you a hard time,' the biker says. 'I didn't think you'd CRY.' 'I can't stand to see a man crying. Â“This is the worst day of my life,Â” says the little guy between sobs. Â“I can't do anything right.Â” Â“I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me.Â” When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don't have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me. So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.

I Have A Qestoin
I HAVE A QESTOIN Why do i stay on fubar jugeing lack respect i have seen to uthers and the money i spent to get Oracle and lots people be4 and after me get pade of with a happay hour yet i cant even get a anser from supoart i feel singled out for sume resin plus the people that twist things to get ther own needs i dont beg at lest i hope i dont i just want a fair go im not perfic or clame to be clover or a hunk and now on to uther things its ok for sume to buy there self auto 11s on 2 acount or rate ther self i dont exspect any thing not even to be rated just to no its wurth it me being here p.s if cant read this sorry o be4 i go if you dont care for me just delite and block

Can't Fight Fate
I have always been a firm believer that many things we consider "bad" at the time occur because it is a way to force us to change what we are doing. Fate is a sneaky creature. I would have never left my job at the prison if all the shit that occurred wouldn't have went on. I had become comfortably numb....hell I used to joke about it. I just let crap happen, I bitched about it but then crawled back in my hole and went back to work even through I wasn't happy. I am so glad that thing got stirred up so that my hand was forced and I finally broke and resigned. I have been happier than I have been in a long time. Yesterday I found out that there will be a social studies job opening up in December at a local middle school because a woman has chose to retire. It just happens to be at the same school that my best friend already works and where another one of my best friends just applied for a job. I am just wondering....OK.....hoping and praying that this is just another wonderful turn

Tell Me About Yourself
> Change the answers or copy and paste. Have fun and be truthful! > > > > 1. What is your occupation right now? background external verifier/work from home > >> 2. What color are your socks right now? white > 3. What are you listening to right now? TV > 4. What was the last thing that you ate? >oatmeal & bacon > 5. Can you drive a stick shift? >> no 6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? > my friend > 7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? >> Absolutely >> 8. How old are you today? > 42 0> 9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? > basketball and football > 10. What is your favorite drink? >> don't have a favorite > 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? >> yes > 12. Favorite food? >> chinese, and burgers and fries > 13. What is the last movie you watched? >> >First Sunday 14. Favorite day of the year? >> my birthday > 15. How do you vent anger? > cry, and talk about it > 16. What was your favorite toy as a

Reply To Queries....
I have been asked so many questions about HepC since I started my awareness campaign, that I thought that I would copy/paste my responses in this HepC blog, I am sure that many of you have the same questions! ----------------------------- Question from a friend... I knew that there was a hepA and b. is c the worst out of all 3? My response... Yes, there is no vaccine and no cure, the only treatment available makes you much sicker than chemo, and is only effective for 40% of HepC patients... If you would like to learn more about this worldwide pandemic, check my blogs, there is lots of info there... The problem with this virus is that there are no symptoms until damage has already been done to the liver....and doctors do not test for HepC unless you ASK to be tested! and if you think that you are not at risk, consider this... do you have a tattoo? piercing? had a manicure with tools that were not your own where your cuticle bled? Most ppl think that this is a

Salute Video From Me...
Would you all like to have a Awesome Salute Video From Me...Then All You Gotta do is Make me a Picture Salute or Buy Me a BLING PACK..and I Will Make You a Rocking Salute..Sooo far Ive Done Just 2..So check them Out in My Stash,so you can get an idea...So Yea... Much Luv; Thickness85 MUAHZ!!

Redistribute
Yesterday on my way to lunch at Doe's, I passed one of the homeless guys in that area, with a sign that read 'Vote Obama, I need the money.' Once in the Doe's my waiter had on a 'Obama 08' tee shirt. When the bill came, I decided not to tip the waiter and explained to him while he had given me exceptional service, that his tee shirt made me feel he obviously believes in Senator Obama's plan to redistribute the wealth. I told him I was going to redistribute his tip to someone that I deemed more in need--the homeless guy outside. He stood there in disbelief and angrily stormed away. I went outside, gave the homeless guy $3 and told him to thank the waiter inside, as I had decided he could use the money more. The homeless guy looked at me in disbelief but seemed grateful. As I got in my truck, I realized this rather unscientific redistribution experiment had left the homeless guy quite happy for the money he did not earn, but the waiter was pretty angry that I gave away the money h

Identity Thieves
Can anyone tell me why anyone on this Fubar website would want to take someone else's pics and post them as their own? I mean come on if your HOTT your HOTT and if your NOTT your NOTT. Last night I found out that this guy on my friends list had taken pics from one of my other friends profile and posted them as his own. I saw his salute and wondered why he had someone else posted as his default pic. But now I can see why, this guy was FUUUUUGGGGGLLLLLYYYY. He didn't and couldn't compare himself to my friend the one he took the pics from. I mean why do there have to be so many Fake Ass People out there? Why not be honest that is what really matters. Anyway I was so mad I deleted his ugly ass this morning. I just had to get that off my chest, so now I feel better.

Ready To Run Away!
interesting i wake up everyday to this thing called life..and i have no idea where or when its going to change.. everyone says u can change ur life but im believing now that in most cases yes and in some u just cant.. I changed my job which will be starting on monday. im very excited about it but i have also found that in the middle of the good..the bad just keeps coming back. again i get this morning and something told me to call out of work..im on my last week and have a ton of days left to take..so i can at this point..i call my mom which many of u know and if u follow my blog..i have had major problems with this yr. anyway no answer..so i figure i better drive over there. Get there and she is just about in a coma well its seems.i take her blood sugar and its 23..I call 911 and start pumping OJ, yogurt anything i can find into her. needless to say..another day in the hopital all day and she is still there and they dont know what they are going to do at this point. She has mental i

Awe.....love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so ha

Warning.....she Will Scam You!
OK all I know alot of you are offering fubucks (usually 1.5-2 mil) per Auto 11 Bling. Well I am here to inform you all about this person going around saying they will give you the bling for the fubucks but as soon as you transfer your money she blocks you from her page. Here are some screen shots of what had happend to me So Please Feel Free To Speak You Mind To Her. Alls You Have To Do Is Click Any Pick And It Will Take You To Her Profile. Oh Yeah I gotta Thank Mizz for all her help with the screen shots of her page and just for fun i gotta throw this one in here THIS WARNING WAS BROUGHT TO YOUR ATTENTION BY: ƒЇℜê~RL/BF & FU Husband to Erica~Owned by SCHOOLGIRL~ Member of Club Far

Can't Find My Way Through
i have walked these dark and fathamless halls. i seek peace for my weary soul. how did i get here? when did i get here? the darkness goes forever. i try to remember days of past happiness... everything is just beyond grasp... my solom solitude is all i have. i seek a glimps of light, i find not... pain and sorrow have taken me. a mind so broken that it fights itself. i cryout to noone. my soul wants to give up, but my body lives on. the flesh feels like its dieing around me. the scars of my flesh burn, crying out for substance... i have fought so many battles, but in all i have lost... i cannot see were i am going, or were i have been. shallow is my soul. hate is my heartbeat. bitterness is my wine. i have grown cold to all. i wear a fake smile. there nothing to hold onto... what i once felt seems like a distant memory. so... this is what its like to hit the bottom...

Obama, The Manchurian Candidate
In the classic 1962 movie thriller "The Manchurian Candidate," a man was programmed by communist handlers, and then emerged into the public arena as a hero, with a largely manufactured history, large parts of which were either obscured or changed. Then he was planted into a position of great influence, having been programmed to usher in tremendous change at the appointed time. Barack Obama was programmed for years by his atheist, Muslim father, by the communist sex pervert Frank Marshall Davis, by con man Tony Rezko, by domestic terrorist Bill Ayers and others – most of all by black liberation theology screamer Jeremiah Wright. Obama's resume is largely manufactured. There is a total blackout on his college years. His campaign obscures what he did as a "community organizer." All his radical associations are denied or minimized. His miserable legislative record (voting "present" over 100 times to avoid taking a stand), his lack of achievement, his radical views and so on – all have b

Stupidity
A warm summer breeze, lightly blew on this moonlit night, Two lovers on the beach, no one else in sight, Two lovers, you and I, walking hand in hand, As the moonlight danced across the waves, Sparkling like diamonds in the sand, I stopped and turned to you, wrapping my arms around your waist, Pulling you ever so closer, As my heart began to race, I stared into your eyes, As you stared back into mine, My heart beat ever so faster, and lightning shot down my spine, Closer still, I pulled you to me, Until our lips touched ever so gently, A soft kiss at first, barely a flutter, Then our tongues met, as I felt you shudder, We lowered ourselves onto the beach, Our two bodies , becoming one, the love, the passion, the desire, burning brighter than the sun, We still laid there together, as the morning chased the night, your head upon my chest, our bodies still clinging tight, It is time to start the new day, and soon we have to rise, this love we sha

Childish.........
Ok. I will make this short. To whom this may concern i was informed this morning that there is someone who is going around sending certain ppl "hate mail" on my behalf...which is very childish!!!! I am a grown ass woman and can speak for myself. Not only that but i havent told anyone to do such a thing. My personal life is just that MINE and i dont need any help whut so ever from anyone on fubar. So if u dont like someone for whut ever reason then u take that up with them but do NOT and i repeat do NOT send any messages so ANYONE on my behalf!!!!!!! Whoever is doing this really needs to grow up and i assure u if i find out who did this u will be removed from my list IMMEDIATELY...with no questions asked!!!!! Thats all i have to say.....

I Refuse To Rate Any More
wats the point in ratin peoples pics when they dont even bother to rate back im refussing to rate anymore the only people i rate are the ones tht have the common deccency to rate my pics u rate my pics ill rate ur back in return im not ratin anyone else who has auto 11's on all u get is a thank you and they dont bother there arse to rate u back or anythin so fuck it refussing to rate any more so dont ask ill only rate if u return the favour thx to all tht have rated my pics thx u all :D

Update...doin Better
GRIFF IS DOIN BETTER THE PNEUMONIA IS GONE. HE IS BREATHING ON HIS OWN. HIS KIDNEYS ARE STILL NOT FUCTIONING PROPERLY BUT THE DR.'S HAVE TAKEN HIM OFF THE LIFE SUPPORT. STILL HOOKED UP TO THE MACHINE JUST IN CASE BUT HE IS IMPROVING.THEY HAVE ALSO TAKEN HIM OUT OF THE COMA FOR SHORT PERIODS OF TIME. WE WANT TO THANK EVERY ONE FOR THEIR SUPPORT, PRAYERS AND WELL WISHES, IT IS HELPING HIM..WE BELIEVE THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE HELPED AND A VERY SPECIAL THANKS TO IMPERIA MY LOVE THE BULLETIN YOU MADE WAS SO MOVING...WE APPRECIATE IT SO VERY MUCH..WE CANT TELL YOU HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO THE FAMILY..THANS TO EVERY ONE AGAIN KEEP PRAYING AND SENDING THE HEALING ENERGIES...HE WILL SURVIVE THIS WITH THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF ALL HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY... MUCH LOVE & APPRECATION, GRIFF'S FAMILY

Somedays Someday Sometimes Sometime One Day In Time
(all work edited then posted on a different site enjoy the typos) Some days the poison works faster. somedays the cuts run deeper. some days im just useless intill the passing of the events. somedays im honest, others im not strong enough to tell a decient lie. somedays i get like this, i get so underrated and irrational from it. oneday ill prove it all to myself. someday ill fly without triping over my own feet. someday ill walk on water without floating into space. someday ill read minds and forget my own. someday ill see though things and go blind. oneday ill be a hero to who i want to be a hero to. sometimes im a good man sometimes im a good regret sometimes im a good love sometimes im a good friend in time ill try to be constant sometime till im old sometime till i get the point sometime till i let it go sometime till i forget names in time till it all works somedays i want to die someday i will sometimes i wish it was now sometime ill

Tidbits About Me
Okay, let me give you a little more information about Me. 1. Favorite Color - If I have to choose one, I would go for navy blue. But I really like color combinations i.e. pale pink and navy blue, navy blue and grey, navy blue and hot pink... okay navy blue. 2. Favorite Movie of All Time - Beetlejuice :D 3. Favorite Cartoon - Yes, damn it, I like cartoons, Charlie Brown but if I have to pick a regular cartoon, Scooby Doo. 4. What do I drive - Jeep Commander because I am vertically challenged. :D 5. Height - 5'4" 6. Best asset(s) - My Eyes - A lot can be conveyed through a person's eyes. Interest, dislike, disapproval, sexual attraction, sexual readiness, Oh that's the spot, innocence... hahahahah My voice is another one. Maybe you'll get a chance to hear it one day. mmmmmmmm... 7. I think boxer briefs are damn sexy. Add those and a pair of either Levi's baggy or 501 button-fly (ooohhhhh) jeans and you have my attention. Now it's totally up to you to kee