Ok so I was kindly told no one reads my blogs and by the one from last night they may be right...lol.
So....for those loser types they can ignore this one, but to anyone that wants to start learning about me and maybe shed some light into who I am and why then you will know me a tad bit better.
This first one is sorta about me and you ask wtfffff...I do ask myself that question daily..lol
Ok so here I am at 38 an I feel settled in my life thus home and family first...ummm h*** no not really into clubbing and bar hopping, but I will do that occasionally. I just feel that being an adolescent in my late 20's through my 40's is not the direction I would want for me.
I am conservative for the most part, but this far left thing has me wondering where this world that I was brought into went. Yes my faith is strong even though my actions often reflect differently.
After the incidences of a few years ago in which left me penniless, homeless, etc...started a transformation and thus not tolerating the BS that wants to try to exist in my life.
Three years ago after going through quite a bit brought me to the conclusion I would rather stay retired than to go through the heartache and physical demand that the workforce places on many...ever wondering will I still have a job tomorrow, find another that I can support myself or what will the future in this ever crumbling financial world bring.
They compare this to a depression in all respects to the great one my parents went through, but as many said and I seen it in my own parents it changes one's views in how they now handle their finances...I have a great example...shhh she wont know..lol. My ex a great person she truly is fell in this trap that was spoken of just a few days ago.
I was listening to a report about why another stimulus would be so bad for this country...yep hell with it..lol. It encourages people to spend more and yes helps the economy, but is it helping I think not. As the person reported what happened over the past number of years people bought houses(they couldn't afford), went into Home Equity lines of credit(HELOC's in which I did work in that industry), purchase their SUV's and purchase great flat screen TV's...I was like OMG that is my ex...and just as the public she is in the middle of another divorce and in a financial hardship...even my $650 for the support I pay monthly doesn't get applied appropriately, but she is trying so give her a lot of credit. So I gave you an example of millions.
Ok back to me..lol...why I decided to retire for her reasons; on my first tour in the U.S. Navy I had back surgery at 20, became an addict, alcoholic and almost lost my career early, but they seen promise as did I. I stayed in for 10 more years and in 1997 after re-injuring my back I said enough. I need to look after my long term future of that, my son and then wife.
Well, in the long run it paid off cause after having two more of those back surgeries in 2004(4 months apart) I said enough. After the one in June I went back to work after 10 days...The second in October I was back to work within two days...don't believe me have too many witnesses..lol.
People asked, "Why would you do that?" Good question and yet simple. Called bills and child support, but at that time I could only pay my support making very little in my field. The military said oooo we will pay you for time to recover...I'll get to that. So by the end of November right before Thanksgiving I was homeless, lost my car(brand new) and had no where to go. A friend said hey stay at my house!! Cool!!
I paid all the bills, paid everything when we went out and she never paid a thing; cleaned her mess of a house in which she never taught her children to be responsible. Yes and there was something else...she wanted me in her bed...ummm noooooo I am straight, but not stupid. I'd rather sleep on the sofa and deal. I really think it was her way to keep me down, have a man there and take as much without doing a thing. I spent many of nights in the basement sleeping in a non-heated area cause she would call me and tell me to go there so she can get her thing on with this man or that...trifling!!
So, after a couple of months I said that's it and I can't do this to myself...ohhh yes and the drinking got worse she made sure it was on hand!! So, I told my family please pick me up and take me to the nearest VA Facility. They did and said I can stay in their temporary Outpatient rooms(Two Weeks) in that time I was in the VA's a** for what happened and never receiving payments at all. So after two weeks I was approved for a Vet's center out of the city for a month or two. Great!! Well the decision was right around the corner cause I worked on the VA to the point they got sick of seeing and hearing my voice...yep I got paid for life and back pay too...you say wow congrats ..awesome and to the haters they say different.
Well to them I say, FU!!! I don't deserve it but surely I earned it. I spent almost 10 years in giving myself and in the process lost it all by not only my hands but lost it due to theirs too!!
So, now as the economy is on the down, people are losing their houses(hate to say it, but true) I've decided now is the time to buy!! I was patient and waiting and was going to purchase, but after recent events ooo yes now is the time to gain where people are losing theirs.
Oh, and to the people that want to blame this President for the entire mess, there were more to blame both parties so have an open mind it wasn't just one man or party that brought this on!! Pay Attention!! Lastly, in this section I will say this...just a thought to those that said it was just him. The out come in a presidents first four years of office is a direct reflection of what the prior president had done. Think I'm wrong, it has always been that way if you follow history.
Part 2 is coming and in it is what some ask me what I am looking for as in friends or that of another!!
