Fubar Blog Posts 4

Hurray For Good Karma!
Strange night tonight . I was at a friend's house drinking, big surprise there, but anyway, i ended up passing out til about 12:30 or so, then I woke up and my friend was pulling off the whisky still and just trashed... I talked to my friend from TX on the phone for a bit, then when I got off the phone, the friend that I was drinking with started pawing all over me. I'm not about all that. My heart is elsewhere...you know who you are. So, I decide, fuck it. I'm going home. Silly me, didn't bring enough cash for a cab, but I live in the city, so I take a bus. I get downtown ok, so when I get to where I need to connect onto another bus, I realize that I just missed the last bus of the night by 15 minutes. DAMN. Well, nothing for me to do, but hoof it. Which blows because I am at this point like 8 miles from home and it is 2AM. Quite the predicament. Long story short, an angel in the form of a little old lady stops, asks me what I am doing alone in the city at this time of the nig

Thank You All 4 Helping Me 2 Godmother
I so know I am going to miss someone so I would like to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart who have helped me today It was overwhelming seeing everyone coming to my page and I was trying to return rates at the same time. I dont want to miss anyone and hurt their feelings so I am doing this bulletin to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart.. Nay-Nay Owned by & R/L Anna Mae & CG of Ace Of Spades@ fubar (repost of original by 'Nay-Nay Owned by & R/L Anna Mae & CG of Ace Of Spades' on '2008-07-29 18:39:59') (repost of original by '¢¼Ace Of Spades¢¼ Owner & R/L Ike & CM of Nay Nay' on '2008-07-29 22:53:25')

Fucking Drama!
I have no fucking clue why people have to cause so much drama! I mean I help them out and tell them to keep there head up and then they say that I'm right and then they start causing shit that doesn't need to be caused!!! Drama needs to stay out of Fubar! If someone is in a relationship with someone then you should be able to trust them without asking every two minutes if they are ok or if they are leaving them for someone else!

If It Wasnt For You Mom
If it wasnt for you mom, i wouldnt be here to share life, if it wasnt for you mom, i wouldnt be here to say thank you for never giving up on me. you are my friend, my inspiration to help me get through the good and the bad times in my life. if it wasnt for you. Love from your son, Cleon

I Love You Hard To Handle!!!!!
I'm not going to write a bunch or make this fancy. Just please come and help my sexy friend level! Click here.... »-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»@ fubar And repost for me please! Thank you so much!!! Michele (repost of original by 'Hard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ **Can't Be Owned**' on '2008-08-07 12:51:08')

Men
See I met this guy and we've been talkin for around 3 months..He tells me he loves me & that I'm the one & only one for him...I truly believe that this guy is my SOUL MATE, and I've told him that...We don't live close to one another so this will be a Long Distance Relationship, but I am willing to put my all into it...I have truly never felt this way about ANYONE...He holds my HEART in his hands... What do you think???

Parents
So yesterday (well, tuesday) a new Scratch off lottery ticket was released here. I had spoken with my parents and together we were going to buy a whole roll. So last saturday I saw my mom and she gave me their half of the money. The guy who was going to sell me the tickets got them a day early, so I was able to get them tuesday instead of wednesday. So we had made plans for me to catch a ride over near where my mom works. She picked me up and took me back to their house. When we got there, my dad was in a whatever type mood, and my mom asked when he wanted to scratch them off and he was like "let's go on." So we did, and got back 2/3s of what was spent. So my dad wanted to reinvest their half of the money. My mom and I went to a nearby gas station and traded back the tickets that had won. I am kinda hurting for money right now, so I got money back for my half, while they got more tickets. We took the second group of tickets back and scratched them off. The second group won another $200

General George S. Patton
George S. Patton George Smith Patton American General Lived: 1885–1945 "No bastard ever won a war by dying for his country. He won it by making the other poor dumb bastard die for his country." - Attributed to General George Patton Jr (from "A Genius for War" by Carlo d'Este) Click here to read the whole monologue And here for the Patton Speech (Thanks to Mr. Scott Hann) "An army is a team. It lives, eats, sleeps, fights as a team. This individuality stuff is a bunch of bullshit." - General George Patton Jr "Prisoner of War guard companies, or an equivalent organization, should be as far forward as possible in action to take over prisoners of war, because troops heated with battle are not safe custodians. Any attempt to rob or loot prisoners of war by escorts must be dealt strictly with." - General George S. Patton. ("War as I knew it" 1947) “It is absurd to believe that soldiers who cannot be made to wear the proper uniform can be induced to move forward in

*some Like It Hot* Train...
Do you?? Rate the Marilyn album in vitamin de~'s pictures to get a tag! Start with this picture. Go r/f/a all these hot fubarians to be added!! re-rate & comment those you already have! vitamin de Unbreakable JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ ~TEXAS TWISTER~ In my dreams...or yours? [.SouLz.] ♫MscFrk♫~ INDIAN ROSE S3XYCRICKET ~Cengin~

Liars
WHY DO MEN GOTTA LIE ON HERE AND TELL U THEY DONT GOT NOBODY THEN U FIND OUT THEY DO AND U ASK THEM AND THEY DONT ANSWER U BACK.AND THEN MEN WONDER WHY THEY ONLY ATTRACT HOES ITS BECAUSE U LIED DAH! MEN CANT HANDLE A WOMEN THAT IS GOOD TO THEM CUZ THEY ARE TOO BUSY LYIN. ITS LIKE IM NOT STUPID IM GONNA FIND OUT DAH!! JUST SO TIRED OF MEN LYIN TO ME BOUT BEIN SINGLE BUT IM SORRY IM NOT TAKIN SLOPPY SECONDS IM FOR REAL IF U WANNA B WITH DONT LIE BOUT SHIT DAH!!!

In The Rain
In the rain I can see us on the beach in tha rain. U in my arms kissing you on your neck and shoulders spinning you around to take off your clothes to suck on your breast and kiss you all over your curvaous body. laying you down to make love to you on the sand right where the water meets the land and reseeds back into the ocean. Sexing you with unlimited passion until we both erupt in ecstasy

Someone Explain This To Me....
Can someone explain to me the concept of on line trust? I seem to be missing the mark. I trusted someone here with my heart and in return was rewarded by being told that I was the one that could not be trusted. I, who had done everything in my power to prove to this person that they had become very important to me, seemed to have done the exact opposite of what I had set out to do. Never mind that I told every man that tried to be more than a friend that I was “taken” or that I deleted everyone and anyone that might be considered a threat. It seems not to have been enough. The one person that touched my heart, in a place such as Fubar, has turned on me due to being jealous of someone who simply does not now or had ever existed. How does one accept the fact of being so disposable that they can be deleted with the stroke of a key...wiped clean as if they never exised and replaced with the next in line? Im not made that way. I dont belong here. This pain is real and it hur

With Friends Like These Who Needs Enemies?
When you have known someone for 7 yrs through the internet, you have a pretty good idea that you know that person. The trust has been established and you share things through out your daily lives and life's experiences. So, when the person acts in a weird way or you hear things about the person that make you stop and say that can't be the same person. You are taken back and then you start to question everything that was ever said and the relationship gets dissected under a microscope. I'm not here to bash someone due to jealousy or hate. This is merely a warning for all that want to read it and take heed to it. DJ Java, I invited her to this sight thinking we were above all the internet bull shit. This has proven me wrong time and time again since May of this year. She came onto this site in which I thought was to have fun and get away from the daily humdrum life throws your way. Everything was good in the beginning as it always is. On May 23rd she told me in a YIM (yahoo instan

Heather,...rent Is Due..........
I'm not sure how I got talked into it. My girlfriend had just moved in a week or two ago. I was half-asleep, and she was half-naked, and she asked if her friend Heather can stay with us for a few weeks, just until "she gets back on her feet". There might have been a slight hint of a possible threesome, I don't know. I know I said yes. Heather turned out to be a cute little 25-year-old who had just broken up with her boyfriend. She was around 5'4", had long black hair, and a slightly olive complexion. She liked to dress like a boy, in clothes that were very unflattering to her figure, but even the huge baggy shirts she wore couldn't hide her large breasts. She mostly hid in the guest room up in the attic. Fast forward 6 uneventful months. In this time it had become clear that Heather had no intention of "getting back on her feet". She hadn't even looked for a job, so she didn't have any money to chip in for rent. She didn't even try to help out around the house. To make matte

I Found This Entertaining
someone i know on fubar told me that speaking with someone via webcam leaves you open(cyber cheating)but then i thought...wtf does it do being on fubar...considering everyone on here wants to jump your bones...hmmm food for thought i found somewhat entertaining

And So It Goes By Billy Joel
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones You answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows So I would choose to be with you That's if the choice were mine to make But you can make decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.

Casey.....
hi baby, this is sooo sneaky of me right now because your sitting there in iraq... taking to me in yim and smiling away on cam and thinking that im busy doing stuff and really im here writing this.... I miss you sooo much baby.... i see and hear you everywhere i go, everything i see, everything i touch, or smell or hear is something that i wish i had you there with me... to experience with me... I am sooo in love with you... at night when i go to bed i put my computer on ur side of the bed, and i watch ur cam and i just watch you sleep... or smile and talk.... and then after i fall asleep sometimes i just reach out and touch the pillow or the bed and i think about you... in a room full of faces.. the only one i can think about is yours.. i don't sleep, i don't eat and when your on mission it seems like i don't breathe... you are my absolute best friend... i swear not a day goes by not one event happens that i don't think about you and wish you were with me... sometimes i go out and

Happy Hour
ok lets show this sexy girl alot of attention on her hh saturday @ 2pm fu time !!!! you know you want to so get it done save your 11s and your bling and use them on her!!!! ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar also she would like to give a special thanx to this guy right here f/a/r him ~Tomme~BFF to Hennie~ClubFAR~@ fubar this bully brought to you by: LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM© –––– •(-••-)•––––ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÄññÄ &Southern Stunna ÖWñÈR Ö£ KÈLÇÈY@ fubar (repost of original by '�LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM© –––– •(-••-)•––––ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÄññÄ &Southern Stunna ÖWñÈR Ö£ KÈLÇÈY' on '2008-08-08 15:20:38')

Ugh....
My grandma used to tell me I shouldn't marry my husband because he was black. I used to be called all kinds of crap because I'm Mexican. I'm told I'm immoral because I like men and women. When is this going to stop? Seriously, I cannot write enough about this....Some people shy away from black men and women because they are afraid..If someone is a little different, they get made fun of. I have a friend who was born with facial deformities...She is one of the nicest people I have ever met, but she gets made fun of....You won't even stop to see what someone is like before you say crap like that?? I just met someone who said they won't talk to "Queers or Transvestites" because he thinks it's immoral. But it's not immoral to be so judgemental or to hate people because of who they are? Or it's not immoral to call people QUEERS?? Ugh....Will this ever stop? Because I feel like it's just getting worse...And how much worse is it going to get?? Something to think about, people...

Fate
Fate. What exactly is it and does it exist? Is there a certain power that holds our future in its hands, manipulating us like chess pieces, and determining whether its check or mate? Is there a path that leads us to a certain destination that was preassigned to us by stars or something else the day we are born? Or maybe it is ourselves and the circumstances that things happen under that determine our outcome? Here is a scenario: a young 18 year old man slams his car into a tree and dies in a fiery crash. Some may argue that this scenario was written in his unfortunately short book of life, and this was the last chapter. Others may say that his demise was brought on by himself, and if he wasnt speeding, or maybe drinking, or paid a little more attention to the road, he would have avoided the accident and continued enjoying his life. Then, if his life is spared, the first group may say that if he could have avoided that tree and stayed alive, it was his fate, and his book of life may

Doors
There are many concepts out there that are hard for a human mind to comprehend. For me, one of those concepts is a door in a public bathroom that requires a handle to be pulled in order to open it. Obviously, these doors are designed for us to physically touch that handle in order to let ourselves out. It is also obvious that whoever decided to install those types of doors by now has got to have some sort of desease caused by constantly touching the said handle every time they use a bathroom. Why? Because, while in an ideal world all creatures would wash or at least rinse their hands after having their them in such close proximity to their not so clean nether regions, we do not live in such world. There is always that one individual that, as much as our peripheral vision lets us, we see make a bee line from a stall or a urinal directly to the door (we also usually try to look in the mirror to see if we personally know this savage so we can tell our coworkers about his/her awful h

Bling
To all my family and friends, i want to thank you all for helping me level. i apprecaite those of you who stood by me me.... At this time i do not want any of you sending me blings i have a request to plz send what you would send to me , to 1 of my family memebers of your choice Ty xoxo muah love bearhugs!!!!bwahahahahahahaha

Pimpout For Debicakes
DEBICAKES This pimpout goes out to my wonderful DebiCakes.... not only is she a fu friend but my real life best friend. Please go show this wonderful lady some mad love. SHOW HER SOME LOVE Brought to you by Silverpixi (repost of original by '† §ŵ† Çĥ®®¥ þî€ †~SDMF~Owned by Dana Marie' on '2008-08-08 19:47:59')

Preacher Man
PREACHER MAN Preacher man preacher man stop telling me how things are going to be I can think for myself and I only believe what I can see My mind is open to all things and opinions that man has to sell but you say if I don't believe what you believe, I'm going to hell Preacher man preacher man preaching your fire and brimstone tell your fairytales to someone else and leave me alone Who is more righteous, the one who does good because of the hell that you sing or the one that does good just because it’s the right thing Preacher man preacher man you know all too well that man made this place you call hell Nothing is right and nothing is wrong it is just man that makes it that way in his song Preacher man preacher man maybe things are as you say I hope in my heart that they are every day Oh it would be so great to have a heaven above a place that has nothing but love Preacher man preacher man there's nothing you can prove, it's just something being read b

Never Let Go
EVERYONE CRAWLS TO SOMEONE, SOME RUN, TO THE PUPPETEER AND VOLUNTEER TO BECOME ONE. WHO PULLS THE STRINGS THAT YOU ARE ATTACHED TO? WHO POURS THE GAS THAT YOU ARE THE MATCH TO? STRIVE FOR PEFECTION AND STRUCK WITH PERSISSION, SOON IT BLOWS UP IN YOUR FACE AND THE SMOKE BLURS YOUR VISION. SOON YOUR FADING FAST, MAYBE YOUR TIME HAS PASSED. BOUND AND GAGGED AS YOUR DRAGGED THROUGH THE TYPECAST......NEVER LET GO.

Rock The Fu With Kimberly During Her Hh 2morrow Nite!
***Are you Fu's Ready for one of the Most amazing Happy Hours Ever???***Get Ready to Rock the Fu With Kimberly!!!She's Hosting a happy hour Saturday August 9th at 4pm Fu time!!!Lets help this awesome sweet amazing gyrl get her RED back!!!F/R/A her if you havent yet!And Re rate her if you are friends with her!!She needz all our help!!We can do this...Theres nothing to it!!!All it Takes is One rate to help her get her red!!!*** ***SHOW MAD LOVE TO KIMBERLY!!SHE ALWAYS RETURNS THE LOVE***SPANK HER PAGE HARD WITH LOTS OF RATES OF HER PICS AND STASH!!COMMENT BOMB HER PICS!***AND DONT FORGET TO CHA BLINGGG BLINGGGGGGGGGG HER DURING HER FUTASTIC HH*** Kimberly**Co-Owner @ InnocentPassions**@ fubar ~*~DRINKS ARE ON KIMBERLY~*~SO MAKE SURE YOU STOP BY AND RETURN LOTS OF LOVINZ~*~ THIS PIMPOUT WAS BROUGHT TO YOU WITH MAD LUV AND RESPECT

Before I Forget
Before I Forget lyrics Go! Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's insane Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before

This One Time...sky Writing Camp....
Ruby giggled in my ear while I typed out that title. Anyway I was outside smoking and I noticed that there was something written in the sky. I beat myself up trying to figure out what it said. Like literally; i kept banging into the house lol. Anyone got a spare plane? I wanna start a dog fight in the sky til he tells me what the fuck it was he wrote. =]

This Song Has A Lot Of Meaning Right Now...
Lyrics: 'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothing new - yeah yeah I loved you with the fire red Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa..... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Posse Has A Contest
POSSE IS IN A CONTEST. FIRST CONTEST IN A LONG TIME.. WE DO NEED OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO BACK US UP ON THIS.. WE ARE A VERY SMALL FAMILY NOW AND SO WELL NEED THE HELP OF OUR FRIENDS.. LOVE YOU GUYS.. ITS SUCH A GOOD FEELING KNOWING YOU HAVE PEOPLE YOU CAN COUNT ON.. AND I KNOW I DO AND IF I'M YOUR FRIEND THEN YOU DO TO.. MOST COMMENTS AFTER 15K WINS A VIP OR A BLAST.. AND THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES AFTER 200 WINS A BLING PACK.. SO BASICALLY WE ARE SHOOTING FOR RATES (NEEDS AT LEAST OVER 200) AND COMMENT (MORE THEN 15K) IN OTHER WORDS RATE THIS ONE PIC AS MUCH AS YOU CAN AND MY GOD PLEASE BOMB IT HARD.. WAHOOOO TY TY TY LOVE MY FRIENDS. YES ITSMIZZSHADY.COM IS IN SUSPENSE RIGHT NOW DO TO PAYPALL BEING A PAIN IN MY BUTT BUT HA HA I GOT ITS TAKEN CARE UP.. CLICK THIS PIC BABY

Jason!
Te siento tan distante y tan cerca a la vez Descifrando tu silencio Y entonces me imagino dentro de tu piel Pero pierdo en el intento Y por mas que busco darte amor Nunca te fijaste en mi Si supieras que puedo morir por ti, por ti [CORO] Inalcanzable como estrella, tan distante Un amor casi imposible Invisible como el aire Eres tan inalcanzable tan sublime como un angel Un amor casi imposible Como fuego que no arde Te me has vuelto inalcanzable inalcanzable Pervivo en verida de tu soledad Cuando alguien te lastima Que ganas de decirte Que no hay nadie mas Que te ame sin medida Como duele verte suspirar por quien no te hace feliz Si supieras que puedo morir por ti, por ti Inalcanzable como estrella, tan distante Un amor casi imposible Invisible como el aire Eres tan inalcanzable tan sublime como un angel Un amor casi imposible Como fuego que no arde Te me has vuelto inalcanzable inalcanzable Inalcanzable como estrella, tan distante Un amor casi i

What It Is--- & What It Ain't !
This is how I see shit---and it's what I am. If there's some shit in here you don't like, the FUCK YOU, STOP READIN'IT! My Name's Don, but the Cats that I call my "Brothers" call me Jimbo. That word ("Brother") don't fall out the side of my neck like it does alot of the R.U.B's(Rich Urban Bikers)I've seen on the road. If I say you're "My Brother", you can bet your fuckin' ass I'll take a bullet for you. That means I have but a handful of Cats in my life that I'm even willing to call my "Bros",and everyone of 'em KNOW who they are. I don't hold no quarter for a fuckin' Lier, a Chickenshit, A Rape-O, Child Molester, or a fuckin' Theif. I believe that a man walks as a man, or he walks as a punk-- there's NO In Between in my books. I think the price of a gallon of gas should still be $1.19, That the United States of America's Government, is responsible for droppin' the Twin-Towers,and killin' Thousands of innocent people, just for Money, and a reason to start a war with Iraq for the Oil t

Traslation To Jason!
You feel so distant and so close at the same time Decipher your silence And then I imagine myself in your skin But lost in the attempt And I'm looking for more of your love you Never look at me If you knew that I die for you, for you Unattainable as a star, so distant A love almost impossible Invisible as air You're so unattainable as sublime as an angel A love almost impossible As fire that does not burns you have become unattainable unattainable Survived to see your loneliness When someone hurts That desire to tell No one else loves you without measure it hurts to see you sigh for someone that does not make you happy If you knew that I die because of you, for you Unattainable as a star, so distant A love almost impossible Invisible as air You're so unattainable as sublime as an angel A love almost impossible As fire that burns not you have become unattainable unattainable Unattainable as a star, so distant A love almost impossible Invisible as air

Skinny Dipping!
skinny dipping - vengaboys Let's get nekkid! Let's go Skinny Dipping! It's easy! Just fan, rate, and add everyone who has gone skinny dipping before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "Skinny Dipping!" or "Let's get nekkid!" When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, time to get nekkid! In my dreams...or yours? ~~Leader of the CONVOY ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar CinDragon~FounderClubMystic~IBIC~fu-Owner of many@ fubar ~sensual-breeze~shadow leveler@ fubar Carrie@ fubar

Men
I am so sick of men thinking that I am theirs after one date. I tell you from the start I am not looking for a relationship right now. I just got out of one, and I am going through a divorce. If a relationship blossoms great, but not what I am looking for. I am "DATING" meaning I might go out with you one night, and a few nights later might have a date with someone else....get over it! I never had the chance to date because I married my high school sweetheart. I am having fun and living life to the fullest. If you can't handle that then don't bother talking to me or asking if you can take me out. Until the two of us sit down and decide "okay we are going to be exclusive" and only see each other, than I am going to have fun doing something I really never had the chance to do. For me to commit to someone its going to take more than one date. I am not ready for another relationship....I just haven't found that person yet. I am young and I am gonna have fun. Have a good day!

Why Do I Feel Like This
Why do I feel like this??? Well lets see My sister Husband left last week to boot camp for the army. I don't know if i should be happy his gone and left 3 young kids and a wife behind (which my sister says they haven't been together since Jan but they live together till now Or should I be mad cus the kids don't have a dad and my sister is with out her husband. I cry all the time when I think of this and what the kids are going though not having their dad around for a while... My sister called me last night and asked me to watch her kids so she could go to the bar and well thats fine till her son woke up and was crying and wanted nothing to do with me and then thats when i started to cry again cus he looks just like his dad. I hurt inside cus hes not around and not with his kids and i know his kids miss him... so please tell me do i have the right to feel upset and sad that my sister kids dad is gone... Oh and i feel like my sister doesn't mind him being gone and shes not taking it l

You Can Be Just Like One Of These "lucky" People
Lucky and I would like to thank all those that have entered our RAFFLE!!! Also want to remind you it goes until the 16th so if your not happy with how many entries you have or you don't have any, time is not up yet!!! We wanted to give a round of applause to all those great people we consider the stars in our skies!! (listed below is everyone and how many entries they have so far... if our count is wrong or you should be on this list and aren't please let me know so i can fix it!!!) everyone loves me!!30 entries

Stolen From Van Via Stacie
t's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... Hill 2. 4 letter word.............................. Hoax 3. Vehicle: ...................................Hummer 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............Hollywood 5. Boy Name: ...............................Hank 6. Girl Name: ................................. Holly 7. Occupation: ................................Hacking Off 8. Something you wear:..................Horse Cock 9. Food: ..................................... Ham 10. Found in a bathroom:...........HIV 11. Reason for Being Late...........Having Gay Sex 12. Something you shout..............Holy FUCK 13. Ani

Real Friends?!
to be a friend or not, what is a real friend, i ask me that,what is friendship ? love your friends show them lonve, care for love and friendship like you are care for a flower, you family, someone you are close, show me real love, friendship so me the real stufff ps i have friends so LOL=)

For U, You Know Who U Are.....
you need to seriously grow up and act your age. you are showing behavior that will be emulated by the kids, way to go, teach them negativity and chaos and that is who they will be. they will always be first in my life, make them first in yours....also, get back into therapy and take your meds so you can think straight! You know who you are, grow up and be real!

Punisher Get Some Balls
Ok u all- Punisher is at it again. He was in my mumm, and on my profile AGAIN. So I asked him in Shout to "just leave me alone". Then comes this dike bitch giving me messages from him in my mumm. Talk about NO BALLS. He can't defend himself. Oh did I add his status was "don't want to live, goodbye" LMFAO!!! The guy is saying he will off himself every other hour. So now he is calling me a whore, telling his little GF's I am sleeping around on my Husband, but he wanted me to have sex with him. So that makes him better?? I am getting a divorce, and I am in Love with someone, and believe me punisher u do not want to fuck with me, or my friends. All of u that know me. I will not tolerate being called a whore, by a Man who has no balls to fight his own battles.

Update:got Co-guardian But Says If Theres A Disasgreement Countys Decision Prevails
UPDATE:well all started when My ex-husband went behind my back and contacted the MOORE CENTER SERVICES, INC. 195 McGREGOR STREET UNIT 400 MANCHESTER, NH 03102 and he signed to give up guardianship of my special needs son that just turned 18 yrs(guardianship of incapacitated adult) and from there they involved this place called Tri-County Community Action Program, Inc., Granite State Guardianship Services... Tri-County CAP's Guardianship Services provides high quality Guardianship, Protective and Fiduciary Services to incapacitated residents of New Hampshire. Granite State Guardianship Services Provides guardianship, protective and fiduciary services to incapacitated residents of NH. In 1986, Tri-County CAP, Inc. / GSGS was approved by the New Hampshire Supreme Court as a Public Guardian and Protection program. Granite State Guardianship Services has served over five hundred individuals throughout New Hampshire. Tri-County CAP, Inc. / GSGS is a division of Tri-County Community Act

In Your Arms....
A single tear rolls down my face My heart begins to pound and race As all I've longed and dreamed to see Is standing there in front of me To be embraced and held by you My greatest wish has come true Your sweet smile and arms held wide You wipe the tear from my eye To feel your heartbeat race with mine Sends shivers up and down my spine A kiss so soft and gentle too As finally I get a taste of you Cant find all the words to say to let you know Just how much I love you so Although you dont say it in your eyes I can see it too Your feelings for me are real and true Knowing that you're really there Our lives finally together as one to share My final step in a path so long In your arms is where I belong

Love!!!!
If you love something, set it free. Blah!! If it comes back it will always be yours. Blah, blah!! If it doesn't comeback, it was never yours to begin with. Blah, blah, fucking blah!! But, if it just sits in your livingroom, messes up your shit, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realise you set it free ..... you either married it or give birth to it or im my case .... iz an idiot when it comes to relationships. BLAH!!!

Im Leaving
So I just wanted to write this and tell everyone that I am leaving and moving back home. I wont have a computer there until I can get back up on my feet. I will miss each and every one of you so much. So if you want to keep in touch get my number in the next few days. Love you sexy ass people.

Taking A Break
Ok everyone I think I am gonna take a break from the internet for a lil bit...I will pop on and off like maybe once a day but thats it. Im in the process of moving and I have wrapped myself up on this stupid thing too much. If yah have my cell number than text me or call me and I will get back to you as soon as I can other than that I dunno...I'll be back on as soon as I can...I love you guys!!!!!

Angry Letter
Just wrote this as a draft due to my disatisfaction with "Boating Fun Camp" which my son started today. It is supposed to be a week long camp from 1-4 each day for kids 8-11 to learn the fundamentals of canoeing and kayaking. It cost $220 for the 5 sessions. I'd love some comments/feedback on whether I should send this or not... I am so angry right now I can't see straight! * * * Att: Mary Green Dear Ms. Green: I have just returned home after picking up my son, Hunter, from “Boating Fun Camp” at Hopkinton State Park. I took him home a half hour earlier than the 4PM end time because he was just sitting in a cramped, darkened room in a folding chair watching a Harry Potter movie. I must tell you that I was more than a little disappointed that he spent his afternoon doing nothing associated with boating. When I dropped him off before class at 1PM the instructor, Heidi, said they’d most likely stay indoors and play some games because it was raining and cold out,

Hmmmmmm.....
it seems to me i have hit a fork in the road of my so called life i live. i have found myself looking in the mirror and wondering what is wrong with me? i seem to lean more towards the bad boys who have a sweet heart side. but in the end i get burned or fall hard for something i feel is there or could be there, but 2 hard for them to fathem being happy. So now i sit here and ponder what i should do , stop trying to make someone else see what others dont in them selves. or just worry about me. Bad boys arent always what they seem. so i think im done with trying to find my bad boi. it never seems to work~

More Good Info
All too often I hear people say there are basics, there are protocols or there are rules. This is simply not true. Let no one tell you that or try to convince you of that. What they have is THEIR rules. Beware that they will probably try to force them non consensually upon you. As with everything in BDSM there are no clear basics, rights, rules or protocol. The rules/basics/protocol are individualized. Some follow the Old Guards Way, some the New Guards way, some ways are in between and others have their own ways. All that matters is that who you are involved with understand and agree with whatever basics/rules/protocol/guidelines are used. Here are some things for you to think about and ponder. You may agree or disagree with some or all of what is written below. These are things I have heard over the years and know are practiced by people involved in BDSM. You will notice some of what is listed oppose other things listed. It's up to you to make your choices. Disclaimer

Tequila Makes Our Clothes Fall Off
First, rate the tequila folder. There are only 30 pictures so it won't take you long. Start with this picture. Second, r/f/a all the tequila shooters on the bulletin so that you can shoot some tequila with us!!! If they are already on your friends list leave them a comment like "tequila makes my clothes fall off".

I Wonder What His Game Is?
I got this in a private message first thing this morning. And the funny part is, when I checked my recent viewers and my picture views, I see no evidence of him ever having been to my profile. Its too early for this bull$h!t. Hello there sweety..i sure fell inlove with the looks number one and now it hunts me so bad that i hard to send you a message ..how are you doing today and how is the family ,hope you all are fine,i am paul by name and a very large fan of your pics ...i own a very huge farm here in west africa were i stay on it with my son David who is just 13 years of age ...i lost his mum while i was in the states in virginia alexandria and ever seens then i have been single and pateince abt meeting ladies until i was introduced to this site and started trying to find new friends who are honest and needing a real good relationship which i am al after ..am a very romantic man and loving..we talk abt care ,i have it all in my life ...i look forward to chatting with you if

Kids + Horror Movies =
Funny ass commentary. the kids are watching 28 days later and some of the funny things said so far: Sibi: Um, are those people parts? Me: Yea. Sibi: COOL!!!! Then as the first zombie showed up: Luvy: I thought they were supposed to be slow... Me: I don't know i guess they're super zombies. Luvy: yeah they're running like nobodies business!!!!! hahahahah, i'm highly amused since i don't like this movie.

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking around Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone arou

I Want You...
You're my dream,,wish,,N fantasy... You're my joy,,love... & everything I need... But how do you expect me to live... With just me when.. My world revolves around you... How do I breathe... Without you by my side... My heart starts beating triple times... With you on my mind... You know how to appreciate me... If you called... I'd be there in a ♥beat... You were my first kiss... & I want you to be my last... Without you its hard to survive... I want you in my life... By Giiggles©

Why??
Why is it that you see someone who seems to have a problem within their life and you try to help them, or they say something or post something that gets your attention and you try to show them a different side of what they have going on and you always end up on the crap end of it? Well, tonight I saw someone floating across the screen with a status that said "Looking for one guy to prove they aren't all the same." So me being a very genuine and understanding guy, who is not like any guy that anyone will ever meet; I attempt to show them that there is a guy unlike any other. So as I attempt to show a little compassion to the situation laid out by this person, they have to go take care of their child, so I sit and wait for them to come back. As I attempt to be a friend and show her that I am unlike any guy, and there is someone different than the rest; out of nowhere she comes off and says that she is going to go back out with her ex. At this point I am like so why am I trying to prove t

Pain
What is pain? It could be so many different things for so many different people. Pain can be a broken arm or leg, a tattoo, or any kind of physical injury. I think the worst kind is mental or inner pain. Going through a divorce is painful yes but I think its even worse when the kids are getting hurt. If you love your kids and you see them hurting because of what you have done or your spouse, if your any kind of parent it will hurt you too. I'm going through an ugly divorce trying to get my 2 children and what hurts the most is seeing the kind of pain and suffering they're going through. My children are my world and I would do anything in the world for them. To bad they're mom doesn't feel the same way. The pain I feel comes from with in I haven't been the best father in the world hell I'm the first to admit that. I have made my share of mistakes I guess it all depends on how we learn from them. The pain I feel for my kids is nothing I have ever felt before or ever want to feel again. T

Yes, I Really Am That Badass!
ok well i had a good day at work, got 3 people to open red cards today (target credit card) wich may i add is pritty hard to get even 1 in a shift, cuz well lets face it not many want a credit card,..buit i did it anyways cuz im soo badass! the LOD (target manager), gave me a free starbucks drink and let me pick out a FREE dvd, wich i chose the GREATEST drinking movie of all time BEERFEST (if you do not agree with me or dont like that movie, you just suck, or havent seen it). anyways that makes me feel good so i am very happy today, hopefully tomorrow will be the same, but i dout it ya only have one of those badass days like that every so often at target. but ya im feeling really good tonight! also on a side note i am happy about is i am most likely moving from cashire back to electronics, wich pritty much garuntees me more hours and a stedy week to week scedual, wich in turn means more MONEY for me, also means i get to work with my best friend Jeni and my other friend Nikki, tis goin

The Bread Box
at the bottom of a bread box you will find a doorway into the back of my mind fly into my dreams and see what you'll find floors that talk to you late at night and the walls watch over you as you sleep tight people are not quite as they seem use them as candles they all start melting down to the ground they are now one or the same the flame burns out with each drop of rain the clouds fade away into a blackened sky and the birds fall to the sea one by one they all die this place in my mind I call the land of gilt and regret washes away with the tide and helps me to forget brick by brick a wall takes it form keeping me safe from anymore harm the clocks turn to dust and my bones they decay bringing me to a new day what happens next its so hard to tell i could only say now I know this is not hell by sonnie

Haha Get A Clue
This one is for all you married people out there who have little or no respect for boundries. Number one: if you are that unhappy in your own marriage that you feel the need to cheat with people online, get a life and get out. Number two: when a guy tells you he is un interested and is happily in love with someone else, give it up, and quit trying to be a whore. Number three: Have some fucking respect for your own self enough to not try and screw with another's relationship. Number four: Just because someone compliments you, does not mean he wants to fuck you, be with you, or want you to leave your husband for him. Number five: And simply because someone is nice enough to not call you a whore for being a cheating loser, doesnt mean you arent. Luckily, I can honestly say, I have never crossed that line, and the people on my friends lists, know to not do that also. Its a very sad thing when some people dont get that. It all boils down to no respect at all. Maybe if th

Written For Me...
“YOU’RE BEAUTY” Your eyes sparkle like the stars on a cold brisk dark winter night. Your smile is brighter than the sun on a hot bright sunny day. Your face glows brighter than a full moon on a dark night of eclipse. Your hair is as beautiful as a full colored rainbow, As the wind blows slightly through it. The beauty of a red blossomed rose, Is no comparison to your beauty. Jeff Rogers 1 hr ago

Gibraltar
Gibraltar is a British overseas territory located near the southernmost tip of the Iberian Peninsula overlooking the Strait of Gibraltar. The territory shares a border with Spain to the north. Gibraltar has historically been an important base for the British Armed Forces and is the site of a Royal Navy base. The name of the territory is derived from the Arabic name Jabal Tāriq (جبل طارق), meaning "mountain of Tariq". It refers to the geological formation, the Rock of Gibraltar, which in turn was named for the Berber Umayyad general Tariq ibn-Ziyad who led the initial incursion into Iberia in advance of the main Moorish force in 711. Earlier, it was known as Mons Calpe, one of the Pillars of Hercules. Today, Gibraltar is known colloquially as Gib or The Rock. A one-year investigation and analysis of 235 countries and territories by Jane’s Country Risk listed Gibraltar as the top stable and prosperous British Territory, in 5th position

Last One For Now
smile is worth a thousand words A piece of happy bliss No matter how bleak the day may seem It can be as warm as the sweetest kiss Life is not perfect With many twists and turns Some for the better And some from which we learn So in our saddest hours Take a moment to stop and think Of all life has to offer Of all the blessings in which you recieve For at the end of every cloud Yes there is a silver lining With a little bit of hope and love You can get through the worst, and look to the good A smile can chase the blues A thought can turn the tides But hope and love are some wonderous gifts To keep our souls alive

Does Your Life Suck This Bad
there was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. the cucumber says "man, my life sucks. when i get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me in a salad." the pickle looks at him and says, "you think you ihave it bad? when i get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." the penis looks at him and says, "you think you have it rough? when i get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until i throw up and pass out!

Having A Bad Day?
Yes I took it from an email but I thought it was too good not to share... I LOVE MY JOB If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on off shore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 FM in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, which was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all Before I can tell

A True Redneck
A True Redneck: this isn't your typical redneck joke. Please Read We have enjoyed the redneck jokes for years. It's time to take a reflective look at the core beliefs of a culture that values home, family, country and God. If I had to stand before a dozen terrorists who threaten my life, I'd choose a half dozen or so rednecks to back me up. Tire irons, squirrel guns and grit -- that's what rednecks are made of. I hope I am one of those. If you feel the same, pass this on to your redneck friends. Ya'll know who ya' are. You might be a redneck if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a redneck if: You still say ' Christmas' instead of 'Winter Festival. ' You might be a redneck if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a redneck if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a redneck if: You treat our

Saddens My Heart...
This afternoon I received a phone call from the fiance of one of my very very best friends telling me that she had passed away due to a drug overdose. This came hard for me to accept because maybe I didn't know she was into this hard of a drug, or maybe it was that I just turned the cheek at it... I know that she has been involved with my children and has participated in recent "Drug use" talks with my children as well. It really just saddens my heart about the whole thing ... After telling my children, you could see the hurt and the pain in their eyes. My son looks at me and asks me... "Mom how could she say all those things about drugs, when she was using them herself." The only answer I could come up with was Maybe she was speaking from experience and this was her cry for help... I just wish I would have known, maybe then I could have helped her in her time of need and really understood the cries that she was so blatantly screaming and putting out there for everyone to h

How Stupid Can One Be??
A teenage employee celebrated his birthday by taking a bath in the utility sink at the Burger King in Xenia. Greene County Health Commissioner Mark McDonnell was emailed the video that appeared on MySpace.com and is now using it as evidence. In the video, the employee dumps water on himself using a bucket marked with the words, "sanitary solution." But McDonnell said the sink is used to clean utensils and there is nothing sanitary about what the teenager did. McDonnell said, "Any bacteria on his skin could have been deposited giving people food poisoning." And to make matters worse, the person recording the video allegedly told the Burger King manager what was happening, but she continued to count cash. Officials at the Burger King Corp. were notified of the incident Monday, and is cooperating fully with the health department. HOW STUPID CAN ONE BE?? Burger King Corp. said, "We have sanitized the sink and have disposed of all other kitchen tools and utensils that were

Married
yes im married, or i thought i was. its more of a part time thing. ist only convient when she wants it to be. convient to the point that we havent lived together for a least 2 years. she lives with her best friend. and the only times i see or hear from her is when she wants somthing. the reasons she left is because im messy and i smoke.both of which im working on. the smoking thing she couldnt help me with but cleaning up i never got any help. iam more than willing to clean,but i was the only one doing it. im not saying that it was her job, but im say help me a little bit. maybe the question is am i the problem. did i fuck up somewhere. maybe i did.

Std Statistics In The United States And Worldwide
STD statistics in the United States and Worldwide Syphilis, Chlamydia and Gonorhea Statistics in the USA. Year Syphilis Chlamydia Gonorrhea Primary and secondary All stages Cases Rate Cases Rate Cases Rate Cases Rate 1996 11,405 4.2 53,238 19.8 492,631 190.6 328,169 121.8 1997 8,556 3.1 46,714 17.1 537,904 205.5 327,665 120.2 1998 7,007 2.5 38,288 13.9 614,250 231.8 356,492 129.2 1999 6,617 2.4 35,380 12.7 662,647 247.2 360,813 129.3 2000 5,979 2.1 31,618 11.2 709,452 251.4 363,136 128.7 2001 6,103 2.1 32,281 11.3 783,242 274.5 361,705 126.8 2002 6,862 2.4 32,916 11.4 834,555 289.4 351,852 122.0 2003 7,177 2.5 34,289 11.8 877,478 301.7 335,104 115.2 2004 7,980 2.7 33,401 11.5 929,462 319.6 330,132 113.5 Top ten states ranked by rate (per 100,000) of reported STD cases: United States, 2004. Rank Primary and secondary syphilis Chlamydia Gonnorhea 1 Louisiana (7.4) Mississippi (654.7)

Life Is Too Short.........
Sometimes you never know how lucky you are until reality slaps you in the face. If you are reading this you probably know about what I have been through the past few months with death, and you know Dave is away with his job. He has been in CA fighting the fires making a difference in the world. He was sent away for two weeks and I have not had any contact with him and it has been hard. He got back in CA today and asked me if I heard about the helicopter that went down last wednesday in CA and that nine of the firefighters were killed. I told him I was so thankful he was out of CA when that happened. He told me that was part of his team that was on there, and if he would have been in CA he would have been with them. My heart just stopped. I told him everything happens for a reason. My friend at work said someone "up there" is looking out for him and I just smiled and said Yeah, my dad. He knew when he left this world that he did not have to worry about me anymore, that I fina

First Day Of Kindergarten!
Well, Tash started Kindergarten Wednesday. She woke up and didn't even argue about getting ready. I guess I should have been telling her she was going to school instead of daycare all these yrs. LOL! She was excited and when we got there and got her to class she hung her backpack up and went and set down on the carpet like her teacher said to and didn't even cry or say I love you when I left. Lexi cried though, she wanted to stay with sissy or sissy to stay with her. I would have blogged earlier but I forgot the camera at work and was going to just do both at the same time. Anyway, I was sad when she didn't say I love you back or cry a lil, but happy that she didn't mind going.

Pete's Gone To A Better Place.
My Buddy Pete passed away yesterday. He was 41. We have been friends for many years. I stood with him when he got married. We used to race together. We worked at the speedway together. Pete suffered for a long time. Many ailments. He even recieved a kidney transplant a few years ago. And he never, ever complained. I did. I hated to see the the things he had to go thru. But he would tell me to shut up, he would deal with it! But now it's over. God decided to call Pete home. Pete will never be in pain again. But right now we are. But we /I will deal with the pain, because that's what Pete did, and would want us to do. I'll be gone for a few days, back on Sunday night. I've got to help his wife make arrangements and other things. Then I'm going to get drunk. Howie

Flight In The Night
Darkness consumes the light My wings take air for this flight to find desires that i behold to see what to find what to hold who shall be there looking out for me who shall this nights sacrifice to be will she offer herself to this creature of the night will she beg for pure nightly delight and when i arrive will she be waiting for me on her knees waiting to please on this night i search the sky with out a care and wonder why when will this darkness that consumes me bring the delight and pleasures to thee

Friends
I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE ASKED FOR MY HELP FROM TIME TO TIME..or POSTED IN YOUR STATUS THAT YOU NEED HELP LEVELING AND iVE GONE STRAIGHT TO WORK ON IT. BUT WHEN I ASK FOR 1 THING...SOMETHING NO EVEN FOR MYSELF, MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TURN THEIR BACKS ON ME. SIGH... YOU REALLY NEED TO GET TO KNOW KATT. SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST MARVELOUS PEOPLE ON FUBAR THAT I HAVE EVER MET. SHE GIVES FROM THE HEART, JUST AS I DO, AND IS A REAL JOY TO TALK TO AND BE FRIENDS WITH. YET ALL SHE IS ASKING FOR HIS HELP TO EARN SOME BLING. NOW IF YA HADNT CONSIDERED IT, ALL THIS COMMENTING MAKES YOU LEVEL REAL FAST AND I HAVE GONE UP 4 LEVELS IN 1 MONTH HELPING THE ALL OF YOU. SO PLEASE, FIND IT IN YOUR HEART TO LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS ON THIS WONDERFUL WOMANS PIC. YOU CAN EITHER FIND IT IN MY BLOG TITLED "KATT" OR YOU WILL FIND IT IN THE BULLETINS. THANK YOU AHEAD FOR YOUR HELP.

1st Amendment To The Constitution Of The United States Of America
Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the

Fade To Black-metallica
(Not Metallica, but I love Apocalyptica's version) Life it seems will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost this can't be real Can't stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye Goodbye

Bullet With Butterfly Wings-smashing Pumpkins
The world is a vampire, sent to drain Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames And what do I get, for my pain? Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game Even though I know - I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold - like old job Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal But can you fake it, for just one more show? And what do you want? I want to change And what have you got, when you feel the same? Even though I know - I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold - like old job Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Tell me I'm the only one Tell me there's no other one Jesus was th

Leave Out All The Rest-linkin Park
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared After my dreaming, I woke with this fear What am I leaving when I'm done here? So if you're asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through I've never been perfect, but neither have you So if you're asking me, I want you to know When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and sav

Wat Would U Do
Ok If u knew u loved someone and u were falling for that person wat would u do to make it known. Your choices are: 1)Tell them 2)Show them 3)Leave lil hints 4)Or let them figure it out But the catch is this your only have an hour to tell them befor they leave ur life forever. So wat would u do

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4 U
May be I hang around here a little more than I should. We both know I got some were else to go. But I got some thing to tell you that I never thought I would. But I belive you really ought to know. I love you. I Honestly love you. You don’t have to answer I see it in your eyes. May be it was better left unsaid. But this pure and simple and you must relize that its coming from my heart and not my head. I love you.. I honestly love you. I am not trying to make you feel uncomfortable. I am not trying to make you anything at all. But this feeling doesn’t come along every day. And you should nt blow the chance when you got the chance to say. I love you. I honestly love you. If we both were born in another place and time. This moment might be ending in a kiss. But there you are with yours ,and here I am with mine. So I guess we will just be leaving it at this. I love you I honestly love you.

Selling Myself For Spotlight ... Inquire Within
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One Of A Kind!
One Of A Kind Sometimes you believe in what you see, and in time you fine you were being deceived. No one can really walk a straight line all the time. But I can tell you that I am a one of a kind. We are only human and we all make mistakes. But believe me when I say it is never to late. You will continue believing in what you believe. And in your heart you will begin to see. I am who I say I am. An individual and a uniquely human man. A One of a kind but not perfect in any way. But true to my heart I will always stay. The only fault I have is being human. With a human heart that can be stolen by a good woman. If she believes in herself then so will I. But this is where

Who Am I? I Am The Doctor!
Okay, so I have been asked many times if I am a real Doctor, the answer to that is no. The next most common question is how I got the name Dr. There is no simple answer for this without knowing me, but in short I will try to help you understand. My best friend here on Fubar and I talk and we used to talk real late. She knows well, that people, here and in the real world, will just come up to me, not knowing me, and tell me their life story, their problems, etc. This has been happening to me since I was thirteen. My friends’ girlfriends used to come to me about their boyfriends or their ex’s when they were hurt or played. I would listen to them, help them get through the time they were having and step aside when they were able to go back into the world. So yeah, for a man I have a really slanted view of my gender, I have seen the damage that they do, though I do know it is not only one sided, there are women out there that do the same. Back to the story. One night, I was

Bang My Head , No Wait Bang Their Heads.....
It is so sad how stupid the youngsters are in our country. I am not talking about all of them, but a majority of them under the age of say 28. I do listen to talk radio and i hear them call in all the time, new up and coming voters or freshly new ones. They talk about how great Obama is, but when confronted with questions like. What has he ever done to make things better in this country? Can you name anything he has created on paper and had put to the floor for a vote? Or ever better yet what does he want to change? Well whats sad is they do not research and listen to exactly what Obama says, and i mean all of it. The only Change i have seen OBAMA have is what he says. He is just like Hilary say what sounds right at the time. It is so sad, to think that our schools no longer teach kids to think on their own. Instead they have some kind of political agenda in the class room, which it seems most times is liberal. Instead of keeping politics out the class, unless its a political

Picante Chicken Rice Burritos
Picante Chicken Rice Burritos The combination of chicken, cheese, olives and rice mixed together in a tortilla is outstanding. Definitely try this recipe. Serving: 12 INGREDIENTS: 2 tablespoons butter 1/2 cup chopped green onion 1 clove garlic, minced 7 cups shredded, cooked chicken meat 1 tablespoon chili powder 2 1/2 cups chicken broth, divided 1 16-ounce jar picante sauce, divided 1 cup uncooked long-grain rice 1/2 cup sliced black olives 3 cups shredded cheddar cheese, divided 12 burrito size tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. To Make Chicken Mixture: In a large skillet over medium heat, melt butter and sauté green onion and garlic until soft; stir in chicken, chili powder, 1/4 cup broth and 3/4 cup picante sauce. Heat through, then set aside. 2. To Make Rice: In a large saucepan, bring rice and remaining 2 1/4 cups broth to a boil. Reduce heat, cover pan and simmer for 20 minutes. Stir in remaining 1 1/4 cups picante sauce, cover and simmer for another 5 to 10 min

What's In A Name? (colors And Icons)
The current Fubar name color scheme was recently updated. It is now as follows: Dark Green: This member is new, and has been here for fewer than 8 days. Unbolded Gray: This member has been here for more than 8 days, but has yet to verify his/her e-mail. Bolded Gray: This member has verified his/her e-mail, but does not yet have an approved salute photo. (This used to indicate a member that has reached level 20.) White: This member has an approved salute photo. Red: This member is a Top 10 user, based on rates, comments, number of fans, and other factors. Purple: This member is a top promoter (i.e. is among the top 10 with the most legitimate referrals in the last 24 hours). Lime Green: This member is a Fubar Supporter (level 100). Orange: This member is a Fubar Bouncer (level 150). Yellow: This member is level 200 or higher, and usually works for the site in some way. Pink: This member has VIP access and has selected this color. Blue: This member has VIP access and has s

Why My Heart Is So Heavy
This is probably one of the hardest things i live with in my heart .I have a brother that was born a year before my son.so he was like mine .i went know where without him. as he was growing up .he always made good grades very very athletic all threw school .as soon as he graduated joined the marines.he had a bad knee injury and was sent home to recover.well he being 19 he goes to a bar and the waitress thinking he was of age .let him drink all day .well he had a job the next morning and decided to drive him self home .Hes almost home and he sees red and blue lights flashing .who knows what went through his head he decides to run and try to get home before he knows it they pit him.flips his truck.ejects him through a bob wire fence .the police thought he might have ran .they didnt realize my brother had been thrown so far .finally when they found him he was in fetal position with his head turned almost around .breathing in dirt .yes his neck was broke...19 yrs old my baby brother .b

Frozen/broken
I've broken myself so many times I often wonder if I'll ever be fixed I know that no one can do it for me I just can't be sure how to start My reflection is a mirror Once shatterd it CAN be pieced together Never looks the same My heart has been placed in cryostasis It's safer in the cold I wonder if I'll ever feel warmth again.... C.S. '08

To Will, Is To Do.
I'll be the sun upon your head, The wind about your face, My love upon the path you tread, And upon your wanderings, peace. --Gordon Bok Today I will feel. I will feel wind and water, earth and sun. I will feel rain, the taste of it, and the soft sting of its coolness. I will feel the familiar touch of my shirt against my skin, my hair across my face in the wind. Today I will feel love like a candle on a birthday cake that never goes out - no matter how much you blow on it. I will feel compassion like a toothache, a dull pain that lets me go about my business but never goes away. I will feel joy and sorrow, pain, and pleasure. Today I will feel. I will feel like a human being, unique as a snowflake, common as grass. How many different ways do I feel today?

Would You Be Brave Enough?
lol this is a random thing that occurs between myself, ruby, and stina whenever we catch The Devil Wears Prada. We watch the singer Mike and notice that this kid has some form of hyperactiveness that causes him to hold his inner mosher in onstage. If you watch him in the video you'll see what we're talking about. xxxxxxxxxxx

Caa4 - Angel Prayer Request
Hello everyone. This is a special prayer request for a dear friend of mine. She has been out of work for a little bit now and has a hard time find a job. Just within the past month, her husband lost his job just recently. She is a strong woman of faith, so let us send up our prayers and angelic power to help these two good friends. Doc

Flirt Train
New Train...for all you folks who like to FLIRT..and OMG...yes I'm one of them To get on this train r/f/a all members. Let them know that you are joining the flirt train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "I like to flirt" and don't forget to re-rate them. NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a flirty comment. Rate this flirty folder and you'll get a flirty tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture. Start rating...this is a great way to keep in touch with friends and meet new friends. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you've finished the train to be added....and rate the picture folder for your special flirty tag. ~vitamin de~

Plz Show Him Lots Of Love And Make Him Godfather
Chiina_Whiite is closing in on becoming GODFATHER!!! He has 664 Points to go! PLEASE go by his page and leave LOTS of love. F/R/A and BLING him and bomb him with love. Come on what are you waiting for….click his link and really let him have it. Chiina_Whiite@ fubar Thank you for the help!!!

If
If you can go hrs days or even a week without talking to someone that you love care about or in love with....... if you can go without hearing their voice..... if you can go without saying i love you..... if you can go without calling them...... if you can go without any form of communication with them............. if you can go without ever thinking about them... if you can go on like they dont exist at all... THEN THEY ARE NOT IMPORTANT TO YOU NOR DO YOU REALLY LOVE AND CARE FOR THEM JUST MEANS THEY ARE A SAFETY NET THAT YOU HOLD ON TO AND TALK TO AND CORRESPOND WITH WHEN THE TIME IS SUFFICIENT WITH YOU ANOTHER WORDS THEY ARE USING YOU AND USING YOUR FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THAT YOU HAVE FOR THEM AND IF YOU CAN SERIOUSLY READ THIS AND FIND NOTHING WRONG WITH SOMEONE DOING THIS TO YOU OR YOU DOING THIS TO THEM THEN YOU NEED A EFFIN WAKE UP CALL CAUSE THATS JUST DISRESPECTFUL ALL THE WAY AROUND IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE

Another Stupid Survey
Another boring survey. Lol Do you still talk to your FIRST love? Nope What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? You think I remember? What was your FIRST job? Pimpin ur mama. Btw tell her 2 give me my money I keep my pimp hand strong What was your FIRST car? A tricycle Who was the FIRST person to text you today? nobody Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? Me Who was your FIRST grade teacher? You think I remember? Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane? NC Sneaking out of your house for the FIRST time, who was it with? Never did it b4 Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them? I don't remember her name.... that should answer ur 2nd question Where was your FIRST sleep over? In ur daddy's bed. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today? Gina Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time? Cousin What was the FIRST thing you did this morning? Curse my friend out FIRST tatt

The New Tattoo...
So I am a little irritated not only with the man who did my tattoo, but also with myself. He had the design for my tattoo...I just wanted my black stars on my inner forearm. Well...I was busy talking to the apprentice while he was working on my arm, and when I look down at my arm, I realize that he's added his own flair. Irritated with him for being an assuming asshole, and irritated with myself for not keeping my eye on the work being done. So I am really unhappy. To make it look decent, I'm going to have someone make it into a half sleeve with a lot more to it than what I originally wanted. Lesson learned. Don't talk to the apprentice!

A Real Man Aint Easy To Find....
Please apply if you have the qualities... A Real Man holds high ethical ideals without compromise. A Real Man is emotionally balanced. He should be able to laugh and cry as he damn well please, and not give a shit what other people think of him. A Real Man can be laughed -AT- as well as laughed -WITH- and not feel insulted, demeaned, or belittled. Words don't breat bones! A Real Man shares his feelings with those he cares for. A Real Man has grace under pressure and does not panic in a crisis. A Real Man is responsible for his actions and inactions. A Real Man takes on the burden of responsibility for those who -cannot- shoulder a responsibility themselves *providing* he is asked to and agrees. A Real Man marries for life. A Real Man surrenders his marriage gracefully if it does not work. A Real Man loves and honors his spouse above all else. A Real Man honors and respects *ALL* women, be she Queen or harlot. A Real Man is sexually and emotionally responsive to

Depths In My Ocean
to the depths of my ..the ocean for my silence in motion my love will lingure through my heart its truest within ..for you singled upon us with what.. to do a love so lost in this day.. subdued this soul is bound.. wrapped from below with his love..treasured to grow Trinkets of gold and silver too never can measure.. this heart so blue from the depths of my ocean that silence of mine.. in motion captured ..is my love to you only for you to see it through © Angel

Where I Live
Ok here is my story…. I have 2 kids and we live together in a trailer. Which is located in a nice trailer park on the lake. I choose to live here so that I could have a steady and consistent roof over our heads. I bought this place on my own. I don’t have the funds to invest into a 200,000 dollar home. So this is the proper investment at the moment. Between the ages of 0-3 my daughter has moved 7 times. We were homeless even at one time. She is almost 7 now. My son is almost 4 and he has lived in this same house his whole life. So I am thankful that he has a comfortable home that he is familiar with. Every day I get judged upon with where I live. Yes I have a pretty face. A good job and personality. But once I invite people over to hang out and they see where I live all they see is “Trailer Park = White Trash” then 90% of the time I never hear from them again. I don’t change for anyone and if they don’t like my body, or don’t like that I have kids or don’t like where I live t

Broken Dreams - Track 5 - Failed At Life
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Failed at Life When your life is crap/ When your best is not enough/ Nothing you do is good/ Nothing you say has worth/ Take a look around you babe/ You need some help/ You failed at life Track 6 Wednesday, Thursday and Friday are easier days with my family. We told them about how Gavin is a member of the pop

Sad News
I will not be on much I found out Friday my 11 yr old son has T cell Leukemia. Update: Sorry I was in such a hurry when I wrote this I left out many details. A week ago today my son Mason's lung collapsed, then last week Wednesday one of his kidneys failed and he had stopped breathing for 2 mins. He was air lifted to the Mayo Hospital in Rochester, Mn. On Friday he was diagnosed with T-Cell Leukemia which is treatable thank god. Mason has had one blood transfusion already, several kidney dialysis and many kemo treatments already. So far he is doing good despite what he has been through. He will still have to remain here at Hospital for a month. After that he should be able to go home but will need kemo for at least 3 yrs after that.

He Walks
HE walks from the darkness around him, The shadows part as he pulls his hat brim, Blade in hand he goes to find the place, Where he shall find the one to match his pace, Cloak bellowing behind his eyes set forward, The pain means nothing to what he heads toward, His armor falls from a tattered form, Now he kneals broken his soul badly torn, Breathing slow he stands screaming his war cry, Blades clash in the night Death winning with a weary cry, A sigh passes from bleeding lips the time has come, to be where he has sent angels to be consumed.

I Walk Alone
In the night people pass me here in there Without reason or a care They go on there lives happy and free Exploring there pleasures as they be Moonlight strikes my face and I wonder why where is this for me and try not to cry Pass the graveyard gates and off to the night knowing that this dark heart will never feel loves bite

Leaving Fubar
Okay everyone... I am officially leaving fubar. I just dont have the time or the energy to do this any longer. If you would like to keep in touch with me, fumail me your contact information. I will delete my account by the 31st of August, so you all have until then to give me the information if you want to keep in touch. Thank you all so much for being a friend to me through out the year that I have been a member of fubar. I hope you all enjoy yourselves, and remember, this is just a website, and dont take it all so personally. Take Care all, Dawn aka Chickie Momma

Are You A Bulliever?
He's sweet....he's sexxxy....he's the one and only BULLdaddy! Right now, he's only 173K from Disciple. I think we should all go show him some luv, and help him get there. If you're a BULLiever, stop by and spank him HARD (I'll bet he likes it!) The BULLdaddy*Owner Body Shop*173K to Disciple--show him luv! This message brought to you by the one and only: ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ Fu-owned by ~ms2dmngood2u~ and Justfishing@ fubar

My Doggie Wish.. Wrote By Me!!
My DoGGie WiSH... I'd rather be a dog they're such a charming race, They bite, & bark, & growl then lick you in the face.. Some are short & small some long & lanky, Others that i've met are sometimes very stanky.. I've never met a doggy i've never met a one, That didn't think good hygiene was licking their own bum.. If i were a doggy i'd love to run leash free, I'll tell ya what i wouldn't want is someone watching while i pee.. I have a puppy of my own her name is Juliet, She is my doggy pal & my favorite pet.. I like to sit & stare at her big, bright, gentle eyes, My heart skips a beat every time she sighs.. She loves me very much this i know for sure, I also love her back right down to her doggy core.. Why a dog i'd rather be you sit back & you ask, Well, they show us their true colors & never wear a doggy mask!! -BlondeBratZ

Caa 7 Angel Prayer Request
One of my dearest friends needs your prayers, angelic love , angel energy and healing powers. This is for her and her husband, though they will never see this, they are dear to my heart. Miracles do happen with plenty of prayer, send all your friends, family and friends here to help us support them. Thank you, Love Doc

Life's Lessons....
I don't know about you...but I'm getting pretty tired of life's little lessons...At my age...you would think that schooling was over..But no!!!... I've learned in life that not everything is roses...I think we all have...That your past will catch up to you if you don't face it head on to begin with...That everything happens for a reason...That people you meet will inevitably hurt you in some form or fashion...No matter who they are...That tomorrow eventually comes...That the glass isn't always half full...That no matter how hard you try...something always comes along and fucks up your day...That you really are your own worst enemy...That being open and honest really can be a downfall...That love isn't just around the corner or right in front of your face...That when someone tells you that they love you...You should take it at face value...That trusting in someone is harder than it sounds...That the words....I Don't Know...means...I don't want to hurt your feelings...BUT!!!...and las

Hot Little Cyber
this was written half by a good friend and wonderful mistress and half written by yours truely! Thanks Misa!!!! -.original....: *pouts* don’t want it? *sits up and spreads legs* ->.original....: no I do but I am a tease and so are you ->.original....: I bet you would love to get tongue fucked by me too bad for you .original....: come here *rubs pussy, slowly* ->.original....: why what are you going to do with me .original....: come here. ->.original....: *walking over grabbing your arms so you can't touch me* .original....: *leans forward to kiss you* ->.original....: why what do you want to do, remember I am in control here .original....: come closer, damn it. ->.original....: *bites your tongue only hard enough to hold it still* ->.original....: tell me what you want to do and I might think about letting you do it .original....: *wraps my legs around you* ->.original....: fighting you because I am a tease like that .original....: *pouts* ->.origina

Sensual Encounter
Satin covers My eyes Leather captures My wrists Breath rapid Heart beating Wildly Every inch Of my Flesh tingles Then without Warning Ice cold Water drips Upon my Already Extremely Sensitive Nipples Causing me To moan In ecstasy The water Trails down My flesh Causing Me to be Both extremely Hot and Slightly chilled My moans Fill the air As you Continue to Tease my Flesh Waiting for Me to truly Give myself To the Passions That awaits By: Kat 8-18-08

Suduction
A glass of wine From a stranger A smile to Say Thank You His eyes They are so Captivating Feeling so drawn To him As he Joins me Is this Where seduction Starts As I Loss myself In his Eyes His voice His scent We dance He holds Me close I tremble With a Sudden chill It’s not fear Not sure What has? Caused The tremble His hand Glides up My back As we Dance Pulling me Against his Broad chest I can Hear His heart beat Is this Where seduction Starts Can I Walk away I think that I already Know the Answer By: Kat 8-19-08

Crazy Bitch-buckcherry
Alright! Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place And now you've got to freak me out Scream so loud Getting fucking laid You want me to stay But I got to make my way [Chorus:] Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Take it off The paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed in full (ugh) You're so fine It won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks Just to get you face to face Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to

Angels On The Moon - Thriving Ivories
Do you dream, that the world will know your name So tell me your name Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all? I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive To know I'm alive Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon Do you believe, in the day that you were born Tell me do you believe? Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon This is to one last day in the shadows And to know a brother's love This is to New York City angels And the rivers of our blood This is to all of us, to all of us Don't tell me if I'm dying, c

Update On Tropical Storm Fay/my Experience I Went Through Last Night.
well, Thank god i am okay!!!!well it was very frighten to me last night because all of a sudden i heard loud noises like howling,and vibratons from the windows,the trees were moving fast and all.The power went out and cable also went out so all i had was a radio,but it was ok.I finally went to sleep thank god but when i woke up still no power or cable...just alot of debris outside finally at 5:30pm everything went back on thank god.....but i am ok yay...i made it yay!!!what a rough night though....

Yeah, These Two...
AIGHT SO AS USUAL I HAVE TO SONGS STUCK IN MY HEAD. ONE I KNOW HOW IT GOT IN THERE WAS BECAUSE OF FLOGGING MOLLY. THE SECOND ON THE OTHER HAND I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHERE THE FUCK IT CAME FROM. SO FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT, AND OR MISERY, HERE THEY BE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL NOW DANCE!!! REALLY, NO FUCKIGN CLUE HOW THIS GOT IN MY HEAD!!!

I'm Still Me!
I've had a few people tell me that I've changed and that I don't seem to care about anyone anymore..... That's a lie I do care and I'm still the same person all of you met when I first started coming to this site. The only thing that has changed from then to now is that I'm alot busier now. I'm working 40+hrs a week 6 and 7 days a week. I have very little time to do everything I need to during the week. I try to get on here as much as I can but that isn't very often and when I am here I can't stay long. I am sorry that some of you feel I have abandonded you. I have not I'm just having trouble learning to juggle everything with my new work hours. Those of you that have my cell number feel free to call or text my phone is always on 24hrs a day. If I don't answer leave a message I will get back to you just leave your number cause I may not have it anymore I lost my phone awhile back and lost alot of numbers. I will call you back when I get time. If I know you are trying to get hold of me

I'm Really Tired Of Being The Better Person.
so, here goes: i will no longer visit your page if Silveroak frequents it. i'm sorry. i have to do this for my own mental stability. i will also cut and run from any mumms i see where he's commented, or blogs. why would you want to reward bad behavior? ~~ allow me to make this very clear. i have zero qualms about going public w/ his fuckwitted behavior, due to his disrespect of me. i'm beginning to hate him almost as much as that waste of carbon B. Silveroak demeaned me beyond reason with insults about my friends (both on here, and irl). he accused me of ridiculous stuff i'd never done -- to possess, and own me. (note that i never expressed romantisexual attraction for him.) everywhere i go, there he is. it is no coincidence. it ISN'T. he stalks me. he has a ticker up about me. he sent me gifts in the mail. he is EVERYwhere i go. he does NOT respect my wishes. i even wake up to his fuckwitted texts, amongst the texts of my friends wishing me a HB. he has ta

Who Am I?
Who is Scarecrow? Larry (me) Birthday 12/26/1959 yes I am a Capricorn. I have been asked so I’ll tell you a little about me. I am the youngest of eight, five brothers and two sisters (all teachers). My mom was 5’2” and my dad was 6’4” I guess that’s where I get my height, 6’6”. When asked who am I. I suppose each of us are a sum total of you we know and who we have met with a lot of how we were raised. I was four when my dad died at the age of 45, he was retired CIA. My mom had to work hard to raise five boys and two girls. That she did she found a job working as a secretary at the Catholic Church. Not much money there. She was young and very pretty though she never dated after my dad died. I was raised Catholic and went to a private Catholic school first through eighth grade. Two say the least when I got into public school I rebelled. Junior high through high school I hung out in gangs and

True Lifestylers
Isn't there anybody real out there anymore? All thse so-called "wanna-be" Doms. People seem to have become too good at reading what the other person wants and mold themselves to become that. I don't want someone who's faking being what they think I want...newsflash! You're usually wrong anyway!! I know what I want. Unfortunately I'm begining to realize it may be all a dream...an unattainable fantasy...

My Love
I see myself,in the midst of time In this moment..you once were mine The soft and gentle touch.. of your soul Deep within..complete and whole This love you feel.is so true to mine Comanding and blind. The purist of this time This love has no boundries. Its uncontained Its all I can do to..just maintain We are forever bound.to become as one For what we have..can never be undone An angel is watching/waiting All the while anticipateing You and I ..in his wings at last Recreating this life of the past My heart is yours.. You know this is true You see it.. you know it..you feel it too © Angel

Black Or White
Black or White. This is just a color. if your black,white,green or blue, we all have the same color in us and that color is Red. so why cant we get along? beacause in some way or another, we are all connected . it dosnt matter what color we are. black,white,green,or blue. it doesnt matter because we all have the same color in us.. Red by cleon

My New Grandbaby
It has been a very long nite. My youngest son's wife went into the hospital in Munster, Indiana, at around 7:00pm. I left my sacred cave in Kentucky about that time and drove and drove and drove until I got to the hospital about 3:00AM.It was a beautiful thing, tho. At around 5:18AM, Felicity Jean was born. She weighed in at 7pds 5oz and measured 19 inches long We were told she has her father's eyes, but after some gentile persuasion, she gave them back.Im going to be here until the weekend, so if anyone needs me, just send me a PM on Fubar. I'm going to try to have pics either tonite or tomorrow, after I've caught up on my sleep and gone and seen Ms.Felicity again

My Heart
My heart My heart was broken All in pieces You put it together Better then glue My heart was full of pain And didn't even care I needed you And now you're here My heart wanted friendship That could never be replaced I wanted you You keep me safe My heart knew this would grow I wanted something more I knew you were there You opened the door My heart is mended I love you so I gave you my heart Now it's yours

In The Garden
I come to the garden alone, While the dew is still on the roses; And the voice I hear, falling on my ear, the Son of God discloses. And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known. He speaks, and the sound of His voice, Is so sweet the birds hush their singing; And the melody that He gave to me Within my heart is ringing. And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known. I'd stay in the garden with Him Tho the night around me be falling; But He bids me go, thru the voice of woe, His voice to me is calling And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known.

When You Need Someone To Lean On
When you need someone to lean on. or just a helping hand. You know i'll never judge you, your my friend... i'll understand. No matter what your going through, however big or small. With our two heads together, together we'll stand tall. Don't be afraid to lean on me, and please dont ever frown. Together we're united, i'll never let you down. I'm here if ever you need me, with a problem you need to share. When times are tough, just call on me, you know i'll always be there.

Bad Day
Found out a couple hours ago that someone I once considered a close friend died yesterday. He was my best friend's ex. My friend tossed him out last dec - had issues with drinking too much and became very abusive, they were engaged and own a house together He was not nice to her and I held a lot of contepmt toward him for what he did to her In April he was diagnosed with liver disease and given a few months to live, longer if he quit, but he only quit a few weeks ago and a couple weeks ago he started calling and apologized to all of us, and said he had only a couple more months to live. He was trying to make amends with everyone, it was heartbreaking truly. But when he was being an ass he screwed her financially with the house and he was trying to fix it for her but died before he could sign the papers since no one expected this so soon and in the meantime he had given power of attorney to his ex wife and his mother who HATE my friend so even though the process was star

Mamamia, Now I Really Know........
...Why i don't go to the cinema that often. The reason being that when i do want to go there is nothing worth seeing other than the tons of identical mainstream rubbish that passes for entertainment. So, last night i went to see some mainstream rubbish...No, it wasn't rubbish as it goes but it was entertaining. Went to see Mamamia but haven't decided as yet if it lived up to the hype . It was quite good and might have been wonderful, if only I hadn't been distracted by the hysterical laughter at inopportune moments from the other cinema goers. Sound familiar to anyone? WTF are you all laughing at? Every time anyone finished a sentence, they were in fits of laughter and I just wasn't able to concentrate. I'm not being a killjoy or anything but laughing continually, what's all that about i demand to know? I didn't hear anyone laughing when Pierce Brosnan was singing and THAT was funny. Got to big up The Walters (Julie), she really lifted it towards the end, plus shefs a local girl. Yo

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37 But 4 Out Of 5
Another birthday chalked off. Booooo!! Thing is though, I still *really* enjoy celebrating my birthdays like I did when I was in my twenties. Maybe I should grow up a bit!! This years birthday week is panning out to be my wildest since before I was married too! Alcohol, men, dancing and more alcohol - a potent mix when you're someone like me who simply adores cock! lol! My schedule looks like this right now:- TUESDAY (my actual birthday) - got spoilt all day by my husband and kids and they took me for a lovely meal in the evening. Ahhhh, sweet! WEDNESDAY (last night) - out with my friend and I must confess to getting rather drunk and rather shagged too! Didn't roll home until about 2am which for midweek is NOT good! TONIGHT: Chilled out, caught up, so on. TOMORROW: I'm hoping against hope that my evil plan comes together and in the afternoon I'll be in bed at home with a friend of mine, a young black stud who I've yet to sample. Then in the evening I have a date with a friend

I'm On Sale! Lol Come Check Me Out
Wanna Own Me? I'm For Sale In My Very First Auction!! It Runs Till Monday Night At Midnight..... My Birthday Is Monday Too!! Won't You Come And Make My Day Extra Special?! Just Click The Link Below And Make A Bid Thanx A Bunch XOXOXOXO OR You Can Copy n Paste The Link Below To Go To The Bully Click On My Picture And Make A Bid Big Huggles & Kisses http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1409090715

Men Are Dogs!! (wrote By Me!!)
MEN ARE DOGS!! You walk by the pet shop (the pound) & think he's soooo cute, i'll take him home, he looks innocent, RIGHT?? WRONG!! As soon as you get him home he's marking his territory- You know those sexy boots your ex bought you: chewed up.. You take him to the vet but he convinces you he's got all his shots.. You can't get him to stop barking all night long, yet he naps all day.. He never wants to play when you want to & hey isn't he the one who's supposed to be doing the fetching.. He always wants his meal at the same time, served in his "special" bowl & not that dry either, he only eats the expensive wet food.. When you go out & leave him alone you never know what kind of mess your going to come home to & what things of yours he's been through, & ruined.. He never wants to wear his collar or tags.. When you take him for a walk, he's always looking at everyone who walks by, but if anyone even glances your way he begins to growl & wants to bite.. When you have a friend

Alone In The Dark
Alone in the shadows he stands tall, Here is kingdom never doomed to fall, His heart he has frozen to keep safe, Just how much of a life can this make, In the shadows he stands cold and armored, He was once handsome till he was tortured, Now he watches those in the light, Hardening his heart for what he knows is right, Alone in the shadows where he will forever Rule, He will use his hatred as a righteous tool, Because in alone he shall never grieve, Because this knight has no heart on his sleeve.

City Sleeps
So this is one of my favorite bands of all time. They're called City Sleeps, and they're out of Atlanta. My friend Jeff used to be their bassist, he's the guy with the floppy mohawk around the :30 mark in the video. I met him years ago on the St. Louis band circuit when he was the guitarist for my friend Casey's band New Empire. City Sleeps was produced by John Feldman, who also produced The Used and Story of the Year. (John Feldman was also in a little band called Goldfinger, some of you may have heard of them :p) City Sleeps will be on the radio someday soon, I think. Anyhow, my friend quit the band to marry his girlfriend. Here's their song "Prototype". City Sleeps - Prototype I made her from pieces of stars The ones that fell when you shot through A sky that burned not to return No other element would do Her soul was grown in the bathroom Her heart is just a red balloon I gave her lips from wild orchids When she came out of the cocoon No

All Members And Their Points To Go
All Leader and Member and their current points to level up! Show everybody Love so everybody can level up soon! I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still cutemommy82 ~*~ love my baby@ fubar Level: Fu-King (24) Fu-King ---> Godfather 1,532,513 Points to go! $$$$-MyStA BiGzZZ-$$$$$~FuOwNeD bY~~MiSS DEE~@ fubar Level: Fuberlord (21) Fuberlord ---> Henchman 236,713 Points to go! YOU AINT KNOW~FU OWNED BY ~'Mr.&Mrs.Sykes°° FU owned by"'LONESTARSTATECOWBOY~'!@ fubar Level: Rock Star (20) Rock Star ---> Fuberlord 307,567 Points to go! Mr.&Mrs.Sykes°° FU OWNED BY $$$$-MyStA BiGz..AND ->LONESTARST.@ fubar Level: Rock Star (20) Rock Star ---> Fuberlord 286,140 Points to go! PaPa_D@ fubar Level: Bad Fu (13) Bad Fu ---> Minion 27,598 Points to go! ~Miss Dee~**Fu-Owned by The Bullfather**@ fubar Level: Fu-King (24) Fu-King ---> Godfather 2,673,219 Points to go! Xenobies_world $$~LEVEL POUNDER~$$ Wife of Fuji_Wan smokeadoobie@ fubar L

Why Do I Care?
I'm not sure...but apparently I did this too much and that was bad and now I feel bad and I'm wondering if there is some kind of shock therapy to ensure that it doesn't happen again...or at least it will happen in a not making me feel bad way. If someone knows of such device let me know, I could make my own but I worry about faulty wiring, etc... I think my vicodin is kicking in now :)

Choices..the Razorwire Tightrope
I like it here. That special place that makes a person feel a live. That state of being on the edge of every thing. It’s like tight rope walking on razor wire across the Himalayas. Invigorating, Dangerous. Worrisome. Painful. Exhilarating. And most of all Alive. I have been walking that tightrope for a long time. It wears on you. The most amazing and perhaps amusing thing is it is an addiction. Most people back away from it for fear or safety. Other stay back not because they don't like it, just because they simply can't handle it. It's too much to juggle everything else when something places you on the edge. The problem with being on the Edge for any reason is most of the time it seems as though there is nothing you can do to control your situation. It then comes down to the only choices we have ever had in life. Accept it or do not accept it. In Short Step up or Step aside, as Mr. Titus put it. Step up or step aside. Accept it or refuse to. These are the only choices we

Mumm #1
People come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, nor will you know that you are to learn something until AFTER it has happened. But when you lock eyes with them you know at that very moment they will affect your life in a profound way and sometimes things happen to you that may seem painful and unfair at first but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power, or heart. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck...EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON, lost moments of happiness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul without these tests your life is a straight flat road to no where. Learn a lesson in life each day you live. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from those mo

Sometimes Things Suck
I just feel like the world is closing in. Just writing because I need to. I feel so alone. Lonely sucks. Working your ass off for something that means the world to you and loosing it sucks. I can't get this weight off I am 30 lbs above my goal. I hear you look fine...Thats not what I need.... I just need support. I don't need someone to pretend they understand when they don't..Its ok if you don't. Sometimes i just need you to listen to me bitch lol. Barely seeing my husband because his job has him all over sucks....I guess things just suck lol I am going back to weight watchers Thursday. I am so embarrased to walk in and say look I gained 30lbs.. I am a fat cow. The part that sucks is most of it is these damn meds..If i don;t take the meds I have siezures ...they suck too...So my world for tonight is suck lol...I been sticking to the gym so thats a plus. I want the easy way out....some ppl jut seems to get that. I never do..... why do I have to work for anything I want... yes i

Blues Of Life - By Me
............... Love em all Hate em all Yea that's right You heard me Humanity is like that . They have my love And my hatred How else can I put it? When it comes down to it Ppl suck Especially in groups More so the larger they get .. There are those in the world i do love More than others They have given me reason to do so In most cases Some I just love For no other reason than I have no choice The spirit Demands it It's in their eyes I cannot deny them ... The beauty The horror It's all there every day All around We ignore much And miss even more We blab on about useless crap And strive for meaningless objects And then call ourselves spiritual .... Every moment Every breath Every kiss And embrace Are gifts to cherish Every sunset And sunrise Every rain Every sunny day All the green in spring And all the colors that come with Are gifts to cherish ..... We get lost in the cold grey And the tar black As we rush And pose And i

1966
Well if you read 1965 you might have figured from the ending what one of my favorite shows was at this point in my life. Yep, ‘Batman’, with Adam West (the original), was at the top of the list, with my Batman Utility Belt I got for my birthday, cool. I had to beg my mom to take me to the Batman movie, it was so awesome, this was back when Batman NEVER used weapons of any kind like guns, bazookas, etc. Other favorite TV shows were ‘The Rat Patrol’, ‘Bewitched’, ‘The Green Hornet’ (God Bruce Lee was awesome, RIP), ‘Time Tunnel’, ‘That Girl’ (Marlo Thomas was a Fox!), ‘F-Troop’, ‘Voyage to the Bottom of the Sea’, ‘Star Trek’ (are you a Trekkie?) and who could forget ‘The Monkees’? Sitting in front of the TV watching Saturday morning cartoons. Though ‘Underdog’ premiered in 1964, this is my earliest memory of him, Sweet Polly Purebred and Simon Bar Sinister (booo). Watching ‘Atom Ant’, ‘The Beatles Cartoon’, ‘Space Ghost’, ‘Secret Squirrel’, ‘The Jetsons’, ‘Tom and Jerry’, etc. And o

A Minute Of My Dirty Thoughts...
It's amazing how much I don't have to say and or complain about when I actually have something to do! How funny it is that I had all the time in the world to pontificate upon my misfortunes within my day to day existance, when I actually had nothing taking up my valuable time, therefore, leaving me open to just vent away my troubles to any and all willing keyboards... Yet here I am... There must be a minute or two to spare in my hectic life for me to be here, once again, airing out that dirty laundry. Lets just say, I like to do my linens the old fashioned way. Sure, I have a Whirlpool frontloader with all the perks but there's just nothing like the clean smell of pent up frustration pouring out unto the virginistic white space of a blog post...well, okay, thaaat is a bit dramatic, if I do say so myself! Wana know how school is? I got a 95% on my test today if that is an indication of my knowledge retention ratio! Oh, and did I mention a quarter of my classmates have

Rudeness
I met a guy last night we hit it off and he tells me last night that he wants to talk to me today. I try to talk to him all day and when I finally do he is fuckin rude and blocks me. He tells me that its 300am and people are trying to sleep. Well if he was why be online? He blames me or not contacting him earlier when I did try to do that. Love the names he came up for me, hmm lets see asshole. Try to get a new word you fucktard! Here is the conversation that happend a bit ago. Names have been deleted to protect me! umm hello (8/23/2008 12:24:29 AM): excuse me it is after 3am here eastern and some are asleep (8/23/2008 12:24:45 AM): sorry talk to you later then (8/23/2008 12:26:35 AM): love the mood change from last night oh well (8/23/2008 12:26:45 AM): excuse your as (8/23/2008 12:26:47 AM): ass (8/23/2008 12:26:54 AM): it is fucking what time again (8/23/2008 12:27:12 AM): almost 0330 (8/23/2008 12:27:16 AM): um wow you turned out to be rude (8/23/2008 12:27:30

So I Said To Her....
I was on the phone with my sister and it went something like this: Me: Apparently your 'people' are the ones to beat when it comes to Water Polo in the Olympics. Her: Which people? Me: The Hungarians dude. Her: Well if they're my people they're your people too dumbass. Me: Yeah but more so you cause you look like a Hun and I don't. lol. Her: Let me know who goes up against them and remember, if they're my people they're your people as well. *click* LOL I love messing with my sister but this one always ALWAYS gives it back. :D

It's Deviant
I've got some of my best art and stuff you won't see here on Deviantart.com, if you would like to check it out. You have to click the text under the pic to make the link come up. Once you are there click each pic for a bigger view. Desert Sycamore by ~TimLaSure on deviantART

Penis Size And Female Genital Response
A 2005 study found only 55 percent of men were satisfied with their penis size, whereas 85 percent of women said they were "very satisfied" with the size of their partner's penis, and only six percent of women rated their partner as smaller than average.[20] In the same data set, 70 percent of women expressed dissatisfaction with their breasts, whereas the majority of men (56 percent) were satisfied with their partner's breasts and only 20 percent of men wished their partner had larger breasts.[21][22][23] A study published in BMC Women's Health, surveyed women's preferences concerning penis size and concluded that width rather than length is a more important factor of sexual stimulation.[24] Similar results were found in a cover story published in Psychology Today,[25][26] which surveyed 1,500 readers (about 2/3 women) about male body image. Many of the women were not particularly concerned with penis size and over 71 percent thought men overemphasized the importance of penis si

Good Bye
I have reach a turning point in my life. There are things I need to accomplish and I feel it's best that I leave fubar and return when my world makes sense. I'm open to staying in contact through IM or phone. If you're interested send me a private message by Thursday August 28th. You've been great and I'll miss you! XOXOXOXOXO

Letting Go
Although your smile is a distant memory I remember how you set me free How just a glance from you would trace blue skies and sunshine through the mist you would bring a heavenly sign Up and down round and round Your laughter brought me to simplicty Capturing beauty from moment to moment I can't recall sadness shadowing your eyes I can't tell of one thing that would dim your light Back when I was a kid there was this dream it entailed blissfullness shown to me with angel eyes and it wasn't till now I realize Cause the dream reappeared with total focus And now I know that the best has yet to come

Hated By Me List
ok this is a list i am making of people that i hate or have treated me the wrong way. http://www.fubar.com/user/1491881 http://www.fubar.com/user/1613467 http://www.fubar.com/user/1590276 http://www.fubar.com/user/1919116 http://www.fubar.com/user/1317941 http://www.fubar.com/user/1767259 http://www.fubar.com/user/1453320 http://www.fubar.com/user/2038982 http://www.fubar.com/user/2115135 http://www.fubar.com/user/133227 http://www.fubar.com/user/522975 http://fubar.com/user/148724 http://fubar.com/user/2970796 http://fubar.com/user/299084 http://fubar.com/user/441376 http://fubar.com/user/848983

Can't Get Enough
Well, I'll take whatever I want And baby, I want you You give me something I need Now tell me I got something for you Refrain: Come on, come on, come on and do it Come on and uh, do what you do Chorus: I can't get enough of your love I can't get enough of your love I can't get enough of your love Verse 2: Well it's late, and I want love Love is gonna break me in two Gonna hang me up in the doorway Gonna hang me up like ya do Refrain Chorus Chorus repeat many times

I Just Noticed
.........i just noticed something so i was trollin nsfw pics of chicks and stuff right? and i notice something .......yeah imma little late on the gun, but has anybody ever noticed the people that leave comments on these nsfw pics? seriously ...im not that good lookin but DAMN..there some hideous people who leave comments and stuff. (in my opinion) .......i should comment on these pics and stuff ...yeah thats all i got for now

Can You Stand The Rain?
~Can you stand the rain~ To get on this train r/f/a all members. And in case you're not sure what those letters mean...RATE/FAN/ADD...and you MUST do all three. Let them know that you are joining the "can you stand the rain" train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "playing in the rain" or "it's raining cats and dogs" and don't forget to re-rate them. Don't forget to leave me (Vitamin de~) a comment, too. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends...let them know you're joining the "can you stand the rain" train. Rate the rain folder and you'll get a rain tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you

In Reverse
This one's from last night... well this morning. And it's long, just to warn you. I was walking home from somewhere and suddenly I just couldn't. I somefind that the only way I can move is to push the air in front of me which makes me go backwards. That's just part 1. Part 2. I wake up sprawled out in the middle of the street, no idea why. Get up and can still only do the backwards thing. Come across two guys and for some reason kick them both and run off (sort of) Part 3. I go to hide at a friends house (who happens to be my old best friend who I haven't seen for years) and the two I kicked drive up and park outside. They were going to meet him so we had to leave, and the saw me and didn't care. It was raining and all the sudden I could walk properly again, so I went and waited for a bus to go home. The End

Daddy Doms And Little Girls
Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy Dom wants t

Thoughts By Me
Let’s see, what could I tell you about myself? Well, that you might find interesting enough to actually read about. I am a hardcore Simpsons freak, especially the older ones. Other than that, I don’t watch anything that isn’t on the history channel, discovery channel or a pool match on ESPN2. I am a wealth of useless information. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I can remember absolutely anything that I don’t really need to know. Just get to know me, and I can guarantee that I will prove it to you in probably very short order. For example, did you know that when you watch TV, your brain will operate at the same level as when you are asleep, scary huh? Just how much time are you spending in front of the almighty “boob tube”? Oh yeah, and just incase this is too much of a stretch for your mind to come to, if your mind is operating at a level of sleep, then your metabolism drastically slows down. Are you making that connection between all those hours spent in front of the

What Piercing Are You?
You Are a Lip Piercing You are rebellious and defiant. You resist conforming and following rules. You're the type to get pierced anywhere you want, and you're not taking your piercings out for anyone! Reflective and philosophical, you've spent a lot of time thinking about how you'd like to live your life. And it just so happens that your preferred lifestyle is pretty far outside the mainstream. While people may find you standoffish, you aren't necessarily rude, mean, or judgmental. You just don't try to fit in. And that's enough to scare most people away! What Piercing Are You?

Suicidal Tendencies
Pieces of glass and a length of rope. to much sorrow for any hope. slit your throat or break your neck? Take a step upon the chair. Hear the voices in your head. Lean forward and down you go. Where it ends nobody knows. lol and no this is not a cry for help, it is just the strange twisted things that run around in my head..

Uncomfortably Numb
At what point do things that normally protect a person cut them to the core of thier being. Over the years I have apdopted a way of life built on Logic. Yeah refuge in the unforgiving realm where it is only the right choice or the wrong choice. Based on fact, numbers, probablilities. Calculated to the very end. Unfortunately logic as a way living jsut doesn't cut it. One tends to forget the little things that really make life important. Emotion. What is the point of living life a step a head of the game if we can't stop to enjoy the little victories, the company of a good friend, or sunny midsummer day. At what point does logic not only strip one of possible bad outcomes but the good outcomes too. Once we obtain the desired outcome, there is no emotion left to truly enjoy it. Now that I am beginning to realize what I have missed out on over the years, I long to go back to the emotion I once felt. So far all attempts have failed. It's not that I don't know the emotions. I

Why?
Why do I feel so lost even though I'm surrounded? There are those who say they love me Will I ever know they do? I wonder if it's possible to feel true love Is love something real or imagined? I know I want to feel it I hope it doesn't burn Which is real? Love or desire? Desire to be loved Love of being desired I sicken myself with what I fail to feel Why do I open myself this way?

Next 6 Weeks
To all my fu-friends, I will not be around much for the next 6 weeks or so. Family duty calls and I have house guests,many of which are minors.So I won't be around as much. Please continue to show the luv!I will try to keep up with returning the favors. I luv all my fu-friends and will miss spending time with all of you. Love You All!

Mischievous Grins
Little boys come in all shapes and sizes, Shy and adventurous, full of surprises, With misshapen halos and mischievous grins, Small dirty faces, and sweet, sticky chins. They'll keep you so busy, and yet all the while Nothing can brighten the world like their smile. And no greater treasure has brought homes more joy Than a curious, active, and lovable boy!

Lemme Check Under Your "skirt".
I find it HILARIOUS when dudes make fake "girl" accounts and try to get me to tell stories of my sexual escapades WITH OTHER GIRLS. Pfft. Gimme a break. It's sooo obvious. I can always tell too. It's time to start using a new formula, pervs. That or stick with your online porn. -REL

Modern Man's Hustle - Atmosphere
Modern Mans Hustle - Atmosphere [Slug] The first time I met the devil was at a motel 6 She left hell to spend the weekend on earth just for kicks Sexy little bitch, shorter then expected About 5 foot 5, Good and Thick in the breast and thighs Beautiful dark eyes, a strong stare Large lips, soft hands and long hair I said I'll make you smile for the simple fact I'm good at it I'll make you smile just so I can sit and look at it [Chorus] I will show you all you need to know You must hold on to anyone that wants you And I will love you through the simple and the struggle But girl, you got to understand the modern man must hustle I will show you all you need to know You must hold on to anyone that wants you And I will love you through the simple and the struggle But girl, you got to understand the modern man must hustle [Slug] Who cares what Jane says? She always spits the same spit I'd rather kill the radio and listen to the rain hit Little sister needs seclu

Divorces
What is the current divorce rate in America? It is frequently reported that the divorce rate in America is 50%. This data is not accurately correct, however, it is reasonably close to actual. The Americans for Divorce Reform estimates that "Probably, 40 or possibly even 50 percent of marriages will end in divorce if current trends continue.", which is actually a projection. site where I got that question from When did it become okay to cheat on your spouse? I know it’s been happening long before I ever started wondering this. It makes me think people get married for all of the wrong reasons. Seems these days a lot of people get married due to pregnancy, or soldiers going over seas. Worst mistake in the world. Just my opinion of course. I’m sure there are a lot of other reasons why people get married, just not enough of them are for love. Although even with love, there has been a fair amount of cheating. When did cheating become so acceptable in society? It saddens

Nat Growing Up
So today in our household was a big day! My one and only child got up this morning before the crack of dawn 5:00am and then woke her mother up at 5:30am. If you haven't guessed by now it was the first day of school and we are hitting one of those milestones. She started high school this morning. Let me tell you this morning didn't sail very smoothly either. She lost her schedule and it took an hour to find so she was hurried and only took 4 bites of her breakfast. We found the schedule as her ride honked and I got a quick kiss and off she went. I went to get her after school and she seemed a different kid. Reality for her set in that it was just another school and she liked some of her classes and then she hates others. Normal I know. Made me think of the days when I walked her to kindergarten and she seemed so big then and now it is even more so.

Good Left Undone...
"The Good Left Undone" In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I've been missing, But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven't slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I'll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Inside my hands these petals browned, Dried up, fallen to the ground But it was already too late now. I pushed my fingers through the earth, Returned this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walked away now. But I know… Not a day goes by that I don't feel it's burn. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of yo

Why Do I Work For A Shoe Company
Name of shoe company has been changed to protect the ....heck if I know who it will protect wow all I can say is wow I mean, I know there are all sorts of people in the world, but do the wealthy shoe-collecting women really need a Support Hot Line? hahahaha I can only imagine... "No ma'am, that's the right shoe - you're putting it on the wrong foot. Please work with me and follow my instructions. Remove the shoe from your left foot." "No, you may leave your pantyhose on." "Let me know when we are ready to proceed." "You're ready? So now the shoe is removed from the left foot?" "No?" "Oh, so you're ready to proceed with removing the shoe from your left foot - I see. Ok then." "Yes, please proceed and let me know when you have the shoe removed." "Excellent." "What's that?" "No ma'am, I don't know how that runner got there." "No ma'am, our shoes don't generally cause runners just by slipping them on and off." "In your backyard?" "Yes ma

Strict Discipline For A Naughty Child
I never quite figured out how, but at some point the teachers noticed the missing kindergartener. Once i began taking trips to my secret hideaway, being in first grade didn't matter as much, so in the mornings i walked to the kindergarten hall and sat with my class. Until one friday morning, after i stood silently with my hands behind my back, as the other students recited the pledge, i was told by my teacher to report to the principals office. I refused to go because i hadn't done anything wrong. I went to the right hall, i sat quietly, and I even stood up for the pledge, rather than remaining seated as instructed by my grandmother. She was a Jehovah's witness, and her faith stood strongly on the story of Daniel who wouldn't bow to the shrine of the king and as followers of god, we were expected to do the same. As the teacher continued to demand i go to the office,I stood my ground. Eventually she called to an aid from the hallway to come and watch the class as she escorted me. Wh

There Are Angels Among Us...
Please Show My FuAngels Some LOVE Last night I was visited by some amazing FuAngels. They flew into my life without being asked, and some I'd never even met before. Yet still they came and showed me that there is love on this site I have to admit, that until last night, on this site... I had received more backstabbing, hate and self serving attention than I had anything resembling true friendship. The truth is... I had decided that most of the people on fubar... were just that, FUBAR’d… I had seen amazing people turned against by so called friends all in the name of this FUBAR game. These so called “friends” would do anything necessary as a way to get revenge, hurt others and serve their own purpose, all just to level ahead of… or to prevent others from leveling. For this reason the levels never meant that much to me. Instead I came here to socialize and help the few real friends I had found on here. I did not beg, flirt or con for points to level. I refused to allow thi

Things Of The Past
I sit with a blank stare not knowing what to say if i couls say how much i care this would be a wonderful day i sit here at a loss of words finally you say you must go with me you seem to be bored can we start over, we'll never know we sit together and i feel good but we never realley talk at least not like we should i just want to go for a long walk our love will never be the same being together i will forever miss in your eyes i am to blame never again shall we kiss written: 8-21-08

Blah
When you get burnned by someone so badly it hurts for a long time...you are still left with scars that show to the world. Then people judge you for those scars and kind of make fun of you for still having them. Wishing somone would come along and work their magic on you and make those scars disappear. Hoping someone will see past the ugly scars and love you anyways. Be patient with you when you can not face the mirror. Hold you when you hate yourself so much you are destructive to yourself and everyone around you. It takes a wonderful human being to be able to do those things for someone who has been scarred beyond repair. To accept the image before them and not try to change what they already know. It is not easy trying to be perfect in mind and soul. It is impossible to live up to everyone's standards of being normal, sane, and unselfish. No one truly understands the dept of anothers pain unless they can crawl inside that persons heart and feel the pain for themself. Only then can yo

How Independent Are You?
Your Independence Level: Medium In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant. Making your own informed choices feels great. But you aren't as independent as you could be. When things get stressful, you sometimes run away from the hard decisions you need to make. How Independent Are You?

What Dance Are You?
You Are Belly Dancing You are sensual and naturally sexy. Never trashy, though. You are comfortable in your own skin. You don't have hangups about your body. You are confident and playful. You love showing off. You tend to be a little dominant and assertive... but only in a flirtatious way! What Dance Are You?

How Much Life Experience Do You Have? I Know....i Said I Was Done, But I Can't....get....outta...here
You've Experienced 48% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

True You
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

Carrot, Egg, Or Coffee Bean?
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She didn't know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her into the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, the mother placed carrots, in the second, eggs, in the third she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them into a bowl. Then ladled the coffee out and placed it into a bowl. Turning to her daughter she said "What do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," replied the daughter. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother

What's Your Sex Sign?
Your Sex Sign is... You're a total pleaser. One sample of your touch, and anyone is hooked. You're so good that you've gotten people off just with your incredible kissing. You're a bit of a romantic, and you only have sex that's meaningful. Cancer, you are a born pleaser. Few people can resist your passionate, playful allure. An incurable romantic, you adore being courted. You'll do anything for a lover that sends you flowers or love tokens. You like lots of cuddling, touching, and kissing. You are a celebrated kisser. You also like to touch and fondle yourself. Typically, you learned to give yourself pleasure at a very young age. As an adult, you are easily aroused and multi-orgasmic. Mutual masturbation is very satisfying for you. You are extremely aware of your sexual attraction. You telegraph your sensuality with every move you make. You have the most communicative body language of any sign. You are very emotional, and you constantly ne

Had To Share It ...lmfao
There was a man who had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real 'miser' when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife... 'When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me.' And so he got his wife to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he died, she would pu t all of the money into the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there - dressed in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, 'Wait just a moment!' She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it away. So her friend said, 'Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband

Angel
Angel The flowers bloomed and the bells rang the trumpets blew and the angels sang In the early morning dawn they sent me an angel of my own but angels aren't meant for earth so it wasn’t long before he had to go home He taught me about how precious is life he showed me the ways of the great light with heavenly music he sang his song of love then on a moonbeam disappeared into the stars above I know there will come a time, I don't know when but somewhere in the stars we will meet again when it's my time, on a moonbeam I will go through I know, my angel, I will forever be with you STANLEY HENDRIX

Thank You For Helping Dj John To Level
THANK YOU MY FRIENDSFOR HELPING ME DjJOHN© OWNER OF CLUB MIXTURE TO A FU KING! I want to thank everyone for helping me level to FU KING last night. If these people aren't your friends, they should be! These people ROCK! They're the greatest! Fan, Rate, and Add them! Show them lots of luv! They all deserve it and more! I know I have missed many people as my bartab was flying last night! I am so Sorry! With a Special Thanks to: ◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ PROMOTOR AND HEAD GREETER FOR CLUB MIXTURE ◊ for the Pimpout that helped to level me. The Lovely Mysti-Poo(Please read About-Me) for making it into a Sticky! All the members of the Git-R-Done Rebel Bombsquad! AND (in no particular order) ~~SugarSpice~~ ♠ Dirty south Crew ♠

Next Contest
HEY ALL I AM USUALLY NOT THE VOCAL 1/2 OF THE NEW BREED, BUT I AM TONIGHT. ONCE WE FINISH NONIE, WE ARE GOING TO MOVE ONTO JAIME DAWN. I WORK A LOT AND AM NOT ON DURRING THE DAY, SO HERE ARE THE LINKS TO BOTH IF YOU NEED THEM NONIE'S PAGE LINK (BELOW) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=259314&i=1086493001&albumid=1152038 JAIME DAWNS PAGE LINK (ALSO BELOW) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1727030&i=4105672972&albumid=1151274

If I Lost You
Silence fills my mind. I drift off into dreams of you and i. I feel so content now, nothing acting out. Just my imagination leading me to where I love to be. Your presence is with me now. Spiritually you invade me. My body, mind and soul keep you locked up inside to roam about as you please. You invade my most intimate places. You fiercely flow through the blood in my heart like a disease I'm not immune to. Making your way through every pore in my body, I try to keep you locked up within me. My tear ducts begin to burn as I feel you leave me. You make your way out. Blood flows like lonely rain from my eyes. The touch of your fingertips felt on my cheek in the blood that makes its way down to my mouth. I taste you, sweeter than any summer rain. My tongue sponges up the taste of dreams, memories, love and passion as that we've shared in reality. I'm so empty now. I've swallowed the last of you. No more feelings, can't even speak of that word, it has left

One Day
I wish you knew Or I could say How much I love Your gentle way Loving kindness Sweet compassion Open thought Sense of ration I could ask For nothing more Everything I love you for A tender touch A fleeting glance A hope we'll someday Take a chance Set aside The pain we know And drift into The love we sow Each long look And every touch Whisper of The want we clutch A need to seize One blessed day And say the things We need to say

Smooth
Oh , the visions that our minds choose to lock away The visions of you that I will share someday The wind in your hair and a smile on your face It is a vision of you that I can never replace Looking at nothing with a warm, placid stare Where ever you were, it made me want to be there Curled in your chair, reading a book You glance at me with a sideway look Looking so peaceful and without a care Where ever you were, it made me want to be there Why am I freighted, why would I run and hide From the sweet peaceful feeling that you give me inside We are both fighting battles that can never be won Those that always end with a three, two and one. (sorry about that night ) Drowning in a whirlpool of sinking dreams that never stay afloat When I come upon your seas I always stay in my own drifting boat But when I close my eyes and see the wind in your hair Where ever you were, it made me want to be there

Giveaway For A 1yr Vip!!
So Fresh needs 55000 comment to win a 1 year VIP. Rates count as 5 comments so please go by and rate her pic and while you are there leave some comments. Any and all help is very much appreciated. So, what are you waiting for? Go do it now!!!! Just click the link below: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=207875&albumid=1287761&i=917973485 (repost of original by 'Life-of -the-party' on '2008-08-27 18:18:24') (repost of original by 'SBM08~{Shadow Levelers}*~Fu-Owned By Sexy Annie Fu-owner of killa klown & Dee75' on '2008-08-27 18:19:57')

Just An Update On Me
Just an update on me....Went to the Doctor Monday. He took me off one of my Siezure meds. Hopefully that will help my depression.(it can be a side effect of it). I am still on teh main seizure med but, I am worried about the Seizure havn't had any since last month. Well no major ones. May have had a few minor ones. We aren't sure.Just unstable moments is all we know. Still going to the gym..yeahhh me...I tried pilates and liked..Today I added spinning i was so sweaty lol (Tony calls it my cute gym sweat but it wasnt so cute lol)..Also tried an Aqua class I loved it. Wish they offered those everyday. Tomorrow I am sucking it up and going back to weight watchers. I am a lifetime meamber but way over goal at the moment. I am so embarrased to walk in ...BUT I AM ...... I AM...I AM... I am so proud and scared to walk in. I am embarrased as hell but I need this. I am still down. I feel like I don't know who my friends are anymore. I don't know who to trust. Who is real...who is

The Troof
THE JOB - URINE TEST (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) I HAVE TO PASS A URINE TEST FOR MY JOB... SO I AGREE 100%. Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their butt, doing drugs, while I work.. Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if yo

Whiskey Train
Come ride the Whiskey Train DustMePink ~GoofyLady~ *Fu-Bomber*Shadow Leveler*FuAngel*@ fubar Inky the Red~~Spirit of Inky's Levelers~~ member@ club united@ fubar SLIMBOY1972@ fubar Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar Gypsysoul,member of,di lapdancing,clubfar,insane,levellers, fu angel happyhippo,twisterride, hippiet@ fubar ~Cengin~/

Courtyard
a courtyard filled with statues all different shapes and sizes you can look but not touch no bodies watching you rules were made to be broken gazing around the yard all alone finding company only in the gazes that the statues warmly return you. a cold wind blows and you remember you've been left alone no cameras, no eyes no rules, no lies their gaze's so warm their presence undeniable their feelings unshown their thoughts unknown lonesomness alone chilled wind cold voices in the night whispering breezes mimeing shadows and statues alike leave you alone all alone with but your fright.

Joke #4
Cash, check or charge? I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. So, do you always carry your TV remote? I asked. No, she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.

Wtf Is Wrong With You?
maybe it's just me, but i think some people take this site to seriously, and need to put down the mouse and go outside! i saw a bully a few days ago that was begging for a godmother, which is fine, except for the fact that it said "i have just been diagnosed with stomach cancer, and the doctors have gave me three months to live. my goal is to reach godmother before then." i love you guys, but seriously, if i was diagnosed with cancer i wouldn't be on here. i'd be spending the time i had left with family/friends. not saying you guys aren't my friends, but the internet would be the last thing i'm concerned with. espicaly leveling on an online bar! i've also seen a bully where someone was talking about how their kid just passed. WTF are you doing on fubar? shouldn't you be grieving??? if my son passed fubar would be my least concern! some people on here really need to get their priorities in order!

Life In Az
Today is my birthday... The first ever away from family (and I'm old!)LOL I'm ok tho. I have my very best friend with me, and I know I will be happy on my Birthday and in Arizona! :) This is about Arizona tho and why I find here different from Oregon. You get out of the car and there is a lizard walking across the wall in the garage. In Oregon... you see spiders doing that. lol and cob webs everywhere.Eww Eww Eww!! lol In Oregon all the malls are inside a very stuffy building. Here, the stores are all like a strip mall and there are palm trees, misters(water sprayers) and a dam Dave & Buster's ( which I want to go to some day, it's a grown ups Chucky Cheese) and who doesn't love Chucky Cheese? In Oregon there are tons of pine needles(and they get in to everything! Here in Arizona.. there are tons of cactus and palm trees( which I hear don't really belong here, but I love them all the same!) Here in Arizona, there are streets like.. Cactus, Thunderbird, Camelback... In O

Pray For Ice's Son
Her son was diagnosed with leukemia recently, this is what he is going through, from her to me On the 11th his lung collapsed then on the 13th his kidneys failed and he stopped breathing. He was air lifted to the St. Marys' Hosp which is part of the mayo clinic. On the 15th he was diagnosed with T cell Leukemia. He has to take 4 different kinds of chemo one of them is thru the spinal column which is very painful. And he has kidney dialysis 4 times a week. His kidneys are slowly starting to work on there own, until they do he has a chest tube in him to drain out the excess fluid around his heart and lungs. He will be here for at least another 2 wks unless his kidneys dont fully start functioning. Please let her know we are thinking about her and her son. ICE@ fubar

Heaven Sent Keyshia Cole
Sent from heaven. Sent from heaven. Now you can wait your whole life wondering When it's gonna come or where it's been. You may have got your heart broken A few times in the past Never last strong as it used to, Don't feel as good as it used to (before) And all the things you used to say, Things you used to do, went right out the door Oh no more, will you be the one That's what you tell everyone around you But you know they've heard it all before What more can you say When love won't let you, walk away And you can't help who you love And you find yourself giving it away When you think you're in love [CHORUS:] I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) I wanna be the one who you believe In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven) There's a piece of me who leaves when you gone Because you're sent from (sent from heaven) Now

Feels Like Rain John Hiatt
Down here the river meets the sea And in the sticky heat I feel ya' open up to me Love comes out of nowhere baby, like a hurricane And it feels like rain Underneath the stars lying next to you Wondering who you are baby How do you do? When the clouds blow in across the moon And the wind howls out your name Feels like rain We'll never make that bridge tonight Across lake Ponchartrain Feel like rain Batten down the hatches But keep your heart out on your sleeve A little bit of stormy weather, that's no cause for us to leave Just stay here baby, in my arms Let it wash away the pain Feels like rain

Things
Over the years I have learned: You can catch more flys with Honey then you can with vinegar...if you want a bunch of flys hanging around. No matter where YOU go....there YOU are. Don't put off untill tomorrow..what you can get out of doing altogether. Guys.. your only as old as the women you feel.LOL Seriously: Live life...you are not going to come out of it alive...make the most of every day. Friends are the best investment you can make..and they give the best return. Smile...people think your up to something. As I get older I realalize that the things we deam most important usually comes down to friends and family. Be honest with people and the results will suprise you. I am what I am and even though I want to at times I wount't change. Take me as I am and I will do the same for you. Continued:(when the mood strikes me.)

I Miss Serving
It is so hard lately. Since he passed, I am lost. I miss him. I will always miss him. I miss other things. I miss serving a Dominant. I miss the closeness, but most of all I just miss the simple things. I miss getting the shower ready for a Dominant. I miss making sure that his bed is ready and everything is where it should be before he lays. I miss getting up earlier than him to make sure the coffee, tea, or whatever is ready. Picking up his glass from the bedside. Making sure he has everything in the morning to start the day. I miss taking care of a Dominants clothes. I miss making sure everything is clean enough for a Dominant. I miss greeting a Dominant when they come home on my knees and putting my check on his boot. I miss a Dominant kissing me on my forehead and telling me "good girl" after I have done well. I miss the collar and the chain attached to me while I sleep. I miss watching a Dominant eat while I wait to be given permission to eat. I miss sitting at t

How I Rate, Fan, And Add
Everyone on here has their own method and guidelines for adding, rating, and fanning people on here. I've been asked a few times how I go about it. ADDING: I don't send add requests to people I don't find appealing and/or interesting. So having info in your profile is a big plus on helping me decide. I don't add MEN over 40. I don't need a daddy. I don't add people from Turkey. RATES: I rate everyone that sends me a friend requests. That DOES NOT mean I will add you! If I find you attractive or interesting I'll rate you an 11, everyone else gets rated a 10. FANS: I only fan people I've spoken to, think are attractive, or find interesting. ---------------------------------- One other thing...If I don't respond to your shouts STOP SHOUTING ME! I'm not interested in talking to you. ---------------------------------- We all reserve the right to rate what we want, add who we want, and fan who we want. Don't harass me about why you weren't rated, added, or fanne

Broken By Lifehouse
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see what you will throw my way And I'm hangin' on to the wor

Finally!!!
My favorite cousin in the whole wide world who is like a little sister to me is engaged!!! FINALLY! and i cannot WAIT to be her bridesmaid! i'm so so so so so so so so happy. you all have NO idea. She and her boyfriend of 8 years got engaged on their anniversary. they are truly a perfect couple and i couldnt have asked for anyone else for her. he treats her like the little princess she thinks she is. i love ya manda! and congrats! i cant wait to plan your big day!

Tjatttherock, ~bratts~ New Owner=)
OK, An update on the auction,i now have a new owner for 30 days and he is AWESOME, you need to check him out and show him love!! He is a great bomber and a great friend=) tjattherock: tjattherock~shadow~bombing family member@ fubar ^^^^^CLICK ME,I LOVE BACK=) ^^^^^ THANKS ALL,LOVE~BRATT~

Stolen From Philemon...and He Isn't Even A Friend :p
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? OH DEAR GOD NO!!! What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show? What kind of phone do you have? What is something you do a lot? Whats your favorite character? Whats your favorite dessert? Whats your favorite non alcoholic drink? Whats your favorite alcoholic drink?

Alicia!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in your page right now.. and you'll probaby up in a bit and on here and so i wanted to repay you for the blog you surprised me with. I'm soo glad that we ever met.... omg i remember the first time we REALLY talked and i thought wow... she's so loving... how incredible is this woman... and beyond the times that we've cried and sat there and worried about one another, were the times when we laughed like we were out of our minds, and the times we probably both sat there staring at our screens thinking "OMG! WTF!!!" lol... and the times when things were just horribly waful and THE ONLY person on earth i needed was you.... I know there are times when i can't even SPEAK... because something or someone has hurt me or made me angry and i just shut down because thats all i can really do... and THOSE are the times when you have been the ONLY person who has been able to break past that little wall and I FEEL you come and sit on the bed with me and cuddle up with me and let me and i FEEL you t

9 Reasons You Might Hate People
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then the

The Mist
Misty Quest I ache for the passionate princess venturing from her castle keep For they are tears of true love that she does surely weep I see her loving search for him for a prince I hear her call Turning over every lilly pad as she looks beneath them all Not knowing why he goes away nor why he would disappear Not knowing that it is her radiant light of which he does most fear His words will never reach her will not spare her from her plight For those that live in the shadow are not heard by those in the light So my pretty maiden hear theses words and with your heart take heed someday you will find your shinning prince and ride upon his steed. Jolly Roger

Poems I Wrote...
(DADDY) I know that i'm not perfeet, And I'm sure you know that to, But it means the world to know that I can always talk to you. I am sure you didn't expect all the responbilty that came with me, but you still loved me enought that you did it any way. You always seemed so calm, when deep down you were so scared, And no matter how serious it was you always seemed prepared. I know I'm lucky to have you after all we been through, and no matter what happneds, I can always say " I love you" And you always for give me even when times got bad, And I'll love you until the day I die because you are my DAD!!!

Ruby Swears I'm On Drugs.
so i'm on the phone with ruby, i know when am i not. anyway we were wondering why men name their parts, right? so i go "you know i dont get it. i dont name my parts. they're just there. i mean i never looked and went 'Hey! You look like a Sally!'" so seriously... what's up with that?

Accident
WELL JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO AN ACCIDENT I WAS INVOLVED IN SO I WONT BE ABLE TO GET ON HERE MUCH SO HIT ME UP ON YAHOO I CAN CHECK THAT DAILY AND CHAT ON THERE I WAS HOME BUT NOW IM BACK IN SO COME CHAT W/ME HELP THE TIME PASS I WILL BE IN HERE FOR AT LEAST A FEW WEEKS ......MELISSA.....MY YAHOO IS ....omisspmp@yahoo.com

A Friend
I have a friend, she's silver and she shines, Her favorite subject's art and her favorite shape is lines, Her favorite color's red, she draws upon my skin, Some lines thick, while other lines thin, Sometimes she draws deep and the blood begins to run, To you it's disgusting, but it's just an addiction I begun, Never in patterns, just a line here or there, Never too much, just the pain that I can bare, Her favorite subject's art, and her favorite shape is lines, Her favorite color's red, my razor blade, she's silver and she shines.

Bad Day!!!
I am having a really bad day. If I didn't have a seizure today the medicine work lol.. Started off. I was just stressed so I went to the gym...After my workout I decieded to go for a awim to relax. Well i have a habit of picking things out the pool like leaves and paper stuff like that. Well I was swimming and i saw something at the bottom I picked it up...It was a tampon...a used one... GROSS...I called the owner out when she got outside, I said I don't know of you have a lost and found but I think someone lost something... She was not happy that made me laugh... So after my work out I go to Wal-Mart to get groceries...its packed everyone is in hurricane panic mode..Took me over 2 hours to barely get anything.Pleople are acting so crazy..AGHHHHH.. On way home some little idiot pulls out in front of me and i have to slam on my breaks. I was a hair from hitting him...He looks at me n shrugs shoulders.. I wanted to beat the hell out of him and his hodlem self. I get home, today was garab

Bad Accident ((jus'me, Kathy))
****This is from Jus'Me my Fu owner**** Many of you know that I was in a serious car accident earlier this week. It is very apparent that i had a guardian angel with me at the time. The car was totalled and I had to be removed with the jaws of life. Miraculously I sustained no broken bones or serious injury. I am just bruised and banged up pretty good, and very sore right now! I want to thank everyone for their support and good wishes for a speedy recovery. At this time I can only sit at the computer for short periods, and most of that time is spent chatting. I promise to resume rating as soon as I am able. I love all of you!!!! Thank you from the bottom of my heart, kathy

Military Joke.
Marine Corps Rules: 1. Be courteous to everyone, friendly to no one. 2. Decide to be aggressive enough, quickly enough. 3. Have a plan. 4. Have a back-up plan, because the first one probably won't work. 5. Be polite. Be professional. But, have a plan to kill everyone you meet even your friends… 6. Do not attend a gunfight with a handgun whose caliber does not start with a "4." 7. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 8. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend. (Lateral & diagonal preferred.) 9. Use cover or concealment as much as possible. 10. Flank your adversary when possible. Protect yours. 11. Always cheat; always win. The only unfair fight is the one you lose. 12. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 13. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating your intention to shoot. Navy SEAL's Rules: 1. Look very cool in sunglasse

Hes Crawling!!!!!!!!!
MY LITTLE DUDES CRAWLIN!!!!!!!!!!!! AHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! MAMA CALLED ME TODAY AND TOLD ME!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D SHE SAID HE GETS UP ON ALL FOURS, WIGGLES HIS BUTT A LIL BIT AND GOES!!!!!!!!(and this was the first time in i dont know how long her and i have had a nice conversation) :D:D:D:D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D :DDD::D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾:D: D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D: D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾ ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾:D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Hurricane Evac
ok, so we have gustav or however ya spelled it, coming for the gulf.predicted landfall is like wednesday at best. its barely a hurricane right now and everyone is heading out already. online reservations are nonexistant everywhere! its only friday!!!! everyone is just looking for a good reason to run for the laborday weekend right... the store down the street looked like the end of the world! i had to take 4th choice on cigs and the cooler was almost empty in drinks!!!! my prediction is it heads west and keeps right on for mexico...its already looking like its gonna hit cancun! have a nice holiday weekend!

I Think I Just Set A Record!
Why is it that whenever I deny someone access into my family they get all pissy on me? Like seriously, if i wanted you to see any of my private pictures, I'd add you to my family. But this is NOT the way to go about it: Demon 93: Never mind. It's cool. I didn't realize you were one of these chicks who take this fu-shit so seriously. My bad.

?!?!?!?
1. Why does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin? 2. Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed? 3. Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? 4. Why don't you ever see the headline Psychic Wins Lottery? 5. Why is abbreviated such a long word? 6. Why is a boxing ring square? 7. Why is it considered necessary to nail down the lid of a coffin? 8. Why is it that doctors call what they do practice? 9. Why is it that rain drops but snow falls? 10. Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on Start? 11. Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio? 12. Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? 13. Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? 14. Why is the third hand on the watch called a second hand? 15. Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? 16. Why isn't ther

What People See
Why is it when people see a person on the street they only look at once thing and not the person as a whole, this is a question that i have though of a lot lately. i know that i am not the most beautiful woman in the world, but i do think that i am pretty both inside and out, but i have noticed that many people don't seem to see me at all. Am i invisable to the outside world, or is it that i am just not pretty enough for most to see. at times it does bother me to know that people don't notice me, but i am coming to terms with it, i know a lot of guys like very skinny woman and that i am not, i am curvey and even though i am working on lossing some of my extra weight, i don't think i am overly large. i'm not crying or bitchin about it, this is just random thoughts that are running though my head.

Happy Hour
Jake and I would like to say..... THANK YOU!! You all made our first Happy Hours AMAZING!! It was way more than we expected!! We tried to return as much love as possible!! If we missed you we are truly sorry!!! It was A LOT to keep up with!!! It was all Greatly Appreciated!! So Thanks to all our Old and New Friends!! You all are awesome!!! Thanks!!! ~Jake & Jamie~ JÁkè the §Ñåke {Shadow Leveler} Real Life B/F of JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ@ fubar ♡JÁmï€-£¥ÑÑ Real Life G/F Øƒ JÁkè the §Ñåkè {Shadow Leveler} @ fubar

Lizards And Demons...
have we become one with the dark recesses behind the shadows...where the talons and the fangs seek to commit to our flesh that which we do to the non-humans... it was a dank, fetid alleyway...where they stepped in from the moonlit abyss....the scent of blood not yet spilled spurring them on....it would be a wonderous feast tonight. over yon, their quarry congregated, small groupings amassing for their nightly ritual of noise and rhythm...bodies swaying and sweating, coupling on their minds. completely ignorant of the presence in the shadows, they communicated with each other-oblivious of their fates so intent were they on the coming events awaiting them inside the doorway. as the humans would say, "like lambs to slaughter..." and so it would be...gorging on such delicacies, even as their hearts still pumped fresh life out of their warm quivering bodies, eyes still reacting to the horrors of dismemberment and pain. life in the shadows guaranteeing death in the streets...all red an

How To Embellish Your Wardrobe Without Looking Overdone
Designers are saying that more is more, but it's easier said than done. Here's how to add a bit of glitz without overdosing on the trend. 1. Start by incorporating small embellished items, such as a handbag, into your wardrobe. 2. Make sure the embellishment is scaled to your figure: paillettes or huge sequins may overwhelm petite figures. 3. Large, intricate jewelry looks best with streamlined, simple clothing. 4. In general, embellishment such as sequins, embroidery, trims and studs look classier on basic colors like black or white. 5. Make sure embellishment is used on or near a body part you want to call attention to: it draws the eye to it. 6. For maximum impact, wear just one embellished item at a time. Tips: 1. Like most things in fashion, this is a fad. If you hate it, skip it. 2. Embellished items look dressier than plain ones, so save them for special occasions. 3. Embellishment makes items more difficult to care for -- beaded fring

How Abnormal Are You?
You Are 64% Abnormal You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?

Age/edge Play With Kitten............
Thrashing through the forest, branches and leaves whip at my face and my body. I have to get away- oh god please help me; don't let him catch up to me. I stumble over a tree branch and curse myself for being so stupid- what was I thinking walking through the woods alone especially when there were reports of a man lurking around? I'm never gonna make it out of here. My breath is coming so fast my heart is almost beating out of my chest- it deafens my ears as I try to run faster. Please, please get me out of here. I hear his pace pick up- oh god he's getting closer. My red hair keeps getting in my face and getting pulled by the branches. Oh god, please. I feel a strong pull on my shoulders as I'm forced on the ground. We tumble and roll but I don't stop fighting. Kicking and punching I try to get him off of me. He's too strong. Oh god please- I try to claw at his face but he's wearing a mask. "No!" I keep yelling. He somehow pins my body down and slaps me across the face. "Shut up. You

~last Chance To Own Me~
Hi to all my Family and Friends! Keith67~Fu-Husband To Phoenix~ Is Hosting a Support Our Troops Auction. So this is your last chance to own me, you won't be seeing me in another auction for awhile. lol. Although, you will be seeing me in the Fu-Calendar Contest coming soon. So come check out my Auction and bid if you like. The Auction is just over Labor Day Weekend. Ends September 2nd. Hope to hear from you! Love, Hugs and Kisses, NCGirlUSA Click on this Pic to go to the Auction! ~THANKS~

John Mccain - The Original Maverick (if By Maverick You Mean Giant Hypocrite
The election is really heating up, I saw John McCain on tv yesterday, thought he was bashing Barack Obama again - going on and on about being dangerously unqualified and grossly inexperienced, never served in the military, only a couple years of minor political office, would make a horrible commander in chief - turned out he was just describing his new running mate. You gotta love a guy who bases his entire campaign on leadership ability and experience in this time of war choosing the runner-up Miss Alaska 1984 to be one more heart attack or exploded face-growth away from being leader of the free world. And you have to admire the cojones of the guy who said Obama "would rather win an election than win a war" potentially putting a hockey mom in charge of our entire military just to get the "chick vote." In his 130 years on earth, you'd think by know he'd know that the women of America are smart enough to see through his desperate attempt to drum up support and won't magically vote fo

~something In Your Words~
I’m trying to come to a realization. Of this feels I can’t shake: I don’t understand it and it can’t move past it. I have tried to deny it but something keeps pulling me towards it! With all the misunderstanding and lost communication, It hard not it get caught up in all the confusion, The words you spoke today had some truth; Imprinted on my brain at 3am dame this is insane! But I hear you when you say! I’m tripping over what in front of me because I’m to busy looking behind me! I got my feet firmly on the ground this time around: with my eye’s set straight in front of me! So believe me when I say I’m taking your words to heart! I don’t want to push you away, out of fear: That you might just be the one that is able to reach me. I could come up with all sorts of reasonable excuses to walk away and not taking action: But there is only one reason why I stay: Which is this feeling I can’t shake! . We could worry about what might or might not happen

1st Down, Inspiration To Go
Friday night I was at my local high school football game. Sure it's part of my job, but I'm also a fan. It was the 4th quarter, and the coach pointed for Zach to go into the game. He hadn't played yet in this opening game of the season. Zach strapped up his helmet, and lined up his 6'1", strong 200 pound frame on the defensive line. Now, this is not a story about how a young man made a game winning tackle, or missed a game winning tackle. When Zach went into the game, his team was already ahead 48-7. This also isn't a "Rudy" type story where a coach put in a player who really had no business in the game. Zach, a Senior, had put in the work and the time and even though he was a non-starter, he had earned his right to represent his school. Zach played much of the fourth quarter and preformed an average job. So, what makes Zach so special? Two years ago, at age 15, Zach had been diagnosed with leukemia. No one was even sure Zach would live long enough to get a drivers liscense. He

Shall We Dance My Beloved One???
No words need to ever be said my dearest one..., as the music wraps her beautiful arms around us... you so regal in dress... red velvet vest, the shade of a beautiful crimson...black waist coat with tails, a charcoal grey and crimson made of and beautiful brochade . black leather boots, ...arriving at midnight, walking quietly, anticipating the moment when u come to me... the crowd is so alive with life, the young ones all know what to do when i arrive. Slowly i waltze around the room making my presence known, delighting in the fact u know u r watching, as i feel your very breath on my spine... as the music startes again, you stand there before me with one hand out streatched. I wonder my lord could you feel my very heart skip a beat as i met your eyes.??? the world disappears and as i follow the flow of your energy i feel myself start to fly even higher. no words ever pass your lips, just the gantle guide of your hand, your gaze, your breath, your closness... ther

Jackie
My cousin Jackie passed away Saturday. She had had back surgery, and got a infection from it. She was a wonderful lady, friend and cousin. Remember her family and my family in your prayers. http://www.newarkadvocate.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080831/OBITUARIES/808310309/1023 http://www.hendersonvanatta.com/obituary.lasso?id=68

Beautiful-him
Just one look into your eyes One look and I'm crying Cause your so beautiful Just one kiss And I'm alive One kiss and I'm ready to die Cause your so beautiful, yeah Just one touch I'm on fire One touch and I'm crying Cause your so beautiful Just one smile and I'm wild One smile and I'm ready to die Cause your so beautiful, yeah Oh and your so beautiful My darling oh your so beautiful Oh your so beautiful Oh my baby Your so beautiful Oh and your so beautiful, yeah Oh my darling Oh my baby And your so beautiful

Miss Honeypie Greatest Pimpout
Special Pimpout Each one of these People are special to me and deserve the Love.If you would please Take the time and Rate fan add Them.You won't be disappointment.They are all wonderful and very caring. Diamond J is my best friend and understands me like no other.He truly is a girls Best friend.I have endless amount of luv for him. ®♥♦◊≡ÐÏÄMÕÑÐ∴J≡◊♦♥®™@ fubar Ruben My life time Fu Owner...One of the sweetest guys on fubar! r770770Vampy My much babygirl....sweet as gold VAMP MORTICIA~Wife to DevilsAdvocate929~Fu-Ngaged to Miss Honeypie~FU-GF to Jessica & Angel@ fubar Dirty old man always making me pics... and making me look good =) :JOE AKA D.O.M:lovin me some sweet miss honey pie:KING to vamp morticia smooches:owned by BABYGIRL 26@ fubar yakuza....Always leaving me sweet sb messages and spoiling me with something.. Ύåķůżå

The 343 Hero's
It's comming back up on another anniversary of 9-11. Does anyone really remember the real hero's of this date? I would hope not. Everytime you see a fire truck or ambulance thinkof this date. Those are the heros that get very little thanks. very seldom do we get a thank yo, unless at the time of need. Have you wondered how we can do the jobthat others say they can't. Sit down and talk to them, they will tell you. Thinkn about running into a burning house to save a life or bringing someone back from death. Could U do this? most can't. We are the few that will, even the volunteer departments. we enjoy our jobs and never think twice about dong something that we know that can and will kill up. 9-11 proved that. So next time you see a firefighter or medic, shake thier hand or give them a hug and let them know they do mean something to you.

If Bruce Campbell Was Gay His Name Would Be Chuck Norris..
Pretty horrible weekend so far with dots of good karma along the way (like getting to talk to a really awesome person who I didn't think I'd be able to). I was sick for most of Saturday with a migraine from Hell. No rhyme or reason for it really besides mother nature just kicking me when I'm down. Was randomly brought home a Chuck Norris facts poster which now hangs behind my couch next to the window. Not exactly proudly... Tonight the plan is to drown my sorrows in a few games of Call of Duty 4 (and maybe Halo if the opportunity presents itself) and Monster M-80. My tongue ring arrived yesterday so that's getting repierced tonight (the only piercing I've ever done myself in the past) and until I can find a good needle to sterilize I'm off to do dishes and hang out with my daughter. Have a badass weekend kids!

Ok So This Isnt Military.. Some Are Just Gross
The Rolodex of Love Here is a fairly extensive compilation of some of the extraordinary sexual activities that can be performed by men: 1. Tea bag - As you are sitting on a girl's face, repeatedly dip your scrotum in and out of her mouth, similar to a tea bag in a cup of hot water.. An old favorite 2. Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, you shit on her chest. (a.k.a. the Cleveland Steamer) 3. The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. 4. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you ejaculate, sticking your dick in her ass, and then punching he! r in the back of the head. This gives a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. 5. Golden Shower - Any form of peeing on a girl. (a.k.a. : watersports) 6. Pearl Necklace - Well known. Whenever you cum on the neck/cleavage area of a g

Death Is Near One Of My First Poems In A While
My first try and poetry in a long time let me know what you think. Death is near I sit alone at night in the dark Wondering what will happen to me Will I die or live today You can feel it but sometimes it just passes you by The cold heads of death reaching out to you. You start to remember life's things that have happen to you Could you have done better. How will people remember you. You go all day about your daily life wondering is he coming for you. Maybe not today maybe not tomorrow. But who really knows when. You cant hide from him when it is your time its your time. Maybe today maybe tomorrow maybe in the future but the fact is no one lives forever. Death is almost always near.

A Whole Person
When one is on a journey of self discovery, there are times that we discovery things about ourselves that we really wish that we hand not discovered or maybe i should say remembered. i have been on such a journey for the past few months and though i am perhaps half way through this part of my journey, i have started to discovery that the last time i truly new happiness as when i was but a small child, everything after that was just me wearing a mask and telling myself over and over agian that i was happy until i believed it. i know that it's crazy but it's true, as i continue on this journey i am slowly discovering that i can be happy even a little bit, my happiness has not come full force, but there are small things that make me so very happy it's nothing major but small things that some might take for granted, such as a message form a friend, a small gift left for me online, these things bring a smile to my face and they seem to always warm my heart. i am not one that finds ha

Tagged
Was it a boy or a girl to text you last? lol it was u crystal Who was it? a great friend crystal What is one question people always ask you? not sure What does the 6th text in your inbox say? for football? What is the last thing you said out loud? goodnite baby ( to my 10 yr old) Name something you are doing tomorrow? waking up i hope Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? neither really.. lactose doesnt like me Who was the last person to message you on fubar? fla princess Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo? tattoo of kids names Do you sleep on your stomach? sometimes What are you listening to? ESPN Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? nopoe Where are you going to be at 4 PM tomorrow? no clue Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where? 4th of july.. my kids Are you missing someone? sorta What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? LMAO no clue it wa

Another Lonely Night
I hate feeling so down especially when you can't even pinpoint the reason for feeling that way. Then you can't even talk about it, because there is nothing to talk about. Plus when everyone else around you has their own things to worry about and you don't want to burden them with your stupidity. Things should improve with time. I can only hope for the best, right?

The Death Of Santa Claus
The Death of Santa Claus There are about 2 billion children of the age 18 or below in the world, but since Santa Claus will ignore those believing in Islam, Hinduism, Judaism and Buddhism (except Japan), therefore according to the data from Census, the workload of Santa Claus includes only 15% of all the children, i.e. 378 million. According to statistics, there are on average 3.5 children in each family, so if we assume that there is at least one good child in each family, then Santa Claus has to go to 108 million families. Thanks to the self rotation of the earth and different time zones, if Santa Claus starts his journey from the East, and goes along to the West, then he would have around 31 hours of Christmas to finish his job. In this period, he must visit 967.7 families per second, i.e., putting the gifts in the stockings, placing the remaining gifts under the Christmas Tree, climbing up the chimney, jumping on to the sleigh and depart for the next family. For simplicity,

Thanks For Helping
I didn't hear from Imagine on the results fromt he auction, but I wanted to say TY to all the friends who bid and/or rated the pic. The last I saw Coppertop had the highest bid :). And I was pretty far ahead in number of rates so hoping that means I get the blingpack. Thanks again :)

Blind Eyes
When you look at me, you don't see me. You see a reflection of what you want to see. Some see only the flaws, the imperfections, what is lacking. Some see only the things they like, ignoring the outward flaws. Seldom does one look past what they can see with their eyes. Your eyes must be blind to see who I really am. Too often we decide we like someone not for who they are, but for what we see. We forget that the body is simply a vessel created to carry the essence of who and what we are. It does not make us good or bad, It does not define intelligence, humor, ability to care, compassion, values, honesty. It does not define our capacity to love or be loved. It only defines the tangible things, things that decay and fade with time and age. Deciiding to care for a person based on what you see, may cost you the best friend you could wish for, or maybe someone you could love. It may bring you heartbreak because often when we see the outward beauty, we miss the ugliness

Lol
A woman keeps asking her husband if her boobs are so small. ''Does this shirt make them look bigger? Does this one make them look smaller?'' she asks The next day her husband buys her a mirror. Before bed, she always looks in the mirror and asks her husband, ''Does this shirt make them look bigger? Does this one make them look smaller?'' Finally he gets so annoyed that he says, ''I know how to make them larger!'' ''How!?!?!?'' she asks ''Take a bunch of toilet paper and rub it in between your boobs.'' ''Well how long does it take?'' she asks. ''They should expand over the years,'' he answers ''How did you know that?'' she wonders. ''I dunno, but it sure worked for your ass, didn't it?'''

Irrationality
Why am i so angry!? i'm sitting here fuming inside boiling with an inner anguish and pain what is the rationality behind it? i guess thats the point to be angry leads to irrationality irrational thought leads to irrational actions irrational actions lead to more pain more anguish more boiling anger its a vicious circle why cant i end it? why does it start? it starts every time with a simple action a gesture a facial expression a feeling of being shunned feeling alone being alone my anger starts to boil i feel alone with my thoughts no distractions just the inner anguish bubbling inside pressure builds my expression changes rationality leaves my mind irrationality reigns inside i try to vent i start to vent the small voice of reason sounds in the inner recesses of my mind don't do it calm down how? why? would it be so wrong to vent? yes why? venting is a good thing surely no venting leads to calm but for anyone caught in the bubbling torrent of

Risk
Well another Holiday is almost over and many people will be going back to work. Spending the holidays alone is the lonelyest of times, sure we have friends and family, but its still not the same as haveing that special someone in your life to spend it with. That is where the Risk Factor comes in. So many people are to afraid to take a risk now days, and i dont blame them. They work hard all there lives and then meet someone weather it be on the net or in a bar or at any other fuction.They have to decided is this person worth giving up there freedom for. We all love our Freedom when we are single, to be able to come and go as we please and do what ever we want to at anytime of day or night. Then there is the big Risk Factor. What are you willing to give up for that other person? Are you willing to give up your home, maybe even your job to be with that person, or maybe even move to another state or country. That is a Risk Factor that scares the Hell out of alot of people. Can love be tha

Ike Pa #2
500 PM AST MON SEP 01 2008 ...IKE...THE NINTH TROPICAL STORM OF THE SEASON...FORMS OVER THE TROPICAL ATLANTIC... AT 500 PM AST...2100Z...THE CENTER OF THE NEWLY FORMED TROPICAL STORM IKE WAS LOCATED NEAR LATITUDE 17.7 NORTH...LONGITUDE 40.6 WEST OR ABOUT 1400 MILES...2250 KM...EAST OF THE LEEWARD ISLANDS. IKE IS MOVING TOWARD THE WEST NEAR 16 MPH...26 KM/HR...AND THIS GENERAL MOTION BETWEEN THE WEST AND WEST-NORTHWEST IS EXPECTED TO CONTINUE DURING THE NEXT 24 TO 48 HOURS. MAXIMUM SUSTAINED WINDS HAVE INCREASED TO NEAR 50 MPH...85 KM/HR... WITH HIGHER GUSTS. SOME STRENGTHENING IS FORECAST AND IKE COULD BECOME A HURRICANE IN DAY OR TWO. ESTIMATED MINIMUM CENTRAL PRESSURE IS 1000 MB...29.53 INCHES. REPEATING THE 500 PM AST POSITION...17.7 N...40.6 W. MOVEMENT TOWARD...WEST NEAR 16 MPH. MAXIMUM SUSTAINED WINDS...50 MPH. MINIMUM CENTRAL PRESSURE...1000 MB.

So Sad
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. If your a Gaurdian that hits and punish your child for no reason. Your teaching them to.......Hate

Update On Health And Crap. Greek Passion Play.
ok, so, i've been on strict bedrest since saturday for "female hemorrhaging." i'm on iron pills (they make you sick) and hormones to stop it. i'll get sonograms done obviously, and tests, but my doc thinks it's probably nothing bad-bad. in the interim, the past four days have been four of the most hellacious in my adult life. severely anemic (if you've never been severely anemic, it's worse than you may imagine). hormonal. i left my medicine at work friday and left my key to the building at work dealing with a very minor, personal, non-life-threatening tragedy in the VERY BEST tune of a Greek passion play. and i'd be surprised if i've had 2k calories since friday afternoon due to hemorrhaging + Greek passion play. so, i thought i would be fine today, after three days of bedrest, but i need one more day. it still tires me just to walk to the kitchen and pull out something to drink. last night, some friends found out my condition, and are actually actively ang

Open Hearted
Some days I feel lost, others I feel totally in control. I starve for something like an animal not sure of how to satiate this desire I hold. Each passing day it becomes harder to grasp my senses..it is almost like pain but I am almost numb from it. I am a woman in need of something, something much more than anyone has given me. I starve for romance but desire to be held tight, like a smokey silver fog my desire lingers until one day it will be lifted by one that can shatter the dense mist by his soul.

Members Gone
Because of nastiness in the contest Micki was hosting, bestbikermom was evicted from the Circle and her best friend Tess left voluntarily. I had second thoughts after bestbikermom offered a public apology in her blog. But they continued to spread lies and bad mouth the Circle as a whole and this I will not tolerate. You are all wonderful people and I am sorry that this has occurred. Tess has removed everyone in the Circle from her family, friend and fan lists. They continue to tell lies about the contest and the Circle and one of their friends had come to my page and left me a lot of 1 rates. This only bothers me because it was done out of vengence and not honesty. They also rated Micki's profile a one. There was no fixed contest as they claim it was. Poor sportsmanship is not for people who cannot accept that they might not win. This kind of attitude belongs in grade school not in an adult site. And then to spread lies about our wonderful site is inexcuseable. If you

1st Day Of Kindergarten
Good morning well john bugs started kindergarten today. so i took a few days off to see off his first few days to school. well it started off well he got up w/o a hitch. he got dressed w/o a hitch. then he cried because he was scared to go to school. so we all got in the got in the car and got to school and he walked to the class fine. we went to class and we convinced him to sit on the mat where is name was. THEN the teacher said it was time for the parents to leave. well Collin decided it wasn't leaving and threw himself on the ground and wasn't getting up !!! we got him to go but he was walking on his knees and wouldn't get up then john freaked and started crying then others started crying. i finally got collin to stand and walk and got him out of the classroom. when looked back john was running out of the class room crying " i don't want to go to school" and "i'm scared" then there is wifey in the middle the court yard tell john it would be alright and john runnin

Healing
They say time heals all wounds....I don't believe that....Physical wounds will heal in time...The bruises fade....The cuts become scabbed and healed over...But the wounds on the inside....only heal half way....It's the memories of cuts so deep that continue on with us....It's those wounds that define any relationship that you might be in after....If there even is one.... I find myself healing faster if I stay mad at the person...At first...it's like any loss...You grieve what could have been...You try to be angry....but you can't get past the love you felt on both sides....So you hang on to the false hope that things will work out....For some...this feeling can last for a long time...But for others...like myself...There comes a time when being angry and staying angry gets easier...The problem with this....is the bitterness starts to settle in and take hold.... Am I angry?....Hell yeah I am....I'm angry because I was lied too...used...and thrown away like yesterdays garbage....I'm

Hurricane Gustav You Bastard
im guessing that they have no info about lafourche parish yet cus all the news is talking about is new orleans and terrabone parishes! its really pissing me off too! the area aruond my house is what was hit close to the eye of the storm. roofs and trees scatter the landscape, i assume and have heard the scool that my sons goto is roofless! the only report ive heard was that there is significant flooding in the parish i live in. port furchourne is flooded 6 yo ten feet of water. so i hope im not home less now. so for our hurricane evacuation me and the ex inlaws came to atlanta to evac. what a beatiful place to be... i went to see the laborday lazer show at the stone mountain park last night and that is probably the coolest even ive seen in a while!!!! anyways ill be home by the weekend and find out how bad it is in southern luoisiana, and ill take some pics and stuff and post more blogs so for those of you that might be interested on the damage can see....

Stgearhge
This morning dad went to some sort of surgery. It took a few hours. I killed time reading my book outside of the hospital. They finally called me in saying the surgery was done. It was kind of odd seeing him laying there with tubes all all around him. Made me think about the times I've seen my cousin Heidie in the hospital in the past. The doc explained to me what happened and what to look out for. Dad did fine, other than being real light headed, nauseous and pale looking. He's scheduled for a X-ray next week. He's been having some sort of bleeding inside of him. Kind of scary. Hmm, not too sure what I'm thinking now. I took him home a while ago. Told him to call me if he needed anything. Gotta love the waiting game....

Cancer Update
ok for all that read my last blog I am giving an update here and now I went to pre-op appt today 9-2-08 found out I had cancer last month was to have sugery last month but had to change it cause one of the dr's couldnt be there on the date so I will now have it on 9-12-08 that will be in just a week and half from now 10 days woohoo anyways I m having a full Hysterectomy and might not have to have chemo or what not but I will not know that till the sugery I am asking any one that has gone thur this for any help that they might can give me yes I am scared but I know that right now this is the best thing for me thank you for any help you might be able to give

Sweet Lover
Sit by me now, next to the fire and let the warmth of the flames fuel our desire. Your tender caresses give me a chill, your sweet loving kisses hold such a thrill. As soft and tender as a lover can be, can you see what your love is doing to me? I taste your sweet lips and melt in your arms, you whisper "I love you." and I fall for your charms. Our passion together is like a moth to a flame, you continue to kiss me , I call out your name. We go together like leather and lace, what sweet music we make in our midnight embrace.

Some Clarification Is Needed
okay, so i get alot of questions from different people all the time, so i thought i'd clarify some of it in blog form. yay! first off, NO i'm not a skinhead. yes, i shave my head, but not because i belong to some group of close minded bigots that think hitler was "cool". no i shave my head b/c i'm fucking balding and my hair is so thick/dark on the sides that it's very noticable and i'm still pretty young so yes it bothers me, so i just shave it all off. makes it easier to deal with and i don't look creepy with a bald spot/comb over. secondly, yes i like gothic/industrial music. some people have a hard time with that seeing how i'm a balatent metal head. i love goth rock, industrial, the whole works. i do tend to like the older groups, but i also enjoy some younger bands too, if they're doing it well. hell i like going to clubs if i can get a chance. and while this might seem like a obivous contradiction, i really hate how most goths treat "outsiders." i've been trea

Survey
Can you fill this out without lying? yes why lie? Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? oh it,s way to broken to give Are you waiting for something? yes a new start, somewhere but California On the opposite sex where do you like them to have piercings? anywhere that feels good Have you ever kissed someone and hated it? yes and it is such a turn off Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? fuk no Would you date someone who smokes? sure Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? not on your life What's the biggest turn off? weak spineless men, drug heads , bad kissers, big ego's and nasty meanie men, no bad boys Have you ever dated someone more than once? why would i , if it didnt work, it wont If you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be? duh David Beckham so easy Do you like cuddling? yes with the right person Do you hold grudges? never, way to much energy Do you regret dating a

If Your A Dork
if your a dork and proud like i is and you want join da dork rangers fam hit me up woot woot for dorks only thingyou ned to know is when a felow dork needs yourhelp you gota help the other dork out woot woot and when you join the dork fam you gota add rate fan all the other dorks in the fam

Rear Ended!
Me Mark and the baby I sit for Javion dropped the boys off at school today. Was needing some gas so we drove to get my check cashed and decided on some mcdonalds sausage biscuits.. which are the BEST lol Sittin on Hudson Street at a stop light and all of a sudden... we were THROUGH the light!! We hear a BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP and me and Mark look around, we had been rear ended. The car that didnt feel the need to stop at the stop light was a Escort wagon and boyyy was it fucked up!!! and her horn was stuck and blaring!! I drive the rest of the way out of the way and park. Me and Mark turn around and look at each other and to the car behind us.. and hop out. I check the baby who was totally fine not even crying and Mark is yelling at the lady MY NEW VAN! WE JUST FUKKIN BOUGHT IT!!! she is crying wahh im soooo sorry. The guy that I parked in front of his house came off his porch.. he was waiting on a cab and told me it was her fault I seen her run the light! I asked him to

A Realization.......
I APOLOGIZE IF THIS BLOG WILL BE IN CAPS… I’M AT WORK … FOR THE PAST YEAR I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE WORST OF TIMES AND OF THE BEST OF TIMES, BUT TODAY I HAVE COME TO THE REALIZATION THAT TODAY IS THE DAY WHEN I CAN FINALLY BREATH. THE DAY WHEN I CAN FINALLY LET GO AND JUST BE ME. THE DAY WHEN I REALIZED THAT THERE ARE BETTER THINGS OUT THERE AND THE DAY I REALIZED THAT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN IN FRONT OF ME. I HAVE REALIZED THAT THE BEST HAS ALWAYS STOOD BY MY SIDE THROUGHOUT THE YEAR EVEN WHEN HE KNEW THAT I WAS BOUND FOR HEARTACHE. HE STOOD BY MY SIDE AND CONTINUED TO BE THERE AS A FRIEND EVEN THOUGH WE HAD SHARED SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL. I CAN SAY THAT TODAY MY HEART HAS NOT FELT ANYTHING MORE POSITIVE AND MORE REAL THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. I REALIZED HOW MUCH OF A BETTER PERSON THAT I AM AND HOW MUCH MORE OF A BETTER PERSON THAT I DESERVE. SEEING HIM LOOK AT ME… SMILING… TRYING HIS BEST TO BE KEEP MY SPIRITS UP MADE ME SMILE A REAL SMILE. A SMILE THAT I WAS MEANT TO SMILE. A SMILE

Damn You Woman!!!
Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business. Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be experienced in the here and now. Artisans have exceptionally keen senses, and love working with their hands. They seem right at home with tools, instruments, and vehicles of all kinds, and their actions are usually aimed at getting them where they want to go, and as quickly as possible. Thus Artisans will strike off boldly down roads that others might consider risky or impossible, doing whatever it takes, rules or no rules, to accomplish their goals. This devil-may-care attitude also gives the Artisans a winning way with people, and they are o

The Truth
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it will always be yours. If it doesn't come back, it was never yours to begin with. But, if it just sits in your living room, messes up your stuff, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realize that you had set it free....... You either married it or gave birth to it"

Stolen From Giggity Who Stole It From Dee
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously. Inside the Room of Your Soul

10 Signs That Your Man/son Is On The Dl
I saw this and i thought it was funny cause I've seen this before. thought I'd share it 10. He Likes To "Pretend" To Dance Like A Woman. While a 50 Cent or Jay Z song is on, they on the wall looking mad. But, as soon as Beyonce comes on, he is all over the dance floor poppin' his booty and doing it better than you girl. Yeh, you think he's playing and trying to make you laugh. But child he's really not. Besides ladies, you don't want no man, who be poppin his booty to beyonce. That's a no no. 9. He's Always With His Best Friend. I mean always together like two females. Always working out together, always on the phone together. And, you as the girlfriend wonder why he spends more time with his best friend than with you. Cause donkey you are his cover up. And, as long as he is with you, no one will think that he is gay. Wake up sister! 8. He Picks An Argument With You For No Reason. And, then leaves the house for hours. He does this so he has time for the both of you and his

Caa 16
A dear friend and family member has asked me to add one of her good friends into our prayers. She is scheduled for a biopsy tomorrow, Thursday Sept. 4. She is very scared at this time because she has battled the Big C before and won. Let's send all our angel prayers, love and power that the biopsy is benign. Doc

A Dark Corner Of My Mind
thoughts flying familiar shadows searching waiting wondering an enigma kind yet cruel seeing yet blind it waits stalking innocence eyes flutter pulse races sweat beads nails bite flesh torn answers found unwanted and discarded tears fall inner demons scream quiet solace darkness overwhelms silence has won

Beautiful Or Not Beautiful
Hello ladies.Beauty comes from the inside,the outside beauty is a factor for some(this is the way a Man should see it,but Boys see the opposite).If you are Beautiful inside then you are Beautiful outside.Don't let no one tell you different if you are reading this.I know you woman are very concerned about your looks.Just be yourself and let that Beauty show from the inside,(that outside look will fade as we get older,but the heart will stay Beautiful unless you try to change that. For the men that read this or leaves a comment on this that is negative,then you might want to look at yourself and your past relationships.Because you are truly a boy if you think different!

Fyi
Well im sure if y'all have noticed I havent been online as much as usual.....there has been so much goin on....I am in the beginning sages of kidney failure ..I go back in Friday for anoher ultrasound on the kidneys. also if anyone remembers back in May I had abdominal hernia surgery well here it is Sept and im still not healed. My body didnt dissolve the interior stiches which has been the cause of the infections..sooooo next Tuesday or thursday i will be having surgery yet again! So anywa just figured Id fill y'all in not that anone will pay atention but I cant get accused of not lettin ya know!! LOL y'ALL take care ~*~HuGS N KISSES~*~ melinda

Thanks!!
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Thank you so much to everyone that helped me level to godfather! I just wanted to let you all know how much I appreciate everyones help! Plus an extra special thanks to Big Tom, Can't sleep clowns will eat me, Mental and Muss. You guys rock my socks!! Much love to all of my friends!!

Voting On The Facts
Well I am losing any concern that I possibly had about our president being Barack Obama. It seems that In the few weeks past he is slowly fallen apart. Look for anyone voting for this inexperienced, inept, senator, you seriously need to rethink your decision. On almost every position that he holds, or changes as often as John Kerry, he lacks common sense, just like his supporters. I'm sorry if this offends any of my friends but I highly doubt that there are too many people out there that even know why they are voting for him, aside from the fact that he speaks of "hope" and a "new future"..And I find it hilarious that this new future is one he doesn't see possible if he isn't president.. I have never seen a more arrogant man. From his seats in his newly refurbished jet ( which he removed the American flag from ) and the seat he sits in within that reads "president", to never wearing the American flag on his lapel. His wife has stated that for the first time in her life

Remember 9-11-01
As we approach the seventh year anniversary of September 11, 2001 I want to take the time to remember and honor those who passed away on that fateful day the twin towers fell...those who passed at the pentagon as well as those who passed away from flight 93 in shanksville pennsylvania..Seven year's has come and still yet today here we are still standing and still fighting the good fight for our freedom...I believe it has not been a fight in vain but one in which made us a stronger nation. Many people have put their lives on hold and have gone off to war so that you and I can be free...I don't believe those people go into war lightly nor do they go in without fear but I believe they go in with a heart and soul with only the best intentions in hopes that what they do will make a difference. Everyday we watch the news and see bad things happening all over the world but I wonder how many people stop and think gee I'm glad that I live in the land of the free and the home of the brav

The Stranger In The Mirror (a Short Poem)
I try to see myself in the mirror and I cant theres this stranger blocking me. I look at this stranger and I wonder who he is. He tells me that he is me but I dont believe him. I know myself and that isnt me. He tells me of stories of losing 9 closest friends in one summer. He speaks of not knowing his father since he was 5. He speaks about never wanting to fall in love again because of the hurt. /> He speaks of broken promises made by old friends that said they would be there till the end. He speaks of blaming himself for his friends death. He also speaks of a life wasted away by alcohol and the sanity that leaves him every shot he takes. I begin to realize me and this stranger have alot in common and just maybe I can help him. "How can I help you sir" I say. He looks at me and with a tear he says "Make it all go away." "How do I do that??" I say. He looks at me in the eye and says"I have no clue I am starting to

Ciao All
Well I can't say I haven't had fun times. And some great peeps, but I feel its time to waste my time in other ways...LOL. Thanks for all the love! Closing this account next week. Those that want to stay in touch send me a message. Other wise good luck, happy hunting...Godspeed! *hug*

Mermaid Island
Let's go hang out on Mermaid Island! First rate my Mermaid folder and leave a message on the last picture. You must add/rate/fan all the Islander's. If they are already a friend,see if you can re-rate their profile and leave them a comment saying "Joining you on Mermaid Island." If you are making a new friend be sure to state in the friend request that you are joining Mermaid Island. When you receive a friend request,DO NOT just accept it!You MUST rate/fan and comment them back. Like all the other trains..NO DRAMA NO CHEATING! Now pay a visit to your Island friends! Your Hostess 1.~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar 2.})i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ®@ fubar 3.dllk785@ fubar 4.~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire's@ fubar 5.Mr Longarm - Member of The American Family@ fubar 6.vijayindia{{{{{[[[[MEMBER ** RATING REVOLUTION**]]]]}}}}}}}

Book Writting By Bettita Alendal 1-3 Chapter What Do You Think??
I Don’t Wear These Boots… I Stand Beside Them.. By: Bettita Alendal Introduction Wow what A life she said Over and Over.. I’ve Been married for 14 yrs,3 marriages, an 4 children… “””“What a Journey, as She drew in a Deep long Breath“”””…. Chapter One She walked to her door an looked out across the pitch black yard in the distance she saw the house light across the street.. She began to think as her mind drifted of into deep thought.. She Knew where it was going first.. Somewhere far crossed the miles was missing her just as much. An she Knew it with every part of her.. As her heart aches for his company she knows she cant be selfish not at a time like this.. as she laughs out loud to herself.. She remembers all the memories of the months prior to deployment.. What a Word she thinks to herself? Wow what a Morning I had He Barrels into the room.. I have Bad news..whats that I leave in a few days… Moms coming in a week.. What? Did I hear that clearly? I guess so W

Ty For Making Me Godmother!!
I can't thank all my friends enough for helping me to become Godmother, but here is my effort to do so! Below are is a list of just a portion my friends who have helped on my journey to this point. PLEASE make sure and drop by their pages and show them some love. I know how generous each one is and have no doubt they will show you the love in return. Over the next few months (lol yikes!) I'll be returning all the love shown to me. Again, I can't thank you all enough! Special Promoters: EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ FU-ANGEL & LIFE-SAVER@ fubar ♊aGEM4life♊@ fubar ~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R. Team Greatness Capt (#1 FAMILY)~ LDC Family~Vampyrez Rave Vixenz~@ fubar Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} Owned by YEAHMON, Owner of Yeahmon, Blueeyes, Farscapecat & Amanda@ fubar Chiina_Whiite@ fubar *************************************

Random Fact About Me
i'm a little OCD. but not like totally out there. seriously, the things i'm OCD about are weird. like for example, my CD collection is in alphabetical/chronological order. it has to be or it bothers me. DVD's alphabetical as well. also, it unnerves that i have 304 friends on here. i have to have either a number ending in "5" or "0". swear to god. i don't know, just how i am. yeah i'm weird but ya know what? so is everyone else. fuck you! hahahahahahaha

9/11 We Willnever Forget
Courtesy Of The Red, White And Blue (The Angry American) - Toby Keith ALL ABOARD the 9/11 We Will Never Forget Train. Show your support for America and our troops by hopping on board this train. Joining is simple! Just FAN/RATE/ADD and rate 25-50 pix (preferably patriotic pix) of all the members before you. When you are done send a private message to SBM08 or HisSweetObsession. Once you have f/r/a everyone you will be added and your tag will be made and available on HisSweetObsession’s page to be copied. Also be sure to show your patriotism by displaying a 9/11 tribute pic in your primary photo on Sept. 11th. Have fun and show your love for the USA! Your host for this train ride is: SBM08~{Shadow Levelers}*~Fu-Owned By Sexy Annie & ♥~BRATT~♥Fu-owner of killa klown & De

Sarah Palin Is A Nutjob
Seriously, this woman is whacked. How any woman can be so against women's rights just boggles my mind! She has a daughter who is pregnant, out of wedlock, and yet she is still anti birth control, anti abortion, and anti sex education. People like this must have lead very sheltered lives to be so naive to think that you can actually stop people from having sex for reasons other than procreation! Oh and she wants to have public schools teach creationism? Yeah, nice separation of church and state. Nice freedom of religion. If I had a child and the public schools only taught creationism, believe me, they would not go to those schools. I would home school them if necessary, but children should not be brainwashed. If parents want their kids to believe int hat stuff, great, but in a public education system, where children are brought up with different religions, that is unacceptable! And as for abortion: let's throw away the debate of whether or not life begins at conception. Let's forge

Swimming With Dolphins
Let the swimming with the Dolphins begin...Fan/Rate or Re rate/Add the members. If you already are a friend, just leave a comment that you are swimming with the dolphins. Let's keep this drama free and let's just have fun meeting new people. Silverpixi Micki-Blue-Eyes Mink Texas Twister DebiCakes LuAngel

Good News Instead Of Bad News.
I've a new girl In my life now that makes me very happy.She calls me on the phone and talked to me on all the websites that me and her are on too.She acknowledge me as being her special someone In life unlike the girls of my past that wanted to keep a lid on It.I talked to her yahoo im and see her on cam too.She has made a very good Impact on my life making me feel whole once more.I've been talking to her for over 2 months If not 3 months now.But anyone that views my page would notice it.Here's her midget If It works: http://fubar.com/user/1957843 I'm hoping to get up to where she lives In about 1 or 2 months.So I can see her In person.We are alike In so many ways she's kinda like the female version of me.And I meant her on fubar too through her niece and her niece hubby.I think the world of her too and loved her.So all my friends show her some love.I'm planning on placing a ring on her finger too.She's a mother of 2 kids a boy age 10 and a girl age 2.We are already married on fu

The Value Of Relationship...*
it is not ''destiny'' that determines ''love''it is ''choice''our so called destiny is a lie! Relationship last long not because they're destined to last long, relationship last long because two brave people made a choice-to keep it, to fight for it, and to work for it, Meanwhile,other relationships fail not beacause they're destined to fail, they failed because one of the two, or both, made the choice-to give up!

This Will Open A Lot Of Eyes ( Made Me Cry)
Some people! ' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. People need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, pointing to himself. The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never looking back, she got in and drove away. After developing cancer in 1977 and having had to use food stamps; I had learned never to ju

Something I Wrote
Everything is always my fault I hate myself Just leave me alone, let me die so i can finally be out of their lives The fights are my fault, The Seizures are my doing too Im sorry for all the hurting i have caused you Stay away from me, I hurt everyone i touch Everything is my fault I hate myself so much

Fraud-fake
> > LADIES AND GENTLEMAN I AM PLEASE TO ANNOUNCE THAT THE FAKES SPOT HAS BEEN BLOWN UP!THIS ACCOUNT RIGHT HERE HAS BEEN CHEATING AND SCAMMING PEOPLE OUT OF THEIR MONEY ASKING FOR HAPPY HOURS AND BLASTS TO SEE ITS NSFW BUT COME TO FIND OUT ALL THOSE PICS ARE STOLEN FROM THE WEBSITE BELOW!WHEN YOU ASK IT FOR A SALUTE IT BLOCKS YOU SO THIS MIGHT BE THE REASON WHY! > Sugar,Spice and Always Nice...cept when im Naughty@ fubar > THIS IS THE SITE WHERE ALL THOSE PICS ARE STOLEN FROM! > http://sweetlittleblonde.amateurspaces.com/001/ > NOW IF YOU LOOK AT THIS SCREEN SHOT YOU WILL SEE THE PERSON IS REALLY ONLY 18 YRS OLD > > AND HERE IT SAYS ITS 23 YRS OLD!OF COURSE NO SALUTE(YES I KNOW A SALUTE IS OPTIONAL!)JUST GIVES US REAL WOMEN A BAD NAME! > > FAKES THINK THEY CAN GET OVER ON US BUT WE ARE SMARTER THEN THE AVERAGE BEAR!LMAO

Death Is Better Than Love
WHY IS DEATH BETTER THAN LOVE?? I'LL TELL YOU WHY. IN DEATH,EVERYTHING IS FINAL. ALL YOUR WORRIES ARE GONE. YOUR DREAMS CANT BE SHATTERED. NOONE CAN LIE TO YOU, NOONE CAN MAKE YOU CRY. YOUR HEART CAN NEVER BREAK. IN LOVE,EVERYTHING IS FAKE. ALL YOU DO IS WORRY YOUR DREAMS ARE THROWN TO THE GROUND THERE IS NOTHING BUT LIES. ALL YOU DO IS CRY YOU ALWAYS HAVE HEARTBREAK. WHY DO WE CONTINUE TO GIVE OUR HEART AWAY? EVEN AFTER ALL THE MISTAKES WE GO THRU, WE STILL KEEP ON TRYING WE STILL KEEP CRYING. WHY DO WE BELIEVE THE LIES? AT LEAST IN DEATH,,,THERE IS NO MORE PAIN!!!!

Pimpin Southernoutlawbiker
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Friends??? Really???
OK, all my life I have prided in myself in the fact that I am the type of person that will drop what I'm doing, put my plans aside, and do what it takes to help a friend out... Help them move, open my home to them, pick them up on the side of the road when the police say they are too drunk to drive, sit with them when they suffer the loss of a family member, take their kids to the movies so they can have a date night..... the list goes on. In the last two years I've had to move twice. In 2006, when I bought this house, and now, when I'm losing it to forclosure due to the divorce. You know how many came to help my wife and I move in 2006?? ZERO How many came and sat with us when we lost our baby to misscarriage???? ZERO And How many have shown up to help me move now that I'm all alone???? ZERO!!!!!! Screw 'em! Screw 'em all!!!! I am so tired of the people I think of as friends only valuing my friendship based on what I can do for them.