months have gone by and i still sit here and wonder..
how can someone wish for another the most incredible thing that life was meant to live for and then take that all away in a heartbeat?
it is the most agonizing pain that no one should feel.
imagine, to have it all then taken away from you..
no explanations..no warnings..
its hard to sit here and not cry.
like a fool i feel for it TWICE
my naiveness has killed my spirit
and i am as far from happiness as i'll ever be
the reasons why i took a breath are now the reasons why i want to die
