Fubar Blog Posts 4

Klingon Proverbs Ii (with Translation)
If it's in your way, knock it down. - Dubotchugh yIpummoH. If you must negotiate, watch your enemy's eyes. - bISutlhnISchugh jaghlI' mInDu' tIbej. There is no honor in attacking the weak. - pujwI' HIvlu'chugh quvbe'lu'. When in doubt, surprise them. - bISovbejbe'DI' tImer. There are no old warriors. - SuvwI'pu' qan tu'lu'be'. To understand life, endure pain. - yIn DayajmeH 'oy' yISIQ. One need not enjoy virtue. - ghob tIvnISbe'lu'. (I love this one!) If you cannot be shamed, you cannot be honored. - bItuHlaHbe'chugh bIqivlaHbe'. If you are afraid to die, you have already died. - bIHeghvIpchugh bIHeghpu'. Never leave without your bat'leth. - bImejDI' reH betleHlIj yItlhap. Better to die on our feet than live on our knees. - QamvIS Hegh qaq law' torvIS yIn qaq puS. The used kut'luch is always shiny. - reH boch qutluch lo'lu'bogh. Admire the person with dirt under his fingernails. - butlh ghajbogh nuv'e'e yIHo'. Don't trust those who frequently smil

Friends
im here posting this to see how many people on here are friends to see who is just here for the point or who really want to chat some time. if your a friend hit me up if i dont hear from you i am going to remove you from my list.

My Tattoo
It’s my tattoo, I didn’t do it for you Don’t go telling me it’s sexy That’s not what it’s about You weren’t even on my mind When I went out there to find My own identity It’s my tattoo and there’s nothing you can do You can wear me out emotionally Leave me crying in the dark Put me at the bottom of your list And expect me to be here when you return But you can’t have my body, not anymore You put me in a minivan honor roll bumper sticker on the back A pack of wet wipes in the glove box Ketchup fingerprints on the windows A pile of happy meal toys stuffed between the seats I’m done with all of that No more taking care of everyone but myself, I have a life to find, an identity to build And a brand new tattoo on my hip My tattoo isn’t sexy, I didn’t put it there for that It’s all about me, something you know nothing about About me being me finding my identity You’ve taken everything I have to give I’ve been a daughter, sister, wife and momma It’s

Newest Family Member
On March 20, 2008 at 6:48 am my newest grandson decided to join us and that makes me now a 4 time grandmother. I am so proud of my grandkids and my son for the man, husband and father he has become. My grandson weighed in a 8 lbs 7.5 oz. and was 20 inches long. My daughter in law set a record at giving birth to him. He didn't want to wait for her to dialate and started to come at 8 centimeters. He shot out like a cannon and she had him in 3 minutes. The doctor didn't even have enough time to get from where she was resting to the room. The nurse on duty had to deliver him and they never had time to drop the bottom of the bed to put her in stirrups. I guess he is living up to his name...Kannon Mikeal which was picked out a long time ago. I can't wait to see him and hold him, since my children live in PA and I already spent weeks with them waiting for him to arrive. I am so excited and happy that both Mom and baby are well and are going home today. I love being a grandmother.

My Fubby.......cowboy Joe..
I want to share a story with you. I had the opportunity to meet one of the sweetest men ever on here...Cowboy Joe...we never met face to face...but what I knew of him he was a sweetheart and a man that became very dear to me. On March 4, 2008 we fu-married...lol his reasoning for this date was....March...Forth and be Happy....and that I was. I became Mrs. Cowboy Joe (lol) I could have the shittiest day and that man could make me smile. He was just so damn cute! On March 22, 2008, I was informed by a blood relative of his that my sweet Cowboy passed away on this day from natural causes. My heart and love go out to his family. You were all very lucky to have such a great man in your family. He loved you all soooooo much. And as for myself...I feel very lucky to have met him and very proud to have become his Fu-wife, he meant alot to me and I will always miss him. As a tribute to him and how much he meant to me as a friend this profile will remain as being Cowboy Joe's fu-wife...it

Help!
I'm in the process of casting my second film. This film is going to be nothing more than a five minute (or less) web short. I've already approached one actress for the female role (who is more than willing to do it), but I'm not sure she's really the one I want. I'm pretty confident, however, that a coworker of mine *is* the one I want. Here's the problem: said coworker was recently involved in a sexual harassment case against another co-worker. As the film I'm looking to make has strong sexual undercurrents, I'm not sure that I want to risk my job to approach her about the film in a work environment. The biggest problem is that the only time I ever see said coworker is in a work environment. A bit about the woman I'm looking to approach (intentionally ambiguous): She's certainly of a performing mindset, as she has aspirations to be either a professional cheerleader or actress (or both). She certainly has the raw talent, particularly for the role I'm interested in her for,

My Personal Feelings
as i sit here i feel alone although i am not really alone. watching everyone around me having people that they relate with and knowing i am the one sitting on the outside looking in. i feel so alone. i am friendly and i am caring, why am i the one that always feels like i never fit in. my own husbamd chooses to be with his online friends than be with me. i think i am slowly losing him. now that he realizes that others find him attractive as i do maybe he'll think he can do better than me. what can i do? i am who i am and no one seems to care. very few friends i really can count on and no family that really care and a husband who puts me second to his online friends.as i think about it is sad really. i wish people would just be honest and say what is really on their minds. my life would be happier if i would not have to spend my time caring about people who really do not care. thanks for letting me bitch......have a wonderful evening i am sorry to my husband though my feelings wer

Lmao
how's this for stupidity... My dad hated this one neighbour in particular so one day decided to lob a rock through his window, and followed through on said plan. Now here's the dumb part. A certain amount of minutes later he went back and repeated said process, only to nearly hit a policeman standing inside looking over the damage. How I came out smart no one knows

So It Really May Be Easier To Ask Forgiveness...
...than permission It was long ago discovered in such a way as to be proof positive and irrefutable, that souls residing anywhere but within an adequate shell, simply dissipated. A lot of people had to needlessly die in order to make this discovery: The next step in human evolution was really up to us. I Civilization itself had drained the planet like so many double-a's. We had to cut back drastically in order for the Earth to reach a healthy equilibrium. The casualties were many. World leaders felt the need to interfere in the process, some forcefully, in preservation of the inane and impractical. Like an anchor which needed to be thrown off a sinking ship in order to slow its descent, but there was no one strong enough to heft it over the side. These nations were the first to plunge into chaos as everyone jumped ship in mutiny and self-preservation. (note: this is fiction)

Almost Love...
How can you yearn for something you have never touched? How can you need arms you have never been in ... so much? How can you miss something you've never had? How can something you never had be something you need so bad? How do feelings like this get defined? How can someone you never seen make you feel free as a dove? How can this be ?... It's Almost Love How can you lose sleep from not sleeping beside someone you never slept with? How do two people who never met seem to fit? How do you have the urge to say I love you to a face you've never seen to adore? How can you just say Hi when your heart cries to say more? How come someone you've never met with pretty words lifts you to heaven above? How can it be? It's Almost Love. How do you tell them what your feeling inside? How do you feel this and continue to let it hide? How do you feel this emotion for someone and never let it show? How do you get rid of the fear of running and the urge to let go? But. How do y

Existing...
Have you ever had the feeling that you never existed? I sit here alone thinking about things that bother me and right now the thing thats bothering me is the feeling that I don't exist in this house. I look around and all I see is stuff that shows I don't live here. There are prints on the wall by Thomas Kinkaid (don't get me wrong they are beautiful prints, I love them) figureines, floral stuff, candles, etc. But none of it is mine. There is one blank wall by the front door that has nothing on it. I think I'll claim that one and make it mine. I'll put up things that show that I live here too. I'll put up my hack rack, a cowboy print (if I can find one I like) my good luck horse shoe and maybe even a small table where I can put my wallet and things. I'll even find or better yet, make a small display shelf to put some of my John Deere minitures on. I need to feel like I exist... is this wrong of me? Is it being selfish? I hate walking thru the door and being invisible. This is

Final Packing And The Move
I will barely be online if at all for the next week or two. At the moment I don't even know if the deal is going thru. I barely sold anything in moving sale so am going to need the time to list and pack up all the stuff I'm donating and the stuff I'm taking for a future rummage sale. I also still need to pack up my kitchen and 2 more closets ACKKKKKKKKK. Tentatively I am moving on Thurs or Fri. HAHAHA. Love you all and hopefully will see you soon. I'm taking out html so I can read all your comments when I do get on.

What If
What if I would never wake up, see the sun rise, see the sun set, What if, I was not here. Do you ever wonder if any one would miss you, Knowing time dont stop, but what if, I was never here, what would it matter.

Editing My Life...
I've decided to remove anyone that is having a negative impact on my life. My closest friends know where I started. I WILL NOT tell anyone who they can be friends with, but what I will ask is that you respect me enough to know that I probably do not want to hear anything about this person. I don't want to be updated on current affairs as it will probably just end up pissing me off even more. Anyway, I just want things left behind and I just want to move on with my life.

Houseguest
I continue to find treasures in his house. There is the little plastic pig in the window, very lifelike. There are unopened boxes of printer supplies in what is loosely labeled an office. Chunks of steel with army-green straps are clamped onto a bookshelf. “What are these?” “I don’t know. I found them, and they looked interesting.” “Why are they on the bookshelf?” He shrugs, makes a face. They look like torture devices, and I tell him so. The next time I visit, they are gone. Or hidden, perhaps, clamped somewhere out of sight. I peek inside cigar boxes, never knowing what to expect. La Aroma de Cuba has acquired the scent of postage stamps. Perhaps somewhere there are cigars, still bundled in crackling plastic, housed in a stamp collection. Books. There are books. “About twelve thousand, I think.” They are roughly categorized, and I skim the titles to make out sections. Art here. Film nearby. A bedroom of literature. A living room of philosophy. “

Uh Yeah Okay
I am super cranky today & really not in the mood for people's stupidity. Read from bottom to top. BostonBadB...: sorry ->BostonBadB...: ,,,WOW ok...you need to be a little quicker on getting back to people BostonBadB...: bout 3 weeks ago on a pic comment.. ->BostonBadB...: I just got online ->BostonBadB...: uh...where did I say that? BostonBadB...: u said Boston sucks.. as in the redsox ->BostonBadB...: huh? BostonBadB...: boston doesnt suck lol Dee dee dee...I don't remember leaving this comment.

Wtf Pretty Much Covers It
my time here over the last 12 months or so has been pretty limited. But this place has really go to the dogs. I came back ran some bomb runs rate tons of pix and not even a thanx. Except for Pebbles im AZ.. I guess you half way decent lookin women expect all guys to fawn all over your little teasing pics and maybe some nudity. Well here is a token get on the clue bus your not all that and as long as there are guys willing to jump thru the hoops to see ur closed up folders you will think you are well good luck in real life bimbos. I have no need to see u half full or bent over naked i run a porn site u want the url ask for it. I used to have friends on here and the popularity thing is off the friggin scale. Thanx for trshing what used to be a good thing.

Looking Back At Me
If I died tonight would I even be missed? Would I leave this world without a last kiss? Would my name be remembered? Would anyone even care? Was time here on Earth just a burden for others to bear? Some days I was kind. Some days I was mean. Looking back now I wonder which of the two was most seen. My loved ones often received the shallow end of the deal. It's sad that I have to question if they know how I really feel. These thoughts have awakened me to the things I have taken for granted. I really feel ashamed of all the times I raved and ranted. Starting right now and every moment after I'll think twice before I react. My loved ones will know they're loved and I won't be ashamed to look back.

Song By Melinda Thibeault
FALLING AWAY (single) Here i stand all by myself. No one to hold nobody else. This feeling is cold I'm all by myself. Loosing my hope all by myself. Someone please save me I'm falling so fast. No body knows why it never lasts. (chorus) Someone please save me I'm falling away All that i know is more than i gain. If your out there save me quick. I'M falling faster I'm loosing my grip. I know how it feels slipping away. All I need is for you to stay. (single) Now I'm falling so in love. You saved me quickly. I'm in your arms. Hold on to me don't let me go. I love you baby just want you to know. (ending chorus) Oooooh ooooh oooooh. Oooooh Ooooooh OOOOOOOh. Oooooh Oooooh oooooh......)

Ashley Alexandra Dupre
Ya know, this girl is getting more grief than any three people ought to get... She's a prostitute! So what? So she makes her money illegally. Never done anything illegal? Never run a redlight or did 70 in a 65? Oh right, it's not the same thing... Actually, in the eyes of the law, it's the same damned thing. If it's illegal, it's illegal. End of story. Oh, but she sold her body! Yeah, so what? A lot of the women around here sell themselves for blasts and happy hours. But she lied about her past! Oh right, and you've never told a lie in your entire life? Never ever? Not even once? Well you can add THAT lie on top of the others! I've heard some people even say she's ugly. Riiggghhhhttttt. Jealousy is a hell of a lot uglier than she'll ever be. At worst she's average. Personally, I think she's cute. But she can't even sing! And your point is? Her music's not my style, but it's no worse than Britney or Jessica and for fuck's sake at least she has aspirations to somethin

When Is It Fair?
Tonight I sit here with tears streaming down my face. Not because of the day I had. My day was actually great. I had a dear sweet friend of mine pop up in my shout box. It has been some time since we have talked. I was made aware that her Fuhubby said his Good bye's on March 2nd and passed away on March 14th. I knew him but it was more so in passing the last several months. I knew of his illness, but it still leaves a feeling of complete loss. His blogs truly show a light that illuminates from him. He makes it very clear that if their is someone that you love to make it known. I know we are not granted the tomorrows. I know that at any given day our Father can call us home. I also know that life is not guaranteed to be easy, or without pain. Be it physical, mental, or emotional. Some of us are very great full to never have this hand upon us. Some of us have hand the hand dealt to us more than our fair share. The feelings that I have at this moment are those of confusion. We search this

Valentines Day
Little Melissa comes home from 1st grade & tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint, and we're Jewish," she asks, "Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine? Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says: "No, I don't think God would get mad. Whom do you want to give a Valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden?" her father asks in shock. "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them, and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. "Melissa, th

I Guess I Should Have Ment It Then
I wasnt the one who made the phone call. I wasnt the one who talked the early morning whispers of fantasy. I am the one with the new life and a restraining order. But hey...I tried. I tried to warn, to listen, then to step back and let him have the room to hang himself cause he wouldnt listen. And when something went wrong I reach out to comfort and show i care...and i get my hand bitten for my effort. I get cyber attention whores who think they know me talkin shit. I get betrayed for sharing a single feeling with someone i was trying to be a friend too. on his terms. Well no more. I dont have time for this bullshit. yes we had a son together. But LArry has never so much as supported his son with a dime and I guess I only fooled myself he would ever be there as a father for him. So Im done. I will not try to maintain any relationship so that one day larry can contact his son. I dont care about the bail money i spent to get larry out of jail. I dont care what happenes to him anymore. Im

I'm Sorry
I’m Sorry I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at

About What Happen To Me
Well where to start well everyone close to me know about what happen Dec. 14, 07 at 1am friday morning i had a varicose vein pop open and i to be rushed to the ER lost about 2 pints of blood before i got there took 4 to 5 stitches to get it to stop ER doctor told me if i been asleep i wuld have bleed to death ... Ok on Dec. 26 i go to see my doctor and have my stitches out he take out 4 of them and said that all there was so ok .... well my leg get infection in it so Jan 30, 08 i go see a new doctor about my varicose veins in my legs and it look where my stitch put me in the hostpial ASAP so Jan 31, 08 i was put in the hostpial why in the hostpial More plms come up with my sleep apnea my oxygen level was dropping to 38 % and when ur sleep it should be about 90% so I have that to deal when now plus my diabetes & weight plm... i was in the hostpial for about a week with Iv's and shuff in me but my list of plms just seems to get longer & longer i had no clue i was this bad off bu

Beauty That Never Fades
Beauty that never fades To gaze upon her beauty was a treat , she was kind, beautiful,smart and sweet. This lady could knock you off of your feet!!! Her eyes laughed and danced about and her eyes were intense and her lips did pout She could sing, dance and and run about. her reputation had a good deal of clout. This dear soul would never let you delve into her heart, for she had Dom Perigonon on her shelve, She was adored by many, and loved by none. Her mind was fragile from what her drinking and partying had done. She craved acceptance and stability, and all the world wanted was her nakenedness to see. When you look into her eyes, what did you see??? What can we learn about her life??? Wages and trust are earned and when you have no peace you have strife. Beauty and riches fades your legend will not be forgotten throughout the decades. Mrs . Donna J. Gill

Condiments..or No?
Well according to Mel and Ty tartar sauce and mayo make pretty good substitutes for sperm, but now this has me thinking... If you could actually chose the flavor what would you chose? Sorry Mel, if I hijacked your blog..but thought this would be a funny add on..because mayo and tartar sauce makes me wanna puke at the moment! lol Would it be a condiment..or something better?

Ughhh The Nerv
the nerv of some ppl...what just cuz ur a "man" n u what "balls" means u can ask a female what size her boobs r...um i think not...most girls will take affn to that its disrespectful towards her exc when u DONT know her...yea yea yea i have heard all the lines tryin 2 butter u up tryin to get a "sneak" "peek" well guys guess what...thats NOT me yea i may show cleavage but thats about as far as it goes 4 some of u...some of the REALLY special ppl see more or has seen more...no that doesnt mean ask u will get chewed out!! so plz do me a fav dont think just cuz u have "balls" means u can use them n ask me about my boobs its disrespectful!! oh yea n read my page 2 has more info thanks

A Very Bad Monday
Today is the shittiest day I've had in a very long time. I got a co-worker hurt on the job. I was assisting the civilian crane crew that work in my building with the installation of a gangway (we call it a brow in the Navy) that went from the shore to a floating platform that is in the water. This float has been a pain in the ass since I got to Point Loma. Basically what happened was my welds failed causing the brow to drop 3 to 4 feet into the rocks below. The rigger (his name is Randy) that was on the brow with me got thrown into the side of the brow and got the wind knocked out of him. But when it happened all I heard was a loud "POP", the brow dropping and Randy moaning and holding his ribs. My first thought was "Oh my God, he broke a rib". He lowered himself on the the deck and started gasping for air. 9-1-1 was called and a Corpsman from a nearby submarine was brought over to check him out until the ambulance got there. After Randy had a C-collar put on and was put on a

Blind Painter (yes, A Blind Painter)
This is one is just amazing... from theTexas Country ReporterJohn Bramblitt, Blind Painter University of North Texas (UNT) student John Bramblitt paints beautiful works of art in vivid colors, despite the fact that he's been blind for years. You really ought to visit his website: www.bramblitt.net

Girls Night Out!!!!!!!!
It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Richardson, Texas, be there or be square! So far we have (Deb) ~Blueroses~ (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / RisingStar ~@ fubar (Amber) Sexy Green Eyes Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar and (Nikki) ^Sin^ ^sin^-¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾@ fubar Mel will be there if she can get away Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar (Charlene) Goddess Devine said she will be there! Goddess }|{ Devine@

Anxiety
ok so Ive got bad anxiety which if its really acting up makes my insomnia really bad an makes it so i cant sleep. Now yesterday I was having major problems with my anxiety and had a crap load of tour buses hit us at work. A grand total of 20 or so buses came threw from twelve noon to eight pm. During my entire shift at work i must have delt with at least 800 customers plus cooked all the food for the Chinese side of my work area. It was so busy that we were very backed up and sold out our entire stock of pizza thus making a few customers mad, but that could not be helped. Thus yesterday I dealt with way too many people that i almost lost control on the slight grip on my anxiety and blew up at quite a few people including the punk ass eighteen year old guy that doesnt really do his job in the first place. So today, being monday now, and tomorrow are my days off and im not planning to go anywhere i dont have to go. You might see that i am online but that i may not answer your shouts

Wyf, Yo!
Walking around my house, I had noticed some things... It didn't occur to me when I had bought them, but now I have and WTF? My microwave is an Emerson... My TV is a Polaroid.... And... My coffee pot is a Black and Decker... WTF? The world's coming to an end, isn't it?

Men......
Ok so i've been dating this guy for two years. He treats me like shit. I ask myself, why do i stay? And the answer always is : because of the kids. I know its not right to do but i feel i don't have the strength to go on. I am sure there is someone better out there, but will i find him? Who is going to want someone that has four kids? He downgrades me, tells me to leave, just an ass....... and yet i stay. I do have bipolar, so i know i can have my own moods, but, this is bullshit! any advice??

I Am In A Contest
I need some help to win this contest. Well you help me? I got alot of friends that comment boom right? where are you now that I need help. I helped alot of people win things and now I need your help. So here is the link. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=99257&albumid=415715&i=4126044610 so comment away and thanks for the help!

We Are In Trouble
We are in trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2. 8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10. 8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me.

When Is Ur Birthday??
Which Baby are you... ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. ----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spe

Joke
A boy gets on a bus, as he sits in his seat he notice man sitting next to him wearing his collar backwards. So The boys ask the man, Y do u have wear ur Collar to ur shirt backwards?. The man replays, Im a Father. The Boy says well my dad is a father an dont wear his collar backwards.The Man replys Im Father of many. The boys says My dad is father of many I have 3 brothers an 2 sisters an he dont wear his collar backwards. The many replys well Im Father of Thousands. The boy leans over an says, Maybe u should wear ur pants backwards!

Haters Lol
· Who Me? Never! LOL rated you a '1'! · Who Me? Never! LOL just checked you out! Haha. So I go you know just to look at who this is... its some ugly fat bitch and I go to rate her a 1 back because I'm childish and her profile says: ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. So I'm assuming she does this to be an ass... or out of jealousy. Haha. I just find it funny someone would rate you a 1 and then immediately block me from viewing her profile and rating her picture. Lol.

Loss
In the last month a close friend lost her baby to miscarriage, I recently added a very good new friend that lost a baby too, and tonight at the hospital we learned my wife has now lost a child. In the span of about 2 hours we learned she was pregnant and that we lost him/her. Can't say much more right now. The words just won't come out right.

Daddys Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a m

Feast Of The Broken (rhyming Version)
Belly up to the feast all you dream breaking fools hopeless hate is your fork as you break your own rules the hearts that are withered and broken up souls scatter the table as the banquet unfolds Showing no mercy to those shriveled hopes you spear with your knife and chew up the corpse Spit out the bones of dreams become waste those poor hapless lovers are just to your taste Salt with pure agony your hunger to sate eat up and be empty, you scavengers of fate. D. R. Hyden i actually wrote this twice...the first one didn't rhyme and was cool too, but i like this one, it was floating around in my head and i used the unrhyming one as an outline...

My Visit To The Local Staples Store
Well I like anyone else has need from time to time to visit one of these office supply stores be it for a comfy computer chair or be it to take advantage of their great sale of the moment. Well, on this day it was to buy a certain software and grab a few odds n ends you always find you needed after getting there. On this day my real life slave of the time donna and I were having a pretty good day up to this point and had a light attitude overall. So beautiful in her leather collar and her adorable anklet that had these tiny tiny charms that had a sweet "shing shing" sound when she stepped. I so love the sound they made and it was part of her normal attire from the day she received it. It had already been a few months and she and I were very attached to the sound and was nice as it was not harsh at all but rather smooth and soothing. We proceed to enter the Staples and as always she knew what to look for and off like a good girl she went while I did "recon" looking for those things w

Depart Date!
I LEAVE MAY 5TH TO GET MY RIDE ON MAY 6TH. I START BASIC TRAINING MAY 16TH IN FORT JACKSON 2 DAYS BEFORE MY 22ND BIRTHDAY. AFTER BASIC I WILL BE AT FORT LEE FOR SCHOOLING. SO ILL BE GONE FOR A WHILE. BUT LEAVE ME MESSAGES N ALL N ILL GET BACK OK?

Blood Red Butterfly
Blood Red Butterfly Rena's eyes flickered slowly open as she felt the gentle breeze caressing her cheeks. Hovering inches over her face was the most beautiful blood-red butterfly. She lay very still so as not to disturb it as it gently lowered itself towards the soft, white skin of her face, but she almost giggled out loud when its tiny legs landed on the tip of her nose, and tickled like the touch of the finest goose feather. She stared hard at it, and laughed softly as one butterfly became two when her eyes crossed and then back to one again as she uncrossed them, and then she tried to touch it with her tongue, but despite stretching it as far as it would go, she couldn't manage to reach. After a short while it fluttered gently from her nose and landed on the stone sill of the old castle arrow slit, and she struggled awkwardly from the stone crypt where she had slept away the day on this last stage of her long journey before she could start the long trek to Utopia.

Beginning Ranks
Our Family General and Founder Rebel_128 Rebel_128~Last Tribe~General~R/L fiancee to Rebel'sAngel Colonel and Co-Founder Rebel'sAngel ¢¾Rebel'sAngel¢¾-R/L fiance to Rebel_128~Colonel for Last Tribe~ Major of Campaign Affairs wolfspirit8993 wolfspirit8993 Last Tribe Bombing Captain 6'1playground 6'1 Playground ~Last Tribe~ First Lieutenant to the Bombing Captain Dukie Dukie ~Last Tribe~ Members PEBBLES PEBBLES last tribe azhippie azhippie ~ Last Tribe Misti_1 Misti_1 ~Last Tribe~ luvslilblackwolves luvslilblackwolves State Of Shock state of shock Sassy sassy ~Last Tribe~ Java (her give a damn is busted...lol) Java ~ Last Tribe! My "Give a Damn" is Busted!!! Immortalfirewolf

Ok With You If I Keep My Dick?
It never ceases to amaze me how a woman can convince me to lose interest in her. Based on almost every girl’s comment in my blogs, most are looking for guys who are a bit on the manly side. Most of your manly men are not the sweet sensitive type. They live by the Theodore Roosevelt credo, "Speak softly and carry a big stick." Basically meaning, let your actions do the talking. One problem that I experience frequently is the demand for constant verbal confirmation of feelings or affection. Trying to get a guy like me to do that is a sure fire way to annoy the fuck out of me and make me feel completely smothered. It’s not that I am incapable of wanting to say anything sweet... But who the fuck wants to be told too? I guess I genuinely believe that words really have impact when they are not used as much as toilet paper. Not only that, but when its asked for, then you feel on the spot to say something good, and thats when a dumb fuck like me draws a HUGE fucking blank. Then, my u

Sex Story #10
I call u up and ask if it is ok if we get together. I can tell in your voice you are very excited to hear me on the other end of the call. I say I will be over in an hour. You go around your place to light the candles and get some wine on ice. You want to make sure everything is perfect. I get there and wow, u have everything so beautiful. You led me to the couch, I have a seat, u pour us a glass of wine. You sit down beside me, lean over and kiss me gently. Such a soft, gentle kiss. We have a drink of the wine and talk just a lil about our day. I love how u are looking at me, and undresssing me with your eyes. I am getting excited. I put my glass down, I take yours and put it beside mine. I now get on my knees between ur legs and kiss you. I suck ur tongue into my mouth, sucking it as if it were your cock....in and out...u moan, to let me know you are enjoying it. My hands on your chest, pinching your nipples, lifting your shirt, while still kissing you deep and passionately.

Home
Here I come to find myself, catch the tide Looking for peace at the end of the line. Sometimes I can't help myself fever's high, I'm all at sea and so unwise. I'm so afraid I'll lose your anchor, as time goes by, But courage is a fire and a beacon so bright. The sunset built a memory, our sign, And all at sea we come alive. Will I wash away, turning like a stone I need a place where I belong. Call a setting sun to throw me down a rope And take me to a place called home. I close my eyes, I know you're there Standing on the shore in a world I design. The sunset fires a lonely flare into the sky, All at sea we say goodbye. Looking for a place called home.

50,000 For 1 Million!! Pls Help!
Hey there! I need your help please...to win this contest. to win 1 million fu-bucks I have to aquire 50,000 comments in 5 weeks..(.even if I only get 15,000 I still get 250,000)...if you could possibly click the pic below and go leave me as many comments as you can I would greatly appreciate it...I'd be more than happy to RTF!

Surgery Day
Hello Friends, Fans, and Family.. I might not be on as much for a few days or not at all. I'm having surgery on Wednesday, March 26, to have my gallbladder removed (it's full of rocks)lol. and a umbilical hernia repair. Yeah, lucky me, I get a couple weeks off work. I would have rather had a nice tropical vacation with one of the hot fu's of my choice but you know how it is, we don't always get what we want. I'm going to be fine, I'll miss chatting with my friends though. Don't let the place fall apart while I'm napping, I know how fast things change if anything good happens while I'm sleeping don't forget to message me about it and don't forget to keep me up on all the good stuff that is going on in fuland. Take care and behave yourselves. Don't anyone get deleted for being bad. No flashing, streaking, NSFW'ing in improper places! (unless I get a copy). Love you all... Amy

Drop Your Pants And Give Me Four!
Subject: FW: 4 Favorite Things questionaire 1) Four places I have lived : 1. Burnsville, MN... shit. I need to venture out some more. LOL... 2. 3. 4. 2) Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. Paranormal State 2. Everyday Italian. 3. Paula's Party. 4. America's Psychic Challenge when it's on air. :P It's a WONDERFUL show. I so way dig it. 3) Four of my favorite foods: 1. Organic fruits such as apples and grapes. 2. Pizza from Punch Neapolitan or Target's Archer Farms product line. 3. Organic cheeseburgers. 4. Anything Greek or Italian. I LOVE spanikopita. Spinach makes me hot like Popeye!!!! RAWR!!!! 4) Four places I would rather be right now (in no particular order): 1. Washington so I could hug my angel Jeffy. 2. California so I could be in my favorite sunshiney state and paint by the ocean. 3. Oregon so I could be surrounded by big trees and pretend I was a fa

My Godmother Pimpout From Booboo
Oh So Close to our Newest GodMother.. Show her some love.. Help her be our newest GodMother!!! }i{MisssButterfly}i{~FIANCEE TO WIZARD(ANDREW)~Member-The Friendship Circle~@ fubar

Rate Her Salute Please!!
> > I don't ask my friends to "Bomb" me in contest. I don't ask that you to spend hours leaving comments for a 20 dollar prize. What I AM ask my friends for is 1 rate of a pic. No need for comments. This is my salute pic and it is rated #19. With the help of all my friends it could be in the top 10!! So take 3 seconds and click the link below. Rate the pic and thats it....you have helped me. Thanks in advance for the love!! Hugzzzz and kisses Fleetwood MacGypsyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by '~~Perkkey~~' on '2008-03-24 20:43:36')

Gone Blonde
so i have this really bad habit about when the men in my life piss me the FUCK off i do something to my hair. i got no clue why but my hair it always pays the price. this is how i went from red to black one time, and how i went from hair almost to my ass to it slowly but surely falling just above my shoulder. well now today my ex (father of ashtin) calls me and we get into arguement over a bunch of shit... we are going thru court right now trying to get his rights to my son taken way..... and well i got royally pissed off, low and behold i have some blonde highlight creme under the sink so what do i do in my stage of pissed offness, i take it out, mix it up, and apply to random places on my head. now i have to wait 30 mins to see what i will like lol.... i've never done my own hair. woohoo hope it comes out good if not oh well i'll just dye it some new shade in a few weeks.

Rantings..
Okay... So my friend Sam had a baby, and about a week after this beautiful angel came into this world, we found out she was dying. She had brain cancer and a hole in her little baby lung.... This beautiful girl lived for only a few months... She is still the best thing to come into my life... I think in all the time I was around her, she cried maybe once... And for a baby that was in this much pain, wow.... She truley is beautiful... I wish she could have made it longer in this world.... It's just not fair.... She was sooo young. November 30, 2oo7 - January 14, 2oo8

Contest
OK I AM IN A CONTEST THAT RUNS FROM 4/1 TO 4/4 IT IS FOR THE BEST ABS. I NEED Y'ALL TO HIT IT UP AND MAKE SURE I WIN. RATES ARE WORTH 10 POINTS AND COMMENTS ARE WORTH 1 POINT. I NEED EVERYONE I KNOW AND EVERYONE YOU KNOW TO HIT THIS CONTEST HARD. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1425415&albumid=934210&i=2931288599 REMEMBER IT STARTS 4/1 AND GOES TO 4/4 I'LL REPOST THIS AGAIN WHEN IT GETS CLOSER.

This One I Really Like. :)
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Do Not Bid On This Guy Or Let Him Join Ur Auctions
I bid 300k on this guy, he doesnt do what he says hes gonna do, his response to rating all my pics/stash was I had too much, I have proof of that on yahoo, I was talking to a friend of mine tonight and she told me he did the same thing to her, and he keeps entering more and more auctions, dont bid on him, u wont get what he offers! And dont let him join ur auctions, because he doesnt pay up! I refuse to bid on people that I dont know anymore, because Ive bid on 3 guys and I didnt get what they all offered, from now on, it will be with friends who I know wouldnt screw me over! Also dont accept bids from him when ur in an auction, he doesnt pay up, he bid on my friend for a 7 day blast, she never got it. CHERRY EATER DRAGON FLYER,BADBOY ANDFU LUV BOMBSQUAD MEMBER@ fubar

In Honor Of Our Armed Forces
Those of you who know me know that I live in Kansas, and I am in the National Guard. So the whole thing about this war hits me a little personally (yes I did spend time in hell). Anyway, Today on the radio I heard a lady talking about what the student body of K-State is doing in honor of the 4,000 troops that have lost their lives for you and I. They are setting up a display of American flags. Each one will have the name, rank, and date the soldier died and be grouped together by the state they lived in. I will try to make a trip to Manhattan to take pictures so those of you that do not live here can see what these people have done for us. But i guess my point to this, is mostly for the people that bitch, complain, gripe, rant, rave or are just plain a$$holes. Remember the 4000 men and women who can't anymore and then try to find something to complain about. THIS IS THE GREATEST COUNTRY ON THE EARTH AND GOD BLESS IT!!!!!

Give Me Your Hear
Give me your heart Give me your heart so my true love can show I promise I'll cherish it I'll treat it like gold Don't be afraid for it being torn Your heart was mine since the day you were born It might have been broken before in the past we can put it together our love will make it last So give me your heart, your heart to take Baby don�t worry this is no mistake Your heart is mine and mine is yours So lets not waste time, please open the door lets think about the future and lets forget the past We must not think slow, we must think fast Life is to short with out love is to long Lets be together, lets love each other, that where we belong I�m not just another, I�m the one Your destined lover Your heart belongs to no other But me Separated were prisoners but together we are free

Surrendering All
Surrendering All You come and place yourself at my feet, "Master tonight, for you I have a treat, I smile at you for being so well behaved, My good beautiful girl, a perfect little slave. Kneeling before me, grasping my cock, And around the head your lips do lock, Moving your head on the shaft up and down, Giving me pleasures all unbound. Swirling your tongue around the thick tip, Going deep and feeling you scrape just a bit, Wrapping my fingers deep in your hair, Holding you, enjoying the warmth of you there. Kneeling there you look deep into my eyes, But wanting more, I raise you up by my side, Quickly I lead you back to my bed, My finger to your lips, not a word to be said. Pushing you down, ripping clothes off, Thrusting in deep as I climb there on top, Hard and deep each thrust is delivered, Crying out as you cum, beginning to quiver. "Take me my Master," you cry out loud, You are wonderful my slave, you make me so proud, Again and again you fi

Why Is The American Governmen Lying To The People
© 2002 Perimeter Clearance Coalition Perimeter Clearance Strategy to Realize a Smart Border for the 21st Century CNATCA is the conduit for corridor growth. We promote and develop Trade, Tourism, Training,Technology, and Transportation (5T's). The CNATCA is mobilizing the corridors' assets and resources to spark: The Central North American Trade Corridor extends from Alaska and the Port of Churchill in Canada through the Canadian provinces of Manitoba, Saskatchewan, Alberta, and British Columbia, then through North Dakota, South Dakota, Nebraska, Kansas, Oklahoma panhandle, and Texas in the USA and south to Mexico City " He advocated the introduction of a common North American currency (encompassing Mexico, the United States and Canada) and thought that this longer-term issue should be debated in the same way as the short-term currency appreciation issue is now being discussed"this is a direct qoute from a canadian parliament meeting if the canadian government knows ab

Logical...me??? Never.
Your Love Style is Pragma You believe love is logical - or at least it should be You've thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you've got to do is meet the perfect person! What's Your Love Style?

The Female Poker Face
I don’t have many real talents in this world. I am kind of a jack of all trades, master of none type. But, if there is one thing out there I consider myself to be very good at, it’s the game of poker. Your novice will call poker gambling, but the way I play it. I think poker is a people game, and I’d like to think because I know people quite well, thats why I am good at poker. If there is a skill from poker I can carry over to every day life... It’s that I am a human lie detector. This wasn’t always the case. My ex was a pro. I really think 90% of what she said about herself was bullshit and I bought 85% of it. But I wised up. I will start this blog telling a story about her. My son was just a baby and I was very adamant about her not smoking in the car. After she came home I went into her car to get something and could clearly smell cigarette smoke. She denied it. I dug in my heels and we fought to the point where she was sobbing. I thought, there was no way she would run with it

Fuck A Title
so i havent been on in a while.... my happy lil life has been busy getting fucked by my happy lil wife. the other day she got bitched out at work because she has missed so much work due to our children's medical problems. they told her that since i stay at home with them i need to be handling this by myself and that she doesn't need to be there for every appt. first of all i am more than willing and able to take them to their appointments by myself. as parents we try to both be there for any doctors visit that the girls have so that they know that both of us are there for them always and there for comfort and whatnot. it's just a decision we have made. we feel that too many parents aren't involved enough with their kids and that it causes unnecessary problems for families these days. anyway.... after getting reemed she gives them a sob story about how she is afraid to come home and tell me that i need to take care of this by myself because i have 'and anger problem' and she doesn't

Wtf Is With That Quote? I Can See The Liv Tyler Bit But The Quote..wtf Is That?
You Are Most Like Liv Tyler “I don't want to spend so much time obsessing about myself.” What Modern Bombshell Are You Most Like?

I Call Bullshit =/
Your Birth Month is February Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Purity, modesty, and faithfulness Your gemstone: Amethyst Your flower: Iris Your colors: Purple, yellow, and light blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Liam Is Learning!
Liam is progressing so quickly all of a sudden. When he first came back to the states, he would not eat solid food even though he was 14 months old. He violently shook his head and shoved spoons away. When he first opened his mouth for a spoon two months later, we were in tears. But even after that, the battles went on. Next it was getting him to chew, which he has down now as well. But up until today, sippy cups were hell in a handbasket. He wanted bottle bottle and could contourt his body away from the cup. But this morning during speech therapy we filled his new set of sippy cups with Mandarin Orange Propel and this was the result.

Kianna Tyler (1978 - 2007)
I've been wanting to do this for a long time, but could never finish! You see, Kianna was my best friend, sister, partner in crime, my closest confidant, and the one who was always there for me and helping me out. For 12 years, she was the person closest to me - she knew me well and knew me best. And for that reason alone, I was always unable to finish this...I could never stop crying long enough! She was born in Kona, HI - the 9th of 11 children, yet only the second of 3 daughters. She was definitely a tough one (having 7 older brothers will do that, I guess)! She had many endearing qualities that I only wish people had more of. Compassionate, driven, ambitious, considerate - she would do anything for those she cared about! I could go on and on about things she has done for me and I have done for her. Some of those stories I still tell to this day. We went through a lot together. We were almost inseparable in spirit and heart - even if she was seeing her family in Hawai

One For The Road...zomg
You Are Scissors Sharp and brilliant, you can solve almost any problem with that big brain of yours. People fear your cutting comments - and your wit is famous for being both funny and cruel. Deep down, you tend to be in the middle of an emotional storm. Your own complexity disturbs you. You are too smart for your own good. Slow down a little - or you're likely to hurt yourself. You can cut a paper person down to pieces. The only person who can ruin you is a rock person. When you fight: You find your enemy's weak point and exploit it. If someone makes you mad: You'll do everything you can to destroy their life Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

Show These Special Ppl Some Love
HEY!!! THESE ARE ALL SOME SPECIAL WOMEN WHO ARE REAL SWEET HEARTS AND NEED ALOT OF LOVE FOR STANDING BEHIND ME. PLEASE SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS YOU CAN. THEY ALL WILL SHOW U LOVE BACK JUST DONT MESS WITH THEM OR IM WILL HAVE ME IT DEAL WITH. THIS IS DJ NILLA OWBER OF THE GREATEST RADIO ON FUBAR DDR dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!)@ fubar THIS IS DJ DANI A CARING AND SPECIAL GM TO US ALL ~♥Ðani♥~DJ SMURFETTE~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*FU-OWNED BY DJ TAZMAN*AND PROUD FU-OWNER OF DJ BLOOD*@ fubar THIS IS Èvîl Àñgël A GREAT AND OUTSTANDING PERSON Èvîl Àñgël†Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠@ fubar THIS IS DREAMY A WONDERFUL AND GREAT PERSON TO KNOW Dr3@my3y3d_B@bygir!~Greeter 4 Dirty Deeds Radio~~Fu-owned by 'Innateness Hypothesis'@ fubar LOVE YOU ALL AND GOD BLESSS!!!!

My True Face! (sarcastic)
Friends who read this. It's time that I reveal some things. Because it is necessary that you know what is hiding behind the mask. I can't return services. I'm a concentrate of all the defaults. I'm always pretending, I cheat too. I make believe that I am a poet. And when i have to say thank you. I run away. I'm always late. I am malicious, vindicatory I have revenge for currency. And if you hit me in the face. I see red and I atomize you. I am odious with women. They hate me. People call me the Infamous. Do you regret reading this? Probably this portrait frightens you. I have nevertheless one last thing to say to you. I am also a big LIAR! :p

Sweet Torture
Sweet Torture Tonight to the bed you find yourself bound, Deprived of motion, sight and sound, What. When. Those are the questions, Trembling slightly with anticipation. A gentle breeze caresses your skin, Soon you know it will all begin, On your nipple a drop stabs like a knife, Your Master as started with ice. The nipple hardens, standing tall, As drop after drop begins to fall, A small cry escapes from your lips, As the ice connects with your nipple's tip. Around and around the nipple it goes, Arching your back and curling your toes, As the ice quickly turns to warmth you moan, With the tongue swirling around the nipple you groan. Teeth scraping the nipple, you shiver, Sucking it in deep, now you quiver, A tingling now starts at your toes, As your sweet juices start to flow. Feeling my weight lift off the bed, Straining, searching, turning your head, A nervousness fills you at what might be next, But the excitement makes you oh so wet. You j

My Man Is Coming To Town....woo Hoo!!
Just want all of you to know...I am not going to be online that much this wkend...my BF is coming to visit from Fri-Sun., soooo I'm not going to take time away from him to play on the FU...lmao I will come to check messages & post pics that we are going to take...but that is about it... Hope you guys have a great wkend...& I will catch up with everyone Sun night after he leaves..... Until then, show me the love!! woo hoo!! I am here until Fri.....lol ~*Lena*~

Rape!!!
Through a Rapist's Eyes This is important information for females of ALL ages! A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim. Here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women whose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse, or doing other activities while walking because they ar e off-guard and can be easily overpowered. 4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00 a.m. And 8:30 a.m. 5) The number one

Stuck In Mud
There is a long road that leads out of my village on the way to the autobahn. This road passes through the industrial section of the village. There is a turn at the end where you must stop. When the factory employees are getting out of work sometimes it gets backed up near the turn. Well one day I was in a hurry as per usual and I got stuck at the turn behind a bunch of cars. There is a stretch of grass next to the turn, and in a moment of haste I pulled onto the grassy area trying to get past the cars. Unfortunately the ground was saturated from rain and it was very muddy, and my van got stuck. I spun my tires for a few minutes but it was no use, I was just going deeper. In Germany they have this great service called the Yellow Angels. Its like AAA but much better in my opinion. They always come within an hour and they really are like Angels, fix your problem and send you on your way. So I called the Yellow Angels from my cell phone and they told me someone was on

The Kiss
The Kiss I am writing this story for a very special lady in my life, I have never kissed her as she lives in a different country, and I will probably never get the chance to, so this for her. As I held him and looked longingly into his eyes I could feel that he was going to kiss me, so I readied my lips in anticipation, But I was surprised when his lips touched my eyelids first, so softly as to be barely felt, and then I felt his tongue, caressing my skin with such desire that I almost fainted. The short, fine hairs on the back of my neck rose as his lips moved slowly to my ears and he traced them with his tongue, then using his lips he nibbled my ear lobes, I could hear, as well as feel his gentle breath on my skin. My legs were trembling and I clung desperately to him. I had started to sweat, and his tongue scooped the small drops from my flesh, I moaned, and , at last, his lips found mine. I could smell my sweat on his breath as his mouth moved slowly closer to

I B Owned ! :(
is owned by... It's True! She got me! Blairmare is AWESOME! Go show her lots and lots of Fu Love and tell her she's been "TAPPED!" Clickity Click her right here... &hearts Blairmare &hearts{OWNER of Tappinit!}{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar You know what to do! Be sure to leave her lots of comments on her upcoming animations made by me! A special thanks to the Auction Hostess: ~PebblesinAZ~I Luv My Tappinit (Bf and Owner)~Owner of Silent Lizard, Blairmare & Cherry Eater~@ fubar

Eh...over My Block
The telling is not your forte. Rambling thoughts collide with the wall of emotion bottled deep inside, an explosion of the wills. The inner madness has driven the demon to expose herself. I grasp at straws. Words do not possess the energy to pave the road less travelled. Guilt, pleasure, fear, joy. All at odds, living harmoniously inside the fusion of mystery I call my mind. Too late to call, too early to forget. The twilight holds a symbolism to which my frail constitution clings. Kept secret, locked tightly within, like a hibernating creature hording staples to get through the season. Individuality, a treatise of self. Truth of action, clarity of time. I sing, therefore my voice soars. The rest of me cleaves to a life I do not understand. Hope and Wish, the twins, whose parents are Dream and Fiction. The lovers of a pretty lie. That on which all good intentions find their biggest failings. A mind bends and breaks, when the labor of love no longer holds the promise of hope.

Omfg!!!!!!
As you all will be seeing, I have unfanned my entire list, and will only be fanning those that fan me from now on. If you don't fan me, I will not return the favor. Thanks and Have A Nice Day!!!!!

Food Commentary....(old)
Sunday, December 02, 2007 A couple more things on my mind...... Current mood: bitchy While watching the ill fated Chiefs game earlier, I saw a commercial that really made me laugh. Hardee's in now offering a new burger. But not just a burger, it also has a philly steak sammich on it. You know it was a fat guy with clogged arteries that came up with this abomination. You want a burger, get a burger. You want a philly steak, get one. You want both, you need a diet. What's next people? Hmmm......I want ice cream, but I want a pizza, too. I know! Ice cream pizza! Hard thing though, keeping the ice cream from melting in the oven and making a huge fucking mess. To prove my point I give you a few more abortions of culinary delight: 1. Cheeseburger pizza 2. Taco pizza 3. Pizza sub sandwich 4. Taco salad 5. Philly cheese steak pizza Just to name a few. Can't we just have food without mixing two or three different ones into a big mess. And mixing cuisines....taco pizza?

Prayers Needed 4 Mickis Mom Sandy
Please keep Micki's mom Sandy & the family in ur thoughts and prayers, she is having surgery (tumors removed from her head) on Thursday March 27th. I love ya Micki! Ur mom, u and ur family are in my thoughts and prayers! Big ((Hugs)) Jen Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar Sandys fav song :) This bulletin brought to u with lots of love and prayers from..... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"@ fubar

What Am I Thinking?
"Tell me what was you were thinking," she asks me. What am I thinking, I wonder to myself. Is that what she asked me? Surely, that is not what has been asked of me. No, she doesn’t want me to say what will alleviate her worries. Nor does she needs to hearfrom me what will quiet his fears. "So tell me what will ease your mind," she should have said to me. "Tell me what will help make you sane. Tell me these things regardless of your fears, your dreams, your pain." Yes, these things I could believe. Yes, those words I could hear despite all others said. Yes, these are the words I hear deep within my busy head. And what, I wonder, is it that I think? I think She in some wicked way she has made some unholy pact with a wicked and unholy saint to change the course of my life, my fate. "It was not unholy," "There was never any saint..." She always smiles lovingly for me to see. "It was God, who I asked to alter fate." "God?!" I ask him, hoping that my heart had erre

The Truth
If the truth be told I miss you and if I'd known I would never have let you go Now my dreams are growing old Just as I supposed If the truth be told All our yesterday's have flown Like birds from winter shores All the memories we've known Are fragments and nothing more Our Summer years have passed us by Floating on an endless stream Made from the tears we could not cry Wrapped close in our inner dreams All our vanities have gone Wasted so much time with them Pride the victor all along Building walls between two friends It was too high to pull it down It was too high to climb so far Now we laugh just like the clown Who reminds us what a fool we are I would never have let you down If the truth be told

Let It Go
Let it go… By T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don’t want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn’t mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over And you’ve got to know when people’s part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead. You’ve got

The Ppl I Care And Luv On Fubar!!!!
These people are on Fire!!!! These are all special people to me. So please help me to show them some made Fu Luv! Rate 'em, Fan 'em, Friend 'em. You can't go wrong with this group of Hotties! White Dragon@ fubar Fire My Words LUCY "aka"Naughty Angel 81!!! ~ Stiletto Girl ~@ fubar Fire My Words Sandy~married to my DeviL Justin~Tonya's sis@ fubar Fire My Words

Die, Mf, Die
I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do? I don't need your resistance I don't need your prayers I don't need no religion Run away, away from you! I don't do what I've been told, You're so lame why don't you just go? DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! (x7) I don't need your present I don't need your pray I don't need your decision So what should I do? I don't need your approval I don't need your quote I don't need your lecture Run away, away from you! I'll be sorry when I'll go? You're so full of shit man just go! DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! (x7) I don't need your forgiveness I don't need your hate I don't need your acceptance So what should I do? I'll be sorry so you said, Well I'm not sorry Bang you're dead! DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! (x7)

Grrz @ Stacie
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully. You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or

Fear Me
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both flirtatious and intimidating. Your friends are secretly put off by your seductive powers. And strangers either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. Or rake. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Stolen From Shazzle And Per
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth,

*kicks Rocks* :p
Your Hidden Talent You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system. And while this may not seem big, it can be. It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes. You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices. What's Your Hidden Talent?

Help Me!!!! ^5 333/444
COME ROCK DJ BOO BOO WITH RATES AND COMMENTS YEP SHE JOINED ANOTHER CONTEST AND NEEDS EVERYBODYS HELP TO MAKE THIS WIN HAPPEN EVEN IF YOU JUST LEAVE A RATE IT HELPS ITS A 7 DAY CONTEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE ARE THE RULES TO THE CONTEST ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ -Contest started today MARCH 22 at 7 pm PST and will end MARCH 28TH at 7pm PST. -Contest is open daily from 7am to 7pm PST...or 10am to 10pm EST. If you wanna rate/bomb other than times specified then u must add the host. -Rates count for 10 points and comments 1 point. -In order to vote and participate in the contest, you have to add/fan/rate the host as all folders will be set to friends only. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERES HIS LINK TO ADD HIM. HES AN AMAZING AND AWESOME PERSON. GOOD FRIEND TO HAVE!!! Capt America@ fubar SO COME HELP BOMB AND HAVE SOME FUN KEEP IT DRAMA FREE

A Friends Work !!
My tears are flowing for you As my mind wonders and heart beats My body is nothing without you And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry And my thoughts weaken and try to forget I feel like nothing without you The beats within my chest were real, Something that no one will ever steal When there is nothing without you But as I try to forget you more and more My body grows weaker and begins to wear Mind floats, rises to react I know I'm nothing without you...

A Friends Work !!
Heart makes one fall in love, heart flutters whenever it see's love, heart shudders at the touch of love, it breaks when it fails in love, but yet it never misses a beat for it lives not for itself but for everyone around that depend on it to live on.

Mutant
I really hate those "certain foods cause cancer" reports. Is there anything left out there that wouldnt cause me to die a painful death? My mother was on a train passing Chernobyl the night the whole accident happened, and I just hate thinking about that. Growing up, we didn't leave the house without a Geiger meter. All food was measured by my dad for radiation, even in the "no food" times. And yet still no massive cancer attacks from that shit. We have accidentally camped out once on a burial ground for cattle that died of Anthrax. And nada. We had rains that tasted sour and turned your clothes a different color. Cancer? Nope. So people should stfo about that food cancer crap.

Some Pointers
well, i just have to sit down and have a stern talking with myself, lmfao... who the hell knows what is going on in my life these days? a lot of crap, let me tell you that... i'm NOT going into detail with anyone on it, and if you are a part of it just keep your f&ckin mouth shut cause i really don't want to hear about it any more ( you KNOW who you are!!!) AND if you're not part of it, don't ask... i'm working a lot lately, trying to catch up my child support so i can see devlin.... yes i know that it is against the law keeping him from me for that reason, so don't give me advice... just if you wanna know anything, ask in a private message... my shoutbox always goes fast and i generally ignore it, no i don't wanna talk on yahoo, just send me a private message and if you absolutely MUST catch my attentions... leave photo comments... hint hint, ( i love to know what people think, intriging-sp?-) other than that, i'm in a pretty good mood today thanks to medicinal herbs, lol

Balance....
"The Goddess and God are equal; neither is higher or more deserving of respect. Though some Wiccans focus their rituals toward the Goddess and seem to forget the God entirely, this is a reaction to centuries of stifling patriarchal religion, and the loss of acknowledgement of the feminine aspect of divinity. Religion based entirely on feminine energy, however, is as unbalanced and unnatural as one totally masculine in focus. The ideal is a perfect balance of the two. The Goddess and God are equal, complementary." Taken from "Wicca A Guide For The Solitary Practitioner" by Scott Cunningham I like this statement because I am seeking balance in my life. It seems I have always been searching for balance.

My Mom Is Cancer Free
RECAP OF RECENT BLOG---MY MOMS SURGERY The surgery went well,very well~! The Dr's actually found a third one to remove...But she is home and trying to get some sleep~! Best news is she is Cancer free.... Thank you all for your prayers~!~!

Fun
ANTICIPATION Pulses racing my breath on your neck my lips on your ears whispering seductively, as my hands slide around your waste You lean arched back butt pressing against me to feel my excitement as my tongue strokes your neck for that first sweet taste Like a guide you take my hands and slowly move them down your thighs I feel you tremble as my thumbs reach the warmth of your pussy I slowly move my big hands up your tummy to cup your soft breast take your chin and turn your head look deep into your eyes as I begin to lick my lips we kiss U turn around into my arms I grasp your neck and slowly slide my hand down to the small of your back then grab your ass ever so firmly as I slowly squeeze it tighter and tighter pressing you against my throbbing hard dick Kitchen table, the wall, floor, on the ceiling you take your pick.

Calling All Bbw Bombers
We have one of our family members in a contest on my page actually. Going to need all the help she can get!! I can't help because I am the host on my page but I need everyone else to go leave as many comments as possible please!!

Depression Is When Something Is Pressing You.
My response to a MUMM where a girl said she tried to commit suicide. I don't believe antidepressants are always the answer. Here are my words of wisdom (I just by chance found these quotations today when I was hanging out at the bookstore)..... "Depression is the surface manifestation of a deep, multilayered dynamic. It is painful beyond what those who have not experienced it can imagine, yet it covers for even more experiences that need to be unearthed and healed." "If you use the times of relief that anti-depressants provide to look deeply into your life, they will be an aid to you. If you use them to return to the same unexamined life that created your depression, they will be a crutch that you will find increasingly undependable." "Depression, like every painful experience, brings your attention to what needs to be changed in you, by you." "Every personality in the Earth school has lessons to learn and gifts to give." -Gary Zukav, author of Soul To Soul. I sha

One For You ,one For Me!!!
>PECANS IN THE CEMETERY >On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just >inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of >nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the >nuts. > >"One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," >said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. > >Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he >thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to >investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for >you, one for me." > >He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just >around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. > >"Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan >and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." > >The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." >When the boy insisted though, th

Men
I have always owned up to my mistakes in a relationship, but why is it so much harder for some men to do so? Why is it so hard for some men to be up front and honest? Why do some men want to always take the blame out on the woman for their own mistakes? I would never say that I am perfect because I know I'm not perfect by far. I am however woman enough to say when I am at fault.Can anyone answer any of these questions? Just remember I stated some men not all. Please no rude comments, let's just be logical.

Oink Oink Baby
What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means Your eating style is gluttonous. If you like something, you're going back for seconds... no matter how full you are! You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall. Your taste in food tends to be pretty flexible. You may crave sushi one night, and your favorite childhood recipe the next. You belong to a class that's all your own. You resist rules and traditions of any sort. You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you. You are laid back and extremely easygoing. You never make a fuss, and you try to enjoy every moment. What Does Your Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Say About You?

So Whatcha Want?
i see a lot of profiles (or PERV them, as Alex likes to poke at me about), and one thing that seems to come up a lot is girls claiming that there are no good guys left out there, and wondering where they are... And at first, i wanted to say "they are out there", but then i realized im not even sure what they mean by good ones anymore...so I will give it a shot here... A good guy is nice, generous, humurous, romantic, respectful, sensitive, strong, confident, open minded, helpful, communicative, intelligent, understanding, energetic, loving, healthy, sweet, honest, trustworthy, trusting, and disease free... A good guy cooks for you, cleans, does the laundry, takes out the garbage, goes shopping with you, brings you gifts, talks with you, listens to you, watches your favorite movies with you, rubs your feet, lights candles for you, paints the house as you like it, mows the lawn, puts the seat down, tells you YOU are the most beautiful woman in the room, loves you for who you ar

The Art Of Kissing
Sensuous lips move across your lover's body as he waits the kiss that is bound by love Opening his heart to express all he feels you join with him as lovers should Sweet kisses are rained upon his face his glorious touch you cannot wait Gently touching and caressing your breasts his pulse quickens deeply upon your intent You caress his chest with your sweet loving lips he beckons for you to continue with this You want to make his wishes come true He reaches for you and your heart skips a beat This is the moment that your heart has been waiting for He touches your face and caresses your neck and gently runs his fingers down the length of your back The feel of his tongue inside your sweet mouth sends fireworks straight to your heart He loves you, you know its true He opens his heart to love all of you He looks into your eyes and the love that is there is by far what he desires above all He touches your hand and moves towards you Showing his dreams and inte

All This Suffering
I'm at a loss for words, there's nothing to say I sit in silence wondering what led me to this place How did my heart become so lifeless and cold Where did the passion go? When all my efforts seem like chasing wind I've used up all my strength and there's nothing left to give I've lost the feeling and I'm numb to the core I can't fake it anymore. Here I am at the end I'm in need of resurrection Only You can take this empty shell and raise it from the dead What I've lost to the world what seems far beyond redemption You can take the pieces in Your hand and make me whole again You speak and all creation falls to its knees You raise Your hand and calm the waves of the raging sea You have a way of turning winter to spring Make something beautiful out of all this suffering Here I am once again I'm in need of resurrection Only You can take this empty shell and raise it from the dead What I've lost to the world what seems far beyond redemption You have a way o

Your One True Woman
i wanted to say thanks two alot of people especially cassandra who has stuck by my side threw everything no matter weather it was good our bad you make life worth living its been a long couple of years but its your friendship and love honesty loyalness thats been wonderfull a man could never ever ask for some one as special as you even though were miles across the sky our lives have become one in trillion i want the whole world to know just how proud i am of you no one will ever take this terriffic womans place i love you with my heart soul love forever always michael boat man@ fubar

Wtf Friends?
So I post and stickey something and my suppossed friends take shots at my friends all night when I sleep. WTF? I frickin move today and tomorrow and I need to wake up in tears because my suppossed friends are taking shots at innocent people who never asked for my help? WTF is right! Do me a favor, if you decided you want to take shots at people I actually give a shit about, remove me as a friend. I don't need jerks being nasty at others expense on my bulletins, profile, blogs or anything. They deserve respect and have been nothing but good friends to me. Get out from behind the keyboard, act like a real person instead of a fake asshole. Stop using Fubar as your place to be tough. In real life you would never stand a frickin chance with me because my friends are true to me. I have had enough of people being so cold, rude and innapropriate on here.

Doctors
Hi, Just a follow on from the mumm I did at the weekend. For anyone who didn't see it, it was asking whether I should go to A&E at the weekend about a lump in my left boob... Anyway, I did and they thought it was a cyst and to see the doctor later in the week if it's not gone. Well, it hasn't although not so painful now. Sooooo, I went to the doctors this morning and they've given me antibiotics and are referring me to the hospital for a full check up but not to worry this is procedure. I have posted this as I've had a number of people asking how I am - so thank you everyone :) Tracey x PS: don't forget to rate this, may as well get something out of it lol...

Porn Star?
I think I could do porn. I mean, I've seen the types of guys that are in them. I know I'm not theatrical movie material, I just don't have the "IT" quality. But Porn...I'd like to think I'm above average in the porno looks category. The look. Take Peter North. He's cheesy with a hint of dork. I could totally pull that off. The body. You don't have to be an Adonis or even a Lexington Steele to be in porn. Next to Ron Jeremy I am a sexy muh' fugga. The name. This is the easiest part. There are many ways to address this. You could go with the blatant porn star names like Dick Rambone and Randy Spears. How bout taking a celebrity name and giving it a twist like Michael J. Cox or Johnny Depth. Lastly you could use the time tested method of pet dogs name and street you grew up on. I'm totally cool being "Bouncer Michigan". Tool of the Trade. This is the part that I thought would keep me out of the porn industry. I'm no John Holmes.....

Bra And Panty Contest
Who is the Hottest Brother? YOU DECIDE! Click the picture and rate for who you think is the Hottest Brother! Big Brother... or Little Brother... The LOSER must pose in a bra and panties and put their picture on THE FU! WOOT! Help settle this Battle of the Egos and... Folder will be open until Sunday night at 12pm Eastern! (9pm FU TIME) (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~' on '2008-03-28 07:26:24') (repost of original by 'NYHA **owned by ~¢¾ Miss Vee ¢¾' on '2008-03-28 07:33:06') (repost of original by '~JoJo Da Lette~Looney Juggalo's Naughty Wifey~Lvr2Pebbles~' on '2008-03-28 07:39:01') (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~' on '2008-03-28 07:46:19') (repost of original by 'Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones' on '2008-03-28 07:50:11') (repost of original by '♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫

Just For A Laugh
If you think life is bad..... How would you like to be an egg? You only get laid once. You only get eaten once. It takes four minutes to get hard. Only two minutes to get soft. You share your box with 6 other guys But worst of all.. the only chick that ever sat on your face was your mother!!! So cheer up, Your life ain't that bad!!!! Pass it around to someone who you feel can use a good lay, Oops....I mean day!!!!!

My Name Is Indigo Montoya...
Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride "Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic What Movie Is Your Love Life Like? PERfectly Romantic, huh? *smiles big*

Friends
well its another day of the online world and i see that when things go wrong in real life after you meet someone here and it dont work out the ones who were your friends arent there anymore.... kinda sad i hear well call me well the road goes both ways you can call me too... i do miss my old friends and all but since january nothing on here has been the same.... it seems no one talks anymore... but i knew it would come down to this so i am saying bye to all that dont talk anymore or depend on me to make the effort all the time... those of you on my list dont take this wrong or that im being a bitch im just stating how i feel... so see you all around....

My Thoughts And Direction
Do not confuse my generosity or acts of kindness with me being weak. If I go out of my way for you, its because I would appreciate the same consideration from you one day. Put effort where your words are, talk it cheap, and I am not buying. If I am quiet, its not that I have nothing to say. I am waiting for you to stop talking. Just because I gave you a compliment does not mean I want to sleep with you (ok, not always, lol) If you run, thinking I will follow you may soon find yourself alone. There is a difference between want and need, I may “want” you but I certainly don’t “need” you. Its never too late to start over. You will not get a second chance to make a first impression. Success is getting what you want. Happiness is wanting what you get. You can’t get ahead while trying to get even. I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody. Successful people are always looking for opportunities to help others.

Truest Devotion
Sometimes we wonder what devotion really is. We ponder how we can show it, or grab hold of it from another. However Devotion is something not easily learned. It comes from somewhere deeper then just wanting to show or learn, it comes from deeper then a consious thought. True Devotion comes from reaction, and a instantanious movement of the mind to perform without thinking, to react when needed and to do your job as taught. However as soldiers know this devotion at times can lead to death. Their devotion to their comrades in arms, to their buddies who have become like brothers and sisters is beyond what most people can ponder even for a moment. To have not walked as a soldier the miles they tread, to have not worn the colors of camoflage day in and day out, not many ever will do. While their uniforms provide protection, they also provide a mental state which few will ever obtain. Their uniforms while bland and uniform with all those near them, is something hard to describe to another

Hillary Clinton The Bosnian Commando
NOTE: This was taken from my blog at Bloghi.com but I thought it was worthwhile to post here too. Understand that If you like Hillary Clinton, I will most likely hate you lol. Hillary Clinton The Bosnian Commando As many of you already know, Hillary (the stupid bitch hole) Clinton made statements the other day about how when she was in Bosnia, she was under fire from enemy troops. She went into some serious detail about these events and painted a picture of horror and fear of her close calls while landing at the airport. Well, 100% of what she said that day have been proven to be a lie and what was her response when confronted with her bold faced lie to the entire world? She said that she made a mistake because she wasn't getting enough sleep. Now I have never proclaimed myself the most intelligent man on earth but even a donkey with one eye and no ears could understand that lack of sleep could not cause such an elaborate lie. Do any of you assholes actually believe that she c

Dark House
Welcome Brothers and Sisters. Tis in the Dark House we are all family. We must respect one another and treat eachother like family. One only needs those of like minds and spirits to help strenghthen in time of need. Though we are in different parts of this big world we walk the same path as those around us in this house. Though our paths were different we are ultimately led to eachother. We all walk the path of darkness seeking one of like mind and soul. We should tak the time we have and talk to eachother and learn what each person is like, though most of us will find out we're all the same, but by knowing our brothers and sisters we shell bring a closer bond to the family. Our strength lies within the bonds we form. Only then can we truly see what the Dark House means. Blood Mother ~Shadow Sliders~ House of Dark~

Why Bother
Stay here and fight Why Bother They don't like me Why Bother Try to be your friend Why Bother Continue to be nice Why Bother Continue to care Why Bother So please can someone tell me Why should I bother anymore?

?????
I tried to be nice You threw it back in my face I tried to be a friend You started ignoring me I tried being sweet You ruined that too I tried to care about you You don't care for me I tried to respect you You threw that away I tried to be there for youYou stopped letting me in. So i need to know why should I try anymore.

The Fisherman?
The sun's rays come calling Foreclosing on winter's frost The sounds of life awaken With the return of a season lost Water lapping upon the shore Shrouded by a misty fog Nightcrawlers peeking out From beneath a dew drenched log Cloaked by dense green tules In a boat solely manned I am the stealthy fisherman My rod and reel in hand I can feel you gently biting Nibbling my tasty treat You strike with such accuracy Then wisely you retreat Hunger over powers caution Snap! secured upon my hook Let the scrimmage begin Penance for the bait you took Twisting, flopping. fighting As I draw you to the shore Your tenacity exudes maturity You’ve played this game before A desperate attempt at freedom From your watery den you bound Good lord I’ve caught Old Bassy Your reputation is renowned Fret not my aquatic friend Your legacy is safe with me A quick snip of my line I most graciously set you free Surely I will tell this story But much to my dismay

Contest Starts Today@ 5:00 Pm Est
Hello to ALL FUBAR Family & FRIENDS & MY AWESOME Fubomber FAMILY!! I am entered in a CONTEST KIDS! It starts at 5:00 PM EST TODAY!!!!(3/29/07) I have a link to the Contest Host, the AWESOME "PassionMan!!" http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1145479 This is a 7 day contest.. My Tat is the Scorpion on my left shoulder, the long Blonde hair in front of my shoulder... Please click on the Tat Contest folder @ 5:00 PM EST... and show as much love as often as YOU can! I appreciate your participation in advance! I LOVE YOU ALL!! MUAAAAZ!!! She's A Proud FUBOMBER~Fu-Wifey to Sleazy Rider~ Manager/Trainer~Fubomber Family

Accident Too
So rather than explain what happeened to everyone individually, thought i would let you all know at the same time, and the longer i am sitting/standing iy hurts s lot more, with my brokn ribs long conversations are out of the question being it it hust so badly. . So here is he short version, Went out with friends wed night for few drinks on west side, on way home changing tunes and looked up oyslledand the light was red< and there was a dump druck in frony of me. I vever had a chance to hit the brakes and was doing around 40mph. The dump truck won in case you were wondering :) My GMC Jimmy is totalledd though. I smelled gas, and climbed out and passed ut on the median from a concusion. rst of the right is a blur, but ended up with broken eye socket, both naasal cavaties broke, broken nose, punctureatrial broken jaw bone, multiple broken ribs, i can personally couny 4, broken right wrist, broken right ulna, broken clavickle, and a punctured right knee, something went stait in a

Bleeding Love ♥
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, m

Bless The Broken Road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Now I'm just rolling home Into my lover's arms This much

Deep Shit
Well, just got my letter in the mail, I did get over the limit, 0.200 I am fucked. Gonna loose my job, wont be able to drive for a year, minimal 5 days in jail, this fucking sux. I have nobody to blame for myself I know, but, damn this sux.

Hand In Hand
A river of night runs threw me, filling the gulf of my empty soul Living this life of nothingness, my heart has grown bitter cold The flames that my soul once fed upon, burned out deep inside me I want to show you my my world, I want you to understand, me I want you to see Walk with me hand in hand into my land of my dispair Where the blood rain stains your skin, and a thick scent of death in the air I look in your face, I see it fill with fear I caress my thumb along your cheek, I wipe away your fallen tear Don't cry for me, I am done failing you No more pain I will put you through Reach out to me, feel my heartache It hemorages from all the pain I cause, I fear its my life i should take See me for what I am, a soulless carcass fading away My love I wish you to go, please do not stay It is time for me to go, to let go of the past this final breath will be my last I lay my head in your lap, i lie down to rest I close my eyes and accept my fate, as i walk aw

Hiatus
I need a break from the internet. The real world is starting to catch up to me. Anyway, I think most of you know how to reach me (-cough=cell-cough), if not just leave me a message and I'll try and get you a contact number asap. Hhmmm this blog almost sounds likea dirty dirty ad on craig's list, anyway, back into hibernation I go. xoxo decadent

Please Help ...
Hi all ~ I rarely ask for anything but I am all alone trying to help a dear friend of mine to win a Happy Hour .. could ya would ya pretty please go by and leave a rate and a few comments for her .. It ends 4/4 and I am limited on time to help her next week on this . Anything you can do is more than appreciated. If you send me a private message with what ya did i will come by and show ya some love right back.

Cake - Never There
I need your arms around me I need to feel your touch I need your understanding I need your love so much You tell me that you love me so You tell me that you care But when I need you (baby) Baby, you're never there On the phone long, long distance always through such strong resistance First you say you're too busy I wonder if you even miss me Never there You're never there You're never ever ever ever there A golden bird that flies away A candle's fickle flame To think I held you yesterday Your love was just a game (x2) You tell me that you love me so You tell me that you care But when I need you (baby) Baby Take the time to get to know me If you want me why can't you just show me We're always on this roller coaster If you want me why can't you get closer Never there You're never there You're never ever ever ever there (x2)

Taking My Own Advice
I ran across this mumm today.. and it really hit home..please read it.. here is what I left for a comment.... So, I will be turning off the computer more and turning my life back on..I think you all need to do that a little more each day.. BY THE WAY.. do you Fubar addicts know where your children are?

Why Are People Such Assholes??
Ok..I wanna know why people have to sit there and make up shit about me, when they don't know shit about me. Honestly...its like ok...GET A FUCKING LIFE!! Stop trying to make me out to be the bad guy when your the one that is fucked up in the head and a loser. Your the one who sleeps around with nasty easy women. and your going to sit there and talk shit on me...I dare anyone to fuck with me. I will make your life a living hell. So grow the hell up and stay out of my life and leave me alone! You know who you are too. You think you know, but you have no idea... Just venting...sorry to sound mean.

Fubar's Military Personnel
If you know of military personnel who are on Fubar, will you PLEASE send me their information...I want to start a special section dedicated to them. I want to show our military that we appreciate them. Please Please send me any of your friends, fans, etc that you know are military. And if they are deployed at this time, please make a note to me of that. Thank You and God Bless and Keep our Troops safe! Please stop by their pages and show them our love and support! cfduane4@ fubar akkelly_rebel@ fubar soldier52084@ fubar soldier2904@ fubar tiger2you69@ fubar mpstud@ fubar saki01@ fubar dvldog97@ fubar gunnery sgt@ fubar little johnny07@ fubar baghdad iraq@ fubar

Lately
well i know pl been wanderin y i havent been around lately. well im in the myth of gettin a iyte tiogether with a homie and been doin alot of research. havent had time to be on here that much. yea i vbeen online on here but thst dont mean nothin.... on top of that my uncle is goin down hill with cancer so its takin even more of a toll on me... and im not goin into the rest ill let that out when its time sry but i jus cant say yet...... well if yall want come t http://www.1024kill.fm and ill be there and for my tru fam out there lov yall guys mmfwcl

Inside Out
I have watched you from the shadows. I have called to you before you knew me. I have touched you before you touched me. I have always been with you inside. I have waited for you to open up to me. I have cried many nights from taking in your pain. I have searched for you for years. I have found you without you knowing. I have always loved you deep inside your heart. I have stood beside you in hard times. I have been the truth behind the lies. I have seen you do things that others have not. I have craved for you with never knowing. I have melted your heart with just a smile. I have been the good in your life when all else was bad in it. I AM YOU DEEP INSIDE I WILL STAND BY YOU THROUGH IT ALL IN BAD AND GOOD TIMES AND EVERY TEAR THAT FALLS FROM YOUR EYES WILL BE SHED UPON MY SOUL FOR I AM YOU AS YOU ARE ME DEEP INSIDE. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THIS BUT IT IS TRUE FOR I CAN'T HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS THAT ARE BURNING DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL FOR Y

How Could You?
You said "How could you?" You thought I was trying to hurt you But you misunderstood. How could I... love you for a million years call you after an eternity forgive you 70 x7 try and try pour out my love open my soul want you still? And how could you... slam the door ignore my cries listen to me pounding on the door, and not open it? How could YOU?

Mother Earth Doesn't Need Us, We Need Her.
Mother Earth was formed long before humans were created. She lived peacefully without us. We were welcomed to live in her womb. With that invitation, she did not ask us to bring her gifts. Instead, she gave US gifts. The gifts of air, water, and food are only a few to name. Have we said thank you with our polluting her? Have we said thank you with our neglecting her pleas for us to treat her with respect? She has no voice we can hear. She speaks to us through her actions. Global warming is not her rage. Global warming is a result of the tears she cries because of her frustration with the human race. She will thrive when we are gone, reinventing herself for new experiences without us. We, as humans, need to do the responsible thing and make changes for the better. We ought to show our love and respect for our Mother Earth. Without her, we were nothing. Without her, we ARE nothing. I was inspired to write this after watching How The Earth Was Made on The History Channel yeste

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
Ok here's the situation. My sister has Mesothelioma and it is in her lung going into her spine. She came across this while haveing arm trouble. She couldnt use it. Well here is the weird part I had trouble with my right arm yrs ago. And where she has the cancer is where I had a epidoral to kill the nerves in my spine cause i couldnt take the pain. Do you think that its just dumb luck that we both had simmular problems and even in the same area of the spine ???? I am kind of afraid to be checked. But cancer does run in my family !

3/30/08
March 30th Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout is pimping out these fine young ladies! If they aren't yet your friends, take care of that NOW! These ladies are awesome, everyone go show them some hot lovin! BBW Goddess ¢¾ Summer ¢¾ ~U.K~Levellers~&~Brit~Bomber~4~Stalker~&~ Owner~of~Alexander~the~Great~@ fubar Twisted and Transparent Are YOU a bad girl? Let the Sarge know if you think you're bad enough: Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar This Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout is brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess@ fubar P.S. Girls are picked by the Sarge.

Firechief
Ok so I'm at odds with firechief. He seems to think that it's ok to treat women the way he does, well guess what it's not. So now I'm asking for the help of females on fubar. If firechief(2nd alarm hotties) has ever said any sexual things to you or has been belligerent to you please contact me by fu-mail. I'm tired of his BS and I don't wanna see any more women on fubar be the victims of his disgusting ways. So send me lots of screen shots so I can show all the women of fubar who he really is. Thanks Shell

Irish Birth Control
Mrs. Donovan was walking down O'Connell Street in Dublin when she met up with Father Flaherty. The Father said, 'Top o' the mornin' to ye! Aren't ye Mrs. Donovan and didn't I marry ye and yer hoosband 2 years ago?' She replied, 'Aye, that ye did, Father.' The Father asked, 'And be there any wee little ones yet?' She replied, 'No, not yet, Father.' The Father said, 'Well now, I'm going to Rome next week and I'll light a candle for ye and yer hoosband.' She replied, 'Oh, thank ye, Father.' They then parted ways. Some years later they met again. The Father asked, 'Well now, Mrs. Donovan , how are ye these days?' She replied, 'Oh, very well, Father!' The Father asked, 'And tell me, have ye any wee ones yet?' She replied, 'Oh yes, Father! Three sets of twins and 4 singles, 10 in all!' The Father said, 'That's wonderful! How is yer loving hoosband doing?' She replied, 'E's gone to Rome to blow out yer fookin' candle.

1st Hall Of Fame :3/30/08
Heres the first members of my Hall Of Fame these are the first 9 i'll update and add 9 more next week according to there Hall Of Fame progress ...there meaning potenial HOF candidates

Sfw Salute!
here's your chance to get a SFW salute from me! Buy me something like a ticker, blast.. etc and i will make you a salute. if you buy me a happy hour i will do a NSFW salute if you just wanna give me love, lemme know and i will return the love :)

People Wonder Why I'm Gonna Be A Nun...
Ok, seriously! I was supposed to have a date today with this guy who has been asking me out for 3 months and I finally say yes. No big deal, just lunch, maybe a picnic or something, wasn’t my idea, was all his. He was all excited I finally said yes...called me yesterday afternoon, asked if we were still on for today, but the call kept dropping because he was in an area without very good cell service, so I was like, just call me later. 9pm rolls around and nothing. So at about 9:30 i sent him a message like, am i supposed to plan my day around some imaginary date?? He’s like, no not at all - I reply so what time, where, etc etc, and nothing - wasnt until about Midnight-ish he replies saying sorry I didnt have much service where i was all night, I will call you in the morning. Morning rolls around...we’re both online, not even a hello. I sent him a message around 1pm, cuz I wanted to be a bitch, cuz I was pissed off, saying, since I haven’t heard from you, I made plans today, an

Sexiness
I have offically came to the conclusion, that physical beauty outweighs mental beauty. I myself find this to be a sad sad thing. Physical beauty wears off, age and gravity take over. Mental beauty is what lasts. I wonder if someone on here had a page with no sexy pics and had all kinds of blogs posted about stuff they beleived in, or stuff like that. If they'd get any rates. Yes I am the biggest hypocrit on this subject, I pay more attention to the good lookin people than the not so good looking. Which is something I am trying to change. Thanks for reading!! CARPE DIEM

Missing My Soul Mate
You come to me in my dreams at night hair flowing in the wind moon light dancing off your skin a soft voice in the wind calls to my heart, come to me my love...find me my beloved... i see u there in all your beautiful glory... so full of life and love... you reach your hand out to me, and softly whisper to come...do not fear me for tis u who calms my heart.. u promise to love me forever, and dance with me in the silver moonlight... a single tear startes to fall upon my cheek, and as u slowly bend down to kiss it from my face, i hear u say to my heart...no more tears my love for i will keep u safe in my arms... and as you kiss away this tear my beautiful angel reveals his magnifcant black wings, and wraps them lovingly around me... from the beginning of time we danced upon sandy shores...and once again we shall dance again... i dremt of you so long ago, i called for you ever since, am i wrong for constantly searching for you and craving your very scent??? I

Lesson Learned From Elders...
i am a certified nurses aid...i do both home care, private duty and nursing home... lending a simple helping hand to an elder of mine... compassion at a basic level... the simpelist of love given freely... i sit and listen to their lifes adventures... some i admire... some i feel sorry for... i realize i dont want to be one who walks around saying i wish i did this and i wish i did that.... i will...am...and shall alwyas be a person who says I DID THAT!!!!

Mar 30, 2008
today was a beautiful spring day...u can see the changing of the seasons on a day like this...the crocuses are blooming, the air is warm but the wind is strong and nippy... if u close your eyes u can smell the green of the grass, the smell of the trees starting to bud, the new flowers fighting theier way to survive... i hear the sound of so many ppl who finally have the chance to uncover those motorcycles!!!! filling the tanks, starting them up...and feeling the freedom of the wind in their face... letting their souls take flight... i learned years ago how to ride i started out riding a KTM 125 dirt bike...i also used to ride a CBR 600... and no i am not one of the ones who sat on the back and held on for dear life...I WAS THE ONE who sat on my own...and rode with my best friend and mate... keeping up with him ... learning to let my own soul fly high... i found my self taking my beautiful daughter to the local park and going creak walking... and every time i hear

My Son Can
MY SON CAN My son can stand tall with his leg braces and someone to support him so he won't fall My son can sit if you help him and hold him tight My son can speak with his eyes, his smiles, and his mystique My son can love and believe me that is a gift from above My son can be your friend all he needs is a helping hand There are so many things my son can do if you believe in him, as I do Because without belief and hope and understanding We would all fail And what a shame to not have even tried Because, in trying, we can say I truly did my best And what more can anyone ask?

The New Unknown.
A sea of grey approaches the tranquil sands of my youth. Innocence was swallowed by sorrow. Hope was drowned by a deluge of suffering. The thirsty cracked dirt drank the bitter liquid of defeat, the empty, peaceful wastes rapidly becoming coast... I sat there, watching from the edge. The greedy sea stretching for my bare toes. Wanting to drag me under, a riptide with no promising emptiness to hide in. Only the overbearing thickness pulling me under. The dread downpour of a tidal wave. Hurricanes. Typhoons. It's all gathering, spiraling, waiting for me. I never asked it to come this close. I never asked for my paradise to be devoured by the unwelcome unkind. I never asked for this. The sea cackles, toying, advancing, retreating, giddy with its flowing promise of a threat. Meanwhile, what is needed to battle this, what is meant to destroy, I have left bound, screaming and snarling, to the outside of a cage. He must not leave the under-id unchecked. Not yet. Not

Working Together
I want to take this opportunity to say "hello" to all the dj staff and welcome all the new djs to the Unholy Confessions dj family. The schedule and all changes will now be posted here so, please stop by to check any changes that may have been made. The lounge is ever growing and we are trying to keep the radio going in the same direction and that is where the help of all our djs come in. With the likes and interests of different djs we can keep the radio fun and interesting. The more help we have the more fun we can have ....like, games, contests, and whatever else we can think up. The goal is to have fun!! In order to do this we need EVERYONE to do their part. We need to keep the lines of communication open and have consideration of others. All djs should have each others yahoo addresses and now we will be using this site. If there is an address you don't have get in contact with Rellik and he can give it to you. If there isn't a shift that you can't make, please make every

House
Just a heads up, this will come off as one angry rant. Anyway, everyday at work I see couples come and go, that's nothing new I'm a cashier I see all kinds of people. That's not the point here tho, I'm sick and tired of seeing couples playing house. It's annoying and yeah I probably sound bitter, but I'm sick of it. It's getting on my last nerve. I mean honestly how long does a girl have to wait to feel that? I don't mean the whole playing house shit 'cause that's a little extreme but I mean all the lovey dovey crap girls are always fucking drooling over. I think it'd be nice to feel that for the first time, you know, someone to hold hands with and all that jazz. Skip all the sex bullshit I just wanna fucking cuddle for the first time. I know, it's wishful thinking, me wanting my first real boyfriend, but hey, I had to get it out :) thanks, that's all I got.

Wanna Fu-own Me?
WANNA FIND OUT JUST HOW SWEET I AM? THEN CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW AND BID !!!! Thes are the things I am offering: 1. Owned by in my name for a month! 2. 11's on your photos during HH! 3. Stash rated thumbs up during HH! 4. SWF Salute! 5. Profile Comment everyday During HH! 6. Gift and a drink everyday! 7. Rate all blogs during HH! 8. #1 Spot in my friends list for 1 month! 9. Spot in my family permanent! 10. Blog just for my owner! 11. Photo Folder personally yours! 12. Link of your profile on my profile for 1 month! Current bid is at 200k as of 4/9/08 I will add 10 customized name tags of your choosing if I see better bids! There are a few in my photos (Default and made for friends album) SWEET THING AUCTION BROUGHT TO YOU BY: babygirl_01 owned by 'Lisa' fu girlfriend to Frosty!@ fubar

Sign Up/new Contest!
It's time for me to host another contest! Fairy Tales and Picket Fences! HAHA! I am an UBER CHEESY girl! (As if you didn't know this already!) The pic can be a salute, a tag, a graphic, a poem ...anything you have put together to help Tappinit and I celebrate....US! *roll eyes now* So the only requirements are that it includes our names... ~Tappinit & PebblesinAZ~ ...and is SFW! The contest will be open for 4 weeks and there will be lots of prizes to be won! Most Rates will win $50 however you wish to Fu spend it! Second in rates will receive $20 however you wish to Fu spend it! Third in rates will receive $200,000 FUBUCKS! Most Comments will win $50 however you wish to Fu spend it! Second in comments will receive $20 however you wish to Fu spend it! Third in comments will receive $200,000 FUBUCKS! I will leave the contest folder open and accessible by everyone BUT...the contestant with the most F/A/R referrals will also receive a BLING PACK &

Blah
everyone talks about the light and the dark, good and evil... BLAH BLAH BLAH but why does everyone seem to think that just beacuse it's dark it's evil and the light is good? We all have both in us and we need to understand the balance it takes to contol it. Or better yet just accept it for what it is, life with all the ups and downs.

Whiiineeeeeeeeee (not The Good Kind)
I have to be away from my man for almost two months?? Im gonna die up in here!! I miss im so much and it's only been like 4 days... :( me sad. me real sad. Me want steven

People Like Me
Everyone needs a wake up call from time to time. Everyone needs that push in the right direction. Everyone needs to realize that who is real and who likes to play real, who needs help, and who needs to just shut the fuck up. You don't have to act tough to be a tough guy. It's the people like me that you shouldn't fuck with You don't have to dress a certain way or act a certain way for people like me to think that your beautiful!! the ones who strike without warning, the people who sit there and take it then one day explode and everyone is sitting and wondering "what in the hell happend?" there are some people out there who act tough for credit of any kind, so people will respect them, but deep down inside they aren't tough at all. they are scared. fear does strange things to people.it makes them think they are crazy. it makes them think that they are tough. it makes them think that the whole world revolves around them, and when they realize that it doesn't, they don't know what to

Naughty Gurl
you sit their strokin you long hard plump cock fully extended in you hand and think of my gurl rubbin her tits against mine slowly moving down til her tongue runs in circles around my belly button slowly and seductively moving south to my nice warm spot and she flutters her tongue between my lips causing my hips to arch and her tongue to fully extend between my lips and fluttering the inner walls of my clit my man walks into the room and sees that i am being seducted by another woman and instantly becomes hard at first he is lost for words but then i ask him to join in and send both my new lover and myself into a sexual state of excstasty he removes his cloths and starts on my chest suckin nibblin on my nipples god i want to scream for more i grab my lover by her head and pull her head farther into my wet pussy we trade places and i begin to eat her out fully aroused and passed the point of saying no i can't take no more my man walks around pulls my plump ass up in the air causing me t

Are You Presenting Real Talk?
we are on here for fun and release from the daily b/s we deal with ever day, "right"? then why the fucc are alot of people rating and commenting false ? no matter be tru to your words .... vuase even if no one can c u or my never know who u r , they still want the truth ..... simply because no matter what tale you spend withen fu~bar the people around them will tell them the truth..... so if you are here and you say you're real be real or get the fucc on ....... alway's been me always will.. hate my blog or lluv it i " REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCC"!!!!

Hope
It has been a while since things seemed to go right for me. I have been going through a lot recently and been trying to face things that are ending and pick up the scattered pieces and put them back together. Thanks to a couple of really GREAT friends...things are starting to finally look up for me. I know, I know...patience is a virtue and I plan to have just that...but I feel like something is finally going my way!!! It's about damn time...I wanna be happy too...and so far that I am!!!

The Story
She was standing there again. I get up, looking out of my bathroomwindow and I see the woman standing there. She's too far away to recognize, but I know it's her. I feel it. Since I've got nothing else to do, I decide to check her out. Take a closer look. So I get dressed and leave, if I'm wrong I can also go to the baker's shop. When I close my front door I put my scarf up a little, trying to protect myself from the cold. I walk around the corner and I'm disappointed when I see she's not there anymore. The tree she was under is now deserted. There's noone around. Was it my imagination? I decide to continue my walk, lost in thoughts. "Don't you know me anymore?" This voice... it's her. For a second I think about running away, but my legs fail. I turn around. "Jane?" Did I say this out loud? Cause I question the strength of my voice, I have a feeling this is only a dream. "Were you following me the last few days? How did you find me?" "Yes, it was me. Do you know what we swore y

Thoughts
ok im so fucking confussed i am a bisexual female and i had a gf and a bf and i broke up with both to be with one person but now that i broke up with the one person i dont know if i should try and get them back because they are married to each other or should i just keep them as my close friends and find someone else i have my eye on someone but i dont know what to do anyway catch yall later

I'm Ok Really But....
Sometimes things aren't what they seem... no matter how much you wanna believe things are one way they aren't always. People who are your friends try to warn you cause they know how much you have been hurt in the past and you don't listen. Funny how when you do some research you end up feelin like a bitch just to find they were always right. But thats ok...just another door closed and the perfect opportunity for this new one to open...so out with the old and in with the new...heres to the hope of a new start!!!!

Materialistic...yep..that's Me :s
Your Expression Number is 8 Driven and ambitious, you have the potential to reach great things. You're both good with money and good at getting things done quickly. You are an excellent leader and a great judge of character. Full of energy and confidence, you undertake projects that seem impossible. Dependable and determined, you are able to understand the bigger picture. Even if you are not in a position of power right now, it will fall to you. At times, you can be very materialistic - and obsessed with status and power. While this isn't always a bad thing, you sometimes take it to the extreme. In order to be truly happy, you must balance the material and spiritual in your life. What's Your Expression Number?

O'rly?
Your Dosha is Pitta You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. What's Your Dosha?

Not Here
Sorry I havent been here,,, Reason....a lot of drama...yet the main reason is...I am getting ready for surgery on Wed afternoon...Getting off my blood thinners has been scary for the surgery... Hoping that after this is all done and a new doctor...that life will be on the right track..... Also waiting to hear if I get my summer place:) So sending Luv to my friends.....Miss ya..... Luv Kelly

Art Sabotage-hakim Bey
ART SABOTAGE STRIVES TO be perfectly exemplary but at the same time retain an element of opacity--not propaganda but aesthetic shock--apallingly direct yet also subtly angled-- action-as-metaphor. Art Sabotage is the dark side of Poetic Terrorism--creation- through-destruction--but it cannot serve any Party, nor any nihilism, nor even art itself. Just as the banishment of illusion enhances awareness, so the demolition of aesthetic blight sweetens the air of the world of discourse, of the Other. Art Sabotage serves only consciousness, attentiveness, awakeness. A-S goes beyond paranoia, beyond deconstruction--the ultimate criticism--physical attack on offensive art-- aesthetic jihad. The slightest taint of petty ego-icity or even of personal taste spoils its purity & vitiates its force. A-S can never seek power--only release it. Individual artworks (even the worst) are largely irrelevant- -A-S seeks to damage institutions which use art to diminish consciousness & profit by delus

Back To The Hospital
Well for those of you who are interested we are going back to the hospital again. Looks like another possibility of surgery again. Hoping that things will turn out better than I think, but anymore I always believe the worst and hope for the best. Prayers for Joey are welcome.

Ready For Love !!
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

If I Was..................................
If i was him would you love me If i did what he did would you stay If i loved like him would u rather lay with me What is it what did i do But all i know is that if i was him That it will all come true But all i know that is Iam going to be true and And you can leave with his crew Iam me and thats how its going to be DAMMIT The one and only Big P But I wonder why i still love you

Iam Losing
losing all I can see. nothing remains. dripping slowly away the tides recede and I stand alone. I look down from the precipice that is my life and wonder where the tides go. will they return to fill my gaping soul? or will the waters dry to flow no more and leave me standing and breathless? all I can do is wait. watching from my precipice, all I can do is wonder.

Iz It Just Me....
Sup pplz! Well after being offline for a few dayz i was actually lookin forward to gettin back online, i mean it wasnt like i missed much really cus the person who means the most to me i communicate in other ways besides the pc. I seriously dont kno why it seems like everytime things seem to be going good or im actually happy for once...it always fails! I kno u shudnt never really trust sumone completely online but after talkin to sumone day in and day out, its hard not to develop feelings and trust is a big one for me! Anutha thing, i just dont kno why sum females like to provoke, or like to try to start childish shyt! I mean grow the fuck up and leave me the hell alone...i wud really hate for simple bytchs to be a reason for me to give up sumone i really care about! For the most part i keep to myself on here, dont bother other females and i am respectful to all friends male and female alike...especially if i kno this persons gf/bf is on the site. Shyt i wud appreciate

Don't Understand Ppl
Ok I'm here on my little soap box and i really have to say i don't understand ppl sometimes!!!! Why do you have to be childish and shit when you have a problem with someone instead of just going to the person and saying "hey FUCK you" i don't like you and either you 2 decide to part ways or you figure out a resolution to the problem? Instead of playing the fucking childish ass games of: "oh well i can do this and i'm going to fuck you up"!!! And another things.........why can't ppl just tell how things are? Why oes everyone feel the need to sugar coat things? WE ARE ADULTS PPL!!!! IF YOU CAN"T HANDLE THE TRUTH AND THE BLUNT FORCE OF THE TRUTH...........LIVE WITH IT!!!!!

Like Toy Soldiers
Step by step, heart to heart Left right left, we all fall down.. Step by step, heart to heart Left right left, we all fall down Like toy soldiers Bit by bit, torn apart We never win, but the battle wages on We're toy soldiers I'm supposed to be the soldier, who never blows his composure Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders I ain't never 'sposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it Even if it means goin toe to toe with the Benzino It don't matter I'd never drag 'em in battles that I can handle 'less I absolutely have to, I'm supposed to set an example I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em If some shit ever does pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em That Ja shit, I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it There's a certain line you just don't cross, and he crossed it I heard him say Hailie's name on a song, and I just lost it It was crazy, the shit went way beyond some Jay-Z and Nas shit And even tho

The Party
Hey guys, Sorry I was a little tied up last week. Well, more like cuffed, and gagged. Through in the fact that I was on a forced kandi flip the entire time. I didn't get any sleep the entire time but the dream stalker made many many visits. Now that is amazing to be all cuffed up, 2 guys raping my little drug body, and my mind teasing and instigating a dream. Walking is still difficult because my legs were chained out so far for so long. Lets don't forget my, jaw, ass, pussy is sore for the constant abuse. Fuck my jaw seems like its broke or torn or something. Luv U Tara

Me
the light is bright, almost blinding i squintto rid the glare and then i see it, all the pain,suffering,guilt i have left in my wake i try to stop it, hands out infront it just keeps comming , pushing forward i struggle, fight it i cant sleep anymore, dreams are to dark twisted are my thoughts i can feel what's next, i can see it try to avoid it but it's like i am supposed to embrace it how can one fight what he is destined to become, a monster the only way to describe it is mans inner most nature natural instincts of man aren't love,peace,or harmony more like death,destruction,disorder,kaos,and abuse i want to say i am a good person, but all the signs say different how can man be this way, how can god be this way

Master Is Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

True Texans
I saw this and wanted to forward to all true Texans for a good laugh. Let me know if you get a good laugh out of this. Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Texas .. If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Texas .. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Texas If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Texas If 'Vacation' means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Texas If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Texas If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Texas If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Texas If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Texas If the speed limit on the highway is 55

If I
if i would tell u what i really want if i would tell u what i really need from u if i would tell u what my wishes are would u give me what i want would u do what i need u to do would u let my wishes become true im affraid to tell u im affraid to ask u i will tell god i will tell him all i will ask him for my wants and needs and wishes im not affraid to tell and ask him he understands me he knows the truth he will make everything happen i can not put my life in ur hands i can not give u my heart i know u will let me die i know u will break my heart i will give my life in gods hands i will give him my heart he dont let me die he dont break my heart why cant u learn from him? he is the best teacher u can learn so much from him and u really need to i learned alredy i learned a long time ago u saw it already u told me in ur words that u saw it but even if u saw it u didnt realize it if i would tell u everything would u listen an

Crack Whores
This crackwhore that mysteriously stays at the hotel I work at brought her lil crack whore baby with her and was showin off to everyone around. Except that I wasn't impressed. Is there a reason why I should be fascinated with her spawn that crawled out of her infested vagina to contaminate the world with those genes once again? Puhleeze, not impressed. She was in my face with that baby, and I just ignored her til she gave me an eye and left. pppfts

Im So Sorry
5 years. And still the hole is so big. The anger, the guilt. The regret. I tried so hard not to let him see me cry. And now its like i just cant stop them from flowing. No matter what i do, i cant kill the pain. Kill the heartache. Kill the memories that cause me to be stuck in this pit of hopelessness. Its not fair. He was a good person, a good friend, a good father. He had so much more to do, so much more to teach me. I should have died. I should have sufferd. I feel like i died with him anyway, things woudl have been better off that way. I dont deserve any of this. I dont deserve to be happy. I dont deserve a good boyfriend and such a good family. I dont even deserve drugs to numb the pain. Im like a leech, a burden. I feel unworthy of everything that i have. Evenmore so since i have such nice things and i dont appreciate them, i waste them. Why would anyone want to care about me when i care so little for myself. I feel like such a dissapointment. Im nothing that i should ha

My Grandbabies
My GrandBabies We were blessed with your presence for awhile Brightening our days and making us smile One beautiful baby girl and handsome baby boy Brought to our world such happiness and joy You'll always be loved and remain in our heart Even though we are heaven and earth apart You'll never know heartache, prejudice or pain And all that comes from the world thats insane You did feel the love in your momma's arms, The safety they gave you from all sorts of harms I grieve for you selfishly as i wanted you here To lavish you with my love and hold you near But it was not meant to be me watching you grow I already miss you both and dearly love you so Someday we'll be together both of you and I And we will walk together hand in hand on the other side...love grandma Debra Sue Winter Copyright ©2008 Debra Sue Winter

So Sorry
So sorry for you that you did not see the beautiful qualites in me.. So Sorry for you that you did not see that beautiful heart within in me. So Sorry for you that you will never know what could have been. Another lesson learned, another fish in the sea. So long..good friend... You will be missing me.

Resurrection
When an angel is sent into the world, he is sent to spread light into a world of darkness. One such angel was discovered and befriended by many, yet the evil that lies within the hearts of those same men and women allowed them to betray him. They cast the spirit of that angel into the fire, thinking they had succeeded in destroying the soul that could help end the darkness - a darkness they are afraid to come out from. Months had passed when, from that same fire, came a light brighter than the flame itself, and a figure emerged from it, one with eyes brighter than the sun and wings as black as night - The Black Winged Angel, the angel they thought they destroyed, had emerged from the flames! The spirit of an angel will never die! He has returned to finish his mission - a mission that was written in stone from the beginning of time - the one he accepted and started long ago!

Complete Surrender
Complete Surrender 7/2/04 1:00 am Debra For many years I stubbornly fought loosing my Identity for which i sought. Thinking by giving my all to one man would take away my purpose and my plan. Relationship after relationship it remained the same, ending in hurt and placing blame. Then one day you took me by surprise and showed me the answer before my eyes. By completely surrendering my all to you I discovered the things i never knew. When surrendering my all we became as one It didnt mean my own life and person was done. I brought into you all the things that I am Inhancing the qualities you have as a man In return you made me part of what you are And my life became richer n fuller by far We entwine so completely as lover n friend I'ts hard to say where you begin and I end I would not take back anything I've given you And my love and devotion stays tried n true In surrendering to you completely all of me I've discoverd the answer

Some Thing To Say, I Guess
You never know when it comes to relationships. I have been in many that dont work. Ones that leave you wondering and broken hearted. Some where the guy pushes you away and says he is afraid to get hurt. Yet, at the same time says he understand the pain your goin through, and all the things you have been put through in past relationships. All the cheating that has been done, all the mental and some physical abuse, yet he says he is heartbroken. You have to sit and wonder. I am usually a very understanding person, but this last year or so, i have turned into a cold person. I have a wall around my heart and my soul because of people like that. I like to meet new people yet at the same time i cant stand people? Is that possiable? Or is it just fear that has me like this. I was asked out not to long ago by an ex, who i said yes to cause i actually still had feelings for, yet i was still gettin over a bad relationship. And i got the way i got treated was, he pushed me away and left me in th

?????
I lift my face to You in sweet surrender You warm inside and out. I stand there just feeling Your kiss on my skin, longing to be closer, knowing that soon You will set again soon and I will miss Your warmth. You’ve set, yet here You are again. Your with my always. The same yet different. You warm me, guide me, and comfort me. In one form or another You are always there. Thank You.

Rules Of Perception: Reality Vs Illusions
Rules of perception: We can only perceive the external world with our senses. And Our senses are unable to fully capture the amount of information surrounding us. Therefore: Our perception of what is real is limited by our senses. Therefore: What we perceive is not what actually exists. Therefore: The outside world is not what we perceive, all of our perceptions of the external are illusion. The object in your hand is nothing but pure energy represented by matter. Your perception of that matter is then limited to its mass and its ability to reflect specific wave lengths of light. The leaf is just an illusion of what is actually there, and whats actually there is so much more then what you feel and see.

Reflection
Well, the past two weeks have just flown by. I tried to do 6 months worth of living in 2 weeks, but I realized that it just don't work. I spent 2 weeks trying to get all I could of my kids and everything I can here. I drank beer, ate food, went shopping at non PX type of stores, and of course, just hanging out. During the process, I hurt some people. I have also learned that some people are closer than I think. I learned that some people on here that apparently think quite a bit of me. A very close friend made sure that my birthday was special. Another made sure that I levelled up, and well, a lot of people I didn't know knew I existed made sure to send me good birthday wishes. Thank you to everyone of you. There are too many to list, but I'm going to list a few who really made me feel that good. Pebbles, you rock. Jolene, you are an awesome friend. Steffi, wow. Fair, as always, thank you. My Sweetness is Contagious, yes, yes it is. Your name is so true. Lacey, as

April Fools
Todays been a fun day. Before I headed to work.. I called in and told the charge nurse that I wasnt gonna be able to make it in. That my vehicle wouldn't start. Anyways.. I tricked her good. She ended up calling me a dog. Anyways , got her good again at work. The supervisor was near me..and I seen my charge nurse coming..so I started writing down fake info. She came to desk..seen the info and looks at supervisor and said.. we dont have no room. I bout peed my pants..and said.. April fools! She yelled at me again. lmao. Anyways.. it made day go alot better for being so busy. Now, I just tricked a friend on here.. Giggle!

The Move Or Lack Thereof
OK here's the latest. We're STILL after over a week waiting to hear from mortgage company on them reducing legal fees. So once again closing date has to be moved I need a week to reserve truck PLUS don't have the money for it yet. Going to do another moving sale this weekend the weather should be better for it than last and maybe I can make more than the $16 I made for that one. So please keep fingers crossed say a little prayer whatever that I can raise the money. Thanks love you guys

Disgusted
well, i post my first mumm quite innocently and was instantly innudated with a string of offensive crude comments. i had asked whether men prefer bitchy girls or nice ones. i get a few kind comments but mainly guys inviting me to suck their dicks. gee thanks, but i'd rather shove a porcupine down my throat. i was told this place was full of really cool laid back people , however i am starting to seriously doubt this assertion. it's funny how people magically get the gumption to say nasty things when they can hide behind a computer screen. i guess i've learned my first lesson here- always make mumms frinds only.

I Am In An Auction ... Be My Owner!
THATS RIGHT... I AM UP FOR BID.. COME GET BID AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!! (CLICK LINK BELOW TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION!) [ fubar.com photo: 3551395619 ] I am offering the following Your name added to My name Rate all 11s during Happy Hour Rate stash during Happy Hour Daily comment Keep you shit faced Bulletin pimp out once a week Permanent spot in blog Your link in About Me If you are a member or an owner of a lounge, I will subscribe to it #2 friend and added to family for the month you own me Added to yahoo Make them my crush for that month.. Will make a SFW salute.. SO COME SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU WANT ME AND MAKE ME ALL YOURS!!!

Too Old!!!
LOL ok I was told I was too old for a 20 year old today. What do you ladies think...Is a 16 year gap really that big of a difference?? Tell me what you all think I want some answers ... lol. I am still laughing over this one....

Love & Life In Definition.....
I go to sleep at night with morning sunshine on my mind... my eyes open and rain clouds flood my designs of whats good for that time... if it was simple i wouldnt exist...is it gone with the mist... of family and friends would be missed... a sit back and relax each day each hour... hoping for that everlasting love to shower...upon me and her unity as expected... in love not disected but standing tall is respected... a lonely path to what could be great and not forgotten...my head falls sobbing...and thoughts that are rotten... life will forever be what we make it...but never mistake it....for something less than we take it... i dont ask for much just the one who would touch...my heart for the very first time...and leave my goals to define....

My Boys Of Fubar
SO SINCE FUBAR IS A FANTASY SITE FOR ME...I HAVE SEVERAL MEN THAT I HAVE FANTASIES ABOUT...ALL THE TIME....... (COOL GUY).....COOL GUY IS THE MOST AMAZING MAN I EVER MET...YES...JUST MET HIM THIS WEEK....IVE HAVE NEVER MET A MAN THAT TURNS ME ON SOOO MUCH JUST BY THE WAY HE WALKS...I HAD THE PLEASURE OF HAVING DINNER WITH THIS MAN.....HE IS HIGHLY INTELLEGENT....EXTREMELY TALENTED...AND IN ANOTHER LIFE.....HE WOULD MAKE THIS CRAZY BITCH HAPPY....I'VE NEVER MET SOMEONE THATS SOO HAPPY WITH LIFE...I FEEL TRULY HONORED TO HANG WITH HIM...AND I HOPE I GET TO AGAIN(I LEFT OUT ALL THE DIRTY DETAILS...BUT THERE WERE SOME)/ (THE TOUGH GUY)....TOUGH GUY IS A MAN WHO IVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT TIME ON THE PHONE WITH...A TRULY GREAT FRIEND...WHO I SECRETLY WANT(OK ITS NO SECRET)...THIS MAN AND I HAVE ALOT IN COMMON...AND CANT WAIT TO MEET HIM.....HE DOESNT TAKE ANY CRAP...KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS IN LIFE...HE IS A GREAT CARING MAN...AND HE IS VERY DELICIOUS.. (MY BITCH)......MY BITCH IS SOMEONE WHO IS

Pieces Of The Puzzle.... We Call Life~
So, April is Autisim Awareness Month, and I personally have a invested interest not only because I love children, but the love of my life, my whole world has to live with this on a daily basis. Show your support and below are some facts, Thanks~ Source: WebCareMD Articles : Autisim Autism Fact Sheet Autism is not a disease, but a developmental disorder of brain function. People with classical autism show three types of symptoms: impaired social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and unusual or severely limited activities and interests. Symptoms of autism usually appear during the first three years of childhood and continue throughout life. Although there is no cure, appropriate early educational intervention may improve social development and reduce undesirable behaviors. People with autism have a normal life expectancy. Autism Spectrum Disorders (Pervasive Developmental Disorders) Not until the middle of the twentieth century w

Your Eyes
I love your eyes, those beautiful twinkling eyes, They speak of a thousand things. It glows and I drown in its intensity, I would love to stay there forever. It evokes memories, And leaves an imprint on me To Always know That your eyes will be apart of me.

Stunna Your Smile
Stunna your smile Unimaginable to queens and doves I was caught between soft gasps of delight and the privileged serenity of taking in your smile That solicitous smile delivered hope to my soul when soft swept words carried dusk into magic Then a trickle of light nestled your hair and I waited for the wind and tiny bells to ring the anticipating sound of surrender

Found A Peanut
This is a little song my sisters and I sang growing up. We had forgotten all about it until just a few months ago. I had to look it up on Google to get the words. :) Found a peanut, found a peanut, Found a peanut just now, Just now I found a peanut, Found a peanut just now. Cracked it open, cracked it open, Cracked it open just now, Just now I cracked it open, Cracked it open just now. It was rotten, it was rotten, It was rotten just now, Just now it was rotten, It was rotten just now. Ate it anyway, ate it anyway, Ate it anyway just now, Just now I ate it anyway, Ate it anyway just now. Got a stomach ache, got a stomach ache, Got a stomach ache just now, Just now I got a stomach ache, Got a stomach ache just now. Called the doctor, called the doctor, Called the doctor just now, Just now I called the doctor, Called the doctor just now. Penicillin, Penicillin, Penicillin just now, Just now I took Penicillin, Penicillin just now. Operation,

Crows
Well I just stepped outside in my yard for a minute and a crow flew over my head, very low and called out so loudly it startled me. Then the muse hit me and I had to come in and write this. There is a poem called "Counting Crows". Its all about what the number of crows you see means, they are omens. After that crow swooped over me several more came by. I resisted counting them, because I don't want to know. My father was born poor in Ireland, in a backwater town. He was superstitious and I guess he imparted that to me. I don't want to be superstitous, I believe in the light. But you know, your parents leave an indelible imprint on you. I guess its born out of ignorance, a need and a want to foretell things, to look to the dark side for answers. I have to fight my superstitious thoughts. It effects me though, if there is a ladder in my path I won't walk under it. I don't like hats on beds. I don't like my kids to play with umbrellas in the house. I don't

I'll Be Waiting
Day and night divided Two worlds torn apart I'm standing in your shadow I wonder where you are This is my confession This is my heart burning down Giving out and taking me over So far away I don't know where I am So hard to take You slipped right through my hands With so much left unspoken Unopened There's nothing here to cling to Nothing more to prove I'm walking on a wire With nothing left to lose If this is where you want me This is where I'll be Holding out till you come back to me So far away I don't know where I am So hard to take Knowing I've done all I can Trapped inside a moment I'm frozen Torn open I'm falling I'm calling out I need you near me now Keeping me safe You can break it or fake it or take it in I wanna start again Take me away Come and take me away... I'll be waiting here for you...

For All You Bikers Out There
My husband and I are going on a long bike ride in the spring. The problem is that whenever I ride on the highway with a helmet I get a major headache from the wind constantly trying to rip my head from my body..LOL Does anyone have any suggestions how to make the trip a lot less torturous on my neck. Would a higher sissy bar make any difference? I always seemed that using a windshield made it worse. Having a headache all day can make for a really bad ride..

Please Show Your Support To Lady Kate
Lady Kate is an awesome Lady She needs our support and love Her friends and family want to help godfather her before friday This would make her pretty smile shin bright Please drop by her page and show the love she need at this time You will not regret it at all If you want you can grab this pic to show your support till she returns safly to us Click on this pretty face and give her all ya got LadyღKate **Fu-Owned by Passionman71 AND Fu-Owner of Sweet~Thing**//Proud Member Of The Spanke@ fubar Thank you for your help SWEET~THING Tim McGrawLive Like You Were DyingMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Need Your Help
We have 2 members in an auction and I need you guys all to start bombing them. I have been watching and noticed a lot of people have not helped at all. I have posted a couple blogs saying we need help and that this is a bombing family so please if you are online go bomb one of these pics...

War ... What Ever....
I have been getting a lot of static for supporting our troops .To you that support our troops many thanks to you .My son in law is in IRAQ .And he is doing a job so to all of you that don't believe in the war just let me say i hate war but i have and will continue to support our troops. If you have a problem with that i really could care less . I have a mind of my own and if you want to come to my page and leave nasty comments on my pictures more power to you . And with that said thanks and have a nice day.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
OMG THIS IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!!!!ALMOST EVERYTIME I TRY TO RATE PICTURES I GET A MSG ERROR TELLING ME I CAN'T REACH THIS SITE THEN I HAVE TO HIT THE BACK BUTTON LIKE 3 OR 4 TIMES TO GET BACK ON THE PAGE JUST TO RATE THAT 1 PIC AND IT'S FUCKIN ANNOYING AS HELL!!!!!!!!!SO IS THIS HAPPENING TO ANYONE ELSE OR IS IT JUST MY PIECE OF SHIT LAME ASS COMPUTER????

3rd April 2008
> Today 3rd April 2008 I have been on this site for one whole year. I have met some great new friends on here. I have had good times & I have had bad times. I have also met the most wonderful man in the world on here. I know that if it was not for him I would not be where I am now. Love you so much Paul, you are my world baby. Please stop by his page & Rate/Fan & Add him, hes a great friend to have. paul owner and fu husband of pinklady the orginal X ps no salute no add and no fakes@ fubar You may be asking yourself why this well I will tell you, as a gift from me to you I have two picture folders Fairies & Teddies both with a 100 pics in, now for the good bit if you rate one folder 10 or 11 I will give you 2000 fubucks, Rate & Comment i will give you 5000 fubucks plus a bling, Rate & Comment on both folders i will give you the top bling plus your fubucks. This can only be done when its happy hour, I will be running this for 1 week only it will

Distrubingly Profound :s
You Are Disturbingly Profound You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense. Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you. Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people. No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them. Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

Alrighty Then....
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Delta Giant Your Superpower is Winking Your Weakness is French People Your Weapon is Your Poison Whip Your Mode of Transportation is Houseboat What's your Superhero Name?

Ideas....let Me Know Which One You Think Is Better.
Ok so Ive been thinking. Im in this giveaway and really want to win this giveaway but no one seems to want to help me. Its hard working 40+ hours a week and taking care of the kids and still finding time to bomb and sleep lol. Ive been thinking about what I could offer to get some help. heres one idea to whoever gets the most of their friends to go bomb me and send me a message telling me what friend sent them and how many comments they left...then after a one week time period the person who has sent the most friends gets a 1 month vip or a 7 day blast. OR heres another idea. whoever leaves the 40,000 comment gets a 1 day blast whoever leaves the 60,000 comment gets a 3 day blast whoever leaves the 80,000 comment gets a 7 day blast whoever leaves the 100,000 comment gets 2 bling packs whoever leaves the 120,000 comment gets a 1 month vip and 3 day blast whoever leaves the 140,000 comment gets a 1 month vip, a 7 day blast and a bling pack leave

Fubar
Fubar is addictive Fubar is seductive On fubar you find friends But also you find enemies Some find true love Some feel empty But always know That fubar is a website And dont let it take flight on your heart And make it always make u feel like you in sorrow

Fvcking Meow!
You Are: 10% Dog, 90% Cat You are are almost exactly like a cat. You're intelligent, independent, and set on getting your way. And there's no way you're going to fetch a paper for anyone! Are You More Cat or Dog?

Meet Some Great People
Here are some of the great people I have met here on FuBar. Some of the others are good friends I have known for years that joined us here. So drop on by and show them some FUBARIAN love... R/F/A them, they are all really great people. The love of my life: Rhonda MsRain ~R/L and Fubar taken by Mr Hott~ Read Military Support Blog~@ fubar My Brother In Law (Support Our Troops): CFDuane cfduane4@ fubar Long time friend from school: bentleycheese@ fubar Some of the Great People here I like to call Good Friends: Jamiie -Jamiie -@ fubar CJ Ms Cj Timberlake ~* The Hottest Head Bartender at GCS~@ fubar LordViper Lordviper Bacchus of The Underworld of LDC Family Security@ÁÑGÊLIÇ ÐRÊÁM§@ fubar BooBooKittyFuk *BooBooKittyFuk* * FU -OWNED BY *A-MAIZE* & *RAINDROPS*..fan&rate b4 add,favor is ALWAYS returned!@ fubar Rachel Rachel belongs to freakshow....@ fubar FreakShow (Rachel's Beau) freakshow belongs to rachel@ fubar This wonderful Lady for all the fan

Starbucks???? Yes Or No
Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground f ighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force

Amagine
You woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) ?

Bad Weather
I hate the way you treat me But love you to the core Your better as a memory So let me shut the door How I wish you would change Go back to the one I love You will always be the same A dark cloud from above With your broken halo And shredded wings Your not an angel Your an evil thing Here to hurt me in every way Bring only pain Turn all sky to gray Paint me with your rain Robbing all the light from day Taint me just the same

Ohhhhh I Get It...it's The Alcohol That Makes Me Ugly :s
You Are a Party Girl! You give Paris Hilton and Tara Reid a run for their money (Who knows? You've probably even run into them at a club or two) While you do have fun - relax a little every so often All those drinks do nothing for your looks - or your bank account Are You a Party Girl?

Tax Rebate
Tax Rebate This past week President Bush and Congress allowed each one of us would get a $300.00 tax rebate. If If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, most of the money will go to China, If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, If we spend it on new computers all the money will go to India, or Pakistan for tect support ... And none will help the American economy. The way I see it, we need to keep that money here in America, So the only way I can see to keep that money here at home is... Drink beer or Spend it on prostitution. Those are the only businesses still in the U.S.

Today Is Autism Awareness
today is autism awareness day and the 4th is child abuse awareness we have several members that have children with autism so i for 1 am showing my support and dayafter tomorrow i will show my support for child abuse because of losing my 2 this year to child abuse so this is hard 4 me but i prayto get thru it.. thanks...lots of love to the Misfit~Angels family ...laura

If I Should Lose Your Love
This is another Tracy and Wolf story Her straining eyes could barely make out the still form at the bottom of the cliff, its arms and legs twisted into impossible positions like those of a broken doll. Beside his unconscious form she could see the two young boys he had been searching for, scared and hungry. They appeared to be throwing stones at something she could not see in the thick forest not far from where Wolf lay. With a cry she started down the face of the cliff, crawling, sliding, jumping and climbing, doing things that no sane person would ever think of doing, but at that moment she was not sane. That was her man down there, and he was hurt, and there was no time to waste. Amidst a clatter of falling stones and rocks he landed on her hands and knees beside Wolf, startling the two small boys so much that one burst into tears. For three days they had stayed with Wolf, defending him from wild animals by throwing rocks as they came near. They had been living off the dr

What I Want In A Man
What I want So, I figured it is about time to lay it out there...to myself so I know what I want and to anyone out there who thinks they are for me. I would like to think that the things I am looking for in a man are possible, and will not give up till I find it. Anyway, here it goes... In my world there are a couple of things that are important to me in a man that I am going to be with. First, and foremost, is honesty. If you can't be honest with me about who you are and what you are about then you either don't respect me (and I can do without you) or you don't like yourself that much. In the second case, that means that I am gonna have to work really hard to make you feel good about who you are. I don't have time to make your life better and easier cause you don't like who you are. We are all here and we are all free to make our own decisions, so if you don't like the things that you do, then change it...it isn't my job. Here is a bit of an additional note on the above, I am

The Unknown?
Fear of the Unknown the unknown is the present moment. It cannot be known, only experienced. Once the unknown is known it has already been labelled and despatched to memory. Knowledge is not reality, just a documented corpse of experience past. The pursuit of reality (the unknowable) is the fear of the present. Fear is pursuing it, or, waiting for it to arrive. It is the fear that is mistaken for reality. Result; the living death that is the comfort of knowledge. (by the way, I dont know anything)

Nkotb
OMG yes it is true. the boy band that came after menuedo or whatever the fuck they are called, is back. that is right ladies. get those day of the week panties out and in the air bc our favorite boy band (and you know that when you were younger were a fuckin fan) is back. New Kids on the Block are back! not even VH1 could make this come true... so what was it? sex, drugs, money? im sure it was heehe. my friend keekee and i are discussing this phenom as i write this to you all. now you may ask yourself.. erica.. why are you writing about this? BC! i was a kid when they rocked the planet earth sending pre teen girls into premature puberty and they changed my world. lets face it ladies.. we all had the shit. it was delt like cocaine on the street corner. posters, towels, tshirts, tapes.. (yes tapes) we all loved them whether we want to admit it or not. you know i know and i know you know. so lets stop pretending and just admit that we were fans way back in the day of the pre-masturbator

_________________
About myself I grew up, I've lived & in a matter of a few decades I too shall die.Until that happens I work hard, I help who I can, I Love, Hate, Feel Joy & saddness to the fullest. I am much like a Vampire in the sense I am up all night and I feel emotions deeper then perhaps one should. Only I have been ripped off, for no super powers do I have, no incredible beauty do I own, I also am not granted an eternity to share with those I love.A pity & a shame for then I would be able to come & love the world more I came here in truth for reasons which even escape me, but now that I am here I hope to get to know some of you which grace the space with your smiling faces & words of both wisdom & inspiration.For to these two things I am attracted to as well as beauty, ah yes for in life one could never live without that.So please feel free to stop by, I may not respond right away but if you are able to catch my limited attention span (lol) then from there we will see where it goes. & when I s

Wow/random
Im in a really good mood. gotta work a on a few things yet, but overall really good mood. almost nothing happened today except cleaning out the hot tub and talking to someone special. I really like her a lot in the few days weve been talking. I dont want to say Im in love, because this doesnt fall within my definition of it, but I really do like this woman. She likes me too (even better, lol). My mind is spinning in circles and for once its not driving me nuts, its totally a good thing. oh yeah im definately a happy guy. ok im shuttin up now. I hope you all have a wonderful night :)

My Life, As A Realtor Sitcom
My life, as a Realtor sitcom Current mood: tired Category: Jobs, Work, Careers Well holy crap. WTF happened to my day? As a Realtor, there are days where you do NOTHING but drive, Drive, DRIVE! Today, was one of these such days. It goes with the job, so that’s usually a-ok. However, the way the events of my day all played out made me feel like the Universe was looking for a new sitcom star, and had zoned in upon ME as the leading lady. My day started a bit rocky, as I was hung-over from a night of "un-corking" over a few bottles of wine with my BFF Trish. We have these girly nights at least once a month, and it helps us vent and laugh about our crazy lives. Astonishingly enough, I did actually manage to drag myself up off of her couch be 8 am, in spite of a raging headache and hangover. Today, I had a mission: Get two ACR’s signed (Affidavit of Compliance and Responsibility...A fancy way of saying, "I accept the repairs on this house, and promise to fix them in 6 months"

Symbols 4 Your Name
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You Know Your Canadian When...
You know all the words to "If I had a million dollars" by The Barenaked Ladies, including the inter-stanza banter between Steven and Ed. You dismiss all beers under 6% as "for children and the elderly." You hum David Foster's '88 Calgary Olympics theme in the shower. You make up patriotic lyrics to go along with David Foster's '88 Calgary Olympics theme. You remember when Alanis Morrissette was "Too Hot To Hold". You can't do that on television...) You think there isn't enough of Peter Gzowski to go around. You think Ed the Sock is funny. You wonder why there isn't a 5 dollar coin, as you can only use more change. You spend hours in the dark making scale models of the Avro Arrow and cursing the Diefenbaker government. (My brother Brad... ) You cried when Gus "drowned" on Road To Avonlea. You watch MuchMusic constantly, in the hopes of occasional fleeting glimpses of The Tragically Hip. You have an Inuit carving by your bedside with the

You Know Your A Maritimer When.. Even Though I Think Im The Only One On Here :(.
1. You're idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. 2. Vacation means going to Moncton, Fredericton or Halifax for the weekend. 3. You measure distance in hours. 4. You know several people that have hit a deer. 5. You often switch from Heat to A/C in the same day. 6. You use a down filled comforter in the summer. 7. Your Grandparents drive 100 km through 13 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching. 8. You see people wearing hunting clothes at social events. 9. You install security lights on both your house and garage and go away and leave both unlocked. 10. You think of the major foods groups as: Meat, Fish, and Tim Hortons. 11. You carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them. 12. There are 7 empty cars running in the parking lot of the Canadian Tire store at any given time. 13. You design your kids Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. 14. Driving is better in t

Soulmates
I know this can't be wrong my feelings are so strong Falling hard for you I think you feel this too You make me smile and it's been awhile Since I have felt this way but I look forward to each new day What a surprise how I just melt seeing your eyes And that little devil grin baby you make me think of sin Emotions so real I can't wait to feel Your tender caress as we slowly undress Burning up with desire you set off my inner fire I feel so wild and free see what you do to me A day of pure sin my mind in a spin No feelings do we hide as we take this reckless ride Holding each other tight it just feels so right All is perfect and great We are each others soulmate

Home From The Hospital...now I Need To Vent!
First of all, let me just say that it is great to be home again (and yes, I do call my mom's place "home", for home is where the heart is)! Feeling like a prisoner confined to a hospital bed is no picnic, I'll say that now! I've had a few revelations and realizations since I've been home (somehow, they always come to me in my sleep)! First one is that I saw on my discharge papers what the actual diagnoses (yes, that is plural) were. On top of the seizure or maybe as a result of it, I also had a stroke. It is the reason why I have a lot of paralysis and lost my ability to talk (which I have since regained, somewhat). Now the doctors do think I can make a full recovery - it is gonna require me going for therapies, which include physical and speech - I begin those later this morning. That along with medications, if all goes well, I may be back to my old self in a couple of months...maybe a year - who knows?! (In a way, since I know I will NEVER be the same again, to say I wi

Another Regrett
im so sorry, i never meant to she caught me of guard when i didn't kno what else to do your mom ask’d me the fear'd question the one that turns me like indigestion i could feel it in my stomach i did you wrong now so sick i could vomit i kno you're gone also welcomed by a feeling of relief sumthin unknown to this vacant soul i cann feel it start in my feet flow towards my head, i am once again whole i told nothing but the truth so why does this feel so ruthless a mother now knows of her daughters ball and chain so fur this enlightenment i am so very alone again this knowledge i can not deny the opener of your sky as the one she bore is clouding her vision with lonely lies to hear the sound of her voice left me with only a single choice to help her repent the sins that infect'd what she holds as kinn so you can look at me like a rat, snitch, or bird but to save a life i will again sing those very words i hope all is well as you return to heaven from you hell yo

Something That Was On My Mind...
(I had a little time to myself during therapy today, and I found my mind on a particular subject. Funny how the next thing I did was an attempt at writing...I was able to brainstorm a little, since I seem unable to hold a thought lately, and put these thoughts on paper before I put them here.) Sometimes I wonder how hard is it for some people to let go of anger and frustration. You felt you may have been lied to, double-crossed, turned on, ignored...somethings that are so easy to do, yet can hurt so much. But what do you choose to do as a result of the actions? Do you vocalize how you feel or felt? And if you do, do you add to the problem and make them feel worse than you, whether you mean to or not? Do you choose to do nothing and walk away? Do you choose to talk about like civilized human beings or fight it out like animals? (Opinion question: which of these seems like the best and least problematic way to resolve an issue - the way that you can live with yourself the most

I Fuking Hate My Job
I am just venting in this blog so read it or not I don't really care. I work at mcdonald's shitty job I know but it's the only job i can get with my work experience. Well, why is it that when customers have a bad day they take it out on whoever is ordering their food? Today I was taking a customers order and they said they wanted the southwest chicken well mcdonalds now has a southwest chicken salad and a southwest chicken sandwich. I asked him the southwest chicken sandwich and he flipped out on me he said I wanted the southwest chicken salad it's not that hard to know that and he pointed at the sign that had the salad on it that was right next to the sandwich sign. Of course me being me i said ok im sorry took his money and burst into tears and ran to the break room so no one would see me. Yes, it seems stupid to cry over that but the only reason I cried was because I was so fucking pissed off because I couldn't do anything because at mcdonalds the customer is always right. So

~ My Random Thoughts~
~ my random thoughts~ ~ Women who do too much are not always great at pausing or taking deep breaths. They are good, however, at learning new things. This year, they should learn to pause and take deep breaths. ~ There is nothing noble in being superior to someone else. The true nobiltiy is in being superior to your previous self. ~ One of the by-products of doing too much is taking for granted people and things that are precious to us. When we do this, we rob oursleves. ~ Sometimes life seems like we are trying to find the end of a ball of string. What we are looking for is elusive and we know it is there somewhere. We get so bound up in looking that we don't see it when it's right in front of us. Stop....Look....Listen. ~There are a lot more crazy people out there than our mothers told us there were. We don't need to participate in their craziness.... We can recognize craziness for what it is.....and move on. ~ It's good to be aware of some changes that we know

Blood Test
Well, me and hubby went to the Pathology lab and got the blood pregnancy test done. Have about 1.5 or 2 hours left before I can call and get then results. I really don't know which way to hope. I really want a baby so.. pregnancy would be great.. BUT.. me and hubby decided to wait so not prego would be good.. except... if I am not prego.. then why is my body being evil to me. oh and the damn woman couldn't find my damn vein so she dug... then she switched arms. well on the second arm.. I got a bruise... DAMN MY VEINS!

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 3
Today's prompt in the April Poem-A-Day challenge was to write a haiku. More specifically, it had to describe nature, reference a particular season and juxtapose 2 different sensory images. I drew on my youth for this one (and the reason why fall is still my least favorite season lol). A chill in the air, the sound of abandoned leaves. Play time is over.

Running
I wanted to tell you, Just how I feel, Without quite knowing, How to make it more real, I realise you're hurting, And wishing inside, That all this was easy, But you can't run and hide, Because wherever you run to, No matter how far, I'm right there beside you, I'm wherever you are, Without even knowing, You've been looking for me, Now that search is over, So let your love free, I can't promise it's painless, I don't know what's in store, From the moment I met you, I just knew there was more, So best start believing, Turn hope into faith, That I am here with you, To keep your heart safe.

Mmmkay...:s
You Are Teal Green You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have. What Color Green Are You?

Floors...thx
You are Mahogany Stable and decisive, you lack the hyper energy of most orange colors. You're still energetic, but you tend to project a peaceful, relaxed vibe. You love to feel cozy. You often rather wrap up in a blanket than go out for the night. What Color Orange Are You?

With Him, Yes.
Your Kiss is Red You are intense about kissing but easily distracted. You kiss for attention, power, and passion. It doesn't take a lot for you to want to kiss someone. If you see a kissing opportunity, you always go for it! Kissing Type: Kissaholic (admit it!) People See Your Kisses as: Seductive You Kiss Best With: An Orange Kisser Stay away from: A Blue Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

Tag Offers For Levelers
Here are some offer for Levelers too order your own. PLease send each a private message and let them know that you would like one. There is one requirement by me.If you have either one of them make you a tag or morph that you will not only rate yours and thank them for it but you will rate the entire folder of them Below is the tag that MishNumber1 is offer To order the above tag please send her a private message MishNumber1 ♥ Fubar World Cruise & WISEUKF Owner ♥ of SUP, Club FAR & Shadow Levelers@ fubar Kim has also offered too make a morph for each one with a leveler tag and a picture of you. Here is an example of the ones she made me Please pick a leveling tag you wanna use and send her a private message with the tag and the picture you want too use. ♥Kim♥ @-->--- Life is what You Make ou t of it ~~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Thank you too both for the offers..remember too rate all oin the folders...

New And Upcoming
I am going to try my best to write a blog every 2-3 days, however as most writers i do get a block from time to time. So i would appeciate my blog followers help. Please post a comment and leave me something to think about. Either give me a topic, a phrase, or a subject youd like my thoughts on. This will give me some things to work off of when i have this writers block. Thanks and if i use your comment/suggestion i will credit you so please add your real initials and location to your post. IE J.S. Washington State This way if i add it to my book later i can credit you properly for the inspiration. I am glad you all enjoy reading the writings and i enjoy your comments back.. Thanks so much everyone.

Just Tell Me
THE PEOPLE ON HERE THAT VIEW THIS,,,,BY LOOKING AT ME PLZ TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE...AND BE HONEST BECAUSE IT'S GONNA MEAN ALOT TO ME,,,,IF I HAD BROKEN YOUR HEART TWICE AND NOT MEAN TO AT ALL(I SWEAR) WOULD YOU FORGIVE ME? I WANNA KNOW.

2am Musings Of The Man With The Broken Neck
These are some musings...and they're random, and pointless... It's 2:20am, I can't sleep. Damn neckbrace won't let me get comfy. I wish I had Mountain Dew. If I'm gonna be kept awake, at least let it be an alert kind of awake. Instead of this drowsy awakeness I got bc of the tylenols I took 3 hours ago. Friends mean a lot to me, and so does my girlfriend. Nuff said. I need to get out tomorrow. I may not have much chance, if my neck doesn't get better. I hate needing this brace. I'm still not looking forward to my next doctor's appointment...which is probably going to be before the end of this month. You can't hold a phone on your shoulder, when the neckbrace is on...just sayin. I wish I could find time to do my taxes that I need done. Think this weekend is the best time I have left, to do them. That is all...

Mumms
I think it is really shallow for people to post rude comments on mumms that people post. If you can't say anything nice then don't say anything at all. How the hell are you going to call someone a point whore just because they post some damn mumms... obviously they aren't that much of a point whore if they are willing to post the mumms when it isn't happy hour!!! You people need to get a damn life!!! Get the hell off of people's backs about mumms that they post. GEEZZ!!!

A Flower Grows In Hell
Through a mirror darkly , we dead walk among the living ; though they do not know it . everything the living see and do we do as well . we watch tv in their living rooms.... attend aa mettings and wittness the crimes against their fellow mortals . we can also see things that the living cannot . as in the decay and death that is already present in things , people and things that are close to their death even when it is unexpected are marked by it . destruction and decay take vivid forms . their marks are used by use to understand those of whom we hunt , whom we feed upon . a person who's about to die appears cadaverous , with hallow eye's and roughend skin ; their veins gleam out calling us . a car destined for a crash already look's dented . billboards tattered....roads cracked ...paint peeled ....metal rusted....buildings in rubble .. flowers wilted and people die . If you slam through day and night in death , you might learn to appreciate the sanctity of life . the dead re

Cheating
Cheating So many people today, God I just do not understand it and I guess I never will. WHAT is with this overwhelming need to cheat that it seems like 95% of the population needs to do?? Why can’t people just stop and think? They cheat then expect you to beleive they love you and it was an accident. HOW is cheating an accident? Will someone, anyone please explain that to me? What? Because you accidentally got caught? Did you mistake the person you cheated with as being your significant other? Come on I would like to know how it is EVER an accident! I mean is 1-2 hours worth screwing up the relationship you have? And good God for those of you who think "well Im never going to get caught". You have NO conscious at all! First off you WILL get caught, maybe not today or next month or even next year but sooner or later you will be caught. And for the few of you who get away with it. How does it not eat away at you? In a relationship where you don’t care if you screw it up? THEN

Toast
ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:54:31 PM): oh yeah peak oil (1:54:36 PM): aah ok lol (1:54:41 PM): you have heard of it ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:54:52 PM): sort of, i mean its common sense to a degree ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:55:01 PM): a society dependant on the shit will end up fucked (1:55:10 PM): ah, be careful... you're forgetting that you're smarter than the average bear (1:55:15 PM): common sense is a sad fallacy (1:56:06 PM): and even those with common sense tend to ignore it a lot... for their own benefit ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:57:54 PM): i find among the milling but turbid machinations of my mind that the common factor of thought is reminiscent of the sodium hydroxide ramifications and implicates the innocuous tenacious toast with butter

Today Is National Child Abuse Day
today is national childabuse day so pleasego to the folder that is 4 child abuse and copy 1 of the tags and use it as ur primary pic today please also the back ground i had 4 our id's has been made private on kimi so i had to make all new id's so they r in the new id folder these i made so they cannot be made private these r my own pics so i can always make them wooo hooo just wish it was that easy to just stop all the abuse in the world then all the babys dieing would stop it just reminds me of my paige every time i see another baby abused and die it does hurt so much to know i have my 4 yr old grandson my god what only know what goes through his little mind on how he was treated along with his sister he lost after losing his mom to abuse too abuse in any form no matter how it is done is uncalled for it just all needs to stop but it never will i guess its gods way of just a little part of ridding the world of over crowdingfunny how things work but guess my paige was sent for a reas

Some More Facts
Its 3.47pm on Friday the 4th of April 2008 Virtually no one has read either of my previous factual listings and so are shocked when they realise I am married I like Coke and Pepsi too much. I should really drink more water and walk, its much healthier and I could loose a few pounds Why do potato chips light up my life? Kim has been the recent flavour on here, sex in the form of a petite female. If you are on my friends list I really do find you attractive in one way or another. Whether youre sweet, sexy or downright durty. I guess if I took a piece of each of the women on my friends list on here and made one woman out of her she would be the most incredible woman in existance. I also must say how much I like my friend Midge, Princess Beakers and Karrissa! They are just the sweetest girls ever. I still like feet, I do not know why I am a drummer I play guitar I sing I operate complex audio equipment I love travelling I love planes Id love to tra

Rest In Peace Mom
My mom died last Saturday and here is a poem dedicated to her! Love you mom. Ken As I put pen to paper The tears seem to never stop For my pain is real Not something make believe Mom you were always there When I needed you and now You have made that journey To a better place The pain is fresh And hurts real deep But in the end We will be together One last time No matter how long Until we meet again just know your in my every thought Wish and pray Most of all know I love you Mom

Thick/skinny Mummms
I am so fucking sick of the thick/skinny mummms People are people and their size has nothing to do with who they are inside. YOU can be a perfect size 5 and be a perfect Bitch inside. I grew up with 5 skinny sisters was very tough even though they made me feel beautiful the world did not. I am a warm loving person and I hope all the asshole men that don't look past a womans size end up with that perfect Bitch... would suit them right...LOL Woman of all sizes are beautiful we all have the same stuff its just different sizes. I know that even i thought i had a type of guy that i liked but when i befriended other types I found out that everyone has something to offer and sometimes the one you never thought has the most to offer... Just me venting on the mummms I am sure I will not change anyones mind I just can't believe there is a mummm about it everyday..and wanted to get it out of my system. One more thing ...comment on this if you guys read my blog i never know cause no one com

Big Lots.
FUCKING SERIOUSLY?!?!? Am I the only person who sees the sexual innuendos in this commercial? I don't know about your neck of the woods, but like every word in that song is perverted here lmao. Anyways, love this commercial, so enjoy the sex. P.S. I really need to get laid.

Todays Shocker!
Today I got the ultimate shock from someone that I let become my whole world practically. Yep, I'm single again and not by choice and for what reasons I'm not completely sure of. I'm not looking to get set up with anyone new right now...time heals all so they say. I'm a pretty strong girl and hopefully I can bounce back but for the momment things dont looks so good. As with any break-up we all go through lil cycles of healing...usually shock is 1st, hurt 2nd and pissed 3rd....smooth sailing from the pissed off stage or atleast it use to be. Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it and hope you all value what you have with your loved ones because it can be gone within a blink of an eye. Best wishes to all!! Kim

Sobriety
--One's choice to Sobriety and Peace-- The path I chose, more vague and arrigant, Sent me into lingo, by chance I may be saved. Pull me from this path, for up ahead lays deception and death. It is a hard decision to swallow, But to leave everyone and everything I love is a path I must follow, A life of peace is now what I long for, Where a life of hatred was the way I was living for. Touched by my deception, that "lady-love", that "cr@ck of wh@res", Will I no longer endure just to settle a score. With my pride and my faith intact, I step out of that revolving door, I will continue to say no-more, no-more you dirty little wh@re. The demise I could've faced, But in THIS life I will make it, The tears of those I love will flow, no-more, no-more, So here's to all my fans of that dirty little wh@re , Your demise awaits you in the end, And at our heavenly father's doors.

Untitled Poem....
---Not Titled yet---- Terrible feats, disarray or disobey, To the clients of whom which their wisdom we must not foretell. For rest the souls of the masters in knowledge, and the seekers who adventure through this life's secret cornage.

They Come And Go.....
I've had alot of great friends on here from the beginning and now all of a sudden everyone is to good to talk....it seems everything is about contests and being "owned" what happend to the fun on here?

Military Troops - Part 2
navynick@ fubar MARINE ~ Lounge Expert ~@ fubar oldmarine@ fubar killercali@ fubar SGT MAC@ fubar Soldier2007@ fubar navy00007@ fubar KAL-EL@ fubar Effsixteen@ fubar simplec_5@ fubar bkm267 " Please sign my guest book"@ fubar Nickco2005@ fubar Tallaxen@ fubar

Resting
Today at 1:30pm, the nurses took off the tubes and i vs from my mom and turned off the machines . She was then transfered into their hospice section and will remain there until she passes on. I just came back from there and will return to spend the night. I hope shes ok now..she id resting and breathing on her own until she cant do it anymore. 4-5-08

Bid On Me Own Me For A Month
HEY ALL, I DECIDED TO GET IN THE CONTEST FAD :D COME PUT A BID IN I WILL TREAT YOU GOOD IF YOU WIN ME, I will rate 500 pics 11's during HH 300 stash during HH Be owned for a month random gifts during the month be your crush for a month leave comments daily on your page put you in my family my yahoo addy THANKS, LOVE YA

Iron Man
Although, it's not my cup of tea for a movie, it's another hugely anticipated jump from comic books movie, worth mentioning. My kids loves all the Marvel Hero guys. (has no good technical lingo for this one) *blinks* Opening May 2nd.

All I Am Asking Is 4 Ten Comments!!!
Guardian Angel His First Comment Contest!!! He Needs To Be The 1st One To 25,000 Comments! PLEASE, Help Him Out!! Show Him It Can Happen! All Support & Love Is Returned!! All Friends & New Friends Welcome! He Is Truly A Great Guy Let Him Be A True Friend & Your Guardian Angel

Cancel Your Credit Card Before You Die..........(hilarious!)
Cancel your credit card before you die..........(hilarious!) I got this from from my World of Warcraft post site I just loved it so much I had to snag it. Thanks Texasisut! Now some people are really stupid!!!! Be sure and cancel your credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, and so, so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00 when she died, but now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here is the exchange: Family Member: "I am calling to tell you she died back in January." Citibank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply." Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections." Citibank: "Since it is two months past due, it already has been.

10 Guilty Pleasures
10 guilty pleasure..... 10. Maguires....a small Irish pub located in Ft Lauderdale, Fl. A place I learned to relax in....maybe a little too much. From the outside swings, to the inside back bar, to their parking lot....the place reminds me of S~E~X. Plain & simple. 9. My new treadmill....I know sounds kinda silly but I love the new me that's evolving from it. 8. Writing erotica....anything from fictional to actual memories often leaves me wet and HOT. 7. Seduction....whispered words by candlelight....a simple touch....kisses along my lower back....bites along my inner thighs. 6. Porn....OMG I am a porn addict. Of course I have a few favorites in the male porn star category....Wesley Pipes, Mr Marcus, Mandingo lol Hell Yeah swing them dicks. My favorite kind is interracial, anal, and the money shots....all over the face. 5. Bailey's....Smooth and creamy dribbling slowly down my throat....coating it with that sweet taste all too familiar to me. Double shot of Bailey's s

Fyi
Ok well alot of people been askin me why my status was on strike the other day and why i have the pic up that i do now well here is why. I am tired of having people who call theselves friends that only come around when they want something such as helping leveling, helping in contests, etc. I did not come back to fubar to be ranked, a legend, or to be popular...I came back for my friends and to meet new ones. If you cant take a few minutes out of your week to say hi without it involving me doing something for you then dont bother because im done helping people who cant at lease have a conversation with me...now you all know why. take it or leave it.

Will You Answer? ;)
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................why are you reading this? You woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify) please reply. Then send to your other friends and see how many and which answers you get, see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back

Preposition Jingle
I was trying to sing this this morning but I couldn't remember it all... With on for after at by in against instead of near between through over up according to around about beyond into (chorus) until within without upon from above across along toward before behind below beneath beside down under.

Family
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see your pain...to my dismay it's a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World My Mom Adrian I LOVE YOU

My First Bombing Contest!!!
Ok I am in a comment bomb contest! I know I hate bombing too but I really want a VIP so I do what I must. Now ya’ll know I am like crazy busy so I cannot bomb all day, so here is the thing… I will give you FUbucks for comments. For every 100 comments I will give you 2,000 FUbucks! Just let me know when you have finished and the bucks will be on the way. If you cannot do that many then please leave a rate and whatever comments you can. Thank tons all. Again thx all… luvs ya!!!!

Yea...i Married One...someone's Got To Be The Sane One :p
You Are 16% Nerdy You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns! How Nerdy Are You?

An Empty Spring Day
An Empty Spring Day Though the sun is shining, my world is dark, Because the girl I love and I are apart, The brightness of this sunny day, Fades to gray when she is away. The birds abound and begin to sing, But no music i hear will erase the sting, No joy or comfort will their songs bring, Without her, the world is a soundless empty thing. The flowers bloom with their colors so bright, But they bring no beauty to my sight, The aroma they produce use to be bliss, Now they offer nothing, when it is her i miss. This spring has no meaning since she is away, Only pain and heartache are here to stay, Each day is slowly passing me by, Without her love, I can only cry, They say that time has a way to heal, But a lifetime can not change the way I feel, The only thing I can do is hope and pray, That she will return to me one spring day. DQA

Carolina Skies
Like a dream, it's a place that you can't forget. The wind blowing through your face and hair. The smell of the emerald grass and trees. And the birds that sing from every where. I love the wide open fields out my back door. The long road that fades away at a country mile. Standing below the spacious skies of South Carolina. 6 years old staring at the clouds with a smile. For a moment everything is wonderful and great. The world seems at peace with in essence. I wonder why it can't always be this way. Warm and bewildering as a sun's kiss. Mudding with my Daddy; laughing with joy. Having mud hug my toes and around my face. Daddy slows down because it's way too fast for me. And it's all worth getting dirty to make my heart race. The Carolina rains were strong but satisfying. The tears of God fall down and from the sky. Angels fight the mist as the thunder rumbles. And the lighting strikes everything in it's sight. The night was an enchanted sight to see. It

So Tired
Ok let me see, what have I used for a status message the past couple of weeks. I don't care anymore. I am a better workaholic. I give up. Home alone for another exciting evening by myself. What hostility can be behind this I wonder. How about when people need something (i.e. a woman I may be interested in or a friend I may care to much for). I will go and fix a excerise machine or finish putting it together. After a nice 10 or 11 hour day at work. Or worry about them on a trip of roughly 850 miles when know one else cares. Or how about when they need to get laid. I am good enough for just these little minor things. But, please have any interest in someone who cares. Ya I screwed up a lot, because I was going through a divorce. And was a tad bit angry(an under statement). But be willing to change to be molded not into exactly what you want but willing to learn. I guess is just not enough. Or hey I will give you a call later, and you don't. Ok, I understand, or need som

Best Lounge On Fubar...
Want to thank all my staff members for all the help they have contributed to the Den... they have made it a Kickass lounge... we hit our most ever in the Den it was 32 ppl in at one time... thanks everyone...love ya all..DIABLO

The Worth Of A Woman
THE WORTH OF A WOMAN One Flaw In Women (you will see what it is in the end) Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors

9 Most Important Words That Women Use
1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

Omg Hellcat You Ho Ha Give Me Some
GIVE ME A THUMBS UP (y) AND WITH ENOUGH I CAN WIN 2O FUBLINGS AND A BLAST! ALL I NEED IS A SIMPLE THUMBS UP RATE ON THIS PIC. FRIENDS! IF YOU WOULD BLOG THIS, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THIS! THANKS SO MUCH! NO COMMENTS, JUST A THUMBS UP IS ALL! THANK YOU EVERYONE SO FAR! YOU TOTALLY ROCK! LOVE TO ALL!! HELLCAT@ fubar (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2008-04-06 03:46:09')

Science Vs God
*Copied with permission from Highway Star. #573112 (One of those orange dudes) lol * "Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. "You're a Christian, aren't you, son?" "Yes sir," the student says. "So you believe in God?" "Absolutely." "Is God good?" "Sure! God's good." "Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?" "Yes." "Are you good or evil?" "The Bible says I'm evil." The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?" "Yes sir, I would." "So you're good...!" "I wouldn't say that." "But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't." The student does not answer, so the professor co

My Night Out
Ok this is going to be a ramble. There are three characters involved here, the names are being changed to protect the guilty. They are: Me Tina Dr. Bro. So Friday night I went out to a Jazz club with my friend Tina. Its the second time I've ever been to a jazz club. The first was when I was about 18 I went to a place called Bradley's in New York City with some friends. But we were uncouth teenagers from Queens and the lady who ran the place didn't like us and keep telling us to shush. They were playing some abstract jazz and I wasn't really turned on by it anyway. So when Tina suggested jazz club I was thinking I don't think I'll like it but I'll try it. Actually, it was great! Much different than the last time! The music was familiar, just jazzed up. They played "Fire" which is one of my favorite songs, I really enjoyed the place. So a little about Tina. She is single, very accomplished, and very interesting. She fences, rides horses, rides motorcycles,

A Challenge!
So a good friend of mine told me today, that if I could get the amount of points needed to make GodMother down to about 1,250,000 - they would buy me a Happy Hour! So if you can help in any way possible - That would be fanfuckingtastic! ~BrattyBytch~

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Friends
i love all my fubar friends and family dearly everyone knows this. but my question is why is it i show everyone love that needs it to level up but when i need it they cant return the love????i think im going to stop showing love then watch people bitch when i do. not so fair huh?

Poem Of Me:)
Her eyes so soft and gentle, Chose to smile at me the morn. And when I saw her smile, I knew a friendship was born. The words that followed, Put me at ease,so secure. I had to make her feel the same, This is my message to her. Your beauty has cught my eyes, Your words full of grace. And I hope someday in your heart, My friendship will find its place.

Why Being A Man Rocks!
Being a man rocks! The biggest reason is...we have a cock! For some men, not me of course, it’s really not that big of a reason. There is no doubt pussy rules the world, but a good stiff dick trumps pussy every time. I know there are some lesbians out there that would disagree, but for the most part it’s true. Besides all the sexual and political connotation to support that, just ask Hillary. It all stems from when we were about 6 or 7 and went thru the "If you show me yours, I’ll show you mine" stage, a fun game to play even today I might add. Back then little girls really didn’t have much to show. As boys we came away feeling gypped because we didn’t get to see anything and the girls realized boys had something they wanted one. Most women, the good ones, never lose that feeling of wanting one or maybe even two. Guys spend 9 months of our lives trying to get out, and the rest of our lives trying to get back in. As a man,

Shameful
if i fell would you catch me? if i cried would you hold me? if i spoke my mind and got a bit out of line, would you try to see it my way for once? if i was blind would you lead me? if i was scared would you calm me? if i bled would heal my wounds, and give it time before creating more? if i were to pour my heart at your feet, would you crush it?

My First Happy Hour!
My First Happy Hour RATE A THON Monday, April 7th @ 11am Fu Time Rate this Folder with 100 10's for $10,000 Fubucks! Rate with 100 11's for $15,000 FUBUCKS! (just click this pic to take you to the rate a thon folder) Just send me a private message when you are done so I can pay you! Only 135k to Henchman! Come Rock my Fu and show me lots of love! tappinit ~~ Proud Owner of PebblesinAZ && babygirl_01 ~~ Humbly Owned by Blairmare@ fubar Thanks to my PebblesinAZ for this Happy Hour! ~PebblesinAZ~Chris and Bobbi 2gether at last. His First Happy Hour Mon @ 11am@ fubar

I Got Married!!!
I got married to James on Friday 4th of this month. It was just a simple wedding, plan to have a good sized one on one of our anniversaries. I know I haven't been on much but classes are almost over for this year. Until August that is lol. I am working hard and working even harder at studying for my classes!! So if I am not on much for the next few weeks please understand. I have 3 major papers due plus 4 more test and 2 oral presentations this month. And that is just for starters. I hope all my friends are doing well. Hope to talk to you all very soon. Much Luv too all. Angel

Breastfeeding In Public... Offensive Or Natural?
When I was pregnant with my daughter, I quickly came to realize that people are almost as opinionated about breast feeding as they are politics, abortion, and the homosexual debate. I was dumb founded by things I heard coming from both sides. Everything from, "Breastfeeding is barbaric and/or perverse" to "You can’t possibly truly love your child if you choose to bottle feed". Here is something that took place in Denver last year and made nation wide headlines. There was a woman at Elitch Gardens (for those of you who don’t live in Denver it was a Six Flags amusement park called Elitch Gardens) who was nursing her 5 month old son by the wave pool. A security guard approached her and asked her to please cover up or go to a more secluded area because they had received a complaint. She advised the guard that she was aware of Colorado law (she was there vacationing from some where else) and that she wasn’t in violation of anything. She asked the guard to leave

Hahaha....
Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares.. and watched what happened. 5. Aug 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Sept 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Sept 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. Sept 23: When a clerk asks if they can help him, he begins to cry and asks, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Oct 4: Looked right into the security camera; used it as a mirror, and picked h

Womans Week At The Gym
Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Brad, who identified himself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Brad waiting for me. He is something of a Greek god - with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! Brad gave me a tour and showed me the machines. I enjoyed watching the skillful way in which he conducted his aerobics class af

Tell Me What You Think
OK, this ones a bit more on the serious side and has to do with the past (a year ago). So, anyway, 2 years ago i started dating my best friend's younger sister and we were the perfect pair. Then she got pregnant and we were both so thrilled and excited. No problems, nothing. Then we had the baby, Emily, who had red hair and looks nothing like either one of us. A month after her and Emily come home, she just up and leaves me. A month later she calls me and says the baby is not mine; but she wants me to be the father since her boyfriend and Emily's biological father is a theif and drug dealer who is in and out of jail all the time cannot be dependable. So what does she do? Tells me she's leaving him to come back to me because she made a mistake and she wishes she had never left me. Two weeks after she comes back to me; guess what?! She leaves again because she wanted to be able to go out more and live with this guy who is a complete meth/crack head!!! Almost 3 months later she

Lars And The Real Girl
You should go see it. It was very good, and made me feel very sad. If we hadn't have gone with friends, I would have wept. As it was, I kept it in, like a man. But it was awesome. Just.... brilliant. Go see it. Go see it now.

?????????????
I was thinking of my daughter today Wondered what she was doing and if I was in her heart and mind. So much more than I am or what I will ever be; but in her mind I am a superhero and a god. Bless her little soul and god please keep her safe in your arms. So from this time to the next I will wait to see her again and pray that the time flies so I can see her face again. She is my little ray of sunshine though she tells me now that she is not a little girl anymore. Everything she says to me brings tears of the greatest happiness ever. I know it is years away, but it seems the older I get the faster the years go and as my exwife tells me it will be no time at all before she starts dating and ask me if I can handle it. I really don't know, this is my only child, my little precious angel. Only don't tell her I called her little or she will punish me...lol However she is everything to me. So here's to all the parents out there and to all the kids who are someones heroes to their

Lori
April 7, 2008 @ 5:52 am ALL MY LIFE I HAVE DREAMED OF THE PERFECT LOVE, THE KIND GOD SENDS YOU FROM ABOVE. THE WOMAN THAT HE MEANT FOR ME A LOVE SO WILD AND FREE WAS GETTING HARD TO COPE I ALMOST GAVE UP HOPE BUT THEN CAME MY GREATEST BLEESING FORM ABOVE WHEN HE SENT YOU....MY PERFECT LOVE I FEEL I AM ON TOP OF THE WORLD ALL BECAUSE OF ONE GIRL BABY AINT IT PLAIN TO SEE YOU AND ME WERE MEANT TO BE BE MY LADY AND I'LL BE YOUR MAN AND WE'LL WALK THOUGH THIS WORLD HAND IN HAND I'LL BE YOURS AND YOU'LL BE MINE OUR LOVE WILL LAST TILL THE END TIME CAUSE NOW I HAVE MY PERFECT LOVE SENT TO ME FROM GOD ABOVE THERE ONLY ONE THING I WANT TO DO SPEND MY LIFE LOVING YOU

Concert Follow-up!
Yes, I am up and about already, lol! I do plan on taking a nap in awhile, especially if I'm belly dancing tonight. Dimmu Borgir, Behemoth, and Keep of Kalesson were fantastic, if you like Norwegian Black Metal!! Taylor and Requiem did a wonderful job performing - I am a very proud Mama! They actually got paid for this gig - Oh, Hallelujah!!!! The regional bands actually played on the stage in the main bar, right off the main stage. Most exciting! My only gripe is that I wreak of smoke - no, I don't smoke, but I think everyone else in the building did, lmao! Dakota got himself a Dimmu Borgir sweatshirt, I got two T-shirts (one Dimmu Borgir, one Behemoth), don't know what Taylor bought for himself! Life is good, lol! Have a glorious week, one and all! Much love and warm hugs! Blessings for all my friends/family/fans, all over the world! Later! Muahz!

"just To Let My Friends Know
I have been away again for a time ...unfortunately things havent been going well. A short explanation so friends wont be worried. I had let a so called friend stay with me for a short time with her kids and boyfriend...unfortunately they took advantage of it. They ran up my bills, never gave me money for rent and almost 3 months later managed to get me evicted, beat me up, stole my computer, money, clothes and a list too long to mention. So I am temporarily in transition. Stayng with friends of my own until I can manage somehow to get back on my feet. Will try to get on when i can to update everyone. Miss you all anad hope your doing well. Cyas all soon hopefully

Life
Just wanted to drop a quick line and say hi to everyone, and let people know whats going on. The Dr's say I am healing up pretty good, almost a week and 1/2 ahead of schedule actually. They did not want me to go back to work last week but I went back anyways because I felt bad I left my co-workers really in a bind as well as just going stir crazy just sitting at home by myself. It was kind of a week from hell as some of you know, but, thats just a long story. I have had to relearn how to do a lot things all over again with the injuries, and you get quite creative at times when your right arm, and your left shoulder, and your ribs are all broken messed up, needless to say your range of motion is very limited, taking a shower and using the bathroom for the 1st time was quite a learning experience and had to come up with some very creative inganuity lol. I still have a few more dr appts yet to goto, got Neuro today, and optometry about a week later. Still having a hell of a tmie

Leaving Fubar
I cant stand the drama this has built up for me... I am a stress free guy but this damn place in the past 2 yrs has just grown to be a DRAMA SPOT.. I thought "Myspace" was bad. Shit Tom maybe I had more fun with you.. Peace. those that know my emails and im's hit me up.

This Is It.....
I'M GIVING UP ON YOU AND ME. I HAVE TRIED SO HARD,BUT IT WILL NEVER BE I'M LETTING GO OF ALL MY DREAMS. ALL THESE YEARS A WASTE IT SEEMS. I'M TIRED OF ALL THE FIGHTS. THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME CRY AT NIGHT. I'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENUFF FOR YOU. IT'S ALL SO HOPELESS NO MATTER WHAT I DO. SO THIS IS HOW IT HAS TO BE. I'M LETTING GO OF YOU AND ME.

Invites And What Not
Hello all, just a quick note. Let's face it, Fubar is drama, and Lounges are distilled fubar. I'm not a huge drama fan, try to avoid it that's why I haven't been on a whole lot lately. But everyone PLEASE Enought with the damm invites. Thanks, J.P.

Hellllllllllp
Thank you to NYHA for this bulletin! She has been CHALLENGED! She needs to get down to 1,250,000 points to go! (from her next rank) As soon as she does, She will get a HAPPY HOUR! Please go show her lots of love!

One Person On Fubar That Everyone Should Know!!!
This chick is one of the realest and coolest people around.... Stop in and show her some live if you havent already. Click below!! :) SPECIAL K, N.J GIRLThe Original ,HOW DO I LUST THEE? LET ME COUNT THE WAYS, Greeter of Centerfold@ fubar

Update :d Woohooo!!!!!
Heyaaaaaaaaaaa Ok Update Time lol I will be a bit busy for the next few weeks... and sore lol The gym has FINALLY agreed to show me the advanced workout!! I have 7 weeks til the end of May, to which I wanted to be at my goal. Having been on the plateau since last November, I have been working my butt off (or wishing I was :P ) to lose these last 40 lbs. Changing it up again :D My doctors are still trying to get the Manitoba Medical system to cover the surgery to remove the extra skin that won't go back into place (been stretched too much). They have written again to get me assessed. The last letter was sent in September with no response back at all. 2 friends have written to Oprah too and no response back lol I am sending a package to her with before and after pics and a few other letters from the gym and my doctors. Maybe with a few prayers in there from my friends and supporters.. this wish and request for help may go through. Would like her voice and ours to ch

Had Enough
Milk it for all it's worth, make sure you get there first The apple of your eye, the rotten core inside We are all prisoners, things couldn't get much worse I've had it up to here, you know your end is near You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve When all is said and done, I will be the one To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life You should have learned by now, I'll burn this whole world down I need some peace of mind, no fear of what's behind You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind You had to have it all, Well have you had enough ? You greedy little bastard, you will get what you deserve When all is said and done, I will be the one To leave you in your misery and hate what you've become Oooh... Hold me down (I will live again) Hold me down (I will break it in) Hold me down (no matter in the end) Hold me down

Poem...the Seeker
The Seeker Monday, December 03, 2007 10 28 AM In the heart of world, there is a soul.A rose that came int glorious bloom. Who is a seeker,who was and is taught, by the hands of angels. Taught that diamonds are valued over coal. Taught that the final and only question will be, "What have you done with the life given you"? I am in communion now,with the inner part many never see. Nor will they understand,because they belive words are needed. Words and only words are their proof and reason. They couldn't be anymore wrong. My friend understands, that unspoken language, angels and the most beloved children share. He can do this because... he is one of the beloved. He has the knowing. Most words are the foundation of illusion, in the playground of addiction The few words that do matter are keys,windows and doors hidden in poems slgm3.12.07

Love Or $$$
I was asked the famous question the other day "next time will it be for love or money"? lol Well, the answer to that is definitely LOVE but I will not settle, if someone wants to come in my life and not participant 100% then get the hell out (I was all done with settling a long time ago). That's where "wants and needs" come in to play.... those guys that are willing to cheat on you, leave you, pay little attention to you .. well those are the guys that are wants... they are a dime a dozen. They fill a void for a moment, day, week , month, and even sometimes years, but it's not real love. The one I want in my life, isn't going to try to change me, they're going to want me to be me all the time. I don't need someone to complete me, I need someone to compliment me (and I don't mean "you look nice .. you're sweet"), I mean compliment my personality. I feel that if you have two people that are already complete, they already know who they are and what they want then together they

Poem...eagleheart
All through the night he is lying awake Wond'ring how much more can he take Watching the walls where the shadows dance Drifting away into a trance And his eyes are blazing with fire Dreams burnt to ashes so many times Highest of mountains, still he climbs Ready to fly, cause he just can't stay Flame burning brighter with every day And his eyes are blazing with fire Longing for the deepest desire Heart of an eagle He flies through the rainbow Into a new world and finds the sun Spreading his wings Above all the sorrows The glory of Eagleheart Fever is burning in his veins Determined with courage, breaking the chains Back against the wall under blood red skies Prepared to fight until he dies And his eyes are blazing with fire Longing for the deepest desire Heart of an eagle He flies through the rainbow Into a new world and finds the sun Spreading his wings Above all the sorrows The glory of

If I Call You Friend?
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, my attention will be all yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of qui

Some Friend...
Some friends are like a flower, and when they finally bloom, they wilt away in just one day, and sometimes just by noon. Some friends are like a cloudy day, and when the sun's in sight, it gets blocked by the grayest cloud and day turns into night. Some friends are like a maple tree, and with the slightest breeze, the colored leaves, they all come loose and float away with ease. Some friends are like a circle, for they are always true, I know I have a friend like that and yes, that friend is you.

Life....
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things As you challenge your status quo, And learn there are so many options in life, And so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected And see things that you've never seen, Or travel to fabulous, faraway

20 Songs I Could Do Without
I loathe the jukebox at the bar sometimes... and now, its bleeding over into people's MySpace profiles... and i cant even listen to the radio anymore!! My list (not perfect order) of 20 songs that I wish/hope/pray that I would NEVER have to hear EVER AGAIN... = LOUIE LOUIE -- unless I'm watching Animal House, there's no reason to be playing this song EVER..and WHAT THE FUCK IS HE SAYING??? = MRS. ROBINSON -- Paul Simon, I dont care where Joe DiMaggio went...i hate the Yankees, I hate this song = HELLS BELLS -- I love AC/DC, and Im a Padres fan..but watching 50 year old people singing this when Trevor Hoffman comes out to pitch really kinda ruined it for me... = I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU -- an American Idol contestant staple = SLIM SHADY -- will the real or not real slim shady please shut up = GLYCERINE -- Bush sucks...band does too = DONTCHA -- No, i dont wish my girlfriend was a triflin skank like you...i like mine to have a personality and inteligence...th

This Is What Caring About Animals Gets You!!
ehhhhhh. so. there was a big tim hortons dilema. and the oven wasnt working. and so at 2 am i was asked to drive from our store to the other store that the owners own... anyway. im driving. and an animal is running across the road. i forget everything i know about not breaking for animals. and i slam on my breaks, and my car swerves. and i end up in a ditch. knocked over a fucking tree... and yeah. there i was. in a ditch. in the dark. in the woods. freaking out. and now im home. so talk to me.

Do You Want To Own Me????
OK so here it is im in a auction for fubucks only starting bid is 50,000 fubucks. The one who wins me will get a SFW salute all pics stashes and blogs rated, a gift or profile comment a day for a month during a happy hour, their name added to my profile for a month and a link to their profile added to my profile. So please show me some luv just click the link below and happy bidding xoxo Angel

Backstabbers Hummm
humm why is it people talk and all the do is talk shit yall know who you are im tired of all the bullshit from people dont bother me if your gonna be that way be a trader or a backstabber ect cause im tired of crying andim tired of being hurt if ya cant be true to me than dont fucking bother cause i dont fucking care any more i got too much shit going on in my life for fake ass people and fake as stories and you know who you are dont feel sorry for and dont feel like there is something you wanna do cause it seems like i can only trust a few people and they know who they are well thank you and i hope yall read this and get some insight into what im saying

Babyfreaks Contest
Babyfreaks contest is closed she tied for first because it was only her and one other person doing it now so Hillary(me) closed it early and paid them both 400,000 fubucks because they were really close in score!! So congrats BABYFREAK!

The Church Of Okra Frenchfry
Beware the false prophet!!! Oprah Winfrey will be letting out all the stops on her XM Satellite Radio program this coming year. Beginning January 1, 2008, "Oprah & Friends" will offer a year-long course on the New Age teachings of A Course in Miracles. A lesson a day throughout the year will completely cover the 365 lessons from the Course in Miracles "Workbook." For example, Lesson 29 asks you to go through your day affirming that "God is in everything I see." Lesson 61 tells each person to repeat the affirmation "I am the light of the world." Lesson 70 teaches the student to say and believe, "My salvation comes from me." By the end of the year, "Oprah & Friends" listeners will have completed all of the lessons laid out in the Course in Miracles Workbook. Those who finish the course will have a wholly redefined spiritual mindset -- a New Age worldview that includes the belief that there is no sin, no evil, no devil, and that God is "in" everyo

Dictionary For Women's Personal Ads
Well this was sent to me on one of the websites i log onto from a friend, I found it to be funny and sad at the same time, what do YOU think ? 40-ish..............................49 Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends Athletic............................No boobs Average looking.................Ugly Beautiful...........................Pathological liar Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure..............On medication Feminist............................Fat Free spirit..........................Junkie Friendship first...................Former slut Fun..................................Annoying Gentle..............................Dull New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded.....................Desperate Outgoing...........................Loud and Embarrassing Passionate........................Sloppy drunk Poet.................................Depressive Professional............

The Mens Rules They Go By
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "#1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anythin