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Educate Yourself.
"Interstella 5555" AKA: Daft Punk: Discovery. This is the ENTIRE 'movie'. The days of "Rock Operas" aren't dead, just hidden. Before you paise Will.i.am, or Kanye West, give credit where it's due. Discovery is the second studio album by the French house duo Daft Punk, released on March 13, 2001. It marks a shift in the sound from Chicago house, which they were previously known for, todisco and synthpop styles. The album also provided itself as a soundtrack to the anime filmInterstella 5555: The 5tory of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem, which was a collaboration between the creators of the album, Leiji Matsumoto, and Toei Animation. All of the music videos for the tracks on the album are segments of the film Now dance, bitches.

What Is Butt Dust???
What, you ask, is 'Butt dust'? Read on and you'll discover the joy in it! These have to be original and genuine. No adult is this creative!! JACK (age 3) was watching his Mom breast-feeding his new baby sister. After a while he asked: 'Mom why have you got two? Is one for hot and one for cold milk?' MELANIE (age 5) asked her Granny how old she was. Granny replied she was so old she didn't remember any more. Melanie said, 'If you don't remember you must look in the back of your panties. Mine say five to six.' STEVEN (age 3) hugged and kissed his Mom good night. 'I love you so much that when you die I'm going to bury you outside my bedroom window.' BRITTANY (age 4) had an ear ache and wanted a pain killer. She tried in vain to take the lid off the bottle. Seeing her frustration, her Mom explained it was a child-proof cap and she'd have to open it for her. Eyes wide with wonder, the little girl asked: 'How d

Caa #118
One of my dearest friends here on fubar has special need of angel prayers of healing, love and strength. She has found out that her husband has cancer. My prayers and thoughts go with you and your family, my dear friend. Doc

Control Freaks Part 2
Well here we ago again with the contrl freak issue..... Now theres a rumor that my lounge and my sister lounge is causing drama???? I know for a fact that we arent. We dont tell our members and our staff who they can talk to un like you. Both our lounges are DRAMA FREE! As you very well know by now that you are banned from my lounge because of the drama that you came in and started when you knew that I wasnt there. And you had to start it with my other owner. You didnt have the guts to come in when I was in there because you know that I WLL NOT TOLERATE THE DRAMA FROM YOU OR YOUR STAFF!! LEAVE MY SON ALONE!! YOU ARE JUST JEALOUS BECAUSE HE DIDNT WANT YOUR ALCOHOLIC OLD BODY OR THAT OF YOUR MANAGER! AND HE WAS SMART ENOUGH TO LEAVE YOUR LOUNGE ( THE BEST THING THAT YOU DID WAS FIRE HIM). ITS TOO BAD THAT AT LEAST 8 OR MORE LOUNGES WANTED HIM... SO YOU THINK THAT YOU HURT HIM? NOT IN THIS LIFE TIME! YOU ONLY PROVED A POINT THAT HE IS WELL LIKED AND WANTED. SO SUFFE

Truth Hurts
What Part of Europe are you from: The part whose ass we saved or the part whose ass we kicked? "Fairness" isn't giving my money to lazy people. Silly liberals paychecks are for workers. I'm Republican because we all can't be on Welfare. White straight republican male (How else can I piss you off today?) Don't spread my wealth around, spread my work ethic. If it sounds like Marx and acts like Stalin, it's probably Obama. You think healthcare is expensive now? Wait till it's free! Why in the hell should I have to press "1" for English? Try being informed instead of opinionated. Republicans: We work hard so you don't have to. Actually no one owes you crap. How long before you admit that Obama was a mistake? So...how's that whole "hopey-changey" thing working out for ya? Government doesn't work: Please return my taxes "I believe the best Social program is a job."-Ronald Reagan Confuse a liberal: Use logic and facts How will Democrats stand up to terrorists when they can't

High School Memories
What school did you go to?Columbi River Who were your freshman teachers? Mrs. Mckinney,Mrs. Mills,Mrs. Miller,Mr. Paola,that cunt Ms. Valeos Who did you like?a few that would be offended if they knew i breathed the same air they did How many A's did you have? F's? 2 A's no F's Were you a nerd? noDid you think you were cool because you were in highschool? at first but then i realized i was an idiotWho was your first boyfriend/girlfriend? my daughters mom was my first gf actuallyHow many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in high school? 0Did you swear much in high school? like a sailor...still doWho was your favorite teacher in senior year? Mr. O'RourkeDid you have any major crushes? oh yeah...Shannon Ponciano and Erica Sanders(she looked like winney coopers twin sister)Who was your best friend? Jerimiah PorterDid you go to any dances? Senior Prom and thats it...i was always turned down for the othersDid you actually dance? i did actuallyWhat sports did you play? footb

Keeping My Patience
K.eeping M.y P.atience I sat back for far too long filled with hesistancy and trepidation, a spectator on a battlefield in a world gone wrong whom held caring and consideration. silent and patiently I viewed those around me fall and still I remained focused, not getting caught up,sucked up in it all The need to intercede felt hopeless. It could've been simple to continue to watch the fall of the unprotected, but my patience and non judgementalism, that once directed and controlled my anger and had, allowed analysim, had now become affected So now I'm fighting not only on the

Update On My Heart!
Well everyone I called my doctor today an I will be have a TEE done which is a camera going down my throat, I will be knocked out for it thank god but I am not prepared for it...it will be next month not sure on the date will let you know when the letter comes in the mail...

About Me
i changed mine because apparently people didnt get the hint so i had to make it a little more blunt...i have 4 friend requests that im gonna be nice and send them a drink and say that they never readit and that they should take their skanky whore self elsewhere

The Time Has Come...
I've gotten my camera back... and a new dress I have yet to show off. I was thinking, what would be the best way to show off my dress, then I realized SALUTES FOR PEOPLE... yes yes I'm going to do that again. Please comment on here if you'd like one. Don't message me about them all that does is get my box cluttered. ~Fangs~

The World Of Darkness
I had a dream, which was not all a dream.The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the starsDid wander darkling in the eternal space,Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earthSwung blind and blackening in the moonless air;Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day,And men forgot their passions in the dreadOf this their desolation; and all heartsWere chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:And they did live by watchfires--and the thrones,The palaces of crowned kings--the huts,The habitations of all things which dwell,Were burnt for beacons; cities were consum'd,And men were gather'd round their blazing homesTo look once more into each other's face;Happy were those who dwelt within the eyeOf the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;Forests were set on fire--but hour by hourThey fell and faded--and the crackling trunksExtinguish'd with a crash--and all was black.The brows of men by the despairing lightWore an unearthly aspect, as by fitsThe flashes

Jtb.
Now that it's all said and done,I can't believe you were the oneTo build me up and tear me down,Like an old abandoned house.What you said when you leftJust left me cold and out of breath.I fell too far, was in way too deep.Guess I let you get the best of me.Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long time ago.And I never thought I'd doubt you,I'm better off without youMore than you, more than you know.I'm slowly getting closure.I guess it's really over.I'm finally getting better.And now I'm picking up the pieces.I'm spending all of these yearsPutting my heart back together.'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.You took a hammer to these walls,Dragged the memories down the hall,Packed your bags and walked away.There was nothing I could say.And when you slammed the front door shut,A lot of others opened up,So did my eyes so I could seeThat you never were the best for me.Well, I never saw it coming.I should've started runningA long, long tim

My Lack Of A Life...and Other Things That Suck.
I wander through this life mired in the drudgery of day to day. I wake up, send my daughter off to school, clean house, put in job applications online, take care of my Mom, argue with my son over getting his chores done, welcome my daughter home from school, cook dinner, clean up from dinner, go to the pool for about an hour or so, take a bath, hop online for a bit, and go to bed...where I stare up at the ceiling [sometimes with tears in my eyes] until exhaustion drags me down into sleep. All of this, just so that I can awaken the next morning to do the same thing. While I love the people in my life, it's not difficult to hate the life itself. I'm bored. I'm lonely. I'm starved for companionship. I have memories of a different life. A life before my mother became ill. A life where I had a rewarding office career and colleagues I admired. A life where I had a great group of friends and a life outside my home. A life where, on a Saturday night, I could drop the kids off at my mom's h

~ The Heart Of A Mustang ~
The heart of a mustang is like that of a mountain. It stands strong and regal , no storms can tear down. She runs wild and free, while the wind sails through her mane. There is no destination just the wild calling her name. She hears it in her heart then starts running with the wind, the sun on her back and the warmth upon her skin. She cannot be broken, her heart is oh so strong, she visits sweet warm places , but never stays too long. The wild is her home as she runs so free and proud, when the night air falls on her face she knows that peaceful sound. For tomorrow she'll set out. running like the wind . She'll be happy once more, for the wild called again. Laura C. Wilson 7-27-09

Heart Break
Heartbreaker What is this feeling? That’s reeling in my heart Stirring chaotically in my mind Gentle kisses and tender caresses Flash briefly in my head Of the one night we laid in your board broken bed This cant be love It must be lust Our relationship quickly evaporated into dust I feel abused Yet happily mistreated You told me I wasn’t being used But you seem to have fleeted

To The People Who Dont Give A F*ck!
THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THE MOTHER FUCKERS WHO DONT GIVE A SHIT AND WONT HELP SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE TELLIN YOU THEY REALLY NEED THE HELP!!! THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED IT SEE IF I GIVE A SHIT AND YOU CAN KEEP CALLING OUT FOR IT BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WANNA YELL THERE WILL HAVE TO BE SOMEONE ELSE WHOS EARS CANT STAND TO BLEED ANYMORE. YOU COULD BLOW MY EARDRUMS I DONT GIVE A FUCK. AT LEAST THAT WAY I CANT HEAR ANYONE CRY, BEG, WHINE OR BITCH. YOU CANT HEAR ANYTHING IT YOU ARE A DEAF MOTHER FUCKER. SO BLOW MY DRUMS I WILL WALK AROUND IN BLISS WITH A BIG FUCKING SMILE ON MY FUGLY AZZ FACE. :D

I've Come To Realize
That nothing in my life will be exactly the way i want it. That no matter how hard you try you will never be able to change how people are. Some things in life will always disappoint you. When you accomplish things in life only real friends will be there to support you. Unwanted pregnancies are just a shame. The harder you try the less chance there is for survival. Some people will never take you seriously. Money is the root of all evil. There is not enough faith and trust in this world. Life is only as good as you make it. Care only for the people who care about you.. the rest of them should just shove off. Jealousy only causes problems. Who ever said men and women cant be just friends?? Hope for the best but prepare for the worst. If you believe in any of this... Please comment.

This Is Awesome......
I FOUND THIS ON SOMEONES MYSPACE PAGE LAST YEAR AND LOVED IT!!!! Most of this is SO true. Girls really do like when you do these things..(I FOUND THIS IN A FRIENDS BLOG....AND IT STRUCK ME SO TRUE)Don't close it. Read it 'till the end........1When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]2When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]3When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]4When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]5When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]6When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]7When she pulls away = [Pull her back]8When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]9When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]10When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]11When she's scared = [Protect her]12When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]13When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]14When s

Sampling Of Offerings From The Fu Senior Citizens
Just thought I'd jot down a sampling of what the 55 year old and over Fu-crew has offered me today. It is only 9am...so I can only imagine what the day has in store for me! Names have been omitted to prevent heart attack and/or stroke on their geriatric azzes! ---OMG what a sexy and attractive woman you are....If you ever come to NJ or NYC will you please tell me 1st.....I would love to eat you....oops...meet you...sorry...and if you think I am too old for you I can always be your sugar daddy while you are here..ok?....let me know what you think...bye for now !! ---your profile name reminds me of a rod in my tool shed, Your a very atractive lady.

Just A Quicky Update
Have an overnight test on Thursday at Lackland AFB, should be cleared to depart the states within a week or so afterwards. Then once I finish up some training, I'll be "Leaving, on a Jet Plane". Been busy on my end. Really busy.

Sad
My hands are sore and my legs are weak Fighting against this wall at my feet No matter what I do, it just wontt break I give and I give and all it does is take Im too tired now to carry this burden on What I thought was right, ended up being so wrong I hear a low voice over my cries My tears start to disappear from my eyes I hear the words be strong, its there inside of you Letting go of your pain is all thats left to do

Broken Dawn
Late at night when sleep won't comeInside my head that beating drumand how he left me standing at his door When I think back to all the daysspent in his arms, that loving gazeall we shared like shards upon the floor Words were thrown like slivered glasspierced and rended heart at last could I live life like that and more Did the heart that opened and I adoredget bumped and bent and over-scoredInto an angry, hurtful voice that I abhor The years of hope now tarnished seemwith blinded eyes I held the dreamof finding someone true for evermore Oh how does Love get split in twowhat can be done to get us throughthose hurtful drumbeats, crashing down the door

Tired Of Being Sorry
(mood - angry) OK - so to cut a long story short - Im tired of being taken for a muppet by some people and getting the blame for things I aint done...... I often apolgise for things I aint done just to keep the peace but from now on when Im accused of someting I know I aint done - I am gonna speak my mind and if I offend anyone - oh well - if what I say offends you - think about why I said what I said - there will be a valid reason believe me (mood - accomplished) RANT OVER

We Forget Love And Sensuality
Its amazing how we have drawn lines in the sand with love and sensuality. Its who we own, not who is in need or basically human. As a living breathing human being we need touch, love, sensual experience. If we recieve all that from our significant other then we are truely blessed. However many of us are single, or going through a rough spot and deeply desire (no matter how hard we deny) the need to feel the passion and desires of another. In many cases it sets the temperature of how we feel about ourselves. Strength, confidence, postivie feeling. Many good things come from this exchange of affection. Yet we sit as single poeple beating around the bush of social stagnation wondering if or when the right oppertunity may come to feel special and loved again.. Just imagine what the world could be for us signles if we could lift that fear.. to really find people of true heart, those that can love without ownership. Even to take someone as a friend and love them, express this to them throug

Dark Prince
Dark Prince written by Amanda N Chafin Your darkness is my blanket. My shelter from the cold. Your touch like a sweet poison; A poison so deadly and cold. Your eyes like sapphires staring; So deep into my soul. The bond we share is sacred; A fiery inferno raging in my soul. Your spirit lives inside me; The drug for which I desire. The spell which was cast is deadly; Immortal Eternity is now my Fate! My eyes are wide upon you. Your velvety voice; to me speaks! “My Dark Princess I shall make thee” The words which were spoke “The Poison” My body’s reaching erotic peaks; Our energy flowing so wildly; I graciously bow now at your feet; For now Im wrapped in your deadly web. This moments mystic yet bitter sweet, Eagerly I whisper “Take Me” It is Eternity I await!

How Wtc Responders Are Treated
GOP Disses 9/11 RespondersJuly 28, 2009WASHINGTON — First responders from 9/11 can accept if Republicans don’t vote for a bill to help ailing Ground Zero workers, but they say rudeness is another matter.Several victims of the terror attacks who have become advocates on behalf of other ill responders say they were treated poorly when they called some Capitol Hill Republicans in hopes of getting them to back a measure coming up for a committee vote Wednesday.“One office said, ‘Why do you people keep calling us? Leave us alone,’” said Charlie Giles, 41, from Barnegat, N.J. “‘You people?’ That is a disgrace from a congressman’s office.”Giles, a Republican, said his rounds of calls — and GOP opposition to a bill to reopen the Sept. 11 Victims’ Compensation Fund — left him so angry he’s ready to denounce his party when he and other responders take a bus to the Capitol Wednesday.“I’ll bring m

..on Fading Away
..as most of u kno, im losing someone whom i love as easily as i breathe. my husband's papa is finally losing his battle with cancer. the fact that he's going to die is heavy, and it hurts like hell, but the dying..the fading away.. THATS what troubles me so much that im literally fucking rattled. ..ive been in love with this man my entire fucking life. truly. he was my hero when i was a kid cos he could pull quarters from behind my ear and cos he could blow perfect smoke rings. he was my hero when i was a teenager cos he could roll a joint with one hand, in an almost slow-motion finger snap movement. he was my hero on my 16th birthday when he turned to my mays and said, 'boy, if u dont grow up and marry this girl, u're a goodamn dumbass and im done with u'. lol. he was my hero on my wedding day when he slipped a grand in my hand and said, 'this is yours.. to do with as u want'. it paid for so our honeymoon. he was my hero 7 yrs later when i called him, bawling, to tell him i was pre

The Man's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. 1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand. 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your gir

Confederate Flags
The other day I was on my home and just a few blocks from my house. Driving the other way down the street was this huge lifted truck flying two banner sized Confederate flags. First off, I don't really understand people who fly the Confederate flag and try to claim it isn't racist. I know they say it's a culture thing and not anything to do with race. But isn't that sort of like flying a NAZI flag and then trying to claim you're just proud of Germany's history and dominance in the 1930s and 40s. The NAZIs weren't just racists. They were fiercely proud Germans. Second, this guy might have just stood up and shouted "I hate niggers!" See, I live in Calgary. Calgary is about as far from the Confederate South as you can get. There's no reason for someone to be flying a Confederate flag here. Someone please try to explain this to me.

Variety Is The Spice Of Life. - The Sex Pyramid
The Sex Pyramid Subsisting on a diet drawn from one food group isn't healthy or gratifying. Even eating cupcakes 24/7 eventually would get old! And yet when it comes to feeding our sexual appetite, many of us rely on one mode to sate all of our romantic cravings. Turns out, women who order the same meal at the same restaurant every time, so to speak, are missing out. Engaging in different shagging styles not only prevents boredom in the bedroom, but "it also fulfills your many physical and emotional needs, allows you to express different aspects of your personality and enables you to grow sexually as a couple," explains Ian Kerner, Ph.D., a sex and relationship therapist in New York City. No one is saying you have to install a trapeze in your bedroom or invite the neighbors to join in. But just as following the food pyramid's guidelines will improve your overall diet, integrating different types of sex into your regular routine can recharge your romance. Building your own se

Wish List And What I Will Do ..etc
Ok.. theres a few things I would like.. BLINGS. LOL. Or money. So anyways..here is the list: peace bling roar(lion bling) and lobster/crab bling So anyways.. I got pimpouts to offer.. I can rate 100 11s... or I can just rate ya a bunch for blings I will also pimpout for blings/ or million fu bucks. Anyways.. in the end.. I will do for you.. you do for me deal! Also.. I am willing to pimpout those who can't afford to buy one..or cant buy blings.. if you rate me 300 rates.. at happy hour. If interested..just shout me! Also I will rate you if you rate me! Hugs.. me

Tired Of Being Fu Broke
hey there's........i am tired of being fu broke..so i decided too sell my soul...well salutes....i will make a salute ..of your choice of me or a special bunny salute....so donate now....or not...........lol

My Answers
What is your full name? Jimmy Foster What is your birthday? Nov 8 1972 What is your favorite color? Black Are you spoken for? No What is your biggest fear? Of the world my daughter is growing up in! What is your most embarrassing moment? Cant think of nothing of nothing off the top my head. Get back to ya on that lol! Do you love someone? Family yes. In love with someone no! Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? No! Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? No! Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? opposite sex ! If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? My Daughter! How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? at least 13! What was your greatest wake up call in life? The birth of my daughter! How many children do you have? 1 Do you like sex? Oh Hell To The Yeah!! What is your favorite position? 69 How many sexual partners have you been with? 8 What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? on the

Beginning Of Work
okay sotuesday my bro in law calls me and ask if i want to go back work for pulte building systems...well little back ground first..been unemployed since mid a april...got laid off for suspended license but got it back 5 27 09..i worked for pulte building systems for two yrs now..now my aniversary is may 20 07..but anyways he said i can run a rake grade crew..very labor intense but it is work...i will be finish graden new home construction for pulte homes... i said yeah and went back..i get a company truck tralier for haulen material gas card and all the beels and whistles...[ulte homes is one of the biggest home builder now... i did my orientation on wednsday..which took 4 or 5 hrs...then had to go do a drug screen..went to concentra same day taken care of..good for me..now need to wait to come back clean..which it should..havent smoked pot since new years of 07..being very good now...and since my license is month old my mdr will come back clean as well...waiten game now..

My Bar Tab Is $884.
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $20Did acid -- $10Ever had sex at church -- $10Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $50Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $30Had sex for money -- $200Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $25Vandalized something -- $27Had sex on your parents' bed -- $40Beat up someone -- $100Been jumped -- $20Crossed dressed -- $11Given money to stripper -- $30Been in love with a stripper -- $25Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$16Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $22Ever drive drunk -- $21Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $59Used toys while having se

You Might Be A Redneck If....
You might be a redneck if: You need one more hole punched in your card to get a freebie at the House of Tattoos. You need an estimate from your barber before you get a haircut. The biggest fashion risk you take is which plaid you'll wear to the 4-H Fair. You have flowers planted in a bathroom appliance in your front yard. Your wife weighs more then your refrigerator. You move your refrigerator and the grass underneath it has turned yellow. You mow your lawn and find a car. You can spit without opening your mouth. Going to the bathroom in the middle of the night involves putting on shoes and a jacket and grabbing a flashlight. You go Christmas shopping for your mom, sister, and girlfriend, and you only need to buy one gift. Taking a dip has nothing to do with water. There are more than ten lawsuits currently pending against your dog. You take a fishing pole to Sea World. The hood and one door are a different color from the rest of your car. You've ever filled your deer tag on the golf c

Rebel
Wanna know what what a true rebel/non-conformist is? It isn't someone who rags on other cliques or openly does something stupid or rude to others. It isn't someone who follows some popular choice of style. It isn't someone who does drugs or drink. And it DEFINETELY isn't one of those stereotypes from old fifties movies! It's someone who can hardly stand out at all because they're lost in the sea of cliques. You simply cannot classify a rebel in any clique, because they follow their own dress code putting on and picking out what they think is cool and not wearing something because it seems punk or preppy. A rebel doesn't do something because it's hot for the moment or because it seems hardcore or something a rebel would wear. As a matter of fact, most rebels don't even know they are rebels. They befriend whoever they like, listen to whatever they want to listen to, and behave in the manner they see fit. These people live their lives the way they want to and not the way everyone expects

A Masters Love
Quietly waiting my eyes downcast,calming my racing heart by force,I awaiting your leather glove touch,Upon my fevered quivering skin, You speak my name Curtly... Obediently I crawl to your lap,placing my hands for you to bind, My will to please you carries me, Through the racing fear pleasure. You call me Slave.... I stand against the cold Stone,my eyes in cloaked darkness,As I wait for the Slicing Whip, It's Kiss of Pain pleasure. You growl my Name.... My hot flesh reddened and sore, You explore my moist depths, Slamming into my waiting body,You explode with desire inside my body... "You whisper My Name With LOVE"

July 30th
there are a lot of great guys out there but why are they so hard to find my mother said my was but he just acted crazy when ever he got around his friends , i dont know if thats the truth ne more or if is just trying to make me leave again me and michael argued last night and you would never think of something so stupid to argue over dinner he didnt eat because i didnt make cheeseburgers instead i made manwich do knwo how big of an arguement this lead to he didnt talk to me for the rest of the nite he was a complete ass hole to me all over some hamburger meat and to beat it all instead of telling me how he felt about me ne more he says the same way ifell about him what is it why cant a guy ever tell his real feelings and we arent talking about a young man either he is 40 yrs old and acts like his 10, well i guess that would be all for now but believe me stayed tuned there will be more

More Ueless Random Facts About Andy
1. i loved my ex wife but was never IN love with her 2. i could have had my eye fixed as a child but my parents said no because the doctor wanted to try other ways like putting a patch over the good eye...sitting me on the right side of the class etc etc 3. my dad used to beat my brother and i as kids...no black eyes or nothing...just things like spanking us up to 30 times at one time...choking when yelling at us...almost threw my brother through a sliding glass door cuz he slammed him that hard against it 4. ive ever only truly loved one person and i doubt i could ever love anyone the same again 5. im scared of dying of cancer yet i cant bring myself to quit smoking 6. i once had sex with a 15 yr old when i was 22 not knowing she was 15 7. i have never had a girl get me off to a bj 8. if im not in charge while having sex i wont get off or have fun 9. i have faked a butt cramp to stop having sex with someone 10. my best friend died in my arms when i was 20 after he was shot af

Coversation Of Lovers
Come away with me my secret loveCome away with me to our secret fantasyTake my hand. I'll lead you thereShh your secrets are safe with meMy secret loveI crave to be in that secret fantasyBut I am scared to let goand blindly take your handMy secrets I am hesitant to shareBaby it's okayClose your eyes Don't be afraidFor I am your escapeLeave your worries behind please don't be hesitantYou make it sound so easyto just run awayBaby believe me it's okayAren't you worried?Do you have any care?Baby with you I have no fearI have no worriesAnd yes I careI care for youI care for you tooand I want to escape with youBut how do I forget?How do I not be hesitant?Its not easyI know, I seeBut believe me my loveWhen I take you on this fantasyYou also will see you should leave with meI want to believe my loveand fly in your armsI want to see Should I go on this fantasyThe

Find Someone Else
I gave you all I had and give you what I have taking nothing but joy from my fears of anguish the words of my pain and sorrow you turn around and use against me every bit of sentiment I disperse is destroyed by your simplistic character a heart of glass full of love you managed to take of the shelf with pleasure break it into a million pieces each piece struggling to pick itself up only to be stompped on by fear and self pity you envision your self worth as nothing better than dirt yet it still exceeds mine at least by your demented souls vision I gave up so much of myself only to be dumped into the trash and not just any trash but trash of your victims to live to see the pain is not enough for you it must be relived each day to comfort the release of your own pains recollection you're doing to me as she did to your demise to understand your own self worth you trash mine to see yours is much better to envision a promissary commission for what has been take

Think About It!!! ((let Me Know Your Thoughts))
I am reading this book, And I come to a part of the book that says this....AT SOME POINT IN OUR LIVES,MOST OF US WANT TO GO BACK TO A SIMPLIER,HEALTIER,OR HAPPIER TIME.WE CAN'T,BUT WE STILL KEEP DREAMING ABOUT HOW IT ONCE WAS. WHAT I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IS, IF YOU COULD GO BACK TO THE HAPPIEST TIME IN YOUR LIVE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW, OR MAYBE WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? THINK ABOUT IT HALEY XXOX Let me but live my life from year to year, With forward face and unreluctant soul; Not hurrying to, nor turning from the goal; Not mourning for the things that disappear In the dim past, nor holding back in fear From what the future veils; but with a whole And happy heart, that pays its toll To Youth and Age, and travels on with cheer. So let the way wind up the hill or down, O'er rough or smooth, the journey will be joy: Still seeking what I sought when but a boy, New friendship, high adventure, and a crown, My heart will keep the courage of the quest, And hope the road's l

Finally A New Blog July 31, 2009
Sorry it has been soo long since I have blogged.. i have been so sick lately and i'm still in the hospital.. 2 days ago was the first day in a week and a half that i have finally kept solid food and more then sprite in my system.. otherwise i would throw up a few times a day.. and we figured out it was one of the antibiotics they were givin me that was making me so sick cuz everytime they would hang it which was 3 times a day i would get very nautious and then start throwing up and i'd throw up quite a few times the whole hour the antibiotic was goin through my system and they would still give me stuff for the nausia the oral pain pills and the iv pain pills too. and i'd still be throwing up and i wouldnt be able to eat a thing or drink anything not even water the only thing i could drink was sprite that would actually stay in my system.. and all of that started last wednesday and went all the way to today since they also had me taking potassium pills the whole time also anywhere from

I Was Asked A Question Today, This Is My Answer!!!
How do you know when your in love??? In the things you do for me. In your words that come from your heart. The little things are what makes me happy. The things people don't realize means everything to me. I don't need fancy thing to make me happy. Holding hands, a hug, a kiss, a simple little flower that was picked for me. That means the world to me. Someone cook me a meal that makes me happy. Just simple little things that's all I need. I am head over hills in love with you. Why hell I don't know. I can't explain why...All I know is that I LOVE YOU!!!

The Nerve Of Some People....haterz!!!
Ok,so...I really dislike when ppl hate on other peoples talents I mean straight put down or hate on ppls vids.or songs etc.. I mean if someone plays the guitar and you say oh i've heard better its like ok u've heard better, but can YOU do better? Huh? What? I DIDNT THINK SO! Same with dance for example (Person 1) "Oh i can do that" (Person 2 *dancer*) "Oh so you can do piroettes? let me see you do 3 now go...." *starts out half way through falls on butt* (Perosn 2 *dancer*) "Yeah thats what I thought." The thing i'm trying to put out there is please dont critizise unless you can do better and prove it. Like on youtube there are haterz and you go on their profile what do you see? No videos at all and its like Wtf!? you have no damn room to hate cause you have no vids and prob couldnt do better anyways.For example some people critizise the final dance scene of Center Stage (look at the vid its in my stash) their all like "Oh its non-relaistic!" and "Omg! thats not possible" and its like

Thepink Dress
The Pink DressThere was this little girl sitting by herself in the park.Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad..Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and did try, the girl just sat And watched the people go by.She never tried to speak.She never said a word.Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there.Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyesToday I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone..As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress.It was grotesquely shaped.I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no Effort to speak to her.Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someo

Legal Marijuana In Alabama = $130,000,000
CANNABIS CULTURE - Experts say California could bring in billions by legalizing pot. Drug reform activist Loretta Nall thinks marijuana taxation could help Alabama as well. Drug reform activist Loretta Nall thinks marijuana could make $130,000,000 for the state of Alabama.AL.com is carrying the story about how much money California would make if they go through with legalizing and taxing marijuana for adult use. The California estimate given by their Board of Equalization is $1.4 BILLION dollars. That's a bunch of cash. That got me wondering about how much money Alabama would rake in if we legalized and taxed the sale of marijuana to adults at the same rate California plans to. Here is what the numbers look like. The number of +18 marijuana smokers in Alabama is estimated to be 392,032 or 11.25% of the voting age population. That number is obtained by looking at the SAMSHA chart on substance use in Alabama in the past month and multiplying 11.25% times the voting age population of

Friendship
Both family and friendship are important to me. As a person with a big heart, why is it that people tend to take advantage of that? I truly feel that what comes around goes around. I don't wish bad things for others, even if they aren't my friends. People tell me that I need to get a "thicker" skin. To me, that's just changing who I am. I'll always be there for anyone, even more so to a friend. I never expect anything in return. Well, maybe just one thing, their friendship. Good friends are hard to find and when I find them, I will let them know everyday how much I love and appreciate their friendship.

Warning To Anyone Taking Chantix !!!
Chantix has become the leading prescription to help smokers kick the habit. Pfizer, Manufacturer of Chantix, has reported skyrocketing sales since its introduction in 2006. Sales totaled $101 million in 2006, $883 million in 2007, and $846 in 2008. It’s dominant in its market, with a reported 90% market share. Chantix is unique because it not only reduces the urge to smoke, it actually blocks the brain’s nicotine receptors. This means if the smoker lapses and lights up, it won’t satisfy the nicotine craving. Chantix can be taken up to 12 weeks, by which time the smoker should have lost any urge to smoke. By design, Chantix users experience the similar symptoms of quitting smoking cold turkey. Many patients experience mood swings, depression, and even thoughts of suicide. Pfizer has stated these side effects are a result of nicotine withdrawal, and not the drug itself. Other’s believe there is a link to Chantix and the psychological side effects. Since Chantix

My First Fubar Pissing Contest
So a few minutes ago I was looking through my friends on fubar to see who I could afford to buy. So I found a friend I chat with quite a bit, mostly on yahoo. I absolutely love chatting with this woman because she's interesting, funny, and we have similar interests. Anyway, 5 minutes after I buy her I get a message from her previous owner saying "look at her status." And she has in her status that she is missing her sweet master, who happens to be her owner. So I apologize and say that I'll make sure it doesn't happen again. I then proceed to buy my friend for five times the price I'd just paid. He then proceeds to tell me that she'll block me. I respond "not likely, but you never know. I then get a stern warning "you will see soon." I tell him I know this lady a bit and I seriously don't get the impression she'll stop talking to me over a pissing match on fubar. If my friend actually blocked me because of me fucking with someone on fubar I think I'd actually be ok with tha

Racism
“We are still conditioning people in this country and, indeed, all over the globe to the myth of white superiority. We are constantly being told that we don't have racism in this country anymore, but most of the people who are saying that are white. White people think it isn't happening because it isn't happening to them.”

Feels Like Tonight
You, you got me Thinking it'll be alright. You, you told me, "Come and take a look inside." You believed me, In every single lie. But I, I failed you this time. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, But try to make it up to you? And it feels like tonight, Tonight. I was waiting For the day you'd come around. I was chasing, And nothing was all I found. From the moment you came into my life, You showed me what's right. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, But try to make it up to you? And it feels like tonight. I never felt like this before. Just when I leave, I'm back for more. Nothing else here seems to matter. In these ever-changing days, You're the one thing that remains. I could stay like this forever. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, But try to make it

We Interupt Your Regularly Scheduled Blog To Bring You Something Sexy
Hello, My fellow Fu-maniacs, Well, you all know what happens when you leave your internets open, and someone goes online and checks out your webpages, and views your "recent activity" folder, and sees just how much midget porn you REALLYwatch... ...well... This is one of those times! Seems, ol' Misha left his web browser open, and well, here I am. And who am I you may ask, in your about to be elucidated ignorance? Well... It's me, It's me ...Its R-I-P!!! Rip McKewl, baby, back on the scene and ready to make ALL the honeys scream ..."LAWD have Mercy!" I'm the man equipped and I'm like the ultimate I'm the man of the hour, the man with the power ...too sweet to be sour. I'm every mother's nightmare, and every school girls dream. I'm the man who put the Man in MANN Act, and I'm keeper of the sexy. I'm the reason that husbands stay awake at night, and the reason that their wives sleep SOOOOO very tight. Yet, I'm mostly known as the "Last Bull in the Woods" H

Memories
You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love surrounded you but now...what do you have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? It's something that...yeah...I guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for you than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio...a movie...or a single word...these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these things...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future...and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before...they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to...but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten...no matter how hard we try...and how much we think it'll ease the pain...it will always be there...forever.

20k/100 Rates When I Have Autos On!
WHEN I HAVE AUTOS I OFTEN OFFER 20K PER 100 RATES. THE TIMES I HAVE NOT DONE IT HAS BEEN BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WAY TO ANNOYED WITH PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT SEEM TO READ AND COMPREHEND THE PROCESS. DON'T GET ME WRONG I APPRECIATE THE RATES BUT IT IS NOT WORTH THE AGGRAVATION OF GETTING STALKED OR VERBALLY ABUSED SO HERE ARE THE RULES FOR ALL FUTURE PAY FOR RATES OFFERS I MAKE IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THEM YOU WILL STILL BE PAYED BUT THEN I WILL BLOCK YOU FROM MY PROFILE. 1. PM4PAY MEANS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE NOT SHOUTBOX ME. IF YOU SHOUTBOX ME IT IS GOING TO GET LOST I WON'T SEE IT AND THEN YOU WILL BE SCREAMING TO EVERYONE ON FUBAR THAT I DON'T PAY FOR RATES WHEN I SAY I AM GOING TO BUT REALLY THE CASE IS THAT YOU CAN'T FOLLOW DIRECTIONS. 2. I AM NOT ON FUBAR ALL DAY EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOUR PM. YOU WILL RECEIVE PAYMENT WITHIN 24 HOURS OF RATING MY PICS. I PAYOUT ONLY ONCE PER DAY OTHERWISE ALL I WILL BE DOING IS PAYOUTS ALL DAY EVERYDAY SO PLEASE DON'T SEND ME A MESSAGE OR MY FU-HUBB

Flu Is Not The Biggest Danger ... It's The Vaccine Part 1
These are challenging times and we need to stay calm and think things through - not just panic and react. Fear, panic and emotional reaction got us into this mess and it is certainly not going to get us out of it. We also need to realise - here, now - that we have long crossed the line into a fully-fledged fascist dictatorship. It has hidden itself to most people this far, but it is about to lift the veil. It is no longer an option to do nothing or passively acquiesce to authority out of fear or apathy. Or, at least, it's not if we care about our freedoms and, most importantly, those of our children and grandchildren who will have to live almost their entire lives under a global jackboot of sheer, undiluted evil. The word 'evil' is much overused and I don't say it lightly; but we are dealing with evil in the sense that the word is the reverse of 'live'. Those behind the conspiracy to cull the human population and turn the rest into little more than computer terminals are anti-life.

Family Bombers
I will be the first to admit I ask to be bombed on a regular basis and I never once bought a cherry bomb to return the favor. I thank those who has bombed me without asking anything in return (THANK YOU VERY MUCH) I rate photos on a regular basis using up the max rates that my level offers. I try to rate people who takes care of me but it doesn't always workout like that. I like to be bombed and so I rate bombers profiles and photos alot when the bombing starts. it may sound kiss-ass to some and maybe rightly so but in this "Game" you have to kiss a little ass to get ahead. I'm no writer nor am i a poet but I am a rater have no other choice but to do so. If I rate you It's cause of two things, one is cause your cherry bombs are activated and the other is cause you ask me to. It's not that hard to see why bombers bomb other bombers but those who take the time to bomb us raters I want to personally thank you for all of us who are trying to get to your level..

Why Is This Happening To Me?
Why am I wasting my time on this one sided love?He doesn't want me, he doesn't need me.It appears he never will.So why is this time so different?Why am I unable to cope?Nothing about this is making any sense.My heart feels so gutted, like a wounded animal.I can't seem to get a grip on my own reality anymore.The "why" is driving me crazy.I have no one I can talk to.I have no friends.It still hurts so damn much.More than it ever has.More than I'm used to.The dumbest things set off my tears.A sunset, a beautiful view, the ocean, fireworks.Only he knows why.I am so afraid to be alone right now.The pain is overwhelming.It's flooding my heart.

Politeness
My new rule regarding "Family" adds is due to one person on my friends list that asks by way of status for family adds so they can level up, typically I like to talk to someone before adding them to my family because of one folder that they will have access to & I know that alot of women on here don't want to see those pics so I like to tell them to be careful what folder you open if you go into my pics but if your settings won't allow me to shout, or message you how can I do this? As a result I added the fubux rule because I should be able to reply to a fupal message. I rate alot of pics, but alot of my friends will know I like to say hi too, all i'm trying to say is if I do you a favor I would appreciate getting a "Thank you" the new rule for family adds is: unless your already in, and you need to be added to a demon family, hit the fupal link & send me 1 Mil FuBucks when I recieve the message I'll add you to my family. Thank you.

This One Night
This One Night It always seems likeNothing is truly foreverBut I really feel likeThat I've waited my whole lifeFor this one nightI want to make this rightCuz I've only got one lifeIt's just the three of usMe you and foreverFor once at allAnd I'll let you fall, not ever Just take my handI feel like i'm in another worldWhen our souls are intertwinedOn these two feet I stand.Is this what love is?You make me feel so high off the groundWith such a long way downAnd it only took this one nightTo redeem my whole lifeOf searching, waitingI love what i've found.Then I wake upThis dream has been made upNever seeing your face in the lightBut still I savor this one night

Box Of Friendship
Into a box of friendship To insure that it is strong First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong. Then to the sides attach, In the corners where they meet, Several anchors full of trust, Devoid of all deceit. The height of friendship can be measured By the sides of four, So make them all a larger cut, And the box will hold much more. Now fill it up with courtesy, Honor and esteem, Understanding, sympathy, And passion for a dream. Add to that your honesty, Emotions joy and love, And since they’re so important, Place them up above But leave the box wide open So all can see inside, To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride.

To The Moon & Back
ITS FUNNY , THE WAY LIFE CAN MAKE A TOTAL TURN ABOUT, *gigglez*, ........ I HAVE MET THE MOST AWESOMELY INCREDIBLY AMAZING MAN EVER.....& AND AM LUCKY ENOUGH TO BECOME HIS FU-WIFE.... I WOULD LOVE FOR ALL MY FU-FAMILY & FRIENDS TO JOIN US AS WE TIE THE FU-KNOT...

A Burglar
A burglar broke into a Christian Family 's home one night. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables when he heard a strange voice echoing from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you." He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. After awhile when he heard Nothing more, he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you." Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice and finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot. "Did you sa

Venting... Don't Mind This
yesterday i hung out with some friends, little did I know that i was like gonna be the 7th wheel. well there was 6 people. All couples! lol It didn't bother me till i got home. I start to think, its the little things I miss. the phone calls, the text messages, emails.... Maybe, its me. or maybe it not me. maybe i need to stop being a little brat. hahahahha sigh... its just like that A Perfect Circle song... 3 libras! perfect example of what i'm talking about!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnYPimATnUo

A Little Louisiana History Lesson
In case you didn't know…….. A Little Louisiana history lesson If Hurricane Katrina causing the levees to break in New Orleans is the only thing you know about Louisiana , here are a few more interesting facts about the Bayou State :* Louisiana

Telling People To Fuck Off
One common theme I've noticed in many of the pics on Fubar is an overwhelming tendency from some people to include a picture (or several) of them flipping off the camera. Usually with a caption similar to "if you don't like me, the you can fuck off." Maybe I'm stereotyping a little here, but you also tend to see pics indicating the person is proud redneck or some form of confederate flag in there. Why is that? Why the need to tell the world to fuck off if it doesn't happen to like you, find you attractive, or approve the pics you post. When I see shit like that, all I can think is that the person posting it is fucking insecure about themselves that the have to tell everyone else to fuck off if they don't approve. Aren't people allowed to disagree without being told to fuck off? If you're a christian and I'm an atheist, will I automatically be told to fuck off. Or if I don't find you attractive should I be told to fuck off for that to? I think moving forward any pic with a 1 f

Adam
So I got the whole story about the dog we adopted. Yesterday night, my son was at the park, and he kept texting me and tellin me that this dog was following him around, and asking me if he could bring it home. At first I said no cause I figured it was a stray. Then my son calls me to come get him, so I walked down to the park, find my son with this sweet little puppy in hand. He procedes to tell me that his friend found the dog at the park in a box, so I went to the neighbors house to make sure it wasn't their dog. They said that there grandson brought it home, that he found it at the park, but they couldn't keep it. So we brought it home, and since then i've been contimplating on weather or not to keep it. I even mummed about it LOL...Well just a few minutes ago, my neighbor knocked on the door wanting to see the dog. So we went outside and walked over to her house and talked for a bit. Her grandson then tells me, that when he was at the park last night, that he actually saw the p

The Perfect Heart - A Parable
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said “Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.” The crowd and the young man looked at the old man’s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn’t fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared – how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man’s heart

When Will Enough Be Enough??
When is enough, enough? Life is a very peculiar thing. It has its ups and downs, and just to keep thing interesting life throws a few curveballs in for good measure. I was goin through my old blogs tonight. The last blog I wrote was about me taking charge of my life shortly after the Lisa suicide debacle. I am better now. Hell I was better then I jus didnt know it or couldnt see it. I can see clearly now, but as they say hindsight is always 20/20. Since that time there have been numerous changes in my life, not all for the better. But that is one of life curveballs. It seems that im destined to have more than a few thrown my way. Its true that I have walked my own path pretty much since the day I turned 15. And a lot of the problems and difficulties I'm having in life are a result of decisions I made when I was younger. I can deal with that. But in the meantime, does everything else have to work against me?? Be that as it may. I didnt start a new blog to rehash the past. Im

You Gotta Draw A Hard Line
Best friend, Lover, companion? more like Lazy Belittler and annoying I bought into my heart. without weighing the facts You warned me, i didnt listen. i will always love you.. Ill always want you as my bestfriend but i REFUSE to make someone change.. So im almost at a breaking point of letting you go. id rather have sweet memories as we have had then have the love weve shared become hatred.. as a song played... "you gotta draw a hard line" Now.. Show me what i fell for but preferablly the REAL you or As fast as i ran into your arms.. i will run away.... i love you ~fin

Kindness
ok, here i am again.It is 2:51AM and I am here wondering what has happened to people? You are only here once.Right here with these other human beings that share our planet and very few kind or sincere words are exchanged...why is that? With all the troubles and heartaches in this world,can no one be bothered to share words of kindness and encourgement? I believe with all my heart,that any words spoken should be good ones.My creed is;if u have nothing good to say..say nothing at all.I also believe there are much too few compliments given and much criticisms.Is it easier to pass on unkind words? I think not. We only pass this way once and should leave a path of kindness behind us. One tiny,insignificant word can acually change someones life.Someone sad and ready to give up may be saved by just one little word of sincere thoughtfulness. Guess what?We all have our faults,(yes,even you)but none needs to be reminded of them(yes,even you)But very few of us are even aware of our gifts un

Shortly After Midnight
Shortly after midnight Into your room I goAnd stand there gazing down at you With eyes that love you soYour head upon the pillow Your arms down at your sideYour lips in a faint smile Then next to you I slideI kiss your eyelids softly Run fingers through your hairI feel your breath upon me Do you know I'm there?I put my arms around you And hold you, oh so nearI whisper of my love for you Although you cannot hearI cherish every moment as I hold you close, my dearFor time goes by so quickly And morning's almost nearThough' you won't know I've been there With you throughout the nightMy love for you is ever close.... As darkness is to light

Dream Dictionary ~* A - Addiction *~
A friend of mine has in interest in dream interpretation... sooo i chased down a dream dictionary to post for her... A To see the letter "A" in your dream, represents superiority or beginnings. You are moving on to something new and grand. Alternatively, it may indicate the name or initial of a person. Abandonment To dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your growth. Let go of your old attitudes. A more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. It may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. The fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream as part of the healing process and dealing with losing a loved one. It may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood. Alternatively, the dream indicates that

Me
Sometimes I gotta just wonder, WTF is wrong with me? I know, I mean really know what I have to do. So why is it so easy to say what I need to do and not just do?! I know I'm a good person and would never hurt anyone intentionally. I don't play games, I try to be honest...although it's hard when u think it is gonna hurt someone. I don't know if it's because of lonliness that makes me get walked all over and let other ppl's lives seemingly put their problems right up there with my own...I honestly don't know. I do know that I'm sick and tired of ppl assuming they take advantage of me because I'm known for my kindness. I do not want to become an ass, but if I don't start, even with the small stuff, it'll bring me down. See, I said I know what needs to be done, but will I do it? I feel like a prisoner. Jeez, u'd think at my age I'd know to grow up already!

My 2000+ Mile Road Trip
This last couple of weeks have been very difficult for me. First I got laid off my job of 2 years, then my boyfriend, Bill, dumped me. Hard. So I decided to get the hell out of dodge for awhile. I thought if I just got away for awhile, I would get better.So here is the journal I kept while on the road.Day 1:Finally left home around 8:30 am. Bill bought me a charger thingy for my phone and 2 flashlights. I made my goodbye as short as possible. That was hard. Probably one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm still not clear on why I'm getting the shit end of life. Gawd, I am so in love with him. More than even I thought. I felt like a complete fool telling him that I loved him after the fact, but I also didn't want to regret NOT saying it ever. Somehow, I need to shake it off. Driving hasn't helped so far, but I still have a long way to go to attempt to continue this odd journey I'm on.I had a place set up in Clear Lake, California to spend the night, but that didn't pan out. Figure

Hell Of A Day...
you will love this one...okay so pulte gave me an f250 company truck with a 8x 10 single axle trailer to haul material....okay so today i was going to bella via in mesa...ray and signal butte..but anyways back to the story...about 6:30 am i am on the 60 going east bound...and the passenger side rim and tire decided to go for a ride with the trailer...tire shreads and all 5 of the bolts that hold the rim on..shear off...so i am tryen to get over and i see the rim passen me on the freeway...this is right before rural rd...i get all to the left side and the rim hits the median passenger side....then bolts across hitting no cars hitscenter median and crosses all lanes of traffic again...what are the chances of that...short story but oh so funny..had to wait for tow truck to send trailer to shop...hopefully get it back soon enough...just thought i would share my morning with you all....

Fake Ass People
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: IF YOU COME ON PAGE LOOKING FOR BLING VIPS . THEN YOU ARE ON THE WRONG PAGE. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING THAT THEY ARE MY FIENDS, BUT ALWAYS ASKING ME FOR FOR SHIT. SO WHAT IAM TRYING I AM NOT BUYING A DAMN THING ANYMORE. IF YOU GET OFFENDED BY THIS. SO WHAT BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK, BUT I WILL TAKE CARE OF MY FREINDS. BECAUSE THEY ARE HARD TO FIND.

Fake
If yo are looking for VIPS, BLAST, FU BLINGS PACKS.Then you are looking in the wrong place. I am sick and tired of all these beggers on FU. If you think acting like your my friend is going you anything. then you saddly mistaken because i am not buying you a damn thing. so you fake ass people, stay the hell away from me.

Mercenary - I Am Lies
This is where it ends, and this is where it all begins so step right along my friend, I will let you know my name dissapear in crystal shades of grey, believe in nothing losing all you have in life, will teach you nothing You stand alone my friend and I will hear you calling out but I I am, I am you will be blinded by fame enter my selection, show me desolation and will hear your shame, and so you die And so it all begins, my death connection you lose your preception, embrace the non divine reappear and speak your final peace, relieve yourself believe in all you see before you, believe in me You stand alone my friend and I will hear you calling out but I I am, I am you will be blinded by fame enter my selection, show me desolation and I will hear your shame Lie for lie, I realize eye for an eye and the world turns blind you are paralyzed, nothing to gain by hiding behind your shame creating structures and lies that ruptures I am the architect of lies

Habitual Face Rapist...greatest She Ever Tasted...
S-A-double-V - The Most Interesting S-MKFR on Fubar said: savored with an OMG, "it's so pretty," and a happy face, and I give like I get - leave her blessed, no honey wasted. Half the game was the swallow, and half the game was where I placed it. She wanted me to finish, but The End, I couldn't embrace it. Every ridge, and every ripple needed her tongue to trace it, so she could close her eyes, and recognize Heaven's sensation, across her brain... worked her face til she was sore, from speaking in tongues, and gobbling her explanation.... -Each1 Teach1- said: below the belt, above the knees is my location, permanently posted like some pilings in her ocean, sendin her home boastin bout tha freshcoasts locomotion...slathered in exotic lotions, emotions painted so vividly, gather an understanding of just how much youve given means to me...we skip away gingerly, mingling with the infinity, its been a long time but nowhere near as afar as i can see.... ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ßA

Remember A Soldier
Remember a soldier. Doesnt matter from when or from where. When they were killed. Post to remember so none are forgotten. LT Jess Hill-died Ice pack PO Steven Duque- died ice pack PO Nate Brukenthal- kia iraq ALL Coast Guard above. Mikael, jj, davis, martin, jed, juan, perry, cedar you lives are not forggoten, as medics you were the best of our group. you are not forgotten. We will meet again my friends Army, navy and 1 marine medics above. anyone listed below or comments made bless a soldier, say thank you to them, clap for them in airports, buy them lunch, help them and say thank you.

Now The Melody Is Renewed
Now The Melody Is Renewed A time spent apart from My Fire Words written to reach her heart Have been wiped clean from her slate Now the new sun rises giving fresh start I have missed My Fire’s sweet voice Her melody that brings passion to my spirit Eyes like gateways to heaven A kiss with a lust deep within it My Fire’s body carved from the night sky She is the untamed mystery of love She graces me with her touch Her heart I take hold of Let me hid in the feathers

Oregon Hemp Farming Bill Becomes Law
http://www.votehemp.com/PR/08-04-09_vh_ore... Vote Hemp, the leading grassroots advocacy organization working to give back farmers the right to grow industrial hemp (the oilseed and fiber varieties of Cannabis), enthusiastically supports the decision of Oregon Governor Ted Kulongoski to sign SB 676 into law today. The bill, which passed the House by a vote of 46 to 11 and the Senate by a vote of 27 to 2, permits the production, trade and possession of industrial hemp commodities and products. With the Governor's signature, it now makes a politically bold commitment to develop hemp in a state whose slogan is "Oregon - We Love Dreamers." "I am glad that Oregon has joined the other states that have agreed that American farmers should have the right to re-introduce industrial hemp as an agricultural crop," says SB 676 sponsor, Sen. Floyd Prozanski. "By signing SB 676 into law, which passed the Oregon Legislature with strong bi-partisan support, Governor Kulongoski has taken

Marijuana Is Safer: So Why Are We Driving People To Drink?
http://www.alternet.org/drugreporter/14180... A new book explains how we're steering people away from cannabis and toward the use of a very harmful and deadly substance: alcohol.

Death By Bad Health Care
http://blogs.consumerreports.org/health/20... As noted previously, comparing different countries’ health care systems is tough because of the many variables involved, such as the fact that the U.S. has both the highest rate of overweight and obesity and the lowest smoking rate of the eight industrialized countries we’ve been looking at. And let’s not even get into matters like diet: how to compare Japanese who live on rice, fish, and vegetables to the wine-and-cheese-loving French to the fast-food-eating Americans? Enter the concept of "amenable mortality." Invented years ago in the United States and used worldwide by researchers ever since, it’s basically a body count of people who die for want of "timely and effective health care." A higher rate is bad, because it means the country’s health care system is falling down on its one and only job, which is to keep people healthy and do the best job possible of treating them if they get sick.

Obummer's First 4 Month In Office
--- IT IS HARD NOT BEING NERVOUS WITH BO AND THE DEMOCRATS AT THE WHEEL.THE CABINET AND THE CZARS ARE RUNNING WITH THE BALL AND WE UNABLE TOSTOP THEM. Are you all feeling safe?????????????????????? .If you are, you have a really BIG Problem. First 4 Months Accomplishments Observations on the President's Early Days: 1. Offended the Queen of England. 2. Bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia. 3. Praised the Marxist Daniel Ortega. 4. Kissed Hugo Chavez on the cheek. 5. Endorsed the Socialist Evo Morales of Bolivia. 6. Announced we would meet with Iranians with no pre-conditions. 7. Gave away billions to AIG also without pre-conditions. 8. Expanded the bailouts. 9. Insulted everyone who has ever loved a Special Olympian. 10. Doubled our national debt. 11. Announced a termination of the space defense system the day after the North Koreans launched an ICBM. 12. Despite the urgings of his own CIA director and the prior 4 CIA directors, released information on intelligence ga

Just Something
every day is an endless day,waiting for someone to steel my heart someone so worthy and loving like you, who is charming, sexy and smart. the day i read your poetry, we talked for a little while. I looked at your picture, over and over, and fell in love with your smile. I must have known you from somewhere before, but couldn't place exactly where.. but then it suddenly dawned on me.. it wasnt here, nor was it there. it must have been another life ,another time or another place. It doesnt matter anymore for you've filled that empty space.

Like Me Or Not
you can stck me with your knives in the side of my dawn,i really dont care.my life in the real world SUCKS and at times ,here too.no i'm not playgirl material,nor do i pretend to be..you can laugh at me,ridicule me,so as long as it makes you feel good about yourself..if peace it gives you ,so be it..me.i do for others in a genuine way and yes THE REAL WORLD folks as well. i dont cut you till you bleed nor do i intend to nor shall i ever..when i go to someone's site i come to view,not to only see or to get as many points as i can,i go there for the pleasure...so ya know what..LIKE me LOVE ME HATE ME...i'll be here long after all is said n done..

Work Tonight!!!!! ( Growls )
I go back to work tonight after being off since APril.First thing she hits me with is the smoking place has changed. They suppose to of fined her for smoking out front .. Not too forsure on that one.oh and get this....She said the state told her you get 1 ... Now 1 .. 10 minute break every eight hourswho the fuk does she think she is, and who the fuk does the think she's kidding? Second of all I am suppose to clock out before going outside to smoke, and then clock back in and it will be held out of my pay?? ( I THINK NOT ) Third of all... I'm not going to get paid but on Mondays.two days after I'm threw for the week( I THINK NOT ) I was asked to come back for the bowlers.. at $7.25 an hour and to put up with the bull shit that I have to put up with I think I'm better offStaying right where I was at home.I"m going in later this evening to speak with her about all of these issues. Like me or not I'm head strong .and I hate being lied too in ever aspect of being lied too.I smoke big

John Hughes Is Dead!
"The US film director and writer, John Hughes, who created some of the most famous comedies of the 1980s and 1990s, has died at the age of 59. The director died after a heart attack in New York, his spokeswoman said. Hughes was the director of such successful films as Ferris Bueller's Day Off, The Breakfast Club, and Planes, Trains and Automobiles." Source : BBC Online

Cold As A Robot?
I'm not an affectionate person. I may be nice/polite/sweet and whatnot but I find it difficult to show affection or feeling about most things. Some may have noticed this some may not, but whatever. As long as no one if offended by it then it's ok.

I Can't Go On Living Like This......
I'm sick and tired of living like this. All I've been doing is hibernating, crying and feeling generally sorry for my own ass. Well.....NO MORE!! I'm going to get up, take a shower, and get all decked out! Then I'm going to morph Silver back into my body and go find me a young boy toy to use and abuse for a week then throw him away!! Yea, you heard me correctly!! Silver is BACK baby Better lock up yer younguns!! hehe I'm gonna teach 'em a new way!! Mmuuaahhhahahahahahahahaha!!! WOOT!

Fuck Bdsm And Fuck You Too
To all the potential sexual predators ,pedophiles,and serial killers who keep emailing me NO! NO Im not submissive at all ,not waiting for some dumbass to beat ,insult or humiliate me because his dick isnt big enough or his mama didnt treat him right, or he just hates women due to low self esteem.I am not submissive.AT ALL. When I see the supposedly"sexy" pics of these assholes girlfriends getting abused with tears in their eyes it makes me want to offer the girls a plane ticket (this means you ReadyRebecca anytime ) to somewhere safe.And no I dont think the jokes I see on peoples pages about underage girls are funny , a 14 year old in a mini skirt is still a CHILD,if she was your CHILD you would undertand that and beat the ass of any dumbass old guy like yourself that decided to project things onto her like that she was an adult and a pervert like him.WRONG! Mostly I am sad that we have arrived at a moment in history in which men wanting to beat, and beating women who say they w

Set Free
Set Free By Ember Copyright 2006 Dramatic fighting, a jealous lover, hurting all her friends and others. Taking away the innocence of untouched friendship and caring love. Questioning every second of her day, threatening those he feels get in his way. Not allowed to have any friends, afraid he will put their lives to an end. Forcing her to make a decision, live life like this or risk going to prison. The knife slides in, ending the brutality, abused by him she'll no longer be. They lead her away, face turned to the sky, with blood on her hands she finally cries. She lived in his prison, for so many years, she had lost her ability to shed any tears.

Vampire Woman
Vampire Woman By: Lady Ember Pale white skin, open lace Blood red lips, enchanting face Raven black hair, bright green eyes Voluptuous body, lustful cries Vampire woman, seduction of flesh Passionate ecstasy, as bodies mesh Feeding on love, feeding on life Pleasure intense, cuts like a knife Wrapped around, wet satin on steel Holding on tight, the feeling unreal Vertigo twisting, turning around Hearts fast beating, artery found Drinking the essence, accepting the bites Eternal embrace, the rest of your nights Vampire woman, Vampire Man Now hunting and stalking the moonlit land.

Controvercial Survey, Stolen From Someone On Myspace
Would you kill a child if it meant saving your own life?Depends if it was some annoying cunt runt or notWould you steal from an elderly person?A drug dealer? Yes Otherwise, nahIf the only way to save yourself was to kill your family, would you?NopesDo you believe in evolution?Stupid people STILL haven't evolved, so yesDo you believe in god?Yeah, he is one selfish bastardDo you know what the war in Iraq is about?My assIs a female president a bad idea?As long as she doesnt drive an SUVYou caught your child smoking pot/doing drugs.How would you punishhim?I dont have kids, so...Your thoughts on gay marriage?Make em suffer tooIs abortion morally permissable?The world is overpopulated as it is. Kill the lil suckersShould you have to dress for church?Church? Whats church?Do you?NoWhy?I'm a JewIs it a sin to have premarital sex?I'll burn in hell if so Is god a man or woman?a dogDo you think god truly cares for his children, that is, if he exists?He laughs at themWhat if the government has

If I Only Knew The Reason
If only i did know the reasons i love him sobut each time I heard his voice emotions overflowsOh, my heart, although you're not here with meEvery breathe i breath it tightens knowing that we were meant to be and it's clear, i know you agreedIf only you could see what you means to meLooking at the rainbow right after the rainthat kisses the sky and comforts her heart from all her cries. You're my light that brightens my days,In so many mystical ways.If only you were here with me to set my emotions freebut our love conquers all distance no matter how far we are. Looking at myself, somehow it's you that i seeClosing my eyes, i saw you smiling back at meconfidently feeling comforted that i'll never be alone, ever...

One Of My Poems.....
i need to explain the thoughts in my headi want you right here right in my bedyour the most beautiful woman ive ever seengive me a chance ill treat you like a queenill tell you every day just how special you arei know we just met but i wanna take it farill make breakfast in bed, rose pedals on sheetsas hours turn to days and days into weeksand weeks into months and months into yearsjust tell me your problems tell me your fearsand ill make u happy ill make u smileyou'll feel like you havent in a whileand ill kiss you all over from head to toeand you'll start to shiver when i go down lowthen ill kiss your knee and work up your thighsand all my neighbors will hear your sexual criesand you will feel like ur just gonna explodebut its just the beginning of this long rocky roadill take my time and do everything rightill kiss you and touch you nibble and biteyou'll love every second and when its all doneill hold you in my arms til out comes the sunand when you sleepin ill watch you and prayple

August 8th - Candle Wax
I had a wonderful session with my Master this evening.I was sitting on the couch with my lover sipping an orange juice and vodka he had made me, watching nothing on the television. I tug on my collar brought me to my feet."It's time. You can have that later" he said plucking the glass from my fingers and drawing me to our bed. "Lay down"I obeyed as he drew my shirt off over my head and unfastened the clasp to my bra. I lay on my back, my breathing growing heavy as he lit the candles. My hands drifted up to cover my breasts. A nervous habit my Master has yet to correct in me.He drew my hands back to my sides and asks if I am ready. I murmur a soft "Yes Master" and he begins to drip the hot wax down my chest from my neck to my waist. The heat lapped at my skin like a tongue. Involuntary moans escaped me and everything started to merge. Heat and pleasure and pain mingled in between my gasps of stop and then my nods to continue.Several times my Master asked if I had had enough. Wax caked m

I Wish I Could Meet Someone Who:
I wish that I could meet someone who is fun to be with, outgoing, likes me for who I am. I wish that I could meet someone who likes to surprise me because they want to , and not because they feel they have to. I wish that I could meet someone who does spontaneous things to surprise me or likes to do romantic things. I wish that I could meet someone who falls in love with me and the real person that I am. I wish that I could meet someone who likes to make love slow and passionately. I wish I could meet someone who does not treat me like a play toy, and wants to make love to me as much as I would like to make love to them. I wish i could meet someone who does not ask me what type of positions that I like. I wish I could meet someone who falls in love with me and treats me as if I were the most important person in their world. I wish I could meet someone who loves me so much that he dosent mind spoiling me through surprises, spontaneous gifts, or just because. I wish I could meet

What???
i guess some "fu" people are questioning who or what i am see the following..."theres a popular consensus that your profile is ran by a man. if that is so you will be found out. id post a salute and squash the rumors. no need to reply." so this "consensus" thinks they know me, ok who am i?? lets see what you think you know. i will give you credit for this much, i am or actually we are not as we appear. but i dont think you have a real clue to who we are and what we are here for. so give it your best shot, lets see if you are as bright as the idiot we got to invite us(me...hahaha) here...what a fucking doormat, so easy to fool & manipulate ...hahaha too much fun! damn it has been a great night what an awesome party time to crash. have fun with this...lmfao

For One Heavenly Moment
Wherever you wanderAnd whatever you doHave faith in me darlingI will always be true.Ne'er would I hurt youOr bring you a tearThe world may desert youBut I'll always be here.Put two arms around meTake life with a smileThere is no other magicTo make life worthwhile.As we hide in the shadowsIn the moonlight tonightFor "one heavenly moment"Our hearts will ignite

Wondering Why I Dont Have An Easy Button
SO I T HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THT LIFE NEEDS AN EASY BUTTON SO EVRY TIME SHIT GETS UGLY I CAN PUSH IT ND MAKE IT EASIER I AM HERE ON THIS PLANET TO HELP OU TTHOSE WHO NEED HELP AND I CANT EVEN DO THT WITH OUT SUMSIN HITTING THE FAN WHY DO I EVEN TRY IF I CANT EVEN DO MY JOB I AM A SOLDIER SO I AM TRAINED TO KILL IN COMBAT BUT WHEN I AM HERE IN THE STATES I DO WAT I CAN TO HELP OUT THOSE WHO DESPERATLEY NEED HELP ND NOBODY WILL GIVE THEM A CHANCE TO GIVE THEM HELP ESPECIALLY IF THEY HAVE BEEN THROUG THE SAME SHIT THT WHOMEVER IT IS IS GOIN THROUGH OR HAS BEEN THROUGH I DINT THINK THT HELPING OUT SELECT ED ONES THT I KNOW I CAN HELP WAS AGAINST EVRYTHING INCLUDING BEING MARRIED WHEN THEY KNOW WAT YOU ARE DOING CUZ YOU TELL THEM WAT YOU CAN ND KEEP THEM INFORMED ND WHEN SUMBDY SAY THT YOUR WIFE IS LUCKY TO HAVE YOU THT IS WORHT A THOUSAND WORDS BUT I KEEP FORGETTING U DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE WAT THEY SAY AND YOU AUTOMATICALY TELL THEM IT IS WRONG I NEVER KNEW THT AND NO THIS HASNT HAPPEN

Ladder Borrow
My next-door neighbor and I frequently borrow things from each other. Not long ago, when I requested his ladder, he told me he had lent it to his son. Recalling a saying my grandmother used to repeat, I recited, "You should never lend anything to your kids, because you will never get it back." With that, he responded, "Tell you the truth, it's not even my ladder. It's my dad's."

Auction
IN AUCTION AUG 9TH -14TH COME BY AND SAY HI BID IF YOU WANT. PLEASE RATE MY AUCTION PIC WHOEVER IN THE AUCTION HAS THE MOST PIC RATES WINS A CHERRY BOMB OR AUTO 11S PLEASE STOP BY AND SUPPORT ME. THANK YOU LOVE MY FRIENDS :) LINK TO AUCTION PIC http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2253187&albumid=1786238&i=2413725225&idx=8

Then She Never Answered Me Back
->DJ_SASSY69...: hey how bout...go fuck yourself...again DJ_SASSY69...: o u have nothing to say now or what DJ_SASSY69...: hey come in and join us man DJ_SASSY69...: AND IF UR GOING TO BE A DICK I WILL TELL U NOT TO COME IN DJ_SASSY69...: all i said is u can come join us and U DONT HAVE TOO BE A FUCK HEAD NOW DO YA DJ_SASSY69...: u now what i did not drop my link in ur room case i have not been any where so ya ->DJ_SASSY69...: go fuckyourself....maybe if you had some respect and asked me first before dropping your stupid link on me i would have thought of it but since you lack any and all respect fuck off DJ_SASSY69...: hey come join us i just opend this am http:...

Avenged Sevenfold-critical Acclaim
Shhh be quiet, you might piss somebody off Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long While you feed off others insecurities You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds (Self-righteousness is wearing thin) Lies inside your head your bestfriend (Heart bleeds but not for fellow man) Broken glass, your fake reflection I've had enough it's time for something real Don't respect the words you're speaking Gone too far, acclaim So how does it feel to know that someones kid in the heart of america Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults this family's existance Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers Fuck you Shh be quiet, you might piss somebody off Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long I'll be damned if you count me in as part of your generous hypocrisy Collecting enemies (Tabloid g

Awakened
the creature within has awakened. centuries of deep slumber have come to an end. the pain and torment have risen from the depths. a weakened soul now stronger than ever. a shattered heart mended by the blood of the ancients. tiamat has brought new life. but one thing still remains untouched. the memories of a life long ago. memories of a life that will never come to be. but with this new life, with this new strength, this new rage deep within. the creature within will come forth and take his place in this world once again. the ways of old have come to pass. but will now be enforced upon this world. a way of life feared by many and believed to no longer exist. but soon this world shall see the ways of old. soon this world will know of this creature about to come forth. are you willing to take the chance to learn or are you going to run in fear. will you be strong enough to realize the truth or are you too weak to open your eyes. his time has come. the ways of old have come.

What A Beautiful Thing!
I've received this in my MSG box and my heart is melted "What a beautiful thing" I'd ever get in the msg box here on Fubar! You know who you are and trust me I always keep my friend like you close to my heart Thank you again! 11 Aug.'09 """Did Anyone Ever Tell YouHow Important You Make Others FeelSomebody out here is SmilingAbout Love that is so RealDid Anyone Ever Tell You thatMany Times When They were SadYour E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bitIn Fact It made Them GladFor the Time You Spend Sending ThingsAnd Sharing whatever You FindThere are No Words to Thank YouBut Somebody, Thinks You re FineDid Anyone Ever Tell YouJust How Much They Love YouWell, My Dearest FriendToday I am Telling You..I LOVE YOU ""Shane xoxo"

New Name For 2nd Alarm Hotties & Hunks
Okay everyone, the group needs your help. We need to think of a new name for 2nd Alarm Hotties & Hunks, as we can no longer have that name. So please be creative, and make it stand out. Give me all your ideas good or bad!!!

The Internet Addiction
That thing called the InternetWhat’s the first thing you do when you awake? What a silly question you may think this to be! Of course brush your teeth! Ok that was indeed silly; let me rephrase it! What’s the first thing you do when you arrive at your cubicle in the office…. I’ll tell you! Between the time that you keep your bag to the time you take your first sip of the morning coffee, you check your mails…. Why? Well for several reasons…. First, it’s because you need to understand what you need to do next to save your skin (in terms of corporate politics). That’s precisely why you’ve got your mailbox in place right! So after the ordeal of mails end, your tryst with IE doesn’t stop there. Then there are those wonderful mails that are forwarded to you by your friends across the seas. And there are spams and spams galore!! So what is it that really gets you get there clicking on to the screen… I’ll tell you! The

For You
If I was one thing, I'd be a candleLighting the way so you can handleYour life easier without woesNot having to fight with your foes.I'd help keep you from stumbling overThings blocking your path to an open door.If I light your path, life is easier,Even strong winds, my light will not deter.No matter what, I'm here for youTo cheer you up when you are blue.Do not fret when times get tough,If things look down or kind of rough.Just remember, I'm always here,In your heart, close and near.I will help you out in every way,Happiness and love in your heart will stay.Don't blow me out, that's one requestUnless it's me you do detest.I do not try to hurt anyoneThat isn't good or any fun.But one day you may leave me behindYou may no longer need my light to shine.If that day comes, go on your wayAnd I will hope to see you again one day.If one day, I don't appear,Do not worry, do not fearI may be gone, but in your heartThe light I gave you did not depart.It will be there forever and a dayTo always b

This Life
I heard your heartbeat And my body grew so still I looked into your mothers eyes And I knew you were alive I long to meet you And show you all I know Hand in hand with this new love This life means so much more I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel It's you that blessed us with this life That we've waited for so long Your life has changed me I'm not the man I was before You're in my head my heart my soul You're always on my mind My time to know you is Quickly drawing near but Not as fast as my love grows You've made me feel alive I know now what I hear It's a new love that I feel

My Next Man
Ive been sitting here thinking.. and the next man I get with will be the happiest man on the planet.. WHY DO YOU ASK? Because I am... intelligent funny witty sweet caring loving caring passionate compassionate cute sassy classy alluring and I can.. cook clean I am an amazing fuck.. I love.. Sports cars rock climbing camping hunting I am.. the ultimate gamer a juggalo a wonderful mother to my kids a fantastic person championship pool player a great bowler crochetter, needle pointer and a knitter metalhead and all those lists go one and on and on... like i said...the man that gets me.. will be a very happy man!!!

Royal Pain Fam Level's 10 To 40
Need to level and want to join a family but can't deside which one you want to join well let me help you deside..... I have started a new family we are known as the royal pain levelers which is a family to help one another get to the next level weither it be level 11 or level 40.... the founder will be known as queen's or king's owner's are prince or princess co-owner's the same the greeter's will be nobles promoter's will be known as jesters YOU MUCT ADD FAN RATE ALL MEMBERS OF THE COURT BEFOR JOINING when a member of the family has a bomb please keep in mind the family should be bombed as well when a member has auto's on i wish for the family to go rate -re rate them DRAMA WILL NOT BE PERMITTED If you have a problem with a member please come to either the founder's or owner's founder's/co-founder's our job is to make sure all family is rated and happy Owner's your job's are to make sure all member's have been rated faned and added if not come find the founder and well w

New Family
Need to level and want to join a family but can't deside which one you want to join well let me help you deside..... I have started a new family we are known as the royal pain levelers which is a family to help one another get to the next level weither it be level 11 or level 40.... the founder will be known as queen's or king's owner's are prince or princess co-owner's the same the greeter's will be nobles promoter's will be known as jesters YOU MUCT ADD FAN RATE ALL MEMBERS OF THE COURT BEFOR JOINING when a member of the family has a bomb please keep in mind the family should be bombed as well when a member has auto's on i wish for the family to go rate -re rate them DRAMA WILL NOT BE PERMITTED If you have a problem with a member please come to either the founder's or owner's founder's/co-founder's our job is to make sure all family is rated and happy Owner's your job's are to make sure all member's have been rated faned and added if not come

I've Decided To Write Greeting Cards
Take a look at these and tell me if i am any good at it okay? Tacky Cards "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you, I've changed my mind." "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder: What the heck was I thinking?" "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am that you're not here to ruin it for me." "Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go, I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married, but not to you." "I just want you to know that I'm sorry for what happened, especially since you survived." "Happy Birthday! You look great for your age... Almost Lifelike!" "Congratulations on getting married! It's not every day you decide to ruin your life!" "I always wanted to be rich, powerful, and well respected. While I'm dreaming, I wish you weren't so darn ugly."

Indifference
So the lack of attn from a hot dude and too much attn from old crones at my gym made me run outside, around my complex. As I am runnin-walkin-draggin, I see two old people talkin, and a younger woman standing next to them. As the older lady starts walkin, I totally see that she is about to trip...and lo behold she does, and eats shit. Massive shit. She was sprawled out on all fours, with her purse on one side, and her glasses on the other. And both guy and a younger woman are NOT DOIN JACK SHIT ABOUT IT! I was like WTF??! I ran up, helped her up, got her glasses and purse for her, and went back on my way. I just couldnt belive that those chodes were standing there, watching her lay there scraped up. I mean WTF?? Reminds me of a video of a Moscow metro, in which a woman fell on the tracks, and while she was reaching and screaming, the onlookers just stared. Until the train came. And then they watched the attendant clean up the remains. That shit just haunted me for a while.

Since No One Wants To See It
Well since no one want to see it in my Status. I'll just put it here. Where my real friends look. A lot has been on my mind lately because of my Grandma being in the hospital. She means the world to me. She has always been there since I was born. Unlike my other grandmother who can't even get our names straight half the time. I get my strength from my Grandma also her worrying and how I get insomnia.... we both are night owls and stay up half the night, unable to sleep cuz we always feel like we should of done more in our day. She just hasn't been doing well the past few weeks and I'm praying and hoping that she will be okay cuz I think I will become lost if she goes. She is a very strong woman I look up to her. I always have. I am more like her than my own mother. Just now I come to realize that we are getting older and its the circle of life... but ... still never ready for it. I just pray that she will be okay ... I would love it for her to live to see my wedding day. If that e

Correction
Frustrated at always being corrected by my hubby, I decided the next time it happened I would have a comeback. That moment finally arrived, and I was ready. "You know," I challenged, "even a broken clock is right once a day." He looked at me and replied, "Twice."

Hair Herbal Rinse – Natural Hair Care Product
Hair Herbal Rinse – Natural Hair Care ProductBy infusing various herbs into the vinegar rinse, you can enhance different hair colors and condition hair at the same time.Here are some recommended herbs to use with apple cider vinegar: * For dark hair:......Parsley, Rosemary, Sage * For light hair:.....Chamomile, Flannel Mullein, Marigold * For red hair:.......Henna * For oily hair:......Lavender, Thyme, Witch Hazel, Yarrow * For dry hair:.......Marigold * For brittle hair:...HorsetailTo make your own herbal hair rinse natural hair care product: 1. Place 2 tablespoons of the dried herb (or herb mixture) into a muslin bag or tea ball and put in a warmed tea pot. 2. Pour 1 pint (500 ml) of boiling water over the herbs and infuse for 2 hours. 3. Allow the liquid to cool then pour it into a quart (1 liter) jar. 4. Add 1 pint (500 ml) of apple cider vinegar and mix well.To add extra fragrance to the herbal rinse, try adding a few drops of lavender or lemon or r

Embracing Imperfections
When I was a little girl, my Mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in particular, when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my Mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage and extremely burned toast in front of my Dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my Dad did was reach for his toast, smile at my Mom, and ask me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite! When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my Mom apologize to my Dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what he said: Baby, I love burned toast. Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him if he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, Your Momma put in a hard day at work today, and she's real tired. And besides - a little burnt toa

Burr Oaks Cemetery...
I dont know how many people outside of Chicago and the surrounding suburbs know about whats happened there, but Im getting sick of hearing about it. A lil more than a month ago I think is when the story came out. Cemetery workers digging up the bodies of people and re-selling the plots of the dead. They only targeted the graves of people that no one had visited, and its been going on for at least 4yrs. Skull fragments and other bones were strewn all throughout the graveyard, their were "mass graves" of the bodies that couldnt be broken done fast enought. (One was 15ft high, and about 20ft in diameter) headstones from the dug up bodies were thrown in a back lot tapped off by "Do not enter" or "Employees only" tape. Emmit Tills orginial casket was found in a shed with possums living in it. Well, what Im sick of seeing, is the same family that forgot about their dearly beloved for the past 4plus yrs are now the same ones down there EVERYDAY demanding to be allowed into the graveyard (a

Too Smart To B Ma Friend
she calls me her starbut she is the shinethat makes me twinkleto tell her i miss her so muchbe like missing air itselfthings i cannot speak ofto miss her beautiful facelike the food to keep me goingkeep me alive to worship her eyesi know Mariah lost her mind am not wasting my timenot delusional to be obsessed with youto be sexing you is the farthest from my mindmay only desire is be next to youi never want to be upseting youmay be losing my mindi know i cannot impress youi see wise in the eyes

Question???
Will you be there for me when I'm lost At any and every cost? Will you be there for me through snow and rain ,when I'm in pain? Will you be there to heal my cut no matter what? Will you be there like an angel from above. And will you be there to watch over me and teach me how to LOVE/???

College; Not As Easy As It Looks
I've been flipping back and forth between obtaining an associates degree in criminal justice, or a diploma in automotive technology. In the meantime, I visited the technical college that I wish to attend, to ensure that all of my transcripts were received in time for the Fall quarter. Much to my dismay, I was informed that there is apparently a new rule/law that all transcripts must be received in order to be accepted. I previously attended ITT Tech (which was a mistake), and accrued a "campus fee" of nearly 2 grand which has to be paid in full before my transcripts can be released. Great. Even furthering my stress, is the fact that the student loans also accrued while at ITT Tech will have to be paid starting in December, because I will not have the campus fee paid off in time to begin the Fall quarter. On the bright side, there is enough time to weigh the options of which route to take as far as courses go. Still, with the stress factor rising, I bought a pack of smokes and began

What The Hell!!!
This was the lastest letter I recieved from my "sister", I have written a previous blog as to the job I lost and to whom...What I want to know is....was it wrong for me to preply...Dead people can't send Emails....! P.S. I really am devasted! Any advice or love...would be greatly appreciated! CARLENE, WHAT'S DONE IS DONE, I HAVE LOST A SISTER- 1 NEPHEW- 2 NIECES. AND I'M DEALING WITH THAT! AS YOU HAVE LOST A SISTER- 1 NIECE & 1 NEPHEW SPEAKING FOR MYSELF ONLY............................! YOU HURT OK, THEN YOU WANT TO SAY YOU HAVE NO LONGER GOT 2 SISTERS. HOW DO YOU THINK WE SHOULD FEEL.? I TAKE THOUGHS WORDS VERY SERIOUSLEY.! I WAS TOLD YEARS AGO FROM SOMEONE THAT I AM DEAD TO THEM AND IT HURT SOOOOOOOOOO BAD, I TOLD MYSELF THEN NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE HURT LIKE THAT AGAIN. SO, YES, BE IT MONTHS FROM NOW OR YEARS DON'T COME TO ME AND TRY AND EXPLAIN YOURSELF, AND EXPECT ME TO EXCEPT IT CAUSE I WONT............! A SIMPLE STAYING AWAY TO ALL OF US COOL OFF WAS ENOUGH THEN YOU HAD TO

My Disturbing "train" Of Thought
I was outside an old house I had lived in long ago, it was late at night and it was snowing. Instead of having a sidewalk, there were train tracks. So there I was bundled up in my snowsuit, trying to clear the snow off the tracks. Someone was helping me but then stopped. I continued on. At the one end of the tracks was a tunnel. The tunnel had a garage door for some odd reason. As I neared the tunnel I started to get exhausted or possibly fed up with clearing the snow and decide to stop. As I stepped off of the tracks and made my way toward my front porch I hear the sound of a muffled rumbling thru the thick hood of my snowsuit. I walk up onto my porch and turn around to see a train roll through at a slow but unstoppable pace. Suddenly, some of the boxcars start to fishtail on the tracks and become unstable. As the seconds went by the cars started to derail and smash into the parked vehicles along the street. My father's truck, which was actually an ex employer's red dually, got plowed

Dark Blood Vampyres
Wir sind nicht tot Wir leben nicht. Sind weder Schatten Noch sind wir Licht. Wir sind kein Traum Noch Wirklichkeit Nicht Demut Und nicht Eitelkeit Wir sind nicht Schwarz Und auch nicht Weiß. Sind nicht aus Feuer Nicht aus Eis. Und doch sind wir Und allzeit nah. Für jede Seele Die Gefahr. ----------------------------------------------------- We are not deadly We do not live. If are neither shades Nor are we light. We are no dream Still reality Not humility And not vanity We are not black And also not white. Are not from fire Not from ice. And, nevertheless, we are And constantly near. For every soul the danger.

The Offering
Words to some are a dime a dozen I tend to speak my mind long before the coppery offering is thrown my way. As of late I take pause with my verbal impulses. Rather than waste them I savor them. Roll them around on my tongue like a sip of amaretto. Warm, sweet, and sensual. I do not swallow them down greedily but lay them gently before you enticing you to take them up and taste them for yourself. Lost are those who feel that the tongue and lips are wasted on anything other than a kiss Rare are those who know the desire that comes from a lexiconical aphrodisiac. Blessed are those that have passion enough to join the two.

For The First Time,
in ten years I ran.My family and I went out with ours friends to a nature walk.The wives and children walked and we RAN.I have not done anything like since I was young.I think the last time I ran was b/c I was being chased by the police.I ran about 2 kilometers.I have no fucking clue how long that is in miles,but I am sure it isnt even one.Still it was alot of running for a non-Forrest Gump motherfucker like me.I FEEL GREAT!This is my first step into living again.Did I mention I feel great?Yet suprisingly at the same time I hurt,bad... I am sure tomorrow at work I will be wishing I just stayed home and vegetated,but for now I feel like I can breathe again.We have made plans to do this atleast twice a week.Hopefully it will get easier as time goes by.Life is good and we had fun..... cheers

Legal Marijuana Would Shift Economic Power
http://www.nctimes.com/news/opinion/commen... Everyone has a theory as to why our government is opposed to the legalization of marijuana. The question is not one of morality, but of economics. True, marijuana has the tax revenue potential to help solve our current crisis. But those in power now lose control of their piece of the pie. When discussing the economic potential of legalizing marijuana we tend to exclude a huge part of the picture. The plant hemp itself has more than 10,000 uses. It is also one of the fastest growing crops on Earth. The market shift toward products made with hemp would wreak havoc on present-day economy. The number of symptoms that marijuana can be prescribed for is endless. Potential customers include every cancer patient, anyone experiencing anxiety, suffering from depression, sleeplessness, migraines, chronic pain, even PMS. That's before one recreational toke. Medically speaking, the potential market share for medical marijuana is larg

Oregon Veteran Activist Wants Ptsd Added To Medical Marijuana Program
http://salem-news.com/articles/august12200... "An Oregon man is trying to change the rules for medical marijuana patients, allowing Post Traumatic Stress Disorder to be included among the relevant conditions that allow a doctor to authorize the use." This is very cool!

Business Deal
Dear Dumbfuck: There is a need for you to urgently reply and let me know if you can assist me in a business deal. I am the accounts officer to the late Pop star Michael Jackson. He made a deposit of a huge amount of money in our bank under the name of Terry Ford Simpson and I have with me all the information regarding the funds with our bank here. He deposited the money here in 2001 and was hoping to come for it's withdrawal before he suddenly died. I just returned from the United States of America to witness the burial ceremony and no body asked me about the money showing that he never told any one about the said amount of money. I urgently need your assistance to transfer the money out of this bank into your account. We shall share the money 50% - 50%. I want to assure this is 100 percent legitimate. Please email me at: YouGiveMeBankAccountIFuckYouInAss@BernieMadoffAfricanBrother.com

Richard Nixon Had Jesus Assonated
Funny Little Coincidences John Lennon, “the peaceful protester”, “the smart Beetle” and…..Jesus Christ???. During a revolutionary time for civil rights, humanitarian ideals, and rises against a blood-based administration, John Lennon gave up his musical fame for a march against the walls that made the Government regulated “Safe Box”. He was partnered with some called “an unusual woman” named Yoko Ono. He was the leader of thousands of people who shared his view and torment over a war no one could seem to win. He chose a life battles he knew he could not win, against a power no one could seem to control, and against a leader whose view and concept of human value stood in the dark. This is an observation based on funny little coincidences between two icons who took a stand for their fellow man, and who died with no regret. It was the 1970’s, and America was in a war that no one could see the end of.

On Love ...what Does It Take To Love ?
ON LOVE What does it take to love ? passion,Affection,Concern,Devotion,Attraction,Warmth,Worship,Respect,Promise,Security,Sentiment,Agitation,Craving,Delight,Responsibility,Zest,Faith,Confidence,Hope,Trust,Commitment,reverence,Sensibility,Fire,Admiration,Tenderness,Loyalty,Honour,Harmony,Obsession. There is a difference between saying " I LOVE YOU ; and saying " I LOVE YOU"

Things....
The past few days I haven't really been on here much. A lot of things have been happening. Death, dentists, worry...just to name a few. I figured that with everything going on, it might be best to take a break from here. I don't know what I was expecting. Maybe I wanted to feel like I couldn't get away from here, like it was some drug that I had to take to "get my fix". That didn't really happen. Yes, I did miss some of the people on here, but it wasn't like I was being pulled in here. I'd pop on long enough to see if there were any changes and then I'd leave. No new changes, no new messages, nothing. I'm kind of mixed on the feeling I should have though. I'm not sure if I should feel glad that I'm not addicted to this site as I use to be and thought I still was or upset that I didn't even have one message asking me where I was at. Even if that would have happened, I probably would have wondered why people were worried about me. Yes, I know...I can't make my mind up about anything.

A Few Things To Think About (before I Return This Weekend)
I have taken a few days break from Fubar to get my head straight - and now its gradually sstraightening out I feel ready to return to partially full service tomorrow or sunday. But a few things will change - and the main one is me - I WILL NOT BE TAKEN AS A FOOL ANY MORE SO DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT TRYING the last person that tried has just been blocked on here and I wont hesitate to block any one else (family or not) on here - NO ONE TAKES CLAIRE FUREY FOR A FOOL AND GETS AWAY WITH IT Luv ya Mick :) xxxxx

And End To A Night
At heart I'm a very, very nervous guy always worried about making the first move or telling a girl my true feelings. This cowardice has always limited my sex life and the only times I've made love has been well into serious relationships, never having anything remotely close to a one night stand. This has one exception, a night of intense passion which I know I will never forget.That night I had seen a local band with Chris his girlfriend (Emily) and her best friend (Jennifer.) When closing time came I knew Chris wanted rid of Jennifer for obvious reasons. So I offered to walk Jennifer home whilst Chris took the car. This suggestion went down well and we set off saying our goodbyes and making future plans.It was a pleasant night and Jennifer's house wasn't too far so we just took a slow walk together. Now it may seem like a gentlemanly offer but I admit I had other motives. I was in love with Jen. We had met when Chris started going out with Emily and I had been attracted to her from t

Doppleganger
We are all out here looking for something.Some with their flashlights looking for lost keys … lost dogs … lost soulsOthers driving their cars slowly down the street trolling for love, lust, or just a good mind fuck.What brings you here?Money, fame, love, power?Your answer doesn't surprise me … I've heard it all before.Me? What brings me here?I'm here to find my match.Soul mate? No no no … I'm saving my box tops for something even better although maybe just as fictional.Me? I'm looking for my match ... my doppleganger ... my bizarro meMan or woman ... makes no difference.My curiosity has the best of me now.I have to know if they are out there. Someone whose brain never turns offSomeone who sees bodies rolling in a candle flameSomeone who feels their eyebrows rise seductively when they see someone they want.Someone as conflicted as me.Who believes in happy endings while expecting catastropheWho wants to change the world even with their hands tied behind their

Yet Another Random Rant....
If there is one thing I don’t get, it is the SIMS games. Why do people become obsessed with this? I have a stepsister who has gone into a trance with that stupid game. She has turned into a mindless zombie. All she does is stare at the computer and drool. What is the purpose of this game? I mean what is it, to ruin people’s lives? No of course not, they are simulated people. Big deal they don’t even talk and that is really annoying. You have to take care of them all the time. If they are simulated shouldn’t they take care of themselves? The people are sick looking anyway. I mean let’s say you are by some chance playing the game, and your person is all of the sudden on fire in the kitchen because they can’t even make their own food. Then the person dies because why? You didn’t put a fire alarm! What a shame, The 3 other people of course, could not put out the fire. Now they cry for about a half in hour and then they won’t even go to wor

We Are Change Colorado: Military Confirms States Deciding Mandatory Vaccination
Source: Colorado Change While asking questions with the CDC Pentagon representative, We Are Change Colorado was able to get a video confirmation that States will be deciding on the issue of mandatory vaccinations, not the Federal government. We Are Change Colorado attended a CDC meeting held in Denver, Colorado to advise on a vaccination program. They educated everyone at the event on vaccinations and the reality of what we are faced with right now, the Military representative from the pentagon who was there was so frustrated with our objections and questions he left before the meeting was even done. Also, We Are Change Colorado is launching a website dedicated to Vaccination Awareness called VaccinationEducation.com where free downloadable fliers and information will be made available as well as videos and so fourth. The website is in development now and will be up soon. It will offer DVDs as well for actions and begin a Vaccine truth day similar to the 11th of the

And Dead Finally Gives Pit Bull Opinion.
Granted, this is a tired subject. As in, I'm tired of reading about it. Though after enough trifling ignorance in the MD, VA area, I've deemed it necessary to put this forth in the off chance it travels to people that could use a wake up call. Recently a 20 year old man was killed in Leesburg, VA. How? you ask. Well, as no one was there to witness the event, the actions were deemed as such. Two Pit bulls apparently attacked another dog in the home. The guess is that the young man tried to break up the fight. Tragic, though this is, I'd like to offer a break down to people, before the ignorant start pointing fingers at a breed. You NEVER, EVER step foot in a dog fight. I don't care if you know the dogs, it's common sense to avoid the situation. If you're outside, grab a hose and start aiming and hope it works. If you're in a house, go to the kitchen, get two big pots or pans, walk back to the fight so as not to become an unwilling combatant, and you SLAM those pots o

A Slight Detour With Willie Pete
A slight Detour with Willie PeteOrMy Travels with Willie Pete "I Know a Cat Named Way Out Willie" -Eric Clapton Now, a lot of people have been writing me, and all three have been brave enough to comment, on my last few posts. Still, even I get bored of the state of politics on occasion, so lets take a slight detour. It seems, that people here at Fubar seem to like my flights into the past, and my stories about my travels. They are all true, and if you like this little story, then please give the rest of my "slight detour" stories a try. Again, everything that happened is true, and for those of you who write me wondering where I "get my hate", or where I developed my "racist hate filled slant" (sic), then please read my "slight detour" stories, it will answer your questions better than anything I could tell you. Now, for those of you smart enough to read thru my "Archie Bunker rants", and can read the real meaning behind them...well, then, I thank you for reading my "sl

From Now On
I shall be sending day comments in the early hours of what ever day it is my time - regardless that it might be staurday or sunday or even riday - im keeping a low profile on here now so will do what i do when i want to do it and you dont like it oh well delete me I am on other sites now so this one is 2nd best :)

Daybreak
its been so dark for so long the sunshine, it seemed to be gone holding out for something, with nothing to give feeling I had no real reason to live..then came you..then came you. I know I dont know you that well but it seems we've been walking together on the street of dreams you fill me with sunlight that at times hurts my eyes but you are so real, with no fake disguise And I see the daybreak when I look at your face I feel warm and safe in your tender embrace no sad tomorrows, and no more goodbyes all I see is hello in your eyes I take you in gently, your smell is so sweet I'm no longer hollow inside, with you I'm complete it's a journey I'm willing to take to get to know you more and I'm anxious as to what's in store for you and I Are you willing to try? And I see the daybreak when I look at your face I feel warm and safe in your tender embrace no sad tomorrows, and no more goodbyes all I see is hello in your eyes (written by me, aug 15, 2009)

Open Letter To The Stached
The word for the day is moustache. Men I have just one word for you: REALLY? Now don't get me wrong - I am a HUGE fan of facial hair and manscaping in general. Goatees are beyond sexy. Soul patches scream "I know I missed a spot ... go on ...say something. I'm Rick James bitch!" (Ok maybe the Dave Chappelle/Rick James bit was stretching) I even dig the full on beard. One of the sexiest guys I know has a beard that I don't think has been trimmed in years. So what is my problem then with "the stache"? EVERYTHING! They remind me too much of the 70s. Only a few good things came out of the 70s ... me and the pop power-ballad group Bread. Ok maybe a few more .... this, however, is not my point. You know I expect to find the lip cozy on guys in their 50s and above. But guys who are my age? This makes no sense ... I mean seriously ... if you find yourself parodied on Reno 911 then there is definitely something amiss with your fashion sense. I really don't know where I'm going with this ... o

A Fairytale For The Rest Of Us
Like so many American girls, I grew up on Disney movies ... Cinderella, Snow White, Sleeping Beauty. Like many women I have come to realize that I am not a princess and there is no prince on horseback waiting to slay a dragon and take me back to his castle. Honestly this is fine. In all actuality, I would have been marrying into a system in which the marriage was only a means of strengthening political ties between kingdoms and I would be forced into the position of "Lady" which is really nothing more than "Castle Operations Manager." Wow ... that was a tangent I didn't realize I was going on. What I didn't realize until recently was that I didn't really identify with the princesses I was watching. Who was it that caught my attention? The villainesses .. they had better clothes ... definitely better make-up and they seemed so much more realistic. Now don't get me wrong ... I'm not looking to put babies on spikes (despite Eddie's thumbs up), but if you step back from the sto

Candy Confucius
“Give of yourself to someone who needs you.” I get my wisdom from a foil wrapper. I digest these words as I swallow down the smooth chocolatey caramel goodness that falls well short of filling the empty spaces in my heart. But the mystery writer is right. I left my heart for you on your doorstep. Like a nosy, but well-meaning neighbor who brings cookies to a diabetic Or bakes a cake for a man who loves pie. I didn’t even think to ask whether you were hungry or not. And that was entirely my fault. It’s too late to take it back though, so just put it in the fridge and have a nibble later if you feel hungry. I’m heading home to clean up the mess I left in the kitchen. “Do all things with love” And now this silvery Confucius is going too far. Make up your mind candy prophet! But then I realized maybe the lessons we need to learn aren’t always so easily defined. I have this thing about understanding grey in the world, but seeing things in b

National Guard Drill At High School To Prepare For Possible H1n1 Riot
http://www.sunjournal.com/node/105339/ Oxford Hills Comprehensive High School will be the site of a National Guard riot control drill Thursday morning to prepare in the event of a panic over distribution of serum to treat the swine flu. The school on Route 26 at the Paris-Norway town line has been designated by state officials as a distribution site for the H1N1 flu vaccine. The drill is to prepare for a worst-case scenario should the serum have to be transported from Augusta and people rush to get it. On Thursday morning, four or five National Guard Humvees will travel from Augusta to Paris with vials of fake serum. The National Guardsmen will take on the roles of panicked citizens and military police and practice what they would do, such as using tear gas, in the case of a riot. "This is just a component of moving the stuff from point A to B," said Oxford County Emergency Management Agency Director Scott Parker. The plan will be put into place only if needed, he s

Immigrant Sex
An illegal immigrant picks up a hooker. 'Hey, how much you charge for one hour, sister?' he asks. '$100,' she replies. With a heavy accent he says, 'Do you do Immigrant Style?' 'No,' she says. 'I pay you $200 to do Immigrant Style.' 'No,' she says, not knowing what Immigrant Style is.'I pay you $300.' 'No,' she says. 'I pay you $400.' 'No,' she says. So finally he says, 'OK, I pay $1,000 to do Immigrant Style.' She thinks, 'Well, I've been in the game for over 10 years now. I've had every kind of request from weirdos from every part of the world. How bad could Immigrant Style be?' So she agrees and has sex with him. They do it in every kind of way. Finally, after a very active hour, they finish.Exhausted, the hooker turns to him and says, 'Hey, I was expecting something perverted and disgusting... But that was good. So what exactly is 'Immigrant Style'?'The illegal immigrant replies, 'You send bill to Government.'

Mmm Play Time..yummy
Why is it that as soon as I get comfortable in bed I want to play? As soon as the thought enters my one tracked mind I can't seem to function. I continue to argue with myself that it's late and I really should just forget about what lies in my "naughty nightstand." I close my eyes trying to think of something else but instead a man reaching his hands down my pants into my warm wetness is all that shows behind my eyelids. "Ughh I am never going to be able to sleep." Yes grumbling to myself does sometimes work, I swear. Moving to lie on my other side made the heavy comforter brush across my naked thighs. Oh how I wished that was a man's hand rubbing me. My head pushed into the pillow trying to clear the thoughts again. My nipples stretched the thin material tank top trying to join in on the fun. They were aching to be played with. Has it been that long for me? I tried to think of my last orgasm with or without someone. I guess if I had to think about it, it was longer than I could handle

Auto 11's
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Refusing Vaccination May Label You A Criminal
The World Health Organization determined in 2005 it has the authority to dissolve sovereign governments and take control should there be a pandemic. This applies to any country signed onto WHO which of course we are. The WHO just raised this non-existent pandemic to level 4. From the WHO 2005 declaration: (excerpted) Under special pandemic plans enacted around the world including the USA, in 2005, national governments are to be dissolved in the event of a pandemic emergency and replaced by special crisis committees, which take charge of the health and security infrastructure of a country, and which are answerable to the WHO and EU in Europe and to the WHO and UN in North America. If the Model Emergency Health Powers Act is implemented on the instructions of WHI, it will be a criminal offence for Americans to refuse the vaccine. Police are allowed to use deadly force against criminal suspects. Here are ten key points associated with MSEHPA: Under the Model State Emergency Health Pow

My Dads Condition,etc
Last night sometime, my dad had (another) stroke, I’m asking everyone to please send positive and healing thoughts to him and my mom he is a Leo Virgo Cusp and she is a Scorpio. They are @ the Salem (Oregon) Hospital ICU .Thank you to all the nuts and Bolts: Last week, my dad had a stroke brought on by lack of oxygen to the brain due to insufficient o2 amount (he was supposed to have a certain amount, and it was actually supposed to be something like double the amount. It appears,He went to the hospital for overnight observation and then released later the next day. He has been somewhat bed ridden from my understanding since and then sometime last night, he had an "actual" stroke and has been in the hospital since. My parents as some of you might know were trying to go on a cruise, and it was cancelled last time due to my moms Stroke, and then they rescheduled after my mom was cleared from there they thought it would be ok, and proceeded to schedule 1 for later this month a

Fucking Weirdo!
Please read from the bottom up. So this guy ShoutBox's me asking me these really fucked up questions. Read and if you wanna fuck with him, be my guest. ->ems1120: Good-Bye.->ems1120: these are very personal questions that aren't making me confortable at all.->ems1120: and yes it does turn me off.->ems1120: No not reallyems1120: do like having oral done on you??ems1120: interesting does it turn you off->ems1120: I don't do oral at all actually.ems1120: so you only lick penis if you know the person i assume->ems1120: That just makes vomit surface in my mouth. Licking some strangers penis whom I have no idea who's it is, nor where it has been. Gross much?ems1120: i like the way u think ..so i can assume that prolly wont be licking it->ems1120: some pervert placing his dick through a hole to my stall. Why a hole would be in the stall is beyond meems1120: whats disgusting the whole idea->ems1120: maybe punched it. That's disgusting really lol.ems1120: ok what if you didnt have a cigare

8-16-1991
today is very bad day lost bro in car wreck august 16 1991 me and him worked together in a fiberglass company had just worked 12hours it was on afriday night he was living with aladie they got into words she kicked him out he went out driving and fell asleep at the wheel and hit a telephone pole and burned up never got to say good bye all there was was apicture of him rip clifford wayne buckner

H1n1 Swine Flu Pandemic: Obama Revives Bush-era Militarized Quarantine
While the American far-right rants against alleged "Obama death panels" and other Freddy Krueger-like scarecrows to frighten--and divert--the kiddies, our capitalist masters, as they are wont to do, gaze at the spectacle, laugh, and then tighten the screws. Health care for all derailed? Mission accomplished! Meanwhile, despite alarm amongst civil liberties groups, public health researchers and other "reality-based" evil-doers who haven't slaked their thirst with "birther" kool-aid, the Obama administration "is quietly dusting off an effort to impose new federal quarantine regulations" to "contain" the H1N1 flu virus, Politico revealed. "While any discussion of quarantine may stoke public fears of barbed wire camps filled with infected Americans or closures of international borders" Politico reports, "public health experts said that sort of approach to H1N1 flu would not be effective." While White House officials aren't talking, Wendy Mariner, a professor of law and publ

H1n1 Swine Flu Pandemic: Obama Revives Bush-era Militarized Quarantine But Wait Theres More!
But wait, there's more! The Assistant Secretary for Preparedness and Response "works in close collaboration with key partners, including the Department of Homeland Security and the Department of Defense. HHS, through ASPR/BARDA, executes acquisition programs, utilizing the Special Reserve Fund commensurate with these priorities. HHS also works to promote open communication of U.S. Government needs to industry, an essential partner in Project BioShield. The availability of a substantial, long-term funding source was designed to provide the incentive for industry to respond to U.S. Government requirements and develop critical medical countermeasures for the American public." And I thought saving lives would be incentive enough. What was I thinking! This is accomplished through the Public Health Emergency Medical Countermeasures Enterprise (PHEMCE). Like ASPR/BARDA, the PHEMCE includes "key interagency partners" the Departments of Defense, Homeland Security and Agriculture. As

Just Tired
Tired of being the strong one...and never having to have anyone to hold me and tell me things will be ok...tired of having to be the one to support this family by myself...and having an ex who won't do what he promised to help...tired of being the built in maid and chauffer...and having no one else to turn to when i can't be two places at once...tired of everyone else's stress being my stress...and having no one to take just a little bit of mine away...tired of always being the peacemaker...and never having any peace of my own...tired of being alone...tired of staying up until i can't see straight every nite just because i'm avoiding sleeping in my own bed...tired of not having another adult in the house to talk to...turn to and say help me...hold me...love me...tired of pretending that i still don't love my ex even tho i hate what he did...and thinking maybe the time has come to say the hell with it...go back and beg him to come home...even if it means sharing him with another woman..

Its Just Control
ITS JUST CONTROL Who wouldn’t want a good girl, a soft hand, a gental woman for a gental man? Its been fine so far but after a while I want more than that soft style. I want some slashes to go with those long eyelashes! And so the bedroom became a black room but a year later he wanted more, something I wasn’t prepared for. He said” Every woman has an itch and every nice girl wants to switch”. I like how the skins look on your white hands. Id like you to deliever one of my demands. He said” Every woman has an itch and every nice girl wants to switch. He led me in and lit the room with a hundred candles and said: “God will never give u more than you can handle” I sat aside his chest, “ITS just a thrill”He said as he relaxed on the dark, dark bed, "Its just breath control”. He whisperd “Hold me here”. And I did till his head feel back. He whisperd..”Press Harder”..And I did and his eyes rolle

Your Soulmate
Your Soulmate The face, the body and location unknownWhen they are found, your mind will be blownNot mistaken, as your first loveBut something as pure, as a white doveYour souls will entwine, and rejoice together It is a true love, that will last foreverThrough hell and it's fury, here on earthThrough trials, and pain, pregnancy and birthIt is known in life that, they are the oneIf you find that person, make sure you dont run For they are meant, to be with you Heartfully, Soulfully, and eternally trueUnconditional love, where your heart drops to the floorMake sure that you open your heart, and the doorWe walk our path that is dark and alone Will you be one, where your soulmates unknownI hope for you, that one life in your lifeYou find your soulmate, who is your friend or your wife

Deep Inside
Deep inside, I feel my pride I know my pain it is a drain My heart yearns and yet I am scorned For someone who fill this void, my feelings I only avoid In time it will come, I know it true But I cannot wait for the you I reach and struggle outward each day My memories those which are bad only stay This shallow soul it stay's up late each night I cannot change that of which is not right My vow and promise is only to be The best of friend anyone can be The last rhyme was double I see But when I wrote it, it was not me I've split myself in more then one way How many of me, I cannot say The life I lead at work is one But the days off I am less fun I hurt therefor I am Understand me if you can For I am not who I was or will be I honestly don't know who is me I want to be there for all your pains I do it not for any gains It helps me stay alive you see To know you can trust and talk to me I have my faults, all of us do This information, it is not new The greatest part of having frie

Need Java And Rants
Blah, I gotta get myself some java before I head to work so I have some on my first break at work...I have enough java for my breakfast tomorrow. I knew i should of grabbed some coffee after work but I was hungry so I got Taco Bell..Yes...evil evil...They're very ok....no exactly the easiest meal to eat while driving though. Just one more day of work for the work weekend...Yay! There's this one girl...she went to weigh herself after lunch or break, I forget and she's like.... I'm so fat...I'm getting fatter...I used to be 85 lbs and I'm at 89.....What the fuck?!!??! She's this really fucking tiny chick..and she thinks that fat?!? I should just sit on her and tell her what's fat. She was telling me that she's all into purses and coats....she carries around a 100+ dollar Coach purse..loves to shop there and has to shop at those uppitty stores. She has 6 credit cards and working to pay them off...she's 20. Wow..yeah...crazy...I'm so glad I'm not a girly chick like that. So on Friday, I

Defo All About Me
OK so this morning my other phone rung and it was a neighbour from where I used to live - apparently some guy was loking for me about my sister (real life one) - I was wtf I aint heard from her in like 14 years so about 20 minutes later the guy calld me and wanted to come round and talk before he called her and said it was all good - still in shock at this burly londoner hitting my house :) we spoke, he remembered me when I was a baby and he remembered all my family too - any way - me and my sister spoke on the phone and it was all emotions and tears and shock and excitement - ............................ and i spoke to my neice as well - good times - and many more to come now - and she hates my step mum as well - good :)

Are You A Bad American Too??
This Guy had the Guts to put this on the Internet... I love it. Way to GO!!!! YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and Willie G. Davidson that makes the Awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycles. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake

Do It Anyway...
People are unreasonable,illogical and self-centered. Love them anyway.If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish,ulterior motives. Do good anyway. If you are successful,you will win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway.The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.Be honest and frank anyway.The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind.Think big anyway. What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway. People really need help but may attack if you help them.Help people anyway. Give the world the best you have and you might get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you've got anyway.

Confessions Of A Fake.......
Hi, my name is gerald. I am not matty, nor was I ever matty. Matt is a male ho who plays girls for sex and gives nothing in return. I, Gerald have been using matty's name to destroy him on a website and ruin his reputation among all women. He stole my gf and is now marrying her for her money. Now i leave all of you who obsess about fakes on this website to ruin matty even further. PUNISH HIM! MAKE HIM PAY THE PIPER! Maybe one day i will get justice. .................................. .............................. .................................... ...................................... ..................................... ............................... ................................ ....................................... ........................................ ............................................ .......................................... ....................................... ........................................ ..............................

Another Little Poem
alone in the darkness i try to stay to the light,to hone my senses and keep up my sight,I need to be aware eyes opened wide,need to know when to open the stride,trailing behind me a long history of dismay,trying not to look back as i continue to run away,some days are easy as i keep a steady gaze,avoiding the temptation to turn and get caught in the haze,all for nothing if i cant keep moving on,longing to find a place to someday rest upon,I will find that place though hidden from my view,I will someday run across it because its worth it to pursue,Haunted for the momment but hoping for my release around bend,pull me towards safer grounds give me your hand to lend.

A Path With Heart
A Path With Heart Anything is one of a million paths. Look at every path closely and deliberately. Try it as many times as you think necessary. Then ask yourself, and yourself alone, one question. I will tell you what it is: Does this path have a heart? A path without a heart is never enjoyable. You have to work hard even to take it On the other hand, a path with heart is easy; it does not make you work at liking it. For my part there is only the traveling on paths that have heart...and there I travel looking, looking, breathlessly.

My Boring Randomness About Life
So I never thought that perfection existed until I met this boy. He is everything I could have EVER dreamed of and SO MUCH MORE. He makes my heart stop when I'm with him (not literally bc that could be bad, lol) and he makes me never want to leave him. I haven't known him THAT long but in this short time that I have known him I feel like I've fallen in love with him. Everything abot him is amazing. From his smile, to his gorgeous brown eyes, to his "oh-so-perfect" hair, to his finding humor in everything, to his "Fuck the World" attitude sometimes. He is sweet and innocent, yet not at the same time. I haven't quite figure him out completely yet but everything I have I love. Is it normal to not find ONE THING you don't like about someone? Is it ok for me to let my guard down? I'm afraid to trust him though... Let me give you a little bit of a rundown on why....So from the time I was 8 until I was 15 I was sexually, mentally, and physically abused by men... (yes as in plural) Finally whe

One Simple Text
One simple text "Hello" Chills run down my spine I know it's from you The smell of our last encounter still lingers in my nose The taste of your kiss is still on my tongue The impression you left one me I'll never forget The passion in your eyes The feel of your lips on my lips I long for the night where I made that wish The wish we'd be together The wish I refused to tell you The wish that you would want me The wish I'd haunt your dreams That you couldn't forget me That you'd only see me The light on your face that night The stars in the heavens above Everything was so perfect That one simple text reminds me of all of this The next text I'm fearing will make it all end

Hope
A gentle breeze blew through the little valley, pushing the perfectly formed clouds leisurely across the sky. The tall, green grass echoed the movement in the sky above, swaying gently as the cool sunlight reached across to the distant horizon. Birds sang soothingly in a tree atop a slight hill, casting shade upon a lone figure. He shifted slightly in his sleep, and gradually awoke. The man stood up slowly, shakily, and gazed around. He had not seen such beauty in eons. The man knew this place. He placed one foot in front of the other, and began to move forward. His progress was slow, painful even, but his pace quickened with each step. Soon, he was dashing carefree along the valley, his footsteps light and easy. He climbed a hill, and was able to see a small town in the distance. He had made good time. The sun was still high in the sky. The man ran down the hill, towards the little bundle of houses. The sun sank gradually behind him, and the clouds darkened subtly. The man’s

Well I Guess This Is Growing Up
Maybe it is just me, but there seems to be a trend going on.. Maybe I am just paranoid.. Or maybe just maybe it is time to cut some strings and let some things go. I am fully aware of being guilty on all accounts of not making regular contact with some people. It is crazy to think that I still have relationships with people from my childhood, I am a quarter of a century in age yet can name friends from two decades ago that I still can say hi too. Yet at the same time the pain of ones that will not say hi back. Is it me? Did I do something wrong? Or is it just time to grow up? Here we are miles apart living different life styles, yet I can not help but feel like I wronged you. Was it because I left you behind? Was it abandonment? Did I fail you? Do I no longer have something to offer you? I have been left and it sucks to think someone apart of your life will not be around to enjoy good times with you the way it used to be. However I could not be more proud of what they have become and a

For Those Who Know Who I Truly Am
I’m the easiest to talk to because I go by so many different names. Every person in every country has heard of me, and spoken of me when things are at their very worst. And I’m so easy to call upon. All you have to do is ask. No ritual to adhere to. No prayer. No personal relationship. Just ask. Once, earnestly. I’m ever so popular. I’m in your music, your news, and even in your food. I’m Santa Claus, the Easter Bunny, Freud and Nietschze. I was there, guiding the hand of Shakespeare, Dahmer and Spielberg alike. You’ve seen me, time and again, now an old man, then a little girl. You bought groceries from me the other day, actually... Hell, if you want to be REALLY personal, some of you make love to me on a regular basis. You’re not bad, either. I like you. I am mother to some of you, Father to others, and I am proud of the way you turned out. But here’s the pitch. I am powerful, and you are not. I have legions, and you are alone. I can

Sometimes My Thinking Gets The Best Of Me.
Sometimes life is hard, sometimes it’s easy. Sometimes we spread our wings and take flight, sometimes we hang onto those we care for and just need to be loved. I have been stepping over some big hurdles here lately and I am keeping my head up and staying strong the best way I know how. I am trying to make positive changes to things I can alter and maintaining strength about the things I can’t do anything about. Now as I move forward I have to smile and know that it’s all a rollercoaster and I can see the upwards hill coming !

Hey Wouldnt You Like To Know Me?????!!!!!.....yes You Wooould!!!!!
im a 5'6 fineass red head who really wants to break out of her shell......but whould really like to bring someone into it.......just looking for some action really hadnt had anything wroth talking about... really need something to make me smile...like it when my toes curl and my hair stands up on my neck!!!!!!! i want to make a real man feel real good only the best respond kisses!!!!!!

Watch Out For This Jerk He Treats Women Like S***
http://wwhttp://www.fubar.com/user/2758954 WATCH OUT FOR THIS JERK IF HE DONT LIKE U TELLING HIM TO LEAVE U ALONE U ARE NOT HERE TO CAM OR CYBER HE WILL CALL U A WHORE AND BITCH AND SLUT AND THINGS LIKE THAT CAUSE HE IS NOT A MAN A REAL MAN WOULD NOT TALK TO WOMEN LIKE THAT

The Rose.
sitting aloftin the tower of the bellclouds so softsending storms from hellshelter my body's yearningmoving from the towerrain hitting and burningblocking my path a flowerpetals of blackstem with thornsthe life it lacksmakes us mourna single black rosecorrupting my pathno love showsas the storm sends its wrathvelvet so witheredbe fragile with graspthorns that bring shiversreminds of the pasta man appearswith a long coathis eyes sheerno voice in my throatLike a corpse, I sit and poseFroze I am, Not a soundHe takes the rose,and lets it fall to the groundinside this kills memy heart breaks in halfwhy cant he seehe does nothing but laughmy thoughts are deadhis eyes show painwhatever had been saidstayed in the rain.

Thinking Oh My!
I have been doing a LOT of thinking the past few days. I am really honestly considering applying to volunteer to work with AmeriCorps. It is very similar to PeaceCorp but all is done within the USA. I have been reading up on it, and if I could get accepted, I would try to get in a program that is back east, I am thinking NY, NJ, PA or OH. One of the interests that I seen that I would like to do is Ex-Offender Re-entry back into society, not quite sure what exactly it totally entails, but I think I would definitely have an interest in it. First thing though is I need to get my head straight with the depression and being around people with the anxiety, if I can get that taken care, I feel that I can be ready to be up against the world and the change and postive experience that I can get out of this. They do pay a stipend to live off of, nothing great, but the fact of knowing that you made a difference in someones life would be huge. Things here at the house aren't moving as fast as I

Yes
My mind says no, but my heart says yes, somehow i cant stop thinking about you how did i get in this mess It's been a while, I thought id forget, But i feel you in every kiss, that arent from your lips. My mind says no, but my heart says yes, the distance pulls my heart right out of my chest It's never felt so good to not have so much. I miss the imprint of your head on my pillow, Im reaching out to feel your touch, so when you see me, just remember what we have, and what comes next.

Lsd As Gateway Drug... To Sanity.
http://www.sfbg.com/entry.php?entry_id=900... I took my first acid trip in 1965 at Tim Leary's LSD research center in Millbrook, N.Y. He was supposed to be my guide, but he had gone off to India. Ram Dass (then Richard Alpert) was supposed to take his place, but he was involved in preparing to open at the Village Vanguard as a psychedelic comedian-philosopher. So my guide was Michael Hollingshead, the British rascal who had originally turned Leary on. When I told my mother about taking LSD, she was quite concerned. "It could lead to marijuana," she warned.

W.w.j.s.a.m
http://christiansforcannabis.com/e107/news... Could stand for: "What Would Jesus Say About Marijuana?" If some Christian's can say that wine in moderation is acceptable in the eyes of God, then why not marijuana for those who can't or don't choose to drink..? Please check out the christiansforcannabis.com website if you are a Christian and have been made to think that you are going AGAINST GOD and sinning in what you do so peacefully... Marijuana alone does not make us sin.. People make people sin. The absence of GOD in our hearts make people sin. 'nuff said!!

Bug Bites And Things That Go Pop
Alright I'm not the best picking out a name for this blog, :). So here it is about 30 minutes before I have to go play in the big sandbox. I am really exhausted, the sand fleas over here are keeping me up at night, along with the heat. I'm use to hot weather, I was raised in the South, but over here it can be quite annoying at times. I see all this sand and no ocean, I'm bummed j/k. Looking forward to my mid-tour leave where I can see more sand, but alas there will be water and trees. I am so wanting to go boating, yep yep many plans. Meet up with friends just relax for a while and hopefully get some sleep. Ok boring blog I know, but it was on my mind... =D. Luv ya Fu-friends.

Happy
Walk with me, the path of life,to explore every bend of the roadEnjoy with me the beauty of life,along its wonderful wayFind comfort with me, in each other's arms,when grief crosses our pathFind strength with me, in each other's strength,when despair lies in waitLaugh with me, a single true laugh,to enlighten another's distressCry with me, a single true tear,to understand true happinessCherish with me, the wonders of life,as they need to be preservedRejoice with me, in the mysteries,of what is yet to beFind peace with me, in each other's souls,when the world has gone insaneFind love with me, in each other's hearts,until this life has been fulfilledAnd when the path comes to an endI hope we can say from withinWe've known the beauty of true love,our love came from within

Escapee
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed.He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife:"Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He wwas whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

The Minds Canvas
An out stretched arm created to touch The eyes that behold many wonders A broken heart mended by love alone A voice that whispers words to hear Moments cherished without fail A soul forever bonded The empty canvas sits still and waiting The colors mastered with a single touch Placed upon the spirit within Let no other wash our thoughts! By: Estrella VonNostitz

Stupid Encounter #19 (read Bottom To Top Its A Sb) Op Another Low Self Esteem Whore On The Fu
->*†*MISTRES...: well i already know them so yeah *†*MISTRES...: I DONT GIVE OUT THAT KINDA INFO ->*†*MISTRES...: so you must know where he lives whats his address and phone number? *†*MISTRES...: YEAH IN UR DREAMS ->*†*MISTRES...: he was with me last night ->*†*MISTRES...: right right *†*MISTRES...: LOL I WAS THERE LAST NIGHT AND ILL BE THERE IN A FEW MORE DAYS ->*†*MISTRES...: lol right keep telling yourself that *†*MISTRES...: DUMB* *†*MISTRES...: I KNOW FOR FACT U DONT DUMD ASS ->*†*MISTRES...: Yeah i do lol *†*MISTRES...: LMAO NO YOU DONT ->*†*MISTRES...: I live with him dumb cunt *†*MISTRES...: LOL ULL BE WAITING REALLY LMAO U WERENT INVITED ->*†*MISTRES...: I'll be waiting ->*†*MISTRES...: LOL your so dumb ->†S51™ BOY†...: and im on yahoo ->†S51™ BOY†...: BLOCK HER †S51™ BOY†...: really? this is news to me.....and she doesnt know where i live i mean she knows i live in NC and near the beach but other than that lol oy vey what the hell ->†S51™ BOY†...: *â€ *MI

2nd One On The Way...
Well, As some of you might know I am alil over 8 months pregnant with my second baby girl. Her due date is Sept 8th, 2009. And I am sooo excited to finally have her in my life, I cannot wait to see her. Nevaeh is really excited and cannot wait for her new sister to be here with us. She lays on my tummy and kisses it and she also falls asleep on my tummy as well...It;s so cute. Anyway, We are gonna name her Aaliyah Jayde. Well, Anyway juss wanted to let ya'll know that I won't be online for awhile once the new baby is born...So, Please don't think that I am ignorin' ya'll cos I am NOT. So, Please keep me in your thoughts and pray for me. Thank you!!! Much luv to all my Fu family and friends :) *Hugs* Lil Mama, And Nevaeh. :)

A Slight Detour Thru Bavaria
A Slight Detour Through Bavaria Or A Little Family Laundry "In Bavaria, our Blood Bleeds Blue" -"Mad" King Ludwig I'm a Bavarian, both born and raised. Bavaria is a small "staat", located in the south of Germany. You probably know it for Munich, Oktoberfest, Karl Mann, the Bauhaus Movement, and BMW (The "B", stands for Bavaria -Bavarian Motor Works, it has the same initials in English as it does in German, and I am gonna TRY to keep this as English as possible). Bavarians are the best of all worlds: lovers and fighters, drunks and poets, dreamers and cutthroat businessmen. Yes, I bow to the progeny of a "Mad" king, whose family kept the peace for almost three hundred years (not a SINGLE bomb fell on our land during all of World War II). They were a family, who spent their (our) money in a great race to build great castles, just for the sake of art, and not for war. To give you an idea of what I'm talking about: our kingdoms home, Nord Wienstein, is better know

The Word Never
Do you know what I was thinking... The word never... If you think about it in detail... If people on the planet truly believed in the word never, There would be no progress, no modern technology So thinking about the word never... Only certain things should be considered as never People that are living and breathing, should not be in the category because to grow and expand you have to see beyond the word never Some people they can not, you know But to dream, and turn dreams into reality Yes you have to never accept the word never, unless it only applies to areas you accept as never. Sometimes...I write and think the most off the wall things

Dead And Alive (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 4)
To Die Is To Live. To Stop Breathing Is Devine. But Can Something Be Truely Dead While It's Still Alive? I Believe So. Here's Why? Take A Person Who Is Truely In Love With Someone. They Give Up Something To Gain Something In Return. Their Single Life Dies As Their New Life With The Person They Love Begins Like A Baby Being Born. Now Take The Same Person. The Person He Or She Loves Hurts Him Or Her In Some Way Or Their Loved One Passes Away And It Affects Him Or Her Badly. Yes Their Single Life Returned And Yes Their Other Life Died But So Another Piece Of Them.....Their Heart. A Person Who Is Hurt May Or May Not Love The Next One Like They Should Because They May Have A Trust Issue. But I Say To You Never Give Up. Always Keep Trying. Never Let A Piece Of Your Heart Die. Because One Day You Might Hit The Jackpot. You Might Find That One That Would Lead You To A Living Death. To A Life That You Would Never Want To Leave. As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEV

A Tout Le Monde
Don't remember where I was I realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became I had no idea what it'd cost My life passed before my eyes I found out how little I accomplished All my plans denied So as you read this know my friends I'd love to stay with you all Smile when you think of me My body's gone That's all A tout le monde (To all the world) A tout mes amis (To all my friends) Je vous aime (I love you) Je dois partir (I must leave) I'll ever speak These are the last words If my heart was still alive And they'll set me free I know it would surely break And my memories left with you There's nothing more to say Moving on is a simple thing What it leaves behind is hard You know the sleeping feel no more pain And the living are scarred A tout le monde (To all the world) A tout mes amis (To all my friends) Je vous aime (I love you) Je dois partir (I must leave) These are the last words I'll ever speak An

Random Thoughts Of The Day
Rec'd these at work...omg laughin my azz off ! Random Thoughts of the Day: I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option. More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can't wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that's not only better, but also more directly involves me. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. I don't understand the purpose of the line, "I don't need to drink to have fun." Great, no one does. But why start a fire with flint and sticks when they've invented the lighter? Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you're going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yours

Feeling Philosophical
I hope I spelled that right LOL anyhow.. My current status is bound to make people think naughty thoughts while infact I am curious if this is possible. So it's whats on my mind at this very moment. I am feeling sort of meloncally and self isolating myself from the world around me. This will happen now and again until I am feeling more capable of living life as I once knew it..or something like that. I miss you all very much so keep in touch. Most have my yahoo or number..USE it ;) and thank you to the few of you that have kept in touch :)

When You Have Nothing, You've Got Nothing To Lose.
Have you ever felt like you always tried your hardest, but you're hardest was never enough? That everything you did was never appreciated, and always forgotten. That's how it's been in my house for years, it seems. I left a good job, and my OWN place, to move back to rent a place from my father and help him with my grandfather, and I'm still worthless as a daughter. No matter what I do, I still suck as a human-being...and that's it. So what, if on my days off I decide I want to sleep until...oh, 10 a.m. After a 40-60 hour a week job, I thought maybe I was entitled to sleep late..but I'm not. It makes me a worthless daughter. So, I know nobody will ever read this or even care that it's how I feel but I needed some place to vent my frustrations.

Missing You
I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought of you yesterday, and days before that, too. I think of you in silence, and often speak your name. All I have is memories, and your picture in a frame. Your memory is my keepsake, with which I'll never part. God has you in his Keeping, and I have you in my heart. I miss you Ken-Z, my little pider.

Lust
Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You.Show me your Bodyinside out…no clothes on, no holds barred…bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat…give me what all you haveevery naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours.feel my handsfeel my legsfeel my torsomy body begs…Come on meand make me wetjuices flowing…feel the heat…together, we’llmake ‘us’ meet.If Lust be sin, So be it…For I am a Woman, And you a Man.How can I love youand not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand…for I am a Womanand you are my Man.

Not Wat I Thought
So I was coming out of my longest relationship, heartbroken until i met Matt(Bonez) on here. He wasnt like all the others, he was sweet, had a heart, and wasnt pushy about seeing my nsfw's right away which made me feel like he wanted to actually want to get to know me. Things hit off pretty well, we couldnt stop txting each other for the last month it seems like could be longer idk. We, well i really thought even though we were 6 hours away it could work somehow. Until the last acouple of days... I asked to call me gave me excuses...and same way with txting me afterwork.... i understood he had a kid and he took a shower and a nap after work but the whole night he wouldnt say a damn thing... so yea... and today we start talking he tells me things changed....that quickly ok...wow... like a deer in headlights ...didnt know what to except .... i ask him whats changed ...then he tells me i have a gf now...again shocked confused i ask myself what went wrong this time... I thought use bein

Jeans
Why is it that every time I wear these certain type of jeans, the ones im wearing now, my co-workers would comment to me saying that I've lost weight. When I wear any other bottoms, I don't get that comment. They're just normal jeans..nothing spiffy... a little baggy, thats it. I haven't weighed myself in a while...afraid to since of what I all ate on my days offs...

Awwwww....
Love in a MomentIt is your face that I see in the darknesswith each blink of my eyes.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your name that I hear in the silencebetween each beat of my heart.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your perfume that I smell as I inhalewith each and every breath.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your love that I wait forbetween the ticks of a clock.Forever and a day.

The Vampire
Go forth into slumber to awaken anew Awaken to new senses The bloodlust arisen, The energy to take So much to gather so much to quench. Alas tis a wonder what am I? Strange this new light in my life hmm light? It's not light rather dark but the dark is rather light to me calling to me ''Awaken all your senses child, feel the darkness calling you''. Pale as I am beautiful My Lips bloodred to bring the fullness out of my paleblue skin hmmmm really What am I? The ''hunter'' within cries out Where shall I go to hunt? To the weary alleys or perhaps the park or hot steaming nightclubs? Alas whatever beckons to me I shall respond to. To embrace my prey in my arms The need to quench my thirst is the grandest thing for me to feel Your death brings me life The darkness brings me life. Sleep all day within the protections of shade Awaken with the fullness of night What am I? I AM VAMPIRE...

Waiting
Waiting You wait your entire life for something you know is yours to only find out you cant even reach out and touch itEveryday you feel whole but yet incompleteYou know that there is someone out there that loves youBut you yurn for their touch thier whisper their loving glancesYou crave they way they feel but yet you have never touchedTHe empty feeling gets worse day by dayThe lonely feeling gets worse day by dayThe Day needs to come when you can reach outReach out and touch the thing that makes you feel realHow a simple touch can be so missedHow a simple look can be so neededWhen I reach out all I get is this hard smooth cold screenThe thing I hate the most because it makes me want you moreBut the only thing I have right now that gives us the chance to be closeHow writen words, how a voice in my ear, how a box with you in itCan never compare....I sit here and wait, maybe for the rest of my life, to have the thing I know is so rightMaybe someday I will get to touch what I have waited

What Can Hurt You About Nsfw Pics
Hello fu-friends, I am writing this blog after being pressured by friends to do so. I have a good friend who was a School teacher (I use the term "was" ) as she was recently terminated from her position after almost 10 years of dedicated service. Apparently several years ago when she was getting her graduates degree in Education she ran across tough times and decided to try to make a little extra money by selling some nude pics of herself. Well recently she was heading up a PTA meeting when one of the parents who just happend to work for a publisher recognized her. That following Monday she got a call from the School Board Superintendent and was called into a private meeting. She said when she went into the office there was a manila folder on the desk and across the table was the head of the PTA. They pushed the folder across the table to her and asked her to look at the picture and verify wether the person in the photos was her. To her horror when she opend the folder it was her nud

August 23 Meditation
Keep in mind the goal you are striving for, the good life you are trying to attain. Do not let little things divert you from the path. Do not be overcome by the small trials and vexations of each day. Try to see the purpose and plan to which all is leading. If, when climbing a mountain, you keep your eyes on each stony or difficult place, how weary is your climb. But if you think of each step as leading to the summit of achievement from which a glorious landscape will open out before you, then your climb will be endurable and you will achieve your goal.

Auto 11
I am in an auto 11 contest i need 400 rates and 15,000 comments... the comment portion is about completed if each of my friends and fans helped i could be done this week please come by and give me one rate that is all i am asking thanx

My Fetish
Almost everyone has this one thing that they are attracted to physically about a person. For some it's boobs, arse, legs, eyes and smile or even feet. For me I have a nose fetish. Don't know how I got it or even if there is anyone else on the planet that thinks like i do but there it is. I guy could be absolutely brad pitt gorgeous but if i don't like his nose i'm not attracted to him at all. A guy could be completely funny looking to most women but if i like his nose he's the most gorgeous thing in the world. Don't know why i was thinking of these things but I thought for those of you who were trying to get to know me this is one of the oddities of my personality and I felt like sharing. Guess it balances things out too because what i find attractive isn't the typical or the average. Thanx to all who read this Comments welcome

Flowers
Blossom .... I am unfolding gently beneathyour loving touch Becoming.......I let wholeness breath mypetals free Awareness.......Sweet fragrant Spirit touchingsenses into life Wisdom.......Giving beauty back to the universe Knowing.........Each petal, sweet miracle of life. Oneness.......We are hues of color, yet onein Spirit. Poem By Tammy C.

Auction
I am hosting an auction that will begin on Friday September 4th, at 8pm EST. Buy in is 10,000 fubucks. The auction will run for 2 weeks, ending on Friday September 18th at 8pm EST, that way you can get that bid up really high. If your interested in participating send me a PM with your offer and a link to the picture you would like me to use, then send ur buy in! Thanx for reading!

The Great Divide
I stand before the great divide, a seemingly endless canyon that runs for miles. I jump, freefalling for what seems an eternity, not caring if the safety chute I have opens or not. It's that freefall I've experienced so many times in life, the one that leads to nowhere except into sorrow's waiting arms. The other times I've jumped, the chute hasn't opened, and all I've done is crash into a churning river of heartache and met my demise. Will the right chute be in my pack this time? Will it open and save me from certain doom? Only time and fate can know.

The Love Life, And A Situation So Far.
It's Monday, August 24th--12:12; anguish. For the past, well...hmm let's just say "Awhile" I've been without a stable girlfriend. One who is intelligent, cute, funny, and all those other traits I like. But as of late... my heart has been begging, and pleading for any sign of life. Sure, I have a major sex drive, and that need is almost always going to be met. Either by me or someone else. But what I am looking for is someone I can love on, and make laugh! I want to spoil my girl, and have something to look forward to when I wake up. Perhaps Fubar isn't the place, maybe it is...I don't know. But this feeling I have right now...being alone, and unworthy--anguish. I wake up almost everyday now...thinking why should I waste breath...why should I take up this space without any goal? But when I start thinking, my head clears and I'm on my way. I don't know, maybe it's something else. But we'll see.

A Gentle Kiss
A Gentle KissYou blew into my life like a breeze upon the trees,Took me by surprise...made me weak upon the knees!A gentle kiss that touched the night,Hidden from a star-lit sky!All my dreams, once untrue,Could finally come together because of you!Whispering words of love that can heal a heart that will not mend,You'd become my life...all my time is yours to spend!Everyday, I thank God for that special night,That you blew into my life!All because of a gentle kiss,That touched that endless night!

Deeper...faster...harder!
So this "what's on your mind?" Status thingy is really fun now that you can type a paragraph in it. I don't generally share my actual thoughts except here in blogs or a conversation ;) But what is on my mind is absolutely dirty! I wanna be pounded so hard I forget all time and space for atleast 10 minutes. Woot! I am realistic..not many could go longer so we will set the bar low ;) I am currently listening to Daughtry-No Surprise on the music channel I have on..sitting in my lounge pants and typing this blog before getting dressed for work. I am not having passionate steamy sex. Not having a wild webcam session. Not even entertaining the thought of a potential random sexual encounter. I am truly boring I suppose. But in my mind I am doing the deed. :) He's faceless and nameless but OH MY GOD! yea so..have a great night while I am at work doing the mundaness that is my job and know I am secretly envisioning naughtiness randomly throughout my night!

I Forgot The Name Of The Original Writer Of This Poem
Of all the friends i have ever metYour the one i wont forgetAnd if i die before you doI will go to heaven and wait for youI will give the angels back their wingsAnd risk the loss of everythingJust to show my friendship trueI am thankful to have a freind like you

I Live In A World
I live in a worldA world of peaceI live in a worldA world of love I died in this worldYet I am still alive inside I live in a worldA world of hateI live in a worldA world of dispair I died in this worldYet I am still alive inside I live in a worldA world of peaceI live in a world A world of hate I died in this worldYet I am still alive inside I live in a worldWhere all of this happensI'll die in this world

Going Down
The doors slid silently closed behind him. He turned, pushing the button for the main floor. The gears screeched as the elevator jerked into motion. He listened to the music that was piped in over the speakers above him, the sound lulling him into a semi hypnotic state. His cell phone vibrated in his pocket, interrupting his thoughts. He reached in and grabbed it, hitting “answer”. “Hello?” he said cheerily. “Are you ready to die?” the muffled voice crooned. “What?” he asked confused. The elevator staggered to a stop. All of the buttons lit at once, and then went dark. The sudden motion made him fall into the wall. He grabbed the bar to steady himself. “I asked if you were ready to die,” the voice repeated. The elevator began moving up, then the gears shuddered to life, and he began to fall. “Who are you? Why are you doing this?” he screamed. “You should have known better than to mess with me, Kyle,” the raspy voice exclaimed. “Kyle? I’m not Kyle. He called in sick. I was ass

Alone
Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a sinner.Love was once safe, kept in a secret midnight.Now you bring a tragic veil to cover my eyes.Drowning in your oiled tears,I can see throughout all time in your arms.Taken so far down I could never taste the moon again.But bleeding from the eyes, I will try.I will not be destroyed by love,I scorn Venus and shun the arrows of crimson.Bring you down softly to lay in my bed.Laid down with only your bruised romances.And when you awaken you will be alone.Be alone.

Sexiest Men On Fu Contest
the sexiest men on fu contest begins thurs contact me to enter Contest Will End every Wed at Noon est with the next one beginning shortly afterwards.. unless otherwise advised: Therefore plan ahead. The Winners and Finalists from Rounds 1 - 2 and 3 advances to The Finalists Contest following Round 3. (1st - 2nd and 3rd places will advance to the finals from each round.) The Fourth Contest will consist of the 3 winners and the 6 finalists from rounds 1 - 2 and 3. So far Besides Fu-Bux I am planning on giving the Winner a One Month VIP! (or sumpin of equal value in Bling) We shall see: But I will do my best to make it worth the effort. To Enter please pick a fav pic only one pic plzsending me the link. I will get you set up. You may also use links for promoting yourself. You may also sign up for the 3rd round in advance. That will be everyone's last chance to get into The Finals ty dj wild

Is It Love
Have you ever wondered why sometimes life throws you nothing but pits and nothing spectacular. You love someone and then soon discover that it or they were not at all what was original. And though you had many problems still stayed with them and tried to work it out the best you could, just to discover that you were not the only one. It leads me to wonder why I dont just close the door and hide away forever. I guess the old saying is true cherish every moment you have with your loved one as it might be the last time you have together. Take care all and thanks to those of my friends and family that have always been there for me no matter what has happened. Love yall.....

The Butterfly~~
It was a long hot summer of phone conversations only~~ The distance between the two were 2,500 miles.....neither have ever done the long distance thing before, but the connection between the two was so incrediable they didnt want to give up what they had so far. Everyday of talking they both got to know one another better, A deep connection emotionally and sexualy have bonded~~ Its been awhile since the two have been in a relationship so the sexual tension was intense~~ She is very erotic and very sexual, the naughtier the better with her and he loves to be teased by her~~ Hes never been with a woman like her before, so open sexually yet old fashioned morals to only give herself to the one she loves~~ That was such a turn on for him~~ They would dabble in light conversation about sexual thoughts and he would find himself stroking himself to her voice, even when they wouldnt be talking about anything sexual. They spoke about when they would meet in person how happy they would

The Most Boring Female On Fu
after much observation for a very long time now ive come to the conclusion that i am the least exciting,perhaps most boring person on fubar.. -chuckles- i have never belonged to any families,never entered any contests..well i might have back in the old lost cherry days,im not certain...i dont do lounges,have never been fu married,separated or fu divorced... i dont have a long ass screen name that takes up 4 lines at the top of my screen...i am fucking broke as hell so i dont host happy hours everyday or have tons of tickers and shit all over... i think i would run out of quirky quotes and jokes so guess its better this way maybe,yes? i dont cam,phone bone or cyber,i dont offer these things in exchange for bling packs or vips..i dont post nudes nor do i want to see others naughty bits... ive met several members..some ive dated,some have broke my heart,some were straight out psycho and im thankful i met in a public place...ive been played yet i dont start bashing them publicly on her

Why Do People Act So Stupid And Childish
the bottom came first, then got this on yahoo messenger Wow... You complain no one comes to your page and then you block one of the people who always stopped by regularly?? Real fucking cool.Rob Robshags: No wonder you can't get any womenRob Robshags: All you do is talk shitRob Robshags: It'd be a shame for all your naked pics to end up on a bunch of other websites. N.M.E.: Whatever... I don't wanna argue. Be a fucking lame-ass bitch. I don't care anymore. ->N.M.E.: fair is fair right? ->N.M.E.: lol now i am an idiot? ok well ill have Don go on and have him not force me to go on N.M.E.: You don't wanna see me and I can't fucking FORCE Kim to go on..... idiot ->N.M.E.: cant show me then complain i wont show you ->N.M.E.: ok then , but yet i am CORNY and you never wanting to show me isnt correct? N.M.E.: I never saw you and I guess I never will. ->

Dear God
Dear God, I have one word for you, dude: Vision. Having been in the ad game since the days when the right length pony tail got you an executives position, I can tell you a thing or two about your brand. Firstly, your PR guys are bad for your image. No one wants to do business with hypocrites so until your boys in the robes can start behaving themselves, your organization is going to suffer image problems.Secondly, cut the hair and lose the beard. I’m seeing a short back and side and at the very least a goatee for you. Thirdly, the crucifix thing died when Madonna set them on fire for Pepsi. I’m thinking we go for a octagon in a nice shade of fushia.Finally we need to condense the Old and New Testament into an online blog and YouTube a few miracles if you want to reach those selfish little Gen Y assholes. Those pricks live online and have plenty to go to confession for, but its gotta come to them so confesstube, may be something to think about.I do consultancy w

Damn Fubar Drama
I hate fubar drama, especially the kind that makes people who use to be friends turn on each other because of jealousy or anything like that. Just like last night it happend again...the man who I claimed to be my fu-dad came against me and was telling me how I was wrong in a choice that I made and basically called me stupid. That was the last straw for me. I had to do something so I put him on block and delted his ass. It killed me tho but I know in the end I will be stronger because of it.

Words That Should Be Used More Often!
Prostiboots-When a female wears boots that are so high, they look like those worn on a prostitute.Douchbagette-A female douchbag.Ex-hole-An ex (boyfriend, husband etc) who was an asshole.Textually Frustrated-When texting someone, and their replies come so infrequently the other party becomes "textually frustrated"Sexting-The act of texting someone with hopes of having a sexual encounter later.Holla for a DollaWhat a cheap hooker does.Slow burn-When an insult takes awhile to be realized by the person insulted.MIRFMother I'd Run FromA mother you would never want to do.Flavorgasm-When something tastes so good, it brings on the euphoria of an "o" moment.Letting out a slight moan after taking a first bite.Bedgasm-when dropping into bed you experience the euphoria said aboveSargasm-When someone gets an intense high off of being overly sarcastic to another person.Pornochio-When someone over exagerates their sexcapades to make themselves look better.Dick inches-What men measure in. They are us

Wanna B Fu-rich & Be On The Fu-map Within 12 Hrs??
WANT someone to make you fu-rich and put you on the FU-MAP in only 12 hours?? Then here is a deal for you. Go by my bud Coz's page and he'll tell you how. TELL HIM Islandgirl Sent you!! HE'S MY #4 FRIEND ON MY PAGE --- (i need to learn how to post a link in a blog) -- this below is his picture -- the link doesn't work -- sorry! $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Exposed: The Swine Flu Hoax Part 1
The alarm has been sounded. Politicians, pharmaceutical executives and media conglomerates would have us believe that a 1918-style pandemic is a real threat. The 1918 pandemic, however, evolved out of conditions unique to World War I, for four specific reasons. Why 2009 is Not 1918 First, World War I was characterized by millions of troops living in waterlogged trenches along the Western Front. This war zone became fertile ground for an opportunistic virus, as medical literature reveals: “…a landscape that was contaminated with respiratory irritants such as chlorine and phosgene, and characterized by stress and overcrowding, the partial starvation in civilians, and the opportunity for rapid ‘passage’ of influenza in young soldiers would have provided the opportunity for multiple but small mutational charges throughout the viral genome.” (1) Second, the war witnessed the growth of industrial-scale military camps and embarkation ports, such as Et

Oh Shit.
There's a chance i might ALREADY be thirteen weeks along, since my last "period", in july, was just some minor spotting. which means I won't be able to get an abortion. My aunt's trying to help, but there is no way i can come up with 500 bucks in the next two days. If i AM already past the time i can get one, we're in trouble >.>

Southern Women-understand Us
To all my “Southern lady” friends…enjoy! Southern women know their summer weather report: HumidityHumidityHumiditySouthern women know their vacation spots: The beachThe rivuhThe crickSouthern women know everybody's first name:HoneyDarlin'ShugahSouthern women know the movies that speak to their hearts:Fried Green TomatoesDriving Miss DaisySteel MagnoliasGone With The WindSouthern women know their religions: BaptistMethodistFootball Southern women know their cities dripping with Southern charm:Chawl'stn S'vanahFoat WuthN'awlinsAddlannaSouthern women know their elegant gentlemen: Men in uniformMen in tuxedosRhett ButlerSouthern girls know their prime real estate:

Intersting
Let's play a game...Here's how it goes: Type your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...1. I'll respond with something random about you.2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (if possible. If not I'll say something that only makes sense to me).5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.If you play, you MUST post this on your blog...

The Zombie Squad
The Zombie Squad If you are reading this then you are either a member of The Zombie Squad...OR...you are intrigued about us or possibly interested in becoming a member in which case I'd like to thank you for taking the time to read this. So what is "The Zombie Squad" and how did it begin you may be asking yourself,so here is our history. The Zombie Squad was founded by myself,I've been a member of Fubar for a few years and while a lot of the new changes made to Fubar is fun and exciting a lot of what is happening "I feel" isn't so fun and exciting and I feel that because of some of these new things a LOT of people aren't getting the luv that they deserve. I also feel the MAJORITY of Fubar are ordinary everyday people,people who may not be blessed with overwhelming sex appeal,blessed with a body chiseled out of granite,people who don't have the capabilities of making really cool graphic pictures for people to generate intrest in their page and last but

My Past!!!
THIS IS MY PAST I DID DRUGS AND NEVER GOT CAUGHT FOR IT (LAUGH OUT LOUD) BUT I GOT BUSTED FOR LIKE FIGHTING WITH MY STEP DAD AT THE TIME I TOTAL OF THREE MONTHS AND THREE WEEKS IN JUVENAL HALL IN TWO PART FIRST I DID THREE WEEKS IN EAST LAKE JUVENAL HALL IN EAST LOS DOWN THE STREET FROM GENERAL HOSPITAL THEN GOT OUT ON PROBATION THEN GOT BUSTED FOR HANGING OUT WITH A GANG MEMBER AND DRINKING THEN DID A MOUTH IN SYLMAR JUVENAL HALL IN SYLMAR, CA. SHIT I GOT BUSTED CAUSE I HAD A SUBSTITUTE PROBATION OFFICER THAT JUST DIDN'T LIKE ME FROM THE START AND WAS LOOKING FOR A LAME ASS REASON TO PUT ME BACK IN THE HALLS LIKE PUNK BITCH THAT HE WAS, I HAD A COOL PROBATION OFFICER WHEN I FIRST GOT ON PROBATION THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HER I THINK IT WAS SHE GOT PROMOTED TO ANOTHER CITY OR SOME SHIT I CAN'T REMEMBER BUT THEN I FINALLY GOT OUT AND BACK IN THE STREETS OF ALHAMBRA, CA AND THEN I STARTED TO HANG OUT WITH A GUY I WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL WITH AND HE

Too Much Food, Too Little Thought
hypothetical situation.someone is overweight. they are convinced they're beautiful and there is nothing wrong with their body. do you agree with them ?the correct answer is no.let us define sadism. sadism is the act of causing pain to others and enjoying it. let us define masochism.masochism is the act of receiving pain and enjoying it.let us define pain and harm as it applies to this scenario.being overweight causes damage to the body. particularly the vital organs.the circulatory system is singled out for a high amount of damage.arterial walls cake with cholesterol and the heart strains to pump blood.psycho-emotional damage is common but not always associated.so we can conclude that being overweight is being in a state of damage and pain. being overweight is visible to the human eye, so ignorance cannot be documented.except in special cases of overweight blindness. but even the blind can feel their own bodies. again, such special cases are highly uncommon to this evaluation.we now mo

August 27, 2009
Thank you to everyone for your thoughts, prayers and words of support. As I sat here reading this, I thanked God for each and everyone of you. As of last nite when we left, my dad was still strong and holding his own. The doctor said that they are doing they're best to keep him comfortable. During the time we were up there, he was clear for only about a half hour. Last nite was a revelation for me in a lot of ways. And the most shocking one was, that I am unable to trust the woman who has married him only recently. I'm alone in a sea of confusion. In the middle of two women warring over a man who will soon be gone. And all my kids and I are wanting is to spend time with him before he is gone. Peaceful time to talk, let him know how much we love him, trying to encourage him. And I am sitting here right now, not knowing what to do. Only wanting to see his wishes followed thru. And finding out in a three hour conversation that he has divulged those wishes to only one person who won't

The Dark Place
I must say I have been really confused for the last month or so since everything that has happen to me. I had been in a car accident that injuried me and put me out of work and stuff like that. I left with another woman that played with my emotions enough to drag me away from the person I have been with and she could careless about the aftermath she has caused with her destruction by making me homeless. Then I was stranded where she had me and then come home to find out im even more homeless then I thought and have no personal stuff once so ever. I feel like im living in a nightmare that im not even sleeping to have. I hate what I have done with allowing the demons of hate to take me over and let this woman take full advantage of me and put me in this dark place im in now.

Internet Hugs
Through dark and light, I hold your sight. Even if it is day or night. I am here and always will be, but for now only by internet you know me. And if one day we do meet up, I will help to cheer you up. Written by, Chris W Named by Trina B

Why?
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........

Denver Marijuana Panel Backs $1 Penalty On Small Amounts
Denver's marijuana policy review panel agreed Wednesday to send a letter to the presiding judge of Denver County Court urging a $1 fine as penalty for possession of marijuana of less than an ounce.The current fine schedule indicates a $50 fine for such offenses, plus a $100 drug surcharge required by the state of Colorado and a $10 "bureau fee."Mason Tvert, a member of the panel and the executive director of Safer Alternative for Enjoyable Recreation, which has pushed decriminalizing possession of small amounts of marijuana, said state law requires the surcharge and the $10 bureau fee.He said that if Presiding Judge Marcy Celeste accepts the recommendations, the penalty would still stand at $111.Tvert said lowering the fine would send a message to police "that it is not worth their time or the court's to issue any more citations."The panel agreed to send the letter to the judge on a 6-2 vote.Christopher Osher, The Denver Post

Why Does Love Elude Us?
I guess you have hear that old saying the with age comes wisdom....I would like to share a small bit of what I have learned....There is one thing in life that everyone seeks to attain......that is love! True love is something that elludes most everyone. Sadly, many fail to recognize that they have indeed found true love. Often, the trials and adversities of life work to dull our senses and forever shade us from the light. To many, love is like an addictng narcotic that fills the sould with contentment and happiness. Yet, like a true narcotic......you become immune to its effects over time. It is unfortunate that people fail to see the signs of stagnation and complacency. It is only when one is opens their soul and the light and exposes their inner feelings to the scrutiny of the mind that we see just what we have missed. It is truly one of the worst feelings in the universe to know that true love has slipped from your grasp.....it has been cast to the four winds never to be foun

[...fixed?]
-in the offball sense.Ever think you'd get to the point where if you ate chocolate every day... you'd hate chocolate?... and I'll stop you right there if you already hate chocolate,the chocolate is a metaphor for something you thought you'd love every day........shit where'd I put my paycheck?Found it.Jesus christ I hate being a space cadet.anyway, we were talking about the important things right?Like whacking it and feeling nothing? Still finding that you hate 80% of your music collection, finding yourself willing to sacrifice god and country for a particularly wild looking piece of tail.Let's back up a smidge.There's a girland if I were to say that I HAVE a typeshe'd be it.If you've experienced thisgravitationyou'd know what I'm talking about.I've met hundreds of people by now that I felt I needed to.this is justlike falling off a fucking bridgeIf I were to pin this girl on the floor and start taking her in with bites and fingertipsit'd lead to sex and parting.It's not even an emotio

Badder Then John Freaking Wayne
NARRATIVE NOMINATING SSG DAVID BELLAVIA FOR THE MEDAL OF HONOR DURING OPERATION PHANTOM FURY FALLUJAH, IRAQ On the night of 10 November 2004 Third Platoon, A Company, Task Force 2-2 IN near OBJ Wolf in Fallujah, Iraq, was ordered to attack to destroy six to eight Anti Iraqi Forces (AIF). 1LT Edward Iwan, the A Company Executive Officer, had identified six to eight AIF who had entered a block of twelve buildings. These AIF had engaged A55 and tanks from Team Tank with automatic weapons and rocket fire. Having a 25 mm cannon malfunction, 1LT Edward Iwan cordoned off the area and called Third Platoon to enter and clear all buildings until the AIF were killed or captured. The first nine buildings yielded many AK47s, Rocket Propelled Grenade launchers, rockets, assorted ammunition, and flak vests. When they came to the tenth home, SSG Colin Fitts, 1st Squad Leader, led his squad of soldiers into the house, with four soldiers from SSG Bellavias 2nd Squad. SGT Hugh Hall, 1st Squad, B Team

Notice!
So, Changes, they are a part of life and I for one feel that any public display of oneslef should reflect those changes. With that said be aware that in about 48 hours Im going to clear my freinds& Fam list of ALOT of people. going to clear both fan list altogether (I will of course refan those who remain on my freinds list). My practice of just accepting add request is over, and Blank request will get ignored altogether. I will also be clearing out my Pics, getting rid of alot of them, and posting new ones in the comeing days. So, how does one surivive the cut? well, if your asking yourself that question the answer is simple.....buy me a beer and say "Hello". Thats it, that simple. those that want to stay will stay, those that dont, well, you will be gone.

Chickencest!
Which came first mom...the chicken or the egg? Hello? I have no clue! My daughter said you don't know if God just said...*with her hand shoved out in front of her* There's the chicken. My son says.." He made the egg and Eve sat on it til it hatched and said...hey,it's a chick!" "Wait, maybe god made two chickens and then one made the egg and OMG!!! All chickens are related!! It's chickencest!!" I have no clue how this conversation even started!

Application For Chocolate Buttplug
1. Are you chocolate, vanilla, caramel, or cinnamon? 2. What is ur length? 3. What is ur thickness? 4. How long can you last? 5. Are you disease free? 6. What makes you sure this is a job that you can perform this task appropriately?

Nsfw Pics
ya know i been off this site for a few years and when i come back i notice people are sayin "buy me this to see my nsfw pics." does anyone else see this as prostitution? i mean i cant afford that shit for myself why the hell would i buy ya a bling pack to see yer tits? seriously, its pretty lame. almost makes wanna say to hell with this site

Another Song
You’ll Never.. You’re not worth my time, you’ll never be mine, and I don’t know why I never saw that coming. You can’t deal with your problems so once your feet hit the ground you start running. But you can’t run forever, so I can’t understand why you’d run from me, you should really save your energy to stand and fight, you know I’m right, but you’ll never give that to me. You’re afraid to look into my big brown eyes, because your blue ones tell nothing but lies, I know you can feel what I’m saying. Just look inside yourself, and think about these words, and you’ll see your mind is worth changing. You can’t run forever, I thought you knew better, and now your life needs some re-arranging. Tell me why it is, that my heart races whenever you’re around, or why I feel sick to my stomach when you’re gone. I know it’s no good for me, and I’m wrong, that’s why I&

Is Doc Daddy An Ass Hole? Yes He Is Lol
Want you all to see what a nice person Doc Daddy is -- the death wishes aka letter G is for me lmao-- so any of you that think he is a good person can see he is not!! My Goodbye to you all... created @ 2009-08-26 13:13:20 My friends, It is with heartfelt sadness that I am for good and all, closing my account with FUBAR. What it all boils down to is that Real Life has to take precedence over the fun to be had here. I have so many things going on in my life right now. My personal life is not what it should be. My family life is not what it should be. My Med School (grades) need to be a primary focus. This morning I woke up...late. Daughter upset because I had forgotten to lay out her clothes for school.Along with a few other personal isues... That was the last straw for me. This site has driven me past logical distraction. I have made a lot of great friends here. I believe that I have found my FUTURE here believe it or not... but in

Emotions
Too many times in my life, I have reacted from my emotions rather than wisdom. I don't think it's a mistake that silence is listed before speaking. Usually if I wait, I'm more likely to handle myself and my words with greater dignity.

The Life You Wish You Had...
For starters... Mine. Im better than you at everything, I have everything you wish you had and to boot. I dont even care for the shit.All to often have people approached me with enticemnet... Only for me to shoot them down. Why? because there is nothing more fake then you. If you have a problem with me. Tell me. Not someone else. Cause that other person who you think is your friend, is gunna stab you in the back just as you have me. If after the fact you greet me with hearty hello, then you can die in a fire. theres a fine line between the real world and your world. That line is me. Because as I stated previously, Im better than you at everything. Oh and I look better then anyone reading this as well. You know what I hate more then you? the false identities I sourand myself with. be your fucking self people. If you're gunna portrait something you're not, the last place to do it is the fucking internet. All those chicks you think want you dont dude.... So get a life. They know who you

What Kind Of Thinker Are You?
Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential You are precise, orderly, and realistic. You tend to get to the point and get things done. Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step. Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines. What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out. You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand. What Kind of Thinker Are You?

Figure You Out
Ok.. so I was doing some random searching on the net and ran across a Femme site that was ranting about the Nickelback song "Figure you out" and here is what was posted... I can’t quite “Figure You Out” OK, so I was driving home and I had the radio on to some random rock music, which is pretty normal for me. (I’m about 50/50 classic rock/NPR.) A song I’d never heard before comes on. Here are the lyrics, along with my running commentary. I like your pants around your feet Woah! Not exactly an auspicious start to the generally-problematic-to-begin-with Love Song! I like the dirt that’s on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you’re looking up at me Is this a song about pedophilia…? You’re like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can’t say no OUCH! Maybe it is a song about pedophilia, and it’s su

Object Of Desire, Or Subject Of Life
What is wrong with men these days? Now I know I am a man and the woman are saying WTF Chris, but seriously here is my question to everyone: I'm not the worlds most amazing guy, nor am I the best looking Hollywood type. I think of myself as an ordinary guy with ordinary virtue and sensibilities. I was raised to treat women with dignity and respect but I often wonder what is wrong with other men? Why is it instead of someone saying hello to a woman on here and just trying to get to know them as a person, they instantly whip out dick pictures and nasty talk. Why can't a woman put a simple status message without getting bombarded by the most retarded, unoriginal, unthoughtful banter guys can think of. Sure there are some beautiful women out there on FUBAR, but WTF guys why you have to treat them like objects. The Rub: If you treat something as an object you do not respect it as if it is something of value. Put simply if you own something you may treat it good for awhile and resp

"a Woman And A Fork"
A Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live.. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me t

A Taste Of Pussy
Waves of pleasurewash over us.You grind your wet pussy against my mouth.I lap up your juices, as you grab at your tits,pinching and pulling on your hard, erect nipples.You pull me up to youand we kiss,You love the taste of your pussyon my mouth.You spread your legs widerbeneath me.My cock rests against your throbbing wetness.You move your hips, rubbing my cock in your slit.your hand around my cock,guiding into your pussy.Slowly sliding it in,you raise up against me.Pussy muscles grabbing my cock,seemingly pulling my hardness inside.My cock makes wet sucking noises,as I thrust harder.Our bodies slap together, as you grind your clit against me.You reach down and push my balls into your wetness.I take your nipple into my mouth,pulling on it with my lips.My hips are jerking and my cum floods you.Your pussy convulses around my cock,milking it.I collapse on top of you, burying my face in your tits.My cock soaking in your pussysqueezing and releasing.

Good Girls Vs. Redheads
Okay, so maybe I am a traitor to my own cause here, but I have never seen anything so true when it comes to this topic! Had myself a good chuckle over this one. And let's be honest here, for all you gals with the bottled red hair, ya look great but this doesn't apply. We're talking the genuine article here! ;) Get pissed if ya want. It is... what it is! Differences between Good Girls and Redheads *Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot. *Redheads make it hot by loosening a few buttons. *Good girls wax their floors.*Redheads wax their bikini lines. *Good girls blush during sex scenes in a movie.*Redheads know they could do it better. *Good girls wear white cotton panties. *Redheads don't wear any. *Good girls think they are not fully dressed without a strand of pearls.*Redheads think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. *Good girls only own one credit card and rarely use it. *Redheads only own one bra and rarely use it. *Good girls pack their toothbrush.

"how Would You Fix The Economy?"
The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You Fix the Economy?" I think this guy nailed it! Dear Mr. President: Please find below my suggestion for fixing America 's economy. Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will squander the money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following plan. You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan: There are about 40 million people over 50 in the work force. Pay them $1 million apiece severance for early retirement with the following stipulations: 1) They MUST retire. Forty million job openings - Unemployment fixed. 2) They MUST buy a new American CAR. Forty million cars ordered- Auto Industry fixed. 3) They MUST either buy a house or pay off their mortgage- Housing Crisis fixed. It can't get any easier than that! If more money is needed, have all members of Congress and their constituents pay their taxes... If you think this would work, please forward to everyone you know. If not, please disregard. Then

Tuesday's Pakistan Vocabulary Word Of The Day
Today's word is "obsequious." No, let's make that the word of the year. Its cultural, I know. It shouldn't bother me. It does. Typical conversation with one of my employees. "Yes, yes boss. Yes sir, please kindly necessarily as you wish sir. Thank you, thank you. Of course, of course. Please." I thought I asked a yes or no question?

Horny Days
Don't you always hate those days that your just extremely horny and there isnt anything you can do about? It seems even if you fuck or masterbate, that 5 min later you want more and it seems to go on all day long and you think to yourself wtf is wrong with me lol. I may be the only who gets this horny on somedays lol idk.

How Not To Be A Stalker
Here's a pro-tip... If a girl who has convinced you that she wants to be with you suddenly changes her cell phone number, and then you call her house phone and discover that not onlydoes she not give you her new number, but her former boyfriend (you know, the one she complained about stalking her and giving her grief in public) is at her house without the stressed tone of voice that comes from being kicked out... ... leave it alone. Find another hobby. She's not worth it, and neither is the emotional beat-down you're already experiencing. Just sayin'.

Interesting To Say The Least
YOU'VE GOT TO LOVE THIS RANCHER'S OUTLOOK & COMMON SENSE APPROACHTO LIFE While suturing a cut on the hand of a 75 year old rancher, who'shand was caught in the gate while working cattle, the doctor struck up aconversation with the old man. Eventually the topic got around to Obamaand his bid to be our president.The old rancher said, 'Well, ya know, Obama is a 'Post Turtle''.Not being familiar with the term, the doctor asked him what a'post turtle' was.The old rancher said, 'When you're driving down a country road andyou come across a fence post with a turtle balanced on top, that's a'post turtle'.The old rancher saw the puzzled look on the doctor's face so hecontinued to explain. 'You know he didn't get up there by himself, hedoesn't belong up there, and he doesn't know what to do while he's upthere, and you just wonder what kind of dumb ass put him up there tobegin with'

Things
There are many things I share on here...some in very not interesting places. I love being able to see who pays attention to what I do. I try to keep my eyes open to what you do and sometimes if I havent seen anything I go in search of whatever might be new in your world. Now maji I know you will come here and read this and I love you for that! I am not attacking ;) just merely pointing out I know who does and doesnt come around hahaha! I have complete strangers showing up to see stuff that some of the people on my list might like to see as well. But I am not going to link everyone to it. I know I am asking for your time and attention, LOL I admit freely I want both! ok now I have put off work long enough so I must get going. check out the stash it may not be there long :P

Jet Black Stare 2
Jet Black Stare will be on JFL Radio live, The only place on fubar that you will be able to hear this great bands interview is in the JFL Radio lounge, on Sept. 14th at 6pm est time. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/jflradio

My Sis Lily's Ebay Link For Jewelry
http://myworld.ebay.com/lilyzpad1/ Lily has made me jewelry before and it is beautiful. She puts her heart into her work and she is a wonderful soul. I love her with all my heart. More items will be posted tonight on ebay. Custom work is available always. Blessed Be

Latter Day Rant 9/2
Just came from a MuMM where someone was simply saying goodbye. I AM NOT blaming anyone. Didn't know the poster and they were gone before I came into the MuMM, but the goading and callousness that I read was a little scary. Have we all become so jaded that hurting someone's obviously bruised feelings is entertainment? I do frequently laugh at the stupid, the banal and vapid idiots who post MuMMs and even more so non-mumms. But, I think I am tasteful enough to know when to let up. I think we're growing into sharks/cannibals. We're not feeding to sustain ourselves or even for healthy culling, we're just being mean. I know people will complain... Luvs ya all but that's my opinion...

Today's Topic Of Discussion Is...
ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Today's topic of discussion is...Attention starved dingbat trading pics for self-esteem daps.No, a conversation can't match, what a this pussycat feels for a blingpackFriends are just an ends, as long as you can spend, and send, then, it's friends til it ends,read her status enough to comprehend, the Modus operandi , to notice how this friend lie. two-faced like a Gemini, with pretty eyes, that you can never see because her pic tries, to hide behind tits and thighs,56 comments for these shit for guys, I guess that's the life of a chick that doesn't self visualize. -Each1 Teach1-BrassKnucklePoet said: ah well its good for some shocks, and a favorite in her bling box...but when the camera stops, reminds me of a box o rocks...the kind that keeps on tic'n to talk, again reminded of the box, and it keeps pissin me off, some give willing and keep gettin walken atop, and it pisses me off, not even wanting to talk

Her Hunger
She was hot and horny. Maybe it was the endless days of rain recently, forcing everyone but the ducks inside their homes to escape the alternating cold, damp drizzle and even colder, torrential downpours. Maybe it was because it had been too long since she had that delightful feel of a man’s erect organ pounding her soft, moist pussy. She was cold and shivering from the constant damp cool air. And she was hungry. She was hungry for the taste of her man’s cum and she was hungry for the pounding of his cock inside her. She longed for hours of hot sweaty activities: laying nude on a warm Sunny beach, a hot bubble bath, sweaty, playful sex romps in the bedroom followed by hot relaxing showers.The stimulation continued to build on yet another chilly dreary day. Russ and Pam had gone to Orlando to view some beautiful homes then kicked back at home to watch an afternoon movie. As the rain fell you could hear the distant rumble of thunder. The air was cool and without a blanket her

The Day I Dreamed About You
You walk in the door to find the house empty but for me, naked and kneeling by your chair. Your day has been hard and unkind. You take your place in the chair, and I wait for you to permit my attention. You finally nod, and, still on my knees, I arise to kiss you, pressing my naked body against your legs. Your arms encircle me and welcome my homage and affection. We kiss passionately, our tongues playing together. I look into your eyes and once again submit all that I am to you. I give you control. Our kiss breaks and you tell me I may suck your incredible cock. Gladly I obey, gently pulling back the skin to expose the beautiful head. I kiss it tenderly. You lean back in your chair to relax and enjoy. My tongue lightly brushes over the head of your cock and around the rim several times. I bend down to kiss your nutts, and tickle them with my tongue. Your cock jumps in response. One by one, I gently suck your nutts into my warm, wanting mouth, then both. Your cock is now standing for me

To My Friends
This is to my friends that I cherish and have been with me through thick and thin... I am leaving on my fishing trip tomorrow morning and I am not sure what is going to happen when I come back... Right now I have lost my heart and soul and will be doing some more soul searching while I am gone... Just remember for those of you who I call my sissy's you will always have a place in my heart and I will do my best to keep in contact and the rest of my cherished friends I will make sure you know I am ok and doing fine... I love you guys and will miss you while I am gone... Hugs go out to you all and a big thank you for being my friend.... xoxoxoxoxox

If Anything Should Ever Happen To Me.....
I've been meaning to do this blog for several reasons, on account my health isn't the greatest. And for everyone who came to see me anytime I was in the hospital, THANK YOU! You are amazing :)I will update this, every once in a while!If anything were to ever happen to me......Here are a few things you should know.....1. If I ever told you, you hurt me.... Chances are you really did, but all the same, I'll still love you.2. My family and friends are more important to me than anyone can ever or will ever imagine.3. If I ever hurt you in anyway, I didn't mean to, unless I told you I meant to.4. The time I'm happiest, is when I am surrounded by people who truly care for me....5. My mom and dad, are my rock and I'd be lost with out them.6. Hanson will always be my favorite band :) My life dream was fulfilled when I got to meet them September 21,2008:)7. My bluntness, is just me, if I ever offended you by it, I'm sorry. It was just easy for me to say how I felt rudly. Haha8. A certain some

Thoughts On The Drive Home
If I could put my feelings in words or paint them on a canvas What you would see is just how much you mean to me You are the be all end all, and above all my forever I can't picture a world where we're not together No matter where I am a jail cell, a five star hotel a plane a train the fact remains the same, and will never change I'm wishing I were with you. I'll be loving you forever Leaving you never Each and everyday you make my life better and better

*a Kiss Goodbye (original By Kitty)*
Many years i have hushed my heartI knew these feelings right from the startSitting and waiting but forever trueHolding onto memories i made with youI miss your hug and sweet embrase I miss your smile always on your faceThe happiness you bring will never endThe strength you give me will never bendFor too long i have kept this inHoping for the day you would see withinSee through this wall i built so strongFeel this love It is never wrongI would die to go back and show you beforehow i was always craving this going back for moreThe times for us were never kindBroken hearts and unsound mindSomehow now we still stand tallSo many have waited to see us fallBut now we rise for the world to seeThat you and I were meant to beI only see one last requestAll i ask is you do your bestA kiss hello..A kiss for loveA kiss below and a kiss above..All these kisses need no reason why..but please dont ever give me a kiss goodbye

What The F*ck Moment # 1
September 03, 2009. MediaTakeOut.com just learned of a new trend that teens are doing - sticking ecstasy pills in their anus. Here’s how popular rapper Lil Boosie describes the trend to the website The Smoking Session: Lil’ Boosie: We be sticking [Ecstasy] pill up girls booty too!INTERVIEWER: Ok look, now I heard on the mixtape with Hurricane Chris, you mentioned that. What’s up with that? Lil’ Boosie: Yea, it kicks in after 20 seconds. It hits them in 20 seconds.INTERVIEWER: How does someone even find that out? Lil’ Boosie: I get it from my cousin. He did it to a few girls way back in the game. And it just took off. I put it in a song. Everything I put in a song, I’ve tried it. So I put it in her booty hole and it melted. It melts in their booty hole and it hits them in 20 seconds. You never know what they’re gonna do. They may break out crying talking about their momma doesn’t love them or something. It hit them in the booty hole good.

Dogs Prayer To God
Dear God: Let me give you a list of just some of the things I must remember to be a good Dog. 1. I will not eat the cats' food before they eat it or after they throw it up. 2. I will not roll on dead seagulls, fish, crabs, etc., just because I like the way they smell. 3. The Litter Box is not a cookie jar. 4. The sofa is not a 'face towel'. 5. The garbage collector is not stealing our stuff.. 6. I will not play tug-of-war with Dad's underwear when he's on the toilet. 7. Sticking my nose into a human's crotch is an unacceptable way of saying 'hello'. 8. I don't need to suddenly stand straight up when I'm under the coffee table . 9. I must shake the rainwater out of my fur before entering the house - not after. 10. I will not come in from outside and immediately drag my butt. 11. I will not sit in the middle of the living room and lick my crotch. 12. The cat is not a 'squeaky toy' so when I play with him and he makes that noise, it's usually not a good

Redhead - A Chemical Analysis
Redhead - A Chemical Analysis Element: Redhead Symbol: RH Atomic Weight: Accepted as 118, but known to vary 105-175. Discoverer: It's debatable, some say Adam, but we now know, that only God could discover something so perfect! Occurrence: Copious quantities in all Urban areas, with slightly lower concentrations in Suburban and Rural areas. Subject to seasonal fluctuations. Physical Properties 1. Surface usually covered with minimal painted film. As a rule, not necessary. 2. Boils at everything, freezes without reason. 3. Melts if given special treatment. 4. Bitter if used incorrectly. Can cause headaches. Handle with care! 5. Found in various states; ranging from virgin metal to common ore. 6. Yields to pressure applied to correct points. Chemical Properties 1. Ha

1 Year Ago
It has been one year since the massacre of those innocent people. I still to this day get tears when I deliver the mail to those boxes. All those lives shattered...and I often wonder why I was spared. I also thank God that I was. They had a memorial service 2 nights ago..It was so sad. All the family and friends of the slain were there...remembering their loved ones and clinging to each other for comfort. The healing will be a long time in coming...if it ever does. I hope and pray this insanity never happens again.

Meeting Master
It is going to be a fun night, I have been promising myself for ages that I was going to do this and finally the night has come... the night of 'the party' arranged by my potential Master, and I was unsure if I should be excited or just plain scared. I go to shower, and while the hot water runs over my skin I run the razor over my legs, and pussy to ensure that I am totally hair free, then shampoo my hair with the coconut shampoo that I love and condition it with the matching product. I know it will leave my hair both smelling good and looking silky. Walking naked across the bathroom to my bedroom I catch sight of myself in the mirror, hmm, not bad for my age, but certainly never going to see 30 again... but would I want to? Without hanging around to think that one through I reach into the wardrobe and get out the dress that I have hanging in there waiting just for this night. It is long, black, fitted close around my waist and hips, but cut low over my breasts, the back dip

Life Is Hard
Life is Hard I knew it was my dark life that was talking to me, Its always hard to not listen when reason is the truth, And the pain reminds you how bad you want things in life, But when I see you in front of me and my dark feelings tend to go away and it seems like it has never happened, But when things seem so bad its just ends up in fighting or just living in regret, It will be in the back of my mind so i won't forget, While siting in a pitch black room i can only feel and hear how my heart beats when i think of you, But i can't fix anything that will need a redo, I wish i could go into the past but i have no power to do so, Also remeber I do love you and i do mean that.

60 Minutes On Swine Flu In 1976
60 minutes Swine Flu 1976 CBS " 60 MINUTES" documentary on the swine flu epidemics of 1976 in the U.S. It went on air only once and was never shown again. Please look at this, it talks by itself.

Stressed
I dunno why I started to break down crying when Rich's mom told me that Rich told her everything about us, about getting divorce. It's not the divorce part, it's that he's pretty much leaving me with everything. He's just taking the couch he's been sleeping on for years and his computer. I think it's just more stress that's building up on me because not everything in this home is mine and I don't know what to do with it all. Yeah I can sell it and all but I don't even know where I'm going to be moving into...It just depends where I go..if I go to a small place, I have to get rid of a lot of things. We're gonna have our talk on Monday, I just hope he doesn't leave me with a bunch of stuff. I've been going through stuff already, slowly. Going through boxes, tossing things way, stuff to goodwill, boxing things seperatly that's mine and his. I asked Rich's mom what all he said and she said he didn't say too much. So I added a few more things to it and she just shook her head. Like she c

Definition Of A Whore.
Female who "meets" you on Fubar, buys you drinks, "Spicy Gifts", talks sex with you, comments how bad she wants your cock when she looks at your NSFW pics, cams with you once, gets what she wants, claims to then have computer problems while playing in the mumms, gets caught, blames you and moves on. Beware.

Yes I Am Greek
* Because we buy whole watermelons and not in slices* Because we buy whole lambs and not in pieces* Because nights in Greece finish in the morning* Because we take our coffee slowly, while smoking and not in "shots"* Because flirting is our national hobby* Because sex is our national sport* Because we always moan about the public sector and everyone seeks to get a job in it* Because we are not puritans* Because we are not racists* Because we cheat openly, without trying to hide it* Because we go out almost every night even if we are penniless* Because we know how to spend better that we know how to save* Because we never visit others empty handed* Because there is no way to explain to foreigners what is "kapsoura" (burning desire for someone)* Because in Greece family is still something valuable* Because we do not share the petrol with those we take in our cars* Because we always make it, albeit in the last moment* Because we were slaves for 400 years yet never bring that

Yannah Sanchez
IF someone by this name hits you up. Do not add her to your friends list. She will then ask you to add her to yahoo. If you do she then talks to you for a little bit. Then the topic gets on "cams" She will send you to a site to "unlock" her cam. She will tell you to use a "credit card" with no money on it. She is very persistant. Do NOT add her to fubar or yahoo. Yes i was an idiot and added her, but deleted her after she tried to get my info off of a emtpy credit card. Just be fore warned. This is her link on fubar : http://fubar.com/user/3467448

Age
I was born on a Wednesday and since my birthday...I've been living for 30 yearsI've been living for 361 monthsI've been living for 1,570 weeksI've been living for 10,994 daysI've been living for 263,873 hoursI've been living for 15,832,427 minutesI've been living for 949,945,651 secondsI've breathed more than 150,416,787 times!I've blinked my eyes more than 159,441,787 times!My heart has beaten more than 1,108,269,890 times!

What Is This Site All About Now
Ok after a short break from the Fu I have returned and am curios to know what this site is all about now - so much seems to have changed or is it me - am I that different now Im nearer 41 (hint hint) - I am still getting into the swing of rating pictures etc and comments will come soon - but surely if some one is asking for help to level and you rate a few of there pictures to help out - is it now unheard of to rate back - or even say ty - if its unheard of I shall not do it again and neither will I moan when no one rates my pictures. Ok rant over - back to business luv my fu owner and fu fiance - and yeah a lot of fu others too

What Would Your Friends Say About You?
1. Passionate, extreme, but often missunderstood. 2.Sticks to self, introverted, but faithful and loving. 3.Intelligent, witty, and mellow. 4.Bold, passionate, and charismatic. 5.Shy, introverted, but the most loyal person in the world. 6.Flirty, fun, and gorgeous. WOULD LOVE TO KNOW WHAT MY TRUE FRIENDS THINK OF ME OUT OF THE THINGS LISTED ABOVE

I Just Don't Get It
What is with all the "family" crap on Fubar? I thought it was bad before.. now it's just ridiculous. Can you not have a close circle of friends without feeling the need to put a label on it? What is with all the requirements to be in some of these families? Since when do you need to be up to someone else's standards to be accepted? I guess the whole concept of people liking you for you went out the window along with thinking for yourself as well. I've been part of "families" on Fubar and as you can tell I am no longer in them. I prefer to think for myself and not take direction from others. I also enjoy stating my opinion and not having to follow someone else's just to be "cool" Say what you want, and defend what you want, I've seen the truth. One last thing before I end this.. Why don't you try doing for others because you WANT to and not because you expect something in return. You might actually gain some more respect in doing so.

Moms Update
Doctor called today moms tempature spiked again this time 104.8* now they are giving her a cocktail of different antibiotics if this don't help knock out the fever and kill the bacteria that is in her blood she will have to have a blood transfusion and hope that this works. so i still ask that you keep her in your prayers

Torn
My ex husband sent me a message this A.M. saying he was worried about his soon to be ex wife. She called his parents house and his sister several times early this morning asking them to have him come get their daughters. She was very upset, depressed, etc. He tells me "I think she might want to commit suicide" My husband Shane did just that 10 years ago. When Rick said that in IM I wanted to click that little red X in the corner of the box. Why? Because it's been 10 years and I would rather not bring back the emotions and feelings that I have so carefully buried. Does that make me a terrible person? Does that make me a crappy friend? Rick is the man I married after Shane died. Rick was my trying to replace Shane. Of course it didn't work, and thankfully Rick and I care enough about eachother to not let a little thing like a divorce come between our friendship. I asked him if he had gone to her house this morning, he said no. The judge told him he couldn't go over the

Friendships Are Differnt
Friendships are different from all other relationships. Unlike acquaintanceship, friendship is based on love. Unlike lovers and married couples, it is free of jealousy. Unlike children and parents, it knows neither criticism nor resentment. Friendship has no status in law. Business partnerships are based on a contract. So is marriage. Parents are bound by the law. But friendships are freely entered into, freely given, freely exercised.

For My Friends Part 2
Well I am back from my trip and I did alot of soul searching and thinking... I have to come to realize that I have given up on alot of things and the one song pretty much says what I am going to do... So friends if you really want to know what I am about to do then you should take the time and sit back and listen to Jesus Take the Wheel.... That is what I am going to do... I will be stepping away from FU life for awhile and enjoy my kids and really see what is out there for me... Like Reba's one song says Is there life out there... Well I am going to take the time to find out... Let life bring what it brings and that just might take the one guy who will take the opportunity to prove me wrong about online life.... I have to come to realize that online is just what it is online... It can't be anything more or anything less... Don't get me wrong I have no regrets and never will... I have come to make friends with alot of ppl and some i really cherish who have become like family to me and

Stolen
Those four little words come from the very depths of my soul. They were not given lightly and they mean a great deal. It means forever, and beyond death for me. You are the only one I love and you are the only one I want to be with. Tempers have flared and accusations have been thrown on both sides. Yet those four words remain. They are words that bind the heart that no matter what you will have my love eternally and I will have yours. They are unconditionally and irrecoverably. Just like my love for you. I love you just as much now as I did when I first told you I did. Nothing has changed. You are in my heart and on my mind and in my soul. I need you in my life and I miss you so badly.

Fuck This Shit!
You wanted an explanation so here it is. My status tonight said this....i'm sick and tired of this bullshit. be happy with what you have or don't be, but quite takin your shitty ass attitudes out on me, then apologizing for it like it's not a big deal. i'm fuckin done with this place. some of u ppl are just fucking ridiculous and childish..... although some of it was cut off lol. So, many of you would like to know why I'm feeling this way at the moment and I'm irritated enough to just let all my shit out there lol. So I'm talking to this guy here who claims to be my friend. The convo topic is unimportant atm. But while I was talking to him I was also leaving profile comments for my friends here on the fu. I needed to catch up so I figured I'd do it tonight. All of the sudden I get this shout that says something about me leaving the comments and how he's so stupid. So I apologize (like an ass, but I was trying to be nice) and explain to him what I have just said. Then I get a "Oh I'm

It's Ok
The more you have loved and have allowed yourself to suffer because of your love, the more you will be able to let your heart grow wider and deeper. – Henri Nouwen I don’t have much to say anymore. I feel a lot, but have lost my ability to express those feelings through words be it written or spoken. I am not the girl that i used to be, however i am growing, falling, changing and learning. I hope that the girl waiting on the other side is more beautiful, confident & loving than the one i know today. I’m learning that my love is a bit overwhelming at times. My love twists and turns and morphs the ideas in my head into false realities. My love is a bit gullible and all too believing. Sometimes i think my love could save someone, could help someone, could heal someone…but i’m learning that it isn’t always welcome, or wanted, or desired…and that’s okay. It’s okay to love and care about people without words or actions, just from

Me Gusta.
"My side of the bed"That's not a phrase one utters with great frequency when you're not sleeping with someone.And 9 times out of 10 who you're sleeping with is your lover.Hell... 9 times out of 10 when you say "my side of the bed"you're talking about your live in.Exclusivity, priorities, marriage.That kinda shit.Very suddenly the sky is falling.And I'm trapped in a coffin of cubicle dimensions and postit memos."Taken"that's another word we don't hear in casual conversation.These words are the plunger of my executioner's needle.That just made it press all the faster.Everything slowed down in that realization.As poison reality sped through my veins and into my heart.It could have lasted all day.Everything got thick, like walking through mud, maybe losing a shoe or two.I wanted to escape, go to my happy placewhere the air wasn't lead, and my insides weren't falling into my toes,but the only destinations on my list had her with me.My next recollection is washing sick and grime out of my mo

Confused
I love the girl I am with and things have been tuff. We both have 3 kids each which makes it harder. She has been talking about moving out to relieve some stress. I don't think that is fair just giving the kids what they want. What do you think?

Poem
you will always a place in my heart just to let you know I love seeing your face in the morning when i wake and every time you kiss me you take my breath away just being around you makes my day when i look into your eyes i just cant find the words to say when im with you you everything bad in the world just goes away. is it good or bad

Your Ask Who Is The Black Dahlia? ( Care To Take Time To Read About Her?)
On January 15, 1947 a housewife named Betty Bersinger left her home on Norton Avenue in the Leimert Park section of Los Angeles, bound for a shoe repair shop. She took her three-year-old daughter with her and as they walked along the street, coming up on the corner of Norton and 39th, they passed by several vacant lots that were overgrown with weeds. She couldn’t help but feel a little depressed as she looked out over the deserted area. Development had been halted here, thanks to the war, and the open lots had been left looking abandoned and eerie. Betty felt slightly disconcerted and then shrugged it off, blaming her emotional state on the gray skies and the cold, dreary morning. As she walked a little further along, she caught a glimpse of something white over in the weeds. She was not surprised. It wasn’t uncommon for people to toss their garbage out into the vacant lot and this time, it looked as though someone had left a broken department store mannequin

My Response To Tettibear
UPDATE: I probably should have given some context to this. A few nights ago I commented in a blog posted by Tettibear (http://www.fubar.com/user/1374888) about Obama's health care plan. She seemed fairly reasonable so I shouted to her and we chatted for a bit. When I expressed my disgust about people calling Obama a communist fascist socialist nazi, she retorted that Obama is a socialist. I challenged her to find evidence of this, not conjecture. She responded with an article from Accuracy in Media (here: http://www.aim.org/aim-column/obamas-international-socialist-connections/). A poorly written op-ed piece by a conservative think tank penned back in February of 2008. Again, I challenged her to find evidence, not conjecture or talk of loose associations as the AIM article does. Her response is below (you can also find the article she pasted here: http://www.wnd.com/index.php?pageId=78330) My responses are in bold. ŦĕĮĮıßéâŗ: Students and young

Lets Recap
I got this From a Fellow Fubarian with some sense, Guitars007. Thank you for sending me this gem,, And for giving me permission to repost,> So, Let's Recap - > > > > > > > > 1. The American people elect a black president with a total of 142 days experience as a U.S. Senator from the most politically corrupt state in America whose governor is ousted from office. The President's first official act is to order the close of Gitmo and make sure terrorists civil rights are not violated. (He screwed up!!)> > > > 2. The U.S. Congress rushes to confirm a black Attorney General, Eric Holder, whose law firm we later find out represents seventeen Gitmo Terrorists. (An honest mistake?)> > > > 3. The CIA Boss appointee, Leon Panetta, has absolutely no experience, has a daughter Linda, we find out, who is a true radical anti-American activist and a supporter of all the Anti-American regimes in the western hemisphere. (There > > were socio-economic factors involved!)> > > > 4. We got the second most c

Things That Are Going On.
First off, I would like to thank allllllllllll my friends here. I love all of you. Some of you have kept me here over the past couple months and I thank you. Let me cut to it. I have got so much stuff going on right now. I'm not gonna bore you with details. I just think it will be in my best intesest if I leave the Fu. I don't want to. I've met so many colorful people here. I have enjoyed all of this insanity here to the fullest. But, I gotta take care of me. I need to get back to what is truly important...my family. I need to get back to being who I was about a year or so ago. I was in church and was heavily involved. I just slid way away from that. I got to get me right. I hope all of you understand. I'll keep my profile up untill the end of next week. Message me if you want. All I ask is for your support. Thanks, Tim(smoke14)

Funny Quotes From True Blood
Lafayette: Excuse me. Who ordered the hamburger, with AIDS?Redneck: I ordered the hamburger deluxe.Lafayette: In this restaurant, the hamburger deluxe comes with french fries, lettuce, tomato, mayo, and AIDS. Do anybody have a problem with that?Redneck: Yeah, I'm an American and I got say in who makes my food.Lafayette: Well baby, it's too late for that. Faggots been breeding your cows, raising your chickens, even brewing your beer alone even before I walked my sexy ass up in this mother fucker. Everything on your god damned table got AIDS.Redneck: You still ain't making me eat no AIDS burger.Lafayette: Well all you gotta do is say hold the AIDS. Here...*Lafayette picks up one of the hamburger buns and licks it.*Lafayette: Eat it.*Lafayette pushes the bun onto the redneck’s face and punches him.*Lafayette: Bitch, you come in my house you’re gonna eat my food the way I fucking make it! Do you understand me?*Lafayette takes the redneck’s plate and dumps the food into hi

Auction Update : Please Read!
UPDATE: Due to having no internet connection for the last two days, I was unable to answer pm's and sb questions regarding the auction and will now be extending the auction until Saturday (9/12/09) DA RULES: 1. All auction participants have the option to cancel any bid or to withdraw from the auction if they choose to do so. 2. To view the people up for auction, simply go to my auction folder, and choose the person you would like to bid on. 3. To bid, simply leave a comment with your offer, after checking what the latest high bid is ofcourse :PNOTE: You can bid fubucks, bling packs, vip, happy hours or cash, or a combination of those things.Remember: Cash /bling packs/vips and Happy Hours are worth more than fu-bucks !!! 4. A quick conversion chart example for you: $20 cash is equal to: -25 credit bling pack - a one month vip- -a 7 day blast -4 ticker messages (Each auction participant will choose what is worth the most

Jesus Camp Documentary
After viewing the indie film "Jesus Camp" for the second time; I still have the same exact views on it an the people in it. I find it quite ironic that there's a radio listener calling in saying that atheists beam an "authoritative sense" to Christians. In my experience I have been confronted numerous times and handed enough miniature bibles the paper matter could make up for half a redwood forest. I work across the street from a Church and at least twice a week someone is coming in voicing their opinion that I didn't ask for; wether it be about my tattoos and asking why I did this to my body and if I know it's a sin, to asking if I know why Jesus died for our sins. It really irritates me that I am interpreted to be ignorant of religion. The entanglement of politics in religion is also another thing the movie mentions that is a pet peeve of mine. One too many a candidate has used god or their religious views to win votes or capture a certain demographics attention. It shouldn't matter

A Soldier's View Of 9/11
9/11/01. We all know the date. We all know what it means. It's our generations version of Pearl Harbor. A day that will live in infamy. I remeber that day every day of my life. I was in freshman year of high school. I remember our superintendant telling the teachers to turn on CNN. When we all saw it, it was surreal to say the least. My godmother worked there. She was on the 67th floor in the first tower that collapsed. We tried to call all day. Nothing. Three weeks, nothing. Finally, her son told us she was found. That feeling made my heart literally collapse. She was my second mother, for lack of a better term. I have nightmares to this day of thst day. I would have had them even if she wasn't in there. But to this day, I still remember everything going in slow motion. This is with me being a state away, mind you. This was the reason I joined the Army. To give back to the country that's given me so much, and to make a woman who meant so much to me proud. I love you Titi Olga. Rest i

Single?
I get a lot of guys asking me about being single as if they feel sorry for me. I am single by choice. I do not believe in monogamy. Don't want to be tied down to one boring relationship. I don't see that ever happening. I enjoy being free and having lots and lots of close friends. All my married friends are miserable. I don't ever want to be like that.

We're All God's Creations.....
Each of us is a creation of Gods' a piece of his own personal art , we have to stop criticizing ourself and others. That's all there is to it. We should learn to lift each other up and not push each other down; love and support not hate and rejection. Share a smile, make it your daily goal to lift up someone that is down. If you have wronged someone be a better person and stand up and admit it.

Jesus And Satan 3rd Try
Jesus and Satan were having an on-going argument about who was better on the computer. They had been going at it for days, and frankly God was tired of hearing all the bickering. Finally fed up, God said, 'THAT'S IT! I have had enough. I am going to set up a test that will run for two hours, and from those results, I will judge who does the better job.' So Satan and Jesus sat down at the keyboards and typed away. They moused. They faxed. They e-mailed. They e-mailed with attachments. They downloaded. They did spreadsheets!

Why????
Why is it always the good ones that are like Angels on Earth that are struggling so much or become sick and then some? Why not the murderers or hateful people that do bad things to people? Why is it that murderers, theifs and and others get richer while the poor struggle more and get poorer? Why can't someone help everyone and make them all better? Why with todays medical technology are we not able to heal and find cures to Cancer and other major medical issues? Why is it that I am not rich so I could break a few heads and get things going to make things better in this world? My prayers, thoughts and healing energy go out to my friends. family and those that I love through out the world!!

Great Speech And So True !!!!
I am honored by the invitation to address you on this august occasion. It's about time. Be warned, however, that I am not here to impress you; you'll have enough smoke blown your way today. And you can bet your tassels I'm not here to impress the faculty and administration. You may not like much of what I have to say, and that's fine. You will remember it though. Especially after about 10 years out there in the real world. This, it goes without saying, does not apply to those of you who will seek your careers and your fortunes as government employees. This gowned gaggle behind me is your faculty. You've heard the old saying that those who can - do. Those who can't - teach. That sounds deliciously insensitive. But there is often raw truth in insensitivity, just as you often find feel-good falsehoods and lies in compassion. Say good-bye to your faculty because now you are getting ready to go out there and do. These folks behind me are going to stay right here and teach. By the way, just

Memories Of 9-11-01
I was one of the lucky ones. I didn’t lose anyone in the attacks of 09-11-01. Has it really been 8 years since that day? Lots of people remember where they were when this happened, I mean how could they not?! It was strange for me because I was 3500 miles away from my home on business and did everything go into a tailspin. I live less then an hour’s train ride from NYC. At the time I was working for an international airline. A week or so before the event I flew to London for training that my job gives every year – 2 weeks. I had just spent a great weekend with my sister and her friend who came to London with her Mom to see me on my time off. There is nothing like treating a 15 year old and friend to a flight overseas to put you in the cool group. After getting all to London Heathrow Airport to fly home, I got back into a training mind set. Being 5 hours ahead of New York, the news came in at lunchtime in London. There were people standi

Vengeance
Vengeance Blood is flushing through me as your bastardly words hit my page. I try to thrust it to one side, as they keep flowing in. But they are soured with the intention to hurt me. My mind sending a currant of boiling lava to my finger tips. I retort your crossness with a heavy torch of fire burning with a violent shade red, the keys below my tips steam as I strike one at a time. The fluidness rising in my punctured heart caused by your deliberate poison. Now my only function is for you to feel the flow of its potency. The pain you give to me, the pain clouds my feelings. My love turning into a bitter distant memory. As each word I see before me tiers at my tissue leaving me scared. A Empty space beats within, as I watch you vaporizing into non existence. And my blood erupts as my words explode in your mind. You retreat for cover as you plot your return with vengeance. I torture my brain with confused and lustful emotions. I feel a surge of pity as I

Hcv National Summit 'tweets'
Debbullan Announcements Special announcements shared with supporters of Debbullan Inc. are shared here with you! To get real time announcements or to show your support email debbullan@cs.com Friday, September 11, 2009 'TWEETS' from the National Summit on Viral Hepatitis of September 11 in Washington, D.C. Find a copy of the itinerary at this url:http://www.debbullan.org/HepatitisSummitAgenda8_27_09.pdfDebbullan Director Dawn Webb attended today, Friday September 11, 2009Taking time to remember the victims of 9/11Welcome to Debbullan's live audit of the National Summit on Viral Hepatitis in Washington DC. For live updates...About 300 people are in attendance of National Summit on Viral Hepatitis in Washington DC.First Speaker John G. Bartlett, MD, a man of a passion for bringing positive awareness of Hep C to the mass publicWhat Have We Learned from HIV and how do we apply it to HCV? HCV must become general med

What Hurts The Most.
I dunno what to think anymore. or how to feel. its like im slowly going numb. Im trying to be happy and bubbly but its not working. Generaly im happy I really am. I wish i could explain how i feel better.. ugh everyone bear with me please. i promise the ride will be worth it... " i will wait for as long as it takes"

Tree Take 3
You Are Confident and Dominant You are a very independent, do it yourself kind of person. You've had to rely on yourself. You know how to be strong for yourself and the people you love. You have a protective streak. You sometimes come off as a little assertive. You know what you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. The only thing you require from people is that they're straight with you. You are ready for the truth. The Tree Test Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

"obama/biden 08"
Do you have regrets about putting that "OBAMA/BIDEN 08" sticker on yourvehicle? Are you tired of having to park the back of the parking lot so people won'tmock you? When you pull up to an intersection, do you turn up Rush Limbaugh reallyloud so others will think you are conservative? If you are not accustomed to hard work, the task of removing these stickersyourself can be as daunting as trying to dig up a Hawaiian birthcertificate. But there is good news! For only $499 I can safely remove that unsightly sticker(s) from yourvehicle and restore your dignity. We used only state of the art hard work to remove these unsightly blemishesfrom your car. Yes, $499 may seem like a lot of money, but if you voted for him... you'llprobably buy anything!

If Someone Could Help
This is the cover sheet to one of my projects for my college course. Unfortunately my printer seems to have gone kaput. I have been told that there are possible issues printing to either a grey or a black background. I have no bloody way of knowing and the internet as usual is full of misleading info. If some kind soul could print it for me and confirm it looks like it does here i would be grateful.

First Time Connecting
At first you think “What the hell am I doing up here?” You feel slightly sick as you climb out of the man basket onto the 12” beam for the first time, almost like you need to lay down somewhere. Your mouth is dry, but your hands are wet inside of you cloth gloves with the Ironworkers logo printed on the oversized cuff along with the number of the local which you are apprenticing for. Quite suddenly you are over whelmed by a wave of vertigo so bad it robs you of your ability to stand up, try as you might your legs won’t push you to stand upright. All the sudden 12” doesn’t seem like it’s a lot of room to stand on, much less walk on. You fight the urge to “coon “ the steel, which is when you sit on the top flange, and push on the bottom flange with your feet while pulling yourself along with your hands, kind of like scooting yourself along, to the next point where you are suppose to be connecting the next piece of steel with

Twelve Tips For A Great Relationship
Twelve tips for a great relationshipTalk to each other. Your partner cannot read your mind, no matter how much they love you. Be clear about what you want to say and listen carefully to your partner. Spend time together. Love is time, the time you invest in each other. Make your relationship a priority. Balance the time you spend at work with the time you spend working on your relationship. To feel good about your relationship you need to feel good about yourself; work on it. Make room in your relationship for differences and value those differences. Relationships are flexible; let yours grow and adapt with you. Set goals for your relationship and plan for your future life together. Try not to judge, criticise or blame each other. After all, we're only human. No one is perfect, arguments happen; resolve them with respect. Be sexually considerate of each other. Be affectionate and have fun. Remember your sex drives may be different. Be attentive and romantic. Remember how it was when yo

Racism Sucks More Than I Do!!
Okay so currently I am in charge of my girls page and it ticked me off that a jerk came up on her SB and said "so you like niggers huh?" then he went on to say " i bet you're so stretched and ragged out now"! This is the kind of ignorance that is ruining society and life for everyone. What ever happened to the time when we cared about each other and lifted each other instead of dragging each other down??? Okay so it's a mean term that at once point in time was meant to mean 'a black person'. But, people get a life there is more than one meaning and if you are going to use a word educate your ignorant azz about what it truly means. The alltime original use of the term nigger was to mean a dirty person. So, let's wake up and look in the mirror first cause name calling is dirty so who's the nigger now? I'm betting that it's not the person that you were about to call that "name". Grow up and grow with God. Just remember that you have been dirty in one way or another at some poin

[route]
I have no idea what I've been doing for the last two hours.I think I cooked, cleaned, and did laundry.I'm stuck in autopilot, and this is something I've been meaning to think about ...againin blog form.Yeah, yeah, I do this at least twice a week.There are things going on right now that I really don't wanna fucking deal with likeI lost my paycheck- HAHAHAHA .... yeah.I'm 99% sure I left it in my desk, but that 1% made my weekend suck.Furthermore, I'm having to poof out my moneyas in magic trick without the scantily clad girls.Brake lights is at least going to be a couple hundred because *flops over to one side* they have to run an electrical system diagnostic.I'm being charged a security deposit for 140 by my electric company because someone that has paid their bills late, on time, or ... all of them for five years is some sort of ... risk?Fuck your monopoly by the way.Next up we need doggy shots and roids for her allergies.Also shit I don't want to deal with because it takes a couple h

Blah Blah Blah
every goes "oh yeah" i understand you are bi-polar and all the rest of it. but you go and do something "mad" like telling them you hear voices and hallucinate and they run a mile and call you a crazy bastard. can't fucking win.

Quiz
1. you can only answer YES or NO 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and asks. -- and believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming nothing is exactly as it seems. Now, here's what you're supposed to do. . . Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and message me with them and pass it on to friends. ------- ------- ------- ------- ------- -Been arrested? --- noKissed someone you didn't like? --- yesSlept in until 5 PM? --- yesRan a red light? --- yesBeen suspended from school? --- noExperienced love at first sight? --- yesTotaled your car in an accident? --- noBeen fired from a job? --- noFired somebody? --- yesSang karaoke? --- noPointed a gun at someone? --- noDone something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- YesCaught a snowflake on your tongue? --- yesKissed in the rain? --- yesHad a close brush with death (your own)? --- yesSeen someone die? --- yesPlayed spin-the-bot

Ughhhh
I've seen as of late alot of dumb shit happeneing. I don't know what's worse the clique fights (don't get me wrong my prego ass damn near pisses itself over it) or watching worthless ppl beg for handouts and then say screw u wen the time comes you need help. I've seen MANY bend over backward to help alot of these ppl on here and my question is simply this: DO YOU TRUELY HELP EVERY1 WHEN YOU SAY YOU DO OR IS IT JUST FOR SHOW AND YOU ARE AS SELFISH AS THE NEXT? I'd really like some feedback. I'm now to the point if someone wants help, I'm going to start charging their ass! Am I wrong for such a thought? Oh, and another thing I think I'll address... FRIENDS.... I have almost 500 of you ppl on my list and I'll be damned if any of you (a SMALL select shall remain nameless but you know who you are that talk to me) drop by and say hello anymore. It's almost as if you forgot who helped you get where most of you are! (and if you look at my blings, you see its ME!) Get off your ass a

Please Help Me I Need Advice And Help
I KNOW ALLOT OF TEXT AND INFO BUT PLEASE READ AND HELP TWO HOMIES THAT ARE VERY MUCH IN LOVE AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIVES TOGETHER BE TOGETHER..ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED AND IF YOU CANT HELP MAYBE YOU KNOW OF OTHERS WHO CAN..JUST SO LONG HAS IT HELPS ME AND MY MAN REUNITE THAT'S THE MAIN THINGYour visa application has beem suspended under the section 221(g) of the Immigration and Nationality Act because you have not presented some required documents.Your application will be reconsidered when you have returned the indicated documents indicated below.You must supply the following additional documentation :Sighed copies of your sponsor's/joint sponsor's U.S. federal income tax returns, IRS Form 1040 ( Form 1040.1040A,or 1040EZ) for tax year 2008,with all supporting scheduals.IRS printouts are acceptable,we cannot accept corporate or state income tax returns. www.irs.govThe Affidavit of Support,Form I-134,from,the sponsor who filled your immigrant visa petition. www.uscis.govYou

My Love
So, the majority of my friends know, I'm hands down, the biggest fan of boobs. Alot of guys say they are, but trust me, I'm the biggest. Small, Big, fat, skinny, short, long, doesn't matter. I love all of them. And I to prove to everyone that I am the biggest fan there is, I have come up with a way to show you, sorta. So, if there a like a Boob's football team, I would be that psycho devoted fan that you always see wearing a Boob's jersey. Probably dress up as a boob, got season tickets to all the Boob's games, home and away. TAILGATE PARTY FOR THE BOOBS!!!! GO BOOBS!!! YOU'RE THE GREATEST THING ON THE PLANET!!! See what I'm getting at? I'm saying I'd open a Boob's sports bar. All the waitresses and bartenders would have to wear shirts that say BOOB'S om the front. Women drink for free if the flash me their boobs, that kinda thing. So you see what I'm getting at? I love boobs more than any man on the planet. And to show you again? I'm going to scour the internet and fi

Hugging
Hugging is healthy. It helps the body's immunity system, keeps you healthier, cures depression, reduces stress, induces sleep, is invigorating, is rejuvenating, has no unpleasant side effects, and hugging is nothing less than a miracle drug. Hugging is all natural. It is organic, naturally sweet,no pesticides, no perservatives, no artificial ingrediants and 100 percent wholesome. Hugging is practically perfect. There are no batteries to wear out, no periodic check-ups, low energy consumption, hige energy yield, inflation-proof, non-fattening, no monthly payments, no insurance requirements, theft-proof, non-taxable, non-polluting and, of course, fully returnable. So what are you waiting for? Hug somebody!

Give Me Your Answer
If one day you realize you love someone, it cuts so deep into your soul it hurts. You close your eyes and the slow breaths you are taking turn into sobs. Your heart aches and your body shakes nothing will stop this pain. You try to hide the pain inside but it just wont go away. When the love is not returned you are left holding yourself, empty. Why do we need to feel this sort of love?

Math Trivia
Do you know that SEX can tell what your age is? Just do a simple Math.. How many times would you like to have sex in a week? (choose 1-9) Multiply your number by 2: plus 5: multiply it by 50 add 1758 then subtract your birthyear.. now you'll have a 3-digit number The first is the number of times you would like to have sex and the last 2 digits is your age.. :)

...the Pond Pt2
....continued "The Pond" He lets go of me as blood drips down his back from the scratches he had received. He looks me in the eyes with deep intent, and asks me why do I feel the way 1 feel. Unable to answer, I just stare back at him. "You dug your nails into my back, but it's my face that feels pain" he exclaims. I stand still awaiting his next move. He walks, I folllow. I end up standing on a boulder;and he circles me. Unaware of his intentions, I turn myself toward him as he circles,watching his every move. He says that where im standing is something spiritual, a burial ground or something. He starts on a rant about how he doesn't really exist, and how he is 800 years old. "Shut up! That's just the gin talking" I say. His demeanor, his eyes, they all change as if he became possessed. He asks if he scares me and then says "you only fear the things that you dont know". He's right, I don't know, and at this point,to be honest, I don't want to know. I walked to the car as fast as

Things Aint Always What They Seem
Its funny how a song can unlock doors that you thought you long ago securely locked.A few days ago I heard a song that sent my mind tumbling down a spiral hole.No, not dwelling in the past. Just remembering.It's funny how at times we think we know everything. We shrug off people's warnings. I was warned and told my ex was using me. Perhaps I was a bit childish. Maybe even a little self-centered. I felt that the persons warning was a bit insulting. To me it seemed more like they were saying that he could never love me. That I wasn't good enough for him. In reality it was just because she had gone through the same thing. Same abusive relationship. I feel sometimes in order for us to learn things. We need to actually experience them.The things we go through help us grow. Shape us into the people we are meant to be.

Obamacare
The phone rings and the lady of the house answers. "Hello?" "Mrs. Sanders, please." "Speaking." "Mrs. Sanders, this is Dr. Jones at St. Agnes Laboratory. When your husband's doctor sent his biopsy to the lab last week, a biopsy from another Mr. Sanders arrived as well. We are now uncertain which one belongs to your husband. Frankly, either way the results are not too good." "What do you mean?" Mrs. Sanders asks nervously. "Well, one of the specimens tested positive for Alzheimer's and the other one tested positive for HIV. We can't tell which is which." "That's dreadful! Can you do the test again?" questioned Mrs. Sanders. "Normally we can, but the new health care system will only pay for these expensive tests just one time." ''Well, what am I supposed to do now? " "The folks at Obama health care recommend that you drop your husband off somewhere in the middle of town. If he finds his way home, don't sleep with him."

Henry Gibson
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Henry Gibson, the veteran comic character actor best known for his role reciting offbeat poetry on "Rowan & Martin's Laugh-In," died Monday. He was 73. Gibson's son, James, said Gibson died at his home in Malibu after a brief battle with cancer.After serving in the Air Force and studying at the Royal Academy of Dramatic Arts, Gibson — born James Bateman in Philadelphia in 1935 — created his Henry Gibson comic persona, a pun on playwright Henrik Ibsen's name, while working as a theater actor in New York. For three seasons on "Laugh-In," he delivered satirical poems while gripping a giant flower. After "Laugh-In," Gibson went on to appear in several films, including "The Long Goodbye" and "Nashville," which earned him a Golden Globe nomination. His most memorable roles included playing the menacing neighbor opposite Tom Hanks in "The 'Burbs," the befuddled priest in "Wedding Crashers" and voicing Wilbur the Pig in the animated "Charlotte's Web."His re

Emotions And Thoughts
As some of you know or not, ( dont care, really at this time) my dad passed away and i come up to Salem, Oregon to help my mom out and just be with her. Im finding im going through a LOT of emotions and feelings as a result, mostly, that im more numb then usual and EXTREMEMLY horny, and was mentioning to a couple close people on my family here(Fu) and in my "real" life, that i wish i could get Fucked into unconsciousness by a lady. Do you think im just "venting" my emotions or? I would like your comments. and if local. give me a shout

Just Venting Raw Emotion And Some Ryme
back stabers are hardley your friend they smile to your face straig until the end. but if u stay true to them it wont be thiers but yours see a hatefull drama seeking fool is no good to the force. a hoe is a hoe a bitch is a bitch their is no saving of thier sould i promise you this a lost soul can be found but a tainted heart is no good no happiness here but misery sorrow and a hole lot of fear. i would rather be alone and no my place .. than to live in a group off people constantly lieing to my face. i cannot stand for a lieng fukin bitch nor can i tolerate a fembot a pretendika one so weak she cannot even chose to angel or devil sheel sneek thru the lot . buyer beware shes danger all be ware. this one will lie.act as an imposter or lie do i look fat in this ....oh noooo as they walk behind you .....look at that ugly hoe oh yes we all knwo this m i hope all goonies grow up and pretendikas get real the scanks and sluts i fear are already a bust see if you give all the good

Destro
I'm an eighties baby; I never really got to find out what significance Destro's genetic make-up was, in comparison to the other COBRA. So... I just took control of him... and savved him out. I'll yoke you out, like an albino boa; rear naked choke from Destro, latisimus dorsi flex, like a king cobra. Trapezius corded, no spectacles awarded - instead, afforded it's the Red Hand of Ulster. Nature's color-coded. The more spectacular the markings, the more potent the poison. My copperhead stare polar, but so much colder. I got that anaconda coil, bone-breaking serpentine swag at my disposal. So, heed the warning soldier. I'll reproach you wit' venom - you get no cold shoulder. The general issue can't soil my order. Approach a master seargent and get shown no quarter. I'll hug you 'til your bones are broken and your wardrobe soiled. I could just go viper and bite your fuckin' face off; leave you caroded, and spoiled. The tactics, formless cause chaos and disorder.

Jerk Of The Day
This idiot (who cannot spell by the way) is one crude little boy (even though he says he is 41). Just because I would not web cam with him (since I dont have a cam) or even call him and listen to him "Cum Hard" over the phone. Called me a dork. And I doubt if he knows what it really means and such a mature thing to say for an older man. I blocked him rated his pics a 1 and left him a few choice comments. Just wanted to show you what a real idiot looks like. http://fubar.com/user/3527385

For My Friends
LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE CHERISHED EVEN IN THE ROUGHEST OF TIMES,WE ARE ALL PUT IN THIS WORLD FOR A REASON, REASONS WE MIGHT NOT KNOW OF RIGHT OFF TIL IT SMACKS YOU IN THE FACE. THE TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ON HERE I HAVE MADE SOME AMAZING FRIENDS, OTHERS OF WHO I CAN TALK TO AND THERE WILL ACTUALLY LISTEN WITHOUT JUDGEMENT, BECAUSE AFTER ALL THERE JUST 1 JUDGE AND EVERYONE WILL MEET HIM SOMEDAY. BUT THE REASON FOR MY BLOG TODAY IS TO THANK THOSE WHO HAVE ALWAYS STOOD BESIDE ME AND WAS ALWAYS HERE WHEN I CAME BACK YOU WILL ALWAYS BE VERY SPECIAL IN MY HEART.YOU ARE TRUELY ONE OF A KIND TO ME.. AND ALSO TO THE NEW FRIENDS I AM MAKING, I AM VERY HAPPY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO KNOW YOU.I NOT HERE LOOKING FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, BUT IT'S TRUE IT CAN BE FOUND ANYWHERE I BELIEVE THAT.AND SOMETIME WITHOUT KNOW IT SLIPS BY.BUT I ALSO BELIEVE WHAT IS MEANT WILL BE. TAKE TIME TO KNOW PEOPLE YOU COME ACROSS IN YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MIGHT BE MISSING OUT ON.

Silent Scream
the whole world trembled with every breath you took, as you moved to move away from me, the fabric of my little world shook, i could not look away as the chaos came down like rain, i wanted to scream out in agony, to make this someone else's pain, but i bit my tongue, i said nothing, i silenced as much as i could dare, i could not cry out as i wanted to, i dared not to show i cared, fairness was my every intention, every sob that came but escaped, i never meant to use my tears against you, i never intended to wound or manipulate, running away didn't work, and throwing things around wouldn't help, i sat in my own puddling tears, a whimpering wolf, no, but a whelp, just a lost little puppy, no ferocity left in this heart, listening as you moved away from me, breaking my world and my heart, i bit my tongue, my soul bled from the effort of saying nothing to save myself, watching as you took my every joyful moment, tucked it all away as memories, on a shelf, i

******** Every Womans Prayer**********
***************Every Woman's Prayer*****************Dear Lord, I pray for:Wisdom, to understand a man.Love, to forgive him.Patience, for his moods.Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death!Peace. Stole this one too

Warmth From A Candle
I lay in bed, I can hardly see The candle flickers, Not nearly enough to see. I want to dream. I imagine you're here with me, Holding me the way I need to be held, The light glows brighter, Touching, Loving, Security. Fingers exploring hands roaming, Warmth rising, Tenderness, passion, I want to feel, feel loved. The light flickers. Closing my eyes I imagine, Flesh touching flesh, skin interwined to be one. The smell, the taste. Sweat glistening in the candlelight. Passionately loving one another, Fullfilling each and every desire, Exploring, leaving nothing untouched.

You Just Can't Make These Things Up
Sometimes you can't help but to wonder if these things are planned, or it's just really awesome that stuff like this happens by mere coincidence. And then you see it happen. This is one of those times that just makes me really laugh out loud. · Dixie Normous just walked into the bar! · what ever just walked into the bar! So... your kok's enormous huh? The person behind you says "whatever". Well, you might not have laughed, but I sure did! LOL! :-P

Passion Or Love?
Rising from the shadows, a beautiful emododiment formed from the perfection of the Creator's hand. Setting my eyes on it i have become entranced with a passion burning from within that must rest as a deep dark secrete never to be spoken of again.with every passing day my mind ,body and spirit are held hostage among my own deepest desires to endulge in a temptation of furious passion.In his voice I feel a sense of strength and power that motivates submission of my being to the deepest part of my soul. a breeze trickles Gentely over my peachy skin giving me a longing to caress every curvature of his seemingly fawless stature.In a glance of his eyes i have seen my own reflection like a canvas of human desires painted upon a wall for display.a consuming fire of lust burns in me as i wait for the quenching of this sickining eternal desire to be put to rest. seeking desperately for one wish, that the barrier would fall away from us. I have discovered my attraction to him is more than infa

This Guy Might Have A Pic Of You
it has come to my attention that there is a guy going around to womens & possibly mens page and copying any ole pic of the person and upload it in his pics. here is the link to his default pic where the pics are http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2245413 plz pass this blog around to everyone you know and help stop this guy