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Missing You.
Missing you Its quiet today, the air is thick and still ,the chill of winter lays like a blanket over the earth . and i am missing you. Noone told me that the distance between us would cause winter to settle in my soul. but here it is with its icy stiffness and the bristle of its cold wind just clinging to my heart. and still i'm missing you. with every letter from you i get a glimmer of spring and for a minute the ice melts and then the reality of winter settles on me again. and still i'm missing you. I count the days until i am in your arms and the warmth of you has melted all the winter cold from my heart.but until then i am still missing you. For those that have someone serving in the military. by: Kimikhi
Holier Than Thou
Someone asked me this 2 days ago: "so do you think you are better than everyone else?" The answer But I am better than some. I admit my superiority over a lot of people, and when I feel that they are inferior, I don't step down to their level to associate with them. Am I being a douchebag? Probably. But it sure spares me wasting time on interacting with people that I find completely undesirable and not worthy. I do consider myself a pretty balanced person: while I know that there are people that are below me intellectually and otherwise, I realize that there are people that I am unworthy of. People with much higher morals, standards, and brain power. This makes me keep my head below the clouds and realize my flaws that much better. This way I am either a stuck up, know it all cunt, or a very friendly interactive person. It all depends of which level you are looking at me from.
Did anyone know that hyena is the ONLY animal that has hermophrodite-like plumbing? And females are twice as big as males. Its NOT a male in this vid. Buck Angel?
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An Open Letter To My Friends ......
I know its a little early to be thinking of New Year's Resolutions, but I have one that I plan to start early. In the coming year, I want to be a better friend. If any of my friends feel that I have disrespected, slighted or ignored them in the past please let me know. I believe in the addage of treat others as you wish to be treated. And I know sometimes we tend to get so wrapped up in our own lives that sometimes we can't see the pain or needs of others. But .... don't think this is an open invitation to use me as a door mat. I do not like to be used and I will not allow others to treat me like that. Been there, done that, don't want to do it again. I have been the shoulder to cry on, the confidant, and the co-conspirator. I support and cherish my friends and hope they feel the same about me. But as for my resolution. I want to try to be more in tune to what others need and try to be there more for those that need my support. Queue Michael Jackson .....
Thank You !
I just wanted to thank EVERYBODY that rocked my page during my Happy Hour and helped me level to Oracle. But, I especially want to thank my friends & family that have faithfully come to my page to rate pics over and over and over again. The friends that I never have to ask for any help because they are already there. I could not ask for better friends and am overwhelmed by your contant thoughfulness and kindness. ...THANK YOU....*HUG* FR‡_♥_R
Why I'm Pissed About Work
> two aides got sent home from work right before last round...which means there was only 4 aides to cover the whole building well I was on 300 and i went to help the only aide left on 100 hall which is normally a 3 aide hall do her last round, every patient on that hall was shitty and wet, they hadn't done anything the whole night, by the time we got done with her last round it was 15 till ten, my hall hadn't been touched in forever, the other two aides were just standing there knowing there was still patients to be checked and cleaned and they were just fucking standing there i had to end up doing my hall by myself, and they just walked out at 10
Drunk Thoughts..
I'm so tired of everyone thinkin they got one up on me. Well I'mma be the one with the last laugh f*ckers. My lawyer thinks he's gonna charge me an arm n a leg for doing absolutely nothing. I got somethin else for that arsehole. I contacted him in September to get started on my case and it's now December 1st. Nothing is done. (If anyone knows of a good personal injury lawyer in Georgia or Florida lemme know.) He doesn't return my phone calls. Then my chiropractor, wow! newhoz..on another note.. When I lived in my hometown I was the quiet girl in school. No one wanted anything to do with me. Now that I'm married and in another state they all want me. How does that work? To late for them, they had their chance to get with me. HAHA. Sometimes I think that it's better for me not to have anything to do with the outside world but for work. Am i right? I don't know maybe it's just my drunken thoughts that are runnin through my head that make me this d*mn crazy. How did my life get this f*cke
As Noddy Holder Would Say...
As Noddy Holder would say... .....IIITTT'SSS CCCHHHRRRIIISSSTTTMMMAAASSSSSSSSSS....!!!!!! For the benefit of those who have yet to be blessed with hearing Wolverhampton's finest belt out his yuletide hit every year since the dawn of time, you'll find it further down... ...but I digress. I'm not hear to celebrate the British Glam Rock scene, I'm here to announce my participation in LilSlaveGrrl's very fine Christmas Auction...!! (click on the pic to take part) I'm a great catch! And no I'm not just saying that, please follow the small pic below for a reference from my previous owner... So apart from listening to the rest of the Slade track, what the hell are you waiting for.....?!?!?
Sonnets From The Portuguese Xliii
English Poetry II: From Collins to Fitzgerald. The Harvard Classics. 190914. 620. Sonnets from the Portuguese XLIII Elizabeth Barrett Browning (18061861) HOW do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everydays Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhoods faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.
East Of Eden...
Borderline something Nothing more to do with myself So sick of believing Dead inside without you Father of a lie Sinners soul Look to the East for simplicity Remind me of what I am Scream my name Useless husk Flying past your eyes Never gonna quit Goin down Grin-fucked Don't try to save me Pleasure taken by my pain Give me what you have inside God Damn this disease in me Sick, sad social distortion Everythings over...
I still have Auto 11s for a lil less than 3 hours and I am a lil over 2 mil to level. :O
World Through New Eyes
Ive started to look at the world through new eyes. I have come to terms with the fact that I am not perfect,no one is..; and that not everyone will always love me, appreciate me, or approve of the things I do or who I am. And you know what? That's perfectly okay. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Either way I am not going to change what I do, who I am, or how I live for anyone. Because I know people dont always mean what they say, and I know that not everyone will always be there for me. However, I've learned to not count on anyone being there for me, the only thing I can really count on is the unexpected- and most importantly; myself. I get in life what I truly believe I deserve. And trust me, I have had my fair share of liars, backstabbers, and cheaters... and all along they thought they got the best of me. But today, Im standing right here laughing in their faces. After all that I know what I deserve, and I deserve to be treated with love, sensitivity, kindness, and most
1st December 2008
Hey all, I never really use the blogs thing on here, but thought i would start now. I had my last cigarette an hour ago (2100 uk time) The reason for me quitting......i lost my amazing, fantastic, caring, one in a million grandad a few months ago to lung cancer. When we found out, the doctor gave him 6 wks to 3 months. Sadly he died exactly 6 weeks later. He had never smoked a cigarette in his life. This is one reason. The second is my 10year old son, David. He said something to me over the weekend, which shocked me. He said "i dont want you to die mum" i said, im not going to die for a very long time yet, to which he replied....but what if you get cancer!! I think this was my wake up call. So this morning, i got an appointment with my gp and as i have no willpower whatsoever, im gonna try and quit with nicotine replacement. I know its not going to be easy...far from it..but im gonna give it my best shot!! So no doubt ill be filling my blog, with ramblings and v
Almost overdose This sudden feeling of grave pain falls into my lap. A black sticky spider web is thrown over me, and an icy chill twist inside my body. My eyes become heavy and harder to open every time I try to blink. They begin to burn as I open and close them. While I lean back my heart races at an explosive rate with an out of beat tone. My body begins to shiver with intense waves of heat rushing threw out me. It feels like i'm lying in a pit of burning coals and spitting fire, but at the same time I freeze. My blood thickens inside my vein's as it begins to stop.My feet burn with a pounding pain rushing threw them with every last heart beat I can feel. It felt like frost bite clinges on to the tips of each and every fingure i have. The room begins to flow in waves of an upsetting motion making faces appear on the bitter walls. They stare and glare at me like they enjoy watching my pain grow. I try to stand up and run but a rush of ringing pain and blackness falls over me,my mind
I Am Alone
Twisted, alone, I search for meaning. To be found, I think not. As a Gypsy, I roam. Searching for love lost. I once had in the grasp of my palm. I let it go. Mistakes made. No reason to continue. On this souless journey. Without you by my side. I am alone. Reaching, grabbing, I can't find. The meaning of life. A soul to match my own. Once was close. But now is far away. Distance from my heart. I had one close. But no more. She is gone from my life. I am alone. Beauty, love, are no more. In this time of wandering. I must start anew. A journey of lives. A journey of love. Love lost. Life no more. I am alone. Why should I go on? Without you I am nothing. Sadness consumes my being. I once had a soul full of hope. But that is no more. I held the key for but a brief moment. Not long enough to matter. Try as I might to get close again. You push me away. Cold as ice towards me. No hope for warmth. The love of your heart. Is out of my reach. I
What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?
You Should Have a Blue Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of calm, understanding, and peace. You avoid family fights, and you don't get too stressed out - even when things are crazy! You like to make Christmas about making everyone's life a little bit better. You don't get caught up in greed or commercialism. You're too sincere for that. Your blue tree would look great with: Lots of silver tinsel You should spend Christmas Eve watching: It's a Wonderful Life What you should bake for Santa: Chocolate chip cookies What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?
What Utensil Are You?
You Are a Fork You are truthful, direct, and straight forward. People find your honesty to be a bit piercing at times. You are driven and wildly ambitious. You know what you want, and you take the most direct path to getting it. What Utensil Are You?
Festive Spidey
Spidey for sale Who wants the Black Widow as a Christmas gift? This is ur chance!Till Dec. 10!Hurry!!! Click pic to bid: Pimp out made by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar
Thruths That I Told,anger That You Showed
so i am taken so what big deal you don't have to hate me for that i thought we could be friends but no you wanted more something i am not ready to give you something that i am not ready to give anyone at the moment but still you hate me for something that i did started dating a guy i never met you and that may be my fault as you say but damn why are you freaking out so much you never told me you cared for me so i thought we were just friends but no... we are not the things you just said hurt me you may not have meant them to be painful but they were cause most of what you said was the truth i did like you more then a friend at one point in time but things happen people change and time goes on i have grown up since then i have seen the pain guys can cause i am frightened of guys i know that they only want to hurt me so i stay away from the ones that i could ever care about cause i don't want them to hurt me too and i stay away from the ones that i care a
Not Who You Think
you can't see the tears in my eyes you cant see the truths that i hide you cant see the real me deep inside you know i have been hurt but that don't matter none you cant see me through the person i have become you will never know who i am now you will never know cause i am never around i hide from the world one person at a time never wanting more then friendship cant you see? i don't want to hurt anyone like i was hurt before so i stay hidden from all that come to find the real me i will never go back to the person i was before cause i had that door that held love slam too many times before i am done being what everyone wants i am living my life in the shadows now just watching and waiting i am not the girl i once was i am now a woman that knows that there is no such thing as true love i am now a woman that knows it hurts to fall for the lies i am now the woman that i will be for the rest of my life
Shadow And Tears.
And his blackened wings did spread, and his shadow was cast over the world he sought to live in. On the air a sent bore through him. Fear mixed with doubt and a hint of disparity. It was his own sent, twisted, changed, and unclean. He wondered if any one could smell his fear, or was it too slight for the rest of the world to detect. A bead of sweat crossed his brow. He was nervous and impatient, tired of waiting so long without reassurance. He repeated the words that have steadied his nerves so many times before. "She will fall to you. She will be yours." His heart slowed and his resolve strengthened. His lips cracked and curled. "Yes she will be mine." He spoke softly to himself. From the other side of light tears fell from the Paladins eyes, and cut swaths across his cheeks before dripping off into the abyss of the unknown. His own wings tattered and broken. Scared from the lies and injustice beset upon him, but still strong enough to carry two. He looks forward without seei
Truth And The Kiss.
The cloak of his lies spread over her, and she did give herself to him to be taken away. He had possessed her He had his victory, and soon he would build his empire over her name. He would continue to distance her from those who cared for her, till there was only him. She could feel it happening though, and began to question. What was he doing to her? Why were so many afraid of him? And his lies were slowly revealed. One by one they slipped into her vision. They were many and terrifyingly confusing. "Run!" she whispered to herself Run she did head long into Truth. Scared, and ashamed of what she had done and the people she had hurt. "How could I be so foolish?" She asked. "You saw only what you wanted to see. The lie was comforting was it not?" Truth replied. "But your eyes are open now. It's up to you to keep them that way, and save yourself." Truth leaned in, and she closed her eyes, as she felt the kiss. She opened her eyes not to see Truth before her, but the Paladin,
sick of em from now on i'll be keeping a list of my faves! march 6th 19 year old KENNY hey, thanks for that 8! i notice all your pics are with your sister. maybe you should get a real life? march 4th erratically yours (cow) MIKE1956 march 3rd 2009 big D knuckle dragger Jan. 10th SKJ_43 ain't so hot your own damned self ......................................... Jan 5th 2009 1st of the new year! and it's rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=- gave me a "1" his little bitch down below even gave me a "3"... THANKS TRURATERS!!! DEC29th ACEGROVER thinks hes a TRUE RATER,,,, thanks for that 3 ya fuck! ........................................ http://www.
What The Heck Does Leo Mean?
i had this dream that i had this lion tattoo on my shoulder and it had leo written underneath it. In my dream I was like wow i forgot i got this tattoo and was trying to explain to people why i had got it like it was my love sign.or some bullshit coz im Not a Leo...since my sun sign is a libra....anyway it was weird. so am I looking for a Leo in my life is he supposed to be here or maybe I'm supposed to be a Leo. Or maybe i've just been sleeping way to much.
Last Day...
I remember that day so well Your hair was shining so bright Smelled so fresh and new... Had so much I wanted to say Nothing could keep you here anyway I know you had to move on Find your golden side I remember so much I can't forget So much love poured out on that day The last day...
Hum Bug!!
why,,,why,,,why so lonely,,,,so busy,,,,so humble so proud..ME and it makes me sad at times... thanks for all your luv... one can be so busy that life just passes them by and they forget to LIVE...... Hugs B
thought: Why is it: The one you want; you can't have! The one you can have; you don't want! Hugs B
Engaged On 11/28/08
imikimi - Customize Your World
My New Harth And Kids
Many Thanks And Fu-sin
First things first...thank you to all of you that dropped by while I was laying in bed feeling like death. It is much appreciated and I do in fact feel better. Thank you. Second...yay for living in fu-sin!!!
Male Version Of Cock Tease
i always laugh when i hear a guy or group of guys talk about girls being teases. they bitch and moan that a girl will talk a good one but then doesn't follow through... a cock tease. so what do we females get to call it when guys do the same?? a pussy tease??? or are they just pussies? i swear that's the one thing that'll piss me off real quick. sex or anything sexual doesn't have to be this big meaningful gesture or whatever fantasy land crap that's been put in your head. it can be just as it is...something physical. IT'S NOT ALWAYS CONNECTED TO EMOTIONS. wtf?? and it sure as hell shouldn't be something to be ashamed of or completely hush hush or whatever crap. pissed? yeah...just a lil. not saying it has to be right here right now... but damn... yeah, there have been times where i've thought about doing things with someone and actually wanted to do something, but the timing may not be right. but i did have every intention of following through. it wasn't just a tease or
i may be disappearing from here for awhile again due to the fact that my asshole of a bf blew the bill money that was suppose to pay for the computer and it has to go back so not sure how i will be getting online or when
Real Friends Or True Friends
a real friend will tell you they will be there a true friend will just do it a real friend will tell you they have your back a true friend will just jump in there a real friend will tell you pay me back when you can a true friend will tell you don't worry about it a real friend will tell you ignore people that hurt you a true friend will kick thier azz a real friend will help you once and leave a true friend will stay til the end i know i am a true friend are you?
For A Cheater Ex..
So much for love, so much for you. If you think I'm running after you, f*ck you!! If you think I'm rapidly hit, bullsh*t!! A martyr life aint my role, after what you have done, asshole!! So if you want another lover go ahead u motherfucker!! This cute face ain't gonna suffer!! Mark my word... LOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEERRRRRRR!!
Hey Ladies Lets Help Them Out!!!
Hey Ladies, They want some fu luvin they are in an auction go take a bid and show them sum luv, Just Click!!! thanx & Much Luv....
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South Miami : Rickenbacker Causeway Bridge (panorama)
This is the view from the Rickenbacker Causeway Bridge, viewing North I believe :) Went out this way to do a shoot. Heres a Panorama view of it :D Total of 15 shots put together as One!
Bridges Can Be Built
Fires rage in my heart the heat heals the pain bridges can be built as a human being I listen to your suffering you offer me your story the pain of the war I learn bridges can be built you are my enemy I was told be a good girl speak only our words and then I met you bridges can be built truth is more important I will speak out for the healing of the world take courage take spirit the game of the tribe is not for me bridges can be built the clothes of prejudice now stripped away as I open to you leaving my bare soul that can love you all bridges can be built with the eyes of knowing I move from us and them our differences disappear the unity of humanity remains bridges can be built your sons could be mine and I could be your brother planting the bomb that killed the little boy bridges can be built and now I stand alone with you who killed my Dad there is a place inside me that knows you acted your truth challenging injustice and oppress
I Wont Be Online
i wont be online . for how long i dont no the house iam moving to dont have internet and after the 1000 deposit fee iam broke so probably in the next 2 weeks hopefully
Tired Of Waiting
Ok this is Dec. 03.. and i still haven't heard from my jj ... my fubar bf ... i think i need to give up what about ya'll i need to move on and find one that will actually be around ... please comment and let me know what you guys think please ...
Another Dangerous Curves Birthday!!
Tomorrow is Christys Birthday lets make sure we show her lots of luv!! Happy Birthday Girlie!!
Level My Poi!!!
My Poi is fu-king tired of being on level 24!! She is so close to godfather she can taste it! Everyone go and rate her pics and stash! Hump my Poi in the corner!! She's the most amazing woman in the world and deserves this as much as anyone so please go help her! Here is her clicky: Not tellin McLovely has a POI and he owns my bits...all hail babysatan@ fubar Now get to humping!
Salute For Malicious Mel..woohoo
No Sex
I was ask to write something sexy while I sit here on the cam so here it is guys enjoy. I haven't had sex or even attempted to ease my sexual hunger with masturbation in three long weeks. As you can guess I am about to go out and hump a damn tree if I don't soon get a hard cock plowing either into my ass, pussy or mouth. My poor pussy is about to start purring, it is soaking wet and tingling, my fat clit is erect and pressing against my panties. As I type this blog entry I am sucking my tongue, feeling warm and tingly as my body prepares itself for a LOVER. But needless to say, all I want right now is to suck your cock, lick and play with your balls. No matter what is planned, and after we've been apart for long periods of time I desperately need to feel your cock in my pussy, marking me as your own. After being fucked senseless then we can go on to other sexual pleasures. I am anticipating us ravaging each others bodies in a sexual frenzy, filled with need to reacqua
Missing Person.
Search for two men suspended TAMPA -- The U.S. Coast Guard suspended its search tonight for two men missing after their plane crashed in the Gulf of Mexico 20-miles southwest of Yankeetown. At 5:40 p.m Tuesday. Coast Guard officials said they were stopping the search pending further developments. Zachary Schlitt, 28, who lived in West Palm Beach (pictured at left) and Darien Peckham, 34, (pictured below), from Tampa, have been missing since Sunday.. Rescue crews searched for them for more than 40 hours over a 2,800-square mile area focusing on two areas where a seat and a flight bag containing aviation headphones were found. There was no sign of the men or their plane. The two were traveling in a small Tampa-bound plane when, at about 6:45 p.m Sunday, an air traffic controller in Jacksonville reported that their 35-year-old twin-engine, fixed-wing Beech 35 Debonair aircraft, traveling from Tallahassee to Vandenberg Airport, lost contact, according to the FAA. The Coast G
How can i decide whats right? When your clouding up my mind, I cant win your losing fight, All the time. How can i ever own whats mine? When your always taking sides, But you wont take away my pride, No not this time... Not this time. How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue, Just boiling in my blood, But you think that i cant see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all, I will figure this one out. On my own... (Screaming i love you so) On my own... (My thoughts you cant decode) How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... YEAH How did we get here I used to know you so well Yeah Yeah Yeah
[cider Brine, The Sequel]
Alright, here's what I want out of this dish Spice, piggy, apple, crisp, sweet. Something BETTER than a jar of applesauce and chops. To those ends Good fat content chops or tenderloin thyme, pepper, coriander? salt a tbs apple cider vinegar 4 1/2 cups apple cider (pref spiced add some cinnamon and cloves if its not in the cards) Brine over night Retrieve and sear pork, add the brine back as a poaching liquid add 2 sliced red apples Retrieve chops and apples add about a cup of sugar to the liquid, boil and reduce, ladle bed and drizzle appropriately. And if that doesn't work, by god I'll use white wine. I know that poach/reduction. I think a cream sauce or dollop is in order as well. Along with some pomegranete. Sides? Wild+long grain rice. Duh. A small bed of baby spinach and greens. Red potatoes+olive oil is another favorite of mine. Or grits. Parmesan grits? YES! Jalapeno grits... maybe.
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In The Depth
In the heat of the night In the depth of the dark Their bodies drew close Only slightly apart Their eyes locked The energy rose It seemed to be eternity They were held in that pose Their chests heaving Their breath so deep Away from each other They could not keep They held each other tight As they felt each other near They did not unlock eyes Anything else they could not hear Holding him close In the depth of his embrace Just feeling his breath Upon your face Body to body You move and grind Toward the feeling of ecstasy That blows your mind
Bobby K. Edwards Obituary
Bobby K. Edwards December 3, 2008 ASHLAND - Retired Command Sergeant Major, Bobby K. Edwards, 79, died Monday, December 1, 2008 at his home in Ashland Ohio. Born May 31, 1929 in Wise County, Pound, VA. Bobby was a dedicated soldier, husband to his wife of 57 years, Patsy Jewel Linville, father, grandfather, great-grandfather. He enlisted into the United States Army in June 1945 in Roanoke, Virginia. He was a veteran of World War II, Korean War, and the Vietnam War. His tour of duties included Japan, two tours in Korea, Germany, Addis Ababa, Ethiopia, and Vietnam. He was highly decorated, being awarded the Bronze Star w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Army Commendation Medal w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Meritorious Service w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Good Conduct Metal (8th award), WWII Victory Medal, Army of Occupation Medal Japan, National Defense Service Medal w/Oak Leaf Cluster, Korean Service Medal, Armed Forces Expeditionary Medal, Vietnam Service Medal 7 Battle Stars, Republic of Vietnam Gal
Opinions Please
I have a very attractive single female neighbor that has lived across the street for a couple of years. I have always looked our for her because she is alone and single. My wife says that she wants to sleep with me. I dont see it, She says she watches me when I work outside, She always comes over to say hi when she sees me outside. Even when i am outside late at night smoking she comes home sees me and comes over..I dont pay attention because I have been with my wife for 12 years, Is she over reacting or am I missing someting.
What's Happened To My Messages....?
I wrote a blog yesterday about my Auto 11's and lots of people came to help me and at this point i am down from over 1 mil to just over 438,000 points till Godmother!! WooHoo, you guys ROCK. Well i had been sent various messages and i was in the middle of answering them when ALL my messages disappeared !!!! So i have no sent messages and my inbox is empty. So, as i can't answer them all now please don't think i am ignoring you. My auto's will run till about 8 or 9pm tonight (UK) time so please stop by if you have a bit of spare time. Thanks so much and a HUGE 'thank you' to those who spent ages yesterday showing me love, it is very appreciated. Hugs Linda
I don't feel great..... I don't know if I am coming down with something or if this freezing weather is just getting to me.... It's a whopping 21 degrees here, and although I am inside and the heat is on, I swear I can feel it in my bones. (Does this mean I am getting old?) So if I dont answer or you dont see me logged on thats why...
"first Kiss" From R
He told me he was looking and looking at my pictures and was inspired to write's so lovely and sensuous!!! Thank you BabyBoy! ------------------------------------- First KISS Lips light and sensuous... yet at the same time, full behind them, pearls of brilliant white... I wish to taste... The Feel of your breath... The softness of your lips... Moist and gentle... Looking in your eyes... Leaning forward... Spheres of hazel, Looking seductively through me... With a "come hither look"... I have only fathomed in my imagination... The blonde hair; falling seductively, teasing, The feelings unimaginable... Chills shooting up my spine... And my mind races... I see you and me... long yellow locks, dropping between us Time slowing... The gentlest touch electric... Passions ignite... Bodies Drawing closer... Arms pulling each other near... Feeling the warmth of your body through your shirt Tearing spastically at each others clothes... Feeling you
Divorce Update / Surgery Date
Well my peeps. I signed my divorce papers 11 24 08 and if I am lucky I will have my divorce for a Christmas gift. Tony will pay for the divorce and he is not getting anything BUT his laptop, Ps3 and the games and movies that go with it. That is it. He will get visitation BUT was told if he drinks and drives with Sara and is busted he will looose his visitation. He claims to be sober since 11-23-03. Can you say too little too late! I was called yesterday and given a date of surgery. Dec. 10th. I will be in the hospital at least till Friday. I may have to stay longer if they find endometrosis around my colon. We hope all is well when they open me up. I will be uable to pack or move my stuff. I have one week to pack all I can and get my room ready at Mom's to move back into. After the 10th all I can do is point and grunt. I will now know how my Dad felt. I will miss you all while I am gone. When I do get home I do not know how long Sara will have to stay with the babysitter. I will follow
Just Some Background Info.
Live Today Like Tomorrow Will NEVER Exist. [Just some background information] - Please, don't pity me, or tell me how sorry you are. It tends to get extremely annoying. - I am doing this to help others understand, so I don't have to explain all the time. So recently I found out I had this disorder. It's called Syringomyelia. [] Yeah, big big big word. Hard as hell to pronounce. Its just a fancy word for saying "a cyst in the spinal cord." [[Yes.. I have a cyst in my spinal cord.]] How did it happen?? It could be caused by Chiari [] Malformation. Thats just a fancy word saying "the base of your brain goes lower than it should." Because of the base of your skull [the bone] being where it is, it causes the brain to put pressure on your spinal cord, blocking the flow of spinal fluid. The fluid builds up and causes a cyst. This cyst grows over time, and as it does it eats away the nerves and center of the spinal cord, causing [all o
[ - *Glitter Photos*] A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
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And Life Gets More Interesting...
So not only am I dealing with the fact that my cousin is still missing (the sheriffs department decided to reopen and take over the search as of yesterday..)buuttttttt, my cousin Tiffany called me yesterday, in tears. Her grandfather, or my great uncle, has to have open heart surgery. Originally they were gonna do it next month, but they received the tests back yesterday, and 2 major arteries are clogged, which means they bumped his surgery up to tomorrow. The doctors have very little hope he'll survive it, because its that bad. I have the FABULOUS job of being the bearer of bad news and letting my parents and my nana know.. GREAT. I'm 99% positive Darien didn't survive the crash, and I sure as hell don't want to lose my uncle in the same week... Oh, and then. My fucktard I-wish-he-would-die ex, Jay decides to email me because he "wants to talk." So me, being nice and giving him to grow balls and admit the truth, talk to him to see what he has to say. I get the whole "I'm still
Ok Cupid
The Vapor Trail Random Brutal Love Master (RBLM) Here today, gone today. You are The Vapor Trail. Are you in a relationship now? What about now? Vapor Trails can be highly charismatic people--unpredictable, confident, and magnetic. You're experienced. You know how to handle yourself in a relationship, and many people appreciate that. Many people, all in a row. You've had your share of blissful beginnings, to be sure. But things almost never turn out how you'd like, do they? The problem is you're never happy with someone for an extended period of time. Relate to the following: PositiveFeelings HER YOU Time Vapor Trails especially need a girl who will laugh at their jokes. They're also the most likely male type to be haunted by serious regret. FACT: A few of your exes, the ones you were best to, will always love you. Nice going. Your exact male opposite: The Backrubber Delib
Pirate Love
Your result for The Pirate or Ninja Quiz... Pirate Love!You're a Pirate, go eat a Hamburger! OMG!! Dude, where is your Parrot! O and that eye has to come out!! and the leg... sorry! You're a Pirate, people think your Hot.. when you're not stabing them, looting them, or puking on them!!! Pirates are Rad! Take The Pirate or Ninja Quiz at HelloQuizzy
Moving Forward
We move forward one way or the othere. Sometimes slowly, sometimes with great spead. I like the great speed, imagine that? But some how things keep getting in my way. I think I figure it out and then wham! Nope, life takes on a new curve and I have a new manuver, sliding around I shall do with as much skill as I can. Sometimes it would be nice for life to slow down and be quiet for a moment but only for a moment and then I can breath. Then I can face anything. I will keep trudging even if I make some wrong choices, but at least I have made my choice!
I Was Am And Will Always Be Even If Not On The Front Line
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe
New Train Celebrate Christmas With The Flintstones!
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Sent To Me By Dragonslayer
I think the hardest thing or part about being a part of your life is all the sharing involed.As bad as I'd like to have even 10 mins of uninterrupted time is a big thing to ask for and not because your not willing to give it but because there are so many people in your life wanting that exact same thing and your so willing to give every min of your life to others not ever thinking what about me.The more I know about you the more I understand that to have you is to know what it's like not to have you at all.You gotta know that at some point you will have no more time to give or pick priorities and stick to em.Your a giver and that is just you and to give all you have to give is your way of life,I know people that know this find it easy to take advantage of you because you don't question people's loyolties you just do.Your the poster girl for "ONE IN A MILLION" and it's a privledge to call you my friend.I love you girl
Stolen From Cant Sleep/moet
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?
Rambling"my Whirlwind Emotions
MY DARK WHIRLWIND EMOTION" I have a hard time sleeping at night, and sleepless nights drives me crazy . It made me think of so many things, past , present, futurememories, good and bad, beautiful, and ugly ,people who had been part of my life, unfulfilled dreams, visions for the future, my hopes and dreams ,things that I passed through, and possible things that may happen, trials that may comeahhhhh! People that I care and love much,my family, my kids , my family back home and friends,all the people that I know, and shared some memories, oh, my kids how there were born, how they made me happy, how they made me cry and tired, and my husband, whom I know for 19 years,were so close yet were so far ,seems were miles apart, or maybe its me who is far, my strange , cold feelings, that lost of love and passion, that has invaded for years. it was the least expected things, but it strangely happened, it was so beautiful when I was falling in love, but oh, how ugly it is when one is f
Stolen! Do Meeeee
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?
Becoming Free To Be Me
I traveled back along my path and found a lonely child,That did not laugh. How could it be that she still existed? OR that she remain ed upon my path? Surely i had cast her free many years ago:but no. i had simply walked on with out her, smiling and laughing. singing and dancing, sure i was safe from her agony. What could i do with this unwanted one, this child that held my guilt and shame, ugly one that could never do right. I blamed her parents,friends,and foe alike, IT was they created all her pain. T here she waited upon my path. knowing one day i must retun. I looked into her pinched unhappy face, her eyes brim full of tears. "I DIDNT DO", i declared. "It was all the other" I proclaimed! softy she spoke directly to my heart. "no, its you who hurt me most, For the others it was planned, It was you who rejected me and i was helpless Against your hate, so here i have remained." "Dear Lord" I cried, "I would not do this
Info For Men..
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. He was real right?
Dark Fantasy Friday......public Masturbation
Dark Fantasy Friday......public masturbation imikimi - Customize Your World Ever think to yourself...I just need 5 minutes...that's all it'll take. I walk outside to my car at lunch time and have myself a quickie lunch of self loving. Climb into my car, lower my panties or unzip that zipper and get Shimmying up that skirt so my panties are showing....remembering how my fingers felt that soft lace as I was putting them on this morning? Rubbing it gently between my fingers, it almost felt like pure silk. Imagining how it would feel against my pussy lips,I felt a familiar stirring in my groins....dampness already making it's presence known as my fingers slide the sheer fabric aside.... Glancing around to see if anyone is nearby, my fingers slip inside, toying with that g-spot til I feel it growing fuller. Delving deeper...wanting to feel that pressure building yet wanting to keep it at bay. Breathing pattern is changing with each rub across my cli
10 Smellz & 10 Soundz
My Yorkie Died Last Sunday
R.I.P. Junior Well this year certainly has been terrible ,my wife's grandma died on valentine's day ,her client she was taking care of died ,my one uncle passed away ,my wife's mother had a stroke ,and my yorkie died last sunday after having an epileptic seizure .Although i handle death somewhat well ,i don't know how much more of this i can take .other than that ,i guess everything is fine ,i am still looking for a job though ,maybe me not being able to find one is a sign or something ,i don't know .what i do know is ,i hope that next year is a hell of a lot better than this one has been .
The Prizes
First Place is a 3 month VIP Second Place is a 1 month VIP or a 7 day blast Third Place is a bling pack
The Shit I Am Going Thru
Ok i want this made clear so everyone can understand what i am going thru. First i have been put into menopause! If you dont know what that is then stand in front of a wall and beat your head against it several times. All the while there is a fire at your feet! Sounds funny huh? It isnt. Then to top that all off i have been diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety. So with being put into menopause(which causes depression) and having depression i am fighting an uphill battle. Im not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me. That is the last thing i want. I just want everyone to realize that my life is really hard right now. You guys see the away message to the one i hurt on here im sorry. I am sorry but im not apologizing anymore. I cant control some of my mood swings. Im not being snotty or bratty or stuck up.... im fighting a battle to keep my wits. See 2 years ago January i tried to kill myself cause of my depression. I was lucky to have some very close family and frie
Me & My Girl Dancing Like Dumb Asses
she is a kick ass lady she is 735,023 Points from becoming Henchman please take some time and hit her page.... TewDope GILF@ fubar
Daily Blessings
Daily Blessing I count each day as a blessing that I wake up to the sounds of birds and sunshine. The birds singing and the children playing aer sounds that remind me of more peaceful times in my life, which are forever lost. For I've seen the world on fire, and have looked death in the eyes. The memories wake me at night and will always be there. Time has dimmed them, but it only takes a sound or smell to bring them back. Some day they will be forever stilled. But till that day comes, I make peace with them everyday. I try to live the day to the fullest, Because I no longer fear death, or what it brings. For I'm a Vietnam Vet who has finally come home to a land where I can heal the pain of so long ago. All I need is the time and space to find my place in this new world. Mike G. Apr. 92
Baby Boy Bully
My New Survey
recently I made some comments about and said somethings to a very dear friend of mine that were mean and cruel. Some were because I was mad and the other was because I was teasing. I found that the things that you say can be more, a lot more hurtful than I may have ever entended my words to be. 1st when I was hurt I became a ASS and said some very mean things that really hurt my friends feelings. 2nd the teasing was never meant to be hurtful but looking back I can see where I did hurt my friend. My friends I have learned a very vauleable lesson that I should have already known. Choose your words very carefully because you can,may and will hurt the ones you love and care about. Something I will always regret. Imay lose this friend over this and it will be all my fault for being a ASS and letting my hurt feelings getting the best of me. Please Please Please to anyone who reads this dont make the same mistake I made. I know how easy it is to get mad when your feelings are hur
Potty Training And Snow
Ok so first real snow I guess.. these kids are having fucking freak outs because it is something they have never seen before of course.. and won't go outside and play for longer than 2 mins because its too damn cold.. so my house has become an In and Out machine.. Now the boy on the other hand.. poor guy.. 3 days of no accidents potty training and then today someone locked him out of the bathroom and poor dude pooped on himself.. he was mad as hell.. so i guess thats a good sign right? now if only he would learn how to pee right.. his poor finger gets covered in pee everytime lol..
Ok This Is Just Insane..
i am tryin to return all the love... and i don;t think i will get to it all today... but have faith i shall hopefullyl byt the end of the weekend!!! so don;t feel i am neglecting anyone... and thanks its much appricaited!!!!
Dad In Hospital
Well I was going to stay away for some "me" time, but I need my friends and their prayers. Dad was taken to the hospital this morning with chest pains. I can't even talk about it really without starting to choke up. My dad is my hero, my best friend, the person I look to for strength. I don't know what I would do without him. They are not sure yet if it was a heart attack, the tests will show that. He will be in until Monday at least. Please keep him in your prayers. As for me.... I'm struggling a bit. Running a business in this economy is hard. And there is a part of my life I am really trying to work on, and it will be hard, and it will hurt at times.. but it is something I really and trying to let happen. So pray for me too. Thanks to those who have shown how much you care...
Porch = Scammer/liar/thief
PORCH contacted me saying he was interested in trading a Happy Hour for 3 AUTO 11's. He said that he would prefer me to send at least one AUTO 11 to him first before he bought the Happy Hour since people have burned him before... I did the right thing, sent over an AUTO - and he blocked me... and to make it even better, changed his status to, "block me, im a douche"
Ill Be Gone For A Bit
My power cord to my laptop broke, I broke it more when trying to re-wire it. lol. I ordered a new one off ebay..Ill be back on here as soon as the cord comes in. Says 7-14 Ill see you all again in a week or 2! I'll miss you all! ps. Leave me lots of love while Im gone :D
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To All Of My Friends And Family Here On Fubar
i am torn most days between alot of raw emotions anger,and hate and rage and lust.but also by other as well love,compassion,honesty,and the passion that burns very deeply in my soul and heart to become something more.its never easy being torn in so many different ways like this.few of you will ever understand the burning desire behind my eyes.for alas it is not meant for some.but for me it is what drives me everyday to get up and not take my own life.for i am a writer and alot of you know it already,for you have read my work,and those of you that have read it know the passion that burns and runs deep.and you all also know the burning desire behind my eyes.for you all that have gotten close to my heart have seen it first hand.but now i must let the rest of you all know i am going to be takeing the next month to a month and a half off from writeing my don't look for any new post for it anytime soon.i am takeing this time off from it because i need the break.a few of you understa
Almost There...
Well I Never!!!
- Now....Don't delete this just because it looks weird. Believe it or not, you can read it. I cdnuolt blveiee that I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd what I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in what oredr the ltteers in a word are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is that the first and last ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can still raed it wouthit a porbelm. This is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the word as a wlohe. Amzanig huh?
Sunday, Dec. 13, 2008
My husband is getting better with each day. Each morning you can hear the difference in his speech. He goes to the speech therapist tomorrow again and the testing should improve. He is very lucky. He is at home now and he had a brain stem stroke and he is not on a ventilator. The doctors are amazed how good he is when he had brain stem stroke. He is to have a MRA tomorrow morning, a special MRI which only looks at the blood flow in his brain and neck. He is not bad for someone that died on me while in ER. He repeats the alphabet and counts to 10 all the time is workings his letters. The difficulty is getting the words to his mouth...there is no connection, The speech therapist says he is amazed at how well he is doing for being a brain stem stroke. He is very, VERY lucky that he can walk, talk and even reason he should be dead... he is supposed to be near 100% from what the drs. are saying ... from what he is read on internet he is very lucky.
Tagged By Gypsy
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? kitchen 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? blondish 4. Your mother? town 5. Your father? abandon 6. Your favorite thing? peace 7. Your dream last night? accident 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? security 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? most 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? settled 14. Where were you last night? shopping 15. What you're not? inconsiderate 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? bedding 18. Where you grew up? town 19. The last thing you did? cook 20. What are you wearing? nightie 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? expense 24. Your life? crazy 25. Your mo
Temporary Madness Or Past Memories?
The memories flow even when you wish them not to, They wrap themselves around you and awaken who you used to be. Once opened they can't be contained They seek you out and call you by past names. Its in the blood, its in your genes. You can try to escape them but its not within your means The rhythum flows like a long forgotten dance Entwining them with now you can't escape your past. Eons come and eons go Time isn't linear it just flows Like a web you stay entwined with the same people time after time Like celtic knotwork a perfect maze Beginning without end we start another phase Does destiny control us or do we make our own Perhaps we choose to repeat the things that feel like home We weave a pattern throughout the realms We each create our own heaven or hell So stop and listen softly to things that you once knew We each walk through the realms holding pieces to renew In this time and the next The cycle will repeat Sometimes we are but pawns in a tale t
I keep trying to tell myself I am good enough.. and deserve to be happy.. and that I deserve someone good in my life. But at the same time it scares me... confuses me.. makes me doubt myself. The thought of someone actually caring, wanting to be with me.. usually leads to selfdoubt and anxiety. I have trouble with trust.. because so many lies were told in the past. I will fight hard for something that I want... until I see that what I want was just a broken dream. I think I wish for things that I can't have, because I know I can't have them and when the wishes don't come true, it is just less of a blow because I never expect them to happen. I think I am broken beyond repair.
Dear Amy
Dear Amy, I don'​t reall​y know how to tell you this,​ but you're mean. I think​ I reali​zed it when I quoted Forrest Gump at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on my prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude. I'm sure you'​re open enoug​h to under​stand​ that I get turne​d on only by garba​ge men. I'm retur​ning our matching Snoopy underwear to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memor​y.​ You shoul​d also know that I am better off without you and I will haunt​ you when Im reinc​arnat​ed as an Eskim​o​.​ Your everl​astin​g enemy​​,​ Neil Here'​s how it works​.​ Dear , I don'​t reall​y know how to tell you this,​ but (1). I think​ I reali​zed it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you'​re (6) enoug​h to under​stand​
Naughty Application
Reply by copy and pasting these questions and give me your answers. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what yo
Everyone Else Is....
Dear Sarah , I don'​t reall​y know how to tell you this,​ but our socks don't really match. I think​ I reali​zed it When your dog humpe​d my leg In your close​t and I saw you Put whipp​ed cream​ on Your My Littl​e Pony​ colle​ction​. I'm sure you'​re Frost​bitte​n enoug​h to under​stand​ That there​ is no solut​ion to you being​ a dumb kid. I'm retur​ning Our match​ing snoop​y under​wear to you, but I'll keep Your glass​ eye as a memor​y.​ You shoul​d also know that I Was inter​viewe​d about​ the car you stole​ and you shoul​d stop picki​ng your nose Kiss​ my butt,​ Candice Dear , I don'​t reall​y know how to tell you this,​ but (1). I think​ I reali​zed it (2) (3) and I saw y
Up For Auction Again...
Once again he is up for auction.... He is the leader of planet Peenus... He is a member of that little known leveling group the Shadow Levelers... Would you like to own this fine piece of work??? Would you like this nut stuck to you for a month?? Would you like this ding dong as your slave for a month?? I ask you... Just look... If you are then click the pic below and leave a bid. You will not regret it until after the first 5 minutes. If not then disregard this message and go back to what it is you were doing before you clicked on this link.... A message from Yeahmon: "If you out bid the person before you then you win me". That's just a fraction of the knowledge you'll get when you own Yeahmon. This message brought to you by: YeahmonShadow Leveler Co-Leader{Keeper of Yeahmons Angels}PLEASE READ PROFILE@ fubar > >
Living In Hell
Dark times mixed with Rage and at times its all just a haze How have i survived so long. Why cant they let me be instead of every min tryin to crush me The longer it goes on the harder it is to stay strong thought i was but now evan my strength is gone They wont stop until im dead and evan then i wont rest in peace cos vultures dont stop until nothing is left My soul my everything as long as the end result is my death then they shall rejoice and the game will be done and all along the way they will have had there fun.
Stoled From Crystal
TAG YOU'RE IT! If you opened it, you have to do it. Then, send it back to the person who sent it to you and the rest of your friends! Two names you go by: 1. Cooter 2. CC Two things you are wearing right now: 1. Sheets 2. My heart on my sleeve Two of your favorite things to do: 1. learn 2. Think Two favorite pets you have had/have: 1. My first cat George 2. Izzy (purebred rotty and GORGEOUS) Two people who will answer this 1. ? 2. Someone who doesn't have much else to do?? Two things you ate today: 1. Chicken 2. That's it Two people you last talked to: 1. Alana 2. Numbers Plans you have for tomorrow: 1. Look for a 3rd job 2. Secrets Two longest car rides: 1. new york n back 2. Alaska and back Two favorite holidays: 1. Thanksgiving 2. New Years Two favorite beverages: 1. Water 2. mt dew Two TV shows you enjoy: 1. Heroes 2. That's all I watch
Scorpio Woman
A Scorpio woman is a kind of witch. With the help of some secret feeling she is able to recognize her soul mate at first glance. He will have nothing to do but obey to her magical charms. Love horoscope Scorpio emphasizes once again that a woman of this sign is extremely passionate. And that concerns not only love, but every day life as well. Her feelings are stormy and wild. Her love is passionate, her hate is violent. A Scorpio woman cant stand her partner being jealous, at the same time she is extremely jealous herself. Love horoscope Scorpio confesses its difficult to refrain from jealousy, as Scorpio attracts everybodys attention.
Virtual Breakups
In this era of online social networking sometimes strange things can happen. Typically all of the people I have dated over the past three or four years have all had myspace, or facebook, and as is tradition, when you start dating someone you add them to your friends. The strange thing is when it comes to breaking up. All but the last person I broke up with, I didn't remove them from my friends. At the time, they didn't concern me, I just didn't pay attention to them. But I realized today that I have watched several, actually most, of my exes move on, get married, have kids, get divorced, etc. I'm not a jealous ex by any means, normally I recognize that there's a reason we shouldn't be together, but normally things work best if once you break up with someone, you don't really ever see, or hear from them again. So when I see a friend feed about an ex I was particularly enamored with getting married or something, I can get a little annoyed. Perhaps social networking is destroying the b
Tagged By Smitten
Tagged You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? nonexistent 3. Your hair? gone 4. Your mother? hick 5. Your father? redneck 6. Your favorite thing? bewbs 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? sex 10. The room you're in? family 11. Music? life 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? marketable 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? Appalachia 19. The last thing you did? search 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? dead 25. Your
Dad Is Home
Dad should be home from the hospital by now. The results of the test showed 7 or 8 places with blockage in the arteries. Most were between 50 and 70%, though one small artery had 95%. The direction for now is medication for a few weeks to see if it helps and then a stress test to see if there is a change. TY so much for all the prayers
Vip Expires Soon...
Blog By Kaos™
Music. Its amazing how those 4 or 5 minutes can seem like an eternity, filling up your mind and soul, making all your senses take in harmonies, melodies, rhythms. How certain combinations of all of these make perfect sense in your mind, trigger all sorts of emotions, unlock your heart.
Let's Learn Spanish
1. Cheese The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a sentence. Pepito replies: Maria likes me, but Cheese fat. 2. Mushroom When all my family get in the car, there's not mushroom. 3. Shoulder My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn't know how to read so I shoulder. 4. TEXAS My fren always Texas me when I'm not home wondering where I'm at! 5. Herpes Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and she got herpes. 6. July Ju told me ju were going to that store and July to me! Julyer! 7. Rectum I had 2 cars and my wife rectum! 8. Juarez One day my gramma slapped me and I said, ' Juarez your problem?' 9. Chicken I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go herself. 10. Wheelchair We only have one enchalada left, but don't worry wheelchair 11. Chick en win g My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing 12. Harassment My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her honey harassm
Grumble Grumble
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? somewhere 2. Your significant other? Far 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? looney 5. Your father? abusive 6. Your favorite thing? oreo 7. Your dream last night? death 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? poi 10. The room you're in? bed 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? utah 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? female 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? poi 18. Where you grew up? utah 19. The last thing you did? batman 20. What are you wearing? uniform 21. TV? batman 22. Your pets? Lunch 23. Your computer? lap 24. Your life? happy 25. Your mood? horny 26. Missing some
Tag Your It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? work 3. Your hair? Blonde 4. Your mother? Honest 5. Your father? asshole 6. Your favorite thing? son 7. Your dream last night? sexually 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? money 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? any 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? hmmm 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? pissed 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? motorcycle 18. Where you grew up? Myrtle Beach 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? naked :) 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? pitts 23. Your computer? homemade 24. Your life? ok 25. Your mood? chill 26
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You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Michelle 3. Your hair? none 4. Your mother? Jean 5. Your father? Abe 6. Your favorite thing?Sex 7. Your dream last night? nonexistant 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal?Fishing 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? most 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? California 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? pretty 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Fishing 18. Where you grew up? California 19. The last thing you did? Fubar 20. What are you wearing? Pants 21. TV? whatever 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Toshisba 24. Your life? Happy 25. Your mood
You Are Friendly
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.
What Is It That I Love?
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.
Club Mystic Member List! We Rawk!!!
I Can Has Tagged Blog?
Tagged blog. I has it. You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging. 2. Your significant other? Cutestevernerdface♥ 3. Your hair? Brown [chicken brown cow]. 4. Your mother? Goofy. 5. Your father? Sad. :[ 6. Your favorite thing? Naps. 7. Your dream last night? None. 8. Your favorite drink? Water. 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness. 10. The room you're in? Bedroom. 11. Music? Magic. 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? 6yearsolder. 14. Where were you last night? Asleep. 15. What you're not? Well-traveled. 16. Muffins? Cupcakes. 17. One of your wish list items? Guitar. 18. Where you grew up? Minnesota. 19. The last thing you did? Chocolate. 20. What are you wearing?
God Bless U, Gail! Oxoxo
I Miss You Lil Mina
Christina L. Waller Feb. 1, 1994 - Dec. 5, 2008 Christina Leanne Waller, of Sierra Vista, Ariz., born Feb. 1, 1994, in Fort Hood, Texas, passed away Dec. 5, 2008. Christina was a student at Tombstone High School in Tombstone, Ariz., and a member of the Tombstone High School Band; she played the baritone and trumpet. She also was learning to play the sousaphone. Christina was a typical teenager and loved to draw, listen to music, take pictures and spend time with her friends and family. She was a loving aunt to her nephew, Alex and niece, Hannah. She is survived by her loving parents, Ty and Sandra Waller; sister, Tasha Waller and her fianc Erik Alcala; brother, T.J. Waller; and nephew, Alex James Alcala, all of Sierra Vista. God mother Leeann Reaves of Tennessee (formally Sierra Vista), Randy and Nickolas Reaves of Tennessee (formally Sierra Vista). She also is survived by niece, Hannah Marie Waller of Chambersburg, Pa.; maternal grandmother, Anna Marie Kelly of Monroe,
Idk Popped In My Head Didnt Edit
here we go again you've come to stare in to theses eyes and i have found a place were i can hide. this life is broken the heart has not spoken for the day were i die was the day that i cried all the tears never ment anything any more all the promises that were once spoken have gone away to never be here again you took me for granted you took me to shame now i cant even believe in anything not even my name the time hard and life is mistaken but in my dream i fall and find that i was the one mistaken i let you in i let myself bleed i let everything happen with out even a thaught the dreams show me that all could have been fixed that all could have grow but then again i have been mistaken before and thaught my search was over now i say never more never more for hurting never more for crying never more for loving i await my last breathe but until that day there will for never more be another promise of always and forever unit my good bye you were in my heart even if i dont live there i wil
Bellaluna - Simply The Best!
BellaLuna is truly the best friend I have on Fubar (and let's not forget... she's HOTT!) R/F/A her and show her lots of love! She deserves it!!
Tell A Soldier Merry Christams....
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, , huddled
He laid her on the table so white and clean and bare his forhead wet with beads of sweat he rubbed her here and there. He touched her neck and felt her breast then drooling he felt her thigh the slit was wet and all was set he gave a joyous cry the hole was wide he looked inside all was dark and murky. He rubbed his hands and stretched his arms then . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . STUFFED THE CHRISTMAS TURKEY!!!
Disciple :)
Made it in 1 month and 5 days :) Thanks to my FANTASTIC FRIENDS !!!!! I will do my best to re-rate you all, just give me a little time :) SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!
Now let me just say first that I like tattoos if they are done well and don't just look like a blob of ink. That having been said, what's with all the ugly boob tattoos on this site? A big black tattoo on top of your boob that looks like it was done by a nearsighted drunk with shaky hands is not hot ladies. So please give it a little thought before you choose to get inked. When you're 80 you'll thank me. :)
Urrrggggh Squirtel
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? work 3. Your hair? bald 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? sleep 6. Your favorite thing? ummm 7. Your dream last night? ummmm 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? blah 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ummmm 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? ugly 16. Muffins? ewwww 17. One of your wish list items? PS3 18. Where you grew up? North Chicago 19. The last thing you did? breathe 20. What are you wearing? PJ's 21. TV? ESPN 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? junky 24. Your life? interesting 25. Your mood? excited 26. Missi
To Feel You
we were sitting together just talking, I kept glancing at your body hopeing you wouldnt notice my interest and yet hopeing you would at the same time. I was imagining you naked and what I would do with you and hadnt realized that I moaned from my thoughts. I guess my eye were closed when that happened and hadnt realized you were staring at me. When I heard your voice say, "must be a great fantasy" I about jumped and I know I was blushing. You laughed and begged me to tell you what I was thinking. Shyly I told you that I wanted you. You just sat there looking at me... I could feel my self getting hard and you looked down. "I can see how much you want me" you said.. Now I know I was blushing! You leaned into me and I leaned forward to meet you and then we kissed. It was our first real kiss and I got harder than I ever thought I could. I put my arms around you and kissed you deeper, harder, our tongues twisting around each other. I felt your body pressed against mine and wan
Gay Pride!!!!!!!
I just don't understand the reason why people seem to think that can judge me and my community!! Gays are not just a group of over sexed freaks!! Not all of us want one night stands!!! Personally I want what everyone wants a stable home a spouse and some kids!! But the government says I CAN'T!!! I can't get married!! I can't legally be in my Spouses will!! I just don't understand!! Why do religious sects put down our life style!! I don't go up to a christian and tell them they should be christian because the bible is all a FAT LIE!!! I can't stand the way people look at me when I walk down the street!!! I'M NOT A DISEASE!!! To all of you out there who think that I'm a menace to society!! WELL.... I won't say anything!! Just try to either except us or KEEP IT TO YOURSELVES!!!!
Whats In My Christmas Stocking??
Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Coal You haven't been *that* naughty this year Santa is just screwing with you What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?
What Crappy Christmas Gift Am I?
You Are a Christmas Sweater! Over the top, colorful, and totally flashy. You're not afraid to be a little tacky. What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You? But I love sweaters, being over the top, colorful and flashy is good and of course being a bit tacky is fun!! LOL
Bringing Truth And Justice To Fubar
This poor idiot and his group thinks hes doing fubar justice by being a asshole. Like there isn't enough of them on here. Please go show him some love..because I don't think he got enough as a his page.. for good laughs! rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar
With Chocolate Paint
With Chocolate Paint The fleeting whisper Of my captive love, that Scampers around my mind Fleeting through dark Corners and dances with Sunlight expressions that Brings smiles and sometimes tears Of sorrow, of loves lost, And found, of youth And exuberance tempered By death and despair The sip, bouquet, and taste Of wine and sweat drops liberally Over an upturn breast Of poppies in the field and Opiate clouds of remembrances That envelope me whether It is a rose or the musk laden Breathe of your kiss Images, Images, My love for you Fills me, feeds me Defines me As the blue sky, the Salt of the sea Or the grains of soil Beneath my fingertips Whether I write My verse with Pen and ink On aged parchment or With a brush of chocolate Across the freshness of Your bare skin I embrace you my Love, the power you evoke Excites me to passionate Bites and nips of skin Below a nipple With each shudder You are my poetry My love of verse You captu
Tag Ur It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? wife 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? Florida 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? FAMILY 7. Your dream last night? NAUGHTY 8. Your favorite drink? ROCKSTAR 9. Your dream/goal? WEALTH 10. The room you're in? KITCHEN 11. Music? METAL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? EUROPE 14. Where were you last night? WORK 15. What you're not? TIRED 16. Muffins? MUFF 17. One of your wish list items? 3SUM 18. Where you grew up? TEXAS 19. The last thing you did? ATE 20. What are you wearing? SHORTS 21. TV? LATER 22. Your pets? ONE 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? Complicated 25. Your mood? HORNEY 2
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Purse 2. Your significant other? Blah 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Shirley 5. Your father? Bob 6. Your favorite thing? Sex 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Smirhnoff 9. Your dream/goal? Loved 10. The room you're in? Diningroom 11. Music? ALL 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Rich 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Supportive 18. Where you grew up? OH 19. The last thing you did? Party 20. What are you wearing? outfit 21. TV? Comedy 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Desktop 24. Your life? Lonely 25. Your mood? Naughty
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? table 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? texas 5. Your father?texas 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? sex 8. Your favorite drink? rum 9. Your dream/goal? grandkids 10. The room you're in? Family 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Tired 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Peace 18. Where you grew up? n.c 19. The last thing you did? shower 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? csi 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood? upset 26. Miss
Caa #62 - Update #2
Heard from my lovely angel today. Rosa is doing a lot better, 100%, but still is not out of the woods yet. She said to thank you all for the prayers and well wishes. More to come later. Doc.
New Train 8 Days Before Christmas!
Could Be Fun ....
Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? fluffy 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? hugs 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? relaxing 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? loved 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? skinny 16. Muffins? poppyseed 17. One of your wish list items? travel 18. Where you grew up? Bangor 19. The last thing y
Flagged Photos
I don't get it, let me get this right.... this is an ADULT site, so there are A LOT-T of people on here that don't leave much to the imagination when it comes to photos....right? OK that's what I thought.... However my Primary photo that I had apparently offended someone, and it was of a chick standing in front of she was naked HOWEVER you could not see anything, she was technically covered up. OMG!! what the hell! I've seen worse photos that was were used as a primary, there was one guy that had his dick hanging out! and I've seen some with women with their tits and ass hanging all over the place, but what the fuck! it's an ADULT site and they don't get flagged, But I've also had friends on here that have perfectly tasteful pics and because some ass-hat wants to be jealous (male or female makes no difference to me)they go around and flag photos that are perfectly fine! So here's my message to all the "Flaggers and Haters"..... Grow up, cut the umbilical cord, sto
A Priest, A Rabbi & A Pagan Priestess...
As part of an Interfaith community project, A Christian priest, a Rabbi, and a Pagan priestess decided that in order to improve relations in the community, they would go on a fishing trip together on a local pond. They're out in the boat, and the Pagan priestess excuses herself to go to the bathroom back on the shore. She gets out, walks across the water back to shore, and then walks back across the water to the boat. The Christian priest looks in amazement, crosses himself, and they continue fishing. It comes on about noon time, and the Rabbi realizes they left their lunches back on shore. So he gets up, walks across the water to the shore, retrieves the lunches, and walks back across the water to the boat. The Christian priest, now completely amazed, and a little bit righteous, thinks, "not to be out done by two heathens, I can do that too!!" So he gets up, excuses himself to go to the bathroom, takes a step out of the boat and promptly sinks to the bottom. While he's flaili
For quite awhile I've been searching for that something to create meaning in my life... (Wow, that sounds very commercial, almost Halmark quality!) but it's true... Like, there is something I'm supposed to be doing other than raising a family, being a good wife and mother, something to make me unique. (good looks and humor can only get you so far!) I reached out to friends for advise and comfort. I confided secrets of my tumultuous relationships and desires. I had it all figured out that I was not me if I were to continue on and made a break to see if I was truely capable of doing something for myself for a change... I enrolled in school, doing something I've always wanted to do. Something I've always been good at, only to find out I didn't like it at all... It wasn't supposed to work that way. I was supposed to love it and be successful. So... I got a job. A monotonous, tedious, underpaid job that I'm completely overqualified for but I find myself liking
Crazy Cracker
This is Crazy of my truly great buds. He is an all around great guy and has been there for me through some really not so grand moments. He is awesome as a human and even though he is a hopeless romantic fool at heart...I will always be his friend!!! Crazy Cracker@ fubar ♥
This is Robert!! He kisses me silly every damn time he spots me online!! He spoils me completely..and is my absolutely fabulous friend!! I would torture him to his toes if I was able..LOL!! many besos for him always!! xoxox Robert@ fubar ♥
This is SilverOak™ he lets me call him Jeremy :P He is one of those truly under appreciated souls..and so misunderstood by some. He has a heart of pure gold and never fails to check in and make sure I am doing ok. Rarely does he find me in good spirits and probably thinks I am one of the most insane chicks out there. Hahaha well..I doubt he thinks that!! But he is one of my most awesome pals..and he definitely is a great guy!! SilverOak @ fubar ♥
Looking For 2 Much???
Why is it so hard to find what your looking for... all i have wanted is a family, sure i have my two daughters, and some would say that a family, but it's not complete, idk maybe I'm looking for too much, or just expect to find too much, I'm a guy that hates to clean (long childhood story behind that) but i am starting to think i am a little to old fashion and that what i am looking for is just too much to ask, so here is the start: I'm looking for that girl that enjoys just spending time with her man no matter what it is that they are doing, doesn't wanna party all the time, isn't always drinking or smoking weed (social drinking is ok), has enough respect for her man to check b4 making plans, doesn't mind dishes & picking up around the house, Likes dogs, realizes there is a difference between being a role model/friend to my daughters and being just there friend to try and make sure they like you, someone who understands the way i view my 'family', and that fact that
My Way Of Accepting A Compliment Alana is a lot like me in many ways. I value her friendship greatly and am honored by her words linked above. Thank you
What The F
So why does just about everyone think I have this concieted bitch look. I mean looks can be decieving. What happened to not judge a book by its cover. I don't judge anybody really. I try to get along with everybody. Oh well I understand but then when people talk to me they're like all surprised. But anyways. I guess moving back to Texas was a good thing I'm getting a car soon woo can't wait. And then I have to look for a job ugh. But anyways. I'm gonna get my hair done soon. Hopefully the way I want. Which is brown with blonde and red highlights. Ok well enough of my randomness
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? table 2. Your significant other? single 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? employment 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? healthy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? dishonest 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items?slippers 18. Where you grew up? Ohio 19. The last thing you did? sleep 20. What are you wearing? jammies 21. TV? news 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? Gateway 24. Your life? blessed 25. Your mood
Santa Hotline
phone number for the Santa hotline 985-655-2500 omg it's too freakin funny!
On Doormats (this Is Quoted From Someone Else But It Speaks Volumes)
on doormats In my experience it's easy to pick the deeply submissive girls out of a crowd because they're the ones who shine the most brightly. They're the most intelligent, the most passionate, the most opinionated, the most fiercely loyal and the most articulate of people; they stand head and shoulders above every crowd and project their bright spirits into the world like beacons into the night. Anyone who doesn't understand or appreciate those things in you is utterly and hopelessly unworthy of you. Hold fast to your standards and set the bar high for your suitors. Impossibly high. Make them fight for you, make them earn your attention and service and allow them to feel they've accomplished something great if they do manage to capture you. You have not only that right, but that resonsibility.-- taken (and edited) from a recent email to an amazing li'l girl. I hope she doesn't mind that I share my words here with you and understands why I do so.Sometimes I think it's a pity
Obedient Wife
OBEDIENT WIFE There was a man who had worked all of his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real miser when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife, "When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the after life with me." And, so he got his wife to promise him with all of her heart that when he died, she would put all of the money in the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket, his wife was sitting there in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a minute!" She had a box with her, she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down, and they rolled it away. So her friend said, "Girl, I know you weren't fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband."
Merry Christmas To All...!
imikimi - Customize Your World
Giving Fubar A Rest
I've decided to give Fubar a rest for the time being to pursue my relationship with Larissa. Though I know this is a social site, there's always going to be temptation to flirt and I think its just better for my relationship to take a break for a while. I have a few friends on here and if they are true friends they know how to contact via regular email and say hi... I'm leaving the profile up and as always appreciate all the love and attention I get... and if you wish to continue to do so.. please feel free. But understand that it will not be returned until I decide to come back. I hope all of my friends and family stay healthy and have great times until I return. Much Love, ED
My Friends New Rap Song, Please Rate And Comment! Hot!
Fake Pics
Will be rated a "1". End of subject.
Just Something To Read
i was naive to believe i could fix it I did everything .. i forced the puzzle pieces to fit but the picture came out wrong not like the one on the box ~~ I sit and stare at my reflection in the mirror I wipe it off hoping to see myself clearer I try to see what u saw Pinpoint in my reflection my weakness for deception It is my conclusion that it must be an internal part But where is the mirror that lets me see my heart this is not finished i think i want to add more thanks for reading
Bounty Hunter™
This is one of my most important friends, Bounty Hunter™. He is very cool and straight forward. There is no middle ground you know exactly where you stand with him...haha I absolutely adore him!!! And he is witty!! LOL Bounty Hunter@ fubar ♥
Baby Hat
OK so here is the finished baby hat, well almost, Im debating weaving in a pink ribbon near the bottom since its for a girl. This is for my cousin, she is due in March, so I thought this would be a nice gift for Christmas, Im also goin to make some baby booties, probibly knit those, this was crocheted.
This was the scarf that I had finished. It looks really messy, but that is mainly because it is a very FUZZY yarn. Should be very soft and warm!
A Christmas Story
A little long, but oh so funny! It is well worth reading! This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize. As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, h is poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. you'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?' 'You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy
Can I Borrow $25?
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's
Can I Borrow $25 Dollars
I FOUND THIS ON LADY VICTORIAS PAGE. PLEASE DNT BE AFRAID TO PAY IT FORWARD! THANK YOU SISSY! LUVZ YA! A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly we
Elias, The Socially Awkward Nerd.
December '08
As this year draws to its end..I am making a blog devoted to my Very Important Pals. It will take me a long time to be patient if you feel you might have been forgotten or overlooked I assure you that you will make it in there before I am done. Most of you know I am emotional..and when I open up and share my thoughts and feelings I tend to go through a bunch of energy. I care deeply for all of my is so simple for me to say thank you to each and everyone for being my friend..but I want you to know what you mean to me too. So if you check in on me..and find yourself posted...:) smile!! xoxo hugs and kisses to all!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? single 3. Your hair? brunette 4. Your mother? Minnesota 5. Your father? Minnesota 6. Your favorite thing? Movies 7. Your dream last night? Shawn 8. Your favorite drink? Cappaccino's 9. What 1 thing u dont do? Nothing LOL 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Dishonest 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Debts Paid 18. Where you grew up? Minnesota 19. The last thing you did? WokeUp 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Smallville 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Emachine
In My Head
favorite artist great song yeah i do
Oh Santa Thank You
In the spirit of the season, I changed my location today to the North Pole. I think Santa will let me know when I find the right pole. He said something about a mistletoe belt. I luv being Santa's lap warmer
For all my friends who chat with me, I will be away from sunday the 14th until tuesday the 23rd. If you really want to stay in touch during that week. come to yahoo messenger. My ID is markiephx or email me at I will have messenger and email on my cell phone. If you want, I can even take a couple pics and email them to you. and if u want to have a phone chat, email and let me know. I will give u my number. xoxoxoxox Mark
Fried Deviled Eggs
Ingredients 1 dozen eggs 1/4 cup mayonnaise 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard 1 teaspoon fresh lemon zest 1 tablespoon chopped chives Dash hot sauce Salt and freshly ground black pepper 1 cup all-purpose flour 2 eggs, beaten 1 cup panko crumbs Parsley, for garnish Peanut oil, for frying Directions Add the eggs to a large saucepan filled with cold water. Bring to a boil. Remove from heat and let sit in the water for 14 minutes. Peel the eggs and slice lengthwise. Remove the yolks to a bowl. Add the mayonnaise, Dijon, lemon zest, chives, hot sauce and salt and pepper. Mash the yolks together with a wooden spoon. Taste and adjust seasonings, if needed. Fill the egg yolk mixture into the egg whites. Heat oil in a deep-fryer to 350 degrees F. In a medium bowl, add 1 cup of flour and season with salt and pepper. In another bowl, beat the eggs, in a third bowl, add 1 cup of panko. Dip the eggs into the flour, then the egg and finally into t
Ez Steps To Making A Salute
**Step 1: Find a marker and a plain piece of paper..(or something to write with/on) **Step 2: Go to Your fubar homepage (what u see when you log in) **Step 3: Write the following Legibly.... --Your Username: This is whatever name you use here on the fu...(Ex: Mine is .::E::.) --Your user Id: You can find this number directly under your 'buzz bar' on your homepage... --Fubar Rocks! (You may vary this to your liking but just remember Your salute HAS to have fubar or on it somewhere in order to be approved)...Also, no profanity or nudity is allowed for salutes... **Step 4: Once you have completed the above steps... Take a picture of yourself....Holding the paper where everyone can see it and you.. You should take more than 1 pic to use.. (2 or 3 is sufficient...NOTE: No black and white photos will be approved)...Upload the pics to your computer.... **Step 5: Go to your 'My' tab from your homepage...Then to 'Photos'...(If you have created more albums, make sure you are in
Tag, Your It!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nunya 2. Your significant other? question 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? school 6. Your favorite thing? you 7. Your dream last night? him 8. Your favorite drink? sunkist 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? arrogant 16. Muffins? Yes 17. One of your wish list items? snow 18. Where you grew up? mountain 19. The last thing you did? almond 20. What are you wearing? blouse 21. TV? cartoons 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? someone 24. Your life? confused 25. Your mood? fussy 2
BUTTERFLY A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the but
Ok, Some People Seriously Don't Fucking Get Me
Ok, last night.... it became apparent that some of my friends don't get what my situation is. AT ALL! Living at home: Yeah? So. I still do at 25. Whats the fucking big deal? I have several friends my damn age who still do, some even a little older than me. I don't see what the motherfucking deal is about getting a place of your own is... yeah it's a place of your own, but when you're short on money [and yes, I don't work], what other alternative do you really have? In the words of Jeff Dunham's character, Peanut....NONEWHATSOFRICKENEVER! Driving: Yeah, I don't drive. Point being? I know a lot of people who don't drive yet or period, at my age or older. I'm not really ready to drive, yet. But that doesn't fucking mean I won't sometime down the line. But as of right now, I don't think I am ready to do so. Emotional Stress: Face it people, either you wanna or not, we are never ever over what someone else has done to us. People tell us to move on, but when you think about i
3-year-old Tells All From His Mother's Restroom Stall.
3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a not-so-audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade with me into the restroom. If you'd been one of the ladies in the restroom that evening, this is what you would have heard coming from the second to the last stall:..... 'Mommy, are you gonna go potty? Oh! Why are you putting toiwet paper on the potty, Mommy? Oh! You gonna sit down on da toiwet paper now? Mommy, what are you doing? Mommy, are you gonna go stinkies on the potty?' At this point I started mentally counting how many women had been in t
Word Of The Day
Janky: Undesirable; less-than optimum. -REL
Tagged Again
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? POCKET 2. Your significant other? LOL 3. Your hair? STREAKED 4. Your mother? ALIVE 5. Your father? DUNNO 6. Your favorite thing? FRIENDS 7. Your dream last night? SEXUAL 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? COMPLETION 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? VARIED 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? SOUTH 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? SUPERWOMAN 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? SUCCESS 18. Where you grew up? WISCONSIN 19. The last thing you did? WORKED 20. What are you wearing? LEVIS 21. TV? NO 22. Your pets? CAT 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? BUSY 25. Your mood?
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My Lil Fasicnation, Or Fetish As Some Folks Put It
I know some of u have looked thourgh my pics n stash, n seen all my posts involving lady wrestling, n wondered why i enjoy it so. For one , its not cause of violence, not in the least. Its all bout sexy ladies, thier sexy outfits, n thier whole persona bout it. It started when i was maybe 14, a young scrawny teenager going thourgh puberty. I dont know if yall rember it, but there was a lady wrestling show called GLOW in the mid 80's that use to come on. Ahhh i can rember watching it every saturday, on a lil black n white tv i had with rabbit ears on it. Rember like i said i was 14, going thourgh puberty too so that was a big part of it lol. Those sexy ladies, wearing tight spandex n boots too. My mind ran wild,n i enjoyed it so. N so me enjoying wathing ladies like that stuck, n thankfully i never out grew it.Actually have dated a lady wrestler too some. Its all n good fun, n yes i guess it is a fetish n turn on. Guess thats why i think sexy legs n thighs r such a turn on too. N
I've Been Tagged Now So Are You Lol!!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? died 5. Your father? died 6. Your favorite thing? life 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? shopping 15. What you're not? fake 16. Muffins? corn 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? NY 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? shirt 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? ok 25. Your mood? ticked 26. Missing someone? yes
If You Are......
Going to be a douche bag and lie to me for week......don't bother talking to me...rate me add me fan me crush me...dont talk to me. I don't give a SHIT about you and I do not need you. So go fuck yourself :)
i have been in a lot of mental turmoil.lost and just havnt found who i am or who anyone else "friends" are seemingly just not around.i cant trust anyone and the ones i trust i cant seem to trust.i dont know why i am this way.i lose myself into darkness.i see people who are happy,while i am unhappy and very lonely.i ahve tried all everything to get happy yet i fail hopelessly most of the time.i care for all my friends online and in reality,yet happiness is just always out of reach.i do not know where i am going or who i am gonna meet on the way.maybe i will meet you and it could change me or my outlook but no one knows for sure what tomorow brings or if we will make it through tomorow.
Pinup Icon Bettie Page Dies At 85
Pinup legend Bettie Page died yesterday at 85. In addition to being a strikingly beautiful, sexy woman, Bettie's photos, considered risqu at the time, helped to broaden people's ideas of sexuality, beauty and fashion. Thank you Bettie, for sharing your beauty and your spirit with the world.
I dont know who MRRIGHTNOW is, but his page is blocked and he came on my site, sending me messeges, say to pimp my black mama and sister, and get a real 'f'ing job douche, and saying i work at some car wash, the punks got issues
Ok here is the story for some odd reason and I think I know why my camera is not working no more and things are tight right now bcause of Christmas and I am very Pissed right now so if I seem snappy I am very sorry or not talking w/you it is not bcause of you it is bcause I am pissed ty my Friends I hope you understand until I can borrow one or get one....=( Your Friend Cindalicious
I will in the second entry thank my randomness muse.. my new bestest friend Rx Interloper for her inspiration to put my wacky thoughts to "paper". thoughts?
Omg One More Time
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ----- next to me 2. Your significant other? ----- still looking for me 3. Your hair? ----- long 4. Your mother?----- heaven 5. Your father?----- loving 6. Your favorite thing?----- Moo 7. Your dream last night?----- nothing 8. Your favorite drink?----- coffee 9. Your dream/goal?----- happiness 10. The room you're in?----- bed 11. Music?----- rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?-----south 14. Where were you last night?----- bed 15. What you're not?-----happy 16. Muffins?----- no 17. One of your wish list items?-----Mom 18. Where you grew up?-----farm 19. The last thing you did?-----phone 20. What are you wearing?-----nothing (lol) 21.
Giveaway 2 Win $50 Bling Pack! (done)
I'm in a giveaway to Win $50 Bling Pack. I need 40k in comments. Thanks too everyone that help with this! Hugs Here Is The Link To My Pic! If you would like to help me out! This Giveaway Is Brought to You by JOHNNY{ R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} } This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat
Need Some Help Please
This morning i lost a friend.He left behind 2 kids and a wife.This sunday we are having a ralley to raise money to help his widow and kids.It is in marysville california.If you close or local please be at Guys and Dolls Sunday at 7 pm.I dont normally ask for help but my girl needs all she can get.If you need more info or directions please hit me up.Thanks to all my friends.Pass the word to your friends too please.
its a bit long, but forward to 4 minutes in, with about a minute left,and youll see the 42 wonder of the world Bottomless colon on
58k To Gm!!!!
This is a request from DJ Superman! His friend is only 58k to GM!!! She has 290 pics and 32 stash...Hit her up!!! Lynn@ fubar
Why Can't I Find This
is it really too much to ask for a man to love me like this?Really where is he at i have be needing love like this my whole life........ ...but it seems the promise this but can never do it!
Definition Of Disppointment
When you ran into a wall with a boner and you hit your nose first
Trying To Spotlight!!
This is a call to all my friends, family, and or fans... Im trying to get a spotlight before i hit level 26. If any of you have any extra fubucks to throw my way id greatly appreciate it!! Help me get that damn expensive spotlight lol Any and all help will be appreciated!!
A Little Easy Math
Once upon a time a man appeared in a village and announced to the villagers that he would buy donkeys for $10 each. The villagers, seeing that there were many donkeys around, went out and started catching them. The man bought thousands at $10 and, as supply started to diminish, the villagers stopped their effort. He next announced that he would now buy donkeys at $20 each. This renewed the efforts of the villagers and they started catching donkeys again. Soon the supply diminished even further and people started going back to their farms. The offer increased to $25 each and the supply of donkeys became so scarce it was an effort to even find a donkey, let alone catch it! The man now announced that he would buy donkeys at $50 each! However, since he had to go to the city on some business,his assistant would buy on his behalf. In the absence of the man, the assistant told the villagers: "Look at all these donkeys in the big cage that the man has already collected. I will sell the
Corrections On A Few Things.....becuase Of Crazywildasscowboy
well lets see were do i wanna begin well lets start with were i grew up n was born n raised i was born in beamount texas in 74 my family orginated from beamount n quanah texas actually my great grandparents homesteaded the ranch that my grandparents have today i grew up in the cowboy way of life horses trainin cattle work irrigation haying everyday ranch life. im a honest guy i have been accuse of scaming woman but ask ya self this why would i do that when i work fer a living i dont depend on female nor do i have to im a capable man of working as i havebeen since i was 10 years old he has said tha i dont bullride fer a living or work horses or cattle or ranch well yes im trying to put it back together but i still work everyday with my horse buissnes if ya like u may check out my web site which is my buiisness page it shows a few horses that i have trained . now as far as the rodeo goes he said that i rode yellow jacket and yellow jacket son well thats false i
Tagged All Over!!!...gotta Luv It!!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? HERE 2. Your significant other? THERE 3. Your hair? KOOKY 4. Your mother? SHORT 5. Your father? MEMORABLE 6. Your favorite thing? LOVE 7. Your dream last night? INTERESTING 8. Your favorite drink? CHAI 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? DEN 11. Music? ECLECTIC 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? TOUCHED 14. Where were you last night? BED 15. What you're not? DUMB 16. Muffins? WARM 17. One of your wish list items? PEACE 18. Where you grew up? HAVENT 19. The last thing you did? SMILED 20. What are you wearing? PAJAMAS 21. TV? CSI 22. Your pets? CRAZY 23. Your computer? LAPTOP 24. Your life? SWEET 25. Your mood? RELAX
This Weekend
If Anyone Is Wondering Why The Sarge Isn't Online This Weekend..I'm Going Up To Oakland Tomorrow Till Sunday Night ..So Leave Me A Message.
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? LOST 2. Your significant other? EUROPE 3. Your hair? RED 4. Your mother? DEAD 5. Your father? DEAD 6. Your favorite thing? FRIENDS 7. Your dream last night?EROTIC 8. Your favorite drink? TEA 9. Your dream/goal? FREEDOM 10. The room you're in? FAMILY 11. Music? BLUES 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ALIVE 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? PAIENT 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items?HEALTH 18. Where you grew up? LOUISIANA 19. The last thing you did? SNEEZED 20. What are you wearing? JEANS 21. TV? MOVIES 22. Your pets? DOG 23. Your computer? GATEWAY 24. Your life? DIFFERENT 25. Your mood? CALM
P*ssy Confidence
Apparently normal people have issues with oral sex, unlike us pervs who crave having a cock shoved in our mouths or love nothing more than burying our faces in a pussy. Poor regular folks, makes me want to hug them. You know you love it when I give you facts & figures.... Random men and women on the street, were asked what the following 2 words meant. Here are some of the responses. Fellatio: *To pass gas *To stimulate the penis with a hand *A type of food (do you think they meant falafel?) Cunnilingus: *An animal *A dinosaur *Messing around when you're not supposed too *Opening the butt (what the hell?) When the men were asked what their favorite kind of sex is: Vaginal 46% Oral 49% Both the men and the women were asked if they'd like oral sex more often 61% said YES! (I knew I wasn't the only one) A lot of women can only climax with oral and are ashamed of it. (if you are or know someone like this I want to hear about it) Best excuses not to give o
I'm Not Ok Today
eyes broken bleeding sorrow hardened and indifferent in cold pains like dagger edge of a precipice so far down so far to fall upon rocks thrown at the martyr's dignity indignant lashed to the stake buring hostility to the wind and flames smoke no air choking suffocation asphyxiation anger drowning no more feeling senses go numb nothing...
Tagged Ur It!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DEAD 2. Your significant other? CHAIR 3. Your hair? RED 4. Your mother? HOME 5. Your father? DEAD 6. Your favorite thing? HAPPINESS 7. Your dream last night? WET 8. Your favorite drink? BEER 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? LIVING 11. Music? ANY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? COMFORTABLE 14. Where were you last night? HERE 15. What you're not? INTERESTING 16. Muffins? STRAWBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? HAPPINESS 18. Where you grew up? OHIO 19. The last thing you did? SNIFFLED 20. What are you wearing? T-SHIRT 21. TV? ANY 22. Your pets? LOTS 23. Your computer? EMACHINES 24. Your life? COMPLICATED 25. Yo
Help Patti Godmother Auto 11s On! Ty
Help Patti Godmother only 811,322 Points to go! She has auto 11s on, Sat Dec 13th 9:00 AM go spank her hard! She's an amazing woman, if u don't know her, ur missing out! Ty in advance to all who helps :) ♥ Lil Synful ♥ FuFinestLvlr@ fubar Brought to u with lots of love, from the one and only..... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" ~*Dirty South Crew*~@ fubar
Im In Love!!! Lol
thanks 2 kevin.....this has caused a drool fest on my about a TURN ON I cant get enough of :P Liquid Dancing OMG!!! Can I have this under my tree for x-mas?? LOL I could watch this over and over LOL Ohhhh Yeah!!!!!!!!!
Crystals Magic Phone
so im sleeping this morning after working all night when my phone starts to ring...its crystal so i answer and all i hear is rustling and what not so i said shit because since i was actually awake before i wanted to be i was miffed.but i thought nothing of it after a while...AND THEN.... i was sleeping before coming to work and guess who gets my phone ringing?!?!?!?..thats right its crystal talking about how the drive thru guy didnt give any complaints about money to the woman that son of a bitch and that she was gonna complain tomorrow and how her kid wanted to make one call with the phone...i think thats what i yeah im exhausted...THANKS TO THE BISH NAMED CRYSTAL
A Home In The Heart--chapter Two
My first husband and I were married rather young and settled on a nice life. Then tragic took him from me. A year or so later I was lucky to have met another man and after dating eight months we were married. For six years we tried to have a child without luck. Right after thanksgiving I was tested only to be told I would never be able to have children. We were not to be disappointed we looked into other methods. Most too costly although we both had comfortable jobs. So we went on with our lives. But time wore on and he wanted children so we separated. Of course he met another woman who had three boys of her own and was fully capable of reproduction so he filed the final papers. Pushing back my reddish brown hair behind my ears, I look at the papers sitting on the table among the Christmas cards that I purchased. Tears welled up as I look the final papers and the cards. What the hell was the point? I felt empty and incomplete and lonely. He was about to start over and get every
Untitled [#7]
Its 3am and I'm laying here alone in the dark thinking about you again, Is this all true or Is it all a bad dream, I cant tell. My body is numb, my head is blank, my face is wet, my hands are shaking, my heart is breaking. Did you really leave, or am I just dreaming? I turn over, and try to get some sleep, but your face, your voice, your touch, your love, I cant erase it all from my mind. So now its 4am, and I'm still not over you
One Of Our Own Running Auto 11's!!!
Lil Synful Breeze has auto 11's active until 9 am tomorrow(sunday)...she is 811k from Godmothering!!! She has 2,294 pics and 706 stash...Now lets all shower her with Fubar's Finest Love!!!! ♥ Lil Synful ♥ FuFinestLvlr@ fubar
The Bailout
Sos And Afd Rock Dantes!!
Silvers Rock Report It has been a long time since I went out and saw any bands. But last night, since I was invited so nicely, I decided to go out to Dante's and see Portland's hottest Motley Crue tribute band, Same Old Situation and Portland's best Guns N Roses tribute band, Appetite for Deception. I wasn't sure how it would go, seeing as how I kinda left the business on bad terms. So I was a little nervous as I entered the bar. I didn't see anyone I knew when I first arrived, so I made my way quietly to the back bar. I ordered a coke (I don't drink alcohol) and sat down at the bar. It wasn't more than 5 minutes when I heard my name. "SILVER!!!!!!!!!!" I looked up to see several of my fans. It was so good to be welcomed again. Pretty soon you could hear the guitars and drums warming up, doing a last minute sound check, then the lights went down. Same Old Situation was on stage. They opened with Motley Crue's latest new release, "Saints of Los Angeles" and they ROCKED it! Here are
Tag Your It !
Tagged By Grlskikass2 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? david 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? great 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? crush 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? parlor 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Florida 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? none 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? Mass 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? never 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic
Nsfw Christmas
All Alone
por⋅nog⋅ra⋅phy [pawr-nog-ruh-fee]- obscene writings, drawings, photographs, or the like, esp. those having little or no artistic merit. i have to admit. i like porn. im not the biggest fan of porn but i do watch it for reasons you dont have to know. :P anyway, i helped my friend do his thesis about, well, porn. and yeah more than 90% of the people we surveyed said they wouldnt go on a serious relationship with a pornstar because some say their disgusting, some say they cant stand the thought of their partner having sex with other people for money. well if you ask me i wouldnt either because its just so improper, letting go of your values and pride for money. i like porn yeah but i dont like the pornstars. whenever i see them pornstars i get an impression that theres a husband/bf/wife/gf at home somewhere is being cheated on. i thought of them as home wreckers and mistresses-in-the-making. that was before i discovered Christian's Blogs. Christian is a
"no Escape"
No Escape All my life Ive challenged fear Ive gambled with my life so dear I rolled the dice and spun the wheel Sometimes my world seemed so unreal. I danced with terror, I bedded pain So many times and time again Cuffs and shackles, all tests of will They fell before my special skill Until the day you came to me The single challenge I could not flee How very, very, very true I now am helpless because of you. I always thought I could not fail Be it flaming box or rope or jail But you captured me right from the start And you placed a lock upon my heart. Now you alone shall hold the key And I will not struggle to break free Because youre you , I accept my fate With you I know theres no escape.
Why Lie
Okay so why is it that when someone is scared of you they feel the need to lie to you. Why is it that people just cant be fucking honest with each other anymore.... is it really that fucking hard to do?? I dont think so and thats probably why I intimadate people. What do ya'll think????
A Very Merry Christmas--chapter Three
After spending several years in Washington state and the adoption of my son Frank at age nine. I was offered a higher paid job with a leading company in the Indiana. I couldnt say no. It was a decision that I thought would be a benefit to both of us to actually move on and start to a better life. Packing wasnt as hard as I thought putting stuff into boxes. The battered rental trailer was a different story. Hooked to my old beat up Ford mini truck, the two of us started to load the trailer first. All the biggest stuff into it our couch, beds, dressers and washer, dryer set. Every nook and cubby hold we could find left over in that battered trailer we filled with items. The back end of the truck we piled boxes nothing was to be left behind. My son, Frank made absolutely sure even to the point of collecting our little pine tree that had grew to an amazing 3 foot now. During the summer Frank had removed it from the little pot it was in and put it into a bigger yard pot. The pot made
My niece recently moved to Seattle, WA from Memphis.. and I miss her like crazy.. She wanted me to set up a MYSPACE to talk to her, so I DID!! So I'm trying to figure it out, but if you have Myspace, Please add me!! here's my page.. :
What Circus Act Should You Perform?
You Should Juggle You've got the talent to go far in life, but you don't really like to take risks. You rather practice your well honed skills than put your life in danger. You are agile and coordinated. You can work magic with your hands. You truly mesmerize people. You don't have to resort to cheap tricks and gimmicks. What Circus Act Should You Perform?
Can You Say The C Word
Can you say (Shoshonni ) can't take the heat? wow this classless broad can dish it.. but can't take it.. she is off her meds obivously with rants of thinking others are jealous and hate.. Here is what she wrote to me in a MUMM Your obvious hatred for any woman who can be attractive without being a whore who flaunts her fat thighs in her status is palpable. The fact that you dislike or do not respect women who are obviously of a better class than yourself never goes unnoticed. Do jnot fear, I'm sure the manwhores are in abundance tonight and shall be shortly invading your shoutbox shortly. In the meantime - try to contain your raging lust for my fuckable face and stay the fuck off my page and shoutbox because frankly while the "boys" may find you a fun gal to dick around with .. you're vile and repugnant to me
Your Eyes
Your Eyes Your eyes they scream of joy and pain they tell of kisses in falling rain they speak of passion hidden deep and dreams long gone in forgotten sleep they hint at things of darkest night and finding haven in the light they tell a story of where you've been and lonely secrets of forbidden sin Your eyes they whisper of night and day and joyous romping while at play they speak of fears that came to pass and silent ponderings of the past they hint of visions of storm lite fire and smiling memories of blissful desire they tell a tale of things amiss and speak of reasons why you kiss Your eyes they shout, they beg and plead and speak the thoughts of haunted need they shame the ones who did you wrong and show the world that you've grown strong Your eyes they call for all to hear the bardic songs of all you fear They tell of how your hearts turned blue and of your search for love that's true They speak of hope and dreams to come of buried scars not yet undon
Soldier's X-mas
A Soldiers Christmas I ran into this writting, while I was in xxxxxx. I hope that no one takes a Soldier for granted. As you wish your family and friends a Merry Christmas...I ask that you DO NOT forget the many that will forever be unable to tell their loved ones the same. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of fo
Dreaming (short Version)
Still here, all alone, nobody to talk to, Only me and my heart... Thinking of you, smiling at myself. Drifting away to a world with nobody else but ourselves, Reaching out for u. my finger tips touching your face.. feeling it, loving it. For once there are no worries on my mind. Only You. Trying to memorize why i feel this way when im around you. While the answer is standing right infront of me. Because you are who you truely are, and you love me for who i am. Slowly i'm realizing I love you too. But then, i hear my name. i'm slowly waking up. not willing to let you go, not just yet. Unfortunatly, i'm slowly comin back to earth knowing you're already out of reach. Knowing full well it was all just a dream. but still, I'm loving you, Smiling at you, Thinking of you, Realizing this dream someday will be everything a dream is not... A Reality.
Love Don't Live Here Anymore (what My Heart Really Feels Right Now In Life)
[Chorus:] You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore When you lived inside of me There was nothing I could conceive That you wouldn't do for me Trouble seemed so far away You changed that right away, baby [chorus] Love don't live here anymore Just emptiness and memories Of what we had before You went away Found another place to stay, another home [chorus] In the windmills of my eyes Everyone can see the loneliness inside me Why'd ya have to go away Don't you know I miss you so and need your love [chorus]
............MUST........... ............DO............. .........SOMETHING......... ...CONSTRUCTIVE... ...........TODAY...........
Ok maybe I am missing something but 2 of my friends that accepted my invitation have joined over a week ago and did eveything they are suppose to do. Now under my referrals these 2 people don't show up, all my other ones do. So what's up with that, any ideas. For the record i sent email to fubar support with no response back
Thank You
Hiya this about me me me and a little more about me ;) the craziest sexiest DJ on FUBAR lol no serious Im a DJ for sixth sense the coolest lounge on fubar, im 40 and from the UK i suffer with BI-Polar and get loads of help and support from my friends on Fubar hope i can add you to that list :)
Endoscopy Update
Well I went in for the stupid thing yesterday. It sucked. The worse thing I have ever had to go through in my life. First off, when they give you anesthesia, that mean's you aren't suppose to feel anything and if you do have an awake anesthesia, you aren't suppose to remember it.....BULLSHIT. I remember the whole damn thing. It hurt, made me feel like I was dyin b/c I couldn't breathe. I woke up last night freakin out b/c I had a nightmare bout it. That's how bad it was. Anywho. The damn doc decided that he was goin to say that it was just a muscle spasm. I know what a fuckin muscle spasm is and it isn't somethin that continues on for 3 months and worsens. And on top of that, doesn't continualy hurt. All day everyday, no matter what you eat, if you eat, what you drink, if anythin. On top of all that, the so called discharge papers that he gave me, didn't have a diagnosis on it, so I am not sure that he is sure what the hell he is talkin bout. So I have came to the conclusion that the
Jody Jody is a hottie, who just loves to please And thats only too clear when she drops to her knees You see Jody has a talent, an oral fixation She promises completion, theres never frustration If word got around, theyd call her a slut But really dear Jody is anything but And in spite of her skills, no boy says a sound Because after one date, theyre not to be found Jody likes boys, and she likes a boys seed And thats not the only thing on which she likes to feed Because Jody is a carnivore, so to speak Shes not in it for protein but more for the meat And just when a boy is ready to cum And Jody she senses the act is soon done She pulls back her lips from her teeth white and gleaming, Then clamps them together, and you hear high pitched screaming And thrashing her head to the left and the right She rips at the member with all of her might In only a minute, perhaps maybe two Her razor sharp teeth have cleaved their way through Then she is trea
Dr. Chadstein Style...
Savory sausage, scrambled eggs, cheese, tator tots, diced onions, ripe tomatoes, and spicy jalapenos. All wrapped up in a warm flour tortilla. Yeh... I'm making one. There's no Sonic in Indy anymore so... and I've had the hungerin' for one for months... literally. It will be magically glorious. Photos will be taken and posted. On a side note.... Tomfoolery. Posthumous. Ho's and pancakes. Bailey's... mmmm... creamy.
My 1st Major Art Review
so i got my first major art review today. it' been kind of nagging me to see it in print. i mean, no biggy, really, i've been in papers before. a blurb here and there, a picture or 2, maybe some artwork, not like this guy. this guy writes u and god help u getting shown in a good gallery, a hip joint, or a happening spot. the guru of "cool." so while i was at the bottom, and not a whole lot was said, just my style, really, i had been referred to, in his eyes, as "a brave new artist with limitless potential." i like that :)
Wrong Girl.
BELIEVE IT OR NOT SOMEONE HERE KNOWS I AM TALKING TO HIM HERE . . . GEEBUS. So the flood gates open but nothing comes out Im feeling no relief in my head, just doubt But my heart keeps telling me hold your ground. Youll never learn a thing if you bail out now And Im lonely again tonight I can feel it like a knot in my side They keep saying this is part of the ride But Im not getting stronger. Yet hold me against the light And do you see any bullet inside? Wouldnt find one if you magnified Because youve got the wrong girl Had my fingers around the back of your chair Youd never missed a thing but you missed me there And I just kept thinking Am I prepared To pull it out from under your trusting stare? Now the house is quiet as a hollow head And Im walking round bumping into things you said This has not been as easy as I thought it would Id be cooling down the fire if I thought I could. And Im lonely again tonight I can feel it like a k
Made For Me By My Son...
Photo and video editing at Okay so now mom is really emotional, I watched this, then had to post it to share with everyone.. And yes it made me cry!!
They Judge
I face the world with a smile while hiding it inside Happiness seen, they cant see the tears I've cried. Alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. Judge and jury await me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge what is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.
I Dunno
i dunno what the fuck a blog is but i felt like saying that fubar and the dogghouse is the shit and i dunno wat i would do without it
Reno Wildfire Aka David!
Almost a year ago, I met David, who goes by Reno Wildfire on here. Ive been crushin on him hardcore ever since. He became my best friend. Then we did the whole friends with benefits thing. We live togther as well. He never wanted a relationship... until today, NOW WE ARE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER AS A COUPLE!!!! He has made me the happiest girl in the world! His sexy little ass is alllll MINE!!!! Im so excited and happy you have no idea!!!! Thank You Baby for rockin my world!!! Ok, Just had to get that off my chest. I felt so happy I thought I was going to burst! Thanks for reading hehehehe Love, xxx Tiff
Video Salute
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Don't Be A Hater
If I leave a sexy comment on someone's page that doesn't mean I'm chasing after them. There is no reason for you to come to my page to check me out unless you want to be friends too. Makes you look like a stalker if you are following around to see who people are that is leaving comments to someone who is in your top family list or your top friends list. If you have a thing for that person maybe you should tell them and not stalk me. I'm not on Fubar looking for anyone, I'm on here for friends only and to pass free time. Have a great day.
lies deceit manipulation is what i feel right now as i think. you sit there with all these words none of witch feels real to me. heartless untruthful is what i feel i believe. thoughts of sleepless running about. mean and cold as you think you can speak to me any witch way, i was sleeping i just woke up today but oh so much more vulgar and rudeness with in thoses words when them are form you to me. what kinda ground do u believe we stand on n this relationship? all i can think is wow there is yet to even be a foundation where i stand and believe this one to have some truth this is where u stand when u stand with me... underneath our feet you see cement or gravel thats a unreal jester thats not what it is for what lies beneath us is a thin sleet of glass and with every lie you tell another crack appears and before we both know it we shall fall through all the lies you speak.
To My Sons Father (its Real Rude)
Ethan I hate you! This is me venting so, you have been warned this is like a hate entry. My sons father is a worthless piece of shit. A mere dickhead, a nothing, a bum, a poor excuse of a man, because he sure the hell is not a man. You think your Mr. Great well your not. Your diluted, you think all you say is real, you lie so much you've lied to yourself. You lost concept of that witch is truth. I just cant understand how you can believe your thoughts, makes me think you need to see a psychologist. Maybe get put on some medication so you can sort your head out. Look you have not been around consistently these past 5 years, about to be 6 in 3 weeks. How can you not see that, how can you honestly feel you've been there? What's wrong with you that you can believe something so far from truth? You think you're the father of the year, your not even a father, you just fathered a child. There is a big difference, big! A father is there no matter what, a father takes care of
Leveling Blog 200
WesNBama@ fubar 3,700 to level
Monday, December 15, 2008
My husband just whizzed through his speech therapy session ... he goes back tomorrow. My husband says he will at 100% in 2 weeks ... let's see if will be.
Christmas Cards!
Ok so Stacie put this thought in my head. I'm sitting here filling out Christmas cards and wanted to know who on my friends list would like one. I know I have already got some of you. I love to send cards at this time of year to friends and family. Don't be shy. PM me with your address if you want one.
This Place I Found
Will you guide my restless soul Through the fire and the storm Lead me to a place that I can call my own Here I'd lost my innocence What I feel is heaven sent Something to believe that I can call my own This place I found It relieves my soul The sun will rise To guide me there Leave your demons in the past There's a lot of things I want to last Cherish every moment that you haven't learn Away from all that's broken Listen when your heart is spoken You'll have faith in me I'll show you how This place I found It relieves my soul The sun will rise To guide me there The voice of an angel to carry me home
Forbidden Fruit
Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling your name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your eyes enjoying the pleasure of its taste and feel until its walk away and all the while need and wanting more. Trying to get through the nights, but its in your system so deep it consumes you. Having you in the middle of the night needing the next taste, and with every bite stealing your soul, your mind until it controls your every move, want every waking moment until you can no longer think for yourself. Losing more and more of you, what is the name of this forbidden fruit, I sp
My Latest
the shame the embarassment the emptiness hidden behind a smile a smile faked a laugh forced pretending all is alright pretending all is fine the shattered mind the damaged body the broken spirit how is it not noticed wondering why me what did i do to deserve it how did i bring this on myself wondering am i worthy of love as i ponder these things the only thing that comes back is somehow i deserved it and brought it on and no im not worthy of love because what do i have to offer someone i can offer nightmares waking up screaming i can offer fear of intimacy i can offer a broken spirit all i can offer is damaged goods
the silence is a frieght train a loud bell that cannot be shut off The silence is a thunderstorm, pouring down on top of my head The silence is the loudest part of the night the Silence my true hearts delight The Silence is a youthful peer upsetting a growth period that never seems to subside. The silence is the only thing keeping my eye lids open The silence is the only thing that keeps me from breathin, The silence is worse than that of arsenic, it poisons more slowly that any poison The silence is something I try to break the silence is something I try to face The Silence is something I cannot Face The silence is something ive tried beating in race but never succeeds to myself disgrace so here I sit again the Silence drowning me carrrying me under like a victim to the sea.
For A Friend
I see this sudden death and hopeless ways of living... Never stop to cry just find a way of giving.. Giving to the light of someones eyes Holding his precious head as he prays and cries... I was lost before your beautiful words and smile.. Dont walk away just stay for a while.. I will be here when you need me..i will be the missing section... Just let me look into that soul and feel your soft complection ... Thank you for all that you have done and found in me.. that most would turn the other way and not care enough to see. You know you are in my heart and know that i am always here until you tell me to go... I didnt know how to say it..i didnt know how to tell you..but i found the courage and now you are my are my light...thank you for just being dear friend... ~Kitty~
The concept of rehabilitation these days is lost I think. I believe that at some point prisons, mental hospitals, drug rehabs, etc. were truly meant for rehabilitation and realease. Now if you have a drug problem you get 10 days in rehab if you're lucky and then you're back on the streets. Unless you are wealthy that's about as much care as you're going to get. The prison part really hits home for me. My oldest son's father was convicted of capital murder in 1998. He was then sentenced to life in prison, which in Arkansas is anywhere from 15 years to life depending on the governor. He has spent 10 years rotting in the prison system so far, and they have done nothing but turn a man with problems into a monster. He isn't even really human. He has no clue on how to express feelings, any emotion comes out in an explosion. Guards bring in whatever they think they need from the outside: drugs, tobacco, cologne, watches, cell phones. Pretty much anything an inmate can pay for.
One Sick Mother Fu-kr On Fubar Hide Your Children!! (from Bulletin Board)
My Heart
My heart is in the palm of your hands Fragile and tender ready to break I love you with all that I am I love you with everything I will be So far apart in distance So close to falling in too deep. My heart aches for you to be near As does my body, and my soul Tell what you are feeling And whats going through your head. My heart yearns for the promises that comes from the good man you are To Hold me, love me, and cherish me For the rest of our lives. I love you my dear love Now, always and forever My heart is yours Treat it with care.
~ Soul Harvest ~
We all subscribe to thoughts from the are a few of mine as time passes that I hold on to and now reveal.......Peace. ~Women have Hunger two-fold, Shyness four-fold, Daring six-fold, and Lust eight-fold as compared to Men. ~Though Im far away I whisper your name into the sky, and I will wake up happy. ~Words, like nature, half reveal and half conceal the soul within. ~The single biggest problem in communication is the illusion that it has taken place. ~Sorrow is tranquility remembered in emotion... ~When someone demands blind obedience, youd be a fool not to peek. ~Marriage is tough, because it is woven of all these various elements, the weak and the strong. In love-ness is fragile, for it is woven only with the gossamer threads of beauty ~Lovers are shadowy creatures ~Banks and riches are chains of gold, but still chains. ~Some people change their ways when they see the light; others when they feel the heat. ~Sanctuary is where we per
One Word Answers Only
It's really hard to only use one-word answers! Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? working 5. Your father? retired 6. Your favorite thing? firefighting 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? always 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living 14. Where were you last night? firestation 15. What you're not? astronaut 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? motorocycle 18. Where you grew up? Pennsylvania 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? sucks 25. Your mood? sucks 26. Missing someone? nope 27. Favorite Store? walmart
The Life Of Me In This Time Period.....
Ok so here I am, bored because work has slowed to a crawl due to weather. So as it stands, I am middle aged according to the census bureau, work part time at home, because I chose to stay with my daughter who is 4. Fubar has become my official watercooler/office break chat forum. I am having a hard time being a stay at home mom, raising a Senior in HS and a 10 yr. old boy, who wants to be a great football player. All the while, all these young guys hit on me, like I am "Jesses' Mom" and I am far from it!!!! What do I do??? To be continued....
Reflections Of Self
We Are All Mirrors for Each Other When we look at other people, we see many of their qualities in innumerable and seemingly random combinations. However, the qualities that we see in the people around us are directly related to the traits that exist in us. "Like attracts like" is one of the spiritual laws of the universe. We attract individuals into our lives that mirror who we are. Those you feel drawn to reflect your inner self back at you, and you act as a mirror for them. Simply put, when you look at others, you will likely see what exists in you. When you see beauty, divinity, sweetness, or light in the soul of another, you are seeing the goodness that resides in your soul. When you see traits in others that evoke feelings of anger, annoyance, or hatred, you may be seeing reflected back at you those parts of yourself that you have disowned or do not like. Because we are all mirrors for each other, looking at the people in your life can tell you a lot about yourself. Who you
My "about Me" In Case You Missed It.
I know I am a bit unusual and a bit eccentric. To some I may even seem creepy or stalkerish. Let me attempt to outline my prime motivations in life so that you might see an honest picture of who I am. - I like to find the common ground. I enjoy finding what is similar and build from there. - I have a kind heart and like to see others succeed. - I love literature, music, and visual arts of all types. - I have the curiosity of a true scientist and scholar. I enjoy learning for the sake of knowledge. - My enneagram type is the peacemaker. - I am a quiet person until I get to know you. I am highly intelligent and do a lot of internal processing and cross-referencing. This is just me figuring out how best to express myself in a way that you will understand. This is also me getting a feel for your boundaries and expectations. I wish to neither offend you nor imply a greater commitment than intended. - I have an excellent memory and often will remember many detai
HI MIZZ SHADY HERE?It's happyhour and I have active autos on and I got fast rate pic too. So hurry on over they wont be on for much longer... YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PROFILE.. HIT ME HARD EVERYONE
Lyrics But They Fit For Me!!
No more stray now I'm straight, Now I get it now I take time to think before I make mistakes just for my family sake, That part of me left yesterday The heart of me is strong today, No regrets I'm blessed to say the old me dead and gone away,
Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home... But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,
Merry Christmas
Missing Her
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It ge
Spicy Sweet Cheeks & Freckles Sugar Butt Havin A Ho Down!
I Wonder
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? Whips 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? I need to call 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed/happiness 10. The room you're in? sweet 11. Music? depends 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? hopeless 16. Muffins? yuk! 17. One of your wish list items? rope 18. Where you grew up? ghetto 19. The last thing you did? took a breath 20. What are you wearing? something comfortable 21. TV? HEROES/Chowder "rada" 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life
Inner Beauty..
so much better. If you don't have the heart, soul, or spirit inside, nothing else really matters.
Finally The Truth
Merry Christmas To All My Friends
If you don't celebrate Christmas, then Happy Holidays. I do celebrate Christmas, and this to me is what the season is all about. I hope it touches you as it has me. Updated 12/22/08 I found a similar video, the scenes are mostly the same but it's better because it's set to Josh Groban's "O Holy Night." It's lovely, I hope you'll enjoy it.
My Fear
My Fear It is my fear, to let others see me. I'd rather just ask, what would you like me to be? Because what if what they see, is less than desirable. That leaves me vulnerable, and open to the harshest pain.
Perception Quiet resolve, conviction in the solace. Crystal dreams through fairy woods, this make believe palace. A seed of truth, the tree of lies, a look at reality through others eyes.
Just In Time For Christmas A Auto-11 To Win!
Never Thought!
I never thought it could happen Never thought I could like someone new I never thought there would be someone else that would be interested in me Never thought I would have these feelings for someone else I didn't think that I would meet another guy that would like me and accept me for the person I am I never thought I would find a guy again who would treat me so well,who cares for me the way I want to be cared for,one who shows me in front of everyone how he feels and not worry about what others say about it I never thought so but I was wrong, now I see there is a person like that and I'm glad that I took the chance in knowing him
Tim Mcgraw - She Never Let It Go To Her Heart
Everywhere I go, They're starin' at her Every man I know, He wants to have her. I guess I oughta be A jealous man. I look the other way They're hittin' on her Every night and day. They telephone her, They try and get to her, But I know they can't. 'Cause she never lets it go to her heart. She never lets it go that far. When they start talkin' She starts walkin' Right back to my arms. She can turn every head, But she never lets it go to her heart. She walks into the room, And everybody watches every move, Hopin' she don't love me. I know it by the way They hang around. But they don't realize, There's more to her Than what meets the eye. That's why I'm certain No matter what they do To reach her now. She never lets it go to her heart. She never lets it go that far. When they start talkin' She starts walkin' Right back to my arms. She can turn every head, But she never lets it go to her heart. When they start talkin' She starts walkin' Right
well, yesterday was a really bad day for me i lost someone that i cared for alot. and it hurt me pretty badly. so i cried, something that i never do. it shocked the ppl that i live with. they have never seen me cry before and now they treat me as if i am going to break like a piece of glass. but what really hurts me is that my boyfriend isnt being here for me, i dont have a shoulder to cry on so i can just get it all out...he didnt even care when i talked to him about this...he just told me to get over it that everybody dies....i am soo confused and not just mad but pissed off!!!!
As I sit here alone Contemplating death, I've already died inside I took my last breath It happened one night When she broke my heart, She took my soul And tore it apart I gave it my all And gave it my best, It is my body That is put to rest I chose the direction for my path, It's all over Do the math It was her love That I could not capture, I'll never feel The joy of rapture
To All My Friends
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Wednesday Dec. 17, 2008
My husband is a bit tired today. His speech slurs a bit more when he is tired so he staying real quiet. His speech therapy went real well. Three weeks have passed since he had the stroke... We are now waiting for a big storm to dump more snow on us during the night... we expect 3 to 5 inches overnight.
What ? No Gifts ? Does Santa Need A Blowjob
My Letter Of Self Worth To The World.
Sometimes I wonder why I exist in this world. More often than you can imagine. I wonder if I will ever meet that one person that I can give my everything to, give every fiber of my being to, and all of my love. I have put myself out onto the table for the taking and have been stripped down to nothing. I had a wonderful woman in my life but I was too immature to notice and I took advantage of her. Now that I dont have her I cannot live without her. She doesnt want to have anything to do with me she seems almost repulsive of my actions. I would do anything in the world to have her back, but she will not take me back she has found a new man and it hurts me to say that Im happy for her when I truly just want to be with her for the rest of my life. But I cannot be the one to keep her from her dreams and I cannot keep her from happiness. I will not keep her from happiness. On the other hand I have moved on in life I have tried to move forward but any time I try to get close to someone els
Don't Get The Wrong Idea
hey wait i have gott'n alot of men stating to think that i am crazy. okay, i can go along with that. but, what i mean to say is what can i do different!! i have always hated men after a bad brake up and i want to know how not to be a man hater. i want to get over it in a sible manner. tiered of being mad all the time all i need is to find peace with the brake up and peace with my self. and yes, right now i feel used and i scared of men and what heart brake they can cuz
Up For Auction!!!
FTW IS UP FOR AUCTION!!! I dont normally do things like this, but the hostess is one of the sweetest people on FU, there are ALOT of cool people in this auction, and lets face it, SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION IS FREAKIN' SWEET!! So Come and place your bids!! And dont forget to rate the pic, most rates at auctions end wins 5 Credit Bling!!! Thanks for your time and effort peeps!! PEACE!!
Only One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? shaved 4. Your mother? ornery 5. Your father? prick 6. Your favorite thing? SEX 7. Your dream last night? explicit 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? success 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? psychologist 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? shy 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? sucess 18. Where you grew up? Oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? shower 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. TV? big 22. Your pets? many 23. Your computer? addicted 24. Your life? satisfying 25. Your m
The Forgotten One,
Well this year is like the rest. For as long as I can remember, I have been the forgotten one. I do not say this for points and rates. If not for Fubar it would have been much worse. I didnt get a card or a call let alone a visit or gift from one friend or family member like always. I just wanted to say how much I love and thank my friends and family here. You all have made me feel liked, loved and remembered for the first time in a long time for my birthday. Thank you all so much. Tinker
Eyes And Age
===== pick the MONTH that you were born & color of your eyes and put it on the SUBJECT LINE. Then re-post it AS YOUR OWN BULLETIN. Your friends might understand you better... -----------blue eyes---------- people with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. will do anything for that special person. kind, and polite. can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days. -------brown eyes------- people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. if you repost this and you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. --------green eyes---------- people with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. you will meet the
Diurnal Once More...
I've always been a morning person. Rising at dawn, to peace, quiet, calm, clarity, to a day still full of promise. The first and best cup of coffee, black and bitter and strong, more ritual than craving. The sun, still low, still soft. Sit and think time. Love it. Always have. For a while, though, mornings lost their charm. Days became harder to leap into, to take head on, and my bed far too warm and inviting and comforting to leave. I became more of a night owl, staying up all hours, either dicking around online or enjoying the mystery that is late night tv on basic cable, sleeping later and later. I met the days when they were already well underway. Dawn was something I'd see from the backside, through eyes tired and red. But I've decided to take my mornings back. I miss them. Want them. Long for them like I haven't for some time. Recently unfettered, unbound (not referring to the *good* kind of bondage), freed from the private shackles (again, not the good kind)
Walk Hand In Hand
The moon in silvery hues cast shadows on the forest of my mind I walk hand in hand with my love The say that love is probably blind that fiction cannot be reality I walk hand in hand with my love Such beautiful dreams I see of places that we have yet to be... I walk hand in hand with my love Forbidden love so easy to do the temptation so strong between us two I walk hand in hand with my love.... The day will come will come soon when This fantasy of mine will come true and I will Walk hand in hand with my love
My Love To Give
I will love who I love and not who you prescribe I will not listen to you though you jeer and jibe My heart is mine to give to any who I will Though you think me stupid, it is my choice still I love it when they hug me, run their fingers through my hair So keep your judgment to yourself, I really do not care You are not my conscience, you are not my heart Keep your opinion to yourself, in love it plays no part. I love who I want, and don't care what you say So please just take your judgment and walk the other way
Not Yours
Do unto others as you would have them do unto you That is the golden rule You took me in, toyed with my heart, discard it when you're through How could you be so cruel? You claimed that you loved me, I took it in And then you let me fall I let you lead me, that's my cardinal sin I let you take my all And now that it's over, I see the true you You deceitful beastly boar And now that it's over, it's time that you knew I'm not yours any more
I'm Fine
My friend is dead, the girls I love will never be quite mine, But in my head and in my words I'll tell the world I'm fine I'm fucked up and I'm insecure I am neurotic too I'm a little bit emotional, but I'm still "fine" to you You can't see within my mind, I've crossed the narrow line But all the world will ever see is a smiling "I'm fine."
Learning To Love
You know more about me than any other friend When I need a shoulder, on you I can depend You're more precious to me than any sum of gold I will always love you, even when we're old I know people may mock me Why love and serve just one But after all you've taught me Loving you is fun You mean more to me than all that I possess My love for you is so strong. How can I digress? Love grows stronger daily, service becomes more real Thank you for showing me this is how love feels You're the one who taught me how to really love And I'm always thankful for this gift from above
All the voices in my head, they are driving me insane Twisted, craven thoughts drift in the vacuum of my brain Shut up all the voices, please just take them all away They drive away my sanity and block out the light of day You could not understand my pain you cannot comprehend The agony, the masochistic joy these voices always rend The chaos is desirable, I hate it but I don't Rid me of it if you can, because I can't. I won't. The voices won't release me, not until I'm dead And so this is my fairwell as I put a bullet in my head
What Do Girls Like?
So, if all goes right, i'm gonna get a blast comin up pretty soon but i need to know what girls like in guys profiles? I wanna make sure there's good enough stuff in it that pleases if anyone cares to comment, i would appreciate it! =) i would like to offer 100 percent buzz for feedback! so dont be shy to tell me what you think! thankyou
Kiss Me!!! Purdy Please
My X-mas Present For 08
My x husband decided to give me a present this year for christmas......I guess u can call it a pre post holiday present....I am off to court again...So my Christmas presents to my children will be put off this year.....So that I can pay an attorney fee. My son is now 16 1/2. 1 and a half more years till he is 18......math done my x's wife I guess needs more they are taking me to court for 2 things... 1) child support. 2) to remove my visitation lets go over them. 1) Its not that I mind paying child support for my son.....So noone get upset telling me I should pay. But he does make over 2x's I do...and his wife works...and my son works.....Not to mention I am helping with my daughters expenses...till she gets her medical assitance certificate to work. Not her bills and such but her insurence for car and medical.....Which he has not lifted a finger to help......... 2) He thinks that I should not see my son as much so my son can work.....Ok...My
Have You
Have you ever had a friend That drowns in their pain? Have you ever tried to fix something But you know it will never be the same? Have you ever heard those little voices That say "Run before your dead"? Have you ever felt so low Because you can't get those memories out of you head? Have you ever felt alone As if no one knows your there? Have you ever wondered why life hurts so much And don't understand why no one cares? Have you ever been there for someone But they never do the same in return? Have you ever tried to do something But you know you'll never learn? Have you ever been used Only for amusement? Have you ever believed they were nice But you found out it was all an illusion? Have you ever been hurt That you know you'll never re-gain? Have you ever made promises to yourself That you never will feel that way again? Have you ever felt so sad Filled with so much pain? Have you ever wished for someone To come and clear all your shame? Has s
i awake to...sleep i live in the wrong reality... i tried and failed too many times. fate has dealt me a sorry hand.. but yet i still try to play.. my poker face is all too revieling.. it's time to fold... but i just wanna play through just one more time.... but life has called my hand....
Wtf Is Wrong With People??
Below is a shoutbox convo. Background - I used to talk to this dude (who lives across the country) on a friendly basis. He tried to make it into more, but I told him it would never work out for many reasons. I tried being nice about it. Why can't people just be friends, espically when dealing with an online relationship. He had my number so that we could talk about child custody issues...he has probably since signed his rights to his only child away considering that's what he was talking about doin. And he's going to bring my son into our conversation? Anyhow, it just pissed me off a bit. He's since been blocked and he's also blocked me. Thank goodness. Remeber to read from the bottom up...cuz I don't feel like messin with it anymore than I have. Sauced*Sha...: fuck you then u stupid bitch no wonder why ur son want to make his daddy happy and not u ->Sauced*Sha...: really don't know shit about my life. no one has been given a chance in a long time. i'm being m
Retarded Internet Dating?
okay so hears the fucking deal. i simply do not understand why the idea of internet dating is so popular. maybe its because your lazy ass can stay anti-social or maybe you have no self esteem. these people make me fucking SICK! for example . a 26 year old woman from st louis missouri had a profile that read for her name " lilAngel " and apon visiting her profile you will notice she weighs an access of 300+ lbs. to put it into laments terms "bitch aint a god damn thing little bout you" STOP fronting Stop Lying, Get the fuck up and go out of your house. TALK TO PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE. this false sense of security we call the internet is mearly making us more anti-social by the minute. And Further more i feel that its absolutely insulting to be asked out via the internet, its shows you have NO SELF ESTEEM no Self confidence! get a job get a hobby. but for god sakes if i have one more fucking person message me with the name "lilangel" and weigh 300+ im going to slap the shit outta someone ser
She has a love in her life I wish it was me, I done what I could How can this be I lost the battle I lost the fight, I have not given up yet Although I might She's the one for me This I know is true, She don't see the light I guess we are through He caught your eye Captured your heart, Thought you was mine Like we'd never part You are my goddess These words were spoken, He has your heart Mine is broken
Do You Know This Man?
DO YOU KNOW THIS MAN? tampaclarke@ fubar Well at least you think you do.... Don't let this man dupe you any more. He is a liar and a fake. THIS IS THE REAL STEVE, the real McCoy, the original. xamlod@ fubar Tampaclarke is really good at fooling people. He has gotten all to befriend him, giving him gifts and bling. Don't waste anymore of your time, fubucks or feelings on him! He has copied the 'REAL' Steve's pictures, used them as his own, photo shopped to make some his own. His stories are good. He even knows enough of the 'REAL' Steve to keep the stories straight for the most part. But he has slipped up. His friend 'Kyle' in his default pics is actually m44europe -W.I.S.E U.K Friends -@ fubar I caught him in this lie, sent him a message with link to the original picture. But as usual, he had some good lines, good excuses. But I stayed skeptical, Wondered why some things just didn't add up. I'm over analytical, think too much and thi
A Simple Prayer List
I thought we should start a simple prayer list.
Our Auto-11's Rocked!!! Thanks To All!!!
Buy Me, I'm Cheap! Lol
am I cheap or easy? I can never quite get that one straight.... anyways, I'm in Radio's auction so someone buy me so I don't cry and whine and stuff... THE Holiday Auction is up... It's the TOP SECRET HOLIDAY AUCTION!!! Come bid on some great people.... Throw in WooGirl and DJ BLUEEYEDGOODIE as well Starting bid is 75,000 fubucks but IT NEVER LASTS!!! Place your bids today Oh yeah, good luck guessing who is who! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Another ridiculous Radio X show Fubar auction (repost of original by 'Radio X show' on '2008-12-19 18:55:10') Shhh don't tell but, I'm lucky # 7
End Of Nothing
End of Nothing There are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; Disturbed thoughts push my dreams away, waiting to be fulfilled, my dreams linger around weighing me down every day. One by one, I lose sight of those once around me and trudge on, on my own, through rain and through sun. As I pretend to live life, darkness (silence) engulfs me painting my heart black while my eyes continue to scan this road that seemingly has no end. Poem by Tammy C.
Happy Alone
It is cold today Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone. Thoughts of life and love, meaningless to anyone but myself. I am alone. They watch me, their eyes not knowing, knowing nothing of what they see. I am but another creature, alone. They scurry on the surface, unaware, unaware of the life below when you are alone. Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow, but a time of solace, of deepness never to be shared, never to be understood. They can never reach the place where I am And I know I will never reach the place where they are. I know I don't want to reach that place. True happiness is here, unmisted. Unmisted by smiles or laughter, unmisted by the joys of company. To find true happiness, to know if one is truly happy, one must be happy alone. Poem By Tammy C.
There is many a time You seem to read my mind. But in the end You can't know what I intend. Your view of my actions Are clouded by your past attachments. Your memory guides your comprehension. If only you could change the definitions. Erase the imprints on your heart. Make a new start. Allow me to ease your misery. Let us make our own new history. Poem by Tammy C.
Ashes On The Ground
Ashes On The Ground My life is like a million stars that scatter through the sky, and from my place in outer space I watch the world go by. At other times I'm twinkling sure, a star to lead the way, and in the night a guiding light that led you home today. At other times I'm blazing fast and race without a sound, until you see the star in me in ashes on the ground. Poem By Tammy C.
Just Letting You Know
I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE when people announce they are "deleting" their page just because that's the last option in their pity ploy tactics to get attention.
My Brother Jackson
Hi my name is Eric, some of you on Fubar knew him and some have asked me how he died. It's very hard for me to discuss his death so I'm posting a blog so I don't have to relive the pain of losing him all over again. My brother has been fighting Leukemia for a little over two years which he was dealing with it very well until the doctors found a brain tumor which turned out to be "Glioblastoma". He went in for an operation in Oct. afterward he started having major headaches and nose bleeds. They couldn't remove the tumor it had grown straight downward, he started bleeding under the tumor(Glioblastoma). He got worse he went back into the hospital a 2nd time. no doctor could operate too dangerous. My family was told he may have 3 weeks to live. one week later on Dec 9th he passed away. He would have been 26 years old on December 24th. Please by no means ask me how he died. He was my best friend, my hero, I miss him deeply . Thank You hope you understand that i'm in no way being rude.There
Snow An Snow Plow Drivers Grrrrrrrr!!!!
OK for those of you that live in New England you know what its like when we get hit with a major snow storm!... well i HAD to work last night becasue my company feels the lives an safety of there employees means nothing.. or atleast thats how we all feel anyway there are these people called snow plow drivers hired by I have no freakin idea but when i find out i am going to have a word with them!... Me an this other girl that lives near by got lucky enough to hang out at the store last night an work till 10pm with maybe 10 people who were retarded enough to come out into the weather for stupid shit instead if stayin home... Well 1 plow guy comes in an is like whos car is this out front? I said mine why he said well u have too move it on the side so we can plow . I said well u better NOT plow me in i have to be here till 10 an dont feel like being stuck here all night... So he says u wont get plowed in yada yada yada WELLLLLLLLLL We finally lock up an go to leave an there is a hu
Havent Forgotten You!!!
Hey everyone, just so you know I havent forgotten you at all! im actually doing my treatments to hopefully get rid of what i have. I wont be on here much...on the computer at all actually.. but every once in awhile. Trust me, i would rather not go thru this at all...keep your fingers crossed that these first few rounds of treatment get rid of everything and for the first time in months i can feel better!!!! but just thought id let you know havent forgotten you at all...and hope to talk to u all sooner then later...but who knows whatll happen... much love, me
A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a
Santa Claus
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her. On the way, my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus, "she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" she snorted .... "Ridiculous! Don't believe it! That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even
Ideas For Photos To Take
Hi all. I am getting ready around 715pm est to take new photos and try out my new camera. please if you are one of my fans or knwo me give me some feedback on some phtoos you like to see or of what outfits you liked in the past .. IF i like your suggestions you might just see a pic of it i up later today Thanks Samantha
I thought I knew. But I did not. My heart feels like it has been torn from my chest. Battered and bruised, broken at best. I offered myself to you, a piece of my heart. Now I realize, it was all for nawt. A friend you will be. A friend you'll remain. But my heart is now torn and it is I, who must deal with the pain.
Alter Bridge - Down To My Last
And to the ones in which we sing, We are honored you let us in I remember the thoughts of many things, Of the glory that you bring I was never the right one to dare to dream, It's funny what this life has done to me now You were always the only, To help me see there was a road I must find, A road that was mine But I'm down to my last, I'm standing here alone Looking back, on it all But I'm down to my last, I'm ready but I'm wrong, And I'm blind to it all And to the world to which we sing, Want to try to do us in I remember your name and I know your face Can't forgive and can't erase I was never the right one To bear the weight of something fueled by words I'd learn to hate You were always the only To help me see that to love is to shine In your world, blind But I'm down to my last I'm standing here alone Looking back on it all But I'm down to my last I'm ready but I'm wrong And I'm right to it all [solo] But I'm down to my last Well I'm r
Survivor Of The Night
9-12-98 SURVIVOR OF THE NIGHT On an eerie night of horror and shame, she looked into the mirror, she knew who was to blame. Bruises around her eyes, she remembered her unanswered cries. she wiped a tear from her pale shattered face, and she wearily put her clothes back into there place. Scalding hot water pounding her head, dreary thoughts of hell and places for the dead. She scrubbed herself clean until she was raw. she looked into the mirror and again, she saw.. a frightened little girl overwhelmed with pain. Her heart undignified, bound in chains. She climbed in bed and tried to sleep, her head and heart pounded, her soul began to weep. The sun came up chasing the darkness away. She arose to the dawn of a brand new day. The past still haunted her though she would survive and say "I've made it through that horror, I know I'm still alive" Survivor of the night, givers of light come together to conquer the darkest of deeds to suffice the greatest of needs
My Wife I Love You So Much With Out You I Am Nothing Im Excited Bout My Daughter Coming
Thats Whats Up
To My Wife The Only 1 For Me
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.
To The Man Of My Dreams
Give It Up He Is Mine!
Short But, True I Love You
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
Baby This Is My Song For You! I Love You!!!!
Tu Amor
Going Out
I just came home from a night at the bar/club with hubby and our friend, who always tries to grab my ass. I was the only one not drinking, but it was still fun. Lots of people watching. An annoying shot girl talked my friend into gettin a shot by parading around with her boobs all over the place. I told him that he is a sucka and that unless there's a written 100% guarantee that he'd get laid afterwards, I wouldnt cave in to her offer. THe place reminded me why I dislike American women (and Russian ones too). In my opinion, if you dress like a slut and talk like a slut, you better put up. Otherwise you are a cocktease and should get shot/raped. They showed some boobs on TV, and all guys were like "ZOMG! LOOK AT THAAAAT!!" American men are so different from Russian ones...Naked boobs were really not an object of that much attention in the homeland, mostly due to much lax regulations on TV, and a general dress code. Then as I was dancing, an uber drunk aging skank came u
Cajun Catfish
Makes 4 servings ACTIVE TIME: 20 minutes TOTAL TIME: 20 minutes 1/4 cup nonfat buttermilk 2 teaspoons Dijon mustard 1/2 cup cornmeal 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon paprika 1 teaspoon onion powder 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 4 catfish fillets (1 1/4 pounds) 4 lemon wedges 1. Preheat broiler. Lightly oil a wire rack large enough to hold fish in a single layer. Place the rack on a baking sheet. 2. Whisk buttermilk and mustard in a medium bowl until smooth. Combine cornmeal, salt and paprika, onion powder, garlic powder, thyme, cayenne pepper and black pepper in a shallow dish. Dip each fillet in the buttermilk mixture, turning to coat. Transfer to the cornmeal mixture, turning to coat completely. Place the fillets on the prepared rack; they should not touch. 3. Broil 4 inches from the heat source until the fish is opaque in the center, about 3 minutes per side. Serve hot with
Chicken With Spiced Apples
Makes 6 servings ACTIVE TIME: 20 minutes TOTAL TIME: 20 minutes 2 apples, preferably Braeburn, peeled and thinly sliced 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 3 teaspoons extra-virgin olive oil, divided 3 teaspoons unsalted butter, divided 1 1/8 teaspoons herbes de Provence (see Note), divided 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts, trimmed 1 cup reduced-sodium chicken broth 1 teaspoon freshly grated lemon zest 1. Toss apple slices with lemon juice and cinnamon in a small bowl. Heat 1 teaspoon oil and 1 teaspoon butter in a medium nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Add the apples and cook, stirring occasionally, until tender, about 5 minutes. Keep warm. 2. Mix 1 teaspoon herbes de Provence, salt and pepper. Place chicken between sheets of plastic wrap and pound with a meat mallet or the bottom of a small saucepan to a 1/2-inch thickness. Sprinkle the chicken on both sides with the
Orange Souffle With Blackberry Sauce
found on 2 servings Ingredients For the Blackberry Sauce 1/3 cup blackberry preserves 1/4 cup orange juice For the Souffl Butter for coating pan 2 pinches sugar 1 cup lowfat milk 1 tablespoon orange juice Zest of 1 orange 3 egg yolks 4 tablespoons sugar, divided 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 tablespoon all-purpose flour 4 egg whites Directions Preheat oven to 400F. Combine preserves and orange juice in a small saucepan. Bring to a near boil and remove from heat; set aside. Coat an ovenproof pie plate with softened butter and sprinkle with sugar; set aside. In a medium bowl, whisk milk, orange juice, and orange zest with egg yolks. In a separate small bowl, combine 2 tablespoons sugar, cornstarch, and all-purpose flour. Whisk into milk-egg yolk mixture. Place in a small saucepan and heat over medium heat, stirring constantly until boiling; let boil for 1 minute. With a hand mixer, whip egg whites and remaining 2 tablespoons of sugar until soft peaks
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I Love You
I love the way you talk, I love the way you smell, I love the way you make me laugh, Even when my life's a living hell. I love your smile, And your soft and gentle touch, I love the way you show you care, When the world seems like too much. I love the way you hold me, And make all my fears go away, I love the way you protect me, So I know you?re here to stay. I love the way you understand, And never let me give up, I love the way you're always here, To keep my spirits up. I love the way you look at me, And always bring out the best, I love the way you lift me up, And put me above all the rest. I love the way you know what to say When I'm really mad, I love the way you wipe away my tears, When I'm really sad. I love the way you hug me, Or sweetly kiss my cheek, I love the way you play with my hair, And make me feel unique. I love the way you make me feel, Like I'm floating on a cloud, You look at me like I'm special, And not just another face
Christmas Alone...
This will be my first Christmas without any of my kids...My 2 oldest live in other states and all know how that goes...And I just put Tana on a plane to California for 2 weeks...It was a promise I made to her and honestly I didn't want to keep this one...But breaking a promise is not something I do often...or on purpose... The plan was to actually move to California but because of some complications and really I'm very happy about those...we didn't move....Moving there would have been a huge mistake...And if I had of...our life wouldn't be going in the direction it is now...And...both Tana and I are excited about the direction it's heading...So..I made the promise that I would fly her out there as often as I could to spend time with her family on her dads side...Boy..I regret that right about now... I know she'll be safe...and have the greatest time with her family there...But there are times when I want to be very selfish and keep her all to myself...Next year...She's
Survey ^^
Name : Mai Anh Sex : Female Birthday : March 10th,1986 Born in the year of : Tiger Zodiac sign : Piesces )-( Birthplace : Hai phong, Viet Nam Current location : Finland Luv status: Im on my way... What are you studying now : Bachelor of Business Eye color : Black Hair color : Black Short or Long hair : Long Right handed or Left handed : Righty Your heritage : Nothing - i create my own ego! Your weakness : Hot guys :P Your fears : Spider, Ghost :( Your best physical feature : My smile ( assessed by most guys :)) Your most overused phrase on an instant messenger: LOL ^^ Goal you would like to achieve this year: u mean a plan?-my plan is today, not future! The kinds of shoes you like : Ballet flats, Boots The kinds of clothes you like most : Jeans and Jackets Your favourit clothes brands : Esprit, Guess, D&G, Orchily Your best perfume brands : Dior, Kenzo, Elizabeth Arden Your perfect foods : Snack, Ketchup The most favourit movies : Titanic, Peter Pan, Narnia 1&
Hello Ladies
I Know Things Have Been Really Slow The Last Few Weeks, But With The Holidays Quickly Approaching We Just Really Havent HAd Time To be On The Page Much Because Like All Of You, We Are Shop Shop Shopping And Stress STress Stressing LOL!! But Starting In Febuary (giving us al lil holdiay recovery time:P) We Are Really Gonna Try To Pick Up The Pace With The Group A bit MOre!!! We Would Really Really Love Any Ideas Or Imput On Things That You Ladies Would Like To See Go On Within The Group!! After All It Is All About You Girls :P Well I Hope Everyone Is Well And Enjoying The Season... And Any Imput You Have Pls PLace IN the Private Message Box And We Will Read and Respond ASAP!! I would Also Like To Say Pls Lets Keep Allie And Her Family In Your Thoughts And Prayers This Season She Is So Badly Missed And Will Forever Be A Dangerous Curves Girl!! Well Happy Holidays To You All And May You All Have A Safe Healthy And Happy New Year!! Much Love To You All!!
Picture Policy
So I got rid of a shitload of meaningless pictures and replaced them with ones that I have taken and like. Now... this comes with conditions. They are available to FAMILY only. I would ask that if you look, please rate and be honest...especially with the Disney ones. I finally got a good camera and tried hard to take some professional looking pictures and would like honest opinions. Provided I have the room (270 limit unless I level, which ain't happening) and provided that I get a welcome reception, I will post more as they come. I am planning on taking some daytrips over Christmas (hint hint) Otherwise, I will assume no one is interested, and that posting them is a waste of my time and bandwidth, and I will stop. Simple as that :) Thoughts?
John Vs. Wolf.... The Explanation Is Here.
If you are a friend of mine, you would do well to read this.... I usually avoid this topic like the plague, since no matter who I wanted to explain it to, I doubted that they would "get it". But since an old friend of mine asked me about it and I am tired of dodging the issue, here is my first and only explanation. The topic is "Who is Wolf and why does he exist?" Ok here it goes.... A long time ago, I was weak. I was always smaller than people my age and got bullied. I was angry with life in general. One day, as I was being picked on and pushed around, I reached my boiling point. Something in my mind fractured and someone else was controlling me. And as I sat on top of this kids chest pounding his face into mush with my fists, all I can remember is someone was laughing. Later, with fear in their eyes, my friends told me that I was the one laughing. No one understood, they all thought I was just "going through a phase." They were only half-right, John was the phase. Wo
Stay Safe... Drive Sensible....
This has been copied and pasted from Newscenter 16 WNDU-TV Perhaps this should be in my Weather Conditions Blog as it pertains to weather. Berrien County Michigan along with some other counties as well are under a BLIZZARD WARNING! So what does this mean? "IT'S SNOWING AND BLOWING LIKE CRAZY" does this mean: A - go do some major holiday shopping because Christmas is almost here and we haven't finished or B - Stay at home where we can be warm and save? OMG! why don't they just close all roads so people won't be out and tell them they need to have a valid emergency for being out on the roads. But first off I'd like to remind you of another pile up last year near Michigan City! Major highways I think are the worst to be traveling in weather like this. Yes they may have the snow cleared better but the maximum speed limit is set at 70 mph! So you get fools on the highway that are going to go as fast as they possibly can. Not giving it any thought to SLOW DOWN as there might b
Thinking About The Crew
I feel very fortunate to have been blessed with 3 amazing children. I sat in bed last night thinking about them for the longest time. It's difficult always keeping things in perspective. Emma came & got in bed with me, rolled over on her side & snuggled up close. She grabbed my hand & held on tight. I didn't want to fall asleep. I wanted to enjoy if for as long as possible. Emma is without a doubt the sweetest and purest soul. I live and die with her emotions. She can look at me and smile and I will have no worries in the world. Everything is perfect. The sparkles in her eyes take me away to a better place. Grace is a difficult bird at times. No doubt she's a Kennedy. She's very sweet and sensitive but has a short fuse. It doesn't take much to get her fired up. I really enjoy her personality. She's very funny. Loves to tell jokes, be silly, etc It feels like she is growing up too fast. Grace is very protective of her brother and sister. I can't get her to
Cameron And My Mother
"Maw maw, would you like to come outside with me?" "Yes Cameron" "Maw maw, where are your slippers?" "Under the bed" "Here's your walking stick maw maw." "Thank you Cameron." Cam took his grandmother by the hand and walked her to the porch. They sat for a while together. This is already the sweetest thing ever in my eyes, without the circumstances being known. My mother has terminal cancer. We're not sure how much longer she is going to be with us and she's pretty much bed ridden. She's able to get up a couple times a day, but she gets tired very quickly and gets ill a lot. My children don't know what's going on, they just think she is sick. It breaks my heart that my mom won't be around to see my children grow up, but the effect she's had on their lives already will stay with them forever. Cam spends most days at my parents while I am at work. He's seen all the friends and family members come and go, visiting her. Knowing that Cam p
In The Army Again
For yall that don't know... I'm going back in the Army... I'm going through A.I.T. at Ft Knox KY. and then who knows where... The way it's looking... It looks like I am going back to Ft. Hood... In which will have its pluses and negatives... But I don't know when I will be back on... so leave some love on my profile while I am gone... TTYL yall... wish me luck
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Past Pain
how do i read you my beautiful son??? you have always been my heart and my soul more than u will ever know past lies and decptions only show one side of the story there is one that has never been told daggers r sunk in lies have been told i see that pain u carry inside for i feel that pain as well my son reaching thru the time reaching thru the pain may u feel once again the love that i have always had for you reguardless of of what others have every said..u feel deep in your heart that which can never b said... i can never erase that which u endured but i can re-affirm that which u know is real and tru.. its not flashy its not expensive and it will never be labeled with a price but it shall always be tru and i shall always love u my beautiful son.
Road To Nowhere
We've all been on the road at one time or another. Some like me seem never to get off it. No matter how hard we try to take an exit ramp off for something better it always seem to be blocked. Even when the ramp up ahead is wide open, someone or something cuts me off and forcing me to stay on the road to nowhere. Such is life no matter how hard I try Im knocked right back down. I'm tired of being on this road. I've been going down this road far to long. But what can I do, what can I say? I'm stuck in the fast lane to no where. The thing is I don't have anyone to blame but myself. I'm not the kind of person who will lose total control of myself and turn into a total road rage freak and slam back into the obstacle. I will cuss and rant but as getting totally physical it just doesn't happen. Maybe the mere threat that I would lose all control and not only hurt other but myself included. Maybe I'm just weak? I don't know?
Christmas Carols For The Psychologically Challenged
CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE PSYCHOLOGICALLY CHALLENGED 1. SCHIZOPHRENIA : -- Do You Hear What We Hear? 2. AMNESIA -- I Don't Know If I'll Be Home for Christmas. 3. NARCISSIST - - Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me . 4. MANIC -- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants, and..... 5. MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER -- We Three Queens Disoriented Are. 6. PARANOID --- Santa Claus Is Coming To Get Me. 7. BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER -- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire. 8. FULL PERSONALITY DISORDER -- You Better Watch Out! I'm Gonna cry; I'm Gonna Pout! -- Maybe I'll Tell You Why . 9. OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER -- Jingle Bell,Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock; Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock; Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock; Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock..... 10. AGORAPHOBIA -- I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day,
Happy Birthday *huggable*loveable*kissable*jen* (tysm Patti, Means Alot)
I've Had The Pleasure Of Knowing Her Since I Joined Fubar Almost 2 Yrs Now.She Is Always There For Her Family And Friends No Matter What!! She Has Had Alot On Her Plate Lately,But She Is Always There Doing What She Does Best,Showing Everyone How Much She Cares,Regardless What Is Going On In Her Life... Please Go Show Her Some Birthday Lovin' And If U Do Not Know Her You Should!! ( Most Diffently)!!!!! Here Is Her Link: Tell Her Patti/Mz.LilSynful Sent You ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" ~*Dirty South Crew*~@ fubar Hope Your Birthday Wishes Come True Today Love Ya Jen,XoXo Patti
Just Curious
Why is there so much pain and sadness in my life? Why wont someone love me? Why does such a giving, loving, compassionate woman have to be so lonely? People all around me, friends laughing with me, my children loving me so much, but I cant find love! I LOVE with everything in me....why is my life filled with sooo much sadness,pain,and loneliness and tears. I am so tired of crying. GOD HELP ME! I feel like dying.
Funny Things I've Seen On Fubar....
I've seen so much crap on fubar. I understand some people consider the people they meet on fubar as good real ass friends. And I'll admit some of the people I've stumbled across have been cool as all hell and turn out to be people I'd kick it with if given the chance. But more often then not I see pathetic people taking shit way too seriously... Example.. I accidently hit the 9 instead of the 10 and I got some stupid hoe blowin up the shoutbox and having 9 guys that thing starin at tits is better then goin out and get laid rating all my shit as 1's... Is that supposed to hurt me? I mean in all honestly, I drink.... I smoke.... I fuck.... I'm fulfilled before fubar. And rating me a 1 is going to do shit? Nonetheless.. So yeah rating has made me laugh a little... Then there is the guys of Fubar... They will do anything to see some stranger woman's tits... They will pay MONEY to buy pictures that look pretty, give them to women showin tits in a folder. Is that not the least bit sad to
Mondays Autos On!
Maybe it's time to stop this and admit... It's just not going to happen for me.
He needs a name. The Red Rocket?
Who Knows Me?
Let's face it: There's no such thing as homeostasis. What is this complexity we're chasing? Who knows me but God? Who knows me naked? Who knows how I spend my time? Who knows my addictions? Who knows that I hate preachers, and believe mankind destroys religion? Who knows my distrust of politicians? Who knows my inner struggle with this war? Who knows that it's hard for me to say no to a Maker's Mark and ginger? Who knows that I pray all the time? I even give thanks when I'm drunk. Who knows my anger and sadness? Who knows that if I could be any instrument, I'd be a sax because of how its soul sings. Who knows that I am just like my father? Who knows the appreciation for my mother's love? Who knows that when I was twelve, I sold fake crack in Lemond Garden Projects? Who knows me naked? Who knows my passion for life? Who knows that I'm in love with God? Who knows that I love who I am? Who knows that my fa
Midlife Crisis
I'll never have a midlife crisis. Take note. A mid-life crisis is a buildup, it doesn't happen overnight. I take my crisis a little at a time in small increments: Midyear crisis. Midmonth crisis. Midweek crisis. Midday crisis. Mid-hour crisis. Mid-minute crisis. Mid-second crisis. Live in the middle of the moment. You can put your pen down now, But I'll leave you with this: if you take this life in stride, breathe every day, by the time you reach the middle of your life, you will have lived the crisis anyway.
Last Chance...
auction ends soon..anyone wanna steal me from sherry?
I Thought Of You Today.(for My Best Friend U Know Who You Are.)
I thought of you today and the tears started falling, I thought of you today and I wondered what you were doing, I thought of you today and could not forget the first day that we met. I thought of you today and remembered the first thing that you said. I thought of you today and saw your face in my dreams. I thought of you today and laughed at how close we really seem. I thought of you today and remembered what I said the night before the we joined at the hip you and I then suddenly I realized we are even though we're miles apart your always in my heart. I thought of you today and I wondered were you thinking of me too? Then I thought of how you always do. So just to let you know I thought of you today. I thought of you today. I thought of you today
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Foreplay Of Words??
The ability of self control is a big turn on to me so sit back and let me tantilize your eyes as you watch my fingers and hands dance on my body. As I see you grow in excitement, I search my velvet tunnel inserting 3 digits until I find and massage that button that makes me shudder and call your name. As I look you in the eyes and lick my fingers clean...I motion for you to come get your reward for your ability of self control... I'm here with a moist...mouth...humming a tune I've been working on...licking...the edge of my...lips...preparing to the mic...thinking'm gonna stay in this moment for a while...
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Nickname Change
Just wanted to let you know that Jim06605 is now 'H4rd Ch4rg3r'. The reasoning behind it is: 1. Love my Car which happens to be a 08 Dodge Charger 2. Fan of Jane's Addiction who also has a song called hardcharger. 3. Im just sill that way. Im still the same idiot, pervin on all the hotties. BTW, I will be traveling today to visit the parents, so I may not be online that much during the next few days. Merry XMass everyone.
Just Me I Guess
Club Mystic Family List
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A Gift, Thoughts Of The Past
one given one departed any friendship could be started something kind something mine a gift to find a piece of mind a peace too fine serenity unknown distant waves alone swirling black in night thoughts drift into fright darkness has come; everythings numb blindingly dark and brilliantly dull hands all tight grasping for sight grasping in fright senses hammered feelings clamor with just a glimpse of glamour seconds fly as time ticks by dates to come and feelings not punned a joke for fun a break of tongue a flicker now just undone everything is to shun not a thought and not a care with this there's nothing there it's not a gift and it's just not fair screams of despair shattering there thoughts are gone consciences clear everything seems so queer life goes on for simple pawns and still I pray for the day when theres more than one mind that matters a gift I gave a gift much sadder only you seem much gladder.
Oh Lordy.
Ok, so you know it's time to make a change in your life, when someone you haven't seen in 7&a half years comes up to you, and asks "when are you due?". Completely and utterly embarrassing .. I just wanted to cry! I still do. Soo my plan for the upcoming new year, is to start taking better care of myself, and to shed some pounds. Any tips or advice? Gonna go crawl under a rock and die now!
New Baby!!!
this is SUCH a perfect song for BABY SERENITY who is being BORN right NOW!! YAYY!!!
Someone Come..........
Someone Come..... the voice in the sky is loneliness and the night is restlessness Someone Come..... abandonment my blanket no way to slough the fever Someone Come..... be there in the morning when I wake up with your silver thread to lead me Someone Come..... walk with me in darkness being one ... a shadow to my soul Someone Come..... give this body no limits slough the fevers with your cool hand Someone Come..... one last time I will wait for you Someone Come.....
i have man boos
Perks Of Being 40 & Over .
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run into a burning building. 4. People call at 9 PM and ask, "Did I wake you?" 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 P.M. 9. You can live without sex but not without glasses. 10. You enjoy hearing about other peoples operations. 11. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 12. You have a party and the neighbors don't even realize it. 13. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 14. You quit trying to hold your stomach in, no matter who walks into the room. 15. You sing along with elevator music. 16. Your eyes won't get much worse. 17. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 18. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 19. Your
For My Best Friend /sis /neice
i love this song.... and this video and i LOVE my sister and best friend... and my neice....well she's my little PRINCESS!!
I'm going caroling on snapvines as soon as my phone charges...if ya want one let me know. and boobs are always a great last minute gift idea :p
Which One Of Santa's Reindeer Are You
You Are Vixen Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?
A Soldiers Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep in perfect contentment, or so it would seem. So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old Perhap
Ty Silver
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called them by n
Unfortunately, Due to SEVERAL factors, All my blogs will have the following disclaimer. Disclaimer: This is a blog. That fact means nothing. It would be distinctly unwise, not to mention uncharitable, to play connect-the-dots with my physical and online life, work and my "life of the mind," as scanty as either might be. My attitude at work, my reaction to ideas, the length and tone of my discussion in the shoutbox, the time it took for me to return your email, and the quality and quantity of my response to you in any medium are probably not tied to anything you read here. At least not in a way that you will be able to confidently assume without sharing years of psychotherapy and the bills that come with it. I'm a human being and my blog reflects that humanity. -REL
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Merry Christmas Everyone!!
This blog goes out to everyone... I just want to take the time to let you all know that each and everyone of you that are reading this mean the world to me... You all have made a difference in my life in one way or anouther... Thank you all for being there for me this year and on into the new year!! I love you all!! And thank you all for everything you all have done!! Angel, DJ NiteScreem, DJ Smucking Funt, DJ Dazed, Virtigo, Pastel, DJ Reverend Dracul, DJ DC_wolf_DC (A.K.A Wolfie) Demon, TaintedRage, !DJ! RockStarr549, DJ Sandman, Rooster, DJ Insanity, Blunt, Omega, And Everyone else that has been there for me this last year/Few months... You all mean a lot to me!!! Take Care and have a very Merry Christmas and a Drunken New Year!!!
Heart Breaker
Heart Breaker You are a heart breaker a dream taker You lied to get what you want Now you I no longer want I thought we had a chance but I guess it was not a true romance I loved you with all my heart All you did was tear it apart You are a heart breaker this is true You are the heart breaker that used to make my skies so blue You are the heart breaker that has locked my hearts door That door is now locked forevermore You are the heart breaker that took the love away You are the heart breaker who has made my blue skies gray You are a heart breaker and I hope and pray That someone breaks you heart and you feel how I feel today
Thinking Out Loud
I see a lot of my friends settling down, having families, and they are perfectly happy. I think that is amazing. Contrary, I see a lot of my friends morbid, depressed, and broken from a failed relationship and/or marriage. Some people I know not just my friends or family, but some people in general put all of their happiness into someone else. My beliefs are shared by some but are disagreed by some of my peers and even one of my professors in school. My argument is: I do not believe that true happiness is reached by a significant other or by being in love. I believe in love, of course-- but I believe more in self worth and happiness from within. So many people put all of their time, their dreams, their money and more into another person and completely lose themselves. It is a nice gesture but youre setting yourself up for disappointment. At any time in life the people you love most can walk away. You know what you will be left with? Yourself. You have to learn to love yourself s
Few More Gifts
So here are more that I made, except two, didnt take a pic of the wreath I made before it got wrapped, or the scarf for my mom. Coffe Mug Warmers (Dads a BIG Coffee drinker) Water Bottle Cooler/Carrier (mom drinks tons of bottled water) Beanie to go with the Grey scarf
Once Upon A Christmas Bloody
There used to be a land called Britannia in which I rode upon my horse, Betenoire, while being followed by a gorilla named Thyrm and a cat named Jachyra. I dressed in a black silk gown, which was a fascinating hex creation color by those that just cannot leave a programmed game as the programmers originally designed it. Though I lived in the castle of The Mercs, all of whom were Dread Lords (the title is gained as your player kills mounts) I, myself, was a Great Lady (a title gained by spending all my time killing zombies and mongbats, and never harming a hair on the head of any random adventurer). Britannia is a virtual world which exists in the Ultima Online MMORPG (Massively Multiplayer Online Role Play Game, for any newbs). The best I could do to help the Mercs in their quest to dominate the world of Ultima was to stand on the steps of the castle and shriek smacktalk to any Great Lord rivals that came to call. They were faced with the disconcerting option of killing a Great Lady
Whatever It Takes...
you stood by my side you carried me through i am so much better becoz of u... through all the smiles and all of the pain the endless night together, i wouldnt change a thing... my heart belongs to you in so many ways along with my soul with u it will stay. i could never ask for a better love, or friend, and i know you will be with me till the very end... even tho we both know how high the stakes, never forget this... WE WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.......
Dream It
I see you come in the door, you stop for a second and give your eyes time to focus in the dim lighting. I follow you with my eyes to a small table where your friends are seated, girls night out I think to myself. Your friends have already been inspected by my eyes and some stray thoughts passed through my mind. When you sit down your friends disappear as far as I am concerned. You are wearing a tight black skirt, your tanned smooth legs beckoning to me, white blouse, 3 buttons conveniently left undone, your left breast heaving as you talk, open toed high heels, black of course, perfectly groomed toes that curiously excite me. I watch as you sip a frozen fruity drink, talk and laugh with your friends. Not a stare but enough to not lose sight of you. My mind is racing through thoughts of how can I possibly strike up a conversation with this woman. All of it sounds like a line to me, damn boy get it together. I see the waitress set another round of drinks down at your table. Alright I thi
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Angel In Disguise
My friend has been having non-stop autos running! He is so close to being a complete Angel! Please go hit him up and show him some serious lovings!! Auto11LordGreystoke422 The Oracle of New Orleans; Lousiana's First Oracle@ fubar
Holiday Baking Tip
> > Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies !!! > > > > Ingredients: > > > > 1 cup water > > 1 teaspoon baking soda > > 1 cup sugar > > 1 teaspoon salt > > 1 cup brown sugar > > 4 large eggs > > 1 cup nuts > > 2 cups dried fruit > > 1 (750 ml) bottle tequila (Jose Cuervo or your other favorite > brand) > > > > > > Directions: > > > > 1. Sample the tequila to check quality. > > 2. Take a large bowl; check the tequila again to be sure it is > of the highest quality. > > 3. Pour one level cup tequila and drink. > > 4. Turn on the electric mixer. > > 5. Beat one cup of but ter in a large fluffy bowl. > > 6. Add one peastoon of sugar. > > 7. Beat again. > > 8. At this point it's best to make sure the tequila is still ok, > so try another cup just in case. > > 9. Turn off the mixerer thingy. > > 10. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of > dried fruit. > > 11. Pick the frigging fruit off the
Omfg! I Won The Australian Lottery!
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Family And Friends!!
From now there will be NO top family members and I will also choose whom I wish to have in My top friends and that is the end It is not a divine right it is a privilege and if some have an issue with this then I am sorry but I like you I do have the right to have whom I like where I think they should go
Worst Christmas
This has been the worst Christmas season ever it all started when i got back to Hawaii from visiting family in Ohio my rent was due almost 3k and i had it all on my way to get it turned into a money order i was robbed of it all. then the rental place told me that they could postpone me owing it to them for 24 hours i was like how can i get 3k in a day if i don't have it? they didn't care. then i had to overdraw my account to survive for the week and my parents cards didn't get here in time so i have no money to do anything today for Christmas and i feel like i let everyone down.
My First Blog
i figured i would just start my blogs off by thanking all of you for making me feel so welcome here on fubar. you are all so sweet and i look forward to getting to know everyone :)
I hate feeling like everything i do isn't good enough. Like things should b better than they were b4. Sometimes the slightest things will set me off like a ticking time bomb n i'm going 2 explode. I just wanna scream out at the top of my lungs "FUCK U"!!! Bury myself under a huge pile of blankets n never come out. I wish there was a way that i could make all pain vanish, but we all know thats impossible. I know i'm not perfect, n in fact, nobody is...we all make mistakes n sometimes we learn from them....I try not 2 fail at the things that r important, but i trip n fall right over them alot, i just pick myself up n try again. Eventually i will stop tripping. Everyday i wake up i think 2 myself, "is something wrong"? i dunno, its just a feeling n usually my feelings r right. I just never find out until l8r on. I hate these feelings. Life is what u make of it so make it right.
The Unknown
I walk into the unknown not afraid of the darkness I stumble slightly along the way yet i keep moving forward. I bump into you along the way You offer me your hand I shake my head and push away I keep moving forward I walked into the darkness for years without anyone beside me And now it seems I've hit a wall And I can't seem to find my way out. All I wanted was to make my own way through to vast unknown and now I've stumbled once too many and i'm stuck here alone but i'm not sure I want a hand to help me find my way so i'll just sit in this place and take a little rest until i find the strength again to move along my path.
All My Orgasms
Poem For Soldiers In War And At Home
you can copy this poem only to share, but please do not take credit for my work. _____________________________________________ Often The thoughts of those who stand eye to eye with us will seldom shed their hardened skins and let us in the things those men and women have been through will suffice with each tear shed for the things they have seen and heard in battle they will seldom reach out for shelter among loved ones they just couldn't understand what had been seen from the soldier's eyes true, life will carry on but not anywhere near as where it was before battle often thinking why they should be there when their families want them safe often praying that they can return home safe to their families and friends and often wishing that the cries of their ghosts will stop with the next nightmare for many peace shall never come, but they will overcome the restless nights though they may never forget what has occurred in their lives in the fight they often pray for forgiveness of what
Another Christmas Ruined By A Drunk Driver...
It is with a saddened heart that I write this. I have always been against drunk driving and now it hits even closer to home.My Brother-In-Law Rene Herrera was walking with a girl he met at 12:05 A.M. AZ time on Christmas Morning just a couple of blocks from the street we live on and a drunk driver ran up on the sidewalk and ran over his whole body. He spent Christmas getting surgeries and is now in recovery in Trauma ICU. Both his legs were broken, his left ankle and knee shattered , his back was broken, most of his ribs were broken, he suffered external head and facial injuries. Luckily the doctors found no internal injuries so far.Another family's Christmas ruined and torn apart by a careless, selfish Drunk Driver. In this case the driver is 45 year-old victor lopez (all in lower case to show the disrespect he showed to all those he endangered by his decision to get behind the wheel while intoxicated) He has been arrested but my Brother-In-Law will have to go through more surgeries
Stood Up At Own Fu Wedding
damn it sucks..i was to get fu married but he isn't i got stood up at the fu does that work? but its ok just means that i wont be getting fu married on here EVER again i am kinda sad but at the same time a bit mad
From Countless Pieces
From countless pieces I gotta glue together What I am It's the end of a thousand lullabies I'm doing the best I can If it's just a prayer I can't pretend like I used to do To keep myself from you Words mean less than they did before It's either all our crimes Or just the changing times These things leave me wanting more Then I realize From countless pieces I gotta glue together What I am It's the end of a thousand lullabies
Just In.......
Saw this in a blast....and really tickled me.....LMAO Build a man a fire, and he'll be warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life.
Tweetyjinxin Has Auto-11's!!! (repost)
imikimi - Customize Your World TweetyJinxin Has Auto-11's! Auto-11's Start At 4PM EST On Friday, December 26. Come Help Get Her Back To The Level She Was At Before Her Profile Got Deleted! While You Are There... F/A/R & Bling Her. She Loves New Friends And Bling! If You Don't Already Have Her As a Friend... Then You Are Truly Missing Out! TweetyJinxin~SECRETARY of the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~and PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUA@ fubar This Pimpout Bulletin Has Been Brought To You By : ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ~@ fubar (repost of original by '~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ~' on '2008-12-26 11:53:27')
Another Visit To The Hospital Today.
Well I called my doc on Wed to let him know that the Xanax wasn't doing what it was suppose to. So he had me come back in. And he said that I had H. Pylori. Whatever. So he put me on ALOT of mg of antibiotics. So I went to work this mornin and started throwin up blood. So my boss called 911 and had then come get me and take me to the hospital. They said the reason that I was throwing up blood was b/c of a side effect of one of the antibiotics. And he took a blood test also. One of the way's that you can detect H Pylori is by blood test. When my blood test came back today, he said that there was no sign of H Pylori. So now I am back to square one. So what I am goin to do is get another doc and see if they can come up with somethin. So that's the update. I hate hospitals, I hate docs, I hate all this shit. I just wanna go to bed and never get out of it. But anyways. That's it. Hope everyone had a great Christmas, I know I did. Love ya'll Kare

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