Fubar Blog Posts 4

A World Of Nobody's
A child sits alone in the corner, Tears roll down his cheeks. He cannot remember his last meal, Seems like several weeks. A man wanders the dark and dingy streets, No place to call home. He lays his head down to rest, Feeling so all alone. A battered woman, all by herself, Nothing left, but to cry. She refuses to leave, Afraid to even try. Society created these stories, Left in a world of nobody's. Man choosing not to help, Leaves them hungry, cold and bloody. In God's eyes, there aren't any nobody's, Of this you can be sure. Every day is filled with tests, Many hard to endure. Angels watchi

Soaring To Freedom
Snuggled deep within the nest, Not yet time to go. Gaining confidence day by day, Feel the mighty wind blow. Gaining strength with every moment, Bravery is growing strong. Summon up some courage, You know it won't be long. Moving closer to the edge, Now it's time to fly. Jitters deep, within the gut, Calm as time goes by. Finally, soaring to freedom, Home left far behind. Gaze at the surroundings, Many still are blind. Freedom always has a price, Of which you chose to pay. Displays of bravery and desire, There is no other way. Gathering up the fibers, The mighty flag is born. Flying high, up in the sky, Allegiance has been sworn. The sripes have been earned, Of this we can be s

Stolen From Kins
layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists J - Jane's Addiction A - Alice In Chains I - Incubus layer two.- name: Jai- birth date: UNKNOWN- nicknames: J-Baby, J-Bear, Moon - current location: someone else's work computer- eye color: Hazel- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: right- best friend[s]: yeslayer three.- the shoes you wore today: work boots- your perfect pizza: pizza sucks- the last time you cried: Driving to work, still couldnt wake and meh eyes were all waterylayer four.- your best physical feature: her on my arm - most missed memory: If I missed it, how is it a memory?!?layer five.- pepsi or coke: pepsi- mcdonald's or burger king: depends on the happy meal toy...- adidas or nike: ADIDAS- lipton ice tea or nestea: Bud Light- chocolate or vanilla: I AM Vanilla Chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: Frapiolayer six.- curse: wtf?!?- do you sing: I inspired Taylor Swift- take a shower everyday: at least twice- do you think you have been in love: yep- want t

Paranormal Activity
I don't normally feel compelled to blog about the movies I watch, but this one is different. I love scary movies, but alas I hardly ever see a good one anymore - one that is actually SCARY. Paranormal Activity is an exception. It is the first time in many years that I have felt my skin crawl whilst watching a movie, and it is the first time in just as long that I've laid in bed awake a while, feeling uneasy. I don't want to give anything away about the movie, so I'll just say that if you're a fan of the genre then watch this one!

Gitmo Detainees Move To Illnois
Jamie Dupree GTMO to IllinoisBy Jamie Dupree @ December 15, 2009 8:07 PM Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBacks (0)Here is a Presidential memorandum as released by the White House, which orders the acquisition of a prison in Illinois to house terrorist detainees now being held at the Guantanamo Bay Naval Base in Cuba. After reading this - what do you think of the move? Will it matter? Why is it a mistake? Or why is it the right move? THE WHITE HOUSE Office of the Press Secretary For Immediate Release December 15, 2009 December 15, 2009 MEMORANDUM FOR THE SECRETARY OF DEFENSE THE ATTORNEY GENERAL SUBJECT: Directing Certain Actions with Respect to Acquisition and Use of Thomson Correctional Center to Facilitate Closure of Detention Facilities at Guantanamo Bay Naval Base By the authority vested in me as President and as Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States by the Constitution and the laws of the United States of America, including the Authorization

The Whisper Of An Angel~by Jd
We are all racing to finda purpose, Would could deny that we are all prone to deny our undertakings? Somehow standing inbetween where i never thought i would be, Intersecting with this path i've road till now and the next chapter is slowly beginning. Taking charge only to realize we have yet to set a destination, No mind to me maybe life could use some curiousity to lessen the afterglows touch. Maybe in life we are to be ever changing and attachments only exist if its real, Here we are wasting precious energy on the things we only wish we could ever hold. Maybe i cannot alow my self to sit back and watch time twist and mold the outcome, I've always been head first but i slowed down learned patience and now i see i must get this moving along. Right back to the point, Feeling so flustered, So how could i pass up the one oppurtunity to feel what its like to be alive, The energy seems to rip through my body and disburst from each and everyone of my seams, Scream infedeli

The Walk (i Hope You Don't Mind)
Possibly the most soul-cleansingly honest thing I've ever written... (without swearing anyway :p) Trapped in thoughts overwhelming as I reach out skyward for youLost, left longing for something more than an after-dream of twoAnd as I descend into the quiet spaces I hide so deep inside of meI get so tangled up on my tongue, can you teach me how to breathe?Everything's so serious, I play games with the dawnCompletely enmeshed in bottomless pools from beyondAnd as I try so hard to adapt myself to be who I am, I findThat perhaps I'm closer than ever to what I thought behindMy eyes see nothing real, only what I tell myself must beAnd is it just me, or is it getting hard to feel anything?Trapped in thoughts overwhelming as I face the days without youLost, desperately searching for all those right things to doAnd I as I fail yet again, I find I have no choices left to meI get so tangled up on my tongue, I think I forgot how to breatheEvery mistake is a nightmare, creeping quietly in th

Spelunking Through Life
Okay, so I caved in this year. Twice. I wanted to try skipping Christmas but my son is a bit too young still to fully get why we'd do it, he would only see himself as missing out and me being the worst dad so... We're having Christmas. The second cave-in is what I got him this year. I've prided myself on the fact that my girls never once had a brain-sucking console game of any type, and neither has the boy. His games are more involved and require reading instructions, which has clearly helped him to his position as the most advanced student in his grade at school. This year he's getting an Xbox 360. I found it on craigslist for $150, mint condition (The guy played it once to make sure it worked), Xbox 360 Pro with 20GB hard drive. I'm going to be scouting out game titles between now and the 25th, which I might add has nothing to do with the birth of Christ.

Stupid Encounter #32 (please Read Botto To Top Its A Sb)
twisted dr...: you haven't added as a friend twisted dr...: ok thanks sweety i add you to my family so i can find you again To twisted dr...: kk well have a great nap and I hope your teeth well gums feel better you can always try garlic it nums the pain twisted dr...: ok sweety when you on next time i am about to lay down and take a nap after take two vicanden To twisted dr...: well if live is better you would want to get to know me you know be a friend not a stranger twisted dr...: live is better To twisted dr...: 974 pics... go look i even got animated ones of me twisted dr...: no only thing i wanted was to see your face To twisted dr...: well if you dont have time to get to know me i guess yopu were just trying to get in my pants like most statistics twisted dr...: ok sorry i asked To twisted dr...: No I don't know you at all and you dont know me twisted dr...: thought you know me a lil To twisted dr...: I do but the webcams onlly for my hubby and he dosent like it when

Life Time To Dance
It doesn't matter the time of the year nor the challenge of facing your worst fear There won't be any doubt of where I stand as time will pass with me holding your hand It doesn't make any difference what your yesterday has brought that is if your truly in it for a genuine love you've sought As that is all I have ever wanted to share and I am certain no over love can compare I say this with confidence cause with each passing day there will be the evidence of loves display Along with all the small things that make a relationship go everyday will have all of my hearts desires endless flow A ocean of unequivocal abundance from which you help feed there will be no doubt I will take the lead Showering your physical and mental beauty never tiring from this endless decree It doesn't matter if we have met yet to even till this date in time as we still be able to endure this heavenly climb Where we can endure in the beauty of holding one another radiance knowing that from this moment on w

Lol
!!!!WARNING!!!!!! Fubar will automatically scan your brain through your monitor. To block, go to Kitchen Cabinets Upper Right Drawer then REMOVE box that says "Aluminum Foil." Wrap all remaining foil around your head. Fubar kept this one quiet, Copy and paste into your status to warn all friends

*swoons*
HE WAS HERE!!!! God so many people swore it would not happen but it did! Damnit I laid in his arms, laid my head on his shoulder, felt his breath on my skin and had dinner in bed with him!!! Mister was actually in my arms! *screams* IT WAS AMAZING! Screw the haters who said it wouldn't happen and I was stupid. Fubar may be incredibly stupid as of late, but it brought me my Michael. I'm going to marry that man and have tons of babies! He IS everything he says and more. He met the children, and they loved him. He dealt with my insane schedule, he confirmed I am HIS Princess. Life could not be better. To fly half way around the world, literally, just to spend time with me said a lot. Thank god for Tiff (DGAF) during my spastic moments thinking I would cbreak down. Thank you Tiff, I appreciate you. Mister, you're my dream come true, we'll make this all work. I love you. I'm off to go finish soaking it all in!!!!!!!

12-18-09
Dear Diary, Well Christmas is almost here. I'm ok, doing well. Hair is growing back. Vomiting less. Trying to spend time outside and reading. Leave some good book recomendations here. Highly considering going Vegan. But steak over charcoal tastes soooooo good! I hope all my friends are well! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Once Again ... Shameless Self Promotion!!!
here I go again .... My fu-bday is right around the corner ... 12/27 and I know I am KING!!! and it's great to be the King!!! But I want to be a GOD!!!!!! 1.7mil points away from being a GODDESS!!!! **ok shameless self promotion is over ... back to what you were doing**

If Tomorrow Never Comes!!
A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto accident. She was very well liked, so the office shut down for her funeral and it was on the news and so on. On the day the workers came back to work, they found this poem in their e-mail that the deceased woman had sent on Friday before she left for home. "If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't wan

~christmas ~
I want to let go and enjoy the Christmas Spirit. I want to feel it, aborb me like alcohol. Yet the grief of losing you engulfs me like fire to a flame. I feel you as the wind touch's my face. Your memory consumes me, taking my thoughts to another time and place.

For My Dearest Friend ~taadaaa~..i Love You~
WE HAVE A SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP, AND I DONT KNOW HOW IT GOT ITS START. I DONT KNOW WHEN IT HAPPEN, BUT ITS WARMTH DWELLS WITHIN MY HEART. IT ARRIVED ALONG WITH HAPPINESS THAT GIVES MY SOUL A LIFT, AND I'M CONVINCED THAT YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS A PRECIOUS GIFT! I,V SEARCHED HIGH AND LOW FOR A PRECIOUS GEM. LIKE YOU YOU CARRY ME AT MY HIGH'S AND LOWS THAT MAKES MY HEART AND FACE GLOW. MY SEARCH IS OVER, FOREVER.. WITH ALL I HAVE I'LL ALLWAYS LOVE YOU AND WHAT WE HAVE. JERSEY XOXOX

"duh"....e-mail
"DUH" I had a blonde woman walk up to me the other day when i was on my computer, and she said: "I don't undrestand all this computer stuff" and i asked her "What do you not understand"? she say's, "Well every one i see that get's a e-mail they read and respond by that re; re; stuff on the same message". and i said "so whats the problem with that"? and she asked' "well why don't you guy's just start a new message to answer the mail wouldn't that be easier to read"? i replied to her, "were doing are part to help the earth". and she goes," what's that"? i told her ,"We are saving paper". she gives me a hug and say's "That is so cool". "DUH"

To Put Confusion Straight
Ok There are some people on here who are confused at the moment i am currently at home but on 25-12-09 or 12-25-09 night time on a train called the XPT i will be leaving Sydney to go toMelbourne arrive in Melbourne on Boxing Day Morning Boxing Day is a public holiday in australia then i get on a 2nd train from Melbourne To Ballarat for Christmas Holidays until about the 11-01-10 or 01-11 or possibly 01-25-10 or 25-01-2010 to see my brother and my new sister in law and my new neices and my aunt and uncle and my cousins and my 2nd cousins and my sister and her boyfriend for christmas and the new year which will be fun i hope this clears up any confusion people from BRUCE ps it's official i willl be away for 4 weeks people until the 25-1-2010 or 1-25-2010

Randomness....ugh Ye
So I think about alot of things that I won't post here :P Sorry you'll have to use your imagination. If you know me that shouldn't be difficult :P Holiday shopping *ugh* ye I still need to do some of that..no idea what to get some of the people on my list. Open for ideas though..please be creative if you suggest anything! Last week was rather interesting I must say :) Woke up this morn from a really great dream wish I could go back to sleep and let it continue.. This week is going to be dull until the kids open pressies .. Fuck 2 weeks without school!! I'm so gonna be bored off my ass So like how are you fu fu's today?

Just Because
Do you know what you got? really? I have been told by a certain few,that I have had it made,then,threw it all away. No disrespect to them,and,I do love,and appreciate their input,and friendship. But,I really hope that you know what you have got. Whether it be kids,family,worldly possesions...etc...I hope,for all,that this is the merriest of Christmas's,and hearts out there to those that have loved and lost this time of year. I appear to be going through a major loss of my own at this time of year,and will struggle to always have a happy heart,God knows,I am the biggest kid when it comes time for the holidays. OK...enough rambling,I wanna give shout outs,and thank-yous for the real folk,I have found here at Fubar. Starshine,and Peace and all that! You are the greatest!! Carolina Girl.thank-you for somehow always being there...Little Italian Nymph,so very glad to have met your aquaintenence,damn,now can't spell. Paula G. and all at Dangereous Curves,I love ya! Kitty,maybe one day back i

Another Day In Hell Over With
Kinda wonder wtf is wrong with people sometimes... stabbings, OD's, assaults, suicides... after being snowed in for two days this is what people do with their time? Dumbasses. At least it keeps me in a job.

Men's Honesty
One day, while a woodcutter was cutting a branch of a tree above a river, his axe fell into the river. When he cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The woodcutter replied that his axe has fallen into water, and he needed the axe to make his living.

Im A Sexy Bitch
So I've been scrolling thru fubar lately and noticed a bunch of girls who get all these rates and massive amounts of guys hitting on them from what i can tell....and they nasty lol. I'm no Brad Pitt let me tell ya and my pics dont do me justice but wtf.....im a sexy bitch lol.....if i saw most of these people in real life id be like ew lol. I think i need to come out of my shell a little bit more and stop thinking im gross. Because like i said, im a sexy bitch.

Wow, I Missed A Few Things
Today is Yule ... Winter Soltice, also known as the shortest day of the year. May this day bring you more than you wish, while blessing you and your household. For now is the time of death, till Spring where we will celebrate in new birth. Blessings to you this season.

Stupid Encounter #33(please Read Botto To Top Its A Sb) Long And Hilarious!
To ems1160: ok well ty for screwing me over and lying to me! Have a nice day and ty for your ip! To ems1160: are you there To ems1160: next To ems1160: umm their eyes ems1160: where would you bite To ems1160: yeah id rip their eyes out... ems1160: would you bite in a self defense situation To ems1160: id say im married and walk away... next ems1160: question 1 you see a totally naked guy tied over a wooden horse with a sign saying "paddle his bare ass 10 times" what would you do To ems1160: i dont know can you even define bling pack? ems1160: 5 then bling then 5 more ok? ems1160: questions start now ok? ems1160: 5 questions then ill send deal To ems1160: I wopnt screw you Im the founder of ARK ems1160: to make it fare you answer 5 then ill send then you answer the next 5 this way no one gets screwed To ems1160: send me a 25 crt bling pack and you got a deal ems1160: do we have a deal? ems1160: no more than 10 To ems1160: How many questions are there? ems1160: promise

Did Ya Ever Have One Of Those Days Damn
it started at 12am i woke up and culdent get back to sleep...Why am I awake? I hate TV. Why will my mind not shut off? UGH I hate being sick. I hate being medicated. I hate feeling weak and vulnerable. I really hope a crack head doesn't try to break in here, I just don't have the fight in me today... Sheesh. damn i got up this morning at 6 am and found my water shut off lol and i just paid the bill damn was i mad so i called the water company....and i got the damn machaine telling me ....Your estimated wait time is....15 MINUTES...hell more like an hour or more sheesh...Seriously folks. 15 minutes to wait on hold? You've got to be kidding me. I do not understand why some things must still be done via phone. We've come so far, but still have so far to go. :( and when i do get them on the phone i find out my water wasent cut off and that my pips were froze...damn an hour of walking in a cold basement with a toruch....wait a minit why is my basement cold ...damn furnace is down....call t

Note 2 Last Blog
I was pushing over 200lbs and in a size 16 I'm now sitting at 130lbs an in a size 4, that scares the shit out of me sometimes cause looking back and seeing that person I once was (YEAH) it makes u think alot & let me just say that the way I lost it wasn't no fun....It's as if I had peeled off my skin and the person underneath came through, does that make sence??

Its Only For You
I used to think that I was alone,Always walking into an empty home,But then came a day soon after I met you,That I could not even forget you,I cant help but think of you everyday,For knowing you helps me find my way,When I come home and sit in my chair,I know soon after yout will be there,Although we are but worlds apart,I keep you held within my heart,Such lovely hair,That radiant smile,The words we have spoken,While after while,I cannot help these feelings I hold,Albeit at times I may seem quite bold,Your unlike so many of those that I've met,Even my actions and thoughts are both different,For when I start talking to everyone I know,It eventually surfaces and they say it shows,I cannot help this pain within me,For you I look at and start to envy,So many things I have done and got burnt,The change I make some said is earnt,I cannot write this so easily you know,For whom it is meant will surely by then know,I code my words and make you think,Even have me a little bit to drink,I want yo

How To Set Your Favorite 100 Bling..
To set your favorite bling.. go to your home page.. go to your blings.. and click on see all This will take you to your bling page Hover over the bling you want to favorite.this will bring up this image. click on add as favorite and click on save. After you have all the bling favorited.. you can click on the link that says "Click to reorder" Then click save.. to save the changes to your favorite bling This will put your bling in the order you want it to appear on your fav bling...To change the order of your favorite bling just repeat the steps above.

Colts♥ X-mas Cheer :]
Pats better watch outBrady better not cryRandy better not poutI'm tellin you whyIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked down... See MoreFreeney's sackin the bestAnd hittin them twiceGettin a second ring is gonna be niceIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked downPeyton'll catch you when you're wheezinHe knows when you're a flakeHe knows who's coverage is bad or goodHe's the best for goodness sakeO! Pats better watch outBrady better not cryRandy stop poutinI'm tellin you whyIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked downIndy's got the Superbowl, Locked down

I Need 10 People To Give Me 1 Million Fubucks So I Can Have The Spotlight Also I Will Place All That Do On My Page For That Day So U Get Rated Too ...
i need 10 people to give me 1 million fubucks so i can have the spotlight also i will place all that do on my page for that day so u get rated too ...

Bubbles
ub full of bubbles and hot steamy water, candle flicker is the only source of light. Sweet scent of vanilla fills the air Already waiting for her in the bath, he extends his hand to welcome he in. She takes it, placing one foot into the waist. Hot, but inviting. She slips into the tub, sitting between his strong legs. He reaches and encircles her waist, pulling her back against him. She feels herself let go, relaxes and leans her head back against his shoulder. He kisses her forehead, her nose, then finally touching his lips to her, sweet soft lips. His hands on hr stomach gently caressing her. She turns her head into his sweet kiss, her hands caressing his legs, and his thighs. Lifting he one arm she gently touches his cheek , as she caresses his tongue with hers. His hands move slowly over her slippery wet skin, cupping her breasts, teasing her hard pink nipples with his thumb and forefinger. She moves a bit against him enjoying the feel of his touch. She places her h

Ol' Dougy Stole Christmas ...... Almost
ow Ol' Dougy Stole Christmas....Almost.T'was the week before Christmas, and all across the nation.Arrow truckers were stranded, they couldn't get home for vacation.They wondered and waited for help to arrive.The Company Chief said its up to themselves to survive.The company lawyer said it was up to them to be handled.After all, Ol' Dougy stole our money and gambled.While in Bentleys and Maseratis Ol' Dougy did drive.Arrows truckers were left stranded, some barely alive.While in private jets, around the country the Pielstickers they flew.All of Arrow's employees were about to be screwed.Three days before Christmas they were out of a job.All the while Ol' Dougy hid from the angry mob.Ol' Dougy he laughed with glee and with cheer.He thought he had made off with Christmas this year.But then something happened that he would never believe.The spirit of America gave the drivers a Christmas reprieve.From around this great nation came calls and came texts.People from all over asked "How can we

Players Dork Family
OMGS!!! JUST LIKE YOUR DAD, BUT AS THEY THE APPLE DOESN'T FALL FAR FROM THE TREE...IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE COMMENTS HAVE THE GUTS ENOUGH NOT TO BLOCK MY ACCOUNT!! DOES YOUR FATHER NOT HAVE THE BALLS TO ANSWER HIS OWN COMMENTS? ARE YOU HIS BABYSITTER BECAUSE HE IS A MAN WHORE IT AND YOU KNOW IT? HE WOULD SLEEP WITH A SNAKE IF SOMEONE HOLD THE SNAKES HEAD, BUT THEN AGAIN LOOKING AT THAT UGLY THING STANDING NEXT TO HIM, I GUESS HE WOULD TAKE THE CHANCE ON BEING BITE..I CAN'T BELIEVE HE ACTS LIKE HE NEVER MET ME.. FYI TALL BEAR YOU COULDN'T EVER IN YOUR LIFE TIME GET NEXT TO ME I DON'T DO MRXICANS YOU FAKE ASS APACHE..MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVE YA!! YOU FAKE ASS PEOPLE

2 Things That Annoy Me Ugly People Making Sexual Passes & The People That Only Have Pics Of Them Like 10 Years Ago Put Up A Damn New Pic! This Song
This song is for all the ugly people that make sexual passes and gross eople out hahaha , its like man if i was turned on not only did u turn me off but its more like a blackout everythings now turned off with in a mile raduis ... hahhahahahhaha or yer also the people that only have pics of them like 5-10 years ago or more some even have 20 years ago!!! plz for the luv of god post at least 1 new pic! its basically the same as being fake if ur pics are over 20 yrs old lol nuff said

Hepatitis C: The Disease No One's Talking About
Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking aboutHepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about http://www.statesmanjournal.com ALAN GUSTAFSON The Statesman Journal The disease is a 'silent epidemic' that is getting little public attention, state official says Ann Shindo takes to task the federal government for failing to confront hepatitis C in Oregon and across the country. "Remember when Reagan didn't say AIDS? That's where we are with hep C," said Shindo, the coordinator of viral hepatitis prevention for the Oregon Department of Human Services. "It's (like) 1988, pal, and no one's talking about hep C. "We have four times as many people nationwide living with hep C as HIV (the virus that causes AIDS) and we have no federal funds and state funds to address this epidemic." The national Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that nearly 2 percent of all Americans, more than 4 million people, are infected with hepatitis C. It kills about 10,000 people per year. Each year, t

Poem
I love you When I became your friend, I never thought it will be like this, it will be so beautiful........I want to talk to you, I want to share with you, I want to see you.......I wait for you, and when you reply, I feel so good. I don't know, how I got attached to youin so small time......I don't know, how you became so special to me, how i think of you so much, but i do, and i love this feeling, I love to be your friend.......It must be the luckiest day of my life, when i saw you here....And i promise you, I will be there for you, when you need me, and even when you don't......I will be there, to take care of you, to listen to you, to make sure, that you are happy........May our relationship lasts forever, till the end.......Please remember I will love you to the end of time.

First It Was Durham And Then Jasmine ....
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? HAHAHA, NopeWere involved in something you'll never forget?Yes!!!Tripped over a coffee table?don't have oneDyed your hair?I'm best friends with Miss ClarolCame close to losing your life?haha, I20 is crazy Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?No 2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Yes a fewDid you hate anyone?No, even though I want to Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Just one ... wishing I could have been there for my best friend during a time when she needed someone (even though she will NEVER admit to it) 2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?NewpDid you get any presents?Newp 2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?YesDid you change your style?Some but not reallyWere you in school?Getting my grant situatedDid you get good grades? Did you drive?I supposeDid you own a car?Yes, I still do ... Title is in my nameDid anyone

Project 40+: Mature & Sexy
I have been included in the publishing of this two book project! I was fortunate enough to have been invited by the editor to submit photographs earlier this year, and it gave me the opportunity to work with several beautiful women over the age of 40. This was a fantastic project, showcasing the beauty and sexuality of mature women, and I'm very honored at having been asked to participate! I have four photographs in one book, and three photographs in the other. The books have sample pages available for viewing, and may also be purchased at the following links... Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2a) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112613 Project 40+: Mature & Sexy (Book 2b) http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/1112799

Embers And Ashes, The Heart Thats Set To Flames~by Jd
What it all comes down to, We are only capable of proving our worth to one. As much as you contemplate the possibilities, Stuck against the wall and no you've no place to run. Everything you never wanted to involved in, An that once in a life time chance to have everything you need. Breath becomes hard to grasp and now its bound to break down, Another sleepless night becomes my obilivion, Silent violins my only friend. I know exactly what i am doing, But im caught up once again, Not willing to speak up and speak out, Yet not willing to surrender my head begins to spin. Taking what i've known for so long, Then embracing the overwhelming feeling of what could be, I am dying inside because choices are easy but the push forward is what troubles me. Just what did i expect to come from this, Eventually i always crash and burn into the wall, This will be the moment of truth, Either you'll make up your mind or lose it all. Over and over im running blind into the headligh

12/28/2009
Revelation 12http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+12&language=english&version=31 Revelation 13http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+13&language=english&version=31 Revelation 14http://mobile.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Rev+14&language=english&version=31 http://BiblePlan.org/3/niv/ Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.

Ok This Is The Lamest Thing I Ever Had A Guy Say To Me On Fubar Lol Holysh!t
what the helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll is wrong with people............... To ems1160: are u effin seriuos get a fucking life ems1160: well ems1160: suppose you are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do?

Just A Random Survey
Dare you to tell me the last place you got kissed? parking lot at work How do you feel right now? indifferent When was the last time you were upset? pretty much right now Will you talk to the person you like tonight? I don't like anyone right now What was the first thing you did this morning? woke up, duh. What is the song you are listening to? I'm not listening to music Do you have plans for tonight? "tonight" is over with. lol Who are you most likely to be frustrated with? usually my mom. Do you like reading? Yes. Do I do it often? No. I have trouble with reading comprehension, so reading usually frustrates me. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? Occasionally. Is there anything stressing you out currently? um, life. Do you need to talk to someone right now? Ned? No. Want? YES! How late did you stay up last night and why? hmm about 3:30am What did you do last night? I don't even remember. How is your day so far? Not t

Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan Rip
Avenged Sevenfold drummer Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan was found dead at his home in Huntington Beach, California, yesterday. He was 28. Preliminary police reports indicate Sullivan died of natural causes, but the Orange County Coroner’s Office is investigating his death,(kinda werid how everyone young is dying of natural causes isnt it? makes me wonder if something else is really going on ....

Beautiful Words....
Vivi con passione~Ridi di cuore~Ama profondamente (live with passion~laugh out loud~love deeply) Vieni qui e baciami (come here and kiss me) Voglio fara l'amore con te (I wanna make love to you) Sono dipendente dei tuoi baci (Im addicted to your kisses) Ti adoro (I adore you) xoxox Sheri

I'm Honestly About Done With The Fu.
I'm sick and fucking tired of, day in and day out, getting messages from assholes I don't even know asking me to be their fucking "sub". One, I don't fucking sub, so go suck a cock. Two, I'm not a whore. I don't want to see your dick, i don't want to get you off, I've got a boyfriend who (if all goes right) I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I have no interest in you. I'm not here to hook up, I'm not here to show off my pussy and get attention, I'm here because I like to have people to talk to. And, I know, I don't actively talk to most of my friends on here but that's because I'm shy as hell (and most people only add me because they want something to wank to). If I don't reply, it's because I'm honestly shy. You should see me in real life... I sit in a corner and make myself invisible around people. But without social networking sites, being holed up here during the pregnancy'd be boring as hell. Talk to me about gaming, or about writing, or things like that. If I don't know

What Would You Say?
Ok- so since I'm down south visiting my family during Winter Break, I caught up with one of my Ex's who is going through quite possibly the most rediculous thing ever, I don't know who does shit like this, and I was so completely thrown by the situation I didn't even know what to say... It goes like this. About 2 months ago, he broke up with his girlfriend/fiancee (depending on the day I guess) and was single for about I dont know 23 minutes or something like that, so anyway, he started talking to this girl, who was MEGA younger than her (9 year difference, shes 20), shes also in College out of State and back in Louisiana during holidays/breaks.. and life was perfect for both of them, when they started talking she was still up North but was due down in a few weeks, well anyway.. He drove all the way out of state (about 1000 miles) to go visit her for thanksgiving, because she wasnt with her family, and everything went great; a few minor hitches, but nothing serious.. he

*sighs*
I don't know where to start. My head is spinning. I need my best friend. I really need my mom. I need him to step up. I need excedrin for this headache. I'm out out tissues :( I want people to stop trying to make my decisions. I probably need sleep, it's been over 48 hrs. I need the doctor to be more precise. He was supposed to be my Johnny and I his Linda. I need to stop watching his movie..sighs.

No Title Yet
hiding in my thoughts wandering lost in your dreams can't help but feel like im hanging by a string holding my breath in the hopes nothing is real holding back pent up screams til my lungs feel like they will bust at the seams some days feel like they will never end others feel like they cant even begin dark and dreary seems like the only way i wish my mind would stop and stay in place feeling lost is a close hateful friend hoping ill be found in my wanderings time to stop thinking and go on instinct wishing it would all end I'm lost on my path hoping to find my way

My Littlest Fey
She goes to where the sun always shinesWhere gentle breezes help to ease her mindshe goes to where the dwarves don't darewhere the elven music's every whereShe dances with the gnomes in her sleepWith lillies and dandilions at her feetShe goes to where the dragons flythat do fire shows to see the gleam in her eyesShe plays in medows always bright with all the faye at her sideThe Elves they play to her hearts delightThe brownies keep her smiling all nightThe moon it shines on her body brightBut the sun keeps her mind happy all night

To Live, To Die, To Love
Oh if only one could live in the world with it's bitterness towards everyone To love would mean tearing down what was shielded from the bitterness Dying would be worth the pain that love would overcome But would you go on living with the shame should bitterness win the game?

Broken Heart...
A BEAUTIFUL GIRL WITH PRETTY EYES, A HIDDEN WORLD OF HURT AND LIES SHE SITS ON HER BED AND CRIES IT'S HARD FOR HER TO REALIZE THAT LIFE ISNT ALL WEAK IN THE KNEES AN BUTTERFLIES... =) "WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL"

Ticker'll Be There Until January 1 Early So...
if anyone sees my ticker message please tell me. No need to capture it, I'll do that if I see it, can't pay you appropriately if you do (unless you'll accept a salute or somesuch); but it's supposedly been on since 6am until 6am tomorrow the 1st and I haven't seen head, tail or antenna (pardon a borrowed and pointless joke) of it. It bugs me, a little. Ah well. Anyway, next ticker, if there is one, I'm going to have to write so it's more effective.

Happy New Year 2010!!!
another year has come and gonemany things have changed,some friends have come and gonesome have found the love of their lifesome have lost that someone specialthe news hasnt changed since 9/11cops have gotten shot, lives lost becauseit seems like no one really cares anymoreHope the New Year 2010 brings betterthan the past year has. that this new yearpeople can love one another. be kind to one another. show each other that even thoughtimes are hard. that we all still can make itjust as those that have passed before us did.it was hard a 100 years ago.. but we all strive to survive and we always do. so today Give someonea hug or even a smile.. say something nice to one of your fubar friends or make new friends.. show each other that someone does care.Have a great New Year!Peace!!

New Year Resolutions
k so, it is the morning of 2010 and I have been thinking about how I could possibly make my life better in 2010. It's not like anyone keeps these Resolutions and they do them thru out the year..Well, I never met anyone who has completed their list anyways. I usually mentally make a list then totally forget I even had one. So to remind me I shall make me a list, 1. Spend more time at home focusing on MYSELF and not everyone else. 2. Pay more attention to my wants and needs during 2010 3. Be with my family a little bit more. 4. Maybe stop smoking (yes I said maybe because it is a hard task to accomplish) 5. Stop spending so much time and money on fubar. Since it's morning I can't think of too much more but, Im sure something else will pop into my head and I will repost it later on when I think of it. Here's to a great 2010 and high hopes that it doesn't totally suck like 2009

*behind Your Smile*
*Behind your smile* Your smile makes my heart beat fast It makes me stronger to face the difficulties in life Your smile brings you near to me and keeps me warm But behind this unchanging face and sweet smile of you Is a sorrow and a bitter memories of your life Amid a crowd of temptation and tears of unforgiven false A life unprofaned by tears,crashed a poisoned vine unto thine lovable face Murmur of bitterness behind all sweetness Oh my dear! I will praised thee in Heaven And sing you a sweet song And all your sorrow will be vanished And behind your smile is an ending glow of light: written by:R.W.

Just Like New Years
I'm certain the day will be enchanted with an array of exquisite sensuality my heart jumps with excitement with a simple glance of your beautyAs the butterflies flutter around in my stomach with anticipation my mind wonders of how I can shower her with admiration Walking to knock on her door I've never felt like this beforememories to be made are boldly ready to endureMy soul feels complete with her inviting embrace and I'm certain my heart joy is easily found on my face It doesn't take 3 licks to get to the center of a tootsie Pop and I've been waiting for this moment her curiosity ceased to drop Plenty of situations coming around the corner bearing endearments pleasuring desires and tickling fancies unknown to her own hearts commandments My name is unknown to her today but utters out of lips tomorrow as I await to take away any thoughts of sorrow Where we go from this side of the rainbow is a journey a genuine heart finds waiting to sow

A New Year's Message
This has been an interesting year with the economic whirlwind with people trying to hang into their jobs and keep their finances afloat. I had the enduring task of many physical therapy sessions resulting from a car hitting me last Thanksgiving while yielding to oncoming emerging emergency vehicles off Loop 360. Was in the physical and water therapy until October and will begin again as soon as the months warm up to get into the pool again. Hopefully, it will warm up soon. While I it was a challenge to do during the day and work on the overnight shifts at night, I am grateful that my range of arm movement is beginning to slowly come back around (estimation is for another year to be fully recovered).I am so grateful for family and friends who kept encouraging me throughout the year. Some may never realize how much they were encouraging me, but they were; some were giving me so much encouragement throughout the year that I feel that I can do nothing enough to repay them, but I really app

I Quiver
I want to smell your scent As it linger's on the pillow and remember how you looked at me only hours before and I quiver.... I close my eyes and smile For I am grateful that we share such unbridled lust that cast's out the demons of the day your hands caress my body as soft as a whisper Eyes that hold mine with such ease my breath's tempo rises then halts in anticipation of your touch Lips seek to claim my own and the fit is perfection as if they are the only one's that would Lost in an aura that removes me from reality the heat of our love fills the air with it's own dance as we move in sync as one...and I quiver my lips whisper words of love that are caught between your lips and become an echo of content.......and I quiver fire in my body consume's me as I give myself to you and it's as if each time with you is the first time renewing our promise of a life time as our eyes never falter from eachother'

Let Me Touch You
Let me touch you.... tenderly, passionately until cold turns to heat blended breath and bodies transcend the distance and you feel alive again Let me hold you .... uncover secret desires in thoughts and dreams just close enough and long enough for you to feel loved I am here, never too far as close as your thought or a soft sigh of loneliness let me hold you against the beating of my heart when you feel hopelessI hold faith for both of us, Let me see you plainly beneath your stoic mask let me see the reality of such beauty and pain where even the night cannot dim the fire in your eyes I want to know the secret places of your mind and your body let me hold you even if only in a dream let me kiss away the fearsthat cloud your sad eyes and render you faithless So much more than my curiosity your scent drifts across miles

Returning...
Just playing around and thought I would see if I could get back into the creative swing of things. Needs a lot of work, but I will tweak and finish another time. She walks in the front door, drops the stack of mail on the table in the foyer and proceeds through the main entryway. Each step announces her presence, her echoing clicks sounding as she strides across the marble. She steps into the powder room, locking the door behind her, and unbuttons her blouse slowly and lets it fall into a soft pile at her feet. She looks at the woman staring back at her in the mirror and makes a checklist. Hair, good, she saw to that before she left. Makeup, a slight smudge under her eye that she tends to with some saliva and her thumb. Earrings, earring! She quickly pulls off the abandoned twin and drops it in the toilet. No need to have that laying about enticing questions. Her gaze became transfixed father down, the stinging red burns of the rope seemed to have been melded into her skin under a

For You
Bury all your secrets in my skin, Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins, The air around me still feels like a cage, And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... So if you love me, Let me go, And run away before I know, My heart is just to dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there, Deliver me into my fate- if I'm alone I cannot hate, I don't deserve to have you... My smile was taken long ago/if I can change I hope I never know, I still press your letters to my lips, And charish them in parts of me that savor every kiss, I couldnt face a life without your light, But all of that was ripped apart... when you refuse to fight, So save your breath. I will not hear. I think I made it very clear, You couldnt hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you wern't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a saint... My own was banished long ago/it took the death of hope to let you go,

Make Me Plead
dont look at me like that it turns me on with those demanding eyes you undress me are you my lover or a great fantsy no words are spoken no regret or mistakes you take off my shirt and bring it over my head you gently run ur hands down my back slowly reaching my waiste u grabb me up and undress the rest you leave on my black thong you touch there and fuel my burn you grabb my tender swallon breast you suck on my nipple i kiss your neck u gently take off my panties reveling my wet bud you grabb my ass and lift me up you bring me to the bed naked and nude you dont touch me at all but your eyes are glued demanding me to touch myself to fell what you can do its so warm and slippery you grabb my hand and pull out your cock you shove it in its so good it sin you fill me up and take it back again harder and faster oh im getting so weak i feel it coming im going to scream as i come u whistper in my ear the first sweet words ive heard in over 2 years y

What Are Your Thoughts On This H.l. Mencken Quote About Life Without Sex?
Life without sex might be safer but it would be unbearably dull. It is the sex instinct which makes women seem beautiful, which they are once in a blue moon, and men seem wise and brave, which they never are at all. Throttle it, denaturalize it, take it away, and human existence would be reduced to the prosaic, laborious, boresome, imbecile level of life in an anthill. ~Henry Louis Mencken

Why?
I have a few things I'd like to ask. First, I'll give you a little background as to why I am writing this. I went to McDonalds a couple days ago for dinner. I get that it is dinner time and that there is such a thing as a dinner rush (typically between the hours of 5 and 7) But should it really take 15-20 minutes for 10 cheeseburgers, two value meals, a chicken sandwich and fries? (feeding 13 people) The most infuriating part of all this is that there were 5...1234 5 people working in the grill area, not counting the people working fries. When I worked at McDonalds some 20 years ago, for 1 we didn't have the advances they have today, for another I could work the grill by myself and not have the time problem these kids today seem to have. Give me 10 minutes and I can have you 2 dozen regular cheeseburgers and a dozen quarter pounders from frozen to wrapped, with time to spare, and with special order condiments included. While I'm on the subject, when I worked there if our hair (men)

Bill Gates
This should be posted in every school!Love him or hate him , he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world doesn't care about your self-esteem.. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's not your parent

Have You Ever.....
have you ever felt so happy one minute ?? then when u think everything is heavenly you learn the hard way nothing and no one is how it seems. well its ture all that glitters aint gold lol, nothing is what it seems anymore when faith and honor once ment something is dead and gone. so as the hours of our lives pass we end up learning more . some are let downs and some are perks but no matter what anyone says........ DNT BELEIVE IT WHEN THEY SAY ITS OK

The One Thing We All Crave
why are we compelled to love?what is it about this most dangerous of emotions that attracts each and every one of us?why do we long to feel the emotions?why do we expose ourselves to the heartache of rejection?why do we allow ourselves to be drawn into a situation that could tear us apart?why do we crave the feeling that love brings?are these feelings and emotions worth the potential risk?the risk of being drawn into a warm sense of belonging only to be pushed out into the cold of loneliness.is the feeling of being loved worth the pain of being hurt?the feelings of foolishness, of self doubt.the feelings of worthlessness and the pain of sorrow.there are so many types of love, the love of a partner, the love of a child, the unconditional love of a parent, the love shared between friends, the love of a possession or the love of a pet.it can be the most wondrous feeling in the world to be loved, and the most painful too.we all search for love in one way or another, but who knows if the lo

Comments I Hate.... Js.... What Comments Do U Hate?
I cant stand being called sexy ....I cant stand people making sexual commentsi cant stand people acting like they know me when they dont ...i cant stand being told shit that you comment the same to everyonei cant stand when people dont pay attentioni cant stand html comments so not personal..Js....what comments do u hate?

My Man Is An Original!
A romantic candle lit bath....and these were some of the words that I'll share....So he says.....it's kind of weird to think that 30 years ago we took baths together which makes this really appropriate....to which I said huh?.....then he popped the ring out of the water and said "Angie will you marry me?" We both cried and of course I said yes. It's like a dream. I've loved this man my whole life. I've never enjoyed taking care of someone so much. I've never been so well taken care of, so loved, so complete. I love you so much, Jason. Thank you for giving me my fairy tale proposal. Any other way couldn't have competed with that.

You......
You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will remain unrealised and that all your hopes and dreams come true

Japanese Sink The Adi Gil
Famed Catamaran is sinking in the Southern Ocean Six crewmembers Rescued by the Sea Shepherd Ship Bob Barker In an unprovoked attack captured on film, the Japanese security ship Shonan Maru No. 2 deliberately rammed and caused catastrophic damage to the Sea Shepherd catamaran Ady Gil. Six crew crewmembers, four from New Zealand, one from Australia, and one from the Netherlands were immediately rescued by the crew of the Sea Shepherd ship Bob Barker. None of the crew Ady Gil crew were injured. The Ady Gil is believed to be sinking and chances of salvage are very grim. According to eyewitness Captain Chuck Swift on the Bob Barker, the attack happened while the vessels were dead in the water. The Shonan Maru No. 2 suddenly started up and deliberately rammed the Ady Gil ripping eight feet of the bow of the vessel completely off. According to Captain Swift, the vessel does not look like it will be saved. “The Japanese whalers have now escalated this conflict very violently,”

Death Of The Soul
When the body dies it goes to ground, but my soul has been unbound to wonder this earth still in search, for that completness that dwells inside empty feeling and no emotion may try, to get more out of my soul then a contented sigh death frees the soul to find what is long lost and sought, for me i know no what nor care for death has sent me into a wondering with no fear but what brings with the death of the soul when he can not seek what he needs what brings him to be where must one go to be freei if this must be the limbo i must be in for all days to come to rind the wind alone, till that i am undone

Friends And Friend Requests
Simply, I DO NOT COLLECT FRIENDS. I DO NOT WISH TO BE PART OF YOUR COLLECTION. if you want to be my friend, truly be my friend, id be happy to accept your friend request. i however will not accept your friend request simply to boost your stats and help you level. i do not wish to hear you in my live feed begging for bling and whine because you need a pimp out. honestly, i dont give a fuck. if you enjoy speaking to me, we have common interests, or want to get to know me better... id be happy if you sent me a request. if i receive a blank request from someone that didnt even take the time to read this, chances are it will be denied. presently i have roughly 85 friends. that number will most likely be cut in half within 2 weeks. id rather be a good friend to 50 people on this site and speak with them regularly, than be a typical fu tard and have 1000 friends and dont know 90% of their real names, where they are from, what they do for a living, or any of the other things that friend

Problem Solved.
So I made a MuMM asking if I should call in to work so I can get the extra day to rest. Looks like I don't have to do that. My boss, the one that I say is psycho, just called me and told me that since she knew I was sick yesterday and her brother left a note saying to send someone home at noon, I don't have to come in today. As much as I can't stand her sometimes, I'm starting to think that she's really not all that bad. The last thing she told me was that she hoped I felt better. Now my yountest is sick and I have to take him to the doctor. Everyone here is getting sick. I don't know what's going around, but I hope it goes away soon! I really want to be able to see John this weekend. On top of everyone getting sick, we are suppose to be getting snow. They said by the end of the weekend, we'll have close to 6 inches. Ugh.

Not Titled Yet
your burning eyes of hatred seek mine your hands are roughly on my shoulders as you push my back against the wall no, i quietly say to you, no you grin evilly your mouth preys on mine... ravaging my lips as your teeth dig into them your whole body forcing against mine your muscles taunt with excitement at the capture my hands push at your chest half heartedly as already your lust is feeding mine i moan involuntarily as your teeth tear into my neck your fingertips bruising my cleavage... to be continued... maybe

Here
she closed her sore eyes and asked "why am I here?" ... then in the blind distance a voice came through clear he said "I came not to judge or own any of your fears... I came to be the one you need to simply soak up your tears. I'll be gone again soon but at this moment, my dear I am yours... I too am here"

Im Always There/poetry
I'm always there when you close your eyes, No matter how far away heaven seems to be. I'm always there when you reach for me. In the night no matter how empty your bed seems to be. Im always there when the tears blurr your site, No matter how hard it is to see. You say my eyes are like the clear blue waters of the seas. But when you look in to them do you see the choppy waves and dark clouds of, The storm that is brewing inside of me. You help to open up the storm gates hidden deep with in, I release the deep pain and it floods like rain once again. I am always there when the clouds are heavy and dark, No matter how dim. You are there to help them part. You see a delicate heart so full of life, But can you feel how hollow i truly feel. Lost in a world to walk alone so shallow I feel so all alone. No matter how grim or how hollow i truly am I am always there even if it is just to reach out my hand. They all say they see a strong gentle me, But is this what they all

Off The Top Of My Head
I've decided to write more....again. Always have feelings that get jumbled up and tangled and don't know how to deal with them sometimes. Usually I am writing about being hurt because when I am happy I am just too busy being happy. So now I am going to write when the mood strikes me. And it may be babbling but I can do that. So I was having a discussion with a friend regarding love. How there are so many different types of love and how people shouldn't be so narrow in thier view of it. Can you love more then one person at a time? Absolutely Can you be in love with more then one person? That was what we were debating. to me in Emotional love is different then love, it's more encompassing and more consuming. I always wanted to know what people thought about it. What do you think? Hmmm maybe I'll post a Mumm?

Fifteen Crosses
Fifteen Crosses by Lisa Teller I had a dream I was kneeling, at fifteen crosses on the hill Not a whisper from the trees, everything was still, I felt a sadness in my heart, an empty kind of pain, Fifteen souls had gone away, only memories remained. I tried to cry out to ease my grief, Lifted my hands to heaven, prayed God's relief. Not a sound or a word, emptiness abounds, My sorrow overcoming, I began to drown. Such bitter suffocation, I wish someone could hear, Why we let this happen , in my dream nothing was clear. I shook my fist to heaven and begged for reasons why, But only silence spoke, offering no reply. No sound came from my lips even as I screamed, I prayed it's just a nightmare, an awful kind of dream. Then I heard a choir of angels beckoning from above. "The world is reaping hatred," "Because the world's not sowing love." "You should embrace each other's differences no matter what they may be," "And enlighten each other with the hope of peace and unity." When the angel

How Smart Is Your Right Foot
This is hysterical. You have to try this. It is absolutely true. I guess there are some things that the brain cannot handle.HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT?You have to try this please, it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this! It is from an orthopedic surgeon............. This will confuse your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't. It is pre-programmed in your brain!1. While sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction.I told you so! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so.

All About The Doll 1.
1. Okay, newest of the newest questions, ya ready?Yeah..2. If you had to choose dying or having sex with your boyfriend which one would you choose?lol what kind of question is this! 3. Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?yes. 4. Last December, what was your love life like?oh boy!5. Has a girl sat on your bed before?duh!6. Look at your phone. Speed dial 12?I don't use speed dial.7. Look at it again. Speed dial 6?/9. Are you afraid to grow up?I think I'm done growing.10.whats your worst subject in school?I don't take subjects or PAY for classes I'm not good at! :p11. Have you ever been around someone who was high?Many times and many people12. Three days from now will you be in a relationship?probably not ?13. What is something you wish you had more of?car :p14. Do you like to hold or be held?be held since i'm a girl :)15. When was the last time you cried?...16. What does your 10th inbox message say?Happy Holidays!17. Last person you saw other than your family?co

The Oath
There she was. Again. As I was looking out from my bathroomwindow. Third day in a row I see her standing under a tree, not close enough to recognize her. But still... I've lived here for 12 years now, never have I seen someone standing under the tree before. My gut tells me it's her. Can't be someone else. I finish shaving and decide to go for a walk. It's my day off and since there's nothing else I have to do, I'm going to check it out. It's on my way to the store as well, in case it was a false alarm. Once outside I hate myself for leaving my appartment. It's too damn cold to go for a walk, so I really hope she's still there. One might say I'm a nosy person. Last night I was laying awake for hours. Thinking who the woman might be. Don't know why she was standing there in the street, but she was looking at my windows. Not anyone else's. Damn. She's not there anymore. There's nobody under the tree. There's not a single person in the street. Too damn cold. Was it only a dream? Some

Payouts And Total Counts
I would like to know if anyone else has a problem in getting payouts for specific days with the right amouts posted. This is like the third time I have tried to get into the rating contests and I for one do not think that the person or persons running it is keeping a legimate account of the ratings. I know that they do not pay the amounts offered for the ratings and this is getting to be a habit with some of the payers. I have gotten to the level I am at by rating only and when the person or persons do not pay what is posted it is very discouraging to say the least. I can not afford all the frills of bombs and autos and sure as Hell no one will give them to me so I thought entering a contest would be a fun way to aquire these things. But the way it is looking it has been fruitless and un profitable for me but not the one getting rated. There is 7 more days to the contest and I will see where it ends up. If not a fair contest I will be writing another blog and naming names

Your Final Journey
I know your journey threw the gates are just beginning . it seems that no matter what we do in life we cant control when its your time to walk down that road. the road that leads to those big gates in the sky . i want you to know I LOVE YOU. you've touched me in all these years . we have laughed cried we've watched love ones die . the late nights the long days . you have always been there even when you where gone.. I cant get used to the fact im losing you in life . i want you to tell dad i love him. i cant look you in the eyes in your state it hurts deeply to realize the long hard fact that you soon will not be here. ill always remember the good ole days and look forth to the days i can sit and smoke with you and dad in haven.i want you to know ill watch over your kids . it pains me to write you like this to lose my best friend ever in life at our age is so much . we never value someone to we lose them. but it seems i know how much i value you. so when you look over at me and a tear r

Thug Babies And Da Babies Mama.
From a blog posted by AUDIOGASM having to do with a conversation she had in her shoutbox. This is a perfect example of what S.H.E is all about. There's only so much you can do in talking to some people, but I think the message is very clear! THANX AUDIOGASM for sharing this and allowing us to post it! Read bottom to top. Audiogasm: ok i'm done talking to you.you're sucking the life out of me. cya. ~Stone~Ang...: I don't judge people either ~Stone~Ang...: lol no I spend more time with my son then i do on here Audiogasm: are you stupid or something? honest question. ~Stone~Ang...: nope lol we was playin my son always comes first an right now he's sleepin Audiogasm: well maybe instead of "tryin to type and take care of your son at the same time" you should log off and take care of your son. apparently fubar and he come equally then yeah? awesome ! ~Stone~Ang...: i not normaly like this really I just kinda lost it a lil Audiogasm: whatever you say. ~Stone~Ang...: well because

Wow Wrost Come On Line Ever Wth Is Wrong With This Dude Ha
SO THIS IS THE WAY YOU COME ON TO WOMEN WTH IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE WHAT EVER HAPPEN TO JUST HELLO .... ___________________________________________________________________________________________________ SO HES SAYS:.................. " Hell-O Beautiful Thou id really like to request tying you up in my 3D dungeon , maybe to the giant spider web of chain , or my bed that hangz from chain . But I guess 4 now ill just ask 4 ur friendship here I can dream thou dreamz are still free. and if nothing else I bet this iz the strangest friend request ever , if u get a chance and u want to check out the picz in my profile , I really do have a 3D dungeon and U can check it out there ... Spanx Sexy ur devilishly delicious XoXoX ~****"___________________________________________________________________________________________(LOL LOSERR) WHATS THE WROST U EVER HEARD?

Bra Color Statuses
ok, it's kinda come to my attention after the set ur bra color to ur status to make people aware of beast cancer why is it always breast cancer this breast cancer that? what about other cancers? like uterine cancer or pancriatic cancer lung cancer ect i think breast cancer over shadows all the others not that its any less important but all the other cancers are important to fight against am i right? what about set your status as ur pantie color for ovarian cancer..How about instead of save the ta tas we say save the vaginas! is that wrong?

Mr Kanye West
"Heard 'Em Say"(feat. Adam Levine of Maroon 5)Wake up Mr. West [echoes][Kanye West]Uh, Yeah, Uh, yeah, uh, yeah, uh, yeah[Piano drops]And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.From the Chi, like Tim its the Hard-a-way,So this is in the name of love, like Robert saysBefore you ask me to get a job today, can I at least get a raise on a minimum wage?And I know the government administered AIDS,So I guess we just pray like the minister say,Allah o Akbar and throw em some hot cars,Things we see on the screen are not ours,But these niggas from the hood so these dreams not far,Where im from, the dope boys is the rock stars,But they can't cop cars without seein' cop cars,I guess they want us all behind bars.I know it.[Chorus (Adam Levine)]Uh, And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(ooooooooo)And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.)But we'll find a way(And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts

Semisonic - F.n.t.
I can't get this song out of my head - it's been stuck for a few days Fascinating new thing You delight me And I know you're speaking of me Fascinating new thing Get beside me, I want you to love me I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're lovely and you're perfect And that somebody wants you Fascinating new thing Your scene-makin' Want a temporary savior Fascinating new thing Don't betray them By becoming familiar I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're lovely and you're perfect And that somebody wants you I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're priceless yeah, you're precious Even when you are not new. Ah la la la la la la la la la (x2) Ah la la la la la la la la la lah la laahh (Guitar Solo) I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're lovely and you're perfect And that somebody wants you I'm surprised that you've never been told before That you're pricele

Realationships
There's a point in ur life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit... its NOT giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people and there BS in ur life!!

Time To Share Is Always There
Love SurvivesTime to share is always thereI peered thru lifeEver avoiding strifeBut now am undoneMy barriers brokenFor one has found meReached in and unbound meHer love has burst my bondsAnd set music to my songsHer need for meAnd mine for sheHas made my Winter SpringA new startWith hammering heartWe color the world with our dreamNothing is as it did seemThe darkness of my solitude is doneShe - my rising sun.

Athlete - Half Light
The sun got stuck as its making its way back downWe find ourselves, in a familiar part of townAnd all that I've seen means nothing to me without youSo when I see you next we'll make the most of it,Tell the sun to start moving again,The taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,And I'll take you there with meHead crashed down, air conditioned myself to sleep,The great night out, that will continue to the end of the weekAnd all that I've seen means nothing to me without youSo when I see you next we'll make the most of it,Tell the sun to start moving again,The taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,And I'll take you there with meIt's you and me connected to a satelliteIt's you and me love through a machineIt's you and me connected to a satelliteIt's you and me love through a machineSo when I see you next we'll make the most of it,Tell the sun to start moving again,The taste of your kiss I still got on my lips,And I'll take you there with me

Who Takes You Seriously? (part Deux)
This is the second of my blogs. I sincerely hope these help some of you wake up to the damage you do to yourselves before it's too late. Now that I got the first part out of the way, it's time to address the next part of my rant. Why, oh WHY, do the majority of you "women" or "ladies" CHOOSE to spend your time with CRAP that isn't worth it? I KNOW why. Like I said before, I've been where you are. High levels of insecurity plus low levels of self-respect equal nothing but a disaster for us. I get neurotically insecure, I admit that. Yes, it is a flaw. But I never once claimed to be perfect. Nor will I ever. I tried to be many, many times in my life, but all efforts were wasted on people I was too blind, too stupid, or just too damned naive to see were not worth me or my time. I grew up OBSESSED with my need for attention. I admit that a lot went on in my life that has made me as I am. I choose to either learn from it or die, because I certainly won't live with it a

And I Miss You By Sade
Step off the train, walking down your street again Passed your door, but you don't live there anymore It's years since you've been there, and now you've disappeared somewhere To outta space, you've found some better place (chorus): And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain And I miss you, oh, like the deserts miss the rain Could you be dead? You always were two steps ahead And eveyrone, would walk behind where you would run I look up at your house, I can almost hear you shout down to me, where I always used to be (chorus): And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain Back on the train, I ask why did i come again? Can I confess? I've been hanging around your address Years have proved, to offer nothing since you've moved Now you're gone, I can't move on (chorus): And I miss you, like the deserts miss the rain And I miss you, yeah, like the deserts miss the rain, i miss you I step off the train, I'm walking down

Dirty Vegas "days Go By"
You You You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you You are still a whisper on my lips A feeling at my fingertips That's pulling at my skin You leave me when I'm at my worst Feeling as if I've been cursed Bitter cold within Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Days go by and still I think of you Days when I couldn't live my life without you Without you Without you Without you Without you Without you

Pillow Cheesecake With Salted Butter Caramel Sauce
Yep...a cheesecake....If you are new to blogging or this whole food blogging thing you might be wondering why so many of us are baking and writing about cheesecakes this week. Why? We are answering "The Call" shouted by Peabody a few weeks back inviting to participate in "Hay Hay It's Donna Day" #10, originally created by Barbara. There are a few reasons why this one got named "Pillow Cheesecake". It came from a conversation I had with B. one night, comfortably resting our heads on our mountain of pillows as we were contemplating going to sleep but found ourselves completly captivated by the subject of cheesecake. Why sleep when you can spend the next 45 minutes pondering a mighty important question: "what constitutes a great cheesecake?"Disclaimer: the upcoming answers only apply to the author of this blog and her husband. Individual experiences may vary. "It has to be fluffy...can't be dense or a block..." "yeah....Pillow Soft..." "gotta have some chocolate, somewhere..."

Only Makes Me Laugh By Oingo Boingo
"Only Makes Me Laugh" I don't know why I feel this way I don't know if it's right or wrong to laugh at misfortune Darkness can never last too long Every time I think I'm falling And there's nobody around to hold me up And it seems like the world has come to an end I look for miles but not a face is friendly Then suddenly a hole opens up in the ground The bottom of the hole is a raging fire I try to jump over but there's no way The next thing I know, I'm going down (Chorus) Does it hurt? Oh, it really doesn't matter Does it burn? Oh, I don't feel a thing Does it sting? Oh, yeah, it really doesn't matter Does it hurt? Oh, I don't give a damn When I find myself falling and I hit the bottom It only makes me laugh It only makes me laugh When I go down the hole and I hit the bottom The last time that I fell in love The love was milk and honey but the milk turned sour The woman became a monster And everyone I knew had become a stranger And the room went black and my luck was spent The floor

Yesterday
Yesterday For my celebration in my birthday party, I went out last night, Hopefully had a wild time parting, I was with no panties and I dressed a short skirt, in the restaurant in the middle of eating , I said you "it was not just the dinner that you got for eating". I had continued shaving my pussy this time.. "You know, that Italian restaurant is open until eleven. We've got some time..."

Injustice!!!
An unfortunate event happens. Yesterday at the fuMafia, I was deliberately attacked for hours by someone with a level much higher than mine. I guess every one knows if you go for a smaller level player the system locks and tells you it would be an unfair match. Well for hours ~KASPER~DDR4LYFE http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=10048 and her boss NILLA ~DDRBOSS~ http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=6595 agree to have me as a target practice. I'm new to all. And like I ask them nicely I'M NOT MY BOSS! I'M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR HIS ACTIONS! And neither KASPER nor her boss NILLA understood my plea. So when I went out looking for help from other turf and although some of the members intervene, it was not enough, DDR Mafia Family Turf keep at it. They put me in the hit list for hours. It was unbelievable than even after asking to stop at their bull,

I Dont Get It
so heres a qustion for all the ladys out there what would make you play games with someones fealings for no known reason? why would you tell someone that you love them and then just leave them to suffer? whats up with that? even after you have been open and compleatly honest with them from the get go? im not a bad person im realy not i just wanna know why so i can move on what did i do that was so horable? and how long should i suffer for what ive done or what i havent done im sick of being screwed over its driveing me to the edge in the past year ive lost my job, my home ,my friends ,the two women ive given my hart to fully just left me, i almost died 3 times and i have the scars to remind me every time i look in the mirror....im cursed im sure of it doomed to live my life to where every one i love just leaves me ..... so sick of it .....damn.... but what ever i know who i am and what im capeable of!!!! no one and nothing will stop me from succeding so fuck all you haters ill sho

Fla Is Fucked Up Man
January 5, 2010 Destin Man Arrested on Charges of Possessing Child Pornography TALLAHASSEE, FL – Attorney General Bill McCollum today announced a Destin man has been arrested on charges of promoting the sexual performance of a minor and possession of child pornography. John Forrest surrendered to law enforcement officers late last night after the Attorney General’s CyberCrime Unit requested a judge issue a warrant for his arrest. During a routine undercover investigation online, CyberCrime investigators discovered numerous images of child pornography and traced the images back to Forrest’s computer. A CyberCrime investigator also determined Forrest, 38, was making the images available for distribution. A search warrant was executed on Forrest’s home with assistance from the Okaloosa County Sheriff’s Office, and nine computers were seized. Forensic analysis confirmed that numerous images of child pornography were on the computers, including some images of c

My Favorites....
I love words, and I love to read. Some words are bunched together to form a memorable quote... one that sticks in your head and just seems to 'fit' any situation. The following are some of my favorites... "Words are the basis for thought... without words there would be no thought." Think about it... "You gotta LIVE LIVE LIVE! Life is a banquet and most poor suckers are starving to death!" Are you going to let this life pass you by without tasting the feast? It's right there in front of you... reach out, take a bite! "Imagination is more important than knowledge, for knowledge is limited while imagination embraces the entire world." Albert Einstein... 'nuff said.

The Bbq Sausage Recipe Of All Recipes (repost)
The other day the guys from BaconToday.com contacted me in search for some barbecue bacon recipes. Of course I have plenty of great uses for bacon in a barbecue pit, but the longer I thought about it, the more I wanted to step it up a notch and clog a few arteries for those guys. Behold, BACON EXPLOSION!!! Here’s what you’ll need… 2 pounds thick cut bacon 2 pounds Italian sausage 1 jar of your favorite barbeque sauce 1 jar of your favorite barbeque rub To kick off the construction of this pork medley you’ll need to create a 5×5 bacon weave. If the strips you’re using aren’t as wide as the ones pictured, then you may need to use a few extra slices to fill out the pattern. Just make sure your bacon weave is tight and that you end up with a nice square shape to work with. The next step is to add some barbecue seasoning on top of your bacon weave. Being the barbeque addict that I am, I whipped up a batch of Burnt Finger BBQ’s competit

Making Some Use Of The Fu; Shimmying, Doing The Raks Sharqi
helps me to stay motivated to belly dance thank you fu! Jan 16, 2:00 pm (30 minutes) Shimmy Episode 13 TV-G, CC Dancers begin with a gentle warm-up in preparation for dancing. Dancers teach the basic Egyptian step, the Turkish figure-eight and the more challenging shimmy-layered hip-circle, tremor figure-eight and Saidi turn. Jan 16, 2:0 pm (30 minutes) Shimmy Episode 15 TV-G, CC Dancers begin with a relaxing warm-up that prepares the body to dance. Five core moves are showcased including the gawazzi step, m and m's, the cabaret shimmy, the chest-camel, and the beautiful side-step arm-sweep.

Lies
to those who know... this is the length that people will go to make themselves feel special and to destroy others.... a letter by HER.. My life, my love, my happiness has finally come together and everything is perfect now. You have made it that way. I don't know what i'd do without you now. I'd be lost and so depressed. When you came into my life, the light shined through the darkness, and the clouds and rain went waya. You made such a difference in my life that everyboyd noticed and was very thrilled for me. You mean everything to me and you always will. I love you more than life itself. I wouldn't even have to give it a thought and I would die for you in an instant. I'm extremely happy that I have found you because you are my soul mate, my other half, my heart, my soul, you complete me in everyway and for that I am very greatful. I never wanna lose you. You are my one and only. You are my destiny. You are my True Love. now to this person its terrible you could sit there a

"believed Me"
Believed me,If all those endearing young charms which I gazed fondly today Were to change by tommorow and fleet in my arms like fairy gifts fading away Though wouldst be adore as this moment thou art Let thy Loveliness fade as it will And around the dear ruin each wish of my Heart would entwine itself verdantly still It is not while beauty and youth are thine own And thy cheeks unprofaned by tears That the fervor of faith and soul can be known To which time will But make thee more dear No;the Hearts that has truely loved never forget But as truely Loved on the closed As the sunflower turns on her Gods when she

Not Always Right | Can't Cedar Forest For The Trees
Retail | Westchester, OH, USA Customer: “These Christmas trees all look so fake! I want to get one fresh from the Everglades!” (I chuckle, and then realize he is serious.) Me: “Sir, the Everglades aren’t exactly known for there Christmas trees.” Customer: “Oh yeah! I forgot, it’s all frozen.” Me: “No sir, the Everglades are in the middle of Florida.” Customer: “Oh, well I was never good at geometry anyway.”

Foods Im Gonna Eat Next 2 Weeks
_ Baby Banana ceral_ baby food deserts_ Bannanas_ hard parmisan cheese_ cumber_ tomato_ Spinach_Salmon_ Roman lettuce_ yougurtwhips_cool whipfat free_ 1% milk_ graprfuirt jucie_ prunejucie_ grapes_cottagechesse_water/Lemon_ Liver/pate/chiken livers..._ fakeeggs_2% cheese_ fatfreebutterspray_fat free cooking spray

Senior Health Care
So when you're a senior citizen and the government says no heath care for you, what will you do? One suggestion is to give anyone 65 or older a gun and 4 bullets. You are allowed to shoot 2 senators and 2 representatives, Republicans or Democrats it doesn't make a difference. Of course, this means you will be sent to prison, where you will get 3 meals a day, a roof over your head, and all the health care you need. New teeth, no problem. Need glasses, great, New hip, knees, kidney, lungs, heart? All covered.... And who will be paying for all of this? The same government that just told you that you are too old for health care. PLUS, because you are a prisoner, you don't have to pay any income taxes anymore! IS THIS A GREAT COUNTRY OR WHAT?!?!?!

Im Not Tagging Anyone :|
If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. Not tagging anyone. 1. What time did you get up this morning?--10:12 Stupid phone woke me up. 2. How do you like your steak?--Medium rare. 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?--Harry Potter and the half blood prince. 4. What is your favorite TV show?-- Kitchen Nightmares 5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?-- Tuscany 6. What did you have for breakfast?--Sunny d 7. What is your favorite cuisine?-- Italian 8. What foods do you dislike?-- liver makes me hurl 9. Favorite Place to Eat?-- at home. Im the best cook I know. 10. Favorite dressing?-- Raspberry vinaigrette 11.What kind of

Surrendering
Surrendering All else fading away to nothing the world around us left behind Darkness forms shadows creating an edge of a soft iluminating glow We dance with our bodies held tightly souls coming together as one We kiss and is like a fire blazing to life with a yearning like no other Wanting nothing more than to surrender Surrender all that I am to you Our bodies meld together

Heart Of The Matter By Don Henley
I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear But I knew that it would come An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone She said you found someone And I thought of all the bad luck, And the struggles we went through And how I lost me and you lost you What are these voices outside love's open door Make us throw off our contentment And beg for something more? I'm learning to live without you now But I miss you sometimes The more I know, the less I understand All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter But my will gets weak And my thoughts seem to scatter But I think it's about forgiveness Forgiveness Even if, even if you don't love me anymore These times are so uncertain There's a yearning undefined ...People filled with rage We all need a little tenderness How can love survive in such a graceless age The trust and self-assurance that can lead to happiness They're the very things we kill, I guess Pride and competition

G//z/r (omnom)
okay, so I'm being bored searching through encyclopaedia metallum, and I found this....AWESOME album. Burton C. Bell did the vocals for it. It's called Plastic Planet and it's part of the Geezer project that started in 1985, produced by Geezer Butler. Yeah, really interesting find. I'll put a few songs from the album in the comments if you're interested, or just youtube em, the whole album is on there. :D

To The Love Of My Life. You Know Who You Are
My Angel I am blessed with the love of an angel, Who's smile is brighter than any star, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whos kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines, and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of his precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream some true, and my love for him will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have, and hold dear to my heart the linger of his last touch, until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!!

Hill Billy's!!!!
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a bite to eat, they talk about their moonshine operation.Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is inreal distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says,'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no.Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?'The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue.The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth.As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to his table.His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

Fit But You Know It By The Streets
See I reckon you're about an 8 or a 9, Maybe even 9 and a half in four beers time. That blue top shop top you've got on IS nice, Bit too much fake tan though - but yeah you score high. But theres just one little thing that really really, Really really annoying me about you you see, Yeah yeah like i said you are really fit But my gosh don't you just know it I'm not trying to pull you Even though i would like to I think you are really fit You're fit But my gosh dont you know it So when i looked at you standing there with your hoard, I was waiting in the que looking at the board Wondering whether to have a Burger or chips Or what the shrapnel in my back pocket could afford When i noticed out the corner of my eye Looking toward my direction Your eyes locked onto my course I couldnt concentrate on what i wanted to order, Which cost me my place in the queue i waited for YEAH I'm not trying to pull you Even though i would like to I think you are really fit You're fit But my gosh dont you

God Saved The Flag
Washed in the blood of the brave and the blooming,Snatched from the altars of insolent foes,Burning with star-fires, but never consuming,Flash its broad ribbons of lily and rose.Vainly the prophets of Baal would rend it,Vainly his worshippers pray for its fall;Thousands have died for it, millions defend it,Emblem of Justice and Mercy to all:Justice that reddens the sky with her terrors,Mercy that comes with her white-handed train,Soothing all passions, redeeming all errors,Sheathing the sabre and breaking the chain.Borne on the deluge of old usurpations,Drifted our Ark o'er the desolate seas,Bearing the rainbow of hope to the nations,Torn from the storm-cloud and flung to the breeze !GOD BLESS the FLAG and its loyal defenders,While its broad folds o'er the battle-field wave,Till the dim star-wreath rekindle its splendors,Washed from its stains in the Blood of the Brave

Not Always Right | The Economy Class Is Now In Session
airline | Philadelphia, PA, USA (Halfway into a three hour and forty-five minute flight, a well-dressed and seemingly educated passenger rings her call button. She is frantic.) Me: “Hi, how can I help you?” Passenger: “I’m going to miss my connecting flight!” Me: “No, we’re on time. All connections will be made.” Passenger: “No! I’m going to miss my connection!” Me: “All reservations are made so as to give you plenty of time to make your connecting flights, even if we’re a little late. But we’re scheduled to arrive on time today.” Passenger: “Well, if we arrive on time, then I will miss my connection!” Me: “May I see your ticket, please?” Passenger: “I. Don’t. Think. You. Understand! It is a three-hour and 45-minute flight. So if we left Philadelphia at 9, then we won’t get into Denver until 12:45. MY flight leaves at noon. SO YOU SEE, I AM GOI

2 Bases In Germany 2 In Italy
i leave tommorrow for schweinfurt germany...and then to a base in grafenwohr i wont have internet at either of these bases so will be offline for about 2 weeks...when i get back i SHOULD have a couple days off.Then i will be leaving for Italy...to aviano airbase and then to vincenza...should have internet there.....so soming it up will miss you and will see you all in about 2 weeks andy A.K.A. Fat

The Sweetest Thing By U2
My love throws me like a rubber ballOh oh oh, the sweetest thingShe won't catch me or break my fallOh oh oh, the sweetest thingBaby's got blue skies up aheadBut in this I'm a rain cloudYou know she likes a dry kind of loveOh oh oh, the sweetest thingI'm losing youI'm losing you yeahAin't love the sweetest thingI wanted to run but she made me crawlOh oh oh, the sweetest thingEternal fire, she turned me to strawOh oh oh, the sweetest thingYou know I got black eyesBut they burn so brightly for herThis is a blind kind of loveOh oh oh, the sweetest thingI'm losing youOh oh oh, I'm losing youAin't love the sweetest thingBlue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girlOh oh oh, the sweetest thingYou can sew it up but you still see the tearOh oh oh, the sweetest thingBaby's got blue skies up aheadBut in this I'm a rain cloudOurs is a stormy kind of loveOh oh oh, the sweetest thingOh oh oh, the sweetest thingOh oh oh, the sweetest thingOh oh oh, the sweetest thing

Jocks V Nerds
Michael Jordan having "retired," with $40 million in endorsements, makes $178,100 a day, working or not. If he sleeps 7 hours a night, he makes $52,000 every night while visions of sugarplums dance in his head. If he goes to see a movie, it'll cost him $7.00, but he'll make $18,550 while he's there. If he decides to have a 5-minute egg, he'll make $618 while boiling it. He makes $7,415/hr more than minimum wage. He'll make $3,710 while watching each episode of Friends. If he wanted to save up for a new Acura NSX ($90,000) it would take him a whole 12 hours. If someone were to hand him his salary and endorsement money, they would have to do it at the rate of $2.00 every second. He'll probably pay around $200 for a nice round of golf, but will be reimbursed $33,390 for that round. Assuming he puts the federal maximum of 15% of his income into a tax deferred account (401k), his contributions will hit the federal cap of $9500 at 8:30 a.m. on January 1st. If you were given a penny

Ohai!
So this is going to contain poetry. Fuck yeah, poetry! In case you didn't know (and since I currently do not think anyone on my list actually doesn't know me at all, weirdly), I'm a poet. I am not yet published as I do not see any current need to be, but I have already written at least nine hundred poems. Some with my bare hand and a pen and only night for a witness; others typed with a clacking of clickity keys. I seriously need a slave helper to type some of them up! Anyway, if you do read any, feel free to criticize. Just bear in mind if serving mockery that I have a strong backhand. ;)

Jan 22nd 2010
So I woke up this morning and smiled. For the first time in a very long time I woke up happy. Alot of things have been happening to me that were very unexpected. A person I was in love with destroyed me. Much like most of the women from my past, she was exactly like them. I turned off...I didn't care or even want to care about anyone or anything except for myself. And was living just fine that way. Well, I got tripped up by a series of happenings in my life that have proven the selfish person I was is not the person I want to be. Over the next few days im sure you will see alot of changes in my profile as well as attitude. Hope you all get to meet the person I really am. In the meantime......I think I'm pregnant. I'm sitting here watching Star Trek eating cookies and olives O.o

My Favorite Mistake By Sheryl Crow
I woke up and called this morningThe tone of your voice was a warningThat you don't care for me anymoreI made up the bed we sleep inI looked at the clock when you creep inIt's 6 a.m. and I'm alone[Chorus:]Did you know when you goIt's the perfect endingTo the bad day I was just beginningWhen you go all I know isYou're my favorite mistakeYour friends are sorry for meThey watch you pretend to adore meBut I'm no fool to this gameNow here comes your secret loverShe'd be unlike any otherUntil your guilt goes up in flames[Chorus]You're my favorite mistakeWell maybe nothin' lasts foreverEven when you stay togetherI don't need forever afterIt's your laughter won't let me goSo I'm holding on this wayDid you know, could you tellYou were the only one That I ever lovedNow everything's so wrongDid you see me walking by?Did it ever make you cry?You're my favorite mistakeYou're my favorite mistakeYou're my favorite mistake

Tantra...sacred Sexuality
Tantra...sacred sexuality Tantra like Yoga or Zen, is a path to enlightenment, which has its roots in India. It is nicknamed the "science of ecstasy" and focuses on heightening and prolonging the special awareness and rapport that exists between lovers during lovemaking. This view holds that the greatest source of energy in the universe is sexual, and places high value on ritualized intercourse. Sexual orgasm is seen as a cosmic and divine experience. Tantric philosophy also teaches that everything is to be experienced playfully, yet with awareness and a sense of sacredness in every gesture, every sensory perception, and every action. The path of Tantra is a spiritual one, which includes and appreciates the experience of our sexuality and sensuality as a conscious meditation, as a flowing together of the physical, erotic and cosmic energies. If you were a devoted student of tantric philosophy, you would go through an extensive program of physical, sexual and mental exer

Chasing Cars By Snow Patrol
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

A Question For The Masses
So I am watching TV and in the last hour 2 commercials have come on advertising the great connection made on the advertised dating site. Why the hell aren't they showing all of the complete disaterous connections made? Why do they have to pay the actors to portray a happy couple? Why do people buy into this crap? Anyone out there ever have a wonderful experience on a dating site that resulted in a long term serious healthy relationship? I'm thinking KNOT!

I Continued To Wonder.
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Threesomes Surrvey
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Satan 2) Master 3) Pink fluffy bunny Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Creator of the black Plauge 2) Maker of the 7 deadly sins 3) Basket weave r Three places I have lived. 1) Hell 2) in ur closet 3) in ur dreams Three TV shows I watch. 1) I 2) Read 3) Books Three places I have been. 1) Hell 2) Prison 3) Walmart Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) me 2) myself 3) I Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Beer 2) Beer 3) Beer Three things I would like to do. 1) eat pizza 2) Fly 3) see a grown man naked Things I am looking forward to. 1)Death 2) End of the world 3) $1 PBR nite Three friends that I think will respond. 1) Frankenstein 2) mummy 3) wolfman

Not Worth Reading
Im just a girl with no talent the one who laughs last because she doesn't get it I want to be somebody But not who you are I want to be somebody But Im noone at all. I know it's short..and sweet, It's the first completed poem I have written in years.

Frustrated Inc.
They say misery loves company We could start a company and make misery Frustrated Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, would you do it for me We will always be busy making misery We could build a factory and make misery We'll create the cure; we made the disease Frustrated Incorporated Frustrated Incorporated Well I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery All you suicide kings and you drama queens Forever after happily, making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated Incorporated Frustrated Incorporated (Put me out of my misery) Frustrated Incorporated (I'd do it for you, would you do it for me) Frustrated Incorporated (Forever after happily) (I know just what you need) Frustrated Incorporated

Magnet & Steel By Walter Egan
(Ooooooh, oooh-ah) Now I told you so you ought to know (Oooooh) It takes some time for a feelin' to grow (Oooooh) You're so close now I can't let you go (Oooooh) And I can't let go (With you I'm not shy) to show the way I feel (With you I might try) my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel I can hope that I'll hold you for long (Oooooh) You're a woman who's lost to your song (Oooooh) But the love that I feel is so strong (Oooooh) And it can't be wrong (With you I'm not shy) to show the way I feel (With you I might try) my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel (Oooooh) (Oooooh) (Oooooh) (With you I'm not shy) to show the way I feel (With you I might try) my secrets to reveal For you are a magnet and I am steel For you are a magnet and I am steel For you are a magnet and I am steel

A Life Wit-out Sex
Keepin It Real Like I Do Imma Break Sum Shit Down.It's On My Profile If You Wanna Know Just Ask.So Heres Da Deal I've Been Wit My Girl Off And On Since 93.Like Most Couples We Have Our Prblms,We Have Our Up's And Down.Now I Luv My Gurl No Doubt Bout That,But Like Da Old Sayin Goes Wat 1 Woman Won't Do Da Next 1 Will.So I'm Not Just Flirtin I'm Lookin 4 Dat Next Woman 2 Be My WOMAN.There Does Come A Tyme When You Must Sho Ur Man Luv Or He Will Find Sumbody Who Will.Bottom Line My Gurl Withold's Da Luv.You Know ( Da Booti,Da Ass,Da Pussy) Wat Eva You Chose To Call It It Still Da Same.Lady's You Say A Good Man Is Hard Find,You Think All Da Good Men Are Etha Taken Or Gay.Well Half Of Dat May Be Tru But I Am A Good Man And Yes I May Be Taken But I'm Far From Happy.So Just Cause Dat Good Man Is Taken Dn't Alwyz Mean He Happy Give A Brotha A Chance You Never Know Dat Man U Turn Ur Back On May Be Da 1 Ur Lookin 4.

Decision!?
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and giving me nothing but heartache and pain, while the women in my life have always been there for me. Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.

I Just Need To Get Whats In My Head Out
I feel like I consistantly push good ppl out of my life because I am scared to open my heart up again. it makes no sense. If we can forgive do we every truly forget or is it an idea impossible to reach. Do we even want to forget when it comes down to it? We go through the motions of what a non bitter and emotionally wrecked person would do and yet most of the time it seems so unsatisfying. There's a part of each of us the voice of reason that tells us that once it happens and we forget about it is then that it will happen again and we will be in square one of an endless cycle of hurt and distrust. Why do we hold on to the ones that hurt us? Somehow the hurt of them actually leaving out weighs the crimes that they do. It shouldn't be that way. a disapereing backbone is becoming a ragging epidemic and being hurt is the only out come. What happened to old fashioned chivalry of the past? When did it become ok to cheat? We are victoms of understanding. Theres some instances in life where we

Mindless Chatter
There comes a moment in time when the world seems to stop. We really don't understand why that is, yet we feel it is something we have done or said. Is it really wrong not to try to find out the reason? I spend a lot of time thinking of my life where it started, where it lead me and where will it end? Looking back I have seen, felt and understood heartache. More then anyone person should have to withstand. However, I wouldn't trade any of my life's lessons for anything in the world. I strive to make it through each and every lesson and pray to understand each one at the end of class. Knowing that I have many lessons to go I wonder if I will ever reach the goal of achieving the knowledge that I have written for myself. With each heartache, lonely night, struggle and wisdom I receive I only dream of an understanding at the end of each. For if there is no understanding, then there is no reason. And if no reason, there wouldn't be an understanding. Confused yet? Yeah, Me too. Life is com

Because I Am On A Roll
Yet another year has floated by. So it is that dreaded time of year for all accountants and those who work for one. This yes, would include yours’ truly. So at the end of a year I enter the world of W-2’s, 1099’s, 940’s, 941’s and so on. Those are not so bad to deal with it is the idiots behind them that are. The ones that chose to do payroll in house then want me to fix all their mistakes at the last minute at the end of the year. Now, it would be smart for them to send me the information somewhere in the first week of the New Year. True? Yes, this way if there is an error we can go over it see where the mistake is and if it is in fact a true error. However, this sadly never happens. The way it normally happens is that I will get all said paper work or lack there of now, this the last week of the month. Did I mention all paper work is due Feb. 1, 2009 and W-2’s by Jan. 29th. So now it isn’t that I don’t like a challenge however it i

New Recent Photo Viewer
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG***** If you are one of the few who are whining about the new recent picture viewer, here are a few things for you to think about. 1. If you do not like seeing your friends upload photos then they must not be your friends. 2. If you are complaning about some one loading too big of photos, delete them from your friendslist. 3. The point of this site is to meet new people and hang out. Personally, I find it funny that most of the people complaining set themselves up by having 5000000000000 friends that they do not even know nor ever talk to. If someone is abusing your recent viewers simply remove them from your friendslist and the problem is SOLVED! 10% of the site does not speak for the 90% that love checking out their friends photos and commenting and rating on them. This is why we built this site. If you are only here to collect stamps...I mean friends, then delete the stamps I mean friends that are abusing it.

For A Friend
The sounds that I hear The way my head clears I have only but one thing to fear I know it's not true I know it's not because of you This is all that I am All that I am All that you are I am but an open book Just take a glance just take a look All that is honest All that is true I could always be here for you The sounds that I hear How my heart fears I have only but one thing to fear All that I am All that you are This is all that I am

Let's Make March 1st Underpants On The Outside Day
The world is getting sadder by the day. Recession, wars, natural disasters and american idol. Well I think its time we all did something fun to help make the world a little better. Let's make march 1st 2010 the first ever underpants on the outside day. To celebrate, simple dress yourself as you would normally except do not wear underpants. then when you have your cloths on, put underpants on over top of them. Go to work or out shopping or even to your local bar like this. feel like a superhero all day. So if you'd like to make this holiday a reality comment below and pass a link to this blog along to all your friends and most important of all, when march 1st rolls around remember to put those panties or boxers or even tighty whiteys on the outside.

Spiders & Snakes By Jim Stafford
I remember when Mary Lou said "You wanna walk me home from school" And I said, "Yes, I do" She said, "I don't have to go right home And I'm the kind that likes to be alone As long as you would" I said, "Me, too" And so we took a stroll Wound up down by the swimmin' hole And she said, "Do what you want to do" I got silly and I found a frog In the water by a hollow log And I shook it at her And I said "This frog's for you" She said, "I don't like spiders and snakes And that ain't what it takes to love me You fool, you fool I don't like spiders and snakes And that ain't what it takes to love me Like I want to be loved by you" Well, I think of that girl from time to time I call her up when I got a dime I say, "Hello, baby" She says, "Ain't you cool" I say, "Do you remember when "And would you like to get together again" She says, "I'll see you after school" I was shy and so for a while Most of my love was touch and smile Til she said, "Come on over here" I was nervous as you might gues

Dressing For The Superbowl
Buddy D, the ultimate New Orleans Saints fan, once said, "When you go to Heaven after you die, tell St. Peter you're a Saints fan. He'll say, 'C'mon in, I don't care what else you done, you suffered enough.'" The history of the New Orleans Saints is well-documented. Archie Manning getting sacked. The Aints. The paper bags on heads. No playoff games until 1987. No playoff wins until 2000. Bernard "Buddy" Diliberto pledged on numerous occasions to his listeners that he would wear a dress on Bourbon Street if the Saints ever reached the Super Bowl. Annually, the New Orleans Saints faithful fans would tease Buddy about his promise to wear a dress if the Saints ever played in a Super Bowl. He never got close to having to make good on that promise, though, as we all know, he certainly wished for that walk on Bourbon Street in a dress. When Buddy died in 2005, Bobby Hebert, The Cajun Cannon, took over his radio show; he also took over the promise. Now it is up to Bobby Hebert to carry on t

Fuwhores
Read from the bottom up Katherine: well it is just a site and i am having fun and u are a dumb ass ugly sob that i am blocking To Katherine: yeah well you can go to a real fuckin site and make ....wait whats that called again..MONEY!!!!! then but your own bling packs and hell a fuckin pack or smokes... im sorry whoreing myself for bling... hey ill tell you what ill show you mine if you show me yours... free of charge how bout it? Katherine: i have been on fubar 2 monthes and have gotten over 45 bling packs plus a vip for 3 monthes to see my nsfwa ty To Katherine: okay so let me see if i got thisstraight... you come on fu ... you rate guys... then you try to get them to pay you in monopoly money to see your "nekkie" ....YOU NEED A BETTER AGENT To Katherine: sorry darlin to much free porn out there.. and beides are u an idiot? ge tthe fuckin money nota damn bling pad=ck Katherine: no everyone does it To Katherine: thata a fuckin joke right? Katherine: send me a 19.99 bl

Some Of My Writing. Yes, It Is Nsfw & I Marked It As Such.
Could you handle being tied up to a four post bed with in inch separating you from the bed, and then wonderfully tormented by the caressing of flowers. The tickle of the feather, the soft body kisses, the tongue circling closer than just before the explosion stopping and waiting for the urge to die down then starting over again. Building even more fury then the first. Your body striving against its bonds, your muscles contorting in pleasure the wanting need to grab your partner and pull his body to you and his man hood gently opening you and caressing you. Could you hold back the moans or would they escape. Would it awaken a hunger and a desire that you never knew. To be beautifully tortured and brought release by the most intimate explosion you ever knew. Really how much teasing can you take before screaming for a release of pleasure? Can you handle the soft kisses and the caress of hands gently running over your body, but never getting to that which desires to be kissed with the to

Computer Resolution
Well, it seems for the moment my computer issues are resolved! My friend Lucky worked on it for me. Dad got my internet connection up and running again. Voila! Bubbles is happy once again :D Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

U.s. Wrestling With Olive Branch For Taliban
RUSH: Try this. New York Times today: "As the Obama administration pours 40,000 additional troops into Afghanistan, it has begun grappling with the next great dilemma of the long war: Whether to reconcile with the men who sheltered Bin Laden and who still have close ties to Al-Qaeda. The Afghan president, Hamid Karzai, says he wants to reach out to the leaders of the Taliban and Obama administration officials acknowledge privately they are considering it." How about blowing their heads off? What is this? An olive branch? No thought given to victory! What Karzai wants is $100,000 for cash and jobs for the Taliban on the premise that they're only bad people because they're poor, which we know is not the case. The Fruit of Kaboom Bomber was wealthy -- and Biden, by the way, likes the idea! When he takes time off from the Middle Class Task Force, he loves the idea. Oh, sure! They're not going to use the money to build bombs and buy IEDs from Iran and then train soldiers. Biden thin

We Did It!!
WE DID IT! I LOVE YOU!!! ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! Thank you guys so much for your generosity! I'm about to cry! Not because of the spotlight, but because of the outpouring of support! You have been so nice to me and I haz a happy! LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU guys and gals!

Own This Bratt For Valentines
WANT THIS ~BRATT~ FOR YOUR VALENTINE? WELL THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE DONE THIS FOR VALENTINES SO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT... IT MIGHT NOT HAPPEN AGAIN.. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2172937&i=3969903971&albumid=1972840

Captain Picard
Your result for Reincarnation Placement Exam... Deep Space Explorer 78% Intrigue, 78% Civilization, 54% Humanity, 72% Urbanization. Hmm... You're a tough one to place. Your answers indicate that you like technology and education. You enjoy intrigue, adventure and chaos. You're fine with hard work and civilization. This all bodes well for an interesting, adventurous life. What makes it difficult, however, is that you don't seem to be much of a 'people person.' If you were more of a people person, we would have commissioned you aboard the Starship Enterprise. But since you don't care much for the complications of dealing with your fellow man... we have another deep-space mission, more tailored for your tastes... a way for you to enjoy the benefits of high-tech civilization without having to put up with civilization itself. Let's set you up to pursue the solo career of a deep space explorer. You can go ahead and hibernate through the boring parts of your mission, and not worr

Chester's Demise The Sequel Part 1
All persons mentioned have given permission for their 'handle's' to be used. No harm has actually come to anyone before, during, or after the writing of this story. Nor has anything illegal actually taken place. The story itself is a complete work of fiction, so kindly take it as such. Things had settled down in the lounges for a while. Everyone went on with their day to day lives. With the untimely passing of DJ Chaotic and DJ Eggz, DJ Edge had to replace them with some fresh faces. DJ Tilt had been letting people know that he would be returning permanently to help out. People were still hopeful that Eggz would show up in spite of the rumours, but when DJ Master was brought in, hope began to falter. Rumors were still floating around about what had happened to DJ Chaotic. When word came back about how he had been electrocuted, people were in shock. No one could understand it. I spoke to Midnite privately and she told me about how he was found. There was nothing wrong with the compu

I Really Need....
I was talking to a new friend about leveling. Seems like you can get a lot more points from bombs now. I've had them before, but not since the changes. If I'm not mistaken, he said you could get close to 5 million per bomb, WITHOUT having autos. So, seems like that's what I need. If I can manage to get 5 bombs, I could level. Who wants to give me a bomb? lol. Kind of kidding, but I'd be forever greatful if you gave me one =] So how is everyone's weekend? It's snowing here like crazy and suppose to get more. We have about 5 inches now with 1-3 more inches coming today. Ugh.

Iphone
I know some of you assholes also have said phone, or know of it. I need a selection of apps that can pass the time, and cure herpes. (Yes, theres an app for that). Also...if you want another phoen contact,let me know. My numbers posted but im more than willing to add you all. Now, get too it! As always, i ban nothing from my blogs.

Hero.
I've been down this same scope for six years.No matter how many times I try, I can' seem to get the fix. Orange dust in my fingers, missed calls, a hundred notes.Doesn't have much to do with anything now does it? Space confines as strangers confide and electronic impulse synchopates to a soft wave of rhythm.Don't know but I bet it'd be scarlet.And I bet it'd taste like ginger.Spicey, prone to cause awakenings. Another day in my cave.Pretending to be all forms of heroic. But that's my day job.Nobody sings the songs about pacifist service.No one writes epics when you push the wheel downhill to save a kid's life.It's always surgeons, always chemists, scientists.What of the hive?The paper pushers, the myopic processorsthe overheated undercaffeinated customer repstheir headsets fried like pancakes dripping with glazed insults and impatient shrieking. I saved a life this week.Maybe not every weekwhere's my god damn parade?Where's my tiny stack of bottle capsmy bobblehead likenessmy face p

Please Sign This Petition
It will cost you nothing to hit the link and sign this petition but it could help to save thousands of lives over the long term.A lot of good people have donated a lot of money to help the people of Haiti over the past several days and this is helping the survivors and displaced people in the present and in the short term.But Haiti's pain and suffering is going to last a long, long time!Here's something that you can do that can make a huge positive difference to alleviate a lot of that pain - not just in the short term, but far into the future. Hit the link and sign the petition to cancel Haiti's debt. For the past several years Haiti has spent far too much money just servicing the interest on it's huge debt. They have only been able to tackle the interest whilst the debt stays static or even rises. This debt has been crippling Haiti financially for years - it's fucking insane! This money could be spent on rebuilding all of it's lost infrastructure, medicines, hospitals and other vital

World War 3
World War Three in Brief A Three World War scenario was developed several decades ago (see Conspiratorial History). Two World Wars have already been achieved, and the Third and final World War envisions an attack on Iraq, Iran and/or Syria as being the trigger to set the entire Middle East into fiery conflagration. Once America is firmly entrenched into the Middle East with the majority of her first-line units, North Korea is to attack South Korea. Then, with America's forces stretched well beyond the limit, China is to invade Taiwan. This will usher in the start of World War Three. World War Definition: What constitutes a 'world war'? How many countries need to be involved? And who decides at which point a number of regional skirmishes can be grouped together and called a World War? At the time, who called the official start of World War 1 and World War 2? And have you noticed that although the term 'World War Three' is freely used in the alternative press and on the Internet,

Read This If You're New To The Site
If you've joined Fubar because of one of my links then you're probably here just to see my naughty pics. When you join, you are at level zero. Fubar have implemented an anti-spam measure where adult over-18 NSFW material is only accessible to people level one or above. This means that you have to perform enough actions to go up a level. Luckily for you, it can be done in only a couple of minutes. Rate some profiles and pictures, and leave lots of comments on the pics. Don't forget to upload your own pics so people can rate & comment yours too. Send some add requests to people you think you might wanna be friends with (or just wanna fuck! lol). You only need 250 points to get your first level. If it takes more than a couple of mins, then you're doing something wrong! :D The more you take part, the better the site is for everyone!

How To Please A Woman -----comment And Rate-------
SCENTED CANDLES ALL AROUND THE TUB,LAYING YOU IN A WARM BUBBLE BATH, GIVING YOU A SOOTHING BACK RUBWITH WARM BODY OILS TO EASE THE STRESS AND PAIN,A PRELUDE TO LOVEMAKING, THEN DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.I WILL LAY YOU IN A ROSE PETAL COVERED BED, SO GENTLY, SO TRUEAS I STIMULATE AND ENTICE YOU WITH FOREPLAY, ENCHANTING EVERY INCH OF YOUWITH SWEET TENDER EMBRACES AND SOFT KISSES ON YOUR FACE,RUNNING MY TONGUE ACROSS YOUR NECK AND FACE.THE SMOOTH SILKY FEEL OF YOUR BODY SO CLOSE TO MINELIKE A BEAUFUL SUNSET OR A FINE AGED WINEMAKING LOVE TO YOU EVERY TOUCH, EVERY CARESS, THE THOUGHT OF INTIMACY,AS OUR BODIES BECOME ONE MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY.AS I FEE THE DESIRE THE PASSION RISE LIKE A FLAME IN THE NIGHT,AND THE BEAUTY OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL BODY REFLECTS BY CANDLE LIGHTI NEVER KNEW THAT MAKING LOVE COULD BE LIKE THISEVERY TOUCH OF YOU, EVERY CARESS, EVERY BEAUTIFUL KISS.THE ONLY WAY TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU IS NICE AND SLOWANTICIPATING OUR LOVE, AND PASSION, BUILD AND GROWLIKE POETRY TO ME, SO WEET SO

Broken
Broken Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splattered from floor to ceilingbut the pain, I'm no longer feelingall I've loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBroken shell, of a manEnd my days, with my own handSpill my blood, and watch it runA lifless corpse I have becomeSelfish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell I'm leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot rembered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieving, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that I'm gone, they loved this bastard

True Colors By Billy Milano
Opportunities arise, open youreyes don't decline.Open the door.What's right for you may not bewhat's right for me.Ultimatums shown us or them I don't know.Open the door.Take our hands cause you knowwe're your friends.You call me a friend, but stabme in the back again.From this deed now I learn. On you, my back I never turn.What was mine was always yours.But you're slammin' all the doors. True colors, my are growing bright.But you're still stuck in a grey life.Jealousy, can't you see what it's done.Open the doors.I thought I knew, what kind of friendare you.Honesty flows through me - with purity.Open the doors.Once again, we were friends, we're through.Because of you and yourTRUE COLORS.Let them shine.

First Fakes Of February And A Bling Pack Contest?..
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Ya Right
The most incredible guy in the universe, end of story. He’s sweet, caring, and truly amazing. He isn’t concerned with himself at all, but instead he’s concerned with other people. He always knows the perfect thing to say and the right time to say it. He takes your breath away and leaves you speechless. And he has a way of making your heart melt like no one else ever will. Robert is so wonderful, it’s almost impossible to find the words to match. this is what it said about me on urbandictionary.com

Yeah Well.....there You Have It
Well, as the saying goes it doesn’t take an Einstein? Or does it? I suppose that is the question at hand here. Four months ago I had a horrid infection in my stomach that spread to my upper intestine. Which caused my digestion to get all messed up, oh joy. Not that I like to eat anyway…however my doctor gave me this medicine to help me with digestion. Now that things were back on track infection was gone I didn’t look or feel like death any longer things were looking up. We were fast approaching the dreaded holidays. Normally I love the holidays, however since my leaving my marriage it just hasn’t been the same. But that is another blog possibly. So going to sleep Christmas eve I expected to wake to receive the normal gift on Christmas morning the normal silence I have woken up to the past 4 yrs. Not however this year I woke to a migraine. A wonderful not going anywhere just growing more intense migraine. Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Well, it snowed a lot that day.

Hurlin' Shurikens
Each1 Teach1 BrassKnucklePoet said: you can stay primpin, ima stay pimpin these written shurikens into a verbal whirlwind encouraging competition to flourish until the world ends...oh these silly sapiens, im sprinklin color across the page like painting with sick gradients, minglin with fellow aliens, walkin across seas on breezes or stiff tail winds..im ridin until the rail ends..orgasm. then cold grabbem and makem go tell they male friends..todays the day the sale ends, raincheckin and wreckin all comers with all ailments.terminally ill but still spitten prevention medicine..step up and catch rebuttal from these distinguished gentlemen... ArcheType (Marq) said: Hear dat pimpin...Hurlin shurikens? iight, Im like street fightin Ryu screamin ArrrhhYuhket Or Killer instinct inflicting combos out my tool kit Harken back to yester years of dat ill shit When reminisce over of you was the illest Or Paris was spittin that militant tip for the realist Lie: 'when ya buy a rap

Explication
Below is a beautiful summary of why I have my new, little tatoo. :] For me, trees have always been the most penetrating preachers. I revere them when they live in tribes and families, in forests and groves. And even more I revere them when they stand alone. They are like lonely persons. Not like hermits who have stolen away out of some weakness, but like great, solitary men, like Beethoven and Nietzsche. In their highest boughs the world rustles, their roots rest in infinity; but they do not lose themselves there, they struggle with all the force of their lives for one thing only: to fulfill themselves according to their own laws, to build up their own form, to represent themselves. Nothing is holier, nothing is more exemplary than a beautiful, strong tree. When a tree is cut down and reveals its naked death-wound to the sun, one can read its whole history in the luminous, inscribed disk of its trunk: in the rings of its years, its scars, all the struggle, all the suffering,

Always And Forever
In your words I find comfort, in your heart I know love. In your eyes I find serenity, in your arms I know peace. When all others have broken me, at your touch shall I be mended. When all others have forsaken you, in my soul shall you be safe. You are my brightest star, lighting my way in deepest dark. When all others have burned out, never shall you vanish from my sight. Forever. Always. Our souls shall be as one.

Sheesh....here's Number One In The Jerk Blogs!
I mean, really, this is a web site. Let's get this straight! 1. This is a web site 2. Name calling is so 1st grade 3. A STATUS is where you post your feelings or updates or anything you feel like posting. Now, any of ya's that know me know that I am not on to post B.S. drama stuff. But this guy has been bogging me down with sexual comments and getting RUDE when I don't respond to them. Now, let me make this very clear. I DO NOT mind graphic comments left on my pics, I don't mind when you throw them in my Chat box. But when I don't respond to them, is that really a reason to get mad? Any of ya's that have talked to me know that I DO NOT get rude or mean about it. Sometimes I play back, but most of you guys know when to draw the line. I don't mind it AT ALL!!! Now, of course this is through Fubar chat, so you have to read down to up...I'm not about to take any more time on this guy to write it the other way... Now, PLEASE...be honest...If I am in the wrong, let me know. I want t

Erotic Stories
Dressed in an emerald green bustier trimmed in black lace ,fishnet thigh highs with seems even down the back, matching thongs and black stilettos ,,,,,, looking in the mirror I put the final touches on my makeup and hair …reaching to the jewelry box I remove my final pieces of my attire….. I slide on my bracelet ,put in my earrings and loving buckle my collar (the item I love most as it marks me as yours ) around my neck attaching a silver and gold and bronze 6 strand leash to the hoop in the front then thru the hoops on my wrists one strand of each color on either side hanging an glittering against my alabaster skin…. Glancing once more to the mirror I’m ready and I walk steadily out the door down the hall and into your presence you are standing with your back to me looking at the stars from the balcony, the French doors standing open with the breeze rustling the sheer curtains, your silhouette outlined by the fullness of the moon……. You ar

Here Is How To Find Me When Im Not Here
MY CELL IS 618-203-9826..I HAVE UNLIMTD TXT/TALK....TXT ME FIRST TO LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE IF I DONT ALREADY HAVE YOUR NUMBER, OR I WONT ANSWER. OR YOU CAN YIM ME @ PIMP_RIDE_76@YAHOO.COM

Enough Is Enough....................
I have been On Fubar since it was Lost Cherry and have left twice before and found my way back and starting over. I guess I always came back because of the "real" friends I have on here. But now I am at the end of the road. One of the people I trusted and thought wouldn't hurt me has betrayed me and turned people against me. I thought I could get through it and ignore it after i blocked him but enough is enough. I am sick and people that are close to me including him knows I am and I can't take the stress he is putting me through on here. I won't mention his name on here because unlike him I won't do that to him. All I can say is he has threatened me, called me horrible names and has gone as far as wish that my illness takes my life. If that isn't enough he is dragging my name through the mud and I have done none of the things he is saying about me. Maybe if I was in better health I could stand up to him and deal with it but I just can't anymore. He is buying friends of mine on her

Severe Freakin' Panic Attack
I am seriously freaking out over here. The hook/bracket on the very last molar popped completely off of my tooth! Have this extra wire sticking me all over the place. I've popped brackets before but never the last freakin' tooth. I just have these horrid visions of my tooth falling out of my head, not to mention, is this going to effect the other teeth around it until I get it put back on? I'm sure I'm over reacting, but I've tried to be so careful with these stupid things and now this. I simply can't breathe.

What's Your Soul's Urge?
Your Soul's Urge is Independence You are a unique and bold individual. You go your own way. You are a huge idea person. You are destined to be a pioneer in one way or another. You stand out in any crowd just by doing your own thing. You enjoy being unconventional. You are self-reliant, and you don't rely on anyone for anything. You have a lot of friends, even though you don't need them! What's Your Soul's Urge? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Help Links
Ready to choose your side? Is it going to be angel? Or demon? Click here http://www.fubar.com/decide.php Have info-questions or comments about fumafia? Post them here- http://fubar.com/blog/312010/1071266 Need a lounge coder,info on streams or anything else? Heres the link 4 lounge helpers send one of them a pm with link to your lounge - http://fubar.com/blog/131753 Looking to stream music in your own lounge? Click here http://shoutcast.serverroom.us/?gclid=CMvtkejqzJ0CFQRM5QodImP4yQ Need to update active X click here http://download.cnet.com/DownloadX-ActiveX-Download-Control/3000-2206_4-10911713.html?tag=mncol Need java updates click here- Need http://www.java.com/en/ Quicktime updates-click here-http://download.cnet.com/Apple-QuickTime/3000-2139_4-10002208.html Need firefox updates click here-

What If....
What if...... If this was my last night on earth, would you really care? If I slept and did not awake would you mourn my loss? If I died today, would you care for my kids as if they were your own? If I got sick, would you care for me? If you need me, would you ever tell me? If you really want me, would you tell me so? If you were mad at me, would you lie and tell me that you're not? If you promise me something, would you keep your word? If I cried within the night, would you dry my tears? If I need protecting, would you fight for me? If I had a bad dream, would you comfort me? If you really love me, would you ever leave me?

How To Serve A Weak Motherfucker... £åÐҰ - Ҝị££å™
£åÐҰ - Ҝị££åTM : Talks Shit, Then turns Bitch... Yet to hear back of that "Realness" that he spits. £åÐҰ - Ҝị££åTM I DIDNT KNOW WEEZER DROPPED THEIR LEAD SINGER YOU AND YOUR BOYS ARE DEAD RINGERS CALLIN ALLIK YDAL THE GRAVE DIGGER BET LET EM PUFF UP AND GET A LITTLE BIGGER 17 SHOTS GOTTA SCARE THEM NIGGAS FOR REAL PHX STIL THE BEST I ROLL WITH THUGS I NEED NO VEST LYRICALLY GIFTED WHEN I HIT THE INSTRUMENTAL I LEAVE EM STIFFENED OH NO LADY KILLA IS THE ONLY WITNESS I GET UP IN EM TO QUICKLY NEVER KNOW NEVER GROW WESTSIDE PARADISE FOR SHOW The ShiningTM - Brass Knuckle Poets Society 'too' quickly... not 'to' quickly. Go to school and come back when you're literate... wow. Dog... for real...? After all that talk... that's what you crapped out? £åÐҰ - Ҝị££åTM omg you found a typo you should work for someone who gives a shit ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT

Ok...every Now And Again Christa My 19 Yr Old Decides...
to get a philosphical outllook on life...As If! I'm a donkeybutt and I have no real friends.. I get on here because my self esteem is so low that I have to think if I have internet friends they'll never really leave me.. Because if they do they were actually never here in the first place to start with so my heart really wouldn't be broken again.. But I was WRONG.. So says Christa...and yeah the dufus has a fubar...lol http://fubar.com/cbelleswaney

Help Starts At Home First So Fuck The Haitian Bull Shit And Fuck Off So Fucking Wut If U Dont Like My Clinical Reaction
help starts at home first so fuck the Haitian bull shit and fuck off so fucking wut if u dont like my clinical reaction1 hr ago comment Spikey Mikey - ...16 mins ago-- 19 of 19hendrixclone said:fuck the gove dosent cair its not them so who gives a fuck rite well fuck no thair the first to go or we force them to start frome scratch and if we dont like it we make them start over again we kneed that fucking non citicen out of the house he fucking everything up just like god promises to change everything and wut happens fuuckn shit up even more well ill tell u want u are sined up bro im tyerd of this shit fuckkkkkkkkkkkSpikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:Right on i mean our congress and pres. need to wake the fuck up and take a good look at what they r doing to us. I saw we march to Washinton D.C. and rasie some hell till our voices r heard.hendrixclone said:hell ya i wish it was like the old days weair we cairred guns around and someone dident like something thay fuc

Help Starts At Home First So Fuck The Haitian Bull Shit And Fuck Off So Fucking Wut If U Dont Like My Clinical Reaction
help starts at home first so fuck the Haitian bull shit and fuck off so fucking wut if u dont like my clinical reaction Spikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:i am glade that someone sees it my way i mean where was the Haitian when Katrina hit the US. uhm no where to be found. We american help every countr out there and they can not lend a helpping hand for us. hendrixclone said:FUCK YA HAITIANS FICKING IRACKIES AND ALL THE OTHERS CAN GO LITERALLY FUCK THEM SELVS ALL THAY WANT IS SYMPATHY SO WE GO FURTHER DOWN IN DET AND CHINA CAN TAKE OVER WELL IM NOT GANNA LET THAT SHIT HAPPEN ILL START MY OWN FUCKING ARMY AND FUCK THEM ALL UP Spikey Mikey - Pomoter @ the CTRL ALT DELETE Lounge said:Hay sing me up cause i will be helpping u out shit this country went down hill after 9/11 and i am sick of it. we r fighting a war that is pointless to. so i say send out troops home i mean how many troops have to die before the war is over. hendrixclone said:fuck the

Two Paths
Sleepers like to dream. Dream the night away. Dream the day away. All life is is just a dream, right? Dream of a better life, dream of a better home, even dream for the right person. Then you open your eyes and see the dream fade. Fade into your reality.Were its dark and dank and oh so dreary. Were is the hand to lift me up to the right path. Two different roads to choose, but which one. One could be the dream land you have always wanted ,or the bleakness of reality. Or you could be fucked ether way cause they could lead to the same dread. Its always, make a choice. I hang my head so low, waiting for the blindness to bleed from my eyes so that i can know which way to go. But for now I sit at this fork and dream. Just dream...............or till someone comes along and slaps me in the face and just says, wake the fuck up bitch this aint no dream world!

Gotta Love Andy Rooney!
In case you missed it on '60 Minutes', this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier tha

Welcome To The Turf Boards
This is where we will cuss and discuss turf business ...... I am looking for ideas on turf policy and procedures .... this is where we will address any turf issues as well instead of having them aired in the turf.... In the future I will place different blogs for different subject matters So lets get organized, unified and build our FAMILY right ;) Have fun and enjoy

Day 1
So, I quit smoking today at 8:30pm. It's been 2 hours without a cigarette and It's kinda going ok. I want to smoke but I can't because then I would be letting people down and not only that I will be letting myself down. Im using the Patch to help me along with unlimited cuddles with my boyfriend and lots of candy....I'll probably come out of this with diabetes. LOL I hope that I accomplish quitting and not end up like other people have and just start back up right after I fully quit. This is going to take a lot of will power, and alot of support from my friends and family. I hope I can do this.

My Personal Thoughts On Friends & Ranking,looks ,nsfw Stuff,love,sins And Just About Everything
Chances are I am not intrested in you or your thoughts , You want Respect, Respect me and my thoughts .... Heres only some of them.... I do not care for ignorance, neither do i care about your sense of what is right.I will do what I want and be myslef reguardless. I am my own best friend, i lean on myself when im weak. I think a thousand thoughts at the same time, and you will never know what they are. You will never know Me Nor what i really think, for my thoughts are my own. And i assure you it will stay that way. I am kind,optimistic,trustworthy,responsible. but at the same time I am worried,bitchy,careless. I will not waste my time on ignorant people. I'm Brutally honest, if theres something i don't like about you, trust me, you'll know. Don't come to me with your pretty drama, we all make our mistakes, we all have our bad days, don't act as if "life is out to get you", life is what you make of it. don't act as if "you're the same as i am". Cause you are not Dont act as if you k

The Truth
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU . Be honest with your answers 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin amazin 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = i wanna fuck

Chronicles Of The Bat
She stalks through the darkened room in her black thigh-high stiletto boots making almost no sound. Her bullwhip wrapped around her waist like a belt for her tight, purple suit that accentuates the curves of her luscious breasts and sexy ass. Her black gloves run up her arms past her elbows and her eyes gleam behind her black mask as her dark hair spills down her back. She pauses halfway across the room, suspicious, but sees nothing that could be a danger so she continues across the room to the desk. She leans down, checking the priceless statue of Bast, goddess of lions, for any hidden security features. Her sexy curves are only accentuated by the tight outfit as she leans over, hands on her knees, to examine the desk for any sign of an extra security system. She smirks in satisfaction after a long, slow examination before reaching out to lift the statue from the desk's surface. Suddenly, she gasps as a pair of strong hands grabs her wrists and yanks her forward across the to

I Believe
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born,A Death Certificate shows that we died,Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe . . . That just because two people argue,It doesn't mean they don't love each other.And just because they don't argue,It doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe . . . That we don't have to change friends if.We understand that friends change. I Believe . . . That no matter how good a friend is,they're going to hurt you every once in a whileand you must forgive them for that. I Believe . . . That true friendship continues to grow,even over the longest distance.Same goes for true love.

Dear Dmx
Dear DMX, I was first introduced to your art through your song "LORD GIVE ME A SIGN". I was touched by your determination to do right, to fight wrong, how you acknowledged your weakness but had faith that with God's help you would persevere and triumph. I knew your initials stood for DOG MAN X - and I thought that was a nod of the head to your deep and abiding LOVE of your pitbulls. I joined a group against dog fighting on Facebook. My dear Elsie, featured above, was an AKC American Staffordshire Terrier, she was the gentlest dog I have ever had the honor of calling friend. I miss the feel of her strong body and solid head resting against my side. I gave her to a man named Daniel that promised me he would take good care of her. She accidently broke the jaw of my husband's dog, because I did not properly hand a treat one at a time to each dog. I just threw them on the floor and they both reached for the last one at the same time. The ShihTzu got it first, and Elsie got it just a milli

Home, Kinda
We moved back into our apartment today, it was only 10 days in a hotel, but it felt like an eternity. I have done nothing but clean since I got off work and I'm dead tired. The cleaning crew did the shittiest job I've ever seen in my life. The kitchen floor didn't come clean and it will have to be replaced completely. My boys can wipe counters and walls better than they did. The jerks didn't even MOVE my furniture, they just cleaned the carpet around it all. I was SO pissed. You could see where every piece of furniture in my apartment was when you move it. So, I spoke up and they are coming back tomorrow to clean again ... better do it right. There isn't much to do excpet the floors, I took care of the walls myself, I can do a better job anyways. SO, I'm home, kinda, sorta...doesn't feel like home :( I go sleepy nao...nitey nite!

Quotes/lines/truths
So alot people on here make albums out of this stuff, I figured since one, i was bored and two I like to be different i would put some of my favorite sayings/lines/quotes from various places in here. there will be no ryhme or reason to the order so dont waste time looking for it lol. 1. "If winning isnt important, then Commander, why keep score?" 2. those who say winning isnt everything probably lost! 3."I could tell you, but then I'd have to kill you" 4."should we, or should we not, follow the advice of the GALACTICALLY STUPID!" 5."You remember one thing, you screw up just this much, and you'll be flying a cargo plane full of rubber dogshit outta hong kong!" 6."you see this, this..is my BOOMSTICK!" 7."Did IQ's just drop sharply while I was away?" 8."You think you can get inside my head and push me before I pull the trigger?" 9."What are you trying to tell me, that I can dodge bullets?", "No Neo im trying to tell you, that when your ready you wont have to!" 10."There is n

Don't You Need By Melissa Etheridge
I had a dream late last night The water was running low And my fields were on fire, burning my sky My body was moving slow And when I awoke I tasted the sweat of desire in my mouth And I realized my heart had abducted my mind And they were last seen headed south Now I can't sleep I'm so wired And I find myself screaming out Don't you need don't you want Can't you taste it when you're alone Don't you cry don't you feel Sometimes I wonder if you are real Don't you bleed Don't you need There's no quenching the thirst there's no relief For the hungry at heart And as far as you're concerned I'm just a thief Entertaining in the dark But it's you that holds the cards Now that the joker is wild Don't you want to lay it down And feel your skin against the ground Don't you want to ride the storm And then sleep inside the calm Don't you want to get that high Don't you want to be satisfied Well if you don't want it from me Don't you need I had a dream late last night The water was running low

Caa #132 - Update #2
Addysan is a fighter!! She is doing better today and is scheduled for an MRI tomorrow to check on the fluid in the brain. If everything goes well, she might be going home in 4 to 5 days. Thank you all for your continued prayers and Mare and the family thank you also. Love Doc

Thinking Of You
I hear your voice, whispered in the wind, It calls softly to me I know when I hear it, That you want to be with me. The wind moves my hair about my face In the manner that you do; When, in your arms I am embraced My love I give to you. It reminds me of your fingers When you touch my face; It tells me of your love In your heart's secret place. It brings your thoughts to me each time we are apart, It keeps our thoughts together And stirs within my heart. Oh, would it be that we could meet Above the breezy sky, And bind your wings with mine complete So, together we could fly. I hope this wind will blow your way To brush your face as mine; Till we are one for every day Our love and lives combined.

Strategies
What kind of a crew are we ? Where do we want to build to? What are our goals? What determines a call for war? (only the Boss or UnderBoss can call a war or truce) What preperations are needed before goin to war?

Live Auction For Club Paradise Members
If you are a member of Club Paradise, you can join our live member auction if you are interested. It will be held on Tuesday, February 23rd at 8pm est. There is no entry fee. All we need is your offer and your pic link. It will be limited to the first 25 people so please leave a comment on this blog saying you want to be in it and we will get back to you with the details. Thank you for all your support from the Club Paradise staff.

My Life My World I Love You So Very Much
YOU&ME Your words spoken so sweetly. The way you know how to make me feel Just the sound of your voice, Makes me want to complete all my dreams You've changed my whole point on life, And turned it into something with meaning You made me realized that not all men are the same. Just when i wasn't looking, You came into my life, You picked up my broken world and put it whole again, I wasn't even looking for a man but there was something I liked about you that opend my heart back up and now I'm for ever yours!

This Is Deep But So True
This is deep! LETTING GO This is beautiful. Read it to the end...the message is awesome!!! By T.. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in you

Green Is The New Black.
Ok, so this going green thing has become a trend of epidemic proportions. I took some easy steps to green up my world. And prove that you don't have to have a huge budget or an HGTV special to save our planet. Being green doesn't have to be about turning into a patchouli wearing pothead or an overtanned health freak. So here are my 10 EASY STEPS to going green and staying awesome. 1) DIGITIZE YOUR LIFE. Not only does it make you look cool and all hip and up on the latest technology, it's also good for our planet. Since this is a website!! I thought I would point out that digitizing is one of the best ways to go green today. Ask for online credit card and utility statements. Ask for online checking. Digitize your books, CDs, movies, art, hell, even your Book of Shadows and save up to 100 acres of forest a year all on your own, just by using the tool you are using to read this blog. Don't print anything you don't need to. Reuse the other side of the paper. And use recycled paper. Make su

13 Things You Never Gave A Damn You Didn't Know About Me.
1. I was born on Friday, 13 February 1976, at 11:58PM. Yes, this makes me an Aquarius. 2. I'm a modern gypsy. The longest I have stayed in one place in my adult life is two years. Places I've stayed long enough to call home: Paterson,NJ; Tampa,FL; Orlando,FL; New Orleans; London; Tel Aviv; Calcutta; New York City; Oklahoma City; Chicago; Atlanta. 3. I am allergic to pennicillan, coconut, bees, and most laundry detergents. I found all of these out the hard way. 4. I am a daredevil, a show-off, and an accident magnet. This combination has led to almost 100 broken bones and nearly 1000 stitches over the course of my life. 5. The first physical feature I notice about other people is their hands. I'm a sucker for elegance and long fingers. Boys who paint their fingernails get me hot. 6. I have changed careers three times. I started out my life in the entertainment industry...modeling, singing, dancing and acting. Then I switched to the funeral industry. Now, I'm an arch

"sex. Sex Sells." I Knew I Liked Zombiemonkey For A Reason.
Favourite position? It depends on my mood, really. Sometimes I like being the supervisor. Others, I am perfectly content with something entry level. Whatever pays the bills, I guess. What turns you on the most? I have a thing for a yellow rubber raincoat on a guy with a beard. It especially helps if he stands under a fake weather machine and holds up a box of breaded, processed fish product. Does size matter? Well, of course. I hate it when I can't fit all my furniture and knick-knacks into a room. I really deplore clutter, so I need a lot of space. Most times in one day? What's the square root of 525,600? Most orgasms in one session? Zero. I didn't know that sound checks gave other people orgasms...I'll have to check into that.... What do you think about during sex? Laundry, how much I would like a new puppy because they are so gosh-darn loyal, and sometimes, on special occasions, what drawings I can mentially pull out of the popcorn on my ceiling. Ever had a t

A Poem I Wrote For My Daugher
This was a poem I wrote to my youngest daughter aka "the boss" during a very difficult time in our lives..plz get over the fact of the 1st line:P To You, My Child Here I sit, locked up in jail I long to hear your voice To hear you cal me "Mommy" again Would make my heart rejoice I'll send letters every week I hope they make you smile I want you to be happy Cause I won't see you for a while I long to take you in my arms And hold you oh so tight I want to say how sorry I am I wish to make this right I pray one day you'll forgive me For bringing this to your life I want you to know happiness And live without this strife My love for you will never end And I just want you to know You're my one and only girl Even if it doesn't always show Soon

Saturday Morning Coffee Reading Part Ii
VictimX-27 VictimX_27: Hi there! cheesedog: HEYA! VictimX_27: What u up 2? cheesedog: Nice English. cheesedog: Did you learn that on the short bus? VictimX_27: Get fucked cheesedog: I'm just joking relax VictimX_27: :) cheesedog: What's your name? VictimX_27: Whats yours? cheesedog: I asked you first. VictimX_27: I asked you second cheesedog: Did I time just warp to middle school? VictimX_27: huh cheesedog: Never mind. My name is Johnny cheesedog: Johnny Cheesedog VictimX_27: Thats not your real name cheesedog: Why isn't that my real name? VictimX_27: No one has the name Cheesedog as a last name cheesedog: Well I do. Whats wrong with it? VictimX_27: Nothin i suppose VictimX_27: Is that your real pic in that av? cheesedog: Yes it is VictimX_27: Very handsome cheesedog: Thanks VictimX_27: You kinda look like eminem cheesedog: Fuck you. VictimX_27: HEY! I meant that in a good way VictimX_27: I think eminem is hot! cheesedog: Oh. You think I'm hot? VictimX_27

Learning To Fly
Free of GravityFlying Home We take flight when we rise above our habitual ways of thinking about things and experience new insights. As earthbound beings, humans have always had a fascination with winged creatures of all kinds. The idea of being able to spontaneously lift off from the earth and fly is so compelling to us that we invented airplanes and helicopters and myriad other flying machines in order to provide ourselves with the many gifts of being airborne. Flying high in the sky, we look down on the earth that is our home and see things from an entirely different perspective. We can see more, and we can see farther than we can when we’re on the ground. As if all this weren’t enough, the out-of-this-world feeling of freedom that comes with groundlessness inspires us to want to take flight again and again. Metaphorically, we take flight whenever we break free of the gravity that holds us to a particular way of thinking or feeling or being. We take flight mentally

The Battle
the hunger can never be fed..my sorrows lie deep and hidden .. the urge to strong to fight.. i try and try with all my might.. in the end it always wins.. a empty vessel to fill a hollow pit that can not be fed .. its a sadness that needs to surface for my life depends upon it..i look into the mirror and do not recognize myself .. just a person hidden deep within.. a peson dieing to be set free again.. i traveled this road alone letting all who have failed me do me in.. now i turn wanting out... the mountain is so steep i feel overwhelmed with defeat..i take the first step and breath deep.. years of pain to overcome.. this will take a while to fight..each day is a battle .. a tiny baby step in the right direction.. day one is today..the ending so far out of sight.. i close my eys and pray someone hold me tight hold my hand urge me on make me do this to live .. my children i see i know i dont want them to be like me.. all the kisses ,hugs, and love i give to them means nothing without

It Sucks To Mean What You Say....
You know what sucks? When you say something and you really mean it. When I say that, I don't mean everyday things like...you look nice today or great hair cut I mean things like I want the best for you and really mean it. I'd told someone, for a very long time, that I would always want the best for him no matter what happened with our relationship. Everytime I said it I meant it but I always believed that we would be together. He convinced ME that it was what he wanted and because I wanted that too I was very happy. Two years of me saying it and meaning it. Now he's gone, no reason other than telling me within a week of being away from me and home visiting/grieving a death his heart suddenly or not so suddenly belonged to another. He came, got his things and left. No goodbye. Just a text from the new love, saying "he" wont be talking to you and he wont be giving you closure. After 2 years...that was the best I got. The sad part is...I still mean what I said. I want nothing

Yea.. So..
i'm in a strange mood and felt like saying this: do what you say you will.. be who you say you are... if things change, oh well... please don't feel the need to lie.. no matter where you are, be happy with who you are..

Lost In Hope!!!
I fall for someone They treat me harshly I am wanting to love someone But what is love? Is it someone who makes you have butterflies? Is it someone you known your whole life? Is it someone you know your happy with? What is it? I have lost so much hope Knowing what that word means I have cried I have stressed I have been emotional Over one little word Love I have lost hope on it An seem to not know what it is Is love even out their for such a young woman Like myself Even being Bisexual or Lesbian

For Fun Tell Me What You Think ;)
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU . Be honest with your answers0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!?1 = Definetly not attractive.2 = Decent3 = Cute4 = Fine as hell!5 = I'd do you.6 = Pretty damn sexy!7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!!8 = I wanna make you my man/girl.9 = Just a friend.10 = Sexiest person I know!11 = Fuckin amazin12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times.13 = i wanna fuck

Tears And Rain
"Tears And Rain"How I wish I could surrender my soul;Shed the clothes that become my skin;See the liar that burns within my needing.How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.How I wish I had screamed out loud,Instead I've found no meaning.I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;Hold memory close at hand,Help me understand the years.How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.How I wish I would save my soul.I'm so cold from fear.I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.Far, far away; find comfort in pain.All pleasure's the same: it just

My Demons
Once long ago, a wise person told me something that has come true. That person told me that "My Demons" will be the one to cause me the most pain in my life. At the time I didin't want to belive what I was told, but it comes to fact that yes they have come to be a big part in my life and have caused me the most pain. My Demons, are all from my past, and it is a past that I am not very proud of. I have hurt the person that means the most to me, and I am sorry for that. But now that person knows what my demons are and is going to help me try to conquer them. Now if I wish to brings things back to how they used to be, I have to learn to be more patient, and not let my past come back to haunt me.

[mia]
Hang on y'all.I gotta clean house, prioritize my fams, and go on another date this weekend.Uh, with any luck at my place. Why does that thought get me nervous again?Oh... because it'd be hilarious if I got food poisoning and made embarassingly loud gut rot in my tiny house for her mortification. *sigh* No privacy in this house.One of the many things I hate about it. Anyway this is my unblog that absolves me from all other responsibilities til the dust settles again and yeah, I used fresh roma tomatos for a very decent sauce, served with fennel/rosemary turkey meatballs.Wanna fight about it? I probably owe my readerbase a summary of the first date... Probably. But seriously, bed time. I've had the Kampfer 85% done for over a week now, I've barely made any progress in Fallen Earth meanwhile I think my besty's about... halfway to the level cap. I have been going full speed all week. Lemme catch my breath, and say something long, artful, and longing about her smile.

This Is My Prayer...
Twinkle twinkle lil star i hope u get a soring rotting bloody herpes... with that i would like to start my lil prayer i pray for the weak i pray for the stupidi pray for the ignorant i pray for love i pray rebels i pray for the insane i pray for you cuz ur the first one who gonna taste my razorblade kiss the one that gonna give you sweet relieve the one thats gonna give ur death i pray for you i pray for them i pray for their death cuz im the one diggin ur grave oh sweet anger oh sweet wrath u give me so much ur the only thing that keeps me going, wrath of my favorite sin how much i lust you and adore you. Worthless hope... Hope is Worthless hope is an evil fucking whore imbuing you with desire and cravings for what appears so tangible and attainable a fucking tease yanking away as you clamp your teeth in the air biting your tongue, tasting blood fuckin forget about it you fuck you'll have nothing and hate it you're a loser and a source of amusement for we who

[first Date]
*sigh* cake shows on my break. Wtf. Anyhow, I promised it, and I'm taking a break from my DISGUSTING year old dishes. Oh yes, year old dishes. Cuz I was protesting the fact that the owner's of this house promised to get me a garbage disposal installed and my drainage fixed and 5 years later this is where we're at. Elbow deep in muck. Now, sure, I wash what I use every day, every time I use it... okay almost every time I use it. But every now and then there's that specialized equipment- that stray container, it piles up. Doing dishes is kinda tardsy at my house because every sinkload, I have to hand plunge, drain and refill a woefully shallow tub. Takes for fucking ever. Alright so ... this previous sunday SundaySUNDAYSUNDAY!!! I woke up around 9, had all my clothes picked out, my DVD's selected, my-just-in-case in my pocket (because I've succumbed to temptation before), and ... took one look outside my window 5 inches of fresh powdery snow. FUCK! Now, gra

Lets See How Many People This Pisses Off (lmao)
Ok first, let it be known that this blog is about the actions of certain women, not all. And it isn't directed to a specific woman. With that disclaimer, riddle me this. Ever see profiles of women who post suggestive or nude pictures of themselves and then add "I'm married/have a boyfriend so don't ask me if I want to hook up"? You get the general idea. They post these pictures and then proceed to tell the men who are looking at her posing half naked (or completely) they aren't allowed to hit on her or have her. And then they will also proceed to complain that they are getting "scumbags" writing them. The common argument is these pictures are "art". And yes she may intend for the pictures to be art. But intent and interpretation aren't the same thing. One mans art is another mans porn. Further more if you're married or have a boyfriend, then the following question deserves to be asked. If your heart belongs to your man, doesn't the rest of you come along wi

You're Gone
It is as if you were just a shadow passing by in my dreams I turn my head and look around but you are no longer there Instead there is an ache a reminder you were real and not some fantasy running loose in my mind Screams rip from my soft trembling lips tears drown my tri colored eyes The pain so harsh stealing the very air I breath Yet you promised you wouldnt go that for once I wouldnt know the sorrow of being left in the cold You are gone..

Don't Forget To Take A Handful
That’s what Sarah said to me this morning after I’d gotten home from taking Martha to work. There is a slippery patch at the edge of our sidewalk and it was time to de-ice it; that is, sprinkle a powdered ice melt mixture on the spot so anyone on it can get traction and not fall. And I didn’t realize I was supposed to take Martha to work this morning until about an hour before we left. She says she told me when she came to bed shortly after one this morning, but I do not remember hearing her say that! I have had problems with being coherent lately when I’m semi-conscious … Martha also says she asked me what I’d set the alarm for, and I mumbled “eleven eleven”. Go figure on that. Last night Martha and I did take advantage of our membership at Anytime Fitness and worked out for just over an hour after the kids were sound asleep. Jeffrey had gotten on Martha’s last nerve after she found pieces of a block puzzle he’d sh

Upside Down Apple Pie,,,mmmm Good
This pie is absolutely fantastic The flavor is out of control gooey, cinnamony and just overall out of this world. Coat a deep-dish pie plate with nonstick cooking spray and line it with parchment paper. Coat the paper with cooking spray also. Now, I used a deep-dish pie plate, the Emile Henry brand from Williams-Sonoma and it is a little deep for refrigerated dough (there is not a lot of hangover for sealing the two crusts together). I think a regular pie plate would be fine.In a small bowl combine 4 Tablespoons of melted butter, brown sugar and pecans. Mix well and spread evenly over the bottom of the pie plate, on top of the parchment. Place one of the crusts in the pie plate, pressing it firmly against the nut mixture and up the sides of the plate. Set aside.In a large bowl, combine granulated sugar, flour, cinnamon and the remaining 2 Tablespoons of melted butter. Mix well. Add the apples in and toss gently to coat. Spoon into the pie crust.Place the second crust over the apple mi

Whiteout
http://fubar.com/1243830 I have not been able to log into that account for a LONG time.....................hehehe Read the profile.................After I did that, every time I log in, I get a white screen.............. fuckers HEY, should I mumm about this?????????????? hehehehehehehhe

Untitled
Into the crevices of my mind you creep Reminding me of the pain you bring Delusional dreams are all that remain Visions dancing amidst the flames Intoxicating images fill my eyes Unleashing an unrelenting desire Drunken desires that now abound Memories of you the only sound Beneath the surface of reality Drowning in thoughts of misery Existence is futile in my mind Pervading memories are all I find Tantalizing touches of evil intent Blazing infernos that never relent Escaping the thoughts to no avail Trapping me in a labyrinth of hell

Alantic Road Norway
Dubbed and voted as the Norwegian construction of the century, this five-mile stretch along highway Rv64 between Molde and Kristiansund. The road is anything but even and riding above some real rough waves is a thrill like none other. The road itself surges up and falls down much like the tides at different places, making it a perfectly safe, yet totally exciting ride.

Transfagarasan Road- Romania
Many consider this stunning and breathtaking road clad in natural beauty as the road that leads you to the sky. It runs North to South across the tallest sections of the Carpathian Mountains, between the highest peak in the country, Moldoveanu, and the second highest, Negoiu. Yes, in the way you also can stop at the castle of Vlad III the Impaler, the king who inspired Bram Stoker's Dracula character. Welcome to Transylvania- Dracula Land baby!

Cape Kiwanda Dive Oregon Usa
Located on the coast of Oregon, the ride is famous for its proximity to a beautiful coast on one side and lush green forests on the other side of the road. The long ride can eventually take you to the Cape Kiwanda drive, which is both beautiful and unique as you put your set of wheels through waves- quite literally!

Quickening Moon
This is the time of the Quickening Moon. It still feels a lot like winter. Many parts of the world are still covered in ice and snow. Even here in Central Florida we are having stormy winter weather. But winter will soon be over, and the promise of spring is starting to stir. Animals that will be born in the spring are growing inside their mothers right now. Underground, the seeds and bulbs lying dormant are starting to come to life. This "quickening" is like the first small stirrings of an unborn baby in its mother's womb. Not yet visible to the outside world, but there just the same. This moon is also called the Storm Moon, as this is typically the stormiest time of the year. But even though winter rages around us, spring is just around the corner. The winter months are a time of looking inward, of rest and rejuvenation. As spring gets closer, we get tired of being cooped up inside and long to be outside in the warmth and the sun. This is a good time for "internal spring cleaning". L

My Opinion Of The New Avatar Policy
This is a rant, and is not intended to be disrespectful or offensive. Do you think this new policy might be a little overboard? I live in the desert and RARELY wear anything that isn't tank-top like. Do I have to wear an oversized tent in order to get an avatar approved? My previous avatar showed nothing sexual. No boob, no nipple. Some cleavage, shoulder, and HAIR. Do I need to shave my head for an avatar to be approved? This policy really seems to send a double message. An adult site, for consenting adults. I can understand no tits or dick being in an avatar...but seriously? What about skirts? Are you going to ban skirts in avatar's too? Or feet? Some people get off on feet. The same goes for lips, there IS a lip fetish. There is also a hand fetish, an arm hair fetish, an eye fetish. If you're trying to make this policy to prevent sexual arousal over an avatar, then it has already failed. As for the people with kids running around while they're surfing Fubar; perh

Let Us Know
OK So I hear all Women Want to "DO" a Biker. I question if I'ts because the Biker Status Is that Of a Rock Star or A Wealthy Man! Tell Us what You Think! Leave details if you want.. It's your choice. Thanx for reading and all responses..

Status
SCRAPPER TOOK MY STATUS BOX, CUS HE DIDNT LIKE WHAT I SAID, GUESS NO ONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR OWN OPINIONS ANYMORE ON HERE. So to make them see change your name to FuClone (then your user id # ) Ok here was the actual comments: FuClone1031234 said: Scrapper your an Idiot. I want my symbols back. This site isnt for you, it is for EVERYONE ELSE THATS HERE FuClone1031234 said: Awww didn't like people having their own opinions, so you took my status box away ???? SCRAPPER said: SCRAPPER said: Huh! You just called me an idiot....go ahead and keep punching me in the face. that is what i am here for. Step away from the computer and breath....it's all going to be ok.

Warmness On The Soul By A7x
"Warmness on the Soul" Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your love's always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

The Button Has Been Pushed.
For the 1 maybe 2 people that will read this, hi. Yesterday my wife (the mummer formerly known as a bunch of symbols spelling out illusions) filed for divorce. i would therefore appreciate not having my name linked with hers anymore.

Emotional Self Preservation
Some people have no sense of emotional self preservation. They keep getting involved in the same situations and with the same types of people. Then when the same painful results happen, they can't seem to figure out why "it happened again." A monkey poking a termite mound looking for food will only poke for so long before its sense of self preservation kicks in and says "hey there is nothing here. I am wasting my energy. I need to stop doing this and try something else." But there are some people who don't have that part of themselves. Some tend to ignore it because they realize they have invested so much energy into that person or situation, that to stop would mean having to admit they made a mistake. Some are so dead set on getting what they want, that the thought of it not being found with said person or in said situation is not a acceptable answer. They will keep poking at it until they get what they want. Even if everyone around them tells them it's not there.

Awkward
soooo aside from the tragedy of faction changing over to the alliance (which i still can't believe i did) i'm feeling incredibly awkward in my own house... we have a maid who comes in once a week...i swear i tell her every time to just stay out of my room. i'm a big girl now i don't need someone making my bed for me or picking up my undies from the floor long story short.... she found my vibrator..then decides it's a good idea to show me that's she's put it away for me....i don't know whether to laugh or cry but dammit i hate when people touch my stuff!.... be back later, i'm going to crawl under a rock

Hells Seductive Candy
surrounded by the sweet smell of dragon fruit and rose petals rainstorms of amythest and emerald calling and craving more tasting something thats so forebiden yet so sweet mortals and immortals alike seem to crave for more its so addicting like a drug, having you begging for its next high thats hells seductive candy picking victims one by one as it pulls in each one draining any inoscence there is breeding criminals its seductively undenyable hells seductive candy intensifies and violently rapes ones sexual desires entensifying to no end never knowing how intense the pain will be raping all that was once so sirene slowly injecting poison in your vains allowing hells seductive candy to consume your soul tasting something thats so forebiden yet so sweet eclipsed by the evil moon thats hells seductive candy

Fallout
To be a man and not like conflict is a rarity now adays. How does one fix it? Does he dig deep into his soul and brings forth a monstrousity that has been hidden since the dawn of time. Or does he just continues on pondering of a better existiance? These are the questions that ravage my mind. Raping it to the point of no return. And yet I have control I have thought.. and will. I try so hard to hide the illness that lurks within my veins slowly killing me. But I cannot run from it any longer. I cannot hide from it no longer. For that death seeks us all from the moment we are created in the womb. Oh glorious death how sweet thy lips and how bitter tis your bite. The true question isn't not how one can defeat death. But is it how we as humans can coexist, accept the fact and move on. James O'barr once wrote "Its not death if you don't accept it". I find that its true. But the true question is do you?

A Womens Strengths
A women has amazing strengths. She can deal with stress & carry heavy burdens. She smiles when she feels like screaming, She sings when she feels like crying. She cries when she is happy & laughs when she is afraid, But her love is always unconditional. But there is only one thing wrong with her she forgets what she is worth. If u care or even love her remind her once in a while

Looking Back
Walking down that old path, that one you use to wonder threw as a child. Looking around everywhere at the place you once long to be free from everything. Now looking at it, it seems like nothing. That large tree in the far distence, with its giant limb that you use to jump and swing from has all but fallin to peices on the ground. Wondering, what could have come by to cause such a force for that huge limb to just fall to nothingness. Looking around at all these things takes you back. Maybe it defines what you have become or aloud yourself to become. Unlike that lost forgotten place, you can mend your limbs and build yourself back up. That is if you will do it. Force yourself to get back up. It was so much easier as a child to fall and get back up again. Back then it was more of a will to get up again then having to just because you must. I suppose ill keep going, why not. Looking back at that old path to my childhood, something that was once bright, beautiful and full of life, but has

He's The Vampyr That Haunts Me
He haunts me I know not howHe comes to me and draws me nearHe cradles me and not let goHe says those words From long agoMy love My vampire princessCome to me againLet us be oneLet me lead you unto the darknessBe unto me that which you once wasBe the bride that I made you to beMy wife my love my mateIn death it took for us to beYou are the life I always hadWithout you there is only sadCome unto me againBe with meTake my hand as I lead you From sorrow and painTo love and destructionTo torture and pleasureYou belong to me as I do youDon't deny me that which I seekYou never left me as I left youI come to take you back to a time anewOur destiny awaitsNow join me Come unto me that which you areThe vampire princess that all bow beforeYour darkness flows deepAs light ascendsCandles flare under your handsCome my love let it beUs again in harmonyLet us destroy that of filthLeaving a path of bodies despairCome follow meI can't take you unless your willingDon't deny me long Force is upon youI will

Kiss By Prince
You don't have to be beautiful to turn me on I just need your body baby From dusk till dawn You don't need experience To turn me out You just leave it all up to me I'm gonna show you what it's all about You don't have to be rich To be my girl You don't have to be cool To rule my world Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with I just want your extra time and your Kiss You got to not talk dirty, baby If you wanna impress me You can't be to flirty, mama I know how to undress me (Yeah) I want to be your fantasy Maybe you could be mine You just leave it all up to me We could have a good time You don't have to be rich To be my girl You don't have 2 be cool To rule my world Ain't no particular sign I'm more compatible with I just want your extra time and your Kiss Yes I think I wanna dance Gotta, Gotta Little girl Wendy's parade Gotta, gotta, gotta Women not girls rule my world I said they rule my world Act your age, mama (Not your shoe size) Not your shoe size Maybe we could

One Of Those Random Surveys
STEP ONE: Spell your name with songs. M- Mama Knows the Highway E- Everybody Needs Somebody L- Lean On Me I- Ironic S- Some Fools Never Learn S- Sorry A- A Little Good News STEP TWO: – Name: Melissa -- Birth date: September 27 – Nickname: Missy – Eye Color: Geen. – Hair Color: depends on what mood Ms. Clairol is in – Zodiac Sign: Libra STEP THREE: –The shoes you wore today: gray Nikes. – Your weaknesses: lack of coordination --Your fear(s): growing old alone. --Your perfect pizza: bacon, mushrooms, and extra cheese --Goal you’d like to achieve: to finish my novel and be published STEP FOUR: – Your best physical feature: blegh – Your bedtime: depends on whether it's a school night – Most missed memory? my grandma STEP FIVE: This Or That… – Pepsi or Coke? Dr. Pepper – McDonald’s or Burger King: Taco Bell – Adidas or Nike: Nike. – Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Tea is the debil – Chocol

Noonesangel's Team
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The Baby Animal Test
You Are Wiley and Smart You're the type of person who can get out of any jam. You always have your wits about you. Other people find you to be a little dangerous! They know what you're capable of. You are always planning and scheming. You can't help it - your mind never stops going. You tend to outfox everyone standing in your way. You don't like to play dirty, but you will if you have to. The Baby Animal Test Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

A Good Submissive
Teach me, cuff me, call me yours, a pet I shall be, Be stern, be loving and my love you shall see Punish me when I have done wrong and show me your law, I shall try to please you without any flaw I shall be a yours and want nothing more then to obey, allow me to learn, allow me to grow, but punish me as you may I am a submissive and I am true to my Master, you are my dominant and my sire I am your muse, I live for your desires, your wants and needs, I am the wick to your fire Allow me to be in your grace, and make no mistake, I learn fast and responsibilities I take My boundaries are your law, my body your domain, To please you is my job, a good submissive is my name! I will not hide from my wrong doings or cry in fear You are my Master, I trust in you to love me dear Punishments will teach me and help me to grow As I must learn all new boundaries, teach me the things I must know

[vino Veritas]
or truth in a dehydrated cough syrup high. I'd like to say that this girl that I'm working very hard to date has a great butt. Nice and wide, with this modest swivel as she walks away. It's not even about sex. Just good company. But damn she's pretty. Like... shut up and smile pretty. AVPas a game franchise, either really needs to die, or really needs to assign NAMES to their different releases. Ramba Ral still gets me wet. Here's what I'm talking about. "And I believe in long slow wet kisses that last 3 days." Such a great quote. Habeeb it. Oh... Ramba Ral. So manly.

Thong I Posted On Craigslist.. 03/04/2010
Every Thursday I will find a random article of trashy clothing and post it on Craigslist with funny captions and see what we can get and during the week I will post responses: Here is the first one it is a Thong and no I am not 400 lbs it was for affect.. http://saskatoon.en.craigslist.ca/clo/1629313792.html

Randomness Of My Day
i just wanna say that i dont think i have ever felt this way in my whole life. How can u fall in love with someone with one chat session? i mean is it possible? i feel that it is because i have never met neone soo passionate and soo perfect for me that is. Yes we both have a past but we can sit and cuddle and talk for hour bout sad and happy times. I also never met a guy so passionate bout their kid or kids. It makes me tear everytime i think bout it.. hes such a good father and i wish i knew wat to do for him most of the time. I want to make all his dreams come true and fullfilled. I also wanna say that im in love with him soo deeply that im scared but im not running away from this one i cant i care and love him wayyy too much. well love you baby if you do read this.

An Introduction...
So...I've decided to actually start a Blog, simply because I have a ton of weird, fucked up thoughts pop into my head at any given moment, and I thought it'd make amusing reading. First tho, an introduction... My name is Steve, and I am currently a full-time unemployed slacker, looking for a job, beings my career path as a graphic artist for the past 8 1/2 years kinda took an unexpected hiatus when i was laid off around 11 months ago. Now, I'm a "house-dad"...I cook, I clean, I watch my kids, and I don't leave the house much...pretty much your average, mundane, hum-drum life. I've been married to my wife, Liz, for almost 9 years now, and we've been together for almost 15. I have 3 kids...my son Brandon, who is 6, my daughter Samantha, who's 4, and my son Bryan, who's 3. I love em more than anything, but am still adjusting to being home with em all the time, even after all this time, so at times, they do have a tendency to drive me crazy. *chuckles* We definitely do not like

Please Help Bratts Friend And Rate And Comment
ok friends i need some help for a friend come leave some comments on this pic and say bratt sent ya... PLEASE??????? http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1984353&i=1355656458&idx=17#1355656458

Bottle Top [as Seen On Tv]
"Bottle Top are the sensational new way to drink your favorite beverage! We enjoy soda, iced tea, juices and other drinks that often come in cans. They go flat or spill and some people just don't like drinking from cans. Now simply snap on any one of these colorful Bottle Top and instantly turn that can into a bottle! Keep the fizz longer, help avoid spills and keep insects out! An assortment of colors helps prevent drink mix-ups! Just wash and use over and over again. You and your family will love the new Bottle Top. Take a set home today!" So, here's my first review -- I thought that the Bottle Top would be a good thing to have around our house because we buy cans instead of bottles. I bought a set of 12 of these today at the store and brought them home and tested it out. I put one on a can of Mountain Dew and took a drink then I noticed that there wasn't a good enough seal around the can to hold in the liquid. Now, it's not like dripping out really fast but, every once i

Submissive Life Of Bliss
My harness and my collar I’m proud and willing to wear As I lay myself before you my submissiveness I will share From the feeling that I get From the honor of being all yours To the way it makes me feel When you spank me while I am on all fours My heart, body and all its actions I trust in your capable care I will do all you tell me My life is yours laid bare Bend me break me I am your faithful little toy And having that position Makes me happy to give you such joy The way that my heart pounds The way it makes me feel When you summon me to your side I know that this is right and my feelings are real Nothing I’ve ever had Can quite compare to this The lifestyle I’ve adopted My submissive life of bliss

Warning!!! What Follows Comes From The Mind Of Wolfie.
So I have been sitting here all day since 8am and thinking... and trying not to think but failing and thinking anyway... and I don’t have any answers, all that time and nothing to show for it! What question you may ask? Well I don’t know that either. Wish I did though, it would help me out a great deal to know just why I am feeling the way I am. Sure I have problems that I am trying to deal with at the moment, issues and other deeper seeded things that I cannot say, so no asking please. We all have our issues I will submit to that reasoning but still one cannot be expected to drop everything just so that they can tend to your needs or whims! We are only human... and as Human’s we are subject to faults in life, reasoning & everything else in between! As I sit here I ponder on my friends both new and old, my love, my life, my goals... and still no answers to be had... though with some of these things I seek no answer merely a reason. I have a feeling of dread, a

For You !
FORGIVE LOVE SMILE EXPRESS YOURSELF RELAX, Help an old person,accept a compliment, listen to your friends, finish an abandoned project, be kind with yourself and others, look at your scrapbook of memories, paint a picture,listen to the silence, always remember that you are not alone, tell your loved ones how much you love them, imagine that today you have no worries . Play with a child ,read a good book , Choose a star from the sky , embrace your innerchild. Call your old friends, give yourself permision to make mistakes. Let others help you. Give up on what you don't like , keep your promises , Close your eyes and imagine that you are , ] where you want to be . Stop and smell the roses . Buy yourself something that you have wanted for a long time , Hope that what you wish will come true. Help others, take a deep breath , create something for yourself. LOVE ,FORGIVE ,BE HAPPY !

Fucked Up Shit!
I just looked to see that Fu-Support removed my sexy picture that I had up it took them this long to do anything about it? I mean com'mon I've had more revealing ones up before while in a blast/primary & they did nothing about it so why now? Anyways I guess Fu is getting worse with that sorta shit, feels like I am back on MYSPACE...

Stupid Guys
so theres guys all over this site and sum are out ta hurt women and sum are players and well sum are drunktards who need ta stay off tha boozes and get they head out they ass and stop blamin ppl fur they every mistake and everythin that goes wrong in they lifes well all it boils down ta is all these men on here who dont want real women you guys aint right just cuzs you have a messed up life doesnt mean every1 is goin ta mess it up fur you but oh well like tha drunktard coward i know run and delete and make another account cuzs in reality we know your a drunktard pussy so every1 have a good day

In Case You Were Bored
I just wrote out a long very funny blog and my internet hates me. Now I need to start over and I'm pretty sure I won't be able to make it nearly as funny as it already was and so now this is almost just a waste of my time but I'm bored so fuck it. I'll try to start out with some background information like the fact that I'm sitting in a very uncomfortable chair, my right leg is crossed under my left leg and my right foot is asleep. I'm wearing dark blue coveralls, a white t shirt, a belt complete with slightly scratched buckle, tall smooth black leather steel toe boots with scuffs and scratches covering the toes. My black pen is in my left pocket, it say what branch of military I'm in above the pocket in white stiching. My last name is above a breast pocket symmetrical to the left breast pocket minus the pen. My right foot is now tingling, my knee is stiff and needs to pop but is being stubbron. I'm not sure as to why I told you all of this so far, once more I must say I'm bored. Ear

Afraid!!
I want to say I love you but I am scared and I am afraid you wont love me in return. I want to hold you close and wipe away your tears but I am afraid you will only push me away. I want to show you I care for you but afraid you will only laugh at me. I want to give you my heart but afraid you will rip it from my soul. I want to spend my life with you and share some memorys with you. I want to walk with you, hold hands with you, laugh with you, cry with you, but afraid I am just afraid! Caroline Morrison

I Want
I want to hate you, But I love you. I want to kill you, But I want to save you. I want to rip you apart, But I want to mend you. I want to scream, I want to call you names, But I want to wipe the tears away. I want to run, But I want to stay. I want to cry, But it hurts so I laugh. I want to fly, But my wings wont expand. I want to be free, But you refuse to set me loose. I loved you and you tore me apart I wanted to show you my world But you refused to open your eyes and you refused to listen to anything I had to say. I want to be free from you I want to be able to laugh I want to be able to dance I want to be able to sing I want to be able to smile I just want to be able to cry But you took that from me and now I am afraid to love I am afraid to smile I am afraid to laugh I am afraid to cry I am just afraid to love someone else. Caroline Morrison

The Insanity That Is Back Tattoos Spreads
Anyone who has had a back tat done and is lucky enough to have a low body fat content know just how bad they can hurt. So here I am skinny mini and all. considering not one but at least TWO more back tats. Specifically two more to highlight my want to not follow any one path of paganism. So under the triple moon THIS came to mind Thor's Hammer or my personal rune Under that and a lil tramp stampish the eye of Ra or Horus possibly an Ankh. Of course I am also enough a pain sl*t to end up doing each one at a time but in one sitting each.

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m

Always And Forever
As I write, I'll sing this songfor the greatest love I've ever known.To my heart, you have the only key,I beg of you, never set me free.I prayed to God for a love so truenow, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful womanHE BLESSED ME WITH YOU.What we share feels so rightto say I love you every night.Wonderful moments shared,precious memories, still tell me you care.I see your shadow,as I lay myself to sleep.Dreams of you, oh so sweetin my heart, I will keep.Look into my heart, my life.Tell me, what do you see?can you feel the need, the want, as Ito be your husband, you my wife.Much joy and happiness you've brought me.If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,my lover, my best friend.Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end. I Love You Always and Forever Michelle love,

Love
Love is the way you make someone feel. The way someone makes you feel. Love is the sharing the caring The want and the need. Love is a power with unknown strengths. It has the power to make someone smile to make someone laugh to make someone love you in return. Love is what your heart feels What your heart says Ignore your heart and it will fade away. Listen to your heart follow your heart let it sing Let it run free and it can bring you Anything Love is a bond A way to keep people together Love is everything wonderful. Love is You!!

All Messed Up
"All Messed Up"I hope I never wake upI dream about you all the time nowAnd I don't wanna faceAnother night without you hereSomeday, someway, somehowWe will be together againYou know I've always wantedJust to feel the touch of your loveYou know I've always hatedKnowing how far apart we areSomeday, someway, somehowWe will be together againI just want you to know[CHORUS:]Baby I'm all messed up in youYou're far awayBut you're here with meBaby I'm all messed up in youYou're all I needMy everythingEvery night i wake upHoping that I'll find you here andThere's not a day that goes byI don't think about your smileSomeday, someway, somehowWe will be together againI just want you to know[CHORUS]And I know that we will find a wayTo be together somedayAnd I promise you that I won't leaveI'll be here forever[CHORUS]I want you I need youI'm lost here without youI'm all messed up in youI hope i never wake upI dream about you all the time now. Now and forever Michelle, I'm lost here

What's New With Me
woo lsu colors anyway, im bored at the moment so i thought i'd tell you things i got a new job, FINALLY. as of today. I'll be back to being a hotel front desk clerk and cannot wait! and in this particular town, the rodeo boys stay at the one im working at so yayuh, eye candy! im just so excited that i'll have income flow again! my van is almost fixed but i have to get a... cooling line, i think it's called? i know nothing about cars except they usually get me to where im going and that they cost me money. but supposedly that line thing is cheap so yay. then all i have to do is get it inspected, oil change, tires rotated and voila! i can drive it! oh and i think i need a registration sticker. and a new id considering mine is about to break into 3 pieces and the address is from where i lived 4 years ago. haha.im a procrastinator. i lost 17 lbs. no seriously. the south beach diet is fun. i never thought i was fat, just chubby. and i def ate alotta junk. so yay for preventing heart dis

This Will Get Love Lol
You will NOT die if any ofthe following happens: 1) Someone does not buy you before your current owneeship expires. Studies have shown that people who are allowed to have their value return to 10,000 fubucks do indeed live to see the next day, and may even survive to see the next! 2) Someone doesn't get you that ohhhhhhhhhhhh so CUTE new bling that pops along. You do NOT need every one that shows up. Quit being so fucking shallow and greedy. The same studies show that a lot of bling is really just an older picture set to Blingee-level sparkly graphics. They even reuse the same old pictures they have previously used, just made it a different colour, called it something different, or added a word or whatever to make it SLIGHTLY different. Come on now, dipshits, remember all those fucking dragons that looked the same? Or the two kissing fish? they couldn't even wait a few weeks to rehash THAT one. Bling does not equal love. if you equate it as such, you are a particularly sha

Enjoy!
RECIPE FOR LOVE: (this really works..)2x Laughing eyes2x Well shaped legs2x Loving arms2x Firm milk containers2x Nuts1x Fur lined mixing bowl1x firm bananaDirections: 1. Look into laughing eyes2. Spread well shaped legs with loving arms3 Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased, check regularly with finger. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. (For best results, continue to knead milk containers). 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably not over night). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana doesn't soften, repeat steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If in unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use.

Good Enough
Sometimes I wonder will i ever be pretty enough, will I ever me smart enough or sexy enough. My heart cries out to you, but you dont return my call. I pray everyday wondering where you are, are you really died or is this all a horriable nightmare to which ill never wake up from. The day we met was the day my life changed forever. Nothing has ever been the same since. Your in mind,your in my heart and you will always be there. I always dreamed of the day we would meet, and now because of someone elses selfish heart we will never become one! She took you away and destroyed something that was a love that would never die. But I know you wouldnt want me to hurt, or to cry for you. But I can't my life was suppose to be with you, my life was suppose to continue with you. So many new adventures were suppose to start. But no matter what my life must go on. Cause I know ill never be pretty enough, or smart enough or sexy enough for anyone else! Someone else will always be before me!

About Me:
About Me and updates:I learned this from a good frieng who posts her About Me on a blog in her page, and being mine has turned into a book, I thought it was a good idea. Thanks Angel of Anguish, for being who you are and all the support (if you have already read this and dont want to reread or skip, any updates will be at the botton, dated and in short form....)About me.... well I'm a average kinda guy I guess, not unlike other average 40 seven or eight year olds Id like to think. not in perfect shape, don't plan to be, but don't drink and smoke myself too death either. A little neurotic at times, even a little moronic at times, ask any Ex. I'm here in Fuland for no other reason then to meet interesting people make new friends and of course... the chuckles, yup Im one of those, everybody knows one, Ill admit it,I'm a chuckle whore.If it looks funny..Ill laugh, some times even if it isn't!I enjoy cruzin around rating pages and pics just for the chuckles. So if ya want a chuckle or two c

Crazy Beautiful (poem)
Quote:"The world would have no rainbowz had the eyez no tearz--john vance cheneyCrazy Beautiful she'z a rare beauty with chocolate soft skin& almond shape eye'z...Her hair is shoulder length black ocean tidez!& her smile'lightz up the midnite sky'zA star shinein bright..Thing'z aint alright & sometime'z life givez her lemon'z!Sparklin cyder form'z liquidfied dropz within her eye'z..They flow flat like soda left open all nite..Like lotion moisterizin each lash!You never know how long it'll last..No one noticed them unless they cared enough 2 look closely! & witness they excape layin on her face..she'z a rich snickerz candy bar!Like marbalez the nut'z are mizplaced & replaced with woundz..The woundz left behind should be a crime!but they're not.She refuse'z 2 rot in itz misery.. Her soul is standin strong like a iron martini glass..She'z slightly tainted by the forbidden bite'z of life;but it'll never steal her smilez away!the only sunlight she has left..One day thingz will become s

He Held My Happiness!
IVE FOUND MY HAPPINESS IN YOUR SMILE. IVE FOUND MY DELIGHT IN YOUR WORDS. IVE FOUND ME AGAIN...INSIDE YOU. YOU CRASHED INTO ME LIKE WAVES ON THE ROCKS. YOU'VE MADE ME SEE THAT WISHES DO COME TRUE. YOU'VE OPENED MY MIND, MY HEART, MY SOUL TO WHAT COULD BE. YOU HAVE MADE ME SEE ME INSIDE YOU. INSIDE YOU I FOUND ME. MY YING TO MY YANG YOU ARE. MY BETTER HALF THE ONE I CAN SEE SO MUCH MORE WITH. YOU OPENED ME BACK UP. TAKE ALL I CAN GIVE ALL I AM WILLING TO GIVE. KEEP THIS GIFT CLOSE TO YOU AND DONT EVER LET IT GO. DONT LET ME WALK AWAY, DONT LET ME RUN WHEN I WANT TO RUN. STAND NEXT TO ME ON THIS JOURNEY OF LIFE LOVE AND HAPPINESS. TOGETHER WE WILL DO AMAZING THINGS, ACCOMPLISH AMAZING TASKS. TOGETHER WE CAN AND WILL DO ANYTHING. THAT WORD ALONE "TOGETHER" SOUNDS SO NICE. TOGETHER, WE WILL FIND EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN. BRING OUT THE CHILD BRING OUT THE ADULT LIVE LIFE IN SO MANY AMAZING WAYS. I FOUND ME INSIDE YOU. KEEP ME THERE... I FOUND MY HAPPINESS INSIDE YOU.

Rules For Survival!
1 Cardio 2 The Double Tap 3 Beware of Bathrooms 4 Wear Seat belts 5 No Attachments 6 The “skillet” 7 Travel Light 8 Get a Kick Ass Partner 9 With your bare hands 10 Don’t Swing Low 11 Use your foot 12 Bounty paper Towels 13 Shake it off 14 Always carry a change of underwear 15 Bowling Ball 16 Opportunity Knocks 17 Don’t be a hero (later crossed out to be a hero) 18 Limber Up 19 Break it up 20 Its a marathon, not a sprint, unless its a sprint, then sprint 21 Avoid Strip clubs 22 When in doubt Know your way out 23 Zipplock 24 use your thumbs 25 Shoot First 26 A little sun screen never hurt anybody 27 Incoming! 28 Double-Knot your shoes 29 The Buddy System 30 pack your stain stick 31 check the back seat 32 Enjoy the little things 33 Swiss army Knife

One Thing By Finger Eleven
Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It's nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn't that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don't want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don't want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don't want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x3]

Across The Miles
Across the miles (by me) Sitting alone in a darkened roomfeeling lonley feeling bluethoughts of you dancing threw my headkeeping me from feelings of dread Your love is felt across the mileswarms my heart and makes me smilemy love for you grows expedentialfills the emptiness that envolopes me You are my heart you are my soulyou are my muse my insperationI love your eyes I love your smileI love the way you look into me I think of you I can not help ityour in my head were you belongyour thoughts of loveyour thoughts of hopebring me happiness and help me cope You are the one that’s ment for meyou bring me life you bring me loveyou are the one I will always cherishuntil the day I ultimatly will perish

[indefinitely Pissed]
Airbrush is BRICKED....And no I don't fucking know what's wrong, my ... 4 page user manual and all these online guides are of little to no help.I've deep cleaned, stripped, scrubbed, solved, scraped and cleansed for 2:30 hours. Not a fucking DROP of paint is coming out.Checked the feedchecked the needleschecked the seals FuckINGB R O K E. I have another one available but no fucking hose or adaptors. So... I cut the hose and fed it into an adaptor nozzle and finished my first layer of primer. That shit is RIGGED though and this is not a full-time solution. I'm really pissed.I'm not in the market for another hobbymaybe another airbrush.

Teenagers By My Chemical Romance
They're gonna clean up your looks With all the lies in the books To make a citizen out of you Because they sleep with a gun And keep an eye on you, son So they can watch all the things you do Because the drugs never work They're gonna give you a smirk 'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean They're gonna rip up your heads, Your aspirations to shreds Another cog in the murder machine They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me They could care less as long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me The boys and girls in the clique The awful names that they stick You're never gonna fit in much, kid But if you're troubled and hurt What you got under your shirt Will make them pay for the things that they did They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me They could care less as long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me Ohh

Blackout
The darkness screams around me, my mynd slowly forces itself back into consciousness. As if it climbs upward towards, not a light but a faint glowing fog. Holding my head in a vain attempt to cease the vertigo that threatens nausea, I feel the icy coldness of the unseen surface beneath me. I shake as I push myself up to try to stand. Weakened Limbs tremble as I will my body upward, shoulders slumped in pain and longing anguish, I bring myself to my feet. Muscles once solid and strong, feel frail and unable to hold the weight. I sway from the act of it. It comes to me that the last thing I remember before the blackness was facing the wall of reality. I must have hit it hard. Stumbling, blindly, pain making it almost impossible for me to want to exist, groping madly for something solid in this immeasurable abyss. My body screams from within as the pain grows with each step. I go forward, unsure if this is the path I take or have already taken. I guess it matters not. Either leads to mor

Jebus
Jesus GAVE HIS LIFE FOR MANY Why did he do that? What MUST you do to benefit from it? We invite you to fine out on March 30, 2010. You are also invited to attend a special bible talk entitled "Real Peace and Security-When?" This is what the Jehovah's Witness just left on my door when I wouldn't answer. Should I go? I mean I wuold feel more secure if strange men stopped knocking on my door and lurking around my house in the middle of the afternoon. Maybe they will tell me how to keep them away from my house? This is what i have to say about that... "Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered to, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many." (Matthew 20:28) Follow his lead, ransom your life, so that I am not annoyed by your preaching in the middle of the day.

Happy Hour Give Away
I am giving away 2 happy hours. now the rules are simple. 1) if you dont talk to me you wont get it 2) if your sb is off you wont get it 3) first ones to rate and comment all my pics gets it 4) if more then 2 people do it then there will be a tie breaker 5) tie breaker will be simple will be 3 questions the 2 who answeres the most wins, if more then 2 tie more questions wil be asked ( they will not be personal nor sexual questions)

Chop! Chop!
Chop!...Chop!.Drip, Drip, I Loosen The Grip, Then I Drop, Blood Flows Quick, Enough To Make You Sick, No! I'm Tough. Lifeless Lays The Body, Hmm? Now Lets Hide This Guy, Quick, Grab The Spade, Digging...More Digging, Sit In The Shade. Rain Rain, Go Away!! Cant You See Im Trying To Throw Him Away. Blood Mixes In Mud, Oh Crud!! Drip...Drip, Rain Rolls Over My Lips Thrust In, Toss, The Dirt Covers His Shirt. Walking, Running, Laughing, Talking Wildy To Myself, Asking Questions, But Hold No Answer This Madness Eats Away Like A Cancer, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Who's Next? The End- BuddahTheKlown

Private Profiles
Do the people that so cleverly make their profile only viewable by friends realize that you can go look at their photos even if you're not their friend? I think it's funny to go to their pics and rate them. Something tells me most of the people that have their profiles like that wouldn't want you viewing their pics either if they haven't approved you as a friend. Yet none of the ones I've gone and rated the pics of have said anything.

Seeing Eye Dog
You're my seeing eye dog and I am blind You take me there every time With that winning combination of loyal and kind Your eyes like wells to the water of your mind I want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket To every thought I could think now, I say fuck it I just want to go with how I feel Like my only job here Is to care for and covet you, dear I love the way your stories seem to fall from your lips With just enough slobber so it sparkles and drips The way you hang the whole room on a word Like a little stick in the beak of a bird First we touched fingers and then we touched toes Then my army surrendered My government overthrown I threw myself a little role reversal and followed you home Just dying to be chewed The dog was chosen by the bone Be my seeing eye dog Cuz I am blind Just take me there One more time With that winning combination of loyal and kind Your eyes like wells to the water of your mind I want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket To every thought I

I Get Off By Halestorm
:Verse 1: You don’t know that I know You watch me every night And I just can’t resist the urge To stand here in the light Your greedy eyes upon me And then I come undone I could close the curtain But this is too much fun :Chorus: I get off on you Getting off on me Give you what you want But nothing is for free It’s a give and take Kind of love we make When the line is crossed I get off on you I get off :Verse 2: There’s so much left unspoken Between the two of us It’s so much more exciting To look when you can’t touch You could say I’m different Maybe I’m a freak But I know how to twist you To bring you on your knees

Love Can Make >>>>>
Love can make a common man poet, but a heartache can make even the hardest man a poet. We all do have a heart and we realise it only when we feel a pain of hurt there, other we often forget if it is in the right or the left. But when it aches it

My Dream Man
has to be/have: 1. Funny. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything -Marilyn Monroe 2. Nerdy. I like some computer games, I like Memes, adore sci fi books and documnetaries, I snort when I laugh..... ummm.............8D And nothing is cuter than a nerdy DnD lover ;D 3. Empathatic. If you can help a old lady across the street, you are ace in my book ;D 4. the height. Preferably taller than me, I am 1.75m. 5. love rock music. Because I can't live without it. 6. HAIRY BUTT. MOST IMPORTANT Haha, just felt like sharing that. Oh appearance wise/age, I can't be arsed :) As long as you make me feel safe and happy then yeah, it's enough for me :D

The Sweetest Letter I've Ever Recieved!
Crystal, I'm writting this as you sleep, deep in slumber in our bed we have shared so much of ourselves in. How you captivate me, make a slave of my heart and a servent of my body. You are like wildfire, so unpredictable at times, and I just want to be near your flames. Do you even know how you tie me in knots? I am like the dessert and you are the blessed rain. I drown in your eyes, so full of mystery and promises. Do you know how much I envy you? your compassion and strength, your courage and heart? How I want to give you the world. I kneel at your feet and pitty those blind to you. Today was so amazing to spend with you, to share with you. I love the sound of your laughter, and cherish your smiles, keeping them in my mind as treasures in a vault. Wish you could fit me in your pocket, and I would go with you wherever you went. Watching you sleep now, even your snores are cute. I love waking up next to you, and want you to always be what I first see every day. I'

One Last Time....
this is only public because this person occasionally comes by when others are looking sooooo.... if ANYONE ANYWHERE wants to continue to accuse me of something like they have that is so fucked up and could possibly have me in jail for a long time so help me god i will spend the rest of my days hunting you down and i will find you and i will beat the holy living shit out of you and pull you in front of a mirror and slice you from ear to ear just so you can watch yourself bleed out....you may think im talking shit but lets see what happens if i hear or see it again....i WILL find a way to get to you i swear that on my kids head i will end you have a good nite im outtie

[the Most Cruel Month]
I guess it wasn't so bad.She asked me to "call if I wanted to hang out"and I did.At 5:30.She didn't pick up.I texted her the details, basically stating"I wanna hang out... my parents want to hijack my weekendHALP!!!...call me when you can :)" she said "Okay :)" ... there's one ... four problems with this girl. 1. Kind of a space cadet on stuff like that.I might be here waiting ... STARING at my phone willing it to ring. Okay, no might about it, that's exactly what I'm doing. She has this weird history of blanking out on these things.Bless her heart.From what I can gather its never willful but she might very well forget alltogether to call me. say "oh yeah... he wanted to spend time with me" at exactly 11:00 Sunday night :/ Suh-igh. Its not that I have the time this weekend,that I have ANY idea what I'd do with heror... any of that really... *shuffles his feet*haven't you ever just wanted someone specific around? Anyway, the theme tonight is unintentional cruelty. Accidental

Friends,and Family
hi,just want 2 let everyone that on Sunday morning,I will be looking at my friends,and family list,and will be taking a lot of people out.It not because I'm mad or anything like that I love you all,but I don't care about moving up level,and I really just want 2 give more time 2 fewer people then the way it just hit or miss now .So please don't get mad or thing I'm mad ,I'm not still love you all.PS sorry but there just 2 many,and it not fair 2 anyone .Hope you all understand, this need 2 be done love you all

Marooned
I know I'm from a lesser tribeI suppose the range of my intelligenceIs way too wideAnd you don't see me'cause I don't have much to sayMy emotional outletIs consuming the better part of meAnd apart from the wrong wordsA tortured cry is making me seeThat you don't see me'cause I don't have much to sayHours and hours of jealousyAre passing me byAlthough hollow silenceIs the only waveGoing through your brainAnd you don't see me'cause I don't have much to say

"life Is A Theater"
LIFE IS A THEATER_invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is holy enough and healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. Its amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatable,not-going-anywhere,relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention. Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones incourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path uphill and which ones are downhill? When you leave certain people,do you feel better or do you feel worse? Which ones always have drama or dont really understand,know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? The more you seek God and the things of God...the more you seek quality,the more you seek not just the hand of God but the face of God...the more you seek things honorable...the more you seek growth, peace of mind, love and tru

Here, There And Anything I Say
Just wanna thank everyone that has helped me along so far here on Fu... This is actually my 3rd time with an account and love to level up and give Fu luv to all that I can! More to come @ another posting time... Keep Fu Rock'n and Rate'n!

Dj Application
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Dear Teabagger Trolls, Please Read Facts:
WITHIN THE FIRST YEAR OF ENACTMENT Insurance companies will be barred from dropping people from coverage when they get sick. Lifetime coverage limits will be eliminated and annual limits are to be restricted. Insurers will be barred from excluding children for coverage because of pre-existing conditions. Young adults will be able to stay on their parents' health plans until the age of 26. Many health plans currently drop dependents from coverage when they turn 19 or finish college. Uninsured adults with a pre-existing conditions will be able to obtain health coverage through a new program that will expire once new insurance exchanges begin operating in 2014. A temporary reinsurance program is created to help companies maintain health coverage for early retirees between the ages of 55 and 64. This also expires in 2014. Medicare drug beneficiaries who fall into the "doughnut hole" coverage gap will get a $250 rebate. The bill eventually closes that ga

[antics!]
Last night was a bitch for me.I didn't evensee it coming. ... and if you name those lyrics I'll put something nice in your love-box. Had to replace a tire today, but y'know... I was like "SCREW IT! You see this overcoat I'm wearing? I got money! Fah Q!" Paid off the old man. Wrote an entirely too long email to (name removed for your safety) explaining what she missed this weekend. And no there's nothing all that interesting about my weekend or the pothole that ruined my front passenger tire. I got tax money coming back, and another paycheck in ... a week. And like... 4 kits coming in the mail this week. I do notgive a fuck. My friend chris must be dead or dating someone new. Like ... two weeks no symposium about why final fantasy sucks ragged crusty donkey dick. Anyway, Ramba Ral Custom Zaku is started. I'm looking over the kit and it has some...*looks over to his work surface*short comings. I already talked about the nonsense parts (seriously, no fucking idea what they're

Venom's Team
Venom's Team Venom 2nd Alarm Hottie Asst Chief Club DPR Owned by TOPCAT VAMPY@ fubar Tainted Love 2ndAlarmHottie@ fubar K8t Kat fuowned DJ BountyHuntress 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar CINDY 2nd Alarm Hottie RL WIFE to ScottFree23@ fubar Original Ghetto Princess FuEngaged to Asmodeus 2nd Alarm Hottie MJB@ fubar Devs 2ndAlarmHottie at RH@ fubar Jersey Girl 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Thoughts
Lost in this cold dead hole of a town I need out but without a sound Show me the way if you will get me out of here before time spills These long cold winter nights bein lonely and wanting to fight My heart is takin it is gone from a man whos very strong His thoughts and soul flow like a river sometimes calm sometimes fast as a quiver People are mad people are crazy wont you come up and save me This place is dark and gloomy sweet thoughts run of you and me I want to run I want to be free one thing after another is makin it not be Wanting to ride wanting to feel alive moving around obstacles trying not to cry

The Nothing
Take a walk on a cold winter night see the shadows lurking in the moonlight Feel a presence that you cant touch it whispers in your ear but doesnt say much Get a sensation to burst into a run wishing you were to stay in the sun It has no smell no sence of being but it creeps upon you like its hearing You want to scream so very loudly the feeling of nothing comes to your mouth soundly It whips your body circling your sences trying to reach and grab the fences Finally it grasps you holding you down wanting to break free, wanting to flee the town Your mind is crazy its going insane then it hits you as your in pain Thinking of the future but stuck in the past need to be somewhere and not getting there fast

If You But Knew
If You But Knew Author Unknown If you but knew How all my days seem filled with dreams of you,How sometimes in the silent nightYour eyes thrill through me with their tender light,How oft I hear your voice when others speak,How you 'mid other forms I seek -Oh, love more real than though such dreams were trueIf you but knew. Could you but guessHow you alone make all my happiness,How I am more than willing for your sakeTo stand alone, give all and nothing take,Nor chafe to think you bound while I am free,Quite free, till death, to love you silently,Could you but guess. Could you but learnHow when you doubt my truth I sadly yearnTo tell you all, to stand for one brief spaceUnfettered, soul to soul, as face to face,To crown you king, my king, till life shall end,My lover and likewise my truest friend,Would you love me, dearest, as fondly in return,Could you but learn?

The Problem Is....
The problem is we're all out for self, in a world thats consumed by greed and wealth..Its a dog eat dog and we're cannibals for capitol, and the will to survive in the animal is natural... SAVV Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Amen, this is true - just like the World will try to to treat you like a cage and rattle you. But, I'm a rattle snake - not to be fucked with, unless you like to battle, dude... venomous and flammable and I grind for my kind, like the teeth on a cannibal. Drow and Savv, set to war on the empire's ways like the generals of Hannibal. We gives not a fuck, cause it ain't about wishes and luck - it's about the fact that I can't fuckin' stand you, can't stand your ways and wouldn't lend you hand if you were drowin', fool and I'm clownin', too. But, for real though... real cats strive for heart, respect and love of the art and trump theses ass holes that grind for a li'l dough. Tryna' front like you got the capital for a yacht, but it's your

Joke
A man goes to the theatre, and the main actor dies on the stage, no understudy. The stage manager says, "We cannot finish the play the main actor is dead!" Someone in the audience says, "Give him an enema!" The stage manager says, He is dead, it wouldn't help!' Second time a member of the audience says, "Give him an enema!" The stage manager says again, "It won't help he's dead!" Third time the audience member says"Give him an enema!" the stage manager, in frustration says, "Damn you it won't help!" The audience member says"It wouldn't hurt!"

The Scribble Circle Test
You Are Consistent Of all the types, you are the most disciplined and the most ethical. You have high ideals. You thrive when you are able to be an advocate for causes that you believe in. Some people may say that you are a bit stubborn and inflexible, but you're more tolerant than they realize. You do your best to live a principled and just life - which can make you a bit tense and critical at times. The Scribble Circle Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

How Do You Persuade People?
You Persuade People Through Logic You feel like facts should be enough to persuade people, and you always focus on making a reasonable argument. You never appeal to emotion - you feel like it's beneath you. You are much more concerned with evidence. Once someone is convinced of the facts, you show them the logical steps to reach your conclusion. You rather have someone totally convinced and persuaded than not, even if it is a lot of work. How Do You Persuade People? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity

Splayed
Here I laySplayed open to your perusalMy eyes search yoursfor that nodthat gleam of eyethat says"you please me".passion entangledin every twisting fiberof the ropesthat bindmy wristsmy anklesmy heart This tangible giftthat lies before youunwrappedexposedis only temporarya momentsuspended Consider that suspended alsois my heartmy soulmy mindfilled with Youdevotion unendingknowing no limit Suspendedin passionin servitudeevery fiberof my beingEvery thread that is meYours

You're An 80's Child If.......
You're an 80's child if...You had a crush on one of the New Kids on the Block members.You wanted to be on Star Search. (Come on, we all did)You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth.You wore French rolls on the bottom of your splatter painted jeans.You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once.You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's butt.You know the profound meaning of ''Wax on, Wax off.''You can name at least half of the members of the elite ''Brat Pack.''You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours!!!!!!You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock.You know that another name for a keyboard is a ''Synthesizer.''You hold a special place in your heart for ''Back to the Future.''You know where to go if you ''Wanna go where everybody knows your name.''You thought Molly Ringwald was REALLY cool.

Consider Yourselves Warned Friends Or Soon To Be Ex Friends........
if you flood bartab with beggin bullshit, I will remove you and de fan you and if u get rude about it, I will block you.......... your only warning will be me asking once nicely in the shoutbox, after that you're toast! and while I am on the subject of beggars, first off, have u no shame? secondly, my mom always told me if I can't afford it, I dont need it....... maybe all you beggars could learn that lesson, k? thanks :)

[big Box Of Win]
1/550 Neue Ziel. (High Grade... blechk)1/100 C-Class Gundam Zeta. MG and BAD ASS, man that gun is HUGE like six inches on a five inch figure.1/100 Version 2 G3 RX 782 with the awesome blue on white finish and full arsenal... and corefighter (think "escape pod" that turns into a modular cockpit/fighter jet, there were times a jet was the better option than a mobile suit... rare occasions)1/100 MG Gouf Version 2. I throw around "MG" and "Version 2" a bit. Lemme take...4 minutes of your time explaining those terms, then I'm just gonna ignore you and open my brain box. Version 2: An existing Bandai kit that was blowfully unarticulated or lacking in full detailing and brought back as a re-release with more emphasis on movement and stabilityfor example the difference between the gouf and gouf 2 and the zaku II and zaku II 2night and day the pipes fit better, the sockets and joints swivel and pivot on previously unimagened new hinges, they stand more solid, the move more dynamicand some p

Hurt By Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Your Fav Stalker Its Up For Bids 3/26
helll all as yall know the stalker is back..and better than ever...im back n a auction...and this time im offerin more.....yall know im good for it..some come place some bids or check out the other ppl..and r/f/a the host she worked hard on it...click on page to check it out..and thks to all who been showin me love and u know i will do the same...thanks and i see yall when i stalk yall he he

Velvet Volcano'steam
Velvet Volcano's Team Velvet Volcano Girl Assistnat Chief 2nd ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar alabamagirl Deputy Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties @ fubar 2nd Alarm Hottie BRAYCHELLE@ fubar EmeraldPrincessDee2NDALARMHOTTIE RL GFfuMarried to IEnigmaI@ fubar Bane 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar BADGIRL 2nd Alarm Hottie Asst Chief@ fubar

Wake Up America
The Dinner Roll .. Once upon a time I was invited to the White House for a private dinner with the President. I am a respected businessman, with a factory that produces memory chips for computers and portable electronics. There was some talk that my industry was being scrutinized by the administration, but I paid it no mind. I live in a FREE country. There's nothing that the government can do to me if I've broken no laws. My wealth was EARNED honestly, and an invitation to dinner with an American President is an honor. I checked my coat, was greeted by the Chief of Staff, and joined the President in a yellow dining room. We sat across from each other at a table draped in white linen. The Great Seal was embossed on the china. Uniformed staff served our dinner. The meal was served, and I was startled when my waiter suddenly reached out, plucked a dinner roll off my plate and began nibbling it as he walked back to the kitchen.. "Sorry 'bout that," said the President. "Andrew is very hungr

How?
How do you get up every morning ready to face everything life throws at you when it seems everyday life is knocking you down..Where does the will come from? Life wasnt supposed to be this hard. I remember being told "dont worry once you leave HS everything will be different". Nothing is different. Im still looked down upon by nearly everyone. Even those who call me friend just kick me. I just dont seem to be able to live up to everyones standards. I just cant do it.

Help!!! I Am Being Arrested!!!
You're not going to believe this! The law has caught up with me. I am being arrested on March 31, 2010. Cop cars, mug shots, this is the real deal. And I need your help to raise my $800 bail before Wednesday this week. All money raised for my release will go towards the local chapter of the Muscular Dystrophy Association to raise much needed funds for local famileies. $800 will send one kid to MDA camp in June. Please donate today by clicking on the link https://joinmda.org/kankakee2010/revdeb95 If you would prefer to write a check, make your check out to the MDA and send it to my address. Send me a message on here and I'll be glad to give you my work address for you to send a check to. Thank you so much fubar friends and family for your support. Love, Debbie

Caa #136
A dear friend of mine and Mares is in the hospital. The Doctors think he might've had a heart attack, but they are still running tests. Please send angel prayers of healing, compassion and strength to him and his family. Love, Doc

*my Hate Top 10*
*making my own "HATE" top 10 * by lorelei~then u can repost your own~10. ungratefulness-if sum1 does sumthin nice...fuckin say thanxs 9. ppl who want to fight for no reason-now if u wanted me to run ur ass over then stay where u at stupid head! CANT U READ WHAT IT SAYS BEHIND MY CAR? "a.d.h.d"-lol...it really is there but its my bros band :) 8. when ppl whine about stupid shit-if u aint got da $ then dont be going buying shit like a grill (for ur mouth?) 7. all us women at once say it..."GUYS PUT THE FUCKIN TOILET SEAT DOWN!!!-hate in the middle of the night when ya gatta go and so tired we dont turn the light on...well ass...next time...im gonna clean the toilet w/ur toothbrush...now thats some funny shit! 6. when u pull into a gas station-the tard in front of u doesnt pull forward to empty one and stops and then a car pulls up to the empty one then sum1 pulls in back of u...wtf??? 5. you get a call @ 9 p.m -NO ASS...I DONT WANT BETTER INTEREST RATES!!!

~my Life's Secreat ~ If U Read My Profile... This Will Make More Sense :)
~My Lifes Secret~ Eyes closed and head bowed forward...clenching on to both knees...One lonely tear falls down,hugging onecheek...heartache~Quietly listening to the confusion in this mind~Rushing waves...Waves that ride threw obstacles life has dealt~ruining hopes and dreams...Running away with saddness,anger & guilt ...Feeling useless yet again...days turn into yearsand yet not a answer to my story~Afraid to be outspoken...afraid the right person will not listen~used to this feelingof lonelieness inthis world~in my minds world...Questions of "what did I do and"how do I live again?"...Emptyness~emptyness that has hollowed my heart but still it beats...beating with an infested infection-wont go away...Love,peace,and happiness?What is that?Trust?...Outside fighting...Inside crying...tired...wishing not to be afraid...be saved...tired of my reflection...this story won't end... ...it's just begun...this life I live...is like a rewind button~that just keeps replaying... ...a

Dreams
getting tired of the gamesthat ppl play.. they seem to do it, in many ways.a whipser here. I lieplaced there. Makingit seem like no one cares.do they matterthe games ppl playdoes it matterwho they hurtwho they torturewho they tear apart?some things dont matterdreams are just dreamsright? Meaning no onereally expects them to cometrue? But the little hopeof the dreamer. sometimeswishes they will come truebecause of the lifethey live is crapand they want what is in the dreamand that dream may disappear whenthey wake..Dreams.. do they ever come true?

Him
When he says my name Cassandratis as if he is singing a songone that not many can follow alongwhen he whispers in my earI can almost feel a chill,His hot breath brushes my necki feel my pulse quicken..I can feel what he wants to do next.. I anticipate..I crave..Oh gods.. I want it as much as hedoes...I feel the slight pinch ashe's teeth pierce my skin..i moan deeply..I know that we arenow as one.. as we were in the past.as we will be now and in the future..Our hearts beat as one. perfect in beat.our blood flows in his body. I feel his stregnth.feel the heart in his chest.. i know now that this is best.I cradle his head as he has his fill.. knowing thatsoon he must stop.. knowing that i dont want him to..but knowing that he must..I breath faster..I look into his golden eyes.. so full of fire.. so full of passionand that passion is for me..My darling you must stop now.. until another timewhen we may dine..my darling.. i am addicted to you...

Relations
people we see, people we meetwe never know what we seek.are we looking for friendshipor something more, beforewe even step out the door.is it a glance. or a looka touch that attracts, ora combination of all thatmakes us act?when the meeting happenswhat makes it last?what makes it fall apart?is it the yelling. the dirty looks.the anger. mistakes. if youve been here please post

Roadblocks....
Road BlocksIt seems like no matter what we tryand do there areroad blocks putin our way..Plans we makeseem to be pushedfarther away.It makes us hurtand makes us longto end this roadwe have been travelingup on..to see our dreamscome true. to seepast the come to pastso that we can live our our lives at last..the roadblocks. keep comingand we will find a detourbut our love will remain strongthat is for sure..Roadblocks..Can not keepus apart. because we belongtogether.. soul and heart...

Sighs.....
Sighsthe secrets, the thoughtsthe memories, the faultsthe plans the dreams,will they fall apartat the seams?A distant past, a differentlife. that was the time i was your wife. will thatdream come to pastwill it even last?you say you love me and then pull away.i ask whats wrongyou have nothing to say..why do we do this to each otherwhy do we trywill this be truthor just another lie?if its truth thenlets live our livesif its a lie i wouldjust as soon die.it is said that honestyis best. shall we have put thattheory to the test. Do you love me?do you care?does it matter if im even here?do i love you? yes i do, no wordsthat have been spoken have ever beenmore true..

Torn Heart
My heart is torntorn in twoI am not sure whatto do.should i run to or awayfrom what is true.Someone please tell mewhat i should do..we have talked of dreams and plans butthey are on shifting sandMy torn heart saysi should runand hide along withthe changing tide.Can a torn heart everbe mended. given enough time? or shall it be brokentil the end of time.

True Love
Once in a lifetimethat someone comes alongyou dont see it comingit just happensthat one that feelsthe same as you.Its not just attractionbut you feel thatyou have known eachother in another time and placeyou can see it crystal cleartwas a time when others can notremember.. Another lifetime..the scenery is different.. the clothes are differentthe speach was differentbut the love was still therea love that has with stood the test of time over and over again..that love is the once in a life timelove that centuries can never part If you ever find that once in a lifetimelove.. embrace it and never let it go..for if you let it go you will never beable to truly love again..Hold on to your true love...

Dying Love
I wish that I could find the words to show you how I feelthe right ones to let you see those feelings are so realI know that to one as lovely as yourself others have liedand can not imagine all the pick-up lines they have tried.I know they have because of your beauty made you preyand so you are hesitant to believe the words that I say.I know that they are only words, not as powerful as deedswhile I will be there to try to fill all your wants and needsit takes time for it to show through deeds that I am true.It scares me that someone else will find the words for you.I am more than willing to take the time so that you seethat all I want from you is love throughout all eternity,but the thought that someone will find the words insteadcauses my heart to break and feels me with such dread.Does it require that I rip my beating heart out of my chestand lay it there at your feet to as it starts it's final restas it beats it's final beat and as I slowly die for only youwould you then know that o

Apparently This Account
is perma-ban for mumm and mumm comments that means i will have no use for it... not deleting it but i'm gonna have to make a salute for another alt or something... *Shrug* think i might need to make a brand new one so they won't KNOW before they approve the salute :P

Saying "i'm Sorry" Versus "being Sorry"
There is a difference between saying the words "I'm sorry" and actually "being sorry". If you are actually sorry for what it is you are apologizing for, wouldn't make sense to not do it again? The point of apologizing to admit wrong doing. If you admit that what you did was wrong, then it would behoove you to not do it again. Why? Because you just admitted it was wrong. People abuse the words "I'm sorry". They tend to only say it to get themselves out of a sling. They are getting read the riot act, and don't want to deal with it. So they say those words to get the other person to shut up. Which is way they turn around and do the very same thing they just apologized for, again. If you're going to apologize, then mean it. Don't just say it to avoid dealing with the consequences of your actions. Forgiveness does not negate consequence. How "sorry" are you if you are just going to turn around and do the very thing you just apologized for all over again?

Music Monday 23
Only one song Erykah Badu - Window Seat The video is on her website and I highly recommend that you go watch it. While watching it, know that it was filmed guerilla style in downtown Dallas. There was no closed set. It was done in one take. Once they finished filming, they literally ran like hell. Enjoy the song. Her new album drops tomorrow.

Writing
There sits a fire, a flame Eluminating surrounding life So bold yet elegant A tendency to reach out and Spread itself among boardering trees of old It can provide heat, warm oneself up But it can also Melt them down Currently the flame awaits transition As in turn it will move along Winds pass and stay Just one breeze can influence it's direction For this flame has caught wind Now it spreads across opportunity Taking its intensity to a fresh scene This flame embodies another stage now It no longer sits The flame ignites once more

The Ache
The Ache So tired of the ache... So tired of the pain... Dying for more, So much more than the mundane. Ordinary life... She is not meant to live... She is not average, She has too much to give. Love along with passion... Animalistic lust... Giving all that she is, To One she completely trusts. She doubts He is there... Out there in the mist... And still she seeks, For One who doesn't exist. She WILL continue... Her search will endure... For that one piece of happiness, For love so secure. To find the One... The One above all... He shall accept all of her, Especially her faults. The search continues... He has not shown Himself yet... And even if He has, He hasn't passed all the tests!

The Look
The Look With no words spoken, One look can express so much. She wonders what this look means? Disdain? Worried, she looks away. Longing? Wondering if He might caress her cheek. Disappointment? Imagining what she may have done. Affection? Her soul begging for just that. Sadistic desire? She hears her voice softly whisper "please".

Happiness
I have heard it said that happiness is not a prize to be won. It's a journey not a destination. You don't get there and stop, you are always moving along with it. Some say the purpose in life is to be happy and to help others be happy. I think that minute by minute and day by day we can choose to be bubbly and smile no matter what or we can choose to be a sad sack. I don't always let things go and stay in the present but I try. I can't always stand firmly where I am and sometimes I catch myself looking too far forward or looking backwards in my life. I try to be aware of everything going on and every day I get better at it. I don't fail at anything, I just do my best. I think my happiness is a direction and I'll be bouncing towards it.

What Breed Of Horse Are You?
You Are an Appaloosa Horse You are extremely independent and even a little stubborn. You always do your own thing. You have an amazing endurance, and you can soldier on through almost anything. You're one tough cookie. You are quite intelligent and resourceful. You enjoy solving problems, and you've definitely got some street smarts. You work hard and never give up. You are loyal and reliable... you always get the job done. What Breed of Horse Are You? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

Left To Wonder
Wondering what to write, what to think. Theres life then there is living. Two different things yet they are the same. Understand my way of thinking you never know what you mean beable to relize on your own. People talk of nothing but everything. Where have we gone when the biggest thing to discuss is what is in fashion. What ever, those people dont matter much any how. Now back to what to say? What has become of us. If you think about it nothing has really changed since the 1550's ha isn't that something. Sure we have this the computer but so just another form of comunication. Even though most of us use these things for other reasons then to get out what someone may think. Well i dont know what to say guess you tell me. Later

Undeserving.
How could you do it?Stroke my ego into loving you,All the while your intention,was a faithless lothario Your oath is as faded as my jeans,Your smile deserves its falsehood,Your eye will see in your reflection,Your eternal remorse.