Fubar Blog Posts 3

"loyalty"
"I can feel u as i go through my day, every emotion, the ups n downs, i hear ur cries in the worst way, so badly u want the pain n' anguish 2 go away". "I will comfort u give u a shoulder 2 lean on & promise u everything will b ok, i am not a proud man but i am honest n' loyal, i'll be there 4 u through all ur turmoil". "As we sleep i whisper so soft n' innocent that i love you, u look @ me & i look @ u n' sumtimes say nothing cuz we know its true". "You drive me crazi the way u look @ me, ur so gorgeous every feature about u remains true, as i look in2 ur eyez i get lost by ur beauty, you are my weakness i cant help but 2 be speechless". "I will love you 4eva so theres no need 2 cry, we can talk bout anything until the morning lite". "Anticipated Ecstacy, long hot nights 2gether, i hold ya hand @ night there can never be another". "Whoever reads this realize im not a bad guy, so take it 2 heart & think about my words u dont wanna deny".

"passion N' Instincts"
"I sit alone & think of u, hoping u can hear me, if i close my eyez b4 i sleep i can see u clearly, even where i am now, where everything is dark n cloudy, i can feel you here beside me tugging @ my heart". "Anxiously i wait 2 hear a precious word or 2, something 2 let me know how u feel inside, is it real or just wishful thinkin, tearz n happiness will set u free, is this the sign that u will stay with me, i take the blame & apologize 4 those nights i'v denied you, but this gives me time 2 love ur mind b4 i lay beside you". "Let me take away ur pain, wipe ur tearz & guide u, let me ease ur mind with passion n bliss, late nite phone conversations anticipating our first kiss, i hope my words dont sound 2 strong but curiosity has no fear, each breath i take is ecstasy that builds up throughout the year"."There is no cure 4 what i feel its just the pain that ails me, no prescription from the doctors' modern medicine has failed me, and i know this is a lot 2 take but i mean each word

"simple Ecstacy"
"Kiss me girl, taste my soul, embrace your destiny, lay back, relax, arch your back, n' let me take control". "Spread your legs but leave the light on so u can see in2 my eyez, grab hold n' hug while we make love, so strong it will make u cry, tonight lets take our time its been awhile, exotic ecstacy is flowin' as i watch the way u quiver as i deliver". "The slightest touch, my arms will take away the stress, my kiss will ease the pain, have u ever made love that was so intense, when u came its like falling rain"."Dont blush i know u feel me, dont be shy cuz nows the time, someday i'll make love 2 your physical, but tonight let me sex your mind"!

"slow Intentions"
"Baby i can feel u as i go through my day your mind is callin me tryin 2 get in touch with me from so far away, i'm reachin out 4 u, wantin 2 hold u, tryin 2 imbrace that person inside u, tryin 2 hide u, who has'nt found his face, can ya feel what im saying? "Is the sincerity clear"? "Should i slow down so that u can catch up, u have no need 2 fear, my intentions r harmless but as real as it will get, i wont hurt u, wont desert u, i've not even begun yet 2 show u what i think u need the one thing you've never had, a shoulder 2 lean on someone 2 cry 2 when things get real bad, judgemental i am not, tearz r a cleansing of the soul, when life gets too stressful & it begins 2 take its toll, on ur mind, on ur body, it comsumes ur every thought i want 2 be there 4 u, confide in me, i'm the person thats been sought, out by god 4 u n our destiny is quite clear look 2 stars & you'll c me so have no fear"."I can feel u n i hope u can feel me 2, im in ur heart, in ur mind, theres nothing u can do

Carrie
is anyone fed up about these people putting down carrie prejean cos of the photo she did when she was 17 i mean that was 3 yrs ago let it go she should keep her title and she is free to speak her mind this a free country buy the way...

Funny
Bob, a handsome dude, walked into a sports bar around 9:58 pm. He sat down next to a blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10 pm news was coming on. The news crew was covering the story of a man on the ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Bob and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Bob said, "You know, I bet he'll jump." The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't." Bob placed a $20 bill on the bar and said, "You're on!" Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy on the ledge did a swan dive off the building, falling to his death. The blonde was very upset, but willingly handed her $20 to Bob, saying, "Fair's fair. Here's your money." Bob replied, "I can't take your money. I saw this earlier on the 5 pm news, and so I knew he would jump." The blonde replied, "I did too, but didn't think he'd do it again." Bob took the money

#9
Connecting to server... Looking for someone you can chat with. Hang on. You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi! You: Hi You: /b/ Stranger: hey You: fuck you You: fuck me? Stranger: ?? fuck me? You: Eat my ass... NAO!! You: Cumdumpster here. You: You? Stranger: squirter You: Hell yes. You: 6 feet You: At least. You: Soak your fucking sheets. You: It'll piss you off cuz you'll have to change them daily. You: Better invest in new ones. You: Like 7 sets. Stranger: well ok You: I love you You: Will you marry me? You: I want to have your babies. Stranger: sure totaly You: No shit? You: Really?

House Of Krazees- Haunted House
Devils and ghouls on halloween the wicked shit is in your mindEnter my house my haunted house its only covered with dirt and grimeOh yes I think I feel a presenceMore dead bodies for me to add to my collectionYou know you done fucked up when you went to enter this evil placeSee me in the corner maulin on a dead faceOh shit I think my fuckin heads splitIn the dark throwin up blood and fuckin fingertipsI got the gun its in my hand I hear the crys of painIm insane about to blow out my brainIm right in front of you im right behind youIm bout to get you you cant see me im in my haunted houseComin to tell you this much damn you ought to leaveThe power that compels you still you wanna leaveKnock on the door look out the window man I think im stuckIm bringin em in crackin em out trippin over whatThe blood I throat it all over lick it up off the wallsThe stench is comin from the bodies out in the hallIts dark your feelin thinkin that you got a light switchClap on the lights come on you feelin o

The Oath Of Friendship!
1. When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry fuck who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, Ill try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, I will use little words. 7. When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. When you need a kidney, I will search the web for you. This is my oath, I pledge it till the end. Why, you may ask, because you are my friend.

I Set Goals
I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottleI make mistakes but learn from every oneAnd when it's said and doneI bet this brother be a better oneIf I upset you dont stressNever forget, that God isn't finished with me yet”

Mindless Self Indulgence- Issues
[ding ding] [smooch] [champagne pop] [champagne bubbles] Oohh, I'd rather fuck ya than kiss ya (kiss ya) But I won't press the issue You know what I need is (I need, I need) And ya never gonna be it (be it) I shoulda hesitated Limousine inebriated So unsophisticated (-cated) Too late to be debated It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out Lets go make out with her friends Make out with her friends' friends It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out Lets go make out with her friends MAKE OUT WITH HER FRIENDS [ding ding] [smooch] [champagne pop] [champagne bubbles] Oohh, I want a lot of profanity With a lot of lost virginity It's a boy's intuition With a right explanation 'Cause I'm on that mission With deducted admission Now take my clothes off And show me what you're made of It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out Lets go make out with her friends Make out with her friends' friends It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out MAKE OUT WITH HER FRIENDS Excuse me, do you want to screw? [x2] I'm so amazing in the sack Yes,

Mindless Self Indulgence- Lights Out
Who the hell said any of you get a taste stupid? Do you ever wanna get up all in your face? You better take it And nothin' you can do could make me ever go away Fake it Poor baby I'm gonna make it all okay Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous All the violence makes a statement Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous ALL-THIS-VIOLENCE-MAKES-A-STATEMENT She better get with the club Who the hell said any of you get a taste stupid? Do you ever wanna get up all in your face? You better take it And nothin' you can do could make me ever go away Fake it Poor baby I'm gonna make it all okay Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous All the violence makes a statement Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous ALL-THIS-VIOLENCE-MAKES-A

Belief
You have to believe in something. Everyone does. Even atheists believe in their unbelief. If they didn't they would go mad. The misanthrope believes in his hatred of his fellow man. The gambler believes he is omniscient and that his knowledge of the future is proof that he is loved by the Creator. The middle-income person who spends enormous amounts of time window-shopping and sorting through used clothing at garage sales is indicating that our goods will never be ashes blowing across the grave. I suspect the drunkard believes his own self-destruction is the penance required for his acceptability in the eyes of the Creator. The adherents of Saint Francis see divinity in the faces of the poor and the oppressed but take no notice of the Byzantine fire surrounding themselves. The commonality of all the aforementioned lies in the frality of their moral vision. It is also what makes them human.

The Secret To Sanity.
We, each of us, have got to remember who we are so we do not become like the people around us. Each night you must tell yourself over and over that you have a special place inside of you where the real you lives. It's like a private cathedral nobody can touch. That's the secret to sanity. But you can't tell anybody about your special place, because once they know you have that private place in your head and heart, they'll strap you down and kill your mind and heart with the electroshock of their madness.

The Basics Of The D/s Lifestyle
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other person that is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple as some added fun in th

Whats Under My Mask?
Imperfection is only a mask hiding what really is the ultimate beauty. You just have to go throught hell to take off that mask. Can you do it? Or are you scared of what you'd find?Did you know?I love rainstorms.Did you know?Even though i wear black a lot, i love bright colors.Did you know?Even i watched Pokemon because my son took over the TV.Did you know?I'm quiet, but that doesn't mean i'm never loud.Did you know?I like to play chess.Did you know?I'm not good at it.Did you know?I try so hard to be perfect, even if i look like i could care less.Did you know?Sometimes i feel like my friends are only my friends because they feel sorry for me?Did you know?I'm afraid of bugs. Mostly spiders.Did you know?I don't really trust anyone.Did you know?Before i've thought that my family would be happier if iwasn't born.Did you know?I draw.Did you know?I love fantasy stories like Magyk, Flyte, and Phsik.Did you know?I'm good at Scene It? Disney version.Did you know?I feel like i'm only in the way s

Leah's Bondage Part One~
Leah moaned softly in pain and fear. It seemed like she had been in this position for hours. She was bound with her wrists in leather cuffs secured over her head by chains and her legs were widely spread by a stretcher bar. It was simple bondage, but elegant, displaying her body perfectly. She wore only a pair of high heels and a leather blindfold.Around her she could hear the sound of voices. Unexpectedly a hand would grasp her breast, hefting it or squeezing it and there would be laughter as she would gasp and struggle her way free from the hand. She could smell the alcohol they were drinking and the scent of food. She had no idea when they had last fed her.“This one looks nice, Sir,” a voice said from behind her and a hand caressed her bare ass.Leah could smell the faint scent of sandalwood as another person walked closely around her.“She is not as striking as the blond,” came a male voice that sent shivers through her. She tried to pull away from him as her

Leah's Bondage Part Two~
Leah woke with a gasping sob of panic. The dream of terror had been so real and then the reality of the last day punched at her as she tried to claw the blindfold off. Cool, strong hands easily grabbed her wrists and pulled her hands back from her face.“Shhhh. It’s okay, Pet. You are safe here with me. Calm down, My Beauty. That’s it.” He crooned at her softly until she stopped fighting him.Her hands were free, she realized, she could feel the leather cuffs still on each wrist, but they were free. If she continued to fight him, he would bind her again. She didn’t want that again. She mentally inventoried herself and found that she was also free of the tacky high heels. She could feel the soft warmth of a blanket around her legs. Frowning, she tried to reconcile a person who would buy another person being thoughtful enough to undo her hands, take off her shoes and cover her with a blanket while she slept.“If I let go of your hands, do you give me your

Nick Adenhart
Career Adenhart was drafted straight out of Williamsport High School in Williamsport, Maryland by the Anaheim Angels. He had been projected as a top 10 draft pick, but an elbow injury two weeks before the 2004 Major League Baseball Draft forced him to have Tommy John surgery and dropped him to the 413th overall pick in the 14th round.[1] Adenhart became a top-ranked prospect in the Angels organization, ranked by Baseball America as the 90th best prospect in baseball and the sixth in the Angels organization in 2006, as the 34th best prospect in baseball and second in the Angels organization in 2007, as the 24th best prospect in baseball and 2nd in the Angels organization in 2008 and as the best prospect in the Angels organization going into 2009.[2] In 2006, Adenhart played in the All-Star Futures Game and was a member of the United States Olympic Qualifying team. He made his major league debut as the starting pitcher on May 1, 2008, against the Oakland Athletics at Angel Stadium of

Sexy Hott (heed Warning Wow) Xxx
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancing he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si

The Phoenix
On the ashes of this nestLove wove with deathly fireThe phoenix takes its restForgetting all desire.After the flame, a pause,After the pain, rebirth.Obeying nature’s lawsThe phoenix goes to earth.You cannot call it oldYou cannot call it young.No phoenix can be told,This is the end of the song.It struggles now aloneAgainst death and self-doubt,But underneath the boneThe wings are pushing out.And one cold starry nightWhatever your beliefThe phoenix will take flightOver the seas of griefTo sing her thrilling songTo stars and waves and skyFor neither old nor youngThe phoenix does not die.

Going Down
Sifting through the ashes of dreams gone bad Memories of the past always seem so sad Screaming out loud, knowing that no one is there If I were gone tomorrow… would anybody care? Something’s really got a hold on me It’s making me blind. I cannot see. Something tells me I

When You Cry
When you cry upon a pillow Or tears fall down a cheek It's just emotions overflowing Not a sign of being weak We show emotions in different ways We can often lose control We cry of memories cherished The ones in my heart and soul So when I cry I’m not ashamed It’s not a thing I try to hide Teardrops flow when I feel pain Why keep it bottled inside

To The One Who Will Love Me(kind Of Long Sorry)
Hearts which can be so very fragileShould travel in company of a mind more agile.Naivety can make one go weakBelieving everything that you speak,Taken in by words fulfilling each whim.Falling so easily should be a sin.All the truths were but lies,Forever twisted in your disguise;Hiding in a shell fitted like a glove,Unwilling to accept any act of love;Living forever alone and scared,Admitting finally that you never cared.A lone light is what I wish to see,A beacon of hope that someone will find me.Drifting silently in a sea of broken dreams,Where tears fall endlessly in glistening streams.Someone help me rise from this nightmare,Pull me from this agonizing despair.I long for the person who will be The One,Save me please before I’m too far gone;The One to hold me close at night,To whisper away all my fright;The One to kiss me oh so gently,To prove that it was meant to be;They are fantasies, all of these things,Beating in my heart on delicate wings.For now in this void I am lost,Is

Quiet Chaos !!
About Quiet ChaosIn mathematics, chaos theory describes the behavior of certain dynamical systems that is, systems whose states evolve with time that may exhibit dynamics that are highly sensitive to initial conditions (popularly referred to as the butterfly effect). As a result of this sensitivity, which manifests itself as an exponential growth of perturbations in the initial conditions, the behavior of chaotic systems appears to be random. This happens even though these systems are deterministic, meaning that their future dynamics are fully defined by their initial conditions, with no random elements involved, this behavior is known as deterministic chaos, or simply chaos.And for those of you who haven't met her she is i silent whisper on the tips of an angels wings when they fly in heaven she carries her message on the breath of the four winds to be revield in the light of the moon and the wave's of the ocean captivates all who see's her and embraces those who love her !!! Michelle

Sick Child
So I woke up this morning very tired, and realized that I didnt get a whole lot of sleep lastnight....mainly due to my son was up and down all night last night not feeling well... He has a fever and I am hoping that it breaks soon...I cant stand seeing him so miserable...

Sex And Six Mistakes Men Make
I come across this article while browsing around on webMD last night and thought I might share it with you this morning, It is entitled, "SEX-6 Mistakes Men Make". WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell them what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Personally, I think this is something worth reading and keeping in mind. So, to all the gentlemen out there that think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women, just always remember that the little erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality, errors that can lead to a lot of all nighters with you and Ms. Rosey Palmer. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vivid Ed.Paget is author of The Great Lover Playbook and other sex manuals, and she gives seminars nationwide.Sex Mistake No.1:

Grams
with a heart bigger than the moonand love greater than any otheryou've been there for anything that we need a ray of light in the darkest hourthe silver lining in the cloudsthe plant of life with you as the seed never wanting any extra gratitudeyou would give selflessly anytimeno words could describe how great you are i have so much respect and admiration for youi'll never find the right words to show youbut someday i hope to be at your par forever loving and wearing your smileforever shining so brightyou're the glue that makes our family one i wish i could tell you how much you meanbut i fall short to such a tasklike a flower reaching for the sun so i sit here taking great prideas a tear streams down my faceyou're the guiding light that nothing can replace

Last Tear
Vines of silk across a vanilla backdrop gliding with ease, weaving in and out spreading along an unseen path like a gentle summer breeze mixed with a heavy gust. Fruits of passion raining from the sky dropping gently to the ground the sun hides behind storm clouds The portal of souls gazes over the beauty of nature with awe knowing that within a few ticks of time the ground will turn to accept its course. With great force the ground quakes sending waves throughout the land the night air so warm and heavy the sounds of fierce tsunamis crashing down met with the calm song of the doves the powerful shifting of the ground freeing spirits in volcanic eruptions Suddenly all is calm the vanilla background returns from rust the vines regrow while the fruit caress the soil the portal of souls fades to black

Disturbing Thoughts
It feels like the world is falling on your shoulders Thoughts of misery run through you like a swift stream The sadness crushes you like a ton of boulders In your mind you hope its all a dream. You begin to cry like a frightened child Starting to look for ways to end your life Thoughts of pain,misery and sadness run wild You reach for the gun,some rope and a knife. Feeling alone you hide your problems, no one to tell You say your life is bad and wish it could end. I'm here to help you through your personal hell There's a message that to you I want to send. Life will be good again, dont throw it down the drain Living throughout the pain, emotional strength you will gain.

Blame
Isnt it funny how I get the blame? They get the credit and I get the shame But I guess thats my life The dull side of the knife Others listen, some console But none can refill my empty soul A temporary hole slowly turning Becoming an emptiness constantly burning From upside down to inside out A lifelong rollercoaster of doubt A slow ride thats never-ending With a backbone thats forever bending.

05/20/2009
Today, have to say was alright. I got somethings done. Played sand volleyball, and got a sunburn. today was sunny here and was out in it all day. think I am beginning to realize that with all the damage I 've done to myself over the years, the mind pushes forward to suceed, but my body can't keep up. But Ill keep on pushing it!

Bestmoviestar In (mistress Monique) Hot Sex Storie
Mistress Monique The phone rang, waking me from a deep sleep. "Hello", I mumbled half tempted to curse the caller on the other end of the line. Looking over at the clock, I saw that it was 1 AM and I had just barely gotten an hour and a half of sleep. "Wake up, pet and be up here in a half hour. I want you wearing that thong pouch that I bought you and nothing else when you get here. I expect to find that plug is still in your ass and you had better be clean! Understand?" "Yes, Ma'am" I responded, in a more awake voice. My Mistress Monique lived in the same high-rise apartment building , just 7 floors above me. It was quite convenient that She had found me this apartment, though. Especially given Her recent tendency toward calling me at Her whim to come to Her to perform some service or another. I began wondering what Her needs were at this hour. The thing is, I had just left Her apartment less than two hours ago. She had spent several hours using me in Her playroom.

"devil's Whorehouse"
he works at the devil's whorehouse she loves carnality in her human pit of love entrance to heracy, well when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come on up to the devil's whorehouse intimate hell of a demon slut, well angels take their time in falling come alive in the house that screams when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come alive in the house that screams come alive in the house that screams this is the devil's whorehouse night time for beating backs said this is the devil's whorehouse night time for midnight masses when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure come alive in the house that screams come alive in the house that screams when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure when i sin, i sin real good when i sin, i sin for sure

Cruelty
They say that I say that I have problems. That I walk away from responsiblity. Yeah, I've walked away from a broken home. My broken dreams.' 'My father didn't show much emotion. But at least if he had a bad day at work, I got to feel the brunt of it. I guess it's better to feel something, than nothing.' 'They say I'm a little cruel. Maybe I inflict too much punishment on my opponents. But I guess sometimes, you gotta be cruel to be kind

"on The Edge"
"Every one of you craves life's pleasures, yet you don't indulge. You want to drink from ecstacy's cup, yet you won't imbibe. You want to walk the edge, like Raven, but you're afraid to fall, so you back away, slowly, hoping no one notices your frailties, your cowardice.' 'You wish you weren't so weak, and you hurt. Well what do you know about pain!? Try walking in my shoes. Experience my sorrow, a childhood without hope, a life without joy. But hey, at least you'll be alive.' 'They say the Raven is walking down alienation's barren path. But really, I walk alone

Letter To A Military Spouse
Letter to a Military SpouseWhile I have never had the pleasure of meeting you and your husband, I felt the need to write you and express a very deep feeling that I have in my heart. I as a person, am not brave. I do not tackle things head on, as I hate confrontation. I will travel 100 miles out of my way just to avoid a conflict. I am a American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other that what I hear on the news. I never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they did not know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understa

Intoxicated
desire to please ..adapt. adjust yourself to my idealstaking pleasure in my happinesshappiness brought on by you being happyguidancehonestyloyaltyopennesshonorintegritywillingness to servewillingness to listenwillingness to learnwillingness to take critismwillingness to be lovedwillingness to me mine.. completelymind, heart, body, and soul

Military Life
As bombs fakk uous upon our souls, Coated in dust & soil, Wr watch everyday our relatives * friebd, Risk life & Limb. Bring out those jeeps & tanks, Look up see the blue clouds, silent clouds, Hold your rifke close, your kbife eveb closer, Never know when the boys will close in! Be safe & Strong, Carry a flag & staje it deep, Wwrw gwew on your shoukder , sharing your tears!

Linkin Park-breaking The Habit
This song can also relate to me. I have a lot of bad habits that I wanna break but I'm steaying fighting with myself and making things worse. I'm still trying to get rid of all of my bad habits and still trying to understand things in life. And I'm still trying to stop making stupid decisions and learn. "Breaking The Habit"Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start again[Bridge:]I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit TonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again[Bridge:]I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Ca

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right. 06-17-08

Every Hit,,,, Or Liza
In the event of my pain, I am saddened with truth. That the pain is the only truth I’ve known. Let it go and feel the ground. Flying over self regret and loss of company. See it all from an angle that brings me no closer to closure. He loved abused and left, while I loved hurt and stayed. Feel me now this anticipation. Falling to the ground closer to another hurt. Allow another to lift me up, only to let me go. Feel the warmth of care as I fall, and the joy of empathy as I rise. Up and down. First hit love first fall lesson. Second hit rebound sound hit lie. Third hit lust third hit contemplation. Every hit, every fall thereafter, rejection.

In My Mind
Why is it when I dream of you its always your touch that stands out the most? Its not the overly sexual one, but it's the most affectionate sensation ive ever felt. It has meaning and reassurance. It is safety and warmth. I could dream of rain covering me but its your hand in mine that I feel the most. Why is it when I think of you its your smile that I see? It guides the rest of the thoughts I have. I can think sad thoughts and I see those expressive lips showing me it will be ok. I can think of happy thoughts and see that smile and I know I have a friend. I can think of something to surprise you and your lips form a circle that your hand quickly covers. Why is it when I breathe I can see your face in the trails of my exhale? Sad, happy, loved, I can see every change in every muscle in your expressions. I see the warmth of the curves in your hair with your head pressed to my chest. And yet with every inhale, every nightmare, and every moment I lack an idea, it is always the worst.

Saturn
saturn shapes The shapes familiar to the Spirits of Saturn. THey appear for the most part with a tall, lean, and slender body, with an angry countenance, having four faces; one in the hinder part of the head, one on the former part of the head, and on each side nosed or beaked there likewise appeareth a face on each knee, or a black shining colour: their motion is the moving of the winde, with a kinde of earthquake: their signe is white earth, whiter then any Snow. The particular forms are, A King having a beard, riding on a Dragon. An Old man with a beard. An Old woman leaning on a staffe. A Hog. A Dragon. An Owl. A black Garment. A Hooke or Sickle. A Juniper-tree. .. --> 44 -->

Moodrings
SATURN'S RINGS: You might never see Saturn's rings this skinny again. Since 2008 began, the rings have been tilting toward Earth and now they are nearly edge-on with an opening angle of only 0.8o. A composite image submitted by Efrain Morales Rivera of Aguadilla, Puerto Rico, shows how the geometry has changed . As Saturn goes around the sun, it periodically turns its rings edge-on to Earth—once every 14-to-15 years. That's what is happening now. Earth is approaching Saturn's "ring plane," a vantage that transforms the normally wide and bright rings into a dark line bisecting Saturn's two hemispheres. The rings will completely disappear on Sept. 4, 2009, when Earth crosses through the ring plane. Unfortunately, no one will be able to see it because Saturn will be so close to the Sun. The next ring plane crossing in plain view of Earth won't come until the year 2038. Until then, the skinniest you're likely to see Saturn's rings is now. Saturn is easy to find in the constella

Very Disturbing Shit I Write About On Drugs And Then Find In Myspace Blog Later And Wonder What The Fuck Is Wrong With Me
pussy sampled thus far: rated for taste part one of...... Category: Pets and Animals ok lets talk about pussy, we are going to keep things simple and just let Clay answer these as the we will have to digress over many years and Hood Mood is sleeping right now, Good Mood doesnt eat pussy, Zac Pro only eats it if the girls stuffed pills up her sniz, Ginger S[eed] is still under development but we r going to let him eat some pussy real soon.....you see where we are going with this, only Clay can answer with any real factual data...we are all thrilled to have him back with us here at ONE (1) REALITY CENTRAL RESEARCH FACILITY, LLC., a non-profit organization. doing business as "Cause You Cant Make This Kind of Shit Up..Nigger!" very well then, shall we get started, i know your all just dripping with anticipation....this morning we are going to kick things off with some of the more common (yet dont be fooled squirt, some of the best) examples of recent talent...we will open with a pr

"angelfuck"
Little Angelfuck It's a shame that luck is the only thing Did you like the fun Did you like the times that I promised you Open wounds on your brow Little angel in red She isn't loving you anymore Little Angelfuck I see you going down on a fireplug Little Angelfuck Size for everyone Let those bastards believe Dry your eyes and we'll leave She isn't loving you anymore Little Angelfuck I see you going down on a fireplug Oh, little Angelfuck Size for everyone Let those bastards believe Dry your eyes and we'll leave She isn't loving you anymore

"descending Angel"
torn from the heavens they fall from the sky and walk the streets among mortal men they hide in shadows keepers of the night mortal life is weak can't hold back the demons the blood pours as rain and soon you'll be alone. whaaoo descending angel stand by my side whaaoo we'll face the night descending angel whaaoo who guard the gates of hell just one more night whaaoo for in the morning will bring the light born or created in the image of a god the heavens fall no savior has been sent no one to guide us alone we face the night mortal life is brief for the rebel angels they make their final stand and soon you'll be alone whaaoo descending angel stand by my side whaaoo and face the night descending angel whaaoo who guard the gates of hell just one more night whaooo forever...ends...tonight descending angel

"you Belong To Me"
See the pyramids along the Nile Watch the sun rise on a tropic isle Just remember, darling, all the while You belong to me. See the marketplace in old Algiers Send me photographs and souvenirs But just remember when a dream appears You belong to me. I'll be so alone without you Maybe you'll be lonesome too Fly the ocean in a silver plane Watch the jungle when it's wet with rain Just remember till you're home again You belong to me You belong to me I'll be so alone without you Maybe you'll be lonesome too Fly the ocean in a silver plane Watch the jungle when it's wet with rain Just remember till you're home again You belong to me You belong to me You belong to me

Kinky Party~
The invitation read as follows."You are cordially invited to a Kinky Halloween Party.You are allowed to bring 1 guest.The rules are everyone must wear a costume, skin allowed, mask required. Costume contest will have rewards.The password is Transylvania.Enjoy,Your Host and Hostess"The invitation was sent to members of The Dark Horse, a BDSM club that Gloria was a member of.She was what the lifestylers she knew liked to call a "Switch".She never liked this term, but her club liked to have everyone categorized, so she accepted it.No one would have ever guessed that her "profession" was a psychiatrist. Her thoughts that week sidetracked to what costume she was going to wear and what to bring with her.The big party was only a week away.The day before Gloria had the perfect outfit planned out that she was going to wear.It was a pair of brown suede chaps and a matching brown suede short vest.The vest was just the right fit so that it covered her bosom but gave her nice cleavage that she knew

Dont Be Defeated
Dont be defeated by Rhonda I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h

Have I Told You
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have I ever told you that I

A Fiend And His Lullaby
Darkness behind meNothing but layers of ashThe fiend walks on into the morningas a new day dawns.Painful memories behind himKnowing that something better lies ahead.The fiend has heard his lullabyHer song soothing and sweetThe fiend strong and readyfor what awaits ahead sings the song of his lullabysilently in his head.Day after day, the fiend does his jobComing home to nothing and wondershow he made it without her so long.Lullaby isn't someone newShe was in his pastDuring his darkest daysbut it's not the same lullaby that you see today.Lullaby sung a different songone not so sinfully sweetOne not so focused on the loveshe was destined to meet.Time passed and people changeand with it lullaby changed her tune.Now focused on the man she lovesthe one they considered doomed.The fiend he lived a dreaded lifeand many times he's failed.But with the song of his lullabyhe's in love instead

A Journal Of A Slave 002
Master, you said that you wanted a journal entry. First, I love you so much that I think I will go crazy inside. We have been together six months, and I still get butterflies when I look at you. Can you imagine what it will be like years from now when the bond is stronger? The more things that you do to me, the more I find myself wrapped around your soul. I am wanting to surrender all of me to you. I hate it when I displease you when I am trying so hard to win back my collar, and the bond that we had before things went terribly wrong. You don't know what sort of fantasies go through my head, things so dark and sinister that the human mind could not comprehend. I still think of you wanting a second slave, though you tell me that you don't. The truth is that you have had more then one on a couple of occasions, so it is natural that you still think about it. With me being bisexual it makes it all the more reason, but fear sets into my mind of what would happen if we added

Wednesday May 27, 2009
What terrible irony that he should find himself falling in love with the dark reflection of an old crush. He could see it happening, could tell where it would lead him but was powerless to do anything more than stare at her picture. Mesmerized, that was the word he’d been thumbing through his mind in search of. Minutes had been screaming past him, minutes he should have been focused on things other than her eyes, her delicate skin and the intricate tattoo on her chest. Some feeble and neglected part of him kept trying to tell him that it was wrong, that he shouldn’t want her, but he wasn’t listening. They were just images on a screen, at least that’s what he kept telling himself. Doing as he’d always done, try and talk or think his way back to the serenity of what had always been. He wanted more, at times had talked himself out of wanting more, but it wasn’t working. She always seemed to interrupt him with a smile and a gleam in her ey

Day Dreams
I think about you when your not hereThe days they pass so slow.Hours fade together until the time I talk to you.Lost in my day dreams that this is my perfect life.Lost in my day dreams when it sudddenly becomes night. My dreams lost in a nightmare world where nothing is the same.My life comes unglued My future right in front of me but I already know I’m screwed.As tempting as it is to sever these veins and watch dyingas my life, my future and my blood flows down the drain. I take a deep breath and realize tomorrow is a new day.New day dreams a plenty, day dreams of you.

For The Friend I Didn't Know
Hold on to what life you havesave it for another day.I can't take your pain awaybut I would if I could.To have you smile and not shed a tearwould mean so much to me. I wish I could turn back time.Give me just one more dayto make the wrong things right.Maybe I should have wished for longercause this may take all night. Don't slip away my friend.Hold on...give me just a few more secondsbefore you close your eyes.To tell you that I loved you and say my goodbyes. I'll tell you all the things i couldn't tell you while you were alive.Like how much I've missed youI can't believe I've lost youI can't believe your gone.So many good times with youjust for you to pass on.

One-way Relationship
So many miles separate usWhy must we be so far apart.Staring at your pictureWishing you were here with me. I've come to realize your untouchableOne of god's gifts, but not to me.I know that I'll probably never see you face to faceNever feel your touch or your embrace. So untouchableLike a collectable put high on a shelf.Just slightly out of reachI offer you my hand.I know it'll be a long waitHell hasn't frozen over yet.At least i can still look and dream.

The Girl On The Mountain And The Man In The White Truck.
I interfered, this girl caused a ripple in my life.Am i a sub polar magnet?Always drawing negativity to me. The air still tense with his presenceHer half clothed and cryingHe forced himself in her worldTook all he could and ranLeaving without a trace.She called him the disappearing manThis isn't the first time...time and time again.He unwillingly showed her his friendKicking and screaming is how her story beganHe looked at me smilingHolding me downHis hand over my mouthHe took what he wanted and left... "This isn't the first time...time and time againthis has happened. Thanks for being a friend.Sorry I'm rambling, I don't know where to begin.My world's fucked up and so am I.Sometimes when he rapes me I wish I would die.I'm so tired of that shit, so tired of crying. Tired of living and tired of trying."

Oh Jesus- Parody
kinda set to the melody of "away in the manger" I cry for JesusCause he's sooo sad.Living a life of sacrificeHas made him mad.Earthquakes, Floods and Poverty too.I cry for you lordTomorrow will be better,It's a new day! I cry for you JesusThey say you hung on a crossIt must have been drafty in just a loin cloth.Nothing to do but just hang out.Here comes famine, disease and a drought.You must be pissedWithout a doubt. Christianity has driven me insaneYour supposed to see everythingSee that I'm in pain.All your rules and regulationsThe bible's more like a game.Scripture written thousands of years agoHow do i know it's true If i can't see you? I cry for you JesusI wish the world wellI'm just humanI'm sure i'll burn in hell.If the day comesWe met face to face.Be patient with meAs i plead my case. Cry for me Jesus Cause I'm the one that's sad My pathetic existence is all i had. Carry me angels

Straightjacket Sucide Song "love You Dear"
You hear the words i saybut they don't mean shit to you.I have feelings tooThey turn on when your gone.Somehow it's always misery that remainsand it's only tie is you.Maybe I should cut you looseor I'll end up in a noose. (Chorus)Better yet, just wake me when your goneCall me on your cellTell me all the thingsThat you couldn't say to me.Tell me that I suckand how you don't give a fuck.I'm a waste of time and spaceand a disappointment too.Loving memoriesYes dear, I love you tooSweet lies whispered in my earToo bad I was never quite enough,to get through to you.Better listen upBefore this happens to youIt'll be too late when I'm gone. (Chorus Repeats) Fuck it, I'm through with youEspecially after all the bullshit you put me throughYour lies and games had me sown upNow mentioning your name makes me throw upMaybe you were rightI don't love you. Song, lyrics and all expressed and unexpressed right of this song is property of Shaun Dean/Straightjacket Suicide. Copyright infringement

Turn Off The Heartache
Blood flows through these veins of mineinto various parts and organs,including my heart.You'd have to turn off my heartto stop the heartache.Every beat fuels my brainand it remembers you, your touch and your love.Which in turn, brings on heartache.You could sever the connection but I'd still feel, the way you should "feel"and that is with your heart.Even removing my heart wouldn't do any good.I'd still feel empty without you,and that emptiness is heartache.You could end my life,but that would only cause the people that care heartache.There is no ending, someone must carry this pain.So let it be me.It lives inside me contently,as long as my heart continues to beat.Until my dying day,May you live and love without the burden of heartache.

Tired
The clock always giving a constant reminder of the things i haven't done today. Listen closely, you can hear the seconds ticking away on the digital clock. It's the sound of boredom, the sound of something to come, perhaps an end of something or someone. Look out the window, see the clouds passing by. Reminding you of the many memories passed. Friends, family, loved ones that are no longer with you. Only live on in your memories. Tired of the memories that constant taunt me. Like the sickness that plagues me. Tired of feeling helpless, stuck here like a turtle on his back. Fighting to regain my stability, but help to do anything about it. It's life i suppose.

Endless
Searching through this endless seaWondering what I will becomeWill I ever find someone specialSearching in places god hasn't seenAnd I wonder... what will become of me Will this ever endMy search for somethingMy longing for someone specialMy search, It's become endless Searching through this sea of lifeless bodiesWondering what it is I've becomeJaded mind and faded emotionsBlock all feelings from my chestTerminal disconnection from my heartSo I wonder, what will become of me

Brick
Should have known not to get attachedLike the hook to loop on VelcroHeartbroken, already abysmal with dismayRemove the sickness from my head andSow my mouth shut.Contain the misery where it breedsShow my flaws to no oneTake me as-is or not at all.

Drain Thy Veins Of October
I drain my veins upon this page in hopes of putting the month of October to rest. I lay my wrists upon my desk and with one quick swoop, my deed is done. All the pain, the torment, and the emotions I’ve felt this month poor upon the page and form words. Feelings embedded deep enough that the razor doesn't touch them. Will anything or anyone ever touch them again? The relationship between you and I much like the layers of sliced flesh. Forged from the same piece, but once cut... they will never be the same. Scar tissue created causes tension in the healing joints. It hurts, to use that wrist...but it felt so good to bleed. Slicing through scar tissue this time i bleed much more than before. Causing permanent damage to the flesh. Despite attempts to slow the bleeding this time i fail. Blood gushes out of control from the severed arteries and through my fingers which are held tightly upon my wrist. In every attempt to keep the two pieces of flesh together. The blood flows freely as

Bad Business
So, after approving my new salute, fubar decided to revoke it, & when I complained about this, well, I'll let the screenshot speak for itself. Chances are they'll delete this blog entry too, but I hope to at least get the word out here. This site has horrible customer service. If people start doing something about, they will be forced to fix it, or go out of business.

Part One~
The touch of something soft and light brushing across her stomach and ribs brought her out of sleep slowly, then suddenly brought her jarringly awake as Elyndria realized she could not move her hands to brush away the itch. Her eyes flew open to blackness and as she started to scream, she realized her eyes and mouth were covered as well. She was bound spread eagled on a fur or blanket of some kind, and the air was warm around her as she lay there in naked splendor. How? What? Who? Were just some of the questions that ran through her mind as she fought to drive off panic. Shaking her head rapidly back and forth, she sought to dislodge the bindings, but her efforts were to no avail.Suddenly, there was a soft whisper by her left ear. "There's no use struggling, my pretty bird, you are well and truly caught. I've been admiring you from afar while you were so haughty and cold, disdaining those around you as if they weren't worthy of your notice. A few gold in the right hands, and now you ar

Part Two~
Elyndria awoke to the sound of a soft giggle, and the twitching of her left foot. There was the hint of a light touch, almost imagined along the sole of foot, then teasingly brushing across each of her toes in turn. She tried to jerk her toes away from the touch, but the caresses continued no what way she moved or twisted her foot. Then the touches began to move... lightly up her foot and then slowly and tantalizingly up along her left leg. There was another restrained giggle as a second series of touches moved up along her right leg. Sometimes in concert, sometimes in discord with the first, the continued their slow advance up along her skin.Her mind worked feverishly to try and figure out what was happening to her. A cold pit formed in the hollow of her stomach as she realized it was feathers that were caressing her skin. Somehow whoever had captured her had found out her fear and dread of being tickled, something her brothers had done to her without remorse whenever they wanted to t

Mayonnaise Jar And Cup Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the cup of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly.. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced a cup of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effe

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doc_a_911 writes: "I've read all the info about when to shave after a tattoo but I have not been able to find anything on waxing. I am a hairy guy (yuck I know) and I am getting ready to get my second tattoo but it's going to be big and cover most of my back. I feel that once the tattoo is done that the hair will eventually grow back and I'm not a fan of the hair.....is it possible to wax (or something like it) my back after the tattoo is done without damaging the tattoo? I'm talking after the tattoo is completely healed of course.....or will I have to constantly shave or live with an awesome tattoo on my back with hair growing through and around it? Can anyone help?" amy says: As I’ve heard you should wait 2 years before waxing a body part with a tattoo… as a professional (one who provides waxing service), I would never wax someone with a tattoo any newer than 6 months however. Tattoos take time to heal… a good month before they’re considered “heal

Untitled Lol
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa

Someone From My Past
Well since about late February/early March of 2009 my ex-girlfriend and I have been talking to one another. She had looked me up on myspace and wrote me an email. We hadnt spoken to each other since about March 2005. We talked about the breakup and how she broke my heart. We met online back in mid 2004. A first neither one of us was looking for someone. But as we got to know each other and found out how much we had in common. Things progressed from there. We would talk to each other on the phone twice a day. In Nov 2004 I flew to Texas where she lives and spent 4 days with her. The connection, chemistry.... it was all there. We fell in love with one another. Then about a month later things started to go down hill. I would get her voicemail when i would call and i wouldnt get a call back from her. When she looked me up online earlier this year. She told me that back then she got scared because she had never fallen for someone who lived so far away from her. She was born and raised

Owners Manual Part1
As I stepped about his boat, I knew I would not be able to run from now on. I was his. Really he has owned me since he bought my husband's business 2 months ago. But now he owns me in every way. I stepped aboard his yacht wearing a short white mini and a half T-shirt. Mr. Martin instructed me not to wear shoes or underwear. My thoughts race as I can only imagine what he has planned for me. My nipples are so hard they ache and my cunt is weeping with delight.Leading me down to his cabin, he calls to the bridge for us to get underway. I feel the boat slowly move away from its moorings and know that I am a captive guest of Mr. Martin. I was ordered to strip. I started to unzip my skirt and slowly slide it to the floor. I must have removed it too slowly because Master Martin violently ripped my shirt from my body. I stood there naked and trembling. I immediately cast my eyes down and made a poor attempt to cover my body. Martin sternly said as he grasped a handful of my hair and pushed me

Part One: The Stage
I pulled my coat on and checked my purse for my car keys. Things were just winding down at the office, and the girls were all getting ready to go for the night."Good night Laura," I smiled at the girl in the cubicle next to mine. "Good night Angel," she waved back. I was just heading for the door when I heard a loud crash in the break room.I rushed toward the noise and stopped short in the doorway of the break room, where Laura and a couple of the other girls were already standing. We were all mesmerized, barely able to believe what we saw.Shawna, the 20-year-old brunette who had just started at the office, was picking herself up off the floor. Her nylons were ripped, one knobby knee poking through. Her skirt was ripped all the way to her right hip, and her white silk shirt was only half tucked in, two missing buttons revealing a lacy white bra.Standing above her, fire burning in her eyes, was Diane, the boss's secretary. Always business-like and keeping the other girls in line, she wa

Next
So that thing that bothered me for a few weeks has subsided. I can't worry about something that will not change. So..I turn to a new day. I got two great new tats yesterday. One is obviously chainsaw sally. the other is not yet done. just an outline. I do have something to say about my tattoos though. yeah..I have a few tattoos that are nc-17/x-rated...know what? Don't worry about it! If someone is so fuckin insecure or whatever that they have to nag on someone else for what THEY have, then know your role and shut your mouth! She says, "I like guys but I don't have guys tattooed on me"..well..you didn't meet them or aspire to meet them, did you? I'm a fan of these people, I've taken pictures with them, etc. I don't have to explain myself to you! You don't like my tats, delete me or shut up! none of my female friends have ever said anything about 'em. The key word there is "friend". Anyway..so..I aint gonna dwell on "that" person anymore and I am not gonna take shit off someone for my

You're Not Being Stalked Get Over Yourself.
Girls always complain about guys stalking them. It's usually to make them appear more sought after. It's a total jock for status. It doesn't work. When a girl talks about her many stalkers, a guy doesn't think, "Wow, this girl sure is a prize to be won." All girls think is, "Shouldn't have slept with him, slut." And all guys think is, "Wow, this cock tease is nothing but fat and trouble. I'm outta here." Most of the time it's made-up bullshit when a girl complains about a guy stalking her. And even if she does actually think she's being stalked, it's usually her fault anyway so she has no reason to complain. Usually when girls think they're being stalked, the guy who's "stalking" has no idea what's going on. This is because girls do not make it clear to guys how they feel. A girl will talk to a guy on the phone, act nice, laugh, flirt, and then when she hangs up, she'll bitch to the people around her - "Oh my god that guy is so creepy. He is such a stalker. That guy is such a creep.

Every Time The Phone Rings.....
I’m not even good enough to be considered a friend. Just a benefit. Nothing more or less. If She had a rough day at work, or a family member gave Her grief, or whennever She wants a naked body to abuse and humiliate for Her amusement, She calls me. I cook Her dinner. I service Her. She takes what She wants from my wallet, my body and soul. She leaves. The next day, the next weekend, sometimes even the next month, She calls. No matter what time of the day, no matter what I’m doing, when She calls, I have to be ready. And, before anyone asks, I can’t say no...I tried that once. A few hours of the strap-on around her well-toned, coffee and cream colored thighs was all that was needed for me to know that I can not say no to Her. Ever. There’s the phone now. “Hello?” I say, my voice shaky and quavering. “Get naked,” She replies,”have dinner ready for me; I just left the parki

Where Were You
I miss the times when you were heretelling me to have no fearTo hold my head up high and strongadd happy notes to my sad songI miss the way you look at meAs if I were too blind to seeThe path I’m on might hurt and scatheBut all goes well if you just have faithI miss the sound of your sweet voiceThrough bitter times a saving noiseThat told me what was right and wrongBut rang in my ears for far too longA caring person, you were suchThat helped and hurt me, oh so muchYou’d guide and mislead me through the dayYou left me lonely when I’d rather you stayOver things like that you had no controlA rock set in motion will continue to rollNo matter how hard you tug and heaveYou were always pushed and forced to leaveThen one day you never returnedMy tears so hot they almost burnedAware now about what I lackBut crying and mourning wont bring you backFor me to let out what I need to sayI can’t do much more than prayNo longer am I weak, my hearts quite strongFrom adding a happ

New 'katone' Merchandise!
An update that is better a little late than never…Last week Katone came out with a new line of merchandise for 2009 that I think his fans will adore! Why not take a look at his Zazzle shop? There are some new shirts online now, and more merch is on the way! Katone's Zazzle StoreAll previous merchandise can still be found at Café Press: KATONE MerchandiseThank you all, for your support! Onyx Tigress,Katone Street TeamStreet Team Coordinator Executive of PromotionsThe 'Official' Katone Street Team

Lookin Through The Glass
I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedOh god it feels like foreverBut no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home, sitting all alone inside your headHow do you feel? That is the questionBut i forget.. you dont expect and easy answerWhen something like a soul becomesInitialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notesYou cant expect to bitter folksAnd while your outside looking inDescribing what you seeRemember what your staring at is meCause I'm looking at you through the glass...Don't know how much time has passedAll i know is that it feels like foreverWhen no one ever tells you that foreverFeels like home, sitting all alone inside your headHow much is real? So much to questionAnd never dare make up the mannequinsContaminating everythingWhen thought came from the heartIt never did right from the startJust listen to the noises(No more sad voices)Before you tell yourselfIts just a different sceneRemember its just different f

Dont Realy Know The Subject
somehow i felt in-addiquate, as though you had already experienced much more in your life than i had in mine. we have lived the same ammout of time but you have done so much more, experimented much more, LIVED much more. i guess you could sense that. i have takent the express lane to responsibility, boredom, a cruel reality that i call life as i know it, you took me away from that when i was with you. You made me confortable to be myself, but not too comfortable to where i didnt try and impress you or try and make you like me all over again. But again life has diffrent plans for the both of us, and will diverge us off this path that we oh so breifly walked together. so, thank you, i will always be there for you when other people piss you off and you cant talk to any one else.

Fine Look At Me
(¯`v´¯)`*.¸.*´¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•People say I have a very pretty face and also a killerbody...but my sweet cherry pie is really what is good! I get along bestwith people who are always looking for new people, places andexperiences.I've always been good at getting a conversation started andkeeping it interesting. I look forward to putting a smile on your face. ilyk person who knows my moods, and know my up's and Down!! I lyk da personwho will rock my Bedworld, beco'z Sex 4 me is LOVE. . . . .add me up ... heres my addy On bOth msn and yahOO ...hmm_25u@yahoo.comor to my msnhmm_25@hotmail.comWARNING: if you dont have credit card DON't add me your wasting my time

Anyone Doing Their Job?
Really think about all the cutbacks companies have done, nobody seems to be doing the job they are paid to do anymore most are stressed from trying to do the job of 3 or more people and just give up. I have had a really bad day again just because other people are not doing their job!!!! IT really pisses me off

Im Sorry
sorry i'm if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl"I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day.I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you.I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.I'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.I'm sorry that I try my best to get you to like me but, then get hurt.But most of all; I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.and I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap & all they want to do is be loved by you. Think about it.If you're a girl and you agree

Jasalyn's Dead Beat Dad
Well Im so very happy now that they picked up cory he deserves to be locked up after a year of running now he has to face the two warrents that he has I just hope that his fiance' will wake up and leave his dumbass well I cant wait to see his face when he goes to court in whitley county cause I will be there to make sure he pays for his daughter and I will make sure that if he does decide to have visitation that its supervised only because he is not trust worthy and I dont want anything to happen to her

Unforgettable..
Biliyorum, unutamayacaksýn! Aðýr aðýr geçecek mevsimler, Bir bir aðaracak saçýnýn telleri Solacak albümde eski resimler. Beni hatýrladýkça için ürperecek, Boþanan gözyaþlarýný tutamýyacaksýn. Boþuna zorlama kendini, sevdiðim; Biliyorum, unutamayacaksýn. Ve biliyorsun, ben de unutamayacaðým, Eskimeyecek içimde sana ait ne varsa Þöhretmiþ, servetmiþ herþey geçiyor, inan Dostluklar ve sevgiler kalýyor, kalýrsa. Sen benim gökyüzümdün, denizim, topraðýmdýn, Þimdi bir hatýra olamazsýn belirsiz, uzak Biliyorsun bazý þeyler vardýr elimizde olmayan Ýþte öyle imkansýz birþey seni unutmak. Zannetme ki herþey bitti sevdiðim; Birgün yeþerecek þu sararmýþ yapraklar. Ve bundan sonra kim severse dünyada; Seni ve beni hatýrlayacaklar

If...time In A Bottle...
If a picture paints a thousand words, Then why can't I paint you? The words will never show the you I've come to know. If a face could launch a thousand ships, Then where am I to go? There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too. And when my love for life is running dry, You come and pour yourself on me. If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you. Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way. If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die, I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through, Then one by one the stars would all go out, Then you and I would simply fly away If I could save time in a bottle The first thing that I'd like to do Is to save every day Till Eternity passes away Just to spend them with you If I could make days last forever If words could make wishes come true I'd save every day like a treasure and then, Again, I would spend them with you But there never seems to be enough time To do the things y

May Your Day Be Special
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplish

Random...
RECIFE, Brazil – Search crews recovered the vertical stabilizer from the tail section of an Air France jetliner that went down in the Atlantic, Brazil's air force said Monday — a key item in finding the cause of the crash. Eight more bodies also were found, bringing the total recovered to 24 since Air France Flight 447 disappeared with 228 people on board, according to Air Force Col. Henry Munhoz. The discoveries of debris and the bodies are all helping searchers narrow their search for the jet's black boxes, perhaps investigators best hope of learning what happened to the flight. Brazilian military officials have refused to detail the large pieces of the plane they have found. But a video on the Brazilian air force Web site entitled "Vertical Stabilizer Found" shows video of the piece — which keeps the plane's nose from swinging from side to side — being located and tethered to a ship. The part had Air France's blue-and-red stripes, retained its triangular sh

Love
your love is the wine i drink every day. your kiss is the air i breath in . you holding me in your arms keeps me alive and safe. when you talk to me i go to place i have nver been to. i getlost in your eyes every time you look at me. i fall more in love with you every day. you are my world and i do any thing for you my love. i love u so much.

Too Funny
Why I fired my Secretary. Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, 'Happy Birthday!', and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone ' Happy Birthday.'

Darkness And Light
Darkness and Light In silence I sit, Awaiting the morning. no sound to trouble My thought… Just the crickets’ song, A chant of mockery. Joy in their chirp. I envy them. They hold freedom. Nothing to bind them. Nothing to hold them against their will. The night sets them. free. Free to be together.

A Psalm Of Life
A PSALM OF LIFE by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Tell me not in mournful numbers,"Life is but an empty dream!"For the soul is dead that slumbers,And things are not what they seem.Life is real! Life is earnest!And the grave is not its goal;"Dust thou art, to dust returnest,"Was not spoken of the soul.Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,Is our destined end or way;But to act, that each to-morrowFind us further than to-day.Art is long, and Time is fleeting,And our hearts, though stout and brave,Still, like muffled drums, are beatingFuneral marches to the grave.In the world's broad field of battle,In the bivouac of Life,Be not like dumb, driven cattle!Be a hero in the strife!Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!Let the dead Past bury its dead!Act -- act in the living Present!Heart within, and God o'erhead!Lives of great men all remind usWe can make our lives sublime,And, departing, leave behind usFootprints on the sands of time;Footprints, that perhaps another,Sailing o'er life's solemn main,A forlor

The Future Life
THE FUTURE LIFE by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) How shall I know thee in the sphere which keeps The disembodied spirits of the dead, When all of thee that time could wither sleeps And perishes among the dust we tread? For I shall feel the sting of ceaseless pain If there I meet thy gentle presence not; Nor hear the voice I love, nor read again In thy serenest eyes the tender thought. Will not thy own meek heart demand me there? That heart whose fondest throbs to me were given -- My name on earth was ever in thy prayer, And wilt thou never utter it in heaven? In meadows fanned by heaven's life-breathing wind, In the resplendence of that glorious sphere, And larger movements of the unfettered mind, Wilt thou forget the love that joined us here? The love that lived through all the stormy past, And meekly with my harsher nature bore, And deeper grew, and tenderer to the last, Shall it expire with life, and be no more? A happier lot than mine, and larger ligh

A Little Something
We arent close anymore... hooks ripped from our hearts, only ghosts remain. We can see them... sometimes. Reminding of what was. Causing more pain of loss... why cant we just close our eyes and pretend that life never took this turn? Missing you, missing me... wishing that our longing could just get us through. Staring at smiles in photographs... fuck today, wanting yesterday. Only ghosts remain... hands grasping at the mist of past memories. Hearts still beating... for reasons we dont understand, I thought I couldnt live without you, you thought life with me was all that mattered. Each day still churns... digging up our emotional cores. With Ghosts, pain, regret, and loss at our heels we still walk forward... searching for what feels right. Where is the right that we belong? When will the day come when the ghosts are just our smiles... reflecting understanding.

Moment To Moment
From the moment I saw you. To the end of time… The depth of my soul shall forever shine. From the moment of meeting... Out of the flow of time… The truest of love shall forever chime. From the moment of beginnings… Our lives, past and future lost in time… A lingering passion forever entwined. Mr. E

The Light In The Darkness
As I stare into the darkness of the all consuming abyss… …I see the light of her ever present beauty. Like a torch seen out of the ubiquitously thickening fog on the moors… …the captivating radiance of her inner power draws me ever closer. Her exquisite form draws me ever nearer, withdrawing me from this infernal damnation… …enraptured by the presence of self she seems to radiate like water off the fall, I hunger. Longingly, I strive to endeavor to push ever onward; drawing on some unknown, intimate fortification… …looking within, only to see the darkness without; I pull my resolution into a firm concept of focus. And like the blacksmith working tirelessly at the forge, I strike a thunderous blow with the tools at my disposal… …caring not where the sparks fly, I war with my deeper need; seeing the destiny of things to come in the craft and skill of my work. And with the quenching of my warring emotion

Domestic Violence
The Purple Ribbon Campaign to end Domestic Violence: Why Purple? Bruises women have sustained at the hands of their abusers. It is time to remind our country of the hidden secrets many women and children face daily, in they're nice warm pretty homes! Hidden behind closed doors. In a place they thought at one time would serve as comfort and love. YOUThere are many faces in domestic violence. There is no stereo type situation Strong Powerful Women, Stay at Home Wives and Mothers, The President of the PTA, The clerk in the grocery store. A CEO in charge of a corporation. The Woman Being Beat Can Be ANYONE! The only tra

Princess
You came in so quiet and shyAll around so so brand newShaking the whole way hereSo lost without a clueIt took awhile to adjustBut we managed to earn your trust.Every day became an adventureWith you as the sparkSo full of loving prideYour presence leaving its markWhether running around like a childOr laying so calm and mild.You became a friend and a sisterMaking our family wholeLifting the spirits of us allWith your beautiful soulAlways warm and invitingAlways refreshing and exciting.Hard to believe its trueWhy did you have to go?What are we supposed to doWithout your special glow?How do these tears dryWhen our hearts need to cry?Now that you've leftOur family seems brokenThough you remain in our thoughtsAnd in every word thats spokenThough your life had to ceaseMay you forever rest in peace

From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart By Britney Spears
"Never look back," we saidHow was I to know I'd miss you so?Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behindWhere do I go?And you didn't hearAll my joy through my tearsAll my hopes through my fearsDid you know, still I miss you somehow[CHORUS:]From the bottom of my broken heartThere's just a thing or two I'd like you to knowYou were my first love, you were my true loveFrom the first kisses to the very last roseFrom the bottom of my broken heartEven though time may find me somebody newYou were my real love, I never knew love'Til there was youFrom the bottom of my broken heart"Baby," I said, "please stay.Give our love a chance for one more day"We could have worked things outTaking time is what love's all aboutBut you put a dartThrough my dreams through my heartAnd I'm back where I started againNever thought it would end From the bottom of my broken heartThere's just a thing or two I'd like you to knowYou were my first love, you were my true loveFrom the first kisses to the very last roseFrom the b

Dilemma By Nelly
I love and I need you Nelly, I love you, I do Need you No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I�m with my Boo Boy, you know I�m crazy over you No matter what I do All I think about is you Even when I�m with my Boo You know I�m crazy over you Uh-uh-uh-uh I met this chick and she just moved right up the block from me And she got the hots for me, the finest thing I need to see But oh, no, no, she got a man and a son, oh-oh, but that�s okay �Cause I wait for my cue and just listen, play my position Like a shortstop, pick up e�rything mami hittin� And in no time I better make this friend mine and that�s for sure �Cause I-I never been the type to break up a happy home But there�s something �bout baby girl, I just can�t leave her �lone So tell me, ma, what�s it gonna be She said, "You don�t know what you mean to me," come on No matter what I do All I think about is y

I'm Good By Blaque
Yeah Uh huh New Blaque Darckchild, Darkchizzle The jump off Is it true that im the one making you nervous?Trying real hard as bound for show press By you and your crew, that's helpless You saw that X5, that's me out side I know you, kinda seem so confused You cant understand how my diamonds seem blueBut its cool its true, its unusualA girl so fly out shining a guy We can talk about this, lets talk about it We can talk about this, don't think about it About me on the floor, that's what I came here for So pump ya breaks it seem as if ya wantin' more It aint me, im sorry you got the wrong one It aint me, I just came out to have funIt aint me, go out and find another one I don't like what your kickin' son, now leave Cause even if I leave alone, I'm good And even if you come along, I'm good Don't mean a thing to me cause, I'm good With or without you If you wanna play games with me then, I'm good Say what you do for me than, I'm good You don't really mean a thing cause, I'm good With or wit

All I Had By Jennifer Lopez
Love is lifeAnd life is livingIts very specialJlo:ooohLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeahhhLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeahhhLl cool j: baby don�t goBaby don�t goJlo: yeah yeahIts such a shame but I�m leavingCant take the way ur mistreating meAnd it�s crazy but oh babyIt don�t matta whatever don�t phase meLl cool j: I don�t believe u wanna leave like thisI don�t believe I jus had my last real kissI do believe we�ll laugh and reminiseWait a minute don�t bounce babyLets talk about thisJlo: well I�m bouncing and I�m out sonI gotta leave you aloneCuz I�m goodHolding down my spotAnd I�m goodReppin the girls on the blockAnd I�m goodI got this thing on lineSo without me you�ll be fine, right? All my pride is all I haveLl cool j: pride is what u had, baby girl I�m what�s u haveJlo: you�ll be needing me but too

Burn By Usher
[Intro] I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn [Verse 1] It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time coming But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn [Chorus] When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might ruin you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Deep down you know it's best for yourself bu

U Remind Me By Usher
Yo, I ain't seeing you in a minute, but I got something to tell ya, listen. See the thing about you, that caught my eye, Is the same thing that makes me change, my mind. Kinda hard to explain, but girl, I'll try. You need to sit down, this may take a while. You see, she sorta looks, just like you. She even smiles, just the way you do. So innocent, she seemed, but I was schooled I'm reminded when I look at you, but, You remind of a girl, that I once knew. See her face whenever I, I look at you. You won't believe all of the things that she put me through. This is why I just can't get with you. Thought that she was the one for me, Til I found out she was on her dream, Oh, she was sexing everyone, but me. This is why we could never be. You remind of a girl, that I once knew. See her face whenever I, I look at you. You won't believe all of the things that she put me through. This is why I just can't get with you. I know it's so unfair to you, But I'd be lingering the rest to you, Wish I kne

Wannabe By Spice Girls
Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,So tell me what you want, what you really really want,I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,So tell me what you want, what you really really want,I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you want my future forget my past, If you wanna get with me better make it fast, Now don't go wasting my precious time, Get your act together we could be just fine I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,So tell me what you want, what you really really want,I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna zigazig ha. If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,Make it last forever friendship never ends,If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is. What do you think about that now you know how I feel,Say you can handle my love are you for real,I won't be hasty, I'll give you a tryIf you really bu

I Will Always Luv U By Whitney Houston
If I should stay, I would only be in your way. So I'll go, but I know I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way. And I will always love you. I will always love you. You, my darling you. Hmm. Bittersweet memories that is all I'm taking with me. So, goodbye. Please, don't cry. We both know I'm not what you, you need. And I will always love you. I will always love you. (Instrumental solo) I hope life treats you kind And I hope you have all you've dreamed of. And I wish to you, joy and happiness. But above all this, I wish you love. And I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I will always love you. I, I will always love you. You, darling, I love you. Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you.

Cant Fight The Moonlight By Leann Rimes
Under a lovers' sky gonna be with you and no one's gonna be around if you think that you won't fall well just wait until til the sun goes down underneath the starlight - starlight there's a magical feeling - so right it'll steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight no, you can't fight it it's gonna get to your heart there's no escape from love was a gentle breeze weaves it's spell upon your heart no matter what you think it won't be too long til your in my arms underneath the starlight - starlight we'll be lost in the rhythm - so right feel it steal your heart tonight you can try to resist try to hide from my kiss but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight Deep in the dark you'll surrender your heart but you know but you know that you can't fight the moonlight no you can't fi

But I Do Love U Bu Leann Rimes
I don�t like to be alone in the nightAnd I don�t like to hear I�m wrong when I�m rightAnd I don�t like to have the rain on my shoeBut I do love you, but I do love youI don�t like to see the sky painted grayAnd I don�t like when nothing�s going my wayAnd I don�t like to be the one with the bluesBut I do love you, but I do love youLove everything about the way you�re loving meThe way you lay your headUpon my shoulder when you sleepAnd I love to kiss you in the rainI love everything you do, oh I doI don�t like to turn the radio onJust to find I missed my favorite songAnd I don�t like to be the last with the newsBut I do love you, but I do love youLove everything about the way you�re loving meThe way you lay your headUpon my shoulder when you sleepAnd I love to kiss you in the rainI love everything you do, oh I doAnd I don�t like to be alone in the nightAnd I don�t like to hear I�

Genie In Bottle By Christina Aguilera
Oh... I feel like I've been locked up tight For a century of lonely nights Waiting for someone To release me You're licking your lips and blowing kisses my way But that dont mean I'm gonna give it away Baby, baby, baby (baby, baby, baby) Oh whoa... My body's saying let's go Oh whoa... But my heart is saying no (no) If you wanna be with me, baby There's a price you pay I'm a genie in a bottle You gotta rub me the right way If you wanna be with me I can make your wish come true You gotta make a big impression I gotta like what you do I'm a genie in a bottle, baby Gotta rub me the right way, honey I'm a genie in a bottle, baby Come, come, come and let me out The music's playing and the lights' down low One more dance and then we're good to go Waiting for someone Who needs me Hormones racing at the speed of light But that don't mean it's gonna be tonight Baby, baby, baby (baby, baby, baby) Oh whoa... My body's saying let's go Oh whoa... But my heart is saying no (no) If you wanna be with m

Lucky By Britney Spears
This is the story about a girl named Lucky. Early morning She wakes up Knock, knock, knock on the door It's time for makeup Perfect smile It's you they're all waiting for Isn't she lovely This Hollywood girl And they say.. She's so Lucky She's a star But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night? Lost in an image, in a dream But there's no one there to wake her up And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning But tell me, what happens when it stops Baby Isn't she lovely? This Hollywood girl And they say.. She's so lucky She's a star But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart Thinking, if there's nothign missing in my life Then why do these tears come at night? Isn't she lovely? This Hollywood girl She's soo lucky But why does she cry? If there is nothing missing in her life Why do tears come at night? And they say.. She's so lucky, She's a star But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart Thinking, if th

Excess
Well... I think it is apparent now that one of the things I enjoy in life is excess. I like things that are excessive. Excessive behavior, excessive language, excessive violence. It's fun, it's interesting, it's exciting. I like it when nature is excessive, thats why I like natural disasters. All these natural disasters that have been going on, I fucking love em. I can't get enough of em. When natures going crazy, throwing things around, scaring people and destroying property... I'm a happy fucking guy. I look at it this way. For centuries now, man has done everything he can to destroy, defile and interfere with nature. Clear cutting forests, strip minning mountians, poisioning the atmosphere, over fishing the oceans, poluting the rivers and lakes, destroying wetlands and aquafers. So when nature strikes back, smacks man in the head and kicks him in the nuts... I enjoy that. I have absolutly no sympathy for human beings what so ever. None. And no matter what kind of problems humans

My Lonliness
Alone I sleep, And alone I wake, Alone I dream, And alone I ache, Alone I live, And alone I cry, Alone I think, And alone I'll die, Alone I try, And alone I fall, Alone I fail, And alone I crawl, Alone I break, And alone I sit, Alone I was, Alone I am, And alone I'll always be. Michael Reynolds

Keeper?
Keeper? I seen them die. When they were attacked I cheered I knew now that they knew I was not crazy. Hehehe . as the first one came to the door my father braced the door. He sent them all my brothers and sisters to the other room why!? I don’t know they were all going to die by the end of the night anyways I make sure of that.I am not crazy the zombies they talk to me they tell me this is right. They are the new way, this is there world now. So all I am doing is the better part I am giving them immortality what’s would be better then that. I can feel them calling for me they love me they want me to be with them I feel them. The feeling of there energy is all over me. They are in my head I am there’s. I am the keeper of there thoughts and I love them.

Im Deleting My Page
Hey ya'll I love all my Fubar ppl but its time to delete my page. Hit me up if you want to keep in contact. Time to let go of some ppl and try new things. Always doing bigger and betta. Just know that you should always cherish what you have what you dont want the next one will. LOVE ALL YA'LL.... RUSS YOU ALWAYS MY BOO BOO.

Another Foray Into The Twisted Expanse
Mind spinning through time and space as thoughts of mass genocide race through. what to do with the building rage,how to imprint on here the page, just what it takes to live every day knowing you are the one who has to take all the meaningless shit people throw and just suck it up and drive on like a pervibial cashier asking if you want fries with that. When in reality All Your Juggalo heart is screaming is pass the axe. Whack whack the red so pretty. oops I'm sorry to sound so petty but would you mind scraping up your own brains today "betty." To think and plan is the essence of the murderous man on a rampage if only in his mind. But then in walks she who makes one go blind. Rage no longer matters and you no longer care just who or what it was that got you there.Suddenly as fast as it came the burning rage leaves the brain. The pettiness of others and all the shit that you took no longer important...and all with just one look. I am truly a derranged man just doing the best that I can.

Iran
I think it's safe to say at this point that I am jealous of Iran. It makes me so happy to see a nation stand up against opression and stand their ground. Even when the government threatens their lives, they stand still. They use silence against violence, and green as their weapons. These people are helping each other as well as those who have afflicted them with violence. They are not backing down and soon will show the world the power of the people. The reason I am jealous is for far too long have the American people been to apathetic to even realize that they are voting their free country away. Before you go there, this has NOTHING to do with Obama, he is just another pawn. This goes way back to 1913 (and even earlier) with the creation of a FIAT (or debt based) currency. Corporations run our country, not the people. They have stripped away our right to privacy (Patriot Act) and are preparing for civil unrest (large scale rally's). The DoD (Department of Defense) classifies protests

Hye You
So, I have been compleatly swept off my feet by someone i can't stop thinking about. My heart is compleatly fallin for this one and I am scared that I am going to get hurt. Everything I have wanted I can see in him. As scary as this sounds I would go see him in a heartbeat. Hell, I guess im just ready to find mr right and i am so hoping that I have him if he decideds to keep me.

Chance
Chance To take a chance is one thing To face it is another Chances are its not to good So why even bother Each day itself is a chance You take the chance to live That bus coming at you It’s you or it, just give Step on a crack break your back A chance sung by little ones Forget that stuff, never happens Unless you go for puns “Chances Are,” is a song About love and mushy things So give it a chance i

Go Ahead Piss Me Off
Go Ahead Piss Me Off Go ahead and piss me off The one thing that I can say Think about who is boss And who is going to pay They said it was oh so wrong To use this type of activity But go ahead and before too long This act is done in sweet simplicity So go ahead and piss me off Cause I will take you down At no great pain or loss You see, making you a clown It didn’t make too much sense To me, to have this action happen

Are You?
They are you and me. The people that stop to help at a car wreck to see if they can help. They are the people that volunteer their own life and time to helping others without asking for praise, or monitary gain. They are people that help others in danger, while holding back their own fear. They are the true "First Responders".

Come Support My Friend Goob
hey everyone do me a huge favor and show some love to my awesome friend Goob, he's got a new lounge and he needs membs so please join and tell him Damien Darkchild sent ya. http://www.fubar.com/lounge/gooberlicious

Randomness
my name full name is roger harold, blain, hannah, boswell. i actually got an account on this website for one person.. but most of the people i meet on here are cool too. i play the bass guitar, and people SAY i can sing pretty good (i dont see it) and im just now learning to play guitar..sorry to say, i'm actually 16 years old. as much as nobody believes it. i live in nortch texas... blah blah blah.. i once jumped off a stage (attempting) a stage dive... broke both my wrist and cracked a rib... lol. whata a loser right. i guess thats all i have for now

Bit About Me
My Name is Jay, Im 28 in South Maryland. Im against all thats trendy not out of spite but to prove anyone can be a leader and not take the easy route and become a follower. Im spiritual but also unbalanced in some ways. I make you laugh anyway I can but I might wanna burn a hole through your eyes too. Im not a pretty boy/preppy/jock/thug/skater/goth or poser...Im alot of things, alot...If im not the guy for you because you want someone as a sugar daddy then take your ass and haul a U because I dont roll that way. I believe in real friends and chemisty. Any questions? please do ask.

Perez Hilton
So, im not too into the celeb gossip but damn, this was something that just caught my eye and got me thinking. Perez Hilton, a blogger who bashes celebs as his job, was punched in the face sunday night by the Black Eyed Peas manager Polo after Fergie and the band read what he had been saying about them. Perez and Will.I.Am. got into a heated arguement and Perez ended up calling WIll a fag and said he needs to come out the closet cos he's just a stupid faggot and blah blah blah. Will told him to stop saying things on his site about the band because Fergie considered him a friend and thats not cool to bash friends in such a public manner. anywho, Perez called the cops but the cops told him they had more important things to do so too bad. Perez jumped on Twitter and posted the following: PerezHilton: I'm in shock. I need the police ASAP. Please come to the SoHo Metropolitan Hotel now. Please. • PerezHilton: I was assaulted by Will.I.Am of the Black Eyed Peas and his security guards

Energy Within,and All Around Us!!
hi my friends, i wanted to share with you what i found on my friend page, it's about "Max"When we talk about Source energy we are talking about that high vibrational frequency of purity that does not contain the resistance that you can find along your physical trail. Source is expanding from what you are living. Source is not a static state of being that achieved perfection and now is working with you to bring you up to speed with it. Source is expanding in its perfection through those like you. The contrast you experience allows you to become more, and then its your work to get up to speed with that. Source sees you and only feels appreciation for that which you are, regardless of the condition that you are living because Source is so practiced in this condition of well- being, that the condition you are currently living does not dissuade it from its knowledge of well-being.Unconditional love is staying in the vibration of Source, regardless of the condition. Conditional love says " I

Just For Thought
I believe there is something elseentirely going on but no singleperson can ever know it,so we fall in love.It could also be true that what we useeveryday to open cans was somethingmuch nobler, that we'll never recognize.I believe the woman sleeping beside medoesn't care about what's going onoutside, and her body is warmwith trustwhich is a great beginning.

Every Prison Cop
They go to prison everyday But they’re not doing time Just watching felons in their state Convicted of a crime They keep the peace beyond all costs Knowing what they do Serves the public they protect and every prisoner too. So next time you get on your knees

Justice
Am I crazy or am I mad?There's a difference you know and it's kind of sad.The screams that echo from my prison cellBring forth the reality of this man made hell.Fighting caged like a captured beast,unfairly treated to say the least.Loved by few, hated by manySeeking help but there isn't any.Society turned a blind eye on me when I was a kidthen my life went on a downward skid.Judged by a jury of so called peers,Sentenced to prison to spend some years.I might have become a man of means,but a thing called "Justice shattered my dreams.It's a horrible story I have to tellof a life spent traveling down a highway to hell.Still I stand tall, like a tall oak tree,My head held high for all to see.For even though my freedom they takemy mind won't break nor my spirit surrender.So look at me people, in your creationthe perfect picture of total damnation.You left me with arrogant pride,A seated hatred burning insideThis is an example of justice well done,No no it has been no fun.But if I had to do i

Used Yahama Psr-140 Partatone Keybard.
USED Yahama PSR-140 Partatone Keybard. Its not the kind you can put a disc in. The keyboard is in good working condition. Comes with AC adaptor. Keyboard stand not included. It’s $20.00. Keyboard can’t not be shipped. You must pick up in person. To see picture of item. Go to my ad at http://www.oodle.com/view/Yahama-PSR-140-Portatone-Keyboard/1421066915/youngstown/usa:oh:niles/ I Only accept Cash or Cashier's Check This Item can not be shipped. So if you are intrested , you must pick up in person. The cashier's check is to be drawn on a local bank in the Warren, Ohio, USA area in the amount of US $20.00. Make it payable to Maria Bustos. As soon as you have the check ready, please make an appointment with me to hand deliver it and arrange pick up of the item.

The Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between;Slowly, the last night cloud passes by,Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Pop Star Michael Jackson Dead
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) – Pop giant Michael Jackson, who took to the stage as a child star and went on to set the world dancing to the thumping rhythms of his music for decades, died Thursday, TMZ website reported. He was 50. "We've just learned Michael Jackson has died," TMZ said. "Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back," the entertainment site said. There was no official confirmation of the reported death and spokespersons for Jackson could not be reached for comment. Earlier, the Los Angeles Times said that the singer had been rushed to a Los Angeles-area hospital by fire department paramedics who found him not breathing when they arrived at the singer's home. The newspaper said paramedics performed cardiopulmonary resuscitation at the scene before taking him to the UCLA Medical Center hospital. Jackson had been due to start a

Death
Who is death Why do we fear him Can he be a secret we hid in our mindsHes getting closer to my life I wake up lonely Your next to me Do i know if ive survived my sleep Your living inside me I feel you swimming in my blood eating my brain Killing me from the insideI dont mind and i dont care I cant feel my soul in this lifeWhat have you done YOu've taken my lifeIm not afraid of you but now im in you my soul is part of you swimming in your bloodyour darkness is my shadow Now the question is should you be afraid of me Im living in your shadows Im becoming death or am i death Afraid?

Answers
All the things that have no answersEverything is all going away My feelings are going numb There is nothing in my worldMy self-destruction is catching up with me Every one i cared about are slowly dyingAnd i know i'm slowly dying too People say they don't see the pain But they don't look deep enough My scars are bleeding on the inside The only pain they see is the tears that poor down my face I try to ease the pain But nothing works Is the only answer to the question Death ? Its all around slowly trailing in peopls lives Soon enough death is going to come to close And all questions will have answers?

Dawn Breaks
Each dawn breaking as the sun rises Every moon burning bright as the sun when it sets Water burns like fire as ice we cant breath So crystiline with misery, those who walk are not lost I have an understanding of teh sun so bitter and the moon so sqorching Ignorance can bee seen so easily, but understanding takes you beyond ignorance, nieve, and selfishness I see what most can not even comprehend The sun so bitter and the moon so sweet, every shadow, every light, Has there own pain, but I , I understand why each dawn breaks and the moon so sweet

So Sick Of It
I am so sick of these useless fucks in this town. I am sick today, very sick havent been to bed yet and its 9 in the am my time, got up yesterday at 10 am. I have to go to see my PO, who is a dick. Well I called to change my appointment and get his bitch of a suckutary, who starts giving me shit, like she is someone of importace!! I have no fucking ride I have to walk, so I can go there and spend like 5 fucking minutes of my time, talking to this ass. I get told i cant change the best I can do is come in at 830 in the morning and wait!! How come when you need to change an appointment its a major fucking thing, but when they want to change cause they want to have a 2 dollar hoe jerk them off its ok to inconvince you?? Its the same fucking way with anyone who thinks they are fucking better than you! And people wonder why people like me shoot and kill people like them. ITS BECAUSE WE ARE FEED UP WITH BE TREATED LIKE WE DONT FUCKING MATTER!!!!!!!!

Chris Ledoux "runaway Love"
One of my favorite songs by him! Bluebonnets line a hundred miles of texas highway All the way from Katy to downtown San Antonio The sun's so hot I feel the steam rise off the Chevrolet If you can stand the heat we'll drive on down to Mexico Well, I got some money; we can make it to Laredo We'll drop off our troubles in the mighty Rio Grande Come on sugar ain't you my amigo We can build our castles in the Tapico sand CHORUS I got the wheel baby you can have my shoulder We'll find forever in the stars up above No need to worry, you can slide on over We're ridin' high on a runaway love We're ridin' high on a runaway love Ten thousand kisses blowin' through me like a hurricane Should've left that one horse town a long, long time ago We'll shoot tequila, watch the sun set over yesterday We'll cross the border babe and we're on cruise control I know its crazy and we might be takin' chances But goin' nowhere was more than we could stand I'll be your Romeo; you can be my

Keeper?
I seen them die. When they were attacked I cheered I knew now that they knew I was not crazy. Hehehe . as the first one came to the door my father braced the door. He sent them all my brothers and sisters to the other room why!? I don’t know they were all going to die by the end of the night anyways I make sure of that. I am not crazy the zombies they talk to me they tell me this is right. They are the new way, this is there world now. So all I am doing is the better part I am giving them immortality what’s would be better then that. I can feel them calling for me they love me they want me to be with them I feel them. The feeling of there energy is all over me. They are in my head I am there’s. I am the keeper of there thoughts and I love them.

Risk
The Parker Brothers were nothing short of geniuses. Their contribution to forms of enterntainment have lasted far beyond the technologies of todayis amazing. Who has not spent countless hours playing Monopoly, Clue, or even Sorry. Amongst all of these games of our youth, one comes to mind that brought me the most fun. RISK written just like that in big caps, with emphasis placed on the word that should permenately remain. The premise of this game was to stratagize and execute a plan to conquer the world. How coincedental the premise of ones life mirrors that concept. Can you or more importantly are you capable of taking the RISK to conquer the world you have built for yourself? Many will go thru life making all the safe choices that will not rattle the cage. Getting lost in the clouds of contentment somehow are thought to shadow them from the heat brought on by life. Soon Monday is no different from Tuesday, Wednesday feels like deja- vu, Thursday must be Friday and Saturd

Pa Lottery King
hi to all pennsylvaina lottery players i have the sestume to the big 4 no i win and dont win i have all my tickets wear i missed buy one no all in weeks time i am willing to taech for free am trying to prove a point that it works and to healp ppl win any one interested e mail me at frkm51@aol.com

Friday, December 05, 2008
Cold I walk down these lanes of memories, the presnt not much different that the past. I peer into the windows and catch a glimpse of what it is like to be happy, lived through others lives. You gather round the freshly bough trees and stockings, together your decorate, laugh, and celebrate. I continue down the street as the cold wind bites to the bone. I throw my coat upon a whitened land and refuse myself the comfort of warmth. I know only cold, let those inside have their warmth. I watch as you gather in the early morning hours, just a sillouette upon your frosted windows. You smile and all your troubles from days past are forgotten as you each share the love you hold. I continue down the street as the cold wind bites to the bone. I bare my teeth in defiance to nature and its damnable temperatures. You gather around the hearths and share your tales of past, present, and future. Kisses had beneath the mistle toes, and hugs of love and emotions of the weak. I continue down the st

My Convo With My Love
->spl-bass: good night love spl-bass: im going to bed good night->spl-bass: I know i cant wait eitherspl-bass: I cant wait till you come down and see me->spl-bass: i love you to brianspl-bass: I love you ashley ->spl-bass: ok well i gotta go to work i will talk to you laterspl-bass: nope not lieing baby.->spl-bass: ah i see. i hope your not lieing to me cause i cant stand liersspl-bass: she is just a girl that is obsessed with me->spl-bass: if your single then who is Melanie?spl-bass: yes baby i am single->spl-bass: you sure. dont lie to mespl-bass: yes i am->spl-bass: thank you. Are you single?spl-bass: good u r very sexy->spl-bass: hi how are you?spl-bass: Hi sexy

Hes Died,he Was Nobody,he Was Weirdo,and Child Moloester!
1- Knock knock. Who's there? Not Michael Jackson anyway...2- as Michael Jackson's body decomposes, the first thing that will rot off will be his nose!!!3- When Michael Jackson arrived at the pearly gates St. Peter looked at him and said, "Beat it!".4- After Farrah Fawcett died she asked God to please save the children. Poof Michael Jackson is dead.5- i heard he died of food poisoning, he ate an 8 year old weiner6- did you know michael jackson is 99% plastic and in his will he asked if he could be melted down and made into lego blocks so finaly kids can play with him??7- WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MJ AND ACNE? ACNE DOESN'T COME ALL OVER YOUR FACE UNTIL YOUR A TEENAGER.8- MJ WAS A GREAT MATHMATICIAN. HE KNEW HOW MANY TIMES 50 GOES INTO 12!!! 9- They are not burying Michael Jackson, he is being frozen. He will now be "The King of Popsicles!"10- how do you say michael jackson in chinese? i like em yung11- Hey, did you hear the latest news about Michael Jackson? He's still fuckin

A Song I Wrote This Morning - And How True
Change – Rich Scales July 2009 When we feel lonely, remember the things we had When were at conflict, not knowing good from bad. If this life is really, just a test for all Free will is ours, the writing isn’t on the wall. Change is life Life is free But the cost Is knowing what we need to be There are times, I wish I could rewind Rewrite my life, just so its less unkind Setting boundaries, feeling guilt Breaking down a smile, that I’d already built Change is life Life is free But the cost

A Photographic Reality
When I was a child, taking photos was as much a part of my life as eating cereal for breakfast. Having come from a very photograph-happy family herself, my mother had inherited these traits and was (and still is) constantly lining up her family members for the obligatory photographs on every holiday, every birthday, vacation, special event, and then at random moments when she finds something she wants to remember. Said photos are always accompanied by the cheesy, fake, toothy smile which most people display in their photographs. I spent the last year working in a historical society where I found photographs of people without smiles on their faces. They didn’t look unhappy. They looked relaxed, natural, and accessible. And then I see newer photos of people with the big cheesy grins and I wonder how many of those smiles were forced and how many were genuine. I know that, at least in mine when you find a big toothy grin (which is rare), most of those are forced. I

My First Entry
lost in the eyes of an angel, she takes my heart and breath away when i kiss her i close my eyes and am lifted into seventh heaven cause im lost in the eyes of an angel, i cant sleep one second cause i might miss a breath from you thats the truth but now my heart belongs to you i was once lost completely but now im found in the eyes of an angel held in the arms and flying thru the clouds because of you hearts of gold in a field of bluei fall to pieces when i hear you my heart races across the world because of you

Vent
Lettin all out loose with the Pain I felt insane nothin is plain plauged all in hate. Nothin relates nothin's ever straight disfigured plate left in hate. Lettin loose off with what i feel lettin my mind chain off goin in with what intent lettin myself Vent Speakin on how i feel purpose of how it is in this cold of a harsh reality that puts me Down In my ever sist to own. Your always in my zone won't ever leave me alone. Get urself gone go & play with ur bone. Not one to cross with a bite nothin more i'm all in despite out of sight hidin tryin to find where i'm runnin to cuz I just never Knew Lettin off with so much content. feelin in discontent. Lettin off with what I Vent Indispite out of my mind losin lost in myself. No one to give care or help. It's all shit nothin i'm not it. Take the ground to fall you leave but ur not in all. Vent distent intent try to tell me that i can't do this or have a voice leave with no choice but to tell. Where I fell nothin ever good i feel s

Patiently I Await...
A day without hearing your voice is like a morning without a sun rise, A night without seeing the moon shine so bright. Oh I pray to thee to keep you close to me, Though we are miles apart, I will keep you close in my heart. A place where its full of Love with a warm hearted soul. My heart continues to grow, With each passing day that goes. If only you knew how you make me feel, See how my face & eyes glow with glee. Someday you will realize how much you mean to me, How I long to be with you and miss you dearly. I will wait here....patiently, For the day to arrive when you & I meet. We will hug, kiss, and make Love so sweetly. No need to worry for I will be yours .....completely.

I Hate That...
I hate that you wont talk to me, I hate that we will never be. I hate that you don’t send me e-mail, I hate that this love may not prevail. I hate that I may not see you, I hate that I’m feeling blue. I hate that I am not there, I hate that this might not be forever. I hate that you wont give us a chance, I hate that you won’t let me show you true romance. I hate that I cry, I hate that you won’t believe me when I say I won’t lie. I hate that we are far apart, I hate that this pains my heart. I hate that I can’t go back in time, I hate that you may not be mine. I hate that we are two, When all I wanted was to be with you.

You Ask Me Why You?
You have what I Love in man... With your dark eyes that are so mesmerizing How I would love to see you sleep so peacefully. With your dark hair that is so shining How I would love to run my fingers thru it gently. With your scrumptious lips that are so inviting How I would love to kiss them ever so softly. With your personality that is so charming How I would love to share it with you intimately. With your smile that is so captivating How I would love to be the one to keep it there so cheerfully. With your masculine physique that is so fascinating How I would love to hug, kiss, and make love to you nightly. With your masculine sexy voice (lol) that is so pleasing How I would love to hear you laugh so loudly. With your kids that you give your unconditional loving How I would love to share my love with you & yours ...sincerely. Aren’t these great traits to find in a perfect mate? You ask me why you? I say why not you! I still anticipate with having fate... I ju

I Imagine You Here Next To M E...
I imagine you here next to me I can’t seem to get you off my mind. I imagine you here next to me as I wish to confront and tell you that you are so kind. I imagine you here next to me as I wish that I can press rewind. I imagine you here next to me as I wish that we can go a place where we can dine. I imagine you here next to me as I wish that we could gaze into each others eyes. I imagine you here next to me as I wish that I can tell you that you are so fine. I imagine you here next to me as I wish that we can caress each other wherever that will be. I imagine you here next to me as I wish to be in a place where we can sip some wine. I imagine you here next to me as I wish to make love to you in every way you like. I imagine you here next to me as I wish to take you to a place where you can be mine. I imagine you here next to me If only one day you can come to me and give me some kind of sign. As I wish and imagine you here next to me...

How Will It Be?
This was written for a friend of mine who was in a long distance relationship...didn't know much about their romance but I try my best to know how he felt about her :) My love as I lay upon my pillow and gaze into the light. I wonder how it will be when we first meet for the first time, Will you still love me and want to keep me close to your heart? I wonder how it will be to hold you in my arms, Will you accept me as I am and tell me that you don’t ever want to part? I wonder how it will be to kiss your soft lips, Will you in return kiss me and tell me how you want a brand new start? I wonder how it feels to touch your silky skin, Will you let me and feel the warmth deep within? I wonder how it will be to caress your beautiful face, Will you gaze into my eyes and tell me that I have filled that empty space? All I want is to see you, embrace you, kiss you and if you let me . . . make love to you at a slow pace.

My Eyes...
There’s no sparkle in them...Yes they are shining, But not because they are full of life...Just signs of crying. A simple hello from you...it made them glee, Cause for that moment you thought of me. I don’t need to meet you to know that you are the one I want to be with. There’s something in my heart and soul that tells me so, That’s good enough for me...Cause my heart has never failed me before. Always follow your heart no matter the distance ...Love will find its way down the road. To make both hearts, both souls closer...at least that’s what I was told. So take a closer look at my eyes...see the emptiness, the sadness inside. Realize that at one point... You were the one that gave them happiness...that’s now left behind.

Crushed...
All I want is for him to whisper sweet melodies in my ear, feel him gently caressing my body as he is drawing near, This is just a dream you see Because I find myself alone and tears start to run down from my eyes Is falling in Love so difficult Because I don’t seem to understand All I want is for him to talk to me and smile while he’s grabbing my hand Hold me tight Because that’s what I need at the moment and see where we stand Sorry if I’m asking for much Just wanted to hear you missing me Instead I feel empty with my heart like it’s been crushed.

Come And Mend My Broken Heart...
Come to me and mend my broken heart Open the door to yours and take away this painLet’s come together as one and try to Love again I can come to you whether it will be in a car, plane even the train. Remember …Me for You and You for Me As I’ll be your Sun and you will be my MoonPatience is what I have as I know I’ll see you soon.Come to me and mend my broken heart Let’s set a date to meet...that would be a start If things work out than I don’t ever want to partAnd if not I would still thank God for giving me the chance to be with you and now I must depart.

Cyber Love
CYBER LOVE Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing but that. I'

Enter
Get it together within yourself this way it is established. It was in the beginning therefore it should be now. All the knowledge points in the direction of your having it before so remember it again. This is you but the greater you was established in the beginning. From beginning to beginning. Everlasting to everlasting is what we are designed for. Think not with the flesh as you have been programmed by society to think as but rather think with the spirit and your Super Physical self which created the flesh. Flesh is used to seeing only that of which is before it but if you can see beyond the flesh you will inherit the everlasting Super Physical being that awaits you. Much like you waiting for you.

Enter
Lets overcome death together. Death exist only due to the fact that it exist within ourselves therefor eliminate all thoughts that may include death. Death in old time had been defeated many times. Enoch, Elijah. These two went up within the whirlwind in a chariot and were then transfigured before the Lord of Host Almighty God. If these two defeated death then it is not needed to defeat this death any Longer for it is already lost and therefore needing no more victory for the matter has already been finished. Lets mount up as Eagles for the Lord God and allow Salvation to take us to the course of transfiguration. Into the realm of the Super Physical. Death needs to be battled no longer for death has already been overcome. Overcomers shall not taste death and therefor let us leave the thought of death with death.Christ also defeated death and who ever goes to him shall not taste death.

Entry
Prayer In the day that begins let my words shine within and through all places.Let my faith be shown in these words that I speak amen. The dark places will be no more and his majesty shall reign for ever and ever amen. I await the mighty and merciful Lord and cherish this day and that to come when his arrival is awaited no more. For in this day is his arrival and none shall move him from those that desire or seek. Lord of all breath and creation please send your holiness within and around and allow your great majesty to be within and around.Thank you for your patience and long lasting love father and thank you for your power of love. I realize that your love is stronger than any sin could be therefor I and we shall see and feel your love stronger then ever before. Thank you Father for this day and all that awaits in the gates of heaven. Unlock they mysteries of your chariots Lord father of alland allow your wisdom to bring forth the salvation of your son Jesus Christ. Amen

Unsettled Tide
Unsettled Tide She sits alone at the edge of a sandy shoreLooking out to the horizonIn the distance, she sees the swell of the oceanAnticipating it’s arrivalShe knows the tide is buildingForce…Fury…RageIncarcerated by this approaching waveWill it hit her hard…knock her over?Will the contained ferocity subside as it approaches shore?She wonder what affect this advancing torrent will have on her.It has had its way with her too many times.Brought her to her knees…Rendering her oblivious to the world around her.Her soul, drowned by the sea of emotion,So enraptured by its consumptionOf her spirit.This feeling she knows all too wellAnd she prepares for it.It draws nearer and nearer.She braces.The sand but a faulty foundation.Here it comes…Eyes closed,Palms clenched,No breath escapes her lips,And she feels it.The slightest touch of moisture Against her scorched skin.It mocks her;Teasing,Tormenting,Tantalizing,It knows she is ready for it,But does not s

Christian Nation
This country was founded on Christian beliefs. We don't like foreigners here, but the Government forces us to tolerate them. Everyday our rights and way of life is being stripped from us because of Illegal Aliens and Immigrants from foriegn countries. Why should I have to press 1 for English. This is an English speaking nation!!! We Caucasian Americans are quickly becoming a minority. We need to close the borders today! It should have been done over 30 years ago. Obama bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia his first 3 months in office and is bringing Islam to America and the govenment is letting him do it. Now is the time for action people. Please call your State Governer, Senator, Assemblymen, etc. and let them know we will not tolerate this! We the people must act now, before it's too late...

Help
to anyone who is out there and has a heart for the cute and fuzzy little things we call dogs i have a touching story for you. I work at a pet store and a girl came in over the weekend and posted a little flyer about her little yorkie named cooper. he has a inguinal hernia. he also was diagnosed with a medium sized hole between his left and right ventricles in his heart called ventricular septal defect. for both surgeries it will be over 5000 dollars. His owner is already behind 1000 dollars because last thursday he had to have an emergency surgery because his hernia tore open and his insides were hanging out and he was unresponsive. he still has to have the surgery on his heart. she has till october to come up with the money. so i am going to help raise some money hopefully at a disc golf tournament this saturday and maybe some at church as well. So please pray for cooper talbert and his mom/owner adrienne. if you would like to help email me at PitBullLuver2010@yahoo.com. Thanks a mill

Blessings
count your blessings and realize what u do have... from your words the mind feeds, are we listening to the sounds beyond the literature inhaling hearts freed... blessings come, do we except, can we except.. are we ready... do we believe it to be, or not to be.. words are beginnings bred in life's passage, passing us threw future generations... temptations of pain sustained once love enters.. the doors are open only in open eyes the river is a body the sea is vastly abundant.. blessings flow, endlessly blessings for you, us, we... nate fuego.. fuego poeticas...

Dreams
ALL THE STARS AT NIGHT SKETCHES ITS HANDS IN SHADOWS..THE PLEASURE IT REVEALS, ASLEEP..THE VICE IT UNCOVERS.... DREAM ALL THAT THE SHADOW LETS HEAR WITH ITS BLOW OF SILENCE..THO ASLEEP, THE UNFORESEEN VOICES..IT BURNS BETWEEN SHEETS, SPACES, THE CRY OF THE BLOOD, THE MURMUR OF SOME STRAYED STEPS.. DREAM ALL THE SILENCE IN THE DREAM FREES ME, THE STEAM OF DESIRE, THE SWEAT OF THE EARTH, THE NAMELESS FRAGRANCE OF THE SKIN... DREAM ALL THAT DESIRE ANOINTS MY DREAMS LIPS..THE DREAMED SWEETNESS OF A CONTACT...THE TASTED TASTE OF SALIVA... DREAM AND ALL THAT THE DREAM TURNS..MOUTH OF A WOUND, THE SHAPE OF AN ENTRAIL, FOREVER IN A HAND THAT DARES... DREAM.... NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...

Whole
WHY UTTER GODS OR STARS..FOAM OF AN INVISIBLE OCEAN, POLLEN OF THE MOST REMOTE GARDENS... IF LIFE HURTS, IF EACH DAY BREAKS CLAWING AT OUR GUT, IF EACH NIGHT FALLS CONVULSED, MURDERED... IF THE HURT IN SOMEONE ELSE HURTS US, PRESENTED ALWAYZ AND IS THE VICTIM AND THE ENEMY AND LOVE AND ALL WE NEED TO BE WHOLE.... THEN, I GO OUT TO THE ROADS AND I LISTEN, HEAR, THE FIERCE BREATH OF ANGUISH EXPLODES IN FRONT OF THE MOUTHS AND IS LOST IN CLOUDS OF FROST AGAINST THE IMPENETRABL SKY... I CLOSE MY DOORS FASTEN MY WINDOWS...MY RIGHT HAND THE DREAM OF FLOURISHES AN ANGRY SWORD AND THROWS A MULTILATED ROSE, ROLLING ROLLING AT MY FEET... UNRESTING DOVE IN THE DEPTHS OF MY NIGHT... SWORDS MY WOE'S COMPLETING ME WHOLE.... NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...

Heach Ache
. .. ... i know a place where eye's can't see, if i show you would you believe.. not in me but what is sought, mystery of living thought visualized, tell me would you see thee i'z.. the foe is every where, tiding smiles in every glare.. feed the hungry watch the pull.. gluten, sloth, envy.. reign becoming full, judges renown the throne.. my head aches from all these stones.. NATE FUEGO.. FUEGO POETICAS...

Knowledge Is Power?
There was something different about her tonight; something You just couldn't put Your finger on. You had had that feeling all day. You caught her looking at You more than once and yet when You questioned her, she just smiled softly or touched Your face in that way You loved.She didn't look any different. She didn't seem to give the black jeans and tight white sleeveless t-shirt a second thought. Mind You, You did. You appreciated the way the jeans hugged her ass, the way the t-shirt fit her curves, the outline of her nipples when the faintest of breezes would push them up against the thin material.It wasn't that she was at all inattentive. If anything, she was more attentive. As though hanging on Your every word, staring You deep into Your eyes whenever You spoke. Gentle touches, Your arm, a hand on Your knee when she wanted to emphasize a point.It was sort of unnerving when You thought about it. This one You felt You knew so well. Who up until now had expressed every feeling, every de

Lie
Lie is not a way to start anything and to get caught at it. I couldn't walk by a minute before or after but as she was saying good bye. Her sister you know but she was still there two plus hours later. Two hours after, oh, she went home to get something but is coming back and a hour later the answering machine? Sometimes it's like I'm seeing it before it happens. Oh, another lie, an epidemic of Type 2 Diabetes last year where two insulins for three years almost does me in. Never was the diagnosis of Diabetes but the hand is busy getting the money all around. The problem with medicine in whole is money. It's a way to make money along with money there is only treatmenta and never a cure. Norio

Mj This Was Writtine Buy Someone Special
THOUGHTS I HAVE HAD MANY TIMES THROUGH THE YEARS AND, YES, STILL WONDERING WHY. BUT LIKE ANY VETERAN, WE JUST KEEP ON KEEPIN' ON This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq . Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting. ____________________________ Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man

Thoughts
So, I read something that made me feel somewhat different. While I'm feeling very lonely, I'm not thinking as negatively about myself. I'll post what i read, now: We are all familiar with the story of Narcissus, the beautiful youth who fell in love with his own reflection in the pool. But we are less familiar with the story of his partner, Echo, the young nymph who was cursed by the gods to only be able to repeat, never initiate, speech. At one point, when Echo-whose heart was never deterred by her beloved's self-absorption-came upon Narcissus and heard him uttering words of love, she naturally repeated his words. To the outside observer this would surely look like a mutual love fest. The truth, of course, was that Narcissus was talking to his own reflection in the pool and that Echo was merely being an audio version of that reflective pool. But even more interesting, Narcissus and Echo were themselves fooled by this house of mirrors: since from where she stood she couldn't see the re

Of Broken Love And Memories
Memories are all that remains,Of a perfect love gone wrong,Memories of your warm smile,Of your soft loving caresses,And your sweet tender kisses,Memories so bitter yet so sweet,Where my lips curl into a smile,Yet the joy never to reach my eyes,As unbidden tears streak down,Memories of a classic love story,That ended on a rain soaked day,As if the sky saw and empathized,And weeped along with my heart,Moments we had spent together,Will live and last forever,As unforgettable memories,To be played over and over,Memories are all that I have left,Of a love that once burned bright,Now masked, dimmed and dying,But it is in this eternal moment,That I love you the most,But it is too late to turn back now,For we have taken a one way road,To memories and might have beens,And used up all our given chances,So now, while I hurt and ache,I will also pray, hope and wait,For a gentle and loving heart,To heal and revive this love broken soul,And give a new home to this orphaned heart...

Alone
Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared your love,Once I was by your side,Once I felt I fitted,So quickly that died.His grace so great,His beauty so vast,All I ever wanted,Was for it to last.Fate maybe had another plan,Or maybe I had another love,But it all fell apart,The hand too big for the glove.Now it's all died away,Happiness, joy, love; all memories.Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,With no light to guide my way.

Until We Meet
Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Wanting
Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love.Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth.Wanting to be held,comforted,loved.Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights.Waiting for undying love.

When I Cry
You see the pain that lies in my eyes,But, alas, my eyes are dry,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the anger that burns from my gaze,The madness that sets my eyes ablaze,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the fear that closes my eyes,The smile I wear is but a disguise,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the hope that is finally dead,I cannot trust for my heart has been bled,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the love that lies within,But I shall never love again,She won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes,No one saw me die inside,They won't cry.No, they won't cry.

He Calls To Me
He calls to me across the milesNight winds carry his whispersThey float on the breeze and through my windowsFalling gently upon my ears- Hush -I hear him now.He calls to me from the heavensGlittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyesWhen he looks at me, I am consumed by the fireI see him now.He calls to me through my dreamsDancing together in the shadows of my sleepWhere we laugh and love once againI am in his armsI feel him now.He calls to meEvery moment of every dayDistance couldn't keep us apartWhen destiny drew us togetherI'll hold him for eternityAs long as he keeps calling.

Tranquil Poeticas....
… en un desfallenciente desvario tu rostro apoyas en el pecho mio.. y sientes resbalar sobre tu frente una lagrima ardiente… me clavas tus pupilas sonadoras y tiernamente me preguntas, camino del silencio se ha ido.. va delante de mi.. forma tranquilo… … on a faint whim you lean your face against my chest, and feel a burning tear trickle down your forehead.. and tenderly you ask, he has gone the silent road.. he has gone before me.. tranquil form …que me busca en su mano, dia y noche.. encontrandome, a cada minuto.. en su calzado.. se el dia, pero el sol se ma ha escape.. el mundo se detiene a medio camino, las lagrimas al abrigo del viento que va a soplar.. porque tiene derecho a la vida.. tranquil form… … who looks at me in her hand day and night, finding me, every minute in your shoes.. I know the day but the sun has escaped me.. the world stops in the middle of its course, the tears in the shelter of winds soon to b

Winters Road
I cannot speak for all who stem'Long roads less traveled as their way,Nor question choices made by themIn days long past or nights long dimby words they spoke and did not say.Each road is long, though short it seems,And credence gives each road a nameOf fantasies sun-drenched in beamsOr choices turned to darkened dreams,To where each road wends just the same.From North to South, then back again,I followed birds like all the restEscaping nature's snowy denOn roads I've seen and places been,Forsaking roads that traveled West.This journey grows now to its end,As road reflections lined in chromeGive way to roads with greater bendAnd empty signs that still pretendThey point the way to home sweet home.But all roads lead to where we goAnd where we go is where we've been,So home is just a word we know,That space in time most aproposFor where we want to be again.For even home, it seems to me,Is still a choice we all must faceFrom day to day and endlessly,To choose if home is going to beAnother

Tranquil Poeticas....
…creci, creci para ti.. implora a tus manos su golpe de gracia.. flori cortame flui para ti forma tranquilo.. bebeme, el cristal envidia lo claro de mi manantial.. alas dip por ti, forma tranquilo.. cazame, falena rodeo tu llama impaciencia llena.. sangre del costado, manare.. ?que broche mas bello, que joya mas grata.. que por ti una llaga escarlata? Me versa reir, viendome sufrir.. forma tranquilo… …I grew, I grew for you.. begs from your hands the final cup de grace.. I bloomed for you tranquil form.. drink me, even crystal envies the clarity of my spring.. I grew wings for you, tranquil form.. hunt me filled with impatience, I circle your flame.. blood from my side, I will bleed.. what brooch is more beautiful, what jewel finer than this wound going crimson for you.. you’ll watch me laugh, see me suffer.. tranquil form… …hay silencio en los muros, hay sombres alli para que continue el diente en la mandibula y un labio frente

Tranquil Form......
Hoy, ayer y manana se comen caminando, consumimos un dia como una vaca ardiente.. forma tranquilo, sin esa luz que llevas en la mano que tal vez otros no veran dorada.. que tal vez nadie supo que crecia.. sin que seas, en fin, sin que vivieras.. a conocer mi vida.. por forma tranquilo sere, seras, seremos.. forma tranquilo… …today, yesterday, and tomorrow pass.. swallowed up, consumed in one day like a burning calf.. tranquil form, without light you carry in your hand, golden.. which maybe others will not see, which maybe no one knew was growing.. in short, without your presence, without your coming.. to know my life through tranquil form, I will be, you will be, we will be.. tranquil form… …aqui esta mi alma, con su extrana insatisfaccion, como los dientes del lobo, la narradora de naturaleza cruel e insumisa que nunca encuentra la palabra.. adre en las cocas un terror antigo, un profound y secreto soplo.. un acido orgulloso y sombrio que llena

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?????????????????? Current mood: depressed Rain falls on the hot dark street.The wet grass cushions my soft bare feet.the lightning brightens up the dark cloudy sky.A single tear trickles down from my eye.Rolling thunder echoes all around me.Wind blows so hard it knocks down a tree.The falling rain dampens my clean cut hair.The leaves are blowing in the cold crisp air.I fall to my kness and pray to the man above.Please lord i beg you send me my one true love.He said "Be patient my son and soon she'll appear".Have faith in me and please don't show any fear.So i'll sit back and relax and wait for the time.When my true love appears we can let our love shine. A Poem By (Joe Blake)

Girl I Want
THE GIRL I WANT BY: JOSEPH BLAKE I want the girl to love me for meNot the guy that she wants me to beI want her to share my joy and painI want her to be nice not really insaneI want a girl that i can trustCause if she cheats on me my heart will turn to rust.I want a girl to be honest and kindI want a girl i can trust all the timeSo i'll search the world from back to frontUntil i find that girl, The Girl I Want

Why Now?
The sky turned dark and the rain came downThunder in the sky lightning hit the groundI pulled you close to ease my fearDribbling down my cheek a single tearHow dare you leave me on an awful nightCause you know these storms give me such a frightIf you cared for me even just a little bitYou wouldn't just dump me and leave me in this awful fitHold me please till the storm passes byIf you leave me now alone i'm bound to cryCry for you love that i once have knownEven though your love for me was never shownI loved you to the ends of the earth and backBut now i feel your love for me was just a silly actSo take your fake love and leave me beIt's ok i'll survive trust me you'll see. Another Poem By (Joe Blake)

Am I A Freak Magnet Or What?
So... As the title implies... What the hell is up with women these days?!?! The girls that I have been meeting lately are just... I dunno.. Let me start by explaining myself.. At the beginning of this month I met a woman who was really nice, polite, and even a bit wild. She was perfect.. or so I thought.. Anyway, about 3 dates in, I find out that she is still married.. After I found that out, it was pretty much over from there.. Come to find out, I had met her husband and all this sh!t started as a result... I mean.. WTF?!!! Why couldn't she have been honest with me? Take 2: I meet another nice young lady about the middle of the month.. I come over to her place, hang out a few times, and BAM.. It begins. This one started telling everyone I was her boyfriend after the first time we hung out.. I mean.. Damn woman, c'mon. After that, things just got blew up out of proportion.. She started lying to me, saying that she was in trouble and her roomate stabbed himself, a

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Infinitiva
.. el conocimiento de mentes cerradas engana, este el asi con cabezas no pan.. de ahi las mentes hambrientas de I adelante delgado.. inhale, exhale.. aliento.. ha fluido con soltura cuando corrientes regadas calientes en mentes reside un viento en la brisa.. aliviada.. despierta inmortal de la mortalidad desmontada de la consternación, transformando suenos que sueltan la vida el regalo de realidad.. subconsciente ventila la mente que anda infinitamente tiro la mortalidad.. saborean la dualidad inestimable modulada, como asuntos de asunto de propiedades cinéticos mentalidad de perforacion infinitiva.. FUEGO POETICAS

Jesus Was Way Cool
Jesus was way coolEverybody liked JesusEverybody wanted to hang out with himAnything he wanted to do, he didHe turned water into wineAnd if he wanted toHe could have turned wheat into marijuanaOr sugar into cocaineOr vitamin pills into amphetaminesHe walked on the waterAnd swam on the landHe would tell these storiesAnd people would listenHe was really coolIf you were blind or lameYou just went to JesusAnd he would put his hands on youAnd you would be healedThat's so coolHe could've played guitar better than HendrixHe could've told the futureHe could've baked the most delicious cake in the worldHe could've scored more goals than Wayne GretzkyHe could've danced better than BarishnikovJesus could have been funnier than any comedian you can think ofJesus was way coolHe told people to eat his body and drink his bloodThat's so coolJesus was so coolBut then some people got jealous of how cool he wasSo they killed himBut then he rose from the deadHe rose from the dead, danced aroundThen went u

Fucking Funny U Gotta Read!!
Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios

Shatterd Faith
to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart!! they allways ask y dont you trust me? and say im not d

I Love This Quote!!!! And I Live By It!
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, and who always will. So don't worry about people in your past, theres a reason they didn't make it into your future"

Just Thoughts In My Head
from sunrise/ the gun rise/ barrel between your eyes/ yours becomes mine/ no surprise/ which would u rather me take your watch and rings/ or take your life when the guns sing/ give it up easy/ appease me you may walk away/ dont talk nothing to say/ this aint no game unless you consider gunplay a fun day/ you'll get your shyt back one day/ maybe a week after monday/ from the pawn shop ok/ sorry i need the cheedar and since your shyt look better/ it will catch a higher price/ we warned about all that shyt thats shiney and nice/ my seed need to eat/ and the rent is past due/ how nice of you to pass thru/ and bring me gifts to/ your donation is gladly accepted/ i know this not what you expected/you already understand what it is i rep kid/ when shyt get hectic i hope u well protected......

Under The Gun!!
UNDER THE GUN!! Current mood: electric well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place on you and you keep it wi

Love And Friendship
love and friendship sometimes letting go of the past is so hard some use it as there great wall, the protecter of there heart! you past is just an outline of mistakes, failers, broken hearts, and wishfull thinking. everyday we meet people that reminde us of it, and we tend to turn away from them not to even give a chance to see if there diffrent! u can take the things youv learned from it and make better choices, or you can hide from it and no one will ever know the real you! basicly what it boils down to is when you meet some one and there interesting, stop looking at at your past and comparing the new!!! give people a chance, step out side the box that traps us all!!! trust me the comfert zone of knowing i wont be hurt was my security!!!! now iv eccepted my flaws some i cant change and some im working on! my addvice to u is dont let the love of your life or a new bestfriend pass by you cuz your past has tought u not to trust or love or u cant be open with people! maybe

Stepping Stones Of Life
steping stones of life. Current mood: awake life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are

Can't Do This
I can't do this anymore.I would rather walk out the door.You say you want to feel love.But you build walls all around.I am at a loss I don't know how to help.I don't know what to say.I have a plea that just won't do.I have begged I have pleaded.I don't know what else to do.So I do nothing.Instead I watch you build the walls higher and higher.Soon we won't see you at all.

Daddy's Rose
Daddy's RoseDaddy has a little rosethat he has had from a seedHe gave it lighthe gave it lovehe gave it lifeand let it beHe cared for ithe pulled the weedsand gave it room to growTo hearts beating in timecalling to one anotherthat’s Daddy's little Rose

Now That I Found You
Now that I found youSince finding youmy life has meaningand appeal.I smile for no reasonI hum a little songI skip for the pure enjoyment.You've become:My knight in shiningarmorthe air that I breathethe sun that browns my skinThe rain that falls from the sky.You are my every thingsince I found youMy heart belongs toYou since finding you

Light Goes Out
Another light goes outA soul turns dark the morbidtruth be told The light burnsout the air grows cold. Anothercandle is blown out A bodylying cold and ridged on thefloor as we all stand aroundthat light turns out somewhere in the darkness There was someone else’s candleburning out

Object Of My Affection
The object of my affectionyou!You have no ideawhat you mean to me.Let me trythese few simple words.You’re my air,my day,my night.You’re theblood plotting itsWay thru my veins.You’re theMorning dew onmy newspaper.You’re my reason to live.You’re myReason to breathyou’re my heart my soul.My Inspiration.You’re my beingmy heart belongs to youAnd you aloneI know I make mistakes.We all have imperfections but itsIt’s your uncanny ability to forgivethat imperfection………..Your abilityto overlook it that keeps me here with you.You’re my world.My everythingI could never throw this all awayyou’re the object of all my worldlyAffection my heart belongsto you.You hold the only key that can unlockthis love eternal.My hopesmy dreamsMy EternityWhen I said for betteror worst I meant every word.You’re the appleof my eyethe reason I go onthe reason I do what I do…………Is for you.I love you like no

In Remembrance
In remembranceI sit here alone thinkingasking myself why?Why did she have to die?I sit here questing my painwondering if I am actually even saneI sit here looking down the laneI know your not coming home but it stilldoes not ease the pain the pain in myheartthere is a terrible rain CauseI am in such pain

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Women Don't Like Sexual Men
Why Don't women like men that only want sex?..ain't it still a compliment to want someone for just there body & not their minds?...means they think your good enough to want you for at least something.I sure wish men & women could close the sexual game closer to 50/50.so theres not so many fights over it.i have control over both my heads but i was just curious is all.

Il Fly With You
I still believe in your eyesI just don't care whatYou have done in your lifeBaby I'll always be here by your sideDon't leave me waiting too longPlease come byI, I, I, I still believe in your eyes;There is no choice,I belong to your lifeBecause I will liveTo love you someday;You'll be my babyAnd we'll fly awayAnd I'll fly with you,I'll fly with you,I'll fly with youYou are, are, are, are, are, areYou are, are, are, are, are, areYou are, are, are, are, are, areEvery day and every night,I always dream thatYou are by my sideOh, baby, every dayAnd every night,Well I said everything'sGonna be alrightAnd I'll fly with you,I'll fly with you,I'll fly with youYou are, are, are, are, are, areYou are, are, are, are, are, areDream of meI still believe in your eyesI just don't care whatYou've done in your lifeBaby I'll alwaysBe here by your side;Don't leave meWaiting too long,Please come byI, I, I, I still believe in your eyes;There is no choice,I belong to your lifeBecause I will liveTo love you so

Geordie
Geordie is a regional nickname for a person from the Tyneside[1] region of England, or the name of the dialect of English spoken by these people. Depending on who is using the term, the catchment area for Geordie can be used for some parts of the north east of England, or as small as the city of Newcastle upon Tyne. Sunderland, however, uses the regional nickname "Mackem" as opposed to Geordie. Similarly, people from the Teesside area (Middlesbrough, Stockton-on-Tees, Redcar, Billingham and surrounding settlements) of the north east are known as 'Smoggies'. The Geordie dialect owes its origins to the language spoken by the Anglo-Saxon settlers of this region. Initially mercenaries employed by the Ancient Brythons to fight the Pictish invaders after the end of Roman rule in Britannia in the 5th century, the Angles, Saxons and Jutes who thus arrived became, over time, ascendant politically and - through population transfer from tribal homelands in northern Europe - culturally over the n

Emotions
The void of your death has opened and I fell. Your demise has made me hate the living, as many can tell. That's all in the past now, and I walk alone. The blade of fate has cut you from flesh and bone. The events that have taken place are unbearable. Now the world is so dark, distorted, and terrible. (Tormented)..... with the life you left, what happened? we had so much. (I don't know) (Confused)..... with so many questions. Why me? Why you? (I wish I knew) (Pain)..... is all I feel now, my heart, my soul burns for you. (I know) (Love)..... is what binds me to you, even when your gone. (I'm sorry) I hate you for your death, but not for your love. I wish I could take back all the bad and leave only love. No matter what happened, you were there for me. Now you're not, now I'm lost, how can this be? All I have left is is this memory of what should have been. My god, my love, my mind, have now all left me. (Bitter)..... to God for taking you from me! (Please don't be) (Dread)..... for t

Peace Of Mind
Peace of Mind Some people say that physical pain is better than the loss of life and love I say that pain and love are one in the same, just a different edge of the blade Some people say that all that matters in life is that you find your light I say what happens if that shred of light is never found…forever gone? Sometimes the pressure is so much, you just want to give up… I know….all I want is some peace of mind.. To drown out these dark screams of mine I walk this painful path, not knowing the end What I do know is that I need solace, some time to mend The darkness comes forth, not giving me any light Others say no matter what, you will find happiness, that ray of light But what if that happiness has already passed you up, that final chance gone? Others say that no matter what, things will get better, things will look up But what if they never truly understand why you cry yourself to sleep every night? No one knows the true pain someone

Timidity
Timidity of my Cardiologist gave me doubt to hes sincerity. Went to see a psychiatrist who told he didn't want to hear all this. He was frightened by all I said. It went from someone saying I was comitting passive sucide, after all we live for ever. Now it is at aggravated manslughter and if they d othis surgery and fail who knows murder of second degree? Anyone following this catch it all? There is money in this. Norio

Lightning (song Written For My By A Friend)
remember the first time that i saw you broke the ice with body art oh i didnt do much that would impress you i should of had you from the start didn't take much for me to call didn't take much for my to fall into this thing called love you are my light my everything in my dark sky you are my lightning you are my song you played each string you sing along to our lightning time flys when your having fun on western mountains and southern suns you turned me into a better man scuffed my knees when i took your hand didn't take much for me to call didn't take much for my to fall into this thing called love you are my light my everything in my dark sky you are my lightning you are my song you played each string you sing along to our lightning our lightning we came so far now here we are just you and me god and family lets start this show forevermore lets start it right cuz baby you look beautiful tonight you are my light my everything in my dark sky

Sexy Test I Got A 45
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE

Love
What is true love? How do you fall in love? What makes us fall for some one and say ( I LOVE YOU ) to that person? I truly believe that love is not so much a feeling as much as it is a choice to love the one your with. People seem to think that it's good sex that leads them to love. I can't believe that to be so. I have loved women that was not the best looking and I have loved some beautiful ones. I am just talking about loving some one who some may not even want around. Would you give some one a chance to love you if your friends did not like the look of that person? My mother always asked me "would you jump off a cliff if your friends did"? I think alot of us are jupming after friends more then ever. I posted this to hear to what you think so please give me feed back.

In Memory Of My Late Uncle
AT THE FUNERAL FOR MY UNCLE THIS WAS THE MEMORIAL CARD POEM YOU NEVER SAID "I'M LEAVING" YOU NEVER SAID GOODBYE YOU WERE GONE BEFORE I KNEW IT, AND ONLY GOD KNEW WHY A MILLION TIMES I NEEDED YOU, A MILLION TIMES I CRIED IF LOVE ALONE COULD HAVE SAVED YOU, YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE DIED IN LIFE I LOVED YOU DEARLY IN DEATH I LOVE YOU STILL IN MY HEART YOU HOLD A PLACE THAT NO ONE COULD EVER FILL IT BROKE MY HEART TO LOSE YOU BUT YOU DIDN'T GO ALONE FOR PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU THE DAY GOD TOOK YOU HOME

No Meanin
Pen injects needle poisonin voice without reasonin none believinin. Here I stand from what lies away. All i say is go away please leave me be water pumps full blood. Heart shape glass shattering calatterin what i'm bringin. Life's to cheap or one way full a leap. I'ma negative loser creep. Where to find my soul to weep. If anything i'm none to get. Feelin such a whole of shit. What am I to get. To find the one the shoe that fits. Life fully grazin. I'm sure beyond then amazin. God's on off rasin so much with praisin. Caught in a lost dealin with this haulocust of at matters shit matters what's up pin the lattr. As a kid felt there no use to. What else was there for i knew to do. Only thing was video games goin through same ol things. Before now let my head bang to this what we call rock/metal hearin. It's all pedal to the ground. All is from what is found feel myself gagged & bound. From all round through sound. All from types of adjectives verbs places & nouns. DowneD, HaTe, Lost, O

Self One's Release
I hate war give me through light. Where no one bites. Out myself of despite fuck your shit. Cuz it's not right. I have no light hate out of all despite give myself mighte. Hater maker decider choose snooze you loose. Where do we follow there no rules. Who cares there noe their. It's no radio concluded with dead air. What is all this screamin. My ear's are bleedin. What is their no one to help me. I'm pain my blood is drained. Nothin but acid flesh nothin but less. What is there to help me deal with the stress. I need some fuckin rest. Lay my head upon on your breast suck the milk from your nipples feel myself shrivel. Gives off on a little. Hater maker forsaker faker. Decide where may i hide from all this conservative conspiracy that's not all to be. What is do you not see through not believin in me. In through in how in hate. In take all through what is not fully servin. Hatin my life hatin myself hatin this all. Hatin none relatin hatin i'm hate release pain in self preservation thr

The Pain In Life Hates
The sweet sick sour bitterness love that never settles blowin over hot tea kettles. I find myself sittin here writin doin nothin. While some boring love song roams on. My life is endless & it sucks my world & everyone in it. Grownin anger eyes. I despise see through flies. A whole bunch of speck of lies through hate insights. So much of bullshit the corporation, the pollution that suffercates through the flesh, the sickness that pours in the skin the diseaseness. No one's talkin to the pain i suffer the pain. I feel the distinction the tase i wanna kill. This soul that reaps beneath me. Everyone under me. Everyone that hates me annoys me or i annoy them. Bubblin rage the tickin sound the hallowed ground. The frown on my face that can't be misplaced. Poisoned with lace no trace. Stayin away choppin dead ex's heads off. Watchin the blood spur out their neck for the harm they done to me. Wish that some just die & go away & leave me be with nothin to see again. Shall be nothin more quote t

Adolph Hitler Was Our Fault...
"Written in history is the story of a man, a man who had possibilities of great potential for the good of this world. History of a an idealist, author, artist and great leader, if steered right could have made one of the greatest impacts for the good of man kind in this world.-Anonymous"We are born with dreams, we are born with goals, we are all born with opportunity to fulfill our hearts desire. As little children we once longed to be like that man or woman who we saw rescue someone's life, whether it was from a fire, drowning, or keeping them safe from the criminal with intent to do someone harm, the story of the princess which captured the hearts and imaginations of young girls everywhere the result young girls soon frolicking through the fields dancing with out a care with ribbons dangling from their hair. When you heard about Ludwig Van Beethoven and how he silenced his musical opponents with an array of seemingly impossible maneuvers of music during his day and age, it made you l

Some People
Ugh some people just get on my nerves. when they need help and call you, you bend over backwards to help them but when you need it they shit all over you. The sad part is you help them for free but when you need them you offer money and they still wanna shit on you.......then when you don't offer them money they wanna get mad as hell. Or you help them and they say that when it's your turn they will be there 100% but when the time comes they say "I aint spending my only day off doing that!" then turn around and ask you to watch their kids......the nerve of some people.......right now everybody can kiss my yellow ass well with the exception of like 3 people.......I feel so used and violated.......People are assholes and they wonder why i'm a royal bitch to them...ugh...i fell like slapping somebody today!........i feel like i've been bushed all over again......uuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhhhhhh

Why Do You Love Me?
Why do you love me?I am flawed, cracked, eroded.By the very sands of time itself.Why do you love me?I will die with only these two hands, a pauper.And all you will be left with, is a husk.Why do you love me?Have I not caused more grief than joy?Have I not failed, more than I have suceeded?Why do you love me?You say I am handsome, yet I see only the wretched being that I call myself, me.Flesh is easily traded for the synthetic.Do you truly love me?Do you truly want me?My soul cries every night for love or release.My heart weeps a thousand tears for either.Emptiness, where love once resided eons ago, is the only feeling within me left.Where there once was shouts of joy, only the echo of silence prevails.No honor is done on my behalfNo tribute is paid towards my sufferageOnly the lash and manacle, are my rewardsThe scars and wounds on my soul, my only trophiesYou seek not me, you demand my blind obedience.You love not me, only the actions that bring you pleasureWhy do you love me?

The Outcast
I am the outcastThe black sheepI am the shunnedThe hatedI am the filth of your worldI am its decayI am the perversion of fleshThe twisted idea of pleasureI am the blade that piercesI am the drinker of your crimson riversI am the one that laughs at your painI am the architecht of your destructionI am the result of your apathyI am the ends of your meansI am finished with you at this pointAnd I await more of your kind

Exquisite Love
I AM IN MY BED CHAMBER. PREPARING FOR SLUMBER.I GO TO MY WINDOW AND LOOK OUT, UP AT THE SHIMMERING CURTAIN OF NIGHT. THE STARS APPEAR AS PINPRICK SPATTERS OF WHITE PAINT, UPON A BLACK TAPESTRY. THE MOON, IN ALL ITS GLORY, SENDS ITS NIGHTLY RAYS DOWN UPON A SLUMBERING PORTION OF THE WORLD.I TURN FROM THE WINDOW, AND LAY DOWN IN MY BED. ALONE AGAIN, FOR THE NIGHT.I SIGH. SUCH IS THE LIFE OF A MAN THAT IS NOT AT PEACE.I THINK OF IT NO MORE, AND EXTINGUISH THE LIGHT.DISCONTENT AND ALONE.AS I SLUMBER, I DO NOT AWAKEN AS THE FIRST TENDRILS OF A BLUISH MIST BEGIN TO POUR FORTH, FROM UNDER MY WINDOWSILL.THIS MIST, HEAVY AND ETHEREAL, MOVES WITH PURPOSE. IT SPILLS DOWN THE WALL, AND SPREADS OUT ALONG THE FLOOR. HOWEVER, IT MOVES WITH AN ODD PURPOSE. WOULD I HAVE BEEN A WITNESS TO IT, I WOULD HAVE SEEN THAT IT WEAVES ITS WAY, PAST OBJECTS, TOWARDS ME.IT GATHERS, AND BEGINS TO PILE UPON ITSELF. LAYER UPON LAYER, FOLDS OVER. THE MOUND GROWS. SOON IT IS AS TALL AS A HUMAN BEING. EYES, THE IRISES DE

What Happened To The Date?
I met this girl in the store , she asked me was I married , I said no.. but why? She replied ...well i'm looking for someone for my dad. I asked well how old is your dad? She says 60 yrs old. I'm feeling like wtf do I look 60? Shit.. I met her dad , he seemed pretty cool , nice cadillac. We took a walk around the park by half a mile he was tired. So I asked do you feel like jogging? He thought I was joking!! Next a man came to me introduced himself as Pastor blank and blank. Gave me his business card with church location and contact information. As I walked away , Pastor blank and blank says give me a call witcha fine ass. Did he just say ass? Whatever , I called him a month later only to get some type a spiritual guidance. After talking to him for a week on the phone , I forgot he was a pastor. Also well over 55 , but what was the joke? I never heard a Pastor say nucca's be tripping , or you fine ass hell ,and let me take you out for ice cream!! Can I meet someone I actually like?

Rejection
here it is me and my ex of 2 yrs just recently broke up and its ben really hard on us both we both have said and done things that truly hurt one another threw out the relationship and i wasnt allways the nicest guy by any means i dont deny that but ever since we broke up she has ben treating me like i am the scum of the earth and i know its partialy my fault that things ended the way they did i was being a asshole and i was insecure about a lot of a lot of things that were going on and when we first started dateing and all this she says to me that no matter wat she would allways be my friend and this that and the other but now its totaly changed she dosent even hardly talk to me at all and when she dose shes allways saying mean and varry hurtful things to me and i do love her w all my heart but i cant take much more of it i would like nothing more than to just be her friend and alls i get back is rejection

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

Safe And Sound
Walking through the mist hand in hand,Enveloped in his strong arms.Leaving footprints in the sand,He makes sure there'll be no harm. Lying by the fireside cozy and warm,He comforts me in my times of need.He keeps me safe and secure,My heart I'll let him lead. Whenever we are together,I never want to part.When he looks deep into my eyes,I see the love in his heart. Our love springs eternal,And our souls are as one.When our lips come together,

Walking Down The Beach
Your touch leaves me yearning,for things out of reach.I Have dark thoughts entering my head,as I walk quietly down the beach.I think of your sweet kisses,and whats not meant to be.Maybe another lifetime,would have been for you and me.I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable,With the words I had to say.I just wanted you to know I love you,But time was slipping away.So I'm walking down the beach,with only you on my mind.Maybe as I dream tonite,Our lifetime I will find.

Things You Would Never Know Without The Movies:
During all police investigations it will be necessary to visit a strip club at least once. All telephone numbers in America begin with the digits 555. Most dogs are immortal. If being chased through town, you can usually take cover in a passing St. Patrick's Day parade - at any time of the year. All beds have special L-shaped cover sheets which reach up to the armpit level on a woman but only to waist level on the man lying beside her. All grocery shopping bags contain at least one stick of French Bread. It's easy for anyone to land a plane providing there is someone in the control tower to talk you down. Once applied, lipstick will never rub off - even while scuba diving. The ventilation system of any building is the perfect hiding place. No-one will ever think of looking for you in there and you can travel to any other part of the building you want without difficulty. If you need to reload your gun, you will always have more ammunition, even if you haven't been carrying any

Unconditional Love
Through all that I been through this past few months has opened my eyes to one known fact, that fact is no one is ever promised tomorrow and never assume that our loved ones will last forever, and to love them regardless of thier faults and their imperfections. The only one that is perfect is our Lord God, and he loves all of us unconditionally. Well lets put our Christian walk to the test . and practice being more like jesus to forgive and forget, to not judge because someone doesn't live as you do and to pray for them instead of talk about them, That my freinds and fam is truely UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.I dare u to take that step with me

Random Thoughts Inside My Head!!!
I have been thinking about my life alot lately. I have realized that I'm not as happy as I thought I was. I sit and wonder where my life is going. I also wonder how much more I have to go through before I'm allowed to be happy again. People say that its up to me to make myself happy. I don't think thats possible, because no matter how hard I try I'm never happy. I wonder why God wants me to hurt for so long. Crying myself to sleep has become a every night thing. Its to the point now where I don't know how to be happy. I have been so sad, depressed, and pissed off for so long I don't know how to feel different then that. I wish I could just snap my fingers and my pain and hurt would go away. No one seems to understand how I feel or what I'm going through. They just keep telling me things will get better with time. I wonder how long that is. They always tell me that they are here for me. Its good to know that they are, but sometimes I need more then they can give me. I don't unde

New Music
BlastFM added these Artists to its play list: Free Ezra Furman and the Harpoons Prototype Fatboy slim From Bubblegum To Sky Silversun Pickups BlastFM plays great music you don't hear anywhere else. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Mooshmooshak A Worthless Piece Of Shit
Why would someone block you for this shout?..look... -> mooshmooshak: & how do you spell english go good if your from russian?-> mooshmooshak: whats a arse? mooshmooshak: lol good one if you ask around I'm not one of those arse kissers but thanks for the comment-> mooshmooshak: hi how r u.how much ass have you kissed to reach 38 she laughed then blocked me lol.females emotions get them really fucked up.

Tree Of Life And Knowledge
There were two special trees planted by God in the Garden of Eden, Tree of Knowledge and Tree of Life, Gen.2:9 Since "the tree of the knowledge of good and evil" symbolized all moral knowledge, knowledge that only God could have, its fruits was forbidden to Adam and Eve, Gen. 2:17. But the tempter suggested to them that, by adding to their knowledge, the trees fruit would make them like God, Gen. 3:5. So they chose to disobey God. This act of rebellion marked the entrance of sin into the world. The result was quite different than Adam and Eve expected. Instead of gaining superior knowledge that made them equal with God, they gained awareness or knowledge of their guilt, shame, and condemnation.

A Blind Eye (act 4)
The shower was actually relieving, even if it weren't really doing anything for his nerves too much. Things were building up on his chest, a weight he couldn't quite handle.. But then again the burden has always been there. His eyes closed, his hands resting against the wall. A small knot was still at the back of his head, but he wasn't really in any danger of having too much trouble. When he thought he was good and done, he turned the water off and walked to the locker room, wondering if things were going to ease up now. But then again, things weren't what they seemed to be anymore. Transitions and changes, ever orbiting revolutions and evolutions of problems snowballed in effect of the unfair likeness that it would always get better or worse. Nevertheless, he was optimistic, and very ready to take things to a different level if need be. "Straighten up, Jeff.." He muttered. A simple white T shirt with blue jeans, and a pair of black sneakers on his feet. He wasn't the one for style

A Blind Eye (act 5)
This pie was just excellent, a great way to sooth those little demons floating around inside of him for a moment. His Auntie had always been there for him to talk to. After Uncle Joe passed away, she seemed to have an attatchment more to Jeffery than anyone else. Not that he was mad about it. In fact he found it relieving to know that he still had someone that cared about him. Their conversation was deep, to say the least. "So what's bothering you Mon petit garcon?" She had a soft heart, the way she spoke to him brought him back to the time when he was actually a little boy, scared and very new to the reality of the world: There were some sick individuals out there. Jeffery set the plate aside, his eyes seeming to glance off into the distance. He had a deep thought value to him that some found to be either boring, or interesting enough to stick around and listen. "Well have you ever felt as if the whole weight of the world was on your shoulders?" His words were a bit more humbled th

Life And Legacy
subject: Life and Legacy post date: 2006-12-04 19:51:24 "The grand essentials of happiness are something to love and something to hope for." Today I watched a process of life that began with lust. It progressed to pain. The ending is exactly what comprises the essentials of happiness - something to love and something to hope for. I was an observer of BIRTH. My blog "Wet Dream" is obviously my own birth experience. The water world, the train, the cold, the transition. Today I was part of the birth of my Grandson. A very small part. I stroked my daughter's hair and changed wet towels after her water broke and told her about the imagery of contractions as waves - washing up on the beach, sliding away. At 6:04 p.m. Harper was born. A healthy 8.5 pounds, 22 inches long. My daughter, who is part of my essentials of happiness, was amazing. She kept her energy inside, focused on the working of her body through pain. She didn't scream, she didn't moan. She was motherhood incarnate. T

Expressions
A man think he got the freedom to hit a woman but back down when it comes to a man, he think a woman ain't got the heart to hit him and say put ur hands on me again im a beat ur ass to the ground cause im a make sure i win this round, I made some mistakes u made some too u do whateva it takes to make me feel low as u so u got a choice u can handle ur situation like a man and talk to me or u can just pack ur bags and leave. They say two wrongs don't make it right but I tell myself how can I make this right I admit when i'm wrong but u don't when we go out it's like u ashamed of me u don't put ur arms around me or hold my hand I be thinking damn should I let u be free, naw I can't cause u just i'm being mean when we first met I thought it was fate we was together for a long time but come to find out u was fake all these years i'm glad u not mines if I ran into u on the street I wouldn't give u a dime

None
girls are like apple trees. the best ones are at the top of the tree, but the boys don't want to reach for the ones at the top because they're afraid of falling and getting hurt. instead they grab the rotten ones at the bottom. they aren't as good.. but they're easier to get. so the apples at the top think there's something wrong with them. but in reality.. they're amazing. they just have to be patient and wait for the right guy who will take the time to get a ladder and find a good apple..

Another One Bites The Dust
I'm hopin to have this jager party on Sat., right? Well, here lately, there've been a couple of people, boyfriend and girlfriend, making it really hard to have a kick-ass time. Arguing, whining...the whole bunch of it. This guy hasn't spoken up or stood up for himself yet. It's been two months since they've started going out. This Sat., I don't even think he's coming. He was one of the guys we started the jager nights with! Bummer dude...It's always a little more depressing when another drinkin buddy goes away :( Cheers for beer..

Angel Of Darkness
As I stood at the edge of time I saw myself looking back, asked what was the meaning of all this hatred? My shadow pointed far off and there among the fog and black, the Angel of Darkness smiled, his eyes glowing red. "Ask it." I spoke. He answered, "I am called king, caesar, czar, and emperor. I am the darkness that flows through cold night. I whisper death in their ear. I revel in your misery, be you afraid of death or disease I am there. I make you feel alive."

Leather And Lace
I saw her from afar, her dark skin and smoky eyes; for those moments between breath times does fly. For I figured she would lose me in the fight; for I am one among many and wish as i might. She spoke as in code and I would not despair; I had this woman as a farmer leads a mare. Her pulse throbed as I led her away; and used my might to fight the fray. Against the car I pressed her fast; the fragrance of rose caused my lust to mast. Her shirt slipped afar and i gasped one last breath; buttons flew free and caused my death. She grabbed me hard and held my mace; as I slipped to other worlds of leather and lace.

Soldier Of The World
I stood and looked upon the field; blood and gore on sword and steel. How had we come so far: fly from this place child of stars. I ran as fast as my soul could take; for I could no longer love foresake. And when the forest was gone; the screams still did haunt. I screamed, "Mother Gaea do forgive my transactions so; for I feel my soul that way goes."

Jelly Bellys
I bought myself some Jelly Bellys. I love em. I was just grabbing them out of the bag at random, and I bit into one that had a taste similar to Jager. Ah I can't wait for the party ;) I had to savor that Jelly Belly lol Call me crazy, but I've never eaten a jelly bean that made me want to drink...lol

Woman Of The World
Woman of the world did stand on the hearth; looking out she watched the mob tear her fair hair. "Why do you do this my people of Antioch? What have I done to deserve this? What have I done that you shout for my death. Did I kill a beggar in the street? Did I take the cloths from a freezing child? Do not take my life without purpose for I am mother, daughter, child, and lover." One looked back with eyes of rage and death; "You loves another," he said shaking his hand in the air. "I love the fair Tiana, she brings me joy and comfort from the cold of night. She holds me when I am tired and sick. She takes me to different worlds of Plato and Aristotle. And yet that is why you kill me? For loving of a Woman of the World?" Another of darker rage and retribution with lust in his eyes; "You disgust us with your foul tongue," as he planted a blow. "Goddess, God and Creator all do give me peace," she cried; "...forgive these fools who know love not," as her soul flowed.

May
Time slips by with no malice; it only must. And yet here I sit wishing for better days. And without love she stares on with no disgust. I lay her and think of our love last May. Why ask do I wish for such small things. You ask a riddle of the ages. I have searched the world for rings and wings. And not even Mages, could bring my happiness from the grave.

Another Fun Tease, Name Removed
Jason Barker: so... if you had to say you tasted like a flavor what would it be?The Teased: mmm sweet n juicy The Teased: youll have to maybe find out 1 dayThe Teased: Jason Barker: i was actually being innocent and talking about the lips under your nose, but.... i wont pass on that invitation The Teased: mmm my badThe Teased: lolJason Barker: haha, now if we are goign to be horny, ... Id be naughty and tie your ankles to your wrists having you standing on your feet, back to the wall, lean down to kiss you between your legs and give you a long lick, and let you play with me to.... to kinky?Jason Barker: then again i love giving oral, so sweet and juicy sounds great...BUZZ!!!BUZZ!!!The Teased: mmm mmm baby The Teased: my mouth just dropped lolJason Barker: well you know that picture of you bending over?Jason Barker: look at it while you read this....The Teased: okJason Barker: Imagine you being there in that position, me walking in behind you and you ask why i have a evil grin on my fac

Ode To Makeup Sex
Walking up to his women he smiled with his pearly whites,He looked her in the eyes and sighed with pure delight, Taking her in his arms he held her close and tight,He bent her head back and stared at that beautiful sight, He kissed her deep and grabbed her ass,They fell to the floor knocking over a glass, Rolling on the floor they ripped and pulled, Their clothes flew off as if they were in high school, She got on top and gave a roar,The cock was hers now that she'd won the war, She slipped it in her sweet pussy lips,They shook and shuddered as she lowered her hips, He lifted her up and slapped her ass,As she rode his rod like it would be her last, They tossed and turned as he struggled for power,He pinned her down and she prepared for a shower, The cock was pulled out and was getting stroked hard,She licked her lips as he dropped his guard, The cum flew out pouring each and everywhere,He even shot some up and into her hair, They fell to sleep soon after that,Dreaming of what

First Time Meeting...
Yesterday I was in contact with a lady several times as we planned our evening of meeting. I started the day in Houston with family and went to the Traders Market around 1, left to drop my mother off at the airport around 4, and then finally got back to my cousins house to shower around 5. After chatting a while I got out of there and on the road around 6pm. I had a long drive ahead of me and a long next day. But for now I was nervous but eager to meet her and have drinks. I called her around the time I passed through Waco and we had a good talk as she began to get ready. By the time I got up to the DFW area I was getting a little tired, but trying to find where to meet. Bad thing was that I thought we were meeting at I35W and 820 on the south side, and it took me a while to realize, oh shit we were meeting at Chili’s on the north side. So I finally get there and she’s started on her first drink without me. Its maybe 10:16 at this point and I am well over due fir a drink

Wakeup Sex?
When you wakeup in the morning next to your lover and he/she is still sleeping, how do you prefer to wake them for erotic pleasure? Kiss them and whisper sweet nothings and sensual thought. Begin rubbing your hands up and down their sides. Wake them with breakfast in bed, fruit and juice. Wake them by giving oral sex. Wake them during intercourse with their sleeping body. Masturbate and let them hear you moan and groan. Nudge them telling them your horny. Push him/her till they awake and tell them to fuck you. Sit on them and get yourself off, loudly waking them to a view. Cuddle and wait for them to wake and kiss and make love.

Mirror Fun!
I had a thought as I was just looking at your picture... I would love to get you by a big mirror and id love to have you at an angle so you could see me tongue and finger your pussy. If I came into the room and you were like that I would have to turn you to the side (spinning you quickly to surprise you) and put my hand behind your neck and give you a few deep kisses as I pulled you close. I would continue kissing as I slid my hands down your body (firmly holding your sides) as I pulled a kiss back and bit my lower lip and looked into your eyes. I would whisper you to close them and lay your head back, as I kissed my way down to your breasts and softly kissed and caressed them and then giving them a firm lick around the nipple and suck. Kissing my lips down to your belly button I would have my hands slid down catching my fingers in you panties and maybe giving them a little snap. I would then kiss down and go past your sweet panty covered pussy and kiss your ankles and slid my hands ba

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply***1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Dokken - Jaded Heart
I didn't know you, but i could see it in your eyes Shattered dreams and hopes, you'd been hurt too many times Well i've heard your past from a friend i'd seen today Told me of your heart, that you had been away How i wish i could take you away I would show you that my love's not the same But i see i've found you too late Jaded heart You look but don't see Love in front of you You can't believe Jaded heart Love can't get to you To bring your heart to me I realize you've heard it all before Lies and promises, you don't listen anymore How i hope that i will find a way [ Dokken Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] To break down all these walls that you have made But my eyes see that it's too late Jaded heart You look but don't see Love in front of you You can't believe Jaded heart Jaded heart Love can't get to you To bring your heart to me How i wish that i could take you away I would show you that my love's not the same Can it be that i found you too late Jaded heart You look b

Only If She New
She’s beautiful/Like rainy nights in the spring/Moistening the ground so that flowers can bloom/She’s precious/Like a fresh litter of kittens/Lying with their mother cuddled up on her bosom/She’s wonderful/Like the rays from the sun/On a cold winters day bringing you a little warmth/But she’s also alone/Like a child away from home/All on its own with the whole world to roam/In all this I wait/Patiently for the day/That she stops and takes a chance to realize that her fate/Is to be with me/So I can take care of her needs/And fill her life with the love that she deserves/It’s more than just words/It’s a feeling inside/That I’m not trying to hide/And I’ll tell the whole world/That she is my heart/All I want to do is start/Something so real that I know she wants to feel/But she’s not letting me in/So I’ll fight for a place/Next to her grace so she knows that all that I do is in the name of love…

Unexpected
It starts off wit me lying down on a beach, watching the sun setting... When I see this beautiful woman walking my way As she walks past me she looks at me and smiles, And without saying a word she lies down next to me. She grabs my arm and wraps it around her waist as she puts her head on my shoulder... The smell of lavender hits me as I run my fingers through her hair. I close my eyes to take in her scent, and when I open them she is staring at me... So I commence to kissing her... Slowly and gently our lips press together...

Passion And Fantasy
With candles lit all around the room, I turn off the lights to set the mood, Music playing-the best of old school, I’m ready for a night of love… I grab my lady around her waist, My fingers grasp so firmly placed, I look in her eyes and drift into space, In my mind we’re floating above… Picking her up I walk to the bed, Lay her down-run my fingers through her head, A sexy face that makes my heart thread, And beat with a rigorous thud… As we proceed to strip down bare, She looks at me with a

Photograph
Standing in the mirror putting on your make-up, getting ready for a night out on the town. You slide into a dress that fits your body to a tee, so snug; you look so delectable to me. As you walk across the room with a swagger so unique, click, I just want to take a picture. We walk outside and I open your door to the car. You slide inside without a flaw. Driving down the street we stop at a light; all the fellas honk their horns as they ride by. You smile at me because of all the attention, and click; I just want to take a picture. We pull up outside of your favorite restaurant; you step and close your door. We walk inside and are escorted to our seats. As all heads are turned in your direction. I pull out your chair and then take mine. The waiter brings us our menus. You place your order as I watch you speak; your mouth is moving so smooth. The food is brought and you take a bite, I love the way you chew and click, I want to take a picture. The meal is finished and we mak

Live, Laugh & Love
Sometimes life is hard, sometimes it’s easy. Sometimes we spread our wings and take flight, sometimes we hang onto those we care for and just need to be loved. I have been stepping over some big hurdles here lately and I am keeping my head up and staying strong the best way I know how. I am trying to make positive changes to things I can alter and maintaining strength about the things I can’t do anything about. Now as I move forward I have to smile and know that it’s all a rollercoaster and I can see the upwards hill coming !

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago.
Okay, so people always say that everything happens for a reason, and there are lessons to be learned from every situation. Thing is, what are we supposed to do when we don't know what lessons we are supposed to learn? What if we get in a situation that messes us up so much that we don't know what we are supposed to take from it? but in the end, end up taking the wrong things? I am a person who wears my heart on my sleeve, and I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. But by doing that, I've been screwed over so many times that I don't know what to do about that anymore. Should I tuck my heart away neatly in a box for no one to touch?? I've always said I will always wear my heart on my sleeve, because I have the amazing friends I have now because of the way I am. I've always said that my really good friends cancel out all of those people that have not been so great. Who knows how much the human body and mind can put up with? How much does it really take to break us down? to mak

Webhost
The Internet is teeming with web hosting providers who are offering hosting services at dearth cheap costs. Given the mammoth quantity of service providers to choose from, the customer usually fins himself perplexed over the kind of quality that the webhosting provider would offer. Most of the time it so happens that the user is compelled to believe that cheap hosting does not equate to dependability. This could either be due to past user experience or a basic conception held of the hosting industry. While there is no rule of thumb that can ascertain the quality of a cheap web-hosting provider, lapping up on information and doing your research well may help you find a cheap yet reliable hosting provider.The user first needs to go through the features and tools offered by the cheap web hosting provider and ascertain before hand if those tools would completely befit the requirements of his/her website. Secondly, reading the service agreement and terms and conditions in its entirety is im

Boobs, The Perfect Toy? Yes!!
I was thinking, why do men really enjoy boobs? Well Bill Engval says it best, Boobs are the perfect toy! You can squish them squeeze them and POOF! The pop right back into shape. I dont know of any other toy that does that. Boobs really are the perfect toy! :D:D:D

Day 3 Of Yuna
Day 3! Yuna was pretty well behaved today, we went out for a few hours for some pizza and we came home and she pushed the video games in to get under the bed, kinda expected but she came right out when I called to her so I'm glad. Shes drinking a lot of water which is nice but I'm still worried that shes not eatting, hopefully the doctors tomorrow can give us some tips, I want my kitty to be happy and healthy! She has a new cute habit of licking my fingers after I pet her ^-^ Ed has been getting along great with her too, they had a little nap together hehe. She kept me up a little last night with her coughing but I still think shes getting better, thats all I want right now. Thats pretty much it for today, as for me I'm doing better as well, just tired and trying to find a new game to occupy myself.

Masters Departure
all i wanted was time with us like we were once ... oh and fubar was supposed to end when we moved here ... erm Your idea... it did for me but not for You but i am sure You have a good reason. thats why Ypur my Master.

Growing Cold: Walking In Loves Shadow.
Growing Cold: Walking In Loves Shadow. Sighs heavy..hanging endlessly in the air around me..cant seem to sleep..feeling so incomplete..without the sight of you lying next to me..a cold catches me..starting at my feet..and spreads into the center of my chest..im a mess..without you near me..im afraid..im growing cold..and its numbing all around..bring people down..not many know..what it feels like..walking in loves shadow..open your heart..is a risk..if every you took that risk..and if bad..you would grow sad..like that of a hand..gripping your heart..slowly you cry out..and feel pain..from that which you held near and dear..your lover..connected..its painful to think..of what they may do..or say to you..a tool..a fool..but never the wiser..come break my heart..and shatter me..smashing all the pieces of me..the love we once shared..will never be compaired..to that of a summers eve..but rather a cold wet winters night..theres always that coldness..that hangs in your heart afterwards..

Like Flipping A Switch
A while ago, I went on a rant about someone with a sticker about how Starbucks sucks. I'm going to have to retract my previous statements. It's been nearly 3 years since I started working for this corporate beast, and it has continually gotten worse. Here is how to effectively create, and subsequently destroy a giant: 1) Spend several decades creating and perfecting your product and it's environment. 2) Go public and hire a string of people at the corporate head office that have obviously NEVER worked in one of the your stores in any capacity. 3)Listen to said people. Stop listening to the customers and employees in the stores. 4) Slowly take away all of the perks you used to offer and were widely praised for. (I.E. no paid vacation time for employees who have worked less than 1 full year, no more paid personal days, no more flexible scheduling [essential for students/mothers]) 5) Cut labor while implementing new, more complicated procedures for your stores. 6)Make significa

Survey 2
Body: What is one movie you will never get sick of?Titanic stillIf you had to get a facial piercing what would it be?Lip, I like how I look with it, I've pierced it before in highschool sitting in classA random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." what do you do?grab something sharp and go to sleep What's your favorite gum?the extra blueberry stuff Whats your favorite thing to do in summer time?Sit on the beach at night and think, or in a park Do you get jealous of your friends when they're taken and you're single?NoWhat are you looking foward to?Meeting Mike What kind of phone do you have?stupid motorollaDo you miss the 90's cartoons?yep I still watch them on youtube and plan on getting the dvdsWhat bug creeps you out the most?mosquitoesWhat is your favorite form of exercise?eliptical machineYou just won 100 mil. What do you buy first?A car, educationIf you could go anywhere right this moment, where would it be?See my grandmother since she has been sickDo you get

Carefull What You Say: Just A Bit Sane.
Wonderful..the sounds of the living..the screams..of "i love you"..funny the acts they will perform..within there life time..a grim fate..for those who truely cant handle..the side effects..oh what may happen..stalkers..suicides..murder..careful what you say..how you say it..for some do take it to mean the truth..and will show and prove their commited to what you say..such sweet words..a simple kiss on the corner of your mouth..slowly working the kiss to the center of your lips..oh the things they can whisper..in your ear..makes you feel..weak..but oh be careful what you say..for they just might hold the sayer..to whatever he/she says..weather its lust..money..support..whatever..its a using act..that holds no love..and in the end..picking up and going..leaving your heart in pieces..funny it is huh..and now you sitting on the edge of your bed..all the times..flashing back and forwards in your mind..cant bear the thought..that they played you..pulling the wool over your eyes..such lies t

Not Just Words: Fact..beauty And Me.
Nothing you could do or say..will ever make me feel a hint of desire..oh the lovely words..and the gentle moans steady building louder..has no effect upon me..use that on a lesser man..for i am not tempted..cry..howl..and do as you may..i have been this way..for a very long time..my mind is of a care less nature..what is skin to me..but dust..we all fade and die..vanity is a cruel thing..and i will not be held a victim..in vanity's mirror..allow your image to be cast in chains..and allow me freedom..i am a lover of art..not a slave to it..i see beauty in all..weather its physical..of mental..i care for few..the world is cold..and so am i..you will get no mercy here..lean on anothers ear..for i see no lines..i see all..as whole..red lips..wide hips..bedroom eyes..tan tights..not a supprise..to me..this is my fact to you..you could be like that of death in appearance..and truely..i would not mind..ive seen worst..and you can be as that of a living goddess..and still ive seen better..not

Dont Sell Me Lust.
If all you want is lust..then i have nothing for you..i am of lust..but i am of thoughts..and you can not just take me for a ride..and play with my mind..for anyone who crosses my path..will get read..just like they try to read me..dont use me..like im a just another normal guy..you show a hint of lust..you think then i will trust..your sadly mistaken..try that on some other loser..but dont try it on me..ive seen lust..in all shapes and forms..your charm..has no effect on me..you just assume they do..i could care less..for that of the flesh..love me..hate me..still i have no care..in the matter..if you have an agenda..please..go find another..with less sense..then i..for try as you may..you dont earn trust that way..by showing me a boob..or a thight..i can see that for free..and trust that..but i have no want..nor need..of temptation..hence..the part of me..being a ghost..i long not..for the touch of skin..but that of the mind..if your mind is focused on your vanity..then you can not t

Quotes I Like
Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. Those who face that which is actually before them, unburdened by the past, undistracted by the future, these are they who live, who make the best use of their lives; these are those who have found the secret of contentment. It's not enough that we do our best; sometimes we have to do what's required You can't say that civilization don't advance, however, for in every war they kill you in a new way.

Changes
My behavior has been a little off the charts lately, but can you blame me after what put me through. I love you. I even trusted you against my best interest. Still, you shited on my heart. I’m a real man, I ain’t afraid to cry. Days on end tears filled my eyes. But no longer will I shed a drop. I realize what I have to do; have to let your ass go. And you may not give a damn about it, and that’s fine and dandy. But sooner or later you’ll be calling me. Telling me you’re sorry for how you did me. At that point in time, I won’t give a fuck. I would have moved on to something new. Something or someone even better then you. I know what you’re thinking; that I’ll never find anyone better than you. Bitch you ain’t one of a kind, and you show the fuck ain’t the best I could have done. I’ve had women chasing me while I was with your ass, but I turned them down because I was so much in love with you. Now that&rsquo

Lost To Me
I can’t believe this is the last time that we’re together. I never wanted to do anything to turn you away. But it seems that’s exactly what I’ve done. It’s a terrible feeling to know that your love has faded. That you just got tired of all my shit. I’m sorry for all that I put you through. The pain and the suffering that I instilled upon you. The thought of not seeing you again troubles me deeply. Knowing that you chose him kills me. It stabs at the very core of my pride. But I guess I brought that on myself. Not showing you how much I love you. How much you mean to me. How I can’t live another day without you in my life. But that’s something that I have to deal with. That I ran you away. And nothing that I say can bring you back to me. Cause my attitude lost me the best thing I’ve ever had; you. Now what am I going to do? From here on out you’re lost to me.

Lasting Bond Cancer Capricorn
Cancer and CapricornThe relationship between these two signs stands every chance of enjoying a lasting bond together, but they must both work at this for it to be achieved, nothing good ever comes easy, but then once everything starts clicking into place and you see the fruit of your labour growing you will realise it was a worthwhile cause. That is what this pair is like. Out of the two the Capricorn is the dominant one, who will go out to work everyday and earn a fortune, the Cancer staying at home and looking after their brood of children and putting dinner on the table. What a lovely picture.The Cancerian of the couple may feel as though his/her Capricorn partner works too much and doesn’t spend as much time at home as the Crab would like. However, if they can put up with their beloveds workaholic lifestyle then the Cancer’s home will never go without as the Capricorn always looks after there own very well indeed. Security is something the Cancer person really ne

Moon Signs Capricorn Cancer
Your two moon signs are completely opposite to each other in Opposition (180deg). This relationship may be extremely good, or it may lead to arguments over your own differences. You must watch for intolerance and lack of understanding, but overall these two signs are compatible. You are different in your understanding and opinion, but your Moon signs indicate that you are are fairly well matched.Cancer is typically a Moon sign of emotion and sensitivity, they have good intuition and a nurturing instinct. A Capricorn Moon is cheerful, optimistic, enthusiastic and restless for a new adventure. The Cancer Moon may have to keep the somewhat restless Capricorn Moon in a close relationship.

A Vampire Is Born
And again there´s the night.The merciful night.I wanna stay here forever.Keep the light away.Forever night.Forever safety.No fears.No sorrows.Beauty.I wanna live forever.I don’t wanna die.Redeem me.Take me with you.Make me one of yours.Make me a creature of the night.The beautiful night...I´ll miss the day...but the night caught me.Nothing will ever be as beautifulas the night.When will they realize?The day is the time of hiding.The night’s the time to live.The beauty of the night...I can’t live without it.I will leave the dayif I can have the night,if I can live forever.Melancholic night...Sadness...When will I get it?Will I?Only one minute...A short pain redeeming from an everlasting.Goodbye day!Hello everlasting night!Bite me!A vampire is born...

Memories Of A Vampire
You think I'm a monster?I'm not.I never was.What made me a vampirethat was a monster.Cruelty was its fun.Killing its sense of life.But I'm different.I didn't wantto become what I am.I never wantedto live forever.But this way of lifeis no real life.It's only existing.And I'm too weak...too weak to stop existing...I was young.I was full of dreams,of hopes...And then there wasdeath...I fell...into a dark whole...Complete silence...No one around...No feeling left...but sadness.I long for my past...So much time ago...I long for the sun...Maybe, one day...I have the strength to see it again!Now!The last thing I seebefore I stop existing!

Feel Free To Feel
Dearest You,Thursday you mentioned expressing feelings. I spent most of Friday soul searching. And what I have found sort of scares me. When my dad died, I vowed to never give my heart so willingly to another living person. (Even if it was in a totally different manner of loving.) It was too much for me to take as I watched them lower his casket. It broke my heart so fully, that I shut down towards every other person that existed. And then I met you. I felt something when I first looked into your eyes. An uneasy stirring feeling in my stomach. Like some sort of animal rattling it's cage, in a feeble attempt to escape. Then the night you kissed me, the bars of the cage seemed to explode with an energy that I can't describe. And whatever was locked away within it's bars has escaped. I feel like I'm out of control, and I love it. I love feeling like I can walk on clouds with you. I love feeling so free to feel. To allow myself to let every emotion that passes through me play out on my fac

Grin
Now and again(Though it seems to be often as of late!)People will look at meWith inquiring eyesSuspicious eyes, sometimes"Why do you grin like that?" (It's all because of You, Dearest!) Shoulders shrug pleasantly.As if there need not be a reason at all. (I'd share my thoughts about you, but they're just so sweet and I'm a little selfish... ....plus some of them are naughty.)

Keeping It Together: Waiting On The End.
Windows of the soul..tell me your life..and with that said..all i see is but a reflection of mine..in a blue tint of sharrows..so sad you seem inside..weeks think on suicide..a moonlit sky..somber the mood..yet joy creeps in the eyes of the tired..and pained..setting up late..dreams of the past..swarming around in ones head..is enough to never want to see daylight again..back and forwards..thats the life ive seen..cant move forwards..it seems..without taking a step back..falling all over love songs..to come up with a sad tune..one that binds my mind..to the thought of living on another day..it is all for none..clocks with tic..and even toc..but for me..the days seem long..sitting on the edge of reality..hoping to make it another day..all the long..waiting on the end..falling apart again..life lived in sin..sounds of a tin can in the rain..bits of me..bits of you..all sand in an hour glass..counting down the days..holding it together..so my words can fly like a feather..or crash like th

6 Ft Under
The Shadow of death, Didn't come for me. So now I must wait, 6 feet under this tree. I don't have a life, But not filled with death. My body is empty, So here I shall rest. Souless like my heart, In shame of my sorrow. I was to evil, For hell to borrow. Restless I lay here, Never to tell. If I'll end up, In heaven or hell.

Havin' Some Fun
" we like to get fucked up and do some fucked up shit" Rob Zombie is one lucky bastard to have such a fuck. Lets hear some of the fucked up shit you've done while fucked up. My favorite use to be coke and fucking. Then i started having heart pains. What a way that would have been to die. not that i want to die. but, could you imagine the partner having to explain the situation.

How To Stay Young??
The man that wrote this was very smart!! HOW TO STAY YOUNG: 1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay "them." 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's. 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. 6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, and hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. 9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to t

Forevermore
No more laughter,No more fear,No more crying,No more tears.Sitting waiting by the, closed door,For tomorrow is gone forevermore.No more waiting for what may come,For it is finished,It is done.Death is the shadow of a bird of prey,Do not fear, It is too late.Memories lost,time wasted,What was it for?What was the cost? Life is a gift,It should be cherished, But watch it now,As it will perish,Death comes quickly on black wings,Say goodbye to your earthly things,No more reason to laugh and cryNo more long and sad goodbyes,You lived your life, Now it is gone.For tomorrow is gone forever more

No More....
Silent cries,savage screams.hopelessness,shattered dreams.Sunny days,stormy nights,playing in the park,family fights.A child's laughA shed tear,Sharp intake of breath,What do I hear?What is that?I do not know.But all the sudden,my blood runs cold.No more crying No more screamsNo more tears,What does this mean..........

What I Think Of Love.
It is with the greatist pleasure..that i share..my ideas of love..i love a woman..like its my last..i treat her..with the up most respect..she is my little rose..and i will care for her..way beyound the grave..i want a woman..that will be by me..untill i decay..with all the ups and downs that come with being together..i dotn care for looks..it never mattered to me..and you may read this and laugh..but truely..do you know me?..i love..i hurt..i try my best..im not perfect..nor do i play it off like i am..i havent time..for games..life is too short..i want someone..who can hear me..and know..what i mean..without a blank expression on their face..i am not always the best man..in the show..i try to please my lady..and i hope..that she will return the feeling..i cant read minds..never could..i will pick you up..and wipe the tears..away from your face..because i love you..im by you..when your alone..and when the worlds on your back..i take my time..and work towards a good..instead of a bad..

Andy Rooney On 60 Minutes
DIDN'T STOP HIM...THIS IS GREAT! > Good for him!!! > Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right. > > Right on, Andy Rooney ! > > > Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: > > I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except > numbers.. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory > are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black > Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like > the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment > Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson > will be knocking down your door. > Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You > can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to > ban you from driving to the ball game. > I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why thereare no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU

Back To My Former Glory
Okay.. So now I got my phone, internet, and all other sorts of goodies back in action, I'm almost at my former glory again. I just gotta finish finding the rest of my fupals and start rummaging around again. And I still need to get me a decent salute. after that I'll be jumping levels like I was before. Only this time... Things are going to be a bit more permanant if slow going. For those interested, My current status is as a Wine Salesman. It pays well and I'm on the path to getting things in order again. I'm currently looking into a new car and once I have that settled a new appartment. I thought about houses and renting one but that would be more than I need for the time. Though I did think it would be nice to turn my garage into a BDSM Haven... I can wait on that... Ah HA HA HA! Oh... and there will be a new posting soon... It'll be long but you may be interested in where it ends up... Thats right.. Astronomy: Book one of the Trilogy... is c

I Fucked Up Big This Time!
Have you ever done something so badly that you wish you could fix if only you could change the time back. But knowing you couldn't fix even if you tryed to. I feel love with someone very *specail* to me. Every time feel n love the women i was with would brake my heart n push me way. Will found someone better than that i thought she would do me same way like all ther women where doing to me. So pushed her way so wouldn't get hurt again, now ive pushed so far way ive lost her for gd. Now dealing with pain not being with her n hurting me very badly. Because i have screwed up so many times she dont want me back. I wish i could tell her was sorry. Make things better btw us but i cant now siting n pain. We are very close friends me n her but still doesn't stop the feelings i have for her. And seeing her with another man hurts like other fucker!! Never thought out 3 half years none her be so hard to say this " but am screw up" if only change the time back iwould but cant now have death the pa

Advice For The New Dom
This is written assuming you have fundamental knowledge of BDSM and D/s practices along with safe, sane and consensual behaviour. So you have come to the point in your life where you want it bad enough you can taste it, but at the same time you don't know what is in store. Will it be as you imagined, or is there a whole lot more to it AND given that information, would you run wildly in the opposite direction? You start out as curious, happy, anxious, scared, etc. and a variety of other emotions, as you could imagine. You may also already have an individual who wanted to explore this area as well. Are you really ready? All the pieces are in place, it is kind of like a plunge, but being committed to two things; the pursuit of this lifestyle and the person with whom you are going to become deeply involved with. Now, the ball was in my court. Starting out you are never going

Duties Of A Dom
Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth. Be

The Gift Of Submission
Beware this gift. It usually comes from a self-proclaimed slave, who dangles kink like a shining trinket over some poor dominant's head. The intent is clear. You can have it, if you give back what they want. This gift is usually accompanied by a laundry list of specifications of how, when and where they will submit. This dynamic certainly isn't slavery. It isn't even submission. This exchange is a bottom negotiating, under false pretenses, how their pleasures will be indulged and given. Is there anything wrong with bottoming? Of course not. Many wonderful folks are very happy scening as bottoms. But the key is being honest about your needs. Don't call yourself submissive when your BDSM play has nothing to do with submission. Indulging in BDSM flavored kinky sex or getting flogged to your exact specifications can have

Mistress/master And Slave Relationship
Perhaps the single most prevalent fantasy among those who have never experienced it, but have the desire is the role of slave to a formidable Mistress or Master. It is a compelling fantasy, an erotically charged concept. The would-be slave sees him/herself at the mercy of the Mistress/Master. S/he desires to turn her/himself over fully -- every possession, every cent earned, and all control. To be a cherished and adored slave who is constantly used for sexual pleasure in reward for the giving of self is the object of these dreams. Reality often takes a big bite out of the fantasy. It can be a wonderful turn-on to imagine hand-washing Mistress’s sexy lingerie, but doing all her housework day to day can become boring very quickly if there is no instant gratification. The sad reality for most of us is that we can&r

Limits And Negotiations
Scene Negotiations One of the most important things you can do to maximize a BDSM scene is to master the fine art of scene negotiation. And perhaps the surest way to make a scene go awry is to bypass them entirely. Negotiating a scene doesn't mean that you approach it as some kind of trade (I'll do this for you if you do that for me!), but rather that you freely and honestly discuss your wants, needs, and expectations with your partner. And it's worth emphasizing that whether you're a dominant top or a submissive bottom, in the context of scene negotiations, you must be equal partners. There might be a lot of ground to cover, or there might be very little. It all depends on the nature and intensity of the scene. I

My Book
PAIN OF ITCH By: Aaron M. Klug .. .. Introduction.... The Devil plays it fair; he just never tells you everything. Rules, always invite trouble to the party, even if you follow them. Walking into a dream, you end up in a mask of your own reality .. .. Chapter 1: Where am I? Dreaming in a cold state, the demons of your nightmares twist your visions into what god holds hidden. Sending images of blood to your brain as you attempt to run for your life. Circles you continue to move searching for something, anything. The hunter is still out there, with the advantage of sight. Waking up in darkness you start to breathe. Laying still your pulse consumes you. Your thoughts race towards a cliff at high speeds and no brakes. Your senses reveal horrors unknown to the natural world as your worst fears come to the surface. Chained to what feels like a cold brink wall, you attempt to see through the darkness. You do not sense another being. Speaking softly, hello emits from

Every Day You Know
Every Day you alienate me And I am alone Every day I am just a stranger IN my own home Every day I long for you to hold me And you're not around Every day you know what hurts me And you leave my hands bound Every day you could save are marriage And you tell me lies Every day you make me promises Why do you sabatage me Why do you destroy our lives Every day, All I want to do is kiss you And you're not around Every day , with your own lies I try to compromise But you have your own desires And I am all alone Every day I wait for you to call me But your not around Cause, You have deserted me With your own desires And you have deserted me With your own lies But, even though you have deserted me You are still my wife And even though you have deserted me I am still your man And even though you have deserted me My love for you still remains And every

My Sadness
It's not everyday that i find my own way n its not everyday that i want to...Maybe its the choices that i make in my life or maybe its the guys that i find to help me decide what i should do..But when i think of all the shit that they put me through, it makes me want to sit down and cry or scream till i lose my voice..Can it be that i can't stand to be alone or is it that i just don't want to be alone,My mind it plays tricks on me making it hard for me to know what to do with my life..My heart it keeps going and going like the energizer bunny...or can it be that i am trying hang onto someone that i thought that still loved me ....Wondering about all the hurt i been through and all the hurt that i have done by my own hands.It's not every day that i try so hard to make everyone happy but myself..Why oh why do i keep on trying to do what everyone wants me to do ..I mean why can't I just be myself and by the way that i am i don't want to be like everyoneelse cause that just ain't me and it

You Were Right All The Time
Ever since the day you moved in,I thought that my life with you would be perfect..n no one could ever tear us apart..I thought that i could be what you wanted me to be,,I tried so hard and gave it my all, But i guess your the only one that's PERFECT..When you told me you'd leave me if i flipped out ,It hurt in my heart so damn much.Now my life with out you in it seems pointless and dull,I have no choice but to get out of your face,,So i'm gonna do that thing that i told you i would ......BY..Pauline Jean Kireto9th/2nd/2009

Life
The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time.

Alice Cooper
What can be said of one of most prolific morbid rockers of this generation except his music continues to blast! Alice Cooper is added to the play list of BlastFM and it couldn't come to soon. Check it out www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Lost In A Void
lost in a void Current mood: numb Category: Romance and Relationships what is turning into needthis addiction i find i must feed i cant seem to stop and im in for a big drop life is empty im so alone cant stand reality my soul has been ripped from me i dont know what to do i cant seem to find my way through worn and thin my only demise beginssave me from myself something or someone give me something to hold on to before i come unglued no words could describe how lost i am i dont want to give up on myself i dont want to give into this death i want to feel something real something to make the pain heal but no one wants someone who is dead and i am now on my death bed betrayed ,broken and bleeding darkness is all im seeing nothing in this fucked up world matters to me anymore all my cries are just ignoredand now im fucking bored no drug could numb me enough this path im draining down here i am at the end of my rope with life i can no longer cope tel

A Pain So Pure
a pain so pure Current mood: cold Category: Romance and Relationships im fucked up because of what they done to me but i dont express it i cant i just hold in all my feelings and hope they subsideit never had to be this way but they did it to me anyways so i hope for a better day where this will all go away i cant get away they all wont go away its here to stay with me always wheres the fucking lighti cant see and i feel so alonethe pain itches all over me to die....is my ultimate fantasy here i am this is me if you cant deal with it dont say you love me please help me up and stay with me again dont leave me alone with my insanitywhy cant i feel something but thisi want it to all disappear but it wont happen today please dont go away this pain is so pure it will kill me im sure cringing as i cry hopeing i will die....

Answer If Interested
Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Already did Would you fuck me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] You look too sweet to do.. [ ] Already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay, I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me anything at all... ___________ What are 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Have me as a fuck buddy What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] Boxers [ ] Tighty whities [ ] Thong [ ] G-string [ ] Granny panties [ ] Boy shorts [ ] None What's your favorite position? ___________ What kind of pic would you send me of yourself if i asked? [ ] Fully clothed [ ] No Bra/Shirt [ ] No panties/boxers [ ] Jus

Thank You
Father, I ask you to bless my friend reading this right now! Lord, show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace & mercy. Where there is self-doubting, release a renewed confidence in Your ability to work through them. Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I ask You to give them understanding, patience, & strength as they learn submission to Your leading. Where there is spiritual stagnation, I ask You to renew them by revealing Your nearness, and by drawing them into greater intimacy with You. Where there is fear, reveal Your love, and release to them Your courage. Where there is a sin blocking them, reveal it, and break its hold over my friends' life. Bless their finances, give them greater vision, and raise up leaders, and friends to support, and encourage them. Give each of them discernment to recognize the demonic around them, and reveal to them the power they h

This Is How It Really Went... Notice The Parts Left Out...
luciferian6783 (10:11:10 PM): ok, say what you gotta say deadonarrival_666 (10:11:20 PM): what you mean man deadonarrival_666 (10:11:29 PM): thought you needed the house to yourself tonight luciferian6783 (10:12:23 PM): said for a couple hours at least. and don't do the "what do you mean" stuff man. done read christina's screen deadonarrival_666 (10:12:43 PM): yea i was talking about the falling out we had when i was in danville deadonarrival_666 (10:12:44 PM): so what deadonarrival_666 (10:12:53 PM): she asked how long we been friends deadonarrival_666 (10:13:15 PM): something wrong with that man? luciferian6783 (10:14:04 PM): no, but why are you taking this whole situation so badly? what rude awakening am i due for? deadonarrival_666 (10:14:55 PM): lol when you realize that you and all that talking shit because you think you got what i need isn't true deadonarrival_666 (10:15:06 PM): you've been talking nonstop shit since SYE deadonarrival_666 (10:15:20 PM): since chris

Life Its About Taking Risks...it Requires You To Jump!
Have you ever noticed the worst way to miss someone is when they're right there next to you and yet you can never have them...when the moment you can't feel them under your finger tips, you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something you wished you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. They are things you get ashamed of because words diminish, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in you head...to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart if you don't you might break their's.Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do-it does it on it's own...when you least expect it or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever want

Who's The Guy????
After a long night of making love, the young guy rolled over, pulled out a cigarette from his jeans and searched for his lighter. Unable to find it, he asked the girl if she had one handy."There might be some matches in the top drawer," she replied.He opened the drawer of the bedside table and found a box of matches sitting neatly on top of a framed picture of another man. Naturally, the guy began to worry."Is this your husband?" he inquired nervously."No, silly," she replied, snuggling up to him."Your boyfriend then?" he asked."No, not at all," she said, nibbling away at his ear."Well, who is he then?" demanded the bewildered guy.Calmly, the girl replied, "Oh, that's me before the operation."

First Annual Web Freedom Day!
I hereby dub September 21st 2009 the first annual Web Freedom Day! Wooohooo! Take that, Comcast, you deep packet inspecting bandwidth nazis! :D http://www.wired.com/epicenter/2009/09/net-neutrality-announcement/ FCC chairman Julius Genachowski delivered Monday on President Obama’s promise to back “net neutrality.” But he went much further than merely seeking to expand rules that prohibit ISPs from filtering or blocking net traffic — he proposed that they cover all broadband connections, including data connections for smartphones. Genachowski, Obama’s law school classmate, announced in a speech Monday at the Brookings Institution his intent to codify andexpand the four current broadband principles (.pdf) known as the Four Freedoms and extend them to all broadband connections. He said that an open internet is necessary for economic growth and democratic participation. The rules were originally applied only to wireline broadband services, and the FCC

What Life Truly Gives?
What Life Truly Gives? “When life gives you lemons, you make lemonade”, ….at least that’s what they keep telling us, right? What I want to know is how are we supposed to make this lemonade when there is no sugar to make it sweet and there is no water to dilute thereby stretch the supposed thirst quencher? The fact of the matter is that despite what many believe and in many cases, make themselves believe is that you can make these kinds of things appear out of nowhere. Silly optimists never can win when the realist joins the discussion. Its an idealist fashion of course to believe in such things but although in many cases it can be damaging, in the same way it can be helpful. Funny how just the thought of “I think I can” can move the masses. In exurbs alone on the news, I have seen such miracles happen and just the same I have seen great tragedies befall someone who needed no repeat lessons. The human heart is a funny

Give The World The Best You Got Inside Own Self ,live Life Being You
have always understood of how important it is to 'love oneselfunconditionally at same time have I've lived my Life that way each day answer would be nope I have not ,I seem always preach these words out loud although find it very difficulty in actually living those words as strong part of my very own soul ,it seems I allow myself to be easily distracted and mislead in listening to those I allow to surround my own life in hearing spoken words ,you have live a certain way or manner ,you are stupid or many other directions that after certain length of Time you find your own spirit soaring with bruised Wings throughout each day in clouds that no one can actually see You only the creation I allowed myself to become by listening to spoken words and directions that really in Truth was never How I knew was inside me ,Who I was born to be in this World ,although shall not blame others ,even though in honest I've really tried hard using that excuse in blaming others for what I already knew Tr

The Bitch
I've realized i'm a real bitch. Sorry Cynthia for doing what I did on fubar. You didn't deserve any of it. Jason is a realy good man. I don't deserve him and if I don't change my ways I will loose him. If I haven't already. Sorry again.

Alone
FROM childhood's hour I have not been As others were — I have not seen As others saw — I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I lov'd, I lov'd alone. Then — in my childhood — in the dawn Of a most stormy life — was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold — From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by — From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Space
What the fuck do i do i ain't never knew or never know. To at my neck i'm just a pissed off wreck. That i'll dialect i'm an intellect wreckin crackin backs. Break you off with little somethin. Try & come & get in my way best yourself to stay the fuck away. I ain't afraid to play so watch what the fuck you say leavin you off at dismay. Cuz i don't fuckin play. Fuck everyone fuck this life fuck everyone fuck everyone fuck this life cuz i'm fed Up There ain't nothin more World i'm livin in feels like a nightmare. I don't get why the fuck i'm am i here. Why the fuck i was in the 1st place livin in this world of distaste fuck you yourself in your place. I ain't never thought i was anything special. Don't get why the fuck you have to hop all over & down fuckin right judge me. I'm nothin to be was never so don't think i will cuz i'm fed Up So fuckin fed up with how everything in this world is to be Quit mis fuckin judgin me. Don't ever fuckin judge me. Livin off at my life. I have

Looking Forward 2 My Future
I am completely and utterly IN LOVE. I have never felt so amazing in my life. My boyfriend makes me feel so special and so sexy. No man has ever made me feel this way or as happy as I am. Our relationship is getting so strong and serious. I have been looking forward to finding a man, particularly him. Before him and I got together, I felt I was destined to be alone for the rest of my life. Then I got with him and everything has changed. He is my one and only. I don't even look at other men. I am very content being with him and very satisfied. He really is the answer to my prayers! He completes me. He's filled that empty space in my heart and soul.

Beloved Physician
The pulse beats ten and intermits; God nerve the soul that ne'er forgets In calm or storm, by night or day, Its steady toil, its loyalty. [. . . ] [. . . ] The pulse beats ten and intermits; God shield the soul that ne'er forgets. [. . . ] [. . . ] The pulse beats ten and intermits; God guide the soul that ne'er forgets. [. . . ] [. . . ] so tired, so weary, The soft head bows, the sweet eyes close, The faithful heart yields to repose.

Never Let Your Guard Down...originally Posted On Myyearbook In Feb 2009
Top Ten Reasons Why You Should Never Fall In Love On Line10. Because the day he finally told you he loved you and wanted to marry you...You had already given up and found someone else...And it left you so broken you cried for two days after...and he didn't say I told you so when that someone else turned out to be the biggest player you've ever met...9. Because you've tried to find someone else...when you know you've lost him...and no one can compare with him...or erase his memory from your mind...8. Because you don't answer when he calls on purpose just so he has to leave a voice mail...and you listen to those six words "Its Me. Call me back. Bye" over and over whenever you need to hear his voice...7. Because you login to your online accts over and over just to see if you have any new messages...and when you do your heart jumps cuz they might be from him...6. Because your heart beats even faster when those messages are from him or you see his sweet face in your inbox...5. Because your

Silence Is Golden (originally Posted On Tears Of An Angel Profile August 18 2009)
Never tell him you luv him. Bury the secret deep in your heart. Once the words are spoken reality is given the opportunity to enter your dreams so the color fades like a dying rose. Just a thought to add...Seeing him everyday...Whether in reality or just in the cyber world...Makes it hard to keep the silence...But the fear of losing a friend locks the lips quite well

Orginally Posted On Tears Of An Angel Profile...
With everything else that is happening...I've had to finally admit to myself that I have allowed someone to become to damn important to me on this site...I've let myself fall in love with the shadow of a person...Someone who isn't real...Just a face on a screen...Without meaning to...Or even being able to say when it actually happened...All I know is that I looked up one day and realized this person meant more to me than I thought...And now I'm sitting here realizing it's time to let that go...He doesn't know...And he never will from my mouth...There is no point in telling him...For what purpose? All I know is that he loves someone else...I've known that for a long time...And still my traitor heart couldn't say "no" it just kept beating for him...And I've come to the conclusion that I'm not meant to be with him...Or anyone else for that matter...After being single for a year I have yet to go out for a cup of coffee...Let alone on a date...And quite truthfully...I'm not sure I want to..

Marilyn, Rita, Jane....cary, Fred, James....classic N' Sexy
They sure don't make music and entertainment like they used to...sure, today's movies are full of sexy actors and tons of action-packed computer generated scenes that blow away the minds of all of us who watch them, but whatever happened to simple TALENT???? Marilyn Monroe, aka Norma Jean, was the TRUE story of rags to riches. Anyone who knows how she was "discovered" knows this. Forced out of her parents' house at the age of 16 and forced to marry, she became a USO girl. My grandma was a USO girl too in Washington D.C. during WWII, and she had the pleasure of meeting Norma Jean at some functions for the war. While her husband was gone in the war, Norma Jean did some modeling to help support herself, and a man from Hollywood noticed her radiant beauty. When her husband returned home from the war, Norma Jean had already made the decision to divorce him and follow her dreams of stardom. But as we all know, stardom became the ruination of "Marilyn" and a beautiful star died all to

If A Tree Falls...
and no one is there to hear it, does it make any sound?Such are the thoughts running through my mind today. That saying makes me wonder about a person's existence. If one person ceases to exist, what effect does it have on the rest of the world if they know?According to what I found on the internet, the estimate world population in February 2009 was 6,761,600,203. I sat here and thought of it in these terms:Take the entire world population and line them up in rows side by side and have them all close their eyes. Then have a hand reache down and pluck one person out of that 6 billion plus people. Everyone opens their eyes and looks around. Who is going to know that one person of that vast number has vanished without a trace? Well, there are at least three people. The person in back of that missing person and the person on either side would most likely notice them to be missing. The person in front would not know, because they would not have seen the person behind them unless they had tu

Walking In The Air
"Walking In The Air" [Intro:] Walking in the air, floating the sky... Floating in the air... We're walking in the air We're floating in the moonlit sky The people far below are sleeping as we fly We're holding very tight I'm riding in the midnight blue I'm finding I can fly so high above with you Far across the world The villages go by like dreams The rivers and the hills The forest and the streams Children gaze open mouthed Taken by surprise Nobody down below believes their eyes We're surfing in the air We're swimming in the frozen sky We're drifting over icy mountains floating by Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep We're walking in the air We're dancing in the midnight sky And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly

What Did You Think
Critic and all, what did you think I was full of it? Just call the IRS Revenue Officer as I gave it and the rest ain't chomp change either. This stranger and woman scrwed it up for all and kudos to both and the rest behind them! Now I have this Critic who forced my hands. Both hands. The rest just came tumbling after. There is even more, the lucid mind to create a uniform chain of events and not only that but dates, whom, where, why, and account numbers. Much better is that I don't have anything here but are held by others. Cute, ain't it? As I said; The Cup Red White Friends Clear Passage To Hell with you, Colonel, nothing personal Sir. Please try not to use Christianity as a weapon. It'll be turned upon you. Other major religion will fail since I did dabble in them but try The Order. Rosicrucian Order AMORC in San Jose California. Not Mr. Norio but just Norio

Man-swers
So I'm watching the Show On Spike TV called MAN-swers. Questions asked by men & answerd by professionals. Tonight is Question: How do you get drunk faster then consuming beer though mouth? Answer: up your ass lol FACT!!!... Next Question: What size boobs does it take to crush a can? Answer: 44 Double D's or BIGGER...FACT!!!

Canterbury Tales
Thanne seistow that it is a tormentrye to suffre hire pryde and hire malencolye. And if that she be fair, thou verray knave, thou seyst that every holour wol hire have: she may no whyle in chastitee abyde that is assailled upon ech a syde.

Almost Anything
i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can block things out....i can block tihings out...did you know that i can block things out...were you unaware that i can block things out...i can

Fuck Me Running
fuck diary skank trolipppp skeezer dick pleaser.....things are bad got a spanking earlier for being addicted to crank and burned out on life...i know can you believe that shit, then called a nigger, which you know i hate, unless e-40 is playing in the background, then i am tolerant. however shit is all fucked up at the Poobar...my settings are changed...i went to the bar tab.(look at me when i talk to you bitch) and a dear friend of mine...her shit was in my bartab...i clicked on that shit, ended up on this other kunts page and now i am involved in a raffle or registered to vote, i dont fucking know..but all these fuckers act like i know how to use Poobar and i the fuck dont...ok....you follow bitch...i know how to blog...i know how to post pics....talk shit...and i know how to slit slits...that felt very creative to me...k so what the fuck is wrong with my homepage...every since i talked to that stoner girl my shit is running wild in the st. if i stop doing drugs now...i can

Diary Tramp
i need to just have a default subject line...hah get it so i dont have to type some bullshit thing fuck i still gotta piss, i wonder if i can get a bladder infection from holding my pee since last thursday...no i fucking with you i dont do that shit anymore, or piss in vodka bottles anymore cause i cant make it to the bathroom which is nine feet away, fuck...maybe i shouldnt be a writter this shit is awful, i would not read this to my...fuck i am reading it right now, need to stay upbeat,,,,i can be writter...i can learn t spell...i can go pee right when i need to and not hours or days later...and i can set goals. which i will right after i stand up and piss out my bedroom window through the screen

What My Sign Says About Me
S • A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S : The Sexy one. Spontaneous, Freak in Bed, Great when found, Loves being in long relationships, The one, So much lov...e to give, Not one to mess with, Very pretty, Very romantic, Nice to everyone They meet, Their Love is one of a kind, Silly, fun and sweet, Most caring person you will ever meet, Not the kind of person you wanna mess with ..

You Don't Like It You Do It.
Okay lately my roommates's mother has been coming over and been dictating on how I live and raise my kids I don't like that it pisses me off and she went over the deep end tonight. Let me explain something and tell me if this wrong. Okay My eldest and my middle haven't took a nap. My middle started to get really cranky and wanted to lay down and then said that she wasn't going to go to sleep. So she was sitting there. crying and crying to were she was screaming. she told me not to hold her cause that would cause her to go to sleep. So after his mother left I have decied that since she wants to do this way I am going to put up a sign stating. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY MY HOUSE LOOKS OR IS CLEANED THEN YOU CLEAN IT. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY i RAISE MY KIDS THEN YOU HANDLE THEM. iF YOU DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING TO CLEAN OR HANDLE MY KIDS THEN KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!!! I am sorry but, I can't do it I am afraid that I am going to end up in jail and I don't want that to happen.

Smoking In Pregnancy Risks Psychotic Children
repost of this story: LONDON (Reuters) - Mothers who smoke during pregnancy put their children at greater risk of developing psychotic symptoms as teenagers, British scientists said on Thursday. Researchers from four British universities studied 6,356 12-year-olds and interviewed them for psychotic-like symptoms such as hallucinations or delusions. Around 19 percent had mothers who smoked during pregnancy. Just over 11 percent, or 734 of the total group, had suspected or definite symptoms of psychosis. Many previous studies have shown cigarettes can harm the fetuses of mothers who smoke while pregnant. The risks include causing babies to be born smaller and increasing the risk of sudden infant death syndrome or heart defects. Stanley Zammit, a psychiatrist at Cardiff University's School of Medicine who led the study, said the more the mothers smoked, the more likely their children were to have psychotic symptoms. "We can estimate that about 20 percent of adolescent

Pearl Jam - Even Flow
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Being With Her
being with her every weekend is the greats thing in the wold next to my lil girl who she love's to death and i hate saying good bye to her when she or i leave i love her very deeply with every once of my heart and soul cant wait to see her a gian she makes me feel like a new man when i'm with her and she is amazeing in every way she is perficet in every way for me. she is smart funny beautiful fun love her personality i love every thing about her next to my lil girl i cant stop thinking about her.

Not Really A Rant :o
So I was at work yesterday (well last night) and a girl I work with came up to ask how old I was. When I told her she was shocked. I was like yeah I know Im old, but she couldnt get over that I looked so much younger then I was, in her opinion atleast. I think it might have to do with my voice as well though, Im constantly getting mistaken for my step daughter on the phone and even my husbands old work used to ask to speak to my "dad" when they called and i answered. Just felt like sharing that, now off to get ready for the day.

How To Do It Right!!!!!!!
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Still Lookin
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Such Sensations
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Nowhere
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Should I Dye My Hair Red?
I was thinking about changing my hair color. I have been a black haired girl all my life and it has seemed to be working for me. So tell me a honest answer and comment on whether I should dye my hair red or keep it black. If you can tell my why.

Stupid Women "booty2you"
Why is it that women think they know what men want & want to talk about. how stupid is it to assume?...very!!!...look at the below message to me. do you want to know whats really fucked up?...you have to piss women off to get more then 3 fucking words from them. if you talk good to them & treaaat them with respect you get 3 fucking words if lucky. the below maaails proves it. This coming from someone who has 0 friends!! Wonder why that may be? Maybe because you are an asshole!?! Or maybe because you don't understand people yourself!!! At least I did say thank you for a compliment that you said to me and was trying not to be rude. But you just pissed me off...maybe I didn't want to chit chat!! and if I did what would be the topic of conversation?? Let me start the conversation....Hi I am 31 I have a boyfriend of 1 1/2 years and I am very happy with him!! NO I will not show you any nudes, show myself on my cam or give you my number. So what else would you like to chit chat about now?