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Step Out Of The Light
2. Step Out Of The Light I've stepped into darkness Within it I find A new kind of being And my piece of mind The pain I can handle The torture unfolds Cos I know that I have Secured my soul That's why I serve my side Black shadows mask my memories What I should have been But darkness shrouds my vision What I am, I shall remain You cannot imagine The pleasure I take In watching you crumble When my anger awakes That's why I serve my side Step out of the light That's why I serve my side Step out of the light I, will only bring you pain You, will never feel the same No one will her your scream's for help Evil, is what I'm all about That's why I serve my side Step out of the light Step out of the light

10/29/08 - The Beatles - Let It Be (for Be Sake)
SONG VERSION BELOW Let it be - The beattles VIDEO VERSION BELOW The Beatles - Let it be - The Beatles LYRICS BELOW When I find myself in times of trouble Mother Mary comes to me Speaking words of wisdom, Let it be And in my hour of darkness She is standing right in front of me Speaking words of wisdom, Let it be. Let it be, let it be, Let it be, let it be, Whisper words of wisdom, Let it be. And when the broken-hearted people Living in the world agree There will be an answer, Let it be. For though they may be parted There is still a chance that they will see There will be an answer, Let it be. Let it be, let it be, Let it be, let it be, Yeah, there will be an answer, Let it be. Let it be, let it be, Let it be, let it be, Whisper words of wisdom, Let it be. Let it be, let it be Let it be, yeah, let it be Whisper words of wisdom Let it be And when the night is cloudy There is still a light that shines on me Shi

Why Does Weight Matter?
" Well where have you been all night?" typed Julian to her new found friend she had met only 2 nights ago, finding him an awkward man she questioned his motives at times, he had said he would meet her in the Romance 20+up room but tonight he was late..Late by 2 hours," I had do help out a friend," he told her. Julian shurgged the remark some, not truly knowing everything about him, from what he had told her several nights ago, that he was a man about 23, randging at 6'3, a well bulit and skinny fellow saying at 195lbs, she had lied to him about one thing, and that was her weight size, she was about a 283lbs, too scared to tell him the truth she told him 143, he had seemed remarkably happy with it, she smiled as he told her the truth not lying about where he was," I went to Gloria's house, her husband and she were fighting, as I told you her husband is very abusive now," she nodded and rolled eyes typing back," I remember, sorry I acted like that but was alittle sad you hadn't showed up

Angel Of Mercy
I was sitting in front of some apartment building, down town, in the worst neighborhood. I had a razor on me; I was thinking about turning down an alley and just ending it all. I was hoping someone would come along and make the choice for me, rape me and slit my throat. Hell, I've already gotten comfortable with the rape part; after a few times you hardly notice, you know? Then this guy comes along, just before dawn, and tries this Good Samaritan crap on me. He was thirty something and smelled like a car engine. He looked tired and dirty, like he hadn't showered in three days. He's eyeing me up like a piece of meat. I'm used to it. I should be fair; he could have been genuinely concerned, but I never take something like that for granted. He asked if I was all right, and I told him, "Does it fucking look like I'm all right?" He said something about being a nice guy and wanting to help. Hell, I don't trust anyone anymore. I ended up following him though, hoping he would put me out of

Unbreak My Heart
How do you start a story that has no beginning? How far back do you go when everything has been a part of this moment? Do you start with the first time you fell in love and your heart was broken? Do you start with the fears of abandonment when you first learned of your parents pending divorce? Or do you start with the phone call that scared and excited you with equal intensity at the same time? You wonder if he is the one and wonder again if you dare to hope that there can be a One. The pain of the past has left you with scars that are obvious to your friends you have been asked why you are alone so many times that you have considered finding someone just to quiet the noise-makers but you can't betray your heart. You know that you are waiting for the real thing. Have you waited so long that you might let it slip between your fingers when it comes? Will you be able to know the truth about your heart and let yourself trust again? You have just gotten off the phone with someone who

Our First Time...
It was almost like a dare as it slipped past my lips. " I want to watch you pleasure yourself." I watched his face closely to see how he would respond. At this point, his words meant nothing. "Uh, sure. I can do that." He squirmed in his seat, looking like a boy who got caught looking at naughty magazines, instead of the self-assured businessman that he was. I could hear the hesitancy in his voice. I saw how his eyes didn't quite meet mine. I knew he wasn't ready for me. Not yet... "You know, I was thinking." I toyed with the spoon in my tea. "You really aren't comfortable with this. Why don't we wait until you are ready? I mean, it really isn't a big thing." I smiled to myself, checking out the uncertainty that was making him a quivering mass. "When you are ready, let me know. I would love to see how you touched yourself." Without him realizing what he was doing, I saw his hand slide under the Denny's table He was stroking his member under the table. I could tell by the glaze

Wow! That Was Quick!
I've been waiting...I've been waiting for this moment almost all of my life...I can't chicken out now! At least that was Heaven Leigh Gants thoughts as she walked across the stairs, leading toward the stadium. The stadium where thousands of eyes would watch her and thousands of hearts might gain hope. She smoothed down her green silk gown and walked. Heaven was a cancer survivor and wanted to help others that were in the same situation as her. She had been 11 when she found that she had a small knot on the back of her neck. The doctors scanned it and declared that her condition wasn't very stable and they were not sure how long she would live. But after 9 years, she was still alive. They had gone into her neck and removed the cancer, she was lucky to be alive today. And she wanted to inspire the frightened people to take ahold of destiny and try to live. The one thing that helped anyone, was hope. Hope for the future that is. As Heaven stepped onto the stage and lights dropped on

The Other Wife
My wife Linda and I meet at college. I am the 'po' boy' trying to make it thorough to get a good job and live a decent life. Linda is the flashy blonde cheerleader and girl about campus. The only reason she winds up with me is that the rich boys didn't offer a ring and I am the most likely to succeed of the po' boys. Linda is the classic small town blonde beauty who dresses like a whore, talks like a whore and walks like a whore, then wonders why people think she's a whore. She grew up poor and wanted something better. Linda did not depend entirely on others to get something better, she gets her college degree and then gets a job as an office manager. I get my degree and get myself a job as an engineer. I work hard and do well from the start, maybe too well. When the top management starts to notice me, Nat, my boss doesn't seem too pleased. The real start of the problem is the Christmas party. Nat, my boss, spends way too much time with my wife. I decide to ignore the problem,

Searching
I feel you searching Searching for me. Laughing, Crying, Dying Wanting me near you. Hurting for my love. Wanting my kisses, Needing my touch. Wanting to make I feel you searching, love to me Is all way to much. Trying to see where this could go. Wanting to be near me so. Needing my love. Wanting my soul. Please don’t ever let me go.

The Night After
Oh Chris, How can I ever for get that first weekend we meet? It will be with me the rest of my life. After you left I went back into the room and lay in my bed and I could still feel you in the room with me. I feel asleep with the thought of you walking back into the room and taking me in your arms and making love to me all over again. Since my stay in London was going to be two weeks I decided to take your advice and have myself some as you put it. I got myself all dolled up and went out on the town. I found myself back in the Soho district. At some club the cabdriver told we was the hottest place in town. I paid the guy and went it. It was awesome. There were good looking guys all over the place and babes that would makes any mans mouth just water. When I got there I had wished that you were with me to have fun with me but I knew that you were home with Helen probably having some of your own. I went up to the bar and got me a drink and it was not long after that that I meet Dea

What Is A Daddy Dom
A Daddy Dom is the most tender of all Dominants. He loves His adult little one with an undying passion. He always has his submissive's best interest in mind, even when it conflicts with his personal desires. That doesn't mean that he gives into her every whim. There can be a huge difference in her desires and her real needs. He has to be able to make that sacrifice for her if needed. And yes, at times he does punish her. This usually hurts him just as much if not more than her, but he will always do what's best for her. He helps her set and reach her goals in life, not just in the lifestyle. He will help her improve herself to be the best she can be, not for HIM but for her ! He's not just looking to make her a better submissive, but a better person in general. He becomes many things in her life, a mentor, a teacher, a protector, a guide, AND� a lover! He offers her what she needs most of all, unconditional love and acceptance. He is consistent in his actions so that she kno

Definitions
A Daddy Dom commonly refers to a "Daddy Dominant". The BDSM world commonly lays claim to this personality. Although a Daddy Dom is a dominant figure in a woman's life (sometimes a male will also have a Daddy Dom) not all Doms are Daddies. A Daddy Dom is not about age play. Daddy in this case is not a noun but a verb. Daddy describes the feeling of comfort, security and guidance that a Daddy Dom provides. Any additional sexual behaviour is separate from the relationship of every day power exchange that a Daddy Dom provides. Daddy/lil girl Daddy/lil girl is a type of relationship rooted in consensual power inbalance where the dominant partner has a parental role as well as that of a sexual partner. Although it may be natural to think that it involves a father/daughter relationship, that is not always the emphasis. While there is no direct connection between 'Daddies' or 'girls' and incest , many - espcially females - seem excited by the taboo or submissive feelings associated with

Handyman 3 (as)
I kept my mouth dead still on her pussy until she started to calm down. Then I moved up and kissed her, saying, "It's not over by a long shot. It's just beginning. That was just your first orgasm today. Wait till you see what happens to you after you've teased my ass off during the day. Who knows how many orgasms you'll have?" "I don't believe that multiple orgasm bull shit. That may work in books and movies but not in reality." "Listen, Tamara. I'll easily prove that you're wrong. After all, I'm the Handyman, not you. And the only tools I will need is this body of yours that I want to posses so badly, this pussy of yours that creams so readily and tastefully, this tongue (pointing to my tongue) that loves to probe around inside of you so much, these lips that want to surround your pussy and devour it, and your mind that wants to believe that I'm right. And I am right." I liked the change I saw on her face. From distraught to expectant. Probably partially due to her hearing words about

The Promised Shave (gfh)
"It's time," you announced, handing the razor to me. "You promised to shave me at one point in our relationship," you so aptly informed me. You pulled off your bathrobe . . . letting it fall to the floor . . . showing off your gloriously naked body. It was springtime . . . time to start wearing short skirts and dresses . . . bikinis and thongs . . . and tantalizing underwear . . . which meant it was time to shave. You led me into the bedroom and laid back onto a towel you had placed on the bed. To the side were a bottle of shave gel . . . a smaller towel . . . and a bowl of warm water. It was a ritual, you had informed me, that you did each spring and now wanted us to begin performing, together. And I was certain that I knew what to do. I began by lovingly running my hands all over your entire body. The minute hair on your legs . . . and under your arms . . . was strangely soft . . . almost softer than the hair on your head . . . which awoke my senses at the very touch. You parted yo

The Trick Is In The Treat~ Pt2
"Um, description?" Eva reminded them, and Victor broke away. "Lucy is also a good kisser, and quite a tease. She has shoulder length, curly, red hair." He reached up and rubbed his hand on one of the horns. "She is obviously already horny." Eva groaned. "You are our fuck toy, not a comedian." She said. But she smiled indulgently anyway. "Lucy has green eyes and a pert nose that tilts up a bit. She has freckles on her nose," he ran his finger across the nose in question, "her cheeks and her shoulders." he continued, sliding his hands down to her shoulders. "There are also freckles on her magnificent tits." He said. His hands slipped down to cup her very large tits and his thumbs rubbed her nipples. Lucy giggled nervously, and blushed a bit. "There are those who try to say that 'more than a handful is a waste'." Victor said. "But we do have two hands and a mouth." He cupped one tit in both hands and sucked the nipple in. Lucy moaned. He repeated the action on the other and she m

The History Of St. Nicholas
The HistorySt. Nicholas was born in 271 AD and died around December 6, 342 or 343 AD near the Asia Minor (Turkey) town of Myra,. where he later became Bishop. He performed many good deeds and was a friend to the poor and helpless, and upon his death, myths soon sprang up about him all around the Mediterranean Sea. He was reputed to be able to calm the raging seas, rescue desperate sailors, help the poor and downtrodden, and save children. He was soon named as the patron saint of sailors, and when Myra was overthrown, his bones were transported by sailors to Bari, a port in Italy, where a tomb was built over the grave and became the center of honor for St. Nicholas. From here the legend spread on around to the Atlantic Coast of Europe and the North Sea to become a European holiday tradition regardless of religion. The Holiday TodayIn anticipation of St. Nicholas's nightly visits, children in several European countries put their shoes in front of the fire place. They sing tradition

Zig Ziglar Video 1
Zig Ziglar I know he sounds like a minister... and he is. LOL. He has some great information and I do appreciate him a lot. And I agree when he states that we are the problem in our problems. So take responsibility for yourself and fix YOU! Hard but true. Good luck!

Tom Thumb Christmas Cookies
1 cup butter 1/2 cup sugar 2 egg yolks 1 1/3 cup flour 1 1/2 teaspoon vanilla 1 12 oz. jar strawberry, raspberry or other jelly Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Cream together butter and sugar. Add egg yolks, flour and vanilla and combine. Refrigerate for 1 hour. Roll into walnut size balls. Press into the middle of each ball with your thumb. Fill the thumbprint with a red (strawberry/raspberry) jelly. Refrigerate that for 1 hour. Bake at 400 degrees for 10 minutes. Courtesy of Mary "Cookie" Knoblock

What's Behind Holloween
By Ken C. Erickson and Patricia Sunderland Special to The Washington Post Wednesday, October 14, 1998; H01 Halloween, perhaps our weirdest annual celebration, is even stranger than it seems. Unlike the Fourth of July and Thanksgiving, it is neither patriotic nor historical, yet it is celebrated nationally. Unlike Christmas, Easter or Passover, Halloween is not associated with a particular religion. Yet it weaves spirituality, death and religious beliefs into our present and historical imaginations. Halloween is hugely popular, infused with its own set of immediately recognizable symbols, rituals and stories. Yet most Americans have little, if any, sense of the hidden meanings and motives of the event in which they so enthusiastically participate. Even its origin is complex and uncertain. Many Americans have heard rumblings that Halloween is a "pagan" or pre-European-Christian holiday with roots in Celtic traditions. A common and slightly elaborated version of this notion h

Waiting
I was wandering through the clouds one day. Tring to figure out why you went away. wondering what went wrong on that cold and lonely day. Feeling the loneliness of your pain. Wondering what you want to gain. Is it my love, my life, my freedom. Is it my heart. Tell me what you want from me. Come on be honest and open. Please tell me. I am waiting here in the shadows. Lonely and cold. Tell me why I should keep ahold. Is it going to be different this time. Will I ever be able to call you mine. tell me if you need me. tell me where you want me to be. share with my your plans Will you want to take my hand.

Vampiress
I am the darkness you are afraid of. I run in the night searching for my next victim. Kissing your neck is what you need to protect. One bite and your mine. Blood dripping, I lick it slowly. Taking in every drop of your young essence. Virgins I do prefer because they are so young and pure. But if I can find the faint at heart. That will help find my new start. I sleep forever in the day. Because At night I can find my way. Sunlight kills me. Garlic makes me run. Dont cross me it is not much fun. Be afraid, For I am coming your way. SSSH! I am here so close your door. Now I have you on the floor. You are mine For I have bit you. Come Join me it is cool Eternal life in damnation is with me Come on baby all you need to do is breath. Breath slowly, Open your eyes. Look at the world with everlasting surprises.

Mere Dream
You are just a mere dream to me. One that I keep locked up and hidden away. One that is in my heart and my soul. To tell you the truth I never did let you go. But for us it is just a mere Mystery as to why you love me. It is just a feeling of despair. Lost in the Midnight air. Feelings for you drown my pain. What oh what do I have to gain. From loving you the way that I do. From feeling the heart ache of letting you go. Tell me where this may end. Tell me what you need from me. What is it that you want to know. I can’t tell you that I love you so. It is hard for me to explain the feelings deep inside. I am always deppressed and man I want to hide. Never come out for my little hole. I will lie here in my wicked slummber. And try to never reveal how I really feel.

Freedom
Freedom, of angels wings. Floating, through the air. Chasing, Love and Dreams. Catching, The Ribbons of the Rainbow. Tying, The Knot of Forever. Holding, The Keys to Heaven. Hiding, The Keys to My Heart. Waiting, For you to ask for the way in. Wanting, To give you a chance to be my love and most of all my Friend.

Heart Of A Woman
Deep in the heart of a woman Is the love for a man. One that she can not stand to be with out, One that will hold her hand. A man that will kiss her, Love her, Treat her with respect. Touch her with gentleness, Like a fine wine glass. Look at her as though she is his whole world, Tell her he cares, And that He wants to share, The rest of his life with her. Never leave her side, Cry with her, Laugh with her, Hold her close to him, Make love to her like the world is going to end.

Memory
You left me wondering around No longer do I feel safe and sound Stumbling on your favorite blue shirt Cant keep in all of this hurt I loved you so damn much That now I cry for your touch That no longer comes my way No matter how much I beg and pray Into my bed I crawl alone Just to smell your colonge It was a week ago since you said goodbye But your smell still lingers by It fills my body with such distress Turning me into a total mess You didnt think of what you would do to me All you wanted was to be free So me being stupid I opened the door I let you through and cried even more I closed it shut and heard you leave Footstep heading away from me You say that we werent meant to be How do you dare say that to me I hold my broken heart in my hand Trying to keep it together the best I can But no matter how much glue I use I still cry and feel abused For in this prison called my room I keep memories of me and you They haunt me every second of the day I just wis

Learn To Live
grandpa campbell would sit upon his front porch and i'd be right there just sittin on his knee he'd tell stories about love and feast and famine and i'd hang onto every word that he would breathe he'd say boy as you walk through this life here's a little wisdom that'll help you get by you gotta live to learn you gotta crash and burn you gotta make some stances and take some chances you gotta live and love and take all life has to give you gotta live and learn so you can learn to live well i left home and i went to carolina i didn't sail off just to see what i could see i did some things that i wasn't really proud of sometimes life just got the best of me but i'd always think back to those days and i know what grandmpa campbell would say he'd say you gotta live to learn you gotta crash and burn you gotta make some stances and take some chances you gotta live and love and take all life has to give you gotta live and learn so you can learn to live afte

My Curse
For The Approval of the Midnight Society . . . Sometimes I wish a lot for a chance to truly vanish or even change my name! but one can't do either without funds Gods I cry for help but it seems none but myself can hear these cries Falling is what I feel listlessness pain..such harsh realities hit when you aren't able to see nor hold that someone you cherish..such distance from him..we barely seem to talk now..but I know he loves me.. He's waited for me this long..heh.. yet I'm scared of hurting him again... I need him so much..but is it my curse to love and then push someone away?..I wish I really knew maybe I'm being emo...there is love burning to have me..yet still I want and still I ache... I JUST.FEEL.SO.EMPTY I don't want to push you away again... Ilove you

My First Love
I remember my first love he was sweet kind and full of love when I first saw him I knew I was in love I remember my first love he always cared in one case I really found out he cared I lost him to my supposed to be best friend I didnt want to live or stay til the end he found out and said he cared he said you are my first love if you die, I die than I knew he really cared I remember my first love I love him and i miss him but I'm not allowed to say I'll love him forever and ever but only in our secret special way my love for him burns like fire the question is can he feel my desire yes I remember my first love cause it was a week ago that we left each other I really believe he is my first love

2nd Alarm Hotties..
what happened to the 1st alarm ones? and does a 3rd alarm exist? and whats the alarm about? the hotties part I do get since they are attractive.. very important thoughts at 2:30 am..being much too awake.. hoping a beer will bring me to the point where I can go to bed and dream about better weather and someone nice to share life with.. I guess this is what a blog is for rambling about nothing..

~master Painter~
The master painters work I see outside my window, starspangled dark blue mountain.. dressed in the dusk's secret, a faint brush of fading orange kissing the zenith . It's getting darker but yet I see.. faint shades of blue in the sky as deep grey clouds of pictures frame against fading hue, A solitary star in the sky bring my thoughts anew...

Naked On Beach
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My Feelings For You
My feelings for you grow more and more each day. I love you so much more than words can ever say. I think of you day and night, just practically all the time. When I glanced at your face, and stared at your eyes, the very first thing that was on my mind... I've found someone to hold on to, and I've found someone to whom I'll stay true. Never a day passes by when you are never on my mind. I truly care and love you so, that when you're around I have this bright and shiny glow. Look into my eyes, you could see my very soul, and deep in your heart I know that you know, that I love you to death, as you can see. You mean not just the world, but everything to me. I hope you believe me when you hear me say that my love for you grows more and more each day. I miss the fact that we were together, and I miss the fact that we spent time together. Hearing you say you love me for me is a dream in my head that I'd never thought I'd see. Hearing your voice brighte

How You Make Me Feel
i want to tell you my feelings inside, how you left me and how i had cried, you were so warm when you were bye my side, i know you couldn`t hurt me if you tired, there are so many things i didnt say , because the words always get in the way, oh how i wish you would just stay, here with me forever and a day, thoughts of you run threw my head, i write so much i am out of lead, i wish you were here in my bed, being without you makes me feel dead, oh how i long to feel your touch, when you are away i miss you too much, you make me feel like a fool as such, come to me and let me touch , that heart of yours that seems to be stoled, i know sometimes i am so cold, just longing for you to let me hold, why must you make me feel so old, why did i ever let you steal my heart, knowing that we are always apart, maybe we can both make a new start, if only you would give me back my heart, oh cant you see the pain you are giving me, why cant i just make you see , what it is you really mean to me , or m

Hello Darling
Red hair, red lips. Dark nails on your fingertips. Your eyes a blue as sapphires. I just want to get close to you. No, I do not mean you any harm. No. I am not thinking bad thoughts. Every time I see you , you send shivers down my spine. I just want to come to you and say hello darling how are you today? Maybe we can talk and get to know each other. All I want is to be with you. After that who knows!!! First I have to have the nerve to talk to your beautiful face. Your smile just lights up the whole room. I am not even going to talk about your sexy walk, or your body so much like a goddess. Oh bye the way, hello darling. Can I sit and we can just talk for a while. Thank you for blessing me with your presence!!!

Some Of My Simple Things
Over the years I have written short little 4-liner blurbs. Here are some of them. Temptation never promises freedom Sorrow never promises happiness Trust never promises honesty And love never promises eternity His name rolls of her tongue As if it is the only natural thing to say His eyes permitting to let her in Almost dare her all the same You look at me With eyes of love And touch me With hands of tenderness SEH (copyright) That's all for today :)

St Patricks Day Around The World
Florence, Italy Around St. Patrick's Day, the city hosts 'Festa Irlandese' - ten days of live music, food and drink. The event takes place in a huge tent and attracts thousands of visitors who avidly consume the Italian interpretation of Irish food and drink, including potato soup, beef in Guinness, smoked salmon and gallons of stout. Oslo, Norway The Irish community in Oslo celebrates with a lively parade through the city. Nearly a thousand people join in the fun as the parade steps off through shopping streets, past Oslo cathedral, on to Town Hall Square for some entertainment. Accompanying the pipe band are St Patrick, driven by a red-bearded chauffer in a horse and cart, and a host of other colorful Irish characters. In Germany Munich is the only German city holding a St. Patrick's Day parade owing to the considerably large Irish community. The parade is organized by the German-Irish Society of Bavaria and has been held every year since 1996. Meanwhile it has evolve

Close To You
There are moments when I am close to you, So close that I can almost touch you, That I catch myself smiling while starring into your eyes. But I quickly glance away, hiding from your gaze, Afraid to tell you what my eyes cannot hide.

Are You My Soul-mate?
Are you my soul-mate, who will come into my world, Will the touch of your hand, the warmth of your kiss, Stir my sleeping soul and breath life into my heart? The one who knows me, from long ago, In another life, in another time Could this explain the instinctive way You know me without a spoken word I feared I could never be complete In this life, and would have to wait For another time, in another life Yet, you have melted the fear Which imprisoned my soul for so long My soul spreads its wings to soar From your kind thoughts My mind dreams of the possibilities Only our own fears can limit us From the moment our eyes met, I could feel the warmth of your soul Reaching out and touching my sleeping soul From your first warm kiss, I could feel my heart beating again Waiting with anticipation for more From the touch of your hand My body yearned as though it had been Waiting a lifetime for your return Your passion and desire Exhale on the glowing em

Barack Obama Antichrist
According to The Book of Revelations the anti-Christ is: The anti-Christ will be a man, in his 40s, of MUSLIM descent, who will deceive the nations with persuasive language, and have a MASSIVE Christ-like appeal.... the prophecy says that people will flock to him and he will promise false hope and world peace, and when he is in power, will destroy everything. Is it OBAMA?? I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet... do it! If you think I am crazy... I'm sorry but I refuse to take a chance on the "unknown" candidate. Variant #2: Email example contributed by Bob H., June 19, 2008: Subject: Fw: The Book of Revelations! A Trivia question in Sunday School: How long is the beast allowed to have authority in Revelations? Guess the Answer? Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is 42 months, and you know what that is. Almost a four-year term to a Presidency. Al

Being A Mom
i am a mother of one little boy he is a the greatest thing that could have happened to me. God was nice enough to bless me with my son when i was 19yrs old and i have had the best 2 yrs i could ask for other than the fact that my baby daddies walked out on me and doesn't want to be there but i am over that. He is just missing out and it sad because how do you not want to see your son grow up. but god blessed me with a good best friend that doesn't mind being there and raising him as his own son. Being single is okay and all and the guy that helps me raise him and is there for him is my high school boyfriend we stay friends after we broke up. maybe oneday i will have more kids ecause i would love too

Love In Bloom
Imagine me as a flower, Delicate, and yet, bold. Your smile is my sunlight, Keeping me from the cold. Shower me with kisses. Quench my only thirst! For that is what inspired me To grow from the very first. Breathe, take in the fragrance, The scent of my desire. Does the aroma please you? Does it stir your inner fire? Pluck away all of my petals. Scatter them on the ground. When you're standing in this path, Your presence I'll surround. Although I'm left with just a stem, I will begin anew. My love is as deep as my roots. I'll always blossom for you.

How It Started
I started out when I was 10 with go-karts, midgets, and some sprint cars. I also started out with my bestfriend you see in those pics I have. We both started with the Go-kart thing. Then I went from there to racing bikes and doing bmx for sometime. From there I started a dirt bike career when I was 14. Finally I got tired of what I was doing since I was doing so good that I went back to stock car racing when I was 16 and I was also playing some other sports while I was still in School. I stopped for a while due to an injury I got and finally went back in when I was 20 while I was in the army as well. When I finally took some outside work with the army's help I started my career in racing by taking on the ASA Racing Series while being on call as a soldier for missions. Went from the ARCA Remax series to finish out with due to lack of sponsorships and a fight between me and another driver. I finally have come to where I am now which is me Testing on a regular basis for certain teams and

Never Fear
All anyone really wants is to be loved . To be someones EVERYTHING. The first and last thought of the day. To see that somebodys smile, and know everything is okay. Having arms envelope them and all worries fall. Once in life they may cross your path. So hold on tight and dont let go. It may be a ride you havent taken. Trust me my friend its worth it . Just to know something you have never had. Scared,and confused you may feel at first. NEVER FEAR! Together you can make all your dreams come true!

Two Of A Kind
She sits and wonders why, cant I ever find the right guy. They all always seem to lie, she cant help but start to cry. He sits in a modest little park, scratches his hand and looks at his birth mark. Then he hears a dog bark, always has loved coming to this park. Walking along he sees her crying, man he sees that and feels like dying. Then he asks her why she is crying, says she is tried of every guy always lying. He looks at her and doesn`t know what to say, but this has turned into such a beautiful day. Sits down and asks can he stay, she says of course, if you are gay! They both laugh and share a smile, he asks her if she wants to walk for a while. Sure she says maybe for a couple of miles, he says this really isn`t my style. Usually I am timid and kind of shy, but I just cant stand to see a woman cry. She catches that particular look in his eyes, thinks to herself I can really like this guy. He seems like he is so sweet, and look at him he is dressed so neat. So they both get to th

Eating And Electioneering The Right Thing
“Aren’t you the one who said, ‘We have to trust the American people to do the right thing?’” Batman’s remark to Superman on the eve of DC Comics’ Earth’s 2000 U.S. Presidential election does cut to the matter, particularly when the favored candidate was Lex Luthor. How one of Superman’s iconic villains got to be a serious contender for the Presidency – well, that’s a story in itself, but essentially he was able to blame all his evil acts on a clone. Since fictional universes in general have higher levels of technology than ours, this was believable to the majority of the voting population, and Luthor hardly came out anti superhero – at first. Check out the Wikipedia entry on him, and you’ll find the whole story an interesting parable for our times or just a fun super slugfest. In our own world, today in the United States we get to vote nationally for the next President and locally for a variety of persons and issues. I prefer not to speak on what’s outside my home state of No

Come Join Me .... You Know You Wanna
Come join us at WytchWeb.com! Come join us at WytchWeb.com!Just click the logo to sign up! The gathering place for adult Pagans, Wiccans, Witches, Druids, Asatru and other practitioners of Nature, Magickal and New Age spiritualities and religions. Create a profile, make new friends, network and exchange knowledge about your path. All those with an open heart and open mind are welcome here...Blessed be! All features are FREE! 30 meg storage for images/mp3/video Other image/mp3/video hosting sites unnecessary! Skyclad images acceptable (see our Terms of Service) Full access instantly when you set a default profile image. And much much more ...

Bring Our Soldiers Home!!!
BAGHDAD (Reuters) – Breakfast was already being served in Baghdad on Wednesday morning when Tuesday's polls closed back home, and at Forward Operating Base Prosperity all eyes were on the dining hall's giant TVs. Someone whooped when NBC called the election, but mostly the troops sat in silence, eyeing their new commander-in-chief while eating their eggs. Soldiers said they hoped Barack Obama would fulfill his promise to bring them home quickly and responsibly. "What soldier's going to say they don't want to go home? I have a wife and four kids. I want to go home. But one thing we all want is to make sure the friends we lost over here weren't for nothing," said Captain Ryan Morrison, from Colorado Springs. "We have to pull out responsibly. I have the feeling he wants to do it responsibly," he said. Obama has pledged to pull U.S. combat troops out of Iraq within 16 months of taking office, a promise that seemed bold when he first made it last year but now coincides roughly w

11/05/08 - Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Shit (sounds Like The Old Shit But Its Still Good :d)
S0NG V3RS10N B3L0W This Is The New Shit - Marilyn Manson V1D30 V3RS10N B3L0W This Is The New Shit - Marilyn Manson LYR1CS B3L0W Everything has been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same, you can ask for it by name Babble, babble, bitch, bitch Rebel, rebel, party, party Sex, sex, sex and don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah, got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Babble, babble, bitch, bitch Rebel, rebel, party, party Sex, sex, sex and don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah, got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit Do we get it? "No!" Do we want it? "Yeah!" This is the new shit Stand up and admit Babble, babble, bitch, bitch Rebel, rebel, party, party Sex, sex, sex and don't forg

Why Am I Here?
I'm trying to deal with my gf passing away. Who in the fuck would think that a 5’3, 107 lb 22 year old who ran 2+ miles and worked out 5 days a week would die from complications caused by impacted wisdom teeth growing in of all things? I got mine at 13 with no problems. WTF? Sometimes I want to fall asleep and never wake up. At others just talk to anyone about anything just to forget.

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I went through a long and painful fight To get my love and dignity back I gave him my heart and soul Still waiting for it to come back Now that someone new has come along I don't know what to do Because Ive been hurt so deeply I have a scar on my heart that will never heal I thought i could take away the past But day in and day out it returns It has nothing to do with you I'm just afraid Afraid of getting hurt again Afraid of doing something wrong Afraid i wont be perfect enough For that's the image i hold because of the guy i thought was the one Trust is a word i don't use to often Love is a word that shows all meaning But hope is the word i rely on You deserve an explanation Its just to hard to say But in these words i can explain That what you have to offer is more than enough Although i can never forget those tears But i know how much i don't want them back My heart was ripped out, shattered and thrown My tears just kept on flowing Memories

Thinking About You
You are always in my thought, In my mind and in my heart. Every time I wake up, Till I close my eyes at night. I keep thinking about you, Wherever I go, Whatever I do. You were everywhere I go. Although you are so far away, It helps me keep stronger everyday. You’re all I know. I keep thinking about you. I keep holding on, Don’t ever let you go. You’re only be mine, I will always think about you. Think about you, Is all I can do? Hope you think of me too, As I always think about you.

Shooting Star
Through these brown eyes, I stare at the night sky, Wishing you were here curled up by my side, Casting wishes onto falling star, I wait for the day when i can catch your heart, Raise you up and steal your pain away, I dream of you through endless nights, To be close to you, For a moment brings meaning and peace to my life. Babyface said it best when he said, "I only think of you, on two occasions, that's day and night" But i miss you more than ever, So i close my eyes and wait to see you in my dream tonight.

Looking Back In Time
Looking Back In Time Much like a favourite book I returned back to read Opening up the cover As thoughts fill the need Upon those pages I turned Reminiscing I surveyed All the fond reminders Here your love was inlaid As past chapters manifest Thoughts continued on Those pictures of you Some I had paused upon Etched forever in my mind Words deeply ingrained In sweet recollections Indelibly you've remained Love I had always retained So much I can still view Here it clearly reveals I'm always thinking of you While looking back in time The story of you and me All those yesteryears Cherished in my memory

Girls Getting Kicked For Kissing!
Girls Kissing Local Bar! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=119148885&blogID=438099903 Girls Kissing Dodgers Game! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=119148885 Kissing Friend! http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=119148885&blogID=403540314

Lesbian Poem 3
A kiss vibrant rose to cherish Baby soft skin to grace Pleading of eating her pussy As to kiss,tease,and play With her breast That drive insane Her moans that are soft As her touch Tongue that licks lips Wanting to taste every inch Of the lovely body That so fragile to the tee

Falling For You
Falling for you My love for you is immeasurable No 'string attached' whatsoever You and I knew we found each other Through God's kindness and miracle. How did I ever find you? How did I ever fall for you? How did our paths cross each other? Catchy questions that only God can answer. Come to think of it Ever since you stepped into my life My life has never been the same. My heart is overflowing with happiness. Of all the woman I have known You are the very special one And whom my heart beats for. No matter what the consequences are I intend to follow my heart's desire And whatever it wishes for.

Rock After Dark Freaks Chat Lounge Opened Last Night.....
.......if you weren't on RockAfterDark last night you missed a cool trance/techno set by DJ MESSENGER OF DEATH at Rock's new Freaks Chat Lounge. The room was packed with people both on Rock After Dark and the lounge of the same name of Fubar. The party finally weened out by 4am. Freaks is the official lounge of Rock After Dark and is only the first of many to follow with similar features. Join Rock After Dark and meet people online while enjoying dozens of features that sites like this are lacking. The Party and the Revolution has just begun..... Rob RockAfterDark.com® and PlanetChrisley.com® are registered trademarks of Arc Phoenix Corporation®. All Rights Reservered. special thanks to Dan aka Blood and DJ Messenger of Death, the Fu staff for Freaks, Geeks, and Weirdos, and all who turned out to rock it.

Today On The Rock: Hip Hopz Lounge Is Added As Official Hip Hop Lounge Of Rock After Dark
Chrisley friend Dj Smooth's fubar music chat lounge HIP HOPZ is now on Rock After Dark. JOIN NOW and chat with peepz all over the Bay area with live djs, private chat corner, live web cams and more!!! check it out here!! http://planetchrisley. ning. com/page/hiphopz-live-1 and dont forget the official lounge of the rock network FREAKS, GEEKS AND WEIRDOS HERE: http://planetchrisley.ning.com/page/freaks-geeks-and-weirdos-1 RockAfterdark.com® and PlanetChrisley.com® are regististered trademarks of Arc Phoenix Corporation®. All Rights Reserved.

We Need A New Lead Singer
Recently the lead singer for my Nephews band (Lost Endd) went to another local band. He didn't like playing in the nightclubs, bars, etc.... They are a great band, you can go to www.myspace.com/lostendd to hear thier music. He is not the only singer, my nephew and one of the other guys do also. It would just be nice if we could get some new recruits. These boys have opened for Night Ranger, 38 Special and Lucero. Anyone interested or knows of anyone interested please leave me an e-mail and a way of contacting you. Thanks, Have a great day

Damnit!!
I recently read a survey taken by some stuffy nose scientist that men magazines negatively effect the minds of most men. What a crock of shit that is. The article stated that the "average" male ego is deflated due to the beauty of the female and her body to the point the observing male begins to think "I am not handsome enough to date that girl". Can you believe it? Personally, I do and always have loved women, women on men, women on women and even in a sick way women that are kind of butchy. That said, why in the fuck didn't these scientist ever contact me for this survey. I personally think we are all attracted to beauty and if you are beautiful and want a male opinion, then contact me direct at onemanband1953@yahoo.com and we can chat or meet up about this survey. Some scientist are sick fucks for sure. Have a fantastic Sunday and stay wet and loose.

Lapdances
"How about here?" Simon Laws looked at the building his friend, Stephen Clark, was pointing at. Lurid red and blue neon tubes ran along the fascia of an otherwise innocuous old warehouse building. The same tubes twisted into the shape of a heavy breasted girl twirling around a pole. The name, "SATAN'S HOLE", was emblazoned above a narrow doorway. Subtle, it wasn't. "Looks a bit tacky," Laws said. The vodka buzz was fading a little and he wouldn't have objected to heading back to the hotel if the truth be told. "Let's check it out," Clark said. "We can always fuck off if the girls are minging." After paying out a small fortune just to get through the door, Laws thought to himself. It was no use. The conference was over and it was their last night in Moscow. Clark had set his vodka-blurred mind on finding some lithe piece of Russian totty to squirm in his lap and wouldn't go home until mission accomplished. "Can't be worse than the last place," Stephen Morris said.

Change Of Heart By Jodi Picoult
Plot Summary: Picoult bangs out another ripped-from-the-zeitgeist winner, this time examining a condemned inmate's desire to be an organ donor. Freelance carpenter Shay Bourne was sentenced to death for killing a little girl, Elizabeth Nealon, and her cop stepfather. Eleven years after the murders, Elizabeth's sister, Claire, needs a heart transplant, and Shay volunteers, which complicates the state's execution plans. Meanwhile, death row has been the scene of some odd events since Shay's arrival—an AIDS victim goes into remission, an inmate's pet bird dies and is brought back to life, wine flows from the water faucets. The author brings other compelling elements to an already complex plot line: the priest who serves as Shay's spiritual adviser was on the jury that sentenced him; Shay's ACLU representative, Maggie Bloom, balances her professional moxie with her negative self-image and difficult relationship with her mother. Picoult moves the story along with lively debates about prison

Scars
MyHotComments This is so true. It really takes a lot of nurturing and Love and tenderness to mend those kinds of wounds. And it definitely takes that over a period of time. But wounds can't heal when you rip them open once or twice a month, just as they begin to.

Her Ezones
All About Her eZones Erogenous Zones You both walk into your apartment after the big date. You tell her to make herself comfortable as you take some time to light candles and turn on some soft music. It's been a couple of weeks of dating and you are happy with your progress. You turn around and notice that she is in her bra and panties waiting for you to come over. You are wondering what the hell you should do. Perhaps a massage? Or should you just start kissing her body? Where should you kiss and what should you do? There are many males out there that want to know what buttons to press and how to touch a girl when she is naked, or in this case, semi-naked. This month we are going to take a look at the motions that promote sex and her erogenous zones. By the end of this you will know where to go, what to do, and how to do it. Motions That Promote Sex Licking There are many ways to lick, but a slow lick is always the best. You can also flick your tongue against her skin,

11.10.08 - Slipknot - Psychosocial
SONG VERSION BELOW PsychoSocial - Slipknot VIDEO VERSION BELOW Psychosocial - Slipknot LYRICS BELOW i did my time and I want out So effusive - Fade - It doesn't cut The soul is not so vibrant The reckoning - The sickening Packaging subversion Pseudo sacrosanct perversion Go drill your deserts - Go dig your graves Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save Sinking in - getting smaller again I'm Done! It has begun - I'm not the only one! [Chorus:] And the reign will kill us all... We throw ourselves against the wall But no one else can see The preservation of the martyr in me Psychosocial! X6 Cold and there are cracks in the road we laid But where the temple fell The secrets have gone mad This is nothing new, but when we killed it all The hate was all we had Who needs another mess? We could start over Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong Now theres only emptiness Venomous, Insepid I think we're done - I'm not th

Obamas Kenyan Birth Certificate
More on the Obama Birth Certificate. More evidence of forgery on his Birth Certificate that is posted on his web-site. Could his possible adoption to Lolo Soetoro in Indonesia as a child be the reason Obama refuses to release his "Vault" long form? The ONLY witnesses who have come forward to say they were at his birth, are HIS relatives from Kenya, who state he WAS born there. Hence, if adopted his origional birth certificate would have been sealed and a new one issued with his legal name, Barry Soetoro. The State of Hawaii considers a Certification of Live Birth is a secondary source of identification for the purpose of establishing Hawaiian ancestry; a Certificate of Live Birth is considered a primary source. To respond to challenges as to his eligibility for POTUS, BO first posted and then removed from his web site, a Certification of Live Birth, claiming this was his Birth Certificate. But such Certification is only issued when a birth certificate cannot be located in the

I Hate Liars
Why did you have to be such a prick Men like you just make me sick When we first met I thought you were cool Little did I know You'd play me for a fool You told me things that I wanted to hear It pulled me in and I couldn't see clear I liked you a lot your a friend this I can't deny So tell me the truth and for once, DONT LIE It's hard not to notice how your acting so weird I'm afraid this is exactly what I have feared Is it something I said? What the hell did I do? Just come out and tell me but I already knew! It's not a hard question; requiring a simple yes or no Cause I'm too damn good to be your best friend So give me an answer and make it quick - I won't waste my time on another sorry guy Now guess what I've found out I know about your life. The secrets you've been hiding. I trusted you.. you lied. Oh...but I'm not bitter I'm quite content you see It's about time you know you've barked up the wrong tree I'm not like most

Vampire's Embrace
I step out onto the beach. The sand still warm from the days sun. The moon shines high and full over me as the ocean waves break around my feet. My thoughts cry out to you, my secret love. My body tingles with the thought of your arms wrapped around me, your lips caressing me with your body pressed to mine. I know not your name, but your power over me is stong and narcotic. With each passing encounter the pull is stronger, the addiction more than I can stand. As if hearing me call to you, you appear on the opposite end of the beach. One glance and all I can hear is "come to me" on the wind as if it is sending me the message from you. I close the gap between us, you wrap your arms around me pulling me close. You miss me deeply, arousing me with the gentlest touch. My head rolls to the side as your tiss trails down my neck. Your tounge caresses my heartbeat there, preparing me for what is to come. As your lips ascend upon my throat I feel the piercing of your teeth. The

Help!! Please Help Edain Help The People!
In the past few days, I visited the city and got lost a few times. I ended up in a very bad part, where people live on the streets. I met veterans, mothers with small children and children without anyone. It was just sad to see, that this is possible in a great country like the US and even right in front of my door step! I went back home and collected blankets, food cans and whatever I could spare. I ask everyone I know to do the same. We went back to the city and dropped it off. You should have seen the faces of all the people! It was amazing! After this experience, I decided to do something more to help others directly. It is a great thing to give funds to charities and write them off your taxes. It gives you a good feeling. But do you know if your money goes into the big foundation apparatus and how much of it will be used directly to help others? I don't! I want to change that, NOW! Winter is right in front of our door and people need help. I don't ask why they are in

Wishes And Dreams
Wishes And Dreams Promises I have made, Things I have said, Your heart was giving, But, I have takin' everything that could be takin', I wish thing's wasn't the same, I know there is no holding on to the past, And, Now I fell ashamed, Those memories still shake, I wish the day would come that; I could awaken from this dream, I wish this dream was fake, I sleep less, I dream more, the day has become my night as the night has become my day, The love I have had for this time we've been apart; Still live in this old boy's heart! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

Truly A Friend
Truly A Friend Your helpful when I call, Your here for your job, Caring and nice as can be, I see your here for me; When I am in need, You are a good friend to me, Being a Nurse is your job, But, I see you as more; Because you step the extra mile to care! By: Jess L. Burris Jr. To the Waurika Hospital Nurses for taken such great care of me while I was there.

Stuck In This Place
Stuck In This Place I lay in this bed with an I.V., While I listen to GAC, If I need anything, I can press a button, Laying in this room alone I see, Wishing you was here with me, If only I could dream, Waiting for mainly company, As the seconds pass if feels like forever, But, I know it does to you too! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

Standin' Strong
Standin' Strong Once I knew Life, Once I understood it all, Once I had to make a choice that would change it all; I stood back and watched it all go bye, I stood back and seen the lies, My feelings are strong; But; My life is weak, A new person is made, More strength and open honesty, Life has battles with a lot of take, Most of all you have to give to survive, I will not die inside; But, Live on forever and with unconditional love for all living forms of life! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

A Perfect Circle - Annihilation
From dehumanization to arms production, For the benefit of the nation or its destruction Power is power, the law of the land, Those living for death will die by their own hand, Life's no ordeal if you come to terms, Reject the system dictating the norms From dehumanization to arms production, To hasten the nation towards its destruction Power is power, the law of the land, Those living for death will die by their own hand, Life's no ordeal if you come to terms, Reject the system dictating the norms From dehumanization to arms production, To hasten the nation towards its destruction Power is power, the law of the land, Those living for death will die by their own hand, Life's no ordeal if you come to terms, Reject the system dictating the norms From dehumanization to arms production, To hasten this nation towards its destruction, It's your choice, your choice, your choice, your choice, Peace or annihilation

A Perfect Circle - Orestes
Metaphor for a missing moment Pull me in to your perfect circle One womb One shame One resolve Liberate this will To release us all Gotta cut away, clear away Slip away and sever this Umbilical residue, Keeping me from killing you And from pulling you down with me here, I can almost hear you scream Give me one more medicated peaceful moment Give me one more medicated peaceful moment And I don't wanna feel this Overwhelming hostility I don't wanna feel this Overwhelming hostility Gotta cut away, clear away Slip away and sever this Umbilical residue Gotta cut away, clear away Slip away and sever this Umbilical residue, Keeping me from killing you Slip away and sever this Keeping me from killing you

A Perfect Circle - Blue
I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want, didn't want, Didn't want, didn't want Close my eyes just to look at you Taken by the seamless vision I close my eyes, Ignore the smoke, Ignore the smoke Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call an optimist, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you Because I don't want to know I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know I just didn't want Mistook their nods for an approval Just ignore the smoke and smile Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a perfect color for your eyes Call an optimist, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call an optimist, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you I don't want to know

Tool - H
What's coming through is alive. What's holding up is a mirror. But what's singing songs is a snake Looking to turn my piss to wine. They're both totally void of hate, But killing me just the same. The snake behind me hisses What my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me Open up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm again. Considerately. Venomous voice, tempts me, Drains me, bleeds me, Leaves me cracked and empty. Drags me down like some sweet gravity. The snake behind me hisses What my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me Open up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm again now. And I feel this coming over like a storm again now. I am too connected to you To slip away, fade away. Days away I still feel you Touching me, changing me, Considerately killing me. Considerately killing me. Considerately killing me. Considerately killing me. Without the skin here, Beneath the storm. U

Tool - Forty-six & Two
My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in My shadow. My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's Shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within My shadow. My shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to Grow, take and give

Fall In Love
Never Thought I'd Fall in Love with You I never thought I'd fall in love with you. I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love. But what it felt like, I just never knew; I'd no idea what I was thinking of. And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure, Walking neither overjoyed nor sad, I looked into my heart and saw a treasure Worth more than anything I'd ever had. Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted To give my life to see your happiness. Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted, Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed. My love for you has brought me out of me. The beauty in your heart has set me free

Young Stud Rooster
A farmer goes out one day and buys a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The young rooster walks over to the old rooster and says, "Ok, old fellow, time to retire." The old rooster says, "You can't handle all these chickens . . . look at what it did to me!" The young rooster replies, "Now, don't give me a hassle about this. Time for the old to step aside and the young to take over, so take a hike." The old rooster says, "Aw, c'mon . . . just let me have the two old hens over in the corner. I won't bother you." The young rooster says, "Scram! Beat it! You're washed up! I'm taking over!" the old rooster thinks for a minute and then says to the young rooster, "I'll tell you what, young fellow, I'll have a race around the farmhouse with you. Whoever wins the race gets domain of the chicken coop." The young rooster says, "You know I'm going to beat you, old man, so just to be fair, I'm even going to give you a head start." They line up in back of the farm house, get

It's Only 12:49am
....and already it is a bad day. For those who don't know my dear Mother passed away recently. The Family is doing what we can to pull together & cope. It's hard to believe it's been just over a week. It feels like an agonizing eternity. She would have been 57 today. I miss her so much. She truly was someone special. She was known & admired by so many. When I say a huge hole was left in the world with her passing I really mean it. I don't even want to think of how I would have turned out without her as a mom. We didn't always agree & even through she didn't understand some of the choices I made in life she still supported me. She's the reason I even have creative blood in my veins at all to begin with. Right now I will "medicate" & try to get through the day any way I can without losing my mind, life, or freedoms.

Read About ... The Adoptee Experience
READ: Andersen, Robert. Second Choice: Growing Up Adopted. Badger Hill Press, 1993. Colwell, Robert. Love Leaves No Regrets: An Insightful View of Displaced Children Through the Eyes of a Former Foster Child. Duncan & Duncan, 1996. Franklin, Lynn C. with Elizabeth Ferber. May the Circle Be Unbroken: An Intimate Journey into the Heart of Adoption. Harmony Books, 1998. Gediman, Judith. Birthbond: Reunions Between Birthparents and Adoptees - What Happens After. New Horizon Press, 1991. Kirk, H. David. Shared Fate: A Theory and Method of Adoptive Relationships. Ben-Simon Pub., 1984. Kirk, H. David. Adoptive Kinship: A Modern Institution in Need of Reform. Ben-Simon Pub., 1985. Kirk, H. David.. Looking Back, Looking Forward: An Adoptive Father’s Sociological Testament. Perspectives Press, 1995. Lifton, Betty Jean. Lost and Found: The Adoption Experience. HarperCollins, 1988. Lifton, Betty Jean. Journey of the Adopted Self: A Quest for Wholeness. Basic Boo

Unresolvable Grief: The Damage To Mothers
Women who have surrendered children to adoption most often have great difficulties in getting on with their lives and endure a vast array of psychological problems stemming from the separation such as: unresolvable grief, relationship difficulties, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, secondary infertility. "Few [exiled mothers] had sufficient contact with the child at birth or received sufficient information to enable them to construct an image of what they had lost. Masterson (1976) has demonstrated that mourning cannot proceed without a clear mental picture of what has been lost." - "Psychological Disability in Women who Relinquish a Baby for Adoption," by Dr. John T. Condon (Medical Journal of Australia, vol 144, Feb/86) "... the tendency growing out of the demand for babies is to regard unmarried mothers as breeding machines...(by people intent) upon securing babies for quick adoptions." - Leontine Young, "Is Money Our Trouble?" (paper presented at the National Confere

Questions
Questions The night the outside came in It was like the me with out the e Could hear your screams of pain The darkness spread over me Why did you promise me the light? But put me in darkness I believed you I followed you I loved you Right in to the worming hole Still your blue eyes haunt Tainting my soul Making my life hell I dig under the fence Trying to make sense But the razors of truth Only make me bleed You have left me As free as a caged bird Gagging on the ashes of technology Why was I a game to you? I gave you all of me And you took me with you In to that deep grave of yours Your death left me alone In a cold dark world I can hear you laugh At night when I cry You said it in your letter You left for me My anguish had pleased you My tears feed you My fears made you happy While you said those three Unforgettable words Now I am left with only one fear The fear of love The coldness of your heart Has sunk deep in to my bones I he

Sad Song Of The Heart
Not pleasing to my mind now the hurt surges through to forget that dream to swallow not chew the crop of my whole life the one who started to fall to be with you was that all? your beautiful profile and smell when you pass something I can't have forever at last emotions deep within me tell me true love can't be true but the circle of my life says my heart will wait for you needing this feeling is something I cannot bare but knowing you exist tells me how much I care.

T.g.i.f. Vs. S.h.i.t.
A blonde lady and a man are in an elevator. The blonde obviously just ending a hard day of work and says, "T.G.I.F." The man sort of laughing and says, "S.H.I.T." The lady frusrated says again, "T.G.I.F." Again the man says, "S.H.I.T." The lady turns to the man and says, "How dare you swear in the presence of a lady! T.G.I.F.; thank god it's friday." The man turns to her and says, "I wasn't swearing! S.H.I.T.; sorry honey it's thursday."

Puppies On Cam
these puppies are so cute i found them on this website www.ustream.com i check them out every now and then to see what they are doing the people who own them are going to put them up for adoption there are 3boys and 3 girls! Streaming live video by Ustream

9 Things I Hate About Everybody
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too'. Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say 'it's always the last place you look'. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?'. No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask 'Can I ask you a question?'.... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'ne

The Military
Why do we have people that love to hate on the military? We put our lives on the line eveeryday whether we are deployed or we are trainning for deployment! Dont ever come to me and tell me that I have not given to my country ever! My battles and I will never stop fighting for the American Freedom!!!!!! The Military is here for you American, SO DONT EVER BAD MOUTH US!!!!

What Is Your Favourite Sport.....
imagine u in a bar and a fight starts,there is a midget sitting right next to you drinking a few lagers.the fight becomes more evident as the whole bar is in disarray,and the midget sucker punches you.what do you do?do you pick up the midget and toss it across the bar and become what we call a midget tosser or do you try to be the bigger man lol

Ufc Card 11/15/08
I was just a bit underwhelmed with the majority of the matches on this most recent MMA card, but it was more due to a few fluke outcomes and bizarre finishes than to the predictible main event. After all, we knew it was a matter of strength versus skill, with Lesnar's power and size being almost insurmountable. Couture was better on his feet, in the clinch, and on the ground, with the exception of the very end where he met his defeat at a flurry of blows from the ground and pound position. But for a 45 year old Greco Roman wrestler and boxer to beat the giant (Lesnar cuts substantial weight to make 265) would have been a miracle. My real beef was the fact that powerhouse Gabe Gonzaga was relegated to take on some no name jobber, which he destroyed with such impunity that it didn't do anything to restore him back into title contention or reaffirm his elite status. I also thought the Florian/Stevenson fight was over too quickly, but with two of the lightweight greats in the octagon, an

Words From My Heart
Love is when you miss her even before she is gone When you could listen to her talk all night and never get tired of hearing her voice When the sound of her name sends chills down your spine And when you see her smile the second you close your eyes!

Work
I hope you see Author: cswandering Word count: 279 I hope you see when you get to work today Just how much you mean to me The way you take the extra time to brighten up my day Please don't hold concerns Bad days melt away And I know It matters to you , in making sure that I'm ok I want you to know of better things and fears I will get over I want to make you proud of me and take care of you when were older I must say this job I have Leaves me some what drained To see such sunny skies Yet I feel so mundane But I have all the endurance to take it all the way I just wish I had a good job and we could all go play I wish i had a job That I could use all my talents in That I could excel and be proud of not this typical gas station dead end I know I shouldn't be ashamed of it for work is just that But one day I hope to love what I do Aside from this sore ass back I feel sometimes I let you down That I should be so much more I know you don't feel tha

War
Bombshell Author: cswandering Word count: 710 The wind intensely broke the mountains with fury The trees swayed with confusion The blast Weather torments A few minutes is all we have Go west child The winds blow from the east Run fast my son Follow the geese I'm sorry to bring it all to a close this world is too much Only god knows To bring you up without a fight Is that too much to ask The bombs are falling all around you Nothing stands to last What is power Total destruction What means to control When will they realize Fall out Black out Tears and blood Freedom shout To stand your ground or run away What choice do we have Ford the river Quickly now no time to waste All the war was made in haste Nukes to cure this world ten times over Why must we hide Protect yourselves War is at hand Mother and child Son and man We can't live to fight another day People blind and choose to stay Who will they protect ? Are our interest at

Nature
In her shell Author: cswandering Word count: 131 She carries her burden on her back She never had a home Her neck is long for looking back She always walked alone her eyes burn with fire Like Rubies in the sun She hides among the leaves and rocks Till the day is done The earth trembles And startled she wanders Her skin glistens in the rain She hunts in the down pour Scarred from her life, I slowly feel the pain Struggling to the curb Walks right into the street Her vision quickly blurred A stranger stopped and picked her up No fear did she show She at in the passenger seat Not knowing where they'd go She came upon a log cabin In the middle of the wood She looked up to her master and knew that this was good. She had her home and she was loved And cared for in everyway That turtle and I are alot alike I learn every single day

11.17.08 - Weezer - Undone (the Sweater Song)
SONG VERSION BELOW Undone -- The Sweater Song - Weezer VIDEO VERSION BELOW Undone -- The Sweater Song - Weezer LYRICS BELOW (Hey bra, how we doin' man?) (Alright) (It's been a while man life is so rad This band's my favourite man, don't you love them?) (Yeah) (Oh man you want a beer?) (Alright) (Oh man Hell bra this is the best man I'm so glad we're all back together and stuff This is great man) (Yeah) (Hey do you know about the party after the show?) (OK) (Oh man it's gonna be the best I'm so stoked Take it easy bra) I'm me Me be Goddamn I am I can Sing and Hear me Know me If you want to destroy my sweater Pull this thread as I walk away (Hey, what's up?) (Not much) (Umm, did you hear about the party?) (Yeah) (I think I'm gonna go, but umm my friends don't really want to go Could I get a ride?) Oh no It go It gone Bye-Bye (Bye!) Who I I think I sink and I die If you want to destroy my sweater Pull this thr

Wtf!?!?!
I don't understand the point of having the whole rating system on here. You people get retarded pissed off when people give you less than a 10... and auto 11's. What a joke. The point is to be honest or at least do what I do and just not rate the person(which I only do because so many of you cry about it). I see some incredibly grotesque hos up in here with ratings OVER 10... wtf? Are you guys so horny that you will give a girl an 11 just because she shows a little leg that makes me... well... throw up in my mouth a little bit. I just think that so much about this site is fake/lame. And before you ask me why I'm still here then. Well, I do know a couple decent people on here. I just don't understand the rest of you crazy &^

11.18.08 - Prince - When Doves Cry (maybe I'm Just Like My Fadda 2 Bold)
SONG VERSION BELOW When Doves Cry - Prince VIDEO VERSION BELOW When Doves Cry [Video] - Prince LYRICS BELOW Dig if you will the picture Of you and I engaged in a kiss The sweat of your body covers me Can you my darling...can you picture this? Dream if you can A courtyard An ocean of violets in bloom Animals strike curious poses They feel the heat The heat between me and you CHORUS: How can you just leave me standing? Alone in a world that's so cold (world so cold) Maybe I'm just too demanding Maybe I'm just like my father too bold Maybe you're just like my mother She's never satisfied Why do we scream at each other This is what it sounds like when doves cry. Touch if you will my stomach Feel how it trembles inside You've got the butterflies all tied up Don't make me chase you Even doves have pride CHORUS: How can you just leave me standing? Alone in a world so cold (world so cold) Maybe I'm just too demanding Maybe I'm jus

Life
Life is stated to be simply living. Mabey this is all we get, just one life. The complexity of the universe makes this seem trivial. A useless ten seconds compared to the millions of years the earth has been in existances. How can we live out the day by day simple walk of life with this in mind? Why couldn't we push the envelope a little: do something wild and crazy: something unpredictable? Why not? I sit here in my rough, plastic chair, alone, boared out of my mind as i com to this comclusion. I felt like doing nothing today. Im sorry i didn't do something fun. I'm sorry i decided to be average. I hope no one follows this example. Mabey from now on we should pledge to be different, odd, and spontaneous. Message me if you agree.

Youth Homelessness
Virgin Mobile launches new website aimed at youth homelessness www.HomelessYouthTV.com At Midnight on November 12th, just in time for National Homeless Youth Awareness Month, Virgin Mobile launched HYTV: Homeless Youth Television. With the rising popularity of reality shows, this website helps take a look at what "reality" really is by taking the premise from some of the most popular reality shows of the day, and turning them into a look at how life is on the streets. Two of the shows on the website, when they are sponsored, direct the donation to StandUp For Kids. "Project Runaway" takes models and puts them on the streets in dirty clothes, with no money, and forces them to live like a street kid. "My Street 16" shows what it is like to spend your birthday on the streets, when all you wish for is a clean pair of socks, if anyone remembers your birthday at all. This website is a great step forward in getting the word out about the problem of homeless and street you

We Are One
I pray we, all children of the earth, no matter our path to enlightenment, come to realize that we are one. We may walk our own paths, but we are not alone, for we walk at the same time, toward the same end/beginning. From our individual perspectives, be we Pagan, Christian, Muslim, Jew, Buddist, Taoist, or Hindu, are the same. I pray that we all feel the love of our Creator(s) and by example learn to see each other as brothers and sisters, allowing the boundary lines of religion to fade away. May the Lord and Lady bless your path. May you always have enough, and may you give enough in return. Blessed Be.

Loneliness Prayer
Hear my cry, O God; attend unto my prayer. From the end of the earth will I call unto Thee, when my heart fainteth; lead me to a rock that is too high for me. For Thou hast been a refuge for me, a tower of strength in the face of the enemy. I will dwell in Thy Tent for ever; I will take refuge in the covert of Thy wings. Selah - Psalms 61: 2-5

Comfort Prayer
God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore will we not fear, though the earth do change, and though the mountains be moved into the heart of the seas; Though the waters thereof roar and foam, though the mountains shake at the swelling thereof. Selah There is a river, the streams whereof make glad the city of God, the holiest dwelling-place of the Most High. God is in the midst of her, she shall not be moved; God shall help her, at the approach of morning. Nations were in tumult, kingdoms were moved; He uttered His voice, the earth melted. HaShem of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our high tower. Selah Come, behold the works of HaShem, who hath made desolations in the earth. He maketh wars to cease unto the end of the earth; He breaketh the bow, and cutteth the spear in sunder; He burneth the chariots in the fire. 'Let be, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.' - Psa

Fords And Women
Henry Ford dies and goes to heaven. At the Gates, St. Peter greets Ford, and tells him, "Well, you've been such a good guy, and your invention...the assembly line for the automobile...changed the world. As a reward, you can hang out with anyone in Heaven you want." Ford thinks about it, and says, - "I want to hang out with God Himself." So, the befuddled St. Peter takes Ford to the Throne Room,and introduces him to God. Ford then asks God, "When you invented Woman, what were You thinking?" God asks, "What do you mean?" Well," says Ford, "You have some major design flaws in your invention. 1. There's too much front end protrusion. 2. It chatters way too much at high speeds. 3. Maintenance is extremely high. 4. It constantly needs repainting, and refinishing. 5. It is out of commission at least 5 or 6 days of every 28 6. The rear end wobbles too much. 7. The intake is placed too close to the exhaust. 8. The headlights are usually too small. 9. Fuel consumption is outrageou

11.19.08 - Flight Of The Conchords - Hiphopapotamus V Rhymenocerous
SONG VERSION BELOW Hiphopapotamus v Rhymenocerous - Flight of The Conchords VIDEO VERSION BELOW LYRICS BELOW I'm the mother flippin' Rhymenocerous My beats are fat and the birds are on my back And I'm horny I'm horny If you choose to proceed you will indeed concede 'Cause I hit you with my flow The Wild Rhino Stampede. I'm not just wild, I'm trained, Domesticated I was raised by a rapper and rhino that dated And subsequently procreated That's how it goes Here's the Hip-Hopapotamus The hip hop hippo They call me the Hip-Hopapotamus My lyrics are bottomless Sometimes my rhymes are polite Like "Thank you for dinner, Ms. Wright That was very delicious Good night." Sometimes they're obscene Like a pornographic dream NC-17 with ladies in a Stream of margarine. Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha...Yeah... Some margarine. They call me the Hip-Hopapotamus Flows that glow like phosphorous Poppin' off the top of this esophagus Rockin' this m

Written 07
Kim sat on the couch in the living room waiting for her lover to show up. She glanced around the room, looking for anything she might have missed. No pictures hung on the wall, only nick knacks that had recently been polished to a shining finish. The apartment floor was freshly vacuumed and the rugs straightened. The pillows that lay on the floor by the door were plumped and stacked neatly for the next use. She had recently met this guy, her lover Tim, at the gym. She was an avid member for the past 3 years. She would work out late in the evenings after the regular hours were over. The owner of the gym had given her a pass that allowed her to get in and out when no one else was there. Kim didn’t realize that the owner had also given Tim one. For years Kim would arrive at the gym at 11:30 pm and work out until she could barely move, shower and go home to sleep it off. Kim had always been a little over weight, her height helped her look more balanced. She was always afraid of what the ot

Newest Story
I walk into the room; she is laying there, blindfolded, hands ties above her head. She is lying on the bed wearing only the silk scarves that bind her hands above her head. Her legs are spread, but when she hears me, she closes them. She rubs her thighs together, trying to get some satisfaction. I walk over to the bed; she is shaking so much I am afraid that she might be cold. She is leaning up, trying to touch me. I know what she wants, and I fully intend on making sure she gets it. There is a noise in the hall, and she turns to face the noise. She can’t see anything, but her instincts about there being a third party present are spot on. She moans out, wanting to protest, but unable to do anything about it. Jon walks in the room, looking at her, never speaking a word. I motion for him to join me on the bed and he does so, so softly that I am unsure that she even realizes that there are, in fact, two others with her on the bed. Jon is mesmerized by the sight of her nakedness, her bold

Calling Your Name
Your hand tightens around my throat I simply gulp and relax. Thinking of other pleasurable torments, Your teasing and your smacks. I am full of anticipation, Wanting what comes next. Your hand follows your fingers To find that I am wet. You take my nipple between your teeth, You gently lick and bite. You roughly pinch the other one, Pleasuring me through the night. Still your hand upon my throat, My breathing more restricted. You are squeezing harder now, I told you I was addicted. Squeeze my throat, bite my nipple, Feel the heat coursing through my veins. For I am almost there my love, You’ll know when I call your name. You can take my breath away, Without even using your hand. This is something only you can do, My body, you understand. You decide when it’s time to breath, And for me there is no shame. I can trust you with my life, All while calling your name. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any fo

He Is My Shooting Star
When your inlove the world just stands still, When your inlove you can concure anything, When your inlove with someone and you see a shooting star it is just another pretty site, there is no need to wish cause you have everything you need when you inlove. Love is a funny thing, love is a nice thing, but sometimes love is cold, love is harsh. When you love someone as much as i do and they turn their back on you and walk out the door you realize what love really is. How do you move on when you finally find true love, how do you live without that one that you found true love with. Some people would say that it really wasnt true love but in my heart i know he is my one true love. I love you baby and no matter what I will never stop loving you. You made a black hole in my heart. So the next time that i look into the sky and see a shooting star i will know that its just heading for a black hole somewhere on this place we call earth. COWGYRL UP!!!!! Its the only saying tha

11.20.08 - Huey Lewis & The News - Power Of Love (back To The Future Song)
SONG VERSION BELOW The Power Of Love - Huey Lewis and the News VIDEO VERSION BELOW Power Of Love - Huey Lewis & The News LYRICS BELOW The power of love is a curious thing Make a one man weep, make another man sing Change a hawk to a little white dove More than a feeling, that's the power of love Tougher than diamonds, rich like cream Stronger and harder than a bad girl's dream Make a bad one good, make a wrong one right Power of love will keep you home at night You don't need money, don't take fame Don't need no credit card to ride this train It's strong and it's sudden and it's cruel sometimes But it might just save your life That's the power of love, that's the power of love First time you feel it, it might make you sad Next time you feel it, it might make you mad But do be glad baby when you've found That's the power makes the world go 'round And it don't take money, don't take fame Don't need no credit card to ride this

11.21.08 - Hurt - Falls Apart (600 Views And Counting Woo Hoo!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW Falls Apart - Hurt LYRICS BELOW I messed up again when I tried You spend all your money then die And, oh! By the way. With all you did nothing has changed So lie like a waste by the side As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart And I don't feel the need to go on I was happier singing along the way I had things, I needed to say But now its like a swallowed tape That holds up my face from inside 'as everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart So woe is me Oh woe is me, yeah Woe is me It all fell apart I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my...heart And the hell of it is what we are We finish and wish we could s

11.21.08 - Dmx - X Gonna Give It To Ya! (its Not A Fucking Game :d)
SONG VERSION BELOW X Gonna Give It To You (Dirty) - DMX VIDEO VERSION BELOW X Gonna Give It to Ya - DMX - DMX LYRICS BELOW [DMX] Arf arf Yeah, yeah, yeah (Grrrr) Uh, Yeah don't get it twisted This rap shit, is mine Motherfucker, it's not, a fucking, game Fuck what you heard It's what you hearin It's what you hearin (Listen) It's what you hearin (Listen) It's what you hearin (Listen) [Verse 1] X gon give it to ya Fuck wait for you to get it on your own X gon deliver to ya Knock knock, open up the door, it's real Wit the non-stop, pop pop and stainless steel Go hard gettin busy wit it But I got such a good heart I'll make a motherfucker wonder if he did it Damn right and I'll do it again Cuz I am right so I gots to win Break break wit the enemy But no matter how many cats I break bread wit I'll break who you sendin me You motherfucker never wanted nothin But your wife said, that's for the light day I'm gettin down, down Make it sa

Week 1
This week I began by admitting my mistake to those I love and expressing my desire to get help. With one mistake I realized that I am STILL powerless over my disease of addiction, and I realized how easy it would be to get wrapped up in it again. I am very grateful that I didn't lose the love of my life, and since making my mistake I have rededicated myself to seeking help again. I have looked into getting help from my church, and I will know more Sunday after I attend church. But hopefully I will be able to get back into counseling so I can get myself balanced out again. A lot of my problem is not being able to deal with the stress and pressure of life. I am going to start attending my recovery meetings again also, because the one place I went wrong was in thinking that I had my addiction beat. I forgot my purpose in staying clean and that's what led to my slip. I choose not to let it become a relapse though. So now I'm in the process of re-working my steps and actively see

A Seperate Piece
Wondering around on the earth, searching for a purpose is hard. Swimming the deepest oceans, searching for strength is hard. Climbing the tallest mountains, searching for courage is hard. Being lost in your thoughts, trying to figuring out who is missing from your life is easy. Who is missing from your life? Is it a best friend? Is it a lover? No matter who it is, they are missing from your life and you are miserable. Running around like you're ok, but deep down inside you feel like the world is coming to an end. Flash of black come before your eyes, what does that mean? Are you about to die? Are you just blinking? So many questions inside your head, you have a headache pounding you like a strong hammer on a weak nail. Wondering around on the earth, searching for a purpose, is hard. But being lost in your thoughts, trying to figure out who is missing from your life is easy.

Mifa Pplz
HEY GO TO MY MYSPACE I HAVE TO ADD U BUT I THINK U LIKE IT THERE IS A GAME ON THERE THAT U WILL LIKE AND ENJOY NO THIS ISNT A FLUKE ITS REAL OR ADD ME ON HERE AND GIVE MY ADDRESS TO MYSPACE AND ILL ADD U OH YA THERE IS A STREET RACING GAME ON THERE TO PLZ COME AND JOIN ME ON THERE

The Difference Of Slave & Submissive
submissives - First,of all I will not be discussing the differences between a sub and a slave but merely that which makes and defines submissiveness and behaviour. - who, what, why and how makes you what you are.. - I think it's a good reason to clear up what a submissive is - the point of this class is that those of you that are here will be able to help your sisters or brothers in the event that they need to better understand their position - the first point is who is submissive? - many just assume it is one who submits to Another, but its really much broader - others feel it is someone who feels the pull and need of submission within them whether they have One to submit to at the time or not - E/everyone is submissive to one degree or another - anyone who feels they are and conducts themselves in that manner - will they act submissive? maybe and maybe not - are they required to be submissive to All? - Respectful or courteous to A/all yes submit to All

Multiple Blogs From Myspace
Friday, November 21, 2008 stepping into sunshine you are there in my mind,just past a crooked wethered fence sitting and waiting for me to figure it all out and join you and i linger here in my despair,with my disease your memory is in the corner of every smile all the laughs and silly acts bringing them back at will today i lean upon them strongly today i need that warming embrace,small warm hands the softest kisses on my face i need to be reminded why i must never quit i need to be beside you,and until then i will patiently sit 12:44 AM - 5 Comments - 10 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Tuesday, November 18, 2008 the nurse who loved me is the best song ive ever listened to 75 times in a row so this it how it ends,pouring out the magic one last time,saying a prayer and wishing love and peace for all my family and friends.kind of anticlimactic,but then again,when did i ever do anything predictable? peace ,love and harmon

More Reruns
Sunday, November 16, 2008 predatory all i can do is sit back and grin as the blood splatters upward and drips down your chin before you hit the ground,lain low by my blade ive already retreated,hidden in the shade 1:43 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove if this makes you uneasy,youre probably guilty the limitations of this skin bag are becoming all too evident in my latter days exhaustion grips the very fiber of me being and drags me downward with every step each action is strained and half hearted not quite apathetic,nor quite caring i am feeling like a hollow shell this body never felt like home never been farther than closer apart the mind still seems crowded and im all alone i take a deep breath and look to the sky and make a last wish on the clouds floating by to lay down in peace free from all scares no more pain and heartache,no more angry stares mo more confusion,jealousy or greed

Muba 3
read this now Subject: David Letterman......... ..TR> 'As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark.' 'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?' A. Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 Days a week? B. Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? C. Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? D. Maybe it

Foursome
Saturday, October 18, 2008 the sacred vision finally i have come to this place on bended knee,dejected,disgraced no excuses made for deeds ive done no more joy in the setting sun the joyous song of the wind in my ears has faded softly away and i lie here staring at the walls unable and unsure of what to say each feeling betrays my secrets to the world around me and my memory returns to the mocking howls and screams of that fateful day when i had an epiphany,that no matter how fucked up i am,god always loves me and he understands why i do as i do,even if he doesnt agree the evil is squashed by his infinite mercy even if it all turns out to be a product of imagination at least i lived with a purpose,a sense that i could help the world with one smile at a time and that will be my legacy,not the lies or misdeeds,but the good seeds ive sown all the colorful expressions i vomit onto paper the screams and orgasms and guitars all the

Ocho
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 lyrics for sadness i see the world,its moving parts angry people with broken hearts i lay out the path then watch as all get led astray i try to connect but no one ever stays i just sit and stare into space alot these days wondering what ive done wrong,or could have done differently or how badly i waste the gifts god has given me but the tears will not come,theyve all gone away i bottle up my sadness save it for a rainy day when i can be alone and then no one can see just how empty i feel and how sadness overwhelms even me just one bitter tear that falls to the floor one anguished sigh and then no more im not here to feed you i will not let you see my pain maybe its god who needs you i just want my peace again 7:59 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove lyrics for sadness i see the world,its moving parts angry people with broken hearts i lay out the path then watch as all get led astray i try to conne

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Wednesday, June 18, 2008 lyrics for the siamese a desert vision beneath a cloudless sky ecstatic that youve landed i could never fly so high your touch expands my horizons to the point of pure bliss pleasure and contentment blur into a new sensation self contained within each kiss hand in hand we ascend the mountain path before us never fearful or longing higher still until we reach our place in the sun embracing,eyes locked as we meld into one 7:43 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove lyrics for greeneyes feels like moving through a dream lost deep in thought in emerald pools imagining a future not so far off daydreaming happily of smiling at you laughing into the wind,staring at the clouds above describing where weve been,tales of loss and love hand and hand we cease to be two,but one united intertwined souls cant be divided standing in sunshine and outshining it by far is your beautiful green eyes ,my beautiful star it w

Deece
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 lyrics for who are you accursed=" thou="thou" art="art" a="a" cancer="cancer" cast="cast" upon="upon" your="your" heart="heart" betrayal="betrayal" repaid="repaid" with="with" tears="tears" and="and" plague="plague" dead="dead" before="before" you="you" reach="reach" old="old" age="age" befall="befall" the="the" wickedest="wickedest" human="human" of="of" them="them" all="all" i="i" chant="chant" spit="spit" curse="curse" his="his" life="life" sealed="sealed" in="in" blood="blood" drawn="drawn" by="by" knife="knife" this="this" sacrifice="sacrifice" to="to" obtain="obtain" power="power" summoning="summoning" vengeance="vengeance" rise="rise" devour="devour" let="let" chaos="chaos" flow="flow" from="from" hands="hands" unseen="unseen" put="put" an="an" end="end" dreams="dreams" no="no" joy="joy" or="or" restful="restful" sleep="sleep" at="at" night="night" replace="replace" good="good" terror="terror" fright="fright"> 7:26 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos -

Name And Shame
the papers may be banned from naming and shaming the cruel vile killers of BABY Pbut i aint . they are TRACEY CONNOLLY and STEVEN BARKER of penhurst road tottenham. JASON OWEN is the paedo living with them. can we urge you to pass this this on so everybody can name and shame them. R.I.P LITTLE MAN (BABY P)

Since The Day I Left You
It's close to summertime I got the blues Feelin' kinda of lonely Just don't know what to do Shorty left me awhile ago When do I get over you My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you There will always be that part of me That will never be free Memories remain Until the day You walk away for good My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Trying to move on The radio playing this sad song Just want to get you off my mind Tired of hearin' all your lies Shorty it won't work this time My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Goodbyes are forever Signed, sealed and delivered Quit callin' me on the phone I want to be left alone Can't take it anymore With that I just closed the door My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since t

Serendipity
If I could say this to you A million words would ring true Serendipity was just a clue One door opens My restless heart has been waiting For the day you walk through Life goes on The clouds still produce rain Leaves fall from the trees Seasons change One thing is for sure My love for you will always remain the same Time flys by been growing old Thought I heard your voice In the wind the other day Just want hold you close My only reason I haven't closed the door Been wanting you before I was even born When I close my eyes I count to ten Wish that was your breath Was on the back of my neck Wanting that kiss But yet we haven't met In the end I have no regrets You were the one Etched in my mind I'll never forget Just another dream That has left me feelin' blissfully content By: William Burton

Impressions
I have such wonderful friends on here, that have made a big difference in my life. I love you all.. This is for you.. A lifetime can be likened to a lonely beach of sand. a stranger makes a mark one day, an imprint of a hand. As time goes by the beach once clear is now a cluttered field of memories and keep-sakes of the ones that we hold dear. Time does its best to wash away remembrances of those - the ones we never meant to meet - the ones we never chose. But as through some odd twist of fate these are the ones we cherish. The time we spend with these such friends, will never, ever perish.

Fill It Out
Y = Yes, N = No, M = Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] give me your screenname? ______________ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im hott? [_] think im cute? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to be my bf/gf?

The Little Things That Get You
This morning I was doing a survey on MySpace about Thanksgiving. It was nothing special until I came to a simple question. The questions asked me who would not be at Thanksgiving this year. Without even a bat of my eye I burst into tears. A simple question hit me so hard. It reminded me that this year Grandpa won’t be there. I just sat at my desk and cried as memories of Thanksgivings past flooded my mind. I have so much to be thankful for this year, but for some reason I am sitting here feeling crushed cause my mentor and idol will not be there. For the first time in my life I won’t get to hear his strong voice of assurance tell me Happy Thanksgiving. So while I have so very much to be thankful for I have one very large reason to be sad this year. No words can ever say what he was in my life, and nor would I ever try anyways. But this year as I sit at the table I will be thinking of him and how much I hope to be just like him for James.

New York Times Special Edition Video News Release - Nov. 12, 2008
New York Times Special Edition Video News Release - Nov. 12, 2008 from H Schweppes on Vimeo. Early this morning, commuters nationwide were delighted to find out that while they were sleeping, the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan had come to an end. See the full paper online: nytimes-se.com/

Giants: Best There Is!
10-1 and defending our title nicely are my beloved New York Giants! A good number of my friends at the Target I work for before the season looked at our schedule and up and down it, they said, "loss, loss, loss" for it. Well, I wonder what they've got to say now that we're 10-1 and not far from clinching the NFC East, a division known by many as the toughest division in football! WE STAKED OUR CLAIM LONG AGO FOR BEING GOOD BUT NOW, WE'RE THE BEST TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT AINT LONG FROM NOW THAT WE'LL BE TALKIN BOUT HOMEFIELD ADVANTAGE THROUGHOUT THE NFC PLAYOFFS IF IT KEEPS UP!!!!!!! Meanwhile, I'm dying to hear from you Giants haters and those of you who doubted my team so where are you all!? I heard all a die-hard Giants fan like myself could stand to hear before the season about how bad we were gonna be so thats why I'm beggin to hear what everyone thinks now! WHO CAN BEAT MY TEAM!? Everybody that anyone wouldve put up against us and told me could beat us has fallen to us sometime with

Auld Lang Syne (pub Version)
I love this! Should old acquaintance be forgot, and never brought to mind ? Should old acquaintance be forgot, in the days of auld lang syne ? CHORUS: For auld lang syne, my dear, for auld lang syne, we'll take a cup o’ kindness yet, for the sake of auld lang syne. Let's have a drink or maybe two ! Or maybe three or four ! Or five or six or seven or eight, and maybe even more ! CHORUS ×2 When it gets to closing time, And you still want more, I know a pub in Invemess That never shuts its door! CHORUS ×2

Alone
i need help. i am told i am loved everyday....but.....he lives somewhere else for work i live in his apartment...but you guessed it my relationship with him out of 3 months is on the phone...do i wait for him? i sit at night most nights waiting for the phone call from him and he always uses the excuse i fell asleep sorry i love you..or he cuts it short when i do get to talk to him...am i waisting my time should i go for someone else be by myself or should i give him the benifit of the doubt and suffer with being alone with a heart that hurts?

Thoughts About Tomorrow..
Tomorrow's thanksgiving right? and tonight while I was on the phone with somebody who's become very dear to me, I realized that all I want for thanksgiving is for the people I love and care about, to be happy, and to know that they mean the world to me, and to know that I cherish and am thankful for every minute I get to spend in their thoughts, and for every minute they're in mine.

Impolite People
Impolite people! You wonder if they’re part of the human race; the way they let doors slam in your face. Really, Some of them are positively eely. They push their way to the elevator because they think their hurry is much greater. They simply have no respect for others – the only ones that could love them are their mothers; poor thing stuck with such inconsiderate offspring. Well the pushers and shovers yankers and smackers, usually end up the way in the backers. So there, impolite people get absolutely nowhere!

In Memory Of My Great Great Grandfather Lon Chaney
Lon Chaney the Original Phantom Of The Opera Born April 1, 1883 - Died August 26, 1930 Actor Grew to legendary status as a stage and motion picture figure of the 1910's, 20's, and 30's. Known as "The Man of A Thousand Faces", he innovated make-up techniques and integrated them into his varied and challenging acting roles. Father of Lon Chaney, Jr. His crypt does not have a marker. Cause of Death: Cancer Interred: Forest Lawn Memorial Park (Glendale), Glendale (Los Angeles County), Los Angeles County, California, USA

Out There Kids
riday, October 17, 2008 Stupid Girls on the Internet Category: MySpace Stupid girls on the internet Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. To this I say bull shit! I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than t

I'm New
hello to the world of fubar. I have just been introduced to you by my babe and i think we will get along just fine. just be patient and give me time to loosen up and i think we will have alot of fun together. so please stop by give some tip and help a newbee have some fun:) thanks for the help and lets have fun

You Won't Ever Be Lonely
(Andy Griggs/Brett Jones) Life may not always go your way And every once in awhile you might have a bad day But I promise you now you won't ever be lonely The sky turns dark and everything goes wrong Run to me and I'll leave the light on And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely For as long as I live There will always be a place you belong Here beside me Heart and soul baby -- you only And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely It's still gonna snow and it's still gonna rain The wind's gonna blow on a cold winter day And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely You're safe from the world wrapped in my arms And I'll never let go Baby, here's where it starts And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely Here's a shoulder you can cry on And a love you can rely on For as long as I live There will always be a place you belong Here beside me Heart and soul baby -- you only And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely No, no, you won't ever

You Wanna Have Sex
wanna have sex with me????? post this and see just how many people comment you saying that they wanna have sex with you. 1= No 2= maybe 3= Hell Yeah! 4= Get The Condoms 5= when, where, what positions 6= My Pants Are Already Off 7= Im In Bed Waiting *Wink Wink* 8= Fuck condoms, come here Do it, Trust me, the answers you get back will amaze you. It's good to know!! Reply to this, then re-post this as wanna have sex?

Better Days
Life throws it's curveballs at you and you dodge them left and right. You fall to the floor no longer having the strength to fight. You feel lost hopeless like better days aren't coming. Then something inside you begins to stir you can't see it yet your vision of it is a blur. These feelings and mixed emotions they begin to stir it's been so long it is hard to remember. Time to rise up time to be strong time to fight to find this place in this world where we belong. Cause better days are coming you just don't know it yet like a game of poker just raise the limits and place a higher bet. You will never know if you never take a chance like going back to school and asking a girl for your first dance. You see it you have a vision you catch a glimpse of it in your eye. Take hold of it and claim your victory break free from the chains that have imprisioned me. Today is the day that better days are coming all your life you have been running away never knowing. Don't run stay strong right h

I Wait
A day without hearing your voice is like a morning without a sun rise, A night without seeing the moon shine so bright. Oh I pray to thee to keep you close to me, Though we are miles apart, I will keep you close in my heart. A place where its full of Love with a warm hearted soul. My heart continues to grow, With each passing day that goes. If only you knew how you make me feel, See how my face & eyes glow with glee. Someday you will realize how much you mean to me, How I long to be with you and miss you dearly. I will wait here....patiently, For the day to arrive when you & I again meet. We will hug, kiss, and make Love so sweetly. No need to worry for I will be yours...completely.

Poetry
SELFISHLY OPEN ISOLATED IN A SPACE OF REPATITION DOMINATED BY BUTTON PUSHERS AND POWER HUNGRY SOULS SEPERATED ONLY BY TIME IN OR TIME ON A CLOCK THAT ONLY EXISTS IN THEIR MINDS I STRUGGLE WITH THE SINS I HEAR EVERYDAY OUT OF THE EARS OF PEOPLE WHO LISTEN WITH THIER MOUTHS CONSTANTLY THINKIN BOUT THEIR NEXT WORD BEFORE THE ENDING FLIGHT OF THE LAST BIRD I CAN SEE, HEAR AND FEEL THE IRONY, HIPPOCRACY AND SYNCRONICTY- FLOATING IN THE AIR LIKE A FEATHER ,PLUCKED OFF A TURKEY ON THANKSGIVING, WHOSE BODY MIND AND SOUL ARE ABOUT TO BE SERVED WITH CRANBERRY SAUCE! BY DEEJAY

Burned At The Stake
BURNED AT THE STAKES: Intro (the witch trial and sentencing) Burn her, burn her, burn her…. Shattering the quiet darkness, the angry mobs gathers on the hill The tourch lit masses, come together at this night Shouts of rage crack the air, screams of slander growing there As the hatred in their hearts, makes their sanity tear Burned at the stakes Her wicked life they must takes Burned at the stakes Her soul doesn’t die Its merely set free to possess you and I Them a nameless face, shouts out where they must go To the widows house, always dark, forever hollow They come without warning, they come without fear Driven by an evil, more evil than the evil they fear Grab her she must die She is a witch another cries Kill her for god’s sake Then she is taken away to be burned at the stakes Watching out her wiwodow, as the time of death draws near They have broken her spell, they sense her fear They a

Live For Metal
LIVE FOR METAL All your pretty boys who think you rule the stage Blinded by illusion, trapped in your own cage I want you all to listen all across the land We must live for metal, its out final stand Live for metal I see things that can not be seen I hear what no one hears I speak in tongues In the dead of the night But never will I fear For I know the change is coming It’s the time to call the shots You must live for metal And give it all you got No one can never stop what was meant to be No one will never know what it means to me To bang our heads together, fighting till the end We must die for metal, and die like men

New Update-thank-you For The Prayers
Well my nephew has been home finally for acouple months now,and he is doing well he still needs to wear his oxygen and has a feeding tube but he has improved and is shocking the the visiting nurses and doctors. He still will need thta second surgey next month so just keep him in your pryaers and shortly I will be uploading new pics of the little guy.

12.01.08 - The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
SONG VERSION BELOW Wherever You Will Go - The Calling VIDEO VERSION BELOW Wherever You Will Go - The Calling LYRICS BELOW So lately, been wondering Who will be there to take my place When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own. CHORUS: If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go And maybe, I'll find out A way to make it back someday To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all Well then I hope there's someone out there who can bring me back to you CHORUS If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go Run away with my heart Run away with my hope Run away with my love I know now, just quite how My life and love

Bye Bye Fubar...
Hmm.. It seems as if they've made deleting your account on Fubar easier. So - effective midnight (central time) Friday, December 5th - I am done with Fubar. Every time I'm on here I tend to have pangs of guilt because there are so many images and people that are incredibly tempting, but the fact is that I've found someone who makes me incredibly happy, and the best thing for me (and us) to do is for me to remove all temptation and say goodbye to Fubar permanently. For those of you who have yahoo - you can add me at ianeck@yahoo.ca If you've got MSN - it's ian.b.eckstein@hotmail.com - or if you just want to email to say hi - it's ian.b.eckstein@gmail.com. I've met some incredibly good people here, and I hope that those of you who I don't talk to outside of fubar will at least email to say hello (just let me know who you are). Thanks all, for everything. -Ian.

Untitled
I'm an imp a warrior I'm genghis-fucking-khan Beaudelaire then VanGogh a silent Peter Murphy.. a vocal Boris Karloff a chameleon shapeshifting thru society & memoirs that make Picasso blush in his Cubic sarcophagus I've sent legions Conjured pixies muses technicolor know me by name--- Raised the dead and Torched the living Peter Sellers' wardrobe got nothin' on me, honey, All a floating visage Boom-town facade sheltering a wraith, Dormant spectre wary of showing his face-- Pantomime & penny speechless in a 2%, homogenized version of unleaded persona doing double-time cram for the theater of the Absent professor's mind. ...as I steal the degree in this covert curriculum She broadsides me like freight trains in slippers Bold Delicate Supernatural ( imp goes silent, picasso turns a deaf ear) Should I summon Casanova? Curl my lip & snarl? Maybe the Marquis.

Arachne Act Iii Scene Ii
A time is coming--a new Time borne of my evolving mind, A mind-utes time turning with the 4-square comfort of second rhythms One timely minute, then accelerating Into wailing fast-forward signatures Like angry time machines, maniacal Mechanical time unwanted and sinister and loping off to nether portions Of the only being I've come Close bringing from time isn't BEING at all--though I'm sure She's still lurking somewhere and ever Closer-is snowflakes, snowing Everywhere I go and while I sleep As well, no storm just snowflakes Falling and a new time is coming which Means it should be spring, and I can Smell it, spring that is, time moving on But feel, taste, sight are oppressed By omnipotent snowflakes, rain should Be comforting the frozen birth, I mean Earth, out these litter persistent spiders Keep falling and leaving a patchwork web On the turf and it's not even beautiful Because they're dirty, gray sn

Membership
Come join my Pic Club - The #1 Club! This was an idea my ex and I wanted to try, a photo album of all our friends flipping off the camera. And Fubar is the perfect place to set it up! If you want to join you will need to have a salute; rate/fan me, send me a pic of you giving the bird, the name you want on the card, your zodiac sign, your favorite drink, and your male/female preference. If you want to add to or change any of the info please include it.

History
Did You Know? by Jack Rinella First published in England in approximately 1749, “Fanny Hill, the Memoirs of a Woman of Pleasure” by John Cleland was the first book censored in the United States in Massachusetts in 1821. Leopold von Sacher-Masoch was a novelist, born in 1836 in Galacia (now Poland). He was a well-known author during his lifetime. His best-known work is “Venus in Furs,” published in 1870, a classic novel detailing his masochist fantasies. What is more amazing is that this novel is the true story of one of von Sacher-Masoch's escapades. The Austrian psychiatrist Richard von Krafft-Ebing published (in 1886) his "Psychopathia Sexualis," a collection of case histories documenting strange and unusual sexual practices. These are supposedly symptomatic of certain "sexual diseases of the mind." Among other things, he introduces the concepts of "sadism" (after the Marquis de Sade) and "masochism" (after the then still living Austrian writer Leopold von Sacher-Masoch

A Passage I Read About Love
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

Myth
The Myth of the Old Guard by Jack Rinella, author of The Master's Manual A recent question on one of the newslists had to do with smoking cigarettes at dungeon parties. The writer began her question with a reference to the Old Guard/New Guard dilemma. Things have changed in fifty years, that's for sure, but I'm not sure that things have changed as much as most "young" Leatherfolk think. I'll start off by saying that there's a good chance that most of you think that I am "Old Guard." My age and my salt and pepper hair make me look that way and the proliferation of my writing (thank the gods) makes it seem that way. The truth is that I am a relative late-comer to Leather, having had my first "rough" sex about twenty years ago. Even at that, I'm not sure that I met that many Old Guarders in the early eighties. After all, no one ever walked up to me and said "Hi, I'm a member of the Old Guard." I know several people now who may be thought of as in the Old Guard, but I b

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! (1) Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. (2) Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (No need to waste a good candle). (3)Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. (4)Sharpen their Athame. (5)Untie the knot in their cords. (6)Try on their jewelry for fashion sense (7)Pick up their crystals for a closer look. (8)See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). (9)Use their runes as extra Dominoes. (10)Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. (11)Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" (12)Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. (13)Debate with them about "True Religion". (14)Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. (15)Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. (16)Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew it would be the last time that i would see you fall asleep I would watch you sleep all night and pray the lord your soul to keep...If i knew it would be the last time I saw you walk thru the door I would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for more...If i knew it would be the last time I heard your voice I would record each word so I could play them from day to day...If I knew it would be the last time I would stop for a minute and say I LOVE YOU instead assuming that you knew...If i knew it would be the last time id stop to share your day,Well im sure you'll have so many more,so I can let just one slip away,There is always tommorrow to make up for an oversight,and we always get a second chance to make it all alright,There will always be another day to say I LOVE YOU,but just in case I may be wrong and today is all we have,,,I'd like to say how much I LOVE YOU and hope we never forget...Tommorrow is Not promised to anyone,Today may be the last chance you g

The Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

Trickster Coyote And Raven
In Native American mythology there are figures known as tricksters—individuals whose actions have been attributed to natural phenomenon such as the creation the earth, the sun, the advent of fire, and the weather. Early native philosophers gave these beings human qualities as a means of likening their actions to the same passions that govern human thought. Having their origins in the oral tradition of early Indian tribes, these tricksters have evolved into powerful symbols. The transformative powers of the trickster make such an entity transcend the physical and metaphysical world. Again, as with all other aspects of native religious thought, the cultural disparities that exist in Indian tribes allows for numerous trickster stories. While there is not one universal trickster myth, the animal symbols representing these figures are generally the same—two examples are the raven and the coyote. The most common manifestation of the trickster is the raven. There are many stories attribute

Come Spank Us Hard And Us Mad Luv
GET YOUR ASSES OVER TO SUB ZERO NIGHT CLUB! THE HOTTEST NEWEST LOUNGE ON THE FUBAR! SHOW DJ LIZZY THE FU LOVE! THE HOTTEST PEOPLE GREAT MUSIC GREAT FRIENDS AND DRAMA FREE COME GET CRAZY WITH THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR CLICK THE BANNER BELOW! COME ON IN! LOOKING FOR A JOB IN A LOUNGE WELL COME ON OVER TO ~ SUB ZERO NIGHT CLUB ~ AND MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND GREAT FRIENDS AND GREAT MUSIC LIVE MUSIC 24/7 ALWAYS TAKING REQUESTS NOW HIRING FOR DJ'S PROMOTERS GREETERS BARTENDERS DANCERS COME ON OVA TO SUB ZERO! WHERE THE TUNES NEVA STOP! AND THE DRINKS ALWAYS FLOWING!

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Saint 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? witch 5. Your father?jack 6. Your favorite thing?music 7. Your dream last night?dunno 8. Your favorite drink? drpepper 9. Your dream/goal?family 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? indiana 19. The last thing you did? read 20. What are you wearing? cloths 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? Catdogturtlefish 23. Your computer? gateway 24. Your life? blesssed 25. Your mood? Happy

Explaining Black Label Society Chapters & Patches
From: Black Label Society Date: Dec 9, 2008 12:05 AM Outside of the "Mother Chapter" (which is theband itself) and the Doom Crew, Inc. which is friends and family thatwork for the band (or people that Zakk chooses to have close tohim).... There are no "official" chapters of BLS. A Chapter is simplythe name that Zakk uses to refer to the many cities, states, countries,provinces, etc. that the legion of BLS fans reside in. BLS fans meanfar more to the band to just simply label them "Fans".The band knows that their fans are huge supporters of what they do andthey want their fans to feel a real sense of belonging to somethingmuch bigger and greater than just being a fan of a band. Thereforebecause of the loyal support BLS fans show the band and each other, BLSchooses to call their fans "family members" of Black Label and/or"chapter members" of which ever city (chapter) BLS fans reside in.As a result of this ideology, anyone who is a loyal supporter of BLS isautomatically considered a

Arrival
Here I am. Again. Another place for people to look in, another place for me to wax poetic or bare my soul or spout the trite drivel girls like me tend to spew in these sorts of things. And why am I here? Why am I in the countless other dark corners of the interweb I can be found gathering dust in? I was lead here and I want attention from that person who led me. So see? I'm just a sheep like any other. Seduced by a wolf.

A Love Story
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. she hated everyone,except her loving boyfriend. He was always there 4 her. She told her boyfriend, if i could only see the world, i will marry you. 1 day, someone donated a pair of eyes 2 her. When the bandages came off, she was able 2 see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, now that you can see the world, will you marry me? The girl looked @her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking @ them the rest of her life led her 2 refuse 2 marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note 2 her saying: Take good care of yours eyes, my love, for before they were yours, they were mine. This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations......

Another Day...
Its another day in life of me and I really could have cared less if I did what I was "supposed to" or if I met anyone's f@*ing expectations. I feel like I deny myself everything and give everyone else all that I am and can be. So when is there time to do what I want? Hasn't been any time for a very long time... So. So what.

Take A Look Oh Angel
Take me away on ur swift wings carry me away to the lands of death put me to sleep sweet angel only time can tell only time will allow holding me together shall i defeat all those who cant have me but only savor me remeber me sweet angel driveing the nails into me surrending only the weakness in me breath into me angel hearing the sounds of the drums and the sounds of the danmed makes me want u more spreading the pain oh angel open ur heart oh angel let me fly and be free nothing but mask's i see and lies that are told and nothing to servive for remember me oh angel when im gone im a believer in god but spending time defeating my demons leaveing me to die leaveing me to suffer open ur wings and let me free....

Sad
This time last year she cried three times looked at me and shut her eyes for the last time. We had nineteen years together and in that time we shared so much fun and so much laughter. I respected her and she respected me in her very own special way. She nestled under my chin each and every night and I shared my warmth with her. I fed her and cared for her as best as I was able to and loved her dearly. I miss my friend so much and it was a sad day that I lost my cat.....yes MY CAT!! MITZI....you were a friend....sleep well..!!

Well Is It?
How does one go about believing in faith...believing in the Lord. How can he let bad things happen to those that do their best in life. Isn't he supposed to watch over us and help us along our way. These are some of the things I don't understand. Is it fair that there are murderers and rapists that commit crime after crime and are not punished. Is it fair that there are people that will rob and commit heinous acts against another human. Is it fair that those that stay true to themselves and do good things for humanity get fucked over in the end. Is it fair to take someone from us that sacrificed himself his entire life to make others lives easier. I'm losing my faith again Rest in peace Tim 1974-2008

When The Rain Falls
When The Rain falls Current mood: handsome Category: Writing and Poetry When the rain starts falling it is to God I start calling. Doubt overshadows my mind, but it is God's peace then I find. My life sometimes I don't understand, but I know my life is in the masters hands. The rain beats against my house yet I am still standing strong. I know by God's grace and mercy I shall carry on. Some battles I may lose, but the war has been won by choosing Jesus God's only son. No longer do I run I just run to the alter and claim my victory. Today is the day I choose Jesus to break the chains that have imprisioned me. Today is the day I choose Jesus, the life, the truth, the only way. He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.

Level
K guys I am still quite a ways from leveling but I would really apriciate any help I get!! I will return the love!! I really want to level... I'm wanting to get up to godmother soooo PLEASE PLEASE help me get up there a cpl levels :) HUGS N KISSES!!!!

Im A Diva Lyrics
Diva lyrics I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a… Na na na diva is a female version of a hustla Of a husla Of a of a hustla Na na na diva is a female version of a hustla Of a husla Of a of a hustla Stop the track, let me state facts I told you give me a minute, and I’ll be right back Fifty million round the world and they said that I couldn’t get it I done got so sick and filthy with benj’s I cant spend How you gone be talkin shit? You act like I just got up in it Been the number one diva in this game for a minute I know you read the paper, the one that they call a queen Every radio round the world know me Cause that’s where I be I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a a diva I’m a I’m a a diva (hey) I’m a I’m a… Na na na di

Ok Ok Ok
ok,so baby girl thinks her stuff is good....i tell her i need 7 more beers, and she tells me that i dont....cuz she wants me to remember what we do in bed....most of the time i dont do her sober cuz of issues...like i'm still married and i feel wrong doin it i guees, or somethin...but anyway, since we've been together...oh hell you get the point...so she wants me to remember...so it makes me think that SHE thinks her stuff is the bomb and she wants me to realize that so i will love her more.....am i fucked up??? comment if you want, just dont hate....(have an open mind)

Fubar's "bored" Feature
So... I've populated the "bored" section of games on fubar.com. Most people have been nice and rated me back... giving me 10's or whatever. Then you have these fucking idiot assholes who judge on looks and rate me a "3" or "4" or some shit like that. I've been here long enough to know that if you want to get on someone's good side.. rate them a 10 despite of what they look like. I know you have the shallow, self-conceited, ignorant morons who are like "oh she's hot I'm gonna rate her a 10.. (or 11 if you're a VIP) and then if they look at your profile it's like "I'm gonna rate them a "1" cause their not hot." Listen.. I'm not a point whore, but it's called "BEING NICE". Also.. I had to block some guy today because after I rated his picture a 10, he hits up my shout box and is like "I'm horny do you want to help me out" I laughed at him and said no I don't do that.. after about 5 minutes of dodging personal questions, he says "I just want to jack off to your pictures" or some bullshi

Beauty Unbroken
Beauty Unbroken hers goes often unspoken so much she can show and most never know her Beauty is total complete and unique she shines like a diamond one has only to seak but search for it softly it cat stagger the weak those not prepared most surely will fall i get lost in her eyes and she dont try at all she feels unimpressive sad and unloved hold her ever so softly with hands that are gloved her Beauty can burn you but pains not at all she loves just one man but i promise you'll fall Beauty Unbroken hers goes often unspoken and most never see her Beauty as such because not many can handle seeing somuch She is Beauty all the way through inside and out so watch what you do you wont see it coming you wont know its there you wont notice at all...unless you truly care.

Life
Life is a game to some so it seams always spreading the wealth of broken hearts and dreams they never take time think about how thier actions affect others somehow and even when told about the pain they cause they cannot consider the time to pause to think about what theyVe done so wrong they just keep on going and no matter how long they never give a thought to the pain that was wraught by the careless behavior they show they just keep on taking without ever waking the soul from within they just keep repeating the pain again they give no warning not even a clue they just keep on hurting good people like you think about life as though its a game and no matter the distance its always the same they show no mercy not even remorse cause to people like this life's a game of course.it has winners and losers and i above all have had to much of the shit to watch my heart fall so in the future my friends watch what you do dont you dare let me find out that lifes a game to

The Family
Well hello hello. Just thought I would add something in here for starters. I am goddessAthena slave in the house of The Black Heart Society. I will mostly be the one on this account mixing it up with you all. I am a social butterfly as they say. I love meeting and chating with all kinds of new people young and old. Please be respectful of the fact I have a MASTER and QUEEN. Hits us up we all love to chat just shoot us an email or look us up at www.blackheartsociety.ning.com Thanx gA

My Mahood Rise
WIT MY FIST I INTERACT IN ACTION IN THE AIR I SMELL ADVENTURE FUN TIMEZ THOUGHTZ VISIONZ SHE ENJOYZ WHEN I TELL HER MY MANHOOD RISE OR WHEN IM IN A CROWD THAT FINE LADY SQUEEZEZ BY ME BOOTY ALL ON MY DICC MY MANHOOD RISE OR WHEN I HEAR OTHER COUPLEZ BANGIN AGAINST MY HOTEL WALL MY MANHOOD RISE OR WHEN THAT ONE GIRL FROM HIGH SCOOL YOU HAVENT SEEN IN YEARZ TAPZ YOU ON YA SHOULDER AND LOOKZ BETTER THEN BEFORE MY MANHOOD RISE IN MY PANTZ SHE SEARCH FOR MY HEAD LOCATE & RUBBIN PEE HOLE TEASIN LIPZ ON MY EAR WHISPERIN SLOW SEXXXY WORDZ OF SEDUCTION OTHER HAND FREELY RUBBIN MY CHEST SHE MOANZ IN MY EAR JERKZ HER BODY ALL ON ME MOVIN HER LEGZ OVER ME DRY HUMPIN HER PUSSY ON MY HEAD I HOLD HER CLOSER 2 ME MY MANHOOD RISE IN HER PANTZ JUICY PAIRZ WORDZ 2 STROKE LIKE JJ MACCIN DETAIL WIT MORE DETAIL SKIP LOC DELIVERZ SMALL THICC & IN BETWEEN DR. NIPPLEZ LOVEZ STICCIN OUT AT ME HUGZ THAT I LOVE 2 MR. SQUEEZE A LOT B

Hi Everyone Please Check Out This New Site
Hello, I just designed this site for a talented artist called Vanessa Nelson, please feel free to have a look - maybe there is something here that would make a good x-mas present! cheers matt

Marriage
Marriage is a very hard thing to keep togehter! Sometimes love is not enough and you have to depend on your friendship with each other to be enough to make up the difference.I have been with my hubby for longer than most couples could only dream about! he is the love of my life and i was lucky enough to have met him in highschool! We are comin up on our 15 anniversary and our 7 yr marriage anniversary!

Stop Staring At Me
I just went to the store with the roomie. There was a kid from one of my classes there. All he did was stare at me from the second I walked in till I walked out and then when he left the store all he did was stare at me. I got totally annoyed and wanted to yell "DON'T STARE AT ME ASSHOLE I KNOW I MISSED THE FINAL BUT YOU KNOW I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO". It was frustrating. I hate when people stare at me. Well there is 2 people who could stare at me all they want. And he's not one of them.

Need 100 Comments Please Help Me Out
I am in a christmas contest and i need 100 comments on this pic please help me try and win a prize I luv you all and happy holidays. Hook your fu friend up and comment on this Please I have till the 18th.

Ladies Not Bitches
Ok, im going on the record and stating that i do NOT find anything at all interesting about a woman that describes herself as a bitch. I don't find it exciting, i don't find it attractive and i certainly don't want anything to do with a self described bitch. So what is it with the world today that women find it necessary to state emphatically that they are some sort of a she bitch. Do they honestly think that men and women alike will find them more approachable? Do they honestly think that anyone wants to be around a bitch? I challenge you to look at this very website and see the huge numbers of women that use the word bitch to describe themselves. Man i want to get to know them big time. Come on ladies its so high school to think that men want a bitch in their life. NOBODY wants to be around a bitch. Why would they. I personally like women that can carry on a conversation, that don't go all virgin on me if i use a sexual joke or comment. I like women that reflect their age. I

We Are Not Super Human
Some people think we are super human, what little do they know We are not any different, we just do not let it show They do not see the tears when a baby has been abused They do not see the anger when an abundance of drugs have been used They do not see the disgust when a bottle of booze has cost A teen his legs, a girl her pretty face or a life has been lost They do not see the fear when a loved one has passed away They do not understand that we deal with this everyday They do not see the sorrow when we face a broken bone They do not see the caring hearts when a nursing home patient wants to go home They do not see the worries when a call comes in that is bad They do not see the abuse we take and the things that make us mad They do not see the happiness we feel as a patient gives us a hug The thanks we get for what we have done to help the ones they love They do not see the laughter that keeps us going between the calls They do not see the

A Prayer For Strength
A prayer for strength Oh yes, fix me, Jesus, fix me. Fix me so that I can walk on a little while longer. Fix me so that I can pray on just a little bit harder. Fix me so that I can sing on just a little bit louder. Fix me so that I can go on despite the pain, the fear, the doubt, and yes, the anger, I ask not that you take this cross from me, only that you give me the strength to continue carrying it onward 'til my dying day. Oh, fix me, Jesus, fix me.

God’s Words For Different Situations
God’s words for different situations God's Healing Words Proverbs 4:20-22 My child, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Do not let them escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their God the Master Physician Exodus 15:26 He said, "If you will listen carefully to the voice of the Lord your God, and do what is right in his sight, and give heed to his commandments and keep all his statutes, I will not bring upon you any of the diseases that I brought upon the Egyptians; for I am the Lord who heals you." God's Healing Love Psalm 107:19-21 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress; he sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from destruction. Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, for his wonderful works to humankind. God Removes Sickness E

Believe ...just Do It
Never say it can't be done...never say you should have done that ...never put off life for another day because tommorow may not arrive. Live life ...dont let it live you. You decide your destiny..do you want it to be built on ill hopes or do you want to believe in yourself? After all if you don't believe in yourself who will? You have it within you to do what you want as long as you do not take no as an option.~Zena

Come Celebrate With Us
IT'S OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVESARY CELEBRATION.....STOP BY & HANG OUT AWHILE.....PRIZES...FUN....ALL INVITED---AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS! Custom Countdowns & MySpace Layouts Drop By & Have A Drink On Us! GREAT PEOPLE, GOOD TUNES & COLD DRINKS

Hottt
Was a hot smoldering humid day again.So what better to relieve the heat then a day at the beach?? I climb up into your truck as you pull up, dressed in my shortest cut offs and tiniest bikini top.And I see your dressed in only shorts and it makes my pussy tingle with excitement.I sit close as I can to your hot sweaty body.And lean over to kiss your lips.And find your tongue eagerly licking my lips to find my tongue and we kiss deep and hard.As we head down the road I place my hand upon your leg and with every shift of the gears my hand falls closer to your bulge that I cant help but notice growing in your shorts.We seem as if we are on fire from the sun and body heat coming from our bodies as we pull into the spot at the beach where no one seems to go....just how we like it! We jump out and head for the water holding hands and we both know how fun and exciting this is about to become....we smile! And pick up the pace till we find the perfect spot. Lay the blanket down and turn to run t

12.18.08 - Oasis - Wonderwall
SONG VERSION BELOW WONDERWALL - OASIS VIDEO VERSION BELOW Wonderwall - Oasis LYRICS BELOW Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now

Who Knows
Well you find all kinds a people all the time what kills me is they all from new to old friends think they know you haa haa haa haa i don't even know me how could they well at any rate who knows right maybe they need to get to know them selves first ?

He Is In The Middle Of Everything
This is Powerful! Center of the Bible [] Q: What is the shortest chapter in the Bible? A: Psalms 117 [] Q: What is the longest chapter in the Bible? A: Psalms 119 [] Q: Which chapter is in the center of the Bible? A: Psalms 118 [] Fact: There are 594 chapters before Psalms 118 Fact: There are 594 chapters after Psalms 118 Add these numbers up and you get 1188. [] Q: What is the center verse in the Bible? A: Psalms 118:8 [] Q: Does this verse say something significant about God's perfect will for our lives? [] The next time someone says they would like to find God's perfect will for their lives and that they want to be in the center of His will, just send them to the center of His Word! [] Psalms 118:8 'It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.' Now isn't that odd how this worked out (or was God in the center of it)? [] Before sending this I said a prayer for you. Got a

Pickup In The Rain
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rain storm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960's. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: 'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bl

Always Remember Those Who Serve
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. 'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked. 'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress. The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. 'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. 'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. 'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. Yo

Caylee Anthony
Well I really hate to even post this but I will. The remains that they found near the Anthony home are Caylee's. I am so sick and saddened by this. The news that she was missing came on the day that my daughter was born. I had my suspicions in the beginning, but still held hope that she was alive. Well it turns out she is gone and well it is so close to Christmas that it makes me thankful and blessed that I have 2 beautiful daughters that I love and cherish with all my heart. Caylee was loved by the whole country and I am sure everyone that cared is hurting right now. May Caylee rest in peace. I have nothing but harsh words to say to her mother Casey, but it is Christmastime so I will refrain from that. I am glad that this is finally over and the news can report something else. It is a very sad day. Well I wish everyone a Happy and Healthy Holiday season. Love, Amy

In My Dreams
In my dreams everything is alright, you never cheated on me with my best friend, there was never this big fight. In my dreams everything is still perfect, you come home everynight to hold me tight, and tell me that everything is alright. In my dreams you are more than wonderful, your caring, loving, I am still hopeful, you don't talk to all these women. In my dreams everything is where its supposed to be, perfectly set in the place they were meant to be, I don't have to see what I don't want to see. In my dreams none of this ever happened, but when I awake I get hit in the face, hard by reality and everything you have made me believe. If only you were like the man in my dreams, then maybe I wouldn't be sending you packing and on your way, my best friend of all people. How could you not see that she would one day tell me the secret that you two hid and lies you both shared only to see the tears that I have shed. But for what reason should I shed thes

I Love Janice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE JANICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA BE IN N.C. AND MAKE HER MY ENTIRE WORLD, JUST LIKE I SHOULD HAVE ALREADY BUT STILL WANT TO WORSE THAN ANYTHING AND WITH THE WISH THAT SHE'LL LET ME.... AS ILL WISH AND PRAY IT EVERYDAY..... I'LL GO ON EVERYDAY LOVING HER AND HOPING SHE'LL LET ME GO TO N.C. TO BE WITH HER! AND I DONT CARE HOW LONG IT COULD TAKE BECAUSE JANICE, IF YOURE READIN THIS, YOURE WORTH THE WAIT, BABY! I LOVE YOU AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ANYWHERE NEAR AS MUCH TO ME AS YOU! I LOVE YOU AND NO MATTER WHAT, I WANNA BE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE ALL I LOVE IN THIS LIFE AND THATS NOT GONNA STOP! I LOVE YOU, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chad

20 Ways To Confuse Santa
1..Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. 2..While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. 3..Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. 4..While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. 5..Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! 6..Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa." 7..Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. 8..Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him leave unti

Nice
Happiness is my high. Happiness is feels great inside. Happiness is quite rare. Happiness is barely there. Happiness comes when I am around friends. Happiness always ends. Happiness I want more. Happiness I adore. Happiness is when my mom calls. Happiness is when watching waterfalls. Happiness is my high. Happiness feels good inside.

Come Bid On Me & Vote Be Miss Winter Fubar Also Please
Baby Come have some fun Vote for me as Miss Winter Fubar.. You won't be disappointed... & oh yeah don't forget to bid on me also.. I'm fun to own.. and the better the offer the more things I can do for you... Like 11's and bling stash rates and big pimpin gifts.. Even Pimpouts of every kind. Many kinds of Salutes from me to you.. And special pictures morphs, mosaics and so much more. Come bid on me and wait and see. Click on this link to bid and Vote for me Miss Winter Fubar Please also Vote for my BFF as Mr. Fubar if you could.. Just click on the link below.. Bidding Runs Until The First Day Of The New Year 2009! Have Fun!! & Happy Holidays This Message brought to you by:: ~Photo Perfect Girl~ Fu-Wifey of ~shortnsweet~..Bonded to Immortal Chaos 4 Life@ fubar

Necronomicon
NECRONOMICON Ignite the candles of hell burn to my coven's spell Bound by human flesh recite the book of the dead Necronomicon Black forces open the grave death is now my killing slave Rising souls of the damned hide in the pentagram Necronomicon Follow through the trees possessed souls lurk to kill Raped you lie by the forces of hell released to die I am the necromancer the dead eat your mind and soul Maggots fill your eyes black magic takes your life Necronomicon To the gates of hell I return hades fires once again burn Coven rejoices rites are read back to hell return the evil dead

Solitude
SOLITUDE I'm sitting here alone in darkness waiting to be free Lonely and forlorn I am crying I long for my time to come death means just life Please let me die in solitude Hate is my only friend pain is my father Torment is delight to me Death is my sacntuary I seek it with pleasure Please let me die in solitude Recieve my sacrifice my lifeblood is exhausted No one gave love and understanding Hear these words vilifiers and pretenders Please let me die in solitude Earth to earth ashes to ashes dust to dust

Up For Auction...id Love For You To Own Me...
The Three of us are up for auction in the Mr & Miss Winter Fubar Auction & Contest. Come Bid on us... You know you want to.. We are SWEET, FUN, & EXCITING... Don't Delay.. Use the links below to come to our entry and BID, BID, BID... A Simple Girl...Named Jen NaughtyBugLady Immortal Chaos To Bid...Go To One of these links, and just leave a comment... Also if you find the time, Could you Vote for one of Us Girls As Miss Winter Fubar & Vote for Him as Mr Winter Fubar. Understand How To Bid & Vote (to bid just simply make an offer in the comment you leave... However to Vote you must put in " I vote for her, or I vote for him" in the comment. And Then Bid & Vote Away! Bidding Runs Until The First Day Of The New Year 2009 @ Midnight! Have Fun!! & Happy Holidays This Message Brought to you by:: ஐღA Simple GirlƸ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷNamed Jenღஐ@ fubar (¯`·._.·☀ NaughtyBuglady ☀·._.·´¯)

Twas The Morning Of Xmas
Twas the morning of christmas my butt it was itchin Checkin out asshats in mumms that was bitchin My old lady in the kitchen cookin up bacon A night watchin midget porn had my balls severely achin When out on the porch what did I hear The fridge went on the porch...the one that stores my beer. Home Depot aint open Lowes it is closed For getting my beer fridge fixed today I am closed The neighbor let her dog out dressed in her robe Her left boob fell out and it looked like a globe. I'm into geography and maps and titties Groping big boobs and knowing about Cities. I yelled out the window 'Yer boobs hangin out' She flew me the bird and started to shout 'You old pervert dont gawk at my rack I'll have my dog bite you right square in your sack' My fun for today I'm afraid it was over I'm protective of my nuts and stay away from Rover. So now I'm just sitting here drinking all of my bud lights... Thinking Merry Christmas to all and especially Merry Christma

The Old Rugged Cross
THE OLD RUGGED CROSS On a hill far away stood an old rugged cross, The emblem of suffering and shame; And I love that old cross where the dearest and best For a world of lost sinners was slain. So I'll cherish the old rugged cross, Till my trophies at last I lay down; I will cling to the old rugged cross, And exchange it some day for a crown. O that old rugged cross, so despised by the world, Has a wondrous attraction for me; For the dear Lamb of God left His glory above To bear it to dark Calvary. So I'll cherish the old rugged cross, Till my trophies at last I lay down; I will cling to the old rugged cross, And exchange it some day for a crown. In that old rugged cross, stained with blood so divine, A wondrous beauty I see, For 'twas on that old cross Jesus suffered and died, To pardon and sanctify me. So I'll cherish the old rugged cross, Till my trophies at last I lay down; I will cling to the old rugged cross, And exchange it so

#2 Family Drama
It never fails;as usual my brothers go at it yet again.Every holiday,birthday or special occasion;as long as there is alchol invovled.My brothers always bump heads,over the most stupidist things.There will never be a nice moment with the family, as long as my brothers are in the same room together.

How To Perform Fellatio
Here's How: 1. Start him off nice and clean. Social stigma seems to focus on the taste of women’s genitals more than men’s. In fact men can smell and taste just as strong as women. If you're new to fellatio, you might be worried about taste and smell. If so, suggest a sexy bath or shower together and start with a clean slate. You can also add a bit of flavored personal lubricant to his penis or put on a flavored condom, which is great for safer oral sex. 2. Physical comfort is key. You can’t have fun and perform well if you’re not physically comfortable, and fellatio can put a strain on your neck and jaw. Kneeling before him on a pillow, while he’s standing or sitting, gives you good range of motion and plenty of access. If you’ve had bad experiences with fellatio where you felt lack of control, have him on his back and crouch in between his legs. Giving head can put you in a major power position, if you like that feeling then go for it. 3. Tease him wit

Memories
As the hours slip by, his mind dwells on her, Gazing upon her picture, Sighs of longing escape his lips, he memorizes ever line and countour, closing his eyes his lips silently speak, "I love you my darling" Hoping she can hear his words, wishing she knew how he misses her so, His mind plays through the memories, A smile forms on his lips as he remembers, knowing that soon there will be new memories to share, whispering"goodnight My love" he slips into slumber... Kevin E Brooker

What Parts Of What You Say?????????
Ok, so, I'm tryin to understand this. Why the fuck do people nowadays have to sugarcoat things!? I mean, SERIOUSLY! Janice, this is a question I'm asking you in particular because I'm tryin the best I can to understand things and to talk to you about everything and one day you say one thing and then the next you tell me you dunno how you feel and though you had told me times before that we could talk, you now say you dont see a point in it. AND I DO! I DO BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND MY WHOLE POINT IN EVERYTHING, AS I KNOW YOULL READ THIS BECAUSE I ALWAYS SEE YOUR NAME AT THE FRONT OF MY PROFILE VIEWERS LIST....IS THAT! I LOVE YOU AND WANNA BE WITH YOU AND THERE IS A POINT TO IT AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED BECAUSE TO ME, YOURE THE ONLY POINT THERE IS TO LIFE AND KNOW THAT IM SAYIN THAT FLAT OUT HERE JUST LIKE I HAVE BEEN AND JUST LIKE HOW ILL KEEP REMINDING YOU THATS THE CASE IF ITS WHAT ITLL TAKE FOR YOU TO SEE THAT YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME AND IT DOESNT MATTER TO ME HOW MANY TIMES IT WOULD TAK

Slave Journals
Journals Submissive journals can be an incredibly useful yet simple tool for Dominants. By creating a journal in which your submissive writes all of their thoughts and feelings on their exploration of the scene, you have an immediate insight in to exactly what they are thinking; what they enjoy; what they do not; what you can push further. As well as a tool for gaining insight, submissive journals can help teach your submissive to open up to you and bring you both closer. By having to expose their thoughts and feelings to you - and having to trust you with those thoughts and feelings - it can be a very powerful way of strengthening your connection. Depending on your circumstances, there are different ways of getting to read the journals. If you are only temporarily or periodically apart, you can wait until you are back together. If you are unable to be together at all, email works well - the ritual of having to send their thoughts daily or weekly can be another reinforcer. You

Yours Was Mine And Mine Was Yours
Questions you ask, For what i hold. Is a secret among secrets, Our life we sold.. Afraid to tell, or what he'll ask. Storming away, For if i last. Never one for this, Responsible i never miss. For how it started, Was just a kiss. Together for two years. We always new. His for mine, And mine for you. Not so planned, Nor prepared. Are bodies faired, As we shared. Never fully gone, Just cuddled inside. Could this have done something, Or just radled my mind. Taking a test, In just a few days. Laying a rest, No more plays. What if it's a ' positive?' what have we done? We may have lost our dreams, Just by having ' fun.

Christmas Wish
Christmas Wish I made my list for Santa The usual clothes, CDs and Movies There was one thing I didn't put I thought he would know and get it for me I wanted you back in my arms Thinking he would know I though of you every night He sees me when I'm sleeping and knows when I'm awake I looked at your picture every night Christmas came and presents to open I never got what I wanted He never brought me you Instead he brought my movies and clothes He left me with a frown That I covered with a smile I didn't get my number on thing My Christmas wish

A Place Called Love
When I look around the world Don't feel love there's only hurt I'm just living for my freedom Every heart around is cold There's no faith no one to hold Let me take you out there There's a dream that we can share Someplace where you don't have to care A place called love Let me take you somewhere Where people smile and don't care I know you wanna be there I just wanna shout it Wanna fight it Don't wanna hide it That we can't just go on Let's prove we can be strong I can't breathe the hate around See some people lose their ground I'm just living for my freedom I wonder how we can go on Eyes are blind don't see the wrong Let's prove we can be strong In a place called love

A Fireman's Life
A Fireman's Life A fireman's life is one big surprise, Usually he laughs, sometimes he cries. There's always stress, toil and strife, Hoping he's good enough to save just one life. His wife understands, when he misses dinner, If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner. Answering a call, is tops on his list, Regretting each one he's ever missed. He tries and tries, but can't make us see, The happiest men, still work for free. Jumping from bed, fighting the cold, Knowing what to do, without being told. He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck. Depending on skill, never on luck. Putting his life on the line, for an unknown friend, Hoping and praying, it won't be the end. "The Bravest Men in the World", the title is fitting, They all do their best, never come close to quitting. Next time you see them, all their lights blinking, Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking. It's a hard job, so show them you care, And help them out, with a lit

The Last Alarm
The Last Alarm My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck And when he'd go to work each day he'd say "Mother, wish me luck" Then dad would not come home again until sometime the next day But the thing that bothered me the most was the things some folks would say A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometimes he won't fight a fire for many, many days When I first heard these words I was young to understand But I knew when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all goodbye but little did we realize that night we all would cry My father lost his life that night when the floor gave way below And I wondered why he'd risked his life for someone he did not know But now I truly realize the greatest gift a man can give is to lay his life upon the line so that someone else might live so as we go from day to day and pray to God above Say a prayer for your local fireman He may save the one

Song
Blood and tears Blood and tears Since you've been gone I hear you've been crying Blood and tears All alone In your misery So alone Could you have Been deceived Since I've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears All alone In your misery So All alone You are lost Endlessly Since you've been gone I hear you been crying You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care You cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care Yea, you cry a thousand tears Darling don't despair I know your heart still bleeds Darling don't you care There's blood in your tears There's blood in your tears Bl

Alcohol Consumption And Medication
Wow, this is my kind of bar. I'm on 5 anabolic medications and booze is a huge no-no for me so this is my kind of bar. All the ambiance of a happy place to socialize and my body doesn't have to worry about alcohol overload! Don't get a headache from too much second hand cigarette smoke either. So, have fun, invite me to do stuff, help me "mingle"! Party ON!

About Me
Hi there, my name is Kelly, half french and half Irish I love cheer leading, swimming and surfing the net. For those who may not know of me, I am a very kind, sweet, caring, independent, a leader and a loving person. I enjoy helping others. I would like to think I have always been an over achiever. I'm in the adult business and it started when I won in my first bikini contest. I started modeling bikinis and lingerie. I loved it. I couldn't get enough. I was showed a website and I immediately wanted one for myself. So I started a solo site and for those who doesn't know what a solo site is, let me enlighten you, lol, a solo girl is a term we use in the industry to describe a girl like myself. Solo meaning, her website only. No men and the main focus is she. Solo girls started the real girl next-door look, because we were just that. Real girls next door. I'm currently single and looking for someone who is on my level. A hard worker. Good looking, polite and has a good positive at

How Did It Happen?
I don't know how it happened, do you? I just know the more time I spent with you the more I hated him. It was gradual, easy to miss at first As I looked more deeply into you the shallower he seemed. The hours we spent just talking or even just working side by side meant more to me than you can know. I never meant to hurt him I never meant to fall in love with you But I did. I know you aren't perfect, I know you have faults, But I think maybe, just maybe you are perfect for me. You understand me you don't try to control me you just let me be me. I guess it started with I luv u but then progressed to I Love You and then I'm In Love WIth You. I don't know where this is going I don't know where it will end But I do know I'm going to enjoy the journey.

Sorry Doesn't Cut It
I wanted to say sorry but I didn't know how I missed you bein there but I need you back now I hurt us both I know it was a stupid thing to do I didn't make it easy I can't help but still love you I offered you my heart once and now I offer it again if you think you can trust me not to cause you any more pain So I'm sorry that I hurt you I'm sorry that I lied I'm sorry for the tears that I know you tried to hide. But most of all I'm sorry for ruining what we had if you can just forgive me then I will be so glad.

Reaper Man
The Reaper called on me today he said my time has come that I must put my fears away and go to my next home. He said death is not the end of things but a beginning fresh & bright that change is all he really brings So you have no need for fright. Where you go your heart will heal and your troubles fall away no more pain will you ever feel With the setting of this day. Yet still I begged him for my life for a chance to carry on let me struggle through this strife until my pain is gone. Death thought long and hard on this as slow minutes they ticked by so upon his cheek I laid a kiss and then I began to cry. I ask not for life everlasting only for a few more years I'll try to stem my suffering and wipe away my tears. I'll somehow fix my broken heart and mend my wicked ways just say I won't have to depart from this mortal coil today. He looked at me with sockets bare such a cold impassive face not on

Youth
When you are young: friends are plentiful, cares are few, responsibilities don't exist, and yet you want to be older. They say "youth is wasted on the young" How true that is You only realise how special your youth was once it's gone....

Nonsense
I'm a proper "Billy no mates" With whom no one wants to play, It's probably my mental health That makes them shy away. It's not that I blame them at all, For wanting to be free I lose my temper often So they keep away from me. Who needs a friend so needy, they often sit and cry For no apparent reasons They want to curl up and die. Well I'm sick of being like this I'm tired of these mood swings It's time that i got better And moved on to better things. For more than two years now I've been a total mess No friends, job or money And just couldn't care less. It's not that I'm indifferent, Please don't misunderstand It's just hard to see the problems With my head burried in the sand. The pills, the Docs and councilling And even all the shrinks Don't help me even a little bit And I think that just stinks. So have my mental wanderings Given you a rough idea Of what it's like to be me On any given year? See I've even lost interest in this poem......

Fallen
Fallen Rest now my fallen brother Lay soft your suffering back Rest well and forever Your memory shall not lack Rest your tired hands Wipe clean your weary brow Rest with St. Florian Your spirit now endowed Rest here your breaking heart We know you gave your all Rest easy, you’ve done your part You’ve answered your last call Rest knowing that in god we sought Oh lord, watch over another who just fell Rest assured your troubled thought As we ring the final bell

History.... Isn’t The Way Things Start...
ever heard the saying "those who don't remember the past are doomed to repeat it"? i've begin to wonder does it even matter if it happened... thinking about it how much of our history is completely accurate ... the stories change in time and according to popular beliefs when things happened or the way they went down... said often enough people believe just about anything... now this is ignorance... but people don't often look for the truth when the lies sound better to their ears ... i wonder if it matters ... changing history... will it mean as much if people know it isn't real... would the morals not get through to them... could they not idolize the characters if the martyrs never had to suffer and die...does it matter if they lack basic human flaws ... or what if we just pretend they weren't easily swayed by misinformation ... if they weren't tempted ... that they were sure of the cause the whole way through ... never backed down .... no fear... why ??? why would it matter.. wh

Untitled
Heart is heavy Mind is clouded Wishing for it to make sense again One memory One face appears One voice tantalizes my ears One smile that takes my breath away Hoping to have the memory remain One day One week Hoping to turn to months and beyond

12.31.08 - Bruce Hornsby - Mandolin Rain
SONG VERSION BELOW Mandolin Rain - Bruce Hornsby and the Range LYRICS BELOW The song came and went, like the times that we spent Hiding out from the rain, under the carnival tent I laughed and she'd smile, it would last for awhile You don't know what you've got, till you lose it all again Listen to the mandolin rain, listen to the music on the lake Ah listen to my heart break, everytime she runs away Oh, listen to the banjo wind, a sad song drifting low Listen to the tears roll, down my face as she turns to go Cool evening dance, listen to the bluegrass band Takes the chill from the air, until they play the last song I'll do my time, oh keeping you off my mind But there's moments that I find, I'm not feeling so strong Listen to the mandolin rain, listen to the music on the lake Ah, listen to my heart break, everytime she runs away Oh, listen to the banjo wind, a sad song drifting low Listen to the tears roll, down my face as she turns to go Runn

A Story Im Writeing Let Me Know What U Think
Sharon is a 29 yr old with the love of science and frenetics and she loves her sugar, she loves wearing black, and has a very sparky life and loves all thats near her.... john a 51 medical examiner that looks at dead bodies is a quiet but kind hearted man that looks for the evidence in the bodies even the ones that are close to him he seen to much in his days that some times hurt him alot... Ameila is a 25 agent that is very wise but also has an attitude that sometimes over whelms her and interferes with her work at times. armando is a 32 and is an agent but follows the example that the head of them all, but at times is stupid and doesn't listen well when he is not concentrating. Barrett a 27 hes an agent smart and well educated, and has 3 hobby's, one hobby is war of 1812 battlefield scale models, 2 hobby is medieval weaponry and armor and the 3rd one is anything on dragons.... and the head of that team is caden hes 41, a serious man and strong headed m

Rain
Rain where have you gone, the sun listens as well as i do. Her silence kills me in a way you never could. The moon, his words are as dark as his parent. I'd feel better if you came and rescued me. But it seems that'll never happen. So i wait for sleep, the last resort. Why did you go? Left as quickly as you came. I guess you could say the same for me. Victims of our own pride but i wasn't ready for you to go. Yours is the only voice I await. Althought it's shelter i should seek, your comfort soothes me more. So into the sun I'll stare for necessity precedes my vision. All i needed was your voice and the ability to listen.

¢¾ My Erotic Machine¢¾
¢¾ My erotic machine¢¾ seems my head is filled with such warm delightful thoughts of you. I can not wait until the days come that I see you sitting in my tattoo parlor chair. ~Loud music pumping stripping away the cares of the day~ ~Comotion and chaos in the background~~ Hypnotic sounds of the machines in the air all attention on me Seems thru all the excitment my voice is the only one heard ¢¾Shirt off & relaxed¢¾ ~~Anticipations filling your thoughts and easing all reality away~~ I would ¢¾ to feel your eyes on me watching everything that I do Watching my hair the way it falls around my face so long and dark The way it brushes up against and almost covers my warm full chest ¢¾I can feel you eyes taking all of me into your sight¢¾ The one single small breathe and focused attention unfilinching heart strong arm reaching out to me. Pulling me out of the darkness into your range with one touch soft stroke of my redden cheek Hands running through my hair soothing my

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In Loving Memory
WE ALWAYS HAD A SPECIAL CONNECTION, ONE THAT NO ONE COULD BREAK! WE COULD ALWAYS TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING, OR AT LEAST I THOUGHT! THE NIGHT YOUR GRANDMOTHER TOLD ME YOU WERE DEAD, I TOLD HER TO STOP MESSING WITH MY HEAD. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU FELT YOU COULDN'T TALK TO ME, I WONDER WHY I WASN'T THERE FOR YOU, I WANT YOU BACK SO BADLY, BUT NOW THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO. HOW DID I NOT SEE YOUR PAIN, OR IS WHAT YOU TOLD ME, WAS IT ALL IN VEIN. AS I AM LEFT HERE ALONE, STANDING IN THE RAIN, I WANT TO KNOW SCOTT, WHAT YOU REALLY HAD TO GAIN! IM LEFT TO WONDER IS THERE ANYTHING I COULD HAVE DONE, THE NIGHT THEY TOLD ME YOU WERE GONE, AND HOW YOU HAD DONE WHAT YOU DID, I WANT TO KNOW YOU DID IT WITH A GUN? BEFORE YOU PUT THAT GUN TO YOUR HEAD, DID YOU REALLY BELIEVE THAT YOU WANTED TO BE DEAD? YOU THOUGHT NOBODY CARED, WELL YOU WERE WRONG, YOU ALWAYS HAD ME, BUT NOW YOU ARE GONE, GONE NOT FROM MY HEART OR MY MIND. YOU HAVE MADE SO MANY PEOPLE CRY, I JUST WANT TO KNOW

A Lil Bit About Me And How I Ended Up In A Wheelchair.
Hello my friends, here is a lil bit of my story. All my life I wanted to become a pro wrestler growing up I watched al of the greatest wrestler's of all time from Hulk Hogan to Ric Flair,Sting and the list goes on and on...I was raised by my grandparents I never knew who my real dad was until I was 12 years old, I had a great child hood from what I can remember, well after I met my real dad at the age of 12 I would spend alot of my time with him....When I was 15 1/2 I found out about a local wrestling promotion in Portsmouth Ohio where I used to live called (Superstar Wrestling Federation) and I knew few people who was apart of the promotion, I got talking to the few people that I knew and they helped me get my feet in the door at the age of 16 I started training and working out it was really hard to learn all of the moves and how to land right I couldn't even to begin to tell you how many times I hit my head on the mat and it hurt like hell, I thought like alot of you, I thought it

Lesson Learned
OK SO TONIGHT I WAS IN THE SUBZERO RADIO LOUNGE AND I MADE A COMMENT THAT I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID AND IT WASN'T UNTILL AFTER IT WAS POSTED THAT I REALIZED NOT EVERYONE WOULD TAKE IT AS THE JOKE I HAD INTENDED TO BE.... I WANT TO FORMALLY APPOLOGIZE TO DJ PYRO WHO IS MY BEST FRIEND IN LIFE AND I TRUST MORE THEN ANYONE AS I DID NOT INTEND TO DISRESPECT HIM IN ANYWAY SHAPE OR FORM WITH THE CHILDISH YET SERIOUS COMMENT I MADE ABOUT HIM.... HOPEFULLY HE FORGIVES ME AS I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON TO THINK CLEAR ABOUT WHAT I AM ABOUT TO SAY AND HOW IT WOULD AFFECT THE PERSON IT WAS SAID ABOUT BEFORE SPEAKING WHAT I AM THINKING

Oh Yeah...git Her Good..
Just a quickie .... .. She likes that! XmasBaby73 has got her Autos turned ON! ¢¾ Xmasbaby73 ¢¾ So go tag her up! Fill her page with Fu love, shower her with your best rates, and when it's all said and done, stay awhile and chat. OR you might not be invited back!! Pimped with Love: Tappinit <

My Slumbering Bitch
why can't you help me keep her sleep??? I try with all my might to keep her sleep my laughter turns to anger, anger turns to revenge why must you say things that you "think" i want to hear??? if you know me...it's not that serious before the meet, things are good you call and call ad call the meet...things are not what you expected you walk ahead of me no words, no eye contact the pretence...she'll do for the moment if you know me...it's not that serious the encounter... better than i've had before kissing, touching, exploring things change...no eye contact everything stops things your have to do, places your have to go the lies you tell you move so quick i hurt my neck trying to keep up if you know me, it's not that serious...i've told you this before why couldn't it have stayed the way that it was if you know me, it's not that serious you get ghetto, your words, your actions why not just leave me there?? it's not that serious my bitch stirs, i lull h

Feel Like I'm On Top Of The World
I made the President's List of Academic Excellence. I feel pretty good about myself especially since I've been out of school for almost 10 years. Keep smiling and work hard and you can achieve anything!!! Ciao!

Leppie
ANY GOOD HEARTED WOMEN FROM PA WANNA GET TO KNOW ME?I DO NOT WANT JUST SEX,I NEED A CHALLENGE.SOME 1 WHO BELIVES ME THAT I DONT WANT JUST SEX.I NEED A WOMAN LIKE THE 1 I WANT.THAT I CANT HAVE.SOME 1 WHO WONT LISTEN TO WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY.PLEASE NO GAMES

Leaving Fubar....
Hey to all my friends that I have made in Fubar,,,it has been fun, but I think for now I am going to give it a rest...I have met some great ppl on here and to those that would like to keep in contact and chat with me sometime,,,i do have a yahoo and my screen name is fun_luvin_girl_01 and i have two emails which are fun_luvin_girl_01@yahoo.com or susan13601@gmail.com...It has been great getting to know those of you that I have met and hopefully you will keep in touch! I will be deleting my profile prob. by Friday...Thanks for the loads of fun guys and hope to see you around... Love to all,,, Beautiful Chaos AKA Susan

I'll Just Fade Away
I’ll Just Fade Away I thought of a way to keep my blood from drying I'll just fade away I thought of a way to keep my heart from dying I'll just fade away I thought of a way to end the rain I'll just fade away I thought of a way to stop the mental pain I'll just fade away I thought of a way to keep my tears from turning to dust I'll just fade away I thought of a way to end the mistrust I'll just fade away I thought of a way to keep my bones from cracking I'll just fade away I thought of a way to forget all I'm lacking I'll just fade away I thought of a way out of this lonely abyss I'll just fade away I also thought will anybody notice I’ll just faded away

A Heart's Wish
A Heart’s Wish She closed her eyes And received her kiss Her winter heart Seek warmth and bliss Bring me my love She asked in whisper Complete my soul As the angel kissed her My love is hidden He is away from my sight Soothe my heart Please clear my plight My greatest gift Will be his love My greatest honor Descending from high above Let us melt into one A fire untamable A desire to bond A chain unbreakable As the angel returned Her heart began to beat As her breath returned So did strength to her feet

An Angel
Dreams expand vast with cosmic strength from devil’s disguising night- mares chasing moon shadows Crossing red lines with walking heart steps risking self- love beats contrasting peril cadence Branching out, limbs fearlessly falling leaves soul framed to with- stand altering blowing winds Seasons change as life lines travel to destined path- ways open if chosen

01.08.09 - The Beatles - Something
SONG VERSION BELOW Beatles - Something In The Way She Moves - Abbey Road.mp3 - LYRICS BELOW Something in the way she moves Attracts me like no other lover Something in the way she woos me I don't want to leave her now You know I believe and how Somewhere in her smile she knows That I don't need no other lover Something in her style that shows me I don't want to leave her now You know I believe and how You're asking me will my love grow I don't know, I don't know You stick around and it may show I don't know, I don't know Something in the way she knows And all I have to do is think of her Something in the things she shows me I don't want to leave her now You know I believe and how

What Dreams Are Made Of
WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF IT WAS EARLY EVENING AS I SAT THERE,, WAITING FOR YOU TO COME HOME MY MIND DRIFTED AWAY FOR A MOMENT...... WE WERE AT THE BEACH, LATE AT NIGHT THE COOL BREEZE TASTING OUR SKIN YOU WARM HAND WAS CARESSING MY BACK I COULDN'T STOP STARING AT YOU , YOUR EYES JUST KEPT DRAWING ME IN IN THE MOMENTS OF SILENCE, OUR EYES & TOUCH WOULD SPEAK MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS WE COULD HEAR THE WATER, IN IT'S PEACEFUL TRANQUILITY SPLASHING AS THE WAVES ROLLED IN AND BACK OUT.... YOU HELD MY FACE SO TENDERLY AND GAVE ME A SOFT KISS I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF ABOUT THE LOVE & PASSION I FEEL FOR YOU,EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME AS YOUR HAND SLOWLY SLID DOWN MY BACK, YOU GRASPED MY BUTT I LET OUT A WANTING MOAN AND KISSED YOU DEEPLY WE WERE TOUCHING , SQUEEZING, NEEDING EACH OTHERS LOVE OUR PASSION WAS OVERFLOWING WHILE WE KISSED AND FELT ONE ANOTHERS BODY YOU LAID THE WARM FUZZY BLANKET ON THE BEACH FOR US TO LAY ON I LAID DOWN

Can We Add A Dance Floor To This Bar??
i like to party when i go out, i have the best time dancing by myself (cause i don't drink) so how about fubar start a video lounge so we can freakin' dance? ? WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?

Top 10 Valentine's Day Wedding Style Ideas
Top 10 Valentine's Day Wedding Style Ideas Next year, V-Day falls on a Saturday, which means one thing: wedding bells. Faith West Photography * save to notebook * email this article * print this article * bookmark + share First, some history on the lover's holiday: Though sending cards and love notes only dates back to the 1840s, Valentine's Day has been around since 496 A.D. Flash forward hundreds of years, and you'll find that next year -- in 2009 -- Valentine's Day falls on a Saturday, making the most romantic day of the year the perfect time to say I do. Not sure how to pull off a Valentine's Day wedding with style? We've got 10 tips to help you plan. Show Your Love To get started, think about Valentine's Day and what it means to you. Look for inspiration from your own love story -- if you met on the ski slopes of Vail, incorporate cool blues and other wintry hues. Or take your decor cues from an ultraromantic destination you've been to, like Pari

Wedding Vows & Readings: 20 Tips For Writing Your Own Wedding Vows
Wedding Vows & Readings: 20 Tips for Writing Your Own Wedding Vows The 20 questions you need to ask when you're writing your own vows. Photo: The Art of Emotion * save to notebook * email this article * print this article * bookmark + share So you thought it'd be great to write your own vows, but now a healthy dose of writer's block (not to mention fear of embarrassing yourself) has hit you squarely on the head. Don't know how to transform your heavy, life-altering, feelings into a string of coherent words? You're not alone -- but don't worry, your goal is within reach: Just take it one word at a time. Here's the homework you need to do (and the questions you should ask) to make your wedding words letter-perfect. Prep Step A: Get clearance Make sure your officiant will accept personalized vows. Catholic and Episcopal congregations, for instance, may require you to recite all or part of the traditional vows, though in most cases that's left to the offi

Mosquito
What is this…? Heh. I see you flying over me. A life that roams around me to suck my life one at a time. Yet you were mistaken to fly so obvioiusly… What is it about this game? That seems to entrap even the strongest of species Acting like mindless mosquitoes Waiting to drain or to simply cease to be… Have I grown into what I mostly despised? Or has this heart yearned once again to victimize Contemplating over my heart’s decision of direction Wondering why this heart slowly seems to lose its life I thought you were dead How did you seem to wake up from this misdirection? All I know is that I seek you no more So go now and teach your next victim the price of blind affection. No longer do I wish your kind the pain I chose to embrace No longer do I wish for hell to swallow you back into your hole For this is your time to rise to the occasion It’s time for all of us to see how you have nothing left of your precious soul.

Mon At 8 Pm (est Time) In Sweetwaters Saloon
SWEETWATERS SALOON WILL BE HOSTING A LIVE AUCTION IN THE LOUNGE - TO BE HELD STARTING AT 8 PM EST MONDAY NIGHT - STILL ACCEPTING ENTRIES! TAKE ME TO THE AUCTION ALBUM TO ENTER, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE, INCLUDE ALL OFFERS.ONCE I GET ENOUGH ENTRIES THEN I'LL ANNOUNCE WHEN THE AUCTION WILL TAKE PLACE TAKE ME TO SWEETWATERS YOU MUST BE PRESENT DURING AUCTION - HIGHEST BIDDER WINS - IT'S THE REPONSIBILITY OF BOTH PARTIES TO FULFILL THE OFFERS & BIDS ™JÁÐÊ™**ROSE**~(READ THE PROFILE) ØWÑÊR OF §WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ & THÊ HØT §PØT LOUNGES@ fubar

Tax Deductibles A Way To Get Money Back From The State By Giving To The Salvation Army Instead Of Throwing Away Your Items
Valuation Guide for Salvation Army Donations Your continued support makes our good work possible. Your qualifying tax deductible donations are resold through our Salvation Army Thrift Stores and Salvation Army Family Stores through the country and serve to fund our Adult Rehabilitation program. The Value Guide below will assist you in determining the tax-deductible value of any items you are donating to The Salvation Army. You will see that the table includes low and high estimates of value. Please choose a value within this range that is in keeping with your item's relative age and quality. If you have questions, your local Salvation Army Thrift Store and donation center will be able to assist you. A receipt for your items may be obtained in one of three ways: 1. If you drop off a donation at a local Salvation Army Family Thrift Store or Corps (worship and community center), the clerk or receptionist will be happy to provide you with a receipt. 2. If your items are dropped

Jurassic 5 Lyrics To "the Influence"
[Zaakir] Yo, I create off drum drops and ate away blacktops Grab the mic so you don't react The double X Polo shirt with the hat to match In fact, we verbally vibrate your track [Marc 7even] Then crush your confidence like plastic condiments Build you up to break you down like forgotten monuments The question is this: will they return with the hot shit? Or keep it on the low flow [Charli 2na] Yo, and for you confused bastards, Tuna the blues master Quick to grib the mic, crews fast and soundclashing Critical mass, pinnacle blast have been deflected Hypodermic vocals I flash get you infected [Akil] I don't sip on brew, so this Bud's for you Speak when spoken to whenever you come through My vibes fill you, Internal Revenue You rhyme prostitute for little or no loot [Jurassic 5] Cause a lotta these kids think that commercial Is rocking fly suits and jewelry But we can rock shows with no rehearsal With the Rebels of Rhythm and Unity [Zaakir] Yeah, cause

If You Need Me !!!!!!!!!!!!
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. I am here for you!

Lowering Expectations For Love
As I get older, I’ve discovered I’m not as picky as I once was with girls. This may be due to decreased self-confidence, maybe it’s because women have taken an evolutionary leap forward and aren’t as nuts as they were 10 years ago, or maybe I’m just getting old and subconsciously lowering my standards in order to find the 3rd love of my life. (I’ve already discovered both me and tacos) Actually “lowering” my standards sounds bad. Let’s call it “altering”my pre-defined requirements. I’ll give you an example: Imagine if you will that you were looking to buy a new car. We’ll assume your imagination can get credit approval.You go to a dealership and ask for a specific model with a list of options you want. Unfortunately the dealership doesn’t have your ideal car in stock and can’t say when they’ll be able to due to the high demand of that model. So obviously this car is not a Ford, GM or Chrysler. Anyway the salesman/saleswoman/salestranny shows you similar versions immediately avail

Time And Money
I work my ass off and i still dont have the money that i want to do the thing i want to do the most. I have a court date in about may for some stupid tickets i got over a year ago. i am trying to get them off my record. But i just want to move, and i just cant. so for now i am just a fusterated, lonely, women. just dont know what i am doing. i just want to up and go at this point. but i have to have money to do that. dam it all to hell.

Life
I did this last year and got to know alot about the people on here as they did about me. I am allowing a unlimited amount of questions this time since so much has happened this past year. Anything goes and I mean anything. Looking forward to getting to know you a bit better.

Breast Cancer
so im sitting at my computer and an im pops up its a great girl that i have known since i was twelve,let me start it like this a week ago she rights me and tells me that she went to the doctors today and she was told that she has a disease in her heart that they cant cure,theres things she can do to slow down the disease but she wil have complications as she get older,today the im pops up and me being a smart ass asked her how her and her sexxy body are doin today and she replies not so sexxy with a sad face.so i ask whats wrong and she replies that she went to the docs again today for the follow up and they give her a lady physical and tell her there sorry but they found a lump in each breast,she has a long line pf cancer in her family and they know this they said that she will prob have surgery but ussually where these lumps are its bad so she is gunna have to have her breast removed.i am a grown man and i broke out in tears becuz she is only 29 and has three kidsshe doesnt know how

Omg...i Am So Hot!
ok, so I got the Wii Fit for Christmas and I must say it is whooping my a$$. I am trying to loose 50 plus pounds before April. I am working out on the Fit for at least an hour a day and it is rough! Not only did cancer mess up my body it also added weight! UGH!! It also doesn't help that I am getting older. Weight just seems to jump on me without invitiation. WTF?? I feel like I can't win for loosing some days. I did loose 3 pounds last week so I guess that is a plus...?!? I have changed my eating habit...for instance I am eating a salad right now when all I want is a lg extra cheese pizza and some garlic bread sticks....guess I will have to use my imagination. I can taste the cheese now...yummy!! Seriously this whole diet thing/get healthy thing is for the birds! I just want to pay for the body and boobs already! Get it over with so I can get back to living and not being self conscience as much. Being a woman I will always be very conscience of how my body is not perf

Sugar Momma (1/21/08)
Apparently having a life outside of Fubar makes me an undesirable fu-life partner. Please read the following while I cry into my sleeve. Or maybe he's crying into his? **Name has been changed to protect the pathetic.** burgerflipper: lets chat. ->burgerflipper: About? burgerflipper: many things burgerflipper: raleigh cold and still abit of snow around ->burgerflipper: Many things, how vague. We are now entirely snowless. burgerflipper: you at work...? burgerflipper: guess so ->burgerflipper: Yep. burgerflipper: oh srry im off today as i work at a school..maybe we can connect when you have more time ->burgerflipper: I'm only on at work. burgerflipper: ah i guess your not who im looking for on here..but enjoy your day ->burgerflipper: Yeah, I'm sure there are plenty of unemployed women who would love to chat! burgerflipper: just the odds of us meeting as i usually am working now..but as i work at a school im off burgerflipper: i use my computer eve. and weeken

I'm Getting Deported! (4/23/08)
Once again, my plans to come live in the US permanently are thwarted by a deadbeat. Won't I ever find a marriage of convenience on Fubar? goldsmeth: hi im yasser ->goldsmeth: Hello. goldsmeth: do have cam goldsmeth: plz your emil ->goldsmeth: Plz u marry me for green card? ->goldsmeth: First marry for green card then cam, ok? goldsmeth: ok i want porn ->goldsmeth: No porn, green card first. I am tough business person. You sign marriage license then we get Playboy channel.

I Have A Condition, I Can't Make New Memories. (7/7/08)
The sad thing is, this dude is probably one of my Fubar buddies. That's what I get for adding everyone indiscriminately. Oh well, I'm too lazy to go look. dalejr999: hi ->dalejr999: Hello. dalejr999: hi how ar eu ->dalejr999: Fine, thanks. dalejr999: whats new today ->dalejr999: The date. dalejr999: lol do u take salu tepics ->dalejr999: Did your brain fall out of your ass since the last time I told you I didn't? dalejr999: i guess so ->dalejr999: Tragic, I hope your insurance covers it.

I Can Has Fubar Drama Too! (7/8/08)
Look at this crazy bastard! He's so crazy! (This is dedicated to Licks and her new boyfriend.) justaflirt: You are hot. Marry me. No just get naked. umm. Stop talking to me. ->justaflirt: Yes to all of those things. ->justaflirt: I mean, shut up, you're disgusting. Lemme see your penis. justaflirt: You are so sweet. I hate you bitch. ->justaflirt: Oh my god, my herpes, touch my herpes! Also fuck your mother. justaflirt: I wouldn't touch your herpes if my life depended on it! You know my mother? Ok bring your herpes over here so I can touch them. When's the wedding? I hate you! ->justaflirt: They are zombie herpes, but you have no brains! Oh my god, you know your friend? He also has herpes and a zombie mom. justaflirt: I have no friends. So there! I'm way cool. You are making a big mistake. My friends will kick your ass and they are zombies. ->justaflirt: No way! I bought zombie insurance from some ugly guy who is possibly your mother. Holy crap, I'm so turned on rig

You Just Can't Hang With The Lounge Fatties. (9/24/08)
I was going to post about a dumb cowoker of mine, but then this hefty angel came into my life. Bless you, oh queen of lard, my multiple-chinned enchantress! May you forever break furniture in all the finest restaurants. P.S. I don't know if she's fat, I didn't even bother looking at her pictures, but she certainly didn't deny it. ~sex godde...: http:... ->~sex godde...: ? ~sex godde...: sorry... it's a really cool lounge called house of whacks.... ->~sex godde...: So you claim. ~sex godde...: excuse me? ->~sex godde...: I will not. ~sex godde...: so i claim, why dont you come in and check it out for yourself and you can be the judge ~sex godde...: ok whatever floats your boat... then get out of my shoutbox if your gonna be rude! ->~sex godde...: You're fat, aren't you? ->~sex godde...: Why are fat chicks so mean? ~sex godde...: bitch get a fucking life ->~sex godde...: Will I find a life in your awesome lounge? ~sex godde...: come in sure ->~sex godde...:

I'm In Escrow With That Crackwhore Down The Street. (10/9/08)
This guy's full name is HOOKERS DON'T TAKE CHECKS followed by many exclamation points. Clearly he is very passionate on this topic. He also enjoys rimjobs and long walks on the beach. Please feel free to contact him for a date, but for fuck's sake, don't step on him. HOOKERS DO...: LOL GREAT NAME ->HOOKERS DO...: Thanks. By the way, they don't take credit cards either, I asked. HOOKERS DO...: I KNOW AND IT PISSES ME OFF ->HOOKERS DO...: I can tell, you're all sorts of all-caps yelling. HOOKERS DO...: SORRY I HAVE TO USE THEM HERE AT WORK ->HOOKERS DO...: Is Fubar work? HOOKERS DO...: LOL NO IM A INTERNET PIMP HOOKERS DO...: WANNA BE ONE OF MY HOES ->HOOKERS DO...: I was going to ask you the same question. How do you feel about stripper heels? HOOKERS DO...: THERE GREAT AS LONG AS THERE NOT STEPPING ON ME ->HOOKERS DO...: Well, you'd be wearing them, so unless you like to step on yourself, I'm sure you'll be safe. HOOKERS DO...: HAHAHAHA UM NO ->HOOKERS DO...: Damn

At Last, An Idiot Appears! (10/22/08)
BEWAREOFTH...: those are some ver y sweet lips on you i bet they feel WONDERFUL ->BEWAREOFTH...: Alas, you'll never find out. BEWAREOFTH...: DONT HAVE TO HON I HAVE A VERY GOOD IMAGINATION ALAS LMAO ->BEWAREOFTH...: And a broken caps lock key, apparently. BEWAREOFTH...: NAH JUST TO FUCKIN EXITED I SEE YOU A BITCH BUT AT LEAST YOU HAVE SOME NICE TITS AND MOUTH NO SENSE BUT WHO CARESS He then got SO EXCITED that his shout permissions turned off! Or maybe I hurt his feelings. I'm sure I'll make it up to him in his imagination.

A Very Special Halloween Fucktard. (10/31/08)
That's me, causing inferiority complexes wherever I go. Dropped At...: hey ->Dropped At...: Hello. Dropped At...: how r u ->Dropped At...: Fine, thanks. Dropped At...: ur a cutie ->Dropped At...: Ok. Dropped At...: u single ->Dropped At...: I don't remember, I should check my profile and see what I put. Dropped At...: lol u got jokes, did u see my pix ->Dropped At...: No. Dropped At...: go look and tell me what u think ->Dropped At...: I have a three hour drive to make this afternoon, I'd rather not go blind before I do that, but thanks for the offer. Dropped At...: u think im ugly???? ->Dropped At...: I don't know if you are, I haven't looked at your pictures. I'd just rather not risk it, you know? Dropped At...: im cute ->Dropped At...: If you say so. Dropped At...: go look ->Dropped At...: Nah.

Indecision 2008 (11/24/08)
MAKE ME YOURS: wanna rolplay with me? ->MAKE ME YOURS: Okay, but I get to be the top. MAKE ME YOURS: thats fine ->MAKE ME YOURS: Do you prefer a fist or a foot? MAKE ME YOURS: mmm fist I like to suck toes ->MAKE ME YOURS: Ew, you go ass to mouth? MAKE ME YOURS: oh you never go ass to mouth Randal ->MAKE ME YOURS: So we're roleplaying Clerks 2 now? MAKE ME YOURS: you went from BIG to Clerks 2 ->MAKE ME YOURS: You realize Kevin Smith didn't invent ass to mouth, right? MAKE ME YOURS: no Thaddeus Asse'lips did ->MAKE ME YOURS: I'm sure that's pure crap, but back to the point at hand. You suck feet that have been in your butt? MAKE ME YOURS: no just the feet no ass water on them ->MAKE ME YOURS: That wasn't an option. MAKE ME YOURS: neither was sucking ass juice off of anything so you need to look over your own options as well MAKE ME YOURS: you'd be sexy if you were not a borderline prude whos full of herself ->MAKE ME YOURS: The ass to mouth thing was your idea.

I Hat3 Tw33k3rz!
U may not know me, I DESTROY homes & tear FAMILIES apart! I'll take your CHILDREN & that's just the start. I'm more precious than DIAMONDS or GOLD, the SORROW I bring are a sight 2 B~hold. If you need me I'm easily found in every CITY & TOWN. I'll live with the RICH & the POOR. I may live down the street , even next door. I'm made in a LAB, just not like the lab you think, My Ingredience are under your KITCHEN sink! I have MANY names, but the one U no best is......... CRYSTAL METH. My POWER is awsome just try me once & see... TRY me TWICE & your soul will B~long 2 me! You can try me once but I'm no game. If given the chance I'll drive you INSANE!! Once I process you, you'll STEAL, you'll LIE, you'll do WHATEVER it takes to get HIGH! The CRIMES you'll commit for the HIGH & FAME will FEEL like MILLIONS once I get into your VEINS! You'll LIE to your MOTHER, & STEAL from your DAD! Even when you see the TEARS in thier eyes, you won't be SAD! You'll forget your MORALS & how y

At Risk By Patricia Cornwell
Plot Summary: Cornwell's latest-a stand-alone thriller that was originally serialized in the New York Times Magazine-is likely to disappoint even diehard fans of her bestselling Kay Scarpetta novels (The Body Farm, etc.). This time, the action is set in Boston, where an attractive and ambitious DA, Monique Lamont, seeks to use a new anticrime initiative to propel herself into the governor's mansion. Lamont plucks her top investigator, Winston Garano, from a special forensics course to probe an obscure cold case, but the detective's inquiries suggest that his boss may be playing a duplicitous game. The writing, pacing, characterizations and plot are far from Cornwell's best work, and the solution to the old murder mystery is anticlimactic. My Comments: This is my first experience reading Cornwell. I wasn't sure what I was expecting. The book started a little slow for me, but picked up decently. It was a rather short novel and I enjoyed it. I'm currently reading the sequel. Rating:

Euphoric
Filled with anticipation, Gently fondling her ignition, She purrs to life Seductive, Sleek Full of Passion, Slowly easing into her throttle She trembles at my touch, She begs to be pushed to her limits, Holding back, I let the tension build, Slipping out of first into second, She moans a little as the pace increases, Then to third, she crys with pleasure Smoothly going to fourth, She begs for more As I slip into fifth, she begins to scream FASTER......... FASTER No longer in control, I push her past her threshold She screams in Euphoric Bliss Suddenly, stiffens and comes to a screeching halt Holding her as we both tremble, In her throathy voice, she begs for one more ride So it begins again..........

Black Woman Cake
Black Woman Cake...written by a Black Man (It's a Great Message) NEVER FORGET! THERE WERE SPECIAL INGREDIENTS GOD USED IN MAKING A GOOD WOMAN. Subject : BLACK WOMAN CAKE I'm making a black woman cake cause I'm hungry as hell. And the sweet tooth I have only a sista can break the spell. Let me reach into my spice rack to see what I can get. To make a mix that will stick to my stomach you can bet. 2 cups of intelligence 1 cup of sugar brown (Cause she's got to be sweet, mental, deep and sound) Cinnamon is always good to accent the taste A few cups of culture, so she's down for her race (You see I won't bite into anything that's not conscious of its own, that's why I stick to chocolate and leave angel food alone) I am adding butter cause she must be smooth 2 raisins for the dimples will also be cool I must add eggs so she can reproduce (Can't leave her hanging cause I like children too) I think I'll add a little salt, to balance her out And a domi

Please Read
first of all , if you are in married or relationship its called love honor trust communication ... see if you go out and pick up someone off AFF meet them and have sex with NO pretecting , come home get dress go to work and then while at work have sex with empolyee while on duty , come home , hide this stuff from your partner and then doin your partner havin your partner use cane on your body where you know you have health problem and use it on that area that is pushin the limit ... anyone should know , if you have health problem , you dont use no cane , paddle , flogger o anything on that area of the body , but hey people dont care about it ... worse part of all , havin sex with no pretecting and already have kids yes that is pushin the button cause you dont know what kind of STD you have out there ...

I Am Getting Older
Among the things I have noticed during the last few years is how my sense of humor has changed and with it how we as a culture look at humor. What I thought was rolling on the floor funny at 10 doesn’t even interest my daughter. Slap stick of the type from Gilligans Island was normal for humor of all types for centuries and I see it is used a lot now but ohh the changes. What I realized though was my tastes have grown. I still like something with low humor once in a while but I prefer satire now. I know it comes with maturing and I don’t regret acquiring these new tastes but it does make it difficult to watch some shows with my kids. One movie in particular comes to mind, Napolean Dynamite. Now to me that show was just flat out horrible. I not only don’t get the fascination with this show, I really wish they didn’t either. I know it is all just a cycle, how one generation finds something they can call there own. From hair styles to clothes, from language to humor. But oh at times even

Forever - Part 3
And no murmur of a voice to say "I love you" and "good night" Yes, if eternity has to offer a way to prolong this pain I feel as if a dying flower, waiting for the rain sorry - it is raining, no pouring to be exact - forever seems to have taken it's toll not in heart but mind oh well who lives forever since it's our love that stands the test of time so for you my life and love, for you I will always wait and if eternity wants me to wait forever to see your darling face forever is how long I suppose it shall take forever is a long time darling but you are well worth the wait.

I Missed You
god i missed the fu and the fu channel and all the fu things you get to do on here. my car is dead and the schwabs man is going to come to the rescue. i have an appointment today with my therapist and i have to make it to that. all my meds for my messed up head are at home too. well thats about it. i will be off and on all day

Now 29 Weeks Along!!
Just turned 29 weeks yesterday so that means 11 weeks to go ! :D so excited !!!I went to the ultrasound on tuesday and found out Im having a big baby boy lol he is weighing in at 3 lbs 5 oz!! 1 lb bigger than the usual 28 weeks baby so I might be scheduled for labor before my 40 weeks :) I've thought of some names but havent decided on them yet.. Joshua, Jeremy, or Jayden?? not sure if it will even be any of those either cause Im still looking. I also went shopping for baby clothes today and bought some cute little outfits I am so excited I cant wait to see my baby! My son cant wait to meet his little brother either he is surprisingly excited also!

Body Statistics
It takes your food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. One human hair can support 3 kg (6.6 lb). The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. Women blink twice as often as men. The average person's skin weighs twice as much as the brain. Your body uses 300 muscles to balance itself when you are standing still. If saliva cannot dissolve something, you cannot taste it. Women reading this will be finished now. Men who read this are probably still busy checking their thumbs...

The Hunter
It is the spring, the season of my hunting, And I'm awaken from the winter doze, I'm a volcano which begins erupting, The smell of love fills my perceptive nose!.. I lose my peaceful reasonable mind And any pretty woman makes me thrill, And though I have a half a life behind I can not stop to pay my passion's bill!.. I like to chase ignoring any troubles, The path of love will always fascinate, 'Cause I was born to be a king of loving, It is a crucial but very happy fate!.. The only problem is to choose the target 'Cause any woman's charming and unique... And in the ocean of my wild desire I'm alone though heart of mine is big!.. **** Let us enjoy ourselves, my baby, Forgetting sorrows till the dawn, Let our eyes be blithe and happy And days of boredom won't return! Let's be delighted like two children By streams of kisses and caress, And let's forget all boring lectures Of those who never really guess! They can't imagine even partly The feelings d

The Hardest Thing
The hardest thing in the world Is what I'm about to say please listen to my words Before you turn away wer've been together a while everyone says were great Lately Ive felt different maybe this is not fate I know you love me dearly boy I love you too but the time has come to say I'm breaking up with you. sorry that was sudden please listen to me For these reasons I need to say These reasons we couldn't be 'Its not you its me' Would be a lie to tell Im going to tell you the truth As you know me so very well. To the best boyfriend of all No one could ever compare sometimes you broke your promises saying you would always be there I was always there for you at your every request you found it hard to realize I was always placed second best. I understand friends are important Maybe more so than me But baby you needed to understand That slowly you were loosing me. i may not have left your heart I was slipping out of touch did you ever see my pain? I cared a

Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry; I know it hurts but please dry your eyes. I will give to you whatever you need; A hug, a kiss, just tells me please. To see you cry is a terrible sight; Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight. I'll do anything you want to make you proud; I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud. I love you to much to see you cry; Please sweetheart don't say goodbye. Don't push me away I must stay near; To gently wipe away your tears. If we must truly say goodbye; One more time just close your eyes. And let us share one final kiss; For you are the love, I will forever miss.

Even If
Even if I still love you today Even if I so much need you to stay Even if I still want you to be mine Even if I so much need you to be fine Even if a life without you is death Even if your heartbeat is my breath Even if I'm terribly missing you Even if I pray for a hope anew If your heart changed and your love is gone I must say goodbye 'cause I'm not the one Who'll hold your heart as tight as you held mine who's destined by God for your love so divine I must accept the fact that you're not mine And in your life I must take off the line I must let you go and set you free For now I know your heart's not with me

Poetry
To Come Home To PEOPLE A;WAYS SAY THINGS LIKE "DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL"? AWA FROM THE LUXURIES OF THE RUSH ABOUT DAYS THAT ALWASYS SEEM TO BE? I KNOW THAT I DO.....I NEED SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THAT IS SOLID AND SECURE AND SOMEPLACE THAT I CAN ESCAPE TO WHERE I CAN CLOSE OUT ANY WORRIES AND OPEN UP TO MORE PEACEFUL THINGS. IM LUCKIER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE I GUESS FOR I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE...SOMEPLACE TO GO WHERE MY HEART IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO BE AND WHERE I HAVE SOMEONE TO TURN TO....SOMEONE WHO IS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF ME AND THE BEST PART OF ALL IS ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST COME HOME TO YOU.....

Deftones-7 Words
I'll never be the same, breaking decency Don't be tree trunk, don't fall on my living roots I've been humming too many words, got a weak self esteem That's been stomped away from every single dream But it's something else that brought us feaze Keep it all inside until we feel we can't unleash I think that you made it up, I think that your mind is gone I think you shouldn't have glorified, now your wrong Suck [11x] They f**k with my head Suck [10x] b*tch You and me are here alone face flat along the edge of the glass But I'm not here to preach, I'm just sick of thugs My parents made me strong to look up that glass So why should I try, act like I'm a little pissed off With all that sh*t that needs to stay back in the shell Because your punk *ss made it up, your f***ing mind was gone Shoud've never glorified, now your right Suck [12x] They f*ck with my head Suck [10x] You don't know me, shut up you don't know me Squeal like a pig when you big f**kin, big f**kin, ahh!

Happiness
Happiness is that which everyone longs but so few of us actually get Happiness is that which rights all wrongs and leaves us without regret Why then does happiness torture us so when all we want is to feel what happiness does in the lowest of low when everything just seems too real Happiness comes to so many of you you who think it will always be there Happiness leaves you without the clue that living without is a nightmare If happiness could be passed on would you then give it to me Will you then cry when it is gone and realise what it is to feel lonely

Come Away With Me
Come away with me in the night Come away with me And I will write you a song Come away with me on a bus Come away where they can't tempt us With their lies I want to walk with you On a cloudy day In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high So won't you try to come Come away with me and we'll kiss On a mountaintop Come away with me And I'll never stop loving you And I want to wake up with the rain Falling on a tin roof While I'm safe there in your arms So all I ask is for you To come away with me in the night Come away with me

What Pattern Is Your Brain?
Your Brain is Profound Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

No More!!!
NEW RULE: SINCE PEOPLE NOW FEEL THAT THOSE WITHOUT AUTO 11'S ARENT WORTH THEIR TIME TO RATE I WILL NO LONGER BE RATING ANYONE WITH AUTO 11'S ON ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO DONT RETURN THE RATES ITS TIME PEOPLE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WITHOUT AUTOS NEED THE LUV TOO SO I WILL NOT RATE ANYONE WITH AUTOS ANY MORE IF I AMNOT WORTH YOUR TIME BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AUTOS YOU ARENT WORTH MY TIME RATING YOU BECAUSE YOU DO HAVE THEM!!!

Recipe For Happiness
Recipe For Happiness 2 Heaping cups of Patience 1 Heart full of Love 2 Hands full of Generosity 1 Head full of Understanding and a Dash of Laughter Sprinkle generously with kindness, add plenty of faith and mix well. Spread over a period of a lifetime and serve to everyone you meet