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Wowza...
So I've been away for a long time...too long? I just transferred with my job from Texarkana Texas to little old Elk City, OK. Totally on the opposite side of the state than where I grew up, but so far it's cool out here. I'm loving my job. Other than that nothing else new's really been going on with me, there are so many men with trucks here...it's like a girl's dream. I'm ready to get a new car now, transferring here helped my financial situation out a ton, and so now I'm able to do things like that! :) Back to work I guess....for now.

New Update
Well the latest news on my nephew he's holding his own now but now we have to wait on his 2nd heart surgery before he can come home. He suffered alot,his parents were told that he suffered some brain damage and that he will be severly retared and even possible have cerebalblsy.Just keep praying for him .

Hello To All Friends!!!
Listen heres the deal, I would love to chat with everyone who hits my shoutbox but I have a hard time doing it. My computer is stupid and has a mind of its own. Alot of the time I respond and it gets lost before it gets to you and then you think I've just blown you off. Not the case. If you are truly interested in chatting with me and want to get to know me better then you can find me on yahoo messenger (bluechilllpn@yahoo.com). I'm not interested in a bunch of BS so if you are wanting someone to cyber sex with look elsewhere, but if you want to have someone to have a mature conversation with and see what comes out of it then send me a friend request. Who knows we may become really good friends. Lots Of Love to all and can't wait to get to know you. MUAH

Eric And Jared Of Bless The Fall
I was met out at the bus bay by BTF's tour manager, Dougie. I was taken by surprise, I guess I wasn't expecting the manager of a christian metal band to be tattooed and pierced! Very cool guy, got me in the venue as there was some confusion with the pass I was given...All Access, hmmm should we let her in? He let me make their room my hangout for most of the concert and let me tell you that their room, which was some sort of recreational area, was so popular that I ran into members of Idiot Pilot and Atreyu while there. After getting acquainted with the band, Eric, Jared and I headed into the hallway where it was considerably quieter! Of course they got the fun spinning chairs while I had to sit on my crappy stationery seat but those are the spoils of fame and Jared did give me a breath mint, which didn't even it out but it was still a nice gesture! KM: So how has the TOC tour been treating you? Jared: It's been going pretty awesome, a lot of cool bands and a lot of c

Brandon Saller Of Atreyu
Interview with Brandon Saller of Atreyu 4/13/08 Taste of Chaos Tour The weather was stifling in Sacramento, so I waited on their air conditioned bus while Brandon finished up a phone call outside. I tell him to take his time, no hurry, to which members of the band reply, "It's not important, just his wife." I give my congratulations to the newlywed while the Lead Sails Paper Anchor 2.0 cd makes the rounds to be signed by all the members, save Alex, who was inside the venue. Marc eyes the cd and gets excited, "How did you get that? We haven't even seen that yet." The enhanced cd with photos, bonus tracks and videos will be released on 4/22/08. I pass it over and he gives it a good looking over before signing it and returning it back to me. Brandon asks if I mind going outside to do the interview, "Where it's more quiet." We discuss the TOC tour, karaoke and being the 'only girl in the family'. KM: So Brandon, how is the fan going so far? BS: It's almost over, a couple sho

What Piercing Are You?
You Are an Eyebrow Piercing You are unique, quirky, and more than a little eccentric. You cultivate the weirder sides of your personality, and you don't mind sharing them. Ever since you were a kid, you've had strong opinions. You've never been like everyone else, and you're okay with that. And you've always been able to tell people exactly what you think - even when they don't want to hear it. You love to create, dream, imagine, and communicate. You live in your own universe. And unlike most people who live in their own little world, you're happy to invite anyone in! What Piercing Are You?

What Color Glasses Do You See The World Through?
You See the World Through Yellow Colored Glasses You live your life with optimism. You remain happy through the bad times, and your outlook remains bright. You judge all interactions through the lens of hope. You try to see the best in people, and you give them the benefit of the doubt. You face challenges with a spirit of adventure. Things are what they are, so you might as well make the best of them. You see love as the utmost expression of personal joy. You tend to be attracted to lively, friendly people. At your worst, you are a bit petty and jealous. You want to be everyone's shining star. You are happiest when you're daydreaming or thinking up fresh ideas. What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

What Role Do You Play?
You Are the Innovator You're the type of person who is always a step ahead of everyone else. You thrive when you're experimenting with new designs, ideas, and attitudes. You are a creative person with many talents. You have to have artistic outlets in your life. You need to create - whether it's writing furiously or redecorating your home. If not, your life becomes chaotic. You tire of doing the same thing every day. You change your job, friends, and personal style often. You are at your best when you have a focus. If not, you develop a flaky artist's temperament. What Role Do You Play?

Everyone
Just to let everyone know.... I'm taking a leave of absence from school. Some things have come up, & whats most important is my family. I'll be on YIM but not Fubar much, as I'm packing and getting ready to move to my dads.

Without You....
When you're not here, something's not quite right. It's like the stars and moon, without the night. It's something strange, that I can't explain. It's like Tarzan, without Jane. It's like peanut butter, without the jelly. It's like Santa Claus, without his belly. It's like a joke, that isn't funny. It's like Easter, without the Bunny. It's like Grandma's gravy, without the lumps. It's like a camel, without any humps. It's like a present, without a bow. It's like a planted seed, that doesn't grow. It's like a king, without a crown. It's like a circus, without a clown. It's like the birds, without the bees. Without you, I'm just not me.

Trust Refracted
My lust ripples under your sweet caress. Distrust refracted from sensual slopes. I yield to you as you gently undress a victim of historic waves of hopes. Washed in a flow of femininity in your hands as you quell my thirst for sex, you remind me of lost vitality. Walls fail. True intimacy deemed complex. Your force alien to my perception, having been slashed by weapons of manhood. Your loving ways receive wet reception. Sex is combined ecstasy as it should. Foaming joy and frothing lust destroy drought. Regressed when love’s denied and you walk out.

Something New
I had just started seeing this guy about 4 weeks ago and we've been getting along great. We've already hit the sheets at my place several times. We're also great together sexually. Tonight I'm going to his place for the first time and we'll have several hours to spend alone before I have to get back home. He picked me up right on time and drove straight to his place. I can't wait, this is the first time neither of us will have to hold back because my kids might hear. He unlocks his apartment door and we settle on the couch. We start kissing softly, just holding each other. As our tongues dance in each others mouths our hands carress each others backs. When our kissing becomes more intense he pulls back, looks into my eyes and asks if I want to try something new. I'm a little worried about what he has in mind. When he noticed I was hesitating to answer, he asked if I trusted him and he promised he would do nothing to hurt me. I was hoping I wouldn't regret it but I said ok. He got up

Jennifer - A Dom/sub Love Story
Finally, after months of searching, there it was! The ad Jennifer had been searching for finally showed up on Craigslist! She just knew this was the right one for her, she could feel it! Housekeeper with Benefits Wanted: Rubenesque, petite brunette wanted to perform chores around home. You must be submissive and obedient, willing to take instructions without question and willing to accept punishment if you do not perform up to par. I will teach you what I require and you will learn as you go. I am waiting for you to contact me for more information. I expect you to respond promptly. Jennifer was typing a response email almost as soon as she had finished reading the listing. It was so exciting to find the right ad; she couldn't wait for the response. I believe I am the maid that can provide you with all the services you require. My housekeeping skills are impeccable and I am willing to provide additional services that you may so desire. I am new to this, but am a quick study an

Song Of The Day - 08/25/08 - Ludacris - Ho (val's A Ho Edition)
Ho - Ludacris (Chorus) Ho (Ho) You'z a Ho, (Ho) You'z a Ho, I said that you'z a Ho (Ho) You'z a Ho, (Ho) You'z a Ho, (Ho) You'z a Ho, I said that you'z a Ho (Ho) You doing Ho activities With ho tendencies Hos are your friends, Hos are your enemies With ho energy to do what you do Blew what cha blew, screw what cha screw Y'all professional like DJ Clue, pulling on my coat tail And why you think you take a Ho to a Ho-tel? Ho-tell everybody, even the mayor Reach up in the sky for the Ho-zone layer Now c'mon playa once a ho always And hos neva close, they open like hallways So here's the whole cake for your whole ho crew And everybody wants some, cuz hos gotta eat too Chorus can't turn a ho into a house wife Hos don't act right There's Ho's on a mission and there's hos on a crack pipe Hey ho, how you doin'? Where you been? Probably doing ho stuff cuz there you ho again It's a ho wide world, that we livin' in Feline feminine fantastical women Not all, j

Song Of The Day - 08/25/08 - (hed) P.e. - Raise Hell (explicitives O Rama Edition $@&!@#)
Raise Hell - Hed PE If you think it's too loud Bitch - get the fuck out If you wanna slow down Bitch - get the fuck out If your ass ain't with me Get the fuck out... We raise hell bitch We don't give a fuck All you pussy motherfuckers shut the fuck up I knock yo hed back I let that shit bang I make your heart jump Like you was on cocaine Stop actin like a bitch Why you acting like a bitch Let a bitch suck a dick And get the fuck in the pit If you think it's too loud... It's another homicide So let my shit play I chop your hed off Like my name was Ojay Stop actin like a bitch... I don't care about shit!!!

I'll Make Love To You ~ Boyz Ii Men
Close your eyes, make a wish And blow out the candlelight For tonight is just your night We're gona celebrate, all thru the night Pour the wine, light the fire Girl your wish is my command I submit to your demands I'll do anything, girl you need only ask I'll make love to you Like you want me to And I'll hold you tight Baby all through the night I'll make love to you When you want me to And I will not let go 'Till you tell me to Girl relax, let's go slow I ain't got nowhere to go I'm just gonna concentrate on you Girl are you ready, it's [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/iL ] gonna be a long night Throw your clothes on the floor I'm gonna take my clothes off too I made plans to be with you Girl whatever you ask me, you know, I'll do I'll make love to you Like you want me to And I'll hold you tight Baby all through the night I'll make love to you When you want me to And I will not let go 'Till you tell me t

App
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX.

My Thoughts
I am just writing this to get things off of my mind. My kids have only seen their dad once since June, and he only had them for one night. My oldests daughters birthday was August 1st he did call her but hasn't seen her, nor sent her even a card. This has hurt her feelings really bad, and i completely understand. I'm having a tough time trying to make excuses for him, which i have done for the past 3 years. I don't want them to think bad of their dad but he really is doing it to himself. So here's the reason, first of all I'm trying the best I can to raise my girls with morals. He is dating his dads, girlfriends, daughter. Well i feel this is Jerry Springer b.s and don't want my kids around it. I told him from the very beginning that it would be a bad idea and he told me they were just friends. Well time goes on and now their dating, well I told him when she's around my kids won't be. He of course doesn't agree with that. When he got them in June for one night,

Life
well ya'll life- it is what it is.... funny how things have a way of biteing you in the ass just when you think they have gone away.... lets see- theres cheating spouses, looseing kids, quiting your job, going to jail, haveing kids, falling in love- and i am sure that there's about a 1000 others that i left out but thats ok..... life it is what it is even if it bites you in the ass later right.....

Randomness
What is on your bed right now? my sister hahaha When was the last time you threw up? mmmmcouple days ago What's your favorite word or phrase? fuckoff haha Name 3 people who made you smile today? Ina,Darko,H What were you doing at 8 am this morning? sleeping What were you doing 30 minutes ago? haha secret :P What is your favorite holiday? haaaaah going to san diego Have you ever been to another country? yep What is the last thing you said aloud? shit haha What is the best ice cream flavor? banananananana What was the last thing you had to drink? cocacola What are you wearing right now? underwear :P What was the last thing you ate? chocolate Have you bought any new clothing items this week? tons ahaha When was the last time you ran? today What's the last sporting event you watched? olympics If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? oceanside :P Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?

Possession
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time the night is my companion, and solitude my guide would I spend forever here and not be satisfied? and I would be the one to hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away and after, I'd wipe away the tears just close your eyes dear Through this world I've stumbled so many times betrayed trying to find an honest word to find the truth enslaved oh you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes my body aches to breathe your breath your words keep me alive And I would be the one to hold you down kiss you so hard I'll take your breath away and after, I'd wipe away the tears just close your eyes dear Into this night I wander it's morning that I dread another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread oh into the sea of waking dreams I follow without pride nothing stands between us here and I won't be denied and I would be th

Song Of The Day - 08/27/08 - Anberlin - A Day Late (minutes Short Edition)
ACCOUSTIC VERSION A Day Late (Acoustic) - Anberlin ORIGINAL VERSION A Day Late - Anberlin LYRICS So let me get this straight Say now you loved me all along? What made you hesitate To tell me with words what you really feel? I can see it in your eyes You mean all of what you say I remember so long ago See, I felt the same way Now we both have separate lives and lovers Insignificantly enough we both have significant others Only time will tell Time will turn and tell We are who we were when Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend We are who We are who we were when Who knew what we know now Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend We are who We are who we were when But thoughts they change and times they rearrange I don't know who you are anymore Loves come and go and this I know I'm not who you recall anymore But I must confess you're so much more than i remember Can't help but entertain these tho

Bubba
Bubba has a legal question... Down south, Bubba called his attorney and asked, 'Is It true theys suin them cigarette companies fer causin People to git cancer ?' 'Yes, Bubba, sure is true,' responded the lawyer. 'And now someone is suin them fast food restaurants Fer makin them fat an cloggin their arteries with all Them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?' 'Sure is, Bubba.' 'And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she Was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?' 'Yep.' 'And that football player sued that university when he Gradiated and still couldn't read?' 'That's right,' said the lawyer.' 'But why are you asking?' 'Well, I was thinkin... What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I slept with?'

The Birthday
Well for anyone who actually reads this thing. I turned 21 last week. I went out to a bar had 4 drinks didnt get drunk, went to the casino lost 25.00 and went home and went to bed. LOL lame i know. The very next day I went to my grandma's, had somewhat of a blast. I spent a shit load of money and got lots of stuff from the malls and my grandma gave me stuff for when i buy a house next summer. I ended up with a new cloumbia winter jacket, 3 new pairs of pants, 4 shirts, 1 hoodie, new undies, new bras, flip flops, the hills seasons 1-3, cd, dvd, doggy bed for my pooch, doggy chain and colla, doggy toys, doggy tags, dishes, bed, and so much more.

I Fall In Love With Love
although the last time was SPONTANEOUS and way too soon for LOVE or even LIKE to develop ... and think I must have gotten married twice because of it. LOVE IS HABIT FOEMING. Obviously, since I've been married 3 times... LOVE don't always last thru the ages; and just because I marry for LOVE and LOVE for the sake of "LOVE", it doesn't mean everyone else does. My oldest brother (for example) has been in and out of countless relationships but seems to have taken on his last ladyfriend for the longest time that I can recount...(over 15years)COMMONLAW. His "MARY" seems to ride the tide with him emotionally, and he seems to handle the ups and downs of her two or three grown children, their relationships and children from their relationships. He put up with grandchlidren not his own... but refuses to get close to his own. I don't understand it. His own son has never lived with him... but is also grown, now. The miracle I find in all this is that he has put endless sweat equity and time and co

When I Stare Into The Stars
when i stare into the stars all my fears subside and my heart stops to hide all the tears ive cried become tears of a love that died cause the one that lied now that i cried all those tears for the love that died theres no reason for my heart to hide

When I Gave My Heart To You
In a world full of sorrow and pain two hearts come together to love each other. They fall in each others arms to never leave the other so that they might never have to be alone again. Many days pass and their love grow stronger for the other untill a day when she meets his best friend and says she feel in love with him and she took the boys heart with her when she left. To this day he loves her but he knows that he will never find her again so he falls to his knees and prays that he will find a love true and kind that will never leave him. He prays for a woman to come into his life and change everything for the best and someday this will happen but untill then he stays strong to himself helping others with their realtionship problems so that he wont be hurt while he waits.

Moments In My Life Without You
I wish it could always be true , All the moments I could spend with you . To be together just the two of us , Just you and me , to be wild and free . As I walk alone , along the shore , I know that we could do so much more . If we could only be together tonight , We could watch the stars, so bright . I know that since I met you , from that moment it had to be true . Without you in my life I`m not living , I think that's why I'm just existing . So now I hope you can see , That without you , I don`t want to be . And from this moment let`s be free , Because it`s for that reason God made us to be . I wish I could kiss those pretty pink lips , So I could see again all what I miss . And to look at your gorgeous blue eyes , Because thy will always make me smile . So from this moment that is so precious to me , I will always be looking for you to be with me . And together we will conquer all fears , Because there will be no more tear

The Old Oak
The Old Oak in the middle of the field. A proud and gentle old oak, standing straight up with his leaves reaching for the sky, screaming for tenderness and love, but no one there to fulfill his thoughts. He exposed himself to the deep blue sky with his feelings hidden deep inside, his roots deep in the ground searching for food, food for his heart. September came, with it the fall color of the leaves changed into red and brown. It looks like a big fiesta; these beautifull colors of all dying goods. The sky turned to grey and dark clouds where circling around waiting for the lightning to strike. A beautiful girl came by, walking gently across the field, thinking of all daily things. There was the light, flame, thunder! It hit the old oak and he cried from pain. He tried to scream for help, but something held his tongue, he could not speak. His once so strong leaves now hanging down, reaching for her. The heart of the oak, still burning from

When Two Hearts Stand Together
Two souls come together A connection made Two hearts join as one Combining past with future Touching his with mine Touching mine with his Taking his heart Placing it next to mine Taking his whole life Calming one empty piece of his heart Taking to him with open arms To reach over and control his emotions Overriding his wandering heart To stop and walk next to mine Seeing his heart want to walk next to mine Touching him with one warm, sweet, tender soothing kiss Caressing his soul With funnels of light To brighten his smile Taking his mind into wonderful new horizons Filling them with beautiful memories Of a world filled with tall empires Of miraculous strength Tearing down weak fortresses Combing faith with destiny Combining truth with love Combining inner strength with divine intervention Combining peace with tranquility Taking all of this Building one tall castle Of two spirits Built with two courageous hearts...

Obama Vs Mc Cain
I'm ready for a change and i'm very excited to see who everyone will elect for the new president.If Obama gets in office history will be made with the first black president ever.Mc Cain on the other hand they say is another Ronald Regan.I wanna see someone get in office and actually make a difference.Gas prices need to go back down,food go down,wages go up,taxs go down,bring our troops home.I wish the president could make all the decisions and not everything have to get approved by everyone in office.Why vote for a president if he cant do what he wants.If I was in office I'd help people who need help.Id raise wages and lower taxes.Id tell all these greedy oil companys to lower prices on oil and get this gas back down.Someone needs to fine the oil companys and get this gas back down to a dollar a gallon.People have become so greedy its sad.All people think in office is how to fuck everyone out of a dollar.They wanna screw us with this gas and raise our food,electric,gas and everything e

How To Be Classy
How to Be Classy Being classy is not about being stuck up; it is about having style and taking care to be polite to others and to reflect a genuine interest in them. It is also about being confident in yourself. This article will teach you how to move through life with class and ease. Steps 1. Choose your battles; choose your friends. Few battles are truly worth fighting. Stand up for those who cannot stand up for themselves (mentally disabled, animals, children, etc). Be wary of those who appear to enjoy bickering. If someone is rude to you, either ignore them completely (recommended) or, once you have completely calmed down and are thinking clearly, explain how you perceived their actions and work towards a resolution. Never stoop to their level, and do not be hasty. Surround yourself with positive, polite people who encourage and live your classy, intelligent lifestyle. 2. Choose your words. The classy individual listens more than he or she speaks. Having a strong voc

Practice Courtesy And Kindness
How to Practice Courtesy and Kindness How to change the world, bit by bit, with courtesy and kindness. Steps 1. Hold open doors for people. It may seem small, but it doesn't take a lot of time or effort, and someone holding open a door with a smile can make someone's day. Helping or just being courteous to other people can make you feel good about yourself. 2. In traffic, just keep reminding yourself that the person who just cut you off was probably having a bad day. Let others in front of you when there is a back up. Scooch up a little so the soccer mom ten cars back can get into the proper lane to make her turn and get the kids to soccer practice on time for a change. 3. Be kind to the elderly. Give up your seat on the train or bus. Of course, if you are eight months pregnant and need to sit, keep the seat. But if you think someone else needs it more than you, let them have the seat. You will feel good about it. 4. Be generous. If someone is missing a few cents

Bigfoot
7/27/2008: We've gotten several reports recently and gotten a few new faces here at the W.V.B.I.G..(West Virginia Bigfoot Investigations Group) and Dennis recently spent 3 days in Tucker County, but found nothing of interest. Among the recent reports was one Adam received of an 18 wheeler allegedly hitting a Bigfoot about 18 months ago in Pendleton County. But the last time I talked to Adam, the witness hadn't returned the call he made to do a follow up interview. Big surprise!! lol. It really ticks me off that some people think we are stupid enough to believe anything they tell us without questioning it. 8/09/2008: The "Blue Ridge Outdoors" article I was interviewed for awhile back is finally out & you can read it at http://www.blueridgeoutdoors.com/content/August-2008/In-Search-of-Bigfoot/ It's a good article, even though it didn't mention my organization, which was the reason I did it. I was hoping to get the word out to all the people in WV who have seen a Bigfoot or evidence of

What’s So Wrong
Some think I am no good. My views are unconventional yet far from radical, simply unique and original. What’s so wrong about loving as I do? What’s so wrong about living my life my way!? What’s so wrong about comforting you when you look for comfort in me? What’s so wrong about being able to touch you as I do? What’s so wrong about being able to do what others have not? Is it possible I do not fit the mold? What’s so wrong about smiling at the world? What’s so wrong about laughing at life? What’s so wrong about being young and alive? What’s so wrong about loving? What’s so wrong about higher emotions? What’s so wrong about singing as if no one is listening? What’s so wrong about loving you? I could not careless what they say; it is all about you and I. Happiness is following your heart and not convention. Is it possible they just do not measure up?

Conformity
Why give in to conformity? Why give in to things just because every one else is doing it? Why not stand alone? Why not refuse to conform to the mass media? After all the mass media changes and what is in today may not be in tomorrow. Why not have a original and independent thought? If you stand by yourself and stand for what you believe you will never be wrong. Wrong is a matter of perspective. More often then not people like to follow the leader as that is easiest. If you stand alone long enough and stick to your belief others will take notice of your stance and wonder why those things are important to you. Ensure that what you stand for is morally right and you will never be wrong. You may even become the leader. Taking the path most traveled is too easy; do not give in to conformity and be yourself.

Beautiful Destruction
It rained so hard it was unbelievable. You could see the dark sky approaching almost as if it were a herd of predators coming for their prey. Suddenly the wind began. Out the window you could see objects fly by and the camy net flap out of control. With the wind came the dust storm. The sand was so thick it brought night with it. One could lean back into the wind and sand without falling backwards. As if a prophetic act taking place the rain started. At first it smelled like wet dirt, suddenly mud started covering everything; it seemed that mud was falling from the sky. It was a beautiful sight of destruction.

Bad Dayz
Ok, so my life is really strange. I have been thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend since like a year and a half ago. He just isn't what I need or want in my life. He is always either at work or in front of the Playstation 3. He refuses to get a better job, move(even in the same town), or even get his driver's liscense. I am 23 years old, and a few years ago, I decided to get on the ball with constructing my life the way I wanted it to be. I have lost 80 lbs, gotten pierced and tattooed(lol it was something I had to do eventually), began college, and I have recently gotten my driver's permit. Yesterday, I got a letter in the mail that said I owed a bank money. I called the bank, and it is physically impossible for me to have spent the money 4 states away from where I was, so now idk what to do, someone stole my freaking identity or atleast my debit card! Now the bank wants me to give them money! Today, three days after I got my driver's permit, I have been driving well. I ha

Ozzy
Ozzy Osbourne will perform in Japan for the first time in seven years, promoters say. The British rocker will perform at Tokyo's Nippon Budokan on October 27, marking the ninth time the 59-year-old singer has rocked a Japanese locale, Japan Today reported Sunday. As previously reported, Ozzy Osbourne will perform at Affliction Entertainment's upcoming October event. "Affliction: Day of Reckoning" takes place October 11 at the Thomas & Mack Center in Las Vegas. A heavyweight bout between Andrei Arlovski and Josh Barnett headlines the event. Osbourne, who is one of many musicians under contract to Affliction Clothing, had been rumored as a possible performer at Affliction's debut event in May, but Megadeth was instead booked for the gig. Ozzy Osbourne has begun work on his next studio album, his wife/manager Sharon revealed during a recent interview. The new disc will follow up 2007's "Black Rain", which has sold more than 500,000 copies in the U.S. and was Osbourne's

Tesla Dvd Comin Soon
Release Date: July 15, 2008 This DVD includes over 2 hours of live music plus special behind the scenes footage and never-before-seen material. The concert was filmed live in Minnesota, February 22, 2008.

Introduksjon
Suki er ingen gudinne selvfølgelig. Hun var passasjeren i bilen Tara Browne kjørte og døde i. Ulykken er besunget av Lennon i A Day In The Life. Men den hadde utrolig fler konsekvenser enn det. Bl.a var Browne en vesentlig del av miljøet rundt Beatles og Stones på 60-tallet. Og han var arving til Guinees-imperiet. En dopmisbrukende ungutt burde bli glemt så raskt som mulig. Spesielt hvis han var med i miljøet for å spionere. Ble han myrdet? Ja, flere ting tyder på det. Men det også er uinteressant i denne sammenhengen. Suki forble venn med Brian Jones og hun var hans nære venninne fram til han døde (eller ble myrdet han også) i 1969. Og hun døde selv i en bilulykke på tidlig 80-tall (eller ble myrdet kan være en opplagt spørsmålsstilling, men det også er uvesentlig i denne sammenhengen). Hvorfor Suki? Tja. Hun har et fint navn. Og hun er en god introduksjon når vi skal begynne å nærme oss Egypt sett fra et kvinnelig ståsted.

Egypt
Egypt Hvorfor ble Amon så slagkraftig for jødene? Hva muliggjorde deres bruk av ham til å starte en religion som overtok Isis-dyrkelsen? Amon er kongens beskytter. Og det er mulig å se ham som Faraoens beskytter. Men ved å tolke Faraoen (og oss alle som egyptere) som Osiris og at vi blir Osiris når vi dør, er det mulig å si at Amon er Osiris' beskytter. Han har derfor trådt ned til underverdenen og kapret Osiris' plass. Og det kan dessuten ha vært en bakenforliggende årsak til skapelsen av Amon. Osiris var skjult. Myrdet og sveket. Han befant seg i underverdenen men var den egentlige maken til Isis. Det er mulig å tolke Amon som den skjulte Osiris, trådt opp fra underverdenen. Dette kan ha vært et nødvendig knep ettersom faraoene, prestene og de innvidde hele tiden befant seg i forhold til Isis som Gudinne. Den tredje betydningen av Kongens Beskytter er Gud Er Mann. Amon er tanken på den mannlige Guds beskytter. Han opprettholder Osiris som død konge. Ved å komme til den i

Katten (den Svarte, Og Hvite, Og Grå)
Da mangler vi bare katten. Katten er et tilkjempet kvinnelig symbol. Et ikke-seksuelt symbol. Vi må¨ha med væren som kampmiddel. Vi må ha med fru Seth, Grisen, som fare for svik og mord etc. Men hun er opplagt også et mål for noen. Og vi må ha med Hedwig. Uglen er en overvåker av rettferdighet med tilknytning til Horus, falken. Og vi kommer ikke unna fuglesymbolet som noe "kvinnelig" uansett. Dette er tradsijonelt noe vås men Donald er ikke så lett glemt desverre. Katten er det eneste mulige møtepunktet. Væren er bevegelse men ikke mot noe. Grisen er ikke noe mål. Fuglen som bilde på det kvinnelige er en billedlig håpløshet og forfalskning. Hvor er den hvite katten? Vil du kanskje spørre. Den hvite katten er død. Den ble myrdet før vår historie begynte. Hun ble myrdet av en stor feit kvinnelig gris som mente at hun var den som hadde rett til Gudinnen. Den hvite katten er hos Isis. Jeg vet dette er et ømtålelig tema. Livet etter døden. Men vi må ha en som

To Skikkelige Kvinnfolk
Hvis vi skal prøve å være tro mot 2000 års utvikling bør vi ha med to kvinner. De har tross alt en likhet med Gudinnen i og med at de er kvinner som henne. Og kvinnens to sider er en mytologisk del av oss som kristne, klarest beskrevet i tarot-stokken. Nr 2: The High Priestess Nr 3: The Empress Yppersteprestinnen henviser til det opprinnelige ønsket om en kvinnelig Farao. Det har selvfølgelig ikke noe med en kvinnelig skjult pave å gjøre. Herskerinnen peker mot det moderlige og milde, som gjør at vi bør huske at Isis var morsgudinnen da Egypt eksisterte. En kvinne kan ikke være en virkelig Gudinne som Isis, hun kan f.eks vanskeliog være moderlig og snill samtidig som hun er den kalde prestinnen. De to peker også mot sol og måne og gjør det klart at Re er avlegs som gud. Og vi kan bruke Amons månehorn enda mer naturlig som et bilde på en kvinnelig mytologisk Gudinne. Men tarot-stokken er en helhet. De to bildene sier kanskje en del, men de er overtolket i patetisk o

Do You Wanna Stay In My Friends
kinda sick of ppl just adding to have a huge number of friends.and never saying hi or returning rates and gifts.so if you wanna stay in just let me know and you will be one of the lucky few.hope to here from all of my real friends here on fubar

Why Don't People Get It??
Why don't people understand that mumms are more about making points than actually getting advice from a bunch of total strangers(In the case of global mumms)? That's why Fubar gives points for them.

Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Song Of The Day - 09/02/08 - The Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood(do U Feel Lucky Punk Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz VIDEO VERSION BELOW Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz LYRICS BELOW i ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless, but not for long The future is coming on I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad I got sunshine, in a bag I'm useless, but not for long The future is coming on It's coming on It's coming on It's coming on Yeah... Ha Ha! Finally someone let me out of my cage Now, time for me is nothing cos I'm counting no age Now I couldn't be there Now you shouldn't be scared I'm good at repairs And I'm under each snare Intangible Bet you didn't think so I command you to Panoramic view Look I'll make it all manageable Pick and choose Sit and lose All you different crews Chicks and dudes Who you think is really kickin' tunes? Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube Like you lit the fuse You think it's fictional Mystical? Maybe Spiritual Hearable What appears in you is a clearer view cos you'

Justify My Love
I wanna kiss you in Paris I wanna hold your hand in Rome I wanna run naked in a rainstorm Make love in a train cross-country You put this in me So now what, so now what? Chorus: Wanting, needing, waiting For you to justify my love Hoping, praying For you to justify my love I want to know you Not like that I don't wanna be your mother I don't wanna be your sister either I just wanna be your lover I wanna have your baby Kiss me, that's right, kiss me (chorus) Yearning, burning For you to justify my love What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do? Talk to me -- tell me your dreams Am I in them? Tell me your fears Are you scared? Tell me your stories I'm not afraid of who you are We can fly! Poor is the man Whose pleasures depend On the permission of another Love me, that's right, love me I wanna be your baby (chorus) I'm open and ready For you to justify my love To justify my love Wanting, to justify Waiting, to justify my love

Hvordan Bli Kvitt Sin Kone (for A Day)?
Hvordan blir man kvitt sin kone? Umulig å svare på. Antagelig er The Black Log en bra begynnelse. Hvordan blir man kvitt sin mann? Tja. Man kan ligge med en annen. Det kan føre til et voldsomt sjalusidrama som kanskje faller riktig ut. Det beste er allikevel å ligge med en riktig åndsvak tomsing som aldri har ligget med noen før. Gråt litt. Vis noen blåmerker. Provoser mannen din såpass at han viser de riktige taktene i det riktige øyeblikket. Gi idioten en pistol hvis han ikke klarer å kjøpe den selv. Barnepiken i Knutby viser at det er mulig med det trikset for menn også.... (Haha. Only kiddin')

I Love Biting =d
What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as BitingWhen it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth. Biting 83%Bondage 67%Chains/Handcuffs 67%Whips 50%Blind Folds 33%Blood 25%

09/03/08 - Trust Company - Downfall (last Call Fuckers)
SONG VERSION BELOW Downfall - Trust Company VIDEO VERSION BELOW Downfall - Trust Company LYRICS BELOW Fear in me so deep it gets the best of me, In the fear I fall, here it comes face to face with me, Here I stand hold back so no one can see, I feel these wounds, step down, step down, step down. (am I) Breaking Down Can I break away Push me away, make me fall, Just to see, another side of me, Push me away, you can see, what I see, the other side of me. Fall back on me, and I’ll be the strength I need, to save me now, just come face to face with me, stay in place you'll be the first to see, me heal these wounds, step down, step down, step down, down I’m not breaking, down can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see, the other side of me Go! Fall, can I break away push me away, make me fall, just to see another side of me, push me away you can see, what I see,

Thought For 9/4
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. - Ralph Ellison

Thomas Kinkade And Hitler
In a total act of randomness, I "googled" Thomas Kinkade and came across some of his work. It was aweful, I mean truely, god aweful. Holy shit! Thomas Kinkade’s horrible artwork looks like Hitler’s! What a mean thing to say about Hitler, though. But wait, the craziness gets crazier! Apparently Thomas “Batshit Fucking Loco Hack Painter Extraordinaries” Kinkade at some point painted under the “persona” Robert Girrard. What the sweet Jesusly fuck is THAT about? He can’t make enough shitty artwork as one person that he has to farm out work to another personality? Creepy. First of all, I feel compelled to again point out that Kinkade has a habit of getting drunk, groping the ladies, and marking territory via urination. Now on top of that we have a Garth Brooks/Chris Gainesesque alter ego for this shitpile of a painter? How much crazy can possibly be packed into a single person? A lot, I guess, if you’re Thomas “What a Monumental Douchebag” Kinkade.

Hurricane Gustav
This isn't going to be a long one but this has to be said. Hurrican Gustav was so pumped up and the weather people made it sound so bad and then it came into the city and knocked out power! Are you kidding me? I left town for a week for that? I use to live in Chalmette,LA and Katrina flooded us for about three weeks with at least 14 feet of water. Gustav..you are a bitch!!!

09/05/08 - Billy Joel - All About Soul (i Be Fu-gee Now Whatever That Means...)
SONG VERSION BELOW Its All About Soul - Billy Joel LYRICS BELOW She waits for me at night, she waits for me in silence She gives me all her tenderness, and takes away my pain And so far she hasn't run, though I swear she's had her moments She still believes in miracles while others cry in vain It's all about soul It's all about faith and a deeper devotion It's all about soul 'Cause under the love is a stronger emotion She's got to be strong 'Cause so many things getting out of control Should drive her away So why does she stay? It's all about soul She turns to me sometimes and she asks me what I'm dreaming And I realize I must have gone a million miles away And I ask her how she knew to reach out for me at that moment And she smiles because it's understood there are no words to say It's all about soul It's all about knowing what someone is feeling The woman's got soul The power of love and the power of healing This life isn't fair It'

Master's Slave
Master’s slave i am Master’s slave Nothing more, nothing less my place is at Your feet Awaiting Your next command my thoughts and words Are those You give me my desires and feelings Are what You wish of me my pleasure each day Is how You use me To see Your smile and pride Brings total joy to me i am what You have molded A slave to fulfill Your needs copyright pending

Something I Can Never Have
Stars in the sky, Twinkle in my eye, Warm midnight air, Still thinking of her hair, Life that isn't fare, Wishing I was there, Walking in the sand, I'd love to hold her hand, Grab her by the hips, Kiss her on the lips, Sweet nothings in the ear, No one else can hear, Please hold me in your heart, I've loved you from the start.

Sunshine
thoughts running through my mind find a resting place after all the hustle and bustle that played out in my life; sleep that once ran away at hyperspeed, now slowly returns back, crawling back home; life that came to a standstill now moves on at a gentle pace; so silently, she came and swept me off to a wonderful dreamland, now, after showing me around, she gently placed me back on ground; the gentle waves, caress my feet, with sand in my shoes, i sit down to enjoy this beautiful, calm sea; as a new day dawns, i get up and make my way across the beach, leaving behind a dreamland; with the day still young, walking in the warm and bright day, with the wind blowing gently i pause and enjoy the sunshine;

Real Life
another night of tossing and turning unable to sleep in this journey knowing fully landfall is imminent, i brace myself for the moment! running around in circles i move around hypnotized unable to sit down in place unable to do anything meaningful; waking up to the start of a new day, i wonder how long to go before the day of the reckoning; i think it’s still dawn but i really don’t know, time flew so fast, i can’t remember a thing; i sat down to take a good look at me, but my eyes couldn’t see myself; i started to think about tomorrow, but my mind got stuck in present; everyone keeps talking, yet i don’t hear a thing; i wonder what it’s like to live i wonder what more should i do, to live life, a real life; - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - alternate ending - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - everyone keeps talking, yet i don’t hear a thing; everyone keeps dreaming a lot, yet i dream of only life, a real life that is;

Devils Workshop
stumbling through the corridor of life, i watched in amazement at what was going on! life, it seems, is like a rubber ball caught in the ocean tossed and thrown every minute of the journey yet trying to reach the shores of safety all the time! an independent person yet unable to think when it mattered the most, i was a zombie with a sixth sense! standing at the dark corridor, i sought to put to an end to what was troubling me all the time! knife in hand, i searched in vain to destroy the trouble that troubled me! desperate to erase everything and start afresh, i jumped into the ocean only to come out wet and with even more questions! seeking to find the answers to some of the questions i sought professional help, only to leave them confused! like the waves in the ocean, questions and questions and more questions, just flooded the nonexistent brain! then i realized, i am just a puppet dancing to the tunes in the workshop of life! - -

Whenstillness Speaks
as the gentle night breeze sweep the land that is deep in sleep i close my eyes and try to sleep; as the stars became brighter and brighter, my eyes refused to close sleep, just ran away into the darkness of the land; the twinkling of the stars, the warmth of the air disturbed only by the muted sounds of the heart beat! tried counting from one to hundred; tried reading a book; tried to count the number of times the stars twinkled in the sky; still, my eyes refused to close, sleep would not engulf the senses; when stillness speaks, everything else just listens;

Simple Math
so lost without your gentle touch i long, so bad, for your embrace i'd sell my soul just to hold you close i'd give my life just to touch your face a love-sick man behind these words i kneel and pray to the man above "why did you take my heart away?" "are all these trials to test this love?" an answered prayer brought you to me i could have never asked for more i had no clue the gift you are or the strength of love i'd have instore so now each night, i thank the lord for the day he put you in my path me+you=happiness my gift of love was simple math...

...and Take Your Brother With You!
That was my instructions from my mother when I was in fourth grade. He was, at that time the youngest of the three children my mother, grandmother and father and one aunt USED for taxes then. My mother, being a single mother, then (she married the father of our 2 younger siblings)needed all the help she could get...in spite of having OBEDIENT children. We went where she sent us and returned in a timely fashion. We did what she instructed and shunned following other children in their whims and misdeeds. Our grandparents were "in the church"... a christian minister and missionary wife. My oldest brother was "good as he could be" to AVOID being stomped into the ground by our grandfather... a prior construction and railroad worker. NOW, the problem. My youngest brother of that trio (Kevin) had a baby daughter sometime in the 1970's. She was born before my second marriage in 1979.... but he did not marry the woman that he impregnated, so I am not sure who it was. I' seen the girl only thr

You Know You Really Know Someone When........
1. You go to the funeral of a total stranger with them, and hurt because they are hurting. 2. You spend 4 days staying at his ex-wife's house just so he can spend time with his children. Want to really know someone lol? Get to know their ex. 3. You bring his youngest children to your home to live with you, even though you were not expecting to raise small children again. 4. You spend 5 years falling asleep and waking up next to that person, you know the sound of every snore and every breath. You know what morning breath means lol. 5. You help them back to bed after they pass out on the toilet. 6. You understand that the shakes explained away by too much coffee, really means he needs another drink but isn't ready to admit that he's already had too many. 7. You know and have met ALL their children, their parents, and siblings. 8. You have sat with this person at the hospital after an overdose. 9. You know all their darkest secrets, and still speak to t

True Love
True Love She sat him across from her, She looked him in the eye. "How much do you love me?" He said: "For you, I would die." She looked down at her hands, "Would you ever let me go?" His face turned very serious, And he responded with a "no." "What is this about?" He asked, The girl only shook her head, "Nothing, I was just curious," But he doubted in what she said. Three weeks after this though, She sat him down again, And softly she whispered, "Do you think there is a heaven?" He stared at her intently, Before opening his mouth to reply, "Yes, I believe there is..." He pointed to the sky. The girl seemed mostly satisfied, But her eyes held a sad light, She held his hand and kissed it, And he knew something wasn't right. "Baby tell me now please," What are you hiding from me?" She avoided looking at him, This wasn't going to be easy..... Five days later she found herself, Cradled in a hospital bed, Her boyfriend right next her, Gently kissing her fo

To Make You Feel My Love
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you I'd go crawling down the aisle for you There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on a rolling sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love Garth Brooks

I Knew I Loved You
Maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant And there it goes, I think I found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only the sense of completion And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe... I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life

Needed To Vent.
Just a venting session! I understand that people enjoy playing games, but play games like football, basketball, or soccer. Stop fucking with people's head and acting like it's a game you have to keep getting better at, it's not cool.

Darkness Of My Heart Wrote This On2/6/2006 And I Wrote This In High School
i live for love i smile like a dove you linger in my heart when we are apart the sun shines like the bright moon you like black in the runes of the night when your friends are in danger you save them in a fight thats why there is darkness i my heart

Different Types Of Love
How many times do we think about love? How many different people do we love? How many people have we loved? Do we love anyone the most or least? Good grief, what am I talking about? Who knows? I think we can have many different types of love. I love my current wife. I love her very much. Have I wanted to smack her around or stab her with a dull spoon? Well, of course. And I'm sure that she's wanted to do worse to me. Do we love our kids? Of course we do. In the same and in different ways. I love her kids like they were mine but I show my son a different love. He's 8 and will still kiss and hug me. Her boys love me i'm sure but look at me like I have the plague. They're 13 and 12. Teens, lol. Did I love my ex-wife? Yes, at one time. I do have a love in respect for her because she's the mother of my son. Do I love my parents? Of course. Do I love my step-mother? Yes. Do I love my mother in law? Yes. Am I going anywhere with this? Probably not. Is there love

Seraph’s Cry
Seraph’s Cry I once saw a Seraph cry This vision of loneliness made me sigh His hearts wings, Frail and small Were broken in this, His latest fall I asked, What could cause such pain To a soul with thoughts As sweet as the purest rain? When he said It was I who caused the fall My tears I could not refrain.

Be Silent!!!
Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as parts of her die As she takes back some of what is Hers Watch as She struggles to keep the balance The balance between life and death Be silent! Be silent and feel Feel the Mother Feel the Mother as she gives you life. As you take Her life away Feel her pain as She struggles Struggles to keep up with the human race. Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you that, which you think you need.

Photo Bombing!!!
come bomb my photo i have a blast on the line which would be my first one ever. bomb for my birthday present if you feel like needing a reason to do so. the link is: http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&albumid=1195889&i=1366874819 thank you to all my friends that do this for me

Bliss(poem)
As I sit outside I see the silver mist intwine with the Autumn moon while the orchestra of stars play the song of twilight. While the wind makes the audience below clap it's branch's and let's the spirits of past dance, echo Bravo!! into the night. It's ashame for those who sleep and miss such serene serenity ........... that detail or any more would be better suckled out by the great Homer the greek or the mighty Poe. But I will say if the night or the spirit of the night wanted to be my LOVER OR THE WHOLE HALF MISSING FROM MY HEART I WOULD GLADLY ACCEPT IT OR THEM,!!! who ever the spirit of night maybe or what it maybe . Only because I believe the night would understand me the best. In the mean time I'll just listen to the song.

The Lie
The Lie by Wikket Woke up this morning Trying hard to hide my melancholy I joined you for breakfast And we continued our lie Every day it is similar You are cheery And so am I Our terrible lie Can you imagine a time When we awoke and did not speak Realizing our moods would cause tension Tension caused by too little life? I do wish sometimes As I leave for work sullenly Dreading the day already Weeping far within The lie, terrible and unending Would cease to be And I would know the real you And you the real me But, the lie drags on for now For it is not written in the stars And perhaps it will never be I am my own companion The dreaded truth Gathered in a lifetime Sentenced for an eternity Realized too late

Imaginary
"Imaginary (Origin)" Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me I linger in the doorway Of alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As they're falling tell a story If you need to leave the world you live in Lay your head down and stay a while Though you may not remember dreaming Something waits for you to breathe again In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me

Nobody's Wife-anouk
I'm sorry for the times that I made you scream for the times that I killed your dreams for the times that I made your whole world rumble for the times that I made you cry for the times that I told you lies for the times that I watched and let you stumble It's too bad, but that's me what goes around comes around, you'll see that I can carry the burden of pain 'cause it ain't the first time that a man goes insane and when I spread my wings to embrace him for life I'm suckin' out his love, 'cause I, I'll never be nobody's wife I'm sorry for the times that I didn't come home left you lyin' in that bed alone was flyin' high in the sky when you needed my shoulder you're like a stone hangin' round my neck, see cut it loose before it breaks my back, see I've gotta say what I feel before I grow older I'm sorry but I ain't gonna change my ways you know I've tried but I'm still the same I've got to do it my own way It's too bad, but hey, that's me what goes aroun

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room-john Mayer
"Slow Dancing In A Burning Room" It's not a silly little moment, It's not the storm before the calm. This is the deep and dying breath of This love that we've been working on. Can't seem to hold you like I want to So I can feel you in my arms. Nobody's gonna come and save you, We pulled too many false alarms. We're going down, And you can see it too. We're going down, And you know that we're doomed. My dear, We're slow dancing in a burning room. I was the one you always dreamed of, You were the one I tried to draw. How dare you say it's nothing to me? Baby, you're the only light I ever saw. I'll make the most of all the sadness, You'll be a bitch because you can. You try to hit me just to hurt me So you leave me feeling dirty Because you can't understand. We're going down, And you can see it too. We're going down, And you know that we're doomed. My dear, We're slow dancing in a burning room. Go cry about it - why don't you? Go cry about it -

Love Is Free-sheryl Crow
One Two One, two, three! She got a shack Floating down the Pontchartrain With the water rolling in You gotta swim before the levees start to crack Another day Another dollar down the drain You go to town No one's around Cause if you drown there ain't no hope for coming back It ain't no big thing if you lose your faith They kinda like to keep you in your place You never know what might be coming your way Oh everybody Devil take your money Money's got no hold on me Oh oh everybody's making love cause love is free You go to church and pray to God for no more rain A Cadillac A paper sack well hey there Jack you want some bourbon for the pain Hey tambourine Ain't no rhythm on the street With the voodoo What do you do when the radio just plays on anyway? Those crazy fingers in your jelly jar They'll jack your money while you sleep in you car They got the karma they ain't getting too far Oh everybody Devil take your money My money's go

How To Be Dead-snow Patrol
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth No you don't know what happened And you never will if You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall Where you've had me for hours Till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime So just say yes or no Why can't you shoulder the blame Coz both my shoulders are heavy From the weight of us both You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth You've not heard a single word I have said... Oh, my God Please take it easy it can't all be my fault I haven't made half the mistakes That you've listed so far Oh baby let me explain something It's all down to drugs At least I remember taking the and not a lot else It seems I've

Weekly Love Sept 10 To Sept 17
Please show each of these members love this week……†FяuмØ§ Ά£ε®ĩã ĐØΜĩиãиt†@ fubarXX The Genetic Freak XX~FTW~The Virus You Can't Cure~LDC Family~@ fubarSweething~Patience West~Minerva of The Gibbet Crossroad of Lestat's Dark Convenant Family~Member@ fubarMoose Jockey@ fubar

For Everything There Is A Season..
For everything there is a season, And a time for every matter under heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a time to throw away; A time to tear, and a time to sew; A time to keep silence, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate, A time for war, and a time for peace. - Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Another Thought For 9/10
Be thankful that you don`t already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don`t know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge, because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you`re tired and weary, because it means you`ve made a difference. It`s easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings.

Episode 6
Narrator Wrote: Today's episode finds our heroes dealing with their worst nightmares in, Deception! Will the real pyramid head please stand up? Narrator Wrote: Our story opens as the dreaded pyramid head stalks the street of the ghost town, searching for souls to take. Narrator Wrote: The micro pyramid breaks into the bar and the call to action goes out! Kuro and Darque arrive on the scene to break up a future alliance between the micro pyramid and the potty zombie. Narrator Wrote: Later, Adene, Rave and Wolf encounter the evil little beast, known as the micro pyramid inside the school. Narrator Wrote: Shortly after, micro pyramid disappears in a puff of smoke and a maniacal laugh, our h

09/11/08 - Korn - Twisted Transistor (oh God I Love The Video)
SONG VERSION BELOW Twisted Transistor - Korn VIDEO VERSION BELOW koRn - twisted transistor - koRn LYRICS BELOW Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister Listening to your Twisted Transistor Hold it between your legs Turn it up, turn it up The wind is coming through Can't get enough A lonely life, where no one understands you But don't give up, because the music do Music do [x6] Because the music do And then it is reaching Inside you forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted Transistor Hey you, hey you, finally you get it The world ain't fair, eat you if you let it And as your tears fall on Your breast, your dress Vibrations coming through You're in a mess A lonely life, where no one understands you But don't give up, because the music do Music do [x6] Because the music do And then it is reaching Inside you forever preaching Fuck you too Your scream's a whisper Hang on you Twisted Transis

09/11/08 - Nappy Roots - Awnaw (rock Remix Edition This Is The Shit!!!)
SONG VERSION BELOW YALL Awnaw (rock mix) - Nappy Roots & P.O.D. LYRICS BELOW YA'LL Yeah, haha Nappy Roots Awwnaw! [Hook] Awnaw! Hell naw! Man Y'all done up and done it Awnaw! Hell naw! Boy Y'all done up and done it Awnaw! Hell naw! Boy Y'all done up and done it Ah, y'all done up and done it Man y'all done up and done it [Fish Scales] My first song was like forty-eight bars with no hook You hear me flippin thru my pages out my favorite notebook The microphone was in the closet (What?) No headphones, we lost it Niggas scared to get some water, roaches hangin over the faucets No AC, Tez'll break a sweat just tryin to make beats E-Dubz was being a hustler, (Heeeyy man!) all play flirtin all his customers, and flat broke Nappy smokin blacks out on the back po'ch I'm thinkin I got everything a country boy could ask for [Big V] Now what we do to get here? (Say dat boy!!) Lay it down and bring it to ya raw (Say dat boy!!) Hey now we hurt some, suff

9-11
Do you remember where you were on this date? I do. I do quite well. I was in Blytheville, Arkansas, where I was working at a steel mill. I also served as a volunteer firefighter and emt. That night we all met at the police station/fire department. It was a time to vent, grieve, cuss, and reflect on it all. We all decided that it was because of those that gave their lives that we served as well. You've always heard that when bad things happen, "you see fireman going the wrong way, towards the fire". Well, we lived in that world too. We were proud to be their brothers. We were proud to wear the badges that looked identical to theirs (just with a different name on it). I remember quite well where I was and how I felt. Do you remember where you were when the first Shuttle exploded in the sky? I do. I was in the 7th grade. We watched it on tv. We still grieve for those including the school teacher that gave her life to explore space. Do you remember where you were when the

Dreams Vs. Reality
"The Silver Line Between Dreams and Reality" In our dreams, we see ourselves in abstract views of what we all wish we were. In reality, we play the role of who we picture our "true" selves to be. Where does it come from? What part gives us this picture? Our subconscious is the line between our fantasies and what we consider "every-day" life or reality, but is it possible that we lay in our bed unconscious, dreaming of a complex reality formed by our unbound imagination? Could our reality be a vision of deceit? Those very questions are what cause the doubt of any truths once accepted, or facts written in stone, for the stone may now not even exist. Curiosity is the solidification of reality, without answers, we have proper room to wonder and create our own view of how our own reality operates in our mind. By setting boundaries knowingly or not, we have incarcerated our future, and closed the door to our dreams, and we who hold the key are the guards to our own imprisonment.

The Great Selene
those who fight with all their might those who kill its such a thrill those who steal its all so real those with swords and knives who kill others for their lives those with armour silver and gold who buy and sell slaves with every hold sex slaves for pleaseure are top sellers of the trade as they march them around like its a parade men for warriors to fight in the games women to cheer and yell as they scream out their names as they call upon the dragon to blow the red hot flame to kill and eat the weak who are not quick but let alone they feed the tiger the sick children scream and cheer as the men get mawled and and eaten as men let alone get beaten the guards throw a woman into the arena she screames and yells out her name is SERENA the dragon stops and gazes as if he was in a few mazes she walks to him and whispers her name he looks at her like she is part of the game he chases her through the arena she screams but i am serena, the great warrior the one who

If..
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream--and not make dreams your master; If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your tur

All The World’s A Stage
All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players; They have their exits and their entrances, And one man in his time plays many parts, His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant, Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms. Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel And shining morning face, creeping like snail Unwillingly to school. And then the lover, Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier, Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard, Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel, Seeking the bubble reputation Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice, In fair round belly with good capon lined, With eyes severe and beard of formal cut, Full of wise saws and modern instances; And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts Into the lean and slippered pantaloon, With spectacles on nose and pouch on side; His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide For his shrunk shank, and his big m

The Last Journey
A rich old man was very ill and was on his 'death-bed'. His four sons stood around him. The eldest son said, "Father has only a few breaths left now. Soon he will die. Let us arrange for a beautiful open-jeep carriage to take the body to the funeral ground. One of you go and talk to the flower girl to deliver fifty garlands of fresh balsam flowers so that we can decorate the arthi nicely. Also order a set of new clothes for him. Our father has lived like a king. So, he must go too, like a King." The second son said, "Why to order the flowers? They shall rot in this heat anyways. The carriage shall cost us dear. Why don't we just ask for the ambulance from the 'Jeevan Hospital', down the road? It shall not cost as much as the jeep carriage. And, do we really need the new clothes? He is going to be dead anyways. He won't even know." The third son was even thriftier. He said, "Of what use is the ambulance from Jeevan Hospital? We can request for an ambulance from the Government Hosp

09/12/08 - Puff Daddy - Victory (r.i.p Biggie Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Victory (Featuring The Notorious B.I.G. & Busta Rhymes)(Album Version) - Puff Daddy VIDEO VERSION BELOW Victory - puff daddy ft notorious big & busta rhymes LYRICS BELOW ntro: Notorious B.I.G. One, one two Check me out right here ya'll Verse One: Puff Daddy Yo, the sun don't shine forever (BIG: You can turn the track up a little bit for me) But as long as it's here then we might as well shine together (BIG: All up in my ears) Better now than never, business before pleasure (BIG: The mic is loud, but the beats isn't loud) P-Diddy and the Fam, who you know do it better? Yeah right, no matter what, we air tight (BIG: YEAH!) So when you hear somethin, make sure you hear it right Don't make a ass outta yourself, by assumin (BIG: YEAH! Now the mic is lower, turn the mics up) Our music keeps you movin, what are you provin? (BIG: Turn that shit all the way up, yeah) You know that I'm two levels above you baby (BIG: Music's

Ac/dc Announce Fall Us Tour
With their highly-anticipated new album “Black Ice” to be released in October, AC/DC have announced U.S. dates for their upcoming world tour. Kicking off on October 28th in Wilkes-Barre, PA, the Black Ice World Tour will make over 20 stops all across the country. Once the North American leg of the tour concludes in Charlotte, N.C. on December 18th, the band will make stops in South America, Europe, and Asia. Dates for these shows have yet to be announced. Tickets go on sale for the North American portion of the tour on September 20th through the band’s official website and Ticketmaster. Prices have not yet been announced. 10/28 - Wilkes-Barre, PA - Wachovia Arena 10/30 - Chicago, IL - Allstate Arena 11/03 - Indianapolis, IN - Conseco Fieldhouse 11/05 - Auburn Hills, MI - Palace of Auburn Hills 11/07 - Toronto, ONT - Rogers Centre 11/09 - Boston, MA - TD Banknorth Garden 11/12-13 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden 11/15 - Washington, DC - Verizon Center 11/17

Seven Feng Shui Tips For Spicing Up Your Love Life
Are you happy with your lovelife or would you like to see it improved? No matter who you are, there are times when "the bedroom" is not the loving and fun room it should be. There are of course numerous reasons why this may happen but there are some simple things you can do to help you make things better. Your bedroom acts as a magnet both literally and metaphorically for your relationships. It is also where you sleep during the night renewing your energy levels in preparation for what the world has to offer to you the next day. It is most likely where your romantic life is centered - unless of course you like to experiment - perhaps you're a free spirit who likes to commune with the outdoors. Your bedroom is your and your homes sanctuary. The positioning and layout within it plays a massive role not only on your passion and romance chances but also your health, wealth and other relationships in general. Careful attention should indeed be paid on this highly imp

09/12/08 - Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder (i Am Really Doin It Guys)
SONG VERSION BELOW Getting away with murder - Papa Roach VIDEO VERSION BELOW Getting Away With Murder - Papa Roach LYRICS BELOW [Verse 1] Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What creates my own madness And I'm addicted to your punishment And you're the master And I am waiting for no disaster [Chorus] I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am Getting away with murder It is impossible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder Getting away, Getting away, Getting away [Verse 2] I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when... I... don't... even... need to I never look back 'cause I don't even want to And I don't need to Because I'm getting away with murder [Chorus] I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am Getting away with murder It is impossible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away

09/12/08 - Rob Zombie - Superbeast (original Sin Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Superbeast - Rob Zombie VIDEO VERSION BELOW Superbeast - Rob Zombie LYRICS BELOW Shriek the lips Across a ragged tongue, Convulsing together. Sing violently, Move the jaw Cry out loud. Bound up the Dead Triumphantly The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! You pray so hard on bloody knees. The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! Down in the cool air I can see. Hey, Yeah - I'm the one that you wanted Hey, Yeah - I'm your Superbeast Hey, Yeah - I'm the one that you wanted Hey, Yeah - I'm your Superbeast Stir the limbs across the wrist, Full possession of memory. Bury me as a dog, Icy hands surrounding me. The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! You pray so hard on bloody knees. The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! Down in the cool air I can see. Hey, Yeah - I'm the one that you wanted Hey, Yeah - I'm your Superbeast Hey, Yeah - I'm the one that you wanted Hey, Yeah - I'm

09/12/08 - Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot (last Call For The Week Fuckers)
SONG VERSION BELOW Beast And The Harlot - Avenged Sevenfold VIDEO VERSION BELOW Beast And The Harlot - Avenged Sevenfold LYRICS BELOW This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence There's more than meets the eye 'round here look to the waters of the deep A city of evil. There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head Symbolic woman sits on his throne but hatred strips her and leaves her naked The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, She's a cage for every unclean spirit, every filthy bird and makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings. Fallen now is Babylon the Great. The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, Myrrh and pearls Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn Destroyed in an hour. Merchants and captains of the world, sailors navigators too Will weep and mourn this loss with their sins piled to the sky The Beast and the Harlot. Sh

Chapter 1
Remember me? The forgotten one with the penchant to help lost souls; even though I, myself am lost. They say that that which does not kill you only makes you stronger….or makes you mad enough with a vengeance to find that which tried to kill you in the first place. Am I mad? Am I mad because I have tried so very hard to find that very thing…Death? Death is no stranger to me. He comes in the middle of the night to steal away the only ones that I have truly loved. My mother, my father, my precious, beautiful, princess Carrie. He stole them right from under my grasp. Yes, I mourned for my mother and my father. But not nearly as deeply as I mourned for my Carrie. Some say circumstances change people, sometimes down to the very core. And I am not the same man that I was in 2005. Not the same gentle, kind, loving soul who would literally give the shirt from his very back to someone in need. No. I am much different now. More callous and cautious. All the deaths death sa

The Little Black Boy
THE LITTLE BLACK BOY by: William Blake (1757-1827) MY mother bore me in the southern wild, And I am black, but O, my soul is white! White as an angel is the English child, But I am black, as if bereaved of light. My mother taught me underneath a tree, And, sitting down before the heat of day, She took me on her lap and kissèd me, And, pointing to the East, began to say: 'Look at the rising sun: there God does live,And gives His light, and gives His heat away, And flowers and trees and beasts and men receive Comfort in morning, joy in the noonday. 'And we are put on earth a little space, That we may learn to bear the beams of love; And these black bodies and this sunburnt face Are but a cloud, and like a shady grove. 'For when our souls have learn'd the heat to bear, The cloud will vanish, we shall hear His voice, Saying, "Come out from the grove, my love and care, And round my golden tent like l

The Gemstone Test
Your Gemstone Says... You exude wealth and class. (Even if you're short on funds.) You carry yourself well, and you have perfect manners. You never seem desperate or trashy. You are admired for your sense of style. You treat others well. In fact, many people aspire to be like you. The Gemstone Test

Am I A Risk Taker?
Your Risk Taking Level: Medium What's life without a few risks? You're willing to be daring when the time is right. You know that there's no reward in life without risk. You just always make sure that you look before you leap. Are You a Risk Taker?

Where Should I Live?
You Should Live in the Suburbs Like many people, you like the city - but you don't want to live in it. For you, the suburbs is the perfect compromise. You can enjoy the city as much as you want, but you have a quiet, safe neighborhood to come home to. Where Should You Live?

What Nut Am I?
You Are a Hazelnut You are very unique and distinct. You may even freak some people out. Most people don't really know how to interact with you. You get along best with anyone who is super sweet. But you really do get along with almost anyone. You just need a chance to wow them. What Nut Are You?

What Type Of Fruit Am I?
You Are a Banana You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside. People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes. And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary. You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything! You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around. You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well. What Type of Fruit Are You?

Great Lunch
I had a great lunch today. I brought home someone that I have been attracted to for awhile now, we went in my room to have a drink and listen to sum music then things got a little freaky. She takes off her clothes, I take off mine and we start playing around. Next thing, theres a knock on the door and what do ya know, it's my wife, I tell her that someone is with me and she says "I dont care, I want to watch". One thing leads to another and boom, my wife and this other "friend" and taking turns with me for the next hour! What a great lunch! Thanks to both of you!

Stallions And Slaves
He awoke with a start as the sun came in the window. Usually by this time He had been hunting or conferring with Raj or the monks about the events of the day. Things had not quite returned to normal since the War of the Ruination, His girl must have left orders not to wake Him. While He appreciated her concern, there were many important things He had to take care of, and quickly. He could see it in the eyes of the valley dwellers; they were unsure, even a bit afraid of the Man who had led the final assault on His own Palace. He supposed He couldn't fault them for that, He still felt guilt Himself. He had gone through ceremonies of purification, been grilled by the monks, tested by the Tiger Clan and had flown with Raj off the high cliffs to the East, talking about the Evil and the damage done to both of them and the valley of the Questors. This morning He dressed quickly, a chill in the air, autumn in the mountains was the time that the winds began to howl, and the snow threat

Pony Girl Story 3
Tigerpet found it easy to relax on her hands and knees. Josh, the stable boy, had a gentle manner and she enjoyed him stroking the warm sponge down her back and ass. She shook herself and tiny droplets of water splashed him. He smiled at her playfulness and continued bathing her. It had only been a fortnight since she had come to the ranch, and although the luxurious surroundings were very different from the tiny flat she had shared with another girls back in town, she had settled in easily. Here she felt totally pampered. The training was easy, and apart from the occasional punishment, it took no time to get accustomed to. Now perhaps she would consider staying a little longer than she had originally intended. Her hair had now been trimmed, and shaved back from the sides of her face, to form a lovely long golden mane down her neck. At first she had been concerned about having her hair cut. After all, how long would it take to grow back? Then, she had seen her master's other pony

The Master's Love
I, the Master, stand near the bed, cane in hand. You, the kajira, kneel on the bed, nude, in the position of bed submission, on your knees, legs spread, shoulders and face on the bed, arms extended above your head, wrists crossed, palms up. I walk, with slow deliverance, to where your hands are extended over the edge of the bed. I lean and quickly wrap your wrists with a small leather thong, tying them tightly and securely. I then move around to the side of the bed where the chair is located. I sit, and look upon your supine body, I see that you are trembling, trembling in fear of the unknown. You, in your quest to find my limits, my boundaries, my tolerances, have severely overstepped them and have found my anger instead. You have seen that fire within my eyes, that look upon my face of not just displeasure, but of complete and total anger, that I have been warning you was there, deep within. You, thinking that maybe, Master is like other men you have known. You, thinking tha

Becki's Story
You are bound to the bed, completely immobile although you can move your head somewhat. Silk neckties are binding your wrists and ankles to the headboard—leaving you spread wide open, completely accessible and vulnerable. Your head and shoulders are slightly elevated by the pillows piled beneath. A black silk scarf is tied around your head, covering your eyes while allowing your honey blonde hair—which is done up in high pigtails on each side of your head—to spill over the blindfold. You are in complete darkness and cannot see your surroundings. Being deprived of sight, you feel your other senses becoming slightly more acute. You feel the gentle breeze generated by the central air-conditioning blowing across your nipples, leaving them stiff and sensitive, begging for attention. You can feel your pussy has become extremely wet from the combination of your excitement and the anticipation of what is yet to come. Your womanly juices are seeping from your tight, hot twat, forming rivulet

Understanding Amy
The girl of my dreams, think Elisha Cuthbert with shoulder length blonde hair, beautiful light tanned skin, so soft and silky to the touch. Passionate dark green eyes, which seems to tunnel into your very soul. So eloquent and regal in appearance yet so warm and friendly, she is the whole package and more. I must admit I’m slightly biased concerning my sweet pet. Amy is around 5’7” with a beautifully curved figure toned in all the right places, yet at the same time demur. Her slender throat is ripe for nuzzling against. Her petite breasts, young and pert are enough to keep me enthralled for days on end. Her nipples so hyper sensitive they always seem stimulated. Her body is a temple for my carnal lust and emotional well being alone. Her waist is so smooth and dainty I can stroke it endlessly, legs that any man or woman would kill for always silky smooth and bronzed. She is a tiny ethereal beauty. Just to be in the same room as her was breath taking. That wasn’t her only beauty

A Brat's Thoughts
Something I have been thinking about... I was staring at the computer screen tonight, after you had to scoot. It's always such a letdown, after you leave. Trying to decide what I want to do, with you gone. Then I remembered that you'd sent me pictures. I couldn't go look at them then. I was finishing up a last assignment. With less then seven hours left to finish it. And...it being not a good thing, when I don't get assignments done, was not about to mess with techno. I apologetically mentioned that. You laughed, and told me you hoped that I wouldn't get it done. I'm starting to think you like punishing me. Of course, we both know, you can do anything you want. You don't have to wait for me to be bad. Not that it would ever be much of a wait. I still seem to get in trouble rather regular. I'd sent my assignment while we were still talking. So after you left I was free to go and check out the pictures that you had sent to me. And oh gods, suddenly I am so turned on I can

Breast Emicons
HAPPY TUESDAY...(LMAO) THE DEVIL MADE ME DO IT.. Found this photo and just could not help myself today.I really hope it does not offend anyone,because it is not my true intention.Since there has been such a rise and high demand for some women to have bigger breasts,I figured this topic would give us all something to think about. BREAST "EMOTICONS" (O)(O)..Perfect breasts (+)(+)..Fake silicone breasts (*)(*)..High nipple breasts (@)(@)..Big nipple breasts (oo)..A cups {O}{O}..D cups (oYo)..Wonder bra breasts (^)(^)..Cold breasts (o)(O)..Lopsided breasts (Q)(Q)..Pierced breasts (p)(p)..Breasts w/hanging tassles (:o)(o)..Bitten by vampire breasts /o^o/..grandma's breasts (-)(-)..Flat against the shower door breasts lollol..Android breasts (/)(o)..Scratched breasts (%)(o)..Extra nipple breasts (/)(o)..Scratched breasts(ouch) ($)($)..Jenny McCarthy's breasts (^o)(o)..Zit o

Xfest What A Rip Off
Last year, I heard about this huge concert with a bunch of my favorite bands. I didn't make it to the last Xfest, but I was bound and determined to get there this year. The tickets themselves were all together $100(for 2)We left my house at about 6:45 am. Psyched, we jammed to the bands we were going to see..Hinder, Puddle of Mudd, Buckcherry, 10 Years, Shinedown, Candlebox, Saving Able, Five Finger Death Punch, Red, and Black Tide. At around 7:45 am, we got pulled over, and Charlie got a $143.00 speeding ticket.. When I printed out the yahoo map, we were coming from Williamstown, and we went the Belpre way to get cheaper gas, so when we got pulled over, we asked the cop for directions, because we were already lost. I turned on my Sprint Navigation. At around 11:00, we arrived in Dayton, OH. Of course, this is when my gps stopped working, and we couldn't find the fairgrounds. You would think there would be a sign somewhere to mark this huge event, but we didn't see one. After drivi

Crash Free Browsing On Fubar
If you don't want to have to keep restarting your browser on Fubar & you don't want to use Firefox, try Internet Explorer 8 beta 2 I've been using it for two days without crashes. It also has to other great features that I don't believe Fubar has: 1)It doesn't keep track of the sites you visit. 2)It automatically blocks sites from sharing details of your recent visits with other websites.

What Kind Of Monster Am I?
You Are a Ghost Mysterious, independent, and often unseen - you always do things your own way. You are introverted, shy, and even a little secretive. People are dying to know you better, but you're a difficult person to know. A lot of your contributions to the world are left invisible and unfelt. Your greatest power: Blending in really well Your greatest weakness: Being too passive You play well with: Witches What Kind of Monster Are You?

Could I Be Violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. Could You Be Violent?

Leaving!
I fucking hate life sometimes! Me and some friends, are leaving for saskatchewan, for a wedding, that my buddy is having... and i hate that we leave on a friday night, where we can't even go to a club to where were going! life sucks sometimes, lol

Illegal Street Drifting In Japan
I think there may be some money long term in these cities that have this racing if you could make your own track racers to do their thing. If I had big money I would not stop rat on illegal racing but rather create a place where they could express themselves. All poor folks are not stupid or assholes but some are intelligent and creative.

Sept 17 To Sept 24
Please show each of these members love this week……shaniqua™~Owner of LDC~@ fubarLady of Chaos of Dark Covenant Family@ fubar~Fu-Married to Brad~Lost Civeteto True Queen Witch~@ fubar~Ðj Tåttøøgìr£@Rè£èñt£è§§~Ðý£øñ'§ Ðìvå Måfìå~£.Ð.©.~TåĶèñ ß¥ ÐJ ÞhåtĶìÐ M¥ MFKN Må§tè®@ fubar

Angle Of Your Nightmares
Shredded wings, she softly sings, with a voice that corrupts the innocent. she wears a halo made of thorns, sits on a throne of broken bones. her skin is cold and pale as ice, lips the colour of tainted blood, hair black as her soul, eyes red as fire, and teeth sharp as razorblades. she feeds on your nightmares, whispers dark sin and demise in your ears. her touch burns into your heart, turning the happiness into dark thoughts. so don't go to sleep, don't close your eyes, for the angel of your nightmare awaits. so be fearful of the night

Emotional Tattoo
It’s that time of night again I’ll crack open the bottle of gin With its help Ill be able to erase The memory of your warm embrace Its been more than a year since my world fell apart When you came home that night and spilt your guilty heart Your words flowed like water over deafening ears The choice you made justified all of my fears I’ve always know that happiness was not for me For others it’s easy but misery is my destiny Your words overwhelm me and I act enraged Inside I know, it’s the same old play I don’t deserve to be loved or so I’ve been told I gone to the depths of my emotional shores I’ve given it all to only be hurt and betrayed Now I just feel my heart slipping away In pain comes pleasure or so I’ve been told All I feel is the peace of mending my soul I’ve let it all go now and accepted my fate I will be all I need before it is to late Cruel words of others stick to skin like glue A constant reminder, an emotional tattoo You can cover it up

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared your love, Once I was by your side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. His grace so great, His beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe I had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

One For The Ladies!
SING to the melody of 'I Will Survive!!!' OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I ' d spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you ' ve brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don ' t you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren ' t you a brat to think I wouldn ' t find you out!? Don ' t you know we ' re only joking when we say size don ' t count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life ' s gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control

Something Interesting
Woman finds 'Goldilocks' snoring in her son's bed Saturday, September 20, 2008 3:41:19 AM Woman finds 'Goldilocks' snoring in her son's bed A man was charged with burglary after he allegedly broke into a home, ate cheese from the refrigerator, made a mess in a bathroom and fell asleep on a child's bed. Tracy Mullins, 47, of Billings, was arraigned in District Court on Thursday by video from the county jail. Mullins pleaded not guilty to burglary. Judge Susan Watters set bail at $5,000 after rejecting a request that he be released without bail. Public defender Richard Phillips, who made the request, said Mullins had been receiving mental-health counseling. Court records indicate a woman awoke in her home Monday at 8:30 a.m. to the sound of snoring coming from her 2-year-old Other Strange Photos Woman finds 'Goldilocks' snoring in her son's bed 100 son's bedroom. Her son had slept that night with her and her husband. The woman said she found a strange man

I Tried
I tried to lie to myself to stop the cries. my inner pain i couldn't hide. my illusion of what should have been where dislusions i had within. the iner rage i try to hide holding m y anger at the side my emotions i try to deny , kills my soul and i turn cold I tried to hide the tears of my never ending pain you stold my heart and i fell apart...

What Religion Should I Be?
You Should Follow Taoism Your idea of religion (or spirituality) is broad and expansive. You believe that God is everywhere and in everything. For you, life is about achieving balance and harmony. The more you can go with the flow, the happier you are. What Religion Should You Be?

What Color Glasses Do I See The World Through?
You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time. You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion. You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through. You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable. At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations. You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax. What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?

Am I Sexually Powerful?
You Are Sexually Powerful Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane. You enjoy sex as much as (or possibly even more than) the average person. You're open minded, intelligent, and adventurous when exploring your sexuality. And while you never take things too far, you take them far enough! Are You Sexually Powerful?

Lost
ok am i doing the right thing here three woman are asking for money which i do not have everytime a girl is intrestid they come to me for money am i doing the right thing on telling them no i think its a scam am right on doing this im getting tired og being played comments are welcome

Mothers Love
I was blessed with two children loving and warm life got better when each one was born They filled my life with love and joy my lovely girls and my darling boy They captured my heart right from the start. From their wee little faces to the tips of their toes a glorious love only a mother knows The first tooth the first crawl the first step the first fall Yes my darlings I was there for it all. The barbie dolls and little toy cars the games you learned to play the lovely cards and flowers received on Mothers Day The little spats and bruises the tears and laughter too learning your ABC's and your first day at school Yes my darlings I was there for you. I will be there for your Your first car your first date your first job and more Yes my darlings I'll be through it all. Precious memories of yesteryear are treasures that we all hold dear there were tears of joy and tears of pain but look at all that I have gained Still

Troops-delays On Life-saving Surveillance System
Topic: Troops-delays on life-saving Surveillance System Cali66 Joined Fri 06/22/07 Posts: 1542 Fri 09/12/08 04:39 AMSenators Call on Pentagon to Investigate Failure to Provide Troops with Life-Saving Surveillance System June 5, 2008 Washington, DC – U.S. Senators Kit Bond (R-MO) and Joseph Biden (D-DE) sent a letter to Secretary of Defense Robert Gates, calling for the Department of Defense to investigate delays in getting a critical surveillance system to our troops in the field. Bond and Biden have been the Senate’s most vocal advocates in ending bureaucratic delays in getting wartime equipment to our troops on the frontlines. The Senators wrote: “There is a real disconnect between what we are hearing from leaders in the field about the need for persistent surveillance and the value of TCVS and the lack of action within the bureaucracy back home. We know that you have established a new Task Force to focus on intelligence, surveillance, and reconnaissance need

Biden Bill - Promote Democracy In Burma
BIDEN Bill to Promote Democracy in Burma Passes Senate December 19, 2007 Washington, DC — Today the Senate unanimously passed Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr.'s (D-DE) Burma Democracy Promotion Act, legislation that promotes the restoration of civilian, democratic rule to the troubled state of Burma.

Biden/brownback Legislation
BIDEN-BROWNBACK Legislation Passes Senate - Again January 22, 2008 Biden-Brownback Measure Calling for the U.S. to Support a Federal Iraq Passes as Part of the Department of Defense Conference Report Biden Efforts to Bar Permanent Bases in Iraq and Protect Troops with Mine Resistant Vehicles Also Included in Report Washington, DC - The U.S. Senate passed legislation today, sponsored by Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) and Senator Sam Brownback (R-KS), which calls for the United States to support a political settlement in Iraq based on a federal system of government. The Biden-Brownback measure - which passed as part of the Department of Defense Conference report - has garnered overwhelming bipartisan support in both Houses of Congress and would require a major strategic shift in the Administration's Iraq policy. President Bush vetoed the original Department of Defense Authorization report in December because of an unrelated is

Torture Legislation
BIDEN Calls on Colleagues to Support Anti-Torture Legislation Following President's Veto of Intelligence Authorization Bill March 8, 2008 Washington, DC — Chairman of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) called on his colleagues to support anti-torture legislation following President Bush's veto of the FY08 Intelligence Authorization Bill earlier today. The Intelligence Authorization legislation contained an important anti-torture provision that would prohibit the CIA from using any interrogation technique not authorized by the US Army Field Manual, which explicitly prohibits waterboarding and other "acts of violence or intimidation, including physical or mental torture, or exposure to inhumane treatment." ______ This is a video on water-boarding. If you don't want to view water-boarding do NOT watch. Waterboarding-Legitimate technique or torture? from Force 10 on Vimeo.

Completely Bored...
Learning all kinds of things about this site and its kinda fun. But still completely bored! Quickly learned how seriously fu people take their picture ratings! Better be a 10 or higher or you'll hear about it! Lol...

Get Serious
To feel or not to feell , how i came upon such an emotion i donot know why. i walk the path onto salvation and bring the truth to light.. how really can we ask ourselfs does really emotion insist or is it just and made up excuse to say hey i love you be my friend.. lol ya it sound poatheric but be real ... to with emotion that runs through my veins and the pooring blood draining out of my soul how it came upon the emotion of coldness from the fromt he dark angel within ...

Lawyers Want Until Monday To Review Settlement Plan
By Tracy Breton Journal Staff Writer PROVIDENCE –– Lawyers for some of the parties sued by the victims of the Station nightclub fire are asking a federal judge to give them until Monday to respond to a proposed plan for reviewing settlement offers that have been made to those who lost loved ones or were injured in the disastrous blaze. The victims have been offered more than $176 million by a raft of defendants they have sued in connection with the Feb. 20, 2003, fire. If the court and all the victims approve the settlement offers and a plan of distribution for the proceeds, there will be no trial of the civil suits. One hundred people died in the nightclub blaze; more than 200 others were injured. A special master is devising a grid that would apportion the settlement proceeds among the victims based on such factors as severity of injury and number of dependents. Some of the victims say they have scheduled meetings this week with their lawyers regarding the settleme

About Me
well im 20, 110lbs, 5'2 1/2 lol yes the 1/2 matters!!! I am not short! Im funsized!!! lol I have two daughters, and a hubby. I love making friends and talking to people. I dont care what people rate me on here. be honest....I know what I look like, and I accept it so its all that matters :) neways...be happy!!!

Kinds Of Love
If Love be only kept among lovers, that may be too limited or tunnel-visioned ...Love from Mother Nature -- feel the gentle light breeze; see the clear blue skies; bees, butterflies and little daisies -- all kinds of everything, we realize the beautiful creation from our loving God...Love from parents -- they love you so they have punishments for your wrong doings, to let you know what is right and just...Love from peers and friends -- supporting and sharing and caring whenever you are in need, doesn't matter how often you meet, they are right readily offering help when you ask...Love from oneself and then to each other -- self respect for one's own value and dignity, so that one learns to respect numerous other 'ones', about their thoughts, their values, their feelings and perceptions -- so to live in peace and happily together...Surely, I am not denying Lovers' love -- such love is great and awesome. Strong as death with zeal like fire. Ideally, its loyalty and purity would be able t

Missing Pieces
Life is like a difficult puzzle, you can try to solve it all, but there's always gonna be those missing pieces. Like now, I have opened a new account here after I have been deleted but I’ve already lost my special friends…surely gonna miss them all!

Fubar
Ok about a month a friend told me to check out some site called FUBAR, me being prior military i knew exactly what it meant, little did i know that fubar was anything but fubar. i have become so hookes on this site i am spending countless hours on it and im meeting so many cool people. to whoever created fubar, i tip my hat to you. fubar is the shit.

Omg.....
answer in a private mail--- Your Name: Age: Favorite position: Do you think I'm cute/ pretty? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? would you send me nudes? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Our Society
ok folks.. my first blog.. got to get this stuff off my chest. As i see it now that our government has and is still going to, screw us over, it will not matter who we vote for( one vote makes a differance? what?) the majority vote always takes our place of who should be president not just that one vote.. bull!! also...looking through a empty glass..i see how we are so impressionable on what's on t.v. they put questionable shows on sunday ( day and night) and wonder where our kids go so south on attitude as well as thought prosess. ya we all say sex sells..but why should it.. show more ethical possibilities of our world and less on how to be a whore or screw your fellow man over on him or her for doing better then you. please don't take this as a insult to you who read this but ponder on what's really around you and see what really is going on.. by the way, the bible are words in a book and if you read the good book and take it for every word that's put into it, then you might as well

Goddess Quiz
You Scored as AphroditeYou are connected with Aphrodite, Greek goddess of pleasure, sexual love and passion. Was born from the union of the sky and the fertile sea womb. Married to Hephaestus. Aphrodite teaches women who are seeking partnership, union, love, and pleasure that you must first learn how to love youself before you can ever love another. Aphrodite 100% Isis 94% Bast

Today
today has been hectic well i can't really get to discuss uit but well i am sad and missing my son i might lose him and well this is heart breaking my fiancee desides to put a restraining order on me and thats all i know so now my mom wants me to file one on him and i don't want to so now i am sad and lonley for missing him i will update later dark warrior

09/26/08 - Foo Fighters - The Pretender (keep U In The Dark Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW The Pretender - Foo Fighters VIDEO VERSION BELOW The Pretender - Foo Fighters LYRICS BELOW Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones go marching in again They need you buried deep The secrets that you keep are ever ready Are you ready? I'm finished making sense Done pleading ignorance That whole defense Spinning infinity Boy, the wheel is spinning me It's never ending, never ending Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I will never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? In time or so I'm told I'm just another soul for sale, oh well The page is out of print, we are not permanent We'

New Members
okay for all current members we need to fan out and start adding new people if you find someone that would like to join or needs leveled private message me with who it is. once we are in a position to really start bombing people hard we will post them in our profile comments so that everyone knows who is getting bombed. remember if we do not add people to our family we will never grow and be successful so get out there have fun and get us some new members! much love drunkinirishgirl

Fubar Fubar Check Your Lounge People!!!!
Fubar you gonna end up in court if you don check things out? Someone is gonna be luaghing all the way to the bank. Racism is not something allowed in public places that are supposed to be equal for all.

Some Words I Found Inside Of My Head
Mercy Kill if you woke tomarow and found me gone, would you weep at tha loss, if you no longer had my back to sharpen your blades would you just find another, brutaly casting aside the memory of me, then filling tha void of my agony with its sweet realese, somehow more final than anything before possible, a horrible reality, choking, tha tears run to mingle with tha sad face of a little boy painted, fucking clown, stop to hear my tourtered cries on the distant winds, dose it even matter, would i matter more once silenced, my breath on your neck, my lips tattooing thier impression of my first real and last kiss, a gift, could you caress tha child inside of me as it withers and fails, this sadistic gift, tha body i have grown to protect, robbed of its innocence, tender and weak, no longer pure, unable to exact tha mercy kill, this brings me no shame, my final request, love, if such a word excists, intangable and hollow tha heart left in his wake beats still, draw your blade and show

It's That Time Of Year
WELL IT IS HALLOWEEN TIME AGAIN OUT THERE. THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF MY FAV HOLIDAYS. THIS IS THE TIME TO MAKE IT FUN FOR THE KIDS. BUT TO MAKE IT SAFE AS WELL. MAKE SURE ALL THE LITTLE GOODIES YOU CAN BUY ARE ATTACHED BEFORE LETTING THEM OUT THE DOOR. ALSO REMEMBER YOUR LOCAL GOVERMENT DOES CANDY CHECKS TO MAKE SURE IT IS SAFE FOR THE LITTLE GOBLINS TO EAT. IT'S SAD TO THINK BUT NOT EVERYONE HAS GOOD TREATS FOR OUR LITTLE ONE SO MAKE SURE YOU WEED THROUGH IT WELL. MOST OF ALL HAVE LOTS OF GOULISH FUN AND MAKE IT A NIGHT YOUR KIDS AND YOURSELF OF COURSE WILL ENJOY. HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Hi All
As I go on my 10th month in Iraq, I so look forward to coming back to the states. God I am tired of the sandstorms. The dust rolls in from points unknown, having picked up who knows what and covers everything. It will be nice to have internet access. Currently, i'm at a different base than where i am stationed and this place has 1 access point. So its nice to actually get to log on. I really look forward to it. Then, i haven't seen women for so long. There are quite a few here at this base. I about break my neck. No matter how hard i try not to, it is like my natural instincts take over. Well, enough of my gabbing. Take it easy everyone and 50 days left!

Being Single
Well I am finally single and it feels kind of wired not having the x there to rub my back and you know do what we do. I think it was a good move on my part and now I am back out on the prowl looking for more energetic ladies who like to have fun go to Cedar point and things like that. I will never date another lazy woman it has been a void in my life because of it and I am hoping to fill it with many friends and family. I think that lazy people should not exist, what a waste of human life. Don't get me wrong the X lady was a great person but she just never wanted to do anything we could not go hiking, bike riding, tennis, snowboarding pretty much nothing out doors. I hope if anyone is in a relationship like this that they have the balls to save their self because it will never change when that person does not want to change no matter what. So just leave them on the couch with their pizza and get your happiness back.

Writing And Poetry
It's hard to see around the sweat. Blurred silhouettes of beauty, Meshed with dark masses of anguish. I close my eyes to center myself, To find the balance to stand. To speak. But the wind is knocked clear out of me. The mind zones into auto pilot. Numb to the fight Just to breathe. To find myself, To find the serenity of my voice, To find the words out of reach, Is lost in the murky haze of reality. I fight the deadened mind. Squint, to make some sense Out of the chaotic mundane blur Of the world whirling by. I struggle to find a streak of magnificence Just so I can declare it. Though unheard in the sleeping swirl, To find the serenity of my voice; To find the words out of reach, Is to wake from the droning machine. To exist beyond the rhythm of breathing. I close my eyes to center myself, To find the balance to speak, But the smog of the unconscious realm is smothering, And the wind

B Day
so its my birthday... not to brag or post it out there like i want everyone to show me love.... but... every birthday last five or so years i have made an effort to hang out with as many of my friends as possible...cause family and friends are so important to me.... and i usually make an extra effort... but this year im tired... im tired of making that effort to (some what) make people who i consider friends... to hangout... and im happy... its starting to make me feel like im lying to myself though... i consider the two most important things in my life to be my family and then my friends... and now im happy that im not hanging out with my friends on my b day... whats up with that? however, so far its only a few hours into my b day and my mom and sis took me out to a wonderful dinner... gave me great b day presents... and my bestest friend gave me two pairs of earrings, a tie, as i lay dying shirt, a new ring, and earlier this month she bought me a ticket to a show that im dying

Costume Choices....
A bald man with a wooden leg has been invited to a Halloween party. He doesn't know what costume to wear to hide his head and his leg so he writes to a costume company to explain his problem. A few days later he receives a parcel with the following note: Dear Sir: Please find enclosed a pirate's outfit. The spotted handkerchief will cover your bald head and, with your wooden leg, you will be just right as Long John Silver. Very truly yours, Acme Costume Co. The man thinks this is terrible because they've emphasized his wooden leg and so he writes a letter of complaint. A week goes by and he receives another parcel and a note, which says: Dear Sir: Please find enclosed a monk's habit. The long robe will cover your wooden leg and, with your bald head, you'll look like Friar Tuck. Very truly yours, Acme Costume Co. Now the man is really upset. They've gone from emphasizing his wooden leg to emphasizing his bald head! Again he writes the company a nasty letter. The next day he receives sma

Heavy Heart
There are so many things I kept inside and withheld, but eventually everything is going to unfold. The love I have for you I will always be hold. There's so many things I want to say but I've never told. The things I have inside of me are like a volcano ready to explode. It's like a heavy load- I can't take it anymore. I don't know why I'm not saying what I really want to say, Even if I did... things won't go my way, but it will one day. I keep everything inside of me because I'm scared That what I have to say will drive you away. And that's not what I want, I want you to stay. I guess I have to start opening my mouth. Or else my words will always stay as three unspoken words I LOVE YOU.

All Stressed Out..??????
BITS AND PIECES... *Having a bad day? Well,better you than me. *If you can't beat'em,well then you're just not trying hard enough. *Ever notice how people who tell you to calm down are the ones that got you mad in the first place? *Happiness is where you find it.Perhaps you should look someplace else.Start each day off on the right foot,unless the left one kicks better. *I make it a policy to never take work home with me...unless office supplies count. *If not for stress,I'd have no energy at all. *Women don't need the remote control....we have the actual control. *Give a man a fish,and he'll eat for a day.Teach a man to fish,and the old buzzard won't be hanging around,underfoot all the time. *I'd eat more fruits and vegetables if they tasted more like microwaved burritos. *Never test the depth of the water with both feet!! *If you think nobody cares if you're alive,try missing a couple of car payments. *There are two theories to arguing with women..

I Think I'm Coming Down With Something :(
i am NOT feeling well today. dunno if it's because i'm tired, or catching a cold, or what. last night wasn't good either- i was really sick to my stomach. so anyone who reads this, leave me some love today, okay? i'm gonna need it. also, if anyone wants to talk to me between classes and stuff, i'll be on yahoo messenger- my screen name is miss_purple_paradox.

09/30/08 - Marilyn Manson - The Beautiful People (can't See The Forest For The Trees)
SONG VERSION BELOW The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson VIDEO VERSION BELOW The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson LYRICS BELOW(not that u don't know them all ready thanks for the bitchin :p) And I don't want ya and I don't need ya Don't bother to resist or I'll beat ya It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees And you can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate Hate every motha fucka that's in your way Hey you, what do ya see? Something beautiful or something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? You live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it thi

Yep, More Music And Dedications!
Yep, just updating my music list: In one of those moods tonight, please forgive me. Some of these are for, well, you know who you are. Others are for...uh...you know who you are too. The rest are for no one in particular. And they are in no particular order: ~ Leona Lewis - Bleeding Love ~ ~ Force MD - Tender Love ~ (ol' skool) ~ Billie Myers - Kiss the Rain ~ ~ Def Leppard - Have You Ever Needed Some So Bad ~ ~ Sophie B Hawkins - Damn I Wish I Was Your Lover ~ Incubus - Wish You Were Here ~ ~ Dresdon Dolls - Coin Operated Boy ~ ~ Liz Phair - Why Can't I? ~ Usher - You Got It Bad ~ ~ Romeo Void - Never Say Never ~ (page out of my mother's book) ~ Tina Turner - Better Be Good To Be ~ ~ Tine Turner - What's Love Got To Do With It ~ ~ Akon - Lonely ~ ~ Aly & AJ - The Potential Break Up Song ~ ~ Daughtry - Over You ~ ~ Fort Minor - Where'd You Go ~ ~ Gnarls Barkley - Crazy ~ ~ Kelis - Caught Out There ~ ~ Mase - Tell Me What YOu Want ~ ~ Beyonce - Irreplaceabl

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If we must love let it be forever, And engrave it onto our fragile hearts, Can we live and not die ever, never, And be a vessel that takes us apart, If we must love, let us truly all love, Let us give all to what we see and be, To love like the sea loves the sky above. Let us love extraordinarily, It takes us to foreign places unknown, A journey that we must all travel in, Let us love and really let it all show, And to never let our hearts lie and break, Like human beings yes we all must love, So let us all go together and love.

Omg...... Did I Do That?
I recently did something that made those around me laugh..... I hope you find it funny I don't know if you have seen these or not but my grandchildren have back packs with tails... so if they go to wonder off we can hang on to the tails of these back packs and keep up with them.... With twin grand daughters age 1 and a grandson age 3 these come in really handy.... All of these back packs look like little monkeys so the kids don't mind wearing them and they have these cute little monkeys on there backs..... I was telling some friends of mine at the last bike rally how these monkeys help me keep up with my grand children.... later on that day were were sitting and watching the parade of people walk by and watching the bikes... when a little Negro boy walked by and I yelled... LOOK AT THE MONKEY! every one laughed and I felt like a fool. I then had to launch into the ... the one on his back.. it just like my grandsons.. but it was to late...... I was branded a racist for the res

10/01/08 - T.i. - Whatever You Like (heard This On Stern This Mornin And It Stuck In Head)
SONG VERSION BELOW Whatever You Like - T.I. VIDEO VERSION BELOW Whatever You Like - T.I. LYRICS BELOW Hey Jim You know the old suga daddy I said you could have whatever you like (you like) I said you could have whatever you like (you like) Yeah [Chorus:] Stacks on deck Patrone on ice And we can pop bottles all night Baby you could have whatever you like (you like) I said you could have whatever you like (you like) Yeah Late night sex so wet it's so tight A gas of a jet for you tonight Baby you could go where ever you like (you like) I said you could go where ever you like (you like) Yeah [Verse 1:] Anytime you want to pick up the telephone You know it ain't nothin to drop a couple stacks on you Wanted you could get it my dear Five million dollar home, drop Bentley's I swear Yeah I want'cho body, I need yo body Long as you got me you won't need nobody You want it I got it, go get it I buy it Tellem other broke niggas be quiet

Four Friends
Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party. After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, "My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday." The second guy said, "Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday." The third man said: "Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he s

Teaching Someone A Lesson.
"Often When You Try To Teach Someone A Lesson, You're The One Who Ends Up Getting Schooled" An associate had difficulty comprehending the clear-cut definition of when to use violence as the solution to a dangerous problem. It's simple, the situation needs to be criminal in nature and "life-or-death serious", meaning... if you don't take action you are going to be harmed. This associate kept bringing up various social situations where someone is verbally (even mildly physically) aggressive but where the physical threat is unclear. In other words, at this point you'd be hard pressed to fight for any reason other than to "teach him a lesson". A master instructor jumped in and gave a great example of the dangers of "teaching someone a lesson". Seems his older brother (while not at the trainer level, still an excellent fighter) had a roommate who caused numerous problems for the other 3 in his house. Apparently the problem child (we'll call him 'Joe') was a large person

True Math Of Work Eithics
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T-I-N-G 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20+9+14+7 = 135% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 11

Dumb Asses In Washington Forget Who They Work For And Its Time We Tell Them
Years of bad decisions and stupid mistakes have created an economic nightmare in this country, but $700 billion in new debt is not the answer. As a tax-paying American citizen, I will not support any congressperson who votes to implement such a policy. Instead, I submit the following three steps: Common Sense Plan. I. INSURANCE A. Insure the subprime bonds/mortgages with an underlying FHA-type insurance. Government-insured and backed loans would have an instant market all over the world, creating immediate and needed liquidity. B. In order for a company to accept the government-backed insurance, they must do two things: 1. Rewrite any mortgage that is more than three months delinquent to a 6% fixed-rate mortgage. a. Roll all back payments with no late fees or legal costs into the balance. This brings homeowners current and allows them a chance to keep their homes. b. Cancel all prepayment penalties to encourage refinancing or the sale of the property to

Megadeth: 'anthology' Box Set
Following the successful 2007 release of the coveted 4-CD+DVD Warchest box set, Megadeth is back with a vengeance with Anthology: Set The World Afire. The career-spanning 2-CD and digital collection, to be released September 30 by Capitol/EMI, features Megadeth’s top hits and fan favorites, a previously unreleased demo and two rare concert recordings. Anthology: Set The World Afire is loaded with 35 electrifying tracks, among them Megadeth’s top hits, including "Trust," "A Tout Le Monde," "Insomnia" and "Train of Consequences." Also included are rare 1992 concert recordings of "Peace Sells" and "Symphony Of Destruction," previously available only in limited release, the latter having never been released in the U.S. "High Speed Dirt" is a demo version, previously unreleased. Iconic frontman Dave Mustaine pioneered the hugely successful metal band, Megadeth after his departure from Metallica. Beginning with the band’s 1985 debut album, Killing Is My Business…And Business Is Go

Disgrace
Master stood and looked at His treasurer, at His rose. The girl that lay before Him, naked, covered in a soft twilight, reflecting from the moon's electric light. He looks, she sleeps. She sleeps, peacefully and contently. But it was morning and Master was not happy. The way that He saw it was that He was standing there with a cup of coffee that He had brewed. Lazy wench He thinks, she knows the rules. As part of her service, she gets up and tends to Master's needs, and that includes the early morning coffee. He stands there, He twitches, He gets cross because He sees His girl asleep, whilst He has been up and alone. His night had been broken, through very bad sleep, His football team had had a succession of losses. He was grumpy and irritable and because His girl had not awoken to His presence, which in turn, intensified His position. He stood in the doorway with coffee for two. The aroma filled the bedroom, His delicate treasure began to stir. He progressively moved forward,

Yes, My Lord
Lord Winchester sat at his ornate desk and mulled over the account ledgers in front of him. As owner and manager of one of the largest estates in Northumberland, Winchester had to be knowledgeable in many fields. A good head for business matters was just as important as knowing which crops to plant and when to plant them or which stallion to breed to which mare. Winchester's voracious appetite for sex peaked when he was at his country estate. Perhaps it was the fresh air or the wholesome country food, but it was more likely the presence of a large female staff - much larger than was customary - who were available to him at the snap of his fingers. An important part of their jobs was to cater to the Lord of the Manor's voracious sexual appetite. They were exceptionally well paid to entertain Lord and Lady Winchester and their decadent friends, and they carried out their duties with enthusiasm. After making one final bookkeeping entry, Winchester pushed the ledgers aside and stroll

10/03/08 - Metallica - Whiskey In The Jar (yay For Old Metallica Not New Metallica Yuck)
SONG VERSION BELOW Whiskey In The Jar - Metallica VIDEO VERSION BELOW Metallica - Whiskey in the Jar [uncensored} - LYRICS BELOW As I was goin' over the Cork and Kerry mountains I saw Captain Farrell, and his money he was countin' I first produced my pistol and then produced my rapier I said, "Stand and deliver," oh, "or the Devil, he may take ya" I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny I took all of his money and I brought it home to Molly She swore that she'd love me, no, never would she leave me But the Devil take that woman, for you know she tricked me easy Mush-a-ring dum a do dum a da Whack for my daddy-o Whack for my daddy-o There's whiskey in the jar-o Being drunk and weary, I went to Molly's chamber Takin' Molly with me, but I never knew the danger For about six, or maybe seven, yeah, in walked Captain Farrell I jumped up, fired my pistols and I shot him with both barrels Mush-a-ring dum a do dum a da Whack for my

What Nickname Suits You
You're 31% Nicknames Are Pookiefoof is your cute nickname, Gladiator Bed-Warmer is your Superhero nickname, Hootie-Pumpkin-Evil-Doer is your Villain nickname, Fire-Nails-Hot-Feet is your Monster nickname and Pigtail Snooteroni is your all-out-weird-nickname.What Nickname Suits Your PersonalityTake More Quizzes

Some People's Parents
I met a guy today who's name is Richard Hardman. As you know, a nickname for Richard is "Dick". So this guy, in some circles, is likely known as DICK HARDman. Sounds like porn star name...or a guy in a Viagra commercial. I also know a lovely lady named Sandy Kuntz. Kuntz is actually pronounced Kewntz, but to those who don't know that, they call her Sandy Kunt-z, like a couple of women who've been on the nudist beach all day without a towel. What were their parents thinking when they named these people?

How Attracted To Libra Am I
Test your love compatibility with a Libra person I took this Quiz- Test your love compatibility with a Libra personMy Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Libra person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and do what it says. Try another quiz or try the same quiz Test your love compatibility with a Libra person More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

Wtf Is Promblem Here
WHY IS IT I SPEND AT LEST 4 TO 5 HOURS BUSTEN MY ASS RATING MY FRIENDS!! ONLY 1 OR 3 OF YOU RATE ME THIS IS BULL SHIT!! YOU ALL BUGG ME TO HELP YOU LEVEL! WHAT I GET NOT DAMN THING OUT OF IT!! GUESS WHAT YOU RATE ME THEN ALL RATE YOU, IF YOU DON'T RATE ME THEN FUCK YOU!!

Funny
what cuss words really mean Lying to Your Child..Fucks You over! (Read This) Nightmare* The mom calls the husband a "bastard" and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey"

Bad First Date...
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl tells him that after dinner, she would like to have sex with him for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacy to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about half an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he would like to buy a 3-pack, 10-pack or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl’s parent’s house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents! Come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. A minute passes, a

Airline Humor
Never let it be said that ground crews and engineers lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual logged maintenance complaints by QANTAS pilots and the corrective action recorded by mechanics. BTW- Qantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. P= relates the Problem the pilots entered in the log; S= describes the Corrective Action taken by the engineers and mechanics. P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except autoland very rough. S: Autoland not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on backorder. P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200-fpm descent. S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground. P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear. S: Evidence removed. P: DME volume unbelievably loud. S: DME volume set to more believable level. P: Friction locks

Confucius Says:
Man who stands on toilet is high on pot. Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. Man who runs in front of car gets tired. Man who runs behind car gets exhausted. Man with hole in pocket feels cocky all day. Foolish man gives wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. Man with one chopstick goes hungry. Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. Man who eats many prunes get good run for money. Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. Panties not best thing on earth but next to best thing on earth. War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cathouse. Man who fights with wife all day gets no piece at night. Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. Man who lives in glass house should change clothes in basement. Man who fish in other man’s well often catches crabs. Man who fart in church sit in own pew. Crowded elevator smells different to midget.

Guns In The U.s.a.
By Danny Boes NATIONAL SECURITY: Speaking from a military perspective, the most difficult thing in the world to do is to try to capture a city where there is someone with a gun in every structure. This style of warfare can be called "attrition". The campaign is very costly in all resources (time, food, fuel, ammunition, and soldier’s lives) and is avoided at all costs by those who wage war. After all, the object of war is to gain more resources than you lose, not to break even. In war, just like business, for it to be successful, it must also be profitable. The point here is that a city can deter an invasion by simply having its citizen population armed. A disarmed population is the first morsel of temptation necessary to get an aggressor nation calculating its ability to take over the weaker, unarmed country. This deterrent to capture saves the lives of every citizen in the country. Some may think, "We live in a modern society, the capturing of countries doesn't take place any

Always Think Things Through...
Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office.....but she belonged to someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said I'll give you a $1000 if you let me have sex with you.. The girl said, "NO" Johnny said, "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, You bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend. She called her boyfriend and told him the story. The boyfriend said, "Ask him for $2000, then pick up the money very fast. He won't even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepted the proposal. Half an hour went by and the boyfriend was waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend called and asked what happened...... She said, "The bastard used quarters!" Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in it's entirety before agreeing to it and getting screwed.

This Kids' Goin' Somewhere...
A young guy from Texas moves to California and goes to one of those big "everything under one roof" stores looking for a job. The manager asked, "Do you have any sales experience?" The kid said, "Sure, I was a salesman back home in Texas." The boss liked the kid so he gave him the job. "You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store closed, the boss came down to see how things went. "How many sales did you make today?" The young man replied without hesitating, "One." The boss said, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale for?" The kid said, "$101,237.64." The boss said, "$101,237.64?! What the hell did you sell?!" The kid said, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fishhook. Then I sold him a larger fishhook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I asked him where he was going fishing and

About A Year Old
There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq during the month of January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war torn country of Iraq. When some claim President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: FDR...led us into World War II. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost -- an average of 112,500 per year. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost -- an average of 18,334 per year. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost -- an average of 5,800 per year. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent, Bosnia never attacked us. He was offered Osama bin Laden's head on a platter three times by Sudan and did no

In Car Pc
Fitted the computer in the truck with an 8 inch touch screen monitor. got gps reciever and route navigator for the whole planet ( overboard but what the hell ) over 150 films on the drive plus 120 gigs of music entertainment. next i prob throw in a wifi dongle and bluetooth. truck dont have any electronics to plug into so no playing with that.

What I Am Doing Here At 10:15 On A Sat Night
Well everyone as u know I am new 2 all of this but it is so nice to check and see people that i dont know have bought me a drink or checked my pic and rated me a 10 i think they need glassesd though but it is nice. Love the feed back when i get more time I will do up my page with skin and all just bear with me. Well just wanted 2 say thanks 2 u all! When I get 2 know this better i will return the favors. Love ya all Nina Ps I have never written a blog before

Thank You All , Love U So Much!
Thanx everybody for all the birthday love you showed to me , you all are so wonderful and such great friends. from the bottom of my heart, I love you all and thank you for making this day truly a special one for me....... big hugz & love......Jade ™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~@ fubar

People
why do people treat me and my boyfriend like shit all we want is to be with each other forever and raise my son they tells us why are we with each other you can find some better i love him tyo much to break up with him he is my soul mate

Writings
Her Fallen Angel times changing fast hardening lines upon his face her dark angel fallen from grace wings once of feathers skin soft as silk eyes once full of light heart full of will embracing her dark angel so silent so still angelic tears fall resting on the ground below as seeds being scattered and sown yet reluctant to grow her dark angel once so beautiful now shrouded in death to think of all his glory something of a myth her dark angel his glow faded now almost gone brushing her hand against his face a finger tracing his lips part of her goes with him lest he should be alone Her dark angel fallen from grace does he know she loves him willing to take his place giving him just one more kiss the last theyll forever taste Jynafer 28 August 2000

My Friend Needs Help
HEY EVERYONE I DONT USUALLY ASK FOR HELP WITH THINGS BUT MY FRIEND NEEDS YOUR HELP SHE NEEDS 60K COMMENTS TO WIN A CONTEST IF YOU CAN HELP AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP I KNOW SHE CAN DO IT HERE IS THE LINK TY SO MUCH http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1753264&albumid=1241199&i=1848465395

The Republicans...
Hey ya'll! i am neither a democrat nor a republican, but look at what the republican's have done over the past 8 years! we were in a $13 TRILLION budget surplus when Clinton left office. now, we are almost double that in deficit! how is this possible? As soon as he took office, we went to war with Afghanistan. That war was warranted, but hiding Osama bin-Laden in Texas wasn't! The second thing he did was to go over to Iraq searching for WMD*'s. We never found them, but we did find Saddam Hussein. What does he have to do with anything? he planned to assassinate Bush Sr. BTW, we still haven't found any WMD's. I personally am tired of Republicans in office. lets see what a democrat can do. tell me what you think. *Weapons of Mass Destruction

Do You Ever Get The Feeling?
I have a group of girls that I usually hang out with at home. Now one of these girls got mad at me awhile ago for shit I didn't even do. Not that matters but it seems like slowly she is making the other members of the group not like me. I have been kicking it with Rocks more often than not but they don't call me or text me. Its like I have to get ahold of them if I want to hang out and more often then not they are busy or just staying home. I know that they are slowly slipping away from me and I don't have a clue why. I kinda know why but I don't want to think about that. One of my friends won't even return my calls and the other well I don't know whats going on with that. I don't have a problem making new friends but these are my friends since like forever. I don't want to lose them but I don't feel that I have changed but maybe I have. You think they would support me because I am happy. But I guess that wouldn't matter. I just feel left out of the loop and maybe its cause I a

Totally F**ked Up!
Okay my friends, Hate to do this to ya again (what am I kidding, u know u all like it LoL), gonna add more music to my playlist to help ease my fucked up mind. What better way is there than to release frustration through music! *** Already on playlist, but had to add to today's mood music *** Pink - Don't Let Me Get Me System of a Down - Lonely Day Liz Phair - Fuck and Run Alanis Morrisette - Hands Clean *** New to the Playlit *** My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Okay Cold - Stupid Girl Garbage - Stupid Girl (do I see a theme here?) RadioHead - Creep Akon - Sorry, Blame it on Me Mike Doughty - Unsingable Name Timberland - Apologize Green Day - Whatsername Alanis Morrisette - All I Really Want Alanis Morrisette - You Learn Custom - Beat Me Less than Jake - The Science of Selling Yourself Short There are others, but this is all I am going to add tonight.

This Is How You Know
THERE IS ALWAYS THAT SOME ONE THAT MAKES YOU WANT THEM BUT HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT THEY WANT YOU TOO I MEAN IF YOU KISS ME ..... U JUST MIGHT KISS THEM TOO I KNOW THAT WHEN YOU LAY WITH THEM ITS NOT JUST ME AND YOU SO .... THIS IS HOW YOU KNOW ....................THEY PRETEND THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE .............. THEY TELL YOU THAT ....ITS JUST YOU .............SEE THROUGH THAT BE GROWN UP ENOUGH TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MAKING LOVE AND GETTING LAID ................ ENJOY THEM FOR JUST THAT A STRESS RELIEVER ..........AND TREAT THEM AS SUCH ........................DO NOT ENTERTAIN THE THOUGHT OF HAVING MORE ...........GIVE LESS ................JUST ENJOY THEIR SEX....................... LET THEM KISS YOU ......KEEP IT IN THE BACK OF YOUR MIND THAT IT IS NOT JUST YOU GETTING THEM ...................IT MAKES IT A WHOLE LOT EASIER WHEN YOU FEAN FOR THEM .............. TELL THEM YOU WANT IT TOO .............................JUST THE MOANS ............ NOT TH

Looking In Your Eyes
When looking in your eyes, I see a whole new you When looking in your eyes, I get mesmerized When looking in your eyes The only thing I want to do is hold you When looking in your eyes, I find that you are an angel in disguise, When looking in your eyes And you hold me the way you do, The only words that you will hear Are I love you!

Mirror
I ask myself why have I limited myself to this, I look up and I see you smile, So much you want me to perceive, And all I have to do is run this mile, Putting more attention, To the measure of this length, I look at these scrawny legs, And think I will run with my own strength, Many have been invited, But few have been chosen, Wondering about the cause of ignorance, I see that all of these hearts have been stolen, By an ill-mannered society, That has rated you to the extent of self-indulgence, What they show you isn�t wisdom or love, What they teach you is repugnance, It has been said in the book of wisdom, We see but a poor reflection in this mirror of fate, But eventually there will come the time, When you shall see yourself face to face.

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Take me to the mountain where our love can be free. Like the birds that soar in the sky above the trees. Take me to the ocean where there will be no tears. Cuddle me close so I have no more fears. Take me to the desert where my desire for you burns. We can pleasure one another always taking turns. Take me to the icy lands where my body can respond. Shelter me from the bitter cold, arms around me so fond. Take me on any journey you very well please. I promise we could forever taunt, tease. Take me to your bed my sweet unselfish lover. Satisfying my erotic behavior underneath your covers.

Song Of The Day
Just wanted to tell my friends about the new "Song of the Day" for my profile. When you visit my profile, the first song you will hear will be my "song of the Day". This song represents my feelings for the day, the general mood, or just what is big in my life right now. This song will change everyday (for the most part, if I get online that morning), and the title and lyrics will be put in my blog. So, here is today's song of the day. The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony this life Trying to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no Well, I've never prayed, But tonight I'm on my knee

Hey
hey peeps i just wont to let you all now there a new lounge i just opend that called the Players Den I would like to see a lot of people come and hang out we are looking for staff if ur interessed let me our my baby butterfly know

Toilet Signs 'too Pc'
STUDENTS say new signs on toilets at their union building might be making their WC just a 'bit too PC'. The traditional sign on the door of the Gents has been temporarily replaced with one that says 'toilets with urinals'. And the sign on the Ladies now simply says 'toilets' in a move to make the lavatories more inclusive for trans-gender students. The signs on the toilets in the basement of Manchester University students' union were changed after a meeting of the union's executive in the summer. It is thought the temporary ones will be replaced with permanent new signs in the near future. Jennie Killip, women's officer at the students' union, put forward the idea of installing the new signs after receiving complaints from trans-gender students about the facilities. She said: "The idea is that trans-gender people feel more comfortable using their student union. "Trans-gender people can face violence and abuse when they go into toilets and we wanted to provide a pl

Okay, How Stupid Can One Be?
So my first fubar blog. how fascinating. Okay so for everyone out there thats bored enough to read this. Have you ever met someone you wanted more than life itself. and everything is fantastic, until out of nowhere seemingly (or perhaps me being naive) you find out that the entirety of your relationship was no more than a lie, a hoax or only as real as a damn unicorn?. (Just as an FYI i have long since moved on but i have had a couple requests as to what happened) i will not reveal names. i know, not necessary but still. I fell in love. He left for personal reasons (left the state). And we decided we would make it work. (i was always hearing, i love you MORE than her, shes not like you, etc etc etc.) because theres a huge difference between having sex with someone you are with and with someone just to have sex. did you all know that? its okay to have sex with someone you aren't with as long as you are safe? ew. man i was clueless. anyway, so this person i was with, was

Failing Economy, Where U Can Point Your Fingers
Let's look at some facts concerning illegal immigration in this country. According to the American Federation for Immigration Reform (FAIR), 18% of illegal immigrants fall below the poverty compared to 11% of native born Americans, and they are twice as likely to try to obtain some form of taxpayer based assistance. Did you realized that between $11 billion and $22 billion dollars is spent by state governments annually to provide aid to immigrants? That's our hard earned tax money NOT at work, at least for us. Approximately $2 billion a year is spent on WIC, food stamps, school lunches and the like. $2.5 billion is spent on Medicaid for illegals, while $17 billion is spent on "anchor babies"; that is, babies born in the States to mothers here illegally. Thus the child is automatically a US citizen, and "mom" gets to stay here, in large part at your expense, as the caretaker. The Center for Immigration Studies in Washington DC estimates 1.1 million illegal children attend taxpayer fu

Truth O Meter-'true'
The Statement "John McCain voted against funding the troops because of . . . a timeline in it to draw down American troops." Joe Biden on Thursday, October 2nd, 2008 in a debate in St. Louis, Mo. McCain opposed 2007 war funding bill UPDATED: We updated this item on Oct. 6 and changed the ruling to True. See explanation at end. During an exchange with Sarah Palin in the St. Louis vice presidential debate on Oct. 2, 2008, Joe Biden tried to rebut a charge that Barack Obama had failed to "fund the troops" in Iraq by saying John McCain had done the same thing on a different bill. Palin began the exchange by saying that "Barack Obama voted against funding troops there after promising that he would not do so. And Senator Biden, I respected you when you called him out on that. You said that his vote was political and you said it would cost lives. And Barack Obama at first said he would not do that. He turned around under political pressure and he voted against funding the

Nineteen Minutes By Jodi Picoult
Plot Summary: Best known for tackling controversial issues through richly told fictional accounts, Jodi Picoult's 14th novel, Nineteen Minutes, deals with the truth and consequences of a smalltown high-school shooting. Set in Sterling, New Hampshire, Picoult offers reads a glimpse of what would cause a 17-year-old to wake up one day, load his backpack with four guns, and kill nine students and one teacher in the span of nineteen minutes. As with any Picoult novel, the answers are never black and white, and it is her exceptional ability to blur the lines between right and wrong that make this author such a captivating storyteller. On Peter Houghton's first day of kindergarten, he watched helplessly as an older boy ripped his lunch box out of his hands and threw it out the window. From that day on, his life was a series of humiliations, from having his pants pulled down in the cafeteria, to being called a freak at every turn. But can endless bullying justify murder? As Picoult attempt

Jackie's Imninent Death
I am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky mingle with each other. Then someone at my side says: "There, she is gone!" "Gone where?" Gone from my sight. That is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and is just as able to bear the load of living frieght to her destined port. Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says: "There, she is gone!", there are other eyes watching her coming, and other voices ready to take up the glad shout: "Here she comes!" And that is dying. -Henry Van Dyke These words have provided me with so much comfort for what is comin

Mother Hits Child With Bat, Faces Felony Charges
ROUND ROCK, Texas (KXAN) -- What all started as a fight Sunday afternoon between two boys at the Henna Town homes in Round Rock, ended with one of the boy's parents facing serious charges. Minique Stokes is charged with injury to a child, a felony. "I see my son just leaking, pouring with blood, I'm freaking out," said Minique Stokes. Stokes just bonded out of Williamson County Jail on Tuesday morning. She was doing laundry Sunday when her 12-year-old son, Carl, told her he was jumped. "I figured it was a lot of boys so I just took the bat," said Stokes. Witnesses told police Stokes was yelling to talk to the boy's parents and then she hit the 14-year-old on the forearm with the bat. "He put his hand up, because she would have hit him in his head," said Darla Barlow, the 14-year-old boy's mother. "He put his hand up and it just broke the skin." Stokes told a different story about what happened when she showed up at the boy's house with a bat. "He approaches my nephew, and so,

Woman Stabs Elderly Husband In Neck With Steak Knives
BRADENTON FL. - A Manatee County woman has been arrested for stabbing her elderly husband with Alzheimer's in the neck with two steak knives. 79-year-old Harold Tanner suffers from Alzheimer's and is cared for by his wife 52-year-old Deborah and his step-son William Davis at their home on the 4700 block of 61st Avenue Terr. W. in Bradenton. A Manatee County Sheriff's report says on Tuesday around 11am, Mrs. Tanner stabbed Mr. Tanner in the neck with two steak knives at the same time, while Harold was lying in his bed. Deborah then called 911 to report the stabbing. When Deputies arrived Mrs. Tanner was at the front door and admitted to stabbing her husband. She said she stabbed him because he needed a rest. Mr. Tanner received two stab wounds and was transported to Bayfront Medical Center via Bayflite in stable condition. William Davis was asleep inside a bedroom and had no knowledge of the incident until he woke up to the noise inside the house when deputies arrive

How Stolen Is That Dog Blankie In The Window?
A family in New Orleans returned after several weeks away to find their house had been burglarized. But finding the culprits was easy -- the family saw their dog-patterned blanket hanging in a neighbor's window, according to police in the rather appropriately-named St. Bernard Parish. The distinctive pooch blanket (perhaps it was an Afghan Afghan?) was allegedly, and ultimately unsuccessfully, used to shield the other pilfered items from view. For their involvement in the world's most clueless cover cover-up, Troy Clouatre, 35, and his aunt, Lisa J. Smith, 47, were charged with simple burglary and possession of more than $5,000 worth of stolen property.

70%
Your Physical Flirt Level: 70% You are a major physical flirt. You definitely can't keep your hands to yourself! Whether you're playing footsie or giving a lingering hug, you're known for touching. And while some people may welcome this flirting style, not everyone likes it. Don't stop touching people, but make sure your advances are appropriate and welcomed. Are You a Physical Flirt?

What I Would Do
What would you do if?The President of the United States called you:tell him he had the wrong number and hang upYou won the lottery:spend moneyYou got invited to be on a reality TV show:refuseYou caught a friend stealing from you:kill themYou witnessed a murder:already have - and whats more i got arrested for it :@A random stranger offered you candy:kick him in the b**lsMySpace and Facebook closed:jump for joy , i gotz fubarA genie granted you one wish:make a wish duhYou lost your favorite possession:quickly get on line and buy a new oneYou found 10 dollars on the ground:not likely since i live in the ukYour date throws up on you:say ewwww grosssSomeone cut off a chunk of your hair:stab themYour favorite celebrity comes to visit you:what - you mean Adam Ant - woot wootYou were stranded on an island with nothing but the ability to make one phone call:make that one phone callTake this survey or other MySpace Surveys at PimpSurveys.com

A Pastor With Guts!
Thought you might enjoy this interesting prayer given in Kansas at the opening session of their Senate. It seems prayer still upsets some people. When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual genialities, but this is what they heard: Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and Guidance. We know Your Word says, 'Woe to those who call evil good,' but that is exactly what we Have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed Our values. We have exploited the poor and called it The lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it Welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it Choice. We have shot abortionists and called it Justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it Building self esteem.. We have abused power and called it Politics. We have coveted our neighbor's possessions and called it

A Dissertation
I'll try this explaination As my own interpretation From gathered observations On mankinds infatuation With God and with creation I'll use for illustration A modern adaptation Of ancient publications Found in every nation With many alterations But in each variation There is but one summation That we all seek elevation And our own soul's salvation - L.L. 2008

Take My Son
This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day! The ending will surprise you Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, 'Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art.' The young man held out this package. '

Soul
Close your eyes to see with your heart Close your ears to hear with your heart Forget your mind and think with your heart For your heart will see When your eyes fail And your heart will hear When the voices are confused Your heart has the answers When your mind falls short Remember your heart For it is the key to love Remember all love For love is the key to your soul Remember your soul For it is your foundation - L.L. 2008

Yellow Shirt
The yellow shirt had long sleeves, four extra-large pockets trimmed in black thread and snaps up the front. It was faded from years of wear, but still in decent shape. I found it in 1963 when I was home from college on Christmas break, rummaging through bags of clothes Mom intended to give away. 'You're not taking that old thing, are you? Mom said when she saw me packing the yellow shirt. 'I wore that when I was pregnant with your brother in 1954!' It's just the thing to wear over my clothes during art class, Mom. Thanks!' I slipped it into my suitcase before she could object. The yellow shirt became a part of my college wardrobe. I loved it. After graduation, I wore the shirt the day I moved into my new apartment and on Saturday mornings when I cleaned. The next year, I married. When I became pregnant, I wore the yellow shirt during big-belly days. I missed Mom and the rest of my family; since we were in Colorado an d they were in Illinois. B

Sleepy
I don't wanna go to work. I think I got like 2 or 3 hours of sleep. Probably fell asleep a little after 12am. Took me a while to fall asleep. I remember waking up at 3am and thinking....Nooooooooo it's almost time. I had totally forgot that I downloaded a new alarm for my cell phone. It's when Peter Griffen, from Family Guy, is singing. Just him and three others of him singing dee dee dee dee or whatever. Scared me at first but then I realized it was my alarm. Bleh, it's almost 5am.....I have to leave here in a bit... finish my coffee, get my coffee mug ready for work also..... Yeah....I loves my java.....

True Love
True love Walking through this life feeling all alone, Walking aimlessly until I feel at home. Wanting the affection I have always dreamed I would have ,Wanting and needing it so much it makes me sad. I have always believed I could find a love so true, A love that would complete me and not leave me blue, I need someone to hold my hand, someone I know will always take my stand, someone who will understand. Someone to truly and deeply love me come what may, someone who wont turn their back and run away. I keep wishing and hoping that today will be the day that I will find the one who will take the pain away,But it never is and my heart is a ship stuck at bay. I feel I will never be loved with their heart and soul, I am a nobody not worth anyones time , All the love I give is nothing but a crime. True love I am told it does exsist, so I sit and wait till I am next on the list. True love is it real Is it something I can see, Is it something someone will ever feel for me. By: Marr

Whispers
Whispers I woke up early this morning to whispers in my ear. But when I opened my eyes and looked around there was no one there. I wonder are you here or am I just insane, to think you’re with me gets me through the day. I go to the closet and look inside, are you hiding in there won’t you come outside. I hear some more whispers with different tones some are lower and some are like a soft moan. I think I am crazy to hear such things but these whispers are voices I love hearing what they say. I lean in further and put my ear close in; I pretend I’m not listening to any of them. I go about my business and hold in my laugh, for if I let it out that will be that. So I close the closet and stand close by near, to catch the whispers that have been in my ear. The closet door opens and I see a little head peeking out of the wardrobe by the bed. I slowly sneak closer careful not to creak, I am going to catch them without making a peep. As they step out I hold my hands up high getting re

Your Memory Lives On.
Your Memory lives on. Your always watching us from above, We all can feel you love. Your life ended too fast, God only knows how long this pain will last. We know your spirit is still alive, we feel you comfort us when we cry. You left this world way to quick, But the memory of you will always stick. Shynia and Joslyn have gotten so big, It's easy to see their your kids. Little things they do reminds us of you, and we know you are watching them too. Your memory lives on through us and them, We promise to keep it alive till the end. We want you to know we miss you so, and our memory of your love will never go. Marrianne LeAnn Boley Copyright ©2008 Marrianne LeAnn Boley

Rays Of Love
Rays of love The sun is shining and the kids are all smiling ready to go out and play, But today I am sad and a little mad because you couldn't be here today. Your life was taken at such a young age, and you have missed so much too much to say. We miss you each and everyday, we miss you and it hurts us all because you couldn't stay. But god needed you and for that we should be glad, because living in heaven can't be that bad. So every night before we go to sleep, we say a prayer and a promise we all keep. We wont forget you, your in our hearts, we know your protecting us from up above. And when the sun shines your sending your love. So we try to smile when it shines on us, knowing you are always watching us. Marrianne LeAnn Boley Copyright ©2008 Marrianne LeAnn Boley

Real Mothers
MOTHERS Real Mothers don't eat quiche; they don't have time to make it. Real Mothers know that their kitchen utensils are probably in the sandbox. Real Mothers often have sticky floors, filthy ovens and happy kids. Real Mothers know that dried play dough doesn't come out of carpets. Real Mothers don't want to know what the vacuum just sucked up. Real Mothers sometimes ask 'Why me?' and get their answer when a little voice says, 'Because I love you best.' Real Mothers know that a child's growth is not measured by height or years or grade...It is marked by the progression of Mommy to Mom to Mother...

For Family & Friends I Need Your Finger !!
For all family & friends I have a folder in my Pics called giving the Byr. so if any of you have a pic of you flipping off the camera , please let me know so I can add yopic to the group folder. xoxoxoxoxoxo BEAUTIFULLY CHAOTIC

You Opened It...
YOU OPENED IT... NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR YOU'LL NEVER BE WITH THE PERSON YOU LOVE... BE HONEST... DON'T CHICKEN OUT... --------------------------------- . 1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirt? ` happily TAKEN... =) . 2) Are you happy with that? ` hell yeah! . 3 ) Would you still kiss your ex? ` nope! i am LOYAL and FAITHFUL to my bf. =) . 4 ) Have you ever had your heart broken? ` yeah! . 5 ) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? ` according to EDZ, there are three sides of the story. . 6) Have you ever talked about marriage? ` of course! . 7) Do you want children? ` of course! with a HANDSOME bf like JIMMY, who doesn't? right? . 8) How Many? ` minimum of 1 and a maximum of 2... . 9) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? ` YEAH! . 10) Do you want someone you can't have? ` nope! . 11) Have you ever been in love? ` always have. . 12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? `

40 Little Secrets*
Be honest no matter what. . [ONE] Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from? = idc who they are lol =) . [TWO] Where was your default pic taken? = in my room... . [THREE] What's your middle name? = M********S... . [FOUR] Your current relationship? = Boyfriend... aw! =) . [FIVE] Does your crush like you back? = yeah! . [SIX] What is your current mood? = no comment... . [SEVEN] What's your mom's name? = Irine... . [EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing? = white... . [NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed? = yes! . [TEN] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? = NO! . [ELEVEN] Have a crazy side? = yes... . [TWELVE] Ever had a near death experience? = i guess... . [THIRTEEN] What is something you do a lot? = these days, sleeping. . [FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone? = yeah & she knows who she is LOL. . [FIFTEEN] Do you wanna see somebody right Now? = sort of. . [SIXTEEN] Do you like drama? = not at all times. .

October 13th
Okay well my day on Hilton Head is almost over, Thank GOD! I don't mind working over here but I have nothing to do from 7:30 am to 4pm :( I got sick of doing surveys on myspace so I've been listening to my iPod for the last 5 hours and playing around on different sites! Bad this is I've got to be back over here Friday YEPPIE! I'm so going to take a nap so I'm ready for Friday night! Well I'll post things here and there go take a look at the poems blog I'll post more as I get time! Leave comments if ya wish! I know I'm no poet but I love to write. Well back to my office I go talk to yall later!

Oh The Possiblities
After laying out all that I already have in the last two blogs I guess it is time to put my positive spin on things. I have always been a firm believer that fate puts you where you need to be. There is a plan for everyone and you can't fight fate. Although I loved being with my students, I was beginning to get burnt out in the environment. I have met so many who work in this environment that become callous, that is not me. I am looking at this summer and fall as fates way of saying 'Get the fuck out'. Living in this area all my life I know that the only way to get in to the county school system is to put in your time subbing the classrooms. I want to get into the county so it is time to pay my dues and do my time subbing. I was really blinded to the possiblities I have when I was working there. There are so many things that I could be doing. I am not a typical teacher. I have spent over two years going to professional developments for social studies teachers in order to br

Military
Another warrior goes west. I am unsure of the author on this piece. I'm glad they wrote it, real heros are hard to find these days. You're an 18- or 19-year-old kid. You're critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley, 11-14-1965. LZ X-ray , Vietnam . Your Infantry Unit is outnumbered 8-1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the Medi-Vac helicopters to stop coming in. You're lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you're not getting out.Your family is 1/2 way around the world, 12,000 miles away and you'll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day. Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see a Huey, but it doesn't seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it. Ed Freeman is coming for you. He's not Medi-Vac, so it's not his job, but he's flying his Huey d

Friday Mornings...
Friday Mornings at the Pentagon By JOSEPH L. GALLOWAY McClatchy Newspapers Over the last 12 months, 1,042 soldiers, Marines, sailors and Air Force personnel have given their lives in the terrible duty that is war. Thousands more have come home on stretchers, horribly wounded and facing months or years in military hospitals. This week, I'm turning my space over to a good friend and former roommate, Army Lt. Col. Robert Bateman, who recently completed a yearlong tour of duty in Iraq and is now back at the Pentagon. Here's Lt. Col. Bateman's account of a little-known ceremony that fills the halls of the Army corridor of the Pentagon with cheers, applause and many tears every Friday morning. It first appeared on May 17 on the Weblog of media critic and pundit Eric Alterman at the Media Matters for America Website. "It is 110 yards from the "E" ring to the "A" ring of the Pentagon. This section of the Pentagon is newly renovated; the

Military Wife
The Military Wife ~I have no idea who the authors are of any of these words below, however I am thankful.~ ***The Military Wife*** The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or 40 with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and be willing to move to a new location 10 times in 17 years. And, oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands." The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we will make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusu

Heaven Sent
You came to me on a night when nothing was going my way and I felt like the whole world was caving in around me and then I saw you and I saw all my fears start to fade away in front of me while I was getting to know all about you and I opened up to you and felt things that nobody has ever touched deep inside of me before. I was scared to let you in to far or to soon but at the same time I wanted nothing more than to have you know every thought that I was thinking and feel every feeling I was going through so you would know that what I was feeling was for real. We couldn't of planned this if we had years to do it and make all the details perfect in every detail. We clicked and it was set in motion from day one that we would somehow and someway end up were we are now and moving forward with each other. I wasn't looking for you but you heard my call and came to me when I needed you the most and you have been right by my side through it all and for that I will always be grateful to you

How Cold
You walked into my life when all I saw was Darkness & Pain all around me and an Undieing need to be loved and yet no words were ever spoken from your lips that lead me to think anything other than just another passerby in my life and you to would soon be gone as the rest had. Yet withing your walls I found a place that was safe and free from harm so I could grow and learn how to feel again after being trapped in my Cold Heartless Shell for so long and yet you never spoke any words and yet I knew ever word that was on the tip of your lips without you ever speaking them to me. I never asked for what you have given me and Nor did I ever expect to find it in someone like you who is so much like me that we know each other inside and out for the better part of our souls are inter mixed with each other and will always be because there is a bond there that will Not be broken no matter how hard life trys to push us apart from each other. When I was found I didn't know how to act with y

Sometimes...
Sometimes the things closest to us Are furthest from our reach. We strive for them We wait for them We put our hearts belief in them. Sometimes we deserve them, Often we just want them. Sometimes on lifes path We may stumble We may fall. We will inevitably get hurt. There will be laughter and tears And occasionally a pain so searing It can take your breath away. Sometimes life is not lived, The world can stop And you find yourself lost, Alone in the darkness. We will seek out the light and Try to learn from our mistakes. Sometimes we have to reach deep within And tell ourselves We will be ok, we will make it, Sometimes we will believe it. We will be vulnerable Lonely and weak. We will search for strength Sometimes we may find it. Sometimes we will give up hope When hope is all we have We will cling to the little things And take solace in them. Sometimes everything will work out Exactly as it is meant to And sometimes Thats exactly what we wa

The Fire Of God.... This One Got Published Like 5 Yrs Ago Lol
As the alarm is sounding many people run in fear, They really do believe that the end is right here, The flames are getting larger and it's getting really hot, I can't find my parents but alone I am not, Outside this burning building as my parents are in there, I smell the smell of smoke that's drifting through the air, Who is this man that's holding me, I have no idea who he may be, I don't want to leave his warm arms, Away from him and into the world's harm, They pull me away as I drift off to sleep, The picture of him I shall always keep, I see the face of God and remember not to lie, But that is the picture of him... that guy, No I'm not in heaven but God was still there, The night that my parents drifted through the night air.

Forgive And Forget...
An old man once had an argument with his only son. He tried to apologize many times but the young man would not listen. The father never gave up because he loved his son with all his heart, but the son would not give in, because he was too blinded by his pride. Years passed and as the man lay in his deathbed, he made a final attempt to reconcile with his son, but still he would not listen and so the father died with a heart full of grief. During this time the son too had a child who had now grown up into a young adult. To this child he never mentioned his father and when the young man asked about his grandfather he would tell him never to mention him again. One day, they too were both involved in a hot argument and his son fled away as his father did many years before. The man was extremely saddened and this time he had no pride, but felt completely isolated. He was afraid that he had lost his son forever and for the first time after many years he turned to God in prayer. A

What Would You Like To Know?
I only have two friends on here, sooooo, you two know whats going on with me I think lol. Its been about 6 months since I even logged on to fubar, I was surprised to see that I still had an acct. I don't work for NW Airlines anymore, but I do work for Avis / Budget Rent a car, just washing cars, only real perk about that is, it doesn't matter if its a pt cruiser or a H3 I get it for 20.00 a day. not bad. I guess thats really it. Ttys

So I Was Reading A Comic, And...
First off let me state this, I read comics/manga/graphic novels, whatever you wanna call them. I'm amazed by the skill it takes to consistently draw the same character(s) in different poses and situations and have them still retain their individual looks. So, as the title was saying, I was reading a comic, and thought to myself. "I wonder if I could make a (hand drawn) comic." I've made little joke comics with 4 panels using simple graphics programs like MS Paint, and they seemed to get an alright response from people I showed them to. They were mostly stick figure's wearing T Shirt's with funny sayings I thought up and doing strange things that were slightly humorous. So the next week, I bought an artist's tablet and some sketching pencils. Got a book that showed the basics of sketching and tried my hand at it. I could NOT have been ANY worse at it than I turned out to be. For some reason I can picture these amazing pictures in my head, but when I try to compose them on paper I

I Read A Blog Entry By Judge Ladybyrd02 And...
http://fubar.com/blog/59981/896871 - URL of the blog by Judge LadyByrd02 that I am writing this because of. Did you know, in the United States of America at least, that any product(and I do mean ANY PRODUCT) is only recalled if the potential for 'Profit from sales' is less than "The cost of the recall" AND from "loss due to possible lawsuits." Stemming from the inability of said product to do it's job, inefectiveness of it's design(usually a lack of safety features, most of the time this is what causes an Automobile Recall), and/or side effects from said product. It truly is a terrible world we live in now. Doesn't it say in the Bible, "The want of wealth(AKA money) is the root of all evil?"

Communication
Why is it that most men cannot communicate? I have nothing but problem getting him to let me know how his daughter is who has muscular dystrophy. Been together for 8 years and still he cannot let me know what is going on and when I ask he tells me nothing. I found out today they she is going to have to be in a wheel chair if she does anything on her feet for more than 2 hours. I mean come on I love the girl as my own and he just doesn't get it that "I" care about her. It hurts that I am left out when it comes to her. Now his other daughter I know everything about its just the one. Can anyone answer this for me? Am I just not suppose to care?

I Have Auto -11 Active
I HAVE AUTO-11 ACTIVE SO COME ON YALL COME GET YALLS POINTS ON...I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE...IF I DONT GET TO YOU TONIGHT SB ME OR SEND ME AN EMAIL I DON'T WANNA MISS ANYONE..THANKS TO SISSY FOR THE AUTO-11 YOU ROCK GIRL GO CHECK OUT BODY SHOTS TO WHY YOUR AT IT YALL. HUGS PINK

Why
Why is it people in life turn things around and say things that are not true. I know that this happens everyday and in everyones life. But I was noticing how people are in life around me. I am not talking about anyone that I know but I was talking to a friend about her problems. I notice that things are not as they seem when people tell you things, like to keep their lives a mystery, but when it comes down to it why dont they just let people know the truth and talk to someone about it instead of holding it in.

Just An Ambulance Driver
Just an Ambulance Driver Standing in chest deep water, freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER Comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER On scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER Called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers, no porch light on, nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away f

Weekend Chuckle
A middle aged woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital.While on the operating table,she had a near death experience.Seeing God,she asked,"Is My Time Up?" God said,"No,you have another 43 years,2 months,and 8 days to live." Upon recovery,the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a facelift,liposuction,and a tummy tuck. Since she had so much more time to live,she figured she might as well look even nicer. After her last operation,she was released from the hospital.While crossing the street on her way home,she was hit and killed by an ambulance.Arriving in front of God,she demanded," I thought you said I had another 40 years?" "WHY didn't you pull me out of the path of the ambulance???" God replied," Girrrrlllll,I didn't even recognize you.!!!!" HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT WEEKEND....HUGS TO ALL.

Temporary
Why do you think I remain distant with people? I hate how people throw the word "LOVE" around. Why is it that a person can say "I love you" one minute, and when things change for the worst, suddenly, that person says " I dont love you anymore". Here's a thought: maybe it wasnt really love in the first place...

Which Candy Am I
Which Halloween Candy Are You?You're Candy CornYou're super sweet and very traditional-- thinking outside the proverbial box is not exactly your forte, but when it comes to being a good friend to those around you, there's no one better. Some might say the confections in this treat are a bit too much-- similar to your friendly factor-- but the truth is, you're genuine about who you are and there's nothing wrong with that.Food-Drink Quizzes

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My Addiction
you my addiction I awake in the night, hand hovering covering in the sheets silken maze. I reach, thin air catches, casting images into dreams, demeaning this angel to call out in pains pleasure. I know, can feel you there, somewhere. But not right next to me, where life passes, preserving pickled memories with amazing accuracy. Your smell I inherited, still lingers down deep, deploring definite daydreams to cease and detain, just one more moment, one more second, of you my addiction ...

Night Songs
Each day as dusk approaches, and nighttime settles in You can hear the sound of sweet romance, on a tiny violin He searches for his true love, he plays into the night At last, At last, she hears his songs, and answers to his plight Play for me; my Romeo, play for me My True Loves Pet. I’m the one you’re searching for, I’m you’re Juliet He played for her till night did end, and twilight let the morning in He played for her, love’s sweet surrender, For this night was theirs, to forever remember

Good Bye
At first when we met We said hi Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye I gave you a chance And you rejected You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected You see what you've lost At least I hope you do You see what others can have But not you I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away I liked you a lot I honestly did But did you feel the same? Were there feelings you hid? If you had feelings for me You didn't show it Because things are over now And I didn't know it If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so When the only person you trust, lies Then where do you go? I just wanted to say Thought you needed to know These feelings I have Need to be let go

Tangled Up In You
With out a thought to spare. My life seems incomplete, since you left me in despair. I'm tangled up in you, With the thoughts of our past, I try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. In my dreams I am lost in your eyes. I'm swallowed by your smile. I'm tortured by your lies. I'm tangled up in you. Whatever you have done? What spell have you cast? What game have you won? I'm tangled up in you. Reminded of your laughter Not to have forgotten your silence My heart broken with your slander. I'm tangled up in you. Warmed by your kisses Missing your skilled touch Casting pennies while making silent wishes. I'm tangled up in you. Longing for your return. Your fingers laces in between mine. When will I ever learn? I'm tangled up in you. But you have since forgotten. My posts never answered. Your heart is not wanting I'm tangled up in you. Dreaming of our future Even though you're just my memory. My heart still tortured...

Old Age
Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be ..Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken back by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avant guard on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is

Stupid People..
k.. so..here's the deal.. my brother and his two girls are stayin at my house.. and last night i had a couple guests over.. and my sister was here.. the guests were here for like less than an hour.. and on their way home they notice one of their doors isn't closed right and there's some stuff missing from their car.. someone broke in to it right outside my house!! while we were all sittin around visiting! lol.. so we go out and check..and the door of my brothers car is messed messed with and his glove box is open.. so we phone the cops and whatever.. and they're spotlighting the area.. (cuz we live in a pretty out of the way area.. lots of places to hide. lol) and while the cops are looking around for whoever busted into the cars in the first place.. i just happen to look out my kitchen window and see the dude trying to get into my brothers car again!! like seriously?? what kinda guy tries to break into a car.. that's parked outside a house with big ass floodlights on the side..

For The Shadows...
As I write, I'll sing this song for the greatest love I've ever known. To my heart, you have the only key, I beg of you, never set me free. I prayed to God for a love so true now, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful man HE BLESSED ME WITH YOU. What we share feels so right to say I love you every night. Wonderful moments shared, precious memories, still tell me you care. I see your shadow, as I lay myself to sleep. Dreams of you, oh so sweet in my heart, I will keep. Look into my heart, my life. Tell me, what do you see? can you feel the need, the want, as I? Much joy and happiness you've brought me. If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you, my lover, my best friend. Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end.

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Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles.

Keys
I can't find my dads keys to his car. I have turned this place upside down and no keys. I keep looking in all the way obvious places and a few of the not so obvious places. Makes me feel like I should have never got out of bed. But since I am up I want to get shit done. Damn a girl tries hard and then splat. Fuck it all I say.

Im So Excided....
Any of my friends on here going to the exotic erotic ball, in Sacramento for halloween??If so, we should meet up and give kisses and rub our naughty parts in glitter :)) tee hee Halloween is my favorite holiday, wish we had more then one day to dress up like grewsome demons... If anyone knows anyother stuff in the bay area let me know...Id love to be informed on partys and haunted goodys in my area.

Hacking
THIS WAS SAVED IN MY YAHOO NOTEPAD paperX: Beginner's guide to coding a hacking tool Absolute beginner's tutorial / guide to hacking (Disclaimer: This tutorial is for educational purposes only and is not intended to be put into practise unless you have authorised access to the system you are trying to break into) Welcome to this beginner hacking tutorial - that's right, for the absolute beginner. If you are looking for a newbies hacking tutorial you've come to the right place. This tutorial will teach you how to hack into systems using a Trojan Horse. You can download hacking tools used in this tutorial towards the end of this page. This guide is showing how hackers are hacking into home computers every day, and is designed promote awareness and security. Newbies / Novices / Beginner tutorial on how to hack: A Trojan Horse is computer program (piece of software) that has two parts to it. A Client part, and a Server part. The Server: The Server part is a vir

Hacking Part 2
How to use the Web to look up information on hacking ____________________________________________________________ Want to become really, really unpopular? Try asking your hacker friends too many questions of the wrong sort. But, but, how do we know what are the wrong questions to ask? OK, I sympathize with your problems because I get flamed a lot, too. That's partly because I sincerely believe in asking dumb questions. I make my living asking dumb questions. People pay me lots of money to go to conferences, call people on the phone and hang out on Usenet news groups asking dumb questions so I can find out stuff for them. And, guess what, sometimes the dumbest questions get you the best answers. So that's why you don't see me flaming people who ask dumb questions. ******************************************************** Newbie note: Have you been too afraid to ask the dumb question, "What is a flame?" Now you get to find out! It is a bunch of obnoxious rantings and ravings made

Renditions Of Reality
Renditions Of Reality When you slip into reality Hoes wanna straddle me Playa haters wanna battle me But I shed em all like calories Prophecy preacher Lend your ear and I'll reach ya And if your willing to be taught I'ma teach ya I'm not a people person Truth is I can't stand too many people So many fake the funk and perpetrate and call me evil But evil is a harsh word. Tell the mockingbird that I said it A man of my word I won't regret it If I let it get to me like it get to them I'm no better. The same message over and over with different sender Playa hatin is an art of a scandalous and shabby person Some do it oh so well I'll be damned if they don't rehearse it. Disperse it to people like me and you everyday And they expect the common man to turn his cheek and walk away And now I pray for an end to the madness No more sadness shall fall to my people That preside to be the baddest And all that they do and say But overshadowed by a cloud turnin night to day

A Fireman's Life
A Fireman’s Life A fireman's life is one big surprise, Usually he laughs, sometimes he cries. There's always stress, toil and strife, Hoping he's good enough to save just one life. His wife understands, when he misses dinner, If he runs out of church, don't think he's a sinner. Answering a call, is tops on his list, Regretting each one he's ever missed. He tries and tries, but can't make us see, The happiest men, still work for free. Jumping from bed, fighting the cold, Knowing what to do, without being told. He rushes to the station, jumps on a truck. Depending on skill, never on luck. Putting his life on the line, for an unknown friend, Hoping and praying, it won't be the end. "The Bravest Men in the World", the title is fitting, They all do their best, never come close to quitting. Next time you see them, all their lights blinking, Take just a minute, to think what they're thinking. It's a hard job, so show them you care, And help them out, with a lit

I Wish You Could
I Wish You Could I wish you could see the sadness of a business-man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only to find their house and belongings damaged or destroyed. I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen beneath you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively that it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke ~ sensations that I have become too fami

It Wanted Souls & I Brought You!
LOL! I love that line! Its from Hellraiser II: Hellbound Anyway! I've been getting back into my writing recently & how I've missed it! So, the first task I've set for myself is to go through my short stories & rework the ones that have the most potential. I have 9 stories to work on & send out to publishers. :) So, what am I to do with the remaining stories? Well, I've been advised not to trash them by a friend & fellow writer. Not really because I might go back to them one day ~I won't~ But, I'll keep them just because I created them and for that reason alone they should be cherished. However, the thought of letting them clutter up my files & my computer isn't very appealing, either. What to do? What to do? I'm going to share them with all of Y/you! :) I'm posting them ~one story a week~ on a website specifcally designed for this & Y/you don't have to join the site to read my stories. Just bear in mind that these stories were written long ago and before I really impro

Something To Think About..
THOUGHT EXPERIMENT: What if instead of using the word "change," Barack Obama had all this time instead been saying "revolution"? Would he still be the front-runner? Doubtful. Americans like occasionally switching things up, but a full-fledged abandonment of the American way is something else all together. Is that what Obama's promising? Well, the word "change" is less than precise. He has confessed to envisioning his presidency as "the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal," and we all now know he wants to turn the government's revenue collection system into a mechanism for enforcing socialism. OBAMA'S FIRST AMENDMENT THREAT: The examples of the Obama camp harnessing government to extinguish its critics are accumulating at a disturbing pace. If twice is a coincidence and three times a trend, then four times and more is megalomania. Obama has sicced his lawyers on TV stations airing NRA ads critical of his Second Amendment record, he's called o

Taste
I've tried to fight the devil inside me, the evil in my heart But when I see you, I want to tear you apart Predator in the night, I won't stop until you're found Built up so high, I want to wear you down Just looking for a little taste Something deep, in a haunting place To sacrifice my yearning would be a waste Drowning in dark fate Shh don't struggle tonight It's a losing fight I promise I will hurt you right I'll tell you now I'm not really jaded Just feeling a little sexually frustrated No idea how long I've waited I'm just looking for a little taste Something deep, in a haunting place To sacrifice my yearning would be a waste Drowning in dark fate The moon is full and I'm like an animal Hungry for the blood on your lips This entity constantly haunting me Makes me loose all sense of self And all I want is you now I will get you somehow Cause I just want a little taste I'm starving for your taste Somewhere deep, in a haun

10/23/08 - Metallica - One (i Can't Remember Everything)
SONG VERSION BELOW ONE - METALLICA VIDEO VERSION BELOW One - Metallica LYRICS BELOW I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or a dream Deep down inside I feel the scream This terrible silence stops with me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there's not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Back when the war was much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one Oh God help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, help me Darkness Imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Bo

Sometimes We Just Need To Be Reminded!
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, 'Who would like this $20 bill?' Hands started going up. He said, 'I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, 'Who still wants it?' Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, 'What if I do this?' And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. 'Now, who still wants it?' Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into

Love
I have met the man of my dreams, and things keep us apart for now but soon I will be in his arms again. He is an amazing man, I hope he knows that no matter trials come about he will succeed, and I will wait for him. I love you...your sweet angel

California Capital Airshow 08 - Sacramento
California Capital Airshow 08 from Principal Photography on Vimeo. This was filmed in Sacramento, CA after the crowds left for the day. All the images are straight out of the camera with no color correction

You
As I look into your eyes I can see deep into your soul Your mind yearns for understanding Your body yearns for a gentle touch Your being yearns for a safe place Your heart yearns to be cared for My arms are open wide to embrace you And welcome you into my love -kmb

Ukau's Airsoft Field: Defend The Base
Ukau's Airsoft Field: Defend the Base from Carlos Herrera on Vimeo. This is video number 2 for Ukau's Airsoft field. Come join the fun! Click this link to learn how. airsoft.meetup.com/29/

Am I Wrong
am i wrong? would you wait for the one you thought was your love or would you just go on living and not wait? feel guilty for looking at another person, wanting, wishing and hoping he is there waiting for you too, missing you as much as you miss him? would you do whatever it took to be with the one or just go on hoping to find someone close enough and settle yet again? I don't want to settle I want to be happy to see them everyday, to be in his arms when I go to sleep wake up with his arms around me, being away not together sucks. when will I be able to see him everyday be there and love him the way he deserves. why is this so different from all the others is this the real deal? is this the one that I hope for, wished for all my life the man, a truly honest hardworking, true man? Well I will wait and if I am wrong then oh well life does go on, but I have a feeling I am right for once in my life

10/2008
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heart strings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I'm left to await another clue On my heart stings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I'm wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

For The Shadows...
Rivers of my love run deep, Into the valleys of your heart, Neither height, nor depth, Nor mountains too wide, Could show you, The depths of my Love, Way beyond the seas, Throughout all eternity, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Into the sun, Far beyond the sky, A thousand tears, That I have cried, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Forgiveness beyond measure, Memories to treasure, Love written as a lullaby, Enchanted dreams of you and I, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Miles and time, Song and rhyme, Money or gain, life or pain, Could never show you, The depths of my love, Loving me, embracing me, Eternally, Will show you the depths of my love.

@>-;---
Your friendship is special Like the flowers that bloom, Or when a butterfly emerges From within its cocoon... You remind me of that butterfly, Loving and free, Bright and colorful, For the world to see... We will share sunshine and rainbows; Sometimes, the rain and the snow; We'll stand together through it, While the cold winds blow... When the time is right, We won't stop to ask "Why?" Our friendship will take flight On the wings of a butterfly ...

@>-;---
When you are sad, and you feel you can't go on. Tears well in your eyes and the pain is so strong. So far from your friends, and you're all on your own. No-one to run to, So very alone. When all seems so useless, and you can't take anymore. As you put on your coat, and head for the door. Remember....... I was there once, lost, all alone You can cry in my ear, Just pick up the phone. When you are lonely and feeling so blue Someone is thinking ...thinking of you

@>-;---
Whispered quietly in the wee hours of a dark night Where fear travels, hidden secretly, from all sight Blood red roses bloom, with splendid pink delight While purple hamlets dance magically at daylight. Tiny fairies echo words that speak volumes aloud, As beckoning people form, into a creative crowd, Shouting for the musical follies, obnoxiously loud, While satin sheets slip, from laundry lines proud. Skirts raised, legs forward, and let the ballet begin Spinning, go around and around, like Alex Baldwin, A musical façade, like never seen before, a Berlin, Or maybe a Gershwyn, but truly not a boogeyman. A wine in hand, the lady drinks her fill, until relaxed, A victim of circumstance, the one whose been axed, While time marches by, as the pain passes untaxed, As a new relationship is formed, and has climaxed. A full circle, time ticking forward, before falling back, A time for healing that has passed, without payback, Yet the clock ticks and the earth spins, a

Grow Up..this Is Reality
When we’re young we are taught Of the truth, we are not We hear tall tales About oceans and sails We love the fairy princesses Yet they never mention The pain and the sorrow The great dread of tomorrow We hear of magical lands As we play pretend in the sand But when you grow up It’s not pretend, you do fall in love That’s when a girl becomes a woman And loses herself to a man Loses herself, the only one she has But never realizes it ’til things go bad Love never ceases to hurt us No matter what we do to be tough Be prepared little ones Soon you’ll experience all the ’real’ fun.

Untitled
Hell-hot tears streaming down my face A love for years ending in disgrace My love for you lost, after I gave all of me Such a hopeless cause, how cruel love can be Rain used to cheer these odd moods of mine Now it deepens the gloom of what's left behind Sunshine is the enemy to the place I dwell It should let me be, stay down where I fell Fell so far, fell so deep Cringing hard, as the blood begins to seep Trained to withold my pain My sorrow is my shame I keep it buried within I could really use a friend.

Memememe
10 to 1 of My WorldTAKE THIS SURVEY! TEN HOW'S: How did you get one of your scars?MOST OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS KNOW MY LEG STORY How did you celebrate your last birthday?STAYED SOBER How are you feeling at this moment?ON TOP OF THE WORLD How did your night go last night?OK How did you do in high school?OK How did you get the shirt you're wearing?MY SON GAVE IT TO ME How often do you see ur best friend?NOT OFTEN How much money did you spend last month?NOT A LOT How old do you want to be when you get married?180 How old will you be at your next birthday?A YEAR OLDER THAN I AM NOW NINE WHAT'S: Your mothers name?JOAN What did you do last weekend?THE SAME AS THE WEEKEND BEFORE What is the most important part of your life?LEARNING TO WALK AGAIN What would you rather be doing?WALKING What did you last cry over?AH SOME YANK GEEK What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?FAGS What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?EYES What are you worried

Grumpy And I
Well It's Been Over A Year Since We Have Been On Here! We Have Tried And Tried To Remember Our Passwords To Our Other Profile And E-mail And Can't Seem To Remember So We Are Doing What We Have To Do To Start Over! We Missed All Our Friends And Miss Being On Here!!!!!!!! Hope To See Everyone Again!

Kidnapped And Traded
There is a knock at the door. I open the door and return to my Masters side as you enter the room. Master moves forward to enter. Behind him is a young girl in hand cuffs. Master moves forward to inspect her. Kneeling at my Master's side, I look up and inspect the new slave that is going to brought into my home. I am quite irritated that I am going to have to follow her orders as well as Master's even though I have been here longer. I look up at you briefly, examining you and smile widely before looking away hoping that my Master did not see. You follow me with your eyes as you remain calm while Master examines the new slave and I sigh softly as I realize that Master is to engrossed with His new slave to notice my slight disobedience. Walking behind me, you touch my back, mimicking the way Master is examining the new one. As you touch my back, I shiver uncomfortably; not liking you touching me in the same manner that Master is touching the girl. I look at Master, trying to get his a

The Initiation Of Slut Emilie
One evening I was plugging away on the Lit Personals Board when I came across Emilie. She was a 'Virgin' poster, English, from French parents, about 26 and a designer, living near Bristol. She said in her profile that she was bi and liked to be dominated. I emailed her, (along with half a dozen other guys I later discovered) saying that if she fancied some fun I was her man. Her reply was short and curt, but I duly tried again and this time she said that she was interested in corresponding with me. After this we chatted regularly using Hotmail. It became quickly apparent that Emilie wanted more than just to be dominated but she wanted a Master. This was not something new to me. Emilie told me that she liked to be pinned down and held captive. She even admitted that her previous Master had urinated on her and even made her sit it her own piss for hours at a time. She said that her ultimate enjoyment is to have an enema and then fucked from behind doggy style. Her previous Master h

The Play Party
She darted around the kitchen finishing up the horderves. She had everything almost ready. It was about time for her to prepare herself. This was the first time that they had hosted a play party. They had been part of the local group for almost a year, but it wasn't until they got their new house, complete with a custom basement dungeon that they felt the time was right to host a party. The knot gnawing at the pit of her stomach increased exponentially each moment that passed. She would be the hostess for the first time, so all eyes would be on her. As such, she was sure that her Master had something in mind. She did not know what it was, but that uncertainty added to the rapidly expanding knot in her gut. From behind, his strong arms wrapped around her waist. Instinctively, she leaned back into the warmth and comfort of his embrace. She closed her eyes and let his presence overwhelm her. It soothed the knot in her gut. "It smells delectable, little one." "Thank you, Master

Wolves Of A Feather
Although she wore a form-fitting catsuit, 'becca may as well have been completely nude. The attached cuffs and collar were made of some of the best leather she had ever worn, but the rest of the catsuit was simply a thin mesh material. A traditional ball gag completed the willing slave's look of vulnerability. When Wolf Feather had brought her down to the medieval dungeon, He had stood against the wall outside her cell, watching her struggle futilely against the four large weights which left her spread-eagle on the dirty, damp, cold, stone floor. Each leather cuff's large D-ring had been padlocked to a larger D-ring embedded in a large block of cement which must have weighed at least one hundred pounds. Even though the slave knew that even just budging one of the cement blocks would be a futile effort, she still tried to "put on a show" for Him, struggling until she was breathless with a thin sheen of sweat upon her and a dull ache in her extended arm and leg muscles. Then, He ha

Master's Devoted Whore
Now this slave has been owned by one's real life Master for several years and still He can come up with some very ingenious ways to make use of His possessions. He has owned several different slaves over the years, both men and women, but still He keeps this old slave... one hopes He continues to find new things about one that surprise, delight and satisfy His more sadistically perverse tendencies. Master has an impressive Dungeon, designed and refined many times over His years of Ownership, with devices aplenty to entertain His various appetites and those of His Guests. One such device is a table in a room separated from the rest of the Dungeon by partitions... one wall being a two-way mirror by which He can watch His slaves inside, for both His gratification and the safety of His property. Within the viewing room He also has the means to record sessions if that should be His desire as well. The floor in this separate scening room is beveled slightly and sealed... with a drain i

The Ultimate Me
If you want a lover I'll do anything you ask me to And if you want another kind of love I'll wear a mask for you If you want a partner Take my hand Or if you want to strike me down in anger Here I stand I'm your man If you want a boxer I will step into the ring for you And if you want a doctor I'll examine every inch of you If you want a driver Climb inside Or if you want to take me for a ride You know you can I'm your man Ah, the moon's too bright The chain's too tight [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/T7 ] The beast won't go to sleep I've been running through these promises to you That I made and I could not keep Ah but a man never got a woman back Not by begging on his knees Or I'd crawl to you baby And I'd fall at your feet And I'd howl at your beauty Like a dog in heat And I'd claw at your heart And I'd tear at your sheet I'd say please, please I'm your man And if you've got to sleep A moment on the road I will steer for you And i

Biden Bans Philly Station
WOW...I guess no one can ask Biden any real questions..He just wanted to talk about the Phillies and the VP debate. And just a few days ago he Banned a Florida station. SO is that what is it is going to be like if Obama and Biden win? We get banned if we ask something important?

Choice's In Your Lifetime
1.People who lack the courage to follow their own dreams will always find a way to discourage yours. 2.I refuse to tip toe through life only to end up arriving safely to my death. 3.Live your life the way you want as long as you don't step on others who may have a bigger Boot size then you!

Tied Up Part Three
"Yes, master," she said as she moved. As she straddled my face I got a perfect look at just how fucked her pussy was and I loved the scent of her wetness although it was still slightly tinged with the smell of the KY. I half thought about taking her into the shower to clean her crotch so I COULD eat her and tongue fuck her ass, but I reminded myself that -- at this point -- this was no longer about her pleasure. She was going to enjoy some more fucking, but this was all about MY pleasure and she'd attend to that as any good fuck toy should. She put her knees relatively close to the sides of my heads, keeping her pussy high up away from my face but with her thighs still open enough that I had easy access to her hot opening. "Suck me hard," I ordered her. She didn't even acknowledge the command but simply lowered her head, took my shaft in one hand, opened her mouth and took my length into that hungry warm wetness. Because I wasn't fully erect yet and because she is extremely talented

A Poem I Wrote
I don't know why I bother I don't know why I care As a friend I want to be there for you but you seem not to care I would try to help you any way I could For some reason you won't let me in It is really frustrating to see you in pain and for you not to trust me enough to help you Is it because you don't want me to worry Or is it because you don't care Maybe I should stop trying to help Maybe I should just be happy just to hear you say I'm good I want you to know that if you need anything just ask I am a friend not a pain in the a** So if you want me I am here Just give me a chance

Grandfather Clock
I was on my knees in the living room, my hands secured to my ankles, my breasts being held up with a new push-up bra that was little more than a shelf, my ass barely covered by a piece of loose lace. I did not know what was up, just that I would do what my Master wished for me to do. I had arrived that day at the appointed time, 4 pm. Master had me prepare dinner and then had me stand at his side as he ate. He complimented me on my culinary skill and when he had finished, I was allowed to eat before cleaning up. Master had sent me into the bedroom to shower and cleanup. The bra and lace skirt were lying on the bed when I got out of the shower. There was also a bottle of Channel perfume that I applied to my breasts and shaved mons area. And there were the handcuffs. Master had positioned me in the middle of the living room and had secured my ankles to my wrists and told me he would be back soon. I heard the Grandfather clock strike nine and then three 15-minute chimes sounded b

A Slut In Hand Ch. 04
Christy's email was pretty nice. She had introduced herself fully, starting with her name and background (her age, by the way, was 19), and giving all the details of her young sexy body. The pictures she included were very nice too. She had started with a picture of her in the mall at work. Then she moved on to better pictures of her in sexy clothes and ended with 3 pictures of her totally naked front and back, one being with her legs spread wide. My penis got hard looking at her tight pussy with those soft pink lips open and inviting, already glistening with her juices. She was obviously a very horny girl. I didn't reply to that mail. She still had one more test to go...the phone call. She passed that too by calling promptly at 10 PM the same day that I humiliated Devyn in front of her girl friends. "Hello Sir." Her voice sounded really soft, young, and sexy as I took the receiver from Cheryl's hand and put it to my ear. "Who is it?" I pushed her. "I...I am Christy, your s

In Her Hands
Mistress looked at her girls, pride in her eyes evident. She looked at the one she had claimed years before, then at the girl that she had just claimed. Both girls were in their thirties, both a bit older than Mistress, but that didn't matter to any of them, age is merely a number. While different in appearance, they were twins in spirit and fire. Mistress sat down in her chair, beckoning the new girl to her feet. The girl crawled to her Mistress' feet, never looking up as she knelt up at her feet. Mistress leaned forward, looking the girl over, whispering, "stand girl, turn for me." The girl rocked back on her heels and stood up, turning slowly for her Mistress, licking her lips as she looked at her sister before her. Mistress reached out and touched her gently, but not with her hand, with a cold metal that caused her to shiver from head to toe. Mistress had taken a small dagger from it's sheath and slid it up under the restrictive top the girl hand been wearing. She didn't cut the

New Year's Eve Costume Party
You are cordially invited to a New Year's Eve Celebration to be held at Lady Belle's and Bill's place. Start time: 7:00 PM Ending time: Whenever Comments: This is a costume lifestyle party. You and your sub must stay covered until after you have entered the premises. If you prefer you may change into your costume on premises but all outfits must denote your station in the relationship. All invited will have use of all the delights, which abound on the property after a barbeque at 7:30 PM. ------------------------------------- "Bill, I need you to finish setting up for the party tonight so that we can get you into your costume. I need us to be ready by 6:00 so that you can assist our guests while I take care of the last minute details." At 5:00 I was headed into the shower when I heard my Lady B say, "Don't forget to make sure that you have no hair anywhere on your body and to take at least two enemas. I think that you will enjoy the evening so much more if you do." It