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Life
so i have a broken down car, no job, and no money how much worse can it get, right? anyways my son is at the age he doesn't want to do anything, he just whines about everything, my daughter is at the age where she gets in to everything, and picks on her brother. she likes to play around more then he does, she falls all the time and doesn't cry, he bumps his head and starts screaming. its weird how that works huh? well anyways i'm hoping my luck is going to change pretty soon i don't know how much more of the bad luck i can take.

Married Life
Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men....that night all three will wear a leather bodice S&M style, stilettos and mask over their eyes . After a few days they meet again..... The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.' The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.' The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grabbed the TV controller and a beer, and said, 'HeyBat

Please Pray For This Poor Child
My friend jessica's son has had several medical problems since birth, well he is in ICU again. Please pray for him. he is on 17 months old. thanks Stacy Hey I was just writing to inform you that Hayden was admitted to Egleston CHOA on Sunday because of high fever (107.9, to be exact. And yes, it can go that high, unknown to me) He was intubated because of his difficulty breathing and right now is stable but sedated and paralyzed. All we know at this point is that he had a septic infection going on (affecting all his vital organs) and making his little body extremely sick. We're still monitoring his blood pressure, heart rate, and temp, as all have been going up and down on a regular basis. We're waiting on blood cultures to come back to see exactly what type of infection he has, but up to this point we still haven't heard anything from the lab. Please keep Hayden in your prayers - BIG TIME. Please tell your churches and friends to pray for him... he's never been this unstable,

As We Grow Up...
As we grow up... We learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast. And you'll eventually loose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt. because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end. Be afraid that it will NEVER BEGIN.

My Son The Soldier
MY HEART GOES OUT 2,THE MOTHERS AND FATHERS, WHO'S CHILD IS OVER SEAS IN THIS WAR. MY YOUNGEST SON IS OVER THERE WITH THEM. I PRAY THAT HE AND ALL THE OTHERS MAKE IT BACK SAFELY. PRAY WITH ME AND SUPPORT THEM. GOD WILL SEND OUR BABIES BACK 2 US SAFELY.

Why?
Think its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson?She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut".No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash.A "man" should NEVER hit a woman.And should never force his girl to have sex with him,thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love.

For A Friend: Hypocrite
You yell and scream and tell her lies claw at her dignity till she brakes down and cries You love to torture and make her sad her misery you cling on- dig... till she goes mad You effect her life in so may ways she ponders on you nights and days You're her mother, for Heaven's sake you make her heart bleed... pushing that stake I hear her words and see her tears for she shares her life with me and all of her fears You wonder why her friends are so meaningful we love her for who she is, and that's someone beautiful You should be grateful to have such a daughter but no!!..you don't even get along with her father But as the soul who brought her into this world you should hold onto her like no other, for she is your girl So choke on my words for all I care you're so mean, cruel, and definitely not fair You don't deserve to be happy, with that behavior I'm sorry, but did you say we worship the same savior? ...........hypoc

Dream Lover
Every night I picture you a thousand times in my dreams. I see your eyes, I see your mouth, I see your nose, I see your hair. I feel as if I've known you forever and I feel so close and near and dear to you. You've changed my life in so many ways...... I can't thank you enough. I'm never afraid to go to sleep cause I know you will always be there in my dreams. To hold me and protect me from anything and everything. You're what I've hoped and wished for all of my life. And so I hate it when I must leave our enchanted dream land. But don't you worry dream lover I will be back again and again to see your smiling face. No matter what time may bring good or bad you will always be my DREAM LOVER

It's Been A Long Time
Daybreak, Once again I watch as The sun creeps over the horizon Slowly, with a menacing fashion. Overcome with that familiar feeling, I sigh. It showers me with its antagonizing rays, Portraying nothing but false pretenses. Yet another realization... Another eternity I prevail. I feel the hands of despair Grip tightly How will I ever break free? Would you deny me the air in my lungs? In a humane sense, no. Yet without you I have no existence You are the air I breathe, The blood that circulates Throughout me. Hard and fast I fall, Back into reality's Cold and barren embrace. It welcomes with me A distanced illusion. You've taken flight Off on a journey To seek answers, To the questions you behold. Every day I witness As you soar I smile How beautiful it is To watch you transcend. With my head held high, A tear in my eye, I know you will be all right. The tear is hot With one quick swoop It falls, Searing the skin beneath That

The Truth
AS I MATURE I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU. ALL YOU CAN DO IS STALK THEM AND HOPE THEY PANIC AND GIVE IN. I LEARNED THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE, SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST ASSHOLES. I'VE LEARNED THAT IT TAKES YEARS TO BUILD UP TRUST, AND IT ONLY TAKES SUSPICION, NOT PROOF, TO DESTROY IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN GET BY ON CHARM FOR ABOUT FIFTEEN MINUTES. AFTER THAT, YOU BETTER HAVE A BIG WILLY OR HUGE BOOBS. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU SHOULDN'T COMPARE YOURSELF TO OTHERS - THEY ARE MORE SCREWED UP THAN YOU THINK. I'VE LEARNED THAT YOU CAN KEEP VOMITING LONG AFTER YOU THINK YOU'RE FINISHED. I'VE LEARNED THAT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT WE DO, UNLESS WE ARE CELEBRITIES. I'VE LEARNED THAT REGARDLESS OF HOW HOT AND STEAMY A RELATIONSHIP IS AT FIRST, THE PASSION FADES, AND THERE HAD BETTER BE A LOT OF MONEY TO TAKE ITS PLACE! I'VE LEARNED THAT 99% OF THE TIME WHEN SOMETHING ISN'T WORKING IN YOUR HOUSE, ONE OF YOUR KIDS DID IT. I'VE LEARNED THAT TH

My Poetry-title-mask
Can you hide behind the smiles forever? Can you push down and hide what you know and feel With every breathe in your body every beat of your heart Deep down within your heart and soul? How long can You wear the mask? Hide the pain? Can you wear the mask and hide the anguish and the tears? Smile and say everything is ok when you have many fears. Having the love you know you have inside can you wear This mask and hide all the love care and concern that you Think of nothing more than this love each and every day? If you decide to wear the mask and hide how long can you Hold the pain the hurt the anger the love all the emotions you know You have inside? Years, months, days, weeks, minutes, hours? Be true to yourself and wear the mask none and instead ask God to Be your guide to lead you in the right direction be your friend and be by Your side that is all you can do is ask him for wisdom an strength To help you when the roads get narrow an yo

Friends
All of have FRIENDS, or peolpe we call FRIENDS. Lets see here, the meaning of FRIEND. In the dictionary a friemd means: 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe? 4. a member of the same nation, party, etc. 5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object) 6. Rare. to befriend. —Idiom7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to. This has always been how i thought the meaning of friend was. So if that is all it takes to be a FRIEND, then what would a good friend be or do? If you had a FRIEND who had hurt themself real bad and could not walk, would you pick them up and craddle them in your arms and carry them where they wanted to be? Would

Quotes
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past *stop planning the future *stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel *stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel Sometimes we just have to go with........ ""WHATEVER HAPPENS - HAPPENS!"" """""Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind""""

Our Rights
I notice when people bring something down,they love too use the bill of rights. Frankly If your letting your 13yr old daughter marry a 49yr old, you should be slapped harder then a kick in the face from a horse. There is nothing sacred or religous about a 49yr old married to eight 13yr olds. If your willing too stay there thats on you,but don't do that too your kids. When you bitch about prvacy because the federals want too tap phone conversations, just rem this, 9/11.9/11. sO DON'T COMPLAIN WHEN ALL THEY HAD TOO DO WAS TA ONE PHONE CALL TOO STOP a airplane from smashiong into a school,hospital or a stadium, If you haven't noticed terrorist bob places not just of importance but where they know alof of people gather. think about it, when the pope was at the staduim, target of chance.

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Needles Are Not Nice...
Bill and Bob, two children, were sitting outside a clinic. Bill happened to be crying very loudly. "Why are you crying?" Bob asked. "I came here for a blood test," sobbed Bill. "So? Are you afraid?" "No. For the blood test, they cut my finger. As Bob heard this, he immediately began crying profusely. Astonished, Bill stopped his tears and asked Bob, "Why are you crying now?" To which Bob replied, "I came for a urine test!"

Sitting Swimmingly...
Three guys enter a special swimming contest whereby each contestant is born disabled. The first has no arms. The second hasno legs and the third has no body, just a head. The prospect of the race was a bit ridiculous, but the three had all trained and such a contest was historic, so many people gathered to watch. They all line up, the whistle blows and "splash" they’re all in the pool. The guy with no arms takes the lead instantly, but the guy with no legs is closing fast. The head of course sank straight to the bottom. Ten lengths later and the guy with no legs finishes first. Everybody applauds, (except the guy with no arms, of course.) The guy with no legs can still see bubbles coming from the bottom of the pool, so he decides, with all good sportsmanship, to dive down to the bottom of the pool to rescue his fellow competitor. He picks up the head, swims back up to the surface and places the head at the side of the pool, where upon the head starts coughing and sp

The Handy-woman...
A blonde, wanting to earn some extra money, decided to hire herself out as a "handy-woman" and started canvassing a nearby well-to-do neighborhood. She went to the front door of the first house, and asked the owner if he had any odd jobs for her to do. "Well, I guess I could use somebody to paint my porch," he said. How much will you charge me?" The blonde quickly responded, "How about $50?" The man agreed and told her that the paint and everything she would need was in the garage. The man's wife, hearing the conversation, said to her husband, "Does she realize that our porch goes all the way around the house?" He responded, "That's a bit cynical, isn't it? The wife replied, "You're right. I guess I'm starting to believe all those dumb blonde jokes we've been getting by e-mail lately." A short time later, the blonde came to the door to collect her money. "You're finished already?" the husband asked. "Yes," the blonde replied, "and I had paint left over, so I gave it two

New Living Arrangements
Hey everyone. Just wanted to let my friends in the Lemoore area know that I'm finally moving off-base soon, and once I get settled into the apartment, i will be hosting a housewarming party. All are invited. Just drop me a message if you want to come! Keep Flyin', Phoenix

Just Some Thoughts
Ok so this blog prob will make no sence but i dont really care .. not really lookin for anyone to read it.. When you are young you club hang with your people .. do your thing.. then you grow up.. as a woman you look for that man whom u can be weak around just relax and.. after bein fucked over so many times and so many games ran on you.. you begin to wander if he really is true.. will he be there when u need him, will he want you at ur worst.. still say you are beautiful when u first wake up .. will he be happy with just you.. Games are gettin old and are childish to a grown ass woman.. it is hard to trust someone after you have been through so much and you want to share your everythought with him but afraid of how he might view you.. I met a man (well known him for a while) he is sweet always knows what to say very handsome has those things about him that every girl dreams of.. i have very strong feelins for him and i want to be at his side.. but i dont want drama are games or people

Once Upon A Lie
Once Upon A Lie He drew me in so softly with stories that weren’t true…. He gently coaxed me into his arms with words that were ‘all new’. My head was saying ‘not so fast’… You really must ‘beware’… But I was listening with my heart, believing he did care. He told me I was everything he thought of as ‘ideal’. He led me to a ‘dream-world’ that I mistook for 'real’. He touched me in such special ways I’d never known before… He held my heart and searched my soul and opened every door. Then, inch-by-inch, I noticed that the ‘stories’ he would tell didn’t match the first ones and weren’t 'adding up’ so well. He wasn’t who he’d said he was, He mislead me all the way. Too late now - it has gone too far… And I have the price to pay. It has cost me all my confidence, my trust and 'sense of fair’…. I was living in a ‘dream-world’ and was violated there. I feel so diminished.......... so de-valued and depressed. No "self-esteem" or

Advice
And im not saying any of this to hurt anyone its just free advice. You are not cool if you have a fu man or fu woman or fu life. GO GET A LIFE! And a job that works more then 20 hours a week, that is for 16 year olds! Lounges arent going to pay to to deejay, hahahaha you are not a deejay cause you play some music on the net. Take what I say to heart and learn from it. Oh and get some pussy quit jacking off to pictures on your computer.

Throwing It All Away
Need I say I love you Need I say I care Need I say that emotions, Something we don't share I don't want to be sitting here Trying to deceive you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. We cannot live together We cannot live apart That's the situation Ive known it from the start Every time that I look at you I can see the future Cos you know I know babe That I don't wanna go. Throwing it all away Throwing it all away Is there nothing that I can say To make you change your mind I watch the world go round and round And see mine turning upside down Youre throwing it all away. Now who will light up the darkness Who will hold your hand Who will find you the answers When you don't understand Why should I have to be the one Who has to convince you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. Someday you'll be sorry Someday when you're free Memories will remind you That our love was meant to be Late at night when you call my name The only s

Thats All
Just as I thought it was going alright I find out I'm wrong, when I thought I was right s'always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could say day, and you'd say night tell it's black when I know that it's white always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could leave but I won't go though my heart might tell me so I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes but why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's just a shame, that's all Turning me on, turning me off, making me feel like I want too much living with you's just putting me through it all of the time running around, staying out all night taking it all instead of taking one bite living with you's just putting me through it all of the time I could leave but I won't go well it'd be easier I know I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's jus

Idler's Dream
My heart it skips a beat when I behold The light that's shining through your eyes of gold From heavenly blood you seem to spring From heavenly waters you can drink I'll meet you on a day that never ends I'll greet you in the way that heaven meant You lay me down gently on the leaves You cover me over in my sleep I never did sing I wish I could I never could pray cos it's just no good I hope you don't break my heart of stone I don't wanna scream out loud and wake up on my own mmhmm And as I close my eyes And the sky turns red I realise just what you are You're an idler's dream and you're singing shangri-la shangri-la shangri-la shangri-la

Hearts
Hearts are ment to be strong Hearts are ment to fall in love But if someones heart is weak they fall in love too quick Their mind says you don't love them that you just want to be friends But their heart speaks louder and says you do love them and want to be more They think about that person day and night They wonder what would happen if they ask the person out And when they have enought courage to do it They find that they are too late Their heart is broken and later on the tears begin to fall And no matter how bad it hurts They will always love that person You see, my friend, I know the stroy all too well For my hear is weak And I have fallen in love with you

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for what has happened I'm sorry for the way I feel I'm sorry for caring and falling in love So many things to say So many things to do But no matter what I say or do It will not change the past, present, or future And for that I am sorry

Men
At some point in time all men are jerks They meet someone they like And treat them like dirt They say they want to be with them But they never are They say they love them But sometimes they don't mean it I hope I don't turn out like most men And be a jerk like them

It's Over
The day had come But my heart doesn't believe it You said it was over and walked out You left me on my knees Crying because you're gone I call out your name But you will not come back I reach out for you But all I touch is air I'm left alone with a broken heart Because it's over

Depressed
Why am I depressed today I've felt this way since I woke up Is it because my dad is away Or is it because of a love A love that might never be I do not know which I do know I want to be held But no one is here to do so I feel so alone right now And I hope this depression ends soon

I Can't Wait
I can't wait to see you again I can't wait to hold you I can't wait to kiss you I can't wait 'til May And ask you to marry me I can't wait to be your husband I can't wait to live with you You are the love of my life And I can't wait to be with you forever

My Sweet Fiancee
I love you so much My sweet fiancee You are the love of my life We haven't been together long But we know we belong to each other People might say we're moving too fast But we know we're not We feel it in our hearts And the feeling keeps growing Soon we will be married And I will never let you go

Wiccan Info
YOUR HIGH PRIESTESS In the Magic Circle, the words, commands and wishes of the High Priestess are Law. She is the earthly representative of our gracious Goddess. She is to be obeyed and respected in all things. She is our Lady and, above all others, a Queen in the highest sense of the word. All female coveners will curtsy and say "Blessed Be" when they come before Her, and all male coveners will bend their knee and kiss Her on the right cheek and say "Blessed Be". YOUR HIGH PRIEST In the Magic Circle, the High Priest is the earthly representative of the Great God. He commands the respect due a Magus, Lord Counselor and father. THE LAWS THE LAWS WERE MADE FOR THE WITCHES TO ADVISE THEM IN THEIR TROUBLES. DO NOT CHANGE THEM LIGHTLY. The Witches should worship the Gods as is their due, and obey their will. For the worship of the Gods is good for the Witches even as the worship of the Witches is good for the Gods: For the Gods love all their Witches.

Time After Time
time after time Time after time I dream your hand held in mine Touch after touch Yours I desire so much Kiss after kiss My heart put in a state of bliss Forever and ever I dream we’ll spend together

For My Grandmother
For my Grandmother a Sonnet As I think back upon my childhood days In my memories you were always there To help guide my life in so many ways So full of sweet love and tender care Memories I hold dear of your house in the sun As the days of my youth drew to a close Sitting on the swing after the day was done Embraced in your arms of lilac and rose So much you taught me of my past history My heritage ancient, proud and deep Generations of lore from your home by the sea To treasure as gold, an heirloom to keep Now in your absence, though I wish you were here I shall always remember you with a loving tear

Let Blindness Gather Darkness
Let blindness gather darkness let blindness be your light in darkened halls or Psyche’s street let the opened mind to all but light sight seen in darkness bright show your soul a path aright to sweet, unknowing, welcome bliss calm and serene, the serpent’s kiss let us meet let us meet

The Sensual Touch Of My Fu Wife Ashley
I lay in bed and feel the unassuming soft touch of your delicate hand as it carresses my back up to my neck. I feel you move ever closer to me as if it were possible to get closer. You lean in and softly kiss my ear lobe pushing your tongue inside. You back off and I feel the soft breeze flow from your gorgeous lips. It that point I am wide awake. The fire burning with in me is raging and only you can quench it. I roll over to face you and I look in your eyes and I see love and adoration, along with a little bit of spirit. You ask me not to move. I stay still. You lay me on my back and you pull the blankets and sheets off. You start at my lips kissing me softly, never being agressive. I let you do everything you wish to do to me. I feel your mouth and tongue glide like a feather from my lips to my down my neck. You kiss and suck my neck gently. You react to my shallow breathing. It drives you on, because you know you are pleasing me. You slide down a little bit further andI feel your k

Saying Goodbye To All My Friends!!!
It has come the time to say Goodbye....It was nice being here throughout this time...I met a lot of wonderful ppl here... If any would like to keep in touch just send me a messege and ill give u my email.......The reason I am leaving I found what I was looking for......but would like to continue having you all as friends......take care and God Bless!!!!!

Its Been Awhile
the old shout box hasnt had much action and when it has it hasnt been to interesting... this one made me giggle then thought to myself i should blog sooo there it is..... ->jay_blaze: i think not but ty for making me laugh! jay_blaze: hi there......might u be willing to help me with my panty fetish????? please????

Read Me
LOOK FOR EVERYONE ON HERE MY CRUSH WAS FOR MY EX GIRLFRIEND. NOW MY CRUSH IS ON MY WIFE AND MY DAUGHTER AND MY UNBORN BABY THAT WILL BE HERE IN DECEMBER.. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE FACT THAT I AM MARRIED THEN DON'T TALK TO ME BECAUSE I COULD CARE LESS EITHER WAY.. LATER DAWG

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Astrological Signs
AFTER SEX TALK ACCORDING TO YOUR ASTROLOGICAL SIGN Aries: "Okay, let's do it again!" Taurus: "I'm hungry pass the food." Gemini: "Have you seen the remote?" Cancer: "When are we are getting married?" Leo: "Wasn't I fantastic?" Virgo: "I need to wash the sheets." Libra: "I liked it if you liked it." Scorpio: "Perhaps I should untie you." Sagittarius: "Don't call me I'll call you." Capricorn: "Do you have a business card?" Aquarius: "Now let's try it with our clothes off!" Pisces: "What did you say your name was again?"

The Meaning Of Words
The Meaning of Words A Sestina Words are subjective in nature; Completely devoid of meaning. A series of uncouth grunts and growls In agreed upon continuance, Take shape and form ‘til solidified Into our collective consciousness. We share territorial consciousness; It’s essential to our nature. Dialects establish meaning For each new grunt or growl And through repetitive continuance, It’s for is finally solidified. All things that are now solidified, Locked deep into our consciousness. Definitions of the nature Of each individual meaning We’ve given to our guttural growls Through perpetuated continuance. This cycle of continuance Wherein meanings are solidified And engraved into our consciousness Is a reflection of our nature; Of our need to establish meaning For our gestures, our grunts and growls. Yet amongst the many different growls We utter in continuance, Some we find yet solidified, Not yet pressed in our consciousness. And thus are we,

Strippers Can't Compete With Internet
Strippers can't compete with Internet TORONTO, April 28 (UPI) -- The number of strippers and strip clubs in Toronto is declining, with former dancers blaming the Internet for putting them out of work. A 23-year-old ex-dancer identified only as Madeline told the Toronto Star she could make as much as $1,000 per night after she started working in strip clubs four years ago, but gave it up for a clothed bartending job when fewer men would pay $20 for a lap dance. "Why would a guy go to a club and pay to sit there if he could get it all for free on his computer at home?" she asked. The newspaper said as many as 10 Toronto strip clubs have closed in the last five years, and the number of licensed "burlesque dancers" has also tumbled -- to 1,254 in 2007 from 2,834 in 1998. Further hurting the business is the federal Conservative government's decision to scale back on the number of foreign strippers -- the majority from Eastern Europe -- allowed into the country, the Star

The Dancer And The Dream
The Dancer and the Dream She has beautiful silken hair Which sways to and fro When she dances for me Sensuous and slow A rich mass of ebon black Swinging light and free I catch her perfumes as she passes Exciting passions deep within me She brushes back her hair Her dance slow and sweet Ah, the treasure behind her ear! I feel a rising heat She sees my emerging blush A smile gracing her lips As she dances before me I’m captivated by her swaying hips She catches my gaze And she moves to please Her graceful gestures Every movement a tease She steps back And my eyes follow Rising to meet her gaze And the way her eyes glow Beautiful is all that I can say Captivated is all I can be Of the smile in her eyes And the way that it warms me The smile graces too her lips A coy grin, a waiting kiss Desire swelling within me A dream, by chance, I’ll miss Regret, for she is so pretty In her every move and grace The subtle curves of her form The

Red Chant
Red Chant Excited temper Please pause Control yourself Create no flaws Come what now Hour is nigh Bloods boil Passions fly Speak no anger Hear no complaint Once you practice Self restraint Toss to wind Another Volley Speaking wrath Fools folly Cruel words Meant to harm Less kind words Lost of charm Whirling dervishes Spinning round Mad thoughts Within your crown Furrowed brows Shielding glares Angry eyes Feral stares

Self Portrait
Self Portrait (the very first thing I ever wrote that could be called verse) Sitting alone on a hill Just like the Analog Kid Thoughts weaving throughout my head Fantasy, reality of a Dreamer Skyways and pathways And worlds on the wind Castles in the clouds And time enough to spend ‘Til the end of my days Sitting alone on the hill I am the Analog Kid And my world is in my mind

Ode To The Wyrm
Ode to the Wyrm Step into the dark night alone For only then will you feel the true chill of the cold Through the door into life’s winter dreams Where only tales of sorrow and sadness are told When the last fleeting glimpse of summer has past And the Tree of Hope stands with branches bare The Path of the Dead is a trail of ice Leading to the mouth of the Dark Wyrm’s lair The Dreams of the Living lie piled as bone A testament to the hunger of the Beast Cold, dry, deformed by sorrow The sacraments of an unholy feast This is the home of the Lonely Heart In the icy chill of the Cold Wyrm’s breath The Temple of the Frozen Winter’s Night Where the only life therein is Death

Think About This...
Think about this... ~ If I happened to show up on your doorstep crying, would you care? ~ If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? ~ If I had one day left, to live my life would you be part of that last day? ~ If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, and life is like hell without FRIENDS.

Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee!
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell

Men...
what is it about men wanting to call a woman names when they cant get what they want....is that a control thing?? get a dog if you want to control something... what insecurities are they trying to cover up by trying to control someone?? is that like compensating for a small penis by driving a big truck?? just asking....why is it men feel they need to tell you that they have feelings for you, or even worse pop out with the "L" word just to see naked pics...shit all you have to do is ask me and i will let you see them, there is no shame in my game, and realistically we will never meet....not like one of you will turn out to be my kids teacher...talk about an awkward parent teacher conference...lol...seriously people, there are not alot of real people on these sites...people tell you what they want you to know, or what they think you want to hear...period, point blank...some man might tell you he loves you and at the same time have kiddie porn playing on his tv...let's be real with ea

Butterfly
Hanging from the chrysalis suspended there in change I must take time to hibernate until I am born again It's almost time to shed the bonds that tie us both as one Spread my wings, taste new life, fly up closer to the sun Sense that calm and tranquil feeling never asking why Catch the wind and float away as I dance across the sky Far away to distant lands as I touch down I know I'm free I have loved both lives that I have lived as it was meant to be

Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)
Chapter IV The next morning, Gracie paced back and forth nervously. Today was the day of her Wizard Exam. She was nervous and on edge. Rand watched her pace for a few minutes before realizing that she needed something to distract her. Softly whispering the spell, he watched as a gentle breeze filled the small area that he created around her. The breeze caressed her face. Stopping she smiled softly and turned fully into the gentle breeze. He could remember the first time that he had created this breeze for her. Gracie had instantly been hooked on it. Although most wizards could create breezes such as this, the stronger wizards's breezes tended to carry the wizards personality. For a few more minutes Grace lingered in the breeze. She felt much calmer now. She should leave the breeze now. She knew that Rand could hold this breeze for long amounts of time but it wasn't fair to him. Turning she got ready to move out of the breeze when to her surprise, Rand joined her in the small area

Chuck Norris On Oprah's Religion
The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity. The optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. Winston Churchill Chuck Norris on Oprah's Religion - by Diane Singer In an article titled 'Oprah's New Easter,' Chuck Norris has weighed in on the Eckhart Toll book and Oprah's related online course called A New Earth. Chuck nicely summarizes the tenets of Tolle's belief system, with this evaluation: Like most self-help spiritual texts of this type, it is a blend of half-truths and half-fabrications. One easily could save the purchase price of 'A New Earth' -- and subsequently avoid its misleading remarks -- by reading the Bible, which gives a much more thorough and accurate picture of life's purpose and the methods for overcoming its obstacles.... The reason Tolle's psychology and spirituality is marketed so easily is that it is an eclectic mix of conventional and unconventional wisdom, and Western and Eastern beliefs, presented in a tolerant, non-threatening and no

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A waste of life Blade of a knife Worthless trash Electric flash Unworthy of love Fly like a dove Do what you will Swallow a pill Sorry whore Breathe no more No turning back A beautiful fact Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Epiphany
-an appearance or manifestation of a deity -a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into reality or the essential meaning of something, often initiated by some simple, commonplace occurrence During the darkest hour, With a complete lack of power; On the verge of self-destruction And self-mutilation; The veil of fog was lifted. My perspective shifted, And suddenly I could see Deep within the heart of me. What I saw was frightening, Yet also enlightening. I saw the great cloud of evil That settled in and stifled my will. How long has it been here Poisoning my soul with fear; Turning my heart to a putrid mass Of rotting flesh, and trash? The evil crept in quietly Unnoticed; stealthily. I became such a vile person, Never stopping to think or reason; Just trampling down all; Anything in my way would fall. There was no caring or trusting. I found this revelation disgusting. How could I allow this to happen; Abandon my chance to be happy? Now I kno

You Again
I close my eys And look into my heart; I tell myself lies So I won't fall apart; But the heart knows What is really true- Where the love flows. I can't hide the truth. When I think of love, I think only of you. We fit like a glove; You're happiness too. I'm yours forever 'Til the day I die; Can't love another, For it would be a lie. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Nothing To Say
The walls are closing in, And the panic begins; My mind drifts away, And I have nothing to say... The distance grows, And the breath slows; I feel you drift away, And there's nothing to say... The time is now; Find the words somehow; As you turn away, There's something I must say... I love you, always... Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

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Each beautiful day, My light rises in the east; Shining with rays of hope, And the promise of peace. My soul has searched For many years, To find this gem That I hold so dear. Wandering aimlessly; Linked for an eternity; Finally an end to this journey, For I have found my destiny. Begin a new chapter In my life's tale, With my true calling Now unveiled. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)
Chapeter VII Gracie Returns and Patience Turns Tables on Jonathan. Gracie sighed as in resignation when they arrived back at the palace. How had she ended back up where she had started? She had to accept the fact that she was going to end up married to Rand. But she had to decide how much to give to him. If she gave him her heart and soul, there would be nothing left for herself. Especially since she knew that Rand wouldn't be giving her the same in return. Opening the car door, she grimaced and walked to the entrance of the palace. Her father stood on the steps waiting for her. He had a frown on his handsome face. She knew that she had embarrassed him by fleeing but if she had to do it over again, she would still do the same thing. Stopping in front of her distant father, she waited for him to speak. "Grace O'Connor, I'm very disappointed in you." He said quietly. "I figured as much, Dad." She said calmly, vowing not to explode in front of her father. "Since w

Sorry.
Thanks to all of you who sent me messages while I was away. It's been awhile since I've been on Fubar.. I just went through a really bad breakup with the man I was with for almost 5 years.. it would have been in July. I've been really depressed and just trying to get on my feet after this. Needless to say I will be taking a break from my online modeling @ WickedDollz. net.. I don't want to take pictures that don't shine with my inner light. I owe to myself and everyone else on that site that works hard for it. Right now, I'm trying to get the pieces back together to re-build myself. Wish me well. -- Lily

Depth
Welcome to Deep Cut Wednesday, April 30 2008 @ 11:01 PM MST Depth Contributed by: Greg Views: 96 Art 101 The photographer clicks the shot That's just the start If you only look at the front line you could miss the point of the shot When art is created the content is all encompassing in photography, it's sometimes, art of the moment in painting's & drawing's, it's mostly intentional in music it's not always what you hear at first in lyric, poetry, & story it's not always your first impression that makes the story That is the intention of the artist To draw you in further the closer you listen the deeper you look that is when you start to get the fullness of the creation I believe that life is art intentionally unintentional whats on the surface whats in the background It's being created day by day & we are the artists We have many critics We control the intention of the creation not to have it spoon fed It is up to each of the artis

6-01-08
English - I love you. Polish - Ja Kocham Ciebie French - Je T'aime Hindu - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte Hae Czech - Miluji Te Slovakian - Lu'Bim Ta Italian - Ti Amo Ukrainian - Ya Tebe Kahayu German - Ish Libe Dish Chinese - Wo Ai Ni Greek - S'agapo Hawaian - Aloha Wau Ia Oi Lithuianian - Tav Myliu Korean - Sa Rang Hae Yo Japanese - Ai Shi Te Ru Persian - dooset Daram Romanian - Te Ubsec Bosnian - Volim Te Albanian - Te Dua Filipino - Mahal Kita Spanish - Te Amo I Can Say I Love You In 21 Different Languages Now! But it only takes 3 words. I LOVE YOU!

Car Pool
I registered in photography class after I bought a new DSLR. There were about 15 of us, 10 guys and 5 ladies. The class was 2 hours every week for 10 weeks. I am a bit reserved and didn't really speak with anyone during the first class, but I did pick out one lady who I figured was a couple of years younger than me and looked somewhat familiar. On the drive home, I was pleasantly surprised that she headed in the same direction. Turned out that she lived around the corner from me! At the second class she sat closer to me and during the practice session asked for some assistance. We were all using the same model and at one point she put her hand on mine while holding the camera. It was electric! And I think she knew it! After the class, we walked to our cars and she made small talk asking me what kind of photos I liked and whether my wife shared my passion for photography. She didn't/doesn't but I said it is OK since I felt that it was good to have separate interests. She s

Whats Love Got To Do With It?
Have you ever wondered why love exists? What would the world be without love? Love makes you do things that you can't even express fully in words. There are all sorts of love, but for some reason, whenever love is mentioned, your boyfriend or girlfriend comes to mind. Why doesn't your mom? your dad? your grandmother? etc. Love is a powerful thing and I believe it is what keeps the earth rotating in some sort of way. Everyone has a heart, serial killers, drug addicts, strippers! They all do what they do for a reason.. Maybe the love of someone is the reason why they do what they do? All I know is that love sure does make some people crazier than what they already are!

Silent Death
Peer through the windows; Wipe away the rain; The drops that flow Down each pane. Look close- for it's dark! The flame's gone out; There is no spark; Not even a sound. Hide from the light, It shows the fears. Dark as night; To hide the tears. Crouch in silence. No one hears The gentle cadence Of sobs and tears. Loneliness consumes the soul. Icy fingers grip the heart- Squeezing 'til all is cold, And the soul slowly parts. Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell

Beltane
Beltane, or May Day, is one of the Great Sabbats of the Wiccan calendar. Of the four Great Sabbats, Beltane is one of the most important, second only to Samhain (Halloween). Beltane is chronologically opposite of Samhain, splitting the year evenly. Most Wiccans celebrate the holiday on May 1st, however by Celtic reckoning, the actual celebration begins on sundown of April 30, because the Celts always figured their days from sundown to sundown. Like many covens around the country, we find that our lives are often too busy, and one or more of us will be unable to meet together on that actual first of May (we affectionately call this phenomenon 'Pagan Standard Time'). In this case, we hearken to Mike Nichols who wrote: "By the way, due to various calendrical changes down through the centuries, the traditional date of Beltane is not the same as its astrological date. This date, like all astronomically determined dates, may vary by a day or two depending on the year. However, it may b

Miracle Grow
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wi'wife Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the Hell is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied ...'It's not talcum powder......It's 'Miracle Grow'

Dumb Shit Of The Week - Ha Ha!!
Ha ha! This dude probably believes in global warming and votes Democrat too. . . Man arrested in Texas for trying to cash $360 billion check Thu May 1, 9:04 PM ET FORT WORTH, Texas - Charles Ray Fuller must have been planning one big record company. The 21-year-old North Texas man was arrested last week for trying to cash a $360 billion check, saying he wanted to start a record business. Tellers at the Fort Worth bank were immediately suspicious — perhaps the 10 zeros on a personal check tipped them off. Fuller, of suburban Crowley, was arrested on a forgery charge. He was released after posting $3,750 bail. Fuller said his girlfriend's mother gave him the check to start a record business. But bank employees who contacted the account's owner said the woman told them she did not give him permission to take or cash the check. In addition to the forgery count, Fuller was charged with unlawfully carrying a weapon and possessing marijuana. Officers reported f

Hot & Wet
Just thinking about you makes me hot and wet! That's why I have a steamy little present waiting just for you. Can you guess what it is? Let me give you a hint. It involves me and you, and a quiet evening for two. You'll have to wait to find out what else I have in store for you.

A Lesson In Life
I believe..Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks your heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your

Guess What...yup It's True
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this so stongly and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always

Small Packages
They say Great things come in small packages. That is one saying I fully agree with. My mother was the greatest thing in the world. She was a fiesty, firery, stubborn 4 foot 9 inch tall woman who stood up for what she believed in no matter how big her obsticle or foe. On the other hand she was kind, careing and compassionate but most importantly she had a pure soul which not many people can claim. She was 64 years old when she left us Sunday April 27th 2008 at 9:47am and left all of us who knew and loved her heartbroken.I have done alot of things in my life my mother didnt agree with but never once was she ever disapointed in me and all I ever knew from her was love and affection. My children are better people due to having her in thier lives. I Love and Miss you MOM!!

Thank You
To be held in your arms, what a delight.A kiss upon my rosy lips,in the early morning light.A tender word spoken aloud, all my dreams coming true.How can I say anything at all,except I love you .Thank you lord for listening to my prayer,and acting so soon. Sitting on the porch swing, legs tangling together, staring at the moon.Listening to your heart and whispered charms.Always and forever, held in your arms.

Marine Resisant
Maj. Jim Cummiskey flung his laptop computer across the stage at the October 16 Las Vegas computershow. He then stomped on it. Picked it up and turned it on. "Now you see, this is a pretty tough box. I wouldn't characterize it as Marine proof, but it's clearly Marine resistant."

Gysgt Murphy's Law
Murphy's Laws of Combat Recommended by: Jim Cook Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. No combat-ready unit ever

Family
Will things go good for a while then it seems that when you hit a bad spote in your life ever one has to put there two cents in.I love them all but I do wish that they would not trent me like a child or try to tell me what need to do in my life.I thought when you get married they are to let you live it the way you and your other half went to. But now one can tell the truth when your child get in trouble with the law and then tell you after it is all done and over with,but they ttried to hid it about my daghter and it did not work.So as her mother I have step back and let her live her life the why she wents.Even if I do not like it.Do not get me wrong I love all my kids the same.And befor you all ask she is 25 1/2 years old two kids.

Ram Tzu
You can be seen sitting for hours Palms turned to heaven Eyes shut Your breath even as it exits your nose. Your attention is focused. You've been doing this for awhile now You're getting good at it. At first you could barely sit five minutes Now you can disappear for hours. Ram Tzu has a question for you... Why do you come back? from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu

Happiness
Some leaders use threats to win adherents. They invoke death to force good behavior and to herd people toward paradise. Others woo with grand promises. If you have no satisfaction, they offer bliss. If you feel inadequate, they offer success. If you are lonely, they offer acceptance. But if we do not fear death and are happy, what will such leaders have to offer? Spirituality is an organic part of daily life, not something dispensed by a professional. True spirituality is liberation, not just from the delusions of reality but from the delusions of religion as well. If we attain freedom from the fear of death, a sound way of health, and a path of understanding through life, there is happiness and no need for false leaders. from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao

Another Obesity Update
Judge Holds Court In Parking Lot For 500-Lb. Man RIVERHEAD, N.Y. (AP) ¯ A Long Island music shop owner accused of selling knockoff Gibson Les Paul guitars has been arraigned in a pickup truck in a courthouse parking lot after his lawyer said the 500-pound defendant couldn't walk into the courthouse. State Supreme Court Justice Robert Doyle said the man's "severe weight problem" prompted the unusual proceeding Thursday in Riverhead. A defense lawyer also had given the court a doctor's letter saying the defendant suffers from osteoarthritis. The shopkeeper has been released without bail after pleading not guilty to trademark counterfeiting and criminal simulation. He says the case and health problems have forced him to close his store. He's accused of selling bogus Gibsons for $1,500 to buyers who thought they were far more valuable genuine versions of the classic electric guitar.

Are You A Risk Taker
Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-High You're not afraid of a little (or a lot) of risk. In fact, you pretty much live to take chances. Consequences be damned, you are willing to go for it. And if it doesn't work out, at least people can't say you didn't try! Are You a Risk Taker?

What Am I
You Are A Maple Tree There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Red T-shirt Thing
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Lead Sails Paper Anchor
Marching alone, like a good soldier does I'm setting sail, with anchors holding me down Pack up my bags, stow them away I'm bidding farewell to all that is safe Will I come up for air, come up for air After awhile the current is calling me Lulling me, waving goodbye I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now? Sinking my heart turns to stone Withering away, a shrinking violet dies So full of life, these lights have dried me out Into the sea, I needed a drink I never thought this would consume me whole Will I come up for air, come up for air After awhile the current is calling me Lulling me, waving goodbye I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now? Sinking my heart turns to stone (I turn to stone) Sinking my heart turns to stone Save me, take me home Over and over again Save me, take me home Wishing that this all would end Save me, take me home Over and over again Save me, take me home Wishing that this all would end After awhile the current i

I'm Considered What?
Having moments of feeling pretty doesn't make me think oh yeah I'm a good sort to having guys check me out. Just enough of the time I'm living with my looks, seriously don't think I"m pretty most of the time. And half of the time guys are more interested in me becuase of the cleavage factor. Sorry guys I have a brain and unless you can prove you have one above belt I'm not interested!. Most the guys from another site now call me pretty. Yeah I know their intentions and I'm not playing like that!. I guess what annoys me the most is that the one guy I speak to the most on and off here says nothing about my looks at all!. Yet he wants me to say comments about him being "handsome" and all the rest of that, but in some pics I find him totally cute. I call it as I see it, sorry if your y fronts got in a knot!. Augh! you know when your own mother labels you as handsomely pretty, you know that your looks aren't of her happiness. But when you look at her most of the time and

Truth
I have no urge to have PTS ,, i came on here to talk to PPL ,, and make some frens ,, is it that hard to keep a conversation goin after the first talk? whats up with that? WARNING - im goin to clear up my list ,, and make real frens ,,

Little Jonny Again
LITTLE JOHNNY STRIKES AGAIN The teacher asked the class to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was "fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Left To Die
We stood there, Face to face Screaming at each other. Each word that he screamed Cut deep, deep into my heart. I did no wrong, I never lied or cheated. All I ever did was love him! Yet he is accusing me of all this!! He split my chest open, Ripped out my heart, Threw at my feet And left me to die.

Do You Remember Me?
I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you, I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true. It's been 8 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity, Do you still remember me? It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head, Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, Even after all this time,what am I going to do? Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel, Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal. If I could ask but one question why, How is it God could need you more than I?

Angels
When God calls little children to dwell with him above, We mortals sometime question the wisdom of his love For no heartache compares with the death of one small child Who does so much to make our world, seem wonderful and mild Perhaps God tires of calling the aged to his fold, So He picks a rosebud, before he can grow old. God knows how much we need them, and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view. Believing this is difficult still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be "Goodbye." So when a little child departs we who are left behind Must realize God loves children, Angels are hard to find.

Garden Rock Lady Bugs
What you'll need: * Smooth, round or oval rocks, washed and dried * Acrylic craft paint in colors of our choice * Black acrylic craft paint * 2 wiggle eyes for each ladybug * Black Sharpie marker * Acrylic matte sealer spray * White craft glue (Tacky Glue) How to make it: 1. Completely wash and dry all rocks. 2. Paint rocks in desired colors, allow to dry. Apply second and third coats if needed. Lighter colors will require more coats than darker shades. 3. Paint head on using black acrylic craft paint. There is no pattern needed, simply paint about ¼ of the rock black in the “front”. 4. Use a black Sharpie to draw a straight line down the center of the rock, starting at the center of the base of the “head”. 5. Dip the end of a large paint brush, or the eraser of a pencil, in black craft paint. Dot on the spots, reloading with paint after every dot. 6. Once the paint is dry, spray the rock(s) with acrylic sealer spray. A

Its Not The First Time
Yeah I loved you, no question But I have learned my lesson You thought you broke my heart But now that we're apart I see so, so clearly that it's all the same You hurt me completely but I'm not crying today I've been through this, over and over Every time, I'm compromised I'm sick of this, over and over But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time I hate this delusion I've come to this conclusion I loved you, don't know why Was just a waste of my time. Regret it, forget it; cause it's all the same You hurt me completely; But I'm not crying today I've been through this, over and over Every time, I'm compromised I'm sick of this, over and over But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time But guess what…it's not the first time But it's the last time

Dark Places
There are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole Through my surrender I’ve broken through fear And the pathway to truth Is now open and clear Ive seen through the anger And pain of my past With receptive acceptance Ive found peace at last I wish my secret Could see the sun And its days in hiding Were over and done For there are dark places Deep in my soul Where I need to go To make me feel whole

Darkness Of Light
Life caresses me with false hope, but Rage, Anger and Contempt are my companions. Passion tempting a wilted soul, while demons continue taunting me. The carousel of life continuing, no destination, no purpose, no end. A continuous circle of blind contentment, while reality invades from the shadows.

Your A Angel Now...
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP, I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP. I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMONDS GLINT ON SNOW, I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENING GRAIN, I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN. WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH, OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT, I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT. DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE, I DID NOT DIE.

Most Mentioned Men In The Bible
Christian Graphic Comments MOST MENTIONED MEN IN THE BIBLE ( GIVE ANSWER IN TWO WEEKS.LEAVE ANSWERS IN A COMMENT IN BLOG ) 1) WHAT MAN, AS IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW, IS THE MOST MENTIONED MAN IN THE BIBLE. ? 2) WHAT KING, MENTIONED 1,118 TIMES IN THE BIBLE, IS SECOND MOST MENTIONED MEN.? 3) WHAT LEADER, WITH 740 MENTIONS, RANKS THIRD.? 4) WHAT PRIEST RANKS FOURTH WITH A TOTAL OF 399 REFERENCES.?

Warning Signs Of Psychic Attack
Tiredness. Fatigue. Because an individual or group is putting an invisible "gasoline hose" into your aura and pumping out your pranic energy, you are going to have less available to you than before. Without prana, there is no energy available. If you suddenly become very tired, even weak feeling when you're with a particular person, in a particular room or place, this is a sign that you're being drained of pranic energy from your aura. Tiredness or a feeling of absolute weakness or fatigue that occurs at a certain time of the day, almost like clockwork. I know people who routinely have a schedule for tapping into other person's aura at a specific time of the day or night. Generally speaking, we all get a little lackluster between 2pm and 4pm every day--this is known in biology as the "post prandial dip" and it is a metabolism phenomena associated with all human beings. We all do this, every day, almost without exception. This is NOT psychic attack. If your cyclic or peri

Herbs For Protection
Angelica Root (purifies home, protects babies, and mothers) Anise (wards off evil eye) Basil (family protection & happiness, drives away evil) Bay Leaves (keeps away evil, jinxes, & enemies) Betony (provides protection from disease, evil entities, and reverses hexes) Black Cohosh/ aka Black Snake Root (strong all purpose protection against unwanted persons & snake bites) Black Pepper (is used to harm others, or to provide protection against witches, or foot track tricking) Blessed Thistle (protects the home from evil) Boneset /aka White Snake Root (protects against unnatural illnesses & jinxes. & snakes of course) Boldo (Household & personal Protection) Calamus/ Sweet Flag (jinx breaking) Chamomile (protects home, children & removes jinxes) Citronella (spiritual cleanser, gets rid of evil) Comfrey (for safety when traveling) Devil's Shoestrings (useful for clearing away evil, or reversing evil tricks) Dragon's Blood (very power

My Flowers
I got flowers today, it wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night, And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said Because he sent me flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's day or any other special day. Last night he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral.

Chakra Exercises
Meditation Technique: Sit quietly on a flat pillow on the floor, cross legged if you can or even in a chair if sitting on the floor is too difficult. Place your hands in your lap, palms up, one on top of the other. Sit near a wall or couch if you need to have back support to be comfortable. Breathe deeply, taking longer to exhale than inhale. Quiet your mind, counting your breaths if you need to do something to keep the world out. Relax. Warmup and Stretch (To be done before each of the Chakra exercise sets below): Lay on your back on your yoga mat. Starting at your feet, tighten-hold-release each area of your body (feet, calves, thighs, etc) Lift each knee toward your head, reach up with your hands, place them behind your knee and pull your knee toward your face while resisting with your leg. Do both legs. Sit up and get on your pillow. Keep your legs straight in front of you and lean gently forward, stretching your hamstrings. Cross your legs and with outstretched arm

Chakra Healing And Balancing
Now that we know what our chakra type is, it's time to work toward strengthening our dominant chakra so that we can make the most of our positive attributes. We need to correct the blockages in all of our chakras so our elemental energy can flow freely throughout our body. With chakra work you can expect an overall improvement in your health with an enhanced immune system. Your muscles and bone structure will be strengthened. Your moods will improve and depression will be alleviated. Your negativity will disburse and you will have a clear idea of who you are and what you want to accomplish in your life. If you have been in a spiritual fog, it will be lifted. Each chakra should be worked on for 7 days at a time beginning with the root chakra and working toward your crown chakra. This is a seven week program that should be continuously cycled for the best effect. The methods for working with your chakra: Aromatherapy Herbal remedies Gemstone therapy Meditation Yoga

The Throat Chakra
The throat chakra is situated in the neck area of the body. On a physical level this chakra governs the throat, thyroid, mouth, teeth, tongue, and jaw. The problems that we have on this level are, sore throats, over and under active thyroids that can lead to a lack of energy, vitality, overweight and underweight problems. This chakra governs what we place into our body with food and other substances. We use the throat to eat and drink. . . If we place unhealthy things into this centre, it can cause the rest of our body to become out of balance. . . On other levels like the emotional and spiritual this can cause confusement and blockages to our creativity and our emotions. Because this centre also governs our creativity, sometimes having a bad diet and abusing it with drugs and alcohol can cause problems in this area. However, when we place healthy substances into this area, we can create healing, which can enhance our verbal creativity. We come alive and vibrant in what we say

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Christianity And Vampirism
Long before the Christian church began to unfold its wings throughout Europe, the vampire was an established myth. Vampire-like creatures had been a part of superstition since ancient Greece. The roots of the vampire were Pagan in nature, and the beliefs were widespread. The relationship that eventually formed between vampires and the Christian God is a tale riddled with irony. Irony #1 - what they seek to destroy, they give life to The Christian church had not established a stance on vampires when it split in 1054. However, the beliefs of the two churches that resulted - the Roman Catholic church in the west, and the Orthodox church in the east - can be directly linked to the vampire myth that continued to pervade the east. Roman Catholics believed that the bodies of their saints would not decay in the grave; instead, they would remain intact and give off a sweet odour. However, the Orthodox church found it more difficult initially to shake off its Pagan roots, and viewed an un

What Beer R You?
You are an intellectual, hip, glasses-wearing type. You shop at Whole Foods and drive a Prius. Mmmm...tasty. Take the What Kind of Beer Are You Quiz at Quiz Rocket.com!Free MySpace Quizzes & Online Quizzes.

Cinnamon Rolls
Cinnamon Rolls: 2 cups Jiffy baking mix (note: white or yellow dry cake mix can be substituted) 2/3 cup milk 1/4 cup butter, softened 3 T. sugar 2 tsp. Cinnamon grease either two round cake pans, or one large cookie sheet, or 11x7 pan. Preheat oven to 425 Blend baking mix with milk and turn onto floured surface and knead about 20 times. roll into about a 15in by 8 inch rectangle. Spread margarine over surface of dough, sprinkle the sugar, then the Cinnamon. Roll up and slice into 1 inch slices. Place in prepared pan leaving plenty of space of each one. Bake 15 minutes. Frost while they are warm. (I cut this frosting recipe in half) I found this recipe separately and is great for doing a whole cake. but if I'm making the cinnamon rolls, it only takes about half as much. Alternately someone could double the batch of Cinnamon rolls and use the full recipe of butter frosting if they wanted to. Butter Frosting: 1/3 cup butter 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon vanilla e

I Am Leaving The Party
Well all good things must come to an end. I will be leaving fubar for awhile, to pursue my dream. So to all my friends, family and fans lift the glasses high and pound one for me. To all of those who want to stay in touch you can reach me on yahoo at dodgetruckparking, drop me aline anytime.

Random Advice
When i was a child, i talked like a child, thought like a child, and reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish things behind me. Do not love with words, but with actions, and in truth. A bad habit is first a caller, then a guest, and at last a Master. Hatred is like an acid, it can do more damage to the container in which it is stored than to the objecton on which it is poured. No man is free if he fears death.

Idler's Dream
My heart it skips a beat when I behold The light that's shining through your eyes of gold From heavenly blood you seem to spring from heavenly waters you can drink I'll meet you on a day that never ends I'll greet you in a way that heaven meant You lay me down gently on the leaves you cover me over in my sleep I never did say and I wish I could I never could pray 'cos it's just no good I hope you don't break up my heart of stone I don't wanna scream out loud and wake up on my own. And as I close my eyes and the sky turns red I realise just what you are: You're an idler's dream and your singing Shang-ri-la

U.s. Visa Interview
US Visa interview Mind your language An Arab was interviewed at the US Embassy for a U.S.A. Visa. Consul : What is your name? Arab: Abdul Aziz Consul: Sex? Arab : Six to ten times a week Consul: I mean, male or female? Arab : both male and female and sometimes even camels Consul: Holy cow! Arab : Yes, cows and dogs too!!!! Consul: Man,........isn't it hostile? Arab :Horse style, dog style, any style Consul: Oh..........dear! Arab : Deer? No deer, they run too fast!

Pass It On
This brought a smile and gratitude for all my friends! : ) LEMONS and SUGAR ... This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because; they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists; loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another

Sex At Work
One of the worst things about having graduated to the "Real World" some years ago is the thought of work. It used to be that blowing off a class, getting stoned and listening to music all day while sucking down beers was the norm. Now, it's hit that alarm at 6:30 in the "ayem" and crawl to the office. Face it, if you don't do it, you get shit-canned, end of discussion. Sometimes, of course, the things that happen at the office make all the annoyance of having to get up at some ungodly hour and dragging your ass in worth it. Usually, it's something simple like writing a particularly clever program or getting a bonus or single-handedly convincing a customer to buy off a system that isn't quite ready. Then there are the *other* times, like what happened at work last week. Okay, so it's the summer. Summer used to be a time to hang out at the beach, maybe take a few easy classes (you know, shit like "History of Ancient Civilization" or "Figure Drawing and Painting"), etc. Now, it

Northern Iñupiaq's
Chapter One: WE ARE OF THE INUPIAT - THE NORHTERN ESKIMOS THE FIRST PEOPLE Northern Alaska was once very warm. Alaska was close to the sun. This continent had no winter and it was warm always. The Kauwerak Eskimos' ancestors were very large people. They were also healthy and very strong human beings. They lived long and were happy. They did not wear clothes. They never worried because they had everything they wanted. They did not work in their minds because they did not have to worry or think about how to survive. There was a man, called Ekeuhnick, who lived in the ancient times before the First Disaster. His name is means "burns like that which was burning and went out - a glowing coal. Ekeuhnick was taught by an old wise man called Aungayoukuksuk. He appeared as a prophet to Ekeuhnick. Aungayoukuksuk came to teach Ekeuhnick so he might become a leading person to his people and to make known to them that he would be a leading person among them.

The 1st Disaster Iii
III. AUNGAYOUKUKSUK TEACHES The next morning Ekeuhnick sent another man out to spread the news about the prophet, Aungayoukuksuk, to the people in many places. Ekeuhnick went back to the springs to meet the old man to learn about more from him. The prophet was already there. He was glad to see Ekeuhnick present before him. At this time the old man told him: "I will give you Wisdom and the Power of Imagination because your Eskimo people have none of these. You have to make every effort to teach them many things they have to learn to do to live in the changes to come. You must organize yourselves and struggle to live when this time comes. Now, the people live without problems. You will have to encourage them into a process so they will learn a new way of life. When this climate changes they will never know how to survive from destruction." "The earth will depart farther from the sun every month. Soon the sun will run behind the moon. This is an eclipse. This will be the first

Self And Inncoent Part Three
The sensations deep inside are beginning to fade, quietness is settling and my body is coming back down. What had just occurred was beyond my wildest dreams, nothing could have prepared me for the quest that I was set out to do. The tree that was covered in gold leaves seems to be covered in green leaves as well, I sit up and watch as gold turns green and the fruit ripens turning from red to green. The hill that stood alone is now surrounded by woodland and forest; tall trees high above the world look down and give shelter to birds and animals. It was an amazing feeling watching the world grow before your eyes, watching flowers grow from deep beneath the ground. I turn round and see the first man lying beside me, his body still as he sleeps not knowing the events that are occurring around him, he looks as peaceful as he sleeps under the apple tree. We are the first human life on this world, the first to breath and see the wonders that surround us, but now we must bring new life the tim

Solitude
Life we talk of death Each breath come closer to out. Of this I'm not afraid Though I don't know what it's all about I don't know! Decisions that we make, The chances that we take, The blindness we can't take. Thought I knew but now I know what it's like, To be alone...! alone.......! I remember here! Thought it was a dream! I never thought I'd come to this. Living with the fear, Now I know what it means Never thought it'd, end like this! Falling with no end... Into what I've only done to me. With messages to send.., Out of what I've only done to me. Falling with no Calling with no Crawling to the end. I remember here!

Flip Flop
What Your Flip Flops Say About You You are crazy, and mostly in a good way. You have wild ideas, many of which seem drug induced. You are open to new experiences, and you are a bit of a drifter. You're never sure what you'll be doing tomorrow.. and you like it that way. Your ideal warm weather place: the Gold Coast of Australia The Flip Flop Test

"does Your Name Fit You?"
Does Your Name Fit You?" A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With M: Very Very Hot B: Gay(Happy) E: Fucking Hott R: Very Good Kisser D: Never Let People Tell You What To Do A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With M: Very Very Hot N: Has One of The Best Personalities Ever I: Beautiful Face T: Nice Ass 888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888 A: Very Very Easy To Fall In Love With B: Gay(Happy) C: Can Be Funny + Dumb At The Same Time D: Never Let People Tell You What To Do E: Fucking Hott F: Very Strong Hands G: Has A Smile To Die For H: Has An Ass To Die For I: Beautiful Face J: very good in bed K: Makes People Laugh L: Crazy M: Very Very Hot N: Has One of The Best Personalities Ever O: Popular With All Sorts of People P: An Animal Lover Q: ugly R: Very Good Kisser S: Has Beautiful Eyes T: Nice Ass U: Isn't Judgemental V: Doesn't Give A Shit W: Loves the Cock X: Great Kisser Y: Is Really Adorable Z:

A Vision A Dream
A dream in black A dream in boots A dream in a corset A dream not moot A dream in fishnets A dream of you I Wait patiently for i have been good. If good is enough Here i will wait. This Vision of you Please don't hesitate. Let me know, free my mind In My Dreams we are two but in one of a kind. Miss you, You know who you are. I wait patiently. So Saith the Bear

I Miss You When..
I miss you when You're not here I thinkn about you Even when we are together Seeing you makes me smile Seeing you makes my heart sing I want my life to always Be inertwined with yours You may my heart complete You are my world As you always will be I love you more than life itself My heart beats faster When we are talking My heart beats faster When I see you type I love you with Everything that I am I love you with Everything that I have You make my world right You take away all the sadness You are the light in my life When it is full of sadness and pain I want you to know Just how much I love you I want you to know How happy you make me I love you dearly I always will I love you Never forget that

Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am (break and solo) And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I don't want the world to

Kenny Chesney - You Had Me From Hello
One word, that's all was said, Something in your voice called me, turned my head. Your smile captured me, you were in my future as far as I could see. And I dont know how it happened, but it happens still. You ask me if I love you, if I always will......... Well, you had me from "Hello" I felt love start to grow the moment I looked into your eyes, You won me, it was over from the start. You completely stole my heart, and now you won't let go. I never even had a chance you know? You had me from "Hello" Inside I built a wall so high around my heart, I thought I'd never fall. One touch, you brought it down Bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground And I swore to me that I wasn't going to love again The last time was the last time I'd let someone in Well, you had me from "Hello" I felt love start to grow the moment I looked into your eyes, You won me, it was over from the start. You completely stole my heart, and now you wont let go. I never even had a chance

Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do.. I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. Chorus I want to stand with you on a mountain. I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me... And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry.. The tears of joy For all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of.. The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I want to stand with you on a mountain, I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me... Bridge Oh can't you see it baby? You do

That First Kiss
I love all my friends, and keep them in my heart. And hope the friendship, will never part. But do you ever find, that special one? That makes you smile, and come undone? I just wonder sometimes, if it's for real. Or just another guy after, my heart to steal. I think that someday, that I may find this out. Then all the passion and want, will not be a doubt. When I look into your eyes, I see hope, It loosens my mind, to help me cope. It would take only just one small thing, if this is true. To either be happy forever, or always be blue. To live a life with someone, would be a real bliss. Just to be granted, that very first kiss.

Let Go Of Fake An Get Real
Feeling fickle in faith and feeble yet? There will be no fanfare When fear becomes a factor And you parade through days, A bona fide actor Staged equals fake... And if you are fundamentally false You cling fiercely to "fake" Rehearsing life No give and all take Foregoing failure Choosing no stake Never fighting For what you believe in Floating through life Like specimens of semen ...But at least THEY know where to go No difference between you and a figurine, A fallacy of foiled plastic, I bet your life is fucking fantastic... Check that, maybe it should be A little more sarcastic... I bet your life is fanfuckingtastic ...

Make Me Numb
The Weight of the gun Heavy in my hand Dark of the night Surround my silent steps An animal stirs in the distance It cries out The dead night swallows the sound Take away the pain Senses peak The night grows shorter Weight of my thoughts Heavy in my hands A sound rises from within Soothingly comforting Numb the pain away Fighting the urge to keep going I struggle with the sound Fight with all I have Pain is forever my plague

Evans Blue Quote
Quote you are my soul unquote Now does that sound familiar? Kiss the boy and make him feel this way Quote well this is me unquote You have been so ugly your entire life So why change now? Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes You are the saddest sight I know You're quiet you never make a sound But here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know Quote we never talk unquote And thats when I don't answer Don't you dare ask why Because you don't want to know, Quote Well woe is me unquote How different I've become And no one understands, my dear, no one really cares Is this how you want to go down? Right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, I know And you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one I know And you were right, right from the start It took everything you had, but you finally broke my... And now the old things will pass a

Have You Ever
have you ever just wanted to cry? to take on all your hurt all at once, to take off this mask you wear and show the world you really aren’t that strong at all. have you ever just wanted to love? everyone that ever hated you. to say your sorry when you did nothing wrong. have you ever just wanted to feel? feel love that’s overwhelming that shakes you to your core. the perfection most strive for but never achieve. when its right in front of you but you cant have it. have you ever just wanted to scream? to tell the world everything, all your lies and secrets, if only just once. have you ever wanted to fall? just to hurt, just to sleep to make everything stop. have you ever just wanted to bleed? to cleanse the soul of imperfection, to bare the truth for all to see, to show how fucked up you really are. have you ever just wanted to lose? to show them all that you aren’t perfect. to spit the logic back in the faces of those who told you that you would succeed. have you eve

Life In General
Why is it when u are ready to start expanding ur self and let the true u emerge something always brings unfortunate things to the situation? I mean we are all human and I for one expect honesty from others but there are those that feel the need to continue to lie even when there is obvious signs that they are lying. Makes no sense to me. Aren't we all over the age of playing games or is that what this new time requires is head games? Well I am one that is tired of it. It is time to make some changes and not allow things to run the light I have inside of me...I have allowed others to turn my color black and now it is time to reverse the damage done. Well I will get off of my soapbox now just had to free my mind of the blackness. Have an awesome weekend xoxo Goth Bam Bam

5 Levels Of A Hangover
5 Levels of Hangovers...tee hee...go ahead and tell me how crappy you feel now OK.. the credit for this goes to Shannon..she posted it as a bulletin, but i think its rather blog worthy .... so that when someone tells me that they had WAAAAAY to much, I can diagnose them simply with a 1-5 star rating on their hang over Five Levels of Hangovers > One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. > Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. > Three Star Hangover (***) Slight he

Today On World Rock Radio
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Senior Moment
Awesome Senior Moment Here's a quote from a government employee who witnessed a recent interaction between an elderly woman and an antiwar protester in a Metro station in DC. There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the evils of < ST1>America . I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was behind me getting off the escalator and a young (20-ish) female protester offered her a pamphlet, which she politely declined. The young protester put her hand on the old woman's shoulder as a gesture of friendship and in a very soft voice said, 'Lady, don't you care about the children of Iraq ?' The old woman looked up at her and said, 'Honey, my father died in France during World War II, I lost my husband in Korea , and a son in Vietnam . All three died so you could have the right to stand here and bad mouth our country. If you touch me again, I'll stick this umbrella up your ass and open it.'

Coming To Terms
I've come to realize that no matter how much I fight this or try to fucking make this all go away it never will. So all I can do is come to terms with as much of it as I can and then either move on til the end alone or not move forward so there'll never be a past. Too much darkness in my past as it is and it'll only get darker. I'm only getting darker. I'm caring less and less about it all and just want to either fully disappear or for everything to just go the fuck away. I'm growing colder inside from all of this. And you all think it's Ashley and you're wrong. She's the biggest thing right now yes, but it's my life in general that's my problem. I've NEVER been really happy. I mean I've spent most of my life with either hardly any friends or none at all and had to rely on myself for company. So I've become anti-social because of it and prefer my own company over friends. Hell, I've NEVER had it easy making friends even when I was a kid. I was always an outcast and shit. Yo

Monday
well its monday..had a week off from work last week. went for a mri on my shoulder ..not good lol looks lke i tore a tendon in my shoulder gonna have to have it operated on . gonna be out 3-5 weeks ughhhh! its also my b-day today turnin 45...gettin old lol. sux i gt sum time off and cant do shit gotta take it easy this week before surgery or try to lol

Spiritual Sex/ Tantra
A native of France who was born into an aristocratic family, Margot Anand first experienced tantra at the age of 18 while a student at the Sorbonne in Paris. After graduating with a degree in psychology, philosophy and art history, Margot spent the next seven years traveling the world in search of understanding the deeper meaning of her life. Finally on a meditation retreat in England, she had an experience of her own true nature that left her forever changed. Her new path took her to the ashram of Osho, known the world over as Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh. At his invitation, she began to teach tantra workshops and share her gift of knowledge with more than 20,000 students all over the world. Many books followed, including The Art of Sexual Magic; then her bestseller, The Art of Sexual Ecstasy; followed by her most recent book The Art of Everyday Ecstasy, many of which have been translated into foreign languages in 20 different countries. She has also been a gracious hostess for the State

Centaur
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Magician
( RATED "R" FOR NUDITY) Okay,...just watch this lady magician !.... Where the hell does she hide it??? This is filmed in a Montreal Theater. It's NOT Sleezy, Just Amazing.....! ! ! Magician Would this 'item' wind up in her shoes, perhaps? AND WHO SAYS MONTREALERS AREN'T TALENTED...

We Have To Be Apart
We have to be apart, I know... but thoughts of you are never far from my mind. Your love still wraps around me like the warmness of summertime... but I long to feel your arms around me, too. Until we can be together again, dream of me, night and day, as I dream of you... And remember the love that is always waiting for you & you alone.

Wasn't Just Luck
It wasn't just luck that you & I met or that everything went a little bit better, life was a little bit sweeter & I was a whole lot happier when you were around. It wasn't just luck that right from the start, it was easy to talk to you & laugh with you. It felt really natural to always be there & come through for each other...and it still does. Our love grows each day as only the trust love can. No, it wasn't just luck because I believe that you & I were meant for each other.

Deleting My Account
so in a couple of days i'm gonna permanently delete myself from this site. it's been fun and i've met some dope people, but i just don't have the time or energy for it anymore. anyway, if you wanna keep in touch, i do have a myspace, and aim, yahoo, etc. i rarely sign on though, that's just a warning www.myspace.com/pagesixlovers aim- wine and a moan msn - narcoholism@hotmail.com yahoo - binaryrelations

Hey Everyone, Plz Read!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to let everyone know I was still around, I have just been so extremely busy. My husband had to have surgery and then we had some complications about 4 days after that so we had to take him to the ER and they rushed him back into surgery! And then on top of that I am trying to do homework and study and take tests. Its just been so crazy. But I promise I will make it up to you all when things have settled down! Much love to you all!!

Dream A Little Dream Of Me
Dream a little dream of me. A tropical paradise with thee. Wind blowing through the hair. Like a childs laughter at the fair. Joyful and tearless in time. Mirrored smiles of ecstatic rhyme. Oceans tide wither and fade. To hold so tightly in trade. A dream of seeming lust. Beginning to see we can trust. A flower to grow so strong. Our hearts beating each to belong. Dream a little dream never to flee. Powerfully held to true to see. Shining brightly, a sparkle, a dance. Hands held in a joyful stance... Hearts beating like birds in flight. Wind whispers of a truth in light. Dream a dream of truth and love. As soulfully poetic and the dove... ----------------------- Copyright belongs solely to me.

Raping Me Was Fun For Him
Raping me was fun for him. After, he asked me how I liked it. Perhaps he already lived in a cell, Ex-communicated, soul-deaf. I told him and he laughed, stroked me. So? He was boss. On top. A woman wanted that, no? Crying, crying, I said nothing. Rape was a wound across my sky. I saw blackness beyond the blue. My life was twisted, like those girders Earthquakes throw brutally to the ground. After such helplessness, what hope? Going on with my life in blackness, A black sky, black rage in my heart, In my mind an endless blackness, Nothing within me but blackness Screamed at the boy no longer there, The screams like walls I took with me, The walls of screams protecting me, How could I love without seeing? Even so, the light pierced me, Shattering the cell of fury, Opening my heart again Under a new sun, once more Laughing in the chill of fear. ________________________ Copyright solely belongs to me. Please do not reproduce in any way without express writte

Pixie Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love Who loves another one. ----------- copyright belong to me. Please ask before copyig.

Kinship
When you fall prey to hypnotic ideas people that promise history, pro-offered love, Do they realize the seduction in these words? Family knowledge, loyalty, and intimacy... Kinship Do they know how indescribably exotic this seems? After a barren, lonely, self-serving existance lead. A plant that knows sun only through panaled glass. A feeling of inadequency, no matter a lifetime of reality. Kinship Overwheming as the perfume of the flowers growing. All opening thier arms declaring a closeness unknown. Fascination not to be interupted by negativity. Such hypnotic ideas are foreign to me thus far... copyright belongs solely to me. No unauthorized use allowed

Flashbacks
Flashbacks of a life unknown remembering not but a few times life in ignorance of pain lived where is it I have been? What have i done? Never to know memories not wanted to see, feel.... There is joy in the oblivion... ------------------- copyright protected to me. No unauthorized use allowed.

Thoughts
a lustful thought taking you a desirable place into a seductive position reaching into the soul and grasping the secret.. A secret so well hidden not many will ever see seducing a mind lost in thoughts.. dreams reawakening taking ahold a heart opening the very soul.. long lost hope flourishing into the world to see.. thought to become A reality never known the seductive mind.. written 2.4.08 copyright belong to me

My Reality
my desire for him so powerful, so poignant it transports me to a strange new state of mind as if the desire for him is a crystal with magical properties enabling me to see myself like never before i see inside my mind the self assured, self contained person everyone sees yet i am now aware of my anigma never visible to me before i see that within the cool, analitical person i am lies another an insecure, lovely woman a secretly hungry creature driven by emotional needs and wants filled with a longing for more an abstract and spiritual, more then a physical peace a true satisfaction... (copyright protected ownership belongs solely to me)

Democrats And Democratic Socialism
Be warned of the Democratic socialist theories and ideas that are very popular today among senators, and House representitives. The majority, and likely logically bound to these ideas are all democrats. Most of the democrats contributions to the countries juriprudence has to do with taxation, and regulation. Big government. We must regulate something, or tax it it seems. This also betrays the idea that we as people can act independently without a big brother government and we can act responsibly. I don't need a government official, and paperwork to go with it evertime I want to use the toilet. This is more of a rant I suppose, but the interesting thing that a lot of people don't realize is that if you consider any issue whatsoever, you can trace the necessary stance of each of the two major political parties in the United States. Democrats believe that all persons ought to be economically equal by any means necessary. Still one would wonder why would the

Random Thoughts...
I had wrote something similar to this awhile back but it seems that i have removed it from everywhere . So i am just gonna try my best to remember what i had wrote lol. Tell people how you really feel about them whether it is good or bad. They will look up to you for being honest. When you tell someone that you love them look them in the eyes and sincerely mean it. Don`t say it because you know that is what they want to hear. Say it because you FEEL it. When a girl says "NO" she means it and leave it at that. Do not bring it back up within the next 48 hrs. Trust me. Do not put things off for tomorrow that can be done today. Tomorrow is not a given. So do it today. Smile,even when you don`t want to. Someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile. Late at night when you can`t sleep and you think no one cares. Your wrong. Someone somewhere is laying there thinking about you. Take the time to talk to someone when they want to talk. You never know what they are th

A Lucky Few
The lucky few All they do is push me down when i want up hold me back but i want out you can crush my dreams and brake my ribs too but your not going to stop me Ill take the long road some find its the high road why cant you except me for who i am im not that girl that came crying to with all her problems you held me too tight now my wings are broken its to hard to fly away Dreams get crushed or fade away sometimes you out grown them but the lucky few who dreams come true wont be me but it could be you

Risks Ad Rewards
A short column here, I will devote to the idea of hardball politics, and legislature. One main difference that I do make a fine distinction about is the difference between having the freedom to choose, and being endowed with the education, and in intelligence to choose rationally, and being convinced to choose. I'll elaborate on the latter. When I say convinced to choose, what I mean is that there is a species of political thought that uses means of persuasion, and force to accomplish their ends. Consider the high taxes placed on alcohol and tabacco. Still what have these accomplished? Ethics by taxation is a modern way of pretending to curb bad behavior by increasing the cost that it requires to partake of that bad behavior. In the end, I don't think it really stops people from doing something so much as it increases the amount of taxes. The very idea of taxing people is to pay for and run a government and armed military. However these behaviorally coded taxes, are they

Freshman In College Becomes Mayor Of Muskogee
Teenager Wins Muskogee, Oklahoma Mayoral Race University Of Oklahoma Freshman Will Stay In School While Serving His Term MUSKOGEE, Okla. (AP) ¯ A 19-year-old freshman at the University of Oklahoma won the mayoral race Tuesday in this northeastern Oklahoma city, becoming one of the youngest mayors in the country. With all 18 precincts reporting, John Tyler Hammons won with 70 percent of the vote over former Mayor Hershel Ray McBride, said Muskogee County Election Board Secretary Bill Bull. "The public placing their trust in me is the greatest, humbling and most awesome experience I've ever had in my life," Hammons said Tuesday from a watch party at Cowboys Barbecue. "It's an experience that we'll never forget." The two candidates squared off in a runoff election for the nonpartisan mayoral post after neither secured 50 percent of the vote in a six-person election on April 1. They were running to replace outgoing Mayor Wren Stratton, who decided not to seek re-election

Family Remembers Luggage, Forgets Kid At Airport
VANCOUVER, British Columbia (AP) ¯ An immigrant family left a 23-month-old boy in the Vancouver airport and learned he was missing only when contacted during the next leg of the trip. Jun Parreno, the boy's father, told The Vancouver Sun the mix-up occurred Monday as he, his wife and two grandparents of the child, J.M., were scrambling between their arrival in Canada and a connecting flight to Winnipeg on Air Canada. Running late after having to unpack and repack all their luggage, "we had 10 minutes before boarding," said Parreno, who was emigrating with his family from the Philippines. "We were running for the gate." He said he thought his son was with the three other adults, who were running to the gate ahead of him, and they thought the little boy was with him. Instead, in a scenario similar to the movie "Home Alone," the toddler was wandering alone between a security checkpoint and the flight gates, said Angela Mah, an Air Canada representative. "We were called

Introduction
INTRODUCTION It is a central dogma of all fundamental Christians that the Bible is without error. They teach this conclusion by "reasoning" that god cannot be the author of false meaning and he cannot lie. Is this true? If written by a perfect being, then it must not contradict itself, as a collection of books written by different men at different times over many centuries would be expected to contradict each other. With this in mind, let us have a look at the Bible on several subjects. ON THE SABBATH DAY "Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy." -- Exodus 20:8 "One man esteemeth one day above another: another esteemeth every day alike. Let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind." -- Romans 14:5 ON THE PERMANENCY OF THE EARTH "... the earth abideth for ever." -- Ecclesiastes 1:4 "... the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up." -- 2Peter 3:10 ON SEEING GOD "... I have seen G

Work
Today we have an expo that I must attend, Boring... I'm so not wanting to go but I will only so I can get the knowledge. But yea I dont know how it will go I may have my girlfriend post for me while i'm at the expo if she gets bored. But yeah otherwise I'll be updating this later. Hey I know you may be wondering so go ahead check it out. www.messcousa.com Thats what I deal with at work! You'll get the picture. But yeah hit me up! Holla Never mind work got canceled it was pretty cool. The rain screwed that but yeah its alright I am dead tired today.

End Of The Line
Well, a ride I"ve been on for awhile is coming to an end. I'm gonna miss it. Guess maybe I should have done more, or done less. I don't know anymore. I don't really know anything anymore. I am to blame, I can feel it in my gut. Guys, word of advice, listen to her. Communicate with her. Don't just listen, but exchange information. And here is a big one. We can't fix everything with a powertool. Girls, word of advice, if he says something is bothering him, listen to him. Guys usually will shoot straight, and not get dodgy.

To My Daughter
*Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them. *Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you ca

Tick Warning!
TICK WARNING! I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e- mail list. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.

"coming Back"
lol this one isnt so nice, but i like it if i could make you cry, i might just try. to see inside, and watch you die. to watch your lungs lose air supply. but i can settle for second best. to hurt organ inside your chest. to make your heart pound. then fall to the ground. theres nothing outside reach. this is the moment ive been longing for. i hurt for so long. so long i endured. this indescribable pain. the scar on my heart, bares only your name. the torment and anxiety you bestowed upon me. is so shy of the loathe i bring to the floor. i stare into your shallow blank eyes. and tell you things of truth and surprise. i watch you crumble beneath my feet. and stuck in your puddle of tears, defeat.

"how Much Longer"
Just close your eyes, and let this be. Spill your mind, for all to see. Stop caving, and craving... insanity sucks you inside out. Your better than this. I've seen it before. You gave me the key, please open the door ? I miss you intensely, tremendous breath's taken in your absence. Always so dark, when your gone, my world seems to cry. All around me I see beauty fade and die. If I said you meant the world to me, I'd only be lieing. You mean existance to me, and far beyond even that. I fear I'll never find words to fully express, my undying love for you. I promise you this, forever to be true. I'll never stray, or fade away. I'll never stop feeling this very same way. My heart beats strong, but only for one. Behind this man stand a woman so longed for. So loved, and needed. So cared for, and sweet. Such beauty that stretches from hair strand to feet. You've forever pinned me down, and forever I'll stay. Forever you love, forever this

"yes You.., You Once Did"
you had something good, but not good enough. always too easy, but that was too rough. never too busy, but never had time. always an argument, fault always mine. so sweet, so caring to people you see. so sweet to everyone, well, except me. i always stood so firm by your side. i never let you run or hide. it turned on me, and so did you. so one day shown your colors true. i see the real, and loathe the sight. to think that once i'd held you tight. i cringe, and turn to walk away. only to remember this some other day. you had my heart, and all my soul. you had my smiles under your control. for you, i cared... i truly did. emotions that i shouldve, but never hid. you had my love, one day... you did

"to Lay In Wait"
I hold it in, and swear its sin. I feel this way AGAIN !!!!! Its madness. I dont get it, nor do I really wish to. I give and give and patiently wait, just to look a little to the left, everythings a stray. All torn and beaten, shattered, shredded like an age old tissue, barely hanging on to what used to be threads. Lying there, useless, annoyed by insanity. Screaming heart-wrenched words of profanity.... aimlessly, so silently loud. I fele the veins lifting in my face, and hands as I try so hard to keep myself. I close my eyes, and truly try to forget it exists. I know of this feeling, and hate its dark kiss. So much it changes and rips into pieces. Only leaving me enough energy to pick up and move on. You'd think someone crazy, mad to keep going. Not me, I see, and understand the situation. I volunteer myself to this willingly. For Im in love and as long as I live, I will never stop. I will wait for you..... forever, I will wait

Naugty Time
> HALOS OFF! HORNS ON! Let's Get Naughty! I am hosting my first ever NSFW AUCTION! There will be a $100,000 FUBUCKS entry fee which will be my initial bid on you. SO, you are guaranteed that back! Private Message me a Pic (be a tease or put it all out there ...whatever you like...I will be making custom pics and adding a little censorship as to leave something to the imagination!) The offer can be the usual ownership stuff or naughty packages...up to you! Girls Gone Wild and Bad Boys both encouraged to enter! Any questions just ask! XOXO ~PebblesinAZ~Make My Bedrock! C Sticky Bulletin/Blog! xoxo@ fubar

Mom In Hospital Again
Today a little before 7am I got a call from my mom telling me to come pick up Mav so she could go to the hospital. I told her to just go that mav was 13 he could stay alone for a few min. She said no that she would wait till I got there. So I jumped in my car and did 90 all the way. I got here and my mom is like ok well i'm going to be fine I'm just glad I can read my body so Everything will be ok. So i was like mom ok I believe you. Inside im crying and screaming at her for doing this to me. Screaming at God not to take her. So of course I'm all stressed out right now. And now I have to wait. My moms fiancee left to take her to the hospital as soon as I got here. They said they'd call if anything went wrong. So here I am waiting for that dreaded call that may or may not come. It just kills me everytime. I dont know what to do again. It sucks but thats the way the cookie crumbles I guess. So yeah. But If you're all wondering its her heart. She's had several heartattcks and several sten

Today On World Rock Radio
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Sen. Kennedy Hospitalized With Symptoms Of Stroke
By DAVID ESPO and GLEN JOHNSON, Associated Press Writers 8 minutes ago .. --> end storyhdr --> BOSTON - Sen. Edward M. Kennedy was hospitalized Saturday after becoming ill at his home, his office said. There was no immediate word on his condition. A knowledgeable official said the Massachusetts Democrat was in the hospital after suffering stroke-like symptoms. The official declined to be identified by name, citing the sensitivity of the events. Kennedy spokeswoman Stephanie Cutter confirmed in a statement that Kennedy went to Cape Cod Hospital on Saturday morning "after feeling ill at his home." After discussion with his doctors in Boston, Kennedy was taken to Massachusetts General Hospital for further examination. "He is currently under evaluation that information will be released as it becomes available," she said. Hyannis Fire Lt. Bill Rex told The Associated Press that a 911 call came in from the Kennedy family compound at 8:19 a.m. A man was transported to Cape

Far Beyond
We were once friends you and I But now we are left tattered and torn The rose on your shoulder has decayed To reveal every deep cutting thorn Though every promise still remains They are trees that are too weak to stand You refuse to strengthen them Now they're dying like seeds in your hand Tell me now what does it matter It's only my time that has gone Now everything is taken for granted The story we wrote took too long Will you ever understand Everything that I gave you was free The games you played were just a joke But the joke isn't resting with me Now don't misunderstand me I'd love to work things out But can we overcome the distance Far beyond reason and doubt? Now that the box has been opened What demons spring free in the night? Is it your soul you have sold To make everything else turn out right? But I am running wild and free And I won't stop for you to ask why All that is or shouldn't be Is a dream that has now passed you by Does anyone sta

Medications
I take allot of medications for my fibromyalgia and bipolar. I have a personal battle daily with taking them they seem to make me feel worse instead of better. Then my pride is another issue I am only 30 years old and I probably take more meds then most older people do. I don't even fill my pain killers because I was getting addicted even after I told my doctor she still gave them to me so I just tore up the prescriptions and tossed them. Every time I go to see the doctor I tell her my concerns she instead of trying to find me a different med raises my dose of the ones that make me feel crappy and depressed. I feel like I would be better off if I quit taking my meds and just learned other ways to deal with my pain and mood changes. I know I need to change doctors as well and that I have been looking into. Well done with my rant for now sometimes it just helps to get things off my chest.

Ok, For Today, I Am Sending Our Newsletter...
EI Newsletter Cum Play in Our Worlds! You can visit the newsletter online at: news.stormbringerenterprises.com Latest News: We have a new format for our newsletters! Candice and I would like to welcome you to the greatest and newest of the newsletter formats. Our new look still means free previews and lot's of news about what is going on at EI and LE. As always, you can view the newsletter as an html page by visiting our news site: news.stormbringerenterprises.com It's SEXY and it's NEW!!!: This week we have a lot of great things to share with you: We have new artists: Ars Phoenix - phoenix.eroticillusions.com Virtual Fantasies - biele.eroticillusions.com Have you visited our new forums? We need someone to play with! Candice, Reo, WebWych, and more people waiting to hear what you are looking for, and maybe someone to chat with... http://eroticillusions.com/forum/index.php Also, we noticed that a lot of people haven't seen the new free

If Only You Knew
I love leaving you clueless. I love making you think. I love making you wonder week after week. I love how you think you know it all, but in reality you know nothing. I love how you try to make me miserable, But you are the one who ends up suffering.

May 20-21 ,2008 Mid Atlantic Rainfall Projections
Low pressure will move across the southern ohio valley and continue to move east. As this low pressure gets close to the coast it will start to deepen. As with this last round that just went thru there will not be a whole lot of moisture available at first. Once it hits the coast it should deepen and intensify off the delmarva and then proceed to move East Northeast. Due to blocking in place this should not effect the Northeast with the exception of maybe extreme and i do mean extreme southern new england could possibly see a stray shower or sprinkles. This one will be mainly for the PA/MD line and south with just light rainfall possibly reaching into south central and east central Pa. See Blog : http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/ For rainfall totals :)

The Man He Once Was
Shedding the cloak of the man he once was to become who you think he should be, Renouncing the essence of what was before in attaining the man you now see. The tedious years have tarnished the shine of a brilliance he once called his soul. His pallet of colors now fading to gray with a brush he no longer controls. Recalling the daydreams, the fantasies lost, faint images clouded by time, Creative ambitions, excited predictions, a broken man long past his prime. Regretting his life, in that fictional role he occasionally stops to give pause, Remembering the person inspired to dream in the cloak of the man he once was. By: CrimsonCrow

Mumm's And What They Should Actually Be
I am noticing a trend in the mumm department. It seems that a lot of people have forgotten that a mumm is a "make up my mind" type of post. A lot of the mumm's I see are just questions in general. There is no asking for help to make up a mind. It seems to me that they're just becoming a way to make points. I’m not saying I’m blemish free. I did do a mumm to thank everyone that had posted on my other mumm. I was told in no certain terms that I should have done a blog for that. Reflection being, I agree. And I apologize and will try not to do that again. Sometimes a person does need a nudge to make up their mind. When there are two or more options available, and all are good, it helps to have input. Let’s get the mumm's back to what they are supposed to be. Let’s make up my (our) minds more

Waya
It is midnight... the in between time... between night and day. The wind is warm and I hear the stream just beyond the tall grass. You have walked ahead of me, but not too far. You are my protector. We stop and sit by the water’s edge. You lay your head on my thigh and are still. The night is ours and I stroke your soft fur... You are my companion. Soon you stand and walk to the edge of the water to stand on a tall rock You raise your regal head and sing to the moon I am awed at the beauty in your song. You are my soul We will walk this path together until the time the spirit world calls. If am first I will wait for you and listen for you to call to me And if the Creator allows, I will find you... For you are my... forever.

My Friend
My best friend is truly misunderstood She comes from nature like the earth and wood. All the misconceptions about her, she must defend They can't see, she has the gentleness of the wind. My friend is mischevious; that's not just a rumor But it's only her way of showing a sense of humor. She has love and respect for the human race Which never seems to be returned; what a disgrace. My friend has a heart full of loyalty and love Her grace and beauty were gifts from above. She loves to frolic and run just for fun Otherwise it's shade she seeks, to be out of the sun. There are times you may not see her standing there But, of your presence, you can bet she is aware. When I look into her eyes, I see age old intelligence When others see her, in fear they wince. I love to watch my friend as she runs so free Because my friend is a beautiful grey wolf, you see.

Help Lol
heres my problem iam with this girl who i love to death and she loves me but the problem is theres no sex at all every once in a while we fool around but no full on sex. i just dont know what to do any more. now i know yall are gonna say oh she is cheating on you. well she isnt iam with her 24/7 so there is no way she can. but i just dont know what to do to spice it up or what not hell i dont even know what a bj feels like she hates giveing them. can anyone help me?

Pasta With Asparagus
Pasta with Asparagus Ingredients: 5 garlic cloves, minced 1 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes 2 to 3 dashes hot pepper sauce 1/4 cup olive oil 1 tablespoon butter 1 pound fresh asparagus, cut into 1-1/2-inch pieces Salt to taste 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1/4 cup shredded Parmesan cheese 1/2 pound mostaccioli or elbow macaroni, cooked and drained Directions: In a skillet, cook garlic, red pepper flakes and hot pepper sauce in oil and butter for 2-3 minutes. Add asparagus, salt and pepper; saute until asparagus is crisp-tender, about 8-10 minutes. Add Parmesan cheese; mix well. Pour over hot pasta and toss to coat. Serve immediately. Yield: 4-6 servings. My notes: I thought it was too spicy but my husband loved it. Next time I would cut back on the red pepper flakes and let my husband add his own hot sauce to his plate.

Broccoli With Lemon Butter Almond
Broccoli With Lemon Almond Butter INGREDIENTS 1 head fresh broccoli, cut into florets 1/4 cup butter, melted 2 tablespoons lemon juice 1 teaspoon lemon zest 1/4 cup blanched slivered almonds DIRECTIONS Steam or boil broccoli until tender, approximately 4 to 8 minutes. Drain. In a small saucepan, melt butter over medium low heat. Remove from heat. Stir in lemon juice. lemon zest, and almonds. Pour over hot broccoli, and serve.

Grilled Portobello And Mozzarella
Grilled Portobello and Mozzarella INGREDIENTS 4 portobello mushroom caps 1/2 (8 ounce) bottle Italian salad dressing 1 (14 ounce) jar marinara sauce 1 (7 ounce) jar roasted red bell peppers, drained and sliced 8 slices mozzarella cheese 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1/2 teaspoon dried basil DIRECTIONS Place the mushrooms in a large resealable plastic bag with the salad dressing. Seal, and marinate for at least 15 minutes. Preheat grill for medium-high heat. Heat the marinara sauce in a saucepan over medium heat, and keep warm. Oil the grill grate. Place the mushrooms on the grill, and cook for 7 to 10 minutes on each side, until lightly toasted. Preheat the oven broiler. Spread the bottom of a shallow baking dish or oven-proof plate with just enough marinara sauce to cover the bottom. Place mushrooms in the dish bottom side up, and top with the peppers and remaining marinara sauce. Place 2 slices of cheese on each mushroom, and sprinkle with oregano

Mixed Seafood Grill
INGREDIENTS 2 tablespoons butter, melted 1 teaspoon lemon-pepper seasoning 1/2 teaspoon fennel seed, crushed 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 lb. halibut, cut into 1 1/4 to 1 1/2-inch pieces 12 shelled deveined fresh large shrimp with tails left on (about 1 lb.) DIRECTIONS 1. Heat grill. In large bowl, combine butter, lemon-pepper seasoning, fennel seed and salt; mix well. Add halibut and shrimp; toss to coat. Place in grill basket. 2. When ready to grill, place basket on gas grill over medium-high heat or on charcoal grill 4 to 6 inches from medium-high coals. Cook 5 to 10 minutes or until fish flakes with fork and shrimp turn pink.

Grilled Taco Pizza
INGREDIENTS 1/2 cup spicy bean dip 2 packages (10 oz each) prebaked Italian pizza crusts (6 inch) 1 cup Old El Paso® refrigerated taco sauce with seasoned ground beef (from 18-oz container) 1 can (4.5 oz) Old El Paso® chopped green chiles 1 medium tomato, chopped (1/2 cup) 1/2 cup sliced green onions (8 medium) 2 cups finely shredded Cheddar cheese (8 oz) DIRECTIONS 1. Heat gas or charcoal grill. Spread 2 tablespoons of the bean dip evenly on each pizza crust. Spoon and spread ground beef mixture evenly over dip. Sprinkle each with chiles, tomato, onions and cheese. 2. When grill is heated, place pizzas over medium heat. Cover grill; cook 8 to 10 minutes or until crusts are crisp and toppings are thoroughly heated. If crust browns too quickly, place sheet of foil between crust and grill rack. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): Place pizzas on sheet of foil; place foil and pizzas on grill rack. Cook on grill over medium-low heat.

Mistakes I Made,and Why Maybe I Am Single.
You know during my lifetime since i started school to right now i been a lonely single guy.During my school life i been some how a loner.Never had that best friend that will follow you to any kind a trouble you get in,or follow you to the ends of the earth.My dad was never their for me,to talk to me about girls,or have my first beer.Actually he had beer,but with his friends,and also been with women,which something i never had.He never taught me how to drive either.I had to teach myself at the age of 24.Anyways my Dad is not the problem here,even thou he wasn't their for me i hold no grudge,nor i am angry at him.He is just who he is,and my mom well she was the sweetest person,and very friendly,but lost her to diabeties like 5 years ago,so i miss her.The thing is that i had some opportunity in my life with women,and well i look back to what i did and i pretty much blew it,cause i froze,or didn't know what to do.Right now i sit here and just think of the girls i used to have a crush,and W

Peach And Poppy Seed Muffins
Peach and Poppyseed Muffins 3/4 cup pureed peaches 1 teaspoon baking soda 10 tablespoons butter 1 cup sugar 2 eggs 1 1/4 cups flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon vanilla 3 tablespoons poppy seeds Stir soda into peaches and set aside. Cream butter and sugar until smooth. Add eggs, one at a time. Add vanilla. Combine flour and salt. Alternately add flour and peach mixture. Then add poppy seeds. Fill 12 muffin cups nearly to top. Bake at 350F for 20 to 25 minutes.

What Would U Do?
NOW IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU PLZ REPLY IN A MESSAGE!~* ;)

When I Close My Eyes
when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

Today's Workout
with Robert kicked my ass. Wraps, MMA gloves, and sparring against his punch pads - drill after drill after drill. Tim was doing low weight, high reps of flys, while I was sparring. Then we switched - 60 total reps of flys. Then Robert stood us both on a line, facing him: He's got me on his left punch pad and Tim on his right. Left knee kick, right knee kick, left extended leg kick, right extended knee kick, one-two jabs, slip, slip and back to the start. This went on for a good two minutes, and then we were back on the weights. three times through this drill. Then we did similar stuff with sparring and weights combination for another ten minutes. After that, we got on the half-dome, stability balls, with a heavy medicine ball. We threw it back and forth ten times at cloase range, and then he backed us up. Did it again and again and again until we were about 20 feet apart. Arms were falling off. . .THEN he got us about ten feet apart again and we threw the ball OVER head b

May 21st Showers, Thunderstorms?
Another disturbance is going to move thru the area ..thanks to the vortex that has been parked over the Northeast keeping things cool and wet. There is some modest amounts of CAPE and frontogenesis associated with the next two disturbances. One that will pass thru tomorrow afternoon and evening and then another one on thursday. Once again I think there could be enough instability that I would not rule out some general T Storms and any areas that would get those storms would recieve heavier amounts of rain. I am not expecting the day to be a total washout ..there should be breaks in the clouds allowing for some sunshine and daytime heating...temps are still going to be cooler then average but they should rebound from today and top out in the low-mid 60s. See my blog for the map... http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/

Away
In a time of darkness, I am away, searching for those who inspire me. Searching for those that need me. Searching for those who spite me. Searching for those who mean nothing. The hunt is neverending and my hunger never ceases to be the leading horse of this evil calvary.

Learning
I can't seem to get it right. You know...falling asleep, without you in sight. I close my eyes and seek the darkness, only to find you wear the dark as a dress. Swirling in circles, a dancing goddess...beyond my reach, yet loved no less.

Love In Slow Motion By Bleeding Through
I will always feel and I will always care. I wish she was my enemy but I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand. For her to steal my breath. For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept. She moves in slow motion Sonically as the rain. As the rain falls down. Everything is still as she moves to me. Stands still. Maybe I'll do better on my own. Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone... And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name. I'm waiting. Still fading. So tell me I am not alone. I'm still waiting. I'm still fighting. Wake me from this sleep, So I can begin living, Or give me the solution, So I can start dying. Will I start living, or start dying? Maybe I'll do better on my own. Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name. I'm waiting still fading. So tell me I am not alone

The Good Left Undone By Rise Against
In fields where nothing grew but weeds, I found a flower at my feet, Bending there in my direction, I wrapped a hand around its stem, I pulled until the roots gave in, Finding now what I've been missing, But I know… So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven't slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I'll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out. Inside my hands these petals browned, Dried up, fallen to the ground But it was already too late now. I pushed my fingers through the earth, Returned this flower to the dirt, So it can live. I walked away now. But I know… Not a day goes by that I don't feel it's burn. There's a point we pass from which we can't return. I felt the cold rain of the coming storm. All because of you, I haven't slept in so

Jokes
Q: What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A: A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q: What's a mixed feeling? A: When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q: What's the height of conceit? A: Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q: What's the definition of macho? A: Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q: What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A: A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q: Why is divorce so expensive? A: Because it's worth it! Q: What is a Yankee? A: The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q: What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A: They both like a tight seal. Q: What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A: Their balls are just for decoration. Q: What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A: About three inches. Q: What's the difference between purple and pink? A: The grip. Q: How do you find a blind

I Will Always Remember
"Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights, and all our jokes, I fell in love." I saw that quote on a comment today. It made me think back to the first time I realized that I loved HER. It hit me just like that...somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights (though...we never truly fought to my recollection), and all our jokes, I had fallen in love with this beautiful silent stranger. Something I had never imagined possible...came to be. Though she is no longer with me, she still carries a part of my heart in her pocket. She's never tried to return it, and I wouldn't accept it if she did. She earned it. No regrets.

You're Special To Me And You've Made A Difference In My Life.
You're special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I respect you, cherish you, honor our friendship, and hold you close to my heart. Send this to all your friends including me no matter how often you talk or how close you are. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them

The Dummy
In that forgotten part of town Where wasted hopes and dreams abound, A wrinkled man with life near end, In hopes to have at least one friend, Fashioned bits of wood and things And made a dummy run by strings. He sat alone for hours on end, Conversing with his only friend And found delight within the fact That he controlled it's every act. He told it how he never had A chance, since all his luck was bad Although he'd tried so to succeed - The dummy nodded and agreed. And how his journeys in romance Had never given him a chance, And wasn't it a crying shame That he was always held to blame When everyone knew, oh so well, That life is but a living Hell, Controlled by lust and power and greed? The dummy nodded and agreed. With patience that would rival saints, That dummy sat through all complaints And, with each little expert tug, He'd droop his head or bow or shrug And give some comfort to the man Who held his lifelines in his hand And helped to fill a lo

Mere Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

Zingers
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger.... then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was.... resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was.... Sir Cumference. The butcher backed up into the meat grinder and got a..... little behind in his work. To write with a broken pencil is..... pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take..... debate. The dwarf fortune-teller who escaped from prison was a.....small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got..... twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became.... a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with... stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they will.... always multiply. What do you see when the smog lifts in Los Angeles..... U C L A. The math professor went crazy with t

A Parental Nightmare...
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be grow

Paper Plate Port Hole
What you'll need: * 2 paper plates * Silver craft paint * 8 pieces of ring shaped cereal * Fish-shaped crackers * Silk plant leaves * Sea shells * Sand * White craft glue * Blue cellophane * Wax paper * Scissors How to make it: 1. Take both paper plates and set them on the table. One should be right side up and the other should be upside down. 2. On the plate that is right side up, draw your sea floor about 1/3 up the center of the plate. 3. Line the floor area with white glue, use an old paintbrush or your finger to spread the glue out evenly. 4. Cover the wet glue with sand and set aside to dry. 5. On the upside down plate, draw a circle where you will cut out your porthole in the center of the plate. 6. Glue ring shaped cereal pieces around the circle; these are the bolts on the porthole. Let dry. 7. Paint the cereal pieces and the paper plate from the outer edge to your penciled lines. Don’t w

There's No Place Like Home Lol
Finally, my vacation has arrived (& I have earned it!). I'm leaving early tomorrow morning, going back to my hometown for a few days. Nothing special there; its just a very small town getting smaller by leaps and bounds. lol I guess sometimes Y/you just feel the need to go back to where Y/you came from, even if Y/you despise the banality of the place. My main reason for going, other than to get away from things, is to see my best friend from high school. Anyway, I'll be back Monday, hopefully with some new pics! ;P

A Walk In The Park
After a walk through the park, we took a little break at the picnic tables behind the tennis court. We talked for a moment be neither of us could keep our mind on conversation. She was sitting between my legs facing me, running her hands up and down my legs, up to my crotch. She ran her hand over my harding cock. She stopped. She begin to un buckle my belt, but it seemed to me she couldn’t get my belt off fast enough to suit me. I reached down and gave her some help, I couldn’t wait. She took my cock from my pants and begin to stoke me hard, then taking my cock all the way in to her throat. I could feel my cock growing harder as she sucked harder, faster. Both of my hands on her head pulling her hair, almost using it as a guide for her wonderful mouth up and down on my cock. Suddenly she takes me all the way and begins to hold it down the full depth. Moving , shaking her head. I start to moan in my pleasure. Then I erupt with a full load of cum while she still has

Strawberry Gashes By Jack Off Jill
Turn her over A candle is lit, I see through her Blow it out and save all her ashes for me Curse me sold her The poison that runs it's course through her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over Called her over and asked her if she was improving She said "feels fine" it's wonderful wonderful here Hex me told her I dreamt of a devil that knew her Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over Watch me fault her You're living like a disaster She said kill me faster with strawberry gashes all over I lay quiet waiting for her voice to say "Some things you lose and some things you just give away" Scold me failed her If only I'd held on tighter to her Pale white skin that twisted and withered away from me away from me Watch me lose her It's almost like losing myself Give her my soul and let them take somebody else get

Roulette By System Of A Down
I have a problem that I cannot explain, I have no reason why it should've been so plain, Have no questions but I sure have excuse, I lack the reason why I should be so confused. I know, how I feel when I'm around you, I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you, Around you. Left a message but it ain't a bit of use, I have some pictures, the wild might be the deuce, Today you saw, you saw me, you explained, Playin the show and running down the plane. I know, how I feel when I'm around you, I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you, I know, how I feel when I'm around you, I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you, Around you.

Who's To Blame By Sacred Reich
Johnny can you hear me turn that music down your making too much noise I mean it, do it now all that stuff is evil OZZY, Judas Priest theres backwards messages in that stuff that lead you to the beast Johnny can you hear me open up that door I've been calling you for hours I won't say it anymore just wait until your dad gets home and sees what you have done kicked out of school, you've got no job you useless deliquent scum Oh my god it Johnny hanging by his neck all those metal albums have led him to his death now its time for parents to open your ears and listen maybe it's to late to see what you've been missing Music is no cause of death it's you that suffocates if you had opened your eyes and ears you'd see just who to bame who should be responsible for a life that's not on track who's the one who must be there to see it gets put back were you there to here the cries of person in need were you there to see the signs or were you to busy Now it's

My Religion And What It Means To Me
BEGINNING NOTE: Wiccan. Yes, I am Wiccan. Witch. Yes, I am a Witch. No, this is not new. All I believe...all I have experienced...not new at all. Now, however...they have a name. That is new. The more I read...the more I pay attention, the clearer my path becomes. I have never felt so exhilirated and calm at the same time. My whole being has been validated...making me feel whole at last. I expect that many of my friends and family will not fully understand. I expect there to be many questions, as I have seen them already start to roll in. I have decided to share my journey here. However, not all will be disclosed as there is much that is personal when it comes to Wicca. I hope what I do disclose and share will be enough to help you understand. WICCAN OR WITCH? I would like to start off by mentioning a blog posted by my mentor, Amy Leanne. Her blog reads like this: "In response to a seemingly common misconception- It is my st

My Deity
Studying the book: Wicca ~ A Guide for the Solitary Practioner by Scott Cunningham BEGINNING NOTE: I have been asked the question, "Do you believe in God?". I realize that this is probably one of the first and most common questions asked about Wicca. Of course, I have studied enough to know the answer. Maybe the term "feel the answer" is more appropriate. I truly "feel" the answer more than I "know" it. This is, in a huge way, how Wicca works. And because it is a feeling, I, myself, have difficulty explaining it. I mean, have you ever tried to explain love? How hard is that right? All you could possibly say, never quite hits that feeling on the nose. However, reading Scott Cunningham has been like a treasure hunt and I am finding treasure with every scoop of my shovel! So, I have chosen the following quotations from my current book of study, to help answer that question..."Do you believe in God?" QUOTATIONS: "All religions are structure

Wuddup Bitches And Hoes It's Been A While
so i guess it's been a long while since i've been online. anybody care to know what's been goin' on? it's been kinda crazy. well the crackhead ex boyfriend is now the ex crackhead fiance. he has changed his ways in the year that we've been together and now is the love of my life. the psycho bitch that tried to kill me were cool. strange huh? but yeah she's got a kid on the way and shit so she's pretty much over him. but she's still a bitch though and a drama queen and i hate that fucking bitch. well anyways peace out bitches. mwcl

I Miss U Every Single Day
I miss you with all my heart, Whenever we are apart. My mind, Is always on you. I miss the feeling, That flows through me when i talk to u. I miss you when u talk to me the way u do, I miss your comforting soft voice. My heart, Embraces you.

It’s A Landslide: David Cook Rocks The ’idol’ Vote
BY LYNN ELBER, AP Television Writer 2 minutes ago LOS ANGELES - For an "American Idol" season so flat and lifeless, the end sure rocked: Ex-bartender David Cook virtually body-slammed teen prodigy David Archuleta in a surprising landslide Wednesday night, capping an energized finale filled with big stars and polished performances. All that, and the imperious Simon Cowell was reduced to apologizing to Cook for casting him as an also-ran to Archuleta the night before. Turns out Cowell's critique of Tuesday's performances had limited influence: Cook, 25, from Blue Springs, Mo., swamped Archuleta, 17, of Murray, Utah, by a margin of 12 million votes out of the record 97.5 million cast by viewers. Cook was overcome with emotion, bending toward the stage after his name was announced. When he stood up, his eyes were filled with tears, the second time in as many nights that the scruffy, grainy-voiced belter had broken down. "The ride here has been pretty nuts," Cook said to

China Says Death Toll In Quake More Than 51,000
By AUDRA ANG, Associated Press Writer 41 minutes ago .. --> end storyhdr --> BEICHUAN, China - China said the death toll from last week's powerful earthquake jumped to more than 51,000, as it appealed Thursday for millions of tents to shelter homeless survivors. The confirmed number of dead rose to 51,151 — a jump of almost 10,000 from the day before — Cabinet spokesman Guo Weimin told a news conference. Another 29,328 people remained missing and nearly 300,000 were hurt in the May 12 quake centered in Sichuan province, he said. The disaster also left 5 million people homeless and leveled more than 80 percent of the buildings in some remote towns and villages areas near the epicenter. In bigger cities whole apartment blocks collapsed or are now too dangerous to live in because of damage and worries about aftershocks. "We need more than 3.3 million tents," Foreign Ministry spokesman Qin Gang told reporters, adding that 400,000 tents have already been delivered. It was

Mu-lan, The Chinese Woman Warrior By Elisabetta Lejeune
Outline Thesis statement: "The Ballad of Mulan" has inspired many Chinese women to defy traditional gender roles. I. "The Ballad of Mulan" has experienced a resurgence of popularity as Disney is making it the story of his latest animated feature. In the last five years the traditional Chinese poem has been published in various versions of children books. II. Summary of the poem III. Yueh Fu poetry IV. Historical background V. Significance of the poem in the context of Chinese literature -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The recently released Disney movie Mulan portrays the Chinese heroine Mu Lan who disguised herself as a man to serve in the imperial army in place of her father. The movie is based on an ancient popular Chinese ballad which dates to the fifth century A.D. and which has been popular throughout the centuries. In 1993 China's Bravest Girl: the Legend of Hua Mu Lan told by Charlie Chin was publ

Almond Joy Beverage
1/2 oz Malibu® coconut rum 1 oz amaretto almond liqueur 1 oz creme de cacao 2 oz cream ice Fill mixing glass with ice, add Malibu, amaretto, creme de cacao, and cream. Shake, and strain into a highball glass filled with ice.

The Blacks And The Mexicans
i dont under stand the hate between you all. i never saw the begining to it and of those i ask they never have a reason for it. the hatred is blind and with out cause. why do you need to hate?

James Madison
James Madison, American president and political theorist (1751-1836). "During almost fifteen centuries has the legal establishment of Christianity been on trial. What has been its fruits? More or less, in all places, pride and indolence in the clergy; ignorance and servility in the laity; in both, Famous Atheist & Quotessuperstition, bigotry, and persecution." "In no instance have . . . the churches been guardians of the liberties of the people." "Religious bondage shackles and debilitates the mind and unfits it for every noble enterprise." "What influence in fact have Christian ecclesiastical establishments had on civil society? In many instances they have been upholding the thrones of political tyranny. In no instance have they been seen as the guardians of the liberties of the people. Rulers who wished to subvert the public liberty have found in the clergy convenient auxiliaries. A just government, instituted to secure and perpetuate liberty, does not need the clergy."

"ode Of The Dead"
Cease this search; I cannot be found I tend to flowers from below the ground Still that voice; for I cannot hear These sounds fall silent upon my ear Bloodless, breathless, eternal sleep Painless, lifeless, are mine to keep Just turn around, and walk away A time will come; but not this day Breaths of life, still left to live Don’t ask when, I have no say We’ll meet again; shed not a tear A place so far away from here. Copyright 2008 Elias Rathgar

Omg Mammoth. But I'm Bored. And You Love Me.
SECTION 1 + known as: Claire. Claireabelle. ClaireBear. Doodle. Tray. Cheeto. Whore. Nanners. + haircolor: blonde + eyecolor: light blue SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER. + fallen off the bed? Oh yea. It was comedy. + broken someone else's heart? Probably. + had your heart broken? Hearts don't break. + had a dream come true? Sure. SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY.. + wearing: Now...a blanket. lol. Thats all. + listening to: Kate Voegele

"i Have A Dream"
August 28, 1963 Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of captivity. But one hundred years later, we must face the tragic fact that the Negro is still not free. One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land. So we have come here today to dramatize an appalling condition. In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic w

Come One Come All To Logan's Run Lounge.
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=58084 WERE NEW IN TOWN COME CHECK US OUT DJ LOGAN OWNER,I'M CO OWNER COME CHECK US OUT ALSO CHECK OUT AFTERSHOCK LOUNGE BAR AND GRILL ARE HOME AND OTHERS THAT MAY BE AFFILATED WITH AFTERSHOCK COME ROCK UR SOCKS OFF IN GREAT LOUNGES. U FEEL LIKE HOME IN.

Obamagrams
OBAMAGRAMS: "Unlike most politicians, Barack Obama does not waffle. He comes out boldly, saying mutually contradictory things." ---Thomas Sowell -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Off limits?: "The GOP... can say whatever they want to say about me, my track record. If they think that they're going to try to make Michelle an issue in this campaign, they should be careful because that I find unacceptable... These folks should lay off my wife." ---Barack Obama, whose wife has made herself a centerpiece of his campaign. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Socialist security: "Let me be clear, privatizing Social Security was a bad idea when George W. Bush proposed it, it's a bad idea today. That's why I stood up against this plan in the Senate and that's why

Butterfly Safety Pin Jewelry
Materials Needed: * 14 -1 1/16 inches Safety Pins * 1 - 2 inch Safety Pin * Seed Beads (see picture below for colors needed) Instructions: Follow this pattern and the basic directions on the safety pin jewelry page to complete this project. Each number column represents a pin; for example, your first pin will have 10 blue beads. Your second pin will have1 blue bead, 3 orange beads, 3 blue beads, 2 orange beads, and 1 last blue bead. When you thread these beaded pins onto your larger pin, start with pin number 1.

Bumble Bee Safety Pin Jewelry
* 12 -1 1/16 inches Safety Pins * 1 - 1 3/4 inch Safety Pin * Seed Beads (see picture below for colors needed) Instructions: Follow this pattern and the basic directions on the safety pin jewelry page to complete this project. Each number column represents a pin; for example, your first pin will have 10 red beads. Your second pin will have 2 red beads, 3 white beads, 1 red bead, 3 white beads, and then 1 red bead. When you thread these beaded pins onto your larger pin, start with pin number 1.

Chess Pie
Ingredients: 4 ounces butter 1/2 cup brown sugar, packed 1 cup granulated sugar 3 large eggs 1 tablespoon vinegar 2 teaspoons vanilla 1 tablespoon cornmeal Preparation: Melt butter; blend with sugars. Add eggs and other ingredients and stir until blended. Do not beat. Bake in unbaked pie shell for one hour at 350°.

Hiring Staff
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Drama
Drama what is it really?Is it something that burns in us.Is it something that makes our days go easier.Who knows really?Especially when there's more important things to do with our besides cause shit.Is cuz of greed or jealiousy.It's not glutiney,this I know when your devil you hang on to the 7 mortal sins.Because how are you supposed to see tarnished souls that lurk the earth.To me there's only one way to go is up,and well you know the rest.But though what i'm sayin is who gets off on the drama.We all know what drama is fueled by.It's how you deal with it that only makes you stronger.Cuz all drama is,is a bunch of words that's mixed together to piss you off.If this gets to you then your not strong at all cuz you let it get to you.Me who gives a fuck.I'm on the outskirts of town listenin to the birds sing the nice through my hair and no worries.I have all i want in life and nothing more.

Jason Mayhem Miller
Nickname Mayhem Record 20 - 5 - 0 (Win - Loss - Draw) Wins 4 (T)KOs (20%) 4 Decisions (20%) 12 Submissions (60%) Losses 1 (T)KOs (20%) 3 Decisions (60%) 1 Submissions (20%) Height 6'1 (185cm) Weight 185 Born December 24, 1980 Team/Association Team Mayhem Miller

Rant
I've said it before and I'll say it again I hate two-faced people. I get so tired of trying to keep up with what people are saying. "your pagan so your going to hell" changes to " I was just upset you know God loves you" what the hell. I really don't care either way, and have no place in my heart for people like that. stick to your convictions if you think I'm damned to hell than fine so be it. yet another exacple is someone that can't do something as simple as a few things around the house when thats all that the person asks you to do. its sad when I've known her for a week and a half and shes already on my last nerve. Or the person that you meet at the club who seems cool as hell you realize that though they say they're in an open marrage means that she can fuck whoever she wants but if he wants someone other than her they have to "talk about it" I just don't get it why limit someone you claim to love. I came out to my mom today about being bisexual and pagan. aparently the only th

Bunny Safety Pin Jewelry
Materials Needed: * 14 -1 1/16 inches Safety Pins * 1 - 2 inch Safety Pin * Seed Beads (see picture below for colors needed) Instructions: Follow this pattern and the basic directions on the safety pin jewelry page to complete this project. Each number column represents a pin; for example, your first pin will have 6 light blue beads, 1 pink bead, and then 3 more light blue beads. Your second pin will have 5 light blue beads, 3 white beads, and then 2 more light blue beads. When you thread these beaded pins onto your larger pin, start with pin number 1.

High Fuel Price Fix
We all need to get to work or the store to do a bit of shopping as far as work goes thats someplace most of us need to go every day. Though we could still get there even if we took our time by leaving a bit earlier and slowing down to say 40miles per hour sure its going to clog up the road ways but you know something maybe thats exactly what the oil companies need! maybe if they stop making a profit because we don't have to fill up as often maybe the prices will drop.Now as far as shopping goes there is no reason to drive 10 or 20 miles just to go shopping shop in your neighborhood stores and I'm pretty sure they would welcome your business.Then we have the airlines there is no really good reason to fly unless of course there is a utter emergency in your family and you must get there in a hurry!think about it they use far more fuel in a day than most of us use in a month.Now we move on to local law enforcement and news heliocopters unless there is a major diaster these things should n

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room
It's not a silly little moment It's not the storm before the calm This is the deep and dyin breath of this love we've been workin on Can't seem to hold you like I want to so I can feel you in my arms Nobody's gonna come and save you we pulled too many false alarms We're goin down and you can see it too We're goin down and you know that we're doomed my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room I was the one you always dreamed of you were the one i tried to draw how dare you say it's nothin to me baby, you're the only light I ever saw I make the most of all the sadness you'll be a bitch because you can you try to hit me just to hurt me so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand We're goin down and you can see it too We're goin down and you know that we're doomed my dear we're slow dancing in a burnin room Go cry about it why don't you Go cry about it why don't you Go cry about it why don't you my dear, we're slow dancin in a burnin room

Jade 1
African Jade Jade is an ancient stone that has historically been used to attract love. Carved into a butterfly, in China it is a powerful symbol used to draw love. Jade can be used to bring money into your life. Create a positive attitude towards money and visualize yourself using money creatively and productively while holding the stone in your power hand. When making an important business decision, use the prosperous energies of jade by holding it while contemplating your course of action. Jade strengthens your mental faculties and assists in clear reasoning. Jade is also a protective stone, guarding against accidents and misfortune. Place a piece of jade between two purple candles and let the candles burn for a short while. Then carry the jade with you as a protection amulet. Symbol of successful love A butterfly carved from jade holds a special romantic significance. Ancient Chinese legend tells of a youth who wandered into the garden of a wealthy mandarin in pursuit of

Wolf & Butterfly Symbol
Wolf Symbol The Wolf is also the symbol of the wild spirit in you. The Wolf lives by rules that will be socially accepted. The Wolf seldom become aggressive and is a good communicator. The Wolf totem will help you learn how to discipline yourself so as not to waste a moment of your life and follow your spirit. Butterfly Symbol The Butterfly is a symbol of change, joy and love, metamorphosis. Butterfly is a powerful symbol in myth and religion. For Early Christians, it represented the soul itself. In China it symbolized conjugal bliss and joy. American Indians call upon the butterfly for guidance in change, color, and happiness. Butterfly Dance The "dance of the butterfly" can teach you not to take things so seriously. The butterfly has taste sensors on the front legs, enabling them to experience life through motion (dancing, walking). Butterfly brings color and lightness to your life. Color is an important part of our daily life and can affect how we respond to various

Wild Night
As you brush your shoes And stand before the mirror And you comb your hair And grab your coat and hat And you walk, wet streets Tryin' to remember All the wild breezes In your mem'ry ever. And ev'rything looks so complete When you're walkin' out on the street And the wind catches your feet And sends you flyin', cryin' Ooh-wee! The wild night is calling. And all the girls walk by Dressed up for each other And the boys do the boogie-woogie On the corner of the street And the people passin' by Just stare in wild wonder And the inside juke-box Roars out just like thunder. And everything looks so complete... The wild night is calling The wild night is calling Come on out and dance Come on out and make romance...

I Got Drunk
I got drunk so sue me I made up my mind to not give a damn I tried to forget the way that you do me Yeah, I got drunk cuz I'm your man It's not like I found someone else I could hold To make up for not holding you It's not like I went out and painted the town It's not like I was untrue I got drunk so sue me I made up my mind to not give a damn I tried to forget the way that you do me Yeah, I got drunk cuz I'm your man What gives you the right to stay out all night Crawl in and lay down the law We both know that you weren't alone That's the reason that you didn't call So I got drunk, sue me I made up my mind to not give a damn I tried to forget the way that you do me Yeah, I got drunk cuz I'm your man Yeah, I got drunk Well, I still am I still am

All About Me
life is a joke and i'm the punchline life is a gas and i smell like sulfur if the world were all lepers i'd be immune if the world was all plums i'd be a prune if the world was blemish free i'd be a boil people are mostly water and i'm mostly oil how this started rhyming i have no idea the world has gone to shit and i'm diarrhea...

That Moment
That moment when two people face each other, not knowing what to expect. The unzipping of a dress which floats to the floor. Then touch of someone’s hands running down your arm. The unbuttoning of a shirt and watching it fall. The light movement of hands against your chest. Then stepping closer, to feel the breathe capture your neck, and tickle your ear. I stand there with my eyes closed, feeling nothing but goose bumps touch my neck. The whole world stopping for one second, you gasp as he approaches from behind you. Lifting my hands above my head. My eyes still closed, as he runs his fingers down my inner arm. He pulls in close to you and your bodies fit like a jigsaw puzzle. You travel down my sides in a light movement, my hands still above my head. Slowly I bring them down and wrap them around his neck...you enjoy the feel of his hands the touch of his fingertips...your heart is racing like mad, but you say nothing. Slowly his hands reach around to my stomach and flow out cross th

Mind Ramble
We go through life,excepting things that come to us, with open arms, but then only to late we realize, that the choice's we made were the wrong ones. We go through life giving people around us only passing glances, never truely looking into thier soul. never knowing if they were the one. We go through life, hoping to find the right one. and when we finally do, we never let go. always knowing they are the one.

Critique
Coming from the bottom my emotions, These words just come flaring, Flaring like fire in vaccination potions, They seem like they have evident meaning, However to me not all have any notions, Try to get and go with the flow, Critiquing but not demeaning, Fit your self in these words, Act like you know, No care if you care, I care what I care, But still if you have these feelings please share, No effect or chip on a rock, On my feelings and esteem, Just a trip around the knowledge block, A journey to the extreme, So I can think outside of the box, If not, Kick rocks, Dock docks, Lock locks, Check stocks, Annoyingly there like rocks in your socks, Unwanted but wanted is your opinion, I want your outlook, But don't pick it apart, Don't write a book, Just put the groceries in the cart, Leave quickly, Don't act picky, Pick the canned goods not the cuisine, Whatever is the simplest, Just say green, And not aquamarine...

Imagination
The flickering of thy brain Is but a wonder Flying through oblivion Thy everbeating soul Races to the path Of sublime Crimson lips of they face Curl into happy wickedness I am passed the point Of insanity And stepping Into and eternal bliss Locking away thoughts Into a darkened heart Don't call me crazy For I am genius The wiseness of my mind Is questioned But never Forgotten The petal that falls Upon thy awakened heart Is not a reality But a thought wasting away Into infinity.

Pork And Beans
They say i need some rogaine to put in my hair Work it out at the gym to fit my underwear Okaley makes the shades to transform a tool You'd hate for the kids to think that you've lost your cool Imma do the things that i wanna do I ain't got a thing to prove to you I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans Excuse my manners if i make a scene I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like I'm fine and dandy with the me inside One look in the mirror and i'm tickled pink I don't give a hoot about what you think everyone likes to dance to a happy song with a catchy chorus and beat so they can sing along timbaland knows the way to reach the top of the charts maybe if i work with him i can perfect the art Imma do the things that i wanna do I ain't got a thing to prove to you I'll eat my candy with the pork and beans Excuse my manners if i make a scene I ain't gonna wear the clothes that you like I'm fine and dandy with the me inside one look in the mirror and i'm tic

Ghosts Walk Amongst Us Can You See?
Ghosts walk amongst us can you see? Looking in from the outside wondering why I dont fit in, I stand before you and you refuse to see me, Watching lives of others wondering when mine shall begin, Reaching out to you only to have my hands pass thru you, Grasping at straws only to fall farther away, I stand beside you and scream only to fall upon deaf ears, What am I , who am I , what is to become of me? Either you do not know or you do not care, Sitting in the middle of a crowd and no one sees me here, Tears falling like blood from a thousand beatings, My heart ignored , my soul has fled, my spirit is crushed by the silence of my life, Who am I ? I am the world's unwanted strays, I am the living ghost you walk past everyday, I am the one who cries in the night under the abandoned bridges of our desolate world, I am nothing but societies cast off , its unwanted trash kicked to the curbs in front of your very home, I am the homeless you refuse to see. Mordechai

Do You Live Or Die?
Do you Live or Die? I draw back from your throat with your Life's Blood slowly dripping from my hungry mouth, I run my tongue over the wound as your Life flickers and fades from your eyes, I look deep within the windows of your Soul searching for that last defiant spark of passion for Life, I delve deeply into your mind and spirit and whisper a single life changing question... Do you wish to be born of My Darkness and to Live Forever? I hear a mur-mur from your very Essence , So with a whimper and a sigh... Do you Live or Do you Die? Mordechai

Into The Light ... From The Darkness Of My Life
Into the Light ... From the Darkness of my Life Running once again as the demons of my past transgressions hunt for me. Darkness that was once my friend no longer holds a safe refuge for me. The baying of the hounds of my personal Hell are now hot on my trail, snapping and thirsting for my battered body and splintered soul. I dodge among the trees of my past mistakes with their branches flailing the flesh from my bones. Hoping and seeking the light of my Salvation, Your Loving embrace. I see you at the edge of this forest of my Damned existence. The Drawing farther away with every step I take. To stumble now is to be torn apart for the rest of eternity knowing that my only chance for peace and serenity has fled with you into the light. Mordechai

Hoping , Wishing, Loving, Waiting
Hoping , Wishing, Loving, Waiting Hoping that time will heal this pain in my heart, Hoping that things can be resolved without a loss i fear so much, Wishing for something that is beyond my control, Wishing for truth and love to set us free, Loving you more than i knew was possible, Loving you even though you are not here with me, Always being bound to you through my heart and soul, Always knowing that you are my perfect half. Waiting for you to claim me before all the world to see, Waiting for you is what i shall do no matter how long it may take. Mordechai

Without You All That Remains Is ....
Without you All that remains is .... My heart lies in pieces, My soul lies shattered before the world, My spirit is crushed, My faith lies at your feet, My hope lies burnt, My life lies in ashes without you, My tears fall without end, My joy has gone with you, All that remains is an empty husk of the man I was, All that remains is the pain of your absence, All that remains is the bloody trail my tears have left, All that remains is a hole where my heart should be, All that remains is a man broken by cupid's arrow, All that remains is memories of what was, All that remains is thought of what should have been, All that remains is a fleeting hope that you will return. Mordechai

Exquisite Torment
The pain ripping my soul apart is slowly diminishing. my bleeding heart is mending. Like a thief in the night, You walked into my life. Using Your kind words and loving heart, Healing me and welcoming me. Knowing only pain and heartache for so long, my pen is freed from it's block. Free to write of happiness and light. Your exquisite light engulfing the darkness. Drowning it out. Sewing closed the tears on my heart. Patching the holes. Filling my soul with kindness. Now, i know a new agony. An exquisite agony. One that is beautiful in it torment. my heart knows Your compassion. my soul knows Your kindness. Now, my body craves Your touch. my hands ache to feel Your flesh. To trail my hands along Your body, Bringing You pleasure. Teacher or Mentor, Master of my soul. You healed me when thought impossible. For that, my heart is Yours. To love too fast is foolish, So i will not say love. You lay within my heart, Holding it secure. More words to

Friends For Life
Some Friends Are Forever Sometimes in life, you find a special friend: Someone who changes your life by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there is really good in this world. This is forever friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark & empty, your forever friends lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world Suddenly seem bright and full. If you find such friend, you feel happy and complete you have a forever friend for life!

Is Yours True?
i feel Your strong arms, They are holding me close. i feel Your tender lips, Gently caressing mine. Can You feel my arms, Holding You close? Can You feel my lips, Returning Your kiss? i feel You love, Reaching out to me. i feel Your soul, Joining with mine. Can You feel my love, Keeping You close? Can You feel my soul, Connecting with Yours? my love for You, Keeps me strong. Does it remind You, Of where You belong? True love can overcome, Almost any obstacle. i know my love is true, Is Yours???

Again I Did Not Write This
Feel my lips between your hips Feel my lips against your skin Feel my tongue between your pink lips Feel my tongue as it slides in Gently licking you Softly sucking you Slowly fucking you Until I taste you Feel my hands slide up your skin Feel my hands caress your tits Feel my cock as it slides in Feel my cock inside your clit Gently fucking you Softly fucking you Slowly fucking you Until I come inside you these are so easy to find on the net .... beware the writings that people post and claim to be theirs !

Resistance: What To Do About The Endless No’s
by Beth Haiken Reviewed by the BabyCenter Medical Advisory Board Last updated: January 2006 Why it happens The technical name for your 2-year-old's fascination with the word "no" is "refusal" — and the simple fact is that 2-year-olds say "no" because they can. "They've just found out that they have a will, and they want to exercise it," explains Susanne Denham, professor of developmental psychology at George Mason University and author of Emotional Development in Young Children. This phase often comes on suddenly, leaving parents perplexed over their child's newfound defiance. Mike Lynd, of Redwood City, California, says his first child, Meredith, began saying "no" when she turned 2. "All of a sudden," Lynd says, "everything was 'no.' And she'd wind up to it in this funny way — 'Nnnnnnnnnnno.'" The stage can disappear as quickly as it appeared, too. "One day Meredith opened her mouth," Lynd says, "and instead of 'No,' out came 'Mmmmmmm I don't know.' And that was the end

The Power Of Words
The Power of Words Words are more powerful than most know or can believe. With a few spoken words you can either crush a person's ego or lift them from the depths of despair. You can give them hope or dash all hope beyond recovery. You give someone the strength to carry on or remove a person's will to live. All because of a few spoken words. when they say the pen is mightier than the sword this is what they mean. So my friends think carefully of how you speak to the people close to your heart cause you never know what hurt you may step on and what damage you may accidentally cause. Speak with love and compassion not with loathing and bitterness. Speak with patience and understanding not with impatience and anger. Always remember we all have pain from the past we carry with us some more than others but we all carry some. There are some who can speak freely of things and there are others who hold tight and hide the pain of their past because they are fearful of it being used against t

Congratulations To Our Newest Prophet Booboo! Bulletin By ~phoenix~
CONGRATULATIONS BOOBOO! WHAT A RUSH!! MEET OUR NEWEST PROPHET! YOU AND THE SHADOW LEVELERS ARE AN AWESOME BUNCH AND I AM GLAD TO KNOW YOU ALL! NOW WHOS NEXT?..lol ♥BooBoo♥Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne@ fubar WITH MUCH LOVE... ~Phoenix~@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-05-31 00:30:03')

The Rusted Knight
The Rusted Knight It all start so long ago when a young knight won his spurs in a tournament of chivalry and was declared a knight of the realm, and sets out upon his personal quest to defend the realm he so dearly loves and all who live within it. He mounts his great white stallion and rides out in his gleaming armor toward adventures that he has dreamed of all his youth. His first goal as with all knights is to ride thru the Vale of Shadows. The Vale of Shadows is a mystical place created by the Descendants of Avalon as a gift for undertaking the protection of the land and to repay them for what they have sacrificed to do this. Since their sacrifice is to lead a lonely and solitary life, forever moving from one place to another, righting wrongs that have nothing to do with them personally. They are the hand of the King of the Realm and they swear their allegiance to the land, not the King himself. Always to the land and its people, forever bound with oaths of chivalry and honor

Congrats Booboo Our New Prophet!!!!! Bulletin By Gary
Congrats to our new PROPHET!!! ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Gary & Lynne@ fubar (repost of original by 'GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned byMémºî®è™~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo' on '2008-05-31 15:31:21') (repost of original by 'SingleDad38 {{{{{ SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}}' on '2008-05-31 15:55:56')

More Fan Fiction From Ncis
Tony walked into the Green Dragon, a local bar near the Navy Yard, and searched through the crowd for his co-workers. Throughout the past few months, he'd declined numerous offers from his friends to meet for drinks after work. Now that his undercover assignment was over, he could afford the luxury of joining them. “Tony!” Abby called, by the tone of her voice, already tipsy, “Come on, we saved you a seat!” He found the gang at a booth, laughing and drinking happily. Ziva shoved McGee over against Abby to make room, “Nice of you to join us, Tony!” she smiled, “Next round is yours.” Taking a seat beside them, he checked the contents of his wallet, “Okay, at least its payday tomorrow.” he sighed, placing a twenty on the table McGee downed the last of his beer, “That's it for me, I don't feel too good.” he groaned “That's your first beer, Timmy. No one gets that wasted, that quick. Its improbably, if not impossible.” Abby scoffed, “Besides, Gibbs is our designated driver. S

Mirage
Mirage, vision challenged mental want recognized the things longed for Reflection, of true reality forced upon us by life genetics sealed our fate Ripples, running across time magnify the ware on ourselves all experiences resurface Miracles, come out renewing our imagination forcing us to return to youth Creativity, will emerge from deep inside our souls bringing all emotion to surface Sensitivity, is unleashed breaking the boundaries of aggression releasing the strong power of want

Liquid Being
Dripping strings of emotion A melting web entangling my mind I have ceased to be Yet here I am I am nothing And everything All at once Fade to shine Raw blue fingers Painting valleys Red eyes Such anger and rage Painted with life Soaked with feeling And now Liquefied with pain Longing to be whole Though I am all I need to be Secrets locked away Trembling with anticipation One day No longer a puddle The sun will caress me My eyes will be opened Nothing can touch me For I am nothing Yet everything And I fade to shine

Moods
Tell me my estranged one How the colors holding crimson change to dawn Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful, & At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black. Tell me my estranged one why everything that begins on a happy note Ends on a sad note Warming anger, than boiling temper Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon Than cooling down gradually as evening comes Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care Turning everything you touch to golden As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows All around showing the world that Love exists As we pass in our paths Lighting up your evening skies. Tell me my estranged one Why We let go off our hands to part ways With tears in our eyes Some shown some hidden As we begin our walk We leave each other in sadness Hurt, in Pin drop silence Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now One Sacrifice, one misundersta

Hourglass
Our life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time. Every moment, everlasting and ever-changing, slipping through my fingers, as I turn the pages of my journey into unwritten eternity. To the moments of love and pleasure, to nights of question and pain. To those who have changed you for good, and events that made you who you are today. To the past and our memories of time spent together and alone. Our cocktail of accomplishments mixed with how we`ve become known, awaits a final toast to our existence and our passing

Summer Sweat
Silky sweat on skin- internal humidity, he's on my mind again. I'm dreaming summer stroking, on blankets hidden in grass-green groves- that no one knows but us. Lips that whisper-moan words unheard but felt, and twisted by teasing tongues that make breathing hard- and thought unthinkable. My eyes are closed against too-bright sun, and too-sharp eyes that delve deep into places I keep hidden even from him. Then weight disappears- and hands that held mine trapped are pulling me higher, as earth and air and self explode-contract and I'm crying- as my eyes open, and my hands reach for a face that's not there. Only my bedroom ceiling, and the air-conditioner is broken again.

In Her Dreams
He cupped her face in his hand Looking at her longingly, a soft gentle kiss he gave In that moment, right there with him was all that mattered Her heart received him, her soul opened up to his In a crowded room he came up behind her Blew soft kisses on her bare back and neck Awakening feelings she didn't know A light sweat he noticed on her neck He sensed it all from the way her body responded to his He has her dreaming The mind fascinates her, His voice has her heart beating like an African drum She is swimming in the deep end and dosen't want to stop He has a body that makes her see future generation Every time she sees him she can't help but marvel at this Beautifully, wonderfully, and fearfully made creature Of God How beautiful they are together, in her dreams

Gardening
I awakened a short time ago very hot and turned on. It was a dream about hands, tongues, eyes and you in my head. I am in my herb garden feeling the plants tickling my legs as I walk among and through them -- crushing some leaves in passing. The scent of the rosemary, savory and lemon thyme is thick and cloying. The air is still and heavy with humidity. I am drawn to the lower part of the back yard. In my dream there is a stand of trees and undergrowth that is left wild for the birds, rabbits and squirrels. At this hot time of the year the wild area can be in deep shade and some parts are totally hidden. It's almost like a little cave in my dream. Thinking I hear someone call my name I turn and a figure is before me. All I can clearly see are his eyes and hands. There is no fear because somehow I know him, so I smile and walk forward. It is you. Who arranged this? How did this happen? Suddenly, I am next to you in your arms. Your fragrance is as mine, only stronger, as if you

Airplane
[As the plane prepares to take off] Old lady: Nervous? Ted Striker: Yes. Old lady: First time? Ted Striker: No, I've been nervous lots of times. Ted Striker: Surely you must be joking. Dr. Rumack: I never joke. And don't call me Shirley.

About The Ex...
This was a message that I sent earlier to another one of my friends here. I like how my heart just poured out when I typed it, so I'll post it here, too... _ _ _ _ _ We went out and talked. I missed that. We had coffee, spent time at the beach, he played a song for me, and just... I don't know what it is about that man. Just when you think you know him and where he's headed, he blindsides you with a wildcard and makes things more exciting. While we talked, we became silent. The sun started to set, we knew that we had to get going, but didn't want to leave. That moment was just perfect. We shared a silence and I felt as if this is where my heart belongs. Once the sun was gone, I said that I wish I could take him back to India with me. He just smiled and said that I'm going to need a bigger suitcase and some snacks to feed him on the long flight. I know that I may have come off as saying that it's a joke, but I am only half-joking. I really do wish he could come with me even if he

Bone Crudher Lounge
Yo, I got me a nifty lil job Djin for Bone Crusher Lounge , be sure to stop by and check the schedule. I'm on Mon, Thur,Fri,Sat and Sun, 6-9 central, dont bescared, come hang with us: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=58052

Being Random
so..because I am bored and can't sleep I figured...hey why not write a blog. Then there comes the part of what to write! Hmm..well..I could ramble on about life or talk about stupid men that have been in my life or I could just ramble on make no sense at all....oh wait..seems I might already be doing that! Well hell...I have no clue LOL! Ok so I am being stupid but that is what happens when you have too much time on your hands and can't sleep! Maybe I should go take a shot...see where that gets me.....

John Mccain's Son
John McCain's Sons Talk about putting your most valuable where your mouth is! Apparently this was not 'newsworthy'enough for the media to comment about. Can either of the other presidential candidates truthfully come close to this? .... Just a question for each of us to seek an answer,and not a statement. You see...character is what's shown when the public is not looking. There were no cameras or press invited to what you are about to read about, and the story comes from one person in New Hampshire. One evening last July, Senator John McCain of Arizona arrived at the New Hampshire home of Erin Flanagan for sandwiches, chocolate-chip cookies and a heartfelt talk about Iraq. They had met at a presidential debate, when she asked the candidates what they would do to bring home American soldiers - soldiers like her brother, who had been killed in action a few months earlier. Mr. McCain did not bring cameras or press. Instead, he brought his youngest son, James McCain, 1

Negotiation
Negotiation I submit that when were being socialized, many of us learned to think of negotiation as the art of getting as much as we could while giving up as little as possible. As part of the process we learned what power knowledge is, and so we also learned to hold back important information until we could benefit from it, to pressure others to do as we demanded, and sometimes even to lie, cheat, and steal to get our way. If we were adept at this game we became nonconsensual Tops, bullies, even, and got the mates, jobs, honors, and goods that were, in effect, the spoils of our little wars. If we were less adept we probably learned to top from the bottom instead: to manipulate people and situations to our advantage, or even change our desires so that we preferred the mates, jobs, honors, and goods we got to those we now perceived we did not really want anyway. In either case, we learned to apply the win-lose strategy of competition to our personal encounters and nearly always

June 1
This morning I went to the Church of the Nativity and to the Milk Grotto. I left my camera home because I didn’t think it was a good thing to take pictures around worship. I will return tomorrow, early in the morning for pictures. The worship service I attend is right next to the actual Church of the Nativity (in St. Catherine’s) at 11 am and they are celebrating several First Communions. It is a spectacle of activity, people coming and going, cameras going off, kids getting antsy, but it was amazing as I was with about 1200 people. The gothic Church of the Nativity seems to be getting a face-lift of sorts with some of the frescos being “brightened.” Gina knows one of the children taking communion so she tries to catch them after the service and I have several minutes to study the columns that support the massive structure. They too have aged. It’s amazing to realize at one time, images of the apostles were painted on these beams but you can barely make out the figures now. How long ha

How To Dance In The Rain
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied t

Paul Simon - You Can Call Me Al
A man walks down the street He says, Why am I soft in the middle now? Why am I soft in the middle? When the rest of my life is so hard! I need a photo-opportunity I want a shot at redemption Don't want to end up a cartoon In a cartoon graveyard Bonedigger, Bonedigger, Dogs in the moonlight Far away, my well-lit door Mr. Beerbelly, Beerbelly Get these mutts away from me! You know, I don't find this stuff amusing anymore If you'll be my bodyguard I can be your long lost pal I can call you Betty And Betty, when you call me You can call me Al A man walks down the street He says, Why am I short of attention? Got a short little span of attention And whoa, my nights are so long! Where's my wife and family? What if I die here? Who'll be my role-model? Now that my role-model is Gone, gone He ducked back down the alley With some roly-poly, little bat-faced girl All along, along There were incidents and accidents There were hints and allegations If you'll

Stimulus Check
Let me tell you how wrong our government is. Everyone eligible to receive a stimulus check from the government will get 300 to 600 dollars. I got my 300 dollar check last week. Two days later the IRS sends me a letter, Oh hey by the way you owe us 288 dollars. WTF right?

Visiting Dheshe Camp
I will have more to write about soon but for now I am getting ready to tour Dheshe refugee camp at the invitation of another friend, this time my maid. I will receive a tour, a meal and hopefully some good video. This camp is in the best shape of any camp in Palestine or Lebanon so it isn't very representative, but it is the chance to hear their story. In the morning I went to Damascus Gate district leading to the Old City in Jerusalem which was fascinating! Just to see all those people, the vendors and more, was truly a sight to behold! And you know, I thought I was an impatient driver at times, but having been here for this amount of time, I am convinced I am too timid of a driver to be on those roads. That traffic was unbelievable!

A New Love
A feeling of love once again, Felling different, yet at the Same time felling like the others, Not sleeping at night, Not thinking of my loves before, Once again having a new love, Not knowing where this will go, Giving it a twist of excitement, This new love I feel, Afraid to speak of, For fear of a broken heart, For a fourth time it'd be, But this new love, I shall Keep with me as long As it be possible, For this new love, I hope to be my last love

A Firefighters Wife
Chasing flames and saving lives is a firefighters thrill; And I'll do this job, the best I can, with the Lords grace and will. But even though I love the flames, the excitement, and the roar; There's someone waiting back home for me, that I love even more. My best friend, my soul mate, she is the love of my life. I am so very grateful that she is my wife. She understands the job I do, but how she hates it so. I hear her cries, and see her tears, each time I have to go. As I race to the fire, to battle the beast, I wonder how she is; And pray to God, to let me return, to feel her tender kiss. I know she won't sleep, with her heart filled with strife, She knows why I must leave her, to go and risk my life. She would only have to say the word and I would walk away; And never fight another fire, or keep the beast at bay. But I know that's something she'll never do, she loves the man I am. She's proud of me for the lives I save and for my helping

Blast Off
Blast off! Up to the stars we go And leave behind everything I used to know. Somebody's giving me a whole lot of money to do What I think I want to So why am I still feeling blue? Oh what a time though... Goddamn, get your head out of your hands. Here's to all the times we're gonna have. Cooped up for a year with the two best-looking babes I've seen all year Get me another bottle of beer 'Cos I'm feeling fine Go ahead, waste your head We've got the time. I hope you don't object if I Speak my mind Don't forget the purpose of the mission, Or Nomis will be swallowed by its sun. Each one of you is a top graduate of the Star Corps Academy It's up to you reach for a dream Oh what a time though! Go ahead and waste your life I'm still in fear. I hope you don’t object if I Crack another beer. Hold on, who is it here that I see? Wasn't she a she a favorite bitch in the Academy? I don't know if I wanna lead on this woman, You know I've done that before. She's

New Page, New Look...
I decided to clean up my page. I took down the naughty pics, if thats the only reason your here, then its time for you to go..I want a nice page..tired of the comments, just tired of it all..I want friends, not horn dogs who wanna peek at my boobs..I will be deleting some also who I think need to go..Take care..

Another From Yesterday
How can I explain my decisions around the refugee camps I have seen? I have debated and debated whether to show pictures. I have to confess I struggle with taking pictures of people in the throes of extreme poverty. I know my own limitations regarding this: pictures move me to anger and action. But on the other hand, I do question whether it is an intrusion, an indignity to their humanity. How do I tell you their story, how do I explain their experience and preserve their dignity? Suffice it to say, I have now seen things that will haunt me, but then, I have seen things on TV that linger and linger as well. For many of us, this is the picture of refugees: But much has changed in Palestine since this picture was taken in 1949. And Dheisheh has changed much from this scene. They fled here from the tiny villages in and around the Negev near Jericho and Ramallah. In 1951 the first houses were built as it was obvious what began as a temporary flight had become a more permanent real

Waking Up.......
Waking up slowly Wanting him The dream so real Him holding me so tight His hands flowing over my body Touching, caressing His lips warm and wet, kissing me with such passion Such tenderness My body responding Aching Empty My breast swelling at the thought of his touch The nipples hard My hips moving as feelings sweep over The need for him so strong I'm touching myself So wet, so warm Imagining it's his hand on me The tightness grows Becoming pain, a want so bad It's indescribable Then the image of him Erection so hard, standing out from his body He comes to me With one hard thrust Enters me filling the aching emptiness And my body twists as orgasm grabs me and carries me to the pleasure that only he gives. Waking from that kind of dream can be pleasurable or leave you feeling down. For me, this one was a pleasure. I guess because I didn’t leave it there. Wet dreams are often the precursor of the sexual desire we all try to kee

Broke Is Broke
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in High-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away," said the old lady. "I haven't got any money, I'm broke!" As she proceeded to close the door, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed wide open. "Don't be too hasty," he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure on to her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. The old lady stepped back and said, "Well I hope you've got a damned good appetite, because they cut off my electricity this morning.

My Animal Totem
Which animal totem best suits you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as WolfYou are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what. Wolf 100%Eagle 92%Deer 92%Salmon 92%Fox 83%Dragon 83%Snake 75%Dog 75%Horse 75%Bear

Friday Funny...!! (6th June 2008)
Burial At Sea Two Irish brothers Mick and Paddy have made a promise to their uncle. They had an Uncle Seamus who was a seafaring gent all his life and before he passed away, he made the boys promise to bury him at sea. Of course he did eventually pass away and the "boys" remembered to keep their promise. So off they set with Uncle Seamus all stitched up in a burial bag and loaded onto their rowing boat. After a while Mick says, "Do yer tink dis is fer enuff out, Paddy?" Without a word Paddy slips over the side only to be standing in water up to his knees. "Dis'll never do Mick, let's row some more". After a bit more rowing Paddy slips over the side again but the water is only up to his belly, so on they row. Again Mick asks Paddy, "Do yer tink dis is fer enuff out Paddy?" Once again Paddy slips over the side and almost immediately says, "No dis'll neva do". The water was only up to his chest. So on they row and row and row when finally Paddy slips

Hard Times
hello everyone i know hard times comes to everyone at a time in their lives, but everyone handels them differently, but there is no need to end ur life for them, cause problems come and go, if ur one that thinks by running away or keeping by urself or just simply ending urlife is going to solve it!!! well ur mistaken big time, cause the problem will always be there, we need to just get up and fight the big fight and keep ur head up and strive like a champ. life is grand and so is love, dont waste it enjoy it cause we only have one chance at it.

Continue Hard Times
what we need to do is keep going and be strong have faith and you will see that behind every storm there is a beautiful rainbow, dont be so hard on urself and others ,if something dont work out keep on going til it does, not everyone or anything are the same, we are all different and unique and its ashame how people can just be so blinde and not see the good in people no matter what they look like, please people dont judge a book by its cover, because if u do, it will come back at you, cause its like what my name says, what goes around comes arond, is all all about the 8-factor.

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Mum Part Three
Life before all this was so different, mum always took me to the park or we’d spend time together. I always believed I was the only child but felt there was something missing. The way mum slowly went down hill spelt it out for me, drinking was normal but soon came the crack and dope. Some nights we would sit together listening to the radio making fun of the song of singing together, but not anymore. Mum was like a blank sheet of paper with nothing on it, everything that was written was now erased, including me. She had no memory of me, not even when she was sober back in the old days she couldn’t remember me. Every night I felt I like screaming at her, trying to make her see sense but I knew that wouldn’t work, I wanted her to love me again but that would never happen again either, even to remember who I was would make me smile but hey can’t fucking have it all. She was now a selfish cold blooded women, living on drink and crack trying to make herself a better life, pretending th

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Sex Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more likely to prefer that one partner is opposite sex and that the third is same sex. Your lovers adore you because you are a real ego stroker. You are eager to please and will do almost anything they ask. You are a born diplomat,

Come On And Lie To Me
House is right. Everybody lies. Even the trivial shit where truth is the simpler proposition. I've had it. Let's dispense with the truth entirely. What have you got? Navy SEAL? Miss America? Slept with Angelina Jolie? Impress me. I already know that's not your truck, you had nothing to drink, and you've never seen that pot before. And death threats? Old. Been there, done that. At least be creative if you're going there.

2008 Mlb Draft - Lsu Players
Seven LSU players were selected Friday in the Major League Baseball first-year player draft. The Tigers chosen in the draft include left-handed pitcher Ryan Verdugo (9th round, San Francisco); first baseman Matt Clark (12th round, San Diego); right-handed pitcher Louis Coleman (14th round, Washington); left-handed pitcher Blake Martin (17th round, Minnesota); right-handed pitcher Jared Bradford (18th round, St. Louis); third baseman Michael Hollander (20th round, Texas); and junior right-handed pitcher Jordan Brown (39th round, Chicago Cubs). The seven LSU players selected by MLB clubs represents the most since eight Tigers were taken in the 2001 draft.

Three Contractors
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House. A Yankee, a Mexican, and a Texan. They go together with a White House official to examine the fence. The Yankee contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well," he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Mexican contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Texan contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700." The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure!?!?" The Texan contractor whispers back, "$1,000 for me, $1,000 for you, and we hire the Mexican to fix the fence." "Done!" replies the government official. HA

From A Real Mutha....
....when I grow up, I wanna be a fathuh. They don't have to do anything and never are the one to do NUTHIN. Anybody disagree.... say so. IE: http://www.fatherhood-edu.org/ (perhaps then I can understand my children's father's attitude)

Skinny Lil White Guy....
Skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him looks down and says: '7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown.' The little guy faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: 'What's wrong with you?' In a weak voice the little guy says, 'What EXACTLY did you say to me?' The big dude says: 'I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me..... I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown.' The small guy says: 'Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, 'Turn around'.

Too Cute!!!
A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it.." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I also know that you weigh

Poem: Heart And Head (where Men Lay To Rest)
Heart and Head (Where Men Lay to Rest) I'm dead in the brain it's insane i can't maintain Waitin' for rain...it goes as quickly as it came I can change...better yet I wanna be the same What the shell contains...only my soul and my remains Lioness tamed...she purrs when I say her name Checkmate I win...apparently y'all had no game A piece of Heaven...y'all thought that she was lame I must be Superman...cuz she's my Luis Lane Blood of Kings and Chiefs....flows steadily in my vain And it's a shame...when my own people are my bane Don't let me get started about what the heart contains... I could show compassion...but that really ain't my thang I'm a spec of pepper...in the middle of a salted plain If I was a slug...truely death has already came Mysterious yes...for reasons I cannot explain World on my shoulders....supported by my skinny frame j.a.m.a.r. and three2six3 pseudonyms my yin and yang Hard to remove from the soul...as if they were blood stains Let's talk abou

Just A Thought
This man has proven himself to align with wayward religious fanatics like Rev. Wright, who is a nut job and denounces the very country he lives in. saying "God Damn America". Um..ok. He attended and listened to this jerk for 20 years before FINALLY leaving not long ago, probably only for political, not personal reasons. So he probably still believes in this jerk's beliefs, despite running for the presidency of this country that his buddy ranted about in a sermon that should be used to preach faith, love, and forgiveness. He also wants to raise taxes and the deomocrats run the house and since they've been doing so, gas has gone up increasingly. We all know Bush isn't the brightest crayon in the box but he means well for our country, defending it from terrorists and fanatics. Let's not forget that Michelle Obama even admitted to not being proud of her country. what the hell is wrong with this picture? The Dems don't wanna drill off the coasts where the oil is so we can get gas back to wh

Heart
For all who know Robert (my Hubby) had a heart value replacement this morning and things are going good so far. He went thought the surgery fine and in now in the recuperation stage now. He is in ICU for a few days. Can't wait until he is in a regular room. Doctors say no later that Friday evening he should be in his own room.

Silent Death Up For Auction- Ownin Death Never Looked So Good
~OWN SILENT DEATH.... DEATH NEVER LOOKED THIS GOOD~ - Owned in name for 1 week. - Top friends for 1 week - 1 big pimpin gift - Shout out on Profile for 1 week - 100 pics rated 10's durring HH - SFW Salute - Daily profile comment Wanted Dead Or Alive - Bon Jovi

Bored And Tired
Nothing really of interest to say. Mostly bored & tired w/a headache & wanted something to do so I decided to do this. Also decided to play on here for a lil bit but about to go give my son his meds & finish the book I'm reading. Nothing good on tv & Chuckie doesnt wanna watch a movie... not sure I'd be up to it anymore anyway lol. Aiden is yawning so I guess not taking a full nap today he'll pass out soon. Might be a good thing for the both of us.

Coldplay - Clocks
Lights go out and I can't be saved Tides that I tried to swim against You've put me down upon my knees Oh I beg, I beg and plead, singing Come out of things unsaid Shoot an apple off my head And a trouble that can't be named A tiger's waiting to be tamed, singing You are You are Confusion never stops Closing walls and ticking clocks, gonna Come back and take you home I could not stop that you now know, singing Come out upon my seas Curse missed opportunities Am I a part of the cure Or am I part of the disease, singing You are, you are You are, you are You are, you are And nothing else compares Oh, oh no nothing else compares And nothing else compares You are You are Home, home where I wanted to go Home, home where I wanted to go Home, home where I wanted to go Home, home where I wanted to go

Another Quiz! (yay)
When faced with tough decisions, you're selfless and kind. Yeah, sometimes you have a weak moment or two - who doesn't! But your good deeds outweigh your bad ones. When the time comes, you're sure to be fitted for your very own pair of Angel wings. Heaven or Hell Quiz by QuizRocket.com Funny Quizzes!MySpace Quizzes | Love Quiz | Online Quizes.

Seether - The Gift
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it

Whats Your Sexual Talent 2
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Look At This Great Artist, Vanessa Nelson
Please people visit www.vanessainelsonart.com Its home of the great Vanessa Nelson, an American artist, with an unusual and unique style of art - her Vandoodles really rock!!!! Please take a look and sign the guest book, many thanks matt

I Dont Know
i dont know what to do my life is almost at its breaking point...im so lost...and i have no one to find me...everything feels like its falling apart...i cant stand the fact that i cant be happy for once...thats all i want...and no one seems to want to let be happy...it sux...im on a rollercoaster and i got got alot going on...this sux...i hate it...i want it to go away...im tierd of being sad...im tierd of being lonely...im tierd of my life just going no where...im tierd of losing ppl most dear to me...im tierd of my world crumbling...im at the bottom of a dark pit i need to get out....

Hackers Using Our Profiles
Someone got hold of my password by usin a clone fbar log-in screen..then sent messages to many men and women and sending yahoo mail addresses.. just a heads up so it doesnt happen to you..

’guitar Hero: Metallica’ Coming Soon
Tor Thorsen of GameSpot reports: When sifting through an SEC filing of Activision's over the weekend, Wedbush Morgan Securities analyst Edward Woo — associate of the highly visible Michael Pachter — uncovered a gem in the section where the Santa Monica, California-based publisher discussed its upcoming game slate. "In fiscal 2009, we plan to publish Guitar Hero: On Tour for the NDS; Guitar Hero: Aerosmith, Guitar Hero: Metallica, and Guitar Hero IV across multiple platforms," the company said in its report. Activision's fiscal year ends on March 31, 2009, which means that the game will likely follow the holiday release of Guitar Hero: World Tour (nee Guitar Hero 4). Guitar Hero: Metallica will be the first time a game based on the multiplatinum-selling band — which has become only slightly less famous for its antipiracy efforts as its musical achievements — has made it to retail. However, it is the second such game to be announced. In 2003, Vivendi Games — which will soon merge w

My Question Is?
Do you have to act like a WHORE on here to get rates? I mean whats wrong with honest & true to yourself type of people, has it gotten that damn bad? To think that theres only a few of us out there, seriously?

Help Me Win!
I am watching that dance crew show on MTV. I had no fucking clue that dance crews were so popular! I am jealous man… I want my own dance crew, you know other than the fact I can’t fucking perform hip hop dance if my life depended on it. My dance crew would have to be back up by live musicians and include chants like the Go! Team to satisfy me. I just accidentally located my long lost secret blog that I haven’t touched since 2005. It’s pretty sad if I say so myself. Go lurk. http://strangledhousewife.blogspot.com/ OH! I am in a little beauty contest to be a model on a website for which I will get to fly out to sunny Southern California and take creepy and sexy zombie pin-up photos for this awesome upcoming alternative porn site. I would really appreciate you guys doing your best to vote for me (contestant #2, you HAVE to type it like “#2“) EVERYDAY but posting a vote on the contest page, which is found here: http://www.headsickpinups.com/news/?p=135 ALL you have to do i

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This....
Message: MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I

Marilyn Manson - This Is The New Sh*t
Everything has been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name Babble, babble, bitch, bitch Rebel, rebel, party, party Sex, sex, sex and don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah, got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Babble, babble, bitch, bitch Rebel, rebel, party, party Sex, sex, sex and don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah, got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing Are you motherfuckers ready For the new shit? Stand up and admit Tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit Do we get it? - No Do we want it? - Yeah This is the new shit Stand up and admit Babble, babble, bitch, bitch Rebel, rebel, party, party Sex, sex, sex and don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah, got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Everything has been said before

I'm Back..lol
Hey yall!!! Right now I am eating popcorn and watching Transformers with my girls....Allot has happened since I was here last....Most of it was really good. I am still disabled, still at home but it is cool. I am in great spirits and looking forward to the day when I can move around and go and do like a normal woman... Let's see...I have a new little one in the family. He is my first grandson. He is a doll and I love almost every minute I have with him..LOL..I don't like the times when he is crying and I can't figure out what is wrong with him... It's summer time for us here. My youngest is now a Junior in high school and my oldest is now in summer session in college. Times are busy here, that is for sure. I hope that all of my friends here are doing well. I will try to get in touch with ya as I can. Go check out my pics in the "litle ole me" section, it has shots of my grandson in it...He is the cutiest thing!!! Have a good one and I will check in l8r! Sending

Last Resort
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation No breathing Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces Ive reached my last resort Suffocation No breathing Dont give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care if I die bleeding Would it be wrong Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation outta sight And Im contemplating suicide Cuz Im losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me Im fine Losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me Im fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry Feeding on chaos And living in sin Downward spiral where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love up on a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cuz Im losing my sight Losing my mind Wish somebody would

Strawberry Banana Cookies
STRAWBERRY BANANA COOKIES COOKIES: 3/4 cup butter, softened 2/3 cup sugar 1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar 2 eggs 3 medium (1 cup) ripe bananas, mashed 2 tsp. vanilla 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 2 tsp. baking powder 1/4 tsp. baking soda 3/4 cup chopped pecans FROSTING: one 8 oz. container strawberry cream cheese spread 1 cup powdered sugar 1 T. milk Heat oven to 375. Combine 3/4 cup butter, sugar, brown sugar in large bowl. Beat at medium speed, scraping bowl often, until creamy. Add bananas, eggs, vanilla, continue beating until well mixed. Reduce speed to low; add flour, baking powder, baking soda. Beat until well mixed. Stir in pecans. Drop dough by rounded teaspoonfuls, 2 inches apart, onto greased cookie sheets. Bake 8-10 minutes until lightly browned. Cool completely. Combine powdered sugar, cream cheese spread, milk in small bowl. Beat at low speed, scraping bowl often, until well mixed. Frost cooled cookies.

Entry For May 17, 2003
Today was kind of stressful, had trouble getting to sleep last night. Got up today and went out with Chris (my GF) looking for jobs....spent most my time sleeping in the car, I did put in an application with mediacom cable though...hopefully something will pan out with that. The kids were horrible today. John (Chris's 2 y.o.) would not stop crying and whining all day....literally. He got spanked more than usual tonight because of it. It took a lot for me to restrain myself with him. I tried putting him down for a nap, but all he did was sit in his room and cry........for 3 hours straight! You'd think he would have gotten tired and gone to sleep, but noooooooo! Not him. He didn't get much of a nap today, he slept for about 20 minutes at his grandparent's before we picked him up and then he was up for the rest of the day.....by his choice. Chris wound up getting sick on me tonight which left the house in my hands.....oh boy! We fed the kids a simple dinner, which Alan (Chris's 7

Entry For May 18, 2003
Well, today has gotten off to an interesting start, Chris and the boys were supposed to go with her sister out of town to her grandmother's and pick up a baby bassinette for her sister's upcoming baby. As usual, things didn't work out as planned. I don't know if life is against me or if this is honestly just my luck, but every time I start to look forward to something, that something never happens. As I mentioned before, Chris is sick and can't keep anything down, so that stopped her from going with her sister. Earlier this morning she was talking with her sister and started to joke that it was morning sickness, which sent her sister off on a whole bitch fest, probably because dear ole "sis" can't stand me, of course the feeling is mutual. I was sitting at the computer, as usual, when all this was going on and when I heard Chris struggling in her "argument" I got up and went to bed. I get sooooo sick of her mother, brother and sister's "Holier than thou" attitude, the only realistic

Tim Russert
So Shocking! One of the best passed away. Tim Russert of Meet The Press passed away at 58. I loved to watch him. I did not always agree with his opinions but I felt he brought years of experience and knowledge to the conversation. It was always interesting to hear his perspective. So full of life one day & then gone. He was a true talent.

Busy
I've been thinking lately of dropping my Fubar page. There's just been so much time I spend at work and with my GF, that I don't have as much time to spend it online anymore. I'll probably leavr it up for another week or so and then shut it down. May all the people I met on here, have fun and have peace.