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The Week Past (4/1-4/7)
So here it is, my week in review. I was donated a badass Zune portable media player. To the donater.... you are the f***ing man!!!! This thing is awesome. If you don't know what it is, look it up. Rudy and I ganked Halo 2 from Kevin and Ryan. I raped that little bitch game in 2 days. Granted, that doens't mean that I can beat them. So now I'm working on Hitman 2. The point of that game is to silently stalk and assassinate a target/mark. I'd rather kill everyone. So I'm running around slaughtering innocent bystanders and cops and everyone. I figure that if everyone is dead, there are A) no witnesses, and B) no chance of me missing the target. Bam and Missy got married finally. They had Iggy Pop and The Stooges play their reception. Now that's pretty badass. If I'm ever dumb enough to get legally married in the US, I want someone badass to play my reception. No shitty karaoke DJs for me. The Shield started the 6th season off with a bang. Vic is getting setup

My Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

It's Over Now
It's Over Now Tryin’ to forget about Ordinary things, typical predictable Baby I knew the end before we started You’ve got me feeling like I owe you somethin’ Cause you were there in times when I had nothin’ but you threw it all away with the shady things you do Baby please forgive me for what I’m ‘bout to say and what I’m ‘bout to do I can’t take no more I know you ain’t been true Ain’t got no love for you Chorus: You’ve been cheatin’ and tellin’ me lies You’ve been creepin’ while I’m sleepin at night and you’ve been chasin’ every girl in sight You’ve been messin’ round and I ain’t down It’s over now I ignore my intuition and pass it off as a suspicion But you were just too bold You kept puttin’ it in my face I can’t deny I let you hurt me Baby please forgive me for what I’m ‘bout to say and what I’m ‘bout to do I can’t take no more I know you ain’t been true Ain’t got no love for you Chorus Bridge When you were down I helped to pic

Volume Vii - Inhuman
Not of this world am I. Not of your kind am I. I only exist in shadows That rest upon darkened skies. Rebirth of nothingness That composes mortal form I receive welcome suffering A platitude of scorn. We peer into a god's desire To oversee decay I am the dream of demons' fire And in ashes I now lay. Cast your mind into my hands, Useless I shall make. Breathe your wasted words on me, Your sanity I take. A shallow grave once left behind I stand above my stone Death becomes my grand design I non-exist alone.

Which Disney Character Is Your Alter Ego?
You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Goofy100%Peter Pan100%Cinderella100%The Beast75%Sleeping Beauty75%Cruella De Ville50%Pinocchio50%Donald Duck50%Snow White25%Ariel0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Quizzes
I was looking up some sort of quiz on someone else's profile. All I had to do was click either Disagree or Agree and thought, what the hell is this supposed to mean? Should we believe in this type of quizzes, who'd want to know how you'd die? I sure in the hell wouldn't! Don't need to sit and fret about it til the day you die. Whomever made up this quiz should get a better life than just thinking about death...how lame is that?! Here's my result from the quiz...I'm thinking, yeah right! *rollin eyes* You scored as Disease. Your death will be by disease. Maybe a foreign bug or you don't brush your teeth. Ew. BRUSH!Disease60%Poison53%Natural Causes47%Bomb47%Suffocated40%Disappear40%Gunshot33%Suicide33%Eaten33%Stabbed

My Personality Test Results.. Pretty Accurate..
DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:ModerateDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:Moderate-- Personality Disorder Test ---- Personality Disorder Information --

Saturday Chill
Here we are....it is Saturday afternoon.....after five....finished the newspaper pictures.....had a couple of really good adult beverages...changed into some boxers....now it is time to chill. Been a pretty good day....got a good bit done and can't find a lot to bitch about. Chill tonight and get ready for tommorow...its lawn mowing time again....suntan lotion.....boxers and lots of sun as we ride the mower..........I actually enjoy it....get to enjoy the heat and sun and do somethink productive. Want to shoot some pictures....but nothing has worked out yet....would be nice if it did. Should be a good day, not matter what. I could go on a tear about a lot of things....but why the hell....it is Saturday.....my hair is getting kinda kinky (and so am I).....got plenty of Black Velvet and Diet Coke.....Debbie......and the sun will soon go down....might as well just enjoy the day. Peace and love to all Cal

I'm A Raven...
Call me Raven... Current mood: grateful Category: Life Months ago,my best friend and I went to our local mall,to walk around and window shop.We came across a new store,selling Native American merchandise.The gentleman running the store,whom I've nicknamed Chief,told me that he could feel my presence as I was passing by.He quoted me as being a Raven or Crow,but more like a Raven the "messenger".I told him that I've tried dying my hair several times,and that my hair has darkened since then.He said that my "true color" has come to surface,that my hair should be dark brown.I showed him my tattoos,as he showed me his,and said that we have always marked our skin.He also said that because my friend and I have crossed in another life,that we are 'blood'.Long story,my friend and I have been around each other almost since birth,always 5 minutes to a half hour in between our living space.Since my friend is in major of Cherokee,that makes me Cherokee as well(which I've always known).Her

More Quotes I've Written Down...
Mantras for your soul: This first one is one of the most important lessons! The scorpion and the frog,those that give(frogs) and those that take(scorpions): A scorpion wants to cross a river,but he can't swim,goes to a frog that can & asks for a ride on his back.'I can't give you a ride on my back,for you'll go and sting me.' 'Would not be in my intrest to sting you for we'll both drown.' The frog thinks about this logic and excepts the deal.The scorpion crawls on the frog's back,the frog braves the water & halfway across feels a burning spear in his side,he realizes the scorpion has stung him after all. And as they both sink beneath the waves,the frog cries out,'Why did you sting me Mr. Scorpion?For now we both will drown!' The scorpion replies,'I can't help it,its in my nature.' --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A person that can laugh at themselves,never ceases to be amused.-Carol Burnett --------------------------------------

Be Always Drunken...poem..
One of my favorite poems is Be Drunken,as spoken in the movie Long Day's Journey Into Night. "Be Drunken, Always. That is the point; nothing else matters. If you would not feel the horrible burden of Time weigh you down and crush you to the earth, be drunken continually. Drunken with what? With wine, with poetry or with virtue, as you please. But be drunken. And if sometimes, on the steps of a palace, or on the green grass in a ditch, or in the dreary solitude of your own room, you should awaken and find the drunkenness half or entirely gone, ask of the wind, of the wave, of the star, of the bird, of the clock, of all that flies, of all that speaks, ask what hour it is; and wind, wave, star, bird, or clock will answer you: "It is the hour to be drunken! Be Drunken, if you would not be the martyred slaves of Time; be drunken continually! With wine, with poetry or with virtue, as you please." -Be Drunken (Charles Baudelaire, 1857) Long Day's Journey Into Night,

What Feeling Are You??
You scored as Courage. You are Courage!! You would freely give your life for a loved one. Putting others before yourself is a noble thing you do. You are very brave and fearless. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Hope100%Faith100%Peace100%Joy100%Courage100%Grace100%Wisdom67%Love67%What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

3 Rounds
Round 1 Let me itch your scratch I'll ignite the match, To light the fire of your desire. You are the emperor, And my body is your empire. Higher level of pleasure is reached, Damn, measure the size. Of your amazin manhood, As it penatrates between my thighs. Deep breaths and slow grindin As we begin combinin, We find ecstacy in body and mind And... Now you're behind me with your hands On my waist, You're au naturel, While I'm still draped in lace. And the expressions on my face Are enough to make you shiver, I begin to climax So you rub your dick upon my clit as I quiver. Juices slowly run down onto your scrotum... Round 2 I am now on my back, Legs up... I want you to hold em. Then I take my fingers And move my lips apart, Slowly sliding your dick in Gettin it just right before we start. Ready? Action! You feelin so good I got my hands on your ass scratchin, I love passion!!! And now we're both drenched in sweat, You beg

Old Fling
WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT MY MAN? HE HAS LIPS THAT WRAP AROUND MINE TONGUE THAT CAN LICK FOR DAYS ENERGY THAT CAN LAST FOR ETERNITY THICK, DARK BODY PEACEFUL MIND GREAT HEART MORE TO FIGURE OUT TIME WILL TELL I ALREADY GOT A GOOD VIBE WAITING IS BEST I CANNOT TELL YOU THE REST FOR WE JUST MET YOU ARE GONNA BE MY BABY MANY POSSIBILITIES JUST GOT TO TRUST ME MY BESTFRIEND YOU BEST BELIEVE JUST WATCH AND YOU WILL SEE LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO HIM MY MAN, HIS NAME IS QUAN HE IS MY DARK CHOCOLATE FRIEND JUST A START BRAND NEW BEGINNINGS HOPING HE WONT BREAK MY HEART UNTIL THEN. I HAVE ME A NEW FRIEND

What Might Have Been (please Comment)
Got this picture of you, I still carry with me, Sometimes its so comforting, just to see, Got these memories of you, Tucked away in my heart, Sometimes I wonder why, We're apart, Everday I catch myself wondering, What might have been, I dream of you, Every night I drift off to sleep, So hard to wake up each morning, Without you next to me, I talk about you, Like you're still here, Like you never left, Like I never cried these tears, Oh Everday I catch myself wondering, What might have been, Chorus: I cant spend my life wondering, What might have been, Should be greatful for my blessings, Yeah I'm better off not knowing, What might have been I truly miss you, But it does me no good, I'll never hold you again, If only I could, Days just get longer, The nights get so cold, So lost and lonely, Without you to hold, Everyday I catch myself wondering, What might have been, I keep praying, Time leads you back again, This life aint e

Italian
Subject: Italian An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally,

Short Story
Crista gazed at Derek, trying to hold back the forceful tears that filled her eyes. They had broken up a few months earlier, but no matter how hard she tried she could never stop loving him. Being best friends with him wasn't enough, she needed more, it killed her to watch him see other girls who didnt deserve to be with him and it hurt to see him waste his time. Finally getting up enough courage to confront him, she decided to confess her feelings that she hid behind her smile and happiness, she had to tell him that she was letting go for good. "Im finally giving up hope that maybe we could be something again, that we could be like we used to. Ive realized that that will never happen, I cant make you feel for me what you felt for Jenna. She didnt treat you right, i wish that with one hug i could take away all of the pain you've been caused by family, friends and relationships, i woud take that pain away in a second even if i knew it wooud only make you happy for a moment. But i can

Our Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

First
I'm a blogger, I like writting about a lot of shit. But as of late, I have been blogging mostly of my divorce, selling my house, and moving on with my life. I had a myspace that I had blogged 1000 times and closed it, I have had severl hundred more on blogger.ocm and deleted them (mostly about my girlfirend whom I no longer have)Then I started a blog in Vox, I may be done with that one? Don't know yet... I just found CT so, I'll be bloggin here since the second myspace is populated with co-workers. Here no one knows me, and I can write freely, with topics ranging from masturbation to my hot car..LOL!!! So read, enjoy, and comment if you feel like it. Like my profile says, I'm looking for a best friend, lover, and room mate. I had an affair with a married woman for 10 months, which turned out to be a good friendship, but there was so much good in our relationship that I want that again. I want to focus on one woman that can be those things to me. I can live alone, I have liv

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

About Me
A 200 Question Fun Survey 4 Myspace (All The Bzoink Surveys Put Together)Full Name::robert coking Birthday::2-10-84 Birthplace::baltimore md Eye Color::brown Hair Color::brown Height::5'7 Weight::idk Right handed or Left handed?:both Your Heritage::mutt My Worst Habit::biteing my nails Zodiac Sign::aquarius Shoe Size::11 1/2 Pants Size::38-40 Innie or Outie?:innie Parents Still Together?:yes The Shoes You Wore Today::dvs Your Weakness::love Your Fears::spiders Your Perfect Pizza::cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year::get my own place Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger:whats up Thoughts First Waking Up::i gotta pee Your Best Physical Feature::my face Your Bedtime::when ever Your Most Missed Memory::lots MY FAVORITESFavorite color?:blue Food?:salad Sport?:football Animal?:dog Ice Cream?:cookies dough

Bush Gets Pimp Slapped
WEDNESDAY MAY 9 2007 3:00 PM Submitted by FearTheReaper. Edited By erin_broadley. It is always interesting to watch a man slide a noose around his own neck. Example one: George W. Bush. The majority of the population already sees Bush as incapable of handling the war he started. Meanwhile, he has spent quite a bit of time stating how he "listens to the Generals." The opposite is, of course, true. He fires the generals who don’t say what he wants to hear. He hires and listens to the Generals who tell him what he wants to hear. It’s a great recipe for disaster. It began before the Iraq war when he fired Army Chief of Staff General Eric Shinseki for stating hundreds of thousands of soldiers would be needed to succeed. History has proven that Shinseki was correct. The pattern of firing Generals for speaking the truth has continued and failure in Iraq has been the result. This Sunday Bush sent out his minions to blame the Generals for fucking up his precious war. "I hope we wil

I Am!
I AM! Huddled like sheep, Stark terror, known, Holding their children, Together, alone! Do I know their names? Where lie their bones? No, I do not! But, my ancestors groan! As did my Gram! 'Twas their own flesh, Died by evil hands! Hiding in caves, Leaving stolen lands, Knowing relatives died, Ran a renegade band! Those left behind, They judge me not! Their blood is mine! It still runs hot! You're Cherokee, I deny you not! And here I stand! You know me not! They died for me! They walked that trail! No longer free, A people lost! You judge my heart, You judge my soul! You've proved your truth, So you are bold! "So!" You say......... "Your Grandmother, Was a Cherokee Princess! What a dream to hold!" "There's no such thing! Go on your way! We are beyond your grasp, Out of our way!" But, I say to you, You don't know me! My truth is real, I stand today! They died for me, On that "Trail of Tears" They shared their lives, They shared their fear

10 Wishes
If I had one wish It would be to give you a long and tender kiss If I had two wishes then I would choose to do it over again Three wishes you say I would have kisses for an entire day Four wishes would not be too many Ten kisses I would ask, or even twenty Five wishes might be too much Then I would choose for a gentle touch I would wrap my arms around you and hold you ever so tight I will hold you gently until day melts into night Six wishes would be very nice I could hug you more than twice Seven could be what I need But only if you really agreed To love me on into the night Till day breaks with early morning light Eight wishes I will ask Would you grant me this tender loving task Nine wish, no one get so many I think that nine would be more than plenty What I really want is wish number ten This very wish would make me the happiest of women I would kiss you I would hold you I would love you I would give you my heart and life Ten wishes then

Lighten Up!
LIGHTEN UP! Okay, now! Just lighten up! Just get it off your chest! Quit your belly-achin" And give My Name a rest! You moan and groan, theatrically ......repeating every line! I'm really much too busy, now, For you to waste My time! I'm patient as a saint, you know, For they, too, must reply Each time you groan and whimper Shaking your fist at the sky! I'm not truly "there", you know, That's just more "space" I made. I'm in your heart, your mind and soul! So why are you afraid? You need not shake your fist at Me! I know each thing you need! Just speak your piece, I'm near enough, To feel it when you bleed! My Son bled from His hands and feet, His head, sides and His heart... So all you kids would know I'm here, When your belly-achin" starts! So, spit it out! Once is enough! There are other folks in need! I'll help you and you'll help me out, If these, MY WORDS, you'll heed! Think about t

Detour
Detour© It was love at first sight, And I knew it! She had stars a'dancin' In her eyes! I should have kept control, But I just blew it. I held hope in my hands And watched it die. She was sitting pretty On a park bench. He was hanging on Her every word. I stood back and watched them, For a minute, Then, I did the worst thing That I could! She looked up at me, A little timid. In hind-sight, I know... The crossroad ended there. When I spoke...I lost her, In that minute! I'd stripped her dignity And left her bare. Now, we have a Detour sign between us. She's moved down The crossroad to her right. I'm standing at The junction of Forever, But I don't think... She's leaving me tonight! He may have been a friend, Or a flirtation... I've had a few myself, Not long ago. I know the signs, too well, From my temptations, And too many times I've hurt this woman

The Way It's Meant To Be
Sometimes things don't work out exactly like we plan Sometimes you have to take what is in your own two hands sometimes people expect to much and feel the end is near sometimes people want to go and this is what I fear I fear you will go away and leave me all alone I FEAR that you will leave me here with no one to call my own and then again I must remember its not all about me and other times I must remember Its the Way its meant to be for now and future times you can't always be here you can't always be by my side so now you know how I feel I need to know how you feel for me but then again I must remember Its the Way its meant to be

Nudist Colony
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his grandmother asking him to send her a current photo of himself in his new location. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts a photo in half and mails it. The next day he discovers that he had accidentally sent the bottom half of the photo. He's really worried but then remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is, & hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later, he receives a letter from his Grandmother. It says: "Thank you for the picture. Change your hairstyle. . . .it makes your nose look too short!" Love, Grandma

Stop Funding For Illegals
Why are we forced to pay out our ass for rights when our rights are not being protected? We are living in a time where millions of immigrants are passing through our borders unchecked and working untaxed while our own children are unable to work. Billions of dollars per year are being spent in order to house Mexican criminals in our prison system and even more money is being take from our borders in the form of drug money. It is far past time that our borders be closed permanently to the brown and black immigrants coming from third world countries, it is time our tax dollars go towards us the American people and not third world immigrants and it is time we start getting tough on the policy makers in Washington. We must as a whole speak out and stop the funding, we must enact tougher laws on employers who hire illegal’s and we must enforce all immigration laws on the books today. I for one am unwilling to pay billions in order for Jose to have a free ride and you should to.

My Happy Ending
So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Caught up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought of you And I thought we could be [chorus] You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All that they talk about All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought of you And I thought we could be [chorus] It's nice to know you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it al

Hitting The Nail On The Head
Get with the program people... If more people would take their media blinders off they might just see the greatness this country has.. So much media garbage about what our brave president has done.. but the facts are there and leno seems to have amazed me with using so much of what I preach to those who think that Bush has failed.. Great article...... It serves to preserve this .. I just cant believe that Jay Leno has simply taken the words right out of my mouth.. I have not been much of a Leno Fan , but I think I just might start.. This was written by Jay Leno a while ago...it is long but well worth the read. He does indeed "Hit the nail on the head!" Smart man! JAY LENO..." HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD" The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed a

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Every night I pray for her, I ask God to protect her, For God to lead her, For God to be with her. I know she's out there, somewhere, My future, My love, My completion. This girl is everything to me, She’s been through many things, We’ve both graduated from the school of hard knocks. So we know it's not going to be easy. But with God leading us we know we're safe. This girl is my other half, She is the piece that fits perfectly into this Broken window of a life, She is the puzzle piece that can only fit with mine. This girl makes me, shine, She brings out the best side of me, No matter what the situation. This girl is the best thing to happen to me. She completes things in me that no one could, The Joy she holds just radiates from her face, Her love is continuous, Without her I wouldn't know what to do. I thank God for sending me his Angel, MY COMPLETION!

Bill Of Rights
Lot of common sense in this!!!!!!! > > > > > > Subject: Fwd: Fw: kids bill of rights > > > > DON'T MESS WITH MOM > > > > The Childs Comments and Thoughts > > > > My son came home from school one day, > > with a smirk upon his face. > > He decided he was smart enough, > > to put me in my place. > > > > "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, > > that's taught by Mr. Wright? > > It's all about the laws today, > > The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' > > > > It says I need not clean my room, > > don't have to cut my hair > > No one can tell me what to think, > > or speak, or what to wear. > > > > I have freedom from religion, > > and regardless what you say, > > I don't have to bow my head, > > and I sure don't have to pray. > > > > I can wear earrings if I want, > > and pierce m

Why Our Government Is Corrupt
A Diverse Society Is Almost Impossible to Govern Honestly by Dr. William Pierce Well, Bill Clinton's handlers have him working on a new program to reduce the amount of racial hatred in America. The theory seems to be that if they can get Mr. Clinton to keep his trousers up long enough, perhaps he can do some things to help Blacks and Whites get along better. I doubt it. Actually, I'm not interested in having Blacks and Whites get along better together. I want Blacks and Whites separated. In the long run, that's the only way to eliminate racial animosity, racial resentment, racial friction. And it's the only way that either race can survive in the long run. But the people who're behind all of these programs for making Blacks and Whites live with each other and like it aren't really concerned about our survival. They themselves are neither Black nor White, and their only concern is to keep both races under control. Race relations really aren’t the main thing I want to discuss.

What Terrifies America's Enemies
By Dr. William Pierce I talked with you recently about the mentality of journalists, but I want to say a few more things on that subject today. I've been getting many calls from journalists recently because of the Oklahoma City bombing trial and the fact that the defendant is alleged to have read one of my books, The Turner Diaries. The journalists always ask me whether I think the bombing was inspired by my book, and I always reply that I have no way of knowing what was going on in the mind of the bomber, but that I am reasonably sure of one thing: if Janet Reno and Bill Clinton had not burned all of those women and children to death in Waco in 1993, there would have been no bombing of the Federal Building in Oklahoma City exactly two years later. Even if the perpetrators of the Waco massacre had been put on trial for murder and punished with appropriate severity, there would have been no bombing. And I always find that the journalists have a hard time understanding that. To the

Bill Clinton
I Miss Bill Clinton It doesn't matter what party you belong to -- this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV, there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now? Look at him ... his wife works, and he doesn't! And, he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America's shelves this week with "Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nation's most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton. The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada . When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clint

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I thought I did it, had it all worked out, So I gambled it, lost it all, come-to-find-out. I thought I had had It all, that you couldn’t touch me, Because “Glory” was the only thing I could see. Blindsided by reality as I watched myself fall, I knew that at that moment I had lost it all. All that I had worked for over all of the years, Hard Work! Blood! Sweat! Tears! All of it falling, just like my tears to the ground, And where I am now, there is nobody around. Here sobbing in agony, all hope lost, Paying my foolish price beyond all cost. It was to late, the choice had been made, And now was the time for the price to be paid. As my soul, just like everything, dried up and died, All that was left are my eternal screaming cries. For that one, foolish, stupid mistake, The price I am paying, all eternity it will take. My cries that will fall upon deaf ears, Shall be heard in all’s nightmare fears.

Quiz
You scored as Love. You are Love. You Love someone and are always thinking of them. You want them and need them. Your love and kindness is what will win their heart. Thanks for taking my quiz. Please rate. :)Peace92%Love92%Hope67%Joy67%Courage67%Faith58%Wisdom58%Grace58%What feeling are you?? (cool pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Today I...
Today I woke up, I was missing Wendy, I didn't talk to her at all yesterday. So I sent there an email to find out where we were in out friendship, she hasn't talked to me much in the past two weeks, so I havn't been sure of where we stood, so I asked. I fell so hard for her, it's hard to think of her as anything other then my best friend and lover. But I try... as she just wants to be friends. Some days are better than others, but it's the days that we don't speak that I have to question if she wants to remain friends or not. I'm trying to see other women, I have done nothing but compare them to her. So nothing has worked out so far. I am hoping that I can move on with Brandi as I had written in the other post. She is actually younger than Wendy, 22 to be exact. 19 years younger than me. I tend to like younger women, as it has been a trend through my life. I Haven't acomplished much of anything today, blogs, a very short nap. I did just finish cooking dinner, so that is rea

Bitches
Hahahah you retarded fucks who come on here acting all big and bad behind the keyboard and computer screen make me giggle. "You've made one powerful enemy" HAHAHA You think I'm afraid of someone cowering behind a keyboard? LMFAO!!! Anyway, just letting it be known how about this, and what not. And for the smartass this is meant for, I DO have a myspace and it looks damn gif I want to be here I will. It's a free country. ^_^

Love Ii
...The very essence of my happiness. ...Joy exploding from her smile. ...Addictive. ...100% unique. ...Hypnotyizing gaze. ...Entrancing beauty. ...Angelic laugh. ...Makes me weak in the knees. ...Gives me goose bumps. ...Intreges me. ...Captivates me. ...Vuluptious.

Just Because He Lives
God sent His son, they called Him, Jesus; He came to love, heal and forgive; He lived and died to buy my pardon, An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living, Just because He lives! How sweet to hold a newborn baby, And feel the pride and joy he gives; But greater still the calm assurance: This child can face uncertain days because He Lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living, Just because He lives! And then one day, I'll cross the river, I'll fight life's final war with pain; And then, as death gives way to vict'ry, I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living

Relocation
As we all know, sometimes we come face to face with the fact that it may be time to relocate. The big question is where to if you live in America? Here are some tips. You can live in Phoenix , Arizona where.. ... 1. You are willing to park 3 blocks away because you found shade. 2. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 3. You can drive for 4 hours in one direction and never leave town. 4. You have over 100 recipes for Mexican food. 5. You know that "dry heat" is comparable to what hits you in the face when you open your oven door. 6. The 4 seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot, and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You can Live in California where... 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 3. You know how to eat an artichoke. 4. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 5. When someone asks you how far something is, you

Mother's Day
I can't remember if I posted it here or not already if I did, sorry! I'm not real close to my parents, brother and sister. It's always been that way, I was brought up to fend for myself that with that I I didn't have the closeness that some people have with their famalies. So today would have been just another day for me except it was my Dad's Birthday, and Mother's Day, I could skip one, but not both...Damn! It takes about two hours to get there and with the kids it seems like 4, yeah it was a kid weekend too.... Grrrrr, don't get me wrong I love my kids, but I only get one weekend out of the month that I can do something by myself... this was a weekend that I could have used one to myself.... Anyway the trip was fine, my Son felt it necessary to badd mout his mother every chance he got. My Mom said said that to me, I was like what do you want me to do about it, he has to get it someplace! The boy isn't happy that he has to live with her, but I refuse to break the kids up, jus

Our Soldiers!!
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure your cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your

Time To Clean Up Again
Tommorrow, well today I'm gonne have to redo my computer so i will be beack in a few days no worried unless i catch a shit load of problems doing it, plus i just started getting very very sick so that explains the other fews days i'll b gone from CT and myspace so to everyone see ya when i get better and back

Monday Links: Ozzy Osbourne, Turn On Your Webcams, Danny Dance Dance Revolution, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Hotness, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Monday, boys and girls! We have a devil of a show for you this morning. The one and only OZZY OSBOURNE will be in studio with Opie and Anthony talking about Ozzfest, his new disc Black Rain. If you want to see the Prince of Darkness LIVE in-studio, you should install PALTALK and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE'. Of course, if you're like us, you're in there staring at naked showering/sleeping women all morning. Our own FoundryMusicDanny was at Dave & Buster's over the weekend playing Dance Dance Revolution (click link for YouTube video) Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are going fast, kids...so if you want those up-close seats CLICK HERE FOR TICKET LINKS AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The lovely Gisele from FOUNDRY CAMS has sent in a BRAND NEW video showing off her new 'F*CK ME' shirt (get your F*ck Me shirts here): GISELE Shows o

Why Not
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Late, But Not......well Forgotten??
So it was mothers day, And all I did was sleep all damn day!!! My mum was in Idaho, until that eve. so we didn't do anything for her...... Fast forward to today...... I was chatting it up with a friend, who was talking about all the work he did for his mum yesterday (on her day) And how he bought her some flowers..... Then it dawned on me, I NEVER got my own mum anything!!!! Well, needless to say, thank Loki Pier One is open till 9pm, and $82.68 later........ I'm not always that forgetful, just spacey sometimes.....My mum didn't seem to mind about the late presents........ On another note, Some of my friends wonder why I don't go shopping with them.....The reason is, because when I DO go shopping, I go SHOPPING. I usually spend way too much money......So in short, don't ask me to go shopping with you!!

For My Topher I Miss U Come Home Soon
quote you are my soul unquote now does that sound familar? you kissed the boy and make him feel this way quote well this is me unquote and you have been so ugly you're entire life so i changed now is this how you wanna go down, right before my eyes you're the saddest sight i know you're quiet you never make a sound but here inside my mind you are the loudest one i know quote we never talk unquote and thats when i don't answer don't you dare ask why because you don't want to know, quote well whoa is me unquote how different i've become and no one understands, my dear, no one really cares is this how you wanna go down right before my eyes, you are the saddest sight, i know and you're quiet you never make a sound, but here inside my mind you are the loudest one i know and you were right, right from the start it took everything you had, but you finally broke my... and know the old flames will pass away i saw your life once did y

Topher We Love You Come Home Soon !!!!!!!!!!!
there's a lit cigarette:in the hand of my new angel she's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wants her but i shouldn't even bother because you made me so complete dear, but you left me so alone here hang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see it won't you beg me and then tell me how to love you like anybody else would i know you're risking failure (risking failure) go run for cover (for how long) you better start to love her so much you're moving on and on now there's a whole wide world...that wants to know have cheap hotels lost their turn-on? she's bathing in the neon and she's polluting all the airways while i'm passed out in the hallway and you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dear was i creating only chaos-this world lives just fine without us:won't you? beg me and then tell me how to love you like anybody else would i know you're risking failure (risking failure) go run for cover (for how long)

Women Skinny Dipping
An elderly man in North Carolina had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up nice; picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer , he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned and replied, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alligator." Moral: Old men can still think fast.

Viagra
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was that they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products, that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About seven minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top Ten List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone The top ten were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker upper. 8. Viagra, Like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Viagra, Stro

3 Wishes With A Catch
A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes." The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you,but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes. Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" The woman said, "That's okay." For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will flock to." The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will have eyes only for me." So she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world and he

Vietnam Vet Pace Passes Torch
Vietnam Vet Pace Passes Torch to New Generation of Leaders Date: Thu, 26 Apr 2007 10:46:00 -0400 By Jim Garamone American Forces Press Service WEST POINT, N.Y., April 26, 2007 - It seemed very much like the passing of the torch as Marine Gen. Peter Pace spoke to the U.S. Military Academy Class of 2007 here yesterday. Pace probably will be the last chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff with combat experience from Vietnam. He spoke to cadets who, by this time next year, may be leading troops in combat in Iraq or Afghanistan. Pace graduated from the U.S. Naval Academy in Annapolis, Md., in 1967. He arrived at Golf Company, 2nd Battalion, 5th Marines, in Hue City, South Vietnam, in the middle of the Tet offensive of February 196 8. The general spoke of that experience and 40 years of leadership at all levels with the soon-to-be second lieutenants. Pace urged the cadets to listen to their platoon sergeants, and showed that a four-star general followed his own advice when he

I Am Looking For Some To Put A Sign On Thier Boobs
I am looking for some to put a sign on thier Boobs *** With " FREE GAMES AT http://www.scottsfreegames3.blogspot.com/ " on it !! *** Who could come up with the sexyist Boob Sign ?

To Lead Me To You ( I Love You Melanie)
For the longest time, Never thought the sun would shine, I was born to live in the dark, Thought I was destin to be, So lost and lonely, No one to heal this broken heart, Wondered this road, All alone, Running in circles again, no direction in this soul of mine, lost some where in time, Searching for a friend, chorus: then a light shown down on me, It became so clear to see, God made me for you all the tears I cried, Now I see why, They are what lead me to you, you have a way, of making everyday, The greatest day of my life, you smile at me, and make it so plain to see, I'm where I'm suposed to be, Chorus All the shaddows and rain, Every ounce of pain, I'd do it all again, Chorus

Cliff Richards
Hmm just done a what celebrity do i look like thingy on the internet, you down load a pic of yourself and it then says you look like.... I got Cliff Richard!! which is quite spooky my mum was his greatest fan in the whole world ever and i was born on his Birthday 14th October so how spooky is that ????? also Ben Aflek is another one, but as i'm older than he is, he looks like me not me like him if ya see what I mean..

Understading..
My mind is racing, your every moving I'm tracing.. Dishonesty the motivation, that and self depravation. You're like the most toxic drug, yet I want want to ask you for a hug.. I hate you and want you dead, I love you and desire you, want you in my bed.. You are the hollow inside no heart beat, I keep falling though, I guess I am weak.. What did they do to you that made you so hatefull, to understand you, for this I am wishfull.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Threw It All Away
If it is one thing Dylan did not do it is to throw it away. He could not stand the thought of loosing his girl. That is the reason for setting her up with another man, the reason for giving her pass to the famous people, the reason for manipulating a murderer into his surroundings, and of course the reason for the mocking of him. The only reason for Dylans actions is to hold on to somebody he already had lost.

Just Healing
well everyday for me it is getting easier for me since the ex bf left i got a job now and i got my friends and my kids keeping me smile .. i do miss some things but i have to get over it nothing will ever change me no matter what happens .. i have had many dissapointments but i deal with them and be thankful i got some people that care about me that i am thankful for i love all my friends

His Cum
His white goo, all for me, traveled down my body. It ran down between my eyes, down my nose, and past my lips, where my tongue darted out, just to taste a little. The heat went up within, while the white drop stopped at my chin, and there it rested for a minute. Then it dropped, very suddenly, down to my chest. Slowly it crawled down, between my pearl breasts. It slid down further, past my middle, and down to my waist, going along my belly button, and down below. In anticipation, I opened my thighs. And my eyes meeting yours, I opened them more. I looked down, watching the drop snake down to my puffy lips - - pink and fresh. And there it sat. I took my finger, where it lingered along my slit. Opening wide, I sighed, rubbing the white drop into me. Rubbing myself slow and steady, where I was so wet and ready.

Part 1
Deep lustful thoughts, Running through my veins. Yearning for your touch, Hungering for the pain! Surrendering my body to you, Seek and you shall find. Explicit images of you, Invading my mind. Throw me down and take me, Don’t listen if I say no. This is all just a game to me. I think you ought to know. All my days and nights, Are filled with dreams of my desire. Remembering your simple touch, Only adding fuel to my fire. Take advantage of me, Make my body scream. Feeling you straddled between my thighs, All your motions sending chills down my spine. Electricity runs through me, A current I am unable to control. You’re penetrating me so deeply, I feel you raping my soul! My nails etch into your back, With each thrust you enter deeper. My body has never been so vulnerable, My senses have always been weaker. You push me down to taste you, Enticing my lips and my tongue. Energy surges through you, I think you’re about to cum. Explosions

The Beach Lovers
He takes her hand and leads her to the shore, He takes her to another place, one she's never been before. He holds her close and takes her in, She doesn't know where to begin. She's safe and secure within his arms, She knows, with him, nothing can bring her harm. He steps away and lays a blanket upon the sand, He lays her down and takes her hand. A soft kiss upon his supple lips, For once, she knows she was missed. She lies down by his side, her head upon his chest, Having him by her side brings out her best. They lay within the setting sun's rays, Waiting to be with him always pays. As the sun sets down over the sand, He smiles as he whispers to her, taking her hand. He lays on top of her and kisses her cheek, She blushes and giggles; she's always so meek. They lay on the sand and make love into the night, They're alone and each holds no fright. Long into the darkest hours they lay together, entangled as one, Eventually, through marriage, they hope to become one.

Losing
LOSING A FRIEND WHEN YOU SEARCH FOR SO LONG SOMETHING ABOUT IT SEEMS SO WRONG LOSING A FRIEND AFTER THE TRUST IS BUILT IS LIKE WATCHING A ROSE SLOWLY WILT LOSING A FRIEND AFTER SO MUCH TIME MAKES ME WONDER IF MY LIFE IS REALLY MINE.

Fire
Fire: by David Fisher A spark falls on the desert dry grass. A swirl of smoke mixes with the sky. Making it look like chocolate ice cream. A flame leaps out grasping for air. With arms of orange and red it grows. As it eats it begins to starve. And its blazing tentacles lash out for more. It breeches its cage. And like a plague it spreads. Untamed and unhindered it moves. Scorching without mercy it ravages the floor. Then when all seems lost. A drop of water produces a scream. Slowly the fire withers and continues on. Until it comes to a river cold, deep, and dark. There it stops for it knows it has been vanquished. As the hours pass it begins to diminish. But not without fighting to the end. The smoke melts away and exposes the naked sky. All seems lost, but for a green island. Spared from the raging inferno. So life resumes without missing a beat.

Friends
Friends: by David Fisher Friends are people who you can trust. Whose loyalty will never rust. They are people everyone needs. And are more priceless than some great deeds. Friends keep society whole. Like the blades of grass on a grassy knoll. Friendship will never wain. For its loss is full of excruciating pain. It is a constant through the ages. Like a book with infinite pages. Never take a friend for granted. For they keep your world from being supplanted.

Gettysburg
Gettysburg: by David Fisher The air is frozen with uncertainty. As the Union and Confederate troops take position. Decisive the battle will be. With neither General wanting to flee. The battle begins with an eruption of thunder. Both armies not wanting to blunder. Into Hell the young men stride. Each hoping to bring their state pride. The battle wears on. With many men already gone. As smoke blankets the field. Some battalions begin to yield. The brawling ceases with the shadow of night. Reinforcements arrive ready to prove their might. The Confederate troops begin to falter. And General Lee's plan begins to alter. Picket's Charge is an attempt to win. But only pricks the Union like a pin. As the sun rises and the new day dawns. Bodies can be seen strewn across the lawns. A Union victory dearly won. But many families now less one son. In a carriage President Lincoln arrives. To give a speech about so many broken lives. Forever known as the

Insight
Insight: by David Fisher At five sitting with my dog beside me, Thinking that he would protect me at any cost. Then I realized that I would protect him, At the first sign of demand. A transparent room with solid wood floors. Where my best and worst friends, Are a hoop and a ball. Between painted lines, Which I cross only to come and go. Fighting a running clock like fighting a deadly foe. Married only to the court, Where death and judgement are decided by a whistle, With procedures decided by a book. While in slumber cut like a box. Then closed like a zipper. With new titanium bones. I became the worst annoyance of a metal detector. Lasting friendships. Ones that won't falter in a time of need. Won't expose my life to the end. Stay connected when our paths come to a fork. To soar high above the clouds. To blast through challenges. To live without worry. To love without dismay.

Might With Flight
Might With Flight: by David Fisher Way up high I like to fly. Incarcerated in a steel tube slicing the sky. I can never sleep though I don't try. Its too exciting being with the birds way up high. One, two, three, my how the hours fly by. I start to ponder what the Wrights would think. How much its changed, like a basin to a sink. No longer made of wood, but chain link. It all changed so fast, not even in a blink. The things we can do when put on the brink. But good is often used for bad. For some not a full life can be had. When they struck they made all mad. When they fell it made us sad. From the los of a friend, mom, or dad. But in the tunnel of grief there is light. From the hearts of many comes one great might. With the help of al we can win the fight. Thanks to something called flight. The end may be within sight.

Running
Running: by David Fisher A blur of motion. As your feet pound the ground. Faster your legs take you. As you battle to keep up the pace. The inferno of summer begins to slow you. Your mouth becomes parched liked a desert. Then someone hands you a bottle. And with every drop you are revitalized. The water fills your hollow body. As you feel like you've been running for years. You can feel your muscles burning. But you know you must go on. Someone calls your name. And you look around to see who. But in your lapse of concentration. You trip and plunge to the grass. As you clamber back to your feet. The culprit is revealed as a rock. Next you'll remember not to get off track. And onward you press to the end. In a glimpse you see the clouds overhead. And a gentle rain begins to fall. The ground becomes soft underfoot. But you move to the street and battle on. The end is so close you can taste it. And you breath a sigh of relief. When you arrive home

Shadow
Shadow: by David Fisher I was going to show you the man behind the shadow. The feelings that are so rich and thick. With words that lend a helping hand. I wondered if you wanted to see, The shoulder to cry on, The man to lean on, Or the feet ready to protect, And carry you to safety. But then I saw the way you looked at me.

Sound Of Thunder
Sound of Thunder: by David Fisher An enchanting chaos. A clash of brains, bullets, and bronze. Side affect of diplomacy. An advocate of death. A glimmer of hope for the oppressed. Or a valiant loss for the mighty. Part of the never-ending cycle of existence.

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay. ( READ IT AGAIN LET THERE BE NO CONFUSION) Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change your self for a relationship that`s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then NO, you can`t "be friends." A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he IS. Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." (LOL) You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn`t marry them when he got them pre

Double Dip
Saturday!!! Woohoo, National Guard, I love it. I'm actually working at my civilan job while working for the Guard today, so it's overtime and guard pay! Can't freakin beat that with a stick! Last night I was at.... The Club, big suprise there right? LOL! Anyway, it was a nice calm night, few rum and cokes, home to bed, bout 10 I suppose. I was in a great mood when I woke up today, odd that usually doesn't happen so much these days... I'm off got work to do Ciao,

Lasko
I'm gettingmovement in my fingers now. The right thumb is coming along nicely, but the other one isn't. Its still a little swollen. Me and the misses went to Red Lobster the other day. Oh its soo nummy. Lobster tails hit the spot. Went for a run today, first time in a while. I set a route for 1.02 miles. I knew I wasn't going to run all of it, but I did end up with 3/4 of a mile, which is still good. I should know on Monday where i'll be going for light duty. In case you were wondering, Lasko is the name of my fan thats cooling my ass off.

Erotic Dreams
I know you're there, alone in your bed And I want you to think of me And I want you to imagine how it would be Feeling my body So close, so hot and so tender And you hear me whispering in your ears Words you've never heard before Oh, listen, baby And when you fall asleep I want you to dream of me And I know your dreams will tell you All that could happen When you taste my salty skin So wet, so sweet, so longing And your body discovers every spots Spots you've never touched before Oh, touch me, baby, Touch me, touch, touch Touch me baby Oh, come on, touch me, baby Oh, I need you, come on Touch me Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ohhh

Accident!!!
Hello everyone I just wanted to send out a prayer request. Last night about 11:00 my mom and sister were hit by a semi-truck on Lincoln and 41(for those who live ine E-ville). They have discharged my mother, although she is still in pain. My sister so far as of right now has broken ribs, and a broken arm. They are running more tests on her to see what else if anything is wrong. Please pray that she will be fine and that nothing more will be wrong w/her. Don't forget to keep my mother in your prayers too. Just pray that everything will be ok and that God will be w/them. THANK YOU ALL .....AND PLEASE KEEP MY FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS!!!!!! GOD BLESS, TACARRA Update….Chrissy's surgery went fine she has two metal plates in her right arm. They are going to make her get up tomorrow and start moving. She has 3 broken ribs, as far as her ribs and her lumbars go..they have to heal on their own. Mom got her x-rays back and they told her that she has a fractured tibia and a chip missing from her

What We Owe Sam Dash
by Dr. William Pierce Something very interesting happened on Friday of last week. Samuel Dash, a high-profile Jew lawyer that Special Prosecutor Ken Starr has employed for the past four years as a high-priced consultant during his investigation of Clinton's illegal behavior, suddenly torpedoed his employer in a sneak attack that severely damaged the effort to impeach Clinton and remove him from office. Let's look at the details. Samuel Dash gained his high profile 25 years ago, when he was the chief counsel of the Senate committee investigating the Watergate scandal. He had close ties to people at the Washington Post, and it has been widely assumed that he orchestrated the torrent of leaks from his investigating staff to the media. It was these leaks to the media day after day, for month after month, virtually all of them damaging to Nixon and his allies, which unraveled the Nixon presidency. In any case, Dash played a key role in the process which eventually forced Nixon to resi

Improving Our Souls
by Dr. William Pierce Perhaps you won't mind if today I just share a few thoughts with you about where our people are now and where we're headed, instead of doing my usual news analysis. One of the things I've complained about often is that when so many terribly destructive things are happening to us, most of our people are simply remaining as spectators, refusing to lift a hand against the enemies who certainly will destroy us if we permit them. We have Bill Clinton in the White House, the clearest proof there could be that the present political system in America, the system by which we choose our legislators and our governmental executives has gone completely haywire. We simply cannot have people like Bill Clinton as President, and the gang of criminals in the Congress making our laws, and expect America to survive. Hundreds of thousands of responsible men and women should rise up in righteous wrath against Washington and its system. But they don't. Or conside

Lew, Bill, Tupac, And Mitchell
by Dr. William Pierce I was surprised to receive a number of letters from irate citizens who were angry and frightened about what Bill Clinton said in a speech to graduating seniors at Portland State University in Oregon on June 13. The Fastest Zipper in the West told his audience -- and that included television viewers all over America -- that we must not do anything to slow the flow of immigrants from the Third World into the United States. He denounced as "wrongheaded" those White Americans who fear that "the America they know and love is becoming a foreign land." That is a wrongheaded view of Third World immigration, Clinton said. Instead we must welcome more "diversity." More "diversity" will be good for us, he said. Anyway, he gloated, there's nothing you can do to stop it. The White majority in America will become a minority within the next 50 years, so get used to it, you wrongheaded bigots. The White America you knew and loved will become non-White. And to try to oppose thi

The Goblin Sketchbook
So on my first day here at CherryTap I started another small blog. Still getting a feel of a place before I can cut loose and share with you all what it is exactly what it is that I do...art. So until I am completely comfortable here I have decided to start off with some older works straight out of what I call The Goblin SketchBook. Hope you enjoy.. -=(gRiMz)=-

So I'm Back On My Loves.....
So yeah I hadn't been on for awhile because I got this job and I work 1st shift. I didn't have a computer nor did I have the internet. But now I pay for my internet and I got me a laptop.... so no more having to go to my moms to get on it. ;p SO yeah my first job ever has been going pretty good.... I like it. :) Well thats all I wanted to post for now... take care loves. XOXOXO Tiffany

Hello My Name Is...
Drunk! At least that is what it was last night... LOL! Oh man, to much, over the top! I wa out of control, I think.. I had Drill this weekend so working close to where you drill gives the advantage of hitting the club after work. And I hit it pretty hard... In combat boots. To funny! I was there pretty much open to close with friends from work, and the Guard, and some friends that I only know from the club... On other news, the spouse just came and go her bed, lools like I'll be sleeping on one of the kids beds till I move. We got an offer on the house, so now it's up to the mortage company to say if they will accept it or not, I think that they will, their getting their money, and were getting out.... That's about all I have from here today So! Ciao...

It's So Simple, The Way I Slip Away...
My eyes change, if only for a second. The world gets a little darker... there's a shade of red in it. It's not good. It's not bad. It's made of feelings you can't describe. It's just emotion flowing... seeping from my pores... exiling from my mind. The darker it gets, the more I feel. The shade of red that mingles with it is comforting. I'm at home, here. Strands fall in my face; I run my fingers through my hair. Everything feels sensual... every touch, every motion. I look at my skin, in amazement. There's beauty in every freckle. I feel comfortable in my own skin. The music that lingers in the air is suiting. It's soft and tranquil. It's melodies capture my soul... it's words tease my emotions with talk of what could be. There's a chill in the air. It's a cold, plastic feel... like wrapped packaging, devoid of emotion. I still feel like a warm summer's day. More red mingles and dances in the darkness. They dance a waltz so graceful, y

My Kids
Kelsey and Ryan, mommy just want's you to know that you 2 mean the world to me. I would not trade anything about you. I love you with all my heart and soul. Ryan I know that I had you at a younge age but I would not ever take it back, or change it for the world. You are my little man, and you know that. Kelsey, I love you to, you are mommy's little princess. I love you!

It's Ekg Time, Or I Knew I Would Pass Out In A Trailer One Day.....
SO I felt a little ill today, tried to call in, but work wouldn't let me. I went in, feeling off, wondering if it was because I haven't been eating much lately, and noticing as I go on, it's getting super hard to lift ANYTHING!!! My neck and shoulders started screaming with pain, And then the room starts to get darker......So I sit down, then I'm getting so light-headed I have to sit down after every box I lift & it's getting harder and harder to breathe....."This is no good," I'm thinking......"and where the hell is my sup!!" I continue in this pattern for 20 mins or more, meanwhile boxes are piling up.....finally, the sup comes by & I let him know my condition..... "Scan for 2 more mins, I will bring in a power-loader, then break and you can go." Well I damn near passed out just doing that. So they let me go, I barely make it to my car, call my sis, and tell her what 's going on (since as you ALL know, the line home is busy) Wait 15 mins, drive home, grab mom and off to the

Moving On Bulletin
Hmmmmm, interesting. I thought for sure someone would prove me wrong. I've come to the conclusion that no one really reads profiles, bulletins, etc. If they do, it blows right out of their minds within seconds of reading. That's a pity. Many people really say a lot. It just proves how superficial and nonsincere it all is on CT.

Hand Or Implement
In my time as an HOH I have found different ideas on how to spank a submissive wife, some believe that a short, very hard spanking is perfect while other prefer a long, slow, medium spanking. I prefer the long slow method, starting with hand. I have used paddles, straps, crops, brushes, spoons, belts, switches and cane. In doing so have found that with the hand you can administer a very thorough spanking, taking your time, changing the stiffness of your hand to cause a desired effect. Most HOH's I have chatted with and a lot of the women complain that when an instrument is used they have bruises, welts, blister, etc... When using an instrument such as the paddle less force is needed to inflict the same sting as the hand, by using to much force the wife may close down, go into her own little space to escape the pain, hence causing her to hide in her self and hampers the reason for the discipline, to correct misbehavior. Not all wives are the same, some prefer to wear these mar

Greatest Show Ever!!!
How Zane fell into the job that he did I am not sure but what I will tell you is that he has, hands down, my dream job. What a living to be paid to go all around the world and get drunk everywhere you go. He travels around the world to different countries and seeks out local establishments that have in some way impacted the drinking culture for that country. In addition to getting drunk everywhere he goes he also enjoys the different cuisines (rather strange a lot of the time) that each destination offers. You even get to enjoy watching what different parts of the world use as "hang over" cures. I would recommend this show to anyone that likes to watch a good cultural show and enjoys drinking! It is fun to see the different things that are being produced through out the world and Zane's personality makes it absolutely hilarious! There is also drinking games that have been set up for the show as you can see in his blog on his page! http://www.mojohd.com/mojoseries/threes

School For Men
Fall Classes for Men at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Monday, Oct 30, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL B! E LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM .. Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM. Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video. Meets

Silent Tear
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear.

Count You're Blessings
COUNT YOUR BLESSING.... If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't get angry. Think of all the people for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should your car break down, leaving you miles away from assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk. Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo therapy who wishes she had hair to examine. Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful! There are those who didn't live long enough to get the

Needing Some Lovin
What I really need, I just can't plant a seed. It does me so good, That i want it like you should. Everyone needs it, Even just a little bit. Love is what we all want, If only it could be bought. You have to find it on your own, Like in the movies he's on the other end of the phone. Now listen closely, Thats what I need, Is a little love, Love indeed!!!By Daisy

Lost & No Where To Be Found
MY FEAR OVERWHELMS ME THERE ARE CERTAIN WAYS I HELP THEM OUT SLITTING MY WRIST JUST TO SEE 'EM BLEED PRAYING TO A FAKE GOD LAUGHING OVER MY SINS I FIGURED OUT SOMETHING MANY FIND HARD TO BELIEVE MAN WAS MADE IN GODS IMAGE GOD IS A SINNER, A HOE, HE IS GAY, & WHATEVER OTHER IMPERFECTION THAT WE HAVE SINCE WE WERE MADE IN HIS IMAGE HE OR SHE ISN'T PERFECT WHEN IT COMES TO GOD HE'S ALWAYS LOST & NEVER TO BE FOUND

Love Heals
He was hesistant at first But fate had its way His heart needed to be nursed To be with mine I would pray He slowly opened up Like a flower to the sun His heart had had it rough But was no longer on the run My heart sent a message At first he tried to deny But my heart was agressive He had to comply His walls began to descend as I loved him even more Pain within his heart to mend My heart being the core As our hearts connected He had to admit The love he detected his hurt he would submit My love for him is endless it's not going to disappear Now my biggest hope and wish is for him to be near He is no longer scared To express his love for me I just showed him I cared My dreams now turning into reality.

3 Short Poems.
Give me your soul give me your mind let me caress your body and make you feel pleaser like you have never felt before let me show you a world so far her but at the same time is so close Will you trust me will you love me for me what will you do come to my fantasy world and be happy and know what true pleaser is........ Toys are fun there made for boys and girls, There made for adults and childern,what type of toys do you play with I got one here would you like to play with its be fun for me and you toys toys how much fun they are hmm toys for you and toys for me what is your faverit toys hmmm hee hee Iknow what mine is and I think you might have one I like . SEX is grand sex is fun sex can get boring as hell why do we fuck why do every one want sex sex just gets in the way of a relationship whats the point of sex do you know can you truely know hell sex is great sex is grand sex is ever so boring

Inside A Gurls Head
SEE ME LIVING MY LIFE DO YOU THINK I'M NAUGHTY OR NICE MY EYES TELL MY TORTURED FAIRY TAIL LOOK IN MY DARKNESS WHAT DO YOU SEE CRAWL THREW THE MISSHAPEN CHAOS SLEEP IN MY NIGHTMARES OF LUST & TORTURE SEE MY BODY TWIST & TURN FROM THE INSANITY FROM THE ONES THAT DIDN'T LOVE ME BUT ONLY PLAYED ME FOR A FOOL SWIM IN TEARS OF ABUSES & SEE MY BLOOD POUR FROM MY FRAGILE BODY BUT YOU CAN'T SEE THIS ANYMORE I KILLED THE GIRL IN MY HEAD THE ONE BRING ME DOWN LOWERING MY HEAD NO MORE LIFE SENTENCES WITHOUT PAROLE I'M BREAKING FREE OF THIS HELL NO ONE MUST KNOW I'VE DRAWN A MAP & LOCKED AWAY DEEP INSIDE THIS GIRL CAN'T BE SET FREE I AM TIRED OF HIDING INSIDE AS WE CUM TO THE END OF OUR LIL MOVIE THE CREDIT ARE ROLLING BI ONE LAST THING MUST BE SAID FOR THAT GIRL "SHE FIGHTS EVEN THOUGH SHES IS DIED!!!

Scarface
SLITS ON MY FACE BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY BODY LOOKING IN THE MIRROR AT THE DAMAGE I'VE DONE TO MY BODY SWEET SURRENDER FROM A RAZOR WARM CRIMSON DRIPPING FROM MY FINGERS ON A MIRROR I SEE MY LAST FORGIVING WORDS FLOWING FROM THIS BODY FALLING TO THE FLOOR IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS FADING FAST THE FLOOR IS COLD UNDER MY DYING BODY I AM ALONE LIKE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE DAY I AM SOMEBODIES LOVE OF THERE LIFE THE NEXT DAY THE LOVE HAS RUN ALL BUT DRY IMAGES IN BROKEN GLASS ARE IMAGES THAT NEVER LAST REFLECTIONS OF MEMORIES FROM THE PAST BAD DREAMS THAT ALWAYS SEEM TO LAST I CRY INTO THE NIGHT A GIRL DYING ON THE COLD FLOOR THE WORDS I LOVE YOU LINGERING FROM HER LONELY LIPS

Trouble
I am trouble I am trouble that is my name no matter what this LiL Angel can't say out of it, I have never met anyone who wanted to stick out the storm and see what is on the other side of the storm. If there is a person who is just like me then our storms would be great and long but the turn out would be beautiful I swear. I am trouble I fall from grace and when I land there is no one to catch me when I land, I can no longer fly my wings have been clipped so that I can not escape from my cage, my door is lock I scream for someone to find the key. I am trouble I am trouble I am trouble I am trouble No one loves trouble here I go popping my knife blade open and then closing it the sound of the pop of the blade brings a picture into my head of the time I tried to free myself, I got close but they brought me back and locked me back up now my wings are gone the took my only chance for freedom now I am screwed! I am trouble they let me out of cage to dance for people

Insanity
This is great I am insane just thought ya'll should be told that bi the way! I was treated for mental problems why was I treated for mental problems Right now I really don't care because the morphine there pumping into me is all but better I swiped a scalpel I want to brand my skin with the demons I was seeing I cut the nurse instead oops sorry my bad shit let me fix that for you I am given a tranq to make me sleep and make me sleep fast I wake up bound to a bed restraints to keep me in a state were I am starting to shake just so someone will come to my side the dumb fucks let me free I run out of the door and straight for the nearest house so I can escape the horrors of the mental state I was in I make a phone call no one answers so I leave a message after the fucking beep this is great I am insane just thought ya'll should be told that bi the way! Just kidding ya'll warning: any material read should not be taken seriously! Thank you and h

Grace
With wings of grace traded by sweet dreams of hell I float upon a cloud with no silver lining instead it drips blood from my body I cut my pain away but no matter how deep I go it still remains with in me the lose of a pure one hurts so bad that the words upon my lips can't even cum close to see the pain written all in my eyes and I am not able to erase the pain away it is my only sin upon this world to speak demotic tones filled with hate and love mixed with blood and envy I dare not show it all at once I cried pools of blood the other day and the words that I found that comforted me was " IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" "IT WAS ALL MY FAULT" PLEASE JUST LOCK ME AWAY I CAN'T STAND TO SEE ANOTHER D

My Note
How do I pull the trigger? Hell is the only promise land I know Suicide has become the only thing I know My soul & my heart died along time ago I was beaten & abused burned & tortured & used Fucked over & reused Never wanting to be woke up from my beautiful dream The sign on my door knob says it all “DO NO DISTURB” “SUICIDE TAKING PLACE” Popping the bullet into the chamber While playing Russian Roulette in my bedroom chamber Someone should have held her a little longer Someone should have held her a little tighter But then again that someone did hold her longer But then again that someone did hold her tighter My soul & my heart died along time ago I was beaten & abused burned & tortured & used Fucked over & reused With third degree burns that not only lay on the surface Her scars run deeper than anyone can touch The flames that burned her are nothing but a metaphor The only way I feel your touch is holding my pillow tight The only wa

The Boys Of Quantico
From all across the country They came to join the Corps. They walked away from everything Knowing not what was in store. They pledged their lives & loyalty For reasons only they would know. God bless the men who joined back then, The Boys of Quantico. In '66 they came 500 strong To find and follow their dreams. Could they prove they had the stuff To become an Officer of Marines? Now some were born to money While most were regular Joes. They all faced the test of OCS, The Boys of Quantico. They came to test their mettle, To march & fight & drill. To push beyond their pain & fear One clear goal, theirs to fulfill. Thru sweat & blood they earned their Bar And the greatest title one can bestow. Known as "Marines" 'til Heaven's scenes, The Boys of Quantico. At TBS, in classrooms & in the field For days & nights they trained, you see. For their mission was to learn to lead A platoon of Marine Corps infantry. Their work was

Taste
So there are certain songs I can't listen to, Because they tend to remind me of you. I can't walk anywhere near your house, Because I might see you around. I try, to forget your lies. When you decided to leave, you pulled apart my life. And I found out my heart was sewn to yours. When you pulled away, from your arms I was torn. Now some other girl can call the chest where I rested my head home. And she can tell her friends she is yours. But when we meet again we will nullify each other’s feelings. And devoid past memories of ever loving at all. Those blue eyes pierce my heart. Over, and over again. You kiss me in my dreams, but there is no feeling Just pain. Pain in my soul. Pain smeared on my lips. Pain allover your skin, Pain when I breathe and in my writing. Because you were the one person I wanted to be with. I hope she treats you like a king, the way I did. Any girl you choose to love, will only see you taste of me.

A Fond Farewell To Sip
When comic book creators enter the industry, I think it’s safe to say that they all hope to leave some kind of mark behind – either through an entire book or possibly just through a single character. Can you imagine how it would feel to have given the comics world “Superman” or “X-Men”? For small-press publishers, the challenge of leaving a lasting mark is even greater, but a few do manage to do it. Thanks to some very determined creators, we will always have “Cerebus,” “The Tick,” and “Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles” to enjoy. But what about lasting comics without sorcery, superpowers, or talking animals? The odds appear to be even more against you, but one creator has managed to leave a mark in the industry that won’t disappear anytime soon – Terry Moore. In 1993, Moore created a book called Strangers in Paradise (known as SiP to its fans), which he wrote and drew himself. Since that time, the book has not only won awards from several literary organizations, but has also been th

I Was Trippin Hard Tonight
ME UH....PEDRO THAT'S RIGHT WAS TRIPPIN FUKEN HARD TONIGHT MAN AND I UH PIMP OUT MY PROFILE CUM SHOW ME SOME.......... UH..........SOME LOVE...UH THAT'S RIGHT. UH.... OH YA TELL ALL YOUS STONER BUDS TOO AMIGO........COMPRENDE BTW GEORGE WAS HERE HE SAID "HIGH" Say High! with Weedcomments.com

Sunshine And Hoe's
Here it is Friday afternoon....been out in the yard and garden getting some sun. Me with a hoe in the garden..not such a strange site....except that I am naked. Also, do you think "my tractor's sexy" and am I a little too sunburned.

In The Mirror (a Poem I Wrote)
tell me what it is that i'm ((supppose)) to see when i l^o^o^k into the !mirr0r! ¿why? is it that I HaTe myself && *everything* that I AM when did I decide that I h..a..d to put on ~twenty~ pounds of makeup just to feel b*e*a*u*t*i*f*u*l or at least AtTeMpT to [[feel]] B*e*a*u*t*i*f*u*l As I s/t/a/n/d there completely n.a..k.e.d I can see ALL of my +.flaws.+ InSiDe && OuT How can you *think* of me as to be [[PERFECT]] when :.nothing.: about me is [[PERFECT]] My eyes have lost their s*p*a*r*k*l*e;; there's no .g.l.i.t.t.e.r. in my [[veins]] i'm REALLY nothing ::.SpEcIaL.:: How could you F A L L in [♥]Lovee[♥] with someone LiKE Me? When I l^o^o^k into the !mirr0r! I see nothing more then a BIG m!stake I can only h0pE that i'm more then that to *you* but if I am just a m!stake I *hope* that I was your ((favorite)) >one< © 2007 Kirsten Oge

What Can Repair Something So Damaged?
I'm not the rock that you think I am I'm not that strong anymore i'm broken and cracked soon to be shattered, what can repair something so damaged? I've been walked over, taken advantage of, molested, beaten, mistreated, used, threatened, lied to, and i've been broken, many times it seems. And I just seem to continue to fall apart the little things begin to get to me more then they use too I get jealous over nothing, and take it farther then I should, I get frustrated with him, in my mind only because he isn't here yet but it isn't his fault, I just hate the distance. I want to run away with him and not worry about anymore I want to be free, I feel trapped within this house, and now i'm working, i'm always exhausted and tired, him and I, we hardly ever talk anymore. Bills continue to stack up, the divorce still isn't finished yet, nothings settled. I'm just the remains of a rock, broken and cracked, and although it's hard for me, I stand th

Happy Fucking Mother's Day.
Mother's day is just around the corner well mom, I hope you're not expecting anything from me and if you are, then I guess you're in for a good disappointment maybe this year once again i'll be receiving the present from my younger brother, the one you should have been receiving, it was your choice to leave and i'm glad that once more you got screwed over but don't you dare go blaming it on my sister she didn't choose to move, she didn't have an option why can't you be a woman and take the blame for your actions? She isn't the reason for your unhappiness, and nether is my father, or me, or my other siblings, your unhappiness was caused by you, you took bad situations and made them worse, why can't you see what you destroyed? why can't you see what you're missing out on? I hope someday you realize how much pain you've caused us all and when that day comes, don't come running to me to apologize you're a grown woman and you knew what you were getting yourself into you

New Secretary
New Secretary Two friends meet in the office of one of them, a notorious techo-geek. "Hey, bud, how are ya?" "I'm good. Congratulations, that new secretary of yours is beautiful!" "Well, I'm glad you like her. Believe it or not, she's a robot! "No way, how could that be?" "Way! She's the latest model from Japan. Lemme tell you how she works. If you squeeze her left tit, she takes dictation. If you squeeze her right tit, she types a letter. And that's not all, she can have sex, too!" "Holy shit! You're kidding, right?" "No, she's something, huh? Tell you what, you can even borrow her" So, his friend takes her into the restroom and is in there with her for a while. Suddenly, he hears him screaming "Eeeeyaaaaa! Heeelp Ooooooh! Aaaaaaah! Eeeeeeeeeeeaaargghhhh!" The guy says, "Shit! I forgot to tell him her ass is a pencil sharpener!"

Mugged
Mugged A turtle was walking down an alley in New York when he was mugged by a gang of snails. A police detective came to investigate and asked the turtle if he could explain what happened. The turtle looked at the detective with a confused look on his face and replied “I don't know, it all happened so fast.”

Have You Forgotten?
HAVE WE FORGOTTEN? We walked among the crosses Where our fallen soldiers lay. And listened to the bugle As TAPS began to play. The Chaplin led a prayer We stood with heads bowed low. And I thought of fallen comrades I had known so long ago. They came from every city Across this fertile land. That we might live in freedom. They lie here 'neath the sand. I felt a little guilty My sacrifice was small. I only lost a little time But these men lost their all. Now the services are over For this Memorial Day. To the names upon these crosses I just want to say, Thanks for what you've given No one could ask for more. May you rest with God in heaven From now through evermore AS A VETERAN OF THE US MILITARY, I MUST SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FELLOW FALLEN COMRADES FROM EVERY BRANCH OF THE US MILITARY. I WISH PEOPLE WOULD STOP AND REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIAL DAY IS ALL ABOUT...IT IS NOT ABOUT A 3 DAY WEEKEND, OR THE BEGINNING OF SUMMER, OR A WEEKEND TO GET DRUNK AND JUST

This Is A Real Love Story
I posted this in a bulletin eariler, but I thought the story warranted a more permanent place on the site. It's from today's Gaston Gazette (our local newspaper. Here Goes: After Ervin Friday’s health began to fail in December, he moved into a nursing home and was separated from his wife for the first time since World War II. But as soon as they parted, Alma Friday, 93, began to get sick too. And for better or worse, she joined her husband in a small room at the Brian Center Health and Rehabilitation on Cox Road. The Fridays’ eldest daughter, Barbara Brice, said her parents were close, so close that when Ervin, 94, died on Monday, Alma joined him 24 hours later. Both passed away in their sleep, Brice said. A banner on matching caskets at their funeral Friday read, “A Love Story.” They were married for more than 73 years. “They told her he passed and she cried,” Brice said. “My brother asked her, if she was going to Dad’s funeral and she said she didn’t feel strong enou

Birthday Plans
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN: ITS JOHNNYS 36TH BIRTHDAY BASH!!! My Birthday is June 4th.. its a Monday. I have been arranging my schedule at work and it looks like I will be working for Mike from 9-5 that day. No biggie.. I havent had to work on my b-day for the last 3yrs..and Im off early enough to still have plenty of time to go out and have fun. Im thinking: Dinner: LOS AGAVES (Southpark location) 6:30/7 pm Drinks and general Debauchery: The Arena- The District of Rock Island Located between the Daquari Fatory and RIBCO Karaoke starts @ approx 10pm.. Yes I said Karaoke! Its my birthday. DEAL!.. They also have an XBOX hooked up to the BIG SCREEN TV.. so if anyone wants to bring some games.. thats fine.. you can play them on their system. If you think you might attend.. go ahead and reply with an RSVP so I have an idea of how many too expect.. This is a PYOB event... PAY YOUR OWN BILL!! Of course, if anyone wants to pay for the birthday boy.. well, thats compl

Bush Makes Power Grab
When the president determines a catastrophic emergency has occurred, the president can take over all government functions and direct all private sector activities to ensure we will emerge from the emergency with an "enduring constitutional government." President Bush, without so much as issuing a press statement, on May 9 signed a directive that granted near dictatorial powers to the office of the president in the event of a national emergency declared by the president. The "National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive," with the dual designation of NSPD-51, as a National Security Presidential Directive, and HSPD-20, as a Homeland Security Presidential Directive, establishes under the office of president a new National Continuity Coordinator. That job, as the document describes, is to make plans for "National Essential Functions" of all federal, state, local, territorial, and tribal governments, as well as private sector organizations to continue functioning

Happy Memorial Day
As we Celebrate Memorial Day with BBQ's and Picnic's Let us Not Forget what this Day was established for.... To Remember Those Brave men and Women who made the Supreme Sacrifice to help Safe Guard our Freedoms....

Friends
I rate & fan all the profiles I visit.To me there is no need for crewlty so everyone gets a 10. I appreaciate all who takes the time to do the same back. I love making friends, don't read anything into it, I'm just friendly, but not looking for anything more than friendship .I appreciate my friends,they are treasures to me .

Friends
Friendship When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

As Human Lands Into The Hands Of Enchantment
Consciousness found a planet And over ran it with panic Started turning small with no damage Then turned tall into language That left behind all that lasted Through words that only convey half of it As consciousness found a past in the passion that passed on Roots to branches through the dances evolution advances From generations of ages singing creation in stages painting history pages Songs of angels calling down their natures for futures to savor Each piece key to complete the expansion imagined As human lands into the hands of enchantment Striving to understand the paths that they stand in Confined to one mind in this passage of language Where patterns of matter awaken and take form As consciousness finds a past in the passion that passed on

My Memorial Day Monday!
Well, all me and the hubbie been doing is playing Castlevania Lament Of Innocence. I am fixing up some lunch and then going back to playing and helping him out. I got the whole half ass guide of the net last nite. So that makes a big difference. Missing my baby girl right now, she is in Ohio for the summer with her Ma & Pa. So anyways you guys have a good day! Remember our Fallin Soldiers, and Those who are fighting for us right now. I am blessed with my husband not being over there! I pray and hope that faith and guideness lead them through a victory today and no one falls....

Wednesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Jimmy Fallon, Big A, Traveling Virus Tickets, Brand New Videos Online
Good morning, kids! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE on this fine Whip 'em Out Wednesday. You don't have to take MY word for it, no siree... just flip on yer Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony Live' room...and not only will you see US , live... in studio... you will see ladies WOWing, flashing, showing their boobies on webcam in honor of this fine tradition. So get going, will ya! (no, you don't NEED to have a wbcam to watch the video feeds...or the WOWing) It's a fine fine day for boobies in the New York area, so if you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how much chees

Jealousy
Jealousy is a complex response to an uner-recognized desire to have (or experience or know) something that we dont currently -at least not the level we'd like. Jealousy is custom designed to raise our hackles. Jealousy crops up largely due to what we value or desire. Initially we feel jealouse without fully understanding why and without knowing what to do about it. "Activating events" can ignite a firestorm of emotional relations, assumptions and resentment that do little to move us closer to our core desires and may actually work against us. Shift your attention away from the external cause and toward the underlying desires behind our jealouse feelings we can learn about what really matters to us and evaluate our responss accordingly. We benefit most from jealousy's potential gifts when we take time to evaluate what emotion or emotions lie at the heart of the matter. Noticing where our jealously is ignited tends to help us see where we might focus on expressing and responding to those

Forgiveness....
To forgive Is not to forget. To forgive Is really to remember That nobody is perfect That each of us stumbles When we want so much to stay upright That each of us says things We wish we had never said That we can all forget that love Is more important than being right. To forgive Is really to remember That we are so much more Than our mistakes That we are often more kind and caring That accepting another's flaws Can help us accept our own. To forgive Is to remember That the odds are pretty good that We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves. That life sometimes gives us more Than we can handle gracefully. To forgive Is to remember That we have room in our hearts to Begin again And again, And again. ~~ Author Unknown ~~

Death
I stand here with a blade, you stand there shaking at me I know what you did You know what you did I look at your throat with a smile upon my face with the look of fear in your eyes no where to run no where to hide your traped inside one quick swipe of my blade you stand there with fear looking at me with the blood pouring from your throat i smile at you and laugh how the tables have turned i'm the one who is laughing' your the one whos holding your throat.

The End
As I sit here, Darkness surrounds me, no light no sound can be heard for miles, getting up to look around. All I can see is emptiness. wondering as I begin to to walk around, though I can see myself weeping towards the ground, standing there as if i was stunned, trying to see why do I cry, looking at myself closer to see blood pour from my wrist. Questioning myself why though, my answer never seemed to come. Confusion hits as I start to fade away from here, Though why did I do it, repeats in my head like the pounding on my front door. Go to answer and no one is there, though the pounding is still here, where is it coming from, is it in my head, am I going crazy, where am I, confusion sets in as I start to wonder, but here I sit dazed and confused outside my house. Bang bang bang the pounding won't stop, where is it comming from, grabing at my hair, starting to pull, as the room is spinning with confusion, sitting down to think whe

Wanting You
Tossing and turning upon my bed of thorns, Memories of you haunting my dreams.... Wanting you.... Longing to feel your breath in my ear, As you gently caress my neck, And torture me with the promise of blissful surrender.... Needing you.... Burning passion, Desperate to feel your thrust and pull inside of me Filling my raging river with your molten lava of desire.... Missing you.... Longing to taste your sweet kisses once more And feel your arms, strong and safe, around me Holding me through the night as I rest my head against your heart.... Wanting you.... Needing you..... Missing you.

Don't Ya Just Hate...
fucking downraters! I didn't really think a lot about it until some fuckhead downrated a pic of one of my kids. That fucking pisses me off. You fucking loosers out there who downrate pics, fuck with me all you want but at least have the balls to show yourself. If you downrate one of my pics, please leave me a comment and let me know. You are a big fucking yellow coward if you can't let someone know that you downrated one of their pics and why. Fucking chickenshit little cowards. Fuck with my pics all you want but don't downrate my kids. Be big enough to tell me why you would downrate a child. If you can't respect someone's kids then don't fucking rate the pics, just move on. I just hope that i can find out who did it and for you that did do it and those that do it in the future, hope like hell that I don't find out who you are. I will bash the shit out of ever pic you have. I will probably move your rating up with the comments I will make on your pics and I will rate every

My Subjects
Born in destruction Shelling from all angles Grown in torment A living hell with steep hills I climbed and escaped Only to become a soldier myself Causing the same destruction I claimed to not know I stand about looking at my war torn life Look at the holes in my heart And the shackles on my wrist And wonder where I went wrong Past mistakes not inventoried Nothing reconciled Nothing gained Just another ounce of pain I can’t hold much more Carrying this burden is getting me soar All I want is to get up off the floor Be strong and march forward with my head to the sky And not try to wonder why Just as the tide was turning I got hit and now I lay in my shadow If there is a god I need you now To hold me up and set me free So I can live again I follow your rules I don’t look for my old tools The ones that numb the pain The ones that hurt The ones that torture Instead I stay on course Living with all my remorse I am sorry for your pain And the torment th

Somebody Said..
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby ... Somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "normal" is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct, somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring ... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good"....somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ... somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother.... Somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first .. Somebody doesn't have two children. Somebody said a mother can find all the an

Jole
Little Billy goes to school and the teacher says, "Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does nayone have an example of a multi-syllable word?" Billy says, "Mas-tur-bate." Miss Rogers smiles and says, "Wow, little Billy, that's a mouthful." Little Billy says, "No, Miss rogers, you're thinking of a blow job."

Well Do U Wanna Know?
Name? Age? Do you like me? How long have u known me? Do you have a crush on me? What would you do if i was beside you? Are you a juggalo/Jugagalette? would you kiss me? Would you bite me? How hard? Do you like rough sex? Do you wanna have sex with me? What color are my eyes? Have u ever wanted to tell me somthin ask me somethin but u were afraid of what i'd say? if so what was it? whats you fav faygo/ pop? do u know what mine is? what do u want me to be to you? do u think im pretty/sexxi/beautifull ect.? is this alot of questions?

Life
People are unreasonable, illogical and self centered Love them anyway If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Do good anyway If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies Succeed anyway The kindness you show today will be forgotten tomorrow Be kind anyway Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable Be honest and frank anyway The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big anyway What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight Build anyway People really need help, but may attack you if you help them Help people anyway Give the world the best you have, and you might get kicked in the teeth Give the world the best you have anyway

Apparently
I really like the word apparently for some reason, Not sure why.. So apparently I need sleep, and lots of it. That is what I have done all day, well, for the most part. Not a whole lot has been going on. Working for drinks at the club, hanging out, trying to find a woman. I did manage to kind of go out with Brandi, we had fun. We ended up getting Olive Garden carry out, taking to my office, and then goinb back to the club where we played video games and drank... Then her bf started texting her, he knew that she was there... Her mom was there too, so she said that she was going to talk to her and disappeared...it was cool though, I went and sat with the people from my group the FTIG CC Bar Rats, snd fiinished out the night still haveing a lot of fun. And I did have fun with Brandi, understanding that she was probably paranoid about her bf knowing that she was there.... So, that is about all that is going on right now, I should be packing stuff up, I just haven't gotten around t

Love Dilemma
Her starring eyes to the depth The soft winter breeze through her hair It makes me thinking very deeply so it makes me very care I don’t know if I like loving or if I hate it or not Must the hunting be over Could I’m letting fade it?? Please, help me, God! Many different questions for a young growing man like me but I would really know it to complete my family tree To much money makes poor But a kiss makes health Tickles into the belly . . . It could be Love you felt Many different cultures Only love could make them to one And could even warm it up By the sweet raises of the sun

Life
as i stand here in this world, without a map or a clue as to where or who i am...ive developed a hypothesis so deep that it ponders inside my deepest thoughts... before i tell you this is how ive begun this train of thought...based on all the thinking of all the things that have happened to me and the things that ive done...i grew a sudden feeling of emptiness a void in which i know cannot be answered. *as a child your mind is a blank state...you can be raised as an animal without the influence of any human and youll act as an animal. Animals can be done so in a similar way. Animals have found productive ways to use there time. Basic life cycle consists of birth, consumtion, mate, death...some out exist others based on the theory of darwinism. humans are born, consume, breed and die as well...but we also create useless things that have controled so many lives...im not saying this to be rude but what is a religion...how many are there...do dogs go to church...so what if this is a test..

A Reason To Smile
It takes all I have to get out of bed Knowing everyday is full of dread I can only hope for the best For everything puts me to the test I had closed myself off Given up on being soft A glimmer of hope though, is in my sight I think about it every night It’s been so long-I couldn’t say When last it was I felt this way A simple voice that puts a smile on my face Leaving me longing to be in his embrace I wonder if it’s right That I want to be with him each night I will take each step in stride No longer my feelings will I hide Only time will tell If this will turn out well I’ll cherish every smile Hold each soft word for just awhile This may sound cliché or sappy But all I want is to be happy

Hate Mail
don't you just love people that have nothing better to do than hate on you because they can't live with what they are doing.they have to turn it around on you.one thing worse than a drama queen is a fake drama queen with no remorse.{peace out}

Photos
Look, if you are going to add me, then rate and comment my pics. It's only fair. I am not here to add a bunch of guys to my friends list if they dont care to rate & comment my pics. It's nice to get feed back once in a while. I did change my pics, once I my level goes up I will add more personal pics but only to be seen by my Family. If you wanna get to know me and are female, send me some love. I dont mind talking to guys, just obey the rules as the are on my profile and we will get along and respect my MARRIAGE to an USAF Ssgt! Thanks and Have a great day!

Kays Blog Entry
Well I can certainly say that Sir Don did a through spanking job on Friday night for using the "F" word during the week. He also did a maintenance discipline on Sunday during the day. I was feeling very bratty that day (Sunday) however and pretended that I didn't remember that I needed to thank him for the discipline. He reminded me and I pretended to remember and tell him thank you. Later though, and this is the part that I just shake my head at, I felt guilty and told him what I had done. What a dummy yet I was very proud of myself, and Sir Don was too, that I told on myself to get another spanking. Trust me this isn't something I wanted and I could have let it slide. I'm sure that I probably did in the past but I couldn't this time. I wasn't fooling myself that was for sure and had felt guilty then so I sucked it up and told. I was very throughly spanked (again) and boy did it hurt. Usually Sir Don doesn't leave any marks but this time my butt was already sore and red from

Hello Happiness...
Welcome... it's been awhile. Please, make yourself comfortable. Kick back, settle in... and reside inside this place of me... inside this glow as I do so love the way you... put the sparkle in my eyes turn up the corners of my mouth my spirit my volume... lifted and suspended wings and all. Yes... Happiness ... let me be your home.

A Ode To My Ex.
"MEMORIES" Note: These things are things that may just seem like a random list to anyone reading this but if Shane were to see this, he'd understand. *What I remember* Those tempting lips. That delightfully insipid smile. Long nights kissing you. Riding you and watching you exhale in slow motion. Drinking and gagging outside your van. Everyone's disapproval. Making love under the moonlight on the beach. Patience alongside pain and anxiousness. Tattoos (nuf' said ;P ). "Baby mama drama." "The Players's Club." Tom & Justin. Knight's Inn. People talking shit. You letting it get to you. Ditching my friends to see you. Russ. Getting it on in your car. Getting busy in the parking lot. Getting busy in your girlfriend's bed. Getting it on everywhere. Falling for Austin. Broken promises. Waiting and watching for you to show outside the window. Kiddie swimming pools. Wet, strawberry patch, underwear. Going on rides with you. Falling back in love with you.

You
When life grey shadows darken my day your love shines a light to brighten my way and with a love so steadfast and true i am guided so gently by no one but you If i dream in my sleep of horrors untold and wake in the night and shiver with cold my fears are all but banished as you hold me so close and nothing remains of my shadowy ghost when a careless word should cause me to grieve or some blind in difference should hurt or decieve a kiss breaths new hope to make me brand new that why i am devoted to no one but you

The 10 Commandments Of Students
I- Thou Shalt Nap And God gave unto Student a great gift, the gift of napping. God said to him, you shall spend half your day napping. You shall nap in class, in your room and in your friend's room. And God said, if you don't nap, you will not be able to stay up all night drinking. And Student said, nap I shall, and it was good. II- Thou Shalt Get Sick All the Time Now God said to Student, you must be sick all of the time. And Student asked why. And God said unto him, you shall share drinks, stay up too late, drink too much and get off with people you don't know. Therefore, God said, you shall be sick all year round. But God said, blessed are the sick for they have partied the hardest. And it was good. III- Thou Shalt Not Attend Lectures And Student asked, will this sickness affect my studies? And God said unto him, yes, but thou shalt skip classes for lesser reasons. You will skip classes because it is raining and you cannot find your umbrella. You will skip classes beca

Cheech & Chong
At their peak in the 1970s, Cheech and Chong represented the mainstream embodiment of the attitudes and lifestyles of the underground drug culture. Much as W.C. Fields shot to fame by making alcohol the focus of his act, the duo of Cheech Marin and Tommy Chong emerged from a cloud of pot smoke, simultaneously championing and lampooning the stoner community which became the team's most ardent supporters; although derided by critics and dismissed by the general populace, the team's stature as counterculture heroes was unquestioned, and for both aging hippies and dazed-and-confused teens, their comedy defined an era. The team began to take shape in the late 1960s when, after entering show business as a guitarist in a rock band, Chong established City Works, a wild improvisational troupe later joined by Richard "Cheech" Marin. When City Works dissolved, Cheech and Chong continued as a duo, formulating a musical comedy act. The music proved short-lived, however, when audiences began react

Why I Removed My Photo
I just discovered that some horny old fart on another website I belong to stole my photo from my profile and posted it on his page. Not in a friends group I don't know him. he just put it a group of other women in swimsuits. This is why I removed my real photo from here. Its a shame that a few jerks have to ruin it for everyone.So now I have my Totem and Protector's pic for my profile. I do have a pet wolf named Nakei who is just as feirce. I 'd like to put him on the man that stole my photo. What an asshole! Cheayla

Wednesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Michael Chiklis, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets
Good morning, kids! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE on this fine Whip 'em Out Wednesday. You don't have to take MY word for it, no siree... just flip on yer Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony Live' room...and not only will you see US , live... in studio... you will see ladies WOWing, flashing, showing their boobies on webcam in honor of this fine tradition. So get going, will ya! (no, you don't NEED to have a wbcam to watch the video feeds...or the WOWing) It's a little chilly in the New York area, but not too chilly for bosoms! If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matt

Have I Died?
... Surely I must have. As this is what the man up front described as Heaven ... when I was so small ... when I dreamed of this feeling... when I imagined I would fall... into You. Not even knowing yet who You were... still... he said so, he did... that heaven existed. As I sat there on the cold, hard bench and tried not to be afraid of the words he spoke ... the other words. I held onto the love I held onto the dream of You. I knew. I know. ... What love is. He must have too in some way... as... here I am ... In this feeling and I've really not been all that 'good' though at times I did try. And I do love. So then.... I ask again... Have I died? Surely... this is Heaven.

Another Of Kays Blogs
May 06, 2006 - Saturday after Discipline I sit here tonight nude after a Maintenance Discipline with a stinging red butt. This is the normal weekly discipline I receive to remind me of several things. One, to remind me what a real punishment spanking is supposed to feel like. Two, to remind me that I am not the one in charge but my HOH. Third, to remind me and for me to practice being submissive, even while I am being disciplined. Tonight I was able to receive fairly hard swats from both my HOH's hand and from the back of his hairbrush. He spanked me for 45 minutes and after about 30 minutes his hand got tired he switched to a hairbrush. The hairbrush is made of plastic and stings like crazy. Although he brought tears to my eyes I didn't cry and I was able to lay still on his lap for the most part except for the last 5 minutes when he had switched back to using his hand and was giving me pretty hard swats. I wiggled a little but not nearly as much as when we first st

"shadows"
" Shadows " When I finally learned to take a look At something other than countless books When I finally started to see the shadows within It was then and only then That I begin to learn For only when I begin to turn And look to my shadows deep within On my path could I begin For too many years I studied the shadows of my peers Hoping to find the path where I belong Only to realize my path could not be shown For as long as I was searching others’ shadows I could not see the answer lies in my shadows For it is my shadows that I must see If I’m to see where my path should be So for those of you who wish to learn I say to you it’s now your turn To take a look deep within See your shadows so you may begin Begin to learn where you belong Follow your shadows and you’ll be shown For it is your path you need to see Not the one that is right for me Blessed be three times three. Copyright 2007 TLC

The Long Awaited Trip
AS SHE SITS IN THE LOBBY OF THE UNITED AIR LINES TERMINAL, SHERRY KEEPS LOOKING AT HER WATCH. ALLI’S PLANE WAS DUE IN 30 MINUTES AGO AND HER PALNE HAS NOT ARRIVED YET. SHERRY IS GETTING VERY IMPATIENT MUTTERING TO HERSELF THAT SHE TOLD ALLI TO TAKE AN EARLIER PLANE BUT ALLI DIDN’T LISTEN. SHERRY IS SITTING THERE IN A PAIR OF TIGHT JEANS THAT REALLY SHOW OFF HER TIGHT ASS AND A WHITE BUTTON DOWN SHIRT, UNBUTTONED JUST TO SHOW A LITTLE CLEAVAGE. SHERRY IS GETTING MORE PISSED AS THE MINUTES GO BY. SHE IS GETTING MAD AT HERSELF BECAUSE SHE DOSEN’T USUALLY WEARS WAKE-UP BUT NOT ONLY DID SHE SPEND AN HOUR PUTTING THE RIGHT MAKE-UP ON BUT SHE CALLED HER FRIEND OVER TO HELP HER. SOMETHING SHERRY HAS NEVER DONE BEFORE. SHE JUST KEEPS SITTING THERE MOVING NERVIOUSLY IN HER CHAIR HOPING THAT ALLI LIKES HER WHEN THEY MEET. FORGETTING THAT SHE HAS NEVER MET ALLI IN PERSON BEFORE ONLY SPOKE TO HER AND THEY EXCHANGED PICTURES SHERRY KEEPS VOWING TO KILL ALLI FOR MAKING HER WAIT. 10 MINUTES LATER SHER

Buzz Off Dirty South Crew!
DIRTY SOUTH CREW FUCK OFF! GET A LIFE!Trust me Sweetcheeks and I could careless if you block us fuck the dirty south crew you guys ain't shit!Hating my wife won't make none of you pretty!LMAO HATERS GET A LIFE! © 2007Jay#931741

A Dangerous Mission For Canada's Troops
A Dangerous Mission For Canadian Troops Canadian troops in Afghanistan now face their most dangerous mission yet as Canada assumes the lead of multinational forces in scorching Kandahar -- widely known as a hotbed of militant activity and a retreat for remnants of the Taliban regime. National attention has focused on the region in recent times -- particularly after a suicide bombing near Kandahar in January killed a senior Canadian diplomat and seriously wounded three soldiers. As Brig.-Gen. David Fraser took command of coalition forces in Kandahar on Feb. 28, he upped the battle rhetoric, asserting that Canadian soldiers are not only ready to kill, but also to die in Afghanistan to prevent the nation from becoming a safe harbour for terrorists. Fraser is now in charge of a multinational force, including 2,200 Canadians, that will patrol six provinces in the southern part of Afghanistan, which spreads over some 220,000 square kilometres. Fraser, in an interview with

King Of Ct Contest
Help me help me,from today thru noon on the 15th,please drop by the link below and rate and commment,all help appreciated and favors returned. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=3958529643

Educated Idiots
Just because someone goes to college, doesn't mean that they are smart. People that goto college and learn the books, but never learn to think outside the box are just plain dumb. They think that just because the book said that it would be this way, this is the only way it is. People need to wise up and realize that common sense (which isn't very common) can tell you more, and show you more than a narrow minded book that only has one thing to say.

My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow And each road leads you where you want to go And if you’re faced with the choice and you have to choose I hope you choose the one that means the most to you And if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin’ ‘til you find the window If it’s cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile But more than anything, more than anything My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small You never need to carry more than you can hold And while you’re out there gettin’ where you’re gettin’ to I hope you know somebody loves you And wants the same things too Yeah, this is my wish I hope you never look back but you never forget All the ones who love you And the place you left I hope you always forgive and you never regret And you help somebody every chance you get Oh, you find God’s grace in every mistake And always give more tha

Love Me Now Or Love Me Later
Don't judge me by the clothes I wear Or the way I choose to have my hair Don't measure my faith, by your opinion Remember only God has dominion Don't look at our differences,in clothes,or in song Just because I serve differently doesn't mean I am wrong We don't get to choose who is worthy of salvation And God tells us to love no matter what denomination Don't look upon me, and see my past The Lord has taken, all my sins cast Don't pick apart my words to be offended And take things in a way they are not intended For I promise you, that the look of my face Has nothing to do with my running this race And the mercy of God, that covered your sin Is the same mercy of God, that I abide in And whether you think me worthy or not As sisters and brothers, we are all that we've got So you can love me right now, or you can love me later But my picture is next to yours on God's refrigerator He is the pott

The Cross
He has the scars on His feet and hands From where our sins had nailed Him And has the hole in His side Because of the times we've failed Him But He and God had this all planned That if we should fall That Christ the only son of God Would bear the cross for us all But in the ground Christ did not stay Death couldn't keep Him down No matter what, sin had no reign And now Jesus wears the golden crown His philosophy was mercy And to turn the other cheek So the least we can do is guard our tongues And think before we speak When Christ comes back, however The mercy days will be long gone He shall come and smite the evil ones And rescue His precious ones So be ready for His return And remember why He died For in His glorious coming days Holy anger will be personified

Come On In And Help Liven The Place Up And Spread The Word Please
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Hollow And Empty
Hollow voices, Empty eyes. You made your choices. You told the lies. Why did you turn away from me? What caused your heart to stray? My eyes too dim for me to see Through their tear stained haze. Poisonous words from your soul, Every syllable in place... Deception running cold. Was there dirt on my face? You looked away as you told your tale. I couldn’t catch your eye. Voice so strong, yet face so pale, As you spewed your alibi. So, I sit here in the dirt And watch you walk away. As I gather up all the hurt, I only wish you’d stay. Hollow eyes. Empty voices. You told the lies. You made the choices.

Migraines
So here I sit hoping that this time the meds will work and I will be more or less migraine free. But I am not holding my breath as so far I've went though all but one other method to help me "lead a normal life". And the medications I am taking have side effects. The one med has made me more sensitive to the sun. I had nice little sunburn after 45 minutes in the sun. And I had red like freckles after sitting out under an umbrella for a couple hours. Then both of the 2 main meds keep me dry-mouthed. Let's just say it's annoying most of the time and EXTREMELY annoying when one is sucking cock... nothing like a nice hard wet... anyway you get the picture. Thankfully I didn't get the decrease of sex drive from the meds, I'd gone nuts on that one. I had a MRI and well see my neurologist again later this month to see how I am responding. So far it's not good as I've had 3 migraines in the past 4 days. It sucks!

Trying Out
Ive been playing a lot of hockey recently and decided to give it a go with the fort worth brahmas, if i dont make it atleast ill know i gave it my best, and if worse comes to worse ill end up playing golf, ok not really, just a happy gilmore joke. Anyways, wish me luck!!

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0 To 200 In Just A Few Seconds
A couple had been debating buying a vehicle for weeks. He wanted a truck. She wanted a fast little sports-like car so she could zip through traffic around town. He would probably have settled on any beat up old truck, but everything she seemed to like was way out of their price range. "Look!" she said, "I want something that goes from 0 to 200 in just a few seconds. Nothing else will do and my birthday is coming up you better surprise me!" He did just that. For her birthday, he bought her a brand new bathroom scale. Nobody has seen or heard of him since.

People
There are a lot of people on the internet that are complete assholes. They tell you what they think and I believe they are bieng who they wish they can be. I would like to see these fucks who promote rude comments and post them to meet me and say it to my fucking face. GO AHEAD ASSHOLES; FUCKING SAY SOMETHING NOW. Fake ass mother fuckers.

Poetry
Left alone I'm falling driving in the clouds inward voices calling to me they're so loud To me they're hidden lies nowhere left to turn forgotten dreams ask why my soul is left to burn Running in the story from life though it seems falling short of glory hiding from my dreams Emptiness it fills me my heart longs for you open my eyes to see the beauty you can do Making right of my wrongs in His light I shine With praise I sing him songs and drink from the cup of wine His love for me surrounds my family and my friends Life is worth the living, Just because He lives!

Volume One
"I Will Kill You" by Cannibal Corpse Bleed for my pain Revenge on treacherous snakes They will pay Slicing the flesh Sculptured wounds my catharsis I will stain Into the heart Needle injects gasoline Convulsions The one that they betrayed Has made them this way Plagued by the bastards I will kill you Killed by my rage Scream at my face The grisly scars went unavenged Until now Deep in the hole You are not gagged and scream aloud But unheard Choke on your vomit You watch your hands cut off Then your legs The one that you betrayed Will kill you this way Scarred by the bastards I will kill you Killed by my rage I must kill you Into the throat The scalpel slices Warm blood sprays out The gushing entices Pull out your heart And let you watch Shove in your mouth Then stab your crotch I watch your agony I am released From years of pain Your death averted My becoming insane You are dead I have killed you ------------

How About A Lil Early Fathers Day Gift Please And Ty
Hey all i am in this fathers day contest and it starts at 10pm cst time so if so lets start this off the right way and pull a good lead from the start and as i did last time you will all get a thank you bullition for the help as i did for the last contest i was in.Bomb the hell out of me and make sure you take 3 secs to rate ty to all that help. Just click the link below and your thier also rate please.

Some Lame Survey
Do this because the person who sent it to you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Starting Time: 6:21 Name: Nicolette Sisters: 0 Brothers: 4 Eye Color: blue Shoe size: 9 0Height: 5 ft 7 What are you wearing right now? my pjs Where do you live? WV Favorite Number: 8 Favorite Drink: Arizona Green Tea with Ginsing and Honey Favorite Month: September Favorite Breakfast: Scrambled eggs and buttered toast with a hint of cinnamon and sugar ***********Have You Ever***************** Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes Broken a bone: Yes Been in a police car: Yeah but not in trouble lol Been on a plane:yes Came close to dying: Yeah Been in a hot tub: Yup Swam in the ocean: YES! Fallen asleep in school: yeah lol Broken someone's heart: Probably Fell off your chair: yes Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes Saved e-mails: yes Been cheate

Ct: Just How The Hell Do I Work This Thing.
I've been on CT for a about a week now. I've voted, I've checked people out and I've added some cool looking people. For the life of me, I have no idea what I'm susposed to do now? Can anyone give me some hints to get the most out of this place?

Peter Britt On Billboard.com
CHECK IT OUT !!!! PETER BRITT IS ON BILLBOARD.COM , YOU CAN BUY HIS CD AND YOU CAN BUY PETER BRITT RINGTONES LOOK OUT CMT ,HEADING YOUR WAY THERE IS NOTHING HOLDING PETER BRITT BACK IT'S TIME !!!! TAKE NOTICE !!! CLICK ON PETER'S LAST PICTURE HE'S GOT THE HOTTEST, SEXIEST VOICE, O YEA, HE'D PUT CONWAY TO SHAME WITH HIS HELLO DARLIN, SURE WISH HE SING IT, LOL HES OUTSTANDING ARTIST GOING PRO JUST WATCH, :)

Rated 5 Stars Artist , Eagle Dreams Station @ Radiofire.net
Check them all out @ RadioFire.net register, look under country for Peter Britt region CO. start rating his songs Jason Coley under country region TN Johnny Rodes under Southern Rock TN JUST CLICK BANNER BELOW FOR DIRECT LINK Start rating THEM , YOU MUST REGISTER ACCOUNT FOR YOUR RADIO PLAYER Eagle Dreams Promotion Station at Radiofire.net Please go to radiofire.net, search under( country region CO.) start rating music, etc, tell your friends as well, his station streams worldwide, more artist to come :) Click on banner then create you account for your radio player then go to search look up Peter Britt

Sex Doll In Jail
JERUSALEM, Israel. (Reuters)-- An Israeli prisoner has sued the Prison Service over his right to have an inflatable sex doll in his cell. The Israel's Supreme Court denied his request, and sided with prison authorities. The Prison Service has argued that having a sex doll, inmate Amir Hazan, 35, could fool warders in an escape attempt, hide drugs inside the doll, or even cause inmates to fight over the doll. I've been in jail since the age of 14. If they let me be with a woman, I would give up on getting a doll, said Hazan. He is serving a 10 year sentence for acts of violence.

Florida Family.
Please pray for this baby... He is so brave and God is letting him hang on for a reason. Please pass this on. (Just click reply, then copy. and post this again) Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos

Tuesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Showering On Webcam, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Adam Ferrara, Dennis Hof, New O&a Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets,
LISTEN TO TODAY'S 'BEST OF CBS' ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Tuesday, and we have a hell of a lot to get through, so buckle up for some updates, ok? Get a sammich or a beverage, and slip on some comfortable shoes. You're going to be here for a while. First off, the Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE (on terrestrial radio), and if you want to see everyone in studio, picking their nose, eating their breakfast, and looking creepy, turn on your Paltalk. Of course, you could also head on over to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room and watch all of the WOMEN SHOWERING (RedRum, we're looking in your direction).... which is what we usually do. Today on the show, Adam Ferrara will be stopping by to plug his gigs, and his new stint on the new season of Rescue Me. Dennis Hof from the Bunny Ranch (from HBO's Cathouse) will be calling in to help us promote our upcoming Father's Day Giveaway. Finally, Carlos Mencia will be calling in to talk about this year's Traveling Virus Tour.

Week 50
- Superman’s Pal Jimmy Olsen has left the comfy confines of Metropolis for Manhattan on assignment for the Daily Planet. The Man of Steel aids Jimmy in tracking down the Red Hood to question him about Duela’s murder. After fighting some ninjas, the Hood is none too helpful…or friendly. Whatta joik, we tells ya! - Back in her hometown of Fawcett City, Mary Marvel consults with psychic Madam Xanadu on where the heck Freddy Freeman went. No luck there. However, Xanadu does give Mary some foreboding words in regards to a dark path she will soon walk (which actually isn’t very lucky either). - In the Batcave, Batman mixes it up with a somewhat-confused Legionnaire called Karate Kid. The kid drops thanks to the last-minute assist of Black Lightning. - Over in Keystone City, the Rogues have assembled thanks to the invite of future speedster villain Inertia. When Johnny-come-lately Mirror Master shows up to the cocaine- and stripper-fueled party, things get a little tense between him

Whatever
okay theres this person i lived with, with my step dad whom everyone told me was my dad. Well she thinks im stupid that when she post a blog or bulletin I dont know she's refering to me. it's her way of threatn' me without saying my name. I really tired of her crap. she's mad over something that doesnt have to do with her....cause trust me she didnt want it to have to do with her because she'd be where my step dad went....but as of now I do not claim him after what had happened, i do not claim his son, and i never claimed her. theres only so much pain one person can take til they finally blow up. Also another thing that really ticks me off, people who bash gays. Theyre people, if theyre not hitting on you then dont worry about them. I have a strong belief that they desrve to live and be happy just like the rest of us. Also Im freakn tired of being everyones leaning post. Ive got enough to handle without my mom, or my dads ex fillin my head with problems. I care but if you reall

Dumb Survey
Crayon box surveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!RED = ANGER1. Are you currently mad at someone?Yes2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?my dad and i3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?yes4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?sometimes5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?umm unfortunatly i do bothORANGE = EXCITEMENT1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?yeah my 18th b-day2. Are you easily excited?no3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?none that i know of4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?hmm i need diapers, baby wipes, and to pay the bills5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?theres too much i really needYELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY1. Name:Nicolette2. Birthday:9-12-873. What's your main goal in life?to finally find someone i can be totally happy with4. Do you want to have children?i have 1 boy but i really want a girl5. How do you want to die?in my sleep GREEN = OPINIONS1.

Two Faces
Drifting through the breeze of memories swaying from side to side. a sigh a breath the emptiness swallows the heart as it struggles for understanding torn bleeding falling to the ground listening as spoken are the lies that have broken it before the blood drips from the body crimson streaks of heartache and pain they give away what was trying th hide behind a false smile. two faces one presented to the world one kept hidden one happy the other sad a frown, a tear worry and fear written across it others only see what is allowed to be shown a fraction of what is felt a fraction of what there is a small amount of the pain less than half the tears cried as with the pain, happiness is hidden behind the wall of an unexpressing face protecting it from pain that is inflicted by others avoiding betrayal avoiding disappointment.

Standing
Standing between the past and present, she creates a balance of harmony with rhythms in her body never before seen. She preforms an electric dance of angry smears across the blank canvas of her life as the pain slowly creeps into her body and mind. Standing, he appears as a silhouette against the same blank canvas, but rather his picture is one full of colors, passion and love painting themselves across the stark white in a rainbow of colors. The woman stands, remembering what it was like when every honest bone in her body laughed with her sister at funny things that would surprise them. Friends torn apart by life, growing apart. The man watches her get swallowed by her pain, as they drift further apart. Warm no longer, she stands alone, arms wrapped around her thin shivering frame. The hard set of her shoulders warning him back from the edge. Tars flow down her cheeks as pain fills her eyes, her body shaking as the surreal pieces of their lives as children fill h

Dream To Be A Super Star
Dream To Be A Super Star How to Become a Record Producer The Music Business Think of the music business as a spider’s web. All around are dotted the carcasses of unwary flies, some formerly fat and juicy, others so small that they were eaten up and spat out in an instant. The flies in my metaphorical web are musicians, songwriters, arrangers, producers, managers, A&R people, record company executives, music publishers, record, cassette and CD manufacturers, pluggers and marketers, DJs, radio stations, record shops, royalty collection agencies and others. That pretty well covers the whole of the music industry (except the music journalists who are far too agile ever to get trapped!). So what kind of beast is it that sits at the centre of the web, growing fat at the expense of all the other poor creatures who have no option but to succumb to his deadly embrace - the music business lawyer of course! You may have realised this already, but nothing happens in the music business witho

What I've Read So Far This Year (2007)
1. Lord of Samarcand by Robert E. Howard 2. Swords Of Shahrazar by Robert E. Howard 3. Death Scenes by Sean Tejaratchi (Editor) 4. To Wake the Dead by Richard Laymon 5. Waking Lazarus by T. L. Hines 6. Earthbound by Richard Matheson 7. The Last Templar by Raymond Khoury 8. Men Of Bronze by Scott Oden 9. Solaris by Stanislaw Lem 10. The Sword of Attila by Michael Curtis Ford 11. Jeffrey's Favorite 13 Ghost Stories by Kathryn Tucker Windham 12. American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis 13. Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert T. Kiyosaki And Sharon L. Lechter 14. The Richest Man in Babylon George S. Clason 15. A Wizard of Earthsea by Ursula K. Le Guin 16. The Tombs of Atuan by Ursula K. Le Guin 17. The Farthest Shore by Ursula K. Le Guin 18. Tehanu by Ursula K. Le Guin 19. The Other Wind by Ursula K. Le Guin 20. Tales from Earthsea by Ursula K. Le Guin 21. Majestic by Whitley Strieber

Things That Piss Me Off, Volume I
Here are a list of some of the things that piss me off: 1.) People who always say, "Be patient. You won't be alone forever." I am 29 years old, have been through several really bad relationships, a marrige that totally fell apart, and a few bad ones since then. I am through being patient with ANYTHING, you got that? All the ones that tell me to be patient are people that are in relationships. They may not be happy, but they still have someone. They forget what it's like to go to the movies alone, come home to an empty house where the only affection you get is from a cat or a dog. They forget what it's like to go to bed alone every night, just wishing you had someone to share your hopes and dreams, successes and failures, ups and downs with. They forget what it is like to cook for just one person. They forget how much it sucks spending every holiday without someone. They fucking forget it all. 2.) People who are too fucking lazy to spell out words. There is no such thin

Things That Piss Me Off Volume Ii
Continuing from the last blog: 7.) Spoiled mother fuckers that basically live for free. Either mommy and daddy pay for everything or you have someone else that does. You fucking disgust me. Don't know the meaning of an honest dollar or a hard days work. Fuck you and the rocketship you rode in on, that mommy and daddy paid for, you fucking nutwad transformer ass wannabees. 8.) Speaking of wannabees, I fucking hate them too. Look, I am not saying you have to act like your own color, but come the fuck on. You wear pants down past your ass crack, making it look like you are carrying a load of shit in them. You are always holding your nuts, or lack thereof, more than likely just to make sure you still have some. Smell like shit, because you douse yourself in cologne because you are too fucking lazy to take a shower. I guess it's hard to be from middle class white America these days. I live in hickville U.S.A. and mother fockles are pulling this shit. You are white, from the

Things That Piss Me Off. Volume Iii
Continuing.... 13.) Liars. A person is only as good as their word. If you are man or a woman, and you give your word, fucking keep it. I am aware that shit does come up, but if you promise something, be man or woman enough to live up to it. It shows character, and it shows what kind of character you have when you don't keep it. You tell someone that you are going to do something, or you promise to keep a secret, don't fucking betray the other persons trust. Nuff said. 14.) Men that hit women. There is no fucking reason in the world why a man should raise his hand to a woman. Any guy that does this needs his fucking cock ripped off and he should be beaten to the point of death, then let him heal, and for the finale, throw him into a pit of homosexual inmates, and he should be anally impaled and smacked around like the little worthless bitch he is. Fucking cowards. 15.) Prayer not being allowed in school. Regardless of my beliefs, because very few of you know of the st

Things That Piss Me Off, Volume Iv
Continuing yet again... 19.) Vegetarians: Alrighty, eating meat is a fucking instinct, not a choice. Broccoli is a side dish, not a main course item. So shove a fucking carrot up your ass you veggie eating cocksucker. 20.) People that don't believe that my tattoo is where I say it is. I am going to post this one time, so fucking deal with it. I for some reason can't seem to post the fucking pic, so email me and I will send you the proof. 21.) People that condemn my cigarette smoking yet go drink a case of beer a night. You are no better than I am. In a way you are still being a filthy fucking hypocritical asshole. Go fuck yourself you drunk anal wart. 22.) Genital herpes commercials. OK, you got genital herpes, that's your fucking problem. We sure as hell don't want commercials where everyone says, "I have genital herpes. To control my outbreaks, I use Valtrex." You just got on national TV and admitted you get fucking outbreaks of damn warts, and pus filled bubbl

My Submissive Heart
My submissive heart I gave to you And no one but you. I sit and wait for my Master, To return home each and every day. When you placed your collar around my neck You looked at me and said "Forever More". Your leather cuffs you placed around my wrists And said "Mine till the end". My Master I love you so You took me and made me whole. You said "Trust in me and I'll set you free" and, I'll make you into the woman you want to be" I submit to you freely because you love me and protect me simply said you complete me. Your whips and chains I welcome with pleasure And if I'm good you bind me too. With each strike upon my tender skin I know you give it with sheer delight. You command me to be silent and still For you say my body is your playground. Master loves me and adores me As I love and adore him. The day I met my Master was the day I found freedom in which he set me free. I will always kneel and proudly serve and obey him always forever m

Burn It Down
Drank so much last night I think that I drowned But now my cup is empty No one has seen my will around Now my heart is aching Sometimes I fall asleep for days But my bed is empty I know I am too set in my ways Tell 'em all I'm ok Flew so high last night I think that I fell to the ground so heavy Woke up to find this living hell It used to be so easy Hard to tell my nights now from my days The curtains hide my feelings Don't feel I have any right to pray And will they find me someday, Someday Whatever takes us away Will be the same to drive us on Remember to find a new way A way to see it all We're finally slipping away and soon it will be gone Remember to find a new day Remember to carry on (parts of "Burn it down" by Alter Bridge

"thnks Fr Th Mmrs" Fall Out Boy
I'm gonna make you bend and break (It sent you to me without wings) Say a prayer but let the good times roll In case God doesn't show (Let the good times roll, let the good times roll) And I want these words to make things right But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life "Who does he think he is?" If that's the worst you got Better put your fingers back to the keys One night and one more time Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great "He tastes like you only sweeter" One night, yeah, and one more time Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories "He, he tastes like you only sweeter" Been looking forward to the future But my eyesight is going bad And this crystal ball It's always cloudy except for (except for) When you look into the past (look into the past) One night stand (one night stand off) One night and one more time Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great "He tastes like you only sweeter" One nigh

Notice
I have a cherry Tap account Guys so it on here somewhere most are under Ardela i think. I have yahoo 360 it is under Ardela or busty_blonde8 so I wont be on this account Im somewhere out there Thanks for the stop in but i don"t need anymore accounts.To many to handle right now.You will half to look for me on the others.

Lilly And Melissa
need to get a freaking life. i guess u can call them the drama queens of ct..they both can have fred for all i care.. oh by the way.. melissa tell fred i gave his address to a few of the women he was supposed to be in love with. and they all know he is in jail and why he was in prison for 3 years before..so have fun

The Fightin Of Wussification
Western Towns Fight Wussification* Long may these towns sustain. Our Current Western Dilemma: More and more people are moving to authentic Western towns, and in the process, transforming more and more Western towns into cheap versions of the anonymous suburbs they fled from in the first place. I just got back from Old Tucson (long-time classic Western movie town) where we taped a new batch of True West Moments for the Westerns Channel. As I cruised along I-10 through the Gila River Reservation, Casa Grande, Eloy, Picacho Peak and Marana, one impression kept recurring: "When did that go up?" To say that we're in the middle of a building boom in Arizona is a gross understatement. Where once pristine desert stretched for miles, there are now subdivisions and businesses popping up everywhere, seemingly in the middle of nowhere. And most of the new "build-out" is pre-fab, taco-modern, franchise-ridden crap. You can see the same exact architectural landscape in Southern Ca

Thursday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Walkover Tomorrow, Fathers Day Bunny Ranch Giveaway, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Shirts, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S 'BEST OF CBS' ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) There's a lot of NEW stuff to get to this morning, so we won't waste any time...especially not to tell you that there's BOOBIES all over PALTALK, and we were staring at them all day yesterday...and probably will be again today. Keep up the boobage, girls. Please. It's a sausage-fest in here. If you want to see them (or US for that matter), log on to PALTALK and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' The Walkover to XM returns TOMORROW! You can join the O&A Show Crew as they walk to XM at 9am! FATHER'S DAY 'BUNNY RANCH' GIVEAWAY TOMORROW: Dennis Hof and the Girls from the Moonlite Bunny Ranch (from HBO's Cathouse) are coming in TOMORROW, and we're looking for desperate fathers who may not have had a 'date' in a while, so if you think your dad is a lonely schlub who might need a 'date'... Just get in touch with Travis now and tell him your sob story!! Hurry up, dammit! Time is running out!!! NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW

Caught In The Act
We all do it, masturbate that is, every day for some, once a month for others, but a recent poll said that 90% of all the women in the U.S. masturbate and the other 10% are liars! Now, being a very liberated lady of the 90's, I admit to having an on going love affair with the middle finger on my right hand, but unlike the very unpredictable male, my trusty middle digit is always ready, it's never tired, it never wants to talk when it's over, and best of all, it doesn't think of me as a slut, or at least I think it doesn't! I'm thirty two years old now but I still manage to get off with my own hand at least once or twice a week, that's fourteen years of pleasuring myself when I felt the need arising! What was strange about this very natural phenomena was how I learned to do it, or should I say who taught me how to do it. Back in 1980 I was just an innocent girl of eighteen and my sexuality was just beginning to emerge, like most girls my age, no one had ever taken the time to explain an

~a Verry , Very Happy Slave I Am!~
~There are just no words to describe just how happy i am at this moment and have been since myMaster opened His arms to me this visit. W/we have found O/our missing part,,a part that means the very most to U/us B/both,,,,,have i mentioned how happy i am?????~

My Life (lol)
Grabova.com - MyAdultProfile.com Comments the picture above is to say thanks to anyone who decides to add me. my life well im female not to fat not to thin. im due to start college in september to be a forensic officer(i aint scared as i have seen a couple of dead bodys and i wasnt scared ) i currently live in north england and at the moment it is raining badly most of the uk is on flood alert. i will keep up dating this when i have something different to add,or if you have a question please ask me.

Friday Links: O&a Return To Xm, Join The Walkover, Traveling Virus Tomorrow, Father's Day Bunny Ranch Giveaway, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Friday everyone! It's a BIG BIG day for the Opie and Anthony Show. We're back LIVE on both XM and Terrestrial stations, so everyone do a little happy dance. We also have a HUGE SHOW going on, and women with boobs falling out of their shirts all over the studio. turn on your Paltalk NOW to see all the boobies...and us, of course. Today on the POgram, we have breakfast being served from our pal Johnny from the Hard Rock Cafe (who brought to beautiful girls with him...oofah). We also have Bunny Love and Brooke Taylor from the Moonlite Bunny Ranch (from HBO's Cathouse) in studio for our Father's Day Giveaway. A few lucky dads are going to win trips to the Bunny Ranch for two days and 'dates' with lovely ladies. Also, because the Traveling Virus kicks off tomorrow at Jones Beach, our buddy Patrice Oneal is in studio, and we'll also be joined by Bob Kelly, Otto & George, Rich Vos, and Bob Saget. Speaking of the T

Wishes Scent
A quiet evening's twilight, A breath of breeze does flow, And suddenly within the air, Twas the faintest scent of a rose... From where it came I did not know, Then suddenly my eyes could see, Twas the sweetness of a dear friend's wish, Now arrived upon the breeze... So whenever you feel sad & alone, Your heart devoid of glee, Step outside and breath in deep, For the rose you smell was sent my me... © 6/11/2007, CLP (Wolfie)

Day Off
I thought a day off meant that you werent supposed to have anything much to do. I have so far went grocery shopping, went to the library to pick up some books on A+ certification. I finally found a good one. I have also went running. Bad idea especially in this heat. Its supposedly almost 100 degrees outside and my brainy idea was to go out and exercise by running for about an hour. Real smart aint I? lol Other than that I'm studying for the A+ certification test for work and school. At least I'll only have to take it once. Other than that things are starting to slowly calm down. Khaos Faerie PS Damn I'll be glad when Mitch gets off work.

Once Upon A Poet
Once upon a Poet, the theme of my poem, Written in slumbering mid, coldly tatched's poet's pen, Explore and survey this moonless skies My name been written in Rainbow coloured Flies, Ate my glory, indefinite far from Home, One eyed transmitted by broadcast my poem from Rome. Once upon a Poet, the mood of my poem Head-shaking for the poet writting this poem, Like sewing device, would never wear fashion Lika a butcher's Heir contempteously cracking bone-ration, Life's but a ghastly teacher, let's learn, Teaching Brand and Rusty, lessons to earn, I am today a Gold in the Sty Preserved to limitless shine tomorrow in the Sky. Once upon a Poet, when the battle's lost and won, Ink of my letters gushed from my eyes, I'm inevitable Victor despite victim, fate lies, Penury tends stealing this poet's Dream Racing shadows, buntiful beautiful beam, Once upon a Poet, written Poetry and Won.

Spiritual Fallout
FALLOUT FROM GOD'S GRACE since i am in christ, by the grace of god... *i have been placed into christs by gods doing (1 cor. 1:30) *i have been given the mind of christ. he has given me his wisdom to make right choices (1 cor. 2:16) *i have been bought with a price; i am not my own; i belong to god (1 cor. 6:19,20) *i have been made acceptable to god (righteous) (2 cor. 5:21) *i have been crucified with christ and it is no longer i who live, but christ lives in me. the life i now live is christs life (gal. 2:20) *i have been blessed with every spiritual blessing (eph. 1:3) *i have been bought out of slavery to sin (redeemed) and forgiven. i have received his generous grace (eph. 1:7,8) *i have been raised up and seated with christ in heaven (eph. 2:6) *i have been rescued from the dark power of satans rule and have been brought into the kingdom of christ (col. 1:13) *i have been forgiven of all my sins and set free. the debt against me has been cancelled (col. 1:14) *i have

"free Spirits"
"Free Spirits" By Michelle L. Vinson Everyday we battle wars of love and hate. Battling only to obtain the balance of a magic that is both in one; black and white. Worlds falling apart because of lack of self indulgence; only holding back the need of trial and error. Becoming individuals; expressing our free spirits in different lights, taking upon forthcoming chances as they reveal themselves unto us. Our free spirits shall surpass… Forever the turmoil in which we lived. Copyright ©2007 Michelle Lea Vinson

Diluted
This is a song by Slipknot, a song that I've realized fits the majority of my life. Now, this song is not depressing, it's more angry, and while I can get in to the reasons for my anger, I find no reason in getting in to it. So here, here are the lyrics: I'm cold, I'm ugly I'm always confused by everything I can stare into a thousand eyes But every smile hides a bold-faced lie It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes My heros are dead, they died in my head Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain Something inside me has opened up again Thoughts of me exemplified All the little flaws I have denied Forget today, forget whatever happened Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this? I save all the bullets from ignorant minds Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens I decrease, while my symptoms

Cartoon Network
OK... I'm usually no snob about such things, but what does 'Stuart Little' have to do with, gee...i dunno...CARTOONS? Mind you, as Hugh Laurie is in it, i'm watching it, but I still wonder what it's doing on CN... Anime, sure... Looney Toons or Hanna-Barbera? of course... a full up CGI film like 'antz' or 'Cars' yeah, them too... but is there a line there that a movie like 'Stuart Little' crosses? meh... it just bothered me for a minute... maybe I just need food...

Sometimes
Sometimes I imagine... Happily sailing through life you and me walking hand in hand able to face each problem and strife experiencing a love that understands Where I can rest all my anxiety in your comforting arms conquer every goal and see victory and not come across despair or harm Sometimes I wonder... If you think about me and share the same feeling or am I just a quiet breeze that comes and goes not affecting Do you desire the same love which echoes within my heart thoughts of me do you just shove and let my memories depart Sometimes I just wish... To be lost in you and in your passion bathe in your tenderness and rejoice to drown in the sea of your affection and float in bliss listening to your voice Sometimes I miss you and want you here wishing for much more wishing for you will you come to know or ever come near and hold this heart of mine that longs for you..

The Storm.
She wasn't sure of what she felt. She never truly was. But she knew it was there. It haunted her. It was in her mind, in her body, and in the very pit of her stomach. It was there. That feeling. No matter how hard she tried to be rid of it, It came back, and it pounded her with full force. The clashing of thunder and flares of lighting from her bedroom window Did nothing to soothe her, but in turn intensified her desperation. The storm that brewed inside her was mirrored By the slash of rain pelting the glass of the windows. That feeling. As if someone ripped an innocent child from a caring mother As if someone walked in on their spouse in the midst of adultery As if someone was told there hopes, dreams and strongest aspirations were killed because of one knee injury. The storm of emotion that rules inside of us all, That takes over and consumes us in whole. It’s always that feeling that comes back, when we’ve shut it out, When we laid it to rest, When we del

Yeah Yeah Yeah
to drift in a train of thoughts... afloat in a world of my choice... to be where my heart desires... to be where you are... it has been awhile since my thoughts wandered back to a half-forgotten, half-remembered past...memories of a not-so-distant past that brought me back to the days of poetic and untroubled gaiety...the same memories that once brought me tears...now the same reason that can put the sweetest smiles on my face... how can i forget... the morning hello’s...no words spoken...just a glance...a knowing look that conveyed a certain longing... the never-ending phone calls through our own private lines...dedicated lines for all those heart-to-heart and mind-to-mind conversations... the late afternoon drives to that hidden road by the air strip...or to that grass covered diamond field...or to that abandoned old pit... a hurried kiss...a warm embrace before the break of dawn... will i ever forget?... yet, if I have to live my life all over again, i w

Advertising Or Is It Lol
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First Prize
Two little old ladies were sitting on a park bench outside the local Town hall where a flower show was in progress. The thin one leaned over and said, "Life is so darned boring. We never have any fun anymore. For $5.00, I'd take my clothes off and streak through that stupid flower Show!" "You're on!" said the other old lady, holding up a $5.00 bill. The first Little old lady slowly fumbled her way out of her clothes and, Completely naked, streaked, as fast as an old lady can, through the Front door of the flower show. Waiting outside, her friend soon heard a huge commotion inside the hall followed by loud applause and shrill whistling. The smiling, naked old lady came through the exit door surrounded by a cheering crowd. "What happened?" asked her waiting friend. "I won 1st prize for Best Dried Arrangement."

Monday Night Thoughts
ok, it's monday night and i've just spent several hours browsing about the search option looking at people from my area. my question now runs to the "now what?" option. do i go back and visit those people again in a week to post a "happy tuesday" note on their pages, or do i just sit back and look for more people, or do i post "happy tuesday's" comments only to people who have clicked one of those special "friend" options for me and does the refrigerator light go out when you close the door? whatever. i'd like to say "HI" to all those i just said "HI" or "Have A Funny Day" to and to all those who are reading this because some computer chime or message came up. i have just one closing question, what should i blog about next? have a day...

Second Trip Out Of Town
WELL, THIS IS MY SECOND TRIP OUT OF TOWN. I FIRST WENT TO NEW ORLEANS FOR ONE NIGHT AND IT WAS PRETTY SHITTY FOR THE MOST PART. I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING I NEEDED TO DO THE JOB RIGHT. THIS SECOND TRIP AROUND I HAVE EVERYTHING AND THEN SOME TO GET EVERYTHING DONE RIGHT. I AM CURRENTLY IN MONTGOMERY ALABAMA ASSISTING WITH A ROUTE UNTIL FRIDAY NIGHT WHEN A NEW GUY STARTS. I AM STAYIGN AT THE COUNTRY INN WHICH HAPPENS TO BE A VERY NICE PLACE. IT IS BIGG TOO. BUT, IT IS NOT HOME JUST THE SAME. ATLEAST I HAVE MY COMPUTER. IT IS MAKING THINGS ALOT BETTER FOR ME HERE TO HAVE SOMETHING TO DO TO WIND DOWN AFTER THE NIGHT IS OVER. WELL, EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE GOING AS GOOD AS EXPECTED. I HAVE NOTHING TO DRINK AND I HAVE NO CASH. ONLY CREDIT CARDS AND THE DRINK MACHINES DONT DO PLASTIC. OH WELL. I GUESS IT WILL BE WATER. I WILL GET BACK ON TOMARROW AND SEE WHAT GIVES. OH, BY THE WAY. I WAS ON THE WAY TO MY LAST STOP THIS MORNING AND I GOT FLASHED BY A CHICK ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD. IT WAS ABOUT THE O

Kindred Spirit - For The One Who Has Asked Me To Wait.....
You're my kindred spirit, my diamond in the rough. The breath my body craves, my friend when times are tough. The laughter in my voice, the smile on my face. You're the one that brings me, to this happy place. You're fingers wipe the tears, that sometimes seem to fall. No matter what your doing, you always take my call. You're the light in my darkness, the shadow in my day. You're the hand that holds me close, in many loving ways. You're my kindred spirit, the one that fills my soul. You're my kindred spirit, the one that makes me whole.

I Hate Bells And Whistles
I don't like the animation here; it's tooooo freaking much, the pages take tooooooooooooo long to load because of all the animations......toooooo many freaking alerts in that bar tab crap.........really really aggravating trying to do stuff on here; probably why I don't bother with it on a daily basis............nuff said for now!!!

Some My Favorite Activism Site Links
http://www.consumersunion.org/ http://www.oceana.org/ http://www.foe.org/index.html http://passport.panda.org/campaigns/ http://www.greenpeace.org/usa/ http://www.api4animals.org/ http://www.sierraclub.org/ http://www.audubon.org/

20 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, June 20: You've got an extra (and practically extra-sensory!) ability now to not only zero in on every word, but to pick up what's between the lines too. Put your mind to a matter or two of the heart and see what you perceive.

Who Will Cry For Africa
Who will cry when another child dies; His undernourished body in the dirt amongst the flies. Who will cry when another woman is raped; Her screams fill the hills as if it had been taped. Who will cry when another man beats his wife; Carrying her broken bones and scars is her daily strife. Who will cry when the politicians lie, steal and deceive; Justice and freedom this country shall never receive. Who will cry when apartheid is reversed; No matter which way, the people are cursed. Who will cry when another violent crime is committed; No tear will help for the guilty are sure to be acquitted. No-one will cry for you Africa, they'll just turn a blind eye; The country will continue to live a life based on a lie. Dry your tears Africa and make that change; No more tears and suffering is within your range. Fight for your people and what's right; I cry alone for Africa as this is my plight. Africa stand up and step to the plate; Or tears and suffering will remain your fat

Parrot With No Feet Or Legs
A guy is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Jeesh, I wonder what happened to this parrot?" > > The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot." > > "Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!" > > "I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent thoroughly educated bird." > > "Oh yeah?" the guy asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?" > > "Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers." > > "Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?" > > "Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, philosophy. I'm especially g

I Knew You Once
I knew you once, but long ago When freely faeries roamed the land And dryads frolicked in the trees When mortal men and women Were free to love as they chose And practised that love freely When Persephone still caused The seasons to change And Echo could still speak her heart Yes, I knew you then And I want to know you now For in these modern-day mundanities It isn't often one connects To another with a kindred soul I feel I must seize these moments For when I grow slow with age I want to look at you And smile And say Yes, I knew you then

God Is Up To Something
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his bo

Read The Small Print First
Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office, but she belonged to someone else... One day, Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let me screw you. But the girl said NO. Johnny said, "I'll be fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up. " She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... So she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down." So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by, and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally, after 45 minutes, the boyfriend calls and asks what happened. She responded, "The bastard used coins!" < /A> Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in its entirety before agreeing to it and

When Stimulated :)
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that!" "I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" With a sneer on her face, she then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open; then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say:

My World
Welcome to my world, It's not perfect, But it ain't rusted to much, Only here and there. I tried not to let things rot out, But as you can see, The skeletons and skulls, Of what I let died. I swear I'm not perfect, But I admit I do better then most, The only thing I seem to do best, Not to brag. I sometimes love a little to much, Or be friendly at moments, And a b___ the next, It's how I am. I sometimes listen to music, A little too loud, Or stay up all night and morning, To wake up to find it's 1 in the afternoon. I cry when I seem that I can't hold it in, Sometimes I feel like running away, I hide away when, I just want to be alone. Welcome to my world, I'd reckon if you don't like it, It's too bad, This is how I live my life and I love it!

Jessie Davis.
Jessie Davis. I've been following the story of Jessie Davis, the missing pregnant woman from right here, white bread, Stark County, Ohio. The focus of the investigation seems to be the wife of the father of her unborn baby. Worse yet, he's a cop. He says his wife, Kelly, knew all about his relationship with Jessie. She knew about the kids. (Doesn't this remind you of Scott Peterson saying "Laci was OK with it" when talking about his tryst with Amber Frey? Here's the backgroud from the AP: Nine months pregnant, Jesse disappeared from her home, leaving her 2-year-old son behind. She is due to give birth in two weeks. So far police have named no suspects and specifically said that Bobby L. Cutts Jr. is not a suspect. Now Stark County sheriff's deputies, two FBI agents and state agents spent two hours searching the home of police officer Bobby L. Cutts Jr. in a bid to determine what happened to Jessie Marie Davis. The search came five hours after Stark County Sheriff's

Hot Tub!!!
It is a gray day, and a soft snow has been falling since last night, covering the trees, the house, the hills, softening them and bringing out the smooth rise and fall of the land, as sensual and voluptuous as the curves of a woman's body. It's a day when the sky seems darker than the snow-covered ground, giving the mildly intoxicating illusion that the world is somehow upside down. He's already intoxicated enough; he loves being out here. His beer sits in a mug on the side of the tub, frosted by the steam that rises in a cloud from the hot water and condenses on the cold glass. He considers taking a drink, but the water feels so comfortable and warm, that instead he submerges himself totally in the tub, letting the water close over him, enclosing himself in the delicious warmth. "Hey!” Even underwater he hears her call and rises to her voice, wiping his hair back from his face as he does. "God, I thought you were drowning!” she says with a weak grin. H

Night
you can see her walk through your dreams, though she never walks, you can never see her eyes for she has no soul, you can't see her feet for she has none. All you can see is her shell of a body that once had a soul, you awakin and no one is there, fall asleep again and she will appear once more

Someone Just Take The Pain
So its been a while eh? Has anyone missed me? Hardly seems to be that way....i never hear a word from anyone....i suppose i understand. Its funny this always seems to be the place I turn to when I am in pain. Maybe hoping....wanting...wishing....just one person...anyone to listen. Selfish and retarded of me i know, but sometimes the outside world is the only thing someone can have in their world. Throwing out some random thoughts here and there seems to be one of the only ways to convince myself that i have to keep going. Its true I am not a quiter....but it might be nice to think about. Never in all the times or places have I ever considered such ways of things like they are now. Desperate to drown myself in anything to blanket what it is I feel inside. Is it really healthy for a human to suffer so badly?....Its not a brag I am only projecting a minor detail of whats happening on the inside.....Minor and moderate.....I am sure most wouldnt want to see what really hides

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
3/13/07: a story I wrote... Current mood: busy I remember back when I frequented IRC a lot more than I do now, there was a D/s-themed channel that in order to gain access, you had to "contribute" something...an original composition of some sort.. so, in taking up the challenge, I came up with this on the fly: He watched the clock, alternating between patience and impatience.... When would she arrive? Would today be the day that she overcame her fears, he thought.. and yielded to her desires, and mine? Time passed slowly, then quickly as his own thoughts turned in on themselves.... the time was approaching, yet it could not arrive fast enough.... Thoughts, formed, unformed and half-formed ran through his head..... his body reacting to past memories, their triumphs and failures.... desires quenched and those yet to be explored..... Until at last the clock struck three, and almost immediately afterwards, a knock at the door... he smiled to himself as he moved through the l

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
3/6/2007: Big Time Sigh.. Current mood: angry Well, this day sucked the big kishko... Work was fine, no worries and no problems, but I got an email this morning from one of my girls saying that she wants to talk... Right away, I knew what was about to go down, and I was right. We ended our relationship today, because of the way I live my life and her just not being happy in it. Understandable, and in a few ways I saw it coming. Out of respect to her I won;t go into details of what I saw coming, but as I said to her, the signs were there. And if someone is not happy and wants to leave, who am I to stand in her way? It was similar to how my relationship with my ex-fiancee came to an end. We both want different things, and our relationship was not going to survive if we were on different pages. So, we are going to remain friends, which is quite necessary considering we work at the same place. Then when I get home, I find out that another of my girls has congestive heart failure.

Top Ten Reasons It Sucks To Be A Penis
10. You've got a hole in your head. 9. Your master strangles you all the time. 8. Your head is disproportionate to the rest of your body. 7. You shrink in cold water. 6. You never get a haircut. 5. You always hang around with 2 nuts. 4. Your closest neighbour is an asshole. 3. Your best friend is a pussy. 2. Your scalp gets cut off if you're Jewish. And the number one reason why it sucks to be a penis: 1. Every time you get excited, you throw up.

Sexy Love By Ne-yo
NE-YO LYRICS "Sexy Love" My sexy love... (so sexy...) [Verse 1] She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up Just one touch And I errupt like a volcano and cover her with my love Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do) Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do) When we do our thing (when we do the things we do) Babygirl you make me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) [Chorus] Sexy love girl the things you do (Oh baby baby) Keep me sprung, keep running back to you Oh I love making love to you Babygirl you know you're my (sexy love...) [Verse 2] I'm so addicted to her she's the sweetest drug Just enough Still too much say that I'm simp and I'm sprung all of the above I can't help she makes me say (Ohh ohhh ohhhh) And I just can't think (of anything else I'd rather do) Than to hear you sing (sing my name the way you do) When we do our thing (when we do the things we do) Oh, babygirl you make me s

Womens Humor
Womens Humor One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweatshirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, What setting do I use on the washing machine? It depends, I replied. What does it say on your shirt? He yelled back, University of Oklahoma. And they say blondes are dumb... ______ A couple is lying in bed. The man says, I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world. The woman says, I'll miss you. ______ Its just too hot to wear clothes ! today, Jack says as he stepped out of the shower. Honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this? Probably that I married you for your money, she replied. _______ He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - Thats a good idea...you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart. ________ He said - What have you been doing with all the grocery money I gave you? She said - Turn sideways and

Bad Biker Pick-up Lines
Pick-up lines you might want to avoid using at the local biker bar! 1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. You are so fine that I'd eat your shit just to see where it came from. 7. My love for you is like diarrhea, I just can't hold it in. 8. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 9. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass! 10. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 11. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 12. Your parents must be retarded, because you are special.

Funny Pick-up Lines
~If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? ~Mmmmmm you bring a new meaning to the word edible. ~Do you have a map? because I just keep getting lost in your eyes. ~Ur name should be campbell's cuz you look mmm mmm good. ~Do I look like a grocery item? cuz I see you checkin me out. ~Are you a farmer? cuz you sure know how to raise a cock. ~If I follow you home will you keep me? ~Either my eyes need checking or your the best looking guy i've seen all week. ~If you're naught go to your room. If ya wanna be naught go to mine! ~Wanna play fireman? We can stop, drop, and roll. ~My hands are cold, can I stick them down your pants to warm them? ~If having lunch is like having sex, can I have lunch with you? ~(When somebody clears their throat) Do you have a frog in your throat...oh no...well do you want me instead. ~Hey baby I got the F the C and the K now all I need is U! ~Didn't anyone tell you that you wanted to sleep with me? Oh I thou

Razors Edge
I did not write this but wanted to keep it as it is truth. got it in a bulletin from a friend as a repost when we speak without thought, we say things we never mean, nothing can undo the pain, from just a few things we say, the words cut more then flesh, they cut us to the bone, leave use all with regrets, but once the words are out there, they can almost never be undone, they slice away at heart and soul, just like the razors edge...

Dont Laugh At Me (i Am Going To Play This Song At My Autsim Awarness Fundraiser I Am Doing In Sullivan County New York
Don't Laugh At Me (Allen Shamblin/Steve Seskin) I'm a little boy with glasses The one they call the geek A little girl who never smiles 'Cause I've got braces on my teeth And I know how it feels To cry myself to sleep I'm that kid on every playground Who's always chosen last A single teenage mother Tryin' to overcome my past You don't have to be my friend But is it too much to ask Don't laugh at me Don't call me names Don't get your pleasure from my pain In God's eyes we're all the same Someday we'll all have perfect wings Don't laugh at me I'm the cripple on the corner You've passed me on the street And I wouldn't be out here beggin' If I had enough to eat And don't think I don't notice That our eyes never meet I lost my wife and little boy when Someone cross that yellow line The day we laid them in the ground Is the day I lost my mind And right now I'm down to holdin' This little cardboard sign...so Don't laugh at me Don't call me names

Consultant Or Prostitute
1. You work very odd hours. 2. You are paid a lot of money to keep your client happy. 3. You are paid well but your pimp gets most of the money. 4. You spend a majority of your time in a hotel room. 5. You charge by the hour but your time can be extended. 6. You are not proud of what you do. 7. Creating fantasies for your clients is rewarded. 8. It's difficult to have a family. 9. You have no job satisfaction. 10. If a client beats you up, the pimp just sends you to another client. 11. You are embarrassed to tell people what you do for a living. 12. People ask you, "What do you do?" and you can't explain it. 13. Your client pays for your hotel room plus your hourly rate. 14. Your client always wants to know how much you charge and what they get for the money. 15. Your pimp drives nice cars like Mercedes or Jaguars. 16. You know the pimp is charging more than you are worth but if the client is foolish enough to pay it's not your problem. 17. When you leav

When Were Drinkin....we All Need A "d.d".....
One night a police officer was staking out a particularly rowdy bar for possible DUI violations. At closing time, he saw a fellow stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb and try his keys on five different cars before he found his. The man sat in the front seat fumbling around with his keys for several minutes. Meanwhile, all the other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. As soon as he pulled onto the street, the officer stopped him, read him his rights and administered the breathalyzer test to determine his blood-alcohol content. The results showed a reading of 0.0. The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be. The driver replied, "Tonight I'm the designated decoy."

I Don't Understand
I don't understand.... My wife left me... And I don't understand. After the last child was born, she told me we had to cut back on expenses -- I had to give up drinking beer. I was not a big drinker, maybe a 12-pack on weekends. Anyway, I gave it up but I noticed the other day when she came home from grocery shopping, the receipt included $45 for makeup. I said, "Wait a minute I've given up beer and you haven't given up anything!" She said, "I buy that makeup for you, so I can look pretty for you." I told her, "Hell, that's what the beer was for!" I don't think she'll be back.

~pfizer Corp.~
Pfizer Corp. announced today that VIAGRA will soon be available in liquid form and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of: "MOUNT & DO."

My Life Rules
Just thought I would share a few of my life rules with you all, feel free to comment on them... HEARTS AND HOES DONT MIX!!!!Life does not always go the way you want it to go, so always be truthful with yourself and you will always know what's best for you.Love yourself cause if you don't, no one can love you.Not everyone that says they love you....loves you.Never SWEAT anyone...It will forever be their loss.Love can be painful but the pleasure is always worth the pain.Getting what you want is not always a good thing. You can't be forgiven unless you have forgiven someone else. If you get caught up in emotions....ride it out...your feet will eventually hit the ground.Know when to get off a good ride. Always say what you mean, even if no one is listening...cause odds are really they are hearing you. NEVER play mind games...the one you are trying to play might be better. Giving up your COOKIES, is totally up to you, so if you give it make sure he is worth it. (Sidebar....There is nothi

Turkey Song
Yup waited all year to hear the turkey song on the radio this afternoon.. What's turkey day ? without the Thanksgiving Song! Love it..hehehehe Adam Sandler - Thanksgiving Song Lyrics Love to eat turkey Love to eat turkey Love to eat turkey 'Cause it's good Love to eat turkey Like a good boy should 'Cause it's turkey to eat So good Turkey for me Turkey for you Let's eat the turkey in my big brown shoe Love to eat the turkey At the table I once saw a movie With Betty Grable Eat that turkey All night long Fifty million Elvis fans Can't be wrong Turkey turkey doo and Turkey turkeydap I eat that turkey Then I take a nap Thanksgiving is a special night Jimmy Walker used to say Dynomite That's right Turkey with gravy and cranberry Can't believe the Mets traded Darryl Strawberry Turkey for you and Turkey for me Can't believe Tyson Gave that girl V.D. White meat, dark meat You just can't lose I fell off my moped And I got a bruise Turkey

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
In your eyes, people see brightness in everything.... and I mean... EVERYTHING! You're so optimistic and think of everything as just a new adverture! You're very energetic, happy, fun, and loving. Everyone seems to want to be just like you because you're a great example of people who live life to its fullest! You don't really have a sanctuary... That is... Besides time and enjoy yourself among your friends, family, even strangers or by yourself! However, being so happy and energetic can also be your downfall... Some people might see you as a crazy person who doesn't take anything seriously, but that's so not true! Just because you see life better than them doesn't give them the right to act crabby. Keep living life to its fullest and hopefully you can drag some other people along with you

Quotes
Don't let today's disappointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams. - Author Unknown - Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely, remember it's true Somebody somewhere is thinking of you. - K. Blackburn -

Pay It Forward?
You looked in my eyes Couldn’t be more bonded That’s what you said I put my trust in you Opened my life to you Believed what you said With your eyes, your Arms and your voice You shoved me away But when I tried to go You held tight to the rope Connected to my heart Guess you weren’t done Showing me just how Unimportant I am How little you care You got the knife in Now twist it My dear friend I held you in my arms Betrayal so bitter And still I feel you Tell me, whose past Cruelty am I paying for?

Utterences From Below
she delights in His pleasure blissful in the knowledge that she's the key to unlocking His dark desires He takes her to tangled up places, back alleys in her psyche, roads ordinary men dare not travel places she fears and He revels in only in His arms is she's free safe. understood. every inch of her content She sits before Him at His feet at His bidding head lowered eager to please Him and be completed by Him.

~what Is My Ultimate Sexual Fantasy,,,?~
You scored as threesome, your fantasy is a threesome. you would like to feel the best of both worlds during sex and you wouldn't mind your man having two women(as long as it's just for sex) anal100% whips and chains100% threesome100% lesbian80% romantic70% no fantasy0% what is your ultimate sexual fantasy? (for my ladies only)created with QuizFarm.com

Cravings
You are so amazing When I look into your eyes I feel nothing but cravings You make me feel so ecstatic Chills rush down my spine My heart beats fast I feel warmth throughout my body All I hope for is just one kiss Your sweet lips against mine My arms around you Holding you until the end of time by Gary R. Hess

This Song Goes Out To My Boyfriends Ex Girlfriend,a Girl I Hate And She Sounds Like A Dude.haha.lol.this Song Is Funny I Love It(its The Lyrics)
boom boom boom lets go back to my room so we can do it all night then you can make me feel right Boom boom boom lets go back to my room so we can do it all night and you can "fuck fuck fuck me" When I step in the club your man was frontin checkin me out cuz girls hes hutin lookin for someone who can give him some love,yeah bitch hes gonna give it up so he went and grabed my ass and when out side gave your man a joice ride then he dropped to his knees yeah you know what bitcxh i fucked your boyfriend boom i fucked your boyfriend i i fucked your man boom i fucked your boyfriend i i fucked your man boom i fucked your boyfriend i i fucked your man boom i fucked your boyfriend bitch he stuck it in when i first saw your man he was really fine he had this nice ass body that would blow your mind he had this long blonde silver that was droped down below he wanted to sex me from my head to my toes so i let him rub me down,he cerest me the right way i hit him with the juice

Master Of My Dreams
The Master I dream of. He would be someone I could tell anything to. He would be someone I respect and trust with my life. He would be able to see beyond my faults to the person I wish to become I am the only one that can give Him the gift of submission. For my submission can’t be forced, it has to be freely given. And the right Master will know how to treat such a gift. He will be willing to teach and guide me. Show me where I failed with love and understanding. And correct me with loving hands. Not out of anger. To reach the level we both want. He would go slowly to build a strong bond between us. One of love trust respect truth laughter and open communication.

Pirate
There was this Pirate, he had a steering wheel attached to his wang. When he went into the bar nearby, the bartender said to him "hey there, you have a steering wheel attached to your wang!" The Pirate replied, "Argh, it's driving me nuts!"