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The First Vampire
The First of our kind was Caine Caine the First Man born of Man. Caine who had slain his brother and was cast from humankind. Caine who was cursed with eternal life and with terrible lust for Blood. It is said that he wandered alone in sorrow for many years. In time, however, his loneliness consumed him and he made others like himself. His childer created childer, and these childer created childer, until there existed 13 vampiric Clans. Each of these damned souls bore the curse of Caine, but for every generation they were removed from the first one, their strength was lessened. Caine, the First of all Vampires

The World Contd
"We're you," she said. "We're you, with all your fuck-ups and all the things that make you human -- all your fears and loneliness and confusion... none of that gets better. "It's like getting famous, or getting rich. You're the same person you were when you were unknown or poor. Only worse. All the bad things are magnified, and you don't remember where the good things are anymore. . "It's all that. But it's more. We're colder than you are. Deader. I miss daylight and food and knowing how it feels to touch someone and care. I remember life, and meeting people as people and not just as things to feed on or control, and I remember what it was to feel something, anything, happy or sad or anything..." Then she stopped, and lowered her head. "Are you crying?" I asked. "We don't cry," she told me. Like I said, the woman was a liar. . .

My Horoscope Today
Good one! Beating yourself up over the past is counterproductive. What's more, a pessimistic mindset could become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Instead, figure out how to make the best of things. Once you do, things will pick up.

Tears
Tears don't cover it not even close this pain inside why do you hurt me the most? Why do you leave me this way? Why am I not good enough? Why won't you just stay? Someday I'll say enough is enough Someday I'll let you go and walk away. Someday you'll be the one begging me to stay. Right now I am not fine I am not ok I have no safe place there is no quiet place for me to go I don't know who I am Not without you For my whole adult life I've been your girl So without you who am I? I'm so lost I can't breathe Why do you do this to me? How loud do I have to scream? It doesn't matter no one can hear me anyway. © Andi 2007

My Starwars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Taurus You are a dependable creature, but you do tend to be stubborn. You like material possessions and love to win at games. You hate being bossed around or losing. You may succumb to your physical strength when upset. Star wars character you are most like: ChewbaccaWhat Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Thursday Morning.
I can't believe what a beautiful Thursday morning it is. With all the pretty flowers and turkey sandwiches growing upon the plush green grass. Under the bright midnight stars, among Orion’s penis under his belt shall cometh the down pour of Milky Way’s. Where we all will live happily together and eat our queef cookies, in silent but yet so blissful darkness. But the Gods of Applebee’s ban us from eating the aluminum toilet berries from the tree of deception. So there for we cannot fully live in eternal happiness among the gods. Copyright 2007 psykotik@crazee-entertainment.com

My Randomness
Today I let my music playing after I had gotten back from hanging around with my best buddy kristen's house. The song "The final countdown" came on and I thought nothing of it. But the singer as he always does in teh song let's out a very dramatic it's the final count down and I had to yell it with him.

Some Survey; Hey You, There Are A Couple Of Things We Need To Do To Get My Results Better...
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.As for specific personality traits, you are adventurious (100%), slutty (94%), intellectual (93%), romantic (86%).

And I Stand!!!
I break, I fall, I crumble, I crash on piece at a time, a shell of yesterday the mold of who I am today, breaks loose and sets me free, I live today because of strength that reached down, and touched my heart and I stand my days seem to be the same everyday the hurt and pain, just wouldnt go away there were times, I've thought over and over with a blade in one hand, an uncovered wrist sometimes, I drive and think, should I there were days, I carried a rope, somewhere far away thinking, nobody will miss me anyway then, words whispered in the wind to find the words I felt at the moment do I believe, or am I just really that crazy was just too much, tears fell and I was lifted, I was awakened and I stand the whispers touched my heart, and I saw tomorrow, the chain reaction of my actions and it was more to it, my thoughts, just thoughts had caused, everything around to me be as it was my attitude, the way I presented myse

I Cry
I cry when I'm happy, I cry when I'm sad, I cry when I laugh, & I cry when I'm mad, I cry when I'm lonely, I cry when I'm stressed, Sometimes I think I'm a complete mess. I cry when I hear your voice, I cry when you say goodbye, I cry when I long to be with you, I cry when I finally get to hold you, I am not a sad or depressed person, I just wear my heart on my sleeve, I can not help it, for it is who I am I care and love those who are dearest and nearest to my heart. So hold me close and cherrish all I have to give.

You Know Who You Are!
Part Of My World You're someone very special in my life You've always tried to help make everything right with my world. You've been there to laugh with me, to be proud of me, and to be happy for all the good things in my life. And even more importantly, you've shared my disappointments, and listened as I worked out my thoughts and feelings, about things that have troubled me. You're a very important part of my world, and you always will be. So I want to thank you now, and tell you that I hope everything will always be right with your world too - because I love you.

Close Your Eyes And Jump!
In 1 week i leave... and my mind and heart are battling more than ever. I have no idea how to calm myself. See i am stuck, i have 2 choices... and i cant pick which is the lesser evil. 1: I can lie to myself and say it doesnt mean anything. A silly crush, that nothing will come of all of this. That its just going to be some of the best memories i will ever have. But if i go thinking this.. then i will hold back. And in the end i will always wonder... what if.... 2:I go into this with hope and faith in true love. That i really have met my soul mate. And that maybe happy ever after endings are real. That if i go there and just love him like i do.. he will realize his love for me and actually do something about his feeling for me. But if i go feeling like that and in the end i am wrong... how can i survive a fall like that? How could my heart possibly recover from a shock like that? The problem is.. i cant get him out of my mind. I can be doing anything and some how with out try

Weakness
Weakness shown Losing my self control My pride broken My will demolished A pain unforeseen Hating who i see Hating who i've become Showing a weaker side Allowing myself to get caught up I slipped away long ago I've become someone else I keep what i want inside Keep me alive with my pain Break me down Make me fall apart Complicate me even more I'm already falling apart Piece by piece i am losing me Who am i The mask has me hidden Remove it an i break Crumble right before your eyes I'm slowly breaking

Love
Love is not about having to hold on to something that is already there, because if it is there it is not going any where. If you have to hold on to it then, it is not there or was never there. You never hold no one down or keep them back from what they want in their life. If you are waiting for someone to say the things you want to hear, you are waiting in the wrong place. Love is felt and heard in many ways. Never hold onto something that is not there.

Bitch Acronyms
B = Babe I = In T = Total C = Control of H = Herself B = Beautiful I = Individual T = That C = Can H = Handle anything B = Beautiful I = Intelligent T = Talented C = Charming H = Happy B = Beautiful I = Intelligent T = Talented C = Charming H = Hell of a Woman B = Boys I = I T = Take C = Control H = Here B = Boys I = I'm T = Taking C = Charge H = Here B = Bright I = Intriguing T = Taunting C = Charismatic H = Honest

Softball Season Has Begun
You would think I'd be used to this by now. But it makes me feel lonely every year. I walked the kids down to the parade today, without R. The weather was ok, a bit chilly when the sun went behind a cloud, but nice. We found a good spot on the corner and waited. Just the kids and I. We were quickly surrounded by other families and groups of friends. And there I was, with just the kids. I felt so alone. I held my kids tight. They were so happy to be there and it was nice to be outside. The parade is a simple parade. Local girl/boy scout troops, a few high school bands, many fire departments, and some local businesses with floats. We walked back home about 4pm and made an early dinner of fish sticks and french fries. We ate in front of the tv. It was a fun day with the kids. Instead of staying home because he was playing softball, we went out. I am happy with the way I started the softball season, even if I did feel a bit lonely. I'd like to try to do things with the kids every Sund

30 Questions
1. Fav chips> 2. Favorite sexual position> 3. Current hair color> 4. Shaved or puby> 5. eye color> 6. size> 7. Idol> 8. Hate people that think their shit don't stink?> 9. Favorite genre> 10. Biggest disapointment artist> 11. Band to watch> 12. Giving oral or receiving?> 13. Chocolate or Vanilla?> 14. Pussies or bitches?> 15. Do you smoke?> 16. Why?> 17. Like porn? 18.Current game your playing> 19. shoe size> 20. Dick size> 21. got kids> 22. love them> 23. You love your parents> 24. Best Friend> 25. Is your wife hot> 26. Is she a milf> 27. Even though your married and got kids do you still fuck?> 28. What do you want to do> 29. Are you hard> 30. Anything to say>

A Price To Pay
I took it once i took it twice and now i have to pay the price how could i be so stupid i should have known that you were gonna be like all the other guys you tell me you love me you tell me you care how could i be so blind and not see though all the lies how could i not see i should have known all you were gonna do was fuck me then leave me just like all the other guys i should have left u as u were so innocent and pure but instead i had to take it all away and be left with nothing in return so now i'm stuck not knowing where life is gonna take me next

I'm Not That Girl
I wish I was that girl. but I'm not. And I keep setting myself up in situations, but I don't understand how you can say you love me... Aren't you supposed to love one person? Not telling other people you love them too.. I must be some kind of attention whore or maybe I really am in love... I don't know. I wish you loved me half as much as I love you. I'm tired, but I don't sleep. I'm sick, but I won't get better. I'm through, but I can't finish. I'm done, but I'm just starting. I'm giving you what you want, but if I didn't, you wouldn't love me, but I don't I always tell everyone a guy doesn't matter and that if they can't accept you for who you are, then fuck them? I need to stop giving advice.. I'm a hypocrite. Fuckkkk meee in the ass. My emotions are so screwed.

Assamite
From the desert wastes of the East come the Assamites, and they bring with them a miasma of terror. The Assamites are known throughout vampire society as a clan of murderous assassins, working for whoever can pay their price. The price they charge for their work is the vitae of other Kindred; for the Assamites, diablerie is the greatest sacrament. Assamites tend to avoid the affairs of the Camarilla and the Sabbat, working for either or both sides in pursuit of their goals. They do circulate among sect-held cities; other Kindred find them useful for slaying rivals, enforcing blood hunts, scourging undesirable childer, and infiltrating rival's power bases. However, Assamites rarely form true alliances with other Kindred, for they consider other Children of Caine to be of inferior stock. Unlike other clans, the Assamites do not claim to have a founder of the Third Generation. Rather, they believe their founder to be a member of the Second Generation, making all other Cainites flawed c

Noferatu
Caine's childer are called "The Damned," and no vampires embody this more fully than the wretches of Clan Nosferatu. While other vampires still look human and may travel in mortal society, N osferatu are twisted and deformed by the curse of vampirism. Other Kindred speak shudderingly of Caine placing a mark upon the entire clan for the monstrous deeds of its Antediluvian founder. As such, Nosferatu find themselves loathed and osrracized by the other Children of Caine, who consider them disgusting and interact with them only when they must. Following the Embrace, Nosferatu childer suffer an agonizing transformation as, over the subsequent weeks, they warp from humans into hideous monsters. The horror " of the physical devolution often produces an accompanying psychological trauma. Unable to walk among the kine, Nosferatu must dwell in subterranean sewers and catacombs forever after. Nosferatu often choose physically or emotionally twisted mortals for the Embrace, seeing in the

Tremere
Kallenavn: Warlocks || Trollmenn?? Even among vampires, the insular Clan Tremere bears a reputation for treachery. This reputation is well earned; the Tremere were formerly a cabal of human wizards who, hungering for immortal life, wrested the secrets of vampirism from unwilling Kindred. Such vile deeds earned the clan a sinister reputation; even today, certain vampire clans would love nothing better than to destroy the entire Tremere line. Nonetheless, Clan Tremere holds a place in the Camarilla, for its members were instrumental in suppressing the Inquisition and supporting the Masquerade. Then, too, the Tremere have proved themselves dangerous enemies - and powerful allies. Tremere still practice a version of the arcane arts they studied in life, and so these "warlocks" use their sorcerous powers in service to the Camarillaalmost as much as they use the Camarilla in service to themselves. Sect: Støtter opp under camarilla og har gjort så siden tremeres opprinnelse. Kla

What Vampire Clan Ru
You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy. Gangrel88%Nosferatu75%Ventrue71%Tremere58%Brujah58%Malkavian50%Toreador42%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

Tmfi!! Quiz
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both! depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: typically oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: 3 times a day..once in the morning when I first get up & twice @ night!Is sex a top priority for you?: its near the topDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: If I'm on top yeah...I'm kinda anti-missionaryHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never! How do you feel about one night stands?: it happensHow many one night stands have you had?: just 1...they typically come back for more ;PWhat's your favorite position?: either on top or doggieWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: some place comfortable....a big bed is always niceDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: depends on my mood & the other personHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: hmm a

For The Ladies
this is for the women who are frustrated with men THE RULES FEMALES ALWAYS make the rules. the rules are SUBJECT TO CHANGE WITHOUT NOTICE! males CANNOT know all the rules. if the female suspects the male knows all the rules,she must IMMEDIATELY change some OR ALL the rules. females are NEVER WRONG. IF the female is wrong,it is because of a FLAGRANT MISUNDERSTANDING which was a DIRECT RESULT of something a male DID OR SAID WRONG. if the above rule aplies,the male must IMMEDIATELY APOLOGIZE for causing the misunderstanding. males must NEVER change their minds without express WRITTEN CONSENT from the female. females have the RIGHT to be ANGRY OR UPSET at ANY time. males MUST remain calm at ALL times unless the female WANTS them to be angry or upset. FEMALES must,UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES,let the males know whether or not they WANT them to be angry or upset.

Wedding Day
We decided on the date so now is to patiently wait for the people we asked to be in it to answer before christmas so if not we have to ask others so far its set on my side everyone is going to be in it and if you want to see the wedding party on my side its at www.geocities.com/lonelywolfsbaby/index.html they are on the wedding page so you can see them and some of the ones on his side

Hidden Secrets
Tell me your secrets Let me show you mine A bitersweet moment Held in the hands of time Words echo in my head Never leaving me alone Thoughts hold me back Shown more than i should have Intimate words shared Intimate secrets told Something so much more to the eye But you dont want to see it Hiding behind a wall Letting the fear consume you Should i stay Or should i go Should i fight Or give in Should i follow my heart Or let my head lead the way Carcasses left in my wake Broken hearts from a feeble mind Alot learned from a past so brutal Think about the words i speak Think about the things i say You will find your answer Hidden deep inside

Ti Lovers With R Kellys New Video Flirt Tha Remix
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What Is Your Love Season?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What’s Your Love Season? MY RESULT:Autumn You’re cool, kid. Not bitter and icy – just cool. You tend to take it real easy, enjoy quiet evenings, and keep a couple of close friends around in case you need some company. But you’re just as happy hanging out by yourself. As much as you love autumn, deep down we think you know how to have fun in spring, summer and winter. Good thing, ‘cause now you can lap up all four seasons at once in the new Sims 2 Seasons. Hot pool parties and cold winter snowball fights? Hey, do it all, no matter what the weather’s like outside. Take This Quiz!

Its A Secret
Four Positions for a Better Orgasm Of course you want a steamier sex life -- but there is more to it then candlelight and lingerie. There are actual tried-and-true methods for getting better stimulated and having the Big O. So, get ready for hotter sex with suggestions that will surprise and thrill your partner, from Deborah Sundahl, author of Female Ejaculation and the G-Spot. Feel free to print this out and bring it to bed with you. We doubt your partner will complain! Modified Missionary You've probably tried the standard missionary position before. But many women complain that they cannot achieve an orgasm with the man lying on top. This modified version should take things up a notch: Lie on your back and put your legs over your partner's shoulders. This is a good position if you need clitoral stimulation in order to orgasm, and it is a nice way to begin to experience building a G-spot orgasm. He'll have a lot of control over stimulating your G-spot, and you can play with y

Sunset At Noon
I always thought then when it came Id be ready for the end By the time id be resigned and tame Death would appear a welcome friend But what if i still want to live Still want to learn and grow What if i still have gifts to give And im not ready to go What if im still too young Not old enough to die What if i want to wait until Ive experienced life to say good-bye You were taken too young You were taken too soon Your time had just begun The sun of your life set at noon Wherever you have gone Nearby or far away Please realize that with you A piece of me died that day

First Blog
sorry if punctuation and spelling sucks but i work 8 hours a day as a cnc machinist and 10 hours a day on racing and my kids. so first off thanks to jenn for bringing me to ct. hopefully i will make some new friends and maybe have a way for my sponsors and fans to get some appreciation and a way to know what im doing during the season. well i have to go i have engines to build

Martini
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

In My Head
I know .. I have comitted a true mistake .. a regret .. a whisper that tears the ears of the fallen and unto to the monsters that are kept behind my eyes. The night grows past the sun,past its all mighty light. How much silence can you breath my dear life, so contempt to prettend to be another puppet but the shadows they keep tuggin into its mouth into its incoprable splender.....to experience its insane logic, its beautiful destruction. The hate flows through me like blood and electricty. I charge to the center of hell to be another servant of god, how can i define love, so damaged i am, so far from existence. I resist just to live just to feel another day with my insanity, but through time and time again it falls to the shadows that keep tuging away to its bitter desire in their I fall to be reborn.....to become a complete devil.

*power Pearl*
Ninety percent of achieving any goal is in the thought process. Believe that you can achieve the goal and you have established a solid foundation on which to build success. When we develop the ability to conceptualize and visualize success, we usually experience a pattern of achievement and success. One of the essential elements of success is to prepare properly for success, and to prepare properly for success, one must believe that the goal and success are both attainable.

Stupid Questions
It just so happens I work in a store that specializes in Movies, Music and Video games. To explain a little next door there is a Staples, and A Dollar Store....Now that you know this. Listen to these ?'s and the answers we wish we could say.....I know some of you have heard them before and agree...!! Now like most companies, so we can be easily findable by customers we wear a uniform...our just happens be bright yellow with black pants. I wear my name tag on my hip, because of all the keys I carry they are too heavy for my neck, so it is obvious who works there. And yet, the most common stupid question we hear is... Do you work here? Umm..no, there uniform is the hottest fashion trends, so I thought I would wear it this morning. The rest are as follows.. Can I ask you a question? This I usually answer with a you just did, but you can ask me another one if you'd like. What I want to say just to see their faces is NO! OR..they elaborate that one and ask... Can I ask

For Leanne, Your Words Hurt Me Deeply.
Today I shed a tear for you, one I thought I would never shed. I looked into the mirror and wondered about what was said. I thought it was forgotten tucked away deep and safe, but it came to me today when I glanced upon your face. My love and admiration I thought was clear and bright, but I guess in the heart of sorrow it could not been seen in such dim light. Where once hope and longing lay, lay dread, fear and pain. Hopefully in time I can find that hope again. I wrote some words down once, I thought that made it clear. You have always been that special friend I always held so dear. My heart holds fast, my love holds true rarely do I open up the way I've done with you. But in the end it happens just the same. In the end our own happiness is always the treasure that we wish to gain. The cost to us can never be replaced, and we always seem to lose, for that once special gift we give up was the better one to choose.

Breaking News Out Of Malasia
Malaysian police detain 'midget' gang Thu Mar 15, 10:27 PM ET Malaysian police detained an eight-member gang of small-sized robbers dubbed the "midget gang," who allegedly confessed to committing 14 break-ins over the past three months, a news report said Thursday. All the gang members, aged between 14 and 23 years, were diminutive, The Star newspaper said without saying whether they were dwarfs or just small. Some of them who were less than 5 feet tall would be picked to squeeze through small openings into the houses they robbed in central Malaysia, The Star said. Gang members confessed to their crimes when they were detained, according to the report. The arrests came about after residents in a housing area alerted police after noticing the group loitering suspiciously in a field near their homes, Ampang district police Chief Amer Awal was quoted as saying. Amer and other senior officers were in a meeting Thursday morning and were unable to take phone calls to provide further

Disconnecktie: The Faithful Vampire
It's taken me 50,000 separate wrecks to get here and I've learned absolutely nothing. As I'm standing here alone, upright and motionless I am drowning in her sea. The rising and stinking of every consciousness I've ever known Now detached and disconnected. The endless cycle of idea and action, Endless invention, endless experiment, endless hope and endless disappointment. and I thought all I needed was just one breath to stay afloat. For me it was like...like the breath, the last breath, the last breath that I never wanted. Any of this. I never thought that this would capsize, but this isn't a boat, its a coffin! And now I'm moving forward. Into the sea...into the great sea. So I begin with the end in mind. The cycles of heaven, 20 centuries gone by, come home. I've fallen three miles now... and I still can't shake this dragon, but the end is coming like a flood. It's going to be a year for growing and the greatest amount of forgetting. My sea is dying, but death is a

Do You Know Me?
Think You Know Me? Think You Know Me??? Fill this out.... 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out about me? 13. Emotionally, what stands out about me? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression?

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex If we had sex.. Body: If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would

Funny Complaint Letter
MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into wha

Depressed
Depressed Again It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight complete w/ purity It's out in the open should've kept to myself I'll learn from mistakes take my heart off the shelf my soul has now fled it's my body alone and it's far too much hurt for my heart to come home I give it up now there's no way to win w/o you here my world still spins It's been a bad day I'll try to let it not show another sad day and I'm just letting go....

Big Ol' Balls Of Gas, Burning Millions Of Miles Away :)
So then, I spent a couple of days in the woods with some friends. It was beautiful. I certainly loved it. Now, getting there, not so great. I'm not one who drives mountain roads, so going up was certainly scary. Luckily, it was night, so, the black pit void of death actually took some edge off the whole situation. Once there, the one thing I couldn't deny were the stars. It was a feeling I couldn't explain. I just stared at them. I couldn't help it. It was easily one of the most beautiful things i've ever seen... ...Equally beautiful is looking from the top of a mountain down, at the expanse of land that was quite spectacular. Also, the air being thin, walking up there was tough. It was a great time, and in fact, a cleansing time for me. Being up there helped me cool down some of those more violent, hopeless, and saddening emotions and thoughts that have been a monkey on my back recently. I have to admit though, once back, I learned the true value of running water and a

Gotta Love Old Men
YOU GOTTA LOVE OLD MEN I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court. I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response, "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.

Definitions......
GUTS & BALLS We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and saying: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

Just A Little Longer
Desolation, Wide open space, Between the trees and me, Emptiness and me, Confusion and decisions, Feelings hard to define, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Coldness seeps Its way in, I am falling deeper, Into what I fear most, As I reach out, There is nothing there, As possible there was something once, Only to be gone, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The sun drops, The last inch of light falls, The squirrels more likely to be huddled up, But not me, Something I never possessed, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, Then the sun has gone, Darkness spreads its wings over me, I see nothing so no one sees me, Feeling of bitterness only, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, An Owl peers down, With question in her eyes, She doesn't have a hope, In helping me, As she doesn't see my pain, Spreads her wings, Passes me by, And I say to myself, Just a little longer, The soft earth, Seems the only thing

Just Something To Read And Think About...
On a Saturday night several weeks ago, this pastor was working late, and decided to call his wife before he left for home. It was about 10:00 PM, but his wife didn't answer the phone. The pastor let the phone ring many times. He thought it was odd that she didn't answer, but decided to wrap up a few things and try again in a few minutes. When he tried again she answered right away. He asked her why she hadn't answered before, and she said that it hadn't rung at their house. They brushed it off as a fluke and went on their merry ways. The following Monday, the pastor received a call at the church office, which was the phone that he'd used that Saturday night. The man that he spoke with wanted to know why he'd called on Saturday night. The pastor couldn't figure out what the man was talking about. Then the man said, "It rang and rang, but I didn't answer." The pastor remembered the mishap and apologized for disturbing him, explaining that he'd intended to call his wife. The man said,

Close Your Eyes And Go Back...
Close your eyes, And go back . . . Before the Internet or the MAC, Before semi-automatics and crack. Way back. . . I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk. Sittin' on the porch, hot bread and butter. Eatin' a 'super-dooper sandwich' (Dagwood) Red light! Green light!! Chocolate milk. Lunch tickets. Penny candy in a brown paper bag. Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, Jacks, kickball, dodgeball, y'all! Mother, May I? Hula Hoops and Sunflower Seeds, Jaw breakers, blowpops, Mary Janes. Running through the sprinkler!! I can't get wet! All right; well, don't wet my hair....) The smell of the sun and lickin' salty lips.... Wait. . . Catchin' lightening bugs in a jar. Playin sling shot and Red Rover. When around the corner seemed far away, And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. Bedtime, climbing trees, a million mosquito bites and sticky fingers, Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Sittin on the curb. Jumpin down the steps, Jumpin on the bed. Pillow fights. Being tickled to dea

Remember Your Abc's
A-void negative sources, people, things and habits. B-elieve in yourself. C-onsider things from every angle. D-on't give up and don't give in. E-njoy life today: yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come. F-amily and Friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches. G-ive more than you planned to give. H-ang on to your dreams. I-gnore those who try to discourage you. J-ust do it! K-eep on trying, no matter how hard it seems. It will get better. L-ove yourself first and foremost. M-ake it happen. N-ever lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal. O-pen your eyes and see things as they really are. P-ractice makes perfect. Q-uitters never win and winners never quit. R-ead, study and learn about everything important in your life. S-top procrastinating. T-rust in God and ask Him to help you achieve your dreams. U-nderstand yourself in order to better understand others. V-isualize it. W-ant it more than anything. X-ccelerate your efforts. Y-ou are unique of all of God'

Caught Having Sex????
NANCY was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by Charles Bronson! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

I Am......
What I am........I Am bisexual. Don't like it- Lump it~! And stop reading now!!!!!!!! I LUV eating pussy. Feeling those naked lips under mine and the sweet juices flowing onto my tongue..........I can't describe (to straight women) the feeling of taking a clit between your lips and hearing the moans you get. I always enjoyed giving head jobs, but that first time going down on a woman was incredible. The feeling of her hips writhing beneath me and seeing her tits heave and the little shudders building up in her belly....... Then we get to having MY pussy eaten,,,,,,HOLY SHIT! No matter how good a man is at what he does. he can NEVER- no guys, NEVER do it like a woman!!! A woman has a soft, sensual touch that a man just cannot compete with. The feeling of HER lips between my thighs and her tongue doing its little dance is indescribable....... And THAT is just the beginning.......

What My Hands Say About Me....
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day. Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

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so i finally walked out of my first job today, this means less stress, more free time, and less money....fuck it though my sanity is way more important to me (or atleast what's left of it). i've spent way too much money this weekend go fucking me! so i'll be spending more time in than anything, this should be a good thing as i've got a book to finish and a stack of video games that have been collecting dust. with luck i'll have my tax refund this week. but that's pretty much spent already. go figure.

The Old Prospector
An old prospector walks his tired old mule into a western town one day. He'd been out in the desert for about six months without a drop of whiskey. He walked up to the first saloon he came to and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a gunslinger walked out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?" The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance. I just never wanted to." A crowd had gathered by then and the gunslinger said, "Well you old fool, you're gonna' dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector was hopping around and everybody was laughing. When the gunslinger fired his last bullet he holstered his gun and turned around to go back into the saloon. The old man reached up on the mule, drew his shotgun, and pull

Help Release Us
Help release us both from the hurt and pain Because its my love for you that I can barely contain. Help release all our feelings for each other For I want to be your only lover. Help release all the love in our hearts I don't want our lives to be torn apart.

Kinky And Perverted
I luv to do things a little different! I'm not a "plain vanilla" kinda gal. I would just as soon break out the toy box & strap one on to bend YOU over the bed...... I've got leather & lace, whips, chains & handcuffs, blindfolds and all the attitude you ever wanted in the bedroom. However, I feel so underappreciated.......lol,,,,,, being married - the talents often go to waste for the sake of a quickie with the kids banging on the bedroom door! One goddamm time I wanna be able to cum in peace, NOT in pieces!!!!!!!

For Those Of You With Nothing To Do....
SO then It came to pass, that, I, am, at, this, moment..... Worn out. A bad worn out. I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING worn out. I'm finding random little points of interest around my body. For instance, my leg, a small portion of the shin feel...dead. I don't feel much of anything on there. Even less then normal. Oh, and as for life, i'm getting off my lazy ass and JOB hunting like I should. Hopefully I find something fast, and that doesn't have a useless 33 page survey that tells me i'm UNSAFE. I already fuckin' know that. And.....I have research to do. YEah. That's all. Take care, everybody!

My Brain Pattern???
Your Brain's Pattern Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Boyfriend/husband Application Lol
Promise me you will not put ur phone number down unless your going to send this in private 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me

Sick N Tired
Of being sick and tired!!!!! This shit is for the birds! I can't eat, can't sleep, can't fuck.......I hate this! Like I don't have enuff goddamm problems, my friggin doctor gives me 3 new prescriptions today to treat "some" of my physical issues.......of course- they will cause MORE issues so there goes what WAS left of my libido, appetite & mental status. On the plus side, one of the drugs comes with positive(I think) effects. The doctor says DON'T drive - just take 2 , turn on the music and turn the lights down real low..... Well - that sounds like a party drug now don't it?????? Can't WAIT to try them out!!!!

Realized
Well I realized something this morning. I'm not hard to get. Any man (I say man because I want a boyfriend for now) who comes off intelligent or good at something I'm not..like with words then I'm in love right then in there. Well lust but anyways!! Another thing I love is guys with long hair!! Then again I do always love guys with short cornrows. I Love light skin,tan skin,and dark chocolate skin too. Race don't bother me.Eye get me too. So do deep voices. Everytime I hear a man with a deep voice who can carry out a good conversation I'm stuck lol.

Nothing Good Happens After Dark
One look in their eyes And you should have seen that there is Nothing else that they want of you than to feed on you You know they just want your body now it's not so sexy We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still stayed You should have known that they were thirsty Wish I didn't have to talk to your grave All the times that we tried to warn you Just a little, a little bit attracted to All the power that they had We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still stayed You should have known that they were thirsty Now it's over and you're dead Now it's over there's nothing left of you We told you not to ever go out by yourself (come on!) We told you not to ever go out by yourself Because they're out there and waiting for you We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still

Hand Of A Friendship
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too.

Chapter 4 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER FOUR THE CYLINDER OPENS When I returned to the common the sun was setting. Scattered groups were hurrying from the direction of Woking, and one or two persons were returning. The crowd about the pit had increased, and stood out black against the lemon yellow of the sky--a couple of hundred people, perhaps. There were raised voices, and some sort of struggle appeared to be going on about the pit. Strange imaginings passed through my mind. As I drew nearer I heard Stent's voice: "Keep back! Keep back!" A boy came running towards me. "It's a-movin'," he said to me as he passed; "a-screwin' and a-screwin' out. I don't like it. I'm a-goin' 'ome, I am." I went on to the crowd. There were really, I should think, two or three hundred people elbowing and jostling one an- other, the one or two ladies there being by no means the least active. "He's fallen in the pit!" cried some one. "Keep back!" said several. The crowd swayed a lit

Chapter 6 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER SIX THE HEAT-RAY IN THE CHOBHAM ROAD It is still a matter of wonder how the Martians are able to slay men so swiftly and so silently. Many think that in some way they are able to generate an intense heat in a chamber of practically absolute non-conductivity. This intense heat they project in a parallel beam against any object they choose, by means of a polished parabolic mirror of unknown composition, much as the parabolic mirror of a lighthouse projects a beam of light. But no one has absolutely proved these details. However it is done, it is certain that a beam of heat is the essence of the matter. Heat, and invisible, instead of visible, light. Whatever is combustible flashes into flame at its touch, lead runs like water, it softens iron, cracks and melts glass, and when it falls upon water, incontinently that explodes into steam. That night nearly forty people lay under the starlight about the pit, charred and distorted beyond recognition, and all night

Adults Only!!!
Adults Only : Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you eat it. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between a mans paycheck and his dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife or your girlfriend to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What do bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed. [[[FEMALE & MALES]]] Repost in 3 mins with the

Unrequited
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

Book 2 Chapter 27 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER TEN THE EPILOGUE I cannot but regret, now that I am concluding my story, how little I am able to contribute to the discussion of the many debatable questions which are still unsettled. In one respect I shall certainly provoke criticism. My particular province is speculative philosophy. My knowledge of com- parative physiology is confined to a book or two, but it seems to me that Carver's suggestions as to the reason of the rapid death of the Martians is so probable as to be regarded almost as a proven conclusion. I have assumed that in the body of my narrative. At any rate, in all the bodies of the Martians that were examined after the war, no bacteria except those already known as terrestrial species were found. That they did not bury any of their dead, and the reckless slaughter they per- petrated, point also to an entire ignorance of the putrefactive process. But probable as this seems, it is by no means a proven conclusion. Neither is the composit

Discrimination Against Hunters!!
Man Gets Probation for Dead Deer Sex By Associated Press March 21 2007, 5:15 PM EDT SUPERIOR, Wis. -- A 20-year-old man received probation after he was convicted of having sexual contact with a dead deer. The sentence also requires Bryan James Hathaway to be evaluated as a sex offender and treated at the Institute for Psychological and Sexual Health in Duluth, Minn. "The state believes that particular place is the best to provide treatment for the individual," Assistant District Attorney Jim Boughner said. Hathaway's probation will be served at the same time as a nine-month jail sentence he received in February for violating his extended supervision. He was found guilty in April 2005 of felony mistreatment of an animal after he killed a horse with the intention of having sex with it. He was sentenced to 18 months in jail and two years of extended supervision on that charge as well as six years of probation for taking and driving a vehicle without the owner's consent.

Chapter 6 { Dracular
CHAPTER 6 MINA MURRAY'S JOURNAL July 24. Whitby.--Lucy met me at the station, looking sweeter and lovlier than ever, and we drove up to the house at the Crescent in which they have rooms. This is a lovely place. The little river, the Esk, runs through a deep valley, which broadens out as it comes near the harbour. A great viaduct runs across, with high piers, through which the view seems somehow further away than it really is. The valley is beautifully green, and it is so steep that when you are on the high land on either side you look right across it, unless you are near enough to see down. The houses of the old town-- the side away from us, are all red-roofed, and seem piled up one over the other anyhow, like the pictures we see of Nuremberg. Right over the town is the ruin of Whitby Abbey, which was sacked by the Danes, and which is the scene of part of "Marmion," where the girl was built up in the wall. It is a most noble ruin, of immense size, and full of beautiful and roman

Deep Inside (by Outlaw Angel)
DEEP INSIDE OF ME IS A PART OF YOU AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT WE DO. DEEP INSIDE OF ME IS A LOVE I WANT TO LET GO A LOVE SO STRONG I WANT TO LET IT SHOW DEEP INSIDE OF ME IS A FEAR I CAN'T LET YOU SEE BECAUSE IF YOU DO YOU MAY NOT WANT ME.

Chapter 6 { Mr Hyde And Dr Jekyll
Incident of Dr. Lanyon Time ran on; thousands of pounds were offered in reward, for the death of Sir Danvers was resented as a public injury; but Mr. Hyde had disappeared out of the ken of the police as though he had never existed. Much of his past was unearthed, indeed, and all disreputable: tales came out of the man's cruelty, at once so callous and violent; of his vile life, of his strange associates, of the hatred that seemed to have surrounded his career; but of his present whereabouts, not a whisper. From the time he had left the house in Soho on the morning of the murder, he was simply blotted out; and gradually, as time drew on, Mr. Utterson began to recover from the hotness of his alarm, and to grow more at quiet with himself. The death of Sir Danvers was, to his way of thinking, more than paid for by the disappearance of Mr. Hyde. Now that that evil influence had been withdrawn, a new life began for Dr. Jekyll. He came out of his seclusion, renewed r

I'm The Only One
Please baby can't you see My mind's a burnin' hell I got razors a rippin' and tearin' and strippin' My heart apart as well Tonight you told me That you ache for something new And some other man is lookin' like something That might be good for you Go on and hold him till the screaming is gone Go on believe him when he tells you Nothing's wrong But I'm the only one Who'll walk across the fire for you I'm the only one Who'll drown in my desire for you It's only fear that makes you run The demons that you're hiding from When all your promises are gone I'm the only one Please baby can't you see I'm trying to explain I've been here before and I'm locking the door And I'm not going back again Her eyes and arms and skin won't make It go away You'll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrow That holds you down today Go on and hold him till the screaming is gone Go on believe him when he tells you Nothing's wrong But I'm the only one Who'll walk across the fire

Chapter 4 { The First Men In The Moon
"GO ON," said Cavor, as I sat across the edge of the manhole, and looked down into the black interior of the sphere. We two were alone. It was evening, the sun had set, and the stillness of the twilight was upon everything. I drew my other leg inside and slid down the smooth glass to the bottom of the sphere, then turned to take the cans of food and other impedimenta from Cavor. The interior was warm, the thermometer stood at eighty, and as we should lose little or none of this by radiation, we were dressed in shoes and thin flannels. We had, however, a bundle of thick woollen clothing and several thick blankets to guard against mischance. By Cavor's direction I placed the packages, the cylinders of oxygen, and so forth, loosely about my feet, and soon we had everything in. He walked about the roofless shed for a time seeking anything we had overlooked, and then crawled in after me. I noted something in his hand. "What have you got there? " I asked. "Haven't you brought

Chapter 2 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Red-headed League I had called upon my friend, Mr. Sherlock Holmes, one day in the autumn of last year and found him in deep conversation with a very stout, florid-faced, elderly gentleman with fiery red hair. With an apology for my intrusion, I was about to withdraw when Holmes pulled me abruptly into the room and closed the door behind me. "You could not possibly have come at a better time, my dear Watson," he said cordially. "I was afraid that you were engaged." "So I am. Very much so." "Then I can wait in the next room." "Not at all. This gentleman, Mr. Wilson, has been my partner and helper in many of my most successful cases, and I have no doubt that he will be of the utmost use to me in yours also." The stout gentleman half rose from his chair and gave a bob of greeting, with a quick little questioning glance from his small fat-encircled eyes. "Try the settee," said Holmes, relapsing into his armchair and putting his fingertips together, as was his cu

Chapter 3 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
A Case of Identity "My dear fellow," said Sherlock Holmes as we sat on either side of the fire in his lodgings at Baker Street, "life is infinitely stranger than anything which the mind of man could invent. We would not dare to conceive the things which are really mere commonplaces of existence. If we could fly out of that window hand in hand, hover over this great city, gently remove the roofs, and peep in at the queer things which are going on, the strange coincidences, the plannings, the cross-purposes, the wonderful chains of events, working through generation, and leading to the most outre results, it would make all fiction with its conventionalities and foreseen conclusions most stale and unprofitable." "And yet I am not convinced of it," I answered. "The cases which come to light in the papers are, as a rule, bald enough, and vulgar enough. We have in our police reports realism pushed to its extreme limits, and yet the result is, it must be confessed, neither fascinating n

Chapter 4 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Boscombe Valley Mystery We were seated at breakfast one morning, my wife and I, when the maid brought in a telegram. It was from Sherlock Holmes and ran in this way: Have you a couple of days to spare? Have just been wired for from the west of England in connection with Boscombe Valley tragedy. Shall be glad if you will come with me. Air and scenery perfect. Leave Paddington by the 11:15. "What do you say, dear?" said my wife, looking across at me. "Will you go?" "I really don't know what to say. I have a fairly long list at present." "Oh, Anstruther would do your work for you. You have been looking a little pale lately. I think that the change would do you good, and you are always so interested in Mr. Sherlock Holmes's cases." "I should be ungrateful if I were not, seeing what I gained through one of them," I answered. "But if I am to go, I must pack at once, for I have only half an hour." My experience of camp life in Afghanistan had at least had the effect o

Chapter 1 Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
PART ONE CHAPTER I A SHIFTING REEF The year 1866 was signalised by a remarkable incident, a mysterious and puzzling phenomenon, which doubtless no one has yet forgotten. Not to mention rumours which agitated the maritime population and excited the public mind, even in the interior of continents, seafaring men were particularly excited. Merchants, common sailors, captains of vessels, skippers, both of Europe and America, naval officers of all countries, and the Governments of several States on the two continents, were deeply interested in the matter. For some time past vessels had been met by "an enormous thing," a long object, spindle-shaped, occasionally phosphorescent, and infinitely larger and more rapid in its movements than a whale. The facts relating to this apparition (entered in various log-books) agreed in most respects as to the shape of the object or creature in question, the untiring rapidity of its movements, its surprising power of locomotion, and the peculiar li

Passions.....
In the deep of the night, I dream of your touch....so soft and unbridled. Nothing is more beautiful to me than dreaming of you....wearing nothing but moonlight and my kisses....kisses along your spine, your inner thighs, your neck. I can feel your fiery passion begging to be shared....A passion that leaves us breathless....begging to be released....begging to become one with each other. A begging that only exists with you.

A Damn Fine Explanation
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I'm filing for divorce - today!" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The

Please
I AM IN HE SEXIEST FEMALE CONTEST FIRST PERSON TO 10,000 COMMENTS WINS A 7 DAY BLAST I COULF REALLY USE THE HELP OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY IN THIS ONE I AM CURRENTLY IN 3RD PLACE WOULD LOVE TO BE IN FIRST BY THE END OF THE DAY

Letter To My Yard Moles
Dear Mound Makers- Look, I am keenly aware that you were here prior to me buying the house. I am also aware that you were here before the house was built. This land is your land…I get that. The thing is that I'm stressed out about you taking over my lawn. I don't give a mole's ass if you come up for air in the nooks and crannies of my yard. They're yours. But, please, for the love of god and all things holy, leave my lawn alone. I've researched several solutions to our co-habitation challenge: however, experts agree that the only real solution is your demise. I do have a trap out in the garage, in fact, it came with the house. I don't know if you or your friends have seen these things…they're terrifying. I'd be happy to show it to you if you'd like. I'll leave it by the large dirt mound (the one you favor) on my front lawn. Don't worry, I won't set it; it's simply for display and educational purposes. Go ahead, touch it, get a feel for it. You know, I'll even leave a latte

Chapter 12 { The Time Machine
Chapter XII So I came back. For a long time I must have been insensible upon the machine. The blinking succession of the days and nights was resumed, the sun got golden again, the sky blue. I breathed with greater freedom. The fluctuating contours of the land ebbed and flowed. The hands spun backward upon the dials. At last I saw again the dim shadows of houses, the evidences of decadent humanity. These, too, changed and passed, and others came. Presently, when the million dial was at zero, I slackened speed. I began to recognize our own petty and familiar architecture, the thousands hand ran back to the starting-point, the night and day flapped slower and slower. Then the old walls of the laboratory came round me. Very gently, now, I slowed the mechanism down. I saw one little thing that seemed odd to me. I think I have told you that when I set out, before my velocity became very high, Mrs. Watchett had walked across the room, travelling, as it seemed to me, like a rocket. As I re

Disney Pin Trading!
I'm a member of Pinpics my user name is: Uhcosha I trade Disney Pins online at this site www.pinpics.com The pins that you want to collect is..... Hidden Mickey & Cast Member Pins These are exclusive pins only giving to Disney Cast Members you are allowed to trade up to 2 pins at any Disney Park with any Disney Cast Member except the Green landyards they only trade with children 3-12 years old.

[erotica]: Matt's Nightmare
The signs were all there: missing credit card statements, strange charges on the phone bill, hang up phone calls, afternoon meetings, clean sheets on Tuesday. Matt knew Julie was seeing someone else and he was going to catch her. He told Julie he was flying to Detroit for the night to pay a customer a visit first thing in the morning. Would she take the bait? She was getting pretty brave and careless in her actions as of late, so he figured she would invite her lover over. Matt left work early and went home. Julie knew that he always takes the bus to the airport, so he wasn't concerned about parking his truck in the garage. She wouldn't think twice about it being there. He managed to stay low profile until he heard a car drive up. He didn't hear the garage door, but he did hear a key in the lock. He ran quickly into the bedroom and hid in the closet, realizing he didn't have a plan for spying, and now realizing he was stuck in the closet until he decided to reveal himself, or until

The Life Of { Bram Stoker }
Abraham "Bram" Stoker (1847-1912), Irish writer, best known for his vampire novel Dracula(1897). Bram Stoker was born near Dublin on November 8, 1847, the third of seven children. An unidentified illness kept him virtually bedridden until age seven. Although he remained shy and bookish, in his adolescence Bram Stoker was anything but sickly. Perhaps to make amends for his earlier frailty, he was by this time developing into a fine athlete. At Trinity College, Dublin, he would conquer his shyness and be named University Athlete. Young Bram had always dreamed of becoming a writer, but his father had safer plans. Yielding to the father's wishes, Bram followed him into a career as a civil servant in Dublin Castle. While climbing the civil service ladder, he wrote a dry tome entitled Duties of Clerks of Petty Sessions in Ireland. This book of rules, however, would not be published until 1879, by which time Stoker would be married, living in another country, and immersed in a new caree

Empire Thats Being Born
Thats right i'm building a empire... take clients from spa's and clinics and stilling them from other therapist... I can't help that i'm good and do my job... lets do the math 27*65=1755 every month now if we add package deals such as buy 5 get 1 free for a oooo $400 and get like three to for people to buy them $400*3=1200 every month in a half 1755+1200=$2955 and thats minus the tips... not to say that clients growth... a therapist alone can hold up to 50 alone now if i were to hire which i plain on.. Cuz i'd like to have all spa's and clinics close... all numbers are roughly estimated

To Lay
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Chapter 13 { Robin Hood
And now had come the morning when fair Ellen was to be married, and on which merry Robin had sworn that Allan a Dale should, as it were, eat out of the platter that had been filled for Sir Stephen of Trent. Up rose Robin Hood, blithe and gay, up rose his merry men one and all, and up rose last of all stout Friar Tuck, winking the smart of sleep from out his eyes. Then, while the air seemed to brim over with the song of many birds, all blended together and all joying in the misty morn, each man raved face and hands in the leaping brook, and so the day began. "Now," quoth Robin, when they had broken their fast, and each man had eaten his fill, "it is time for us to set forth upon the undertaking that we have in hand for today. I will choose me one score of my good men to go with me, for I may need aid; and thou, Will Scarlet, wilt abide here and be the chief while I am gone." Then searching through all the band, each man of whom crowded forward eager to be chosen, Robin called such as

Polish Immigrant
A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy!"

Chapter 18 { Robin Hood
The highroad stretched white and dusty in the hot summer afternoon sun, and the trees stood motionless along the roadside. All across the meadow lands the hot air danced and quivered, and in the limpid waters of the lowland brook, spanned by a little stone bridge, the fish hung motionless above the yellow gravel, and the dragonfly sat quite still, perched upon the sharp tip of a spike of the rushes, with its wings glistening in the sun. Along the road a youth came riding upon a fair milk-white barb, and the folk that he passed stopped and turned and looked after him, for never had so lovely a lad or one so gaily clad been seen in Nottingham before. He could not have been more than sixteen years of age, and was as fair as any maiden. His long yellow hair flowed behind him as he rode along, all clad in silk and velvet, with jewels flashing and dagger jingling against the pommel of the saddle. Thus came the Queen's Page, young Richard Partington, from famous London Town down into Notti

Scared
you t ell me you need me you tell me you can't live without me i told you i love you but i'm scared i'm scared of being hurt i've never loved someone before and i don't want my heart broke we care so much for each other and i don't want to lose that we are both scared of being alone you tell me everyday that you love me i'm scared it might stop and i'll be left alone with noone to ca re i live everyday like there is no tomorrow i'm scared it might stop you say i have nothing to be scared of then i feel alot better to know you will always care i feel alot better to know you will never leave me alone i know we love one another and that will never stop we will always love each other and then i'm not scared anymore you make me so happy to know you love me by Melissa Dumler

Heart
you say to follow your heart well my heart is crying out for help waht am i to do it hurts so much i don't know what to do all you say is follow your heart what does your heart say to you what do you want to do i want to listen but my mind keep wondering it wont listen to my heart i don't know what i am suppose to do what do i say can you help me figure out what my heart is telling me to do by Melissa dumler

Lonely
sometimes you fell so alone you feel so lonely it's ok you can be lonely and you can still love you say you can't live your life this way you will find love you may feel lonely now than later you will find true love you can feel so lonely sometimes you can't help it sometimes being lonely is for the best lonely is not the only way to live by Melissa Dumler

Chapter 8 { The Invisibel Man
VIII. IN TRANSIT The eighth chapter is exceedingly brief, and relates that Gibbons, the amateur naturalist of the district, while lying out on the spacious open downs without a soul within a couple of miles of him, as he thought, and almost dozing, heard close to him the sound as of a man coughing, sneezing, and then swearing savagely to himself; and looking, beheld nothing. Yet the voice was indisputable. It continued to swear with that breadth and variety that distinguishes the swearing of a cultivated man. It grew to a climax, diminished again, and died away in the distance, going as it seemed to him in the direction of Adderdean. It lifted to a spasmodic sneeze and ended. Gibbons had heard nothing of the morning's occurrences, but the phenomenon was so striking and disturbing that his philosophical tranquillity vanished; he got up hastily, and hurried down the steepness of the hill towards the village, as fast as he could go.

Loved Ones
why is it that people always hurt the ones they love they might not mean to they do they don't care people tell lies to hurt the ones they love it don't bother them cause they're not hurting themselves they're hurting the ones they love it's like they don't even care if they hurt the people they love the most it don't bother them it hurts to see you don't care by Melissa Dumler

Enemies
your enemies can become your best friends and your best friends can become your enemies so be watching for it to happen cause you never know when your enemy is going to ask you to be friends just be happy when that day comes you never know when your friend is going to become your enemy so watch out for that day to come. by Melissa Dumler

Peace
people say you can't have peace you have to fight for it you can find peace in alot of things you don't always have to fight for it you can find peace in the air on the streets in your home peace can be found in alot of places just look you will find peace you can't always need to fight for peace by Melissa Dumler

Chapter 3 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 3. The Problem I confess at these words a shudder passed through me. There was a thrill in the doctor's voice which showed that he was himself deeply moved by that which he told us. Holmes leaned forward in his excitement and his eyes had the hard, dry glitter which shot from them when he was keenly interested. "You saw this?" "As clearly as I see you." "And you said nothing?" "What was the use?" "How was it that no one else saw it?" "The marks were some twenty yards from the body and no one gave them a thought. I don't suppose I should have done so had I not known this legend." "There are many sheep-dogs on the moor?" "No doubt, but this was no sheep-dog." "You say it was large?" "Enormous. " "But it had not approached the body?" "No." "What sort of night was it?' "Damp and raw." "But not actually raining?" "No." "What is the alley like?" "There are two lines of old yew hedge, twelve feet high and impenetrable. The walk

Fate
maybe it's fate that we met and maybe it's fate that we went our different ways whose to say noone can tell me how it happened and why it happened some say what does fate have to do with it noone can really explain it to me why do these things happen and why are they happening to me why all this pain tell me what is fate why do thing happen than they go bad can someone tell me please what is fate and what does it have to do with anything that happens to people by Melissa Dumler

Baby Check-up
So, I got another ultrasound today to determine if the baby was in the right position.. It turns out the baby is but we still can't tell what the baby's sex is. it had it's legs crossed and scrunched up. The pictures they took are so cute though. Three face pictures (two where the baby was sucking it's thumb) and one picture of the baby digging it's heel into me... Everything seems developed and they didn't change my due date. I have had no problems thoughout this entire pregnancy.. not even morning sickness and it's just a matter of time until I pop...

Chapter 4 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 4. Sir Henry Baskerville Our breakfast table was cleared early, and Holmes waited in his dressing-gown for the promised interview. Our clients were punctual to their appointment, for the clock had just struck ten when Dr. Mortimer was shown up, followed by the young baronet. The latter was a small, alert, dark-eyed man about thirty years of age, very sturdily built, with thick black eyebrows and a strong, pugnacious face. He wore a ruddy-tinted tweed suit and had the weather-beaten appearance of one who has spent most of his time in the open air, and yet there was something in his steady eye and the quiet assurance of his bearing which indicated the gentleman. "This is Sir Henry Baskerville," said Dr. Mortimer. "Why, yes," said he, "and the strange thing is, Mr. Sherlock Holmes, that if my friend here had not proposed coming round to you this morning I should have come on my own account. I understand that you think out little puzzles, and I've had one this morning whic

Why
why god why is this happening to me what's with all the pain when will it be gone it hurts so much it makes me cry the pain is worse when i lay down for bed i'm black and blue all over why did this happen did i do something wrong why does it hurt it hurts so much when will it all just go away why is the pain so bad that i cry and i can't sleep at night what is happening to me why all this pain it hurts so bad that at night i break down and i cry why wont the pain just go away why isn't everything like it used to be why can't i sleep why does it hurt so much when will the pain just go away why wont it stop why god why why wont you make it go away what did i do i know i haven't been good all the time but noone is perfect tell me why wont the pain just go away when will everything be ok again by Melissa Dumler

Radio
i'm sitting in my room when the radio comes on with a song that reminds me of you i didn't cry i called you to leave a message that when you get this call me everyday the radio plays the song i can't help think maybe i do love you when you get home from your grandparents we can talk one day i got a call from your sister telling me you had cried everyday this song came on the radio i said why she said he tries to call you the phone is busy i told her i tried to call him the phone was busy or noone answered while we were talking the radio came on with the song she said he was crying she put him on the phone said he loved me i said i loved him when he got home we got together to talk the radio made us see how we felt about each other by Melissa Dumler

Call
so i'm on the phone with my friend when you call i tell you i'll call you back when you don't get the call maybe you'll see i don't love you i care just quit calling i'll call you later i have my own life i don't need to talk to you 24/7 i'll call you when i'm ready i care i just can't talk to you at least not right now i don't think i love you every time i see you i don't know what happens to me i can't stop lookin at you maybe i do love you so i call you back to tell you how i feel you say you feel the same was you didn't know how to say it by Melissa Dumler

Leave Me
you say you want me back it's too late i don't want you back just leave me alone i don't want to hear it i've heard your lies i jsut want you gone you hurt me enough i don't want to feel this way i want someone that tells the truth i can't find that in you just leave me alone i don't want to hear it you tell me you can change i don't want you just leave me alone i hate you i know it hurts but thats how i feel you hurt me enough i don't have to take it i want you out please don't come back just leave me alone i'll be fine on my own i don't need you to tell me what to do i'm my own person just leave me alone never come back by Melissa Dumler

Now That You Are Gone
now that youre gone everything is fine now that you are out of my life bugging me all day and night thats all gone now things couldnt be better now that you are out of my life seeing things trough my eyes now that things have change im happy for once again in my life now that you are out of my life you can go bug some one else i dont need you any more things are going better now that youre gone my family is closer than ever watching out for the next thing you change the way i look at things change the way i view life now that youre gone i live my life the way i want too no one is holding me back im free to do what i want no more worrying that each time the phone rings you will be on the other end of the line im not afraid to do the things that i want not afraid to be myself now that youre gone i live each day to the fullest im not scared of doing something wrong i dont need no lying cheating man in my life now that youre gone i can be myself

Hurt
hurt hurt by the things you did to me hurt by the words you said to me do you really mean the things you did and said i wish i could make the hurt go away make the pain you cause to everyone leave let my heart heal the things you did and said hurt my life i will not be hurt anymore i want to heal my heart will heal over time i will learn from the hurt that you have cause i will not let it happen again i will not be made a fool of again hurt by the things you did to me hurt by the words you said to me did you really mean the things you did and said do you even care that you hurt me i will never know i hope i never hear from you again i hope that you will never cause hurt to anyone hurt by the things you did to me hurt by the words you said to me i have learned from my mistakes i made by letting you into my life i will never let the hurt you cause back into my life i want to heal in time my heart will heal

Darkness
darkness there is this big darkness that wont go away a pain that comes from the darkness it stays in my heart i cant get away from the darkness it keeps pulling me back when i try to get away the darkness is hard to fight its hard to act like the pain dont hurt me i hide the pain and the darkness away from everyone its always there inside my heart and soul the darkness wont let me leave the darkness has cause this pain i want it to go away it wont go away the darkness keeps comeing back to me pulling me in i want the darkness gone out of my life the darkness has become a part of me the pain that comes with it i want to fight it will some one show me the light show me the way away from the darkness i dont want the darkness to over come me i dont want the darkness to take over my life all because the pain that people have cause the pain that has come to my life i wont let the darkness over come me

Are You Happy?
are you happy? im sitting here wondering are you happy where you are now do you still think about me do you still care about me i know you give me a hard time when you see me i know its just because you care why did you have to leave are you happy with the choices that you made do you know that we love you that we care for you we get mad when we see you hurt are you happy with the choices you made do you regret leaving the way you did did you mean the things you said about my family did you mean the things you did to the family do you even know what you did hurt us all are you happy now do you still love us i know we are you family but did you have to hurt us the way that you did do you even remember the things you did you say you didnt do the things they say you did we are told another we dont know who to believe for all we know everything could be a lie we dont know who is telling the truth can some one please explain to us are you happy where you are know

Big Brother
my older brother my brother married this girl he wants me to like her i do not like her at all they had a little girl she looks like my brother but she acts like her mother my brother moved her in with us i was glad when they moved out i love my brother but i can not stand his wife she flirts with everyone at work my brother says she is just doing her job when we tell him he does not want to listen to the family its like she has my brother brain washed he believes every things she tells he he does not listen to the family any more my brother loves his daughter even though she hits him every chance she gets he does not like her hitting him when my brother does something about it his wife bitches at him she did nothing wrong is all you hear her say she takes my dads money says they need this and that if he dont give her the money she bitches to my brother say oh your dad does not need to see my daughter any more my brother tells her our father can see her whe

Chapter 10 { The Invisibel Man
X. MR. MARVEL'S VISIT TO IPING After the first gusty panic had spent itself Iping became argumentative. Scepticism suddenly reared its head -- rather nervous scepticism, not at all assured of its back, but scepticism nevertheless. It is so much easier not to believe in an invisible man; and those who had actually seen him dissolve into air, or felt the strength of his arm, could be counted on the fingers of two hands. And of these witnesses Mr. Wadgers was presently missing, having retired impregnably behind the bolts and bars of his own house, and Jaffers was lying stunned in the parlour of the Coach and Horses. Great and strange ideas transcending experience often have less effect upon men and women than smaller, more tangible considerations. Iping was gay with bunting, and everybody was in gala dress. Whit-Monday had been looked forward to for a month or more. By the afternoon even those who believed in the Unseen were beginning to resume their little amusements in a tentative fash

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis ? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would the ocean be without

Child Abuse Awareness...
His body is cracked and crippled He lies shivering as his broken soul goes numb He can do nothing, no movement belongs to him Reaching out a tiny hand His grip slowly loosens from his fragile life As tears run down his cheek His little blue eyes look up "Why, why? What did I do?" She looks down and realizes it too She turns and walks away Shutting the door, as she draws the bottle back to her mouth She can do nothing, but realize what she has done As the little boy, to whom she gave life, Fades away to the dawn of death As he shuts his eyes She closes her holy book of lies Denying to herself forever Her surreal truths and actions

Racing Reverend Reprimanded
A Portuguese group campaigning for safe roads has asked the Vatican to ensure that a priest who owns a souped-up Ford Fiesta "resist the temptations of speed." Father Antonio Rodrigues, Portugal's only owner of a 150-horse-power Ford Fiesta 2000 ST, has boasted of his car's rapid acceleration to 130 miles per hour and "thanked God" for never being fined, the Association of Motorist Citizens said in a letter to the Pope. "I am no speed freak," daily Correio de Manha quoted Rodrigues as saying Monday. "I have a car that I like but I drive with prudence." The association's letter, which was published on its Web site (www.aca-m.org), cited the priest as saying he uses the car to take youngsters for spins and to zip around to "arrive on time to the three parish churches." "We ask Your Holiness to help this unfortunate priest to ponder the gravity of his acts and the immodesty of his words and to resist the temptations of speed and boasting," the letter to the Pope said.

I'm New And Ready To Meet People!!
Hey all new girl on here. I get bored alot during the day. Just need people to talk to about this, that and the other. I get weird sometimes... So if you can't handle that then son't talk to me. I am moody.. open minded and very opinionated.. Talkatcha later....

Chapter 12 { The Invisibel Man
XII. THE INVISIBLE MAN LOSES HIS TEMPER It is unavoidable that at this point the narrative should break off again, for a certain very painful reason that will presently be apparent. And while these things were going on in the parlour, and while Mr. Huxter was watching Mr. Marvel smoking his pipe against the gate, not a dozen yards away were Mr. Hall and Teddy Henfrey discussing in a state of cloudy puzzlement the one Iping topic. Suddenly there came a violent thud against the door of the parlour, a sharp cry, and then -- silence. "Hul-lo!" said Teddy Henfrey. "Hul-lo!" from the Tap. Mr. Hall took things in slowly but surely. "That ain't right," he said, and came round from behind the bar towards the parlour door. He and Teddy approached the door together, with intent faces. Their eyes considered. "Summat wrong," said Hall, and Henfrey nodded agreement. Whiffs of an unpleasant chemical odour met them, and there was a muffled sound of conversation, very rapid and sub

Got An Itch!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone,going out of town this weekend,want to party with my friends,It's been over a month since the last time I went out,OMG I can't believe I have waited that long,I'm really getting the itch and I need someone to scratch it for me,do I have any takers.Catch ya later!bye 4 now

Happy Now
Well I feel like I have made a Huge jump in the moving forward in my life. I have made a stand for myself and I am not backing down. To all of you that know what is going on with the recient Hell that my life is going through, I would like to thank you all for all your love and support through these trying times. The advice has been very helpfull, as with the welcoming new friends that i have met at Skandal (that I will attend every chance I get) and other places. You all meen a great deal to me, and I look forward to our continuing friendships. So now that you all know how greatfull I am, I would like you to know that for the first time in a long while I'm happy with myself and with the direction that my life is now heading in. It's time to live life and thrive. Pierced Pleasures

Foot Research
Man Caught Videotaping Women's Feet Mar 27, 5:06 PM (ET) SANTA CRUZ, Calif. (AP) - A cameraman was caught with some creepy video footage. The man was surreptitiously videotaping female feet in the science library at University of California, Santa Cruz, campus police said. "Officers indicated he was embarrassed by his behavior," university spokesman Jim Burns said Monday. "He offered no resistance to the request that he leave immediately and indicated he would not be back." It's not illegal to videotape feet so no charges were filed. The name of the man, who was in his 40s and had no affiliation with the university, wasn't disclosed. He was banned from the campus for two weeks. Vince Nova, manager of the Science and Engineering Library, said the man was seen pointing a small video camera in the vicinity of three students' feet. One of the students confronted the cameraman and he fled. One of the female students spotted him again last Wednesday, and campus police w

Tickets On Sell Now!!!!!!!!!!
the indianapolis inner city tour tickets are now on sell. the tickets are $15.00 if purchased now. the tickets are $20.00 at the door. the tour is 8 weeks long and all the shows are in indianapolis. if you are interested in getting your tickets leave me a comment.

Every Wednesday!!!!
to all my friends out there....you can always find me at the S.C.A over at 15th ave. and encanto ...... its inbetween thomas and mcdowell.... tonight i will be there with my mother and my 3 children!!!! hope to see you all there......blessed be

=] So Me
CANCER: The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Here's A Good Horoscope For Today!
Unexpected news arrives and brings an extra dose of inspiration with it. When it comes to this 'what am I doing with my life?' conundrum, you've needed a fresh perspective, and that's exactly what you're going to get.

Love In A Mental Hospital
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom And pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, She immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she Now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good News and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays that you have a sound mind. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the

Chapter 7 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 7. The Stapletons of Merripit House The fresh beauty of the following morning did something to efface from our minds the grim and gray impression which had been left upon both of us by our first experience of Baskerville Hall. As Sir Henry and I sat at breakfast the sunlight flooded in through the high mullioned windows, throwing watery patches of colour from the coats of arms which covered them. The dark panelling glowed like bronze in the golden rays, and it was hard to realize that this was indeed the chamber which had struck such a gloom into our souls upon the evening before. "I guess it is ourselves and not the house that we have to blame!" said the baronet. "We were tired with our journey and chilled by our drive, so we took a gray view of the place. Now we are fresh and well, so it is all cheerful once more." "And yet it was not entirely a question of imagination," I answered. "Did you, for example, happen to hear someone, a woman I think, sobbing in the night?

Chapter 16 { The Invisibel Man
XVI. THE JOLLY CRICKETERS The Jolly Cricketers is just at the bottom of the hill, where the tram-lines begin. The barman leant his fat red arms on the counter and talked of horses with an anaemic cabman, while a black-bearded man in grey snapped up biscuit and cheese, drank Burton, and conversed in American with a policeman off duty. "What's the shouting about!" said the anaemic cabman, going off at a tangent, trying to see up the hill over the dirty yellow blind in the low window of the inn. Somebody ran by outside. "Fire, perhaps," said the barman. Footsteps approached, running heavily, the door was pushed open violently, and Marvel, weeping and dishevelled, his hat gone, the neck of his coat torn open, rushed in, made a convulsive turn, and attempted to shut the door. It was held half open by a strap. "Coming!" he bawled, his voice shrieking with terror. "He's coming. The 'Visible Man! After me! For Gawd's sake! Elp! Elp! Elp!" "Shut the doors," said the policeman.

Chapter 7 { The First Men In The Moon
As we saw it first it was the wildest and most desolate of scenes. We were in an enormous amphitheatre, a vast circular plain. the floor of the giant crater. Its cliff-like walls closed us in on every side. From the westward the light of the unseen sun fell upon them, reaching to the very foot of the cliff, and showed a disordered escarpment of drab and grayish rock, lined here and there with banks and crevices of snow. This was perhaps a dozen miles away, but at first no intervening atmosphere diminished in the slightest the minutely detailed brilliancy with which these things glared at us. They stood out clear and dazzling against a background of starry blackness that seemed to our earthly eyes rather a gloriously spangled velvet curtain than the spaciousness of the sky. The eastward cliff was at first merely a starless selvedge to the starry dome. No rosy flush, no creeping pallor, announced the commencing day. Only the Corona, the Zodiacal light, a huge cone-shaped, luminous ha

Friday Links: Kurt Russell, Lazlow, Good Morning Horny Houswives, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Live In Chicago On Monday, New Videos
Oh crap... HOT NAKED BRITISH GIRL ON PALTALK...Show Totally Derailed Again... LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Friday and the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram has a hell of a show in store for you today, boys and girls! Kurt Russell will be in studio with the show promoting GRINDHOUSE, which opens today. Our buddy Lazlow (whose show airs on XM 202 tomorrow night from 9pm to Midnight EST) will be hanging out, and hopefully talking about Grand Theft Auto 4, which comes out later this year for the XBOX 360 and PS3...and the game trailer looks AMAZING! Remember, if you want to see any of these guests LIVE in studio, fire up your Paltalk. Of course, you could also be looking at all of the NAKED BOOBS that distract the hell out of us on a daily basis... or the women showering... or the pussy shaving... yeah, we get distracted easily. Just install the Paltalk and go to 'Opie and Anthony Live' (and no, you don't need a webcam to check out the video fe

What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?
You Should Have Been Born Under: Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away. You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others. You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships. Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations. You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit. What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

Dreams
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew.

Hey! Come See These Events!
Friday 30 March 2007 (and every Friday unless otherwise posted) @ The Engine Room: Tuesday 03 April 2007 (this coming Tuesday) @ The Jet Lounge: Tuesday 10 April 2007 @ the Jet Lounge: OPULENT is playing! Check out the music on their Myspace page (link above or http://www.myspace.com/opulent) They have a lot of new stuff that blows all that away as well, and a CD will be on its way before too long. These guys fucking rock! Friday 13 April 2007 @ The Engine Room:

Chapter 17 { The Invisibel Man
XVII. DOCTOR KEMP'S VISITOR Doctor Kemp had continued writing in his study until the shots aroused him. Crack, crack, crack, they came one after the other. "Hullo!" said Doctor Kemp, putting his pen into his mouth again and listening. "Who's letting off revolvers in Burdock? What are the asses at now?" He went to the south window, threw it up, and leaning out stared down on the network of windows, beaded gas-lamps and shops, with its black interstices of roofs that made up the town at night. "Looks like a crowd down the hill," he said, "by the Cricketers," and remained watching. Thence his eyes wandered over the town to far away where the ships' lights shone, and the pier glowed, a little illuminated faceted pavilion like a gem of yellow light. The moon in its first quarter hung over the western hill, and the stars were clear and almost tropically bright. After five minutes, during which his mind had travelled into a remote speculation of social conditions of the future, a

Opaque Eyes
With Opaque eyes and clouded vision. Masks conceal Disguised derision. Emotional absence, Betrayal by friends, Veiled serenity and silent sins. Rage endures Through fears denied, Shallow obsessions Illusions lied. Hypnotic rhythm and Passionate sighs, Lascivious grace and lustful lies. Virtue forsaken Despair is past Etched in silence On broken glass. Spirit deceived, Blinded by flames Familiar ghosts Still play at the game. © copyright KG. 2007

Music
Jo Dee Messina My Give A Damn's Busted Well you filled up my head with so many lies You've twisted my heart 'til something snapped inside I'd like to give it one more try But, my give a damn's busted You can crawl back home, say you were wrong Stand out in the yard and cry all night long Go ahead and water the lawn My give a damn's busted chorus: I really wanna care I wanna feel something Let me dig a little deeper No, sorry, nothing You can say you've got issues You can say you're a victim It's all your parents' fault, I mean after all you didn't pick em Maybe somebody else has got time to listen My give a damn's busted Well your therapist says it was all a mistake A product of the Prozac and your codependent ways So who's your enabler these days My give a damn's busted Chorus: I really wanna care I wanna feel something Let me dig a little deeper No, still nothing It's a desperate situation No tellin what you'll do If I don't f

Think On This ...
Think on This ... That there have been many problems and many questionings is true; yet when the entity has allowed or does allow itself to meditate upon the principles of the prompting which come from its study, its application of the law of the Lord which is manifested in the precepts, the commandments, the psalms and the promises of Jesus, little has been the fear of what the man-force has to offer as to disturbing factors in the earth. Then, as would be given, keep that faith . . . Do not let those things which may not in the present be understood weary thy soul, but know that sometime, somewhere, you, too, will understand. Keep the faith. Edgar Cayce Reading 5369-2

A Day In The Life Of...
Day started out kinda early. I worked. Then, right before I was about to leave, I cut the tip of my thumb by accident. No biggie, just a nick, so I went home. When I got home (10 mins later) it was still bleeding. I couldn't figure out why, so I went to change the bandage. When I took the bandage off, guess what I saw.... nothing. Nothing because I cut the damn tip right off! What an idiot. Either way, hung out at the house and realized that I was temporarily unable to play video games. It is a sad day indeed. No worries though, it will be all good again sometime soon. It's now around 2:30am, and the Shield Season 5 is about to come on. Hooray. I haven't seen these episodes is over a year. But before this, South Park was on tonight. They ripped on Hillary Clinton and 24 in such a great way. I was on the floor laughing my ass off for so long. Don't get me wrong, I love 24, but this was good. Oh shizznit, Shield about to start. Let me wrap this up quickly by saying

Sometimes
S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried.. No one sees your stress. Sometimes... When you are happy.. No one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! Just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Dancing!
hey there my cherry friends!I went out Saturday night with one of my gf's and went dancing,it was a lot of fun,and I didn't get too wild,had a few shots of Teq.and a few other drinks,but all in all I was a good girl,but not too good if u know what I mean,hehe!

Morning On This Monday
Morning everyone... how is everyone on this monday? I hope good... just got home a few mins ago well make that 30 mins or so... i just got done installing a heating element for my dryer WAHOO dry clothes again... ...kids are still sleeping so its nice and quiet other then the noise of me typing... and the music playing lol... gonna be nice here today... tomorrow even nicer then my friday 60 brrr.. everyones gonna get sick again so go figure... anyways im blabbing just wanted too say howdy and all that crap lol so yall have a good one hollar at me if u want... Bec

Confessions
Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain Satisfaction As I feel the knife Slicing into me I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment As I gaze at the marks upon my skin Stares People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I © Andi 2006

The Next Civil War
You know, I think that in the next, say, fifty years we will have another civil war.Oh, don't get me wrong. It won't start off violent. Hopefully, it won't even turn violent.Here is how I envision it: California (and a few other states) have Medical Marijuana laws. Kansas keeps trying to slip in religion in their science classes. Alabama had a big dog-and-pony show when the Chief Justice of the Alabama Supreme Court Roy Moore (now defrocked!) ignored a lawful federal order to remove a 10 commandments monument from the rotunda of the Alabama Supreme Court building.Now each of those things goes against federal laws.What will happen when the people of the state in question decides they know better than the federal government?I can see (for example) the government of California decides that any federal DEA agents need to have their documentation checked. I mean, there's an awful lot of fakes wandering around. And maybe it might be a good idea for protective custody to make sure noth

Is It Cheating Or Flirting????
What's the Difference Between Flirting and Cheating? Posted by David Zinczenko on Thu, Dec 07, 2006, 10:16 am My last blog entry raised the question of why men cheat, and thousands of you weighed in--not just on the whys of cheating, but on what, exactly, constitutes cheating. In fact, one woman said she considers it cheating if her man so much as looks at another woman. Huh? You mean he's not even allowed to scope, peek, glance, admire, or notice another beautiful woman? Now, it's one thing to hold a man's words, actions, or nether regions to a high standard. But his eyes, too? That seems to make about as much sense as our societal obsession with Britney's apparently empty underwear drawer. While researching my book Men, Love & Sex, I found that not only do men and women define fidelity differently, but they also fail to talk about their definitions before something happens (with the exception of the one action everyone acknowledges as cheating). Here's how guys tend to defin

Depression
Grab my head and just want to scream, to many thoughts driving me insane. Life just gets more complicated, to many twisted things going through my brain. Why do I let it bother me, just want my friends to know I care. Need to show them all, the love i have to spare. Such a beautiful day out , I need to go out and play. Here in this cold room, is where i perfer to stay. Glad you came bye to give me a hand, I will return the favor when i can. You know that I am grateful, and I am a tender hearted man. Look in the mirror what do I see, just a lost soul staring back at me. Haven`t always tired that hard, to be the person that I want to be. Sometimes I wish i was in a grave, six feet under like my father. Life sucks all the time, so why should i even bother! Contemplating what to do next, maybe talk to another friend. Or maybe wallow in my sorrows, and bringmy life to a bitter end!

P.s Waverly
Waverley Goes to Garvel Drydock – March / April 2005. Pictures by John Crae and Gavin Stewart. Words by Stuart Cameron A sure sign that summer is coming was the fact that Waverley raised steam in the week before Easter to make the 20-mile voyage down the River Clyde to the Garvel ship repair yard in Greenock. It is now 5 years since the completion of the first phase of Waverley’s rebuild so this year’s work includes a major survey of the vessel for the renewal of her load line exemption certificate. Also scheduled for completion this winter is the replacement of the burners in her two Cochran boilers (it being more cost effective to replace them rather than refurbish), replacement of her port side paddle shaft (not done in the rebuild), replacement of the port side spring beam (damaged during operations last year) and repair of damage to her starboard side paddlebox and belting sustained last Autumn. The ship is also to be completely repainted externally (and some internal par

Think On This ...
Ideas may be as thoughts, made criminal or miracles. Be sure the ideal is proper. Follow that irrespective of outside influence. Know self is right, and then go straight ahead. Edgar Cayce Reading 1739-6 MySpace Comments Graphics

Idiot Boss Update - Suggestion Box
(Originally Posted on April 19, 2006)Okay. A coworker of mine put a letter in the suggestion box about the way the CEO is taking the company down. In the near future (a day or two), he (the CEO) should have the letter in his grubby little hands. THEN the shit'll hit the fan! We're all going to be brought to his office, one at a time, and receive the "This is my company" speech (which the letter specifically complains about). He's gonna try to find out who did it, but I know I ain't tellin'! :-)If nothing (good) happens (i.e. the CEO doesn't work to fix the problems), the letter will be forwarded to the Board of Directors, who are basically investors who haven't seen a single dime from this company for upwards of five years.

Thinking About Art...
(Originally Posted on April 21, 2006)Here is a picture of some artwork:And here's what it is: The Contraband series is a collection of sculptures made out of items whose possession, sale, use, and/or transportation across state or international borders is illegal. Each object is encased in a plastic bottle with a label identifying the contents. The bottles are then sealed with red shrink wrap. The series includes the following items: Methamphetamine Precursors (ephedrine and red phosphorus) 1 Marijuana Cigarette Human Remains Lock Picking Tools 1 Crocodile Skin Watchband Hallucinogenic Mushroom Spores 6 12 Gauge Shotgun Shells Telephone Wiretap Equipment Drug Paraphernalia 5 Cuban Cigars 2 oz. Homemade Liquor 1 Switchblade Knife 1 Police Badge Cheetah Fur Counterfeit Merchandise (Louis Vuitton scarf) Elephant Ivory Class C Firewo

I Wished I Had Saved It...
(Originally Posted on April 23, 2006)As I mentioned before, I don't like people to try to add me as a friend unless they tell me why. I am not here as free advertising.And so we come to the Ku Klux Klan.For some reason, they tried to add me as a friend. I denied them. And here are the top reasons why:1) They are a racist organizations who hate all non-whites. Me, I think all people, regardless of race, suck.2) They use faulty logic: On their MySpace page (which I no longer have the link to, damnit!), they said that America is a white nation and all other races should go back to where they came from. NEWSFLASH, ASSHOLES! Whites came from Europe! By following your logic, all whites would leave as well, leaving the land to the Indians. (At least until they realize they imigrated from Northeastern Europe and have to leave as well.)3) The KKK contends they are WASPs (White, Anglo-Saxon Protestants). Since I am studying to be a Satanist AND since Satanists in general (and myself

Idiot Boss Update: Monday's Company Meeting Day!
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)Okay. Today was the company-wide meeting. In case you've forgotten, the Idiot Boss had been forced to read the letter of complaint. We (the people who know of the letter) were eagerly awaiting what would be said about it.Which turned out to be nothing.Therefore, another copy of the letter will be printed out with certain paragraphs highlighted, including the one about responding to stuff in the suggestion box. Also, a coworker here got the names & addresses of the board of directors members to mail out copies of the letter to each and every one of them.Should be fun here for the next couple of weeks.tag: idiot boss, career, revenge

Today, I Shall Be Entertained! (aka Dance Puppets, Dance!)
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)THE CHARACTERS:Idiot Boss - already introducedMr. Alpha - Left to go to a different state, but still on the payroll - Was Chief Asskisser and salesmanMiss Beta - Been here a while, since Mr. Alpha left, has thought she has become Chief AsskisserMiss Delta - Relatively new hot-looking salesgirlMr. Gamma - Saleman who's been here for years, sells more than Miss DeltaMr. Epsilon - The graphics guru - hates Miss BetaTHE HISTORY: A while back, Miss Delta called a bank from work to apply for a loan. She gave her salary information. Her desk is right by Mr. Gamma's desk. He overheard how much Miss Delta was making and got pissed, because he's been here longer, sells more, and makes LESS than she does. He had a shouting match with the Idiot Boss right on the main floor about this. Idiot Boss (though angry) raised Mr. Gamma's pay and, unbeknownst to Mr. Gamma (but knownst to me), also raised Miss Delta's pay so she still gets more than Mr. Gamma.THE BA

One Thing My Wife And I Wanted To Do For A While...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)In a few weeks, my wife and I are planning on going to Gymno-Vita, the "local" family nudist resort. There's no swinging or anything there, but you are still around naked people. It'll be my first time walking naked with other naked people around, but not the first time I've been naked in public.(TMI ALERT) I lost my virginity in Okinawa on a rotating stage with lots of horny Japanese guys watching the show. Kinda cool and very fun, truth be told.

Fine Young People
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)(From http://www.xbiz.com/news_piece.php?id=11518)Students Trade Bibles for Porn By Matt O'Conner Friday, December 2, 2005SAN ANTONIO A group of atheists at the University of Texas at San Antonio is putting a novel twist on the toys-for-guns programs run by many urban police departments. But instead of toys, they are handing out porn in exchange for bibles. We consider the bible to be a very negative force in the history of the world, student Ryan Walker said. Walker is part of a student group that calls itself the Atheist Agenda. Club members this week posted fliers promoting what they call the Smut for Smut campaign then set up a table in the student union to collect religious materials and pass out adult magazines such as Black Label and Playboy. The group is not officially sanctioned by the university and has raised the ire of several religious organizations on campus. In my opinion, there are no atheists.

Crappy Day
This is why I haven't kept blogs in the past: because my life is boring and a lot of days sucks..something people don't want to read about as their own lives probably suck in their own ways..lol. Anyhow, those who actually KNOW me, know that I have some health problems that sometimes cause me to feel like crap..and I never really know when one of these bad days is going to pop up..makes life interesting I guess. Today was one of those days..didn't sleep well last night and that combined with feeling like crap all day has really made it a loonng one. Anyhow, enough whining and who cares...could be worse, I don't have anything terminal as far as I know...so I suppose I should just hope that the good days outnumber the bad as they seem to do. Anyway, hope anyone reading this is having a good week so far..I'm still holding out hope that the second half of mine is better :)

Just Thinking
It makes me so mad how things are in this house hold. I cant say anything without my step dad or my mom trying to twist my words. I just want to everything back to what it is. But that won't ever happen again. I feel alone all the time when I'm home. When I'm not home I feel so alive. It's strange. My step dad says "You make things worse than they are" but what if it's the other way around? What if I make things just the way they are? And what if he doesn't understand how I feel? He said I like to cause trouble . That's true but I didn't start it this time. I tried to stay out of it. But the more I watch it's like the more I want to do something about it. I know when I talk loudly, I talk with my hands. That's the last thing I need..well not really but I just have to keep telling myself that. Maybe I'll get somewhere.

Sleep
I close my eyes and try to sleep, But my mind won't let me and I begin to weep; They're not from sadness, the tears that flow, It's the passion you give that stirs my soul; Your lips so soft and full of desire, Pressed against mine they ignite a fire; From the glow in your eyes, I can see the flame, My body grows hot, but I can feel no pain; The touch of my hand brings a smile to your face, Your body trembles as my heart does race; I pull you close and begin to kiss, The length of your body not wanting to miss; A way inside to place so tender, Deep in your heart so you will always remember; That time stands still when we're together, And my love for you will last forever.

Garden Of Love
I went to the Garden of Love. And saw what I never had seen: A Chapel was built in the midst, Where I used to play on the green. And the gates of this Chapel were shut, And "Thou Shalt Not", writ over the door; So I turn'd to the Garden of Love, That so many sweet flowers bore, And I saw it filled with graves, And tomb-stones where flowers should be: And Priests in black gowns, were walking their rounds, And binding with briars, my joys & desires.

Net Neutrality
Does anyone know what this is? I sure as hell didnt until I got a message from a friend that works for my really crappy ISP. Then I started getting pissed off. Here's a little info.... What is this about? This is about Internet freedom. "Network Neutrality" -- the First Amendment of the Internet -- ensures that the public can view the smallest blog just as easily as the largest corporate Web site by preventing Internet companies like AT&T from rigging the playing field for only the highest-paying sites. But Internet providers like AT&T, Verizon and Comcast are spending millions of dollars lobbying Congress to gut Net Neutrality. If Congress doesn't take action now to implement meaningful Net Neutrality provisions, the future of the Internet is at risk. To learn more, read Network Neutrality: Fact vs. Fiction What is Network Neutrality? Network Neutrality — or "Net Neutrality" for short — is the guiding principle that preserves the free and open Internet. Net Neutr

Political View = Completed
POLITICAL VIEW (Begin 1st Verse) To which I write I have not found. The dream that makes me create my ultimate sound. I stop and stare to look around. But can't find the glory of a free child. They are all unhappy and deeply depressed. That I.C.O.S and B-Loc are being surpressed. It's like a large congressional conquest. Locking up lyrics like taxes cause conflicts. Stupid dicks all a bunch of southern boy hicks. Dipstick pricks harassing the public for kicks. There mouths need tics to the tacs. Clean up the bullshit verbal lies with thumb tacs. When was the last time you saw one of them ordering big macs. To truly feed the hungry who suffer from the cracks. That they cause by not ful filling the promise of words. They sang out to use as we gathered by a tree with some birds. Alls we could hear was the chirps. While the senator starts to speak a verse. Tells us how he will make the world all alright. Now he sits in his office letting his

The Caffeine Experiment - Doctor's Results
(Originally Posted on May 10, 2006)Okay, here's what's going on with the experiment. The subject got back from the doctor and said the doctor thinks he (the subject) is anemic. That fits with the tiredness and the splitting headaches.The subject now has a date set for lab work to check to see if he is anemic.(Although I admit that I am glad I didn't have anything to do with the experiment at this point.) tag: humor, funny, coffee, work, prank, experiment, health

Second Thoughts On The Initiation
(Originally Posted on May 15, 2006)I admit: Sometimes I am a coward.I have been worried about the graveyard earth for the initiation. not that zombies will come up and eat my brain or anything like that. Nope, I am afraid of the earthly forces of the police and the like catching me there.I have come up with a plan to make the dirt harvest faster. I am going to get two bulb planters and use them to make holes in the dirt to get it that way. (What bulb planters are are basically a cone of metal you push into the ground to make a hole big enough for a flower bulb.)Doing it that way I feel I can take just a few seconds to get enough dirt for my needs.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, ritual, ceremony, initiation, emotionsA new blog week started yesterdayAnd I already have 14 views for the week. Time to get started on everything here.tag: blogging

Caffeine Experiment - Pill Popper
(Originally Posted on May 15, 2006)Late last week, I found out the subject of the experiment is taking vitamins with iron in case he is anemic. The experimenters here are saying that maybe he (the subject) was anemic, just hidden under all the caffeine he was drinking.They have to make themselves look good, I guess. tag: coffee, work, prank, experiment

Satanism On The Cheap - Shopping
(Originally Posted on May 18, 2006)Tuesday I went to look for different things for the initiation. I got the biggest haul at the thrift store. It cost a grand total of $7.I bought:Black fabric: It is a tube made out of something like T-shirt fabric at least 20 feet long. It'll take a bit of cutting and hemming to make proper use of it.Handheld sewing machine: It was to be used to hem the fabric, but it is broken.2 Candlesticks: To hold candles2 small stainless steel bowls: One to burn things in, one to hold incenseBrandy snifter: Used as the chaliceI am having problems, however, finding hazel incense. (I have yet to look for the quill pen, but worse comes to worse I can find a feather somewhere to use.) The candles I found at a small store in the local mall. Crystal(s) I will either find or not use. There's a few other things, but I can find them pretty easily.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, shopping, initiation, ceremony, ritual

Lace Tears
I am contained, life leaves, dripping out. I create an ultra life seeping as if the mountains grant the clouds to enter. A river pleads for emptiness as the willow forgives the water and lets its branches free into a world of concrete and stone. The breaking heart summons cryptic storms to punish the innocent. Separate the cries, my praying soul is smothered with toxic daggers. Forget love, cut the spirit down. I beg, grinding my teeth, swearing as if the curve of a stone stuck my mind.

Poker Face
I wrap myself around you little finger, purposely. You bend me, twist me. I gambled once, the dealer cheated. You are cool now, just as your lips on my cheek, still the player your were born to be. Smooth and charming, you control the cards. I call, but you bluff. Finally I fold, surrender these old nights and discard my ace of spades for you.

Initiation Ritual - Performed
(Originally Posted on June 5, 2006)Well, yesterday I performed my own version of the initiation. (Well, just a few differences from the Black Book of Satan one.)I used a bureau for the altar, since it is already where I needed it. I set up the altar with a black candle on the left, a white candle on the right, a small bowl of sand in the middle back with 5 sticks of musk incense (I couldn't find hazel), an empty bowl in the middle front (used for burning stuff), and the brandy snifter on the left. On the right wass a knife. (More on it later.) And I hung up a medallion of the Baphomet symbol on the wall behind the altar. The cloth on the altar was the tube of black cloth for the sides and a twin sized black flat sheet for the top & front.(I forgot my camera at work. I'll bring it home today to get a picture of the altar setup after and (set up just like) before.)I mostly followed the book, but instead of "vibrating" the chant, I chanted it. It seemed kind of silly for me to vib

Moore Lost! Yay! Amendment Passed. Boo!!
(Originally Posted on June 7, 2006)Yesterday (6/6/6), Alabama had it's election primaries. In addition, we voted on an amendment to ban same-sex marriages.Now, to understand why I am happy about Moore losing, you have to think back a few months or years. Moore was the Chief Justice of the Alabama Supreme Court. He put a monument of the ten commandments in the rotunda of the Supreme Court building. Federal judges above him ordered him to remove it as it violated the separation of church & state, but he refused to do so. I repeat: THE CHIEF JUSTICE REFUSED A LAWFUL ORDER TO REMOVE SOMETHING FROM THE SUPREME COURTHOUSE THAT VIOLATED THE SEPARATION OF CHURCH AND STATE! He was (quite justly) impeached and defrocked (or whatever). And yesterday he ran for the Republican ticket for governor AND LOST! And there is much rejoicing! (One thing that pissed me off was that all his campaign signs say "Judge Roy Moore." He isn't a judge anymore. He did NOT uphold the law, and so was kicke

Friends And Ct
I have wondered about the whole friend concept of CT. I have noticed that, except for the few "actual" friends that have joined CT and added me, the others that are under friends / fans ... aren't really either. I have rarely seen them comment, msg me, rate my photos, comment on the photos ... leave me shouts, say Hi when I was on. Okay, I admit, I haven't either. But I have commented randomly and rated photos. Maybe not as often as I should, but I have. So, I have decided to start with a clean slate. In the next few days, I'm going to clear up my comment box, my friend's and fan list ... and my profile in general.

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a father/mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me.

The Beginning....(part 1)
The Return It’s been ten years since I seen him. Ten years since I felt the heat of his embrace, the warmth of his lips, and the passion he ignited in my body. I have been searching for someone to fill that void for me. I have been to swinger clubs, strip clubs, escort services, but nothing. No one can touch me like he can. I don’t know how he knew what to do. I miss him so much. I have been in several relationships since our rendezvous, but the men can’t quite capture what I am looking for in a lover. I loved each one in their own unique way, but my heart desired him. I got an invitation to go to my ten-year class reunion. I was dreading the thought of going alone, so I called my best friend Brian who anxiously agreed to go. He wanted to see if he could finally score with a high school hottie. I also reminded him that the hotties he was looking for were probably married with kids or divorced with angst. “You can’t be serious about trying to score with a woman there? They

My First Contest (need Sum Help)
If you could I need all the luv you could show in my first Tap contest....It ends April 26th. Much luv to all my friends and supporters & to all if you ever need me I will always do my best to help.... Also vote for my babies in the cutest kid contest if you would.....MUWAH Cup of Joes contest: Vodka Gurls contest:(ends April 15th)

I Want A Sim!!!!!
My sister Gracey is on here. We make passing references to each other but other than that you wouldn’t know we were related. We tend to see the world in different ways. But there is an issue that we both encounter that irks us both. Being a Gentleman. She wrote a blog about this quite some time ago. Due to some recent situations for me I am revamping it. Enjoy and comment. What happened to the days of Chivalry? In all my years online the thing I notice the most now is how men approach me online. I know that there are women online everywhere. And I know that men are trying to come up with something to say that will grab and hold our attention long enough for a conversation. But let’s be honest for a second. Yes there are women out there that prefer a man to make the first move, but sending an email that has a phone number and says call me is extremely out of line. Yes men that was a first move, but giving her your number and saying call isn’t. Ask yourself are you looking for a s

Those Who Wish To Live
Times are changing for our generation, we are no longer in control of our own destinies, we are forced into believing that our ancestors were wrong in what they did to the non whites who were here, we are taught to be ashamed of our own people’s triumphs, we no longer possess the will or courage to speak out of line or act out of passion for our own race. There once was a time in white culture where we had pride and dignity, there once was a time where white men and women never would stray from their own people and there was a time when we would take up arms if someone threatened our way of life. These times have sadly passed us on, now the majority of our people are scared to speak on behalf of their own race they are brainwashed by the very people they feel could never wrong them and they are taught that just because a persons skin tone is different doesn’t mean they are less of a person. Such filth being taught today would not have passed for education not more then forty years a

Lmao
THE PRIEST AND THE VODKA. A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. the monsignor had earlier advised him to put a glass of vodka next to the water glass on the pulpit and take a sip when he got uptight. that sunday the priest had taken the monsignor's advice, and whenever he felt anxious delivering the sermon, he took a drink. he then proceeded to talk up a storm. upon his return to his office,the priest found this note on the door: 1. sip the vodka , don't gulp. 2. there are ten commandments, not 12. 3. there are 12 disciples, not ten. 4. jesus was consecrated, not " constipated". 5. jacob wagered his donkey, he did not" bet his ass." 6. we do not refer to jesus christ as"the late j.c." 7. when david was hit by a rock and knocked off his donkey, don't say, "he was stoned off his ass." 8. when jesus broke the bread at the last supper he said,"Take this and eat it, for it is my body."he did not say, "EAT me." 9. the virgin Mary is not" Mar

Odd Ends
(Originally Posted on July 3, 2006)A few odds & ends:1) At my Geospyer page, a lot of my visitors seem to be from Mountain View, California. Any relaiton to Sunnydale? 2) A few months ago, I ran over a dead deer in the middle of the road. Ths basically messed up the back bumper. Since we didn't have anything to fix it with at the time, I took one of those ratchet tie-down things and hooked it to the bumper and the inside of the trunk. Later, I got a nut, bolt and two washers to latch it down. That came off after a while. So yesterday, I finally got a nut, bolt, and two huge washers to keep the bumper on. Hopefully it'll work.3) I have yet to work my curse on George. I shall do it tonight, since my wife is out of town and I'll have free range at home.4) In my wife's blog, she named the person I named George as Fred. Since she reads my blog AND since she loves Harry Potter, I wonder if there's a connection.tag: life, odds & ends

Kicked Out Of Work Today...
(Originally Posted on July 3, 2006)Well, today my boss finally talked to me regarding my wife's posting about problems she has with my boss & his company. I am now not allowed to work until Friday, meaning I will not get paid for these four days off.I am pissed off.But it did give me time to work on the curse I performed against "George". That'll be in the next post.Tags: Idiot Boss, Career, Job

Let Us Be Free Once Again
The North American content has gone to hell in a hand basket so to speak. With more of our nations being taken over by the Jews and other non white world, our governments no longer are able or willing to protect us the white citizens the men and women who on countless occasions have given their lives in protecting their values and homeland. No longer are our governments looking out for our best interests, they instead are allowing our borders to be overrun by men and women of color from third world countries, they are halting all efforts in rounding these people up to ship them back to their country of origin, instead of tax dollars being spent on the men and women who pay them, they are misspent over seas and in programs to help people here illegally live comfortable lives. Our governments, instead of fighting real acts of terrorism, are taking their frustrations out on the very people who built the north American countries, they enact laws that suppress the white races rights to t

What I Wouldnt Give !
What I wouldn`t give to go back in the past, maybe there would be a different cast. I could even have a blast, then I will never end up last. What I wouldn`t give to just be with you, yeah maybe I have lost a screw. You say I need to get a clue, If I were there what would you do? What I wouldn`t give if I could talk to my father, tell him I didn`t mean to be such a bother. He had left me a long time ago, some feeling I just couldn`t show. What I wouldn`t give to have a baby boy, probably buy him every little toy. No I am not trying to be coy, but that would bring me so much joy. What I wouldn`t give to find someone who cared, I would share all the things in my life I have bared. Make her a part of my life, if she dared, then I would give her all the love that I have shared. What I wouldn`t give up is my body and soul, that really isn`t one of my goals. Although some people are that bold, at least that is what I have been told. So what is it you wouldn`t give to be or to do? Or are you

What They're Aiming For
by Dr. William Pierce When I spoke with you a couple of weeks ago I mentioned the recent firing of a White radio disk jockey in Washington, DC, who made a Politically Incorrect remark on the air. Doug Tracht, who is known as the Greaseman, was by far the most "popular personality" on Washington radio station WARW-FM. His listeners were nearly all Whites, and they not only liked the music he played for them, but they also enjoyed his sometimes risqué or Politically Incorrect remarks on the air. For example, back in 1986, when the subject of making a holiday out of the birthday of Martin Luther King came up, the Greaseman, who was very popular in Washington even then, had said, "Hey, kill four more, and we can take a whole week off." That's the sort of thing which endeared him to his White listeners, if not to station owners. Well, last month the Grammy awards had just been handed out by the folks in Hollywood who decide what sort of music we should listen to, and one of the winner

Vietnam & Ptsd
Date Apr 7, 2007 Comments: South Vietnam is beautiful--a quintessential paradise--without war, of course. I'm glad the war is over so that the Vietnamese can live in peace. They've been fighting for centuries. I loved Vietnam, and its people. I even loved my enemy. I prayed over each one. But I particularly fell in love with one Vietnamese child from one of the villages we protected. His name was Toa' and he was about 10 or 11 years old. Everyday he would find me no matter where we set up in our Day Haven Site. He would find me and get me what ever I needed from the closest village or town. We were like brothers or even father and son. I was sure he loved me too. At times, we would even take naps together in my hammock. I'd pay him a few dollars a week, assuming it went to the support of his very poor family. I guess this love was somewhat a replacement for the son I had left stateside. But I loved Toa'? with all of my heart. Two weeks after I rotated back to the World, one of

People
don't u just hate it when people talk about u behind ur back and they won't came up to u and say anything to ur face. because they r afaird that u r going to kick there ass. i have someone like that and they r really pissing me and my family off because they have nothing better to go with there life but to act like a 5 year. well all know who i am talking about and the funny thing about it is that they had to write it on the cherry tap page.

Neighborhood Bar
So I drive all the way to a "neighborhood bar" in Mission Beach to try to get a job. Now when I saw neighborhood bar, I mean total dive. I get down there and wait fifteen minutes for the owner to show AFTER I called her to tell her I'd be there at 6:45. Whatever. Then she finally arrives to inform me that I called her too late and that she gave the job to another girl. Mmmkay? Could've told me that on the phone when I talked to you bitch. If she wanted me to call at 2, she should have told me. Instead she just told me to call and remind her that I was coming. She didn't fucking say when. Then she tells me she waited all week to see me because I sounded nice on the phone and she wanted to meet me. Huh? I told her I could have come Thursday, but I thought Saturday was when she was interviewing people. She said that Saturday was the day she had available for people to work. My mistake. Then she proceeds to lecture me on the importance of coming in for a job as soon as possible. Had I know

Introducing Myself
my name is karl I look like a druggie i guess but I dont do them. I have never cheat on a women and i am not about to start. I am deeply in love with a gal named gracie. funny thing is although she likes many styles she is a country fan and I am heavy metal ... I write melodic music and my lil passion is a southern gal so I have been trying a southern metal style and love it... my tille girl of 8 is briahnna I have full custody of her. she is awesome and between her and gracie they are my world. I love my friends and family and you will find me honest and loving. I was injured on a job had many sugeries and told I would be crippled and I defied that and I am going to try making my own business this summer and work my ass off. I got a new lease on life. drumming singing poetry amusement parks concerts and clubs nature and new experiences I love animal or domestic abuse I hate best wishes karl

New Poem
Mind in shambles Heart in shackles A simple touch A simple caress A loving gesture Nothing less Hurt fills my old wounds Love awaiting a warm hand Fear to beat again Fear to show weakness Blinded by hatred Cursed with a broken heart Warn thin Protected more than you will ever know Enter if you are Walk in at your own risk A jaded heart A broken soul Hurt deep down to the core Nothing matters Nothing will Trust that hurt is what i bring Trust that hurt is what you'll recieve Forget me Forget what i can do Forget all together.... Forget

Dear Abbey
DEAR ABBY: I recently ended a nine-month relationship with a 40-year-old man I'll call Shallow Hal. I was head over heels in love with him. We had a lot in common and our personalities were compatible, but there was one major problem. Hal loved everything about me, but his love for me was contingent upon my losing weight. Hal told me that when I lost weight, he would treat me better, let me meet his family and introduce me to his friends. Until I did, he denied me all those things, including hugs and kisses. For nine months Hal strung me along, and I believed that losing weight would change everything and we would end up together, happily ever after. I am currently working on my master's in counseling psychology, and I should have known better. Clearly, Hal did not accept me for who I was, and I should have ended the relationship long ago because he was not into me. Some days he didn't know if he ever wanted to get married and have kids; other days he did. He was definitely unstabl

What's Done,... Is Done.
Whats Done Is Done. Current mood: relieved Category: Jobs, Work, Careers Yesterday, My boss called and very vaguely told me he needed to discuss some things with me. I knew in that instant that I would be canned. Back in July, my life was very stressful, and being a human that makes mistakes, I forgot to give my client her night medication. This has never happend again, It was just one fucking mistake. One time. Ever since I started at Boone County Idependent Living, I have been accused of doing many things.. Leaving early and claiming the hours, sleeping on the job, refusing to take my client where she wants to go.. I have been accused because of my age. I'm a young person working in an industry where mainly older adults prosper. My workplace has insinuated that I was a deviant in more than one way.. on more than one occation. It seems to be just one thing right after another. Just last week, my boss called me in to have a discussion.. my client had been physically

When Girls Drink Too Much...
>> WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ >> >> >> >> 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. >> >>2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT >>WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. >> >>3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY >>BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. >> >>4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A >>HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO >> >>5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO >>MUCH. >> >>6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG >>PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" >> >>7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. >> >>8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. >> >>9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST >>LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO L

-drowning In An Angels Tears-
-Drowning in an Angels tears- Gasping for air, Reaching for you, Searching for a way out, Of this agony, I try to scream, For you, For help, Death entering, My lungs, My heart, You left me, Alone, To die quietly, As I'm Drowning in an Angels tears. -K

Terrorism And Hate
by Dr. William Pierce I love to read my hate mail. The shriller it gets, the better I feel, because shrillness is a sign of fear and lack of confidence on the part of the haters. These days my hate mail is pretty shrill. And that's understandable in view of the events of the past couple of months. There's a lot of flag-waving and strutting and boasting by the politicians and by the media and by their hangers-on among the general public. I call the latter people "yahoos." A yahoo is a lot like a lemming, but louder and more obnoxious. "We're really giving those towel-heads in Afghanistan a licking," the yahoos are bragging. "We've blown the bejesus out of them with our cluster bombs and our cruise missiles, and they haven't been able to hit us back with even a single missile or bomb. We've really taught them not to mess with us, because we're the greatest, we're the toughest, and if you even look sideways at us, we'll clean your clock." That's the public stance of the politi

The Jews Are Our Misfortune
By Dr. William Pierce Hello! If you've been listening to many of my broadcasts you will know that the issue I talk about most often is that of media control. In nearly every broadcast I have pointed out that the people who control the mass media of news and entertainment are able to manipulate the opinions and attitudes of about 95 per cent of the population. I have pointed out that the media bosses do this manipulation deliberately and in collusion with one another, taking advantage of the compelling need most people have to conform their ideas and their behavior to a perceived norm. The media bosses use their control over the mass media of entertainment -- and to a lesser extent over the news media -- to create an artificial norm that is presented to the public through television, motion pictures, advertising, and other media, and this artificial norm is the one perceived as real by most of the public. Through their control of public opinion the media bosses als

To Be, Or To Be Nice
by Dr. William Pierce Have you been paying attention to what's happening in Rhodesia and South Africa in recent weeks? Certainly not, if your only sources of news are the controlled news media, such as CNN or the network television news programs. They've been far too busy giving you interviews with Chandra Levy's parents. Of course, I have reported to you from time to time on the situations in Rhodesia, now officially known as "Zimbabwe," and in South Africa. It is depressing to me to talk about these things. It is depressing to me to see the predictions that I made long ago coming true. And it has been even more depressing than usual recently as the deterioration of conditions in those countries has accelerated, as the ultimate horror that I predicted has become visible. Two weeks ago, we talked about the growing phenomenon of the gang rape of White women by Blacks in South Africa. It has been a little over a year, however, since we talked about the seizure and looting of Whi

[erotica]: Brian's Birthday
*** written as if from a male perspective - wasn't that great! *** You walk in warily, not knowing quite what to expect. I say nothing, just taking your hand and leading you through the doorway. After you pass, I close the door behind you and throw the bolt. You jump a bit as the spring latch slams home, and look back at me. I only smile and wink. You look around; you've never been in my bedroom before. You look at the mess on the floor, look back at me, but I only shrug and smile. You watch me light some of the oil lamps, your smile slowly growing on your face. I turn off the light and we are bathed in the soft, gentle glow of the lamps. Still standing, I walk over to you and gaze into your eyes. Easily, I put my arms around your waist, and you put your arms around my neck. Gently, hesitantly, we kiss. Softly your lips press against mine.. soft, smooth, warm, alive. We kiss and kiss again, and a sigh escapes between kisses. Your arms tighten about my neck as I hold you eve

[erotica]: Their First Meeting
Although they had spoken on the phone and online, they had never met face to face. Today, it would happen. Today she would meet him at the predetermined location. She could feel his presence and he could feel hers. Their souls were that connected. Their eyes met. Although they had exchanged pictures, there was an instant animalistic attraction that had not before been discovered. Neither could understand it. She was almost twice his age, and he was barely legal. It was almost as if their souls called out to each other. She couldn't help but stare at him. He was so beautiful. She knew that guys...MEN...didn't like to be called beautiful, but she could think of no better word to describe his physical beauty. She could see straight through to his soul and that also was beautiful. She saw an innocence and enthusiasm that she had long forgotten existed. He couldn't help but stare. He found her beauty not only on the surface, but emanating from within...that and the fact

What It Takes
What It Takes You have what it takes to make an ordinary day into a great one that will always be remembered. For what it takes is nothing more than the willingness to live every moment like it will never come again. You have what it takes to transform small, easily performed actions into great accomplishments. For what it takes is nothing more than the persistence to make one small step, and then another, and another, until the job is done. You have what it takes to make every moment better than the one before. For what it takes is nothing more than choosing to learn all you can from both the victories and the defeats. You have what it takes to live a life of meaning and fulfillment. For what it takes is nothing more than committing yourself, in each moment, to what you know is right for you. You have what it takes to move beyond your fears. For what it takes is the understanding that fear is not there to stop you, but to prepare you. You have w

My New Way To Make Extra Money!
As most of you know I'm trying to make money online. I love it and it's working pretty well, but now I have found something that is even better and more fun, Blogging! I even get paid to do it! It's nice because I can pick what I want to do and try to stick to things that I know a little about, or things that will help me. So anyway I now have 3 blogs, one is just about anything I want it to be, the other is about interior design, and the other is about my weight loss. I'm really excited about them all and even if I don't make much from them I'm still going to write. If you want to check them out here are the links. http://alittleofeverything-cristlegirl.blogspot.com/ http://abcfinedesign.blogspot.com/ http://www.blogchex.com/droppingthepounds/ If you interested in blogging for money yourself, the first 2 blogs have links to sites that will pay you or you can just join blogger and use google adsence or join blogchex and they find advertising for you. You can also m

Satanic Theses Revisited
(Originally Posted on August 1, 2006)Earlier today, I found I had a comment on one of the blog backup sites about the Satanic Theses idea. Someone had asked me if I was "required to hate others who believe differently" or some such. The comment I replied with was something I had been thinking about posting for a while.And here it is:First off, let me say that I basically am aware of three different groups that consider themselves "satanists." (There may be more, but I haven't run across them yet.)1) LaVeyan Satanists: Basically atheists using empowering rituals, since they say the human psyche (sp?) needs ritual and such to be happy.2) Traditional Satanists: These believe of the "Lucifer" (a Prometheus-like figure) before Christianity got a hold of Him and made Him evil.3) (What I call) Christian Satanists: These believe in the Satan as taught by the Christian church as the ultimate evil being who wants to spread extreme evil everywhere.Now, I am studying (and starting to live

Drinking Water
So I just fed and watered the dog, andI thought to myself......Self, wouldn't it suck if the only thing you drank for your entire life was water? I would hate to be a dog, but then again, I could lay around all day and lick myself.

Week 49
- A full-force Justice Society arrives at the doorstep of Oolong Island’s creepy medical research facility. After refusing to pay for Black Adam’s release, Chinese superteam the Great Ten appears to insist the heroes leave as the island is actually property of the People’s Republic. - Inside, Egg Fu approaches Will Magnus about the Plutonium Man—a super-big, super-angry Metal Man the giant egg had commissioned from the downtrodden genius. Magnus explains the secret of giving life to inanimate metal and how a Metal Man can be of any size before…BOOM!…tiny Metal Men appear to take out Egg Fu! As miniature versions of Gold, Tin, Iron and the rest attack the cracked villain, Morrow himself prepares for battle. - As tensions rise on the front lawn, JSA founder Alan “Green Lantern” Scott drops some mad knowledge bombs on the Great Ten. Apparently, the Ten have been in bed with Egg Fu this whole time! In fact, they set up the entire Oolong operation as a way to kill the Black Adam famil

The Great Guilt Giveaway!
(Originally Posted on August 11, 2006)Companies throughout the world produce products and/or services of benefit to their consumers. A computer company makes computers, a car repair shop fixes broken vehicles, a whorehouse gives their customers sexual release, and so on. Each of these businesses may do a little more for "special customers" (sell electronics at the computer store for great customers, look at a toaster at the car repair shop, or provide a date outside of the whorehouse, for example).What EXACTLY does the Christian church give to the majority of its members?Some people say "Salvation". Oh yeah? Prove it! If you cannot prove they are "saved" in the real world, then it can be just a hoax."Okay then, how about the hope of salvation?"Still, not good enough. If the product they offered was the hope of salvation, then one, maybe two visits would be all that would be needed.What I feel they offer is guilt. More guilt than any other single system out there.Think about it. The Bib

Poem Called "pretty"
Theres this lady so pretty, I seen her walking towards me, My heart skipped a beat, As she walked down the street, She looked into my eyes, At that moment, i thought i would die, She looked so pretty, An angel in red, What did she want with me? What words would be said? She told me her name, I knew I never be the same, I knew right then and there, I found i could only stare At the beauty before me, It was all my eyes could see, From that moment in time, I wanted her to be mine, But a voice spoke from within, Saying, you don't have a prayer, The internal struggle begins I let her know that I care, Theres this lady so pretty, Now walking with me, On down the street, As my heart skips a beat! I love this lady so pretty, I will stand by her side thru all eternity

Love & Pain..yet Another Poem!
The time that we have been apart, Is taking a toll on our hearts, There was once a passionate fire, You knew our hearts every desire, Day by day we grew so close, Our love was blooming like a Rose, As precious as our love can be, We feel like we are drifting at sea, Lost on the sea of love, Dispelling thoughts undreamed of, Our love has drifted apart, While we watch the one we love depart, Time and space is what she needs, Meanwhile our heart bleeds, Wondering if all is lost, Wondering if our paths will cross, Cross the space that divides us now, Regaining our spoken vows, Will three hearts beat as one? At the rising of the sun, Come back to us before to long, Cause the love we feel is just too strong, To let it fade away and die, Please don't say Goodbye! This poem is about a female that walked into our lives and changed our lives for the better. She made us feel like we were loved, cared for and desired.

Panties?
You Are Lacy Panties You're one seductive chica, but you've also got a ton of class. You are like a pinup girl, with timeless beauty and sexiness. Men are afraid to talk to you, knowing they'll be addicted to your charm immediately. Only a true manly man, confident in himself, is your perfect match. What Kind of Panties Are You?

Man Law
> > 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. > > 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following Circumstances: > > (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. > > (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. > > (c) After wrecking your boss's car. > > (d) When she is using her teeth. > > 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally > killed and eaten by his buddies. > > 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend > out of jail within 12 hours. > > 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off > limits forever unless you actually marry her. > > 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. > However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. > > 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. > In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. > > At th

Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 123 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Summer
hurray its officialy summer here in north yorkshire, thats in the U.K for those that dont know, its warm todayand the swallows who nest in my garage have returned and were waiting to say hello when i got home last night, its good to have them back.

Words
good morning everyone.... i hope everyone is all smiles and ready for the day...remeber today when your on here meeting new people..think before you leave a comment or rating you dont know what kind of day that person has been having maybe the comment you leave puts a smile on there face or it could do just the opposite to some people its just words on the screen but to some its not...were here to have fun and get to know one another if your here because you think looks count dial 1-800-shallow and you will be with your own little group...to really get to know someone try saying hi or would you like to chat....this may be cyber land but you dont have to come on here and be mean or try to be something your not...so smile kick off your shoes and stay awhile and get to know the people on your list........

Nintendo Presents - Devil World
(Originally Posted on August 18, 2006)A while back, Nintendo created a game never released in the United States called Devil World:There's a review of the game here. However, it doesn't seem like it'd be much fun. That, of course, ISN'T THE POINT! The point is, religion kept us from getting something that some brain-dead people could have found entertaining.tag: video games, Devil World, fun, entertainment, religion-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss: Arnold's Munchkin Song
(Originally Posted on August 28, 2006)I went on YouTube today to find a copy of the Red Dwarf's song Tongue Tied. After I found it, I also found this little video.It's a cheerful little ditty, but it got stuck in my head.The funny part, though, is at the company meeting while Idiot Boss was rambling on, I got the distinct impression that the song would fit him very well. I talked to somebody who I sent the song to after the meeting and she agreeed.tag: Red Dwarf, comedy, funny, humor, video, Idiot Boss-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*- Ave Satanas!

Website Found - Atheist Nation
(Originally Posted on August 29, 2006)I was using StumbleUpon and came across the website Atheist Nation. In it, there are videos about different atheistic subjects which I feel are important for everybody to watch. (The video I like the best so far is #2 - Why Do Atheists Care About Religion. If anybody asks me why I am against mainstream religion, I think I'll just send them to that video to find out.)The website also has a small discussion board on the right hand side. Somebody asked why doesn't religion just die. I responded that it's because religion is full of good memes.By good memes, I don't mean the ideas are good. Usually, the ideas are sick and twisted, either against others or against the self. I mean they are great at replicating in others by using powerful symbols, mostly death, punishment, etc.As a LaVeyan (Philsophical) Satanist, I am an atheist. There is no god(s) out there (including Satan, in case you're wondering). There are things we don't know about yet,

More Fun Religious News
(Originally Posted on September 1, 2006)Once again flipping through websites I came across another one with news about the Catholic church. In this one, there is a website which has Catholic priests who haven't fulfilled their vows. It seems that the church isn't pumping out enough people to spread its way of life. (Of course, since part of their vows is celibacy, it's harder to get people into that line of work if they aren't allowed a little nookie, even sin-free nookie.)In The Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey, he states that the "mainstream" religions are moving towards more permissiveness. The mainstream religions, in other words, are evolving (albeit slowly) into Satanism.Think about it. Protestant religions already allow condoms, meaning they allow sex for something other than procreation (i.e. pleasure). Some allow gay priests, definitely a biblical no-no.It might (will) take a while, but sooner or later your descendants will either be following a mainstream religion closer to

Tattoo Revisited
(Originally Posted on September 11, 2006)I talked to my wife a bit again about the tattoo I am thinking about getting.In case you've forgotten, it looks like this:Now the thing about this particular design is that later on I can (hopefully) remove the two lines in the middle that connect each horn to the other and make it a devil face (if I decide to do so).If I won't be able to do so, though, I also came up with this design:Now, why am I bringing this up? Well, I saw a couple of body modification posts I like here: tag: tattoos, sinner, satan, satanism, satanic, satanist, religion, body modification-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

My 9/11 Thoughts
(Originally Posted on September 11, 2006)Today, if you haven't noticed, is 9/11/06, five years after the terrorist attacks on the WTC. There's tons of blog entries and other things mentioning this anniversary.I decided to come at this from a slightly different angle.Hanging on my wall is a 2001 Far Side calendar. I have written over the days so the correct date falls under the correct day. I see that 9/11/2001 was a Tuesday.On my desk is a 2002 Darwin Awards page-a-day desk calendar I got for a Christmas present at the end of 2001. (I haven't used it before this year because I didn't have a desk job where the desk was MY desk instead of being shared since then.) The day it is showing is Wednesday. The "article" for the day in it is a comic of a couple having sex in a car that the man is driving, much like the scene in The Pursuit of D. B. Cooper.While I expected to see nothing about the attack on the 2001 calendar, I would have figured there'd've been something in the 2002 Darwin

Gotta Love A Tough Woman. .
Woman guilty of chainsaw murder, faces death • Daphne Wright, 43, convicted of chainsaw murder • First time woman has faced death penalty in South Dakota • Prosecutor says jealousy drove accused to kill rival • Victim Darlene VanderGiesen was dismembered, burned SIOUX FALLS, South Dakota (AP) -- A woman accused of killing and dismembering her former lover's friend was convicted Thursday of premeditated murder and could become the state's first female defendant to face the death penalty. Daphne Wright, 43, cried as the verdict was read. The same jury that found her guilty will consider whether to sentence her to death by lethal injection. Prosecutors said Wright was jealous of Darlene VanderGiesen, 42, because of her friendship with Wright's former lover. The jealousy turned to rage that drove Wright to kidnap VanderGiesen, kill her, cut apart the body with a chain saw and burn it, according to the prosecution. Prosecutors accuse Daphne Wright, 43, of abducting, killing and

.dream.11-13-o6.
11:39 PM - Dream...wrote on 11-13-06 i sit in the sand feeling the tide splash agaisnt my feet. i am staring up at the stars.making a wish that u were next to me. i close my eyes.listening to the waves splash. in those waves i can hear you callin my name. i write ur name in the sand with my finger tip. i close my eyes again.to hear that wave splash. hoping to hear u call my name.but this call is different. as i open my eyes & look up to those stars.i am looking deeply into ur eyes. looking deep into those sparkles that are brighter then the stars above.as u lean down to grab my hand. i know u are going to take me away. take me away from my pain & this hell that i am in. as u raise me form the sand.u pull me near& brush my hair away from my face. pull me near. u press ur soft lips to mine. at that moment i feel my black heart beat again.a beat that has not been felt in this numb body. u slowly move ur soft lips down my neck. which u know makes me weak to my knees

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss: Waiting
(Originally Posted on September 20, 2006)I might have mentioned this before, but Idiot Boss had the front door lock changed and didn't give the technical people a key to get in.Today when we got to work, the door was locked. I currently bring a book because I know I will have to wait and the other two programmers just waited.When the sales person who has a key (a new employee, not one that has been here and has shown she can be trusted; I'll nickname her The Keymaster) let us in, we found Idiot Boss already inside. Instead of letting us in, he let us sit outside.If ANY technical problems crop up after hours, I will DAMN well tell Idiot Boss to get the Keymaster to fix the problem. If I'm not important enough for a key, then I'm not important enough to be bothered after hours.tag: Idiot Boss, office politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Graffiti Blogging
(Originally posted on September 28, 2006)When I was going to school one day when I was young (3rd or 4th grade), I saw a city worker smoothing some new wet concrete to make a sidewalk portion. He told me and the other kids there that the cement would be ready to draw in soon.I didn't want to do that. The cement didn't need to have any designs in it. I wondered why people would do it.It took me several years o figure out why people do things like that. It lends a sense of permanence, of immortality. Something of yours will live on after you are dead. It also shows the unwashed masses of people that you are alive.Nowadays, the Internet performs basically the same function. Unfortunately, there are too many people to make sure you get your parts of the Internet viewed.tag: graffiti, blogging-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Symphony
Symphony Of Love Oh’ Darling you are a song Just listen to your heartbeat A melody within your soul Your tender heart sings a love song Just listen to the melody It holds the perfect beat… Of love in perfect harmony A symphony of sweet songs That pulls the heartstrings Pulsing the music in your blood Tender lyrics lifted far beyond Love in perfect harmony Oh’ Darling you are a song Just listen to your heart To the melody within your soul A symphony of love!

From The Archives Of
Without you Hours became like days to me Every minute like a piercing dart Aimed straight at the heart As blood starting to flow Precious moments bleeding away Leaving blood stained eyes From staring into the darkness of the night Candle lights flicker patiently The only witness of this emotion A butterfly struggle within I try to wipe away the loneliness And tears falling from my eyes But I touched the deepest part of me Like the deep blue sea it started to rumble inside Waves of tears just filled my eyes Escaping from the archives of my heart The deepest part of me now bleeding Bleeding… missing you Just because I LOVE YOU

The Key To Ours Hearts
By. Benjamin Eloy Martinez, Jr This is a key to life, That I will share with with you. This is a key to happiness, I hope to have with you. This is a key that was made for you and me, Along time ago, By a angel in heaven. This is a key to total Love of two people, With the blessings from above. Let the grace of the Lord Fall upon this love I have for you. This is the key to life, Thanks to the lord above, A love he gave to you and me. Free Comment Codes

No Nudist Colony For Me...
(Originally posted on October 13, 2006)In Vandiver, there's a naturalist resort (Gymno Vita) where my wife and I went to once this year. (See previous post, wherever it might be.) My wife and I were so impressed with it, we considered opening our own resort or, even better, a place where nudists could have their own houses and such.Unfortunately, I can't really see that happening too well. The main thing is that if a pervert moves into a house, we couldn't get them out easily. There'd be other things too, like friends (who would be strangers to most people) coming to visit. People wouldn't be able to sell their houses to just anybody since there'd be naked people around ALL THE TIME.Maybe there's a hippie commune around somewhere...tag: nudist, nudism, Gymno Vita-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Plate Of Cthulhu
(Originally posted on October 31, 2006)I found the perfect personalized license plate here that I wouldn't mind getting:(For those of you who don't get the joke, click here.)tag: license plate, humor, evil, Cthulhu-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

My Heart Is Breaking ... Does Anyone Care??
so me and timothy broke up after 7 years together ... i am so tried of the bullshit ... i cant take it anymore ... all we do it tear each other part ... even he said that all we have done it the last year is fight ... i am tried of fighting ... but why does it hurt so bad ... why am i am the crying and he's not ... can anyone answer my questions ... i know i am going to get over this ... but at this point in my life right now ... i dont see how ... is there anyone in this world ever really happy being single ... or am i just being a girl ... lol ... all my friends that care in ct world ... leave me some love ... please!!

Contimplating
I think never think things out before I leap into them. I always go with one feeling and jump head first into to things. I feel like I am very childish in my behavior but that is ok I am comfortable with it. It makes for an exciting life I will tell you that much. It kind of makes me sad because in some areas I wish I could just be that way but am not. Like for instance my love life. I will not take the chance of letting some one get to far into my head. I have been burned on that way too many times to let some one get that close again. People would say that I am distant and I am. For one reason, I trust hardly no one. I couldn't even trust my best friend when we were friends. Damn, what kind of life is that? I mean I do want to be close to some one but no one really gets me long enough to find out what I am like. When they get to know me I scare them off. I guess I am to aggressive. I blurt out what ever is on my mind most times. Hell, I figure you only have one life though and you mu

What Your Take
Public opinion toward the U.S. war in Iraq bears striking parallels - and clear contrasts - with the war in Vietnam more than three decades ago. In both cases, presidents tied their political fortunes to the war. And in both cases, they paid a heavy political price when the public grew disillusioned with the conflict. Yet while opposition to the two wars traced a similar arc, the nature of that opposition differed politically. Although Vietnam is recalled as a divisive conflict, opinions about whether the war was a mistake did not divide sharply along partisan lines. Gallup trends from the mid-1960s through the early ’70s show that the difference of opinion between Republicans and Democrats about Vietnam never exceeded 18 percentage points. In contrast, Iraq divides America along partisan lines in a way that Vietnam never did. The latest Pew survey finds that 73% of Democrats believe that military action in Iraq was the wrong decision, compared with just 14% of Republicans - a gap r

Why Sid Vicious?
because he came from nothing. his only link to the music business was being used by siouxsie in 1976 and therefore by maclaren in 1977. his only purpose in the sex pistols was supporting rotten. he did it by overrunning him. and his only purpose after the band split was to prevent maclaren from continue the misuse of the movement. he did it by nailing dylan to the chelsea hotel. that should make anyone worthy a place in music heaven.

Priceless
~~ Your Kind of Friendship ~~ It takes more than caring To be a real friend; The nature of friendship; Requires a blend Of warmest compassion And love deep and true To reach and to comfort The way that you do. Because I can see That your kind of friendship Is priceless to me

Ole And Sven
Ole and Sven were drinking buddies who worked as aircraft mechanics in Minneapolis. One day the airport was fogged in and they were stuck in the hangar with nothing to do. Ole said, "I vish ve had somethin' ta drink!" Sven says, "Me too. Y'know, I've hear you can drink dat yet fuel an get a buzz. Ya vanna try it?" So they pour themselves a couple of glasses of high octane hooch and got completely smashed. Next morning Ole woke up and is surprised at how good he feels. In fact he feels GREAT! NO hangover! NO bad side effects. Nothing! The phone rang. It was Sven who asks, "How iss you feelin' dis mornin', Ole?" Ole says, "I feel great. How 'bout you?" Sven says, "I feel great, too. Ya don't have no hangover?" Ole says, "No dat yet fuel iss great stuff -- no hangover, nothin'. Ve oughta do dis more often." Sven agreed."Yeah, vell, but dere's yust vun ting." Ole asked, "Vut's dat?" Sven questioned, "Haff you farted yet?" Ole stopped to think

What Men And Women Should Not Do During Sex
Below you will find my list of 50 Things Women Do Wrong In Bed and just to be fair to the ladies I reposted "41 Things Guys Do Wrong During Sex" So enjoy !! 50 Mistakes Women Make In Bed 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault.

An Ugly Man
An ugly man walks into his local pub with a big grin on his face. "What are you so happy about?" asks the barman. "Well, I'll tell you," replies the ugly man. "You know, I live by the railroad tracks. Well, on my way home last night, I noticed a young woman tied to the tracks, like in the films. I of course, went and cut her free and took her back to my place. Anyway, to make a long story short, I scored big time! We made love all night, all over the house. We did everything, me on top, sometimes her on top, every position imaginable!" "Fantastic!" exclaimed the bartender. "You lucky bastard! Was she pretty?" "I dunno . ... ...... I never found her head!"

Essay
There lives a girl who searches high and low, day and night for a lost treasure. All she holds to help guide her is a mirror, a torn map, a box of memories, a small shovel, and a broken compass. She is lost in a world unknown to her, so vast and unpredictable. For ths, she was forced to jump overboard into turbulent seas and swim to shores undiscovered to her. In this world she has to decide who she was, who she is now, and who she will become. Do you know who the girl is? I am she, but I don’t know who she is. Who am I? On a journey I am still on, I have discovered clues about who I am. As I continue forward, I dig up more of my characteristics and I am wiping away the dust and corosion that pollutes my treasure chest of my life. Looking in the mirror, I see my physical self. I do not consider the physical part of me as the primary step in discovering myself. The mirror that I carry is a reminder of where I come from and that other people see me, not always agreeing with how I see

Poem Called " Space"
I laid my cards on the table, Saying everything that I am able My intents are clear In my heart you will always be near I need to let you be Hoping that one day you will see What you truly mean to me Until that day comes Where you can trust what I say Time beats on like a drum In my heart you will stay If the day shall arrive That you want my love to die Please let me know It will be easier to let you go Know, however inside, That my love could never die I will live day to day, Wondering what I could say To change your mind, To turn back the hands of time To take you back in my arms Shelter you from all harm To be your everything in life To love you thru all the strife... So when you are ready to open yourself to me.. I will be like a vessel drifting at sea Not sure where to land But holding your love in my hand Clutching it to my heart Promising to never let that love depart! Till the end

Survey Cause Im Bord....uup.
Body: A - ? A - Age: 20 A - Annoyance: Incomplete thoughts. ================================ B - Best feature: Eyes I guess. B - beer- Guiness B - Birthday: January 11th ================================ C - Crush: Atarahleg C - Car: Chevy Cavalier. C - Candy: I dunno. ================================ D - Day or night: night D - Dream Car: 68 Chevy Chevelle. D - Dogs or Cats: Dawgs. ================================ E - Egg nog: yummy. E - E-mail: Junk F - Favorite color: Black F - Favorite Band//Artist: Hmm Avenged. G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Worms ================================ H - Hair: Dark brown H - Height: 5'9" H - Happy: At times. ================================ I - Instrument: Throat ================================ J - Jewelry: none today. normally dog tags. J - Job: Cashier/soldier/student. K - Kids: Someday. K - Kindergarten: Dun remember allot of it. ================================ L - Longest Car Ride: New York to North Dakota ==========

Enlighten
I Love this my friend just sent it to me Current mood: enlighten Category: enlighten Life PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a god sent and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent

Is Hell Exothermic?
Is Hell exothermic? Brilliant answer to daft question... (The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington Chemistry mid term. The answer was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, which is why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well.) BONUS QUESTION: IS HELL EXOTHERMIC (GIVES OFF HEAT) OR ENDOTHERMIC (ABSORBS HEAT)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's law (gas cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed), or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: _______________________ First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul goes to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some o

The Drunk Dog
Last night was very fun I got my pit with three legs drunk on tequila!! She is a light weight and couldn't handle it. Passed right out after two shots. I had to finish the bottle off by myself. My kids were gone and it was storming. I sat up and watched The Day after Tomorrow. A very good flick by the way.

I Use To Love Her.
I remember when we first met. I was taken back by your beauty, presence, and insight. It was almost like love at first sight. I couldn't wait to listen to you speak, be it something profound, or just hearing you rambling on about nothing at all. My love for you was unconditional. We had so much in common. You were artistic, funny, creative, intriguing and thoughtful. You used to stand for something. I respected you and had your back no matter what. We were inseparable. You understood how my mind worked like no other. We had a passion for each other that made others jealous. I trusted you with all my heart, and knew you would never betray it or break it. We were going strong for years, and making love to you was the most incredible feeling in the world to me. No matter what time of day I felt like I had to always have you. Although we were both young, I thought we would be together forever, but like we all know we have to go through a growth process, and some of our vi

Fakes
hi all, im just a little pissed off right now, there are people in here who are not who they say they are , i dont know about you all but id like to think you would be proud to be you and not someone elese, anyway to those of you who are real, a big hug and kiss to the rest of you fuck off , thanks for hearing me out

Halloween Ritual
(Originally posted on November 1, 2006)I performed a ritual to consecrate (correct term?) my new temple room performing a shortened Self-Initiation Rital found in the Black Book of Satan. It went mostly okay, except my wife called me out halfway through, tellimg me it was "creeping her out."I think it might possibly be that she is going through the same thing I went through: Thinking you're an atheist because you don't believe in the xtian god, but finding out that belief in god snuck in through the backdoor by having a subconscious belief in the xtian devil. If so, it might be hard for her to overcome that. (I still have some problems like that myself.)If that does turn out to be the problem, I will ask her if she'd like to leave the room before I perform the next ritual (probably on my birthday), or else see if she wants to do the "Pact With The Devil" thing.tag: satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, religion, ritual-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Christianity's And Satanism's Views On Animals
(Originally posted on November 8, 2006)I wish I remember more about this, but it happened when I was young and at home sick from school. One famous foreign lady (I think she was famous), at least) was on a talk show (Sally Jesse I think, but I could definitely be mistaken.) She was talking about how she, as a good Christian, knew that the animals were put on this planet for our use and abuse. She had a fur coat which she felt entitled to because the animals were here just for humans to use.Compare and contrast this with the position of Dev Samael Daval (a Satanist) who has a blog entry titled Veganism & Satanism. In it, he states that to join his Satanic church, you must be a vegan. Why? Because it isn't right to mistreat animals.So, which person's position is better? That's for you to decide...tag: religion, philosophy, satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, christian, christianity, animals, vegan, veganism-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Moron Of The Week
Woman Gets Arrested�While In Jail (CBS) RIVERSIDE, Calif. A woman waiting to be processed at the Robert Presley Detention Center in Riverside, Calif. was caught smoking a joint in a restroom, then found with some methamphetamine and a pipe, authorities said today. Brooke Gentry, 33, who was being held on shoplifting charges, was additionally booked for drug-related crimes after a deputy detected the tale-tell scent of burning marijuana, sheriff's deputies said. Deputy Shannon Wheeler smelled the marijuana and found Gentry puffing away in a restroom, according to a sheriff's department statement. "Gentry's property was searched and some methamphetamine, glass pipes, packaging material, and additional marijuana was discovered," the statement said. "Gentry was also displaying symptoms indicative of someone who was under the influence of a controlled substance." Gentry would have been booked and released the same day if not for the drugs, deputies said. Gentry was bo

What Guys Like About Me?
Guys Like That You're Fun You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you What Do Guys Like About You?

Untitled 4
Kill me now... Forever I am doomed... There is no faith upon thee. Images of death... Surrounding my head... Wanting to feel my heart's beat stop! Laying on the floor... MOTIONLESS Being kicked and tormented from all angels... Curling into a ball... Lying in the pool of red liquid. The moonlight peers through the dampen forest.

I've Been Pierced
Well I finally did it. Saturday I made some major changes in my life. I included a new cut and color and had my nose and some other things pierced. Didn't have a chance though to get any ink. My guy left me after I did these things, but he was an ass, so his departure was long overdue. He hasn't done anything for me anyway. He'd rather go off with his friends than to stay home and play with me. ; }

Today....
A friend of mine.. is having a baby and I am going to the dr with her.. she is finding out if it is a girl or boy... this all really has me thinking! I hope its a boy! This girl and I have been friends for 5-6 years.. and she was "seeing" pooter's cousin.. and well he decided that he didnt want to continue whatever they were.. well he had started seeing another girl, and didnt tell that other girl about lindsey and yesterday that other girl just showed up at my house and I was typing a paper for school and lindsey answered the door and they both just stood there.. I told the girl to wait either up stairs or out side and she did... But it was like lindsey already knew... later stevie told her he just wanted to be friends with her/// she cried... she was heartbroken... I was put in the middle... I just dont understand that asshole... why didnt he just tell them both? I guess the other chick doesnt know about lindsey either... stevie is a chady mother fucker... It digusts me..

Sixth Floor: Lingerie, Linens, And Burning Heretics!!!
(Originally posted on December 14, 2006)The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme

Breaking Point
I'm at a breaking point And I don't know what to do I see behind me and ahead which way do I go. I'm at a breaking point and I don't which way to turn what happened to all the lesson's I've learned. I'm at a breaking point but I'll do what it takes To make sure it's a future we make.

Cynthis Mckinney
(Originally posted on December 19, 2006)Cynthis McKinney is nowhere near my favorite congresscritter. She's more like the one person I wouldn't sully my DNA by spitting on her. However, because she is being booted out of Congress, she IS one of the few people to have the guts to ask for an investigation into possibly impeaching Herr Bush.I doubt very seriously if it'll happen though...tag: Bush, impeachment, politics, McKinney-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Donate Virtual BloodAve Satanas!

Breast Cancer Update
(Originally posted on December 19, 2006)This past Saturday, my wife and I went to have Christmas with our families and our children.After we ate and everything, my mother took my wife and me outside to tell us about her breast cancer. In other words, I don't know if she expected us to ask or not, but she did tell us at our first face-to-face meeting after she found out. In other words, everything went a lot better than I was expecting.tag: family, breast cancer-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Donate Virtual BloodAve Satanas!

My Daily Insights
Often the difference between a successful man and a failure is not one's better abilities or ideas, but the courage that one has to bet on his ideas, to take a calculated risk, and to act. Maxwell Maltz Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Terrific Tuesday!
Terrific Tuesday! April 17, 2007 *Quick Power* Positive and constructive experiences and relationships open valuable gateways for future use! http://www.thepowerline.com/thought-for-the-day2.htm *Power Pearl* One of the best ways to open doors and golden opportunities is with positive experiences and constructive relationships. This takes effort and dedication. The results are truly exponential and continue to materialize for years and years. The key is to think about the future while pursuing experiences and establishing relationships during the present time. In this way, our current words and actions will be productive and constructive, opening valuable gateways, for future use. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day"

Why Me ???????????
i have had the worst two days!!! why does everything happen all at once???? i got my air fixed in my car on friday, monday the serpentine belt breaks, my dad loans me his car to take home and to get to work with today, he said the floor boards were wet and didnt know why - weeellllllllllll we found out later when the floor boards not only were damp but were soaking wet with puddles of water in the dam car!!! uggggg so i check the radiator this morning put a gallon of water in only to watch it run back out of the car and down the street!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i call my mom and say ummmm i cant drive dads car can you come get me and take me to work?????? so she did and my dad came with to check out the car and wait for the tow truck to come........ mean while amber misses her bus so now i have to have my mom take her to school ..... ok then im at work -- i get a call from school gotta go pick up amber they found a bug in her hair ....... now im pissed i just checked her head this morning and di

Fascism Anybody?
(Originally posted on January 5, 2007)In 2004, a man named Lawrence Britt wrote an article about the 14 early warning signs of fascism and compared it with what was going on in the United States at the time.A few days ago, Heather Wokusch wrote a follow-up article about what is currently going on.It's not good news.Now don't get me wrong. I am not stating that we have a deeply fascist government right now. These are the early warning signs.And if you think that it can't get worse for your rights and liberties, well, Bush wants to read your mail.tag: fascism, George Bush, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

To My Peeps.....
WELL FOLKS ANOTHER DAY IS UPON US AND I HOPE THAT FOR ALL OF YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK LIFE IS UNFAIR......THAT IS THE POINT, CUZ IF IT WAS FAIR THEN EVERYONE WOULDBE PERFECT AND NOBODY WOULD FALL IN LOVE. I AM SENDING A SPECIAL 'HELLO' TO SWTNSXY, NATURE, HETHER, PRECIOUSCHANCE, BRANDI AND ALL THE OTHERS WHO HAVE MADE MY 'WELCUMMING' SO SPECIAL. MWAH MWAH TO YOU ALL!

Where Do You Want To Go Today? With Whom? Why?
(Originally posted on January 11, 2007)I was just reading a news story I thought I'd share. The first sentence is:The U.S. agency best known for eavesdropping on telephone calls had a hand in the development of Microsoft's Vista operating system, Microsoft confirmed Tuesday.This means that the agency spying on United States citizens and has decided it wants to be able to get a backdoor into computer systems has had a hand in creating one of the most popular operating systems for general users.Now the article states that they didn't do any programming, but are you willing to take that risk?Might I suggest Linux?tag: linux, windows, nsa, spying, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Door-to-door Belief Peddlers
(Originally posted on January 22, 2007)Fortunately, I don't have to put up with the bullsh!t of evangelicals coming to my house and waking me up. At the very least, my bedroom air purifier makes enough racket that I can't hear them knocking on my front door. Hey, that's the only reason I HAVE an air purifier - for the noise.But this guy has problems with a Mormon infestation. So he takes matters into his own hands...tag: atheist, atheism, video, humor, funny, religion, Mormons, revenge-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Alive Again
she came into my life like a speeding arrow she struck my heart at full speed, I fell before I realized anything I was on the ground crawling on hands and knees I fell hard for her it became a moment of clarity and a moment of confusion she took my breath away that is when I knew something in me had died when I found myself on the ground facing the heavens, I had awaken for the first time I realized NOW, I FEEL ALIVE that was the first time I could breathe again for the first time I could see again and I saw an ANGEL to me, SHE IS HEAVEN SENT if not for her coming into my life I would still be that guy without words that guy, without thoughts I grew passionately in love I gave her, my heart I kept the arrow she struck me with since then, I have learned as if, I was never here everything had become strang to me slowly, I began to understand the meaning of lifes gifts I began to le

For Him (dream Lover)
I feel you next to me at night, Your breath soft upon my skin, I can hear you whisper my name, Your voice, my favorite sin, I can feel your gentle touch, Feel your lips brush against my own, I'm too far gone to stop this now, All traces of restraint have flown. Caught up in my dreams and mind, I'm wrapped up in the feelings, Leaving the real world far behind. When I close my eyes to these four walls, I can see your wicked smile. And my mind reaches out to you, Destroying all the boundaries and miles. Its seems as if our souls meld together, Somewhere beyond time and space, And the passion overwhelms me, As I reach out to touch your face, The very heavens seem on fire, As I let the mystery wind down, Your caress the only thing i feel, My name on your lips the only sound. Heaven can know no greater pleasure, Hell can provide no greater anguish, Than knowing it's nothing but a dream, And I can never have more than this. I've welcomed you each night fall, Since

1st Rant
Okay so I am getting into college now for computers so I can make that money to give it to bill collectors. I figured I needed to do something besides what I am doing. I need a new jeep since the one that I have is basically FUBARed, so that is another reason I need some money. They say that money is the root of all evil but I think it is the lack of money that is the root of all evil. If everyone had money then noone would steal anymoney unless your an idiot that is just greedy. So, that is all I have to say right now maybe I will write another one later.

No Red-headed Cabbie Or We Execute You!
Beijing Says No Red Hair for Cabbies Apr 18, 7:39 AM (ET) BEIJING (AP) - Red hair and the big earrings are out for women Beijing cab drivers in the run-up to next summer's Olympic Games, a state-run newspaper reported Wednesday. The bans were part of a 12-item self-improvement list given to cab drivers by the city's transport management bureau, the Beijing News said. The list includes the usual pleas to be polite and not to smoke, spit or overcharge, plus the hair and jewelry tips for women. Men were told not to have long hair. "Some drivers don't care about their appearance and this has a negative impact on the whole industry," the bureau's vice director Yao Kuo was quoted as saying by the newspaper. "A person's hairstyle and accessories are their personal business, but cab drivers must remember they are a window for China's capital," Yao said. Drivers who do not use their meters or refuse to pick up passengers will lose their licenses, the paper said. It did not say

Lovely Ladies Of Ct!
Well I now have to send this blog to ALL the beautiful gorgeous ladies of CT! I enjoy talking to you all every moment...so I have written a poem for all of you: FOREVER TOUCHED BY YOUR GENTLE HAND AS WE WALK THROUGH THE FOREST OF DREAMS TOGETHER GLIMPSING THE FORBIDDEN PATH AND THE TRAIL OF THINGS LEFT UNSAID THE SUMMER BREEZE WHISPS YOU BEAUTIFUL HAIR AND THE SUNLIGHT DANCES IN YOUR STUNNING EYES YET, RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT I AM CAPTURED BY THE WONDEROUS SMILE APON YOUR FACE AND AS THE DAY TURNS TO DUSK, I AM REMINDED THAT FOR ALL OF THE TIME WE'VE SPENT TOGETHER IT IS STILL ONLY BUT A DREAM. I hope you all enjoy ladies and whoever else reads this... Thanks KingDrago

Fake People
I've cleaned out my friends list.. If I've kept you on my list chances are we've spoken on shoutbox, yahoo or MSN. If we haven't then you might be Canadian. Everyone else has been removed. I can't stand fake people and if I don't remember talking to you or you haven't taken the time to try to talk to me, sorry you've been deleted and you won't be reading this post.. I will be copying this as a bulleting for all my "fans". I really don't get the point of adding yourself as a fan for some stranger. Talk to me if you haven't already and maybe you'll stay on my list, for now. Fake people - please do not apply. I also have a boyfriend - for those of you who are looking for that. He's on here too!! My Juggalo!! Peace out there to all the real people - I'm out - for today..

Bang Your Head!
(Originally posted on March 8, 2007)It took me a bit of this --> , but I finally figured it out.Twyster (a female, as I found out) and I will not be able to successfully communicate because we have different meanings for different words.For example:* ON THE EVILNESS OF HER GOD: I consider it evil to commit the mass murder of every single person (save 6) on the face of the Earth, whereas since it is her god that committed this attrocity, it must be a good thing. (You know, some would find it ironic that a Satanist finds death and destruction to be evil, whereas a Christian would find it good. But check out the bible. It says her god definitely killed over 2.2 million people (this number is given from the deaths where they gave a total in her "holy" book) or an estimated 30.9 million (including the deaths without numbers). It also has only 10 deaths attributed to Satan, and those only because her god ordered him to do it. I find her god to be EXTREMELY evil.)* ON HUMAN DEATHS: Sin

Alone Again
I wish someone would tell me what I have done wrong. Why I have to stay chined up and left alone so Long. They seemed so glad to have me when I came here as a pup. There were so many things we'd do while I was growing up. They couldn't wait to train me as a companion and a friend and told me how they would never fear being left alone again. The Children said they'd feed me and brush me every day. They'd play with me and walk me if I could only stay. But now the family "Hasn't time", they often say I shed. They do not want me in the house, not even to be fed. The children never walk me, they always say "Not Now". I wish that I could please them, won't someone tell me how? All I had, you see, was love. I wish they would explain. Why they said they wanted me, then left me on a chain.

My Day
my day was ok i went out with freinds got askled to have a 3 some i got pissed this girl kept toching me thy werent hot either.and im not that type of girl anyhow.im well respected in my area..i had my house inspection today evrything went good.i need more freinds in my area im from pottsville i hang there alot all the time si work there to so any one from pottsville hit me up..i like to meet people get to know theme and hang out and chill.

Child Abuse Prevent/awareness
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Friday Links: Traveling Virus Tickets On Sale Today, Bob Saget, Rob Bartlett, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
Holy Smokes!!! Live Sex on Paltalk...some gal is getting taught a lesson! (aim your Goddamn camera up, you two!!!) LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Happy FRIDAY, kids! It's a wonderful day and the Opie and Anthony Show is ready to broadcast. Why are we so happy? Well, kids... the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus tickets go on sale THIS MORNING! GET 'TRAVELING VIRUS' SHOW LINEUPS AND TICKET LINKS HERE! New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! Today on the show, we'll be checking in with WJFK-FM station mates The Junkies, as well as Rob Bartlett from the IMUS in the Morning program, who will give us his take on the whole Imus firing/cancellation. Bob Saget will be stopping by as well to plug his show tonight at the North Fork Theater in Westbury, NY. Also, check out Bob's latest DVD Farce Of The Penguins Dru Boogie is also with us this morning, playing us in and out of break (Dru's music can also be he

Thought For The Day! Action Friday!
Action Friday! April 20, 2007 *Quick Power* Thoughts, dreams, and goals become powerful when they are put into action! *Power Pearl* When a thought, idea or dream is put into action, it takes on a new form and comes to life. Putting our thoughts and ideas into action gives them a tangible reality. We can see and measure the growth and progress of our thoughts and ideas when they are transformed into tangible reality through constructive and dedicated action. A thought, idea or dream that remains idle, goes nowhere. The key is to unleash the power contained within the thought or idea through action. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise paragraph format that expands upon the *Quick Power* presentati

True To My Experiance
Ignoring the signs that are there Pretending that I was unaware Watching it happen ever so slow Acting as if I did not know Letting the liar tell me untrue Yet in my heart I always knew Set my self aside for the sake Of one who’s words of love were fake Reaping the harvest of a fools bounty Learning the lesson came hardest to me Remember to thyne own self be true Never accept lies it cheapens the value Of we who are in the eyes of those seen As less when we do life becomes cruel and obscene By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Cluttered Mind - Hope This Works!
Your Mind is 35% Cluttered Your mind is very free. You've liberated yourself from most worries and problems. And even if something does start to clutter your mind, you're easily able to let it go.How Cluttered is Your Mind?

Kool As Hell
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Broken
I looked at you today from the inside out trying to see things your way hoping to figure you out but, I couldn't see past the strings and the tape that barely held I couldn't find the rythym or hear the faint sound that once dwelled I picked you up so carefully and stared deep into your core I saw the hurt and suffering that deep inside you stored I also felt the longing which you always try to hide the constant need and craving all the attempts which you denied the beats that went unnoticed while the hate concealed the pain the scars that bared reminders of the times you tried in vain I know there is a reason even in the words that go unspoken but I never thought I'd want to fix a heart that's never seen unbroken

My Tournament
well guys i just got back from the tournament and we only had 2 games cause people had to leave. we lost our first game 21-1 cause onyl 3 of us had ever practiced together and the second one we lost 16-5 we held them til the 4th inning but what do you expect this was our first real game

Another Day No Dollars
Well... I got a job! today is my first day.. its only 8 hours a day! THANK GOD! I work 3pm-11pm.. I am a nurse's aide.. and am working at a nursing home here in town... I am glad for that.. I kept calling the people until they finally gave me a job.. I have been adding *APPLE* stuff to my house.. thanks Bobbi !!! I have been getting along with pooter better.. I think I have stopped being a big bitch.... supposedly it was me/.. I dont think it was just me though//// Pooters mom started a bunch of shit yesterday/// but I am done worrying about them people... they can kiss my ass... I have enough on my plate// I am going to start school again....YAY... I am finishing my nursing degree... YAY I will be an LPN... YAY.. well I need a shower and have shit to do.. later people

If Bush Can't Connect Two Thoughts, No Wonder We Are So F*ucked
George W. Bush was talking about just about everything else imaginable at a high school in Tipp City, Ohio. Maybe he should have stayed home and watched TV instead. If he had, he might not have had his spokeswoman proclaiming him "pleased" with the attorney general's performance, and he wouldn't have found himself saying things like this: On his marriage: "And I will tell you, one reason -- this may sound counterintuitive, but a good marriage is really good after serving together in Washington, D.C. It's been an amazing experience to be a husband and then a dad as president of the United States. I emphasize, that is the priority for me as the president. It's my faith, my family, and my country. And I am pleased to report that our family is doing great, particularly since my wife is such a fantastic person. And she sends her very best." On his job and his rug: "My job is a job to make decisions. I'm a decision -- if the job description were, 'What do you do?' -- it's decision-make

Dirty Of A Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

The Reality Of Sexual Fantasy
I posted this on one of my other blogs a long time ago... I figure this would be an appropriate place for a repost: **** What exactly is sexual fantasy? I will tell you what it is for me, and why I have a tendency to become so lost in my fantasies on a day-to-day basis that I become terribly distracted from my daily tasks. For me, the act of a sexual fantasy can embody several things. They are, for starters, an expression of self-love. That is important most of all. However, they are also an expression need, and wish fulfillment. When I am overcome by my own sexual fantasies what I’m really saying is that my needs aren’t being met. But, I’m also saying that I, alone, may be the best person to fulfill those needs. By delving deep into the heart of my own psyche and imagination I can experience the things I could not in real life. I can take pain I know my physical body cannot. I can inflict pain I know I would not truly wish on another soul. I can also e

Help From Bees..!!!
A man was driving down the road and ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What seems to be the problem"? "I'm out of gas." The bee told the man to wait right there and flew away. Minutes later, the man watched as an entire swarm of bees flew to his car and into his gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees flew out. "Try it now," said one bee. The man turned the ignition key and the car started right up. "Wow!" the man exclaimed. "What did you put in my gas tank"? Suppose to be a picture here with a BEE pissing in a bucket...

A Naughty Poem
aughty Little Poem She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! Copyrig

Gravity Will Bring Me Down
Okay, so, I forgot how much I love little black dresses. I tried on my black dress from winter formal because I have to wear it Sunday, and I love it. It makes a swooshy noise when I walk. n_n; anyway, i have to go get my prom dress altered because my boobs aren't quite large enough to fill the top part. lmao. they're already too big. plus, i feel defeated. i can't do my algebra. i have to give in and go to tutorials. but thanks to my anxiety, i feel like i've failed. i feel like i can never do anything by myself. so yeah. bye!

What Doctors Really,really........
REALLY wish they could tell their patients! I would know....... ps: its one of those fwd:fwd email thingie....from......why, a batchmate of mine! hehehe! HEALTH QUESTION &ANSWER SESSION Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy veget

"you Are Hereby Terminated..."
Today I got fired from Gamestop after neglecting to inform customers about trade promotions at the end of each call. Not for cursing out a fellow employee, or for stealing merchandise, or for sexually harassing my boss. Right now....I just feel like the biggest fucking loser..wish I could bury my head in the sand... I’ve never been fired before today, so it took a toll on me...I’m still in fucking shock right now. Only good news is that the RadioShack next door might be hiring...and they pay better. So...we’ll fuckin see I guess...

Hottest Cherry Contest
Do you have what it takes to be the hottest Cherry? If you think that you do send me your pics. I will need all of you other Cherries to be the Judges. So let the games begin and send in those pics ladies!!!!!

Divorce And Driving
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 40 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, but grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 60 . "I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything you want?" The wif

Dust
A murmur moves me as waves splash against my soul. Your voice steams of truth, radiance. I shatter, revealing the hollowness, a pile of ash. Stirring, the wind carries me to the shore. Glancing at the bright coins in your eyes, I fall. Settling in the stream, flecks of me sparkle in the sun, but you were purposely blind.

Think On These Things For Tuesday, April 24, 2007
[Karmic conditions] can be met most in Him who, taking away the law of cause and effect by fulfilling the law, establishes the law of grace. Thus the needs for the entity to lean upon the arm of Him who is the law, and the truth and the light. Edgar Cayce Reading 2828-4

The Look
You know that... Look... You have to know... It took everything... I had to let you go... As I smile... While you walk away... My heart inside... Siliently... Breaking... The ache... Ohhh sooooo.... Real... No distraction... A face of stone... Surrounded by family... Yet I stand... The sands of time... Dripping by... Ever so slow... I stand alone... With every passing grain... Ohhh soooooo... Wish it would... Rain... At night... Feels like my sunshine... Has bin stolen... The caress of you hand... As it slips away... The look on my face... Says... All I need to... Love you... It's reflecting... My insides... Kissesss... So here i sit... Sigh... Deep breath... Love you my pet... (c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved.

~prayer~
Now I lay me down to sleep, I give my soul for you to keep. As i am alone when i awake, I pray my sould that you will take For when I dream, I dream of you. I dream of a life better for the two of us. With no downs or outs to see, I pray that we live together happily. Amen!!

"a Slave Is To Be Measured From The Inside,
"A slave is to be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows..." Submission is not about sex. Submission is not something one can learn. It is not sex. It is not dirty. Submission is beauty. It is a beauty that comes from the very soul of a submissive woman. It is a breaking down of the walls built up in her lifetime, allowing the beautiful, sensual woman to come through. Submission is not about sex, it is about sensuality. It is about trust, communication, vulnerability, caring, and honesty. It is about being the graceful, sensual, beautiful woman that resides within. Submission is about knowing who you are, and what you want. A submissive is NOT a weak person, but just the opposite. She is strong. She is strong in herself, and in the knowledge of who she is. She NEVER submits out of weakness or desperation. She submits out of strength, love, and trust. Submission is freedom. It is a letting go of one's self, knowing that

For All The Nutters Lol
They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa Remember when you ran away And I got on my knees And begged you not to leave Because I'd go beserk Well you left me anyhow And then the days got worse and worse And now you see I've gone Completely out of my mind And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the funny farm Where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young men In their clean white coats And they're coming to take me away ha haaa You thought it was a joke And so you laughed You laughed when I said That losing you would make me flip my lid Right? You know you laughed I heard you laugh. You laughed You laughed and laughed and then you left But now you know I'm utterly mad And they're coming to take me away ha haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds And basket

Poem #10 - ~*~ Once Again Goodbye ~*~
You are the one That holds the key to my heart Would you be willing to give me another chance And let this love have a second start? If I could be the one That you could hold tonight Would you beable and willing To wrap me in your arms so tight? If I could be the one That could make your dreams come true Would you give me the chance in this life To turn your grey skies blue? You are the one That I have given my whole heart to. Would you believe me honestly. If I told you that "I Love U?" If I could be the one Who could stare into your eyes. Would you still beable to voice out And tell me once again goodbye? © Copyright by Donna Curole

My Kind Of Daughter (suprise Ending)
Little Thelma comes home from first grade and tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day. And, "since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," she asks, "Will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine?" Thelma's father thinks a bit, then says, "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she says. "Why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock? "Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then, he'd start going all over the place telling everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found pride. "Thelma, tha

I'm Really Sorry
I usually try to rate everyone who rates me, but I've been preoccupied lately. I have a lot of stuff on my mind. My Papa has four large masses on his neck. He has Thyroid Cancer and he went to the hospital today. The news wasn't that good. By the looks of it and from the questions the Doctor's were asking, we feel that it could possibly be the worse type of thyroid cancer. The worse type has a very low survival rate even with chemo and radiation. We're not sure if my Papa is going to make it. So, I'm sorry if anyone on here has felt that I've been ignoring them or anything. . .I'm just really worried about my Papa and of course, my family takes priority over websites. I've been crying all night. I just don't want him to die. I know that if it's someones time to go, that they must. However, that doesn't make it hurt any less. I'm just really scared. All I can do for him is pray. :(

Signs You Are Too Drunk!!
Signs You Are Too Drunk! * You lose arguments with inanimate objects. * You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. * Job interfering with your drinking. * Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. * Career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. * The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. * Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group. * 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not! * Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem! * You can focus better with one eye closed. * The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. * You fall off the floor... * Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. * Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! * Mosq

Locked Inside
hey it`s me again, locked inside my mind, can someone help me get out, i seem to be trapped again, missing a few pieces to a puzzle, can anyone come and please save me, i get lost here too much, just need somebody to talk to, maybe a friend to just sit and listen, i would do the same for you, in fact i do it all the time, you know i am a great listener, but all i get from you is what you want, you, you, you, ever wonder what i feel, yeah you are locked inside your mind too, sometimes i wish i could just tell you, to go away and leave me alone , forever , but you know i cant, i always care too much for the ones who hurt me, even though they don't try to, so for once can i join you in your mind, and you can come join me in mine, maybe we can co-exist , yeah i know to crowded, guess i will just stay , LOCKED INSIDE my own!!!

Cat Scan
I had a CAT scan done last week due to some pain I was having in the area where I had a hernia surgery. This was my first CAT scan, nothing like having to drink close a half gallon of liquid flavored chalk they call Berium.

My Jsin
My Jsin The man whose saved my life many times over, and saved me from myself more times than I care to admit. He sees me better than I've ever seen myself. When I'm at my worst, or when I'm at my best, he's been there. His soulful eyes have always had the ability to see me for who and what I am, and everything I'm not. All the while; convincing every piece of his shattered heart to love the damaged broken me. He is resilient. No matter what he finds himself faced with, he digs deep within the depths of his wounded soul forever clawing his way back from the abyss stronger and more passionate than ever. More than I care to admit I have crossed the line. They say love has limits, but, his heart knows no boundaries. His love is unconditional. I still have the beer can to prove it, and to remind me of how close I came to losing him. I can never forget the look on his face, the pain in his eyes that night. Some things just arent meant to be forgotten and even if I wish it away, I am comf

Dead Ink
Dead Ink Tattoos Is having a contest for calender girls on the first Dead Ink Tattoos calender.For the next few months we are taking our pick of 12 girls to be in our calender. Girls must be 18 years of age or older to qualify. For the ones who are chosen, there is a $50 Fee because not only do you get to be in our calender but you get a hot new tattoo as well that will be in your calender pics. So if you think you have what it takes come up to the shop so we can take your pic to be judged for our 2008 calender girls. Also, this weekend 4/27-4/29 we are doing "Buy any tattoo up to $40, get one of the same value free. For questions call us: 256-538-1666 Dead Ink Tattoos 1914 3rd st. Attalla,Al 35954