Fubar Blog Posts 3

Blonde Prays
A broke blonde decides to ask God for help. "Dear Lord," she prays, "if I don't get some cash, I'm gonna lose everything. Please let me win the lottery." Lottery night comes, but the blonde doesn't win. She prays even harder, saying, "God, why have you forsaken me? My children are starving. Please just let me win this once." Suddenly there is a blinding flash of light, and the blonde hears God speak. "Sweetheart, work with me on this," he says. "Buy a ticket."

Talking Frog
A man was crossing a road one day when a frog called out to him and said, "if you kiss me I will turn into a beautiful princess." He bent over , picked up the frog, and put it in his pocket. The frog spoke up again and said, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will tell everyone how smart and brave you are and how you are my hero." The man took the frog out of his pocket, smiled at it, and returned it to his pocket. The frog spoke up again and said, "if you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will be your loving companion for an entire week." The man took the frog out, smiled at it and returned it to his pocket. The frog then cried out, "If you kiss me and turn me back into a beautiful princess, I will stay with you for a year and do ANYTHING that you want." Again the man took the frog out, smiled at it, and put it back into his pocket. Finally, the frog asked, "what is the matter? I've told you I'm a beautiful princess, that I wi

Update
Well I have been here since 8/11/07 and I still don't know any more than I did. Guess I don't get on enough to get into what is going on. But be patient ....... I will get it.....lol Thanks to those who helped me get started. Muahhhhhhh

To Dsc Fam Please Read.
To my dsc family before I post this before I head to work. I'm not being mean or being a bitch. I would appreciate any one and everyone that I added and fanned, please add and fan me back. I'd definetly would appreciate it ilke you would like the favor back, It is very irritating. So please do that thank you.

One Love...
One Love So many times Love went south Down into the valley Of the shadow of doubt My faith was failing, My hope was gone I wandered In the wilderness All alone You came to me Like a revelation In your arms I found salvation One love Took me to The mountaintop Showed me a world I'd never seen One love took me Down to the riverside Opened my heart And washed me clean Nothin' less than A miracle Sent from heaven above One love I'm amazed by The wonder of you The clouds all open, And the light comes through All my life I had never guessed That anyone could Ever be so blessed I feel brand new, I've been revived All I want to do Is testify One love Took me to The mountaintop Showed me a world I'd never seen One love took me Down to the riverside Opened my heart And washed me clean Nothin' less than A miracle Sent from heaven above One love

D>>my Friend In Here >doing The Mission As You Ask >
D: I was already doing this ( God,s Word in here) so you even gave me more reason; to keep on doing this and you gave me strength , courage to go on ; and im gona miss you so much , I know the days are winding down now , and Its just hard for me to know you,ll be gone ,will not in here any more . But Ill gain strenght in our Lord and pray very hard; and keep praying . Im gona miss you .. so hugs and take care . God Bless you both you an your brother..Know I will see you again in Heaven ; yes we will laugh and sing praise to the Lord ; and hug and laugh some more .. Oh Donald. hugs..... diana

Disaster
am doing my best to make my life better, I do it for kylee, I am doing my best not be so unhappy all the time, atleast on the outside. On the inside however, I am lost , I am alone, I am a disaster. I try everyday to go on with a Mask of pretend, for kylee. Why am I not strong enough to let go ? Why am I not strong enough to leave? I wake everyday with a smile because I hear my baby calling my name. Everyday I also wake with the thought of what will go wrong today? What will he make feel like today? What will he do today to destroy us even more? How can I love someone that I can't trust? How can I love someone that I can not in any way, depend on?? I do not have the answers.........

009
When you LOVE, it is not for you to be UNDERSTOOD but for you to UNDERSTAND; not for you to TAKE but for you to be taken; To LISTEN not to DICTATE; To SACRIFICE and not to DEMAND; Not to COUNT or MEASURE But to LOVE...

The World Cafe Live
Last night was the first time I've ever been to The World Cafe Live in Philadelphia. It's a good place to see live music, and it's affiliated with one of my closest friends radio station, Yrock. It's a comfortable atmosphere, and the food is organic, with lots of healthy and vegitarian choices. I was there to see Qwirk, one of my favorite bands play. It was an artist showcase, the last show before the finals. Every previous night had a winner that got to play on Saturday night. While Qwirk didn't win, they definitely got some good exposure. It's very hard to break into the industry when you're an instrumental band, but I really think that if they work hard and promote themselves well, and have as many people helping to promote them as possible, they'll have a good, loyal fanbase. I really missed being out with friends and watching live music. I almost forgot how much I love it, with getting caught up with being a mom and all. It's so easy to forget that I'm my own person wi

You Have The Wrong One
Seems I'm kinda loney Feeling pretty blue Who would have known that words could hurt worse than the sticks and stones that I once threw? Sometimes your words are daggars that wedge deep inside my heart I wonder why you say them knowing they will rip me wide apart Sometimes I hate to hear you talk for kind words you seem not speak You look at me like I have nerve to tell you what I think I don't know whats happened, all we used to do is smile I guess its life thats happened it hasn't been that way for a while Hopefully things will get better before we drift apart Remember that the words you speak go directly to my heart Whenever you look at me with nothing nice to say, plz close your mouth, turn around and quickly walk away I don't take kindly to harsh words I have my past to thank for that but I know I have someone that surely has my back I am a force to be reckoned with for that I will surely state, I'll take no shit regardless of what it may be

Mom
For those who have not read my profile my mother has bone cancer and has been struggling with it for over 8 years now. Well yesterday she was taken to the hospital, yet again. She was throwing up blood, not a lot, but some. They are wanting to do tests now. I dont know if she is going to let them. She is so tired of fighting. Please say a prayer that this f*cking cancer ( Im sorry its hard to think of the word cancer without that word in front of it) has not spread to her stomach. She has endured so much already. Enough is enough. Thank you all much love

Bible Oddity
Another Oddity Leviticus 21:17-23 Whosoever ... hath any blemish, let him not approach to offer the bread of his God. For whatsoever man he be that hath a blemish, he shall not approach: a blind man, or a lame, or he that hath a flat nose, or any thing superfluous, Or a man that is brokenfooted, or brokenhanded, Or crookbackt, or a dwarf, or that hath a blemish in his eye, or be scurvy, or scabbed, or hath his stones broken; No man that hath a blemish of the seed of Aaron the priest shall come nigh to offer the offerings of the LORD made by fire: he hath a blemish; he shall not come nigh to offer the bread of his God. ... Only he shall not go in unto the vail, nor come nigh unto the altar, because he hath a blemish; that he profane not my sanctuaries. That's nice...

Love & Pain
Waves of emotion fill me daily, tearing at me like a rose in a windstorm. How to feel, how to act, Causing confusion and dispair. Feeling alone in a world, That has lost it's way. Noone here truly loves anymore. Noone here can remember happiness with honesty. Games and lies are all I see around me. Walls are kept to people out, Or are the meant to keep me in? A caged animal is what I have become. Forgotten by love and happiness. In this world of love and pain, why am I the one everyone thinks will be such a fun game?

To All Have A Great Nite
ard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Ev

Why I Have Not Been In Fubar
MY HUSBANDS GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN IN & OUT OF THE HOSPITALS THIS PASS TIME SHE PASSED AWAY 4 TIMES... SHE IS STILL ALIVE THANK GOD! BUT THEY DID A BLOOD TRANSFUSION AND DID LASER WORK ON HER NOSE & THROAT AREA... SO SHE IS STABLE FOR NOW AND I HOPE FOR A LONG TIME.... IT HAS BEEN A LONG & STRESSFUL 3 MONTHS... A FEW OF YOU WHO HAVE MYPACE WHO ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST KNOW WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON & I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS & FAMILY TO US! THANKS, MARSHA

Only 6 Months To Live (joke)
The middle-aged man was visibly shaken when his Doctor advised that he had only 6 month's to live because of the terminal disease that was detected during a recent physical check-up. The Doctor suggested that he should get his "house in order", make sure his will was current and ensure all final arrangements were in place for the funeral. He should then make plans to enjoy what might be left of his life, to the fullest. "What will you do for the last six months?" asked the Doctor. His patient thought for a few minutes then replied, "I think I'll go and live with my mother-in-law." Surprised by the answer, the doctor asked, "Of all people, why in the would you want to live with your mother-in-law?" "Because it'll be the longest six months of my life!"

Hmmm...
I am going to be starting a waitress job soon and I have no experience as a waitress so I am kind of nervous yet excited at the same time cuz I havent worked for so long since my husband was in Iraq I just wanted to be with my kids. I cant wait to start and I am just waiting on them to let me know what day I will be starting. I am hoping also to start taking some online classes for college and start getting life on track a little more. I know it may take some time but hey not everything can happen at once right?

A Fairy Wish
In the green shadows made by the great oak trees, I stay hidden to feel your touch is forbidden. I am just a wood nympth My home is in this oak tree in your mind I am a mere myth. You’re a mortal man Who has wondered into fairy land. Awakening love and desire in my tiny heart. When you sang a lovers sonnet beneath my tree. My fairy heart belongs to you I want to get lost in the deep blue pool of your eyes and listen to your heart sing melodies of love. Atlas it can not be I am just a fairy Heartbroken I wrapped myself up in the foxgloves letting my tears sprinkle across the bluebells. Wishing I were allowed to throw a coin in the wishing well. Only Queen Ana can bestow upon me a life of mortality. But only if you can hear the sound of my lost tears. One single teardrop must touch your soul. To make me a woman pure and whole. No pixie dust can I scatter in the wind; reaching for your soul within. Days I sat here and cry soon I will wither and die. T

~~a Real Asshole~~
One day a guy who has been stranded on a desert island for over ten years, sees an unusual speck on the horizon. "It's certainly not a ship," he thinks to himself. As the speck gets closer and closer, he begins to rule out the possibilities of a small boat, then even a raft. Suddenly, emerging from the surf comes a drop dead gorgeous blonde woman wearing a wet suit and scuba gear. She approaches the stunned guy and says to him, "Tell me, how long has it been since you've had a cigarette?" "Ten years," replies the stunned man. With that, she reaches over and unzips a waterproof pocket on her left sleeve and pulls out a pack of cigarettes. He takes one, lights it, takes a long drag and says, "Man, oh man! Is that good!" "And how long has it been since you've had a sip of scotch?" she asks him. Trembling, the castaway replies, "Ten years." She reaches over, unzips her right sleeve, pulls out a flask and hands it to him. He opens the flask, takes a long swig and says, "Wow,

Love Voice Echoes Love
Love dances endlessly, in the profoundness of her profundity Of touch, of sight, of thunderously voiced electricity Virtuous, her voice lingers into the thudding of night Echoed in memory loves emblazon delight Serenadingly she sounds and I close my eyes tight Vivacious I twirl within her commotion, deliciously Open to the appealing aromas she confers, intentionally Innocently lustful, anticipating the joy of her trills Carefully I whisper of the magic she makes me feel Ever watchful, she teases my quickly weakening will Eventual surrender unto all that she gives Crying out boldly within each moment, I live Hilltops ascended within love I am enraptured Over zeniths of dreams, no remembrance can measure Elliptical love encircles mountains of treasure Scented with the desire of a million, trillion pleasures Loves voice echoes of love and I do dance Orating sweet something's I sway held in trance Vibrating unmeasured richness that reverberates, lov

Disappearing Love
What happened to our love? It used to be so bright Loving, laughing, caring Then soon caught the night You were my one and only love Cared for you too much Then something happened And slept with that man You deceived me I never felt so desperate But I try to forgive you now And try not to think about before I love you so much It just hurts to ponder now Everything I have Is because of you Everything I bought Was because of you I just love you so much I'm scared to lose you

Goodbye
I don't really want to say goodbye I don't really want to leave you But now I have to go away Stay away from you forever What we had was something special Deep down from our hearts But now I have to go away And leave you from my heart

I Thought
I thought I finally received a break Only to see the sun fall My eyes will not see what they longed to see My lips will not taste what they longed to taste Why does life have to be like this Full of hatred and pain Instead of joy and bliss

...you
You said You love me once You said You love me twice but when they asked You, You denied it once,To You its a game For others its the same you knew the day would come you were prepared and had to put on some makeup but still i said i wanna breakup. You never really loved me, all you could do is deny me. I bet there were someone else above me. you never said you loved me more then anythin but i told you your my everythin. you lost the game cuss you didnt play it right you lost without a fight now i got to say goodbye dont be cryiin back to me with your lil game cuss i said "its over bitch dont you understand i dont want to play you lil damn game its a breakup get over it"

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Back To School
I have such mixed feelings about today. My oldest daughter is now in the 6th grade. The middle one in 2nd and the little one in Pre K. This is the first time in 7 years that I will not be able to take any of my girls to school on the first day.( except the little one who attends the same school where I teach) I loved walking my kids to school on the first day. My mom was always there for me on my first day. Every year! Today, I will see the middle one leave on a van that will take her to school for me. It just doesn't seem very fair. My youngest will be moving up to Pre K today. Not much of a big deal to her since she has been transitioning into that room for a month now and I think it's just become a natural process with her. My class is at the opposite end of the building, so I don't get to check on her much. I don't know what I am going to do next year when she isn't in the building any longer. I do know that I WILL be taking the first day of school off of work!

Basic Spell Design
Because of the very nature of magick, each working should be highly individualized and personal. Even if following a traditional spell, it should be tailored to your specific needs to be most effective for you. Understanding the basics of spell construction will enable you to formulate your own specific, effective spells for any purpose you desire. Preliminary planning is necessary. The very first step is to decide precisely what your desired end result is to be. Before you can start, you must decide where you are going. You must be very explicit. It is important, also, that you choose your time carefully. You should take into consideration all astrological implications, energy currents and moon phases. The moon is the astronomical body closest to us and, therefore, has a profound influence upon us, it is very important to choose a time when the moon is in an astrological sign which is appropriate for your working. For example: Aries action enthusia

Don't Turn Away
Don't turn away Why am I acting this way how do I feel inside I really do love you but it's something I want to hide People say you like me and I know you really do but for some reason, I'm afraid to confess my love for you It's hard for me to tell a girl exactly how I feel I fear the love that you give me won't be real What if I get pushed into things that really aren't me things I really don't want to do is that the way it should be? So if you really care for me the way you say you do stay with me and be patient and "Don't turn away"

Helmet Law's
Alabama Helmet Law - all ages Alaska 19 and under must wear helmets Arizona 18 Arkansas (1996) 21 California Helmet Law Colorado TOTALLY FREE! No Helmet Law! Connecticut 18, permit holders Delaware 19, permit holders, reflectorization Florida (2000) 21, Medical Insurance Georgia Helmet Law Hawaii 18, reflectorization Idaho 18 Illinois TOTALLY FREE! Indiana 18, permit holders lowa TOTALLY FREE! Kansas 18 Kentucky (1998) 21 Louisiana (2004) Helmet Law Maine 15 Maryland Helmet Law, reflectorization Massachusetts Helmet Law Michigan Helmet Law Minnesota 18, permit holders Mississippi Helmet Law Missouri Helmet Law Montana 18 Nebraska Helmet Law Nevada Helmet Law New Hampshire TOTALLY FREE! New Jersey Helmet Law, reflectorization New Mexico 18, reflectorization New York Helmet Law, reflectorization North Carolina Helmet Law Nor

Life
Life Life at time seems so unfair but all you can do is learn and share The ladder of life is tough to climb and growing up should be the first step in mind Making choices is often hard to do and living with those choices is sometime hard to Taking chancesis scary at first especially when it's you who may get hurt But it makes us stronger, stronger in heart we can only learn from our mistakes And hope that next time it's the right choice to make

Untold Feelings
Untold feelings If only i could tell you, the way I truely feel. How much ireally love you, and know that love is real. To feel you hold my hand, to know that you are there. To make you understand, how much I really care. I will always love you, I know you love me too. Just to have you beside me, and know that love is true.

The Braclet
The braclet Wear this braclet on your wrist, don't let it bend, don't let it twist. There's not a night that goes by, that i don't look to the sky and say she is there, I am here why? One day I'll come back to you because I feel that love is true I just want to face you and tell you "I love you" And when that day comes after all, I'll take you by my ide once and for all. I'll hold you tight every night, I'll do anything for you just as long as you know I love you. If you feel you need to cry, grasp the braclet and look to the sky. And think of me that guy.

Quote For August 27
Music expresses feeling and thought, without language; it was below and before speech, and it is above and beyond all words. -- Robert G. Ingersoll Bonus Quote: Sometimes it pays to stay in bed in Monday, rather than spending the rest of the week debugging Monday's code -- Dan Salomon

Hmm?
Kiss me: Hug me: Make me laugh: Date me: Kill me: Grab me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Stare at me: Get under the covers with me and just play around: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Trade nude pics with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me:y Just lay down wit me and chill: Drink kool-aid with me: Hangout with me: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Tell me you love me: Play video games with me:

The Now Infamous Tale Of When I Went To See Knocked Up.
Slyparadox : did i ever tell you about the time i went to go see that movie "knocked up" with my friend daniel? lol ): i dunno. great movie though. i saw it twice haha Slyparadox: lol Slyparadox: well we were looking for parking, and somebody actually parked their car, left one of the doors open, walked away, and forgot about it. ): wooowww Slyparadox : so i took down the license plate in my phone and went in and made an annoucement "you left your car door open. NOT left the lights on, left the CAR DOOR OPEN." ): lol Slyparadox): omg. she and i were laughing about it for like a week. Slyparadox : i was like "kinda makes me worry about who owns it, as you should probably not be having a car to begin with." Slyparadox ): lol ): yeah haha Slyparadox : but the people at the theater said they didn't want to make an announcement cuz they were afraid if someone had touched or stolen anything and the police were probably gonna get called anyway ): ye

The Cost Of A Soldier
A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Military today as they work to k

My Gifts
ok i have tuns of friend on here so where are my gifts i guess to receive you must give but if you want dont you have to ask ok so thats what im doing at this moment while you are reading this.....im wondering if you are gunna give me a gift ok so if you do ill return the favor even if you aint my friend k ok so have a fabulouse day

Just A Thought..
Life is an amazing enigma that should be embraced and enjoyed. However, there are those who are less fortunate and see it as a constant struggle and battle to survive. Yes, I understand that it is hard for me to fully relate to those with misfortunes and problems. I do not intend to make out they are trivial and brush over them with ‘oh you / they will be fine’, because it is not true Everyone deserves happiness, so those of us who have the ability to make changes in some way through some form, do it. There are many ways to make people feel appreciated and here are 3; 1) Smile 2) Open doors for people 3) Help those people across the road that appear to be struggling. …..these are small tasks to you, but they mean the world to the receiver. We should treat everyone equally without discrimination, racism and stereotypical comments or actions. It angers and upsets when I witness or hear of anyone who thinks that is hard, clever or funny to use these against people at their

Trust
Trusting people used to be so easy. When did it become difficult? I feel like I turned a certain age and all of a sudden I do not trust a soul. I hate that feeling, trust is a huge part of every relationship you have whether it is with a boyfriend, family, co-workers and friends. When someone does something that makes you look at them in a different light it forces you to look at everyone else and all situations as a skeptic. Then you start to get paranoid about everything that people tell you. It is awful. I am the type of person that I know where my loyalty lies. And I can definitely say that I am loyal to my family and friends. The one thing I have absolutely no tolerance for is lying. My zero tolerance could also be because I am a terrible liar. I can never hide how I am feeling. My mother always tells me that she can tell by my eyes if I am lying or not. She always said, "your eyes give you away." Lately, I feel like everyone has their own agenda and they will stop at noth

You Can't (song)
battle me word for words feel what i speak redrum when i hit the streets your game is weak i'm at my peek an i know you seek my demise i see it in your eyes no need too cry because your the next too die (bullets)

Bobby Don Pokes Around
Sometimes Bobby Don takes a bus to the big city - Medina - to poke around the Army-Navy Surplus store (looking for new patches for his hunting jacket). So, last week, he ends up in a bar called Slam 'em's - which he is doing when a real looker starts talking to him. She introduces her husband and they all get to talking - fishing, hunting, NASCAR - and then the subjects get a little embarrassing for the old boy... She's telling positions and partners while Bobby turns tomato red and his pecker sticks up so hard it almost makes a bump in his Wranglers. But, he's trying to play it cool. He likes Bill and Binky, but he reckons they are just "a mite 'fisticated fer me." It gets to be closing time and Bobby says "I'm headin' to the 'Y', I reckon." These nice city folks invited him home for a few drinks and a ménage à trois. Imagine his surprise... "Shit, I figgered it was sumthin' like cheese fondue!" This is one story Bobby Don do

Roomate, Meet My Foot..
Ok so my friend got down and out, rock bottom... this was almost 2 years ago.. I gave him a place to live, I got him a job, he ate when I ate, Let his girlfriend move in too, fed her aswell.. he has 3 boys , no problem bring them on over when it was his weekend with them, fed them keep them entertained... he gets on his feet, his girl goes a lil wild and he retardedly chased after.. she moved out, he talked her into shacking up in a motel room for 2 weeks.. skips out leaving me with $500 in bills.. then when she leaves... GET THIS!!!! THE BASTARD THOUGHT HE COULD COME BACK AND STAY AND LEECH OFF ME AND NOT PAY ME BACK FOR HIS BILLS!!!! This is the 3rd time I have done this Help a "friend" thing.. 3rd time I have been burned..actually.. these are 3 that I let dwell in my home, mainly all to themselves as I worked out of town.. Kenny, one night I woke up and he was out at 3am with my girlfriend (well till i woke up and she was gone, ran them both away...he stayed for a year)..

Boys That Give Men A Bad Name
there are different types of boys that give men a bad name 1. all these boys that go onto every female page they can and say show me your tits or ass. 2. all these boys that say that they can treat a female better than the person they are with when they dont know either 1 of them. 3. all these boys that think they are king shit when they arent anything at all but a 20-40 or whatever year old on the outside but are 2 years old on the inside plain and simple this is an adult website and we dont need boys coming in here and pissing people off with there idiotic remarks. and if you know of anyothers feel free to leave a comment on here.

Monday Gloom
Here I am... still in bed. My back is hurting and just took a lil bit more then my dosage for pain meds. No worries... not gonna kill me! lol.. I already got permission from my doc to do this! Since this is my first blog.. I mind as well tell you about me and my situation. In regards as to taking meds, I do this because I have a lower spinal injury. I can still walk, go dancing, play a lousy game of pool, 4 wheeling in my Jeep, swimming, and have nympho sexathons! But the things I can't do is ride my bike, run, jump, pretty much anything that will jar my spine. Well sex is the exception to the rule, because I don't rule anything out when it comes to it! That is because I am usually taking my pain meds, and I don't feel the pain my spine until I wake up the next day and then I feel like I have been tossed off a cliff! I hate my back being this way, and I am not a candidate for surgery. So being young and having to deal with this life till I die or unless some miracle cure comes alon

Im Staying
IM STAYING AND THE HATERS CAN SUCK IT UP AND DEAL WITH IT YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME IM PROUD OF WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GUESS WHAT DONT LOOK AT ME COME CHECK ME OUT JUST CLICK THE PIC AND ILL SEE YOU THERE

Locked
I can't throw things. I want to, but I can't. It's way too early in the morning and I would wake everyone up. Don't wanna do that, then I would have to explain my foul mood. Not gonna do that. But damn if I want to just destroy something, anything. Or maybe go out and drive like an asshole for a while. Or scream and scream and scream and fucking SCREAM! Why? Well, I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to be vulnerable. I sure as hell don't want to open myself just to get a twisting knife in an already opened and bleeding wound. In fact, I never want to feel like this again. Hell, I didn't want to feel this way to begin with, but curse my intelligence and my ability to research. Oh God, why can't I just be stupid? Ignorance is bliss, right? Give me ignorance or give me death. I think they both would hurt the same. No, I'm not going to let this one out of the bag. I'm going to smile my pretty smile and hide my eyes from those who see beyond them, for a long time. Maybe forev

...i Have No Title For This 1...
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Wasted Time
A deep sorry filled my heart last night. I tried to review the recent events of my life. I couldn't recall but a few. I was saddened to think that the few memories I've had during recent days, Would all soon just fade away to nothing. Today, I have no unusual plans to think of. How sad it is to think that this moment right now, Will never be thought of again. Today,very soon, today will be forever lost. It is as if life has been just a series of significant memories and all the time passed in between has never even existed at all. Years of life held in a handful of dust. Maybe today I'll do something great that I will NEVER forget. I feel better now. Today will not be forgotten!

Many Now Lord Being Called Home >word To Those Who Havent Made The Choice Yet ..
as I think and say prayers ; I have tears and my heart is hurting ; But not because some die that is God calling them home . My tears are for the living and sadness; And tears of joy for those that have passed on ; But tears of saddness of missing them that are being called home now,when they are gone.. See To me they live thru Our Lord an are not dead at all.unless God,s judgment said so .but the Living they are in need of faith in order to RECIEVE SALVATION of our Christ;. I say that their decision is a choice within in them , I can only give thy Lords word and hope some see a glimps of light thru to our Christ > Im saddend and hurting for I want no one to be lost to death or Satan or such evil.But even I cant save any ; Thru Jesus christ all are given salvation , He was the sacrifical lamb. Look to him and He will wash you clean thru and in His blood for eternal life.Amen! Amen! Amen!

8/28/07
One of your biggest assets is your willingness to see both sides of almost any argument. Unfortunately, today that could land you in trouble with your sweetheart or someone in your immediate family. Ok looks like a day to bite my tongue! Which is probably going to be pretty hard to do since I pretty much say what's on my mind.

Relationships
RELATIONSHIPS!!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently

Generation Gap
Generation Gap... There have been a couple of generations in the last sixty years that have missed the boat but this group isn't one of them. A first grade school teacher in Virginia had twenty-five students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the first half of a well-known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are 1st graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses...........until they stop running. 2. Strike while the...........................bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before.............Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of ....................termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but........................how? 6. Don't bite the hand that..........................looks dirty. 7. No news is...............................

This Has Never Happened Before
I'm very sure, this never happened to me before I met you and now I'm sure This never happened before Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be I met you and now I see This is the way it should be This is the way it should be, for lovers They shouldn't go it alone It's not so good when your on your own So come to me, now we can be what we want to be I love you and now I see This is the way it should be This is the way it should be This is the way it should be, for lovers They shouldn't go it alone It's not so good when your on your own I'm very sure, this never happened to me before I met you and now I'm sure This never happened before (This never happened before) This never happened before (This never happened before) This never happened before (This never happened before) This never happened before these are lyrics from the movie the lake house and this song is by paul mccartney

Back Again
As some of you know, I'd retired Earthwhore. But now it seems the need for Earthwhore is back. I feel the need to spread the hatred again. Some things just spark up the urges to promote death, decay and fear. Why should humanity be worth saving anyway? Or any other life for that matter. Death is the highest order in the universe. It's inevitable.

I'm So Overwhelmed
Hello everyone and thank you thank you for all the comments and welcomes and whistles and gifts...I am so overwhelmed by everything...I am a MySpace junky to say the least...So trying to figure everything here out is alot..Please be patient with me and don't think that I am not responding cause I'm a stuck up snob...I just don't know where everything is at or how this all works... Thanks again everyone..I really appreciate it.. Angel

Lonliness
Lonliness its all around me. Nights cried to sleep, days alone, months without knowing. Knowing if the problems lay within my self or in the stupidity of others. Is there something wrong with me? Am i ugly, is there something others see that i don't? Someone please let me know. I'm begging to be loved , for someones approval. Waiting to see if my lonliness is the actions of someones cruel game. Lonliness why me?

Her Night
I heard a long time ago that turnabout is fair play - only thing is, in this case, it really isn't. I wanted to thank her for responding so thoroughly to my needs, but really, the difference is: I love the taste of her - she is so damn sweet on my tongue I don't need to feed her pineapple - to pleasure her is a pleasure for me, so we can never be even. Well, I tried, anyway. The Phoenix Suns were in a playoff game, but I kept the TV off. Served her dinner, poured her wine, took her by the hand and led her to the sofa. Yeah, I'm a sap, a sucker, sometimes even an ass (and I'm willing to take the heat from Carter and the boys) but, damn - even her feet are sexy. I washed them, massaged them, careful not to tickle - then her calves, then her soft and lovely thighs. I've heard it called a pussy, a mound, the kitty, the pink, a more clinical vagina - but let's just call it "fine dining". My kisses made her flinch a little, my tongue cause

State Of Ohio Updated!
For those that took the time, i'm sure that the thoughts and prayers are appreciated. there are still many families here in my area of Ohio that are still homeless and jobless for some empolyment locations have had to shut down to clean up and repair from the flooding that we sustained the last week. I just wanted to let you all know that all thoughts and prayers will still be needed and appreciated in the weeks to come as our community rebuilds. Thanks, Jenn

Several Nights
Alright, it's official - I am whipped, a trained seal - it's like this tropism thing - she walks into the damned room and I wonder: What can I do for Diane? When she sniffles I have a tissue, I open beers for her, I let her play poker with the boys. (If Carter hadn't been busy with some "thing" he had to go to, I'd still be paying for that night.) Look, she says she won't move in, but I've moved out - no more eggs in the fridge, no shrimp cocktails. I am down to two square inches of counter space in the bathroom and I'm out of hangers - I swear to god, all she has at her place anymore is furniture and a trapeze (which, incidentally, she wants installed here yesterday). Nope, she wants her freedom, her inde-fuckin-pendence, and she shall have it - like I can say "no" to her. She's queen bee, I'm worker drone - it reminds me of that experiment in high school when all the damned algae or whatever turns to the magnet - yup, that's me, al

Yummy Sex Questions!!!!
1.)What do you like better Rough sex or Kinky sex? 2.)Do you like Handcuffs or Whips? 3.)Do you like recieving or giving anal sex? 4.)Do you masterbate? 5.)If you do how many times a week do you masterbate? 6.)Doggy or missionary sex? 7.)Do you like to lick a girls Booty hole? 8.)Are you wild or passive?

What Lies?
So tell me this...what lies are men/women telling these men/women on here? Well I guess the first thing I should say, is don't come online LOOKING for love. I mean most people on here are looking to hook up with someone and it makes me laugh...what kind of a person are you that you have to come online looking for companionship? Is the old fashion way of meeting people out the window? If you happen to find true love on here, more power to you and the best of luck...it is possible! ;) So now onto what men/women are feeding each other on here? Why is it that everyday I have another woman on my page from ne of my male friends page? Is it wrong for me to leave a comment to a friend? I've actually met One person off this site and him and I are very close friends and I do love him as we have alot in common. So of course I go to his page frequently and show him the love, so why do I have women from his page and others coming to my page to "check" me out? If the men on my page are involved wi

Confession
just sitting here thinking to myself about alot of shit that has happenend recently in my life and what things have come to revelation in my eyes....many of u know my wife as DJ Pink Frost and most dudes on here of course wanna get at her which i dont blame them...anyways i made a mistake bout 2 months ago that was a sin to marriage that should of never happened and it hurt her so deeply that i thought i could understand but i know i will never understand that feeling of cheating...i only know from when i had a fianace and she did it to me and it changed me completely and made my outlook of women diff...but i did the same to my wife and it was hell for me that she gave me but i deserve everybit of it and it had nothing to do with feelings or i wanted sex i was just mad and i didnt know how to control my anger but no excuses i fucked up and hurt the one person i love more than anything but as time went by it got harder and things were said n they hurted and i almost lost faith in my mar

Sex And The Law
Sex and the Law Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh." In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Maybe it looks different backwards?) Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law,

Please Feel Free To Celebrate.....
Its Mine And SpankyBooBooJr's Unbirthday On Aug. The 30th....So Please Feel Free To Celebrate With The Two Of us...We're WIcked Stoked....WE WANT TO PARTY WITH YOU!!! BYOB Bitches!! LOL Hit Us Up Good Cuz We're Ready!!!!! WOOT WOOT WOOOT!!!!!! How Was That For A Awsomely Awsome Invite/Notice

Grrrrrrrr
i was bored so i clicked "i'm bored" and was rating pics...i always rate a '10', so this bitch looks at my pics and rates 2 of them a '5' then blocks me WHAT A FUCKING WHORE!! i gaver her a damn '10' for nothing

For August 28,2007
For August 28,2007 You make so much progress on whatever it is that has been hampering you lately that your boss or teacher takes serious notice -- as long as they're not too wrapped up in their own weird dramas, that is!

Volume Xxxii - Truck Trouble
Just thought I'd let you know on a somewhat humorous incident that happened to me this past Saturday, 25th August. My truck...a beautiful 1998 Mazda B3000 4x4 truck, was running rough, possibly due to bad fuel...but possibly due to something else. So I thought a good option would be to replace the spark plugs and spark plug wires. (Changed the oil at the same time.) I did so, and in a somewhat decent time frame. That afternoon, after working a little more at the shop, I attempted to drive to Conyers, wanting to buy new strings for my wicked sick guitar. Westbound on I-20. BOOM! ..........tick tick tick tick tick...... I immediately pulled over. Shut the truck off. Opened the hood. One of the spark plugs, apparently not tightened enough, went BOOM out of the socket. I was about 4 miles from an auto parts store, and had no tools to make any repairs. So, last option, call a tow truck. My thanks to B&H Wreckers for taking the truck, and me, back to Newton County. $70 tha

This Just Is Not My Day
I give up! I seriously give up! I have gotten my head chewed off for the millionth time just because I'm concerned over the general level of happiness, or rather unhappiness in the people around me. That's it, I've had it! Consider this fair warning people: I will no longer ask how your day was, I will not give you random hugs or buy you gifts from the fubar gift shop. I will not make any further attempt EVER to start any sort of communication that could be seen as nosy or personal in any way. I realize I come dangerously close to being an optimist, but when you're as twisted as I am, you can even find something funny about cancer. Frankly, when I get told someone I know is sad, I want to know why, I want to help, maybe even fix it. I have said for over ten years, don't complain about something I can fix. I understand that people have their own problems and would generally like to fix them on their own, but christ almighty, in five minutes, I've gone from top of the world to b

Wats Wrong With Me?
Well I'm not stick skinny , Or a supermodel or will I ever be. I'm not your next Miss America and all I have to offer you is ME. My beautiful blue eyes my brilliant smile my omg my ghetto butt a cute face and a banging personality. I'm not perfect but who is? So wats wrong with me? And to all the Fubar men readin this I dont have the time nor want for Games. No one night stands or fuck buddies real life serious people. For everyone else kick rocks dueces.

Dennis F Chambless Iv
Not sure if you don't already know but I love my son to death. Here it is I am almost 30 years old and I have this wonderful woman that has given me the boy that I have always wanted and waited so long to get. I never knew what it was like to have something that is so beautiful that I could call mine and will always be mine till the day that I die. If you know me you will know that I have been in a lot of relationships where she already had a child but it wasn't the same. I would never mistreat their child but I knew that he/she wasn't mine. I am sorry I just wanted to write down some of my thoughts. Thanks

Did You Know
DID YOU KNOW ...that Schrödinger's Cat is currently: not alive? ...that an African giraffe is about to run you the fuck down? ...that Captain Obvious tends to regularly state the obvious? ...that Hebrew is a really fucking hard language to learn? ... that FUBAR doesn't have an article on Moral Responsibility? ...that Romania's primary import is drama? Romanian roommates are the world's greatest natural source of drama, and their output does not diminish over time. Romania is also the world's leading exporter of vampires, gymnasts and sexual fetishisation of old women. ...that the paint thinner ought to hold them until I get back with some fresh kegs?

My Day Haha
i find life a little funny.. if u know me.. u know that i so dont think i look good.. cute i can pass nothing more.. yet the more the word gets out that im single.. the more funnier things are geting for me.. for get this.. i have been asked by all the guys at my local store.. i had one he is not even 18 yet.. he came up to me and said christy can u make me a cake for my b day.. i told him sure u know i will.. when is it.. well then he asked me that when he turns 18 he wanted to know that if i could go out on a date with him that day for his b day.. i started to lmfao.. i still do.. its funny to me.. he is 17 and asking me out.. haha then today.. omg today is so funny. a girl i work with .. i would always joke with her that she needs to find me a man.. well today at work.. she would see these hot men.. i mean there is no way in hell they would want to talk to me like that.. well this one guy came in.. an yes he was hot.. and very tall.. just a good lookin ma.. well i told her im to old

How Sex Got Started
...a laugh leads to a tickle ...a tickle leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed with relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 mins, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11 repost this as How Sex got started

If You Like To Play Games...make Money Doing It
I have earned $12.00+ on this ladder system type of game. The concept is neat and you can get free "boosters" anyway as you go. It really is a blast to get on and see what can happen as you work up the ladder. I only stop in once in a while, but I have worked up pretty far... Moola.com

Wanting To Forget
Through ruthless rain, dark and dreary She soldiers on, weak and weary In the shadows, she stops, leery Of the noise she hears behind her. Heart beat pounding, with flashing eyes Upon her lips, the question dies Malicious smiles, so full of lies She knows he will always find her. The hated face will always loom In visions of the darkened room Her heart will always be the tomb Of the horrors he assigned her. She wipes away an errant tear But can’t displace the gnawing fear Of searchlights gone, yet ever near His gaze could nearly blind her. Seven years of little sleeping Every night, she wakes up, weeping She can't take the secret keeping Or the ghosts there to remind her. To Memory, relentless ghost Every moment, her mind is host And to the man she despised most The darkness will always bind her.

Girl Friends...
I have friends who are women and are very pretty.I enjoy there company advice and Im not threatend by there looks.Some women especially here on Fubar are SERIOUS haters. If you are a cool ass girl and have a BIG heart and decent conversation and not a hoe you are alright with me. Im not claiming to be beautiful but it seems girls are always looking to put you down or try to make you feel like you are trying to steal there man or something....lol If you want to know what Im about READ my profile. If you don't have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all... God Bless!

Inadequate.. (who Told You?)
You promised the world ...and delivered a dirt clod and a thimble of water. Gee. Thanks. Somebody, at some point in your life, told you weren't good enough. And you believed them, and so you were. But you see: you are good enough. To yourself. To others. To the world. STOP delivering yourself a dirt clod and a thimble of water and telling yourself that its good enough. Be true to yourself and give yourself what you deserve.

Listen To Your Heart
Your Heart is Feeling Passionate Your heart is brimming with passion, intensity, and extreme lust. You definitely have desire for one particular person, and it seems like nothing can squelch your craving. You are ready to walk across fire for the one you love. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Distrust and aggression . You're determined to get what you want. Your current outlook on love: Love equals obsession. Love equals mania. Love equals thirst. Your love life will improve if you: Follow your passion far, but not so far as to ruin your life. Watch out for: False feelings. Your emotions are intense, but they could easily mislead you. What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Photograph ~ Nickelback
Just a really awesome song!! Look at this photograph Every time I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red? And what the hell is on Joey's head? This is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we every went without The second floor is hard for sneakin' out This is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must've done it half a dozen times I wonder if it's too late should I go back and try to graduate Life's better now than it was back then If I was them, I wouldn't let me in Every memory of lookin out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say It's time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Every memory of walkin out the front door I found the photo of the friend I was lookin for It's hard to say It's time to say it Goodbye, Goodbye Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us hangin'

Written By A Guy :]
from a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Far Away ~ Nickelback
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know You know, you know That I Love You I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I Love You I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need t

Hidden Secrets
Motionless and fleshless With hollow eyes and constant grins My companions greeted me daily. No eyes to see with, no voice to speak with No ears to hear with and no life to live with. I hated those skeletons, fragments of life gone by They were my hidden secrets, Their presence repulsed me and I concealed them from the world. I tried not to look at them, to hide, To dress them in dreams... Their hideousness still crept through. Tears from empty eyes, cries from silent mouths, Oblivious to my screams and sapping me of My strenth, they demanded my attention. The winter came and wanting to see no more I wrapped my skeletons in a blanket of denial and Defiantly locked them in a small dark room. The wind howled through that winter of my life, Bringing with it an odious smell. The door began to crack, my house grew cold As the chill from that door took its hold. I padded the gaps, still the wind blew, there Was no way through and the door began to crack. I tried

Too Late
I didn’t think that I could fall so hard, I didn’t think that I could love someone like you, I didn’t think I would ever get hurt, I don’t think I ever planned to feel this way, I didn’t believe you when you told me that You treasure me I didn’t think that I could sink any lower I didn’t think how much I needed you but now it’s too late so don’t even bother.

Today's Thought !!
I was at the corner grocery store buying some early potatoes. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes, but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas. I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas, I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr.Miller (the store owner) and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. They sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like take some home?" asked Mr. Miller. "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here."

What Is Going On?
Here is the question at hand what is going on? I have never had a problem gettin a man. I have never had a problem being alone. Or have I maybe that should be the question. Do I really know myself as well as I think? Am I special to anyone or no one at all? Am I Wifey material or just Fu ckin material? Do I sit on someone specials mind or way heavy on someones heart? Am I just not good enough to be part of anyones world? Why does it seem like negative things only happen to me? So someone pleaz tell me. What is going on?

Before We Dance
Forgotten voice of soulful romance will you serenade my senses... come spill your truth upon me- Give me provocative words to tease my ears, indulge my thirsty lips with the substance of your passion... The melody I seek is your lyrical tongue, so soothe me Submerge me in your music before we dance again...

Dragon Spirit Country (ty Black Dragon)
Dragon Spirit Country As the morning sun Shines over the land Radiating the warm Colors over the horizon The birds rustling their feathers As they awaken To feed their young and to Sing their songs The sights, sounds, and smells Awaken me to my senses I open my eyes and Stretch to my full length As I stand up My eyes look at my surroundings Searching for that First scene of life I see the rolling hills beyond Full of color and lumptious flowers As the bees swarm around them Taking pollen as needed I see the sparkling lake With the fish swimming about Going back and forth Busy like I see the green plains That stretch beyond my eyes Little creatures buzzing about Going on with their business My eyes wander upwards To the bluest sky ever Feeling the rays of the sun I close my eyes for a minute Absorbing all the nature around me My mind races My heart soars My blood boils I hear a familar howl In the distance The running of paws P

Today On Worldrock Radio
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Actual First Time
Well my first time I had sex... yep.. i was 17 (i was waiting for the right one LOL) and it was my girlfriend at the time we had been dating for about 8 months at that point. We had taken a walk after school thru this nature retreat that was just a block from my school. As we walked (it was about 4 in the afternoon.) we cam upon on of these like huts. There for sitting in a watching the wildlife with out disturbing the wildlife. The windows are just kind of slits.. well we were starting to make out and things got pretty hot.. i had taken off her shirt and was well having some fun when she just un did my pants and starting stroking me. so well folloing suit I undid her pants and got my hand wet.. and boy was it wet. next thing I know our pants are off and she is sitting in my lap going to town.. now I wish I could say that I lasted hours and we went at it for ever.. but really it was my dam first time.. it was like about 1 min tops.. plus she had just given me a hand job for like 10

People Need To Come
well tonight is kids kariokie at pelligrines and people need to come it is from 7:30 to 9 with adult kariokie to follow so if u r looking for something to do u need to come sing some songs for us its a real fun time

Love Is....
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Car Accident (joke)
There are these two gay men, named Gilbert and Brian, driving happily along in their car. As they came to an intersection, they stopped for the red light. All of a sudden a big semi-trailer comes crunching through the back of their car! Gilbert and Brian were really pissed! Gilbert says to Brian to get out of the car to tell off the truckdriver. So Brian gets out of the car and approaches the truck driver, who apparently is one huge mother trucker (tattoos and all)! "You bloody idiot! Look at what you've done to our beloved car!", exclaims Brian. "You're going to pay for this damage you know!" "Suck my dick!", shouts the truck driver. This prompted Brian to go back to his car, to discuss the situation with Gilbert. "I think he wants to settle out of court, Gilbert."

A Love Poem
A Love Poem When I look at you my heart skips a beat. But I hope our love is true. You're the one I'm proud to meet. You make me happy when I'm blue. I don't notice anyone else while walking down the street. I'm glad when it's just us two. Loving you is a treat. But you made me realize our love really is true.

Please, Tell Me This Is A Joke....
Explain to me how anyone could possibly take this web site seriously. Good grief, it's not all that important that you have to be bitchy about who's leaving you retarded comments. You look like an IDIOT!! And stop being so fucking bitchy about everything! Relax, and enjoy the atmosphere!! At least it's not myspace!!! ROTFLMAO!!!!

My Baby Brother
I have two brothers but really just claim my baby brother. Those that know me, know why I say this. Anyways, my little brother is always sending me messages on myspace about he disapproves of my life. He doesn't understand that I choose to do things the way I do them not because I have to do them that way. He thinks I should be a good little mommy and have no personal life. Little does my little brother know that I've been keeping a secret from him and the rest of my family for about a week now. One that I know will literally shock each and every one of them because I've always been very open about certain views on things in my life. I know after they learn of this secret and absorb it, they will be just as happy about it. I just wish my grandmother was around for this one too because it would make her incredibly happy. I know this much, I am looking forward to seeing the look on my baby brother's face on this one. It will be worth keeping this from him and everyone else in my fami

Straitjacket Feeling
Back me down from backing up Hold your breath now it's stacking up Etched with marks, but I can deal And you're the problem and you can't feel Try this on, straitjacket feeling so maybe I won't be alone Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again Trust you is just one defense off a list of others, you don't make sense Beg me time and time again to take you back now, but you can't win Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me but today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you And when that memory slips away There'll be a better view from here And only lonesome you remains and just

~a Gorey Demise~
~A Gorey Demise~ by Creature Feature A Is For Amber Who Drowned In A Pool B Is For Billy Who Was Eaten By Ghouls C Is For Curt With Disease Of The Brain D Is For Daniel Derailed On A Train E Is Erik Who Was Buried Alive F Is For Frank Who Was Stabbed Through The Eye G Is For Greg Who Died In The Womb H Is For Heather Who Was Sealed In A Tomb One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust Give Up The Ghost When Your Numbers Up We All Fall Down Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place Eternity In A Wooden Case We All Fall Down I Is For Issac Who Lost His Front Brakes J Is For Johnny Who Was Bitten By Snakes K Is For Kimmy Who Was Shot In The Head L Is For Larry Who Bled And Bled M Is For Marie Who Was Burned To A Crisp N Is For Nicky Who Was Pummeled By Fists O Is For Olive Who Lived Life To Fast P Is For Pat Who Swallowed Some Glass One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Beg

"paralyze
Every time you messed with my head All the things you did and you said See my scars spell out your name and, you're paralyzing me Every time you left me behind All these tears are no longer mine Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me Memories, they fall apart, whenever you're inside my head Take my tears, they say a lot, since you're the one who put them there When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found But, I still hung on, just hoping for, my love to come around Every time you messed with my head All the things you did and you said See my scars spell out your name and, you're paralyzing me Every time you left me behind All these tears are no longer mine Because you took it all away and, you're paralyzing me I miss those times when things were simple, and you're heart was mine I just don't understand how you could throw it all away When I needed you the most you were, nowhere to be found But I still hung on, just hoping for my lo

Sex Test
You scored as A Slave To BDSM, Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100% Sex God80% A Romantic50% Virgin15% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Just When You Think You Can Handle It ...
The last few days have been a major letdown. I've gone to the first day of most of my classes and have come to the conclusion that I really don't care about what I'm going to school about, but I'm not about to admit that to anybody in a position to convince me otherwise cause I've spent 2k on the tuition and another thousand on the new laptop. Now let me clarify ... it's not that classes are too hard, or that I won't find them challenging, it's that I already understand what the end goal is, so I'm not all that curious about it anymore. If I seriously persue the career this program sets in front of me, I'll be entering 5 digits codes on insurance forms all the rest of my days. I can do it, I might even manage to be reasonably happy doing it, it just isn't what I really want to be doing with myself. What doesn't help is I keep having these classes with people who seem to know exactly what they want, or they're already in their chosen careers and are just heading back to improve the

The Beauty Of Love
Love is that spark which sets your heart ablaze Making your world dazzle it leaves you in a complete daze That meaningful stare and that special glance Leaves you in a dreamy trace Love is that spell which makes your world magical Dwelling into the depths of fantasy nothing seems logical Love makes you wild and ignites the flame of passion You go nuts and have an irresistible attraction Love creates confusion and puts your mind in a twirl It steals your thoughts and your emotions swirl Love makes you come alive and takes you to heights of happiness Your heart flutters and glows with eagerness The sweet essence of love fills your life with spice Sometimes notoriously naughty and sometimes adoringly nice Love’s delicate touch adorns you with an everlasting fragrance Its enchanting power excites you in every sense. Fall in love.. ... and get lost in its beautiful mystery...

The Most Influential People In My Life (part 1)
~ My mom. She comes from a very Anglo-Saxton W.A.S.P.-y type family. The kind where there was always a home-cooked meal on the table by the time her father got home. My grandmother kept the house in immaculate condition. My grandparents very rarely showed any public displays of affection. I think the last time I ever saw them kiss was when I was really young, I'm talking seven or eight. So that is how my mom is. Doesn't show very much physical affection. She does with my grandaughter, and she did whith my sister and I, but once we grew up, it pretty much stopped. It doesn't bother me though. I know she loves me. She's one of the strongest women I know, but I just wish she would stick up for herself a lot more. Other than that, I really don't know where I'd be if it weren't for her. ~ My dad. Jeez, where do I start. He and I are a lot alike in certain ways, but he is very bad with listening to people. Other than that, I know that no matter what's going on in my li

A Look Into My Sexual Desires
A look into my sexual desires I have too often fallen in love with the guy who lacks what I enjoy sexually. They are either of very few postions, lack creativity, lacking in other ways or just get off way to damn quick but because I have loved them I have stayed with them despite that fact. Of course when the love is going away the urge to have 5 second, missionary sex becomes an issue. I have always been the type of person who likes to try everything at least once. I like to include other things in the experience, no not dogs or women, but toys, something hot or cold, oil, restraints and blindfolds. I also love talkers and unihibited animalistic passion. The only time I have ever gotten that has been from one nightstands long ago. NO MORE!! I want to make myself clear on what I expect and enjoy. If it is being done wrong I am going to say it and I expect the same from my partner. In the past ten years I have lost that and conformed to what the person likes or only wants to do. I a

Wow So Much More Free Time This Could Be Interesting!
Well now that I got more time on my hands, not quite sure what I am going to do?I could surf the net but that is quite boring sometimes! Hmmmm what to do? Well I think that fubar is my main focus, so much beauty and so many people and no drama!

Greatest Man
Greatest Man The Greatest Man in History Jesus, had no servants yet they called Him Master. He had no degree, yet they called Him Teacher. He had no medicines , yet they called Him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him . He won no military battles, yet He conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today . I feel honored to serve such a Leader who loves us! If you believe in God and in Jesus Christ His Son . send this to all on your buddy list .. if not just ignore it. If you ignore it, just remember that Jesus said ... "If you deny me before man, I'll deny you before my Father in Heaven"

Most Kissable Pic......
Most kissable pic Body: Lets play....Most Kissable Pic Game Most Kissable Pic 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Pick their most KISSABLE picture and post a comment saying MUAH! *NOW THE FUN PART* 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many comments you get

Scholarships
AFRICAN AMERICAN STUDENTS ARE NOT APPLYING! Even if you do not have a college-aged child at home, please share this with someone who does, pass this scholarship information on to anyone and everyone that comes to mind. Though there are a number of companies and organizations that have donated monies for scholarships use to African Americans, a great deal of the money is being returned because of a lack of interest. Also if you are a student please apply and pass this list on to others. No one is going to knock on our doors and ask if we can use a scholarship. Take the initiative to get your children involved. There is no need for money to be returned to donating companies because we fail to apply for it. Please pass this information on to family members, nieces, nephews, friends with children etc. We must get the word out that money is available. If you are a college student or getting ready to become one, you probably already know how useful additional money can b

My Girl Deb!
Man I love that woman, we had spent the last hour an a half talkin on the phone, pretty much about everything friends/family, an a few other things. Just wish that maybe sometime down the road we'll getta meet in person :D.. She truely is my best friend an I love'er!

Sept. 1st, 2007 - Libra
It's a good day to experiment with letting go. Whether you're saying good-bye to imaginary security or just sending off a kid to school for the first time, it should be as liberating as it is scary! *HMMMM SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TO ME!LOL* ;)

To The Song Im Listening To....
this pain will it ever pass when i start to think so much it comes like an unnerving pest how i wish i could strangle it away leaving it to the crows theres alot i dislike about myself how i wish it would all get better all my fears all my pain all this pent up anger an hostility... is this my fault is all that has happened to me my fault? i wanted so little yet i got more then i could handle i was so fucken innocent an naive i was going through life learning what a way to learn about love then to get cheated on with my first gf..... was i fucked from the begining? my childhood was horrible an my teenage years were even worse... why was i just put down so badly why after i was on the ground was i kicked even further?....my life has been full of shit an now im old enough to give it all back in return i wish i could make those that have hurt me suffer but in a way i hope they are already all i wanted was to be loved an to love another but even that was too much to ask for...

Pure Disease
Ecstasy The vision of beauty follows the mist, Flowing into the dark. Tripping through the light, Flowing into the mind. Ecstasy follows the soul, Wondering though world. My real life fantasy, A more beautiful vision, never felt, never seen. As the rush comes, I fall through the holes in my thought, The whole process weakens me.

Um. What You See At Walmart...
Not only were his pants way down his ass, but his fly was totally unzipped. Had he turned around again, I would have acted like I was looking through my contacts or something and I would totally have taken a picture of him. OMG. I so had to put this online!! I had to share this grossness w/ the world!! Walmart. Yeah. Says it all.

Grandpa
I KNOW I AM A GROWN UP. BUT TODAY MAKES 11 YEARS MY GRANDPA HAS BEEN GONE AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH. HE WAS THE ROCK THAT HELD OUR FAMILY TOGETHER. I COULD GO TO HIM WITH ANY PROBLEM AND HE WOULD SAY' IT WILL BE OK,GOD DOES NOT PUT MORE ON YOU THEN YOU CAN HANDLE" HE HAD SO MUCH LOVE AND MY GRANDMOTHER WAS A LUCKY WOMEN. SHE HAD 64 YEARS W/HIM. HE HAD 9 KIDS, 24 GRANDKIDS, AND LOST COUNT OF GREAT GRAND KIDS. I KNOW YOU ARE OUT THERE SOMEWHERE PAWPAW IMISS YOU LOVE ME

Wtf!!!!
I am so pissed off right now! I will never lend money to a family member again! I am so fucking broke it's not funny! FUCK!!!! What's even worse is when the family member refuses to pay! That is so fucking it!

Win Free Stuff
www.bigdevil.com/join/opterasis If everyone could take a few minutes to sign up at this site for me, Id really appreciate it. All you do is use the search engine on the site, and you can win stuff, I've won over 40$ in amazon.com gift certificates over the last 2 weeks. Also if you could put the link in your profile too, I'd really appreciate it, thanks everyone! www.bigdevil.com/join/opterasis

Turn Off Shout Box And Get These Private Messages Lol
hey Hide header Date: Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:08:45 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: justashley@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hey whats up i know you dont know me but i would like to get to know you If he had read my profile he would know what i think of this message.

What Has Been On My Mind
Here lately I keep hitting the same spot with the same questions. I keep getting asked by people who don’t even know me why the bad out look on my self. Then after that question comes the your so pretty . The one thing I have found to be the real shocker is people think that I supposedly look so good that I shouldn’t be single. Wow! So the one thing I have been thinking about is that if all these people are finding beauty in me then maybe I need to dig deep and find it myself. Maybe one day I will see what they see when they look at me. Another thing that has been weighing on my mind is something to do with guys. Why is it that there is some guys out there that just isn’t happy with one special person in their lives??? That really gets to me. What did that person ever do to them certain guys to make them want another girl on the side??? What ever happened to the one girl type of guy?? Has the whole male world turned into cheaters????

Need Points Guys
I need over 21,000 points to level up, so if ya can and havent already commented, rated my blogs, pics, or stash can u plz do it, I will return the favor... Thanks guys I've been stuck on this level forever!!!!! As always thanx to my sis Mina who already has rated everything...U rock girl!!!

Pissed
Ok how many damn times do i have to say this. I already said it once in my blog. Doesnt ne one know how to read ne more. I'm here to make friends and thats it. I'm not here to put R rated pix of me on this site. Ok i have a big chest so what who cares. I want a guy to notice me for who i am and not the size of me chest. only about 3 ppl really read my first blog and this just goes to show you how many ppl really care on this site. So the next person to ask me about me chest without gettin to know me is goin to get this answer from me. "Read my blog Sick and Pissed and then ask me again and you will be blocked" BLOG Entry SICK i'm getting sick of guys askin me about my chest and askin if i wanna have some fun. im just here to make friends and to have fun but not the rated R kinda fun. if i want that type of fun i'll go to aff(adult friend finder) but i dont. ok big deal i have a big chest get over it. there are other women on here that have the nsfw pix go see one of them.

Halloween Blog Alaska
OK ALL HERE IS BLOG 2 ALASKA ENJOY GIVE ME LOVE. Anchorage - Clark Middle School - Clark is an old old school, that is truly haunted by a woman in a white dress. She'll play with instruments in the band room, appear in empty hallways in summer, and turn classroom lights off. She's not known to harm people, just to scare them. Most of the teachers tell the students there is a ghost, and she'll come up through the floors, other teachers say there's no ghost, that its all hocus pocus. Anchorage - Courtyard by Marriot - Room 201 - is haunted by a man who died there, and his body was not found for several days according to the staff. Plus there is a ghost by the name of Ken who wanders the parking lot, and courtyard, in and around the gazebo. There is also what appears at times to be a cat walking around the hotel. It's very evident in rooms 103 and 107. Anchorage - Dimond Center - It is said that when the Dimond center was first built, the grounds under it were sacred b

Proverbs 6 ; 23 ; Proverbs 7 ;1-3 Proverbs 3 ; 5 Proverbs 7 - 13
23 ; For the commandment is a lamp , and the law is the light. reproofs of instruction are the way of life; proverbs 7 ; 1 ; My son, keeps thy words, and commandants with in you. 2 ; keep thy commandants and live , And my laws as the apple of your eye. 3 ;Bind them on your fingers , write them on a tablet of your heart. AMEN! PROVERBS 3 ;TRUST on the Lord with all thy heart , lean on not your own understanding; in all your ways knowledge Him ,and he shall direct your paths. proverbs7 ; do not be wise in your own eyes ; Fear the Lord and depart from evil. 8; IT will be health to your flesh , an dstrength to your bones. 9 ; Honor the Lord with your possesions,and with the first fruits of all your increase. 10 ;so your barns will e filled with plenty, and your vats will over flow with new wine . 11 ;My son do not despise the chastening of the Lord, Nor detest His correction. 12 ; For whom the Lord loves He corrects ;just as the father; the

Highway 60
We dropped down from the White Mountains, and slid into A Bar That Has No Name just before they closed down Showlow for the night - packed in package liquor for the drive. In another place, another world, it's out of fashion - drinking while the double yellow lines race beneath your tires. Folks around here believe it's a necessity. I guess we scared the trout, pulling into Christopher Creek, ploughed and pie-eyed, Sunday morning, but the sunrise drove us both to poetry, bare-naked, tangled up in each other, fishing gear, paper bags, and groceries in the back seat of her Daddy's '59 Impala. The Mogollon Rim is like that - all overgrown with fornication and fog - tied up inside me with memories of her. Highway 60 runs both ways but she went the other. © All rights reserved

Greyhound From Nowhere To Newark
Just outside of Nowhere, Arizona, in a desert alive with ghosts, I bent over in my seat to hide my tears. I am leaving, am arriving - happy, sad - so many memories behind, ahead. I could feel the imprints of her hands, her arms around me, her perfume whispered up from my clothes - she has come with me and slowly fades like the sun behind us as we race away from the pink sky into the black forever of this highway. I climbed down, a rainy morning, Newark, just this side of yesterday - looked around for no-one, all alone, again, afraid - stretched and stood a moment. I am leaving, am arriving - happy, sad - so many memories behind, ahead. I walked. © All rights reserved

Poem >..ocean Blue ,//god,s With You ....>..by Diana
River rages on by , flood zone all abroad . ship,s sail thru to the seven seas . we set sail in the ocean blue.. Night falls now, turns to dark , we are all about in the ship ,s hull. Cast away to and fro . WE will reach land I just know, clinging on to Our Lord. He is there and we see him too, as He sees us thru the ocean,s view .He,s covering us with his beatiful love , to protect us from all harm. Winds do rise and blow here and fro , but were under our Lords love ,so nothing can touch us. After the calm does come . my Lord ; He lets us stay on our own.. But we know he is there in all we do and all around everywhere. we just have to call out, he,ll come and help us ; He,ll pull us out of all things that fear us , cause he is our God and he does have the greatest Love.. Only one true love , He gives to us . hugs.. diana

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Shower Head
As water dances down across glistening, wet skin, you lower yourself to me and take me in your mouth. My breathing catches once, and quickens as you lick my length and force me to the back of your throat. I hear you sighing, feel you moaning low and long and, oh, I cannot stop myself from reaching down and holding you there gently until I find the perfect pitch and, crying out, release myself into you. Then bring you to me, face to face, and kiss you as the water dances down. © All rights reserved

Things To Ponder
so i was sitting downstairs with my mom, lately i've been feeling down and out, she started to tell me some things that happened as a child to her. after hearing some of the things i felt like an asshole for being depressed about trivial shit. my mom lost two of her closest friends growing up to murder...her best friend was stabbed to death by four men (now this is back home in germany in the 70s) and her other friend was a gay man who was also killed...raped by 4 guys and had the word faggot carved into his chest with a knife...how fucking sick. i felt bad cuz you only get those friends once and to lose them like that...i never heard these things from her until now, and now i'm really thinking about my trite and trivial reasons for being down...what an eye opener...

Yep Another One
What else should I be All apologies What else could I say Everyone is gay What else could I write I don't have the right What else should I be All apologies In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun I'm married Buried I wish I was like you Easily amused Find my nest of salt Everything is my fault I'll take all the blame Aqua seafoam shame Sunburn with freezeburn Choking on the ashes of her enemy In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun Married, Maried, Maried! Buried! Yeah yeah yeah yeah All in all is all we are [x20]

Sooo Cute...please Help!
My sis is in a VIP contest, please click on pic to comment..Ronja needs ur help, I know she will appreciate it..she's helped soooo many! PLEASE COMMENT ON MY GOD DAUGHTER...SHE IS THE BEST! THANX!

Mother America
Mother America America's heart weighs heavy with pain Her innocent people so unfairly slain Her buildings lay in rubble and mountains of concrete The tears and blood of her people flow in the street. Yet in her deep sorrow nothing quells her belief Freedom is her beacon and terror it's thief She has suffered great loss, but it shall not be her defeat Freedom sometimes means war, and she will not retreat. The red white and blue continues to wave As she bides farewell to those too early in the grave Her heart is broken, her eyes filled with tears Yet she refuses to be held a captive of fear. America gathers her masses and prepares to fight She will vanquish the darkness to shine freedom's light Her people are ready; they stand proud and stand tall Buildings may crumble but America will not fall. And the stars and the stripes continue to wave Her protectors forever steadfast and brave The job will be finished when this war is won And everyone will see Her Col

Darksyde
of the dark I was born my soul already torn I rebel I ever fight searching for the light save me from the dark my life seems stark looking for my light my other half so bright somewhere out there you are light up your shining star brightly shine the way to the side I want to stay

Marathon Training
If any of you in fubar land have ever participated in a marathon then my hats of to you, man.. .this is my first endurance event and I've successfully completed my first month of six of training and I am totally beat! It's hard to get out of bed of Sat. morning at 6am go running, have any idea how extremely hard that is, guys?! Wow. But I'm feeling better now than I was 30 days ago. I have 5 more months to go so all of you who know me well just keep up the moral support and hold those shots for me until Feburary when I'll tie one on with you for sure!!! I can't wait to cross that finish line and then belly up to the bar with you guys again! Keep the love coming in and please keep visiting my marathon site to check out my progress! If you don't have my website address let me know and I'll throw it your way so you can check it out. Heading to the gym... talk to you guys later.

True Love
Some say true love does not exist they search but do not persist searching with a hardened heart they never give it a chance to start to love is not selfish nor restrained love is overflowing never contained their happiness is all you should desire their love is all you should conspire this is what I will search for and find man who is honest good and ever so kind who will not put me on a shelf to hide who looks at me with value and pride in their hands they hold my heart with dreams of a brand new start for just the gentleness of their smile I would go thousands of miles

Backless Black
Just a little cotton candy dressed in liquorice black - a backless thing that throws me just off-balance. Five feet, give or take a couple inches - but any more of her than that and too many men would die, hearts would stop - just a couple inches from the hemline to the knee and from the hemline to the waist and in-between the moon and stars collide. Sure, she wears it, but, in truth, she owns that tiny dress and every man left staring, speechless in her wake. © All rights reserved

Mobile Picture Uploading
Can anyone help? i've tried support and the fu-bible...and asked a couple of people, but i'm having trouble with the mobile uploading of photos. I have registerd my phone and it says that it's ok, but i can not upload any photo's. Any one have any suggestions for me?? It would be greatly appricaited! Thanks in advance! J3nn

Ain't Going Down
There is a part of this song that is just so me right now and those that know me best know exactly what it is ;-) Six o'clock on Friday evening Momma doesn' t know she's leaving 'Til she hears the screen door slamming Rubber squealin', gears a-jamming Local country station just a blaring on the radio Pick him up at seven and they're headin' to the rodeo Momma's on the front porch screamin' out her warning Girl you better get your red head Back in bed before the morning Nine o'clock the show is ending But the fun is just beginning She knows he's anticipating But she's gonna keep him waiting Grab a bite to eat And then they're heading to the honkey tonk But loud crowds and line dancing Just ain't what they really want Drive out to the boondocks and park down by the creek And where it's George Strait 'til real late And dancing cheek to cheek Ain't going down 'til the sun comes up Ain't givin' in 'til they get enough Going 'round the world in a pickup truck Ai

Happy Labor Day!
I hope everyone is having a great labor day.I'm bored out of my mind,lol,I did go to some friends house Saturday and had a good time,that's always fun!It's bright and sunny out,and to damn hot,lol,I'm staying inside where it's nice and cool.Well,I'm jumping off of here and going to check out some other things,so have a good one everybody!

Real Life Confessions
When I'm stuck in traffic and there's people coming out of a small store and trying to merg in with traffic, I always think about where there coming from. If there coming right out of Mcdonalds I won't let them pass me..I don't know I have some thought that "hey McDonalds isn't healthy...NO." but when their coming out of some place that I life to go...a mall or something that is good like a library or something. I always let them through...

Going On Vacation
So.....we're going to Cape Cod tomorrow. Gotta spread mom's ashes. The rest of the time I'm going to be hanging out. Probably spend at least two days playing in P-town. I LOVE Provincetown. I love going to the shows and hanging out with the drag queens afterwards. I hope they have the show we went to the last time we were there. It wasn't your typical Liza, Barbra, etc. It was a bunch of gay, lesbian, tranny's having fun on stage. I still remember the group of lesbians doing short skits in between the "acts". They were pretending to do the different kinds of orgasms - it was freakin hysterical. I hope Nick is still bartending at Bayside Betsy's. We had so much fun with him. He kept feeding me the extra mixed drinks that he had to make for the restaurant that's attached. When we first go there, Bob asked him where the bumpin places were and Nick told him....."my house, after I get off work". I thought Bob was going to die - he didn't expect that answer, and I just damn near pissed myse

Here We Go On Lust Confessions
I had sex in Wal-mart, while working! I had to hide my boyfriend in my closet for 3 hours when my mom came back into town early. Then I went down stairs, rang the doorbell, he came out, and we said he just got there. i had sex with 4 men in 3 days while my husband was in jail for 4 days. I am a 30yo white female that lives in Westminster, MD. Ever since I was 24 I have been hooking up and having unprotected sex with older black men. It’s weird but the older the better! Just last weekend I hooked up with this guy that was 66. The worst part is I am late and my white fiancé thinks the baby is his. He has no idea… I'm single, had an affair with a married woman, she got pregnant and wound up getting divorced to be with me. Then she miscarried and we wound up breaking up. Secretly I was glad because I never wanted to be with her, I just wanted the sex.

Xvi The Tower (reversed)
When you return my head is emptied of its tears. I smile, and from my eyes and ears, my teeth, and nose, and skin the universe issues forth. There is a light, and then the stars explode and burn, As space stacks up the pieces of itself and builds a solid thing.

Connie
Connie worked behind the counter, counted coins, cussed a little at the laggards and lizards leering at her longingly through the plate glass at the mini-mart - she could make my groin groan with a need I never knew before but felt as ancient as the apple and the serpent. I slipped by often for Snickers and stupid conversation, nudged nervously closer each time and finally found the courage to tell the truth: "I have a million candy bars at home, but you aren't there, so here I am - can I call you Connie?" Damn that girl was dumb, but I was an idiot for her legs, those breasts, and skin so scrubbed you could almost see right through her. Summer slipped by too soon and Connie kept her commitment to Cooper's College of Cosmetology, but this damned dick still stands tall when I recall the backseat of the Buick and that sour apple bubble gum we passed from mouth to mouth every night, out back of the launderette. I wonder who old Connie's doing now.

Ok Female Ladys Id Be This Boyfriend Or Lover..........
A TRUE BOYFRIEND AND ID BE THIS ONE ANY DAY........ 09-03-07...9:33PM.. Body: • Dont grab her butt or hips when you kiss her, but her face • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a she's all that matters to you. • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • Give her the world. • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?" THX AND HAVE A NICE DAY

Glass And Steel
I have given her so many names to hide her from myself, pretending that her death meant nothing to me. But she was inside me even then, even as the glass and steel was rent on that dark highway and her blood mixed with the black rain of that cold night. I have to let her go. I have to set aside regrets I never spoke - remember her now as the ghostly visage that looked up from that wooden box that night in June so many years ago. I have to let her go - to sink into this good earth, to mix with the loam, to draw away from me, from us. She is Carolyn of the angels, now, not ever mine to keep alive with pale longings and emotions that I really only feigned. With all these years, I have finally learned time will make these graves grow deeper. © All rights reserved

Life And Love
Howdy all, As I was looking around the site at what others hwd to say. I came across a blast,that I thought was interesting. The first part was, You only live once. Which is very true, unless your one of those how beliene in reincanation. so yes that part is true, nad so is the part that saies, life is waht you make of it, which is also very true. Because if you don't do anything thing then what is the point of living right. Then it goeas on a saies so make it count, which is also true. because if you don't do anything again then how can you say you life counted for something, when in reality it didn't. Then it goes on and saies,live for the moment, which id also true, because if you look at the way the universe works, we are only here just a moment in time. Then it says, never stop learning, which is agaian very true, because we are learning something now everyday weather we know it or not. Now the part of this that i don't necerally agree with in the part that saies, neve

Number Line
If making love occurs along a number line, some moment between the night and the rising sun each hand along her spine, every lip upon a risen nipple, all feral sounds shared slipped the midpoint from slow hello to a long goodbye - do not leave me now became I know you must go - and now he is a shadow in her bed. © All rights reserved

Something I Needed To Write!!
I Wish I Could Take The Pain Away, Tell You Everything Is Gonna Be Ok! Hold You Close And Never Let You Go, My Hope & Passion For A New Day! I Wish I Could Dry Your Tears, Protect & Comfort You When You Need It! To Help Your Heart To Be Whole Once Again, To Me You Are Very Dear!! I Write This With All My Love, That You Will See Past The Hurt! The Pain Burns I Know This Well, You Are A Precious Gift Like A White Dove! I Wish For You Oneday To Find The One, She Accepts All Of You The Way I Do! The Good, Bad & Anything In Between, I Wish For You To Not Be Done! I Wish For The Love Of A Lifetime For You, The Hurt & The Pain Will Have Been Well Worth It! Finding Your Heart Is Whole Once More, For This Is Something You Are Way Overdue! I Love You My Friend With All My Heart & Soul So Please Don't Give Up!!!

My Situation..
so a couple of days ago, I got a notice in the mail from Aetna Insurance [whom I haven't had insurance with in a year] saying that I owe them 210 dollars for going to a William M Sligar MD for an office consult. Well, I got really worried because my first thought was "omg, what if someone stole my information or got ahold of it somehow." Well, I looked up the doctor and come to find out he's an orthopedic surgeon and has 3 offices in Indiana [1 in Jeffersonville, 1 in New Albany, and one in Corydon].. I live in louisville, Ky. Why would I go over the bridge to Indiana to go to an orthopedic surgeon when I don't even have feet problems? I wouldn't! I've never been to their office. I've never been to or needed to go to an Orthopedic Surgeon. Anyway, I called William M Sligar's office [one of 'em].. and told them the situation and that I'd never been there.. The girl looked me up, said that I'm not in their system, so I've never been to their office and told me to call Aetna. so I cal

Update On Stacy
For anyone on here who is a friend of Stacy I want to let you all know that she is doing better now. She has been taken out of the ICU and is expected to come of the ventilator sometime this week. If there are any of you who are not familiar with what has happened let me give a brief description. She was coming home to pack her stuff after work last week when she was hit by another car. Her vehicle was flipped and rolled into the ditch beside the road. No one is sure how long she had laid there because the other driver left the scene. Luckily this happened on a St Rt and cars do frequent the road even at 1 am. When she was found she was taken to Galion Community Hospital where they made sure she was stable and then they flew her to Grant. She has two collapsed lungs, a fractured pelvis, a broken wrist, and a shattered femur. She should be taken out of the drug induced coma today sometime and then taken off the vent this week. We are still in a wait and see situation as of

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What Kind Of Beauty R U??
You Are a Natural Beauty! You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortlessWhat Type of Beauty Are You?

What Number R U??
You Are 4: The Individualist You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

You Know You’re An Original Fan Of 80's Metal If:
1. You ever owned a denim jacket (preferably stone-washed or acid-washed) that contained several band buttons, and/or patches, and/or hand-drawn logos. 2. You ever wrote/etched "Metallica" or "Slayer" into your school desk. 3. You ever wrote/etched "Metallica" or "Slayer" on a bathroom stall. 4. You still know the words to Warrant's "Heaven" – like it or not, damnit! 5. You, for one, were NOT surprised to find out Rob Halford was gay. 6. Girls only: you longed for (or owned) red scrunch boots like Jon Bon Jovi's. 7. Girls: You ever had hair that's best described as "enormous." Boys: You ever had hair best described as "long." 8. Aqua Net pink or Rave..... Nothing else mattered. 9. Leopard print had a formidable place in your wardrobe. 10. When your jeans finally ripped at the knee they made it over the hump and were finally acceptable. 11. You ever combined ripped denim over spandex for that "ultra-cool" look. 12. You remember when Bret Micha

The Land Of Souls Found
The Land of Souls Found Come with me to the land of Souls found No words need be spoken, not ever a sound Our hearts can feel the magic within To ignore this miracle is a spiritual sin Fall back on me and I’ll carry you away To a world far away from the pain you display No more spending your days in tears Our love will banish all your fears Show you that trust can work for you Renew your dreams, make them come true All you need is to try once more Don’t give up because it didn’t work before If at first your heart is deceived Allow some time to let it grieve This you have done It’s time for some fun Permit your heart to mend and heal Recognize our love is real I’ll fill your world with waves of wonder Hold your hand when scared of thunder Kiss away your disappointment and grief Steel your pain like a spiritual thief Replace it with a new born faith I’ll love and keep you eternally safe jskins

Joss Stone - For The Love Of You
"For The Love Of You" Feels good Feels good to me Feels good Feels good to me Drifting on a memory Ain't no place I'd rather be, no, Than with you Loving you Day will make a way for night All we need is candlelight And a D'Angelo song Ooh, so soft and so long Glad to be here alone with a lover like no other Sad to see a new horizon slowly coming into view I wanna be living for the love of you All that I'm giving is for the, for the love of you Lovely as a ray of sun that touches me when the morning comes Feels good to me My love and me, ooh Smoother than a gentle breeze Blowing through my mind, weary Soft as can be when you're loving me When you're loving me Love to be riding on the waves of your love Enchanted with your touch It seems to me we can sail together in and out of misery I wanna be living for the love of you All that I'm giving is for the love of you I wanna be living for the love of you All that I'm giving, giving, ooh, is for the love o

Torn Apart
She tore apart the parts of me I always thought would always be constant - constantly calling me on the bullshit I would toss about so easily to other women - what the fuck did I know about love or loving? Now I belong to one woman and I never thought I could be owned, let alone loved or wanted - hell, she says she needs me and that will scare me always (but never as much as the thought that I might not be there when it all falls apart - it always does). I'm the scoundrel, bounder, cad - I can't do this, but I have to - I have to hold her close and say things I never thought I'd mean. Life is like this, isn't it? © All rights reserved

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Masturbation
I didn't start masturbating until I was 16. I had to figure it out myself. Hell, I didn't lose my virginity until I was 19! I have no idea what is the 'normal' frequency per week, but I averaged about 3 to 4 times. As I got older, the frequency declined. I now average once or twice a month. Last year, I even lasted 10 weeks - my desire had dropped to nil. And no, I haven't had a sexual partner in years.

Emily Fast And Fun
Emily fast and fun, all fingers fumbly, clasp clumsy, finally free against the fence in her backyard - yes, yes, yes the sun was down and summertime poured from the bottle dribbled down drippled drowned. She was I was we were - it was hard to slow us down - and then her dad called out the back door - I was she was we were finished. © All rights reserved

Murder
swallow your tongue, cause the way i mutilate you, i'm far from done no shackels, you can run, i play hostel for fun i know you see the gun, but i aint gonna shoot you, more like eastern european execute you your startin to realize death suits you, i'm fittin you with knife strokes like genjitsu aint no karte kid, i just hit you, sounds of foot steps as i walk away, from where your body lay smashed cranium, come hail em away, dead carcases on sale today, get use to death cause your here to stay massacre my prey, initiated into enfixiated, more bodies then hits, i got btk tryin to jack my dick more trippy then hippie, block mentality manson, with more amsterdam gutter, i make em all suffer sufficate, duck em with tape, i leave no traces, nor faces, ditch em in unknown places you can fucc with me, but i'm humble, coked out dr. giggles on the struggle i'm the cannibal of my jungle, no more depression, so i can leave more of ah impression but it's my intention to make

You Have Not Succeeded In Fucking Me...don't Even Put That Image In My Head!
If anybody sends me another one of these stupid fucking things (shown below) I shall do things to them that I dare not describe! To anybody who keeps these chain things going: stop fiddling with your genitals and acquire a few more brain cells... _________________________________________________ Because You're So Sexy FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... If nothing else something to giggle about...have a great day! YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Ple

Stuff About Me
My 104 truths 1. real name - Amanda 3. single or taken - Divorced. 4. zodiac sign - Capricorn 5. male or female - Female. 6. elementary - Seabeck Elementary. 7. middle - CK Jr. High. 8. high school - Klahowya Secondary. 9. eye color - Green. 10. hair color - Light Brown. 15. are you a health freak - No. 16. height – 5'3.. 17. do you have a crush on someone - Eh. 18. do you like yourself - "I hates myself!" 19. piercings - Four. 20. tattoos - Ten. 21. righty or lefty - Righty. FIRSTS- 22. first surgery - Glass in foot. 23. first piercings - Ears. 24. first best friend - Rachelle. 25. first trophy - Haven't had one. 26. first sport - I didn't play them. 27. first pet - Betty-Lou, the male cat. 28. first vacation - I has no ideas. 30. first crush - Zach in first grade. CURRENTLY- 49. eating - Nothing. 50. drinking - Coffee. 51. I'm about to - Puke. 52. listening to - Printer. 53. waiting for - Something great to happen! 54. wearing - Clothes. FUT

Just Asking
Why can't we all just get along, forget what are skin looks like and just see each other as people. Forget how were different and see how we are the same. We all have hearts we all have dreams and we all have love to give. So lets get together and be friends, lovers, and each others support. Its just a thought wouldn't be a better world.

To My Friend ( Good Friends Know)
That there are those who count on you. And many love you with affection that is true. That each day given is meant to be With a connection between you and me. That sharing is a vital part Giving love we feel in our heart That troubles may come and go. But Troubles shared bind our heart with compassion we show. That come rain or shine Friendship will bind Your heart and mine. That faithful we will be For you are a special friend to me.

1 Week Smoke Free
It's been one week! One week smoke free! DAMN RIGHT! I quit thinkin about cigs a long-ass time ago. Like 2 days into it. :wink wink: I'm so damn proud of myself. I am so thankful for SNUS! Fk yeah!

Ephesians 1 ; !9 ;- 22 Verses Followed By A Prayer Now:
19 ; Now therefore ,you are no longer strangers and foreigners but fellow citizens with the saints and memebers of the household of God. 20 ;Having been built on the foundation of the apostles and phrophets, Jesus Christ, himself being the chief cornerstone, 21 ;In whom the whole building being fitted together, grows into a Holy Temple in the Lord. 22 ;In who you are being built together , for a dwelling place of God in the spirit. Amen!!!!!!!!!Amen!!!!!Amen!!!!!!! ------------------- PRAYER------------ Lord ;may we use this day to show love and give thy word to those seeking you. May our minds open up those that are closed to Your truth . May they come to know you and your love , grace and mercy and power; and what you can do and only; Thru You they can have an eternal life free of sins washed in Your blood. O Lord Jesus Christ , may they come to know you as their saviour ; As time draws neer to an end now . May they rejoice to know ,that You will r

Far Away Love
What’s happening to me? It’s like you got some kind of hold on me. I’m tired of dreaming. Sitting here in my room.. Thinking about one thing, You and me in the future. I’m losing my mind. This is so bad I cant sleep It’s not fair! You are so far away.. I really wanna come to see you. Maybe one day not to far away. We can turn all our dreams, in to memories. Till that day I’ll be fantasizing

Since I Met This Pretty Girl
Since I met this pretty girl my heart burns like a fire She’s the one in this wide world the only one that I admire When she starts to talk about the future I’m just smiling all around God, you know how much I love here I’m so glad it’s her I found Let her forever be mine Let her never slip away Give me your word, give me a sign that this pretty girl will always stay let me stay with her like the moon who will forever stay together with the sun Cause when I watch the sky in the afternoon I know she will always be my only one…

Wisdom
Wisdom is a Teacher, A Healer of Worlds. Showing Faith and Power, Beyond Grace she unfurls. Keeping us in her grasp, Like a Spirit of the Wind. Spreading words of knowledge, To keep safe within. If you seek her face, She’ll open her heart to you. Unveiling her mysteries, And speaking only truth.

Paying Attention
I usually try to get to all of the peps I have on my friends list with some type of love to put on thier page. I have done this yet again today. I hit everyone on my list just to see who pays attention and who returns a comment.

Saying Goodbye!
To all my friends....I am taking a new path in life...and I am going to be deleting my page on here....I do have other sites and emails and Im's...so anyone would like to stay in contact and you don't have my other info let me know! I enjoyed my time here and all my new friends..but as most of you know I havent been on as much! Love to all! heidi

House On The Sand (first Half)
This is the first half of a song I'm writing. I started it when I was down in Fort Polk, LA during JRTC. It's a little bit country, a little bit Depeche Mode. Enjoy: Nothin's ever gonna stay the same, child no matter what you do, and every castle you try to build is gonna come down over you. Nobody will ever stay true, child no matter what they say, and every pair of arms you hold on to will disappear along the way. No place will ever be safe, child no matter where you run, 'cause every path leads to the end when all your runnin's' done. So build your house on the sand, child though it's shifting everyday, 'cause there's a crack in the stone, my dear and the edge will break away. [Chorus] Hosannah, hosannah glory to Chaos in the highest.

50 Questions About Your Crush
Can you answer 50 questions about your crush 1) What's their first name? Erik 2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes 3) Do you know a secret about them no one else knows? yep 4) How old is the person? 22 5) Has he/she ever cooked for you? Yes 6) Is this person older than you? no 8) When was the last time you saw them? last night (tuesday) 9) Are you related to this person? no 10) Are you really close to him/her? yes 11).Nicknames? snookums, punpkin,honeybuns 12) How many times a week do you talk to this person? everyday 13) Do you think they will repost this? dunno 14) Could you live with this person? yes i could 15) Why is this person your crush? because he is my bf 16) Have you seen this person cry? Yes 17) How long have you known this person? almost 2 years 19) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person? yes 20) If you ever moved away would you miss this person? of course 22) Have you ever d

My Angel
He is near, I can fell his queit heat pressed against my back My body tenses,trembles with anticipation of his touch, Desire like a razor opens my soul to his soft,intense embrace. everything I am is torn by passion and fear every breath is ruled by him. I open my eyes and the dream is over I lay my head back,enraptured still by the sweet spell of our fierce moment,and I cry for his return Rayvenred

Preperations
After taking an afternoon nap because of a royal headache, she was awakened by a knock at her door. Getting to her feet and throwing her robe on she went to answer it. Upon opening the door she finds one of the housemaids standing there. "The Master requests your presense at dinner, it is not a formal occasion so dress quickly to not keep him waiting." With that being said she turned on her heels and walked away. Thinking to herself, "well he always requests my presence at dinner, but usually it's always formal". Going to her closest doors she pulls them open, looking inside and wondering what to where. After a few moments she selects her black jeans with a forrest green button up and matching belt and her black sneakers. Getting dressed quickly, she runs a brush through her hair and sets off for the dining room. Upon entering the dining room she sees her Master at the head of the table with his laptop in front of him no doubt reading the evening news. He motions her over to the ch

Court Day!
after sitting in a court room to get the orders and letters, I stood before the judge (nice guy, good sense of humor ) and I had to answer 2 questions ~ did my father have a registered domestic partner ~ are there any predeceased children ... um both a big ass NO! then I was told I could pick up the papers after 1:30, Hubby left me and sissy to kill time in Visalia till then. First stop... IHOP! mmmm crepes. after forcing myself to eat the last bite (so full, but you don't waste crepes, after all, they make you seem better than you are) we decided to walk off the yummy richness of it all and headed to the mall. On the way we passed the Halloween store! They will be opening this friday. I love that place! it reminds me that my favorite time of year is right around the corner and they have cool stuff. Second arrival... the mall. after going in all the stores which we don't go in with kids. We hit Lane Bryant... I found the match to a blouse I own in black that is white. an

I Need Some Help
I am in a giveaway and could use all of my friends love and support and also there friends i always return the love in any way that is needed i need 5250 to get a 3 day blast. Thank you in advance please click on the link below.

A Warrior's Fight
....He was on his knees, begging for something to save his Soul. One graceful hand reached out and wiped a tear from his cheek. Angelic voice sings an answer and the lonely beaten warrior looks up into her magical eyes. Souls that travel across time, calling out from the darkness, sped towards each other on wings of gold, they collide in this moment. "Live" she whispers and she bends down towards him. Her Angelic power so strong and visible his eyes squint as he looks deep into her eyes. "I came to your call, my Love. Time and Space means nothing to the power of our Love" she sings for his ears only. He blinks his eyes, his Angel is gone. He feels stronger but the evils of this world tear once more at his soul. Once more he prays for her to come. Once more he asks for God to aid him. However this time, no Angelic being stands before. This time no statements of Love on the breath of heavenly song. No this time the gates of Hell have open before him and he feels the pull as its reaches

Update-new
After some discussion I have been talked into having a Contest... So I will be opening a Contest this SUNDAY starting at 6pm Eastern. The name of this contest will be Best Looking Guy; Winning prize has yet to be determine but will be announced before Sunday. So if you would like to enter or know of someone that would, feel free to pass this along. Also I would appricate if you stop by and Rate/Comment on the contest I currently am in. If you have already rated I am so thankful and you are more then welcome to comment some more =)

Nonlinear Flux
I am guided by her hall lamp lit from somewhere wet, taking liberties in the shadowy depths of her quaking need. Do not perform logic games in this dark room, angel - we are in a nonlinear flux, bolted to a carnival ride, shining gleeful faces pressed against the glass. Show my hand a place to dance - we will choreograph new art in the dimples of flushed skin - brushstrokes of bare limbs. Tonight, you are Twyla Tharp - I am your stage - dressed in the torment of this naked desire. © All rights reserved

The Love Walk
The love walk I walk with my friend tonight in the moon light , we had to get our walks in for the night after dinner , we talk about hard days we had today, and we glad it was it over . the weekend was get near , we talk about our family close and far, my hand slipped in her hand as we walked, down the road she felt her heart flutter she felt like a school kid again. As we walked down the road she got closer. She put her arms around my body as we walked down the beach. I said lets built a fire as the moon was rising in the east. We sat close together as we saw the stars flying through the air I told my friend looked lets make a wish and hold tight between us we made our wish together and we hugged each other tight.. we look at each smile with glee that we mad a wish together as we .We sat close together and I put my around her and held tight. She ask if I ever said I love you to anyon

The Pain
i have a pain that is so deep not just on the ouside but very damageing on the inside badly it feels like a blackhole that just keeps sucking and just when i think i got rid of it just for a small min it eats me up quickly i dont no if anything can be done sometimes i even cry my self sleep wish i would not feel nothing at all sometimes beig happy never last long much iam not asking you to feel nothing for me that not what this is abount/ its just so you no more abount me since no one really reads the profile

Bad Magic
This is one part of a swing song I wrote a long time ago: Woman in the long, red dress You've got the eyes of the Devil on you They follow as you walk right past You've got the eyes of the Devil on you And as the shadows shamble down my walls As I light up the candles and I make the calls Just a little bad magic gonna see me through You've got the eyes of the Devil on you Long, black hair spills down Your milk white skin You've got me beggin', got me beggin' To please come in You've got me beggin' as I weave my spell And throw wide open The gates of Hell Just a little bad magic gonna see me through You've got the eyes of the Devil on you

My Jams!!!!
here is my playlist as of late: It's Not Over by Daughtry Don't Stay by Linkin Park Bury 'Em All by Twiztid Summer Love by Justin Timberlake Smack That by Akon Play My Song by ICP Say it Right by Nelly Furtardo Hell by Disturbed To be Loved by Papa Roach Crashed by Daughtry and Numb by Linkin Park love these songs! :P

I Love You!
Deep in my heart, There is a place for you, Inside and out, Outter and inner side, No more tears, No more pain, No more hate, I just love this new thing in my life, My life is completly happy, I'm proud, The sun is shinning, The stars are glowing, The moon is shinning down and it's glowing, What can I say, I'm just plain happy, Don't misunderstood me, I love it, And most of all, I love you! Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

Till The Time Is Right!
In my heart I know it is true I know we are doing the right thing slow and steady may it bring happyness and joy forever and always To be honest though I do not want to go slow sometimes Before it was a thought now it is a want i want to be with you wake up in your arms in the morning light to be there for you with you when you come home at night Nervous and scared we both are and i will wait when the time for you is right but fornow and forever let you know i am yours and want to forever grow!

Imposting A General Comment!!!!
its got miss piggy on it,i awlready started sending it,just think its funny not intended to sugest anything to nyf my fends,please dot take wrong way!!!!!! i already know im going to get shit bought this but here goes anyway,ITS A JOKE TAKE IT THAT WAY!!!!!!!!!!

The Old Man
'The Old Man' The tears have all been shed now We've said our last goodbyes, His souls been blessed He's laid to rest, And it's now I feel alone. He was more than just my Father My teacher, my best friend; And he'll still be heard In the songs we shared When I play them on my own. And I will never forget him For he made me what I am; Though he may be gone Memories linger on_ And I miss him The Old Man. As a child he'd take me walking By mountain, field and stream And he showed me things Not known to kings, And secret between him and me, Like the colours on a pheasant As he rises in the dawn Or how to fish, or makes a wish Beside a fairy tree. I thought he'd live forever He seemed so big and strong But the minutes fly, And the years roll by For a Father and his little one. And suddenly when it happened There was so much left unsaid, No second chance To tell him "Thanks", For everything he'd done And I will never forget him For he made me w

A New Night
Diane and I drank champagne, sniffed the fricking corks and felt a little tingly - so naturally we got nekkid. We'd been saving page 73 for a special occasion, so we gathered up the necessary supplies - a bottle of ketchup, two ten-penny nails, Dramamine, and twenty feet of butcher paper and headed into the playroom. "This won't hurt for long, bub," said my little darling (so I dared to use the chair) - but first the cloth cushion had to go. I tossed it to the corner, and it caught on the trapeze, hung there - so I grabbed it once again and gave a solid yank - I heard a rip then read the tattered tag: "Do not remove by penalty of law." Just then, a knocking at my door, a flash of badge, and damned if Johnny Law didn't haul me to the hoosegow. One phone call: Happy New Year, Bubeleh, could you come and bail me out? "In the morning, honey, Dick is dropping his ball." © All rights reserved

Soaked
A sudden deluge from the swollen sky and we were running for cover. I stopped, your hand in mine, and you tried to drag me to a storefront awning, but I pulled you back. Soaked now in summer shower warm wet smiling close then I tasted drops from your red lips turned to watch the lightning flash held you fast against the thunder. I saw roses rise into your cheeks kissed you there and slowly turned to guide you to shelter. You stomped a soggy shoe into a puddle spraying me laughed and looked at me with child's eyes mischief. Later, after drying off and watching the dark storm through our hotel window, we made love to the sound of bacon frying on the street below and on the rooftop - lit by flashes of electricity and warmed by the memory of playing in the rain. © All rights reserved

~~opinions By Ted Nugent~~
By Ted Nugent, Texas Wildman Sunday, August 26, 2007 I admit right up front - I didn't graduate from college. I was too busy learning stuff, traveling the world, creating a firestorm of rock-'n'-roll R&B and seeing the way things are. I fancy myself a human sponge for information, facts, data, wisdom and truth. I am convinced that quality of life comes as a direct result of learning good over bad, smart over stupid, responsible over irresponsible, and the making of pragmatic decisions based on evidence to that effect. Bottom line is, I am a rather humble guy, not cocky enough to pontificate on my "opinions," but rather examine information, cross-reference all that I can dig up and draw conclusions based on corroborating empirical evidence. For example, I'm not foolish enough to play with fire, use tobacco, drink and drive, eat garbage like a pig, point guns at anything I'm not willing to destroy, commit crimes or play around with meth or crack. I not onl

~~america~~not The Same Country~~
Presidential Mistake (some food for thought) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FROM A KOREAN CONFLICT BOMBER PILOT...BUSH'S MISTAKE: President Bush did make a bad mistake in the war on terrorism. But the mistake was not his decision to go to war in Iraq. Bush's mistake came in his belief that this country is the same one his father fought for in WWII. It is not. Back then, they had just come out of a vicious depression. The country was steeled by the hardship of that depression. But they still believed fervently in this country. They knew that the people had elected their leaders, so it was the people's duty to back those leaders. Therefore, when the war broke out the people came together, rallied behind, and stuck with their leaders, whether they had voted for them or not or whether the war was going badly or not. And, war was just as distasteful and the anguish just as great then as it is today. O

My Horoscope
Something big gives way today -- finally -- and lets you move on with your life. It feels great, even if it's a bit radical and you'll probably need to explain yourself a few times with a big grin on your face. i wonder what THIS could mean ??????? it sounds good

...
So many beauties in this appealing world The true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes There is beauty in the child's innocence and in mother's love There is beauty in a friend's affection and in a tender heart There is beauty in a pretty smile and caring eyes There is beauty in the morning sun and a rainy day There is beauty in the flaky slow and a pleasant spring There is beauty in the milky moon and the graceful rivers There is beauty in a hard earned victory and a hopeful soul There is beauty in me and beauty in you So many beauties in this spectacular world and its dazzling life And the true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes

Our Endless Love
In the hour before the morn I walk past your door I send a special prayer To the room we both adore And though my mind is in there with you My body takes me home. I wish for a love But have none of my own So welcome me love My name is lonely I tell you boy I think of you only In times when we have trouble And we left each other down I know we can make it babe Just as long as you’re around So welcome me love My name is lonely I tell you baby I think of you only only

"weird 911 Facts"
Now listen to me! Read through all of this, and don't stop till you hit the bottom, or you'll regret it! UNITED WE STAND 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi-jacked planes was 254. >2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2

Deltas
I am a river on bended course to you, carrying deltas of lovemaking in the sands of distant beaches. We are this moment - forever and yesterday - immortal. You are a million drops of pure water come together, the roiling surf of our confluence - I am alone with you whenever we are mixed. No other time, no other place, just the ebb of your bare skin drawing me away - forever and yesterday. © All rights reserved

Loving Heart Miles Apart
There are many miles between us, But our hearts see not the distance. Drawing our love even closer, On this my heart it is insistent. When we talk my heart sings, You'll never know the happiness it brings. Just to hear a word from you, Keeps my heart from being blue. I love you truly, yes I do. I forever want to be with you. For now I'll settle for the phone, But know it's in your dreams that I belong Longing for the day we greet, Two loving hearts will then get to meet. Never more to be apart, Knowing it was long distance we got our start.

I'm Not As Drunk As You Think I Am
I'm Not As Drunk... As You Think I Am!! Our work day's done. Go grab a shower! Let's hit the pub. It's Happy Hour. If we get bombed. Who gives a damn? I'm not as drunk, As you think I am. Those chicks right there don't look to good, but three more beers... I think I would! It's either them, or my right hand. I'm not as think, as you drunk I am! So by another round. We'll sit right here, and drink 'em down. Get everyone another beer. You'll have to kick us outta here. Say are you girls waitin' on your friends? What did you say?!? You're lesbians! Bartender cancel those two drinks. I'm not as am, as you drunk I think. This beer is movin' like a train. I think my lizard needs a drain. But first I'll have a double shot. I'm drunk you think, as you am is not. So by another round. We'll sit right here, and drink 'em down. Get everyone another beer. You'll have to kick us outta here. This

More Poems (wrote Like Around 2000-2001)
“With butterfly wings” With butterfly wings I shall fly away. Into the clouds and a bright sunny day. Feeling the air underneath my wings. Searching for love and a great many things. I look at the grounds as I fly through the sky. I have searched for ages and sometimes wonder why. Why do I search when at times I feel lost? Because once I do find her, it will be well worth the cost. I fly and fly and often rest. Making new friends while on my great quest. Each of them has been strength to me. In my heart and prayers they shall always be. With butterfly wings I fly away. Now facing the clouds and evening day. I have faced times of hurt and times to mend. Then I often wonder: “Could one of my friends become my lover in the end?” In time I will find the answer to this. Until then, there is a love I do miss. With butterfly wings I shall fly away. Even through the night as I wait for a new day. “Forever butterfly” Forever butterfly I shall always be As God m

Ferocious Hunters: The House Cat
Today as I was watering the garden, I walked in the door and in came two flies. Instantly, Thunder was in the hunter mode. Mighty and fearless in the face of those winged creatures he pursued, his little chatter was going. The chatter is the sound a cat makes when they are frustrated by prey they can't reach. Frequently you will hear it as they look out the window at birds singing and flying around, but at that moment Thunder was confronted by the ever-elusive fly, rivaled only by those moths that hang around the light bulb in it's ability to frustrate a cat. It's a millenia old battle, the agile cat meets the more agile fly. Thunder pounced, he chased, he crouched, he lept, the house shook; and still the first fly remained lofty and just out of reach. Thunders lament was tremendous. But then came the second fly swooping just a bit too low, lifting just a split second too late. Thunder swung a deft paw in the air and was rewarded with a dazed fly on the ground. He made quick work of

We Look We See ; We Think We See ; But Do We ??
What do we really see , is it a reflection , in one s mind Or is it something we dream of. Do we not also need to hear, what goes along with what we actually see. Does all pertain to vision in ones eyes, or just on one hear, at many a time. Do we long to belong thru our vision there of ? O See a vision can be all , or may be really nothing . Some blind be wise, for they see more , efficient than us. My grandfather blind though he was . Had A far better sence to Our God. He felt and heard with true reception and seen a world of love and forgivness. But me as a small chid, knew not what he muttered about. Today ; I do know what he meant . Today I give my Lords word, to all in need , and hope all hear and see , with the preception, that my Grandfather did. and Know my Lords love is all around. He is our Salvation and all; He did sacarafice it all, My grandfather be right, The light be beautiful,yet when you have never

Writing And Poetry
I had the honor of being presented this awesome poem from my dear sweet friend Chikamaru for giving him kisses. I just wanted to share it with you all... I love it and think it is GREAT, much love and many kisses Chikamaru...Thelma....xoxoxoxo Stairway to a Dream When The Levee Breaks, i'm gonna give you All My Love. i'm gonna take you and our Black Dog up on a Black Mountain Side Good Times Bad Times make me Sick Again so In The Light Black Country Woman, We're Gonna Groove like friends from Misty Mountain Hop up to Royal Orleans and Over the Hills and Far far Away I Can't Quit You Baby...

Then And Now
The back of this photo has in my dad's handwriting, "11th District Installation/Department of Illinois/September 17, 1977/McHenry County, Illinois/American Legion Post #491". My mom got the photo before she and my dad divorced in 1993 and wrote beneath it so she'd remember, "Bob + Dave, When you said Pledge to Flag". (I prefer "David" to "Dave", but I'm not going to correct my mom on that! LOL) I got it from Mom when Martha, Sarah, and I visited her last year and we were going through old photos. It really is one of the ones of me (yes, that is ME, short, blond, and wearing the Legionnaire cap almost too big for my head) I'm most proud of because, besides showing Dad with his arm around me, it shows us sharing something. Dad's being installed as the state commander at this ceremony and I'm leading the meeting hall in saying the Pledge of Allegiance. Wow. Today, nearly thirty years later, I woke up early and brought my son Jeffrey with me to Bethany Lutheran's Brakfast with th

A Love Struck Fool.
In his absence I feel a sense of overwhelming need for him. Perhaps the idea that I cannot touch, feel, see, speak with him forces me to cling to every essence of him. Mushy as it may sound, I miss him with every fiber of being. It's when he's gone do I realize that longing and need for him. It has dawned on me that I am a complete wreck without him. It's as if someone has taken the very lungs from my breath and I am breathless until he is there with me once more. Caught up in memories that pollute my mind with past occurences, making me cling more to all those dreams of him, and moments with him. Not letting go, swept up in the knowledge that he isn't here right now. Dwelling on them, and sinking myself into the darkness that so willingly swallows me up whole. Wow, a bit dramatic there eh? Ah, cest la vie, right? My favorite quote of all time by Kahlil Gibran. "If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall si

Another Poem
**All my life I have been told that I was nothing and would amount to that After a while you start to believe this, and I have. I have no confidence, and think none is needed, To get up in front of people is a waste of time...not mine, but theirs To tell people my opinions or ideas is a waste of energy...not mine but theirs So I do not speak, in fear of me...but for fear of them, not liking. I have nothing important to say, and never will...so why am I here? I have to have an importance somewhere...but where?

Girlfriend/wife Software......
Last year a friend of mine upgraded GirlFriend v5.0, which installed itself as Fiancee v2.0. Recently, he then upgraded yet again to Wife v1.0 and found that it's a memory hog, leaving very little system resources for other applications. He also noticed that Wife is now spawning Child-Processes, which are further consuming valuable resources. The guy swears no mention of this particular phenomenon was included in the product brochure or the documentation, though other users have informed him that this is to be expected due to the nature of the application. Not only that, Wife installs itself such that it is always launched at system initialization where it can monitor all other system activity. He's finding that some applications such as PokerNight v10.3, BeerBash v2.5, and PubNight v7.0 are no longer able to run within the system at all, crashing the entire system when selected (even though they always worked fine before). At installation, Wife provides no option as to the i

Things Do Not Wealth Make
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servant

Good Web Sites
http://www.prisonplanet.com/ http://www.loosechange911.com/ http://www.infowars.com/ http://www.september11news.com/ http://www.911truth.org/ http://www.pentagonstrike.co.uk/flash.htm#Main http://www.911.com/ http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6708190071483512003 http://www.911inplanesite.com/ http://911research.wtc7.net/ http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2357448098911229950 http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/ http://www.sjgames.com/illuminati/ http://www.illuminati-news.com/ http://www-swiss.ai.mit.edu/~boogles/Illuminati/ http://maps.google.co.uk/maps?q=%20Illuminati%20%20&gbv=2&hl=en&sa=N&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&um=1&tab=wl http://www.cuttingedge.org/news/n1753.cfm http://www.petitiononline.com/fortruth/ www.defendrosie.com

Send Your Answers To My Inbox
Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you

Pro-bush Group Allowed, Protest Group Banned At Apec
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 05 Sep 2007, 10:41 Pro-Bush Group Allowed, Protest Group Banned at APEC A pro-Bush organization have been allowed to demonstrate within the 3-mile-wide security cage that has been erected around the business district in Sydney for the APEC summit, while authorities have banned other protest groups from even marching up to the police line outside in a brazen display of favoritism and double standards. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/050907_group_allowed.htm

Majority Of Scientists Do Not Support Man Made Warming
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 30 Aug 2007, 11:40 Definitive Proof: Majority Of Scientists Do Not Support Man Made Warming Theory A new survey of over 500 peer reviewed scientific research papers on climate change, written between 2004 and 2007, has concluded that less than half endorse what has been dubbed the "consensus view," that human activity is contributing to considerable global climate change. http://infowars.net/articles/august2007/300807Warming.htm

Virus
Hello, just sending out this message to everyone on my contact list: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list don't accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Right click on the group name of your friends' list and click: Send Message to all. This is affecting to the best of my knowledge Yahoo, Skype and MSN. This is not a fake! Peace and Light To YOU

Hanging Out
Wow, it’s amazing what 13 hours of sleep will do for you. It’s always nice after a 24 hour day. Started off in SC, finishing up paper work with the new company then heading to the airport to start the trip. Ran into a rather “annoying” person at the rental car return but I refused to let her ruin my day since it’s not my fault she’s a bitch. Did the plane hops and everything went good. I didn’t realize the dollar was down on the Euro so much, I had to change some money to eat in at the airport in Amsterdam and wow! Holy snikies.. a sandwich and a 0.5 liter thing of water was like $12!!! Ouch. The next part of the trip was interesting as it was an exercise in not killing a baby. This freaking kid was yelling and screaming for the whole duration of a 6 hour flight… I was having visions of duct tape, binkies or socks or something…. But at least the flight had the on demand movie thing so I got to play some games and pick what movie to watch. The coolest thing is that I was sitting n

Short Of Time
Short of Time SHORT OF TIME Life is short and I'm short of time Lord, please make the pain stop before I loose my mind I can no longer speak I can no longer see I wish I knew just what the hell has taken over me Life can be so cold, and so can people's hearts If the pain doesn't stop I fear I'll be ripped apart Not sure why I was put here I don't know why I came All I know is everyday I go a little more insane Walk around feeling the world's cold stare Negativity is thick You can feel it in the air Cry all that you want Nobody will listen Not even a care Born alone, die alone Or so we prone Open your damn eye's man the world is a terror dome Dropping bombs on people's moms Are actions like this suppose to enhance the world's calm If so can someone please let me know I've must not have gotten the e-mail or memo Living in this world filled with hate I am running out of patience to tolerate Not knowing that if we just take the time to relate

Abc's Of Friendship
A Friend.... A)ccepts you as you are B)elieves in "you" C)alls you just to say "HI" D)oesn't give up on you E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) F)orgives your mistakes G)ives unconditionally H)elps you I)nvites you over J)ust "be" with you K)eeps you close at heart L)oves you for who you are M)akes a difference in your life N)ever Judges O)ffer support P)icks you up Q)uiets your fears R)aises your spirits S)ays nice things about you T)ells you the truth when you need it U)nderstands you V)alues you W)alks beside you X)-plains thing you don't understand Y)ells when you won't listen and Z)aps you back to reality whats minnie w/out mickey? whats tigger w/out pooh? whats patrick w/out sponge bob? whats me w/out YOU??? PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE YOU CONSIDER A FRIEND OR WOULD LIKE TO HAVE AS A FRIEND

Forever Friends
There are many people that we meet in our lives but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important to us as true friends Sometimes in life, you find a special friend: someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship... When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friends lifts you up in spirit and make that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk across, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if yo

Re: Alex Jones Arrested In New York !!
RE: Alex Jones Arrested In New York !! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Tyler Date: 09 Sep 2007, 12:00 Alex Jones Arrested In New YorkAlex Jones Arrested In New YorkCuffed during Fox News protest on "unspecified charges," now released, cameramen also arrestedPaul Joseph WatsonPrison PlanetSunday, September 9, 2007NEW YORK - Media activist Alex Jones was arrested by New York Police Department officers while filming a documentary about the sixth anniversary of September 11th and joining the protest against the official version of what happened on 9/11. According to Infowars sources Jones was singled out by police from the head of a crowd of about 400 9/11 Truth Activists and protesters. He was verbally accosted and forced by the police officers to present identification which he was not carrying at the time. NYPD officers arrested Jones for "unspecified charges" and removed him from the protest crowd to be taken to the nearest police precinct where he wa

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Hey There Whipper Snapper..you Dont Look 65 Take Off That Mask!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070906/ap_on_fe_st/65_year_old_carded;_ylt=AvRD2BOu49q6mxVjUvwKS40uQE4F 65-year-old gets carded in supermarket Thu Sep 6, 4:01 PM ET A 65-year-old woman who went into a Farmington supermarket to buy wine was turned away because she didn't have an ID with her. But Barbara Skapa of Mount Vernon says that won't happen again. "I'll be bringing my driver's license with me from now on," Skapa said. She normally carries her license. But with her leg in a cast, Skapa was being driven by a friend when she went into the Hannaford Bros. market last week in and picked up several items, including a few bottles of wine. The cashier told her it was policy to check for identification, said Skapa, who believes "no one would mistake me for 30 or even 40." Skapa asked if her friend could buy the wine for her, but that was disallowed too because it's considered "third-party" purchasing. Skapa asked to see the manager. A spokeswoman for the supermarket c

Last Night
well after the last blog i wrote i told my crush that i had a crush on her and i felt really good telling her that, and she just wants to be friends and i can deal with that :) i go by a phrase and it goes like this: "whatever makes her happy makes me happy" so i am just glad that we can still be friends :) WHAT HAPPEN TODAY: well today i wented golfing and got hit in the leg with a golf ball which stung like a mudderfacker! i didnt do so great but not to bad either, then i came home and just went blah lol anyways i hope everyone has had a good day and hopefully a good night as well...

Quotes From A Beautiful Woman
All women do have a different sense of sexuality, or sense of fun, or sense of like what's sexy or cool or tough. Angelina Jolie I like everything. Boyish girls, girlish boys, the heavy and the skinny. Which is a problem when I'm walking down the street. Angelina Jolie I don't believe in guilt, I believe in living on impulse as long as you never intentionally hurt another person, and don't judge people in your life. I think you should live completely free. Angelina Jolie I don't see myself as beautiful, because I can see a lot of flaws. People have really odd opinions. They tell me I'm skinny, as if that's supposed to make me happy. Angelina Jolie I don't think the money people in Hollywood have ever thought I was normal, but I am dedicated to my work and that's what counts. Angelina Jolie I like someone who is a little crazy but coming from a good place. I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess. Angelina Jolie I need more

Friendship
SOME OF YOU NO WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS,AND MOST OF YOU DONT,WELL I AM GOING TO A BAD TIME I AM IN A BAD WAY AND ONLY 6 FRIENDS WROTE ME AND ARE HELPING ME THROUGH THIS,THAT MAKES ME SAD AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO TREAT ME LIKE I AM JUST POINTS I GOING TO BLOCK YOU,BECAUSE UR ARE NOT MY FRIEND MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

For My Best Friend
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

A Friend's Greeting
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me.

Everybody, Somebody...
This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done

Soulforged
I'm not insane That's how it seems though Spiteful cruel but wise Beyond his age My body fails My soul will rise The end of life's immortalized disease and agony And I see death through golden eyes Beyond the door There's something more It seems there's just one way On through the heat I've felt the touch of evil I still feel the icy claw in me For a decent price I've banned kindness from my heart The spirit of all truth and beauty Pawned for my desire And from the flames As chance would have it the soulforged will come into light And from the flames as chance would have it The soulforged, The stainless will rise I will never change my mind I will leave it all behind And through the hour glass Everything's grey Everyone's pale No colour nor beauty will enlighten my heart The seat of life's empty and cold Cadaverous you all seem to me Stillborn but you're still alive You're still alive Truth lies in loneliness When hope is long gone by I

New Here
Hey everyone. Just wanted to put some stuff down here to get some shit straight. First of all, my ex husband mentioned this site to me, he said it was cool, so I decided to check it out. We were married 11 years, divorced now, both of us have moved on with other people, but we have remained friends. I always thought we made better friends than partners anyways, so it's cool. I just hope his girlfriend/fiance doesn't have a problem with it, because she honestly has NO problems with me. I am very happily taken and engaged to my very fucking awesome, hot man and sooo not interested in my ex anymore. He is cool as a friend, and I am very glad that he has moved on and found someone to treat him better than I could. Yeah, I'll admit it. I wasn't that great to him, but he wasn't great to me either. As one of our friends put it once, we were "like poison for each other", and that's true. But like I said, I am glad it's not ending on a bad note. No matter how much shit he talks about me behind

Puzzling Suspension Of Incredulity To “official” 9-11 Theory
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 02 Sep 2007, 08:04 Puzzling Suspension of Incredulity to “Official” 9-11 Theory----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Portland 911 TruthDate: Sep 2, 2007 7:58 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: C.H.A.R.A.Date: Sep 2, 2007 7:47 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Patriots Speak Out ®©,,Date: Sep 2, 2007 8:23 AMThe Puzzling Suspension of Incredulity to the “Official” 9-11 Theory by Kim Petersen / August 29th, 2007 Debunking 9/11 Debunking: An Answer to Popular Mechanics and Other Defenders of the Official Conspiracy Theory By David Ray Griffin (Olive Branch Press, 2007) ISBN: 978-1-56656-686-5 According to a categorical assertion by the Association of Muslim Scholars’ most senior member, al-Fayyadh, the Iraqi resistance has killed no less than 35,000 US soldiers and wounded no less than 70 thousand…1 The outrageous neocon-concocted l

Remembering Where I Was On September 11,2001
On Sept. 11,2001, I was living in Moline, Illinois. I had just gotten up and was at the bus stop waiting for the bus so I could go to Davenport,Iowa, across the river. At that time I had not known what was transpiring in New York and Washington and Pa. with the highjacked planes. As I boarded the bus one of my neighbors asked me if I knew anything about what was going on in those places. Of course I said that I didn't know and he proceeded to tell me. As the day progressed I had an ocassion to be where I could either see or hear what was happening. I was like many others, shocked and I couldn't believe how this could happen in our country. When I got home I turned on my television and watched in horror as the events of the day unfolded many times before my eyes. It is the day before September 11 and as I watched a memorial to that day I cried. I didn't lose anybody there but I feel like we have been violated not just as people but as a nation. I will always remember September 11,200

Stone Temple Pilots - Lady Picture Show
Lady picture show, she hides behind the bedroom door Lady picture show she hides behind the bedroom wall he hides because she don't know nothin', don't know nothin' anymore She keeps a funny face it's locked and bagged it's just outside the door She doesn't know her name She doesn't know her face She doesn't know her name She doesn't know her face anymore and let them believe Lady picture girl, I think them boys don't like your show Lady picture show them boys are gone, should just say no Your wedding presents' not so daisy picture perfect anymore Lady funny face it's locked and bagged it's just outside the oor Don't know nothin' anymore

Blog Repost Plz Read
Very important info..... Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit Map you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming!!! Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary! Please look up your own number!!!!!!! You may know someone who needs to know this -that would have little kids. It takes Sex Offenders right to your front door!! Please share this information with friends and family.

Coyote Silvertongue
His name was Pache, and he had been on a journey of many teachings in his life. There is one of his lessons that I feel led to share, for it is one that has effected me and could others. Pache was in the process of trying to find his heritage and learn what he could, so he could pass his knowledge on to his children. He saw in these times many things of culture disappearing, and time was not waiting to see if his culture survived. So in his searching of heritage, he crossed the path of a person who had named himself Coyote SilverTongue, and proclaimed to be very knowing of grand things. Coyote spoke of a magnificent and beautiful dream that Coyote had to share with the many people based on the ways of old. This dream was spoken of to Pache and to as many others that would listen, as they too were looking for this dream. It was a dream of unity of the people and Coyote promised he would make this dream come true. Coyote told all that Spirit had given him this dream and that with t

Planetary Visualization For World Peace, 9-11-07
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Lo Date: 10 Sep 2007, 08:14 If one person can create their future with their thoughts, imagine what a large group of people can do together… Imagine if a million or more people around the world visualized World Peace at the same time! Imagine what the positive collective consciousness of a million or more people can do! ~ Announcing a Planetary Visualization for World Peace ~ ~ Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - 8:45 a.m. EST~ ~ Be a part of change! Be a part of history! Add us to your friends to be counted! ~ h/t: ~PLANETARY VISUALIZATION FOR WORLD PEACE~9/11/07~ See: "Fire the Grid" on July 17 at 11:11 AM GMT (Pray for the Planet) (updated: video)Also posted on DS: Announcing a Planetary Visualization for World Peace Tuesday, September 11, 2007 - 8:45 a.m. EST

Cranial Rectitus!
If you have a severe case of cranial rectitus and need your head removed from up your butt,I highly recommend trying a crowbar and jackhammer!...Results proven to be highly effective....10 out of 10 physicians approve!....LMAO....Caution:Do not try this at home.....lol...Or do so at own risk!...Now that's talking some shite....Good luck!

The Feeling Of A Broken Heart
why do i keep holding on when all i get is lies after lies?? thinkin that something will change when day in and day out nothing changes its all the same... im sooo confused that i dont know what to do anymore hold on or let go whats the best way to get out of it?? You lie to me once i give u another chance thinkin u wont ever lie to me again so then i believe u but the next time u lie to me and its jus lies after lies nothing will ever change its always gonna be the same no matter what yet im holding on as my heart beats faster believen every word u say thats not true but yet i think its true so i believe u.... why do i believe ur lies when its taren me apart inside my heart feels heavy as heck because of all ur lies plz jus stop all the lies im tired of them hurtin me.. he broke my heart but i can't let go. he's already moved on. but i still wonder does he care. does he regret the things he's said to me? i can't sleep at night wihtout thinking of these things. i wan

Velvet Revolver - Fall To Pieces
JUST FOR YOU NUTZ :D I like velvet revolver 2 :D It's been a long year Since you've been gone I've been alone here I've grown old I fall to pieces, I'm falling Fell to pieces and I'm still falling [CHORUS] Every time I'm falling down All alone I fall to pieces I keep a journal of memories I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe I fall to pieces, I'm falling Fell to pieces and I'm still falling [CHORUSx2] All the years I've tried With more to go Will the memories die I'm waiting Will I find you Can I find you We're falling down I'm falling [CHORUSx3]

Poems From 2002
“As you are” I want you as you are. For the days you are closest and those that you seem so far. There will be days where you are hot or days you seem cold. Either way, I’ll love you till the day I die old. We all go through our changing seasons. I’ll be staying with you for all the right reasons. Whether you can or cannot sing. I have a love for you that I bring. I want you as you are. Don’t worry if before you occasionally visited a bar. Whether you do or don’t give me your heart. As your friend, I will still fulfill my part. You show weakness along with strength. To make each other happy, we will go to any length. There are days that you have such a love in your eyes. How come it seems that your heart denies? It’s my love that you seem to think you don’t deserve. Shouldn’t it be up to me who I love, protect, and serve? I know there are days that you can be a bitch. Still, your friendship I wouldn’t want to lose or switch. I love you for who you are. To me you a

Three Trivia Facts For September 10
More Americans lose their virginity in June than in any other month (must be all those weddings and prom nights). Canada declared national beauty contests canceled as of 1992, claiming they were degrading to women. Disney World in Orlando, Florida covers 30,500 acres (46 square miles), making it twice the size of the island of Manhattan, New York.

9/11 Chicago Street Action!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: a total betty Date: 10 Sep 2007, 11:38 Hey guys, tomorrow is the 6th anniversary of September 11th, 2001 and I will be in Chicago at the Art Institute for some 9/11 truth. Let me know if you will be able to make it...I'd love to see you there!Here's the info..When: Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 6:00 PM Where: Art Institute 111 s Michigan Chicago , IL 60603Description: Here we go again with our 11th of the month street action. This one is even more symbolic since it is the 6th anniversary. If you have not been showing up at any of the actions it is important you show up at this action. We are going to have 500 DVDs to pass out. You are welcome to bring more if you have any copies to pass out. Also if you have any flyer's or pamphlets. 500 might sound like alot to some of you, but it really isn't since we have been averaging over 1100 DVDs on the 11th actions. We should also have signs and a banner, but again

Love Pt. 1
LOVE- Pt. 1 I am sick and tired of people saying "I Love You!" How can I believe that what they are saying is true, When I am constantly hated my so many and loved by so few. These three simple words are sometime quite irritating, The way they are thrown around without meaning is very aggravating. There are a lot of things that come from the words " I Love You" Pain, anguish, betrayal and hatred are only a few, Thus the reason I hate them the way I do. So please forgive me if it seems like I have an attitude, Forgive me if I don't show any gratitude, What do you expect from someone who has been devastated By the three simple words- I LOVE YOU? I have found it is harder to be loved than it is to be hated, So to keep from spreading the heartache, When someone does tell that they love me, I say, "I Love You Too," Because hurting someone I love his hard for me to do, It is something that my mind, body and soul just cannot take.

All Alone
As I sit here all alone, I keep telling myself that I want to go home, Then I close my eyes and try not to cry For I realize that I don't have any place to call "HOME" These thoughts and feelings make me feel so weak I try to speak, But nothing comes out no matter how hard I try. I have told people to leave me alone for so long, That the words are starting to sound like lyrics to a song. I sit here and wonder why I have been left here all alone, I just wish that someone could manage to get close enough to fight away my fears, The fear of living my life all alone, The fear of dying all alone! I want to fill this emptiness within my soul, I want to heal my hearts gaping hole, I want to have a place that I can call "HOME" But most of all, I want someone to be with me, Someone who can see me for me and not who or what I used to be. I'm tired of going places and doing things all alone! Today is supposed to be a happy day, a day to celebrate my birth, But thinking about a

Beauty Of The World
When I think about all the beauty in the world I see it all in you, I see the beauty of the sky In you beautiful eyes I feel the softness of a flower In your tender touch I smell the alluring fragran flowers In your sweet perfume And when I hear the breeze I can hear you sweet voice echoing back to me When I look at all the beauty in the world I realize that I am very honored and privileged to call you my girl

In The Middle Of The Night
Your touch awakes me in the middle of the night It must be a dream I feel your breath in my ear Whispering your desires Touching my body with your strong hands I can't resist you The desire is so strong Kissing with such need I need you more than anything at this moment I know you feel the same We give into each other I can feel you diving into my world Moaning with pleasure The heat rises as we make love Grasping and holding onto you so tightly Beautiful feelings run through my body I can feel it building inside And then it happens We both feel it That wonderful wet warm explosion escaping from each of us Leaving us breathless and satisfied Afterwards we fall asleep in each others arms only to wake up and start all over again...

Patience Brings You....
I am a firm believer in "everything happends for a reason". The slightest decision can change the course of your life. What ever it was that kept me from coming home early last friday, also kept someone else from spending all the money they had at the time. Had they spent it, they never would have ended up here, on my doorstep at 8:30 am on a saturday. If you pay attention, you should now know who this person is. The one person I said I was so done with. I think him showing up at my door is one sure fire way to get me to listen to what they have to say, right? Without spilling all the details of boring conversations, tears and such,I will tell you this. I know the truth. I have forgiven, but refuse to trust. This really goes for anyone at this point. I don't trust at all anymore and I think I am ok with that. I'm not letting anyone back into my heart, but I am letting a friend back into my life. I am having no second thoughts about it. I am really happy with my life and the decisions I

A Poem From My Love
"A Dream Already True" I dreamt of this perfect woman.. She has the most beautiful eyes I ever looked into, She has the smile that makes my heart melt, She has the body and strength that makes me feel safe when she holds me in her arms, She has the gorgeous face that makes me want to kiss her passionately, She has that sweet sensual voice that makes me weak when she whispers sweet words into my ear, She has the sensitive personality that makes me wish I could be in her life forever... Then I woke up, and that woman was laying right beside me. And I wake up again, And hope that day comes true. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This man is so wonderful. Please stop and show him love. Beretta@ fubar

Never Forget Heros From The Wtc 9/11/01 A-f
Okay I was going to post this as one blog but it will not let me post it in it's entirety Blogs on CT are limited to 50000 characters and this one has 113000 characters So I will do it in a couple parts Here is a little something to reflect on, It will take a while to go through all the names but we need to never forget, We don't need just rememmber on the anniversary of that fatefull day, We need to Never, Ever Forget!!! God Bless the USA CONFIRMED DEAD: 2948 • REPORTED DEAD: 24 • REPORTED MISSING: 24 • TOTAL: 2996 WTC Heros Gordon McCannel Aamoth, 32, New York, N.Y.* Maria Rose Abad, 49, Syosset, N.Y.* Edelmiro (Ed) Abad, 54, New York, N.Y.* Andrew Anthony Abate, 37, Melville, N.Y.* Vincent Abate, 40, New York, N.Y.* Laurence Christopher Abel, 37* William F. Abrahamson, 58, Cortland Manor, N.Y.* Richard Anthony Aceto, 42, Wantagh, N.Y.* Erica Van Acker, 62, New York, N.Y.* Heinrich B. Ackermann, 38, New York, N.Y.* Paul Andrew Acquaviva, 29, Glen Roc

Everything Together
as the tears stream down my face and this stinging in my eyes becomes all to real you are there - on the other end of the line and i am here. we are everything together. we are a love that knows no age or color but it all too well knows this distance that keeps you from me. and i long to touch your face. i long to place my hand to your speaking lips and silence your words - so then, we can only speak with our eyes. we are everything together.

Languages
Sure I seem wrapped around and up and wanting more than I can get from you but here's a little secret: I am crawling into you and occupying places you never knew a man would find and the words I scrawl across you say I am, we will, oh shit, not this! As sure as gin goes with tonic, you are going to need me soon - and I intend to make you beg before I kiss you hard, throw you down, and make you cry out to me in languages you don't know. You want the words rough scratchy hard and here is one that is all of those: now. © All rights reserved

Women Humour...hee Hee
Good Laugh Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large, raging violent river. Needing to get on the other side, the first man prayed, "God, please give me the strength to cross the river." Poof! God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, please give me strength and the tools to cross the river." Poof! God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once. Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed, "God, please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross this river." Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred yards up stream and walked across the bridge. GO AHEAD! SEND THIS TO A WOMAN WHO NEEDS A GOOD LAUGH

Calling All Lounge Lizards Lol
IF YOU'RE ONE OF THE MANY FUBAR LOUNGE LIZARDS....... WHAT KIND OF MUSIC WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR MORE OF IN THE LOUNGES ? LEAVE SOME BAND NAMES & SONG SUGGESTIONS HERE PLEASE. HELL, LEAVE A WHOLE LIST IF YOU'D LIKE, I WANT SOME MORE IDEAS OF WHAT GROUPS N SONGS TO GET FOR THOSE THAT LIKE TO HANG OUT IN THE LOUNGE.....THANX!

Dad
My father passed away on march 15th at 2:44 AM. He battled emphysema, cancer of the brain, lung,liver and spleen. It was horrific to be at his bed side as he took his final breaths. Nothing in life can prepare a person for such an event. In the same breath, it was a blessing to be there during his final moments, holding his hand and loving him. My mom and I administered meds any time he moved. If he woke up, he would literally drown in the phlegm and junk in his lungs. We were so tired, we attempted to rest as he was in his room. I set my alarm on my cell phone for 2:30 AM so I could give his meds. My mother laid on the couch, I sat in his chair. I was gazing or rather day dreaming into the golden light of his room. Peripherally I saw an even brighter golden glowing light move from the corner of the room to around his bed. I got up and walked into his room. He was hunched forward and gasping for air, still in a drug induced coma. I felt in my gut, this was it. I got his meds from

Nonpoint - In The Air Tonight
I can feel it, Coming in the air tonight Oh lord And I've been waiting for this moment For all my life Oh lord Oh lord Well when you told me you were drowning I would not lend a hand I've seen your face before, my friend But I don't know if you know who I am Well I was there and I saw what you did I saw it with my own two eyes So you can wipe off that grin And know where you've been It's all been a pack of lies I can feel it, Coming in the air tonight Oh lord And I've been waiting for this moment For all my life Oh lord Oh lord Well I remember I remember, don't worry How could I forget, it's the first time The last time we ever met But I know the reason why you keep me silenced up You just don't see me Cuz the hurt doesn't show But the pain still rolls No stranger to you and me I can feel it, Coming in the air tonight Oh lord And I've been waiting for this moment For all my life Oh lord I can feel it, In the air tonight Oh lord Oh lord A

What Anime Soul Do You Have.......
You scored as sweet/kind/gentle/ soul, Your soul is tender and fragile, yet you have enough love to fill twenty people's souls in a day. You are compassionate, with a servant's heart. And you find happiness for yourself in making others happy. You have deep, spiritual roots, and you are a one in a hundred find. http://www.dittytalk.com/sakuracerulean (hey girls- here's somethin fun u can do- take the guy anime soul quiz and answer the questions the complete opposite of what you would answer for yourself- the result should b ur perfect type boyfriend, after all, opposites attract! ^ ^)sweet/kind/gentle/ soul100% quiet/calm/cool/collected soul92% dark/deep soul75% shy/quiet/caring soul67% sanguine/bright/beautiful soul58% tomboy/skater gurl/born 2 b wild soul50% ~girls~ What anime soul do you have? (great pics and detailed summary)created with QuizFarm.com

Butt Cracks!
Ever notice the dude who's pants hang half down his arse!?......And all you can see is crack??..C'mon now!...What the heck is that!?...I relate it to primitivism and animal instinct I think!.....Kinda like the way dogs sniff eachother's butts....Just something you do!.......But OMG!!!....Please think of some other way to greet an be friendly!....Damn!

My Friend
Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do... I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Friends like you! ...'smoothsilk'

Thank You
I couldn't begin to thank you, for no words could ever start To share those special feelings that are deep within my heart I couldn't begin to thank you, but I hope that you can see, Your thoughtfulness and you will always mean a lot to me!..Your Friend..'Smoothsilk'

Riding A Bike
A Catholic Priest was about to finish his tour of duty, and was leaving his Mission in the jungle where he has spent years teaching the natives when he realizes that the one thing he never taught them was how to speak English. So he takes the chief for a walk in the forest and He points to a tree and says to the chief, "This is a tree." The chief looks at the tree and grunts, "Tree." The Priest was pleased with the response. They walk a little farther and he points to a rock and says, "This is a rock." Hearing this, the chief looks and grunts, "Rock." The Priest was really getting enthusiastic about the results when he hears a rustling in the bushes. As they peek over the top, he sees a couple of natives in the midst of heavy sexual activity. The Priest is really flustered and quickly responds, "Man riding a bike." The chief looks at the couple briefly, pulls out his blowgun and kills them. The Priest goes ballistic and yells at the chief that he has spent yea

Lonely....
I'm feeling sorry for myself today. I have a few sites with friends on them but it's not giving me what I need. I thought it would be fun to "play" and stuff but it's not as fun as I thought. I need actual arms around me, I need to feel loved. Yes, I am married and I don't feel that...we don't have "that" anymore... whatever "that" is... We both love each other but sometimes I think he would rather play on line all night. I've had a couple of affairs and they don't give me what I want either. I want to snuggle and feel loved. I want someone to actually want to hug me and give me a kiss. I guess I want the passion back. Yes, we have tried..it's just not there and I don't think either of us are ready to admit it. Like I said I do love him and I know he loves me BUT things are not.....I guess I'm not sure what I want.......

Remembering September 11, 2001
I was drawing a still life on the third floor of Manly Hall at the University of Alabama. My art instructor turned on the radio to play classical music for the class as we drew. There was no classical music that morning. The people who hosted the radio show were giving the announcement that a plane had flown into the World Trade Center. After class, I went to the Ferguson Center where many students were gathered, and we watched the rest of the story on a collection of television sets: the second plane crash, the smoking towers, the jumpers, and finally, the collapse. I remember spending the rest of the day in a stupor. So many other people were in the same daze that I thought we all looked like zombies in some cheap horror movie.

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We've all Got The Pain Voices Driving Us Insane No Fame To Claim But It Does'nt Matter/It's All The Same Sick Of This Life Sick Of Fuckin' Breathin' As Soon As I Load This Gun Up/I'm Fucking Leavin' I Aint Accomplish Shit 'cept Some BullShit Crime I Hate My Self For Loving You I Dont Think Any One Would Care If I Really Did Now Every One Will See What It Do These Demons I Did Every Wish They Bid Load My Ass Up In That Casket Drop It In The Ground Now I'll Kick It With Some Maggot My Soul Is Hell Bound Seeing My Family Cry Man/It Really Fuckin' Hurts These Tears Ran Dry The Wraith He Doth Lurks Drinkin' Fourties To Chase The Demons Away With A Demoness I Did Lay I Know There's Gotta Be A Better Way Feeling At Fault At The End Of Every Day Out Of This World I'll Go/With a Bang The Sound Of A 12 Gauge It'll Ring In Your Mind 'Till The End Of Time/The Angels/They Hath Sang Another Book/Chapter/and Fuckin' Page The End Of The Pain/The End Of My Love

Just Venting Is All
I just don't understand in this day and age that doctors can't do more to help fix people. I have been living with a left shoulder that has to be replaced, I have no cartiledge left around either one of my knee caps and they tell me they can't fix my knees unless they were to replace them, which they won't do. I am so tired of being in pain. Every step I take, every time I stand or sit just hurts so damn bad. I try to be in a good mood and I try not to complain too much, but sometimes I just get cheesed. These fucking doctors now days just don't care. I am just coming out here to vent so I don't take it out on my friends is all. I am just so fucking tired of being in pain all the time and the doctors just not caring or treating me like I don't know what I am talking about. Oh well that is enough of my bitching. Have a good day everyone and best wishes to all.

My Shallow Heart Is Silently Breaking Inside
My Shallow Heart is silently breaking inside I'm dreaming of this dream of a shatterd world of broken dreams I dream alone, I dream alone Lonliness is like a deadly serpent, silently striking the heart This shattered world of broken dreams is tormenting broken souls I dream alone, I dream alone My shallow Heart is silently breaking inside Violence is expanding very rapidly I dream alone, I dream alone Time seems to be disappearing, like an disappearing act Looking thru these empty eyes, sees people shattering others spirits like they are nothing to them I Dream alone, I dream alone Looking deep inside my shattered heart, looking for the shattered pieces, but cannot find My Shallow Heart is silently breaking inside These silently tears are streaming down, showing no emotion or struggle I Dream alone, I Dream alone Knowing this shattered world will disappear in a torment under world of a deadly creature called "Lucifer" or "Satan" I

"a Prayer In Waiting"
Why is it so hard for them to understand? Is it the way I look or just the way I am? My mind travels a mile a minute on this subject that I look upon...But still I have no answers, as my crys move softly on. One look of understanding is all I'm waiting for...One understanding glimpse of hope, for this soul so poor. Can't anybody hear my screams? Did someone close the door? I ask you Lord...Is it that obvious? Do I stand out in the crowd? God, please tell me no...for my heart I wear to proud. If your listening, by any chance up there, through the stars that shine, A sign is all I'm asking for...for a soul as blind as mine!

Full About Me Survey
...::About Me::... Full Name: Brittany Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'2" Shoe Size: 9.5W Ring Size: 9 Heritage: I don't really know. French, English, Welsh, tiny bit Cherokee. Graduating Year: 2002 Birthdate: 5/8/84 Zodiac Sign: Taurus, Wood Rat ...::Firsts::...

Irreplaceable--beyonce
Irreplaceable To the left To the left To the left To the left Mmmm to the left Everything you own in the box to the left In the closet, thats my stuff Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch) And keep talking that mess, thats fine Could you walk and talk, at the same time? And its my name thats on that jag So go move your bags, let me call you a cab Standing in the front yard, telling me How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout How I’ll never ever find a man like you You got me twisted You must not know ’bout me You must not know ’bout me I could have another you in a minute Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby) You must not know ’bout me You must not know ’bout me I can have another you by tomorrow So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’ You’re irreplaceable So go ahead and get gone Call up that chick, and see if shes home Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know What did you think I was putting you out for

What The Hell!!!!
I think that it's funny how people love to play head games. But yet thay say that thay are not. For example, someone tells you that thay still are in love with you, and has a very funny way of showing it. Then tells you that thay will come around to see, and does't show up for days. Then thay tell you that thay want to try to work things, but yet does't keep in contact. So you tell me that it is not a game????? Then of all things has there phone # changed and tells you that thay wiil make sure that you will get the new #. And does not give it to you. There again, that's not a head game???? So what the hell!!!!!! This is to be comeing from someone who clams thay do not lie or that thay are playing any head games????? So you tell what you think??? I there for have been doing all that I can to make this persons life more easyer, yet thay are just makeing mine a liveing hell!!!! So you call this LOVE?????????I keep giveing and giveing and getting nothing in return. Not even as much a

Forbidden
: our forbidden love is it forbidden for us to love each other is it forbidden to want to hold each other is it forbidden for us to want to make love with each other is it forbidden for me to want you for rest of my life is it forbidden that we can only be bestfreinds but want so much more is it forbidden that i want you for my self is it forbidden that i die alittle bit every time i know you with him and not me is it forbidden I think of you every sec of every day and dream of you every night our love is forbidden

Cigarettes
So between being on my period being pretty generally stressed and my lack of nicotene even the smallest things are seriously upsetting me. I am in desperate need of a cigarette and ryan's attention which over the last few days has been notably waning giving me to think that he's rethinking this whole deal. Of course it helps my nerves not at all that he's about to venture home into the arms of lots of very pretty girls just itching to sleep with him. . . Yep its a maddening and stressful business and the only thing thats made it easy thus far is the amount of nicotene I ingest each day and as today that has been none and normally he would have called me 45 minutes ago. . . I'm having a crazy moment. . .God I want a cigarette . . . .

They Deserve The Best!
Today has been a busy day and part of it involved visiting a Vet's hospital. One of my parishioners had surgery yesterday and I stopped up to visit him. We had a great chat and he was able to report he's recovering ahead of schedule. As I was leaving one of the nurses asked me if I had time to visit one other family and patient. The nurse explained the man was dying of cancer, his family was with him and he was just lingering on in pretty bad pain. He had been told nothing more could be done and insisted they do more. Since, I was actually ahead of schedule, I went in to the room of this WW2 veteran. His family all gathered him as cancer was wearing him down from a 200+ pound man to 97 pounds. This once towering strong man lifted a frail, boney arm to shake my hand. I explained that I am a pastor and he opened his eyes, looked up weakly and said, "I'm glad to see you, cause I have some questions." He instructed his family to leave as I sat down and when he was sure they were

Why Doesn't Women Give Good Guys A Chance?
Major question here: Why doesn't women give good guys a chance? I mean we do everything you all want. We are there for you. We listen to you and be strong for you when you need us the most. Yes we get told thank you from you for all we do but we never get our chance of being with you. We are always there being the one to comfort you and watch you go with the other guy. We don't say anything because we are your friend. I just can't figure out what women want. Do they want us to be an asshole because thats always the ones they choose to go with. When we do say something about it all. We are always told we are too nice of a friend that they don't want to date us because they don't want to ruin our friendship. So we are always in the friend zone. All we ask for is one chance to prove ourselves to you. Is that too much to ask?

Love Dress
A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was shocked to see her daughter-in-law laying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for John to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" the mother-in-law exclaimed "This is my love dress," the daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you' re naked!" "John loves me to wear this dress," she explained. "It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours on end. He can't get enough of me." The mother-in-law left. When she got home, she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came home. He walked in and saw her laying there so provocatively.

Fat Girls And Fat Girls
"Its like, fat girls are embarrassed when they cant find their size; but a Fat Girl goes up to the salesperson to ask for it. Or, fat girls hide their bodies in big, drapey, shapeless clothes; Fat Girls show off their cleavage and draw attention to their curves. Fat Girls question statistics and ask for more research; Fat Girls tell mean people to mind their own buisness. Fat Girls fight back. ... People take your cue on how to behave around you. If you act ashamed of yourself, they will be ashamed of you. If you act proud-even if it's just an act-people will kowtow. Get over it. Dress well. Own it. Fake it long enough and you may start believing it yourself. As for those who freak about the f-word (fat) or the f-body, just try to shine some love on those poor fools. Go ahead and take up some space." you can be Fat, proud, and healthy, or you can be fat and ashamed. i need to walk with my head up. Fat Girls Guide To Life has got to be one of my favorite books. first time i r

My First Blog . Wow. There Areonly 3 On Here?to All My Comment!
I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone. ........@............@ ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ .From...........@ ......Me..........@ ............TO.....@ ..............You.@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@ .......@@@.......@..@@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ ........................@ .......................@ I CARE ABOUT YOU! There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. Thanks for being one of the miracles in my life

Courtesy Of The Red, White And Blue
American girls, and American guys We'll always stand up and salute We'll always recognize When we see old glory flying There's a lot of men dead So we can sleep in peace at night when we lay down our head My Daddy served in the army Where he lost his right eye But he flew a flag out in our yard until the day that he died He wanted my mother, my brother My sister and me To grow up and live happy In the land of the free Now, this nation that I love has fallen under attack A mighty sucker punch came flyin in from somewhere in the back Soon as we could see clearly Through our big black eye Man, we lit up your world like the Fourth of July Hey, Uncle Sam put your name at the top of his list And the Statue of Liberty started shakin her fist And the eagle will fly And there's gonna be hell When you hear Mother Freedom start ringin her bell And it'll feel like the whole wide world is rainin down on you Hey, brought to you courtesy Of the red, white, and blu

Just Might Make Me Believe
I got miles of trouble spreadin' far and wide Bills on the table gettin' higher and higher They just keep on comin', there ain't no end in sight I'm just holdin' on tight I got someone who loves me more than words can say And I'm thankful for that each and every day And if I count all my blessings, I get a smile on my face Still it's hard to find faith But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave You just might make me believe It's just day to day tryin' to make ends meet What I'd give for an address out on Easy Street I need a deep margarita to help me unwind Leave my troubles behind I used to believe in us when times go tough But lately I'm afraid that even love is not enough Ohhhhhhhh But if you can look in my eyes And tell me we'll be alright If you promise never to leave You just might make me Oh you just make me You just might make me believe

Thursday On World Rock Radio
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Standing Still For Now
I find myself needing to just stand still. Meditate and pray about matters. I have done a lot in certain things and for the longest time it just felt like it was not meaning anything. I know it may have, but saying how I felt....especially when things were not being shown back. I mean shown back in where everyone was seeing it, not just me. Feelings should be made known and thrown out there for the world to see. I am not meaning any kind of craziness I just mean.......I am not sure how to word it right now. I do not want mistakes just to keep repeating themselves. If a fresh start is to happen need to be sure that things are done right this time. I should not have to tell someone what needs to be done. The need to do it should come from them. I imagine none of this makes sense....but I am just letting this out.

So Far So Good
well my life so far has been alright for the last week or so, and i am loving every minute of it. no problems no nothing its been really great! so keep up the rating and the commenting plz and like i said i will try to return the favor as much as i can well hope you all have a good day and a wonderful evening Brian

Tell Me If You Dare
NAME:_____________________ ADDRESS:____________________ AGE:__________ PHONE:______________ SSN:_______________ COLOR OF HAIR:________ REAL?:___________ COLOR OF EYES:______________ DENTURES?_____ WEIGHT:__________ HEIGHT:_______ WAIST SIZE:______ CHEST SIZE or BRA SIZE:________ MARIRAL STATUS: MARRIED________ SINGLE___ DIVORCED___ OTHER_________ ARE BREAST REAL?________ DO YOU LIKE THEM: SUCKED______ CHEWED______ KISSED_______ CARRESSED_______ SQUEEZED_______ NONE OF THE ABOVE______ OTHER_____ CAN YOU STAY OUT LATE?____ HOW LATE?____ ALL NIGHT?_____ SEVERAL DAYS?_____ DO YOU LIKE TO BE SCREWED?_____ HOW OFTEN?_____ DO YOU LIKE ORAL SEX?__________ COCK SIZE - PUSSY SIZE(DONT LIE): SMALL_______ MEDIUM______ LARGE_____ EXTRA LARGE___________ WHILE SCREWING: DO YOU FAINT______ FART_____ CRY_____ MOAN_____ HUM_____ WHISTLE______ SCREAM_______ YODEL_____ SCRATCH________ SPEAK IN TONGUES_________ JUST LAY THERE_______ GO TO SLEEP_________ALL OF THE ABOVE__

Paint It Golden
Run away from money Quit your job and climb a tree One with hearts instead of leaves Build a sandcastle big enough for us to sleep Paint it golden with the sunrise Chorus: Cause we are Like a wingless bird Crashing down To the helpless earth And if somethin's gonna break it See it all around you Feel it in your body You'll be hiding in the shadows Where love is still alive 'Til all of it is burning Through a field we're walkin Empty as the open sky We escape from all the troubles Found a waterfall and Took a dive to cool our skin Finally we found this feelin' Run away from money Quit your job and climb a tree One with hearts instead of leaves

Offer
To her I offer reason to believe love is action truth beginning blossoming between us and my hand my arms this kiss - I offer funnel cakes overfilled with everything sweet sugar candies candlelight and wine flowers faded by her beauty and a warm bath bubbles to the top - I'll wash her back above below be everything she needs wants asks and I will work to earn her love deserve her touch become for her the dream she thought forever would remain ethereal. © All rights reserved

Peanut Butter Sandwich Cookies
Peanut Butter Sandwich Cookies 1 stick butter, softened 1/2 cup creamy peanut butter 1/2 cup sugar 1/4 cup light brown sugar, lightly packed 1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract 1 egg 3/4 cup all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon baking powder 1 cup quick oats Peanut Butter Molasses Buttercream, recipe follows Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Cream the butter and peanut butter together in a large mixer on high. Add the sugar, brown sugar and vanilla and continue to beat until the mixture is fluffy. Add the egg and beat until combined. Mix the flour, baking soda, baking powder, and oats together in a separate bowl and add to the butter mixture. Mix until well combined. Place the batter onto a sheet pan by the tablespoonful, leaving about 2 inches between each cookie. Bake in the top half of the oven until the cookies are golden, about 10 minutes. Remove and let cool. When the cookies are completely cool, put a teaspoonful of the butter cream or simp

Chocolate Peanut Butterscotch Cookies
Chocolate Peanut Butterscotch Cookies Episode: Challenge: Cookies 1/2 cup sugar 1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1/2 cup unsalted butter, room temperature 1/2 cup creamy peanut butter 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 egg 1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1 cup (6-ounce package) butterscotch morsels Granulated sugar, for tops of cookies Chocolate sauce, for dipping Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. In a large bowl, combine sugar, brown sugar and butter. Beat with an electric hand mixer until fluffy. Add the peanut butter, vanilla and egg, blend well. Add the flour, baking soda and salt to dough mixture and mix well. With a wooden spoon or rubber spatula, stir in butterscotch chips. Take small dollops of dough and shape, with your hands, into 1-inch balls. Place 2 inches apart on a cookie sheets. Make sure that the cookies are at leat 2 inches apart from each other because they will spread. Dip a fork into sugar and flatten the balls l

Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, " You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own. So does she FrannyPants

If You Only Read One Bulletin Today ...
Thanks TotalReality2012 Date: Sep 13, 2007 7:05 PM WITH THIS VIDEO, I'VE ATTEMPTED TO HIGHLIGHT THE 9/11 COINCIDENCES WITH WHAT'S GOING ON GEOPOLITICALLY WITH THE UPCOMING WAR WITH IRAN, THE CRASHING US DOLLAR, AND THE ONGOING MERGER BETWEEN THE US, CANADA & MEXICO INTO A NORTH AMERICAN UNION.# FOR THESE EVENTS TO TAKE PLACE, AND ACCEPTED BY THE GENERAL PUBLIC, THERE FIRST HAS TO BE ANOTHER CATALYSING EVENT OF A MAGNITUDE EXTREME ENOUGH TO WARRANT MARTIAL LAW & OPENLY DISSOLVING OUR COUNTRIES INTO ONE NATION. THE SEPTEMBER 11TH ATTACKS HAVE BEEN USED TO ENGINEER THE PLANET INTO AN INTERCONNECTED GLOBAL POLICE STATE, BEEN USED TO PASS DRACONIAN LAWS AND ENTER INTO WARS OF IMPERIALISM, IN AN ATTEMPT TO VANQUISH NATIONS NOT UNDER CONTROL OF THE NEW WORLD ORDER. AS THEY'RE PLACING HUMANITY UNDER A TIGHTLY KNIT, HIGH-TECH TRACKING SYSTEM, THERE IS JUST THE NEED FOR ANOTHER MAJOR EVENT TO TAKE OVERT CONTROL OF OUR COUNTRIES AND LIVES, TO USHER IN THE NIGHTMAR

Generalizations
Gross generalizations. I hate them…. Kinda like when some women (notice I stress some) women say "All men are pigs" or "All men think alike" My theory is simply this: Its genetically programmed into our brains to reproduce. All men do think alike, but act according to their own morals and standards within themselves. Yeah we all want to bump uglies, BUT how we go about it is strictly on us as individuals. Treat us that way, not as one big control group for your general distain towards the male.

Self Evident
By Ani Difranco... yes, us people are just poems we're 90% metaphor with a leanness of meaning approaching hyper-distillation and once upon a time we were moonshine rushing down the throat of a giraffe yes, rushing down the long hallway despite what the p.a. announcement says yes, rushing down the long stairs with the whiskey of eternity fermented and distilled to eighteen minutes burning down our throats down the hall down the stairs in a building so tall that it will always be there yes, it's part of a pair there on the bow of noah's ark the most prestigious couple just kickin back parked against a perfectly blue sky on a morning beatific in its indian summer breeze on the day that america fell to its knees after strutting around for a century without saying thank you or please and the shock was subsonic and the smoke was deafening between the setup and the punch line cuz we were all on time for work that day we all boarded that plane for to fl

Fog
Fog, like layers of cotton candy, set today upon this damp city sleeping - it reminded me of a night along the west coast, struggling in the cold wet air to reach your hand and, finding it, pulling you close. Through the thick cloud, I could not see the tears forming in your green eyes, but your words were a dull thud, like a bullet fired through a pillow, finding me in the darkness of that foggy December night: "I love you. Goodbye." © All rights reserved

Party
so much goin on this weekend jus like last weekend.. what to do? do i go see this band play iu st.charles or do i go to dirty nellies to see a different band play? or do i go to my girls house party tonight? i dont know.. the only thing i am sure about this weekend is goin to my sons football game on sunday!!

Sick Co-worker
A co-worker recently suffered a series of heartattacks. They then discovered that she had 2 holes in her heart. She had surgery, but it seems to be getting worse. She is in ICU now. I was told that she may not make it through. So I am trying to believe in miracles. She is around 60, and she has been like a mom to me...

Children Are Our Future And ?
Im trying to make awareness to this , about abused Kids and helping to report such abuse and out of ordinary things you might see going on ; or if suspect of it happing to a child Report it to authorities or proper agencies .. Also God says says come unto me as a little child . They be the closest to him > Amen!!!!!! Please help make our children safe. in todays world ;and help wipe out all abuse whether it be man woman o ; all should be reported .. Love is the answer to a better society .. Hugs diana

Here I Love You (1994)
I spend this night at my window looking to the west I see the stars and wish to know are you at rest? I whisper your name for the night to hear my mind drifts quietly hoping my voice shall you hear My heart is heavy with thoughts of you my eyes are saddened and wet I only wish you my tears of dew and words that i am to you in debt The Moon in my watcher my soul is my port with loving words I send her a messenger of nature's sort She is clothed in clouds that are broken and she dances from freedom within in if you listen, her name will be spoken for she is the wind At a distance my heart came your name invaded my every thought my soul pleaded as you said the same how to love over miles is what you taught This yearning is my port this feeling I have for you when asked where is my love I can answer "Here I love you".

The Dreamer (1994)
The Dreamer wishes upon the first star the dragon dances in the distance far the Moon creeps upon the sky each night while the Dreamer wonders why and looks to the starlight The moonlight shadow dances free as the Dreamer realizes he is me I am the Dreamer of all worlds as one I am the only who worships the Sun I am the bird who flies to the clouds I am the eagle who cries so loud I am the fear that lurks within I am the child who has no sin I am as free as the ocean waves I am also the King of the Slaves For I am the Dreamer who will always be and the Dreamer will always know that he is me.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough guts to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.." TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN

I Believe (2005)
In the distance I can see a light in the shadows of my arrogance there is an angel spoken, is her love heard, are her tears torn, are her wings I can see her terror the world is here it's destnation, clouded it's existence, unknown she weeps flooding the anger her wings wrapped protecting the innocent her flesh is weeping with the blood of man she sits quietly awating the time is present her tears are very real her hand touches me I believe

Prayer Before Dawn (2005)
Beauty of life lives within us all purity of birth denies me Miscarriages of destiny bleed my soul I am not a mother just an intricate fool Desperation of the miracle shall I ever feel you? fragile souls denied their power crying in the darkness I pray to you I cry in surrender a dance before the dawn Touch me with the miracle for I am weakening I yearn for your caress bless me

Words Of Disgrace (1999)
a simple destination a tranquil sea acceptance of deliverance a destitutional way a rhyme of truth a rythmn of defeat questioned existence a silenced retreat a simplistic view a creative tongue massacred ideaology and still the words hung the idea of poetry has fallen from grace a makeshift of puns words of disgrace

The Crowned Faith (1998)
A crest of falling snow suceeds the arched bishop a new awakening has desroyed the faith join the harmony that breaks away and join the single note Electrify the incarcerated and their souls shall cry in vain Punish those who take the lives and do not embellish the gripped switch Join the intensity of the moment release the prisoners of your rites solidify the crowned cries and destroy my very soul

Invocation Of Love (1999)
Invoke the unholiest of Ghosts terrify the unopened heart Deliverance of Resurrection and I willingly play my part Let the anvil break never surround this heart of mine a simplistic indiscretion a simplistic chaotic time Rain of acidic fear and darkened moonlit nights a christian moral or an evil mark of rites The Beast shall rise out of it's darkened realm cower in your bible and hide within this realm The hidden indiscretion and a passion of love and wine a caressed understanding and a misbelief of time Make love to one another and rape your precious one Describe your thoughts forever and cower from those above

Our Truth - Lacuna Coil
I picked up Karmacode on one of my many road missions in Iraq. Our Truth happened to have the video included on the CD. The video is friggin amazing in my oppinion. But what really grabbed me was Christina's Voice. I'd listened to Lacuna Coil before, but the Siren song she lets out is so amazing. It rocks my world. She is hot as hell, but if she was ugly, I'd still do her just for that vocal...lol.

Pain Of Existence (1999)
The pain of existence is often worse than the cure the pain of unbearing is often better than joy At least with resistance, the mercury will fall again the joy of containment speaks of eternal pain the judgement of severance and the delusion of fear a heir of injustice and the deliverance of fear nightmarish pain and an illusion of joy a disciplined arrogance an illigitimate boy

Totured Soul (1999)
Silohuettes of sadness and unease of tears combined soulful searching forever a thought i cannot find memories and halucinations a dreadful eerie quest disembarked promises a lost and dark request shattered dreams upon this tortured soul lost serenity upon that night so cold a destined union that one can never understand please forgive my tears and lend a caring hand

The Dancer (2003)
i look i see the dancer she dances upon the black ice not knowing or caring of the thickness does she cast a reflection? none that can be seen is it the starlight? or just the lack of perception? as she dances, the cracks become clearer will they hold? or is this the end of the dance? she dances on projecting her image that can not be seen will she tire? i look down and see slippers that belong to her they are moving in the shadow of my own is this fate? is there such a dancer? or is she my own imagination? we share the same space, yet we know not each other's name

Bed Of Stone (2004)
in the night i wept great tears of sorrow indulgence of flesh years of tomorrow he came to me with hands so soft his soul of darkness an empty cross i remember his laughter so taunt, so dark a reverie of seduction mocking of my heart his eyes so black as night they bled his breath afire and so i wept he ravaged me sweetly my mind became lost his passion embraced me and nothing was fought I remember the fear he had all control a demon in heat an unsheltered soul I can feel his touch ravage me still i ache for his kiss i yearn for his will That night i remember in the dark so alone he left me lying on that bed of stone

The Dance In The Darkness (1995)
Candlelight upon the wall shadows dance to the rhythm the music is only heard in my mind and the dancers survive within candle wax drips down the stick as the music becomes silent yet the dancers dance on and my thoughts are found upon the silence as the wicks are smothered the glow of thought brightens the music still silent, plays on and my soul embraces the unspoken rhythm this is the dance that all men fear the dance is forgotten and unseen yet all dance in the silence of their mind and all deny it's very existence this passage, through silence and darkness, it is the way of every man it is a journey taken by all only to begin yet again

Death Wish (1996)
Destiny trails last in it's place and memories burn with no trace listen to me closely and watch in vain see the tears fall deep within close your eyes open your heart see my dreams of lace; the Web of Life Fear the widow her venom is harsh her bite cuts deep and leaves phantom scars Touch your soul save your own kind slice my wrist I am the damned dream the knife to be clean with lies and look into my swollen bloody eyes Visualize the spirit dancing upon the fire Invisible dancer, dance free as the liar criticize my play catch the stained tears pound on my heart i've been doing this for years only time has changed and please I beg of you slay this empty soul for me so I may say adieu

Unplanned
it doesn't seem real. we never meant for this - it came up behind us, left us a little dazed, fearful, under the orange sky, caring more than we dared to, kissing with new meaning. yesterday, our feelings were unknown - how could it change and what has it become? romance unplanned arrives with the dying sun. © All rights reserved

The Masquerade (1995)
The flames dance the wall houses the shadows the smoke enhances as the embers feed the battle The hands enter the ballroom and the dancers gather 'round each delivers a certain doom by releasing another mound Soon the music dies and the guests part in numbers one hopeful spark flies but it soon buried with the others It always ends the same way a black sooty mass a sign of no one to stay just those who have passed

The Invisible Dancer (1995)
Softly spoken words enhance our understanding harsh thoughts break my silence fears release our angers and resentment causes our fears eyes begin to hear the unseen words ears begin to see the unheard tales our mind feels the distant pain and our hands remain motionless as if in thought

Shit, They Should Have Just Bent Over If They Wanted More!!
South Florida Sun-Sentinel.com Inmates Go on Sausage 'Temper Tantrum' By Associated Press 9:20 PM EDT, September 13, 2007 HOBBS, N.M. Some Lea County inmates set fires and broke toilets and windows after being told they would be allowed only one sausage at dinner. Jail officials said the inmates began yelling and banging on their doors in what they described in a news release as a "temper tantrum." Officers from the Lea County Sheriff's and Hobbs Police departments were called in to restore control, and the jail was locked down after Tuesday night's incident. Some 33 prisoners were involved, Warden Jann Gartman said. The remaining 300-plus prisoners at the jail accepted the meal without incident, authorities said. The damage to the jail was light, with some smoke damage and broken toilets and windows, the warden said.

Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

One
We were two Me and you We hadn't met Nor touched yet Our souls ached Our bodies longed For the two to become one Over many miles You drove with smiles To meet your love Sent from above With souls aching With bodies longing The two would soon become one An hour away My love did stay To him I went And the day we spent Satisfying our aches Fulfilling our longings The two became one That day we both knew we were meant to be I was made for you and you for me Never again will our hearts beat as two For your heart beats for me and mine for you We are forever one

You And Me.....lifehouse
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all of the people with