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Peculiar Story
This is a peculiar story Where does it start and where does it end? What kind of destinations are these? She could not understand, neither could I Why, with this light Did smoke rise from the lamp? Am I seeing a dream Or have I woken up from a dream? This is a peculiar story Where does it start and where does it end? Congratulations to you that you Have become someone else's glory You are so close to someone That you have gone far from everyone (else) Taking someone's love, you Will settle in a new world Whenever this evening will come I will remember you This is a peculiar story Where does it start and where does it end? What kind of destinations are these? He could not understand, neither could I

Whenever Matter Gets Ruined
When any matter gets ruined When any difficulty arises You give me companionship, oh friend There is no one, there was no one In my life aside from you You give me companionship, oh friend As long as the night is moonlit, everyone gives company But you don't let go of my hand in darkness When any matter gets ruined When any difficulty arises You give me companionship, oh friend Those intentions of faithfulness, we will obey vows As long as even one breath of life is within our control My heart now believes we had met sometime before also This is a link of centuries, it's not a matter of today When any matter gets ruined When any difficulty arises You give me companionship, oh friend There is no one, there was no one In my life aside from you You give me companionship, oh friend

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How Addicted To Myspace Are You
You Are 24% Addicted To MySpaceThe level of your addiction is low. MySpace is merely a recreational activity to you. You somewhat understand why others are addicted to MySpace. How Addicted To MySpace Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

I Stole This From Rafy Because It Needs Reposted
National Breast Cancer Awareness Month, 2008 A Proclamation by the President of the United States of America White House News During National Breast Cancer Awareness Month, we underscore our commitment to fighting and preventing this devastating disease. Breast cancer is one of the most common types of cancer among women, and we must strengthen our support of those who are living with this disease while continuing to work toward a cure. Breast cancer can be attributed to many factors, including age, genetics, obesity, and family history. Women who exercise regularly, maintain healthy diets, and have yearly visits with their doctors are less likely to get breast cancer. Various screening measures such as mammograms, regular breast self-exams, and clinical breast exams can help detect cancer before it has a chance to spread. Early detection allows for early intervention, helps make treatment more effective, and gives hope to patients and saves lives. America leads the

So Our Could Be President Is A Flag
so our could be president is a flag burner? woo lets burn the flag and disarm to look weak to other nations! The following is a narrative taken from Sunday Morning's televised Meet The Press From Sunday's Televised 'Meet the Press' Senator Obama was asked about his stance on the American Flag. Obama Explains National Anthem Stance Sun, 07 Sept. 2008 11:48:04 EST, General Bill Ginn' USAF (ret.) asked Obama to explain why he doesn't foll ow protocol when the National Anthem is played. The General also stated to the Senator that according to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171... During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. At the very least, 'Stand and Face It' Senator Obama Live on Sunday states, 'As I've said about the flag pin, I do

No Sex Before Marriage
A very nice, innocent woman wants to get married, but she's only willing to marry a man if he's never had sex with another woman. After several unsuccessful years of searching, she decides to take out a personal ad. She ends up corresponding with a man who's lived his entire life in the Australian Outback and he's had no experience with women. She's very happy with him, and she feels that they're perfect for each other. So, they end up getting married. On their wedding night, she goes into the bathroom to prepare for the evening. When she returns to the bedroom, she finds her new husband standing in the middle of the room, naked. All the furniture from the room is piled in one corner. 'What happened?' she asks. 'I've never been with a woman' he says, 'but if it's anything like a kangaroo, I'm gonna need all the room I can get!'

Thousands Of Troops Are Deployed On U.s.
http://www. prisonplanet. com/thousands-of-troops-are-deployed-on-us-streets-ready-to-carry-out-crowd-control. html Thousands of Troops Are Deployed on U.S. Streets Ready to Carry Out “Crowd Control” Naomi Wolf AlterNet Thursday, October 9, 2008 Background: the First Brigade of the Third Infantry Division, three to four thousand soldiers, has been deployed in the United States as of October 1. Their stated mission is the form of crowd control they practiced in Iraq, subduing “unruly individuals,” and the management of a national emergency. I am in Seattle and heard from the brother of one of the soldiers that they are engaged in exercises now. Amy Goodman reported that an Army spokesperson confirmed that they will have access to lethal and non lethal crowd control technologies and tanks. George Bush struck down Posse Comitatus, thus making it legal for military to patrol the U.S. He has also legally established that in the “War on Terror

Tattoo Survey
IF YOU HAVE AT LEAST ONE (1) TATTOO,DO THE SURVEY--- Have you ever cried during a tattoo? no Do you think tattoos hurt? yeah and sometimes they tickle bad When did you get your first tattoo? at 19 Were you drunk? a lil Were you alone when you got your first tattoo? No What was your first tattoo? 4130 Which tattoo is closest to your heart? bradley nowell Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? 2 people acttually Ever went with a group to get a tattoo? No, just my first one it was a present Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? no Do you have anyone's name tattoooed on you? no What was the most painful tattoo you received? my thigh omg i thought the shin hurts How many tattooos do you have? 13 Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattoooed? moderately Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yes more than one actually H

Violent Vikings
Were Vikings really violent people? Yes, to some they were, but to others they were everyday people trying to make a living in very difficult times. How many times did the Vikings really raid the other nations of the world? The answer to that question will never be known. First you have to remember that Viking was a job title, and not a race of people. One of the great errors in history is to call all the Scandinavian people Vikings. For the most part they should be called Norsemen, and not Vikings. Vikings are raiders, and people that live a seafaring life. This would be a raider, or a trader. Today the name Viking has come to mean raider or pirate to the historically knowledgeable, and the Scandinavians to those there are not. Vikings were made up of everyday people from all over the world, and not just Scandinavians. Irish, Germans, English, Scottish, and even people from Africa were Vikings!. Did the people of Scandinavia really do all of these raids? There are numerous papers writ

My Life According To Me
Right here we go I feel compelled expelled whatever to elaborate (checks dictionary for spelling!) on part of my last blog. The part that I mentioned about being an alcoholic for over 20 years startinf from the age of about 13 (yes young and dont blame my parents they had no say in my life cos the step mother was a witch!) and basically carried on until about 3 years ago so work it out, I was a heavy drinker holy cow 24 years. Anyway, you read about how alcohol effects lifes, and I thought it would never happen to me but it did - moved out of family home at about 16 to work, and had my own place, but lost it cos drink was more important than rent. Went back home to dad and step witch 6 months later. Still drinking. Moved out again 6 months later followed same as above but this time a year later before I went home. THey went to New Zeland or somewhere for holiday and when they came back I had raided the drinks cupboard and dne all stupid things and therefore got kicked

Come Back
After all was said and done, I am still alone Willing it to ring, I stare at my phone We talk for awhile, and sometimes I cry I say I am strong, but it feels like a lie And after we hang up, I am still alone Alone... until you come back to me. I cried the other night, wishing for a touch I never thought I could miss something so much I want to bitch, I want to whine I want to know it will be just fine So alone, to a dream I clutch Alone... until you come back to me. Your smile haunts me every day You made sure of that, it was your way To make me feel like your only one God I feel so much left undone So alone, my world is gray Alone... until you come back to me I cannot lie, this is very hard To see our boy playing in an empty yard No one to blow bubbles Or to discuss slight troubles Our lives a huge fragmented shard Alone...until you come back to us. What can I do but wait and wait? Until whomever determines our fate I cling to the dream we lovingly sh

Why Am I Afraid Of Life
How come i said going into this i just wanted to have fun nothing more, but as the days go by, the more time i spend with him, the more i get to know about him the more i want to be with him. everday this gets harder. to keep my distance. i dont want to get my heart broken and i'm afraid to say anything, i almost got the ballz today but chicked out.

Aod Reds Rage
this lounge is real fun if you want to make new friends and like rock music or any kind this place is for you please have fun joining this lounge and gods bless you here is the link to the lounge http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55331 cya there oh i give thanks to dj sirius black for creating this lounge and a shout out to my fam on AOD YOU RAWK KEEP ROCKIN TILL THE SUN IS DROPPIN!! and please repost (repost of original by 'destroyer of souls mess with me you DIE!! RULER OF THE UNDERWORLD!!' on '2008-10-12 16:17:12')

Amen Brother!
Obama, I am a 34 conservative white male. I have followed your campaign closely, including the speeches you and others made at the democratic national convention. I am respectfully providing you with seven simple (probably shallow) reasons why I could never vote for you. I believe my opinion is shared by many people. While there may not be quite enough to prevent you from becoming president of this nation, I do think there is an awakening to the fact that you are not a (the) messiah that the media and liberal Hollywood entertainers are trying to portray you. 1. I hear your mantra of change, change, change. Yet, you picked a long term, liberal, Washington insider (Joe Bidden) to be your running mate. This is NOT change. It is a move that hypocritically refutes the very thing you supposedly stand for. Your campaign then slammed McCain for picking Sarah Palin, apparently, because she is NOT a Washington insider. She is a maverick who cleaned-up Alaska 's quagmire of politica

The Turning
Pull of the blood red moon I lay in bed released and calm The darkness enveloping me The calling whispers pulling at my desire Til a spark then flame Turn into a fire I toss and turn as pleasure peaks As the hunger then awakens and starts to seek I awake shaken The darkness of the night calls I struggle to get out of bed and fall Tears course down my cheeks for i am just to weak My head pulls back of its own accord All i can think is not yet Please lord! My eyes flash as the hunger and craving unleash Pain explodes through my mind FANGS bared and looking for just one weak soul in the masses ~midnight wolf~

A Poem From My Love
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!" by Jilly baby I Miss you too my love!!!!!

If You Like Kinky Things You Might Like This Site.
Just joined a site called kinkyspace.com. Sort of like myspace for kinky people but better than myspace anyways. Hope to see you there! http://www.kinkyspace.com

More On Boundaries
When do we say no, and when do we say yes? Is saying no a sign of selfishness or a sign of strength? Is saying yes a sign of weakness, or a sign of generosity and compassion? A perplexing question for so many travellers – do we set down boundaries, and if so, how? Some say boundaries are essential, for we have to look after ourselves. They say it is a sign of strength to be able to politely disappoint someone, or to firmly tell an abusive man to back off. But others will say boundaries are essentially selfish, the sign of a petty man, a small hearted woman. If someone is being hurtful as a result of his own sadness, is it not right to show a compassionate response instead of leaving him? How can we call ourselves a friend if we turn down a request from someone in need? This will be a strange thing to say: what if both sides are right? The Butterfly and the Chrysalis The metamorphosis from a caterpillar to a butterfly holds a haunting allure – it appeals to something raw, s

Why ?
I ask you what's wrong in a soft voice and hope it's not me. I hang onto your words as you talk to me hoping it's not me. I hear the words come from you and still hope it's not me. I feel the pain come from you and hit me like a knife and still hope it's not me. I try and find out what is wrong and I still hope it's not me. I ask again even more softly what's wrong and still hope it's not me. I want to find out and yet I still hope it's not me. I look at you in the eyes and beg to know without talking and I still hope it's not me. I cry because I feel your pain and hurt and still I hope it's not me. In the end you showed me what all of it was. I held on when I knew you were hurting. I held tightly to you when you were angry. I held on when anybody else would of let go. I stood strong through the storm. Yet I still ask why and hope it's not me.

Last Debate 08
Great how after the debate, NBC runs a commercial for the new movie "W"... Huh... ...no media bias here!!! But I digress... After the onslaught of local commercials, we join Ann Curry with a small room of six "independents"... ...yeah, these "independents" pretty much sound like "uuhhhh, I like free healthcare" and "insert sarcastic hippie rhetoric HERE"... Poor Ann was basically asking questions that were pretty much answered by "raising hands"... Good job, NBC... GOOD JOB. Of course, after the idiots speak, we turn to Tom Brokaw with his two post-debate guests. Mitt Romney and Hillary Clinton. Once again, the general media gives the coin flip to the Republicans, allowing the Democrats to have the last word (even though Hillary has plain out STATED how pathetic Obama's plans are...) As for the debate itself, I believe McCain won on the intelligent level. Sure, my boy McCain stut...stutt...stuttered a few times but did anyone count how many times sen

Why... That's A Good Ques.. Y Do I Try So Damn Hard!
Why do I breathe, Why do I try, Why to I give myslef, Until I cry. I am there for you, As a loving friend, But then I'm shoved away, Blown in the dust to end. I think, I give, I try my best, But when it's not good, You can guess the rest. But stupid me I go back, I try over again, But I always get shoved back, It's the same as it has ever been. I cry and I wonder, Why I live here today, Then I think back, And remember and I say. Why do I breathe, Why do I try, Why do I give myself, Until I cry.

My Silent Dungeon... No Words Can Discribe The Way I Felt.. Well Maybe These Can Lol
Can you feel my pain? These icy hot tears, Can you mend my broken heart? That has been butchered throughout the years. I am scared to show emotion, My feelings I like to hide, You can never know me, I keep me locked inside. Locked inside this fearful dungeon, It's dark as dark can be, Please go back, No, Please don't come, Please don't get to know me. How hard is it to listen? To the simple words I say, Please don't let me trust you, I get hurt that way. This is how it all begins, We start out as a friend, Time and time you stab me, We're enemies in the end. I must be such an evil person, Beaten and bruised I lay here and cry, I loved you and I trusted you, You wanted me to die.

Watch Out Ladies
Share with your sisters, daughters, nieces, mothers, and female friends. This Incident has been confirmed. In Katy , TX A man came over and offered his services as a painter to a female putting gas in her car and left his card. She said no,but accepted his card out of kindness and got in the car. The man then got into a car driven by another gentleman. As the lady left the service station, she saw the men following her out of the station at the same time. Almost immediately, she started to feel dizzy and could not catch her breath. She tried to open the window and realized that the odor was on her hand; the same hand which accepted the card from the gentleman at the gas station. She then noticed the men were immediately behind her and she felt she needed to do something at that moment. She drove into the first driveway and began to honk her horn repeatedly to ask for help. The men drove away but the lady still felt pretty bad for several minutes afte

I Love This One
What I needed most was to love and to be loved, eager to be caught. Happily I wrapped those painful bonds around me; and sure enough, I would be lashed with the red-hot pokers or jealousy, by suspicions and fear, by burst of anger and quarrels.

Carebear Bling Auction!!!
Glitter Care Bear Graphics BLING AUCTION!! just click the picture of the one you wanna bid on... BOOZY BEAR CHERRY BEAR Glitter Care Bear Graphics Brought to you by: I?Ben&Jerrys?MGR REGIMENT BOMBERS?Click Club Member?@ fubar

Cries In The Night
Cries In The Night Oh, I'm sitting down thinking about losing my mind Cause I keep telling myself I'm only one of a kind My life is broke because my dreams were shattered For so very long nothing else mattered I'm hearing Cries in the Night I can't wait another day No, no, no, tell me no lies I'm standing cold in the light I lose the dream and I go crazy I'm hearing Cries in the Night Yeah, they pull at my hair, and call out my name They think I'm cool and got worries with fame But I'm living to lose and dying to win With those people around here my patience wears thin I'm hearing Cries in the Night I can't wait another day No, no, no, tell me no lies I'm standing cold in the light I lose the dream and I go crazy I'm hearing Cries in the Night Yeah, I'm trying to get away, get away from it all I stand and scream, I'm not gonna crawl The dream never dies That's why I sing the song Like my maddening world, it turns on and on I'm hearing Cries in the Nigh

Ok Here It Goes...
I have decided I am going to write down everything that happens in my day, everyday that I am on here. Yeah I know, like anyone will care! I am going to include things like, what I have ate, what I am doing as I am writing, who I saw, who I did (j/k that never happens LoL), things that grinded my gears, emotions, etc. I can go on, but I believe you have the idea! So here is my first entry. Let's see I'll call you - Bloggy. Dear Bloggy, Today was pretty shitty. Sucked! Cold, rainy. My day started pretty early, when I had to take my husband Jason to work. Then I couldn't get back to sleep, so I got online and harrassed a few peeps. Then I had to wake a friend of mine up, just so I could use his car, to go car shopping with me. OMG that sucked terribly. Went in a big ass circle in four different counties, just to find something that drove. I seen this one car, that was a total p.o.s. and the guy had "Nice Derby Car" written on the windshield. So I thought, "Ok, it's a derby

Seattle Center
that night in the grazz at Seattle Center kissin you and feeling you.Thighz all around me feelin good watchin the security guy in his small ride doin hiz job,makin his roundz and im still in you excited that im luccy 2 feel you so tight around my dicc.The rush of gettin caught heightenz are pleasure that we both came together knowin damn well we didnt want 2 get up but we had 2......Movin and walkin now,grabbin your nice juicy azz,talkin mess,makin laughz & lookin for another spot 2 get down again.We find that staircase,as you lead me halfway and you pull out my chocolate 2 your delight,it lookz nicer then you thought.Then you opened your mouth,welcomin my puddin pop with slow deep mouth strokez and massagin my ballz at the same time.Chocolate ballz in your mouth,around ya chin and dicc bacc in your mouth again.Then you deep throat me a few timez,stop,turn around and pull them pantz down for my awaitin chocolate.I slide in,just the head enterz and you pull forward like itz 2 bigg,but i

Psycho
in honor of the halloween spirit of the month here's a little writing i did awhile back. enjoy. your pain is my pleasure your torture is my joy in my sick little mind you're my favorite toy locked up in your cage i take joy hearing you beg that's right you're in hell and i am the fucking devil flay the skin off your back the screams bring me to climax laughing in pure ecstasy you're my new trophey go ahead and pray to god he won't hear your pathetic sobs when you're in hell with me there's no sound but your screams my pet, trapped in it's cage i keep you alive for my own sake it brings me such joy to hear you whine bitch your soul is mine i slit your throat like a pig i lost interest in your screams don't worry i'll find another a new pet to slowly torture i've been doing this all my life taking what's rightfully mine you fucking whores are all the same that's why i have to each you all a lesson they'll never find your grave buried deep

Honored
honored Another day that I have spent just staring at your smile in disbelief because your mine almost as if I'm in denile so thankful that I have your heart so honored that I call you mine oh what I'd give to hold you close so much the same that it's a sign a sign that this one is for real so real is seems like destiny two hearts that seem to beat as one forever… if it's left up to me one day soon… I'll get my chance to hold you close, to make you feel that you've become my everything to show you all this love is real until that day I'll let you know in as many ways that I feel I can that you're everything I'll ever want and how honored I feel that I am your man…

The Devil's Teardrop By Jeffrey Deaver
Plot Summary: Although Deaver's brilliant, wheelchair-bound forensic expert Lincoln Rhyme makes a guest appearance, the muscular scientist in charge here is Parker Kincaid--an expert in document analysis who'd much rather be checking the authenticity of letters from Thomas Jefferson than figuring out when a crazed shooter known as the Digger will strike again. But it's New Year's Eve, 1999, and the Digger has begun a reign of terror--promising to shoot into crowds in Washington, D.C., every four hours until he's paid $20 million. As Kincaid searches an odd ransom note for clues (and tries to maintain a low profile so that his vindictive ex-wife won't get custody of his young kids), we get to know the Digger better. He is a frighteningly invisible character with serious brain damage, who methodically obeys a set of instructions from an unknown handler. We also learn many amazing facts about paper, ink, and handwriting analysis, and watch as a relationship slowly and reluctantly develops

Reason Lyrics
There's something in your eyes I know I can't resist. Something in the air, I don't know why. you were hardly there when i was on my own. theres something about you that makes me cry. You were hardly there when I was on my own. There's something about you that makes me cry. Can I believe That your heart still beats for me? Let me receive A sign that you're my destiny. I wanna know. Give me a reason For me to believe in, Can't you see it in my eyes? That I need a reason, For I'm still breathing. Is it time to say goodbye? 'Cause deep in my heart I know There's a reason Why I am not leaving, Why I'm not alone. So give me a reason For me to believe in, give me a reason. give me a reason give me a reason something in your eyes still takes my breath away something deep inside please tell me why I don't know what I should do to break this spell how can you make my life an alibi Can I believe That your heart still beats for me? Let me receive A sign

Billions Of Fish, Fish Eggs Die In Power Plants
BUCHANAN, N.Y. – For a newly hatched striped bass in the Hudson River, a clutch of trout eggs in Lake Michigan or a baby salmon in San Francisco Bay, drifting a little too close to a power plant can mean a quick and turbulent death. Sucked in with enormous volumes of water, battered against the sides of pipes and heated by steam, the small fry of the aquatic world are being sacrificed in large numbers each year to the cooling systems of power plants around the country. Environmentalists say the nation's power plants are needlessly killing fish and fish eggs with their cooling systems, but energy-industry officials say opponents of nuclear power are exaggerating the losses. The issue is affecting the debate over the future of a nuclear plant in the suburbs north of New York City, and the facilities and environmentalists are closely watching the outcome here to see how to proceed in other cities around the country. The U.S. Supreme Court is expected to rule this term in a lawsui

One Morning In Bangkok
Room Service: Morny, rune sore-bees. Hotel Guest: Oh sorry, I thought I dialled room service. RS: Rye, rune sore-bees. Morny. Jewish to odor sunteen? HG: I'd like some bacon and eggs. RS: Ow July then? HG: What? RS: Aches. Ow July then? Pry, boy, pooch ... .? HG: Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry. Scrambled please. RS: Ow July thee baycome? Crease? HG: Crisp will be fine. RS: Okay. An Santos? HG: What? RS: Santos, July Santos? HG: Ugh ... I don't know ... I don't think so. RS: No? Judo one toes? HG: Look, I really feel bad about this, but I just don't know what judo-one-toes means. I'm sorry. RS: Toes! Toes! Why Jew Don Juan, toes? Ow bow eenglish mopping we bother? HG: English muffin! I've got it! Toast! You were saying toast! Fine. An English muffin will be fine. RS: We bother? HG: No. Just put the bother on the side. RS: Wad? HG: I'm sorry. I meant butter. Butter on the side. RS: Copy? HG: I feel terrible about this but ... RS: Copy. Copy, tea, mill.

Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. -

My Grandson
Malachi your the apple of Nan's eye your my wee treasure i love you little man your personality is a special one and no one can replace you ever. I love how we share in so much together its memories nan will always have. Your love for Nan shines and we have to so much fun together ,we cuddle on a night and Nan whisper's sweet things in your ear, you listen and most of all you know your loved. Your chatter is always a pleasure to hear ,and the way you come to always kiss and cuddle Nan before you go to bed its special..And the fun we have baking that chocolate cake how you wait right till its iced then always true to form in goes ya hand to a corner and takes your chunk before its even cut lol I love you precious one' never forget that...

A Promise To The Shadows
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I

Womanizer
Superstar, where you from, how's it going? I know you, gotta clue whatcha doing You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are, baby Look at you, getting more than just a re-up Baby you, got all the puppets with their strings up Faking like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em I know what you are, what you are, baby Womanizer, woman-womanizer, you're a womanizer, Oh womanizer, oh you're a womanizer, baby You you you are, you you you are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer (womanizer) Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are (You) You got me going (You) You're oh so charming (You) But I can't do it (You) You womanizer Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are Boy don't try to front I (I) know just (just) what you are-are-are (You) You say I'm crazy (You) I got yo

Believe
I sit alone and watch the clock Trying to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil I don't meet In the dreams that I live trough Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me this life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams All the smiles you had to fake And all the shit you had to take Just to lead us here again I never have the things to say To make it all just go away To make it all just disappear Believe in me I know you've waited for so long Believe in me Sometimes the weak become the strong Believe in me this life is not always what it seems Believe in me Cause I was made for chasing dreams Its my life Its my choice Hear my words Hear my voice And just believe I sit alone and watch the clock Trying to collect my thoughts And all I think about is you If you Believe in me life is

Why Is Obama Hiding His Birth Certificate?
What's Obama hiding from us? Posted: October 17, 2008 1:00 am Eastern © 2008 I read in yesterday's edition of WorldNetDaily that a second lawsuit has been filed demanding Barack Obama produce evidence that he is a natural-born U.S. citizen in the form of certified copies of birth documents. When I first heard that the birth certificate Obama had posted on his website was suspected of being a forgery, I didn't give it much credence. I mean, who in their right mind would try and pull off something like running for president of the United States on forged documents? It's ridiculous. Surely he didn't live all his life in this country without ever having to produce birth records! I mean, it's ridiculous. Everybody has a birth certificate. Even me (although my original is too heavy to carry, being chiseled into a rock slab). A birth certificate is the easiest and quickest (although not the only) form of identification to establish citizenship in order to get a passport.

Something To Think About
This life & beyond, if we are lucky enough we will live an awesome life, without too many worries. If we are apart of the unlucky few then, it’s a life of struggle & just learning how to survive. I’ll never understand how, some people have the greatest life ever with all the luck to boot. They never want or need for anything. They can give their children whatever their hearts desire. They will never wonder where the money will come from, to buy groceries, clothes for their kids or themselves. Anything that their hearts desire they can get & money is no object for them. Then we have others who will always continue to struggle in their lives. They will never have any fancy or nice things like a house or cars. They will feel bad for they can’t provide for their kids, the way they really want to. I’d rather be that person that has to struggle, to get what I want or need from life. Someone who has to struggle for what they want, it can only make them a stronger person for it. As fo

One Pissed Off Lady
I got this awhile ago and I totally love it!! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores onSeptember 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" w hen an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all . I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the

My Fu-owners Are Theeeeee Best, Please Go Show Love- R/a/f/c/b Them ( For John & Red )
(¯`·._ JØHÑJØHÑ_.·´¯) OWNED BY BETTYBOOPS/OWNER OF SUNSHINE PRINCECESS/JADE/CATAWBA@ fubar ~*Sexy*Red2*~Promoter/Greeter@Sweetwaters*Jade's Dirty Diamond Crew@ fubar

The Rules Of Love..
1. Oral Sex does not count. 2. If you can't remember the person's name the following day, doesn't count. 3. If you failed to call the person back to have more sex, doesn't count. 4. If neither of you achieved orgasm, doesn't count. 5. Sex with a friend, doesn't count, it's just another thing you share. 6. If the act was so lame, you leave thinking "did I shave my legs for this", doesn't count. 7. An old flame, doesn't count. 8. An ex-spouse, doesn't count ,refer to this as a "pity ****". 9. Masturbating in front of someone while they do the same, sorry, not sex...not cheating. 10. Cyber-sex - NO WAY - this is glorified masturbation. 11. Two heterosexual women having fun, not sex. 12. Kissing body parts is not cheating. 13. An act to make a married person feel good about themselves, not sex, BUT only if you do not know their significant other. 14. An act committed while you were intoxicated, doesn't count. 15. An act committed with a family memb

Help Please
Im really curious about all the really cool morphing pics of people on this site and I was wondering if anyone would like to reccomend a web site that does that stuff. (i.e. pic of me 'morphing' into a sexy vampire...or a fairy...etc) Thanks so much! xoxoxoxo ;)

Ever Wonder
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is it that doctors call what they do 'practice'? ____________________________________________________ Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? ----------

Robert Chrisley "reknown Good Fortune"
ROBERT CHRISLEY "REKNOWN GOOD FORTUNE" THE EXODUS OF REKNOWN GOOD FORTUNE I DEFF-INI-SHON 2000 close your eyes till the morning son bangs on your head under the morning dawn giants wake in the valley and its you they claim rise to walk with your maker through the cool of the day silence speaks through false pretensions and the only way through is through you convictions take this now and you will see the meaning of it all and it's not what it seems is there anybody out there? anyone at all? does anyone care to know the meaning of it all? take this now and you will see the phathoms and phantoms are what you dream they will clash fighting for the one who will wake in the rise of the Morning Son is there anybody out there? my weakness grows numb does anyone care to know i have an angel under my thumb and my ladder of gold ascends far into the sky but a stairway spirals downward left of my right wings capture my thoughts and they pull away rainbows of mysel

Never Take For Granted ( Let It Show)
Too often we don't realize What we have until it is gone Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones We hold dearest to our hearts And we allow foolish things To tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let Unimportant things into our minds And then it's usually too late To see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know How much they mean to you Take that time to say the words Before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate Everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot. One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say go

My Nsfw Pics Are Now Private
Ok so I have been having a lot of problems lately with guys and them begging for my nsfw pics. So here is the thing, yes I do have a folder and I will be adding to it, but I will only show them if you ask nicely. I will no longer allow them to be viewable to my friends. So I'm just going to say this, if you want to see them you will have to be very nice to me and treat me like a person and not a sex object. I am flattered that guys get off on my pics and they turn you on, but I am more than just a body. So thank you in advance for understanding. Hugs and kisses. Amy

Hundreds Of New Marine Species Discovered: Australian Scientists
Ophiacantha brittlestar. Hundreds of new marine species and previously uncharted undersea … * 100s of new species discovered in Australia Slideshow: 100s of new species discovered in Australia SYDNEY (AFP) – Hundreds of new marine species and previously uncharted undersea mountains and canyons have been discovered in the depths of the Southern Ocean, Australian scientists said Wednesday. A total of 274 species of fish, ancient corals, molluscs, crustaceans and sponges new to science were found in icy waters up to 3,000 metres (9,800 feet) deep among extinct volcanoes, they said. The scientists mapped undersea mountains up to 500 metres high and canyons larger than the Grand Canyon for the first time, the government's Commonwealth Scientific and Industrial Research Organisation (CSIRO) said. The finds were made in marine reserves 100 nautical miles south of the Australian island of Tasmania during two CSIRO voyages in November 2006 and April 2007 using new sonar and v

Left Lan Scragglers... Move Over!!!
First let me say this, if you, the person reading this, is a left lane hog monkey, move the fuck over when I am on your tail. It's quite simple, if I am right on your tail, that should be a good indication that I want you to move over so I can speed my way to where I am going. I am sick and tired of left lane hog monkeys "cruising" in the left hand lane. It doesn't matter the road, there are jackasses on every single one of them. When I am on your tail in my BMW M5, that means get the fuck over.. I want to go faster than you in your piece of shit car. The left hand lane is for passing only. Yes, I can stay in the left hand land and you cannot... why? Because I am passing everyone. Fuck you if you think you can limit my speed by sitting in the left hand lane. I am not tailing you to race you. My 500HP beast would smoke you.... I'm tailing you so you get the hint that it's time to move over. And brake checking... listen motherfuckers, my brakes work much, much better than yo

Fuck Buddies
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your ADULTSPACE that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "FUCK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? Huh!!!! just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "FUCK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Help Me Get My Artist Hank Grant The Win
message to me from Hank Grant , thank you for your support, you can view his video in my stash too Hi Jody, I need alot of help here. Can you concentrate your efforts getting people to join my fan club, and to vote for my video on Famecast. I am in the TOP 5 and the winner will be selected THIS Tuesday at midnight, to be one of 3 finalists Competing in Nov, for $20,000.00. I have never advanced this far, and I know I can win this with some extra votes. Plus everyone that joins my mailing list through the link provided and confirms registration with Famecast, is entered into my FREE Fan CLub Membership Drawing help on 10/29/08 which includes Fan Club certificate, CD, autographed photos, and other goodies. Here is the Code for the Mailing list. Here is the VOTE link CODE: People can vote once per day, per email address.. (hint) Any help will be greatly appreciated and I will owe you BIG TIME.. Much love, Hank If these codes d

My Reality
Heh you know reality is a funny thing these days...why? because there is so much in this world now that takes away from reality. I mean between video games, movies, internet(aka messangers,fubar,myspace,online gaming ect ect) but you get the idea. But what about the reality of real pain..and hurt that people endure everyday? *sighs* sadly we endure this pain and sadness even in the virtual world...in fact sometimes the pain can be worse.So even tho this is a virtual world...is it reality? Who can judge just because you believe you cant fall in love over the internet...does that mean its not possible? Just like popularity, fubar has one of the biggest popularity contests i have ever seen since high school. Thats reality but does that make you a bad person? No depending on how you use that popularity and how you present yourself is what makes you a bad person.I've seen the most popular people always remember the little guys...then you have the ones who shit on the little guys...but that

They Never Go Away...
For those that seem to get annoyed by my private photos and small friends list... ->italian st...: Have a lovely life. italian st...: i wanted to put my big hard dick in it but didnt fit ->italian st...: umm.. k, was just a question. italian st...: oh wow ur so dame hot

Billy Idol-to Be A Lover
Have I told you Lately that I love you If I din't, darlin', You see, I'm so sorry Didn't I reach out And hold you In these lovin' arms Well, if I didn't, oh baby. Well, I'm so sorry When I realized that you need love too, Gonna spend my life makin' love to you. Got to be a lover. Have mercy. Forgot to be a lover, babe. (Have mercy) Forgot to be a lover. (Have mercy) Forgot to be a lover. Make it on through to you somehow. (Have mercy, baby) Got to be a lover, babe. (Forgot to be a lover) Woo! Woo! Well, did I ask you, Yes, would you come and share, Oh, share, Oh, the burden and the task That's at love's command Didn't I say All those lovin' special things That you long to hear To show how much I care Well, when I realize That you need love too, Gonna spend my life Makin' love to you Forgot to be a lover, Have mercy Well, well I worked all day Hard as I can Worked all night, didn't make me a man. (Forgot to be a lover) Have mercy, Oo, Whe

Keith Olberman (msnbc)tells It All About 'joe The Plumber' Real Name -samuel
Keith Olberman Joe the Plumber is a Fraud he doesn't have a license, doesn't make more than 40,000 a year-- WOULD get money off Obama's tax plan watch these video's freakn amazing. Keith Olberman-- Joe the Plumber is a McCain Plant Joe the Plumbers Real Name is Samuel... See what 'Joe' says...

Keith Olbermann Special Comment: Sarah Palin Smears Obama, Incites Violence At Rally
Ya gotta love Keith Olberman... You've got to watch this all the way through.... He totally takes Sarah Palin out on her terrorist accusations on Obama. And look I posted something similar a week ago (?) but I didn't get the beginning this one has. Awesome

Who Are You?
“WHO ARE YOU?” James Ivan Vincent! “WHAT DO YOU WANT?” Nothing and everything! “WHOM DO YOU SERVE?” No one! “AND WHO DO YOU TRUST?” Only thy self! “WHO ARE YOU?” I am James Ivan Vincent Raper of Queens Lover of Whores Murder of Angels Slayer of Daemons! Anything else you’d like to know?

Wolf
Wolf's Wisdom Includes: Facing the end of one's cycle with dignity and courage Death and rebirth Spirit teaching Guidance in dreams and meditations Instinct linked with intelligence Social and familial values Outwitting enemies Ability to pass unseen Steadfastness Skill in protection of self and family Taking advantage of change

For The Shadows
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You!

Halloween Costume
A bald man with a wooden leg gets invited to a Halloween party. He >>> doesn't know what costume to wear to hide his head and his leg so >>> he writes to a costume company to explain his problem. A few days >>> later he received a parcel with the following note: >>> >>> Dear Sir, >>> >>> Please find enclosed a pirate's outfit. The spotted handkerchief >>> will cover your bald head and, with your wooden leg, you will be >>> just right as a pirate. >>> >>> Very truly yours, >>> Acme Costume Co. >>> >>> The man thinks this is terrible because they have emphasized his >>> wooden leg and so he writes a letter of complaint. A week goes by >>> and he 1receives another parcel and a note, which says: >>> >>> Dear Sir, >>> >>> Please find enclosed a monk's habit. The long robe will cover your >>> wooden leg and, with your bald head, you will really look the part. >>> >>> Very truly yours, >>> Acme Costume Co.

Getting Shit Straight
I know i am not a perfect person, i have made some mistakes that i'm not proud of, and i have hurt the people that i love the most. I know if i could go back and change what i did i would but i can't. I have to live with it for the rest of my life, but I am not gona let that get me down, i have a child that i have to raise, I have responsibilities that i have to take care of,I know i may have acted like a child sometimes, but who doesn't. We all have our demons that we have to live with, some more than others i give you that, but there is no reason why we can't face them on our own or with some one, it makes no difference, but it's always better to face them with some one that you love. Now for some odd reason i have three loves in my life, one is my little girl, two is her mother, and three is my one true love,and bestfriend Chelsea Rose Jabboori. I have messed up both of those relationships because of stupid choices on my part, I cheated, I was an asshole,and i did everything wrong.I

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Your eyes have darkened my love to the cold dark place that makes you low I will protect your heart my love until the warm kind rays of sunshine reclaim your saddened soul You spirits need nestling my love come lay by my side I will protect your mind my love until I am assured you will be ok Your arms seem lost and limp let me drape you with my own I will protect your body my love My embrace will be your home

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I’m traveling nowhere In a dream, Vague towns And ghost retreats, Stumbling into mist In the valley of discontent. I’ve been stranded in the past Living in a lonely room Gazing through dirty windows Into the sunless world. Conversations repeat like broadcasts In my brain, Something he said Echoes in the corridors Of sorrow. I scratched a note On a piece of paper And buried it In a book I never gave him. Time gradually Wears away at tenderness, Insensitivity remains. There is always A thousand things I meant to do and say, Gifts that met trash canisters Instead of human hands. Can I find that book? Do I have the courage To read that note? Did he ever conceive That I loved him? Will I ever rediscover the woman That vanished in an ancient kiss?

Diamond - Thanx For All You Do!
Please click her pic and go show her love - rate add fan comment - gift her, thanx Diamond, for doin such a great job hon...love & hugz....Jade DIAMOND{UNDERTAKER@SWEETWATER"@MEMBER OF THE DIRTY DIAMOND CREW}@ fubar

Thighs
This is a poem, in praise of her thighs They guard the gates of a woman's surprise They're soft and smooth as a babies behind Oh what a wonderful, happy design! And joined at the top to a tight shapely ass Both women and men will watch as they pass Yes, thighs are the road to my favorite desert When nicely framed by a tight little skirt But the skirt is a wrapping she smiles and removes It's one of the things that a lack of improves The thighs are a road-sign that point out the spot Where a kiss and a touch make her wiggle a lot When parted with care to expose her flower They're pleasant to see with their beauty and power Then when they wrap, and lock 'round my back They keep me from slipping at all out her crack Now we are done, and the last thing I say "Praise be to thighs: they just made my day!"

Help My Country Rose Out Give Amanda Nagurney Your Vote Ty
Hi Everyone,I have been nominated in the BUFFALO MUSIC AWARDS for the Best Female Vocalist in Buffalo. Go to www. bestofwny. com and hit NightLife's 2008 Buffalo Music Awards Click Here To Vote button. Please vote for AMANDA NAGURNEY on page 6 under Female Vocalist (cover). Please get anyone you can to vote!!! Thank you! I really apprecaite your help.Thanks,AmandaJust click on banner below

America's Imperiled Democracy
FREE News Flashes -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- America's imperiled democracy - It grows increasingly likely that Election 2008 will make us long for the good old days when elections were fair and civilized processes – like Election 2000. If the current election continues in the direction it seems headed toward, America's electoral process may be broken beyond repair. There are allegations of voter fraud nationwide – at least 11 states are officially under federal investigation. In Ohio, more than 600,000 have already voted – at least a third of those votes are allegedly under a cloud of suspicion. The community activist organization ACORN is at

This Video Is So Right The Fuck On
You know the words come on!!! Well I walk up to you and I shake your hand Ask you how your day was, you were up all night, that sucks I understand Now hurry the fuck up ‘cause I don’t want to wait I’m in a hurry and it’s your fault I’m stepping 20 minutes late ‘Cause I’m a pilot, I only care about me I don’t give a fuck if I bring your jet back code 2 or code 3 I’m a pilot and I never make mistakes I’ll take the credit if it aint broken, I’ll blame you if it breaks I don’t even know where the oil filter lies But I’ll tell you fix it faster, goddammit! ‘Cause I’m the one who flies And I’ll leave FOD in the cockpit without even a trace Then I’ll over-g the targeting pod with a smile on my face ‘Cause I’m a pilot, I only care about me I don’t give a fuck if I bring your jet back code 2 or code 3 I’m a pilot and I never make mistakes I’ll take the credit if it aint broken, I’ll blame you if it breaks I’ll put out some chaff, maybe a flare. Aw fuck it ‘Cause when

Papa Sheridan
ELEVEN YEARS AGO ON MY TENTH BIRTHDAY SOMEONE VERY SPECIA TO ME PAST AWAY AND THAT WAS MY GREAT GRANDFATHER..HE WAS A LOVING WIDOW'D FATHER TO MY GRANDMOTHER AND GREAT UNCLE AND A LOVING GRANDFATHER TO MY MOTHER AND AUNT AND A LOVING GREAT GRANDFATHER TO ME AND THE REST OF THE GREAT GRANDKIDS.... I AM WRITING THIS TO SAFELY SAY THAT AFTER 11 YEARS OF GREIVING I AM FINALLY OVER THE LOSS OF SUCH A GREAT MAN WHO DID SUCH GREAT THINGS FOR THOSE AROUND HIM.... R.I.P PAPA

Erotic Story: At Your Service
At Your Service A buzzer shrieked when Angela stepped into the office of the local auto shop. Furious the mechanic charged over six hundred dollars for a repair she didn’t need, she approached the counter with authority, ready to argue with the man. After all, how could something so simple as checking the brakes become a week’s worth of pay? It was ridiculous. Nobody came into the office, and after several minutes of tapping her fingernails upon the counter, she swore to give the bastard a piece of her mind. The service was seriously lacking for one thing, and even if she wished to pour a cup of coffee, the day-old brew would probably put hair on her chest. Several times she called out, without an answer. It began to fuel her already simmering anger, thinking these people probably didn’t give a shit about quality service. After a few minutes she decided to walk around the desk and into the back which led to the garage. They weren’t going to mess with her wallet, especially whe

Dont Us Lower Levels Count?
OKAY I UNDERSTAND THE WHOLE AUTO-11 THING AND PEOPLE ASKING FOR THEM AND BEGGING FOR THEM AND THE ONES WHO HAVE THEM BEGGING FOR HELP...BUT MY QUESTION IS DONT US LOWER LEVELS COUNT FOR ANYTHING I MEAN JUST BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE AUTO-11 SHOULDNT MEAN THAT WE ARE NOTHING....I MEAN JUST BECAUSE SOME OF US ARENT AS PRETTY AS THE NEXT GIRL OR AS HANDSOME AS THE NEXT GUY YOU RATE WE LOWER LEVELS DO COUNT FOR SOMETHING AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS? WE SIT HERE DAY AND NIGHT RATING ALL THOSE THAT BEG US FOR OUR HELP BUT SOME OF US GET NOTHING IN RETURN VERY FEW HIGHER LEVELS TAKE NOTICE OF WHO'S DOING WHAT TIME AN TIME AGAIN FOR THEM UNLESS YOU LEAVE A MESSAGE WITH THEM AN EVEN THEN SOMETIMES THEY STILL DONT BOTHER TO EVEN COME TO YOUR PAGE AN SEE WHO IS DOING THE HARD WORK IT'S NOT EASY SITTING HERE FOR HOURS RATING 1000 OF PICS FOR PEOPLE NOT TO MENTION THE BOUNCER ISSUE I KNOW MYSELF AN FEW OTHERS SIT HERE EVERY DAY WORKING OUR ASSES OFF FOR OTHERS AN WE CAN'T EVEN GET HELP FROM THOSE THAT WE

Stalk Me Much....
(2 Points) My first name: (1 Point) My last name: (5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (3 Points) Who was my first celeb-crush: (2 Points) Do I have any children: (2 Points) How old are they: (2 Points) What work do I do: (3 Points) What am I afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke: (3 Points) Do I drink: (2 Points) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (1 Point) Do I like 'em: (4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (2 Points) How many tattoos do I have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (2 Points) What's my favorite TV show: (2 Points) Who is my favorite band/artist: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) What’s my favourite colour: (3 Points) Name something I hate: (4 Points) Name a talent I have: (4 Points) What kind of shoes do I wear: (4 Points) Do I have any pets: (2 Points) Who am I dating right now: (5 Points) What did I study in university: (5 Points) What is the color

Mee In A Nutshell
In a way, I need a change From this burnout scene Another time, another town, another everything But it's always back to you Stumble out in the night From the pouring rain Made the block, sat and thought There's more I need It's always back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I always turn the car around I had no idea that the night Would take so damn long Took it out, on the street While the rain still falls Push me back to you But I'm good without ya Yeah I'm good without you Yeah, yeah, yeah How many times can I break til I shatter? Over the line, can't define what I'm after I always turn the car around Give me a break; let me make my own pattern All that it takes is some time But I'm shattered I al

Sinners Lust
sinners lust The light catches your soft silk skin as you lift your top. You revealed your perfectly tanned back, showing me the dark pointed cross. My eyes follows the curves of your firm breasts, running down to your pierced belly, and then more. I close my eyes ashamed as I dropped my head to the ground. You torment me with your angelic beauty, your soft hands accidentily rubbing against mine. You break me into pieces as my minds eye replays every second of you. wishing to kiss you all over. To make love to you in the cold night. But allas. I know this will never happen. I look to the heavens and ask for forgiveness as thoughts run through my mind, while you smile at me. Seductivly. Because in my soul I know, that in my mind I have raped you, used you, and stripped you of your innocence to fill my thirst. My feelings towards you is not love, or friendship. My feelings towards you is pure lust!

Biden Bans Florida Station.
Barbara West asks hardball questions of Obama and they did NOT like it!! They no longer will do interviews with this reporter or her station in Florida!! Already they are trying to suppress Freedom of Speech!! Chilling...be afraid...very afraid...

Billy Idol-flesh For Fantasy
There's a change in pace Of fantasy and taste Do you like good music? Do you like to dance? Oh yeah. Hangin' out for a body shop at night Ain't it strange what we do to feel alright? Oh yeah. So when will you call? I'm experienced Oh yeah Face to face And back to back You see and feel My sex attack Sing it Flesh, flesh for fantasy We want Flesh, flesh for fantasy It's after midnight Are you feelin' alright oh yeah Turn on the light, babe Are you someone else tonight? Neighbour to neighbour, door to door Don't ask questions, there's time for it all Oh yeah. Face to face And back to back You see and feel My sex attack Sing it Flesh, flesh for fantasy We cry Flesh, flesh for fantasy I sing for culture... Father loves his son, Mothers, daughters, too. It's an old old story, Cries the new world too. Flesh, flesh for fantasy We want Flesh, flesh for fantasy We want Flesh, flesh for fantasy You cry Flesh, flesh for fantasy ----------------

Submission
Caught between Desire and Lust Frightened To be Close But afraid to stray. A Circle of disillusionment A feeling of losing control I am held Captive, But not unwillingly I am not here against my will I desire to be by his side, Even if he does not desire me tortured by Lust Listening to His every command "SIT!" yes master. "KNEEL IN FRONT OF ME!" yes master, "PLEASE ME!" yes master. I am willing to please him in every way I dare not disobey. I am bad every now and then just to feel the pleasure of his pain upon my skin. I know that it gives my master great pleasure to punish me. Because when he is done We make love. But in the end I know he is still my master And he is still in control And I again Will submit to whatever is asked of me.

Freaking Fuck Uck Fuck
the internet discunnected me form my ghame....fuckers! shitty internet, damn veruszon wireless broadband! im gonna go back and kill some xombies...or be a zombie and kill some survivors...im ducking frunk! Im feeling a bit down and shit...cause even if they did find something wrong with me disability doesnt pay shit...i;d rather work at mcdonalds....would get more money than they pay disabilityl....guess IU dont know how to cheat the system wlel wnough as some of the other deadbeat motherfuckers out ther who are on welfare and drive nice cars and me who has to file for dfuckin bankruptcy cause i only get to work 20 hrs a week on suppoimental being a new grad and having to wait for fucking full time people to quit so i can get full time work cause I dont want to move o tfucking deattle or another place far away from my son where i can get a full time job because i cant leave my boy cause if i leaft him i wouwld die on the inside or some shit and im so fucking drunk...man i should have

Hater
A Hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative people to say the least. Nothing is ev er good enough! When you make your mark, you will always attract some Haters. That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else. If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would have given you what He gave them! Right? You never know what people have gone through to get what they have. The problem I have with Haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story... If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too! We've all got some Haters among us! Some people

Fantasy Dance
Alex and Carolyn had gotten an invitation to dinner at one of the most elite five star eateries, in New York. When they got there, the band was playing and people dancing; And Carolyn could not wait to dance. They walked over to the table grabbing drinks from one of the servers. Tom and Jody, friends of there’s, were sitting and waiting for them. The four of them talked and joked for a while; The band was playing something slow and Carolyn wanted to dance. As Alex and Carolyn danced, Carolyn put her head on Alex’s shoulder, Alex whispered, I love you Carolyn, she looked at him, and gave him a kiss and said, I love you too sweetie, she paused, and said, I can't wait to get you alone. The dance ended, dinner was being served, and Carolyn and Alex made there way back to the table. Tom asked, is any one in need of another drink, Alex answered no Tom thank you we're good. Carolyn looked over and saw some one she wanted to go say hello too, she asked Alex, do you m

Calls
I hate it when physicians call me from the OR. it is like ummm shouldnt you be paying attention to your patient under anesthesia.....*guess not* now i have a silly headache from those annoying noises...beep --beep---beep...URGHHHH

4 Arty
Obsession by The Human League You are an obsession I cannot sleep I am your possession Unopened at your feet There's no balance No equality Be still I will not accept defeat I will have you Yes, I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterly I will collect you and capture you CHORUS: You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me I feed you I drink you My day and my night I need you I need you By sun or candlelight You protest You want to leave Stay Oh, there's no alternative Your face appears again I see the beauty there But I see danger Stranger beware A circumstance In your naked dreams Your affection is not what it seems CHORUS My fantasy has turned to madness And all my goodness Has turned to badness My n

Hold Me Close
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been by myself for too long, And always had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.

Ramble, Ramble.
It's hard to keep my reality in check without help, but the assistance just spoils my good mood. I enjoy this fantasy of mine. I find it hard to convince myself it isn't right. I'm giving it time. I can wait. I can keep my wits. I can last. I think. Should something else come along, I won't turn it away due to some dream. I don't think anything will, though. Everything I want, right there... Perfection. Unattainable ecstasy. Mon Dieu, we would be so good.

The Trick Is In The Treat~ Pt1
Victor hated the woeful timing that his Mother had exhibited by giving birth to him on the thirty first of October. His Birthday parties had always featured goblins, ghosts, mummies, zombies and jack-o-lanterns. He was thoroughly sick of it already, and that was why tonight, on the evening of his twentieth Birthday, he was sitting alone at home watching some of his brother's Mel Brooks DVD movies, and his friends were off at some Halloween party dressed up like the idiots he often thought they were. Victor had been invited to the party too but, as usual, dressing up was a requirement and the 'spooky' Halloween theme would be everywhere. For just one time Victor wanted a normal Birthday party. He wanted beer and pizza, good music and sensuous giggles. Not horror movies, poor costumes and evil cackles. He wondered if his friends had even noticed that he wasn't there. They would already be smashed on the alcohol that someone's brother had got for them, and would be looking at the vario

How The Christmas Tree Got Started
Long before the advent of Christianity, plants and trees that remained green all year had a special meaning for people in the winter. Just as people today decorate their homes during the festive season with pine, spruce, and fir trees, ancient peoples hung evergreen boughs over their doors and windows. In many countries it was believed that evergreens would keep away witches, ghosts, evil spirits, and illness. In the Northern hemisphere, the shortest day and longest night of the year falls on December 21 or December 22 and is called the winter solstice. Many ancient people believed that the sun was a god and that winter came every year because the sun god had become sick and weak. They celebrated the solstice because it meant that at last the sun god would begin to get well. Evergreen boughs reminded them of all the green plants that would grow again when the sun god was strong and summer would return. The ancient Egyptians worshipped a god called Ra, who had the head of a hawk

Who To Vote For....none Of The Above!!
well neither one..obama or mmccain are worht voting for!! obama especially!! if there is one its a person who ran last election, ( to early in is time) and that was ross perot, he would win in a land slide and do better then either one of the other two!! people say we need change , well my friends it doesnt start nor end with president....look at our senators and reps....they should be held to the same as the president...2 terms if anything no more then 4, there are some who have been in there over 24 yrs....you want change everyone should vote for freshman ...new sentors and reps all 1st timers then we should see a change..the pres cant change everything, not whne congress has the power!!

Lost Soul
I am a lost soul. Searching for a light that should shine. My world is dark and dim. But the one thing i know is, it is mine. I am lost not knowing how to survive. Leaving trails of broken hearts and lovers to cry. Traveling through and empty space. For pain and heart ache i can not erase. Traveling deep with in my world, Searching for that one i left behind. Hoping to someday find him, To rekindle that flame. To start the fires, That burned so long ago. Oh for my search is as hard as it goes. Leaving trails of unhappiness and broken hearts Just to find where my love truly did start. Craving his every kiss and gentle touch. Until I find him the devastation will all be too much. So destruction and despair I do leave behind. Until I find what is truly mine.

Table For Two
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine And we are here together in a moment stopped in time A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air Thoughts of love like falling leaves Swirling in the autumn breeze Flow in our minds and in our eyes A tender look and longing sighs We touch and as the fire starts That we have kindled in our hearts We kiss and here the angels sing As heavens gift to me, you bring No more to live my life alone And in your soul I found my home At peace within your loving arms Captivated by your charms And happily I'd die for you Here at this table set for two

Another One
So you say your love's about to end You say you can't take no more She's out the door And your looking for a friend Who am I to tell you why But I'm just curious, were you furious Or did you swallow your pride And look her in the eye and Tell her that you love her Tell her that you need her Tell her that you want her to stay Reassure her with a kiss She may never know unless you Show her what your feeling Tell her you're believing Even though it's hard to say 'Cause she needs to know you're thinking of her So open up and tell her that you love her Brother I've been right where you are now And my heart was broke 'Cause I never spoke Those healing words out loud But I've learned my lesson well And now every night Before I close my eyes I look at my woman and I ask myself did you Tell her that you love her Tell her that you need her Tell her that you want her to stay Reassure her with a kiss She may never know unless you Show her what your feel

Lyrics That Remind Me Of My Broken Heart
Through The Rain When you get caught in the rain with no where to run When you're distraught and in pain without anyone When you keep crying out to be saved But nobody comes and you feel so far away That you just can't find your way home You can get there alone It's okay, what you say is I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down don't you dare give in You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly And you'll find what you need to prevail What you say is I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again on my own And I know that I'm strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day and I make it through the rain And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close don't be a

21 And 1 Year!
So it started Sunday night when I had my last few shots of vodka that I was not legal for. I didn't have many shots, but enough to feel good in the span of time i took them. So I turned 21 on Monday! Yay for me right :) So I got up 10 minutes earlier to do my makeup, and get all pretty, and off to work. Brenda got me some sprays from Victoria Secret, and some body wash for me. Pam, Yancey, Brenda and Carol got pizza for me. I got compliments all day for my hair, and lots of people that wished me a happy birthday, after my one manager gave me an old 1857 bottle of whiskey. Pretty cool looking. I got off work at 430, got home about 5. Jeff and the kids got me a card, and fixed my necklace for me. Kelby had a soccer game at 530... After his game, We went to the liqour store so I could buy my first LEGAL alcohol. The guy that kicked me out of the store and refused to serve Jeff was working. So I HAD to buy something JUST SO HE WOULD CARD ME! lol I babysat in Greencastle till 10, an

Happy Halloween
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Let Me Not, The Marriage, Of True Minds
Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove: O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wandering bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come: Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me proved, I never writ, nor no man ever loved. Another of my favorite Sonnets By W.Shakespeare

My Secret Passion
I love you and I miss you but I'm not allowed to say I'll love you forever and ever but only in our secret way Til death do us part my passion for you burns like fire I'll never stop loving you can you feel my desire

Where I Am
This was for a poetry challenge...I had to take the words in the list and create a poem... Internal Depletion Phases Stillness Depth Inflated Reminisce Current Spoken Where I Am Words were Spoken But meaningless Bringing me here My Current emptiness Now in myself I start to Reminisce Watching you walk away Buried in loneliness The Stillness of night Wears on my psyche The Depletion of will Desperation now stalks me An Internal check Finds so many flaws I go through Phases Digging with my own claws As my agony is Inflated Unable to take a step My soul is shallow Having no Depth

Bad Juju
"Piet... Omuloria Ojirun Osseriav... Piet.. Myancor uriogi fyronus... Piet... MMMmmmmm." Vala chanted the Ancient words from the heavy leather-bound book without fully understanding them. The spell was more complex than any she'd tried before. She wasn't supposed to have this book, having "borrowed" it from the coven library even though novices weren't even supposed to look at it. She'd gotten over the fear of being naked and alone in the unlocked boiler room of her apartment building. None of the other student residents had stayed in town this long weekend, and the landlord only showed up after the fourth phoned-in complaint. Nonetheless, it had taken her some time to relax, and longer still to summon the courage to start. Now, however, she was fully committed, and the mounting pleasure threatened to interrupt her incantation. "Piet... ahhhh... Omuloria Ojirun Osseriav... Piet. .mmmmMMMMM Myancor uriogi fyronus... Piet... nnssss.." She knelt, knees apart, legs and feet lined up

The Election
Yay! My first entry! Haha! Ok so yeah, I'm punk and all, but that doesn't mean I don't vote and get involved in politics. It irritates the crap out of me first that people don't vote and second that people vote based on their religious ideals and not political and social view points. AHHHH! WTF? Whatever happened to separation of church and state? I grew up in a fundamental baptist family. Ugh. My father votes based on one thing and one thing only: which candidate follows his religion the best. What the hell? That is socially irresponsible. Vote based on the issues facing society. Which candidate can best handle the country's problems? Which candidate can best handle foreign policy? Which candidate can uphold our Constitution to the highest authority? You're free to your own opinion on these things, but for cryin out loud, don't base it on your religion! And don't vote solely on who's against abortion! Roe vs. Wade is never going to be overturned. Mark my words. T

Twas The Night Before Elections
'Twas the night before elections And all through the town Tempers were flaring Emotions all up and down! I, in my bathrobe With a cat in my lap Had cut off the TV Tired of political crap. When all of a sudden There arose such a noise I peered out of my window Saw Obama and his boys They had come for my wallet They wanted my pay To give to the others Who had not worked a day! He snatched up my money And quick as a wink Jumped back on his bandwagon As I gagged from the stink He then rallied his henchmen Who were pulling his cart I could tell they were out To tear my country apart! " On Fannie, on Freddie, On Biden and Ayers! On Acorn, On Pelosi" He screamed at the pairs! They took off for his cause And as he flew out of sight I heard him laugh at the nation Who wouldn't stand up and fight! So I leave you to think On this one final note- IF YOU DONT WANT SOCIALISM GET OUT AND VOTE!!!!

Robert Chrisley: "antibush Protocol Part Iv The Quagmire"
ADVISORY: OFFENSIVE CONTENT ROBERT CHRISLEY "Antibush Protocol Part IV: The Quagmire (V.3)" Channel DEFF-ini-shon 2004 Cowards here among us Like they cant see and feel a damn thing Spew lies about us real followers of Christ As you eat your crow across the bow of your violin strings It's not like we Believers had anything to do with your politcal crusades It's not like we're the knights templar under your Islamic Masonic fool's flag wave Fuck your allah Fuck your antichrist All you sheep lay your heads down to sleep Bush is guilty (no one questions them why) Behold the quagmire Cowards here among us Disenchanting everything Corporation has seized it all And they wear it like a masonic ring The pope sits among them Centuries tried to cloak who's involved But Davinci can burn with his Illuminati To bring any text in addition to this comes before your fall Fuck your masons fuck your antichrist Fuck your Endor, Salem And the weak mocks against Our Ch

Deception?
What do you consider the ultimate deception? Would it be to have been in a relationship for 5 years to find out that you were cheated on? Or to have been in that relationship to find out that the person you trusted most, was a child molester? That he had cheated on you with his own children? How does one get past the bitter feelings created by this? I can't even begin to describe the hatred and bitterness. Maybe if he wasn't still free to prey on small children it would be easier to get over. Yet there he is, making up stories to entice young girls and women with young girls. Lining up his next victim. And there will be another, it's just a matter of time.

Who To Vote For?
We are faced with such an awesome task this election. Do we vote for a man who says he is African-American (to which he is only 1/8th and it takes 1/6th to be which makes him more middle eastern than anything). Also, he says he is no longer Muslim (Muslims are killing Americans all over the world).His wife made him say that so that he could run for politics. He has no foreign policy experience! Or do we vote for a man who has foreign policy experience and is sure to keep us in war for an undetermined amount of time and will keep the richer getting richer and the poorer getting poorer?? If you pray, please pray for what is His will for our country. So, who do we vote for? Obama or McCain?

Here We Go Stillars!
Okay... so tonight is the game of all games... at least here in my office. The bashing and the smearing and the name-calling will be put to the test tonight. Steelers vs. Skins. Tough game no doubt. But, my dears, there is no doubt where my loyalties lie as I do bleed black and gold. And as I sit glued to the television set waving my terrible towel yelling D-fense I will be nettled by the fact the my loving brother got last minute tickets to this game in enemy territory and will be seated in the nosebleed section above the tunnel (my only comfort... he did end up with crappy seats). Tomorrow will find me either gloating or crying, but most definately tired. (Whose great idea was this Monday night football bullshit anyway? Some of us have to work in the morning... and early in the morning at that... pffffftttt) HERE WE GO STEELERS, HERE WE GO!

Why I Wont Vote For Obama
Sen. Obama seems like a nice enough person, but so many things just don't add up to his making a good President of the United States. Here are a few reasons I cannot support him and maybe you will feel the same way(?). 1. It is mathematically impossible for 95% of Americans to receive the tax break that Sen. Obama keeps touting. Currently, 95% of Americans do not pay federal income taxes. Only 62% of Americans pay federal income taxes. So, if 95% of Americans are to receive some sort of “tax break,” that actually means upwards of 35% of Americans will receive a hand out, not an actual tax break. And, who will foot that “bill?” Americans that actually have to pay taxes—like you and me. 2. Sen. Obama’s tax increases are only supposed to affect the rich, which he has referred to as those making over $250,000 a year. Those of you making $250,000 annually, ask yourselves if you feel rich. Even if you don’t feel rich you may be considered rich because this number keeps coming down. Sen

I Believe.....
I believe -- .... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe -- ....that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe -- ....that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe -- ....that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe -- ....that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe -- ....that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe -- ....that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - ....that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe -- ....that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe -- ..

Outside Looking In
I don`t know why I bottle it up inside, I really don`t have a place I can hide. Writing all this down to let it out, even though I have no idea.... what it is all about? Angry at myself for letting people push me around, Yeah I wish I were six feet in the ground. That way I would just be rid of myself, then you can put me on my own shelf. You think you know me, but do you really? The way that sometimes I can be silly. That is just me on the surface... You cant see all the anger and pain inside, that is all the bad stuff that I hide. You want to know me, then walk in my shoes, then you will know why I always have the blues. That is why sometimes I cant sleep, then there are times when my mind gets so deep. Why do i feel like a doormat? Sometimes you make me feel like that. Sorry that I never told you so, is it time for me to just go? Get as far away from you as I can, maybe I will find the real man. The one that has been bottled up inside, and the one that no longer wants to hide.

Election Day...
I just got back from driving my kids to school... As I drove through the center of town, the street was lined with cars since it is Election Day... I find it so sad that all these people rush & scurry to place their vote for the candidate that they feel is deserving of holding office... I find it sad because these people actually think their vote matters... Not these days.... It was predetermined that Obama will be our next president... McCain & Hillary are merely pawns to make the game look good... Others like Ron Paul run hoping to make a difference... Take a look back a few years to another election that turned into a circus with recounts & a big to do about who actually got the votes... That election involved our beloved current president.... Most people know that he really didn't win that election... But he still got placed at the head of our country... And just look at what has happened since... Our country has gone to shit & here we are bordering on another depression....

Closer Still
Whisper in my ear, dissolve my fear Reassuring eyes, erased others'lies Smile on your face, Reservations vanish without a trace Fingertips caress me gently So much commotion going on mentally Hold me closer to you What's our next move? Close to me, where I want you to be Heart's racing, true emotions facing No denying what's about to happen Becoming lovers on top of friends Precious kisses shared Intensity reigning as we dared Kiss me deep I want to weep Fingers in my hair Graze my neck while you're there Want to belong to you For as long as you want me too Heart is soaring, you I'm adoring Long to see you smile again and again Long to be closer still-as both your Lover and your friend

When It Hurt's
Can you take me telling you the truth When I know the situation is shadiest But my girl, will you... Believe when I say I knew that you be tripping So I slept out in my ride in the driveway So before we get into the things that we shouldn't do I'm a need your undivided attention Cause it's fantasies and reality Baby which one are we living in, oh When it hurts, will we still be The same two lovers All over each other When it hurts, will we still see What we got together Promise that we'll never Never ever be Temporary (Not Another) Ordinary (Uh uh) We should change people's definition of love So forget what you heard The only way that this will work Is if you love me when it hurts Can you love when it hurts I don't wanna blend in With every other relationship that be falling in and out girl (Not us) I knew that I tripped Cause every time we argued I think about having someone on the side girl So before we get into the thin

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Awakening
For all the men in my life...every pun intended. ;) Awakening Waking up to him, is instant pleasure The warmth of his flesh against mine¯ A heady mixture Muscles beneath taut skin Rolling, as he pulls me into him Against the wakening shaft of morning light It feels...oh, so sweet and right Arousing Electrifying Far more satisfying than that first cup of coffee¯ Under sunlight, as we begin a new day together I feel his hand like the caress of a feather Tracing down to cup my waist Smooth fingers wide To feel the contour of my skin, I sigh Lost, as he memorizes each pulsing nerve Drumming hot within His cock nestles firmly between my legs, from behind Hot and hard and perfectly dangerous Promising Pushing Claiming his right to this place In my bedding scented with sex Our moans and cries and... The creaking of my bed This is my life with him And each morning when I feel his touch I move with him, take him Love him as though his time here will soo

I Remember
I remember the touch, the feel, the embrace I remember the feeling of satin and lace I remember your heartbeat steady with mine I remember the heat, the sweat, the sweet red wine I remember your face and the words from your lips I remember the sweetness of each kiss I remember the love we made that day I remember the way you called my name I remember why I loved you each and every day

Disappear
Disappear I know what is in me I know what struggles to come out I can feel it all burning now I can see my future in doubt There she stood before me There she was an Angel in pain There was a time of hope There was a love to gain Now there is just me alone Now there is nothing to view Now I lay awake at night Now I can’t see my way through Before we finally touched my dreams were full Before we stood in each others shadow Before I knew what my heart wanted Before I lost the love I wanted to know After all is said and done After all my fate becomes clear After you fade from my sight After you I simply Disappear

Lyrics
I'm having the day from hell, It wasn't all going so well (before you came) And you told me you needed space, With a kiss on the side my face (not again) And not to mention (the tears I shed) But I should have kicked your (ass instead) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart No Don't know where I parked my car Don't know who my real friends are (anymore) I put my faith in you What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours) And not to mention (I drank too much) I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch) I need intervention Attention to stop temptation to scream Cause baby Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart Gotta pick myself up where do I start Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apar

I Lay Here With You Until The Final Goodbye
Sky is gray like a shard of dirty glass Dew glistens off newly mowed grass Stars hidden behind angry storm clouds Eerie silence covers the night like a shroud Babies shrill cry of pain wakes the night Soon the house comes alive with hurried light Like a needle of ice piercing her heart A mother screams and the sobbing starts Sirens are heard, terror filling the night Sip of personal horror is a fathers plight An angel so small laying frail and weak Infant is dying and the mother shrieks Needing to hold her baby she's filled with alarm Unplugs the monitor and takes him in her arms She'll lay by his side till the last good bye Black resentment grows as she wonders why

Synergy
Well i guess people don't change and the fact people still are two timing assholes you see i was dating SYNERGY for a month till just yesterday i called Bruce aka SYNERGY anyways he hung up on me knowing be hold the asshole texted me told me he is dating one of his close friends named Bekah and i had a feeling they were fooling around because he was comfortable naked and she wanted to get laid by him and kept resureing me he wasn't fooling around with Bekah but he was he always told me he isn't a coward when it comes to anything Bruce if you read or any of your friends read this you broke my heart and you are a coldhearted,lyer,coward and a 2 timeing asshole that needs to grow the fuck up and be a man. Hope you to dear god one of these days you will know how it feel to get your heart broken your a COLDHEARTED ASSHOLE!!!!

I Love Colorado In The Fall!!!
It happens almost without notice...little by little the days begin to change and the nights get longer. A slight chill hits the air and it becomes know, because it feels different, that fall is on its way. The hot, summer days give way to mild climates, and soon there is a hint of new color in the leaves. The emerging season caresses the clouds, the moon, and the air with cold, but welcome breath. Nature falls in love and begins dancing with sways and dips, as her fashionable dress changes colors before our eyes. This dance is more breathtaking and dramatic in the mountains of Colorado. If one times it right and watches for the proper cues, a simple journey can turn into a kaleidoscope of tasteful scenes crescendoing forth from just around the next curve.

Private Picture Files
Why is that everytime you go to someone's profile in their picture section they always have a file that says something bla,bla,bla.....whatever the title is and then it says "don't bother asking to view" or some bullshit thing like that. If no one is allowed to view the god damn file then why do you have it in your profile to begin with???? i have yet to understand it.....i know i have better things to do with my day, but that just urks me....

Another Thing That Really Gets Me Angry
can people not read the names on peoples profile and of course there maritial status ffs:@:@:@ i hate people tryin to chat up me of my lovely fu wifey we aint fn interested in anyone else so please stop sending us ffn private msgs and comment and shoutout sayin tht u want us ffs grow up people me and toni we r happily together forever and nothin can tear us up so please stop right now cos ur wasting ur time on it

A Lonely Tear Falls Down
A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end

Lesbian Story(part 1)
Nice summer afternoon a young western girl working in the heat of her ranch taking care of the animals and yard work. Some young small town girl comes up the drive looking for help with something.So they meet half way up the drive an introduce each other and shook hands. Nicole the red head cowgirl with a plaid shirt,tight route sixty-six jeans,snake boots she looks about 107lbs,5'7", and beautiful brown eyes. As Britney looks with beautiful long blond hair,baby blue eyes,tight red tank top,jean Capris,black heels,and is about 5'5", 99 lbs. Well anyways Nicole and Britney were talking about what the problem was with her vehicle which is some electrical problem.So Nicole and Britney went to check the vehicle out as the girls walked for twenty minutes from the house when they spot the white 1994 Sadan. Nicole popped open the hood looked at the electrical problem an said,"I don't know much about vehicle's that have this problem will just call a mechanic in the morning for now you can stay

Miss You Bunches
hey guys and gals, my computer's hardrive died. it is getting fixed, should have it by tommorow, i miss you guys,, thank you for keeping me in your thoughts. hope to chat soon.. huggs huggs huggs

What I Realize
What I realize is this.......I have most everything I need, I have a home, a job, a few goodfriends, the only thing missing is a car(bet you thought i was going to say something else). And thats it. I have realized that if a certain person doesn't want me, then that is her lost! Not mine, someday it will be someone elses gain. I bring a lot to a reailionship. I am funny as hell, I can cook, I love try new things, sweet as candy, with an edge, and I am not to bad looking, could use a little work there but not much. From this day forward, no more looking back, thats part of the reason for the name change, out with the old in with the new. I woke up this morning with a fresh outlook on life, and by gum I am going to make the best out of it. "When life hands you lemons, make lemonade, and sell it to all the thirsty people, that you met!"

We Touched
We Touched Each moment passed slowly My heart not sure if it was real My spirit spat out its energy The touch of her skin caused me to kneel Worshiping at her feet The Angel of a thousand fantasies Eyes a deep burning flame Begging to bring her sweet release I could feel her touch on me Her scent which I crave Her breath upon my neck As pleasure comes wave after wave As our bodies melted together Skin pressed ever so tight Legs wrapped around hips Each thrust lifting passion to new height Lips and tongue tasting each other Kissing her neck down to her breasts Kissing down her naval Then between her thighs I rest Each drop fills my awaiting mouth As I drink of her honey As my tongue explores her sweet spot I hear her load moans and pleasurable pleas Her sweet release is my music As I make my way back to her lips Once again thrust deep into her warmth As we slowly grind our hips Yes We Touched once again Yes We Touched each others bodies, we ex

Wild Canid Reserve
Those who know me know i normally could care a less about most organizations. there are a few that i will plug though. This being one of them This is a nonprofit conservation organization. Their goal is to preserve and study the Wolf and other endangered canids. They are based out of Eureka, MO. I am checking them out as time goes. If anyone else wants to do the same check out this site. http://www.wildcanidcenter.org/Home/default.htm boogeyman

Question Of Life
Is life a contest that everyone is involved in? If so...why is the outcome the same for us all? Does it make a difference who's at the top or the bottom of a status quote, or is life just one big enevitable story that we play roles in? Whats your thoughts?

11.10.08 - The Offspring - Gone Away
SONG VERSION BELOW Gone Away - Offspring VIDEO VERSION BELOW Gone Away - The Offspring LYRICS BELOW Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can't deal it's so unfair And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone away Leaving flowers on your grave Show that I still care But black roses and Hail Mary's Can't bring back what's taken from me I reach to the sky And call out your name And if I could trade I would And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it stings Yeah it stings now The world is so cold Now that you've gone away

Night...
Ich schreibe dieses, weil ich kann. Heute war nur ein anderer tag. Nichts regend auf. Ich fuhlte traurig der meiste tag aber ich habe wirklich hart versucht, so negativ nicht zu denken. Ich habe die nachsten wenigen freien tage. Ich messe zeit zu entspannen und zu denken. Deshalb gehend viel stoff durch mein gemut. Bis dann, gute nacht.

The Way It Hurts.
I sometimes wonder why I even bother. I watch you from across the room, where a few steps away seems too far to reach, as if we were on a different dimension, another wavelength altogether. Your eyes are lowered, framing you with an expression of serenity and innocence and oblivion, and I keep watching you, gazing unabashedly across the distance between us that is both seen and felt. You don't see me. You never have. I bite my lip ponderingly, lost in thought and feelings and you, looking at your slightly bowed head and imagining the colour of your eyes, pure and vivid in my mind like the whisper of your smile, transient and unforgettable and never directed at me. Sometimes I despair that we're too different. Other times I try to believe there's a chance. And in between I don't know what to think at all. I spend an inordinate amount of time like this, watching you as you look elsewhere, watching you not notice me. I find it strangely comforting, though, because I c

Shower Them With Love
THESE TWO LADIES ARE TWO OF THE NICEST PEOPLE ON THE FU. STOP BY AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF FU LOVE BY FANNING,ADDING,RATEING THEM AND IF YOUR FEELING EXTRA NICE DROP A BLING OR TWO ON THEM FIRST THEIR PICS, THEN THEIR LINKS TO THEIR PROFILES *************** HEAVEN *************** AND LIFES A BEACH *************** HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THEIR PROFILES LIFES A BEACH ~Life's a Beach & I'm Just Tanning aka:Barefoot Babydoll®"~The Official Fu Mermaid®~@ fubar HERE'S HEAVENS ~*ღHeavenღ*~Owned by the sexy Life's A Beach@ fubar ***************

Kisses
Kisses kisses kisses all i want are kisses to press your lips to mine to kiss your colored lips of wine kisses kisses kisses all i want are kisses our lips together as one teasing your lips in fun kisses kisses kisses all i want are kisses the taste of you to linger on my tongue, yum!!

The Five People You Meet In Heaven By Mitch Albom
Plot Summary: Plot Summary: "All endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time . . ." From the author of the number one New York Times bestseller Tuesdays with Morrie comes this long-awaited follow-up, an enchanting, beautifully crafted novel that explores a mystery only heaven can unfold. Eddie is a grizzled war veteran who feels trapped in a meaningless life of fixing rides at a seaside amusement park. As the park has changed over the years -- from the Loop-the-Loop to the Pipeline Plunge -- so, too, has Eddie changed, from optimistic youth to embittered old age. His days are a dull routine of work, loneliness, and regret. Then, on his 83rd birthday, Eddie dies in a tragic accident, trying to save a little girl from a falling cart. With his final breath, he feels two small hands in his -- and then nothing. He awakens in the afterlife, where he learns that heaven is not a lush Garden of Eden, but a place where your earthly life is explained to you by five peo

Help Please!!!!!
I need some serious help yall!This is what i keep getting in my inbox mail... You have stopped collecting points because you cannot move higher than level 10 without a salute. To continue accumulating points and move to a higher level, please post a salute. The process is explained in the fubar Bible section on salutes. Please help me out,it's greatly appreciated.I al really tired of getting this freaking message every time i turn around. Thank you in advance,have a great and bless day. Brandy

Brought To You By The Letters M, Q, And Z
I got up early this morning as I’m wont to do and after settling in for my quiet time with God where I read a Bible lesson and a chapter and write in my journal for the morning … I should say AS I was writing, I heard Sarah open her door and come down the stairs so by about 0640 she sat up at our kitchen table in the chair next to me. She knows what my Bible is and while I was copying something down and we were both being really quiet she flipped the page to the opening of the gospel of John. Perceiving a teachable moment as I try to, I read the story out of there about Jesus at the wedding in Cana turning water into wine (the beginning of John 2) and drew a conclusion I hope a 2 ½ year old will grasp, that it’s Jesus’ touch that makes the ordinary like water extraordinary like wine. In that way, Jesus touches each one of us and makes us special; Sarah the literalist replied Jesus’ hasn’t touched me. Not physically, but He makes us each special from the inside by touching our h

Bad Dream Wake Up Ha Ha
I went to bed late last night around 5am. I actually woke up before my alarm. I woke up a couple times. Had a couple bad dreams. One had to do with stupid yucky spiders....ugh, nasty buggers. Then my other dream was about something that I'm not going to say but I woke up yelling "Everybody uses me!!" I opened my eyes and rich was just looking at me all confused. Bah...that dream was awful. But at least I'm up before my alarm.... ha ha...

Call Me And See How Hot And Wet I Can Get You Please Read
PLEASE COME CHECK ME OUT AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON MORE PICS OF ME AND U CAN HAVE A CHANCE TO HEAR ME PLAY WITH MY WETT PUSSY IF IM NOT AVAIBLE MAKE LEAVE A MESSAGE AND MAKE ARRAGMENTS TO CALL ME BABY http://www.niteflirt.com/Sweet Ashley

Advice From Women (stolen From Buttercup)
40 ways men fail in bed 1. Not kissing first: Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you’re paying by the hour, and trying to get your money’s worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. Blowing too hard in her ear: Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there’s a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you’re trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. 3. Not shaving: You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner’s face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it’s not passion it’s avoidance. 4. Squeezing her breast: Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and soothe them. 5. Biting her nipples: Why do men fasten onto a woman’s nipples, and then clamp down like they’re trying to deflate her

Loosing Faith
Slender beams of radiance enter this darkened church as I kneel, always in prayer, always lost, frozen here, waiting. Angelic forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, infiltrating my darkened soul. Pain on a deathless face. I raise my head, now crying out for this impassive salvation.

Grandpa
Today is my Grandpas birthday. We passed away just after my 21st birthday. I miss him daily. Not a day goes by when I think of him and what he would have thought of me or what he thinks of me. I believe that he visits me and walks with me at times. We never really lose the ones we love we just can't see them anymore (well since I see ghosts thats not entirely true). I have felt my Grandpa many times. My Grandpa had a scent that was his own. He smelled of cigarettes, woodshop, and red wine (out of the box of course). It was the most distinct scent, it was Grandpas and his alone. I have never smelled that scent except when around Grandpa or at his house. One day in class at CWU I was sitting there and all of a sudden I could smell Grandpa. I looked around me and I was the only one in class. I knew then that Grandpa was sending me love and letting me know that he still checks up on me. The other day when walking on campus I was walking by a construction site for Wilson. I was thin

Things You Owe Yourself
Things you owe yourself Category: Romance and Relationships Things you owe yourself Most men will never have a torso like Jean-Claude van Damme, own a McLaren F1 or be able to recite Shakespeare's love sonnets. That's okay, because a few short steps can turn you into the sort of lover that will make your partner overlook these shortcomings. Learn the art of sensual massage Visit your local Body Shop outlet and display no hint of emotion as you buy some of their pricey but hugely useful Sensual Bath and Massage Oil. Or make up your own concoction of oils, including sandalwood, lemon grass, musk and lavender. You can use the essential oils in a burner, or mix it with carrier oil - sweet almond oil is fine - and use it as massage oil. A warning on massage: many blokes rub too hard. Try to rub more softly than you like to be rubbed. By all means work the back (never directly on the spine), shoulders, arms, buttocks and legs, but for a change, massage your partner's face and

Just For You
i dont know where to start the way you make me feel is amazing like i am 10 feel tall like i can do anything i thank you for making me feel that way its like you have known me forever yet there has not been mush time thats past what should i think of how you feel i dont know but i dont mind at all i am not going anywhere when we talk its like i am the only one you see and when we talk i smile you make me blush like no one has ever done you do things to me that i wont even put in writing you mean alot to me and for now thats all i can say on that i hope you know who this is about never doubt that we will be anything less than friends and maybe someday more who knows only time will tell until we speak i will think of you later hun

History
"standing in the crowds, I raised my camera simply to see what could be seen. I was reminded by a police officer that the site was a crime scene and no photographs were allowed. NO PHOTOGRAPHS MEANT NOT HISTORY I saw what I had to do."- Joel Meyeorwitz so very very true. and this is why photography is my minor & that if I can I'm goin MC for photographers mate in the Navy... pictures say more than words can in two seconds. and it makes me wonder what would have been different had people not taken pictures. as I learned and studied the Holocaust and discovered my passion for learning about war & such I read something that changed my ENTIRE world, the president at the time of liberation in the concentration camps said "Take pictures because the world will not believe what you say about what we've seen today." -totally paraphrased but I believe it was President Truman that said it. Ok I just wanted to be super awesome & share some cool info for anyone who takes pictures, ke

Holiday Diet Tips
1. IF NO ONE SEES YOU EAT IT, IT HAS NO CALORIES. 2. IF YOU DRINK A DIET SODA WITH A CANDY BAR, THEY CANCEL EACH OTHER OUT. 3. IF YOU EAT STANDING UP, IT DOESN'T COUNT! 4. STRESSED IS JUST DESSERTS SPELLED BACKWARDS. 5. IF YOU EAT THE FOOD OFF SOMEONE ELSE'S PLATE, IT DOESNT COUNT. 6. COOKIE PIECES CONTAIN NO CALORIES BECAUSE THE PROCESS OF BREAKAGE CAUSE CALORIE LEAKAGE. 7. FOOD USED FOR MEDICINAL PURPOSES HAVE NO CALORIES. THIS INCLUDES: ANY CHOCOLATE USED FOR ENERGY, BRANDY, CHEESECAKE, AND HAAGEN-DAZ ICE CREAM. 8. WHEN EATING WITH SOMEONE ELSE, CALORIES DON'T COUNT IF YOU BOTH EAT THE SAME AMOUNT. 9. MOVIE-RELATED FOODS ARE MUCH LOWER IN CALORIES SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY ARE A PART OF THE ENTERTAINMENT EXPERIENCE AND NOT PART OF ONE'S PERSONAL FUEL. THIS INCLUDES: MILD DUDS, POPCORN WITH BUTTER, JUNIOR MINTS, SNICKERS, AND GUMMI BEARS.

Boobs Vs Willes
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, “Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers, “Well, son… a woman goes through 3 phases. In her 20’s, a woman’s boobs are like melons, round and firm. In her 30’s – 40’s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a little bit. After 50, they are like onions’.” “Onions???” asked the son… The dad replies, “Yes, you see them and they make you cry.” This infuriated his wife and daughter, so the daughter said, “Mom, how many kinds of ‘willies’ are there?” The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, “Well dear, a man goes through 3 phases also. In his 20’s, his willie is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30’s-40’s, it’s like a birch tree, flexible but reliable. After his 50’s, it is like a Christmas tree.” “A Christmas Tree???” asks the daughter… “YES… dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration!”

Love
I could sum my thoughts of love up in 2 words...LOVE SUCKS...but to make this more interesting I will explain. I trully believe Love was a concept made up by fools. Now I have had my fair share of love. And while it may be great for a time being it always goes sour. Love is heartache and pain along with some sorrow thrown in for good measure. You may be thinking "oh there goes a women scorned". Yes!!! I can honestly say I have been in love...true love....3 times. Are they moments in my life I will never forget. Oh yes. But they are not happy memories but ones that have made me the cynical anti love person I am today. If the idea of crying and hurting are moments you want in your life than go for it. Find a person to love for the moment. Me, well, I have been there done that...no more. And please don't tell me one day I will find that true special person. Because my heart has dried out and there is no more love to give except for my friends (who have stuck by me thru it all) and my wond

Why?
Why do I continually give men a second chance when I know they are no good. I gave the "bad boy" a second chance. I missed him, I don't know why. Probably because he promised me he would change and he would try hard to do it. And he did, for the first few days. But after that it went back to treating me like a little kid. I realize he was older than me, but still I am mature for my age and I am pretty sure I can make my own decsions. I don't get it what about him do I miss so much? I broke up with him again and THAT was horrible. Even worse than the first time. I had never ever in my life been called a cunt, and that right there should make me not ever want to see his face again right? Why doesn't it? I'm starting to miss him again and I want to see him again be with him again? I don't know if it's the sexually connection we have or what. Do I just miss the sex and the excitement and the thrill of it all? Sometimes I wish I could just forget about ex's and not miss them it always

My Mountain
Climbing higher mountains; I will not descend downward until after I have conquered that fear. Clasping stars within my hands, they shall not stray from my touch. I AM A DREAMER. My wings lie in my mind, where they allow me to divide the clouds as I ascend through their cotton like tufts. One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow, it is filed with pure bliss and compassion. No one will ever be able to seize that from me, although at times my eyes may look wounded. My strenght has never failed. BISOUS, Lacey

Laying Here
Laying Here How do I put it in words? All that lives deep within How can I touch you over the miles? Feel the softness of your skin How can my heart reach yours? My hands long to trace your curves How can you feel my love tonight? To give you the love You deserve How do I kiss lips so far away ? Speak softly to My Heart How do I get you to listen? Longing for our life too start How can I handle the empty space? Here in this bed vision unclear How can I handle you next to him? So many thoughts flooding just Laying Here

When I Opened My Eyes
When I Opened My Eyes I wanted to shut them quickly I wanted my eyes to close forever The visions I now have are poison Memories of us are crumbling Changed to see new things Watching you let someone else in Pushing me away in my own memories Events that did happen Now bring heartache I watch you run too him All that I know just destroys me Yet My Heart can’t let you go Your pictures on my walls remain In the dead of the night I stare I dream and hope and wish Even though I know I’m a fool There is no us just me There never really was us You were gone I was Alone When I Opened My Eyes

Last Night
OMG....LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING...WELL IT ALL STARTED WHEN I HAD TO GO PICK MY BOYFRIEND UP FROM OHIO. ON OUR WAY HOME LAST NIGHT WE HIT TWO OF THE MAJOR SNOW STORMS THAT HIT OHIO, PENNSLYVANIA. SO WE SLOWLY WENT THROUGH UNTIL WE GOT HOME. WELL WHEN WE GOT HOME EVERYONE THE I COULD IMAGINE BEING AT MY HOUSE WAS THERE...WHICH FUCKING SUCKED..BUT ONCE EVERYONE LEFT THAT IS WHEN THE PARTY STARTED.. SINCE HE WAS IN OHIO FOR FIVE WEEKS AND DURING OUR ANNIVERSARY SO HE HAD STUFF TO MAKE UP FOR...WELL HE DID. I HAVE NEVER BEEN EATTEN OUT BEFORE LAST NIGHT BUT OMG..WAS IT GOOD..HE ROCKED MY WORLD UNTIL 4 AM. SEE THAT IS ONLY ACCORDING TO HIM A PEICE OF MY ANNIVERSARY GIFT. WELL OMG..I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I AM WRITING THIS BUT I WANTED PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT I AM HAPPILY TAKEN AND DONT WANT TO GET ANYMORE PEOPLE TRYING TO GET INTO MY PANTS....SORRY BOYS...

Mourning The Death Ofcommon Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Trailer Love
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell

The Dance Of Terror
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Life In General
Okay, so I have NO clue as to what in the heck I'm doing on this..LOL.. WOW so usually my personal life has always been off limits, but I guess this time, I'm going to make an exception..lol..Why is it that society dictates how we live our lives? I really don't understand that being I was raised to believe that YOUR life is YOURS to live and not anyone else.I truly believed that up until just recently. I was shown different. It was a true awakening for me as I defy that belief and continue to live for ME and only to be called selfish. Whatever happened to true happiness? True self worth? Morals? Honesty? Where did that go? I don't think I can wrap my brain around how internet can satisfy all of these. Trust me on this, I have tried that. It was a temporary fix. A short term comfort. I guess I'm just old fashioned as to the ways I view life in general. Don't get me wrong, I am open minded to a point, but seriously am I the only one that thinks this?

The End 11/18/2008
So the end of my fubar page will be 11/18/2008 i will be deleateing it..If u want to leave any final comments or asking me to keep it.. you have just a few days left! Nice meeting you all and have fun fuing it up! Dont take it personal nothing to do with any of u.. Who ever wants my fubucks let me konw and ill split then equily as possiable! or if u have a better way for me to split them msg me! lovins and im out!

7th Doing It Again
Auction start Monday 12/1 9pm est and Auction ends Wed 12/3 9pm est. 15k To Enter Payable to 7th Circle of Hell. Click here if u want to enter auction. Click me to Enter 7th Circle of Hell Please send your pic and what u offer in fumail to Mandie.. I will make ur tag..NO SB...Make sure it is in my fu mail or it will not be made ty...

Just Another Day
well its just the same ol stuff just a different day i am really looking forward to getting on with my move and living it up a little... just not sure i can do it without my daughter..... any thoughts..

Voices... Copyright 2007
Just one more step Is all I need, To slay the beast; Watch it bleed. Ever present, The voices speak; Leading me on To what I seek. They drone on; Chants increase- Find eternal silence; Blessed peace. Take that step; Do the deed. Incessant chants; And I must heed.

Robert Chrisley Music Catalog Revised
THE COMPLETE MUSIC CATALOG OF THE MUSIC OF ROBERT CHRISLEY AS THE EMPIRE, MILLENNIUM, ROBERT CHRISLEY, 3P1DAURU5, AND THE ARC ANGEL CROWE..... The music of Robert Chrisley is based on a three layer concept: each song is a meaning unto itself, each album is its own concept or storyline, and the main theme that ties them all together is THE EMPIRE CHRONICLES epic Chrisley began at age six. The concepts have hidden messages and meanings within multiple hooked songs carrying the genres of ballads, hard rock, industrial, classical, jazz, blues, hip hop, trip hop, punk, goth, ska, fusion, world, jungle, reggaeton, r&b, and even contemprary Christian as well as tribal music sounds of new age, Native American, Middle Eastern, Asian, and Jewish Temple sounds. The epic is far in depth, however, the basic concept of each album is written like the epic. In the epic each chapter is called an 'Estarr" ( a derivative of the words "established" and "Eastern" drawn out in meaning as "The Establis

Ugh
here i sit bored at work, i hate my life my boss is a jerk. i think im going out of my mind. my girl is the only solace i find. i think i need a new hobby... so you can find me in the lobby... if you feel the same as me... tip your head back and squeal with glee... if you dont like what i say... fuck you very much and dont be gay

Jeremy We Miss You Rockstar!!
The funeral for Jeremy Ryan Sisk was held Monday at Annetta Cemetery. A public wake was held following the service at Cherry Park, where hundreds attended to pay last respects to the heavy metal band Skard Soul guitarist, who was murdered Oct. 21. More than 300 vehicles were parked at the graveside service with a procession more than two miles long. imikimi - Customize Your World

Who Am I
I am... *Mommy *Sissy *Daughter *Aunt JuJu *A best friend *A pain in the ass *JuBoo *Jules *Sissypoo *Froggy But no matter the nicknames or classifications I am one person you will either completely love or completely hate. I love who I am and the people in my life. I am blessed with wonderful parents dispite their imperfections. Protective Brothers who are a pain in my ass. The best friends in the world, even though I barely see them. The most beautiful, precious, silly, and smart child any mother could ask for, even though i was completely unprepared. All of these things, the fuck ups Ive made and all the joys in my life make me who I am.

Monday-now. Please Read.
So my life is at an all time low this week. Monday started off with me waking up from the emergency room because I got some bunk ecstasy filled with mascaline and all kinds of other crap..mostly meth (YAY..not.) Well I end up getting out of there and decide to go see my mom because she only has a couple of days left..get there at about 1 or so, but its too fucking late anyways she passed away 10 minutes before I got there. I can't even cry at this point, I've killed my emotions so badly, I'm numb as hell and I sit there staring at her for about an hour. By that time I'm crying uncontorlably..all of it hits me at once and I can't even breathe. I try to calm down as the people come in to take her body out but it doesn't help..so I look in my pocket and chew up my last e-tab..luckily not one of the bunk ones from the night before. Stupid right?? You don't have to tell me I already know how dumb I was. I was on a mission and didn't care what happened to me at that time. So a few hours pass

Need Your Votes My Friends!
Okay, Okay it sounds like John McCain, but I really could use your votes at OurStage.com I have three songs that need a bit of help and your votes or thumbs up would surely help alot. You can vote right from my myspace page. There you'll see the three Ourstage vote boxes on the left. Would also like to here if you like my new profile picture. Just stop by, say hello, listen to some country and if you could, give me your vote. www.myspace.com/LarryMigliore Thanks and I think I have to buy alot of Fu-drinks now!!!

Vorel Kurik- Risen Deathmage
So, George is running another Laodisia game (I could die right now. I freaking LOVE laodisia. Man's a genious). I needed a character. My first choice, the same thing i played the FIRST time i played Laodisia, was taken. I LOVE being a Feral Plasmoid anything. But plasmoid was taken. So i was all Aw, Eff This! But then George got on and was telling me about Necromancers. and Risen Deathmages (same thing but Risen are undead). So I chose. haha. they are INSANE. And I wrote a little backstory for her (name is, surprise surprise, Vorel Kurik). "Vorel was a Faunan mage. She studied hard in Paris. She was beautiful, talented, and pure. She had a nasty habit of exploring, though. The city walls bored her endlessly. The novice loved sneaking off to the woods and reading fantastic tales of monsters and romance and damsels in distress. One evening, she happened upon a cloaked figure out near dusk, sitting in a circle of red candles. Vorel was intrigued. There was an odd scent permeat

Hope
One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea,One laugh will conquer gloom. One step must start each journey, One heart can know what`s true. One life can make the difference. One smile begins a friendship, You see, it`s up to YOU! Hugs,lolly

"ivan"
Ivan A night without shelling is like a day without sun For our German tormentors must have their fun. For many a month they’ve pounded our town Slamming thousands of rounds deep into the ground. They say we’re surrounded, there is no way out You hear it on the streets, there’s a lot of it about Water is scarce, and food is now rare But that does not faze me, I don’t have a care Because I am good friends with a man on our street Named Ivan the butcher who always has meat. The most succulent cuts, or well carved fillet Ivan always is stocked, day after day He has no storefront, no sign, or no shop But he’ll answer the door if you give the right knock And then with package in arm you scurry into the night And you know it is good, when you take your first bite Of course there are rumors, of course there is talk From the small minded people that live down the block They say they have seen a most curious sight Ivan hauling a sled through the snow covered night.

"dolly"
Dolly I love my little dolly, I take her everywhere, And on those days we go outside the people stop and stare. Some they run, some they scream, and some they fall apart, But I still love my little dolly, with all my blackest heart. I made her with my own hands, with needle, cloth and thread. And I added “special” parts, remnants of the dead. Of people that I loved, to always have them near, Yes I love my little dolly, I love my dolly dear. Her face a twisted patchwork quilt, made from human skin, Some from Mom, and some from Dad, and even Brother added in. I have to do some more work, I must replace one eye. Because it’s gone and shriveled up, I think it got too dry. In time I’ll make a playmate so she will have a friend. And then we’ll both be happy, good times will never end. I’ll stitch the skin together and fill the cloth with bone, Because my dolly’s just like me, she hates to be alone. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

Black Roses
i sit on my own in my small black room, a single rose laying on my lap. i listen to the music pouring out my stereo and think about the world, outside my small room, filled with evil nasty faces of people out to get me, out to torture me, to make life living hell just for people who are different... as i think i shrink away into the corner and hug my knees close to my chest, losing myself in my world of paranoia and lonliness, in a world full of black roses surrounding me, with peircing thorns, waitin to pierce into my skin, into my heart. ©DGTFB 1975

Yay
Okay, I was feeling curious so I weighed myself again...worried that I was gonna gain back those pounds but nope....still lost them and didn't gain...YAY!!!!! I did something stupid though....I guess I wasn't fully awake yet so I accidentally filled my contacts with my cleaning crap again...this stuff isn't suppose to be touched after six hours so when I put them in my eyes, they fuckin' burned like hell!!!! I remember my eye doctor telling me to be careful or my eyes will turn red like the bottle...yeah it did.....sniffles Owy....it still stings a bit but not as much. Damn, I gotta be more alert on what I do..... Sweet..just one more day of work!! YAY!!! I forgot I have a doctors appointment tomorrorow...rats, thought I could sleep in....oh well...I can take a nap..... Now I'm off to work.

"aisle Eight"
“Aisle Eight” Who could imagine such a simple thing, Would death and horror with it bring. Something bought in just a grocery store, Could leave behind a trail of gore… I can still recall that fateful day, When my wife sent me on my way. To the grocery store to buy the beast, Guests were coming over join our feast. I found the very best roast I could, And bought the veggies and other food. But my mistake came in aisle eight, When I bought the evil that sealed our fate. In it’s packaged form it looked innocent enough, Just some simple powdered stuff. You’d just add some water and in no time, The gravy was ready and then you’d dine. It was made somewhere across the sea, Out of chemicals, most unknown to me. Strange ingredients, I could not pronounce their name, But I went and bought it all the same. My shopping done I headed back The winter coat draped on my back And plastic bags on both left and right Filled with what we’d eat tonight. My wife was

"love" By Redford (ray) Mounce 11.18.08
If I could take back the pain that I caused you that's something that I would gladly do. If I could remove all the hurt that you hold within i'd promise you that you'd never hurt again. If I could wipe the sadness from your eye I promise you that you'd smile and never cry. If only I could reenter you're heart i'd mend together all that been torn apart. Dark and cloudy day I promise you wouldn't see bright and sunny every day would be. I promise to give you hope when all hope is gone along with all of me so you won't be alone. Benefit of a doubt and half a chance is all we need I promise together we most definitly will succeed with a destination that has no end. So can we please try again...

Bad Conversationist
It seems like people nowadays are getting very difficult to deal with (now im not talking about anyone in particular......okay maybe i am, but chances are this is not about you). Even talk to for that matter. Now i say this because when i talk to some people via text message, or instant messenger, or email they only give you one word answers.....and by that i mean answers like ya, na, lol (or any variations of), nm u, o i c, nice, or things like that. Basically close ended answers to which you cannot reply to without changing the subject. See it wouldn't be so frustrating if they didn't want to talk that second now that is understandable, but what's worse is they get mad when you don't reply back or stop you talking to them!!!!! If the one word answers are not frustrating enough, what you talk to people about is just as bad. Now no im not saying the only thing that people should talk to me about is sex or nudity or whatever, im not saying that at all. Im saying that there ar

Lost Angel
Sitting in the shadows, empty and alone, the Lost Angel waits to be found. So many thoughts running through her mind as she stares blankly at the ground. People pass, some stop and stare, but no one sees the hurt. To make it worse, all these jerks keep treating her like dirt. But deep inside she finds the strength to stand above the crowd; Like the single ray of sun that comes shining through the cloud. You've seen this light, and thanks to you she no longer sits alone. The Lost is found, the empty filled with all the love you've shown.

A True American Soldier
It's not everyday you get to meet a to meet a true American soldier. In every community around the United States and around the world there are people protecting all of us from dangers abroad. That would be the American soldier. They might be in the Army, Navy, Marines, Air Force, Reserves, National Guard and etc. There are so many stories of bravery, heros and inspirational things. Likely those stories sometimes brings us joy, pain, tears, anguish, happiness and every other descriptional word in the dictionary. But what about the forgotten American soldier. The one who comes back from Iraq, arrives via a plane on American soil, not to cheers but laughter and mockery. No one knows his story or his plight in life. He walks through crowds with a noticable limp, his left eye is completely shut due to the fact he lost his eye, a scar all the way from his groin area up to the middle of his chest due to operations to remove shrapnel, noticable scars and deformities over his body. He walks th

What Does A Cowboy Do
when he loves a princess and she walks away he works harder eats less sleeps unsoundly he checks the time more frequently to see her picture in his watch he mumbles more as if talking to someone long ago or far away he looks at his cell phone hoping its her he stares at the stars and wonders if shes thinking of him as he thinks of her he loses a lot of conversations as his mind drifts to a time when the world was right he exsists cause without her he damn sure aint livin and he hopes in his heart she is not suffering what he is cause he wouldnt wish this pain on his worst enemy he sure isnt wishing it on the woman he still loves, the woman who became his best friend he mourns his own foolishness, he mourns the loss of his heart what else can a cowboy do when he loses his princess, his love, his life

Poetry
When we look up inside ourselves only to find that the looking glasses no longer reflect what we had hoped to still see instead a stilted view... of what is no longer there What we had allowed others to borrow, taken what should not have been removed. The intangible us, that we alone know is amiss. apart from ourselves almost unnoticed Bonded in layers of tissue paper, what we once knew was familiar still. Feral from the outset, on a shelf swallowed in dust. that which has slipped into sleep Unaware it was supposed to remain intact, dismantled by the sirens steady through the nite. something them, they could not possibly feel. what we should have known to protect.

Toby Keith Lyrics - American Soldier
GOTTA LOVE THE SONG I'm just trying to be a father, Raise a daughter and a son, Be a lover to their mother, Everything to everyone. Up and at 'em bright and early, I'm all business in my suit, Yeah, I'm dressed for success from my head down to my boots, I don't do it for money, there's still bills that I can't pay, I don't do it for the glory, I just do it anyway, Providing for our future's my responsibility, Yeah I'm real good under pressure, being all that I can be, And I can't call in sick on Mondays when the weekends been to strong, I just work straight through the holidays, And sometimes all night long. You can bet that I stand ready when the wolf growls at the door, Hey, I'm solid, hey I'm steady, hey I'm true down to the core, And I will always do my duty, no matter what the price, I've counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice, Oh, and I don't want to die for you, But if dying's asked of me, I'll bear that cross with an honor, 'Cause freedom don't come

I Know We Are Together, But When I Wrote This I Didnt Think We Were
Why did you have to go, Without you I feel all alone. You came into this world with a gift, A gift of happiness that would never drift. You were always there for me, Through good and bad, Now without you I am feeling so sad. For what you did for me, I will always keep in memory. 'Cause without you my days seem endless, Now without you I feel friendless. I came to you and spoke openly, And every word you said showed you cared for me. I try not to cry, I will be strong, Even without you I have our memories and in my heart they belong. I pray to God to look out for you, And when I am happy I'll know he came through. 'Cause even without you by my side, My loving memories of you I'll always keep inside.

The Dream
Woke up to the sound of your heart.crying for affection.needing love.that missing spot so cold.wishing for love.wanting the light.its beauty seems to fade.wishing to stop the pain.wanting to hold you.your pain is my pain.dancing around the light of your soul.i have found you.making you whole.taking the breath and make it warm.going back to sleep your hear is whole...!

I Am A Real Lic. Minister
I know that people see my name andthink that I marry people here on fubar and therefore I call myself a minister. Not true. I am lic Minister by; m;y Church. (Universal Life Church} :pcated om

Love Lockdown
Im not lovin you The way i wanted to What I had to do, had to run from you I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong And that haunted me, all the way home So u never know never never know Never know enough til its over love Til we lose control, system overload Screamin no no no no no I'm not lovin you Way I wanted to See I wanna move But cant escape from you So I keep it low, keep a secret code So everybody else dont have to know So keep your love lockdown Your love lockdown Keepin your love lockdown Your love lockdown Now keep your love lockdown Your love lockdown Now keep your love lockdown You lose I'm not lovin you The way I wanted to I cant keep my cool So I keep it true I got something to lose So I gotta move I cant keep myself and still keep you too So I keep in mind, when im on my own Somewhere far from home, In the danger zone, How many times did I take for it finally got through, You lose, you lose I'm not lovin you The way i

Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THE

Own Judi
Want to Own me for a month or maybe 2 ?? If so see what i am offering below and hit the pic below to go bid on me Open till Dec 9th only so hurry NO FUBUCKS BIDS CASH ONLY ( not my rules for auction) Please at least rate the pic i need over 350 to win a prize for most rates so send your friends to rate it too Easy conversion of Fubucks to Cash listed here FUBucks Conversion Table - Sticky bulletin = $250,000 - 1 ticker = $250,000 - 1 day blast = $375,000 - 12 credit bling pack = $599,500 - 3 day blast = $600,000 - 7 day blast = $1,000,000 - 1 ticker pack = $1,000,000 - 25 credit bling pack = $1,000,000 - 1 month VIP = $1,000,000 - 30 day blast = $2,500,000 - 70 credit bling pack = $2,500,000 - 3 month VIP = $2,500,000 - 6 month VIP = $3,750,000 - Happy Hour = $5,000,000 - 150 credit bling pack = $5,000,000 - 1 year VIP = $5,250,000 Rockin Around The Christmas Tree - Brenda Lee (repost of original by '~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~READ MY PRO

Unfinished Poem
What's It Like? by PunkStarChik 12/21/02 What's it like? To be able to wake With the sun, as it begins to rise With no sadness, pain and tear drops in my eyes Sitting up from my bed, From my shell that covers itself in darkness Not wanting to move, to breath or to smile But to feel just hopeless I push myself and I rise out of my shell And out into the cruel life That seems to burn like hell What's it like? To be able to smile As I see myself in the reflection Of a mirror that smiles back to me That forms without any satisfaction How could I smile back at that dreadful creature It disgusts me and tears me apart For this creature that's so devastating That bears a sad dark lonely heart What's it like? To feel beautiful for just one day Like a rose that grows so beautiful Instead of a dying rose of decay As my pedals fall off, one by one Tearing me apart until I am none I shed my tear till my eyes go dry I ask myself and wonder "What's it like?" F

Social Reflection
People everywhere are trying make a living and stay out the poor house. Though the times a tough we are becoming creative in maintaining our living status by whatever means accessible or effective. I think America is evading some important issues which are related to character. I do not consider myself an expert in self evaluation but I am aware of the need for it. The financial issues that plague society is stem from bad money management not to mention the difficulties of acquiring financial independence. Those influential individuals who change or manipulate society through principals and or laws. People do work hard to make money but like I heard before it is better to work smart. I think some solutions or maybe I should say relief is networking or put in plain terms we need to start trusting others which is community involvement to me. This theory may sound idiotic but who can we trust now a days and where are we gonna get help from that we can trust. I ask can we get help, yes if

This Is My Fav Quote Of All Time
hey all well i see a lot of people with quotes so i thought id throw in my fav on of all time...and any racers out there prolly would agree with this.... I live my life a quarter mile at a time. Nothing else matters: not the mortgage, not the store, not my team and all their bullshit. For those ten seconds or less, I'm free.

Ever Constant Wondering
Ever Constant Wondering: Written 2001 Just tell me Its not so hard Just tell me We've came too far Nothing pains me more Not even a needled ground below me Than lying awake With the ever constant wondering You've underestimated my understanding Ignored your determination Fell back on your cool demeanor Gave up on your conscious landing Nothing pains me more Not even a needled ground below me Than lying awake With the ever constant wondering Take a chance Light a light Hold your stance Stay and fight Just tell me Its not so hard Just tell me We've came too far Come tomorrow I wont say a thing But today's still constant wondering

Old Fags Sending Me Friends Request And Messages
ok all of you old fags stop sending me messages and friend request i'm not in to old fags i will never be in to old fags leave me alone if you old fags keep sending me shit i will get my boyfriend on you Phukedinthead, stop fuck talking to me damn it

Lager Is Cheaper Than Water In U.k. Supermarkets
During difficult economic times, you really don't need much of an excuse to get loaded. Here's one anyway: It's cheaper than drinking water. That's the case in Great Britain, where it was recently found that it's less expensive to purchase booze than bottled water at the country's leading supermarkets. In fact, discounted "own-brand" beer costs as little as 35 cents per can. The research comes from a non-profit anti-alcoholism group called Addaction, that also supports a push to tighten drinking laws in the country with measures that include banning "happy hour" specials and other cheap deals on booze. While certain party-fouling groups seem to think that low prices contribute to drinking problems, we can't help but wonder how bottled water got so damn expensive. Isn't beer still being made out of water?

Naughty App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

30 Years
in my last 30 years ive been a jerk or worse..granted ive had a lot of fun in my younger years..the parties the tokein the friends... the GURRLS...in my last 30 years ive thought i found tru love at times but was wrong EVERY single time......except once... the most recent one..shes given me the best times of my life.. and the worlds most PERFECT lil boy..but what do ya expect a perfect child from a perfect lady...but in the end of my last 30 years.. my jerk half has shown BRIGHT and im not proud of that...my last 30 years has not bed somethin to brag of with the exception of them coming into my life..and with how ive acted .. IM NOT PROUD OF MY LAST 30 YEARS..... my next 30 years is gonna be spent TRYING to make up for my ways... trying to be the best father and husband i can be..cause my son deserves NOTHING less than the BEST...same goes for my wife.. they deserve the best cause they are the best..and in my nxt 30 years i know ill NEVER be able to give them HALF of what they dese

Burning.
Everyday you pass through my mind Everyone you let me cross paths with Seem to make me more blind Of what you are to me and what I thought I was to you Nothing will shake this devotion I promised When that day you told me you loved me Showing me what life is truly worth And what should never be. So open my eyes to the destruction of your love And to the hate that unites A world of chaos That betrays the minute their ideals have ceased to exist But you showed me with your breath What it is to truly love What it is to truly let go What are we to you... when we insult you and mock your greatest act of love? when the most precious part of life is treated as an act of violence? Why is it that we are above the angels that have never shown you doubt What is this world to you that you haven't destroyed yet? Separate me from this ideology of what is right and who is wrong Open these eyes and numb this heart to the fire That constantly burns the sin that I

Blind Man
A blind guy on a bar stool shouts to the bartender, "Wanna hear a blonde joke?"In a hushed voice, the guy next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, you should know something."Our bartender IS blonde, the bouncer is blonde. I'm a 6' tall, 200 lb black belt. The guy sitting next to me is 6'2", weighs 225, and he's a rugby player. The fella to your right is 6'5" pushing 300 and he's a wrestler. Each one of US is blonde. Think about it, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?"The blind guy says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."

Yay My Girls Happy Hour
=== '.:*♥F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥*:. Ço•FöùNd€r «oƒ»DånGê®øuS CürVèS' wrote the following at '2008-12-09 08:54:26'.. Look Whos Got A Happy Hour Coming up @ 6 P.M. EST Time!! Show Her Lots Of Love.. She Loves New Friends Fans and Crushes!! .:*♥F£IRTØ£ØGI§T♥*:. Ço•FöùNd€r «oƒ»DånGê®øuS CürVèS (repost of original by 'ஐღÇÅRRIÊღஐ♥FÜ-ØWÑÊÐ B¥ Gèð ♥ஐFöùNd€r.DånGê®øuS CürVèS' on '2008-12-09 08:52:34')

Merry Christmas
Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to all of those who are an important part of my life and to all of those who cant be home for the holidays. I am off to Iraq at the first of the year and will be gone for a while. You all will be missed and I will try to stay in touch.

More Of The Same
My attention span is nil.. i admit it.. i get bored easy and it's hard for me to do one thing at a time.. though with no tv i've been flying through the books.. not like i have a choice in the matter.. music is almost always on.. there's no compromising when it comes to that.. i hate Christmas.. i love giving presents, but i do that all year round.. do I really have to give gifts on this one particular day just to appease everyone else? I dont want to celebrate Christmas in July or any other month.. i dont want to celebrate it at all.. though i'll kiss under the mistletoe anyday since that was basically ripped from the old pagan religions anyway

Thought For 12/11
Tell me not, in mournful numbers, Life is but an empty dream! For the soul is dead that slumbers, and things are not what they seem. Life is real! Life is earnest! And the grave is not its goal; Dust thou art; to dust returnest, Was not spoken of the soul. - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Link To My Page
GimpsGoneWild is a disabled modelling site. I do nudity, but nothing explicit.. I will soon do corsets, fishnets, braces, ect. The link is NSFW, obviously. http://www.gimpsgonewild.com/Stacie.htm

Seasons Greetings
Twas the night before Christmas & all through the house everybody felt shitty even the mouse,mom at the whorehouse & dad smoking grass I'd just settled down for a nice piece of ass, when out on the lawn I heard such a clatter.I sprung from my piece to see what's the matter,when out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment it must be Saint Nick,he came down the chimney like a bat out of hell I knew in a moment the fucker had fell,he filled all our stockings with pretzels & beer & a big rubber dick for my brother the queer,he rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart, he swore & he cursed as he rose out of sight, piss on you all & have a hell of a night!

My Hand
ok well i was a lil late and no thanks to some really stupid person who was way to big to fit in her outfit made me even more late then i really was i was finaly able to be seen then gave me shocks in my hand and arm then they stick some needles in me and come to find out i got some nerve damage in my hand and elbow bad thing is now i cant use my left hand at all for a while my left hand is very weak again i cant pick up anything that weights alot for some time and it hurts like hell now again also i dont no when they are going to do anything abount it either no date or anything they just told me i have to wait tell my doctor see the test results ha easy for them to say they are not the ones who got this problem

Life
My life has had some Amazing events. I am an only child, who only met her biol. father a few times, and the last time was to make peace w/ him and to say goodbye. He passed a few yrs ago.... but I'm glad I had the time I got to spend w/ him and to know him. :) I am like him in some ways, but not going to be like him w/my family. I have had a LOT of friends in and out of my life. I am grateful for ALL of them, no matter they age, how close or far they are to me... they are ALL VERY special to me!! I like to be there for them, and they are for me. I have had some experiences working and being a patient, but i LIKED working better!! I have been through some TRYING times and REALLY good times, but haven't given up. Have wanted to give up a couple times, but .... I think that the saying that which doesn't kill u makes u stronger is VERY TRUE!! I have to say THANK YOU to god, and my fam and friends for being there for me!!! Love to all!!!

Im So Pissed Off
im pissed off with people coming into our lounge and then leaving im pissed off with people coming talkin but not joining and wat really gets me mad is the fact when u do join the lounge afer a few days they leave wats the fn point in joining if ur goin to leave the lounge :@:@ wats the points and when we do invites atleast have the deceny to come in to our dont just fn ignore us tht really makes me mad if ur going to stay in the lounge stay there dont leave dont join then leave after a few days:@:@:@:@:@

I Just Dont Get It
Okay first let me say this whole fubar place rocks! and most folks on here are very friendly, having said that im not hating when I ask why have 35000 friends when there is no way in heck you can have any kind of real personal contact with them?? I mean I dont get it, Thats a sporting event crowd people, so lets face facts its a power trip! and hey thats okay but they should call them fu foughter cause thats all they are, bling me this and vip me that lol a bunch a rock stars I tell ya. any how just one of those random thoughts and yes I am friends with some of these folks i know but it still makes me laugh:) take care JC

My Lover's Gone...
Resting alone, dark, and cold. It's all that is left. Light floods the inner reaches of the chaos. Imagery of the passions between a man and a woman flares. Bodies merge into twilight. Flesh fades into the beauty within. But there is no more. There is no sunshine upon thy face. The stubs of candles litter the shelves, dressers, nightstand, and floor. The silky sheets fall away to reveal a vacant divan. Daybreaks and there is no one. Inhibitions that were shed are all that is left where a lover once rested. A tear falls. I am caught in this despair.

Why Obama Scares Me.
Barack Obama on Gun Control 1) OK for states & cities to determine local gun laws: Q: "Is the D.C. law prohibiting ownership of handguns consistent with an individual's right to bear arms?" A: Obama: "As a general principle, I believe that the Constitution confers an individual right to bear arms. But just because you have an individual right does not mean that the state or local government can't constrain the exercise of that right, in the same way that we have a right to private property but local governments can establish zoning ordinances that determine how you can use it." ---(Wolf's note: This is like saying that we have the right to Free Speech, unless it is in dissent of the Government! Or like being "a little drunk". There IS NO middle ground; you either are or you are not! You either have a right or you do not!)--- Q: "But do you still favor the registration & licensing of guns?" A: Obama: "I think we can provide common-sense approaches to the iss

Tag Your It
Tagged By J+A+B=ME You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? home 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? crazy 5. Your father? working 6. Your favorite thing? shopping 7. Your dream last night? naughty 8. Your favorite drink? smoothie 9. Your dream/goal? loved 10. The room you're in? parents 11. Music? pop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? OMG 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? canada 19. The last thing you did? slept 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? son 23. Your computer? new 24. Your life? awesome 25. Your mood? g

Ever Thought About Getting Marred For Real?
my name is Rev. Darrel. I am a real lic Minister from the Universal Life Church in Modesto, Calif. I have been a lic Minister since November 19, 1993. Have you ever thought about getting married in Paradise? Well, this is your chance. I live in Paradise, California. Instead of running to Reno and getting married in a tacky chapel you can get married in Paradise in the woods or in a out doors gazebo. very beautiful. Let me know on my yahoo IM or email if interested. ParadiseChubbyChaser@yahoo.com

"rerun"
"Rerun" When the night finds me alone, I sometimes hope I'll see Someone who will share my space, someone to be with me But only my old pillow, lays beside me here. My mind it plays old reruns, I wish that you were here. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. And me I was a co-star, we worked it side my side. I wish I could rewrite the script cause in my mind I've tried. But the plot it just won't bend, no matter how I try. It's hard to watch this rerun, there's something in my eye. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. If I truly had my way, you know I'd

Honestly...its What I Think Or Feel!!!
So far I know Ive been rated a 10 or better clearly almost every time, and honestly...that cant be the honest truth every time. When I rate a pic Imma do it honestly, based on the quality of the pic, what the person(s) doing in the pic, the caption, the comments ppl leave about the pic (how they felt or think bout it.) Then I rate it as I see it, there is no direct reflection of what I think bout you just cuz ur pic maybe got rated a 2 from me. When I rate u I do the same thing that I do with the pix, only I go over ur whole profile, how much work uv put into it, the kind of frineds u collect n that r on ur top friends, who ur fans of, your lounges, your comments, your active participation and interaction with me is the final piece to how Ill rate you. If youve rated me a 10 cuz u thot Id return the favor with the same, ur kissing the wrong ass....Ill rate what I wanna rate not cuz u gave me a false 10, if thats what u really wanna rate me as COOL...if not COOL! Im an extrem

Sweet Dream
Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to ME. It was of you and I, MY love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, MY love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, MY love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed MY lips to yours, MY love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held ME for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, MY love, With a thought of you that stayed With ME throughout the day, MY love, And never once did fade.

Would You? The Poem
Would you? Would You Love me? would You love me - if i told You i wanted Your initials branded on my thigh? your name tattooed on my mound? would You love me if i told You i would want You to force Your fist into my cunt until i screamed? if i wanted to feel both Your hands inside me, one in each hole? would you love me - if wanted to taste Your pee, drink it, if i wanted to mop it up from the floor with my hair? would You love me - if i wanted You to bite me until i bleed, bruised me until it was black? would You love me - if i wanted to go out dressed as a trashy slut, or in a classy business suit with a large dildo stuck up my ass? would You love me - if i wanted You to restrain me and whip me and not stop when i cried for mercy, not stop until i passed out? would You love me - if i wanted You to put Your hands around my neck, strangle me, while You fucked me, and not loose Your hands until my panic changed to nothingness and unconsciousness?

"the Coffee Maker"
“The Coffee Maker” Never could I have imagined In my wildest, twisted dreams That a hellish evil would look as meek As a simple coffee machine A basic tool made out of glass, And molded plastic parts Would fill me with a fear so deep And chill my beating heart It started in the mildest way All innocent at first At the office Friday was my day To do the job I felt was worst I had to clean that coffee maker That would soon bring with it strife The simple coffee maker That would try to take my life I admit it now, I often cheated I never cleaned it through And I never scrubbed the plate that heated But the coffee maker knew And all the months of my neglect Percolated into rage As the coffee maker planned my death For I had set the stage The very first time it made it’s play I thought I’d lost my mind That day my cup was bitter When all others were just fine Yes, I asked around the office About that bitter flavor All said their joe was wond

Dope "i Am
I am a huge fan of the band Dope and Here is another song that I believe is fitting of me. If you know me, do you agree/disagree? If you don't know me Or if you do, isn't this a cool/good/great song? Sometimes you don't understand Sometimes I am what I am Sometimes I just can't be Everything you hoped I'd be And sometimes I wish that you could see I'm not like you I'm not like them I won't pretend Cause I am what I am Sometimes I wish that we Could agree to disagree Sometimes I wish that you could see what I see This is who I am I've always been And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am You don't understand I am what I am And I don't think you'll ever understand Fuck you I am what I am

Why?
Why is it when i think i'm over you, You have to call, and try to get some. Why is it when i finally decide this time its IT NO MORE you confuse the hell out of me? Why is it that you still have such a strong hold on my heart? Why cant you just leave me alone... I'm NOT comeing back to you again! Why cant you just understand that i've had enough of your shit? Why cant you Go away, find someone else to tourture? Why dont you just Go away from me all together... Is that too much to ask for??

When Two Worlds Collide
When two hearts beat as one can love still be undone or is it more likly that the world will move on never changing but rearranging to make room for these two for the sound of true love it deafens us all and just when we think our backs to the wall love comes a knocking it beckons us all we fight it and fight it but in the end we all fall when two worlds collide the sound we here is another unbreaking both people giving yet neither one taking love has been born for the world to see it happens to you it has happened to me.i know that im loved i have not a single doubt but i wish she was as willing to say with a shout I love you Michael and you I cant live with out. i would tell the whole world for she deserves the world to know.... but if she cant do the same maybe she wants me to let her go.

The Ghost Part 2
well some of you are well aware that within this man beats a heart full of care and for those who dont know i am willing to share, you see,it comes from a place so deep inside and swells to the size of the oceans wide i do not show it out of fear so let me make one thing perfectly clear, this man you know has changed alot a life full of dreams is what i sought and down around my, ears it fell showing me Heaven yet giving me Hell i do not know what the future brings a life full of music and joyful things or heartache and pain and more suffering but to stand aside and not even try is foolish it seems and reason to die.life i know will come to pass my one great wish is greener grass time it seems can heal all wounds i'm living proof its sad but true cause i've lived and learned about hurting to life is never easy to live but its much more enjoyable when you stop to give a piece of your soul to one who feels lostits about the smiles we cause not the cost so remember me

Christmas & New Year Wishes
Well it's Christmas time, Again, I hope you receive All God's BLESSING's then, As you travel Through his world, I hope you remember The LOVE that indures, As YOU go through out A NEW YEAR, I wish YOU PEACE It makes life complete, Along with JOY for girls, And boys, Smiles on faces, Fill empty spaces, Such as HEARTS, With achey traces. So here's some LOVE Sent to YOU, PASS it on, With thoughts of truth. PEACE, JOY, and HOPE... Come through... AS we remember JESUS LOVES "ALL OF YOU"....

Welcome 2 Penetration Island
IM HARDER THEN MICHAEL JACKSONZ DICC AT A DAY CARE IN THIZ GAME OF TRUTH & DARE WHERE THE ODDZ,YOU MAKE WIT YA HANDZ MIND & SOUL,SNAPPIN IT LIKE RUBBERBANDZ WELCOME 2 PENETRATION ISLAND DIG DEEP WIT MY WORDZ YOU SAY CREATIVE JUICE MAKEZ THE WORLD PLAY NEVER HEAD DOWN UNLEZZ IM ABOUT 2 POUND FIST,FEET,SMOKE,FUCC DURIN A GO AROUND WELCOME 2 PENETRATION ISLAND SPLASH,BOOM,BANG,DRILL 2 KILL INTERTWINE YA MIND & IT WILL OPEN YA SENSEZ 2 DIFFERENT DOORZ THEN IT COMEZ SIMPLE LIKE CLEANIN FLOORZ WELCOME 2 PENETRATION ISLAND HE LOVEZ HER MIND PENETRATED NICELY HE DIDNT THINK HIZ WORDZ WOULD DO IT SO EASY HE ACCEPTZ THIZ NEW FOUND JOY WHEN HE PENETRATEZ,HE IZ LIKE OH BOY WELCOME 2 PENETRATION ISLAND

Mirror, Mirror
Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Mirror mirror lie to me Why don't I like the girl I see The one who's standing right in front of me Why don't I think before I speak I should have listened to that voice inside me I must be stupid must be crazy must be out of my mind To say the kind of things I said last night Mirror mirror hanging on the wall You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Why did I let you walk away When all I had to do was say I'm sorry I let my pride get in the way And in the heat of the moment I was to blame I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind Now in the cold light of the day I realize Mirror mirror hanging on the wall You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all Mirr

Moments
I was coming to the end of a long, long walk, When a man crawled out of a cardboard box under the E. Street Bridge, Followed me on to it, I went out halfway across with that homeless shadow tagging along, So I dug for some change, Wouldn't need it anyway, He took it lookin' just a bit ashamed, He said, You know, I haven't always been this way, I've had my moments, days in the sun, Moments, I was second to none, Moments, when I knew I did what I thought I couldn't do, Like that plane ride, coming home from the war, That summer, my son was born, Memories, like a coat so warm, A cold wind can't get through, Lookin' at me now you might not know it, But I've had my moments. I stood there tryin' to find my nerve, Wondered if a single soul on Earth, Would care at all, Miss me when I'm gone, That old man just kept hanging around, Lookin' at me, lookin' down, I think he recognized, That look in my eyes, Standing with him there I felt ash

The Remedy
Well I saw fireworks from the freeway And behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away Cuz you were born on the 4th of July (freedom ring) Well something on the surface it stings I said something on the surface Well it kinda makes me nervous To say that you deserve this And what kind of God would serve this We would cure this dirty old disease Well, if you gots the poison I gots the remedy (1) The remedy is the experience This is the dangerous liason (I says) The comedy is that it's serious This is a strange enough new play on words I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on So shine the light on all of your friends Well it all amounts to nothing in the end (2) And I won't worry my life away Hey hey hey, oh oh I won't worry my life away Hey hey hey, oh oh Well I heard 2 men talking on the radio In a cross-fire kind of new reality show Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack

Why?
Will I Ever Be good enough again? Ever be good Enough to be given love rather then bagging for it? Ever feel whole and want to give, wondering what it is like to take? Will the hurt of being left ever ever subside? Answers to questions I can't find yet, when I do, the happy dance I will do! "Actions speak louder then words" I guess I just heard all I need to hear.

Blessings!
As another person passe,s, The Crown , The throne, Another Tear passe's Upon my family Be safe all, Dont mix alchol & painkillers, Death & duty, Calls my soul, To an early Grave Blessed be , Unto Mother Deer, And Father BUNNY, & Marc,. & my deer Vampires!

Longing For The Grave
Longing For The Grave Can you see my dead eyes? Can you hear as my heart dies? Do you know what pain is? Do you know the feel of death’s kiss? Can you tell I’m already gone? Can you see I’m just a pawn? Do you care that I’ve disappeared? Do you fear what I’ve feared? Can you leave me here in pain? Can you forget the fresh blood stain? Do you turn a blind eye to me? Do you plunge memories into the sea? Can you watch me drown? Can you hear the silence all around? Do you understand there’s nothing to save? Do you understand my Longing For The Grave?

ღ~sweet Addiction®: ~
A Christmas Miracle ??? This Lovely Fu has a Birthday wish .... Sweet Addiction To level on her Birthday ?? December 18th !! Can it be done ??? Who knows ... wanna try? She doesn't have Fu-Crack, I mean Auto 11's ... Lets do her the Old Fashioned Way !! You remember how, dontcha??? You rate, Rate, RATE!! Then get your friends to do the same! Chk out her family ... she keeps EXCELLENT company! Pimped with Love: Tappinit

Can't Believe In You
i cant believe in you if you're not here for me just shadows painted dancing promise faint among the dunes solitary flame that wanders flows black desert night from quill trails a winding summons onward my thirsty wanton steps do will and climb in ceaseless flowing rhythms sing high barren wastelands swept in silence lost and broken pain is bundled washed away and wept time drawn out unto its vanishing hope in tatters that warm not sight lost for days on end of you ice fingers reach to brush my thoughts undo the clasp around my throat doubt cast behind unburdened weight this journey without favor asked or offered gain does not abate the thought of losing you does not exist for me for i have you here no longer as my guide

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Wretch
Wretch is out of Niles, Ohio. The band is a classic traditional power metal band straight out of Cleveland’s glorious 80's underground, featuring current and former members from Beyond Fear, Seven Witches and Breaker. Wretch has a record label with Auburn Records. Following up last year’s critically-acclaimed “Reborn” album, Wretch returned with a collection of previously unreleased material in support of their feature performance at this year’s 2007 Headbanger’s Open Air Festival in Germany July 12-14. The new album is "Make This Garden Burn." Some of the bands songs are, The Winners, The Challenge, Reborn, Make This Garden Burn, Life, I Will Defy Eyes Of Fate, I Am Storm, Cry For The Young. Lead singer Colin Watson is also one of our Dj's here at God's Forsaken Radio!!!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Wretch!!!!!

Remember This At Christmas
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known...... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. A MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"drip By Drip."
“Drip by Drip” Drip by drip, ringing in my ear Drip by drip, is all I ever hear Drip by drip, will it cease, I’ll never know Drip by drip, I’d die to stop the flow Drip by drip, it is the second day Drip by drip, I’m begging and I pray Drip by drip, I strain against the straps Drip by drip, that hold me on my back Drip by drip, the third day it has come Drip by drip, they still are having fun Drip by drip, by droplets raining down Drip by drip, still that dreadful sound Drip by drip, I’m somehow on day four Drip by drip, I can’t take this anymore Drip by drip, please not another day Drip by drip, they smile and walk away Drip by drip, I’ve made it to day five Drip by drip, I can’t believe that I’m alive Drip by drip, a mallet on my head Drip by drip, I wish that I were dead Drip by drip, they tell me it’s day six Drip by drip, I’ve gone and gotten sick Drip by drip, the vomit stains my shirt Drip by drip, I scream and thrash and hurt Drip by drip,

"the Rigorous Thought."
“The Rigorous Thought” It sneaks in at night, in the coma of sleep And kicks at the pillow, or pulls at the sheet Composed of the broken, the abstract, the dead That rigorous thought rolling round in your head And it yanks like a hook, it pulls like a tide Hiding there in the shadows, lurking inside A flame of white heat, an itch in your back A perilous journey, from which there’s no turning back Call it inspiration, or even divine Call it a plant, because it creeps like a vine It may be a blessing, or something far worse A pure breath of life or maybe a curse Perhaps it’s a cancer for which there’s no cure Or maybe an angel, but of this I am sure Like an old panhandler there on the street It always begs coins, for something to eat A high court verdict that sent you away To a personal prison, and there you will stay It could be this thing, or maybe that A 500 pound wrestler pinning you to the mat But at least it’s persistent, at least it’s contrite Whe

Insomnia
This pillow feels like cement on a bed of jagged nails, I'm praying for an ounce of rest, but even that bid fails. My eyes are dully burning just like the day before, my body keeps on running till I can't take it anymore. My head though is still racing with every whim and thought, no strategy has shut it down despite the years they've fought. This restlessness is killing me, at least that's how I feel, I'm slowly drifting out of touch and I don't know what's real. I've started counting days by when everyone's in bed rather than a calendar; it's fucking with my head. I've yet to find that wonderland where people's words are clear, or what I see makes sense and I'm sure of what I hear. Sometimes I get so fed up that it puts me in a rage but there's no place for the anger so it's locked up in this cage. It's becoming quite a problem and I'm running out of sheep, It's bad for any state of mind; I need to get some sleep.

Dear: _____
What I want to say vs what im not going to say to you, but write in an obscure way around you. Im loved by you, but ignored. I am wanted by you, but so does a 100 guys in an acution. And yes I know the idea of an online life is different that of a real one, but it’s the person you project when you say you love me, that meakes me not love you. How am I important to you? Im just a guy you give a few minutes to a night, But give hours to strangers. How can you tell me you love anyone with that rational. To be honest I guess its not your fault I let it happen, I responded out of hope and want. I should have known im just an option. You said you liked my traits and that was a huge red flag. So I don’t drink, don’t do drugs and im forced to do good things, does not make me a good guy. Does that make you love me? Cause of traits? No it doesn’t! not unless your idea of love is showing yourself to a thousands of random people and flirting with others. Being up for auction on a web site is

Havent Forgotten You!!!
Hey everyone, just so you know I havent forgotten you at all! im actually doing my treatments to hopefully get rid of what i have. I wont be on here much...on the computer at all actually.. but every once in awhile. Trust me, i would rather not go thru this at all...keep your fingers crossed that these first few rounds of treatment get rid of everything and for the first time in months i can feel better!!!! but just thought id let you know havent forgotten you at all...and hope to talk to u all sooner then later...but who knows whatll happen... much love, me

Pupps In Lap While Driving
NOT a good idea ppl. Not safe for anyone. THEY CAN FALL OUT OF THE WINDOW. Then you've killed your pup. Or the poor thing lives, but then has a broken back or something and dies shortly after. And yes, this is something I witnessed last night. Luckily I noticed it on the ground right after it happend and that it was still breathing. Stopped car because I was sure as hell not going to let the baby get run over. Whether it lived long after or not, that's horrible. Bad enough jackasses don't think about these things so it won't happen. That's an image I don't think will go away any time soon. I'm just glad that I didn't witness it getting run over. THAT would've been even worse. Damn humans with no common sense. Whatever happend to an eye for an eye??

For A Friend..
If you took my heart and ripped it out I could show you what my love is all about. A craved message made in stone, To say to you your not alone. To have love and not show it to you, To watch it grow inside myself,unknown to you, To touch your lips,to hear your heart To hold you tight until we part. Butterflies roll around and round You lift me from solid ground, but there's nothing more i can say than, i'll love you,i'll love you and always. Being apart is the hardest part, You lose yourself and the touch of their heart, Your mind stops thinking for a second or two, then i smile,when i think of you. Your the reason i feel good to be me, The reason i wake up feeling free and easy, The reason i smile when picturing your face, your warm skin your hot embrace, the touching of your lips,then the touching of your face. But for now i say these words to you, i'm falling very much in love with you, and if you looked inside you'd see that your prefect woman for

The Blue Nowhere By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: How do you write a truly gripping thriller about people staring into computer screens? Many have tried, none have succeeded until now. Leave it to Deaver, the most clever plotter on the planet, to do it by simply applying the same rules of suspense to onscreen action as to offscreen. Much of the action in this novel about the hunt for an outlaw hacker turned homicidal maniac does takes place in the real world, but much else plays out in cyberspace as a team of California homicide and computer crime cops chase the infamous "wizard" hacker known as Phate. The odds run against the cops. With his skills, Phate can not only change identities at will (a knack known as "social engineering" in hacking parlance) but can manipulate all computerized records about himself. The cops have a wizard of their own, however: a former online companion of Phate's, a hacker doing time for having allegedly cracked the Department of Defense's encryption program. He's Wyatt Gillette, coveting Pop

End Of All
What is that in the distance you hear? Look over yonder, to the sounds of a horse pulling a wagon. It's coming closer and closer, down the old cobblestone path until you see the lone driver looming into view, it's the King of Death in all his glory!!! In his left hand he is carrying an hour glass as a reminder to live and in the other, waving a scythe that any one can soon be cut down. He is driving a gold-crested Victorian hearse pulled by a grand white horse. Who is on board on this moonlight night? Someone is riding home to the bosom of the earth. _____________________________________________ I went down to St. James Infirmary, Saw my baby there, She was lying' on a long white table, So sweet, so cold, so fair. Went up to see the doctor "She's very low," he said; Went back to see my baby; Great God! She was lyin' there dead. Now, when I die, bury me in my straight-leg britches, Put on a box-back coat and a Stetson hat; Put a twenty-dollar gold piece on my

Papa Roach - Between Angels And Insects
There's no money, there's no possessions, only obsession I don't need that shit, take my money, take my obsession I just wanna be heard, loud and clear are my words, comin’ from within man Tell ‘em what you heard, it's about a revolution In your heart and in your mind, you can find the conclusion Lifestyle and obsession, diamond rings get you nothin’ but a lifelong lesson And your pocketbook stressin’, you're a slave to the system Workin jobs that you hate, for that shit you don't need It's too bad the world is based on greed, step back and see Stop thinkin’ bout yourself, start thinkin’ bout There's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, I don't need that shit Take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, I don't need that Cuz everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything This reality is really just a fucked up dream With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul, flip it inside out It's a big black hole, take your money burn it up

Papa Roach - Blood Brothers
Watch your back because the next man is coming And you don't know if the next man is dumbin' Survival of the fittest what it is I got yo back, you got my back and that's the biz' Blood is rushing through my veins I got the power channel the energy And with my strength I will devour Sickening thoughts is running through my head That's when I realize I'm glad I'm not dead Corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood For the public's craving, existence in the dark It's in our nature to destroy ourselves It's in our nature to kill ourselves It's in our nature to kill each other It's in our nature to kill, kill, kill It was a dream and then hit me, reality struck And now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast Close to a buck 50 and we all stand strong In respect to the family in times of insanity And through words of profanity I describe our dysfunctional family Blood Brothers keep it real to the end Deeper than the thoughts you think, not a trend Corr

Papa Roach - Crash
I refuse to be your victim I refuse to be your slave I keep on burning my bridges I keep on fucking up everything Running from desperation God knows where I've been I don't know where I'm headed But I'm going too fast I think I'm going to crash Chorus: I'm going to crash I'm going to crash, to crash (Yeah!) It's time for annihilation it's time to be a criminal No time for hesitation time to be an animal Looking at my reflection I don't like what I see So I ask myself a question Do I got what I want or do I got what I need? I'm not afraid of the future Of spinning right out of control I don't know where I'm headed But I'm going too fast I think I'm going to crash Chorus: I'm going to crash I'm going to crash, to crash (Yeah!) It's time for annihilation it's time to be a criminal No time for hesitation time to be an animal It's time for annihilation it's time to be a criminal No time for hesitation time to be an animal I refuse to be a victim, I don't

Papa Roach - Do Or Die
Today I saw my hero fall apart, the one who taught me to be strong, on the outside I look fine, but on the inside I am dying my strength is overcome by pain my love for you remains the same the loneliness is setting in I have no one to free my sins It's never too late to live your life, the time is now, it's do or die it's never too late to live your life, the time is now, it's yours and mine Now it's my turn to help you out, cause you were there when I was down, it's hard for me to (see you) this way losing all your sanity you helped me, keep my dreams alive, without you how will I survive it's time for me to be a man now I finally understand It's never too late to live your life, the time is now, it's do or die it's never too late to live your life, the time is now, it's yours and mine It's never too late to live your life, the time is now, it's do or die it's never too late to live your life, the time is now, it's yours and mine I can't run anym

Papa Roach - I Devise My Own Demise
I Devise My Own Demise I Devise My Own Demise I Devise My Own Demise I Devise My Own Demise I can't control everything And I can't forget just what I've seen And these memories take me away To a better place than I am today Than I am today I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye) To fade away, fade away alone (motherfucker, goodbye!) I just want you to take, take me back home To a better place that I've never known That I've never known I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm losing yeeeeah, yeaaaah, woooow I can't control everything (death is the only way out!) And I can't forget just what I've seen (death is the only way out!) These memories take me away To a better place that I am today Than I am today I devise my own demise Here's to life-the life I'm

Papa Roach - Last Resort
Cut my life into pieces This is my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding This is my last resort Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort Suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck If I cut my arm bleeding Do you even care If I die bleeding? Would it be wrong Would it be right If I took my life tonight Chances are that I might Mutilation out of sight And I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Losing my sight, Losing my mind, Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late And I was empty within Hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself And no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight Losing my min

Papa Roach - Singular Indestructible Droid
Blood of my blood Skin of my skin A normal human being Solder and wires Circuitry We're far from human beings He's sick of his skin It's time to trade it in A galaxy of emotions Your soul is what it costs We walk the same path No body could get in our way Dangerously We passionately never hesitate Keep the soul That's control Now you put in the metal Biological Spiritual Electrical Digital S.I.D. Willing to make the change Surrender the flesh and bones Against the grain Pushing beyond the limits of ourselves This body is just a cage You're dead and you're in a grave We're losing our minds That's just fine Living forever Bleed out my blood Skin off my skin Solder the wire Transformation Take my body and Release me from this cage You can't put a spirit in a grave Singular Indestructible Droid Bloody-human-robot

Best Christmas Ever
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince who ever would listen that I was willing t

The Power Of Prayer.
THE POWER OF PRAYER. I believe that God only gives three answers to a prayer: 1. 'Yes!' 2. 'Not yet.' 3. 'I have something better in mind.' God still sits on the throne, the devil is a liar. You maybe going through a tough time right now but God is getting ready to bless you in a way that you cannot imagine. My instructions were to pick people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards Lets continue to pray for one another. Here is the prayer: Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and all who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power.. Amen.

Tom Waits Lyrics To "2:19"
I lost everything I had in the '29 flood The barn was buried 'neath a mile of mud Now Im down to nothing but the whistle and the steam My baby's leaving on the 2:19 There's a fellow that's preaching 'bout hell and damnation Bouncing off the walls in the Grand Central Station I treated her bad, I treated her mean My baby's leaving on the 2:19 I said, hey, hey, I don't know what to do Hey, hey, I will remember you Hey, hey, I don't know what to do My baby's leaving on the 2:19 Now I've always been puzzled by the yin and the yang It'll come out in the wash, but it always leaves a stain Storm and the Gang, luster and the sheen My baby's leaving on the 2:19 Cause the baby with the water, and the preacher stole the bride Sent her out for a bottle, but when she come back inside, She didn't have my whiskey, she didn't have my gin With a hat full of feathers and a wicked grin I said, hey, hey, I don't know what to do Hey, hey, I will remember you Hey, hey, I don'

End Of The Year
Well 2008 really flew by. It seems like yesterday that my 2nd daughter was born and that my life was turned upside down. All I really want for Christmas this year is for financial freedom, but I will settle for peace, love and happiness. Although, I think you have to work on getting those. LOL. I am hoping that 2009 will bring a new job opportunity for me and that I will continue to build my friendships here on fu. Who knows maybe I will find love in the process. 2008 I spent most of my time on Fubar and it has been really fun. I do find time to spend with my kids, so if I am not on that much please understand that. Also, I will be posting more pics in a week or so. I can only add about 40 more so if you have any suggestions please let me know. No more nsfw ones for awhile. I need pics that are actually rateable and will help me level, rather than have people look at and get off from. Don't get me wrong, I find it very flattering that some of you find my body very attractive

X-posted From My Livejournal: Willing To Serve.
(For those of you interested in reading my previous LJ entries, here is the link: http://larrycar.livejournal.com ) Jesus, it's been far too long since I've updated this thing.. After the last time I posted, I visited my now fiancee Arlette for her birthday, and that was such a blast.. Met some of her family, friends, and coworkers, went to the Rocky Horror Picture Show live show in Houston with her, went out to eat with her Dad's side of the family, got a little tipsy one night and put on a show hehe, visited her workplace.. it all seemed to evanescent.. arriving and disappearing far too fast.. and I haven't seen her since, besides on Webcam and talking on the phone. She'll be coming back to visit in less than two weeks now, and I'm so excited. She gets to see more of my friends, go to a party, and experience a shitload of snow. And yes, we're engaged now, but not officially. See, the morning before she left, I brought her to Walden Pond for the sunrise and gave her my class rin

Fu-own Me
If you decide to Fu-Own me. You will be placed as my #1 in both my friends and family. Have your name placed in my nickname: Military Veteran Fu-Owned by__________. I will make you my crush. And you will get your picture placed in My Fu-Owner folder.

~ Bkrbabe777 ~ Aka ~vixen~the Rude Cunt
~ BkrBabe777 ~ aka ~Vixen~ ...your an asshole to say that I'm being rude If i don't kiss your ass like other males then I'm rude to you.that's absurd.you are the rude one here.never talking to people you add.so if i got an attitude now then theirs a good reason for it.you know nothing about the way i once talked to you.so don't act like you know the way i talked to you before because its been weeks & you never talk first.that's rude.your a loser & your very rude.your disrespectful to.Your such a cry baby.only weak asses block for no reason.But I blocked you back for a good reason.rude & disrespectful.grow the fuck up.

Blod Iron
BLOOD AND IRON The tangled web is slowly woven by feeble leaders mankind's chosen To satisfy their evil dreams the churning gears of war machines With iron will they tread across this burning speck of worthless dust Their metal standards now unfurled they purge the humans from their world Children of misery centuries long who walked with kings now walk alone They lie in fear a million deep like cringing herds of human sheep

All I Want To Do Is Wo Wo Wo Wo
I don't want to get up baby, let's turn off the phone I don't want to go to work today or even put my makeup on I've got better things to do than my todo list anyway Hide under the covers and waste away the day Let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is love you I got my whole life to change the world and climb the ladders Looking at you looking at me is the only thing that matters Come a little closer baby, we can talk without the words Hang a sign on the door, please do not disturb Let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is love you Give me a kiss, from that Elvis lip, You don't want to miss this, All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is

Definitions Of What Men Say!
I didn't see a place to describe things here like on typical profiles so though I'd say it here in hopes some will read it. Mostly this started from contact from men! and not just here. I just don't get it? Men say things, we get mad, then they say they didn't "mean" that?!! Where's the dang dictionary. I'm old, been through all the decades of changing times. But even though its the new millenium I still don't see it the way men describe. They say they can't read our minds but "can you take out the trash?" to me only means one thing. As opposed to "what's the youngest man you been with?" doesn't supposedly MEAN that the YOUNGSTER had hopes in "getting with" me, only wanted to "date as friends" ...right! Then WHY does ANY man need to know WHO I've "been with" to what degree and what age? if they are just meeting me as a FRIEND??? hmmmmm?

God I Miss My Grandmother And It Has Been 2 Years
every holiday it hits me the hardest i miss my grandmohter she die 06-17-06 and she was like a mohter best friend and a person i could lean on and now she is gone i miss her so much i cry my self to sleep and wish she was still here i miss her so much and when christmas hits i just wanted the day to end because of the fact that was out holiday we did everything i just feel like why do i have to celebrate cuz the person i want here is not here with me no more and it kills me every day and u would think after 2years i would b over it i am not i think about her everyday and cerian things make me think of her i just want to break down and cry to god why did u do this to me what did i do to deserve it was i that bad did i not do sumthing right that u had to take the person that meant the most in my life away is it funnie to u to c me in pain well tell me sumthing so that is why i get down on christmas well now u know me a lil bit more tell me what u think and leave me a comment k

Carefully Corrupt
Why the hell is it that a girl can't make a SINGLE comment about how another person looks without the other person jumping their ass over something stupid?!?! It makes no sense especially when they BOTH don't even know each other!! I mean come on it's a fucking OPINION!!! Everyone is entitled to one and it is ludicris to think that a stupid comment about someone looking like a crack whore could offend someone soooo bad over someone they don't fucking know!! Then proceed to act like a dick and ignore the person that stated that the other chick looked like a crack whore?!?!?!?! How fucking self centered and retarded can you be?!?! Get the fuck over yourself!! Apparently you need to make some real live friends that you can actually hang out with!!!

Murderdolls - Grave Robbing U.s.a
Well I come from the planet beyond the stars Looking for some human body parts I’m gonna pull your body from your grave Cause I’m graverobbing U.S.A. And I’m riding around in my black starship Looking for some crypts to kick I’m gonna pull your body from your grave Cause I’m graverobbing U.S.A. [chorus] And I’m graverobbing U.S.A. And I’m graverobbing U.S.A. And I’m digging up the dead today Cause I’m graverobbing U.S.A. [announcer] Necrophilliac creatures of evil Invade the planet Earth On a macabre cosmic mission To dig up the dead Back in the summer of 76 I would dig up bodies to play with And my favorite part was the brain Cause I’m graverobbing U.S.A. And I wish I may, I wish I might Find me a cold dead corpse tonight I’m gonna pull your body from your grave Cause I’m graverobbing U.S.A. [chorus]

Orgy - Fiction ( Dreams In Digital )
she's lost in coma where it's beautiful intoxicated from the deep sleep, deep sleep do you wonder what it's like living in a permanent imagination? sleeping to escape reality, but you like it like that [Chorus:] guilty by design she's nothing more then fiction. she dreams in digital, cause it's better then nothing. now that control is gone, it seems unreal, she's dreaming in digital. she dreams in digital. and your pixel army can't save you now my finger's on the kill switch i remember i used to compose your dreams control your dreams and don't be afraid to expose yourself before i shut you down you made some changes since the virus caught you sleeping [Chorus]

Crossfade - Breathing Slowly
Who am I to save you to try and tame you and now that you are free of me but next time when you break down is it me you’ll take down you on your knees So who was I to hurt you to desert you when you needed me there so now that you’ve learned to hate me you finally set free fall to my knees And I’m breathing slowly like you said to do when you had lost control my head spins from god's winds that carries you away from me Looks like you got away from me this time for good Since those days have passed me by I’m in and out of life the way you used to be ya you know I always was the strong one but now I’ve come undone sweet release Cause I’m breathing slowly like you said to do when you had lost control my head spins from god's winds that carries you away from me looks like you got away from me this time you got away from me. you’ve got away for good

Crossfade - Colours
Can you feel it crush you? does it seem to bring the worst in you out? There's no running away from these things that hold you down. Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this? Of all the colors that you've shined, this is surely not your best. But you should know these colors that you're shining are, Surely not the best colors that you shine. Surely not the best colors that you shine. I know you feel alone yeah, and no one else can figure you out. But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down. Well they'd love to save you, don't you know they love to see you smile? But these colors that you've shined, are surely not your style. But you should know these colors that you're shining are, Surely not the best colors that you shine. Surely not the best colors that you shine. I know you're feeling like you're lost, But you should know these colors that you're shining are.. I know you're feeling like you're lost, You feel you've drifte

Nine Inch Nails - Head Like A Hole
God money I'll do anything for you. God money just tell me what you want me to. God money nail me up against the wall. God money don't want everything he wants it all. [Bridge:] No you can't take it No you can't take it No you can't take that away from me No you can't take it No you can't take it No you can't take that away from me Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I'd rather die than give you control. Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I'd rather die than give you control. [Chorus:] Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve. Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve. God money's not looking for the cure. God money's not concerned with the sick amongst the pure. God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. God money's not one to choose [Bridge] [Chorus] [Chorus] [Bridge] [Chorus] You know who you are.

The Day After
My nice clean house is a mess... so it is back to normal. :) I had cleaned all day last Saturday.. and until yesterday is was relatively clean. Yesterday Pluto knocked about 5 or 6 balls off the tree. His toys are mostly in little pieces as well. He is funny.. there is just 1 toy he is gentle with.. the rest he has always chewed into little bits immediately. I picked David up at 2:30 yesterday. The ex finally called me 9:30 Christmas Eve about the time. Funny how she says she didn't get any messages the whole week before. David got a few games for XBox, and an IPOD Touch.. and then a few smaller things. At this point he is still sleeping on the futon in the living room where he fell asleep. Christmas Eve was the usual.. church and then home. I played my trumpet in a small brass group as always. One of these years i will get it out more than a few days ahead of time and really get in shape to play. My gifts were simple and things I needed.. like a space heater to he

Finances...
BACK IN 1990, THE FEDERAL GOVERNMENT SEIZED THE MUSTANG RANCH BROTHEL IN NEVADA FOR TAX EVASION, AND, AS REQUIRED BY LAW, TRIED TO RUN IT. THEY FAILED AND IT CLOSED. NOW WE ARE TRUSTING THE ECONOMY OF OUR COUNTRY AND 850 BILLION DOLLARS TO A PACK OF NIT-WITS WHO COULDN'T MAKE MONEY RUNNING A WHORE HOUSE AND SELLING BOOZE. AND NOW THEY ARE GOING TO TELL THE AUTO INDUSTRY HOW TO BUILD CARS? NOW IF THAT DON'T MAKE YOU NERVOUS, WHAT DOES???

Fade To Black
Life it seems will fade away Drifting further everyday Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost this can't be real Can't stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye Goodbye

Silversun Pickups Lyrics To "three Seed"
Remove the bullet from my head Extracting over confidence Hidden so easy to pretend Too bad the rush was found again I can see the pictures on the floor Sketches of what was there before Three came from one little seed The last one is all i need I can see the bottle on the ground We turned the corner safe and sound No thought of him as it was done A clean execution.. A clean execution.. Cool like the ocean Burned like a summer home Tooled by the notion That the sums don't add up at all There’s the line that is leading clearly feeding all the things I don’t believe in but i’ll step in once again cut in line to get closer to the source of all the things I’ll never belong to step it up and sign right in, again.. Cool like the ocean Burned like a summer home Fooled by the notion That the sums don't add up at all Cool like the ocean Burned like a summer home Fooled by the notion That the sums don't add up at all That the sums never add up at all Tha

All It Takes
All it takes is one look at your beautiful face, To know i have now what i have needed for so long A love that transcends time and space, The knowledge that with you is where i belong, Our love is the kind of love poets write about, The kind that leaves no doubt Knowing that you i could not live without we've had hard times without a doubt but with love we saw our way out Your love has made me whole You've completed my very soul In you i have complete and perfect trust Without you my heart would turn to dust You are my heart and soul My ever second is spent thinking of you Longing for the chance to join you Needing to feel your gentle caress... Kevin E Brooker

My Feelings
Watching her move about, wanting to tell her I was wrong while holding her and looking into her eyes. watching them light up as I say "i love you" and kiss her gently on her sweet lips. Then I snap out of my dream and focus on the harsh reality of the lonesome sleepless night. The Littlest things she does makes me smile, even though we aren't together. Still wonder if she wants me back? While she's at work I long to hear her voice on the phone speak to me: "Hey baby, what'cha doin'?" Smiling, I reply "nothin'". Wish I knew how she felt, still calls me "baby" dont know if it's out of habit, acting like we're together, or maybe she still cares. "God" I think to myself, "why can't i just say these things to her?" fear, that maybe she doesnt want me anymore. Wanting to be woken up from this nightmare. Cuddle up next to her and say: "God, im sorry, princess, sorry i treaded you like shit, sorry, sorry,sorry." "Sorry doesn't cut it rob." she says. "i know" i replied (crying) i look at her, "

You're My Angel In The Sky
You're my angel in the sky and I love you for who you are. You're my babe in my arms and I'll never leave your side. You're in my Mind, You're in my Heart, You're in my Soul cause you make me Whole. You're in my Arms, you're in my Hands, your in my Eyes and I'll never let go. . You're so beautiful that when i gaze at you i fall and cry. Then when you pick me up we meet eye to eye, then I cry. I love you, I love you with all of my heart, I love you, I love you with all of my soul, I love you, I love you with all of my mind, Because your my angel in the sky. (This is my first poem its actually also a song that i wrote. Please rate it and maybe write some comments about it thanks) When u find the the girl u will marry u will dedicate this to her.

How To Catch A Sub To Spank Her
How to catch a sub to spank her 1st step... catch her. 2nd step... hold on to her. 3rd step... while holding on to her. Try to get to your cuffs/rope/ whatever you can get your hands on. 4th step... carry her to the bed/cross/whatever' s handy. 5th step... stop and try to catch your breath. (while still trying to hold on to her) 6th step... catch her again. 7th step... threaten her with bodily harm if she doesn't stand still. 8th step... catch her again. 9th step... threaten to gag her if she doesn't stop laughing. 10th step... drag her back to the bed/cross/whatever is handy. 11th step...secure her wiggling body. 12th step...take a nap. 13th step... choose your paddle/ crop/ flogger/ whatever is handy. 14th step... wake her up. 15th step...gag her to stop the giggling. 16th step...repeatedly smack her ass till she quits shaking with laughter. 17th step... continue spanking till she starts to moan. 18th step... give up. No m

Ecstasy
in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

Anymore
I can't hide the way I feel about you anymore I can't hold the hurt inside, keep the pain out of my eyes anymore My tears no longer waiting, my resistance ain't that strong My mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Let me make one last appeal to show you how I feel about you 'Cause there's no one else I swear that holds a candle anywhere next to you My heart can't take the beating, not having you to hold A small voice keeps repeating deep inside my soul It says I can't keep pretending I don't love you anymore I've got to take the chance or let it pass by If I expect to get on with my life My tears no longer waiting, oohh my resistance ain't that strong But my mind keeps recreating a life with you alone And I'm tired of pretending I don't love you anymore Anymore Anymore

The Best Of Intentions
I had big plans for our future Said I'd give you the whole world somehow I tried making good on that promise Thought I'd be so much further by now Never could build you a castle Even though you're the queen of my heart But I've had the best of intentions from the start Now some people think I'm a loser Cause I seldom get things right But you make me feel like a winner When you wrap me in your arms so tight Please tell me you will remember No matter how much I do wrong That I had the best of intentions all along I'd give you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know without exception It was all with the best of intentions I gave you a ring and I promised you things I always thought we'd do But my best laid plan slipped right through my hands To show my love for you And if you could read my heart Then you'd know withou

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Skull Hammer
Skull Hammer is out of Framingham, Massachusetts. They are an unsigned band. The band members are Steve, Geoff and Matt. They listen to and appreciate a wide array of music from all different genres and musical styles. The band was formed in 2007 with the intent of creating powerful, original, heavy music with no musical boundaries or limitations. The band worked hard thru early 2008 at writing and practicing new material including: Demons Roulette, Born Evil, Polar Decimation, Fear the Truth, Souls Sold Long Ago, Balls to the Bone and reworked versions of some Lethal Fury classics like Blasphemy and Gladiator. Late April 2008 the band entered the recording studio to begin work on their 1st 4 song CD "Fear the Truth" including : Demons Roulette, Fear the Truth, Polar Decimation and Souls Sold Long Ago. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Skull Hammer!!!!!

Fu Proposal
Ok well I was wondering why I wasn't getting any fu marriage proposals and it seems that my privacy settings are set to nobody. I keep changing it, but it won't stick. So I apologize to anyone who is trying to fu propose to me. I still think it is very funny and not really sure if I would accept if someone asked me. I guess it depends on the person. Just like in real life. well since I posted this blog, I have gotten a fu proposal. Hmm interesting. xoxo, Amy

What Is Dirty Minds?
Since I've been asked a few times of what I was playing last night..... It's a game of naughty clues to non-naughty things. Each player gets a booklet filled with clues and the person to the left of them has to figure out the word with the clues given. You get one free guess then the next two guesses you lose a card if you're wrong and get a certain number of cards when you figure out the word with the clues given. For example, -I'm a four letter word -I'm a name fora woman -I end in "u-n-t" If your first answer to the above clues wasn't "AUNT" then you have a dirty mind! Another one... just for fun ;) -I fit in-between your legs. -You make me go faster by whipping me. -If you ride me too long, you walk funny. HORSE Got the idea? hehe...so its really fun to play when all your friends have dirty minds or you're drinking.

Belly Button Pericings....
I have one...and today ..and every day since then ..I’ve had people call me gay...cause of that...now what I don’t get is ...why should a piercing make a man gay?...I also was a cheerleader for north branch ....but no I wasn’t gay then either…I just like things that aren’t normal. .and I love rainbows….so all theses things point to …what gay…HELL NO ….they point to a man that wanted to do something so …he did…and I’m PROUD of what I’ve done and what I got and what I like…..so do you consider me gat or straight?…cause get it straight … cause I am…

I’ve Been Told
by too many people i am different... but i doubt any of them have any idea what that really means... i don't pretend... i don't play... and i am through apologizing for what people thought they could expect from me... it's not my fault if you find out too late... and i really don't care... i don't put a lot of value on anyone else's opinion and the naive should kill themselves and save fate the trouble... people can say and think whatever the hell they like... i am nothing if not myself...

Generations - New Years Eve Party
JOIN GENERATIONS AT THE OAR HOUSE IN CRYSTAL RIVER, FLORIDA IN BRINGING IN THE NEW YEAR! $10 COVER CHARGE - FOOD SERVED - CHAMPAGNE TOAST AT MIDNIGHT AND MORE FUN THAN SHOULD BE LEGAL!! CLICK PIC TO VISIT US ON MYSPACE.COM DEC 31ST, 2008 - GO NORTH ON HWY 19 - NEXT DOOR TO THE ECONO LODGE MOTEL, ON THE RIGHT

It's All Part Of It.
Him being gone is driving me nuts. I try to fill my day with stupid things that keep my mind off of it but it doesn't help at night when he's not next to me in bed. I'm so excited that his birthday is coming up soon and he's going to be home so, I have something really special planned. I hope he likes it.

Over 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning. Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!!

A Letter Never Sent
How dare you smile at the thought of another! Why don't I cause that? You have the nerve to call me your soulmate, and yet look at where we are! You said only I know how to calm your spirit and touch your wings. Only I know your heart and soul. And where are we now? No where. You promised your love to me forever. Just another lie. You were ready to take this vow before God! Now there is no more "we", only "me" here and "you" there. Why wasn't I enough? What happened to honor? Pride? All you have is ego. I gave you my heart and soul, things I have kept hidden, protected and shut away always! I handed them to you no questions asked, just a simple request, "Please take good care of them". You said you would but you treated them like shit! I can never take them back, even if I wanted to, they were gifts to you do what you wanted to. All I can do is pick up all the little broken pieces you've dropped and haven't noticed were missing, collect and care for them until I am whole once again. Wh

Pop His Auto 11 Cherry
AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ COME LEVEL UP!!!! JON JON HAS AUTO 11’S ACTIVE!! COME HELP THIS GREAT MAN OUT AND LEVEL UP TOO!! **Jon Jon PROUDLY OWNED BY Ms. Sassy . - BFF AND LOVED BY Scarlett@ fubar AUTO 11’S ARE ON ~ COME LEVEL UP!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

Amazed...
Just when you really think life is crap and thats just the way it is... something truly amazing happens...and just like that the world is this wonderful glorious place and you can't stop smiling.... this is exactly where i am i love life and am very very thankfull for the ones i love and who love me too! you know who you are and thanks..I'll always love you!