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I'm torn in twomy heart is breaking I don't know what to domy soul is for the takingYou left me hereAlone and coldwith no one to hearand me with no one to hold my skin is tingling my emotions running wildmy ears are ringing i feel like a scared child i want to crybut i wont allow itall i wanted is to trybut our two halves just don't fit
Well everyone who knows me, knows that I had to have a hystorectomy because of cancer on the 12th. I went in to have it done and everything went well with the initial surgery. I got out of recovery and into my room and was doing fine. My doctor came by to check on me about 2 that afternoon and she noticed that i was pale, listless and that nothing was coming throught the cathedar. Most of this I'm gonna tell you now I only know from what was told to me. I was out of it because I was slowly dying. I was in and out of consiousness and wasn't responsive and the doctor was getting really worried. They changed the cathedar and still couldn't get anything so they rushed me into surgery again. I was in surgery the second time for over 5 hours. When the doctor came out she informed my mother that I had slipped one of my initial stiches and was bleeding internally. I had lost so much blood that they had to give me 4 pints. I had 3 insisions from the scope to try and find where I was bleeding
Get Your Milk Deliverd In Glass Bottles To Your Doorstep .... Heres Why.
Anecdotal evidence suggests that home milk delivery from local farms is becoming a more popular option for consumers who learn of bovine growth hormone or rBST. It is a hormone given to dairy cows that helps them produce more milk. Others who hear of the suffering and poor living conditions for cows on large-scale dairy farms are choosing not to support this form of animal cruelty. Milk purists are also opposed to the presence of antibiotics in milk that was given to cattle that become sick from these same poor living conditions and stressful environments. Without biotechnology, it’s simple; cows that are less-stressed and happier will produce more milk. Local, small-scale dairy farms are able to produce this pure fresh milk. Some of these farms have been doing home deliveries just as they have for the past century. Others, recognizing the advantages, are beginning to bring this practice back. In most cases, farmers are able to get the milk from the cows to your doorstep betwee
Poem Of The Day...1/19/10
In the quiet of the nightDreams come and goWorlds collideIn peace it grows
The Millionaire
Somehow I started watching The Millionaire Matchmaker on Bravo, and they have such great one liners on it. My favorites: “Jewish Spinners” HaHa I have not known many Jewish people in my life so yeah I find it funny, sorry for all those Jewish people out there don't mean to be rude or anything. "If you give a woman chocolate I bet you get a blow job." said by Patti. The thing is yeah it might just be true. "Since the penis does the picking. . ." I think it says it all. "Vagina are fun to play with but you don't married vagina." "If you want vagina you got to pay, and money is not all you pay.” All of these lines are great and people on this site and any other site should
All you can do is play along at life and hope sometimes you get it right.
100 Truth's
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 15 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage = Diet Coke 2. Last phone call = Sean 3. Last text message = Terry 4. Last song you listened to = Do You Remember - Jay Sean ft. Lil Jon 5. Last time you cried = almost today, but less than a week ago. HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice = Yes 7. Been cheated on = Yes 8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. Lost someone special = Yes. 10. Been depressed = Yes LIST FOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS: 11. Green 12. Hot Pink 13. Purple 14. Black THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend = Yes 16. Fallen out of love = Yes 17. Laughed until you cried = All the time lol 18. Met someone who changed you = Yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes, definitely. 20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yup, what else is new lol 21. Kissed anyone on your
Passion it lies in all of us,...sleeping waiting. And though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open it's jaws and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all... and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love, the clarity of hatred, and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace, but we would be hollow: empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we'd be truly dead.
This Will Be Long, Bite Me
So some of you know that I pulled the baby out of the private school he was in.    But most of you don't know everything we went through at that school.   He's been in that school since kindergarden, so going on 6 years now. And the first year he was there, was the first year they opened their doors. So ya know, the first year is expected to be rocky, getting the kinks out and all....   This year the school just seemed to go down hill though. They cut out 90% of their extra classes that they offered. Brought a new dean in, that is an ass, and just all kinds of changes. The thing that happened with the socks was just the icing on the cake and I had enough. Back in October, I think, there was an issue with lunch. It was grandparents day so I know DJ wasn't over playing what happened, cause my mom was there. They never sent a notice home or anything stating that they cut out their hot lunch program. I usually pack his lunch, but sometimes if we're running late or whatever I'll han
My Hell
I've never had much use for the concept of hell, but if hell exists I'm in it. The same images running through my head over and over. I was there, I saw my mothers death, a burried memory forgotten all these years, it climbed inside me that day, and it's been with me ever sice, My Dark Passenger.
Cocksox Means Businness
Sent The Last Few Videos Out Because I Read A Mumm That Said Women Were Not Visual.
Kisses For All...
Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very v
Realize Colbie Caillat
Poem Of The Day 012710
Deep Thoughts Solemn Prayers Lost Souls Broken Hearts
I Refuse To Believe It's Going To Be Vince
I rufuse to believe that Vince is the man who single handedly brings me down. I also know that denial is the first step in the grieving process for those who learn they are going to die. I need to find out what Vince knows, but I need to be calm, centered, and focused. I think it's time for a visit to my sponsor. I need help.
Poem Of The Day...012810
Late nights Cookies 'n crumbs Sniffles and tears Chick flicks and root beer.
Banana Coconut Nut Bread - I Make!
Banana Coconut Nut Bread By: Amma "A very sweet and filling dessert bread. A little goes a long way." Prep Time: 10 minutes Cook Time: 1 hour Servings 20 Original Recipe Yield 2 loaves *********************************************** Ingredients 3 ripe bananas 2 cups coconut flakes 1 tablespoon cinnamon 1/2 cup sugar 1.5 cups brown sugar 3 eggs 1/2 cup butter, softened 1 cup almonds 2 teaspoons baking soda 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 teaspoon almond extract  Directions 1. I make this by hand, literally - only because my mixer is defunct, but that is not the point, the point is sometimes it is refreshing to use your fingers to create. 2. Preheat oven to 350 degrees: 3. Simply crack the eggs, peel the bananas, dump all the other stuff in a big bowl and sink your fingers in and start mushing everything together. (Make sure your hands are pristine.) Licking your fingers is your reward for such hands-on labor. Then wash off the residual batter. Pour into two bread lo
I try to be happy,I try to make all the sadness disappear,but when I think of you,the hurting is so clear. Everyone said you'd play me,I said you won't,but then you did,I guesss it was all a joke. Now your gone and I'm hopingI can go on.
News Time
VERO IS de veronica, 25.01.2010 Copy, paste  fill in the blanks! Have fun! and return it to me vero is _____. vero thinks a lot about _____. When I think of vero, I think of _____. If I were alone in a room with vero, I would __ I think vero should _____. _____ reminds me of vero. vero needs _____. Without vero I would _____I want to _____ vero. If I could describe vero in a word: _____.vero will never _____. vero can _____ my _____.Worst thing about vero is _____. Best thing about vero is _____I hope vero never _____. I am _____ with vero.I _____ vero because _____. veronica,47 añosEscribir al autor
The Difference Between City Girls And Country Girls
  The Difference Between City Girls and Country Girls-A city girl will take you where you need to go.-A country girl throws you her keys and says "It needs gas in it!"-A city girl will tell you not to fight, it ain't worth it.-A country girl will say "Beat her ass!" and look at the crowdand say, "Nobody better jump in."-A city girl will let another bitch know she can back the fuck upor get knocked the fuck out.-A country girl will just knock her out.-A city girl tells you she's had enough to drink.-A country girl tells you, "We need another shot, we 'bout to getfucked up!"-A city girl goes to the club with you and sits down.-A country girl goes to the club with you and says, "Let's showthese city bitches how we do it."-A city girl wonders who your new man is.-A country girl knows his first name, last name, his birthday,where he lives, who he's related to, what kind of car he drives,where he works, how many baby's mamas he has, and howmany bitches he is talking to right now.-A city g
Possable Zombie Contagins Part 1
Brain Parasites What are they? Parasites that turn victims into mindless, zombie-like slaves are fairly common in nature. There's one called toxoplasmosa gondii that seems to devote its entire existence to being terrifying. This bug infects rats, but can only breed inside the intestines of a cat. The parasite knows it needs to get the rat inside the cat (yes, we realize this sounds like the beginning of the most fucked-up Dr. Seuss poem ever) so the parasite takes over the rat's freaking brain, and intentionally makes it scurry toward where the cats hang out. The rat is being programmed to get itself eaten, and it doesn't even know. Of course, those are just rats, right? How it can result in zombies: Hey, did we mention that half the human population on Earth is infected with toxoplasmosa, and don't know it? Hey, maybe you're one of them. Flip a coin. Oh, also, they've done studies and shown that the infected see a change in their personality and have a higher chanc
Possable Zombie Contagins Part 2
Neurotoxins What are they? There are certain kinds of poisons that slow your bodily functions to the point that you'll be considered dead, even to a doctor (okay, maybe not to a good doctor). The poison from fugu (Japanese blowfish) can do this. The victims can then be brought back under the effects of a drug like datura stramonium (or other chemicals called alkaloids) that leave them in a trance-like state with no memory, but still able to perform simple tasks like eating, sleeping, moaning and shambling around with their arms outstretched. How it can result in zombies: "Can?" How about "does." This stuff has happened in Haiti; that's where the word "zombie" comes from. There are books about it, the most famous ones by Dr. Wade Davis (Passage of Darkness and The Serpent and the Rainbow). Yes, the movie The Serpent and the Rainbow was based on this guy's actual science stuff. How much of it was fact? Well, there was that one scene where they strapped the guy naked to a
Poem Of The Day...020410
Early Awake No Sunrise Glowing Just you at the table Cup a Joe, eggs and bacon It would be perfect If it weren't for the aching.
Sol Invictus
Invictus by William Ernest Henley   Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I used to wander around in a land of pure imagination, a few graphics here and there, a massive tug of creativity from my fellow players the very thing that drew me there and kept me there. I would say that I was under the whim of addiction, and I created a breeze with my own creative talents that many would recall as a hurricane lashing. As with most forms of add
Fack Mornings
I've 6am, I've only been up for a half hour, and can already tell it's gonna be a long damn day!My alarm is set for 6:15, but I woke up at 5:30...Why did I wake up so early? Cause I had cramps so bad that they woke me up! So bad they were shooting down my legs too!I dunno why I have cramps so bad, it's not that time of the month, and I'm not ovulating...Anywho....On the way to the bathroom, I slipped in dog pee, and well, now my back hurts too!The dog pee is my fault, I passed out without letting them out.I actually can't believe I slept at all last night!Then I was going through my mobile updates on my phone....It said that BIRDMAN wrote two bulletins....I got really pissed, cause Chris is sposed to be working! Then I realized what my myspace name was, and that my phone was only showing the first part of it! I feel like that Cat Vs. Monday video, on killfrog....too bad it's only Sunday!
Real Men Dont Cry..
picture me rollin
its like no matter what i do i just cant find that some one.....i tought i had it clinched but again i was always wrong......always one knows the real me.......i dont even know the real me anymore......i feel so lonely, so hurt......even in a room full of people i am compleatly feelings ne more.....every time i get feelings for one person they are ripped away and im numb all over again......totally useless....feelings were just ment to be killed.......i dont think i could or will ever love stripped of all feelings and emotions.....but like a drone i live day to day with that little smidgent of hope that something might happen....but my world of doubt clouds the hope out and it is engulfed by rage...i just dont know what i am supposed to do with my life...if that is what u call depressing...i look at all these people who are fake, i just want to strangle them...they have no idea what it is to be alone....stripped of ev
See? I Don't Have To Try Again!
A little context, please … yesterday after church Martha, Sarah, Jeffrey, Mary, and I went to Margaret’s house and played WiiSports with her older kids (our nephew and niece) Patrick and Breanna.  It was my first time playing Wii-Anything, and Martha wanted to try out their bowling program.  It’s pretty funny, and it took me a bit to figure out how to use the wand, but Sarah who’d already done it praised my first success letting go of the ball before reaching the foul line with “See?”  Peals of laughter came, and they were followed in the next game by Sarah’s successful strike after which she said the other half of today’s title.  Since if you bowl a strike you don’t have to bowl again to pick up any extra pins, see?   Knock Three Times On Breanna If You Want Me … yesterday in Sunday school there were nine third-graders there to learn about Jonah and perform the puppet play I’d written afterwards.  Carrie, a rather i
Come With Me
Come with me. I tried to love the sun, the things that they all seems to love so dearly. But always the night whispers, telling tales of the days when we wandered in the shadows, the day was theirs but the cool night, filled with the insane laughter of fuzzy brained children, the singing of the wind, was always ours. I forsook the shadows, and cast you off, to follow the Sun Maid on her twisting path. I forsook the wild night woods, and abandoned the streets. I burned for so long in her fire, I burnt away. My mind a blaze of pain, my soul scarred and shattered by her heat, and always the night called my name, in your voice whispered on the wind. Sweet sister moon smiled down upon me, beckoning me to walk in her warm silver glow, to find the paths only she could illuminate, where once I had dared to tread, in youth, in life. Looking sadly upon her wayward child. But the sun must always set. The fire grows cold, and the night comes to reclaim me, to awaken me, to save me. “ I c
P - 13.02.2010 - Feelings Burst Out
I know the grammar is far from perfect but I wrote it myself and I'm dutch so give me credit :) --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I always thought it was perfect I always thought it was forever You and me, a dream came true Though I didn’t know how to be I did what I thought I had to do I did what I could Maybe it was more then I should But know it was because I love you And until today I didn’t stop loving you But I had to say goodbye too soon No more thinking of you No more kissing you No more holding you I know I am being weak now But it’s how you made me in the past You were the one when I met you And I still feel the same…   I know I have to let you go now I know you have chosen another path But remember that I cherish you And that I wish you have a great life Even if it’s without me Because I know I love you more than anything in the world   Goodbye for real, but never
So I figured I'd post something about this because Scrapper was doing a little censoring of me.   Here's the full story: People have been bitching about the mercs non stop, why? BECAUSE THEY WERE A STUPID IDEA IN THE FIRST PLACE. In an attempt to silence the naysayers, because the staff on this site doesn't want to give up their cash cow, the bitching section was created in Scrapper's blog. Eh ok whatever, but the thing is, Scrapper is allowing the flamers/cheaters/whatever you want to call them to run said blog section. He allows them to attack the people there, who had their CONSTRUCTIVE ideas moved from the other sections, and if the people fight back and put the losers in their place, the post isn't approved.   I flat out called out this douchebag, EVIL J, and asked him if he had a life outside of the game...oh wait that was one of the Scrapper ass kissers so my post wasn't approved. What a big surprise. This dbag thought he was winning because he had this obsession with hitlis
Were Are The Woman Like This... Fairytale Right It To Good To Be Real
  Were Are The Woman Like This... Fairytale Right It To Good To Be Real .. I Want A Girl Like This I want a girl who will love me and not judge me for the things i do nor for the things iv done someone who will love me even when its at my worst i want a girl who knows how to be silly but be serious when needed I want a girl who will always surprise me and hold me when I'm down I want a girl who always thinks of me someone i can always think about i want a girl who can make a promise and keep it without breaking it i want a girl who will love me for what i have who doesn't just want the money or fame i want a girl who i can joke with and not take it so seriously I want a girl who knows how to play run around and just have fun i want a girl who sends me texts just to say i love you and mean it someone who wont just mess with my head i want a girl i can call in the middle of the night just to say i love and i miss you I want a girl i c
believe it or not i've been reading up on M-Theory in theoretical physics... and it's kinda interesting... time being the 4th dimension and the pulse of time being the 8th... but... it explains everything as a constant... everything started in one place an infinite point... time allowing movement(rotation)... but nothing moves... where i get lost is as we know today the universe is expanding.... and it seems to us subjectively that time is moving foreward... then you look at theories on time loops around like a giant circle and how everything has happened before and will again....
Poem Of The Day...021810
Sometimes a poem Might be just words Others might be real deep Some may make you think While others may make you weep.
2 Reasons Kervins A Douche!
now you gotta title it, "2 reasons Kervin comes off as a douche" lol. ~!TP!~Mr.P...: hahahahahaha captain al...: you just had to go there didn't you? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: thats fine.. i dont mind havin a cock meat sammich in guantonamo bay captain al...: yeah go ahead, its only 2 years in jail I think, not like I got plans right? lmao captain al...: you're an ass, if I go down, I'm taking you down with me, lol. ~!TP!~Mr.P...: you really want me to post it? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: exactly!!! captain al...: you can title it "why Kervin always comes off as a douche". lmao ~!TP!~Mr.P...: hold on ~!TP!~Mr.P...: ok captain al...: why don't you just post this whole conversation up why don't ya? ~!TP!~Mr.P...: i knew that would make you say some shit like that lol ~!TP!~Mr.P...: haha
Angels Cry - Mariah Carey
( but the sad thing is this is what happen to us many years back when son was still very young, so we were together and not together like it could have been )
Test Test Test
iz banned again... for one little scat porn mumm...  bad part is i was mid way on my next one.. if only i had been a little faster :(  anyway that's probably why i am not on this account and stuff
Today Is The Day
Today is the day  is what i wanna crawl up      into a ball in the dark           cold room,     letting my tears fall               Untill I    Cant take  the pain anymore.        Today is the day    is what i wanna crawl up        into a ball in the dark            cold room,              slowly,         sliceing my wrist,              untill I         bleed myself to death,           Today is the day       is what i wanna Crawl up    into a ball in the dark             cold room,         where i can just lay             there in my              puddle of tears,            puddle of bloods,      where i can be free from pains,           where i can rest my body,                     and      where noone can find me,             Today is the day        as i layed there in a dark cold room,                crawled in a ball,         in my blood, in my tears,                  R.I.P                I am Free.  Today is the day where i can be remembered
Buy Me
Every once come add my home girl so yall can bid on my pic in her auction.. her profile to add is once you have added her look for my pic in her auction folder name is Own My Azz. my pic link is... now come buy my ass ty ppl
The Button Has Been Pushed.
For the 1 maybe 2 people that will read this, hi. Yesterday my wife (the mummer formerly known as a bunch of symbols spelling out illusions) filed for divorce. i would therefore appreciate not having my name linked with hers anymore.
My Theme Song?   My Girlfriend's a dick magnet, My Girlfriend's gotta have it She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell. Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town. Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up. No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's Comin' back to my place tonight! She likes to shake her ass, she grinds it to the beat She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth I like to strip her down, she's naughty to the end You know what she is, no doubt about it She's a bad, bad girlfriend! Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along. Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned But she's coming back to my place tonight. I say, No one really knows just how far she's gonna go, But I'm gonna find out later tonight. She li
Get Off Me Rock, You're Sinking Me...
Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option...
Rambles Of The Flowing Words That Have Been Given
Twisting and turningSwirling around within my selfThoughts racing Questions invadingYelling, talking, screamingWho's there?I see people around meYet I see no oneWhere am I?Who am I?Am I dead?Am I alive?Problems solvedNew ones ariseWhat do I do?Where do I go?No one to trustNo one to talk to Secrets buried Never to be spokenMy heart in turmoilOver love?Over nothing?I know what I have doneI know who I have helpedI know my callingYet I am lostLost within my selfLost to societyLost to a life of fearLost to everyone and every where around meWhat do I want?Where do I want to be?Who do I want to be with?How do I love?Dancing aloneSitting aloneTalking aloneYelling aloneI want someone to want meI need someone to love meI need to be heldI need to be with someoneI want everythingNo more unhappinessNo more feeling unwantedI want a familyFriendsWhat are they?Who are they?Are they real?Is all I have is the spirit world?Should be enough?Should I want more?Am I selfish?Will I find my destiny?What is my
To Morgan
In battleWe will fightSide by sideThe gates of Hell Will openThe wrath of God Will come downTogether We will SurviveAnd DieA fury That none will understandThey will ignore usUntil all is said and doneTo sides of the coinHeads and talesOpposites of each otherThe same together we will beCome stand with me once againA love so strong No one can destroyOur destiny is oursProtection is yours If you wish itI will protect youIn the end it will be usFight with me As our destiny has shown usI am uniqueAs are youPeople said we were destined To be destroyedWe have come so far To give up nowWalk with me againTalk with natureAs we once didMorgan La FeyA love of power Of strengthOf destinyOf hopeMissing you I doUnderstand I don'tYou have leftWill you now return?One day After many yearsWe will reuniteTogether we will fightTaking on goodAnd evilWe mustAre you up for the fight?Come to me my daughterMy MorganMy petMy friendReunite with meAs you always haveDon't disappear As you always doA good bye hurtsA
A Clarification:
I am not blaming either of my exes.  I am completely and totally taking responsibility of being the fucked up one. My ex-fiance is a douchebag though but even he didn't deserve how I treated him. My current?ex? boyfriend has been so good to me and almost from the start I have treated him like shit.  I have some problems that I really should have worked on before getting into a relationship and now I fucked it up royally with the one guy that I really loved.  And I keep making shit worse and pushing him further away.
Remix - Party People Nelly Ft, Fergie
The Eyes Dont Lie
THE EYES DON'T LIECan you really truly know someone when you can't look into their eyes?If you're like me, you think you can..but then left to wonder why...Can you believe what people say when they tell you about their life?Or when the sweet man that you think you know says he doesnt have a wife?Even when you're being cautious, when you think you're holding backYou're wide open for strangers to suck you in cause they know what things you lack.They know what you want to hear and they will tell you more and moreUntil finally your guard comes down and their foot is through the door.And no matter how many times you tell yourself that its crazyThings have moved so fast, he fell so hardJust when youve almost convinced yourself...he plays that final card.The thing you need the most, the words you want to hearAre spoken through the phone line, now nothing seems so clear"I love you"...what a joke! It seems that's all it takesTo let him into your heart...the heart he'll later break.No 3 words h
DADDYVoices in my headGet louder day by dayThey slowly pull me inI feel my sanity slipping awayMinute by minute they speak clearerThe faint whispers turned to screams"GO AWAY! LEAVE ME BE!"My plees are in vain it seemsIt makes them madder, makes them louderMakes them want me that much moreThey won't stop until they control meUntil Im not "me" anymoreThere are many that speak to meThat try to tell me what to doWhat evil deeds to carry outOh, if only others knewWhat in my mind was brewingWhat sadistic plans they are plottingAs they start to possess my beingAs my own heart and soul lay rottingThe rough low voice is the worstHe sounds to me like satanHis voice is filled with hatredI wonder how many souls he's takenHe seems to be the leader, the master of the dead"Come child, join my serpeants" is what he always saidIt was tempting, I couldn't fight himI was weak under his spellSo I surrendered my life to himAnd I joined him in a place he called hellNow I'm wicked, just like DaddyI
Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste
We Fight
We fight for what many won't Our bodies battle like many don't We save lives in the field Knowing that we may be killed Freedom is saved by what we do You don't understand that it's all for you We take the punishment to help the others Our mission is to save our brothers Mothers at home worry about us every day Just so you can have everything your way Some people at home put us down and call us names While miles away we fight for freedom so that our nation can reign We see the blood of our brothers But we keep on fighting for all the others We never give up and we always try When banded together we will never die Know this peace lovers, war haters, sad mothers, and mob creators We fight the war for you as well We take the bullets in our chests and go through all the hell We are the Marines We battle day to day No Matter how much pain we take Our freedom is what we save We take our guns, and we take our lives and put them on the line We knew the suffering we would
From Lace To Shadows
This is a story written from one perspective of two. Feel free to add on, or just wait for me to. =P If it doesn't make sense it's because it's not supposed to. Just visualize the setting however you wish and plug in these details. Should prove to be fun. ^_~ Watching the fanciful display with his head tilted leaning back on a desk he dropped his bag slowly and crossed his arms at the chest. He seemed to talk back and forth between his shoulders, mumbling and shrugging. Eventually he shrugged once more and said, “Well indeed.. in of chaos are we all.” He walked forward slowly and nudged the bag away from her and placed a hand on each hip. Spinning her quickly to face him, he paced one step closer to her. Leaning in very close as if to kiss her, and just as his lips almost pressed hers he stopped. His face grew somewhat blank, and it was obvious he was thinking something. “Tell me a joke.” He narrowed his eyes as he picked her small frame up by the hips and walked toward a
Maxine On Senior Health Care
Senior Health Care Solution   So you're a senior citizen and the government says no health care for you, what do you do?    Our plan gives anyone 65 years or older a gun and 4 bullets.  Your are allowed to shoot 2 senators and 2 representatives.  Of Course, this means you will be sent to prison.   There you will get 3 meals a day, a roof over your head, and all the health care you need!  New teeth, no problem.  Need glasses, great.  New hip, knees, kidney, lungs, heart?  All covered.    And who will be paying for all of this?  The same government that just told you that you are too  old for health care.  Plus, because you are a prisoner, you don't have to pay any income taxes anymore.
Some Hot Stories From One Of The Sexy Kittens
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My Sexy Wife Wrote This For Me
  i've been thinking about you all dayit seems like my hearts been blown awaymy minds spinningmy hearts cryingi am in painand it makes me go insanemy feelings for you i cannot defineeven in the most prestige dictionary you cant findit feels like foreverbut my mind says NEVER!why am i suffering?is my life thy offering?i knew from the very startthat you're the one whose gonna break my heartbut i was blinded with your smilethat tempts me all the whileohh poor heart of minei've been fooled, by a foolish smile...
Turtle Turtle
Do any of you know anything about aquatic turtles?   I'm having a problem keeping his cage clean. We just cleaned it and the water has a green tinge to it.   We used to be able just to change the water about once a month, but change the filter once a week, and the water would stay clear. The filter doesn't seem cloged, or look dirty, just the water.    
Have You Ever?
Have you ever felt,the cold and lifeless hand of an infant,gazed into their unblinking eyes,and observed the face of death,when masked in bittersweet innocence?Have you ever touched your dreams,and felt the simplistic joy,of feeling them become reality,only to abandon them,for reasons you cannot explain?Have you ever watched your family,who once shared the greatest of loves,suffer an unforgettable and unforgivable tragedy,that will slowly, painfully, and inevitably,tear them all apart?Do you know, firsthand,the evil that resides deep within the heart of every man,every woman, and every child?Have you seen its face as it randomly seeks,a soul to torment and destroy?Do you know the darker side of life,the one that awakens you,in the still of the night,crying to the unknowable God's,‘Save me from myself. '?Does your heart constantly question,whether humanity is obtainable,in a world corrupted with suffering,and where war,is the favoured solution for peace?If you really want to know
Thank You For Being You
    When I have know where else to turn,Because life seems to much for me to bare,I turn to you because you're always there.When life brings to you nothing,But heart aching pain,And your eyes feel with tears,I'll always be there.For everyone needs you in there time of need,You proceed to give them what they need,That's a true friends deed.The more you seem to give,The more they seem to take,Leaving your heart with a empty space.I'll be there to give you my warm embrace with a huge,And know matter how great your problem we will face it together.Thank you for being you,A true friend.
Typical Fubar (or Just Online Anywhere) Chick
27 and this: "who is a single mom by choice to three of the most incredible children you would ever want. I'm currently working 2 jobs & going back to school while still being a mom and dad since their dads are douche bags with nothing to do with the kids." No sympathy.  YOU picked them, YOU chose to fugg them, YOU chose to have and keep the kids.  Fuggin up once, maybe.  But twice?  Thats ALL because of YOUR failed choices, bad decisions and most likely desire to have a "bad boy".  Wtf do you think "bad boy" means?   Hes going to be bad everywhere else BUT you?  So pathetic. Bottom line, you get what you get, bitches.
Stupid People #1
To LilBoops: Do you get it now? Fuck you're stupid. To LilBoops: there were no bouncers To LilBoops: English translation: You asked why I got deleted. I was telling you that *I* went into the support lounge, took it over, and was linking newbies to the delete link for about an hour LilBoops: You're who showed up in my sb, and I'm the one who needs to shut up? LMAO. Thanks for the laugh. LilBoops: "They frown upon regular users hijacking the support lounge and sending new people to the delete link I guess." Please translate that into English, Dana To LilBoops: you're fucking retarded To LilBoops: for fuck's sake would you shut your hole? that's not what I said and that's not what went on, you're a moron so just skip it. LilBoops: and by the way...account deletions don't happen through the support lounge, hon. LilBoops: again, who is going to the support lounge, or having others go to the support lounge to have you deleted? LilBoops: lmao To LilBoops: because you're an idiot L
Just To See
whether anything i post will illicit 10/11's from people.
Trust No One, Words To Live By!
I wrote this poem last night after talking to a guy on here that met a woman online that played him.I hopped upon the internet and not true love to ever seekmore out of curiosity, just wanting to have a quick peekI have met some people there from all over this grand earthand a few have become close friends, for what it's worthI have counseled people from far away and others nearall most need is someone that will not judge to lend an earjust a trusted shoulder to cry on when life gets too tougha sympathetic soul that'll listen when they have had enoughI never thought about thing like if their profile was realbecause their pain and emotions were, that I could feelThen one day quite unexpectedly I happened upon youand now I find myself wondering all the time "What is true?""What do you want in life and what are you trying to do?""Is that exquisite picture that mesmerizes me really you?""Have I been seduced from afar by your grace and charm?""Why am I thinking these things and will you do
The Missing Easter Egg...
is going to be very scary.  I counted twice before the Easter Bunny hid them....I have counted three times since they have been found.  I will not sleep tonight but I will smell tomorrow. Yuk.
Points Of Contact
Between playing a full schedule these days, and my lack of zeal for the remodeling job they did on the site... I may or may not hang out here much even after making this profile.   The hilarious thing is that a lot of the MuMMers have been acting like they're ace detectives, "I know it's you Dana!" ... as if that were ever a secret. So to my few good friends here I wanted to post contact info in case you want to stay in touch with me elsewhere. I don't add many online aquaintances to my Facebook, prefering to keep it for people I actually interact with near-daily but I'm easy to find there: Dana Eddy Yahoo IM is similarly easy: danaeddy  
Donald Is Naked
I heard so many great and goofy things from my kids (on the subject of Disney’s Goofy, did Pluto just stand in the wrong line for brains before coming to Earth or what?  They’re both dogs, but Goofy got the bipedal construction and intelligible speech while Pluto got the strong scent) that it’s hard to know where to start.  I’m trying to put together a discernible description of what happened on Easter Sunday yesterday, but that was so yesterday … anyway, today’s title comes from a stop we had to make for some drinks for lunch, and our drive took us past one of Minot’s plazas that’s dominated by a bar called The Blind Duck.  We had to ask Sarah to repeat “Donald is naked” a few times before we got what she was saying; the duck in question is the logo of The Blind Duck, wearing dark glasses and seen over a hockey stick and puck.   In case you are confused, “naked” actually means unprotected or sheer (e.g., &ldquo
Seriously you fuckers...ENOUGH. What the fuck, sending me martini after martini...Jesus Christ burning horribly on the fucking cross...STOP BEING JEWS. Its fucking play money on the internet, spend a bit more. I'm so tired of coming home from work and finding 50 drinks.....ALL FUCKING MARTINIS!!!!!!! Next cock smoking douch wad that sends me a Martini is getting a nice lil "fuck you" in his or her inbox. And so has Marshall SPOKEN.
To Someone Who Crushed My World
I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEvery tear I've never criedHas sealed your fucking fateWhat did you take me for, a fool?Or were you just too blind to seeThat every effort made has failedAnd there is no destroying me?Hate can be a positive emotionWhen it forces you to better yourselfYou built me, constructed my desirePerfected my hatredNow I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you areTen times better than you think you arePiece by piece I've built my wallsAnd burned the bridges downThat lead back to people like youSo full of malice, so full of scornYou tried your best to crush my spiritYou tried to steal my sou
I See A Silhouette
I see a silhouette,against the deepest blue.of two poeple so in love,even the waves whisper, "Their love is true."I see a silhouette,of a boy and girl bound,by love deeper than any ocean,that will ever be found.I see a silhouette,But I hear their hearts too,beating with the ryhytem of the waves,that told me thier love is true.I see a silhouette,and realize something new,I'm staring at your eyes,and the silhouette is me and you.
Pathetic Remorse
I login to this site, yet my being is frutile An unknown presence in an overpopulated place The rare wanting for attention always going unheard For everyone seems busy,  in this constant race   I ponder my reasons for continuing to come here A waste of time it seems, when I'm always unnoticed Just a blimp on a radar, no one doesn't even see Wanting just a simple pleasure, a little bit of bliss   I'll skim through my reasons, the few that I have Seeking proof to continue to come here and play This game with these people, so cultured and profound Or maybe I'll vanish, and come back someday   Anthony   don't judge me too harshly.. I haven't slept and I'm insanely bored.
I Am 63 And And I Am Tired....
                                                     This sums it up completely! My sentiments exactly !!! "I'm 63 and Im Tired"  by Robert A. Hall          I'm 6
Patriot Day With Double Stuf Oreos
By the time I write this, Martha is the #1 women’s bowler in North Dakota.  She and her sisters Mary and Margaret got home from the state tournament in Dickinson shortly after seven last night and she glowed showing off her individual score and “party like it’s 1999”.  Next weekend’s the bowling tournament in another part of the state and if no one scores higher than Martha after nine games – six Saturday and three Sunday – then she remains the #1 bowler as an individual this year!  I’m praying hard for this to happen, about as hard as we have been for my mom who I’m pleased to report left the hospital last night and was released to her nursing home where I got to call her and she talked with me, Sarah, and Jeffrey for a few minutes after our day of planting flowers and playing at the mall play area to wear them out … yes, I’m smart that way!   I’d more likely believe a September 11 conspiracy theory if only one
So now I sit still and smiling inside my shrine of make up. This is almost too much to take. To restart, to retrace. But what's life without surprise? It's like, WHOA turn around, pause, wipe slate clean, resume grind in new direction. I am no stranger to this. No stranger at all. Shed the tears, lick the wounds, dust off, move along. The girls say it's not me it's them. There's more of them than me. Signs point to me. Might be me. No, no, no. Definitely them, they telled me. I'll believe it someday. I am rough around the edges. Can't help it. Just like my little man though, I'm growing everyday. And yeah, I wish it didn't hurt, but I always try to remember that without all this crap, it won't feel good when shit works out. Hopefully. Hopefully I can do that. Remember that. Everyday I get told that it's new. Fresh. New number, so it's not the same. Not the same as yesterday or any other yesterday there ever was or could be. I like to listen to that. So that way, even if I wake up and f
What I Want To Do To Upurple,pink & Blackpurple,pink & Black
Two souls gazing each other’s hearts in that gentile gaze of a loving kiss.Were darkness once dwelt, love now stands.Two souls touching each other’s bodies in ways only lovers can do.Feeling ever part of there being inside each other’s bodies.Two souls emotional bless feeling the happiness of love all around.Their minds together as one.Two souls standing tall as mountains in the sky.Touring over the beauty of their perfect world, they shall make.Two souls gazing into each other’s eyes to see the joy of their perfect world.There special kiss fireworks booming all around.Two souls holding each other’s hand only as lovers do.Walking hand and hand every were they go.Two souls holding each other in their arms so true.Cuddling each other feeling the warmth of their body’s.Two souls embracing each other accepting all there wrongs.Protecting one another from a world so cruel.Two souls gazing into each other’s heart in that genital gaze of u and me.Our
The Truck
how do i tell u aboult what it means to drive a truck ? how do i tell u aboult long days sleepless nights ? how do i tell u aboult the lonliness of a never ending hwy ? how do i explain to u aboult what i see, as i look out at the truck the way it sits there waiting . waiting for the next load and the touch of my hand to bring it to life how do i explain to u the way it makes me feel as i climb abored , it the starter , and it roars and shakes it self awake this is my life my world but at night when i hit the bunk , the memmories of my life , before the truck come flashing back to haunt me in my sleep and i hear the names and words that people with no understanding call me , and all this saddens my mind and my heart but then the soul of the truck reaches out to wrape me in its warmth and comfort , and even in my sleep i begin to smile i start to relize that the Lord above saw fit to match my soul with that of the truck and  that one cant survive with out the other that the t
I'd Rather Be A Lesbian
The softest lips to press upon mine, wanting to crave more but craving to make her stop. Touching my skin like no other could, should or ever had, she makes me smile with bashful eyes.  Fingering my hair like shes playing with hers, I try to not fall asleep but dream land awaits me and shes already there.  I would tell you more of whats on my mind but lets just say Ive been there a thousand times..and I'd rather be a lesbian
Man Rules
These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE!     1.   Men are NOT mind readers. ( FIRST & FOREMOST RULE)   1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports, It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1.. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. 1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one
Ball Bearings Face Each Other
This I saw written on the inside wall of our garage as we were cleaning it out this morning.  I say “we” even though I’m now the only one not at home as I type this (and will be the only one working Saturday, I’m told).  I got in my two miles up at the MSU Dome, and it’s not that I don’t like using our membership at Anytime Fitness, but since people go in and out of the gym with no apparent schedule you don’t get to know anybody outside the staff who aren’t there at six in the morning or nine at night.  But I’ve got to admit I like the results of getting up and getting moving, even though I had a hard time this morning despite my sleeping longer!  While the kids and I were sleeping last night, Martha and Mary watched their Tuesday night fixes “The Biggest Loser” and “NCIS” and then washed the dishes and cleaned the stove!   Without my prompting (especially regarding the dishes), for as Martha said that&rsqu
Things To Think About!!
Live Like An Angel, Die Like A Devil...X+x+X Screw U & Fuck Off! I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm better than them anyway.-marilyn monroe Dreams & Reality If You Can DREAM It, You Can Achieve It!-Criss Angel Jeremiah 33:3 (MIND,BODY, & SOUL)“Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” Piercing Hearts "people use the most ridiculous weapons to pierce someones Spirit just to let them Know that something is wrong with them, when there really isnt. Weapons like "Talk Shitting And Actions Of Shit..." Please if your one of these people, you know you only do it cause you wanna make a big deal about, YOUR "issues" so Others can see your view and talk about it as, AN "ISSUE." Its Not. Don't feel better about it because thats the only place u can get the power to Sham. When you think about it, your really just taking up all your time and energy to PLAY it. To me, your just
A Sample Of Ample
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Bar Scene
A guy walks into a bar and orders two shots of Vodka.The bar tender says "had a tough day?"The man replied "yeah I found out my little brother is gay".The next day the same guy walks in to the bar again and this time orders 3 shots of Vodka.The bartender says "another bad day?"The man replied "yeah i just found out my older brother is gay".The next day the same man walks in the bar and this time orders 5 shots of Vodka.The bartender looked at him and said "Man doesn't anybody in your family like women.The man then replied "yeah, My wife"
Doctor Visit
A woman walks into her doctor’s office and says "Doctor, I have this terrible rash." She lifts up her sweater to reveal a large ’M’ shaped rash.The doctor replies, "Now that is the strangest rash I’ve ever seen."The woman explains, "Well my boyfriend goes to Michigan and refuses to take off his letter sweater when we make love."The doctor shrugs her shoulders, prescribes some lotion and sends the woman on her way.The next day another woman comes in with a very similar rash. "How did you get that?" the doctor asks."My boyfriend goes to MIT and he refuses to take his letter sweater off when we make love," she says.The doctor prescribes some lotion and sends the young lady on her way.The third day another young woman comes into the doctor’s office and she too has a big rash in the shape of an ’M’ on her chest."Let me guess," the doctor says. "Your boyfriend goes to Maryland?""No," the patient replies, "My girlfriend goes to Wellesley."
I'm Not Just A Marshal Investigating The Criminally Insane, I'm Also A Patient
Yesterday, sixteen years ago …   2 Kings 6:1-7                                                                                       May 7 [1994] 8 days [to college graduation]                   FINALS BEGIN!                    9405.07   Let us go to the Jordan, where each of us can get a pole, and let us build a place there for us to live.  2   Just as the prophets told Elisha that they needed more space to meet and live, so we need to be spaced out in order to meet and live to our utmost for Your highest, Lord.  Although we should be able to regard our Christian community as being able to provide for each other’s needs, we should not exploit them.  The axhead was borrowed because it was needed; we need to regard everyone and everything here the same way, and not waste our time.
Tv And Stuff
More on TV commercials Current mood:  cantankerous Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Ok, so I'm usually up quite late and I've noticed something...even withthe TV on in the other room. There are three commercials that are getting a lot of airtime, and they are as follows:1. Extenze male "enhancement" pills2.Lipozene- fat reducing pills3. Chat phone linesand I just remembered another one4. Girls Gone Wild DVD's (still?)   Am I mistaken, or are these commercials directed at fat, lonely guys with little dicks? Are they trying to tell me something? Am I up way too late?The answer to all three questions is a definite "YES"Not that I need any of the feces they are smearing all over the airwaves, far from it. I wouldn't mind the Extenze product, however. Surprise the shit out of my girlfriend with that one. Guess what honey, I've been feeding it a good diet. Check it out! BWHAHAHAHA!!!     Another beef I have with commercials on late at ni
The Tough One To Write
Side's been 4 years now.                   Well, it's officially a year since I lost my beloved. I remember it like it was yesterday. I came in the door from dropping the kids off at school, after visiting the clothes closet, and there she was in the bedroom doorway slumped over on the floor. I called her name and got no response. I SCREAMED  her name, still nothing. I rushed over to her and touched her shoulder to shake her, as I did that my fingers brushed her cheek and she was very cold. I quickly felt for a pulse and found nothing. I ripped off my coat and dialed 911 on my cell phone. The operator suggested CPR, so I laid her down and knew in my heart that that was going to be a futile effort, she was already blue, but I tried anyway. I kept at it until the paramedics arrived, and used the paddles on her and the big tube down her throat, finally getting a faint pulse and heartbeat. I watched in horror as they lifted her body onto the gurney, she shifted and
Have you ever been trapped between the person you once was and the one you want to be? For me it seems that most of my life has been caught in this sort of limbo. What makes it worse is I’m never quite sure who it is I keep striving to be, only that it’s not the me I was nor is the me that I am. I’ve always been this way, always wanting to reinvent myself, to make a fresh start. Not that I want to leave behind everything that is my life or everyone in my life, that’s not the case at all. It’s more of a personal journey, I want to become the me I feel I am inside, the me that’s inside my head. Perhaps it’s the Pisces in me, they are masters at adapting and changing; a lot of times going with the flow and becoming what others want them to be. Perhaps that’s where my fault lies, maybe I’ve always adapted to who I’m “supposed” to be instead of who I truly want to be. So who is it that I want to be? Well I’m not q
The Childrenn's Bible In A Nutshell
[I couldn't resist posting this, LOL!  Thank you, Mordorian Queen! -- David] In the beginning, which occurred near the start, there was nothing but God, darkness, and some gas. The Bible says, 'The Lord thy God is one, but I think He must be a lot older than that. Anyway, God said, 'Give me a light!' and someone did. Then God made the world.He split the Adam and made Eve. Adam and Eve were naked, but they weren't embarrassed because mirrors hadn't been invented yet. Adam and Eve disobeyed God by eating one bad apple, so they were driven from the Garden of Eden.....Not sure what they were driven in though, because they didn't have cars. Adam and Eve had a son, Cain, who hated his brother as long as he was Abel.Pretty soon all of the early people died off, except for Methuselah, who lived to be like a million or something.One of the next important people was Noah, who was a good guy, but one of his kids was kind of a Ham. Noah built a large boat and put his family and some animals on it
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Behind Closed Eyes...
All I can feel             When I close my eyes Is closeness All I can smell             When I breathe in             Is that familiar scent All I taste             When I bite my lip             Is that sweet, unforgettable taste All I hear             When the room is silent             Is thump, thump But when my eyes are open All I see is darkness
At one point I could tell you anything I could love you whenever I wanted Now I feel in silence Smiles are now forced And where I used to think And smile unexpectedly I now have an empty stare Instead of my heart jumping I cringe when the phone rings I just can’t believe             Not telling someone you love them could hurt so badly
Just Another Day..
Life is one big mess, repetition every dayScrew the mentality that made you this wayYou bruise me time and time againWith your wordsDoes it make you feel better inside to have all this hatred?Dont mold me how you want meAccept me for who i amSomeone who is never good enoughNever good enough for lifeStop the blood flowing through your veinsThe whispers in your headOnly wish i were deadDeadwh*re forever moreDeny what you crave, its ok pretend i am like the restIn your heart you know i fit you the bestAngers youDefies everything you thinkEverything you have come to feelMisery and woe is what feels comfortableSome day you will open your eyesRealizeThis is why i cry aloneInstead of making love with youMy vagina is like my heart, no current use for it but i keep it around just in case
I Am Your Firefighter
I AM YOUR FIREFIGHTER I spend 1/3 of my life away from my family, so I can protect you and your family. I love you, even though I have never met you. I would gladly die to save your life, or the lives of your neighbors. I gladly risk injury to protect your property. I love my life. I chose this life above anything else in the world. I am your firefighter. When something terrible happens in your life, you can always call me. I am waiting for that call. It is what I live for. I will come flying to your home or business to assist you in any way I can. My food can wait to be eaten. The training class I am taking can be paused, because you called. I am your firefighter. I hurt. I cry. I laugh. I am human. I learn to cope with neglect from you. I have so many things to offer, but somehow I get lost in the political shuffle. I work, and think, and try to come up with ways to make your community better, safer. I put all those things aside the minute the Alarm rin
Something You Could Learn From This/ Cmt . Rate Plz
i'm slowly but frequently having Nate out of my mind. it's okay to be upset. maybe i need a week, month, year to not talk to him. i need serenity and tranquility. the way i can get simplicity me trying to better myself.i should live my young life without being serious. I'm only 21. what's to say that god may have a rewarding future for me. patience isn't my strong point. neither is being open. i have talked to other guys on the net. they all seem like horny dogs.. what part of i want charming guys do you not understand? i know men was born to mate, but it does hurt to show intelligence every now and then? it seems like women have to teach guys what's wrong and right. i wish it was instant to know a woman's motives. but i do understand guys isn't always to blame.women hurt the good guys , which causes misjudgment of when a good girl tries to woo/love's human nature to develop special feelings for another. it's a problem if you cant stop committing infidelity but 'im not going to
Do Not Take This As My Views, It Is Simply Something That I Wrote While Reading About The State Of The World Today... Friday May 1st 2010
He watches them, not like others do, he sees them for what they are: corrupt, cowardly, honorless, with no respect for those they step on, those that fall prey to their wickedness and evil ways. But he knows them to well to fall into their Deceiption. His own wickedness is just as dark, but his is the only type of justice they will ever see. Dark, cold, and swift. Loading the gun he slowly walks into the room and starts unleashing a rain of lead that disintagrates everything in his path, judges, lawyers, docters oil tycoons. he eliminates them all then he starts pulling grenades and throwing after those who try to escape, what they don't realize is, he's not alone, there are hundreds waiting just beyond the gates, with guns, knives, swords, bats, they are all waiting, waiting to show them they are not at the mercy of those with more wealth, that money is not the only power to be had. They are there to show the rich bigots, purgers, adulters, and greedy that there is also power in unity
Wanted: Big Rigs To Watch Me Get Off On The Road
Hi Poppy I miss you so much and wish you were here with me right now cuz my wet pussy is throbbing out of control. I'm on the road heading towards the airport to pick you up with the cruise control on and my left foot on the seat"."Mmm yes the traffic is really good, Poppy, there are lots of crazy guys in big rigs blowing their horns at me. They are getting off watching my big melons bounce around, as I bury two fingers deeply into my wet nasty pussy and finger fuck it for them"."Mmm Poppy, then I place those wet fingers in my mouth, tasting my sweet pussy juices (mmmmm it tastes so good Poppy..) they go absolutely crazy in delight"."Listen Poppy "(HONK *HONK *HONK* HONK blaring their air horns in mega blasts). "Poppy, I have a big rig on each side watching me pull my thick pussy lips fully apart and then nastily suck each finger clean .Ahhhhh. Mmm"(as I could hear her sucking the juices from her penetrating fingers over the phone, knowing she was spewing juices all mover herself)."No,
He Injustice Of Being Different
In ancient times, In the Legendary town of Eagledale was born a child of extraordinary blood. Unknown to her pack she was born of a mixed blood, her appearance, strength and agility in youth matched that of the creatures of her race known as Lycans. Something was always different about this child, She was special even more so then others of her kind. Her eyes never resembled that of a Lycan, Crystal blue eyes unlike the deep black pupils of her fellows. Though her strength rivaled that of any other, she was more slender then the rest of her town. Her powers grew much faster then her kin she was raised with. The town elders began to shun her and her mother, knowing that something was different about this child. Different is dangerous, they told her mother who argued that her child was no different then any other, though she herself knew that to be false.They eventually moved to a more secluded area of the town where they weren't disturbed as much. The child grew rapidly, her mother trai
My Looks!
If you don't like my looks or attitude :P:P:P on you!
Do You Got What It Takes?
Vicious, insecure tongues will split.Save your life.Sanity only a word we pretend.Lets be wicked shall we?Make a killing with our words.Slick, such sweet poetry.Seducing, entrancing, alluring.You would sell your soul for power.Letters are like noises falling in the rain.Poets with words, poets with words like sex.Sliding, slippery, writhing against the sheets.But they dont exist.Lets all be indestructable poet whores.One night stands and leaving you begging for more.Drained, strainedWhisper to me your secretsHeart to heartAlone in this cold bed tonight
A Fear That Has Me Wondering
Whats next in my life?Hatred is all i ever really KnewLove is not something I give easilyWhere do I go from here I still travel a distant lonely roadTo end up where I always am atA dark deserted highway to destructionA path in which i lend my self well to followI dont have the strength of a million swords to allow my self this kind of painbut yet I always endure itWhere does it end?It ends with a broken heart every time I see itit ends in a world of unhappiness and lonelinessI cant see my self going on but yet I doI drive my self to hurtTo be tortured amongst the rest that are like medoomed in a world of painI dont know what to doI dont know how to proceedI want to follow my heart and every thing it tells me to dobut if I do i am afraid I am just headed for the very place I am at right nowheart ache.
Eyes Of Darkness
In the eyes of darknessI stand by theewebbed in silenceyou speak softlyyour words are calmingsome what fareTo hear you say how much you caremakes time pass quickermakes the pain easy to bearThe beast does fight mebut I know your thereIn the eyes of darknessIm slowly losing lifeDrifting awayAll I hear is you voice asking me to stayyou kisses heal mespare me some timeIn the eyes of darknessyou whisper your forever mineholding you while the days drift slowly byIt makes facing the beast easier to bear.In the eyes of darknessI know you will always be there.
Table For Two
Candles flicker softly on a table set for twoThere's no one on the earth tonight except for me and youA nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wineAnd we are here together in a moment stopped in timeA love so few have ever known and this is its birth nightAlone within our little world, you and I and candlelightSo soon we will set free the feelings that we want to shareAnd I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the airThoughts of love like falling leavesSwirling in the autumn breezeFlow in our minds and in our eyesA tender look and longing sighsWe touch and as the fire startsThat we have kindled in our heartsWe kiss and here the angels singAs heavens gift to me, you bringNo more to live my life aloneAnd in your soul I found my homeAt peace within your loving armsCaptivated by your charmsAnd happily I'd die for youHere at this table set for two
The Amazing Shrinking Woman
I am far from used to any sort of physical fragility in myself. Since the beginning of me, I have been a big soft lump of a person; held up with thick, seemingly unbreakable bones. I look at pictures from even a year ago and frown. Did I look that way? Was I that person? Where the fuck was my neck? *sigh*So now I sit and try to get used to sharpness of my shoulders, the collar bone that once lay settled beneath a thick blanket of fat, hips that have reachable edges. Marvel at how the strap of my tank top sits away from my skin, where it used to lie flush. Where did all these things come from? I can't complain. This is what thirsted for since I was old enough to realize I was bigger than everyone else. But stip away 80bls of YOUR weight and see how it feels. It's like I'm constantly naked....
Things On My Mind!!
i have so much on my mind, like it seems like the girl i love with all my heart is just not interested in me anymore, she hardly talks to me the way she used to, she's more interested in talking and txting other guys, i just dunno, im so confused. she means alot to me and i gave up so much for her and deal with alotta shit from her family and younger siblings, ppl tell me its soooo soon in the relationship or u guys havent been together in person that long so give it time!!! but the way i feel inside tells me she doesnt truly want to be with me anymore......and then at times she makes it feel like she does and makes me feel sooo good and happy, i just dont know right now im so confused, i just want a good woman for that too much to ask for???? i dont know what else to type right now maybe ill add more later...anyways thats whats on my mind lately. i do love you baby with all my heart, and want things to be great, i just hope you are being completely honest with me on everyt
The Battle Within
The Battle Within     Sleepless nights,dreadful dreams,are haunting me. The mysterious soundsof the night,are very frightening me. Panic and rageRuns through my bodyThe devil is trying to get in. Day after dayI fight off the urgesThat would be so satisfying A battle ragesDeep within my soulIt's all I can do to hold on. Prayer is my weapon,faith gives me peace of mind,to stop the demons from taking over. Depression knocks me down,Grace picks me back up,As the battle still rages I pray and prayFor the fight to endBut I know the battle is still within.  
And God Created Texas....
God was missing for six days.  Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it.  I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth.  "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor.  Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people.  Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries.  "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(
Can You See The Light
Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will start as one,we will start to walk,and together we will run,and together, we'll run....
My Sexual Position Based On My Zodiac Sign
Sexual position based on zodiac signCasey's Zodiac sign is VirgoVirgos have two sides to their personality. The Virgin and the Vixen. They may want you to THINK they are all sweet and virginal, but they are definitely NOT! However, Virgos are looking for a long term partner, not a one night stand or an affair! They ten...d to seduce with finesse, charm and subtlety so you may not even realize you're being lured by a Virgo!! Once Virgo has been in a relationship for awhile, they get engrossed in housework and things like that, which can cause a serious dip in libido.FAVE POSITION Almost anything, as long as it involves eye contact!BEST SEX TOY It's more of a game. Write down five wild sex acts and put them in a bowl. Get Virgo to pick one out at random, and then do what you\'re told!! Virgo LOVES spontaneous sexuality!VIRGO MALE IN BED You can be quite boring at times because you have set views on how a woman should be. You don\'t mean to criticize or offend, but your perfectionist ways
Why We Hurt ???
Why do we hurt? Why is it so hard to be honest? Thank God I was raised by a woman that tought me to speak my mind be blunt but kind and always honest. Tha problem I expect this from everyone eles !! What a joke ! I kid myself into thinking that that there are people out there like me that respect and honor life and belive that what you put in you get back ! I havent give up the search and everytime I open up to a fake a pretender someone that says they love me when they clearly dont and I get hurt I put my heart back out there you know why? Because I belive that there is someone in this world that will love and cherish me and be honest and not break my heart! I belive that so I push on beliving that every experiance is a life lesson leared and that Im more wiser for what I have been thru and experianced. So why we hurt I dont know but where that hurt takes you is what matters most standing above and living life is the best reward of them all for we only have one life and live it we sho
5-28-10 Pt 2
kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:33 PM): no one else asdDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:37 PM): wow noone knows her real name like i doDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:40 PM): that is def herDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:45 PM): and i said how do you know?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:48 PM): and he said wynnkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:54 PM): everyone on fuckin facebook knows that name lololDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:58 PM): lolDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:02 PM): well that is what he said to mekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:04 PM): it is my name on fb ffskerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:08 PM): but anywasyDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:09 PM): and why did he not want us to be friendsDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:13 PM): i mean think about itkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:19 PM): did you notice you and he were the ONLY viewers?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:21 PM): what harm is there in us been friends?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:22 PM): isnt that odd deb?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:26 PM): yessssssssssDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:27 PM): omgDebby
I'm sitting here trying to get a web cam so that i can make my friends salutes, when it occurs to me - I haven't gotten any salutes from them . Now I'm gonna be down in the dumps for awhile
A sexy certain somoene linked me to this song yesterday, it has been stuck in my head all day. I want to do the dirty to this
Fun Fun Fun! I Want To Make Love..
check this out.. just do it.. fun fun fun..
  Alarmed My husband John and I love each other deeply, but his work trips leave me alone in our house for so long, he travels with his work so much these days. We never see each other during his fortnightly trips away, I ring him each night, our calls generally end up in poor phone sex, me getting him off, but leaving me hornier than I was before he rang, it was just not enough for me to continue using my fingers, massaging my clit and fingering my pussy while telling him how much I loved sucking him and blowing him, he would cum, and then say goodnight and hang up, leaving me needing a lot more than I could give myself. I needed more to stimulate myself, something to fill me, so I bought a dildo to play with while we excited each other on the phone, it was the end to a means to let off some of my pent up frustration. What I really craved, was my man fucking me every second day like we used to, I so craved for the touch of his hands all over me. I dared not tell him about the di
Tander "the Oger Treaty"
  Drawing himself up to his full heigth Tandar stepped into the ring. Normally he wouldn't dream of fighting one on one with an oger twice his size one on one with no weapons. But justice must be satisfied and in their culture that ment hand to hand combat. If he would have relized the oger in front of him was the son of a powerful chief he would have never said anything about his tail. How was he to know ogres were not supposed to have tails? He spent most his life in a monastary, praying. So now here he is, dodging ham sized fists, and dancing around, oops cursed tail, okay maybe just a little magic, something they won't notice, ah bulls strength and cats grace. Thinking the spells, he is able to get them both off without alerting anyone to what he had done. Thank Corelleon he paid attention in his studies at least. Rushing in, he grabs the ogre by the belt, and the arm and flips him onto his back, then kicking hard to the temple the oger goes down for the count. The crowd of ogers l
Something That Came Out A Few Days Ago
Untitled My heart races at just a mere touch. A glint in your eyes tells a tale of desire. The feel of your breath sends shock waves that are too much. If you were to kiss me it would only add fuel to the fire. It rages through every fiber of my being. and in turn consumes me whole. Is this a fire burning with in you? Does it com within your soul? I see it does, by the things you do. And the desire to keep us whole.
Poem #2 (unfinished)
Untitled   Eyes that are intense beyond words.  Words that make a wise man weep. You wish to be touched and your voice heard. You long for  a soul for yours to keep.  but something inside prevents completion of your task. Is the price of love too steep? Or do you hide from it using a mask?
❝when the power of love      overcomes the love of power             the world will know peace.❞                -jimi hendrix
Fate is anelegant, cold-hearted whore
  When people piss me off,                                                                                                                                       I have to fight the urge to say stupid things                                          ... that don't make sense   ".
Dear Heart
DEAR HEARTi probably should apologize for all we have been throughall the drama surrounding my lifemust make things hard on youIm sorry about the boy i fell forwho turned out to make me crythe wounds in you took long to healafter that afternoon in late Julyforgive me for that group of girlswho stabbed me in the backit all came without any warningi should have known they'd make you crackso tell me heart why cant i tellwhat is wrong or right?its starting to become routineto cry myself to sleep at nighti thought i should also tell you hearti've fallen for another guyso build up the walls and brace for impactthe future holds more tears to crythats all i had to tell you heartIm wishing you the besti hope you continue to beat steadysitting in a warriors chest
  As you stood naked beside your bed, you pondered your decision to let this stranger into your life. We had never spoken, nor seen each other’s pics, other than a couple I posted on the net. But as you stood there, your emotions were running high, the thought of this man touching you, exploring you, had you so excited, you were trembling. The time was near, the door handle turned and the door slowly opened. You stood there, your back to him in the half dark, you heard him move towards you, then stop, the slight noise as you heard buttons click undone, and clothing hitting the floor. Not a word was exchanged, as we had agreed. Your anticipation was getting the better of you, as with one more step he was behind you, his silhouette on the wall towering over you, his 6’3, solid frame erasing your shadow from the wall. Suddenly his fingers sat on your shoulder blades, you trembled from his touch, but he was nervous too. He was so gentle for a big man, his fingers cares
Oh My Holiday
 The holiday season meant my company's getaway would be coming up soon. It would give everyone a good excuse to relax, and in some cases it would also give us an opportunity to hopefully hook up with other people for some fun over the weekend. Because of the open bar, these parties were usually pretty loose affairs. A couple of the guys at work had been joking about getting drunk over the weekend and swapping women with someone, but I wasn't sure if they were serious or not. They had sexy wives, so I intended to find out on Friday night if they would be willing to have a little sexual fun, it had been a fantasy of mine for years to do it with a few guys and gals at once, and this weekend gave me he opportunity, as there were a few singles attending as well as the couples.Friday afternoon finally rolled around and we all finished work early I was wearing a little black dress that showed off my assets quite well. My sexy earrings and bracelet, anklet combination, all added up to a
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The Stabbing Pain Of Seeing Someone You Love(ed)
today i was shopping. it was then that i saw her and she saw me. as i pretended not to have seen her, she continued walking, a worried look on her face. concerned she might return, i finished my shopping quickly and left. why is it that each time i find warmth and light, it's not for me? am i truly a creature of darkness? perhaps. or maybe one who is too squeamish for life and what it demands? i couldn't say, other than i have poor luck there. so, again, what once gave me hope now makes me sad. bitterness grows over me despite my attempts to weed it and i get dragged down, drowned in emotion. and again, i become the enemy of that which i loved /emo-rant
Woman Of My Dreams Poem.
In this dream I dream this day I dream of lillys jasmin and this dream I dream of passion and rolling in the grasses of the meadow.In this dream I long for a touch hot as the sun upon my this dream I am lost in eyes of a shadow I do not know.the sparkle I cant loook away hypnotized by there gleam.the face in the shadows I can't recogmize.hands reach out and a warm touch over comes me .Im hot and week I cant breath.I can't see who is this shadow who has my very day I'll find day I'll know her.but for now shes just the woman of my dreams.
I see your face Hear your voice Smell your skin Taste your lips But its all in my head Your miles away and I lay here alone Hearing our song, seeing your face in his words I wonder what you are doing Who you are with Are you happy Are you thinking of me to I would give anything To have you here with me In my arms If only for a moment And then I'll be missing you again Again...left longing
You... You naughty little angel You nasty little bitch God you tempt me so You're the serpent in the garden The forbidden fruit Our similarities are frightening Yet so comforting I know what you're thinking I know how you're feeling Yes, my vibes are scary But what am I really? A fantasy? Potential revenge? Bliss? Hard to say for sure A bit of each I have no doubt I apologize for my state of mind But do not let the paranoia consume you Remember the situation Remember how well you know me...
I've Been There Too
Why do you think I choose you? Why is it, of everyone, it was you I fell for? Do you think it was your beauty Your radiance Your sense of humor, your charm It's funny You call me full of myself Yet you are the arrogant one It's your pain Your insecurity Your self doubt Your deception Your indecision ...It's your many, many flaws That took my heart Remember... You don't have to be alone in the darkness I've been there a long time too
Inner Suicide
Moonlight darkens..The sky turns to black..My face is beatedAs my eyes fade on back..My heart inside is emptyBut I can deside..If this just an endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart....All light turns to darknessThe sun starts to die..The wind leaves me breathlessAs I fight to open my eyesMy heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart...My heart inside is emptyBut I cannot desideIf this is just another endingOr my inner suicideI've lost my way to uI can find u in my heart...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apartI'm trying to hold on to u..But I can't bc ur too far...I sing this song of the dammnedAs my world falls apart...
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Who's Alive And Who's Dead
I remember when my granddad was in his 60’s, he would tell me about people he knew that had died. He would also read the obituaries in the newspaper. At the time, I thought it was morbid. Now that I’m older and faced with mortality, I have an interest in which of my high school acquaintances are still around or under ground. In the mean time this is a partial list of entertainers who are dead or still around. I think it fun see who’s still here BlastFM is cooking 24/7 with a flare for the exciting. Give BlastFM a listen and you will be back again and again
  Whisper in my ear and tell me everything's alright Hold me close and help me make it through this lonely night Promise me the sweet things that all lovers always do And for tonight I promise I'll believe the words are true Make me think that everything's exactly what it seems I'll close my eyes and put aside so many shattered dreams I need to wipe away the dust of things that went before So hold me close and tell me this will last forevermore Here in the darkness, next to you, I'll give you all my trust Though I know words turn into ashes, diamonds turn to dust Just say the words you've said and heard, we all know what to say I need to hear them all tonight, to chase this pain away Tell me that I am the one that you've been waiting for And I'll believe each word until you walk out of the door A whisper is the sweetest thing, makes all the words sound right I promise I won't hold you to them in the morning light The world is such a lonely place and life can be so cold Tonight I
Rookie Athlete's
Just curious what is everyone's opinion on rookie athletes signing huge contracts before playing a single play in there sport that they where drafted in? Me personally think there should be a salary cap for rookies and there 2ND contact should be worth millions. Like today for example  rookie QB Sam Bradford of the St. Louis Rams singed a contract worth $50 million today. Yes I know he was the #1 overall pick but still he has not yet played a down in the NFL.  What if he steps on the practice field and gets injured and is gone for the year or worse never be able to play again and yet the team that drafted them still owes them money. So just what is everyone's opinion on this issue?
Gaga Makes Best Dressed List
Is there a miss print there? Let me read that again. Lady Gaga is one of Vanity Fair’s best dressed list? I wonder if someone slipped Gaga’s name in there as a joke. Gaga choice of clothes is not what I would call sophisticated fashion. Mostly what she wears is what an alien would wear when they got to earth. I must be stuck in the past. But I will tell you what women and men wore in the past was far more appealing then what most stars, including Gaga, wear. For more BlastFM wear what is comfortable for you when you listen. That way you can groove with the sounds 24/7 @
What To Do
When you are with someone you love and they say they love you too what are you suppose to do when it gets turned upside down? I love my guy he is great but a few weeks ago he told me he wasn't attracted to me physically and desired to sleep with someone skinnier and at first I didn't know what to do so I agreed with certain rules set down and he swears that I will not loose him to some one else. I have said yes so that I wont loose him because the only alternative I had was to leave him and I execpt the fact that I may not be able to please him in every way. And yes it does hurt but i tough threw him sitting on the computer looking for friends and maybe friends with benefits. I have the right to do the same but do not feel the need to so I just look for someone to talk to about everything thats going on.
The Real Deal
there is this woman i once knew who had four kids...three beautiful daughters and one handsome sonshe had a boyfriend who she loved more then her kids...sad to day but trueone day something had happened and her kids where taken away from her and went to the foster care systemthe question is...did she care...i think noteverytime she went to go see her kids she would tell them that she was trying...and one day she would bring them back homedays turned into weeks..weeks turned into months...and months turned into yearseventually all her kids became adults and left the systemall her kids did go back to her just to realize that she had not chamged...she was still with the man that hurt them and was still making poor choicesthey all eventualy got kicked out or moved out because they couldn't put up with her bullshitone always kept on going back...but nothing ever changed...she just kept on getting hurt and and leaving orgetting kicked outnow two of her kids are is about to be a
It's Good To Shut Up Sometimes
Cherish constructive disagreement.
I Suffer Slowly
Dearest Agony Please, just let go of me Take the time to steal my breath Please set my heart free Shove me down to lift me up I suffer slowly Can I survive This pain that kills?? Must I keep waking with.. You by my side, dear Agony??
The Army
So i am in the ntiedstates army. its alright but after a while it gets boring i really have no clue `why i am in states when my mos is an out of counrty job. makes no sense to me but yeah i am right now out at the feild doing demo its boring but i can say i now know how to set up  a minefeild that is all i gt to say foe now
My Heart My Love
I can't sleep your in my every thought, you fill my heart even though we are apart, you are with me and even though you are not, you can't stop this thing we got.:)
&& No One Ever Knows
  You come to the realization That the sun is rising now && you've wasted the entire night in tears You've missed the moon in all it's glory The stars,  they shone without you as you lay there alone You waste the nights in your sorrows && no one ever knows The pain it kills you every night && tears that company the pain.. They torture  the soul that is dimming So many nights like this one pass Each, darker than the last && you lay there swallowed up in the silence It's so quiet now.. So many people to talk to but none that understand like pen && paper in your hand.. The silence echoes in your mind it's so quiet now But thoughts shift back && forth So quick that you miss the
Jus A Lil Somethin
i speak the truth therefore inlies a messiah somethin of a lyrical genuis so while this world transpires i write this scrpt with my pen now and again these lyrical orgasms escape their pages and reak havoc amongst thos brain-washed robots yet non stop i continue to spit masterpieces like a faucet absent of caution and these verses hit like bullets so i guess im trigger happy so uncanning how this mind ravels riddles unto the masses plainly written across the demeanor of the artist where as this may not reach many but painstakingly i trudge along theroad to reaching them all
Poem Quotes Created By Starlight Sciontc
This is for anyone who's anybody has been hurt through a difficult relationship with anyone out there.   "I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be." "Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around."  
Who's Kidding Whom, Mr Obama?
Who's Kidding Whom, Mr Obama?  Hal Lindsey     Questions most Christians have as to whether President Obama is really a Christian as he claims seem to be resolving themselves.   Recently, Mr Obama publicly announced that his destiny is not dependent on a "personal salvation" but rather a "group salvation." It depends on what he does for the greater good of the masses. This is classic Marxist type thinking, not Christian. Marxism teaches that the rights of the group supersede the rights of the individual and that the end justifies the means. It is really a humanistic kind of "bloodless" salvation by human works.   On the other hand, the Bible teaches that eternal salvation is entirely personal. We can only be saved by a personal decision of faith to receive the pardon for sins that the LORD Jesus Christ died in our place to purchase for us.   The Bible teaches, "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, les
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My Chat Online Buddies (50+)Clear HistoryPop Out 2:40am reply misterak20: hello, i have to admit... you have a submissive appearance to me. you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar arround her neck instead of a necklace... am i right with that thoughts about you're personality? 2:42am more To misterak20: umm.. no. i wear the pants in my relationships.. my lovers get on their knees && suck my dick.. not the other way around. the only collars around me are the ones at the other end of the leash wrapped around my knuckles   Damn, I wish I had screenshot!!  I cannot stop laughing >.< lmfao :)) xoxo ~Fyre~
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"babybit"at one time u were the bestnow your like the restjust a bad memoryanother bad dreamthat i wish i could forgeti lay awake at nightand wonder where it went wrongwhy did u lead me onfor so very long?all i ever here is our songis that your wayof making me payfor all of your sins?
The Battlefield
The military fight other military.... Police officers fight crime and drugs....  Firefighters fight fires.... Doctors fight to save lives!!  Everyone in whatever profession they are in, are fighting some sort of battle on MANY different battlefields.  But at what point do you say... "Enough is enough??"   i have seen death in so many ways, you would think that I would somewhat be use to it by now.  But I guess its something that you never get use to.  In the profession i am in, you go into it expecting the worst but hoping for the best.     Am I ranting.. yes.. Death has knocked on my door yet again.  IDK what to do anymore.  Besides work on getting out.. Which I am doing..  I am tired boss...DOG TIRED!!
Rip Steven Maas 7/7/76 To 9/11/01 I Miss You Like Crazy
Steven not a day goes by that I don't think of you & even shed a tear.  I love you so much & thank you for making my cousin happy the short time you were married.  It's just not fair that it was such a short time.  This is always such a difficult time for Charlotte.  Auntie & uncle are taking her on a cruise with Scott to get her mind off things.  This is the first time I won't be with her on the anniversary.  It's been a tough 9 years so they are trying something different hoping that they can create nice memories of a happy time on this day.  I know your in a much better place & we will see you again in time.  Until then we miss you everyday!  We are taking care of your sweet Charlotte.  *************************************************************** I was just played by by aunt!!  WELL PLAYED!!  I see you haven't missed a step since leaving Boston a long, long, long time ago!  (not 2 make you feel old!) lol  Great job!  I'm sure this will do the trick!  It's been a long time & 
I Love This.. Please Read :d
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was 'Daddy's Day' at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone too meet. Children were squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class to introduce her daddy. As seconds slowly passed, at last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she hea
Untitled Poem
Darkness surrounds me taking me in filling my soul. My heart feels nothing but hate the love I had gone to never return even after death. As time passes my heart dies more I cut but do not bleed I scream but no-one hears me. I once believed in Light but now I know the Dark and I believe it will end the world. Apocalypse is coming and my time will come when I leave this world for good. Will God forgive me? I highly doubt it I do nothing right not for the Light only the Dark. Worship Luna Goddess of the Moon Hades God of Hell
On My Birthday ;         I want him to come around-                     wrap his arms around my waist & catch me by           surprise.    »        w h i s p e r  i n  m y  e a r ,      « "I want to make all your wishes
Why Do We Keep Doing Things That Make Us Sad
I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you once, and it made me SEE you. In shadows of black and blue, In colors of decomposition, sweet rotten fruit. I will paint you no more.
2 A.m.
I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done?
Prayer For You
i created a fictionthat thought me a realityabout a life that used for being emptyand now that sorry is the worst thing to say,I'm going to utter prayers all the way may all your hurting nowbe converted to blessingssorrows and downfallsmake you a better beingmy presence may be a curse for your sighti still hope that tomorrows for u will be alright this may caused you the darkest of midnightmay you find the treasures of wickedness insideand all your griefs be a halo of gracemultitude of wordsI'll offer for your praise...
What Would You Do?
Questions where the question "What would YOU do?" applies to them.   Answer the question, then repost a new question for others to answer as well :)    This should be an interesting experiment. Question Number One: What would YOU do if you were locked away in a room with me for 24 hours and all that was playing in the background was love making music? :P
The world around me just won’t stop spinning.It’s like a roller coaster that just wont give.I see my life and dreams go flying by and it makes me sickSo many things I haven’t done and so many people I haven’t metMy life spins, spins out of control;And all I do is nod and take a drinkI have thoughts of the love I have never felt;And the dreams I never livedWhy didn’t you stop me stop and take the keys?Why did I have that last drink?You should have said no and taken the keys;You should have saved my life but you didn’tNow as a lay here in the ditch see my life flow past my eyes;I can see the lights coming closer as it all fades awayAs I lay here all I can think of is the life I never lived and the dreams I lived had.
Its Not..
Its not who you say you are or pretend to beIt’s the real you that shines through for me to seeIt’s the way your smile shines through the darkness people seeI find the real you piece by piece and day by dayIt makes them look like fools when they guess who you areI can’t wait till I fully know who you really are
As I Wake
I wake from my slumber and look around in a dazeAs the fog in my mind starts to clearI notice I am not alone; I see long black hair drifting in my faceAs the wind drifts through my window;Teasing me with her sweet fragranceAs the spring sun starts to warm my body,As i stare into the sky the clouds souround me with tranquility;I start to feel content and happyI realize I have something everyone wants and fears,I am not alone
It can make you happy and warm insideIt puts a smile on your face and fills you full of joyIt can also tare you down and fill you full of angerIt can turn love into hate in a dangerous wayIt makes you want to hate them all and treat them exactly that wayThey tell you that laughter is a good thing to do every day… but they never tell you how it feels to be laughed at It was fun at first then it is you that are surrounded by them all Laughing ,PointingWith every one staring your way you can try to hideJust about any whereBut you will never go far enoughBecause that feeling stays
I stand here with my arm raised with a tear in my eye.And I dare to look around I see hundreds of people just like me trying to hide our fear. I have my laces tied and my shirt buttoned.As I wait my turn, turn to board the plane to take me far away. I’m afraid of dying at the hands of my enemy. Then at the distance I see the flag start to rise and I think of my country at what these people have done.I stand firm and wipe the tear from my eye. I think of all my brothers and sisters that died on that day that day that shocked the world.As my fear starts to fade it gets replaced by pride and anger.I look into the sky the flag is fully raised.As I start to board the plane I see all the faces angry and sad for all our brothers and sisters.And all I can do is pray my decision was right and I can change the world in this small way.And I hope this simple American solider can find his way back home.
  Name:Location:Birthday: Measurements:Do you work/go to school?:What kind of car do you drive?:What do you want to be when you grow up?:Are you cute?:Would you laugh at my dumb jokes when no one does?:Are you close w/your family?:Would you ever wear my clothes?:How many people have you had sex with?:Would you take me home if I was too drunk to drive?:Are you overly serious or are you able to be goofy at times?:Would you bring me food from my favorite place just because?:Are you religious?:Do you think i'm sexy?:Will you call me in the middle of the night just to say 'hi'?:Do you like to cuddle?:What kind of beer/alcohol do you drink? (if applicable):What is your biggest flaw?:Are you a jealous person?:What are your hobbies?:Could we go for a midnight picnic on a clear, starry night?:Would you ever put cute little notes all over my car?:Favorite bands?:Do you have ANY musical talent?:When was your last relationship & why did it end?:3 months from now am i going to find out you're a t
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Juliets Revenge
A trembling hand writes a letter,The curtain falls veiling her weakness,She looks down at the paper and that is when all of it ends,It all ends.Roses and thorns and she was not born yesterday,Laughter and still air and can he not feel what she does?For his mistakes is he not rue?Her tear fell on the rose he thought it was dew.She wanted to apologize for if any of her mistakes she overlooked,All she wanted was that apology back,She flowed with the river and fell too deep for him,He never replied and just faked smile she could see that much.Encrusted in lashes she hid the pain the only source for it to reveal,The magic is dying and midnight stands for only sixty blinks,The stab in her heart Juliet takes her revenge,Juliet shall take her revenge.The hairs that cascade over her shoulders hide the scars,Revenge is as sweet as the nectar of those red flowers,Toys and a heart they are all just the same to him,She weeps over the loss of her old time friend.Spirals and circles al
What's Up?
I love women!  Is that a crime?  I love looking at them, touching them and of course tasting them!!! yum!  Anyway I am totally addicted and still want to have fun.  Hence my status  "casual is always good"  Does anybody agree?
Or should I say.  Anyone want to help with my addiction?  lol
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Christo-celtic Spell-prayer Agianst The Powers Of Darkness
On Terra (earth) in this fateful hourI place all Heaven with its powerthe sun with its brightnessthe snow with its whitenessthe fire with all the strength it haththe lightning with its rapid wraththe winds with their swiftness along their paththe sea with its deepnessthe rocks with their steepnessthe earth with it starknessall these I placeWith God's almighty help and gracebetween myself and the powers of darkness
Inspirational Word
1.Even when you feel ugly or depressed or guilty or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your beauty. This light is your reflection of God. You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful.   2.Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik 
Kidkel69 And Trippy
Trippy and I go way.........back. I first met Sandy and Tim (Trippy's brother) viewing their awesome art and amazing videos on YOUTUBE. Although Sandy and Trippy have a love /hate relationship, Sandy referred me to Trippy. Trippy was invited to join ALL~MOST FAMOUS REVIEW over on Kick Apps , as an entertainer, but our sponsors suspended him for his profanity. I tried to explain to my affiliate's , that Trippy may have been suffering from an un-treated case of Tourette syndrome. I was unable to resolve the issue. I  followed Trippy everywhere he went, but  I believe Trippy was always sour over the incident. ( HIT BIG BLUE KICK APPS LINK   I especially enjoyed the  subjects of Jimmy Hendrix and Jim Morrison presented  by ONE BLACK ROSE. (see art and bio here)  I asked the ONE BLACK ROSE  team to be showcased in our Halloween edition of,  ALL~MOST FAMOUS FAMOUS VIDEO REVIEW MAGAZINE with Kidk
Why is is everytime I have male friends all I am worth to some of them is something to fuck and have sex with? I am not just something to fuck and use for sexual urges I am a human being with a heart and feelings not just a piece of meat.
Santa Claus Physics
1. No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen.    2. There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to the Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3. Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, and assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park, hop out of his sleigh, j
Love One, Want The Other!
how did i end up in such a don't ever touch me?  I've been married almost 18 yrs, together with the same man almost 19 years.....totally a non-touch marriage for close to 9 yrs now.  NO, not even one little bit, of desire to EVER be intimate with my husband again...NEVER!  yet, someone that drives me emotionally and psychologocially INSANE, that I actually don't have a thing in common with, someone that walked out of my life in the most horrendous way several years ago, has been back in it for over a year now and driving my 'don't touch me' body completely to the edge and back of ectasy on a semi-regular basis.  Total love/hate realtionship for us both I think as when not in bed, we really don't like each other much!  I couldn't imagine leaving my husband (who I beleive is also cheating on me) as we've been through things most families wouldn't ever imagine.....yet the whoel affair thing is taking its toll on me.  how do you turn off what your body so badly needs,
Crucify The Dead - Slash
"Crucify The Dead"(feat. Ozzy Osbourne, Taylor Hawkins)The fire started long agoThe flames burned out, still embers glowSo charred and blackThere's nothing left to burn, to burnWe had the same dreamLived life to extremeA loaded gun jammed by a roseThe thorns are knots around your headYour ego cursed you till you bledYou cannot crucify the deadTo me you're dead, yeahThe future is unset in stoneDecisions past leave you aloneBetrayed us all with your own selfish greed, your greed, yeahNew soldiers now sayThat your beggars collectRe-crucified and paid by youThe thorns are knots around your headYour ego cursed you till you bledYou cannot crucify the deadTo me you're dead, yeahWe were like brothers with the world in our handsYou always have too much to saySomeday you look back and you wonder whyYou let it all slip away, yeah[SOLO]Crucify the deadCrucify the deadThe thorns are knots around your headYour ego cursed you till you bledYou cannot crucify the deadTo me you're dead, yeah 
The Anti Mfkn Story
So, what is "Anti MFKN" you ask? Well it should be fairly easy to figure out at least the basics of it. But, I will explain in further detail exactly what we are and what we are all about. My name is Mark, most of you know me as THE Slut. I, at one time, was called a Founder of MFKN. So I am sure some of you will be confused to see me as a founder of this. I was not an original founder of MFKN, nor did I ever claim to be. However, as soon as I joined I fell in love with its members, its concept, and its core beliefs. I was almost immediately asked to add founder to my name. I refused at first because, no matter how strong my dedication and how sincere my beliefs in the MFKN creed, I was NOT a founder. But, after talking to Bubzy, AsH.WeeE, and Cruser about it extensively, I relented and added it to my name. MFKN continued to grow stronger everyday. Our lounge became a top lounge and we were THE premier family of fubar. This was NOT because of me, but was because our members busted ass,
Sacking Up: Moving On (unedited)
my love, when we grow old ill miss seeing the lines form on that perfect face. Ill miss the moments when hair greys, eyes sag, and that perfect skin drys out. Most of all Ill miss the fact that everyone youve ever hurt wont be there to enjoy the laugh either. hey golden girl the world is yours till what you use to make it, makes it leave you lonely. maybe when the world that revolves around you stops and all the passengers get off, youll feel a small bit of what i feel. Doupt it, but hopefuly insecurity adds reality, and all that powder you cake on cant catch a grip and cakes on all the deep folds and makes you whole. I wish nothing but the best for you and yours that  you bought with the last bit of love you tricked out of the the last sap years ago. i wish you long life to enjoy it alone and feel 10 times what youve made others feel, but i know your old now and not much longer to go. See after the fall I'm a better man. I learned the dramatics in you bating a lash is only good till
Fubar Scams - Watch Out For Christina
Well i was rating a girls profile named Christina.  Her name was in pink and she was a blond.  I was ready her profile and she was wanting bling packs anywhere from 15 bling pack all the way up to 1000 bling pack.. We started talking and she went over what was included in the bling packs and she tried EVERYTHING she could do to get me to ge her the 1000 bling pack.  I told her i would start smaller and maybe work my way up and see how things go then get more later.  So i went ahead and got her a 135 bling pack that cost 80 some dollars.  So i was promised personal salutes, a album with pics for me, added to her family, her number to text and so on and so on.   Well after i gave her the bling pack she did add me to her family. She never did give me her yahoo messenger to see her on cam. I forced her to give me her number as promised and she doesnt really reply to text. She has never done any salutes for me or even asked what pics i wanted taken for my album.  So she has made excuses for
Check Out The Video I Just With My Friends In The Uk And Switzerland
Sad But True
When Venus or Mars is in Scorpio The sexual nature can be quite complex. These lovers generally share a common intensity and depth in their sexual desires, but they vary in expression depending on their level of development. Some enjoy power and are attracted to breaking taboos. These lovers are willing to do almost anything, and they enjoy full-body pleasures. Others express their need for control by being unavailable and abstaining for long periods of time, giving in only when they feel their partner is deserving. Whatever their nature, they have a way that promises commitment and intensity in bed. They are provocative but private. Most will never kiss and tell. Sex is intimate and personal for Scorpio, but their fantasies are full-ranging.
2011 Contract After serious & cautious consideration ... your contract of friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2011It was an easy decision to make ... but try not to screw it up!!! My Wish for You in 2011May peace break into your home and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips!May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be tears of joy.May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ...May 2011 be the best year of your life!!!
Do The Math
My first blog..wowzer.   I used to just long onto this site every other month or so. The past week I kind of stuck around. Mainly because the site seems a lot more colorful than I remember. One thing I have noticed is the amount of money  that gets spent on here. I am a college student paying my own way through school. I did not get any grants or loans, I am paying cash up front for everything. Now I know that my college tuition is not near as much as actually living on your own with bills and family. There are some members that on a daily basis have a boomerang running next to their head. That is $15 a pop and they run one atleast every day. That is $105 a week and $450 a month. WOW that is a lot of dough. Then you got to add in the VIP and then the bling packs. I have come to the conclusion there are some rich people on this site. Could you please tell me what your profession is because I might want to change career paths.
Many Feel
Many feel that the fact you are a so called Master or Mistress, Dom or Domme means all shall bow before you. Power is in how you demean one when you do not like what thee other stands for or appears to stand for in life. It is funny how many come to judge or command respect when they themselves can not understand or give it themselves in a lifestyle where the vanilla world looks at us in a light of perversion and disgust. The people I have met online and in real life have one thing in common they are not weak for they must deal with the worlds scrutiny as well as their own. They treasure their thoughts when no other will and enjoy the fruits of that journey when they meet the person that brings the fulfillment which they have searched for in life. Some may not like my thoughts and some may as we are not  cattle t be led to slaughter for not conforming to others ideas. When another gives your the gift of service that is what it is,  a gift,   either because one has earned i
People Say
People say this wish to meet and talk but never seems that is wish. Seems if can not make your mind up about that what can you make your mind up about. 
Robert Chrisley | Speech Impedimate
ROBERT CHRISLEY"SPEECH IMPEDIMATE: (ANTIBUSH PROTOCOL PART I)"ChannelDeffinishon Recordings 2003Down home proclaimed with accentDidn't mean to cause your accidentPolygamist shoulder brush to ventHold a candle high for "the people" while wax runs down to burn your finger tipsFreedom and ammendments we'll renegotiateLegitimate news becomes the claim to fateDown home with American dreams With apple pie how sweet does it all seemWe'll strip your intelect with ignoranceAnd call this "home", yeah, we'll make it homeDown by the riversideThe current drags you in with just your sightMute all logic and displayJust to watch countrymen suffer from decay and corporate foreplayWas this the politically incorrect I sense?Maybe just a day when it was all still innocentLies police what we've dispursedNow you realize the P.A.T.R.I.O.T.ic cure has become the curseDown home with American LifeStrain and struggle but still we thriveWe'll take your will to build our ownA nice big porch where we sit to wag the
If the lips on a woman's  face are pretty, are the lower lips usually pretty as well?
Southern Nights
1. welcome to fubar! Looking to meet great people and listen to great country tunes? stop by and visit us in Southern Nights Welcome to fubar! Come visit us in Southern Nights and get your Country Music fix with a great group of people Ready to dance your backside off? We are waiting for you where the drinks are flowing and the country tunes are non-stop Drinks, Great group of people, and even hotter country music all at Southern Nights. We're waiting to meet you. Are you ready for non-stop fun?
Week One Was Almost A Success?
Just completed week one of the "doubles", but my legs are so sore I could not do Kenpo X. I thought about doing the Stretch X. Its just very hard to move right now. I do have to pull it together, I have a couple shoots coming up in couple weeks. Have to sharpen up the abs and legs. 
How is it that one day someone can tell you how much they love you and that they are so in love with you and the next day not say one word to you. Almost like they have fallen'off the face of the earth. Just don't understand it!
My Love Poems "see Me"
SEE ME   I'm lying here,all alone,yearning for your touch..My body's achingTo the bonei cant get enoughplease my loveMake me your ownjust don't be too roughCaress my bodyHear me moanAnd quiver from your touchbreath me deep inside youyour hands are free roamThere's no need to rushPenetrate me With your stareSee me with your thrustFeel our bodiesNearly as oneBonded in this trustGiving each otherParts so deepno one else need lustour skin is burningboth of us comingtogether we com bust   february 17th, 2011
Poem Collection
"I'm nobody! Who are you?" by Emily Dickinson I'm nobody! Who are you?Are you nobody, too?Then there's a pair of us — don't tell!They'd banish us, you know. How dreary to be somebody!How public, like a frogTo tell your name the livelong dayTo an admiring bog!     "The Road Not Taken" by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,And sorry I could not travel bothAnd be one traveler, long I stoodAnd looked down one as far as I couldTo where it bent in the undergrowth.Then took the other, as just as fair,And having perhaps the better claim,Because it was grassy and wanted wear;Though as for that the passing thereHad worn them really about the same.And both that morning equally layIn leaves no step had trodden black.Oh, I kept the first for another day!Yet knowing how way leads on to way,I doubted if I should ever come back.I shall be telling th
28 Is As Long As Im Gonna Live.
I plan to end my own life when i reach the age of 28 years old because i don't feel like i want to live any longer than that. Being 30 does not appeal to me in the slightest, not to mention i don't want to be old.   How should i spend the last 3 and a half years of my life?   Thanks.
Still Alive & Kicking!!!
I'm getting over it, pushing past all the bullshit,and getting right to the root of what the problem really is.The reasons for the misunderstandings, the emergency landings on a plane headed for home.It's where the heart was living 'til it was without feeling, and started revealing itself to everyone else.  By just packing up, moving out,Saying it could do without a barely able, unstable, running off at the mouth.So I'm tearing this and everything else between me and what I want to do to pieces.I'm tearing you and everything else between me and youto memory. I'm stronger now, even after everything that you did.Still alive and kicking. I'm better now.I'm awake. Now I can see everything in front of me, now.Now if you would've waited one second, you wouldn't feel so second. The second I put you first, it made the situation worse.Cause you wanna take advantage and control,of the things that I manage to keep under control.Like my happiness, my family, and all of my music.You had it all. 
Random Thought.
I gave you a little taste of heaven. Now it's time for you to go to hell ...
What A Sad Day In The State Of Alabama...
First of all, I would like to let everyone know that myself, my family, and my friends are all ok. Luckily the tornadoes didnt reach down this far south (closest one was about 10 miles north of us).I went to work yesterday morning expecting it to rain, and to rain hard. I even tried to beat it, unsuccessfully, and tried to unload all my beer before it arrived. Little did I know that north of me the Tornadoes had started already. A friend's relative was killed near Anniston early that morning. The NW corner of Alabama and Huntsville were already getting rocked. The first of the Cullman Tornadoes had already touched down just before noon.All those red 'dots' were either already tornadoes on the ground, or the storms were about to form them, especially the storms out by themselves that were just lil circles. That is how it looked all day. I get home, and I see some stuff on facebook about the Cullman tornado (north of Birmingham) that was live on the news. They had caught it on the weathe
How Do You See The Outside World?
You See the Outside World as Fascinating You are simply brilliant. You are bright, intelligent, and creative. You can't describe your feelings easily - even to yourself. Your emotions are a mystery. You are a truth seeker. You are willing to accept the real truth, no matter how difficult it is. You are not prone to compromise. You're set in your ways and proudly so. How Do You View the Outside World? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity
Ain't So Simple Rules I Live By
Personal Life: I have struggled with depression for 37 years.  Finally, when I reached 32, I humbled myself and chose the wise path of seeing a medical doctor.  For years, I thought I could handle it all on my own.  I will use herbal medicine and self-help books.  After 32 years of wandering in my own desert, I finally accepted the fact that my depression is a chemical imbalance.  I was diagnosed with clinical depression that is low grade but constantly present known as chronic Dysthmia.  In retrospect, I graduated high school (with not so good grades) and I graduated college (with so-so grades).  But I could not keep a job for more than a year once I graduated college.  I went from one job to another to another to another.  Also, I lived life not having many friends.  I recall very few times when I would eat at the lunch room with anyone when I was in school.  I certainly didn't go to parties or hang our with anyone.  I was a loner most of my life until high school.  It wasn't until
The Preamble
The Constitution of the United States Preamble Note We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.  
Article I: The Legislative Branch
The Constitution of the United States  Article I - The Legislative Branch Note Section 1 - The Legislature All legislative Powers herein granted shall be vested in a Congress of the United States, which shall consist of a Senate and House of Representatives. Section 2 - The House The House of Representatives shall be composed of Members chosen every second Year by the People of the several States, and the Electors in each State shall have the Qualifications requisite for Electors of the most numerous Branch of the State Legislature. No Person shall be a Representative who shall not have attained to the Age of twenty five Years, and been seven Years a Citizen of the United States, and who shall not, when elected, be an Inhabitant of that State in which he shall be chosen. (Representatives and direct Taxes shall be apportioned among the several States which may be included within this Union, according to their respective Numbers, which shall be determined by adding to the whole
Article Ii: The Executive Branch
The Constitution of the United States  Article II - The Executive Branch Note Section 1 - The President Note1 Note2 The executive Power shall be vested in a President of the United States of America. He shall hold his Office during the Term of four Years, and, together with the Vice-President chosen for the same Term, be elected, as follows: Each State shall appoint, in such Manner as the Legislature thereof may direct, a Number of Electors, equal to the whole Number of Senators and Representatives to which the State may be entitled in the Congress: but no Senator or Representative, or Person holding an Office of Trust or Profit under the United States, shall be appointed an Elector. (The Electors shall meet in their respective States, and vote by Ballot for two persons, of whom one at least shall not lie an Inhabitant of the same State with themselves. And they shall make a List of all the Persons voted for, and of the Number of Votes for each; which List they shall sign and cer
The Amendments
The Constitution of the United States The Amendments Note The following are the Amendments to the Constitution. The first ten Amendments collectively are commonly known as the Bill of Rights. History Amendment 1 - Freedom of Religion, Press, Expression. Ratified 12/15/1791. Note Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances. Amendment 2 - Right to Bear Arms. Ratified 12/15/1791. Note A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed. Amendment 3 - Quartering of Soldiers. Ratified 12/15/1791. Note No Soldier shall, in time of peace be quartered in any house, without the consent of the Owner, nor in time of war, but in a manner to be prescribed by law. Amend
Just Some Thank You's. And A Rant I Guess
There is really a lot I have to say about this site, but first I really have to thank baby j and Scrapper for keeping this place possible (even though at times i don't agree they do the best job, but i'll cover that in my rant later) & allowing me to meet the man that I fell in love with, my amazing fu-hubby and RL bf, Jacob. MANY of you who know me, know Jacob and i have been together for a while, but haven't gotten to meet in person yet. He is stationed in Japan and had to stay over there longer because of the (stupid) Tsunami. HE IS COMING HOME IN LESS THAN A MONTH! We are both super excited about this. A lot of you who are my friends on here have seen the SS or heard about our problems, and I thank you guys for standing by me (and us). I know I have not been the easiest person to deal with during this time. I have gotten super emo and whiney, sometimes not talking to people for hours or days at a time. && I think it's about time.. I want to thank some of those closest to me perso
Im October 27th, Whats Yours????
.Im October 27th, Whats Yours????Scorpio is the eighth Sign of the Zodiac. After Libra's intellectual exploration of other people, Scorpio's interest is in discovering other people's emotions and how they respond to the world around them. Scorpio is the Sign of Sex and Death, the beginning and ending of things, and they explore these ideas from an emotional standpoint. People born under this Sign are investigative and probing, often strongly intuitive and penetrating. As the eighth Sign, Scorpio also rules the eighth House: the House of Sex. The Astrological Symbol of Scorpio is the Scorpion. Like the mythical Scorpion, people born under this Sign tend to be strong-willed and wary of being controlled by others. At times they can be self-destructive, like the Scorpion who kills itself rather than letting someone else kill it. They are very determined, and once they've made up their minds they are unlikely to change them. They tend to be stubborn, refusing to give up when o
Behind The Broken Glass
i see you so clearly watching me as i fall ever drop of your blood smeared against my wall the tears running down your face as you begin to pace back and forth  screaming and yelling feeling all alone the temptation to end this drone , meaningless existince who would care, you? me ? but why should i matter to you im just a mirror, i dont speak but what you see in me speaks to you see wh tyou like, or that you hate despise and realize everything about yourself so as i shatter and begin to clatter liek your mind unravels from its tight wound ball realize this im just a mirror i dont lie, i just show you what you refuse to accept and come to terms with
"on The Turning Away" By Pink Floyd
"ON THE TURNING AWAY" by Pink Floyd On the turning awayFrom the pale and downtroddenAnd the words they sayWhich we won't understand"Don't accept that what's happeningIs just a case of others' sufferingOr you'll find that you're joining inThe turning away" It's a sin that somehowLight is changing to shadowAnd casting it's shroudOver all we have knownUnaware how the ranks have grownDriven on by a heart of stoneWe could find that we're all aloneIn the dream of the proud On the wings of the nightAs the daytime is stirringWhere the speechless uniteIn a silent accordUsing words you will find are strangeAnd mesmerised as they light the flameFeel the new wind of changeOn the wings of the night No more turning awayFrom the weak and the wearyNo more turning awayFrom the coldness insideJust a world that we all must shareIt's not enough just to stand and stareIs it only a dream that there'll beNo more turning away?
Learning About Love... My Own Study..
  ============================================================================================== Author: Peter McNamaraTO hear your sweet voice in the early dawn,Gives to my heart a feeling thats warm,And starts my day with my thoughts in a swarm.To wake to the ring of the phone,And know that I will not be alone,For together we have joined our souls,So we may help each other to fulfill our goals.My love you is true and sure,And you make my life feel pure,Since we have started this wonderful tour[11:31:13 AM] Jamie L Davis: You'll love me yet!--and I can tarry Your love's protracted growing; June rear'd that bunch of flowers you carry From seeds of April's sowing.I plant a heartful now: some seed At least is sure to strike, And yield--what you'll not pluck indeed, Not love, but, may be, like.You'll look at least on love's remains, A grave's one violet: Your look?--that pays a thousand pains. What's death? You'll love me yet!   ========================================================
Sex Isn't Love
Defy what comes inwards and break free of restraints Your fallen words lay upon stones at my feet Crave love unto a spear that draws near For it is lust in a world driven by illusions of conmitment Candlelit dinner bare only the demon sitting across from you Premeditating what comes to follow Torrents of emotions Bondage existing as outlets for past failed Foreplay of cat and mouse Role play for people you can't have Nympho being truely in love of the feeling of sex Sex isn't love You say you love me I ask what do you want from me The world is based on Friendships with benifits We lie to ourselves saying relationship to be taken care of so you don't have to measure up in a cold world by yourself Sex isn't love   Wrote be Me (code x17)
Tutorial: How To Post And Re- Post Bullitens
Ok so I have come to find that unless you've been here forever some people really dont knowo what they're doing. So instead of having to repeat myself over and over here is a tutorial for those who dont know how to post or re-post a bulliten.    Posting a bulliten: If you are part of a lounge and youre a dj or cammer person you are usually made a bulliten to use when youre on cam or on air. It comes in the form of HTML. When you are given the file that holds all those random letters and what not all you have to do is save it to your computer so you always have it available. When you go to post it make sure you pull that file up and copy everything in that file. Then on the fubar side this is what you do...  1. go to your bulliten board and hit post new bulliten.  2. Paste all that stuff you just copied into the white box. Make sure you title it or it wont let you post it.  3. hit preview and post. There youll be able to see what it looks like before you post it.  4. hit post :)
4 The Friends Of Jason Cant Be Ur Superman Get A Clue Dumb Fucks
2 ALLL OF JASONS MENTALLY CHALLENGED FRIENDS JEZZI BROWN ILLEST KATE SUCCUBUS ETC ETC ETC ETC if ur such good friends with jason call him or text him or whatever it is you do ask this effen worthless piece of shit why is it that he cant pay more attention to his kids instead of this garbage ass fubar crap ask why does he have to hurt them by not showing up to get them on the days its court ordered for him to have them let him know hes in contemp with the court so ur lil bling giver u know the one who rather spend money on every other skank on here instead of spending the money on his daughters who is 2 and 6 might go to jail this guy is a dead beat he abusive a rapist that takes advantage of his wife when she is passed out cold from out having a good time with family and friends for a gathering thinks its ok to have sex with her when she cant move or tell him to stop who the hell does that and when his daughter kayla the oldest was 4 he got her ready for bed and was laying down with he
Most people have no clue what love really is or how to express it. So, I’m going to walk you through it. I like to start out by asking a question. What is the opposite of love? No doubt you’ve already formulated the answer in your mind and you came up with HATE! Number one answer but incorrect. You see, love is much more than just a feeling or emotion. Love is an action word, a verb; it’s something you do. There are four fundamental or basic principals to love. They are, taking into consideration the Thought’s, Feelings, Desires and Needs of the other person and putting theirs above your own. Now what do we call it when someone puts them self first? Yes it’s selfish. Selfish is the opposite of love not hate like most people think. This is where communication is very important. It’s necessary for us to communicate with each other on a level that the other person understands. Don’t assume that because you know what you’re saying that the ot
Dating And Relationships In General.
I'm 22 and people seem to think i am not old enough to have dealt with what i have, or think as i do. But i am here to tell people, age has nothing to do with experiances. A person can have experiances at a young or old age, that the opposite has never even dreamed of. I'm 22 in physical age yes, but mentally i am around 35-40 years old which is why those who do choose to remain at my side, are never displeased with me.   Now the subject this evening is in regards to dating and relationships in general, including what i have experianced and concluded from those experiances. First let me make a little note here though, i wrote this once and a troll decided to say "how could anyone date your ugly ass" well as i told him looks don't matter if you're looking for a good personality. Those who base their relationships on looks alone will fail each time and have a empty relationship. So in that statement he proved himself to be one of those ignorant males i tend to ignore.   Alright, so i
Creating A New Lounge: Angels Vs Demons Lounge
Attention Coders: Need some Help in Creating My New Lounge called Angels Vs Demons Lounge. If you are available to help out with the lounge I will pay you for it. TYVM, for more details Please contact me through Private Messages.... Also I need Reliable Staff, and a few Promoters.  All Positions Available....For More Info, Please Private Message Me
Letting Go
I have often wonder why is it so hard to let things go in the past that really have no value now? Could be it a possible (1) that got away but if that was true, this person would still be apart of your life. Could it be that the lession you were suppose to learn hurt so bad that the last thing you wish is to go through that again, building a huge wall that not even a bomb can break. That isnt healthy but we do it.  We become so untrusting to the point that not even believing if that really is your first name.  Not everyone has the same past but we all share a few things that make us more a like than what we think. I cant honestly say Ive ever been inlove to the point that it still hurts. I can say that I should have known better to be involved with those people in the first place.  We have a hard time being alone and often date whoever. Not the best thing to do because some people are flat fucking crazy. When you analyze your past and break it down piece by piece..where you are right n
Don`t Stop Loving Me
In the darkness of the night, my eyes still open. I can't stop thinking about you. About how lucky I am, having you as my friend, my love and my family at the same time. I can't imagine being alone in this world. There you are, always stand by my side. Sometimes even without talking, we can understand each other. Maybe it's because of love. Your presence is just what I need. You know when you must talk and give me strength, and you know when I need is just a shoulder to cry on, with no words at all. I will always love you with all of my heart. I just have one wish; please don't stop loving me...
So What
Pay attention to those who don't care, why..I don't know, they don't either..people matter as much as you let them. The greedy come in different forms, pay attention to whose been there, who was there and why the lost came back. The show offs normally have small egos. Anything to make them look better than you, but who cares..Some people but that makes them just as shallow. Breast mean nothing to those who have seen too many but man boobs will never be the same.. Everyone wants to get laid, but why....hell I don't even know the answer to that but the most I can come up with, still cant think of an answer. Your uncle is only your father and your mother is only your sister if your family is small... Stop reading this already, I'm bored and cant think of anything witty to say. lol
Twitching Logs With A Horse
I don't have a tractor, as I can't afford a good one. But what I have instead are horses. You can do pretty much almost anything with a horse that you can with a tractor. Case in point -- this is how I drag up my winter firewood. I spend weekends all summer twitching out logs  to saw up for the coming winter.  The neat thing about working a horse or team in harness is you get to hear all the sounds of nature. Not the loud chug - chug - chug of an old tractor. And you build confidence and rapport with your horses. They learn to trust that you'll never put them in a position to get themselves hurt. They come to trust you and depend on you more.     I decided to scrounge around some old barns for harness parts. Most of what I have was given to me for free, a good price I think. But I had to piece together a working haness from several old ones that had some bad leather. The most I spent was to trade a bottle of Canadian whiskey for some trace chains and a single tree to pull l
Yeah A Reader
It is a great accomplishment to have known the reality that stares at you in the face. I'm not a follower, I'm not a tag along however, I stand individually, with pride. I stand strong!  The most important ingredient we put into any relationship is not what we say or what we do, but what we are. And if our words and our actions come from superficial human relations techniques (the Personality Ethic) rather than from our own inner core (the Character Ethic), others will sense that duplicity. We simply won't be able to create and sustain the foundation necessary for effective interdependence   Rebel with a flaming heart, always ready to take on anything that may stand before me. Business minded, bubbly, free spirited, and a true passion for beaches , water and the sun to fall upon my face. With that being said, I'm also the kind of person you need a knife to cut through to get to the heart of me (metaphorically speaking) in any situation. What can I say...I am a little more complicate
Am I Ready For Some Football?
Ah football season....the weather begins changing, the shorter days and cozy, fall afternoons that so many times turn into a glass of wine by the fire.  But one of my favorite things about football season that I love so much are the lazy Sundays, sleeping until it's almost time for the first game of the day.  Mix up a couple of delicious Bloody Mary's and wake up slowly in bed with my baby.  He's not around this football season, so there will be no more, sexy little breakfasts in bed,  'naps at half time' or going to bed early for the Sunday evening game, just to have more time between the sheets together. Derrick makes a mean Bloody Mary-one just makes you feel good from head to toe, but who stops with just one.  I'm going to miss our sexy romps around the house making breakfast, sipping those Mary's and having sex on the living room floor while we're barbequing at the same time!  Too much fun! I've been very lucky in my sex life.  As shocking as it may seem, I don't sleep around and
7 Days, 7 Sins - Day 2: Envy
Day 1 - Pride. Seven great things about yourself.Day 2 - Envy. Seven things you lack and covet.Day 3 - Wrath. Seven things that piss you off.Day 4 - Sloth. Seven things you neglect to do.Day 5 - Greed. Seven worldly material desires.Day 6 - Gluttony. Seven guilty pleasures.Day 7 - Lust. Seven love secrets.Here's my day two: Envy. (7 thing I lack and/or covet)1. Six-pack abs. I think I could get there if I Really Tried. But I don't know if I have that kind of stamina.  Running only does so much.2. Financial stability. I totally suck at money management.  I should be better.3. People who can make it through this life without some kind of chemical dependency.4. Guitar players. I have a guitar and a book to teach me to play guitar, but I have yet to pick either up. Totally my fault, I know.5. Ah, 20/20 Vision. How freaking sweet would that be? No contacts in the morning and no glasses at night. I might just put this on my 'When I Find A Genie' list. Enjoy it if you have it is all I'm
Horned Up
 At first i was afraid , i was petrified! when u said u had 10 inches, lord i almost died!but id spent so many nights just waiting for a man that long, that i grew strong and knew that i could take u on... But there u are ,another lie, I was ready for a Big mac and u brought me a french fry! I should have known that it was bullshit , a sad pathetic dream! should have known there was no anaconda lurking in ur jeans! Go on now - go - walk out the door dont u promise me 10 inches and then turn up with 4 .. weren't u a prat to think i wouldnt find out? Dont u no were only joking when we say size dont count? I will survive as long as i have batteries, my sex life's going to thrive! I will always have good sex with a handful of latex i will survive i will survive HEY HEY !.
Anybody Hate The New Fb As Much As I Do ?? / Bored
Why must fb always change something on there ? i think it was fine before .. i dont like this thing in the right hand corner ... who cares if ppl comment or like other ppls status ..
Forever Love...
Blood runs down a tattered wrist, red and sticky as it clots and dries where it lands, each cut is a reflection of the pain she has given him, each drop a little more of it seeps away, running in red rivers he watches as it makes trails following his old scars, more of her pain. the physical pain still is not enough to cover the emotional though, as he cuts deeper, it burns and draws tears with the blood. to love someone enough to give your life rather then live without them may sound foolish to some, but they have never experianced true love, a love that you would rather die the have to lose. a love so deep you would have to cut out the heart to make it stop. When you have nothing to lose, then it is easy to let go of everything, so that is what he does, he lets go and cuts deep, feeling his life slip away he cries, not from the pain now, but for the love that left him and took his future with her. for the one person that he could not live without. she said to wait, but she told her n
To You I Swear ! Poem
You have my sole  and the key to my heart Just don't tar it apart it's a little broken but it should do  just a present to show my love for you  so hold it tight keep it safe  don't piss it off or it might break  Just give it some tender love and care its yours forever to you I swear 
Its Time.
I woke up and shook remnants of give a fuck from my hair. Ahh to be reborn in my own bed, the last place I thought it’d happen. I went to sleep someone else and emerged from my neatly made king sized cocoon with promise and fight in my veins. My feet felt like they hit the floor for the first time ever and suddenly I have to run somewhere, anywhere to escape being sucked in by the shell of that girl that wasn’t. It’s like taking a road trip with a friend and falling asleep and waking up in another state…a confused one. How the FUCK did we get here? Never mind that - I'm fucking driving now. Ever look in the mirror and wonder “Who the hell are you?” Well I feel sorry for you but you’re in your own way. Knock it off. Bearing teeth and clenching fists, I’m ready for you. Yeah YOU, life. I’m talking to you…but more importantly - I’m COMING FOR YOU. Borderline crazy? ha yeah, yeah, definitely BUT Sincere? Oh you bet your sw
Cheating, Not Just Italian Style
open mouth kissing – technically cheating/more likely counts      kissing and alcohol – technically cheating/may not count sex –  cheating/definitely counts     sex and alcohol – cheating/ maybe doesn't count emotional bonding – some consider this more of a betrayal than physical exchange of the icky stuff/counts People have some very specific views of what cheating is or is not, and if it even counts in the end. The above is a quick list I put together to give us something all to work with, though it should by no means be considered complete. It's all subjective, in a way, or is it? Well, maybe you can help me shed light on this little topic! Here we go! I was talking to a married Italian guy friend of mine from Florence, Italy some time ago about life and so forth. Actually, though born and raised there, I can't say he's much of a Florentine. He doesn't dress particularly well and he rarely smells good. Basically, if t
Train Station Hubbaballoo, Italian Style
Before I attempt to recount this tidbit of Italian train station antics, first allow me to set the scene. Where: Santa Maria Novella Train Station - Florence, Italy When: 10:00 am, Sunday, August 29th, 2011 Temperature: Hotter than the eternal flames of hell! Alas, here we are in picturesque Tuscany. Ahhhh, the wonderful halls of the ticket office and waiting area inside lovely Santa Maria Novella Train Station. There is no humidity, thankfully, and all the doors are wide open to the main concourse, which is pretty much situated oustide, though there's protection from rain. Yet, you wouldn't know it in the ticket office, as there is no movement of said air, at all. No breeze wafting through the sides and certainly no strategically placed fans to help it along. Maybe this is why I always smell more foul body odor in Italy than in most other places. The b.o. has no where to go, much like the Los Angeles smog. Ironically, speaking of smog, things have just beco
Pakisabi Na Lang
Aiza SeguerraPakisabi Na Lang lyrics Nais kong malaman niya Nag mamahal ako 'Yan lang ang nag-iisang pangarap ko Gusto ko mang sabihin Di ko kayang simulan Pag nagkita kayo Paki sabi na lang Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala Di ako umaasa Alam kong ito'y malabo Di ko na mababago Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang Sana ay malaman niya Masaya na rin ako Kahit na nasasaktan ang puso ko (kahit na nasasaktan ako) Wala na 'kong maisip na mas madali pang paraan Pag nagkita kayo Paki sabi na lang Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala Di ako umaasa Alam kong ito'y malabo Di ko na mababago Ganun pa man paki sabi na lang(paki sabi na lang) Umiibig ako (Lagi siyang naririto sa puso ko) Paki sabi na lang (Pwede ba?) Paki sabi na lang na mahal ko siya Di na baleng may mahal siyang iba Paki sabing 'wag siyang mag-alala Di ako umaasa Alam kong ito'y malabo Di ko na mabab
Level Of Valuable Existence,   only with love our existence  develops  some value , or else everyone lives and dies.  
Online Article Writers
I'm curious if there are any others out there who supplement their income (or work full time) writing articles online. I'm new to the game but already working pretty steadily and doing pretty well in the industry. I also do some SEO and Coding as well as coding and writing freelance work online - but I've really enjoyed the article writing side of working online. If you write online which services do you use? I'm signed up on a bunch of article publishing sites, freelance sites, and have a small stable of my own sites... but it's always good to talk to others who have been working in the area as I'm new and know I still have a lot to learn. /random post
Fuck this life , fuck this place , my blood you will soon see and taste, have no fear have no remorse, the next time you see me, I'll be a cold cold corpse.
Reality Of Being A Single Mother
Found out that if you need help in Pinellas county, you are sh*t out of luck. Government agencies dont help you unless you make less than a certain amount ( which is an amount NO ONE could survive on$450 per month). Charities cannot keep up with the amount of people who need help and people who shouldn't be homeless are becoming homeless. Children are going without food, clothes and won't know the holidays this year. Funny thing is most people don't think it will happen to them. I didn't think it would happen to me but being screwed by my roommate ( his failure to pay $800 in rent  ) and my family screwing me as well. I just hope we have a place to live after Thanksgiving. Not looking hopeful and I may have to put school on hold one more time, this being the case I may never be able to go back. 
There Are 352 Feet In A Yard!
WORD COUNT: 32,404   Sixteen years ago ...   To London yesterday for a day and a night.  Matthew came down to hold the fort here.  Bank, a haircut, household shopping.  Lunched alone at Wiltons, wolfing an excellent Sole Colbert.   In early evening to a friend's flat where I made my long overdue confession to a holy and illuminating priest.  It was a memorable experience which gently sponged away all my recent irascibility, anxieties and spiritual turmoil.  Perhaps kneeling at a dining-room table is more relaxing than the upright coffin of an elaborately carved confessional.  It would be good to think that from now on I shall spread only sweetness, light and understanding; but I fear I know myself too well.  The bad habits of a lifetime, when tackled head on, seem only to bend, not break.   Dined with Alan B.  National Gallery talk and wonderment over the palace drama which has riven the nation -- in my opinion into the knowing and observant quarter of the population on one sid
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The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery,   With the hint of hint of sweat.   We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,   As the wind flowed from the window above us.   Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,   To abandon all of our uncertainties.   You began your work on my lips,   Probing gently as if drawing sex,   From a deep well of longing and need.   Then heated tongues met in the midst,   Of hot and quickening breath.   And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.   Then intoxicated with those spirits,   Our clothes found resting place on the floor.   Piece by piece,   Until there were no hiding places,   For the two glistening and wanting bodies.   Hunger revealed in this hot moment.   Then skin meshed with skin,   As the floor became the stage.   You moved atop of me easily,   And lowered yourself gently.   Kissing me as I was filled with you.   As a gasp broke the kiss,   Your hands stroked the stray strands,   Away from
Watch Out For Username Daddydick
He steals pics and posts them on his page. He did it to me. Here is his URL so you know who I mean.
I Want To Fuck You Like A Animal Then Go Home And Fuck My Man
The Nine Inch Nails song "Closer" (I wanna fuck you like an animal) came on and I almost came. The deep rhythm and hard hitting bass made my pussy cream. I reached up with my left and dug nails into his neck as my right hand squeezed his cock. Precum lubricated my hand and before long I was full on jerking him off. At some point during this deliciously erotic song, I removed my left hand from his neck to reach under my skirt, where I ferociously attacked my pussy. My mind was swimming in the moment and before I knew it and without word from him, he stiffened and I felt cum erupt from his head. He blew rope after rope of thick cum, covering my hand and arm, running down the front of his pants and onto the back of my skirt. The pungent scent of his cum hit my nose and my mouth watered. The last shiver of his orgasm passed and I turned, looked up at him, then licked my hand clean as I stared into his eyes; a silly, awestruck grin on his face. I left him standing there, a mess, enjoying a
Muah Or Mwah...
Ok which do you prefer: muah or mwah... Thankyou for playing ;)
Welkom to weed heaven:D
Cob Webs
taken from a conversation in my yim......   Friend: Oh? shes gonna rape u in ur sleep? lmao Nut shell: will i like it? Nut shell: lol Friend: Idk. if u clear the cobwebs u might
Poems I Wrote
I Shall Not Care When I am dead and over me bright April shakes out her rain, drenched hair though you lean above me brokenhearted I shall not care. I shall have peace. As the leafs of the trees are peaceful when the rain beet’s down the bough and I shall be more silent and cold hearted then you are now. How Heavy the Days. How heavy the days are. There is not a fire that can warm me, not a sun to laugh with, everything bare. Everything cold and merciless and when the beloved clear sky and stars look down I’ve learned that love can die. Brown Penny I whispered '' I am too young '' and then I am old enough wherefore I throw a penny to find out if i might love. Go and love, go and love young man, if the lady be young and fair. I am tangled in the loops of her hair; O love is a crooked thing. There is nobody wise enough to find out all that is in it; fore he would be thinking of love until the stars burn out. And the shadows eaten by the mornin light. Ah, brown
Brooke Banner's First Scene
Brooke Banner's First Scene
Knock Me Down
I stood up, you knocked me down,When I would smile, you turned it to a frown,When I held my head high, you made me feel low,I wanted to be with you, but you told me to go,when I wanted to love you, you showed me hate,when you wanted to love me, but it was to late,When you pushed to do better and Id already had enough,when you called and said I love you...that was ruff,When you said I hurt you, and I never did,When I asked for your heart, you'd never give,I left forever with hurt in my heart,when I wanted to be together, but we were always apart,When I finally said its over, you tried to change too late,and wanted to be friends, then said you cant wait,I cried all hours, you said it does no good,I was there for you, when nobody would,When things were bad, and I stood by you,when you wanted yell, I was the one you came to,When I never love another like I loved you,When I HATE you forever which I already do,
Casulties Of War
Casualty of WarI arrived 30 minutes early, sitting in my bug outside the chapel. The warmth from the vinyl comforts me, hugging me. My mind races down my checklist of things to do, remembering to pick up milk for the wife, setting the alarm for physical train at four in the morning, finally coming to rest with my eight-month-old Elizabeth.“Well, there is no turning back now,” I mutter to myself.The day’s arguments with my wife flow though my head as I walk into the chapel.“You need to be more loving toward Ian; you need to write this shit down so you don’t forget! You need to talk to me!” and the ever famous now, “WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?!”The past few months since I’ve gotten back from deployment have been a numbing experience. Each day has just blended into the next, and the only reason I even get out of bed is to stay out of trouble. I think of my son, jumping up on the couch to sit next to eager to show me his new book; I shrug him
Love Game - Lady Gaga
Let's have some fun,This beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickI wanna kiss youBut if I do then I might miss you babeIt's complicated and stupidGot my ass squeezed by sexy CupidGuess he wants to play,Wants to playA love gameA love game[Pre-chorus:]Hold me and love meJust want to touch you for a minuteMaybe three seconds is enough for my heart to quit itLet's have some fun,This beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickDon't think too much just bust that kickI wanna take a ride on your disco stick[Chorus:]Let's play a love game,Play a love gameDo you want love or you want fame?Are you in the game?Dans le love game?I'm on a mission,And it involves some heavy touchin' yeah.You've indicated your interest,I'm educated in sex, yes.And now I want it bad,Want it bad.A love game,A love game.[Pre-chorus][Chorus x2]I can see you staring there from across the block with a smile on your mouth and your hand on your huhThe story of us it always starts the same with a boy and a g
The Past Can Kiss My Ass! By Koda Shadowcry.
The past is the past, And history can kiss my ass. To long has history repeated, No more shall I feel defeated. I will rise up anew, And give the past a fuck you. I stand before you a new being, Forward looking and future seeking. No more looking back, For it constantly makes me lose track. Lose track of who's in front of my face, No amount of time could replace. From this day forward I promise you, That I will not doubt and will trust you. This promise I will hold tried and true, For I truly lo
ugggg this is rediculus i know i can do it i done it before but now it seems my words fall to the floor i dont know if i can take it anymore my rhymes are rediculus as of lately people wanna be fake and copy me clame that my shits theirs who cares fuckin maggit u take shit that u didnt make self obsorbed and fuckin fake as fruity as a frut cake u just take and u take but its ok ill never  brake never shake never falter music is my mtfkn alter i rap but what u do it sounds like crap p.s every tour it was your bitch bounceing up n down on my lap fuckin dumb sap
The strength of a man isn't the deep tone of his voice It's the gentle words he whispers The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has It's how good of buddies he is with his children The strength of a man isn't how respected he is at work It's how respected he is at home The strength of a man isn't how hard he hits. It's how tender he touches...  
Strange Mail
Thanks to one and all on the support I have gotten on what I am going through.  Was asked by one (and you know who your are) they wanted to know more about me.  Ok here it goes. I am a SWM 52 who has been hurt more times than I care to count.I am a caring person that can be fun  but I go into a shell when things start going wrong or start getting fucked up in my life. and when that  happens I just don't talk or not want to talk about it.I just lost my job and looking. But found out that this start don't give a fuck about any one over 45. I love sex.Now with that said I will tell you I have to there are 3 differance types of sex.  You have your long love making type.Your roll playing type or kinky,And your S&M tpye. Now out of the 3 I like the long love making and the roll playing. Now the long love making can be fun if you like it to be. While the rool playing or kinky type is fun but one thing but it you must know the rules on that  type and you must talk about what the rul
Friend: but u know u want me Pnut: lmfao Pnut: umm so.. what color panties are you wearing? roflmao Friend: they were white when i put them on, but now the front are yellow and they have a brown racing stripe in the back Pnut: roflmao Pnut: bleach will fix that right up Friend: lmao
The Mind Is Like A Muscle
Don't use it enough, you remain weak; don't use it all, you get even weaker. However, if you start to EXERCISE IT, by any POSITIVE means possible, (such as simply reading something other than the latest shocking news spoon-fed to you by the media and others) and it grows, exponentially. Sure it's hard at first, but you have to START SOMEWHERE. It'll hurt for awhile too, just like muscles of the body when they are exercised after a long period of stagnation. But trust me, it gets easier, and the pain of exercising the mind relieves the pain of letting it wither quite rapidly. As they say (whoever they are(i no longer need to search on google to see who has spoken what I know to be True, lol) NO PAIN, NO GAIN. I'm certain many of you have what you think is more than enough pain in your lives, and I'm sure you are correct; but the pain you are experiencing is an illusion, however real it may  seem to you, and as I said, it is of a completely different sort. It is the pain of
I Need Some Friends !!!
Daily Delight
She walks slowly into the room her short ruby red satin dress caressing every tempting curve deliciously...Her long luscious legs catching the eye of every gentleman in the room as she passes them one by one...Slowly she walks up the steps, the silky fabric of her dress sliding along her velvety skin giving tantilizing glimpses of her firm round bare buttocks...She moves the heavy velvet curtains aside with one spike heeled foot and slips her leg out slowly...She reaches down and lightly runs her perfectly manicured fingertips along the smooth surface of her leg from ankle to mid thigh before stepping fully out from the curtains...She watches the audience carefully as she sashays out onto the stage, the sway of her hips being followed by every eye in the room...She has them in the palm of her hand as she approachs the steel pole in the middle of the stage and holds it tight as she expertly swings one long tanned leg around it and leans back;her long wavy red hair swaying in the breeze
Identity Theft
In 1976/77 my family moved to a new town. And like any 11 year old, I made new friends.  If I had only known then what I know now.. One of my new friends became a household fixture, actually living with us off and on, due to problems with his own family..  For a few years, things were good, but that changed  when  Danny started getting into trouble.                 It started small.  Breaking into cars, vandalism etc. When we were about 15, Danny broke in to the house across the street and stole several guns and other things.  He got caught and due to previous issues, he was sent to the Glen Lake reformatory.  After this period, Danny decided to join the Army, and that lasted all of a few months, and he was discharged.                  After I graduated high school in 1983, and moved out of the house, my contact with Danny increased and he became more violent and troubled.  After a physical altercation between he and I. we lost contact.  Until the first incident.  In 1985 I happened
Sex For The First Time
what ever happend to days . Where people could just meet up and hang out with out having sex. If you have sex the first time. It's an easy way to get hurt
I Am What I Am
Intimal, obsoleteI overslept, arrived too lateIf nothing is as nothing doesI guess my time has comeWeather underground is overcast and chillyThen the truth is never prettyWhen you wield it like a gunQuick, catch me, lost controlMy pants are down, I've been exposedIt's not the way it looks, I swearThere's nothing I wouldn't dareGive a little, take a lotA kingdom built upon the rotIf power comes so easilyThen nothing but the best for meHey you, hold on, stop right thereI'm only human, let's be fairI'll make no apologiesOr full confession on my kneesNo, I won't go quietly, admit I am your enemyI'm still the one you hate to loveEverything I ever wasI heard it all, did it my wayDid it my wayYou can't change meI am what I amI am what I amNo, you can't change meI heard it allMade the callTook the fallYou can't change me
My Poetry Part 2
We head down to erotic city where we can funk alright Round and round I drive my love machine cuz money don’t matter 2nite, We cream 2 the cross down alphabet street 2 the glam slam All night we dance on doing the housequake and the funk n jam When 2 r in love it is positivity full of temptation Cuz i cant stop this feeling I got 4 prince and the new power generation. So I shake and push in the latest fashion just like melody cool Strollin down like a thunder bolt breaking the biggest rule. The future holds the electric chair 4 your fantasy Or do u lie your delirious from all your ecstasy. I am willing and able to go around the world in a day with crazy u, Its gonna be a beautiful night so why are we so blue Lets pretend we are married cuz i wanna be your lover Baby, my love is forever u know there is no other. So take me with you , im yours, so we can be free
2006 ~ Yes ~ It's About Time That Everyone See What A Dog He Is
This is something that he ..the ex said to 2006 ~ I'm writing this in response to his comment to me today " I spent 18 years trying to make you happy ...and I'll never be happy because I spent so long trying to make you happy "  I was out of town during the conversations prior to the 8th of June 2006 morning sweetie, its about 4 am, just wanted to drop a quick note and tell you that i love you.  Thank you Heather for my my birthday, it was awesome, I had a great day.  I'm sorry about your rollercoaster game, I hope its ok.  I'll be at work till probably about the same time as yesterday, I have a ton of stuff to do, but I just wanted you to know that I love you. I miss you, your always my angel, but most of all your my princess.   Chuck    6.8 damn your gorgeous you should see what your pic did to my cock  6.6 you have the most perfect ass,you should see what it did to my cock  6.4
Ignorance Is Bliss........
I have GOT to vent. My family and friends all across the coast of Louisiana including New Orleans, Lafitte, Barataria, Crown Point, Gretna, Marrero, Terrytown, Westwego, and Des Allemands and also a few friends on the coast of MIssissippi were devastated by Hurricane Isaac. MY family and friends are fine. Lots have flood and wind damage and will once again have to rebuild. People across the nation have been making the rudest remarks ever! "People are crazy for living down there! Why don't they just pick up and move?!" "They just want people to feel sorry for them!" "The people who don't evacuate are just doing it to put others in danger while rescuing them! They should leave their asses stranded!" "So tired of the people of New Orleans complaining everytime they get hit with a hurricane and it floods! You live under sea level, you had it coming! You still live there so you deserve it!" Well, let me tell all of you IDIOTS something. First off, the entire WORLD is in danger of na
Please Help Me Out
Im trying to help out my number 1 family please help he needs 2 buzzkills and 2 pimpouts let me know you helped by commenting here or on my status pleas and thank you
Would You??
~If today were your last, would you do what you’re doing? Or would you love more, give more, forgive more? Then do so! Forgive and give as if it were your last opportunity. Love like there’s no tomorrow, and if tomorrow comes, love again. –  ~To call yourself a child of God is one thing. To be called a child of God by those who watch your life is another thing altogether. – Max Lucado~Faith is not the belief that God will do what you want. It is the belief that God will do what is right. – ~If you knew that only a few would care that you came, would you still come? If you knew that those you loved would laugh in your face, would you still care? If you knew that the tongues you made would mock you, the mouths you made would spit at you, the hands you made would crucify you, would you still make them? Christ did. – ~Megan~
I had a conversation with someone recently and he asked what a usual day is like for me. I told him I am usually awake early enough to clean my house, shop and cook my food, wash my clothes, shower then off to work and sometimes make repairs on my house and my car. I have 2 dead cars and am borrowing my moms car. My work day is full of issues of some kind and then its home where I can get to sleep til about 6 am PST. I work afternoons to about midnight on an 8 hour shift by myself. I have done some crazy stunts at work like pulling a knife on a cop. The cop being one of my regulars will not mention the incident but I do to remind people that I am not stable. The guy turned to me and mentioned that if i didn't have bad luck, I wouldn't have any luck at all. My reply is I rather not have any luck at this point. Turns out i am a magnetic for bad luck. Sunday the 23rd was prime example. I got to work and my cappuccino machine was leaking hot water at a good size flow even. That right ther
Ever Have One Of Those Days??
I got the feeling you might know something of what I am talking of too. I sometimes wonder why the fuck people do this shit to me.  I know this is the internet and you haven't got to tell the absolute truth but come on...... I mean to tell a white lie is sort of expected. But a full out, woolly booger is just R U D E!! I never have told a lie on here or in real life. I can't cuz its not me. I can't muster the stupidy that is needed to throw the wool over someones eyes, even for a moment. I go and figure if I don't want it done to me then I ain't gonna do it to anybody else. Maybe old fashioned but that is what I am like. I guess my search is going to end on finding the mate that I'd love to share my weak and strong moments, my joys and fears, and even my words and orgasms with. Its just over, there is no hope left......
what do you put in a cunt bag? other then the obvious
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Just Might
I just might  give a hoot and I might not..... surprising huh?? I do appreciate my friends. Each and everyone of yall. I  truely do believe the people that have taken time to get to know me are braver than the rest of yall. I am in no way possible degrading anyone. Just stating the truth. If you have made it further than I ever will, I admire you. Tis my belief that its kinda okay to look and see you and see a bright star. When you hear a song and your soul reacts, its just like the music is talking to just you..... I have heard songs like that and sadly I have not got the memory I need to remember them all. If there is any complaints about the comments I leave, then you are free to delete them or take me off your friends list. I wouldn't want to piss any of you off. If you don't want to see the pics I upload or the poems I write, other bands lyrics, my daily ranting... please disable the posting of blogs, in your settings. I caught the actual twilight the last couple of days. It mo
Counting My Chickens Before They're Hatched
This bike right here, is the thing I've been obsessed with for the past two years, and I'm finally getting one with my xmas bonus this December... A Surly Pugsley. Yes, those are 3.8" wide tires. I'm going to ride it in the snow. On beaches. Through rivers. Mud. Up and down flights of stairs. Every fucking where.   *faps*
He put his hands up to his face in horror. Just like some D-list actress in some B movie would do. A million times he’s seen that reaction on screen and thought to himself “no one fucking does that”. Well apparently they do, and he’s one of those people. It wasn’t because what he was witnessing was so graphic that he was just shielding his face from blood and guts, nor was it so disturbing either. He’d watched a man be killed with a hammer on the internet and had barely that level of a reaction. When he was ten, he watched his youngest brother be born. He could remember his weeping fathers face, red and swollen from 14 hours of crying, as if someone had knocked his ice cream cone out of his hand on to the dirt, and then raped him on top of it. He could also remember his screaming mother clawing and slashing at the air. The lower end of her positioned toward the ceiling, and her legs affixed to medical equipment. The violent swaying of he
What Is Love
    What is love? Is love something that we have or something that we do To me love is… Dying a thousand times over to see your lover To see them smile to see them happy Is a ring not but only a material sign of love? Rings may prove mortal love on earth But the heart mind and soul show love through immortality Mortal wounds may kill while immortal wounds burn forever Through love and acceptance we shall live forever Without it we shall die to never return For us love is an escape from the real world An escape from reality and everything in general All we will ever need is each other Nothing more nothing less just each other forever
Offensive Jokes
>>Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? >>A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. >>   >>Q. What's a mixed feeling? >>A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. >>   >>Q. What's the height of conceit? >>A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. >>   >>Q. What's the definition of macho? >>A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. >>   >>Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? >>A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball >>   >>Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? >&g
Someone Tell Me
Someone tell me how you can accidentally cheat on your partner? Like, oops, I tripped and my clothes ripped off and I had sex.
Hoes Out Here Having
Hoes out here having unprotected sex but got a case for their iphone.
I Grew
Friend :  i might have some info for you but im not so sure if i want to tell you as of yet Me: oh? why not? Friend: i guess i could tell you Friend: i grew lmao Me: (raised eyebrow) Friend: im up to 7 inches  
Deep-dish Apple Pie
Total Time:2 hr 15 minPrep45 minInactive30 minCook1 hr 0 minYield:1 (9-or 10-inch) pieLevel:IntermediateIngredients4 pounds Granny Smith apples, peeled, quartered, and cored1 lemon, zested1 orange, zested2 tablespoons freshly squeezed lemon juice1 tablespoon freshly squeezed orange juice1/2 cup sugar, plus 1 teaspoon to sprinkle on top1/4 cup all-purpose flour1 teaspoon kosher salt3/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon1/2 teaspoon ground nutmeg1/8 teaspoon ground allspicePerfect Pie Crust, recipe follows1 egg beaten with 1 tablespoon water, for egg washDirectionsPreheat the oven to 400 degrees F.Cut each apple quarter in thirds crosswise and combine in a bowl with the zests, juices, 1/2 cup sugar, flour, salt, cinnamon, nutmeg, and allspice.Roll out half the pie dough and drape it over a 9- or 10-inch pie pan to extend about 1/2-inch over the rim. Don't stretch the dough; if it's too small, just put it back on the board and re-roll it.Fill the pie with the apple mixture. Brush the edge of the bo
Pumpkin Gnocchi With Sage Butter
 Ingredients:1 1/2 cups russet potatoes, peeled, then boiled until tender 1 cup pumpkin or squash purée (Pumpkin Purée Recipe) 1/4 cup grated Parmesan 1 egg 1/4 tsp freshly grated nutmeg Few twists freshly ground pepper 1/2 to 1 tsp salt 1 1/2 to 2 cups unbleached, all-purpose flour 6 ounces (1 1/2 sticks) unsalted butter About 12 fresh sage leaves, minced Kosher salt and ground black pepper, to taste * Directions:In a large bowl, mash or rice the potatoes and allow them to cool. With a fork, gently mix in the remaining ingredients except flour, butter and sage. Add flour a little at a time until you have a smooth, sticky dough. Briefly knead the dough in the bowl just until the last bits of flour have been incorporated.Bring a large pot of salted water to a rolling boil while you divide the dough into 6 pieces. On a floured surface, roll each piece into a long rope, one-half inch in diameter. Cut the rope into half-inch pieces. Roll each piece of gnocchi down the back of the tines of
I Wish You Good Tidings.
Maybe if I had a better idea of the full scope of life then I could better assist everyone. But I don't, perhaps you don't know how lucky you are. I don't wish for anymore frustrated males coming my way just to clear their minds. I am over and done with the whole lot of ya. Since there is little chance of me succeeding I am recceeding.  Simply put in the easiest way, the most simple of terms; no more!! Once upon a time things seemed okay. Somewhere along the way they screwed themselves into a fury of hell. I can't and won't claim responsiblity. It isn't in anyway, my fault. I didn't start or add to the fire that has destroyed your ability to have feelings of true love for anyone that trusted you with their heart. Wasn't my fault that you missed the part of life where fairness and loyality were taught, learned, brought to and sought for your own good. Hopefully sooner rather then later, you will be able to understand why it isn't that wise to rush into any kind of thing. Thinking befo
In Lust With A Stranger Part2
the driver drove fast to the hotel ,his patience was wearing thin .. he wanted her .. and he wanted her now . in his mind she was already naked . he tried not to look at her . the sexy lil devil she with her long red feisty hair and sparking green eyes , her skin so soft and creamy .. biting his full liptill it hurt .he looked out the window and tried to distract him from his urges.. during this time he thought about the mission..closing his eyes ., going over and over the details in his mind  and then openingthem to see herand all his hormones came racing back to him as soon as they she was his  his to do anything he decided to do seduce her. the cab Driver. he sensed the chemistry behind the two and decided to keep quiet . But even he was a little aroused, somewhat curious they were a handsome couple , who were they ?.what were doing? .. were they having an affair ? this was the best part of his job just imagining who people really were . it passed time and before he knew it  he  pu
Looking Forward To The Anum 2013
Ok 2013. A brief list of goals: 1) No coffee (2012 saw me come back to coffee due to time and convenience, but I'm through with that. I've already started and my system is getting back to normal) 1a) Be a more attentive father (which includes me working to be around more). 2) More organized. 3) Try to forgive people. 4) Regular exercise. 5) Forgive people easier. 6) Journal and MAYBE blog more..... MAYBE. 7) Be better about keeping in touch with friends and family. 8) Take better care of myself and monitor my health. 9) Be more forgiving. I think I can pull this off. Well maybe not the forgiveness part. To all my friends and family, please have a wonderful but SAFE time tonight as the morons will be all over making it hard on those of us with brains. And I hope that all of you have your greatest year in 2013
Oh Hum....
As I have been awake since 5:20am, I'm gonna try to make sense out of it. I got up to babysit from 5:30 to 11:30. Went to the confounded wrong door and waited. I can't say I am sad, but I could say that I wonder what they did. Between trying to save creations online and help my son, I have a cold sausage, egg and cheese biscuit. No one is gonna ruin this by chance. Tomorrow I will go downtown and cash my check and go buy the needed items.  I can survive without my jolly ranchers but why should I?? If you know me, you can recognize when I am attempting to throw ya for a loupity lou. Here is your sign. If you know me, then you know I don't live to call others names or overly correct them. I would like to expect the same from others. We all make our mistakes, some more than others. It doesn't define the beauty inside. It somehow just attracts the people that can't stand your powerful shine. Keep your socks clean and your toothpicks cleaner, I am just here and there thinking about my h
Enjoying Fubar - Any Locals?
fubar has been really fun! I have gotten to know several people and have made quite a few friends so far. I wish several of them coul dbe living in the Austin, Texas area where I'm located. Any members on fubar that are local want to give me a yell? I sure would appreciate it!
Ukrainian Women Like To Talk About
     Gentlemen often become giddy when gorgeous Ukrainian girls get chatty. While it's fine to let the ladies take control of the conversation, girls like it when guys guide the gabbing too. Those who aren't prepared with topics to talk about, may mistakenly blurt out bride myths or bring up exes by accident. Meaningful conversations are much more important. The key is to keep it light and enjoyable while also getting to know more about her. Career, College Many Russian and Ukrainian women go to work, attend universities, or do both! There is a wealth of information to learn by chatting about these topics. You can ascertain how ambitious she is, identity her intelligence level, and predict if her career path will prosper in your town. Music, Movies, Books Sharing your favorite things is an easy way to get Ukrainian girls to open up about theirs. These entertainment topics can unite people of all different cultures and delve into deep conversations. You may be surprised how many l
It has been written, some don't want to admit It has been written. The need to live will outride, the torment and hate deep down inside. It is so damn good, to anyone who believes the gracious maybe would. Come down to earth, in the raindrops that follow the birth. Of true undieing love, that would be unyeilding the angels have bestowed from above. I won't attempt to have you believe, just please understand it will happen before you leave, arm in arm or hand in hand. Someday, like it was never known, love will exist. The seed was planted and it has grown. The aroma isn't easy ever easy to righteously resist.
Moroccan Argan Oil
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Q And A....that Time Already??
Q - What kind of panties are you wearing?? A - thongs Q - Do you give BJ's?? A - I don't blow, I suck Q - Are you serious?? A - yeah, mostly Q - Whose your daddy?? A - Rodger I decided to bring this to your attention because I tire somewhat easily of the same ole questions. This is how it is and how it shall stay. Any further questions just might go in here to, so its like just be careful on what you think is important enough to approach me with. I am a fair person but not to tally wackers. If the only time you are online is when your udressed, don't think about contacting me and failing at coming across as an interesting and decent person I might want to talk to. Simplicity shouldn't be so hard. Keep on keeping on, you can make it all by yourself. The road is never that long. 
Superstar - Silk
See, I been watching you from afar Twinkling like the star that you are And I'll take it personal If you say that you can't go Oh just wanna give you thrills you know I will Oh me oh my You're shining so bright You're a twnkle in my eye [1]If I can get you in my car No matter how far, I'll come and get you Cuz you're my superstar Hear me twinkle on my girl, where you are If I can get you in my car No matter how hard, I'm gonna get you Cuz you my superstar Hear me twinkle on my girl, where you are I'm doing ninety in a sixty mile zone Trying to quickly get you to my throne Cuz you my queen, and I'm your king Now soup it up so we can do this thing And I want you, and you want me How can we do it hmmm, let me see You need a ride, I got a ride You can't run and you can't hide, no [Repeat 1][Repeat 1] Whassup can I pick you up? You know that you my superstar No matter how far I'll come and get you with my car Now whatchu wanna do? You know I wanna be witchu It's your body that I wanna taste
The Debate
should i post some of my writings up? they all differ and there is about 35 of them.
Soul Mates Mysteries Of Loving Relationships
Soul Mates Mysteries of Loving Relationships This concept comes from my life long search                     “The Love of my life”                                    and                       “When I find her or                            “She finds me                                 Preparing for the love of your life                          We will live out our lives with complete fulfillment. And share the knowing of always being loved and never being alone no matter where we are on this earth.                        “For eternity we will always be as one”                      Being in a soulful relationship is to some extent frightening, by nature such relationships asks that we show our soul, complete with its imperfections and our divine perfection, complete with its fears and follies. Our soul is a complex accumulation of life experiences in the relationships through out our lives thus being molded and shaped on a daily basis. Our soul l
Before It Goes And Escapes My Mind
The appointment took about an hour and a half, after an internal and external ultrasound, I had created a $1000.00 bill. Just cuz I waited to be seen they gave me a $5.00 gift card good at two different grocery stores. Ya all can complain about those that have medical insurance, but that comes in handy when its needed.  
Making Those Toes Pretty
Chilly is painting her toenails to make them nice and pretty. She is going to make you suck and worship those pretty little toes of hers. This is all about the feet, toes and wrinkly soles.   This is a 8 minute movie for only $5.
Rememberance Of Hurricane Katrina
Twisted sheets piled upon these twisted heaps People wondering around lost in hope these people who weep For the lost and the ones floating on the street As the dead scream out in the puddles they muddled out "We are the claimed devastated by the storm   We stayed and thought we would remain but no more.   We are the lost who the sun scorches our flesh   We are the ones who failed our test." Twisted trees and lost bumble bees scurrying about on the street Looking for food looking for meat don't care what it was just want to eat No gas, No electric meaning no a/c equals the unbearable heat The Fema  the unable to help the most They stuck people in tin cans to slowly roast Brought them in buses under the cover of night It was sad hearing people screaming "Where do we go? Where is our home?" These are the facts of this tragedy but in the end we became stronger and now as we are our love will last longer.  
Things Change
One day I had my first child and come this March 17th it will be St. Patricks Day 20 years ago that I gave birth to her. Times have changed, as they often do. Given the fact it was 20 years ago that I sold my Ibanez X-Series, I have been full on writing. I have changed too, but for the better. The coma I was in 24 years ago seen to that being possible. That is why I see the accident as a preplanned ordeal that was a blessing. I may have lost my balance and memory, but I gained so much more. I love the breeze, when it doesn't chill me. I love the trees and the leaves on the trees, when ticks don't fall out of the trees. I love until I get slapped into the place that some see has where I belong. I am not retarded, I just have a limp. I graduated from highschool, after the accident. I have been to two different colleges and taken correspondence classes. I may not be Miss Perfect but I am the best I'll ever be. Now if that isn't your cup of tea, then leave the damn party. I have tried t
Hipster D Bags
ok  first and formost when did metro sexaul become hipster is hipster pc listen your a guy unless your a twink, power bottom , twank stop with the women jeans the bow ties and the glasses with no lenses i mean really im not one to hate on anyone for self expreshtion but this is not that this is a bunch of d bags that are tryin to look cool or stylish keep the looking pretty to the women and for your infomation hipster tight jeans and all these styles that you think a cutting egde punk rockers from the the 70 did it 40 years ago you missed the boat and those dudes where rock stars they weren't hangin out at starbucks and internet cafes . on to girls ,generally women can do no wrong but being the seasoned concert goer that i am you run in to this girl that dress like hippy and call them selves festy chick while at the same time have never been remotely near a festival ,know nothing about the sixties and never has eating acid, the other day i was at the bar playing pool and these to girls
Rewarded You And Me
You know me, you may know too much, yet you don't know the real me you haven't felt my healing touch. You may think you have me figured out, that is so far from the truth I'm an origional, there is no room for doubt.   Set yourself at a steady pace, that way you won't stray ahead This game of life isn't a race. We don't need to walk right, to find ourselves linked together in the middle of a hot night.   I wanted to let you know, if any chance is there I won't take it and go. I hold hope and trust, within my heart that love will do as it must.   In dreams it has been, nothing is wrong we both do win. In reality it will be, I am rewarded you and you are rewarded me.
 countrygirl2199 janice richardson out of wichita fall tx want to have sex talk and want me to come visit her. she says her husband not fulfilling her and she need men and the more she can get the better she like it she told me she love talking dirty talking but noone on here will dirty talk and she loves talking
Here How I Play
Everyone thinks its easy get in my family its NOT.most of my family stands behind me does not fall down . We stand strong . my rule that is and wish everyone should follow, never fuck with someone relationship point blank . But if someone does. Not only your fault , but there's too. Information was given to me tonight l did not know her profile said single at the time . We talked . But in really she was taken . Sorry for stepping on toes broo. Now I am  taken  . And lucky she not blocked yet. I run my family like my club. Respect , honer,trust, loyal . And to get out is to delete out.its safe that way like my club its die out .your in it for life . No jokes here .
licking peanut butter off a spoon.. doesnt make you sexy just makes you a fat ass
At This Moment
Have you ever just glanced up to the night time sky and wondered if anyone is looking up there or as looked up there?? Some peole I know of, don't give it a second thought. I won't change my mind, to do with friendship, if you are one of that type. I do love the sky, day or night. I am in love with the stars.  I am someone who may look for constellations. Like I said before, I don't know everything and I am honestly a work in progress person. It wasn't always the way it was, I had some damn fine teenage years. Its okay that now I have to think cautiously around everyone. Its okay that there are people that don't want to understand that I am doing the best that I can. If you can say at this moment in time you are where you saw yourself, many years ago when thinking of any possible future, than that is alright. You are doing fine. I won't lie and say I am overjoyed. I wanted to be doing better. I didn't so much as want to have anything change from high school. I thought I had friends, k
Nsfw And Barely Sfw
Time to dig into your thougts and feelings on the matter. So many people thing different about things so just wanna see where you weigh in on the subject. There is no wrong answer, just express your opinion on the matter.  Does NSFW and Barely SFW photos make you a whore, slut or any of those other things? Or does it just mean you are confident with who you are, condfident with your body, and dont care about what other people have to think about you. especially the fubarians.  No bashing will be allowed, just put your comments on it. Thanx
She Only Calls Me To Pretend...
she only calls me to pretendshe wants to tread this path againshe seems to know when i'm at peaceshe only calls to see that ceaceto ruffle my emotionsto drown me in an oceanshe's unsettling like the windshe only calls me to pretendshe treats me like i'm smalland i'm at her beck and calllike i'm a lapdog at her feetjust begging for a treati can't see where this all endsshe only calls me to pretendshe don't call to talk about the weatheror to say she's dressed in leathershe don't say that she's been missin' meor maybe there is something else to seeshe don't talk about what might have beenshe only calls me to pretend
Butterscotch And Lollipops...
oh i found releasing and releasing just felt greatall my tensions slipped away, even all my hatei was bored, i was tiredi was drowning in my shit and mireand all of that has gone awayat least just for todaybut it's a pleasant break, a nice respiteone day without a fightone day without my angstone day without me seethingone day to enjoy the calmness of my breathingone day to stop and look aroundand enjoy how birds and nature soundone day that's herewithout no fearone day when all my thoughts are clearenjoying laughter and not my fuckin' insides shoutingenjoying myself without me doubtingfor once it's mineunrippled timeand one day of peace of mind
As A Matter Of Fact!!
If I could go and start over with eveything, would I?? I don't think so, once is enough for me. I have been happy and mad, but over all sad times have shown up more often. I just don't choose to double anyones pleasure. I try to handle too much already. You got another thing coming if you want to think I'm gonna try an do it all over again. Course there are a few things I would like to do up to my dying day. If you can have your cake and eat it too, you know what I mean.... Okay and just for those that are hypocritical, whine and cry to someone that loves the attention. I'm not unhuman, I like attention but your idea of attention is so childish. It is not a win over anybody to chat behind their back. As long as you think so, you can have all the fun needed to satisfy your make believe wants and over exaggerated needs. Why does anyone wonder why people join, play awhile, log off and never come back?? The demolition experts got to them. If you are wanting people to come and stay then li
Saying Goodbye To The Fu For A Few....
work is gonna be taking me out of town tomorrow for a few days. So i am saying goodbye for a few days.. I should be back on Friday or Saturday. So until then!!!!
Beginning Of The End - A Short Story
The rain had stopped, for the first time in days, but left its essence in dark, glistening pools that littered the abandoned street.  Grey clouds hung low in the sky as they threatened another downpour.  The bare trees that lined the road dripped and had already begun to frost over in the bitter, bone-chilling cold that swept through the air.  It was dusk, although the sun was nowhere to be found, and the loneliness of night began to drape itself across the city.  Andra pulled her jacket even tighter around her body and continued on, wishing class had ended an hour earlier.  The wind whipped around her, biting her nose and stinging her eyes.  She sloshed through another deep puddle, determined to make it home before it was utterly black on the unlit streets of her neighborhood.               Suddenly, she felt the presence of something not quite human in the coming darkness.  She had been feeling it off and on for some time now, at least the last month, and only in moments such as th
So Hard To Believe - Peter Frampton
Another day you try to let it go But it's all encompassing yeah and it grows You knew it all and now it's new to you So much wiser than before but too soon to tell Don't get close to the edge or you will fall fast from grace Then it's so hard to believe Take a look at yourself what do you see Every time you get close that's when I see you - I see me You sing a song of truth but you're living a lie So hard to believe You got a dream, you got to see it through Yes I hear what you say but I don't think you do Come on give me this 'cause I don't need your sympathy As I stand here holding the line please take it from me Don't get close to the edge or you will fall fast from grace Then it's so hard to believe Take a look at yourself what do you see Every time you get close that's when I see you - I see me When my spirit was low you made me look to the sky You left a hole in my heart but I don't know why It's so hard to believe
I Am Looking For You
Euro 2012 Maillots de foot à être plus populaire que jamaisLa compétition pour le football ventes de chemise s'intensifie chaque année avec les meilleurs fabricants de maillot de football va tout faire pour essayer de rivaliser avec eux sur la conception et la popularité. Grand tournoi global de football, comme l'Euro 2012, attirent toujours le plus d'attention, la concurrence et les chemises 2012 de football Euro ressemblent n'étant pas différent avec d'énormes ventes attendues pour les nouveaux maillots de football.Les marques de sport de premier strategy comme Nike et Adidas dominent le marché des maillots de football européennes internationales, mais au cours des dernières saisons, nous avons commenc oir Puma et Umbro faire de réels progrès sur le marché. Umbro fabriquera les Angleterre Euro 2012 maillots de foot ainsi que l'Irlande et le Pays de Galles, si elles atteignent le tournoi. Puma fabriquer les maillots de football pour la majorité des pays africains et ils o
Our Heartbeats Synced In Rythmn...
the echo of your footfall signals you are neari long to feel your breath tickle against my ear to have our fingers clasp and wrap togetherand feel the strength of love broke neveras we stroll along while lost in raptureby these thoughts of ours together capturedand we sing in tune from me to youa whispered ballad of love so truewe feel our souls as they entwineand merge as one, yours and mineit's a feeling we get, we can't let goand no one can take this love we knowwe come together and we just feel themour hearts as one, they beat in rythmnand you are mine and i am yoursand if nothing else, of that i'm sure
Written By James Curry...
You can blow us up,But you can't break us down.We will rebuild, In every town.When 1 man falls,10 will rise.To dust him off,And stand by his side.Our hearts are broken,For those we've lost.Homes destroyed, Vehicles tossed.Takes more than wind,To break our stride.Standing united,That's Oklahoma pride
hey this is my 1st ever blog im not really sure what to put on here but i would like to say i have a good fam called huslaz if anyone wants to join feel free to message goddess angel huslaz or myself and we will be happy to add u other then that i hope we will talk very much
This Space Between...
i know we are separated by time and spaceso there are things i can't say to your faceand convey to you the things i feelso if you have a moment that i could steali never meant for my words to strayand sting you in your heart that daybut not being near and so far awayit's so easy to misinterpret the things we sayit has taken me many yearsto come to terms with all my fearsand to dry up all these salty tearsand that is what you do for meyou make me look inside and seethat through all the miles and where i've beenit is safe to hear your voice and smile againin my mind i know it's cleari have nothing if you're not nearso take my handso i can help you to understandi give to you all i have of meand i say these words, i'm sorry
No Quicksand Beneath My Feet
the thoughts i think when i think of youfill my heart with warmth and laughterwhere once my skies were gray, the sun has poked throughand now it's these thoughts of you that i chase afteri am no longer distracted by the things of the pasti haven't forgotten, they just don't bother as muchi never saw this coming and it came kind of fastbut i am so very glad, it's as though my soul you have touchedi've never put much thought into the things that i donor really cared which way that i steppedi didn't care if i stumbled, i didn't care if i grewi just sort of acted, i didn't look as i leaptand now you've come along and changed my way of thinkingyou have tied a rope around my souland pulled me from the sand i was sinkingand what was shattered to pieces is being put back as whole
Random Prose
another sleepless blaring in my ears...a can of diet coke in my hand...a cigarette gently held between two fingers..thinking..contimplating..the hours bring me pain...oh how this is true...there is nothing but me...and my they pound in my a ache with no resolve...but it will time...oh how hatred grows within for the ticks of has built up into a mountian..i press the flame out...and take another sip...turn up the music...let it drown out all the thoughts..that I don't want to think right now..tie the ribbon around my remember all of today's "todo"s...stretching slightly with a yawn from my's cold and the blanket is wrapped tighter around me...but the breeze from an open window is nice on my feverish face..a tear from a watery eye floats down my cheek..crying involuntarily for days...but is it really involuntary or am I just crazy...and its from my cold-symptoms?why knows, ...I'm not sure of much...I thoug
I Feel So Broken
I feel like a piece of clay...when I was made, I was so to be formed and full of potential....I could be whatever they wanted me to be...and they formed me into something...but they never knew what they were creating..they forgot about me after setting me in the sun to dry...and years later they came back to me cracking and brittle..disappointed at what they found, I was smashed to the ground..but they couldn't let me lay there, perhaps they still saw some hope...piecing me back together, but never finding all the pieces...and this happened time and time again, till the pieces couldn't cover the holes...till finally my worth was nothing more than a broken vase, and I was tossed out into the unknown, alone..could not understand why they no longer wanted me... why they could not see my beauty..why they saw no pride, no potential any longer...I no longer had any use...and was left with no more malleability to the clay that formed me...I sit here broken...shattered and bro
What Shall Never Occur, For Me
Looking over the achievements, I see things that will NEVER happen with me: Using fubar -or anything online- on Christmas Day; bling polishing of any level (one cannot polish what is not there, and there will NEVER be bling here); poking 5000 people; liking or being liked  -if I can avoid it- by) that many people; using, having, or earning millions of fubucks to name the ones I can recall off the top of my pointed little head.  I'm sure there are others, but that is a fair list already, and not reaching those lofty limits does not, ni the least bother me. 
B&d Poetry (incomplete)
You hear me coming down the hall, Your heart begins to race That's when I hear your strangled call The gag has lost it's place I see your hips thrust as you squirm I see you start to cream Anticipating my return I hear your little scream I put your gag back in it's spot I pull your blindfold tighter Your vibe I leave inside your twat What I want ......... To be continued... ~Grr
" I Caught My Wife Cheating""
My wife broke the kiss and began slowly moving down her lover's body. She paused at his nipples, biting them with more force than he nibbled at hers. she continued down his chest, reaching his midsection, and then down futher. I watched as she gently kisses the head of his stiff dick, moving her tongue down the shaft to his balls. She took them in her mouth, sucking hard on them as she began to pump his manhood. It was diffcult to tell how big he was, but i guessed him to be about the same size as me, roughly 8 1/2 inches in length. however, it was clear that he was much thicker than me. prpbably twice the thickness of my dick.   Her hand pumped up and down the shaft as she sucked she finally let the balls fall from her mouth and moved back to the shaft, licking  it and kissing it until she reached the top of his dick. She flicked her tongue out and licked off the pre cum before opening her mouth and swallowing his dick.   I slowly moved my hands down to my swollen dick, rubbing it
" I Caught My Wife Cheating" Cont
Of course, if i had walked in an hour later, i probably would never have suspected a thing.  The only reason i knew the ttruth was because of my timing. Suddenly it hit me. John that ass hole knew she was about to cum. He took her right to the enge of an orgasm, and pulled back. she also knew when he was about to  hit his limit. at just the right time, she moved from sucking his dick to filling her pussy with it. The entire episode flashed through my mind and i realized that they had not fucked as "first time lovers" but as two people who had enjoyed each other's bodies many times before. fuck this wasn't their first time:(   "Listen hon," Vanessa broke into my thoughts, "i'm going to take a qiuck shower. i was just about to get ready for bed when John arrived. It was a long day at work, and a shower would be real nice, okay? Give me a few minutes and i'll be back down stairs."   I didn't answer as she turned to go back up stairs. I grabbed my bags and followed her, heading into th
Somewhere out there is what you are looking for, and sometimes you run through a glass door. Baby don't you cry and don't waste anytime, on the worthless, no good tequila without a lime. He is really no grand theme tooting park, be careful with him in the dark.   There is more out here I know, you could at least guess, The liars and fakers go hand in hand they in fact started the mess. The more we catch it brings on their spawn, its just another blood hungry dawn.   If there were more that could step in, and fight for the weak, what a better place, this earth would seem, not every girl needs to be shown once again, that the mean are meek, and every hungry face, is only a nightmare in a dream.   Either it an expolding ejaculation, or another painful penetration. Princess, there is better out there, the gentlemen will treat you fair. Not taking it to far, they will treat you like the princess you are.  
" I Caught My Wife Cheating" Cont
She began to deveour my mouth, licking my chin, cleaning her juices off my face. My dick sild in and out of her, pounding hard and fast. This was a hard fast fuck.   Jill moaned and bit down on my bottom lip as her climax began. Her pussy lips tightened around my shaft and i could feel her body begin to tense undreneath me. I could handle no more and my dick began to swell as my cum flowed up my shaft. I exploded inside her as she hit her peak, both of us grunting as our bodies tightened together.   After we finished, We kissed lying in the bed, our arms still wrapped toghther. Cuddled, nethier of us saying a word for a long while.    Finally i spoke. "Jill, you okay with this?"    She looked at me and smiled. "Oh yes, i sure am.      Thank you for doing this. It was incredible."   I think she could tell that i was still a little worried, so she continued, 'Lee, i meant what i said down stairs. i'm definitely not looking for a relationship. ?i know you're married and every
"the Next Day At Work"
 She was incredible looking. Her reddish brown hair was held back in a ponytail. She was wearing a red T shirt that clung tight to her body, revealing the shape of her two precious breasts, pushing out from the materila. she wasn't wearing a bra, and her nipples were clearly as excited about he ride as i was. Her jeans were skin tight, in fact, i can't remember ever seeing someone with jeans so tight fitting. I took in her incredible figure and had to hold my breath for a second, imagining what it would be like to undress her.  Her face was still lit up, her full lips  smiling through red lipstick.     As she came down the walkway toward me, she seemed to be showing herself off to me. She walked slowly, allowing me to take her in. She knew she was hot and was proud of the kind of reaction she was causing in me. I watched as she reached up and put her shades on, slowly, her eyes staying on mine until they were lost behind the dark lenses of the shades.     "So do i look like a bok
"the Next Day At Work"
Ilooked down and realized that i was moving far faster than the speed limit. i eased up on the throttle and felt the bike slow down. "Yeah, i guess i was."   "What were you thinking about?" Bianca asked, her hands tightening around my sides.    "Well, perhaps i should tell you later." I couldn't think of what else to say.   "I have a better idea," she replied. "Let's head back to my place and you can show me."   My lips parted in a wide grin, she knew exactly what i had been thinking. and she didn't mind.   I turned the bike around and we started the ride back to her place. It seemed like the road went on forever and we would never get home.    finally we pulled up outside her home and jumped off the bike. "that was amazing!" Bianca said, pulling the helmet off her head. "I definitely need to learn how to ride. I could do that every day. I've got chills all over my body. and the vibrations, well, let's say they do wonders to me."
"the Next Day At Work"
She leaned over and kissed me, catching me off guard, and then pulled away. "Thanks for taking me for a ride, Lee." She handed me the helmet, and for a minute i thought she was going to say goodbye and leave me standing at the curb with a massive hard on in my pants.    She moved fast and started up the driveway. I just stood there, holding both helmets, looking like an idiot. I didn't know what to say or what to do. i was just mesmerized by the lovely sight of this shapely woman moving up the walkway to her place. She walked up the stairs and took a hold of her door handle, and then turned around and looked at me.   "Well," she said, lifting a finger and inviting me to come, "are you done riding or are you ready for more?"  
Submissives Creed
A submissives’ Creed – Author Unknown i am a submissive woman…   i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship   i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.   i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.   i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me.   i know that He will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom.  
"my Trip For My Job"
"Tell you what, don't worry about your  experience. Just enjoy me. Learn to listen to my body. Try something and see how i react. You'll know what you're doing is pleasurable or not. just try and listen to my body . And don't be afraid to ask if something feels nice, i'll be honest with you. Learning the other's body is all a part of being a good lover.":)  Emily leaned up and kissed me again. "I want to please you, Lee."   She moved down the bed and tentatively moved her mouth close to my dick head. I looked down at her, watching her eyes through the strands if red hair that fell over her face. She had an incredible look on her face as she stared at my black dick. I coudn't believe how tuned on she was making me feel. Her was the lovely woman, desperate to grow in her sexual experience, wanting so much to please me, about to take my dick into her  almost virgin mouth. I couldn't  help but watch as her lips finally parted and my dick began to disappear past her lips.
"setting Up My Slut Wife"
I looked over at the screen and saw that ass hole getting dressed as he prepared to leave my wife alone and go home to his own woman. Five minutes later, vanessa was dressed in her nitie and straightening out the sheets.  I reached for my cell and dialed our number.   "Hello?" She answered.   "Hey Lee honey,"I  was wondering when you'd call! I miss you."    "I'll bet you do. What'd you do tonight?" "Oh nothing. Watched a bit of TV and missed you. That's about it."    Emily snuggled in close and reached down to take hold of my dick.    "Did John drop by?"   "John?"    I smiled as i saw the look of panic in her eyes. "Yeah, John, from work. He told me he was going to drop in and check on you.  You know, like he did when i was away last time."    "Oh, John. Yeah, he came by for a second, but we didn't really visit too long."    "That's  too bad Ness. You know you should take the time to get to know him, he's a real nice guy."    "Well, maybe if he comes by again i'll i
Our Heartbeats Synced In Rhythm...
the echo of your footfall signals you are neari long to feel your breath tickle against my earto have our fingers clasp and wrap togetherand feel the strength of love broke neveras we stroll along while lost in raptureby these thoughts of ours together capturedand we sing in tune from me to youa whispered ballad of love so truewe feel our souls as they entwineand merge as one, yours and mineit's a feeling we get, we can't let goand no one can take this love we knowwe come together and we just feel themour hearts as one, they beat in rhythmand you are mine and i am yoursand if nothing else, of that i'm sure
Who Is That Chick - 859
One more lie passed around about me, alright now was anyone looking so they could see?? I really don't want to even know, somehow I don't think so. As a chick I don't even qualify, they don't write poetry and cry.   A chick I just ain't, I have already gone and sinned a chick is more of a virginal saint. I am one bad seed in my family, I have never been locked up but with being loved, I am not so lucky.   Okay yeah some do ask who I am, but when I find out what is say behind my back I understand that they don't give a good god damn. I will be trying, till my day of death, only I have something to say showing love isn't wasting anyone's breath.   Who is that chick?? she probably can't even suck or lick. See she just looks sick who is that chick??
"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
Emily looked at me with wide eyes. "I can't do that!" she said a little too loud than she wanted to. "Two of you?"   "Yup, two of us. And you can do it. In fact, by lunch i'll bet you'll want to do it more than any thing else. I'm so sure of it that if you're not moist with the idea of two men by lunch time, i'll call the whole thing off." She sat quite, staring at me. Shocked Uncertain.  Later we found our way back into the handi cap bathroom where emily again sucked me off. I was in heaven. This lovely redhead was willing to do anything i desired her to do. She was so desprate to experience anything sexual, thanks to her cold vanillia husband at home.  
"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
 She laid there completely still. Her hands dropped to her sides, and she waited.  I leaned over her and began to softly kiss her mouth. She responded by opening her lips and inviting my tongue in.  We kissed passionately as my hands began to move down  and across her body. My touch was so gentle, so light.  With her sight gone, her touch sensation was intensified, And she wiggled at each caress of my hands. I moved up her body, across her neck, and then down her left arm. Our hands closed together and i slowly eased her arm up over her head. With my free hand, i reached over and oicked up the silk cord that i had tied to the top of the bed earlier.  Slowly i tied it around her wrist until her arm was secured above her head. I did the same to her right  arm. My lips moved back to hers and we kissed again. I offred reassuring kisses, making her  understand that she was safe, even though her hands and sught were no longer avaiable.
I Can Be Both
I'm only bi-curious, but just like in high school, I am drawn in by men with long hair. If you didn't know that before, you know it now. Yeah, yeah I have short hair now, but that ain't saying I am like reversed. It is just how it is, in the summer I like having my load lifted. Back to men with long hair, I still think that those have choosen to have longer locs of love hold so much power over me. I still figure they have a deeper soul than men with short hair. They know there are well respected men with short hair and those men just may have nicer cars or better jobs, yet there is the seed that I would like to hold onto. They don't show that they have time to care, what is seeming to be acceptable. For that, they will always win my heart.  I use to say they had bigger balls, until I was corrected once. There is still the over amount of courage though, that I will be liking. I'm not gonna change, ain't no how-noway- nope!! It is a good day, so far. I would like to thank those that h
You Are Awesome And So Am I!!
You are so UGLY. You're fat and out of shape. A complete and total mess. You will never amount to anything. Always BROKE. Nobody likes you. Your never going to get out of this situation. Your dreams? Forget about it. They are STUPID anyway. Nobody is ever going to love you. Why would they? Your not worth much. Maybe if you lost some weight, was a little prettier or wasn't so DUMB maybe you'd be happy. But I doubt it. Anyway, carry on with your boring life. LOSER.------------------------------ ---------------------If I said that to you... you'd probably find my address and come beat the living DAYLIGHTS out of me right?So why do you say things like this to yourself?... The #1 reason people fail in life is because of negative self-talk. A lot of people are in VERBALLY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEMSELVES, and being beaten and torn down every day. Your self esteem is VITAL to your success!!! You'd fight for your life to get out of an abusive relationship wouldn't you?Well get out of the
Why The Hell??
Could be any number of reasons, but why?? am I staying unloved through the seasons. I could of asked this before, just to meet another damn closed door. Please tell me now, no one will hear you know I am alone anyhow.   Through many forests of trees, I wonder so lost and cold whisper in my ear, please!! Before you take my hand, and lead me  please try to understand. I am broken and used, seems to be no hope never guilty but always accused.   Why did you save my soul, life was really nice I had everything in control. Just be like the rest, and don't listen when I try my best. When this time comes to an end, I at least needed some c
"confronting My Wife"
A few days later i headed home from my training feeling very tired. After all, with Emily spending all of her free time with me, I averaged only a few hours of sleep a night. Emily was a very unique woman, and, at least up to that point in my life she had the strongest sex drive of any woman i'd ever met. We had agreed to stay in touch and even take in more traning sessions together in the future.    My mind stayed focused on her for the first few hours of my trip home. She was such a lovely woman, and i had been very privileged to enjoy so much of her. I couldn't believe that  her husband was missing out on the treasure he had in bed with him.  I wondered how many married men did the same as Emily's husband. I'm sure that if you were to ask him how conservervative his wife was in bed, he would tell you that she is very proper and very Christain and would never do anything dirty. And yet, there she was in my room, fucking a guy she had only met a few hours earlier, begging me to fuck
"confronting My Wife"
Vanessa sat frozen in her chair, her eyes now locked on mine.   "Weird dreams, wouldn't you say? I mean talk about graphic. It was like i was watching them live. You seemed to be enjoying them, you know? Oh, and do you know what the other guy did in my dream?" Vanessa was motionless. 'After he spent his load all over your back, he got dreaaes and walked out, without even kissing you goodbye. It was like he was using you as a quick fuck, and you liked it. Crazy, isn't it?" Vanessa's eyes began to moisten, and her hands started to shake.  She knew i knew.....
"confronting My Wife"
"Okay,' she said, taking in a deep breath, "here goes." She paused again before continuing. "I've told you a bit about some of the guys i dated before we met. but i haven't told you everything. I guess i, um, how do i say this, i love sex. I mean i can't get enough sex. It's like i'm addicted or something. "In high school, i had a name. You know, i was easy. all the guys knew that i would fuck on the first date. I knew every one talked about me, but i didn't care. I mean, i guess i liked it. I loved it that guys would literally fall over me at school. All i had to do was snap my fingers and guys came running, meeting my every need. and in return, i would fuck them. You asked me one time why i never had a steady boyfriend for more than a couple of months. Well, i guess it was because i could never be faithful to one guy. I tried, mind you. i tried hard. But it was useless. i wanted to fuck at least once a day, and my botfriends just couldn't satisfy me enough." "Don't rush," i said, i
"confronting My Wife"
"During my last year of school, i got really daring. I started fucking guys at school, doing it behind the stage in the auditorium, or in a class room that wasn't being used. Most the girls at school hated me, but they were just jealous. I was probably the most powerful girl in school. I could literally get a guy to do anything for me. Sometimes i would get two of them to fight over me. Telling them that whoever won would have a night of pleasure with me. They would go nuts to win. Mind you, many times i would end up fucking the loser a few days later. "Probably the most daring thing i did in school happened the last month of my senior year. My english teacher was a married guy about 36 years old. He was reall cute but that wasn't what turned me on about him. It was obvious that my rep had preceded me to his class, and i would catch him stealing glances at me during the class. It was the first time i realized tha i could turn older on older men as well as the boys around me.
Gotta Love Sheryl Crow, Oh Ya!
*WARNING: if I did not spell her name correctly please let me know. However, I was so caught up in her song right now, that I did not maybe might not have spelled it correctly. I apologize in advance."    I got no one to blame but everytime I feel bad I am looking up to the Sun...I got a crumby everything, to do anything with. Maybe I am crazy too, but I am going to tell everyone to lighten up. I got to tell them that, and then I am going to soak up the sun. So when I feel blame, I'm looking up. So, I am just going to soak up the skin so I can rock on. ^_^
Stressed The F*ck Out! Jus' Sayin': Day 10.
Gah.. or whatever..shit!   Just stressed the hell out, is all! Too much shit bothering me right now is all. Sigh. Oh well, that was called life then right? many plans and then hardships to get in the way of like what i want from my life; get on my berves! Ugh! Oh well again and then yea..   Thinking about doing a fast starting tomorrow though for personal reasons and to cleanse my system too.   Got to also read more about how things are like ran around here so I can finally level and do it in a more manageable/consistent manner.   I hate fears, but them suckers were apart of life, becuase it truly was what it was in the first place. I will defeat them, as I have done so many others. There will always be more though to come, because I will never be perfect since there will like always be room for improvement.    Thus, the greatest thing I can truly do right now is to try to believe that the devil does not exist because that in itself was an obvious and true bald face l
Ridiculousness. Day 10.
Skinny = anorexic   thick = obese   virgin = too good   non virgin = slut   friendly = fake   quiet = rude   You can never please society...
I Have What I Need
I have the time I have been given. Sometimes it may not seem like much, but give me a moment here, because I am trying to do this thing the correct way. I know I have already screwed up big time, by not getting married soon after high school. I took sometime and decided I was going to get picky after I had my first child. Three years after I graduated, I held one gift that I will never stop loving. I cried and promised I would do my best. I told my baby that even though she didn't have a father, I would give my all to make her growing up a journey she could look back on and smile. There have been great times and times I wouldn't want to happen again. I am happy I went so long in between my breezy love affairs. I have been out with less guys since I grauated than I had been around in highschool. I was like a party favor in highschool. I had fun in school. You got to see friends everyday and I only got lonely after school. I tried and couldn't continue my education, twice in fact.  I k
::: Erotica ::: ~ Fine Dining - Part. 2~
  The rattle of pans and metal kitchenware on the steel cooking table banged and rocked with the frenzy induced physical rhythm of Shaun’s repeating hips. Each thrust making the metal frame squeak, the pots and stacked trays rattle with even the slightest impact into one another. Loriann’s panting and frequent catching of her breath the only sound louder then the metal as she laid back a little more on the cooking table. Frequently shifting around on the steel top of the table as she was, the cold shiver going up her back as she relaxed more and more down on the sheeted metal. A stack of trays fell loudly and clattered to the floor after a hard thrust forced the table to shift some causing the stack to lose balance and topple over. He groaned at the noise, or was it from her contractions she thought. She couldn’t think on it long as another shudder rippled through her muscles and skin making her eyes shut and breath catch in her throat.  “Oh fuck, oh fuck,&rdq
::: Erotica ::: ~ Fine Dining - Part. 3~
  Relaxing her on the small, but rather lengthy island’s wooden-clad top Shaun caught his breath and wiped his forehead of moisture. The island rolled slightly but he had her by her legs, rolling her back to him. He of course knew he had to watch his step, the broken shards of plates and bowl were still amidst the tile stone floor. She panted and lifted her head, her lip quivering as she still was feeling the throws of her orgasm, he gripped her ankles and slowed his motions. Slowly breathing through his lips with each piston-like motion of his hips. The seamless rhythm as his shaft gracefully glided in and out, the warmth and wetness swallowing around his meat.  “Ooooooh, oh fuck,” he sighed between breaths.  Pulling out for a bit to slap it on the sensitive clit protruding now well out in plain sight, the pubic bone in a sheen of stickiness from sweat and her Lori’s juices. She panted and lifted her head up, her face twisted with a lustful look as she shook
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Murder Linked To Mating For Life!!
Murder is the main reason why humans and other primates mate for life, according to scientists. Infanticide was the key driving force that caused us to evolve into a monogamous species, it is claimed. Males of some animals, including lions and brown bears, kill the young of unrelated females to improve mating opportunities. The practice arises when females nursing slowly developing and vulnerable young are forced to delay further conception. [Henry VIII was a 'serial monogamist' says TV historian]   Monogamy both provides extra protection for the infant and, by sharing the burden of care, shortens the period of infant dependency. Females are then able to reproduce more quickly, and can afford to have more costly young that mature slowly. A long childhood appears to be necessary for growing a large brain, making monogamy distinctly advantageous to humans. It could explain why, uniquely among primates, humans have both a very long childhood and mothers who reproduce quickly. [W
Wait For Your Cotton Pickin Turn.....
I just may not post anything of major importance to everybody, but it is important to me. Everything I post is. Like today, I noticed people with nice ass cars, shopping at Aldi's. Originally it was for people who couldn't afford the usual grocery stores. Though it is kinda good that more people have heard about it, at least don't make the place so hectic.  People in scooters and wheel chairs go there, people on oxygen and with no arms go there. I can't run. I'm not gonna try, the last time I did I fell. It wasn't pretty and it hurt. If you want to get in on some fucking good deals, then have a heart. I don't usually curse, but when its called for I am all ready. Now on to other stuff, I am proud that some people here are becoming more polite. That is a correct way to impress me. Not by how many inches of fun you want to tease me with and certainly not how much you want me to be your bitch. I may be a TBI survivor, but I am not a retard. One side of me may not be a strong as the other
The Kidnapping (role Play Adventure)
Spring had finally seemed to arrive and I decided it was time to take advantage of the new found warm weather. I had been planning on surprising her with a new sex adventure, and had told her that I wanted to surprise her with it one day. All she knew was that she needed to be ready for anything, at anytime. She knew that I was pretty much capable of doing anything.I had racked my brain trying to think of the perfect adventure. The more I thought about it the more I became enticed with some type of role play. Since both of us had wanted to do a kidnapping for some time I decided that would be the way to go. I started plotting my kidnapping of her about a month in advance. I was simply waiting for the weather to get warm enough to carry it all out, and that day had finally come….She was faithful to go the gym every day, so I waited for her to go on the planned day and then parked far enough away for her not to see my vehicle. I gave her a little time to complete her workout and t
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Never Get Enough Of You.
So alive, when you're near Sometimes this pounding in my heat is all I can bear Everyday, every night I feel my weakness gettin' stronger With each moment passin' by I keep tryin' to tell my heart Just a matter of time, til the feeling subsides But time doesn't change a thing And I want you to know That I need you more than ever Never get enough of your love It would only take me Till the end of forever Never get enough of your love Heaven knows I've tried But I can't get enough of your love Can't deny what I feel The more I fall into this dream the more I know it's real I just run to your touch Cause nothin' else can satisfy The hunger for your love They say that a time will come when the thrill is gone Still it keeps goin' strong And time doesn't mean a thing cause as good as it gets Oh it just keeps gettin' better The more I feel the more I feel about you The trouble is I never get enough The more I live the more I just can't live without I can't get
Who Needs Love?
Passion and lust takes my mind As I see you in the morning light As my heart beats like a drum Even your breathing excites me A passion spell have thou spun on me? You made me offer my soul Gladly to the devil, for one embrace One wet kiss would be my eternal bliss. All day, thoughts of you tease me For when I taste you, I live again. So long a fool, I waited for love When all I needed was passion. Passion from your body Warms me to the bone. Passion from your words Engorges the vessels in my brain. Nights in your arms, steeped in sweat Burning tensely within your body Waiting for the flood to overflow As passion drowns the ache for love.
Angel - Golden Earring
Angel, fly angel flyAngel, angeeeellll, angeeeeeelllllllll ! 1,2,3,4The one time I didn't know what to doI had a problem with my attitudecos I never had, never hadthe young man blues, the blues beforeWell I know it means none, none to youEveryman's gotta walk in his own shoesain't that hard, it sure is hard to see Straight from the heartCan't find nothing on my shopping listI only keep hammerin' the nail I missI just cannot help, believin', that heaven, is hard onWell I know it don't mean a damn to youThe left hand guessin' what the right'll doNow ain't that, ain't that,the way it is, as a matter of factStraight fron the heart refrain:and I'm floating like a swan on a waterbeddrowning in a pond, in a pool of regrettryin' to remember not to forgethow you bring me down with your kiss of death Angel, angel, angeeeeeellllllllI'm entertaining all the Gods for youBuddah and Jesus and the other one tooNow ain't that, ain't thatlike apple juice, forbidden fruitMoon jump, flyin' back to the
If It Makes You All Better
If it helps you then run with it, If you really want to know, but I do give a shit. If hurt and pain make you grin, then it may be genetic reason but then again. You just have issues like some do, Not everyone will die for me or you.   I chose to believe that there are some that care, I may not ever meet them, but they are out there somewhere. There is someone besides me, that loves nature, they can see beauty that is real and pure. They wake thankful they are alive, they know they're fortunate, they realise that not everyone can see the candle is lit.   Out of all the people alive there are just a few, that may think and feel just like me or you. Out of everyone is the country that you live in, a few would give their life and not see it as a sin. In the city where you reside there might be one, who knows why your story isn't all done.   If it makes you all better then think you are tough, look at me, I know life can be endlessly rough. be the teacher to everyone
Submissive ?
At first you’ll take it; you’ll succumb to the sweet surrender. You’ll feel those fingers exploring you, working you into a frenzy. Your hips rising as you are carried off into a wave of intoxicating bliss. The thought of when he’ll stop won’t intrude on your little world; your every trail of thought, every step in your life, to this moment, all pinnacles to the passion erupting from your sex right now….…Then you will be ripped back into the world once more, his world, when you feel that burning sensitivity quiver beneath his tongue, within his mouth. Your body tries to fight it, repel the addictive, cascading torture being heaped upon it, but your mind knows it is useless; you are his. The shackles deny you the mildest chance to protect your throbbing sex. The torment you feel now is nothing compared to the knowledge that you are helpless; defenceless to stop the unrelenting feast of your epicentre for as long as your conciousness can withst
How Many??
If you have been married once 'yea for you'. Twice is okay too. Three times I hope you finally found the one you were looking for. I can't claim I will ever trust like I did before. Maybe I just took the dangerous side, accepting only the offered ride. I don't usually get any of what I want, so in my memory the images will always haunt. Not the ones that got away, the once I didn't want to burden to stay. Everyone is free and I am no imprisoning cage, I have tempered my own feelings of unaccepted rage. Till I take my final choked breath, I know there will be those that wish for my death. I don't want anyone to worry, I too am in a blasted hurry. Sometimes it feels like I won't need to wait that long, all my words will never find their destined song.  
Scorch Marks On A Dry Tongue...
in my heart there is a hungerand my soul is feeling parchedit's not like the days when i was youngerand i could march right through the darkknowledge is the morseland the search for what i thirstto lick the tongues of flames immortaland the fabric of my being outburstto let the things of old expireto possess a newer namebaptized in liquid firebathed in bluest flameto change to new beginningsand experience re-birthto plow up the seeds of sinningand plant the spirit of the earth
[ edit poem ] Love Me? Will you hold me close and kiss my lips,Caressing my face with my hands on you hips?Would you stare deep into my eyes,As I kneel before you and kiss your thighs?Would you moan my name deep in the night?As I give you release from your needs in the twilight?We don't need forever for now,Just a touch of love if only for a while.Will you love me? and if forever is too long,Promise me while we are here you will hold me strong.I may not be the one for you soul,But for a while we can make each other whole.Now pull me close and love my heart,I promise you girl I will do my part.Give me all the passion you've got,And tie our souls in a knot.Open you legs and let me in,So that our short time of love may begin.
"Go get me some coffee" she says sleepily then adds "and then come back to bed with me" in a more solicitous tone.  She roll away from him and buries her face in her pillow.  He smiles and traces a lazy hand down her spine feeling the warmth and smoothness  of her skin with the palm of his hand.  He rises up on one elbow and admires the matching dimples on either side of her spine and the curve of her body where it transitions between back and buttox.  She stretches like a big cat; hands balled into fists, arms thrusting out, body rigid and pushing her butt into the air.  The sheet slides off of her and he uses his finger tips to draw little circles on her behind and stopping to tickle the top of her crack.  "GO!" she says but he can hear the smile in her voice even though her face is still buried in her pillow.
"the Debt " Part 4
Kathy sat in the chair nearest the front door. She watched out the window for Bob. Her mind wondered through the events since she made the repayment contract with him. his loan to her of thousands of dollars helped bail her out of her predicament. they agreed to let her work off the debt with her book kepping and sexual services. She thought about how much fun they were having working off the debt as Bob pulled into the driveway in his truck. "At least it's clean on the out side," she said to herself.  She put the empty sherry glass on the table and picked up her little black purse. In it she had her nessary things and three condoms just in case. Kathy opened the door before Bob could knock. "Wow!" Bob said in admiration. 'You look beautiful." He handed her a large manila envelope. it contained receipts and invoices for work. She threw it on the chair saving the work for later. "Thank you," she replied. This time she actually thought he might mean what he said. "Where are we off t
"the Debt " Part 4
This part is dedicated to the one i love:)   He helped her out of the truck and they walked tothe front door of his place. Kathy thought it was odd that the lights inside were all on.  A older lady in a maids's outfit met them at the door. "Did monsieur have a nice dinner?" She asked with an thick Fench accent.  "Yes we did Eugenia," Bob answered. "Everythings is ready. Would mademosielle follow me please?" Eugenia said.Kathy released bobby's hand but not before she looked into his eyes for a sign.  "Go on. She'll take care of you. I'll see you in a little while." Eugenia walked ahead of Kathy into the master bedroom. Kathy had been into bobby's place many times. she was not prepared for what she saw. All of the furniture had been rearranged. The bed was in the middle of the room. Large posts on all four corners held up a great chiffon canopy of blue fabric that draped over the bed. There were paintings on the walls. Next to the entrance to the master bathroom was a beautiful ma
Ohl, With The All-time Oh
LONDON, Ont. -- Brett Welychkas first career hat trick led the London Knights to a 22nd consecutive win on Thursday in a 9-4 victory over the Windsor Spitfires in Ontario Hockey League action. Welychka, who had eights assists but zero goals in his past dozen games, had Londons (30-5-2) first goal 8:12 into the contest after Michael Clarke had opened the scoring for Windsor (14-16-6) 1:37 into the matchup. Londons 22-game streak evens the Barrie Colts from 2009-10 for second all-time in the OHL, with the all-time OHL record of 25 owned by the 1983-84 Kitchener Rangers. Max Domi scored a pair for the Knights, while Alex Broadhurst was credited with the winner making it 5-2 three minutes into the second period. Matt Rupert, Bo Horvat and Josh Anderson also scored one apiece, while Kevin Raine and Chris Tierney each supplied three assists for London. Kerby Rychel replied with two goals and one assist for the Spitfires, which have now lost four in a row. Clarke and Adam Bateman
Great News
On a notice I received in the mail, it says here I have been found to meet tho county's definition of disabled. HOT DAMN!! Alright, who let them in on the news!! LOL!! They are just too funny, I got that news a long time ago. Can't get much past them.... right?? I am seriously waiting for things to get better too. I would like to be Queen Elizabeth, but that won't ever happen. My luck there is some no-no rule on Fubar, saying I can't use that has my screen name. I may just not be the queen type, I am just me. I lost count of the wars and injuries I have substained, a peaceful life this can never be. Maybe somewhere in the stars, I am a queen. We share the same first name, awe don't cha know what I mean?? I have attempted to fix that laptop. Yeah well, it still doesn't want to work. I haven't yet wiped the disk. Though maybe that is the only way. I am using my other one that I loaned to my daughter, while she is at work. If ya all can maybe be kind and understanding with me, I will ex
Dominant Roles
OWNER One of the things we can note about other BDSM roles, such as top, bottom, dominant, submissive, master, and slave, is that there's an implicit recognition that the partner in each case is a respected, fully-functional, human member of a two-person team. This is not the case with owner/property roles. An owner possesses property who, in the context of the relationship or their activities together, has limited rights and who is often objectified or dehumanised. Typically, the property is simply used for some purpose by the owner. This can be sexually, where the property is simply treated as a cunt to fuck, for example. MASTER The important factor with dominants and submissives is that the submissive grants the dominant long-term authority to engage them (the submissive) in an agreed range of activities without seeking permission on each occasion. Confusingly, many people consider the terms master and slave to be equal to dominant and submissive, respectively.
Single Mother Needs Help
What I Look For In A Submissive Partner
This article sat in the drafts folder for weeks; I found it hard to finish. It forced me to reflect on some things... I'm single, and dislike being so — I'm a better, more effective man when I have a committed partner. I don't do kink casually, so being single means my dom side gets almost no love. Pondering my search is dispiriting, as it's a process that has no clear calendar. And it troubles me to wonder, after talking with a lot of kinky girls over the past few years, whether the girl I'm seeking even exists. I'm a tall order to fill, no question, but if I don't admire a girl in multiple ways, I wouldn't want to acquire her.  But here it is at last, written for myself as much as for you. I've tried to highlight generally valuable qualities in a submissive partner, and deemphasize things which are singular to me. Possesses a strong will. As a friend of mine who's the master half of a master/slave pair likes to say, "A good sub has a spine of steel." Ultimately,
The Nature Of Domination
Domination as an activity stands apart from the character traits of the Dominant. We all have it in us to carry those traits that go towards being a “good” Dominant; however, to truly understand Domination requires an understanding and interpretation of the word that not all can grasp or translate.  easily or correctly. Protection and respect The nature of Domination is not simply about giving random orders, or handing down punishment. It is the Dominant’s responsibility to care for, train and nurture their submissive(s), encouraging within the submissive a desire to serve; thus, the nature of Domination encompasses protection and respect. Both of these are intertwined because the submissive is willingly surrendering to the Dominant – surrendering control and ego; allowing the Dominant to take control of their life. This requires the Dominant to respond with the proper respect for the submissive’s choice of position and status and to give t
New Subs: A Guide To Dominants
The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term. A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes. Gold however, will stand up to most acids. The ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool’s’ variety. In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Dominants. Passing all these tests is no guarantee either. There is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON if that is what you choose to do. Most of these tests are designed for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online. They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner. Vanilla males are usually after ‘easy sex’ and this motive makes them easier to identify than a lot of the fake Doms out there.
Surviving The Break Up Of A D/s Relationship
Submissives in the throes of a breakup with their dominant often ask me if I think the pain of relationship breakup is different from "vanilla" relationship breakups and how they can make sense of the feelings of horrific loss, confusion, anger and disorientation that they feel. First of all, I think the dynamics of Ds relationships are very different from "vanilla" relationships. Different dynamics give rise to different feelings about relationship loss. For the submissive individual, the bond of relationship is everything. Being a bottom offers fulfillment by enabling the submissive to feel merged with another human being. The bond to the dom is an intense one, giving meaning, value, fulfillment and a sense of identity through the activities of serving and pleasing. For some dominants, however, an intimate bond is harder to achieve, as he/she sometimes treats the partner almost as a nonentity. A slave, after all, is a nonexistent person to the dom in whose eyes the su
How To Meet A Dom
There are many different ways a submissive might meet a Dominant. The two biggest methods would most likely be over the Internet through a newsgroup or chat group, or in person at a semi-public or private munch. In the real world people can attend munches, fetish clubs, play parties or other local events put on by private groups. One of the more popular ways is through the internet. The Internet has become a common meeting ground, and a way for people to "try out" BDSM. Most D/s relationships start as on-line relationships. Someone posts an ad and receives e-mail responses, you may meet someone in a chat room, you might meet someone through Fetlife or even through BDSM Community pages on Facebook.  A munch (short for burger munch) is a low-pressure social gathering for people involved in or interested in BDSM, usually at a restaurant. When available, munches often use a private room. In the UK, the venue is usually a pub, and people are free to arrive and leave within th
The Good Girl's Guide To Female Domination
"I believe that many women are intimidated by and uncomfortable with the concept of erotic female domination because of the way they see it portrayed in adult films and in the media. I believe that men also develop many bad habits after years of satisfying their fantasies on their own, and focusing on their own pleasure. Through communication, trust and safe, sane & consensual exploration of erotic power exchange, I think many couples can experience pleasure they never imagined, and also develop better relationship communication and intimacy." --Akasha INTRODUCTIONI receive a lot of email from women who are exploring domination. Many of them are doing it at the urging of their husbands or boyfriends, and the woman's attitude can range from "This sounds ridiculous and twisted and I don't think I can ever do it but I want to make him happy" to "Hmm, sounds kind of interesting, but some of that stuff is just too weird." The common question is always, "Where do I even start
If I Am Going Down
If I am not wanted that makes perfect sense, I don't want  to be me all the time all the dings I have got, not to mention the dents. I admire the fact in short, that you take time to like maybe even poke and not block or abort. Everyday I feel different, not the exact same as before with the torture, I am now tangled and bent.   I would love to be able, to salute the few that have by choice invited me to the table. of unreconizable and fleeting past, that I couldn't visit cuz I don't fit with the cast. I am a one of a kind, I am and always willl be only me, the one that you can't find.   If I might by chance stop and visit for a bit that doesn't mean I want to dance. I don't feel the eternal calling, to continue and ever risk any trips or falling. I have made it thus far, all by myself without a man or a car.   If I am going down I choose to go down right. I don't need you  or your fascinating bite.
::: Erotica ::: ~ Private Paradise ~ Part. 1
  The surf washed on shore, the quiet churn of waves amidst the audible of broken groups of people that gathered on the shores. Vibrancy of color as umbrella’s and beach towels were splayed out amidst the area in little pockets of people as they nested under the bright shine of the sun. The beach itself was breezy, the temperatures being not too hot or humid for people to be out that day for a swim, a tan, or simple family time. But it was this day, that Jules had the time to enjoy some relaxation. She felt the warmth of the sun’s rays basking over her limbs and flesh. The bikini she wore was leopard print, but with pink string ties that were nicely tied in bows at her hips and middle of her back. The big blocker glasses hiding her eyes as the sun shined bright on her face, her eyes opened and watched on as people came and went from the foaming waters of the gulf. She smiled, a big exhale leaving her lungs through her nose. It was a nice reprieve, she suddenly remember th
Hael Kidd-gilchrist. "its Crazy," Davis Said. "michael Is A Great Player. We Have Two Dow
NEWARK, N.J. -- Best in the country and No. 1 and 2 in the NBA draft. The celebration goes on for Kentuckys kids. The Wildcats became the first school to have the top two picks and tied a record with six players taken overall Thursday night. After the New Orleans Hornets made the long-expected selection of forward Anthony Davis with the first pick, Charlotte followed by taking fellow freshman Michael Kidd-Gilchrist. "Its crazy," Davis said. "Michael is a great player. We have two down and four more to go. Hopefully, all of them will go in the first round." They didnt, the only disappointment for the Wildcats. They settled for four in the first round and a tie with North Carolina, which won the race to four picks -- all in the top 17 selections. Harrison Barnes (No. 7, Golden State), Kendall Marshall (No. 13, Phoenix), John Henson (No. 14, Milwaukee) and Tyler Zeller (No. 17, Dallas) all went between Kidd-Gilchrist and the next Kentucky player, Terrence Jones at No. 18 to Ho
One, Two, Three, Four
 There are players, hangers and junkies here. Players play the game, hangers are just hanging around and maybe hoping for fun, and the junkies are around glued to the screen just wanting to get your money. I am different and to some that is a bad thing. I don't get into the game that much, I know there isn't alot of fun to be had and I don't ever want to be like a leech and suck money out of anyone.  I never have wanted to disappoint anyone, but Fubar is my social life. I know the internet isn't always the best place to make buddies or friends. I believe in seizing the day, I don't fully remember the saying that goes with it, but I do hope you know what I mean. Tomorrow you'll see, I just maybe thrown over the edge and written out of importance. It was a total oopsy that I found a day long blast. It wasn't just gifted to me by a rich friend, I discovered it was given to me on Christmas of 2012. All in all, I figured everyone else got a muffin with muffins in it and I didn't because pe
Me. He Was Ready To Roll. Much
Happy Monday!  At least I think so - my voice is slowly bouncing back. I apologize to you folks that had to endure me trying to grind my way through the first half on Friday night in Philly. Thanks to my broadcast partner, Matt  Matty D  Devlin for helping me through it with patience and class, and to Sherman Hamilton for filling in for me in the second half of the Lakers game. He was ready to roll. Much appreciated.  It was my first time in my 15 years as a Raptors broadcaster that something like that has happened to me. My voice is bad enough to begin with, along with my Brooklyn accent, but with a sore throat its even worse.  Again, my apologies.   Lets take a quick look at some NBA hoops, then off to Miami for the Raptors game on Wednesday night.   1. EARL CLARK (Lakers): In spite of the season being a mess for the boys from Tinseltown, the growth and improvement in Clarks game has been a nice development.  Love the energy and enthusiasm he plays with; his teammates cou
Million And The Runner-up $1
BELEK, Turkey -- Justin Rose beat Tiger Woods by a stroke Thursday to set up a title match with Lee Westwood in the World Golf Final. The two Englishmen, who played on the victorious European Ryder Cup team, will meet Saturday, with the winner getting $1.5 million and the runner-up $1 million in the eight-player exhibition. Rose, who holed a sand wedge shot for an eagle at the 14th, finished with a 2-under 69 while Woods was at 70. Westwood shot a course-record 61 in the semifinals to beat 2011 Masters champion Charl Schwartzel of South Africa by six shots. Westwood had two eagles and eight birdies, including a 50-footer at the last on the Sultan Course at Antalya Club. His score would have been even better if not for a double bogey at the fourth hole. "It was just one of those days I was on a roll. I am just pleased to be swinging the ball well because Ive got no hangover from the Ryder Cup, and thats nice," Westwood said. "It seemed the hole just got bigger and bigger wit
Ndly Positive Way. No Longer Are We Apologizing
Leading up to SportsCentres Year In Review on Christmas Eve, TSN and look back at each of the Top 10 stories of 2012. And TSNs reporters and analysts who covered the events as they happened offer their personal reflections on the stories. Today, TSN and CTV personality Brian Williams looks back at Usain Bolt and Michael Phelps highlighting the memorable Olympic Summer Games in London. To get some perspective on the impact of the 2012 Olympic Summer Games in London, its useful to look back at what took place two years earlier. Vancouver 2010 forever changed our country in a profoundly positive way. No longer are we apologizing for winning. Instead, we are justifiably taking pride in the many great accomplishments of our fellow citizens. The after-glow from Vancouver created an interest both in our Canadian athletes and in the London Games that was greater than any Summer Games I have seen, going back to my first in Montreal in 1976.  While the medal total was not quit
Ker Jimmy Vaccaro Said. "i Believe It Wi
LAS VEGAS -- If the Baltimore Ravens are to become Super Bowl champions, theyll have to beat the odds again to do it. Bookmakers in this gambling city mostly have the San Francisco 49ers 4.5-point favourites over the Ravens in the Super Bowl, amid expectations this could be the heaviest bet title game ever. "Its a monster matchup, brother versus brother," William Hill oddsmaker Jimmy Vaccaro said. "I believe it will top last years Super Bowl handle and could go higher." Some sports books didnt even wait until the clock ran out in the Ravens win over the New England Patriots to set the line. At the LVH sports book, a line favouring the 49ers by 4.5 points was put up just before the 2-minute warning, and bettors didnt waste any time to get money down on the game. "Weve got money coming in as we speak, it looks like it will be good on both sides," said LVH book director Jay Kornegay. "These teams mirror each other, but the 49ers are a bit more sexy now than the Ravens." At Wil
2013 Tips For 1st Timers To Fantasy Fest In Key West, Florida
Hello and get ready to the world of Fantasy Fest which has sometimes been referred to as Mardi Gras on Steroids....without the side effects.  I think if you check the tips & links below you will be more informed before you go as either a FF veteran or 1st timer to FF. It is based on my experiences and those of others and has been called quite useful in past years.  I would also say you should join the Fantasy Fest Yahoo! group via the link and join in their Monday nite chats to ask questions and learn about the nightly meet of the Krewe de Krazy Life at Capt. Tony's Saloon and learn where the best parties are for the night as many are announced the day of the party.  I hope this helps.  The TravelSlut® 's Top Tips for First Time Fantasy Fest attendees  You are in for a treat both for the Fantasy Fest event itself and for Key West.  While I've only been 11 times, I have learned a few things through personal experience or the experience of others: (in no particular order):  Clothi
Award As The Nations Top Freshman. The
OKLAHOMA CITY -- National player of the year Anthony Davis isnt giving away whether he and four teammates from national champion Kentucky will declare for the NBA draft at a news conference Tuesday. But with the possibility that all of his starters could leave college early, coach John Calipari said: "My guess is well need a new batch." Kentucky announced Monday that Davis, Michael Kidd-Gilchrist, Marquis Teague, Terrence Jones and Doron Lamb will make their intentions known at a news conference in Lexington, Ky., on Tuesday. Davis was in Oklahoma City on Monday night to pick up the Wayman Tisdale Award as the nations top freshman. The 6-foot-10 power forward also won The Associated Press, Naismith and Wooden awards for national player of the year and is considered the likely No. 1 overall pick in the NBA draft this June -- if he decides to enter. "Youve got to wait. Its only a day away, a couple hours," Davis told reporters before the ceremony. "Were doing it as a team. We thought it
Old, Win Game 3, Then Game 4, And Its
(Sports Network) - Homer Bailey can punch Cincinnatis ticket to the National League Championship Series on Tuesday, as the Reds try to complete a three- game sweep of the San Francisco Giants at Great American Ball Park. Cincinnati has won the first two games of the best-of-five NLDS in San Francisco and is on the cusp of securing its first NLCS berth since getting swept by Atlanta in 1995. "Youre not comfortable at all until its over," Reds manager Dusty Baker said. "Weve been there before -- its hard to take the last breath out of anything, and that is [the Giants] last breath, and theyre trying to get a hold, win Game 3, then Game 4, and its back to even. So were trying to stop it from getting back to even [and giving them] any kind of momentum." There was some early speculation that ace Johnny Cueto could be the one making this start after he left his Game 1 appearance after just one-third of an inning with a back injury, but Baker doesnt want to push the issue. "You cant take a ch
Anadian-record Score Of 6490 She Se
CALGARY - Jessica Zelinka made the decision to return to the track after becoming a mom knowing she had the ability to both break her Canadian record, and win a medal at the London Olympics. One down, one to go. The 30-year-old from London, Ont., lowered her national record Thursday en route to winning the Canadian Olympic track and field trials for her seventh national title. Zelinka posted 6599 points — the third best score in the world this year — to better her previous Canadian-record score of 6490 she set in finishing fifth in the gruelling seven-discipline heptathlon at the 2008 Beijing Olympics. "I dont think its quite sunken in," Zelinka said, still out of breath moments after winning the final event — the 800 metres. "Ive been feeling (the record was possible) for awhile ... I guess I wasnt ready yet until now." Zelinka took a season off after Beijing to become a mom to daughter Anika, whos now three. Since she lives and trains in Calgary, she checked into a
Scores Early In The Fourth Quarter
TAMPA, Fla. -- With the game on the line, Robert Griffin III moved the Washington Redskins right down the field and to the second victory of his young career. Billy Cundiff redeemed himself for a horrible day kicking, making a 41-yard field goal with 3 seconds remaining and the Redskins snapped a two-game losing streak with a 24-22 victory over the Tampa Bay Buccaneers on Sunday. Cundiff missed three earlier attempts, including a 31-yarder that wound have put the Redskins (2-2) up by two scores early in the fourth quarter. He also missed first-half tries of 41 and 57 yards, but was on the money after Griffin drove his team into position for the winning score. Tampa Bay (1-3) wiped out an 18-point deficit to go ahead 22-21 on Connor Barths third field goal, a 47-yarder with 1:42 remaining. But Griffin wasnt finished. He completed three straight passes to move the Redskins from their own 20 to the 41, then ran for 15 yards to the 26. Cundiff kicked the game-winner two plays later. Griffi
N Tuesday And Later Said He Was Suffering Fr
PERTH, Australia -- John Isner withdrew from the Hopman Cup on Thursday with a right knee injury, ending the American teams chances of reaching the final of the eight-country tournament and handing a championship berth to Spain. Isner, who still hopes to compete at the Australian Open beginning Jan. 14, played with strapping on his knee when he lost to Jo-Wilfried Tsonga of France on Tuesday and later said he was suffering from "a little tendinitis." He also lost to South African Kevin Anderson in his opening match on Sunday. Isner said after withdrawing on Thursday, however, that hes not sure if tendinitis is the problem. "I dont necessarily know if its tendinitis," he said. "Its sore and its caused me a little bit of trouble and from that Im not able to really load the right way and Im not really going for my shots like I should." Isner, the highest-ranked American at No. 14 in the world, said he still plans to play in next weeks Sydney International and the Australian Open. "My plan
There You Kind Of Know," Happ Said. "you Just Want To Give Us The Best Chance You Can But Sometimes You Try To Do A Little Too Much And Be A
TORONTO -- Toronto starter J.A. Happ said he tried not to concern himself about what pitching counterpart Joe Saunders was doing on the mound. That proved impossible, as Saunders put in a dominating performance. He went five innings without allowing a base runner and surrendered just three hits as the Baltimore Orioles blanked the Blue Jays 4-0 Monday. "You try not to think about it but when youre out there you kind of know," Happ said. "You just want to give us the best chance you can but sometimes you try to do a little too much and be a little too fine. But I tried to stay aggressive. Saunders perfect game bid ended with two out in the sixth inning when Adeiny Hechavarria singled to centre. By then the Orioles had control of the game. "You try to keep making pitches, you try not to think about it out there," Saunders said. "I just hung a changeup to the nine-hole hitter." Saunders (7-11) held the Blue Jays to three hits and two walks in 6 1/3 innings in his second start
Nday To Reach The Second Round Of The Tournament. The 19th-seed From Thornhill, Ont., Opened With A Win On Another Sunny Day At R
PARIS -- Canadian Milos Raonic has already improved on last years performance at the French Open. Raonic powered past Ruben Ramirez Hidalgo of Spain 6-4, 6-2, 6-2, on Monday to reach the second round of the tournament. The 19th-seed from Thornhill, Ont., opened with a win on another sunny day at Roland Garros after losing in the first round a year ago to German Michael Berrer. "It was good to finally win my first match here," said Raonic. "It was good to play a guy like him, who doesnt give you much. I had to go and win the match." Raonic will next face American qualifier Jesse Levine, who beat Benjamin Becker of Germany 7-5, 6-2, 6-4. "I need to keep doing the right things and I need to work on my serving a bit," said Raonic. "Ill have to go out and play aggressive against him." The Canadian dominated from the start, breaking his Spanish opponent five times with 12 aces. Raonic ended with 58 winners against just 10 for Ramirez Hidalgo. "I put pressure on him and was able t
Rina Erakovic 7-5, 6-1. The Top Se
Eastbourne, England (Sports Network) - Eighth seed Daniela Hantuchova was an easy opening-round winner Monday at the Aegon International tennis event, a final grass-court Wimbledon tune-up. The Slovakian veteran and 2004 Eastbourne runner-up Hantuchova humbled British wild card Anne Keothavong 6-2, 6-3 at Devonshire Park. In some other first-round play on Day 1, Canadian Aleksandra Wozniak defeated Kazakhstans Galina Voskoboeva, 6-3, 4-6, 7-6 (7-5), South African Chanelle Scheepers held off German Mona Barthel 6-1, 4-6, 6-1, and Austrian Tamira Paszek handled New Zealands Marina Erakovic 7-5, 6-1. The top seeds this week are 2008 Eastbourne champion Agnieszka Radwanska, Wimbledon champ and 2011 Eastbourne runner-up Petra Kvitova, former world No. 1 Caroline Wozniacki, and former Wimbledon runner-up and reigning Eastbourne titlist Marion Bartoli. All four stars will see opening-round action here on Tuesday, with the 2009 Eastbourne champion Wozniacki battling rising American
"a Story For My True Love Red Rose" Cont
"Yea, but at least she's your choice." Ken knew the circumstancs of Bobby and Latsha's contractual marrage arrangements ,but he also had no doubt of how much.  The two  had lucked up and fell in love with each other.  'But am i her's He questioned, his doubt sneaking out as he rose and stood next to Bobby before the window. "she's been been hurt so many times before. Latasha is pretty admant about keeping her independence in this relationship. Hell, if i didn't do my damnedest to ensure she was exhusted every time we i think she'd kick me out of her house."  Ken laughed this time. "Well , i don't know anything about your sexual skills, but i've seen the way she looks at you, Bob. both  when your're looking and when your're not. Latasha cares deeply for you.  He sure hoped Ken was right. "Have you concsidered how you're going to handle this proposal?"  "Not really, but i'm not doing it on Valentine's Day."  His friend's brows scrunched. "Why not? It's women's most romantic day of
In The Fourth Quarter, When Shurmur
BEREA, Ohio -- Browns coach Pat Shurmur has already developed thick skin. Now, hes bulking up his record. With two straight wins, the Browns are showing major signs of improvement in their second season under Shurmur, whose future in Cleveland could hinge on how his team plays in its final four games -- if it hasnt been determined already. On Sunday, the Browns (4-8) snapped a 12-game road losing streak with a 20-17 win over Oakland, putting the Raiders away with a clutch, 94-yard touchdown drive in the fourth quarter, when Shurmur made a gutsy fourth-down call. The Browns have gotten better and so has Shurmur. He has been harshly criticized by some Cleveland fans for his game management and play calling, and theres a chance he wont be around for a third year once new owner Jimmy Haslam and CEO Joe Banner finish their post-season assessment. Shurmur wont predict whats ahead. "I dont want to talk about my future, OK?" he said. "Im trying to make this the best Monday of the y
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Urday Night. For The Second Time This Month, Ma
CLEVELAND -- The Streak Buster did it again. Justin Masterson handled New Yorks power-packed lineup for 6 2-3 innings and Michael Brantley hit a three-run homer as the Cleveland Indians snapped a nine-game losing streak with a 3-1 win over the Yankees on Saturday night. For the second time this month, Masterson (10-11) ended a long skid for the Indians, whose stunning second-half collapse has dropped them from playoff contention. On Aug. 8, Masterson beat Minnesota and stopped Clevelands 11-game slide, one loss shy of the club record. "Hes our go-to guy whenever were going through tough times," Indians manager Manny Acta said. "Hell get us out of it. Hes our guy." Brantley homered in the first inning off Hiroki Kuroda (12-9), and the Indians, who were just 3 1/2 games out of first place on July 26, won for only the fifth time in 27 games. Cleveland is 5-18 in August, a month that has felt like a year. "Its been rough," said closer Chris Perez, who worked the ninth for his 3
D Can Help Us, His Ability To ... Turn Th
DALLAS -- The Los Angeles Lakers expect offensive production from Kobe Bryant and Pau Gasol. Now theyre learning what newcomer Ramon Sessions can do. Bryant scored 30 points, Gasol added 27 points and nine rebounds, and the Lakers stopped the Dallas Mavericks four-game winning streak with a 109-93 victory on Wednesday night. Sessions contributed 17 points and nine assists in his fourth game since he was acquired in a trade with Cleveland on March 15. Sessions ability to penetrate into the heart of the defence led to points for himself and easy shots for teammates. "The kid Sessions made the game easy for everybody," Lakers coach Mike Brown said. "He had a very good all-around game. You can see how his speed can help us, his ability to ... turn the corner and get into the teeth of the defence." Gasol said Sessions brings something fresh to the mix. "He definitely is a point guard that creates a lot of pick-and-rolls, and gets us points in transition, too," said Gasol, who we
G The First-place Texas Rangers 3-2 Tuesday Night. "to Do That And Help The Team In That Manner Was Huge For Me," Kottaras Said. "i Went U
ARLINGTON, Texas -- All it took was one big swing from George Kottaras to give the Oakland Athletics a much-needed victory against the team theyre chasing in the AL West. Kottaras hit a leadoff homer in the 10th inning and the As moved within four games of the division lead by beating the first-place Texas Rangers 3-2 Tuesday night. "To do that and help the team in that manner was huge for me," Kottaras said. "I went up there looking for a fastball and he threw one that I could handle." Before that, Oakland hitters were having a miserable time against the Texas bullpen. The As managed only one hit and struck out nine times in five innings against Michael Kirkman, Koji Uehara and Alexi Ogando. Instead of bringing in closer Joe Nathan or setup man Mike Adams, the Rangers went with Mark Lowe in the 10th. Kottaras hit a 3-2 fastball from Lowe (0-2) into the first row of the upper deck in right field. The catcher has six home runs for the As since he was acquired July 29 from Mi
E Rays In The Hunt For The Second Al Wild Card -- Until Oakland Beat Texas 4-3 Later Monday Night. Baltimore Already Is Assured Of Being In The Playof
ST. PETERSBURG, Fla. -- Bad news was waiting for Joe Maddon in the morning. The Tampa Bay Rays manager said he planned to hit the sack and sleep "like a baby" on Monday night, rather than stay up to see whether his team got the help it needed to remain in the playoff race. No such luck. Tampa Bay beat the Baltimore Orioles 5-3 for its 11th victory in 12 games, an impressive stretch that kept the Rays in the hunt for the second AL wild card -- until Oakland beat Texas 4-3 later Monday night. Baltimore already is assured of being in the playoffs for the first time in 15 years, but still has its sights on outlasting the Yankees for the AL East title. The Orioles fell a game out of first place behind New York when the Yankees beat Boston. "Weve played 12 playoff games and weve won 11 of them," said Maddon, whose team has outscored opponents 80-31 during the surge. "I just love the way our guys are going about their business." Alex Cobb allowed two hits over seven innings, Ben Z

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