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If I Cried A Tear
If I cried a tear from my broken heart,a lonely tear for a world fallen apart. Would you ease my pain and my misery, would you care and comfort me ? If I cried at ear of painful sorrow, If I lost all hope for a new tomorrow. Would you dry my tear's and ease my pain, Would you make me smile once again ? If I cried a tear from within my soul, The flame turned dark and icy cold. Would you relight the embers deep inside, would you dry the tear I have cried ? If I cried a tear full of pain & misery,A tear so dark like the flame inside of me. would you chase away the gray clouds & the rain, would you bring back my beautiful rainbows again? If I cried a tear of nothing /it just ran down my face. A tear longing for a warm, gentle embrace.would you be there in my time of need,would you...I beg?......I plead?

Rob Zombie - Dragula
Superstition, Fear, and Jealousy Dead I am the one, exterminating son Slipping through the trees, stranglin the breeze Dead I am the sky, watchin angels cry While they slowly turn, conquering the worrrrrrrm Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula x2 Dead I am the pool, draining from the fool Weak and want you need, nowhere as you bleed Dead I am the rat, feast upon the cat Tender is the fur, dying as you purrrrrrrrr Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula x2 Do it Baby, Do it Baby Do it Baby, Do it Baby Burn like an animal Dead I am the light, dig into the skin Knuckle crack the bone, 21 to win Dead I am the dog, hound of hell you cry Devil on your back, I can never die Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula x2 Do it Baby, Do it Baby Do it Baby, Do it Baby Burn like an animal Dig through the ditches and

Stressed
I know there is a saying you have to go through the bad to get to the good. I am stressed because there are alot of things you look for in a man and when you find that one you want to be with you hold yourself back. You can't allow your feelings to let go that much because of all the bad ones you have had. You question if he is committed to you or is he running game with you. Why do let the past hound us in new realtionships. We wonder if that someone new is going to do us like the others did. True love is so very hard to find. That person that going to go through it with you, thick or thin. You will be the apple of that person's eyes. The person that you can't picture life without. That's true love. The kinda love that makes you feel yal are the only two in that point in time. The kinda love that you don't have to say how you feel, it's all in your eyes and the way yal look at each other. LOVE!!!!

12 Days Of Chuck Norris (xmas Song)
first thanks to all the people who helped me level up,anyone needs help with rates let me know. i posted this last year but back then i only had about 20 people on my friends list so im posting it again so more people can see it i will post the santa one next 2 ENJOY On the first day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-only one second to flee. On the second day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the third day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the fourth day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-four fractured digits,three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the fifth day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-FIVE ROUNDHOUSE KICKS!,four fractured digits,three rabbit punches,two broke knees,and only one second to flee. On the sixth day of Christmas,Chuck Norris gave to me-six ribs cracked by-FIVE ROUNDHOUSE KICKS!,fou

Crying Out!
I cry out in pain You have nothing to gain For all that you have done Nothing of it has become The misery that I feel Has some twisted sort of apeal To vultures who at my flesh pick These individuals who are so sick On pain and suffering they do feed It seems to satisfy some need To feel as though they are in control Of everyone's life and everyone's soul Never ending cycle of hate Is the only thing that they create. Bella Ramirez 12/06/07

ÐÅÐÐy'§ PØëm
Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, A man w

The Holidays
Ok its time for me to post another blog....I know I seem to make everyone cry when I post these...I will try not to get to bad...As we approach Christmas and we have gone thur thanksgiving we think about all the people that are not with us...Are service men and women and the passed on...I am thankful that I have the people in my life that I do and I miss the ones that are gone and not with us...New's Years Eve is the hardest for me because I spent Charlie's last new years eve wiuth him in Lathrop playing card games and drinking and just laughing and having a good time...Mattchew we deffinetly wish that you were her to be with your friends and Family and celebrating a new year with us..I know that I miss you very much and Can't wait till you get home...We are thankful for what all of you sevice men and women do for us to keep us safe and alive..And may all the people that have passed on May you rest in peace and know that some day we will see you again...All og you are always in my hear

Fyï ~ §tÅtë FÅct§!
ALABAMA . Was the first place to have 9-1-1, started in 1968. ALASKA ... One out of every 64 people has a pilot's license. Sled dogs....? Who really knows how many there are! ARIZONA ... Is the only state in the continental U.S... That doesn't follow Daylight Savings Time. ARKANSAS ... Has the only active diamond mine in the U.S. CALIFORNIA .. Its economy is so large that if it were a country, it would rank seventh in the entire world. COLORADO . In 1976 it became the only state to turn down the Olympics. CONNECTICUT ... The Frisbee was invented here at Yale University. DELAWARE ... Has more scientists and engineers than any other state. FLORIDA ... At 759 square miles, Jacksonville is the US's largest city. GEORGIA ... It was here, in 1886, that pharmacist John P! Emberton made the first vat of Coca-Cola. HAWAII ... Hawaiians live, on average, five years longer than residents in any other state. IDAHO ... TV was invented in Rigby, Idaho, in 1922. IL

So True I Do ........:p
CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

...ÅnÐ Thën Thërë WÅ§ ŸØü!
So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All because there was you.

§trÅngë Yët Trüë FÅct§ 1
~Saturday mail delivery in Canada was eliminated by Canada Post on February 1, 1969! ~In Tokyo, a bicycle is faster than a car for most trips of less than 50 minutes! ~There are 18 different animal shapes in the Animal Crackers cookie zoo! ~Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution! ~Your body is creating and killing 15 million red blood cells per second! ~The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card! ~There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos! ~There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants! ~The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows. It was the fashion in Renaissance Florence to shave them off! ~Every day 20 banks are robbed. The average take is $2,500! ~The most popular first name in the world is Muhammad! ~Tablecloths were originally meant to be served as towels with which dinner guests could wipe their hands and faces after

I Don Git It. Whut's Thu Problim??
Mich. Councilman Pushes Chicken Law Dec 2, 3:07 PM (ET) ANN ARBOR, Mich. (AP) - People who want fresh eggs should be able to keep their own hens around the house or yard, even in this college town, a city councilman said. Stephen Kunselman said a number of business people and residents support the idea and said he plans to bring a resolution before the council. Many communities allow chickens but not roosters, which can make a lot of noise at dawn, Kunselman said. He said regulations typically require a 25-foot setback from other homes to avoid disturbing neighbors. The chicken talk enlivened Saturday's council retreat in the hometown of the University of Michigan. "What's with the chickens?" Councilman Stephen Rapundalo asked Kunselman. "Chickens lay eggs," Kunselman said. "I want fresh eggs. It's just a simple ordinance change." "I want to have fresh milk," Rapundalo said. "Let's change the ordinance to allow cows or goats." "You can live in New York Ci

Hmmm...
a new place hiding, but looking i entered a place new to me a place of interest and frustration i explored and learned discovered exciting and strange places spent many hours looking...seeming unseen naive to things around me, watching me i found a piece of my heart that still felt and was broken learn explore, search i have come and gone and returned again and again to this place keeps me in touch with those from my past, and those of my present... maybe to those of my future with a click of a button i was in a new place

Gone For The Weekend
Well, I thought this weekend would never come for us. I found a sitter last week for the kids and we are gone~! I will take the kids this evening to my sister and then tomorrow morning Jeff and I get up and leave for his company Christmas get together. It is in Myrtle Beach and I can't wait. I have never been to the beach during Christmas time. And I have never been to a show at the Alabama Theater~! So I am really looking forward to it. Not looking forward to wearing a tight girdle and hose but still looking forward to getting away with my hubby. He has to wear a tie so we will both be uncomfortable.....give me my jeans and t shirt anyday~! can I get an AMEN?!?! So, friends, have a safe and wonderful weekend. I will be off and on today but then I am gone till Monday...I'll get some pics of me and Jeff all dressed up for you to see we do clean up nicely~! hehe~! And I have some pics of my huge Christmas tree to post too....there is just not enough time in my days.....

Wear Blue Every Friday!
We have so much to be thankful for..... Will You Wear Blue? International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored at this year's First Place : Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said '! They wi ll remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' Second Place : Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before

Continued From Other Fucking Thingy
oh yeah its like myspace but better if you're into punk and you get to download free mp3s from underground bands and unsigned bands and all kinds of cool shit so just do it eat a nut samich

The Good And The Bad
seems there are some peeps that keep making profiles over and over again and stalking members of this site, more and more i read about it and more and more this happens more people sound like they are gonna leave because FUBAR staff says they cant do anything about it. hell they can do something put ablock and have a watcher program to can the same ip that pops up..if its the same guy or girl then block their asses..lots of sites do this to keep this kind of thing happening, things like this is what people like them look for...they can hack, they can stalk knowing that they wont get caught doing this Bullshit. It may shut down the site but hey it stops these idiots from doin it...if i had to id be pinging their asses and sending the ip addies to the authorities the ip and watch the fun on the news...Flash: a cyber stalker who enteredan unknown adult site was arrested today.... lol. For the Good i suggest that if u have this prob get an ip pinger that searched the net and pings t

Pirate Beacons!
::: PIRATE BEACONS The new dasher on top of a mountain in Colorado transmits on 10245.4 kHz PA on 4094.13 has been moved to Arkansas. It has a photo eye that shuts it off at sunrise. The temperature beacon in Arizona has been reported again on 4079.6 kHz. This month's reports: 3450 - OK 4024.25 - JA 4077 - MO 4079.6 - TMP beacon repeating TMP39, TMP64 and TMP65 4089.21 - Dasher beacon 4094.13 - PA 4096 - Dasher beacon consisting of several dits & a long dah 4096.5 - Dasher beacon 4102 - W (wind speed dasher beacon) 4110.8 - FL dasher beacon 4117 - Dasher beacon 7382.3 - K 8000.5 - S 8188.9 - W (W is solar powered runs 100mw 24/7) 8189.3 - CO 10236.7 - FL dasher beacon 10245.4 - Dasher strong (PIKE) 13558 - HI 14418.1 - CO

A Soldiers Christmas
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel and Michael & Susan Date: Dec 7, 2007 8:35 PM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest..Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then thesure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone f

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Harry Potter Spoilers ((contains Spoiling Books 3-7 Maybe Donno))
So I always find out who dies before i read the book. I found out how Serious Black dies from a harry potter birthday party (told you guys i'm a geek) by the way we played a game... everyone had a piecce of paper on their back with a characters name... so i was Ginny... i'd ask people, am I a boy? no do i have hair that annoys even me? no do i have red hair? yes am I Ginny? yes... hehe that sort of thing and so i found out he dies b/c someone ask as Serious Black "do i die in the book?" so i found out that way... i found out that doubledore dies by going on my fav. website outside of fubar... and the forum was titled OMG DUNBLEDORE DIES!.... then i found out in the book i am reading who dies by seeing my friends signature something about a tribute to them... and they were listed in white font so i highllited it... was trying to figure out why were they listed... why was Lupin, Tonks, Gorge Whezly, and dobby listed... then it hit me... OMG they die??? UGH that last one was my

Loneliness
Loneliness Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep. Because loneliness sparks a fear And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest. It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

Sight...
I tried to be something I'm not Those images were all that I got I saw myself in disgrace Ashameful, dissapointments all the way it just stayed: never ending pain. It seemed so hopeless in those days But I knew it might still change I had to find a better way Looked into mirror and saw a shade: Only a lie that world had made. You see, through me, you see my heart there's nothing I can hide from you my God. Your love, Your touch, You healed my heart You took my pain away and made me new (inside). Thousands of times question made (why) And when I hear the answer laid I wake up and hesitate Before answering I do How could I be enough for you? Never (before) in my life I dared to think I could be loved But looking into His eyes was enough to proof otherwise He never asked me to be something else He only loved me and that what I were TO ALL MY FRIENDS.....

Losing Yet Again
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end Love in my life is like sand, I give it care and attention, Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand, And I lose yet again

Retarted Thoughts...stoner Moments
I thought I would share with you some of the Retarded thoughts I have at times...Like today...I was thinking about what I would do when I die...and who would be the first person I would want to speak with up there...If in fact we do go to a heaven like the organize religions say we do.. And I thought EVE... because I really would like to know what she was thinking.....Then I started to reason this out...The Bitch clearly was insane...I mean she's talking to serpents here right? ...last I checked the fuckers only said psssssttttt... then bite your ass...So she had to be festering a good case of std's... Adam gave her the clap!.... I mean it stands to reason right? It states he was alone for a long time before god created EVE... and well we know men cant go very long with just watching the animals have sex and not want to taste it himself! Infact thats what he told God...I'm lonley.... all the animals have a mate except me...which translates in man language as "My dick is dripping from f

Heisman Results And My Thoughts
This evening Univ. of Florida quarterback Tim Tebow became the 1st sophomore and 72nd winner of the Heisman Trophy. I was pulling for Univ. of Hawaii quarterback Colt Brennan who came in third. I thought since he was the only finalist that led his team to an undefeated season that he truly earned. In general, I feel that the Heisman should be presented after all the bowls games are over. This gives the voters a look of how the candidates do in the post-season.

Gonna Get Yah
If you think you are a player and you are playin all these woman/men in your lives you are stupid. All I have to say is Karma is a bitch. Step up and be real stop playing foolish games I am making a living out of catching cheaters and players so I am gonna get yah LOL (joking) but seriously come on people why try and be a player?

Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit In your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See If they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom and don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN". 5. Put decaf In the coffee maker for 3 weeks once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "For Smuggling Diamonds". 7. Finish all your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy". 8. Don't use any punctuation. 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order Is "To Go". 12. Sing along at The Opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems

My Words On Paper
I'm just writing from what I've seen, heard or felt... ((Don't get me wrong im not saying everyone feels this way, this is just what i have seen, felt, and heard from others... Nothing at all against Guys.. Just proving my point to those that feel this way Let me ask you a Question... If Someone asked a Guy: "Do you have kids?" Guy: "No" "Do you Want kids" Guy: "No, I have other plans" 9/10 times its left at that... 1/10 they ask more questions If Someone asked a Girl: "Do you have kids?" Girl: "No" "Do you Want kids" Girl: "No, I have other plans" 3/10 times its left at that... The other 7/10 the Girl gets... "Why don't you want kids?" "Don't you get goosebumps, holding a baby?" "Isn't it your maternal instinct to have kids?" "Did you have a bad childhood?" "Is there something wrong with you...?" And on and on and on. I heard it all... Why is it ok for men not to want chirdren, but not ok for woman.. Isn't that stereotyping a perso

Graffiti
Graffiti Nation I just spend my time doing all kinds of things. Maybe I spend too much time on the internet. Call it a reaction to my frustrated need to travel. I can't afford to travel, so I do it spiritually on the internet instead. So anyway, I started looking for graffiti. I love graffiti, especially the stencils of people and things that are almost photo-realistic. It just occurred to me that it was truly an art form. Graffiti is a legitimate art form, and it's the voice of thousands of anonymous young people. It expresses everything from the vulgar to the sublime. Of course, since nobody paid for their building or van to get painted like that, they get irritable about it. There was a building I saw in Dublin which the owners had let be graffitied, and they'd let it get updated every now and again with new work. If I had a building to be painted, believe that I would let someone graffiti it. I'd hold freaking auditions. I'd hire someone to do something new and i

Morphing Contest!
GIVING AWAY A THREE DAY BLAST TO THE BEST MORPH. PLEASE SEND YOU PICTURE AND WILL INFORM THE WINNER ON CHRISTMAS DAY AT 5 P.THIS WILL START TODAY AND END ON THE 25TH. RULES 1. ANYONE CAN ENTER 2. PLEASE MAKE PICTURE RIP (THANKS) 3. TWO JUDGES INCLUDING MYSELF 4. NO NFW PICTURES PRIZES ARE: 1 ST PLACE IS A 3 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE IS PLATINUM CHERRY 3RD PLACE IS A TROPHY JUDGES TOTS68 @ fubar AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON DIVA~PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT BOMBERS @ fubar KATHY BRATTY BYTCH @fubar SPONSORED BY TOT68 @ FUBAR

Nurse
.....man in hospital bed wearing oxygen mask over his mouth & nose "NURSE" he mumbles are my testicles black ? Nurse raises his gown, holds his manhood in 1 hand & testicles in the the other, she takes a close at them & says therz nothing wrong with them sir . Man pulls of the oxygen mask smiles at her says very slowly "Thanks 4 that, it was just wonderful but listen very very carefully ...... are - my - test- results -back

Haunted
Ok little history of my place I live in 1 a murder happened here. 2 The property once was open land but the Spanish Indian war came threw here and lots of people died. Settlers home steaders. 3 Indian bural grounds 4 near 2 graveyards one with in walking distances called the Garden of Angels, which is for Babies, who pass on in tragic ways. They are given a grave and a name. This graveyard covers all of four blocks and is located one block from me. The children come from all over southern California I will not go in to what brings them there only that it is tragic. On with the story One night my husband and me were sleeping in and we both heard a child (still hear children walking in the room and it is not the twins we wake up all the time to see.)Moreover, I heard a cry my son at the time was 10 and it sounded like a small child sat straight up I called hello? Moreover, all of a sudden my TV sstarted to have lines In It then I heard a scream I was busy watching my T.V. the lines d

People
This world is not just made of people, but also strangers. A wise man has said, 'A friend is a stranger you have not met yet.' Who are we to judge who is our friend and who is not? Is it a matter that we agree upon somthing and we bith share a common interest, vs. a person that completely disagrees with you and they do not want anything to do with your life or what you think? I can consider myself to be a common man that thinks differently than others, but whether or not I agree what they think do not matter to me. Everyone else thinks differently from one another and all I can say is, as long as they are happy and they are not like me, I like them all the same. To the stangers and friends that are in this world, I hope you had read this with an open mind and agree that we are all strangers to one another, yet friendship comes a long way to be earned by trust and acception to our idiviuality.

Life Is Strange And So Is My Horoscopes
For the past few days my horoscope has been dead on, and it's getting creepier and creepier as it goes. Unanticipated results can throw you for a loop today, but the facts have something important to teach you. Don't try to ignore what you don't understand or life could get quite confusing. Once you accept that there are no fast answers now, you can grow in ways that will make you wiser. Remember that the way out of your current dilemma is directly through the center of the storm. Moving into your fears will help you overcome them. I'm in shock

Another Year
Another year has gone by, Another year that i didnt die. In my big book of life, A page turns to add more strife. Lovers came and went Like the air through a vent. I am aging turning old Pages yet still untold. Everyday 24 hours I leave them with such great power. Today i recieved no great gifts Except the one that i didnt drift Another year waiting to blossom Another year to bring more gossip. The years before a memory Just like an aging tree. "He" watches us through our pains And never once ever complains. So many sorrows told to"Him" Stories long and grim. Yet "He" listens without a word Up in a branch a singing bird. A song that makes you smile But it only lasts a mile. Another year waiting to spring Another year has yet to bring. A year with lots of laughs Things that cant be put in graphs. Friends always together A friendship that lasts forever. A chain so long Nothing ever goes wrong. The time spent between you two The giggles and smiles that al

Stupidest Crap I Ever Saw
I know, everyone has an opinion on the changes to the bartab. Mine is probably the same as most people's.. it sucks. The only people who will like the new bartab are stalkers and people who like to cause drama. Who else would want to know that crap? I don't care who commented on whom? I can't imagine any sane person caring. I'm just glad my friends list is relatively small so I might actually see when something important goes by. Since the alert box usually ran pretty slow anyway, maybe the bartab will slow to the point of it showing what someone did yesterday. Why not fix it so it shows that I blogged.. or changed my status... instead of not showing it at all.. or showing it 3 hours later? In the end, my opinion really doesn't matter.

What Is A Dream???
It builds you up, & makes you strong, it teaches you when you do wrong. It looms in front of you day & night, it's never ever out of sight. It's all you base your actions on, it's your motivation, when hope is gone. Your dream, whatever it may be, can be your greatest company.

If You Want To Go Back The Way Bar Tab Was
IF YOU WANT TO GO BACK THE WAY BAR TAB WAS GO TO PROFILE GO DOWN NEAR THE BOTTOM ON THE RIGHT CHANGE BAR TAB TO "FOR ME ONLY" CHANGE NOTIFY FRIENDS WHEN I DO STUFF TO "NO"

"please Read" Is It Just Me Or What
i click on one persons pic but it takes me to anothers page i keep gettin messages about so and so just left so and so a comment and how so and so rated a mum or a pic what the heck is goin on please respond to this and thanx for your time to all of you who read and or respond

Just Some More
When every color in your life is either a dull shade of purple Or a dark tint of green Love is the sensual and delicate hue of white Through the storm, it is the one place that's calm When you're confused, lost or misguided Love is the voice saying "This is the way" Love is the music of your soul The heart is the beat of love You are the lyrics Everything that happens to or through you Is a line in a very intricate song The song of love Everything in your life follows that beat So listen carefully The tunes might sound like A-B-C-D But the notes are undoubtably L-O-V-E **************************************************** Why can't we go back in time? You'd still be mine! I'd be happy We'd both be sappy I thought we would be together forever But it turned out to be never I'm so frustrated I didn't know that I was hated What was her name? I wonder if you had many? Did you ever care? You always used to stare! But that was just an excuse You are

Home Again
She is the colour of all envious eyes, The calm whisper of life, as one man dies, If you leave her arms you'll forever regret, Her beauty is like no other, like the perfect sunset. I've left the love that gave life to my soul, Happiness took me elsewhere for sometime, now life takes its toll, Although her heart was always calling me home, I wandered a different land, treading in another's loam. I walk these streets, and take in this sordid view, Pondering the decision and reason I flew, To be living amongst the hearts of my fellow men Taking pride in our three colours, over and over again. These envious eyes have now become my own, Her arms have welcomed me, her reason unknown. I've always needed her, always wanted her hand, I'm happy to be home again, in green old Ireland.

Twas' The Night Before Christmas In The Keys
Twas the night before Christmas, and all through Key West, Not a creature was stirring, not even the houseguest. No stockings were hung by chimneys this time, No need for a chimney in the Southernmost clime. Tourist were nestled all snug in their beds, While tunes from the Conch Train danced in their heads. Mama in her Kino's and I in bare feet, Settled down with mojitos for a sweet Christmas treat. When out in the harbor there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my hammock to see what was the matter! Out to the porch I stumbled through clutter, cranked open the jalousie and threw up the shutter. The moon through the palm trees beamed galore, And gave a luster of midday to the cruise ships offshore. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh with eight tiny Key deer. With a little old driver, so quick to honk, I new in a moment it must be St. Conch. More rapid than powerboats, his Key deer flew, And he whistled, and shouted, and calle

Tomorrow
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose; teach you a lesson, or help figure out who you are, and who you want to become. You never know who these people may be: your neighbor, child, long lost friend, or even a stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life, in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you, and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize, that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential strength, or your hearts desire. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, as well as experiencing sheer stupidity; all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be li

Be Thankful
There is one sure fire medicine which cures all pain and opens the way for your greater good. It allows you to sleep well at night, wake up refreshed and filled with enthusiasm for your daily tasks. This medicine is abundantly available, has no side effects and can be taken in large or small doses regularly. You need no one to prescribe it. The more you take, the sweeter it is. The medicine is the practice of thankfulness. Although there are endless cures for anxiety, one thing is impossible - to be upset and grateful at the same time.When we take thankfulness on as a practice, we see that gratitude is more than a fleeting feeling, it is a daily practice, a basic way of life. In fact, no matter what we are feeling, we can always perform deeds of thanks; actions that express our gratitude and awareness of the good we constantly receive. Actually, when we perform these actions, our feelings often turn themselves around. And as we constantly express our gratitude we become more and mor

" I Said A Prayer For You Today "
" I said a Prayer for you today " I know God must have heard. I felt the answer in my heart, although he spoke no word. I didn't ask for wealth or fame; I knew you wouldn't mind. I asked him to send treasures of a far more lasting kind. I asked that he'd be near you at the start of each new day, To grant you health and blessings and friends to share the way. I asked for happiness for you in all things great and small. But it was for his loving care I prayed the most of all.

Catkins Diet? Orly?
Just like with people, diabetes rising in pets But 'Catkins' diet, Weight Watchers-type programs and new meds can help By Kim Campbell Thornton MSNBC contributor updated 9:06 a.m. ET, Mon., Nov. 19, 2007 The 9-year-old Australian Terrier was drinking a lot of water and urinating frequently. So his owner took the little dog to her veterinarian, John Hamil of Canyon Animal Hospital in Laguna Beach, Calif. A urinalysis and blood work revealed that he had diabetes. As with people, the incidence of diabetes in cats and dogs is increasing. Not so much of a problem in decades past, diabetes now affects as many as one in 50 of the animals, some statistics show, especially pudgy pets. “There is no question from what I know that is published in the literature that obesity is on the rise, No. 1, and No. 2, diabetes is on the rise right along with it,” says veterinarian Robin Downing, hospital director of Windsor Veterinary Clinic in Windsor, Colo. Diabetes results when the body do

Trust No One But Yourself....
Well...today actually about an hour ago...I was told something by someone that has made me hit the floor. I am pissed...I am livid...and I dont kno what to do. I am actually leaving the online shit for a while..for the rest of the nite...I have turned off my cell and turned off the ringer on my home phone. I just wish to be alone. So I am gonna go in the living room here in a few, watch a movie and just drown in a bottle of Jack and get wasted beyond my normal standards! I will see ya all tomorrow...maybe... ^..^

Bar Tab
This is bullshit. I dont give a flying fuck who left who a comment. Till I start getting comments, its fucking depressing. It makes me wanna shot myslef when I see someones damn name apper on my fucking bartab more then my own. The only time I want someone elses name on my bartab is at a real bar and there name is on it cause they are buying my drinks. But shit I cant even get fucking e-drinks. I hate when I talk to someone, or atleast try and they ignore me. If I take the time to say hi you can alteast fucking reply and make me e-cool. Right now I feel like and e-nerd who gets his e-lucnh money stole. This is gayer then aids. On the flip side have a good night and a Merry Christmas. If I offended you with the Merry Christmas...I dont care.

Exercise For Older Adults!
Exercise for Older Adults! Begin by standing on a comfortable surface, where you have plenty of room at each side. With a 5-lb potato sack in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax. Each day, you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer. After a couple of weeks, move up to 10-lb potato sacks. Then try 50-lb potato sacks and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 100-lb potato sack in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than a full minute. (I'm at this level) After you feel confident at that level, put a potato in each of the sacks.

Ps 18:34-42
34 He trains my hands for battle; my arms can bend a bow of bronze. 35 You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me; you stoop down to make me great. 36 You broaden the path beneath me, so that my ankles do not turn. 37 I pursued my enemies and overtook them; I did not turn back till they were destroyed. 38 I crushed them so that they could not rise; they fell beneath my feet. 39 You armed me with strength for battle; you made my adversaries bow at my feet. 40 You made my enemies turn their backs in flight, and I destroyed my foes. 41 They cried for help, but there was no one to save them— to the LORD, but he did not answer. 42 I beat them as fine as dust borne on the wind; I poured them out like mud in the streets.

12-11-2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 11,2007 You ought to outlast anyone who tries to challenge you today, thanks to your persistence and practically limitless energy reserves. Try not to worry too much about the long-term, which should be fine.

A Dance For My Lady
I want to strip for you...there's music playing in the room, I have you alone in the room. Our eyes meet and I pull you toward me and our hips meet. My leg in between yours pulling at your box with my thigh. I pull your face to mine and our hungry mouths meet. I cherish the taste of your sweet mouth and lightly tug at your lower lip with my teeth. I walk you back to a chair w/o breaking our tight lock. You sit down and look up at me with anticipation. I'm ready to give you your show... I turn around. My hair is up so I grab my pony tail holder and pull it from my hair and my long mane falls down in one cascading movement. I reach up and run my fingers through my hair and move my hands down past my chest then my tummy...they move to my hips where I begin gyrating my hips to the music. I see you are watching every movement eagerly... I give you one of my devilish grins and then turn around with my backside toward you. I'm only a couple feet away. I then unzip my jeans and put my thumbs a

Love Quotes
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. -Harry Burns..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> When you LOVE someone all your saved-up wishes start coming out. –Elizabeth Bowen LOVE is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. -Aristotle LOVE: Two minds without a single thought. –Philip Barry To LOVE deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. –Annie-Sophie Swetchine LOVE is like quicksilver in your hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it and it darts away. –Dorothy Parker LOVE is like war, Easy to start and hard to end. -Anonymous Falling in LOVE consists mainly in uncorking the imagination and bottling the common sense. –Helen Rowland A happy marriage is a long conversation which is always seems too short. -Andre Maurois The first duty of LOVE is to listen. –Paul Tillich You don't m

.:``:,,:'':.j0urn4l Entr3e.:":.,,:``:. For Necropriest
hello my love, i woke up to you sleeping soundly next to me, as i heard our daughter crying in the next room. I couldn't help but think of how wonderful our life is together and how often we remind ourselves of this. We deserve this.. "us". Each and eeryday seems to get better and better even if things are chaotic we always seem to pull through. You invade my thoughts and take away any fears that i might have as well, as any insecurities that might come across my way. I love the time we spend together even if it's doing something small like cleaning, or cooking or just telling eachother about our day. You fill a place that many have tried to fill, but you alone are the only one that can fill that space and you have for the past year now.. and will for many years to come.. I love you! enjoy your rest my love.. yours, Becca

Read If You Want
Your love was like a rose Your love was like a rose Easy to love, hard to hold The petals, your skin Soft and smooth The color red, like your lips The stem standing strong and true Just like your body The thorns that prick and draw cold blood, like your words that drew my tears That's all over now because you couldn't hold your word, your promise for life. BLH 12/07 ************************************************** Every Morning, Every Night Every morning I awake to the vision of your face. Even though it's just an image, It can't be erased. All day long I think of you. Just that alone will get me through. I wonder if there has been a time When we both think of each other as we close our eyes. All I wish is that we could be together. Asleep in eachother's arms forever and ever. But as I lie myself to sleep The thought of you my heart will keep. Now all I can do Is pray that you'll dream of me too... BLH 12/07 ******************************

The Mumm Gestapo
I've noticed that there are a whole lot of passive-aggressive A-holes wandering around the "mumm's", dispensing their version of nazi-esque policing. So in the event I should ever decide to post an all important "mumm" i'd like to get some questions answered first. 1) What the hell does MUMM stand for?? 2) What IS and is NOT a mumm?? (please give examples) 3) Why is it that some people use the mumm's as some sort of internet port-a-potty dragging it from one mumm to the next shitting all over people?? Is your toilet at home broken?? z)Should I paint my toenails red or invade a small country using only my boobs and a toothbrush as weapons??

I Think Life Is Funny
Its funny how friendships work out in the end.. Its funny how when you tink something will never end it ends in a flash.. and it dosnt even really phase you.. then something amazing happens that you would have never expected... I think life is just funny like that.. the things that never mattered all of a sudden are the only things that matter its all about the little things in life.. living for today.. cuz to quote a grat movie.. there is no day but today...

What A Wonderful Story
This is sooo sweet In 1986, Dan Harrison was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Dan approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Dan worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Dan stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Dan never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Dan was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As th

Week One Par 4
HEY LADIES! Want to join the SAINTS AND SINNERS TRAIN and be added to our weekly pimp out bulletin? All you have to do is follow the three steps below! 1) Fan, Rate, and Add all of the ladies already on the train. 2) One you have done that just tell Persia, Ruby Cairo, or Louise about it by MESSAGE (Not shout) so that they can add you to the next week's pimpout! 3) Once you are added... just repost the weekly bulletin! That is all we ask! Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾ ¢Ó Co-Skank to NSF You ¢Ó@ fubar ¢¾Louise¢¾ *Owned by Thelma*@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC} FuGF of Persia & Elizabitch@ fubar ღღ Lady Sunmaid ღ I.B.I.C. ღ RL & Fu-Girlfriend to CELTICTHUNDER72 ღ@ fubar ~* ¢¾ Lil' Kitten to DJ John ¢¾* ~ ....Member of U.B.A......@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar

Cranberry Muffins
I made these this morning for breakfast. Yum! 2 C. whole wheat pastry flour 1/2 C.non-instant dry milk 1 t. baking powder 1 t. baking oda 1 T. sesame oil 3/4 C. honey grated peel of 1 lemon and 1 clementine Juice of half a lemon 1 egg 6 oz. raw cranberries boiled in the juice of half a lemon and the clementine with 1 T. sugar.(for about 5 minutes or until berries pop.) Mix the dry ingredients in one bowl. Blend the wet ingredients in a second bowl. Stir the dry ingredients into the wet, little by little. Fold in the cranberry mixture. Fill oiled muffin tins about 3/4 full and bake in a preheated 350 degrees oven for 15 minutes.

Shows I Like To Watch
im sitting here bawling watching a brit show called how to look good naked. such a good show dealing with ppls insecurities. hes teaching women how to love their bodies with gentle tips. and i just want to meet him. so kirsty...your in the UK, i want you to look up this show and tell me what you think. i love shows like this cause its teaching me how to feel better as well. and who doesnt want to feel the love?

Christmas For The Troops!
We can not forgeth those that are out there risking their lives for us here on the homeland. Not able to be with their family during this holiday season. Everytime you call or just wish someone marry christmas think about that. Everytime you get to hug a family memeber for the holidays think of those that cant be with theirs on this season. We all have love for all of you. Merry Christmas and God Bless all of you. Hope you get to be with your family as soon as possible.

Christmas
On a famous TV game show the other night, A BLONDE contestant needed only to answer one more question. One simple question stood between her and ONE MILLION DOLLARS! "To be today's champion," the show's smiling host intoned, "name two of Santa's reindeer." The contestant, gave a sigh of relief, gratified that she had drawn such an easy question. "Rudolph!" she said confidently, "and, ...Olive!" The studio audience started to applaud (as the little sign above their heads said to do) but the clapping quickly faded into mumbling, and the confused host replied, "Yes, we'll accept Rudolph, but could you please explain... 'Olive?!?'" "You know," the woman circled her hand forward impatiently and began to sing, "Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer had a very shiny nose. And if you ever saw it, you would even say it glowed. *Olive,* the other reindeer..."

Venting
First of all baby jesus is nothing but a condescending asshat who sees fit to belittle anyone who doesn't like his bullshit. Sounds like someone has inadequacy issues. The more this site changes the more it seems to lose a sense of the "community" it once was. Then there is the matter of people "whoring" their photos. Now granted you're entitled to do as you wish with them, but there just seems to be something wrong with people "capitalizing" by demanding blasts etc in exchange for opening their galleries. Hey here's a newsflash: this is the world wide web & there's PLENTY of free (BETTER) tits & ass out there to see if one chooses to do so. The fact that an economy seems to be emerging on this premise seems to me absurd. I remember the good ol lost cherry days. If it wasn't broke why'd the fuckstix in charge have to go & screw with a good thing? Oh yeah I forgot, someone has little dick syndrome & needed to create a website so they feel a sense of empowerment. Silly me. Well fuck that

Ike Turner Dies In San Diego At Age 76
Dec 12, 5:45 PM (ET) By ELLIOT SPAGAT SAN DIEGO (AP) - Ike Turner, whose role as one of rock's critical architects was overshadowed by his ogrelike image as the man who brutally abused former wife Tina Turner, died Wednesday at his home in suburban San Diego. He was 76. Turner died at his San Marcos home, Scott M. Hanover of Thrill Entertainment Group, which managed Turner's career, told The Associated Press. There was no immediate word on the cause of death, which was first reported by celebrity Web site TMZ.com. Turner managed to rehabilitate his image somewhat in later years, touring around the globe with his band the Kings of Rhythm and drawing critical acclaim for his work. He won a Grammy in 2007 in the traditional blues album category for "Risin' With the Blues." But his image is forever identified as the drug-addicted, wife-abusing husband of Tina Turner. He was hauntingly portrayed by Laurence Fishburne in the movie "What's Love Got To Do With It," based on T

Hey G Look At This...lol
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing Before you go out getting sloppy drunk and start phoning every friend, family, relative, or random person you can come across - there are a few rules you must know. Etiquette is very important, especially when drunk dialing. Only drunk dial when you’re drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. It’s okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don’t remember it, it didn’t happen. If you’re going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. “Mom I’m in McDonald’s and they’re playing our song. I love you.” Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn’t want to hear raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to get bent over? Voicemails are always better. This way your friends can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, or even weeks to come. Drunk texting is OK, but only if you’re prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you sober up. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes

Drama
SIT HERE ALL ALONE WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN.SO FAR NOTHING DOES.I KANT HANDLE THIS KIND OF ANTICIPATIOUN.NERVOUSNESS & QUESTIONS TAKE OVER.THE NEED TO RUNAWAY IS GETTING STRONGER.WONDERING HOW MUCH LONGER!

You Are
WHEN IM SAD,YOUMAKE ME GLAD. WHEN I FEEL WEAK YOU MAKE ME STRONG. WITH YOU BY MY SIDE I COULD NEVER GO WRONG. YOU'RE LIKE A RAY OF LIGHT,YOU HAVE SO MUCH INSIGHT. WHEN IM FEELING DARK & GRAY YOU SHOW ME THE WAY. YOU ASK IF I BELEIVE IN .... DESTINY,I SAID YES IF THAT'S. BY FAR YOU'RE THE BEST!

Fubar - Version Of The One Night Stand!!!! Haha
I HAVE NOTICED THIS AND DECIDED TO PUT IT OUT THERE...LOL HOW MANY TIMES DO WE RATE, COMMENT, ADD, FAN PPL AND NEVER TALK TO THEM AGAIN...YEP THATZ IT SHOW EM LOVE N NEVER TALK OR CHECK THEIR PAGE AGAIN... = THE BUBAR ONE NIGHT STAND!!! HAHA I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY :-P

Always The Set Backs
well i have hit a setback.turns out the landlord that was going to let us in before the end of the moth has decided not to let us in till the first so,,,,its a homeless xmas this year.shit keeps being shitty i suppose.im not going to let it bug me though,just going to smoke a load o weed and pretend there is no xmas.

Christmas Soldiers
Please remember our soldiers during this holiday season!!! (I love you Nate) A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark o

Frosty Cocktail
Frosty Cocktail Recipe courtesy Sandra Lee See this recipe on air Sunday Dec. 16 at 12:00 PM ET/PT. Show: Semi-Homemade Cooking with Sandra Lee Episode: Holiday Cocktail Party Frosty Cocktail 1 shot vodka (recommended: Blue Ice) 1 shot blue fruit- and cognac- liqueur (recommended: Envy) 1/2 shot orange-flavored liqueur (recommended: Cointreau) 1 cup ice cubes Add all ingredients to blender and blend on high until smooth. Pour into glasses and serve with straw. Use a martini glass or margarita glass for this festive look below. Dip the tip of the glass into honey, then coconut to make this effect:

Sex Store...
I cannot now write a beautiful porno a horrible one. I contemplate only in my mind which is virility? How does a woman feel, to be? Where do I enjoy from most? How could one get more for a day hours? And it also room how for the workday should there be in the fantasy world. And on the contrary. It is wonderful to be a woman in my opinion. Srong, loyal, empathic and charming. And sometimes funny. When there is enough laughter for chin aches, the years increase. I will be in the range of fanatic and my worded chest, of course, can fire if it is needed. But I am a kind. Perhaps sometimes even too kind. The counterbalance is the one shining to be a naughty bitch. I love in my fantasy, when my body is totally yours. And sometimes however I want my womanhood to be impudent teasing virility. I want that I am wanted much intolerable. AND I enjoy your use. Yesterday I was looking new sex toys in store. At the cash desk the seller noticed that the man and the woman arrived with him, a c

Pineapple Delight Cheesecake
PINEAPPLE DELIGHT CHEESECAKE This luscious tropical cheesecake can be made ahead of time for easy entertaining. Preparation time: 30 min Baking time: 1 hrs 10 min Yield: 12 servings Crust Ingredients: 1 1/3 cups graham cracker crumbs 1/4 cup LAND O LAKES® Butter, melted 2 tablespoons sugar Filling Ingredients: 1 cup sugar 4 (8-ounce) packages cream cheese, softened 4 eggs 1 cup LAND O LAKES® Sour Cream 1 cup sweetened flaked coconut 1 (20-ounce) can crushed pineapple in juice, well-drained Topping Ingredients: 1/2 cup sweetened flaked coconut, toasted 1 teaspoon freshly grated orange peel Heat oven to 325°F. Combine all crust ingredients in small bowl. Press crumb mixture evenly onto bottom of ungreased 9-inch springform pan. Bake 10 minutes. Cool completely. Combine 1 cup sugar and cream cheese in large bowl. Beat at medium speed, scraping bowl often, until creamy (3 to 4 minutes). Continue beating, adding eggs 1 at a time and beating well afte

Big News For Dvd...........
We have been some good slots on the next two acts.....DVD & Thedownside @ nbt 28th dec.. their returne to the tavern!......COLUMBIA'S HOTTEST TATTOO CONTEST (1st Annual) DVD & Neverbetter @ Headliners 25th jan 08! Both showes will be somthing to rember.........And both showes have more than one killer band.....This is Columbia 'South Carolina' at its best......Thanks to every one who reads this.....If your around town....hope to see yall!!!!!!!!

Damn Thursday
mmmk....we are supposed to be getting another storm here tomorrow sometime so i decided to get my errands done tonight after work...man did i pay for it... i planned on gettin 5 gifts for the kids i adopted for the christmas holiday but had to cut my time short...all im goin to say is wal-mart...thats all u need to know...and yeah i let my daughter wear her pj's out in public...sue me..i was walking down the aisle talking to my daughter when i get hit in the back by some mans big ass box in his shopping cart...thanks guy...i half assed managed to get the stuff for my party tomorrow but forgot my birds food...wtg me...i bought my dogs jackets...yes i said jackets...i love my dogs dammit! my daughter manages to start conversations with everyone that passed us...so much for dont talk to strangers...then after all is paid for and im trying to squeeze my girl into her seat since this dumb ass decided they had to park as close to me as possible, i had to do it from the opposite side. i s

Plaster Hand Prints
DLTK's Holiday Activities for Kids Plaster of Paris Handprint Wallhanging I typically do crafts from things you don't need to buy, but I've had so many people ask me how to make these, that I've broken down and added the directions. ALTERNATIVE: Instead of a wallhanging, make a garden decoration. Omit the ribbon hanger and spray the completed project with Acrylic spray. Set it outside in the garden. When you add decorations, use circle woodsies and organize them like a small caterpillar or paint them like a lady bug. This craft goes well with the Handprint Poem. plaster of paris handprint wallhanging Materials: * plaster of paris (you can purchase at the craft store) * a mold (we'll make this if you don't have one... just get some thin cardboard (old cereal boxes) ready) * ribbon, string or wool * OPTIONAL: paint, silk flowers, woodsies (little wooden shapes -- they come in hearts, stars, petals, etc and make nice decorations). Instructions:

~ Today Is My Birthday ~
~finally got my freedom from outside influences controlling and preventing myself to be the complete slave i am instinctively for myMaster, even though He has patiently waited with me all these 4+ years now,,,,,,now He can come and move me, His property, in with Him in O/our apartment in Michigan to forever be with Him@His feet where i thrive and belong,,thank You myMaster for loving and wanting me as one of Yours in Your life and heart,,,,,,Your myEverything,,,,,,,,,~ Your deeply devoted slavegirl, tallyssinae[R]

Ensign: Keeping Watch
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 14 December 2007 "And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night." (Luke 2:8) In Biblical times, shepherds were a vital link between the city and the country. When there were fewer and fewer people to tend to the tasks of raising food and animals for food and other necessities of life, it was easy to keep the shepherds on the edge of society. The shepherds in the Christmas story had no different tasks that David did as a boy or Jacob when he was sent to his uncle Laban. In a way, they were closer to nature and to nature's God (phrasing from the Declaration of Independence) that we often are today. When something unusual and once-in-a-lifetime occurred, you can bet that th

True Love
I am looking for my one and only true love. I am looking for a man that can keep me grounded when days like this come about because, he would be there to talk me down. I am looking for a man that can and will make love to my mind first. He can give me that intelligent conversation. He can make me think and challenge myself to do things I have never done before. He would have no problem taking long walks in the park just to talk. Maybe one day, that moonlight stroll on the beach. I would want him to be able to express himself to me. Not afraid to tell me he loves me or how he may be feeling. I want to be able to say, "Baby, how was your day"? Anything that may have happened, I am there to listen. I want a relationship where we never take each other for granted. Our relationship would be based mainly on honesty, faithfulness, love, and most important we are able to talk to each other about anything and everything. Neither of us would let passed hurts, scars, and broken heart hinder us fr

My Wife's Christmas Gift Came.
In today's mail, my wife's Christmas gift came. I got her a $10 gift card to one of her favorite restaurant: Chili's. It isn't much but at least she can buy herself a good meal there.

Grandma's Christmas Presents
Last week my Grandma sent me $100 for gifts for my family. I got my wife a new Linkin Park cd. I got the "Edward Scissorhands" dvd for my oldest daughter. I got the "Herbie Fully Loaded" dvd for my son. I got the "Bratz-Fashion Pixiez" dvd for my youngest daughter. I got myself more minutes for my cell phone. And I got the whole family the "Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix" dvd. Everyone liked what I got them.

Stalkers
OK here it go's!!!! WFT is a stalker? someone who can't get someone on there on so they gotta stalk someone? Did god NOT give u 2 fucking hands? Please ur dam self and leave people the fuck alone they ALL got better shit to do besides fucking with u and living there lifes in fear BEACUSE of ur sorry pansy pussy ass's. Get a god dam life and leave people anlone u bunch of fucking pussy ass pansy's. The one u want don't want U NO big fucking deal find another and leave them in peace to live there lives WITHOUT ur bullshit! U wanna stalk someone damit cum stalk me motherfucker! I got just what u ass want a fast train to hell,first class front seat so bring ur ass 's on and get u sum I got way more than u will ever want! I am not fucking scared of ur pussy ass and will take u right out and send u right on to hell where ur faggot ass belongs! IF THIS IS WHAT U WANT HIT ME UP I WILL GIVE U MY ADDRESS AND/ARE MEET UR ASS!!! now that i got that out the way got sum more things to ge

Married Life
Ok here\'s ya another of my 3 i will post today! I have a girlfriend I have been dating over a year now and really happy with her.WE exspect to be married in person(real life)soon. I LOVE HER TO DEATH!nuff said! Shayla Ann Stephens is they life girlfriend and all I desire are even think of ARE about! SHAYLA I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BABY! ok secret admires next stay tuned! NOT so happy Hippie

Sex Against Sleep
Subject: Why is the sex better than a sleep? 1) The alarm clock does not interrupt sex. 2) The hair can go out of order but a picture of the pillow will not become for hour seasons to the cheek. 3) Your Partner not (hopefully …), it snores during the sex. 4) The sex spends more calories than sleeping. 5) Interest can also be taken in sex standing. 6) Interest can be taken in sex in conditions in which the sleeping would be outside fateful for example in the temperatures below zero if there is enough desire. 7) After the sex you usually smile. 8) The sex lasting an hour does more satisfied than 20 hour naps. 9) Too long a pace of the work less often causes delays. 10) Only the memory from the sex which has ended does not vanish in a quarter.

Shit...
Shit… White sand, black beach Bleach the skin white, the light gives me a fright I stand in the dark, not in memory of any Despair for all, courage of many Desolate and forbidden, given in strife Illusions of greatness, falsities of fame No one to blame My Blood flows into a flood I taste the pain of the strain Told to gain and gain No longer a puppet for them to train Fictitious and joyous Closest I can get Godliness, please permit And I will admit To be impervious to all this shit By me

Christmas Miracle
Christmas Miracle By Eric Ethan Dear Santa; I never ask for anything I always wanted to see other people happy That is the biggest thing in life to see other people happy on this Christmas Holiday, feel that special moment I want people to believe in Christmas wishes and never forget this holiday. To open Christmas presents and have big crowd and celebrate the season all month long To get that hug and kiss for giving that great gift of all just being there on the holiday making peoples wishes come true So listen to the silver bells ringing far away that Christmas is here on this special holiday Make everybody happy on Christmas day The End

Mae West Quotes
When I was good, I was very very good but when I was bad I was better. A hard man... is good to find Too much of a good thing... can be wonderful I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it. Good sex is like good Bridge... If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me I used to be Snow White... but I drifted Sex is emotion in motion Save a boyfriend for a rainy day, and another, in case it doesn't rain She's the kind of girl who climbed the ladder of success... wrong by wrong When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.

Contest For Blast Please Help
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=493452&albumid=726255&i=1507269707 1. FIRST PLACE=7 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 15,000 COMMENTS TO GET) 2. SECOND PLACE=3 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 10,000 COMMENTS TO GET) 3. THIRD PLACE=1 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5,000 COMMENTS TO GET) **RATES WILL COUNT AS 2 COMMENTS** ~Self bombing allowed & bombers must be level 5+~ Will start when there are at least 20 entry's Ends on Jan. 1

The Party Was Great!
It is Saturday morning, almost afternoon. I started to write this earlier but then had a chance to talk to Martin so I stopped. Last night was my office party and I have to say that it was a blast! We were the first to show up. he first hour was for drinks, then dinner after that. Everyone started slowly trickling in. It was set up beautifully and the food and wine was sooo good! We laughed and joked with everyone all night. It was a really good time. We ended up getting home around midnight. I am so happy that it went well. It made my season just not having to deal with the usual bullshit that I have to at these parties. My Dad ave a speech last night and his speech was about Peter and how much he does for the company and does stuff he isn't even required to do. He just gets what ever job done that needs to be done. Told everyone that it seems to go unnoticed with the things Peter does and no one pays attention to all that Peter does there at the company and he just w

Birthday Girl
My Dear Friend Selene is haven a Birthday next week !!! Her Lounge the Underworld will be haven a Party next friday keep a eye open for it! I want to ask all My firends who read this to go show Her some Love Please attack Her with rates coments Gifts add Her Just Love her up as only You can Thank You ~Ancient1~ Azkadellia/DJSeleneCorvenios@ fubar

For My Love Whome I Adore
oh my lovely queen, i see you at night walking alone, wanting nothing more then to rush by your side. i watch you pull your cigerete from you lips and dream about thier softness. i see you talking and walking at night, when no one is around. i wonder who your speaking to, whish and dreaming it will be me one day. i see you in the evenings, holding your kitty. shes adorable like you, when she sits in your windows watching the cars. i often wonder if she is watching me too. oh my bella mia, i will one day speak to you. i will hold you in my arms, and tell you how i feel. the way you walk, it drives me insane with a firey passion. i can not help but love you. you ar perfect.

Fu-wedding
Well, it's time to take the giant leap. Jason (DaMunchMan) and I are looking to get a Fu-Wedding. We just need to pick a pastor and do it. Anyone who would like to attend, let me know, and I'll keep you updated with times and dates, etc.

Chapter 9 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER IX NED LAND'S TEMPERS How long we slept I do not know; but our sleep must have lasted long, for it rested us completely from our fatigues. I woke first. My companions had not moved, and were still stretched in their corner. Hardly roused from my somewhat hard couch, I felt my brain freed, my mind clear. I then began an attentive examination of our cell. Nothing was changed inside. The prison was still a prison-- the prisoners, prisoners. However, the steward, during our sleep, had cleared the table. I breathed with difficulty. The heavy air seemed to oppress my lungs. Although the cell was large, we had evidently consumed a great part of the oxygen that it contained. Indeed, each man consumes, in one hour, the oxygen contained in more than 176 pints of air, and this air, charged (as then) with a nearly equal quantity of carbonic acid, becomes unbreathable. It became necessary to renew the atmosphere of our prison, and no doubt the whole in the submarine boat. That gave

Mariage
Perfect Man, A Perfect Woman or Perfect Marriage? What is Perfect? Even God himself could not create the perfect man or woman or relationship. There is a flaw in human nature, unlike the animal kingdom men and women indulge in sex for pleasure. Love however does have a big role to play in it but it’s different for men and women. There is a saying “Men offer love to gain sex, a women offers sex to gain love.” If Adam and Eve couldn’t make a go at it with a perfect world set before them, then how are we in this time and age expected to do so. Now I’m not going to knock the ones who have found who they feel is there perfect match, more power to them but I know from just common sense and looking at relationships all around that people need more to life that what they are getting. For the most part “Love” is short lived, 6 months? 7 Years? 50 years? Who knows? Even my parents who have been married for 50+ years were married before they met each other. However, the lust and the desir

Angel In My Heart
There is an angel knocking at my hearts door, should I let him in. Where is he going, where has he been. He is whispering oh so softly into my ear, his breath feels like kisses from butterfly wings, he says he wants to be here, to be near. His beautiful words makes my heart want to sing. I'm very frightened should I take that chance, should I run or should I stay. Could my heart take the pain if my angel left me one day. I think I'll open my hearts door, maybe just a crack. I'll hope and pray that if he leaves my angel will come back

Still Here
Some what still here. Every day is just a continued one from the last. I find myself having to go down the road to eat a bite. I seem that I am not being fair to Jakie to be sitting there beside him doing what he can't. I made myself go buy a dress so when the time comes I will have something to wear. Who does this? Who would ever want to be buying a damn black dress at christmas time? I am trying my best to figure out how I am going to make a christmas for the other kids. What a way for them to all have to learn about death huh. I'm just tired so tired.

Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email

Fubar Log-on
I have observed that when I log-on here that I follow the same habits: 1. I check my Bar Tab to see who rated, fanned and/or friended me since I was last on here. 2. I rate, fan and/r friend anyone who did #1. 3. I check out, vote on and comment on Mumms that have been submitted since I was last on here. 4. I check my Buzz and Points amounts to see how close I am to the next level. 5. I had to my blog if I have something to say. 6. Lastly, I rate pictures for a while.

Just A Sunday!
Today has been an ordinary sunday.I spent a great deal of it in here!Then all of a sudden...Bam!Someone very generous sent me 5000FUBUCKS!Not once,but twice!I'm still speechless!I must have been a good girl,Santa been good to me today!A special friend of mine,finally got in touch with me!Wish it was in a physicall sense.But he is out of town....Anyway,I hope this coming week will show me some more pleasant surprises!I wish everyone a very merry Christmas.I love FUBAR!

What Do You See?
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see my smiles? Do you see the laughter? Do you see all the happiness? Or do you see past the front to what really lies beneath? Do you see the walls I put up to keep them out? Do you see all the tears that stained my face? Do you see the fears that I try to hide? Do you see the scars inside of me? Those scars that wont let me free Those scars that run deep inside Those scars that mar my very soul Those scars I try so hard to hide So do you see the truth in me or just the truth I want you to see?

What If...........?
This won’t be just a story, but what if???? What if Maria had not become pregnant in a miraculous way? What would have happened in the religious world? I often wonder, what if the stories are written slightly different? And why? I will tell you a story that might as well have happened, but what if……. Suppose Maria was working in another village than where she lived, each day a long walk to earn a living with or without food that she’d bought. Day in day out traveling alone without complaining she just did it. Maria was alone and she knew there was someone who had more than a general interest in her, but they hadn’t been together yet. One night was on her way home, her groceries and other stuff she bought on her arm, it had become fairly dark already, when she was harassed by a group of drunk men who decided not to let her thru. They grabbed her and raped her time and time again…. Full of pain, sorrow but most of all shame and fear Maria went home and on her way ran into Josef who

Funny Ass Shit!!!
this shit is hella funny... Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you eat it. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What do bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed.

I Don't Know Who Cares...
...but I will put this up, just in case some one does... I have made a few great friends here, whom I wish the best of everything to... There are choices for all of us, every day, some are easy, some come quickly and are never thought of again, and some are a true mother fucker. I am currently making one of those mother fucker choices. I don't guess I will know if it is the right choice, because there are a lot of options that will never be explored, to test their merit. (Ha! fucking Irony, here... One of my favorite songs just came on the radio, and it is SO FUCKING FITTING! Radio Head, Creep) I hope that there is no pain for others in this decision, but I think it is naive of me to think that there will be none... and if I do hurt anyone, I am truly regretful of my actions, but such is life, the things that have been done and said can't be undone, or unsaid... I am deleting my account here, as well as the other sites that I am on... I think this is the only one that I w

Romans 10/, Verse 9 - 10
9 ; If thou shalt confess with thy mouth,the Lord Jesus and believe in thy heart that God has raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 1o :for with the heart, man believeth unto rightenous. and with the mouth confess is made unto salvation. Amen ! Amen!

??????????
My love I know your hurting, and the pain is hard to bear, so I'm going to tell a story to show how much I care... See, when your heart is broken and your eyes begin to cry I send in all my angels Into your soul they fly That heavy feeling in your stomach, well, I'm sorry about that... for the angel in there is quite lazy and beginning to get a bit fat... She's supposed to sit on the flutters and hug out all the tension.. she guarantees you will feel better soon (though how long it takes, she didnt mention) There are two little redhead angels whom I sent to guard your ears they sit, arms folded, listening out for any words which may cause tears They try their best to catch them all, but some, they slip the net the little darlings are still in training, there's time to be perfect yet Now, a beautiful dark skinned angel sits high upon your crown she holds a golden embroidered cloth to wipe away your frown There is an angel on your left

Trust
How can I trust someone if that someone has broken my trust, My heart is empty, Its cold as ice, As it reach to break, It leaks out of water, That water drips and slips away, That trust, That moment, All within those you have broken, I may not trust you or your friends but that don’t mean we can’t be friends, Just friends without that trust, You have to work your trust with me, You have to make me understand why should I ever trust you again, You have to repair that broken trust, You have to work hard, That don’t mean be hateful towards me, Just show me that I can trust you once more.

To All The Whose Who Know Will Jones
I am here to say Will is married, has been in a supposed commited relationship for a year now. He does have a 2 month old with his wife, no it is not the Blake kiddo. It is another. He has been fucking around on all of you with all the rest of you, and his wife. He also has been screwing prostitutes. So yes you should get tested. He is not going to marry any of you he said he would. He is already legally married. And to top things off there have been serious alligations of Rape brought into police investigations. thank you very much Have a wonderful day

Christmas Oppsy! (just Happened)
I was down the street today posting some cards. There was a lady there with 2-3 cucumbers in one hand and a handful of cards to be sent, in the other hand. I was muttering to myself for being so forgetful cause i had been in and out of the post office twice this week and still hadnt posted some things...anyway she started chatting....she was SO intent on talking to me that she wasnt concentrating on what she was doing....she posted the cucumbers instead of the letters..... I tell ya i was almost on the floor crying i was laughin so much, looking at her face once she'd realised. She just walked away, trying not to laugh, looking horrified and then sent her daughter in to tell the ladies at the desk what her mother had accidently done, and to get the cucumber out and send the CARDS instead. LMFAO! Funny as hell.

Faithful Slave
A BDSM Carol 3 Sung To The Tune Of "White Christmas" FAITHFUL SLAVE I'm dreaming of a Faithful slave, Just like the ones I used to strip, On their knees crawling, Or on their backs sprawling, To feel the stinging of my whip, I'm dreaming of a faithful slave, With all the evil I can find, May her welts be purple and bright, And may all my insertables be tight

Wounderful Song
I know your eyes in the morning sun I feel you touch me in the pouring rain And the moment that you wander far from me I wanna feel you in my arms again And you come to me on a summer breeze Keep me warm in your love Then you softly leave And it's me you need to show How deep is your love? How deep is your love How deep is your love I really mean to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breakin’ us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me I believe in you You know the door to my very soul You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour You're my saviour when I fall And you may not think I care for you When you know down inside That I really do And it's me you need to show How deep is your love? How deep is your love How deep is your love I really mean to learn 'Cause we're living in a world of fools Breakin’ us down When they all should let us be We belong to you and me And you come to me on a summer breeze, Keep

Asshat Vanwinkle
Vanilla Van Winkle- Vanilla becoming pumk rocker is like Gary Coleman become Gangsta Sorry bud, hard core is not you! A wise man once said that you can work on your car but your not a mechanic- you can bake a cake but not be a baker- you can put on a band-aid but not be a doctor... But if you fuck one goat- your always a goat fucker. You, Asshat of the week will always be Vanilla Ice Ice Baby cruising in your 5.0...

The Kiss
Starting so softly, then harder and harder The oral expression of intimate ardour Lips locked together and tongues tasting teeth Love on the surface and lust underneath A hint of the coffee you drank as we sat But a taste that's all you is so clear under that Breathing together, and moving as one Where can this lead now the action's begun All that I know is there's nothing like this Locked with a lover in a passionate kiss

Told You I'm No One Special...
Overworked. Underpaid. Overstressed. Underappreciated. This is what happens to someone like me. You accept the fact that you have to be flexible and adaptable on a job, but the more you do, the less other people do, and 2 minutes later you're doing everything while all the other people are huddled together talking having fun and making you the big ugly butt of everyone's jokes. I'm being used for many people's professional gains, and once they get bored with me or feel they don't need my usefulness any longer, I'll be but just a memory. Oh well, just another day in the life of no one special. -B

Yankees Release 2008 Schedule, With Regular-season Stadium Finale Sept. 21
New York will open at home against the Toronto Blue Jays on Monday, March 31. The 79th major league All-Star game will be played at Yankee Stadium on July 15. And if New York misses the playoffs, the final series in the beloved ballpark would be Sept. 19-21 against Baltimore. The Yankees also will host San Diego, Cincinnati and the New York Mets in interleague play, and make their first trip to Pittsburgh since the 1960 World Series. NEW YORK (AP) -- The final regular-season game at Yankee Stadium will be Sept. 21 against Baltimore, and New York is raising prices for its best box seats by $100 to $250. The Yankees released their 2008 schedule and ticket prices on Monday for the last season in The House That Ruth Built, which opened in 1923. The team plans to move in 2009 into a new ballpark being built across the street in the Bronx. The Yankees increased most of their ticket prices. The most expensive box seats closest to the field went from $150 in 2007 to $250 next yea

Taking Chances
Don’t know much about your life. Don’t know much about your world, but Don’t want to be alone tonight, On this planet they call earth. You don’t know about my past, and I don’t have a future figured out. And maybe this is going too fast. And maybe it’s not meant to last, But what do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there’s solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? I just want to start again, And maybe you could show me how to try, And maybe you could take me in, Somewhere underneath your skin? What do you say to taking chances, What do you say to jumping off the edge? Never knowing if there’s solid ground below Or hand to hold, or hell to pay, What do you say, What do you say? And I had my heart beaten down, But I always come back for more, yeah. There’s nothing like love to pull you up, When you’re laying down on the floor there. So talk to me, talk t

Life!
One down,Two to go! Lying here thinking of the three The three problems that need not be The problems I let arise All this time trying to disguise Look at what's been done I've concluded just one Now if only I could see What made the three That need not be I could do something to unveil What hasn't been done To conclude another one One down,Two to go!

I Dont Do Sadness
Awful sweet to be a little butterfly just winging over things and nothing deep inside. Nothing going going wild in you, you know, you're slowing by the riverside floating high and blue. Or maybe cool to be a little summer wind like once through everything and then away again. With the taste of dust in your mouth all day but no need to know like sadness you just sail away. Cause you know, I don't do sadness not even a little bit. Just don't need it in my life don't want any part of it. I don't do sadness, hey I've done my time looking back on it all then it blows my mind, I don't do sadness so been there. Don't do sadness just don't care. ---------------------------------

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Shopping Is Done!
I just got back from shopping. It wasn't too busy yet. I got everyone done! Yippeee. I still have one more store to get my son one more thing but all the hard people are out of the way! I love having a new shopping center in my city. It is so nice and has a good selection of stores. Easy to just run over there and pick up something. They aren't even done building it yet and it is going to be really nice when they are done. I think after Friday night and all the mess is cleaned up from the party, I think I might want to take the kids to San Francisco Saturday. It is so pretty there this time of year with all the stores decorated and such. It would be great if I could get a reservation for Neiman Marcus for brunch but they would laugh at me over the phone. They book up fast around the holidays. Their restaurant is on the top floor and is in the dome part. Very cool! Peter plans on going to the 49er football game on Sunday. Then Monday is Christmas Eve. It is all

Mass Messages On Im's - My Thoughts
Thanks To My Baby Dj Insanity For This Lovely Rant Lol.. I am sick and fucking tired of all these mass IM's saying *Cleaning out my list, if you don't respond I will delete you.* or *I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone online, but not talking to me so I'll be deleting those that don't talk.* It's fucking life! Go ahead and delete me you pretentious prick! I don't sign online for your personal amusement! And I certainly don't need all your negativity! If that's how you feel about me I don't wanna fucking talk to you anyway! I have hundreds and hundreds of people on my list! Do you honestly think we can talk to all of them at once? Ever fucking think of messaging me? It takes two to tango, I'm not going to message you every god damned day if your not doing the same! Which brings me to a more important point, if we're not talking, and you don't want us on your list, why not just fucking delete us? Why do you want us to get on our knees and beg forgiveness just to stay on your list

Christmas Presents
So I am done buying presents this year. Everything for David was so expensive that the number of gifts is down, though I know he will be happy. I can remember as a kid running downstairs and seeing huge piles of gifts, though I am sure the piles were smaller than my memories make them out to be lol. I enjoy buying presents again. Can't afford what I want to buy people though lol. But at least I enjoy it again. When I was with my ex, I grew to hate buying presents. It didn't matter what I bought, it was returned. I had friends help, still no luck. I had HER friends help, no luck. I had her mother help, still everything was returned. And she would even buy herself stuff, wrap it and say give it to me for Christmas, and she would still return it, even though she had bought it herself. Kind of took all the fun out of buying presents. But now I have David to buy for, and my parents, and nephews. Even Grandpa Dick. And they don't return things. :)

Christmas With Louise
CHRISTMAS WITH LOUISE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do?" "You're kidding me!" "Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could also substitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use th

Depression
here we are yet another holiday season and of course the depression is setting in. i relect on the year and had.. and oh what a year its been.. lies, sex and weed...and beer.. dont forget the beer.. its just after i sit down and i look at it all i still fiond myself depressed and let down.. i feel like ive accomplished nohing in my life. i have nbo signifigant other.. the one that wants to be with me dosnt understand i dont want to be with her.. and the loneliness is eating at my soul.. its taking small chunks oif sanity and replacing it with depravity. i feel as i wanna explode but i know i cant and i have no way to vent or escape or anything..its just BLAH!! My moms currently in the hospital with severe breathing troubles. she has fluid in her lungs and she keeps refusing the mask ventilator.. and the doctor said if they need to the will sedate and intubate her...and she dosnt want to live with a tube down her throat. i dont want my mom to die but she wont listen to me or to common s

Nasty Talk!
Ok guys.....this is too many of you out there....just because my name is naughty does NOT mean i talk dirty to the whole fuckin world! Ya see FUBAR created a family list for reasons......mine are ... 1) the men i talk nasty to are on mine! 2) as of today all of my nsfw's will be for my family ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3) LAST BUT DEFINATELY NOT LEAST.....if you cannot avoid being an unwanted perv! TURN THE FUCK AROUND....WALK AWAY AND CLOSE THAT FUCKIN DOOR!

Do You Want Me?
Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) YOU U-G-L-Y (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

*content Sigh*
So tonight went fairly well. Both Cindy and Barb were there but Barb was sick and doped up on meds. They're both pretty understanding and gave me stuff that didn't require a ladder. Got some good hours in too, which is nice and definately needed. It's kinda sad that only 4 hours is considered nice to me. But for this week I only have to night and the past Saturday on there. Next week will be better. Tonight I finally told Mom about the bullshit thats been happening the past couple of days... she's not happy about it. It's funny, the more time that passes the less pissed off I get and the more amused I get at stupid little things involved. There's no point in getting stressed out over what I can't change. And I can't change this right now... and it is not my responsiblity anymore to try to change it. I have to admit this would be even funnier to see if it happened back in NJ. Having everyone tell me that if I need them to grab pitchforks and all that shit is so nice. Not wort

All The Little Things...
i don't always understand life's twists and turns... why did someone else get the attention that should have been mine? why do i suffer still from the jealousy of it? why can't you make it better, take the pain away? why couldn't my love be enough? why does this hurt so much? why do all the little things make the difference now, when the bigger things have been resolved? why do i resent the fact that someone else got the shiny things, when i ASKED for the practical ones? why was i never surprised with random little presents, even though frugality was my soap box? why could i never tell you that my heart wanted those things sometimes... a poem or a card just randomly left for me somewhere? none of this should have mattered, but it does. why all the little things? why do they hurt the most?

Is Is Christams Yet?
I love the Christmas season, don't get me wrong. But it just seems like every year I am busier and busier. Yesterday was a busy day of doing NOTHING. We went to see Jeff's dad and we just sat there with him for 4 hours. The kids played with their gifts and then went outside. But we didn't move around a lot. We did go do some shopping afterwards. I hate taking my daughter shopping for clothes~she is 13....and growing by leaps and bounds (you know what I mean) She is so tall all the shirts are too short. I guess I am blessed in having a teen daughter who DOESN'T want to show her 3 B's (belly, butt, boobs). So anyway, she gets mad cause she can't find anything that fits. SO we headed up the road to grab Jeff for supper and then to see the lights. Our luck would have it....it rained and we didn't get to walk around the light displays like we had planned. But we had a good time anyway riding through. We got home and I had to finish my candy goodies so Jeff could take them to w

Holiday Humor
On Black Friday, the major shopping day after Thanksgiving Day, A lady walks into a high class jewelry shop. She browses around, spots a beautiful diamond bracelet and walks over to inspect it. As she bends over to look more closely she inadvertently breaks wind. Very embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't pop up right now. As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a sales man standing right behind her. Cool as a cucumber and displaying complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady with, "Good day, Madam. How may we help you today?" Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman may just not have been there at the time of her little 'accident', she asks, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely bracelet?" He answers, "Madam, if you farted just looking at it, you're going to shit when I tell you the price.

Yeppers
one light, one mind flashing in the dark blinded by silence of a thousand broken hearts "for cryin out loud" she screamed unto me a free for all fuck 'em all "you are your own sight" Yeah. My pay check sucked. I'm not a happy chicky no more.

Jesus Is In Our Hearts >>>>my Gift To You All Is >> Read >>.
Jesus resides in each of us but some close him out , wont you just let him inside , what a change you see feel and know thru him (Jesus ) His love is forever , forgiving forever , alive and well for ever; thru him is what you will recieve if you belive. Hugs diana this is my gift to all you; Merry Christmas.

Christmas Magic
Christmas Magic Are we too grownup to feel a thrill As we light the Christmas tree? Are we immune to cookies, Christmas cards and Christmas glee? Are we too adult to "Ooh" and "Aah" At the Christmas candle's glow? Are we blasé about our gifts; Do we shun the mistletoe? Are we too mature for carols, For merry or for jolly? Do the decorations leave us cold, The ornaments and holly? Fat chance! We'll never grow too old To love the Christmas magic. A year without a Christmas Would be boring, even tragic. So bring it on! The candy canes, The feasting and good cheer; O Christmas, lovely Christmas, You're the highlight of the year! By Joanna Fuchs

Morphs
if you like the morph of my pic and you have looked at the ones on my page and would like to get one for your self they will be going on sale as of the first of the year at 2000 a pop, and a shout out to us on your page. just shout box me and then email me the pic you want morphed and into what Happy new year Jess Owner and founder of TureLycan FreeLance Bombers

Christmas Time Is Here.
Well, it is almost upon us.... Christmas is most definately here. I just wanted to take a second to wish all my friends and loved ones on here a very Merry Christmas and A happy New Year. May the season bring u all the joy and love u deserve and may this next year be everything u are hoping for. If any of you need me or just wanna say hi, feel free to contact me.... I am always here for my friends. Love you guys!

Dad
Someone take me from this place take me somewhere new somewhere without him all your broken promises all my shattered dreams broken and battered i stand another fight yet again when will it all end You promised the world and all i got where lies you promised to care and all i did was cry so dad where are you now no one to fall on no one to help I yell and yell and all you do is ignore me so now i lay here crying and alone once again you have left this time never to return

Fake Profilers...
If someone steals the pics of a friend and sets up fake profiles....then that friend wrongly accuses you of it...how do you prove your innocence? I'm a good person and have always been good to her, but someone she trusts thinks it was me and she believes him over me (we used to be best friends...WTF?!?). How do I prove myself as trustworthy in this situation?

Heh
Right now I'm loving other pregnant women- at least they're understand what the fuck is going on and how the hell I feel. Plus a lot of them have a lot more balls than I do and are more willing to call things as they see them. What I'm thinking they're telling me. It's great. Guys right are all on my shit list. Fuck you all. None of you give a shit enough to actually try to understand what the hell is going on, or what the hell the problem is... AND I SWEAR TO FUCKING CHRIST IF I HAVE TO SIT HERE AND WATCH/LISTEN TO ANOTHER STUPID DISASTER MOVIE I AM GOING TO FLIP OUT AND STRANGLE THE FUCKING IGNORANT SON OF A BITCH. GAH I HATE THE FUCKING BASTARD.

Twas The Night B4 Christmas
Twas the Night b4 Christmas Current mood: anxious Dec 23, 2007 'Twas the Night b4 Christmas By Mary Marcdante Two Decembers ago my dad called wanting to know what I wanted for Christmas. I mentioned a particular book and then interrupted myself and said, "No, what I'd really like is for you to put The Night Before Christmas on audiotape." There was this long pause and then Dad said with familiar stern emphasis in his voice, "Oh for God's sake, Mary. What in Sam Hill do you want that for? You're forty years old!" I paused, feeling embarrassed yet determined, "Dad, I remember how good it felt when you used to cuddle us all up next to you on the couch when we were little and read The Night Before Christmas. I can still remember how strong your voice was, how safe I felt and how well you acted out all the different sounds. I'd really appreciate you doing this, since I live 2,500 miles away and I'm not coming home for Christmas. It would be nice to have yo

Repost
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. .. Re-post if you are a true cherry tap friend

Holiday Celebration Tips!
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone . Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do not have a snack before going to a party in an effort to co

Kintuckee Classroom
A grade school teacher in Kentucky asked her students to usethe word "fascinate" in a sentence Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep It was fascinating. The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight."

Unleashing Your Passion By Kim Mcginnis
You were born with a passion to do something unique with your life. As a divine being it was given you from the infinite supply of the universe. As an unborn child in your mother's womb, you had it swirling all around you, and it lived and breathed inside of you, even before your little lungs developed. It survives by simply being - no thinking required. Passion is a gift from the Universe. It's in you, even though you may have forgotten what it is and how to access it. The key to uncovering your passion is a process. Take a look at this step-by-step process and then actually practice the steps. Before you know it will be living with passion rather than just dreaming about it. 1. Spend more time alone. When you surround yourself with lots of people, or even one very strong individual, it is difficult to know what excites you. It is easy to become influenced if outside energies are stronger than yours. Consider this a time for self-care. Be easy and respectful of yourself. I

The First Fubar Blog
Merry Christmas to all. Happy Holidays to others. Apparently political correctness knows no bounds. And as the influence of politically correctness expands its might, freedom of speech becomes hindered. Christmas is upon. Yes, it is right around the corner. Now being the casual observor of various human behavior, I guess the old saying "they all come out of the woodwork" can apply right now. It seems like I am on an emotional roller coaster, rising and falling, with whoever I happen to be talking to at the moment. One person will be having a good Christmas while the next person will be on the low side. Then there is the person in the middle running flatline. Then it is back up then down. You really get to see the varieties when talking to different people. I have not heard much from the political arena as of late. Or did I stop paying attention to it? Perhaps the politicians went to their political families for their political "Christ Card Value" holiday so

Merry Christmas Everyone
It is Christmas Eve and I thought I would get online while I had a little bit of time. We celebrate Christmas on Christmas day while others are celebrating tonight. It is such a wonderful time of year. I wish I could have been in 2 places at once today but being thousands and thousands of miles away wouldn't work out too well. LOL I was there in my heart though. Yes, I did have you on my mind Martin. Peter has been baking the cookies that I make every year. I started making these Pecan Tassies years ago and everyone fell in love with them. They are a little difficult to make and very time consuming. My stepmom called me yesterday and asked if I was making them. I told her the only way we were going to have them tomorrow was if Peter made them because making the crust would have hurt my neck. So he was a wonderful husband and son in law and made them for me. They will be very happy to see and eat them tomorrow! It is like heaven in your mouth. I do have other thi

Not In Love
Are you ready? You call me on the phone I act like nothings going on We're drivng in my car I pretend that you don't turn me on Ah ah ah you sexy thing Yeah you know it yeah Ah ah ah you move around now you show it I'm not in love It's just a phase that i'm going through I'm always looking for something new But don't go running away It's almost 3am I'm hoping that you don't let go You're moving in so close I'm trying not to lose control Ah ah ah you sexy thing Yeah you know it yeah Ah ah ah You move around now you show it (come on) I'm not in love It's just a phase that i'm going through I'm always looking for something new Don't go running away Oh i'm not in love I try to tell myself all the time I just can't help how i feel tonight So don't go running away yeah Im not in love (yeah yeah) I'm not in love I'm not in love (give it to me now) I'm not in love (break it down) Ah ah ah you sexy thing Yeah you know it ah ah ah You move around yeah

My Birthday!
Okay so today was my 28th birthday. It kinda started out shitty because I woke up at 8 to go work out at Curves but I went outside and my van was reposessed. My car I just bought broke down so it's in the shop so I don't have any way to get to the store if I needed to. But anyway it should hopefully be fixed soon cause my church is gonna help me pay to get it fixed. Anyhow, my kids and my wonderful husband turned it all around with lots of love and they pampered me sooo much.... I love them so very much and am thankful I have them. This was the BEST birthday ever at this point.

Poem
Something Must Be by Romae harvey Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach into knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

The Master Marches To His Own Beat
I was impressed with an article about James Brown. James was a master in his field of music and he had his own unique style of beat and dance that was totally different from the standard of his time. People of respect criticized him about his style and tried to make him reform, but he said that masters march to their own beat, and the world catches up with them rather than they trying to learn a beat already established. James also said that your word must be your bond, its more important to build trust then love. And that people cannot follow you unless they can trust you. My impression of James Brown changed after reading these things about him. He truly was a great man of his time and I would like to pattern my life after him in this respect.

Who's Going To Blast Me?
Just wondering who will be the lucky one to gift Me a blast for the new year??? ... I can't believe out of all the fans and friends only a beautiful lady was caring enough to Blast Me... shame on you!!! (btw this beautiful lady is My friend KinkStar Sin... she rocks) Anyway, I'll be happy with a 3 day if that's all you can offer... of course the more the merrier... let's see... Who's going to make Me a Blast gift this new year??? aaah! and don't come asking something in return if you get Me a blast... this is not an exchange... I'll consider doing something nice for you if I want to! (I always do anyway... so go ahead Make My Day!) Fu kisses to all Me

If I Could Dream At Night
If I could Dream At Night If I could dream at night and if those dreams came true, I would force myself to sleep at night so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to lonely guys, and if I were given just two I would wish that you would always love me, the other I would give to you. If my tears could write love songs Before my tears were through you would know just how I feel and how much I love you But dreams are for dreamers, and wishes seldom come true my tears do not write love songs but when they fall...they fall for you. gw07

Christmas Aftermath Lol
Christmas was good. Everyone loved the presents. Only problem now is we can't get the xbox live account to work on the 360. I was on the phone with xbox last night and have been on well over an hour not today. They can't figure out the issue and I am on hold waiting to be bumped up to a supervisor. David was so suprised at getting a camera. I have to keep telling him no pics of me until I get a shower lol. Christmas Eve service went fine. Next year I have to start playing my trumpet earlier to get my lip in shape. This yar I started practicing a few days ahead and I should have weeks before. David is still here and as far as I know he will be with me through New Years :). He is eating way too much. I swear he wants something every 5 minutes!

We Indeed Also Maintain With Regard Not
We indeed also maintain with regard not Only to the fruits of the earth, but to every flowing stream and every breath of air, that that the ground brings forth those things which are said to grow up naturally,____ that the water springs in fountains, and refreshes the earth with running streams,______ that the air is kept pure, and supports the life of those who breath it, and only in consequence of the agency and control of certain beings whom we may call invisible husbandmen and guardians; But we deny that those invisible agents are demons....

You Are My Air
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

Wars
Battles wage across this land Over dunes of desolate sand Fighting through searing heat As death lies inches beneath their feet Bullets fly through the night sky Screams of agony echo through the night An end to the war they keep in sight Hopes of making it home alive For honor they stay for honor they strive Some will go and some will stay This is the price they pay Casualties of war, a letter of reverence Names preserved on the wall of remembrance From this battle who will win? no one, It's just on e big sin

For You Master:
~Dream~ For You Master: This overwhelming love I feel I ask myself,can this be real? Consumes my mind,consumes my heart From Him I never wish to part He touches me,I gasp for breath I feel that there is nothing left My love ,it is all spent on Him His Love controls me,pulls me in I taste Him,How I've longed for this wondered if I'd ever feel such bliss My lust for Him ,it rises still Of Him, I'll Never get my fill .... love You Master :kiss: :heart: :rose:

How Kinky Are You?
Congratulations! Your Hotlanta Kink Test score was 658! Here is the chart so that you can see how you are rated: 100 or less You need to lighten up and live a little! 101 to 200 You have an average sex life in need of kink. 201 to 300 You have sweet hints of a kinky nature. 301 to 400 You have kinky playful tendencies. 401 to 500 You are definitely a kinky player. 501 to 600 You are kinkier than most! 601 to 700 You are a major league kinkster! 701 to 800 You live and breath kinky!! 801 to 900 Wow! You're too kinky for most!!! 901 or more SUPER FREAK ALERT! You da BOMB! The maximum score for this test is 1000.

Just A Moment
Just a Moment Just a moment of your time, That's all i need. Just to have you alone, I'm shaking at the knees. I need to know what i feel is true, I need someway to just break through. Too many thoughts cross my mind. But i dont know what your feeling, I could be reading you wrong everytime. Such a big risk, Without knowing how i'll land. If it all went wrong, I'ld be sinking in quick sand. Rhiannon Michelle Daumann

I Changed My Mind
I just changed my mind about not adding any friends. If you convince me you have read my blogs and have read the "about me" sections and blogs of at least two other people you don't already know all about, I will rate, fan and add you and the people you check out. Since I'm leaving the site in a week, no return love is necessary! Who knows, you might even find a real friend.

When It Rains, It Pours!
Well, this year has ended very sh*tty. Thank God, Xmas is over. I hated it this year. So much has happened. But I'm really looking forward to next summer...When I finish college and can get my head outta my ass. A lot has changed in the last few months, and I just wish things woulda worked out. But I gotta finish my degree. Then I can continue with my life.

New Me In N Out Sexies
Take a look at my new pics. COmemnt if u want. If u dont like it dont comment, if u do leave love.,..keep in mind those r indoor pics i took... i took outdoor pics on my way to work today to show the color more so when i get home ill post them here 2 ok muaz love tess

Mind Games
The noises made The things forbade The screams grow loud Begin to fade You ignore me I'm not real Drop the phone Stop this joke I've had enough I've had enough This has to stop This has to stop Stop the mind games I don't want to play Take a break I'm gonna break She's that perfect I can't take it Why are you here My heart is breaking I've had enough I've had enough This has to stop This has to stop Don't want your sympathy It's not the same Get away from me I just want to scream Why do you care You weren't there Why start now Stop you're hurting me I've had enough This is to stop Make it stop You've done enough Now it's done Now your gone I'm happy now I've just moved on Andrea Eckrode (e=ctr+comma+c)

Mexican Ghost Story
Mexican Ghost Story This is a true story. It happened in Texas, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's absolutely true: This guy was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark and stormy night. The night was cold and wet and no cars went by. The storm was so strong; he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly, he saw a car coming towards him and stop. The guy, without thinking about it, got in the car, closed the door, and only then realized that there was nobody behind the wheel! The car starts going again, very slowly. The guy looks at the road and sees a curve coming his way. Scared, he starts to pray and begs for his life. Just before the car hits the curve, a hand appears through the window and turns the wheel. The guy, paralyzed in terror, watched how the hand appeared each time the car approached a curve. Gathering his strength, he gets out of the car and runs all the way to the nearest town. Wet and in sh

Contempt Absolution
Contemplating suicide Ultimate genicide Throwing ones life away Cannot fight another day Why has this life been handed to me I fight and fight but cannot break free HE will not give you more than you can take But I feel, that I will, That I shall break I trusted you I believed in you I felt everything that you said was true just like they say trust no one today not even yourself hide your feelings, keep soul at bay Why has this life been handed to me I fight and I fight and I cannot break free There's not much so much more I can take I feel, I will, I shall, I'll break Do not pitty me I've let this to be I trusted you, willed to you And this I receive Past lives that are not mine are held over me Sins of others are washed away EVERYDAY Mine are rebirthed everytime EVERYDAY Those are theirs They are not my shoes One day you will not confuse You will see this, That what you c

Giving You My Heart Forever
don't ask me how it could be sometimes it's hard to believe that in my lifetime i could find that someone who can make me complete you are the air that i breathe i'd surely die if you leave 'cause i have never felt this way ' bout any girl like i feel for you so this is what i'm gonna do i'm giving you my heart forever every beat of my heart says it's true i know we'll always be together forever you lovin' me - me lovin' you and i'm giving you my heart to you you are so special to me your love is all that i need and i'm gonna spend the rest of my life loving you faithfully this love i feel is so strong with you my heart's found a home 'cause no one in this world could ever love me so tenderly so you can best believe i'm giving you my heart forever every beat of my heart says it's true my love for you won't fade no never you lovin' me - me lovin' you and i'm giving you my heart to you and when i'm holding you close to me i know all of my dreams

Missing Him
So I am getting through the holidays. It is sometimes hard. On the day of my friend Katies xmas party we were sitting at dinner and his song came on the radio. It was his favorite holiday song " baby it's cold outside". His fave version was by Ella Fitzgerald. I of course just broke down at the dinner table ( if you look at my pics you can tell I had been crying). I try not to cry in front of people. My father told me a long time ago " never cry in front of people because no one really cares." My friends, though, came through for me that nite. I have the greatest group of friends and I love them all dearly. So, yes it is getting better. I know that it will be a long while if ever that a day goes by that I don't miss him. But I guess it is true what they say that time does eventually heal all wounds.

Come Feel The Heat In The Ff Hall..free Drinks,free Laughs And New Friends
(repost of original by 'MERCI CO-OWNER FF HALL ~FIREMAN185'sFU WIFE~REAL LIFE GIRLFRIEND' on '2007-12-29 08:18:47') click on the picture to join us (repost of original by 'FF John OWNER OF FIRE FIGHTERS HALL~ DIANNE`S FUBAR B/F~' on '2007-12-29 08:20:32')

My Sweetheart.. *written By A Good Friend*
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

People Watching
I am a people watcher....I think I am starting to hate people.Some of them do the stupidest things.I watch the news too.How the hell do you forget your child in the car when it's 100 degress outside? I am not perfect but,that is one damn thing I would never do.Ok,and if you excessivly heavy..ummmm a sports bra and bike pants do not make you look hot!!! Do you really think they stood in front of the mirror saying..."damn,this makes me look hot!!!!I am so gonna get sum at the wal-mart!!" god lord. I am by no means skinny or hot in anyway shape or form but for god sakes cover you ass up. Yes,I am in a mood today.I will probably blog several times and whatever!!!!!

Love This !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Martin wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits up and notices his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. Martin looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless and clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love You!" So he goes to the kitchen and, sure enough, there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. Martin asks, "Son, what happened last night?" His son says, "Well, you came home around 3 a.m., drunk and delirious. You broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door." Confused, Martin asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table

Please Help Me Out Starting Tomorrow @ 7:00
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

Video Scenes
The huge teleconferencing room, which the hotel where I worked used to house international business meetings, had always had special appeal for me. It was painted mostly black, and had soft, grey carpeting. In the center sat a long, shiny, black conference table, surrounded by comfortable chairs. An array of television screens covered one of its huge walls, and the screens could be used to display lots of separate pictures, or to tile many images into one big picture, like a video billboard. What I admired most of all, though, was Nick, the technician who worked the video booth and kept all the equipment in working order. Right after I started working at the hotel as a desk clerk, I began to peek into the teleconferencing room now and then, hoping to catch sight of him. He wasn't tall, but he was fit and trim, and he moved with grace, as if his center of gravity was more perfect than most men's. He always wore faded jeans which nicely accented his firm buttocks and strong thighs, a

The Personal Year
THE PERSONAL YEAR The Personal Year is helpful in evaluating the trend of the coming calendar year. For a clue as to what lies ahead in the coming year, calculate your personal year using this formula: First, reduce the month and day of your birth, your birthday, to a single digit. Using my birthday for example, February 8th, that single digit would be 1 (2+8=10; 1+0=1). If your month and day total comes to 11 or 22, the master numbers, in this instance, reduce the number to 2 and 4, respectively. Next, reduce the year for which you are making the calculation to a single digit. The year 2003 would become 5. Now, add the single digit representing your birthday to the single digit representing the year in question. Thus, 2003 is a 6 personal year for me. Calculate your personal year and see the likely trend of events for the year Personal Year 1. . . .A New Beginning In Your Life The current year is the beginning of a new nine year cycle for you. It holds t

A Love Song
Let me sing you a love song About what I feel in my heart; Butterflies can't find nectar Whenever we're apart. You're a flower in bloom. In the dark, in the gloom, It's you who brightens my day. How many ways do I need you? Every day, every way, come what may.

Beautiful
My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a full moon shining through a cloudy night sky... Beautiful. No matter what wonders my eyes have seen, Nothing compares to the beauty I see when I look at you. My love for you is beautiful.

All The Things I Love About You
I love you for the warm, sweet affection in your eyes whenever you look at me, and the special smile you save only for me. I love that you always seek to have your body close to mine, reaching out to touch, to hold my hand, to wrap your arms around me. I love how you show me you care by looking for ways to make my life easier and more comfortable. I love that when I ask you to do things, you try to do them instead of thinking me demanding. I love that your favorite place is near me, that you’d rather be with me than anywhere else. I love you for more reasons than this page has space to write, so I’ll try to tell you and show you in person all the things I love about you.

Total Pigs!!
OMG!!! IM SOOO TIRED OF TRASH ON HERE ASKING ME TO SEE NAKED PICS,VIDS OR ANYTHING ELSE OF ME!!! GET IT IN YOUR THICK SKULL IM NOT SOME RANDOM WHORE FROM ONLINE LOOKING TO HOOK UP,SUCK YOUR DICK,GET NAKED OR WHATEVER NASTY THING YOU WANT FROM ME OR ANYOTHER CHICK ONLINE!!! IM WORTH WAY WAY WAY MORE THEN THAT!! I HAVE MORALS AND VALUES IN LIFE. OH OH OH THEN MY FAVE... YOU DOWN RATE ME OR CALL ME A WHORE??? UM HELLO I JUST TURNED YOU DOWN AND YOUR CALLING ME A WHORE? WOW, GET A LIFE OR SOME MEDS LOOSER! IF YOU THINK RATING ME A 1 OR CALLING ME A NAME IS GONNA HURT MY FUBAR FEELINGS....GET REAL! THIS IS THE INTERNET AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY OR DO WILL EVER MAKE ME OR BRAKE ME, SO KEEP TRING YOU LOW LIFE,SCUM OF THE EARTH,NO BRAIN HAVING,SMALL DICK LOOSER!! YOU JUST MAKE IT EASER AND EASER FOR ME TO SIT BACK AND LAUGH AT YOU. :)

Love, Existance?
Honestly I lost faith in love, may be awhile before i can really love again. I got married at 19 (big mistake) and met him at 17. Now i'm 24 and getting divorced. The first time he brought it up was only AFTER we had sex for two days straight, and on the same day of having sex he asks for a divorce. First he tells me it's been a month, then later he changes his mind saying "it's been 2 yrs i've been wanting to leave you" So in other words he used me, to take care of him, to give him sex and to help further his career. This is not a man to be with ladies, stay away from him! Not only that he gave me two weeks of space and expected me to JUMP to the divorces papers and get them filed immediately. 2 weeks of space is apparently enough time for him, not me. I needed more time to relax and get my mind straightened up. I was so messed up in the head because of the whole divorce that I let things sleep and he screwed me out of things. I know it's petty, but he took BOTH the

"there Is A Gem-in-i"
Gemini is the third Sign of the Zodiac. Moving beyond the physical exploration of Taurus, Gemini examines the world through intellect. They are fascinated with gathering as much information as possible, and their facility as communicators -- both written and verbal -- arises from this need. Bright and quick-witted, people born under Gemini display great imagination and tend to be very expressive. They love to learn. As the third Sign, Gemini also rules the third House: the House of Communication. The Sign In Depth The Astrological Symbol of Gemini is the Twins. Like twins, Geminis often have a dual nature and are skilled at seeing both sides of a problem, but they may also be fickle and restless. They are changeable and sometimes noncommittal. In this way, Gemini exemplifies the Mutable Quality assigned to it. They are adaptable and able to tackle multiple tasks simultaneously, and they know how to reason with people, but they may lack follow-through or seem ungrateful. Within

Claire De Lune
I have this song on my profile song list that I listen to once in a while.It reminds me of someone special that I have lost and she did mean a great deal to me. I think back on how it ended and wondered if things were said differently , if there was a possiblity to reconciliation , but being the reaslist I am , it was never going to happen . It wouldn't have mattered what I said , there was no swaying this decision. I was told to grieve for my loss of love for a short period of time and I have made my peace with myself and what had to be done. But this song is a reminder of the one I once loved and lost. And I don't give my love so freely. Have a listen.

Suvival Guide To The Supernatural
Suvival Guide to the Supernatural When it appears that you have killed the monster, *never* check to see if it's really dead. If you find that your house is built upon or near a cemetery, was once a church that was used for black masses, had previous inhabitants who went mad or committed suicide or died in some horrible fashion, or had inhabitants who performed satanic practices in your house--move away immediately! Never read a book of demon summoning aloud, even as a joke. Do not search the basement, especially if the power has just gone out. If your children speak to you in Latin or any other language which they should not know, or if they speak to you using a voice which is other than their own, shoot them immediately. It will save you a lot of grief in the long run. NOTE: It will probably take several rounds to kill them, so be prepared. When you have the benefit of numbers, *never* pair off and go it alone. As a general rule, don't solve puzzles that open p

Happy New Year
I just wanna wish eveybody a warm, safe, happy and prosperous new year. Please be safe tonight if you go out, I dont want to lose any of my friends :) Always remember for 2008...Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably and never regret anthing that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and care for, & dont want to lose in 2008, even me...Enjoy your last day of 2007 Love * naughtiness always... ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

Yawwwwnnnnnn
My boss asked be today if coming in at 930 would be too early. I'm curious as to what she would have said if I said yes... heh. She asked because she had to call to let me know when they got done with their first store so I could meet up with them at in Springfield to go to the last two. Since I'm not supposed to work longer than 8 hours, it really wasn't a good idea for me to do all three stores. I guess in the end it worked out because Brad and Jen apparently are having car problems (and yet again they call Cindy to ask me for a ride... *shakes her head) and someone else had to go pay a bill today. At least there is a rental car at the office for us. What's kinda funny is when Cindy called they had less than an hour left of that store. I'm thinking that by the time my group makes it to the other store it could be half done. That would be lovely. Oh wait- nevermind. This is the huge ass store. Bah. Humbug. What was even funnier is since I was asleep when Cindy called I just h

Santa's Response To Letters He Received
Responses Santa Would Like To Send (when he's having a REALLY bad day) Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a friggin' book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door

Don't Cheat!
housewife is having an affair during the day, while her husband is at work. She takes her lover to the bedroom, not aware that her 9 year old son was hiding in the closet. Her husband came home unexpectedly, so she hid her lover in the closet. The boy now has company. Boy: "Dark in here." Man: "Yes it is." Boy: "I have a baseball." Man: "That's nice." Boy: "Want to buy it?" Man: "No, thanks." Boy: "My dad's outside." Man: "OK, how much?" Boy: "$250." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the mom's lover are in the closet together. Boy: "Dark in here." Man: "Yes, it is." Boy: "I have a baseball glove." Man: "That's nice." Boy: "Want to buy it?" Man: "No, thanks." Boy: "Ill tell." Man: "How much?" Boy: "$750." Man: "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove. Let's go outside and toss the baseball!" The boy says, "I can't. I sold them." The father asks, "How much did you sell t

Now Open
Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction Runs from January 1st till January 9th 1.Gothique Temptation Up for offer: Their name in mine as "Owned By" for One Month A link to their profile on my main page for One Month A weekly pimpout just for them for One Month HH rates of ALL stash and pics, 11's If I have a VIP Three to five custom graphics made just for them My personal IM, so they get to chat with me a personal salute *SFW* Real Life Gifts: including gift cards, to Victoria's Secret, Amazon, Fredericks of Hollywood, etc, various online stores, or a prepaid Visa/MasterCard cards a personal NSFW salute a personal phone call 5 to 10 pics of their choice, lingirie, corset pics 5 to 10 pics of feet, legs, heels 1 or 2 homemade NSFW videos 2.Sweet Shalyna Up for offer: All pics and stash rated during HH 100 11s once a week for a month if i am still VIP SFW Salute Will put my crush on them for a month Daily profile comment from me If bid is 30 D

So Much More
I've become tired Of Wasting my time Thinkin' bout choices That I've made Cuz I can't move forward While looking behind The only thing I can do now Is change the way That I use to be Cuz now it seems Crystal clear to me Cuz you're so much more Than a memory Cuz you're so much more Than a memory It wasn't fair For me just to go Act like I knew what you've been through Cuz I wasn't there And I'll never know Couldn't see from Your point of view But I'm doing all I can For you to see That I understand That I understand You're so much more Than a memory Cuz you're so much more Than a memory So don't close the door On what still can be Cuz you're so much more Than a memory Please don't go Cuz I finally know That the past is gone I know that I was wrong I was wrong You're so much more Than a memory Cuz you're so much more Than a memory So don't close the door On still what can be Cuz you're so much more Than a memory Please don't go

One Descent Guy! ! ! !
You know, I don't get it with most ppl. You always hear ppl talking about how they have loved and then lost due to a screw up on their part. What I don't understand is when one descent guy can't find something that is worth holding on to, I mean yeah you can could go out and get it on with many woman but like me it wouldn't fill the gap that needs to be filled.if anyone else knows what I am saying rate and then comment on this and let me know.

Jan 1
January 1: International Apocalypse Day/Day of the Ressurection of the Triple Mocha Latte (Church of Latte-Day Saints) 0 - Universe created, killing several pan-dimensional beings. 1 - Dawn of the First Day (72 hours remain). 1 (1 hour later) - Man gets drunk and fails new years resolutions. 404 - The day when the sky went blank; the first 404 error in history takes place, sending a lethal shockwave into the farthest corners of the Milky way. 666 - End of the world doesn't occur. Many people are all like "WTF?" 777- The Triple Mocha Latte comes back from the dead.... and this time, it's back with a vengence 1912 - Women learn how to vote. 1955 - Guy orders a Triple Mocha Latte in San Francisco. 1991 - George Bush (Sr.) overthrows the US government and establishes himself as the Emperor of America. 1999 - The Universe is destroyed, and is nanoseconds later replaced by something infinitely more confusing. 2000 - Leonard Bernstein is mauled to death by his psych

Rate Just One Pic?
HOTTEST FU COUPLE CONTEST. HELP US OUT PLEASE WE ARE ACTUALLY A RL MARRIED COUPLE. BEEN MARRIED ALMOST TWO YEARS. ALL WE NEED YOU TO DO IS RATE THE PIC BELOW. NO COMMENTS NECESSARY!!!! IT DONT TAKE LONG AND YOU GET POINTS RATING A PIC ANYWAYS SO COME ON HELP US OUT AND ALSO CAN YOU REPOST THIS??!!! JUST CLICK THIS PIC AND LEAVE A RATE ON IT!!

°˙.∙•
Don't piss down my back then tell me it is raining. You just had to walk in before I kicked the table beneath my feet. If I can't have any friends I thought why not hang from the ceiling. Just because I FUCKING ordered, doesn't mean I can't look at the menu. Not that there's any other fish in this sea. Don't drink and park, accidents in cars cause population. Fuck "more the merrier" there's only one person I need to feel this sinsation. If you need directions you can take the road that's down my sleeve, This time I'm taking you with me, but the cuffs are on you; so good luck trying to leave! I hope one day I can cross your ocean, without feeling the puncture of your teeth. Believe me I'd rather drown myself, then knowing you have the power to pull me beneath. There's so much oxygen that I forgot to breathe… You're only making things worse, I find my self running backwards every time. Fuck that I changed my fucking mind. Jesus loves you so I won't have to. I hope you sleep softly with

Today On World Rock Radio
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Why Do I Bother? But What The Hell Read If You Want If You Dont Thats Fine To
What I wanted I truly thought it was you. Someone who loves to be with me, Someone who’s love was strong and true. What I wanted was becoming a reality You said you never wanted to leave me alone What I wanted was love, and to see it grow, Having a home with love, while calling it our own. What I wanted was to be number one or even the fifth in your life. What I wanted was the person I love, to become my wife. Someone to take the time, to understand how loving I am. Someone that knew when it comes to being a man, “that I am.” Know that there’s nothing I am materialistic attached. Someone that knows when disputing not attacked What I wanted I saw in you. Sadden by the clock of time it became untrue. So many things I heard that came from your voice That made me believe the person I wanted was you, But when time passed on by I realize, what I wanted was not you. What I wanted was an image, an image you made. Of a w

New Here
Ok...this is a new site for me and learning my way around here. I've already begun to make friends and for those of you that are thank you for the welcome. Here to make friends. and a HAPPY & PEACEFUL NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL.

Risk Aware Consensual Kink (rack)
(This was not written by me) Ok, lets examine R.A.C.K. which has not been around all that long and is widely unknown by those who engage in BDSM activities. Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Risk: What are some of the things that can go wrong, even with the best of planning and at the hands of the most experienced player. Risk does not imply Safe; it implies that there can be dangers that have to be weighed before engaging in any activity. Risk would be a much harder sell than Safe to the vanilla world. It somewhat implies that what we do is in fact dangerous. Isn't most if not all of what we do dangerous to some degree? I think so. Aware: Now that you know what the risks are for a given BDSM play activity do you accept those risks and are you aware of what the possibilities are if something should go wrong and they should befall you? Acceptance means that yes, you are aware of the risk involved and that you knowingly and willingly accept those risks. There is no debate about whethe

My Promise
I sit here, looking back on memories of a not so long ago time, places we have been, things you have said, plans we made.. I still feel your closeness, the touch of your hand on my skin, so warm, tender and sweet.. The feel of your arms enclosing me with comfort, giving me a sense of security against my fears, embracing me with love; Your kiss filling me with a devotion in which all have failed to compare.. These are a few of the many things you have shown me, that have meant the world to me.. And they are the things that bind your heart to mine, and give me strength when I feel I can no longer be.. I know not the the depth of the pain I have caused in you with the choices I have made, nor can I take them back, Or ease the pain in your heart with simple words, but this promise I will make.. I won't always be the best person, I know I will make mistakes.. but I promise you I will be the best I can be, whatever that may take. I will give you th

Missing You
Though you are not here wherever I go or whatever I do I see your face in my mind and I miss you so I miss telling you everything I miss showing you things I miss our eyes secretly giving each other confidence I miss your touch I miss our excitement together I miss everything we share I don't like missing you It is a very cold and lonely feeling I wish that I could be with you right now where the warmth of our love would melt the winter snows But since I can't be with you right now I will have to be content just dreaming about when we'll be together again

Used
Slow down Slow down I lived a life with no regrets till you came around (your lost I'm found) You had a hold on me But now it's slippin away You used me Never would I thought you'd try to Lie and deceive me I'm sure you thought I'd be easy (you had a chance but now there's nothing That you can call your own) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ) No time I'm gone You had your chance now let me show you the way around (your loss mine now) I let you call it once You'll never do it again You fooled me Once and then you should have figured Now there's just one space That you can fill but it's empty (you'll never find a place that you can call your own now) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ)

The Dance
We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love. We laughed and played a while although our dance had ended. Naked, you fed me grapes -- a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips, combining with the sweetness of your essence that still ling

There Goes My Life
And he said, There goes my life. There goes my future, my everything. Might as well kiss it all good-bye. There goes my life....... A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later. That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator. Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl. Momma's waiting to tuck her in, As she fumbles up those stairs. She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear. Sleep tight, blue eyes and bouncin' curls.

My Hair
ok so I want to get my hair permed. The weather in North Carolina is pretty humid.Or it can be I mean. The best and easiest hairstyle for me and my frizzy hair is a perm. I'm not sure if I can get one though cause i just colored my hair in november. I dont want to over-process my hair. UGH! what should I do? right now I just end up putting my hair up most of the time. so help please!

How Scared Are You To Answer This?!?!
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

U Know You Want Him *lord Lestat*
Lord Lestat Up for offer *Added to family for a month *Put owned by ____ for 1 month *Top friend for 2 months *1 personal salute(sfw) *Pimpout bulletin once a week for a month *Added to page for 1 month If bid includes 7 day blast, 30 day blast, or vip membership *3 personal salutes *1 almost nsfw salute *slave to you for 2 months *3 personal graphics made for you if bid includes hh or cash equivalent *added to family for 1 year *added to #1 top friend for 1 year *put owned by _____for 6 months *Pimp out bulletin once a week for 3 months *personal letter from me(subject up to you) *Phone call from me (SFW) *Phone number *6 personal graphics made for you *1 personal drawing from me *slave to you for 3 months *a computer program of your choosing that is on my computer

Lil Off But Kinda Funny
There was a preacher whose wife was expecting a baby so he went before the congregation and asked for a raise. After much discussion, they passed a rule that whenever the preacher's family expanded, so would his pay check. After 6 children, this started to get expensive and the Congregation decided to hold another meeting to discuss the preacher's salary. There was much yelling and bickering about how much the clergyman's additional children were costing the church. Finally, the Preacher got up and spoke to the crowd, "Children are a gift from God," he said. Silence fell on the congregation In the back pew, a little old lady stood up and in her frail voice said, "Rain is also a gift from God, but when we get too much of it, we wear rubbers." And the congregation said, "Amen."

The Demon
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy?

For The 5 Year Old On Tonites News
they found that man guilty of all he did the rape kidnapping and murder of that little kid he'll be sentenced sometime next week i watch and remember try not to freak her dads anger her moms tears of woe in Florida to the chair he may yet go its to late to save her shes been gone awhile just news shot photos left a lost smile the the lawyers will plead compassion and mercy i wonder if he gave any did she see i watch the case my girls held close the 5/6 year old a pale ghost of to bed they go in safety while i spend a moment with a memory they caught that one i hear me say to bad they weren't there on our day my shadow nods her little head yes but yours are safe tucked up in bed i weep for her loss and she for mine two separate people caught in time let me go please the guilt the nightmares too it wasn't your fault what could you do i am here i know you will not forget but Michele the woman should not regret my hands and heart shake as she i draw to one her eyes dark and light shadows a

What Is A Men Whore?
Today i had a conversation to that one i fall badly.... to that one i care bunches.. Well everybody who was talking to me in the past or reading my profile....they knew i am want things working out with somebody i do know a long time now. I always thought or belived we can not be together and we also can not be without eitch other...we like cats and dogs...we laughed, fight and cryed in the past together...we try to support eitch other as much as we could...with him being deployed and now back in the states and me in germany. I try to watched his back as much as i could. I know for a men its hard to be without sex...but for an woman as well...lol...i understood and i took it that way...i was pretty open about that part... Well lets say it that way...i asked him few times before...would u like me doing the same things what u re doing? Would u like me to f.. around as muchest u do? His answer was no he would like that idea but he can not stop me... right he cant. But i know how bad

Ablue Rose 2 You...my Friend
The blue rose is so rare Like the friendship between me and you They are so seldom seen Because they come so very few They are sent here by God Like all living things To be enjoyed by us all With the happiness that it brings They shine like a star Flickering in the night Just another way for us to know Everythings going to be alright So when you find a blue rose Please handle it with care Then find you a good friend With whom you might want to share I'm sending you my blue rose To let you know what I think of you Now pass it on to someone else Who you think is a good friend too

Dear Myspace Hacker Letter On Craigs List
OMFGGGG Another FUNNY one......this was on Craigs list as well...haha Dear Cockless Fuckmuppet, I want to express my most sincere appreciation of your tremendous efforts to hack my Myspace account. My friends and I thoroughly enjoyed the well-crafted spam I left in their comment boxes, courtesy of you. Seems that fourth grade education and relentless dedication to computer porn is really paying dividends eh?, Your father and the goat he impregnated that blissful drunken night behind the barn must be overwhelmed with pride. Seriously brother, you need some help. Fortunately for you, I be in the givin’ mood. Y’know, tis the season an all that. Here we go. First, turn off your grandmother’s computer. Yes, I realize this will mean a temporary interruption of your marathon ‘watching child pornography while rectally pleasuring yourself with the back end of a Mag-light’ session but bear with me here. This is apt to contain words with multiple syllables so you’ll need all

Wings
How can I always lend a hand But ignore the cries within myself It brings me joy to bring you a smile But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf Inside my heart will always bleed But I will never let it be shown on my face Only the tear that falls down my cheek Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace I suffocate when I try to breathe The chains you gave won't let my body go I have dreams, and needs, and wants My body is numb, I think maybe you should know I struggle with my demons each day You feed them while you slowly watch me die Please let me be and please set me free I want to smile as I look up at the sky I want the moon to brighten the night I want the clouds to pass me on by I want the stars to guide me to heaven And I want wings to life me and fly

Wave
I press my forehead on the window And through it watch children Playing on the lawn Desolation pulses through my veins And my futile fingers reach out for guidance I savor the blade, sinking deeper than blue I can taste tranquility for a wavering instance The anger flows down my arm as the bitter black blood Burns off my fingertips Death swims before me in hazy illusion Images of eternity skip shamelessly through my mind Pain surrounds, I am resolved to be - still I run my hand on the tear stained window And distorted through it Watch children playing on the lawn

Recipe For A Happy New Year
Take twelve whole months, Clean them thoroughly of all bitterness, hate, and jealousy, Make them just as fresh and clean as possible. Now cut each month into twenty-eight, thirty, or thirty-one different parts, but don't make up the whole batch at once. Prepare it one day at a time out of these ingredients. Mix well into each day one part of faith, one part of patience, one part of courage, and one part of work. Add to each day one part of hope, faithfulness, generosity, and kindness. Blend with one part prayer, one part meditation, and one good deed. Season the whole with a dash of good spirits, a sprinkle of fun, a pinch of play, and a cupful of good humor. Pour all of this into a vessel of love. Cook thoroughly over radiant joy, garnish with a smile, and serve with quietness, unselfishness, and cheerfulness. You're bound to have a happy new year. -- Love What You Do,

Ill Freak Ya
ILL FREAK YA WIT THE FREAK IN ME THE FREAK IN YOU THE FREAK IN WHO YEZ THERE IZ A FREAK IN YOU FREAKY KINKY I KNOW YA SO TASTY STRAWBERRIEZ CHERRIEZ PEACHEZ WIT ALL THAT CREAM VANILLA CHOCOLATE SMELLZ RASBERRY WATERMELON LIPZ ~ILL FREAK YA ON A HUMP YOU DAY WEDNESDAY TASTY YOU THURSDAY 2 FREAKIN YOU FRIDAY LEADIN INTO SLUTTY SATURDAY 2 SEXXXY SUNDAY ~ILL FREAK YA IN A PARKING LOT TOP LEVEL CAMERA ON UZ OVER THE EDGE WATCHIN PEOPLE WALK BY HEARIN YA MOANZ WONDERIN WEAR IT COMEZ FROM ~ILL FREAK YA IN THAT BATHROOM AT THE MALL WHERE NO ONE BARLEY GOEZ IN PULL MY CHOCOLATE DICC OUT WATCH YA EYEZ LIGHT UP MOUTH WATER FOR IT YA SUCC & PLEASURE THEN I FUCC YA DOGGY FIST FULL OF HAIR CAREZZ A TITTY OR THE CLIT ~ILL FREAK YA ON THAT PARK BENCH DAYLIGHT OR LATE NIGHT BY THE WATER OR IN THE WOODZ ON YA BACC LEGZ SPREAD WIDE OR LIFT YA SHORT SELF WRAPZ YA LEGZ AROUND ME OR OVER MY ARMZ SO I CAN BOUNCE YA JUICY PUSSY MAKIN SWISH SOUNDZ

A Blustery Day!
I woke up this morning to hearing wind and rain. The news talked about how California was going to be hit hard by many storms over the next 5 days. The rain doesn't scare me, it is the 55 miles per hour winds that scare me!!! It is crazy. It is supposed to get worse. I just hope our roof doesn't blow off our house! Our pool is full even though it self drains when it gets to a certain level. It is just filling up too fast and it is sloshing around. My cat is acting crazy wanting outside. I let her outside and then about minutes later I opened the door and she came flying in! I have so much work to do. January is my busiest month for work. Last night I found out that my stupid step sister has not been doing her part of the job for the last few months which makes me have to do even more this month. Oh well. Even if I have to work 10-12 hour days, I can get it done. Why I ever think she is capable of doing anything is just stupid on my part. Well, I just wanted to

I Will Be Back Soon
Iam real sorry I haven't been around to show love back to you all, but I will be back sooner or later, i have had a member of the famly become real ill and i need to be there right now, BUT, I will be back to get you all rated.. TY. all TAM

Out Of The Mouths Of Babes
Ff you need a laugh, then read these Children's Science Exam answers. Q: Name the four seasons. A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. Q: How is dew formed? A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? (brilliant, love this!) A: Keep it in the cow. Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. Q: What are steroids? A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. Q: What happens to your body as you age? A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. Q: What happens to a boy when he reache

New Qb For Tha Packers!
Deanna Favre will be the starting QB for the Packers In a news conference Deanna Favre announced she will be the starting QB for the Packers this coming Sunday. She claimed she is qualified to be starting QB because she has spent the past 16 years married to Brett while he played QB for the Packers. Because of this she understands how to pick up a corner blitz and knows the terminology of the Packers offense. A poll of Packers fans shows that 50% of those polled supported the move. Does this sounds idiotic and unbelievable to you? Yet Hillary Clinton makes the same claims as to why she is qualified to be President and 50% of democrats polled agreed.

I Love Thee
I love thee, as I love the calm Of sweet, star-lighted hours! I love thee, as I love the balm Of early jes'mine flow'rs. I love thee, as I love the last Rich smile of fading day, Which lingereth, like the look we cast, On rapture pass'd away. I love thee as I love the tone Of some soft-breathing flute Whose soul is wak'd for me alone, When all beside is mute. I love thee as I love the first Young violet of the spring; Or the pale lily, April-nurs'd, To scented blossoming. I love thee, as I love the full, Clear gushings of the song, Which lonely—sad—and beautiful— At night-fall floats along, Pour'd by the bul-bul forth to greet The hours of rest and dew; When melody and moonlight meet To blend their charm, and hue. I love thee, as the glad bird loves The freedom of its wing, On which delightedly it moves In wildest wandering. I love thee as I love the swell, And hush, of some lo

Me
touch me, tease me teach me, please me kiss me, haunt me love me, want me control me, mold me squeeze me, hold me toss me, flip me tempt me, whip me hug me, thank me pet me, spank me behold me, yearn me know me, learn me comfort me, caress me eye me, undress me need me, complete me wow me, unseat me inspire me, spark me long for me, mark me desire me, wake me seek me, take me...

Feelings
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you, Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain, My own reluctance soon to love again, And why we often flee what we pursue. I've thought: if we could make time disappear, Prune past and future, make the moment flower, Lobotomize all save this single hour, Then we could love with neither hope nor fear. But when we pause to watch the moment flow, Beneath we see eternity and space, So thin a moving film is time and place, Removing us, and all we love and know. I cannot but anticipate the end: Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend.

The Truth
How can I tell you what I feel for you? When I think of you my feelings twist inside As if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few, And turned and turned them tight and tangled. I've tried Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky, The wind that takes me where I want to go, The sweet incense that makes me feel so high That loving you seems all I need to know. But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute, Empty as a wrinkled paper bag. You won't believe it! Better I stay mute Than offer you cliches that make you gag. And yet I wish to tell you of my love, If only love its own locks would remove!

Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table 05 Jan 17:05 | Home | Away Team P W D L F A W D L F A GD PTS 1 Rangers 19 10 0 1 30 5 4 2 2 15 11 29 44 2 Celtic 20 7 3 0 28 2 6 1 3 23 15 34 43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Motherwell 20 5 2 3 18 14 6 0 4 12 11 5 35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Aberdeen 22 6 3 2 19 10 3 3 5 9 19 -1 33 5 Dundee Utd 22 7 1 3 15 7 3 1 7 17 23 2 32 6 Falkirk 22 5 3 3 13 11 4 2 5 21 24 -1 32 7 Inverness CT 22 7 0 4 19 17 3 1 7 12 18 -4 31 8 Hibernian 21 4 4 2 20 15 3 3 5 9 13 1 28 9 Kilmarnock 22 3 3 5 14 15 2 4 5 9 17 -9 22 10 St Mirren 20 3 1 6 8 20 3 3 4 5 11 -18 22 11 Hearts 22 3 3 5 19 18 2 3 6 13 22 -8 21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 20 1 2 6 8 19 1 2 8 8 27 -30 10

I Can See Your Soul
When the moon is full, I can see your soul, never let you slip away. Can feel your heart pressed next to mine until the break of day. Beams of light dance across your face and for a moment I am lost wanting nothing more than to be with you, no matter what the cost. Watching you sleep, I can't help but smile. But things aren't always as they seem. Once I open my eyes and look around, I'll soon realize it's just a dream. I close my eyes, take a deep breath, and clutch my pillow tight. Thoughts of you run through my mind and my body longs for night. For it's when I close my eyes at night, I can almost feel your touch. It brings me comfort, soothes my soul and makes me miss you not so much.

Your Worries
Like the stars in the sky, I am calling to you. From the heavens above, I am looking for you. In the depths of my soul, I will live and breathe for you. Sadness dwells inside you; You have nothing to fear, for I am next to you. I can feel your sadness; Let me be sad for you, so you will feel love once again. Worry not about life, let me worry for you. You should always love life, for it is a part of you. I'll be there when you fall, to catch you and say I Love You...

Two Hearts
I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire.

Awesome Friend5
Special Pimp Out!!! Special Thanks to my friends who worked so hard to help me try to win my first contest!!! Plz Rate/Add/Fan/Crush/Comment My AWESOME friends!!! '~~SugarSpice~~ ~~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~Co-Founder of Wakan' @ fubar

Love
Love is one of the hardest things to deal with. It makes you do things you never thought you would do. You strive to find that one and only true love that will make your life complete. I learned the other day that I have been taking out on men what one man done to me. That truly hurt me to my heart to find out I have been doing that. I realized that night it's not all about games if you want to find that true love. It's all about trust and honesty. Why would I want to treat someone the way I was treated and hurt. I was hurt to my very soul and to do that to someone else would be so wrong. How would I ever find true love if I keep that up. All I want is to find that one and only true love. That doesn't mind that I am hurting and broken and wants to be there anyway. One man that can prove to me that all men are not the same. That there are some good men left out there that is true and can love a woman from his soul. I love hard and I want a man that can love me just as hard. True l

Females Vs Males In Obtaining Sex
Ok, i've been single for 3 years, been on a few dates, but have gotten anywhere, really, and the girls that have messed around, never talk to me again, despite them being happy at the time. but it's occurred to me, as it has to everyone else im sure, that it's sooo freaking easy for chicks to get laid. They say they wanna have sex on a date, and it happens. But if i think about or express that i wanna mess around on a date, whether first or second or 200th, than i'm a "creep". Everyone that i've talked to online about going on a date with KNOWS before hand that i am an affectionate person, and that doesnt just mean i want to have sex. i crave physical contact of all sorts, holding hands, giving massages, everything, i just need to have someone in my arms. They've all said that thats ok, but some how, whether we mess around or not, i don't hear from them after the date. in the 3 years i've been single i've had ONE second date. I dont approach people well, "out there", so i dont go ou

Diz Was Ma Weekend!!
I only seem to blog on the weekendz! Well that cuz nothing really happens wit me durin the week,,,I work ma full time job and ma part time job n go home n do it all ova the next day! LoL So last week was ma first 3 days in my new position at the DayCare! It went really good n I think Im gonna like it in that room!!! Friday after Seth got home we headed ova to Ma Fav. Couples house for the nite! YaY!! After Deb got home we all watched a movie,,,,,it was the dorkiest movie eva i think!!! LoL Deb,,,,what was that word we was gonna start useing??? I totally forgot it now!!!!! Lmao!!!! Sat. after we all got up Nutzy made us some good eggs!!!!! He made Seth hotdogz,,,cuz Seth dont like eggs the best! I was so excited for Sat. Nite to get here!!!!!! *giggles* So after a bit Seth n I headed home so we could get ready for the nite!! I had to get Seth packed n out to ma parentz n then I was headin to Annandale to ride wit Sherry ova to Cokato!!!!! *giggles* Daniel was suppose to come wit us

If Your Walls Could Speak
If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside, legs wrapped around, For a ri

Kids In Church
KIDS IN CHURCH 3-year-old Reese: 'Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen.' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying: 'Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am.' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, 'That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I wanted to stay with you guys.' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One particular four-year-old prayed, 'And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets.' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sunday school teacher asked her children as they were on the way to church service, 'And why is it necessary to be quiet in churc

Single Again
After a 7 year marriage I thought I'd just stay alone for a while but it's lonely ...recently met a guy online who I care for deeply but things went crazy when we met ....So I'm back to being single and loving the attention!

For All The Stupid Men!!!!
FOR ALL U STUPID MEN,,,,,,,,,, 3RD TIME WAS A CHARM........... FIRST ON MY LIST.... THEBIGGUY, HOTTURKGUY, AND NOW DRRUBGOOD, I AM MARRIED.... YES AND I AM VERY HAPPY......... I NOT WANT TO CAM ANY MAN...........HERE AN EXAMPLE...... drrubgood: u want to see me on cam

Single Again What To Do
i have just had the worst new years of my life... going thru the worst break up a girl can have... why can't i have a guy who is into me for me, and wont fool around with other girls? We had a kid together been engaged for 2 years, and he wants a known DIRTY slut. I know im no miss beauty queen myself, but this girl is the scuzzy of the scuzzy. On top of that there is no room for our kid in his life b/c he is too busy. Not with a job or anything, but with his friends, who he really doesn't like anyhow. what the fuck? why do i even bother anymore? So now i am hoping to move to california a start again. The thing is, I love him, but b/c i can't trust him, it wont work... why do i always get shit on? I quit all the hardcore parting for my son, and grew up even though i didn't want to... i don't understand... do i have to be a slut to be liked? personally i can't do that, i don't act like what im not... im me and what you see is what you get. intellectuals aren't liked ever, b

Hey
why is that when u dont care 4 anyone ,everyone is always there,butthe min u care 4 someone they push away,i luvmy girl and i know she luvs me,but there times she just to b friends and times she shows she luvs me,guess ill never will understand .can someone help and shine sum lite on this

The Husband Store
The Husband Store A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- 'You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. 'Oh, mercy me!' she exc

Certain Opportunities Will Come And Go.
Certain opportunities will come and go. Yet it is never too late and never too early to experience the richness of living with positive purpose. Circumstances change from moment to moment, week to week, and year to year. And in every circumstance there are ways to find true fulfillment. You can always make a difference. You can always make a valuable contribution. By so doing, you connect yourself to life's greatest treasures. For the treasures that bring fulfillment are the ones you have a part in creating. The joys of this golden moment are yours to live, no matter how you arrived here. For in this moment you have the opportunity to give the best of yourself. This day is as fresh and wonderful and filled with opportunity as any you've ever known. Live it with positive purpose, and taste the richness you will surely create.

Unfortunate
It is unfortunate that my love for writing can not be measured higher than my love for being happy! Right now I don't know how to do either of the two. Maybe tomorrow I can find some peace and then the ink will flow. Let the rivers run dry by the inspiration imprisoned in my mind. ~12/2004

Poetry
The horizon of my mind blurs with the beating of your hearts! Quickened with the pulse of your soul, lashed and thrashed with shadows of hate lingering closely. Unbound by lustfull thoughts of grandure and unseemingly guilty passions. Smells of fear are sweet on my lips! Death is far from my grasp, held by human bounds, teathered by Worldly Lusts. Your pain is my pleasure, my sex, my home! Die, hate, lust and greed, live and die for me! hell is your home and hate is your wife.

Patti Labelle
Love, Need, And Want You - Patti LaBelle, 1983 ... (more) Added: November 04, 2007 Love, Need, And Want You - Patti LaBelle, 1983 Label -Epic/Legacy. ------------------------ I love you I love you honey I Love you I do More than you ever know it's for sure you can always count on my love for ever more I Need you I need you baby I need you right now say can you understand your my man and my one desire is keeping you satisfied Bridge Baby when we when we're together say I'm alright and your alright it's like paradise I just want you to know how I feel How I feel Oh I want you I want you sugar I want you so bad I got a burning desire my soul's on fire can't you see you are my everything Baby when we when we're together say I'm alright and your alright it's like paradise I just want you to know how I feel How I feel Oh I love you I love you honey I Love you I do More than you ever know it's for sure you can always c

Lounging
I was lounging on my couch half-watching TV, half-dreaming of you. When suddenly the phone rang. It was you, you always seem to read my mind. I said to you I wanted to see you and I would be right over, I made only one request, that you greet me with no clothes on. I rang the doorbell…. the door opens...a soulful, seductress stood there…….my palms begin to tingle and my pulse quickens. Each time I see you, you take my breath away. Your smooth skin, flawless complexion, chiseled good looks and firm glare……you can see that I came for one thing, “What did I tell you about wearing clothes,”I said softly. But before you could respond, I pulled you in. I lift up your chin and roughly pulled you in for a kiss. My mouth is hungry for your lips, my tongue begins to search, my dick is rising and you can feel it pressed firmly against you……mmmmmmmm….Now my fingers go to work. They trail your thighs and move upward, to the soft warmth inside. My mouth never leaving yours. I lift you up by you

Does It Hurt?
Does it hurt every time you close your eyes and see her? Does her voice wake you up at night and haunt your dreams? Do you feel her fingers on your skin? Just as soft as her lips were on your neck… Would she be the same? There was always just something about her. There always will be… Would she make you fall again? Ohh the spell… The spell… Do you remember her scent? Or has that faded with time? Crawling in her bed at night to sleep, In the comfort of her legs that were wrapped so tightly around you. Where was her favorite spot? How did she feel, pressed against the wall? Her teeth scraping at your flesh… As she barely whispered your name. You didn’t forget that, did you… That spell…

Forgotten
I forget the word for describing something with incongruent senses the way color has a taste But I can feel your words Hot but not burning Liquid and thick They seep through my veins and thrum in my chest making my shoulders sink Your words are like alcohol warming my blood and melting my inhibitions You make me lose my judgment with a pen Lines work their way through my ribcage and squeeze my cynic’s heart tight enough to make my breathing heavy and my muscles clench cat-like and purring You make me love my curves and collarbones and crave the look in your eyes when you see what your poetry

To All Bucs Fans!!!!!
No matter what don't forget who you are!!! We need to be true to our team. WIN or LOOSE! We bleed Pewter & Red!!!! Remember we came far this season and although we have work to do we are still the number ONE Team in the NFL! WE ARE PIRATES AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE!!!! So hold your heads up high and raise the RED FLAG!!!! Be proud of our team and one day soon we will have our dream!!!! We will have another ring!!!!!!!!! To the fair weather fans just leave, join another bandwagon we don't need you! Only true real fans are allowed to call themselves BUCS FANS!!!!!!

What Does It All Mean?
i have this best friend who u p till tonight has been my only friend. His name is Steve and he is all I have. Half the time he acts like im his world and best friend couldn’t love me more But I’ve heard him say things, like he doesn’t care if I live or die. Then denies it and reassures me he cares a lot. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do for me But then when I need him to actually do something he gets all moody and weird When ever I de get the courage to talk to or meet a man he gets weird on me and moody. He tells me about everything yet I don’t know or understand why. When he gets mad and takes off he comes back like nothing happened and if I ask why did you come back he wont answer me I don’t get it. I never had people in my life I could trust or ask questions to about things He has been the only person I trust, yes we dated, yes he is still my best friend who I care about more then most people do their own family. But I am so confused as to what all of it means. And wh

The Sweetest Love
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite shirt [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her

Change In Price
I double checked my order book. I realized in doing so that the price i thought i had set for the blanket was off lol It is actually $125 not $156. SO im not actually going down in price because no one wants it. But because i am correcting the price. The buyer came forward saying he wanted it but it wont offically be his until he makes a payment so if someone else is interested and would like to make a payment ill just make him another blanket and give you this one.

Hurt
Johnny Cash had it right in his last song Hurt. The pain of loosing the person you love more than anything is intolerable. I admit that I was stupid and its my fault, but it still doesnt ease the pain. Love does deal the worst pain. I'm sorry Mel. I'm so sorry. Goodbye my Love.

Dark Witch
THE DARK WITCH THIS IS THE CREATION OF TIME FOR THE NIGHTKIND. FOR WE NIGHTKIND ARE VERY UNIQUE. WE WALK THROUGH THE DARKNESS WITH OUR SHADOWS FOLLOWING US THROUGH THE BLACKEST OF THE NIGHT. WE WALK THROUGH THE CROSSROADS WITH THE QUEEN OF THE NIGHT SKY. FOR THE CRONE GODDESS IS THE ONE THAT CREATED THE DARKNESS. AND AS US DARK WITCHES. MAY OUR FLAMES ON OUR BLACK TAPERED CANDLES DANCE WITH THE OLD ONES OF THE DARKNESS. MAY WE REMEMBER WHEN WE HOLD OUR BLACK CANDLES TO REMEMBER THE TORCH THE DARK GODDESS OF NIGHT CARRIES IN HER HAND THROUGH THE SHADOWS OF THE DARKEST CROSSROADS. MAY WE BOW DOWN TO HER FEET AND WORSHIP HER THROUGH ALL OF OUR MIGHT. FOR SHE IS THE QUEEN OF THE DARKNESS THAT HOLDS THE KEY TO ENTER THE DARK AGES OF TIME. THE ANCIENT RELIGION OF THE NOCTURNAL WITCHCRAFT STILL LIVES ON TODAY. FOR WE DARK WITCHES MUST REALIZE WHY WE ARE HERE ON THIS EARTH. WE ARE NOT MERELY NORMALWE ARE MORTAL SOULS FROM THE DARKNESS. BLESSED BE THE ONES THAT DO CALL TO THE GODS AND GODDESSE

New Levels For Fubar 2008
THE NEW LEVELS FOR FUBAR 2008. LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?.

10 Things Her Body Is Telling You
10 Things Her Body Is Telling You Posted on October 16, 2007 Filed Under Health They’re sometimes subtle, but to the initiated man, these changes in physiology are signs of what she’s thinking and feeling. Pupils If she’s feeling stimulated by you (not just sexually), her pupils will dilate. that’s because her body is programmed to want to see more of whatever’s exciting her, so her brain tells her irises to let in more light. Bonus: As the inkiness spreads, she’ll start looking better to you, too. Research shows that men rate women with larger pupils as more attractive. time to make your move. Hold her gaze for a minute. If she’s blinking more than normal (which is about 15 times a minute), there’s a good chance she’s on the Pill; women on birth control blink 32% more than those who aren’t. Aside from the obvious, what does that mean for you? put on your toughest, most confident mug as you look at her. Because of the shift in hormone levels, resea

Restless Knights.
No sleep, starts to play tricks with your mind. It's like being alive, but can't find the time. Headaches all the while, it even hearts to smile. You know what causes the insomnia, Ya can't heal things that can't be fixed. So I'm caught up in this mix. Nothing I can do, nothing I can plead, So I stand here on my weak knees. Wondering when sleep will swallow me. Wishing to be carried to my dreams, Even when my eyes are shut, I hear screams. Nightmares, they are like a disease. Never wanna sleep, these sheets like a prison. Without the bars, can't believe how i'm livin. Still I'm stuck and I can't get to far. The only thing that will take it away, Has been took away, like a theif in the night. So here I am again, alone, fighting this fight. Just wish I didn't have all these restless nights.

Must Read...kingdom Rules~
First let me start off by saying thank you for choosing to bomb with The Kingdom Of The Wolve's . We are happy to have all new comer's and hope you All have fun bombing with the Kingdom Of Wolve's ...I might add here you might find a few of my rules a little strange or unfair but I assure you there are very good reason's behind each and every one of them and may have more added as time goes on. Please make sure you read them carefully and if you have any question's no matter how big or small you can talk to your leader. List Of Rule's 1.) NO bad mouthing any other bomber..If you have a problem with any other bomber from any platoon please speak with me ( Witoak )..Do NOT try to handel it your self.. 2.) You can NOT do more than one contest a month..We will rotate turn's and each person will have a turn to be in them..Remember a lot of bomber's burn out from too many contest's..If you feel you really want to be in one and it isn't your turn talk with another bomber to change

What's The Deal?
Being a single guy in today's world sucks! It seems everyone is flakey, shallow, inconsiderate, and looking to just play people for whatever they can get out of them. I say "everyone" instead of narrowing my complaint to just women because I'm sure that the ladies out there have the same problem with guys. What's the deal? Why can't people just be real, do what they say, tell the truth, and honor the committments they make? It seems so hard to find people that you can just connect with without having to play all the games involved in trying to get to know the "real" them. No one, it seems, is willing to be vulnerable enough to be themselves. Are we all that insecure? I'd, just once, like to meet a girl who knows how to truly be down for a man, so that I can truly be down for her. Are there any women left out there like that?

Show Sum Love 4 A Friend
Hey ppls....If you haven't heard, I was reset with alot of other ppl.....I went from level 22 all the way to 0.......In order for the lounge to survive I am asking that everyone comes back in and hangs out with so the activity is built up and I am able to make some fu-bucks to keep it going..And if you have the time please come help me get back to my level by rating my pics sometime.....ty all and see yuu soon............. Click this link to visit us in COPPERHEADS (hiring dj's): http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52202 -the management Please show All The love U Can and help Chris Thanx Alot Hippie

Love
Have we really fallen into the depths of conformed love, into the realm of being taught how to love and how to appreciate loves worth. Is loving truly now more taught to us by others, then honestly feeling it ourselves. Have we become so indulged in manifested love that we overlook the true love before us for we tend to look and follow such guidelines set forth by others whom feel they are authors of love? Is love not placing others before your own self without ever making a decision to do so, that it comes naturally to be giving in hopes of placing a smile on another face and within their heart, much an unconditional favor and devotion to the well being of someone. Love is something we feel internally and it comes from our heart without needing a reason or that of a special occasion to remind us of the ones we love. Is not every day meant to be a special day and not only that of special occasions and holidays when you care for another? Though how easily we are blinded by it

Falcon
Time for a new addition, a collection of fubars finest faggotry, done motivationally. You want someone in here, let me know. Ill get their photos, and make it all fuzzy and special! NOW< NUMERO UNO red falcon...C.L.U.B. F.A.R.@ fubar

Hey There :
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me [Hey There Delilah lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Oh it's

Gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
why is it that EVERY man I get involved with does something to piss me off, I mean why can't they do the same that they get ......... as an example , why can't they just tell other fucking women that they're TAKEN ......... well, not gonna take this shit anymore, I've had it!

Misery
I'll never feel the gentle touch Of your fingers on my face. I'll never hold you in my arms And give that caring embrace. I'll never touch your silky skin Or place a kiss upon your head. I'll never sleep another night, Without you in my bed. I'll never be able to say I'm sorry To the full extent it's due. I'll never be able to forgive myself For falling in love with you. I'll never be able to look up At the stars that are your eyes. Just sit back, and calmly watch, My painfully sweet demise. I'll never feel the warmth of your light Shining on my withered soul. I'm no longer a complete self. Only a piece of a shattered whole.

Sexual Immorality....1 Corinthians 6:12
"I have the right to do anything," you say-but not everything is beneficial. "I have the right to do anything" -but I will not be mastered by anything. You say, "Food for the stomach and the stomach for food, and God will destroy them both." The body, however, is not meant for sexual immorality but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body. By his power God raised the Lord from the dead, and he will raise us also. Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ himself? Shall I then take the members of Christ and unite them with a prostitute? Never! Do you not know that he unites himself with a prostitute is one with her body? For it is said, "The two will become one flesh." But whoever is united with the Lord is one with him in spirit. Flee from sexual immorality. All other sins people commit are outside their bodies, but those who sin sexually sin against their own bodies. Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spririt, who is in you, whom you have received fro

Psalm 14
Fools say in their hearts "There is no God" They are corrupt, their deeds are vile; there is no one who does good. The Lord looks down from heaven on the human race to see if there are any who understand, any who seek God. All have turned away, all have become corrupt; there is no one who does good, not even one. Do all these eveildoers know nothing? They devour my people as though eating bread; they never call on the Lord. But there they are, overwhelmed with dread, for God is present in the company of righteous. You evildoers frustrate the plans of the poor, but the Lord is their refuge. Oh, that salvation for Israel would come out of Zion! When the Lord restores his people, let Jacob rejoice and Israel be glad!

My Heart Is Dieing
The one that makes me cry is the only one that can see me smile The one that makes me sad is the only one that can make me happy The only one that makes me feel bad is the only one that can make me feel good What i'm trying to say is if their is only one man that can make me sad is the only one that can make me happy then you are the only one that i want to be with even if you make me sad and i hope with every part of me you feel the same you might not understand but i will tell you this untill you do

The Dream
Caress me with your silver tongue The sins of the past are now undone Stroke me with your words of love The heart begins to dance Shower me with kindness The soul begins to wake Humor me I'll shower you with the sounds of laughter Awake me Apart from you tears will fall Nixy

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, I've been a good mum all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children > >>>on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor, sold > >>>sixty-two cases of choc.bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the > >>>school playground. > >>> > >>> > >>>I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, > >>>since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back > >>>of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll > >>>find anymore free time in the next 18 years. > >>> > >>> > >>>Here are my Christmas wishes: > >>> > >>> > >>>I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any colour, except purple, > >>>(which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze; > >>>but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the lolly aisle > >>>in the grocery store. > >>> > >>> > >>>I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month > >>>of my last pre

Save The Pits In California
This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if My Yearbook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible . This has to be stopped.Please repost this to your bulletin.

I Make U Mine
Passions exploited Desires sedated Never thought Such pleasures awaited Romance forgotten Desires, just greed No need for your kisses Just sweet, aching, need Lingering glances Shimmering skin Forever we wallow Together in sin Slow trail of kisses Soft backs of knees Aching and yearning Eager to please. Fingertips running Down neck and spine Grasping your wrists I make you mine.

Pure Bliss
See that time fly Don’t You see The time bomb that You set for me? Tasks unfinished Play to come Only question Can it be done? Fleeting touches Brushes light Tender moments Through the night, Clock is ticking Can’t You see? This panicked madness You set for me. Teasing glances Cheeky grin Burning ass cheeks Sweetest sin Household objects Fruit and veg Mattress comfort Privilege. Time is moving Can’t You see? The things i do, Don’t set me free. Sweet surrender Never beat Sure submission At Your feet Teasing, pleasing Evening play Set Your tasks Throughout the day Can’t You see it? Don’t You see? Your controlling hand, Pure bliss for me.

Crying
I know I promised I'd never make you cry; I know it hurts but please dry your eyes. I will give to you whatever you need; A hug, a kiss, just tells me please. To see you cry is a terrible sight; Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight. I'll do anything you want to make you proud; I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud. I love you to much to see you cry; Please sweetheart don't say goodbye. Don't push me away I must stay near; To gently wipe away your tears. If we must truly say goodbye; One more time just close your eyes. And let us share one final kiss; For you are the love, I will forever miss.

Boredem Poem
another dark and lonely night pass's through my life tired and sore living the life of a sinner devowering souls restanding all the blows evil's grip on me grows ever stronger each day grows harder to fight not a saint nor a sinner only human demons fallow spirts haunt seen by my eyes no human should be shown one by one these demons fall each one stonger then the next must never give in must never give up satans palce is where im destened so why not give him a fight he has no power no strenth at all except what we feed him in giving him our fear look him in the eyes and laugh with out fear his grip on you will just disapeair unknow to me is the answer to why am i being recurted as his leader or being tourtered on earth something big is happening time is slowing down every day draws closer revealing more of me am i evil am i pure different thoughts learn towards both only at the end will we know who i fight for who i di

Me
I never thought I desevered a good man because of the way I have lived my life. I always settled for less because I thought that was what I deserved. I never thought I deserved to be loved either. I am learning day by day that I deserve that good man I desire. I deserve that love that that I desire so much to have in my life. Loving someone is a very important thing to me. I want that man I can give my all too. I want that man I can love and trust so complete. I can give him my heart and know that it's safe with him. I am willing to wait for that love that I desire so much and I hope one day I will get

My Niece...
Well I'm back home now. For those who didn't know, I just spent the last three days up in St. Paul at the hospital because my niece is up there. She is doing a little better and I just really couldn't afford to continue staying up there now that the seizures have let up, they haven't stopped completely yet but they are down to around 10 seconds long instead of 1-3 minutes long. THANK YOU to all who have been praying for her, please keep her in your prayers because we still don't know why she has been having the seizures. And please pray that the medicine doesn't stop working this time like it did last time and them come back full force again. The past three day's have been so unbelievably hard, I never could've made it thought the last three days without God helping me, watching her have those seizures just broke my heart. I posted a photo of my niece in my photos if you'd like to see who you've been praying for...I will be adding a new one soon that I took at the hospital. Anyway I am

Why?
ok everybody, im a soldier. im in iraq right now. i want to know why it seems that everything has changed? i have almost no control over anything in my life any more. i know what the problem is, its because im here. im used to taking care of everything in my life from bills to kids to loving my family and wife and kids. im letting things get to me that normally dont bother me.what the hell is the issue with every soldier that goes to war coming back all screwy in the head? i just dont get it. i want to know why damn it, why? my job isnt even one of those crazy jobs, im a mechanic, plain and simple. why cant things just be the same? why does it all change? independance is great but, i like it when im depended on buy my wife, kids, family members; it makes me feel important. im not a glory hound but i hate it that its like i dont even matter. if i never made it home would ppl get over it and carry on like normal after a few weeks or would my death haunt them for the rest of there lives?

Soon To Be Ex-husband
Come July it will be four years that I been married ,I've been treated like I'm invisable,disrespected etc. When he was deployed in 2004 I was forced to be homeless because he left with with out money. I've always been there for him ,I've put him before myself. Morning of Jan. 3rd ,he had a sever flash back,I couldnt get him to snap out it so I called 911,He was admitted . I went to see him while he was in ICU and also while he was in the mental ward.He has been home for about a week, and been acting like he don't appreciate what I did and treating me invisable. We did separate, and agree to see other people.He met a female in the area which I don't mind at all ,she was coming and picking him up which I didnt mind that because he was leaving the truck we have home just incase I wanted to go somewhere while he was gone but now her car is "supposively" in the shop. I have a doctors appointment this afternoon that I already reschedule once because he was in ICU,and last night he knew w

Anal, Oral, Or Vaginal
Anal, Oral, or Vaginal So, which one of the three holes do you prefer? Men, do you like the pussy, the mouth, or the shitter the best? Ladies, does getting vaginally penetrated get you off the mostest? Or is it taking it in the pooper? I highly doubt it's the act of sucking or swallowing, but does getting your box licked make you howl at the moon like nothing else? As a man, I'll try and shed some light here for ya. With all things being equal, vaginal intercourse is the way to go without question. But sadly, there are always elements that get in the way. For me, wearing a condom is a necessity, yet it's a distraction that makes getting the pussy only a mild stimulus. I can't feel all that much, so if what I'm inside is kinda deep, I could be fucking a couch for all intents and purposes. Also, if the girl isn't very hygiene oriented, the smell can be a huge turn off. Fish, battery acid, you name it. The unfortunate thing is, you don't know that for a fact until

Your Actions
Monday, January 14, 2008 Your actions Whether something is possible or impossible for you depends more on what you do about it than on any other factor. Your persistent, focused action is what brings possibilities to life. Certainly there are obstacles that stand in your way. And you can choose to use those obstacles as excuses for not taking action. Or, you can choose to get up, get motivated and get busy working your way toward the results you seek. Once you begin to take action, the obstacles lose their power to stop you and instead become steps along the pathway to achievement. The actions necessary for success can often seem to be difficult, complicated, inconvenient, embarrassing, uncomfortable, tiresome or demeaning. Realize that those undesirable qualities are, for the most part, mere inventions of your mind, and your choice to take action will override them every time. When you know what you must do, then go ahead and make it happen. Stop focusing on the excu

No Use For Fubar
Basically, Im getting bored with Fubar and Im not on here much. Although, I have made close friendships w/ some wonderful people on here-Just wanted to let u all know that Im deleting my fubar account and if u wanted to keep in touch with me, just hit me up with ur yahoo sn! Most important peoples already have my yahoo sn-so make sure ya'll keep in touch. That goes for Tony,Nate,Richard,and Bucky! Fubar will never be the same without me! lol. Take care luvly Fubar peoples.

Fubar Loser
I don't usually care what any hater has to say about us Los and lettes but this guy is ridiculous. This guy has tha marbles 2 jump on my profile and down r8 me TWICE. My account got hacked last night and I had to make this new one. While I had my last account I was curious as 2 wut was going on with this loser as 2 why he was blastin on juggalos and anything psychopathic rel8d and this dude nails me with down r8s and mouths off to me calling me a "ICP FAG"(HIS WORDS) after he shouts at MY WIFE calling her a "FAT PIG"(HIS WORDS AGAIN) and has tha nerve 2 go hide behind tha skirt of his little block link and I didnt do anything 2 him. I didnt know wut was goin on and was curious as 2 why he was being put up on hit lists everywhere and w/ no warning he blasts me and runs like a skeered little cockroach. This stale buttrocket can just sit where he is safe behind his little block link. I did get a chance 2 read on his profile B4 I got blocked that hes an "Easy person 2 get along with"(HIS W

Twenty Nine Lines To Make You Smile!
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke . 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe . 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes . 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was No

One Word
Beautiful love Splendor surrounds your name My whispers are always glorified the same Mysterious pleasure Simply deep heartbeats sound My feet slowly lift off the ground Fly with me and take me away Show me a new world; Make it a better place Lovely beauty Your name attracts splendor GLory in my whispers forever Pleasing mystery Deeply simple heartbeats heard My feet quickly fall to the ground - With one word

My Teen Is Out Of Control!
I had a really good time this weekend with my friends at the family cabin. We went up Friday night, stopped for pizza on the way and got up there to a freezing cabin. Luckily we had power and Peter built a fire so it warmed up fast. The kids and guys rode the motorcycles and quads all day long. We ate, drank and played all weekend so it was a good time. Our friends loved it so much that they want to go up there often! My friend Lisa made me promise to go up when they do so I did and hopefully I keep my promise! The only thing that bothered me all weekend was my son Anthony. He didn't want to go to the cabin with all of those people up there and he was such a mess Thursday and gave us complete Hell Thursday night that Friday when it was time to go, he said he wanted to stay with his friend Jordan all weekend and we gave in. Not the smartest move we ever made. I was worried I was not going to have a house to come home to when we got back. We have no phone service whi

1-14-08
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low.

The Things That My Brain Vomits
Not Enough You say you love me You want to make love to me You love being inside me You hold me And kiss me. You say you love me You don’t trust me You don’t believe Or believe in me. You say you love me And you make love to me You say we should see other people While the sheets are still warm I can still smell you I can still feel your hands On my skin I can still feel you inside me And I can still taste you. You want to see someone else Because I am not enough for you Not pretty enough Not smart enough Not lover enough Just not enough. I am just me And it is not enough You say you love me You have never felt this way for anyone. But you are already thinking Of somebody else And you are waiting till you can crawl out of bed So you can call her. Your replacement for me, Is already in mind. And she is a million miles away You can't hold her You can't feel her Or taste her. I am right here Loving you blindly, stupidly Feeling a way that I nev

Why.. Jason Aldean
It's 3 AM and I finally say I'm sorry for acting that way I didn't really mean to make you cry Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why CHORUS Does it always have to come down To you leaving Before I'll say "I love you" Why do I always use the words That cut the deepest When I know how much it hurts you Oh baby why, do I do that to you I know I'd never let you walk away So why do I push you 'til you break And why are you always on theverge of good-bye Before I'll show you how I really feel inside CHORUS Does it always have to come down To you leaving Before I'll say "I love you" Why do I always use the words That cut the deepest When I know how much it hurts you Oh baby why, do I do that to you Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest When I know how much it hurts you Oh baby why, do I do that to you Why do I do that to you

I Prefer Our Strawberry Blonde
Sunday afternoon Martha and I went out so she could get her bangs trimmed at Mastercuts in Dakota Square. Martha has one particular stylist she likes to have work on her hair and wanted to get in as soon as possible. I asked to go with her because I wanted to visit the Waldenbooks and B. Dalton stores closing in the mall to make way for the two-story Barnes & Noble to open in March. Hey, everything in B. Dalton was 50% off and everything in Waldenbooks 40% off; it’s just really strange to see a bookstore with empty shelves. She came with me because I remarked I could use a trim myself and got one for just $12.95. I usually don’t go to a salon myself, and even paying a barber ten bucks per haircut seems a little daunting to me; where I grew up in Crescent City, Florida, there’s a barber who’ll give you a straight haircut for three dollars. (That is not a misprint.) I never noticed his business declining – actually, it improved enough that sometimes I’d go in and it was standing r

Gone... Outta Here
Alright I'm outta here, for good. Too much bullshit and no enough benefit these days. If you need alternate contact methods for those of you that consider me to be a friend, send me a private message I'll get it to you before I delete this profile tonight.

All My Friends Are Gone, They Died...
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be f

Perfect Blue Buildings
Just down the street from your hotel, baby I stay at home with my disease And ain't this position familiar, darling Well, all monkeys do what they see Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Down on Virginia and La Loma Where I got friends who'll care for me You got an attitude of everything I ever wanted I got an attitude of need Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Asleep in perfect blue buildings Beside the green apple tree Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby Try to keep myself away from me (myself and) me It's 4:30 A.M. on a Tuesday It doesn't get much worse than this In beds in little rooms in buildings in the middle of these lives which are completely meaningless Help me stay awake, I'm falling... Asleep in perfect blue buildings Beside the green apple tree Gonna get me a little oblivion, baby Try to keep myself away from me (myself and) me I got bones beneath my skin, and mister... There's a skeleton in every man's house Beneath the dust and love and

X-men Original Comic Artwork For Sale On Ebay
I have another bunch of pages up for offer on ebay this week, among them pages from X-Men, Spiderman, Batman, & Catwoman Click to pic to view the pages on offer, & PM me, or contact me thru ebay if you have any questions. Bear in mind, only pages offered by ebay user 'Nightclown' are being offered by me.

All I Need By Mat Kearney
Here it comes it's all blowing in tonight I woke up this morning to a blood red sky They're burning on the bridge turning off the lights We're on the run I can see it in your eyes If nothing is safe then I don't understand You call me your boy but I'm trying to be the man One more day and it's all slipping with the sand You touch my lips and grab the back of my hand, The back of my hand Guess we both know we're in over our heads We got nowhere to go and no home that's left The water is rising on a river turning red It all might be ok or we might be dead If everything we've got is slipping away I meant what I said when I said until my dying day I'm holding on to you, holding on to me Maybe it's all gone black but you're all I see You're all I see The walls are shaking, I hear them sound the alarm Glass is breaking so don't let go of my arm Grab your bags and a picture of where we met All that we'll leave behind and all that's left If everything we've got is blo

Military Family
Today I said Goodbye to a soldier, watching him board the bus glancing at him for the last time crying tears of a empty heart wondering thoughts of when will i see him again labeling him a soldier, a father, a husband, a brother closing my eyes and pray to God that my hero, most importantly, my father comes back home safe that if god may, bless my family with strength to keep fighting the fight, loving the love my god give strength to this hero, this... AMERICAN SOLDIER!!!!! may he give strength and protect all our brothers and sisters in the service and help keep them safe. May he bring back home those father's to their wives and newborn children, may he bring home those single soldier's to their families and most important their furture families to come I bid my farwell to my soldierly heroic father i cry that saddest cry and then i thank god for making me part for what my father is going to fight for. God Bless America

Still Alone
We're still alone but that's OK, We got our friends and family! Jails institutions and death by my count there's just one left! The triple crown of tragedy my birthright and destiny, Our destiny is at the end of a rop! The bottom of a glass or a bag of dope, Nowhere to turn when you're shit out of luck! Still alone and I'm still fucked... fuck you! Slave to addiction for years and years hid from my life, Hid from my fears, fucking broke, alone locked down... My life is better when you're not around! Watch me struggle as my life fades and try to learn from my mistakes, So those who turned their back on me won't get to share in my victory! Still alive wishing I was dead Too many years fucked in the head! Still alive wishing I was dead When will this misery end?

Poetry
I lived,I loved,I prayed, Eventually I got saved, Although I perfer the dark of night, Watching the stars twinkling bright, Twisted visions within my sight, Mangled jack o lanterns, Satin sheets, Candle scent oh so sweet. Deadening memories haunt my heart, Things that have ripped it apart, So much abuse so little time, Phantoms, Nightmares, Crying..........sigh.

She's A Bitch
Jessica Pettit 1:34pm Jan 15th Report Message "What the Fuck you did" (in your terms) was/is that I never talk to you. I have emailed you asking how you are, blah blah blah, and then the only time you can say anything to me is to tell me you "can't wait to get the hell away from here and on to Hawii!". Try making a little effort sometimes at friendships and you probally won't have to ask "What the fuck" you did! And I especailly just "didn't care," when Jessica tells me you come out this way to hang out with her and Shera or who ever it is that you two both know, and you can't even call me when I live down the street from Jess. So yeah, "what the fuck"?!! Lee Davis 3:06pm Jan 15th ok maybe you need not write when your made cuz none of that made any since.. and to answer the first question Yeah I'm ready to get the fuck out of GA and to Hawaii, DON"T take it personal... Just THAT I"M ready to leave these state.. NOT you yourself was and is still looking to get out to go to

Mrs Applebees Class
A teacher was working with a group of children, trying to broaden their horizons through sensory perception. She brought in a variety of lifesavers and said, "Children, I'd like you to close your eyes and taste these." The kids easily identified the taste of cherries, lemons and mint, but when the teacher gave them honey-flavored lifesavers, all of the kids were stumped. "I'll give you a hint," said the teacher. "It's something your daddy and mommy probably call each other all the time." Instantly, one of the kids coughed his onto the floor and shouted, "Spit 'em out, guys, they're assholes!"

My Brother
My brother As the years go by I’ve seen it all And all I can do is sigh I wish you would stand tall Be a man, not a boy A family you had Will bring you joy And make you glad You kept your word I’m sorry, forgive me Is all vie heard How many more years Do we have to hope? And shed these tears When it’s hard to cope By Cassandra Hammons

Come Support Them!!
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My Heart
You knocked down my wall. You have shown me how to feel with my whole heart. You have shown me not to run away from how I feel. You’ve accepted me for who I am, faults and all. You don’t care if the road is going to get a little rocky. You have stood there like my rock. You have talked me through things I never thought I could tell anyone. You love me for who I am and don’t expect anything more than just that, for me to be me. You’ve scared me by making me feel like this, but I wouldn’t change a single moment. I am handing my heart to you on a platter. You have my heart and soul in your hands. They are yours, now and forever. I don’t ever want to feel like this for anyone else. I want this to be forever, if possible. My heart and soul are in your hands. Please don’t hurt them, they’re very fragile.

Tight Locked Door
Here tonight with a broken heart, feels like my life just fell apart. He took my love and soul with ease, I feel now that it was just a tease. Sadness now is what I feel, my heart had just begun to heal. With trust and faith I let him in, and now I must again begin. To start the process of trust once more, My heart is now a tight locked door. The key to my heart I gave with love, And now I have to go above. To pray for healing I ask once more, let me trust so my heart can soar. Mend my heart and dry my tears, please Dear God just take my fears. Allow me now to feel no pain, and fill this void with joy again. Love is what my heart searches for, I want to open this tight locked door. To trust again deep in my heart and find a love that will never part. WRITTEN BY PAMELA CJ MESHER aka LOST

God Has Given Me A Gift
on jan 14 2008 at 530 pm god presented me with a beatiful healthy baby girl, 10 toes 10 finger, 2 eyes and full of joy. come check her out, all you pervs better stay out if you know whats good. thankyou

Need Help Please
I sent in a picture of a sunrise to our local tv station. There is not much time to vote, so please help me with this! I am finalist #2. If you could go vote for me, I really want to win! Thanks, ~Pam http://www.wandtv.com/Global/category.asp?C=101207&nav=menu589_9_4#poll67709

Words....
todays journey... Current mood: blessed as we begin today our eyes open our hearts beat and we *breathe* what a breathe huh?ones desire is anothers pain, ones happiness is ours to gain.. enlightened by life i bless it all. those who have choosen to "not breathe" at all.i giveth thee my whole heart an take it for them..ya see just so i know they will come home ... Blessed Be Guys..Be safe a remember "your loved always"... UR:eternal~Bliss