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Tuesday Night On Ge Omega!
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 7.15.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! Tonight we premier... new stuff from DerDrakos! Our talk segment will consist of a discussion about left vs. right-brained aspects of hu

Polished Stones
Sooner or later youll encounter a crisis in your life,and how you meet it will determine your future happiness and success.Since the beginning of time, everyone has been called upon to meet such a crisis. Close scrutiny will show you that most crisis situations are opportunities to either advance or stay where you are. Indeed, most people make changes in their lifeout of either inspiration or desperation. Personal growth is the process of responding positively to change. Whatever comes your way, give it meaning and transform it into something of value. A precious stone cannot be polished without friction, nor humanity perfected without trials. Just a few thoughts of mine, eventually Ill get back to writing, as for now, my reasoning behind my writings have fallen short..

Life
The things around my life are changing. Faster and faster the shadows seem to cast in new directions, Shedding light on all of the things that I've over looked in the past, And covering the things I've come to know well. As i sat and tried to explain the way that i felt this day, I failed. Only to find myself speaking from the outside to a world who couldn't possibly know what it's like within. The birth of a new love and the loss of an old Combined with the change of doors from the place that I once called home. At times I envy those who have predetermined lives with the comfort in knowing what tomorrow will bring, But as i close my eyes I can hear my heart pounding, Pulling my chest in and out as i breathe. I've sacrificed my predetermined life to live in the present of Lady Luck herself, But also in the present of judgment and sorrow; Who are no strangers to even my oldest memories. I live in this ever changing world Because the world in which I change is predetermin

I'm Sorry!
I'm sorry that I like you so much. I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you're drunk. I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not a bitch. I'm sorry that I liked to spend so much time with you. I'm sorry that I would rather make love to you then screw some random guy. I'm sorry that I'm always the one you need to talk to but never good enough to date. I'm sorry that I am always there for you when you need someone to lean on, but not good enough to listen to me me when I need a friend. I'm sorry if I start not being there because it hurts being used as a doormat, only to be thrown to the side when the new bitch is around. I'm sorry if I stop answering my phone when you call. I'm sorry that I can never do anything right and nothing I do is good enough to make it in your world. I'm sorry that you can't accept m

Evans Blue - Dark That Follows [lyrics]
There's just so many things you never needed to say like I'm your other soul, but you can love them all your tears are meaningless, they're written on your face just like your empty words, just like the chemical just like the disease that stains your lips tonight you are the disease that's in my life if it's no ones fault, there just no one to blame and nothing to say this time it's no one's fault so there's nothing to save and no one to hate but I want to so bad...believe me there's just so many ways you never needed to be like I'm some empty space that never leaves your side now wipe that stupid look off of your face you're not the finest one, you're not the only one you're just a disease that stains her lips tonight and you are the disease that's in my life if it's no ones fault, there just no one to blame and nothing to say this time it's no one's fault so there's nothing to save and no one to hate but I want to so bad...believe me we're great in small d

Evans Blue - Over [lyrics]
You better crawl on your knees The next time you say that you love me Fall on your knees, cuz this time I won't be so kind Can't you see that this is life and life is killing me Is it yours? is it mine? Our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain Tell me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in Show me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in You better see how evil you can be When you see my evil smile It's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind Can't you see that this is death and death is saving me I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame I know it's hard but you... Tell me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in Show me, over and over and over and over and over again It never was time for us, it never was time to let me in

Meet My Fu-owner
MEET MY FU OWNER THIS LADY IS A SWEETHEART AND A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE LETS GIVE HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE AND F/R/A HER EVERYONE!!!!!!! ? Jµ§'Mê? Kå†h¥ ? ~ Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê' ~Club Unit@ fubar

Help For Battered Women
women's shelter is a place of temporary refuge and support for women escaping violent situations, such as rape, and domestic violence. Having the ability to leave a situation of violence is valuable for women who are under attack because such situations frequently involve an imbalance of power that limits the woman's financial options. A response to violence against women, a women's shelter sometimes also serves as a place for women to organize for equality, which is an important distinction from standard government-funded service-based approaches to domestic violence. Many states and cities have domestic violence coalitions supporting women's shelters. The National Network to End Domestic Violence provides a national voice supporting shelters for victims of domestic violence as well as other resources. The most dangerous time for a domestic violence sufferer is on the point of exit. If their spouse catches them on their exit then they are at the most risk of being seriously inju

My Future..
It so weird to think... That in four years I will become like an FBI or something like that! lol... And I cant wait to graduate college... I really want to start my own family... Hopefully I meet my future dude soon, if I already havent... I would want two kids, a boy and a girl... I love kids... And hopefully my husband will be rich, cuz i love shopping...lol...But right now what I really want is to see my boyfriend... He is always so sweet to me.. And I totally love evrything about him, but maybe his goatie, but that doesnt even matters cuz i dont see him... But thats life you never know what is going to happen tomorrow...

Little Scared
You Are A Little Scared of Commitment You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it. Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life. Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before. Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think. Are You Afraid of Commitment?

Going On Vacation
going on vacation will be home around monday hope everyone has a great weekend I hope to have alot of fun in Nashville first time there Hope to catch everyone back next tuesday take care stay safe ALL

I'm Only Dreaming......
I gaze into the world I see Somewhat different than before Could it be that it has changed? Did the lion stop it’s roar? I see children who are fed No starvation do I see Smiles upon all the faces How is this possible, how can it be? No one is in a hurry But instead taking each ones time I marvel at the sight before me Could it be that I’m loosing my mind? People are embracing each other No matter what race or creed Willing hands are helping each other All is peaceful and serene. No tears are falling like rain drops No sadness or evil it so seems Love embracing all who go there I’m only dreaming, I know but it don’t hurt to dream. There is peace among all nations No more fighting, no more wars Instead, helping each other To heal all the many scars. It’s a wonderful thing to see Makes my eyes want to gleam Oh how I wish it were so real But the reality is just a dream. Family life has taken a twist Children have bo

Hilarious
REDNECK LOVE POEM Collards is green, my dog's name is Blue and I'm so lucky to have a sweet thang like you. Yore hair is like cornsilk a-flapping in the breeze. Softer than Blue's and without all them fleas. You move like the bass, which excite me in May. You ain't got no scales but I luv you anyway. Yo're as satisfy'n as okry jist a-fry'n in the pan. Yo're as fragrant as "snuff" right out of the can. You have some'a yore teeth, for which I am proud; I hold my head high when we're in a crowd. On special occasions, when you shave under yore arms, well, I'm in hawg heaven, and awed by yore charms. Still them fellers at work, they all want to know, what I did to deserve such a purdy, young doe. Like a good roll of duct tape yo're there fer yore man, to patch up life's troubles and fix what you can. Yo're as cute as a junebug a-buzzin' overhead. You ain't mean like those far ants I found in my bed. Cut from the best cloth like a plaid flannel shirt, you sp

Life
SPIRIT SPEAKS NOT SO LONG AGO, THERE WAS A TRIBE OF INDIANS THAT LIVED CLOSE TO A FOREST WHERE THE WATERS FLOWED AND THE FOOD WAS PLENTIFUL. THERE LIVED WITHIN THIS TRIBE A VERY SHY GIRL, WHO DID NOT ALLOW HERSELF THE SAME EMOTIONS AS THE OTHERS OF HER TRIBE. SHE CONSIDERED HERSELF TO BE FAT AND UGLY SO INSTEAD OF BECOMING AN INTRICATE PART OF THE TRIBE SHE WOULD GO OFF INTO THE WOODS AND SIT FOR HOURS BY HERSELF. SOON THE ANIMALS AND THE BIRDS BEGAN TO NOTICE HER, AND VERY SLOWLY THEY BECAME FRIENDS WITH HER BECAUSE SHE HAD THE ABILITY TO TALK TO THEM AND THEM TO HER. THERE WERE DEER, BEAR, WOLF, EAGLES, HAWKS AND MANY OTHERS THAT BECAME HER FRIENDS. ABOUT THIS TIME A YOUNG BRAVE BEGAN TO NOTICE HER, AND IN A WHILE THEY GOT MARRIED AND SHE HAD FOUR CHILDREN, BUT ALWAYS FOUND THE TIME TO VISIT HER FRIENDS IN THE FOREST. ONE DAY AFTER HER CHILDREN WERE OLDER SHE WAS FEELING VERY GOOD ABOUT HERSELF AND WANTED TO GIVE HER HUSBAND A SPECIAL GIFT SO SHE THEN INVITED HIM TO GO WI

Grow Up
joey aka/kinky master /the slut master whoever the heck you are on here ..god knows how many names you use ..just grow up and stop writing comments on my page .yes I could block you but we are adults here well at least i am so I would appreciate you leaving me alone ..you say nasty shit while you have me blocked ..what is the purpose I am not sure .But it doesnt piss me off ,now I find it funny that you have nothing better than to do in your day than harass me . go spent time with you slaves and everyone eles you have fooled into thinking you are some great guy . Dont worry about me I dont need you to like me nor do I care if you do .. you must really think I am important to keep spending your time making fake profiles and checking on how I am ..so maybe this way you will listen and get it ,that I dont care what you write anymore .but be mature and dont bother with it or my profile ..

Follow Up To A Mumm
I recently posted a mumm about my piercing. I am not gay or anything like that, in fact I love woman, more than I should given my track record with them. But I do get tired of “people” calling my queer or gay, or assuming I’m gay because of them. I think it is just BS. The place where I work is the worse about it. I will be sitting in my office on the computer and hear things like, “what are you doing in there looking at some guys cock?” and then laughter like it funny or something. I had one guy come to the gate a holler “put your dick away and answer the fucking gate?”. boy did I have a field day telling him off. I told him unlike him and all his buddies, I am not interested in my cock or anyone else’s for that matter, I think he got offended, like I care. It just gets old is all, and kind of frustrates me. I don’t about anyone sexual preference but my own. I really think half of them guys are hiding in the closest, and trying to find the ones who are gay so they can get lucky. No to

Im Done
Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, in my backyard with this noose around my neck Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my baby I love her and I’m sorry

Bleh
Bleh.....I have to be at work in a bit. I didn't get good sleep last night. Kept thinking, coughin' and it was too early to sleep. Maybe I got a couple hours? Bleh.... I think I'm getting a cold..Nooooo!! Had a sore throat all day yesterday and it's still with me this morning. Shtupid bugs....Get out of my throat. Blah blah blah blah blah....Me thinks this is gonna be a loooooong day and work week. I have to doggy and house sit for my 'rents for a while. I think until next Tuesday. Their house always smells funny to me and all those angel collection my mom has are scary. They like.....don't stop looking at you. Mom says she's gonna pay me 100 bucks for it all. Sweet. Money is good. Money is nice. When it's not used for gas and bills. Bleh...it's almost 5am. NOOOOOOOOOO!!! Ya da da da stalling....stalling...cause I don't wanna go. Drinkin' me coffee.....and waiting for my other cup of java to brew. Nummy num. Okay.....Gonna go find some retards to watch on YouTube now...

Losing Track Of Time
Your hand moving slowly down my spine. A shiver. Losing track of time. A kiss. Lingering upon my lips. Leaves me frozen in momentary of bliss. Your eyes taking over my body. Vulnerable but no longer lonely. Arms. Taking me into a long embrace. My only wish now to memorize the lines of your face. Your smile is causing me to melt. Into your eyes. Never have I felt. So out of control yet perfectly sane No line between the pleasure and the pain. Your teeth sinking into my skin A dream like quality. Not wishing to end. Falling into a state. Losing control of my breathing. What is this? Am I dreaming? Your love flowing into me like never before. An eager whisper. Begging for more. Take me. Take me away into your sinful night. Beautiful stranger of the moonlight. You’re mine. I am yours. Now forever Through life. Through immortality. Together. Lost. Sinking. Your beautiful face looming as I am lost. In this moment of ecstasy. Our love the cause. Forever. Immortal being

Big Mouth, Little Mind
I'm so fucking over it. If you're not gonna be real. If you're gonna play mind games... Get the hell away. Don't talk a big game then fall short when it comes to being an adult. I haven't been in Jr High for awhile so I can't remember the rules of engagement. I'm grown and you should be too. Just because you can doesn't mean you should. I wont cater to it. -REL

The All American Military Bikini And Dress Auctions
THE ALL AMERICAN MILITARY BIKINI AUCTION AND THE MILITARY IN DRESS AUCTION WE ARE RUNNING 2 DIFFERENT AUCTION: THE ALL AMERICAN BIKINI AUCTION: WE NEED 20 LADIES WILLING TO GET DOWN IN THERE BIKINIS SHOWING SOME SUPPORT TO THE MILITARY. RULES TO THE AUCTION ENTRIES: YOU NEED TO HAVE A VALID VERIFIED SALUTE YOU NEED TO PRIVATE MESSAGE US WITH THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE IN THE AUCTION WE NEED YOUR NAME/AND A MESSAGE YOU WANT TO SEND OUT TO THE MEN AND WOMAN HERE IN IRAQ ENTRY FEE IS 30K LOWEST BID WILL BEGIN FOR ALL AT 50K WHAT WE WILL DO IS FAN/ADD/RATE YOU AND YOUR PICS TO THE WINNER BUT ALL CONTESTANTS WILL BE ADDED/FANNED/AND PROFILE RATED AND A GIFT SENT TO THEM THE ALL AMERICAN MILITARY IN DRESS AUCTION RULES TO THE AUCTION ENTRIES: YOU NEED TO HAVE A VALID VERIFIED SALUTE YOU NEED TO PRIVATE MESSAGE US WITH THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE IN THE AUCTION YOU NEED TO PRIVATE MESSAGE US WITH YOUR NAME/RANK/BRANCH/UNIT/ AND WHERE YOUR STATIONED/SER

Update
I know it's been a minute, but I need to update y'all....I still have no home access, hoping Mommynutt can help me out this weekend sometime with that mess. When she does...I have had several offers to dj at different places...I have yet to decide where that aspect of my fu-life and r/l is going to go after I return fulltime to having home net. My plans right now may not include that, but it all depends on a few factors going perfectly for me personally and otherwise next couple weeks. I miss being on air - but, at the same time, y'all, I need to focus on me. Something that this outage actually allowed me to do. So we'll see what I decide to do. Until I get back (HOPEFULLY Monday), peace to all...and please, don't tear each other to bits! Jeremy, aka DJ JMos23 PS - Whoever sent me the men's ring and asked me to marry them...please make yourself known. How can I say yes, if I don't know who I'm saying yes TO?

Booboo Is Up For Grabs Again
I entered an auction. If you would like to own me and get spoiled, then come check it out and bid. This is a bling Auction so all bids have to be in bling. Rate all pictures 10's & 11s during hh Rate all stash Pimpout bulletin Added to family Animated picture Fu gifts Bling of my choice MINIMUM BID IS A BLING PACK (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat &Sarcastk1' on '2008-07-18 19:50:08')

Sub Lil Slavegrrl's Auction Details
THE AUCTION IS OPEN, COME AND BID ON SOME OF THE BEST FUBAR HAS TO OFFER. The auction will run until the 27th of July Sunday. Great people, great offers just waiting for bids from you. Come now, come often, and keep the bids going. These are some of the finest friends you could possibly have, and they are offerring some super deals. .

Excellent Links
Size Matters ? - Seren, Keeley & girlfriends are out to prove a couple of 'BIG' points ! http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=11616&Top20=1&rtn=index-top20&nl=2 http://www.zootoday.com/girls/archive/2008/04/17/boobs--size-matters.htm +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Anna Tatangelo's Tempting - This curvy Italian pop tart tastes better than any pasta dish ! http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=11595&Top20=1&rtn=index-top20&nl=2 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Hot Pool B!tches - Soon as these ladies cool down they're ready to get all hot again :) http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=11615&Top20=1&rtn=index-top20&nl=2 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Mini Musume - Super-hot Japanese babe looks like something straight out of anime ! http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=11597&Top20=1&rtn=index-top20&nl=2 ++++

Should've Known Better
Another sleepless night I can't explain Somebody said they heard me call your name The radio won't let you leave my mind I know it's over but I don't know why [Chorus:] Should've known better Than to fall in love with you Now love is just a faded memory Should've known better Now I'm a prisoner to this pain And my heart still aches for you There was no risk that I wouldn't take And not a promise that I didn't make All I asked was that you just hold on And now I'm wondering what I did wrong [Chorus] I gave you all of my body and soul Never believing we might lose control I took my hands off the wheel I can't remember if the lies were true It's been a million years since I touched you I thought time might help me win this game But being away from you is slowly driving me insane [Chorus]

Happiness
Happiness Once upon A time I knew What it Felt like To be truly Happy Not only With items I truly Knew what It felt Like to Be happy With who I was Some where Along the Way I lost That happiness It faded into Despair All that Remains Is longing To once Again regain The happiness That I Once knew By: Kat 7/5/08

Thank U
I want to thank everyone who kept prayers for my family. They have found my sister and yes the worst outcome has been made. She may not have been the best person in the world, but there's no reason she had to go through what she did. I appreciate my friends who were there for me and continue to be. Bare with me as I deal with this. Love u all...

My Application Check It Out
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Helium 3
He3: Just in case anybody asks ... It seems that there has been a breakthrough in "Fusion" technology. Unlike the current "Fusion" that requires a hydrogen reaction, to create "clean" energy, which creates damaging "neutrinos" that, because of the heat that is produced, can damage or destroy reactor walls. (A fusion reaction takes extremely high heat) There is a new technology that uses a substance called "Helium 3" which can be harvested from decommissioned nuclear weapons. This substance can be used instead of Hydrogen and results in a cooler and more stable reaction which can be better controlled and maintained. Of course there is a limited source so there is a plan, (are you ready?) to go to the moon, establish a base, and strip mine the moon's surface which, because of its lack of atmosphere, is rich with Helium 3 from the natural radiation of the sun. There will be Laboratories to extract the Helium 3 from the moon's soil and then send it back to earth in quantities su

Plucking Women From The Trash Can
and other things thrown away could have a negative result for those doing the plucking. For example, I plucked my coousin from the street after her mother and father threw her out. It seems she had't followed her father's rules about something in their household. During her days "in the streets" she roamed in and out of her classmates families homes. I invited her into the house I was renting for my two children and myself while waiting for the finalization of my divorce from my cildren's dad. On another, earlier occasion I plucked their father from the icy outdoors where his mother and father had thrown him fro something he was doing aginst is father's will. Turned out, he was expelled from school for much the same thing... I rubbed him up with mentholatum and pulled covers over his head "sweating his cold out" like my grandma did for us when we came home shivering or came down with the flu. He became the haint that haunts my life even in today's tired hours; after his accomplishing

Benefit!!! Food Fun Music For All :)
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Ryan Date: Jul 22, 2008 4:01 AM For those not familiar with Mansfield, the Wayside can be found when you take South 603 from route 30. The Wayside is on the left side several miles down 603.Hope to see you all there.Please Copy and Forward on.....DYLAN IS A VERY BRAVE 13yr old who I am very proud to call my family we would greatly appreciate any n all suport from everyone PLEASE Repost to your friends exspecialy thoughs in the ohio area!!.....thank you all kelbabez77!! :)

Gil's All Night Fright Diner By A. Lee Martinez
Gil's All Night Fright Diner by A. Lee Martinez Plot Summary: Adult/High School–Two friends–Earl (as in the Earl of Vampires) and Duke (as in the Duke of Werewolves)–are driving along one evening when their truck runs out of gas. They wind up at an all-night diner in Rockwood, a small desert town that has a bit of a zombie problem. They help Loretta, the diner's owner/cook, fend off the zombies that are drawn to her eatery. Impressed, she asks the two to stay on and help her take care of some other supernatural problems in the town and to learn who is raising the ghouls. Duke and Earl discover that Tammy (also known as Mistress Lilith, Queen of the Night) and her loyal but dumb boyfriend are plotting to end the world in order to resurrect the old gods. Similar in style and humor to the work of Douglas Adams and Joe R. Lansdale, and Shaun of the Dead, this comic horror-fantasy is packed with warped humor and action. The characters are likable, three-dimensional, and quirky. The story

Love Language #2
Language #2: Quality Time Quality time is more than mere proximity. It’s about focusing all your energy on your mate. A husband watching sports while talking to his wife is NOT quality time. Unless all of your attention is focused on your mate, even an intimate dinner for two can come and go without a minute of quality time being shared. Quality conversation is very important in a healthy relationship. It involves sharing experiences, thoughts, feelings and desires in a friendly, uninterrupted context. A good mate will not only listen, but offer advice and respond to assure their mate they are truly listening. Many mates don’t expect you to solve their problems. They need a sympathetic listener. An important aspect of quality conversation is self-revelation. In order for you to communicate with your mate, you must also be in tune with your inner emotions. It is only when you understand your emotions and inner feelings will you then be able to share quality conversation, and qual

Jungle Superstars
This blog is a work in progress about the cause and effects of people who live in certain parts of Los Angeles deemed ghetto and untamed. about how i am tired of people so quick to blame others for their misfortunes, those so easy to let their children do as they please... then being a parent, thinking the world owes them blood and glory, and this mind you is not the thoughts of everyone..just the ones who are racists,shallow and yes very very narcissistic. life is cruel and has been for centuries.. open your blind eyes, wake from your sympathetic,cumbersome world.... this is a work in progress

Uno
Buen, pues, soy Jacky. Espero poder darles unos cuantos enlaces en la vida y carrera mia. Chequen de vez en cuando para ver en que lios me estoy metiendo. I don't know how to translate that all, but I try. Come to the blog, and see what problems I am getting myself into. I hope that is right. If anyone else is bilingual, please help. I appreciate

Iraq-justification Part 1
Reasons why the Bush Administration did not lie, and justification for the invasion of Iraq The first and most glaringly obvious error that people tend to make when they criticize the Bush administration, and in particular George W. Bush about his decision to go into Iraq is that they tend to separate the events that led up to that decision with the decision, and the outcome of that decision. Other reasons for criticizing the decision to invade Iraq include but are not limited to personal gain or benefit. It is important to remember that the human rights violations that occurred in Iraq under the direct order of Saddam Hussein were atrocious. These events and their cause are undisputable facts. The decision to invade and remove Saddam Hussein from power were in large part in response to these and the ability to create chemical weapons, as well as the exploration of developing nuclear technology as well. Some people, namely politicians believe it is in their best in

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It ne

Showing Some Love?
been away from fubar for some time and though I have been showing love and trying to keep up with those in my friendlist sending them comments and what not most of you sadly do not show any love that u so needingly beg from all others on here and to me that is not fair at all so if anyone else is having the same thoughs about it then please do share your thoughs as i am not trying to be disrespectfull to anyone it is mairly showing the same amount of respect back that some of u are begging for on your profiles or even demanding.

Help Find This Coward
RICHARD WILLIAM WERSTINE HELP FIND HIM........!!!!! WANTED FOR 1993 MURDER OF RODNEY BARGER[ RAWN BEAUTY] SINGER OF COLD AS LIFE.RAWN WAS SHOT IN THE HEAD WHILE HE SLEPT, RICHARD WILLIAM WERSTINE POSTED BALE AND HASNT BEEN SEE SINCE 1993. HE IS NOW 41 YEARS OLDKNOWN TO BE SEEN IN MICHIGAN/ EUROPE/GERMANY/GREACE/ HELP BRING HIM TO JUSTICE!!!!!!!! CALL 1-800-SPEAK-UP1-800-CRIME-TVWWW. AMW. COMPLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN

Stuff
Women's hearts generally beat faster than mens. A duck's quack does not echo. Every year, 11,000 Americans injure themselves while trying out bizarre sexual positions. A female orgasm is a powerfull painkiller (because of the release of endorfines), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex.(sorry ladies!)

Joke
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, 'Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!' The husband said, 'Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?' 'Doesn't matter,' she said. 'Just get out.'

Without
A look A touch A whisper A stare When I am without you, my heart feels bare..... A laugh A kiss A dance A care When I am without you, my heart feels bare..... A song A talk A joke A glare When I am without you, my heart feels bare....... By: Julie Ann Vilorio

Ok So ..............
After a stay in hospital I am back, but I just aint got the stamina to do much on here at the moment. For those of you that are interested, I fell off a step two weeks ago and broke my tib/fib, one of which snapped through the skin, landing me in Luton and Dunstable hospital until today. I had surgery to repair the break and now got a bolt and pin the length of my calf. I can just about get about on crutches and have the use of a wheelchair in the house for the next 6 weeks and then on crutches for the next 6 months. I am on heavy duty pain killers so there fore wont be spending much time on here.

Do It...
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would le me go down on you? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i licked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. What is your favorite position? 21. What is off limits? 22. What is your biggest turn on? 23. What is your biggest turn off? 24. What is your favorite topping to use for 4 play? 25. What role would we play? 26

I Scored A 57 ;)
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM 1-13 AND NO CHEATING! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR..... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? (A)A LIGHT COLOR (B)THEY CHANGE COLORS (C)A DARK COLOR 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... (A)SEDUCE THEM (B)JUST CHILL (C)CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE THEM 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? (A)RAINY (B)THUNDERSTORM (C)SUNNY (D)CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? (A)STRAWBERRIES (B)CHERRIES (C)GRAPES (D)PEACHES (E)KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... (A)NIGHT (B)DAY 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? (A)FALL (B)SUMMER (C)SPRING (D)WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... (A)ASTRO VAN (B)ON THE ROOF OF A BUILDING (C)PARK (D)ON A AIR PLANE (E)PARENTS BED (F)ALL OF THE ABOVE 10.YOUR PHONE SERVICE? (A)SPRINT/CINGULAR (B)VERIZON (C)T-MOBILE/NEXTEL (D)PAY PHONE (E)CR

Lisa
A:Very good in the sheets B: Dumb and funny at the same time C: Great kisser D: Can kick your ass E: Very very easy to fall in love with F: Loves it G: Doesn't give a shit H: Amazingly hot I: Has one of the best personalities ever J: Hot K: Crazy L: Very good kisser M: Adorable N:Can make you die of laughter O: Very very hot P: Popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: Perfect person to date S: Has a smile to die for T: Amazing kisser U: Rebellious V : Not judgemental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Awesome kisser Z: Loved by everyone L: Very good kisser I: Has one of the best personalities ever S: Has a smile to die for A:Very good in the sheets

Do I Have Any Real Friends Out There
I have been in a giveaway since May and only have 13000 some comments...I need 45000 to win a happy hour. If you could take alittle time out of your day each time your on to throw some comments I will appreciate it! Here is the link

Blah
When you think you know someone, how well do you really? I've been stepped on and crushed to many times in my life and you'd think I'd learn my lesson or atleast know the signs of what's to come but do I see them? Nope, some say it's because I'm kind hearted and a wishful thinker, that may be true, but I'm really getting sick and tired of it. I've since decided to go about my life as a hermit would, just keep to myself and block everyone else out. I've also decided to not speak to anyone until spoken to, I don't have any friends in life but I do have some really awesome acquaintances that will hopefully someday turn into true friends.

Goat Cheese And Pesto Pizza
By popular demand, I have made a cooking blog. Please don't expect gourmet recipes, I'm not a gourmet, I'm just a kitchen mad scientist. So, without further ado, yesterday's cooking experiment: Personal goat cheese and pesto pizzas! I wanted to make pizza, but I really didn't feel like dicking around with dough and yeast and all that mess, so I thought I'd get frozen pizza dough at my local supermarket. Apparently that is something that only exists in my imagination, because they didn't have it. I hate that Boboli crust bullshit, plus they're too expensive, so I bought some pita bread instead. I also picked up some pre-made basil pesto, ricotta cheese (fat free, thank you very much, some of us are a little pudge-a-riffic), and lemon goat cheese. I didn't specifically look for lemon goat cheese, but it was on sale, along with cranberry goat cheese, and I thought it would go well with pesto. You could use blue cheese or feta on this too, I just like goat cheese. Anyway, assembly

Right E O
First of all let me apologise for my non presence on here since getting out of Luton and Dunstable Hospital on Thursday, but guess what, I had a blonde moment yesterday and as my son puts it, I thought I was Superman, and tried to be a smart a$$ and walk without crutches and literally hop to the kitchen, now I can laugh but you cant :D I lost my balance and fell on my broken leg and landed back at the hospital - every cloud has a silver lining and I did benefit from some heavy duty pain killers which zonked me out for the entire day and half of today as well. I wont say that I aint been on here today I have briefly but fell asleep and went back to bed!!! Now just taken some more pain relief and will endeavour to try and commment all my friends that aint forgotten their one legged friend!!!!!!!!! Gawd, I could do with a coca cola, must send my son down to the shop again to get more soft drink!!!!!!! For those of you that dont know what happened, I went out about two weeks ago and g

Him
He doesn't understand, all he does or says. He doesn't mean to hurt her, but she's the one who pays... He doesn't remember, anything that happens. He doesn't mean for her to know, but she always does... He doesn't do it, with in her range. nor means he for her to be there when he finally goes... I see his time, the end is near. He doesn't think I care to know, but he will take me with him, when he finally goes...

You !
-Prayers go out to every Military Troop at this time. -May you all Keep safe & warm. - & I hope everyone reading this continues good health & prosperity- I also hope everyone is able to find everything that they long for, wish for, and desire- -Good luck to everyone on finding someone who will love and accept you for you...unconditional. Good journeys always my friend mmwahs xxx ~Jenn ================================== -Gebete gehen aus zu jeder Militärischen Truppe zurzeit. -Kann Sie, den alle Safe Behalten & wärmt. - & Ich hoffe, dass jeder, den dies gelesen hat, gute Gesundheit & Wohlstand- ich auch fortsetzt, zu hoffen, dass jeder alles finden kann, dass sie lang für, Wunsch für, und Wunsch- -Viel Glück zu jedem auf Ergebnis jemand, der lieben wird und annehmen wird, Sie für Sie. ..unconditional. Gute Reisen immer mein Freund mmwahs xxx~ Jenn ========================================= -Le preghiere escono a ogni Truppa Militare a questo tempo. -Può voi tutt

Wimp
You Are Occasionally a Wimp You're pretty tough in every day life. You don't back down easily. However, you can be a wimp at times, especially in stressful situations. You can be overwhelmed or intimidated or just plain scared when life gets rough. While these are natural reactions, you may want to face your fears a little more. Are You a Wimp?

I Told Them....
I finally told my family that I want to move out. They really didn't take it that well, except that my mom somewhat did, but not my dad. At least I told them, right? Now, time for the next step....BRB!

Why Men Are Never Depressed
JUST GO FIGURE....... WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. Yo

The Love I Gave Was True
The Love I Gave was True You broke my heart but it hasn't stopped loving you That's how I know that the love I gave was true. I don't want you back but I hate the things I've heard My heart sinks further with each depressing word. You were such a beautiful woman with potential vast. It's just too bad that those great things didn't last. I want to have others tell me that you are doing well. But all I hear is that you're under another spell. When people tell me that you are still living a life of sin It tears my heart to pieces over and over again. The things I've heard only strengthen the reasons I left. But I hate that your potential was subject to theft. You'll probably never read or appreciate these words. In essence they are as spoiled as milk with curds. Every morning, just for you, I kneel down and pray. In hopes that I will hear good things one day. Cause you broke my heart but it hasn't stopped loving you. That's how I know that the love I gave was true….

My Memories Are Killing Me
My Memories are Killing Me I wish I could have told you these things; I wish I had the chance. Knowing I will have to wait a while longer has left me in a trance. You were one of the best people I knew in action and in deed. You could never say no when one of your friends were in need. Laughter was your gift to the world and you gave it out for free. The world will never be the same for your family, friends, or me. I'll see you again one day; it just might take a few more years. And then when we meet again there will only be happy tears. How do I live with my memories when my memories are killing me? I feel like I'm bailing water out of my ship that is sinking in the sea. I hide behind this stoic facade, but there's something I must confess. I'm fighting a never-ending hopeless battle of emotions and distress. I start to think of you randomly and I don't even understand why. Sometimes your memory makes me want to break down and cry. Losing you was the hardest thing t

If Your Ever Going To Love Me.
If youre every going to love me love me now, while I can know All the sweet and tender feelings which from real affection flow. Love me now, while I am living; do not wait till I am gone And then chisel it in marble-warm love words in ice cold stone. If youve dear, sweet thoughts about me, why not whisper them to me? Dont you know ..twould make me happy and as glad as glad could be? If you wait till I am sleeping, neer to waken here again, Therell be walls of earth between us and I couldnt hear you then. If you knew someone was thirsting for a drop of water sweet Would you be so slow to bring it? Would you step with laggard feet? There are tender hearts all round us who are thirsting for our love; Why withhold from themwhat nature makes them crave all else above? I wont need your kind caresses when the grass grows oer my face; I wont crave your love and kisses in my last low resting-place. So, then, if you love me any, if its but a little bit, Let me know it now while li

The Gift
The red rose, Whispers of passion. The white rose, Breathes of love. The red rose is a falcon, The white rose is a dove. So I send you, a cream-white rosebud. With a flush red, On it's petal's tip's. For the love that's, Purist and sweetest. Has a kiss of desire, On the lips.

Meeting In Dreams
Through sleepless eyes, I watch. The faciful phlight, Of a waking dream. Peaceful whispers, On the wind. Tell the tale, Of a lovers seam. Torn apart by, Fates cruel hand. Cast by the fire, And buried by land. Step by Step, And day by day. They reach eachother, Through moonlite haze. Caught in a dream, Forever to last. Looking to the future, Forgeting the past.

Tax Increases
INTERESTING DATA JUST RECEIVED ON TAXES Spread the word..... This is something you should be aware of so you don't get blind-sided. This is really going to catch a lot of families off guard. It should make you worry. Proposed changes in taxes after 2008 General election: CAPITAL GAINS TAX MCCAIN 0% on home sales up to $500,000 per home (couples) McCain does not propose any change in existing home sales income tax. OBAMA 28% on profit from ALL home sales How does this affect you? If you sell your home and make a profit, you will pay 28% of your gain on taxes. If you are heading toward retirement and would like to down-size your home or move into a retirement community, 28% of the money you make from your home will go to taxes. This proposal will adversely affect the elderly who are counting on the income from their homes as part of their retirement income. DIVIDEND TAX MCCAIN 15% (no change) OBAMA 39.6%

A Big Probleme When You Have Used Your 1.000 Stashes
Fubar ask me to clean up my stashes but i hate that. I have over 1.700 and they say i may keep 1.000. Why first let me do put them in and now take them away. I love my music and people who has rate it love it too. So i will go on putting my music in a blog as without music i can't live.... i hope to see you all inhere as you did before in my stashes.. Mr. Smiley

Anticipation
I stand in the doorway, waiting for you to arrive, I have yurn for your touch for so long, I pace impatiently outside the door, hoping to see your car, everytime I see a car my heart beats a thousand beats per second, but they keep driving, I start thinking your not going to show, I start to lose hope, then a car appears in the distance, it pulls over down the block and parks, the door opens and I see the occupant, it's YOU!!! you made it, I run to you and hug you, and tell you how I thought you wouldn't show, I kiss you and tell you I love you.

Walk Along The Beach
I walk along the beach wondering where it ends, I think to myself about the days of past, If the memories will last and if the new days will be fun? , I feel the sand between my toes, it’s weird but pleasant, just like my life, I’ve had bad times but also some good, I want to cry because of pain in my heart, It feels like it’s been ripped out, That’s what I get for opening it to someone, but soon my heart will be mended, Because heart break rarely lasts forever.

Your Loss
I'm miserable with out you, You tell me you love me, You tell me you miss me, But you tell me you can't be with me, I told you I would wait for you, But I shouldn't have to wait for you, I want to be happy, I want to be loved, I want to have someone. I need to be happy, I need to be loved, I still love you, I still miss you, But you tell me you can't be with me, I told you I'd wait for you, But I'm not waiting on happiness anymore. I deserve to be happy, I deserve to be loved, If you wont love me, Someone else will, If you still miss me, I'm sorry, I'm tired of waiting, Make up your mind, Life doesn't wait for anyone. If you want something, You need to make it happen, If you truly love someone, You wont make them wait for you, Because it's more likely that you'll lose them Then find them back in your life.

Something To Think About
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful

Misery Into Slight Happy
Well I am angry at the world today and just I feel negativity just bouncing off me...well my nicest boss in the world just came to me and gave me a GAS card for being such a good employee!!! Ahhhh he just made my day, and I love that they give out gas cards now instead of starbucks or target!! Smart thinking company----VCRRRROOOMMMMMM Still pissed at the world and everyone in it. Miss J~

Awesome Person
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

A Collaboration With A Friend
Each day she awakened with a soft smile on her face. For she was remembering her dream of the night that had just past and because she was looking forward to her daily meeting with the most charming man who came to her coffee shop each morning for his extra large black coffee. There was no cream;, no sugar just like you would think a strong virile man would drink it. She pictured him in her mind at that moment, but not how he came in dressed in his business suit, but how she had in her dream, naked and with a hard on. She felt herself blush as she went to the bathroom to shower and get ready for her day. She had never realized how much time she took to get ready lately, shaving her armpits and legs to silky very touchable smoothness, doing her hair, and while she didn't wear much makeup, she always had on lipstick of late to accentuate her lips. She had learned long ago that men are visual, so leaving an extra button undone on her top, making sure her lips stood out, and that her

Pain
Pain squeezing my heart Pain ripping apart my soul Pain coursing through my body Pain clouding my mind Physical pain Mental pain Emotional pain When will the pain end? When will i find relief? When will i start hurting? When will i live again?......

Big & Rich- Lost In This Moment
I see your momma, and the candles and tears and roses I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle Now my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher Don't she look beautiful tonight All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking You know I want to say ‘em all just right I lift your vale, and angles start singing Such a heavenly sign Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in this moment with you I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus Please bless this brand new life Chorus Lost in this moment with you I am completely consumed My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt Sealing our love with a kiss Waitin' my whole life for this Watching all my dreams come true Lost in th

Talk Slutty Ta Me
MA PICS IS IN MA ALBUM .DA WUNS DAT IS DERE NOW IS DA ONES DAT USED TA BE ME BEFO I WAH A WOMAN ,I HADS ME A SEX CHANGE AN NOWS I FEELS SO BETTA.HOLLA AT ME ON YAHOO MESSY .MA NAME ON DERE IS lemme_tapdance_on_ya_balls,YA CAN HIT MA UP IN DA INTERRACIAL ROOM 32.IF YA A MAN HOLLA .I ACT ALL FIESTY BUT DEEP DOWN IT GET MA SLUTTY CUNT ALL WET.CALLIN ME NAMES GETS ME OFF .I LIKE DA DIRTY SLUTTY TALK.ALL BLK MEN HOLLA

So I Think
that my teenage days of dropping acid are catching up with me via nightmares theyre the only dreams I can remember which sucks but this last one was pretty fucking crazy it involved: The world ending animals talking to me and seeking shelter Raizin and Kennedy [X djs of 104.9 a local rock radio station] promoting a call in contest even though we'd all end soon. And a mount rushmore was what the aliens used to destroy the north pole. I think... I need some help. Or maybe this is my mind telling me to get laid? lol

Beverly Hills Dead By Stuart Woods
Beverly Hills Dead by Stuart Woods Plot Summary: In this tepid sequel to 2004's The Prince of Beverly Hills, bestseller Woods revisits the late 1940s but fails to realistically evoke the era of the HUAC hearings, Hollywood blacklists and the waning days of big studios and the star system. Demoted L.A. detective Rick Barron recently quit the force to head security for Centurion Studios and has now morphed into the studio's head of production. Using this new power at the studio, Rick is in charge of selecting leading actors and scouting settings for a gritty western written by famous playwright Sidney Brooks. Centurion is a worthy stand-in for the typical studio of the era, but the Hollywood blacklist story and the untimely disappearance of one of the stars is familiar territory, and Woods doesn't break any new ground. Longtime fans of Woods's Stone Barrington series are sure to enjoy certain aspects of the story, but newcomers are likely to be disappointed. My comments: I had read

And Now Here We Are At One More Summer
christopher's older sister, lisa, use to babysit my middle son, jake, who turned fourteen in the middle of april. before that though, i would care for both christopher and lisa while their mother worked nights as a single parent. christopher graduated at the end of may. my god....i swatted the behinds of those two siblings when they were in elementary school. i called the first school christopher applied to and recommended they give him the full vocal scholarship that he auditioned for. i did this with neither his knowledge nor consent. we found out yesterday that they gave it to him, so i called them back to thank the head of the music department, whom i'd spoken to previously. when i was told that my recommendation weighed greatly in the positive decision, i got a verbal pinky swear that he would never be told that i called in the first place. some blessings should only be blessings. favors are many times laced with a compulsion for recompense. fuck that. i don't want any

Fubar Making You Invite Friends
Ok so i got to a lvl 3 and now i got a saying right above that saying i wont lvl up or collect any points till I invite and get some friends to join I joined cuz my friends are on here what if i cant get anyone to join and dont leave me comments saying make up one and add it it wont work it cant be from the same computer so what do i do is this worth my time i like fubar dont get me wrong but i think its bullsh*t what do u think

Dj Schedule
*JUST A UPDATE* **NOTE: THESE TIMES ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE...WE HAVE LIVES TO YA KNO** 08/05/08 HEAD DJ COOTER WILL BE DJING TILL WHO KNOWS WHEN 08/08/08-08/09/08 HEAD DJ COOTER WILL BE DJING TILL WHO KNOWS WHEN INFO ON WHEN DJ REBELICIOUS DIXIEANGEL WILL DJ WILL BE GIVEN LATER!

Touching Your Wife
Touching your wife This guys touches his wife arousing her One night, after a couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. 'Why are you stopping darling?' she whispered. He whispered back, 'I found the r

Doomed I Say Doomed!!!
We are all Doomed!! Most of human kind is so preoccupied with killing each other to even notice! The day will come and soon I might add, when the seas and rivers will run red with blood, and the skies will split open and spill forth fire and brimstone, and the dead will raise to bury the living. Demons of hell will rip there way into our really to enslave those that are left, and there will not a damn thing we can do to stop it. The few of use who see the road our race is walking, and have tired to warn you, will be there will just one thing left to say before it all ends......"See I told you so!!!!"

Feeling Dark Today
Entering in spite of Rowes and Wades No hose and sink, unwanted yet chosen No lessons learned, but spiritually alert I think, I wonder, somewhere it was understood. See, Love is supposed to work Unconditional love, the love of a child How the hell, did we get so old, jaded and so cold? It's not designed to be this way I think deep down, we know. This world, our lives, so much to grasp Who played this false, stacked the deck? When was it stolen away in the night? Leaving a bloodless corpse in its stead. Crowds in life, and in our homes, so many It's hard to find ones self alone, isolated By familiar faces, once warm arms, hands, lips It is by this visage that one becomes abandoned Hearth, heart and home now become the other. I think the old toast, so old now, was prophecy For in it hearth has turned to 'Lofty timbers, the halls around are bare, echoing to our laughter, as though the dead were there'. I believe it was not to be this way Is it? Th

If I Ain't Got You
Amy Diamond - If I ain't got you Some people live for the fortune Some people live just for the fame Some people live for the power, yeah Some people live just to play the game Some people think that the physical things Define what’s within And I’ve been there before But that life’s a bore So full of the superficial Some people want it all But I don’t want nothing at all If it ain't you baby If I ain’t got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everything means nothing If I ain’t got you, Yeah Some people search for a fountain That promises forever young Some people need three dozen roses And that’s the only way to prove you love him Hand me the world on a silver platter And what good would it be With no one to share With no one who truly cares for me Some people want it all But I don’t want nothing at all If it aint you baby If I ain’t got you baby Some people want diamond rings Some just want everything But everyt

I Once....
worked delivering pizzas. one of the other drivers, this guy named mark, was a little 'off', and not in a fun way. in a creepy deliverance sort of way. eric could tell you. he was a nice enough guy, but there were certain things, things that mashed on my buttons long and hard until i was all wailings and seething gnashes of teeth. things like, "i'm not doing the pans at the end of the night. that's woman's work, beth." he wasn't kidding in the slightest. i wasn't either, when i threatened to make him eat those pans. that or beat him fucking senseless(er) with them. same with mopping. in his simple countryfucked way, he warn't goh-na mawp. i told him he were goh-na mawp if he wanted to continue living his life without the cumbersome annoyance of having a mophandle splintered and broken off in his ass. you know, the rectal part. of the ass, not the floor-scrubbing implement. to my knowledge, there is no assigned rectal part to a mop. but then again, i'm not as pedigreed in this

I Am Not Perfect
so here we go I am not perfect and I know how to screw up things. I hurt the person that I love more than anything inthis world. I love her with all my heart and I went and messed that up.I let her down in a few ways too I never meant to and it isnt all my fault ut I still have to be a man and accept that I let her down. so I must now say that I am an asshole and that I hope that I didnt destroy everything with the woman that I hold dearest to me. I love her with all my heart and soul and It would destroy me if I lost her for good.

Why Do I Try?
Why do i try to work things out? You only hurt me. You never try so why should i? I say i'm leaving but i only come back. you say you love me but yet you turn your back. I say i hate you but why am i kissing you. You say you're sorry. Then why is she here? You say you wanna get married. Yet we are apart. Why do i try to work things out? Why do i try. Some one please tell me. For now my love we are through. You go your way i will go mine. You see my dear i am tired. Tired of trying to work things out.

I'm Scared
i'm scared to fall in love again. but with i'm so happy. please don't break my heart. i don't think i could take it. i'm scared to fall in love with you. but yet i already have. i can't help it i love you, i don't want to lose you!!! i know you're scared to. so let's make this work. i know we can. we just have to be strong.

Loving You
My soul yearns for you Like a thirst that can't be quenched. My heart beats in rhythm With yours. Although miles separate us I feel your love Surrounding me like a mist Gathering me in. My mind filling With thoughts of us Wanting you now Needing you then. Knowing you're Always there Waiting for a word From my lips. My whisper Reaches out To your heart Gently loving you.

Obama Events In Hamilton Ohio
we have three events coming up that i would love to see you guys at! tonight and tomorrow night at 633 high street, in hamilton, there will be phone banks going from 5-9 pm. stop by and say hello! i'll be there co-hosting the entire time. also, for the ladies, there will be a hamilton women for obama "coffee and conversation" at cappuccino depot from 11am-noon on friday. see you all there!

New Tattoo On Thursday
Tomorrow, I'm getting a new tattoo! I can't wait! This will be my sixth tattoo. It's going to go on my right forearm. It's a rose with a small skull in the middle and will have flames. :) Can't wait!

Mp3 Music
ok, i am needing some help. I have an mp3 player that I got for my birthday and I have a couple of songs on it, but would really like to have some more without possibly having to pay for the songs. Can anyone suggest a good website that will let me download free mp3 songs? I would really love the information if someone knows anything. thanks

Delicious Angel Hair In Tomato, Tuna And Olive Sauce
NGREDIENTS 2 1/2 tablespoons olive oil 3/4 cup chopped onion 2 cloves garlic, chopped 1 (6 ounce) can solid white tuna packed in water, drained 1 (14.5 ounce) can whole peeled tomatoes, chopped 1 (4.25 ounce) can black olives, drained and halved 1/2 teaspoon dried basil 1/4 teaspoon dried oregano freshly ground black pepper to taste 1 (28 ounce) can tomato puree 1 (16 ounce) package uncooked angel hair pasta 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese for topping DIRECTIONS 1. Heat olive oil in a skillet over medium heat. Stir in onion and garlic, and cook until tender. Mix in tuna and peeled tomatoes; cook until heated through. Mix in olives. Season with basil, oregano and pepper. Cook and stir 5 minutes. Stir in tomato puree. Cover, reduce heat to low and simmer 30 minutes, stirring occasionally. 2. Bring a large pot of lightly salted water to a boil. Place angel hair pasta in pot and cook 4 minutes, or until al dente. Serve topped with the sauce and sprinkled with

A Tale Of Three Sarahs And Water Displacement #40
It was the best of times, it was the worst of times ... Wait a minute, that’s another story. When I got home last night after it felt like I’d worn the nerves out on my fingers from scrubbing down some very visible paint spots, I saw Sarah and Jeffrey with their aunt Mary who’d been off from work Wednesday with their new cell phones! No, our children aren’t more articulate than even Mom and I thought at two-and-a-half and one (though I’ll admit Sarah’s “I watch Hannah [Montana] with my Mary” before she went to be last night impressed me; she even knows after asking for help to look for something to reply “never mind, I found it” when she finds it), the cell phones were actually calculators shaped that way that Mary had bought at a dollar store! I’m sure our kids’ aunt Margaret is kicking herself for allowing her twelve-year-old Breanna to buy a cell phone. As I brought Sarah and Jeffrey to Sharon’s (their grandma, Martha’s mom) for the day, Margaret was uploading some files on he

Guess What Friends And Family
LOL i just found out that i am about nine weeks prego we are not sure yet but that is how far they are assuming i am. i get the ultrasound on the 19th of august and then we will know for sure how far along i am. oh yeah and i am getting married on sept 6th so dont forget to wish me a happy wedding day LOL. Love u all and have fun

Wohooo .. Doin The Happy Dance !
ok so im a lil happy over something silly .. but .. its a big goal for me .. to date im down almost 50 lbs .. been working my ass off .. ( even thou i lost my ass in the dryer ) ive got the flattest ass in history i swear ! hahha .. anyway i just had to blurt that out ! Yay me !!!

What A Trip
for 25 years the grateful dead got together and played. i've been following the dead since i was 12. the year jerry died part me died too. after 350 + shows the music never stops. the fun i had touring around the us just to see the boys play was most interesting. most of the times i never had a ticket, but always managed to get in 1 way or another. jerry rest in peace and we all miss you

Bertrand Russel: The Problems Of Philosophy: Chapter 1
Bertrand Russell, Problems of Philosophy CHAPTER I APPEARANCE AND REALITY IS there any knowledge in the world which is so certain that no reasonable man could doubt it? This question, which at first sight might not seem difficult, is really one of the most difficult that can be asked. When we have realized the obstacles in the way of a straightforward and confident answer, we shall be well launched on the study of philosophy -- for philosophy is merely the attempt to answer such ultimate questions, not carelessly and dogmatically, as we do in ordinary life and even in the sciences, but critically after exploring all that makes such questions puzzling, and after realizing all the vagueness and confusion that underlie our ordinary ideas. In daily life, we assume as certain many things which, on a closer scrutiny, are found to be so full of apparent contradictions that only a great amount of thought enables us to know what it is that we really may believe. In the search for c

My Feelings
A feeling like this, words can not explain. To love someone so much, that it drives me insane. With you in my life my heart feels so complete. I've never been so in love. You sweep me off my feet. I've never felt this way. The way I do with you. To love some one so much, that no one eles will do. You feel me with such happiness, I can not help but smile. Just to wake up next to you, it makes my day worth while.

A Click Away
Too far to exchange a tender touch, though with the click of a button and receipt of a flower. Too far to share the warmth of a kiss, though with the click of a button and receipt of a smile, my lips burned for a kiss from you. Too far to hold each other tight my eyes wept tears for you.Now many years have passed and the button clicks no more, though my heart still aches and longs for you.

Earth
He is so much like a sky big, bright and open I am much like the Earth hidden, dark and quiet he showers me with praise, adoration hope and comfort like drops of rain each one a refreshing reminder of his love I can give nothing back to the sky dirt cannot do much but gradually, if the Earth is watered enough little by little maybe the trees and flowers and plants could grow into the sky and create a fragrance that is pleasing and the wind would sweep me off my feet like dust and maybe the Earth can touch the sky

My Saturday
Had a nice run this morning. Trying to get back into shape, since gravity took over as I get older. Yep, tomorrow is my birthday and I am over the 40 hump. Phewwww! Happy to say I do not look or act my age.. Hope everyone is having a great Saturday. I'm going to enjoy the beautiful weather in the bay. Ciao..peace!

Please Help Miss Crys
As many of you know, Miss Crys has been in the hospital the past few days. I'm happy to say she is recovering well! Crystal is in a VIP giveaway and it would be nice to get it finished by the time she gets out of the hospital. Lets show her love and lift her spirits!! Click the link and leave a few comments: Come Show Crystal some fu-love!! {Shadow Leveler Team Leader} ~Yeamon~Proud owner of Blueeyes@ fubar (repost of original by '{Shadow Leveler Team Leader} ~Yeamon~Proud owner of Blueeyes' on '2008-08-09 19:28:14')

Side Saddle ?& Cheering Oh Boy ..
I went out with a friend of mine today .. we went first to the "toy" store and spent quite a lot of time there checking each and every thing out ... had a lot of fun ... but that wasnt the end of our day .. we decided to go out to lunch .. she suggested we go to a place called "Texas Roadhouse" Ive never been so i said Sure .. why not .. the food was delish ! if youve got one near and have never been .. go .. its well worth it .. just a lil warning . if youre allergic to peanuts .. dont go ! .. Well.. we had our lupper .. and id had a few too many Iced teas' excused myself to the lil girls room .. came back .. sat down and found about 15 people surrounding me I was looking more than a bit confused .. and thru this crowd came this girl with a Saddle on this contraption .. with a BIG smile on her face .. saying We heard its your birthday .. I turned to my friend and said OH MY GAWD YOU DIDNT !!!! .. well.. of course this was attraction attention .. and I was diving under the table ..next

Cant Wait!!!!!!
fort benning here i come!!!!!!!!! roflmao ga. will NOT be the same after i leave there. yeah im excited. a lot of reason to be. 1 i havent gone on a vacation in 19 years. well this isnt exactly one but shit its how im lookin at it. leavin the 19th and home on the 22nd. the 2nd reason as to why im all giddy happy go lucky is cause i get to see my son for the first time since june 16th 2008. we never been apart that long before and its been hard on both of us. talk about seperation anxiety. omg. even he feels it to. now today is sunday and usually he calls. however no call as of yet. its still early so i hope he will soon. i miss not hearing his voice. wednesday is turning green ceremony whatever that means but hell im not missing that for nothing. thursday is graduation and umm out processessing. or something like that. its so he can come home w/me. so fri we'll be home sometime and resting from the long drive sat. the following weekend hes gettin 2 bashes for busting his balls d

Trapped
Well it seems like im caught up In yor trap again And it seems like i'll be wearin the same old chains. Good will conquer evil and the truth will set you free And i know someday i'll find the key. Yeah i know somewhere i'll find the key. Well it seems like i've been playin the game way to long. And it seems the game i've played has made you strong. But when the game is over, I wont walk out the loser. And i know that i'll walk out of here again. Yeah i know someday i'll walk out of here again. But now im trapped...oooh yeah Trapped...ooooh yeah Trapped...oooh yeah Trapped Now it seems like ive been Sleepin in your bed too long. And it seems like you've been meanin to do me harm. But i'll teach my eyes to see beyond these walls in front of me. And i know someday i'll find the key. Yeah i know somewhere i'll find the key. But now im trapped...oooh yeah Trapped...ooooh yeah Trapped...oooh yeah Trapped. Well it seems like i've been playin the game

Poem
In the end, All I have left, Is me and me alone, Don't let me drift upon the wind, Will I be reborn a phoenix? Or shall I be a dragon, Fierce and strong, Innocent and pure, Or a seductress lying in wait, To each there own, Power and pleasure, Await me.

Human Useless Facts
Human Useless Facts Men fart an average of 17 times a day, and women fart an average of 9 times a day. If you fart constantly for 6 years, 9 months and 23 days you would produce enough gas to explode an atomic bomb. The longest ever penis recorded by scientists is 13.5 inches. Humans are only second to cats for having the dirtiest mouths. It takes about 40 muscles to smile, but only 4 to pull the trigger of a decent rifle. Beard hair grows at twice its usual rate when you're in a plane. Around 15 men each year have their penises chopped off by their wives and the highest proportion of men who suffer this are Italians. You use more calories eating celery than there are in celery itself. More than 2,500 left handed people are killed every year from using right handed products. Semen is one of the most fattening substances known to man. An average of 76 people a year die playing twister, and about 23 of which are through playing the nude version! Linda McCartney has sold more

For The Hooker
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO MY HOOKER ISN'T SHE A HOTTIE HOOKER! GO AND SHOW THIS GIRL SOME LOVIN!! SHE'S ONE OF THE SWEETEST HOOKER'S YOU WILL EVER MEET! FAN/ADD/RATE/BLING/CRUSH THIS GIRL BECAUSE IT'S SO WORTH IT!! ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU FROM HER!! TELL HER DIRRTY SENT YOU!! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR CLICK ON THE LINK AND GET TO LOVIN! HookerinAZ THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY ME!! DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**HeAd PrOmOtEr @ ViPeRs@ fubar

Antipasto
1/2 Pound sliced Genoa salami 1 slicing tomato 1 large white onion 2 roasted red bell peppers 1 Pound sliced provolone 2 cans black pitted olives 1 can baby corn on the cob 1 small jar of Pepperoncini peppers 2 stalks of celery 1 can of rolled anchovies extra virgin olive oil Use a long platter, and arrange in the following order: Salami, provolone, tomato, onion, red peppers, and achovies. Put the baby corns and olives in the center of tray. Take and cut in half celery sticks. Then slice each again length wise. Arrange celery sticks in between each antipasti. Sprinkle some salt lightly on everything. Then drizzle olive oil on everything. Let the antipasti sit covered in the refrigerator till ready to serve. Sitting helps enhance the flavors.

Meh
New to the website.. Seems cool so far! There are TONS of awsome people on here. Better then myspace sadly. Love it, thanks to every one who has added me, rated me you fucking rock! Send me some Jager whores... Get me trashed haha

I Expect Help In This One...
I'm in a contest starting Wednesday and I expect some love from my FuFriends :) Look out for the bulletin with the link...BOMB ME!! ~ BLING CONTEST ~ I am hosting a Bling contest 1st - 70 credit bling pack 2nd - 25 credit bling pack 3rd - 12 credit bling pack ( minimum of 20k comments for 1st prize) and for the most rates over 200 will get a 12 credit bling pack Contest will start August 13th at noon Fu Time and end on September 3rd at noon Fu Time. Bombing family's are welcome and self bombing is encouraged. Send me (DJ OLDS) a private message to enter. I will take entries up till the start of contest. If there is any whineing u will be removed from contest and that includes DRAMA. Brought to you by .... ~DJ OLDS~Owned by Sparkeling deb~Shadow Leveler ~Owner of THE UNHOLY GRAIL @ fubar

Vacation Update.
Hi everyone! :-D Have missed you all so much. The signal here is slow and sometimes nill but wanted to send some love and thank you all for coming by to say hi. We are flying back to TX tomorrow but I will be out of town for about a week. Will try to come by and LL to you as much as possible. HUGS and KISSES ~~~C~~~

Fur N Fleas
WELL TODAY WAS JUST ANOTHER DAY OF OFFICE DRAMA,DOGSHIT,FLEA'S AND FUR...DECIDEDLY MORE FLEA'S THAN FUR::::CURRENTLY SCRATCHING::::AS MUCH AS GET ADVANTAGE ON ME...ONE WOULD THINK THEY WOULD STAY AWAY...HEH NOT HARDLY. OUTSIDE OF FLEA'S TRYING TO CARRY ME OFF...IT HAS BEEN KINDA AUTONOMIC DAY FOR ME...GET UP..SHOWER..GET IN TRUCK...PRAY TO MAKE IT TO WORK ON THE FUMES I HAVE LEFT...AND JUST GET BUSY FROM THAT POINT ON. I HAVE COME TO THE OVER OBVIOUS CONCLUSION THAT MY BOSS IS A GOOBER...HE MAKES THE RULES WE ALL HAVE TO FOLLOW...THEN HE FERGETS HE IS THE ONE THAT MADE THEM AND HAD THESE RULES POSTED IN THE WAITING ROOM...SOMEDAY'S YOU ARE A NUT...THE END! ALL THE OFFICE DRAMA IS ABOUT TO MAKE ME PUKE..OH WAIT THERE IS A LITTLE VOMIT IN MY MOUTH...SEE WE HAVE TWO HENS TRYING TO SIT ON THE ROOFTOP WITH THA ROOSTER...AND IT IS GETTING TO THE POINT OF JUNIOR HIGH ANTICS. NOW TODAY, A NEW HEN..AND SHE IS VERY PRETTY...MUCH NICER LOOKING THAN THE SAID TWO HENS...AND THE ROOSTER IS FLUFF

Automotive Websites I'm Located.
The very first one I'm listing is AutoLog.com. I've been on this site for a long while since I had the red 97 Cavalier. I'm still on here with the new car, but the old one is gone. I no longer own it, nor drive it since I got my new 5 speed 2002 Cavalier Z24. It's the only 5 speed they had left in Michigan from the time I went out to pick it up (Febuary 2008). Here is the link to my AutoLog page. Just type in the link on your browser to go to one of the following car domain pages. 1. AUTOLOG.COM PAGE/ EXTREME Z24 http://www.theautolog.com/profile.php?member=OmegaDragonLS&vehicle=6130 I'm also back on CarDomain again. I cleared my old vehicle info off & added my new info on here. 2. CAR DOMAIN.COM /EXTREME Z24 http://www.cardomain.com/ride/3103842 Here is the last car website I'm on. The one and only site where the GM vehicles are at. 3. J-BODY.ORG http://www.j-body.org/members/extremecavz24 These are all the car sites I'm on. All pics & mods w

Deeper Beauty...by Kissingal
Deeper Beauty I'm wanting to see things not just look at them, but look deeper into the true meaning of each moment in time. Sunsets decorate the sky creating a colorful tapestry before my eyes. Majestic mountains covered in snow take my breathe away The ocean waves calm my inner soul and give me a peace I rarely find and calls me to return. There is a deeper beauty in all that we see. written by Kissingal

Come Check Us Out.
Hey All My Fu Friends and Fu Fan.. It's your Girl Enchantress again... Me and a Friend of Mine has a New Lounge open And would like to send you out a Big Invite to come hang with us and enjoy meeting New outgoing Fu Friends and Meet some Outspoken people with great looks and great personality so come by and check us out. We can't wait to see you there. Yours Truly Enchantress http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=59804

Meeting3 Transcript (read From Bottem To Top)
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Torn
confused and dismayed torn between the new and the old one chaos and destruction and forbiden fruits of pleasure the second calm and collected into a decent being then again i remain torn and tattered between the to not knowing what to do i ask my mind what should i do but in the end my mind is two faced driving me into insanity but one person can save and she has but the distance kills me but were closer then ever but yet i feel so far away then i try and nothing works what to do and then my heart comes into play but yet it like i am decieved even though i know im not so i guess the question is who do i trust my heart which never lies or my mind which is betraying ................................................................................to be continued

Canticle Of Brother Sun And Sister Moon
Most High, all-powerful, all-good Lord, All praise is Yours, all glory, all honor and all blessings. To you alone, Most High, do they belong, and no mortal lips are worthy to pronounce Your Name. Praised be You my Lord with all Your creatures, especially Sir Brother Sun, Who is the day through whom You give us light. And he is beautiful and radiant with great splendour, Of You Most High, he bears the likeness. Praised be You, my Lord, through Sister Moon and the stars, in the heavens you have made them bright, precious and fair. Praised be You, my Lord, through Brothers Wind and Air, And fair and stormy, all weather's moods, by which You cherish all that You have made. Praised be You my Lord through Sister Water, So useful, humble, precious and pure. Praised be You my Lord through Brother Fire, through whom You light the night and he is beautiful and playful and robust and strong. Praised be You my Lord through our Sister, Mother Earth who sustains and governs us, pro

Heart Thoughts
SITTING HERE REMEMBERING WHEN I SAW THE BEAUTY RUSH OUT LIKE A NIGHT WIND. I NEVER SAW IT BEFORE OR BOTHERED TO NOTICE BUT KNOW I SEE IT AND ON IT I AM FOCUSED. THE GENTALENESS OF YOUR VOICE. THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHEN I SEE YOUR LOVELY SMILE THE WAY YOU LAUGH AND CARE FOR OTHERS EVAN GO BEYOND THE EXTRA MILE I AM FOCASED ON THAT. WHETHER YOU BELEAVE ME OR NOT MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU. AND MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS NOW I HAD TO DECLARE, THE THOUGHTS OF MY HEART IN HOPES THAT YOUD GIVE ME, A PLACE IN YOUR HEART!

Sisqo/incomplete
Music Video:INCOMPLETE (by Sisqo)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone ____________________________________________________ Incomplete - Lyrics Verse 1: Bright Lights, Fancy Restaurants Everything in this world that a man could want. I got a bank account bigger than the law should allow Still I'm lonely now Pretty Faces from the covers of a magazine From their covers to my covers wanna lay with me. Fame and Fortune still can't find, just a grown man runnin' out of time Chorus: Even Though it seems I have everything I don't wanna be a lonely fool All of the women, all the expensive cars, all of the money don't amount to you. So I can make believe I have everything, but I can't pretend that I don't see. That without you girl my life is incomplete. Verse 2: Listen. Your perfume, your sexy lingerie. Girl I remember it just like it was on yesterday. A Thursday you told me you had fallen in love, I wasn't sure that I was. It's been a year-Winter, S

Something He Sings Every Now And Then..
Broken - Everlast You're the air that i breathe You're the sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that i need, but i know that you're having some doubts I'm down on my knees I'm praying you'll stick this out I'm beggin you please girl I'm sorry i let you down I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered round for you to see I'm broken like a record I sing the same old song I'm broken like a heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl It's so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye It's so hard to breathe But i know i ain't afraid to die Your breath is so sweet Your kisses could get me high My heart is so weak Girl your lovin could get me by I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered round for you to see I'm broken like a record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that

Stolenfrom Beauty Via Charley
favorites? Animal - Wolf and Goat Breakfast - Leftovers. Or Fruity Pebbles Color - Black Drink - Faygo Event - Carnivals ( i was a carny!) Flower - Orchids Gift - Knowledge House - An Old Church/cathedral Ingredient - Garlic Juice - Pear/Pom juice Keepsake - i have none, yet, really Life accomplishment - Having a demon spawn, hopefully Memory - The first time i met my mate, that cold night in Cleveland Nighttime activity - Karaoke, oddly Occupation - Carny Place - In Her Arms (or, world wide, Prague, or Ireland) Quote - "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints ." "Whosoever shed last blood. By man shall his blood be shed. For immunity of god make he the man. Destroy all that which is evil. So that which is good may flourish. And I shall count thee among my favored sheep. And you shall have the pr

Wahooo
You are Catwoman. You are the epitome of feline power and sensuality. Your seductive charm could bring any man to his knees--where they belong, groveling, hopefully. You are empowered, intelligent, and sinfully beautiful. Rawr! Batman Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes

I Got That Good Good!
good good/ashanti Uh Uh when you hear it knockin’ like that Ya’ll know what this is When my man leave the house I know he’s coming right back I got that good good I got that good good No matter how much he might try to act He know just where it’s at I got that good good (yup) I got that good good (yup) I put it on him right I do it every night I leave him sittin’ Mouth open Like, “Whoa!” So I don’t worry bout (uh) nobody takin my (okay) Cause I know just the right thang to do I got that good good I never had a problem with the one Never been worry about him ever cheating on me Cause when I say I got that pop lock and drop it Believe me If I’m with you It’s gonna kill you On the days you don’t see me See The things I possess a lot of women don’t (don’t) And the things I’mma do for my most wont (won’t) I hear em talking bout it when I’m

Getting Away With Murder-papa Roach
Verse 1: Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What creates my own madness! And I'm addicted to your punishments And your the master And I am waiting for disaster! Chorus Im feel Irrational So confrontational To tell the truth I am, Getting away with murder It is impossible To never tell the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder (Whisper) Getting away Getting away Getting away With murder Verse 2 I'll trade my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when- I don't even need to I never look back because I don't even want to And I don't need to Because I'm getting away with murder! Chorus (Whisper) Getting away x7 Getting away with murder Bridge!!( Shouting ) And somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate What creates my own madness And I'm addicted to your punishments And your the master And I am craving this disaster! Chorus (Whisper) Getting away Getting away G

List Of Memories
List of Memories There was a time when stillness meant nothing to me. Once silence meant lack of sound; Fall came once a year. I danced, redcheeked, each year's first snow, tongue out to taste each flake's welcome sting. I laughed, distinct from nature's cycles, a scrap of wonder floating in a torrent of sorrow I couldn't grasp. That laugh, mouth open, sums up my past. I craved fulfillment, too shallow to know I could never be fully filled. A sound associated with silence delicately etches the seconds as they fly past, snowflakes of lost bliss that drift into a list of memories. This white hush of rushing blood carves it seamless tears in blank empty spaces that echo silence where beginnings come to an end; I speak of the hissing silences of loss that trap hollowness in sound. This liquid whisper is the music of the realm I dwell in. It is the answer to all questions not said-- and so much has been left unexpressed. The certainties of yesterday twist lik

What Are You Doing Monday???
TUNE IN EVERY MONDAY @ 10 AM PST FOR ENERGIZER KITTY! COMING UP MONDAY AUG.18TH 10AM PST SPECIAL SHOW FOR ALL YOU GIRLS THAT WANT TO GET YOUR FEET WET IN MODELING. LEARN ABOUT MODELING OUT SIDE THE RUNWAY!HOW TO GAIN EXPOSURE AND MAKE A NAME FOR YOURSELF!JOIN ME WITH FLORIDA'S BEST JESSI TERROR AND THE CURVECOUS SARARAVEN VIXEN AS THEY TALK ABOUT THEIR JOURNEY THROUGH THIS COMPETITIVE AND STEROTYPICAL INDUSTRY!SEE HOW THEY OVERCOME ALL ODDS!!! MAKE SURE YOU LISTEN TO PREVIOUS SHOWS AS WELL!

A Little Insight To Me...
The Protector As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system. INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types. INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject

Severe Weather Alert (mind You I Live In Wellington,fla)so It Is Heading Towards My City)so Sux
Severe Weather Alert Special Weather Statement GLADES-HENDRY-INLAND PALM BEACH-METRO PALM BEACH-COASTAL COLLIER- INLAND COLLIER-INLAND BROWARD-METRO BROWARD- INLAND MIAMI DADE- METRO MIAMI DADE- MAINLAND MONROE-COASTAL PALM BEACH- COASTAL BROWARD-COASTAL MIAMI DADE-FAR SOUTH MIAMI DADE- INCLUDING THE CITIES OF...PALMDALE...MOORE HAVEN... CLEWISTON... LA BELLE...BIG CYPRESS SEMINOLE RESERVATION...PAHOKEE... SOUTH BAY...BELLE GLADE...WELLINGTON... LION COUNTRY SAFARI... SOUTH COUNTY REGIONAL PARK...PALM SPRINGS...FLORIDA GARDENS... ABERDEEN...BOCA WEST... NAPLES...IMMOKALEE... MICCOSUKEE INDIAN RESERVATION...MARKHAM PARK... COCONUT CREEK... CORAL SPRINGS... TAMARAC...SUNRISE...PLANTATION... DAVIE... COOPER CITY...HOLLYWOOD... PEMBROKE PINES...MIRAMAR... HOMESTEAD... FLORIDA CITY...REDLAND... MICCOSUKEE RESORT...KENDALE LAKES... WEST KENDALL...COUNTRY WALK...SHARK VALLEY...MIAMI... MIAMI GARDENS... MIAMI LAKES...HIALEAH...DORAL...SOUTH MIAMI... KENDALL...CUTLER RIDGE... FLAMINGO...

When Will It End?
Why do i feel the way i do? I feel like im chasing dreams and not geting anywhere. i want to find who i am or was befor pain. there is one how i look to, to save me but lives not with me but in another state in the east. so much is runing through my mind and it all messes with me. I dont know wheather to be happy sad mad or kool with everything the old me would have known what to think say and do. well im off and ill see you all when im in a better mood.

A Little Flash Fun?
Oh yeah this frigan sucks balls. So I've been developing a Flash Client that connects to a ShoutCast Server. To replace the Red Dragon Lounge's Regular Embeded WMP Player. There's a few reasons for this. 1.) The player is ugly. It's always been. It matches nothing in the lounge and sticks out like a sore dick. 2.) An Embedded WMV Player requires that you be running a Windows OS with Windows Media Player Installed, as well as the WMP Browser plugin. ================================================= Mac Users, and users of other OS's Like Linux, will not have WMP, nor are they even able to get it. So your kinda stuck without tunes. Well Thats not entirely true. Most OS's have at least one program that can support a stream. But that requires you running an additional program. And Manually connecting it to the Shoutcast server. Tedious, and troublesome, it creates work. As well as errors that can arise from everyone's system being different. So I undertake this Flash P

Gypsys.lol Funny As They Are!
!GYPSY F*UKING CUNT ! i've only had a row with a f*cking gypsy!! there he is, f*cking bobble hat on his head, banging f*ck out me door, "oi, what do you want you hacky tw*t" i'm shouting, you've seen nowt like the sh*t he's trying to flog, piles of crud from the f*cking pound shop and the cheeky c*nt wants 5 quid for it!!, i told him straight to p*ss off and take your stinky f*cking offspring with you. He's f*cking wingeing on about living in a f*cking caravan, "round here thats a f*cking holiday home" says i, "so go and tell someone that gives a sh*t", well he starts bleating on about f*cking cursing me and all that b*llocks, "your too f*cking late" i'm saying "some f*ckers beat you to it", on he starts again about this f*cking caravan!! "have you got a kettle in it?" says i, "aye" he says, "well f*ck off and go & boil your f*ukin bobble hat!!" You annoying tw*t!!!!

A Rant And Maybe A Rave Or Two!
I am one of the good guys all woman say they are looking for. Now with that said........Why is that you hear all these woman whining about how they cant find any good guys? All they seem to find is the bad ones! Well I have that answer......The good ones, like me, are in hiding, we have had enough of having our hearts broke and our feelings stepped, the very woman who say those things. From what I have learned is that most woman only want the bad ones, they want the one who will cheat on them, abuse them and use them. Where the good one would do anything for her, the bad will ask "whats in it for me?" But that what they want. More than one of my girlfriends left me for some dirt bag. My last girlfriend (and I do mean last) left me for a guy who is married, doesn't bath, and is ugly as s*it! WTF! I treated her very well, yes I have my bad days, like everybody, should I have them held against me? NO! Now she is f**king around with a drunk drug addicted! I know this for a fact cause I use

True
No matter if we are young or old our heart can feel with the same intensity.Some love comes and others are going away,disapearing in the morning wind like they have never existed befor.Broken wings,empty soul but however we manage to go on and to love again.Isant that strange?

Poem 5
From A to Z, In my mind you are all that i see, But i know you are too good for me, I realize there may just be a possibility, For our two hearts to flow free, My heart is as sturdy as the tallest tree, But the sound of your angels voice, Left my heart with no choice, For it chose you to be the one i want to see, To see the romance and love hidden with in me, To have honor-respect-and carring, Honesty-love-romance that we could be sharring, If you could be dearing, I know we will be fine, It would feel wonderful and devine, If i could find someone special just one time...

My 37th
My 37th Birthday is coming up and I have been thinking about my life. I never thought I would be alone, this far down the line. I thought I would still be with my first wife, rasining our son together, I would have a good paying job. Boy how wrong I was. Life throw me a curve ball or two, and I chocked. I have never in my life felt like I do now, I feel so unwanted it is unreal. I have given up on love altogether, its just that no one wants me, and if they do they most likely are just wanting for someone else to come along. My own family don't want me, not allowed to see my kids, I wont go into the ways and such right now. Just never thought it would be like this......"If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same?"........

"the Raven" By Edgar Alan Poe
On the 29th of January 1845, the New York Evening Mirror published for the first time Edgar Alan Poe's poem "The Raven". THE RAVEN Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my

Just Rambling
Really don't want to get up today. Tired.. a bit moody.. and just want to sleep lol. But, I have so much work to do. It's at that stage where there is so much that you don't know where to start so it gets overwhelming. The complete opposite of last year. David got braces last week.. plus he got his wisdom teeth and 2 babyteeth out. He said the pain was not too much. Other than that its been a quiet timee. It's been cool enough in the evenings to relax in the hammock.. not at all like August. Well.. I suppose I should stop avoiding work and get my lazy butt moving.

The Ego
THE EGO The ego is our sense of self-importance, how we feel about our bodies, our accomplishments and ourselves. Additionally, our occupations help to construct the ego. A healthy ego is well aware of its physical image,personal success and effect upon others. A mature person respects such things and does not flaunt them or abuse them. That person is also very much aware that authentic self-worth is based upon the ability to look beyond one's projected image and the willingness to contribute to something bigger than me. Such selflessness and charity actually nourish a mature person's self worth However, for many of us, the ego is a perpetual 2 year old that screams to be spooned fed with power, prestige and possessions. And fools that we are , we actually waste too much time chained to the ego's high chair trying to entertain and satisfy this spoiled child. We cave in to its temper tantrums and selfishly demand position and recognition. We jockey for center stage and the place of

Quote For The Day Aug 19
Quote for the day: "Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her." So - if you give her crap, you will receive a bucket full of shit.

Let It Go
Let it go. The smashed word, broken open vow or oath cracked lengthwise. Let it go. It was sworn to go. Let them go. The truthful liars and the false fari friends and the both and neithers. You must let them go. They were sworn to go. Let ALL go. The big small middling, tall bigger really, the biggest and all things. Let all go. So comes love.

Again? No Way! Limited Time Offer!
This Auction is smokin'!!! I joined another auction... I know, I know... But this one is awesome! I'm offering a lot of stuff! Plus, it's for the Love Shack, my favorite lounge! Just click the link above to bid on your very own Meagan! Rates don't matter in this auction, but feel free drop one anyway. And remember, the higher the bid, the more I offer! ~Meagan~R/L GF/Fu-Wifey of DaMunchMan~Sarge's Bad Girls~ Go ahead, show the host some love, too! She's awesome! F0oly aka Tee*VPofNPDz*HeadEnf orcer@ Loveshack*~*Fu wifey2Danimal Also, feel free to drop by The Love Shack and say hi! If you're not in the market for your very own Meagan, there are a bunch of other hotties up for auction, and you can talk to all of us before you bid! Awesome, eh? Go on, click the link... You won't regret it! Don't forget! You only have until Friday, August 22nd, so get your bids in soon! Don't miss out on this AWESOME chance!

Blur
The picture of him slowly fades away Its now a blur and my mind goes astray Slowly drifting further and further for me to touch My eyes can only see so much My feelings can only hold so much Why do I believe it will all be clear as he disappears? I don't want to forget I don't want to erase These feelings I have can't be replaced How much longer will it be Till you are all I can clearly see? I don't want him to just drift through my fingers I want him to leave a mark in my heart I want him to be mine and not just an emotionless blur!

Desperation Is A Good State Of Being
i'll confess to a lot of "stuck on stupid" lately and even more "overwhelm" but after not being able to get to sleep last night and beating myself up for everything undone and broken around this house i got to it as soon as the sun was shining... fuck! i forgot how bad sweat stings the eyes... and how good a stubbed toe and smashed finger can feel. even what a thrill it is when you find a freaking big beast of a spider clinging to your hair. yay! the feeling of a bleach induced head rush and knees weak from dehydration and exhaustion... i like it i'm gonna do it again tomorrow,,, on the natch again. BUT NOW... it's time for a cold one if i can scratch up enough coin and am able to walk to the store. pain is good i like it

Harley Davidson
The genesis of the Harley Davidson In the beginning God created the Harley Davidson, and said it was good! He then created the sky to ride under and the Earth to ride over, and said it was good! After a few eons he became bored and created Man to ride with him, thus creating the garden of Eden and said this was good! After a few hundred years Man became bored so God created Woman to ride along with man and God thru the garden, God looked the situation over and wondered if he had done good. After a few decades Woman became bored and wanted to stop and have children. After a few years of this nagging God new he had made a mistake. And of course man stopped riding with God just to shut the Woman up. After their first Child was born Man invented Beer because Woman would not shut up about what child bearing did to her. And thus was lost the Garden of Eden to Man and Woman. After several more children were born to Man and Woman Man jumped on his Harley Davidson and started

Poem 6
Men act a certain way, Most men lie 90% of their day, Some are out just to score a new lay, Some the next morning wont even stay, Some women act the same way, They wont even call you to say hey, They dont even think twice about you in the day, Its just most mens ways, A few would be there to stay, A few dont like to use for a lay, That is a awful game to play, There are a few, Whos hearts are true, That could bring happiness & joy to you, So dont stop your search my dear, Dont let lifes pain become your fear, there is someone out there who does care, Who are ready for their hearts to share, You just need to take the time and the dear, For when you find them you will make a great pair

Poem 8
Under the moon light, With my hearts delight, I would hold her gentle and tight, we would walk in the sand threw out the night, I will show her i would treat her right, For as we walk hand in hand, Between our toes will be the sand, I would stop and turn her to me, In my eyes she would see, As i get down on one knee, And ask her to marry me, Happiness-love- and honesty, Is just part of what she would see, There are more wonderful things hidden in me, I am a man with true integrity, I am loyal and true, I hate when people are lonely or feeling blue, My poems and heart are true, One day i hope true love will come to me too...

Necrophilia....what The Hell Is The Matter With You People?!
This one is going out to the bleacher section: I was just browsing this facinating world wide web from this high speed (pppshhh) government computer and what comes up when I google "hot mayo sex"? Necrophilia. What the fuck. It's bad enough to get off about intercourse with dead people but to get off imagining Isla "She Wolf of the SS" coming to your house in the middle of the night, drugging you, and then you waking up two days later with a knotted rubber glove full of gravy up your ass, a daffodil sprouting from your urethra, and your hand glued to a remote with your thumb over the Play button, which upon pressing reveals two days of non-consensual full-body molestation that starts with you in a bathtub full of ice water, crescendos with an animatronic Tyrannosaurus violating your armpits while a bleacher full of people in Renaissance Festival garb cheer and wave their giant turkey legs in the air, and then ends with the aforementioned gravy-glove and daffodil. Ther

I Have None
I shed tears every time I think about Love. My Heartaches every time I think about Love. My Soul cries out every time I think about Love. I die more and more everyday When I think about Love Because I have none.

Picture Painted Perfect
She was painted perfect every detail etched in a careful way a collective reality of a mans dreams perfectly painted this girl did seem soul gazing eyes and soft tender lips walks with a swivel, she's got some hips skin made of silk that could melt a man a smile that shines as bright as the sun can her body a canvas like a work of art not only is she beautiful but also smart like a Van Gogh she's been set apart as she watches the world with innocent eyes a blossoming flower in human disguise a heart of gold, beauty, and brawn too this picture painted perfect for you. ~Unknown

Fake Fake Fake!
once there was a person who is so generous. What he does is that he tends to give almost everything to the extent where nothing is left for himself. One day, it came to the point where he is the one who is really in need- in need, as in he is broke and nothing. Yet it didn't bother him thinking that the friends he helped before will help him in his present condition. However, to his disappointment, the friends he considers turned their back to him and gave him alibis instead. Some of their reasons were obviously escaping from him. It really hurt him knowing that those persons were the persons he helped in the past. From that time on he really learned a lesson. He told each one of them that life is like a wheel, he is just on the lower part of the wheel today. It doesn't mean that he will always be down. He said that once he went back on top of the wheel again then they will see. He became wise that time on from the lesson he learned that he should be really aware of those who are tru

New Members!!!!!!!!
COME ONE COME ALL AND JOIN THE CRAZY KINDRED @Seven Deadly Sins a real people lounge where you'll feel as part of our happy family as if you were at your favorite corner pub. ALL are welcome,ALL can join! Come check us out and you will feel at home not want to leave ever!!!!!

Disturbed Interview
Interview with Disturbed 7/12/08 Shoreline Amphitheater, Mountainview, CA The standard definintion of surreal, is... Sur*re*al–adjective 1. of, pertaining to, or characteristic of surrealism; surrealistic. 2. having the disorienting, hallucinatory quality of a dream; unreal; fantastic My definition of surreal, standing in a small dressing room with the four members of Disturbed, Dan Donegan, John Moyer, Mike Wengren and David Draiman, while David uses the word surreal to describe their trip to Kuwait to play for the troops. I was backstage at Shoreline waiting to present the band with dog tags as a thank you from myself on behalf of the troops...can you imagine how large the card would have been otherwise?! The interview was unscheduled, but I was there, the band was there and my trusty little recorder was there, so their manager Jason thought, since we were all there...why not? I decided to make this my follow up interview to Dan and David's March 3rd discus

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyy : Screams :
why the hell is it , when i finally find somebody that is everything i never even knew i wanted,i can't be with him!?! and i get fuckin hurt!?! i'm tired of trying , tired of caring , tired of it all , fuck love!!!!!!!! think i'm gonna have to take a break from here , so if you're reading this and ya don't hear from me for a lil while, please understand. peace!

Xavier Rudd- Let Me Be
oh,uhuh,uh,uh Let me be now oh oh let me be cause I want to be free now ow ow free to see the world I want to walk away ow ow let me feel my feet Let me be free Time and time and time we see These acts against humanity Each for each and each will bleed And shed blood for what they each believe On and on and on we go Some will you see and some won't be True to you and truth will lead You to a sense of o now..peace Let me be now oh oh let me be cause I want to be free now ow ow free to see the world I want to walk away ow ow let me feel my feet Let me be free Time and time and time we see These acts against humanity Each for each and each will bleed And shed blood for what they each believe On and on and on we go Some will you see and some won't be True to you and truth will lead You to a sense of o now... peace Let me be now oh oh let me be cause I want to be free now ow ow free to see the world I want to walk away ow ow let me feel my feet Let me be

Pain Inside
Don't look in my eyes If you don't want to see pain Don't look for the sun Where there's only rain. Don't look into my heart For nothing is there Don't look inside me My soul is bare. I feel dead inside My love's not enough To keep the life we're living From being so rough. Sometimes I wish I could sleep And never awake Maybe it'd be better For everyones sake. No more sorrow No reasons to hide No more crying Or hurting inside. Just happiness and joy Peace and love Standing with our God In heaven above.

Democratic Morality
I believe the democrats have suddenly developed a keen sense of morality. John Edwards has been banned from making a speech at the democratic convention for having an affair and lying about it. In his place Bill Clinton will be speaking. What am I missing?

6 Reasons
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly. "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better . SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men' s balls " THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by

Queen Of Babble Gets Hitched-meg Cabot
Queen of Babble Gets Hitched by Meg Cabot Plot Summary: It's the wedding of the century! Things are looking up at last for Lizzie Nichols. She has a career she loves in the field of her choice (wedding gown restoration), and the love of her life, Jean-Luc, has finally proposed. Life's become a dizzying whirl of wedding gown fittings—not necessarily her own—as Lizzie prepares for her dream wedding at her fiancé's château in the south of France. But the dream soon becomes a nightmare as the best man—whom Lizzie might once have accidentally slept with . . . no, really, just slept—announces his total lack of support for the couple, a sentiment the maid of honor happens to second; Lizzie's Midwestern family can't understand why she doesn't want to have her wedding in the family backyard; her future, oh-so-proper French in-laws seem to be slowly trying to lure the groom away from medical school and back into investment banking; and Lizzie finds herself wondering if her Prince Charm

How I Believe
Lotus flowers are amazing and have strong symbolic ties to many Asian religions especially throughout India. The lotus flower starts as a small flower down at the bottom of a pond in the mud and muck. It slowly grows up towards the waters surface continually moving towards the light. Once it come to the surface of the water the lotus flower begins to blossom and turn into a beautiful flower.

What I Want
I don't need a prince charming Like every other girl's dream He doesn't have to own a castle It's okay at least he loves me He doesn't have to rescue me on a white horse I'll make him into my own superman To rescue me whenever I'm lonely He doesn't have to be skinny,muscular, with the perfect tan He doesn't have to wear a crown As long as his eyes will only look at me Once a while, it wouldn't hurt If he could tell me we will always be He can be the most unperfect person As long as he will hold my hand In whatever situation I'm in To stand along my side and say he's my man

Enlisting Is Taking Too Long
SO.....August 4th I went into the recruiters office to get the ball rolling and I still Haven't even gone for my physical. All due to the fact that my discharge is total BUNK. There is a form missing from my DD-214 packet that was supposed to be included, but instead there is a typed up letter in it's place. That missing form is whats holding me back right now, and it could take a month for the recruiter to get it from the personnel on FLW. Meanwhile, bills aren't getting paid, I've run out of money, I'm living off hand outs and left overs from friends and family. All because the job market is flooded with people looking for work. I went in to apply for a job monday and the add had only been in the paper 2 days and while I filled out the application 15 other people came in and picked up applications. So far the only interview offer I've had was for an insurance company that would require me to get a license and pay for it myself. So much for trying not to be a burger

Song Of The Day - 08/28/08 - Slipknot - Vermillion (imaginary Girl Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Vermillion - slipknot MUSIC VIDEO BELOW Vermillion - Slipknot LYRICS BELOW She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever She's the only one that makes me sad She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse When I see her, it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never She's coming home Forever She's the only one that makes me sad Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed and crazy Aphid attraction Carve my name in my face To recognize Such a pheromone cult To terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I'm a slave and I am a master No restraints and

My Dreams With You
My dreams with you Have started to blossom - like morning lilies That miraculously bloom in the coldest dawn And the warmth of your firm body Daily holds me captive in this ember of sweet joy That never, ever dies. When the darkness comes sudden, It only sweeps through this land of fears And happily binds our bodies, Under the sparkling blue shadow Of the dazzling moonlight of August. Your embrace purges my heart Your soft midnight kisses fuel my passion To consummate the feral fantasies gleaming In your dreamy eyes – eyes that tell of my death, my birth, A precious new beginning, To die of immortal joy And never to want to live without it again.

I Am Crazy Bored!
Bored bored bored...I'm so freakin bored! So here are my thoughts....like you care... Can people read...more specifically..men...i clearly put on my profile for men not to message me...but NO...they see a female and bam...dick takes over...brains out the window...like most of them had any to begin with.... So yeah...I obviously like guys since I am married to one(who by the way is awesome in bed)...but I'm not on here to talk to other ones...I have all the dick I need or want...I am however extremely interested in talking to other chicks, since I am BI and that part of my life has a void. But of course, I sit here, bored out of my mind with random horn dogs complimenting me and trying to get their cyber freak on... IT AIN"T HAPPENIN' DUMBASSES!

Change
I see into my own future, once again I am someones doormat. Why do I let people walk all over me, always did let them do that. Insecurity is what I am surrounded by, think maybe they want even like me. Always play the role for others, for what they want me to be. Should I just break out of my shell, and stop looking through there eyes. I hide behind my mask, as if I have to wear a disguise. Maybe I should just be myself, that I think is within my range. You know maybe you are right, it is about time for a change. Change is always a good thing, thanks for showing me the light. I will do what is best for me, and give 100% with all my might. Don`t you think we could all use a little CHANGE?

"what Is The Ultimate Motivation In A Life-or-death Fight?"
****************************************************** "We must be eager to kill, to inflict on the enemy --the hated enemy -- wounds, death, and destruction. If we die killing, well and good, but if we fight hard enough, viciously enough, we will kill and live. Live to return home to our family and our girl as conquering heroes -- men of Mars" -- General George Patton ****************************************************** By this time you probably detect a theme in my newsletters about the focus you need when faced by a real life-or-death confrontation. It's simply this: when faced with a life-or-death violent confrontation where using violence is your only option: 1. Don't hesitate. 2. Find your target and strike your target. 3. Keep striking targets until you have destroyed the other guy. Many people come from other 'self-defense' training courses, where they are forced to deal with simulated attacks. I'll pass on the quality of

Information About Me...
Stuff about me.... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always

Mccain/palin...up In The Polls
Pollster John Zogby: "Palin is not to be underestimated. Her real strength is that she is authentic, a real mom, an outdoors person, a small town mayor (hey, she has dealt with a small town city council - that alone could be preparation for staring down Vladimir Putin, right?). She is also a reformer." "A very important demographic in this election is going to be the politically independent woman, 15% of whom in our latest survey are undecided." "In the final analysis, this election will be about Obama vs. McCain. Obama has staked out ground as the new JFK - a new generation, literally and figuratively, a new face of America to the world, a man who can cross lines and work with both sides. But McCain is the modern day Harry Truman - with lots of DC experience, he knows what is wrong and dysfunctional with Washington and how to fix it, and he has chosen a running mate who is about as far away from Washington as he could find. "This contest is likely to be very close until the w

Fundamental Individualism
Satanism is often mistaken as being a religion that encourages cruelty and irresponsible behaviour, but LaVey's brand is very different. Central is the idea is that an individual must enforce their own meaning on life and rise above the perceived conformity of the masses. The Satanist is seen as equivalent to Nietzsche's Übermensch; LaVey claimed "Satanists are born, not made" and that "[Satanists] have a disease called independence that needs to be recognized just like alcoholism." There are progressive and libertarian elements here; diversity is encouraged, everyone is expected to discover their own sexuality, chart their own personality, and decide their own ambitions in life. In this stress on individuality, Satanism is considered a "Left-Hand Path" religion.

Too Drunk
I hit the bottle in the morning in the summer time I quit my job cause it gets in the way I find a party by the ocean buy the cheapest wine, tell my friends to come and waiste the day. I got a dimeback, cortoroys, colored sleeves, and a bindle with some LSD. Now im just lookin for a girl to meet to help me forget my name. I could spend my lifetime gettin high, never wanna live in suit and tie. Most suckas are just livin a lie, drunk gettin f**ked up every night. Im gettin drunk all night ohohoh im gettin drunk all day ooh im gettin drunk all night im sorry but i have to say, im too drunk to f**k. Now the party was jumpin and the girls were fine with the lipstick summer glaze. I got so many women comin after me i put some pussy on layaway. I was smoked out, tore up, drunk as f**k and i wouldn't wanna change a thing. Young and dumb and full of cum with a sugar loaded candy cane. I could spend my lifetime gettin high. never wanna live in suit and tie.

From Now On
ok so from now on its just gonna be me and my kids that matter to me in life. The reason is quite simple - there is not one single man out there who is worthy of being acquainted with me. Dated one for over nine months and had fight after fight after fight and always made up. Now this evening my time, i try talking to him on yahoo only to get told he's tired and going to bed. Instinct told me to check something and lo and behold he was online. I don't want any one telling me stuff about time, he was online for a good twenty minutes after he told me he was tired. I aint gonna mention the place he was but lets just say that nearly every friend he has is female and nearly every femal friend has sent him gifts. Lets just say that I was soon replaced. If you are a male species thinking of jumping in to my life, please think again because as i say my kids matter most now. Most men i have had relationships with have turned out to be playas and cheats. This last one was good at hiding but now

Remember When...
Memory was something you lost with age An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano A web was a spider's home A virus was the flu A CD was a bank account A hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And if you had a 3 inch floppy . ... . . . you just hoped nobody ever found out! !

Who Wouldve Thought
Can you figure out how this works? 1) Go to the link below. After reading each window, click on the boy in The lower right corner of the picture. 2) In the last window type in your answer in the white box using the Keyboard (there is NO cursor). 3) Watch the paper in the boy's hand. You will be amazed. And no, I Don't know how it's done. Click here: Fido Puzzle >> http://digicc.com/fido/

Just Feel So Left Out
There past several days have been very trying on me. I don't know if I am coming or going, I am very confused. I just want to hide under a rock and never come out. I hurt in so many ways. The physical pain I can deal with, well with help from my pain pills. I the mental pain is numbed by the pills I take for that. Its this fucking heart ache I can't get over, I just can't do nothing about it. I have tired and tired but it remains. Then there's the whole feeling left behind thing. God I am just so out of it. My head is no where near being screwed on. I go to bed every night and cry cause I am so lonely. I have tired to find someone, but no one wants me. I have only a couple of friends, in the real world that is, more online. No family, to talk to or get help from, they turned there backs on me a long time ago. I just don't know if I can do this anymore, I feel so left out of everything. I feel like everyone has wrote me off as a lose. I just want to be numb, instead of hurting all the t

Lessons For Life:
Lessons for Life: 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or loaf all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you," mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You may get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives, or by the life they were born into 12. Teach yourself to speak slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your mother. 16. Say, "bless you" w

Right Wing Vs. Left Wing
Over the weekend this comparative grid was put together of the two camps. There are other points to cover of course. The hope is to build similar grids of comparison over the next fews weeks. These are the type of tools I think we all need to see what chad we pluck on election day Hope this helps you in making the your decision ; this has helped me. Use the links at the bottom for additional facts and details the 173 days for Obama are days in session within the senate calendar 2008 PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE COMPARISON TALKING POINTS ISSUE JOHN McCAIN BARAK OBAMA Favors new drilling offshore US Yes No Will appoint judges who interpret the law not make it Yes No Served in the US Armed Forces Yes No Amount of time served in the US Senate 22 YEARS 173 DAYS Will institute a socialized national health care plan No Yes Supports abortion throughout the pregnancy No Yes Would pull troops out of Iraq immediatel

The Difference Between A Weapons Fighter And Fighting With Weapons
Fighting with weapons is a subject that has generated volumes of writing in the combat arts world. What is interesting to note is that for the most part weapons training is treated as requiring a completely different set of training principles as opposed to 'empty hand' fighting. In fact, there are whole martial arts devoted to just training with a weapon. All this leads to tremendous confusion. Basically, you end up with 2 totally different sets of principles in response to violent attacks: 1) One response for a hand-to-hand assault, and 2) A completely different response to a weapons attack Now, on the surface you may think this is a very logical way to view two, seemingly different, attacks. But let's go back to my earlier point in Newsletter #2. Remember what we talked about? Your brain is your primary weapon; your body is your secondary weapon. If that works for you, as the fighter, then it is equally true for the other guy... he

Humor
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to $h!t yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your a$$ cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at first

Jerry Reed Going To Be Sadly Missed
CMT News Jerry Reed Brought Country Music to a Wider Audience His Death at Age 71 Is Another Major Loss for Country Music September 2, 2008; Written by Calvin Gilbert Jerry Reed Jerry Reed Jerry Reed starred with Burt Reynolds in several blockbuster movies, recorded three No. 1 country singles, wrote one of Elvis Presley's biggest hits and developed a fingerstyle guitar technique that other musicians are still analyzing to this day. When he died Monday (Sept. 1) at age 71, the entertainment world lost a genuine original who helped take country music and the country lifestyle to a larger mainstream audience. Born Jerry Reed Hubbard on March 20, 1937, in Atlanta, he began playing guitar at age 9 and was just a teenager when he began performing in the Atlanta area on shows featuring Ernest Tubb, Faron Young and others. At age 17, Capitol Records producer Ken Nelson saw him perform and signed him to a recording contract. Although his early records were not successful, he also beca

Dc Tourists, Kill Yourselves.
Megyn and I, having grown tired of the insides of our DC house during the winter holiday, and having run out of food and alcohol, decided to venture into town to see the new Museum of the American Indian. The museum itself was beautifully designed, and the organic interior and exterior were quite a departure from the sometimes stodgy and imposing museums surrounding it. However, the organic interior made for a very poor exhibit layout. Twice I noticed that exhibit rooms, when following as close to what could be reasonably described as “a path”, dead-ended, leaving museum visitors stuck looking for a way out. Every museum exhibit I’ve ever been in has one way in, and one way out, and they never double back on one another. This museum broke all those rules. And while the architect and museum designer are probably patting themselves on the back, hundreds of people are trapped in a tiny enclave that describes the mat-making processes of the Ojibwa. I’d rather not to put all the blame

Slipknot Takes The Game Out Lol
Slipknot has topped the Billboard 200 with their new album, All Hope Is Gone. It was neck and neck with rapper The Game, but it eventually came out on top. All hope was not gone as it was initially tabulated that The Game was Number One, by 13 copies, but Roadrunner Records asked for a recount and came out on top by at least 1000.

14 Codes Of The Aryan Ethic
14 CODES OF THE ARYAN ETHIC 1. Honor no gods but those of your own Folk, as alien gods destroy you. 2. Nature's laws evidence the divine plan, as the natural world is the work of the All-Father. 3. Act nobly and courageously, always carefully considering the consequences, as the effects of your deeds lives on after you pass from Midgard. 4. Live within the reality of this life; fear not your fate, as fear is for fools and cowards; a valorous man boldly faces what the Norns decree. 5. Love, protect, reproduce and advance your Folk, as natural instinct prohibits miscegenation and self-destruction. 6. Be honest, be disciplined, be productive and loyal to friends, as the Aryan spirit strives for excellence in all things. 7. Treasure your history, heritage and racial identity, as your ancestors have entrusted, it falls with you, it will rise with you. 8. Honor the memory of your kith and kin, especially those who have given their lives or freedom for the Folk, as you

Lovers
Once while on a darkling sea a ship of fools sailed close to me. I saw aboard her men and maids lost in their dreams like waton shades. come up from hell to sail away across the brooding sea that day. i came about and came aboard for i would see this foolish horde of dreaming mortals not asleep yet still not wakened as the deep. slow moving tide of passion bore their ship like driftwood to the shore.of some far diistant land and climb where dreams are real and there is time, outside of time beyond the sweep of morn and eve and midnight deep. and as i stood i heard the call the deathless haunting siren call that there beacon and i knew my dreams where there and that they to could now be real as i had seen as in vision the serene face forever set apart who dwells within each human heart and with his brother never rules we lovers on our ship of fools.

Mental Masturbation
I called you yesterday but you didn’t answer, I wonder where you were; I wonder why didn’t you call? I am here all alone with nothing going on. I have to find a cure to this epidemic; Something strong enough to kill the mundane. I am tired of this mental masturbation; I need something better for my stimulation. Mental masturbation It is killing me If this is the norm I don’t want to fit it Today I woke up a little out of it; today I woke up in one of those moods I turned on the radio to find something good I got caught up listening that those same corny lyrics Those lyrics that drives me crazy They talk about how great they are; without realizing they spit in their plate Today you are on top, tomorrow you might not Spinners on your Escalade, grills in your mouth Ho’s and bitches, money and power Mental masturbation To be able to be free you have to learn how to leave the things that trap you in. You have to understand what trapped you; learn how to

Lost Within A Dream
It started off like all my dreams do ...I sat under my big huge weeping willow tree that was upon a very high cliff over looking the vast ocean below ...The sound of the waves crashing upon the rocks below and the sounds of the waters invading the cavern within the cove below are like music to my ears, I sit under my tree with my golden book and pen ...upon the front of my journal set's a sacred auryn protecting my journal and all it holds inside. I got lost within the thoughts of my mind and the sounds of the crashing waves below entranced me and took me with them as they flowed back out to sea. The pen sat motionless within my hand as my mind was lost within the endless crashing and soothing sounds of the seagulls over head and below upon the beach, as I sat beneath my tree... Being soothed by the sea and all it's depths and secrets it holds ...I slowly slipped into a trance of sorts and slowly drifted into what I only now can say was a vision. As I sat sleeping under that tree

My Creed
I would be true, for there are those who trust me; I would be pure, for there are those who care; I would be strong, for there is much to suffer; I would be brave, for there is much to dare. I would be friend of all - the foe, the friendless; I would be giving, and forget the gift. I would be humble, for I know my weakness; I would look up - and laugh - and love - and lift. ~ H* ** ** *May you experience each day as a sacred gift woven around the heart of wonder.*

Happiness
You can never laugh too much You can never love too often You can never be too kind You can make peace eventually Pain and hurt are part of life I do not have to love my enemy to be a good person I can hold people accountable for their actions There will always be one more thing to do in a day Life is what each of us makes it Each person has their own reality I dont have to get it right every single time We all have responsibility to keep this planet healthy Those who are able need to give a hand up True giving comes without the expectation of reciprocity We need to protect and nurture all children We must educate each other Learning is a lifelong process Violence never solved a damn thing Beauty begins within and emanates outward to others We must strike a balance between humanity and nature Evolution is not a passive ride we take, we have a part to play Hope creates infinite solutions to problems Its easier to see the

*~ A Treasure ~*
Choices made within my mind, to the end result I seem to be blind. People come and people go, Will anyone ever stay I will never know. Love and Respect is all I ask for, These things must seem like a chore. With the ones that have come and gone, Somehow I still feel in the wrong. The winds of change are blowing my way, Will this face that I hold so dear always stay? With a smile he enlightens my heart, A "I love you" spoken I believe I felt the tears start. Beautiful was never what I thought of myself, But in his heart I've been placed upon a shelf. In his eye's, I can see the beauty that he see's inside, Will that beauty always reside? His loving arms surround me like a blanket, Holding me so tightly yet gentle as if I was a Trinket. His warm Kisses enlightening my soul, Like the warming sight of a mare and her foal. His gentle heart and tender soul, Has helped guide me more than he'd ever know. With him always by my side Is what to me would be a ple

Tears Of A Child
Tears of a child, cries from the heart. Who knew that this would be just a start. Of all the pain that would now unfold , One's life story NEVER wanting to be told. How can this pain be so real, Can I be honest and trust how I feel. Visions of long ago swarm in my head, The feelings and sickness make me wish I was dead. Anger and resentment is what lies benieth, To the one above I look to for relief. Waves of tears wash over me, If only the pain would let me be. The ach deep inside only growing stronger, Not knowing if I can hold on any longer. Wishing for the drugs that used to make me numb, To return to them would only be dumb. Recover from my past is a must, Oooah , if only I could learn how to trust. Watching the movies within my mind, keeping these feelings in would bring damage of the worst kind. Tears of a child, cries from the heart. Pain and anguish pour from every part. Looking again for that child from so long ago, Now I want to guide her and h

Writen In Stone
Many dreams within a night, Most of the faces far from sight. Only one remains the same , Upon my heart he has tattooed his name. Within the light of the moon and stars, He and I make the dream ours. He lifts me up taking my face in his hands, Showing me what his heart demands. My dreams are only a glimpse of whats real, Forever I'm willing to make the deal. I place my heart and soul upon the table, To stay true to my vow as long as I'm able. Loving him is all I wish to do, To his heart and Mine I will forever stay True. With his loving touch he makes my body his, Bringing me beyond whats known as bliss. Ecstasy is what people now buy, that's what he gives me without even a try. He's the keeper of my heart, He's had the key from the very start. Knowing my soul as if it was his own, Our names FOREVER writen in Stone.

Melody Of Creation
Silence, The time of chance beneath my fingers, As the telephone rings, wanting to be accepted by the outside, In it's belows unbroken to us, feeling the colors of thought within the room of fabric, wrapped in candles whispering to us their dreams. A sense of who you are in the future, A feeling of who you can become in the moment. Changing the reality of life..... A Distance, Stringing the songs of hope. Curved into the harmony of dreams coming alive , and yet fearing to awaking as though , they never were dreams in my head Showing the future through the mobile of colors, cracked on the window within the melody of creation. *~KIKI~*

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chambe

My New Grand Daughter
about 4 months ago i had did a blog and asked for prayers for my grand daughter zoey because she was on life support well im going to show you all pic's of her then and now i want to thank you all for all the prayers that went out for her she is doing very well now... this was her then.. and this is her now how good 4 months and alot of prayers and what god can do shes a little stick of energy and joy thank you all....ladymoose760

All About Gov Sara Palin Fo Alaska
Subject: So You Want to Know About Alaska Governor Sarah Palin ... Dear Family & Friends, Because I have received e-mails from many of you asking for any information and insight into the newly-selected Republican VP candidate, Alaska Governor Sarah Palin, I thought I'd put some of my personal knowledge and observations together and send it out en masse. It's information I'd like to get out as quickly as possible, and invite you to share with your own network of family and friends who might also find it useful. Warning: It is a long e-mail, but my intent is to give you specific details that will hopefully help give you a better idea of Gov. Palin's background, history, and character. I have lived in Alaska for 15 years. I arrived as a member of the U.S. Air Force, stationed at Elmendorf Air Force Base (on the outskirts of Anchorage), and 6 years later I retired from the service. My husband, also an Air Force retiree, and I decided to stay in Alaska to r

Mumm Haters
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I'm Moving :(
Yeah, I promised myself I wouldn't keep wandering around this country like a lil hobo. In fact, I've always wanted to live in New Orleans & here I am. I honestly thought this was it. BUT, it just seems like Fate is trying to tell me something. We just survived one hurricane & there's already another one coming. I'm trying to build a good life for myself (and, yes, I do have a solid, realistic plan), but I can't do that if Mother Nature is going to keep throwing big nasties at the south coast. I mean, do I really want to build a life here and then worry about a hurricane or flood wiping it out? Plus, rent is so high down here; its much more reasonable in other parts of the country. So, I guess I'll be making one LAST move. lol Dunno where yet. I'm thinking either northern california, Seattle, or my best friend wants me to move to pittsburg. I'd love to hear thoughts about this from any of my friends...

Stagnant Memories
stagnant memories --------------------------------- manipulated like the strings of street guitars and as beaten as the keys of unpolished pianos i've been wondering for a short forever if i am a fool long lost within time i have to ask you, is this going anywhere? --------------------------------- weeping for the fabrications born between the whispered romances recited to innocence deaf to the drunk and the tainted ill break porcelain shards beneath the pallid moon to piece together something durable and worthy of being held in your eyes and ill pluck the faeries from each breeze i swallow to make myself into something more important than those stickfigure whores you watch so closely. because i know you better than you think, love. --------------------------------- i'm not sure how much longer i can do this memorizing the lines of my notebook carelessly painted with ink littered with sapphire and so i'll ignite my memories with

Thoth ~ God Of Knowledge
Pantheon: Egyptian Element: Air Sphere of Influence: Knowledge and Wisdom Preferred colors: White Associated symbol: Ibis, Lunar Disc, Stylus. Animals associated with: Ibis Best day to work with: Monday Strongest around Lughnasadh Associated Planet: Moon Thoth is mysterious, ancient. Also known as Aah-Djehuti or Tahuti.It is said he was present at the creation, witnessing the birth of Ra. It is occasionally suggested he is the son of Ra, but this is confused. Thoth is the god of knowledge, of scribes, of learning for the sake of improving oneself. He is said to have invented geometry, arithmetic, astronomy, medicine, music and writing, amongst other disciplines. Thoth knows what others do not. Thoth symbolized the Moon in all its phases, although he most strongly represents the new moon. The name Thoth means Thrice Great, and thus he is the equivalent of Hermes Trismegistus of the Greek pantheon.

Did You Ever Think What If
One of the things that tend to pop into my head a lot is this. What would of happened if I would of made a right instead of of left. Meaning that every choice I made could of went another way, and yeah life would of been different. I have no regrets on anything I've done. Just something that I know people think about, Example you meet a women and you hit it off just because stopped at the bar to grab a cold one. Now if you wouldn't of you would of met up with someone that could of turned into a life long friend or more. Just a thought.

Edwin Collins-girl Like You
I've never known a girl like you before Now just like in a song from days of yore Here you come a knockin', knockin' at my door And I've never met a girl like you before You give me just a taste so I want more and more Now my hands are bleeding and my knees are raw Now you've got me crawlin', crawlin' on the floor And I've never met a girl like you before You've made me acknowledge the devil in me I hope to God I'm talkin' metaphorically Hope that I'm talkin' allegorically Know that I'm talkin' about the way I feel And I've never known a girl like you before Never, never, never, never Never known a girl like you before This old town's changed so much Don't feel like I belong Too many protest singers Not enough protest songs And now you've come along Yes you've come along And I've never met a girl like you before Never Met a Girl Like You Befo - Iggy Pop

Lies
"Lies" Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above [Chorus:] They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you [Chorus] [Chorus] Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you

Everybody's Fool
"Everybody's Fool" perfect by nature icons of self indulgence just what we all need more lies about a world that never was and never will be have you no shame don't you see me you know you've got everybody fooled look here she comes now bow down and stare in wonder oh how we love you no flaws when you're pretending but now i know she never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled without the mask where will you hide can't find yourself lost in your lie i know the truth now i know who you are and i don't love you anymore it never was and never will be you don't know how you've betrayed me and somehow you've got everybody fooled it never was and never will be you're not real and you can't save me somehow now you're everybody's fool

Am I Afraid Of Commitment?
You Are Ready, Willing, and Able to Commit You are not scared of commitment in the least. In fact, there's a good chance that you're already committed to someone you love. You are willing to give up a little freedom for relationship stability. And once you're in a relationship, you'll do almost anything to make things work. Are You Afraid of Commitment?

Comfortable-john Mayer
I just remembered that time at the market Snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart And rode down Aisle five You looked behind you To smile back at me Crashed into a rack full of magazines They asked us If we could leave Can't remember What went wrong last September Though I'm sure you'd remind me If you had to Our love was Comfortable And so broken in I sleep with this new girl I'm still getting used to My friends all approve Saying she's gonna be good for you They throw me High fives She says the Bible is all that she reads And prefers that I not use profanity Your mouth was So dirty Life of the party And she swears that she's artsy But you could distinguish Miles from Coltrane [live version] But you could distinguish Me from Jack Johnson Our love was Comfortable And so broken in She's perfect So flawless Or so they say She thinks I can't see The smile that she's faking And Poses for pictures That aren't being taken

Crushes
Ok I really have yet to really speak to many people on here and I don't think it's going to let me have a crush on myself. Is there really a point, online dating is like the sims with cyber sex. Sorry I can't type with one hand.

Fubar Saff Only!!!!!!read!!!!!
For all the Fubar "STAFF"do not care to help me and just get in the way!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for deleting my mumm fubar staff, I fail to see where my mumm offended anyone. I guess it is ok to call people "niggas in lounges, in my opinion the word should not be allowed but if I say wetback I offend or kracker but nigga is ok but all the rest offend, I don't even use those words in here to other members, I use examples of them but people seem to think I am some kind of trouble maker of som kind. Could the people in fantasia lounge get more ignorant about racism, plainly if someone is offended in your lounge you you should use a special chat room just for discussing issues that arises, I am not an asshole in my opinion. I am for htings going forward to progress in a positive way now my way I do it my seem strange but if I was off or offended tell me what or how I did otherwise it might be repeated not out of vengance but out of sheer ignorance it something to

Badazz Retro 80's
WELCOME TO ONE OF THE NEWEST LOUNGES IN THE FAMILY OF MENTAL MADNESS RADIO..... BaddAzz Retro 80's IS NOW OPEN AN READY TO ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF..... SO COME ON IN AN GET TO SHAKIN YOUR MONEY MAKER!!!!! WE'D LOVE TO SEE YOU THERE..... CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO GO TO BADDAZZ RETRO 80'S!! THIS MESSAGE IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY Taintedrage

Secret Of My Destruction
Secret of My Destruction Tears burn their way down my cheek, as screams of failure echo in my ears. Visions of the most painful memories start to deceive my heart and mind. Ripping the soul from my body, I lay naked in a dream of lies. Listening to the whispered cries of her heart, yearning to be with me. The fear grows with each breath as I crawl into my corner and hide. Scared to hear from truth's lips the secret to my own demise. The haunting figure from my dreams, terrorizing every inch of life left in me. It writes it's name on the farthest wall, using my own blood as it's ink. I wander through it's torture maze, wanting to set my soul free once more. TO rid the dark thoughts from my mind, and the fear held within my eyes. Crawling into it's cold, hateful arms, it carries me to my dark truth. This dark hooded figure is none other then me.... I build my walls around me to keep the endless pain out. But now it seems

September 11th 2001
This has not been broken since 9/11/01 , please keep it going.. This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased. IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last tim e I'd hear y our voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say 'I love you,' instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I

American Airlines Flight 11
AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11 American Airlines Flight 11, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. CREW John Ogonowski, 52, of Dracut, Massachusetts, was the pilot of Flight 11. He lived on a 150-acre farm north of Boston. He is survived by his wife, Margaret, and three daughters, Laura, 16; Caroline, 14; and Mary, 11. A lifelong aviation buff, he joined the Air Force after graduating from college and flew planes at the close of the Vietnam War. He joined American Airlines in 1979. First Officer Thomas McGuinness, 42, of Portsmouth, New Hampshire, was Flight 11's co-pilot. He is survived by his wife, Cheryl, and a 14-year-old son and 16-year-old daughter. He was active in Bethany Church in Greenland, New Hampshire, friends and neighbors told The Boston Globe. Rick DeKoven, a church administrator, described him as "a devoted family man." Barbara Arestegui, 38, wa

Serenade
So sweet the hour, so calm the time, I feel it more than half a crime, When Nature sleeps and stars are mute, To mar the silence ev'n with lute. At rest on ocean's brilliant dyes An image of Elysium lies: Seven Pleiades entranced in Heaven, Form in the deep another seven: Endymion nodding from above Sees in the sea a second love. Within the valleys dim and brown, And on the spectral mountain's crown, The wearied light is dying down, And earth, and stars, and sea, and sky Are redolent of sleep, as I Am redolent of thee and thine Enthralling love, my Adeline. But list, O list,- so soft and low Thy lover's voice tonight shall flow, That, scarce awake, thy soul shall deem My words the music of a dream. Thus, while no single sound too rude Upon thy slumber shall intrude, Our thoughts, our souls- O God above! In every deed shall mingle, love. - Edgar Allen Poe

Hurricane's A Comin'!!!
HOPE EVERYONE STAYS SAFE FROM THE HURRICANE.. WE ARE RIGHT IN THE PATH OF THE STORM IN TEXAS (ABOUT 2 HRS FROM WHERE IT WILL BE HITTING.. SO KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS THAT WE RIDE IT OUT SAFETLY!!! IM PRETTY NERVOUS!!!

Fubar "support"
Before this profile, I've had several others. Almost every one of them was deleted by the Fu-Nazis (My behavior has improved since then.). My current mobile phone number was active on one of them, and as such, I can no longer use it. When I try to with this profile, I'm told it's "invalid" (because it's still "in use" somewhere in the Fu-galaxy..... So, last night, I looked in the FUBAR Bible for answers. Nothing specific there. Next, I tried the FUBAR Support Lounge. I explained my situation, entered the room, and the one and only response I got from the "bouncer" was, "Try FUBAR Support". OK.....so sorry to bother your important business. I sent the same message to FUBAR support last night in an e-mail, satisfied that I'd get some friendly help. Here is the actual response I received today: "you can take care of this yourself, pleae refer to the fubar bible or a bouncer in the support lounge." Needless to say, when my $15 "VIP" expires in 29 days, I'll not be ren

How To Achieve Inner Peace The Dr. Phil Way... It's Fukn Great I Tell You!!!!!!
I am not sure where this joke originated, but it is making its way around the Internet: "I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn’t finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey’s Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription with the last of the scotch, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now." I hope you too find inner peace! Just maybe not the Dr. Phil way ;)

Flying Into The Eye Of Hurricane Ike
In Hurricane Ike, bumpy ride with bird's-eye view By MARY FOSTER, Associated Press Writer Fri Sep 12, 7:07 AM ET INSIDE HURRICANE IKE - Amid the engines' roar, the Air Force Reserve pilots and navigator worked calmly as their huge plane neared the eyewall of Hurricane Ike. ADVERTISEMENT The gray cloud, looming 50,000 feet into the sky like a colossal concrete barrier was four miles thick, and the Lockheed WC-130J was hurtling into it. "It's a big one, and it's going to get bigger," said Lt. Col. Mark Carter, 54, a pilot who has chased storms for 31 years. "It's off land now, and feeding on the warm water down there while it gets itself back together." "Down there" is 10,000 feet below, where the swirling dark water and foaming waves of the Gulf of Mexico are only visible intermittently through the clouds. Carter, and his fellow Hurricane Hunters of the 53rd Weather Reconnaissance Squadron, were finishing a fourth trip across Ike, during a 10-hour, 3,000-mile

Learn Ta Speak Redneck
I live in the south and am damn proud of it. This ain't a slander of the south but instead a tribute to the land I love and the people in it. If ya can't laugh at yourself then God help ya. BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjah bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ranch in the back of that pickup truck my brother from Jawjuh bard a few munts ago." ALL - noun. A petroleum-based lubricant. Usage: "I sure hope my brother from Jawjuh puts all in my pickup truck." FAR - noun. A conflagration. Usage: "If my brother from Jawjuh doesn't change the all in my

Cats
Cat's Dream By me. How neatly a cat sleeps, sleeps with its paws and its posture, sleeps with its wicked claws, and with its unfeeling blood, sleeps with all the rings-- a series of burnt circles-- which have formed the odd geology of its sand-colored tail. I should like to sleep like a cat, with all the fur of time, with a tongue rough as flint, with the dry sex of fire; and after speaking to no one, stretch myself over the world, over roofs and landscapes, with a passionate desire to hunt the rats in my dreams. I have seen how the cat asleep would undulate, how the night flowed through it like dark water; and at times, it was going to fall or possibly plunge into the bare deserted snowdrifts. Sometimes it grew so much in sleep like a tiger's great-grandfather, and would leap in the darkness over rooftops, clouds and volcanoes. Sleep, sleep cat of the night, with episcopal ceremony and your stone-carved moustache. Take care of all our dre

Special Poem For My Special Someone
In the darkness, I found your light. When all was hopeless, your beauty shown bright. When I thought that I could love no more. You touched my heart, to the very core. You made me smile, when I could only frown. You picked me up when I was down. When all was lost you gave me life. You brought me joy instead of strife. Now i think of you every day and night. you came into my life and made everything right. i smile when we're together and when we are apart. the presence of your beauty stops my very heart. i hope as time goes on you will see how i feel. and i hope that you will see that these feelings are for real. I love you truly, I love you wholly. I love you completely, I love you solely. This is for someone very special in my life. They know who they are.

Would You
If I were to disappear If I were to die either By accident or By my own hand Would you miss me? Would you think of me? If I were to just up and leave Would you wonder Where I went Or what I was doing No probably not You have your own life And there for you Would continue on With out giving me another Thought

Show Risky Some Love!
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Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night..
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. - Dylan Thomas

True Personality
Your True PersonalityUniqueYou are nothing like the others; You are much different. People do not understand you at all. To you, however, you don't give a damn. You have a group of friends to hang out with, and very few whom you trust. You're past shouldn't be mentioned, and since you've been picked on for so long, you're used to it, and much bolder than before. Now, you are better at seeing things in a more positive way, because you can tell what people are thinking of you. Thousands of rumors go about the school, and still you resist to back down. You will ignore those you can't handle you. You know what it's like to be bullied into silence, and you will never let that happen again. If someone you love is threatened, you are the first to stand up and tell them to go to hell. This includes when you are threatened as well. You don't always see things on the positive side, though. Perhaps, it would be best not to take things too seriously. Be careful, because your fast acting and impuls

My Biography
My name is Annie; my nickname is Spankin Annie, we will be described this nickname as my story continues. I am an attractive buxom, quite curvaceous single woman in my early 30's. I have big long red curly hair, dark skin, plump cheeks and deep sexy blue eyes. I'm a white, 5'7" tall woman with a DD breast size, my measurements are 46-34-38 and I weigh roughly 180 pounds. I have been described as a classic voluptuous southern beauty in every sense, very cute, proper, polite, passionate, hilarious, hypnotizing, very kinky and I love to explore new ideas especially sexually, my motto "the wilder side brings out the best of us". I am a well-educated woman with a bachelor's degree from the university of South Carolina in Beaufort. Growing up in South Carolina, I went to catholic boarding school from 6th grade through high school until the 12th grade where I graduated with honors. My early teenage years at the school were rough; I remember the nun spanking my friend Colleen and myself, as

Blah
ok here is the dealthere is a point in time where you just stop caring, at this point i dont care weather i live or die at least i know i would be alone as i was through my life im tired of having fake ass people in my life (this doesnt mean you krystal) tired of people thinking they know me and acting like they care about me, tired of feeling alone just all around tired, hate the stress im under, to those that know me i love you all and to those that done straight up fuck you all i dont care if you wanna get to know me or not dont care if you dont wanna know me but whatever it all boils down to im tired of my bullshit life with no 1 to walk with but myself

Dark Harvest By Norman Partridge
Plot Summary: At the start of this mesmerizing new fantasy from Partridge (Mr. Fox and Other Feral Tales), it's Halloween night in 1963 in Anytown, U.S.A., and the local teenage boys are ramping up for the annual hunt for the October Boy, a pumpkin-headed being cultivated by the town fathers to run the gauntlet each All Hallows' Eve. The boy who brings him down before he makes it to the local church wins a highly coveted ticket out of town and, as most believe, liberation from the stultifying ennui of small-town life that has crushed all ambition and dreams out of the adults. Pete McCormack is among the most determined boys on the hunt, but this evening he will learn horrifying truths about his town's tradition and the terrible price he must pay for his manhood. Partridge has always had a knack for sifting deeper significance from period pop culture, but here he brilliantly distills a convincing male identity myth from teen rebel drive-in flicks, garish comic book horrors, hard-boiled

I Face The Eternal Winter
Flying silent on winter wings Flowing emotions from my bleeding soul Tears that flow burn my skin I'm drifting away on the cold wave of desolation I'm touching the wind as it sadly sings Carried to the disant unknown Eternity awaits me... My heart is so cold Emotions reached their freezing point ...Only pure hate Lost all that I was living for Crying without sound Thy sky has frozen to ice As the last drops of blood leave my body I hear the winter breath I'm the face of the night I'm all alone The fullmoon is glowing Snow falls from the sky I feel the eternal winter Holocaust winds are rising Like a dark northern breeze My cryptic journey has just begun. ©DGTFB 1975

Just Thinking
I was just thinking about my messed up love life and what happens when I get twisted. If you have ever met me or read about me you know I am a submissive. But I am a loyal submissive. I have my mistress and she lets me find my own men friends. Unless she gifts me to them. (Only with my approval of course). But she also understands that when I like someone that I will be loyal to them to a fault. I will stop looking at men. Stop talking to men. Stop thinking about anyone but who I might like at the time. This can go on for years. Thats why I have her to tell me when enough is enough. I love the feeling of pain and nothing beats a broken heart. I just wish for once someone could appreciate what I am other than just my Mistress. I want her to be able to release me to someone with the understanding that they fuck up I am back to her. Cause its always gonna be her.

Funeral For A Friend...
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flakey at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived b y his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dou

Kids
When people have babies they need to get all they could learn when they starts from the top then go when they can start school then do something that's your suppose to do when u have two . Then they come home and always want to eat something because school don't usually have anything good toeat but then they will be there homework. Then get ready for dinner then they will have to clean up every thing afterward The End

My Vampire
A dark secret Being held and kept Curdling in my veins My heart beats faster and faster When you caress my neck So cold and hallow Your touch of death, cold Yet warming and loving Your sweet smile with your bare fangs Blood-thirsty in your eyes Grasping the thirst from getting out Disappearing before you can Take a bite from my neck Saying good-bye to my knight of night Until the next time of darkness You shall arise With loving eyes.

Vampire Love
I met him one day By the river in the night time fall It was chilly He kept me warm of them all He whispered in my ear Which sends shivers down my spines I fell deep in love with his voice I felt that he was mines He got close to my neck And bare his teeth that showed fangs Bit into my neck that turns to pain But I was already in love lane I didn't care what he did to me He maybe be a vampire in lust A big lust for my blood Licked the blood off until dusk Gave me one last kiss Whispers a 'Thank you' and gave me a shove To walk down the road and told me to not look behind It was my forever vampire love...

Only In America!
Only found in America Only in America...can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance... Only in America...are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink... Only in America...do people order double cheese burgers, a large fry, and a diet coke... Only in America...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters... Only in America...do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and leave useless things and junk in boxes in the garage... Only in America...do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place... Only in America...do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight... Only in America...do we use the word "politics" to describe the process so well: "Poli" in latin meaning "many" and "tics" meaning "blood-sucking creatures"...

Disabled Ramblings
I have spent the last week hobbling around from what I believe to be a pinched sciatica. This is has partially disabled me so that I have spent a lot of time resting on the couch. You can only watch so much TV so in my current state I have been lost in my head quite a bit. With the upcoming elections a good portion of my thoughts have been toward our current government and the state of our world and existence within it. I recently heard "A people should not fear it's government; a government should fear it's people." I thought, wow, that is so true. So many people live in fear of our government. Knowing that we are being tracked by social security numbers, internet logs, credit cards, and the upcoming implanted microchip that we all know to be on its way. We allow this to happen unfortuantely. When given paper work to fill out--we do not hesitate to write down all of our personal information. Why is that?? Because we are led to believe that by giving up our privacy we will be provided

Lipstick Jungle By Candace Bushnell
Plot Summary: "Lipstick Jungle" chronicles the lives of three highly successful, 40-something women who are living the high life in New York City. The group is comprised of Victory, a fashion designer on the brink of big-time success; Nico, a magazine editor aspiring to take over her boss's job; and Wendy, a movie producer looking to add a few more Oscars to her mantle. Each woman struggles with balancing her personal and professional life, and of course there are plenty of romantic entanglements. My Comments: I really liked this book. I am a big fan of the show "Sex & the City" and this is by the same author. It was a really good book, very empowering as a woman. I could relate to a lot of it. I couldn't put it down. My Rating: 8/10

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Life Is Not Fair Rip Jason!
it was just yesterday since that warm night in June yet I still remember it like it was yesterday (I guess to me it always will be ) rain poured down as if it desperately needed to rid itself of all moisture as if the clouds felt that they had to ring out all the water that night that very night or else the world would come to a drastic end to me that "end" seemed to come anyway the streets were pools of water me spinning out of control for the loss of my dear friend to die in your 30's is too young, you did not experience all that life had to offer yet too old to have it spoon-fed to you you wanted to be independent a rebel you wanted to say that you had done it all 9:45 PM my phone rang "I'm sorry to tell you was the first words out of his mouth "your friend jason was killed in a motorcycle accident" the world came to a halting stop and yet the room still managed to continue to spin "you don't know what you are talking about" "you dont even know him,

09/19/08 - Pink Floyd - Welcome To Machine (help Me With My Cat Edition)
SONG VERSION BELOW Welcome to the Machine - Pink Floyd LYRICS BELOW Welcome my son, welcome to the machine Where have you been? It's alright, we know where you've been You've been in the pipeline, filling in time Provided with toys and Scouting for Boys You bought a guitar to punish your ma You didn't like school And you know you're nobody's fool So welcome to the machine. Welcome my son, welcome to the machine What did you dream? It's alright, we told you what to dream You dreamed of a big star He played a mean guitar He always ate in the Steak Bar Loved to drive in his Jaguar So welcome to the machine.

Reason
Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Machi mo hito mo yume mo Kaete yuku jikan ni Tada sakaratte ita Kotoba wo kasanetemo wakariaenai koto Mada shiranakatta ne Kimi dake wo dakishimetakute nakushita yume kimi wa "Akiramenaide" to itta Tooku hanareteru hodo ni chikaku ni kanjiteru Samishisa mo tsuyosa e to kawatteku ...Kimi wo omotta nara Setsunaku mune wo sasu sore wa yume no kakera Ari no mama deaeteta sono kiseki Mou ichido shinjite Kimi ga inai hibi ni zutto tachidomatta Demo arukidashiteru Kimi to wakachiatta dono guuzen ni mo imi ga Sou kanarazu atta Sorezore no yume wo kanaete mata meguriau toki Guuzen wa unmei ni naru Yabureta yakusoku sae mo chikai ni kaeta nara Ano basho de deau toki Ano koro no futari ni nareru kana? "Yasashisa" ni nite iru natsukashii omokage Me wo tojite mieru kara Te wo furezu aru koto wo shiru kara Asu ni hagurete Kotae ga nani mo mienakutemo

A Child's Angel
A Child's Angel Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God: They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless? Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for You and will take care of you. But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy. Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy. And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk? Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak. And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you? Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray. I've heard that on

Erasus- Subkulture Feat. Klayton From Celldweller
Let me breathe check destroy and upset On focusing destractions tear me open All the thoughts in my head are constantly haunting me I hope that I don't bore you while I whine about it I hope you won't be saddened while I cry about it I keep telling myself that there's something more I keep telling myself that there's something more I'm lost in this place it's such a waste I can't watch things further complicate So if it all fails just throw it back in my face and bury me I can't take another complication Have mercy please God eraseus I can't take another complication Have mercy please God eraseus Eraseus Everyday I wake up to stagnant bullshit As soon as I escape there's more stagnant bullshit This endless propaganda corporate agenda I'd like to think there's more something more I hope that I don't bore you while I whine about it I hope you won't be saddened while I cry about it So if it all fails just throw it back in my face and bury me I'm lost in this plac

"you"
You has given my life back. My love and my heart just want to grasp on you and dont want to EVER let you go You're my M to M You're my peanut butter to jelly It's hard to hold back my tears. I do not want you to ever see me cry because it's not me. I had to swallow my tears back, even if it fights it's way out It hurts but I rather to be hurt than seeing you feel bad. I'd never want to make you sad, hurt, confused, mad, upset, or pissing you off.

My Tarot Card Reading For 9/23/2008
The Five of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in a crossroads. I am not alone. I intend to let go of despair or nostalgia and I choose to make peace with loss or express mourning in order to move forward. I release the rut of regret and the fear of tomorrow to make way for forgiveness, pleasure, beauty, and hope. I am empowered by my conscience and my gift is forgiveness. Well yes I forgive. Right now I am so confused and hurt. I don't like hearing things 3rd party about someone I know and like. I would much rather hear it from that person. I can handle a lot more than people realize. I don't like the fact that I was told he wanted to meet me but then he met her already. WTF!!! I have met several nice people on here and I have grown fond of a lot of them. I talk to some more than others, but nonetheless, I have really had some great conversations on here. Well I do get a lot of you have nice boobs, you have a nice butt and that sort of thing. I like compliments, but I

Stuck In My Head
I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight I cannot believe I lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me If contradictions the way of life, happiness is wealthyness is healthy Now I've made it through those lies and deceit I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure Now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it hold

Biden-legislation On Human Trafficking
BIDEN/BROWNBACK Legislation on Human Trafficking Passes Judiciary Committee July 31, 2008 Washington, DC – Legislation that will protect victims trafficked across and within our borders, introduced by Joseph R. Biden, Jr. (D-DE) and Sam Brownback (R-KS), passed by vote of 17-2 out of the Judiciary Committee today. The William Wilberforce Trafficking Victims Protection Reauthorization Act (S. 3061), a four year reauthorization act, comprehensively strengthens and improves existing laws to prevent and prosecute human trafficking, as well as offers protection and services to victims of human trafficking. Senators Arlen Specter (R-PA), Orrin Hatch (R-UT), Benjamin Cardin (D-MD), Diane Feinstein (D-CA) and Richard Durbin (D-IL) are also co-sponsors of the bill. -------- Can't wait til the debate on Oct 2nd.. =)

See Me!!!
Great site babyjesus. I love the background. Wanted to say hello to everyone on the site. For those who already are added as friends, hello to you too, hope that you are having a great day. The "See Me" thoughts, I love to stay in front of the camera and write poetry or non-fiction stories. If you would like to see more pics, drop me a note, i can add them to the site. Also the writings.

Funny Stuff
In Pharmacology, all drugs have 2 names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol has a generic name of Acetaminophen..Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amocicillin. And Advil is also called Ibuprofin. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of..Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were...Mycoxafailin...Mydixadroopin..Dixafix..and of course...Ibepoken. Pfizer corp. announced today that viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviosly we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails". "highballs".and just good old fashioned soft drink. Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name of MOUNT & DO. Th

Just Right
She isnt perfect Not by a standard Not by a mark or measure But by my heart she is By my soul she is the key That fits the lock She is the tooth that precisely times the gear And sets the ratio And the timing For whether it is pleasure Or whether anguish Or whether mirth She impacts me so greatly as to Alter my very essence What ever she does What ever I feel It is real and it is moving And it inspires And it warms But most of the time it soothes You know who you are, who has my heart You who has chosen me As I have chosen you You are perfect to me And perfect for me

Mccain Campaign Suspension
Yes we all know how much McCain knows about the economy. So much 'he needs to suspend his campaign' to focus on the economy 'all the sudden.' How long has Fanny Mae been an issue? When did AIG go bankrupt and the government pour 84 billion into AIG to take over control? But 3 days before the debate he needs to suspend his campaign, because of the 'crisis.' wow.. This is basically, getting on a plane doing the debate, and getting back on a plane. But we all know he is geriatric and it is an activity issue? He can't do basic travel to do a debate and travel back? He should know the issues back and forth up and down. That is going to be a majority of the debate the 'economy,' ... how is he going to go save it if he can't debate about it? whoa.. I call shananigens... Comedy Central is going to have a field day with this. South Park, LiL Bush, and MADTV --- all over it. So comical, but so sad, because he is trying to get away with it. When the smarter educat

Whatever
IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME AND SAY IT DON'T POST SHIT ON SOME SITE TALKING SHIT. GROW SOME BALLS AND SAY SHIT DIRECTLY TO ME. DON'T KEEP CALLING FROM A BLOCKED NUMBER MAKING THREATS, GROW THE FUCK UP. YOU REALLY DON'T WANT TO PISS ME OFF!!!

09/25/08 - Foo Fighters -times Like These (its Foo Fighters Day Today)
ORIGINAL VERSION BELOW Times Like These - Foo Fighters ACCOUSTIC VERSION BELOW Times Like These (Acoustic) - Foo Fighters VIDEO VERSION BELOW Times Like These - Foo Fighters LYRICS BELOW I am a one way motorway I'm the one that drives away then follows you back home I am a street light shining I'm a wild light blinding bright burning off alone it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again I am a new day rising I'm a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight I am a little divided do I stay or run away and leave it all behind? it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again

Not Gonna Happen
I always let myself be taken advantage of. Its part of who I am mostly. My mistress has been teaching me to stand more on my own two feet and not to let life come to me but that you have to go to life. Its not a completly new concept but one that I haven't worked on for awhile. I am used to waiting silently and hoping that my obsession at the moment would pay attention to me. It would happen just enough so that they could say that my love for them was ever present. Well not anymore. I have been talking to more people and not acting like my heart is in a box on a shelf in the possesion of my current obsession. I am talking to the qb of the football team (had I known he was the qb I would have jumped on him long ago). I have been talking to a couple guys in my class and no longer act shy when they approach me. They might be pushtin boys and not chumuklee but hey a girl has to have practice right?

God's Pharmacy
THIS IS SO REAL, MAKES YOU THINK TWICE A friend sent this to me. It's been said that God first separated the salt water from the fresh, made dry land, planted a garden, made animals and fish... all before making a human. He made and provided what we'd need before we were born. These are best & more powerful when eaten raw. We're such slow learners... God left us a great clue as to what foods help what part of our body! God's Pharmacy! Amazing! A sliced Carrot looks like the human eye. The pupil, iris and radiating lines look just like the human eye... and YES, science now shows carrots greatly enhance blood flow to and function of the eyes. A Tomato has four chambers and is red. The heart has four chambers and is red. All of the research shows tomatoes are loaded with lycopine and are indeed pure heart and blood food. Grapes hang in a cluster that has the shape of the heart. Each grape looks like a blood cell and all of the research to

Meds
ok well after a very long proccess with my dr. and a bunch of speacialists they have finally started me on medication for my bi-polar depression as well as for my p.t.s (post-traumatic strees disorder). im realy not liking the idea but the seraquel seems to be helping a bit. still early to tell but at least i am not just "dealing with it" anymore and can already see some improvement.mins i have trouble with remembering names and such but,,,price to pay for sanity i guess. cheers from the zen side

My New Favorite Song
"the clap" spring break there are no rules gonna do it by the pool get drunk break a' dawn this is how I get it on rub some lotion on my back massage it down into my crack the day is young and I am hung spring break is so much fucking fun but let me tell you kids what my mom told me… when you love someone take it slow don't let them rape your bussy-hole cause if he's not wrapped you're ass is trapped and you'll end up with the clap CLAP gonorrhea smelly whores on the shore love to take it on all fours dirty sluts in the club wanna get their coochies rubbed when you're back at motel 6 you're craving cock must get its fix gang bang squeal and moan porno stars your daddy's home but let me tell you kids what Jesus says… when you love someone let it show tell him that you're a trashy ho if you got a sling and that's your thing that's how your priest got the clap gonnorhea, chlamydia, herpes and scabies I don't care if yo

Haunted Places In Mississippi
Haunted Places In Mississippi Last Updated: June 2008 Baxterville - Myrtle Grove Cemetery - Occurrences of people walking through the cemetery when no one is there. Feelings of dread when you are in or outside of the cemetery at night. Strange occurrences at homes that surround the cemetery. Graves at the cemetary date back to the mid 1800's. Biloxi - Former Biloxi Regional Hospital - When an active hospital, dying patients would see young girls at the end of their beds. One time there was a sighting of a tall, white figure pass through the dispatcher area, which became extremely cold. Locked doors can be heard opening and slamming shut during the night. Biloxi - Keesler Air Force Base - 334th Training Squadron - The 334th training squadron has a haunted wing. A young airman hung himself during training in the wing. Now strange things happen in the wings surrounding that wing. The wing was closed for a year but then an overflow of students came and the wing was reopened. I

Hungover...
Ok... so... the past 2 nights I've gone out and partied... and have drank A LOT!!!! I have come to realize that I'm not 23 anymore and cannot party like I used to!!! UGH!!! I'm getting OLLLLLD!!!! LOL!!! I would have been fine, but... you know... once you reach a certain point you just dont' want to stop... LOL!!! AND! ON TOP OF EVERYTHING ELSE.... I had a shot of Patron & Yeager!!!! I think that's what kicked my ass!!! OH WELL.... Do you think I learned my lesson???? HAHA!!!!!!! YEAH RIGHT!!! I'm sure I'll be partying tonight for the THRID night in a row!!! IT'S THE WEEKEND BABY!!! IT'S PARTY TIME!!!!!! =) Anyway... I'm going to get to work now!!!! Have a great day!!!

Fridays Breakfast Burrito
Hola culinary kiddies, today we had a breakfast burrito with fresh salsa and sriacha drizzle. Started with onions, peppers, potatos, spicy cured sausage, mushrooms and garlic sauted in butter, and deglazed with cabernet sauvignon & 2 Eggs scrambled tucked into a fresh warmed flour tortilla. Salsa consisted of tomatos, onions, jalapeno, green pepper, scallions, olive oil, lemon juice, and red pepper flakes. cilantro would have been nice but was out.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr....venting
I just need to vent. I personally don't like dr's, hospitals, nurses or anything that deals with medicine pretty much. and here is why I need to vent.(not that anyone will read this OR care....)My bf went into the er on Tuesday evening, we were there for around 3 or 4 hours, they sent him home with abdominal pain (kidney stones) and an antibiotic.Wednesday - we go back in, because he met 4 of the 6 criteria to return to the er that were listed on the discharge paper work from the night before. and they checked him out again, and basically told him that he was "fine" and to go home. Mind you the pain med's that they gave him were not even touching the pain that he was in.Tonight (9-26-08) - We had to go back into the ER and get examined again, and NOW...after running for the 3rd time ... the same test from tues and wed, they say that they don't know why him abdomin hurts, and they can't explain the pain/burning when he goes tot he bathroom, but that he has pnemonia..... and then...

Broken Shell
Quietly A searching sun An unraveling tome and just a little swing dancing from some beyond weatherd future a crystal calling some stone work fence struggling with solitude and another Egg McMuffin stoic formula crossing into ether that frown swallows the night and calls the day forever and yet these sunny side eggs are far too overdone

Lol
IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR A GOOD TIME AND A LOUNGE WITH GREAT PEOPLE IN IT TO WORK FOR THEN CLICK ANY OF THE PICS ON THIS BULLY AND COME APPLY FOR A JOB !!! WE NEED D.J.'S AND PROMOTERS (MUST BE DEPENDABLE AND EXPERIENCED !!!!!) IF YOU LIKE THE BULLETIN COME CHECK ME OUT BY CLICKING THE SKULL PIC !!!! (repost of original by '[NSFW] Thom~H.A.D.E.S. Founder?Missys R/L man ?' on '2008-04-30 13:02:21')

Poli Sci
Is there really such a thing as "brainwashing," or "mind control?" What kind of person is susceptible? What exactly is a "cult" and how are followers controlled? How can one recognize an organization that engages in such practices, and should such organizations be held responsible for the damage intentional manipulation can cause? The most insidious threat to our basic freedoms, such as freedom of mind and freedom of speech, is a little-known phenomenon known as mind control. "Mind control" refers to all coercive psychological systems, such as brainwashing, thought reform, and coercive persuasion. Mind control is the shaping of a person's attitudes, beliefs, and personality without the person's knowledge or consent. Mind control employs deceptive and surreptitious manipulation, usually in a group setting, for the financial or political profit of the manipulator. Mind control works by gradually exerting increasing control over individuals through a variety of tech

The Treasure
a treasure waits bound in devotion chained in heart eyes cast downward yet her spirit rises the lock turns Master greets with just a touch of hand against cheek a kiss, tender on insatiable lips HIS hands delight to curve of bare flesh, heat of her need and damp desire she yields willingly to HIS command it pleases her to give completely heart, soul, and body knowing she is cherished honored, and respected

My Account
i figure that because i get anymore these days is not much more that a rate for my profile, and or just a check out, that its time to delete my account. why? because no one likes ugly fat chicks like myself. and most of u guys are just horny. im giving fubar 72 hours and then i make my mind up.

How I Feel
In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero. I am strong an' wise, And I know no fear. But the truth is plain to see: She was sent to rescue me, I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes. In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal, Darkness turns to light, And the world is at peace. This miracle God gave to me, Gives me strength when I am weak. I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes. An' when she wraps her hand around my finger, Oh, it puts a smile in my heart. Everything becomes a little clearer. I realise what life is all about. It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough; It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up. I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes. In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future. A reflection of who I am, An' what will be. An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave: Maybe raise a family, When I'm gone, I hope you'll see, How happy she made me, For I'll be there, in my daughter's eyes

Knowing John Mccain
I saw this in someone elses stash..I had to put it out and blog it. Did you know this ??? Getting to Know John McCain By KARL ROVE Wall Street Journal It came to me while I was having dinner with Doris Day. No, not that Doris Day. The Doris Day who is married to Col. Bud Day, Congressional Medal of Honor recipient, fighter pilot, Vietnam POW and roommate of John McCain at the Hanoi Hilton. As we ate near the Days' home in Florida recently, I heard things about Sen.McCain that were deeply moving and politically troubling. Moving because they told me things about him the American people need to know. And troubling because it is clear that Mr. McCain is one of the most private individuals to run for president in history. When it comes to choosing a president, the American people want to know more about a candidate than policy positions. They want to know about character, the values ingrained in his heart. For Mr. McCain, that means they will want to know more about him p

Dantes Inferno Test
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate

Woman's Dictonary
I found this to be funny Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Barbeque(bar*bi*q) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde Jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n Gotta get married in a church. Childbirth (child*brth) n. You get to go through 36 hours of contractions; he gets to hold your hand and say "focus...breathe...push...good girl" Clothes Dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half-pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game.

Yim Id
hey all i know that since i'm now offically staff in HipHopz that i needed to fix my yim so i did.....my id is similar to my fubar id it's roxstar2718004@yahoo.ca and my fubar id is 2178004 user name RoxStar see how close they are lol

More Words On Paper
Look at me; Don’t turn away. Don’t turn in shame… Beauty is only skin deep; Under that we all look the same. Please look at me; I’m only human! Do you not like what you see? For that’s what I’m acumen. Just look! Look at me; Face to face. Don’t turn me away, Because I’m a disgrace. Please look! Look at me; Don’t turn away! Am I really that ugly; That you can’t face me today? F*cking look! You’ve left me bare. For my soul you didn’t care. Look at me; Don’t turn away. Don’t you see? Beauty I shouldn’t have to convey. God loves all of us. No matter our appearance. So humans shouldn’t express, Like or dislike to beauty’s perseverance. Just look at me; Don’t turn away! Beauty is only skin deep, Under that we all look the same.

Days Away
Well those who know me, know that I am preggo. I'm 5 months now and this is my first. My hubby and I still don't know the sex of the baby yet. But this Thursday, getting another ultrasound to make the heart and the chambers are fine and hopefully our little one will show us this time. If not, then we have another one until next week when we have the 3-D ultrasound done. Wish us luck!

My Wishes For You
HAPPINESS- From deep down inside. SUCCESS- In each phase of your life. DELIGHT- With each and every surprise. FRIENDSHIP-With close and caring friends. SPECIAL MEMORIES- That will last forever. LOVE- That never ends. A BRIGHT TODAY- with much to look forward to. A PATH- that leads you to tomorrow. DREAMS- that I hope one day come true. AND APPRECIATION- for all the wonderful things About you

Take It Off 4 Me !!
lEt MaKAVELI eAZe YA PAin put your body in that right frame twiSt thoze hipz make ya grove 2 this let me lay ya body down throw ya in ta freaky postions pullin n twistin tounge kissin on a mission 2 show you what you've been missin make ya moan N sweat dripin wet got ya goin wild putin this thuG in you layin ya body down takin it off! Get Your Own Player!

Free Fall
Standing on the edge Discovering fears deep inside The swirling abyss lies before me. Beckoning, Taunting, Calling my name. Slowly moving forward, Hanging on with both hands, my eyes closed. Afraid to slip, Afraid to see. A leap of faith: Plunging into the unknown. Total release. Complete surrender. Flying free. Falling fast. No holding back. Knowing you’ll be there to catch me.

Old Cast Iron Pot
so tonight as i was cooking dinner for my girl an i i got to thinking about the season change drawing near and planning the stews and soups and chillis i will do over the winter (always a staple in my kitchen in fall and winter), and got to thinking back to particular meals i remember.thing that stuck in my mind most is this huge cast-iron pot my mother had.it always stood, at the ready, pre-seasoned, on the back burner of the stove.in the summmer it was ussualy used as a deep fryer to make frys to go with the bar b q fare of summer exept for the old spaghetti nights when it was the birth chamber of some of the best sauces i can remember. but in winter,,,that pot was center stage! chilli con carne, beef stew, soups and sloppy joe filling enough to feed a frozen army!matter of fact it was this pot that my mother used to show me how to propperly season cast-iron cookware with salt and oil,,,,a very important bit of knowledge now that i am a culinary proffessional.i miss that damned pot

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing-aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever I don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't want to miss

Beauty
The concept of beauty is for the eye of the beholder but some times I wish I had no sight. For you see beauty isn't just a sight...no beauty can be heard it can be felt. For example just shutting your eyes and hearing a sound that just makes you escape everything around you that is beauty. Knowing somewhere out in the world someone is thinking about you and you feel like you are standing by their side....that is beauty. So I say take my sight because I'd rather hear and feel the beauty around me than see it.

Waiting
Dressed in a black PVC trench coat with the outfit her Master had her wear every Thursday on underneath, Dinah knocked twice (the number of times her Master had told her to) on the door to his tenth-storey flat. She waited the long minutes until He answered the door. He always made her wait... the thoughts of what might happen tonight swimming through her mind. He didn't smile as he opened the door and ushered her in. "Today, slave, we will be in the dungeon," He told her. The dungeon was a large room Master had had specially adapted. Dinah walked down the hallway and entered the dungeon. She stood in the middle of the room, her posture perfect, hands by her side, chin up. Master made her wait again. She wondered what He was doing. Was He having a drink? Smoking a cigarette? Or just standing outside the door, enjoying making her wait? Knowing that the expectation was making her crazy. That her nipples were hard, her stomach tight with longing, her cunt tingling and wet. Master

Kidnapped And Traded
There is a knock at the door. I open the door and return to my Masters side as you enter the room. Master moves forward to enter. Behind him is a young girl in hand cuffs. Master moves forward to inspect her. Kneeling at my Master's side, I look up and inspect the new slave that is going to brought into my home. I am quite irritated that I am going to have to follow her orders as well as Master's even though I have been here longer. I look up at you briefly, examining you and smile widely before looking away hoping that my Master did not see. You follow me with your eyes as you remain calm while Master examines the new slave and I sigh softly as I realize that Master is to engrossed with His new slave to notice my slight disobedience. Walking behind me, you touch my back, mimicking the way Master is examining the new one. As you touch my back, I shiver uncomfortably; not liking you touching me in the same manner that Master is touching the girl. I look at Master, trying to get his a

Bleh
Grr Bleh, Blah.... I don't wanna go to work. :( Slept for a couple hours last night. I should be tired tonight after work and get better sleep. I'm just enjoyin' my breakfast and texting... ha ha. Yeah, texting already... Shhhh, I love to text. Mmmm java...delish. I loves my java....ramble ramble.... Mmm banana.... such a lovely breakfast.... banana, muffin and java. Yummers. I'm wearing my cool Pirates Of Carriabian today. I'm gonna put on my cool bandanna on my head as well. Arrrr... I shall be a pirate at work today.. So exciting...I hope these 12 hours at work goes by fast....*belches* Mmmmmm java... Okay, I must go powder my nose now......put my eye make up on cause I'm just cool like that with eye make up on....yeah...yup... Yeah....... k, bye

The Test!
Brokeback Mountain self test 1. If you are over thirty and you have a washboard stomach, you are gay. It means you haven't sucked back enough beer with the boys and have spent the rest of your free time doing sit-ups, aerobics, and doing the Oprah diet. 2. If you have a cat, you are a Flaaaaming homo. A cat is like a dog, but gay - it grooms itself constantly but never scratches itself, has a delicate touch except when it uses its nails, and whines to be fed. And just think about how you call a dog... "Killer, come here! I said get your ass over here, Killer!" Now think about how you call a cat... "Bun-bun, come to daddy, snookums!" Jeeezus, you're fit to be framed, you're so gay. 3. If you suck on lollipops, Ring-Pops, baby pacifiers, or any such nonsense, rest assured, you are a Gaylord. A straight man only sucks on bar-b-que ribs, crab claws, raw oysters, crawfish guts, pickled pigs feet, or tits. Anything else and you are in training to suck El Dicko and undeniably a f

More Like Her
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad I guess I should have been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And somehow you made me smile when I was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart And then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should have been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her Forgiving you well she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed it's truth You love her as she loves you with all she has I guess I should have been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her She's beautiful in her

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?
You Should Be a Politician Confident, assertive, and dedicated - you know what you want in life and how to get it. Stubborn and opinionated, you can stand your ground... even if it's unpopular. And while you have strong views, you never overwhelm people with your opinions. A true charmer, you subtly influence people into seeing things your way. You do best when you: - Work according to your own rules - Can change the world with what you do You would also be a good lawyer or talk show host. What Should You Be When You Grow Up? WOW! I gotta kick outta this one... A POLITICIAN!?!?! WTF?!?!? I honestly don't get it... and the scary part is I think that I could do it! Don't give me ideas now...

Lost Power
Last night, around 7ish pm, the whole neighborhood lost power. I was drinking me coffee and chatting on the net when all of the sudden all the power went out. Then it went back on a moment later...then it went out. Ahhhh!!! Luckily I had candles and a good flash light. No idea why it went out. There hasn't been a storm, not that I've noticed. Just a bit of rain.... It came back on around 11:30pm. I heard everything turn back on, woke me up, so I turned everything off and went back to bed.. Yay, got power again!!!

Top Ten Things You Never Want To Hear A Guy Say
Top 10 Things You Never Want to Hear a Guy Say Let's hope our men get the hint. By Bethany Heitman You already know that most guys aren’t exactly master communicators. And while you’re willing to put up with a lot, certain phrases are as grating to your ears as the reject reel from American Idol. To help you out, we made a cheat sheet for guys so that you never have to be bothered with them saying stupid things again. Read it and then send it on to all the men you know... 10. “I don’t know, what do you want to do?” Um, if we knew, we wouldn’t have asked. Plus, there’s nothing sexier than a man who can take the lead and plan a date. (Extra points for taking control after the date, too) 9. “Shhh the game’s on" We get it, sports are important. But shushing us even when it’s a time out is simply unacceptable. Just give us two seconds, and we’ll let you get back to the big game 8“Chill Out” or “Relax” Nothing is more unnerving than being told to calm down. If you had

A Riddle
I am the day and the night The dark and the light The virgin queen Perverse and obscene Real but a dream I am the pale moon shining down Into your soul as you drown With secrets you can never know Whispered, inaudible Quick, merciful and cold I am the shade under the tree As you rest your head to sleep Moving with the breeze to hide Cowardly leaving you behind To be burnt and fried I am empty yet I have all Beautiful, divine, terrible A vision incomplete I cannot be seen Unless you truly believe I am gold and dust Pure, worthless, unloved Without your love I won't ask for anything Other than everything Until you have nothing I hold your birth and life I pick when you will die I stand outside of time Who am I?

Writings
... the colour you brought to my life has now faded like an old photograph nothing left but white black and grey can i be strong enough to make it another day your thoughts haunt me your words slice me your looks pierce me it hurts to much to breathe the games the lies its nothing new ive come to expect nothing less from you to love to live do you know what that is like if you did you wouldnt do this our world would be nothing but bliss for you bring out the best and the worst in everything i am and now ... baby i am the one that is damned!!!

Wv Cop "gets The Gas"
A West Virginia man who police said passed gas and fanned it toward a patrolman has been charged with battery on a police officer. Jose A. Cruz, 34, of Clarksburg, was pulled over early Tuesday for driving without headlights, police said. According to the criminal complaint, Cruz smelled of alcohol, had slurred speech and failed three field sobriety tests before he was handcuffed and taken to a police station for a breathalyzer test. As Patrolman T.E. Parsons prepared the machine, Cruz scooted his chair toward Parsons, lifted his leg and ``passed gas loudly,'' the complaint said. Cruz, according to complaint, then fanned the gas toward the officer. ``The gas was very odorous and created contact of an insulting or provoking nature with Patrolman Parsons,'' the complaint alleged. He was also charged with driving under the influence, driving without headlights and two counts of obstruction. Cruz acknowledged passing gas, but said he didn't move his chair toward the offic

History Of Me....*survey*
1) Raised in: Oregon 2) Your name: Christina 3) Birth date: 2/23/81 4) Any siblings: Brother, half sister, half brother (deceased) 5) Oldest of them all: youngest 6) Hair color: black blue 7) Hair length: shoulders I guess? 8) First school: Chehalem 9) Eye color: Light Brown 10) Shoe size: sixish 11) Mood: tired...crampin 12) Weight: Too much 13) Height: 5'0 14) Lefty or Righty: Righty LOVE LIFE. 1) Do you remember your first real relationship: Yep 2) Do you believe in love: Yea 3) Shortest relationship: I dunno, month? 4. Have you ever been heartbroken: Yep 5) Do you love someone right now: Yep 6) Have you ever fallen for a friend: Yeah 7) Are you afraid of commitment: I dunno 8) Do you believe in love at first sight: No THIS OR THAT. 1) Love or Money: Love 2) Coffee or alcohol: Coffee 3) One night stands or relationships: Relationships 4) Television o

Remembrance
Today I was given grave news... I was informed that one of my fu-friends had passed away... and then I was told that not one but two of them had passed. Normally this wouldn't have much impact on me, but they weren't just any fu-friends, these were people that I had gotten to know so well they became a part of my family. I talked to them on a regular basis... I care for them... which is certainly no small feat for me. I would have done anything for them. I had even loved them with that frozen heart of mine that so many people have spent decades trying to melt away the layers... I would have done anything for them, and I'd still give anything to have just one more moment with each of them, perhaps one day I will have that chance again. At any rate, even though I know it's fruitless to be posting this for them since they won't be able to see it, I want it to be known... Whitney and Jaymee... you will both be missed greatly and you were and are both loved.

Help Tricky 4 Bling
Bombers Please Fan Rate And Add Guidomedic Guidomedic ~ Let your Body Decide Where You Want to Go..Hi or Low. Fast or Slow ~@ fubar Then Bomb this till 50k thanks anyone else interested in joining us pm me or Tricky

Something To Think About If You Are Voting For Obama
To All My Friends, this is long, but very important, please take the time to read it. This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since than. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking "where did the money come from for Obama". I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life. Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California . He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even though he had a brilliant mind, did not apply himself to his studi

Fudgie Brownies
1 cup butter, divided use 1/2 cup vegetable oil 10 tablespoons Baking Cocoa, divided use 1 cup water 2 cups granulated sugar 2 cups all-purpose flour 2 large eggs 1/2 cup milk 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 teaspoon baking soda 6 tablespoons milk 2 cups powdered sugar (Optional) 1/2 cup chopped nuts or peanutbutter chips In a saucepan, heat 1/2 cup butter, oil, 5 tablespoons unsweetened baking cocoa, and water. Bring to a boil. Remove from heat and add sugar and flour. Beat in eggs, milk, vanilla, and baking soda. (optional - mix in the chopped nuts or peanutbutter chips) Pour into a greased 13 x 9 x 2-inch baking pan. Bake at 400*F. for 15 to 20 minutes. Cool. Frost. Cut into bars. For Frosting: In a small saucepan bring 1/2 cup butter, 5 tablespoons unsweetened baking cocoa, and milk to a boil. Remove from heat and add powdered sugar. Beat till thoroughly combined.

Everything Burns
Anastacia ft. Ben Moody She sits in her corner Singing herself to sleep Wrapped in all of the promises That no one seems to keep She no longer cries to herself No tears left to wash away Just diaries of empty pages Feelings gone astray But she will sing . . . 'Til everything burns While everyone screams Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate and all of this pain I'll burn it all down As my anger reigns 'Til Everything burns Walking through life unnoticed Knowing that no one cares Too consumed in their masquerade No one sees her there And still she sings 'Til everything burns while everyone screams Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate And all of this pain I'll burn it down As my anger reigns 'Til everything burns Everyone screams Watching it all fade away Burning their lies Burning my dreams All of this hate And all of this pain I'll burn it all down As my anger reigns Everything Burns Watching it all

Sdgregrfhb
I hate to know that I'm just wasting my day today so far... I slept into today, stupid me...well I accidentally slept on my cell phone so I didn't hear my alarms going off or texts people sent.. I just have no energy....I want to do something, I don't want to be home sulking alone...But...nothing to really do I guess... I go be a bum on the couch now...

Vermillion 2
"She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do When she makes me sad She isn't real I can't make her real" -slipknot Do not make me unreal. I am who I am. I am fragile. I am broken. I am alone....

Lol I Thought I'd Add....
I thought I'd add a salute so that i can still get points to see how high I am going to retire at! I thought of adding a NSFW photo too that says suck this, too, LOL, however I'm not bitter. :)