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Leo My Sign
Symbol: the Lion Ruling Planet: the Sun Ruling House: Fifth House Element: Fire Quality: Fixed Body Parts: heart, back Keyword: PLEASURE Date with destiny: Aries, Sagittarius Run for the hills: Taurus, Scorpio Where you glow: center stage What makes you tick: leading Fitness forecast: Tae-Bo Play date: attending a movie premier Perfect jobs: actor, cruise ship host Best accessory: hairbrush A sure thing: basking in the glow Destination: Singapore Pleasure: daydreams, generosity, courage Pain: keeping up appearances, losing, being bossed around Kindness: Because of your generous nature, you give all that you have to help out in a crisis, and then some. What's my line? There's no business like show business. Leo is the fifth Sign of the Zodiac. These folks are impossible to miss, since they love being center stage. Making an impression is Job One for Leos, and when you consider their personal magnetism, you see the job is quite easy. Leos are an ambitious lot, and th

Standing There
You see me standing there Laughing so carefree But take a second look Is there something you dont see? Behind my smiling face Behind my hidden fears Is a dying heart While im crying unseen tears Why cant you see the pain Hidden behind my eyes? Why cant you understand That im slowly about to die? And you'll read this poem Shrug it off without a care But remember maybe the next time you look I may not be standing there

Win A Date With Me
so my friend and I decided that I need some fun in my life. With that being said who would like to go on a date with me? Well it's more like a friendly gathering on tuesday evening. So if you are interested please message me by monday night.

So So Tired....
Buuuuuuuuuuuuuut Family Values ruled! What with the exception of Aiden not being there I had a great time. It was good to finally see Atreyu without Chris beating on me every time Alex screamed. Definitely would go see them again. :D

Panties...
A young couple on their wedding night were in their honeymoon suite. As they were undressing for bed, the husband, a big burly man, tossed his trousers to his new bride. He said, "Here, put these on." She put them on and the waist was twice the size of her body. "I can't wear your trousers." she said. "That's right,'' said the husband, "and don't you ever forget it. I'm the man who wears the pants in this family." With that she flipped him her panties and said, "Try these on." He tried them on and found he could only get them on as far as his kneecaps. "Hell," he said. ''I can't get into your panties!" She replied, "That's right...and that's the way it is going to stay until your attitude changes."

Penis...
One day when the teacher walked to the black board, she noticed someone had written the word 'penis' in tiny small letters. She turned around, scanned the class looking for the guilty face. Finding none, she quickly erased it, and began her class. The next day she went into the room and she saw, in larger letters, the word 'penis' again on the black board. Again, she looked around in vain for the culprit, but found none, so she proceeded with the day's lesson. Every morning, for about a week, she went into the classroom and found the same word written on the board, and each day it was written in larger letters. Finally, one day, she walked in, expecting to be greeted by the same word on the board, but instead, found the words, "The more you rub it, the bigger it gets!"

E -i -e- I - O
Two football players, Bubba and Tiny, were taking an important exam. If they failed, they would be on academic probation and not allowed to play in the big game the following week. The exam was “fill in the blank” and the last question read, “Old MacDonald had a_____.” Bubba was stumped -- he had no idea what to answer, but he knew he needed to get this one right to be sure he passed. Making sure the professor wasn't watching, he tapped Tiny in the shoulder. “Tiny, what's the answer to the last question?” Tiny laughed, then looked around to make sure the professor hadn't noticed. He turned to Bubba and said, “Bubba, you're so stupid. Everyone knows that Old MacDonald had a FARM.” “Oh yeah,” said Bubba, “I remember now.” he picked up his No. 2 pencil and started to write the answer in the blank. Then he stopped. Tapping Tiny on the shoulder, he whispered, “Tiny, how do you spell farm?” “You are really dumb, Bubba. that's so easy,” hissed Tiny, “farm is spelled ‘E-I-E-I-O’.”

A Thief In Paris
A Thief in Paris (ouch) A thief in Paris planned to steal some paintings from the Louvre. After careful planning, he got past security, stole the paintings and made it safely to his van. However, he was captured only two blocks away when his van ran out of gas. When asked how he could mastermind such a crime and then make such an obvious error, he replied, "Monsieur, that is the reason I stole the paintings. I had no Monet to buy Degas to make the Van Gogh." And you thought I didn't have De Gaulle to send this on to someone else. I figure I had nothing Toulouse.

Life
From God To: YOU Date: TODAY Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do Not need your help. So, have a nice day. I love you. P.S. And, remember... If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it yourself! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be

Love Story
Love Is In the Air One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the all of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. “I found the Remote!”

Another Survey
If you could change one thing about your past, without it changing every other aspect of your life, what would it be? if changing the one thing from the past wouldn't change the present, what the hell is the difference? lol If you could travel anywhere in the world, without cost being a deciding factor, where would you go? Europe, in general, and Egypt Do you get along better with the same sex, or the opposite sex? both Are you the type of person who prefers one or two close friends, or lots of acquaintances? I have close friends AND lots of acquaintances Are you still friends with anyone you went to school with? yep Are you a home body, or a social butterfly? social butterfly lol it's my trademark What do you enjoy doing on the weekends? taking the kids somewhere fun If you and one friend were asked to be on a reality TV show, who would you take with you? Shell...we would have SO much fun Beer, wine or liquor? Diet Pepsi...b

Magic Of Nature
Alone with my thoughts, my toes in a stream, Beneath a dawn sky, I cant help but dream The dew all around me like Flankins glitters, The birdsong above me, Their tweets and their twitters. The sun slowly climbing over weary stars, Its light shining downward, soon to be ours. The night creatures, tired, Creep back to their nest So throughout the morn^ They make way for the rest. The trees seem to sign As the breeze whistles through, The bards of the forest, Their words soft and true. The river, a traveller, brings tales from lands new And tells us its stories, in melodic hue. The sky becomes brighter, The moon hides to sleep Till later that evening to once again peep. The early clouds glowing, slowly flat by, Radiant, innocent, lazy they fly. The beautiful music drifting round my head; The creatures of darkness go, unseen, to bed. I sit here, awestruck, my toes in the stream, Mid the magic of nature, like that of a dream.

How Could You?
...and there you were, crouching in the shadows like a skillfull hunter, waiting for me to step out into the clearing and wenst upon doing so you tackle me to the ground with a maddening growl and a swift bite to the neck for the kill...helplessly I flail and when the writhing is done, you hover over my lifeless body, with a look of sadness in your eyes and scream "NOOOOOOOOO.." as you look to the sky. and in the depths of my soul I know you are sad but I can't help but think you could have just let me slip by.

Rrrrrriiiiiisssssseeee!!!!!
With society in this twist of genocidial hate forced to fear by a government that does nothing but regulate and propagate confusion within the weak to put words into motion releasing kept minds this used to be our priveledge now it is our crime SILENT NO LONGER with ignorant mentality up on a soap box with a plan for reality How can one stand? How can one speak? and yet find the strength to go out and preach? to teach? to RISE against NO MORE, say you shall we be lambs to the slaughter bleeding out to feed our father to fight his war which fuels his gain RISE RISE, I beg you don't be plain a wise man spoke before he was broke and said fear NOTHING but fear every great man who has had a plan has been reaped in the prime of their year this power is scared and the speaker can no longer be silenced for his message was given before they brought him violence So SPEAK i say you tell all who will listen that it is our duty and our mission as a people red,

The Demoralization Of Me
There are so many thoughts racing through my mind so many things that fill my brain the thoughts alone swim like rancid fish in waters filled with plague they twist they turn they fight they swerve they consume and own the real they bite they tear away an unleash a poison that fills me deep with fear I am just a woman phenominal raw and wholly devoted creative and deep but your wicked words seep and steal away the sense of self and release my rage how can I be? be a sweet little angel a model citizen a sister a friend a daughter with perfect politeness with divine innocence when you scutinize demoralize and make me want to rip your eyes from their prying sockets? I want to smash and smother your hate your disgust and intolerance of the life that I've made You don't even know me only what you claim to see so how do I look with one eye open? how would you

You Take This Love
secretly i wish and I wonder if you know how quietly my heart cries out to never be alone how it aches with need to hold you close how it beats now just for you how it bleeds for you how deep inside it pleads for you to end it's pain to be it's gain if only for a moment and then you leave again fore it could hunger for you without disdain if rapture were to be its plane come break these chains and set me free release this love inside of me

Because....
Because..., I'll cross the line if you draw it I just don't know how to behave I crave to enagage and can't stay away just makes it all the more tempting I am a creature of emotion and I am whollely devoted to filling the void in my day with all of the things that I say with everything that I do cause it's really all to get me closer to you it's where I belong it must be there will be no other that makes me complete I can be patient I have a lifetime to live and a whole heart to give even if it's crumpled a bit The scent of your skin still fresh in my mind the warmth of your touch your heart racing with mine the glimmer of your smile the shake in your voice The way it felt like a decision but I really had no choice no control and it was so easy to let go be myself play the part and...somehow...I thought it would never end but you drew the line and you know how I am so now here we are and s

Suing Gangs Lol
FORT WORTH, Texas - Fed up with deadly drive-by shootings, incessant drug dealing and graffiti, cities nationwide are trying a different tactic to combat gangs: They're suing them. ADVERTISEMENT Fort Worth and San Francisco are among the latest to file lawsuits against gang members, asking courts for injunctions barring them from hanging out together on street corners, in cars or anywhere else in certain areas. The injunctions are aimed at disrupting gang activity before it can escalate. They also give police legal reasons to stop and question gang members, who often are found with drugs or weapons, authorities said. In some cases, they don't allow gang members to even talk to people passing in cars or to carry spray paint. "It is another tool," said Kevin Rousseau, a Tarrant County assistant prosecutor in Fort Worth, which recently filed its first civil injunction against a gang. "This is more of a proactive approach." But critics say such lawsuits go too far, limitin

" T "
Talisman- An object that has been magickally charged in order to bring something to the bearer. Tarot- A deck of (usualy) 78 cards which hold images that connect the diviner with the energies. The cards can be used to determine a wide range of things as well as being part of a specific ritual. Tasseography- Divination by reading tea leaves. Telekinesis- A form of psychokinesis which involves moving objects with the mind without ever physically coming in contact with them. Telepathy- Unspoken (psychic) communication between two minds. The Threefold Law- States that whatever you do, good, or bad will return to you three times over. Thelema- Religious beliefs that are founded on magic within the Christian pantheon. Theurgy- Magick involving the use of divine spirits and oneness or closeness with one's God/Deitie(s). Third Eye- The psychic eye, not physically visible, but mental. Located in the middle of the forehead. Three-fold Law- A Wiccan principle w

A Man An The Demons Within.....
Everyone has their demons the only difference between people infected is the way they deal with them on the other hand ones demons can never be destroyed or taken they live within you until the day you die, My very demons know when im at my weakest to attack my mind. Still something within me clings to life that reason that purpose i do not know i wish i could get rid of this illness ive been afflicted with but no solution or cure will ever subdue these demons of mine they're relentless in what they do to me just as i am they have an show no mercy these demons of mine i only hope that the reason for keeping me here and alive is stronger then the demons within my skull.....

How To Get Out Of Jury Duty And Be A Hero Doing It
I was using StumbleUpon today, when I found this page. It is basically a page talking about the philosophy behind the Fully Informed Jury Association. But where FIJA wants the jury to understand their rights to find a person guilty of a bad law innocent to help change the law, the page I found today said that, by informing the judge and the lawyers that if you don't agree with the law that you will find for the defendant, you will be excused from jury duty.I don't know which I would like better, truth be told...tag: jury, rights, liberty, liberties, fija, law, legal, jury duty-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

Korn Live On Myspace!
See Korn LIVE in NYC via MySpace webcast TOMORROW! Body: Korn's new album (no title) drops tomorrow, and they've invited all of MySpace out to see their record release concert in NY. That’s Right, Korn will be webcasting LIVE from NY to MySpace exclusively their record release show in its entirety. At 6PM EDT/3PM PDT you can beat the NY heat, and watch the show comfortably from the luxury of your own home =) http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vbXlzcGFjZS5jb20va29ybg==

Lies
Woke up this morning Trying hard to hide my melancholy I paste on my smile And we continued our lie Every day it is similar You are cheery And so am I Our terrible lie Can you imagine a time When we awoke and did not speak Realizing our moods would cause tension Tension caused by too little life? I do wish sometimes As you leave for work sullenly Dreading the day already Weeping far within The lie, terrible and unending Would cease to be And I would know the real you And you the real me But, the lie drags on for now For it is not written in the stars And perhaps it will never be I am my own companion The dreaded truth Gathered in a lifetime Sentenced for an eternity Realized too late

People We Brush Up With
Why should I care? When my shift ended on Friday night (11:30pm) I sat a talked to a friend instead of going home. She asked me what was wrong and made a statement about how I must really not want to go home tonight, yea was my answer. I left here about 1am, and just drove some back county roads till about 3am before heading home. What has been on my mind is another person I shot some e-mails to. She lives about 2000 miles away, has kids, widowed. Its pretty obvious she has several on-line admires and the chance of my ever meeting her in the foreseeable future is limited to some alternate universe. So why should I care, why should I let anything read concern me? I don’t know her, nor she me. Why should she? She has her own problems to deal with, kids, dealing with a disability, and just the immediate sphere closest to her just like the rest of us. Who am I to even warrant a thought on her part? Other than being parents what commonalities do we share? Why do I care?

Castaways
A young single guy is on a cruise ship, having the time of his life. On the second day of the cruise, the ship slams into an iceberg and begins to sink. Passengers around him are screaming, flailing, and drowning but he manages to grab on to a piece of driftwood and, using every last ounce of strength, swims a few miles through the shark-infested sea to a remote island. Sprawled on the shore nearly passed out from exhaustion, he turns his head and sees a woman lying near him, unconscious, barely breathing. She's also managed to wash up on shore from the sinking ship. He makes his way to her, and with some mouth-to-mouth assistance he manages to get her breathing again. She looks up at him, wide-eyed and grateful, and says, "My God, you saved my life!" He suddenly realizes the woman is Cindy Crawford! Days and weeks go by. Cindy and the man are living on the island together. They've set up a hut, there's fruit on the trees, and they're in heaven. Cindy's fallen madly in love wi

Well Well, Things Looking Up??
Well aside from not getting to chat much with a certain Siren.. (yes you know who you are) I have had a pretty great start of the week... My business is taking off faster than I expected... now if It will just stay steady enough that I can get myself a New Denalli Truck, Boat and 4 wheeler toward the end of this year or middle of next year it will be great.. k thnx..lol I didnt go to jail this week for being drunk, in fact i did not drink at all...so that is a plus.. AND I also got a new video game to play yayyyy... So far so good here in Tennessee.. hope you all are having a good start too. Kevin.

Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Please, be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply T

The Things No One Else See's
Okay, So I've Posted This Before, But Im Repostin It Back Up Cuz It's Meant To A Very Special Best Friend Of Mine...Bubbles. Aka James. Listening, Hearing, Seeing All These Small Things, No One Thinks Of Them. All They Are To Them Is Worthless Information. But What Is Someone Payed Alittle More Attention To Them. They Might Hear Or See More then They Want. What If What They See Or Hear Makes Them Who They Are, Makes Their Heart Break Or Even Makes Them Happier. What Does It All Mean. If A Girl Could See All this And Was Juss Lookin For A End After All This Pain And Hurt. Would It Work Out? What If It Happened For The Better And She Found What She Needed. Him? Could He Be What She Needed To Have All This Time? What IF No One Could See The Real Her. What If She Got Scared When She Saw Him And tryed To Run Would He Let Her? What If He told Her He Loved Her But couldn't Tell Anyone Else? Does he See The Real Her? The One That Wants The World to Know How She Feels But Is Scared?...

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Tuesday Links: Andy Samberg And 'hottest Rod' Contest, New O&a Video, Traveling Virus In Detroit This Weekend, Fall Interns Needed, Superbad S
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Oooh, it's the last day of July, and the Opie and Anthony Show is broadcasting full steam ahead. We have a lot of stuff to get to today, so strap in and put on yer reading glasses...or your dunce caps... Today on the POgram, Andy Samberg from Saturday Night Live will be in promoting his new film HOT ROD. In honor of the film, we'll be having the Hottest Rod contest today, during which a few unlucky fellas are going to get their dicks burned with Icy Hot for a chance to win $500. Want to see this madness LIVE as it happens? Turn on your PALTALK. (of course, you may already be doing that watching all the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. We watch them, and you should too!) Thanks to our own Sam, we have a new Opie and Anthony Video online: Fez-Marie 'Tiffany' Whatley Tests Out The New Stripper Pole We have some great new Audio

Come Judegement Day
Everybody on earth dies and goes to heaven. The Lord comes and says "I want the men to make two lines. One line for the men that dominated their women on earth and the other line for the men that were dominated by their women. Also, I want all the women to go with St Peter." Said and done, the next time The Lord looked the women are gone and there are two lines. The line of the men that were dominated by their women was 100 miles long, and in the line of men that dominated their women, there was only one man. The Lord got mad and said, "You men should be ashamed of yourselves. I created you in my image and you were all whipped by your mates. Look at the only one of my sons that stood up and made me proud. Learn from him! Tell them my son, how did you manage to be the only one in this line?" And the man replied, "I don't know, my wife told me to stand here"

Just Another Survey!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: CRAZY/BEAUTIFUL Date: Jul 31, 2007 10:43 AM 1. How do you feel about the second to last person you kissed?Have no idea who that is,but if i kissed i would think I think highly of em Unless I'm doing a tony soprano kiss of death!2. What's bothering you right now?now? nothing,but the day is young.3. Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?Last person I kissed is my daughter so yeah! Many times more!4. What is in your wallet?Bunch o stuff!5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop?a beautiful pic of a fall scene of a pic my mom took in the Upper penninsula!6.background on ur cell phone?Snow capped mountains.7. Next time you will kiss someone?next time I see my daughter.8. Where your default picture was taken?My bedroom via webcam.9. Eyes:Moody blue10. Life:A grind full of punishment & rewards.11. House:A great show!12. Doing this weekend?Working!13. Wearing?Red boxer briefs!14. Who was the last person to send you a text

I Am Shouting Out To All My Friends...
HEY QUEEEEEEEENIE PACKRAT I LOVE YOU SISTAHFRIEND YOU ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED A LIFT AND TO YOU AJ YOU ROCK SISTAHFRIEND I LOVE YOU TOO EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE NOT CHATTED IN A LONG ASS TIME BUT KNOW THAT I THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND TO THE REST OF YOU PEOPLE I HAVE MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YA....JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT....LOVE T....aka:CherryCherry

Slave’s Say The Darndest Things 2
If you are going to pick on me, at least do something I like. Why do you always pick the most inconvenient times to need something? When you are in a buying mode again, let me know…because I have a whole list of stuff. Great…something else you have thought of for me to do. Hey that hurt! Remember you have to take care of your toys…. So you can play with them later. But that’s not the way my mother did it. I like doing it my way, your way is to complicated and it confuses me. If you want that for dinner, you’ll have to fix it…I’m hot… Sometimes I wish I hadn’t given up smoking, there are times that you make me want a cigarette. I don’t do windows, and I don’t sweep carpets, so what else do you want me to do. I am going to be glad when you get another slave, I could sure use a back rub right now. Of course I have a lot of clothes, you want me to look good don’t you…remember I represent you. I got you a bigger trash can so I wouldn’t have to empty it so often, not so that yo

Immaculate Rose
Immaculate Rose Steal confidence and cast the pain, This time you know shes vain, Black roses replace the blood ridden, Forgotten violence we keep hidden, Paradise that beauty resonates, Emptiness that we do not contemplate, All the suffering that we wish to nullify, Timeless glass boxes hope to vitrify, Sacred blasphemy fights to defend, Whimpering what we do not comprehend. Malformed bliss comes from Disjointed Eden, stained on broken pivots, You forget the sun sets, Immaculate shadows leak stone keys, Crawling, creeping, creaking on our borders, Release the unfree, Turning chaos into order. Your senses slowly get colder, Falling off eroded shoulders, Hurricanes contain, Teaching only through pain, Pursuing false pleasures. No knowledge to treasure, Torn apart by vicious hounds. Careless contradictions to compensate, Open your doors to empowered hate, Macabre maledictions we liberate, Soulless requiem begins to incarnate, No reason to stop our sc

2008 Democratic National Convention
` 2008 Democratic National Convention Schedule of Events 7:00 pm ~ Opening flag burning 7:15 pm ~ Pledge of Allegiance to the U. N. 7:20 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 7:25 pm ~ Nonreligious prayer and worship with Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton 7:45 pm ~ Ceremonial tree hugging 7:55 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:00 pm ~ How I Invented the Internet - Al Gore 8:15 pm ~ Gay Wedding Planning - Barney Frank presiding 8:35 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 8:40 pm ~ Our Troops are War Criminals - John Kerry 9.00 pm ~ Memorial service for Saddam and his sons - Cindy Sheehan and Susan Sarandon 10:00 pm ~ "Answering Machine Etiquette" - Alec Baldwin 11:00 pm ~ Ted Kennedy proposes a toast 11:05 pm ~ Collection for the Osama Bin Laden kidney transplant fund - Barbra Streisand 11:15 pm ~ Free the Freedom Fighters from Guantanamo Bay - Sean Penn 11:30

Bad Luck Anyone?
I think if it wasn't for bad luck I wouldn't have any at all. On the way to work I stopped at a gas station to get something to drink. I get back to my car turn the key and ..... nothing! This is the third vehicle to break down this week. I had to call a friend to get him to go to my house and tell my husband. 45 minutes to an hours later they show up to get me back home. Called in for the night at work because I'm tired as hell. Plus no way to get to work.

Gentlemen ... Gentle Men ... A Dying Breed ~!
To every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every gu

I Want Your #
I want Your # don't care who you are. I bet you won't give it to me.. ;] Name:___________________ Number:___________________ Best time to call:___________________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. Repost as: "i want ur #"

Random Stuff
My mother had her surgery yesterday, and even though I had to wait close to 12 hours to see her, she is doing well and resting comfortably, with a morphine drip in her arm, lucky her! In other news, I've been summonsed to serve on a Grand Jury on September 4th. Work should just LOVE that new development. Oh well, whadaya gonna do?? My back is killing me today, probably from sitting in those damn chairs at the hospital. I feel like my back is ready to give out on me or something. I have to work today. After two days off, it's really gonna blow, but I get paid today, so that's a bonus. I'm going to attempt to buy a blast, but I can't guarentee it. My mother is pretty good about lending me her credit card though, as long as I pay her back, which I always do. All right, I guess that's all for now. I'm really not in the blogging mood.

I Fear No Man >i Ask Forgivenness From My Lord I Am A Sinner Born Into Sin And God Forgives Me > He Does.
I dont claim to be with out sin . I just follow my Lord; I belive he paid the price for my sins and he saved me from deaths door twice. He knows why < I dont question this.I do make mistakes and I do ask for forgivness In Name of my LOrd> Im human ; to Err is Human to Forgive Devine. ; I judge no one be good evil or whatever , I try to know ppl as ppl and what they have in their souls. thats where beauty lies not skin deep . I had to find this out about my self. and i did and its controversy about it in here now . So thats fine cause My God I will answer too . on judgement day but no man will scare me or beat me or break me down again or even scare me away. .. Amen....... hugs diana

Damn It Makes Me Want To Cry...
"Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS:] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to

Wow A Post!!!
So I haven't really been keeping up with this at all but every once in a while you guys get to read a post from me. I hope you guys enjoy this one! Josh got a new job and I won't go into detail about it but if ya ask I'll answer. He went in at 5 today and won't be home until 3 tomo morning. We have also been talking bout getting married and I wasn't sure I was ready for it. Just in the past few days I have really made up my mind and I do want to marry him. I don't know when we will get married but if it happens within the next month or so I'm okay with that. I know Josh loves me and I love him. Some other things have been going on and well that ended really quickly. I'm okay with it. All I have to say about it is that we are adults and should be able to tell each other how we truly feel. Sometimes the truth hurts people but I think lying hurts more in the end. Now on to pregnancy. Damien is moving like crazy and keeps me up most nights. I tried to get a video of him movi

~~generations Of Valor~~
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Real Or A Dream?
I'm lying in bed, thinking of you. You're far away, but yet so close. You fill my heart with love. You make me happy. I want to touch you, hold you, cuddle, and make love. You seem so real... You touch my heart with all you say. Is this all in my mind? Is this real or a dream? Will I ever know?

I Can Be This Man If She Lets Me Who Ever You Are Thx..............
IT TAKES A REAL MAN 08-02-2007..8:29pm Body: Any guy can mess around, it takes a real man to find a girl and stick with her. Any guy can call you sexy, hot, and all that.. it takes a real man to call you beautiful. Any guy can call you in tears begging you to take him back, it takes a real man to not have a reason to be in those tears. Any guy can say I love you, it takes a real man to say it and mean it even if all of his guy friends are standing around. Any guy can drive over to your house to hang out with you, it takes a real man to show up unexpected. Any guy can throw back a beer or two, it takes a real man to grab a coke instead knowing he shouldn't do it if you're not around. Any guy can have sex with a girl, it takes a real man to wait. Any guy can be with you on the best days when everything is ok, it takes a real man to stay by your side for weeks if thats what it takes when it feels like your world is falling apart. Any guy can make noise

Suzie-q
We talked for a while today, man I wish you could come here and stay. I think about you all the time, and yes I do know how to rhyme. Your eyes are brown and so is your hair, and I love it when you are there. You listen to every word I say, wish we could talk everyday. I know you are very happy, sorry when you call and I am a little snappy. Just that, I cant see you all the time, even though your are on my mind. That doesn`t mean I don`t think about you, and I haven`t told you that I do. That doesn`t mean I don`t care, and I know you will always be there. I envy you through all your life, and I know you have been a wonderful wife. So I am writing this all for you, because you are the one I call Suzie-Q!!!

Update
I TOLD YOU ALL THAT I WOULD KEEP YOU UPDATED ON HOW MY FIRST DAY WENT WITH MY NEW JOB. IT WAS GREAT....VERY LAID BACK ENVIORMENT & NO PRESSURE AT ALL. I DID GREAT AND TOTALLY LOVE MY NEW JOB. I HAVE THE BEST HOURS THAT A PERSON COULD ASK FOR. MONDAY - FRIDAY 6PM-9PM BUT BY THE TIME I GET EVERYTHING CLEANED UP & SET UP FOR THE NEXT DAY I GET OUTTA THERE A LITTLE AFTER 9:30 AND HOME BY 10PM DO NOT WORK WEEKENDS OR HOLIDAYS. GET STRAIGHT WAGE PLUS COMISSION 5 BUCKS FOR EVERY APOINTMENT SET & 5 BUCKS FOR EVERY APOINTMENT THAT RESULTS IN A SALE. MY FIRST DAY I MADE 130 BUCKS FOR 3 HOURS OF WORK (PRETTY GOOD HUH) IT SOUNDS CRAZY,BUT I'M REALLY EXCITED TO GO BACK TO WORK TODAY. I GUESS AFTER DOING PRETTY MUCH NOTHING BUT SITTING HOME EVERY DAY FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND FINALLY GETTING BACK OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD IS PRETTY REFRESHING. I'M JUST GLAD TO BE OUT THERE DOING SOMETHING WITH MYSELF AGAIN. WELL THATS IT FOR NOW....TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY. HUGS, ERIKA

Although U R With Someone Else
Although you are with someone else, I want to have my say Without invading your domain Or scaring you away. I respect the choice you made And all that you decide, But I would just like you to know I want you by my side. As a lake deep in a wood Awaits a cool, fresh breeze, I will wait, a patient eye, While you do as you please.

8/.3/07~our First Fight
well last nite was the first nite tht me n damien had our fight.it was over something stupid.but i guess i shouldnt of said what i did.but he shouldnt of said about me n travis dating either.but we fought over was really dumb.he was really fucking pissed off at me last nite n i have no idea if were gonna stil b together or not i really hope so damien means alot to me. i have no idea what i would do if we broke up.i would b so heart broking.i love him with all my heart.i would do anything for him.i would even something no other gurl would.thts how much i love him.im prayin tht we are still together after last nite.i was really hopin this one was the one for me.maybe everything will b alright after he calms down n maybe it wont b.idk n i wont know until he calls me again if he even does tht.i hate fighting with bfs cuz half the time whn u fight its over somethign really fuckign stupid like ours was. i would tell ya all but its stupid but if u really want to know ill tell ya. we fought o

Hurt
Johnny Cash I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hold The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My ssweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Wake Up
Hed Pe You see me - I see through you You say fuck me - I say fuck you You don't love me - I don't love you I rise above and I say "Fuck You Bitch" I don't know how I find the power To face all these fucking cowards All I really wanna do is disembowel one every hour Go home smoke a joint and beat off in the shower Then dispose of all the evidence and pop a couple downers If you know me then you know I really have no friends Get hi a lot - I drink and drive a lot The innocent they die a lot Now don't be fooled when you see me smile a lot cuz I'll go punk rock Blow up your whole block Wake Up Wake up motherfucker wake up I don't give a fuck motherfucker wake up You're not punk rock bitch You just a punk Die motherfucker die mothefucker die Die motherfucker die mothefucker die Get hi motherfucker hi motherfucker hi We ride motherfucker or motherfuckin die Semper fi I'm ready for a fight These First Amendment rights are guaranteed to me Regard

Tear Away
DROWNING POOL LYRICS "Tear Away" I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone

Paint It Black
I have 100 covers, My preference for this blog, is perhaps the WASP or Type O negative, although could also be the incubus or the manson. Naturally Stoned, and Doors are fabulous, and try the Vanessa Carlotn (take my word on it, its worth the dl) I see a red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes I see a line of cars and they’re all painted black With flowers and my love both never to come back I see people turn their heads and quickly look away Like a new born baby it just happens ev’ry day I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door and it has been painted black Maybe then I’ll fade away and not have to face the facts It’s not easy facin’ up when your whole world is black No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the sett

Not My Slave
-4Bryan By: Oingo Boingo With sadness in my heart and joy in my mind I thought about the ghost that we left behind. With everyone around telling us what to do with deafening sound whisper ";I love you."; The fire in your eyes-- may it never go out. The sweetness of your tears make it feel like night. I see no escape from the roles we always play What do we have to prove on this judgement day You're missing the whole point-- you're not my little pet Don't throw away your life-- The games not over yet I do not own your soul--don't want you in a cage I only want your heart to find a special place You're mine now But you're not my sister You're mine now But you're not my slave You're mine But you're not my child You're mine now But you're not my slave You're mine now But you're not my slave With sadness in my heart and clounds in my head I thought about us both and the lives we led. The pages on a book and pictures on a screen We shape

Profile Of A Rapist
PROFILE OF A RAPIST Using methods not unlike those employed by FBI profilers to predict the behavior of serial killers, police and forensic psychologists have identified four profiles of rapists defined by motive, style of attack and psychosexual characteristics. They are: The power-assertive rapist The anger-retaliation rapist The power-reassurance rapist The anger-excitation rapist Such rapist behaviour profiles provide information that may be helpful in determining how best to respond to a specific kind of attacker. These are the characteristics of each of the four rapist profiles: Power-assertive rapist: Athletic, has a "macho" image of himself. More often than not, this is the type who commits date rapes. He typically meets his victim in a bar or nightclub. Instead of targeting a specific victim, he looks for an opportunity to get a woman alone with him, perhaps with an offer of a ride home or an invitation back to his place. Or he may con his victim int

This Is The Kinda Guy I Am To Spoil That Special Lady(where Are You Beautyful).........
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"08-03-2007 To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that r

Fan For Fan ???? What The Hell ????
->DOWN RATEN...: So you People Fan Each other For Just Fanning Each and you have No Talent ??? what is this the Planet of the Apes ??? Did I miss some thing Last Night ??? CRAZY ->DOWN RATEN...: I'm Not a artist or actor or play music they have Fans I'm Just a Person, ¢¾Em...: ok....brb im cooking dinner ->DOWN RATEN...: I don't need any fans it's stupid I did nothing to have a Fan ¢¾Em...: coz u visited my profile and rated me it was too late when i noticed u rated me 6 hahahaha ->DOWN RATEN...: I have No Talents ->DOWN RATEN...: why are you Fanning Me ?? ¢¾Em...: oh why?? ->DOWN RATEN...: I don't want any Fans ¢¾Em...: i dont hate downraters i should be thankful at least they give me points even a lil ->DOWN RATEN...: No don't Fan me ¢¾Em...: lol sorry ideleted u as fans i will fan u again ->DOWN RATEN...: Hello ->DOWN RATEN...: is that better ?? ¢¾Em...: even fanned you ¢¾Em...: Thanks for the 6 but i gave u 11 instead

Never Again
Words encircle my mind Ink to paper the words fly Tools of a new creation A new creation left up to me Words a salvation My only escape Everything else just falls to pieces Nothing much remains Never again the same Inner sorrows Overcome by emotions Everything falling apart Cracking Splitting Only truth and raw emotion remain There is no mask left to hide behind Torn in two Broken Never again the same No longer afraid -(c) J.Bendiksen

Dum Dum Oh God >
♥МĨĹĶ~&~ĤŐŃ&Y♥~♥Fubar Wifey to SexyMan08ϖ@ fubar In her Own Words She Likes it when you Beg to be Her Friend ha ha ha ha ha ha ha , Oh GOD !!! ♥МĨĹĶ~&~ĤŐŃ&Y♥~♥Fubar Wifey to SexyMan08ϖ's url: http://fubar.com/islander it doesnt matter to me..i have been on here for over a year and have seen people come after me...and they are higher..those r the people who breath this site or beg for points ill level when i level...there is no rush 5 min ago reply | delete comment | block user ♥... lol if it bothers u so much about these rates and fans..u know myspace doesnt have it 11 min ago reply | delete comment | block user ♥... lol well u would have to ask the people who fanned me i am not one of those that beg for fans or rates even...and btw like u said its just points 14 min ago reply |

Does Any One Ever Think About Other S ;as Much As I Do ? I Dont Want Some To Fall Into Darknes Yet ? Read..
I wonder if any of you think of others on a daily basis as I do.. See I DONT want to see any soul lost ;though I know its in-envitable and God says only One Hundred and Fourty four souls will be saved and at the time of Tribulation; They will be taken out of this world, Home to be with Him. I just want to try to give all an or insite to look into the light and see . But in reality I cry for those ; Cause darkness is over them and lots wont over come it. So my heart hurts for those., OH Lord ; , Im week I know and yet I still try to show love ; Your Love oh Lord I hope gets to the people who need it . I pray and hope and wish some of my love or Your Words of Love, gets thru to those that need you before they relise its to late. Amen ... hugs diana

What Gemini Needs
Someone who can roll with the punches and keep smiling in the face of a multi-faceted onslaught is priceless to the hyperactive Twins. It's an added plus if that person is smart, fun, a good friend and a great sport. Geminis need someone who can be attentive to them and who will naturally enjoy their sparkle and wit. They also prefer a strong partner who is not necessarily as smart as they are but who can pick them up, emotionally, when necessary. If the Twins can make a marvelous mental match, life will be a dream. The Gemini lover is easygoing and caring, yet daring and a ball of fire at the right moments. Mental fireworks are high on their agenda, their own as well as those they can make with another. Only those with plenty of punch need apply for this celestial light show!

Washing Windows
I watch your ass in jeans wiggle on the ladder. The fabric hides little as I view the scene. Your breasts too join in the chore of washing. I watch the Windex dripping down the glass And think of your thighs wet from me. One more window and thats it - we' re done. Your zipper at eye level is easy access. Can't resist - gotta pull it down and taste. Ahhh black panties - my favorite. Your pubic hair is flat from the jeans. Soon my lips fluff it again with soft kisses. Sliding your panties off and down you are mine. Your grip on the ladder tightens with glee. My tongue knows how to reward clean windows. Long , slow licks begin , up and up. A leg goes over my shoulder as you reach. Pressing you deeper into my hungry lips. I steady the ladder and you , enthralled. Moaning you drop the Windex screaming. Lost in my fiery kiss you explode , so hot. Down a few steps - hold the ladder tight. My cock is big from want - to fill you deep. Grinding , moving back you tak

Marijuana Smoking Guide
Marijuana Smoking Guide By: Reefer Man and the Chamelion Warning: Smoking pot is illegal in the united states. Marijuana is chemically not addictive, but canbe psychologically addicting. Do not smoke pot when you are working with dangerous equipment. When smoked, pot lasts about 4-5 hours. However, it is detectable in the blood stream for 14-30 days. Marijuana is about 5 times as harsh as cigarette tobacco on your lungs. On the other hand, not many people I know smoke a pack of pot everyday. Enjoy the T-file!! I recently realized that there aren\'t any good files out here on smoking Ganja, so I decided to write this. Enjoy. Joints: I hope you don\'t need instructions on how to roll a joint. I personally don\'t use them very often, unless I\'m in a very casual place and have a lot of shake on me. They are very wasteful, but there\'s nothing like smoking a joint while listening to Bob Marley. If your not a skilled roller, you can pick up automatic rollers at your local to

Revelation From A Dream
I dreamed one day that I could fly Drifting freely across the sky It felt so great to be so free Over the clouds I flew with glee The sky was a brilliant shade of blue A colorful rainbow was up there too I wanted so much for this to last forever But then there was a change in the weather The sky turned a deathly shade of black I was very scared, I wanted to go back The wind was pulling me high into the sky I was so afraid, I wanted to cry All I could think of was getting freed But the wind was picking up great speed There was nothing left that I could do But hope that this storm would soon be through All I could think was that I don't want to die Just that thought made me start to cry Just when I thought that all hope was gone The sun came back out and the storm was done The rainbow appeared and the sky turned blue I was flying around and I was happy too! I opened my eyes and I was safe in my bed Then I sat up and shook my head I thought about the drea

I Am Nothing
If I ever get free of this place, My happiness would lift me into space. I'd die a thousand deaths to turn back time, For a happy life free of the misery and pain. A happy family, happy childhood, is that insane? All I ever wanted was to curl up into a ball, All I ever did was throw my feelings at the wall. Yeah, I'm good at sport and Yeah, I've good qualifications from which behind I can hide, But it's not me, it's not me inside. All I ever feel is nothing for anything or anyone, I'm kinda like a candle with all the wax gone. A light that was there, just an empty space in which it shone. I got used to it, and now it's who I am, The me before is me anyway, how can I change, When this is all I am, when I am really nothing. How can I change what is set for me, I can't, I have to feel pain, at least feeling pain is feeling something. Something is better than nothing and nothing is all I can be, I look behind, I look ahead, still nothing's all I see.

Read An Enjoy!
Painted smiling face that plucks the lovely rose Do you not also invite revenge to your banquet To carelessly disregard the symbol of such beauty When the dinner guests are gone and the flower has faded Grasping,cutting yourself cruelly,upon the blossom's innocent thorns Bleeding,you leave yourself to watch morbidly in Betrayal As the cat completes the ritual,in perpetual silence Guardedly carrying to the window sill in honor The image of your apparent spite And letting fall,this bitter memory,to the garden below

Solipsism
Solipsism (sol'ip-siz'em)n. Philosophy. 1. The theory that the self is the only thing that can be known and verified. 2. The theory or view that the self is the only reality. [Latin solus *alone* + ipse *self*.] Welcome to my blog. I would like to start off by forewarning potential readers that I can be very raw, opinionated, archaic, apathetic, and have been known to incite rage. I believe in freedom of speech and expression, please grant me the same considerations. Now let's get to it, shall we? Today I want to write about mistakes. You know, those things we do often in the course of our natural lives that require a slap to the back of the head on occasion. They come in all shapes, sizes, and degrees of intensity. Some are quickly fixed or rectified, some linger and grow rancid in the back of our minds. Some we face full on, and others we walk quietly away from, into the distance and pretend they don't exist. Either way you look at it, we're all human, and we're gonna make m

Well I Went Out In The Real World ; I M Back Not Devastaed < Im A-ok>> God Watches Out.. For Me And This Contains My Life Story>>>>>>
Going out in the real world for me is sorta risky : See I stay in mostly except to do chores , pay bills. ; Today I rode a bus or 2 and went and put a job application.I did shopping for groceries too. And I sat at bus stops for transfers ,.Im going out litle by little . Oh I know guys tell me all time ; your pretty you should date , go out and live life and enjoy all..My Life is with God I walk with God..His spirit carrys me ..My life is full..i want not God will supply all. Im sorta under a victims assisantance watch ; The Organation lets me know; If my ex is ever to be released or escapes or what ever so I can be aware of the situation ; So I can perpare my self to be ready and proteced ;thus why Im not out in the Real World alot.; Im not paranoid , Im being careful is all.i have protection Orders too. Well I live life , I enjoy lots, I have Love : my God who sees to this . He gives to me what I can handel and he adds strenght to me every day ; He also gi

Redheads
So I meet you and this beautiful tall red head with legs for miles..she still had those perky ample tits..her nipples were quarter size and so dark...her skin was really creamy to look at and just as cream to touch, her hair was long and so soft...you had me sit in and watch as you 2 teased each other...i had to watch and pay attention but i wasn't allowed to touch...i also wasn't allowed to like it but i had to look eager...so after awhile u let me just kiss her body..i am not allowed to linger anywhere for very long but i am allowed to kiss everywhere and if either you or her feel that it is to much of a kiss i get spanked...so i am kissing her tasting her sweet fragrance...like roses and honey...and her skin felt like rose petals on my body...so as i take my lips up and down I can feel her breathing harder and I am liking it but trying not to let on...so then next you let me lick her...all over still not allowed to linger but anywhere is game...so i start on her toes and move up 1 s

Face In The Mirror
I look in the mirror and this is what I see I see eyes that are dark with pain, confusion and loneliness. eyes that are older than their time, grieving over a childhood stolen from her. I see a face that shows fear -- fear of failing, fear of rejection and a fear of forever being left alone and never feeling loved again. I see a lost and scared child that had to grow up too fast a child that wants to be loved and have someone else be the one to make everything all right. I see a woman starved for affection and recognition. A woman that can’t help but give her heart but is afraid of the pain involved. I look in the mirror and this is what I see. Eyes filled with sadness, pain and regret. The eyes -- they belong to me. Then my eyes catch a glimpse of another face in the mirror -- one of understanding and sympathy, courage and trust. A face of kindness and sweetness. A face of a friend, a confidant and most of all.... A face that promises to always be ther

Foolish Me
I’ll be going now foolish me who ever thought I could find someone in another world and bring him into mine wrap him up like a grand gift and hear him scrambling about laughing and playing inside never wanting to be let out Foolish me to ever think my box could hole him up that he wouldn’t find a crack to slip his body through that he’d be content in my darkness close his eyes and live my dreams that he would cherish being treasured Oh silly, foolish me For C.B

The Cowboy's Love
It has been many days now since this cowboy has talked to you .. You are his pride and joy. the love of his life . the one who keeps him goin through each day . this cowboy is homesick to where you are , he yearns for each days moments to hold you close and kiss your tender lips. He wants you to be his one and only, the one to be there till the end. the one he will love and cherish and the one he will spoil and treat like a queen . each day apart from you his heart grows fonder and his love grows deeper and deeper . As each day passes not a moment goes by that his mind ponders on what your doin or if your ok. His love for you is undying and he cares for you more than anything in this world, because of this you are the Cowboy's Love ..

Immortal
She is forever standing at our secret pond beneath our loving tree. Welcome late-spring breeze lifting summer dress and hat ever so slightly. She is dropping a rose frozen forever in time it cascades from her hand. Around her, the pond, the cat-tails, the bird song, all captured deliciously. She is smiling playfully as rose follows petals to rest amidst lily-pads. A buzz of bumblebee, breeze dancing leaves above, mid-morning sun seems to kiss her. She laughs hearing her name turns with anticipation burned forever is the sight. Even as life continues - for that split second her beauty is immortalized.

Stars
I look to the sky at night and admire the beauty of the stars. I stand in awe of their brilliance; They are as shining and constant and they have been since the beginning of time. They light the heavens and fill our hearts with wonder. When one burns out, another takes its place; for they are eternal. Wherever you are, they guide you from their home high above the earth. At times, they seem close enough to touch, as they transport your dreams far away. Their magic compels us to offer up wishes for their consideration. They make us realize that even when the sky is the darkest, a tiny beacon of light still shines through. They are God's reminder to us that some things really do go on forever.

Rain
Reflections on a window display the pouring rain, beads of moisture glisten and wash across the pane. Reflections from the other side show a face that cannot hide the gentle flowing teardrops, shedding all the pain, 'till all emotions cried, and the last eye's been dried - then letting only love remain, looking out at rain.

Thoughts Resurfacing
i just realized after laying in the dark, that my child would've been 8 months old now. i wonder what he or she would've looked like....? it doesn't pay to think on such things when my eyes are dried up...

Little Boys And Their Lizards
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out loud! I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mum !" I was equally ou traged. "Hey,

Blah
Do you ever feel like you are being ignored even though you are standing right in front of the person and they are responding to you??? Even though they are responding to you, it's just natural human nature to respond quick or if you are really paying attention you think about your answer first, right? I don't know and maybe I don't really truly care. This kind of helps out to just write to the whole world just about...

Why???!!!
Anger welling up inside... The rage and hatred eating a hole in my soul... Pray to God that I don't find you alone... I will haunt your every waking moment... What the hell were you thinking??? I put my trust in you, weren't we friends??? And you taint that friendship with all that is unholy in my eyes... How could you be so cold and selfish??? What lack of morols made you decide to do what you did??? Did you honestly think in anyway what you did or tried to do was acceptable??? Now I sit here alone in a dark room thinking of ways to get back at you... To exact my revenge in the most unforgivable way possible... You have made me your worst nightmare... I hope you are ready to accept the consequences of your actions...

Monday Links: O&a Return From Detroit, Doug Stanhope, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Coming To Virginia, Interns Needed, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's a beautiful Monday morning (IS IT???), and the Opie and Anthony Crew has returned from another successful Traveling Virus Show in Detroit, and are nuzzled safe and sound in the New York studio. Thanks to everyone who turned out for the show at the DTE Pavillion. The next stop for the Traveling Virus Tour is at the Nissan Pavillion in Bristow, VA - GET YOUR TICKETS NOW! If you missed the show in Michigan, you can still PRETEND you were there...with an OFFICIAL Traveling Virus T-Shirt, made from real giraffe necks (so we're told... we could be mistaken):CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! NEW Official Opie & Anthony 'All The Way' T-Shirt!Click the PIC! Order yours today! Speaking of shirts... (Check out what Nyli is wearing!) Today on the POgram, our pal Doug Stanhope will be calling in to talk about his new DVD, No Refunds, and hopefully he'll be as clear-headed than usual... Want to see the in-s

Worst Pick Up Lines Guys Try Again Lol Haha Lmao.....................
THERE ARE scores of books, Web sites, and seminars available informing men about the most effective opening lines to use to meet women. Now, at long last, a major survey reveals the least effective pick-up lines! "Use any of these lines to try to meet a woman, and you're guaranteed to receive either a slap in the face, a kick in the groin or a restraining order," claims Charles Gayton, director of Survey America, Inc., the company that just completed the five-year, 2,500 women survey. The women surveyed were simply asked one question: "What was the least effective, most offensive opening line you've ever heard from a man trying to meet you?" There was no shortage of answers, according to Gayton. "Most women had at least ten that still bothered them, even after many years." Here, according to the survey, are the world's least effective pick-up lines: PATRIOTIC: "I'm shipping out to Iraq in the morning. Want to come back to my place and help me grease my rifle?" "Go

Such A Shame...
Isn't it such a shame that despite having the best interest the kids in mind. Someone is still using them as pawns? I am ashamed to go up and here my daughter talk about knowing that Daddy don't like Nanna & Poppa. This isn't anything she should have to worry about but, someone thinks its ok to tell her things like that at age 6, almost 7. Being mad at me and not wanting to have to deal with me anymore is no reason to drag your children into it. They just want to spend time with their parents. Unfortunately, one of the parents don't want to do it unless the other parent continues to give into whatever whim is on their mind. Why should the other parent be punished for something that was set up by the parent who don't want to do it the way they set it up in the first place...?

The Beginning
*McAlister is my favorite character. If on the off chance that I start a book, she would be the character that the series would center around.* ------------------------------------ "I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?" John Lennon ---------------------------------------------- Gasping with a startled expression, McAlister's eyes frantically searched her bedroom, until her brain sent a message to her nerves that she was indeed awake. Opening her left hand, she cradled it within the confining comfort of her right hand as frantically she searched for some type of reality. The deep laceration was not there, a sign that her nightmare was not of reality. Audibly sighing, she vigilantly wiped the beaded sweat off her brow, causing the saline mixture to smear into her pores. It was of no matter, she

Tattoo Artists
There are two types of tattoo artists. The pill popping drunk hard knocks type and then there is the hot sexy nice yet cocky type. I lean towards the 2nd, I don't know what it is about them but it is such a turn on!!! It is so fun for me right now cause I have been hitting up all the local shops looking at portfolios in search of a new artist to do some work on me...I'm thinking a mermaid. Sooo much fun flirting.

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

He's The Alpha And The Omega..
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this.....Very interesting, read until the end...It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7):"Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God: John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died. Cazuza (Bi-sexual Brazilian compo

Why Men Are Not Allowed To Write Advice Columns
Walter's Problem Page Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work, leaving my husband in the house watching TV as usual. I hadn't gone more than a few hundred yards down the road when my engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was parading in front of the wardrobe mirror dressed in my underwear and high-heel shoes, and he was wearing my make up. I am 32, my husband is 34 and we have been married for twelve years. When I confronted him, he tried to make out that he had dressed in my lingerie because he couldn't find his own underwear. But when I asked him about the make up, he broke down and admitted that he'd been wearing my clothes for six months. I told him to stop or I would leave him. He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has been feeling increasingly depressed and worthless. I love him very much, but ever since I

Give 'em A Rope..
I need to exercise my prerogative, to humor the ridiculous, go out on a limb or remain the pious hold out and risk persecution. So be it. I can't validate the guilty pleasure, hang-up or self-indulgence, but I can rationalize being a willing slave to its pressure or condescend to acquiesce to avoid real suffering, even garner sympathy for my righteous sacrifice or implied martyrdom. Thus I can step it up or hang out, submit to the charade, or sacrifice to what end? But it's the inevitably lame justification that prompts posturing, or playing victim, dumb or innocent. Today I can take it, fake it, quit kidding myself, or put an end to tempting resistance and just grin and bear it. Or, call the bluff -- give them a rope and they'll hang themselves soon enough.

San Francisco School Board:welcome To Douchebagistan!
*Reposted from RangerUp.com* The City of San Francisco There’s liberal, there’s ultra-liberal, there’s Michael Moore, and then there’s San Francisco. This past week, the San Francisco school board has determined that high school JROTC programs are dangerous institutions that must be banned. Nice call, guys. Forget the fact that JROTC gives a lot of kids the opportunity to be a part of something that gives them pride and a sense of discipline. Forget the fact that kids in JROTC programs score better on standardized tests than their counterparts at the same schools. Forget the fact that most of them don’t actually enter the military. Instead, let’s focus on two faux issues: The “Don’t Ask Don’t Tell” policy and the fact that JROTC “breeds violence”. Let’s begin with the former. Option 1: Let’s think about this for a minute. The “Don’t Ask Don’t Tell” policy is a national legal issue. Who legislates nationally in the US? Congress. Who elects the members of Congress? That’s r

Dear Wife...lmao
*Dear Wife:* *I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw.* *Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. whatever the case, I'm gone.* *Your EX-Husband* *P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!* *Dear Ex-Husband -* *Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have be

The Scriptures Of Mathew 25 ; 42-46.. I Typed Them For A Friend Who Has Mentioned Them On His Page>>>god Bless All , Thank You For All>
I dont want to say alot this Morn., for I have to get to the work at hand .There isn,t much time you all know...My friend is ill , and still he trys to help instruct me in ministry.. and oh I do love him for this . Im just beside myself now ; God pease comfort all us in this time , we do need you. He needs you more than I right now. We never know if tomorrow comes or not , we have to be thankful for all we have ; it is given from the Lord ; to us. For those who have faith ; IM so happy for you . You,ve Found a great Love in Jesus Christ For those lost ; Im showing you the truth and typing Gods word to you as best I can..' God opens his arms to let you come to him , will you , will you accept him , his love and his gifts to you in faith . ? God Bless all you.. Amen .. thank you oh Lord for Your Love and gifts and eternal life . my friends and family and all you have bestowed upon me.Amen... ..Ive made a promise, to a friend , a dear one.. oh Lo

Do You Really Wanna Know?
I find beauty in virtually everything. I believe everyone is equal and I treat people so. Every guy i've ever dated has hurt me, God always helps me, and my parents have my utmost respect. I had the most amazing parents in the world, and I miss my father to the point where my heart bleeds. The treatment of animals in this culture makes me cry. I am not perfect. I read every night before going to bed, if only one chapter. I could read shakespeare for hours at a time, and the only thing that would pry me away from one of his plays is judge judy. I made a promise never to hurt someone intentionally. I believe it is better to suffer pain than inflict it. I am envious of my father's mind, and his persistence to succeed. Learning one new word a day lifts up my morale. I am teaching myself how to cope with life's hurdles. I love to learn. The more I learn, the more i realize how little I know. I think the biggest tragedy of life is when people appr

Echoes Of Thought
Echoes of Thought. We all have our place of solitude A haven of retreat Where nothing can ever phase or harm our ideal, Our reality, our ultimate fantasy Some seek ages to find this place, This realm no one else can see or understand Where the outer shell is bombarded Constantly thwarting off outward attacks Shielding our inner conscious from the outside world Hiding us from the unrelenting echoes of truth Oh how they pierce the defenses Delving ever deeper with every attack Each more powerful then the next Cunning enough to sense the slightest weakness Leaving the shield of our defenses crippled ever still As we hold on with every effort to maintain control Scraping tooth and nail For the very essence of our inner being Efforts fading and collapsing As we submit to the all powerful echoes of truth Words and images to clear in nature Like the scratching of nails on the chalkboard Etching thoughts into our inner being Fading our ideal Like a water soaked

Love
I guess everyone has something they get emotional about... that makes them smile or feel invincible even if only for a short time...that drives/ motivates them... I can remember the first time I felt hip hop. I can remeber the first time I felt REAL hip hop. It made me wanna hold my head up and walk a certain way... it changed something inside me. It made me proud to be black at a time in my life where I felt that it only seemed like a hinderance...where the authority figures around me were only telling how wrong I was and what I couldn't do and not about opportunity and pride. I can remeber sitting on the floor of my room with this busted ass black cd boombox...in fuckin' amazement!! some soulful jazz horns in the backround, the beat and then came: " ...Yo, I was a piano player in my last lifetime Now I write rhymes, sip white wine and let my light shine Out the dark space, with the world on my mind like Scarface though my sex drive like a car chase More than a uhh, it's the

I Am Glad I Am A Man...
I'm glad I'm a man, you better believe. I don't live off of yogurt, diet coke, or cottage cheese. I don't bitch to my girlfriends about the size of my breasts. I can get where I want to - north, south, east or west. I don't get wasted after only 2 beers, and when I do drink I don't end up in tears. I won't spend hours deciding what to wear. I spend 5 minutes max fixing my hair. And I don't go around checking my reflection in everything shiny from every direction. I don't whine in public and make us leave early, and when you ask why get all bitter and surly. I'm glad I'm a man, I'm so glad I could sing. I don't have to sit around waiting for that ring. I don't gossip about friends or stab them in the back. I don't carry our differences into the sack. I'll never go psycho and threaten to kill you or think every guy out there's trying to steal you. I'm rational, reasonable, and logical too. I know what the time is and I know what to do. And I honestly think i

My Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Psa...
It's been proposed that warning signs be placed on beer bottles to tip off drinkers about the likely effects: 1. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to wake up with breath that could knock a buzzard off a shit truck at 100 yards. 2. WARNING: consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole. 3. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN. 4. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. 5. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the boss what you REALLY think while photocopying your butt at the office Christmas party. 6. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at 4 in the morning. 7. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell ever happened to your pants anyway. 8. WARNING: consumption of alcohol may cause you to

Fubar
I posted a mumm the other day and just because I used the word FUCK and forgot to put it in nsfw they canned me from creating anymore mumms. Talk about immature. Oh now lets punish CBE for using the word FUCK in her mumm...want some fucking dish soap for it to. Grow the hell up...we are all adults and I am sure you use the word fuck more times then I fucking do. I see comments on some of the mumms where people are saying things like, "Fuck that shit" and yet nothing is done about it. I use it once and right away I am chastized for doing it. Whatever screw you...back to my 360. Later!! Kris

Strat's Or Tele's
Do you prefer Strats or Teles? I play both, but my best work horse is the James Burtons.You've basically got a strat in a tele body...lol but the feel and look of the tele.But application wise... they lend themselves to about any genre. What do ya'll think?

Heres Another One
all the pain i have inside its like a flood.it floods my hreat and soul im drowning from it. i try and pull myself out. but i cant seem to get a grip of anything.but i figured it out i need to have some peace in my life. i need to get out of the flood. i try and block it. but it overflows and i explode from it and everyone gets hurt. i will let myself go and live will the flood of hate i have inside. i deal with it everyday i wake up. but when i see my kids smile i look into there face a smile. my flood seems to drain.

1 Corinthians 13 ; 4 ; -13 ;
4 ; Love suffers long; and is kind ; does not envy ,; love does not parade its self, it is not puffed up. 5 ;does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked ; thinks now evil. 6 ;does not rejoice in eniquity, but rejoices in the truth. 7 ; bears all things, hopes alll thing s, endures all things. 8 ;love never fails ; But whether there are prophencies , they will fail ; whether there are tounges they will ceace ; whether there is knowledge ; it will vanish away ; 9; for we know in part the prophecy, 10; but when that which is perfect,has come , then that which is part will be done away. 11 ;when I was a child, I spoke as a child ; I understood as a child ;but when I became a man, iI put away childish things. 12 ;For now we see in a mirrow,dimmly , but then face to face. Now I know in part ; But then I shall know just as I also am known. 13 ;And now abide faith, hope love ; these three but the greatest is love.

"can U"
Can u feel me creeping into ur soul? slithering like a snake. Can u feel my hands grasping around ur heart? holding tightly, taking ur lyfe slowly away. Can u feel the darkness, surrounding u? as I take ur very last breathe for my own. Can u feel the pain- I felt as I let u go? sleep my darling, sleep. And may u never have peace, may u haunt me for all eternity. On this day, I bring ur death, can u feel it? As I carry ur lyfeless body, u shall carry my lyfeless soul with u. Can u feel, my darling? Because I can't.

Little Boy At Nude Beach
A mother and father took their 6-year old son to a nude beach in Tampa. As the boy walked along the sand, he noticed that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he walked back to ask her why. She told her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, went to play in the ocean but returned to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replied, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy went back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returned once again, and promptly told his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the longer he talks, the dumber he gets."

Bout Time
I sta here thinking after posting the blogs with quotes and one sorta serious one and i thought to my self there is one thing you havent said or put into words that really needs it so here goes. The other day i was watching some show dont remember which one but any way it was about all these people that where trying to fit in as they say i mean they where so worried about what other people thought of them.Me i normaly dont give a rats ass about conforming and all that but lately even ive been guilty of it.I have tryed to do my hair a certian way dress diferent and all that and i realized im a sheep well no more cause the only person i gotta worry about loves me just the way i am no more of this do i fit in shite! Sure i have alot of tattoos and no i dont have teeth why cause some dumb ass dentist couldnt do his job right when i was younger and right now i cant aford to get new dentures.I dress they way i do because i like it im happy with it i dont care whats in the newest fashion m

Sotally Tober By David Hudgins
Starkle starkle little twink who the heck you are I think I'm not under what you call the alcofluence of incohol I'm just a little slort of sheep I'm not drunk like tinkle peep I don't know who is me yet but the drunker I stand here the longer I get Just give me one more drink to fill me cup 'cuz I got all day sober to Sunday up. Starkle starkle little twink who the heck you are I think I'm not under what you call the alcofluence of incohol I'm just a little slort of sheep I'm not drunk like tinkle peep I don't know who is me yet but the drunker I stand here the longer I get Just give me one more drink to fill me cup 'cuz I got all day sober to Sunday up.

Purpose
Dog's Purpose (from a 6-year-old!) Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle. I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home. As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience. The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away. The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficul

Ok This Is The Sicko World We All Live In Child Abuse
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ~♥Sasfras♥~ Date: Aug 9, 2007 12:06 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Christrina Carole AnnDate: Aug 9, 2007 10:11 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: MoniDate: Aug 9, 2007 11:07 AMbr />From: Roger and Debbie JonesDate: Aug 5, 2007 8:00 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~ betrothed to one ~Date: Aug 5, 2007 5:13 PM-----------------From: Zero Tolerance For AbuseDate: Aug 5, 2007 2:37 PMFrom: ¢¾AnGeLs LiKe Me¢¾Date: Aug 3, 2007 2:17 PM!center> SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to turn the channel to a differant channel.

Does Your State Offer Drug Trials ?
TO FIND OUT CALL ; First CALL for Help as that organation and tell tell them your problem and what medical cond ,. you have and need to know if there are drug trials in your areas . cause some pay you to pertisapate in them and some give all meds free. while on the trials.also you get relief and care and other benifits .. so do check this out ..some give gas allowance if you travel far to attend them. also... You might also contact cancer centers of america or dieabetis or women centers , hip knee replacement joint centers . heart centers . there are many you call to see if they have a drug trial going ont to help you with lot ailments in those areas even allergy or gout. or other problems.. hugs diana ... also donate blood if you can to carter blood and be an Organ donor on your Driver licinse if you want to do that . there is so much to save a life that we can do as a whole society and loving society ..

Troops & Crimes
HISTORY'S BEST-BEHAVED MILITARY August 3, 2007 -- THE media love to trash our troops. Every crime alleged to have been committed by a soldier or Marine in Iraq is headlined until it seems that those in uniform are so busy with atrocities they haven't got time to fight. No accusation is too preposterous for "respected" media outlets to feature, and the left-wing press convicts our troops long before they see a courtroom. Our service members are portrayed (by those who never served) as a sadistic rabble. But when you look at the facts - the hard numbers - a very different picture emerges. While crimes committed by our troops can't be condoned (and they certainly aren't), official crime statistics make it clear that we have the best-behaved military in history - one that's vastly more law-abiding than our general population. The here-at-home numbers are readily available from public sources. So let's compare some domestic crime rates with the misdeeds of those vicious storm-tr

Show Some Love
Hey guys!! One of my best friends in the entire world is finally get her page on here rolling... Please drop by her page and show her some love!! Add her, she is a blast.. But just give her some time to get used to the site before ya get made if she doesnt respond.. And yes the sexy biatch in the white in her default is me!!! hehehe.. Thanks in advance!! Love you all!!! The Original *~*BrownEyed BabyGirl*~* Jamiekins@ fubar

Doing The Dishes
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he gr

Irish Ballerina
A large woman, wearing a sleeveless sun dress, walked into a bar in Dublin. She raised her right arm, revealing a huge, hairy armpit as she pointed to all the people sitting at the bar and asked, "What man here will buy a lady a drink?" The bar went silent as the patrons tried to ignore her, but down at the end of the bar, an owl-eyed drunk slammed his money down on the counter and bellowed "Give the ballerina a drink!" The bartender poured the drink and the woman chugged it down. She turned to the patrons and again pointed around at all of them, revealing the same hairy armpit, and asked, "What man here will buy a lady a drink?" Once again, the same little drunk slapped his money down on the bar and said, "Give the ballerina another drink!" The bartender approached the little drunk and said "Tell me, Murphy, it's your business if you want to buy the lady a drink, but why do you keep calling her a ballerina?" The drunk replied, "Any woman who can lift her leg

How To Find Your Animal Totem
How To Find Your Animal Totem An Animal Totem is an important symbolic object used by a person to get in touch with specific qualities found within an animal which the person needs, connects with, or feels a deep affinity toward. You can have several animal guides through out your life. Sometimes an animal guide will come into your life for a short period of time, and then be replaced by another depending on the journey or direction you are headed toward. Your guide will instruct and protect you as you learn how to navigate through your spiritual and physical life. When you find an animal that speaks strongly to you or feel you must draw more deeply into your life, you might fill your environment with images of the animal to let the animal know it's welcome in your space. Animal guides can help you get back to your Earthly roots, and reconnect with nature by reminding you that we are all interconnected. To first do this you need to know what your Animal Totem is. If You Don't

60k & My Wonderful Wife
So, the two things in the title really have nothing to do with each other, but they work to help my mind not wander too much (not that it ever strays too far). My car, on the way to work today turned over 60,000 miles. I have had it just UNDER 2 years... that's right... TWO years!! I have driven a little over 30,000 miles per year for two years!!! Considering I was driving 110 miles round trip to work for about 6 months right after I got "her" my Corolla has been doing great. I treat her well, but she has some cuts and scratches over that 60K miles. Nothing to keep her from running for about another 100,000, but enough to make me think about taking care of her a little better. She is our long-trip car and our short trip car and our do anything or nothing car and "Latoya" (that is what I call her) is doing well. I do think I need to get her some new shoes though, she has been running for 60K on her original pair, so it should be about that time. The treadwear indicates they are good, bu

Mumm
Well as most of u might know....i am not allowed to mumm anymore....and im not sure why....i posted a mumm asking if people thought mumms were cool, or a waste of time. And it got removed for NSFW content....I POSTED NO NSFW CONTENT ON THIS MUMM~! If someone posted anything on my MUMM that was NSFW i didnt get the chance to delete it as my mumm was removed first. I have contacted sevreal people, a couple bouncers, and even the great BABYJESUS himself....and got NOTHING....so oh well...i cant MUMM anymore....but to hell with it....ill just enjoy my time here on FUBAR and meet people and post what i think is cool, and not try to make it a numbers contest like most others on this site.....BUT I DO THINK THAT IS RIDICULOUS THAT OTHER PEOPLES STUPIDITY CAN, (and obviouely does,) DICTATE WHAT I CAN OR CANNONT DO ON THIS SITE>>>>>>>>>>>>> at least tom at MYSPACE does try to maintain his site...and listens to the masses...and fixes problems....but does NOT delete peoples shit unless THEY TH

You Save Me
Artist/Band: Chesney Kenny Lyrics for Song: You Save Me Lyrics for Album: The Road and the Radio Every now and then I get a little lost The strings all get tangled The wires all get crossed Every now and then I’m right upon the edge Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you’re here (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It’s hard lovin’ a man That’s got a gypsy soul I don’t know how you do it I’m not sure how you know The perfect thing to say To save me from myself You’re the angel that believes in me Like nobody else And I thank God you do (Chorus) Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough I couldn’t live one day without your love When I’m a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a high wire that’s ready to break When I’ve had just about all I can take B

Blond Joke
NEW BLONDE JOKE > > > Three girls all worked in the same office with the same female boss. >Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day, the girls >decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. >After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she >know >they went home early? > >The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little >gardening, >spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. > >The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the >spa >before meeting a dinner date. > >The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but >when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. >Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to >see >her husband in bed with her boss! Gently she closed the door and >crept >out of her house. > >The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead >planned to >leave early again, and

John ;3 ;16
For God so loved the world...HE gave His only begotten Son,that who so ever belives in him should not perish but have everlasting life...Amen !! Now think about this statement ;PLEASE ; Ask yourself could you give your only child up for a salvation, a price to save others fron sin and eternal death, ? Adopt them as your children? Could you have a love so great as Thy Father did for us ; (sinners ) of this world we all be? Would you sacerfice one of no sin for many who have been born into sin and are sinners ? Well our Heavenly Father had Faith in us , Yes Faith in Us ; HE HAS LOVE FOR US ALL ;We are His children , He created a way to save us.. AN unconditional love , He gives us a choice to belive or not in HIS Son Jesus Christ And A gift of Salvation. He forces us not . Could you do as much ;would you, ask yourself this ;? NO one can do more cause our Lord God is CREATOR OF ALL THINGS> We owe him heart,, body,, mind he ..created us in his image ;

Check Out My Wyoming Vacation Pics
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Back To School....be Thier Voices!
With kids going back to school....be sure to watch for signs of child abuse and neglect! Recognizing Child Abuse and Neglect: Signs and Symptoms Factsheet Author(s): Child Welfare Information Gateway Year Published: 2006 The first step in helping abused or neglected children is learning to recognize the signs of child abuse and neglect. The presence of a single sign does not prove child abuse is occurring in a family; however, when these signs appear repeatedly or in combination you should take a closer look at the situation and consider the possibility of child abuse. If you do suspect a child is being harmed, reporting your suspicions may protect the child and get help for the family. Contact your local child protective services agency or police department. For more information about where and how to file a report, call the Childhelp USA® National Child Abuse Hotline (1.800.4.A.CHILD). (Back to Top) Recognizing Child Abuse The following signs may sign

Walking Contradiction
Do as I say not as I do because The shit's so deep you can't run away I beg to differ on the contrary I agree with every word that you say Talk is cheap and lies are expensive My wallet's fat and so is my head Hit and run and then I'll hit you again I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb Standards set and broken all the time Control the chaos behind a gun Call it as I see it even if I was born deaf, blind and dumb Losers winning big on the lottery Rehab rejects still sniffing glue Constant refutation with myself I'm a victim of a catch 22 I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking contradiction And I ain't got no right Do as I say not as I do because The shit's so deep you can't run away I beg to differ on the contrary I agree with every word that you say Talk is cheap and lies are expensive My wallet's fat and so is my head Hit and run and then I'll hit you again I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking con

My Personality Test!! In Depth
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||| 26% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious ||||

What A Week
Morning yall hope all of you are doing well and staying cool in this wicked heat we have been having. Well week one of my husbands recovery has come to a close and I tell you its been a hell of a week I feel like all I ever get done doing now is driving to an from doctors appointments lol. It has been a trying week with trying to get everything gathered up for my husbands appointments and he seems to be doing alittle better but not much. He has along way to go yet. The doctors seem to think now that he has a ruptured disk in his lower back which is all swelled up and black an blue and the doctors told him if that was the case then he woul dhave to have surgery to repair it. On thursday the hub had to have a cast put on because his hand was broken in two spots so thats on for 4 weeks maybe more if it doesnt heal right. This week he has to go back for another cat scan of his head to see how the bleed in his brain is doing. I am so exhausted yall I need strength to get threw this ordeal a

Jerk Vs. Nice Guy
A wise man once told me, "As a man, you have to die once in order to live." I never fully appreciated his advice, nor did I understand it until I experienced it firsthand. From that time on, I understood the origins of the Jerk vs. Nice Guy battle. You may be asking yourselves, "What in the world is this guy talking about?" Well, I'm referring to the widely known fact that women habitually date men that are jerks while the "nice" guys are often left twiddling their thumbs in solitaire. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Figuratively speaking, in order for a man to enjoy the company of women and be able to seduce them, his inner nice guy must first die through heartache. It is at this point that his inner bad boy surfaces and goes on the prowl. Any man that has experienced true love, only to have his heart crushed by the woman that he thought he would spend his life with, will understand what I am talking about. A man that has never experienced the heartache of bei

Southern :)
Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist Football Southern women know their country breakfasts: Red-eye gravy Grit

Trying To Get By
life is hard we jsut trying to get by day by day week by week and where dose it get . no were mush work hard to just to get the over time and it semm like it dose not get you any where. by you go on. wrok hard ofr the family. it hard life just trying to get by

Not This Way
She slipped away in a morphine haze about a year ago By nod of my head She never left that bed And it's supposed to be okay But I scream NO No, not this way The house looms big with mountains behind falling apart at the seams It's just a shell And it's just as well There's nothing for me here anyway But I cry NO No, not this way My end is near Life put in boxes Categorized and neat Where will I go? Well I just don't know. But I know here I cannot stay But I seethe NO No, not this way

Cities
Currently my life is divided between three cities. Durham NC home, Charlotte NC my play place, and a city I'm not naming where the man I love lives. In Durham I have my apartment and roommates. I'm half an hour from my family. I can hide in my room with my best friend for days at a time with no problem. It's where I go to recharge and mend when my love life gets to me. In Charlotte I stay at the bar until 3 or 4 am, drink way too much, and shop a lot. I'm surround by gorgouse guys nine tenths of the time and live like a teenage party girl. I stay with my friend who paties all night and sleeps all day. She cheats on her husband and waste way too much money. I've noticed when I'm with her I tend to be more of a follower and party too much. I just can't get the whole cheating thing down. In this other city I got up early to see him off to work, went to bed, and got up in time for his lunch break. I watched a lot of tv. Then I had dinner with him and did the whole love thing all n

Satan Has No Answers For Your Life And Doesnt Care ?
yes The devil; satan himself.. now the Devil has no answers . He is all about power , control , hate and horrow. He cant do all, he cant show no love. He cant look our Lord In face. He is a coward . He is all about sinister things , darkness. He is cold , cares for no one , but he loves sin . And he snacthes souls for himself in a battle against our Lord. But all that will come of this is a eternal death and so horrible , dark and cold and all hAte . sorrows beyound belIEF. More than you can ever imigine . So what do you chose choice now ? WILL IT BE LIFE OR DEATH ETERNALLY...? HUGS DIANA

Intereting Speech By John Glenn
Senator Metzenbaum (speaking to Senator Glenn): "How can you run for Senate when you've never held a real job?" Senator Glenn (D-Ohio): "I served 23 years in the United States Marine Corps. I served through two wars. I flew 149 missions. My plane was hit by anti-aircraft fire on 12 different occasions. I was in the spa ce program. It wasn't my che ckbook, Howard; it was my life on the line. It was not a nine-to-five job, where I took time off to take the daily cash receipts to the bank." "I ask you to go with me ... as I went the other day... to a veteran's hospital and look those men ... with their mangled bodies in the eye, and tell THEM they didn't hold a job! You go with me to the Space Program at NASA and go, as I have gone, to the widows and Orphans of Ed White, Gus Grissom and Roger Chaffee... and you look those kids in the eye and tell them that their DADS didn't hold a job. You go with me on Memorial Day and you stand in Arlington Nat

The Way Life Is (from My Myspace)
Well this is a blog I should have posted a long time ago. It urks my nerves when I think about it. When society destoyed the idea of a nice guy and turned it into a myth. Something of the past that does not exist anymore. And for those that do still believe they are out there. the assholes of the world us that as the stepping stone to get what they want. When they accomplish it they get comfortable and are there normal asshole selves again. There used to be a time when dating was spending time with someone really getting to know them and finding out what they are about. Through this process you could see if there were somone you could have a long term relationship with. Now it is hooking up with someone you haven't know a long time, hop into bed or the relationship with them and you don't know anything about them. If they cheat, Oh, well that is how they are and it is excepted. If they mistreat you, Oh well maybe he will go back to being nice again. By

Girl Sits And Wonders
A girl sits and wonders why love keeps passing her bye. A girl sits and wonders why what she should do. A girl sits and cries a silent river of tears. A girl sits and dreams of her night in shinning armor. A girl sits and breathes a sigh of sadness. A girl sits and stears in the past A girl sits and prays for the future A girl sits and smiles because she realizes she always been loved, by her family,jesus,and god. April Rena Moore Copyright ©2007 April m

So Far Away
i sit by my clock & wait for that chime. to know that you are there, to see you online. seeing your face and watching you smile. knowing you care,knowing your mine. feeling so close but knowing your so far. no matter the distance, you have my heart. i long for your touch and your soft embrace, i'd fly thousands of miles to just see your face. i yearn for the day when we become one, the love is growing, the romance has begun.

Gotta Love Little Boys
Two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampax and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight," the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know what these are used for?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him. He's my brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these you would be able to swim and ride a bike. He can't do either one."

Woop Woop Me Again!!
Get your ass in here to hear DJ~TwIzLeTtE.....kickin out the wikkid shit and more.......hurry.....TwIz is waitin for YOU!!! Click pic below to get to GoThS TwIzTiD ReAlItY.....you know you want to..cmon lol

Individualism
Definition: a social theory advocating the liberty, rights, or independent, action of the individual; the principle of independent thought or action; and the pursuit of individual rather than common or collective interests As the definition states, it's the principle of independent thought or action of an individual. That's what makes everyone different and unique from each other. Imagine if you will that the world is full of the same people with the same routine of every single day? That's kind of boring and null to do everyday right! Maybe for some people can handle it and take the boredom as a comfort instead of changing things every hour or everyday to the discomfort of re-arranging every routine or step they had been doing for so long. Advantages of being around unique individuals are better because if you observe them while they're working, doing their ordinary everyday routines, and so on. You probably can get some new ways, routines, and techniques to solve your own

The Healing Power Of Lightworkers
The Healing Power of Lightworkers by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D. . Lightworkers are those who volunteered, before birth, to help the planet and its population heal from the effects of fear. Each lightworker is here for a sacred purpose. Very often, however, life on earth with its material focus creates a form of amnesia in lightworkers. They then forget their divine and perfect identities, and also their abilities to miraculously help the earth and all living creatures. When lightworkers forget their true identity and purpose, they feel lost and afraid. You are a lightworker if you: * feel called to heal others * desire to resolve the world's social and environmental problems * believe that spiritual methods can heal any situation * have had mystical experiences, such as psychic premonitions or angelic encounters * have endured harsh life experiences that eroded the knowledge of your divine perfection * want to heal your own life as a first step in healing the worl

Prayer To Open Our Eyes Lord So We Do See>>>>>>>>
Lord will you watch over , care for and love all my friends and forgive them too some dont know my trobles..or past I dealt with and how you came . They think they have done me a dis-service or That ive done them one. Please frogive on both sides . Oh Lord I ask Thee Now.. Ignorace is not an excuse ; but when One desn,t know anothers life or pain or cercumstances or past or present life and troubles ; Then judjement does rear up its head ; Its because we dont all know all the facts and speek out of turn innocently not knowing of it..Forgive us Our father I ask in Thy name Lord Jesus.. Oh LOrd we dont mean too , its inncient and all but I ask to you to forgive me and all them that such things happen to.O Lord if it be Thy will forgive us all. I love my friends , brother , sisteres in th Lord and Id do nothing Intentionally to hurt them or id never do any thing on purpose to hurt them or make them hurt . Forgive me Oh Lord for I think I did make a lady hurt last

True Love
This is a 2nd poem I wrote for this person, enjoy! Though miles come between us, You’re in my heart and mind, Every passing day, every dream unwind. These feelings they are true, Of never ending love, They consume me as time passes, These thoughts are all of you. I wonder did I find you , or was it you who found me? Whatever the force that brought us together, It was a blessing don’t you see? I often wonder, daydreaming of things to come, What our lives will be like when all is said and done, Secure in the arms of the one He made for me, To spend a life of happiness for all eternity, No tears of pain to cry again, no hurtful words I hear, Just reassuring tenderness as you draw me near, As the time passes gently, I long for you by my side, To never leave my presence, Unlike

Omg!!!!!!!!!!!!
Most of my friends on my list know I am married and that my hubby is an OTR trucker... he got home yesterday morning and we did the family party thing it was fun I am being serious when I say my in-laws are not normal... I like them. NEWays, we came home last night I tried to get my hubby to snuggle with me he said that he hadn't slept much in days and I knew he hadn't but he started kissing me at little after 8 and it went on till way after midnight....OMG it ihas never been that long or that great had to post a mumm to see if I should wonder as to what drugs he was getting on the road...lol we did things we had never done before and it was beyond amazing I am definately not trading him in, even though some people we know think we are getting divorced ....(you know who you are if not ask) it was a joke to see how desperate you are and what kind of friend you really are hitting on my husband... I digress, I am regreting because that is a jinx I don't need I love him and can't picture m

From A Guy's Point Of View,,,,
From a guy's point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait Till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. Let us pay for you! Don't "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

Aug.11th~weekend
Friday~went to the track n worked.get a excused of fucking my family all because cuz i hung out with brad n my brother after i was done working.n no brad did not win Saturday~went to the track n hung out with Gabby,Trin,Allan,Travis,Chase,Damien. n some other people but yea to many to name. Sunday~i been tryin to get my mp3 player to work but its telling me tht my songs are already on the mp3 n there not so i have to ask my mom cuz she has one too.thn me n Chase got into.cuz he thinks all because i told Damien i didnt want to talk to i was being for real well i wasnt cuz i told Damien i was kidding.so now Chase aint talkin to me.nothing i can do about it but whatever if he wants it tht way thn so be it but i know i love talkin to Chase hes the best ever i love ya Chase

Music
Music, ... It can calm the soul, stir the emmotions or make your heart race with passion. With music, we can tell the world how we feel, who we are, and where we came from. Regardless of the style, all music tells a story. So why get stuck in any one type? music is like food for our souls, try something new,.. enjoy all that you can. We can learn about our world simply by listening to something we have never heard before. It might be sung in a language our minds do not understand, but our hearts understand. The simple act of listening to music from a different culture, a different generation or a different genre allows us to feel things we may not have allowed ourselves to feel before. Before you judge a culture, a country, a race, a generation... take the time to learn and understand from them. You never know, you might find that a simple song can spur your mind to learn a new language, study a new culture, or open yourself to a new set of ideas, a new way

Fly With The Best Join Us The Global Bombers & Family Club
Join us The Global Bombers & Family Club Shot at 2007-08-12 We are looking for a few good polits The Global Bombers & Family Club A new family in town/Comment Bombers Global Bombers & Family Club We will bomb 24/7, any contest,any give away, or if you just want leveled up call of our crews. I am the Owner of this new family Corky1952/ Commanding Officer This is a Founder Hank/ Squardron Commander This is a Founder Gail/Squardron Comander this is the home page corky1952@ fubar there are a few things u need to have tho,and one is a salute on profile There will be a short probation so we can see if u really want to be a bomber,and if u know how.. If u dont know we can teach u if u want to learn The other is the willness to vote and help You will have to add the family name to your profile You will need to read the rules and fallow them You will have to get a salut

I'm A Cop
I am a COP Mr. Citizen, it seems you've figured me out. I fit neatly into the category where you've placed me. I'm stereotyped, standardized, characterized, classified, grouped, and always typical. Unfortunately, the reverse is true. I can never figure you out. From birth, you teach your children that I'm the bogeyman and then you're shocked when they identify/associate with my traditional enemy.... the criminal! You accuse me of coddling criminals.... until I catch your kids doing wrong. You may take an hour for lunch and several coffee breaks each day, but point me out as a loafer for having one cup. You pride yourself on your manners, but think nothing of disrupting my meals with your troubles. You raise Cain with the guy who cuts you off in traffic, but let me catch you doing the same thing and I'm picking on you. You know all the traffic laws.... but you've never gotten a single ticket you deserve. You shout "FOUL" if you observe me driving fast to a

Evil ?
One can not Savor the joy of bliss Without first knowing pain How true can be a kiss Without a crimson stain Good can not exist Without a touch of darkness There is no day without night No warmth, without evil's caress No salvation without plight One can not Truely love, until one can hate One can not feel Until one is blind, tied, fate Until there is that certain chill A touch of evil Is the purest of all Debased and depraved And from the wilds called Isn't it what you have always craved Just one touch of evil Hard and hot between your thighs Invading your thoughts and soul I am not speaking lies The truth lies in your sacred shoals A touch of evil Is what you want On the edge of a knife Or with ropes that taunt Let evil touch your life

Love
Why do we fall in love?A Question i ponder on.. We fall to suffer and to silently whimper? To become Vulnerable? Falling in love the lonely soul experiences the darkest side,a true depression. Our hearts become but wounded ...Broken...We give ourselves to them and for what? To be hurt? LOL Plain and simple Love sucks!

My Prince
My Prince All my life i have been searching for a man like you you came along on your white horse and took me into your heart and soul now that I have you I am not letting go I saw the pain when you came to me your heart was scattered to pieces day by day i pick up those pieces and mend that precious heart of yours. I was lost for so long i never thought my handsome prince would ever come i felt like i was stuck in the darkest tower forever never thought i would ever be free. The day you came into my life i knew it was gonna be a happy ending the day you got down on one knee sent shivers down my spine and my heart race fast. I realized we were going to be forever you took me out of the darkness and helped me show my true colors and showed me there was more to love everyday... Written By: Virginia Itri For You Chad Lonely Soul

Anthony Gormley
Visited the Hayward Gallery in London this weekend to see the Gormley exhibition and it was superb. 'Blind Light' is just astounding, and the rest of the exhibition is also well worth seeing. Only six days left, but if you're in London this week, make the effort! *edit* There's a couple of photos in my Art folder of the body casts Gormley's put on various buildings within one and a half km of the gallery.

Mira
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Diary Of A Dog
Day number 180 8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 9:40 am - OH BOY! A WALK! MY FAVORITE! 10:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 11:30 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 12:00 noon - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 1:00 pm - OH BOY! THE YARD! MY FAVORITE! 4:00 pm - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 5:00 PM - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 5:30 PM - OH BOY! MOM! MY FAVORITE! Day number 181 8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 9:40 am - OH BOY! A WALK! MY FAVORITE! 10:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 11:30 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 12:00 noon - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 1:00 pm - OH BOY! THE YARD! MY FAVORITE! 4:00 pm - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 5:00 PM - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 5:30 PM - OH BOY! MOM! MY FAVORITE! Day number 182 8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVOR

What Christmas Carol Are You?
Your Christmas Song Is It's The Most Wonderful Time of the Year It's the most wonderful time of the year With the kids jingle-belling And everyone telling you Be of good cheer It's the most wonderful time of the year Hands down, Christmas is your favorite holiday ever And you always enjoy every moment of it What Christmas Carol Are You?

An Axe Chops Through It
"And the sons of the prophets said unto Elisha, Behold now, the place where we dwell with thee is too strait for us." The sixth chapter of 2 Kings begins on a purely local level; the sons of the prophets -- one could do worse than think of them as the seminary of their day -- no longer had to hide out as they did in Israel in the days of King Ahab, and more people were joining them. We've already seen in 2 Kings how God worked miracles through Elisha on their behalf (e.g. in 2 Kings 4 the widow's oil was multiplied, poison was removed from pottage, and a hundred were fed from what one man had brought with him in three separate events), not because the sons of the prophets were necessarily great people who deserved it -- none of us DESERVE a miracle from God -- but due to God being glorified by this divine provision which could be explained no other way. The miracle we're going to see next seems rather insignificant and hardly grand on the order of feeding multitudes or raising the d

What A Kiss Means
Thank You ~Tongue~ I got this from Your Blog I liked IT so Much I had to post it in my own. what a kiss means : ~Kiss on the stomach = Im ready ~Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" ~Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything ~Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" ~Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" ~Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" ~Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" ~Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... ~Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" ~Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" ~Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" ~Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" ~Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" ~Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" ~Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Help
(Help) I need somebody (Help) Not just anybody (Help) You know I need someone (Help) When I was younger, so much younger than today I never needed anybody's help in any way But now these days are gone I'm not so self assured Now I find I've changed my mind I've opened up the doors Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being 'round Help me get my feet back on the ground Won't you please, please help me And now my life hand changed in oh, so many ways My independence seems to vanish in the haze But every now and then I feel so insecure I know that I just need you like I've never done before Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being 'round Help me get my feet back on the ground Won't you please, please help me When I was younger, so much younger than today I never needed anybody's help in any way But now these days are gone I'm not so self assured Now I find I've changed my mind I've opened up the doors

Contest Winners!
Okay everyone, The contest has ended and as soon as a final decision is made on the 3rd place prize I will be posting the winners! Thank you to everyone who entered and Thank you to everyone who shows thier support to our troops daily!!!

I Want...
I want so much to be normal To be loved and admired, I want to not be so insecure So hurt by words, and so tired. I want so much to be beautiful So that I can face the light. I want to escape this place And run away in the night. I want to be good for you So that you are always proud, I want to be a real lady Not so arrogant and loud. I want to be thinner, But this weight will not shed I want to not regret All the awful things I've said. I want so many things, But no matter how hard I try I cannot change myself But I won't allow myself to cry. I've always worn this mask of lies To make you think I'm strong, But no matter who I've fooled You've seen through me all along. I know that no one's perfect. But for you I strive to be, If you could only tell me true, That you love me….for me… That gift would be the greatest That you could ever give. Just don't look down on me And treat me like a kid… I know I've made mistakes, I so wish I could amend… I wish I

Cure My Tragedy
Remember all the times that we used to play? You were lost and I would save you I don't think those feelings will ever fade You were born a part of me I was never good at hiding anything My thoughts break me Do you understand what you mean to me? You are my faith [Chorus] Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] if you make the world a stage for me then I hope that you can hear me scream Won't you cure my tragedy? When I sit and think of the days we shared and the nights you covered for me Every little thing that I ever did You would stand by me Everytime you cried it would take my wind My heart would break If I could be strong like you were for me You are my faith [Chorus] Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] if you make the world a stage for me then I hope that you can hear

Whatever You Became
Whatever you became Blame it on my fame Always away from you Sold my life for a song Whatever you killed The blood got on my face See it took over you and your minds nearly gone [Chorus] and I can't change my ways Sorry it's my fault I wasn't there to see Whatever you became Whatever you became Whatever you became you blame it on blind faith can't turn away from you what's my life if your gone Whatever you feel I take it on my stage I sing to the world for you and I'm always alone [Chorus] I can see it all You're so far away I can't take this anymore I can't live until I see your face I can see it all You're so far away I can't take this anymore I can't live until I see your face [Chorus] Somethings gone away You've taken this from me Until I see your face I'm slipping away

Sooner Or Later
I want a normal life just like a new born child I am a lover hater I am an instigater You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I'll learn to love to hate it I am not integrated [Pre-Chorus] Just call my name You'll be okay You're scream is crawling through my veins Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away You're like an inch in time You are open wide You see them try to play me Just like you see on tv I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it [pre-chorus] [chorus]

Can You Believe This Guy?
Name: Ben Meyer ID: benmeyer2006 Status: lying jerk. so yeah... I met this guy here... and it was pretty funny- my instincts told me not to trust him, and they were nothing but right. The minute I wasn't falling for his lies, he started doing the same hardcore "I love you" speech to another girl... What's funny is... I would have never bothered to check had she not checked me out. He might not have gotten caught... and he'd be playing two women at the same time. Who knows how many other girls he's giving the same speech to. So ladies... if you meet this guy- his name is Ben... he's from Canada. He says he works in some high-end business and he's moving at the end of the month to whatever state YOU live in... and he wants to wine and dine you- maybe even give you a high paying secretarial job for like 150,000 bucks a year... like he offered me. The truth? He's listed as an Avon Representative- the last I knew, they didn't make that much a year themselves let alone be able to pay

Where Do I Find The Time To Do This?
I am swampped! massaging clients at the clinic and drawing new designs for Cintas and trainning the Feds on weekends. I just found out that I have to fly to Los Angeles ASAP becuase Brittney hurt her back! She's gain a little weight since shes been with Kevin. Im in the middle of working on a video and have litle or no time for this shit. I used to massage many rockstars while on tour but she aint on tour. Atleast I get to have my screenplay looked at by a great writer! So its worth the flight! Now Ive found my new crack this fubar site I think Im Doomed!

Shattered Dreams
A Shattered Dream Lost in confusion An unexpected loss As though the world was my enemy And nothing seemed to be my destiny Lost in thoughts As though I'm lost in confusion And lost in my life Like a winding road Things just wind around me Lost in dreams As though I'm lost in sleep Never wanting to wake again From a neverending dream Until it ends finally, Which I call... A shattered dream!

Last Words.
I hold you in my arms, As red water flows. From your lip a drop falls, Leaving behind a trial. A shot to the chest is ending your life. Coughing and gasping for air, As your lungs fill with blood You look into my eyes. You tell me that it will be ok, But you are wrong and we both know it. As you takein you last breath, You say three words that change my life. You tell me you love me, Your spirit dies and leaves me alone. I will never forget you. You will live for ever in my memories.

Blured
Apart we are clear Together we blur Your feelings are mine My smile on your face Controlled obsession So high together Your taste in my mouth My cum from your body Love and pain (ache) Riding the wave (together) Your tease in my eyes (on my face) My explosion is yours (for you) Rise so slowly Crash us down Sweet oblivion Your breath is mine Your pounding heart Beating in my chest And we rise again And we crash again (and we cum again) And we blur again ~LDG~~

I Was This Age When....
1. Fell in love the first time - 17 2. Got a myspace account – 27 3. Got drunk – 16 (tipsy...never really been full-on drunk) 4. Smoked weed - 21 5. Got french kissed – 14 (late bloomer lol) 6. Went to the hospital for surgery – 7...tonsils and adenoids removed 7. Got your heart broken badly – 18 8. Lost a pet - never 9. Got arrested - never 10. Smoked a Cigarette – never 11. Broke a bone – I chipped an accessory bone in my ankle, but I don't think that counts 12. Went to a concert – 17...No Doubt 13. Got your own mobile phone – 20 14. Got a speeding ticket – 20, I think 15. Lost your virginity –16 16. Snuck out of the house - never really 17. Pierced other than your ears – never 18. Got a tattoo – never 19. Bought porn – I don't think I ever have 20. Went to a club – 16 21. Transfered to a new school – 4 lol kindergarten 23. Moved out of your parents house?- 17 24. Drove more than 100 miles alone?- 19 25. How old are you now? - 28

Mandy ( Part3)
The phone rang... "Hello?" "Jack?" "No, this is Harry." "Hi Harry...this is Mitch...Mandy's Dad." “Oh, shit!!!” I thought...I am going to get in trouble. "My wife and I need to go to her Mother's place in Arizona tonight...she had a heart attack today and she’s in critical condition." Mitch explained "Oh wow...I am really sorry to hear that." My body relaxed realizing Mandy didn't say anything. "Thank you...I was hoping that you could look out for Mandy. You know, if needed, maybe Mandy could come over and stay with you on and off for a few days...just until her aunt gets here." Mitch said Clearly Mandy hadn't mentioned that Jack and Kimmie are on vacation and she and I just met… "We've just moved here and we haven't met too many people and Mandy has said lots of nice things about you all." “You all…I don’t even live here” I thought to myself... "Oh...of course...that would be no problem...I'd be happy to have her. Mandy is a wonderful girl. She can stay as long as you gu

What Do People Think Of Your Face?
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Who Were You In High School?
Arty Kid Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! Who Were You In High School?

Nine Inch Nails-the Great Below
The Great Below staring at the sea will she come? is there hope for me after all is said and done anything at any price all of this for you all of this for you all the spoils of a wasted life all of this for you all the world has closed her eyes tired faith all worn and thin for all we could have done and all that could have been ocean pulls me close and whispers in my ear the destiny i've chose all becoming clear the currents have their say the time is drawing near washes me away makes me disappear i descend from grace in arms of undertow i will take my place in the great below i can still feel you even so far away

We're A Dying Breed...
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

The Greatest Treasure
Mary and her husband Jim had a dog, Lucky. Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease, she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital she cuddled with Lucky. A thought struck her...what would happen to Lucky? Although the three-year-old dog liked Jim, he was Mary's dog through and through. If I die, Lucky w

Just Another Day
yup thats just what it is...another day...i wont be able to do anything like move or such for at least 3 years anyways...have you ever had a dream that in itself isnt dumb but what holds you back from it is dumb...well thats me...if i had all the permits and money needed my kids could have thier cafe in the " dam"...but now they will have to wait mostly wait till justin[ 3rd son] to get back from the desert...so to keep busy here i been moving furniture and spending time on here and to me its just another day...i need a new hobby...id love to learn how to use photoshop or morphing i love art....so ill put that on my xmas wish list...haha and see if santa comes to see me this year...lol...but on a positive note my trip to europe was insane beautiful amazing etc we are all going back once the boys have done thier time in the armed forces...but we will see till next time xoxoxoxo

Somewhere In Between.... Lifehouse
Why do I feel like this sometimes? I can't be losing sleep over this, no I can't and now I cannot stop pacing give me a few hours I'll have this all sorted out if my mind would just stop racing cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening this is over my head but underneath my feet cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat and everything will be back to the way that it was I wish that it was just that easy cause I'm waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow and I'm somewhere in between what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream what is real and just a dream would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again I don't want to run away from this I know that I just don't need this cause I cannot stand still I can't be this unsturdy this cannot be happening, yeah cause I'm waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow

What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Stripper Song Is I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears "I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it." You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To?

One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't, " the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made

Changing Status
Step by Step 1. go to http://fubar.com/profile.php 2. change Homestyle View to Original or Power...i like Power cuz it looks cooler. 3. go to your homepage 4. Look by your display picture and you'll see status 5. Click on Customize to create your own status or click on drop arrow to select a default status. 6. If you select your own status, be sure to hit SET

Life...
At a time when the National Center for Health Statistics predicts 43 percent of marriages in the United States will end in divorce, families could learn a lot from the Canadian Goose. Each year the birds fly thousands of miles with ease, precision, and teamwork. Flying in "V" formation, as geese do, is 70 percent more efficient than flying alone. As the birds move their wings they create an uplift for the bird behind them. When one of the birds falls our of formation it will suddenly feel the increased resistance of the air flying alone and will soon regain the formation. As most people view the geese in formation, they visualize a single leader. In reality, however, as the lead goose tried it rotates back into the formation and another takes its place. Each flock flies at its own rhythm. The pulsating sound of the wings beating together excites and energizes the whole formation. The geese honk from behind to encourage those up front to keep up their speed. If a goose be

Gay Ass Survey
Meant to be completed by those OUT of high school. Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? 'Have you ever kissed someone? 'Missed someone? Told someone you loved them? 'Drank alcohol? 50 questions for the people who are a little older 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? All of them. 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? Jared's. Not very romantic, but it was yummy! 3. Do you regret losing your virginity to who you lost it to? No. 4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be? Not kicking my ex husbands ass again. 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs. Schriner. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? It. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? A Kunoichi! 8. How many colleges did you attend? 0. 9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? I am not wearing a shirt. I am wearing a dress. 10. What are your thoughts on gas prices? Well, I do

I Miss My Best Friend...rip
Eh..so it is 2:35 am i am siting here..instant tears rolling down my cheeks...I feel dead without my best friend. I really do miss him I might seem like a hard ass but I do have a soft side. it has been almost 2 months now that I found out he died..why did it have to be him? I know he is not suffering. Saying that is not helping...i can not trust anyone like I did him...he never left me to the curb never....:-( never find someone to replace my best friend..

Knocked Up
Good movie, but could have been a great movie. Great gags, a warm heart, a brilliant cast and a wicked soundtrack could all have been served better by some judicious editing to turn this flabby unevenly-paced two hour movie into a slick and brillient 90 minute one. Flawed, but still well worth a look.

Where To Reach Me...
Hello all for those who might be wondering , where you can find me, you can reach me on my email or yahoo which ever you prefer... Addy: jadedangel52@yahoo.com and if you have myspace i know lame huh oh well hehehe im at myspace.com/angel46940 Unfortunately there have been a few that havent made this a very pleasant site to be on, and others have touched my heart. so give me a shout sometime... God Bless!

My Car Sounds Spiffy
Got everything done a couple weeks ago... finally bought some firewire and got the video camera working, so I uploaded this video: The camera microphone doesn't do it justice. In person, it sounds so much prettier : )

Tear You Apart
Tear You Apart Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak An escape is just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart As I whisper in your ear

Dear Vietnam Veteran,
Dear Vietnam Veteran, I know I should have written much sooner. I can't say why I did not. Out of fear of admitting to myself, you were there, fighting a war. Or maybe ashamed. Ashamed that I never accepted the things you felt you had to do. Whatever it is, I know how it must hurt. Believe me when I say it hurts me more. I have the burden of your hurt plus that of my own. The pain of not being able to show my true feeling towards you. I am not writing this for the months you served in Vietnam, but for the many years, you were left alone with only your brother Veterans. You served proudly and it went unmentioned. For a long time, I've wanted to express the words. The words an honorable Veteran needs to hear. For a long time, I've wanted to hold you during your times of pain. God knows I wanted to. And only He knows why I never found the courage. I do not remember what I use to say; maybe I do not want to remember. All I know is I hope that it is not too late to give

People
So a lot of people have been telling me I look like Milla Jovovich. Which is pretty flattering especially since shes the girl off Resident Evil and Fifth Element. So when I saw my sisters myspace there was this thing and it was talking about who you looked like. So I went to check it out and it gave me about eight famous people who I look like: Kimberly Williams, Kate Bosworth, Alicia Silverstone, Katherine Heigl, Natalie Portman, Priyanka Chopra, Paulina Porizkova, Alexa Havins. Kinda weird. I was just wondering who do people think they look like. Or who do you think you look like. So just message me with a reply. tc.

Drinking
DRINKING I drink to remember I drink to forget I drink to be happy I drink to repent I drink when I am lonely I drink when I am sad I drink to good times And I drink through the bad I drink on days of mourning I drink on days to celebrate Yes I will be drinking quite often and what lays in the end I will forget So do not lecture me for I will not hear your words Do not try to pry for the doors will be bared Just let me drink my to my piece of mind for there’s not left there to have And maybe I will drink it gone Hell I will be happy to forget!! by: Sarah Pruitt

Here Without You.......3 Doors Down
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It get

Two Wishes...
A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him. The waitress asks for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?" "I'll have the same," says the ostrich. A short time later the waitress returns with the order. "That will be $9.40 please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment. The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries, and a coke." The ostrich says, "I'll have the same." Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change. This becomes routine until, the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress. "No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato, and salad," says the man. "Same," says the ostrich. Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62." Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places

Ensign: A Word About The Word
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 17 August 2007 On occassion I come across something in my daily devotional reading that says what I had wanted to say for the week better than I do. Please understand that what you read in Ensign weekly is more often than not a slightly modified first draft (which would be a second draft, wouldn't it?) of mine. I'm no seminarian, theologian, or even a pastor, I'm just someone whom I believe God uses to present the truth from the Bible as applied to my own experience and studies. So I lose nothing in admitting that I don't have all the answers; that's God's purview. But take a look with me at yesterday's devotion from Christ In Our Home: As a journalist, it was always a point not only of pride but also of ethics to record accurate quotes from people I interviewed. But occassionally, a

Jumper.......third Eye Blind
I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand. I would understand, The angry boy, a bit too insane, Icing over a secret pain, You know you don't belong, You're the first to fight, You're way too loud, You're The flash of light, On a burial shroud, I know something's wrong, Well everyone I know has got a reason, To say, put the past away, I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, That you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand, I would understand. Well he's on the table, And he's gone to code, And I do not think anyone knows, What they are doing here, And your friends have left, You've been dismissed, I never thought it would come to this, And I, I want you to know, Everyone's got to face down the demons, Maybe today, We can put the past away,

Hooked - Chapter 4
Chapter 4 “I need your cock inside me,” Karen was whispering in my ear when I woke up. “I need it so bad. Fuck me, please?” It was almost pitiful, but very erotic. I remember taking a shower and then we must have all fallen asleep in each other’s arms, because I woke up to find myself surrounded by naked beautiful women. Karen was lying face-to-face with me with my arm around her. I could feel her warm soft breath on my face as she spoke. You were curled up against my back. Your breasts were pressed against me and your right leg was draped over my right hip. “What time is it?” I whispered. “Time to fuck Karen” was her reply. I tried to look at the bedside clock, but she grabbed my face and kissed me softly and passionately. It was still dark outside and I was still a little groggy from the night. I moved my right hand down to her crotch and traced her tiny strip of hair, down past her clit, and into her wet, swollen lips. Her left leg lifted into the air to g

Getting Back On Track.....
The days by the beach are getting hotter. I'm thankful next week is supposed to be cooler. Many of us by the beach don't have AC so at times you go to the beach to be cooled. The wrist is healing well and I'm starting to condition myself again in playing mode. The day job went well I made my money and left. Back to workout and music. I realized I can do what ever I want and make money doing it. I'm going to continue to be my own boss. I don't want to work for others unless I'm working for a studio or band composing what they desire. I'm getting in touring shape as well. I've all but given up on men. I figure I will go on playing music, if I meet someone a long the way fine but I don't think that will ever happen. Too many men want to dominate me and tell me where I can and cannot tour and how long I can be gone ect.... The weekend is here but I have a project to work on no time for fun. I hope everyone has a great weekend!! Tonight is a party night, my martini lunch has gone well an

Funny Jokes
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, .. Peter, Peter, something or other.."

It Takes A Real Man....
Any guy can mess around, it takes a real man to find a girl and stick with her. Any guy can call you sexy, hot, and all that.. it takes a real man to call you beautiful. Any guy can call you in tears begging you to take him back, it takes a real man to not have a reason to be in those tears. Any guy can say I love you, it takes a real man to say it and mean it even if all of his guy friends are standing around. Any guy can drive over to your house to hang out with you, it takes a real man to show up unexpected. Any guy can throw back a beer or two, it takes a real man to grab a coke instead knowing he shouldn't do it if you're not around. Any guy can have sex with a girl, it takes a real man to wait. Any guy can be with you on the best days when everything is ok, it takes a real man to stay by your side for weeks if thats what it takes when it feels like your world is falling apart. Any guy can talk noise with his friends when a sexy girl walks by, it takes a re

Comfortable
comfortable you know how to hold my hand you know how to make me mad you know everything about me we've been together longer than most of our friends have but they don't know that it's not always a party I gotta tell you how I'm feeling in case you haven't noticed the mystery is gone infatuation's wearing off I gotta tell you how I'm feeling I think that you'll agree that we've become predictable but I really don't mind being this comfortable sometimes I try to shake it up tickle the passion wake it up it's time to breathe a little fire but you just put your arms around me and I let go of all my anxiety you know you're my lazy boy recliner I gotta tell you how I'm feeling I hope you don't take it wrong you know that I love you and I'm not giving up

A Peice Of My Mind
I wake up in the morning and try to go through my day. I have a few laughs. Talk to a few People. But behind all of the smiles and the chatting, no one knows what I really think about. Most of the time I worry. About small little issues that have no meaning. Like whats going to happen 5 min. from now. Or if I forgot to turn the lights off in my car.I worry alot. Then sometimes I think about what the future holds for me and the people around me. Like if something is going to happen to someone I care about... Or if a friend is going to get married , or tell me someone wonderful news about there life. So then further I think What wonderful news do I have to share with my friends. Just seems like there life is going so well and mine is crashing to the ground.. So you wonder if people make there life sound good on purpose so they feel less sorrow.Because they know theres isnt any better thank yours. Obiously my mind wanders quite often. But everytime lay my head on my pillow one thought sc

Sitting In The Park (read Me)
(Woo-hoo-hoo-ooo) (Sittin' in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Child, I'm) Yes, I'm sitting right here Waiting for a-you my dear Wondering if a-you ever Gonna show up (Show up) I don't know if you gonna show My darling I got to go But never-the-less, I said You got-a me waitin' (Sittin' in the park waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Child, I'm) Sitting here on the bench With my back against the fence Wonderin' if I have any sense (Child, I'm) Somethin' tells me I'm a fool To let you treat me so cruel But never-the-less, I say again You got-a me waiting (Sittin' in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) Why, oh why, oh why, oh why Oh why, oh why? (Tell me why) Won't you tell me why? (I wanna know why) Oh, my darling I said-a right now Good girl I wanna know why? Why? (Tell him what-a-matter) (Sitting in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Tell him what-a-matter ) Sitting here on the bench With my back against the fence Wondering if I have any

Childish Behaviour On Fubar
Why do people behave so fing childish on the mums? I posted a while ago a mum to advertise my contest (see previous blog), however it was deleted and I was given a warning for violating the NSFW regulations... Even tho there was NOTHING NSFW about it... Added to this i have lost the right to post a mumm for some time... no one knows how long.. Now i just saw a mumm where someone was asking if ppl would want to vote for a friend of hers, so far so good right? I mean this is a social networking site which means making friends and helping them reach a higher level right? Well there was this chick who posted that she reported the mumm... WTF???? How childish is this? I mean some ppl were moaning about it not being a bulletin but again WTF?? There are hundreds of mumms posted every day what does it matter if its about a contest or not??? Get real ppl... If you dont like the mumm MOVE ON! Dont respond to it and be so grown up to leave it be... Stupid narrow minded ppl

Gazing Out My Window
Gazing out my window I wish that I could speak To her, to him, to anyone But that will never happen For I cannot let it occur I won’t destroy anything more I must bear this burden All on my own, alone I am the only who can do this I must fix my own life Though others tell me I can’t I am the only one who can repair this I care about her so much I truly love her intensely But she doesn’t care the same way And even if she does, she doesn’t say She talks of other guys so much She breaks my heart easily I am too tender, too easily hurt So I shall retreat to my hiding place Where I shall hide myself away I get my heart broken easily I am too simply broken I must create a bubble, a shell Nothing will hurt me Nothing at all, but myself I am slowly destroying myself And if I could speak to her My sweetheart, my darling It would all be better for a little And if I could speak to her My love, my life If only she would accept me But I must fi

Redneck Momma
Redneck Momma A woman walks into the downtown welfare office, trailed by 15 kids. "WOW," the social worker exclaims, "are they ALL YOURS???" "Yep they are all mine," the flustered momma sighs, having heard that question a thousand times before. She says, "Sit down Leroy." All the children rush to find seats. "Well," says the social worker, "then you must be here to sign up. I'll need all your children's names." "This one's my oldest - he is Leroy." "OK, and who's next?" "Well, this one he is Leroy, also." The social worker raises an eyebrow but continues. One by one, through the oldest four, all boys, all named Leroy. Then she is introduced to the eldest girl, named Leighroy! "All right," says the caseworker. "I'm seeing a pattern here. Are they ALL named Leroy?" Their Momma replied, "Well, yes, it makes it easier. When it is time to get them out of bed and ready for school, I yell, 'Leroy!' 'An' when it's time for dinner, I just yell 'Leroy!'

Dats One Ugly Bitch
Now, see, I have been told, "If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all." I have stuck buy that, even in the heat of an argument. Well, lately people on here have not done this. I have read many mumms about people calling others ugly and purposely rating them a "1". I have gotten rated low before but hey, to each their own. I know I'm not a "10" but I'm not a "1" either. I can handle stupid ratings but when you have the freaking audacity to post a comment stating "Now that's one ugly bitch", that's where I draw the line. First, never, EVER call me a bitch cause you don't know me. Second, ugly is such a strong word. I don't consider myself pretty but there's no way I'm UGLY. People just need to grow the fuck up and leave all mean comments to yourself, seriously.

"make A Memory"
Hello again, it's you and me Kinda always like it used to be Sippin' wine, killing time Trying to solve life's mysteries How's your life, it's been a while God it's good to see you smile I see you reaching for your keys Looking for a reason not to leave If you don't know if you should stay If you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be You wanna make a memory I dug up this old photograph Look at all that hair we had. It's bittersweet to hear you laugh Your phone is ringing I don't wanna ask If you go now, I'll understand If you stay, hey, I've got a plan We're gonna make a memory You wanna steal a piece of time You can sing the melody to me And I can write a couple of lines You wanna make a memory If you don't know if you should stay And you don't say what's on your mind Baby just breathe There's nowhere else tonight we should be We Should be You wanna make a memory You wanna steal a piece o

A Poem
Missing you so much want to feel your touch need to see your face want a warm embrace need to feel your kiss don't want you to miss want to have your heart never be apart need to feel you close want to kiss your nose never want to fight but always hold you tight love you till the end cause you're my special friend by moonlil

Slut Quiz For Men
Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "I'll Try Anything Once!" Your Sign: "Rest Area Ahead" Let's Park! * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Men" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Extreme Is Movin On Up To The Penthouse Suite!!!
HEY EVERYONE...JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD POST THIS SO THAT EVERYONE ON MY LIST CAN SEE WHAT'S GOIN ON. BEGINING MONDAY AUGUST 20, 2007 EXTREME"X" LOUNGE WILL BE MOVING LOCATIONS...NO WE ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE, JUST MOVIN TO A BETTER PLACE. I KNOW THERE ARE RUMORS OUT THERE ALREADY, BUT REST ASSURED WE AREN'T GOIN ANYWHERE!!!! I WOULD LIKE TO PERSONALLY INVITE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO THE DEMOLITION OF THE OLD EXTREME, AND THE GRAND OPENING OF THE NEW EXTREME. ~BUZZ MAN~ PROMISES LOTS OF PRIZES AND SURPRISES ROUND EVERY CORNER, SO EVERYONE COME ON IN AND HAVE A BLAST AT THE BIGGEST PARTY ON FUBAR...YOU WILL DEFINATELY BE BLOWN AWAY!!!! HERE ARE THE LINKS YOU WILL NEED: OLD EXTREME: http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=6553 NEW AND IMPROVED EXTREME: http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=9682 I ALSO INVITE YOU TO JOIN THE LOUNGES AND THE LOUNGE HOME PAGE WHEN YOU CHECK THEM OUT, WE GOT THE BEST PEOPLE HANGIN OUT AT EXTREME!! BUT BE WARNED, DRAMA WILL GET YOU DEAD!!! HOPE TO S

Grrrrr
OMG I swear pets are so hard to handle at times when i got home earlier tonight I instincivly checked my hamster's cage and he wasn't there it would seem the little fuzz ball decided to make a break for it and pulled a disappearing act on me and since my room is so big i can't search it from top to bottom to locate him and i'm gonna have to wait it out and see when he decides to show himself my only concern is if he decides to climb the stairs and go to the main level of the house my friends own a german shepard so if she finds him before I do he's a goner.

A Touch
Touch is an important thing. To feel someones hand on yours or on your face. The feeling you get when someone you love touches you. The warm feeling you get in your body. Not a sexual feeling , just feel good because they are touching you with love. A kiss on the forehead by someone who loves you. One of the best feelings in the world to me. You long for the one you loves touch, sometimes it feels like your body is actually aching for them. To feel someones arms around you to hold you close your head on their chest, to hear their heartbeat. Sounds simple, but feels so special. The intimate moments so important in a relationship. It's not all about making love although that is nice to. Sometimes it's just the small touches and kisses that do so much. Like him reaching and grabbing your hand while riding in the car and holding it and caressing it. Or coming home after work and greeting each other with a kiss and a hug showing how much you missed each other during the day. Walking in the

Time
Everyone says that time is fleeting ... well not when you have to wait for someone you love. It seems to drag by minute by minute. Then the worries start in and you wonder if you've done something wrong, if he's really coming, or if he's just changed his mind and dont wanna hurt your feelings by telling ya. These are the thoughts that pray on my mind every minute, of every day, of every week that we're apart. I know it sounds stupid but that's the way it is. I know he loves me, that he'll keep his promise to be here it's time that keeps dragging it's feet. Have ya ever noticed that when your happy time seems to fly by so fast and you wish that you had more time to spend with that person, but when your worried or waiting it is so slow you seem to be counting the seconds 3 times over for the same minute? I know it's all just perception but damn it can mess with your mind. I just wish that the days would pass for the nights seem longer without him with me and the days seem colder

Comment Bombing
I need as many people as i can get to go here and rate the pic first then leave tons of comments i need to catch up in this contest massive people wanted please invite friends to help i want this to be a large group effort thanks lets show em how its done! just click on my pic an your there thanks!

Crashing
I've not really been on here lately. There have been many,many things on my mind, and among them-My Ex, Gwen. To be honest with everyone, I really wish I had a quarter for every time someone uttered the following: You'll be okay, just give it some time, get over it, let go, move on,forget about her, look for another girl, etc..But it really isn't as simple as it seems. I LOVED her.She spoke of us having babies. In my mind, I still hear those words "I wanna give you babies".. Last night was very brutal for me. very hard. Very difficult. Last night (..Saturday/night)was an anniversary of sorts..It was the first time we met face to face. Up till that Saturday night of last year, we only spoke on the phone, but we did it every night till 5/6 in the am when we both would hysterically realize we had to be at work in a couple of hours,or in her case,class in college. So, when we met, it was a very very long passionate embrace with the most sincere kissing I've ever experienced..Our embrace

Poem...x3 :]
One Of Those Days It’s amazing what you can do with a tool of your choice. Alone. Depressed. your hair sticks to your face from the moisture of your eyes that tells everyone that you've been crying. and the cracked mirror in front of you from when you punched your reflection but unfortunately it was still there so all you got out of it what a bloody fist. but you were ok with that because the pain was soothing and relaxed your brain so that you only had to focus on not getting blood on your thin white shirt that was pressed against your stomach. its times like these where all you want to do is scream at yourself and ask why your so damn fucked up and again the response is pressing a xacto knife against your skin, pretending that you'll stop after this last time but you know that that’s not true so you press down harder. your little brother walks in on you and screams then runs to get mom so she can call 911 and hope that she's not too late. Little sister is crying along with your da

R.i.p Kelsay Briggs
-----------------From: Jessica Date: Aug 14, 2007 1:27 PMThis little girl is Kelsey Briggs,Please watch her story and share it with others.It is a Tragic story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves.If you want to help out,please repost.

Reduce Stress
Some careful studies suggest that stress-reduction techniques may help lower blood pressure. Some or all of the following approaches can help: Physical exercise. Aerobic exercise can actually dissipate stress and help control depression. Vigorous exercise stimulates the body’s production of natural chemicals that elevate mood and diminish pain. Exercise also gives you an opportunity to seek solitude or companionship, depending on your needs. Behavioral changes. You can reduce your stress level by identifying the tasks, situations, and relationships that cause you undue stress and then modifying them as best you can. For example, if you have too much to do in too little time, set realistic goals and establish priorities. Let the least important items go for now. If, on the other hand, you feel stressed by a lack of focus or challenge in your life, look for new activities and interests to help you get out of a rut. Whatever the cause of your stress, find constructive ways to redu

Pushing Forward
pushing forward through the dark pushing towards the light ground littered with unspeakable things. still pushing forward obstacles that i'm grateful i can see the stench of failure lunging at me liek a starving dog and still i push forward body heavy with the weight of my sins.. still i push forward. i see you there with open arms.. so i must push forward.. to embrace your light. i push forward

Waiting For The Kiss
"Waiting For The Kiss" I've never had the chance To kiss your beautiful lips To hold you tight all day To run my fingers through your hair Or talk to you till the sun comes up My mind says this won't be so But my heart knows different Someday I will do these wonderful things And never let you go No matter how long it takes No matter how many tears it makes I will see you Kiss you And hold you Until the end of time

Naughty Survey - Thanks `angel`!
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

As It Could Have Been
Anytime you want to heal some pain, Or get away from all the rain, Call me up, don't be afraid. Call me up, speak my name. Can I be the one to give, so that you can live? Why should you cry? Cry until you're dry. Not because I say, And then some day, Call me up, and speak my name. Time to pick, time to choose, If you don't pick Love, you lose. To not decide is to decide, If you don't live, you've died. Call me up, and speak my name. Call me up don't be afraid. It's up to you as it's always been, It's your life, my old friend. It's up to you, to use your nerve, Go and get what you deserve. Call me up, and speak my name. Call me up, don't be afraid.

Gecko, The Escape Artist!
Oh my! My son went to Hawaii for 10 days and brought back a gecko lizard with him. It hitched a ride in his Ukulele. It was about a half an inch long. Tiny! Yes, I know this is illegal! I was not exactly thrilled with the thought of having a lizard in my house but what harm can a tiny lizard do? His grandmother bought him a thing to keep it in and sent it home with him. It was okay for a couple of days and then one day I was walking passed the cage and something caught my eye. The little gecko was out! And...he had grown twice the size (still small). He got out 5 times that day and the 5th time, we couldn't find him! So days had passed. I had not seen it any where. I figured it was dead. A little tiny skeleton must be some where. How long could it survive on it's own without water? Well....last night, I was in the kitchen cleaning. I picked up a dish towel and all of the sudden, a little green thing came scurrying out! I screamed! It was funny. I was not pr

God & I
GOD & I Today I decided to take a walk. So God & I could have a talk. The faster I walked, the more breaths I’d take. Which helped clear my head about the choices to make. I can not say what the results will be. But God’s answer was just “trust in me “ Though I know He won’t steer me wrong. It’s hard to let go of what I’ve held for so long.

Baby Oil
I stood in the shower with water all around Closed my eyes as my hands did slide Imagining you were there close at hand To watch me tease my body sublime My fingers did play and tease my clit As I poured more baby oil on my fingertips Then I began to massage my breasts Squeezing my nipples with gentle twists Then pouring more oil I began to caress My hands roaming freely across my hips Fingers teased along my ass as I did sway Parting softly as they made their way Sliding in places never before teased As I leaned back oh how they eased Moans became louder within the room As sensuous passions now consume.

Fingers
I lay here waiting for you to crawl between my legs spreading my pussy lips exposing my pink flesh wanting so bad to be licked mmmm your tongue feels so good yeah that's it stick them fingers in pound them in and out you know how to fit them in there just right do it harder baby that's it lick and suck my clit while you finger fuck my pussy then i 'll sit on your dick and ride you till you cum for me ooooh yeah feels so good can't you see iam in extasy make me cum for you the way you always do

Margarita
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~the Golf Professionals~
>> >>> >>> 2 women golfers were playing golf. One teed off and watched in horror >>>as her ball headed toward a foursome of men playing the next hole. The >>>ball hit one of the men. He immediately clasped his hands together at >>>his >>>groin, fell to the ground, and proceeded to roll around in agony. The >>>women rushed down to the man and immediately began to apologize. "Please >>>allow me to help. I'm a physical therapist and I know I can relieve your >>>pain if you'll let me," she told him. "Oh, no, I'll be all right. I'll >>>be >> >>>fine in a few minutes," the man replied. He was in obvious agony, lying >>>in >> >>>the fetal position, still clasping his hands to his groin. At her >>>persistence, however, he finally allowed her to help. She gently took >>>his >>>hands away and laid them to the side, loosened his pants and put her >>>hands >>>inside. She administered tender and artful massage for several long >>>moments and asked, "How does t

"whisper"
WHISPER In the dead of night i sit in fright. Whispering in my head; Did he hear me?, Did i make a sound?, Will he get me when no one else is around? Breathing slowly, i creep under the blankets even more. Don't make a sound, don't breathe, don't move. i repeat to myself more. Entangled screams inside my head... Would this continue if i was dead? I would be free from this pain and rage, that much i know is true. In the dead of night i sit in fright. Awaiting, the moment to be free from you.

Chcukle For The Day
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order." The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room, where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I have been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends gave the woman their condolences, and they had a couple of more martinis. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whi

The Cry Of The Wolf
The cry of the wolf, cuts the silence of the night. A sound so anciently familiar, that man instinctively seeks flight. Those who seek to understand, know that they are not cruel. They kill only what they need, living by mother nature's rules. The wolf pack is a family, just like yours and mine. Living together with unwritten laws, each member knows when it is their turn to dine. Wolves are loving and caring parents, punishing and praising each pup their due. For each one must learn their place, if the pack is to survive each generation anew. So when you hear a wolf's howl, listen to it to the full. Feel its' primeval beauty, way deep down in your soul! ~Mark D Martinson~

My Baby Started Scool
So my little baby girl just started her first day of school. Kindergarten... :-) She seemed to do very well... She gave me a big hug and a big kiss goodbye and ran over to her desk ready to learn. Whoo Hoo!!

Mathew 13 ; 10 -14 And The Gospel Must Be Preached To All The Nations>
10: And the Gospel must be preached to all the nations. 11 ;But when they arrest and deliver you up, do not worry before hand, or premeditate what you will speek. but what ever is given you in that hour , speek that, for it is not you who speek but the Holy Spirit. 12 ; Now brother will betray brother to death, and father his child; and children will rise up against parent and cause then to be put to death. 13 ; And you will be hated by all for My name sake, But he who endures to the end shall be saved. 14 ; So when you see abomination Of desolation spoken by Daniel the prophet, standing where it ought not,( let the reader undersatnd) then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains.

Cloud Pictures
My newest thing is taking pictures with my cell phone. Yesterday just as I started to cry and ws very upset an unexpected storm rolled in hard and fast. I took a ton of pictures of the clouds and love some of them. That's why I'm uploading a bunch of cloud pics.I kinda felt like this was my storm and I saw a lot of stuff in the clouds. Silly I know but that's me! I'll posting a lot of phone pics and doing away with a lot of icons.

Driving Test
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your right side is a 'drop off' - (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on) and on your left side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? For the answer see below * Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round *

Hmmm
Rainfall The rain beats against the windowpane like drums echoing a rhythm of sorrow and regret. She stands by the window; hands clenched so tightly that it causes her delicate knuckles to grow white with the strain. Staring out of the rain beaded window with eyes glazed over with grief and anger her words echo in her head. She had only been alone for an hour or two but it felt like decades. Would he come back? Where was he going? Those two thoughts were at the top of her list of nagging questions second only to her growing concern over his reckless driving on the rain soaked streets. Her level of frustration was so strong she felt nauseous. Guilt was borrowing its claws into her and the feeling of hopelessness was almost overwhelming. Only when her anger kicked in did she feel the strength needed to survive this inner turmoil. It was his fault after all wasn’t it? All she wanted was a phone call. A simple “hey hello honey, I’m going to be late”. Is that too much to ask damn

Hmmm
well lately i been thinking about a few of my ex's and all the times i had w/ them and shit, but sumhow all my best times w/ them were when i fucked them, and all the kinky shit we'd do....is that normal at all? all it does is just get me horny as fuck again.....thats kinda y im single and able 2 go flirt w/ girls and shit idk but at the same time i miss bein w/ sum 1

U * Me * Room =
U+ME+MY ROOM= IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS THEN YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 7 YEARS...DONT BE SCARED REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM =

How Many More Die, For Bushs Lies..
14 U.S. soldiers killed in chopper crash http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070823/ap_on_re_mi_ea/iraq;_ylt=AsX_dVHo1Oqu2sztI_37u1Ks0NUE 14 U.S. soldiers killed in chopper crash By KIM GAMEL, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 6 minutes ago Fourteen U.S. soldiers were killed Wednesday when a Black Hawk helicopter crashed during a nighttime mission in northern Iraq, but the military said it appeared the aircraft was lost by mechanical problems and not from hostile fire. It was the Pentagon's worst single-day death toll in Iraq since January and indicated how forces are relying heavily on air power in offensives across northern regions after rooting out many militant strongholds in Baghdad and central regions. But extremists are striking back. A suicide truck bombing against a police station in the northern oil hub of Beiji claimed at least 45 lives — 25 policemen and 20 civilians — amid a series of deadly attacks north of the capital. The growing bloodshed in the no

Never Let Go
So restless at night, when I dream of you I open my eyes, hoping it came true It didnt again so with tears in my eyes I'll hold onto my pillow to soften the cries But distance means nothing in love that's true And though I long for one touch from you I'll squeeze this pillow while we're apart You hold me too, you hold my heart No one has ever made me feel so complete My whole life was lived just so we could meet I'll dream of you now, on into the night Hoping that soon you'll be holding me tight My dreams will come true one day I know Just hold me close, and never let go

Contests
As many of you know I am always willing to help out in a contest especially if you run with my crew an have helped level and bomb contests pics BUT it seems ike only a select few of my friends and family ever reply to my requests for my pic in a contest and those who have helped know who you are I've been in a contes to get 10.000 comments for a 3 day blast and 20.000 comments for a 7-day blast and have posted many bullitens about thisand yet i only see the same people over and over come help me(which by the way is very appriciated and some come and rate my stuff on my page and help me level)and i know that these are my true brothers and sisters. and I know some of you don't bomb and thats ok cause you have already told me so,and this doesn't apply to you.BUT there are some only concerned with their own leveling up and contests and could care less about helping or only help when they need your help. I am not whineing just informing those people not to bother asking me for help if you a

To Love
Do you know what its like... To be loved so completely... So deeply... That no matter what you do... No matter what you say... They forgive you... Understand that deep down... You don’t really want them to go away... Do you know what its like... To be loved in your darkest hour... When your heart is in such despair... And you really don’t care... What happens to you... But someone else does... And they don’t mind...just sitting close... Not saying a word... Just by their presence... Letting you know... You are not alone... Do you know what its like... To push someone away so hard... But they keep returning... Saying to you in soft whispers... I don’t care if you don’t love me... I love you so completely... So deeply... That no matter where you hide... I will find you... And make you mine... Do you know what that does to your heart... To be loved like this... Is every woman’s dream... Then why is it I have n

The First Day Of Class
He walked into the classroom and looked around - no one about. He had already spent some time at the copier and getting the key to the A/V cabinet in the room. Now he had to set up - only 20 minutes left. He finished quickly and went to the hallway to wait. He watched as student walked by and into the room - dreary-eyed, wide-eyed, clueless stares - he noticed them all as they passed in... Yesterday was my first day teaching at the local Community College and I had a great time. I spent the first 10-15 minutes of class with sweat pouring down my back and probably my forehead too. I am sure they could tell I was freshmeat, but they paid attention nonetheless. I gave my introduction, passed out the syllabus, and even "greeted" each of them. I expressed my desires for them to learn and they stared back at me with blank looks. I now know what my professors went through - have mercy on them if you are still in school. I expected to have a wide range of student ages represente

Best Reaction. Ever.
I was showing a coworker my baby picture. I was white little blonde thang. N-e who, I then proceeded to show her my mother's picture, she's dark skinned with black hair. her reaction? "Oh my God! Is that your real mother?" LOL I Love it!

Psalms :31 ;1-18 ;verses
1 ;In You oh Lord I put My trust let me never be ashamend ; deliver me in Your Rightenous; 2 ;Bow down Your ear to me, Deliver me speedely ; Be my rock of refuge, A fortress of defence to save me. 3 ;you are my rock nd my fortress, therefore for your name sake, lead me and guide me ; 4 ;Pull me out of the net they have seceretly laid before me. for you are my strength. 5 ;Into your hand I commit my spirit ; you have Rendered me, O Lord God of truth ; 6 ;I have hated those who have worshiped idols ; but I trust in the Lord. 7 ; I will be gald and rejoice in your mercy. for you have considered my trouble you hev known my soul in adversities. 8 ;And have not shut me up, into the hand of the enemy. of the enemy; 9 ;Have mercy on me O lord for I am troubled ; for my eyes are waisted away with grief, Yes my soul and my body! 10 ;for my

Why I Am Mad!!!
Rock Star --> Fuberlord 99.99% Level: Rock Star (20) [?] Today's Rank: #212 Rank: #760 Rating: 10.09 (3667) [?] IT WONT LET ME MOVE PLEASE HELP ME LET ME KNOW WHAT TO DO PLEASE HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS LOVE YOU ALL MY RANK WAS HIGH NOW IT GOING DOWN B OF THIS PLEASE HELP ME

Hallowicked 2007 Tour
Tours and Appearances Last Updated: March 23, 2007 HALLOWICKED 2007 TOUR OCT 15th Philadelphia, PA Electric Factory 421 North 7th Street OCT 16th Norfolk, VA The Norva 317 Monticello Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 17th Baltimore, MD Sonar 407 East Saratoga St Get Tickets Now! OCT 19th Worcester, MA The Palladium 261 Main St Get Tickets Now! OCT 20th Hartford, CT Webster Theater 31 Webster St Get Tickets Now! OCT 21st Cleveland, OH Agora Theater 5000 Euclid Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 23rd Sauget, IL (St. Louis) Pop's 1403 Mississippi Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 24th Tulsa, OK Cain's Ballroom 423 north Main St Get Tickets Now! OCT 26th Milwaukee, WI The Rave 2401 West Wisconsin Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 27th Noblesville, IN Verizon Wireless Music Center 12880 East 146th St Get Tickets Now! OCT 28th Chicago, IL Congress Theatre 2135 North Milwaukee Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 30th Co

This Is Going To Be Fun Lol
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For August 24,2007 You're in a great emotional space right now, and might want to start a much-needed conversation with a spouse or parent. Your calm should make them feel safe enough to talk about even the most difficult topics.

My Monkeys
Anyone and everyone who knows me, knows that the monkeys come first in my life. I affectionately call my children my monkeys. My ex-husband was there with me in the OR when I had my daughter, by the time my son was born he was out of the picture so my mother was with me in the OR to have him. I reflect back on the past 12 years I've had at being a mother, they have brought my life so much happiness and true they have broken my heart more times than I care to count. I have watched them grow from being a dependent baby to independent little people. Granted the older they get, the more they try my patience. Especially this summer, we are all so glad school starts on Monday. I think I've let them have too much freedom this summer from a routine. That's not to say when they've gotten in trouble they haven't gotten punished, because they have and they'll tell you. I love being a mother even though it's the hardest job in the world but it also has some of the best rewards!

Hurricane Dean
Hurricane Dean passed Jamaica's south coast on Sunday afternoon/evening. It was devastating. Numerous houses suffered extensive damages caused by heavy winds which were, at times, up to100mph. There was heavy rainfall which caused low lying areas to be flooded. Cleanup excercises are now underway. The island is now under a state of public emergency as there are many areas that are still without electricity and water. GOD help us all....

I Was Reading A Book About Revalations Right From Our Library ...but > Why Do People Twist Gods Word To Their Own View Of Things>???
This lady speeks of the rapture ;She say its beem me up scotty story and That all this is manicheism ;Not gona happen ;This what she is saying ;Blastemphy to Our Lord Yes I think so : well our bible a testement from God to prophets : And to decipiles by Jesus christ also ;tells Us it will happen , it is happening and will go on happening cause God tells truth yesterday , today,tomorrow and forever ; God cant Lie ; wont lie ; God is all ; Does all as he has Told us thru scripture . He had man to write down all that he ask them too. And it is a testement to us all ; to read follow and gain knowledge , faith and to Know God ; For God loved us he sent his son to save us fron sins . This book fro the library is a blastephmy to our Lord ; I went to the library to get a studdy guide to read along with Revalations , but I have found out man lies and decieves and distorts our Lords word ; So this book Im discontuning to read > God is Our true God ; And His word

Haters / Downraters
I know all too well that everyone has their own opinion, but what's with the downrating??? I'm the kind of person that don't enjoy hurting or upsetting others so if i honestly can't give a 10 i just move on and leave people alone! I just wish others had the same courtesy. but just in case you don't want your stuff downrated heres the link to my most recent downrater : http://www.fubar.com/user/88920 HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!

Like A Boy
CIARA LYRICS "Like A Boy" [Verse: 1] Pull up your pants (Just Like Em') Take out the trash (Just Like Em') getting ya cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about [Hook] Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corner rolling Doing my own thing Oh [Chorus] What if I?... Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up?... Or would they still apply?... If I played you like a toy?... Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy [Guy Chopped & Screwed Voice] Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! [Verse: 2] Girl go head and be... (

My New A Apartment/ Raining Cats And Dogs
Well we went and looked at it last night. She told me to be prepared for the worst, and I was. It was not as bas a I thought it would be, but it was pretty bad. I don't think these people ever cleaned when they lived there. The tile in the bathroom and kitchen is black. My mom and I are going to clean it up and she is taking money off for me to do this. But how can you not clean. And they painted the one wall but painted around the furniture. I don't get it. But other then that I love it. The rooms are HUGE. There is going to be so much space for me and my kids. My room has these shelves on two walls that are kick ass. The kids like it. I love it. I get to go monday with Jackie and pick out new paint. I am going to paint the rooms myself, cuz, I guess these people don't know how to paint. Its quite funny really to see the spots on the wall where they painted around stuff. But it is a mess. I think we can clean the carpet and salvage that. We are going to try and salva