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Lies !
You talked of all the lies, what about all the different guys. Then you act as if nothing is wrong, should have known all along. I never meant nothing to you, now I know what to do. Go on and enjoy my life, and maybe someday find my wife. Lies are what we both told, never said my heart was gold. I did try my very best, and never did do any less. So take your lies and take them to heart, here is to a brand new start. Glad you were there to let me see, that happy is all I wanted to be.

The Wind
it whistles around my body like a new lover waiting to discover all of my secrets Lifting my hair to whisper an enchantment tickleing my mind caressing my skin peaking my interest in more Cool yet inviting it grows still stronger whipping around the torture growing longer feelings arise things get warmer bringing new touches new hopes new dreams just as i get ready it dyes back down smouldiering like coals not whisteling around Hot as an oven its back for a moment teasing my body with release only to die back down leaveing without completion Please come back i wish but with no avail it comes and it goes knowing i will be waiting It rises back up rushing at me pushing me down, picking me up scattering my feelings tossing me up letting me fall leaving me fast No matter who calls Leaving me breathless wanting so much more Just as it comes so shall it go whispers on my neck oh yes! its back waiting for

I Feel Awful
Everyone has been so kind here at CT, rating my profile and pics. and I have hardly returned the favor. Maybe CT is not the right place for me. Perhaps I am too shy? too reserved? I am not sure about. Why did I join? To make friends. Have I done that? Not really. I don't know. I am babbling, I have many thoughts running around my head. But I feel if I put them here, then it will look like I am asking for pity or something. Maybe I need to update my profile so I can meet people with similar interests. That is what this place is about, right? I will shut up now. I think I am fighting the monthly depression again. *sigh*

Damn Right Im Proud!!!
Damn right I’m proud. Im not saying I am better than you. Im just saying that I’ve been there before. I still go back there every once in a while. But it doesnt matter does it. Im still fucking here. Im still fighting the fucking system. I’ve been there. I’ve been so low, so low that most people kill them selves when they get there. Maybe not the bullet in the brain, got a lot of shit to clean up kind of dead. No, the slow, painful dying a little bit every day kind of death. I’ve been there too. I’ve been under that bridge with a fucking needle hanging out of my arm, on the verge of passing out, thinking, “this is it, this is the moment I die.” And knowing that it is. But I’m still here. I’m still fighting this goddamn fight. I’ll never say Im better than you. I’m just saying I’ve been there. Anybody thats been there and tells you that its fucking easy to come back is full of shit. Its not easy. Its hard. And theres days you swear that you are going to die. Theres

What Kind Of Lover R U
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

"angels F***" (jack Off Jill)
I woke up, morning I woke up dead today I aged a thousand years or more I flinch when you are nice You kill me with a single word When angels fuck and devils kiss, I'm sure I'll bask in your forever You just waste my time I want to drag you down, down with me I wanted to help, to help destroy the world I wanted to be that, to be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide, but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush, but me I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust, but me I dreamed that I was you I dreamed your ego died Sad who loves you more than I do I know you lied I'll bask in your forever Fucking waste of time Angels fuck and devils screw I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity

Why Her
I'm not sure if you know or not But I really do love you a lot. You still hold a special place in my heart and you did, right from the start. But when she came along and took your breath away, I was devastated and didn't know what to say. I spend my nights crying, time after time, I spent my days lying, saying I was fine. Little did you know, my heart was crushed inside, And on that day, a little of me died. But with her, you look so in love 'Cause you are an angel from above. I now have to teach my heart to move on, For, you are now forever gone. But about one thing I am unsure: Why it can't be me, and not her

My Favorite Lyrics
Pantera's "cemetery Gates" Reverend, reverend, Is this a conspiracy? Crucified for no sins No revenge... beneath me. Lost within my plans for life, It all seems so unreal. Im a man cut in half in this world, Left in my misery. (instrumental) The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes. Its nothing new for him to see, I didnt ask him why. I will remember... The love our souls had sworn to make. Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see now is your (face). Well I guess You took my youth And gave it all away. Like the birth of a new found joy, This love would end in rage... And when she died I couldnt cry, The pride within my soul. You left me incomplete All alone as the memories now unfold. Believe the word. I will unlock my door... And pass the cemetery gates. Sometimes when Im alone, I wonder aloud, If youre watching over me Some place far abound. I must reverse my life I cant live in the past. Then set my soul free,

Vacation Update 3: Tickets For Traveling Virus, More Site Updates, More New Videos
Does anyone around here ever take a break? Umm, no. We don't. While the Opie and Anthony Show goes on vacation, we take that as a cue to add some cool stuff to the site, up the bandwidth a little (or a lot), and throw some more cool content online. Of course, we have the regular reminders as well. First off, if there are any News Articles, Funny Videos, 'Sucks To Be You' stories, Audio bits, or anything else the boys may have missed while on vacation, please feel free to EMAIL THE O&A SHOW CREW WITH YOUR SUBMISSIONS. They'll keep them on file for when the show returns on May 7th, and we can do a "Holy Shit, Look What Happened Whilst We Were Sunning Our Crotches" segment. Second, if you have not done so already, GET YOUR TRAVELING VIRUS TICKETS! They're going FAST (got a lot of emails about that, actually). We have all the ticket links online, so don't be stupid and wait till the last minute. Get those up-close Traveling Virus tickets while they're still available! New Trav

Wonder Why This Isn't Getting Front Page Coverage. . .
USAID Ambassador Tobias resigns after name shows up on prositution client list April 27, 2007 05:41 PM UPDATE: The state department put out this release buried on its website about Tobias' resignation, and according to the spokesman Karl Dusckworth he is not aware of any other resignations and only knows what's posted in the release. He wouldn't comment on the list and he sounded like he really hadn't heard of the other resignations, so looks like Friday is a good day to leave your job when you appear on a prostitution list. The White House still hasn't called me back. Let's see if the NYT can get further than I have... ------- The director of US Foreign Assistance and USAID administrator, Ambassador Randall L. Tobias resigned today after his name showed up on prostitution client list. How can other countries take US pressures for reform, anti-corruption, and anti-trafficking take us seriously after this latest example of corruption in the Bush administration, which follo

The Tax Audit
At the end of the tax year the IRS office sent an inspector to audit the books of a Synagogue. While he was checking the books he turned to the Rabbi and said, "I notice you buy a lot of candles. What do you do with the candle drippings?" "Good question," noted the Rabbi. "We save them up and send them back to the candle makers, and every now and then they send us a free box of candles." "Oh," replied the auditor, somewhat disappointed that his unusual question had a practical answer. But on he went, in his obnoxious way: "What about all these bread wafer purchases? What do you do with the crumbs?" "Ah, yes," replied the Rabbi, realizing that the inspector was trying to trap him with an unanswerable question. "We collect them and send them back to the manufacturer, and every now and then they send us a free box of bread-wafers." "I see," replied the auditor, thinking hard about how he could fluster the know-it-all Rabbi. "Well, Rabbi," he went on, "what do you do w

Fhp Plans To Crackdown On Butt Flickers
Love the title of this article. . . FHP Plans to Crackdown on Butt Flickers (CBS4) SOUTH FLORIDA As we head into another week of tinder dry conditions across South Florida, state and local officials are doing all they can to prevent people from accidentally starting brushfires. The Florida Highway Patrol plans to actively enforce a law that has been on the books since 1935 which makes it a crime to discard a lit match, cigar, cigarette or anything that could start a fire. The charge is a misdemeanor punishable by up to a year in jail and a thousand dollar fine. A Ft. Myers man, whose tossed cigarette butt allegedly started a small wildfire near State Road 82 in Lehigh Acres, was cited under this law earlier this month. This year's drought has been ranked as the third worst drought in Florida's history. In addition to the lack of rainfall; consistently windy conditions, low humidity, and lack of cloud cover have compounded to create above average evaporation rates. Curre

So Very Cool...
What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] You are a Samurai.You are full of honour and value respect. You are not really the stereotypical hero, but you do fight for good. Just in your own way. For you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil person, if it is for justice and peace. You also don't belive in mourning all the time and think that once you've hit a bad stage in life you just have to get up again. It's pointless to concentrate on emotional pain and better to just get on with everything. You also are a down to earth type of person and think before you act. Impulsive people may annoy you somewhat.Main weapon: Sword Quote:"Always do the right thing. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest" -Mark TwainFacial expression: Small smileTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

"but It Was The Annual Macy's Sale!!!"
Norfolk lawyer rebuked for delaying case to go shopping The Virginian-Pilot © April 28, 2007 NORFOLK - A local lawyer has been disciplined by the Virginia State Bar for telling a judge she had to postpone a case because of a commitment in another court when in fact she went shopping instead. Defense attorney Cynthia D. Garris received a public reprimand from the State Bar, according to an announcement Friday. The reprimand does not affect her law license. Garris, whose office is at 132 W. Olney Road, told a Norfolk Circuit Court judge last summer that she had to postpone a case because of a court commitment in Williamsburg. The judge later found out she had gone on a shopping excursion instead. The judge found Garris in contempt and fined her $250. Garris later apologized for her "immature, selfish and inexcusable behavior " in a letter to the judge.

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Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour

Give It To Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER........ I WANT UR NUMBER....... DONT CARE WHO U ARE. I BET U WANNA GIVE IT TO ME........ I DARE U! COPY AND PASTE THIS AND SEE HOW MANY NUMBERZ U CAN GET!!!!! NAME:_________________ NUMBER:__________________ IT DOESNT MATTER IF UR SINGLE OR NOT. COPY AND REPOST OR U AND UR TRUE LOVE CAN NEVER BE

I Feel The Love!
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my des

Sensual Touch
SENSUAL TOUCH Her lover's flesh asleep with dreams,between two silken sheets She watches on with adoring eyes,inside she feels complete By the window in the still of night,the moon shines on her skin As cascading hair softly flows,so does the love within Tempted by the tender memories,fresh within her mind Her senses come alive again,arousal's silhouette defined Against the wall so cool,she leans and licks her lips As the taste of him unfolds again,remnants of his kiss Thoughts begin to stray, as she turns her face into the night Gazing out the window,at the stars and moon so bright She traces a painted nail,slowly over an ivory breast Pondering sensuous ways,she could touch her lover next There within the stillness,as the wind howls a tune for lovers Silently he breathes her in,her fragrant scent upon the covers Awoken by the missing,of her warmth and nakedness He rises with an aching need,to feel her soft caress His footsteps on the wooden floor,brings to

Us And You
When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's appo

I Wanna Be A Rock Star
I WANNA BE A ROCK STAR BUT I STILL NEED LIKE 37,000 POINTS IF ANYONE FEELS BORED AND WANTS POINTS FOR THEM SELVES TO I HAVE LOTS OF PICS AND A DECENT STASH YA CAN RATE LOL HOPE YA'LL ARE HAVIN A GREAT NIGHT

Funny Shopping Experience
Woman Gets Expletive On Store Receipt Matt Bush, Online Content Producer Last Updated: 4/27/2007 3:42:11 PM A popular shoe store is trying to explain the outrageous receipt printed for a Texas shopper. The receipt looks harmless enough, until you start looking at the fine print, where there is a nasty surprise. Angie Martin is a Rewards Member at Famous Footwear, so you can imagine her reaction when she saw her name changed on a receipt to Angiestupid Martin with an expletive added at the end. "I was totally shocked I just I didn't know what to say," says Martin. Angie had made a complaint online after an unpleasant experience when she returned a pair of shoes. "The manager that was on duty was upset that I was doing it without a receipt. She gave a big sigh and didn't want to speak to me," said Martin. The district manager called and offered Angie a discount. "When I went to the counter to see if they had my discount and how long I could use it, they had

Chp 7
They tethered their horses near the bank and built a small fire. They finished the last of the meal from Dover and some of the cheese and fruit from Ghent, along with a skin of that magnificent red wine. After they sated their hunger, Bruthar eased back with a pipe of tobacco – a luxury he stringently rationed – and called to Bryan. “Fetch your mando, brother. A night such as this could be made better only by your playing.” Bryan nodded and retrieved his instrument. He wet his throat with the wine, then sat down and tuned the strings. In time, he began to strum out chords and sing; “Listen now children, as I shall tell, Of the fall of King Brogdan at Gorums vale …” “Nay, brother. Tonight is not a night for history lessons. This is a night of bittersweet beauty. The sky is clear and the stars are bright but we are far from home and all we hold dear. Come now, we are brothers. Surely, you can feel it, too.” Bryan nodded in agreement. “Aye, I know of what you speak.” Bryan

Night In The Abyss, The Consumption
It had taken nearly a month, but Karin finally convinced Dennis to take her back out to the Abyss. Seeing her the last time, standing in the middle of the graveyard, alone and seemingly dazed, had frightened Dennis. He thought there was something wrong with the place. But, her insistence, and offering of favors in return, had finally swayed his mind. She had pretty much given up on him having any sense of style when he went. She compromised and they went on Friday, the 80s retro night, rather than the hardcore Goth Saturday night. This let him wear casual surfer shorts, Spicoli inspired checkered sneakers, and a non-descript pseudo Hawaiian shirt. Karin, on the other hand, had pulled out all the stops. She had straightened her medium length red hair, and ran black stripes through it. A tight leather corset held her ample breast high, giving teasing peeks of cleavage and side boob. Her clingy ankle length skirt flared out at the bottom, like Morticia Adams, and her high heels gave her

Remember When
Remember when I held your hand And everything was at ease Remember when we talked again and you did as you pleased Forgetting then my broken sin living on day to day Forgetting then my sin again loving me again today

If You're Going To Slaughter Us...
Here's a tip for all you would-be mass killers and the like. If you're going to slaughter an office full of strangers, it's not a good idea to call the office first and leave a message stating you are planning on slaughtering everyone at said office. It kind of tips people off, and gives them a chance to call the police. And now I have to go out and buy a stupid security camera. All because some idiot decided to be... wait for it.... and idiot.

Somethin New
You Are Confident Sexy You're one sexy chica, and you know it. You've got the confidence to strut your stuff... And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

Liars
Some people really make me angry. They talk all nice to you and say nice things but reality everyone wants something from you. It's makes me very untrustful of people. One mintue they say lets take it slow and see if this is what they really want. Let's not rush into anything, it's all bulls*@t if you ask me. I have been hurt too many times and I am tired of the whole mess called dating. I have made mistakes in my life. When is God going to stop punishing me for them? I thought I might have actually found someone that was honest. Turns out he is just like the reat of the a@$holes out there. Oh well live and learn right?

To Remember
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 1,2007 The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts.

The Confessional
A married Irishman went into the confessional and said to his priest, "I almost had an affair with another woman." The priest said, "What do you mean, almost?" The Irishman said, "Well, we got undressed and rubbed together, but then I stopped." The priest said, "Rubbing together is the same as putting it in. You're not to see that woman again. For your penance, say five Hail Mary's and put £20 in the poor box." The Irishman left the confessional, said his prayers, and then walked over to the poor box. He paused for a moment and then started to leave. The priest, who was watching, quickly ran over to him saying, "I saw that. You didn't put any money in the poor box!" The Irishman replied, "Yeah, but I rubbed the £20 on the box, and according to you, that's the same as putting it in!" There once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned." The priest said, "Conf

My Love Runs Deep....my Anger Is Deeper.
I know this will get to the person it is intended for if I post it here! The question is..will the person it's intended for realize it's for them?? If you think it's for you...post a comment....or send a private message.

Blogging
Have you ever wondered what everyone on here is doing. I mean have you ever though about what everyone is doing. All the men and women, looking for a soulmate, looking for love,looking for friendship, looking for a hookup for the night. It amazes me to think of all these things and can't help but wonder how many people are cheating on someone or how often someone is hurt or betrayed by what someone else is doing on here. I let my gf pretty much do what she wants. I was kind of a prick by telling her I'd drop her like a used rubber if I found her doing anything. I sounds cruel but, its the truth. Have been down that road a time or two and I don't like the scenery. I know some people only want friends and some are just point whores. But damn, how pathetic do you have to be to live on here. Is your life that boring? I get on here to talk to some of the friends I already have, and maybe make a few new ones but thats it. I dont send teasers out there. I dont put suggestive photos up. I'm no

I Like It (lords Of Acid)
I came home the other night And imagine my surprise I found my boyfriend in my clothes In my brand new panty hose It struck me crazy, so to say But he kinda looked good in a way So then I said: that's how it goes and showed him how to strike a pose I Like It! Hey, hey, hey I Like It! He's kinda kinky in a way I Like It! Hey, hey, hey I Like It! He's kinda kinky in a way Now we go shopping every day trying out sexy lingerie Then we take our dinner on the town Seek someone special to play around We work it hard when we play Make them hot, then break away Laughing hard as we go For them it's real. For us a show... I Like It! Hey, hey, hey I Like It! He's kinda kinky in a way I Like It! Hey, hey, hey I Like It! He's kinda kinky in a way In six inch pumps and mini-skirts We're always game for a flirt Fending off all those silly guys Giggling at their see-through lines Ever so often there'll be one that we'll take home to have

Natural Viagra!
Thank God I don't need THIS treatment. . . Natural Viagra: Brazilian Spider Bite Causes Hours-Long Erection Tuesday , May 01, 2007 By Jeanna Bryner WASHINGTON — A Brazilian spider delivers more than a painful bite that sends most victims to the hospital. Its venom stimulates an hours-long erection. Now scientists have figured out the chemical that seems to be responsible for the penis boost. In Brazil, emergency room staff can immediately spot the victims of a bite from the Brazilian wandering spider (Phoneutria nigriventer). Patients not only experience overall pain and an increase in blood pressure, they also sport an uncomfortable erection. "The erection is a side effect that everybody who gets stung by this spider will experience along with the pain and discomfort," said study team member Romulo Leite of the Medical College of Georgia, presumably speaking only about male bite victims. "We're hoping eventually this will end up in the development of real drugs for the

Things Women Say...
The things we say and what we really mean......... FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed; this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine." GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing." THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when

Poetry
My love, my soul cries out for your touch Fill my lungs with your life giving breath Set my heart on fire with your souls inferno Make me feel passion, let me know your hunger Let me touch every inch of your body with my lips Pull me closer, into you, let our bodies become one Leave me drained, let me rest in your arms Let the world pass by, unnoticed, unseen Till the morning wakes us, in a blanket of warmth And I can gaze into your eyes, so mystic, so pure

Wine Vs Water
>> >> >> >> >> >>In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have >>demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year >>we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, >>(E.coli) bacteria found in feces. >> >> >>In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. >> >>However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, >>whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a >>purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. >> >>Remember: >> >>Water = Poop >> >>Wine = Health. >> >>Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink >>water and be full of shit. >> >>There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: >> I'm doing it as a public service.

Sign In A Store Window:
"WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. Howe ver, We are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?)

Fallen Angel
FALLEN ANGEL Beautiful darkness, sweet surrender. A stranger yet not, touch so tender. Dragon of Roses has come to me, missing piece, now I am free. Princess of power, queen of the nite, my fallen angel has finally arrived. Bleeding heart open, soul is alive, resurrected, I slowly open my eyes. I spread my cold wings to the warmth of the sun. It stings my vision, but the time has come. Slept so long patiently bored, her love has awakened me, now I want more. As I grow closer to her I also grow stronger, now she is mine, I shall be alone no longer. More precious than any diamonds or gold, the treasures within her, more valuable, but are only ascertainable by the bold. The midnite breeze passes by slowly with it's watchful eye, an eve of union and power that I can't deny. Two fierce hearts meld into one, our enemies, angry and fearful, left with no where to run. Foretold since days of old, prophecy fullfilled, now in destiny's hold. We stand strong and

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

God Watching Over Me
I laid on the grass And looked up at the sky I saw a bright shining star Out of the corner of my eye I knew it was you I felt your embrace A warm loving light Full of grace The cool breezes through me On some cold gloomy days The soft taps on the shoulder What were you trying to say? Are you proud of who I am Do you look down in disgrace Do you think I could be better Is my life out of place? I need your wisdom And your words to guide To help this child That I am inside I know you're there In spirit to An Angel watching down On this daughter he knew All I have to do Is look up and see That it's my dad watching over me.

Please Dont Tell Me You Love Me
Please dont tell me you love me! When all you do is cover up your lies. Please dont tell me Im lying When you know the truth behind my cries And dont act like everything is fine When we both know are family is falling apart with pieces left behind Please dont tell me you love me! Unless your ready to fight for both our rights, To change for the better And for whats truly right. Dont you see how much your hurting me Just to protect your pride. Why do I let myself cry When I already know that its time to say good bye and that I tried.

I Want To Be With You
I want to be with you Until I perish And every moment I will forever cherish Every love song Reminds me of you If you were to die I don't know what I'd do I absolutely adore Playing with your hair And touching your lips I can't help but stare Your beauty is stunning Like frozen glass And oh, baby I hope that we last

The Promise Of Love
Lie you down softly, crawling over you, Looking in your angelic eyes, Telling you I love you, Rest your head gently, follow you down with kiss, I've waited my whole life, To feel this, My hand softly on your cheek, your lips held carefully between mine, As the world loses us, And we are forgetten by time, The feel of your body, so full of desire, wrapped up in my arms, Taking me higher, I kiss you deeper, as you pull me into you, wrap yourself around me, Like I've been longing you to do, Feel your heart beating, beating with mine, Forever we have spent apart, But now it's time, where two become one, we are finally home, Locked in a promise of love, I will never let you go...

Life's River
I saw you wrapped in that twilight..blanketed by stars. They seemed to want you to disappear but you were the brightest of them all. I watched as you shimmered, and was jealous for your touch. I wanted to be there with you, in the heaven's lust. For to take you up like that and wrap you oh so tight, was only a reflection of me wanting you, in this lonely dream tonight. I laid in that meadow listening, eyes closed, as the tall grass swayed. The wind carassed it as I heard it sigh, seemed the night was baiting me. I use to be its friend..but it seemed to have left me for you, and I called out to it to return, an echo rang out in darkness' hues. And, then, everything was gone..we floated out together...tiny particles that had started us, had consumed us once again. So I listened again to hear you, just a whisper of your soul, and it told me how wonderful the heavens were, how we would never have to grow old. That in this place and time, was every time and place, and eve

Sometimes
Sometimes I lie awake at night and pray that it's not true Staring at the ceiling hoping I'm not missing you Turn the blank pages on book that was never filled turning in my restless sleep on this love that was made of silk Sometimes I walk through the streets and pray that I'm not missing you Staring at the empty faces Knowing it's all the truth you can turn the blank pages of a book that's never filled turning in my sleep again on this love that we spilled Sometimes I wish I was already there trying to figure a way out staring at this barless cage wanting to scream and shout you can turn the pages we filled I swear it will tell our story I can't ever forget you I can't let our death hold the glory I swear it will never end I swear I won't walk away Can't you see this is just beginning Our story will never fade

Poetry For All My Ladies....you Know Who You Are !!! ;) ;) ;)
A FATELESS DREAM HAUNTING MY DARKENED SOUL IN THESE WAKING HOURS TORTURING MY MIND WHILE I SLEEP VISIONS OF YOU KEEP ME LUSTING FOR YOUR SWEET KISS AND THE MEMORY OF YOUR EMBRACE LEAVES ME DYING TO HOLD YOU AGAIN YOU LEFT MY HEART UPON THE FLOOR;DESTROYED POUNDING YOUR NAME WITH EVERY HEART-BEAT ACHING TO TOUCH YOU ONCE MORE BUT ALAS, THIS IS MY UNDOING FOR TO HAVE YOU IS MY MOST PAINFUL WISH YET NOT EMBRACING YOU WITH MY TENDER KISS IS THE GREATEST OF SINS I WILL COMMIT RELEASE THAT WHICH IS STILL YOURS MY HEART MY SOUL MY BEING AND ALLOW ME TO LOVE YOU ONCE MORE THE WAY A GODDESS FROM THE HEAVENS SHOULD BE UNRELENTLESS AND UNHINDERED MY LOVE IS YOURS TAKE IT I BEG OF YOU AND MAKE IT YOUR OWN ONCE AGAIN

I Never Knew
I Never Knew It was a cold day in December I remember it so well You captured me whole being And you left me in a spell You warmed my heart with passion desiring all of you You left me cold in the summer I wish that I had only knew but I Chorus: I never knew that you would be the one to come along and snatch my heart and run Away from me with no explanation why I never knew what we had would die All I wanna do is hide away From all the hurt and pain of yesterday Can’t you see the tears, the hurt inside I never knew, please tell me why All those nights you left me lonely Keeping company with my fears That one day you’d leave me lonely And that’s exactly what you did I thought that I was your baby the darkest night for you I’d bear Now that I need you here with me I call your name and your not there You left me standing so empty-handed Out in the cold How was I to know That my love didn’t matter And my world was shattered Cause you left me here

Children
Children who die are not really gone, But go to a place that is something like home, Where they sleep the deep sleep, as quiet as stone, Until we can join them when our lives are done. Children who die are not really dead, But just like good children tucked into bed, Wait the long wait while we go ahead Till our tales are all told and our tears are all shed. Children who die feel no pleasure or pain In the place where they wait till they see us again, And all of us dance in a world washed with rain Where the sun shines so brightly no sorrows remain.

Loving Is....
I sit and wonder what it truely is That feeling many can't explain, But as I close my eyes, It seems to come to me And I begin to realize what love is Love is the warmth of a lover On a cold bitter night It's what you feel after making-up, After a long and meaningless fight It's the comfort of a mother, When you need it the most The fight of a true friend To always be there to listen What brings on the tears When you lose someone that has earned your trust It's those little things you'd do Just to see someone smile The laughter you share with someone on the phone, After hours with no end in sight Love's when you feel that person can do no wrong And everything will be alright It came to me in that instance And it made me smile At that moment I realized I wasn't alone Even though some have left My love for them is not gone Because My Love For THem Is Forever...

Walking In Shadows
WALKING IN SHADOWS SEARCHING FOR LIGHT I'M FOREVER DOOMED TO HAUNT THE NIGHT WALKING IN SHADOWS ALWAYS TO BE ALONE THIS HEART OF MINE HAS TURNED TO STONE WALKING IN SHADOWS ALWAYS FEELING PAIN I WONDER IF I WILL ONE DAY GO INSANE.

Why I Am The Way I Am
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

Here It Comes Agian Vets
Months after a politically embarrassing $1 billion shortfall that put veterans' health care in peril, Veterans Affairs officials involved in the foul-up got hefty bonuses ranging up to $33,000. The list of bonuses to senior career officials at the Veterans Affairs Department in 2006, obtained by The Associated Press, documents a generous package of more than $3.8 million in payments by a financially strapped agency straining to help care for thousands of injured veterans returning home from Iraq and Afghanistan. Editor's Picks Money, Neglect Cited in Walter Reed IllsRelated Content Chavez's impulsive style sparks debt confusionCompromise emerging in D.C. on Iraq war-funding billJamestown's birthday notes a darker side this timeAmong those receiving payments were a deputy assistant secretary and several regional directors who crafted the VA's flawed budget for 2005 based on misleading accounting. They received performance payments up to $33,000 each, a figure equal to about 20

I Want....
I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot who calls you back when you hang up on him who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

The Lore Of The Corps
Marine NCO boxed against Muhammad Ali — and won By Bryant Jordan Times staff writer A new platoon sergeant for Bravo Company, 1st Battalion, 1st Marines, had just arrived in Vietnam, and though he’d spent his years in the Corps in special services, not infantry, he stood before the men he’d be leading and told them there were a few things they needed to know. “The first thing is, I’m the only man in the world that ever whipped Clay,” said the 6-foot-4-inch, 200-plus-pound staff sergeant. He also made it clear he wasn’t a “new guy,” and that this was his second tour, recalled Brian E. Howard of Tustin, Mo., a private first class at the time. Howard remembered the staff sergeant telling his men that “if anyone had a problem with his orders or anything else, to get two of their buddies and he’ll take care of them all behind the tent.” There was no reason to doubt the man, since the first two points he made were facts. Staff Sgt. Percy J. Price was on his second tour in Vietnam,

Relief
You treat me so badly you hurt me so much I try to pull closer But we're so out of touch. Every moment Im with you We're so far apart We're losing our love And its breaking my heart. I know I've caused you pain deep inside your soul But we'll never get past this If you can't let it go I told you I'm sorry for the times that I lied You know that I am And you still make me cry. I'm scared to let go I want to hold on But give me a reason to try and stay strong. I know you can't forget of that I could never ask you But don't say that you'll forgive If you really don't want to I am telling you now I will not stand this grief So from the pain and suffering please offer some relief!

A Letter To My Love
As time goes on and we're apart, I think of how things could have been. What we could have said or done to work things through. I would have been more understanding and not so judgmental, more loving and not so hurtful. I would have told you I loved and cherished you more often. That there can never or will ever be another person who I admire like you or who has reached the depths of my heart like you have. I would have told you that I'm so very proud of how far you've come and the things you have accomplished. But how could I find the words or actions to explain to you just how much I love you. It would take a million lifetimes to even comprehend my feelings. I would have told you that you took my breath away the first time I saw you. I would have told you that you made be believe in love the first time you kissed me or stole my heart the moment you uttered those magical words. I would have told you that every time I looked into your eyes I saw my destiny. My one and only. My soul mat

Yummy
Frog Juice in High Demand in Peru By LESLIE JOSEPHS Associated Press Writer Posted May 4 2007, 9:00 AM EDT LIMA, Peru -- Carmen Gonzalez plucks one of the 50 frogs from the aquarium at her bus stop restaurant, bangs it against tiles to kill it and then makes two incisions along its belly and peels off the skin as if husking corn. She's preparing frog juice, a beverage revered by some Andean cultures for having the power to cure asthma, bronchitis, sluggishness and a low sex drive. A drink of so-called "Peruvian Viagra" sells for about 90 cents. Gonzalez adds three ladles of hot, white bean broth, two generous spoonfuls of honey, raw aloe vera plant and several tablespoons of maca -- an Andean root also believed to boost stamina and sex drive -- into a household blender. Then she drops the frog in. Once strained, the result is a starchy, milkshake-like liquid that stings the throat. At least 50 customers a day ask for steaming beer mugs of frog juice at Gonzale

Dying Inside
there is no life in this body anymore No more struggle to fight against I resolved to quit argueing the pointless Everything is pointless There is no meaning in looking for the soul mate For there is none No one ying to my yang

Mama Jokes
be charged with sock abuse Yo momma's feet so fat her sneakers need license plates Yo momma's feet so skanky that when your family wants jam pieces she gets yo brother to run a loaf of bread between her toes Yo momma's so fat she bit into a school bus and said where's the cream filling Yo momma's forehead is so big you could show slides on it Yo momma's glasses are so thick she can see into the future Yo momma's glasses are so thick that when she looks on a map she can see people waving Yo momma's so grouchy the McDonalds she works in doesn't even serve Happy Meals Yo momma's gums so black she spits Chocolate Milk Yo momma's gums so black that she spits Yoo hoo Yo momma's hair so greasy you could fry a chiken in it Yo momma's hair so nappy she has to take Tylenol just to comb it Yo momma's hair so short she curls it with rice Yo momma's hair so short when she braided it they looked like stiches Yo momma's has 10 fingers, all on the same hand Yo momma's has 3 eyes and the

Restaurant
A cannibal was walking through the jungle and came upon a restaurant operated by a fellow cannibal. Feeling somewhat hungry, he sat down and looked over the menu... Broiled Missionary: $10.00 Fried Explorer: $15.00 Grilled Democrat: $20.00 Baked Republican: $100.00 The cannibal called the waiter over and asked, 'Why such a price difference for the Republican ?' The cook replied 'Have you ever tried to clean one? They're so full of crap it takes all morning to get them clean enough to cook.'

What Label Do Guys Put On You?
You scored as Friend. Guys view you as a friend. They can talk to you about anything and feel comfortable around you. You are considered one of the guys but if you want more then that, you gotta bring out the girly side a little more honey.Friend75%Tease75%Whore50%Prude0%What label do guys put on you?created with QuizFarm.com

"twilight": Who Are You?
You scored as Esme Cullen. You're Esme. The sweet, loving, mother figure of the Cullen clan. You're extremely happy that Edward has found Bella and are very careful not to scare her off.Esme Cullen100%Carlisle Cullen88%Edward Cullen75%Alice Cullen75%James63%Charlie Swan63%Bella Swan50%Emmett Cullen50%Rosalie Cullen38%Jasper Cullen25%"Twilight": who are you? (now w/ pics)created with QuizFarm.com

What Type Of Candy Are You?*
You scored as Hershey Bar. You are a Hershey Bar. You are smooth, original and somewhat old-fashioned. You like to socialize and have the same close childhood friends. Family is very important to you. You are a nice and kind person - the best of the best!Hershey Bar100%3 Musketeers100%Twix80%KitKat/Crunch Bar60%Skittles/Gummi Bears60%M&M's60%Jolly Ranchers40%Reese's Peanut Butter Cup20%*What Type of Candy Are You?* (w/pics.)created with QuizFarm.com

Bubble Gum Yum
I love it when a man takes his time on eating the puss Getting my juices running out all down the crack of my ass Then as he takes his tongue and chases after those juices All up and down my crack As his finger massages that clit rubbing it in circular motion with his middle finger inside my pussy walls and his thumb inside that ass hole in and out in slow mo Ah! Ah! Ah! Got my legs shaking, my ass tweeking Squeezing it so tight Listening to him say, "Cum all in my mouth boo" Ah! Ah! Ah! Tongue all up and down the pussy lips. I'm gonna cum all ova that tongue. Ah! Ah! Ah! Yes! Yes! Yes! Big Daddy! Oh! Oh! Aah! At last I reached my climax with juices running down my ass I love it how then the guy takes that big, rock hard dick all the way in and holds it in. I begin to count: one mississippi! two mississippi! As he strokes it Switching position after positi

Heaven Has Another Door (comment Please)
A tear stained face in the mirror, Reflects the pain inside, The Broken hearted survivor, Of a love thats died, Now your dreamin in sorrow, As you drink the pain away, It'll still be there tomorrow, But thats the price you pay, When you go chaisin rainbows, And lead your heart astray, Now you're broken and bleed'n, Theres nothing you can say, Chorus: Wat does it take to show you, Heaven has another door, Theres still light my friend, Pick yourself up off the floor, He isn't worth the pain you feel, Or he would have given you, A love thats real, Now you stair down the barrel Of your torn up soul, Thought love was a diamond, but it turned up coal, You should have been smarter, Then to go his way, You knew your heart was in Danger, But you wouldnt walk away, Its like playin with fire, when you're in this deep, Can't tell love from desire, Or death from sleep, Chorus

The Human Footprint
On England’s Channel 4, there’s going to be a documentary called “Human Footprint”, which, basically, will break every aspect of your life into a statistic. Here are some of the numbers they calculated: On average, you have 2,475,576,000 seconds on Earth. (–In years, that makes you 78-and-a-half years old.) As a baby you used 3,796 diapers. You’ll cry 15 gallons worth of tears. You’ll have relations 4,200 times. (–That’s an average of around 80 times every year from age 18 through 70. That works out to a little better than once a week. . . which seems really low if you include touchy-selfy.) You’ll eat 10,866 carrots and 10,354 chocolate bars. You’ll know 10 people who commit suicide, nine who die in car accidents and one who dies in a fire. If you’re a smoker, you’ll smoke 77,000 cigarettes. (!!!) You’ll produce foul gaseous emissions an average of 15 times a day. You’ll say 123,206,750 words, or about 4,200 words every day. You’ll produce 39 gallons of v

An Appology For My Home Girls. (in Lyrics)
I don't mean to be so empty. I don't know what has got into me. What's made me not want to swallow. Even though I'm hollow. I don't mean to be such a downer. But I can't keep from drowning. Drowning in my own tears. In my own fears. I don't mean to be so depressed. But I can't seem to supress. Supress my emotions. I can't control them. I didn't mean to be so heart broke. But it's like I seem to be a joke. I just want to fukn choke, the life out of myself. I didn't mean to fall in love. I never wanted to settle for hugs. Hugs that made feel empty, even when she was with me. I don't mean to be such a nice guy. It's a part of me that I despise. Pathetic in my own eyes. I just wanna quit. I don't mean to be such an asshole. But you know that it won't last though. Because I'm to fukn giving and I hate recieving. I don't mean to be such a burden. I guess that I am just yerning. Reaching out for some help. I need to fix myself. I don't mean to appologize. But I just ca

Monday Links: Opie And Anthony Return Live, Turn On Your Webcams, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Hotness, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning and happy MONDAY everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony Show is back at work and ready to broadcast after a nice little break. Looks like some things have been shaken up in the radio bidness according to our pal Jacques Steinberg at the New York Times, so we should examine that, right? Turn on your webcams and your Paltalk, kids! If you want to catch any of the in-studio shenanigans, breakfast-gobbling, and booger-eating... or any of the sleeping naked women for that matter, just log in to Paltalk and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' (and no, you don't NEED a webcam to view other people's video feeds) Today on the POgram, we'll be talking about a number of things...maybe some other jocks who got in some trouble with another special interest group (...cough...JV and Elvis...cough), and maybe another homage to Mr. Imus is in order. Did you get your TRAVELING VIRUS TICKETS yet? We sure hope so, because they're

The Guys' Rules(at Last A Guy Has Taken The Time To Write This All Down)
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side . Now here are the rules from the male side . These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don 't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one : Subtle hints do not work ! Strong hints do not work ! Obvious hints do not work ! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

Man Lookin To Get Married..!!!
"An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare. With that as his mission he began to search for the perfect woman. Shortly there after he met a Redneck who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the Redneck and asked for permission to marry one of them. The Redneck simply replied, "They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want." The man dated the first daughter. The next day the Redneck asked for the man's opinion. "Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice, pigeon-toed." The Redneck nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter. The next day, the Redneck again asked how things went. "Well", the man replied, "she's just a weeeee bit, not t

Daily
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 7,2007 You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge.

Got To Admit It's Getting Better
Well guess what, things are definately starting to look up for me. I've been talking to a wonderful soldier in Afghanistan that i am very happy to see that he will be comming home soon. He is going to come visit for a while as I will try and make it to see him. It's all so very exciting to see things are going good again. I've been making good grades on my tests the last two being an 82 and 90, I just got my tax return check which was pretty nice, and I'm looking forward to what life has to offer. Perhaps this is my time to really improve myself.

Our Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

Let's Hear It For Australia
Subject: Let's hear it for Australia - WOW the last statement!!! Subject: Let's hear it for Australia This makes sense - perhaps that's where "common sense" went to when it left this country! Let's hear it for Australia I recommend this as a good read. If you don't like it, delete it. No comments needed. Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your

The Original Hollywood Squares
Do you remember the Original Hollywood Squares and its comics? These great questions and answers are from the days when " Hollywood Squares" game show responses were spontaneous and clever not scripted and (often) dull as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course. Q. Do female frogs croak? A. Paul Lynde: If you hold their little heads under water long enough. Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be? A. Charley Weaver: Three days of steady drinking should do it. Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. A. George Gobel: Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes. Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: That's what's been keeping me awake. Q. According to Cosmopolitan, if you meet a strang

Im The One Called Doc
I’m the one called "Doc" I shall not walk in your footsteps, but I will walk by your side. I shall not walk in your image, I’ve earned my own title of pride. We’ve answered the call together, on sea and foreign land. When the cry for help was given, I’ve been there right at hand. Whether I am on the ocean or in the jungle wearing greens, Giving aid to my fellow man, be it Sailors or Marines. So the next time you see a corpsman and you think of calling him "squid", think of the job he’s doing as those before him did. And if you ever have to go out there and your life is on the block, Look at the one right next to you... I’m the one called "Doc". Harry D. Penny, Jr. HMC(AC)USN

Strawberries
I lay there on your bed looking good enough to eat. Sugar on my beautiful belly. Sexy rosy glow on my naked body. You touch me gently between my thighs - so wet from excitement. You take a strawberry from the bowl, swirl it around my belly. Bring it to my lips for a taste. I take a bite and moan enjoying the flavor. Then rub the half eaten berry over my erect nipples. Then take each one into your mouth to suck the sweet juices from them. I moan for more. We kiss passionately as you slip two fingers in my warmth. Dunking another strawberry in the sugar and take a bite. While you tease me by slowing moving your fingers in and out. I beg you to move faster. But instead you take them out and replace them with a strawberry twirl it around to mixing it with my own sweet juices. Take a bite a savor the mixture of both me and the red fruit. The sugary juicy mixture all over my belly is too good to resist. So you begin to lick it off. While massaging my breasts and rubbing my nipple

Make The Pain Go Away
My mind is spinning, faster and faster. I can't keep my thoughts straight anymore. Tiny white orbs to make the pain go away, but all they do is postpone the inevitable. Cries in the night, tears on my pillow. I just want the deafening noise to stop. The pounding, the painful flashes of white heat, The agony within my head, it's so intense. I want it all to end, I want everything to fade. Just let this torment be over, and let me be at peace. Michelle Lewis......04/12/2007

Black Label Society "stillborn"
Stillborn Artist(Band):Zakk Wylde & Black Label Society AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Blinded Erase what was Stillborn, I have become The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long So empty Just a shell of a man Stillborn, this I understand The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Girl, I've waited here for you, so long Girl, I've waited here for you… for you The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long I waited here for you … for you

"just For You"
Here is another one just for you, don`t know what it is that you do. When i think of you i smile, she has her own special little style. Yes I do notice when you are not around, and sometimes you make me feel like a clown. I told them how your eyes are hazel, forgot to tell about your cute little navel. And how you dance around the room, even do it sometimes with a broom. She even likes to sing her favorite song, when i know it i will sing along. Very independent, has her own place, she likes to have a lot of space. We stay up at night and play games, tells me about her friends, cant remember all their names. She wears glasses so she can see, doesn`t know what she means to me. Sometimes I think she is on her own cloud, and yes she can be somewhat loud. Talked to her on the phone the other day, asked me if i can come over and play. Oh yeah and bring over a friend, it was just me and her in the end. Brought her a book she can read, already has everything that she needs. Well maybe not rea

The Ct Experience....
So while I have a spare few moments out of my oh so busy day, I suddenly was overtaken by the desire to BLOG... and here 'tis: this whole CT thing is weird... not that i don't like it, I do, damned near addicted in fact, but I'm one of those people who is fueled by seeing the facial reactions of the people around me... let's me know that i'm reaching them on a 'gut' level...and vice versa. this virtual existance forces you to push harder to get the right words out, in order to keep a point or thought from being misunderstood. that can be fun (i am a wordsmith of sorts) or it can be like dentistry; you know you need to do it, but no one 'likes' going there. KWIM? add to that the fact that you can form attachments here very quickly, likely because of the 'perfected speech' that happens here, and it's easy to see how addiction to the form could turn to obsession for a persona. NOTE: read that again, i said persona, not person. I say that because while some of us are out here '

When God Made Emt's And Paramedics......
When the Lord made EMT's and Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one," And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMT/Paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes a health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breathe again." "He has to be in top mental conditionat all times, running on no sleep, black coffee, and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands....no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of ey

Introspection & Self Defense
Introspection Suspicion holds and guides you No love will ever rule you Man of many windows What visions do you see? Self Defense To take action against My enemy.... Takes me down as low As they! But, who will be my Champion, otherwise? Ginny 1984

Angel Of Grace (which Angel Are You?)
You scored as Angel Of Grace. Grace comes into our life and changes us forever after. You assist people in becoming aware of the joy in their lives. You remind people to bring grace to others. We are all connected.Dream Angel100%Angel Of Grace100%Angel Of Compassion87%Angel Of Hope80%Angel Of Harmony/Unity80%Angel Of the Outdoors80%Relationship/Love Angel73%Angel Of Change73%Angel Of Communication67%Angel Of Trust67%Angel of Creativity

Mood: Crappy
So Early Tuesday Morning/All Day Tuesday, I was sick, from working so much and not being used to it. So I took Tuesday off. And then today, I fell at 5 and twisted my ankle and usually it gets better but its really swollen and really hurts and my mom told me she can't take me to the DR. tomorrow because she needs to go to work and I can't afford to miss another day. Well I can't exactly stand for five hours with a painful ankle. Yeah, not a good week so far.

Consistency
In the beginning of an LDD relationship consistency is the key, when a couple decides to live LDD the must discuss how they want it to be; Are there a list of rules to follow? Will the HOH discipline as he see fit? For Kim and I it is a little of both, she does have rules, but ultimately I decide if and when she will be disciplined, they extent and harshness of the discipline. The rules are there as a constant reminder and to help the wife understand what is expected of her, and that she will not be discipline just because her HOH, decides that he wants to spank her, for no other reason then to turn her bottom red. Some couples rely on the HOH to set all rules, other times it is helpful for the wife to contribute to the rules by suggesting certain areas she feels she need his guidance in order to be more submissive and a happier wife. As part of the rules it is imperative that when they are made they do not conflict with one another, if an HOH makes a rules that says she must

On Closing The Other Accounts
Yes, we have another account here on CT. But this is the main reason why we as a family are going to one account. We are planning to stay on this one. Sorry to say having this account and then are own is okay but when one of our own simple gets the flu we have three accounts to keep checking. This one, are our, and plus whoever is sick. We are so happy the friends we made and we told this to the head of the family and that is why this is happening. We are moving to this account. This will take a couple of weeks for all of us to do. And as the firefighter family thank u for you. The Head Of the Firefighter Family and Firefighter Family.

Response To A Complaint
This is inresponse to a blog comment I recieved and hence deleted, saying that I was not a man nor an HOH, and all I am is abusive, this was sent to me by someone who claims to live LDD. We are a LDD couple living this lifestyle 24/7, not one of those who sometimes plays, or is just a in the bedroom couple. This is our way of life, I do not expect others to always agree or have them mimic they way we live, each couple is different and has different way of living. As for us they way to true happiness lies within our respect for each other and the sumission of Kim to me as her HOH, for those who do not understand the way we choose to live that is fine, I will not demand you to live the same way. Kim and I have tried various style over the years, some bdsm, D/s, Master Slave, but all to no avail. Then we found LDD, wow what a differnce this has made, reading the LDD book you will fins all sorts of ways to help a submissive wife. Spankings are the mainsaty of this, Kim recieves dai

Angel By My Side
I lay alone weeping As in the corner a man is creeping Watching my every move Until I begin sleeping But when I fall asleep I shall not awake For I am beginning to drown in a lake A lake of tears Not a single one of them fake For tonight I have heard I will die And this provokes me too The angel comes out of the corner AS I bid my final goodbye

Poem
I place my hand Upon the cold glass Releasing the heat inside Built up by broken time You stand looking in Yet my eyes are blind To your presence before me While I'm trapped inside this daze Your hand touches the glass Tracing each finger of mine Looking into my eyes Seeing such helpless love Worlds apart from the other Yet distance is not what separates us Hearts full of pain we once caused Keeps us on opposite sides of the glass As my daze breaks I see you walking away Looking back one last time One shallow tear, from you escapes

Y'arly
Your Personality Is Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

"k"
Kainolophobia or Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty. Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat. Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule. Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down. Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces. Keraunophobia or Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia) Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion. Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing. Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms. Kolpophobia- Fear of genitals, particularly female. Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue. Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia) Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon. Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia) Kynophobia- Fear of rabies. Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.

"m"
Macrophobia- Fear of long waits. Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking. Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth. Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia) Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity. Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment. Mechanophobia- Fear of machines. Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection. Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis. Megalophobia- Fear of large things. Melissophobia- Fear of bees. Melanophobia- Fear of the color black. Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music. Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease. Menophobia- Fear of menstruation. Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up. Metallophobia- Fear of metal. Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes. Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors. Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol. Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry. Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia) Microphobia- Fear of small things. Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs. Mnemophobia- Fear of memories. Molysmophobia or Mo

The Highwayman
I think one of my favorite poems ever far out placing The Creamation of Sam McGee. . Its only fitting that it is the first one I post. I first read this when I was nine and have been in love with it ever since. I still catch my breath when I read it. Enjoy The Highwayman By Alfred Noyes Part One I The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight, over the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding- Riding-riding- The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. II He'd a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin; They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh! And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, His pistol butts a-twinkle, His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewel

Together
Something just isn't right I can feel it inside The truth isn't far behind me You can't deny When I turn the lights out When I close my eyes Reality overcomes me I'm living a lie When I'm alone I Feel so much better And when Im around you I don't feel [Chorus:] Together It doesn't feel right at all Together Together we've built a wall Together Holding hands we'll fall Hands we'll fall This has gone on so long I realize that i need Something good to rely on Something for me When I'm alone I Feel so much better And when Im around you I don't feel [Chorus] My heart is broken I'm lying here My thoughts are choking on you my dear On you my dear On you my dear When I'm alone I Feel so much better And when Im around you I don't feel [Chorus x2] When I'm around you When I'm around you I don't feel together I don't feel together When I'm around you When I'm around you I don't feel together I don't feel together

A Little About Me, Comment If You Like
Okay for all of you who do not understand why a woman would prefer a woman over a man, here is why i prefer women over men. First of all women know about romance. They dont just come over for sex or have a one night stand. They compliment you on your new hair cut, hair style, new outfit, your fashion sense, and many more too numberous to list. Second, when i am with a woman, we can talk about anything. We can kiss and cuddle without having it lead to sex, while sometimes it does, most of the time it does not. I like sex to be special, at a special time with a special someone. While most men, once the kissing and cuddling start they take it as an open door for sex. To make this shorter I will sum it up here. There is a greator emotional connection between women than that with men. Meaning I have had stronger emotional ties with women that men could just not understand. Well i hope that helps to explain to you men why i prefer women over men. And yes i have ha

All That Has Been Written Before
My mind can not take much more.. how long before insanity claims me.. how long before I close another door... to the same lies and ruins that I have lived before? You say so much time is wasted...in thriving for the truth And yet it is truth that is what sets us free.. but time will not stand still and let me be me.. I dont want to stand up or sit down.. I just want to live and to breathe I dont wanna fight this.. I dont need this its not who I am.. its not me So much to learn yet so little knowledge History repeats itself again and agian You claim what is perfect and righteous to you leaving me with a shadow of a man.. I can only stand up or sit down.. I can only wait, live and breathe I dont want this.. I dont need this its not who I am.. its not me

I Don't Think I've Ever Said This Before.
To every one that ever thought they knew me, had me, liked me, saw me in a special light. You'll never get me back Forget the name now, as I have long forgotten my own. You'll only hurt yourself, to try and change me back to what I was when you knew me best. Just let go and I'll fade. The choice is yours I decided to put it all on every one else. Your opinion of me is no longer any of my business. All scrambled up inside as right now fades away and a future grows on the horizon. So few points in life are registered as here afters. This morning, tonight, right now from here after the things I've done that didn't build. I am a different kind of man. My conscience is light up and clearly guiding me. Ethics and morals are to small. To define something with a single word would be injustice, wrong, insufficient, misappropriation. I can't be strong with a single word to hold me up. A single idea bigger than words would be as nice as a night filled with dreams. Forgotten with the b

Fishing Tip
Quick Dry Plastic utility boxes are great for storing tackle, except when they get wet. Moisture from accidental dunkings, rain and wet lures quickly rusts hooks and other metal hardware. I beat the problem by drilling ¼-inch holes into the top, sides and bottom of each of my boxes. Now they’re self-draining and quick-drying. — Member Nick Farafontoff, El Dorado Hills, California

The Secret Garden (the Seduction Suite) By Barry White F/al B. Sure!, James Ingram And El Debarge
(SPOKEN INTRO) Tell me a secret I don't just wanna know about any secret of yours I wanna know about one special secret Because tonight I want to learn all about The secrets in your garden. (AL B SURE!) I wanna read your mind, Know your deepest feelings I wanna make it right for you. Baby show me, Let me share the mystery, oh. Come on, come on, come on, come on, listen to your heart Tonight make it, alright Come on, come out tonight (JAMES INGRAM) I know a melody that we could sing together I've got the secret key to you Let's make music, harmonizing ecstasy Come on, come on, come on, come on Sing it to me. CHORUS Here in the garden Where temptation feels so right Passion can make you fall For what you feel In the garden, we can make it come alive Ev'ry night oh, woman Your secret garden oh oh yeah in the garden (EL DeBARGE) I need to be with you Let me lay beside you Do what you want me to all night Gonna hold you, ooh baby can I tou

Midnight Train (comment Please)
Thought a drink might help me forget you, Just a shot to numb the pain, Well that was 2yrs, 5weeks and 4 days ago, And I'm still pour'n my life away, Now I'm starin at the bottom, Of another empty day, filled myself full of 80 proof, But it just won't drown the pain, Chorus; Now all this drinkin has me thinkin, Girl you were right, I'm a nobody going nowhere, But I'm leaven here tonight, I'm packin up my heart, leave'n the memories behind, With a one-way-ticket to anywhere, Try'n not to lose my mind, thoughts keep press'n, No matter what I do, Everytime I turn around, Seems I'm see'n you, Clearly its over, Don't know why I can't let go, Maybe because your love, Is the sweetest I've ever known, Chorus: Bridge: Now I'm chokin down these memories, In the pour'n rain, Suitcase in my hand, Wait'n on that midnight train, Chorus

Party Time !!
I cant wait for sat night to get here so i can go out with my sister mistressangel and dance and drink Tequilla and have a blast as we always do when we go to the club here in Springfield IL. called "Rockin Robins" ! pool tables and dance floor and darts too emmmmm Partyyyyy Time yessssssssssss!!!!

A Few Questions I Tend To Wonder About
1. Do you like to make love with the lights on or off 2. In the day or night 3. Different positions or always the same 4. Just one on one or a couple more if given the chance 5. Would you experiment with food 6. Do you like hours upon hours or fast and intense 7. Look in their eyes or eyes closed.

Perfprmance In Los Angeles
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Story 2
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tigh me to your bed ? naked ? ok ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for i'm sutch a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drups of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanne taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanne taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please - i don't think so you naughty boy !!! and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, al opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your klit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to grow and grow ....you see it

My Birthday
Your Birthdate: February 19 You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested. You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them. Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others. You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself. Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence Your weakness: Suspicion of others Your power color: Eggplant Your power symbol: Spade Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

No Girl Deserves This
No Girl Should Ever Have To Go Through This!!!!! Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're ugly! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom.

There Is A Full Moon In The Star Filled Sky
there is a full moon high in the star filled sky...the thin clouds drift slowly across the moons face...the moon's glow penetrates the soft thin clouds...highlighting the edges as if a flashlight behind lace...laying on my bed roll i look high into the night sky and see a shooting star zip across the darkness in an arc as if it is following the most outer layer of the earths's surface...i close my eyes and feel the feathery touch of an angel's wing wraping around me..enclosing me in it's warmth.. as protection from the evil that is in this world...i feel the cooling effect as a butterfly hovers just above my face...the wind through the pines brings a familiar scent gently to my nose...i hear the whipperwill coo for his mate off in the distance...i begin to feel safe...protected by all that is not good and right..the sound of the rustling leaves from a nearby dogwood as the soft wind glides past... it seems to be calling me to rest...i drift into the other realm where my mind will rest

Success
To laugh often and much. To win the respect of intelligent people and affection of children. To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends. To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others. To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition. To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. Ralph Waldo Emerson

Why Girls Cry
Girls Cry Because..... They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met a boy they can't have They fell in love with a boy They hurt so bad inside

Sex Info
[edit] Penetrative positions These positions involve the insertion of a penis or other phallus (such as a strap-on dildo) into a vagina or anus. The missionary position [edit] Penetrating partner on top with front entry These positions are primarily used vaginally, although some can also be used for anal sex. The basic position is called the missionary position. In it, the receiving partner lies on their back with their legs apart. The penetrating partner lies on top of the receiving partner, facing them. The following variations are possible: The penetrating partner stands in front of the receiving partner, whose legs dangle over the edge of a bed or some other platform.[2] The receiving partner lies on their back. The penetrating partner stands and lifts the receiving partner's pelvis for penetration. A variant is for the receiving partner to rest their legs on the penetrating partner's shoulders. The receiving partner lies on their back, with their legs pulled up str

Mothers Day
Well I hope all you mommas in cherryland are having a great day. I can't wait to go pick up my lil guy. I just got off the phone with him and needless to say I have a smile on my face. As I am sitting here thinking how great kids are and can't wait to have more (willing I find the right person) I look over and see my two cats who are mother and daughter. Daughter lunges on momma and starts aggrevating the shit out of her. I guess all kids have their moments no matter what species they are. Well I'm heading out for a surprise with my son, friends and family, so much love to all you other mommas out there.

David Copperfield
This really is something... THIS SHOULD MAKE YOU THINK A BIT, PRETTY GOOD CARD TRICK TO FIGURE OUT: This is down right spooky...I even scrolled up and changed my card and did it again .... what I was thinking....spoooooky............... don't forget that this is all in fun ! ! HAVE FUN !

Bedtime Story
This adventure started one Sunday afternoon with our bathrooms flooded. Sam called a plumber and he found that tree roots were growing through our drain line outside. He charged us an emergency service fee and cleaned the line out the best he could, but said the line would need to be dug up and replaced to really fix the problem. His quote was just under $3000 and several others weren't much cheaper, so we considered making it a weekend project and doing it ourselves. We decided before planning it, we would call the city out on the chance the roots were out past the connection to see if they might come out and replace it. On Tuesday of that week, Sam called me to let me know the guy from the city would be out within an hour of her call. Half joking, I suggested she wear something revealing to help convince the man that it might be the city's problem so we wouldn't have to pay to fix the problem. That night when I got home Sam was wearing a low cut thin shirt and I could tell by her

Bob Barker News
CBS Primetime Specials to Honor Bob Barker (CBS4) LOS ANGELES Emmy Award winner Bob Barker will be honored with two final primetime specials this week, paying tribute to his 50 years in show business and his upcoming retirement after 35 years of hosting “The Price Is Right”, the longest-running game show in television history. On Wednesday, May 16th, CBS will present “The Price is Right Million Dollar Spectacular," Barker's final appearance in prime time hosting the show he has led since 1972. In this special primetime edition, contestants will have the opportunity to win bigger prizes and the chance to spin the wheel for $1 million. On Thursday, May 17th, “Bob Barker: A Celebration of 50 Years on Television” will include Barker's reminiscences about his 50 year career on television and his 35 years on "The Price Is Right," in addition to highlighting some classic games from the long-running show. "After 50 years in show business and 35 years on CBS, we want to give Bob a pr

Shit! I Wanted Dallas To Be #!!!
Miami #1 For Road Rage In Latest Survey (CBS4) MIAMI Miami earns another dubious distinction. In the latest AutoVantage survey of road rage incidents in the top 25 cities, Miami came in number one, followed by New York, Boston, Los Angeles, and Washington D.C. The city with the fewest number of reported road rage incidents was Portland, Oregon, followed closely by Pittsburgh, Seattle, St. Louis, and Dallas.

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Pissed Off..
you know.. i hate it when people fucking assume shit. i mean i like really fucking hate it! and they do it just to make things back fire and make me look like im the bad person. my fucking cousin ohh is pissing me off a friend stole my phone and started talking shit to her and she went off and told her mom that i knew about it and that i was going to get a bunch of people to fucking jump her... god damn i am so pissed right now its not even funny... i feel like just hitting something! im shaking so bad right now.. grrrrrr.....

Beginning Of The End... 2nd Day
The illusionist I am kneeling, crawling on the ground bleeding, drowning and praying as being laughed and kicked at everywhere I turn. Yet my knees are unbent I stand my ground strong and clean. The salt of sorrow washed upon my face too may times as I am thinking how would it feel, just to be in the dream of Someone's dreams, yet these eyes are dry, reflecting kindness as I pay attention to your life with great care Forlorn and thoughtless I cannot be! I must maintain the illusion who and what I am supposed to be, so that you can see the world in sweet vistas as your delicate young fingers, that are not quite ready to mold the future into a better place yet, threads themselves into my hands and fill me up with unconditional love Although, there are parts of me that are not complete and there is a sinner inside me seeking and asking so much more than this verse ever can carve into my readers eyes I am already know the answers that witho

Ozzy Osbourne "diary Of A Madman"
Ozzy Osbourne - Diary Of A Madman Lyrics [Daisley - Kerslake - Osbourne - Rhoads] Screaming at the window Watch me die another day Hopeless situation Endless price I have to pay Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice Diary of a madman Walk the line again today Entries of confusion Dear diary, I'm here to stay Manic depression befriends me Hear his voice Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice A sickened mind and spirit The mirror tells me lies Could I mistake myself for someone Who lives behind my eyes? Will he escape my soul Or will he live in me? Is he trying to get out Or trying to enter me? Voices in the darkness Scream away my mental health Can I ask a question To help me save me from myself? Enemies fill up the pages Are they me Monday 'till Sunday in stages Set me free

Put That Woman First
Guys, pay special attention to this song. It may save your love one day! I guarantee it! Oooh...ooh...ooh...ooh... (Yeah) If they gleam in the sun while they spin and they fit on my truck then {I could remember} And if it came in the sack No stems no seeds in the bag girl {I could remember} And if they drip from my wrist and they look like they shine like new then {I could remember} But Ohhh girl I forgot to be your lover If it wasn't for the 9 to 5 Double-up overtime then {I could remember} If it wasn't for the Sunday All-Star weekend games girl {I could remember} And if it wasn't for the dough Gettin' fifty g's a show girl ya know that {I could remember} But silly me, silly me Ohhh Tell me how could I ever forget to be your lover Now I realize that you need love too (Oh, yeah) Spend my life makin' love to you Oh, girl Oh, I forgot to be your lover When she starts bringin' up old dirt And the fights keep getting worse (Oh, b

"sex Game"
This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly!

Midwinters Night Sky
On this midwinters night i look at the sky, looking up from my car hood where i lie. thinking and wishing for the one person that matters most, sitting in this park, under the dimmed light post the stars are shining the moon is out, such low noise of small animals scurrying about. though the night is perfect theres one thing missing, its missing you, the one i want to be hugging and kissing. my life cant be perfect unless youre lying here with me, youre the only person that matters in my eyes, cant you see?? i tell you i love you, but you cant understand how, well listen up, because im going to tell you right now. i love you because youre pretty and sweet, you know exactly what to say to knock me off my feet. you understand the way i think and feel, and you dont judge me no matter what the deal. you see me for everything that noone else takes the time to see, you took the time to know me before you passed judgement on me. you know how to make me smile with jus

Dont
Please, DONT look at me with worry Dont think of me and fret Dont look upon the past ive lived And wish that Id forget Dont be alarmed or troubled By the sad stories that you know The heartaches that Ive faced The wounds Iâm scared to show The times of despair and anguish Of sorrow and strife Were stepping stones along this road Of which I call my life A journey that Ive been given And can still walk strong and tall Because I know, Iâm not alone In the moments that I fall While I learn to take another step An angel learns to fly To be my guardian down my path Soaring by my side I may falter come tomorrow I will undoubtedly face more pain But I can dry off in the sunshine After dancing in the rain So please, dont look at me and agonize You need not be concerned Every tear tells a story ...every scar, a lesson learned.

Charity From A Lawyer
A local United Way office realized that the organization had never received a donation from the town's most successful lawyer. The person in charge of contributions called him to persuade him to contribute. "Our research shows that out of a yearly income of at least $500,000, you give not a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give back to the community in some way?" The lawyer mulled this over for a moment and replied, "First, did your research also show that my mother is dying after a long illness, and has medical bills that are several times her annual income?" Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbled, "Um ... no." The lawyer interrupts, "or that my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair?" The stricken United Way rep began to stammer out an apology, but was interrupted again. "or that my sister's husband died in a traffic accident," the lawyer's voice rising in indignation, "leaving her penniless with three children?!" The humiliated

Goodbye.....
I just wanted to say good bye to all my friends on here... I will be deleting my account asap... was nice to meet all of you and those who wanna keep in contact send me a message with your info so we can keep in contact please.... Thank you all, Tina

Graduation Party Ideas
Bobbi asks: son and daughter graduates this spring and wants to have a graduation party afterwards for family and friends. We have very little money for that. Do you have any ideas for finger foods, salads, and decorating ideas that would fit our budget? Thank you, Bobbi First of all, keep it simple. Decorate using anything that they has collected over the years that has her high school colors or mascot on it. For a tablecloth, go to the dollar store and get a plastic tablecloth in their school colors or go to Wal-Mart and get an inexpensive twin sheet (for about $3) in her colors. Hang school pictures or scrapbook items around the room or lay them on the table. Also, balloons and streamers from the dollar store can add a lot to the decorations for a small price. For my daughters graduation I didn't decorate much, but I did lay out a very nice food table. As far as food goes, it's really more about the presentation than the food. Even the most inexpensive food looks expensiv

Mistakes Men Make Online,,, A Womans Point Of View!
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

Yolanda King
Daughter of Martin Luther King Jr. Dies May 16, 07:24 AM EDT By ERRIN HAINES - Associated Press Writer ATLANTA (AP) -- Yolanda Denise King, the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr.'s eldest child who pursued her father's dream of racial harmony through acting and motivational speaking, has died. She was 51. King died late Tuesday in Santa Monica, Calif., said Steve Klein, a spokesman for the King Center. The family did not know the cause of death but that relatives think it might have been a heart problem, he said. Born on Nov. 17, 1955, in Montgomery, Ala., King was just an infant when her home was bombed during the turbulent civil rights era. As an actress, she appeared in numerous films, including "Ghosts of Mississippi," and even played Rosa Parks in the 1978 miniseries "King." One of her father's close aides in the civil rights movement, the Rev. Joseph Lowery, said Wednesday he was stunned and saddened by the news of King's death. "Yolanda was lovely. She wore the mant

Made It.....
hello everyone this is gothic and i am here to inform you she made it but i killed her.... nah im just fuckin with ya shes sitting behind me brushin my hair.... SHE SAYS HI EVERYONE AND GO INTO NSL>>>> NIGHT STALKERS LOUNGE

The Speed Limit
The Speed Limit Sitting on the side of the highway waiting to catch speeding drivers, a State Police Officer see's a car puttering along at 22 MPH. He thinks to himself, "This driver is just as dangerous as a speeder!"So he turns on his lights and pulls the driver over. Approaching the car, he notices that there are five old ladies, two in the front seat and three in the back, wide eyed and white as ghosts. The driver, obviously confused, says to him, "Officer, I don't understand, I was doing exactly the speed limit! What seems to be the problem?" "Ma'am," the officer replies, "You weren't speeding, but you should know that driving slower than the speed limit can also be a danger to other drivers." "Slower than the speed limit? No sir, I was doing the speed limit exactly twenty-two miles an hour!" the old woman says a bit proudly. The State Police officer, trying to contain a chuckle explains to her that "22" was the route number, not the speed limit. A bit embarrassed,

2 Wrongs Don"t Make A Right>
It seems everyone continues to point fingers back and fourth over who started the war. Let's make it simple. WE BOTH DID! . Come on ppl the President meet face to face with Osaham binladin during a summer vacation in the 90's. Doesn't it get you a little curious if this whole thing with the twin towers was not a set up? I feel Bush Sr knew his son was going to be elected and had to find a way to keep him in office. He knew there would be ppl out there that would support his son in any action he would take. I think our not so great president thinks by continuing this war he can stay in office longer.What is sad though is what ppl are coming up for the next voting for president. For example Hillary Clinton.To me it seem her husband is going to be a heavy influence on her. It would be more or less the 3rd coming of Bill Clinton.I think people should be properly informed as of what is going on in the goverment and have a more say in how this country runs. Our for fathers worked very hard t

Life
I really don't know where to start this other than what is going on in my life as of now. I am getting ready to be deployed to Iraq. I volunteered for this mission. I am excited about going but at the same time I keep asking myself what the fuck am I doing? I joined for the adventure and now that the I am going, I am getting really nervous. I think that the first time they tell me to go on a convoy, I will shit myself. Hearing about IEDs going off all the time really scares the shit out of me. Anyway I will keep all updated on to my status and as I get closer to deploying (EOF)

"always There"
Always There To the only one who never lets me down. God. You're always there, when I'm feeling down. You're always there, when I need a shoulder to lean on. You're always there, to lift me up. You're always there, to watch over me while I sleep. You're always there, to catch me if I should fall. You're always there, when I begin to stray off the path of righteousness. You're always there, to welcome me back home. You're always there, when everyone else leaves. You're always there, even though I can't see you. You're always there, this I'm certain.

So Then
Did I use that title before? Maybe? Anyway last night at the club I had a great time. Brandi showed up and had two drinks with me, we didn't talk a whole lot, quite a few of the guys from work were there and we were playing pool. So she sat and watched, I was fairly toasted off two drinks, I think that Rachel was giving me tripple shot rum and cokes. I did get a couple of hugs which was nice. She feels good in my arms. After she left to go to her moms, it was more pool, lots of drinking and joking around with the softball team that came in. I was talking to this cute little girl whom I had never met. We were talking about our Mustangs. I could go for a Mustang girl! LOL!!! I just wish that I could remember what we were talking about... Then more pool, but no drinking, my friend Jeannie cut me off and switched me to MT Dew.. I love that woman. She looks out for me when no one else will. So we played more pool till the club closed. The drive home was uneventful, of what I remembe

Love Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

Love Is ...
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Meghan -

When Someone Comes
When someone comes into your life Do your treasure everytime you talk with them? Do you miss their voice everyday that u dont speak? Do you feel sad when they find the one person they have wanted all along? if none of these apply to you then it wasnt love to begin with. I have first hand felt this and it sucks the 1 I really care for knows who she is

Hey Hey
yea so i havent been able to be on here for like a month i just havent had the time it totally sucks to have to work that much i miss chatting on here and havin fun. So all my friends i am still around and hopefully here soon i will be able to be online more so if you send me a comment if you dont get one back its not because i dont want to leave you one i just havent been on chat with ya'll later

Roy Orbison "only The Lonely"
ROY ORBISON lyrics - "Only The Lonely" (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) (Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa-oow, ah-ah) (Only the lonely) (Only the lonely) Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) Know the way I feel tonight (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) Know this feeling ain't right (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) There goes my baby There goes my heart They've gone forever So far apart But only the lonely Know why I cry Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) (Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa-oow, ah-ah) (Only the lonely) (Only the lonely) Only the lonely Know the heartaches I've been through Only the lonely know I cry and cry for you May be tomorrow A new romance No more sorrow But that's the chance You've gotta take If you're lonely heartbreak Only the lonely

Better Because We Love, Or Love Better For The Loving
When you are in love, does it make the loving better or is good loving make love better? I know one thing when I am with my lady and the time is right, the magic takes over. She is sexier, prettier, and better each time we are together. The loving is hotter and better than the time before and I had just thought the last time was as good as it could get. If any lady ever made me feel better or happier then I would just have to say I had not found my match. I will not say I do not admire the beauty of another woman, for that would be a lie. There are many portriats out there and I admire them all. But the work of art that holds me is the canvas on which I perfer to place my brush and the only strokes I really need. Now I will not sa that I would never stray for as a wise woman once told me you do not know what chemistry at moments notice will light off a chemical reaction or cause a sponteanous combustion, but it for what I have here I am greatful and never want to lose.

House Of Cards
It's late at night the world's asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills cause my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing I know about honesty Is every lie I told that you believed I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards Now I can't look you in your eyes Because the guilt is killing me I try disconnect my heart again Just so I can breathe I wanna be myself again But I just can't cause I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards It's such a shame what I've become After years of breaking down My whole life has come undone Cause I'm trying

Unsettled.....
I'm feeling very out of sorts, and I don't know why. Many thoughts are pouring into my head, and I'd call them realizations, but I think I knew most of them already. I was forcibly struck by the thought that I really am a truly nice guy, that I care totally and deeply for those I do care about, and have little interest in others, that I wish I was a better provider for my family, that I wish I had finished school twenty years ago instead of now, and that I have never really acheived all that I am possible of acheiving. I have had to deal with a lot of things that I need to do and don't want to do. Returning to school is one of those things. I have been forcibly struck by the fact that my parents won't live forever, and that makes me sad. My darling llw and I (I now refer to her in lower case as befitting of her status as my sub) is facing the same truths about her parents, so I guess I am facing that as well. The bottom line, I think, is that I see many folks who need some

Rewinding And Restarting
Ever feel like you walking through tar. Like up to your knees tar. Struggling, flailing, and really getting nowhere. Nevertheless you try. Who would be that stupid to jump into a pit of tar? *waves hand* Oh yea, just call me TAR-zan, BWAHAHAHA! =P Ok that was lame, funny, but lame. So I fling myself into situations for no particular reason. I put myself in this unprogressive state. I am in disbelief as well. I want to grow out of this, no, not grow up, I vowed that would never happen, and its not gonna =P. I ponder my existence frequently, daily, and I have so much I have to do. Yet my old brave soul is gone, I left it back "there somewhere. I was never the person I wanted to be, but I was quite the fireball. I miss my fire. So I'm going back, building an imaginary time machine I suppose. I'm not sure of the first step, I am still a bit lost and confused, but not enough to stop my ambition. So we will see..... "A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they are not dead, really. They'

Life May Have Been Beautiful
With you life may have been beautiful... The touch of your lips, your soft smooth skin feels so warm but we are surrounded by a shroud of cold. The cold of hate, the cold of oblivion envelopes us, caressing me Gently guiding me away from your arms. With you life may have been beautiful... this secret love we shared with vanity slowly consuming us, draining away your beauty robbing me of my innocence. I hate this admiration I have for you. These indescribable feelings slowly killing me inside Wishing I could wash away my memories of you... Like love letters scribbled in the sand during high tide. But no, its just not possible to wash away the way I feel... if only life was that easy. With you life may have been beautiful all of my dreams may have come true. But you're so blinded by yourself which leaves you so unwilling to see life through anyone else's eyes. With you life may have been beautiful but sometimes beauty is just a farce.

First Things First
I am tired. All of you guys that think i am a piece of meat, for your gazing pleasures. To all of you guys who think i am like all these other hoes on here, who will willingly show you what i got, just to please your pathetic physical desires. I will tell you, you testosterone filled gorilla heathens, that that shit is gonna stop. I am an engaged woman, who wants nothing more than a place to unwind, and explore, not be constantly hounded by dick headed men, their raging and uncontrolled sex drives, and especially the players out there looking for a piece of ass. This ass belongs to one, and one only, and not a single one of you fatass, moronic, two time loser mother fuckers are going to take advantage of me, and all that i have worked for to establish myself just because of your own fuckin sick, sexual desire, and lack of discipline. If you want an easy ass, go pay a fucking prostitute. If you want to talk to you, you will treat, respect, and acknowledge me as a queen, and one you will

W00t!
So apparently, I've been on this site for about a week and just now figured out that I can post blogs. Who knew? Well, it's a long weekend here in Canada, which is awesome. I might be going on a trip to New York on Monday, but I'm not sure yet. I'm looking forward to that if it actually ends up happening. I'm definitely going to be in Atlanta for a conference next week, though. The only down side is that I haven't been able to get my passport in time, so I'm going to have to drive. ~20-hour car rides are fun. ^^; Anyway, I should probably get caught up on my e-mail, so I should (but probably won't) stop killing time on CherryTAP. Later.

Summer Night Fantasy
Dueling banjos jangle through the smoky night. Gypsy's whorl around fire in the fading light. Fireflies circle in the ominous gloom. A small grassy knoll serves as our room. Lunar beams pierce our magnetic skin. Her sinful pleasures she gladly lends. Two hearts become one for a single beat. Lost in private lands, bountiful heat. After tonight our paths may never cross. My heart will go on, so forget love lost. Desire formed a bond in the sticky heat. Summer night fling, fantasy complete.

Look Out Your Window... Eden Isnt Burning Its Burnt!
Who can say that what we do now has no consequences, no direct action reflected upon it's self? The law of energy says that with every action comes a separate and equal reaction. What does this have to do with anything... LOOK OUT YOUR WINDOW... take a hard look. EDEN ISN'T BURNING! IT'S BURNT! We have paid a terrible price until that day... And we will continue to pay that price if we don't take action now, then they're be no action later. How can people be so insensitive to others losses? Not only the thousands that have innocently been taken before we stood up and started to take the fight to the enemy... but the thousands that have paid the ultimate price. The ones that have laid they're life upon the alter of freedom, to sacrifice for people they only know as Americans, MILLIONS they will never personally know, or meet. And take that burden onto there shoulders with pride. Personally those of you that rather point fingers and lay blame, rather than t

Disillusioned (a Poem)
Like bubbles floating on a breeze You've stolen a dream from me Snapping like a bubble popping What was once bright Is now dull I've lost the fight Love was once full Is now a child crying in the night Soapy bubbles Washed away the rose colored light Now I see with a clarity The truth I tried to hide from me Truth is a glaring brightness Stinging the eyes It resonates Breaking free And helps me to love me

Beach Romance
The bright sun setting over the clear crisp waters Your green eyes sparkling in the light Being there with you fills my heart with ecstasy Arms wrapped tenderly around you Kisses gently placed across your neck The pure heavenliness of the moment Stripping us of all our fears and doubts Creating a passion between two hearts yearning to be one Our bodies and minds combining Into one breath Into one heart beat Into an everlasting pleasurable excitement Beginning within the depths of ours souls Only to be propelled outward through our vocal and physical excitement Penetrating into the depths of passion Our bodies wet from the mist of the waves crashing at our feet Slow love making rhythmically thrusting with the beating of our love And the rise and fall of the ocean's waves As the climax of our romance begins to approach A wave crashes down around us thrusting our bodies against one another abruptly Giving only a magnificent ending to even more fun Because this night

#7
"Apple Of Sodom" I found the center of fruit is late, It is the center of truth today, Cut the apple in two, Oh, I pray it isn't true, I found the center of fruit is late, Is the center of truth today, I cut the apple in two, Oh, I pray it isn't true, I've got something you can never eat, I've got something you can never eat, I've got something you can never eat, I've got something you can never eat, I drained my heart and burn my soul, I trained the core to stop my growth, I pray to die in space, To cover me in snow, To cover me in snow, Cover me in snow, I'm dying, I hope you're dying too, Cover me in snow, I'm dying, I hope you're dying too [7x] Take this from me, (hate me, hate me,) Take this from me, (hate me, hate me,) 1, 2, 3, he is a speed bump mannequin, 1, 2, 3, he can't move just stand still, 1, 2, 3, he is a speed bump mannequin, 1, 2, 3, he can't move just stand still, I've got something you can never eat, I've got something you c

Delusion
Delusion Witness as the wild tries to temper down the beast. Tears are shed on broken wings, as heartache longs to feast. Shattered are the fractured bits torn from the wanton heart. Knowing what the cure is making difficult to part. Ease into the mindset of the creatures lonely den. Strain to hear the sorrow hidden deep within his pen. Gaze into the darkness behind eyes once blurred with tears. Watch the beast within him steady tremble at his fears. Wicked is the evil lurking 'round the darkened bend. Casting grievous shadows upon wounds that never mend. Silence would be welcome as the shrieking last throughout. Bloodied is the tortured soul of he who lives without. Scatter empty ashes ‘cross the path he set to use. Burning fragile structures that he often did abuse. Pray for quickened rigor as his veins do harden fast. Death and mad delusions resting well at peace, at last . ©Paggz

Just Lettin Everyone Know
Hello Everyone!! This blog is to inform you that this profile is here to promote my band. If you would be interested in contacting us or checking us out please feel free to do so at www.myspace.com/theeyeofhell666 Please check it out and leave us comments here or there and let us know what you think. We love to hear feedback from people. thanks to everyone willing to check it out and be a fan and supporter!! Jeremy -- BTI

Unfinished..
My heart is dark and my mind twisted with the baggage I bare. I do not know real friendship, trust is a fantasy its reality I am unaware. I fight each offering from those wearing cloaks of kindness and mask of friendship. Every word a lie they bring to the doors of my shattering soul, the blood of truth on their lips. Everywhere I look are animals of anger and pain, they feed on my mistrust and vulnerabilty. To be continued..

Pain
At last I've come to realize that this is how it's going to be no more denial of simple truth no more fighting destiny I will take a thousand hands and heal a thousand lives I will wipe away a river of tears from a thousand crying eyes I will listen through the darkness at endless tragic woeful tails and mend the thousand broken little lives that seem so hopeless and so frail I will tell the lie of hope and the greater lie of love and I will promise them brief happiness and the power to rise above Then I will send them on their way these birds from the nest have flown and I will wake to yet another day hauntingly alone

Viagra Advertising Slogans.
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a "quick contest". The theme: Viagra Advertising Slogans. The only rule was; they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products, that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all tha

My Own Bed Of Roses
To lie in a bed of roses, To feel the silkiness against my skin, The fragrance How it comforts me, Though feeling so alone, Once again. There was a time When skies weren't cloudy, And it seldom ever rained, But as the clouds begin to rumble, Once again there's so much pain. So I'll lie in my bed of roses, And wait till the storm subsides, And use the petals from my bed, To wipe away the tears I've cried.

Poem 2
I Am Not Alone I am not alone but I feel like I am I am with a man but I know I am in Love with him and another but She is not here that Is why I feel like I am Alone in this great big world Of millions I feel like I Am the only one in love wiht Two people one is my loving Man and the other is a wonderful Lady I have met on line We may not of met in person But she is every thing I would Want in a beautiful person Such as her self I am free I am awake I am loved I am Kind and caring when I am With her on the phone or on the inter Net is there any way I can tell Her how much I want her or lover her Kimberly Krumpe Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Krumpe

Poem 8
The Rose A single rose you may have Given to me a thought you may Have put in to it Then how you may have changed When you said you would love Me for ever A rose you may have given to me I felt a prick when I took that Rose you may have given to me So many years ago a thought Of how you may have changed When you would love me for ever I felt my self bleed from that prick I fall to the ground in angany Awaiting for you to come help Me up but you never came I fall deep with in your heart Where that rose once was I am free I am the rose Kimberly Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Davis

Poem 15
A Moment In Another Time A moment in another time We find our self's thinking How it would be if we found Ourself's in a different time In the past or the future We dream of how it would be We dream of old clothes we Would wear how we would talk How we would walk or even Thous we loved on how they Would be a moment in time We wonder if we could of been From there or here is the life After death have we been there Once before or have we lived Only once in our life time A moment in another time We wished we was there or here Or to be there Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 17
A Mother A Friend A Wife A Grandmother A mother a friend a wife a grandmother Who is she to us she is our Friend we have known her by the name Of supergrannysarah she was out friend She was a mother she also was a Grandmother to day they told us That she had past away. We morn her we pray for her family We hope things are going ok for thous Who she had lefted behind We wish things to go and things to come But most of all we remember her The way she was a fun friendly lovly Loving honest caring friend For us who used to play pogo.com Lottso with her known her only as a Name but we all knew her heart Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Poem 22
Are You Out There For Me To Meet And Fall In Love? Are you out there for me I want to meet you are You the man of my dreams The one I have been dreaming of Since I was a child and I knew Of when I was a teenager And still to this day as A young lady I am still Dreaming of you with every being In my heart and soul I want to fall in love With you and your life Can we meet just once So I can say I love you from the First time I look in to your eyes Come on baby just say yes I am your one true love come And find me I am right here waiting For you to find me and love me Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

A Maddie Hater Must Have No Heart
I don't understand some people why would anyone rate a pic of a lil girl anything other than a 10? especially a pic showing support for a family who don't know where that lil girl is if she is alive or dead they must have no heart .. well here's his link if you want to block him or tell him what you think have fun! Minusred@ CherryTAP

Bestrafe Mich
Rammstein Videos | Music Video Codes | Nashville Relocation Bestrafe mich (Punish Me) Lyrics ©1997 Rammstein. Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich Stroh wird Gold und Gold wird Stein deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt Bestrafe mich bestrafe mich du meinst ja und ich denk nein schließ mich ein in dein Gebet bevor der Wind noch kälter weht Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein Deine Größe macht mich klein du darfst mein Bestrafer sein deine Größe macht ihn klein du wirst meine Strafe sein Der Herrgott nimmt der Herrgott gibt doch gibt er nur dem den er auch liebt bestrafe mich Unofficial Translation ©2003 Jeremy Williams. Punish me punish me straw becomes gold and gold becomes stone your size makes me small you may be my punisher The lord does take the lord does give Punish me punish me you mean yes and I think no include me

What Classic Bombshell Are You?
What Classic Bombshell Are You?Audrey HepburnYou are Audrey Hepburn. You are a giving, caring person with a big heart, and beauty to match! You have been through alot, but you didn't let that get you down. The world loves you for who you are, inside and out.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Two Line Rhymes
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace; But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes -- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings f

Today Is My Birthday
may 22 2007 today kind of sucked besides not having to cook dinner cause my mother in law ordered pizza and my husband bringing me flowers to work after four years of asking. i have to make my own cake and the only people in my family (15 people) to wish me happy birthday is my husband daughter sister and brother. so to those of you who said it while i was online you cheered me up a little bit. one more sucky thing about my birthday is i had to work this morning and my husband had to be at work right after i got off. ps incase you didn't know me and my husband have the same birthday except he's 4 years older

Volume Xv - On Which I Feed
She sits, alone, on the balcony. The full moon proudly displays its glory. The wind is all that makes any sound in the otherwise still evening. The candles burn.... ...placed all around the railings of the balcony. She sits, alone. Dressed only in a flowing nightgown. Black. Exotic. Dark red lipstick. An inviting, seductive scent. Unexpectedly, a sound echoes at the edge of the woodline. For some reason, she decides to investigate the source of the sound. So she opens the gate of the balcony, and descends the stairs. Into the back yard... Walking slowly to the woodline. And at the edge of the forest, the sound stops. She thinks to herself aloud... "What WAS that?" Dismissing it as a common nuisance, she turns around, to return home. THEN... My arms wrap around her waist. My lips barely touch her earlobe. My whisper sends chills on her flesh. The chill disappears, and our heat rises. My mouth gravitates to every crevic

~~the Joys Of Marriage~~
A husband and wife came for counseling after 15 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade listing every problem they had ever had in the 15 years they had been married. She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unloveable, an entire laundry list of un-met needs she had endured over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately. The woman shut up and quietly sat down as though in a daze. The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do this?" The husband thought for a moment

Help A Ct Friend With Some Ct Love
ok look a friend is trying to level up she needs help. comments, ratings, fans, and so on. you all know the deal now get to work. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/893174 thank you all you all rock in my books

Giant "i'll See You In My Dreams"
Gone, the voice that used to fill the room is all but gone An echo of a perfect love that ended wrong Girl, we tried so hard when love was on our side And yesterday will always be the reason why You keep comin', you keep comin' back, you keep comin' back for more I'll see you in my dreams There we'll be safe tonight, from the lonely days of memory I'll see you in my dreams, oh Time, time will never be a friend of mine again It tries to make your memory fade, but I won't let it end Let the sun go down, so I can drift away Let me close my eyes and live another day You keep comin', you keep comin' back, you keep comin' back for more I'll see you in my dreams There we'll be safe tonight, from the lonely days of memory I'll see you in my dreams, oh (Instrumental break) The truth, oh it's there for you to see Sometimes it's painful to be on your own, on your own I'll see you in my dreams There we'll be safe tonight, from the lonely days of memory I'll see you

German Investigating "second Life" Porn
Germany Investigating 'Second Life' Porn By: David Rising For: Associated Press German authorities are trying to uncover the identity of a person who's offering child pornography in the virtual world of 'Second Life.' A German, whose avatar _ or online character _ is a 13-year-old girl, has been offering to provide real photos that contain child pornography to other denizens of the online service, prosecutor Peter Vogt said Thursday. Authorities hope to uncover the person's identity within days with help from San Francisco-based Linden Lab, which runs the online universe where people make virtual friends, listen to concerts, shop and even campaign for political office. "Linden Lab has been working very hard here against this abuser who misuses this game as a platform for child porn," said Vogt, who heads Germany's Central Agency for the Prevention of Child Pornography. Oliver Habel, the Munich attorney who represents Linden Lab in Germany, said the company is coopera

Untitled Poem 3
Don't know what to say Don't know what to feel Your heart is one I want to steal. Wanting to touch Wanting to see Your soft smile Appear in my dream. You speak so sweet Your gentle words flow Just give me to words That I have come to show.

The Demographics Of American Newspapers
1. The Wall Street Journal is read by the people who run the country. 2. The Washington Post is read by people who think they run the country. 3. The New York Times is read by people who think they should run the country and who are very good at crossword puzzles. 4. USA Today is read by people who think they ought to run the country, but don't really understand The New York Times. They do, however, like their statistics shown in pie charts. 5. The Los Angeles Times is read by people who wouldn't mind running the country -- if they could find the time -- and if they didn't have to leave Southern California to do it. 6. The Boston Globe is read by people whose parents used to run the country and did a far superior job of it, thank you very much. 7. The New York Daily News is read by people who aren't too sure who's running the country and don't really care as long as they can get a seat on the train. 8. The New York Post is read by people who don't care who'

Talent
Talent, Talent is something that some one is good at, Talent is in the eye of the beholder, Do I have the talent that every one speaks of ?, Do I have the ability to do this thing that people call talent that well, I believe I don't for if I did I would do it more often, Therefore I do not have talent I just have a weird skill that is it and nothing more So who has this real talent? They are long dead from ages past, They are the ones you see in book stores and make money, The ones that make a living with the skills that gave them that talent and the ability to do something with there skill, Me I have just the skill not the talent's.

The Cutter
The Cutter/Vampire Sharped steel slides throught the flesh Blood flows from a cut in the epiderma Wamr and sticky but yet sweet and tasty How we miss the taste of the red necture We long for the cool steel to touch our skin Pure Ectasy is what we want to feel Give us pain, blood, please, sex with ectasy We long for thse simple things Longin to feel somthing that is our own tired of emapthy and emapthic shit Wanting to feel only are own emotions When will our body be touched like ever one does with out know how long its been Only if we had a shapren blade and didn't give our word. But we gave our word now we must wait to find some one to do our cutting.....

Bring Me A Zombie
Death Takes a life to give life Why do we save lives Why not just let thm die Kill tem off one by one Bring me a Zombie Now let them die Kill the living make them dead She needs her souls to meke her bed Homicide or sucide whats the differnce Kill tem off one by one Bring me a Zombie Now let them die one by one Johny's killen Painted a wall red To remove the liven Kill tem off one by one Bring me a Zombie Now let them die The bear speaking lies While flames are burning in the sky's There hungry for brains The flocks are dead and slain Killed them off one by one Bring me a Zombie Now its our time to die

When A Guy Calls You
WHEN A GUY CALLS YOU........... When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she

*sigh*
Too much stress! I want to scream at the top of my lungs... 1. i can't get my deposit back on my old place till the garage is empty... and even then they have 21 days after that... and my mom keeps saying she'll do it and she's still not done yet (but won't let me do it cause of my foot)... 2. it's trying to figure out how to afford to title and insure my car, 3. figure out how to go to class and or work and find a babysitter... 4. making an extra trip to okc because of classes that i really can't afford to, 5. having to pay for a dress for a wedding that i can't afford... 5+1. having to fill out more forms just to possibly get financial aid (which i found out today that i might not get)... 7. having my phone shut off cause of my money... 8. i might have to make an extra trip up here for the wedding stuff cause of problems they're having... Then the topping on the cake... i might have to bring one of my cousins down there as my babysitter, and if i do there will

Volume Xvi - Isolation
The more I learn about humans, The more I wish to isolate myself from them. I have received an e-mail on my MySpace account, of someone who copied much of my...in every aspect. Even my screen name, "aeturnallrain". I have held this name for many years, and I'll be god-damned to change it now. I don't even go on MySpace much anymore, so it really matters not much at all. The reality of this world just causes me to crave the life of a modern-day hermit. How I would love to bid "farewell" to the insanities of work, the awkwardness of social interaction, the confines of marriage, and the struggles to survive amidst a growing population. I'd gladly forsake technology and the comforts of home in order to begin life anew. I've grown up knowing how to hunt, fish, and survive. Well, maybe that'd be TOO drastic. I love my music too much, and plus, some of you Cherry-Tappers would miss me. SOME. I hope not all. I'm listening to "Ramblin' Man" by one of my favorite country si

~~getting Wood~~
> A Hawaiian woodpecker and a Californian woodpecker, > who had managed to fly across the ocean to Hawaii, > were arguing about which place had the toughest trees. > > The Hawaiian woodpecker led him to a tree that no > woodpecker could peck! > > The Californian woodpecker challenged him and promptly > pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. > The Hawaiian woodpecker was in awe. > > The Californian woodpecker then challenged the > Hawaiian woodpecker to peck a tree in California that > was absolutely un-peckable. > > The Hawaiian woodpecker expressed confidence that he could > do it and accepted the challenge. > > So after flying to California, the Hawaiian woodpecker successfully > pecked the tree with no problem. > > The two woodpeckers were now confused. > > How is it that the California woodpecker was able to peck the > Hawaiian tree and the Hawaiian woodpecker was able to peck > the California tree, when neither one

Volume Xvii - Cleansed And Pampered...
This is dedicated to "Magically Delicious", as she helped to inspire this. 6:35pm. Thursday night. She walks in the door, exhausted from her long day at work. She sets her purse down on the end table, and kicks off her high heels toward the kitchen. The sound of running water echoes through the hallway. She decides to walk toward the source, which is the bathroom. There, she finds me. I have, a few minutes earlier, took it upon myself to run a nice hot bubble bath for her upon her arrival. Scented candles are all around. The sound of Bach permeates the air. She smiles, as if she knew that i knew she needed it. She slowly undresses... her skirt... her blouse... her bra... her panties... and she slips in the bathtub. Slowly sliding down into the almost-scalding water, she emanates a long sigh...the heated water soothes her, sending tingles all across her flesh. I hand her a washcloth, all soapy. She takes it and massages across her body...down her arms, he

If Ever You Need Me
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear.

Why Boys Fall In Love With Girls
why boys fall in love with girls (THis WAS WRITTEN BY A GUY) Don't break this; it's so sweet! 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you

I Quit!!!!!
I QUIT!!!!! If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald’s and think that it’s a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer’s day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn’t bother you, because you didn’t know what you didn’t know and you didn’t care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried

Punishments By Kay
Punishments are usually in the form of spankings when I am nude. My being nude is not a sexual thing but because I feel more vulnerable when I am nude. Sometimes I am required to stand in a corner, write sentences, or look up bible verses on submission, etc. Below follows the rules concerning punishments: The need for punishment is determined by HOH only and he will inform me of decision and why. If I feel I need to punished I may "confess" to him what it is I've done wrong and why I feel I need to be punished, however, this does not guarantee that I will be punished. Upon being informed I must immediately apologize, ask for forgiveness, and ask for punishment; whether I agree or not. I must do this whether punishment will be immediately or not. Arguing or questioning the punishment will result in more punishment. Failure to ask will also result in more punishment. Punishments will be administered the next time HOH and I are alone (no matter where or when) or immediately

G W Is A Douche
So yeah, I watched Fahrenheit 9-11 and Bush is the biggest douche on the planet.. Granted, I thought he was a douche befrore.... But now I think is a Monster Douche. I can't believe he got elected to a second term... Considering he wasn't even elected to his first term... I'll keep this mild (wouldn't want to get the secret police... erm I mean service at my door). I just hope he somehow gets his karma back from all the people he's killed... I know this one won't happen but I can wish it. I hope he gets convicted of the war crimes and crimes against humanity that he's committed, and when he dies I hope it is a long painful process and he burns in the pits of hell (if there is such a place, and in his case I hope there is.) With love, butterflies, cupcakes and rock and roll. ~~Bryan

New To Ct........
Just a quick note to say Thanks for the really Nice Welcome I got when I signed up for CT. I have made some new friends and found an old friend as well. I look forward to making plenty of friends and having a great experience here. Have a Great Day !!!!!!!

American Pie
A long, long time ago... I can still remember How that music used to make me smile. And I knew if I had my chance That I could make those people dance And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while. But february made me shiver With every paper I’d deliver. Bad news on the doorstep; I couldn’t take one more step. I can’t remember if I cried When I read about his widowed bride, But something touched me deep inside The day the music died. So bye-bye, miss american pie. Drove my chevy to the levee, But the levee was dry. And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die. "this’ll be the day that I die." Did you write the book of love, And do you have faith in God above, If the Bible tells you so? Do you believe in rock ’n roll, Can music save your mortal soul, And can you teach me how to dance real slow? Well, I know that you’re in love with him `cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym. You both kicked off your shoes.

And Yet Another One Of Mine Lost But Not Forgotten...;)
untitled today i gave away my heart for the chance of eternal love yet some where beneath my soul lies an unacceptable loss but years ago you were my attention placed in my heart by an unseen hand so much was lost when u left can i ever get that back my future is uncertain to me will your love with stand the strain faith and forgiveness are companions of mine but pain and sorrow are my masters alas,my heart feels no more than most yet i can spare no less than the whole being of my heart here i will give you the most sacred of vows and you shall never be forgotten by my heart and every single shedded tear that falls from your beautiful green eyes will and forever be a reminder of your memory of me

My Pc Suxx!
I just wanted to let those of you out there that come by often to drop a comment or rate my pics that I really appreciate it so very much and I do my best to return the love, but there are a few of you whose pages jam up and freeze my pc because my pc SUXX LOL, so plz don't think I don't WANT to come leave ya some luv...I just gotta figure out how to at least be able to re-install my WinXP Pro without having to use the installation CD as right now my cd/dvd drives are not being found by my system cuz of some screw up somewhere!! IF anyone knows how I can use an online installation of WinXP Pro or where I can go to get the program, plz plz let me know asap. Thank you and hope you all are doing great! Hugz ~BaybieCaykes~

Friendship
FRIENDSHIP Friends so quickly come And friends sometimes go But if a friendship is true It will always continue to grow. For the qualities of a friend Are too many to describe, But one thing is certain They're never hard to find. Always remember that Friends have feelings too, Don't forget little things that matter Like saying please, and thank you. They often do so much To help us out everyday, Which is definitely why Friends are needed in every way. So take not for granted The qualities of your friends, For you never know When you may see them again The essence of FRIENDSHIP is not the smile and gestrues we give but a feeling when you discover that someone believes in you and willing to trust you...

**public/private Humiliation**
This article is about consensual erotic humiliationErotic humiliationis the consensual use of psychological humiliation in a sexual context, whereby one person gains arousal or erotic excitement from the mixed and powerful emotions of being humiliated and demeaned, or of humiliating another. The humiliation need not be sexual in itself, as with many other sexual activities it is the feelings derived from it which are sought, regardless of the nature of the actual activity. It can be verbal or physical, and can be relatively private or public. Often it can become ritualized, and unlike some sexual variations it can also be easily carried out over a long distance or online. The distinction between humiliation and dominance in an activity such as erotic spanking is that the sought after effect is primarily the humiliation, the activity is just a means to that end.Whilst mild or moderate humiliation is not an uncommon part of BDSM or other sexual roleplay, humiliation play can be taken to

**the Difference Between Sm And Abuse **
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SM AND ABUSE - a statement from Lesbian Sex Mafia (LSM) SM: An SM scene is a controlled situation. ABUSE: Abuse is an out-of-control situation. SM: Negotiation occurs before an SM scene to determine what will and will not happen in that scene. ABUSE: One person determines what will happen. SM: Knowledgable consent is given to the scene by all parties. ABUSE: No consent is asked for or given. SM: The "bottom" has a safeword that allows them to stop the scene at any time they need to for physical or emotional reasons. ABUSE: The person being abused cannot stop what is happenning. SM: Everyone involved in the SM scene is concerned about needs, desires, and limits of others. ABUSE: No concern is given to the needs, desires, and limits of the abused person. SM: The people in the SM scene are careful to be sure that they are not impaired by alcohol or drug use during the scene. ABUSE: Alcohol or drugs are of

Kidnapped... (2)
PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU START AT (1)... THIS IS 2 IN THE SERIES... Somewhere in her thoughts she must have drifted back to sleep. She didn’t know how long she slept, but she knew that she had been dreaming. She knew how she had got there. She had just got back home from shopping. Her hands were full of bags. The elevator was out again so she had to take the stairs. She remembered thinking to herself that she would be glad when she moved. “I am so sick of this elevator breaking down” she said as she was climbing her way to the third floor where her apartment was. She entered through a door that led to the stairwell. The stairs sort of wrapped around the elevator shaft. Not wasting any time she started climbing the stairs. That’s when she heard a door above her close. At first she thought nothing of it. People were always coming in and out of the building. With the elevator out and the stairs being the only other way to get up and down doors were opening and shutting all d

Kidnapped... (3)
PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU START AT (1)... THIS IS 3 IN THE SERIES! He started thinking back to when they brought her here. They had talked about where they would keep her after her abduction, and his place was the most likely choice. He was relieved at this choice. He knew that she would be safer here than with any of the others. They were all extremely undisciplined and there is no telling what they would have done with her if given the opportunity. Plus this helped him out in his own personal plans that the others were unaware of. They brought her in through the back entrance that was only used for his place. It use to be a storm shelter and had been converted into an apartment. With it being built underground it had no windows and was virtually sound proof. When she screamed no one could hear her. That was the excuse he told them anyways. She looked so sweet laying there in his bed. He could tell she had fallen asleep because her breathing had changed. Instead of the slow fast

**protecting Your Family**
PROTECTING YOUR FAMILY If you are an SM lifestyler, having children means you have given hostages to the state. How do you protect your sexual privacy and still be good parents? by David Comoss Often, the result of a strong union between partners is - a child. How this affects your relationship depends a lot on how you practice BDSM. The questions are many, and the answers are not easy to find. Having a child means more than a drain on your paycheck. The real investment is time and the demands placed on the partners. Having a baby means never having to say you're sleeping. We have all heard about the two o'clock feedings. But there is something even more important than the loss of sleep and money. That is the loss of privacy. It means a drain on the time you spend together. This is the hardest part of having children, but it is not impossible for relationships to overcome. The way to do that is to do again something many of us have already done, and that is to loo

~~for Men Only---taser Stun Guns~~
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something "extra" for my wife. I came across what was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser. The effects of the Taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on the assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device, and brought it home. I loaded two triple-A batteries in the thing, and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot i

Life.
So, sometimes people want to be young forever. But I think it's stupid. At some point in time you have to grow up and take responsibility for the shit you do. Yeah, i've made alot of mistakes in my life. And i've lied, stolen things, hurt people, blah blah. Who doesn't? But i'm ready to put it all in the past and start over. I'm tired of all the drama in my life. I just want to get the fuck out of Michigan. Or at least out of Coloma. I'm living in two different houses right now because my mom kicks me out on a daily basis, and my best friend gets tired of being around me. Which is understandable because we're together 24/7 and sometimes we need a break. I just wish I could be on my own. And as for Julia, she'll never let Chad go. Kind of sad. I haven't been in a relationship since last November. Right now, I just want to make friends and hang out with new people 'cause i'm tired of the old. Yeah yeah. Anyways. Comment me.

Moments
I was coming to the end of a long long walk When a man crawled out of a cardboard box Under the E. Street Bridge Followed me on to it I went out halfway across With that homeless shadow tagging along So I dug for some change Wouldn't need it anyway He took it lookin' just a bit ashamed He said, You know, I haven't always been this way I've had my moments, days in the sun Moments I was second to none Moments when I knew I did what I thought I couldn't do Like that plane ride coming home from the war That summer my son was born And memories like a coat so warm A cold wind can't get through Lookin' at me now you might not know it But I've had my moments I stood there tryin' to find my nerve Wondering if a single soul on Earth Would care at all Miss me when I'm gone That old man just kept hanging around Lookin' at me, lookin' down I think he recognized That look in my eyes Standing with him there I felt ashamed I said, You know, I haven't always been this wa

Into Each Life
Into each LIFe Into each life a little rain will fall, but if you have a friend, you can bear it all, for a friend is an umbrella, to hold above your head, and help you think about, the sunny days instead. Into each life a little sun will shine, but if you have a friend, it will always be fine, for if you can share the sunny times, with a friend that will be grand, as you talk and walk together, securely hand in hand. Into each life a little wind will blow, but if you have a friend, to whom you can go, your friend can help to guide you, can help you make the choice, by offering their view, and adding a new voice. Into each life like leaves things will fall, but if you have a friend, you know that you can call, they'll always steer you clearly, when their counsel's sought, for a friend is like a safety net, in which you will be caught. Into each life a friend will come to you, for if you have a friend, you'll know what to do, when a probl

Yesterday.
After I got home from work I was tired as hell because I didn't get much sleep Wednesday night. Anyway Sibs & Luvy came into my room to watch TV with me. After the second our of Married With Children started, Luvy and Sibi decided to give my legs a massage. When Sibi got tired and leaned up next to me, Luvy kept going. That kid should be a masseuse. I fell asleep while she was doing it. A much needed nap. And the best part was she didn't leave the room til I woke up. =)

I Missed The 900,000 Mark!
I was trying to get number 900,000 dammit. I was sooo close too. ow well I hope everyone has a great week and watch this space for future developments brought to you live as they happen!LOL much luv 77

When Trouble Comes To Life~~for Everyone
This was a post on a yahoo group I am in. Though it seems to be directed toward ONE belief, read it closely and see your belief in it, for you are never alone in your time of Need. Look to the Earth, the Trees, the Moon, the Sun, the Sky, to your own heart and Listen carefully, see in the eyes of those who care for you deeply and you will see you are never alone. When Trouble Comes to a Witch's Life There is a storm here. The Sea roils and churns and becomes what many may call a fearful place. The gulls wheel and spin and head for places only they know. The salty sea air becomes crisp and the wind whips the sands and Sea up into the air and rains confusion and mystery upon the shore. Where is the peaceful solace of the Goddess of my heart? My Ocean Mother. Has she gone from my life? Am I alone? Is my power drained away with the wrenching turmoil that is taking place in my life, just like the storm here at Sea? The ocean of life has its many tempests and storms. Our lives are

Another Day To Remember
So today marks the 12th year after my brother graduated high school. It is also the same day that a very good friend of mine past away because of a drunk driver. I wish i could have been there instead of him. I still say that if i would have been there to stop it he would have still been alive. He was suppose to meet at at the civic center that night because we had planned on it!!! It wasnt like him to miss it. Me and my other friend john had been talking about it later on that night. The next mornin my friend that id known since like the fourth grade called me and told me the news! I was so freaked out that i told my mom to hold my keys so that i would not drive and then i walked out into the sun and walked like the 15 miles to my old school and cried!!! I wish that during my high school years that i would have been a better friend to him but he got new friends and i did as well! We didnt start hanging back out until college!! Now i wish i had more time with him! Im sorry if this sou

Update On My Photo Shoot/photo Set 4 My Web Page
:):):):):):):):):)Well update:):):):):):):) Well i wanted to let everyone know who is interested in my new modeling career in the adult Entertainment world.....of the so called internet porn world..... I just took my first photo shoot of more then 35 photos...so i have 2 more to go too before the webmasters set up my modeling web page....so thats the update so far...ill tell u more after my 2nd and 3rd photo set.....kisses now:) Love mistress Reeni

Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

Bbw..meaning
Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is a phrase most frequently used in the context of affirmation of or sexual attraction to overweight or obese women. Meaning The term BBW does not have an explicit lower or upper weight limitation. It is a visually-determined concept that can include women who are barely overweight to those who are morbidly obese. The term spread rapidly via the Internet during the 1990s, and is used mainly in the United States. BBW has many near-synonyms with varying shades of meaning. Rubenesque is a close synonym; the term refers to the art of Peter Paul Rubens, best known for portraying fuller-bodied women. Full-figured refers to women with a generally plump body shape, whereas voluptuous and zaftig usually connote ripeness, sensuality, and a body shape involving large breasts and wide hips. [edit] Usage BBW is often found in personal ads denoting an identification with, or preference for larger-bodied women. In this regard, men who pr

My Memorial Day
well as we set out to remember our loved ones, hero across these beautiful united states this memorial day will be special as it will be the first time i will get to meet my granddaughter(bailee grace)she will be 1 yr on saturday (may 26)...she is a blueyed beauty just like me(ans i say that proudly)and also will get to see her older brother andrew jayden who i havent see in 3 years who will be 6 years old on the 6th of june...

Party
a heart beating fast a big rush goes threw you n you begin to let loose music pumping n the party begins. The thunder of drums the emotion of lyrics and you begin to hum and you drink get heavey into the tunes n body flesh to flesh heat rises and you begin to laugh n act out thats whats a party all about!

F.y.i.
First off I wanna say I mean no disrespect to anyone!! What I'm bout to say is actually true if you think about it. I know it is cuz I've been there...and it pretty funny if you think about it too. lol You know you are fat if you have to wipe your ass from the front! lol... Like I said, I've been there. I USED to be 180+ at only 5'2"...now that was big!! lmao...anyway...I'm just glad I can look back at myself and laugh! Sorry if I upset ANYONE!! It was not meant to.

Thorin Speaks
This blog was recently posted on a myspace page and I felt it was relevant to a mumm I read recently. The mumm was calling the US, the terrorists. I really cant comment on that kind of stupidity. This blog seemed to say exactly what I was thinking. So i reposted it here. All credit goes to Thorin of Wicked Jester Inc. The U.S. Miltary and The Media Here are my thoughts on the military and public perception; The worst kind of people are those who talk ill of the military troops, and then use the freedom of speech provided by them as a platform to do it. I say support a war or not, that is a personal issue, but "the troops" is not "the war", or "the policy". Too many people misconstrue "the troops" with "the government", or "the president". They are far from the same thing. The media uses its platform to leverage whichever way they wish to twist viewer's opinions. Usually during campaign time, the men and women of the U.S. forces become political fodder. Whether you agree or dis

Which Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Fool The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

For The Troops...........
I wanted to let those of you reading this that my first 7 music tracks were put in place for the troops that are now serving as well as those who have. I wanted to mix new with old. Freedom isn't Free and it is always needing to be defended. Take a moment a your BBQ to remember and Never Forget!!!!!!! BB Craftycrafts

Cinderella "nobody's Fool"
Nobody's Fool Lyrics Artist(Band):Cinderella I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no You take your road, I'll take mine The paths have both been beat Searchin' for a change of pace Love needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out, just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again, no, no Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties Ohhh I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fo

2 Faced Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments or to see how many friends they can get. So lets see who will actually repost this. This is to see whos paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and i think i know who you are. Repost if you are a friend... dont reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "two faced friends'

Fuck You!
FUck you! i hate everything about your type. All of you are so fucking fake. you make me hurt and i cant let you anymore. I am going to die and i dont care how you feel. To all of you im dead. Im sorry if i make you cry but i dont care. HATE is what you make me feel... Oh yes the cold steel across my wrist is what you think.. and maybe ill jump. You wish! I have cut you out and i feel no more pain... I HATE YOU! FUCK YOU! YOu dont diserve anything but a bullet to the head.. Die quickly DIE! so i dont have to hurt anymore.. I took you as you were and you hit me like a mac truck. Knocking me on my ass only to see you standing over me laughing like its some kind of game.... Ill make you suffer . Dead you are and now i have gone!

Oldie
What a sorry case she is Cant see her own self worth Dosnt care about her own value Just does whatever she is asked to do You can have her any way you want All you have to do is ask No matter if you love her All you have to do is ask No matter if you hate her You only have to ask So now she drops her head But the shame only lasts so long Allows her self to be objectified Because that’s all shes ever known You can have her any way you want All you have to do is ask No matter if you love her All you have to do is ask No matter if you hate her You only have to ask So now her confidence is gone Fell away with the lustfull sighs Fallowed by the non romantic goodbye She does it cause she is asked to No matter if there is passion You can have her anyway you want All you have to do is ask No matter if you love her All you have to do is ask No matter if you hate her All you h

Friday The 13th Of May
Found out today that nothing is real Nothing is how I saw it to be, Wrong about everything The only one without the answers I fell form atop my thrown of happiness From king to begger, as I beg her Where did I go wrong, I don’t see How this could go down this way I should have saw the symptoms of a tragic end Your hand felt cold in mine A kiss goodbye denied, why? Now it makes sense. The warning signs I tried to ignore But the inevitable cannot be stopped My heart still beats, my lungs still breath But the world it seems is dead to me.

~~battling The Oil Cartels~~
Also..7-11 has not renewed their contract with Citgo and will be moving to another gasoline brand. ----- Please Read and forward to everyone you know! Subject: CITGO CHANGING NAME...this is serious Americans...make sure you read this e-mail NEWS FLASH: Chavez of Venezula is NOW getting a Russian Weapons Factory built by Putin. The RUSSIANS are building an AK-47 Kalashnikov Assault Rifle factory in Venezuela, to give armament support to Communist Rebel groups throughout the Americas. Chavez NOW has IRANIANS operating his oil refineries in Venezuela for him. It is likely only a matter of time, if not already, before Chavez has Iranian built LONG RANGE missiles, with a variety of warhead types aimed at: Guess Who? CITGO is NOW in the process of Changing Its Name to PETRO EXPRESS due to the loss of gasoline sales in the USA due to the recent publicity of ownership by Chavez of Venezuela. Every dollar you spend with CITGO or PETRO EXPRE

Dare To Dream
You may get a lot of negative feedback from others, and so much happens in life to block the road you wish to travel. But you must dream anyway and cherish your dreams as they come from your soul and are the blueprint of who you are. What's more, they represent the direction you should take on earth. Let your heart set your goals and remain dedicated to them . Nothing is as real as a dream. The world can change around you, but your dream will not. Responsibilities need not erase it. Duties need not obscure it. Because the dream is within you, no one can take it away

Happy Memorial Day!!
Get the grills ready, open the beer and break out the fireworks. It is Memorial Day! It is more than a sign summer is almost here, or a reason to get drunk, or a day off, or the beginning of bbq season. Let's not forget why we are celebrating today. So, let's drink, eat, and enjoy today with our families and friends, but keep in mind why this day even exists. Happy Memorial Day everybody and be safe!!

Drunk Driver
[ The Test--] A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him that he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car, a drunk good old boy, from S.C., got out and watched the performance briefly,

Great Night Again
so yea yesterday i thought was gonna suck i had no plans it was killer hott but once again my loving friends came through, i got a call around 1 to meet some people at the bowling ally(big suprize) once i got their i was informed of a house party in wilopgrove or how ever you spell it from their i drove up but i had work lastnight so i wasnt going to be their long i go and start to relize i knew were i was but i couldnt figure it out around 11 30 i was suddenly attacked from behind while finishing a beer i come to find the whole time i was partying i was at my cousins apartment whome i was covering for lastnight at work ha ha great times she was ready to kill me but it was all good i went to work with a nice little buzz and still go to have some fun my neck payed for it but hey whats it matter just proof of another great night!

Memorial Day
HEY EVERYONE, I JUST WANTED TO TAKE A MOMENT TO STOP AND APPRECIATE WHAT THIS DAY REALLY STANDS FOR AND I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OUR TROOPS OUT THEIR AND TO ALL THAT HAS PAID THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE TO GIVE US OUR FREEDOM.. I SALUTE YOU ALL.. THIS DAY IS FOR YOU !!!!

To All The Women Out There!
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT... A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you... or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would I. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible

*special Mom's*
""** Special Mom's ** ? Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ? ? I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. ? I never thought about immunizations. ? ? Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ? ? Pooped on. ? ? Chewed on. ? ? Peed on. ? ? I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ? ? I slept all night. ? ? Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ? ? Or give shots. ? ? I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ? ? I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ? ? I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ? ? Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ? ? I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ? ? I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ? ? I never knew that I could love someone so much. ? ? I never knew I w

Goodbye All
if u didnt see my bulletin... i am deleting my profile within 24 hours, i no longer need nor want a profile on here, it is not because i do not like this site, i simply do not want to be on here any longer. i have a daughter to raise and a job to look for. if anyone wants to say goodbye, please do so soon.

Asking
Asking for Punishment Sir – I have NOT submitted to your authority as I should; may I please be punished? Sir – may I please be lectured for the behavior that earned this punishment? Sir – may I please receive a painful spanking? Sir – May I please be spanked until you feel that I have learned a lesson? I’m sorry Sir for misbehaving and earning this punishment. Thank you for caring enough to punish me and please forgive me.

Rant #1
So now that i'm working at Family Dollar, I once again realize how ignorant and dumb people can be. Over the past few days customers have annoyed the fuck out of me. For example, yesterday this lady had her two children in a cart, she left them by the clothes racks and she walked off talking on her phone, her children sat there tearing the price tags off the clothes! You don't go shopping an dleave your fucking kids in the cart while you go and shop and talk on your damn cellphone! People who bring their children to the store when they can't control them, or their children don't behave also pisses me off, you're shopping and your kids are running around the store doing whatever they please, No! you don't fucking do that and then when you finally realize what they're doing, you yell at them and then five minutes later they're doing it again! I think the one thing that bother's me the most is when I'm working the cash register and people come up while talking on their ce

What It Means........
DECEPTION, mean the acts or practices of one who deliberately deceives. Betrayal, as a form of deception of prior presumptions. A lie is an untruthful statement made to someone else with the intention to deceive.

Tuesday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Turn On Your Webcams, Rock Screaming, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos
Happy ROCK SCREAM TUESDAY, boys and girls! The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE today (on terrestrial radio), and if you don't want to take MY word for it, well then turn on your Paltalk and see everyone LIVE in studio. Of course, you could just gawk at all the naked women in front of their cameras showering, sleeping, flashing, or just looking cute... 'cause that's what we do. Here's list of stations where YOU can hear the O&A Show in your town (many have online feeds) Have you seen the Jim Gillette Heavy Metal Scream Video? You might want to familiarize yourself with it, because the staff of the O&A show is going to have a little fun making jackasses out of themselves today. The lovely girls from FOUNDRY CAMS sent in a great new compilation video of their amazing hot asses: FOUNDRY CAMS MONTAGE - A Bevy Of Beautiful Women The first Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus Comedy Show is only a few weeks away!!! Sweet Jesus, do you have your tickets?!?!?!?! If you don't have your tic

A Brand New Day
Have you ever wondered, where your life has went, and are you happy with the way, all your time has been spent. Do you ever stop and think, if you wasted your precious time, I know I lost good months, trying to make you mine. But as people always say, there's a reason for it all, that even though yours didn't, my heart couldn't help but fall. Now it made me stronger, and I'm very proud to say, I've finally gotten over you, because today's a brand new day.

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol: First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends / girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat at TACO BELL, or SWEET THINGS, or DENNY'S and some cold french

I Am A Bitch
This Monday I hung out with this guy that I like and this dude that likes me and has liked me for about two years. We tried dating but I fucked that up. The whole night I was making out with the guy that likes me. And when my sister showed up with her two guy friends, we started hard core drinking games, I got drunk off of my ass, and was on the verge of almost sleeping with the guy that likes me. And when the guy that I like was puckering out his guts, at the other camp ground, me and the kid that likes me walked over to make sure that he was still alive, yep he was he was sitting by the fire staying worm. The kid that likes me went into the tent and made up the bed while I was making out with the kid that I like. I know I’m a syco crazy whore. But the fucked up thing is this is the second time I did this to the kid that likes me. And the kid that I like he might have a kid on the way? Maybe, maybe not.

Where Is America ?
When 9/11 took place everyone stopped it was a time across the world where some ppl stopped and cried , others flooded the streets and cheered burning flags, and other said "Oh shit we have stired up a fight".. But my point is where are the american ppl now .. you couldnt drive down the road for 10 secs without seeing a flag now it seems the only ones you see are the ones that were left up there from 9/11 so what im asking and this is for all the soldiers b/c it seems to be all them feel this and we as american soldiers depend on you AMERICANS to keep us in the fight.. Go get a flag and hang it up . if you already have one make sure its in good up kep tell a friend to do the same pass this around make the soldiers fell it again put us back in the fight please im asking you to do this as a solider on a mission thank you and god bless all of you for your support thus far

Rawr
Ya... life is grr! lol... whatever i dont even want to talk about it...just depresses me more... I need a vaction from my life... i need to go somewhere far far away and be someone else for like even just a week! Maybe id be able to make the next few months...

The Men We Date
Have you ever wondered if the way you act makes women cringe? Have you ever worried that your behavior might be making them run in the other direction? Just as women are attracted to certain archetypal men, there are other types of men that women go out of their way to avoid. And this is especially true during the early stages of a relationship, when a woman is trying to gauge a man's personality. Below are eight types of guys that women consistently stay away from. I have compiled this list from conversations I've had with numerous women regarding the behaviors they dislike in men. But don't worry if you recognize some of the following traits in yourself -- most of them aren't deal-breakers. The idea here is not to change your personality, but rather to keep certain female-unfriendly behaviors in check. Read on to find out what women dislike, so you'll be able to make a better impression next time around. 1. The Needy Guy He is overly emotional and shares all his feelin

Quizzes
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100% Wet75% Soft69% Violent69% Exciting69% Sweet63% Shy0% Awkward0% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Sex,passion Affection
really i do, i think of my lovers needs first( usely why i never get what i want in the bed LOL) it is a better thing to me to fullfill a persons needs and wants... it is the way i am, always have been, and it is also usely why i NEVER ever get what i want in the bed room..... this is something i am gonna change tho...at 31 i have found out there is a hell of alot in sex i have never tried, but wanted to...this is my time folks i will not take no for a ans. LOL....this year along i have 5 fant.s i need to fullfill before my next b-day(may 7th)! i want to become alittle bit more dom...(would help to have a subm. women fo sho) and do a few roll plays as well as some other nice hot wet things LMFAO wish me luck all

30th May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, May 30: Matters of the heart may be emotionally powerful now. It's not the most comfortable sensation, but it's very likely necessary for personal growth -- and for taking the next steps along your love path.

Not Feeling Well
I'm sorry for not being around, but the truth is... I havent been feeling well... I know I really should go see a doctor.. I am still down in my back and it has been over three weeks now... I think my blood pressure to be extremely high due to the birthcontrol pills the doctor has me on... So I didnt take them last nite and I will admit I do feel somewhat better.. but I do still experience my dizzy spells... Peace & Love To All, Sin.

Randomness. It Works.
I don't play here very often. I have other playgrounds. Most people on here are far too concerned about their "points" and "levels". Seriously. I've denied loads of friend requests, cos I don't know them. Why would I want to be your friend if I don't know you? Try talking to me, instead of just saying "rate me, comment me..etc, etc..." Yup. I'm not very good at these blog things. I just tend to ramble on. About anything. Mostly I try to make sense, but usually I fail. Some might say i'm a bit silly. Perhaps even odd. But silly works. Everyone should be a bit silly sometimes. Laugh and smile and stuffs. Be happy. Happiness makes the world go 'round. Don'tcha know? This song makes me dance. I don't dance very well. But I like to do in my underwears. Heh. I'm hungry for pancakes.

Not On That Often.........
AS many of you may be learning I'm not on that often and when I am it's not for very long. With raising a small child , running a home based business and trying to be there for my teen son I have my hands full and not much time for myself. I get lucky sometimes and they let me get on the puter for some fun but that doesn't happen to often. I wanted to pass on this info to my friends so they don't think I am rude or just trying to add friends for the sake of having friends here on CT. I hope to get on here to relax , chat and have a little fun at least one day on the weekends , so I hope to get to talk with some of you then. Until then I have to get back to work or at least try to and get some new items finished as well as pics taken and what not. If you'd like to let me know what kind of jewelry items your interested in that would help. So if you get the urge , drop me a line with any ideas or suggestions you have. Have a Great Day!!!!!! BB Craftycrafts

Hopefully Soon
I know what I need most right now is a distraction and to finally relax. Which would include some time to myself which I never seem to get. I am lucky if I get anymore than 15 minutes a day to myself and that is in the shower. But if I am at home that isn't to myself for my little girl thinks it is great to help mom take a shower. Which yes it is cute but takes twice as long. I am lost in all of the chaos with so much to worry about. Unable to take the time to relax or think about me at all. Maybe soon, I am hoping to have the money to go down to Sparta Wisconsin this weekend and get some work done on my back. I know it would help me feel better but I don't know if I can swing it.

The Virgin Joke
The virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet

Stupid Names On Cherrytap
I would have to say that there are some of the most stupid names that I have ever seen here on cherrytap. I mean my god what makes a person proud of the fact that they are a fucking sex slave to some other stupid ass. If a person is that weak and has no more self esteem to post the fact that they are a slave to someone then I really feel sorry for them. Then you have the dumbass's that there name is daddy's sex slave or some kinda bullshit like that. I am sorry if I offend but in my opinion if my get turned on by calling your sex partner daddy then you might as well go ahead and actually screw your daddy because you are saying that turns you on by using the name daddy. I am sorry that is just plain nasty. I try to not piss people off but I call it like I see it.

The Downfalls Of Vodka! Lol
my sister and I were invited to a wedding ceremony and then reception at night. It was a gr8 day and night and we both had too much to drink(9 hours of voddy!).When it was time to leave i dragged her off the dance floor and she said'you got my bag?' i said i had been lookin after it all night.But as we were getting to the taxi I noticed she was barefoot so I nipped back quick to get her footwear.When we got home she said 'did you get my boots?' 'Boots?' I said you had shoes on and shows her these brand new bought for a wedding black high heels!! No she said I had boots on and the heels were all ruined! so apologies to the poor barefoot lady that had aquired some tatty boots and lost her shoes!! the perils of alcohol!! on the upside they were the same shoe size and my sisters new black high heels fit her lovely!!!! lololol

Which X-men Person Are You?
You scored as Jean Grey, Jean Grey is likely the most powerful X-Man. She loves Cyclops very much but she has a soft spot for Wolverine. She's psychic so she can sense how others are feeling and tries to help them. She also has to control her amazing powers or the malevolent Phoenix entity could take control of her and wreak havok. Powers: Telekinetic, TelepathicJean Grey100% Iceman90% Emma Frost90% Cyclops80% Rogue80% Gambit60% Storm60% Colossus60% Wolverine60% Beast40% Nightcrawler

Test Your Eyes!!
Test Your Eyes!! Can u find the B (there are 2B's)? DON"T skip or ur wish wont come true... RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once youve found the b Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6 99999

Does It Get Any Easier?
Does it get any easier? Current mood: sad Category: Blogging March 21,2007 I took all the kids to dentist today.Had an excellent day till I had to take them to the house.My very real home ever.I was sick to my stomach as I pull up in the drive.I see all the thing that have changed the bradford pears are in bloom and he has put some posts and much around them.It looks really nice.My fish pond in in disrepair thoug and I wonder if my fish are still living.Inside the house is freshly painted and prob have the hardwood floors I wanted down but he never found the time to do.It makes me sad to send to my kids in with a hug and kiss and knowing that i was going back to my house by myself. I will see them in 2 days but none the less its makes me cry.Cuz all he had to do was to stop doing what he was doing and be there for me and the kids.But it never happened and I just got tired of trying to believe him anymore after all 3 years was enough for anyone.I still sit here and wonder why

Pitbulls In Dog Fancy Magazine!!!
quote from: http://www.dogchannel.com/dog-magazines/dogfancy/dog-fancy-american-pit-bull-terrier.aspx "Can-do Dog With a zest for life, the outgoing American Pit Bull Terrier rewards responsible owners with affection. By Eve Adamson Like any happy, healthy American Pit Bull Terrier, Penny loved life with fervor and enthusiasm. When Ginny York, an American Pit Bull Terrier breeder in Virginia threw Penny her favorite ball, it wouldn’t bounce more than once before Penny dove across the yard to catch it mid-air. Whenever the Yorks took Penny to the river, this show champion flew out of the car, raced down the steps, leapt into the river and out, and was back at the car in seconds to see what was taking everybody so long. When Penny suffered an embolism at the age of 10 and her rear legs became paralyzed, York was heartbroken, but in the car on the way home from the vet, she showed the ailing Penny her favorite ball. Want to read the full story? Pick up the July 2007 issue

Real Life
To those friends and ones who read my profile and blogs, I am married Happily, we live a LDD ( Loving Domestic Discipline ) what you read about in my blogs are our thoughts, ideas and true life, we do not plat games. Kay my darling wife submits to me as her Head of House, I decided what happens, if she must be punished I decided how much, and how long. The spankings Kat receives are very real and painful, tears flow, bottom turns red, but she still submits to better herself. Our way of life is not forced, badgered, or fear invoked, but a loving one, in which both agree to the way we live, Kay is not a door mat, but my partner in life, I respect her and love her as she does me. Too many have thought that her spankings were for sexual pleasure, not hardly, crying from a spanking is not for pleasure, I also get no excitement for spanking her. The spanking are done to correct behavior, and attitude, Kay will willingly submit to a maintenance spanking by stripping her clothes,

To My Wife
THIS IS STRANGE FOR ME TO DO, I WAS JUST PLAYING ON THIS SITE. THINKING MY WIFE WOULD NOT FIND OUT. SHE DID, THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE ON MY PART BECAUSE SHE HAS STOOD BY ME FOR OVER 20 YEARS AND I DO THIS TO HER, IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD HAVE DIED FROM MY HEART ATTACK, AND NOW I HAVE MORE OR LESS BROKEN HER HEART WITH WHAT I HAVE DONE. I ONLY WISH SHE WOULD FORGIVE ME BECAUSE THIS IS NOT REAL AND MY MISTAKE FOR PLAYING THE SINGLE GAME. I HOPE THIS FINDS IT'S WAY TO HER, AND SHE WILL FORGIVE ME. I LOVE MY WIFE AND OUR KIDS. SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME, EVEN WHEN I CHEATED ON HER BEFORE. SHE WAS THERE GAVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE AND I DO THIS TO HER. I AM SORRY WILL YOU FORGIVE ME ?! I BEG YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME !

For My Friend D In Co
Should you ever feel alone If finding times hard to bare You can still count on me Know I shall always be there You shall be in my thoughts If you are hurting, I feel it too It is my friendship sincerity I shall forever share with you There each step of the way My support you can depend I will listen if you need me With love your forever friend

God Is Good
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings, the cries

Life Is So Cruel
Everytime I read or listion to the news,I hear that a child has been killed to takeing away or kidnapped.Or that theres one out there dieing. Why we ask ourself must this go on??? Why can't someone do somethimg abut this???? Or do thay even care??? How could someone do this?? There are way to meny unansered quastions. It just upsets me to no end and I am sure that there are others who feel the same!!But really just waht can be done??? What ever happened to crim stoppers or people where you live watching out for others???? I will tell you why that is. It is cause to very meny of them don't want to get invoiled cause thay are afreid to get shoot at or even killed.And whats wrose is it is realy bad to find out that there is a policeman doing this kind of thing.About 9 years ago in my small town 3 policemen had been arrested for robbing a big store chin like Hills.And the messed up part is all thay got out of it was a suppation for one year off with good behaver and thay where aloud to

Bofh #3
So I'm working so hard I barely have time to drive into town and watch a movie before I told people their printing will be ready. The queue's WAAAAAY too long to have everything printed (and sorted) by the time I told them, so I kill all the small jobs so there's only 2 left and I can sort them in no time. Then, after the movie, (which was one of those slack Bertolucci ones that takes about 3 hours till the main character is killed off in a visionary experience) I get back and clear the printouts. There's about 50 people waiting outside and I've got two printouts. That's about average for me. I thought I'd killed more tho. Anyway, I put out the printouts and walk slooowly inside, fingering the clipboard with "ACCOUNTS TO REMOVE" in big letters on the back. No-one says anything. As usual. . . . I'm sitting back in the Operations Armchair, watching the computer room closed circuit TV, which just happens to be connected to the frame-grabber's Video player (sent off for repair,

Bofh #7
So I manage AT LONG LAST, to get a couple of hours off for lunch, AND, because I can't leave my desk unattended, I get the janitor in and have him sit in my chair. I tell him that all he has to do is make sure the receiver doesn't accidentally get put back on the hook. He agrees and I'm off. First stop, the bank. I change a $50 note into coins and then ask to see a balance of my account. Then I yank the power lead out of the teller's vdu. It dies. I say I'm in a hurry and is the manager around? He rolls over like a man-sized twinkie and asks what the problem is. I say that all I want is a balance of my accounts. I cross my fingers. YES! He finds the vdu lead out, plugs it in, and logs in, TO THE MANAGER'S ACCOUNT. Now's my chance - I slip up against the counter, slopping 200 coins across the counter. The manager ignores it, but all the tellers dive for the money. I watch, unobserved, as the manager types in his password at the breakneck speed of one character a minute. At that ra

Bofh #12
I get to work and I'm a bit tired so I plug a thick hunk of copper across the three phase supply and throw the switch. The room is plunged into darkness as the circuit breakers trip and for once the machine room is silent. I like it! I pop the phone off the hook and close the curtains on the observation window. Now it's *really* dark in there. I wouldn't be surprised if someone had a nasty accident in here.. I lift a couple of floor tiles up in the darkness and call our maintenance contractors saying the mini popped the breaker again, then replace the fuses in it with a couple of nails and short the power supply to ground. You can't just hope for this sort of thing, you've got to MAKE it happen. 15 minutes later the engineer arives and falls down the hole. I pop the floor tiles back on just as the System Manager (a new and very thorough individual) comes in, telling me to watch out, someone could really hurt themselves in the dark... I nod & tell him that we can't really

Vnv Show
Curious to know if anyone else plans to attend the Imperative Reaction, And One and VNV Nation show June 23rd in Los Angeles? Of the three who are you most excited about? As for me, it seems I'm most looking forward to And One since it's not often that one gets a chance to see them in the US.

Afraid Of Love .
I always thought I was afraid of nothing . I'm not afraid to die . I'm not afraid to kill . But then I realised I'm afraid for showing my deepest feeling to her . Her : that one special girl . That girl I now for so long . That girl I already love for so long . The girl who's perfection to me . There sow many things I wanna tell her . There sow many things I wanna do with her . But then when I see her . I can't say a word . I can't do a thing .

Bye
ok on my 23rd b-day i was going to get off line 4 good but i had a dj thing and well des so i did not but now that both r gone from my life des hopely 4 ever i am getting of line my ct will be gone in the next fow days same as my myspace if i have talked to you and your truely care let me know but i will be gone soon from the net love you all turtlesymbiote

My First Horoscope Posting In June!!
Everyone needs a little foolishness in life; it's good for the soul. Just remember that there's a difference between committing a folly and being a fool. Just which side are you on right now? Think about it. I like this... its always right on... well this one is a little late, but Im not the fool anymore!!!!!

System Operator From Hell #1
I get into my office and it's my first day - I want to make a good impression, so I empty my IN tray into the bin. Now that's what I call efficient! I get a call from the big boss - he's been getting complaints about the Trainee Bastard Operator from Hell. I ask him to forward all the complaints to me and that it would be best to let me deal with them. I ring the operator and get him to make an appointment with me. Two weeks later, he does, and I show him the complaints that have accumulated so far. "Seventy Three complaints in your first three weeks!" I shout "It's good - but it's NOT Good Enough! You should be getting at least 10 complaints a day - AT LEAST! Now, let's see what you're doing wrong: You get a call from a user - what do you do?" "Kill them off?" The TBOFH replies "NO! How can you kill them off if you don't know their USERNAME? Your FIRST priority is to get their username. Then what would you do?" "Kill them off?" "NO! Get them to tell you what their

Scotland
The average Englishman in the home he calls his castle, slips into his national costume - a shabby raincoat - patented by Chemist Charles Macintosh from Glasgow, Scotland. En route to his office he strides along the English lane, surfance by John Macadam of Ayr, Scotland. He drives an English car fitted with tyres invented by John Boyd Dunlop, Veterinary Surgeon of Dreghorn, Scotland. At the office he receives the mail bearing adhesive stamps invented by John Chalmers, Bookseller and Printer of Dundee, Scotland. During the day he uses the telephone invented by Alexander Graham Bell, born in Edinburgh, Scotland. At home in the evening his daughter pedals her bicycle invented by Kirkpatrick Macmillan, Blacksmith of Thornhill, Dumfriesshire, Scotland. He watches the news on T.V. an invention of John Logie Baird of Helensburgh, Scotland and hears an item about the U.S. Navy founded by John Paul Jones of Kirkbean, Scotland. Nowhere can an englishman turn to escape

My Day With Mr.brooks!!
I went to the movies today with a couple of friends and saw the new thriller (or so it was supposed to be) Mr. Brooks. Upon entering the movie, I was under the preconsumed notion that it was about a daughter who finds out her daddy is a serial killer. Turns out that wasn't really the story line for this film. It was a twisty one I will say that. Its about a man named Earl Brooks. He is an upstanding citizen with a successful box company. He is even named the prestigious Man of the Year.... Hmm... You soon find out that Mr. Brooks has split personality... Marshall... Marshall and Mr.Brooks are the thumbprint killers.... They stalk their victims, always couples it seems, and then finally kills them, and arranges their bodies romantically and takes pictures. Pictures in turn that he burns when he goes home. (He does pottery and has the glaze machine to burn all of these items with) Mr.Brooks is tired of killing though, and in the first kill, he is telling his other half Marshall, that thi

The Museum
Today I leave a young man, the year 2023. Off to distant lands, not sure what's there for me. A fight has been raging for many years, one that started way before me. I grab my mother by the hand, and hug my sister of now three. Say keep the cornbread piping hot, and plenty meat for me. Off to do my part to fight this war, put an end to tyranny. The fate that I have chosen, seems all but too heavy. My friend asked, why'd you join the navy bro? I replied to sail the open sea. I am a lonely warrior, fighting 1, not 2, not 3. My enemy does not fight the same, as the warriors that came before me. Technology has now changed, warfare seems unfair you see. I hear a missile overhead; I’m huddled by a tree. Now tanks blaze in the background, they sound right next to me. I'm weak I’m tired, I carry on, because this is important to me. Why would anybody do this, this is no place to be. A friend asked, why'd you join the marines mate? I replied, it just seemed right to me. Today I los

Monday 5/4/07
I haven't done much today yet,but wanted to go ahead and get this posted so that I won't forget and get behind again. So far the only thing I've done was go to the dr. and get something to eat at Rio Grande. My dr. appointment went well, everything was fine. The rest of the day I just plan on relaxing and chatting and listening to music. Well, I guess I'll end this here for now, and maybe write again later if something exciting happens, which I highly doubt lol. Have a great day all.

Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men say only fools rush in But I cant help falling in love with you Shall I stay Would it be a sin If I cant help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I cant help falling in love with you Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes Some things are meant to be Take my hand, take my whole life too For I cant help falling in love with you For I cant help falling in love with you Sung by Elvis words & music by george weiss - hugo peretti - luigi creatore

Music Of The Vietnam War
In growing up and serving in the U S MARINES during the Vietnam War I was very aware of the music from the mid 1960's to early 1970's. That music mirrored the happenings of the time and some of the most interesting music, I feel, was Vietnam related. In addition to the songs produced during the Vietnam War, there were several excellent ones that came out in the 1980's. These later efforts give more of a logical, historical perspective on the war and deal mostly with the lasting effects on the individual Vietnam Veteran. Most all of the songs I have listed in this web site do not mention Vietnam by name. But the 9 years of US active combat in Vietnam changed this nation and I believe that none of the following twenty songs would have been written without the extreme emotion that the war brought to this country. I feel that all of the songs are very interesting and a reflection of the time. When I first began this web site, in deciding which songs to list, the song had to qualify in

The Wiccan Rede
Bide ye the Wiccan laws ye must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Ye must live and let live, fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about, to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be spoken in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, speak ye little and listen much. Deosil go by waxing moon, chanting out the Wiccan runes. Widdershins' go by waning moon, chanting out the baneful tune. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to her times two. When the moon rides at her peak, then the heart's desire seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale: lock the door and trim the sail. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss thee on the mouth When the Moor wind blows from West, departed spirits have no rest. When the wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the cauldron go, burn them quick and burn them slow. Elder be the Lady's tree, burn it not or cursed ye'll b

Bored As Heck
well I should be sleeping, instead Im awake in sever tooth pain. ugh! it sucks. Found out there is a new project starting at work, I want in on it, I must talk to someone tomorrow about getting in, another notch in the belt. You can never learn enough, I wonder just how much my brain can hold, shoot theres alotta room up there... not to bright, most days there is not one light on up there. Definate sign of a natural blonde. So a shot of vodka and Pm's should do the trick. I am hopeful.. but whatever. Im going to the dentist tomorrow morning, or atleast maybe I am. I do not like dentists. Never did. He better give me a shot of something good. Otherwise I'm screwed for work.

5 Sex Questions???
1.)Have you ever farted while you were having sexual intercourse?? 2.)Have you ever had sex with someone weighing over 270 pounds?? 3.)Do you like Rough Sex? 4.)Have you ever been in a 3 sum? 5.)Do you prefer oral sex or just get into straight sex without fore play????

Nasty And Sick Questions?
1.)Have you ever shit your pants? 2.)Have you ever farted in a Resturant while you were waiting for your dinner to come? 3.)Do you know what a lincoln Log is? 4.)Do you know what a Taco Pussy is? 5.)what is the sickest thing you have ever done? 6.)Have you ever had a Mud Butt? 7.)Have you ever had sex on your Period? 8.)Did you ever vomit in someones mouth while u were kissing them? 9.)Did you ever wet your pants from laughing so hard? 10.)Do you think this blog is stupid?

Youngest To Win Art Ross
Sidney Crosby picked up a little more luggage Saturday in Ottawa. Crosby was presented with his Art Ross Trophy as the NHL scoring champion at the Brookstreet Hotel at a special NHL Awards ceremony. Crosby, only 19, became the NHL's youngest scoring champ this season when he collected 120 point. He also has the distinction of being the youngest scoring champion in the history of major North American professional sports.

Captain Crosby
Forget "Sid The Kid," just call him "Captain Crosby." Already the youngest player in NHL history to reach 100 points in a season and win the scoring title, Sidney Crosby added another historic distinction to his list of accomplishments – youngest captain in NHL history. Penguins Executive Vice President and General Manager Ray Shero announced Crosby's captaincy on Thursday. The 19-year-old star center was given his new jersey with the captain's C stitched on the left shoulder by Mario Lemieux, the Penguins' legendary star.

Tidal
Current and tide obey an unseen force we cannot challenge. No less power pulls me to you than drags oceans across land. The smell of your hair, sweet and pillow matted, fills my lungs, moon summoned tide halts its retreat to gather and roll upon the shore, perfect template, bent and shaped to fit pool and inlet, relentless scour to twist and shape the ephemeral sand, so solid underfoot yields, helpless to the wave. Useless eyes close to concede until tides recede. Blinded in the riptide, driven by hunger and smell, I kiss the changing shore Of your spine to find The sweet cleft that Hides the wellspring Of all my desire, The soft globes pry apart To yield your tender portal. My tongue, crazed by slow cooked musk, residue of the nights sleep, digs and paws for more, as the smell of all life fills my lungs and floats my brain beyond my skull. © Andi 2007

Irish Gaelic Name
Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? Teastaioinn cineal uaim Teastaioinn cineal uaim - 'I want sex.'Horny little bugger, aren't you? You enjoy porn and being naked. Hell, you're probably naked right now. Both hands on the keyboard, you pervert!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Eternal Heart
My love for you is an ocean as far as the eye can see, transcending the yellow horizon, as tall as the tallest tree. I love you like a melody; sweet song to soothe my soul, like music of the angels, you make my spirit whole. I love you like a candle that lights the end of the road, you're my saviour in the darkness to have and to hold. My love for you is endless till death us do part, you're forever my existance; eternally my heart. Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.

S~m~a~c~k
S-M-A-C-K !!!! YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, YOU'LL HAVE UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS, SO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST & MAKE SURE I GET IT BACK

Lost Love
My life is over, I am a 90 year old women trapped in a 24 year old body. No one cares about me, no one cares if I live or die, I'm sure most people who read this wont even know me as I am sure the people who do know me don't care enough to read what I write. Some of this may be my fault as I cut myself off from the world, but tell me why didn't you come find me? I know why, you don't care. So now I give up and give in, I will not fight anymore, I will not try anymore. I have failed at everything I have ever wanted to do, and even things I didn't. I believe I should have died by now, I know no one would miss me as I am nothing and will always be that way. I am easily forgotten, and not needed by anyone. I have led a life that no one will ever understand nor do they want to. I will never be a trophy therefore I am not loved. I will always wish and hope that one day it will all change, but it wont, it doesn't when I try and it doesn't when I don

Little Sisters
I know that I'm a bad big sister sometimes, When I'm overbearing like our dad, And I'm a hypocrite when I tell you not to have the same experiences as I've had. I know that you're annoyed when I criticize your newest date, And I say and do things around you that I'm sure you must really hate. But, It's hard for me to accept That you're a woman just like me, Even though I sometimes still see in you two The little girls you used to be. I hate that I know that you'll get hurt, and I hate to hear your heart break. I wish I could hold you and comfort you when your confidence in people shakes. It's hard to know that you're growing up, and leaving your innocence behind. Sometimes I want to save you from the pain But I must sit silent and resigned. Because, It's hard for me to accept That you're a woman just like me, Even though I sometimes still see in you two The little girls you used to be. It hurts me to watch you hurt, and I wish

Lmao
You scored as Cinderella, Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella88% Goofy81% Sleeping Beauty81% The Beast63% Pinocchio50% Peter Pan50% Cruella De Ville25% Snow White25% Ariel25% Donald Duck13% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

6 June 2007...sounds Good To Me :-)
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, June 6: Your empathetic vibe may cause you to be the recipient of all kinds of confidences now, and you might just find out about someone's feelings you'd never have suspected. Interesting!

Working On Welfare
A guy walks into the local welfare office, marches straight up to the counter and says, "Hi... You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well... you started it.

Living.
Gotta go and do and be manifest hopes and dreams and ideas into a whole new reality Gotta give and breathe life into the words I say and find a way to be better tomorrow than I am today. Each moment... each thought... each choice... holds the possibility of a new beginning With determination and perseverance... it will be this I that gives birth to a Me without ending. ...

Losing Control
Man, I spent most my children's lifes raising them to go out in the world and handle things on their own and the rights and wrongs of things and I thought it might be a relieve off my shoulders when they did start making those decisions and me not stressing about how to make the right decisions for them...but hell it just goes to another level of worry as a parent. Recently, my oldest son graduated high school and now is 18 so that makes him a grown man in his eyes and I have another that is about to be 18 soon that already thinks he is grown but I still have some control over. Back to my oldest, anyhow he has been making his own decisions as "a man" for about 6 months now and for the most part I can say they haven't been bad ones. But, it is so hard for me to stand back and watch and not put my two cents in or come to rescue him when he makes a wrong decision...in fact a couple times, he had to tell me "Mom, I'm grown now" and I reluctantly back out of his decisions. I am hoping s

What It Is All About As I See It
WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT AS I SEE IT The Brotherhood "I now know why men who have been to war yearn to reunite. Not to tell stories or look at old pictures. Not to laugh or weep. Comrades gather because they long to be with the men who once acted at their best; men who suffered and sacrificed, who suffered and stripped of their humanity. I did not pick these men. They were delivered by fate and the military. But I know them in a way I know no other men. I have never given anyone such trust. They were willing to guard something more precious than my life. They would have carried my reputation, the memory of me. It was part of the bargain we all made, the reason we were so willing to die for one another. As long as I have memory, I will think of them all, every day. I am sure that when I leave this world, my last thought will be of my family and my comrades.... Such good men." SEMPER FI THE HANKSTER