The Last Poem I Wrote.
My shine Once I stopped running from myself and stopped fucking around. I was able to shine. The true me shone through to the most amazing person in the world. Since i can finally love myself I can love someone else. My aura has always been good. i was just not able to let it glow. thank you father for showing me the way and keeping me strong. by: Marlene Brown Sept 23, 2008

I Dance
The darkness surrounds me, as my candle flickers. Nothingness is all I can see, my heart beats quicker. Is this how it will end? Is this it? As my wrist falls, crimson drops the floor hit. If only I could do it, the pain would go away. But I can't, I'm too scared, there's no way. So I deal with the hurt the lack of love causes. On thoughts of what could of been my mind pauses. I've felt joy and I've felt love. I've met the one I thought was sent from above. It didn't happen, there was no romance. Yet I continue to dance the silly dance. I move to the music that's in my heart. Swaying back and forth, playing the fool's part. All the time hoping my dream is just around the bend. But since it never is, why won't this music end?

More About Me
1. What is your middle name? LEANN 2. Star sign? LIBRA 3. What are you wearing? BOXER SHORTS AND TSHIRT 4. What colour of underwear do you have on? GRAY 5. What are you listening to right now? TV 6. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? ALREADY 7. What do usually eat for breakfast? NOTHING 8. What did you want to be when you were younger? LAWYER 9. What is your best childhood memory? GOING TO THE RACE TRACK 10. What was your favourite toy as a child? MY TEDDY BEAR THAT WAS MY GRANDFATHERS 11. What was the last thing you ate? Pizza ROLLS 12. What did you do last night? WENT AND HUNG OUT WITH A COUPLE FRIENDS AND WATCHED MOVIES 13. Last movie you watched? GAME PLAN FOR THE 600TH TIME 14. Last book you read? READING A BOOK FOR SCHOOL---THE GOAL 15. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? MY DAUGHTER 16. What is your favorite day of the year? JULY 4 17. What is your favourite smell? WIERD I KNOW BU

One Lump Or Two
The wind blown rain beating against my window woke me around two a.m. this morning. Snatched from a dream, I can't even remember, I lay there for a few minutes as my room took on that Ghostly effect from the Lightning peeking through the cracks in my blinds. Like clockwork eerie shadows would appear on the walls then vanish as fast as the light can flicker. Harmless objects on a shelf became giant in size and through sleepy eyes they became Monsters in the night. A bathrobe on a wall hook transforms into a headless Ghost and for a split second in time until my mind grasps total consciousness,I am frozen in fear. A tremendous explosion rocks my world awake in an instant. It starts with a low rumble off in the distance that only gets louder as it slowly approaches in one massive wave of sound. Sometimes I am humbled by the true power of the clouds. Memories of Katrina still haunt me at times so I guess that is the reason I can not sleep through a storm of any type. I have rea

Three
Dream Agian The smell of diesel fuel aloft into my nose as we prepare to travel, as still photographs in a scrap book looking out the window with each hour passes by. Everything is set back into real time motion, we are turning. I can hear a few horns honking, my body pushes forward almost in slow motion, but just before my body hits into the back-end of the seat that is directly in front of me. I am transferred, Here i am in this car... I hear my self saying "SHIT, FUCK, FUCK!!" I am watching as a truck collides into the back-end of the bus and the bus swerves due to loss of control. It slams into a building 2 white unmarked vans pull up, people get out of them as the side door had open, dressed in camo jump-suits and masks over their face I escape this host, i now find my self in this tin-can like vehicle.. kinda dark But not really, we rush out. I have a gun in my hand, hiding on the side of a left behind vehicle Smoke is everywhere, part of the building has c

A Week At The Gym
HOWDY FOLKS, Now I'm sure a few of ya's can relate to this story. It's kinda long so kick off your shoes, grab a fresh cup, and ENJOY! For my 49th birthday, My dear Ole Mom gave me a gym membership(complete with personal trainer) for a month.........Now ain't that sweet? Wonder just what she was trying to tell me? Ain't she just the sweetest mother in the whole world...........Now I'm in pretty good shape,(I thought), but I decided to give this a try anyway....(Because it was FREE) So I called the gym to set up a time with the personal trainer... She said her name was Belinda and she was 26 years old and not only an aerobics instructor but also a model for an athletic clothing and swim suit store.....(THANKS MOM!!!! HUBBA HUBBA) Dear old Mom seemed pleased that I had decided to give this a try...(MODEL! SWIM SUITS! LIKE THERE WAS A SNOW BALLS CHANCE I WOULDN'T GO!) After I had got there and crossed all the T's and dotted all the I's. I was told that they ask every new

I Wish I Could Find A Girlfriend
I wish I could find a girlfriend. I want someone I can hang out with and still be as sexual as I want. I don't even have to share her with my boyfriend. If you wanna be it, message me.

People
I don't get why people can't deal with life and spend weeks crying while others can lay around dying or have had a real rough life....It just annoys me because we all have issues and most of us pick up and move on with our lives. I guess I am just being a heartless bitch. I've had a hard time but there are those who have it so much harder. Those are the people I admire for their courage and their strength, Not the people that leave their husbands for their ex-boyfriends who in return a few months later leave you...How do you think your husband felt..how do you think I felt when you betrayed me.? hmmm

God's Word
A PRAYER FOR HEALING by HELEN STEINER RICE I JUST WISH I KNEW SOME MAGIC WORDS TO SAY TO TAKE YOUR TROUBLES ALL AWAY, BUT AT TIMES LIKE THESE WE REALIZE THAT GOD WHO IS BOTH KIND AND WISE, CAN DO WHAT NONE OF US CAN DO AND THAT'S TO HEAL AND COMFORT YOU SO I COMMEND YOU TO HIS CARE AND MAY HE HEAR YOUR SMALLEST PRAYER AND GRANT RETURNING HEALTH TO YOU AS ONLY HE ALONE CAN DO. LORD, I LOVE YOUR HOME, THIS SHRINE WHERE THE BRILLIANT, DAZZLING SPLENDOR OF YOUR PRESENCE LIVES. PSALM 26:8 TLB AS THE MOUNTAINS SURROUND JERUSALEM, THE LORD SURROUNDS HIS PEOPLE NOW AND FOREVER. PSALM 125:2 NCV EVERY PATH OF THE LORD IS ONE OF MERCY AND TRUTH FOR THOSE WHO CLING TO HIS PROMISE AND WRITTEN INSTRUCTIONS. PSALM 25:10 GOD'S WORD SURELY GOODNESS AND LOVINGKINDNESS WILL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE, AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD FOREVER. PSALM 23:6 NAS BECAUSE YOUR

Gone For 6 Weeks
Hi all, Just giving you guys a heads up. I will be gone for 6 weeks on disability leave to take care of my baby starting February 9th. So I won't be on here as often or even at all. I'm not disappearing forever, just a break. I wish all of you the best and talk to you guys later, I will definitely post some pics of her up when I come back. Take care.

You Pierced My Heart
you've pierced my heart you watch me bleed you throw me aside in my time of need we parted as friends you find someone new then you ask my advice on him... really how could you? you act as tho nothing has chaged you've pierced my heart with nothing explained.

There
There’s a life time between us Why can’t I see. There’s a wall between us It torments me I wonder if you know the way I feel I simply can’t talk about it It’s so unreal I have these feelings Bottled up inside I want just to tell you But I’d just die I really want your friendship But I really want more But when I really tell you They’ll be friendship no more Cause are you ready to bridge That lifetime gap I would really like to think so I want to love you and take care of you…

Paint
I paint you from memory The way you look When you woke up In my arms Sleep gazing your eyes Like a velevet curtain Just waiting to be drawn A yawn peeking out From between your lips Before you pull me close And lose yourself In the smell of my hair Lips pouting into a smile As you tickle my sides You roll on top of me Propped up on your elbows As you lean down to kiss me softly

Danzig-kiss The Skull
Necklace of blood droplets mix with your kiss Immense oblivion waits upon your lips Black candle wax dripping down upon your skin Stark conjuress speaks a secret dialect Shadow and light dance across a naked breast Rosaries and henna runes hang around your waist C'mon and kiss the skull Sweet child of lacerations, hail praise to all thine Sister of Lucifer coiled by your side Unearthly delights long forgotten by design C'mon and kiss the skull

Tattle Tale!
Some F'Tard just squealed on a pic...OK, that's their opinion and I'm fine with it. The individual is obviously too uncomfortable with the sexuality of others - and themself; because a quick, repeating clip of a well-endowed, but FULLY clothed/topped girl bouncing up and down (in a teasing manner) was turned in to the Fubar NSFW Gestapo Group, who agreed with them...Again, I'm fine with it.......My issue with the whole NSFW concept can be summed up with a few questions...(1) Is there really an employer out there that wants their workforce (hourly or salaried) messing around on Fubar (or ANY other site for that matter???)...(2) If so, are things really flagged as "NSFW" so that these liberal, 'payroll-spend-aholics' might go as far as to monitor (via their IT Dep't. or standing over the surfers' shoulders) exactly WHAT on Fubar they're looking at?...In a word A-B-S-U-R-D!!!...THanks for "listening" kids!

Looking For Sound/lights Tech
We are looking to take our live show to the next level. If you are a sound and/or lights tech we would like to hear from you. If you haven't heard our music, we encourage you to listen to us first to see if it would be a good fit. http://www.shallowmandown.com http://www.myspace.com/shallowmandown Thanks. dave@shallowmandown.com

All The Way Hooah
Recognizing that I volunteered as a Ranger, fully knowing the hazards of my chosen profession, I will always endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor, and high esprit de corps of my Ranger Regiment (or of the Rangers). Acknowledging the fact that a Ranger is a more elite soldier who arrives at the cutting edge of battle by land, sea, or air, I accept the fact that as a Ranger my country expects me to move further, faster and fight harder than any other soldier. Never shall I fail my comrades. I will always keep myself mentally alert, physically strong and morally straight and I will shoulder more than my share of the task whatever it may be, one-hundred-percent and then some. Gallantly will I show the world that I am a specially selected and well-trained soldier. My courtesy to superior officers, neatness of dress and care of equipment shall set the example for others to follow. Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the fi

The Story Of Making Love
Passion and Pleasure overwhelming the sense Lust within for the power of sexuality from within the worth of the one body bringing the fantasy of the mind, and the motions of love into lust for the words just give the illustration but upon the voice giving upon each word the sense of loosing your breathe the feeling of embracing the air around your soul and with the pleasure of sensuality upon the embrasement of sexual passion and the witnessing of the presentation of the fantastic dream for the imagination and of an angelic kiss for the closure of the moment that but one couple made to one body set separate to two from heaven to earth....

Crazy Jerks
Why do people continually say crap to me and wonder why I get defensive? Well gee, I am not as naive as you think. I try to give everyone a chance to explain their actions if they done me wrong. I apologize when I feel that I acted in a way that was not fit. I don't want to start drama and I find it strange that drama finds me. I am just a woman that wants to have fun and meet new people. I am not a heartless Biotch that wants your money. I don't beg for rates, I might ask for some help if I am close to leveling, but I don't beg all the time. I just ask for some help and if I get it I get it. I don't tell people to have a nice day and then screw with their minds. I am truly pissed and well I blocked the jerk so it doesn't matter now. Some poor woman was warning him of other women on Fu and he took offense to it. He then took his anger out on me. Whatever!! I have had a rough last few years and if you can't handle that then I don't know what to tell you. Be nice is all I am s

My Life
I've been through hell and back loving every minute with no regrets. If I had to do it all over again I would. I don't back down from any challenges and welcome any that come my way. My husband knows I don't tolerate anyone's bullshit, never have and I never will. My husbands name is Denver, he's 31 and such a great man to the kids and myself. He has 2 kids from a previous relationship whom I love as my own. I call them my kids because I have never thought of them any other way. To some people it might be viewed as a bad thing but if they knew what I knew then chances are it would be better understood. My daughter is soon to be 11. My son is soon to be 10. I have been in their lives since 2005, watching them grow up more and more each day. They are both jewels in my husbands eyes as well as mine. The love I have for them all can withhold anything. This is my family and my life. I'm taking things one day at a time making it better each day.

Candy
I live like a great machine, I walk alone through the dusty marsh. I know what you really want, But the consequences might be harsh. Life is like candy to me, You eat it up and you rot your teeth. I might look happy outside, But I'm crying underneath. I go in to my room, And I stay there till the dark. So I can go outside, And go peacefully to the park. I can not stand here alone, I feel life's sweet denial in the sun. Life's a future bad ending, You can watch a human try to run. I can't go outside, Without a plan to do wrong. Life's like candy to me, It won't last for too long.

Death
Death is something I worship, Death is something I love. Death is not a joke, Death is the power above. Death is the strongest force, Death should be respected. Death is very serious, Death is the unexpected. I love it, I feel it. You can't stop it, You can't heal it. It is the end of the story. It is the begining of a new. Death is the meaning of life. Death is something you can't redo. Death is such a beauty. Death is such a wonder. Death is a scary thing. Death is not a blunder. Though death can seem scary, It can be your friend. Because everyone's story is a good one, If it has an end.

What Is The Value Of One's Life
What is the value of your life? How do you measure the value of your life? Do you measure it by what you have done, by what you haven't done, by who you love, by who has loved you, or do you measure it by who will miss you when you are gone? What is the value of my life?

Intoduction
Hi I am chit oo from Myanmar and seeking many friends from over the world.plz, join me

My Stories
I am a writer of ultra-short stories. I have almost 115 of them. You can say the genre is this: Stephen King, wearing a strap-on, while he stays at HOSTEL, and dining with Hannibal Lector. They might be gothic, many are vampire and most are erotic, with one or two just down right porn! I will begin posting them as I can!

Fudge
Meet Fudge - 7 week old teacup Yorkie

The Basement
Now here is a lounge that rocks the casbah.. only one thing a co owner since day 1 of me being in there has pulled the hate game.. so you know what you will be a lounge that looses true blue people because of this type of thing.. its like that old lady at the job you just started that is so afraid of loosing it she will go above and beyond to make you wanna leave because it is her whole life. now i did not do a thing to make her dislike me she targeted me i guess because i talk to people.. people like this should not have authority.... so i guess i am not in with the basement part of the clique.. i have only one thing to say I bid a farewell to it because i have not the time to be hassled when i am just trying to get my grove on.. oh yeah and fuck you with a chainsaw zombie cunt.

Tom Wait Lyrics To "bottom Of The World"
My daddy told me, lookin back, The best friend you'll have is a railroad track So when I was 13 i said, I'm rollin' my own And I'm leavin' Missouri and I'm never comin' home And I'm lost And I'm lost And I'm lost at the bottom of the world I'm handcuffed to the bishop and the barbershop liar I'm lost at the bottom of the world. Satchel Puddin' and Lord God Mose Sitting by the fire with a busted nose That fresh egg yeller is too damn rare But the white part is perfect for slickin' down your hair And I'm lost And I'm lost And I'm lost at the bottom of the world I'm handcuffed to the bishop and the barbershop liar I'm lost at the bottom of the world. Blackjack Ruby and Nimrod Cain The moon's the color of a coffee stain Jessie Frank and Birdy Joe Hoaks But who is the king of all these folks? And I'm lost And I'm lost And I'm lost at the bottom of the world I'm handcuffed to the bishop and the barbershop liar I'm lost at the bottom of the world. Well I

Secret Admirer
ok, DONT BE SCARED, WHO IS MY ADMIRER?

Tom Wait Lyrics To "long Way Home"
Well I stumbled in the darkness I'm lost and alone Though I said I'd go before us And show the way back home There a light up ahead I can't hold onto her arm Forgive me pretty baby but I always take the long way home Money's just something you throw Off the back of a train Got a head full of lightning A hat full of rain And I know that I said I'd never do it again And I love you pretty baby but I always take the long way home I put food on the table And roof overhead But I'd trade it all tomorrow For the highway instead Watch your back, keep your eyes shut tight Love's the only thing I've ever known One thing for sure pretty baby I always take the long way home You know I love you baby More than the whole wide world You are my woman I know you are my pearl Let's go out past the party lights Where we can finally be alone Come with me and we can take the long way home Come with me, together we can take the long way home Come with me, together we can tak

Hater
I hunt the hunter. I kill the killer. I am impenetrable, I break the pillar. You people cry to your god, Like the world was built in one day. I go outside, And look the other way. I am the only, I am the reaper. I use my scythe to your life, And I push deeper. I hate love, And I love hate. You will die, And you can't debate. I'll be there, To take your soul. It's just something, You can't control. When you die, I'll be there. You better get ready, You better prepare. I am the hate, That kills your hope. I'm the illness, That makes you mope. I am the real, In your fake. I am the one, Your death will take. At the end, You will see me. And at the end, I'll watch you plea. You'll never realize, You have it great. Until your life, Becomes your fate. Bleeding tumors, Filled with pain. A sign that god, Wants you to retain. All you do is, Recriminate. This is why, I'm filled with hate. I walk the floor, That is cursed. To kill the lives, That

Kiss Collectables
I have many kiss (the band) collectables from comic books to matchbox cars that I am getting rid of my collection...anyone interested?

But I Am Gemini
Your Sex Sign is... If you've done it, you've aced it. You're a total sex master... up for almost anything, anytime. You're great at talking dirty and getting down! The catch: you never share. One look at your body, and you're lover will know that you're worth it! Scorpio, you are an erotic dynamo! You are a sexual expert, devestatingly attractive - with a pervert's vocabulary. Pair that with your hot, lusty body that just doesn't quit... Above all you need a lover with a high sex drive. You have such a fantastic sexual energy - you can consume a lover with your intensity. You love kinky sex. You love to be the dominant partner in the bedroom, and you adore sex toys of all kinds. Your favorite turn-on is watching porno movies. You are very physical and sexual in public. You will instantly stake out your claim on anyone you consider yours. You are very jealous and possessive - and can usually annihilate any competition. Your personality is st

Something I Wrote A Couple Years Ago Called "wonder"
I told you how I felt I swallowed my selfish pride Secretly I guess I was hoping That she wouldn’t work out. I’ll soon enough have all I need To make her leave. You’ve been fucking me for four years Wonder how she’d take that. No body ever gets away with cheating All of us eventually get caught. Remember when you begging her for forgiveness That you knew full well what u were doing Sex is just sex I agree But marriage is a commitment that you made How committed are you. If your still doing me?

Laden's Valentine
Laden's Valentine A little boy comes home from first grade and tells his father that he learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "As Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," he asks, "will God get angry at me for giving someone a valentine?" The father thinks for a moment and then says, "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," the boy says. "Why Osama ," his father asks in disbelief. "Well," David says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish boy could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd jump with joy. And then he'd go all over and tell everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore." Father's heart swells and he looks at his son with newfound pride and joy. "David, that's the most wonderful thing I've

Dear Non-pregnant Person,
Dear Non-Pregnant Person, I hope you find these guidelines helpful in your interactions with pregnant women, as failing to follow them may result in serious physical harm. If you are thinking, surely she doesn't mean me- then you should probably read this twice. 1) The appropriate response to a couple telling you they are having a baby is "Congratulations!" with enthusiasm. Any other response makes you an ass!!! 2) Through the wonders of science, we now know that babies are made ONLY by the mother and father- not grandparents. Unless the baby is in your uterus or you are the man that helped put it there, you may not ever use the phrase "my baby". 3) On the same note, unless you made the baby as defined in 2, the pregnancy, birth and raising of the child are not about you. You do not have input. No one wants to hear your opinion unless they ask for it. 4) The body of a pregnant women should be treated the same as any other body. You would not randomly touch some

Black History Month
February is black history month. Let's look at some "black history." Martin Luther King Jr. was a Republican. He was fighting for racial equality. He was also fighting a Democratic society who wanted segregation. This includes famous people who wanted to keep the blacks down. Woodrow Wilson, who kicked out all black government workers. Oh, yes..this big Democrat didnt want blacks in the Government. Robert Byrd, D-Wv, who was a recruiter for the KKK. Al Gore, Sr. who voted against the civil rights bill. John F. Kennedy who was our President, had the FBI investigate and wiretap Dr. King because Dr. King was gonna march on Washington. Also, Richard Nixon, a Republican, started affirmative action to say that companies cannot refuse work to people because of race, creed, religion, or gender. However, the Democrats perverted that to make quotas in companys. Saying if you have 1000 workers in your company there has to be a certain percentage of blacks in that workforce. Also there has to

Little Old Ladies
I love and respect my elders. I really do. I try to remember that these are the people who have helped me to be who I am today. But today lil old ladies have been pissing me off. I went to pick up my sleeping pills and a lil old lady had to chat up the pharmacist about shit that didn't need to be talked about. And I patentiently waited cause you know shes old. I went to Shopko and another lil old lady was in the line in front of me and had a shopping cart behind her (it was empty) and it was hers and she just left it in front of the checkout stand and I had to push it out of the way for her. I was like what the fuck!!! You push the cart all the way around the store and leave it in the way of other shoppers...what the fuck. So lil old ladies stay out of my way for the rest of the day please.

Lies
Lies..Hmm Let's see here... Is it a lie if the man your with is sleeping with you and someone else at the same time and does'nt tell you? Just because he does'nt tell you means it is not a lie? Bullshit. He tells you it is " just you" that he wants-Lie "your the ONE" one? Lie I promise I would never cheat on you, it is not the same with you-LIE "I would never hurt you"-LIE I want to wipe youre ass when we're old-LIE "Trust me"- LIE "I am leaving with or withou you"-LIE And then be pissed at YOU for telling the other person when you caught him? YOU should have never told her- He should have only been with me and I would have never had to tell her. FUCK IT

A Son's Love
Son’s love A poem by Mark Cavalli Tiny meaty arms wrap my neck Smiling big with golden wavy hair curling to the back Unconditional love is all that is felt In his eyes there is no one else Father and son man and toddler Calming and soothing For him all is well he is with his father His love flows through his baby blues The boy’s sanctuary and strength immanent A love indescribable as he tightens his grip Giggling he closes his eyes and pretends to sleep Dangling beneath my arms he kicks his feet Desperations of the world no longer matter I feel his heart beat and his love radiates As I gaze my soul he illuminates My heart swells as I try not to weep My baby boys love makes me complete

Song / Ugley
Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them to you.. And I hide all the pain, that I've gained with my wisdom from you... And I'm eaten alive,by what I hold inside All the things that I live with,i can't easilly hide And I'm left here with nothing,nothing to live for but you... It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll care it with me Until I'm not alive... When u look at my face,does it seem just as ugly to you... And I can't seem to erase,all the scars that I have lived with from you... I'm so sick of this place,and this taste in my mouth 'Cause of u I can figure,what I'm all about And I'm left with nothing,nothing to live for but you... It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll care it with me Til' I'm not alïve...

I Miss You Already
ok 1st off i hate hate hate being sick well its my daughter Kayla's 4th b-day on the 8th woohoo so im going to take a couple of days to get my house cleaned and ready for her b-day so i wont be back till monday im sorry i will TRY to stop in to repost bully's and check my mail but its family time my babies need me MOMMY i will miss you all hugs and kisses yours truely im ur's 4ever 2nd alarm hotties MUAHHHHHH

Bbq Lime Pork Chops
BBQ Lime Pork chops 4 boneless center cut pork chops Marinade 1/3 cup Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice 2 tablespoon cider vinegar 1 tablespoon honey 1 teaspoon lime zest Salt and pepper Lime slices Mix the marinade in a large zip lock bag or in a shallow glass dish. Reserve ¼ cup of the marinade. Add pork chops to the marinade, coat the chops on both sides. Refrigerate for 30 minutes. Heat BBQ to medium heat. Brush chops with reserved marinade and grill turning once. Cook for approximately 10 minutes on each side or until no longer pink. Place on platter and garnish with lime slices.

Darkened Path
There was a time when you lit my path lanterns on a darkened road leading me through life I trusted the way you lit feeling invisible until you went out like stars that burned too long and I faced a dark path again feeling alone in this world I found a new path sometimes darker but not always I no longer depend on you your dim light a single spot in the universe I will guide myself is there truly any other way? Stars die, lanterns get blown out but the light of the hope in my soul will burn eternally. I've never been one to give up and never will be know this one thing my friend you were a light I chose to follow but that seems so long ago you will fade into memory. I will follow my hope, my dreams and look back and smile knowing I did it in the dark with only the occasional lamp to guide me

The Cure-love Song Lyrics
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you

In Less Than 1 Second
I believe my day has come, But still I wish it wasn't so. I had so much things to live, But now I need to go. The moment the trigger pulled back, The moment that was filled with fear. The bullet blasted threw the air, I knew that death was near. In between that moment of truth, I've realized what I've done. This guy was really serious, There was a bullet in the gun. I thought of my wife and kids, I thought of my smile and frown, Then in less than a second, I fall dead to the ground.

More Gun Control Introduced In Congress
More Gun Control Introduced in Congress Gregory Young The liberals are at it again. In a new bill introduced the first day of present session of Congress, and with zero coverage from the MSM, H.R. 45 (Blair Holt's Firearm Licensing and Record of Sale Act of 2009) targets all gun owners in the U.S.A. This nefarious bill seeks to strip us all of our Constitutional Rights to possess and bear firearms of any distinction. It requires, within the first two years, that all new guns be registered. The bill goes retroactive after two years. Meaning that two years after the passage of the bill, ALL FIREARMS in a citizen’s possession must be registered, not just those purchased after the bill passes, and this apparently applies to antique firearms as well. Every five years the firearm owner must go through a complete renewal process for each weapon owned. Failure to comply carries stiff penalties including confiscation of the firearms and jail time (penalties as high as ten years

The Horse
One day, a bar owner decided he had enough of the slow business and needed a gimmick. He finally decided on one. He got a horse and put it in the bar. He placed a sign over the horse and had the sign read. "Pay $100, make the horse laugh win $1000" For years, the gimmick worked. Finally, a man walked into the bar saw the sign and asked, "Is that sign for real?" The bar owner told him it was. The man paid $100, walked up to the horse and whispered something to the horse. The horse started to laugh falling to his knees. The next day, the owner changed the sign. Pay $100, make the horse cry, win $1000. For years the gimmick worked. One day, the same man walked into the bar and saw the sign. He paid the bar owner $100 and asked for a curtain. The man closed the curtain and then opened it a couple of moments later. The horse was now crying up a storm. The man walked up to the bar owner and asked for his money. "Not so fast", the bar owner said, "First you have to tell me what

Stranded
Standing here helpless Where do I go If you leave me alone Where do I turn now If it don't work out As for as I can see This isn't the way That you said it would be... Don't leave me like this Don't leave me stranded If you walk away now You leave me empty handed Don't leave me like this Don't leave me stranded Don't leave me now Don't leave me... Wasn't it you Who brought me here To the place lovers go Just look at these arms Reaching out to you You said that you'd always care I just turned around And there's nobody there Don't leave me like this Don't leave me stranded If you walk away now You leave me empty handed Don't leave me like this Don't leave me stranded Don't leave me now Don't leave me... You said that you'd always care I just turned around and there's nobody there Don't leave me like... Don't leave me like this Don't leave me stranded If you walk away now You leave me empty handed Don't leave me like this Don't leave me s

Key Lime Salsa
Key Lime Salsa 4 medium tomatoes, very ripe, peeled, seeded, diced 1 fresh jalapeño pepper, seeded, minced 1 tablespoon chopped fresh cilantro leaves 1 medium red onion, minced ½ teaspoon salt and pepper, or to taste 1 tablespoon Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice In a medium bowl mix together the tomatoes, jalapeño pepper, cilantro, onion, salt and pepper, combine well. Add in Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice and chill well before serving. Serve with fresh tortilla chips.

Psa
Hello little boy or girl. Did you stumble upon this website because you caught your mom or dad taking nude pics and being a ho with your ex? Well, you can kindly inform her that she's a smelly pirate hooker and get a new mommy or daddy, it's your right to seek suitable parents:

The Cover I Am Closing
The cover I am closing The cover I am closing The pages I lost A story I see ahead That story I been searching When everybody's happy Enjoying days of youth I see a broken heart Crying in the shadows They lift their cups of wine Enjoying every minute I only see one heart That lonely feels inside That lonely heart is mine That's broken in to half One half inside of me The other half is lost Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi

Discovering The Way
Discovering the way When sitting on the side Speechless without a word Just looking for some ways To find the door that mach your key Holding strong to give you hopes but, In your mind you're somewhere else Going crazy in little circle Bang your head against the walls Keep on looking at the road As the sun is slowly dying Asking questions you forgotten Jumping on the walls with rage Wondering about the road Than you stop to look at your self Wondering who are you now Stupid questions popping up As slowly into the mirror you look Discovering who that person is Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi

High Maintenance?
What could you do without, Femme fatales? Mar 30, 2008, 7:34 am edit As a mature woman, of course I am aware of the fashion world and its quirks and absurd qualities. I am a hopeless magazine addict, quick to pick up a copy of vogue on any waiting room table or any other public place and anxiously thumb through it. It is like going into a dream world of fantasy fashion, and it isn't all pretty or even practical. There are many out there thinking "this is the look I want to achieve". Come on, now, we are not super models and this isn't going to work for most of us normal looking people. Models are sort of freaks, if you think about it. Not many models are that female appearing and almost six feet tall with no fat. In fact most look overtly sick, in my opinion, but the clothes hang helplessly from them and this works for designers so they model them. I know people that spend hundreds of dollars a month on clothes they barely have a chance to wear so they can be in the "Now" cl

People Who Lie
i hate liers on here like mandyyy

Pork Barrel Spending-the Absurd. . . .
$107,000 to study the sex life of the Japanese quail. $1.2 million to study the breeding habits of the woodchuck. $150,000 to study the Hatfield-McCoy feud. $84,000 to find out why people fall in love. $1 million to study why people don't ride bikes to work. $19 million to examine gas emissions from cow flatulence. $144,000 to see if pigeons follow human economic laws. Funds to study the cause of rudeness on tennis courts and examine smiling patterns in bowling alleys. $219,000 to teach college students how to watch television. $2 million to construct an ancient Hawaiian canoe. $20 million for a demonstration project to build wooden bridges. $160,000 to study if you can hex an opponent by drawing an X on his chest. $800,000 for a restroom on Mt. McKinley. $100,000 to study how to avoid falling spacecraft. $16,000 to study the operation of the komungo, a Korean stringed instrument. $1 million to preserve a sewer in Trenton, NJ,

African Roulette
AFRICAN ROULETTE President Clinton was being entertained by an African leader. They'd spent the day discussing what the country had received from the Russians before the new government kicked them out. "The Russians built us a power plant, a highway, and an airport. Plus we learned to drink vodka and play Russian roulette." President Clinton frowned. "Russian roulette's not a friendly, nice game." The African leader smiled. "That's why we developed African roulette. If you want to have good relations with our country, you'll have to play. I'll show you how." He pushed a buzzer, and a moment later six magnificently built, nude women were ushered in. "You can choose any one of those women to give you oral sex," he told Clinton. This gained Clinton's immediate attention, and he was ready to make his choice, when a thought occurred to him. "How on earth is this related to Russian roulette?" The African leader said "One of them is a cannibal."

Matchbox Twenty - If Your Gone (maybe Its Time U Come Home)
SONG VERSION BELOW 05-matchbox_twenty_if_youre_gone.mp3 - Matchbox 20 LYRICS BELOW I think I've already lost you I think you're already gone I think I'm finally scared now You think I'm weak, I think you're wrong I think you're already leaving Feels like your hand is on the door I thought this place was an empire Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure I think you're so mean I think we should try I think I could need this in my life I think I'm scared I think too much I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home There's an awful lot of breathing room but I can hardly move If you're gone, baby you need to come home, oh come home There's a little bit of something me in everything in you I bet you're hard to get over I bet the room just won't shine I bet my hands I can stay here I bet you need - more than you mind I think you're so mean I think we should try I think I could need this in my life I thin

Friends
I opened a new forum where my friends will congregate and everything can be discussed... youre all welcome to join and i would like to see you there if you can. http://z8.invisionfree.com/Pheonix_Forums/index.php thank you

Thank You
I Haven't Had A Whole Lot Of Time To Do This. And I Wanted To Get This Out! I wanted To Let A Very Select Few Of Fu's Know How Grateful I am That You Remembered My Birthday, Even Tho I Wasn't Online. I Was In New Jersey On Vacation Which Ended Up Sucking Ass! The Ones Listed Below Are My Tru-Fu's. I'm Indeed Honored To Call You A Friend. Worshipful Master Yakima Compass # 24@ fubar (¯`♥Măkïn ŴhººPïé♥´¯)aka DemonAngel#6~Owner of Radissongirl~Club United Member@ fubar FØR觇_♥_Rî¢ÁÑ ~AKA DemonAngel#1@ fubar {{!Starry!}}{R/L G/F 2 JOHNNY}@ fubar shladyd@ fubar Preciousmoments ~~ Member of Princess Leia's Crew~~ Fu Married to myself~~@ fubar ICECOLDCHILLIN

The Forbidden Fruit
The Forbidden Fruit I recall the moment our eyes met There you were, glistening as the sun began to set Not exactly ready to be touched at that time But the intense desire was constantly on my mind For things to blossom, I had to be patient and wait Weeks passed and things started to cultivate All natural growth, there was no need to fertilize For fruit began to produce, amazingly to my surprise Released that weekend from your rugged limb I craved for only a taste, but I knew it was a sin Your delicate arch and curves rested in my palm Only time would ripen you, so I remained calm Then the day came when I was blessed with a taste Our bodies close, I caressed you against my face My lips slid slowly along your PEACH fuzzed skin As every emotion I possess, fluttered deep within My heartbeat dramatically started to increase My eyes closed, as I gradually moved in for the feast Inhaling your sweet aroma, I soon became weak Engulfed in the

Valentines Day
I am not a supporter of this holliday card greeting created holliday. I never really have been. But this year I find myself wanting to have a special someone (j perhaps) to share it with. No gifts except the giving of myself to one man. I wish everyone who has plans a happy valentines day and maybe someday i'll get my wish. Peace and chicken grease to all who read this.

My Life-part I: Growing Up In Va
I thought I might expand upon my life story here in my Fubar blogs so that my friends can get to know me better. I was born in Richmond, VA in 1971 and lived there until 1993. As a kid, I was a decent student in school. I liked collecting "Star Wars" toys and playing Atari games in the 80's. My sister, K., and I faught a lot, were "lach-key kids" and worked on Fmr. US Pres. Ronald Reagan (R-CA)'s 1980 and 1984 presidential campaigns. In high school, I took lots of different classes. I liked business, compter and drama but found that I did well in math, social studies and science. My senior I took high-level chemistry and math. I also got on the varsity football and track teams as a team manager. I ended up earning two varsity letters and an academic letter. Out of high school, I started to attend a local community college. I studied funeral science for a year and then switched to liberal arts. I earned my associate's degree, served on student government and got to represent

What A Girl Wants
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you DESERVED it. 7. DON'T be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you DON'T sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did. 9. You CAN be dirty minded in private, really...

Hr1
"HR 1 is about more than just pork. Millions of gun owners stand to lose their gun rights without any due process." -- Larry Pratt, GOA Executive Director Wednesday, February 11, 2009 The Obama administration is putting a lot of pressure on Congress to slam through the most recent $800+ billion bailout package before anyone has an opportunity to read it. The Obama administration intones that the details are unimportant. The only thing that matters is the "bigness." And, by shipping a bill of nearly $900 billion (plus interest) to our children and grandchildren, the package is really, really big -- bigger, in fact, than the budget of our entire government for the first 170 years of our country's existence. But now that some of the details are finally starting to leak out of Washington, Gun Owners -- and a lot of other analysts -- are beginning to look at the fine print. And some of it is particularly scary. Of particular concern to gun owners are sectio

Monkey Sex
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Poker Night Pt1
Charley Ross, Bill Chambers, Terry Donald, and I are all employees of the Western Department Stores, Co. We all work together in the IS department. The four of us had all been hired within a period of 1 month and have remained close friends ever since. That was about 4 years ago. I should mention that we are all in our late twenties. Terry is married, but the rest of us are single. About a year ago, we started getting together every Friday night for a little poker game. Four people isn't really much of a poker game and we don't play for much money anyway. It's mostly a chance to get together, have a few drinks, and sit around and talk. One of our favorite topics of conversation is Suzanne Williams, who we all just call Suzy. Suzy was hired in about 2 years ago. She's a little younger than we were, probably around 25. It's her physical attributes that are our favorite topic of conversation. Suzy is not a particularly pretty woman. She is average looking with sandy blond hair. She's a

My Life-part Ii: The College Years
In the fall of 1992, I began attending Marshall University in Huntington, WV. I decided to major in Social Studies Education and minor in Mathematics Education with specialty classes in Middle School Education and Special Education. As a student, I did pretty well in making the Dean's List and getting inducted into four honor societies. I did pretty well at getting my assignments done, but I found summer session too much work to do for the credits I earned. I got involved in the college community by serving in student government, the College Republicans and Students For Life. I even worked on a conservative underground newspaper. I loved going to football and basketball games. Every so often I would go out to a Techno bar/club to hear the latest dance tunes. I didn't date but had many female friends I hang out with. I spent my first year living in the "jock dorm". It was always noisy and my roommate was much younger than me. So we didn't get along too well. For my last thre

The First Story
So in an effort to let people get to know me and im sure most of you probably do I have decided to put some of my stories and yes they are all true in a blog rather than try to tell each one of you individually. and please feel free to share your stories with me, as I find so much of who we are is in the experiences we have had. These stories will be in chronilogical order so hopefully that will help with any confusion. Each of us is special in his/her own way, here is my story. My coming to this earth was no less a miracle than my living this long. At six months pregnant in rome italy in 1976 my mother was told that I was dead inside her. This is in a place and time before the moder ultrasounds we have today, of course. She did not beleive them of course and was adament that I was alive and that she could feel me. The nurses and doctors would come and feel nothing nor hear any heartbeat, my father then decided to sign a form stating that my mother was not mentally compite

Then You Walked In
Then You Walked in Before I ever met you I was caught in a storm The lightening had hit And my heart had been burned The rain seemed to keep falling My breath had become shallow I was beginning to drown In my pain and my sorrow Life can be cruel at times Dealing you the devil’s hand Things can become crazy While you sink in the sand Sleep becomes a distant thought As the night becomes your friend Then in the midst of it all Somebody comes walking in Then you walked in my life The thunder began to cease The rain began to subside And I could finally breath Before you the storm raged Darkness outshined the light I was just about to give up Then you walked in my life My world is still undone And I am still spinning But since you walked in At least I am healing You may never look at me Through the eyes I desire But just being who you are Has calmed the raging fire

My Labyrinth Of Confusion
My Labyrinth of Confusion Deep inside the workings of my mind Lies a confusion that I cannot discern Is it my own desires that are burning What is it I am suppose to learn I struggle with not knowing the answer Battling rages in the depths of my soul Do I follow what I feel to be true Or do I simply let it all go My labyrinth of confusion is mighty Not knowing in which direction to go With no clear choice deep within me Which path should I take and follow My labyrinth of confusion is tiring An unrelenting war of decisions Mind, body and soul are so weary Do I continue, or just give in Each day is more of a struggle Trying to make it all make sense Why is it so hard to just listen Knowing where the truth begins

A Beautiful Rose
A Beautiful Rose Fate is cruel seeming at times Dealing us an undesirable hand Such as a person placed in our path And then divided by much land Fears are immediately set in place And cause hesitation for each They wonder how it could ever work With so much distance could it be Could it ever be more than a moment Frozen in life’s cruel sense of time Or could there possibly be more Changing fate and two peoples lives These are things I have wondered Since I began to get to know you Because with each new thing I learn I want to tempt fate and continue You have impressed with your beauty A face like that of a beautiful rose A rose that meets the morning sun And blossoms deep within a soul And yet it is your inner beauty With every flaw and attribute Like the petals of the blossoming rose Each adding even more beauty to you So where will all of this lead us I do not claim to truly know So many unanswered questions we have Many directions in which we can g

Mall Conquest Pt1
I had been walking the mall for fifteen minutes. Sally was shopping and we agreed that we would meet at three o’clock. It was now forty five minutes to three. I was browsing in Radio Shack when I noticed the most ravishing young woman I have seen in a long time. I am Mike Lawrence and I am a master hypnotist and a very successful businessman. I also greatly appreciate a difficult challenge. My challenge was how to put the beautiful apparition under my control in time to meet my wife, Sally. I decided that only the direct approach would work. I went up to her. She was inspecting a computer display. “They keep getting cheaper and better, don’t they?” She looked me over. I am six and a half feet tall and in very good shape. I was also old enough to be her father. “I am so confused. I am supposed to buy a gift for my father and I don’t have a clue. Could you help me?” For sure. “What can I do to help?” “My dad is not very computer smart. Would this be a good computer for him?”

My Life-part Iii: Summer Adventures
While I was both in and finishing up my college education, I worked in the summers to earn some cash for school books and bills. For three summers, I worked as a camp counselor. I spent two summers in northern VA at a Salvation Army camp for inner-city kids. I worked with kids ranging from 6-17 and helped out with night programs. The pay was decent and I made many friends. Later I worked one summer at a camp for special needs kids in western NC. There I mostly worked with young adults. The pay was low, but I got a lot of experience in working with special needs of all ages. For two summers, I worked at an amusement park in northern OH call Cedar Point. The first summer I worked in the Food Service department. I learned a lot about running different types of eating establishments. The second summer I worked in the Merchandise-Games department as a retail salesperson. I sold everything from low-priced tourist junk to high-priced clothing. I was the best jewelry (sp) salesperson in

Disappointment
You know i really hate the disappointments in life that really have a HUGE impact on you, Im not talking about the ones where you didnt get an "A" on a paper, or your hair color didnt turn out just right. Im talking bout the bigger ones, where your spouse to be leaves you at the alter, your friends stab you in the back, your parents divorce. Those kinds of things!!! Well Im feeling disappointed right now, feeling like the ppl who make offers to help really dont mean it or there are conditions to that help but they fail to mention those conditions ahead of time and thats frustrating. Cuz I dont ask for help unless I need it and if you dont really wanna help me then dont offer...I dont need my simple task turning into an emergency, such as now, because you fail to follow thru like you said you would do even after making it a point to state "you can count me whenever you need me!". HAAAA!!!! So many ppl claim that, so few really mean it! Well Im one of those who really means it s

The Truth
ok heres the truth im not 18 im 16 but dont be fooled im mature for my age. im better then the others my age and i know how to stay calm

V-day
You know ur in trouble whe n a friend has to ask if u wanna be their date for v day. any ways to the matter at hand. HAPPY V DAY! V 4 VENDETTA THAT IS. valetines day is a conspiracy but have fun any ways bwahahahahahahaha! now continue to rant on the day of lovers liars fuckers and fighter bwahahaha!

Undertsand
To you I am different, I take nothing and give nothing to you I am shallow, I love few but love none to you I am kind, I show love but do not receive love in return to those who think to the others and Judge them by their appearance miss read them and for that in that alone, bet he person felt that you were different from the words and the looks, and the fractions of the feelings, unlike the noticing that it does hurt, but do not shoe that pain do not let them know how much it feels to be the outcast and the one that makes others laugh, but in that thought and that time set aside this is the fraction of a moment that was torn away from emotions not needed, and as the tears rolled down his face he knew the moment that the love was shattered and the feeling to be a friend was torn now he feels for no one and for nothing, this is was happens when one could not be understood, receive the correct understanding...

Chocolate Hazelnut Spread
Chocolate Hazelnut Spread 1/3 cup hazelnut meal (ground hazelnuts) 1/2 cup dry nonfat milk powder 1/3 cup brown sugar 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 1 tbsp cornstarch 3/4 cup milk (low fat) 1 tbsp vegetable oil In a medium saucepan, combine hazelnut meal, dry milk powder, brown sugar, cocoa powder and cornstarch. Add in milk and vegetable oil and whisk until smooth. Cook over medium heat, whisking frequently, until mixture begins to thicken and just starts to bubble. Remove from heat and transfer to a heatproof container, preferably one with an airtight lid. Cool to room temperature and, if not eating right away, store in the fridge with an airtight lid on the container. Spread tastes best at room temperature and will keep for several days in the fridge. Makes about 1 1/2 cups.

Reasons Why Women Prefer Cucumbers To Men
1. The average cucumber is at least 6 inches long. 2. Cucumbers stay hard for a week. 3. Cucumbers won't tell you size doesn't count. 4. Cucumbers don't get too excited. 5. Cucumbers never suffer from performance anxiety. 6. Cucumbers are easy to pick up. 7. You can fondle a cucumber in a supermarket.... and you know how firm it is before you take it home. 8. Cucumbers can get away any weekend. 9. With a cucumber you can get a single room.... and you won't have to check-in as Mrs. Cucumber. 10. A cucumber will always respect you in the morning. 11. You can go to a movie with a cucumber.... and see the movie. 12. You can go to a drive-in with a cucumber.... and you can stay in the front seat. 13. With a cucumber you can always wait until you get home. 14. A cucumber won't eat all the popcorn.... or send you out for Milk Duds. 15. A cucumber won't drag you to a John Wayne Film Festival. 16. A cucumber won't ask: "Am I the first?". 17. A cucumber doesn't ca

Broken Dreams - Track 3 - Liar
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Liar The lies we tell others is nothing/ Compared to the lies we tell ourselves/ Who have you been trying to fool/ Who have bought your lies/ Liar, liar, liar Track 3 – Liar After doing simple greetings and introductions we started to leave the airport. My Father tried to talk to Gavin about sports but neither

Wonder Why They Call You A Bitch_ Lol
You wonda why they call U bitch. [Verse One: 2Pac] Look here Miss Thang hate to salt your game but yous a money hungry woman and you need to change. In tha locker room all the homies do is laugh. High five's cuz anotha nigga played your ass. It was said you were sleeezy even easy sleepin around for what you need See it's your thang and you can shake it how you wanna. Give it up free or make your money on the corner. But don't be bad and play the game get mad and change. Then you wonda why these muthafuckas call you names. Still lookin' for a way out and that's OK I can see you wanna stray there's a way out. Keep your mind on your money, enroll in school. And as the years pass by you can show them fools. But you ain't tryin' to hear me cuz your stuck, you're headin' for the bathroom 'bout to get tossed up. Still lookin' for a rich man you dug a ditch, got your legs up tryin' to get rich. I love you like a sista but you

Counting Bodies Like Sheep
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window Go back to sleep Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Count the bodies like sheep Count the bodies like sheep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Count the bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go to sleep [x14] Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the

My 1st Auto 11
Yeah You Read It Right... Starry Turned Me ON!!!!! Never In My Wildest Dreams Would I Have Considered Being Turned On By Another Woman! But She Asked... "Who Wants An Auto For Shits and Giggles?" And I Replied " Meeeeeeeeee" LOL According To Starry And Normally I Don't Devulge Such Private Things But She Mentioned It First In Her Status! "That This Was A Quickie For Her!" Sorry Starry I Got Too Excited! LOL Come Stop By My Page And Level Up On Me! This Will Be The First Time For Me & For You On Me! thank You Starry Loves ya girl!!!!! Jennifer, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar

*look Elsewhere Kid
So you say this was all just to better yourself. To kindly put love on hold,and put those feelings back on the shelf. Well I'm sorry to be the barer of bad news,but you got another thing coming if you think I'm waiting on you. You see I've got alot of thoughts going on in my brain,probably alot more than I could ever explain. You started something that you obviously can't finish,just up and go and leave me to deal with it. I understand your reasons,I honestly do. But it's kind of hard when you're only in this for you. I should've known something was up,and I'd end up alone because all of your plans,weren't set in stone. I'll always hold a love for you,deep inside. But the day you walked out,was the day it died. I hope that you're happy,in all that you do. I hate to point fingers,and I'd hate to assume..but it seems awkward to get pregnant,and walk out,too. Nothing makes sense,as hard as I try. Maybe one day,you'll realize..

*oh Sh*t
If you have something to say,say it to my fucking face. Yea,I may seem angry,but only because you make me this way. You talk but I don't hear nothing,you'd think with all this yappin',you'd have something better to say. So far,I've heard no reason,no justification,no excuse in why. So if you insist on talking shit to me,just know you're going to get burned eventually. You keep talking,so I must be doin something right. But you'll just sit there,never calling me out to fight. In a battle of words,I'll always come out on top. So come on,shut up and give me all you got. I guess the phrase "Talk is cheap" holds true,because two cent words are all I ever hear from you. I'm curious to see what your comeback will be. Because you're words are always such a fuckin joke to me. So blabbity blah blah blah,I'll just pick out your flaws. So before you start something you can't win,think about who you're going up against.

*no One Cheers For Last Place
It still hurts to see your face Everywhere I go,every single place It hurts just to see you smile I'm doing all I can,just to make it for awhile I'm tired of feeling so without I'm trying hard to figure out Where did I go wrong? You were everything I wanted Everything I needed How did I get so lost? You were everything I worked for Everything I lost,but I moved on I'm just a memory,I won't forget your face But no one cheers for last place It's getting harder to hear your voice Every step I make,based on this choice It hurts just to see you smiling It's so hard to move on,but I'm trying I'm tired of feeling so without I'm tired of figuring out Where did I go wrong? You were everything I wanted Everything I needed How did I get so lost? You were everything I worked for Everything I lost,but I moved on I'm just a memory,I won't forget your face But no one cheers for last place

You Are
As I sit here thinking of you wondering where you are. I think how lucky I am to have you in my life and who you are. You are my love. You are my life. You are my happiness. You are my sun. You are my light. You are my peace. You are my completion. You are my joy. You are my strength. You are all these things to me and more. I can't wait to see what our life has in store. I love you with all my heart and soul. I love you more than you will ever know. This is written to let you know , how special and irreplaceable to me you are.

Alone
Lonliness, a thought, a feeling or an emotion? What is this that haunts me? No one here to laugh at my jokes. No one here to comfort my fears. Bodies all around me talking, stating thier coments. Bodies all around, but no one to hold my hand. What do I do, where do I go? What do I say to the feelings that rain upon? All that is familiar around me, but all that I don't understand. Why, What for, How come must I endure? Another day passes. Another day in my life gone by, all alone. How many days are left? I am right here! Please, make your way and I will be right here waiting for you.

Always The One
Always The One Always the one who has to let go Always the one who is pushed away Always the one who is rejected Always the one who is in last place Always the one who is just an option Always the one who is cut in the heart Always the one who is loosing his soul Always the one who is loosing his love Always the one who is loosing his heart Always the one who is sent to the corner Always the one who is winding up Alone

Life (short Palindrome)
Life (Short Palindrome) Life My Mess My Life

Aenima
Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this bull-shit three ring cirrrrcus siiiideshow of Freaks here in this, hopeless fucking, hole we call LA. The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a bull-shit three ring cirrrrrcuus siiideshow of freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA. The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfounded dips

Going Back To Cali
[Verse One: Notorious B.I.G.] When the lala hits ya lyrics just splits ya Head so hard, that ya hat can't fit ya Either I'm witcha or against ya Format venture, back through that maze I sent ya Talkin to the rap inventor Nigga wit the game tight, Bic that flame right Spell my name right, B-I, Double-G, I-E Iced out lights out, me and Ceasar Leo Gettin head from some chick he know See it's all about the cheddar, nobody do it better Going back to Cali, strictly for the weather Women, and the weed -- sticky green No seeds bitch please, Poppa ain't soft Dead up in the Hood, ain't no love lost Got me mixed up, you drunk them licks up Mad cause I got my dick sucked and my balls licked, forfeit, the game is mine I'ma spell my name one more time, check it Its the, N-O, T-O, R-I, O U-S, you just, lay down, slow Recognize a real Don when you see Juan/one Sippin on booze in the House of Blues [Chorus: repeat 4X] I'm going going, back back, to Cali Cali [Verse Two: Not

Thinking Of You
Lying all alone and restless unable to lose this image sleepless, unable to focus on anything but your surrender Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying So delighted with a new understanding Something about a little evil that makes that Unmistakable noise I was hearing Unmistakable sound that I know so well Spent and sighing with a look in your eye Spent and sighing with a look on your face like Sweet revelation sweet surrender sweet, sweet surrender Surrender... Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying So delighted with a new understanding Something about a little evil that makes that Unmistakable noise I was hearing Unmistakable sound that I know so well Spent and sighing with a look in your eye Spent and sighing with a look on your face like Sweet revelation sweet surrendering Sweet revelation sweet Thinking of you, thinking Thinking of you, Thinking

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Last Night, I Fell Asleep
in my car. lol When I came back from my walk, I decided to sit in my car and listen to music for a while. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up freezing, sore and confused. haha Yesterday was kind of a horrible day. I hate those. They shouldn't happen as often as they do.. but what can you do? It's life. I did get some good news, though. My goddaughter and her brother (two best kids in the world) are moving here. I'll actually get to see them whenever I want. It's great. I miss those kids so much. It's amazing how kids have that special ability to make everyone around them smile. Can't wait to see my princess again! =]

A Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

First Time Ebay User...
So, DJ is really good with his hands (no sexual pun intended) but he makes these awesome Hiking Staff's made out of different types of wood, he can make picture frames, and knives too plus he can engrave or burn (something like that) anything in them that you want. Anyway the point is that we decided to take our run on EBAY to see if anything happens with that since we are in need of some cash-flow. I wanted to put it out there incase anyone is interested in anything like that (contact me for DETAILS) Or knows someone who is. Plus, if you use EBAY please rate us because I know you need good ratings to get your stuff purchased. THANKS: Link to our 1st sale: http://cgi.ebay.com/Hand-Carved-Walking-Staff_W0QQitemZ170304178209QQihZ007QQcategoryZ23809QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

What Are You Waiting For?
Hi!! My name is Angel Holmes would like someone who share the same things in life like i do and enjoy' s staying in or going out, I enjoying going to the cinema and restaurants but i also like to try other things different so if there are fellas wants to meet a girl to something new and exciting by all mean do then try to get in touch with me my yeah who id is imyourangelxx take a chance of adding me and you will find out who i am.

Asparagus With Bbq Butter
Asparagus with BBQ Butter (Pat and Gina Neely) Ingredients 2 pounds large asparagus, trimmed 1 teaspoon Neelys BBQ seasoning, recipe follows 1 tablespoon olive oil Salt and pepper Directions Barbecue butter 1 tablespoon Neelys BBQ seasoning, recipe follows 1 stick butter, slightly softened Break off ends of asparagus. For the butter: Mix rub into butter. Spread the butter mixture lengthwise across a piece of plastic wrap. Roll the butter up tightly into a log and twist the ends. Refrigerate. Preheat grill. If using a stovetop grill, use medium-high heat. Gently toss asparagus with seasoning, oil and salt and pepper, to taste. Grill asparagus until tender, turning once, about 6 minutes. Serve with barbecue butter. Neelys BBQ Seasoning 4 ounces paprika 2 ounces white sugar 1 teaspoon onion powder Mix ingredients together and store in an airtight container for up to 6 months.

Hallelujah
just yesterday morning ... she was still in love with me ~ being a recluse of extraordinary measure when it comes to matters of my heart I have spoken little of it to you my fellow beings ... little of that inexplicable catch of breath only ones beloved knows as I love you ! you might ask me ... is love that simple to express ... yes ... you might very well at that ... and I would nod and smile the knowing smile of not only one who has heard that breathless gasp of emotion ... but as one who has invoked it. the soul speaks as it speaks of such matters ... we need only listen ... and so it is I have come to you today ... that my soul may speak ~ my everlasting my always in all ways somewhere beyond your sigh is that ever so silent gasp it is the hallelujah of your I love you whispered in my dreams ~ © Dragon Speaking ( Richard A. Gamache`)

Splendor In The Grass
I always thought you knew ~ it is i ... that voice that is only dare whispered ... in dreams ... as love sometimes is ~ i come to you now ... as always ... in this moment... my soul full of loves bravado to speak to you of the things that in waking moments ... are not overlooked ... but perhaps in the noise of my living go unheard. Those things which i always meant to be louder than the days conversation and the nights louder still ... ultimate silence ~ so it is now .. in the presence of your beauty ... and in the throes of your slumber ... i beg of you ... hear my breathing and know that i exist ... I love you I always have In all the moments of all my days ... each sunrise is my promise that you ... are my days ... each sunset my vow ... to be another tomorrow ... the sun beams my kiss .. the moon glows my caress ... the twixt my breathing this promise I bear ... is yours ... and i today as yesterday and for each tomorrow ... shall be here bes

Become
come … and become … come lay at My feet and honor Me speak the word you long to say in the presence of One who knows that within the very depths of your soul it must be said … succumb to your instinctual desire and submit yourself to the covenant of One who knows His Command is far greater than your will … come … and become … come lay at My feet and honor Me plead with Me to be My whore, and if done diligently enough , the slut of One who knows the meaning of what being both truly is … beg Me to possess you so that you might wear the collar of One who knows what it is you wish to be … cherished ~ come … and become … Master of Angel © 2009

Sweet Dreams
heart beats soul deep breaths body soft sighs mind once again I come to you ... now, as before ... that I might speak to you ... speak to you of those things heard only within the softest whisper ... the slightest sigh ... and ... for the sake of humanness and the mortality it bears ... be it best said ... that I ... for you ... exist within the exhale of the ever deepening shadow of life ~ hush little darling ... don’t you cry and I will sing you a lullaby ~ I love you ... this is the undeniable truth of my existence, and thus I begin ... my dearest everlasting, you are my moment ... my time of learning ... my time of living ... my time of joy ... the utterance of love in the quiet pauses of your beating heart ... the whispering of your souls sigh pillowing my dreams ... you are quite simply ... the one I adore ~ if it is at all possible to breathe ones essence I am unable to do nothing more ... but breathe ... and I do ... deeply

Mary Kay ...
Hello to all my beautiful Fubar friends, family, and app buddies!!! I recently decided to do something more with my self to keep me out of trouble lol and joined the Mary Kay work force, yay! Very happy about my decision. If you not sure what Mary Kay is, it's a company that sells beauty products and has been in production for a good long time. If you are interested in products, wanna join, or just want to come in for a free facial or color party, please don't hesitate to call email or text me whenever... I'm new at this, and still learning, but I will help you in anyway possible... I'm open to building new clientele....I'm looking ! Help me grow my business and spread the word please! You can tell family, friends, whoever you want! I'm also looking for ladies who like to play in make up..or get a free facial. Come to a color party at a Mary Kay meeting as a guest of mine, bring as many people as you want with you and have fun trying out different make and getting tips

Now Selling This One As Well
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?s Answers Pm Or Comnets
Would you? [ ] DO ME RIGHT [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you? [[ With me ]] [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] MAKE LOVE 2 ME [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] No see how well you know me This is just for fun....maybe.

Sober
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning 'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Aahh, the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're my protection But how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence... The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use? Aahh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "come and play" Aahh, I am falling And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like perfection But how do I feel this

Hate To Love , Love To Hate
From the first time i ever set my eyes upon you And forever more I have despised you. Hated the way you talk The way you move The way you live so easily. From the first time you set your eyes upon me You haven't taken them off With the confusion in your eyes And the question burning inside That you ask so frequently 'Why do you hate me so? ' The answer to the question is You keep me up all night You make my heart beat in overdrive I shake at your touch, And can't stop gazing into your eyes And I loathe the way you make me feel I deny the fact that i love you I can't bear the feeling I know it will only end in hurt So i'll keep hating you To escape the pain That follows the love. Maybe, i'll have to die alone Maybe, i'll never do what love tells be to do Maybe, one day i'll actually love (When pigs fly)

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Starlight
Has anyone had to put a pet down because it got to old? I have owned my dog Star since she was 6 month's old. I had gotten her for my daughter when she was only 3 years old. Now my daughter is almost 18. Star is like a child to me and like sister to my daughter. She had both her back legs broken before we got her from the shelter in Maine. That's why star was there. Star has been thru a lot with us just like a member of the family. I may sound all girly but I don't care. I have watched star grow from being a long 6 month old puppy to a 14 year old human years. Through moves, drives, trips, other pets, deaths and relationships. Her hearing is almost gone, her legs are getting worse, she has always had problems with her legs since the first owner abused her. She is part akita and part malmute, one blue eye and the other half blue ,half brown. She is still a pretty and a smartass. I know I need to put her down cause, I feel she is in pain. It's hard for her to get around. Every night I ge

It Is Said
that god never gives you more than you can carry at times like this I think he sees me as hercules and Im really not as I await the last few hours I relive so much of the past and I sned out all I can all my love all my remaining strength to that someone and no matter how hard she pushes Im right here holding a candle of hope to light the darkness right here an anchor to hold on to in this time of turmoil never waivering constant steadfast loyal not only to her heart but to my own just a little more strength to bear her burden my door is open and my heart pure my thoughts only of her well being not for my gain but to keep somehting in the world worthy of admiration worthy of exsistance

Quote
Love All. Trust Few.. Do WRong To Know One!!!

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Come Join Us
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Forever
I don't want to have to spend a day without him. I don't know how I would live. Because any day without him, is a day I don't want to see. I just want him to be here with me, Forever. I want him to hold me tight, Safe and happy through the night. I want to to hold only his hand. I want to kiss him today, and, Forever. I want to see him smile everyday when I wake. For he is the one who fixed my heart's break, I want to prove to him that I'll walk any line. As long as he will be mine, Forever. I promise to love him when he is sick and when he is strong, I promise to love him though right and wrong. I promise to be his as long as he wants me to, And I swear my love will be true, Forever.

I'm Your Angel
I will be there to catch you When you are ready to fall Please grab onto my hand Before you end up losing it all I know that depression still lingers And it wont go away But just remember this I am the smile that will brighten your day You like to write poems To let all of your feelings out I am your personal diary So tell me what this is all about When you want to cut I will be your first aid When I look into your eyes I can see that you are afraid Please don't you worry I am your morbid angel from above I will enfold you tightly in my arms And I will give you all my love

Unspoken
The pitch-black sky eventually pours the tears onto me The taste of the tears inside my lips The terror always tries to kill me on the inside There is always an eclipse Watching over me I'm standing outside in the cold wind Under the pitch-black sky with the tears My heart have sinned Forgiveness is my desire Love is what I need more than being loveless The knife is stabbing my heart Filling with the bruises and trying to mess My soul can't breathe without an air It can't stand alone anymore It fills the deep, dark secrets Falling apart on the floor Dreaming of the words to scream out loud The promises are not meant to be broken The lips of mine are sealed The secrets are still unspoken

The Cracks
I see the cracks on my wall, They grow as I sit in my room, But they are never covered up, They only pour out the gloom. They show all the pain inside, And all the lies and rejection, There's no cement to fill them up, So I'll never meet true perfection. Why does this happen to me? My world is shattering apart, Right in front of your eyes, So can't you see my broken heart? Soon anyone can see through, Don't let them hurt me, Don't let them see my defects, Why can't they just let me be? The cracks spread around my misery, Nothing can stop them now, Never touch their hollowness, Or to Misery you'll surely bow. I see the cracks on my wall, They grow as I sit in my room, But they are never covered up, They only pour out the gloom.

Yours
Ive been an outlaw for to long Ive been an inlaw to someone wrong Ive been a pinkertons guardin trains Ive pushed cattle across a range Ive ridden horse and wrestled cows loaded hay and pushed a plow but Id leave all at the door if I could just be yours Yours in the mornin yours at night feel you in my arms holdin you tight cause in a world that all wrong your the only thing that seems so right your hold on me is so strong that it warms me all winter long so dont you think even when you close the doors that my love isnt yours Ive made mistakes lord knows its true but through it all Im lovin you I never waivered I felt you strong I feel your love through it all and while your there so far away I only have this to say my love is forever yours

The Correct Technique For Coming Home Drunk
The Correct Technique for Coming Home Drunk Two married buddies are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says, 'You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. Take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL Wakes Up, and Yells at me for staying out so late!' His buddy looks at him and says 'Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water, then use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet, undress in the bedroom, then jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say: WHO'S HORNY????!!! And she acts like she's sound asleep. Works every time!

Random Battles #1
-"Space Oddity" vs. "Life on Mars" Winner: A slight edge goes to "Life on Mars", but only because it was part of "The Life Aquatic" which is a particularly rad movie. -Bacon vs. Tofu Winner: Bacon CRUSHES Tofu. No contest -Geeks vs. Nerds Winner: As a self proclaimed nerd i'm sorry to say that geeks win this one on account of nerd-status being more introverted.

Darkness
"Darkness" by Disturbed Don't turn away I pray you've heard The words I've spoken Dare to believe oh For one last time And then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own Carry me away I need your strength To get me through this Dare to believe oh For one last time And then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own

Believe
"Believe" by Disturbed Believe, when you lie You will never need to recognize yourself To deceive To remove all chance of doubt and be received With your lie The deception is complete when you concede And decide To reject your lives, sacrificed to me Penance can't absolve your sin All your belief Cannot absolve your sin Believe, when you lie You will never need to recognize the source Of deceipt To renew your faith in God You must believe, in your lie The redemption is complete when you conceive And decline To release your lives Sacrificed to me Penance can't absolve your sin All your belief Cannot absolve your sin Reap your life, like you want to recognize, all you've come to Reap your life Veiled in shadow Recognize Faces of the crucified I can hear their screams tonight Ever haunting me Burn your lie into me Penance can't absolve your sin All your belief Cannot absolve your sin

Inside The Fire
"Inside The Fire" by Disturbed Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again Leave her we will recieve her It is beyond your control will you ever meet again Devon One of eleven Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, she was taken and then forsaken you will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity release your life to begin another time with her End your grief with me there's another way release your life take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever you're just another lost soul about to be mine again see her, you'll never free her you must surrender it all If you'd like to meet agian Fire For you desire As she begins to turn cold for the final time you will shiver till you deliver you will remember it all Let it fill your mind again Devon lie

Remember
"Remember" by Disturbed Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and watch it bleed You can't deny it Pain you know you can't ignor I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and watch it bleed You can't deny it Pain you know you can't ignor I don't remember If I can Remember To know this will Conquer me If I can Just walk alone And try to escape Into me

Violence Fetish
"Violence Fetish" by Disturbed Bring the violence It's significant To the life If you've ever known anyone Bring the violence It's significant To the life Can you feel it? How do you sleep When you live with your lies Out of your mouth Up from your mind That kind of thinking Starts a chain reaction You are a timebomb ticking away You need to release What you're feeling inside Let out the beast That you're trying to hide Step right up and be a part of the action Get your game face on Because it's time to play You're pushing and fighting your way You're ripping it up How do you live without playing the game Sit on the side and expect to keep sane Step right up and be a part of the action Come get a piece of it before it's too late Take a look around You can't deny what you see Were living in a violent society Well my brother let me show you a better way So get your game face on because it's time to play You're push

Full Of Sorrow
"Full Of Sorrow" by Korn It ain't fading Man I got to let it out Am I quitting? Screaming nothing ever come out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down now for some time Are you laughing, am I funny? I hate inside I hate inside... I take this time To let out whatÂ’s inside Cause I will break Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You raped and stole my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside My heart is breaking Man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out The hurt rising Soon it's going to tear my soul out ItÂ’s not kosher feeling like IÂ’m on my way out Give me some courage Beating me down now for some time Are you laughing, am I funny? I hate inside I hate inside... I'll take this time To let out whatÂ’s inside Cause I will break Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of

Maybe You Have Read This
Saki The Interlopers In a forest of mixed growth somewhere on the eastern spurs of the Karpathians, a man stood one winter night watching and listening, as though he waited for some beast of the woods to come within the range of his vision, and, later, of his rifle. But the game for whose presence he kept so keen an outlook was none that figured in the sportsman's calendar as lawful and proper for the chase; Ulrich von Gradwitz patrolled the dark forest in quest of a human enemy. The forest lands of Gradwitz were of wide extent and well stocked with game; the narrow strip of precipitous woodland that lay on its outskirt was not remarkable for the game it harboured or the shooting it afforded, but it was the most jealously guarded of all its owner's territorial possessions. A famous law suit, in the days of his grandfather, had wrested it from the illegal possession of a neighbouring family of petty landowners; the dispossessed party had never acquiesced in the judgment of

What Love Is
A girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty, the boy said no the girl asked if he would want to be with her forever he said no she then asked if she would walk away if he would cry he said no She had heard enough As she walked away the boy grab her by the arm and said i dont think your pretty your beautiful I dont want to be with you forever i NEED to be with you forever and i would not cry if you walked away i would die.......... Now thats love

~who Wouldn't~
who wouldnt love rain that nourishes the flowers, who wouldnt love sun that awakens the world, who wouldnt love a smile that lights up a heart, who wouldnt love words that are plucked from the heavens, who wouldnt love a heart that is worn upon a sleeve for the world to see, why wouldnt i love you when your everything to me.

Trying To Figure
Still trying to figure this place out. Any tips from anyone out there?

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the boulevard of broken dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beatin' Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I'll walk alone Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah ahhhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line of the edge And where I walk alone Read between the lines whats fucked up and everything's all right Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadow's the only one that walks beside me My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish so

Love You 'til The End
First time I saw you I just knew I would always love you There would be no words No actions that could tear me from you This I knew was true Storms could rage on Rains could pour down Clouds could raise up And I would love you through Nothing they can say Will make me love you less Nothing you can do Will make me walk away For I'll love you till the end Waves could crash around Castles could crumple Dreams may not come true And you'll never be alone This I know is true First time I saw I just knew I would love until the end

Forever And Ever
Magnificent blue skies burn in the distance, The gentle breeze catches that of fallen leaves. A mother and child strolling peacefully together, Making small talk to each other, ignoring the world. She dangles a small toy in front of his brown eyes, Reaching up with small fingers he tries to grab it. A soft giggle escapes her lips as she smiles at him, Staring at her deep eyes for a moment he forgets his toy. They continue walking until they reached the park, She picks him up in her arms and he laughs and smiles. Leaning against a tree she pulls out a bottle of milk, Kissing his forehead gently she brings the bottle to his lips. Eagerly and hungrily he takes the nipple within his mouth, Closing her eyes she hums softly rocking back and forth. Drifting quickly off to sleep the child closes his eyes, His angelic complexion was beautiful and attracting. She admired the site of her beautiful little boy sleeping, And then warmness entangled her neck and back. "After

Silent Angel
They're around us and within us Though we haven't got a clue Just exactly what they're up 2 But we do know what they do They comfort us while mourning And rejoice with us when blessed They move with grace and majesty And are on a special quest A quest to help a love one A quest to help a friend Their deeds don't go unnoticed And their bonds with us wont end We can see them if we choose to But it our own conscious choice But no matter what we choose to do We'll always hear their voice A voice that says "I Love You" And you're going to make it though Just be the best that you can be And do whatever you can do A voice that says" You're worth it" And someday you will see But until the day you understand Just put your trust in me A voice that's soft and smoothing Though it's very hard to hear But if we listen with our hearts That voice becomes quite clear It took me years to find my angel For he was silent for so long But the day I choose to meet him I knew th

Eternal Angel
The sound of laughter echoed through the night Fading in the serene wind, as leaves begin to fall Rising from the shadows, a soft and desiring call A beauty beyond imagination is pursuing my sight I thought it could be an angel, dancing in a cloud He walked twice as gracefully, into my direction We stood still by a river, designing our reflection I whispered gently, never daring to speak loud Your sweet devotion purified my shattered heart When I see the shine in your eyes, I rejoice The moon kisses the earth, listening to your voice The creation of your holy existence is pure art Alas, my love, I will never be able to stop time And hold you in my arms until the world's end Until our souls fall apart, maybe we can pretend That eternity will favour a paradise, so sublime

Are You Mine?
You make me laugh each day I believe that we're just friends But once there is nothing left to say I still know it's not the end I don't know what I feel Maybe love, maybe hate I can't imagine this was real I won't believe it is my fate I will just smile at you Pretend I was sent from above But once I know you are true Then I'll simply fall in love I won't despise you anymore I just want to have some fun Don't know what I'm doing it for You might be my only one Will you be forever mine? Or I'll love you secretly, forver? It will only show through time But I won't lose you, never I don't care if you are just my friend I'll still laugh at all your jokes I won't ever let this to an end Because I know I was awoke...

Reality
Clouds bellow in the distance Burst of wind ravages the meadow Uprooted, tossed away --Rewind On the edge, a tree stands tall Flourished in beauty; strucked Slanted, falls -- Rewind 2 Squirrels play along side a tree Jaguar in the shadows strikes; swipes Echo's, avalanche -- Rewind A honey bee makes its rounds "Buzzzz", Flying; Dodges leaves Spider web, caught --Rewind You and I, camping trip Lost of Direction; Arguments We split into different paths [Press Play]

Military
ok so ive been trying to get back onto active duty since July and the recruiter im working with doesnt know what hes doing so today i decided to contact another recruiter in another town. He told me that getting back in right now is gonna be hard to do. Right now im in the Navy Reserves and unemployed and really want to go back to active duty i miss it and regret getting out! So my question for you is should i stay on reserves and keep trying to find a new job or keep pushing this active duty stuff until it happens? Im going back to active duty eventually but i gotta do something right now cuz im very quickly running out of money and getting very frustrated!! Any advice would be appreciated!!!! I would even consider switching branches if thats what it takes!!

Wanting Some Help On Fubar
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Shitty Iraq...
So do you really wanna know about Iraq... Well I am in Baghdad, it sucks, bombs and IED's everyday and night, bullet's flying past me, eyes in back of my head at all times, any moment who knows what will happen, myself or battle buddies gonna get shot or blown up? Will I wake up tomorrow without a leg or arm? How many people will I shoot today if any... Everyday is different, its scarey, it SUCKS!!! I hate this place, I miss my home... Been in Iraq for 1 year now. Still have till June 09 to go, 4th time here and lost to many friends... Will it ever be over? Will I make it home to see my loved ones, my friends, my dog... And really how much longer can I go without a beer or sex... My cock is shaffing, my hand is raw... Pics are just pics, vids are just vids, its all a blur... GOD I AM SO PISSED WITH THIS PLACE!!! NO MORE FOR ME... But watch, ill be here again in a year...

Pages...
Tucked between the pages lie, Your most innermost secrets discovered, A life of secrets a life of lies, A life of love, not to me, but to another. Tucked between those sacred pages, I found your notes, Your secret rages. Your wishful dreams and high hopes. Buried deep between the pages, I found your secrets, I found your stories in different stages. I found your thoughts, I found your dreams, All left there to rot, Like silent screams. Tucked between those pages I found lies, And I found honesty, This you can not deny, Deep inside of the pages written… I found you..

Thoughts, Joker Special Edition
Lots of people liking the Joker picture I use on here are visiting this page. Which is pretty damn crazy to me and I'm loving it. Be it vanity or whatever, I'm appreciative. Acknowledging this, I thought i'd writeup a short shpeel on why i'm a Joker fan. I'll start by saying that I'm far more influenced by the Movie and TV versions of the Joker than the comics, I know it is rather shameful in some aspects, but I'm also a very visual person and seeing the character brought to life helps me connect that much more thoroughly. It also helps that Joker portrayals have a history of being quite excellent at depicting the character as the demented genius that he is. My fixation on the Joker character began with the Jack Nicholson version of the character. At that point in my still young life, I was already a fan of many different bad guys, including Megatron of Transformers and Darth Vader in Star Wars but Nicholson's Joker was the first time I had ever seen a character transform fr

Jane And Arlene
Jane and Arlene are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. Jane pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Arlene: What in the hell is that? Jane: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Arlene: Where did you get it? Jane: You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Arlene hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. 'Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel.' The pharmacist fainted.

New Shit In My Life
Some of you might notice the new relationship by reading my page... Heres the whole thing for those of you who wanna know..... Jared and I dated a year or so ago... It was great but then we split up do to my stupidity.. yes i admit it! I was stupid.. but I got moved away from that crap. So then 6 months or so later.. I decided to get in contact with him.. not so much for a relationship but for the friendship we had which was amazing. Next thing I know we were going to try and make it work..but things and people kept getting in the way. Me being the coward that I was.. said fuck this and left... However, i could stop thinking about why this shit happened.. so we sat down. talked things out and tried to see what our future held together and if it was ever going to work... I had already been to hell trying to make things work and wasnt sure if i even had the strength to deal with shit just to get heartbroken.. So, I have finally decided that its worth a shot.. Hes a wonderful man and

Watch Out - Down Rater On The Loose
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Faces
Faces we fear The eyes of hell Burning our souls Names we forget Faces trapped Sleepless nights Cold chills Dizzy spells Faces drop Melted corners Barkless dogs Open soars Doves flying,crow following.

Hurting
Hurting once again. My love has lied. Is love all lies? When dose love stop hurting,and become beautiful? Why do we feel these feelings? Are we the only animals that feel them? Pain we fill our heads with! Only we can stop it. Emotions we're crusted with!!!

Kill
I've got it in my blood! It runs throw me like a waterfall. I live to see blood splaterd , tears,and pain and sarrow.. Simply because thats all I know. Neverbeen loved,always alone. Alone I sit cold in mind warm in body,touchand die. Instant pain...

Lost Words Of A Ramblin Mad Man
SOME SAY THE WORDS I WRITE ARE THE WORDS OF A MAD MAN OR A MORBID PERSON BUT I BELIVE THE WORDS I WRITE ARE ME . THEY ARE HOW I FEEL AND HOW I LIVE LIFE . I LOST LOVE FOUND LOVE AND ABOUT TO LOOSE LOVE AGAIN. WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT TO BE LOVED OR IN LOVE IT ALL IT DOES IS HURT YOU ? I HAVE ASKED THIS QUESTION MANY TIMES AND STILL I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR YOU OR FOR MYSELF! SO WHY DO WE CONTINUE TO LOOK FOR THIS LOVE AND PASSION THAT WE ALL KNOW WILL END ONE DAY IN SADINESS . NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY EITHER LOVE IS LOST OR OUR LOVE DIES . SO WHY DO WE STILL FIGHT FOR THIS. TO MAKE US HAPPY? TO FEEL NOT ALONE ? BUT YET I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU . IS ALONE REALLY THAT BAD ? I MEAN COME ON THINK ABOUT IT . ALONE MEANS NO ONE TO HURT YOU NO ONE TO PULL YOU IN JUST TO THROW YOU AWAY. ALONE MEANS NO WORRIES ABOUT HOW SOMEONE TRUELY FEELS ABOUT YOU SO YOU TELL ME IF YOU HAVE THE ANSWERS!!! NOW ON TO THE NEXT SUBJECT AT HAND. IS ALL THIS LOVE WE ARE ALL LOOKING FOR REALLY THAT NEEDED? DO WE NEE

Kids
OK THIS IS GOING TO BE A CHANGE FROM MY NORMAL THOUGHTS, SO JUST BEAR WITH ME .. AS A PARENT OF THREE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN I CAME ACROSS SOME REAL BAD MOMENTS IN THE RAISING OF MY CHILRDEN. I HAVE A DAUGHTER THAT IS MY WORLD YET SHE IS SO STUCK ON HERSELF AT TIMES I DONT THINK SHE SEE'S THE WORLD FOR WHAT IT HAS TO OFFER SHE IS SO BRIGHT AND TALENTED YET SHE CANT FUCTION IN LIFE IF THINGS DO NOT GO HER WAY. IF HER LITTLE BOYFRIEND OF THAT DAY CAN NOT TALK TO HER ON THE PHONE OR GO WHERE SHE WANTS HIM TO GO TO SHE CAN SEE HIM OR TALK TO HIM. SHE DOESNT TAKE OTHER PEOPLES LIVES INTO CONCITERATION. ITS WHAT SHE WANTS WHEN SHE WANTS IT . I KNOW WHE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE DONE THAT AND YET I CANT SEEM TO MAKE HER UNDERSTAND . I AM AT A LOST WITH HER I AM A MAN NOT A MOTHER OR GRANDMOTHER I HAD NO SISTERS GROWING UP, YET I DO THE BEST I CAN TO BE THERE FOR HER TO TEACH HER THINGS I THINK SHE SHOULD KNOW . YET SHE DOES NOT LISTEN. WHY IS THAT . I KNOW I DONT KNOW WHATS IT LIKE TO BE A 13 YEAR OLD

Commitment Fear Or Marriage?
So, I was stopped at a red light today....I look over in the next car and I see..... A man driving, his wife in the front seat and 2 kids in the back seat. The man looks so pissed at the world and I began to wonder ......... Is marriage or the thought of a committed relationship what drains the happiness out of a man? For girls, it's a little different. Most of the time, we enjoy having someone to talk to, wake up with, go to bed with, and enjoy our kids with. There are those moments when you just need quiet and alone time, but we balance that out pretty well. This man looked like "If I have to drive in the car with this bitch one more time...." I just wonder how it gets to that point? We all know that the wedding is not for the man, it's for the woman. The sex is to benefit the woman and not the man. (Most of the time) So....what is in it for a man? At what point would he say to himself .."I must marry this woman and be there for her everyday!!"

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3 Somes - Tagged
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Jay 2) Manwhore...dont ask 3) instigator Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Missile technician 2) manwhore...i said dont ask 3) maintenance tech at a rubber plant Three places I have lived. 1) Illinois 2) South carolina 3) Scotland Three TV shows I watch. 1) Mythbusters 2) cool tools 3) secret diary of a call girl Three people that e-mail me regularly. 1) My dad 2) Becky 3) britany spears...damn girl, get over it already Three of my Favorite foods. 1) lasagna 2) no bame chocolate cookies 3) cheesecake Three things I would like to do. 1) be debt free 2) skydive 3) take a 2 month ride across the country Things I am looking forward to. 1) Summertime...riding weather 2)

A Stop To Her Struggles
A sensational serenity of softness to her suppleness, I strive to strike the stone of her heart, She’s sweet, but struggles to second the strife, That sticks and spurs in her spine. Spontaneous combustion to strengthen her situation, That she speaks of on several occasions, Suspended by spears when she’s stuck to the wall, So hurt, she cry’s as her tears slowly fall. With specific scepters that antagonize her sanity, She slips into a state of neurological shock, What’s simple for some, she strains to separate, A struggle that summons me to stop.

It All Starts Here.
So here I am at Fubar - found out about this place from my best friend, Maria - who is an awesome person - if ya don't know her, ya should... What am I doing here? I often wonder that myself. I guess it's because I was born from my mom and dad, and here I am... Oh, you mean Fubar! Oops. Not sure what i'm doing here on Fubar either, it's kinda a lot of stuff going on at once, almost like Myspace on steroids with cocaine and crack chasers, with a dash of E to go in there too... oh, and throw in some speed for just good measure. I'm still getting me 'fubar-legs' around here, so who knows what will become of this place... just thought i'd say a few words and put a stake in the ground. So here it is.

Are You A Democrate, A Republican, Or A Southerner
Here is a little test that will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the following question: You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks yes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ................................................................. Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? What does the law say about this situation? Why am I carrying a loaded gun anyway, and what kind of message does this send to society and to my children? Does he definitely want to ki

Thinks He Is So Smart.venting
DAN YOU THINK YOUR SO FUCKING SMART YOUR NOT YOUR NOTHING TO ME NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL BE YOU THINK I AM A BITCH NOW WELL YOU MADE ME THIS WAY IM GLAD I LEFT YOUR SORRY ASS ALL YOU DO IS TALK SHIT ABOUT OTHERS AND YET LOOK AROUND YOU YOU CALL AFRICAN AMERICANS THE N WORD AND YET YOU HAVE AFRICAN AMERICANS AS FRIENDS THAT YOU SAY ARE YOUR HOME BOYZ DO THEY KNOW WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT THEM BEHIND THERE BACKS I BET NOT CUZ YOUR STILL ALIVE YOU CALL FEMALES DUMB CUNTS AND HOES AND FAT BITCHES BUT LOOK AT YOUR GIRL FRIEND SHE FAT SHE DOES THAT MAKE HER A CUNT AND A HOE.I KNOW ALOT OF AFRICAN AMERICANS I RESPECT THEM I WILL NEVER USE THE N WORD YOU HAVE PISSED ALOT OF PEOPLE OFF IM STILL THINKING TO THIS DAY MY GOD DAN IS STILL ALIVE AFTER ALL THE SHIT HE HAS SAID ABOUT PEOPLE.ALL YOU WANT IS SOMEONE TO PAY FOR YOUR SHIT LIKE I DID I PAID FOR TWO CARS THAT YOU DONT EVEN HAVE ANYMORE I PAID TO HAVE YOUR COURT COST AND FINES TAKEN CARE OFF AND YOU GOT A JOB AND STILL CANT GET A LICENSE TO DRIVE

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1-10
Let me start with a disclaimer...My penis is actually very tiny...really really small...you've seen bigger m&m's. There I beat you to it. Now read and enjoy. My dick is so big there's still snow on it in the summertime. My dick is so big I went to the Viper Room, my dick got right in and I had to stand there and argue with the door man. My dick is so big I have to call it Mr. Dick in front of company. My dick is so big it won't return Speilberg's calls. My dick is so big it graduated a year ahead of me from high school. My dick has an elevator and a lobby. My dick has better credit than I do. My dick is so big clowns climb out of it when I cum My dick is so big it was once overthrown by a military coup. It's now known as The Democratic Republic of My Dick. My dick is so big it has casters.

Remember To Protect Your Love
The person who wrote "if you love someone, let them go" was obviously unhappy that the person they loved walked out of their life so they were trying to find a way to justify it so they could be happy. If you love someone, let them know and never let them forget it. Don't make the mistake of letting them out of your life, because no matter how much love there is there, when forced, they will find a way to be happy without you! You will only be lucky to find true love once or twice in a lifetime. You will love many people, but you will only truly love a few. Don't let it slip through your fingers. You deserve to be happy so take happiness by the hand and run with it.

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Facebook
I haven't been on here much lately, partly because real life calls, partly because of a girl on a dating site that I feel fairly good about, and partly because of facebook (I gave in and added the Mafia Wars application, and started playing that instead of doing something productive like Uni work). So, for anyone who wants it, you can add my facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=1135101123&ref=profile If that doesn't work, the email you search and add is dpfergus@hotmail.com.

Sexi Time
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?? 2007? 1 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you done? 0 3. Ever been cheated on?yup 4. Ever paid for sex? yes,it is an awesome rush. 5. Ever been married?once 6. Ever been divorced?no 7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? Dogie! 8. Do you own any guns?hell yea 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? no 10. Ever been in rehab?no 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? hell NO!! 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? nope 13. Last time you masterated? 5 minutes ago 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? Next... 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? Leah Remini (King of Queens) 16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? yup 17. How many states have you lived in? 1 18. How many countries have you li

Low Life
"Lowlife (Living The Highlife)" I got my Cat Scratch Fever eight-track My best friend's in a gun rack I'm a lowlife I owe everybody money I think racist jokes are funny I'm a lowlife I got a dirty mind, a gutter mouth I'm makin' time, I'm goin' out With your wife Cuz I'm a lowlife I'm a lowlife I got kids I never seen And their momma's seventeen I'm a lowlife I take strippers out to breakfast You can add that to my checklist I'm a lowlife Ahh the landlord called the rent is due I spent it all on a Kiss tattoo I Rock n Roll all night Cuz I'm a lowlife I'm a lowlife I'm a lowlife Livin' the highlife I'm watchin' porno on the TV Wonderin' why she'd ever leave me I'm a lowlife The object of my affection Asked the police for protection I'm a lowlife The romance is gone, I'm doin' fine Me and your mom had a real good time Just last night Cuz I'm a lowlife I'm a lowlife I make black music for the white man Keep cocaine upon my nightstand I'm

Birthday Wishes
I really want you to make me a mixed tape. Yes I really said mixed tape...or cd but just songs you love. Thats all.

Read This And Think Bout Life
WHITE " Pride” ( Note Michael Richards did not say this in court,but he should have. Bill O.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>) This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is...... Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point............... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist. You say that

Give Me Your Word
Give me your word Our love will never die. Give me your word You feel the same as I. My heart will beat a lifetime, just for you That’s all it wants to do. Give me your lips And let your kiss remain. Give me your word I’m not in love in vain. Give me one hope to guide me One vow you’ll be beside me. Give me your word.

D's Lyrics, Episode I: "this Year"
From a song listed in my tracks, "This Year" by the Mountain Goats. One of the few songs in the world that has any actual meaning to me beyond entertainment. Maybe I read too much into it, but that doesn't mean it isn't there. ---- I broke free on a saturday morning. I put the pedal to the floor. headed north on mills avenue, and listened to the engine roar. my broken house behind me and good things ahead, a girl named cathy wants a little of my time. six cylinders underneath the hood crashing and kicking, ahhh listen to the engine whine. I am going to make it through this year if it kills me. I am going to make it through this year if it kills me. I played video games in a drunken haze I was seventeen years young. hurt my knuckles punching the machines the taste of scotch rich on my tongue. and then cathy showed up and we hung out. trading swigs from the bottle all bitter and clean locking eyes, holding hands, twin high maintenance machines. I am

Life Is Back
I am finally healthy, happy and moving forward. Headed to the 40 bday this summer! I am embracing it rather than stressing. My daughter is engaged to baby's daddy and in college. They have a nice place. My son 18 is now home and making me nuts! lol It's- I'm 18 when it comes to privacy, and it's BUT YOUR MOM when he needs his fines paid, shoes bought & money for a date. Anyways; I love babysitting my grandaughter Madison it's great. She has just started to just stare at us when we tell her NO! It's a dominance thing. But it's soo hard not to laugh! She is wonderfull therpy for me to keep looking toward the future and let my past (illness) go. I recently started a facebook account. The first few days I thought This is the snobby Myspace! All those high school people! I felt like I was being tormented in Jr high all over! Now that I have connected to a few people that I really did want to find it's getting better. I still love myspace the best.I'm putting apps out Sat and Mon to go back

Friday Foughts
Ok so I was just sitting here thinking about things you know like what you do and something well a few things came in to my mind - cant have too many in it at once as its only small and no it dont make me small minded - any commments on that will lead to blockage and deletion faster than you can down rate me - is that clear? Here are a few of my thoughts - What exactly makes a long distance relationship - does it have to be continents apart or in the case of the UK - John OGrotes to Lands End - well that is long distance?? Is the art of communication simply drawing or painting pictures of pcs or mobile phones?? Why is the computer mouse not called a computer hamster or computer rat?? You cant really surf the net, its full of holes and would therefore keep falling through it each time you tried!?!?!?

What Is A Real Friend?
Okay there's this girl who used to be my bestfriend. Her name is Ashley bawden. You see she met this guy named david on myspace about two in a half years ago. She claimed that he beat her, and threatened to kill her if she ever left him. through out our whole friendship she lied to me and lied about me to everyone that she and I new. She had this friend of named Amy who is now my friend and not ashley's anymore, because we started talking and both found out we were getting two different stories about the same guy and the same things that were going on in ashley's life. She was a my maid if honor in my wedding and while she was here in texas the week before my wedding she was lying to me the whole time and talking about me to amy and anyone who would listen behind my back. We had a bad falling out and we stopped talking for almost 8 months. Well we finally started talking, cause she was saying that this guy was a good man and that he loves her and that he treats her right, so I asked he

Miles Apart...
I wish I could wipe your falling tears away, as you bravely smile through your pain... You see me suffer, then you break down and cry miles apart... In your dreams I softly kiss you, no one can see the pain, that we both feel inside miles apart... You whisper I love you and I whisper to the skies, I love you too When will this pain ever go away even though we are miles apart... To be by your side is a dream I can't deny But I will wish for it to come true. I miss you so badly my heart is breaking as we cry miles apart..

Bullfrogs' On Line
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Are U A Corporate Ghetto
You know you are CORPORATE GHETTO if two or more of the following are true: 1. You don't officially start working in the morning until you read your emails. 2. You have at least one drawer/cabinet that contains more food than office supplies. 3. Not only do you know all the security guards, janitors and cafeteria workers, one of them has asked you out on a date. 4. Your version of a conference call is when you call your friends and plan what you are doing for the weekend. 5. The only time your man/woman picks you up from work is on payday. 6. Friends and family members call you at work to cuss you out because you didn't answer your phone quick enough. 7. You paint your nails at your desk. 8. When you are on a personal call you, laugh so loud your co-workers on the other side of the office come and ask you what's so funny. 9. You have pictures on your wall with you and your friends at the club. 10. To beat the system, you have codes for personal call

Why Latinos Can't Be Terrorists......................
1. 8:45am is too early for us to be up. 2. We are always late, we would have missed all 4 flights. 3. Pretty people on the plane distract us. 4. We would talk loudly and bring attention to ourselves. 5. With food and drinks on the plane, we would forget why we're there. 6. We talk with our hands, therefore we would have to put our weapons down. 7. We would ALL want to fly the plane. 8. We would argue and start a fight in the plane. 9. We can't keep a secret, we would have told everyone a week before doing it. AND MY FAVORITE..... 10. We would have put our country's flag on the windshield. ARE YOU A LATINO? HOW CAN YOU TELL FOR SURE? 1) If you have ever been hit by a 'Chancla' 2) If you grew up scared by something called 'El Cuco' 3) If others tell you to stop screaming when you are 'really just talking' 4) If you light a candle to Virgin Mary on the night before your big test. 5) If you use your chin to point something out. 6) If you constantly refer to cereal as 'co

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Irish Day Soon
OK so it is soon to be SAINT PATRICKS DAY March 17th - woot woot - a day of drinking guinness and listening to the Pogues and all other Irish music - so what are you gonna do for this day and please do not refer to it as Patty's Day - Im Anglo/Irish and it deeply offends me when i hear it referred to as Pattys Day - its Paddy's Day in the Uk and Ireland (both parts!) I know I have contacts on the emerald isle - wicked - craic on and no I dont blame them for me breaking my leg haha

Thoughts, Part The Sixth
In the end, all that we are is all that we ever did. If that is true, then does that mean that all life is is one big repercussion on this physical world? Doesn't seem like something the philosophists consider too often. I've fallen in love many times, and never climbed out. Even the times when i've fallen into something bad for me. This became clear recently when I realized that I could easily go back to a number of times in my life that I'd like to change, and yet making those changes would destroy the good things I have now. It is for this reason I am glad time travel is impossible. Dogs + Peanut Butter = True Love.

Kandie Man
Ive been called the kandie man they all say that cause that's what i am sweet as honey i get their monkey the cookie munster it seems to be me its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams so take me put me in your pocket save me for a rainy day pull me out and unwrap me when you want to play because i taste like sugar but still I'm man i melt in your mouth baby not in your hand yeah im the kandie man night magik luv and yule never get enough so let me rub your butt i touched your spirit and maybe your heart one thing is for certain your legs will always cum apart when i bite your neck and lick your ears ill make your fears disappear nibble your nipples and caress your body hit the magik spots that make you hot breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it dream of me is all yule do when we get through wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes and me between your thighs got you hypnotized you don't have to call me daddy or even

The Wounded Animal
He lie's in the dark scared and cold hurt lost! fear's everything and yet hold's his fierce appeal to everyone who see's him longing for some love but no one knows how he feel's he would never let them in better to be hurt and alone then trust and get hurt more so the wild animal look's inside for comfort make's everyone believe he is ok when he is dieing inside from all that he hide's close's his eye's for another night wake's up to the same old day he seems so strong so mean will bite you first chance he get's and wont let you circle him in any way when really he is just scared and lost and wont be hurt no more is what his strength is so they try and eat at him and pick him apart when he is down yet he move's on like their is no end to the suffering no light in the dark nothing to love and hold dear he cry's for death but it never come's and and live's for nothing yet everything bother's him! i am just a pup inside and no one can see what Ive seen no one can hear what Ive heard fe

Fourty Six N 2
These are lyrics to an old favortie song of mine. Since I am a tool fan I should post some lyrics. So here is goes. words. forty-six & 2 • My shadow's shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within My shadow Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle m

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Help
ok, heres the deal, im bisexual...my fiance suspects it, but i havent actually come out to him...he doesnt seem to be one who is real tolerant towards the gay community, and last night when there were things mentioned about past relationships that i have had he was like "thats a good way to make me lose my dinner" should i tell him that im bi or just leave it alone?

My Birthday Is Comming Up
hey guy my birthday is 5 weeks away and i would love to be more then a level 22....think ya can make it happen for me... if ya could that would be great......xxxxooooxxxx to all

Polagamy
i saw a blog on polagamey , i dont know what the big deal is .. its about more than one life or living with more than one girlfrien or combination of .. im a polagamist . for reasons not mentiond but .. most polagamist isnt like that cult on tv . we live as one familey and can come and go . with rules . and respect for all people involved .. and sometimes theres reasons for this lifesyle .. im just curious on any veiws . but i beleave in the lifesyle one reason im in to these sites to meet new freinds and maybe a new girlfreind.. to take up the slack my wife is unable to. if curuios i mite answer y but i just curious whats the big deal its just another lifestyle . or way of living .. just like religion theres all differeint kinds and flavors .. and if yr wondering im wiccan . pagan. and used to be orthodox roman catholic and a few others for a while so .. all veiws are welcome.

How I Am Doing
Well today is Laundry Day II. I am washing my bed stuff and some clothes. On Laundry Day I, I washed the bed stuff of the elderly guy I care for. Yesterday I took my ex-wife and her youngest daughter N. out to lunch and shooping. (N. wasn't supposed to be with us, but that is how it worked out.) We ate a Mexican restaurant that specializes in Mexico City dishes. After lunch, we went to Walgreens so I could by a reloadable VISA card. (I want one so I can do online shopping.) We then went to a thrift shop. I bought three shirts--a 2000 Sydney Games, Tucson Sidewinders and McCain-Palin '08. We finished up our time together by going to McDonalds for milkshakes. I am in the process of winning back my ex-wife. I dearly love her and know I will be a better husband to her if given another chance. I learned that I need to pay more attention to her needs, put our family before my job and don't let the little stresses of life get between us. My job is going ok. I hope to earn more mon

Sensual Seduction
"Sensual Seduction" I'm gonna take my time mmime! She gonna get hers before I... I'm gonna take it slow..ow..oo..ow, I'm not gonna rush to stroll, so she can get a... Sensual seduction-duction so she can get a.. Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa! So she can get a sensual seduction-duction duction Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa! She might be with him, but shes thinking bout me, me, meee, We gonna go to the mall, we gonna go out to eat, eat, eat, And all that we ever do is play in the sheets, Smoke us a cigarette, and go back to sleep, sleep, sleep, so we can get a! [Chorus] Sensual seduction-duction Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa! ooh whoa! Sensual seduction-duction duction Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa! I'm gonna take my time mmime! She gonna get hers before I... I'm gonna take it slow..ow..oo..ow, I'm not gonna rush to stroll, If ya don't know right know, doggy-dog is a freak,freak,freak! I keep a bandage with me seven days of the week, wee

Effin Gone
Last night was off the hook!! I went out to my fave bar and they had a special of buy one bottle get one free and at $2 a bottle you can't beat that. I was double fisting them all night long!! When 2am came around and the bar was closing I didn't even know where my damn feet were!! So luckily I had a buddy there who was sober sopher for the night and I got to pass out in the back of his car!! I woke up the next day only for him to tell me that I had taken off my shirt and was trying to dance with every pretty girl there!! (Can you really blame me though?) Anyway hey write me about a badass benge you went on!! I'll keep you up to date on mine too!!

Online Love
We have never met Definitly something I regret We talk everyday online and I secretly wish that you were mine I dream of being in your arms Protecting me from lifes harm I dream of kissing upon your beautiful lips Your hands rest lightly on my hips We look into each others eyes And never tell each other lies I look deep into your soul And I know that you're the one keeping me whole. I will always love you And I hope you love me too.

The Lonely Soul
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face Life in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

My Angel
My angel is the one who looks over me My angel is the who cares for me My angel is the one who loves me My angel has beautiful brown eyes My angel has beautiful black hair My angel will be there when I get hurt My angel will be the one that is always on my mind She is the angel that keeps me breathing She is the angel of my dreams She is the angel that keeps me alive My angel will cheer me up when I’m sad My angel will love me for me She is my angel of my life

How Smart Is Your Right Foot?
This is hysterical. You have to try this. It is absolutely true. I guess there are some things that the brain cannot handle. HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT? You have to try this please it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this!!! It is from an orthopedic surgeon............ This will boggle your mind and you will keep you trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't. It's pre-programmed in your brain! 1. Without anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY!!) and while sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it. 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction. I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so.

Tell Me What You Think About This?
PEOPLE ASK WHY? Why I Carry a Gun My old grandpa said to me son,' there comes a time in every man's life when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's when he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin'. I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die

The Facts On This
A LITTLE GUN HISTORY In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 Christians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Cambodia established gun control in 1956. From 1975

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I understand your fear of being trapped by love. You’ve been hurt before, but you can’t get enough. I’m to whom you turn when you want to be free. A couple of white lies and you’ve got me. As the incense slowly burns to an end, as the smoke softly dances ‘round my head, as the candles flicker on the wall, it takes so very little and I fall. As you say that I’m the only one, I realize it’s just one night of fun. And to my shame, I’m the only one to blame. You know just what to do to get my will to fall. You’ve hurt me before, and I put up this wall. But still, I turn to you when I think you’re free. I tell myself white lies, and you’ve got me. As the incense slowly burns to and end, as the smoke softly dances ‘round my head, as I admit to myself, unwillingly, that tomorrow you will walk away from me. As you say that I’m the only one, I realize it’s just one night of fun. And to my shame, I’m the only one to blame.

Im Still Your True Friend
im still your true friend even though you dont care anything for me i always be there for you i just want support your habit im still your true friend i love you enough to help you but i cant be your fool i cant help you if you cant help your self i gave you my heart i gave you my soul i even been your fool but no more but im still your true friend

Humorscope 3-15-09
Aries (March 21 - April 19) Someone will tell you today "Boy, what a girl goes through to send her brother through proctology school." Despite being forwarned, you won't have anything to say. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) Good day to buy chocolate for someone you love. Gemini (May 21 - June 20) Uh oh. The cows have come home, and the fat lady is about to sing. Better come up with some new excuses, quick! You can do that while you're coping with the unpleasant result of the cows coming home. Cancer (June 21 - July 22) This is an excellent day to dare. Dare to eat a peach. Dare to wear your trousers rolled, and walk along the beach. Dare to be different. That sort of thing. Leo (July 23 - August 22) Today you will be suddenly struck by what a genius Norman Rockwell was, and how unappreciated (in the major art circles) he remains. You will vow to do something about it. Virgo (August 23 - September 22) You will have a nightmare tonight, in which you find yourself danglin

Friends
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near.

Doubt...
This pain that i feel inside...is absolutly 100 percent real. Its catching up to me, and is removing pieces of me, which i need in order to keep sane. Im feeling lost, alone, & helpless. Im so Afraid to get close to the thing that i love so deeply...just beacuse of the fact we are yet so far away...But...Maybe i should just stay strong...for the better of myself. Maybe is should just shut the fuck up and go with the flow. Nobody said that like was going to be a peaches and cream...My life is just crumbling beneath the very ground i walk on. I hope you know that im serious...you know who you are...I hope you know that i am scared to get even closer to you, beacuse of the distance...please understand me, which i know you are doing your best at...I love you...i hope that things will work out...Its been a year, yet i find myself in an even harder posistion. Just keep your word this time...please.?

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Jewel
I turn around and see you, Standing stiff with pride. Your face is turned from me, But deep feelings you cannot hide. I see your smile vanish, As you turn to look at me. In my heart I know, The truth you'll never see. You think I have betrayed you, You think I have done wrong. But I will not let you know what you had, Until I am gone. You are blind to me, To what I am inside. But one day you will learn, To cast away your pride. Maybe then I will forgive, But I never will forget, The tenderness you once showed me, The sweet words you now regret. One day I will return, To see if you have learned, The greatest Jewel you ever possessed, Was the one that you so burned.

For You.. You Know Who You Are
When I look into your eyes I see the beauty that lies... Deep within your heart You dream what I dream You feel what I feel Baby, don't listen when they say That what we have isn't real The sound of your voice The sight of your face when I'm with you There's no better place You say that I'm an angel But you gave me my wings You treat me like a princess And the best of all things You've given me love And all of my pride You've showered your beauty On this little heart of mine So many nights I've cried over you Trying to find the wrong in this But what I'm feeling is true Never once Did I think this would happen to me That a piece of heaven would fall And set my heart free Free of the dark Free of the lies Free of the loneliness Free of the lies Sometimes it's hard To say what's on my mind And breaking through the hesitance That I'm leaving behind I wish that we could be together just how we want Just me and you No hiding no lies B

When You Love Someone
"When You Love Someone" Oooh..Ooooh I tell you it will shake the earth beneath your feet The light that shines will redefine your old beliefs What you reap is what you sow and so it goes Where you plant your needs is where your garden grows Before you think about yourself Think of someone else, it will make you feel Each day ain't wine and roses I doubt it's meant to be Always a cross to bear salvation don't come free A heart that beats is a heart that bleeds And you know that's true So don't deny yourself of something good for you Before you do it for yourself, do it for someone else That makes it real [Chorus:] 'Cause when you love someone It don't matter what you say When you love someone You will dance the night away When you love someone There ain't nothing you can't do Ain't that right Yeah I want to love someone tonight Will you believe in love or just sit around and judge? Can you forgive someone or will u hold a grudge? Cuz above selfishness

Sleeeeeep!
Ok so I got a new puppy last week! His name is Fizz Gig! He is so cute his eyes melted me and I love babies and animal so baby animals are just the cutest thing. Anyway the people I got him from said hes half Pomeranian and half miniature pinscher. Also that he was 4 weeks old. I think he is a little older but he is so spoiled and wont eat anything but puppy formula. lol He wakes me up several times in the night and wants to play. I have tried to put a pic of him on here with no success yet. I'll keep trying. I still do not have internet but a friend was nice enough to let me try a couple of air cards over the weekend to see if they were an option. They are almost as bad as dial up. Wish me luck with the pup and any ideas on what do do at night would be helpful!

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Will These Words Save Me?
Will these words save me? Current mood: sleepy Category: Life Sometimes I wonder if these words I write will save me. I wonder if there is something I write that can make the pain stop. I want a similar heaven to what I've read about. i want these words to be a God-send of sorts. A cancer has risen inside of me and has pushed upon me the numbness that follows. Will these words save me? I keep asking myself. When will my answer come around. What follows me around is a sense of despair. What more can I say? What will I say when time has run out? Adorkably Yours, In Sickness & In Health, Nichole AKA ~☆~Deviant Obscenity~★~©

The Things I Think About So Much That It Hurts My Brain
The Things I Think About So Much That It Hurts My Brain! Current mood: contemplative Category: Life I never thought it would come to this. A time when I didn't know what to say or to write. Speechless in these days have I become. So many things I would like to say, but something keeps getting in my way. Fear of what people may think of me? maybe. Fear of what I'll think of myself? It's a possibility. I may release the madness and melancholy that I have fought so hard to keep. What of me then? Will I become just another face in the crowd? Someone too simple and therefore is overlooked because of her silence?! Yes, what would become of me then? Some would welcome the quiet and peace, but can I? Can I let go of such opinions and outlooks? Of words that make them ponder? All these questions run through my head daily, and daily I push them away for another day. I fear I will lose the words that have made me quite sought after. Not famous even in the sligh

Roll On
"Roll On" Mmmm I love it when you play it like that Come on... Play Sittin' here alone I'm lookin' back on where I've roamed And laughing how I swore I'd win and not get burned Left my family Left my home I worked my fingers to the bone And there was not a stone I did not leave unturned And I was havin' a good time Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster We're one day older and one step closer Roll on there's mountains to climb Roll on we're on borrowed time Roll on Roller coaster Roll on tonight Roll on tonight yeah Money and success I don't complain about the stress I wanted this and now it's here So I don't bitch And I swear that time's a trick It disappears in oh so quick Man I was just sixteen And now I'm starin' at thirty-six But I'm still havin' a good time Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster We're one day older and one step closer Roll on there's mountains to climb Roll on we're on borrowed time Roll on Roller coaster Roll on tonight Roll on tonight

I Have Giving Up Looking For Love
i have giving up looking for love every time i look for someone he not the right person for me so I'm let love come looking for me if it meant for me to have someone in my life he find me i have giving up looking for love i am tired getting someone that drink alot i am tired getting someone that smoke alot someone that is verbal abuses someone that is physical abuse someone that don't know what he want in life so i have giving up looking for love

Vip Ends This Week
Now I am not begging.....just wondering.... I was blessed by a friend who bought me my VIP last month. I have enjoyed it greatly! But it is an expense I can't afford right now. It ends on Thursday Just wondering if any of my friends wants to be generous and give me another blessing?? If not, that is fine. I am not gonna cry and whine and beg....it is just fun to have. I can live without it....but it is fun...LOL Have a great day and I hope you are wearing your green!! I am wearing my green undies so you can't pinch me!! LOL ~~smooches~~

Hey, That's No Way To Say Goodbye
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm, your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm, yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new, in city and in forest they smiled like me and you, but now it's come to distances and both of us must try, your eyes are soft with sorrow, Hey, that's no way to say goodbye. I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time, walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me, it's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea, but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't untie, your eyes are soft with sorrow, Hey, that's no way to say goodbye. I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm, your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm, yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new, in city and in forest they smiled like me and you, but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't

Forbidden Lovers
Take the flower and put it in your hair show the world your startling beauty the beauty I once loved unfortunaley we were forbidden lovers eating up the passion of our estatic affair we once couldn't leave the bed without kisses on the lips, cheeks and forehead Even with our peers against us I wonder why we broke apart taking the all the joy and throwing it down the drain we were strong together but weak alone To this day I remember how you taste and when I last called your name to bad we were forbidden lovers for we could have been great as one forget the past but remember the memories for that is all we have left Dedicated to Lovers who are kept in the Dark

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Too Close
Have you ever loved someone so much that you would die for that person? You would be lost with out him? You would have no idea what to do because there is no reason to live anymore. Well that's how i feel right now. It feels like whenever something good happens in my life, it gets fucked up somehow. The love of my life is in surgery right now, and there is a chance he wont make it out alive. If he doesn't, I want everyone to know that I have no point in living anymore. I know this sounds childish, but if you knew me like my closest friends do, you would know why I'm saying this. Everyone I love, gets hurt somehow. I'm intelligent enough to know that the reason the get hurt is because I got too close to them. There is only one person who can truly understand (you know who you are). I am fucking scared to death and I can only help myself.

Hellow
whats up dis ya girl tia just looking for friends i stay in atlanta ga ya iam a hood bitch i love to smoke drank and have fun thats what i di so hit me pitures wood be up loaded soon kiss kiss

This Is The Real Shit
this unit is the real shit, fucked al anbar up in 07'.

Top 10
10. I have to poop 9. Smile for the camera 8. This is your first time, right? 7. When is this supposed to feel good? 6. I thought you had the keys to the handcuffs! 5. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper 4. Hey mmmm........ 3. I was so horny tonight, I would have slept with a crack ho.. 2. Get off me, I'll do it myself 1. You're almost as good as my EX..

Tears Of Silence
Silent whispers Grasping my soul Never ending torment Plaguing peaceful thought Moments cherished Now forgot Tears of silence In a moment lost Swells of hatred Consuming me Quivering darkness Nothing to see Thoughts of love Perhaps once known Encaptured silence Forever forebode Trace of blood Streaming tears Thoughts of love never appear Spiked challis Taking skin Life or death Where to begin Silent tears Emotion lost Paradise given Empty trough Lambs to be slain Blood of heaven Always gain Eternal hate Not forgot Swelling demons Begin to rot The single life Remains inside Always meant To hide inside

Fuck Her Too
fran dresher, i have always had a crush for this broad, her laugh and everything, she makes me feel real evil horny, i want to have filthy sex with her, choke her, pull her hair, maybe a snuff film, dont know for sure, first thing i would do is rip that fucking peace sign off and shove it right up her ass

Liars,cheaters,an Stalkers
so what do you do when the man you love cheats on you . i forgave him and we have been good for months then the bitch starts stocking him. no matter what we do she wont leave us alone. i so just want to go over to her house and shack some sence into her.i love this man with all my heart and we are starting a family together but she doesnt care. i wish i knew what to do. my heart is torn in half because this bitch cant get on with her life. she has caused me to lose my best friend. mother in law thinks that my fiance is cheating on me again cause of her. i just dont understand what to do anymore. i dont know if i should just go to the police or wait tell after i have the baby then whoop her ass. i have never been in so much physical and mental pain in my hole life. she says she has all this proof that he is calling her. but when i look at my phone bill her number isnt there. i know she shows up in his lounge all the time but fuck she needs to get over robbie and leave us alone. i just w

Thought For 3/20
If you start pretending to have fun, you might just have a little by accident..

Waiting For My Real Life To Begin
Any minute now, my ship is coming in I'll keep checking the horizon I'll stand on the bow, feel the waves come crashing Come crashing down down down, on me And you say, be still my love Open up your heart Let the light shine in But don't you understand I already have a plan I'm waiting for my real life to begin When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened But in my dreams, I slew the dragon And down this beaten path, and up this cobbled lane I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again And you say, just be here now Forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin Let me throw one more dice I know that I can win I'm waiting for my real life to begin Any minute now, my ship is coming in I’ll keep checking the horizon And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call It's gonna happen soon, soon, soon It's just that times are lean And you say, be still my love Open up your heart, let the light shine in Don't you understand

Loneliness
i am so alone. my boo is in jail. i lost my job. my kids are bad as hell and i am alone and scared. i dont know what im going to do. i just want everything to be ok

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3 Strikes You Are Out
3 strikes you are out with me it time for me to step back you said you had a crush on me when i was married to my first husband you didnt want to act on it now i am divorce twice now you want me to give you a chance strike 1 you ask me to come over to your place i told you what time i be over you wasnt home strike 2 you want to welcome the new year in your man hood wouldnt let you strike 3 you want me to come over again i told you be there in a hour i got there in a hour since you was drinking you pass out didnt hear me knocking at your door so 3 strike you are out with me you cant say i didnt give you a chance

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Thursday March 19, 2009
7:04 AM March 19, 2009 - Thursday Pre-P90X Well it is 4 days before I start the program. I am pretty stoked to start it. Last night I wanted to get a little taste of what I have coming to me, so I started out the Plyometrics CD. It is mostly a jumping exercise, and I tell you what...I am way out of shape!! I couldn't finish the CD. I have been eating really good for the past year or so, and have been trying to be even better this past week. I take vitamins daily. I take Acai berry, L-Carnitine, and a multi-vitamin. This program comes with a whole nutrition plan from what to eat, and when. Also comes with recipes that look pretty good. Yesterday I ate a package of oatmeal with flax seeds and a handful of raisins ; a grapefruit and orange for a snack. Lunch I had a Healthy Choice Cafe Steamer (I shop at Sam's club, so I buy in bulk) then for a snack I had a orange and apple, then for dinner I had another Cafe Steamer. I try to eat my dinner at 5:00 right befo

Let's See If I Got This Straight...
This is a site where it's all about the points...I get that, quite easy to comprehend. But, such is life...it also makes this a "girl" site, if u will. It's no stretch of imagination that men (and more and more women) these days are enamored by the visual. So there's no contest here for men, just a little enjoyment. A women was/is/and always will be a work of art. That being said, the gifts, drinks, and etc. are all for winning this here game, for those who are qualified to compete...ie the girls. For the rest of us...'eh. I believe this is gonna get old real quick, say by summer's end. Unless there are some real time, real life connections that can be made. Online, just as in real life...giving compliments (in any form) becomes redundant after awhile, if for no other reason than just to give them...not only for the one giving them, but just as much to those who recieve.

Asking For Help
For my parents Asking for help "Mommya, Daddya, Bye bye I go work now." I used to be that sweet little girl, but then I changed somehow. I've become a disappointment, I guess mostly to myself. I've been in denial, But now I'm asking for your help. I've made some really bad choices, I went down the wrong road. I've gotten myself into a mess And i need your help to bare this load. I thought I didn't need you, I pushed your love away. Now I'm ready to start over, Let's just take it day by day. I need to regain your trust, I know it won't happen over night. Just please say you'll support me As I try to learn to make it right. I love and I respect you. I hope you know that's true. That's why I'm asking for your help, Even though it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes... It's hard to sleep, I can not eat, it's easy to cry, but I refuse to die. I feel so week, but I know that I'm strong, and for my child I will press on. I so fear the days ahead as I lye here in my bed. But fear wont stop me as before, now I'm ready to open the door. So come on in and have a seat, there's someone here I'd like you to meet. She looks like me but make no mistake, she's had about all that she can take. At any moment she will blow her top, and once she gets started she'll never stop. She's been cheated and mistreated, she's been used and even abused. She tries to be good but is misunderstood and she just can't take anymore. She plays it cool when face to face, but often wonders into a cold dark place. Pictures of memories are dark and gray, she has trouble remembering the happy days. There have been a few, of this she is sure, but they don't seem to exist here anymore. Now here she is, please don't be surprised, if you want to see her... ju

Depression
Depression... Crawl closer forsaken, into the blackness. Open eyes in the moonlight see you standing in the window of sadness. Listen!!! Listen for something real... Hope... it's fading away. You're getting restless. You'll never pick up the messy pieces. I am you poison. Get away... get away and receive midnight. Away from the sun and bright lights. Away from family and the closeness of friends. Shield yourself from this world. Now you're wasted and twisting, tired and stationary. I have you. Nothing will make since when I'm done with you. Young angle... surrender... I've got you up against the wall... I will devour you. As you're drowning in an ocean of despair I will whisper thoughts and notions of sadness, suffering and pain. Welcome to my world. Let me tell you who you are... You're a fool, No one wants you, you're an ugly bore and would be better off dead... so go die. By the way... I've not properly introduced myself, My na

A Dog's Prayer
A Dog's Prayer By Beth Norman Harris Treat me kindly, my beloved master, for no heart in all the world is more grateful for kindness than the loving heart of me. Do not break my spirit with a stick, for though I should lick your hand between the blows, your patience and understanding will more quickly teach me the things you would have me do. Speak to me often, for your voice is the world's sweetest music, as you must know by the fierce wagging of my tail when your footstep falls upon my waiting ear. When it is cold and wet, please take me inside, for I am now a domesticated animal, no longer used to bitter elements. And I ask no greater glory than the privilege of sitting at your feet beside the hearth. Though had you no home, I would rather follow you through ice and snow than rest upon the softest pillow in the warmest home in all the land, for you are my g

Cotton Candy Culprit
I was introduced yesterday to the Letter People. I was amazed these people teach you about letters and sounds and still manage to be some groovy cats. Makes me want to buy the series for my neice cause its educational and her mom would like it to. I love Mr. C he is the cotton candy culprit and Mr. S and his super socks. It always makes me wonder why such shows aren't on anymore. I think kids would really learn from them. Shit it taught me things I knew but didn't know I knew. Mr. C. the man of my dreams.

Today Is A Good One
I can tell by the beautiful sky and sunshine today is a good day. I feel like today is a day for opportunity. I hope that after all my recent hardships I can blossom and turn into this optimisic woman I hope to be. I want to see people and go places today. Explore life because there is this undying flame in my heart that yerns for the ability to be satisified.

Ok You Wanker
holly tortillas batman........... look i was on this site b4 like in 06 on and off.. i do not give a shit about points if you rate my pic i think you like it if i like your pic i will rate ... but you demanding attention whores really need to get a life.. i may have rated you but you told an anarchist to rate you back... buahahahahahahaha! you can SUKADICK! i love people rates comments but come one.. are there any real people left ????????????? seriously..... if this is posed as an online bar i can say i have met cooler people in real bars.. laughing... and hey naked chicks with daddy issues and the personality of a stuffed animal.. same goes to you.. all you people care about is points do you not see how pointless that is.. no pun ... do you even read profiles do you want to get to know people. ugghhh i could go on but talk about the decline of the western civilization .

Left Hurt, Confused, And Alone
I never really considered a long distance relationship, Iam not talking a couple hours, Iam talking Iam in Western Canada, and he is in Virginia. Didn't think it would be even remotely possible to allow myself to get close to someone so far away. We talk every day, but last night we ended up having a huge argument, but I'll spare the details for not only his sake, but for my own. Anyways, he says that the moment he thinks the girl is leaving, he puts up this defence barrier. He was a completely different person when he did that.. Thing after thing he would say would hurt me really bad. I really care about this guy.. But he just gives me the cold shoulder, can't show any sign of remorse, or caring. The thing is, he is going through a divorce right now. I shouldn't have even gotten close to him. He keeps telling me to wait, and not go to anyone else, but how can I do that, wait for him, when he throws the divorce in my face? I can't feel for you because Iam still technically married. Las

Leaving Fubar
So anyone who wants to take the time to read this so be it. I basically came here to see after gaining some much needed perspective of my life though many sleepless nights, and much prayer I have come to the decision to deactivate my fubar account in the next week. I feel this place isn't really what I need in my life. It hasn't brought me any life long friendships, it has mostly brought me hurt and confusion, and a lot of people who are looking for much more than a friendship. I originally came on here because, and I will be truthful my soon to be ex was on here and I had a feeling he was up to no good and to be honest I still feel that way. I was here to see what he was up too. He seemed to want to be here more than with the family so I was trying to see what was so great about this place. I tried to fit in but in all honesty this isn't a community I want to be in. My kids don't need to see me on this kind of site, they don't need to come across it when they are playing on th

A Man Wonder Why Females Can't Trust Them
a man wonder why females can't trust them they come into our lives telling us what we want to hear it sound so good that we believe them our guard be down that we believe anything they tell us until we find out that they lying to us they dont't realize they messing up for the next person that come into the female life a man wonder why females can't trust them a man lie to us just to get what they want from us a man lying to us when they say they don't lie don't realize that they just lied a man lieto us when they are guilty about something i came to a point i can't believe anything they tell me a man wonder why females can't trust them

Desire
*The Heat Of My Desire* In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all p

Me Newest Animated Rainbow Effect
so here it is as new piece of work I just did for my friend angel as another piece of work:) as I added the background and animated a rainbow effect as photos and my works of animating and photoshopping are my passion and what am good at and Loves to do :) I hope yous are having a good day

I Need To Be Honest With Myself
i need to be honest with myself how in the hell can i be in a relationship with someone i cant trust anyone how can i be in a relationship knowing i expsect to much how can i be a relationship knowing when we talk and i see him i know what they want i need to be honest with myself i think deep down i rather be alone i think deep down as long i have trust issue know one would want to be around me so i need to be honest with myself

Crazy Beautiful
Crazy in Love with you A love so beautiful in the night Holding me tight I breath what you exhaul exposed for your love i need no covers to warm me for your warmth is all I feel I wake at 3am to the sound of your heart calling my name Your love for me so real so true Crazy in Love with you

Ritual Viii
Ritual VIII A∴A∴ Publication in Class D. 000. The light is come to the darkness, and the darkness is made light. Then is light married with light, and the child of their love is that other darkness, wherein they abide that have lost name and form. Therefore did I kindle him that had not understanding, and in the Book of the Law did I write the secrets of truth that are like unto a star and a snake and a sword. 00. And unto him that understandeth at last do I deliver the secrets of truth in such wise that the least of the little children of the light may run to the knees of the mother and be brought to understand. 0. And thus shall he do who will attain unto the mystery of the knowledge and conversation of his Holy Guardian Angel: 1. First, let him prepare a chamber, of which the walls and the roof shall be white, and the floor shall be covered with a carpet of black squares and white, and the border thereof shall be blue and gold. 2. And if it be in a town, the r

Have To Hear Slick Idiot Now Well Fucking Here You Go Right Heir
i so dont give a fuck, it is 4:28 A.M. and i just stood up at my desk and pissed out the window through the screen in front of some ninety year old woman walking her dog, who walks the dog at four am?

Why
why does my heart feel so broken

Shattered
I've always loved you the very first time i saw you i just cant let it show I was so afraid to let you know I just thought i was worth the wait now its just too late you grew tired of the misery why are you in a hurry?!! i hate myself for hoping that you would pursue even though i know your happy with somebody new you just don't know how much it hurts me knowing that your heart is loving somebody Don't really know how to deal with this would it help if i end it with a kiss? I know i have to stop i just don't know where to start...

Why Does Life Suck So Fuckin Bad?
no matter how many good things happen in my life, the bad seems to always out-weighs the good. no matter how much i struggle and bust my ass to make it in this world, i always seem to fuck it up somehow, or my best isnt good enough, or i dont know the right people. im getting so tired. some days it doesnt seem worth it to get up out of bed and grind through the day. but yet everyday i wake up get my game attitude going and push myself through the day, and the only reason i do is beacause when i look into the eyes of my kids and think to myself that its up to me if they wind up in the same position i am. and ill be DAMNED if i let that happen! because of them, every drop of sweat and blood i shed is only a trivial thing. ANGELINA, KOOPER, and JADA I LOVE YOU im sorry i couldnt be a better father

Answering Machine Messages
Actual answering machine messages recorded and verified by the World famous International Institute of Answering Machine Answers: 1.) My wife and I can't come to the phone right now, but if you'll leave your name and number, we'll get back to you as soon as we're finished washing dishes. 2.) A is for academics, B is for beer. One of those reasons is why we're not here. So leave a message. 3.) Hi, this is John: If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money. 4.) Hi. Now you say something. 5.) Hi, I'm not home right now but my answering machine is, so you can talk to it instead. Wait for the beep. 6.) Hello. I am David's answering machine. What are you? 7.) Hello! If you leave a message, I"ll call you soon. If you leave a sexy message, I'll

Southern Speak: A Tutorial
what does southern speak mean figured for all u northeners who dont have a clue as to what ur southern buds r saying -- id give yall a few pointers................. Southern Saying: Like a chicken with your head cut off Translation: Confusion Usage: That boy was running around like a chicken with his head cut off! Southern Saying: Butter my biscuit Translation: Isn't that something! Usage: Well butter my biscuit! Southern Saying: Speckled pup in a red wagon Translation: Reference to being cute or precious. Usage: That baby's cuter than a speckled pup in a red wagon. Southern Saying: Two goats in a pepper patch. Translation: That's some hot stuff. Usage: It's hotter out here than two goats in a pepper patch Southern Saying: Snowball's chance in hell. Translation: Not a very likely occurrence. Usage: You ain't got a snow ball's chance in hell of gittin' that girl. Southern Saying: Argue with a fence post. Translation: Stubborness Usage:

Totally Feel This
[V1] These warehouse wages kill the end's introduction Man, I shoulda' shchooled it up when I was younger, shoulda' stuck to plan Always had the dreams of bein' more self-assertive And my kid's a teenager now, he needs the health insurance So break my body, break-break my soul down Just another zombie walkin' blindly through ya ghost town Pull up to the bar to politic and tap the power Ain't nobody really all that jolly at your happy hour But I don't wanna go home yet So I'ma talk to my cigarette and that television set It doesn't matter what brand or station Anything to take away from the current situation No overtime pay, no holiday Months behind on everything but the lottery Winter 'round the corner, guaranteein' that my car dies Wifey havin' trouble tryna juggle both the part-times My cup ain't close to filled up We tryna build up so we could have enough And when I finally get the color, won't be nothin' else to paint on A friend of mine tried to kill himself to

Things I Like
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? intense passion and tons of foreplay What is something you have always wanted to try? there isn't much i haven't tried...the stuff not ventured into is stuff i'm not interested in What is something you have never done in bed before? female or multiple guys...don't plan on it either! What time of day do you like to have sex? all day if possible...shoot when the mood hits it is on! What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? him... How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? lol almost instantly so not long at all If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? not really...better if we together doing it tho Have you ever faked an orgasm? what girl hasn't but i have learned a nice trick so i never have too again What Part of your body are you self-conscious abou

Home Based Business
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The Cry Of The Native American
We were here first (i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni) Maybe the Cherokee cry But we wanted their land So they had to die How could their rights Have been explained? The bow and arrow - Against the gun ordained? We took their homes - (Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv) They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won They had to die - we had no choice Their punishment for owning - our land first The Indians had been the custodians of the land. (a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi) But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand And buffalo herds - very soon were damned Sustainability was more the Indians way a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv. But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea" We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B. After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs na-quu-no a-nv-da-di-s-do-di-quu i-ga di-g

Just Saying Goodbye
I'm writing this to you all to let you know that I am leaving FUBAR once and for all, this will be effective as of 10 am EST this morning, I'm only waiting til then to give my friends a chance to read this. To those of you who have really been there for me and been a great friend to me, I will miss you all dearly and I love you all, hope we can chat again sometime in the future. With Love, Dark Prince

Is It Really Yours
Why are so many people being deleted and along with that so many on a friends lists or family? do some abuse their powers that may be and try to run other peoples lives? Being new i have to ask because if i dont i shant ever learn

Before It's Too Late (do I Have To Say It? Yeah, I Wrote This Too.)
Just last night I was telling a friend the story of how, on a bet, I dressed up in a foam rubber giant dick costume, sauntered into a local notoriously rough lesbian bar where NONE of the patrons looked like the girls on The L Word, and ordered a beer at the bar. At first these women, who by and large looked like truck drivers and lumberjacks, just stared. The bet with my pals was that I had to last 10 minutes to win a hundred bucks from each of the six of them. If I lost I only had to pay the rental on the costume. With the first three minutes uneventful and behind me I was already mentally spending the six hundred bucks on a case of my favorite wine (Pirramimma, a wonderful shiraz from McClaren Vale in Australia) and a 30 year old bottle of Glenlivet. That's a fairly good single malt scotch to the uninitiated. Sadly my cerebral purchases were, as it turned out, a bit premature. I was shaken from my reverie by the knowledge that the light had suddenly dimmed in my general area,

Parent/teacher Conference
Parent/Teacher Conference Well it was getting late and I had one more parent to see. Her son was a good kid, so this should not take long…or so I thought! I had not met her before, so was not expecting to see what came through the door. My cock jumped in my pants, she was gorgeous! I had to control my eyes and thoughts as she came near and introduced herself. Her first name was Gwen, that was all I could recall. She was tall with long legs, dark, brown hair and a body that radiated sex! Her silk shirt was unbuttoned down to the middle and when she moved, her black, sheer lace bra showed. Her nipples were hard and they poked out at me, teasing me it seemed. I could feel my cock growing in my pants as I introduced myself and we sat down in the child sized seats. She wore a short skirt with a long slit and when she sat down and crossed her legs, she revealed her black lace thong. I barely remember talking, trying to discuss her son. Her foot was pressed against my leg and it seemed she

The 2009 Ncaa Men's National Championship Tournament-part Ii
To recap, I correctly picked 25 of the first 33 games in Round 1 plus the Play-In Game. That is a 76%. In Round 2, I correctly picked 12 of 16 games. (75% for the round and 76% overall.) In Round 3, I correctly picked 4 of 8 games. (50% for the Sweet 16 and 72% overall.) In Round 4, I correctly picked 2 of 4 games. (50% for the Elite Eight and 70% overall.) My Final Four are/were UNC, Duke (now out), UConn and Louisville (now out). The true Final Four are UNC, UConn, Michigan State and Villanova. I am still picking UNC to win it all.

Morph 3
MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Vintage pics

Foot Tattoos
Usually, fall and winter are the best seasons to get tattooed. But there is one area of the body that is actually best to ink in the springtime, and that is the feet. Foot tattoos are somewhat difficult to heal to start with – your feet are the most likely parts of your body to lack proper blood circulation, retain water, and experience stress and fatigue on a daily basis due to normal activity. Wearing socks and shoes add heat, sweat, and friction into the equation, making an already delicate situation even more volatile. When you get your foot or feet tattooed, it’s important to create the best possible circumstances for successful healing. Drinking plenty of water every day will help to avoid water retention. Being active on a regular basis will keep your circulation strong. Eating well and taking vitamins will enhance your immune system and your body’s ability to heal itself. And last but not least, keeping your feet bare or wearing the least amount of footwear possible – suc

Writing Is An Obsession
Personal Statement Writing is an obsession for me. It is what drives me to awaken earlier than most just to feel the faint vibrations of a world silent with sleep. It gives me time with my thoughts without the shuffle and noise of a world in full motion. To live on the " Outside of the Box" , so to speak, affords me the luxury of perspectives that those on the inside are too bound by society to see clearly either by default or by choice. On the outside I do not have to confirm to any ideas that do not hold truth within and throughout its purpose. Being of a deeply spiritual nature, my perspectives are unique even by Christian society's standards. Hence, I have outgrown their world. However, my nature has given me the passion, drive, inititive and ambition to follow my dreams one step at a time. Now that the worldly obligations of business, home and hearth, friend and family are at an end, it is time to obtain that which I have longed for my lifes long journey......Become

Check Us Out
imikimi - Customize Your World! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/the_dark_city (repost of original by '¢¾Jenny¢¾ Head Greeter@Chevy's Ridaz's*Dark City Radio*' on '2009-03-29 20:59:58') (repost of original by 'DJ-CHEVYMAN69-OWNER OF CHEVY'S RIDAZ'S RADIO- & ASST DJ @ REDNECK HEAVEN' on '2009-03-30 00:07:34')

At Times
at times i feel so closed in at times i feel so empty at times i feel like im lost at times i dont feel at all my heart is fragile my heart does break my heart is open to real love my heart is closed to being hurt my feeling are mine my feeling are true my feeling may change my feeling are my feeling my heart can be mended over time my heart will mend my heart will find true love my heart wlll open if loved i understand my feelings i understand my heart i hope in time you shall understand these things of mine for if you do they shall be yours yet if you break my heart yet if you hurt my feelings i shall mend i shall feel again i shall leave i shall disappear

How To Speak Some Southern ... Enjoy
How To Speak Southern Addled: Confused, disoriented, as in the case of Northern sociologists who try to make sense out of the South, "What's wrong with that Yankee? He acts right addled." Afar: In a state of combustion. "Call the far department. That house is afar." Ahr: What we breathe, also a unit of time made up of 60 minutes. "They should've been here about an ahr ago." Ar: Possessive pronoun. "That's AR dawg, not yours." Ary: Not any. "He hadn't got ary cent." Awfullest: The worst. "That's the awfullest lie you evr told me in your life." Bad-mouth: To disparage or derogate. "All these candidates have bad-mouthed each other so much I've about decided not to vote for any of 'em." Baws: Your employer. "The baws may not always be right, but he's always the baws." Best: Another baffling Southernism that is usually couched in the negative. "You best not speak to Bob about his car. He just had to spend $300 on it." Braht: Dazzing. "Venus i

Pissed Off
For those of you who know me really know me and those of you who don't you should be aware that the only thing I really take seriously is my education. Nothing comes in the way of me learning and improving myself through education. One of my classmates was supposed to email me a paper on tuesday and I was suppose to read it make notes and lead a discussion on her paper. I don't know how we are being graded on this assignment but as with all my education I have been planning on being very serious and doing my job to the fullest. But its exactly 1 hour and 40 minutes before class and still no paper. Now I wouldn't be so upset but this is the seminar class that I need to pass to graduate and I want to keep my gpa above a 3.5. Errr I hate people messing up my schooling.

Something's Wrong With The World
You know there is something wrong with the world when 14 yr old girls have the online name 'X rated'.

What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd n

History Of The Easter Bunny: Who Is He
History of the EASTER BUNNY: Who is he? The idea of the Easter Bunny comes from early pagan (these are worldly or secular, no religious association with any particular one deity like Christianity has) traditions. The Easter traditions of the Easter Bunny and Easter Eggs do not have any real ties to the Christian celebration of Easter but rather these Easter traditions, that are practiced today, are evolved from pagan symbols. The timing of the Christian celebration of Easter (to Christians this word represents the time frame and the events revolving around Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection) is around the time of the vernal equinox, which is linked historically with a pagan celebration that coincides with the arrival of spring. This pagan celebration also symbolizes the arrival of light and the awakening of the life around us, the idea of spring bringing new life, etc. Even the name “Easter” itself has its basis in pagan traditions. The name is spawned from the Sa

Fire Fighting
Well, after a very long and careful considered thought, I have made a decision to become a Fire Fighter preferably with Nashua Fire Rescue.  I have alot of training and testing to go through before it becomes a reality, but with dedication and support from those around me, I know I can make it a reality.  If things go the way I want them to, I am hoping to be on the Department by end of 2010.  I am hoping to go through the NH Fire Academy in the summer of 2010 and EMT classes shortly there-after.  Fighting fires has been a pasison of mine for as long as I can remember.  I know certain family members of mine want me to follow in their foot-steps, but I want to get on the fire department on my own.  I want ot be able to sit down in the afternoon after the daily chores are complete and look at myself and know that it was me that got me to where I am, not anyone else.  I am pursuing a career as a fire fighter because it is something I want, and only doing it for myself and no one else.  I

Cold And Heartless
OK, so for a long time and for a variety of reasons I've felt like I'm different, like I don't fit in. One of those reasons is the emotional connection (or more accurately, the lack of an emotional connection) I feel towards others.  And it goes for everyone - my "close" friends, casual acquaintances (coworkers and the like) and family.  People just don't matter much to me.  Here's an example...I live in a relatively small city, about 100,000 people total in the 5 or 6 towns that make up the greater Binghamton area.  Cost of living is low, violence is low, blah blah blah.  Yesterday there was a shooting - someone opened fire in an office building and killed 13 people. Why it happened is irrelevant to all this so I'm not going to get into it. It was on every station all day long even though they had no information, knew nothing until last night.  Even CNN carried the story nationally before they knew how many were dead.  Is 13 dead in a podunk of a town really warrant national covera

Expectations Game Part 2...
I recently had to have an MRI on my brain as many of you are aware.  It came out fine with the exeception that the doctor was puzzled because my brain was so small.  This does not depress me at all because it means the rest of my body parts are much larger than they should be.  Thank God!!!  I have come to believe that men in particular should have a mandatory brainscan before entering into the online world of social interaction and perhaps some natural selection process, much like evolution to keep idiots like me off here.  It is important that one come into this cyber world with reasonable expectations and I have tried.  I really have!!!  Then a pic flashes in front of my face of some glorious cleavage and all that good sense immediatly departs for parts unknown.   Now in the cyber world there are a few basic facts.  First, men outnumber women about 26 million to one. This means your odds for actually meeting  those lovely breasts you were just drooling over are fairly small.  Basi

Bomb/autos
let me know who has autos on..   i have a bomb i am going to use during Monicas birthday happy hour...   its at 3pm futime... ok...   love on my family who has autos also..   Monica the great   Tommy   Lifes a beach   Idaho

It's Time!
Let's party at www.live365.com/stations/blastcastermf  It's a blasts and a half!!! 

Poem
I think of you often and my feelings are real. I don't want to be just another friend, for the thought of you in my life seems so surreal. I wonder if you think of me like I think of you, Can you feel me when my heart swells with delight when I think of you in the morning and on into the night. Can you feel me when in my dreams I am holding you so tight. Our eyes held in a gaze and everything just seems so right. Can you feel me when I say those words from my heart that are soulfully true. Can you feel me when my thoughts run with passion, and are only of you......... Can you feel me????? Can you feel me???

Again
i gave you my heart and asked you not to break it i gave you a part of me that is not freely given i let you in to my heart i let you in to my life   but wat do i get pain sorrow a feeling of being shoved away i feeling that im not worth a dam thing   so now i have abroken heart yet again i feelingof being unwanted so sumone take my heart and burry it away from me i keep breaken it i keep hurting it im tired of it..    

American Heart Walk~donations Needed
    Danielle aka Evil Angel is walking to help fight Heart Disease on Saturday, April 25 and needs your help! The economy these days sucks, I know that, you know that, but even a few dollars can make a difference. Any Fubar member that makes a donation will recieve a custom made salute from Evil Angel, 100 picture rates, a gift, and she will get you Sh*tface if you are not already. This means a great deal to her as she lost two grandparents and other family members to heart disease and stroke. She has been walking in the American Heart Walk for 10 years now and now has her daughter tagging along to help! To donate just click the link below. Remember even a dollar or two can help! Click Here to Donate If you do donate please send Evil Angel a quick shout or PM to let her know so she can get the salute and rates to you. Here link is below. Èvî∫ Àñgë∫™ *ℜating ℜevolution Çrew ⌊eader* {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Is It Possible
Is it possible to find one in this world To share, to hold, in love grow old Is it possible to find one in this world To sing, to cry, in arms to hold?   Is it possible to find one in this world Who knows your heart and soul Is it possible to find one in this world Who completes your spirit makes you whole?   Is it possible to find one in this world To fall as deep and long and far

Profiles
how many people actually look at thier profile after they create it? i mean white letters on white background etc. dont get it!

Little Girl Gone
Little girl gone is what they say. A young life taken, taken away. With no one to help her, she was all alone. Now she's gone, gone away to a better home. Now God can protect her from evils sin. And may her soul be free, free to feel the wind. May her memory be a lesson. A price that no one should have to pay to learn. But a lesson that life is priceless, And no one should have to yearn. It's hard to say but a life so young was taken away. She was taken from us, but evil will not win. And justice will be served for this awful sin. Know that we can be angry, and we can be sad. But also know the best thing to do is remember what we had. A little girl who's smile blew you away. A little girl who loved to play Remember all the things she liked to do. Remember all the dreams she wished one day would come true. So let her story be a story we all tell. Cause every one needs to know, About the little girl who went through hell.

Stained
My heart bleeds. My soul is stained. Shattered into pieces becaous of this game. A game they call love. where no one is safe. It could rip you apart without shame. it carries no fame only a name. And always ends up, ends up the same Whit someone's heart bleeding, Their soul stainded. Shattered into pieces becaus of this game. Plz rate and comment thank you

To All My Fellow Missourians
For those of you that are not from the state enjoy the jokes. For those of you that are from my neck of the woods....*sigh* you know its ALL true!!!!! LMAO You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent.You failed world geography in school because you thought Cuba, Florida, Versailles, California, Nevada, Houston, Cabool, Louisiana, Springfield, and Mexico were cities in Missouri.The phrase, "I'm going to the Lake this weekend," can mean only one thing. Little smokies are something you serve on special occasions. You know in your heart that Mizzou can beat Nebraska in football. You think Jesse James is a hero.You think I-44 is spelled "foarty-foar.”You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.You know all 4 seasons: Almost Summer, Summer, Still Summer, and ConstructionYou can't think of anything better than sitting on the porch in the middle of the summer during a thunderstorm. You'll pay for your kids to go to college unless they want to go to KU. You kno

Part 3
Ginna: As I continue the story, I'm enjoying imagining the look on your face as you follow these surprising events! The conversation was conducted by candlelight. The room had an old-fashioned hurricane lantern, and as soon as Toni had gently knocked and I had let her in, she had lit it. She wanted the lights out since her father sometimes took a swing around the halls late at night, and the room had an old-fashioned frosted glass transom over the door. For the same reason, our conversation was almost whispered. From outside, we could hear the fading sounds of party-goers drinking in the streets, and the mournful farewell of a distant ship's horn... sounds that told me I was not in the Midwest anymore. It was beautiful, the way that our thoughts swirled back and forth, even as our bodies prepared for each other. When the inevitable moment came, when words failed us, that is, we rose and undressed each other without false modesty.Ginna, this determined woman looked like she was made for

Fakes, Drama, Bs And Headcases...
Why is it that the people who SAY they don't want these things are the first to pull that crap on someone else? I will be deleting this profile by the end of the weekend. I am just done. Done with the Fakes, the BS and the drama! I am done giving people who don't even know me the opportunity to make me feel bad. It's your loss, if you only knew what you were passing up! Karma is a bitch..

Slipknot - Snuff
                                          Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again? So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you? My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart? when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint? My own was banished long ago / It took the Death o

Public Service Announcement....
Last night I had happen something most guys dream of here on Fubar.  I had one of the hottest looking babes on this site shout me and ask if I would like to webcam with her. She sais she was horny and had to have me now.   Since she clearly did not read my profile, something I find is the usual here rather than the exception, I knew she must be either really horny, doing a random act of kindness, or a scammer. Now if I am really horny I usually do not come on here and ask some random woman to webcam.  I know you ladies have a different experience but that is just me.  Call it a weakness.  Random acts of kindness involve sending encouraging words and thoughts that I actually think about and make unique for the person receiving them.  So I concluded she must be a scammer.  But in the interest of scientific research I decided to play along.  I have a spirit of adventure and always ready to learn new things about people.  I am also a sucker for a gorgeous lady with huge breasts. Or not so

Twisted Snow Angel Part1
"I have an idea," she said in a tone of voice only he would recognize, took her head off his strong chest and looked up at him. "Oh, yeah?" He replied and smiled a big smile, waiting for her idea, certain it would intrigue him. "Oh, yeah," she said in a low sexy voice as she stuck her tongue deep in his mouth and ran her hand across his inner thigh, stopping just short of his manhood. "What do you have in mind?" He said trying to keep his cock from moving to her hand and trying to remain in control as his tongue played tag with hers. "I want you to tie me up out there," she said as she pointed, sheepishly; out the window to her snow covered back 40. The snow piled up high outside her TV room windows as far as you could see, no houses, no roads, just a whole lot of snow. 'The Frozen Tundra" she always joked. "I want you to make me snow bound," she said as she thrust her tongue deeper in his face. His cock about jumped out of his pants at that as her taste buds rolled over his. "She

What Are Real Friends??/
True Friends are like diamonds, precious and rare..... False Friends are like autumn leaves found everywhere....

Rehab
    Music Video:     Bartender Song (Sittin At A Bar) by (Rehab) http://www.youtube.com/v/s-_Cstkk6Jc&hl=en&fs=1&autoplay=1&autostart=1">                  Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Writing A Book Or Writing A Fantasy
I am currently working on a short story, long story, novel, I don't really know yet. But lets say I am currently working on characters and starting a story I am sure to be quite proud of.   Yes it has to do with vampires and yes the little indian girl who meets him is half-white. Its gonna be a good book.

Only A Vampire Can Love You Forever
His body is hard as stoneAnd his touch is cold as ice.His voice is smooth as velvet.His thirst is his only vice.Vampires don't exist.That's what I've been told.But Edward never changes.He never will grow old.His family is kindthough unconventional at best.They consider me one of themthough I am not one yet.I deem myself unfitfor the love that he bestows.I still have no ideawhy it was me, he chose.His immortal kiss is coming.Better late than never.But I know this fact is true,only a vampire can love you forever.

Just Been Thinking About Somethings So Here It Is
just wanted to let you all know that ppl suck!!!! and im finished with trusting anyone or trying to give my heart to anyone its not going to happen anymore and no i dont want any comments on this cus this is how i feel and i really could care less about comments or rates i was here for friends but now im thinking its time to end this site for good cus this site isnt worth it .. i finally got my life the way i want it and i dont spend as much time on here or on the computer even so yay me !!!

Well, There's A Well Sought Out Plan.
Let's take a dumbshit, make a fubar profile without a picture, follow a link from another webpage, and be added without knowing it to the links friends list, therefore getting the one person in the world that's not too excited about you, pissed off, cause their friend is "pissed off" at them for not knowing who I am. Great. Oops, I did it again. Man i just wanted to check this site out, didn't know it would stir up a cauldron of issues and irritated people, jeezus. I think I apologized too much though, but it was an honest mistake really. Meh, oh well.

My Pic
I want to change my pic more often but I don't know which pic to change it too....please leave me a message and let me know which one you think I should change it too.  The most popular one will be my default for that month...Thank you and love to all.

Lost
I sit here lost wondering where I should go... I feel like ive lost something but I am not really sure what it is. Is it my heart? Is it my soul? is it my dream? I really do not know. I love a man with all that I am but I feel like he is slipping away and i cant stop that. I am losing a friend slowly inside... like water through a sieve  I am overwhelmed with everything around me..work..home. I just want to smile with the 2 men that mean the world to me. Maybe thats what Im losing. All I can do is smile and hold onto the love I have and hope that it wants to stay with me. If not... There is nothing i can do about it.

Words On The Screen
You never know what you have until its gone.Life shall pass you by, and never once will you think of me.Not once will you remember our loveNot ONCE will you long to have me again.For me life will STOPAnd ALWAYS i will think of you.ALWAYS i will remember our love,and i will always wish i had you again.Love has Failed me once again.the agonizing pain won't stopit will not be numbed again.Im so close to losing my life, my lovemy everything.you.when you are gone i won't carry oni will watch life go on as if it were paint drying,and every night i will cry in suffering.you will always have my heartwhether you want it or nottake good care of it please.if you don't i will understand.it is only a lonely little heart,so small and fragile,so battered and ugly.What use is it to you?Love has Failed. ONCE AGAIN.unless you prove me wrong,and prove your love true.show your heart and give it to me to keep.trust me.love me.for ONCE, cry to me.i love youI'm sorry.If you wish me to leave i will go,i hope

Slipknot - Fuck It All
Fuck You All!Running out of ways to runI can't see, I can't beOver and over and under my skinAll this attention is doing me in!Fuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everything that you stand for!Don't belong!Don't exist!Don't give a shit!Don't ever judge me!Picking through the parts exposedTaking shape, taking shagOver and over and under my skinAll this momentum is doing me in!Fuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everything that you stand for!Don't belong!Don't exist!Don't give a shit!Don't ever judge me!And don't you fucking judge me!You got all my love, livin' in your own hateDrippin' hole man, hard step, no fateShow you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' backEvery damn word I say is a sneak attackWhen I get my hands on youAin't a fucking thing you can doGet this cuz you're never gonna get meI am the very disease you pretend to beI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveFuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everyt

Mudvayne - Determined
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm tired of holdin' up the weight, the weight of the motherfuckin' world. What I wanted to do, but just can't wait DO RIGHT NOW !!! We could start a little fire just to get in the flame The type that'll blow away. I'm speakin' of my 15 minutes of fame Come on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm flushing the trust of everyone, stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me. Set my sight can't die until I'm done MIND ENDURANCE !!! Never wanted any more than what I deserve, better bring it I'm takin' it all. Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile, It's on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH This fire, i

In My Mind
Why is it when I dream of you its always your touch that stands out the most? Its not the overly sexual one, but it's the most affectionate sensation ive ever felt. It has meaning and reassurance. It is safety and warmth. I could dream of rain covering me but its your hand in mine that I feel the most. Why is it when I think of you its your smile that I see? It guides the rest of the thoughts I have. I can think sad thoughts and I see those expressive lips showing me it will be ok. I can think of happy thoughts and see that smile and I know I have a friend. I can think of something to surprise you  and your lips form a circle that your hand quickly covers. Why is it when I breathe I can see your face in the trails of my exhale? Sad, happy, loved, I can see every change in every muscle in your expressions. I see the warmth of the curves in your hair with your head pressed to my chest. And yet with every inhale, every nightmare, and every moment I lack an idea, it is always the worst.

Part Three~
My mom worked the swing shift, so I could usually get away with driving the girls right into the garage in the evening. I wasn't taking her to my house this time, though. After getting the high sign from Greg, I checked to make sure that the coast was clear and took her inside his folks place. We had a two-hour window before they were due home. I led Jill up the stairs to Greg's bedroom, as nervous as if this was my first time. The thought of getting naked with a girl while someone else was watching was nerve wracking. I carefully guided our blindfolded conquest-to-be down the hall and into his bedroom. I noted that Greg had actually taken the time to clean the place up for once. Greg was standing in the corner, doing his best to remain silent, per my instructions. "Okay Jill, I'm going to take your clothes off now," I told her. Boy, was I smooth back then! "Oh, I feel so naughty," she giggled, actually blushing under her blindfold. I turned her to face Greg and slowly pulled her bagg

Part Four~
"I was only calling you to let you know that he'd been here. There's nothing to his wild little story that I need to know about, is there?" I thought furiously. I may be painfully awkward face-to-face, but I'm quite good over the phone. "Only that his girlfriend dumped him for me. I guess he just doesn't want to believe that she'd leave him of her own will. Of course she dumped me right away and went on to the next guy," I lamented. "I remember going through that kind of thing back when I was your age," he said with another laugh. "Well, I sent him packing. I don't think I'm going to bother with a report on this one," he said. "I really appreciate that, sir," I told him. "Greg's going through a pretty rough time emotionally right now and the last thing he needs is legal trouble. I'll see if I can talk some sense into him." "You do that, Son. Thanks for being so cooperative," he said and hung up. Jeez, Greg must have been pretty angry with me. That was it; my talent was now strictly for

Fancy Text Gen
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Metalic Taste
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery?  Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her and her ha

Shadows Of A Wolf
Wolf of power, pleasure and lust, prowls the night with games afoot. Never bowing to  lesser or equal of her kind. Embracing the nights air as freedom races within her mind. Shadows of past, shadows of future all welcome needed to analyze her wonderful nature. Fur soft and mixed, fangs pronounced when she smiles.... It is her eyes that weapons in the darkest of hours, look away you may but look within them you shall do once more. The nature of a wolf is to leave free will and seduce the soul for if she meerly brushes but your skin with her touch she can see into your soul.... SilverMoonWolf (Izabia) 4-19-09

Im Backkkkkkkkkkk
and ready to rockkkkkk!!! let's see if the fu can handle me!

Are You In Search Of The Big "o"?
Is there a patented formula for orgasm? Many men and women think, if I can just master the right technique, it'll happen. But the truth is, you can't force it. The recipe for an orgasm is one part setting the stage for physical fireworks, and one part allowing it to happen. While the right touch certainly helps, the female orgasm is as much â€" if not more â€" about the mind as it is about the body. So ask yourself: Are you giving the big "O" the attention it deserves? An orgasm happens when you are fully present in the moment, when your mind is focused on the details of what's happening right now. You're not running through a mental list of to-dos, you're not wondering how you look, and you're not concerned about what your partner is thinking. You're focused solely on the experience, the physical sensations, and your connection to your partner. If you let go of the rest, it's far more likely you'll get what you want. The next time you're in search of an orgasm, try to block out ev

5 Secrets To Sexually Satisfied Women
1. She Wants MoreAlthough our survey shows that satisfied women have sex several times a week, two out of five are still left craving more. "Women have a broad definition of sex, so this doesn't necessarily mean they want more intercourse," says Scott Haltzman, M.D., author of The Secrets of Happily Married Men. "A woman might just want to feel more sexual in general, so let her know you're thinking about her throughout the day, and tinge it with sexuality." One way is to text her about dinner plans and ask her to wear her hot red blouse.Listen in: "He's afraid of seeming too eager, but I have just as large a sex drive as he does." ��"Marissa, 192. She Knows She's HotSatisfied women don't suffer from low self-esteem��"four in five think their partners find them extremely sexy. Want a confident girlfriend? Never criticize other women's bodies. "She'll worry about how you feel about hers," says Debby Herbenick, Ph.D., sexual-health educator at Indiana Universi

Masturbation..healthy For A Relationship?
Claire headed off to work one morning just as she always did, leaving30 minutes before her husband, Mark. No sooner did she pull out of thedriveway than she realized she'd left her favorite lipstick on thebathroom sink. When she ran into the house to grab it and go, sheaccidentally saw Mark in the shower -- masturbating. She had alwaysassumed that he pleasured himself, but she'd never actually seen it.Claire's feelings were all over the map that morning: Should I pretendI saw nothing? What should I do? Is it normal?Masturbation was once vilified as a perversion. All sorts of efforts,ranging from extreme guilt to diabolic contraptions, were made todiscourage both single and partnered people from doing it. Yetsexologist Alfred Kinsey's groundbreaking data, first reported in the1950s, had plenty to say about the subject, including that women whomasturbated before becoming sexual in a marriage had a much betterlikelihood of achieving orgasms during sexual contact with their husbands.Still,

Walk For Babies
I am doing a charity walk again this year and need pleges of all denominations. This is the walk for babies. Check out the website. http://www.firstgiving.com/bethanyruffin1 and please give if you can. It is all tax deductible. Thank you

"songs Or Suicide"
Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes I heal my wounds with grief And dream of you And weep myself alive

"venus (in Our Blood)"
Her Heaven's a lie to those who threw away the key Her God is alive and well when the higher believes And you can't damn the river of her dreams Or understand the divine words she speaks Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon kissed the sun and now we hold her in our blood Her savior was never on a cross pierced with nails Thirty pieces of silver never retraced her mistake She'll always be free from the arms of your sins That made you weak as your world started crumbling Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon kissed the sun and now we hold her in our blood (She's in our blood) Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day The Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon

"the 9th Circle (ost)"
Is it so hard to believe the hearts are made to be broken Can't you see that the beauty of love lies in constant times Don't you want our hearts to be torn wide open Won't you feel the heaven in our endless cry Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Ever amazed how bright are the flames we are burning in Ever smiled of the tragedies we have locked deep inside Aren't you obsessed by our hand was on the verge of beginning Won't you cherish your fear of life that keeps us alive Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Let me just to be closer Won't you let me be closer Just to let us be closer oh, my Baby oh You gotta let it closer Baby, let me closer Won't you let it

Brief History About Piranah
Piranah is a veteran band from Nashville, TN, that was founded in 1993 by guitarist Matt Seckinger. Soon after, Darren Andrews became the lead vocalist for the band and has remained the band’s front man ever since. After having many lineup changes over the years, drummer Chris Higgins and bassist Thorin Milliken completed this revitalized version of the band in late 2006.Piranah writes great metal songs that fall into no particular metal genre, but incorporate all of them. Piranah is unclassifiable and have a sound that is completely their own. With expert songwriting in hand and a solid line up established, they will continue to make all the noise possible as they forge ahead in the years to come.Setting out to make a career of writing good songs, delivering energetic live shows, and with their national and international street teams behind them, Piranah has been broadcast in 41 countries to date. With three albums already to their credit, and their fourth release, "Orchestrated

My Cold Heart
MY COLD HEART!!! MY COLD HEART IS STRONG BUT TRUE. IT HOLDS ME HIGH WHEN YOU TRY TO KNOCK ME DOWN.. IT WILL PICK ME UP AND KICK MY ASS TO GIVE ME A START. MY COLD HEART IS THE BEST THING MY FAMILY COULD HAVE EVER GIVEN ME CAUSE IT WILL TAKE ME WHERE I NEED TO GO. NO MATTER WHAT.. SHOULD I CARE IF I HURT YOU? SHOULD I CARE IF YOU CRY? MAYBE BUT I DON'T! EVERY TEAR YOU CRY IS JUST A LAUGH COMING FROM ME....I WILL HURT YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET AND EVERY MOVE YOU MAKE WILL BE JUMPED..TO SHOW YOU I KNOW YOUR LITTLE GAME YOUR TRYING TO PLAY BUT I HAVE YOU BEAT MORE WAYS THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW... MY COLD HEART WILL SHOW ME THE WAY.. TO FREEZE YOUR SOUL AND YOUR MAN HOOD IN ITS WAKE...MY COLD HEART WILL MAKE YOU SHAKE EVRY TIME YOU HEAR MY NAME. YOU WILL BE LOOKING OVER YOUR SHOULDER TO SEE IF I AM THERE.. FEAR ME BECAUSE I WILL STOP YOUR GAME... I WILL HURT YOU...                                              YOU WILL FEAR ME WHEN I AM DONE...                                                   

Anger
i dont know wat blogs r sposed to be bouut so ima jus say i cant stand the way people act in the damn grocery store always rushin around actin like there better than the guy greatin them at the front that shit pissss me off thank u for readin

Will You Stay, Or Will You Go?
Ok, it's getting to be the time when i am tired of all the one-way friendships in here. I do my best with the time that i have, to try to stop by the pages of all my friends and at least rate their pages. And when i can, i go in and rate as many pics as i can.      I guess my point is this: everyone wants to be Fanned/Added/Rated which is great. BUT, people should at least have the courtesy to return the love to those of us who take the time to show it.     Soooooo, I am going to start cleaning out my friends list. If you truely are a friend and want to stay, let me know. If I don't have a reply by the end of the week, i will start by deleting those of you who I have not heard from.

Woman Guide
Don' t close it. Read till the end.This is reeeeealy helpful for guys :)When she walks away from you mad= [Follow her]When she stares at your lips= [Kiss her]When she pushes you or hit' s you= [ Grab her and don' t let go]When she starts cursing at you= [Kiss her and tell her you love her]When she' s quiet = [Ask her what' s wrong]When she ignores you= [Give her your attention]When she pulls away= [Pull her back]When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she' s beautiful]When you see her start crying= [Just hold her and don' t say a word]When you see her walking= [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]When she' s scared= [Protect her]When she lay' s her head on your shoulder= [Tilt her head up and kiss her]When she steals your favorite hat= [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]When she teases you= [Tease her back and make her laugh]When she doesn' t answer for a long time= [Reassure her that every thing is okay]When she looks at you with doubt = [ Back your self up with the T

This Is One Of My Stories
            The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student.  A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened.  So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms.             The room was clean, but in slight disarray.  Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut.  "There you are.  Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA.  Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter.  When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it.             The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears.  One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it.  In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares".  The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the d

The Why Of My Stories
Many of my stories are dealing with death and dying, and what some people do when faced with it.  I am not morbid (at least I think so), but it is hard to take the war out of my mind.  I am trying to turn my nightmares into stories to get them out of my mind one at a time.  Hope they don't turn people off.  If you have any comments, feel free to contact me.   Ben

What You Think
Every time I look into your eyes all my pain just seems to go away, every time you smile its so pure that it lights up the black in my heart, every time I think about being with you I never want to let you go, the sound of your heartbeat is pulsating to my heart, your face is an expression of a thousand words, but there’s only one word that I choose BEAUTIFUL, every time I hear your voice its like a memory in my thoughts it will NEVER be forgotten, I want us to be ONE

Sweet The Desire
Sitting on the bed, eyes looking like a bright lit up galaxy. I move towards you, saying something soft to your skin. The hair all flowing about on your head, so wavy and wind blown, like you have lived. Been a part of distraction destruction but have always gived. Your hands on my pants, rolling your fingers across my hips, digging them into the seams of my belt. Rapidly releasing me of these covered ideas of form. Sliding your index down causing the zipper to unform it's stately place of hold. The sound is unheard just the whither of your breathe getting closer to me, exposed. This thick long dragon of vice stands up, where you are so precise with it, in your mouth. This gliding pleasure from these cherry lips and this perfect tongue sliding around to feel for a sensitive rush of blood. Sending rivers of sweet juice around me, with your communicator. Pulling your long hair up as to view your mouth feasting on this pleasure that is given to me. Touching your back, feeling your breasts

Chily Out Today
shitty ass weather here. sure does suck outside. cloudy rainy just a nasty day all around. please rate me all rates returned. iff i forget let me know.

No Excuse Sunday
To make it possible for everyone to attend church next Sunday, we aregoing to have a special “No Excuse Sunday”. Cots will be placed in the foyer for those who say, “Sunday is my only day to sleep in.” There will be a special section with lounge chairs who feel that our pews are too hard. Eye drops will be available for those with tired eyes from watching T.V. late Saturday night. We will have steel helmets for those who say ” The roof would cave in if I ever came to church.” Blankets will be furnished for those who think the church is too cold and fans for those who say it is too hot. Score cards will be available for those who wish to list the hypocrites present. Relatives and friends will be in attendance for those who can’t go to church and cook dinner, too. We will distribute “Stamp Out Stewardship” buttons for those who feel that church is always asking for money. One section will be devoted to trees and grass for tho

Letter To Proctor And Gamble
AN OPEN LETTER TO Mr. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE.- - - -Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never gohorseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. Ican't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed

Obama Not Trustable
Alan Keyes: Government Will Stage Terror, Declare Martial Law   Former Presidential candidate gives most dire warning yet about Obama agenda   Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet.com Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Former presidential candidate Alan Keyes has given perhaps his most dire warning yet, saying that the Obama administration is preparing to stage terror attacks, declare martial law and cancel the 2012 elections, which is why they are demonizing their political enemies as criminals and terrorists. Keyes is best known for his performance during the 2000 Republican presidential debates, when he was accredited by many media outlets as being the clear winner during a series of debates with George W. Bush and John McCain. “It’s obvious that they will stop at nothing,” Keyes told attendees of a reception in Fort Wayne, adding, “We may wake up one day and there’s a series of terrorist attacks, the economy is paralysed….martial law will be declared e

Ho-hum
My VIP is up , guess that means I'm not special anymore :(

Victory From A Love So Grand
FULL OF THINGS THAT HOLD ME INFOR MY KNEES ARE BLACK AND RUN WITH THE MUCK ALL AROUNDTHE GROUND HAS CAVED FOR THEY ARE HEAVY UPON ITS CRUSTCASTING SHADOWS RUNNING ALONG THE GROUNDLIKE A DISCPILE THE FIGURE IS DEEP IN PRAYERHANDS OUT, EYES CLOSED, MIND FOCUSED UPON THE HEAVENSHIS SHIELD AND SWORD ARE CLOSE BYJUST A REACH AWAY FROM HIS FIERY GRIPUNLIKE HIS HELMET THAT LAYS FAR OUT OF REACHIT REST HALF IN AND HALF FAR AHEAD OF HIM IT LAY FACING FORWARD WITH ITS EYELESS SIGHTPEERING OFF INTO THE DISTANCE BEYOND IT NATURAL FLIGHT SYMBOLIC OF HOW THIS WORLD CAN SWALLOW UP TONS OF CROWNSA SYMBOL OF CHANGEWHEN MEN AND METAL WERE MADE ONEWHERE THEY WORE IT UPON THEIR BROWS TO SHOW HOW POWERFUL THEY WEREWHERE THEY RUSHEC INNOCENT MEN TO THEIR DEATH WHERE THEY SIT ON HORSES UNTOUCHABLE TO THOSE BELOWWHERE THE GROUND WAS RED AND FULL OF LIFE THAT WAS ONCETHEIR HANDS WERE CLEAR AND THEIR GRIP WAS WEAKERTHAN THE DAGGERS THEY THREW INTO THIS WORLDIN NEED OF A TRUE KING, ONE WITH UNTRACEABLE, UNSPEAKA

My Many Faces
I was hoping you wouldn’t careAs I padded on the colors, I was hoping you would love meAs I shouted your true nature out the windowI was hoping you wouldn’t slam that drink at meThat look in your eyes when I approach scares meAs your gaze shifts away towards the crowdMy eyes glare back asking as if how could you look awayDon’t you see me as I see you in this worldFor your clothes don’t make you who you areSo why would you stand and judge me based on a models handFor my skin is  like yoursMy eyes as white as yours and they reflect just as much lightBut you walk in a cloud of dust around meMy dark colors keep you a bay, when I just want you to love meMy fingers reach out, but you slam the door crushing themWhy do I love you, for you hate me, you hate my every beingFor I choose to be who I am and you choose to be who they want youTo be…

Oldsmoker
i am writtting to inform everyone that oldsmoker has passed away on april 16 so if your wondering why he is asking now you know

Robert Pattinson Scared To Love
Robert Pattinson scared to love Friday, 24 April 2009 Robert Pattinson fears he will "ruin" prospective girlfriend's lives. The 22-year-old star - who shot to fame after starring in 2008 vampire movie 'Twilight' - is too nervous to date in case the pressure of being seen with him becomes too much. Click here to see photos of Rob in Harry Potter > He said: "I'm always really worried about ruining their lives. Especially with people that aren't famous. It's such a massive change. I'm kind of a paranoid wreck." Robert also revealed he still hasn't got used to seeing his face in magazines. He explained to US TV show 'Entertainment Tonight': "It's getting photographed. You have people who analyse your facial expressions to the tiniest degree. So you're just trying to avoid getting photographed. You're like, 'Jesus, you can't win!' " Robert has previously admitted he finds his new sex symbol status confusing, revealing he was never a hit with women when he was growing up. He reveale

To Drunk To Remember
Ever so often the family gets together at some ones house and we have a cook out and let all the kids play, now this time it was at our house, so they brought the side dishes and anything else they wanted, we supplied the meat and beer, I have three taps built into the bar outsider, so I have lots of visitors.They got there early, so the festivities started when they got there, which meant the drinking did too.I fired up the grill, started the hamburgers, chicken, brats and hot dogs. We were all having a really good time, we threw the kids into the pool, splashed around with them and had family fun together, well at least until the oldest, Paul got a little to much beer under his belt, then he gets totally stupid, and loud.His fiancee tried to calm him down, she even took him into one of the bedroom and supposedly gave him a blow job to try to calm him, but to no avail.Eventually he passed out and the party went on, now the fiancee, Heather, she is about 5'3" cute little thing, it's fu

Reality
Greenhouse Effect As Earths lush green canopies fall.Concrete prairies and black tar rivers,liter the surface of a world;in the throws of revolution,fueled by the fires of industry.Enormous cathedrals of molten glass and metalcast shadows over the tallest mountains.Inching wheels forwardin the drag of the devils sleeve.Pistons forge steel cavernscoughing and sputtering oceans of pollution,over a planet in peril;Slowly dying from man''s machines

What Do You See?
When you look at me, what do you see? My skin, my face, or my inner me? When I look at you, into your eyes, I see the universe upon high. I see the powers of genuine love. The tenderness of a morning dove. The melody of a newborn song. The arms in which I belong. The you in you is what I see, I hope you see the me in me.

The Mask
A mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown Wondering where her place is in this life She has come close to sharing herself Never completely revealing anything to anyone Feelings of invisible chains corner her When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out She roams day by day, playing roles Strength unknowingly resides in her History repeats itself once again The translucent veil she so proudly wears Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside One day there will be no more mask for her to wear One day her beliefs will be known One day she'll know her place in this life One day she will share herself ONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE

Tears
They say our tears wash away all that is old,They are the cleanser of our very souls,And when they are through, make us whole. They stream down like the rain,Our emotions they do drain,Purifying evil demons of the past,So we may live happily at last. To bury deep, the sadness of life,Our tears wash away all strife,That we may hold our heads on high,And never again let our demons nigh. Our tears wash away all that is old, Never again to shiver from the cold,That has wrought our emotional stateAnd our demons they did abate.

Her Diary/his Diary
  HER DIARY:Tonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment on it.  Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed, but he didn't say much. I asked him what was wrong. He said, 'Nothing' I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had nothing to do with me, and not to worry abo ut it. On the way home, I told him that I loved him. He smiled slightly, and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say, 'I love you, too.' When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there quietly, and watched TV. He continued to seem distant and absent. Finally, with silence all around us, I decided to go to bed. About 15

Bid On Me
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Sex Story!
Its really odd sometimes when I think about it as a long time married guy how out of touch you become with the sexual come ons from the opposite sex in my case. I started to notice this towards the end of last year after having a meet from another group of net friends. Some of these ladies I had chatted to on occasion in a very sexual manner hell I like cybering. So do they! It was almost the end of the day and hotel rooms had been booked when a lady some 30years my junior said, "I have the chance to swap rooms!" Thicky me said, "As long as you are happy in the room you are going to." "You dont understand I want to be your room partner!" Turned out she had used her mam's connection and played cyber fun with me and wanted to try for real even though she knew my age and could see my disability. Thankfully it was only one night we were staying I was so stiff correction all my joints were so stiff could hardly drive home. Case of extra pain killers and a huge smile!:

The Thief
just woke up (no, not really awake) and I remember this deam:   I was in a store and when I turned away from my cart to look at some perfume some girl started searching my black purse laying in it. Once I caught her doing this she became all bitchy and was cursing at me in some unknown language. According to her skin color she looked Latin, she had black waved hair (until her shoulders) and really ugly teeth. However she got me pissed off, I grabed her and I dragged her pretty easily to the next cashier. btw in reality I would never get this violent. Then I complained about her and all the cashier told me was to let the girl go (this got me all angry). As she was heading to the cashpoints some security guards were keeping an eye on her. When the girl started so steal from ppl again the security men started secretly to follow her, one of them winked at me and smiled. It was hard for me not to laugh about this situation. I can't really interpret this dream but it's a good thing to jus

Frienshipbestmoviestar Bestmoviestar
BESTMOVIESTAR   Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.   Have a great time.Sweet KissesJackie  for m

Missing Myself
I dont know y but i feel like i lost part of myself! If anyone can help me find it plz do cuz i just cant seem to find the light!

Tiki Beach Needs Staff
Attention all my friends and family out there in fu-land, there's a new lounge opening Friday and it's called Tiki Beach. If you're interested in being staff or just a member, please feel free to contact myself or DJ Mistress Ice, u can find her profile in my family section, please get in touch with either one of us if you are interested, we really need staff badly so please dont hesitate to hit me up.

A Women
I see this Women Clad in dark, indigo denim and my entire, Accumulative Ambition as a male. The final abyss, Land of good company And the only home for me, Should be a sight mediocre when compared to this beauty (To put Beauty to shame). Honestly, it is a scientific fact that the sun rises each day only So that we may see this Morning Star and sets only so that we may not go blind from staring too long. My eyes afire, she walks about as the Love-child of sensuality and desire and the World trembles like the very earthquake that will swallow us all. She saunters and envy spreads Like the plague Across rivers, Oceans, Mountains, Continents (And in my more lubricated dreams, My bedroom); Filling the amber fields, Salty, blue water, And women everywhere. Clouded, Confused, We low folk with female attractions Must struggle with unfathomably strong desires and not nearly enough room in our pants as makes comfortable to sit (Though no one could help us if we were to stand). Her hips, Giver

Addicted
I can feel the smoothness of your skin My lips brush against your hair And follow the curve of your neck The same thing always brings me back here I'm addicted I can feel your heart beating so hard Your pulse I can feel at my lips I let my teeth tear at you You sink into me I'm addicted It's like floating, the feeling created You become part of me once again The moistness of your skin, the blood and just you I'm addicted My lips go to meet yours and you take yourself in The bitter-sweet taste and I'm yours again Forever addicted  

Knights Honor #3
Oh my heart. My fair one. Dost thou tremble, In fear? Or better, Tis it the, Sweet fruit of, Anticipation? Nay, No need to speak, My heart. I see in thine eyes, Such love and trust, It melts this Knights heart, And I tremble with thee. Vibrate with thee. As if two lutes, Strummed, In sympathy. Know my love. How I honor thee. Love thee, More, Then all the celestial lights, In heaven. More than, These poor words speak. That I seek, Forever, To find my heart, In thee. My soul, In thee. My strength, In thee. Your trust, In me. Humbles. Yet, Makes this ache, I feel, A healing balm. A calm, I surrender to. Be strong of heart, My love. As I bind thee, Find thee, Pulse to pulse, To this, Most ancient, Of regal oaks. Feel its wisdom. Upon such, Ivory flesh, As thee's. Bereft of gown, I drown, With, Love besotted eyes, In this vision, Of thy perfection. Fear not, My fair one. My hearts delight. As I blind thee, With this silk. Thy favor, Upon my joust. I seek, Only thy pleasure. Thy hearts,

Dentist ............
 they fix yer teeth but hurt you like hell !   my jaw is F-in hurty : (

To See Death Ahead Is To Chase Life Today
another day I awake another one I am thankful for.  I push past the thought of the pain and push through my day my favorite song buzzed through my head into the mystic.  I look around at the petiness of people not realizing how much worse things could be for them.  And yet I feel like a thief stealing one more day from what is trying to be taken from me.  I will fight in my mind and against my body.  I will let you watch over me for now.  But the end is inevitably mine.  And I will choose it for all the right reasons.  I do appreciate that wisp of breeze bringing in the sweet smell of fresh blooming honeysuckle.  Do others notice it does not matter.  I see more of life than I wanted to at this age I am more aware of what some cannot expect to have to go through.  but I can tell you this I won't waste one single minute on anger hate or disappointment or let anyone take me to a place where I lose my precious moments in time.  Make everyone count.  Stay above the Fray!

I Realy Do Want A New Drug
i think it would be responsible for the medical comunity to recognise that there should be a class of drugs that are purely recreational, we have the technology we just need tehm to recognise that altred states or ways to feel better mentaly are just as important as antibiotics, and in doing so would be able to custom design drugs for specific feelings.  with less side affects then alchol or tobaco, honestly tho, i took to much of something hopeing to get high but i got sick, and now im afraid to go to the doctor cuz they were prescription only, so ill sit here hoping i dont get too sick or disabled etc. think about it, if it were legal or we had legal choices we could go to the doctor like any other legitamate bad drug interaction!

Poetry
I love to write poetry...PLANES, TRAINS AND AUTO MOBILESPlanes fly high in the sky   above land afar     in the distance amongst the sky        one can see a plane fly high.Trains slither on their tracks,    like a snake on land.     moving 'bout through an' out        mountainous regions that reach the sky.Automobiles roam 'bout freely;   with many roads to travel     one may not know where a road leads        or when it will end.Planes, Trains and Automobiles   take people on many journeys     high in the sky;         through mountainous regions            an' along roads              who knows when it will end.People make different choices everyday    on how to view the world      But there is one true way          to view the world.....WITH A CLEAR MIND AND A GOOD HEART

Corrections Of Past
I was reading kahil gabran when he asks almitra to speak to him of love.  I cannot even imagine someone having such an intense feeling such as they did for each other and if they did surely death of one of them would lead to the death of the other just for the intense love they had for each other.  Time is rushed but I cannot say what I will or won't be able to get done in time but does it matter?  when your gone your gone.  You may leave someone else a memory but it's never everlasting unless a reminder of some sort jogs their memory.  a smell, sound or even a song.  life does on.  It's about keeping it to yourself and being selfish.  Joseph said it was okay to be selfish.  everything is slowly getting in order.  less work for someone else less headache no reason to wonder why when I'm gone why I kept all those stupid birthday cards.  Or just mementos that I go through now and then.  it's not about the past I know now it is about the now.  something so insignificant as a cricket chirp

Tonight At Work
Ok I am the night manager for a hotel. I think I run a nice hotel with some uhhhh unique moments. And tonight is one of those moments. A good friend of mine is staying here tonight. He came to me earlier about some screaming and things being thrown around. I stepped out the back door and could hear someone screaming bloody muder! I went back inside and called for help while he went to make sure everything was alright. I was standing outside talking to the police telling them what was going on. My friend knocked on the door and could hear "Stop hurting please help!!" and the door opened up....out came a 41 yr old naked man screaming! He tried to attack my friend!! Luckly Jam was aware and jumped out of the way. The guy knocked Jam's room key or whatever he had in his hand out of his hand. Ready for this? The guy's room is on the 2nd floor and all our rooms open to the outside. He leaped off the top of the stairs and land on his belly. Got up and started screaming. And throwing hims

Closing My Account
I am rarely on here anymore, so I am going to close my account.   If you really want to keep in touch with me, message me (not shoutbox!) and I will give you my email address.

Waiting
Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love.Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth.Wanting to be held,comforted,loved.Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights.Waiting for undying love.

Someday
Someday you'll cry for melike i cried for you.Someday you'll miss melike i missed you.Someday you'll need melike i needed you.Someday you'll love mebut i won't love you!

Tax Code Idea
On May 5th, I sent this to Glenn Beck. I honestly don't think that he'll put it even see it but... So, here it is. Tell me what you think. I'm not an economist, but have asked myself, "If for some outragous reason, I were elected President, how would I fix this fiasco we're in?" My answer... First and for most, I would suspend the US Income Tax for the first year, across the board. Let me restate that. For the first year I were President, no U.S. Citizen would pay one penny in income tax. Second, as applies to the tax challenge, I would order a re=write of the entire tax code as it stands today. That would entail taking said code and burning it. Then, at the end of the first year institute a new tax code that would read as follows. All U.S. Citizens would be taxed 10% or their income. This would be broken down thusly... =====2% for a Social Security type account =====2% for a National Health Care system that provided money to pay for Emergency Health Ca

Sick And Tired
sick and tired     dynamic i will remain it's my choice not my fault you choose to blame... i claim nothing of my own i am nobody maybe you should leave me alone...     5.3.09 fester

Lost Wolf
    LOST WOLF As the black wolf walks thew the night. He wonders what is his purpose to be here. Just as it dont seem like it could get any darker in the black wolfs life. The night skies get even darker. At oen time there was light in his life. But now there is todal darkness. The black wolf wonders around in the fark and alone. Alone in the drak where no one can hear his pain. THe black wolf has relized it is safer for him to stay in the drakness of the night. seeing how in the darkness of the night it portects him from the hurtful rays of the daylight. For the last time he was in the rays of the day light hurt him so bad. That the wonds still have not healed. so it is safer in the night darkness so that his wonds are proteceted from the day light . for the black wolf knows one more time being hurt by the rays of the day light will kill him.        

Another One
i was a lost soul wondering around in the dark trying to find my way. then you came into my life. and the darkness went away. i felt like i had found what i was searching for. but now your gone out of my life and im cank in the dark not even trying to find my way. i just sit and cry out your name with tears of blood running down my cheeks. hopeing one day that my angel comes back to me and the light and the joy i felt will be back again also

Yet Another Poem
i long for the day that i can hold you in my arms again. to be able to run my fingures threw  your lovely hair agin. i would love to be able to press my lips agaisnt your soft lovely lips again. i even would love to be able to kiss every ench of that lovely very sexy body of your again one day. but i guess all i can do is hold onto the memories of our time together and wish and hope that one day that you will come back to my arms and let me hold you and all again one day

Nin- Closer
You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you Help me; I broke apart my insides Help me; i've got no soul to sell Help me; the only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God You can have my isolation; you can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith; you can have my everything Help me tear down my reason Help me; it's your sex I can smell Help me; you make me perfect Help me become somebody else I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive

Twiztid- Diemuthafuckadie!
That's the shit Twiztid Twiztid we give it up wig splits Wig splits Wig splits Twiztid's givin wig splits. We cracked your head in half And what shit funny but we laugh Twiztid running this bitch for nine dash A car crash is no equivalent We far from innocent Crossing the valley and we gets ignorant. Acting belligerent on the daily Hoping that somebody insult me But I guess I'm dead wrong All by myself Fuck everyone else I'm in a hole And I can't breathe my lungs swole. Bad dreams when I sleeping Everybody constantly creeping Feelin so weak and I can't see em My conscience keep leaving me . Falling in and out Waking up with bullets of sweat and cotton mouth Them down south niggas don't know about this And niggas on the West side way too pissed. Because it's East side niggas talking hardcore shit Enough to get the North side hit, we the shit We legit like a muthafucka Chilling with million dollar peoples. Digging up graves and acting evil You looking for the sequel More like someth

Treatments 2....
I went through my 4th treatment today, it sucks so damn bad. They are going to  do the last one in the O.R. on the 13th of this month now tomorrow I have to go in for my chemo which sucks as well, sitting there with nothing to do an really none to talk with, anyways I can not wait till this is done and over with....   Much love always from your friend Jaime!

Thoughts...
A simple kiss from her the slightest touch to hear her say my name to feel her breathe upon my neck to see the sparkle in her eyes my life would never be the same No one comes close to her beauty her words are poetry each letter entrancing I have never seen anyone this beautiful I have never met another soul as graceful no else can match her charm She is not a dream real flesh and bone She is prettier than a rose Nothing or no one can compare to Violets

That Aint Mine
http://www.youtube.com/v/KiOYCSq5u6c&hl=en&fs=1"> IM SO FUKIN MADDD...... THIS TRICK.. si sepas mi gentez.... orale  contigo dia.. esta rukka llamada al yop ese yo tener un nene !?!?!?!?!?!?   HELLLL NO  !?!?!?!?  ella es loka....  no cabritos por yo !?!?!?!?!    

"sum Freaky Shit"
"Let me smack that ass girl, get dat pussi workin, i know u feel me girl, get dat middle twarkin, got ya drippin wet, im that fuck'en vet, make ya moan n' cream, u think im just a dream, i do it so good, make ya scream my name, lick u up n down, girl u know my fame, im da don gotta in this sex game." "Got ya so posted, legs opened wide, u know u love me, im da 1 u confide, ill neva leave ya, u keep me wantin more, you so fine, you got me high strung, keep u locked in passion, you got dat sex appeal, if u dont know, babi in 4real, im da man that u girls talk about, i can put it on ya, like ya neva had, im ya only fantasy, ya im that good, ill make ya cum again, my sex is trump tight, let me know u care, n' ill fuck u just rite"!