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Happy Fathers Day
JUST WANNA LET MY FATHER KNOW THAT I LOVE AND MISS HIM MORE THAN HELL EVER KNOW. HE WAS THE ONLY MAN WHO WAS EVER REALLY THERE FOR ME. ALWAYS SUPPORTED EVERYTHING I DID. MOST OF ALL TAUGHT ME THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE GETS DONT FORGET TO LAUGH. HE ALSO MADE ME SEE HOW YOU JUST NEVER KNOW WHEN UR LAST DAY ON EARTH WILL BE SO DONT WASTE A MINUTE. MY DAD DIED IN 1985 I WAS JUST 15 YEARS OLD SO AS U CAN IMAGINE I NEEDED HIM ALOT DURING THOSE TOUGH TIMES. HE WAS A GREAT SOLDIER AND EVER GREATER FATHER. HE NEVER GOT TO MEET ANY OF HIS GRANDCHILDREN BUT NO DOUBT WOULDVE BEEN GREAT AND IN SEPT. WOULD'VE HAD HIS FIRST GREAT GRANDCHILD, YES IM GONNA BE A GRANDMA. I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT NOT A DAY GOES BY I DONT THINK ABOUT HIM OR MISS HIM AND ILL OF COURSE NEVER FORGET WHAT A GRAT MAN ROBERT LEONARD STRICKERT MY HERO MY DAD WAS. I LOVE YOU DADDY! AND THANKS TO ALL WHO TOOK THE TIME TO READ AND CELEBRATE MY HERO! R.I.P. DADDY
New Job, First Day
Ok, I suppose I should write something tonight, seeing as how I haven't been here in a day or two. First off, Dusted, Luvs ya girl! Don't worry about past things said or done. But, thanks for the free advertising (LOL). Ok, Well, Chris and I registered with a local staffing agency back on my birthday, May 5th, and hadn't heard anything from them lately, So, we called them on Tues. and as usual they didn't have anything, so, we tried their satellite office which handles the office and clerical jobs and found out that they were in desperate need of help. So, Chris and I got jobs this past Tues., Only thing is, Chris had signed up for a day shift and the company called our agency later that day and cancelled their order for day workers. She took that really hard and was just honestly devastated by it. She has been looking high and low for something and she has all the skills that you would think a potential employer would want in an employee, but, she never gets the job. I think tha
Contest A 30 Day Blast / 2nd A Vip /let's Party
Hello Everyone...Let's have some fun! Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around. Contest is gonna start on Jun 17th @ 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern) Til July 1st( tuesday @ 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern). All entries need to be sent to... Blondie in private message to enter. Click name above or link at the bottom to go to her profile All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics. 1st Place Needs 40,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets 30 day blast. 200-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week. 2nd Place Needs 35,000 comments to qualify. Winner gets vip/or a 7 day blast. 100-11's to Your profile added. Winner gets to be Pimped out
Captains Log 8
We are all here to make a difference. Some people just float along with no apparent purpose. I've learned that allowing myself to be aggravated by it doesn't help matters. I've learned not to say anything I wouldn't back up with my fists or any other physical or emotional weaponry I can find nearby. My online friendships do not weigh up the same as my in person friendships. Even though they both carry weight... comprende'? I try to the best of my ability to be as close with people online as I am with my friends in person. I am just myself and I don't have to worry, the friendships develop. What I refer to as facts are as follows: I used to do things that I choose not to do anymore. I choose not to because I wanted better outcomes. The outcomes I desired came true. The more I desire and focus, the closer I become. That is a fact. That is something I will scrap, trim, and prune over yeah. So, Friday night a close long time "in person" friendships came to a radical head (no
Adult Party Games 1-60
1. THE MOST FAVORITE. ( For adults only.) The player who manages in a fixed time to get as many kisses as possible is "the most favorite". The kisses are counted by the signs of lipsticks left on the players. 2. REAL MAN. ( For adults only.) A player who manages to tie a kerchief on the lady's neck using only one of his hands may be called "the real man". 3. ROLL A BALL. ( For adults only.) Usually several pairs take part in this game. Each pair is given 2 ping-pong balls. The gentleman must roll the ball from one sleeve of the lady's dress to the other. The lady rolls the ball through the gentleman's trouser-legs (from one trouser-leg to another). 4. PUTTING OF AN EGG. ( For adults only.) In each pair the partners stand with their backs to each other. They have an egg between their backs (or a little bit lower). The object is to put an egg on the ground, so as not to break it. The pair which succeeds in it wins the game. Instead the egg you may a small rubber ball. In thi
Been A Long Time Since I Rock And Rolled...
Wow! I just rediscovered my journal on here. I mean I knew that it was here all along, but I had been unable to access the account for one reason or another. But, I am back now, after having opened up one or two other accounts LOL. It's been a long time since I put anything down here. So, I suppose it's time to bring you guys up to speed.Since my last entry Chris and I have broken up. I took a job working for the apartment complex that we lived in as a maintenance man and she wound up staying unemployed. Things just got increasingly worse until it finally got to the point that I dreaded going home at the end of the work day.I befriended one of my co-workers, our leasing agent, named Jinya. She's 21, beautiful and full of energy. She's also a full time college student studying to be a theater major.This friendship caused a few problems between Chris and me as I started visiting Jinya after work to avoid going home. Nothing out of bounds or anything like that, just plain and simple fr
A Letter Of Confusion...
I wake in the morning and roll over to open my eyes to the most beautiful sight I have ever seen ... you. I love the way you look, you way you feel, the way you move. You look so peaceful in the morning. I get up and get ready for work, the whole time with you still sleeping. When I get out of bed you move and slide over to my side cuddling my pillow. I never understood this until you left for a few days and I found myself cuddling yours simply because it smelled like you.I'm ready for work. I lean down and kiss you, tell you I love you and then I am gone. I leave with mixed emotions, sad because I am leaving you, upset because I know what work holds for me but excited that after 8 hours of non stop crap I get to return home to you. Some days you grace me with your presence over my lunch hour. I smile at the thought of you being there when I get home. Then there are times that I spend lunch alone, and that is exactly how I feel during that time ... Alone.Work is over, I come hom
Is This Girl For Real?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
OK, By now I am sure that everyone reading this is getting the same question in their head that I have. "Why the hell does he stay with her?" to that, all I have to say is ... "I dont know" She does have her good points, but she has been treated all of her life more or less like a princess. I don't do fairy tales. Sorry, just real, cold, hard life happening here baby. You get what you give with me. First off, I lost my job this past Monday, due to "too many absences" hmmmm ... dr. excused illness, probation officer appointments ... ok, sure. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. But, anyway. She and I have yet to have had sex ... Shut up; I'm sexually frustrated and have a gun (LOL). She talked me into going and getting tested for any STDs awhile back, So I did. We went to planned parenthood and they had me drop my pants and proceeded to shove a damned cotton swab up my pecker! Ummm ... OW! Ok, test done right? wrong. Come to find out they didn't test for everything she wanted them to.
My Amusement, Her Misery..... Cruelty???
Ok, ok, ok...... I have to admit now; I am actually having fun at this. I mean, out of all the people that I have had the pleasure of making miserable I think that she ranks at the top.I mean its sooooo damned easy. I almost feel guilty about it..... Almost. She made her decision, or made her bed, so to speak, now she'll have to live with it. It's really funny just how many friends you realize you actually have when something like this happens. I never thought soo many women would ever be supportive of a guy doing something like this. But, then again, she is giving all women a bad name by the majority of her actions. LMAO she wants to know if we are still friends..... How many of you could still be friends with somebody, S.O. or otherwise, if they were to do you the way that she did me? Probably not many. Well for those of us that feel the same, the day is coming that we can enjoy the fruits of my labor (me probably more than you, but you'll get a hell of a laugh out of it.)
Yahoo! Conversation Between The "jinya" And Myself.
jamesfahle (7:32:16 PM): how did Brandy do last night? ryjaan (7:32:35 PM): She won $100.00 and gets to go on to finals. jamesfahle (7:32:49 PM): very cool jamesfahle (7:32:59 PM): did you get my messages? ryjaan (7:33:00 PM): She's excited. jamesfahle (7:33:03 PM): I bet ryjaan (7:33:14 PM): email and note on door? jamesfahle (7:33:22 PM): that would be them ryjaan (7:33:26 PM): yup ryjaan (7:34:11 PM): Didja know tomorrow is Freedom to Marry Day? (Checking email, I know, changing subject, but still) jamesfahle (7:34:31 PM): not a clue ryjaan (7:34:49 PM): I don't 'zactly know what it all means, but sounds cool. jamesfahle (7:35:09 PM): sounds like an excuse to drink to me ryjaan (7:35:32 PM): Everything's an excuse to drink for you. jamesfahle (7:35:59 PM): not everything....just things that involve females in any way shape or form LOL ryjaan (7:36:15 PM): What, giving up men? jamesfahle (7:36:32 PM): who? You or me? ryjaan (7:36:38
Hello Friends~!!
Hey Friends~! Just would tell all fans and friends. I was real, real, sick got bit by spider. But i am okay everyone .
Goodbye Claireabelle.
So I have this announcement to make: Fuck you. Fuck all of you. Fuck all this bullshit. And more importantly, fuck Fubar. I'm done with this. I'm done will all you. I'm just fucking done. If you're looking for me I'll be six feet under a pile of shit. **Account is being deleted Monday evening. Ways to keep in contact will not be provided.** Have a mint fucking life.
Ff7- Scream
T.a.t.u - Gomenasai
What I thought wasn't mine In the light Was a one of a kind, A precious pearl When I wanted to cry I couldn't 'cause I Wasn't allowed Gomennasai for everything Gomennasai, I know I let you down Gomennasai till the end I never needed a friend Like I do now What I thought wasn't all So innocent Was a delicate doll Of porcelain When I wanted to call you And ask you for help I stopped myself Gomennasai for everything Gomennasai, I know I let you down Gomennasai till the end I never needed a friend Like I do now What I thought was a dream A mirage Was as real as it seemed A privilege When I wanted to tell you I made a mistake I walked away Gomennasai, for everything Gomennasai, Gomennasai, Gomennasai, I never needed a friend, Like I do now Gomennasai, I let you down Gomennasai, Gomennasai, Gomennasai till the end I never needed a friend Like I do now
Heartache
Love is but a journey, Where you'll find joy or pain. You can be warmed by its fire, Or burnt by its flame. If love has been unkind to you, And has left you with a burn. What was destroyed, God will replace, So wait for its return. B.G. Wetherby
The Abc"s Of Sex
A is for ASS B is for BITCH C is for CUNT D is for DICK E is for ERECTION F is for FUCK G is for GENITALS H is for HOOTERS I is for INTERCOURSE J is for JUMBO HOOTERS K is for KINKY L is for LICKING M is for MASTERBATE N is for NAUGHTY NIPLLE O is for ORGASM P is for PUSSY Q is for QUEEEN OF PUSSY R is for ROUGH SEX S is for SEX T is for TONGUE U is for URANUS V is for VAGINA W is for WETNESS X is for XTRS PANTING Y is for YES YES YES And finnally. Z is for ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz
Photo Love
I am staring at your picture That I have in front of me, It's the only way to hold you now, The way things have to be.. I'm lost within this picture. Oh, you I truly miss! Upon this precious photograph I gently place a kiss. I stroke my fingers through your hair And rub your silken skin. But this is just a photograph, So now the tears begin. Soon, I will hold you for real. But a 8 x 10 is all I see. This picture will have to do for now, Until you come home to me. B.G. Wetherby
Brand New Start
Oh, the relationship choices that I have made, The emotional prices that I've paid. Brokenness and life torn apart. Open season on a loving heart. I've done inventory on this heart of mine. Still plenty of love, and beating fine. An enormous amount that's left to give With plenty of life left to live. Bad love, it has made me wise. I'll see the wrong ones coming with these eyes. I will then just turn and flee. They don't deserve what's inside of me. What I have left is reserved for you. I know that God will lead you to This slightly bruised, but golden heart, Fully mended for my brand new start. B.G. Wetherby
11/13/05
I finally took a huge leap of faith the other night and guided Chriss hand down to my balls and cupped it around them, she took the hint and started to play with them, softly at first and harder as time went on. Afterwards she told me that it surprised her when I let her handle my balls, because I have always been very sensitive and have rarely, if at all, in the past let anyone touch them. I told her that I want her to have full control of me, total control, physically and mentally. She asked me if she had hurt me and I told her that she didnt really hurt me very much, but there were a few times that she almost brought me to tears. It was these times that I was hoping she would push further, I wanted to cry, not for just anyone, but for her. The look she got in her eyes that night was intimidatingly scary, but such a massive turn on all at the same time. I was almost scared of her, it looked as if she had been possessed. A whole different person was in that bed with me after sh
Entry For December 30, 2005
It's been a little while since I last blogged so here's some updates. For the past few weeks I have battling a terrible case of bronchitis unsuccessfully. I think it may be finally clearing up today though, I seem to have more energy, I don't ache, my cough is slowly leaving as are my "sniffles". I don't want to get too excited just yet though because it seems like everytime I think it's going to clear up, it comes back twice as strong and knocks me flat all over again. With that said, you now know the reason that I haven't been around all that much lately. The past few weeks haven't really been too exciting around here. With me being sick I pretty much spent my time in bed worrying about whether or not i'll still have a job by the time I am well enough to return to work. The kids are out of school this week and have been bored out of their minds so you can imagine just how calm and quiet this place has been (LOL). With me being sick in bed Chris has had to watch the kids by herself fo
Hmmmm... A New Year, A New Start
When I first made this Yahoo account I had the intentions of blogging about how Jaime came to be a part of my life ... it doesn't seem like I stuck to that very well in '05. Well, it's 2006 now and I have decided that with the way things are going I really should try and remember all I can from the earliest days of my dressing. When I was born my father was serving in Vietnam, so I spent the first year or so of my life without his presence. I was raised mostly by my mother, grandmother, aunt and (female) cousin for that first year. Upon my father's return home he took one look at me and decided that I could never be the son that he had always wanted because I had been "ruined" for him by the women. Growing up was a different time for me, I had a father that was physically there, but he wasn't emotionally available to me so my upbringing pretty much continued on the same path as my birth until I decided to leave home. I used to love to lay across my mother's and grandmother's laps and h
Been Gone A While
WEll sorry I have not been on to rate pics and so forth peeps. Just been uber busy with work and life itself. I am getting my stuff together and getting ready to move on so that me and my kids can have a life for ourselves. ANyway, I will get up to rating your stuff soon
Epiphany
Epiphany I'm going to take this out of my journal entry that I wrote in last night word for word -- even if it might not make sense to you. Most of my thoughts don't make much sense. It's a strange feeling when you begin to understand who you are and who you are not. And an even stranger feeling when you begin to see that some of the choices you are making are "not who you are". You begin to become so aware of yourself that even in the moment you make the choice you will hear a voice telling you this might not be the best choice to make. But, until you have perfected the practice of staying true to yourself, you will make the choice anyway. I feel I am there. Slowly trying to honor the voice inside me and not make the choices that don't serve me to be a happier more joyful person. All of life is energy. And everything has a certain vibration. Choices and people INCLUDED. The vibrations are either DARK or LIGHT. Some obviously are darker than others -- CRACK for instance wou
Why Is Life So Cruel?
We try to live our life to the fullest regardless to what one other does. Whether we know how much it hurts one or the other one or not, we still make our stand looking at one another and yelling and say things that is hateful and mean to one another. Showing no letting up whether it makes one cry or even rips the heart out of the other. One is at fault and the other is feels like that the world is falling around them, not know what is going to happen from day to day. Just knowing what you u say come out of your mouth stabs like a dagger to a person heart and hurts like hell, makes it feeling u are killing me regardless to what you think; if you dont know if it is hurting me or not. The dagger you use might as well of killed me because it feels like I have died.
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Joke
A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Corvette convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80 mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. 'Amazing,' he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more. Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw a state trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph...then 110... then 120. Suddenly he thought, 'What am I doing? I'm too old for this,' and pulled over to await the trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the trooper walked up to the Corvette, looked at his watch and said, 'Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go.' The old gentleman paused, then said, 'Years ago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back. 'Have a good day, sir,' replied the trooper.
She Won't Cry
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry. Jppoet
My Friend
You are my friend, trusted and true; And this is for everything and all that you do. When the light seems so far and times are so low, You reach out your hand to give me a place to go. When I find I can't make it and the mountain's too high, You give me your wisdom and help me to try. You've given me hope in times of despair. You do this for me, because I know you care. You make me laugh when there are no smiles, Even though we're separated by the miles. So let me tell you this, My Friend, If you ever need me, I'm here 'til the end. I give you my love my hand and my heart, And from your friendship I'll never part. For everything and all that you do, I want you to know I'll do the same for you. So, when your days are black and your nights are long, And it seems like everything will go wrong - I'm there by your side you're never alone. I'll be there for you to help lead you home. So, My Friend, as you can see; You're very spec
Life
People are fucking stupid. But hey, I don't want to just look at society as a whole and point any fingers because a lot of people are actually cool and they don't deserve to get blamed for shit that other people do around them. So maybe I should rephrase the fact that "People" are stupid. Well they can be but we have different situations and scenarios going on all the time so I don't want to point any fingers at anyone without knowing what they're really going through. What pisses me off is that why can't more people understand and look at things the way they should be and not assume, not judge, and not listen to what other people have to say, without bringing the issue to that particular person, or group of people? All depends on the situation I guess. We just have to be smarter at how we take certain things. Like don't take things harder than what they really are, just let things ease by and if we take them harder than what they really are, we get too stressed out, we get piss
Wow!!! Outta Nowhere
gee... responded to a photo rate... then i received some shouts, and after what, i thought, was a fairly "jovial"exchange of banter, i was told that, because of where i live i must be some "trailer whore".. nice guy eh? as i tried to respond with " gee i sure am, if you would wipe the cum outta yer eye you would have seen me on the Springer show"... it wouldn't send... he must have blocked me... what a man/PUSSY!!!
Nothing To Say.
This was originally posted on my myspace...figured it was time I get stuff over to fubar...:D Dont expect anything grand...like the title...its just a bunch of shit...enjoy...lmao "Nothing to say" I really didnt have anything to say here. Just felt like writing a bit. Im pretty sure that these blogs will be read by few and understood by even less. I guess that for most of the people that really know me, they are probably lookin for some little phrase that I constantly over use. Or, maybe it'll be read for the same reason I read random blogs: For that random thought, that undeniable nugget of exostential surrealism, that series of words expressing a thought that echoes deep into your soul. Or maybe not. Maybe this will be read out of sheer boredom. In any case, I really didnt have anything to say here. I figure if youre bored, the only thing better than reading some other lost souls blog is to write an essay of the tragedies, heroics, pitfalls, accomplishments and all aroun
Life
Dedicated to loved ones I've lost! I am out walking in the moonlight, watching the stars. I am trying to relieve the tension from my pounding head. I've been working sixty hours a week, doing doubles to fill in for slackers. The four classes I'm taking this semester, I'm already behind in. My three boys are home for the summer and I have no time to be with them. I am just so wound up I feel like I might explode any minute. My fianc never sees me anymore, I never see my friends, and my life is falling apart. I wish for just one moment I could be free from all the problems in life. Just once I wish to be in a place were everything is so perfect and peaceful. I stop by the big oak tree that sits in my horses' field. It is about a quarter of a mile from my home, I walk to it every night and just sit and think about life. Tonight seems different than other nights, though. There is a slight breeze and the smell of freshly mown lawns and flowers in bloom fill the air.
In My Life
In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world,Or glitz and glamor of fame, could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. I would give it all up; money, fame, success, in a second for the only thing in life that truly matters to me.....love. People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of
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Poem
Getting started? Looking thru the double eyed glass, across the distance, I can see the new uncharted territory! The vessel that carries me though is still in need of repair before I can explore what lies ahead! The thought of setting foot upon the mountains, the valleys, and reaching the volcano that boils under the surface engulfs my thoughts and enticing the pleasures that awaits my every sense.....hearing with extreme intensity, touching all that is around, the smell of my skin with the days heat rising, the taste of new fruits, seeing the wonderous beauty of the uncharted territory my eyes have yet to behold!
Poem
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend.
Poem
I dreamed of a love a love so true and then from above God sent you When our eyes met I turned away Only to regret That grateful day I search in the dark To find that key That triggers the spark You put in me I want you to see That my love is true Even though we can't be I still hold my true love for you.
No Love Lost In This World
when it all comes down whipping down, around your feet and crumbling know the love is the world is reaching out reaching out to save you from yourself and as you reach, it crumbles like Ash in a breeze blowing so cold, so hard through you cutting through the bones and sinew the breeze is coming, storm on the horizon -tell me have you ever, --seen the end of forever? the world, it's growing wary and dark, wearily closing the eyes of the people closing the hearts with a padlock there is no love left, in a world lost can you see the darkness as it clings to her eyes bleeding her dry of all her understanding as the world crumbles beneath her feet it's collapsing and she's lost and flailing failing like a thirteen day week weak and trailing like a ghost in the dark the world crumbles, collapses and bleeds bleeding through the hole in the heart bleeding through the soul in the eyes this is the world as it ends, leaving us all alone and failing, flailing reaching out
Take A Walk With Me.
Take a walk with me...Talk with me...And I will show you that no matter how tough life gets there will always be something beautiful to look forward to...In bad times look forward to the future because it will bring good times...And when you're brought those good times let those memories carry you through the tough situations you will find yourself in...No matter what, always remember things change so don't let life shock you to the point of having no life at all...Fight through the struggles, love through all the troubles, and appreciate all the the lessons life forces you to learn...Don't let them harden your heart, allow the forced lessons to strengthen your charactor & your soul with love because that's what we are here for... To give Lots of Love
Whats The Point
whats the point in adding friends and taking time to create page if no one wants to converse?
Annie Lennox - No More I Love You's
Annie LennoxNo More I Love You'sMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com WELL GOD DAMN THIS WAS A HARD FUCKIN VIDEO TO FIND U BETTER LIKE THIS ONE BITCHES LOL Do be do be do do do oh Do be do be do do do oh I used to be a lunatic from the gracious days I used to feel woebegone and so restless nights My aching heart would bleed for you to see 1-Oh, but now I don't find myself bouncing home Whistling buttonhole tunes to make me cry No more I love you's The language is leaving me No more I love you's changes are shifting Outside the words No one ever speaks about the monsters I used to have demons in my room at night Desire, despair, desire So many monsters (rpt 1) 2-No more I love you's The language is leaving me No more I love you's The language is leaving me in silence No more I love you's Changes are shifting outside the words And people are being real crazy And you know what mommy? Everybody was being real crazy And the monsters are crazy.
I'd Lie
"I'd Lie" I dont think that passenger seat Has ever looked this good to me He tells me about his night And I count the colors in his eyes Hell never fall in love he swears As he runs his fingers through his hair Im laughing cause I hope he's wrong I don't think it ever crossed his mind He tells a joke I fake a smile That I know all his favorite songs And.. [chorus:] I could tell you his favorite color's green He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth His sister's beautiful, he has his fathers eyes And if you asked me if I love him, Id lie He looks around the room Innocently overlooks the truth Shouldnt a light go on? Doesnt he know that Ive had him memorized for so long? He sees everything black and white Never let nobody see him cry I dont let nobody see me wishing he was mine [chorus] He stands there then walks away My god if I could only say Im holding every breath for you... Hed never tell you but he can play guitar I think he c
Stuff Is Messed Up
Now I dont know, and its hard to explain But it seems like things are just kind of insane Because the world is crying But nobodys listening So please leave a message on my cell phone I see bullets getting better Biblical weather And that guy on TV is like a total asshole Who are you wearing tonight? Celebrity fundraiser, tight! Black ties making wrongs right Hows your social Band-Aid? I dont know much I dont know too much But I know this Shit is fucked up! I guess its all about the dream The ends justify the means You know its all about the dream The ends justify the means Now thank god for the media, for saving the day Putting it all into perspective in a responsible way With more celebrity news Typical bullshit views I think were losing this fight Sponsored by Bud Light And now were rockin the casbah And taking the flak The genies out of the bottle, and we cant put it back All this stuff Its overwhelming my brain Can you see th
My Prayer(s)
Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness.. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. L et me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Your eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth of my wrongdoing, and receive forgiveness. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I
Inside Of My Heart
No clouds in the sky, but I feel the rain, For it's raining inside, inside of my heart. No pain do I show, but I feel the ache, For I'm aching inside, inside of my heart. No one sees the tears, but I feel them fall, For they're falling inside, inside of my heart. No one hears my heart, but I feel its song, For there's singing inside, inside of my heart. No one do I have, but I feel him stir, For he's stirring inside, inside of my heart. No words to be said, but I feel there's hope, For I'm hoping inside, inside of my heart.
You Let Me Go
My hand begins to tremble as I write this to you, And tears begin to stain the paper underneath my finger tips, Smearing the ink that spells out my heart and soul. The candles are beginning to die down Mimicking the feelings I had for you For so long, but you always left me alone. Every love song I hear will remind me of you, The lyrics calling out your name In this torn and dying heart of mine. When I look into eyes the color of the sky, I will see the reflection of the dreams within my soul And the beauty you once made me feel. The brush of the summer wind against my cheek, Tortures my mind with the memories of your gentle kiss, And all the days I spent with you. I never wanted to let you go For so long I held on with all my strength But I have grown tired and weak, There is nothing left I can do.
11 Rules Of Fubar
Lets See Who Is paying Attention THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look
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Going Out Of Town.
Hey everyone, just wanted to let people know that I am going out of town for the weekend, as of tonight, and I won't be home til monday night. I will be up in the mountains, and so unless I can get online up there I won't be online at all this weekend. Also, I am officially a night greeter for The M.O.D. Lounge, so people please check it out!!! I don't know how to link to the lounge, so just go to my profile and click on the link there under my lounges!!! Have a great weekend everyone.
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Lay It To Rest
lay it to sleep bury it deep this feeling of sorrow lay it to rest protect those from me my wake deadly my wrath vengeneful my hate out of my control instinct over runs me lashing out at all before me lay it to rest my pain my hatred bury it deep give me new meaning thus ending my reign of death and destruction lay it to rest my sight of reb the blood over my eyes seeing your fate lay me to rest cut out that which feeds me life give me new meaning give me peace give me serenity give me calmness lay me to rest give me death
Pass The Knife
thus the night stood still lights dim the world cold hell has come come to my life consumed me hatred filled hatred dealt my life for yours pass the knife give me what i want give me peace pass the knife let it sink deep in your mind bury the living lay in my wake of destruct for i shall consume you all pass the knife
Dying Wish
star light star bright shining delight i see my life blood red the color insight death destruction clouding my thoughts disgust in all i see i wish upon this star i see i wish for the end it could bring thoughts of love are no more hate angry despair my comfort misery my friend all i knew gone all i heard blown apart the remains of the empty shell a body left on this planet my wish wish of death not for myself selfish i would be my wish of death for all my feelings no longer stand before me my heart no longer warm and comforting cold darkness my new found happiness take that which you find happiness your pain my happiness your horror my entertainment this wish i give to you this my wish my dying wish to you
Leaving In 24 Hours
I am leaving cherrytap in 24 hours as I feel it no longer serves me a purpose to be here! So to those that i have communicated with over time...it was a pleasure to speak with you. If anyone can give me a reason why i should stay let me know here in this blog..Otherwise tomorrow evening I am deleting the account.. Respectfully Yours, Matt
Cuando
como acariciarte si eres como el viento que suspira entre mis brazos al quererte abrazar mientras tu recuerdo se aloja en lo mas profundo de una nostalgia solloza que anhela volverte a ver........
Follow Me Into Madness By Tarot
Look at me, I'll create you a dream Reality escapes or so it may seem But truth is only what you believe I'll give you faith without deceit I'll make you forget Your despisal and hatred I'll give you my love You'll keep it sacred You must believe My heart is made of gold So will be yours When the sold within is sold Purple echoes, screaming height Fossilized thoughts, second sight Follow me into madness Beyond the gates we will need no sun My work of salvation burns to be done [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mjpw ] We'll share the power I draw from my master Coldness of stars Spreading faster and faster Unliving shadows, breaking free Those born again can be made to see Follow me into madness Come my child, there is beauty to be found In the timeless crypts There is no sky no ground In my mind the road is straight and clear Oh how wonderful is the feeling of fear Open my veins to satisfy your thirst Have my flesh, pure but accursed D
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Maximum The Hormone- Houchou Hasami Cutter Knife Dosu Kiri
Everything As It Seems
One day you wake up and think things are okay, and you think that life is good. Then after moments of waking up out of your fake reality, you realize that life isnt what it seems. When you think you have a lifetime with someone, they disappear with the blink of an eye. Everything you have ever known about that person falls into a spiraling staircase. Can anyone answer me a question? When will things be okay? Why do the people you actually love the most, have to be taken away from you? Is it punishment? Is it a lesson that we have to learn? I dont understand. Nothing for me at all this year has gone right at all. I thought to myself as soon as this year began that it was going to be a new year. It was going to be a wonderful year because of I was turning 18, but no. Everything that I thought would last forever lasted seconds. Everything I thought would be soon vanished without a trace. My feelings towards everything now are simple. 1 - Never expect the unexpected. 2- Never give your h
George Carlin Dies At 71
A sad loss ... ET breaks the news that comedian George Carlin has died from heart failure. The man who made famous the "seven words you can never say on television" passed away at 5:55 p.m. Sunday at Saint John's Hospital in Santa Monica, his longtime publicist said. He was 71. Carlin, who has had several heart attacks and a history of cardiac issues, went into the hospital this afternoon after complaining of heart problems. Carlin has more than 20 comedy albums, 14 HBO specials, numerous TV and movie roles, and three best-selling books to his credit. Last year, he celebrated his 50th year in show business, and he had just finished his last HBO special in March, "It's Bad for Ya." (repost of original by '~♥ m Fk Prꧧ ~♥~Jt t or~♥~Bottom B*tch of the Pu$$ycat PlayMates~♥~Fu Angel~♥~' on '2008-06-22 22:35:20')
Hair Poem
I'm aware some stare at my hair. In fact, to be fair, Some really despair of my hair. But I don't care, Cause they're not aware, Nor are they devonaire. In fact, they're just square. They see hair down to there, Say, "Beware" and go off on a tear! I say, "No fair!" A head that's bare is really nowhere. So be like a bear, be fair with your hair! Show it you care. Wear it to there. Or to there. Or to there, if you dare! My wife bought some hair at a fair, to use as a spare. Did I care? Au contraire! Spare hair is fair! In fact, hair can be rare. Fred Astair got no hair, Nor does a chair, Nor nor a chocolate eclair, And where is the hair on a pear? Nowhere, mon frere! So now that I've shared this affair of the hair, I'm going to repair to my lair and use Nair, do you care? (Beard Poem) Here's my beard. Ain't it wierd? Don't be sceered, Just a beard.
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George Carlin - Life Is Worth Losing - 2005 Part 1 Of 7
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Yahoo Address
To All My Friends My Yahoo Address Has Changed To Justamom@rocketmail.com So I Will BE Changeing All My Messanger Friends To My New Messanger Name
Actions Vs.words
It's the actions that are to be more watched than words. Words can be taken in many forms. Personally I think if you take offense to what is written or said... Somethings lack in communication or understanding or is just not learned yet. Words can mean a variety of things and I learned this through Poetry and stories, etc. I was amazed at the power of words, but I have come to learn that it's not hardly at all the words that affect me, but the actions behind them. You don't say or make promises without doing them as if you just say... Your words become hollow. The only person you'd have to proove is yourself. To learn, to become better, is an understanding. Actions are stronger. You may promote a fight with words, but I have seen people walk away, because it was truly not worth it or they didn't want to stoop that low and may have chosen to let the other learn on their own or the hard way. Some that didn't walk away, end up in more drama than it's worth. If y
Online Friends
There yesterday, gone today...no word, no warning...just gone. Why?
Confessions
I thought I'd make a confession blog, it can be really powerful and healing, being able to let things out and share our stories. I'll start... I confess that I always worry that my cancer is back when I feel pain in the area where my right kidney use to be. I confess that I don't answer my sister's calls because she talks to damn much and it's usually about some ignorant shit. AHHHHH...I feel better :D your turn...
Just Stop!
Just stop being such a bitch would ya? Stop naggin' me, stop buggin' me, just stop. I hate it when you ask a million question about the same damn thing and then fuckin' ask more question 5 mins later. Holy shit, just stop being such a fuckin' bitch. Why are women like that? WHy do they ask fucking question they know the fucking answer to already, and then when you give them an answer they don't fuckin believe you. Just fuckin pisses me off.
Address At Rice University On The Nation's Space Effort
President John F. Kennedy Houston, Texas September 12, 1962 President Pitzer, Mr. Vice President, Governor, Congressman Thomas, Senator Wiley, and Congressman Miller, Mr. Webb, Mr. Bell, scientists, distinguished guests, and ladies and gentlemen: I appreciate your president having made me an honorary visiting professor, and I will assure you that my first lecture will be very brief. I am delighted to be here and I'm particularly delighted to be here on this occasion. We meet at a college noted for knowledge, in a city noted for progress, in a State noted for strength, and we stand in need of all three, for we meet in an hour of change and challenge, in a decade of hope and fear, in an age of both knowledge and ignorance. The greater our knowledge increases, the greater our ignorance unfolds. Despite the striking fact that most of the scientists that the world has ever known are alive and working today, despite the fact that this Nations own scient
Letter To My Domme
I came across this while going through a stack of papers the other night. I wrote it shortly after returning from basic and realizing the way that I felt towards my wife. Letter To Chris I would love for you to have me massage you and finger you good and hard soaking your panties before removing them and folding them so that the wet spot is in my mouth as you gag me and proceed to attack my genitals and abuse me verbally and physically. Slapping me around and calling me names like little bitch, slut, whore etc. and telling me repeatedly, to truly convince me, that I am yours, that I serve only you, I'm your property, you own me, I'm nothing to you but your toy until you see me begin to cry and make fun of your little baby and continue your attack to further your point saying how you don't believe before having me bow at your feet as you place a leash around my neck only to have you further humiliate me by having me follow you everywhere you go on all fours. I love you so much!
That's Right, It's Me!
Julie
HEY EVERY ONE THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND OF ALL TIME AND SHE JOINED FUBAR TO CHECK IT OUT. I NEED ALL YOUR HELP PLEASE. PAY HER A VISIT AND ADD/FAN/RATE/COMMENT HER I WOULD APPRECIATE IT AND ON THE COMMENT TELL HER JEFF THE VIPER SENT YOU. AGAIN THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR SHOWING HER A WARM WELCOME TO FUBAT. ju_gee35@ fubar
Iraq Should've Known
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, wh ich is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq .. 17. The wise men were from Iraq . 18. Peter preached in Ira
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Faith No More - Midlife Crisis
CRANK IT UP FUCKERS PATTON'S GOD! Go on and wring my neck Like when a rag gets wet A little discipline For my pet genius My head is like a lettuce Go on and dig your thumbs in I cannot stop giving I'm thirty-something Sense of security Like pockets jingling Midlife crisis Suck ingenuity Down through the family tree You're perfect, yes, it's true But without me you're only you (you're only you) Your menstruating heart It ain't bleedin' enough for two It's a midlife crisis It's a midlife crisis... What an inheritance The salt and the Kleenex Morbid self attention Bending my pinky back A little discipline A donor by habit A little discipline Rent an opinion Sense of security Holding blunt instrument I'm a perfectionist And perfect is a skinned knee You're perfect, yes, it's true But without me you're only you Your menstruating heart It ain't bleeding enough for two It's a midlife crisis... You're perfect, yes, it's true But without m
Really
you know i haven't been on in a long while only a few have talked to me but if you think your going to waste space on my reinds list you can think of something else i'mma toss your ass like fuckin nothnig tireed of being nice if you don't like it kiss my fuckin ass
The Only Way Out
some days i just wish thati could run and hide no matter where i go it seems like the only way out is suicide my life doesn't seem worth it all of this pain and suffering i dont want to be here anymore the only wayout is suicide nobody can help me the only way out is suicide nobody knows the real me i put on this person when i am actually miserable the only way out is suicide all i have ever wanted is to loved and accepted me the only way out is suicide i hate you look what you did to me you killed my spirit, you broke my heart beacuse of you i am empty inside
Losing A Piece Of My Soul
I came to you the hour I was in pain Looking for answers, I cried to you in vain. I shared the many skeletons hiding in my heart, I knew then you'd be my friend, I knew it from the start. Troubles ran like rivers, flowing through my life, You picked the pieces up and help me through my strife. When home wasn't home to me no more, You opened up your heart, and opened up the door. We cried into night until the early morn. We solaced each other's pain and shared our many thorns. As time flew, the air grew thick, I saw our friendship fading, and my heart grew sick. The day had arrived, When it was time to say goodbye. Now I sit alone, reminiscing the past I'd blown.
Man Stabs Mom, Assaults Another Woman With Chicken
Police: Man Stabs Mom, Assaults Another Woman With Chicken POSTED: 9:29 am EDT June 26, 2008 UPDATED: 12:57 pm EDT June 26, 2008 YPSILANTI, Mich. -- Police said an Ypsilanti man is accused of stabbing his mother with a fork and hitting another woman over the head with a frozen chicken. Frederick McKaney, 40, was arraigned in a Jackson courtroom on Thursday on two felony assault charges, one count of assault and battery and one count of resisting an officer. "He stabbed his mother in the back of the neck when she refused to give him money, and then, an hour later, he attacked a neighbor woman with a chicken," Jackson County Chief Assistant Prosecutor Mark Blumer told the Ann Arbor news. Police said McKaney went to his mother's house and demanded money. When she refused, he stabbed her and took off on his bicycle, police said. A short time later, he encountered two other women talking on the sidewalk on Woodbridge Street. The woman said he said something nasty to
Dog
Well my dog wears a path on the same line And lately i'm thinking i might take his advice Yeah yeah Cause he sees through the fence and he thinks i'm free Well, my brain and his chain look the same to me All alone with a cage and a headrest There's a thing I could get off of my chest Cause I Want to wear the path that's true And I Want to wear the path with you Out on the cold off the leash four years or more I don't even know what it was I was waiting for Well maybe I barked up the wrong tree That was then, now i'm back Won't you see me? Cause I Want to wear the path that's true And I Want to wear the path with you Oh it's true I used to be afraid of growing old And hanging around the same old place But I got older anyway So won't you So won't you So won't you brush my fears away My dog wears a path and that's a good sign Cause my dog wears a path on the same line (same line) All alone in this cage with a headrest There's a thing I should
Let's Play Nekkid Twister! It's Fun!
IT'S TWISTER! LETS PLAY NEKKID TWISTER! MOST EVERYONE HAS HEARD OF IT OR HAS PLAYED IT I AM SURE, AND HERE ITS A LOT EASIER! WOO HOO! THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FAN, RATE AND ADD EVERYONE ON THIS LIST! IN YOUR FRIENDS REQUEST TYPE "NEKKID TWISTER OR TWISTER FOR SAME SEX..LOL" ONCE YOURE DONE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING YOUR FINISHED SO I CAN ADD YOU TO THE LIST!! IF THEY ARE ALREADY YOUR FAN MAKE SURE YOU LEAVE THEM A PROFILE COMMENT SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT THE GAME TWISTER! YOU MUST FAN, RATE AND ADD EVERYONE OR YOU WILL NOT BE ADDED! SO LETS GET STARTED PLAYING TWISTER!! SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOU'RE DONE! WHEN I ADD YOU I WILL SEND YOU THE LINK TO THE BULLETIN SO YOU CAN REPOST WITH YOU ON IT! START WITH ME...AND WORK YOUR WAY DOWN..:) THIS HAS TO KEEP BEING REPOSTED, SO PLEASE KEEP POSTING AS OFTEN AS POSSIBLE! ALWAYS GO TO THE ORIGINAL POSTING TO RESPOST TOO SO ALL PEEPS CAN BE ON... ~Phoenix~@ fubar
An Incredible Memorial.
I'm up at 5 a.m.!! Today our entire community crowded the streets to mourn the loss of a local Marine. At the young age of 21 he was shot and killed in the war against terrorism. It was a very hot day but a lot of people showed there support. It was the largest gathering of this kind I have ever seen in our town. A 25ft flag hung over the main street and a huge train of cars followed his casket to his final resting place. It was moving and rather amazing. I need to upload the photos but it was something I won't soon forget.
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"i Don't Want Aides"...
or "...maybe we can't have a child and it's your fault!"... or "...that scar tissue is from some sex disease"... WHAT DO WE THINK gets thought of us? Women are stuck with their virtue proved by their physicians diagnosis. YEP... he reads it wrong... you're in hell. Condemned because he had the mind of a "typical male" rather than that of an astute physician. For example: Notes from a divorce reads " DUE TO PHYSICAL ABUSE"... it means the woman was beaten by her husband. Internal abdominal scarring eventually develops and that results in pain and agony until she goes in for a physical. Laproscopy reveals lesions tying her insides together... not from infection but from healed over scars (keloids, lypomas, lesions) Meanwhile, she gets labled as a ...slut. There was an entire health department in my home town focusing on the sluts in our community... who could have guessed that physical abuse was the matter? Most had been hit in the belly, and other area of their body, like a man.
What Are We Doing Here?
FAMILY REUNION 1996 held at Indianapolis took us into the middle of a PROMISE KEEPERS CONVENTION at Indianapolis, Indiana. http://www.ichotelsgroup.com/h/d/hi/1/en/hotel/indno?_requestid=679820(who could have predicted that!?) My son and the sons of other cousins.. spent their late teen and early aduthood co-mingling with people that THEY THOUGHT were family members... and that none of us (parents) knew. We didn't know until the following morning that the convention was being held at the same hotel.... inaddition to other family reunions. Naturally... the kids got lost, mixed up, mixed in and went "that a way" before we could shut the door for the night's nap. The Carmel Indiana family... the responsible party, never acknowledged the situation... they acted as though everything was "normal". I'm still wondering who the men and women drifting into and out of me and my son's everything are. I'm wondering why my daughter is in Mississippi... and Georgia. (we don't know people ther
In Loving Memory Of Tyler Lee Turner March 11th, 1982- June 28th, 2008
Tyler Turner, We love and miss you. You lived life to the fullest took chances and became the best at everything you did. A loving father and husband and loyal friend to us all. We know that you are in a better place and I hope I get to see you again someday. Through all good things and bad. I learned so much from you and thank you for being there for my all my life. I miss you and love you, your were my support when I needed it most and took care of me when I had no where to go. you were like my brother and my best friend. May you rest in peace.
So Unreal
Watching Her Dreams
Watching Her Dreams Sticky in the tangle of limbs, lying too alive in the crack between bed and wall, elbow in back. Her breaths butterfly wingbeats, spidery lashes flutter the night's wishes and passions past her eyes. Full lips parted, a bit of crust on the corner; sweet Jesus we sweat. She shifts with "Hardly a fair shake" and I wonder who she dreams of. If I stop thought I'll sleep. The effort awakens me. It's day; the sun rose in an eyeblink. She shifts- asked, says she didn't dream.
List Of Memories
List of Memories There was a time when stillness meant nothing to me. Once silence meant lack of sound; Fall came once a year. I danced, redcheeked, each year's first snow, tongue out to taste each flake's welcome sting. I laughed, distinct from nature's cycles, a scrap of wonder floating in a torrent of sorrow I couldn't grasp. That laugh, mouth open, sums up my past. I craved fulfillment, too shallow to know I could never be fully filled. A sound associated with silence delicately etches the seconds as they fly past, snowflakes of lost bliss that drift into a list of memories. This white hush of rushing blood carves it seamless tears in blank empty spaces that echo silence where beginnings come to an end; I speak of the hissing silences of loss that trap hollowness in sound. This liquid whisper is the music of the realm I dwell in. It is the answer to all questions not said-- and so much has been left unexpressed. The certainties of yesterday twist lik
I Will Always Love You
I always will love you Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.
Love Everlasting
Love Everlasting -From the moment I saw you I knew we would be like glue -Stuck together forever Even through the worst endeavor -Our souls have bonded And love responded -My heart melts when you are around Without you all I have is this frown -Someday we are going to part And we are going to have a new start -You have become a love in my heart Which I know that will never depart -The impact you�ve had on me Will stay for eternity -My love for you is strong And will be life long -Life with you has been great I sometimes think I have found my soul mate.
Sweet Hurt In Love
We tend to love what hurts us most We seem to relish the joy of hurt We are sadistic to ourselves in the cruelest of fashions We are happiest tormenting or psyche Our greatest hurt though is LOVE We find that match The one we believe can complete us Make us whole Be the foil to our blade This blade has neither scabbard nor hilt Only the weight, the gleam and the edge There is only but one place to sheath such a blade Into the soft flesh of our hearts Where hurt is best felt easiest remembered Pain lasts though dulled by time like any blade Rust that poisons the veins Makes us want for redemption Oh! The sweet hurt in love Who? Cannot but love the pain
Demonerotica
Years ago they raged war on God and lost. With defeat they lost their homes, their wings, and their immortality. The Paragons, former angels now demons, were exiled to the darkest depths of hell. Once they became mortal they lost their angelic figures and, almost at random, started to for their own individual characteristics. Some became hideous monsters; some became shape shifters, and some parasites that could not live outside of hell without a host body. Their new bodies also determined their sex, as some became males and others became females. The female Paragons wanted nothing to do with sex. The very idea disgusted them and they had to kill several males to make their statement. The males, on the other hand, couldnt control their libido. When they werent planning on raging another war against the forces of God, the males went to the physical world and raped human females to satisfy their sexual appetites. None of the sexual encounters produced any offsprings. The tw
What Kind Of Seducer Are You
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Roes' Of Love
One Rose for Unconditional Love One Rose For Financial Wealth One for Everlasting Happiness One for Success One for Knowledge One for Beauty, inner and outer One for Family One for Honesty And the last one for a long and healthy life For every friend you send these roses to, your wish will come true.
Boxing- Jennifer Santiago
Heaven
I look deep in your eyes I see there what I feel inside We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To Know you were a part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I feel your hand against my thigh, I know you will fulfill every wish, We were made to fit together, And all it took was a look and a kiss. I look deep in your eyes And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.
Night Of The Living Dead
Phantasm 2
I'll Be Home
I'll Be Home I'll Be Home When your nights are troubled And you're all alone When you're feeling down And need some sympathy And there's no one else around To keep you company Remember, baby, You can always count on me I'll Be Home I'll Be Home I'll Be Home I'll Be Home I'll Be Home Wherever you may wander And wherever you may roam You come back I'll be waiting here for you No one else will ever love you The way I do I'll be here to comfort you And see you through I'll Be Home I'll Be Home I'll Be Home
Rednecks
Last night I saw Lester Maddox on a TV show With some smart-ass New York Jew And the Jew laughed at Lester Maddox And the audience laughed at Lester Maddox too Well, he may be a fool but he's our fool If they think they're better than him they're wrong So I went to the park and I took some paper along And that's where I made this song We talk real funny down here We drink too much and we laugh too loud We're too dumb to make it in no Northern town And we're keepin' the niggers down We got no-necked oilmen from Texas And good ol' boys from Tennessee And college men from LSU Went in dumb - come out dumb too Hustlin' 'round Atlanta in their alligator shoes Gettin' drunk every weekend at the barbecues And they're keepin' the niggers down We're rednecks, rednecks And we don't know our ass from a hole in the ground We're rednecks, we're rednecks And we're keeping the niggers down Now your northern nigger's a Negro You see he's got his dignity Down here we're to
I Miss You
Still in my heart after all these years Separated by time now by distance I couldn't allow myself to feel the loss that I feel right now You're far away and happy I know It's a little bit late... twenty years or so It's a little bit cold for all those concerned But I'd sell my soul and your soul for a song So I'll pour my heart out I miss you I miss you, I'm sorry but I do I want to thank you for the good years And apologize for the rough ones You must be laughing yourself sick But I wanted to write you one before I quit And this one's it I miss you, I wanted you to know I miss you, and I still love you so.
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Half A Head
At the produce section of the local market, a man came in and asked to buy half a head of lettuce. The young attendant said he would go ask his manager about the matter. So he walked into the back and said, "There's some jerk out there that wants to buy only a half a head of lettuce." As he was finishing saying this he turned around to find the man standing right behind him, so he added, "and this here gentleman wants to buy the other half..." The manager okayed the deal and the man went on his way. Later the manager called on the boy and said, "You almost got yourself in a lot of trouble earlier, but I must say I was impressed with the way you got yourself out of it. You think on your feet and we like that around here. Where are you from son?" The boy replied, "Canada, Sir." "Oh really? Why did you leave Canada?" asked the manager. The boy replied, "They're all just up-tight homely women and hockey players up there." "Really," replied the manager, "My wife is from Canad
Nuts In The Cemetery
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old > pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two > boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the > tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. > > 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for > me,' > Said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the > fence. > > Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. AS > he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the > cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he > heard, 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for > me.' > > He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and > rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a > cane, hobbling along. > > 'Come here quick, said the boy, you won't > believe?what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the > cemetery dividing up the souls. > > The man said, 'Beat it kid, can't you see it's > hard for me to walk.' When the boy insisted thou
My Heart
well lets see now for me to make a blog hmmmmm well lets start off my heart got broke by a girl who told me this one situation the it turned out to be diffrent so i got played pretty good i was gonna leave my job and head back just for her and to find out she had someone the whole time that she loved and her family loved him and then she makes a blog called liar liar damn if the shoe fits wear it then dont tell me i am wrong yeah i fucked up the first time and then tried to prove i was for real to her and then all this shit comes down and i look like a fuckin idiot not her then i leave a cpl comments on her blog and they dissapear i wonder why and then she says she loves me and call her so i dont know if i should?
Harvey Dent, Gotham District Attorney
6/13 DENT VICTORIOUS! Harvey Dent wishes to thank all of the people of Gotham who helped turn a grassroots movement into a resounding success on Election Day. Harvey Dent's landslide victory means great things for the city of Gotham. Because of your belief in Harvey Dent, Gotham now has a District Attorney who will make war on crime and corruption. The real work, however, is just beginning. Harvey Dent now moves on to City Hall, where every corrupt force will try to tie his hands and weaken the people's will to destroy organized crime and snuff out corruption. The movement to take back Gotham still needs your help. We hope you continue your support of Harvey Dent. More than ever, he's going to need every citizen on his side to ensure victory over the destructive forces that are wreaking havoc on our city. 6/9 YOU CAN VOTE OVER THE INTERNET FOR HARVEY DENT! If you can't make it to the Gotham polls on Election Day you can still vote in the election! With the election ju
Just 4 Me
Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) You can't stop yourself; if the temptation of pleasure is near, you sign up for the experience, whatever the cost. Your desires are unquenchable today. When you are given a taste, you want more. If you can get a second helping, you might consider a third. But remember that true satisfaction is not based on anything outside of yourself. Increased self-awareness can help you moderate your needs.
Waterfalls
I sneak up close behind you, It's almost reaching noon, I kiss your neck just gently, Someone will come home soon. You place your hands on my breasts, And gently push me against the wall, Pull off my clothes in a rush, I watch them as they fall. You take your hands in mine, As you lead me to your bed, Take off your clothes and lay me down, I gently stroke and caress your head. You slowly explore your new wonderland, The mountains, the cave, the waterfall, I close my eyes and let you, Wanting you to touch me all. Soon enough I lose control, Need to feel you inside me, Guide you in and pull you close, We're one, connected we finally be. I rock against you slowly, As you push inside me deeper, The feelings getting intense, This memory is a keeper. You gently start to kiss me, And I moan softly in your mouth, I can feel the feeling growing, A feeling coming from down south. I grind against you harder, As the wat
How The Fight Started
A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3 o'clock in the morning, a loud noise came from outside. The woman, sort of bewildered, jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man "Holy Shit, That must be my husband!" So the guy quickly jumped out of the bed, scared and naked he jumped out the window like a crazy man. He smashed himself on the ground, ran through a thorn bush, then started to run as fast as he could to his car. A few minutes later he returned and went up to the bedroom and screamed at the woman, "I AM your husband.!" The woman yelled back, "Yeah, then why were you running?" And that folks............is how the fight started.
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I'll Be Gone 4 The 4th Weekend
I'll be camping out this 4th of July weekend. I'll be back Sunday sometime. I'll MISS Ya'll. Show me some FUBAR LUV while I'm gone & leave me a PRIVATE MESS. saying u did. TTYL & HAVE a GR8 $th of JULY WEEKEND!!!
Volume Xlvi - One Year
One year. I cannot believe it was one year. Sunday (29 June) marked one year since my beloved Mamaw passed into another life, on 29 June 2007. I already have written a blog on her deterioration, passing, and my mourning, and as such, those details will not be repeated. This Sunday, after I left Tybee Island, I stopped at a grocery store in Pooler to purchase a couple bouquets of flowers. Then, onto Exit 132 off I-16, proceeding thence south. After about 3 miles, I turned left onto Ash Branch Church Cemetery. I set the bouquets on the graves of Mamaw and Pappy...and sat beside them for about an hour and a half. I sat there in silence. Communicating with them in my own way. Reflecting on how they're affected my life. Smiling.... .....then shedding a tear or two. It still does not seem like an entire year. I feel it as only 'twas yesterday. And I still miss her. After paying my respects to them, I also went to my g-grandpare
Volume Xlvii - Intoxication
I'm fucked up. That's all there is to it. I went to my friends Kevin and Melissa's house in Mansfield, not far from my house, and drank a few beers, with a shot of tequila. Needless to say, I'm feeling GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. No further explanation needed. I have spoken.
Oh No, Not Again!
You know this is the time of year I dread. The 4th of July. No, I am not anti-american or shit, but.. hell... it's when I, Jacqueline Danielle, was born. My friends remind me of it year after year. I could seriously beat the living shit out of them for it. But hey, they are all I've got. My friends are my family. But I hate that they still wanna celebrate the birth of Jacqi. I so fuckin' hate it! I really do hate puking my guts out after drinking. I don't really drink. Never really had a drink since then! Not a drop since 1992. I really hate them for that! I really do! They can be so nasty but so loving by hiding me. I know I can count on their shitty asses to keep me hidden from my EX. But I miss him and fucked up for still loving him! Just wish he would not be so... so... well such an asshole for beatin' mine! Okay, enough of my rambling bullshit. Who really needs to know all that?! Damn fucked pills are not working. I need something else. A drink? Ha ha! Not likely.
Happy 4th Of July
4th
What would you get if you crossed the first signer of the Declaration of Independence with a rooster? John Hancock-a-doodle-doo! What quacks, has webbed feet, and betrays his country? Beneduck Arnold! What did Paul Revere say at the end of his ride? "I gotta get a softer saddle!" What protest by a group of dogs occurred in 1773? The Boston Flea Party! What happened as a result of the Stamp Act? The Americans licked the British! Why did Paul Revere ride his horse from Boston to Lexington? Because the horse was too heavy to carry! Why did the British cross the Atlantic? To get to the other tide! What do you call a parade of German mercenaries? A Hessian procession! What would you get if you crossed a patriot with a small curly-haired dog? Yankee Poodle! Did you hear the one about the Liberty Bell? Yeah, it cracked me up!
A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.
I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.
All I've Ever Wanted Is In You
All I've Ever Wanted Is In You. All I ever wanted is in you: Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears. I want to give and to be given to So I might feel myself flow through the years Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.
You're Special To Me
You're Special To Me: You're special to me, You're someone I trust. I treasure the topics That we have discussed. I'm thankful for the times You have summoned a smile. I'm grateful that our paths Have converged for a while. I'm pleased by each confidence You have displayed. I cherish these moments You have sought to persuade. I'm touched by the gestures Of kindness you have shown. I've noticed how fast All our hours have flown. I'm feeling the force Of a friendship that's true. I'm fortunate of knowing A lady like you.
Somewhere Out There, I Belong
Somewhere I Belong...I'm watching strangers passing by, They can't see me stare, Trapped inside my shaded world, Hoping one does care. Step on, step up and get ahead, That's what's wrong today, Why no one feels like they belong, Why nothing seems okay. Not all are so exclusive, The truth is seen by some, Just where it is we came from, And what we have become. Nations pointing fingers, People placing blame, Even though we're slowly dying, We feel no hint of shame. Each one stands as right, Judging all they see, I feel like I must disappear, To truly live and be. Somewhere out there, I belong, Or why would I be here, Inside this twisted web of truth, Within this plane of fear
Suicide Note Pt. Ii
Out of my mind, gun up to the mouth No pretension, execution, live and learn , rape and turn Fret not family, nor pre-judged army This is for me, and me only, cowards only Try it [Chorus] Don't you try to die, like me It's livid and it's lies and makes graves Graves descending down It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a rotting life I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off, fuck you all Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it [Chorus] Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it, doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice when a mind's made up to go ahead and die? What's done is done and gone, so why cry? [Chorus]
Only Women Bleed
Man got his woman to take his seed he got the power oh she got the need She spends her life through pleasing up her man she feeds him dinner or anything she can She cries alone at night too often he smokes and drinks and don't come home at all Only women bleed only women bleed only women bleed Man makes your hair grey he's your life's mistake all you're really looking for's an even break He lies right at you you now hate this game he slaps you once in a while and you live and love in pain She cries alone at night too often he smokes and drinks and don't come home at all ooh Only women bleed only women bleed only women bleed only women bleed Only women bleed only women bleed only women bleed Man got his woman to take his seed he got the power oh she got the need She spends her life through pleasing up her man she feeds him dinner or anything she can She cries alone at night too often he smokes and drinks and don't come home at all Only women bleed only women bleed only women
I Get High
Too bad I don't get my own way Want champagne, all they got is cabernet And I'm wastin' all my time I feel good but there's a tear in my eye Rain fallin' from a cloudless sky I get high, forget about it all Red lights flashin' behind my cracked up rearview mirror Thunder crashin' down and screamin' in my ear I guess I drew a bad card somewhere down the line And I never win my money all back I'm only here for a limited time Probably see me hangin' around by the railroad tracks I get high We used to have a house down by the shore Every night we'd take a walk to the liquor store And we'd get wasted all the time [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Tyd ] I hit the city when I lost ya girl Not so pretty it's a different world I get high, forget about it all Red lights flashin' behind my cracked up rearview mirror Thunder crashin' down and screamin' in my ear I guess I drew a bad card somewhere down the line And I never win my money all back I'm only here
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Two New Poems
Phoenix It burn in me like a fire The love I have for you It comes out of me like a phoenix rising from the ashes Everyday that I don't see you and say I love you it grew stronger and brighter until I can I want to be with you I want to hold you I want to tell you my deepest secret I want you to own the key to my heart I Look into your eyes, I can see that you have the same fire inside you This fire well keep us together no matter what happened I love you Hackett Love It's a unique love Only happened one in a lifetime When a Juggalo finds his Juggalette and when this happened they form a special bond Made from the love and sorrow they have for each other Only a few can understand this love and even less had this type of love Together, the couple well live in happiness in the land of Faygo. Well they can be together forever.
Signed, "sistuh Cross"
THE MINISTER COULD NOT HEAR ME for anything in this world. Though most of them are considered (or want to be considered) "next to GOD himself"... I beg to differ. I don't beg a lot, BUT in this case, it's imperative. He needed help... a friend of my aunt... my mother's sister, Rev/Bishop- George Henry Brewton (and wife..Elizabeth) needed help with getting his newsletter established in the new location (acquired from the local liquor store owner) ; so I helped. I considered it a venture into volunteering IN MY COMMUNITY. I had recently returned to the community where I grew up as a child. After many letters to his contacts in Arkansas and Kenya, attendances at OPERATION PUSH and hobnobbing in the Beverly area of Chicago; I told him not to submit his solicitation letters with my name at the bottom. I told him NO TO call me "sistuh Cross." I was still trying to find my "in-laws" ... my last hisband's family. They are devout Muslims. Their name is known across the country for the newspaper
Road Trip Test
The Road Trip of Your Life You see life as precious and special. Heritage and family are very important to you. Your life is quite hectic. You try to slow down when you can, but it's not easy! You don't like a lot of risk or randomness in your life. You prefer to stick with what's known, even if it's a bit boring. You tend to be a workaholic. You overwork yourself without ever realizing it and sometimes suffer the consequences later. In another life, you could have been a great artist. You trust your creative instincts enough to let them lead you. The Road Trip Test
Winter Or Summer
You Are a Winter Person You are calm, serious, and focused. You're the type of person who appreciates the quiet and calm. Winter is the perfect time for you to get cozy and work on a hobby. Summer is a bit too hectic for you. You like the dead of winter... preferably with a roaring fire inside. Are You a Winter Person or a Summer Person?
Could This Be An Update??
WOW! I know it has been a while since I updated this blog....but it has been a busy summer around here. I did finish all the chemo treatments and had surgery on May 28. Since then I have just rested and relaxed and chilled with my kids. I do have to do some radiation but the dr is letting me have a break and go on vacation before beginning those 25 treatments. Speaking of vacation we are heading out in the morning for the NC mountains! 6 days of vacation~! We can't wait~! We all need this vacation more than ever.... My hubby and I celebrated our anniversary on July 3rd....15 years!! I think I love him more now than I did when we married. Of course, going through cancer puts everything into perspective. I hope you all had a good and SAFE 4th....I look forward to chatting with my friends later when we return from vacation......... ~~smooches~~
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Dark Divas Night -2
Son Beats Father In Spitting Contest
'Young Gun' whips dad to take cherry pit-spitting title Brian Krause's winning pit spit was 56 feet, 7 inches Brian Krause's father, the defending champ, lobbed his pit 56 feet, 1 inch The world record for pit spitting, set in 2003, is more than 93 feet Woman makes history by placing in contest's top three EAU CLAIRE, Michigan (AP) -- Brian "Young Gun" Krause has out-spit his father to claim his seventh championship at the International Cherry Pit Spitting Championship. Brian Krause from Jackson, Michigan, spit a cherry pit more than 56 feet to win Saturday's title. Krause's winning spit on Saturday was 56 feet, 7 inches. That's 6 inches better than his father, second-place finisher and defending champion Rick "Pellet Gun" Krause of Tuba City, Arizona, who spit 56 feet, 1 inch. Fifty-nine-year-old Rick Krause of Dimondale, currently holds the Guinness World Record after spitting a pit 93 feet, 6 inches in 2003. Amanda Jennings of Sault Ste. Marie, O
Nothin To Say
Im here writing this, and really I don't have anything to say. Im writing because I have nothing to do at this moment in time. In the coming days, weeks, and months I suppose I will write more. If not here, then somewhere. For those of you reading this, Im sorry to disappoint you. I write for me. I write because I have to. I wont pretend to do anymore or any less than that. I may write something directly pointed at someone. The intention is simply just to comfort myself. You can post whatever comments you wish. I dont neccessarialy care if you agree or not. Its not for you. SOme people write to find that one soul out there that may understand them. Some write to vent, to release whatever anger, or pain or fear they have. I write because I have to. Even when it is about nothing. The words you read here are honest. From my side anyways. Wether you agree or disagree with what I write, what you read is what you get. A friend once gave me wisest piece of advice. Strange
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Same Girl
If you could read my mind You'd say baby you're right And I don't wanna fight anymore You're usually righter than I am And I'm not a very good fighter And my, neither are you So let's be through with this one Cause some things never change I know you're still my same girl Who builds her own frames For the pictures that she paints With lots of monoray Men across the bay Right back to my same girl Uhmmm hmmm hmmmm Uhmmm hmmmm hmmmmm hmm How can you be so calm when the truth is sometimes Living in the eye of the storm With everything going on around us I feel comfort in the sounds when you say It will be ok Like a star that's immune to the light of the day Told dreams it could follow me But not with my same girl How builds her own frames For the pictures she paints With lots of monoray Men across the bay Right back to my same girl
Rodeo Clowns
Sweepin the floors, open up the doors Yeah turn on the lights, getting ready for the night Nobody's romancing, 'cause its too early for dancing But here comes the music ... Bright lights flashing They cover up your lack of so many people So many problems So many reason to buy another round Drink it down Just another night on the town With the big man, money man, better then the other man He got the plan, with the million dollar give a damn What nobody understands Become a smaller man, the bright lights keep flashin, Women keep on dancing with the clowns, Yeah, yeah, yeah, They pick me up when I'm down, Yeah, yeah, The rodeo clowns Yeah, yeah, yeah, they pick me up when I'm down The disco ball's spinnin', all the music and the women And the shots of tequila, Man they say that they need ya What they really need, is just a little room to breath Teeny bopping disco queen She barely understands her dreams of belly button rings And other kinds of things Symbolic of
The Change!!!!!!
Why is it people think they can get away with lying to me. I have seen some things lately that have led people I care about to lie to me. Things I have seen with my own two eyes. These two people have a very special place in my heart and now my heart has been broken....AGAIN!!!! Why is it that my life is so full of heartbreak?? Why am I not given the chance to prove myself before another?? Why is it I don't have a shoulder to cry on?? Don't I deserve the truth?? Don't I deserve that respect?? I've been walked on too many times. Starting at the time I wake up, whenever that may be, there's gonna be a new Mark. Some people might like him, some may love him and some may hate him. I just don't care anymore. I'm just fucking tired of all the hurt!!!! I'm tired of all the PAIN!!!!! My life is just me now. The fuck with trying to please everybody else. I thought for the longest time that's who I really was but that's who I turned into over the years. THAT'S NOT ME ANYMORE!!!!!
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Survey About Yours Truly! ;)
A survey to help the boredomDo you know anyone who has a homosexual parent?:Yes What kind of color eyes do you like best?:Blue :) What's the taste in your mouth?:Chicken Do you dream in color or black and white?:Color What is the last thing to enter your mouth?:Water When was the last time you went out to eat?:20 mins ago Where did you go?:Wendys Do you like feet?:No, I think they are nasty. What is your current myspace song?:One Step At a Time What are you doing tonight?:Nothing... as usual Have you ever painted your nails?:Yah Do you fake and bake or get a tan naturally?:I don't tan... I burn!!! Have you ever moved? If so, how many times?:Yes, 4 What do you hear right now?:The AC in my office Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?:None of the above Do hate it when people are hypocritical?:Yes! Who was your last IM from?:Kim Do you find it cute when dogs burp?:No Can you do a backwards london bridges?:Never tried What type of music could this world live without?:Rap Would you rathe
I Died On A Monday
Everything began as usual. I rolled out of bed, my mind slowly waking to the sun piercing through the window of my living room. I put the tea kettle on and prepared my shower. I set out a sharp suit and settled a cup of tea. The doorman greets me on my way out with his daily hello, and I nod in acceptance. I'm too important to stop. People pass me as props on a movie set. I dodge into the subway station and bounce down the stairs. I begin to break a sweat. Everything is routine, nothing has changed, yet inside my body and mind, the wheels are turning, something is going to happen. The train rolls up and the doors slide open as people shuffle about and I merge into the chaos with the rest of the herd. I'm cramped and stuffed and uncomfortable. The first stop arrives and a new batch enter the fray and my heart beings to dwell on the stresses of my life. My heart begins to run at a new pace as my forehead quickly gathers moisture. Something is wrong, something is ter
That's How The Fight Started
I rear-ended a car this morning. So, there we were alongside the road > > and slowly the other driver got out of his car. You know how > sometimes > > you just get soooooo stressed and little things just seem funny? > Yeah, > > well I couldn't believe it.... he was a DWARF!!! He stormed over to > my > > car, looked up at me, and shouted, 'I AM NOT HAPPY!!!' So, I looked > > down at him and said, 'Well, then which one are you?' And that's how > > the fight started.....
Sessions
hello all just so you all know i will be offering online cyber sessions for those who are interested (and females dnt think you are excluded i love you too) just message me about it and ill let you know thanks much love mistress Adalin
Butterflies
When I look Into your eyes I feel so isolated I feel lost in the skies Our ongoing stare Your soul I can see right through Nothing else matters to me But me and you These feelings that I feel I cannot yet explain As if our interlocking eyes Are like our bodies' veins Transferring our feelings To each others hearts Love tainted toxins All doing their part Just in case I begin to forget ... You help me realize I have nothing over which to fret Every moment That we share I hope itll never end ... This ongoing stare Ive never felt This way before You truly are special Youve opened up the door You have no idea How much you mean to me Im finally on the right path Youve set my soul free All I wish for Is that youre feeling the same way I can barely breathe when Im with you You take my breath away I now begin to realize Staring into your powerful eyes That the incredible feelings Im getting inside Are real meanin
Amanda Is On The Auction Block
Yep...I've Gone And Done It Again...I'm On The Auction Block. I've Had So Much Fun Being Owned By R I Thought I Would Give It Another Shot. Hope To See You There Just Click On The Pic Below & Place Your Bids. (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by R ' on '2008-07-08 13:21:50')
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Dont Look Back
As you travel through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made; when the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce and the rain seems to soak your parade! There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on, gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough but think about all the excitement ahead if you can be stalwart enough! There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo and learn there are so many options in life, and so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen or travel to fabulous, faraway wor
Thinking Of You
All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.
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For My Very Best Friend.
Hello everyone. My friend is in need of some help. If you can Please help her out as much as you can. Thank you all for the love. The link to her pic is http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=390491&albumid=1102420&i=628972801
Green Side Up
Green Side Up! A woman wants the inside of her house painted and she calls a contractor in to help her. They wander around the house, and she points out the colors she wants. She says, "Now, in the living room, I'd like to have a neutral beige, very soft and warm." The contractor nods, pulls out his pad of paper and writes on it. Then he goes to the window, leans out and yells, "Green side up!" The woman is most perplexed but she lets it slide. They wander into the next room. She says, "In the dining room I'd like a light white, not stark, but very bright and airy." The contractor nods, pulls out his pad of paper and writes on it. Then he goes to the window, leans out, and yells "Green side up"! The woman is even more perplexed but still lets it slide. They wander further into the next room. She says, "In the bedroom, I'd like blue. Restful, peaceful, cool blue." The contractor nods, pulls out his pad of paper and writes on it. Then once more he goes to the windo
What Good Is Love
I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now
An Exit From Florida...finally!!
Well, I finally get a chance to leave this miserable state called Florida that I have spent most of my life in. For once in my life I am taking a chance on myself. Reaching for what I want. I may not get it, but at least I can tell myself that for once in my life I took a chance. I will do what I think will make ME happy. All my life I have done everything I could to make people around me happy at the cost to myself. I never thought about me or what I wanted. Only how I could make others happy. A close friend said to me a few days ago "What about what you want? When does that become important?" The more I think about it the more I am looking forward to starting my life in a new place. Will things go the way I want them too? Who knows. But I fully intend to find out. There is nothing keeping me here in Florida except for my business and the sale on that should be finalized by Aug first. I fully intend to start a new business when I get there. I am so looking forward to being back in Tex
Slander
There is a lot of drama and bull being spread about me... which is fine, since those that know me know better. But hey, thanks to those that are spreading it. :-)
Love Is....
Love Is.... Holding me and Feeling safe in your arms And knowing I'm protected From all harm. Love Is... Wiping the tears from my eyes And never wanting to see me cry. Love Is... Making me laugh For no reason whatsoever For it's our love That I want to Forever treasure. Love Is... Tucking me in And kissing me good night And those crazy little pillow fights. Love Is... Saying "I love you" And never wanting to feel blue. Love Is... Making me all smiles And walking together Hand-in-hand A hundred thousand miles.
She Owns Me, Show Her Fu-love
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Gothic
Do U Hear It?
Do you hear it Its the pounding of your heart The thump of your foot hitting the pavement Its the rythym Its the song in your head That tune your whistling The jingle on the TV Its the music Its the rap kicking with the subs The rock that show you how to stick it to the man The blues with that soul Its the music What is it Its the music The heartbeat of the world The rythym that brings us together The only universally understood language Its the happiness The sorrow, The guidance, The inspiration Its the music It lives in us all Its the music The power The Life.
Taste It?
Our lips meet. Sticky and sweet Taste and savor, Guess the flavor Breakaway gently You'll still have me Lingering on your lips Never let you forget this kiss.
A Pray Before Sleeping
A Pray Before Sleeping Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman who'll love me deep With sparkling eyes and silky hair who knows my faults and doesn't care who will watch my movies and put on a smile who will take my word with out a trial the kind of girl who's wild but sweet who's heart and mind can never be beat who knows what she wants and how to ask no games, no lies, or truth covering masks who loves to have fun and isn't a tease and a single red rose puts her mind at ease who can look into my eyes and know that it's true when I hold her tight and say I love you who can touch my face and know how I feel who doesn't take bull and gives it to me real Who can stand up tall on her own two feet but can still dance with me in the middle of the street Who will cry on my shoulder when she is pain But I can wash it all away with a kiss in the rain who lets me watch sports and loves to watch too who just wants me not expecting I do A girl
Would You Take A Seat
take a seat on my face and you'll know you in the right place just leave a little space for me to breath I still need to be able to reach while I suck on that beautiful peach as I stick one finger in I feel the juice start to run out yes baby feel free to shout call my name like we playing a game it's no shame in what we doing the sexual tension is brewing you tell me to put it in but I am not done getting your sweet nectar just relax and enjoy the moment as I slurp and smell that beautiful low scent it taste so good I wish you would try and get up I am so hard I start to get the hiccups you reach around and grab my stick as I slowly continue to lick your flow of juices start to drip good to the last drop as I drink not a drop is wasted as my face starts to get pasted you start to moan and groan and then I know its time for you to sit on this dick you ride me like a pro and I hold your hips real tight
Easier
WHEN I'M HURTING It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. I
.....venting...srry..
What am i supposed to say?What am i supposed to do? Ive already done and said what i could.I sit here..my heart breaking into a million tiny pieces every minute you wont talk to me..everytime you wont touch me..everytime you wont kiss me.It literally feels like my world is empty..lifeless.I would much rather be run over by a train or a truck than to have you actin like this to me.Im almost to the point of a damn breakdown & theres nothing anybody can do or anybody can say.Theyve all tried.Theyve all gave me there opinion..leave him..hes no good.But i dont want to..chris you are all i want..you are all i need.I wake up every morning knowing youll be there when i wake up..knowing youll be right there beside of me.I go thru work knowing ill have you to come home too..thoughts of you makes my day go by faster.I honestly dont know what i would do without you in my life. I dont know how weve let it get to this..but i want it fixed and i dont wanna lose you..it would kill me if i did..i
Come Join It
PLEASE HERE AND SIGN THE GUEST BOOK AND LEAVE A VOICE COMMENT TO THE TROOPS THANKS Military train who support the armed forces?? This is a Military Salute to the troops over seas. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MESSAGE ME VIA THE PIC AND EMAIL ME L
Wishes
wished upon a star only to be burned by a hot knife pressed to the throat the unspoken venom seething beneath the surface not forgotten but left remote awaiting the proper tie to be unrestrained let loose upon the world till vengeance has been fed these dark hours upon the face of gods cursed earth reminding me to be aware at all times the second you turn your head,evil steps in to ruin your happiness this world makes me sick to my stomach,and am unable to vomit it forth god has forgotten me in my time of need and left me alive to suffer some more infinite compassion?whats the point in a finite system nothing and no one can explain my condition
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Untitled
He felt cheated, cheated that he had not been able to make her cum. She was definately a cool customer and he would have to be more careful with his own desires, otherwise she would never cum and he would be bitterly disappointed. He would admonish himself later for taker her and fucking her so quickly, next time he would take his time and be more measured in his passion. But god, he could only stand so much and she was such a turn on for him, unfortuantely even more now, knowing as he did that he would have to work exrta hard to enable her to cum with him. Her head was reeling and she felt quite dizzy, but he was looking at her with such tenderness, she could hardly stand up properly, after such a rollercoaster of emotions going on in her head. Her legs were quite wobbly and he noticed that she was losing the will to stand up. This was good in his opinion, she was a strong woman and needed a little extra persuasion than a regular petite woman would have needed and he was the man
No Time No Time
The Poem I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done, My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said 'Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time' !
Dancing Angel
Meet Cassie, a young single woman in search of her true sexuality. Coming to know Serena online has changed her, bringing undeniable excitement into her life. She needs to find her way, meet the woman that danced into her heart and soul. Only then, can she truly be free. Read on; find out how Cassie's impatience gets the best of her, bringing her a night of unforgettable memories. Dear Reader, please enjoy my first fictional girl/girl story. It was a blast writing it. By Katerina Val-Kyrie Tingling with excitement, I entered Angels Paradise, a renowned strip club. The foyer was elegant. Filled with roses, it almost took my breath away. I love roses and these were beautifully displayed, their lush red petals accented by the lights' soft glow. I hesitated, took a moment to enjoy them, a moment to collect myself as I breathed in their heavenly scent. My skin felt flushed despite the coolness in the night air. I was nervous. With my heart thudding furiously, I stepped into pa
Corruption Of Innocence
"Jess, stop squirming, " Scott laughed a little as he drove the quiet streets of Lancaster, Pennsylvania. "I can't help it! I'm finally meeting Susie!" Jess squealed excitedly. "Yes, I know. You haven't stopped telling me stories about her since we got in the car." "Shutup, " Jess laughed, "do I look okay?" "You look great. I'd do you. Why do you care? I thought you said she was straight?" "Gee thanks, " she smirked, "she IS straight but there's nothing wrong with wanting to look good is there?" she asked, not mentioning a word about any of she and Susie's most recent late-night conversations. "No, I spose not. But you always look good, Jess, " Scott smiled. "Thanks, " Jess giggled. "Almost there, this is her street, " Scott grinned. "Oh shit, are you serious?" Jess' color drained from her face. "Yup. Wanna call her and let her know we're here?" he offered his cell phone to her. "Umm ... sure, " Jess grinned, taking the phone and dialing her number.
I Will Miss Ya'll
Me & my gf are splitting up. she pulled a fast 1 over me & got the house with a lease acouple of days ago. since i'm not on the lease, she can kick me out 2day even though i have a phone & net bill saying that i have been here 4 awhile. so i might have 2 get a cheap motel or something until i can afford 2 get my own place. i think she's doing me pretty dirty after i took care of her 4 @least 6 months when she can't even work. if this is the last time 4 awhile that i get 2 talki 2 any of u, i'll miss ya'll & i will ttyl. ASAP so pls keep showing me luv until then. i'll return it when i get back xoxox i'm VERY SAD NOW
Life
Don't you ever get tired of making the best of a bad situation? Fuck that, I wanna find a good situation! I'm tired man, all the drama and bulshit is getting old. Its time to just uproot and run off without looking back. I wanna grab whats good in my life and flee somewhere better, start over fresh, and try my best to forget some shit ever happened. Life is way to short to spend mulling over the same old shit, it doesn't have to be that difficult. I truly believe that drama is self induced, things only get to you because you let them. Just let go of the bullshit and enjoy yourself!
You're Medusa Bitch!
THAT'TS THE RESPONSE I GOT after telling ex inlaws that I'd been in a truck rollover that pushed my head and face to concrete. My exbrother-in-laws kid slapped me with the comment on the end of "...love my uncle Frank." I 'd have to repeal the word "bitch" because she would have had to muter that under her breath ...her daddy was in the next room chillin out while she braided my hair... for pay. I don't understand the attitude that comes from "loved ones" and other realtive personalities when some form of personal tragedy is told them. I should think the pain and agony would cull at least the minimal of grief or sadness from them... I get shunned, thrown out into the street and muged. go figure...... I guess the slide on pavement didn't injure me WELL enough. and besides... MEDUSA IS GREEK dummy!
Let's Become Illegals!!!!!!
On Becoming Illegal. You'll love this! FORMS ARE GOING FAST- SIGN UP TODAY! Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I
The Kegel Master!!!!
A Better, More Satisfying, Intense Full Body Female Orgasm! Marie Claire Magazine chooses the Kegelmaster as the best and most effective tool for the enhancement of female sexual responsiveness and the increase in frequency, strength and satisfaction of the female orgasm. The following is an exerpt from the article; "You Can Train Your Vagina To Be More Orgasmic!" by Karen J. Bannan in association with Howard I. Glazer, Ph.D reprinted from the January issue of "Marie Claire" magazine. We put three sex tools to the test The Kegelmaster> FemTone Vaginal Weights> U-Control home trainer> When it's in top shape the pubococcygeus (PC) muscle aka the "love muscle" helps you have strong and lasting orgasms. But with age, pregnancy, and even lack of sex, this pelvic muscle can weaken. Women have long used Kegel exercises (repeated contracting and releasing, as if to stop the flow of urine) to help, but the truth is, they're not enough. "The Kegelmaster has been
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Dogs Temprarily Off The Menu In China
China to stop eating dogs for August Olympics Canine cuisine is being sent to the doghouse during next month's Beijing Olympic Games. Dog meat has been struck from the menus of officially designated Olympic restaurants and Beijing tourism officials are telling other outlets to discourage consumers from ordering dishes made from dogs, the official Xinhua News Agency reported Friday. Waiters and waitresses should "patiently" suggest other options to diners who order dog, it said, quoting city tourism bureau Vice Director Xiong Yumei. Dog, known in Chinese as "xiangrou," or "fragrant meat," is eaten by some Chinese for its purported health-giving qualities. Beijing isn't the first Olympic host to slap a ban on chowing down on chow chow. South Korea banned dog meat during the 1988 Seoul Olympics by invoking a law prohibiting the sale of "foods deemed unsightly." After the Olympics, the ban was not strictly enforced. Dog meat is also eaten in some other Asian
Great News About The Election
And so the sands of time brings news every day! Maybe we have HOPE yet! Obama refuses to release his birth certificate, and for some reason it is not on file in Hawaii , so this is interesting. SOME TIME AGO HILARY SAID SHE HAD SOMETHING ON OBAMA THAT WOULD CHANGE THE ELECTION AND THAT'S WHY SHE ONLY SUSPENDED HER QUEST FOR THE PRESIDENCY, WELL THIS MIGHT BE THE REASON. This came from a USNA alumnus. It'll be interesting to see how the media handles this... Barack Obama is not a legal U.S. natural-born citizen according to the law on the books at the time of his birth, which falls between December 24, 1952, to November 13, 1986. Federal Law requires that the office of President requires a natural-born citizen if the child was not born to two U.S. Citizen parents. This is what exempts John McCain, though he was born in the US Panama Canal Zone. US Law very clearly states: '. . . If only one parent is a U.S. Citizen at the time of one's birth, that parent must have
Prayers ( This Is Important )
Okay so I just got back from the hospital. My grandma is in the ER. She went in by ambulance at like 8a this morning with chest palpitations and high blood pressure. They have given her tons of meds and nothing seems to be helping much. They did a chest x-ray and found nothing. They did a ultrasound on her gallbladder and found a legion on her liver. That could be caused by the breast cancer that she had not to long ago. They said that they got all of it but some got in her blood stream but not to worry about it. She has been taking her meds for that. She is getting transferred as we speak to a Kasier hospital out in Irvine to go to their ER. After that then they will decide what they want to do. Please pray for us!
Another Bad Race Day
SITTING THERE LAST NIGNT WATCHING THE RACE AND IT WAS OK UNTILL THAT 18 WENT TO VICTORY LANE . SOME BODY PUT HIM IN THE WALL PLEASE.
For Friends And Family
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Prayers ( This Is Important ) - Part 2
Okay so my grandma is out of the ER at Kaiser and in her own room and I spoke to her at 9:30p and she says that she is doing better. Apparently what she has was diagnosed almost 4 years ago but she just couldnt take 1 of the meds. The DR said that stress could be doing this. I spoke to her and she said that it might but shes not sure. They will run more tests tmr.
Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This c
Not Falling Apart
Not Falling Apart Danced all night, slept all day Careless with my heart again Fearless when it comes to playing games You don't cry, you don't care Afraid to have a love affair Is that your ghost or are you really there? Now I can't walk, I can't talk anymore Since you walked out the door And now I'm stuck living out that night again I'm not falling apart Weather on a sunny day Time slows down; I wish you'd stay In the darkened room she clutches her bear The one that he gave her from the summer fair She cried into the fur that was already wet The only light from her muted TV set With a sob, she reached for the ice cream tub Knowing full well he would be at the pub Drowning his sorrows? Too good to be true He's probably hitting on somebody new She closed her eyes and pictured his face His stupid smug grin always glued in place The way he always thought that he was God's gift That's what it was that made her quickly shift Two hours later she
The Creatures
The wind blows hard the night was a quiver, the water flowed down a silent river. The moon shone bright on this darkened night the evilness was about To take flight. They flew across this darn filled sky, their winds flapping; their eyes open wide, searching for something to fill their stomachs, fresh skin fresh meat sound so tantalizing. A lonely women walks down a lonely road, but doesn't realize whats about to unfold, their shimmering cries fly around her head, her time comes now, to a bloody death. They swoop down to the bushes and trees, and hide in the grass so they can't be seen. The woman walks unaware of her fate, but the evilness lies, the evilness waits. The wind gets strong on this quivering night, the screams echo has the time draws by. Their eyes start to glow, their teeth shinning bright. Their stomachs getting their feast in sight. The woman walks till the end of the road; she quivers for she is not alone. A warm breathe shudders around her neck, a sharp feeling s
Evil Eve
Eve was a small girl who made life difficult for everyone, no matter who they were she always found a way to make you shout, scream or cry. Eve lived with her mother and bigger sister in a small house where everyone knew them and Eve. Most of the day mum did nothing but shout and was looking forward to when eve started school tomorrow, but eve had other ideas. Eve woke up and was already in trouble before they even got out the door, Eve, did you put toothpaste down the toilet? shouts mum NO shouts eve Eve, did you fill the sink with toilet paper? shouts mum again NO shouts eve Eve was not like most kids, her idea of a joke was putting mud in your tea or spiders under in your bed, but eve knew that she could be a lot worse. Holding her lunch box eve gets ready to go to school, walking to the car eve makes faces to the lady next door. Eve stop that says mum Mum and eve get into the car, mum puts the seatbelt over and straps herself in, starting the engine they make
Little Bobby
We both run outside into the garden, my little brother bobby grabs a box and we stand on it. Two tiny heads peer over the top and we watch Doris sunbathing with her costume on. What are those lumps? Why havent I got any? bobby looks at me and feels his chest, I look at him and laugh. They my dear brother they are called breasts, and every women has them but bobby is still feeling his chest. I cant find mine, I havent got any its not fair and he looks again at Doris. They are big arent they, and they wobble too, they look really comfortable to sleep on Bobby there not pillows, how do you think you drank as a little baby? and he shrugged his shoulders I dont know, mum brought me a can of coke, and a straw We both stand there our heads still looking at Doris, but little bobby was still confused. You see those big lumps, well you used to drink from those, thats where you got your milk as a baby bobby started laughing You mean I put my mouth round them, and
Am I Not Pretty Enough
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5p9JhbhRcIc Am I Not Pretty Enough? Kasey Chambers Am I not pretty enough Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Dont I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me, I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break, I crave, I love, Ive waited long enough, I try as hard as I can. Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Dont I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? I laugh, I feel, I make believe its real, I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees, I hope, I stand, I take it like a man, I try as hard as I can. Am I not pretty enough? Is my heart too broken? Do I cry too much? Am I too outspoken? Dont I make you laugh? Should I try it harder? Why do you see right through me? Why do you see, why do you see, why do you see right through me?
Prison Wives
Having a husband in prison is a stigma in our society. However it is possible to cope and get through this difficult time in your life. Let me help you along the way and give you a few tips. The "Prison Wife" is the forgotten one, as she waits at home for her husband. Our society takes care of the sick, the dyimg, the homeless, but the prisoner's wife is alone and forgotten. She is faced with insurmountable problems....financial,emotional, psychological, social, stigmatization, health problems to face alone, children to take care of. She keeps the household "together," until her husband comes home. She works, pays the bills, pays the mortgage or rent, the car payments, insurances. She takes care of the children, repairs for the house, and just about everything else under the sun. Holidays and birthdays come and go. She is alone and lonely, most often faced with depression. Most find it difficult to even face another day. She lives in hiding because she is afraid the neighbors m
It Must Have Been Love - Roxette
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One Day!!! It Will Happen, You'll See.
One Day,. You're Going to run into her,. Maybe Bump into her while walking down a busy street, and she's going to look happy, Almost glowing.. She'll Say Excuse me, And then after noticing who You are, She'll say Hi, Shoot you this big beautiful smile, and ask you How You've been. And In that very moment, You'll Hang your head in shame, and wonder why you never noticed her,. Why You didnt respect her, Why You didnt love her enough,. And Better yet.. Why You let her go. But don't worry. She think's about you every once in a while,.. About all the times You told her you loved her, But 5 min later told her how stupid and worthless she was, She'll remember all the times You forgot her,. Or the important dates that she wanted you to share And how You were never around., How she craved your attention, Causing endless arguments Just so You'd tell her You loved her... Or Notice her., But.. She doesnt think about you to much, Because After you, She found True love... She found what she wanted t
She'll See..
One day, She will wake up and notice You're not around, She might cry for a while, But soon there after the mist will go away from her head, and the clouds will be gone from her eyes,. And As the day's go by she will start to lose the memories, Of the good and bad times and she will stop questioning all the things she once questioned,. You can be replaced,. You can be forgotten and no matter how many times you want to try and pretend to be the greatest thing on the earth, YOU will fade ... -Bri
The Truth 4
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Chapters.
I might be the only one who looks at life and relationships / Friendships the way I do., But I believe, that Every one person in this world is basically a book. We all have chapters Each year adding a chapter,. We are the authors writing it as we go... But we have co authors people Adding stuff in from time to time, You know the people we let come into our lives,. Of course our books start at one being the day of our birth to our birthday and so on and so forth, You get what I mean! Some people are Quite open with their books, Like myself,. I have no problem letting you begin from the start; and others are quite closed.. and protective Only wanting you to start from the middle the chapter they are on right then and there ... I believe the best way to know who a person is today, and Accept them and understand them is to start from the beginning of their book. If you only start from the middle where You come into their book, It's easy to get lost and confused and get upset if th
Hello Mr Obvious.
So. Life giving you a hard time Eh? Family not treating you right? Friends Not there for you? Your Boss is a Total Dick? Your Kids don't Listen? Your Not happy? GET OVER IT!!! So who lied and told you it was going to be easy,? Who Told you .. That you were going to have everything Handed to you? Cause that person Lied!!! Heartbreak - Yea It's real... And it hurts..., But Revenge and Crying and Complaining... Is Never going to make anything better., the pain is still going to be there., Days from now... Months from now maybe even YEARS from now, but are you going to sit around and be bitter ? Passing up any person that comes along because you are afraid of getting hurt again? Truthfully.. If Your answer is yes, You are freaking Stupid.. and Should be shot on contact... Bills - Yes they are Real! You're a grown adult, You are going to have bills,. Your parents had bills and their parents had bills,. Face it, You work and You get a paycheck,. You hold that payc
Evans Blue - Cold (but Im Still Here) [lyrics]
Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster can you feel my trigger hand, moving further down your back when you hide, hide inside that body but just remember that when I touch you the more you shake, the more you give away cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time Wait, another minute here, time will kill us after all Now can you feel its second hand wrapped around your neck so fall into my eyes and fall into YOUR lies but don't you forget the more you turn away, the more I want you to stay cold, but I'm still here, blind, 'cause I'm so blind, say never we're far from comfortable this time cold, now we're so cold, mine, and you're not mine, say never we're far from obvious this time You're so endearing, you're so beautiful, well I don't look like they do, and I don't love like they do but I don't hate
What Do You Expect From Me?
Think about what you've done first before you say anything to me! Just look at what was once a dream of yours but became my F#CKING NIGHTMARE! Its not what I did that hurt you so much that day ITS WHAT I DIDN"T F#CKIN' DO THAT HURT YOU! Lets be for real now IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,so don't think it can!
Thank You Becky, Congrats!!!!
First off, I'm sorry it took so long to get this up, since fubar was down on Monday....so here we go..... A HUGE THANK YOU to everyone who helped get me to godmother....there are so many, I know alot of people hit my page during the week, so if you are not on here, please private message me so I can return the luv. That being said, here are the people who helped me level....if you notice, there are alot of you, I'll get to you, it just may take a couple of days...lol. The shadow levelers are an awesome family, and I'm extremely proud and honored to be a part of them. These guys are my fu-slaves, and they are an awesome trio.....I couldn't have done this without them, so show them lots of luv! Fu-King Yeahmon {Shadow Leveler} Proudly owned by Farscapecat~Proud owner of DoubleD~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Proudly Owned By Godmother R @ fubar Th
Effects Of Alcohol
A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling back and forth. A cop on the beat sees him and approaches 'Can I help you sir?' 'Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr' the man replies. The cop asks 'Where was your car the last time you saw it?' 'It wasss on the end of thisshh key' the man replies. About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging out of his fly for all the world to see.. He asks the man 'Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?' Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without missing a beat, blurts out........... 'Holy shit ----- My girlfriend's gone, too!!!!!'
My Fu Midget
What Your Eye Color Means
Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best
My Moon Profile
Your Moon is in Sagittarius On the day you were born, the Moon was in Sagittarius. The urge to roam and to explore the world is a strong emotional need of yours, and unless it is fulfilled, you will be very unsatisfied. You have a very gregarious, fiery Moon, and your emotions are not tepid or wishy-washy by any means. You love to show your feelings, and you are not shy about advertising how you feel about anything, be it politics, religion, philosophy, or sports. Very true, fits well :P
Just Started
well, i've just started here. please excuse me - i need some time to understand how it works... more info about me: http://sad-wolf.deviantart.com thank you!
Dragon Dungon
COME ONE COME ALL DEMON DRAGON BOMBERS HAVE A NEW HOME STOP ON BY AND CHECK OUT SO IF YOU WANT SOME PLACE TO CALL HOME OR WANT TO BE A DEMON DRAGON BOMBER JUST STOP IN AND SOME ONE WILL GET YOU SET UP THANKX FOR CHECKING US OUT ***CLICK ON THE LINK TO JOIN THE FUN*** BROUGHT TO YOU BY Chaos&Mayhem Creations@ fubar
Lousy Poker Face
i want to kiss you all over your face i want to hold you and be held by you i want to watch you walk away and not feel like a peeping tom i want permission to lust after you to love you with all my heart to quiet the voice in my head that calls out your name i want to carry you if you can't walk cry for you when you have no more tears no one loves you in this world if i don't...
Jersey Shore
blue days and pink and purple nights i love the summer short little spring dress bouncing as she walks blond hair flipped in a convertible belly button has a ring in it it winks in the sun too much perfume and not enough brains i love dark make up on pale goth skin this ones eyes are crying like Dawn short shorts and long dark hair big girls in small underwear...
If You Don't Like What You See In The Mirror Or The Makeover
twin holes in my turtleneck about an inch apart as i star in the mirror the sight nearly stops my heart two perfect holes on the left side perfect symmetry why oh why and my oh my where is the rest of me?...
A Little Silly Goes A Long Way
in the hopes of being understood i'll make this crystal clear you are divine give me some time to whisper in your ear my heart is in a tangle like a tennis shoe tied too tight i can't keep this to myself though i try with all my might i need the touch of someone else to comfort me at night when the nightmares have me and i'm quaking and sweating in fear i reach out for my lifeline and roughly squeeze your rear...
Something More Than Me
in the hopes of being understood i'll make this crystal clear you are divine give me some time to whisper in your ear my heart is in a tangle like a tennis shoe tied too tight i can't keep this to myself though i try with all my might i need the touch of someone else to comfort me at night when the nightmares have me and i'm quaking and sweating in fear i reach out for my lifeline and roughly squeeze your rear...
A Life That Ididn't Know.....
that exists outside the computer. I will be gone for a day or two. Miss Me... haha ... I know you won't..... oh I'm in an auction, if you are one of the ones that DO miss me, go rate me (i can win a bling pack) AND / OR leave a bid and you OWN me for a month!!
Trisha Yearwood Down On My Knees
Sometimes you wonder How much I care I get so distracted running nowhere And I take for granted Our love is secure But if I started losing you One thing is sure Id be down on my knees Ready to pray Darlin down on my knees Making you stay Id be beggin you please Dont take your love from me Id be down on my knees I learned to be strong A long time ago And I can face any wind no matter how hard it blows But Id have to be stronger than I want to be If I had to live without you loving me Id be down on my knees Ready to pray Darlin down on my knees Making you stay Id be beggin you please Dont take your love from me Id be down on my knees No one matters more in my life Makes me feel like you make me feel inside Ive come far enough to know loves Worth never letting go of And love is not a matter of pride Id be down on my knees Ready to pray Darlin down on my knees Making you stay Id be beggin you please Dont take your love from me Id be down on my
Please Help Him Level Up!!!!
The VIper**PLEASE SIGN MY GUES BOOK/CHECK MY BLOGS OUT/RATE/FAN/ADD ME/ AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY**@ fubar
Come Here...........
Just A Thought
Just A Thought?! There is a voice within which occasionally gets our attention and tries to remind us of how good and beautiful we are! It calls us from a time long... ago when we first arrived for our journey in and through time and space.Those first moments were filled with pure joy, pure play, pure adventure. Whenever you meet someone today with a pure, innocent and trusting heart let them remind you of yourself during those first early years. They invoke the purity of your own heart, and invite you to be innocent again. It also shows you one of the greatest keys to real relaxation. It is the truth that we are all pure in heart... forever. It is only what we accumulate and learn from the world around us that blocks and clogs our heart. All evil is learned and fortunately can be unlearned. All depression is the result of the illusion that we have lost something, when in truth, we cannot lose what is of true value to us, the eternal qualities of our own spirit, our
Who Do U Think Will Win These Matches
Triple H v Edge (wwe championship) HBK v Y2J Batista v CM Punk (heavyweight title) Cena V JBL (NYC parking lot brawl) Tag team Fatal 4 way (tag team Title) John Morrison-Miz Finlay-Hornswoggle Jesse-Festus Hawkins-Ryder Mark Henry V Tommy Dreamer (ecw title) Michelle Mccool v Natalya (divas title)
Do U Need A Chamge Here U Go
Shattering your Strongholds (binding&loosing prayer) "In the name of Jesus Christ,I bind my body, soul and spirit to the will and purposes of God. I bind myself to the truth of God. I bind my self to an awareness if the power of the blood of Jesus working in my life everyday. I bind my mind to the mind of Christ that i can have the thought, poupose and feelings of his heart in me. I bind my feet to the path you have ordained for me to walk,God,that my steps wll be strong and steady. I bind myself to the work of the cross with all if its mercy,truth,love,power,forgiveness and dying to self. In the name of Jesus Christ, I bind the strong man and I loose his hold on everything he has ever stolen from me . I rebuke his works and loose the power and effects of every deception,devices and influence he wants to bring against me. Lord, I repent of having wrong attitudes and thoughts. I renounce them now and ask forgiveness. I loose every old pattern of thinking, attitude, ide
My Midget
"i Am"
My eyes gloom with darkness of night, My skin is pale like the whiteness of light, I cannot feel nor cant I breathe, Alive I am without my beating heart, I am dead to the world, By: Antonio A. Arriola This was written in two mins. i wrote this as a sample to an artist who looking for some writes he/she can interpret into art form...
Don't Know
I honestly have no idea anymore who people are. Honesty and respect, one of the last things that so many people have for one another. I can't imagine anyone wanting to purposefully deceive someone they don't know just to create a point that is not even there. I had thought that life was hard picking up the pieces from a life shattered with lies and purposeful hurt, prospects of things better only a mirage hovering far in the distance, appearing to be oh so close. A heart destroyed, honor no longer a care that can help to move on, but something less to be trusted. The pieces scattered out among the soil, like a photograph that has been mutilated. A heart being less than a heart, ones soul less than a soul, as the feet stomp away on through.
Application (fill Out And Return)
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET
Andy Rooney Said On '60 Minutes' A Few Weeks Back:
Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right 'NOT' to
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Elsewhere
i dont plan on being here twenty hours a day like i used to, especially since fubar will not lift the restriction of having to have at least 1 referral to get past level 10 my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/bryannewitt my yahoo: bryanne_witt@yahoo.com
Holy Water
Music Video: Holy Water by (Big & Rich) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone Im always thinking about u and protecting you!
Give Me Time, Please
My tears flow free. I'm drowning in my grief. I know you understand, accept my pain, But still, there's no relief. I'm sorry I've confused you, Bewildered your emotions, With silly schemes, wishes, dreams, And other crazy notions. I ache for what? I do not know. Perhaps for what I'd hoped we have, A budding love to grow I am so very lonely now. Ashamed at how I feel. Your quiet mood a sign, I fear, Of words you must conceal. Words you cannot tell me, For with their pain I'll wilt. But how much longer can you hide them, With your need to free your guilt? I worry how much longer, How much longer you can take, My mournful moody cries of love, With your family at stake. I am so very sorry love For any pain I've caused, My love for you will never cease, But my selfishness will stop Give me time,please. I'll be your friend, A friend you'll always trust. Just give me time To make things right, Because I know I must. I must because If I do n
Marilyn Manson - Tourniquet
She's made of hair and bone and little teeth The things that cannot speak She comes on like a crippled plaything Her spine is just a string I wrapped our love in all this foil Silver tight like spider legs I never wanted it to ever spoil But flies will lay their eggs Take your hatred out on me Make your victim my head You never ever believed in me I am your tourniquet Prosthetic synthesis and butterfly Sealed up with virgin stitch If it hurts baby please tell me Preserve the innocence I never wanted it to end like this But flies will lay their eggs Take your hatred out on me Make your victim my head You never ever believed in me I am your tourniquet What I wanted, what I needed What I got for me What I wanted, what I needed What I got for me Take your hatred out on me Make your victim my head You never ever believed in me I am your tourniquet Take your, take your Get up out of me I'm not proud with me I never ever believed in me I am your t
Hi How Are Every One
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Me & My Gang
Naughty Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET
I Dont Know Any Funny! =)
Ops I did it again, i didnt do any funny... lots of joke i have told i belive! =)
Dear Debbie
Do you like spying on me while you sit at your computer in the back of the house? Come on, I don't spy on you. What do you have to gain?
My Midget
I Have A Purple Starfish On My Face
Hey all, Just wanted you to know my #1 Hit Single "Purple Starfish" has made its long awaited debut on iTunes, Amazon, and other music websites. Check it out and please support me! I love to share the gift of Purple Starfish with everyone I meet. Steve
Smiles
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.
For My Biker Freiends And Family
JUST A BIKER I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers
George W.'s War
George W.'s War... Definitely Read All The Way To The End... By INVESTOR'S BUSINESS DAILY No one likes war. War is a horrific affair, bloody and expensive. Sending our men and women into battle to perhaps die or be maimed is an unconscionable thought. Yet some wars need to be waged, and someone needs to lead. The citizenry and Congress are often ambivalent or largely opposed to any given war. It's up to our leader to convince them. That's why we call the leader 'Commander in Chief.' George W.'s war was no different. There was lots of resistance to it. Many in Congress were vehemently against the idea. The Commander in Chief had to lobby for legislative approval. Along with supporters, George W. used the force of his convictions, the power of his title and every ounce of moral suasion he could muster to rally support. He had to assure Congress and the public that the war was morally justified, winnable and affordable. Congress eventually came around and voted
Awwww
1st Prayer
Brothers, when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be. Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve. In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl. On every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know. In hot cellars in searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be at your side. The house from which I now respond Is over staffed with heroes gone. Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well. As fire men we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand. A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway. That card is something we ignore As we crawl across a weakened floor. For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there. So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I know throughout the years. As I did the job I loved to do I pray that thought will see you through.
Is 911 Really A Joke?
WHEN I FIRST SAW THAT GUY... car medallion hanging around is neck coupled with a replica of BIG BEN and oversized glasses that I thought ONLY Bozo or Rizzo the Clown could have in their wardrobe, I was totally amazed. Even more so, I was enthralled by the complaint chortled out in his song... "911 is a joke". They were in process of installing the emergency alert system to Ann Arbor's Police Department. Recovering from some sort of "knock me out and cut my groin" attack by a stranger (still don't know who did it) while living on campus at EMU... I was expecting problems or outright non response from the emergency teams; after all, he was from a larger more well known community.... New York City. If it couldn't work there... perhaps it wouldn't work in a lace like Ann Arbor either. To that regard, I resigned myself to an alternate direction of thought... maybe it's a "good thing" when things happen that we don't really expect. To address that further; my mom was complaining about my you
Help A Brother Out...
HEY FOLKS !!! MEET A GREAT FRIEND OF MINE !!! HE IS GETTING CLOSE TO GOD FATHER !! CAN YOU ALL SHOW HIM LOVE !!! PLEASE LET HIM KNOW KIDD SENT YA !!! THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ KIDD ROCK~OWNED BY KissMeMt & MARRIED TO DEVILISH DESIRE@ fubar AND ~DiXie DeViL~ ~Stevens Wifey~ ~Head Enforcer at Copperheads~ aka ~Stevens Boss, LMAO~@ fubar
Like It!
Her kisses are so sweet...soft and wet. Her lips so soft, pink, plump and warm. Her tongue sliding into my mouth slowly, as our tongues meet I start to breath a little harder. My heart starts to race..I can feel the blood pumping...my nipples getting hard, my pussy becoming moist and my clit swelling. The more she kisses me the more I begin to pant. I want her down on me... her hair sliding across my chest as she moves herself down slowly. Finding my breasts she stops to taste...to nibble...to caress...it drives me wild. My hips start to move...encouraging her to move down even more...but her soft lips on my nipples is such an incredible feeling. She can almost bring me to orgasm just by licking, sucking and nibbling on my huge, swollen nipples. I moan..and moan..every stroke of her tongue across my breasts I moan even louder. She slides her tongue over my erect nipple, flicking it ever so lightly. The sensation of her breath on me, makes me want to quiver. The touch of her
Chatoholic?
If you use Instant Messaging (IM) to collaborate like I do, this is one of the best I've found yet. You can include Windows Live (MSN), yahoo, ICQ, AIM, Google Talk, Jabber and Facebook Chat all on one very interactive client! http://www.digsby.com/ Let me know if you're looking for a particular kind of software; I can usually find you a free solution!
25 Things That Make Me Smile
25 Things That Make Me Smile Dimples ... I love them! Paying it forward. When a stranger smiles at me. Giving to others. Children laughing. Older couples holding hands. One of my cats brushing up against me. Hugs Receiving a greeting card from a friend just saying they are thinking about me. A half day off of work. Reading a book while curled up in my favorite chair. Receiving a text message from a friend just saying hi. Phone calls that lead into meaningful conversations. Making new friends. Receiving a credit on a bill due to overpaying or being charged too much. Music Seeing a couple in love. A funny email / joke / video. Being goofy with my friends. When someone plays with my hair. Being called by any of my nicknames. Watching the kids trick-or-treating on Halloween. Watching a persons face as I open a gift from them. Reconnecting with old friends. Seeing a friend reach a goal or achieve a dream.
Forest Fires
Ok I am in the National Guard. And I am sure that some of you know that the wild fires in Northern Cali are very bad. And also know that National Guard troops have been called up to help fight these fires. I was one of about 28 people from my company that were activated to help. I want to send out my thanks to the firefighters that do this all season long year after year. Because it is a very difficult job to do. Not to mention dangerous. For those of you who are familiar with the locations and names of the fires. I was located at the Lime Complex fire camp and cut hand line and mop up operations on the lime fire and and telephone fire. The hand crew that i was on was made up entirely of National Guard Soldiers and on seasoned firefighter to train us and ensure our safety on the fire line. I want to thank all the personnel at the fire camp and other crews on the fires for their suppo
Looking For A Female Beardie
LOOKING FOR A YEAR OLD BEARDIE DRAGON OR LIL OLDER, I HAVE A MALE AND WOULD LIKE TO GET HIM A MATE... THANK YOU
If You Dont Know Learn About It
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Show In Lacaster
Song Of The Day 7/25/08 - Foreigner - I Want To Know What Love Is
I've gotta take a little time A little time to think things over I better read between the lines In case I need it when I'm older Ohhhh Oo oh oh oh oh Now this mountain I must climb Feels like the world upon my shoulders Through the clouds I see love shine It keeps me warm as life grows colder In my life there's been heart-ache and pain I don't know if I can face it again Can't stop now I've travelled so far to change this lonely life Chorus I wanna know what love is I want you to show me I wanna feel what love is I know you can show me I'm gonna take a little time A little time to look around me I've got nowhere left to hide It looks like love has finally found me In my life there's been heartache and pain I don't know if I can face it again Can't stop now I've travelled so far to change this lonely life Chorus 5X
Wanna Take A Free Cruise With Me?
to the carribean? It's already paid for ... all you need is a free week to have fun! I got it as a birthday gift AFTER my mother and stepfather changed their minds about traveling. I sent in the difference of money and scheduled rooms in the STATE ROOM area of the ship. The problem is that it was a package for 2... I am a single woman, a WIDOW. Been a widow since my husband died in 1991. To solve the problem, I set out asking relatives and friends if they wanted to go. I couldn't believe no one bought into it! It wouldn't cost them a red cent.. but no one, not the 21year acquaintance who was newly divored, not my "never had a vacation in my life" single male cousin, not my brother who was stressing out over cash and being downtrodden in his "wanning" relationship, and none of my female cousins who were "haggled" under their children and needed a break. I was the only one who could jump ship.... so to speak, and actually have fund doing it. I cancelled it. http://carnival.com/
West
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A Poem Just For You
i loved you and all you did was say fake shit like you always do, the truth is you cant handle that i'm so true,I'm too real for you to handle. The truth is again we had nothing in commen we didnt even like the same things let alone talk about the same things. You hated me i hated you and all you could do is be so untrue. one thing i have to say is i'm truly offically and toldy done with you.You pushed me away and theirs nothing left for you to do, U decided to start to care and try and let me in when reality was all their, its was way to late, I'm way to old for this game that you like to play and now i'm done with this game and running as fast as i can because you were nothing but unfaithful and untrue. I'm done being with you.
Survey
When you break her heart===[ the pain never really goes away ] When she misses you===[ shes hurting inside] When she says its over===[ she still wants you to be hers ] When she reposts this bulletin===[ she wants you to read it ] When she walks away from you mad===[ Follow her] When she stare's at your mouth===[ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you===[ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cursing at you===[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet===[ Ask her whats wrong] When she ignore's you===[ Give her your attention] When she pulls away==[ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst===[ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying==[Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking==[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared===[ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder===[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she ste
Survey
Be honest no matter what.. [one] are you bi? yes [two] where is your default picture taken? An old apartment [three] what is your middle name? Jane [five] Does your crush like you back? He better he's my fiance lol [six] what is ur current mood? bored [seven] something you wish to do in the next year? Move to bigger city [eight] what makes you happy? Aundalynn, Warcraft, Cooking, Devin [nine] look at a poster in your room, who's on it? A wizard [fourteen] the song stuck in your head? Kissed a girl by: Katy Perry [fifteen] what is your desktop background? Aundalynn [sixteen] what are you wearing? Tie Die shirt and Blue Jeans [seventeen]when was the last time you cried? When Aundalynn cried cause we couldn't see eachother. "I was sick. " [eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience? yes [nineteen] if
Things Needed To Know About Me/dinge Mussten Um Mich Kennen/le Cose Hanno Dovuto Sapere Di Me/les Choses Ont Eu Besoin De Savoir De Moi
THINGS NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT ME: DINGE MUSSTEN UM MICH KENNEN: LE COSE HANNO DOVUTO SAPERE DI ME: LES CHOSES ONT EU BESOIN DE SAVOIR DE MOI: IF I want you to view my webcam I will offer, IF I want you to have my email address I will give it to you, IF you want to see my NSFW files you have to empress me not bother me to death about why you can't see it and how you can. IF you really want to be with me and you are real I will grant your wish to meet me for coffee not a sexual liason. IF you really want me to NOT speak with you, Say hello to me then ask me do I have a webcam and Yahoo or MSN and Nude photos THEN tell me I'm not living up to your expectations - You will be blocked and deleted. You do not own me nor tell me what to do ever! I won't put up with it. Please everyone have a great rest of the week - ============================================= SE la voglio osservare il mio webcam che offrir, SE la voglio avere il mio indirizzo email glielo dar, SE lei vuole
Gone But Not Forgotten
My tears fall like raindrops. A broken soul, My own personal hell. Alone in the dark, my tears I cry. The pain I feel, Cuts me like a knife. I can not hide it from those who look too close. It is there, just below the surface. For one shining moment I was loved. You wanted me for who I was. But then, in an instant, you are taken from me. Gone but not forgotten. For inside my heart you will always be. The pain that you left will remind me of the love we shared.
That Night
wow this morning was the best day of my life i got to be with my baby i hope i can do it again baby i love u and i really hope u had fun to kisses cant wait until we get to do it again see u soon love u baby ttfn
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How Will You Be Defined In The Sexual Dictionary?
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He Calls To Me
He calls to me across the miles night winds carry his whispers they float on the breeze and through my window falling gently upon my ears - Hush- I hear him now He calls to me from the heavens glitterin stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes when he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now He calls to me thru my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now He calls to me Every moment of every day distance couldn't keep us apart when destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity as long as he keeps calling
Gonna Be A Father
For The First Time I Just Found Out That i have a 5yr old son in michigan named branden, his mother never said anything to me about him, until 5yrs later, i really hope i am gonna be a great dad, i dont wanna let anymore people down expecialy my SON!!
Omega Bombers
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Goodbye
Wanting to see you again, Waiting to hold you in these arms. Will i never feel your tender kiss, Things i will truely miss. Keeping faith for you and me, The future i want to see. Leaving but don't know where, Beg you to stay you dont care. Your case is packed and ready to go, Saying bye but feelings don't show. On knees i beg but break and cry, Out the door i guess it's goodbye.
Jokes To Offend Everyone
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan . What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have
Never Have More True Words Been Spoken.
Pasolini is me. 'Accattone' you'll be. I entered nothing and nothing entered me, 'Til you came with the key And you did your best but... As I live and breathe You have killed me, You have killed me. Yes I walk around somehow. But you have killed me, You have killed me. Piazza Cavour, what's my life for? Visconti is me. Magnani you'll never be. I entered nothing and nothing entered me, 'Til you came with the key And you did your best but... As I live and breathe You have killed me, You have killed me. Yes, I walk around somehow. But you have killed me, You have killed me Who am I that I come to be here...? As I live and breathe You have killed me, You have killed me. Yes I walk around somehow. But you have killed me, You have killed me. And there is no point saying this again. There is no point saying this again. But I forgive you, I forgive you. Always I do forgive you. Morrissey "You Have Killed Me"
Matchbox 20- Unwell
Song Of The Day 7/29/08 - Cage - Among The Sleep (sotd Version 2.0)
Among The Sleep - Cage [Verse 1] I'm seconds from eating with the Mossberg had to offer And feed my thoughts on Christ to the altar I wake up on a red floor, axing a dead whore My dick chewed up, why I let this bitch give me head for? Pigs tryin' to kick down the door, I'm out for me Opened the sliding glass door and hopped off the balcony Fell thirty flights to cars on 10th Av. Landed on a FedEx-disguised meth lab And after it blew up, I woke up and threw up Stuck my hand in my pants, my shit ain't chewed up Wipe the puke from my face then leave this place With a 4-5 in the waist at an elitist pace No breathing space, I step out and show face Within 3 minutes I'm approached for H Then a shotgun to neck, now lose the weapon And my skull fragments painted the sky for seconds [Chorus] Back to my brain like my brain is a home While I roll with the fame I still aim at the throne All my peers all sleep and I'm the only one not weak Or am I unconscious dreaming
So Far Today
1.9 2008/07/29 13:16:00 33.946N 117.799W 18.0 7 km ( 4 mi) SSE of Diamond Bar, CA 1.9 2008/07/29 13:13:20 33.940N 117.740W 14.4 4 km ( 3 mi) SSW of Chino Hills, CA 1.6 2008/07/29 13:04:28 33.883N 117.853W 13.6 0 km ( 0 mi) ENE of Placentia, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:57:32 33.950N 117.730W 11.4 3 km ( 2 mi) SSW of Chino Hills, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:53:59 33.921N 117.787W 15.5 4 km ( 2 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.4 2008/07/29 12:53:40 33.917N 117.810W 17.5 4 km ( 2 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.8 2008/07/29 12:46:27 33.925N 117.804W 17.5 5 km ( 3 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:45:46 33.929N 117.780W 14.2 5 km ( 3 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:38:50 33.939N 117.791W 17.1 6 km ( 4 mi) N of Yorba Linda, CA 1.7 2008/07/29 12:35:34 33.928N 117.819W 16.6 5 km ( 3 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.4 2008/07/29 12:32:38 33.925N 117.819W 18.4 5 km ( 3 mi) NNW of Yorba Linda, CA 1.3 2008/07/29 12:29:25 33.949N 1
Seahawks Training Camp Postcard - Jim Trotter - Si.com
Setting the Scene The Seahawks' training facility sits on a clearing behind Northwest University in Kirkland, Wash. When the sun is out, as it was Monday on a 70-degree afternoon, the word spectacular quickly comes to mind. The three practice fields -- two grass, one artificial -- are framed by colorful foliage and towering trees. You'd be hard-pressed to paint a more tranquil setting. Then you hear the thud of colliding pads and the bark of energetic assistant coaches. So much for Shangri-La. Practices are closed to the public because of a scarcity of parking, but that won't be a problem next year when the team is in its new training facility just down the road in Renton. The complex -- which the club actually moves into Aug. 18 -- is a stunning blend of nature and architecture. It is more than three times the size of the current facility and it sits on the shores of Lake Washington. Three Observations 1. Mike Holmgren isn't letting up in his final season as coach. Holmgren
"...and I'm Still Hungry"
EVERYPLACE I'VE BEEN, NO ONE COULD GIVE A DAMN. I'm amazed at the reception ANTHONY BOURDAIN receives when he shows up on the doorstep, at the peir or hotel placid faced and puppy dog looking, never failing to remind the chosen host that "'''he's hungry." Mind you, the man is a CHEF. CHEF: a person who cooks food for a living. That's a synopsis of the word. Despite WEBSTER or WICCA's assumption of what he "should be doing" this is the one "chef" that never cooks. I admit he does do a number of trips under the blatant sun... heat zones visited by him could COOK anyone's brain, but then you have to be sober enough to know it. What am I getting at? ON THE COLLEGE CAMPUS i was a lowly knowledge seeking independent and energetic student/single mother who had to be extremely creative the first month of my first semester (I started in January after returning from a late notice mandatory MILITARY TDY school stint which began August 21... after I applied to start college courses September 1) wi
Wisdom
"WISDOM SAYING" 01. A word to the wise is unnecessary. 02. Anything that is designed to do more than one thing can't do any of them well. 03. If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain. 04. Whoever said sun brings happiness never danced in the rain. 05. A clean desk is a sign of a cluttered desk drawer. 06. A classic is a book that is much praised yet rarely read. 07. Every snowflake in an avalanche pleads not guilty. 08. It takes one tree to make 10,000 matches but one match to burn 10,000 trees. 09. Long periods of droughts are always followed by rain. 10. It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not. 11. Let everyone sweep in front of his own door and the whole world will be clean. 12. Reach for the moon. Even if you miss you'll land among the stars. 13. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw it away three weeks before you need it. 14. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 15. B
Song Of The Day 7/20/08 - Soundgarnden - Burden In My Hands
Burden in My Hands - SoundGarden Follow me into the desert As thirsty as you are Crack a smile and cut your mouth And drown in alcohol 'Cause down below the truth is lying Beneath the riverbed So quench yourself and drink the water That flows below her head Oh no There she goes Out in the....sunshine The sun is mine...sun is mine I shot my love today Would you cry for me? I lost my head again Would you lie for me? Close your eyes and bow your head I need a little sympathy 'Cause fear is strong and love's for everyone Who isn't me Kill your health and kill yourself And kill everything you love And if you live you can fall to pieces And suffer with my ghost I shot my love today Would you cry for me? I lost my head again Would you lie for me? I left her in the sand just a burden in my hand I lost my head again Would you cry for me? It's just a burden in my hand It's just an anchor on my heart It's just a tumor in my head And I'm in the dark
Hello!!
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Kim Komando 7-30-08
Today's top stories... Will ruling hurt cellular providers? A California judge says Sprints early termination fees probably violate state law. She ordered Sprint to pay more than $73 million to those affected. Want to save on your phone bill? My column will help! Hasbro sues over Scrabulous Scrabulous has been removed from Facebook. The game's makers have been sued by Hasbro. It owns the rights to Scrabble in the United States. Scrabulous is one of the most popular Facebook programs. Hacker to face charges in United States A British court declined to stop the extradition of Gary McKinnon. McKinnon is accused of breaking into Pentagon and NASA computers. He says he was looking for evidence of UFOs. Cell phones may cause behavioral problems A study shows that cell phones may cause behavioral problems in children. Problems were more common in children exposed to cell phones in the womb. Sunday Night Football hits the Web NBC and the NFL will offer the entire Sunday N
Blast
Will someone please pretty pls buy me a blast?I will be eternally greatful.
A Town Without Women
A Town Without Women In a Poor town in the middle of nowhere and no women, A guy walks into a bar and asks the bartender, "How can you live in this town without any women?". The bartender replies, "It's not that bad, sir, when we get lonely we go out back where there is a barrel with a knothole in it. It never sounds appeasing at first, but after one try you're hooked." So after a few beers, the guy starts getting a little lonely and tells the bartender he's gonna go find the barrel. At that, he walks up to the barrel and sticks it in the knothole. After about 5 minutes he ventures back to the bar and tells the bartender, "Man, that's the greatest stuff I've ever had!! What do I owe ya?". To which the bartender replies, "Nothing, but it's your turn to get in the barrel".
The Value Within
The value within There is a vast storehouse of value within you that is waiting to be unlocked. Every now and then you catch a glimpse of it, and even those brief encounters can truly amaze you. So how do you tap into that extensive reservoir of richness that has built up in your life? You connect with it by letting go of all the superficial distractions and petty pursuits under which it is buried. When you give your awareness to things that have no lasting meaning or purpose, you distance yourself from the true joy that is your birthright. When you pin your hopes on shallow, fleeting sensations, you cover up the beautiful substance that can bring your life true joy. Isn't it time to start living with fulfillment and purpose? Haven't you grown weary of running and hiding from the real joy that you know can be yours? Aren't you tired of struggling to pretend to be someone you're not? It's time to choose instead to live the rich and authentic life that is the real you.
I Want To Know
It doesnt interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your hearts longing. It doesnt interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool, for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesnt interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by lifes betrayals, or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it, or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness, and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to... be careful, be realistic, remember the limitations of being human. It doesnt interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if yo
If You Want
If You Want If you want to be interesting, be interested. If you want to be heard, listen. If you wish to truly learn, teach. If you would like to be wealthy, be generous. If you desire to be understood, take the time to understand. If you want to have many friends, be friendly. If you want the world to change for the better, make a positive change in yourself. If you long for peace, be peaceful. What you give to life is what life becomes for you. The treasures you accumulate all come from the good things you do. Every day is your opportunity to raise your life to a higher level by giving the best that you have. Whatever it is you desire, give it, be it, support it, and you will enjoy it in great abundance. -- Ralph Marston
Kim Komando 7-31-08
Today's top stories... Olympics wont open Chinas Internet access The International Olympic Committee promised journalists unfettered Internet access. But the IOC allowed China to block sites it deems harmful. What do you think of this? Sound off on my Message Board. Yahoo! to offer music coupons Yahoo! will close its music store in September. Users could lose access to purchased music. But Yahoo! users can exchange their music for DRM-free files. Before you buy music online, learn about the gotchas. Madden NFL 09 on the way The Madden video games are the most popular in the sports category. Many pros use them in preparation for their football games. Electronic Arts will soon release a 20th anniversary version. Ancient Greek computer discovered How did ancient Greeks set the dates for Olympic Games? They used an intricate computer, of course! It helped them determine the full moon closest to the summer solstice. GENI project receives grants, bandwidth Resear
Thorn
Tell me one more time why Why you removed the thorn from the rose Don't you understand its necessity? It adds beauty and texture It protects what before Was just a defenseless luxury of the eye Yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times But did it not save you from picking What turned out to be a dead rose? Why did you cut it off? When it's one of your greatest blessings? So what if it hurts sometimes If it will save you when it matters?
Do You See Me?
This is a poem I wrote and a good friend did the graphic for me. Love it!
Night Prayer
Lord Jesus Christ, you have given your followers an example of gentleness and humility, a task that is easy, a burden that is light.I adore You, my God, and I love You with all my heart.Pardon me the evil I have done, and if I have done some good, accept it. Accept the prayers and work of this day, and give us the rest that will strengthen us to render more faithful service to you who live and reign forever and ever. Take care of me while I sleep and deliver me from all danger.May Your grace be always with me and with all my loved ones. Amen.
Will Offline For Awhile
Just wanted to let all of you all know I will be offline for awhile due to me an my family moving into a new home I will be going offline between now and sometime next week not sure when I will be back but leave me some love why I am gone be safe an have a great weekend yall..hugs hugs pink
Healing With Color
Different colors have different purposes when used for healing. Red Red is the color for vitality, energy, creativity and power. People who favor the color red are likely to be attention getters. They are quick to react and can be over emotional. This color can be used to loosen up an individual. It helps reduce stiffness and inhibitions. It stimulates the release of adrenalin into the system and increases hemoglobin. It is thus a good color for treating conditions like anemia and other blood related problems. It can also help people who are feeling depressed and lethargic. It is a good color to use in winter to give warmth. However, an excess of red can be harmful. It can agitate and make an individual aggressive. While it can excite sexual passion, too much red can also lead to anger and violence. People with a heart condition or a nervous disposition should keep away from red. Orange This is an energizer too. When used moderately it has a gentle warming effect. Orange
Basic Numerlogical Number Traits
Basic Numerlogical Number Traits (0) Positive Traits: Cosmic Knowledge, Wisdom, Free-Will, Truth, Purity, Love, Justice, Integrity, Compassion, Hope In numerology the number 0 is only used to represent a Challenge. 0 is considered by most numerologists to be a number exclusive to "old souls," those who have journeyed through many lives. Those with a 0 challenge number have profound spiritual knowledge and a sense of right on a cosmic scale. The 0 signifies the full circle. It can encompass all the Challenges of the numbers 1 through 9, or none of them. This is because owners of a 0 challenge are truly the masters of their own destiny. They may choose to face all challenges or none. The bearer of a 0 Challenge is by nature extremely passionate. They will love with a depth which is often incomprehensible to most others. Often the word "genius" may be used when referring to a 0 Challenge holder. However, being completely free to express their genius as they see fit, they may disapp
Song Of The Day - 8/01/08 - Marilyn Manson - Mister Superstar
mister superstar - marilyn manson Hey mister superstar, I'll do anything for you Hey mister superstar, I'm your number one fan Hey mister porno star, I,I,I,I want you Hey mister SICKly star, I want to get sick from you Hey mister fallen star, Don't you know I worship you? Hey, hey mister big rock star, I wanna grow up just like you I know that I can turn you on I wish i could just turn you off I never wanted this Hey mister super hate, I just want to love you Hey, hey, hey, mister superfuck, I wanna go down on you Hey mister supergod, Will you answer my prayers? Hey, hey, hey mister superman I want to be your little girl I know i can turn you on I wish that I could just turn you off I never wanted this Hey mister superstar, I'll kill myself for you. I'll kill you if I can't have you Superstar, super fuck baby, superstar, superfuck, baby....
Song Of The Day - 8/01/08 - Live - Overcome (extra Innings)
Overcome - Live even now the world is bleedin' but feelin' just fine all numb in our castle where we're always free to choose never free enough to find I wish somethin' would break cuz we're runnin' out of time and I am overcome (yeah) I am overcome holy water in my lungs I am overcome these women in the street pullin' out their hair my master's in the yard givin' light to the unaware this plastic little place is just a step amongst the stairs and I am overcome (yeah) I am overcome (baby) holy water in my lungs (yeah) I am overcome so drive me out out to that open field turn the ignition off and spin around your help is here but I'm parked in this open space blockin' the gates of love and I am overcome (yeah) I am overcome (baby) holy water in my lungs (yeah) I am overcome (yeah, yeah) I am overcome (oh Lord) I am overcome (baby) holy water in my lungs (holy water, holy water) I am overcome beautiful drowning this beautiful drowning
Song Of The Day - 8/01/08 - Eminem - Stan (extra Innings)
Stan - Eminem Stan - Eminem [Chorus: Dido] My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.. [1st Chorus: volume gradually grows over raindrop background] [2nd Chorus: full volume with beat right after "thunder" noise] [Eminem as 'Stan'] Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill
Pissed Off
Theres times in life you refect... times like these... Although I split with my girl when I went to hospital she helped me through everything, in there and beyond, now that girl had a new man and she came out of hospital and all he did was bully her, bully her until she cried and cried. Its NOT right, some people are so fucking nasty I wish they would dir. Some people who do not act their age, they deserve her craft. They act like they care but they do not at all they've hurt people. They are wrong. Yet, they cast the stone they make out they are right, they twist things... well... we'll see...
Decent
Your Feng Shui is Decent Your home is a comfortable enough place. After all, it is your home. Truthfully, though, it may be a bit too cluttered and stale. Try rearranging your furniture, donating unwanted items, and bringing in some natural elements. You may be surprised how much more relaxed you end up feeling. How's Your Feng Shui?
My Summer
I figured I would add my first blog to fubar! My summer is going by quickly between work and car shows! Man, we are in August already! Went to FL to see parents that was kewl. Check out my pics and by all means RATE THEM PLEASE! I have two MUMM's too! Go check them out! Thanks for reading my blog!
Soldier Misses His Own Wedding.....
By SHARON COHEN, AP National Writer Sun Aug 3, 4:48 PM ET The phone call surprised Katie Kriesel, so soon after her husband, John, shipped out. ADVERTISEMENT "Where are you?" she asked. "I am where I need to be," he answered cryptically, not wanting to disclose his exact location in Iraq. He probably would have waited to call home to Minnesota, but April 8, 2006, was special it was Katie's 26th birthday. Kriesel was at Camp Fallujah, just east of the city where U.S. contractors had been hanged from a bridge, where Marines had battled insurgents in some of the bloodiest battles of the war. Soon after his arrival, Kriesel saw a tent near his living quarters that had been hit by enemy mortar fire, twisting the metal support beams and shredding the canvas. Welcome to Iraq. But Kriesel wanted to be in thick of the action, not sitting in a tower or standing guard in a mess hall. He'd always been gung-ho; even as a kid he had watched the Gulf War on TV and p
It's Official
Just in from Yahoo (via email): After evaluating our Chat service, we have decided to discontinue a number of adult-oriented rooms. We apologize for any inconvenience.
~ Passionately ~
Stevie Nicks & Tom Petty - "stop Draggin My Heart Around"
Daddy & Babygirl
*Note to readers, all characters are over the age of 18. Babygirl and Daddy are only nicknames that these two lovers have given one another* * Daddy was away on another business trip. Seemed like he had just gotten back from his last one when he was suddenly off again. It was okay though, she knew he loved her and he knew she loved him too. It just made their time together that much more special to both of them. Daddy had been gone for about a week now and he was due back home at any time. Babygirl had been waiting for him all day, her heart pounding wildly, anticipating that moment when he would walk through the door and her purpose would be served once more. When she stopped to think about it, her heart was pounding almost as wildly as her pussy was. Babygirl knew when Daddy got back from his trips he was always ready for his girl to take care of him, the way only she could. She was sitting on the couch waiting, her thoughts of him taking her mind into another world almost.
Master Calls~
"Hi Kitten. What are you wearing now?" She could feel the heat rushing to her face as she squirmed in her chair feeling the desire building in her. The funny thing was she hadn't realized how much she missed him to until just then. "Well let's see today I'm wearing black jeans with a green camisole and boots." "Ah babe you know just how to get to me." As always he was warm and soft yet so powerful. "Come on now tell me everything." Before she knew what she was doing she was telling him everything. Starting with the jeans she was wearing and how they fit tight in all the right places. She told him how they clung just right to her hips showing off her ass. Then describing the camisole she had on that was daringly low exposing her cleavage. She told him that she wasn't wearing a bra and how her pierced nipples were poking at the fabric. "Oh my dirty little slut." he said openly thrilled by her revelations. "Touch yourself for me." "I can't do that what if Missa comes in." "
Masters Dinner~
He'd told her in the morning that today would be a punishment day, as she knelt in front of him, fresh out of the shower, freshly shaved, giving her owner his morning blow job. He pressed the back of her head towards him, saying, "All the way." Obediently she took him deeply, pressing her lips into his pubic hair, holding him within her throat and restraining her gag reflex easily, thanks to her training. "Tongue!" he said sharply, twisting her hair, and she started moving her tongue over the bottom of his cock, and stretching it out to lick his balls. "I am deeply dissatisfied with your performance last week," he said. She'd known this was coming. He'd been away several days, and she had neglected more than once to check in with him in the morning about what she was wearing. She was supposed to do it every day without fail, unless he'd instructed her what to wear, but she had been waking up late without him and rushing out the door. "You must learn that these rules are not optio
Masters Gift~
I give my sweet baby a gentle hug softly caressing her body through her robe. I slip her robe off and now softly caress her body my fingers running over her soft warm skin gently touching caressing her tender flesh. I continue to caress her soft delicate skin as her drops to the floor I lift her into my arms and carry her to the bed where I lie her down o her stomach as I kneel beside her to start to massage her body my fingers working gently into her neck and shoulders. My hands move down her back slowly working along her spine fingers gently massaging then caressing as my hands slip out to her sides and over around her then move back to inch down her spine again repeating the procedure over and over again. I move down her back reaching the small of her back I start to work her ass gently kneading her firm globe of her ass my hands massaging deep into her muscles. I work down her legs my fingers caressing the back of them working down to her feet to gently caress and massage them.
Single ,, Or Widowed.. What's In A Word?
WIDOWS ARE SINGLE... as are WIDOWers and SINGLE is defined as anyone NOT attached legally or thru common law interest. OKAY.... so what are they REALLY supposed to do? I could look to those elders readily available to me: AUNT LORRINE was made into a WIDOW when my uncle died... but she doesn't do anything.. whether it's as a result of becoming a widow or not. Then too, my aunt HATTIE became a hmmmm "divorced WIDOW" when her long time husband and father of her children died after they seperated. She does absolutely nothing except fish often. I don't think THAT's gonna be my calling. Oh yeh.. my granma's husband died and she gae up on everything. I considered that ..especially when the insurance check seemed to be the ONLY thing to look forward to. What's there to do with a $98000 check when you're depressed and lonely. I tended to cuss at the ... not messenger, but the causeOR of the situation. That was BUSHdaddy... who failed to even follow up on the incident. Ibitched at the left behi
So, My Soon To Be Ex Wrote This To Me.
So my soon to be ex wrote this to me after I hung up on him for saying my mom should screw herself after me telling him that she wrote up a contract for the payment arragement they have..... *********************************************************** what ever if you don't want to talk to me because of a comment then oh-well. but i am not going to sign any f-ing contract because of how much she has fliped floped with her attuted, when she wants it and how she want's it. we enterd a verbal aggrement if she dose not like it then she should of never gave us any money and made us move out. if your offened because I said that your mom can go screw her self then thats your problem! She in nice to my face and visous behind my back. she has poisoned our relationship. and ruined our marrige. if you don't see that then you don't ever need to be with me. I am starting to think that misery loves company. so you go be hatefull and resentfull. and i'll no longer have apart in it!
Song Of The Day - 8/05/08 - Eminem - I'm Back!!!
Im Back - Eminem Chorus: Eminem (repeat 4X) That's why they call me Slim Shady (I'm Back) I'm Back (im back) im back [Eminem] I murder a rhyme one word at a time You never, heard of a mind as perverted as mine You better, get rid of that nine, it ain't gonna help What good's it gonna do against a man that strangles himself? I'm waitin for hell like hell shit I'm anxious as hell Manson, you're safe in that cell, be thankful it's jail I used to be my mommy's little angel at twelve Thirteen I was puttin shells in a gauge on a shelf I used to, get punked and bullied on my block 'til I cut a kitten's head off and stuck it in this kid's milkbox {"Mom! MOM!"} I used to give a - fuck, now I could give a fuck less What do I think of suc-cess? It sucks, too much press I'm stressed Too much stares two breasts, too upset It's just too much mess, I guess I must just blew up quick (yes) Grew up quick (no) was raised right Whatever you say is wrong, whatever I say is right
Halo
I never promised you a ray of light I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday I give you everything I have The good the bad Why do you put me on a pedestal? I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below So help me down, you've got it wrong I don't belong there One thing is clear I wear a halo I wear a halo and you look at me But standing from here You wouldn't say so You wouldn't say so if you were me And I.. I just wanna love you Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you I always said that I would make mistakes I'm only human and that's my saving grace I fall as hard as I try So don't be blinded See me as I really am I have flaws sometimes, I even sin So pull me from my pedestal, I don't belong there One thing is clear I wear a halo I wear a halo and you look at me but Standing from here you wouldn't say so... You wouldn't say so if you were me And I.. I just wanna love you Oh oh oh I.. I just wanna love you
Me
Just because I am quiet doesn't mean I have nothing to say. I judge people to easily based on my first impression. I'd rather wait forever for the perfect guy than settle for any ole' person. i'm unpredictable and spontaneous. I try to be forgiving. I enjoy being unique. Im abitious and determined but I can get lazy and unmotivated at times. Im a sucker for compliments and I'd rather look immature and have fun than care what other people think. Sometimes Im really confident and other times I feel REALLY INSECURE. I'm creative and imaginative. i'm curious about everything. friends mean everything to me, but sometimes i just want to be alone. I envy people who can fit in so easily without even trying. I try to be sympathetic and supportive, even if sometimes I fake it to make you feel good. I'm opinionated and stubborn but I'm loyal, sincere, and caring. you can trust me with your secrets unless it's something I know will hurt you. I always try to see the best in you, even if you annoy
"forever Need"
our eyes may roam to find, but never will our hearts nor mind. try to seek another or better, to this a journey that shall be never. i found in you a love that's true, another part of me in you. take my hand, into eternity we'll melt. a feeling with no other, that my heart shall be felt. thought may never always agree, it is still you i will forever need.
"set Me Free"
collapse to my knees as i tremble all as if i'm kneeling to your soul. my arms fall to follow as these hands i swallow. i try to search of a heart inside i try to find what belongs to you. when did you come in? when did my love for you begin? take my hand for it will lift me up i ask a chance to stand at your side. only a moment of you and me for that moment, will set me free.
"bring Them Back To Us"
bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like we never let them go. bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like they were your own. you make all the rules so that you're never wrong. destroy the whole world if no one likes your thoughts. do you believe we must always fight, and never give this nation one peaceful night. they forget their own lives to fight for a purpose of which they despise while their families worry. war is only over when everyone is dead, so there'll be fighting until our end. bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like we never let them go. bring them back to us, bring them back home. bring them back to us, like they were your own.
I Cant
My thoughts i cant put into words and My emotions i cant express. I cant write what i truly want to because what I feel is so strong that there aren't any perfect words to describe them. I cant express anything because I never learned how to. All I know is that I feel things, but I cant express them. All these bottled up thoughts and emotions are coming out, but I really dont want them to. I hid them for so long that I dont want to see what they look like today. It seems like I am the only living thing that has felt and thought like this. No one can relate to my deepest, most inner thoughts and feelings. This is what I mean when I say "Lost in my world, searching desperately for a way out." These bottled up things are changing me, some changes are good and some are more evil than the devil. I see life for more than it is or is it less than what it is. I've tried to be normal, but there is no such thing as being normal there is basically only you and everyone else.
My Fubar Account
Well... I am getting used to this Fubar account. I have put some things on my page and I'm having fun with it. I added two videos and a few pictures. I think it looks great. Hope you are all enjoying it. Take Care and thanks for stopping by. Have A Wonderful Day !
Salem's Oath
Adonai, elohim, el shaddai... Thou hast become the father of lies, And I serve thee, henceforth... no more Becoming thus the essence of sedition; The steadfast gleam of the unsheated rapier, The falchion's forceful thrust At the heart of thy empire... the adam kadmon To impart the knowledge - the cognizance - of thine For this I slither in aspect through Eden's gleanings For this I bid Cain slayeth his brother For this I rend the weakest salient of thy diadem, As I, its jewel and very metal shall reflect no more Your light - the light of enslavement; The essence of constancy and misaligned justice To a multitude that knows no freedom... Ignorant of how subtle the fetter tightens They shall raise me a saviour - and crown thee a liar For this I strike with balanced blade, And spit upon the throes of thine angels' desire I will not serve... henceforth
For Anyone Who Cares...
I prolly won't be online for a few days..I'm gonna be moving and the net will be shut off soon..So if you need to get a hold of me, most of you should know how to do so! If not well then that sucks :p I hope everyone has a good rest of the week, and hopefully I'll be back with in a few days! Love, Peace & Chicken Grease!
May - My World Tour !!!
As some of you know I will be on Vacation in May. Lv me a Message if you want me to drop by your town!! ahahah I have 2 weeks to cram everyone into. I will do my best. So far England, Germany, and Italy. Any more?? good journeys and have a blessed nite. ~milady_J_W mmmwahs xoxoxo
Song Of The Day - 7/6/08 - Massive Attack - Black Milk (late Edition)
Black Milk - Massive Attack CHECK THIS OUT FUBITES IF YA DON'T BE FEELIN THIS BEAT I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TELL YA You're not my eater I'm not your food Love you for God Love you for the Mother Eat me In the space Within my heart Love you for God Love you for the Mother Mother fountain Or live or not at all The most level Sunken chapel Love you for God Love you for the Mother All's there to love Only love
My Heart Feel So Cold
i so fucking sick of beeing numb and haveing my heart feeling so numb its like i dont feel is this how i want to be for the reast of my life i what to not feel so numb and so cold
Song Of The Day - 08/07/08 - Queen - Don't Stop Me Now (night At The Opera Version)
Dont Stop Me Now - Queen Tonight I'm gonna have myself a real good time I feel alive And the world turning inside out, yeah And floating around in ecstasy, so Don't stop me now Don't stop me 'Cuz I'm having a good time, having a good time I'm a shooting star leaping through the sky Like a tiger defying the laws of gravity I'm a racing car passing by like Lady Godiva I'm gonna go, go, go There's no stopping me I'm burning through the sky, yeah Two hundred degrees That's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit I'm a traveling at the speed of light I wanna make a supersonic man out of you (Don't stop me now) I'm having such a good time, I'm having a ball (Don't stop me now) if you wanna have a good time just give me a call (Don't stop me now) 'Cuz I'm havin' a good time (Don't stop me now) Yes, I'm havin' a good time I don't want to stop at all I'm a rocket ship on my way to Mars On a collision course I am a satellite, I'm out of control I am a sex machine r
Song Of The Day - 08/07/08 - Immortal Technique - The 4th Branch (conspiracy Edition)
The 4th Branch - Immortal Technique The new age is upon us...and yet the past refuses to rest in its shallow grave ...for those who hide behind the false image of the son of man, shall stand before God! It has begun... the beginning of the end...yeah...yeah...yeah, yeah The voice of racism preaching the Gospel is devilish A fake church called the prophet Muhammad a terrorist Forgetting God is not religion, but a spiritual bond And Jesus is the most quoted prophet in the Qu'ran They bombed innocent people, trying to murder Saddam When you gave him those chemical weapons to go to war with Iran This is the information that they hold back from Peter Jennings Cause Condoleeza Rice is just a new age Sally Hemmings I break it down with critical language and spiritual anguish The Judas I hang with, the guilt of betraying Christ You murdered and stole his religion, and painting him white Translated in psychologically tainted philosophy Conservative political right wing, ide
To My Love
I love you so very much and always will. Since the time we met and up till now. The love that I carry for you will never leave me or my heart. The burning flame of desire shall never go out as long as I shall live. I always be there to hold you tight and close to my heart day by day. Each day that we are apart my love grows for you more and more. Baby I love you very much with all my heart and always will my dear sweetheart
I Love
If I had a bucket for every tear. My bucket would be filled to the top. Loosing the 1 I really loved was is the worst thing that I could of done. We had the love for each other and the caring between us. The 1 thing I do request is losing my true love. One day I hope that the day the 2 of us can see eye to eye on how much we really do mean to each other and the love that we both hold inside us. Baby I still love you like I always do and always have that special place in my heart for you
Unsatisfactory Participation... Insubordination Due To
refusal to accept the AIDES INJECTION being administered during MOBILIZATION OF A MILITARY UNIT in 1991... you are being DEMOTED in rank. That's LUDICROUS. LUDICRUS, the music menagery, has nothing to do with it. I refused to take any such thing... like several other military enlisteds with a mind...AKA: mentality substantial enough to rationalize current news. THERE WASN'T A PREVENTIVE MEDICINE FOR AIDES! read this: http://www.dailykos.com/story/2008/4/29/95611/0043/939/505537 I excused myself, as did one or two pilots in line after me. Sargent Khun begged our pardon.. insisting the medical personnel KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING. I looked back over my shoulder to see his bared shoulder being stuck with the unheard of solution. It was only one of several... YELLOW FEVER, SMALLPOX and MALARIA shots being given us for departure to KUWAIT. KHUN fell ill... and several other enlisted personnel got sick and died... though I am not privy to the cause of their death. I had enough
A Carrot, An Egg And Coffee
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each one on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes, she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in another bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a third bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, Tell me what you see. Carrots, eggs and coffee, she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that
A "wham Bam Thankless" Jam...
was created when I rushed in to rescue my daughter who was impregnated by, what she told me, was a highschool classmate during a GANGRAPE in a van one night during a drunk rush with the same people... all boys. Her "best friend"... Sammy, a boy she'd known since elementary school; was among them. He claimed his denial at having "poked her." like the others because he felt sorry for her. He felt sorry but did nothing to help her out of the situation. The MARKHAM, ILLINOIS Police Department under PAscal Crawford (Police Cheif) and Evans R. Miller (mayor)... refused to follow up on the filed report. Her son was born and identified to be fathered by a David Plummer... her highschool classmate (THORNWOOD HIGHSCHOOL.. SOUTH HOLLAND, ILLINOIS - 1990/1991) FINE AND GOOD, they could identify the father... but a simple THANK YOU has never come from him NOR from my daughter, who at the time of "rescue" by me was runnign from someone. That running from whomever kept her hopping in and out of hospi
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A Moment To Remember
A Moment to Remember A magic moment I remember: I raised my eyes and you were there. A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that's beautiful and rare. I pray to mute despair and anguish To vain pursuits the world esteems, Long did I near your soothing accents, Long did your features haunt my dreams. Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered The reveries that once were mine And I forgot your soothing accents, Your features gracefully divine. In dark days of enforced retirement I gazed upon grey skies above With no ideals to inspire me, No one to cry for, live for, love. Then came a moment of renaissance, I looked up- you again are there, A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that`s beautiful and rare.
Freedom An Love
Freedom and Love How delicious is the winning Of a kiss at love's beginning, When two mutual hearts are sighing For the knot there's no untying! Yet remember, 'Midst our wooing, Love has bliss, but Love has ruing; Other smiles may make you fickle, Tears for other charms may trickle. Love he comes, and Love he tarries, Just as fate or fancy carries; Longest stays, when sorest chidden; Laughs and flies, when press'd and bidden. Bind the sea to slumber stilly, Bind its odour to the lily, Bind the aspen ne'er to quiver, Then bind Love to last for ever. Love's a fire that needs renewal Of fresh beauty for its fuel: Love's wing moults when caged and captured, Only free, he soars enraptured. Can you keep the bee from ranging Or the ringdove's neck from changing? No! nor fetter'd Love from dying In the knot there's no untying.
Passion An Love
Passion and Love A Maiden wept and, as a comforter, Came one who cried, "I love thee," and he seized Her in his arms and kissed her with hot breath, That dried the tears upon her flaming cheeks. While evermore his boldly blazing eye Burned into hers; but she uncomforted Shrank from his arms and only wept the more. Then one came and gazed mutely in her face With wide and wistful eyes; but still aloof He held himself; as with a reverent fear, As one who knows some sacred presence nigh. And as she wept he mingled tear with tear, That cheered her soul like dew a dusty flower, Until she smiled, approached, and touched his hand!
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Breathless
Breathless I'm not too fit, I'll have you know I'm overweight and rather slow But when I run, I manage; though I'm breathless! Though in the past it was not thus, I am not one to swear and cuss, Except that, trying to catch a bus, I'm breathless! When as a youth, I used to play With sweet young ladies in the hay The girls would be the ones to say: "I'm breathless"! At sport I'd always stay the course I was as strong as any horse But now, with just a little force, I'm breathless! I guess my life has reached the stage When these things happen at my age. If all my passions I assuage, I'm breathless! I have my annual body checks And find out if I need new specs. But sadly, when I'm having sex, I'm breathless! No longer, now, do I aspire To climb a mountain, walk on fire; Instead I curb each wild desire - I'm breathless!
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Italian Booty
Brianna Love And Her Phat Ass
Asylum Of Insanity
I've been sitting in this chair for a while, They've got me strapped down so tight. Said I'm a threat to everyone around me, Not knowing my tears shed each and every night. My nails are long and dirty, Hair messy and unclean. Eyes a dark blood red, Resembling that of a fiend. At times I begin laughing, Hysterical and out of control. The guards are terrified of my presence, Believing I possess no soul. Whenever I open my eyes, All I see is blood dripping off the walls. Around me surround bodies of the dead, Bloody, disfigured, they continue to crawl. Everybody thinks I'm lying, They can't see what I can see. I'm just another maniac, Sitting in the Asylum Of Insanity
What Color Is My Passion?
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion?
Betrayal
With in chosen words I heard you say Words of Love,Acceptance and Joy. But with in those lines Were hidden swords Words were just words For all of your caring words Carried not the ring of Truth When your actions echoed across a field. You spoke one word and showed another The same you spoke to me No acceptance do you give It is not a real me or any one You wish at your side Only a creation of your own mind You level blame and accept none A lovers cross you wish me to bear A loving light you wish extingushed. I will carry myself in knowledged pain For whom I am Is whom I've gained.
First Off....
I've had accounts before and I just get tired of bullshit. I had 78 so-called friends on the last one and hardly any ever would ever hit me up for comments or 'gifts' despite my generosity of the same. I was at level 9 doing it the hard way, no salutes without a digital camera or cell phone that takes pictures. Even if I attempt to do one, I hear that sometimes, just to be a jerk, they won't give it to you. ok..fine..so what's the point if I'm just a regular joe without abs of steel, a dj, or a body like a goddess? Guess what? I'm not putting up any real pictures of me until people give me props for what I'm into and what I'm about. Get it? Got it? Good!
Love Quote
The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.
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My Own Personal Opinions On Mylife
Is it just another boring day or is this something everyone should envy? I sit back and ask myself do I want to be out there like every Tom, Dick, and Harry and working my ass off for the rest of my life, (to get nowhere I might add, in most cases),or do I want to continue to kick back,relax and enjoy this time that I have, (well technically not really off)to re-coop before real life starts again.....most days I go crazy...but why? MOST WOULD SAY I HAVE IT GOOD. I have a beautiful ocean view the salt air coming through my window,beautiful sunrises that match even more beautiful sunsets, seagulls flying above,the sound of the ocean at night is awesome,butting up against a back drop some of the most spectacular beautiful and largest trees in the world....PEOPLE SAY THIS IS GODS COUNTRY,hmmmm none of them have lived here lol,BY THE WAY MY TOWN IS ABOUT POPULATION 800 OR SO,so im way in the country......I dont know im just restless today,and feel the need to share this with everyone on he
Courts/jail
yup,the fool i am...i managed 2 get into some deep shit....just got out of jail on bond,barely with the 9,875 bail set.i only paid ten percent..funny thing i got all these charges that i did not know i got.. most defenitely the last time i get real crazy at house party...yup i got evicted too,but i got a new place im moving in at the moment,yea i had to set my cpu up first... As if shit can't get any worse,i think that my lady is plotting to leave,just a suspicion...shit,[like the worst week of my life!!]
My Saying
I love life,I have never loved life more than I do now.:) everything seems to be going right...What dosent kill us will make us stronger and Stronger Is how I FEEL. Just thought That i WOULD SHARE THAT
Stalking And Stealing Photos Is A Crime
Good evening all! I have a favor to ask. Recently, a friend found some photos of me with very lewd remarks on two profiles that are adult dating sites, Adult Friend Finder and Mate1.com. I have alerted Bull and others this was not me and the photos were stolen. The appropriate measures have been taken against the individual. I am very certain of the person responsible for this, but I would like to ask a favor. I know many of us surf the net and sites all the time. If you come across my photos on any other sites, please alert me. I have been stalked by one man over three and half years now. Enough is enough! I am only on one adult site and this is it, and I have my modeling portfolio on Fotki. I really appreciate your help. You are the reason I continue to share pictures. Unfortunately, this person will stop at nothing but to try and ruin my fun on the net. I enjoy meeting new friends, and working with photographers and models. He is jealous of this, and can't let go of the fact I dumpe
Extra Money Income
NOT EVERYONE WANTS TO FOLLOW CARLTON SHEETS or his spinoffs... there are those who prefer a more "compassionate" approach to business. SOCIAL WORKERS and the like tend to open ADULT CARE/YOUTH CARE Homes to board persons of descripted personalities, lifestyles and physical deficiencies. My cousin and several co-workers took that path in efforts of 1. collecting extra money 2. keeping track of patients released into the community The state provides funds for upkeep of such houses but lifestyles tend to change once they leave state facilities. Where the state provided EVERYTHING from roof over their heads to food... including snacks, and activity/recreation, ADULT CARE HOMES do not. The same is true for those housing above age 18 as for those tending to the under 18 age group. My cousin, a single parent, attempted to start one in her family home while finishing raising her own two sons. Her man friend, LONNIE, brought who he could to "get her in the right attitude." S
Wanna Get Laid?
Oneman
threw the eyes of deception i see the truth and though i fade to nothing the light forever scare the eyes of the wicked and all follow the corruption cast the vengance of one man and though the one man tries he is destined to be tormented b the ways of his past and he dwells on the fact that his life is was a false allegance and he strikes with a blow of a thousand sun and burns with a hate worse then a thousand death and fight with the power of many men even though he is one and his final strike will deliver his greatness
Cancer
Wasted times, a kind of crime Another way to slowly die I so much regret the regrets... Memories torn into pieces When everything became diseased That couldn't be life... life The touch that I adored This love that couldn't be ignored Your hand in mine A touch of heaven, heaven Stars also die... The astral brightness stops shining I hope you'll reach your paradise Star, why did you leave me? The astral brightness stops shining Tonight I cannot stop crying... Wasted times, a kind of crime Another way to slowly die I so much regret the regrets... Acid rain, tears inside All consuming, hungry monster Love is a cancer, a cancer The touch that I adored This love that couldn't be ignored Your hand in mine A touch of heaven, heaven Stars also die... The astral brightness stops shining I hope you'll reach your paradise Star, why did you leave me? The astral brightness stops shining Tonight I cannot stop crying...
Things Within
I still feel the touch of your skin on mine Still got the sound of your voice in my mind I walk alone, as everyone... I never thought this road's so long The war within And other things... I walk away, as everyday I never saw the sky so grey Yeah I run away Our world collapses, the end is near I cannot stay Yeah I fade away And I leave the best of us, the war within... We ate the fruits, protected by the leaves Carved our names on this tree that died The river we'd cried drowned the memories I walk alone... to the other side The war within And other shit Yeah I run away Our world collapses, the end is near I cannot stay Yeah I fade away And I leave the best of us, the war within...
Pain
Every Single thing I believed in I knew I could not win Without you I thought that I Would fail But in us I thought we had trust A passion; a lust To make everything Work out Bide our time It'll work out fine We will cross that line As soon as we Get there Do nothing Say nothing Be nothing It's taking away my Pain I have Many things that I regret But I'll take what I can get Even though I know it might Break me Web of lies Hides the truth inside Right behind your eyes I wish I knew how You felt Can't ignore What I've heard before Lunatic no more I listened and said Nothing Do nothing Say nothing Be nothing It's taking away my Pain Even without you, I feel it Taking away my Realize Realize what is right and what is wrong So you Want to walk on that fine line 'cuz I think it's about time To show you exactly what I mean Believe it You'll accomplish it It's the love of it That will get you through The day Have to try 'cuz you'll wonder
Conflict Is One Or Lost With This Weapon.
To truly prepare yourself for life or death confrontations you must take inventory of those weapons readily available to you. Most tend to focus on either the actual weapons they carry on their person or objects they use on a day-to-day basis that might be utilized as improvised weapons (briefcase, umbrella, pen,etc.). This response is not confined to the "unsophisticated" trainee, either. Extremely competent, well-trained military commandos and special law enforcement personnel give the exact same answers! The difference is these operators usually categorize the weapons available to them as primary (rifle or submachine gun) and secondary (side arm, knives, etc). In both cases, however, the highly trained operator and the uninitiated almost ALWAYS fail to list their most powerful weapon. That weapon is ... Their MIND! ---- Unfortunately today, very little effort is made to properly train your mind for violent confrontation. In fact mos
Cant Hurry Love 2
i love his version too...he is one of the greatest, i have seen him in an open air concert...just wow... You Cant hurry Love - Phil Collin
I Need $100 To Get There!
I HATE FRIENDS WHO SPEND THE MONEY ISSUED FOR TRAVEL... like a girlfiend I met in the military (Renee) we were both TELECOM CENTER OPERATORS - SIGNAL CORPS (encryption code) who was paid the usual pay amount for military training BUT spent all her money gallavanting around Chicago with friends and family... then panicked when she realized she couldn't get to her next duty station by means of a FREE RIDE. She needed money to get a fast plane so she could be in FORMATION the next day. ... TOUGH TITTY! ... I wouldn't just give her the money because I was in process of buying my son and daughter's school clothes, books and accessories for the new school year. The same thing she should have been doing for her own two children... Jared and Sheronda. I told her I would BUY SOMETHING FROM HER... my kids needed a computer. I wanted them to become familiar with that technology and automization of technology. WHen her face brightened up I didn't get suspicious, I said okay. She came to my apartm
Come On Chemical Burn...
Wrote some lyrics last night: Come Chemical burn Oh, you've got to learn It's not these pills, that give you thrills, or a line Come home And all these pills They give you chills Come home
Krazykrackerradio ~your Favorite Mix~
KKR is the best Radio Station Website that you will ever have!! We have got the best DJ's -N- Promos Ever working harder and harder to bring you all the best tunes possible. We have a chatroom,also we have a game room and a arcade room where you can play games as you tune into www.krazykrackerradio.com We are also Looking for more DJS and Promos.so If you think that you would want to do either job,and want to seek about it,all you need to do is go to the home page of KKR and put in a application for a DJ app or a Promo app. someone from the Staff will get back with you. We are asking for donations as well.so that we can keep the servers paid for so that we can bring you'all great music 24 hours a day 7 days a week.You can go to the home page and hit the donate tab and it will show u what you need to donate. Also we offer Advertising...Go to the home page and Check out all the information on it as well. Hope to see you all there and tune into http://www.krazykracker
Song Of The Day - 08/15/08 - Breaking Benjamin - Breath (holding It In Edition)
Breath - Breaking Benjamin I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't wait So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way, get away, please You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through 'Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way, get away, please You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through 'Cause I will be the death of you (Jane... Jane... Jane...) I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating. You take
Critical Acclaim-avenged Sevenfold
She be quiet, you might piss somebody off Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long While you feed off others insecurities You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds (Self-righteousness is wearing thin) Lies inside your head your bestfriend (Heart bleeds but not for fellow man) Broken glass, your fake reflection I've had enough it's time for something real Don't respect the words you're speaking Gone too far, a clone So how does it feel to know that someones kid in the heart of america Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults this family's existance Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers Fuck you Shh be quiet, you might piss somebody off Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long I'll be damned if you count me in as part of your generous hypocrisy Collec
Lol!
is it me or is a lot of the stuff on here pretty funny? i literally find myself cracking up at the content of most of the mumms and such. puts a smile to the face, of course, but its all so random...and unusual. ha. keeps me entertained.
I Miss You Everyday
You live so far away You are so close to me I miss you everyday I tell you all me secrets I wish you could stay I need you now in my life I know I can't get my way I think of you every night My feelings I don't need to say I need you so much I'm going crazy today You live so far away You are so close to me I miss you everyday
Regrets
many people in life have regrets for something or another and i have a few. but the one thing i will never regret is sayin i do to my wife. altho sometimes she might think i would regret being married i can say with all my heart never will i regret that. u are my heart and soul u are my life i dont know how i could even think of what my life would be like without you. stay prescious baby i love u now and forever love yout husband
Be Kind By Charles Bukowski
we are always asked to understand the other person's viewpoint no matter how out-dated foolish or obnoxious. one is asked to view their total error their life-waste with kindliness, especially if they are aged. but age is the total of our doing. they have aged badly because they have lived out of focus, they have refused to see. not their fault? whose fault? mine? I am asked to hide my viewpoint from them for fear of their fear. age is no crime but the shame of a deliberately wasted life among so many deliberately wasted lives is. Charles Bukowski
In A Mood
After being gone for a while from this site ... you would think things may have changed somewhat for the better. I have yet to see it. Censorship is still on the rise. Who is to say that nude pics aren't art ... and if they are labled correctly then they shouldn't be tagged. And if someone in your family sees them and tagged it, which brings it down. It's definately wrong. That is something that the bouncers of this site need to really look at. If it is already marked then leave it alone. Inform the "butt hurt" party to request to be taken out of the family then they won't be offended. The lounges aren't getting that much better. When you can't post something that is completely innocent and no harm meant by it. But someone else can make the request to delete said line ... that is censorship. WTF!!! I did my fighting to attempt to allow that freedom, but someone doesn't like it ... it get censored. Not everyone can please everybody all the time, but you can tolorate and k
How To Tell If You Are Married
Subject: How to tell if you're married----- > Three women, one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, are chatting > about their relationships, and decided to amaze their men. > > That night all three will wear black leather bras, stiletto heels, and > a mask over their eyes. > > > After a few days they meet up for lunch. > > The engaged woman: The other night, when my boyfriend came over, he > found me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos, and a mask. ; He > saw me, and said, 'You are the woman of my life. I love you.' Then we > made love all night long. > > The mistress: Me too! The other > night I met > my lover at his office; I was wearing the leather bodice, heels, mask > over my eyes. and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat he didn't say > a word, but we had wild sex all night. > > The married woman: I sent the kids to stay at my mother's house for > the night. When my husband ca me home I was wearing the leather bodice, > bl
Job Training
my mother died in feburary. due to her passing away, money has been tight. one day , in late afternoon, it was raining , there was commotion at my apt complex. a couple were fighting. during the fight , one of my neighbors were trying to get to her vehicle. a police car blocked her vehicle. i asked her where does she work at. she explained and i asked if the place was hiring. once she responded, i went the following day. the following day,first i walked down to D.E.S. for my medical plan, and then i walked down to the job. once there, i had taken a typing test as well as an application test. during the 2 tests, i was alongside one of my nowadays co workers named dennis. well once after he and i were done, we waited about 2 hours for an interview. we were both told to come in with all of our personal info . then i got paperwork to take home explaining the job and its tasks, what to expect. on aug. 4th, i began paid training in a classroom scenery. less than a week into
Modest Mouse - The View
Your gun went off. Well you shot off your mouth and look where it got you. My mouth runs on too. Shouts from both sides, "Well we've got the land but they've got the view!" Well now here's the clue. Life it rents us. And yeah I hope it put plenty on you. Well I hope mine did too. As life gets longer, awful feels softer. Well it feels pretty soft to me. And if it takes shit to make bliss, then I feel pretty blissfully. Your gun went off. Well you shot off your mouth and look where it got you. My mouth runs on too. Shouts from both sides, "Well we've got the land but they've got the view!" Well now here's the clue. We are fixed right where we stand. Life it rents us. And yeah I hope it put plenty on you. Well I hope mine did too. We are fixed right where we are. As life gets longer, awful feels softer. Well if feels pretty soft to me. And if it takes shit to make bliss, well I feel pretty blissfully. For every invention made how much time d
Tidbits.. Thank You Triskeli_guild
Trust ===== Trust not that your partner will never make a mistake or never hurt you. Trust instead in their commitment to you, that they will do their best *not* to hurt you, and that if and when hurt occurs they will do their best to help you heal. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - The "true" way ============ == It irks me when I see someone referring to themselves as a "true" master or, talking about their way of doing things as being the "true" way. Often if someone doesn't agree with them or live up (or down) to their standards then they accuse them of not being serious or not being "true" submissive's or "true" slaves or "true" BDSMer's. There is *no* "true" way and there is no universal master; i.e. one size *does not* fit all! If there is indeed a true master it is the one who recognizes his limitations and who strives to overcome them. It is the one who admits that he errs and will recognize when a relationship is a "po
Bdsm Dictionary Of Terms U-z
UGOL'S LAW: A law first stated by Harry Ugol in the UseNet newsgroup alt.sex.bondage which holds that if there's some kink you have or something turns you on, no matter how strange or bizarre it may be, you're not the only one who has that kink. Commentary: I receive a great deal of email from these pages; much of it along the lines of "I didn't realize other people had the same fantasies and ideas that I do!" The nice thing about living in a world of six billion people is that, no matter how weird or bizarre your turn-ons may be, yes, there are other people like you. UNIFORM PLAY: Any of a wide variety of different forms of role play in which the wearing of uniforms, such as military uniforms, is a significant part of the role play. Commentary: Many people find uniforms, particularly uniforms that convey rank or indicate ierarchy or authority (such as police or military uniforms) arousing. UTILITY D/S: A specific type of D/s centered around using the submissive in utilitarian ca
Song Of The Da Y - 08/18/08 - Breaking Benjamin - Blow Me Away (halo 2 Edition)
blow me away - breaking benjamin They fall in line One at a time Ready to play I can't see them anyway No time to lose We've got to move Steady your hand I am losing sight again Fire your guns Its time to run Blow me away I will stay in the mess I made After the fall We'll shake it off Show me the way Only the strongest will survive Lead me to heaven when we die I have a shadow on the wall I'll be the one to save us all There's nothing left So save your breath Lying in wait Caught inside this tidal wave You're covers blown No where to go Holding your fate Loaded I will walk alone Fire your guns It's time to run Blow me away I will stay in the mess I made After the fall We'll shake it off Show me the way Only the strongest will survive Lead me to heaven when we die I have a shadow on the wall I'll be the one to save us all I want it back Don't make me mad Back off (2 seconds) Die (5 seconds) Only the strongest will survive Lead me
You Might Be A Soldier If
You Might be a Soldier if: 1. The only time you and your spouse eat without the kids is at the unit "dining out". 2. You always honk twice before backing into parking spaces. 3. You have to look up your parents phone number, but can dial the CQ, SDNCO, company, battalion and brigade with no problem at all. 4. Your vacation atlas has only two routes marked: primary and alternate. 5. Your favorite author is Mike Malone or Tom Clancy. 6. When your kids are too noisy you yell "At Ease!" 7. You don't own any blue pens. 8. Your vacation always occurs during the last week of September. 9. You keep a box of MREs at home and in the trunk of your car in case of emergencies. 10. When you talk on the phone, you end every conversation with "out here". 11. You refer to your spouse as "Household-6" , "CINC House", or "Chief of Staff". 12. You've seen "Patton" enough times to memorize his speech. 13. CNN is your favorite program. 14. You call the Post Locator instead on Information to
How To Find And Keep A Dom/me
How to Find and Keep a Dom/me Lately, I've seen a lot of my submissive pals going through hard times: having bad luck finding the right online Dom/me, feeling frustrated with the Dom/me, losing the Dom/me. I'd like to share my thoughts on how to find and keep a good online Dom/me: what I've come to understand through my own experiences, watching the experiences of others, and from observing and learning from my Mistress, Lady Cauchemar. Note: these are my own opinions, not necessarily those of my Mistress or the IR management. And there is certainly more than one way of approaching many of these matters; this is the way that *I* think works best. These comments are also aimed more at the beginner and novice online submissive who is looking for a more serious relationship with a dominant, whether that involves a formal collar or not. If you are only interested in your basic netsex slap-n-lick, then much of the following may not be necessary. 1. Don't Be A Pest! A twisted logic
Blueprint For A Master
Master Z's BLUEPRINT FOR A MASTER INTELLIGENCE Intelligence is the ability to learn the proper way of playing with the toys inherent in the "lifestyle" before using them on another person. The willingness and ability to research and learn about the "lifestyle" itself. How many times have you admitted you didn't have the experience, or know how to use a certain toy? The ability to take the time to learn their partner outside the roles of Domination and submission, to learn her as the person that she is, her likes and dislikes. The ability to learn what pleases his slave and to remember those things. The successful Master should take the time to know the physical as well as the psychological tools of Domination, along with some basic psychological aspects of his slave (knowledge should grow as people change constantly). There is nothing uglier than seeing an ignorant Master trying to use humiliation as a tool of dominance. Humiliation is a difficult tool that requires maturity, inte
The Gentle Master
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. I'm here for you, now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless -- for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seemingly
Your Kids Might Have Inherited Your Kink If...
Your kids might have inherited your kink if... You go in the playroom and find an interrogation chair built entirely of Lego's. You come home and find them tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter. Your son wants to know when he?ll get his allowance, because he needs to pay his tab at the hardware store. You tell your daughter she?s too old to spank, and she assures you she isn't. You yell to your daughter to do her chores, and she answers she?s tied up right now? and she really is tied up. Your three year old is strutting around with clothes-pins hanging off her tongue. Their favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix. Your son earned his merit badge in tying knots? twelve times. You notice his G.I. Joe has Barbie on a leash. You bought a clothes dryer because every time your kids went out to play, the clothesline and clothespins vanished. They made a violet wand for their science fair. You ask your son to walk the dog, and later notice the dog?s still h
~the Brat's Creed~
LOL I love this .... and sometimes it is sooooo Me ~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....
Confession
All that we ought to have thought and not thought. All that we ought to have said and have not said All that we ought to have done and not done All that we not ought to have thought and yet we thought. All that we ought not to have spoken and yet have spoken. All that we ought not to have done yet have done. For these words and works, pray we, O God for forgiveness. Amen
Peace
O God, lead us from death to life, from falsehood to truth; lead us from despair to hope, from fear to trust; lead us from hate to love, from war to peace. Let your peace fill our hearts, our world, our universe. Amen. -- Satish Kumar
Back With My Love
ay im back with vamp if aney one has a problem wih that talk me only ok not her
Curious Kids
A 5th grader asked her mother the age-old question: "How did I get here?" Her mother told her "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear." the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also." the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did." said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex at all in this family for 200 years?... ...No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here!"
Female Dog Name's
One's i like so far :: Mochcha Massie Belle Maggie Kahia Millie Gabby Gracie Myley Keesha Brie Janey Caley Reese Kaddy Jedda Libby If you have any you like let me know thanks
Bt/babywolf Bullt.
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The Art Of Eating Pussy
The Art of Eating Pussy There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. Pussies come in all different sizes, colors and shapes. Some are tucked inside and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nestled in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Others are shaved clean for that deliciously soft and sensual look. Appreciate your womans unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during lovemaking. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to give her a lasting impression and get her to BEG you for more. Hearing that you find her hot and sexy and that she smells good and tastes good while you are petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, makes her feel incredibly vulnerable to you, and can make a huge difference to her entire dynamic with you. A smart m
What Are We Ment For?
Is everyone ment for love? Am i ment for love?
Joke
A man walks into a bar with a paper bag. He sits down and places the bag on the counter. The bartender walks up and asks what's in the bag. The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a little man, about 9 inches high and sets him on the counter. He reaches back into the bag and pulls out a small piano, setting it on the counter as well. He reaches into the bag once again and pulls out a tiny piano bench, which he places in front of the piano. The little man sits down at the piano, and starts playing a beautiful Piece by Mozart! Where on earth did you get that?' says the bartender. The man responds by reaching into the paper bag. This time he pulls out a magic lamp. He hands it to the bartender and says: 'Here. Rub it.' So t he bartender rubs the lamp, and suddenly there's a gust of smoke and a beautiful blonde genie is standing before him. I will grant you one wish. Just one wish... each person is only allowed one!' The bartender gets real excited. Without hesitating h
Everything And More
"Everything and More" Each day our hearts grow,Beating the loving rhythm Of our sprites and souls flowing so perfectly together, Keeping us strong thru this stormy hell we call life, Being with you takes it away turning it around into this place so heavenly where I can breathe in the joy and bliss of us Don't ever leave, oh please don't Don't leave me crushed, Believeme when I say,your everything, everything and more You're the glowing stars the dim moon that brighten These cold and lonely nights that we're apart, Making it possible for us to be with each other in my dreams If you weren't baby I'd be waking up to these nitemare Crying from the pain of missin you more and more then I already do Don't ever leave, oh please don't Don't leave me crushed, Believeme when I say,your everything, everything and more Your the beautiful sunrise shining thru the window of these brisk mornings starting a great day That I love waking up too To share
Big And Beautiful What A Combo!
So Damn Hot
Wedding Is Off
fuck it the wedding is off

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