Fubar Blog Posts 2

I Am Not Ashamed!!!
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School , Kingston , Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable! means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship religio

I Am Nothing
i realized that i am nothing and am worthless. no matter what i do its not worth squat. i walk thru this life alone and empty. everytime i speak no one listens or takes the time to hear what i have to say. i feel i am destined to follow a path of darkness with no light to guide me. no one cares and no one ever will all i am is a worthless shell with no soul and no matter of thoughts and feelings. i feel i will do the world a favor and just stop existing and everybody will be happy. i have nothing to lose and nothing to gain. all i feel is eternal pain and misery and i guess that is what i deserve.

I Am Not Even Sure What This Is For..but Help Me/rates And Comments Plz..teetude...
I am not even sure what this is for..but help me/rates and comments plz..teetude... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1154590&albumid=875303&i=2862465157

I Am Not Ignoring U
Ok heres the deal---for some odd reason my computer and Fubar hasnt been getting along very well for the last several days--- IF U HAVE RATED ME OR SENT A PROFILE COMMENT AND I HAVENT REPLY TO U ---IM NOT IGNORING U --ITS NOT LETTING ME RETURN THE FAVOR AT TIMES--BUT I WILL EVENTUALLY GET BACK WITH U -- I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE AND WOULD NEVER IGNORE ANYONE

I Am Not A Happy Camper.
On another note, I'd like to clearly state this now. This is the fucking internet. If you don't want something stole, such as pictures, coding, videos, hell even things pertaining to voice, then either watermark it, copywrite it, or don't put it the fuck up. It will get stolen. Someone will try and pass it off as their own. Its a given. Don't think you're above the unwritten rules of the internet. Seriouz fuckin bus1n3ss yo. I'm tired of people bitching their shit got stolen. And you know what else? I'm so fucking sick and tired of snow. I want summer here and I want it now. I'm cold. My back fucking hurts from the cold ache. And I hate randomly getting wet. Winter makes all of these things happen. It infuriates me. I also hate driving in winter. All the fucking retards around me don't seem to understand that when snow starts sticking to the ground, things get slick. That means, SLOW THE FUCK DOWN ASSHAT. Yeah. I'm the one going 30 MPH while you zoom by me going 60. I'm also the on

I Am Now A High School Equivlent Grad
I passed my G.E.D. Test!!!!!! I am so happy. I can believe that i passed it, i thought i was going to fail the math portion of the test cuz there was nothing on there that i was refreshing up on. I am so glad i passed...I am at a lost of any more words... :)

I Am Now An Aunt And Godmother
I am now an aunt to a beautiful baby girl. Her name is Cassandra Elizabeth. She was born April 30th 2008 at 7:08 pm. She weighs 6 lbs and is 19 inches long. She's got the most biggest beautiful blue eyes. Well I can't wait to spend some more time with her, she's gorgeous. As soon as I can I will have pics up of her. Ciao!

I Am No Mind Reader
i lost 9 lbs in last ten days,i was exspecting more bad news at the cardio appointment to day .all is looking better i my goal is to get to 220 to 230. im borderline diabetic now so i am making major changes in my lfe and habits,life is too short as it is with out being my own exucutioner.my zanex is working now that i hve adjusted to it.i,ve gotten to the point wher i am ready to quit smoking.i have replaced much of the time spend on here with exercise and quality time with my wife and friends.i have rated fanned and sent add request to all that i have droped in on,i have never asked to be rated faned or to help me level or win some meaninglss contest for points.all that i have done to help you all was because thats me.i dont do the drama or group hate crap. i have blocked only a holes that where doing good pepole dirty, i have reach out to many in friendship onl to be dissed or ignored no problem here i will no lnger support those that dont reply to honest friendship,lifes too shor

I Am Not Moving On....... May 6th
OK PPL WHERE TO BEGIN..... IM BACK AND IM FEELING SICK FOR TWO REASONS ONE THE MOST IMPORTANT REASON IS MY LIL DUDE HE IS GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME RIGHT KNOW AND I SO WANT TO HELP HIM GET THROUGH THIS AND I KNOW THE ONLY WAY TO DO THAT IS TO SIT DOWN AND TALK TO HIM AND FIND OUT WHAT ALL IS GOING ON WICH THE THINGS THAT ARE GOING ON IM KEEPING PRIVATE BUT I AM JUST SO TORN UP INSIDE THAT IT HAS CAUSED ME TO GET SICK AND THE OTHER REASON WHY IS THAT HENRY TOLD ME LAST NIGHT THAT HE DIDNT WANT TO HAVE NOTHING MORE TO DO WITH ME WICH I THINK HE IS NOT THINKING STRAIGHT BECAUSE HE IS SO UPSET AND MAD ABOUT WHAT HAPPEND THIS WEEKEND WITH LIL DUDE AND I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THAT BECAUSE I HAVE GOTTEN SICK A COUPLE OF TIMES THIS MORNING. I WANT TO HELP HENRY SO BAD AND I GUESS HE DONT WANT MY HELP SO I GUESS I JUST NEED TO SIT BACK AND CHILL BUT ANYONE WHO IS ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME YALL KNOW THAT I HAVE SUCH A BIG HEART AND I LOVE TO HELP PPL I CARE ABOUT I DONT LIKE TO SIT BACK AND WATCH I

I Am Naught
Sometimes I am not who you think me to be.. sometimes I am more.. and sometimes i am less... Mostly hidden, locked away never to be sought. And sometimes i am less... Bright and shining exuding pure happiness. And sometimes I am more... Known yet not who you think me to be.. Sometimes i am naught... ___________________ Copyright solely belongs to me. Please do not use without express written approval.

I Am Not Dead!
Man when I was the last time I was on this thing? * thinks * Omg, last year! Freak on a leash thats a long time! Yeah I've been changed to work and havent even seen the light of day in a long time... One Day I will... Or not.. Who knows anymore.. But for now I need to jet.. its late and I need to get up for work again * hugs to all *

I Am Not Ignoring You!!!!
To All My Peeps: I am not ignoring you!!!! I promise....It's that time of year for me.... BASEBALL SEASON....So in between work and baseball, I am gone from 7am to 9pm if not later....take for example, the last 2 days....6 games....2 different cities....the EARLIEST I saw the door home was 10:30PM.... So to my FRIENDS....I love each and everyone of you, will try to show some love as soon as I can!!!! To my new assosiates....You rock!!!!Thanks for the rating!!!!....As soon as I get a free moment I will go in and rate you back!!!! Take Care, T

I Am New Here
hiya all in the fubar this is all new to me I am tryin to learn my way around still get lost. lol I thank all that has viewed me and gave your comments on my profile. i need to know how to get more points and how to add drinks under my profile. thank you all. spank_me_hard....

I Am Not Down Rating Anyone
I've been going thru my friends list and re rating those who's user rating got deleted. It appears that if I originally rated you an 11 and rate you a 10 now, its showing up as a re-rate. Please don't think I'm down rating you. I can't honestly remember who all got 11's. Ugh.... Ok, so I thought the 2nd profile rate was a good thing.. perhaps it isn't.

I Am Not Perfect
so here we go I am not perfect and I know how to screw up things. I hurt the person that I love more than anything inthis world. I love her with all my heart and I went and messed that up.I let her down in a few ways too I never meant to and it isnt all my fault ut I still have to be a man and accept that I let her down. so I must now say that I am an asshole and that I hope that I didnt destroy everything with the woman that I hold dearest to me. I love her with all my heart and soul and It would destroy me if I lost her for good.

I Am Not Sure If I Can Be A Jet Fan...but I Will Try...
Good Morning and happy Thursday to you. Not much on my mind other then my favorite QB is now a stinking JET! Oh well out of the dairy land and into the big apple I guess…Hopefully they can win more then four games with him this year. Other the me wearing a Black Wreath over my FAVRE paraphernalia my day will include playing golf later on to try and maintain 2nd place or over take 1st place So from me to you have a FABULOUS day,…. Me I will be looking for Jets ….stuff… A huge hug and a pat Mart PS thank the maker the saga is finally over…I am not bitter…oh no… I hope the Packers win ZERO GAMES! Then they can move forward in another direction with a new friggen staff and management.

I Am Now Re-entitled - Well The Jungle Book Is And More Lateral Literal Rubbish
The new title was dragged from me due to it being needed for the book jacket. I now have a glossy one due off the presses and it has a bit about my new book which is now entitled A Tranquil Buzz in the Jungle. Well, Beryl has a lot to answer for and Henrietta is of the Gentle Creed both of whom (if creatures are whom’s) caused a stir. I have now sold 13 books and am expecting four reviews, the most surprising one from my brother-in-law who is a talker rather than a reader. I am so grateful that he offered to do it as he is not eloquent by admission. The publishers/book distributors who ordered a book or two have not had the courtesy to answer any emails enquiring about their trading conditions or confirm receipt of books or even quibble about them. So I don't think much of their business acumen. My marketing manager sent me the final proof of the jacket and it was fantastic so it is at the printers today and should soon be hot off the presses. So we can say that the proof of th

I Am Not Leaving
I wrote a blog yesterday saying I was leaving fubar. I have decided instead to just take a break. I will miss each and everyone of you while I am not on. I may check in every now and then to check my messages. I will probably just take this week off...if I need longer I will let you know. Please understand that I need this time to figure a lot of things out. If any of you need to get a hold of me just im me or call...I will be on and off today and starting tomorrow I will take a break. Talk to all of you all soon. Christina

I Am Not Impressed.
I am not easily impressed. Not much impresses me. Authority doesn't impress me. Good looks don't impress me. Money. Fame. Power. Strength. Scariness. Weapons. These things don't impress me. Partying like a rockstar every night, doing drugs every chance you get, for whatever reason, doesn't impress me. Being fake and shallow and happy-go-lucky on the surface all the time doesn't impress me. Being serious and negative and utterly disapproving all the time doesn't impress me. Coolness doesn't impress me. Games don't impress me. Being down on yourself and calling it 'honesty' doesn't impress me. Popularity doesn't impress me. These things...I just don't give a fuck. What DOES impress me? Honesty and forthrightness. Maturity and tolerance. Intelligence and wisdom. THAT impresses me. Unconditional love. THAT impresses me. Accepting who I am and NOT LEAVING because I'm imperfect, THAT would impress me. NOT finding a reason to leave, because I'm not perfect, or because love takes effort an

I Am New On Here
Hi, I am happly married so on this site I am ONLY looking for friends, again I am ONLY looking for friends NOT friends with benafets. I just wanted to make that Clear to everyone. Let me know if you want to chat, message me. Have a nice day. :)

I Am Not By Any Means A Conservative But This Makes Sense To Me.
Whatever side of the political isle you are on just read this and see if it makes as much sense to you as it does to me. The writer is a conservative. The Top Ten Reasons Conservatives Should Vote For Obama My take by Andrew Sullivan. 10. A body blow to racial identity politics. An end to the era of Jesse Jackson in black America. 9. Less debt. Yes, Obama will raise taxes on those earning over a quarter of a million. And he will spend on healthcare, Iraq, Afghanistan and the environment. But so will McCain. He plans more spending on health, the environment and won't touch defense of entitlements. And his refusal to touch taxes means an extra $4 trillion in debt over the massive increase presided over by Bush. And the CBO estimates that McCain's plans will add more to the debt over four years than Obama's. Fiscal conservatives have a clear choice. 8. A return to realism and prudence in foreign policy. Obama has consistently cited the foreign policy of George H. W. Bush a

I Am Nothing Special
I wish I knew magic So I could cast a spell To win your heart And protect it well Keep you from danger And all kinds of harm My love for you A protective charm Use myself as a shield Guarding your life From people’s animosity Stabbing like a knife Though I sit here alone Wondering if it’s true These words I feel Baby, I love you I wish I knew magic Or some incantation I will not give up on you For I have determination My love for thee Is the purest of form Just your glance Keeps my heart warm A smile, a touch A soft tender kiss For it is you I truly do miss I wish I knew magic Or something enchanting My love for you Is true and everlasting Though miles be between us Keeping us apart Please tell me my love What can I do…to win your heart Written for and inspired by Untamable

Iam Not Worrie About Me
my boyfriend has cust of his daughter hes varly working to care of them but hes trying but hes scared that he wont have enought money for his daughter bday an xmas his looking for help for plus his bills the state an the local churchs wont help if any 1 has heart out there plz help him an his daughter she going to be 8 yrs old this dec 22 i wish i could help him but i cant aford to ake care of myself his name is lj hes on my friends list check his pics if u dont beleave me ok some one got to help them thankx have a happy hoildays we try

I Am No Longer Able To Make Fubar License
As my program I use is no longer maintained on the server it was set to pull from. If I am able to get another program our routine set up, I will let you know. Until then, no more license will be made :( Thanks for your understanding.

I Am Not Desperate!!!!
I am getting really sick and tired of men thinking that I am depserate...cuz I am NOT! Fuck you if you think that I am...and another thing bitch!!!! I give EXCELLENT HEAD because I LOVE IT...NOT BECAUSE I CAN'T GET IT OR GIVE IT ANYOTHER WAY!!! I would make most men crawl a fucking bed in five seconds with just one touch...and I am not as desperate as some of you egotistical asshats wanna think! I may not be as thin as a playboy bunny but I am EVERY BIT AS SEXY AS ONE! So fuck off the whole male species if you think that you can SB me and get some kind of sexual release becuase I am fat!!! I don't work like that short dick!!!!

I Am Never Going To Eat A Twinkie Again!
Ok kinda funny serious story here...Weve been doing this thing at work to encourage our cashires and other team members to get people to open a target credit card, if they get one they get to smash a twinki in a managers face.. wich i did yesterday was great fun, but apparentlly today when a cashire went to do it they found Tacks yes Thumb Tacks in the twinkies, this box was not opend at all befor hand soooo...fair warning to those who eat those things, probablly wanna look inside em befor u eat them!

I Am Nothing
THIS IS A POEM THAT IS BEING SPOKEN THRU THE EYES OF A LONELY MAN.... Pain was just an illusion In my mind Telling me that everything is Just fine The stains are just tears from my eyes So dry From crying now there bleeding All the time You can say I’m a man But I see I’m just a shadow of nothing An image in your mind without structure A figure that walks on two but never stands It means I stand for something I’m a disease with out a cure So you can’t say that I’m a man With out you holding my hand My heart is just an object When left alone A tool not used for thinking On its own A fool would think I’m not sinking In misery So let me drown in my heartaches I’m dying With out you there no use in life No living You can say I am a man But I can see I’m just a shadow of nothing An image in you mind without structure A figure that walks on two but never stands It means I stand for something A greed that hungers for money A memory that forgets its not

I Am Neither Tight Brained Or Left Brained
Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz The higher of these two numbers below indicates which side of your brain has dominance in your life. Realising your right brain/left brain tendancy will help you interact with and to understand others. Left Brain Dominance: (12)Right Brain Dominance: (13) Right Brain/ Left Brain Quiz

I Am New
this is all fast, fast, fast i am trying to learn all of this.... this is a fantasy spot with me i am looking for dominant men who want to teach... or those who simply want to interact... but please be patient while i figure this out..

I Am Not Crazy My Reality Just Differs To Yours
Good Morning All I just woke up and, as usual, have thoughts in my head that I thought I would share. In life we all have our own perception of the same thing, that will be based upon the blueprint of who we are ... Each experience in life, from how we were raised to how we grew up, to who we married and who we divorced, to who we screwed and who we shouldn't have screwed, shapes our lives and who we become based on learnings we have acquired from those experiences. There is no shame in sharing your learnings. There is no shame in asking for someone's advice so you can learn. Some of us learn by trial and error. Some of us learn by prevention, probably the safest way. But we do this by listening to those who have learnt through trial and error, probably the hard way. Some of us don't learn, because we can't escape a negative cycle. And we can't escape because we don't understand ourselves. Or we fear losing something that is part of us whether it is good or bad. So each of

I Am Not That Kind Of Girl!!
i apparently did not realize until rather recently that i DO indeed have a large, flashing neon sign complete with buzz*click*pop sound effects that reads :FREAK BITCH*buzz*click*pop*FREAK BITCH*buzz*click*pop*FREAK BITCH*buzz*clickand this sign is perched quite dominantly atop my head for the world to see. i would like to take a moment of time to clear a few things up that may have been causing some folks a certain amount of confusion. i do not care what you have heard about me in regards to my past....i am not "one of those girls". just cuz you stroll up on me and give me your most dashing smile, tip me a wink and exchange phone numbers with me, does not mean that i will be getting naked, sweaty and freaky with you. i do not know where the misconception that all i am good for is a one-night stand or a good time when you in my neck of the woods, but, lemme tell ya...fuck that. i am soo sick of people...both men and women...thinking this little of me. i do not behave like a crotch-trap

I Am Not A Depression Pill
It annoys the fuck out of me when, people read my blogs or mumm's or view me as a depressed woman who needs to be in a mental ward. These people need to seriously, bone up on depression disorder. Do they honestly think, I like comming off as what they label me as. Every one weather your depressed or not has means of dealing with their sad ness. Mine is blogging , writting in my journal. I like to relect on what went on that day and see if my mood is lifting or my feelings that day were justified. To be soooooooooo honest right now, the main factor in my depression is when, not enough money comming in the house to keep up with the bills. Family members getting sick and I cant even dam well afford to get their meds less I let a bill slide. Then worry how in the hell I am gonna catch up. I do have good days, were I am just happy to go for walks. Listen to music what ever. I know sooner or later, things will work out its just tiime consumming. And I am a person will ve

I Am Not A Player, I Am Just A Lost Soul Taking Life
Taking life one day at a time. I don't meant to come off as a player in any of the sites I belong to. I am a sincere old fart looking for friends to fill my empty life. I have been labeled a player because I won't commit to someone online. This not how I feel is the final step in a relationship. First you must be willing to meet face to face to see if there is any chemistry, if there is strong chemistry then maybe a commitment. But not just out of the blue want to settle down without even meeting face to face.

I Am Nathanial.
Well Hello there, Long time no talk huh... well that’s not true you have not had the pleasure of meeting me. I am Nathanial, I don’t like this term but one has to use what one has been given... I am Wolfie’s alt his other personality if you must, I am darker then he is that’s for sure... I don’t really care about you or what you think of what I’m writing I am just bored! He chooses the wrong times to let me out of my cage... always when his dear friends are offline so I cannot talk to them and see how their insides tick. He doesn’t like talking about me but I hear everything he does and I see it all too I know you all so well such nice little toys to play with but no... No he just wants to be gentle with you all for fear of braking you... what a waste, he has so much potential for dark and hatful acts but controls himself more then I would ever do. I’m rambling I know but what else is there to do? My past is everywhere memories of fire a

I Am Not Interested......................
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to b

I Am Not Evil - You Think?
Well, Mr. Fister (a fubar friend of mine) and I had a need little convo about me trying to look innocent and still having my little, evil smirk going on. I simply made the statement I would be neutral evil (the old role player’s soul is coming through on that one) and he said, he would prefer the expression: Angelically Challenged. Yes, I put it up on my status. Was kind off funny. But here is the problem on things: I do not believe in the absolute good, nor in the absolute evil. Everyone has both sides – It is good to be Pagan. So Since I cannot be angelically challenged, I am probably just having fun And if Mother Nature would be around, she’d say: and do it like they do it on the discovery channel Be naughty and have fun!

I Am Not Cool
I know the lyrics to almost every song I've ever heard...no really, every one. Not the good ones...the complete shit too. I first pierced my ear at 13 because of a George Michael video...yeah, I know...I know. I've played to around 2000 people in a packed room chanting my lyrics. It wasn't as good as sex.....with100 burlesque dancing submissives...maybe. I am remarkably cruel when you show weakness. No matter how crippling. No matter how crippling my cruelty, I'm also convinced that my caring can reverse it...I'm wrong. I have next to no regard for society and its norms...unless it's in a debate with some whiny anarchist. Then I'm the champion of the cause. That last point is a summation of my character. Fuck...You...and now let me fuck with the rest. My favourite colour was green as a child...and then I learned I was red/green colourblind. I was an alcoholic by the age of 12. Kerouac changed my life after I died. I became convinced that I could be S

I Am No One And And Age Is Nothing
well yall you know as i have said many times befor i have many sights on the internet this is yes because im tierd of being alone and im trying to make a connection lol as if that will happen now one really wants a fat man with no money lmao... but i have been talking to a young lady on here that said she liked me well i geuss age over road that or she may have just gotten to much flack from her friends but she came back and removed her reiend sip from my page it hurts but not as amuch as to all the ignorent people out there that feels just because there is an age diffrents that it shouldent happen well to stat this now im not a child molester and if any lady that wants to talk to me can i only date ladies 25 and over any way age is a number nothing more : something to think aboui lol,and for those that have a problem with the agew thing oh well its a number get over it.... I thought I had found it this time I thought I had a chanse I guess being happy aint for me I guess I am bound

I Am Nothing
If I ever get free of this place,My happiness would lift me into space.I'd die a thousand deaths to turn back time,For a happy life free of the misery and pain.A happy family, happy childhood, is that insane?All I ever wanted was to curl up into a ball,All I ever did was throw my feelings at the wall.Yeah, I'm good at sport andYeah, I've good qualifications from which behind I can hide,But it's not me, it's not me inside.All I ever feel is nothing for anything or anyone,I'm kinda like a candle with all the wax gone.A light that was there, just an empty space in which it shone.I got used to it, and now it's who I am,The me before is me anyway, how can I change,When this is all I am, when I am really nothing.How can I change what is set for me,I can't, I have to feel pain, at least feeling pain is feeling something.Something is better than nothing and nothing is all I can be,I look behind, I look ahead, still nothing's all I see.

I Am Not Witchie
NSFW because you malcreants can't keep a civil tongue. I am not Witchie, but I live under her bed and channel Andy Rooney to her telepathically all night just to see what kind of crazy shit I can make her write. She won't get rid of me because some days she believes the voices are all she has. True Story. Peace, out. That is all.

I Am Not Man-poetry
There she was, A beautiful stranger walking down the street Five feet-six inches, in laced three inch heels Supporting her body of deception and lies In a black skirt wrinkled with lust Complimented by her sleeveless top, Sheltering a broken heart. A beautiful stranger she was, On a hot sunny day in spring Where every step taken brought us closer Unaware of the history we were unknowingly sharing; My eyes silently attempting to introduce myself, My heartbeat, naturally increasing in frequency Hoping uncontrollably that you will notice me. Hi, my name is Schendy!! My lips fail to scream, The distance between us dissipating step by step As my mind races to download your facial features to my memory.

I Am Not Super Woman
Here I am just shaking from being over whelmed and pissed off at my family's lack of respect and concern for me. I suffer from depression major, and when I am over loaded with things that have to be done and get no help, I tend to break down and cry my ever lovin heart out. Yes I am on med's but can't always afford them. Yesterday, my oldest son needed to see the dentist, we also needed to get the emissions test done on the car, plus my youngest wanted to check out cell phones. Sooooooooooo, we all got into the car and headed for town. We arrive to get the car's emission test done again for the second time and boom the exaust system is still leaking. Frustrated we go and do the other things we need to do, My youngest and I go to check out the phones and hes denied only because he doen't have a drivers liecence. He has a touch of autism and it affected him major. I suggested, pay as you go phone, and had to drive that home like 4 times...we went and purchased a cell phone and

I Am Not Wise If I Dont Take My Own Advice
I wanted to tell you how good of friends you have been the last 6 months, I know that my moods have been slightly up and down like a roller coaster ride. I appreciate those who have stuck it out and just laughed it off when obviously im bursting from the seams. I can honestly say that normally I believe im a fun loving individual but this enveloped sized baby growing inside of me has left my tolerance of ignorance slightly below all normal levels. I wanted to say that Im sorry for those of you who have listened to my rants and just let it slide. I also wanted to say sorry for those I might have pissed off or deleted because i probably could have handled the situation better. I wanted to say that Im sorry for being irrational at times. Maybe it was for the best but i handled it completely wrong. For that Im truly sorry. I figure I preach allot to everyone on how to behave on fubar, how to handle situations and its about time i took my own advice. I haven't really been doing that. L

I Am Never Here...
I am falling apart, no one knows. Alone I am tearing apart, nothing but sorrow. I can not fix whats wrong. Dying inside, this pain, my heart stops beating, I am falling into the shadows. I beg for you to love me, no one cares. I ask for you to be by my side, all you do is stare...I am falling apart...I am finally gone from here.

I Am New To Fubar
Okay so this is my first blog on fubar. I have done blogginf before just not on here so I just wanted to say to everybody, if you have a topic you would like answers to let me know and I will try my best to answer them.Thanks, Allissia

Iamnuts
I am nuts...I decided to go blonde..REALLY blonde...and now I am freaking out over here. I have not had blonde hair in nearly 15 yrs....and I am not so sure I should be blonde. I will take pics later today, but first, I have to fix the imperfections in my hair. You see, if you go from dark brown to blonde you sometimes end up with orange hair...and well the ends of my hair are kind of orange..so I am not happy. I had to wait to fix it till today because the friggin bleach burned my scalp and my head is killing me..hence why I am grumpy. BUT I am saving 100 bucks by doing it myself. Thank goodness I grew up in beauty salons cuz my step mom was a hair dresser and when I was 18 I was a manicurist. (I worked as a manicurist to pay for collage) I will never touch a pair of ugly ass feet again...anyway back to my hair...So when I am done..I might put some purple streaks in it or pink..my 15 yr old is trying to convince me to do that..but am I too old for that kind of hair?? No I will not mu

I Am Not Evil!
Last Sunday, I went to a Chinese buffet place. Once I stepped in there, I got a headache and then started to burn up. So much so that sweat was dripping down my forehead. The waiter was nice until he noticed my symptoms. From that point on he avoided us as much as possible. If they have a ward against evil, then why would I be affected? Do you consider me evil?

I Am Not Evolved From Monkeys....cause I Can't Climb Trees Very Well ( Part 1)
I am going to start a series of blogs this morning that will run for ...well I don't know how long. Probably until I get finished. I thought it would be interesting to look at where we are on this planet, our place in the universe and how we might take all those pieces and fit them together in this little puzzle we are doing called life. Just some nice light reading with your coffee in the morning. It really is, however, the very essence of what we think about deep within as we struggle with all that occurs in our lives. The ups and downs, the loss and tragedy, the joy of our families and children and loved ones. The necessity of gaining material goods and the need for love and happiness. The disgust many of us feel at those who do not care about others even though they ride in the same cosmic boat and never seem to pick up an oar and give a helping hand. Instead they want to hurt us rather than help us. Let me say to start with that I am not writing this to convert you to a

I Am Not A Human Being Lyrics
I am not a human beingUhh, pussy footing like shitPop all the balloons and spit in the punchYeah, kush and the bluntsI ride through your block see a foot in the trunkI don't know why they keep playinI better replay 'emGiving them the blues Bobby "Blue" BlandTogether we stand and fall on y'allBallin' with my bloods, call it b-ballThese days ain't shit Young Money isGot mars bars three musketeersCome through coupe same colour as veneersAnd you know I'm riding with the toast, cheers!Now I'm back on my grizzAnd y'all's a bunch a squares like a motherfucking gridShit fuck with me and get hitShhhit I finger fuck the nina make the bitch have kidsJust do it my nigga I just didName a motherfucker deeper than me bitch deadYa dig, this here is big biz and I scream fuck itWhoever it isI am the Rhyming OasisI got a cup of ya time I wont waste itI got my foot on the line I’m not racin’I thank God that I am not basicI am not basicI am not a human beingNow come to my suite and get lockjaw

I Am Nothing
i am nothing dont you see i have lost what once was me i never thought i could feel this low closing my eyes praying to let go forever to sleep and not feel pain never again being made to feel shame i am nothing i see it in your eyes i hear it everytime you tell me your lies just let me go to find a safe place never will you see my tears trace my heart no longer can cry the pain my soul is wounded feeling the strain i am nothing the way it has been please dear God bring my life to an end..................... Sherry R.

I Am Not Bashing Either Political Party...but This Show Problems!
History Lesson on Your Social Security Card Dick Kantenberger Gifted Education Writer Examiner.com History Lesson on Your Social Security CardJust in case some of you young whippersnappers (& some older ones) didn't know this.It's easy to check out, if you don't believe it. Be sure and show it to your familyand friends. They need a little history lesson on what's what and it doesn't matterwhether you are Democrat or Republican. Facts are Facts. Social Security Cards up until the 1980s expressly stated the number andcard were not to be used for identification purposes. Since nearly everyone in the United States now has a number, it became convenient to use it anyway and themessage , NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION, was removed. Error! Filename not specified.An old Social Security card with the"NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION"

I Am Not Racist But This Is True.
*I am not white, but mixed but found this interesting when I read it on my friends blog.* You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know w

I Am Not Done Yet!!
Not even half way....I have dreams. I know that may surprise everyone but it is true. I won't want to change for anyone. Gives me a righteous reason to try an get out of bed each and every morning. I do realize that I might not achieve my goals today but I am one more day closer. One more step closer and just a few more breaths away. Not too sure there is anyone else out there that just needs a hug sometimes. Its not that I am shying away from everything else. I just don't want what I know can hurt anymore. I may not be the best looking person out there but I am a kind soul. Sorta like the last of the earthbound angels. The ones you think are never around but they walk among you. I don't get off on hurting others. May sound unreal but there are too many people that like screwing around with people that are too good to be true. I never fully understood the idea of strength gained from taking advantage of the unknowing, unexpecting, and the true hearted few. There is a old saying that

I Am Not Too Mean
When my time comes I choose to be remembered as a person with a good soul and a kind heart. Therefore I am going to be nice and kind till my last breath. I am on my second profile because of a deranged soul. I have started back from nothing twice because there are those that have lost their way and only know how to be angry and mean. I have had more times of heartbreak than joy. But I know that there is righteousness in this world somewhere. I will continue the search even though I grow tired easily. This battle may not be won but I won't stand by and let the crude rule. If "IF" was at all possible things would be different. I have love on my side and with that the sun will never set on my dawning plan. You can laugh if you choose. I won't hate you. I may not know you that well and I don't really want to if you are going to waste precious time laughing at any person you don't know or understand. No mean feeling here. Perhaps those that have a big problem with people that give a

Iam Needing Help Big Time
IAM TRYING TO HELP OUT A LOUNGE AND GET A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THERE ITS A GREAT LOUNGE TO BE IN ITS CALLED SAINT AND SINNERS AND WE NEED TO GET THIS LOUNGE BACK TO WHAT IT WAS CAN YALLL PLZ HELP ME OUT http://fubar.com/lounge/54018

I Am Not My Vagina
So, I am not my vagina. My worth and value is not directly related to it. I am a person with ideas other than those that revolve around fucking. Don't get me wrong, I like a good fucking like the rest of you but... I offered my slave a rubber band to wear as a remembrance to herself that she is indeed more than she appears. She is more than her physical self. It is to remind her that her worth lies within. It is the many things she can be besides the obvious. I would like to offer that to the world. To look past the trappings, the obvious, the physical self in others and value them for the things one doesn't see or touch. That is my hope for others during this time of year more than any other. The gift of sight.

I Am Not Your Perfection
My face plain awkward in look noticeably clumsy in my own skin a quiet tongue afraid to speak a mind thirsty always seeking knowledge a passion for life fueled by struggles no less a person , no more a fool on my sleeve a sensitive heart beats counting blessings like minutes to raise my self esteem I am not your perfection I grow leery of your definition of words such as beauty and intellect Shall I question my worth just because I do not fit your quintessential mold the things you define as beauty can only fade with time lines form and take over where perfection once dwelt the mind slows with age forgetting the quotes you once threw around as if they were your own I think I shall let my passion be my beauty my thirst for knowledge my intellect for fiery passion can never be extinguished a true thirst never quenched

I Am Not A Cougar.
Okay, this goes out to all of the young men on here who keep viewing my profile, repeatedly, and/or who send me messages that I am "Sexy". Sorry youngsters, but I have no love for you. For me, the very idea of dating someone under 40 years of age is the epitome of gross. It just is not my cup of tea. So youngsters, be careful who you approach. All women in their 40s are NOT COUGARS! And men 40 and older, step up!!!

I Am Nothing -
I am Nothing By Robyn – I am nothing: 1. No thing; not anything; naught 2. Emptiness 3. Something that is nonexistent 4. Nonexistence; nothingness 5. Something or someone of no importance or significance Shutout –no longer a part of sister’s life - no longer a part of nieces’ and nephew’s life Insignificant – told by sister life is not significant enough to bother with - not to let her know what is going on in life - am not Obliteration –had true love – 7 months after break-up still love him –he obliterated the love Zero - work has determined zero contact with coworkers and students Extinction – special education students will no longer remember even existed in their lives Void – feel huge voids in life for others- they do not feel voids in theirs’ - am really a void? Or just a void in cosmic space? Crumb–things swept away and thrown in the garbage - many in life have done just that– swept a

I Am Not Perfect.. I Can Only Be Me
I dream you. You are my only desire. When you looked into my eyes for the first time you captured my heart and now it belongs to you. Now I strongly believe that if two people are intended to find each other, the universe will always find a way of connecting them and it happened. You are my beloved soul mate and we were paired up in heaven. I long for you. I can travel endlessly just to hold you in my arms and cherish your closeness. I can sit next to my phone all day just to hear your voice. I can’t get you the stars and the moon but I can sit with you and watch the night sky. I know that I am not the most beautiful girl in the world but I love you beautifully. I cannot promise to be perfect and flawless but I promise you that if I have given you my heart it will stay with you forever. Maybe I am not capable of solving your problems at times but I will be always holding your hand through good and bad times in our life.You are all that I want.. You are all that my heart and soul

I Am 50 Now
I have braved Hideousness Lies Cowardice I am incapable of those Because I am RUDE Question myself constantly Logically And speeeeeeeeelunk right brain when required Never annoyed by the seaweed that Slaps my face And gets tangled in my gear That is just what happens Spelunking I am 50 I know of what I speak Take me on out of hubris I will destroy you Take me on out of naivete I will give you enough rope to hang yourself Generously If you all knew how much I hated you For your redolence For your lack of curiosity For your fucking blatant, provable stupidity Humans Luckily I have Alien friends Who at the very least tolerate my presence Without jealousy Without malice Because like me They know that those roads are Not dignified HONOR FREE I use the word HONOR on purpose Why I can so easily destroy an honor free Individual I am doing the planet a favor Hold up that mirror You KNOW that I can see you DO NOT fuck with me

I Am Orange
You scored as Orange. Orange is energising, warm and loving and this is just like you. You love people, are always surrounded by many friends and tend appreciate and help them whenever you can. You also like to stand out and at first impressions come of as a lovable person. Most people adore you.Orange94%Purple94%White89%Blue83%Green78%Red78%Yellow66%Pink56%Black28%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Out Of Town...
Just wanted to let you guys know ( if you even care..lol) I am in New Jersey until the 30th. I will try to check online once a day. An emergency came up with my Best friend...so, as a friend I am here for her. I hope you guys have an awesome week!!!

I Am Only Me
I Am Only Me I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, dont second guess I love, I laugh, I live , I cry, I’ve wished at times that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not some days I’m in overdrive and I cant stop I’m a loyal and honest friend you know I’ll be there until the end Im a Father, my children my greatest gift The smiles on there faces always give me a lift I am am a romantic, sensual, sexual and passionate too To the love of my life, I will share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold I’m quite a handful or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls, or Im not as forgiving as I’d sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt, I hurt deeply, My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood Becuase I dont always do things for my own good I have my facets, like a diamond you see I am only ME By Steven Lee

I Am Ooo So Hot & Sexual!!!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Soft88%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet50%Sweet50%Shy13%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Of The Desert, You Of Cultivation
I am of the desert, you of cultivation: Simplicity to me, to you is desolation; Heat, thirst, and agony I seek out on vacation, While you look for elegance and quiet restoration. I am of the ocean, you are of the shore: You want fewer waves, I manufacture more; You like tranquil bays, I love the rollers' roar; In me, a wild emptiness; in you, a quiet core. While I am like a stream, you are like a lake: I babble over boulders, you reflections make; I rush forward heedlessly, as bones and branches break; You part before the piercing bow and then absorb the wake. That such extremes should not be mingled might seem elementary; But love can make the wildest contradictions complementary.

I Am Only Me
I am only me I am only me,That is all That I can be No more,no less,don't second guess. I love,I laugh,I live and cry, I've wished at times I could die. Some days I'm funny...others I'm not. Sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop. I'm a loyal and honest friend, You know I'll be there till the end. I'm a father,my children are my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift. I'm a Romantic,sensual,sexual and passionate too, To the love of my life,I'll share this with you. I can be a bit shy and sweet or saucy and bold, I can be quite a handful,or so I've been told. I'm not perfect,I do have my faults, Like when I get hurt I put up high walls. Or I'm not as forgiving,as I'd sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt,I hurt deeply. My logic is all my own and at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good. I have many facets,like a diamond you see... I am only me!

"i Am Only One Lonely Little Man... / Just Trying To Get To Heaven And Just Passing Through Hell"..
It dawns on me I have done all I can Before dawn I see I have done my best I could write some things now say some things but It is better that I keep my mouth shut If I failed one I passed another test I am only one lonely little man If only I could make it right somehow My very uttermost seems not enough I could really use a miracle now Nobody can tell me I am not tough I never give up even when it seems I might as well Never having known success it never went to my head So I always have to do my best until I am dead Just trying to get to heaven and just passing through hell

I Am One Horney Bastard.
But don't I have the right to be? These ladies make it so easy to have free pr0n on here its not even funny! (Well, actually it is, but that's besides the point.) YOU LADIES MAKE ME HORNEY DAMN IT! (seems more like a rant than a post...) Ok, I'm fine now. I had to get it out of my chest or I would just explode. (wait a minute, that didn't sound right....oh well.) --Xonus

I Am Officially Old!
My 55th birthday was Thursday. I can now just walk away whenever I want, with full retirement. They can tell me to retire if I happen to screw up bad enough, but they can't fire me. The best part is that whatever happens, Tsula has a guaranteed income, and not a bad one, for the rest of her life. So yeah, I'm celebrating being officially old. And fireproof. And still healthy. And may all of my friends be as lucky in their pursuits as I have been!

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a father/mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me.

I Am 94% Openminded
You Are 94% Open MindedYou are open minded. You aren't at all judgmental, you accept and honor every one's beliefs. You're definitely willing to drop your beliefs if someone can provide good enough reason to do so.How Open Minded Are You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me."

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not, sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too, to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see… I am only me. By Ruth Bourdon

I Am Off For Few Days
IT IS TO INFORM U ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I AM LEAVING MY HOME FOR FEW DAYS AND THE PALACE IAM GOING TO VISIT DOES NOT HAVE INTERNET SERVICES SO PLEASE, DON'T STOP TO SEND ME UR COMMENTS AND MESSAGES, I WILL REPLY EVERY BODY (MY SWEET FRIENDS) ON MY ARRIVAL. BYE, I GOT LOT OF LOVE FROM MY CT FRIENDS, LOVE U ALL, LOVE U LOVE U VERY MUCH, MUAHAAAAAAAAAA?

I Am On A Mission!!!! Lol
Ok, I have decided to try and get to everyone on my friend, family,& fan list and rate/comment or whatever on what they have. Am I insane? you may ask? lol Yah probably.....lol Lord only knows how long it will take me cause I have bombing contests to do too. But just wanted to let you all know what I am doing. I figure if you are on my list, and I dont chat with you on a regular basis, I need to get to know each of you a little better. Then maybe we will chat more. I am going to start this tomorrow, June 8. Catch ya'll sooner or later! hugs Carrie

I Am Overwhelmed
I asked for help and look at this....I am saving this so I can catch up on all the fabulous people who came to my request in a matter of seconds. This is what makes me so happy to be on CT.Real freinds, reading ur bullitens and passing them on. (Im crying right now) · ~hot momma~ rated your photo a '10'! 3 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 6 sec ago · Dragonx......Da... rated your photo an '11'! 11 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 16 sec ago · Chiff rated your photo a '10'! 22 sec ago · Dragonx......Da... rated your photo an '11'! 33 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 34 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 42 sec ago · Chiff rated your photo a '10'! 46 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 54 sec ago · ~~~Mark n Chris... rated your photo a '10'! 1 min ago · Chiff rated your photo a '10'! 1 min ago · Dragonx.....

I Am One.....
ON JULY 2,2007 i was woken up by a phone call and it was my doctor, he let me know they got the test results back and i was diagnoise with breast cancer, i bout dropped the phone thinking it was a joke but it wasnt.I was with cancer awhile back and it cleared up and i never thought it whould come back but it did. i know i have god beside me as im a strong person and he is my shinning light.I want to thank all my friends who are on here for thier support,love,prayers.Please to all the women get checked cause you never know what may come your way,please support breast cancer awareness.. all my love, honielynn

I Am Officially In Love!
Completely, utterly, madly, deeply in love! With MYSELF! For once in my life I am content with who I am - I feel confident and comfortable in my own freaking skin. Weird feeling, really. I am an awesome mother and a wonderful sister. I am an A student. I can sing a mean karaoke song or two. I am a "high performer" at work (no, really!) I am a decent friend, although I do not reach out to my friends enough.... I have to have SOME flaws! : )~ And I, yes I, can goth it alone! AND have a blast! Next time I am staying all night though! And drinking less Long Islands...mental note made! You guys are the best, by the way! You would have to be, you are all MY friends! Just goes with the territory!

I Am Only Me
“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping... waiting... and though unwanted... unbidden... it will stir... open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... passion rules us all, and we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion maybe we'd know some kind of peace... but we would be hollow... Empty rooms shuttered and dank. Without passion we'd be truly dead.” Joss Whedon Your Love Element Is Fire In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal. You connect best with:

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, Sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, To the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, Like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see. My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me. ~ Author Unknown ~

I Am Officially Open!!!!!! :) :)
Hiya peeps.... I want everyone to know that I am officaly single on fubar now... I asked a GUY on here who stated he cared sooo much about me.. and wanted to be with me.. and cared very much for me...... He was soo open.... Bu then came crashing down .. CLosed up on me sealed himself shut and whamo, that was it did the 180 on me... I dont do drama..Toooooooo sick for that... So I asked him to be my Fubar husband he turned me down.... Lemme tell you MEN something stay OPEN to us women... Let yourself be seen.. Dont shut or turn yourselfs off from us... We love it when men are real and open to us... We love to see that side of you..... its a beautiful thing.. :0 I know fear of rejection for you guys is a big thing.. But let go.... Take chances look at me... :) Look at the sicklly life I lead and I still live it to the best and stay open .. Even if it means rejection... Guys open up your beautiful side.. Dont keep it locked away or suddenly shut it down because of

I Am Out Of Here!
Hey all!! Thank you for all being such wonderful people in my life! I do love having you around...I am going to delete my profile and continue to rock on...on another site...for those of you who don't know my yahoo...tigger_2001_2001@yahoo.com Don't hesitate to add me! I am tired of the bullshit that is going on here and will no longer put up with it! I will give ppl time to view me or whatever but I am out of here as soon as possible...don't get me wrong...it was fun when there were not so many rules and things to abide by! So...once again...ty all for becoming my friend and now you all know how to get a hold of me...so please do...I just won't be hanging here anylonger! Kisses and licks to you all!! Muahhhhsss!! Becky Leanne

I Am Ok
I thought I should let you all know what is going on so you all aren't all freaking on me. I did go to the GYN yesterday. He is no Dr. Hennessey, but still a wonderful doctor. Of course things went as well as can be expected. I won't have any results right away (of course...they have to be sent to the lab). I do however have to go for more tests at Parkwest. Parkwest is a larger hospital in Knoxville that has more state of the art equipment than the hospital that I work at. Mine is only 50 beds & considered a "rural" hospital. We don't even deliver babies or have a peds unit (they are all trasferred to Parkwest or East TN Childrens). As for my "break". The stress of everything has just gotten to the point that it is hard for me to deal or act like nothing is going on. Last year, I never really "realized" or dealt with the cancer. I went on with my life as if nothing was wrong & continued to take care of everyone else other than myself. The past few days leading u

I Am One With Thee, Goddess,
I am one with thee, Goddess, and thou art one with me Thy power is my power Thy gifts course through me in poetry and beauty Thy breath is my breath My thoughts are of thee My eyes behold thee My ears hear thee My voice speaks and sings of thee My arms reach out to embrace thee My hands do thy work My heart loves through thee My stomach partakes of thee My womb and sex reveal thine inmost mystery My bowels know thee through death and rebirth My legs bend to kneel beside thee My feet walk and dance thy path Let me be ever filled With thy glorious divine life!

I Am Over Come With Love And Good Friends
ty seems so small to say for how you all have made me feel i deeply appreciate all the lov and help from my friends and friends of friends with out you all i am just a number lov an huggs to you all...stefan

I Am Ok!!!
WOW what a difference 5 months makes! I sit here and I look back at the last 5 months and wonder what the hell happened? You wanted my heart and I gave it to you. You promised never to hurt me and I believed you. We made plans and promised to be 100% honest with each other. I stood by you through all of your "Stuff" I was there even when you didnt want to talk about it. I understood that sometime you just need to "figure it out" I was there for you when she wasnt! I was supportive of your choices for the future. I told you things I never told anyone else. Confided in you about my fears of not being loved. You assured me I was loved. you were there for me when I need to vent and I was there for you. I looked forward to those 6 am phone calls and LOVED hearing your voice. I was sure you were the one... I still remember the day like it was yesterday. I couldn't believe what this person was saying I mean how could it be true? You would NOT do this to me. break my heart and all my trust.

I Am Only One Angel
Echo of Angels by ~Irulana on deviantART I am but One Angel Shining my smiles upon the world Giving my Happiness to many And asking for nothing in return There comes a time when Even One Angel needs help From all those around use To help unfold our own wings Granted many see me as the Light As I bring Happiness and Joy to them And yet ask for nothing in return Even when I need the help myself Still I an but One Angel Smiling for all to see And bringing my Light to many For them to have some of my merriment And still I ask for nothing in return But this One Angel is asking now Will there be someone to help me Unfold my Crinkled up wings? To bring Light into my own days and nights? To shine down upon me as I shine on you? To bring me Joy, Happiness and Merriment? As this One Angel does to you without a complaint? This Angel here grows a bit tired From always having folded wings And giving all she has to give For everyone to take and see There

I Am On My Way....
I am on my way to getting over my ex. She has for the past couple of days, tried to play her game, doing things like calling my work and leaving messages for me and the such. Yesterday she stopped me as I was coming into work and was being all nice and the like. I almost fell for it almost.... I come to work today and stop to talk to her, she was on the phone and got off of it real quick, we talked for a few and I came on in to work. I had to leave to go change my shoes and when I got back one of the fucktards that work here was there and she was just drooling all over him didn't even look my way. After a few I went back out and confronted her, and I let her have it, won't go into details here but I let her know that "I am not going to put up with this shit from her at all" the nice part is the guy that was there I know his wife, and I just placed a call to her friend for her to call me, evil aren't I?? Oh but it gets even better, I have nude photos of her, well I have decided that I

I Am Only Me
You say I stole your heart away, And brought you back to life. But how can this be possible, For I am only me. To have someone who sees in me, These things you say you see. Where do you look to see these things. For I am only me. You stir my heart so deep inside, And make me dream forever. The depth you reach within my soul, But I am only me. Could it be the time has come, So long I've waited for. That you have come to look inside, And love me just because, I am only me

I Am One Of The Forsaken.
This is the site that i hang out a lot at night time. Its run by a really good friend of mine. If you wanna hear good music and make some good friends. Stop on by. Click on the link below if you wanna try it out.

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess. I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I wouldn't die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, Sometimes I'm in overdrive and just can't stop. I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end. I am a mother, my children, my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift. I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, To the love of my life, I'll share this with you. I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told. I am not perfect, I do have my faults, Like when I get scared I put up high walls. Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, because when I hurt, I hurt deeply. My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good. I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I, am only me.

I Am Officially Done Dating.
In the past year I have dated: ~A British heavy metal musician, who was 7 years younger than I. Ironically, he was the youngest I dated, and the most mature. Go figure INS would fuck it up. ~A motocross racer and parts manager for a local shop, older by 4 years. He just didn't have time for a full time girl, but didn't bother to communicate that to me. ~A parts puller, younger by 3 years, who didn't understand that "No, I don't want to have sex" actually means "No, I don't want to have sex." The entire second half of the date was spent with him asking me every 5 minutes (no exaggerating) "When we going to go make out?" I left early. ~A nuclear power inspector, older by 6 years, who was so insecure and tightfisted with money that I had enough. Fights were awful, and over how I spent my own money, how I coparented my daughter, how I lived in my own home...etc. Bounced. ~An IT hipster, 3 years younger. He's just too flaky for me, failing to answer his phone and canc

I Am Off Line
To all my fubar friends I have had a problem with comcast and I will be off line till its resolved I have been off for about a week now and I am at the library using the computer to drop a line and let everyone one know whats going on Miss all of you and looking forward to being back on line shortly God bless Lisa

I Am On Auction
I AM ON AUCTION NOW THUR JAN 26TH THE BIDDING STARTS AT 20,000 PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!!! U COULD WIN ME SEXY REDHEAD. WOULDN'T IT BE FUN TO OWN ME!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=1775457818

I Am On Sale Come Bid On Me
I AM ON AUCTION NOW THUR JAN 26TH THE BIDDING STARTS AT 20,000 PLEASE HELP ME OUT!!!!! U COULD WIN ME SEXY REDHEAD. WOULDN'T IT BE FUN TO OWN ME!!!!!! HERE IS THE LINK http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=1775457818

I Am On My Knees!!! Tysm Dawn ((hugs))
She is so HUGGABLE and LOVABLE and KISSABLE So save those 11's Cause tonight at 11 pm Pacific time It's her HAPPY HOUR ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*DSC*~@ fubar Let's GODMOTHER TONIGHT Brought to you with Love from ♥ DAWN ♥ Arcane Angel@ fubar

I...am...ok...
Alrighty. I AM OK!! after the emo ranting blog i posted the other day, i felt an extreme need to un-emo myself to my friends out in fu-land... i can at least say i am better than i was before. the guy i dated but stayed friends with is a lying sack of shit. but unfortunately i can't simply kick him out of my life. we have too many mutual friends, my photographer uses him as a model, and we do work at the same community theater. so i guess the most i can do is just try to stay friendly with him. i refuse to be one of those people who makes their friends choose who to hang out with. and if he makes the effort to rebuild his friendship with me, then i will meet him halfway and consider what he says and does, but i make no promises about the outcome. and the other guy...i just can't be friends with him. end of story. i'm not gonna sit and listen to him talk about his new wifey-poo and the baby and know that he told me that he wanted to end up with me instead of her. that just do

I Am Owned By Bbw Goddess Now
well as of 2/13/08 i am now owned by bbw goddess she offered me 200k in fubucks and a 3 day blast ,and i offered her graphics tag(tags) of choice (can be custom made for you ) 200-300 pics rated daily all stash rated special tags for both of us (one saying master of and one saying owned by ) forehead salute(see my forehead salute folder )(sfw) willing to add as a friend,and fan and rate profile exclusive help from me with comment bombing in contests honorable mention in a blog in my profile owned by put into my screen name my yahoo screen name

I Am On My Wayto A Happy Hour
thank you to all my friends and family and fans,aconite done this well without all of your help I am almost there .... 18,400 to go just a little more help I will be there.thank you each and every one who helps if you read my blog and you would like to help click on the photo and comment as many or as few as possible every comment helps thank you ..... Scotty

I Am One........
I'm one of 156 Million Presidential candidates, Hillary Clinton, Barack Obama, and John Edwards were flying to a convention. Barack looked at Hillary, chuckled and said, "You know, I could throw a $1000 bill out of the window right now and make somebody very happy." Hillary shrugged her shoulders and replied, "I could throw ten $100 bills out of the window and make ten people very happy." John added, "That being the case, I could throw one hundred $10 bills out of the window and make a hundred people very happy." Hearing their exchange, the pilot rolled his eyes and said to his co-pilot, "Such big-shots back there. I could throw all of them out of the window and make 156 million people very happy." If you're one of those 156 million copy n paste in your own blog or email it to your friends!

I Am Ok With This..sorta Lol
You Have a Choleric Temperament You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. What Temperment Are You?

I'am On Yahoo
hey guys !waz zup?just letting yaw know i have cam and its on yahoo.if u guys wanna really see more off me please rate my pics and show some love 2 my page.ill be here waiting sitting in my favorite stool in the fubar,jejeje! i'am realy hooked on this bar.

I Am Outa Fuckin Here!
The drama never ends and once again I have become tired of the BullShit! So, I bid all farewell. I hope you all have a wonderful life and your dreams come true. To all the fake people and those who bring drama, go fuck yourself and I hope your pussy grows together. The rest of you...my friends Big Bear Hugs! ~Charlie~

I Am Offically Married.
i just offically got married to my best friend from high school.we are partners,parents,and best friends.we have a huge family now.we have 5 kids together.i love my new life.i love being a wife,mother,stepmother.

I Am Only 19
It has taken me 19 years to find that you can not trust anyone but yourself. The world will not stop for your little tragedy or any amount of grief that you may posses. Stop, take in the moment.....let it go and toughen up. Everyone makes mistakes, you can forgive and not forget. True love is something that will not cause your heart to suffer. People come and people go, hold on to what is important to you but do not put it up on a pedistool. I have learned that life is not something to rush. You do not have to be the best at everything. You can lose a battle once in a while and still win the war. To be wealthy does not mean you just won the megabucks, its simply having friends and family that care enough to share their life with you, to be there for you. People will try to say or do things to bring you lower than themselves. If you believe in yourself than you are invincible.

I Am Offering My Fubucks For A One Month Vip
OKAY YALL SEEING HOW THEY HAVE RAISED THE PRICES ON DRINKS AN OTHER THINGS AND WHAT NOT I AM OFFERING MY FUBUCKS TO ANYONE WHO WILL TRADE FOR A MONTH VIP AS I HAVE BEEN ASKED BY ALOT TO DONATE FOR AUTO-11'S AND OTHER THINGS SO LET ME KNOW IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED IN MAKING THE TRADE AS I HAVE ALMOST 2 MILLION FUBUCKS RIGHT NOW TO TRADE...THANKS

I Am Only Here For A Time
I am only here for a time and then once my purpose is done I will be gone. I don't want to miss out on the beautiful things that my love ones bring forward but if tomorrow never comes I have to take in to my heart that I did indeed have had a life with joy. If tomorrow never comes, if the sun never shines again, if the moon never brings the light, if the air is at still, if the mountains shall crumble, if the rivers over flow and the sea takes on the world know that I have been here for a moment that was meaningful not just to me but for to those that mattered and most important those that love me and the love was returned. I am one of a kind not better than anyone else but an individual whose burden has come and gone because I have seen the light and I have seen the purpose and the task that has been given on hand. I don't have to be a world wide known individual because it would not do me any good if people knew me all over but could not share and feel the power of the one thing that

I Am Openning My Heart
i am a lonely guy who doesnt have someone to come home to and hold them or kiss their lips and tell them how much they mean to me or let them know they make me very happy i am not one for openning and share my heart cause i been hurt a lot in my life and dont want to get hurt but at same time i want to share my heart and soul with someone and with my heart and soul i want to share my love with someone i am a romantic and passionate guy with a big heart with lots of room for someone to fill the void i have a lot to give and i am a honest and truth and i am 100% faithful thank you for taking the time to read this BLUE EYEZ DEVIL

I Am On The Auction Block!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am on the auction block.... wanna bid on me ...?????? copy and paste this into your browser and leave a comment with your bid under the picture for me :D xoxooxxo much love to all!!!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1331948&albumid=1631917&i=3931899420

I Am Observant...knot
I can read. I can type. I can rhyme. I can cook. I can hear. Oooh Ooh I can SEE. But I am very slow with relaying my observations to that part of my brain that tells me something isn't what it appears to be. Well I am stealing a movie title here LOL I have come to observe and report! You can write whatever you like in your about me. You are only deluding yourself if you think that sums you up. Hahaha. Guess what...I think you are not who you wish me to believe you are. And guess what else....neither am I. So we are even *wink* Well I think thats enough about me tonight. Perhaps tomorrow I might have something more intelligent to say. *nothing I have said is personal or aimed at anyone in particular *giggles* just some random nothingness*

I Am Old Im 38 And Sure Not Handsome.
Hi there for some reason people seem to think im handsome, there is not 1 pic on this profile that anyone can see my face clearly, I don't understand why people say that im handsome because im not, I been on this site now for 3 yrs sence it was cherry tap. if someone can explain what makes me handsome id realy love to hear it and once I get a good close up of my face I will post it for 2 weeks then I will delete this profiles and all profiles I am on. Wow me handsome that is the biggest joke I have ever heard about as good as the cowboys dreaming there going to the super bowl lol lol wow after 12 yrs they not gunna do nothin anytime soon.

I Am One Of The Searchers
"I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty.We like forests and mountains, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter.We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide. Most of all we love and want to be loved. We want to live in a relationship that will not impede our wandering, nor prevent our search, nor lock us in prison walls; that will take us for what little we have to give. We do not want to prove ourselves to another

I Am One
I am one With the dirt which I walk upon With the sun that gives light With the moon so powerful With the air I breath I am One With humanity that surrounds me With animals so beautiful With the water that encompasses me I am One... _________________________________

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can beNo more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry,I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not,sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend,You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too,to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults,like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be,because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see…I am only me!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can beNo more, no less, don’t second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry,I’ve wished at times, that I could die Some days I’m funny, others I’m not,sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop I am a loyal and honest friend,You know that I’ll be there until the end I am a father/mother, my children my greatest gift,The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too,to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults,like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be,because when I hurt, I hurt deeply My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,because I don’t always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see…I am only me.

I Am Only Human.
Through the inconspicuous shield that outlines me, is a being entirely capable of compassion, understanding, and trust.This shield, which each of us carry, can be used as an armament, or mark of individuality, depending on one's intentions.Though my own shield is seemingly impenetrable, it is anything but...and try as I might, I cannot ward off everything that is said, or done.Only through the ignorant and callous things that are, at times, directed towards me, can I develop a tolerance and strengthen my shield. I can only allow so much before I break or before someone breaks me.I do not expect kindness from everyone, nor do I expect myself to give it.I do not let many people inside of my own shield, and those who I do let it, know that I am not as strong as I may seem from the outside.The truth these people show me, guides me. I look to them for honesty and fidelity, which they never fail to give.If it weren't for them, my shield would be almost completely degraded.I lack strong

I Am Over You
Don’t bother walking through my door You’re not welcome anymore You gave up that right When you gave up the fight I mean nothing to you So get a clue I no longer need you I no longer want you Get out of my life and my head You will never again share my bed I am over you Yes, we are completely through

I Am Passion!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Passionate!
>QuizFarm.com You scored as Exciting/Exotic. Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Passionate/wet100%Exciting/Exotic100%Hot/hard95%Shy/Sweet35%Soft/slow25%Awkward/New5%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with

I Am Poured From You
I am poured from your hands like heated glass, not quiet a liquid not yet solid. Your hands move over me, smoothing me out, making me what you want me to be. I make no choice, I remain only yours. You are the creator, I am but your creation. You'll set me aside, watch me. This angle and that. Twist me, break me melt me back down and start again. Each time your hands smooth out flaws. But each time I am weaker. Cracks will show within You make a perfect circle around me, a witch ball of colors and styles. Inside I am trapped into what you want me to be. Still your hands smooth. Until the glass breaks, and I fall to the floor, free of your smoothing hands, free of what you want, I am flawed and disconnected, But I am my own

I Am Pissed
So, I get my check which is through a card and it seemed that there was a big mistake and I am missing over 400 dollars and I have to get my pay stub from my work and so I am going to have a little talk with the general manager in a couple of hours if it is not fixed.

I Am Pagan
Althought I did not write this, I believe that it explaines so well what this religion is about and what many believe and celebrate. Not all Pagans/Witches/Wiccans believe the same thing. We are all different and we all follow our own path. ------------------------------------------------- I Am Pagan I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing

I Am Pleading
Ok i have asked before now i plead for every one to help me get the word out for the men and women of our military near and far. It dont Matter were they are stationed at there lives are at stake and they all do really bear that cross with honor. The holiday season ids apon us.These men that are alone during the season have no home land to have a nice thanks given,Merry christmas, or happy new year or lay there head down on a pillow at night. I give these men alot of respect. Our prayers backing and support needs to be with these men esspecialy during this time of the year. Thank you for taken the time to read my thoughts now it is in your alls hands to make that light brighter for the thought of are men and woman over seas. Please have a heart and brighten the light please repost if You agree.

I Am Pissed Off
to all my ''friends'' and i use the trem losely what the hell except for 6 or 7 people nobody says shit to me except when they are in a contest and need votes for it i am so pissed off people say they will talk to me but they do not the 7 people know who they are and the only other person i am excludeing from this is my beautiful wife Christina she is always their for me thank you and have a good day. from , Freak Boy

I Am Pagan
I am a Pagan I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, The Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebration of the n

I Am Pagan
I am Pagan I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved ones in the Spirit w

I Am Pissed Off!!!!!
I dont rant very often in public but I gotta get this out....Be warned, I am NOT in a good mood right now.... What the heck is the deal with people who *say* they are your friends and dont even bother to take the time to talk to u when u send them a message? Here lately it seems like several people are just too busy getting laid from people on here to even talk...dang it, I am frosted right now.... What tha heck? Is it that I am only good enough for your precious time if I will let you screw me on-line? Where u lying to me when u said we would be friends even if we did not play around? U LIED to me and I am furious with u about this... Yea, I have a man in my life now...Yea, I love him VERY much..... I STILL have made time for people I consider my friends.... NOW, I am almost completely shut out of several people's lives because I won't *play* anymore.... Guess that shows me allot about myself... I am only good enough for some men to just be a play toy and I

I Am Paying For My Excesses
Just to fill some people in....I am sure there will be less than 10 that ever see this, but it's more for me anyway. For years I was the kind of guy that smoked too much and ate the fat off the end of the steak. Although I was never a fast food junkie, my eating habits always sucked and my stress levels were always way too high. Mostly because I never say know to any type of project and always volunteer for whatever I am asked to do. Anyway I was in the hospital in early february for high blood pressure and chect pains. I just got the results back from a recent stress test and they aren't great! I have partial blockages in the vessels feeding my heart and also evidence of previous heart attack. SO..... I will be going in for cardiac cath. procedure and possible stinting of blocked vessels. The shitty thing is that I am limited in what I can do as far as work and exercize. The test isn't until March 3 and I am just going to worry and veg until then. It's my fault for not t

I Am Pimping Out My Husband Today!!!!!!
Today I am pimping out my husband...all of you say you are my friends, well friends should be friends with each others friends and family.....so Please go show my husband some hot sticky cherry loving.(lol)...all of you...no excuses...or I swear I'll remove you from my friends list...LOL Add, fan, and rate him, and give him some love. He is a hard working man, a wonderful father who adores his kids, and a wonderful husband. Lets all show some appreciation to good and decent men, starting by showing my husband he is loved by America ...well at least the CherryTap...... Here is his link.... spead some love..... djwoody420@ CherryTAP Thankyou so much, you all rock.... Please repost

I Am Pretty Sure I Am Nuts
so what i am insane but i can't do any thing about it accept destroy myself which is really redundant because you can't kill something that's already dead .... so why do i keep making the wrong choices keep putting myself in the wrong places again and again hmmm so i am either really stupid are i have lost my freaking mind either way i guess it doesn't really matter i will just keep going until the end with blinders on maybe i won't even see the wall before i hit it :)

I Am Proud Of You......
Kimy.... This is for you... I want everyone to know how proud I am of what you are doing with your life. For those of you who dont know her.. Her name is Kim... she is my baby sister... not by dna but by all the ways that matter....and many of you may think .. how stupid.. but i dont... we have known each other for 2 yrs.... she has become a very important part of my life... i wouldnt know what to do with out her.... well the reason i am proud of her is because she applied to a special program and got in... and if you know her you know what that is... she makes me proud of her in so many ways... i have seen her grow not only as my sister and friend.... but as a mom and a daughter and a student and ... well i am hoping as a ... well im not sure what to call that.. but as a girlfriend... her love life has not always been the best and the easiest to deal with ... but .. i have seen that part of her grow too... she has matured so much that well again im proud of her.... anyway.. this

I Am Pretty
How pretty are you? (pics) You are pretty!Congrats! You are pretty, and you like to look pretty too. You are a clean, caring person with lots of freinds. You have a GREAT personality. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

I Am Pure Evil, I Dont Deserve Life After This
Ok some of you know my ex, and how things were horrible with me and him. And well hes a junior so he was going to junior prom which is this weekend. He hurt me really bad, and i wanted him to be miserable more then anything. Some of you also know im Wiccan. Last night, i concentraited on him having the worse day of his life saterday and I just wished his life was a living hell. I received a call that his father died last night in his sleep, and they dont know why. The funeral is set up on the same day as prom. I feel like the worse person in the world i never EVER would of wished for ANYTHING like that to happen. I didnt want anyone to get hurt or anything i just wanted just his date to blow him off or somthing stupid. I feel so horrible =(

I Am Pathetic
TRUTH IS.................. IF U TOOK A KNIFE AND SLIT MY THROAT RIGHT NOW, IN MY LAST FEW BREATHS I WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR BLEEDING ON YOUR SHIRT.................. LORD GRANT ME THE STRENGHT TO ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT I CAN'T CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT I CAN, AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE............

I Am Proud To Be A Bbw
I am obese. Morbidly obese according to every medical journal and societal convention. That is precisely what I am. There is no doubt about it. I didn't wake up one morning and say to myself, "Hey, I've decided I want to look like a negative stereotype." It happened over a period 36 years. Years of having an unhealthy relationship with my body, my self esteem, and with food. Years of dealing with a metabolism that is sluggish and stubborn and struggling and failing with every fad diet that comes down the pike. I am fat. When I started about the 2nd grade, I was considered chubby. For the next 10 years of my public schooling, I dealt with horrible psychological cruelty from my schoolmates. I would find notes in my desk that said "Take a shower, pig." taped to a bottle of roll-on deodorant yet I didn't have poor hygeine. People used to "moo" at me when I walked down the halls to class and ridicule me when I ate lunch, saying things like, "Save some for

I Am Plastered
I started of by going to Ruby Tuesday for dinner. Actually it was mor elike the Awful House but I wound up at Ruby Tuesday. I Started off with a drink. Long Island Ice Tea. She mixed ti rather stong but good. My Grammer is a bit to be desired right now cause I am drunk as fuck right about now. So, I ate dinner and hung out for a bit till they asked me to go home. But, I didn't go home. I went across the street to the Fox and The Houd. It si a bar across the street from the motel I am in. I had a few beers and flirted with the bartender. Well, I flirted with both of the bar tenders. He and She.. Lol. Oh well, What can I say. I am bored and I miss home. I have been gone almost a week and I miss my house. Any How I am off to bed. PLease dont pay attention to my puctuation or spelling. I am drunk fuckers !!!!

I Am Pagan
I am a Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, are my relatives. Other Humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, or sexual preferences. The Earth is my Mother and the Sky is my Father. The Sun and the Moon are my Grandparents, and the Stars my Ancestors. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect not abuse. I am a Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year, with music, feasting, rituals, and celebrations. Samhain, or Halloween, is a time for paying homage to my ancestors and friends who have passed into the Spirit world and a time for gazing into the future. Yule, the Winter Solstice, is a festival of Peace, Light, and the Celebration of the

I Am Proud. But, You Call Me A Racist.
You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. > You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," > "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. > > But when I call you, nigger, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, > Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. > You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are > the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? > > > You have the United Negro College Fund. > You have Martin Luther King Day. > You have Black History Month. > You have Cesar Chavez Day. > You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi > You have the NAACP. > You have BET. > If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd > be racists. > If we had a White Pride Day you would call us > racists. > If we had White History Month, we'd be racists. > If we had an organization for only whites to > "advance" our lives, we'd be racists. > > If we had a college fund that only gave white > students scholarships, you know we'd be racists. > There are over 60 openly

I Am Pissed!!!
I am Pissed!!! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia I'll care when these thugs tell the world

I Am Posting This For A Friend
I am posting this for a friend Body: To all that this concerns My name is James and most of you know where I live, some of you know the bitch that use to be my wife and she thinks it funny what she and the asshole that use to be my best friend did to me. It was court ordered that she pay $150.00 a month and she don't! That is a sorry ass mother to me. If it was the other way around I would be made to pay it!! _ For 18 years we're together, we had our ups and downs but I never left her side or crossed any lines like she did to me. I love her with all that I had whole heartedly and help raise her three kids that she had before we got together, and we had one of our own. I didn't treat one no different then the other I love them the same as if they were really mine. That's the way it is suppose to be when you love someone with your heart. I would have gave up my life for her to protect hers, and I would have put my life in harms way to protect the one that I called a frien

I Am Pregnant Wohooooo :)
Hi to all, I just wanted to do this blog to let everyone know that i am having a baby boy i am 22 weeks pregnant,and thats why i haven't been on here for a while now.My hubby and i are so excited and happy about having this bundle of joy. I just wanted to share our excitement with all of my online family and friends. I missed all of you and hope to get back into contact with alot of you on here. I hope you all have a great weekend and live life to the fullest. All my dreams have come true now I never thought i could be as happy as i am right now. So all i will say is believe in yourself and in time wonderful things will happen for you too i strongly believe that. Hugsssssssss Aussie :)

I Am Proud
First let me start out for what I have to be grateful for today,I didn't get a chance to do it yesterday 1.I started my xmas shopping and I feel like I have some direction with it 2.Eric had a great day with the doctor 3.I made it home safe after driving around some crazy people Eric's appointment today was great.His doctor said she is seeing progress.Even though we see it,it's nice to have a professional tell you.He has a long way to go but at least we know he is getting the help he needs.He didn't cry once while he was there,which is great seeing as the first time he cried the whole visit and tried to run away.He managed to make eye contact with his doc and even repeated a couple of words she said.It made my day

I Am Proud. But, You Call Me A Racist.
Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ... And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You Have Yom Hashoah. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) ... We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day ... You wou

I Am Pregnant!
Just wanted all my friends and family too know after almost 4yrs of trying we finally got preggers! Life couldnt get any better.... I am going into my 5wk!!! We are so excited and so is the whole family..our children will be 8yrs and 5 months apart! NOW THATS A WAIT IN OUR FAMLIY! LMFAO!!!! Love, Maranda

I Am Picking People Who Have Touched My Life And Who
Hi - I am picking people who have touched my life and who I think would want to receive this. Please send it back to me (You'll see why). In case you are not aware, Saint Theresa is known as the Saint of the Little Ways, meaning she believed in doing the little things in life well and with great love. She is represented by roses.May everyone who receives this message be blessed. Theresa's Prayer cannot be deleted. REMEMBER to make a wish before you read the prayer.That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just share this with people and see what happens on the fourth day. Sorry you have to forward the message, but try not to break this, please. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. Read the prayer b elow. Saint Theresa' s Prayer May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have receive

I Am Pregnant
Hey everyone!! Just a little post on me! I recently found out that I am pregnant. I am almost 12 weeks now. The father isn't in the picture and I am ok with that. I am keeping the baby and going to raise it on my own. It is going to be hard but I have come to realize in recent events that I am a very strong person and I can do anything I put my mind to. My ex is finally moving all of his stuff out so after this weekend I won't have a computer. So if any of yall want to keep in contact just send me a message and I will give you my yahoo or cell number. I hope yall are doing well and hope to talk to you all soon!!! Wish me luck :-) ~Heather~

I Am Pure Poison
Well started early this morning..my husband of 10 yrs. whom I am divorcing shortly started in with me..and how could I "open my fucking mouth to his mother about me leaving him" and "what the fuck is he suppose to tell her"? Well my response was calm and said tell her the truth, tell her whatever you like...tell her what fucking cunt I am and all the horrible things I did..bla bla bla.. So after dinner tonight, our son left the table and he started in again, "how could you tell the fucking neighbor, why couldn't you keep your fucking mouth shut?" I said why? Is is a secret I am going back to California, a big fucking secret that we are getting divorced? Then he went on to say I am PURE POISON, I robbed him of everything, and how he gave me everything I wanted..that I got it all, houses, kids, new trucks..bla bla bla He is delusional, completely! Won't acknowledge that for 10 yrs of our relationship I paid all the bills, and made the investments and basically built our little

I Am Pretty Real
You Are 77% Real You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. How Real Are You?

::i Am Pumped!!::
OMG, guys I'm very excited right now and can't sleep! In about 6 hours I will be in a car and on my way to a 7-hour drive back to my original hometown of Los Angeles =] I'm going down there until Sunday mostly to chill and to hang out with the family, some of them I haven't seen in years...I haven't been down there since I was 17 and even then it was a real quick trip and I didn't have much time to visit family....so I'm very excited!!!!!! Ok I have to get back to packing but talk to some of you when I get back!!!! =D Kisses, Message In A Bottle

I Am Participating In Dust Me Pink's Auction!
I hope to have a good turn-out on this one... I am hoping to recieve my 1ST Happy Hour! Also some bling packs. I can take as many bids as I would like... I am a good pal & have some great things to offer to whomever bids the right stuff... what do you think Im worth? Get ready! Tomorrow is the day you can click on this link @ 12:00 p.m. (noon) CST and BID BID BID baby! http://fubar.com/images.php?u=797856&albumid=969583

I Am Pagan
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. · Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other l

I Am Proud Of Erica
Hi everyone my name is Bonnie...I am a 39 year old genetic girl...born female....I am happily married to Erica...Erica is a pre operative transsexual, she is on hormones and t-blockers, 3 years end of this month....this past friday we went and she filled out the paperwork to have her name changed to Erica legally...We both have recently told our mothers about Erica as well...we have a 15 yr old son, and yes he knows all bout Erica...and he is fine...Erica and I have been together 22 years, married for 16 years...I will always be here for her... hugggggggggs to all Bonnie

I Am Pagan By Selena Fox
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. · Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved one

I Am Passing This On To You
Inner peace i am passing this on to you because it has definitely worked for me. By the following the simple advice I read in an article, I have finally found inner peace, The article read: "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started". So I looked around the house to see all the things i started and hadn't finished.....and before leaving the house this morning I finished off a bottle of red wine, a bottle of white wine,the Bailey's, Kahlua and Wild Turkey, The Prozac, some Valium, some cheesecake and a box of chocolates.You have no idea how freakin' good I feel, You may pass this on to those you feel are in need of Inner Peace. You ever had a day like that? lol

I Am Powerful
You Are Sexually Powerful Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane. You enjoy sex as much as (or possibly even more than) the average person. You're open minded, intelligent, and adventurous when exploring your sexuality. And while you never take things too far, you take them far enough! Are You Sexually Powerful?

I Am Profound. Honest :)
You Are Disturbingly Profound You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense. Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you. Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people. No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them. Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

I Am Pagan
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved o

I Am Posting This Because I Too Have My Little Angel
OCTOBER IS RETT SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH ( A DEBILITATING NEUROMUSCULAR DISORDER) LETS EDUCATE OURSELVES A LIL Rett syndrome is caused by mutations in the gene MECP2 located on the X chromosome. Every five hours a girl is born with Rett syndrome. Rett syndrome is the only Autism spectrum disorder with a known genetic cause. Rett syndrome is the leading genetic cause of severe impairment in females. Rett syndrome affects all ethnic, racial and socio-economic groups; every parent is at risk for having a child with Rett syndrome. THESE ARE JUST A FEW FACTS ABOUT RETTS SYNDROME..... THIS WONDERFUL MOTHER BELOW LIVES EVERYDAY OF HER LIFE WITH IT AND WANTS TO GET INFORMATION OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE. PLEASE GO TO http://www.rettsyndrome.org TO LEARN MORE. ~NorthernAngel~@ fubar THIS WOMAN DID NOT ASK ME TO PIMP HER OUT OR EVEN DO THIS BUT AFTER READING HER BLOG, PROFILE AND TALKING TO A FRIEND OF HERS I FIGURED WHY NOT. SHE WANTS TO ADD

I Am Pagan
As many of you may or may not know I am Pagan. Oftentimes, there are questions that come up pertaining to my belief system. The following piece i discovered really describes and explains it very well. I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with perso

I Am Pathetic...
Somebody want to donate fubucks so I can post more intelluctually challenged mumms?Dont be greedy,unless you are greedy.Then cool.I wouldnt give em to me either.Cheers for now.I am cooking supper so I am in and out. Tatoe

I Am Politically Incorrect
I was on the tube in Glasgow (yes we have a tube system, its two wee trains that go round in circles, called the clockwork orange, don't ask) anyway I stepped onto the train and there was a young teenage boy with an older woman hugging him. She was running her hands through his sticky up blonde hair and whispering to him, he giggled and pulled up his baggy jeans onto his skinny bony frame. You could see the elasticated band of underpants showing, boys do love showing their big man pants off! I thought it was nice that a young teen boy would let his mum cuddle him like that in public; Ashley would punch me if I stroked her head in front of people at that age. Anyway the mum had her arms around him from behind and was rubbing her head into his, then they kissed fully on the mouth and I stopped thinking it was nice. Then I realised it was two lesbian lovers, who were happy as hell and I was a freaky onlooker who mistook the small lesbian for a 13 year old boy. I was annoyed at myself

I Am Pissed And There's Nothing I Can Do
Last July my company had an abrupt and unwelcome change in management. The new management were overbearing bullies who used unethical and sometimes illegal practices to achieve unreasonable goals set by the board of directors. I found another job and quit in December. I wasnt nearly as obnoxious as I could have been but I did burn bridges with management (still friendly with previous management). I had a party last night and invited my friends from my previous job. The bully management overheard talk of it and in a company meeting told all employees that they would be fired for socializing with former employees. None of them came. I am pissed off and sad at the same time.

I Am Pro Life ! (against Abortion)
so i found this story and it touched me... and its against abortion....and if our one of those cruel people who are for abortion leave your negitive comments out of this blog! Hi, Mommy. Im your baby. You dont know me yet, Im only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John and Ive got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet but I will when Im born. Im going to be your only child & youll call me your one and only. Im going to grow up without a daddy mostl, but we have each other. Well help each other &love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.Today was the day you to

I Am Pansexual
at first i thought i was poly because i could be like sister wives now i believe i am pansexual what i really mean is i love whom i love and i dont like the labels of female and male that are put on people how do u feel could u love another this way let me know i have no jelousies hows about u guys lets all have a group hug and then get nakie woot woot lol

I! Am! Publiiissshhhheddd!
it's true. I'm published. It Was Only On Stun! is available on Amazon.com. Buy it here, now. And you can also buy a kindle copy, right here. And a schedule for a virtual book tour, and maybe even a real life book tour, will be forthcoming ..... But I'm going to take a moment here. I'm not sure you know what this means to me. It's been fourteen years. Two million words. Dozens of rewrites. Entire novels spiked. Two agents. A dead economy, "the end of publishing," and every negative thing about the business of publishing you've ever read in The New York Times. There have been bridges burned with people whom I have deeply loved. There are people that I owe this to who are no longer talking to me. People who cared just enough to encourage me, but not enough to stay. There have been people I, admittedly, drove away while I was being driven insane by the thorns of this world. It's been a long road, with a lot of work. I want to thank all of you who st

I Am Patient, So I Will Wait
I got up this morning and before my feet even got from under the covers I said, "I am going back to bed after the kids are gone". I had a cup of coffee and a cigarette. When I finally thought of logging in, I came here first. To see if today was my lucky day, I signed into WindowsLive. Ah haha, I did get lucky. I won't bore you and tell you how, but still Ah haha!! I realize we all have some of the same reasons for being on the internet, and then there are those that have different reasons. I know I have little reason if any to know yours. Sometimes there is one or more people we hope to chat or cam with. Sometimes we just may log in out of habit. I value every known second I am online. That may sound kinda wimpy or sad, but it is 100% true. Even when I was in 5th grade. I was in the Gifted and Talented Education class, just because they seen me as one of the kids with a high IQ. We had a computer in that class and it was before I found out about the different sites available. Back t

I Am Passed Eileen
IT HAS BEEN THREE YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT ME. I HAVE PLAYED IT OVER AND OVER IN MY HEAD A MILLION TIMES AND I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG WITH YOU. YOU HAD TO GET ME OUT OF THE HOUSE FOR 24 HOURS TO MAKE YOUR JOURNEY HOME UP NORTH. YOU HAD IT PLANNED WITH THE FALSE ARREST, THE SECOND PHONE WITH YOUR PRIVATE NUMBER, THE TAKING THE MONEY OUT OF OUR CHECKING ACCOUNT AND SAVINGS ACCOUNT LEAVING ME WITH NOT ENOUGH TO PAY THE BILLS AND LATER ON NOT MEETING ME IN COURT SO THAT I WILL FACE MY ACUSER. YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE GUTS TO FACE ME DIRECTLY. YOU CHICKENED OUT AND TOOK THE EASY WAY BACK TO YOUR DADDY AND STEP MOMMY. YOU TOOK THE EASY WAY OUT CAUSE YOU HAD A JOB WAITING FOR YOU WHEN YOU GOT UP THERE AND A PLACE TO STAY AT YOUR SISTER'S HOUSE. YOUR SISTER EVEN DIVORCED HER OWN HUSBAND SO BOTH OF YOU COULD LIVE TOGETHER. YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAD THE GUTS TO TALK TO ME OR WRITE TO ME FOR OVER A YEAR WHILE I PLEADED WITH YOU THROUGH YOUR ATTORNEY THAT I WANTED TO WORK THINGS OUT AND YOU COULD COME HOM

I Am Qutting
12:30pm to 8:30pm Fuck this I am quitting whether I get the job at Sheetz or not. I gotta get the fuck out of there. No more of this second shift job. I gotta get this job at sheetz. I must do well. This worries me because i am quitting one job to start (try to start) a new job. I am devoted to this position (this potential one). I need to get this job. no more second shift 3rd shift for me or nothing at all. What i mean is I need a better job.

I Am Quote Happy Ok?!
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." - -- Martin Luther King Jr. "Love seems the swiftest, but it is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have been married a quarter of a century." - -- Mark Twain "Women are made to be loved, not understood." - -- Oscar Wilde "I see when men love women. They give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love give everything." - -- Oscar Wilde "Death is not the worst than can happen to men." - -- Plato "Men always want to be a woman's first love - women like to be a man's last romance." - -- Oscar Wilde

I Am Running Short
I am running short on patience. My fucking mouth is not getting any better. Actually I think it is getting worse. Why does this always happen on a weekend when there are no fucking dentists open? And why arent there dental emergency rooms like hospital emergency rooms? And now even the oxycodone is not doing much. Think I will just go crawl into bed and cry!

I Am Really New...
I AM VERY NEW HERE AND VERY LOST... IF I MISS SOMETHING I DID NOT MEAN TO.. IF I DONT ANSWER TRY ME AT HEREISTRUBLE ON YAHOO... I AM SURE I WILL FIGURE THIS SITE OUT AND SOON WILL BE TALKING TO EVERYONE.... PLEASE BE KIND AND PAITENT....

I Am Raven
RAVEN Magic, Healing, Creation If a raven totem has come into our life, magic is at play. Raven activates the energy of magic and links it to our will and intention. With this totem, we can make great changes in our life; the ability to take the unformed thought and make it reality. The raven shows us how to go into the dark of our inner self and bring out the light of our true self; resolving inner conflicts which are long been buried. This is the deepest power of healing we can possess.

I Am Ready To Leave This Life! Early 2006
I Am Ready To Leave This Life! Sometimes I feel that this life of mine is drawing near it's end. Sometimes I can fell the dark touch as death comes creeping upon me. Whoosh!! I can't believe it he has passed me by once more. Oh well I know I couldn't get that lucky, I am forced to walk this wretched and cursed earth for many, many more days. I feel so down and can't explain why. I have everything any man should truly desire, a loving woman who will always be at his side, but in truth i don't even want that I just want to live out my days with no one to care about me, and I really could care less about anything else. I sit and I sit waiting, watching knowing that death could be around any corner, I call out to him the keeper of the souls but he does not reply only a gust of wind to tell me that it is not my time. I curse him with every curse known to me, asking, begging, TELLING him that I do not fear him. In fact I dare him to come to me, as I will take that scythe from hi

I Am Religious....but What About This???
Ok basically this is just mindless ramble thing.. People often ask me what sort of religious category I fall under. I say Pagan. My beliefs are very different, I have several views on things, and see the world at a different angle..... You got the religious Holy God and Jesus followers, living by the bible, saying if you don't believe in god you go to hell, you disobey the 10 commandments you go to hell, you worship any other you go to hell, dabble in witchcraft you go to hell.. See I think that is fucked up... Then you have the buddhists "Sidharta Guatama" follow the eight fold path, find your nirvana, be enlightened.... Hindus you got the vedas, other gods, and the elephant. Ok you get the pont, but then there's the shamans, gypsies, wiccans, satanists, christians all these other happy little groups... Yet in christianity if you believe or follow any of those others you go to hell. So wouldn't it be basically anyone who studies those relgions, different cultures, country religions,

I Am Real
I am real, I am as real as the air you breath. As real as, The wind that brushes across your cheek on a warm day. As real as The medley you try to shake from your mind. Your heart may pretend, That I never was. Simply because, Your arms could not hold me, And your lips could not taste me. BUT, I am real Because ~ Your Soul remembers MY TOUCH …… By Mary Lee

I Am Ready To Harm
Pissed OFF!!!! I have been working on my floors and today I went to the village dump to toss the old padding and carpeting. The dump is open from 8-2...well I got there at 1:45 and the decided to lock up. I am so pissed about this, I rushed to fill up my trunk with the padding and carpeting and let me tell you I couldn't see out my back window or sides. I rush to get there and they closed. I mean what the fuck, do they think that they are city of Chicago employees. If this happens again next week, I am just going to leave it there. The fucking bastards.. what the hell am I paying all my taxes for!?!?!? Damn I'm still pissed. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Fuck. The world sucks, and everybody's an asshole Fuck it

I Am Really Alive!!!
Hey guys, I have been SO busy the past few months and I am realy sorry to all my family and faithful fans. Those who are close to me know the whole scoop, but it is a really LONG story so I won't bore you all. Just wanted to say hi and hopefully I can book some time in to start "playing" again. The saying is true: "All work and no play makes Trish a crabby bitch"! Well anyway it goes something like that. I did do some much needed maintanence on my site so hopefully all the skins that have been deleted are off my profile now. Well Cherries you all have a great day and I hope to be able to find some time to mingle with all of you soon. Trish PS Thank you to all of you who have sent me presents, add requests, and comments.. I appreciate it all..

I Am Retracting This Apology
i dont know what kind of apology u want from me. i had no right posting what i did about u. the not sure if this is what u wanted. i guess u just wanted to see what kind of control u have over me. it made me sick to do ..I HAVE NO APOLOGY FOR LILLY THE BACK STABBING BITCH I KNOW I AM CONFUSING ALL OF U. BUT THIS IS THE END OF IT ALL......I AM RETRACTING THIS APOLOGY. TO TALENTED TONGUE. HE THREATENED ME AND GAVE ME AN ULTIMATIM...I AM TAKING BACK THIS APOLOGY. TOMORROW......I WILL GIVE IN DETAIL....AND THEN THAT WILL BE THE END.... SO TALENTED TONGUE I KNOW LONGER HONOR THIS APOLOGY...

I Am 60% Retarded
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you. [x] You have run into a glass/screen door. [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. [x] You have walked into a lampost T O T A L: 4 [ ]You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow... [x] You just tried to lick your elbow. [x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. [x] You just sang them to make sure. [x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen. [x] You have choked on your own spit. T O T A L: 9 [ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. [ ] You've never seen the Matrix. [ ] You type only with two fingers [x] You have accidentally caught something on fire [ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose. [x] You have caught yourself drooling. T O T A L: 11 [x] You have fallen asleep in class [x] Sometimes you just stop thinkin

I Am Ready Now
I Am Ready Now (where ever you are) I am ready now to feel love again. I was hurt before but that is in the past I must move on. I know you have waited, waited for a long time, for my "okay" But I am more than okay. ...I am ready now. I am ready to soar through the skies Without any fear in my eyes. I am ready to fly high above the earth... With you. I am ready to be loved, to feel it, to feel it once again, beneath my wings. I am ready for you. I have put the pain behind me, Ready for the future, Ready to see what may happen, Ready to soar, ready to fly, Ready to be with you... I am ready now

I Am Rhe One And Only
no dont panic this is not a video blog of chesney hawkes 90s smash this is about something i seen earlier in a bulletin someone was sayng how unoriginal some of the names in ct are and that most people (mostly females) had the same name i.e baby or angeleyes(btw there are 63 people in here with the name angeleyes) in thier id so i was thinking when someone new or somone wants to change their id in here when they go to change that name if they come up with a name someone already has you get an alert telling you that that name is already in use and to think of another one or like in some sites give you a range of options for names that way no one has the same id so tell me what ya think

I Am Really Suprized At Some Down Raters Here
I know there is nothing that can be done about how people down rate others here its happened to me its happened to you their ignorant people and they are everywhere, but what are these people thinking that go to a picture of a deceased child and rate it a one..or say the most Vile things, and please don't give me that bullshit "hey if you don't want it rated take it off" cause that's an excuse for them to be a fucking asshole as, far as I'm am concerned.FYI for some of you slower people on CT, People put pictures on here so other friends can see them and most don't give a fuck if you don't like them, or not,the respect or in this case DIS respect comes from how you rate them, but for some people you think its ok to be an asshole and they simply hold the rating system here on CT like a huge " LOOK AT ME I'M A FUCKING MORON SIGN",but I could take it one step further(I'm sure you would like to know how I feel) what they are really doing is hiding the fact that they are low life "do noth

I Am Really Pissed
Sometime between last night 7/3 and this morning, Myspace completely deleted my account. I can only imagine it is because I was promoting cherry tap. I have been on myspace for months and had over 1000 friends on my list. Apparently the people at myspace are threatened by their competition here at cherry tap and they should be.

I Am Really Okay
It has been a while since I have written a blog. All of you seem to be concerned that I am not well or something is wrong. I assure you all, I am fine. Summer has almost come to an end. Wow, that was fast. It seems like it just started. Although I want this next month to go by fast so I can see Martin, I will still miss summer. Summer just seems to be an easier time of life. No school, no stress, no homework and pretty much no schedules. It is just easier. School starts Thursday and my house will once again be quiet. Sometimes it is a good thing and sometimes the sound of laughter is greatly missed. Peace! Cristi

I Am Ranked # 23
MARGE " R/L G/F TO JUAN_SMARTASS_PAGAN =~BBW~ & ~FSFM~@ fubar HEY ALL !! I CANT BELIEVE THAT I AM RANKED NUMBER 23 !! PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND SHOW ME SOME LUV AND HELP ME GET TO NUMBER ONE !! AND LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW ABOUT MY PAGE AS WELL. FEEL FREE TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PAGE AND PICS !!! I AM SO THANKFUL FOR ALL WHO ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST ! HERE IS A PIC OF MY RANKING !!!! WOOO HOOO !!!!

I Am Ranked # 12
MARGE " R/L G/F TO JUAN_SMARTASS_PAGAN =~BBW~ & ~FSFM~@ fubar UPDATE !!! I AM NOW RANKED NUMBER 12..NOT TOO MUCH FURTHER TILL I AM NUMBER ONE ON FUBAR...SO LETS DO ALL WE CAN TO GET ME THERE , CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO GO TO MY PAGE AND LEAVE ME PAGE AND PIC COMMENTS ...PASS MY PAGE ON TO YOUR FRIENDS AND SO ON AND SO FORTH !!!!!

I Am Ready
“I am ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. The shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become. The alien man waved his arms up and down and noticed that he couldn't wave in the right language so he stopped.” ~Henry Rollins

I Am Repeating Myself....
i need members for my yahoo pool league, i promise that its really fun and free, you get to learn different ways to play pool, plus you get to meet some new people and make some good friends. first you should add me to your yahoo messenger my yahoo id is buffy.jane@yahoo.com next thing you have to do is go to http://www.myleague.com/hrz and click on "Sign Up" , please make sure that your league ID matches your Yahoo ID, once your signed up u will get an activation key in your email be sure to activate your account once your activated you should come check out the pool room where we play http://games.yahoo.com/sponsor/pl click on the beginner rooms then click on the room DONT CRY hope to see you there Buffy HeadAdmin

I Am Real Lol
Hi to all my friends, sorry i haven't gotten to everyones pages yet. I didn't realize i had so many fiends on here. I was shocked when i saw it was 32 !!! I am trying my best to get around to everyone. I have a 360 page and a myspace page too. lol Plus 3 children so i'm goin round and round lol. If you would like to reach me, my yahoo id is lovinmamaofthree. Between work, 3 kids, and 3 different pages, i'm a busy woman. lol . I've bought most of you a drink, if i have missed your page please let me know. You can also return the favor lol , i'm still dry LMAO. I enjoy this site alot, and i have quite a few hotties on my page lol. Well , my son has decided to share his breakfast with me, so i now have to go change his icky butt lol, i'll be around , bye for now all !!!

I Am Really Not Superwoman...only In My Mind.
Okay, I am officially an idiot! I think I must be superwoman and can do shit by myself like oh...lift a California King size mattress by myself! Um, does anyone know how much they weigh? HEAVY! Ours also has extra weight on it because it has a 4" thick memory foam pad on top of it. Let me back up here. I bought new bedding about a week ago, probably longer. We wanted (I) a change. Sick of the palm tree look for our bedroom and wanted something a little more exciting! So we bought a cheetah print! Yes, pretty wild. I have been wanting to change everything but Peter wanted to wait to do it so we could paint first. The cheetah print doesn't go with yellow and green walls! He wants to retexture the ceiling and walls before he paints because he never liked the way it was done the first time. So this is going to be a huge project. Well, little impatient me is sick of looking at the bedding in the bag still. I want it out on my bed! I had to get a new black bed skirt,

I Am Really Wondering...
I have some work drama now. Concerning me. Yep...its all about me! I had a booty call of sorts with a trucker that I met at work. We didnt have sex. He just played with my pussy. No intercourse. OK...well...he has been asking about me at work now. Me and my strange dicks...let me tell you. Anyway...he has been wanting to kno my schedule and he has been very upset when I am not working truck gate. He in fact got so upset that he pissed off one of the other guards. Great! I have a stalker in my grasps. Honestly, I am kinda scared. But now I have been wondering if I should give up my booty calls. It just seems like every time I get a booty call..just after one nite...they get attached to me? I dont understand how...or why...they never tell me...but they do. Maybe I am a great fuck and just didnt kno it. LOL But they have been getting very jealous. I tell them right up front...its just a booty call...no string attached fun. And they are going ape shit over me. I dont t

I Am Ready......
I am ready for a change. A change that can either make me the happiest person in the world or just upset me. I have desided after having some talks with people that its time for a change. A change in relationships, life, and just everything in my life. The people that the desicions will effect will know. And they will know how they fit in with my life after all of this. Screw trying to give everyone a warning and telling everyone that it will happen at the first of the year. No it starts now! As of right now mess with me being happy you will be dropped like your nothing. so with that being said SCREW ALL HATERS FUCK WITH MY HAPPYNESS AND I WILL DROP YOU LIKE YOUR NOTHING. I am and open and honest person. All I want in life right now is honesty.

I Am Really Digging This Song Right Now
MARIO LYRICS "Crying Out For Me" 1, 2, 3, 4 Yeah (uh huh) Polo the Don Listen girl Mario Let’s go Ladies It’s like you caught up in a maze You keep on going in circles girl you’re trying to find your way out But its time I put on my cape and Put that s on my chest Girl I wanna come and save you But I’m stuck in the middle of seeing you hurt I know when you love him And you wanna make it work And I can’t help but think that I known you first It’s getting louder Can’t ignore it no more I can hear your heart crying out for me (crying out for me) I can hear your heart crying out for me (And it keeps on saying) Come on in, come on in come on in and save me (And it keeps on saying) Come on in, come on in come on in and save me (I can baby) I can hear your heart crying out for me Baby, I should’ve never caught no feelings But baby having late night conversion on your sofa You telling me how he played you out over and over, over and over But I’m stuck in the

I Am Runnin With Da Devil
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I Am Ready To Kick It Up
I AM READY TO KICK IT UP WITH GREAT INDIES MUSIC TURN ME ON AT 2 PM EST Jody's Rockin Rodeo on Round Up join the ranch party in our new chat room click on MY banner DIRECT LINK, Register confirm e mail and join us

I Am Right Brained.
You are right brained. Right brained people are imaginative, and creative. They are "big picture" oriented, good with philosophy and religion, and have excellent spatial perception. Right brainers are risk takers and dreamers.

I Am Real!
listen people my sister just called me having a cow it seems some people have to hurt others to win a stupid contest. I am real see i have a salute now. I jus got a camera to put pics up i had my best friends pic here till i got one never said it was my pic ever and unfortunately we only have one cpu in this house so not everyone can get on at the same time. SO BACK OFF LOSERS!

I Am Random...
K I am a very random person. You might see me on your page rating away. Thats what I do. I never expect a thing in return. EVER. What drives me nuts is the people I hit coming back begging me to help them in a contest. If I wanted to help you out I would have. I do it for alot of people. I read most bullys and sometimes im just bored and will go and help out. I like doing it and will contiue to do it but I will not be helping the people that beg me. And the people who have deleted me as a friend because of someone on my friends list.. wtf... I think it is childish. I am friends with alot of people on here and could careless about what beef you have with someone. You don't like who is on my friends list delete me then cause I don't need the drama. I just love the people who complain that people do this and do it themselves. But what more can you expect from the fu! Also the people who ask for my yahoo or msn.. you WONT get it. my god, if I wanted you to have it I would have given it to

I Am Really Just Not Into You.
Is he really not into you? My cell phone wasn't working. A cold short email that leaves you no opportunity to carry on the conversation. Come on be a man and say it. I am just not really into you. All men are cowards they run and can't say what they really mean. It's sad they have to learn the hard way. It's amazing how a man can be fearless with another man no matter of what the situation is. But, when it comes to a women they run so fast there isn't any dust. So this is where the boys are: home, using their high-speed internet connections to make a love connection.I don't think the problem is that there aren't great, unmarried men for all of us great, unmarried women. The problem is that in a world where a lover can be found with a click of a mouse, a kind of apathy has set in for these men. The thrill of the chase is gone. Women wear their availability on their screennames, so now it's the men playing hard to get and the women doing the chasing

I Am Responsible For My Rose
It was then that the fox appeared. "Good morning," said the fox. "Good morning," the little prince responded politely, although when he turned around he saw nothing. "I am right here," the voice said, "under the apple tree." " Who are you?" asked the little prince, and added, "You are very pretty to look at." "I am a fox," said the fox. "Come and play with me," proposed the little prince. "I am so unhappy." "I cannot play with you," the fox said. "I am not tamed." "Ah! Please excuse me," said the little prince. But, after some thought, he added: "What does that mean, 'tame'?" "You do not live here," said the fox. "What is it that you are looking for?" "I am looking for men," said the little prince. "What does that mean, 'tame'?" "Men," said the fox. "They have guns, and they hunt. It is very disturbing. They also raise chickens. These are their only interests. Are you looking for chickens?" "No," said the little prince. "I am looking for friends.

I Am Really Taking A Break
I will start it later tonight for sure, but I am really going to take a break. I guess there can be a few factors in it, but here are a few as not to be a stranger to my friends here. For one, as much as people love the holidays lol, it was quite the downer time for me, dont know why. I certainly dont regret my kind acts I did for folks, and as much as I dont like to acknowledge I do certain things for certain people, favoring if you will, I did, and I hope you know who you are. I did what I did as sometimes random kindness, but my true friends, I did it because I wanted to give you something special. Another thing would be in myself, that I just spend too much time here, and I have made myself burn out rather quickly. It happened with myspace, lol, and I hardly ever go there for anything but to just log in. It is just the way I am, could possibly use an overhaul. A third reason is quite personal, but I would like to state it anywho: it just doesnt feel the same, not seeing a

I Am Ready To Move With My Life
Okay for all who know me from my last webpage you all saw that I was married right we guess what. I am no longer married that is right gentlemen but before you guys start bombing me with single IM and everything like that note this. One this website there is just only one love for me and I am not saying who it is cause he wouldn't want to be revealed. I love him and I have a child by him. Even know it was an affair with my husband I was willing to do anything for him. I love now if I was to shout it out to the tallest tower to the highest mountain. I want to wake up to him every morning and go to sleep with me in his arms. I hope he does read this cause then he knows that this is for him. I love es and I always will. I am using intials here.

I Am Right On The Edge...
Of Just Busting Loose on the inside. The hardest thing for me to do is to be restrained and rigid and politically correct. I dont like jumping thru hoops or sitting down and shutting up in the inside. I like a certain fluidity thats continous. I dont like backing up, and i sure in the hell cant stand to be stagnant. Im a force of Nature. Im polarized and both Fire and Ice, Leather and Lace, Ying and Yang. Im a Thunderstorm, and a gentle falling Snowflake. I will be your gentle breeze, and your hurricane. Im not a pompous ass, I am humble as they come. But Im not invisible anymore....I step up to the plate and show who i am in real time, be it good or be it bad. I am woman, but I wont Roar...Get close to me and you will hear me PURR.....Im good Kitty and Bad Kitty too! I feel changes coming on...Im walking thru some doors that are open. I want to, need too and I dont want these oppurtunities to slip by me or thru my hands. I dont want to regret the things Ive done in my life...I

I Am Right
I AM RIGHT! I decided that the mechanism of being Right deserved more discussion. It appears to me that human beings are addicted to being right. And for some of us that is not enough. We must also make YOU WRONG!!! And these addictions are so insidious and powerful that we frequently don't even notice that we are engaging in this behavior. We will "be right" or make others "wrong" and not even realize at a conscious level that this is what we are up to. We swim around in our "rightness" like fish swim in water, oblivious to our context, just as fish are to theirs. And people will sometimes fight other people to be right. Fight verbally, or even physically. Actually, sometimes people will KILL others to be right. Even fight wars to be right!!!! Some people refer to the conflicts between Arabs and Jews, or between Sunni and Shia, as a "Holy War. " There is nothing "Holy" about those wars, or any other war for that matter. Its just a whole bunch of people being "Right!" A

I Am Real
♥ I am beautiful and I am real. This has been my story. Sometimes, I don’t get quite as far as where I wanted. But hey, the journey was always fun. I’ve learn a thing or two along the way too. That’s what counts, right? One thing’s for sure, I’ll keep setting the bar higher and higher. And I don’t have to apologize for being myself. My page is only a piece of who I am, so please don't try to define me. If you want to truly know me, just ask and I will tell you. ♥

I Am Real!
Well this is dumb, someone made a fake of me on here, using my images. Then claiming that I'm fake and they are real. sorry but you'll never be me. I am the real person, so if you see them please ignore them. I am the real person.

I Am Sorry
I am Sorry. My heart was broken, and my body ached, I felt I had let you down. As I held the shell of you...My soul was shattered. You depended on me, and nothing else mattered. Please forgive me I am sorry..... Its been weeks since you left, I had to face the world without you. I had so little pride, right now I feel so hollow with no where to hide. I thought time would heal, but it seems to be getting worse. How I wish I could put the clock back in reverse. I am sorry!!!! I would always talk to you in the late hours of the night. I wanted everything to be alright...but I fucked up. Now you are gone, And I will not be the same Once again my sweetheart....I am sorry!!! ©KinkyScreams

I Am So Homesick
Since I have been on vacation so much stuff has happened at home. I have been on vacation since June 5th. While I have been gone my one year old second cousin (Jordan) started walking. My now 7 month old second cousin (Kaleb) went from a new born to a little porker. My sister started college, and moved down to Phoenix. My cousin took his baby (Jordan)and moved to Cali. with his dumb bitch of a girlfriend. My other second cousin Dayton turned 4 and I have missed it all. I spent a month in Washington with my ex boyfriend and I have spent the rest of the time in Billings Montana. I turned 21 here I found alot of old friends and I found an old love but I really don't see it working because he won't leave here and I don't want to live up here. I thought I did but I really can't I miss my family and my home. All of my friends want me to stay. I just don't know that I can. With my cousin moving to Cali. that left my aunt (who I have to say is one of my best friends) all alone. I hav

I Am So Bored
Help!!!!!!!! I am so done with some old day to day things. I need some new fun events! If one has some ideas, let me hear them! Well until I find something new to do, I am off to go chill at the same place. Later Kids JA

I Am Single And Looking
hey all you single and sexy cherrys i am single and looking if there are any ladies between the age of 18-20 if you are looking you shoud hit me up if you want a fun and loveing guy you can get a hold of me @ fire_fox_360@yahoo.com

I Am So Irritated At The Lc Right Now
nothing is working for me on it today so im irritated at it....so im going to sign off for a little before i get so pissed that i throw my comp thru the window....so peace ya'll dont be too sad ill be back in a little bit...much luv... luv always---mary

I Am So Bored
man..i am at school. and i am sooooooooooooooo bored. START SUCKS!! lmao. juss playin. well, i am here in my class and done with everything and i have nothing better to do so i am on this thing. lmao. well, i have to go. the bell is bout to ring.!!

I Am So Freakin Happy Right Now!!!!!
hehe, they sent up an esspresso stand at the albertsons by my house!! i can have my cappacino's, Latte's, & Italian soda's within 3 blocks of my house!!!!!!!!!!!! i CAN WALK!! oh my goodness i am so happy lol...yeah i know, it really doesn't take much to make me happy lol =) this just made my day...hehehe

I Am So Bored!
I am getting sick of hearing this guy trying to get the stump outta the ground out front in the yard. They were suppose to have cement done on Monday and they still don't have it done and it is Thursday. WTF! I am sick of getting woken up in the morning hearing a damn jack hammer. I am bored hahaha I need some lingiere so that I can pose in it haha My mom used to have a ton but I guess she got rid of it. Who knows! I get sick of people asking me if I have msn and all that crap. If I wanted to talk to you privately I would ask you to but I don't want to. SO DONT ASK!!! I'm thinking I might take some nude pics, but I haven't decided If I want to yet! I'll inform you all if I do. Okay, I am done! Bye!

I Am Such A Happy Camper!
A pleasant ride is had by all who seek the bounties of wealth. Wealth is interpreted as the souls reward for being happy, having nothing to claim. I wish all of the same happiness as what we give is easily given back. Please drop by my websites. www.otherworldscomics.com www.otherworldsdiscounts.com

I Am She...
I am she who is born of the Goddess, I am she who chases the moon, I am she who is cleansed in it's light, I am she who wields her might. I am she who tends the flame, I am she that keeps the hearth, I am she that honors sacred space, I am she that knows the Lady's face. I am she the writer of words, I am she the teller of tales, I am she who holds the moon, I am she who's heart holds the tune. I am she the healer and healed, I am she the teacher and student, I am she the Mother and child, I am she the tame and the wild. I am she from the forest's green, I am she from the lakes so bright, I am she that walks within night, I am a daughter of the Lady Bright.

I Am Some1special!
I Am Someone Special, a poet growing old A sensitive, big strong guy with a heart that's made of gold. People say i'm very good looking. I really dont agree Sometimes I get depressed and wonder what's wrong with me . Sometimes I feel like i'm standing on the outside looking in. Searching for something that will never be found again. Sometimes I feel like i'm running and not going anyplace. Sometimes I feel isolated, detached from the human race. Many know the name, but few really know the man. I Am Someone Special! but that's not all I Am! written by Some1Special2k

I Am Starting A Business
I hope to have a website up and running really soon it will be Called Cooper's Treasure House and it will be a site for purchasing collectibles, Home Decor and Electronics. If any is interested in the web address once I get it up and running let me know.

I Am So Cute Sometimes..
So I was going through old stuff and I found something that I wrote to my ex boyfriend.. I read it and it made me with that someone would love me the way that I loved him. =( Maybe one day I will find someone who will... anywho, this is what I had written to him: I love you for the little things that make me love you more and more each day. I love the way you tuck my hair behind my ear and the way you touch my face. I love that silly little grin you get with that cute little laugh when I tickle you or say something funny. It’s the cutest thing in the world. I always knew I loved you, but now more then ever my love is truly defined. There isn’t a day that passes that you aren’t on my mind, there isn’t a second of the day when I don’t wonder what you’re doing and if you’re thinking of me too. There isn’t a night I don’t wish you were sleeping in bed next to me. My love for you grows with each minute that passes and it only grows deeper and stronger. I wouldn’t know what to do if I di

I Am Sorry All For Not Being Around
Some people knew what happened thursday the 12th late night in Buffalo NY. We got hit by a bad storm that took down trees and limbs of trees and made the power and heat go out. Some are still without power today 20th. I did get mine back and am going about my emails now and cleaning them out. Thanks to all who knew what happened and prayed for my family. Linda

I Am Sorry I Have Not Been On Much.
Things are taking a turn again. That thing I have been worrying about around the corner. Well it happend my granny had a stroke. Things are really iffy. I mean she is better out of ICU. I am happy about that, but at the same time I am scared. I know she will be leaving us all soon. I have no one after that I can depend on after she leaves. This really is selfish of me I know, but she is the only thing I know that has been a loving source, she has been my mother. Thats my mom. I don't know what I am gonna do.~NFA

I Am Soft
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft88%Sweet69%Exciting56%Hot56%Shy38%Wet25%Violent25%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

I Am So Surprised!
You Were Nice This Year! You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight? Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

I Am So Pissed!!
Ok so lets see this guy I've been kind of seeing went to see a "friend" this weekend. This friend lives in a town clear on the other side of the state...now what kind of guy would drive 10 hours to go visit a friend?! Most guys wouldn't!! Not unless thet were gay and the guy was thier boyfriend. So my only conclusion is this "friend" is a girl. Guys if you disagree let me know. Ladies same goes with you. Oh another thing about this guy he's WAY into cars and he also races them and there is a race track not to far from the town where he was going.

I Am So Sick...
of this chauvinistic bullshit! A few days a go someone decided that calling me a bitch was a good idea for no reason at all. That was bad enough, But today some guy IMed me saying... "Hey. Whats up? Your hot... Let me see you naked". Why is it that some guys think that they have the right to see women naked? Any guy who gets to see a woman naked (that he doesnt have to buy in some way or another) should be thankful! Men should know that this is a gift! It's not like any woman owes that to you. Another thing... If a woman says no to something like that then you have NO RIGHT to call her any kind of nasty name! There is no reason for her to show you in the first place... If she does for some reason then you should thank her in some way or another and then also thank god or who ever else you pray to for letting you be so lucky. These guys are pissing me off! God please save me from stupid people. If you look then please take the time to comment.

I Am So Sorry
i am so sorry for being a bother to anyone here i get hooked in to getting to know my friends and sometimed i get out of control please forgive me and i hope you all will still be my friend and for you and you know who you are i am so sorry to you for being a bother to you i am sorry that i am always sitting at my desk and on this site please forgive me for being a bother to any of you i hope you all can forgive me BEAUTIFUL ANGEL

I Am Suave !!!!! Now Dont Get That Twisted!!!!!! Lol
You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Also agree with this one too!! I always get what I want!!!

I Am Surprised With Life
I am surprised with life. Surprised by a morning sun that leaps into the sky from the mountains darker side. Surprised by unbidden thoughts that burst with brightness into a Mind I call my own. Surprised by universal rhyme, a circled rise and fall with time; rhythm energies that bend in time to rise and fall again. Surprised to see in you and me, this endless flowing energy; in cycle motion, encircled time, and endless curving curved line. For in the end there is no end, we rise and fall then RISE AGAIN, WITH CHANGING FORM but dying never, life goes on ... AND ON ... forever I am surprised!

I Am Sorry
This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,

I Am Such A Dumb Ass.......
Today was the annual Teddy Bear run here.....I was so glad because I remembered the digital camera this morning..... I started taking pictures and all..... after about 10 pics or so.. the camera says...... memory if full..... DAMN... I forgot the memory card....DUH!! I only have a few pics and I'm mad at myself... There were tons of people.... bikes everywhere.... We got there early, so we were fairly close to the front of the ride.. there were some people lined up on the streets watching us all ride to the fair grounds.... we all had our teddy bears tied to the bikes... It was awesome...my first ride... They had a bike rodeo and that was sooo funny!!! Hopefully I can get the pics off my camera (always just put the memory card in the slot on my puter) so I can post what pics I have.

I Am Shattered
I am crystal vibrating, Resonance and with you I shatter calling out your name holding you close as I lose myself I shatter because of you clinging to ideas clinging to lost breath I am crystal. . . resonance. . . and I shatter under you, around you soft like hospital lights I shatter and I beg "don't let me go, hold me and don't let me go" I shatter crystal, resonance and you take all I have but I give willingly I shatter.

I Am So Sick Of....
You know I am really fucking sick and tired of opening a bullrtin and its some if you hate jesus dont post me crap. This isnt church. Share that shit there. Don't force it on the rest of us ffs. If you don't like what I am saying then take me off your fucking friends list. I am seriously sick of that hidden garble. It has gotten to where I seriously do not wanna open bulletins anymore. Do everyone a favor and STOP FUCKING POSTING THIS CRAP. Do you seriously think Jesus gives a rats ass whether or not you post that shit on cherrytap?????? Of course he doesnt!!!!!!!!!! Get a fucking life. I swear some people make me sick. From now on I'm going to start posting "Satan loves you 90% of cockstains wont repost this". I am soooooo fucking glad your religious but this is CHERRYTAP!!!! JESUS DOESNT CARE IF YOU REPOST! I PROMISE! YOUR NOT GONNA BURN IN HELL FOR NOT REPOSTING! ~Countess Filth~

I Am Sending This To You To See How Many Actually Read Their E-mail.
I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: > > > > People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been

I Am So Lonely(sigh)
ARE YOU LONESOME TONIGHT DO YOU MISS ME TONIGHT ARE YOU SORRY WE DRIFTED APART DOES YOUR MEMORY STRAY TO A BRIGHT SUMMERS DAY WHEN I KISSED YOU AND CALLED YOU SWEETHEART ARE THE CHAIRS AT YOUR PARTY ALL SUDDENLY BARE DO YOU GAZE AT YOUR DOORSTEP AND PICTURE ME THERE IS YOUR HEART FILLED WITH PAIN SHALL I COME BACK AGAIN TELL ME DEAR ARE YOU LONESOME TONIGHT i wonder if your lonesome tonight,you know someone said the worlds a stage and each of us must play a part.Fate had me playing the part of love.........with you as my sweetheart. Act 1 was where we met.......... you read your lines so cleverly and never missed a clue,then came act 2,you seemed to change you acted strange and i had no cause to doubt you,hunni u lied when u said you loved me,but i'd rather go on livin these lies than to go on livin without you. Now the stage is bare and I'm standing there with emptyness all around me,and if you wont come back to me they might as well bring the curtains down IS Y

I Am Sorry Guys
I know a am around 300 houndred friends gut is you stop by and show love I will return it promise I am not a selfish guy promise and would love to leave you all coments I have almost 80 pics and not sure how much stash but if you post and coment I will be sure to return it and thank for all of you being my friends you people are wonderful other then this one set back I am not going to talk about cus I am in a good mood well love you all and hope you have a safe and happy thanksgiving and again thank you all love you all have fun

I Am So Ashamed!
My sister has this friend. This friend was my friend before hers. I liked this friend for 4 yrs and SHE TOLD HIM TODAY! GAWD! I cant face him again. Ugh! I feel dumb! Can nething else go wrong? BTW this guy likes her friend and he has for a while... he is like in love with her (which is fine by me). I could have just died!!! I can think he is cute in my head... now he knows!!! UGH! BTW I hope he doesnt read this :x

I Am Sick
I have a sore throat and I feel like shit. But I'm not tired enough to go to bed. I think it's all from the stupid stress that I am under. With work and all that and what is going on with my witch for an ex not letting me see my son. She won't even let me talk to him on the phone. That is how vindictive she is

Iam So Excited!!
It had started off that I had seen on a commercial for World Vision that you can buy someone in a poor country something they need as a gift for someone in your family. I had full intentions on buying 2 hens and a rooster for my Mom to give to someone far away but then realized that wasnt going to be possible cause I dont believe in owning a credit card. I had always wanted to sponsor a child but never did for different reason, money not being 1 of them. Tonight I did it! I browsed the pics of all the little girls and picked one! My dream is to adopt a 2yr old girl from a poor country and give her the great life like my kids have. I figure if my kids want for nothing, why should another kid go without. As soon as I seen her eyes looking so sad, my heart sank and it brought a tear to my eye. As you all know or atleast should is that I have 2 boys so thats why I choose a girl. I think more people should really get into this because it is something that so many people could

I. Am. Soo0oo0. Bad
I've been soo good..for so long. No splurging..or selfindulgence..ok cept for weed and few Burt's Bees Goodies.. I can't help it! They're just my FAV!! I've even went with the total piece of shit crap phone for a year! I cashed the check finally..and just went nuts! LMAO We went to the new indian place ( 5 spices, it's *so* divine) I love that it is Nov. and we can still lunch out on the patio and the weather is beautiful. I got a new phone, el wootiness, a cam on it & all (no moto-mixer though damnit) Then we went to garners..and the madness began! $150! ONE HUNDRED FIFTY DOLLARS on essential oils (patchouli, myrhh and ginger OH MY) another burts bees facial kit, vitamins, rose water, lavender and patchouli soap and all sorts of great ingredients! LOL I prob won't make a dime back on any it, I'll likely use all this pampering myself and making gifts. But hell! I DESERVE IT!! More slumlord drama, I finally talked to the "new owner". The property "manager" bitc

I Am Sorry That Some Folks Can't Access...
the internet from work, but I get a bit tired of all the complaints aiming at begrudging those that are able to access the internet from work. Here was my response to one person that placed such a complaint bulletin: "Just got to realize that the circumstances for those accessing from work might be very different because they have different kind of jobs that aren't your ordinary job. Myself included. I answer 60-100 crisis calls during my shift each shift I work. Some calls are 5 mins; others are close to 45 minutes or an hour; occasionally, you'll get the one that lasts much longer than that. Would you be able to do the same and remain cool? In between calls we are allowed to surf the net to remain alert and awake. Just saying.... Take into consideration that there are jobs of all sorts that help make our world go around. Just because your job doesn't allow you the luxury to surf every now and then, doesn't mean that the rest of the world isn't continually turning.

I Am Sadden....
WOW.. I can not believe that talking about sex and other things are more important than reading about someone that goes out everyday and protects You the public. I posted a bulletin last night about Correctional Officers considering I am one and noone took the time to read it. If anyone had bothered to read it, then you would have got a glimpse of what prison life is all about. It's not like being a street cop, they have thier own set of dangers... but there is a diffrence. I don't carry a weapon.. no gun, no taser and no vest. I wear my uniform and hope and pray a inmate doesn't want to kill me that day. I can control the weapons used against me.. street cops don't have that option. None the less its still a dangeous beat I walk 5 days a week. So, now that I am done with my bitching, I hope someone takes the time to find my bulletin and reads it.

I Am Sorry...
My Apology To The Arab World Mike S. Adams June 14, 2004 Author’s Note: the following editorial contains mildly offensive language. Given the subject matter, the author is sorry that it does not contain highly offensive language. Lately, I’ve been hearing a lot about the Iraqi prisoner abuse scandal. The pictures of those “abused” prisoners have been plastered all over the front pages of papers around the country. Some of my conservative friends have interpreted the excessive coverage as proof that papers like the New York Times are actually rooting against America in its current war on terror. Even those who aren’t willing to go that far say that such coverage is helping the enemy to recruit a new generation of terrorists to inflict harm upon our troops. Despite these views, I have decided to make a formal public apology to the entire Arab world in the aftermath of Abu Ghraib. It is my hope that the following apology will help bring some clarity to the situation and, who

I Am Still Here
AND YOU CAN TALK ALL THE S*** YOU WANT, BUT I WONT BE AROUND TO HEAR IT. WHY? OH, THATS RIGHT, BECAUSE I AM FINALLY GOING SOMEWHERE IN MY LIFE, AND GETTING MY S*** STRAIGHT, AND Y'ALL F***ERS ARE STILL FLOUNDERING OUT THERE ON YOUR OWN. DON'T HATE JUST CUZ' YOU DONT HAVE WHAT IT TAKES...REMEMBER, I EARNED THIS JOB, AND THIS SPOT, AND THIS MONEY...GET OFF YOUR ASS, STOP PARTYING SO MUCH, AND GET A REAL JOB, MAKE SOME EFFORTS, AND STOP HATING JUST CUZ' YOUR LAZY AND IM NOT...

.i Am Still Sick + My Updated Christmas List
.x.Dear Diary.x. Hi, All My Girlies + Guys...I haven't been doing much lately, besided being sick and coughting my brains out + taking my medicine for whatever kind of virus I got, I am sick of feeling so sick + miserable...It really sucks. Especially sense it is the Holiday Season + Christmas Time. I hope to feel better soon. .x.Dreaming Of A White Christmas.x. Well I did quite a bite today. I vaccumed the living room + I sweep the dinning room, kitchen, and hallway today...Also I did a load of dishes in the dishwasher. sprayed my bedroom floor with febreze. Tomorrow I have to clean out Memmuu's cat pan and straighten up the livingroom + Me and My Mom have to finish decorating the inside of the house. Then around 12:00pm or so a guy will be coming to install something can't remember what it is, I'll add that in later. Then I hope my Mom will take us to get are nails done...We haven't had a nails done sense the middle of Febuary. I am going to get a xmas design put on my 2 index fin

I Am So Sad
My grandmom went in the hospital couple days ago and she doesnt look good.She has a blockage in her heart.Her doctors dont want to try surgery on her because of her age so instead are trying medicine.She was having trouble breathing when I left the hospital today.She looked so frail it broke my heart to see her like that.She said she wished god would go ahead and take her home.I love her so much and my heart breaks knowing she is so sick.I am scared that she is going to die.

I Am So Happy Part 2
I really am happy when I talk to this woman she is really great to talk to. I feel like I am cloud 9. I thought that after I got divorced that I would never feel this way about a woman again. But I was wrong and it feels so good that I just wanna tell the world how much I love her and I can't wait to see her.

I Am Sad....
I AM SAD BECAUSE I BE LEAVING SOME PEEPS COMMENTS AND DO NOT EVEN GET BACK A THANK YOU....HOW MESSED UP IS THAT??? TO ALL OF YOU OTHER CherryCherry LOVERS WHO DO LOVE ME.....THANKS AND I LOVE YOU BACK DOUBLE.....Tammy

I Am So Smart!
so some of you know im joining the army. well, i took the pre asvab today and i scored a hell of a lot higher than i thought i would. i got a 79. the recruiter said the one i took on the computer is harder than the actual one im going to take on the 8th. david is so proud of me. hell i am too. i thought i was going to do a lot worse. I still cant believe that i did that well. im still going to get some books to study up on the sections that i didnt do so well in. theres no harm in wanting to do better

I Am Sorry.......
I am sorry that I haven't really been on here as much as I used to, but life seems to be hitting me a bit hard here lately. I want all of you to know that i haven't forgotten about any of you. You are all still in my thoughts and prayers especially at this holiday season. I hope that everyone was able to spend these holidays with thier families and friends. Hopefully I will be back on more often soon and then I can play catch up again and then stay caught up........ Love to all, Crissy

I Am So Glad To Have Great Friends
This is a blog to to say I couldn't have made it very far without the friends I have especially my two lovely sisters Penny and Anne, and we cant forget the most wonderful lady of them all Connie. I wanted to say thank u for being there for me when I needed u guys the most. U guys are a great family to have I dont need anyone else. I cry sometimes just thinking that I may lose one of u as a friend or family but that wont happen and I know we now have a bond that cant be broken no matter what.....

I Am Sick Of Drama, This Woman Is Crazy, Help Me Figure Out What To Do,and Ignoring Her Doesnt Work She Has Been Stalking Me For Over A Month Maybe 2
This is what she posted online currently online & new members Members: 546,324 (36,775 online) Cherry Bucks Spent: $429,167,333 Recent readers: Tom and Jami ~Free2Xs~ tomcat naughtybutshy L... Vixen Lala ( L... *ANGEL~BABY*®™ ... CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! naughtybutshy L... remove friend subject: LADIES BEWARE OF THE PSYCHO!!! PLZ REPOST (repost) date: 2006-12-29 11:22:51 OK , SO SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE SEEN MY RANT ON THIS.... I CAME ON ONE MORNING TO SEE SOME SCUMBAG HAD LEFT ME SOME NASTY COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND PICS AND HAD DOWNRATED THEM .... SUCH AS C*NT, WH*RE, ETC. ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T WANT TO, I WAS URGED BY MY FRIENDS TO MAIL SCRAPPER SO I DID... HERE IS HIS RESPONSE You just got to ignore it. Delete the comments and don't sweat it. Block the person and do not communicate with them. === '*HELLCAT*THE CONTEST IS ON!' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-2

I Am Screwed
I am so confused so yes in a way screwed.I have decided to stay single for awhile(that lasted long).Now I am into two guys and not just one.LOL,told ya,screwed. Both guys are sweethearts and both guys I definaltly want to sleep with,in fact already sleeping with one,problem would be solved with they both would want to do a threesome but both dont want a threesome with another guy. Cheez,get over it and just do it already. I have been doing alot of thinking and I am going to sleep with the first one as soon as I can,I am not so sure how to tell number two but I am so sure that he won't understand. Both I considered friends to me,alas the tangle web we weave.I couldn't sleep last night cuz I was thinking about it. This is what I ended up thinking: I tired and torn To weary to be worn, Having one,wanting another Having sex with one,wishing he was the other I dream of him,well with you I cry and I am blue I will shake it off and feel sweet Again,yet I have yet to meet.....

I Am Soooooo Stupid.
I went to make my first blog, and it said "Blog Name" so i decided on my title and wrote it in there, and alas.....it named the whole blog space instead of the first blog article, which I suppose this is. Anyways, I'm going to go get some coffee and I will brb.

I Am Spider Man
Your results:You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 70% Catwoman 50% The Flash 45% Supergirl 40% Green Lantern 40% Superman 35% Robin 32% Hulk 30% Wonder Woman 25% Iron Man 25% Batman 10% You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility. Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

I Am Silver
You scored as SILVER!!. Not bad, silver is pretty good! Clean yourself up a little and maybe one day you'll have gold!SILVER!!79%GOLD!!!71%BRONZE!14%Gold, Silver or Bronze: Which do you rank?created with QuizFarm.com

I Am Sorry Everyone.
Friends and Family., I am not feeling all so right and not good at all. I might not be on for the next few days.. SO please If I do not answer you right away.. or respond know it isnt you and I hope you understand. I will return any and all messeges when I return. I am feeling so bad. So.. agian.. I will return your "calls" and all in a few days. I have the best friends and family a girl can ever have. Peace! Love you all Cassandra.

I Am Sorry - I Can't Resist! I Found Bert On Ct!!
But, doesn't this person remind you of a Sesame Street character?????? Telemachus@ CherryTAP To me, he reminds me of Bert. Doesn't he remind you of Bert too???? LOL.. I am so sorry. Just saw a few pics going across the screen and couldn't resist this "people-watching" comment. PS...... For those of you who don't know who Bert is -- see below: Wacka wacka.... lol....

I Am Still Me...
You tried.. You didn't have to make me love you.. I would have been more than happy as your friend.. Your presence in my life was desired on any level.. I am still me.. You lied... You promised me forever.. You told me she was gone for good... You were "Daddy" to my children... Then you left...again... I am still me.. You enchanted my life.. You showed me spirtuality beyond what I could have imagined... You weaved your majik effortlessly into my heart.. My soul... Then you took it away.. I am still me.. You're gone.. A part of me is gone with you.. I didn't need you to validate me..but you gave me renewed confidence.. I didn't need you to complete me..but you made my family whole.. I didn't need you to love me...but you made me feel loved I wanted you... But I didn't need you.. And I still don't.. For I am still me.. With or without you.. I am still me.....

I Am Sad :(
Just wanted everyone to know . I will not be on for awhile . Not going to have internet i think after this weekend. I hope you will all still show me love . I am in hopes of getting it back real soon . I will miss everyone . Please dont forget me :( Love you guys SWEET~THING

I Am Screaming For Vengeance...
Yep SOTW 12. This weeks song is SCREAMING FOR VENGEANCE by Judas Priest Song Name - Screaming For Vengeance Artist - Judas Priest Album - Screaming For Venegeance Song Number - 7 of 12 Song Length - 4:43 Lyrics Hey listen don't you let 'em get your mind Fill your brain with orders, and that's not right They're playing at a game that draws you closer Till you're living in a world that's ruled by fear Always takin' baby out that's OK What they're givin' maybe it's out of phase with me Told you once you're never gonna win the race Same old no tomorrow -- kicked in the face! We are screaming for vengeance The world is a manacled place! Screaming, screaming for vengeance The world is defiled in disgrace! Tie a blindfold all around your head Spin you round in the torture before the dread And then you're pushed and shoved into every corner Then they lead you out into the final slaughter. As the sweat is running down your neck All your praying for'

I Am Single And Looking For You!
Hi, I am David. I am real and wish to meet someone real. I would like to have a person in my life that likes travel, to explore things on every level - profoundly, long walks and shopping, movies, outdoor fun, and dining out as well as in - I love to cook. A companion of sorts. Someone who enjoys and engages a great conversation over a cup of coffee. Really someone who has the capacity to be a true friend and possibly continue to what it is I desire - a true loving relationship. I mean a relationship like most have not experienced. I want a companion who wants to live right and have alot of fun doing it. Someone who is not afraid to love. I seek what all people truly seek. I seek the goal of completion. To me - love is completion that is beyond the heart and rests deep within the soul. It is to experience something that is so hard to find, and yet we could easily find it together. The thing that is untouchable, and yet we could easily touch it. The thing that words cannot

I Am Sorry If This Offends Anyone Please Read
I AM SINGLE. I DO NOT WISH TO OFFEND ANYONE..I WILL NOT LIE..I FLIRT A LOT...WITH MORE THEN ONE PERSON..IF I SAY SOMETHING YOU DO NOT LIKE TELL ME I WILL APPOLIGIZE. I LIKE TO CHAT AND CHAT ABOUT WHATEVER HAPPENS TO COME UP IN CONVERSATION...WHEN I DO FIND A LADY FRIEND YOU WILL ALL KNOW CAUSE I WILL STOP FLIRTING WITH EVERYONE AND WILL ANNOUNCE IT IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS WITH THIS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO WRITE ME OR COMMENT ME, OR SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE...OR IF YOU WANT CALL MY CELL PHONE AFTER 3:30 PM CAUSE MONDAY-SATURDAY I WORK FROM 4:30 AM TILL 2:30 SO ANYTIME AFTER THE 4:30 I'M ABLE TO BE SHOWERED AND TALK 541-733-0560. THIS IS PERMISSION TO CALL ME AND FEEL FREE TO DO SO...UNTIL THEN I AM GONNA FLIRT WITH WHOEVER WANTS ME TO FLIRT WITH THEM TO ALL MY FRIENDS, BRIAN "RADICALRED18" THOMPSON

I Am ... Shadow Dancing
Look for me in the shadows ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SHADOW DANCING Death smiles alone, in the shadow of Life. ... Waiting. I dance alone, in the shadow of Life. ... Waiting. You dance alone, a shadow in Death. ... Waiting. It is time for US to dance in Love. ... Together. Smiling in the shadows, ... Again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 09, 2006

I Am So Sore...
Yeah, I know that three times in one day is not much to make one sore, but trust me, after the rampage my hubby put me through yesterday, I am VERY sore. Didn't really even wait for me to get wet except the first time. He just ripped my pants off and went at it. And I LOVED it. He hasn't done that in forever, and I love it when he gets in the mood to talk dirty to me. I was so tired last night, after the third time I konked out...

I Am So Confused!
Ok, here I'm back for my second kick at the Tap Cat! My first account was deleted in less than 24 hours of its creation, so I guess I'll tread a bit more lightly this time. Any tips from the expert Cherry Tappers out there?

I Am So Sorry....
As I sit here broken hearted Listening the the ticking of the clock I wonder how this all got started Curious if we will ever again talk I miss the sparkle in your eyes your affectious smile we broke all ties and it's been awhile I miss hearing your voice And the laughter we shared I just want you to know I had no choice I did it because I really cared As miserable as I am this is where I needed to stay I thought of what was needed for you I am so sorry I had to push you away But it was the right thing to do Now as the ticking begins to fade away I look out the window up to the sky I hope that you will think of me some day I am so sorry... I guess this is goodbye. Written by: Lesley.A.G Dedicated to: Sheldon

I Am Sooo Not A Pagan
You are a Noob Pagan You are brand new to Pagan community, let alone the craft! The movement between the veil makes you drunk, and the thought of being in a ritual gives you the vapors! Someday you may be able to walk around naked, but until then you'll be showering alone, thank you! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

I Am Sick Of One Sided Friends
For those of you that have come by and commented and rated my pics this does not pertain to you because you will be on my list. This is for all my friends that expect me to comment and rate their pics and their half hearted attempts at being a friend. From now on if you dont give an effort to comment AND rate my pics you will get the same treatment. I am done with the whole "do unto others as you would have them do unto you." Out of the 7 or 8 peoples pages I hit the other tonight (not only did I rate ALL of their pics I commented on about 80% of them) only 1 came to my page and they rated 7 pics. So...with that said, if you want my attention on your page then you better give it to me also. If I'm here and your stuff hits my alert box I will try my best to comment and rate on it. OH...also if you want me to vote on you in a contest might want to think again specially since of the 3 contests ive been in I only had about 8 or so actually vote for me.

I Am So Unatainable
I just found out how unattainable I am today(because this is my choice does not mean it is wrong) ,I had 3 conversations today (with guys who i adore deeply)and found out I personally SUCK! (not in my eyes)omg how can you guys put up with a girl like me(WHO knowes what she is and choeses never hides how she feels) .I sensor your thoughts toward me(keep you in mind that we are just friends and we agreed on this) say you are not allowed to discuss subjects(like my sex life or religion if i don't want to or chose too) or ask certain questions(like, Can i have a nude pic because we a re friends ?) .God ,how am I too be a good friend(as i am with you now) when I cant even let you talk to me the way you want too(by crossing a line that we agreed on) .I give(frustrated) I will never tell any one they cant say what they feel toward me(i chose to keep my mouth shut till I cant hold it in any more) .I don't care how mean ,nasty ,perverted just say it(if you valued our friendship you wont cross t

I Am So Bored At Work, It's Ridiculous.
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~! *~*~*~* 8. Why do croutons

I Am Sure That I May Be Drunk
I cannot sleep, i have some type of sleeping disorder so i decided to have a drink.....well 8 later i am drunk. Am i the only one that suffers from this intolerable insomnia, it is driving me crazy and to fucking drink (which i enjoyed so no complaints). Anyway I thought you should know and if anyone has suggestions on sleeping I will take your advice, i have tried sex, ambien melatonin and none of that works. Now I have an allergy medicine that only makes me sleep during the day but it doesn't work at night..go figure. Have a great night I am going to drink a little more then hopefully sleeping bliss....oh that will be nice. I took a pic of my drink I will see if it will show up...

I Am So Angry
There are people on here that i care a great deal about. My life was empty before they came along, they filled an emptiness in me i never thought i could feel again. If there is something wrong don't shut me out or not talk to me, you are not protecting me you are hurting me. I am your friend and i want to be there for you, I want to help you through whatever is going on in your life be it good or bad i want to be by your side. So please do not hesitate to call on me anytime. WHEN YOU HAVE HEARTACHE CALL MY NAME, WHEN YOUR FILLED WITH SORROW DO THE SAME. WHEN YOU WANT TO LAUGH, I'LL LAUGH WITH YOU, WHEN YOU WANT TO CRY, I'LL BE THERE TOO. MY LOVE FOR MY FRIENDS WILL GO ON FOREVER, I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE AND LEAVE YOU NEVER, JUST CALL ON ANGEL NO MATTER WHAT IS WRONG, I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU, I WILL BE STRONG. A FRIENDSHIP IS WORTH MORE THAN GOLD, ANGEL IS HERE FOR YOU TO HOLD, THROUGH GOOD TIMES OR BAD, THROUGH HAPPY OR SAD, SO CALL ON ME , YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE AN A

I Am Sperm
I Am Sperm! The newly born sperm was receiving instructions in conception from the instructor. "As soon as you hear the siren, run for the tunnel and swim in a straight line until you get to the entrance of a damp cavern. At the end of the cavern you will find a red, sticky ball which is the egg. Address it and say, 'I'm a Sperm.' She will answer, 'I'm an Egg.' From that moment on you will work together to create the embryo. Do you understand?" The sperm nodded affirmatively. Two days later, the sperm is taking a nap when he hears the siren. He wakes immediately and runs to the tunnel. A multitude of sperm swim behind him. He knows he has to arrive first. When he nears the entrance to the cavern, he looks back and sees that he is far ahead of the other sperm. He is able to swim at a slower pace but does approach the red, sticky ball. When, at last, he reaches the red, sticky ball, he smiles and says, "Hi, I'm a sperm!" The red sticky ball smiles and says, "Hi.

I Am Sick Of Some People
I know I can't change the world but I don't have to like the way its set up with people over to the right and people on the left, judging me,labeling you, I just don't get why or where this first happened I mean really does a person feel better about them selfs when they are making fun of or judging others?. how this came about Im sure who ever is reading this will wonder, the other day I was out on my porch and I over heard two kids talking they were not being loud but understand that I live in a trailer park where sounds seem to be amplified and they (the kids) were next to my house, they started talking about school and then one of them said did you see that nigger, faggit at lunch the other day ? and I was surprised to hear this coming from two kids, but what really knocked me over was these kids were black...then I started to ponder about things that happened when I was a kid and if that ever came from my mouth my mother would have smashed me in the face, then I thought what has

I Am Sorry
i am sorry everyone that i only have pics of my family and different objects. I don't have any friends to put on here i am sorry. I lost all my friends and i don't know why? so if you want to more pics of my family i will be posting more on here thanxs and have fun. The only friends i do have is my husband, my kids and my computer. I don't go out anywhere except for work and my inlaws so sorry you guys.

I Am So Happy Now
I love the new me, I am so glad I fuckin killed my former self. Everyone loves who i am now. I don't know how much I have been flirted with today and I only went to best buy and the mall. I am doin good. I don't care what Jess is doing anymore. For real. It doesn't bother me in the least. I do still wanna hang out with her and be best friends. And I do still love her, don't get me wrong. But I just am completely apathetic towards what she does with other people. I feel so much relief it is crazy and I am not even on my meds yet. I am doing AMAZING. I love when people don't know me so I am mysterious to them because I look like I would have an attitude but I am the nicest person they've ever met. Leaves em wanting to know more I LOVE IT hahaha. Like the girl at best buy totally started hitting on me out of nowhere, and was flirting with me like crazy. I am doing FUCKING AMAZING. If I keep this up I'm going to get raped hahaha *crosses fingers*

I Am So Sad
My cat has not been eating much for the past few weeks... and yesterday she started throwing up and falling over so I took her to the vet... all the tests come back normal to average for an older cat which she is.. but her blood sugar is really low (she's diabetic) and the vet thinks that she might have cancer... but its hard to diagnose cancer in animals... he did say that weather its cancer or not something is really wrong with her.. she's lost 2 pounds since November when she was last in to see the vet.. which is very bad for cats... the vet gave me some medicine that will help settle her tummy so she can eat (in case she has and upset tummy and thats why she hasn't been eating) but does not think that it will help much.. the tests that I'd have to put her through to determine what is wrong cost a lot and may just end up prolonging her suffering.. so I may just have to put her to sleep.. *sigh* I don't want her to suffer.. Edit: We had to put her to sleep the week after my s

I Am So Proud But Yet So Upset
I am so proud of my son Dakota he was presented 3 Rewards today at school. He got the Principal's Honor Roll Award for Having All A's , He got a Citizenship Award for showing good Citizenship in the school. And he Also got the Top Flight Eagle Award for working so hard and keeping his grades up. What Parent wouldn't be happy. However the school year is coming to an end and they are telling him that no matter if he passes the CRCT Test (Which is a test to show how much a student has learned and what they still need to work on) He is going to Fail and be held back in the 1st Grade Again. Last year he was held back because He was struggling in Reading and they had thought that if they put him in the second grade this year that he would have Struggled. But now he has done a complete turn around and has all A's they want to hold him back again. There reason is Because he has missed 18 Days of school which I had sent a note with him For each day he missed and told them w

I Am Soooo Sad
I have a pair of geese that live in the retention pond right behind my patio door. Anyway..it has been raining really hard here today with bad thunderstorms. She layed her eggs on the edge of the bank about 2 feet back. The pond flooded and took her eggs with it. She and Daddy are out there looking around for their babies that are long gone. :(

I Am Sick Of The Bs
If u tell some one to go slow, but they move at lightspeed, and crash is it your fault, if u are not exclusive can u realy be hurt that there are other ppl, well im sick of the shit, im 23, I have a long life ahead of me, im not going to make decisions yet, can u just love me a s a person, huh, not as potential property, why must i be yours, why, I need to step back before my head explodes, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I fucking hate this cause no matter what i feel like shit, why could we not be friends, huh. why is it that i have to be some item in your colection of life, if u love me, them i will still be in your heart, is that not the truth. don't call me a player, cause i didn't play. u played u wanted somthing you couldn't have, at least not when u wanted it. i feel like im loosing my mind over a situation on my computer, let me step back ang gazeat this, am i nothing to you if im not your everything, if that is what u see loveas i do not want your love

I Am So Effing Exhausted
I started a diet last week and tomorrow marks one full week. It's just that my body is still adjusting and because I've cut back on alot of sugar and junk food, now I'm craving it. I've been getting enough sleep aside from being rudely awakened last night but other than that I'm okay. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... In other news.... I'm going to Coachella in less than two weeks and I cannot wait!!!! That is all.

Iams / Eukanuba Animal Tests - Pet Food Vivisection
IAMS and Eukanuba are P&G brands of pet food. In May 2001 Uncaged exposed horrific accounts of cats and dogs used and killed in experiments for IAMS/Eukanuba with a front page story in the national press. Our research uncovered scientific papers that describe IAMS-funded experiments on hundreds of previously healthy animals that caused: kidney failure, obesity, malnutrition, liver damage, sever allergic reactions, stomach inflammation, diarrhoea, skin disorders, lesions and other painful conditions. Many of the animals died as a result of the experiments or were killed and dismembered for tissue analysis. As a result of this public embarrassment, IAMS were forced to announce that cats and dogs will no longer be used in experiments that specifically require them to be killed. However, since the new policy, dogs have died as a side-effect of the harmful laboratory procedures and housing conditions that IAMS have subjected them to. In fact, an IAMS executive has stated that he se

I Am Single Again
After 8 long years I am now back to my maiden name. I was born with it and I am going to keep it. I have a great guy who wants to marry me but I'm not sure if I will change my name or not. Taking time on that one.

I Am So Done...
I am so done… I am so done with this Feeling bad for myself This “raw deal” This “short end of the stick” I am not going to do this anymore Not going to feel this pity “Sorry everyone, There is no room at the pity table I have taken up all the seats!” Do you think I like feeling this way? Think I enjoy it? Maybe I am just use to it by now This has become my norm My.. everyday routine This routine has no meaning Its constantly draining Draining my self and I'm tired I am so done with this No more feeling bad This raw deal is over Take the stick and shove it. I won't be doing this no more Sorry everyone I am so done Writen 4/28/07 By Angelique & Beamer.... thank you Beamer... for helping me with my writers block... and seeing through my eyes... Love you so much!!!

I Am Sick Of..
I am sooo sick of making new friends that I love talking to then they all of a sudden delete there account... I know they really have no obligation to me... it just makes me sad... then I have friends I make that I get excited to then they up and stop talking to me... I am feeling rarther unloved :(... i know this sounds whiny... and it only applies to a few people.... I am just being rarther sensitive I gather :(... and because i am soooo lonely to begin with... I dont know...

I Am Sunset
You Are Sunset Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life. And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you. Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years. Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far! What Time Of Day Are You?I

I Am Such A Dork!
My cherrytap lover says I'm a dork and I think I would have to agree now. Well, maybe dork isn't the right word. Dumb ass may be more appropriate. I can't walk... and it's not the reason you may think :) I decided to drop a 15 lb. box of tile on my big toe at work. Hurt like a bitch!!! Just to help everyone out... DON'T EVER DO THAT! IT HURTS! And you'll spend 4 hours in the emergency room for them to tell you it isn't broken and give you vicodin. This may be the vicodin talking! Well, goodnight everyone. I am going to attempt to go to sleep with a very sore toe. Wish me luck!!! And if I can't spell... It's the drugs ;)

I Am So Excited.
I am offically off being on call!! No more on call hours until September!!!!! That means...summer is almost here and all the kids will be leaving soon...and I can drink whenever the heck I want! Whoo Hoo! This...could possibly be...like...the best Monday....EVER. And...YaY. I got my plane tickets for NY and that makes me happy, happy, happy!!!!! Yep. That's all I got. Sorry it wasn't that exciting.

I Am Sooooo Bored
nOW YOU KNOW SOME ONE IS BORED WHEN THEY DECIDE TO ACTUALLY WRITE A BLOG, LOL!!!! OK UMM WELL HELL FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS AND HAVE NOT REALLY TALKED TO ME, HI I AM NIKKI A BISEXUAL, VERY PROUDE MOTHER OF TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS ( DIMITRI ALEXANDER*ALEX* AND DIANE ELAINE) THEY ARE MY LIFE WELL THEM AND MY GIRLFRIEND LEEANN AND HER LITTLE GIRL (HOPE). i LIVE IN A VERY SMALL TOWN IN KENTUCKY AND THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO AROUND HERE SO IF YOU SEE ME ON HERE ALOT IT IS CAUSE I ACTUALLY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO. OR MY GIRLFRIEND IS AT WORK LOL. UMM I LOVE LOVE LOVE MUSIC AND EVERYTHING THAT GOES WITH IT. I AM LEARNING TO PLAY THE DRUMS AND THE GUITAR( MY BEST FRIEND ON HERE IS DEFF. BILLYJOEJIMBOB III, (OTHER THEN MY G/F OF COARSE I LOVE YOU BOO) YOU ALL SHOULD GO AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVEIN CAUSE HE IS A GREAT GUY.#2 BEST FRIEND IS DEFF JAY HE IS THE COOLEST BROTHA IN THE WHOLE WORLD. I WISH HE WOULD COME OFF HIS DAMN VACATION I NEED TO LAUGH TILL MY APENDIX BURSTS LOL.. UMM I THI

I Am So Lonely
I am here lonely and bored I have a poem to share with u all hope u like it .... When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

I Am So Sad..
Just the two important people in my life are gone.. *jaymac got a tdy and a new duty station so i wont see him anymore.. *Lindsay is getting seperated.I respect her discision i am just sad..i will always be there for her.. During my husband year tour in lala land i didnt know anyone but these two.. they were very close to me.. i dont know what i am going to do without them.. i am really sad.. it takes alot to have me be close to someone and now i feel alone.. :( Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I Am So Stressed Out
hey everyone hows it going oh man the past few days have being a roller coster man i have alot of stress on me right now i never in my life had this much stress and people just love to put it on me whoever puts stress on me thinks i can handle it but i really can't i could end up in the hospital soon with all of this stress i will admit my health right now isn't great my breathing problems are worse cause of all the stress and it's like i keep saying to myself will i ever get a break at this point it looks like i won't but at least i have john my friend my family and god by my side cause this stress is just to hard to handle and i know i can't handle anymore i'm not getting any sleep i'm hardly eatting cause i'm to stressed it's just crazy well bye for now thanks for reading peace

I Am So Stressed!
I AM SO STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW IT ISN'T FUNNY! I AM HAVING SOME HEALTH ISSUES THAT ARE JUST SO STRESSFUL AND SOME FAMILY PROBLEMS AND I JUST CANNOT MAKE UP MY MIND ON HOW TO HANDLE ALL OF THEM. I MAY BE GOING TO SURGERY AND I HAVE GOT SOME ISSUES UPON LEAVING MY FAMILY HOME TO TRY NOT TO FIGHT WHILE I AM NO THERE. I AM THE REFEREE WHEN POSSIBLE. THE BOYFRIEND HASN'T FOUND A JOB YET AND MONEY IS TIGHT AND I HATE STRUGGLING JUST TO BE ABLE TO PAY BILLS AND GROCERIES. THE DOCTORS TOLD ME EASY EASY ON STRESS CAUSE IT IS REALLY HURTING ME. SO I CANNOT SEEM TO GET AWAY FROM THE STRESS AROUND ME. IT IS LIKE A MAGNET ANY MORE. CHERYL

I Am Sick Of Hearing About Paris Hilton!
So after 3 days in prison they release the spoild bitch with just a ankle monitor...god dam this just proves celebratys can get away with anything, its horrbal! she should still be rotting in prison, but because of some "unknown Medical condition" she is most likely making up they let her go? how fucked up is that! any one else caught driving with a suspended licence woulda gotten a much longer sentence and wouldent of had any of this bullshit special treatment! i say she should still be rotting in prision! and i hope her "unknown illness" fucking kills her! im sick of hearing about this spoiled little SLUT!

I Am So Lucky To Have You
Just look at you. With a smile on your face that will make me smile too. I wish I could just reach out and touch you, grab onto your hand and walk together side by side. I will do whatever you ask of me. For I pledge my life and my love to you. I love you so much, and I am so lucky to have you. (Another blog dedication to Christopher McConathy)

I Am So Bored+a Poem
I really want to move. I tired of living with my mother inlaw. The only good thing is she has a computer and the internet. Everyone's always mad at me because I'm always on it because I'm always bored. I'm always trying to catch my oregon friends online and there's one thats never online anymore. Before I moved she was online everyday all day now never. Oh well if you read this I miss you being able to talk and sh*t. Heres a poem didn't say I was good but I been wanting to say for a while and this is the only way I know how with out feeling stupid. WHY DO I ALWAYS WANT TO SOMETHING WRONG always thinking of something bad always wanting something i can no longer have always thinking about getting into trouble i want to have some fun but the fun is wrong i want something i can't have it wrong to want it but i can't have it if i do it will hurt someone bad having fun sound so good

I Am So Sick Of This
I really am hatin the single life, i miss having someone to call your own, someone to hold, someone to love, to kiss, to wake up in the morning with, to make love to, to have all those special monents with, to buy v-day, birthday, christmas, an just because i love u gifts for, someone to spend the holidays with, to laugh at the stupid corny jokes that just arent funny, someone to miss when ur not around them, someone to hold, someone to write poem for, someone to go out with an take goofy pics with, to cook for, to travel with, go camping, go to snowboarding an ski with during the winter, someone to complete the seasons with, i guess wat i am sayin is i feel lonely, an really really miss havin someone to love. on da other have i am kinda sacred of love now cuz everytime i seem to find it or something like it i get shitted on used an fucked, an it seems to make it harder an harder to get close to anyone or to let anyone get close to me like some kinda comment fear, i use to drank an

I Am Such A Cherry
Ok lets see How "cherry" am I *and in how many ways* 24yo *will be 25yo on July 27th* Still a virgin Never been kissed Never had a girlfriend Never been on a date Never seen a woman naked in person I guess that makes me.. 100% Cherrygin? or Viry Cherry? ROFL

I Am Sorry For My Ranting!
To my true friends and family and fans As you have seen by my recent blogs--I am on a rampage of sorts. I am terribly sorry for my foul laungage. I know it is not lady like! I appologize again. What I really want to say is this. It upsets me greatly that now, friends, soon to be friends, and fans are now unable to rate my pictures or veiw them. This sucks, not only for me, but for you all as well. Since I have had to put them in private albums, none of us get the CT points for the pictures. This hurts my leveling up---as well as yours. I could mark them all NSFW, but it is the same problem. With NSFW's, no one gets the points either. Until I find out who has done this. I Guess I will suffer greatly for it--as will my true friends and fan's. Perhaps it was one of the female "friends" that just are not "all that" and jealousy is their problem. To them I say this-- ALL of my pictures were taken by my husband. They may seem erotic, and beautiful. I am only beautiful due to the love of a go

I Am Sorry Please Read
I am so sorry that I have not been online and unble to chat and I return the other blog because my lap top died and I could not get it to work it burned up for real and my desk top flat monitor is dead and this one does not work very well. So, my computer and internet connection are horrible and I am unable to get to pages like I want too for now I hope to have a new lap top soon I Hope. Along with that I have been sick my Chemo makes me not feel well like I did not feel well before so now its just worse. I am not sleeping well which if my computer was better I be online until I could get to sleep but its not. So, I wanted to say Sorry to any of my friends who care and thank you to all the ones who show they do. It makes me feel happy and fuzzy thanks.

I Am So Dorky
well, i am editing previous blogs because i figured out if you use the same playlist over and over, just erasing the song, it UPDATES that playlist automatically. so, i've got missy elliot backing a dragon fight and that is just NOT gonna work. so..... if you see blogs you've seen before, chalk it up to me being not the most technologically proficient person on this site :p thanks for your patience- now back to your regularly scheduled blog....

I Am Sorry!
For everyone's heart i broke, i am sorry! it wasnt my intention! I am uncapable of hurting someone deliberatly! I am just too broken to be able to receive anything again! It is true, it is in our nature to fall for the wrong guy! I am sure i will fall again for the wrong one! I AM TRULY SORRY! I JUST DIED FEW MONTHS BACK!

I Am Sick Of The Haters!!!
This pisses me off! Looks like another one of my favorite people is leaving CT because of Haters. This will be the second person I lost off my Family list. It just makes me sad that there are people out there that just find the need to create so much e-drama! Why can't people just live and let live. If you don't like someone's pictures, or blogs or MuMMs, then jusst don't read them!!! Is that so hard to do? And then another one of my favorite people has a hater that doesn't have balls enough to identify themself. They leave comments and messages about this person, but don't say who they are and why they feel the need to go on a Hater campaign. So much for embracing diversity I guess. Most of the people I have accepted as friends here are completely different from me about a lot of things - lifestyle, beliefs, etc. And I like it that way! Too bad others can see the pleasure in getting to know different people.

I Am So Fucking Pissed...
Now, I am not usually one that brings the intimate details of my life onto Myspace, but I have to fucking vent. I've spent the last week or so milling about, because I felt like I had made a great mistake. This mistake was breaking up with my pregnant girlfriend. I thought that breaking up would allow us some time to cool our heads, and possibly be less angry with each other. WAIT! Let me back up a bit.. When we first got together, I was "a lot more attentive and caring." I supposedly only did it to get her. Then it turned to me being attentive because my computer was around. As my being a computer nerd, and liking to waste hours on here and playing games. As my being a bit anti-social. As my preferring only to be in the prescense of others, and not exactly there. I could've sworn I told her this. But I didn't, obviously. We argued. She did it for attention, she claims. She called me names, again for attention. She hit me. A lot. Again, for attent

I Am So Honored To Get To Get These Poetry Award Achievements' !
Dear Martin, It's just a few short weeks until your poetic accomplishments will be honored at poetry.com's and the International Society of Poets' Summer 2005 Convention and Symposium, to be held at the Washington Hilton Hotel, Washington, DC, from August 19-21, 2005. I'm writing to tell you exactly what to expect and how to prepare for this special moment in your life. First, we have scheduled for you to receive your Outstanding Achievement in Poetry Silver Award Bowl immediately after you present your poetry in front of your fellow poets. You can count on a true international audience for your poetry as we already have poets registered from 50 countries around the world! Second, the award you will be receiving is so large and heavy that it may be a good idea for you to bring an extra suitcase to carry it home. The Award is a magnificent work of art (a $200.00 value) that measures over 10 inches across and over 11 inches high, handcrafted in silver, with your name custom-e

I Am Sure You Will Not Understand
its not that i have not blogged in a while its that i have and something happened to them... it was always something...some of them feelings..or imaginary place i wanted to be..but the imagination only exists in the imagination of the imaginer. therefore making it almost impossible to pun words. all those are gone now.. i wish they weren't ..even though some fictitious truth ... what i am about to tell you is real at least i thought it was.. i was in a wide open white room with chairs my mom with me..she sat there with a cold dead look on her face.. i remember being happy several times in it... a for instance i saw a small red race car out a window i leaned out to look at it and was smiling... the people in ot started taunting me so i put my head back in and continued to walk into scenarios ..i got mom and I a root beer and on the side it said we were to get another free one.. i was happy and i drank mine fast....i went to the counter where there are several pretty nurses in diff

I Am Safe
i have moved to Florida and am safe at last.i love it here..me and my family are going to the lagoon today to swim..it will be a lot of fun..i have two beautiful nieces that i love very much..i should be in my own place by the end of this month.i can'nt wait..lol..i live at the beach or the pool..any ways..have a wonderful day i know i will Love Brenda

I Am So Sorry
Boy meets gurl, boy likes gurl u all know the rest of the story and that always ends up the same way, they fall in love and have a relationship bad or good they still love each other soo much and they cant let go or at least she cant. Her love burns and his is no longer there and she knows it and cant stand to think that it could actually be really over this time. What am i supposed to do if i lose the love ive always wanted?

I Am Still Alive.
I am still alive, I have just been sooo busy. Next weekend is going to be worse. I am playing hookie from work Saturday night to go see Breaking Benjamin and I CAN'T WAIT! But, as I said, I have been busy. I will try to get on later today. Night night all.