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What are you waiting for?
If I ever get free of this place,
My happiness would lift me into space.
I'd die a thousand deaths to turn back time,
For a happy life free of the misery and pain.
A happy family, happy childhood, is that insane?
All I ever wanted was to curl up into a ball,
All I ever did was throw my feelings at the wall.
Yeah, I'm good at sport and
Yeah, I've good qualifications from which behind I can hide,
But it's not me, it's not me inside.
All I ever feel is nothing for anything or anyone,
I'm kinda like a candle with all the wax gone.
A light that was there, just an empty space in which it shone.
I got used to it, and now it's who I am,
The me before is me anyway, how can I change,
When this is all I am, when I am really nothing.
How can I change what is set for me,
I can't, I have to feel pain, at least feeling pain is feeling something.
Something is better than nothing and nothing is all I can be,
I look behind, I look ahead, still nothing's all I see.
