So I was going through old stuff and I found something that I wrote to my ex boyfriend.. I read it and it made me with that someone would love me the way that I loved him. =( Maybe one day I will find someone who will... anywho, this is what I had written to him:
I love you for the little things that make me love you more and more each day. I love the way you tuck my hair behind my ear and the way you touch my face. I love that silly little grin you get with that cute little laugh when I tickle you or say something funny. It’s the cutest thing in the world. I always knew I loved you, but now more then ever my love is truly defined. There isn’t a day that passes that you aren’t on my mind, there isn’t a second of the day when I don’t wonder what you’re doing and if you’re thinking of me too. There isn’t a night I don’t wish you were sleeping in bed next to me. My love for you grows with each minute that passes and it only grows deeper and stronger. I wouldn’t know what to do if I didn’t have you in my life right now. I’d be completely lost. I just want you to know that I love you completely and nothing with ever change that. You're my every dream, you're the threadwork to my seams and I love you with every ounce of me. I love the way you call me baby, it’s more the behbeh and it’s so freakin cute. I love the way you hold my hand like you’re never going to let it go. It’s been 5 years and still I get this crazy feeling deep in my belly when I think of you or when you lean over to kiss me. It’s amazing and I never want it to go away, ever. You are my completion, my other half and I know that without you I’d feel like nothing because you make me feel alive inside… like there is something worth living for. Thinking of you is like watching the sunset, feeling the warm sun on my face… it makes me feel that life is worth living. Please just promise me that you will stay because my heart would break to hear you say goodbye.
