So I've never used this lovely blog space lostcherry so generously provdies so I thought I'd give it a whirl. I am sure that I most likely never write in this again. But lets see.. what's new with me? I've been working a lot lately. Ever since I broke up with my boyfriend I have like nothing better to do then work because I had stopped hanging out and talking really with most of my friends because it was always my boyfriend we hung out every day so yeh.. not that we've broken up I am not going to run back to my friends and be like heyyyy i have no boyfriend anymore wanna hang out. Nahh.. that's fucked up. I keep seeing the girl he's with now too I never ever see her and now that I am not with him anymore and she is I SEE HER EVERYWHERE. The whole situation is a lot more complicated then I am expressing. This girl he is with now used to be my best friend.. about 5 years ago.. She introduced me to him and 2 months after we started going on he went and cheated on me with her... this was like 5 years ago... but I eventually took him back and this happened several times... and I took him back every single time.. why you ask? Because I was in love with him. But after 5 years of on and off, heartbreak and lies I decided I had enough and I got up the guts to leave him. I feel like a much stronger person. So anyway back to this girl.. my former best friend.. his current love... he's loved her forever they dated about 2 years before him and I got together and obviously he can't get over. Understandable.. but not try to deny your feeling for her and tell me you love me over and over again and try to forget her by being with me. I have feelings too you know! Anyway.. this girl. I see her everywhere now. She even came into my place of work.. knowing well that I work there and had the balls to be like HIIIIIII HOW ARE YOU !? I wanted to rip her fucking face off.. don't pretend nice with me. But it made me feel a whole lot better about it all. She looked like total SHIT.. she has that dyke spike hair cut going on.. and to top it all off she's gotta be pushing like 300lbs. NO JOKE!!!!
She's a fucking WHALE!!!! And I love it. It humors me!!!!
Anyway. I am bored. And this blog has been fun. Enjoy all you lovely lostcherry buffs.
Peace and love
angela <3
