Fubar Blog Posts 2

I Am Sick Of It!!!
Pregnancy blows!! I am tired of being fat and tired and bitchy and being alone for it all. My daughters daddy is in Oregon and sharing a "perfect family" with his ex which I cant blame him for--they are about to have 2 gorgeous little boys. I have two baby girls on the way but we lost our daughter Ivy and feel like he is mad at me for it cuz he didnt get to see her or hold her before she died. Things were supposed to be different and they are exactly the same. I get sacrificed for the good of her emotions and its killing me this time around. Last summer I wasnt caring soo much but after everything this last year and the last few months me and him have gone through I cant do it again. I really really cant. Damn you!!! I hate you and I love you all in the same turn and for many of the same reasons. Something has to change or Im gonna go insane. Hell I already am. Only he can make me feel like this and I wish it wasnt that way.

I Am Still Alive
To the UAO members and to all my friends, I am still alive. Work has me running and gunning and I will get back to normal in due time. Running your own gig can get crazy and that is where I am at right now. I am stopping by everyonce in a while to see if any love has been sent my way. If you have, I will return the favor to let you know that you efforts are not for nothing. Love you all. SeVill

I Am Sooooooooo Happygoo
GOOD MORNING WONDERFUL CT I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL FRIDAY SO FAR AND EVERYONE IS HAPPY AND HOPE THAT YOU ALL ARE AS HAPPY AS I FEEL THIS MORNING LIFE IS GOOD BECAUSE SOMEONE MADE ME REALIZE THAT I AM STILL WORHT SOMETHING AND TO THAT PERSON THANK YOU AND I CANT WAIT TO TALK TO YOU TODAY YOU MADE ME SOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN HAPPY LAST NIGHT AND WOW YOUR A DREAM JUST WHEN I NEEDED PICKING UP YOU CAME TO ME I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL HAPPY AGAIN I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND JUST KNOW I AM ALWAYS A FRIEND NOW FOR LIFE I LOOK FORWARD TO BEING LIFE LONG FRIENDS. HEHE I HAD TO GIVE A THANK YOU TO SOMEONE. BUT I AM SO HAPPY AND I WANT EVERYONE TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! LOVE YA ALL PINK

I Am So Sick Of Liars
I am just getting really tired of being lied to. Then when I catch people in lies they still continue to lie. I just don't understand it. It doesn't make any kind of sense...I mean when you know you've been caught why keep lying...it makes no sense to me. Yes I have lied before but if I got caught I fessed up to it. I usually only lie to my parents though or people I hate. I am just sick of being mistreated and need to vent...god I am bored...lol

I Am Sooooo Curious
okk why is it when u ask for help with something ppl have got to leave rude and crude comment cussin and bitching that they dont care but they still vote on a mumm and still act like they were raised by some one with no sense in their head who thought it was ok to be rude hasnt anyone ever heard the saying if you cant say anything nice dont say anything at all ...... i never leave comments if they arent nice i wont put you down if i dont think something is up to par for my taste and all then i just give u a ten and go about my way ..... if you are gonna be an ass then be an ass to some one who doesnt care if there are words you wouldnt say in front of your parents on purpose i mean how friggin hard is it to say nothing than to be rude? after all being rude does exert more energy than saying nothing i wouldnt want you to get carpletunnel on account of you had to type something mean ........ ok sorry i am done with my venting im going to go back to being the normally very nice pers

I Am So Excited!
I am so excited as on sunday I am going to see the family values tour in tinley park, which is in chicago. I got the tickets as close to the stage as possible so I am just pumped up. I knew a few of the bands that were going to be there but I have started to listen to some of the other bands stuff that is going to be there and I think I like it better than the stuff I already know. Should be a great time.

I Am Sorry
I am sorry that I haven't been on in a while. I just started a new job after being unemployed for about a year, which of course sucked big time. I just want all of my friends and family to know that I haven't been ignoring you but have been working. Thanks to all who knew that I was looking for one and for you wishes of good luck and support. I am a happy camper now.

I Am So Excited !
This may not mean much to many that read this, but it meant the world to me !! My son started driving race car when he was 15 , and has never missed a race, he has been dedicated and devoted to his racing every since the day he got behind the wheel ! Against my better judgement at the time, I signed for him to drive ! Afterall, he was my baby , my only child and thought WOW this is so dangerous ! As the years have gone by I have come to the conclusion theres alot worse things that a teen age boy can be out there doing on a Saturday Night, and he has the BEST stuff out there for his protection ! It's one of the few things we can do together as a family is run a Race Team... therefore I have totally came to terms with his racing, and found it to be my love and passion as well !! ( Ive always loved racing, it was the whole " my baby " part behind a wheel that I had to come to terms with ) In the 4 years that Ronnie has raced, I've seen him struggle , Ive seen him roll his car , I've

I Am Sooooooo Frekkin Pisssed!!!!
.......NOW that I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION......LOL...:P :P :O :O This girl is such a wonderful sweeeeet gal.... Sexy as hell. And %100 real and beautiful..... She could sure use some new wonderful friends and family right now.... She is thinking about leaving FUBAr and I dont want her to go.... Please add her FAN her RATE her....... And let her know she is loved and to stay!!!!!! She returns all love right back at ya.... And loves to conversate...... PLease click on her pic or link.... Tell her ....... Midnight Zombie Girl sent you .............. :0) Please click on her pic down below... Or the link.... Thankies... :) Much love.. :) http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=336666&albumid=0&i=3014836294 [ fubar.com photo: 3014836294 ]

I Am So Wet
feel my kisses on your lips, and my warm breath against them as I whisper to you how sexy you are, and how much i want and need you. Feel my lips lightly bite on your bottom one before dragging down and sensuously kissing....sucking and nipping on your neck. My hands trembling in anticipation as I slowly unbutton your shirt, my fingers smoothing it open and feeling your chest. whispering against your skin as i kiss downward, how good you feel and taste. The scent of you in my head as my fingers gently touch your silky chest hair. I capture your nipples...one in my hot wet mouth, tongue swirling around it, teeth nibbling....one between my fingers...rolling, pinching and teasing. I moan on the one that I am sucking as I feel your body pressing into mine. My greedy mouth kisses from one nipple to the other...as you watch me loving you with my eyes closed. I suck on the other one now, giving it the same attention, as my hands tease your skin, sliding to the one that i just made wet, feelin

I Am Sooo Excited!!!
I just got accepted to be on Dream net!! I love it there already and I am only on the Real Amateur page so far. The pics I took this weekend of me in that dress having fun in the pool will be my first set to go up. I can't wait until they get done building my site! Hope you will come to see me, Muah!!http://www.dreamnet.com/amateurs/index.html

I Am Shouting Out To All My Friends...
HEY QUEEEEEEEENIE PACKRAT I LOVE YOU SISTAHFRIEND YOU ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED A LIFT AND TO YOU AJ YOU ROCK SISTAHFRIEND I LOVE YOU TOO EVEN THOUGH WE HAVE NOT CHATTED IN A LONG ASS TIME BUT KNOW THAT I THINK OF YOU OFTEN AND TO THE REST OF YOU PEOPLE I HAVE MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR YA....JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT....LOVE T....aka:CherryCherry

I Am So Pissed Right Now
i am pissed right now because one of my pics was flagged lol and it wasn't a dirty pic at all it was this now you tell me how the hell that is nsfw ? i feel if you got the balls to report it you should be able to do it anonymously....thats rIdiculous. FUCKING COWARDS!!!!! I AM SORRY THAT PISSED ME OFF SO I THOUGHT I WOULD BLOG ABOUT IT

I Am Sorrie! :(
I feel that you don't need me. I feel that it doesn't bother you I am not around. I need you as much as you need me. But I was too late, too late for you. So you did it again, you tried to take you life once more b.c you didn't feel loved, loved enough by a man that uses you. Loved by someone is what your yearning for and I can't give that to you. I am sorrie. I am sorrie I wasn't there when you needed me, I am sorrie I couldn't help you. I am sorrie if I can't help you now. I am sorrie. I tried and tried to help you before, but the more and more I try the more and more it seems to go away, go away the fact that I am not so sure you need me any more. So for that I lay there, eyes closed, wondering what is going on, why am I still here? Am I worth it? Why am I to be the one to feel I should take the blame for this. I feel the hurt that you have been overwhelmed with. I am sorrie I didn't see it sooner. You didn't give me any sign, no hint that this is

I Am Such A Geek
I have this fairly fast up to date computer, some fairly graphically intensive games, and what is holding my gaming attention? The Sega Genesis emulator and games that I have downloaded recently. 16 bit graphical goodness. Yea, I am down for the retro gaming. There were some incredibly good games made for the Sega Genesis that could hold you in front of a screen for hours. Geez, what a geek am I.

Iam Sailing Away
today my boss called iam sailing on thurs .I fly to kuwait on wed to meet the ship and start making money .. yes Iam leaving so if I don't respond don't hate me Iam at work for 3 months .. so please hold all your request untel dec....john

I Am Sorry
Sorry I don't have any more "I'm sorry's" left to give I have given away, sold, and thrown away all that I had left I have swept all the little crumbs of my meekest confessions from under my bed I have cleaned out my closet and given all my apologies to charity They don't fit me anymore anyway. I am tired of I'm sorry, and I am tired of being sorry for it I am tired of feeling guilty for being sexy, light-skinned and pretty I am tired of trying to fit in with everyone else's guilt, and trying to squeeze into my own So I am not sorry anymore. I am not sorry if your man wants me, or your girlfriend hates me I am not sorry that I tried, that I was hurt, that I was a lover, a best friend,That I was hurt That three years of loving, fucking, cooking, cleaning, playing doll house for you, laughing, dancing, and just being your woman was thrown back in my face I am not sorry that like lye, I was blinded, burned, injured- From having my time, my l

Iam So Happy
my life is geting better everyday. the man edge asked me to marry him and i said yes... while be geting married in next mouth.. i just wanted to share my good news with all my fubar friends and family. love you all smooches.. ill still come on fubar off and on and talk with all of you.

I Am So Sorry
I dropped off the face of the earth for a little while without really saying good bye to all my friends. I had finally hit a true melting point in my life and needed to get A LOT OF SHIT settled and finally finished in my own heart and mind before I could go on. I have a lot of good friends and I didn’t want to hurt any of you by taking out my frustrations on any of you just because you care and would be concerned enough to want to help. Okay there I said it; On the very rare occasions that I do get really stressed out I turn into a first class ASSHOLE. But at least I know this about me and usually do what I have to in order to shield my friends from me. One friend did get snapped at and treated like shit and I owe her an apology. I am so sorry for that night on the phone Cammy, you didn’t deserve that and I will make it up to you I promise. As for the rest of you, I am sorry for just running off and hiding without any explanation and I’m not really ready to be as back

I Am Sorry
I am sorry for every tear that falls and sorry that I couldnt wipe them away. I am sorry that you had a bad day and wasnt there to comfort you. so many miles lay between and the distance is so long. I am sorry for not being there when you needed a friend. I got caught up in my own lifes games and wasnt there when you needed me the most. I am sorry for every heartache that you had to go through alone because i couldnt be there. My heart is breaking I wanted to be your friend but I cant be there to wipe away your tears or comfort you when you had a bad day. I am so sorry. and now I must say goodbye. memories wont be forgotten they will be treasured forever. I will always hold you close in my heart you will remain forever. goodbye I am sorry I couldnt be there for you and I hope that someday you will understand. I love you my friend but I cant make up for what I did. I am sorry

I Am So Tired...
I am so tired my eyes can hardly see The tears that I have been shedding won't let me be The life I once had is gone so far away Remember me in your dreams the love we once had gone astray Many apologies follow the love is gone for long I am so tired of asking I am so always wrong.

I Am So Scared !!!!!!!!!!!
well it happened ! BUSH is letting truck (18 wheelers ) come from south of bouder ,, what the HELL is goint to happen to this country . well let me tell u what happened to my best friend , him and his family wife and three year old son went out for day on the town . later that day like about 7 at night they were hit by someone that was here to do the" WORK THAT WE JUST WILL NOT DO " and KILLED his wife and son !!! if that was not bad enough the man that hit them so not send back to were he came from ???? he was not taken to jail ?????? was not given a ticket ???? he was just let go !!!!!!!!!!!!!! the police told my friend that he needs to claim this on his inc. because the man that hit him did not have inc .,, lic.,,,,, or anything that said he could be in this country !!!!!!!! and now this , what in the hell is going on in this country and how can we as " THE PEOPLE " STOP ALL THIS STUFF AND GET OUR COUNTRY BACK !!!!! IT IS NOT THE BEST ANY MORE AND I AND I KNOW U WOULD LOVE TO H

I Am Still Here
I’ve watched as you’ve torn yourself apart Your own worst critic condemning and harsh I’ve sat and listened to your tale of woe You have no one left and no where to go You tell me your armour is broken and dented And you look like a soul, torn and demented But I can’t help wishing you’d pick yourself up Shake the dust of you boots and never give up No one can rob you of your dreams but you No one can tell you what you should do Only you can grasp the things you desire So stand up and start to re-stoke your fire You tell me again how you can’t go on You’re crushed and feel like you don’t belong I listen as you curse the hand you were dealt You tell me no one understood how you felt You let out a sigh and call for surrender Reach out for a hand that’s warm and tender I want to shake you and tell you the world did not end You still have life, you still have a friend No one thing defined the person inside One part of y

I Am So Hungry But So Addictied To Fubar
I am so hungry that my stomache is growling but I can not seem to get off this computer. I know a little wierd but that is how it is. anyways I will stop this bable and continue to rate and add friends love you all chow

I Am Sorry...
I know I have left a lot to be desired in the friendship department and it has not been intentional I assure you.. Just a multitude of things have been going on. Seems like everything has been one big stress bubble and I don't like it. I know I am not the only one and some have it worse, but for me, other than being unhappily married, things were going fairly decent and I was able to be a little more positive, now, it seems like I feel sick, having headaches, tired, can't sleep, or something that adds to it and therefore, it appears that I am not appreciative when you stop by to comment or say hi. I really am and again, sorry I have not done the same in return. Hopefully it won't be like this much longer. I will be working tomorrow night so I won't be on much as I will need to get some rest beforehand and then Sunday, the Titans will start their season, so hopefully something good will come from the weekend. Anyway, I just wanted to apologize and let you know what was goin

I Am Sorry
I am sorry! I am sorry for not being a good friend! I am sorry for not calling! I am sorry for not going to the bar and spending all my money and getting drunk! I am sorry for not making an ass of myself any more! I am sorry for changing my life! I am sorry for trying to improve my life! I guess most of all i am sorry for not doing this sooner!!!!

I Am Selling My Computer.. R U Interested?
.. if u are interested let me know.. need the cash for an xbox 360 and Halo 3.. i am going to be building another computer so i wont be without one for long.. wooot.. i am asking 500 bux for the computer.. and here is what will come with it... i built this computer from scratch with my own time and sweat.. very powerful computer. i built this computer for very powerful gaming. i made links available for each item, so that u can have a visual of what the system looks like.. the computer color scheme is blue and black as u will see. the case is black with blue lights.. as is the interior of the case because of blue fans on the inside.. if i have more than one person interested i will take the highest offer.. 17 flat panel monitor.. purchased from a friend(125bux)Saitek Eclipse Keyboard(50 bux)Microsoft Wireless Optical Mouse(60 bux)MSI MS-7135 Nvidia Nforce 4 Ultra Motherboard with 4 USB (150 bux)Gigabit Ethernet Card on Motherboard for internetAMD Athlon(tm) 64 Processor 3000+(200 bu

I Am Sooo Busy
I appreciate all the love I have been getting, but please have a little patience with me. I f I don't get back to you right away I will, as soon as I can. I have had to turn off my shoutbox, so if you want to reach me please reach me in email. Again I love my fubar friends and family, but for some reason I have had more traffic than normal, and once again...I'm getting overwhelmed..LOL sorry...Hugs and Kisses

I Am Sick To Death!
I have had it up to my ears with all this bullshit about my NSFW pics. If you are here only for that purpose please remove yourself from my friggin list. I will NOT be hassled about this anymore! I am not obligated to anyone to show my body, and that is it! Like I said, if you feel this is a personal attack, then please feel free to delete, block, banish, or whatever it is you need to do to make yourself feel better for trying to force me into showing you something I don't have to...Sorry for those that haven't been doing this..Much Love!

I Am Selling New, Never Used Body Jewelry
Feel free to message me or call me with any questions: 641-494-6657 Titanium Anodized Ball 14g Tongue Stud. Sizes are 12mm, 16mm, and 19mm. 14G Steel Spike Chin Labret. 8mm in length Color Titanium 16g Eyebrow 4mm Ball. 10mm in length Titanium Anodized Lip Loop Labrets 14 Gauge You choose which ring, color, and size. I don't have them in my possession yet but i ordered them and they should arrive within the week. contact me if you are interested in any of these. Prices are negotiable but i ask you to name your price. if i feel it is a good price then we will have a deal. Feel free to ask me any questions you have. This is all i have at this point but if these shipments go over well i will be buying more with a much bigger selection.

I Am So Sad!
I am so sad! Just received news that my favourite colleague will be leaving the company next month! I told her she just broke my HEART!!! *cries copiously into tissue* and she's damm good at her job too! I like working with her - she has a great sense of humour, calm, steady, efficient and meticulous! there could never be another PE like her! *sigh* oh, well, this is life - people come and go in one's life, and all we can do is to cherish the memories we share. DAMM! i'm never gonna recover from this loss! and what a way to start a Friday too!

I Am So Sick Of Being Hurt
Why is it that people think it is ok to hurt others. Is it to make themselves feel better or are they sick inside and they get off on making others feel about a inch tall. I am a human being with feelings. I feel as though no matter what I say and/or do I am never doing it good enough. I can never do enough or say enough to make people happy. I am so sick of trying when all I get is slapped in the face. When someone I care about slaps me in the face it hurts. It makes me feel as though I am less than human. I am sick of hurting all the time. Everyone tells me suck it up stop letting it get to you well damn it the only way to do that is not feel anything at all. How the hell do you do that? How do you stop feeling anything? I am not a fucking robot. I have feelings though I would much rather I didn't. I am tired of loving, caring and making others happy when I don't get anything in return. I am not anyone's kicking post don't use me as such. I want to scream out and make someone feel as

I Am Sorry....
I am sorry that I did not end up being the one you wanted. I am sorry that my looks may not of been up to your standards. I am sorry that in the end, my hopes and dreams did not end up being the same as yours. I am sorry if me trying to give you all of my love was taking the wrong way. I am sorry..but wait, no I am not sorry. You were the one who found me which obviously meant there was something about me that you did like at one point in time. I am who I am and if you could not accept me for who I am, that is your loss and not mine. I know that there is someone out there who will accept me for who I am and will let me give them my love and will accept it with open arms. Your words to me has only made me stronger, not weaker. I am who I am and I have a lot of love to give to that one special man.

I Am Strong In Spirit
I am woman, hear me roar In numbers too big to ignore And I know too much to go back an' pretend 'cause I've heard it all before And I've been down there on the floor No one's ever gonna keep me down again CHORUS Oh yes I am wise But it's wisdom born of pain Yes, I've paid the price But look how much I gained If I have to, I can do anything I am strong (strong) I am invincible (invincible) I am woman You can bend but never break me 'cause it only serves to make me More determined to achieve my final goal And I come back even stronger Not a novice any longer 'cause you've deepened the conviction in my soul CHORUS I am woman watch me grow See me standing toe to toe As I spread my lovin' arms across the land But I'm still an embryo With a long long way to go Until I make my brother understand Oh yes I am wise But it's wisdom born of pain Yes, I've paid the price But look how much I gained If I have to I can face anything I am strong (strong) I a

I Am So Sorry!
I am such and idiot. I really am. As you all know that I have a fubar husband. Which we both love each other in real life too. We got into our first big fight last night and both said some things that we shouldn't of. I am not going into details, because that is not important. We both have apologized to each other several times. I truly forgive him, but I don't think he believes that I forgive him. I don't think, from the last words he left me with last night, that he believes me. I want him to know that it is true. I really didn't mean what I said. I just worded things wrong. Which seems to be done a lot by me. I love him so much and would never want to do anything to hurt him. What can I do? Should I try to prove that I love him and forgive him, which I have been trying to do all along, or should I just give him the space and stop all efforts and let him get over it? I am so confused and really don't know what to do because I love him so much. If you are reading this

I Am Soooooo Done With Dating For A While!
Man women are so crazy it isn't funny. I had it I need a time out! I am officially putting myself on the bench. I am just going to hang out with the guys watch football and drink beer and not worry about women for a while. Man I just need a break from the drama and the BS. Yes folks I am on the bench for an unspecified amount of time.

I Am Sorry
ok this is to all my friends i am truely sorry for the way i acted the past couple weeks i was extremely shady and should have never choose a guy over my friends alot of you have been who i talked to for everything lately and my person to lean on and i cuz alot of you out of my life because of a guy that did not feel i should be talking to you he did not feel comfortable with me talking to you and thought it was more then it was i basicly let him have alot of control that he did not need but anyway i wanted to say i was sorry and hope alot of you forgive me well anyway i am around again on as always have a great day all

I Am Slowly Breaking(sept 24/2007)
I close my eyes and the world's still spinning faster and faster i'm never wining can't I just go back to the begining? I feel it now my blood is thining. my breath is fast my body shakeing how much more of this will I be takeing? my stomach is hard and tied up in knots someone please stop these thoughts. I sit like your puppet waiting for you to pull my strings I act like your dog waiting for a command please wont some one help me give me a hand i'm back in this muddy hole woundering if I will ever be whole i'm letting you take over have i sold my soul? I try to break free yet I let you get to me I appoligise when I have done nothing wrong all I wish is to get along. the tears sting my eyes no one pays attention to my cries every word I hear nothing but lies get it over with and say your goodbyes.

I Am So Thrilled
I've completed all my pre-op requirements & have 18 more pounds to lose & I will have my gastric by-pass surgery & I will begin a new life to a new & healthier me! I'm now walking ALOT..I walk 3 miles most days & I pushe d it a little hard & my right knee is giving me fits but I am doing range of motion exersises & stretches so it is coming along rather quickly.. I had to stop walking for almost 2 weeks to allow it to heal...but I'm going at it again...I use a heart monitor watch that is set to a certain heart rate in which I burn the most fat & calories..this little watch has made my walking alot more valueable to me & my success in losing my weight..This time next year I'm going to be a lean ...mean...fighting machine.. As soon as I get the money saved up ..I'm going to join the kick-boxing gym here in town to further progress myself in getting in better shape..Why am I doing this??? Well 1st & foremost ..I'm doing it for myself.. Secondly..I want to live so I can continue to watch

Iam Still Hanging On!
Sorry, friends I have not been on very much. Trying to work hard, and be good to all around me. However, I do not believe I have been good to me. A couple of weeks ago I fell on the kitchen floor. You know the feeling, something is not right and out go the lights, well if not it is not fun. My sweety and her daughter were trying to get me up off the floor and I am wondering what the heck... well sorta that. Jan asked me to stay at home Saturday but know I feel or felt fine and went aftere about 5 at work I start feeling really bad. So I went home on the way I call Jan and she said she was with her parents and visiting a cousin they had not seen in 30 or so years, but for me to go ahead and drive to the local hospital and get checked out, well I did and they kept me. I am now charged up with a defibbulator and going strong again. Well, if I keep this up soon I will be totally rebuiltand just have to go for different tune ups. Hope to be here but I will not be on line every

I Am Sooooooooo Stinkin Needy!
I THINK I AM MY OWN COMPLAINT BOX. I NEED A BLAST, I NEED A CRUSH, I NEED HELP WITH MY HH PHOTO, I NEED A VACATION, I NEED A BOYFRIEND, I NEED TO SHUT UP NOW. LOL THANKS FOR LETTING ME VENT LOVE YA MEAN IT

I Am Sorry
First off, I am not looking for attention. Granted it is nice to get and people need it, but this is not why I am writing this. I just want to say sorry to anyone. Lately I been real emotional, moody, frustrated, and feeling lost in ways. If anything I usually try to hide things inside. I know that is not the answer...that you get what is going on with me now.....just it leaking out at the worse times sometimes on people who have not done a thing. I have been cooped up and unproductive for too long and it is setting in. I do get out at times to spend time with my parents and sis and her little one. It helps seeing my niece. I forget myself and stresses. Granted they are still there, but nothing matters but time with my niece and just hanging out with my sis. I know I am human and people are not perfect, but I know I am better than how I have been lately. I am hoping it will get better soon in many ways. It would help to have my own wheels again so I can try to have some form of w

I Am Sry
i am sry i am sry for not being who you want me to be i am sry for the fact i am bossy i am sry for not havening the strength to move on i am sry for not knowing what tomorrow well bring i am sry for not being sure of you i am sry for not being there for you i am sry for not wanting to give up i am sry for just being me i am sry if you love me but cant stand me i am sry if i call you to much i am sry if i don't call you to much i am sry that i feel the way i do i am sry that i cant stop crying for you i am sry i feel i cant live with out you i am sry for not being sry for loving you i am sry that i feel i must say the truth i am sry that you want me to lie i am sry i don't think i can lie anymore i am sry that this might make you leave me i am sry that since you gone i been alone i am sry that all i want to do is be next to you i am sry that i am not sry for wanting to be next to you i am sry that i must say what i must say i am sry that i cant be sry

I Am So Alone And Feel Werid But Why Is The Question?
I guess this week had its up and its downs as well...Well I guess my friends only care what they going to get from one another....lol Well A friend was going to spend the weekend with me...And well he isn't all there in the head. Yeah I know wrong thing to say but its the truth...Well he stayed one night that was it he wanted to go home so he left...After my mom's bf and I went at it for a few hours but hey it was thoughtful... I sometimes am so lonly in this life time...Well I can say I miss having a girlfriend or more than a girlfriend now. Its been a little over 2 years since my ex gf and I broke up for good...Yeah A buddy of mine came by tonight wanting me to ride with him to his gf's house due to about 4 or 5 boys trying to jump him...SO as a friend I made sure he got to his gf's house...I chilled there for a moment until he left...And now I can't say yeah i love my ex gf to death and am trying to get past the facts of not being able to have her back...

I Am So Cheesed Off!
OK, i am so cheesed off today. What started out as a harmless joke at got ME ticked off by my own Team Leader (TL). See, he had sent us a mass email about certain upcoming projects - he's good in a way that he tries to give us pep talks now and then - and it involved aspects that i intensely disliked. Because i couldn't keep my mouth shut, i just HAD to reply back to all. That email of mine started a whole flurry of in-house jokes that only us seniors understood (one newbie gamely joined in that flurry of mass emails flying back and forth between us all) and for awhile, ALL of us felt Camaraderie ... Anyway, that email of mine earned ME a reprimand from my TL via email. I am still fuming which is why i am venting here. Have compiled the emails all together and posting it right here - i want this perpetuated for eternity! Names have been changed to protect the jokers and an anal idiot in my entire team ... ______________________________________________ From: RT a

I Am So Excited!
I always see friends in contests to get a happy hour by hitting so many comments. I finally asked and found and now get to take part in one of them. I only need 50,000 comments, small change right?! lol It will probably take awhile to get but if anyone is bored and can help me with a few comments I will greatly appreciate it! Thank you very much! Jennifer link:

I Am Submissive Woman
I am a submissive woman ~Author Unknown i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master in a loving relationship. i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i will look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never will i be more complete than when He is with me. i know that He will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy... His punishments may be harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness. However, the pleasure

I Am So Confused Again
I wish i could understand my brain and not get so confused so easily it sucks been me at the moment i am just a really sexy guy and have so many female admirers it's hard to b myself at times i never know how to get unconfused at a time like this so it sucks been me and can't work out how be less confused than more confused from Bruce.

I Am Sorry
Turn your sound on.I'm sorry...I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this

I Am Sick Still
I have been going to U of M hospital for 2 years now trying to figure out female pains, no on e can figure out whats wrong...... This sucks, I am very tired of always hurting with no answers as to why..... I dont mean to whine if anyone reads this, jus needed to get it off my chest......

I Am Sick
Hello all my friends, I am writing to you to let you know that I am very sick. I am on fubar on and off due to being sick. Depending on how I feel depends on how long I stay on. I went to the ER on Friday with a possible heart attack. They did X-rays, EKG, and a CAT scan to see what it is. They know that it is not a heart attack, stroke or blood clot, but they can't figure out what exactly it is. I have some test coming up in mid November to find out why I am unable to breathe. I wish they would do something about the pain in my chest and my bones. I can hardly move without crying from the pain. So, for anyone who prays, please keep me in your prayers that the doctors find what is wrong with me so that we can start a treatment to take care of the problem. I want an end to this. It has been going on for a month now. It's getting frustrating. I do want to say thank you to my sweety Roy (DJ Godzilla). I want to thank him for being there for me through it all. He has be

I Am Such A Girl :-p
I DONT WANT MUCH lol I want a Guy who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous someone who would sing to me at random moments. A Boy who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and agree with everything i said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me big bears hugs all the time. He would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it And we´d make out in the pouring rain. He would never be afraid to say "I love you" in front of his friends and we´d argue about silly things then make up. I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on New Years and count sta

I Am Slowly Learning.....
Though I admittedly do not understand Japanese, I am learning bit by bit, mostly from friends that want to teach me the naughty words *grins* Not many people have joined my spot lately, but I am on a one-woman mission to bring J-Rock to the masses, so I am determined to keep updating with luscious videos and pics for your eyes and ears in hopes that my fandom will become the disease for which there is NO cure- mwaaahahahahahaha!!!! So, ANYONE who appreciates hardcore, head banging beats, melodic ballads, insane talent, or just gorgeous men and who DON'T give a fuck about the language barrier.... GET OUT THERE AND LET FUBAR KNOW THERE'S A REVOLUTION CALLING!!!

I Am So Confused!!
I am so confused I don’t know what to think I want to believe you And what you say is true But you say one thing That confuses me I don’t understand Are you going to be my man? You say you love me You don’t talk to me much But I don’t really know And it confuses me so Is this real? Or is it fake? I don’t know My love does grow Each and every day For you so much I want to feel your touch I want someone That will always be there And love me and care If this is you Please let me know If not my heart will be breaking And heart for the taking I just wonder What you really feel Is it really real? Is it love or is it lust? That has me confused This is an issue For what my heart tells me And what I think My heart begins to sink I know what I’ve been through It has been different Than what it should have been I don’t know if I should open my heart And really let you in I am scared of heartbreak And all the pain This is driving me insane I want to lov

I Am So Dumb Sometimes....
HHEEYY lol soo i guess its a week ago that i wrote the last time .. i thought its time for an update :) Work is going better n better.. i get more things to do and i have more to say and i can decide.... i fix the broken computers and yeah... usually my work would go till december but my boss told me today that he wants me for longer cuz i am such a clever girl... i got alot of compliments today so i feel way too proud for my lil head lol actually i did something totally not typical for me a few days ago loool and i am still tryin to figure out why i did those things.... sometimes i have those moments when my brain just shows blank and i do whatever i want haha without thinking i am not really sure if it was good or bad for me i am kinda suprised that i take it so easy... cuz usually i am al emotional about everything .. well we will see... and ill be cool about it... i hope :P we r still workin on the house every weekend... its getting pretty cool.. i got a new f

I Am So Tired Of Idiots
I am so tired of idiots popping in my shout box. "Hey baby","Can I Fuck you",Hey SEXY". Yeah i guess some would say the hey baby and hey sexy they are just being nice. O-kay,but if they stopped to even read my profile or for that matter read my name it says i have a man.Yes, there has been times where My Man and I would mess with them just because of something to do. The normal is talking about surgeries on those parts(NSFW).Other times I get shitty and my man gets shitty. Depends on the day and mood. Yes, this is just the net,and people don't always act like them selfs. Then there are the ones who do. What pisses me off the most is they are treating woman like 2 cent whores. BOYS SUCK NOT ALL JUST THE FUCK HEADS THAT NEED TO GROW UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Am So Ashamed Of Myself.....
I've had pet dogs for all my life. And after I moved on my own I kept that streak going. And in all my 25yrs of having dogs I have never once thought of putting cloths on any of them. I really just thought it was silly. Anyway I'm sad to now admit that I bought my George some cloths. I dunno it was so weird, we went to PetSmart and he was so fixated on the cloths there that I thought maybe someone hid a milkbone in there or something. Anyway I broke down, gave in, and got him a few shirts. Ugh I feel so ashame to admit that but yeah here's my little guy George.

I Am Sorry
SORRY I am sorry I loved you I am sorry I cared I am sorry I waited for you I am sorry that I would die for you still I am sorry that you made me belive you loved me too . I am sorry that you didn't love me . I am sorry that you didn't trust me . I am sorry I changed for you . I am sorry I wanted to make you happy . I am sorry you were my world . I am sorry I didn't do everything perfect . I am sorry you left . I am sorry you didnt give me a chance to show you how much more I could be . I am sorry you moved on . I am sorry you probably forgot about me . I am sorry you don't want me when I still need you . I am sorry we can't at least be friends . I am sorry you erased me from your life . I am sorry for cheating . I am sorry I still think about you every day . I am sorry you will always have a place in my heart . I am sorry I can't forget about you . I am sorry your in my heart and mind whe

I Am Sick
want to thankyou for the support . i have a sinus infection and maybe a cold. my head hurts my teeth hurt my ears hurt and my throat hurts. i dont really want to leave my bed. but i have to to use the bathroom. my bodyy hurts

I Am So Anxious
I dont know why... but I am very anxious and nervous about this game tonight. Only 35 minutes till the game starts and I am a ball of nerves here... I better grab my snacks and get ready to sit in front of the TV to watch this game. Go Seahawks!!!

I Am Still On Your Side
I will stand up for you no matter what you are going through, You found a place where you belong New friends that can do no wrong That's what you believe But who is going to be there when you fall To build up when you are feeling small Give you love that you need Who will, I will When the whole world turns against you, Ain't no lie Don't you know that I will stand up for you No matter what you are going through I'm still on your side Any time day or night Don't care if it's wrong or right I'm still on your side You want to run you want to break free What you want ain't what you need Can't you see that I care I know I'm hard on you sometimes But when you are looking for the things you can't find Don't you know who'll be there Who will, I will When it's more than you can handle Ain't no lie I'll be there when you need me I won't let you go There's nothing I won't do I'll be there I will be around when the others let you do

I Am Sorry......
i am sorry for all the pain that you feel inside but more than that i am sorry i am the one that caused it i am sorry for the tears that you cry each night but more than that i am sorry i am not there to wipe them off your cheeks i am sorry for the emptiness you feel but more than that i am sorry that it is me that you are lacking i am sorry that i have to say goodbye everyday but more than that i am sorry that you have to go at all i am sorry for the world that you have to live in but more than that i am sorry that you have to suffer in it but most of all i am sorry that you are growing up and i am missing all of it

I Am Soooo F*cking Pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SOOOOO F*CKING PISSED OFF I AM F*CKING SHAKING! I got a phone call about 9:15 tonite by my sis. Apparently my great aunt was using her walker, which I told her shithead bullshitter lieing son of a bitch husband that it needed to be fixed. How did the f*ckwad fix it....DUCT TAPE! Yeah...take care of it *MY* GODDAMN ASS! So she went out to her sidewalk, her walker collapsed and when it did she hit her head on her fence which has these pointy heads! This happened at 5:00PM and my sis didnt bother to call me till 9:15PM tonite because the bitch knew I would be fucking pissed off! My grandmother had to make her call me! So we had a shouting match between me and her no for good dipshit of a man...fucking pussy ass fucker who is a fucking piece of lieing shit and cant get his dick out of his fucking ass husband. I AM FUCKING LIVID! I am gonna see her tomorrow at the hospital. I will make my choice on either staying longer tomorrow or leaving at nite. I should have fixed t

I Am Sadly Normal.
This is written by someone who was abused... I am sadly normal 1 out of every 3 women and 1 out of every 5 men have been sexually abused by someone they trust by the time they are 18 years old. I am sadly normal We feel unimportant, discounted, worthless, shameful, powerless, unlovable. I am sadly normal We are forced to hide within ourselves by our abusers. I am sadly normal We are forced to keep our dirty little secrets. It's easy to do because we believe it was our fault. I am sadly normal We learn not to trust anyone, including ourselves, and the adults who were supposed to keep us protected. I am sadly normal We learn to survive by lying, pretending, manipulating, and stealing. I am sadly normal We learn to cope however we can. Drugs, alcohol and food are used to numb us and provide the comfort we have missed out on. I am sadly normal We learn to find our way around it, while we struggle to find ourselves. I am sadly normal We think and l

I Am So Frustrated!
There is so much going on in life, right now that I am staying pretty Frustrated. Can't get things to seem to go just right. My kids are great but they are siblings, and fight all of the time. Does anyone out there know what I am talking about? lol I just need some time off from my life...hehehe Anyway, enough ranting...Have a GREAT day!

I Am Sorry Friends
i am seriously considering leaving fubar. not because of any of you...you have all been great but because i havent been keeping up on my work. and i am getting into trouble anyhow those of you who still want to talk to me can add me on yahoo bOoGiE_Wu_CuMmIn_4_U@yahoo.com or msn masterofallthingsevil@msn.com i have been letting fubar interfere with my sleep and with what i do for work it could mean my life. again sorry and thanks for being my friends. i dont have many in life. hugs Mike

I Am So Sorry :( Feel Free To Spank Me!
*evil grins* Sorry I have been "sleeping" for like 5 days *laughs* I havent really been on the pc just been logged in , to the 50 people in que waiting for friend adds, I'll get to you I promise, just started a new job been busy with the mini monkeys and waiting VERY patiently to finally say this cursed year is over... however- PATS DID IT!!!! yay for the pats having a perfect season UNDEFEATED BABY! OH YEAH! *shows my O face* lol... Other than that rest assured I miss you guys and promise I'll be around here and there and will get to you all in time.. Meanwhile back at the farm... haha *blows you all sparkly Pixi Kisses* Be good to Each other and in case I don't see you.. Have a Blessed and drunken New Year!

I Am So Happy
These last few days has been the happiest of my life. I met this wonderful woman. She fills me with love. She is the love of my life, that I do not doubt. I love each minute with her, and can't ever get enough. Like an addict she is my drug. As I look at my life now and then, I can see how lucky I am. She fills my dreams and makes me feel complete, I never want another. Thank you and I Love you Babygirl.

Iam So Geeky
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I Am Soooooooo Huge..lol..
i can not wait to have this baby..i am growing more and more impatient..we go for the good 3-d ultrasound in a few weeks..cant wait...i wanna know what we are having..we wanna start shopping all ready..lol..i hope the fucker who thinks i have something coming to me after i have this baby grows a set of testicles and learns not to threaten me unless he can do it to my face instead of behind my back like a little pussy faced bitch...and his woman better leave my man the fuck alone because i wont hesitate to make my presence known the next time she sends my man a message to his inbox....she needs to learn the kind of asshole she is with is not the innocent little boy he proclaims to be..he used one of my friends for a piece of ass and dropped her like a bad habit..that alone deserves an ass beating there.. as for my kids they both had better keep away from my kids because if i hear they even look at any of them cross eyed i will find out...i have eyes and ears around this town and i have

I Am Sick To My Stomach
they went ahead and deleted my main profile and i lost all of my grandkids pictures along with all the gifts all my friends have bought me..i am just so upset. wish they would have let me know they were doing that first

I Am Speechless, And That Is Not Easy To Make Happen
I have spent an hour trying to fool bouncer, drunks, Big Brother and Yahoo that I do exist and do not need to keep logging in. All because I am in the process of sending thank you and reciprocal mails on Fubar. Maybe I need to Shut down my computers rather than hybernating. Anyway that is not the issue. What is annoying is that I have just found and Email dated Nov 07 from a friend and she was having much trouble in her life. Because I never saw it she must have thought I was ignoring her and had deserted her. This made me feel awful enough so when the infonet became user unfriendly it was like the icing on the cake to top the day. With all the problems I did manage to get some jobs done in the way of 'thank you's' and then everything hung. Oh, I guess the infonet is slow due to those pesky chain mails. Oh stop moaning about them. Well it seems that the infonet is slow tonight and as it is night in England I do not think it can be because of usage here. Most people will

I Am So Excited!
The biggest loser, one of my fav reality shows, is going to be at the mall i work at today and tomarrow! =D i am so excited haha. its kinda pathetic really. I'm like a kid in a candy store... but obviously not...lol i want to LOOSE weight! and i am. started my diet again today... can't work out for another week because of the surgery type thing i went through... but i cant wait to get back to my gym! =D I've got an online journal with a friend tracking everything... damnit, i am going to just take time to work on myself this year. F* boys. lol. no offense! But i have no intentions whatsoever of having a relationship. maybe some dates. but nothing serious. i need to get my grades up to par, and work on myself. i am so excited! I aint going today, but i am leaving work an hour early tomarrow to go spend some time with the past contestants and what not! yay!!!!

I Am Strange
I feel that me strange why? i dont know i live in my country but feel strange why? i dont know ? i live between my faliy but feel me strange why? i dont know /. i meet my frined but feel strange ? i feel that my heart is strange in me? my soul want to leave to another place to search about its soul frined ? if one woman know my soul please i invite her to help me

I Am So Important!!! ( Watch Me Shit!!)
Hello all my sexxy's. I am guessing by now having read the headline you wonder what in the hell is going on inside my head today. Do not worry I am not going to ask any of you to watch me drop trow and make " Mookie sticks" This is more of a full on attack again. Let me explaine. If you are on my friends list then you can surmise that I have at least a passing intrest in you. some of you are friends I would die for ( I am praying that shit never comes up though!) Rest assured that this clown has your back! My question is what makes a good Blog? If we break down the word it roughly translates in to " Web Log" and I guess it is if not fair, it is somewhat expected that people will write just about anything! That in mind, they ( And I have not a clue who the fuck THEY are ) say if you give 100 monkeys 100 typewriters & 100 years one will write a novel. Well that may be so but it does not mean I want to fucking read it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think a blog should make a statement. I have

I Am Scorpio!!!!
"Scorpio is one of the most misunderstood signs in the zodiac, and one of those with the worst reputation. While it does deal with serious issues, it does not deserve most of the negative things that have been said about it. In fact, it can be very positive. As for polarity with the opposite sign, Scorpio seems to have little to do with Taurus. In a way, Scorpio is more a prefiguration of Pisces. Scorpio is the first encounter with ego death. It completes the process begun in Libra, where the individual entered into a dialogue with another person while both individuals remained separate entities. In Scorpio, the two individuals merge into "the one" on an emotional level, and this is the first kind of ego death. While the above places Scorpio into the scheme of the signs -- it is, however, not the essence of the sign. The essence is transformation, and it is inherently mystical. This is not the mysticism of Christianity, which is primarily otherworldly, ascetic, and self-denying.

I Am Sorry!
I am sorry! We make a mistake or say something we shouldn't have said. We know of course that the stormy weather this creates could be alleviated with a simple "I am sorry," but we don't use these words; we prefer to wait a while, thinking that the problem will blow over. But that only makes things worse. There is no better way to clear the air than to say, "I am sorry," and the sooner the better. Isn't it amazing that we are so reluctant to use these magic words? In some families, please is described as the magic word. In our house, however, it was "I am sorry." - Margaret Laurence The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. - Mahatma Gandhi Bruno's commentary For some reason, we find it difficult to apologize. Those three words seem to either get stuck in our throats or come out sounding fake and insincere. Why is that? Do we think that saying "I am sorry" is an act of weakness? It isn't - it's a sign of strength. We could also look at it

I Am Sorry
I am sorry that I cared so much. I am sorry that I need you. I am sorry that I pryed. I am sorry that I did not understand. I am sorry that I am me and not someone else. I am sorry that my heart is breaking. I am sorry that I was not there to defend you. I am sorry that I cried all night for you. But most of all I am sorry I have lost you. PLEASE FORGIVE ME :(

I Am So.....
Excited about this weekend.....RJ is coming down and going to spend the weekend with me.I have missed him so much this week. It sucks. I know that I am falling fast and hard but I am a libra that's unfortunately what happens to us.... Am I just setting myself up to get hurt? Or are my insecurities getting the best of me? Does he really like me as much as he says he does or is he just saying that to get some? I don't want to doubt him but because of my ex I can't help it. I really like him and I trust him but there is still that nagging in the back of my head. Why? Why is my mind telling me to be cautious and my heart telling me to go for it? Why do things have to be so damn complicated? Why can't I just sit back and enjoy the ride? UGH I hate this. I worry too much and my ex has turn me paranoid. I don't want to get hurt again. I know that he won't hurt me don't I? UGH I don't know anymore

I Am So Torn Apart Inside Right Now......
I had said I was leaving after my VIP ran out. It has......and I am still here. Almost like barely hanging on to life. I am not sure what to do. All I know is I am tired of being hurt. All I want.... Is a woman who says she loves me that will actually show it and prove it....not just to me....but to everyone. I would think there be no need or feel to hide such feelings if they were really there for me...... A woman who will stand up for the relationship and not let other people's comments or calls get to her....to tell them what is what and if they do not like it they can hit the road. Any real friend would not be getting on you about something such as who you are in a relationship with..... Real friends protect you for your own good....they do not protect you in hopes they can get with you. I want a woman who when she says she will call me back will.....and if something comes up at least let me know...or when we next talk online it is the first thing that is mentioned. Not

I Am Soooo Sorry! (please Read!)
I dont kno how the fuk to explain this because the only details I am getting are from a couple friends and family that have called me back to cuss me out so I am just letting you kno what happened. Last night, I took a combo of things to try to sleep. Because I havent been able to sleep the past 2 days and I have had a lot on my mind and have been stressed. I mixed the combo with Jack. The combo made me say things I DIDNT MEAN nor DIDNT HAPPEN to me. I DONT REMEMBER what I said, did or whatever! This is a PUBLIC APOLOGY! If I e-mailed you, talked to you online, called you, you called me...PLEASE READ BELOW! If I called you and cussed you out I am SOOOO SORRY! I dont kno who all I called. But from my understanding I was on a rampage and said things I didnt mean! I am sorry to all of you! Another thing I found out is I called people, claimed on here, on MySpace and on YIM that I was talking to the cops. I did NO such thing. I even called them to see if I did

I Am Sorry
i didnt think you would take it like that i thought you knew i was playin i am sorry i was not being mean to you i swear nore am i mad so please dont just stop talking to me you are a great friend never would i mean to hurt you at all you are like my older brother in many ways please know i am not mad at you and i am sorry if you thought i was to jeff i am sorry .....please understand it all

I Am Sorry
I posted something I shouldn't have and said some things that were taken wrong because people don't know me. I won't repeat what I said but I will say this...I am disabiled. I have both emotional and physical problems. sometimes I do things and I don't think first how someone else might see it not knowing my situation. I say things that sometimes hurt people I love because they don't understand either. SO to all those I have hurt with my actions words and deeds I am sorry from the bottom of my heart I am sorry.

I Am Shaving My Head For Charity.
I am shaving my head for charity. Hello, do you want to donate?Check out this Webpage!http://stbaldricks.org/referral.html?Ref=L3BhcnRpY2lwYW50cy9zaGF2ZWVfaW5mby5odG1sP1BhcnRpY2lwYW50S2V5PTIwMDh8MzExOTY=It's that time of year again! The eighth annual St. Baldrick's Day events are Shaving the Way to Conquer Kids' Cancer as thousands of brave volunteers shave their heads in solidarity with children who have cancer and typically lose their hair during cancer treatment.Worldwide, more than 160,000 children are diagnosed with cancer each year. While advances have saved many children, childhood cancer still claims the lives of more children in the US than any other disease - more than diabetes, asthma, congenital anomalies, cystic fibrosis and AIDS - combined!Be brave and go bald, or support a brave shavee, team or St. Baldrick's location near you. Visit http://www.StBaldricks.org, or call 888-899-BALD to make a donation or register!Funds raised by the St. Baldrick's Foundation will be u

I Am Single, Therefore I Am Cursed?
"You complete me."- Jerry McGuire That line is a pile of crap. Why is it that so many people need a relationship in order to feel complete? People have gotten so ridiculously afraid of being single, that they would rather stay in a shitty relationship as opposed to being...DUN DUN DUN! ALONE! Gasp! The horror! Not only does a person like this make a shitty single person, but this mentality makes them a shitty person to date as well. One of the questions I get asked all of the time is, "If you know so much about woman and relationships, then why are you single?" It's true, I am single, and have been for the better half of 3 years. Do you think its because I have trouble meeting women? Well, today I am going to tell you why I am single and why its not such a horrible thing. My early..early 20's were exactly what they were supposed to be. I was fiercely loyal to my friends, and went through as much tail as I possibly could. I was dating for years my highschool sweeth

I Am Sorry My Friends.......
I am sorry for how I have been lately. I am not myself. My defenses have gone up for a few reasons and in ways lately seems I am trying to push people away from me. I do not mean to.....but same time I have to wonder if maybe it is better I just stay away.......or even delete my profile. I am torn inside on what to do or what is going on within me. I am just tired of getting close to someone only to have them leave me......it hurts. Each time I lose a piece of my heart. I am not sure how much I have left or how much I can handle with someone leaving me........

I Am Selling Out... Super Sensitive +bauer+
One would think that with all the blogging I do that I get tons of hate mail... I really don't. What I do get though are shitty blog comments, blogs written about a subject I covered, or one about how big of an asshole I am. Due to my "fubar celebrity status", I am, of course, totally insecure and they affect me deeply. I got to thinking... What kind of blog would make these +Bauer+ haters like me? Well... for one day, I am going to give it to them. Here is the +Bauer+ that you ladies really should know and love! layout for my page,and blog. The Blog: "Why I am Single" I'm picky. The problem with women today is that they don't know how to be treated. I was shopping with my friend, Cindy, and she was telling me about how her boyfriend doesn't ever go shopping with her. What is wrong with this neanderthal? How could he not want to spend every waking moment with this beautiful creature? Then we got back to my apartment and after we snacked on this wonderful spinac

I Am Soooo Happy!!
I HAVE MADE SOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE AND SOME OF YALL HAVE BECOME MY BEST FRIENDS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I LOVE ALL MY JUGGALO FAMILY THAT HAS BEEN DOWN WIT ME 4 EVER!! WHOOP MCL TO U!! BUT THE BEST THING HAS HAPPEN TO ME LATELY AND THAT HAS BEEN THAT I FINALLY FOUND MY JUGGALO HE MAKES EVEN MORE EXCITED TO LOG INTO FUBAR AND HE IS IN THE SAME STATE AS ME WHOOP HOOP. I SWEAR THIS HAS BEEN A KICK ASS MONTH CUZ I ALSO GOT TO GO TO TWIZTID'S TOXIC TOUR AND HAD THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE MEET SOME FAM AND ALSO PROJECT BORN WHICH I HAPPEN TO BE A BIG FAN OF. I ALSO GOT THERE 3 HRS B4 THE SHOW STARTED AND I COULDNT BELIEVE THAT IT WUZ MONOXIDE STANDIN THERE 2 FT IN FRONT OF ME TALKIN TO SOME FAM. I JUST FROZE THERE LIKE A GOOF LMAO!! BUT FUKIN SECURITY WOULDNT LET ME GET A PIC WIT HIM. TO ALL MY FAM WE IZ MEANT TO B DIFFERENT AND LIKE DIFFERENT STUFF AND IF SOMEONE IS HATIN ON U JUST AXE EM OUT AND BRUSH IT OFF ITS NOT WORTH GET ALL MAD OVER STUPID STUFF. WHEN PPL HATE ME I JUST CUT T

I Am Some What Alive
So much has been happening and I don't get on here much these days work has me busy and I have gone back to animal rescue as well. As the weather breaks there is so much work to do around the house a new fence and other things I am hoping that I get time to breathe so I can catch up with people and just stop and play .. rennie

I Am Sick Of Life (just Me Ranting About Something)
I am o sick of this constant battel to keep someon i know i am not the best looking person out there but i was at one point and i know i can get back tothat point i just broke up with a guy who i thought had loved me for 5 years now it seems as if that i was just used he tells me he found a gf after breaking up with me idk if it was to make me jealous or what but he did and now it hurts i don't love and i know i can't because he makes me so mad because of his imaturiy that he has about himself I feel like crying cause i don't understand how someone could move on that quick it hurts me to know that somenoe would tell me they loved me and then they find a new gf u couldn't i mean i don't see how u even could find someone after u just broke up with the ne u loved I wish the pain would go away and i try so hard to convience myself that it will be ok but i can't i am so sick n tire of all this bull shit i just wish i felt better but i still have to think of my little one and i ave to go on

I Am Single Again
Hello Everyone, Well, I am single again. Kind of not by choice though. Oh well. I will get over it. My last relationship kind of ended earlier then I wanted it to. The person I was seeing was escorted out by the police three days earlier then he was moving out. Its a long story and this is not the place to talk about it. But, I do have to say that I am not going to do that again for a long time. I hope everyone elses weekend is going great.

I Am So Not In Agreement With This..
What Jill Means You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I Am Sorry
I am sorry I have not gotten around to sending out comments.I have not been feeling well the last week.Things here have not been going that good, so I have just been kinda staying to myself.I will get back to sending comments soon I promise.HUGS to all from TWINKIES

I Am So Loving My Freaky, Nasty Bf.
I am really loving my freaky, nasty and very open BF. He is so like a fresh slate, he is willing to try just about anything and I am loving it. He came down for his birthday and we have been having a blast all week. We have reached new levels and tried many new things. I never thought that I could find such a wonderful man that would do all the things I like and not complain. I was always having to settle for the humdrum inadaquete sex from guys that were not willing or able to really be themselves. No one could ever keep up with my highly demanding sex drive, it was getting so depressing. Then I met my BF, he is younger but more then willing to do what it takes to please and let me please him in everyway. I love his vitality and stamina, helps him to match my sex drive in everyway. I never thought it could be like this. I am so happy that I met him.

I Am Sponge Bob Square Pants
Everyone has a personality of a cartoon character. Have you ever asked yourself what cartoon character do you most resemble? A group of investigators got together and analyzed the personalities of well known and modern cartoon characters. The information that was gathered was made into this test. Answer all the questions (only 10) with what describes you best, add up all your Points (which are next to the answer that you choose) at the end and look for your results. Do not cheat by looking at the end before you are done. 1. Which one of the following describes the perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner (4 pts.) b) Fun/Theme Park (2 pts.) c) Painting in the park (5 pts) d) Rock concert (1 pt.) .e) Going to the movies (3 pts.) 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll (2 pts.) b) Alternative (1 pt.) c) Soft Rock (4 pts.) d) Country (5 pts.) e) Pop (3 pts.) 3. What type of movies do you prefer? a)

I Am So Tired And Worn Out.
OMFG, I am so tired and sore! I have been moving my daughter all day long and then moved my office into her old bedroom. I am about to get in the shower and crash in bed. I have had a very long day. I am heading to the cabin tomorrow afternoon and probably won't be on here tomorrow and through the weekend so enjoy people! Good night! kisses and love ~ciao~

I Am Still Missing Matt..you Are Always On My Mind
I will NEVER forget you, for real! I spoke to his mom and he is wanted right now i have no way to reach out to him. And he is out in the fucking streets. I wish I could let him know I got a bed and food for him. I don't know how to tell him I love him still after 12yrs. FUCK THE POLICE. Always trying to specify they know shit. And they are not always right. For real.

I Am Sorry I Have Not Been On In Awhile
I AM TRUELY SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN AROUND MUCH AS OF LATELY. I AM HAVING SOME MEDICAL PROBLEMS AND IT IS HARD FOR ME TO THINK STRIAGHT.I AM SUFFERING FROM Hypertension, WHICH IS HIGH BLOOD PRESURE, NEUROPATHY Neuropathic pain is usually perceived as a steady burning and/or "pins and needles" and/or "electric shock" sensations and/or tickling. The difference is due to the fact that "ordinary" pain stimulates only pain nerves, while a neuropathy often results in the firing of both pain and non-pain (touch, warm, cool) sensory nerves in the same area, producing signals that the spinal cord and brain do not normally expect to receive. AND I ALSO HAVE Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy Syndrome THIS IS THE WORST OF THEM ALL Reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome (RSDS) is a chronic condition characterized by severe burning pain, pathological changes in bone and skin, excessive sweating, tissue swelling, and extreme sensitivity to touch. The syndrome, which is a variant of a co

I Am Someone
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone

I Am Sorry My Friends.
I am sorry that I haven't been answering my SB or messages. I normally never do that. I have just been going through more crap than any one person should. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. The last thing I want is to hurt feelings. I hope that when I get through my crap you all will still be there to talk to. If you aren't then I COMPLETELY understand. Be well and just know that you all are the bright points of my day. Thank you for being so kind to me. With love, ~Skye~ AKA The rockinest chick in the world!

I Am So Happy
I have finally cleaned out everything at mom and dads storage and out of the basement. All my past memories that were bad were burned in a huge fire and at that moment i found out the best news ever. Im going to be a new dad. I have never been so happy in my whole life. This is the best news i have ever gotten in my whole life. Besides the birth of my son. I have nothing left of my past, well the worst part of it. Have you ever felt this free? I now know what total happiness is. And to all my past thorns, thank you for making it so hard now i know none of it was worth ever fighting for. I dont want losers in my life and that includes you all. Dumb, bad, crazy, dramtic, stupid, you can have it all you win. I have what i want and i dont want nothing else but that. Burn baby burn i feel so free. remember to smile it will make your butt shine. Im off to find a ring now.

I Am Sorry Ralu.....this Is For You
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yea

I Am Single Again
I just wanted all of my friends in fubar to know that I am single again. My friend Nataliya from the Ukraine was just out for money and a free ticket to the U.S. so I am looking for that one woman that can be true to me. If any of you know somebody out there that knows how to be faithful and honest in a relationship please let me know who she is. I would love to meat her.

I Am Stronger Than He Thought
i am more in love now than i have been in a long time and that love has been my reason for being for so long. he had my whole being....and he shattered who i was. i ended up cheating on him and in turn hurting him.....cause he changed into the man i saw years ago. my three month old son is not his and i know that it crushed him greatly but i also know he wants to be a dad to him...or at least he did want to be a dad to him...who knows now. we have had a hard road these past four/five years and now i feel there is an end. my heart, mind and sole just can not take it anymore. i have been hurt so many times and i need to be strong for the kids. i am now knowing what i want to do with my life and i now have the "balls" to do it. the thing is that my depression may just kick my ass a little bit. i know who i am and i am not standing to be disrespected and used anymore. i deserve to be treated right. i am tired of being taken for granted and not truly apprecated. there have been days tha

I Am Sorry
i rated a couple of pics other than a ten, i am sorry, i didn't mean to offend anyone. i didn't understand what i was supposed to do here. if i rated you other than a 10, it isn't personal, just not my cup of joe. i didn't take anything away from you. the rating system is a choice. i really thought it was my choice. but i'm left thinking it isn't a choice at all and should rate everything a ten. if everything is a ten, then what is the point in rating anything at all. worse yet, i was blocked and couldnt defend my actions. so, i wasn't good enough to say hi to at random, but by making a choice of what to rate a picture makes me bad enough for someone to attack me.????? i'm with the program now, i think i see what it is about.

I Am Spirit..many Blessings To All
A soul searches for a place of belonging A place where love and direction are found in the whispers when the great winds sing I have found such a place where all answers are given Because the voice you hear comes from the creator in the great beyond.. my Family, look deep and you will see The sacred journey is a gift, given free The greatest gift you have is love This gift is always present it even falls from the wings of the dove.. The colors of man - black - red - yellow - white... Are always seen when the owl - hawk - and the great eagle are in flight The songs are sung when the drum makes its sound When the sacred circle is made while we stand on sacred ground Our prayers lift up - up high in the sky A journey of the soul is sacred and holy tears flow gently from my eye The sacredness of the mountain is for all too see Because of human greed the rainbow is chained it is not free The sacred journey reaches out to the soul in need Mans chains are taken away and

I Am Sick Of Fake People
I am cleaning out my friends and family list. If you want to stay on either one please let me know by private message.If I don't hear from you by friday, you will be deleted. I have all these people on my list and more than half of them don't even talk to me let alone help me in auctions, contests or even to level up. I do my best to help others as much as I can. Thank you to the people who have helped me in the past, those of you who have will not be deleted. So once again if I don't hear from you by friday, you will be DELETED.

I Am Sick!!!!!!1
I am getting quite sick of all those of my generation chosing to ride croch rocketts and doggin on harley and other cruisers, because they are "so much faster", I have to say that I get into arguments all the time about it. Why would you want to do 100+ down a road any way, what happened to enjoying the ride you take. I am going to start a project that will finaly let me be prove once and for all that true bikers can beat those rice rockett riders at any thing and everything to do with motorcycles. I am going to build a cruiser that will beat any croch rockett out there, then we will see who is better.

I Am Sorry To Say
Due to my inability accrue income for the past ten days due to weather issues, I will not be able to keep my promise to appear with the Serpentarium at Beyond Vanilla this weekend. My family will still be represented by other Siblings. Please join them Friday for the midnight wrestling match and catch their shows on Saturday. I am just too fucking poor. Bottomline. Without any hope of child support while he is in the hospital, and no time alone in the apartment to work thanks to my kids school being w.o power, I am totally fucked. This sucks. I was really looking forward to it, but I would be extremely irresponsible if I just took off right now. I hate not being able to keep my volunteering commitment, but I just can NOT keep it at this time. Lv M

I Am So Damn Bad At Times...
I have come to realize many things about myself, one thing especially is that I enjoy giving a woman some really great head. I love to feel her grab the back of my head and drive my mouth deeper in. It turns me on to have a woman grind her kat all over my face. Sometimes I actually sit and fantasize about some of my favorite experiences or imagine what new ones I will have. Now don't get me wrong I won't just suck out any female, but if I meet a woman that I really like and I feel comfortable with her please believe that I will make her weak in the knees, so she had better be laying back! LOL! I will eat it like a fat man at a buffet! LOL! I myself am more of a giver than receiver, not that I don't enjoy some good slowneck, it really turns me on to please a woman orally. The wet ones are my favorite! It's nice when I can feel her juices all over my face and dripping down my chin, makes me want to stick my tongue deeper in and let it do a jolly dance to make her quiver. LOL! It's fu

I Am So Proud Of Myself
I am about to explode with joy...I have totally amped up my exposure and it is paying off.. http://www.michelle-from-hell.com has started growing like crazy... Before I was getting just under 40 hits a day...As of Tuesday this week it has jumped to over 3000 hits in a day!! Oh my f'ing gawd am I uber happy!!! I also put ads up on Backpage today. Hopefully, it will bring me more stuff in modeling wise soon!! I may or maynot blog much this weekend - thus the overload today...I missed yesterday and made up for it today, added a blog for today and now this one... Can't wait for Will to get home. M

I Am Sure We All Know A Few.
* The Succubus is the Temptress from the Abyss, a female demon with the goal to bring about the destruction of the mortal races. They have the ability to polymorph, so they always appear as a stunningly beautiful woman of any humaniod type race (human, elf, halfing, dwarf, etc), with a perfect figure and smooth skin of any color of their choosing, as befits the race they are disguised as. In their true form, their demon heritage is shown in the form of large leathery bat like wings, 2 small horns or wings on their forehead, and sinister glowing eyes. In their true form, they are usually scantily clad, as to try and maintain their hold over their prey, by using their looks to their advantage. * The Succubus race is maintained by the mating of a Succubus and a Balor type demon. If the offspring is female, it is a Succubus, and if male, then it is a Incubus. Offspring from the mating between a Succubus and a human or elf male are known as Tal`zar-Demon. Needless t

I Am So Mad Right Now
Not happy with my damn kitty right now For the first time ever he took a vocal stance with me that I absolutely do NOT appreciate. I have never wished so hard to be able to slap his fucking face. I just do not think it is polite to talk to someone who loaned you their car because you didn't think yours would make it there like they are fucking imposing on you! Also I just don't think it is very considerate to tell that same person - whom thinks you love them to the point where you would not ask them to take a risk -- that they can drive your broken ass car to the gas station to get smokes but when they get there must put gas in your car after she put her last 20 in her car the day before! Not after not equally kicking into the damn rent fund!! When you have been working more then the person you are originally imposing on!!! Damn am I pissed. Luckily my mom was here to loan me her car to run to the store...too bad for the kitty that now he is going to be treated mean for being

I Am Serving Notice!!!
I am serving notice, that I shall slowly be stretching my muscles on Fubar again. I will be working on my rhythm, so that after my surgery Nov 11th, when I have nothing but time, that I shall be kicking ass, and more than likely taking names. I shall be Godfather by the New Years, and then you can all rejoice with me. I will be alerting some of the individuals who I've helped in the past, and have helped me lots, of this, and of my name change also. If you don't want to help, that is fine by me, get out of my way. If you know people who will be needing help, let me know, and I will do what I can. As always, I will be the same warm, fuzzy person that I always was. Bling accordingly. And as a side note, I don't care who you don't like on my list, I don't force people to do things, I ask them, and i they have a problem with the person who needs help, then thats fine too. But I'm not going to delete somebody because they have issues with another. If it is that bad, and

I Am So Horney
I am so horney I could bang a dead snake... why are women so closed legged these days??? maybe they need a few wiskeys on sunday morning instead of church>>>?????? maybe they need to climax instead of call their mothers to find out what gravy to put on the potatoes!! I got your gravy right here!!!!!!!!!!

I'am Scared For My Life Right Now!
IM GOING THROUGH HELL RIGHT NOW..WILL I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL WHAT HAPPEND TO ME TODAY THIS IS WHY IM SOO MISERABLE!AND SCARED FOR MY LIFE.WILL WHEN I WAS 6 YEARS OLD I WAS RAPPED BY MY SISTER'S BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME.AND NOONE BELIEVED ME EVERYONE THOUGHT I HAD A REALLY GOOD IMAGINATION.BUT YEARS LATER THEY FOUND OUT HE DID IT AGAIN AND THEN TRHOUGH HIM JAIL.AND NOW HE IS OUT AND LIVES IN MY AREA AND THIS WHY IM SCARED FOR MY LIFE.I SAW HIM AT WAL-MART TODAY IAM NEVER GOING TO WAL-MART EVER AGAIN!HE THREATEND ME.HE SAID I WASN'T DONE WITH YOU AND IM STILL NOT DONE WITH YOU!THEN AFTER IM DONE WITH YOU I WILL THROUGH YOUR BODY AWAY AND NOONE WILL EVER FIND YOU.I WENT TO POLICE RIGHT AWAY AND THEY SAID THEY CANNOT DO ANYTHING CUZ HE ONLY THREATED ME.SO COPS CAN ONLY DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE WHEN SOMETHING HAPPENDS TO THEM?DOSEN'T MAKE SENSE.WHAT IF IAM DEAD WHAT THEN?? IM AFRAID TO LEAVE MY HOME NOW.I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE MORE TO DO.I HAD TO WRITE ABOUT THIS TO ALL OF YOU.I JUST WANTED TO

I Am Sad I Am
I am sad I am , and sad I am said I am sad. It's so sad to see that sad I am has to go to such and extreme. To get some attention.. Thanks for bothering your self and all your busy time to take time out to pretend to read this. Just rate it and for get that the gal behind here ... Well she is having issues. And is going to be doing major house keeping and delete all that do not at least say hi and thanks for the help. I spend a lot of time helping you ... You send me links to a pic and I do my best rating and comment bombing for lots of you. only for you to forget that I exist. With out even a thank you! THIS MESSAGE IS FOR THE FEW THAT KNOW WHO YOU ARE..... DELETE, BLOCK AND I WILL NOT BE BOTHERED ....OH WELL DELETE DELETE DELETE

I Am Sickened "ban The Horrific Stallion Fights In The Philippines" - Sign The Petition !
Today I have just seen the horror of Stallion Fights that are held in the Phillippins for entertainment! The pictures in the paper are so shocking I felt like crying, horses are gentle creatures, when there are two males after a female they may fight over her but the stronger one will win and the weaker one will go away. They never fight to the death! Although the 3 day fight festival a year was banned 10 years ago it seems it still goes on. They get tortured, tied up, beaten so that when they go out into the ring they are so in a frenzy they fight to the death, the rings they fight in are so small that they can only do one thing and that is to fight or face being beaten by their trainers who train them to fight. The pictures are too horrific to put on here, but I hope you take the time to read the article Here is the link for the article - I warn you it isnt nice ... http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-515508/Tournament-blood-The-sheer-horror-horse-fighting.

I Am Sickened "ban The Horrific Stallion Fights In The Philippines" - Sign The Petition !(copied From Metal Sandy)
Today I have just seen the horror of Stallion Fights that are held in the Phillippins for entertainment! The pictures in the paper are so shocking I felt like crying, horses are gentle creatures, when there are two males after a female they may fight over her but the stronger one will win and the weaker one will go away. They never fight to the death! Although the 3 day fight festival a year was banned 10 years ago it seems it still goes on. They get tortured, tied up, beaten so that when they go out into the ring they are so in a frenzy they fight to the death, the rings they fight in are so small that they can only do one thing and that is to fight or face being beaten by their trainers who train them to fight. The pictures are too horrific to put on here, but I hope you take the time to read the article Here is the link for the article - I warn you it isnt nice ... http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-515508/Tournament-blood-The-sheer-horror-horse-fighting.html

I Am Starting A Neverending Auction
I will be starting as of right now. Pm me your pic and what you will be offering and the price to enter is 5k in fubucks. Also you get to decide who wins you let me know who wins and I will close out your pic.

I Am So Blessed
To all of my wonderful fu-friends. Those of you who really know me, know my daughter has had a complicated pregnancy do to her Lupus. They have been stopping her labor for 2 months. After 26 hours of labor, and a few scares, he was born 11/20/2008 at 8:04 at 36 weeks gestation. He weighed 5 lbs 10 oz and is 19 1/2 inches long. He is doing awesome!!!! My daughter is having some minor complications due to the Lupus. She now has a little man that needs her. I know she will fight this and have a full recovery. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers. Thank you!!

I Am So Not Decorating This Year
I have decided again for the second year in a row that I am not putting up a christmas tree. I always celebrate christmas at my parents home and at my father's sisters home. I know I know some of you are probably thinking about the fact that I have a little guy and should put the tree up for him, but he's 2 people all he's gonna do is destroy it or knock it over about 100 times or try to eat things off of it. The last time I put was the year that I had my son and I only did it because my younger brother,who lived with me at the time and is obsessed with christmas, insisted that we put up a tree. Needless to say with all the hustle and bustle of being thrown into the job of being a single mother my tree was up until well after Easter that year. So some of you may thinkn that I am a Grinch but NO TREE. My son and I will enjoy the tree decorating on the 23rd with my mother, my brother, his wife and daughter so he's not missing out on anything except taking it down.

I Am She Who Weeps..
I AM SHE WHO CUTS DEEP SLICING MY PALE SKIN WIDE MEMORIES HITTING ME LIKE AN ANGRY TIDE I AM SHE WHO HATES ALL THAT HAVE WRONGED ME MAKING ME CRY HOW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE I AM SHE WHO SCREAMS BUT NOONE HEARS ME YELLING MY ANGER,STREAMING MY TEARS I AM SHE WHO ONCED LOVED NOW I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL NO LOVE OR LUST ALL ALONE IN THE DARK COVERED WITH DUST I AM SHE WHO WEEPS IN THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT...

I Am Soooo Gonna Try Some Of These!
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write �For Marijuana�. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 9. Sing Along At The Opera. 10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have a headache. 11. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 12. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling 'Run For Your Live

I Am Sagittarius (pretty Accurate To Me)
ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - The Twin Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing peo

I Am So Scared Right Now.....what Should I Do - Help Me ! ! !
well today i had to go to the police station because i had missed court for three traffic tickets , the second court date i have missed because i was scared to death to go , well i had the cuffs on me before and after i was in front of the judge , well if my ex husband didnt show to pay the bail after he spoke to the judge i would be sitting in jail at this very moment till feb something , i would be collecting dust and crying everyday that i dont see my children , my kids were supposed to come over today and then my daughter was supposed to spend the night , well the ex husband never brought them over , and my kids didnt call me on the phone to say goodnight to me like they do every night , i hope that because of what happened today , legally he cant keep me from seeing my kids , but i am so scared he is going to think he can , and he will keep them from me because he knows that i dont have the money to pay for a lawyer so i can fight to see my kids , i am so sorry that this explanat

I Am So Using This Next Time I Fill Out A Resume
What the fuck people! I need a motherfuckin job, and I have a resume that says I am fucking fit to be your goddamn front desk/administrative assistant. I have applied to a ton of jobs on here, and not one of them responded, WHAT THE FUCK?! Cover Letter? Here's my fucking cover letter! Now, I'm really low on money, and I'll suck a dick if I have to...that's right! Got a bear in your backyard that keeps eating your garbage? I'll fight that motherfucker and I'll win! Can any other prospective employee say that?! FUCK NO! What'd you say? You lost your keys? FUCK IT! I'll shoot the goddamn lock off your door with my laser eyes! That's how bad I need a motherfuckin job! Your brother is gay and you're not cool with that? I'll de-gay him with reverse buttsex. Don't believe me?! Then hire me and I'll fucking show you! OBJECTIVE I need a motherfuckin job. SHIT I HAVE DONE -I invented the moon. -Atlantis was around til 1988, but sunk when I shot out of my mom's vagina like a

I Am Someone
I want to post this blog because I want people to know how I feel, how I hurt, how I wish. Please if you could take just about 4 minutes out of your hectic life to listen to this song. 6 Months ago I would have never even knew who this band was or the songs that they sing if it hadn't have been for my loving boyfriend Ryan. He opened my eyes to a life that I never thought I would care to get into. After listening to this song I realized I just want someone to hear me. I want someone to know that I am here and that I am not just another face floating across your screen or a name in your bartab. I am someone and I want to be heard.

I Am So Proud
Last night my kindergarten daughter, just finished her last book in first grade hooked on phonics. She is reading at a first grade level now and it makes me so proud. starting Monday we are starting second grade hooked on phonics. She loves to read and is trying so hard so that she can read on her own. The teachers are all so amazed at how smart she is and says that she is well advanced for her age. She is always trying to learn new things and if she keeps going by the end of elementary school she will be reading well over a sixth grade level. I am talking to the teacher today to see if they can give her a little more difficult books to read since she has mastered all the easy ones. I dont want her to get bored. I am the most proudest mom in the whole world.

I Am So Un Pop
this is how pathtic i am somtimes i have one person that has a crush on me in fubar i have many fans and many friends i have one main crush but yet NOONE crushes me that sucks lol talk about a low hit but it is ok the main consern here is that I LOVE one and love making friends with all ..........and yes i forgot to use spell check lol

I Am So Sick And Tired Of How Rude And Mean People Can Be Check This Out
SO SO SO VERY SORRY ABOUT THE ATTENTION GETTER IN THE SUBJECT LINE BUT MAN ITS SOME DESPERATE TIMES HERE LOL OH BABY PLZ DON'T FORGET TO RATE THIS BLOG A TEN IF YOU WOULD PLZ TY TY I have been at this for over 2 hours now tossing the link out to everyone on my friend list and so far its got her 15 rates or so.. This is very tiring and hard work but I made her a promise that I would help. But omg you guys I'm for real getting so tired... Plz thank you for coming this far and if you rate them thank you again but also plz send your friends if you can. We are down about 100 rates and unless we kick some butt she they will both loose.. also people seem to repeat them selves on my friend list. I got as far as page 311 and I saw many people pop up twice by then so if I send you the link twice I'm very sorry.. I dont mean to but by page 311 and at this hour everything looks the same.. If I dont say thank you in the shout box its because I missed your shout is all.. I'm thankin

I Am So Freaked Out!
Well first off i know there are a lot of girls like me out there that are "Daddy's Girls"!! I love my dad with all my heart and soul! He is and will always be my number one!! Here recently my dad found out his heart is not beating the way it is supposed to. Well the doctors put him on some meds to see if it would help and it didnt. So he went back and they preformed some kind of internal shock treatment on him and when he went back for his check up the doctor let him know that the shock treatment did not work either. Now he is going back Monday to meet with the doctors to discuss what they can do now. It is just a meeting monday but we are pretty sure that its going to be about the forcing him into a heart attack and then trying to bring him out of it. I have been having a really bad gut feeling about all of this and i dont know if it is that im just really scared or nervous or what it is! I dont want to think about the worst that could happen but i cant help it because i have to atlea

I Am Still Alive
Hey everyone, I am still alive. I moved in with my boyfriend at the first of the year. Loving it. We currently don't have internet, becuase the company I had doesn't service the area that he lives in. The only way that we can have internet is through this guy that lives in our neighborhood that has wireless and he is taking forever to come and hook our computers to his network. So, we have no internet for now. That is why I haven't been on lately. Miss you guys and hope you are all doing good. If you message me and it takes me awhile to get back to you, please be patient. I will as soon as I can. For now, when I have free time I take my computer to a friends house to use it. Hope to talk to you all soon.

I Am Sorry...
How do you apologize for hurting someone’s heart? It all made sense in my head… it more than made sense, it was perfect; just what I thought I wanted. Then the reality of who I am and what I can’t handle slammed me against a wall. Is it excusable to stomp on others’ hearts in the scramble to save your own? Now we are here, in this new place. I don’t even know what to say or how to act. All I can feel is the heartache I’ve caused. How does it end? Where is the rewind button? Would she erase us if she could? Would I…? Yes, I think I would. Not only make her hurt go away, but make it so it never existed. If the joy had never been, the pain wouldn’t be. I am sorry. All that I thought was wrong. I would have never imagined that I had myself so completely wrong… and you are the one who has had to suffer for that. I am so sorry.

I Am Someone
I am someoneI walked past a dead faceeven though the person was aliveI saw my eyes in the mirrorand cried at the sightI looked at a person I didn¹t knowand I met a friendI got heads to turnwhen I walked pastI learned a lot about myselfwhen I lost a new friendI cried every tear in my bodywhen I thought about loveI got hit badthen got back in the ringI climbed a mountain of rocksand saw an eagle fly over- headI heard terrible things about myselfwhen no one thought I was listeningI realized I was strongwhen I didn¹t cry when it hurtI found out who I waswhen I was with someone elseI thought I was lost foreverwhen a friend found meI held a life in my handand it was my ownI was a pawn in someone else's gameso I surrendered to a brookI walked the fine line between survivingand not wanting to surviveI still amI am someone

I Am Soooooo Bummed......
Since going part-time at my work, of which I had no choice, I can't afford some of my little luxuries anymore. Namely, my nails. I can't afford to get them done anymore. My nails have been like my signature for the last 25 years. dammit they look like shit right now. dammit :(

I Am So Disappointed!
I guess i thought i actually had some friends on here. But, now i see that i realy didn't! What a shame, you say you care about someone, then you don't show it. I think that is rude and uncalled for. If you don't want to be friends, well, then don't ask me to do anything for you! All i asked was for donations, to a great cause,, beause I am one of those people who will need this company,, in the very near future! And do you help me? Of course not,, why would you? I'm of no consequence to any of you! However,, To Seroquel, Dream fae, my cousin Delilah, and Reload,,,,we did raise some money for this company.And for them,, I will be eternally greatful! As for the rest of you? SHAME ON YOU!!!!!!!!

I Am Such A Nerd!
Im such a nerd! I so got turned on by this clip! and it was only 14 seconds lmao....but man...just yummy!! Twilight fans...watch this if u havent seen it yet!! http://popwatch.ew.com/popwatch/2009/05/new-moon-t...

I Am Someone
I am someoneI walked past a dead faceeven though the person was aliveI saw my eyes in the mirrorand cried at the sightI looked at a person I didn�t knowand I met a friendI got heads to turnwhen I walked pastI learned a lot about myselfwhen I lost a new friendI cried every tear in my bodywhen I thought about loveI got hit badthen got back in the ringI climbed a mountain of rocksand saw an eagle fly over- headI heard terrible things about myselfwhen no one thought I was listeningI realized I was strongwhen I didn�t cry when it hurtI found out who I waswhen I was with someone elseI thought I was lost foreverwhen a friend found meI held a life in my handand it was my ownI was a pawn in someone else's gameso I surrendered to a brookI walked the fine line between survivingand not wanting to surviveI still amI am someone

I Am Sorry I Have To Hurt You
Today it rains like it never has before. Today the heavens opened up and all of its pain and suffering pour out. This is the start of many dark days to come. Today i lost my bestfriend and lover, i lost you. Thank you for being my friend, for always being you, for never giving up on me. I am sorry i have to hurt you, for i never meant to. I am sorry i fell in love with you, i am sorry i have to let you go. In my heart you will always be forever, where ever you may go you will always be with me because you are the one who belived in me. Goodbye Forever My Love! Dec 20th 2008

I Am So In Love With Him
I am so in love with a guy who doesn't know it, thats because i am afraid to show it. He would get upset if he knew how i feel. If i told him our friendship might have to end. Then i couldn't even have him as a friend. I hate how this all goes through my head. If only i could taste your sweet kiss, maybe then i would know about all this, I would know for sure this was true. But now all i can say is that i love you. So please give me just once chance to show you true, sweet love. I owe it to you, for all you do. You make me happy, upset and even sad. If only you'd look through my smile and see that my love for you was in denial, my friends all know i love you. But one question, " do you love me ? ". My heart is so happy whenever your near, but when your gone my eye gives a tear. My sadness for you is all so true, only because i truly love you. I want you to know, you brighten my day. Even when you stop just to say hey. Your smile so bright is what keeps me going, which keeps my love for

I Am Selling Puppies!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SELLING 5 PUPPIES SOON WITHIN THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS. THEY ARE VERY CUTES AND CUDDLY AND WILL STAY SMALL. 4 FEMALES, AND 1 MALE. FEMALES 255, MALE 230. OBO WITH IN THAT RANGE. YOU CAN EMAIL ME AT marcello_swan12@hotmail.com. I LIVE IN TIGARD, OREGON AND WILL BE GETTING BACK TO YOU AND (0R) LEAVE A NUMBER OR EMAIL ADDRESS SO I CAN CONTACT YOU AT.

I Am Speechless.........
I live in North Texas........so you have a camera phone? ......he says I got me all sorts of shit luv.....why you ask?.........I say Do you have a camera phone and a webcam sexy?...he says I have a huge dick...............you queer?..........I say HUH??? you a man?..........he says Yesssss..........your HOT............I say I am sorry, I am not into that.....my bad.....take care. He says Now what?????????????? hehehehehe

I Am Seeking A Fu-wife
I AM INTERESTED IN SEEKING A FU-WIFE DONT GET IT TWISTED YES I DO HAVE A FU-HUSBAND BUT I AM INTERESTED IN A SEXXI WOMAN 2 QUENCH MY THIRST IF THAT IS U PLEASE BID FOR ME IN MY PHOTO SECTION 07-13-09 TILL 07-20-09 BID STARTS AT 1 MILLION.....THIRSTY4TAE

I Am Spotlight
i cant list everyone who helped. you know who you are, not just the people who gave fubucks, large or small amounts, the people that wished me well too. i can't believe it only took me 2 days from saying i want the spotlight to bam, getting it. you people are awesome, and made a silly old fool happy.

I Am So Pissed
Fucking people who steal are the worst fuckers on the planet. YET AGAIN MY FUCKING TOYS HAVE BEEN STOLEN FROM ME... The first time was a series of thefts from my home by community members who attended my parties on Triway. Eventhough I was kind enough to put my stuff out to share and took extreme measures to make sure my guests had everything they needed, SOME FUCKERS felt that maybe I had it too good. How were they to know we had to file for bankruptacy? I am sure to the outside world it seemed like we were living large...eitherway those assholes took my shit. The second time it happened was about five years ago when Lord Viper/Kerry packed my shit with his and then locked it in his car so he could leave in the morning to go see his whore. That night in the driveway of our home everything was cleared out. After I told him I seriously questioned his judgement. AND NOW TODAY...I go to get a bag out of my trunk that had all the spices for making chinese food because I was making a hug

I Am So Fucked, I Am Going To Lose My Home Over A Lousy Grand Help Me Pls
I am looking for literally anything that pays super good and super fast ... I am including my resume. Massage, tattoos, babysitting, cleaning, vocals, Writing, typing, cooking, photography, photo editing. and a bunch more ... i need the work Modeling work welcome i am plus sized, Adult work NOT involving sexual acts aslo welcome. I am really hard up and i need to pay rent my disability isn't enough and i may be evicted Very soon, i am on a very tight time restraint, and i do any work needed of me as well as working on little sleep with little to no supervision until the 22nd .. and after that i can only work evenings and afternoons ... Chantelle John 17665 93 Ave NW, Edmonton, Alberta T5T 3E3 Tel: 780.244.1711 Cell: 587.785.6384 john.chantelle@hotmail.com PROFILE I have Obtained experience from many different jobs and experiences, as well as courses and simply being a mother. Currently I am looking for work on a part time basis and I thank you in advance for taking the tim

I Am Sorry
i sorry i upset u i sorry i upset u i am sorry i hurt u i never wanted to do any of this. u are my world u are my heart and soul u are my everything. knowing i did this it breaks my heart . we have real life dreams beyong this site i hope we get past it and get back on track this place ant worth what we have i hope u talk to me soon rember u are my everything i couldnt live without u

I Am Someone
I am someoneI walked past a dead faceeven though the person was aliveI saw my eyes in the mirrorand cried at the sightI looked at a person I didnt knowand I met a friendI got heads to turnwhen I walked pastI learned a lot about myselfwhen I lost a new friendI cried every tear in my bodywhen I thought about loveI got hit badthen got back in the ringI climbed a mountain of rocksand saw an eagle fly over- headI heard terrible things about myselfwhen no one thought I was listeningI realized I was strongwhen I didnt cry when it hurtI found out who I waswhen I was with someone elseI thought I was lost foreverwhen a friend found meI held a life in my handand it was my ownI was a pawn in someone else’s gameso I surrendered to a brookI walked the fine line between survivingand not wanting to surviveI still amI am someone

I Am So Freakin Cool
I went to a mystery dinner thater thing...it was a mix of improv and script...it was freakin awesome Had the bessssst time :D I was sooo tired, and sick to my tummy....stu ill went and I am so glad i did!!

I Am So Tired!!!!
Today is one of the worst days of my life. Today was supposed to be my one year anniversary with my bf. He broke up with me in december. Now he has a new girlfriend and today is his birthday. I sent him a webpage that I had made him and told him happy birthday and nothing. He hadn't even checked his messages. then a mutual friend comes into my live (how convient) and I asked if she had talked to him this morning and she said she did on her way home from work. I take it he called her because she would have been texting and driving...either way he messaged her and talked to her so he was up and online. I am so fucking mad right now!!! I feel so used and under appreciated and he was acting like we were so close and wonderful and then he just slaps me in the face with this. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU !!!!!!!!!!

I Am Sorry!
I am sorry for not being what you want me to be. I am doing my best and yet it's not good enough. Everyday is a struggle to stay positive and not give up on what I want in life. I am giving you what you want and even though it hurts I did it. You said that you wanted to get to know me and learn for yourself who I am....well this is me! Love me or leave me. Take me as I am or don't. Yes I am going through a tough time and I am not sure where I am going but I will find a way to make it through. I told you I will do it with you or without you but I would rather have you in my life. If that isn't possible then damn it tell me know. You have things that you must do and so do I. You never were a distraction but a saving grace. The one thing I could look forward to and you took it away. I understand, I get it. There is no communication and you know without it nothing is gonna change.

I Am So Confused...
I am so confused... 1. Fat chicks assuming the dog pose naked, wtf!! Ewwwwww 2. People that are too stupid to look at my join date, and then message me with you need more friends. Wtf for? I dont visit the ones that I have! lmmfao! 3. Idiots that want to message me acting like their existance is a favor to me, your dad put his dipstick in your mom's oil pan, later out you popped. I want no credit for that, and I take no credit for that. Now, GFY.

I Am Soo Unfit!
So just got back from the gym with a training session with my friend (who is like a MACHINE)...OMG I'm so unfit. We were doing like circuit training type exercises and I had to stop after the first activity (you jump/squat on a steppy thing for 2 mins holding a really heavy ball)...I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA THROW UP! I had to go to the lady's and wait till the sickness passed, then I tried to run/walk it off and then I just felt sick again. I felt sooo bad, he was training another guy too and I was already given the lower step and the lighter ball to train with (I had the kiddy version) and the other guy took the higher step and heavier ball, but he was still doing it! I saw there were boxing gloves though and I really wanted to play with those but I just had to go home, I really thought I was gonna puke. :( Ahhhh and I wore a new pair of sweats too and the jogging bottoms were brand new, and the inside was all fluffy and it all stuck to my vajoo cos they were really fitted. I

I Am Searching, I Am Looking
Im Looking Im Searching I will Find It I cant help it to look for beauty in the world outside I have to Im obsessed Compelled to search and keep searching If I dont find it...I feel lost and lose my faith in myself Not in flowers or sunsets or in mountain rains... those are self explanatory in their beauty. In those things..they were created to display all the time they cant change they will always be.... what they are I search for beauty in people their minds their hearts and their souls when I find one who is... I want them to know that... they are greater than the flowers and the mountains and expose them for the world to... appreciate them and their beauty as much As I DO! Look for the Beautiful People Let their beauty warm your heart and inspire you to the beauty that you are! Keep Laughin, Keep Livin, Keep Lovin! ~Ragdoll~

I Am Sry( Repost )
I am sorry I am sorry that I ever mistreated you. I am sorry for not ever being there when you needed a friend. I am sorry for not giving you a shoulder to cry on when you needed it. I am sorry for not being a soundboard for you when you were upset. I am sorry that I cannot take away the pain you feel. I am sorry that I cannot turn back the hands of time to make things right for you. I am sorry that I was not there when you needed me the most. I am not sorry for the times we have spent together. I am not sorry that I heard your voice speak to me. I am not sorry for the laughs we have shared. I am not sorry that I took the time to get to know you. I am not sorry that I ever called you a friend. I am not sorry that I started to fall for you. I am not sorry I got to look into your eyes and get to know the real you. I am not sorry I looked into your eyes and fell in love.

I Am Strong Again
I am strong again ByJMT A naive little girl, you think you can control Maybe a Welcome mat, you think you can unroll Or just a possession an object, you think you stole I can see it all now your thoughts,motives,and goal You think I am someone who will bend to your will You think this person is someone you know even still You think you can continue this game, confident in skill But your lies and cons have now given me, my fill You see I am no victim, someone you can make fall I am NOT for you to belittle, so you can stand tall I am NOT some simple creature, that lives for your call Just so you can rip me up, so you can hear me bawl You see I am no object, something for you to own I am NOT for you to dictate over, from that I've flown I am NOT some guilt filled child, from that I've grown So now I can stand up to you and say your cover is blown Once you led me astray from my strength within Finally I

I Am Such A Dumbass
I had a suck day.. Had a bad dream last night that woke me up and then kept me up way late It was bizarre, I was 19...I had 3 baby chihuahuas and my mom made them stay outside at night...I heard a wolf howl so I called them inside all frantic...the dogs were goin nuts trying to defend me. The wolf was trying to get in the doggie door, I was kicking and punching at his snout as he tried to get in...there was a very small live shristmas tree with lights on it that I picked up and was bating his snout with. The only saving grace was that the door was very small and the wolf was too big. I woke up sweating and with my heart racing. :/ SO anyway...I am super pumped about my upcoming dr appt!! I totally know I am gonna rock this shit and 6 months from now I will begin the new chapter!

I Am Sorry
Im sorry© By lauren robertssorry that i love you,im sorry that i care,sorry that ive taken for granted the love that i shared.sorry for causing heartache, sorry for causing pain, sorry for what you gave me if i didnt give back the same.sorry for the waiting, sorry to waste your time,sorry if im not worth it, i knew you wouldnt be mine.sorry for mistaking for something that i thought was true.sorry if you dont understand why i do what i do.sorry if my feelings wasnt enough, sorry if we cant work through all this stuff.sorry if you cant fit me into your life, sorry if all i do is cause us to fight.i know im cramping your style or getting in your way, im sorry if i dont say the things you want me to say.i know i dont measure up to what you want me to be, sorry if i cant be enough to make you just want me.

I Am Shut Outta My Own Heart
I am shut out of mine own heart"I am shut out of mine own heartbecause my love is far from me,nor in the wonders have I partthat fill its hidden empery:The wildwood of adventurous thoughtand lands of dawn my dream had won,the riches out of Faery broughtare buried with our bridal sun.And I am in a narrow place,and all its little streets are cold,because the absence of her facehas robb'd the sullen air of gold.My home is in a broader day:at times I catch it glisteningthro' the dull gate, a flower'd playand odour of undying spring:The long days that I lived alone,sweet madness of the springs I miss'd,are shed beyond, and thro' them blownclear laughter, and my lips are kiss'd:And here, from mine own joy apart,I wait the turning of the key: -I am shut out of mine own heartbecause my love is far from me."

I Am Still Alive!!
I have tried to keep up with this, but it won't let me finish without throwing me off Fubar. I am not special by far, nor as good as I use to be. I am still not half bad. That is what I just wrote summed up. I can't remember word for word what I wrote and in my life I have figured out that means it was really good. Average junk will have a 50-50 chance and scribled shit won't even delete. I am not totally giving up on my dreams, but I am done searching for my soulmate. If he doesn't know where I am, and he is like me, then he will survive. I hope he is doing good enough to have the best life he can have without me. I don't want to burden anyone. Never have tried too. I am different, yet the same jelly bean. Maybe I am not a princess who is locked in a tower. Just a plain Jane who is in a dark room, with only a window as big as my monitor to veiw the sweet life. Have the best day you can and and have a better tomorrow!!

I Am Still Interested....
I am still here and still interested in Our Destiny. It still amazes me how many of ya all are not interested. I may not have alot of staff or someone to promote over and over, but still. It is a nice place to relax, the drinks aren't really expensive. That is a-okay.....cuz you know as well as I do that in the end Our Destiny catches up with every single soul. It is not a threat neither, it is the truth. If I had to sum up, sum in or sum somewhat of a fast week, this last week would be so short. I think I missed a couple days or so. I may have been here, but still. I know what it is, summer is coming. The days are too short and the nights are too long. Especially when you have no company of any kind. I don't mind being alone. I know what I need and what I want, just haven't found anyone to fill the gap. Just may be that I didn't take the road that is more convinent, I don't fucking mind. This one is more sceneic. I like looking without someone telling me not too. I'd spend more time

I Am Sorry Folks
If I have failed to like , rate, or anything else I am sorry. As a lot of you know I have been very sick for the past 7 years and it gets progressivly worse. I have early onset dementia, liver and kidney problems that affect my vision , I have to use a magnifying glass to read my shout box, when i can find it. I have good days and bad days I am working with a group of doctors using experimentel drugs on me. I do NOT want anyone to feel sorry for me, It does not hurt , well exept my pride. I can still work and drive short distances. I sometimes cant remember names or i wander around the house because I forgot what i was doing. It was cause by tramatic brain injury on my job So I have Great Job security :) I just do not want anyone to have hurt feelings if i neglect them. I really try and i keep notes by my computer that help me. God has given me a very blessed life So i have nothing to complain about..........sometimes i still do though :) if i dont answer something it

I Am Thankful
I AM THANKFUL FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE F

I Am The Flag
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy. Guam, Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me. I'm presently in the mountains of Afganistan and the

I Am The Crone.
Once again the wheel has turned I sense the change in energies. You now reflect upon lessons learned And how they transform your reality. I am known as the Queen Of The Night. Across the winds I hear your moans. I am the mistress of second sight I view it all, I am the crone. You revere me because you must. Through me you face your mortality. In perfect love & perfect trust. You understand things yet to be. At the crossroads I now stand. And watch you reap what you have sown. The veil of night spreads across the land. As loved ones leave their skin and bones. I hold the mysteries of life and death. The Summerland I call my home. I take your hand, upon your last breath. Through the veil we walk I Am The Crone...

I Am That Which Is
What peril in this grievous testament Fate, in its mischievous irony, cruelly toppled thine health Why "creator", why deprive me of the most joyous of senses? I, godlike among men, in both art & thought Sensitivity drains upon this misunderstanding Mine and theirs to view, Nature is truly to look upon the inevitable All might be well tomorrow, that is the great wish That it has or ever will be granted, blind illusion Albeit, aloneness is the prize of genius Passions attained cause songs to become silent And so, I am heir to bereavement, and threnody my mistress alas It must be, yet the muse embraces me Her warm heart to stoke this inner flame And drown out the mortals and petty theology With heroic composition I’ll not suffer the scars of kindred feelings Allowing this lowly world to aggravate me momentarily Only to escape to my melodic bliss, creativity thrives in bitterness My veil is untouchable, talent unattainable "I Am That Which Is" Loveloss & scorn left t

Iam That Smart
I JUST GOT A LETTER IN THE MAIL TODAY AND I MADE THE DEAN'S LIST FOR THE SPRING SEMESTER 2006. I NEVER THOUGH THAT I WOULD BE ON ANY LIST EXPECT FOR THE MOST WANTED LIST, BUT I DID IT. I JUST CANT WAIT UNTIL I GRADUATE SO I CAN SEND A COPY OF MY DIPLOMA AND SEND IT TO HIS ASS AND TELL HIM NOW WHAT WHO IS THE ONLY SON YOU HAD TO GRADUATE COLLEGE AND ON DEANS LIST THAT IS WHATS UP I CANT WAIT. NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS BALLS TO THE WALL THOUGH THESE NEXT TWO SEMSTERS AND ON TO JOB AND BA I CANT WAIT TO START MY CAREER AT 30 BUT HEY BETTER LATE THAN NEVE RIGHT!!!!!!!!! WEll WISH ME LUCK AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE THANKS GUYS MIKE

I Am The Fight Song...lol Cool!!!
You scored as The fight song.. You are the fight song. You are violent, and enjoy fighting. You don't follow the crowd and like being unique. Your lyric "Fight, Fight, Fight..."The fight song.94%Prelude, the family trip88%Better of two evils.75%Organ Grinder75%Speed of pain.69%The bright young things.63%The nobodies.38%Coma white31%s(AINT)25%The dope show.0%Find out what Marilyn Manson Song you are.... "Take this Quiz!!!"created with QuizFarm.com

I Am The Best Dancer! {{{spins}}} :o)
You are a pop culture dancer You may not have practiced in front of the mirror for hours but your still a good dancer. You don’t really care about what you look like, you’d rather just have fun. Some of your main moves come from movies and past dance crazes. Everyone loves watching your antics on the dance floor. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I Am Thinking Of Leaving Lt
I am thinking of leaving LT, I guess I had higher expectations for you guys. I do my best everyday to help out my friends on their posts and repost and comment. But, today I posted a bulletin that needed all of my friends attention, and the only ones to respond were a few close friends. THI PISSED ME OFF>>>>>>There is a lady on the LT who is very sweet and is a great friend who found out that she has cancer. I asked you people to please stop by and send her some love and comfort. Did anyone bother to read the post and respond.....2...thats right only 2 people. Come on you guys, this was your chance to show that the LT is not just about tits and ass and private parts. How about step up and show that we have a heart. If this goes unnoticed and unopened then I am in the wrong place. I will leave LT and find a place where there are real people. If you do want to show you care then please visit issy and let her know....thank you all Issy@ CherryTAP

I Am The Girl
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl who takes pictures of you just so i can look at them when i miss you i am a girl who just wants to see you everyday just to hug you i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive --->>i am a girl who only gets mad because i care so much

I Am The Walrus (cover)
LSD'S COVER OF "I AM THE WALRUS", ORIGINALLY FROM THE BEATLES. IT'S A LOT HEAVIER THAN THE ORIGINAL, AND ADDED SOME INDUSTRIAL FLAVOR TO IT. YOU CAN ONLY TAKE A MASTER PIECE FROM THE BEATLES, AND MAKE IT "DIFFERENT", AND ADD YOUR FLAVOR TO IT, BECAUSE NO ONE COULD EVER MAKE IT BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL. "NO ONE"!!! THE BEATLES IS JUST TOO FUCKING AWESOME!!! SO HERE'S MY VERSION OF IT. I ADDED AND CHANGED SOME OF THE LYRICS, AND I RE-WROTE THE MUSIC. I HOPE YOU LIKES. PEACE. CLICK THE SONG TITLE "I AM THE WALRUS", ON THE PLAYER TO HEAR.

I Am Thankful!!!
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM

I Am The Dog In The Chinese Horoscope Lol
dog In the West, the Dog is man's best friend, but in Chinese Astrology this Sign is a little more unpredictable than that. Dogs are loyal, faithful and honest and always stick to their firm codes of ethics. However, this Sign has trouble trusting others. It's generally quite trustworthy itself -- except for the occasional "little white lies" the Dog tells in order to make things go more smoothly. The Dog makes a wonderful, discreet and loyal friend (despite any white lies) and is an excellent listener. This Sign tends to root for the underdog and its keen sense of right and wrong makes it duty-bound to the core. The Dog's mantra seems to be, Live right, look out for the little people and fight injustice whenever possible. Dogs can also be rather dogmatic, too. They don't go in for light social banter; instead, they go straight for home, expostulating on the topics that are most important to them. At these times the Dog's narrow-minded or stubborn side can become apparent; this S

I Am This Girl....
the girl... * the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because shes sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... * the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside my bedroom or in an expensive restaurant... * the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because she actually wants something, but because it means she gets to spend more time with you... * the girl who is incredibly picky, but when she finds someone she likes she wants to spend the whole night curled up in your arms... * the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for her... * the girl who once let you into her heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, the girl who NEVER FORGETS you.. * the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. * the girl who you can talk to about anything.. * the girl who laughs at your jokes... * the girl who will brag about you to all of her friends... * the g

I Am Thankful...
I am Thankful... I can walk. There are those who have never taken their first step. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I can see the beauty all around me. There are those whose world is always dark. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I can hear music playing. There are those who entire life has been spent in silence. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... My heart can be broken. There are those who are so hardened they cannot be touched. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I can move about freely and express my beliefs. There are those who live in constant fear. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I have been loved. There are those

I Am Tempted
Far be it for me to suggest that I am tempted to be something other than what I am, But now the time has come to face the demons that arise from the sequestration of floundering animalistic passion. And i don't write because it becomes a mess of words and an excuse to continue to hold onto how things used to be when I was normal and things didn't matter, I was just a hollowed soul with less to give and more to consume. Come here and sit while i tell you the tale that has become my story a fortunate feast of images and color beyond your wildest imaginations, and watch in horror as the details leave you begging for more. But I continue to be tempted by that life that was and is inside this wretch because it is me and my destiny and now we face eachother a mirrored reflection of what will never be and what will always haunt me. i am tempted I am tempted I am Tempted i am tempted.

I Am Telling It All Now...sniff Sniff
There are some important things that you will need to know about “Little Dick TomTom” so I have made a list. As a Child 1. I was born upside down 2. Heard I was hung like a Bear during birth 3. I was always grabbing for some lady’s breast 4. I was dropped on my head four times when I was four months old. 5. I had a imaginary friend call squirt 6. My left hand was my best of friend. As a Adult 1. I sometimes sleep upside down 2. Found out it was my imbecile cord they were talking about. sniff sniff 3. I’m always trying to get a nice pair of boobies 4. The flat sports on my head are hard to see now 5. Found out my imaginary friend is not imaginary and I just changed his name to Little. 6. My left hand is still my best friend As a Old Man 1. I’ve had sex with all the ladies on CherryTap upside down 2. Suing the Hospital for getting my hopes up during my birth 3. I'm still trying to get some nice boobies 4. The flat spot moved to the other side of my head 5. Stil

I Am There
I Am There Do you need me? I am there. You cannot see me, yet, I am the light you see by. You cannot hear Me, yet, I speak through your voice. You cannot feel Me, yet, I am the power at work through your hands. I am at work, though you do not understand my ways. I am at work, though you do not recognize my works. I am not strange visions. I am no mystery. Only in absolute stillness, beyond self, can you know Me as I am ~ then but as a feeling and as a faith. Yet, I am here. Yet, I hear. Yet, I answer. When you need Me, I am there. Even if you deny Me I am there. Even in your fears, I am there. Even in your pain, I am there. I am there when you pray and when you do not pray. I am in you and you are in Me. Only in your mind can you feel separate from Me, for only in your mind are the myths of "yours" and "mine." Yet only in your mind can you know Me and experience Me. Empty your heart of empty fears. When you get yourself out of the way, I am there. You can of yourself do nothing, but

I Am The Countess
Sweet Temptation Bow down before thee Unveil this lustful obsession Pure vampyric, Evil me Sexual eviscerating discretion Unfurled the wretched be The Countess Resurrection Over tombstones I descend Infusing the air, with rising star A curse, with passion death replete Seductress of blood, an ardent caress Mistress of night, thou shall surrend Enchanting blue eyes, Hair of gold, and lips of sin Impaled in darkness, Vampyric silhouette Demons live upon my tears, thou worship me Secret sacrifice, now comes thee end Enchantress of death, heil the countess Requiem of dreams, heil the countess Seductress of Nocternity, heil the countess I ignite the flame, of the fathomless dream Surfacing this land, with a legion of repugnant hell A tale of lustful satanic decree Goddess of doom, your eyes confess Innocent blood on thy lips, in the moonlight gleam Mistress of night, thou shall surrend The darkest eyes, ocean blue, endure carnal abyss Crucified in crimson

I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America.
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me, I was there.

I Am The Ugly Bastard
For all those out there who think your hot? GET A LIFE.... VOTE FOR ME BECAUSE I AM "THE" UGLY BASTARD OF CT... * personal note 1... I hope all of your contest ( so I can rank up) holding people are takeing note... this is to show you HOW RETARDED IT IS!!! * personal note 2... All you people who enter these contest.... how PATHETIC is it that you have to spam your friends to make yourself feel a little better looking so some MORON can rank up... do yourself a favor... GET A LIFE... YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TRY TO JUSTIFY YOUR EXISTANCE ON THIS PLANET???? By entering into these contest you only bringing down the very thing that people have been fighting for all these years...and that is EQUALITY!!! NO ONE IS BETTER THAN THE OTHER... SO GET A LIFE... you know you hot... SO WHAT! WHO CARES! MOVE ON! now.... Do what every other SELF RESPECTING HUMAN BEING DOES... HAVE a little more respect than flashing you nasty ass tits and crotch so people can rank u

I Am Tired Of All The Crap
SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON LC/CT I HAVE GAINED QUITE A FEW FRIENDS ON MY LIST. UNFORTUNATELY, THERE ARE A FEW THAT HAVE TAKEN IT UPON THEMSELVES TO MAKE THIS SITE A STOMPING GROUND FOR HATRED. WHO CARES IF SOMEONE IS BEING FAKE. THIS IS THE NET.PEOPLE COME HERE TO BE SOMEONE THEY CANNOT BE IN PERSON. TO SOME IT IS A FANTASY LAND. JUST FOR THE RECORD, EVERYTHING IN MY PROFILE IS TRUE. I AM AT THE POINT OF DELETING PEOPLE OFF MY FRIEND LIST BECAUSE OF NEGETIVE POSTINGS. OK SO THIS SITE HAS SOME NEW RULES. WHO CARES? IF YOU CANNOT ADAPT TO THE RULES, GO BACK TO MYSPACE. MAYBE THIS WILL PISS SOME PEOPLE OFF TO HEAR MY OPINION ON THINGS. SO SORRY, BUT TOUGH SHIT! LOOK, WE ALL JUST NEED TO GET ALONG IN HERE. IF YOU CAN'T PLAY NICE THEN GO HOME. TO THOPSE OF YOU WHO ARE JUST HERE HAVING FUN I AM SORRY FOR ANY BAD FEELINGS I MAY CAUSE. THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT YOU. THERE A SO MANY GOOD PEOPLE IN HERE. I AM JUST TIRED OF ALL THE FINGER POINTING AND NAME CALLING. PLEASE, STOP ALL THE CRAP SO WE CAN COM

I Am To Die
I am to die, my soul and mind they can take no more, sorrow and pain are all in my sight, none are without it and my heart does ache, it is too much, far to much for me to bare, I no longer wish... to live only to die, to forget, allow me to not be the cause of pain and still be gone, I am weak, I am a coward, and can pretend no more, all I had was hope taht I could ease the pain, remove others sorrow, I have done nothing all my work in vain none have heard my words and my sorrow grows, I have lost my purpose, I have lost my will, all I want is release to leave my flesh, forget my sorrow forget all pain

I Am Travelling Through The Bat Country...
Yes, that time again. I know noone actually reads this, but that won't stop me from doing this every week. This weeks song was hard to pick, but I finally came to a decision. This weeks song is BAT COUNTRY by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Bat Country Artist - Avenged Sevenfold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 4 of 11 Song Length - 5:13 Lyrics He who makes a beast out of himself Gets rid of the pain of being a man Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay. I tried to drive all through the night, The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me. Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone). Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction. My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone). No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention. As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights. My hand is on the t

I Am The Flag Of The Usa
I AM THE FLAG OF THE USA I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor,truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more than 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appamatox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome, and the beaches of Normandy, Guam, Okinawa, Korea, and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam now me. I was there. I lead

I Am The Type Of Girl...................
I am the type of girl that would rather be at home and watch a movie or sit around and talk all night. I am the type of girl that runs around in the winter with flip flops on and her toenails painted. I am the type of girl that will cook you dinner and serve you while your watching tv. I am the type of girl that will do anything for you even when im pissed off at you. I am the girl that cries on your shoulder and expects you to give me a hug and tell me its gonna be ok. Im the type of girl that yells at her kids and then feels bad for doing so. I am the type of girl that gets jealous when a woman looks at her man and he looks back. I am the type of girl that will tell you how it is even when i know its gonna hurt your feelings. I am the type of girl that will sing at the top of my lungs in the car and not care who is looking at me. I am the type of girl that will be by your side even when your mad at me. I am the type of girl that forgives but never forgets. I am the type of girl that

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... > > I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... > > I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... > > I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...( well that depends - like definently not a stripper club) > > I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... > > I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... > > I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time > > I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... > > I'm

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...( well that depends - like definently not a stripper club) I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let

I Am This Girl
I am this girl *i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to

I Am The Wolf
I am the wolf, a loner at heart. You are the human, and will rarely if ever see me. I roam the wilderness forests and mountains of this earth that we share. I mate for survival, as you do and I help my mate raise our pups in the warmth of our den, nurturing and watching them grow and play, as you do with your human young. We run as a pack family, and our members are as close as those in yours. When a member is lost, we grieve, but go on, just as you do. When I am hungry, I must hunt for myself and my family, for that is all I know. There are no stores to cater to my every need. Some of you have said that I am a killer, a cold-blooded hunter of death, but when I kill, it is to feed my family, and I only take the old, sick, and weak, who will die regardless. I don't kill to hang heads for trophies on my walls, as you do. Now I am the hunted, by you. You are afraid of me, because you don't understand me. Y

I Am Thankful:
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE/GIRLFRIEND WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PA

I Am Thankful For ......
I AM THANKFUL FOR ...... THE PARTNER WHO HOGS THE COVERS EVERY NIGHT, BECAUSE HE IS NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE CHILD WHO IS NOT CLEANING HIS ROOM, BUT IS WATCHING TV, BECAUSE THAT MEANS HE IS AT HOME AND NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES THAT I PAY, BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY, BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG, BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK, BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM IN THE SUNSHINE. FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING, BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINTS I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT, BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT, BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND THAT I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL, BECAUSE IT MEANS I

I Am This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me, I was there. I led my troops, I was

I Am The American Flag
I AM THE FLAG OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam k

~i Am The Empress~
You scored as III - The Empress. The Empress is a maternal symbol. She is the mother figure who loves, nurtures and protects. She will protect you, she will always be there when you are in trouble. When you fall over and graze your knee, the Empress will kiss it better. Yet she is not a weak figure. Her compassion is strength. If her children are threatened she will stop at nothing to protect them. If well aspected in a Tarot spread, the Empress can symbolise security, protection and unconditional love. If badly aspected it can represent over-protectiveness, fear of risk taking and refusal to face the real world.III - The Empress100%I - Magician88%II - The High Priestess81%VIII - Strength75%XI: Justice75%XIII: Death75%IV - The Emperor75%XIX: The Sun69%XVI: The Tower56%

I Am The Flag
I AM THE FLAG OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam k

I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshiped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me, I was there. I led my troops, I was d

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the gir

I Am 28 Today!
Yikes! I am creeping ever closer to 30 and the realization that I cant say I am in my 20's anymore lol. It also reminds me of how big my kids are getting. I am not the mother of a toddler or preschooler anymore. Both my kids are school agers lol. I keep thinking about the fact that my oldest will be in middle school next year and it scares the hell out of me. et I am so proud of how big he is getting and the smart young man he is becoming. Does anyone else feel this way?

I Am The One And Only....well...not Really..lol
Yep, week 9 of the weekly Song Of The Week and this weeks song was hard to think of but I came to the decision that this weeks song is...ONE by Metallica Song Name - One Artist - Metallica Album - ...And Justice For All Song Number - 4 of 9 Song Length - 7:26 Lyrics I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel to scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I cannot see That there is not much left of me Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please, God, wake me Now the world is gone, I'm just one Oh God, help

I Am Thinking Of Holding My First Contest --- Wanna Join?
CONTEST ** CONTEST ** CONTEST ** CONTEST ** HEARYE HEARYE ~~~ MZ. PONYGIRLSUE'S HOLDING HER FIRST CONTEST OK folks, here's my idea for my first contest: THE BEST MZ. PONYGIRLSUE TAG CONTEST Just make me a tag with my CT name "MZ. PONYGIRLSUE" on it. The winner will be determined by the number of comments your tag gets (in the event of a tie, ratings will count too). Second runner-up will get a trophy and an official CherryTAP keg. All tags sent to me via cherry mail will be placed into a private folder only viewable by myself until I have enough entries to begin the contest (about 20 entries or thereabouts). So if you would like to join my contest, forward me the link to the tag you've made so I can come and rip it from you. Thank you very much.

I Am The Glue
ok, for a little clarity on my emotional state this morning..(yes ive been inside my head today) heres what its like to be me...i wake up every morning at 545 am cali time. start the coffee, feed the baby kitty , turn on the news, uncover the birds, check on the children, pick out wardrobe for 4 people and start ironing. soon after, john usually wakes up and i get his coffee for him because he says it just doesnt taste right when he makes it. after i finish ironing one outfit, i start waking up the children. this usually takes 3 or 4 tries over the next 40 min or so. then i get to take a shower. on days that there is drama in the morning, mom doesnt get a shower. (thats ok, i dont stink) after my shower, its fucking rush hour. kids are following me around with pencils and papers asking me to sign this or correct that or help with 1 last math problem. while this is going on.. im usually trying to get my hair done and that isnt easy either. every day is a bad hair day. wh

I Am The Infantry!!
I am the Infantry! By LTC Stephen H. White, assisted by Col Francis X. Bradley and SP4 Howard Webber. I am the Infantry--Queen of Battle! For two centuries I have kept our Nation safe, Purchasing freedom with my blood. To tyrants, I am the day of reckoning; to the suppressed, the hope for the future. Where the fighting is thick, there am I… I am the Infantry! FOLLOW ME! I was there from the beginning, meeting the enemy face to face, will to will. My bleeding feet stained the snow at Valley Forge; my frozen hands pulled Washington across the Delaware. At Yorktown, the sunlight glinted from the sword and I, begrimed… Saw a Nation born. Hardship…And glory I have known. At New Orleans, I fought beyond the hostile hour, showed the fury of my long rifle… and came of age. I am the Infantry! FOLLOW ME! Westward I pushed with wagon trains… moved an empire across the plains… extended freedom's borders and tamed the wild frontier. I a

I Am That Man
i am that man u want and u know u do and u want it for all tme and i would love to put my arms around u again and make love to u and have u back the way i met u hun and would give up the world for u. i would die for would love u for all time hun and u are the one i want for all time and love u with all my heart and soul and will hand u whatever i can hun

I Am Too Busy Daydreaming To Sleep At Night
I have taken too many strangers into my life. Talking to these people at work, on the street, in the club---it is so different from talking to someone from heart to heart. I have been talking and people hear me, but they don’t feel me. I AM NOT LIKE THEM AND I CANNOT PRETEND TO BE. Lately, I am seriously doubting the consciousness of the world. I tried to lose myself in everyone else, but this idea doesn’t work out for me. It turned my reality into an illusion. I became different as I broke down the barriers to the realm of the unknown. I have struggled to get as far as I am but I had forgotten for a moment that I had some place to be. I have had a different routine every day now for quite some time now. I am not sure what is out there, but I am still looking. It’s hard to regain the moment after it is lost. My third eye is blinking at you. It’s time for me to keep on going.

I Am The Man
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes

I Am This Girl
Message: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at

I Am The Kitchen Pimp
2 pounds medium shrimp, peeled and deveined 1/2 cup butter, melted 2 cloves garlic, minced 1/4 cup dry white wine 3 green onions, chopped Preheat broiler to 500 degrees (260 degrees C). Stir shrimp together with butter, garlic and wine. Place on a baking sheet and broil for 10 minutes. Sprinkle on scallions and broil for another 2 to 3 minutes, until shrimp are firm. Serve hot.

I Am The Goddess
I Am the Goddess Among the many mortal lives mistaken her and him yet ye have mistaken thee For was no harm in place for thee? For among them upon a reflection of me! Who claims thy ways? She who remains in solitude shall not tell She knows... She listens... And grief could not touch love She will not be mistaken! And the northwind came Stirring leaves wildly She surrounds me and rocks me gently I became her and resided in womb for a spell Beneath the mist she sheltered me well And the animals wise of various size And the trees above watching like guarded cranes The totem pole of an ancient time remain As she has touched the flaming one Clearly feeling thy wrath Wreaking from hunters who burned and slain Tho through inspirations and enchantment I rise again...and have touched many I consorted... I contorted of thy cosmic rays Yet you have seen me, close thine eyes meditate breathe, my breath awhile Truly did Goddess bring me here For those who departed ag

I Am The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;--vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow--sorrow for the lost Lenore-- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me--filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-- Some late visitor entreating entrance at my

I Am This Girl
I am :: tough :: soft :: strong :: stubborn :: sensual:: intelligent :: vulnerable :: crazy :: know what I need :: fight for what I want :: motivated :: determined :: love to laugh :: like to cry :: have a career :: can take care of myself :: like feeling special :: friendly until annoyed :: dedicated :: devoted :: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who holds your hand just to feel your touch. I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead. Im the girl who smiles each time you enter a room. I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for what you see in me; hoping you see what you mean to me. I'm the girl who loves to end a kiss with a hug. Im the girl who feels safe in your arms. I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick. I'm

I Am Totally Insane............
So I decided since I am young and stupid I am going to do something completely crazy.......... No not jump off a building or wrestle 30 rabid monkeys at once............. I am about to work 34 hours straight at the airport!!!!!!!!!!!! That's right..........completely insane. In honor of this day I have drawn a lovely picture of myself working the 34 hour day for everyone to enjoy. It is now my profile pic........everyone should check it out. BYE

I Am The Hated....
I am the hated. I am un-loved. I am the blasphemer. I am the deceiver. I am forever stained. My reputation is maimed. It matters not whether the scars come from lies told or truth lived for I am the hated. People carry an attitude and act rude around me. Whether it’s because I’m something they’re not It doesn’t matter because she hates me and he hates me because I refuse to follow some ones else’s rules and blend in. It has been said let the righteous be righteous still, those who are unjust remain unjust still. I’m filthy so I guess no matter what I do I’ll be filthy and dirty still. When will my payback come for me? I don’t know but no doubt it will arrive special delivery and extra fast because of my past and because he hates me and she hates me all the mother fuckers they hate on me. So it is done and cannot be undone. I’m built for war. I just don’t give a fuck anymore. Let them come try and break me, try and play me like a fool. I am the hated this is

I Am Tried Of The Bs!!!!!
Wow this is as bad if not worst then MySpace. I joined in hope to meet cool ppl and possibly make some ppl famous by turning into e-lebrities. But no one returns messages this is other bullshit site where every1 is fake wow like we need another 1 of those!!!!

I Am The Sexiest Redneck On Cherry Tap
HOW ABOUT THAT? When MissRodeo asked me if I wanted to join that contest I thought I would just be fodder amongst all the other guys. Thanks to a fantastic team of people who gathered with me and nailed the s**t out of the comments I went and won the darn thing. I'm not really sure what all it means except a lot of new friends and a pretty darn good feeling, but to me that's more than enough. Thanks to all you folks who chipped in. The last I looked before I learned about winning, we had more than doubled the next closest competitor. Down below is the lucky picture one more time. Bless y'all THE Cowboy

I Am The Most Absolute Worst Person Ever
Currently I am facing a really big problem. Next Saturday I'm moving, and today it hit my Gramma that I won't be around as much. It hit her and it hit her HARD. I was talking to her about it, and she broke down crying begging me not to go. She kept saying "Sarah please don't leave, I'm old and I'm sick. What happens if I get hurt and you're not here?" That hit me like a ton of bricks. I need to get away from this place so I can grow up and expand my roots and my well being. I'm tired of living in a place that has no career opportunities or even a decent job. I'm so tired of being guilt tripped every time I wanna do something that I wanna do and something that I think is right, and it hurts my feelings to see people stand in my way of furthering my life by taking the next step and getting out on my own.

I Am Turning Into Quite A Geek
Well after I found the drupal community site and joined lots of groups they are having a coffee chat and so I should be able to tell them about the Scarybirds project and hopefully they can point me in the right direction in terms of modules to be installed and manuals to read. I had to load IRC chat to join the group, I am such a dimwit I downloaded the mac version, yes I know I am thick as mince this morning, anyway they operate on PST so I will have to stay awake. I think I got up to early

I Am The Tech-girl At Work...
Okay….this is a story worth recording if only for the amusement I’ll get out of reading it later on in life. I called in sick to work yesterday and spent the day sleeping. That was probably good for me. When I came in this morning I saw the copier in pieces with a note on it that the repair guy would be coming later today. There was black toner everywhere, including on the carpet. I remembered that on Wednesday the machine had said he toner was low but since it was still working I didn’t change it. For those of you who don’t know I’m the one that is usually called on to change the toner, the drum, fix paper jams, fix computers and so on. No problem usually. It takes me all of maybe 2 minutes to change the toner in our copier. Take the new toner out, shake it, pull the old one out and put it in the box, put the new toner in and the pull the plastic tab as it goes in so that toner doesn’t spill. That’s it. The instructions are on the machine and on the toner box. Simple,

Iam This Girl...
To every girl that is SCARED to put her HEART out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so BADLY. To every girl that has been CHEATED on, because she's NOT a SLUT who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses CUTE not SKANKY. To every girl who wants to be called BEAUTIFUL ...not HOT To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for YOU. To every girl who gets her heart BROKEN, because he chose that stupid girl instead. To every girl that would DIE to have a DECENT boyfriend. To every girl who would JUST ONCE like to be treated like a PRINCESS!! To every girl that cries at night because of another HEARTBREAK To every girl that just wants to HOLD HANDS To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he CARED MORE To every girl who would JUST ONCE want a guy to give their JACKET UP when they are cold. To eve

I Am Thankful
>> >> I AM THANKFUL: >> >> FOR THE WIFE >> WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, >> BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, >> AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. >> >> FOR THE HUSBAND >> WHO IS ON THE SOFA >> BEING A COUCH POTATO, >> BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME >> AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. >> >> FOR THE TEENAGER >> WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES >> BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, >> NOT ON THE STREETS. >> >> FOR THE TAXES I PAY >> BECAUSE IT MEANS >> I AM EMPLOYED . >> >> >> FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY >> BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE >> BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. >> >> FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG < BR>>> BECAUSE IT MEANS >> I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. >> >> >> FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK >> BECAUSE IT MEANS >> I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE >> >> >> FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, >> WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, >> AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING >> BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. >> >> FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING

I Am Through!
I am done with letting you hurt me! i have given you plenty of chances to change. i have looked past everything that you did in the past, but what you just did this weekend is the last straw! I have taken too much abuse: physical, mental, verbal, emotional abuse. I am not going to sit here and let you do this to me! you sit there and tell those that youi work with not to mess with me because i am bipolar and could snap at any minute. well, guess what?! I DID SNAP!!! i massively snapped! I'm done. I'm going back to my old ways! ENJOY IT!!! BECAUSE I AM A TOTAL BITCH!!! THE SECOND YOU STEP OUT OF LINE I AM GONE!

I Am The Shit, Lick My Asshole You Peasant.
Ever notice the people on this website that are way too cool for school? You know what I mean, the ones that have rules. *I won't add you because you ask me to... (ok fair enough, but why the urge to tell everyone on the site this? who cares.) *you have to fan me before you add me. (seriously? wow, narcissism much. I want to kick these people) *my 11's are reserved for those special people. (yeah like the idiots who use them, now those people are special. LC is FREE and UNCENSORED! wait no, I mean CT is FREE and UNCENSORED.... CT? wow that changed. but wrong.. CT is FREE and NSFW censored? ohh taking things from us I see. but still the changes commence, well anyway CT is free, until they make everyone pay or bombard us with adds, and end up censoring everything. ANYWAY people who pay for this stuff are idiots, they day everyone might have to pay for this entertainment is the day that I move on) Anyways, rules for your friends to follow... I seriously wouldn't think highl

I Am The Empress
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

I Am Thankful For...
I AM THANKFUL FOR: FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE. FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION. FOR MY HUGE HEATING

I Am Tired Of The Bullshit.
I AM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT...NOT ONLY HERE ON THE TAP, BUT IN MY OWN HOUSEHOLD..I AM SICK OF PEOPLES BITCHING ABOUT STUPID PETTY SHIT AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT I AM SAYING KISS MY FAT WHITE ASS!!!! YES I SAID KISS MY ASS......GET A LIFE QUIT FUCKING MAKING ME MISERABLE...WAIT LET ME REPHRASE THAT I AM NOT GOING TO LET NOBODY NO HOW PISS ME OFF ANYMORE...YOU EITHER LOVE ME OR YOU HATE ME EITHER WAY I DO NOT GIVE FUCK....YES I SAID FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK DAM IT!!!!!!AND YEAH I MARKED IT N.S.F.W.(giggles) L.M.A.O. HEY WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO I'M PISSED AND NOBODY TO VENT TO EXCEPT YOU ALL HERE MY TAPPER FRIENDS I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GALS...-PLEASE REMEMBER TO BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER...LIFE IS TOO SHORT LOVE LIKE IT IS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH...YOU NEVER KNOW IT JUST MAY BE.:(

I Am That I Am
I'm not in this world to live up to your expectations neither are you here to live up to mine, yeah I don't own no one no obligation no one own me none so everything is fine, fine I said I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am Don't underestimate my ability Don't definate my character Don't belittle my authority It's time you recognize my quality, yeah I said I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I said I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am learn to love, to love your brother don't covet your neighbour flee from the city, it's getting shitty it is full of outerquitty I said I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am that I am, I am, I am, I am I am the rock of ages you cannot move I at all I am the son of lightning you cannot move I at all son of Jacob cannot be moved at all

I Am The Munky King!
I had to go shopping for my wardrobe for the Australia signing today! I decided to go to Melrose and see what they had to offer! I did find some very cool outfits, 3 days for signing in and 1 night for the dinner and 1 night for the ball! It was also a big day for me to be recongnized. Well, maybe not recognized, but for people to actually come up to me and say something. First I was stopped by Goldie from 1down. He was at Louise's eating lunch with a buddy of his. Next I stopped off at a really cool shop called Munkey King. I got to sign the art piece in the back which had a lot of famous artists work on it! I was so honored they wanted me to be a part of it! Thank you Munkey King! Later on I was in Sketchers and 3 20-somethings followed me in, pretending they were shoe shopping, until the moment was right, then one of them struck! "Can I get your autograph?" Of course you can! I wonder... are more people recognizing me because of these blogs? or was it just a coincedence? I guess I'l

I Am Tired And I Quit
I am so tired. In more ways than one. I am probably writing this more because of the medicine, rather than anything else. However, it is all from my feelings that I usually keep inside. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of the games and the lies. Let me give you a brief background of myself. For the last, going on 8 years now, I have been single. Minus 2 failed long distance relationships, I have not had a real physical relationship. I do not mean just sexual, that is not a big thing to me. I am refering to being able to hold, look at, do things with, and even just being able to look into their eyes and see their smile. Now this, exile shall we say, has been partly self imposed. I have had numerous oppurtunites for one night stands and the such. However, that is not what I am looking for. All of the women who seem to be interested in me are not my type. Meaning they are either snobbish, judgmental, selfish, or just looking for sex, etc. Anyway, let me get back to

I Am The Vampire
I Am The Vampire By Tempie Garrett It was hot and cold sometimes new and always old I was young and bold My soul had been sold It was the trill of the devil's kill It is the wound that won't heal and he always comes against my will I am a creature of the night I always cause such a fright and there is a legend about my bite but with my race, it's alright I am the Vampire and I never tire My throat is continuously on fire So is this what they all admire

I Am Tired Of Searching
it seems that all my luck with girls these days are they like me and than they dont or that they like me than i found out they have a boyfriend so i have decided to give up in searching for a girl if there is one out there for me than it will just happen by faith and faith alone. i decided to just let faith take its course and i am done just going after and persuing girls cause i cant keep getting hurt like this it annoys me and it sucks so yeah. i hope everyone has a great day i will talk to the ones that i actually talk to some time in the near future. take care ya'll.

I Am The Definition Of Blahness
...dont ask me how i know this...i just do. today was very boring. i woke up early because i couldnt stand to be asleep any longer. so frustrated that sleep wasn't an option for me i headed down stairs to see who else was up at 5:42 in the morning. turns out everyone was up. my parents, brother...even my aunts/cousin were awake. i guess it came as a huge shock to everyone that i was up that early because the minute i walked into the dining room everyone looked up & stared at me. lmao. after a quick breakfast i was told that i was chosen to be the volunteer to take my brother to school. eh...no big. after i dropped him off i headed to class... you know....if the prof. isnt gonna show up he should at least leave a post-it on the door. there i was standing for a little over an hour waiting for this evil man to show up. i finally gave up waiting for him when my ankles looked like small grapefruits. ah such is the annoyences ::is that how you say it? oh well:: of pregnancy, lmao.

I Am This Girl.....
TO EVERY GiRL THAT iS SCARED TO PUT HER HEART OUT THERE AGAiN, BECAUSE SHE HAS BEEN HURT TOO MANY TiMES OR SO BADLY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT HAS BEEN CHEATED ON, BECAUSE SHE'S NOT A SLUT WHO GiVES IT UP TO ANY GUY. TO EVERY GiRL THAT DRESSES CUTE, NOT SKANKY. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTiFUL, NOT HOT. TO EVERY GIRL THAT WiLL SPEND HER WHOLE DAY LOOKiNG FOR THE PERFECT PRESENT FOR YOU. TO EVERY GiRL WHO GETS HER HEART BROKEN, BECAUSE HE CHOSE THAT FEMALE DOG iNSTEAD. TO EVERY GiRL THAT WOULD DiE TO HAVE A DECENT BOYFRiEND, EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE LiKE TO BE TREATED LiKE A PRiNCESS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT CRiES AT NiGHT BECAUSE OF ANOTHER HEARTBREAK. TO EVERY GiRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS. TO EVERY GiRL THAT KiSSES HiM WiTH MEANiNG. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WiSHES HE CARED MORE. TO EVERY GiRL WHO WOULD JUST ONCE WANT A GUY TO GIVE THEiR JACKET UP WHEN THEY ARE COLD. TO EVERY GiRL WHO JUST WANTS HiM TO CALL. TO EVERY GiRL WHO LiES AWAKE AT NiGHT THiNKiNG ABOUT HiM. TO EVERY

I Am The Other...
This is a bit of a definition of who I am rather than a poem; hope it does not alter the mood of my prior blogs! I am the other... I am the other... I see the world through lenses of saffron colored glass. I have seen death and new life; Yet, I have not learned what it is to live. I am the poet without a muse, The artist without the thirst for my own image. Yet pay no pity for my strife... I have touched the golden rings of heaven. I strive through the dream you call life... I belong no where & may appear anywhere. I am neither black nor white... But, I thrive in the times of Gray! Empathy& knowledge are my sword & shield... I am the other!

I Am Thankfull To Have Been Blessed With Your Presence In This Lifetime
R.I.P. 4/1/07 Brother Brother Eric "Easy"Fredenburg PG Century Lodge#492 It is with deepest regret I inform the brothers and friends of the death of Brother Eric "EASY" Fredenburg. Eric Fredenburg,PG was a cornerstone of Century Lodge #492 and a true Ambassador of Oddfellowship Brother EASY died as the result of a car pulling in front of him while riding his motorcycle. Please say a prayer for this brother as his death is a terrible loss for all of those that had the great opportunity to call EASY friend & brother Our Prayers and thoughts are also with his beloved Julie, her children and to all of the Fredenburg Family MAY GOD REST HIS SOUL Always a smile, Always about helping others Wake Wednseday 4/4/07 4pm -9pm Oddfellows to be there by 7:30pm Funeral Thursday 10am-11am Wake and Funeral Arraingments have been made. both are at Countryside Funeral Home & Crematory, 950 S Bartlett Rd At Stearn Rd Bartlett IL 60103 (630) 289-7575

I Am Told This Might Surprize Me
and the moon is made of cheese lol so if your bored, answer away lol Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Body: Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

I Am The Guy!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

I Am Tired!
I am tired... I worked .... 12 hours!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow is my LAST DAY! I am sad... Not because I will miss the job, but I will miss the people...:( I have an interview friday though... I hope I get the job! I need money... I need my own car,,, well I am tired~ Night night

I Am The Mystery
I am the mystery you want discover, the forbidden of your Apple of Eden,the Serpent crawling on your filthy Paradise I am your bloodred rose, full of thorns, fleshing in you Pain and Pleasure together for xever and xever Know me and find thy ecstasex A gift for You: "If you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster and treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to

I Am The Biggest Dork Of All.. Oh Yeah!!uh Huh! Can You Beat This??..dont Think So!!!lol
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 7 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth () Saw II (x) White Noise (x) White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 17 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 () Scary Movie () Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 24 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 () Resident Evil 1 () Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

I Am This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

I Am The Wolf
I am the wolf howling in the night, I am the wolf winning the tough fight. I am the wolf with eyes as cold as steel, I am the wolf Nipping at your heel. I am the wolf The devoted friend, I am the wolf There until the end. I am the wolf taking care of my pack, I am the wolf Never looking back.

I Am The Girl....
I am. ....I am me. I am energetic and I am fun loving, I am therapeutic and I am wise beyond my years, I love whole heartedly and crave your passion.. I want to know what makes you tick and feed off of your energy, I am the girl who loves to see you speak about what you love and how happy it makes you feel.... I am your shoulder to cry on and the arms that catch you when you can not stand, I am your brick wall and your smile when you thought you couldn't breathe. I am your soul and I am your friend at 2am and even at 6 when you can't sleep. I am the smile that hopes you can forget the pain if only for a split second. I am the girl with just one look I know whats wrong and I am the girl who doesnt need you to talk... Lets just sit. I am the girl....I am not perfect actually I am far from perfect, I screw up and screw up often I couldn't list my imperfectionsons on ten hands and twelve feet, I am self conscious and would rather look at the floor than in the mirror, I am optim

I Am Truly Touched, Thank You.
I wanted to step back and thank my friends of Cherry Tap.com. I have made a lot of friends on here, I have seen more love from you guys then from anywhere else. The love you guys has showed me keeps me going, I love each of you (You know who you are). I wish I could get hugs from each of you. THANK YOU.

I Am Thankful
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PA

I Am Truly Sorry.....
for those who have helped me level before and i havent shown the love back!! I am really sorry! It was not intentional!! PLEASE PLEASE leave me a private message telling me u have helped me level before or now and I WILL return the love!! Again i am very sorry and extremely embarrassed about it....

I Am Thankful!
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED .. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME .. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END

I Am There
for all the world and you to see there is this beauty inside me even though it may not show it's deep within me and it grows like the roses in the sun my life has only just begun to love and laugh to watch the sunset glow to watch my child learn and grow to wish upon that shooting star to always think of how you are even though i may be far i'm with you, where ever you are if by the hands of twisted fate and i move into heavens gate i will eternally wait for you so dont you forget for this is true i will never forget you or the memories we do share if you need me i will be there to hold your hand and wipe the tear and chase away all your fears when in sorrow and in doubt i'll be with you to help you out in your most happy or darkest hour i hope i will be your special flower growing in the morning light never leaving you without a strong fight by trin,

I Am The Flames
Everchanging Flames upon the world Never staying put Life in a whirl They keep on going Through thick and thin The hardest times are found When we search within The blazing hellfire Which we call our souls The fire that burns in you The fire that burns in me The fire that makes us we This is what I am The embodiment of change The element of surprise The union of two people In one sweet flame The fire is in us all...

I Am Torn
I AM TORN TORN TO PIECES KNOWING I MUST GO ON I AM TORN INSIDE BECAUSE OUR LOVE WAS SO STRONG TORN CAUSE I LOVE YOU AN THERE IS NO OTHER WAY I AM TORN BECAUSE YOU LEFT AND YET THERE IS SO MUCH TO SAY TORN CAUSE I SEARCH FOR YOU AND YOU WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND I AM TORN BECAUSE I AM HERE STANDING IN A WORLD WITHOUT NO GROUND TORN CAUSE I THINK I FOUND YOU AGAIN I AM TORN BECAUSE I AM NOT SURE IN OUR LOVE I CAN WIN....

I Am The Diva
I consider myself a DIVA for a couple reasons. Not so much because of how I act, but because of what I do. I work full time for the same company for 4 years now and take care of my 2 beautiful children. Everything I do, I do for my family. I don't do anything for myself besides buy cigaretts and an occasional drink. Other than that, all money that I make I do for my family. My family consists of me, my 2 kids, and my boyfriend of over 2 years that means everything to me. That's why I consider myself a diva. Most women (and even men) don't do that, so I'm giving myself cudos. You may think that I'm full of myself for that, but I don't. I think that I'm just trying to be a good person and do what's right by my family. I know that I need to do more for myself, but to me, family comes first. Due to not growing up in a family where family came first, I think I sort of adopted this policy for myself because of that. No matter what anyone says, in my own mind, I'm a DIVA! I am

"i Am Too Blessed To Be Stressed And Too Anointed, To Be Disappointed!"
A POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies~~~~~

I Am Tired (kaleb Moms Blog For Today)
I am Tired I am tired and worn out today so this will be a short blog. I am sorry. I am starting to get emotionally drained... Don't get me wrong, it was a great day for Kaleb. But first thing this AM a little girl came back to the unit to see the nurses. She had been admitted two weeks after Kaleb was and was on a vent for 2 weeks. Well now she is all better and the nurses went crazy! They were so excited to see her doing so well. This is def. a great thing... don't get me wrong. But this made me SO sad. I started to cry... I want to be that family! Why can't we be that family? I know with time we will be... but it is still VERY sad for me. This kind of set the tone for me for the day. I am just so drained... I miss my baby. I miss waking up in the morning and hearing Kaleb talk to himself... Our home is so lonely... I can't even cook dinner because that requires that I be home for an extended amount of time. It almost like time just stopped in our home... everything is in its plac

I Am....the Empress *lol*
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

I Am This Sweet Hearted Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

I Am Tired
Broken and hurt And bleeding endlessly Because I am living in hell. Heaven rejected me and shut the door on my face Because I am such a mess. I am tired of the same person The one I see every morning on the mirror To you she's a somebody but to I she's a nobody I am tired of the same smile the one I see every morning on the mirror to you its a beautiful smile but to I its a beautiful lie Masked on my face. They told me "You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again" But what if you forget And it comes it you again? I am tired of giving out love when I don't receive it I am tired of caring when nobody cares They told me to "Be patience" What If you are sick and tired of waiting What if you just want something Before its too late? Before your life if over. They told me "Face your own demons and dream your own dreams" But what if my demons attacked me And my dreams never came true?

I Am The Girl....
I am the Girl......... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

I Am Thankful
hi my dear friends... someone sent this to me in an email, and after reading i thought i should share it here it touched me in most of the phrases, we complain, we get mad, we get pissed for this or for that reason, and we completelly forget what we have, because we are too worried to have more things and/or better things just read it and let it touch your heart I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE E

I Am The Flag Of The Usa
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy. Guam, Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me. I'm presently in the mountains of Afganistan and th

I Am The Girl...
I am the Girl......... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

I Am Traveling
I am traveling alot in the month of July! I am leaving the computer on so that i can get my points while I am away. Sorry if this makes you think that I am here. I will be in and out till August hope you all have a great JULY! :)

I Am The Supreme High Bastard!
The reason for the blog title statement, is that I'm almost done with the music for Tainted Anticitizen and am ready to record the vocals, I happen to have a sound which is pretty much the dogs bollocks and after much tweaking, I've got the drums to sound awesome. So much for no cymbals though, I had to take the plunge and go for a regular kit, however with only minor alteration my tribal drums fitted the part nicely. Still sounds primal and kvlt. Hopefully I'll have the track online soon. It's gonna be a long one though, but it's black metal so I'm sure you can find it in your hearts to forgive me. Oh and no complaining about the sound quality. People who moan about my production quality should be stabbed in the face. It's like that deliberately because production quality and polished sounds are for hippies. And in their case you can't polish a turd.

I Am Trying To Hang On
I'm hanging on trying to be strong hiding behind this mask so noone see's the tears. I feel the pain it is so deep. I'm hanging on to strings that are thin they could break anytime. I use to know where I belonged but got lost somewhere down this highway that seems to be dragging on and on. Not so sure where I am suppose to go or who will be around to show me the way. I use to know but now I only wonder is it really meant to last is love really real. I keep hanging on, but slowly I let go

I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America
I AM THE FLAG OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam k

I Am The Vampire Lestat
You scored as Lestat, You are Lestat. Beautiful and powerful, you have it all and you know it. Your philosophy is basically fuck the rule but that can sometimes get you into trouble. Watch out boy.Lestat81% Louis75% Marius69% Pandora63% Armand50% David31% What Anne Rice Vampire are you???created with QuizFarm.com

I Am The Terminator!!!!!!
You scored as The Terminator, The Terminator can be good or evil. It just depends on who's manipulating his circuits. When he's evil, he's a killing machine. When he's good, he's---well, a killing machine. He often comes back in time to protect certain human beings from other Terminators. He has no sense of stealth or subtlety and will do whatever it takes to accomplish his mission. He has a curious penchant for sunglasses and seems to enjoy mimicking human slang. The Terminator83% Maximus75% Captain Jack Sparrow67% William Wallace63% Batman, the Dark Knight58% The Amazing Spider-Man58% James Bond, Agent 00750% Indiana Jones50% Neo, the "One"42% El Zorro

I Am The Captain Of My Own Ship
I live my life like no one did,I was born to be unique and different. I imagine my everyday to be the last of life sorrounded with hopes,fears laughter,tears,cries ,anger and love.Life is like a big and sensationalized telenovela, you have to play your own character. If you play well you may win an award but if you play bad you will have critics, but in every move you will do in life you still have critics around yo.You try to be good some people would doubt, you become bad people will talk bad ,so I always keep away from people who try to belittle my ambitions, i always say to myself that small people would tryt o turn you down but those who are great make you feel that you too , can become great.Anyway this is not their life..this is mine..only mine..I play the lead role in my life!! I always love to see the rain, cause it reminds me of how strong they are cause they are not afraid to fall,they were so high but they are not afraid to fall. So why should I be afraid of downfall.. I

I Am Totally Fucked.. Financially
Yup.. thats right yall read it.. I'm screwed.. the cashflow is gone and we can no longer afford to pay for the player.. If anyone would like to step up and help its much appreciated.. but if not the lounge will be shut down and the player is being canceled. Not only because Tagsy and I can't afford to pay for it anymore.. but because we needed to be able to rely on alot of you.. to help us.. and to the few who have thank you its appreciated more than you'll ever know. To those of you who haven't and called yourselves friends thanks for making me realize that what we've tried to do was all in vain and reminding us it was just so easy to give up and we should... Ty for that.. Guess I shoulda let the hackers do their handywork.. Honestly if this pisses anyone off.. I really don't care. If it does you can kiss my ass and take a dive. Fuck the haters I'm done with it. People would bitch and complain about the lounge... and how no one was ever in there.. well FUCK how bout you

I Am Thankful For...
I'm Thankful For.... The partner who hogs the covers every night, because he is not out with someone else. The child who is not cleaning his room, because that means he is at home and not in the streets. For the taxes that I pay, because it means that I am employed. For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that I have been surrounded by friends. For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat. For my shadow, that watches me work, because it means I am in the sunshine. For a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, and gutters that need fixing, because it means I have a home. For all the complaints I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation. For my huge heating bill, because it means I am warm. For the lady

I Am The Luckiest Man On Earth
Angel you were absolutely beautiful this morning, I could not think of a better way to start my day. This morning was a shining example of why every day with you is Christmas. You know exactly what to do to make me feel so very special. As though being loved by the most beautiful woman ever, was not enough, I am the luckiest man on earth. And the whole world could hear my heart beat today Angel, the whole world. I love you.

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl!! I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside a house or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.

I Am The One Copy Write 2006
I am the one in the wheelchair. I am the one learning to crawl. I am the one who cooks and cleans. I am the one who works everyday. I am the one who never went to school. I am the one who went to college. I am the one who lives in a mansion. I am the one who lives on the streets. I am the one who paints masterpieces. I am the one who never saw. I am the one who kills for fun. I am the one who feeds the hungry. I am the one who sits in prison. I am the one who sits in church. I am the one who is bold and brags. I am the one who is meek and shy. I am the one who beats his wife. I am the one who cherishes her. I am the one who turns people into monsters. I am the one who makes them saints. I am all in this world that is good. I am everything in it that's dark. I am your greatest hope. I am your deepest fear. I am the One. I am humanity.

I Am The Flag Of The America
I Am the Flag of the Of America I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy. Guam, Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me. I'm presently in

I Am Thankful For...
AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND ! GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF T

I Am Thankful For
*FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. *FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. *FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. *FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYE D . *FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. *FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. *FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE *FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . *FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. *FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BEC

I Am Tired....
I am tired of the games, lies and vulgarities that I hear on a daily basis spewing from some of the people on here. It isn't enough to tell people anymore not to play with you because it seems to intice them more to do so. When you tell people not to lie to you it does no good because until you catch them in the lie you have no idea you are being lied to. Here recently so many people have not heard me when I say that I DO NOT share pix on yahoo or through email. They just assume that after a little bit of sweet talk that the story will change. I have some really good friends. One of which recently was hurt by a girl on here. And I told him last night that not everyone on here is fake. But when I logged in today all I saw was more fake and stupidity. The vulgarity has to stop. Respect me or get the fuck off of my friends list. Someone keeps reporting miscelaneous pictures as NSFW just to have my account deleted and I say more power to you. I am on the verge of doing it on my own. I am t

I Am The Flag
I Am The Flag I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appamatox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam. I was there. I led my troops, I was dirty, battlewor

I Am The Sun
I rise every morning, I set every night. Even when I am sad I try to stay bright. I am often overlooked, I seldom get praised. I am often taken for granted but, the next morning I will rise again. I seem very near, but I am actually quite far. I want to have close friends, but I am only one lonely star. I am the sun... By Lucky to be Irish

I Am To Be Off For A Few Days....
i am sick of bad mouthing people, i work hard and go to school and am trying to make a site to meet friends. all whom are only after sex just get off my page for i have nothing for you. you make it hard for anyone to move on here with your shitty shouts and nasty drinks. make one feel like they have to drink to be here. well i do not except when stressed out. if you are after more than a friend get lost i have no fee time to give to anyone . my life is too full now. when i come back i hope that i am able to turn my shout box back on and not have it going off every second to where i can not even think. i how have to work the week-end for i did bad shoots due to it going off all the time. want to chat fine wait till i say at home.

I Am The Girl....
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

I Am Thankful
I am thankful; for the wife who says it's hot-dogs tonight because she is home with me, and not out with someone else. for the husband who is on the sofa being a couch potato, because he is home with me and not out at the bars. for the teenager who is complaining about doing dishes because it means she is at home, not on the streets. for the taxes i pay because it means i am employed . for the mess to clean after a party because it means i have been surrounded by friends. for the clothes that fit a little too snug because it means i have enough to eat. for my shadow that watches me work because it means i am out in the sunshine for a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, and gutters that need fixing because it means i have a home. for all the complaining i hear about the government because it means we have freedom of speech. . for the parking spot i find at the far end of the parking lot because it means i

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in his arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you... I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes... I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one.... I don't know about this all the time i forget alot I'm the girl who will brag about you

I Am Tired Of All Ur F..king Lies
U know what? If i ever hear again in this "fubar" the words " i love you" and " i so much want to be with you", u will be deleted from my list instantly and ignored in the next second. U are all a bunch of heartless players that today say u love someone and in the next day u tell it to someone else. U MAKE ME SICK, AND ALL OF U THAT WERE IN THIS SITUATION PLAYING WITH FEELINGS AND PEOPLE SHOULD THINK TWICE BEFOR TALKING TO ME. NOW, REMOVE ALL UR F..KING CRUSHES AND THIS IS FOR THOSE THAT LIKE TO PLAY WITH THAT BUTTON "MAKE A CRUSH". THE TRUE ONES, I REALLY RESPECT AND APPRECIATE.

I Am This Girl
Couldn't resist posting this. I like it. I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who

I Am This Girl......
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... QUESTION IS....ARE THERE ANY TAKERS??!?!?!! I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who

I Am Tierd Of Coming In Last!
I once thought that I found love! but woke up one day and found that she was messing around on me! I put everything into this relatinship as I thought she had too! I had her sooning over me and I was deeply in love! So deep that in my eye's she could do no wrong! I gave almoast everything up for her, My friends family time money! I worked full time,cleened are place, cooked and shoped for us, and took care of are baby! When we finaly had mager problems with her being unfaithfull it costed me my job! see I was going to fight to keep my marrage and hoped agenst it all that we would see it threw! She went with a Devorce and a Jerk that did not last long! Why do weman play games and then say that they do not want to play games? It seams that if you are a good, faithfull, and Honest Man. You lose! If your are a copleat Jerk you win! That completly blows my mined! I know weman want confident men But in their own eragence they pic the Jurk knowing that they are a jerk 9 times out

I Am The Girl
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl who takes pictures of you just so i can look at them when i miss you i am a girl who just wants to see you everyday just to hug you i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive ->i am a girl who only gets mad because i care so much

I Am The Moon
Shadows all around you as you surface from the dark Emerging from the gentle grip of night's unfolding arms Darkness, darkness everywhere, do you feel all alone? The subtle grace of gravity, the heavy weight of stone You don't see what you possess, a beauty calm and clear It floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier All the light that you possess is skewed by lakes and seas The shattered surface, so imperfect, is all that you believe I will bring a mirror, so silver, so exact So precise and so pristine, a perfect pane of glass I will set the mirror up to face the blackened sky So you can see your beauty every morning that you rise

I Am The One Who
has insomnia. When i cant sleep at night i get bored. When i get bored i want someone to talk to about anything. I guess boredom is a good things sometimes but not when you have insomnia. Sorry to whom i have bored with this observation.

I Am Tired
I am tired of it all the rat race and the fall I am tired of the trials the pasted on, pretense smiles That daily for me no-one’s there and the nightly bedtime tears. I am tired of living alone the only love is on comp. or phone I am tired of all the lies the make believe, virtual guys the words, “I love you” from many yet no physical touch from any. I am tired of being told I’m pretty when really my breast is all they see I am tied of having love to give but no-one’s there, so alone I live of having someone only in my dreams of realizing I’m worthless, or so it seems. I AM tied, so weak and alone I think of turning on gas, and unplugging phones I am tired of caring, of trying of pushing back the wish of dieing of no-one loving me for just me except those living across the seas. I am tired of the hopes of meeting some day that special someone who will never come my way I am tired of never being invited places of false hearts coming from empty faces

I Am Taking A Vacation
Well i am taking a vacation that is LONG needed!!! I leave sunday to spend my birthday somewhere with ome one that is VERY specialto me!! I get a break from al the stress and drama and KIDS!!! lol evenh tho my kids are about grownh... they are still up my butt all the time lol. but If my friends send me messages or anything i hope that they dont think that i am ignoring them cause i doubt seriously that i willbe online at all while i am gone. AI will be home around the 12th or 13th. at taht time i will anwer all that is left but til Sunday morning i ma here lol hugs and much luv' me.......

I Am The Dullboy
All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy.. All work and no play makes me a dull boy!! Live in a secret Live in a lie Live in a dark hole beneath the black sky Live like a myrter and draw my last breath Feel like an old man with a knife in my chest Live like a Transian Live like a thief Hide in a closet, grinding my teeth Sit in a small room with the walls closing in Open the shutters but everythings still dim Payback For all the things I've done in my past CHORUS---- Im not the reason Its not my fault Its not my problem Im not the cause Im not your scapegoat Im not your god Im not your myrter I'd leave you all Im not the reason - (Im not your scapegoat) Its not my fault - (Im not your god) Its not my problem - (Im not your myrter) Im not the cause - (Id leave you all) ----CHORUS All work and no play makes me a dull boy Feel like a clown without my fu

I Am The - 1
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures cohorts listen behind the doors to a life sheltered in, less than zero in me all my walls falling down pains aloft misery I'm sure that the lessons were learned I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved by the pawn in the plan taste of shit bitterness walk from me everything systematically Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To dredge up shit inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be Tell me who I'm supposed to be Tell me what it takes to ascend Tell me what it takes to live Patience, pleasures and rewards, come in due time stare at the sun I'm bored in a life meaningless soaking up all of me like the cross you worship life is loss look at me I'm sure that some day we'll wake up I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream Of success and focus...tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of me your taunting I wake up Come on youweretheone youweretheone, To dredge up

I Am This Girl!!!!!!
Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

I Am That Girl
Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

I Am Through With This Site
For those that miss my bully I am leaving this for you to find if Julie hasn't already told you. I am leaving the site's public eye because every time I come on here I mess something up in Julie's mind. So now I won't do that anymore.... Goodbye.

I Am This Kind Of Guy!!!
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." K

I Am Thankful
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED . FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME . FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIN

I Am Thankful
Beings this is thanksgiving and all today I wanted to share a few of the many things I am thankful for. 1.I am thankful for the laughter of my children that fills up my home today. 2.I am thankful for the love of my family. 3.I am thankful for the home in which my family dwells in . 4.I am thankful for my and my childrens health. 5.I am thankful God seen fit for me to wake this morning and enjoy another beautiful day on the planet 6.I am thankful for all my wonderful beautiful friends. 7.I am thankful for the men and women over seas making the world a safer place for us all 8.I am thankful for the air that I breath 9.I am thankful for you the one reading this for taking time out of your own busy life to care what I have to say,,,Kisses Just a few things I am thankful for today I think everyone should make a list of things they are thankful for. All to often we lose site of the important things in life. I was pretty down and out last night when I went to bed because I have

I Am The Luckiest Man Alive!!
I would like to thank all of my friends and family for making today a great day for me.THANK YOU!A year ago I would have laughed at the thought of any of this mattering,but today coming home from a shitty day at work and seeing all the messages and birthday wishes,really put a smile on my face.I never thought an asshole like me could have so many friends,THANK YOU ALL!Sometimes it is the smallest of things that make the biggest impact....I hope you all have a great week. Now back to the regularly scheduled program: SHITFUCKWHORECUNTSLUTDICKFUCKSKANKBITCH!!!! :D ps-Im still gonna be a dick in the mumms BITCHES!!

I Am Thinking Of You
Know that no matter where I am and no matter what I'm doing, I am thinking of you. You're always on my mind and in my heart. When I'm feeling down or my day isn't going right, I just think of you and how much you mean to me. I love you...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

I Am The Master
The Master. Who is the Master? I am the Master. Many people may have a problem with what I type but a blog is to express One's feelings or what that person wishes. In My home, I am the KING, The Master. I have total control over what I own, and who submits to Me. Yes, I own a female submissive. she is proud to say I own her too. I have owned her for 6 years now. I have had as many as 4 females living under My roof at the same time. 2 were Mine, and 2 I was training to be a great submissive for their Master. God made woman for a rib of Adam. That makes woman an item placed on this earth to serve the Master and Mistress. This is were many both male and female start to fight words with Me. There is no fight, as it's My words, and My Life. I have heard both sides of the fight and yet I still believe in My lifestyle. The part that I always find is that so many females and males who are submissive try to stand up strong in front of others and friends. But get that submi

I Am Taking A Break
Hey all... I am taking a break from fubar from a while, I am just tired of the damn drama. There are too many children on this site, like the biggest kindergarten I have ever seen. Every time I turn around there is something new. Men in this site need to get over themselves and need to learn to read profiles. Yes it is nice to make friends but not every woman on this site is a whore.. don't get me wrong.. there are plenty of them here. Women on this site need to get some sense, and keep their fucking clothes on. it is kinda pathetic that they feel the only way to get a man is to post NSFW pics. damn makes me wanna vomit. I am tired of having to play the game of lets see which fag decided to hit on me today or which whore is hitting on my man, cause they have no lives and need this to make it through their everyday lives. seriously this site is the worst, it was fun in the beginning leveling and all.. I mean c'mon i am a gamer thats what we do, but geez, people do have lives

I Am Through
I am through being everyone's fool, I am through with being torn apart, my heart broken there's no where to go, no where to turn. I am through with trying to make things right when everythings going wrong. I am through with playing games, when i am only trying make a friend. I am through with everything. I am through with being nice, when it gets me no where. I am through being everyone's fool, when all i wanted was to be your friend. You call me names you tell me lies, I am through being everyone's fool I am through with everything. So in the end if you are not here I know it wasnt meant to be. I am through. I say goodbye it was never meant to be, I wasnt meant to be here. I am through with trying to help, It seems it was all a game. I was never meant to have you as a friend. I am through. I really thought that this was fun, but I am through it was never meant to be.

I Am The King Pimp
One, two, three, four, on the street corner is where I keep my whores. Tit for tat Tat for tit, if bitch ain’t got my money, she gonna get hit. My bitches won’t leave you limp, so proclaims the only King Pimp, To one and all and to all and one. If you fuck with me, you had best run quick, cuz I’ll damn sure cut off your dick. Its good to be the king and that’s no lie, draped from head to toe in bling. And now its time to say good-bye, time is money and I’ve a business to run. Listen ho, don’t make me get louder. Bitch where is my baby powder?

~ I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America ~
I Am the Flag of the United States Of America I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy.

I Am The Blood Left Standing
I Am The Blood Left Standing I hear the voice of the Cherokee crying out in the night. I hear the voice of the lone wolf answer. Is this also my plight? On the horizon of many moons, I see the legends and hear them speak. I cry the tears of the Cherokee, they run freely down my cheek. You cannot take back what you have lost... or what has been taken from you. You can only ask the spirits to somehow see you through. For it is written in Cherokee blood spilled upon the land... I am the blood left standing. I hold the future in my hand. I will not crawl or grovel meekly this time. But I will not be denied... that which is mine. My forefather's left the spirits to guide me to this place... perhaps to prove to you I am also part of this human race. So look me in the eye, meet my gaze forthright. I am declaring my heritage, my birth and my right. 'Finder's keepers'. 'Loser's weepers'. I don't subscribe to this rhym

I Am The Mushroom
I am the mushroom, you feed me shit all day. You keep me in the dark, your crap on me your spray. All this dung your feeding me makes me stronger everyday. Why dont you just give up because your looking kinda gay. yes I am a mushroom, what will I do to you? Will I get you sick? Or high? Will you die? DO nothing? Make you sit on the lou? Will I make you see god? Or make me laugh at you? When all is said and done...though it makes me kinda blue,I give your shit back, twice fold. Now what you going to do?

I Am The...
i am the shit. bitches dont need to hate cause the man you love wants me more. fuck you all. mwuahahahahahahahahaha!!! why dont you just get the fuck over it?!!! cant walk the walk then dont talk the talk cause fake ass bitches get outlined in chalk! FUCKERS!!

I Am Thankful:
FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN

I Am Through With A Holes
I have been noticing for the past few days I have been getting lots of guys doing the same thing. The RATE, FAN and then request to be a friend routine. They don't read my profile, or my FAQ list. They don't look at any of my pics ... they just want to become a friend so they can see the NSFW pics in my gallery. This morning... first thing it happened again. This guy named "MORE" (http://fubar.com/more) did the FAN, RATE thing. He became very disrespectful and like it says at the very beginning of my profile if a guy becomes disrespectful I block them... so I did. Some guy sent me a message and asked to be a friend out of the blue without even rating me or fanning me because he said that he saw what "MORE" wrote about me in his blog. He said that I was a HATER according to "MORE" (http://fubar.com/more). I am just literally pissed off with this. It has been happening more and more lately... I wonder if there is a profile out there with a blog on it telling idio

I Am The New Year
I am the New Year ... I am an unspoiled page in your book of time. I am your next chance at the art of living. I am your opportunity to practice what you have learned about life during the last twelve months. All that you sought and didn't find is hidden in me, waiting for you to search it out with more determination. All the good that you tried for and didn't achieve is mine to grant when you have fewer conflicting desires. All that you dreamed but didn't dare to do, all that you hoped but did not will, all the faith that you claimed but did not have - these slumber lightly, waiting to be awakened by the touch of a strong purpose. I am your opportunity to make all things new. I am the New Year! ~ Author Unknown

I Am That I Am
I am that I am I am that woman you can’t touch I am that woman that leaves you in lust I am that woman who bares a child I am that woman who continually wears a smile I am that woman who loves in heart I am that woman who is wild yet smart I am that woman who is a classic in style I am that woman you want to stay for a while For I am that I am I am that diva girl with hips and a attitude to match I am that gorgeous girl with the hair draping down her back I am that girl the boys yell “Aye girl “ to and I laugh I am that girl that you wish you could have I am that girl who takes charge at what she wants I am that girl who is the unique one out the bunch I am that girl who you can’t afford to receive I am that girl that always leaves them on their knees I am that I am I am that lady you can’t resist when she passes I am that lady who leaves them In the dust of her past I am that woman who cares for herself and stands high I am that wom

I Am That Girl!!!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl w

I Am To Much Woman 4 A Lot Of Men Real Talk But I Am Still Looking!!!!
What's The Theme Song Of Your Life?IrreplaceableTo the Left, To the Left! Yes, you have a great sense of self worth and you don't tolerate any nonsense. Plus you are sexy and sassy!!Music Quizzes

I Am Tired....
Ya kno...this shit is getting old. More security drama. The black cat superstition is beginning to make me feel like its true. I am just fed up with things. I hate just waking up anymore. Yes I am whining...so fuk off. Dont like it hit your back button...want to laugh go ahead...you'd be doing me a favor. At least someone would find some humor in this bull shit. Have you just ever wished you never woke up? When you have felt like you have sunken so far in your tears too drown....you just hope you never wake up. I am there. Too much stress. I just feel like I am a zombie. My life is sleep...go to work...sleep...go to work...sleep. I just feel like I have hit rock bottom on anything and everything in my life right now. Home drama, work drama, bill drama...never ending cycle. Past day or two, I have been thinking about just packing and moving...but I wont or more like I cant. I am just stuck...I guess I just deserve it. I deserve everything I have gotten. This al

I Am The One
The Perfectionist (the One) Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals. How to Get Along with Me Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work. Acknowledge my achievements. I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am. Tell me that you value my advice. Be fair and considerate, as I am. Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive. Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first. What I Like About Being a One being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal working hard to make the world a better place having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions being the best I can be and bringing out the

I Am The Sweat On The Back Of A God.
It is of great sacrifice that I live It is in deaths borrowed embrace that I dream My Self is but a muted reflection Toxic excrements gone to dry in the sun I am the sweat on the back of a God I am the blood which the demons bleed Hallowed be my touch and tainted my kiss Oh sweet sweet poison of dire need My footprints press within the fog I create all paths forward but never to return my lips are a promise of stolen time my limbs a sky where stars might drownd. I do not shine, I eclipse. The dark is so much more beautious then the light I do not whimper but I weep a statue mute with mime-like moves I do not shelter but I keep My silence naught but the absence of sound.

I Am Tired Of Touching People..
So yeah...the wonderful world of day spa ownership and massage therapy. Too..much. LOL..today I'd like to quit..apply for welfare..and sit around in my panties on the couch and not shower or move for at LEAST a month. Stress central. I am tired of dealing with the estrogen poisoning that happens when you have 13 female employees competing for clients. It's like watching badgers fight. Sick. Oh yeah..and naked people...yup..tired of touching them. I love my job...I like helping people to feel better...however there are ALWAYS those who are just a pain in the ass. They all came in TODAY. I want to send them to a different therapist..preferably one that specializes in happy endings..cuz I think these folks need to get some. Eh..maybe not. I'm not getting any..and my angst level is minimal. Maybe I'll suggest masturbation along with water and a healthy exercise regimen.

"i Am The Reason Why"
Can you feel the pain I feel? Can you taste the tears I cry? Do you know how long I've felt alone, And know I'm the reason why? Can you hear the words I try to say? Can you help me begin? Can you know the fears I have? Can you help me escape this private hell I've been in? Nobody can do these things. Nobody really sees. The pains and fears I have, Are mostly due to me. I live behind this wall I built... At times, I want to come out. But as soon as I open the door, My heart and mind are filled with doubt. My mind and heart are in a giant war. I will always find a ways to hide my heart more... At times it seems my heart is under lock and key. Like I keep it wrapped up tight. Though love is what I want to have... It stays far out of sight. So again, I ask... can you feel the pain I feel? Can you taste the tears I cry? Do you know how long I've been alone, And know I'm the reason why? ~Tazy~

I Am The Show!!!!!!!
OOOOOOPPPPPS Guess I made myself out to be more than I am. I'm a durty Irish comedain who shouldn't even be on Fubar. If you want to see the show and have a spare 10 minutes leave a comment and I will send the GEO show your way. I hope it makes you laugh. See you soon. g!

I Am That Girl But For Some Reason, No One Sees That
Body: I AM THAT GIRL BUT FOR SOME REASON, NO ONE SEES THAT I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... most of the time I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once

I Am Tired Of...
bullshit. target. food. being ugly. living here. certain people. celebrities. soda. string cheese. porn. driving. sleeping. not running. school. fighting. myspace. dirty rooms. losing control. being unhappy. having a cerfew. trying to fit in. talking. From now on, I feel like I should change. From now on, I am done trying to please. I'm done.

I Am That Good!
I have learned over time how to politely tell people to fuck off.I do it so well sometimes that they seem to think I am being the complimentary to them.I am starting to think this may not be a good thing and should just out and out tell them to "fuck off"!It's a rare thing for me to do.I tend to get along with everyone.You have to be damn special to get the "fuck off" from me.I have been used and abused by many and I don't let that happen anymore.If i don't like you...then I don't like you.I can be quiet civil to anyone I don't like.I think I will just make a sign that says "fuck off" just so it doesn't go way over their heads anymore.I do have an album of "fuck you",maybe I should just start directing them towards that album. What can I say...it's early and I have not had enough coffee yet!!! Be beautiful,even if it hurts. :)

I Am The One Lucky
Her tongue rolls over a red oval ... savoring it's flavor. Licking her lips resembling a kiss ... in a sensual manner. Long lapping licks holding the stick ... little smacking pucker. Engulfing gust of an open mouth ... what a lucky sucker.

I Am The "king Of Pain"!!!!!!!!
As some of you know, im not your average kinda guy... which i believe is great... lol well, i know that some of you came and seen me perform suspension at Houston's Ink Fest. if some of you can be sure to come check me out in Las Vegas next month. During this show i plan to pull a Hummer with 8 hooks in my back. Then in the Austin Ink Fest I am taking on a school bus. Hope all of you enjoy and hope to see and here from all of you. Respectfully, "King of Pain"

I Am The One Who'll Be The Exception
I AM THE ONE WHO'LL BE THE EXCEPTION Stolen, again, from Girlish K I am the one who'll be the exception. It seems to me I can avoid disease. Try shooting at me – You are sure to miss. Try pushing me over a precipice – I don't know now, But I am certain somehow To find a chance support and cling to it. I am the one who'll be the exception. Imposing, free-born, youthful, strong I'll roam the country far and wide, and everyone I'll choose to love shall love me too. My foes will never trick me into wrong, My friends will always be sincere and true. I am the one who'll be the exception. With beaming smiles I'll greet all folks And they'll smile back, They all shall see I am the one without an equal, A person you cannot ignore – that's me! No death awaits me on my way and no deception. I am the one who'll be the exception. What are you smiling at, my friend? I guess you think we two are birds of a feather? That's not surprising

I Am That Much Closer To Breathing Again..
I sat Chad down today and told him we need to divorce. This marriage is going no where. I have already went to the lawyer, had paperwork drawn up, all that needs to be done is signatures and then it's filed. I think he held on to a glimmer of hope I'd change my mind. That is not happening. I refuse to stay in a loveless marriage. It would be impossible to stay with the man who has shattered my self esteem. I want a chance to move on with my life, to see if I can find true love with someone who appreciates me instead of settling for me. I am just happy he finally sees that this is what is best for both of us and the kids. I'm tired of feeling like shit, and fighting with him all the time. I want my house back and my life. I hope it goes quickly and isnt messy. Keep me and the kids in your prayers. ((hugs))