I am so confused so yes in a way screwed.I have decided to stay single for awhile(that lasted long).Now I am into two guys and not just one.LOL,told ya,screwed.
Both guys are sweethearts and both guys I definaltly want to sleep with,in fact already sleeping with one,problem would be solved with they both would want to do a threesome but both dont want a threesome with another guy.
Cheez,get over it and just do it already.
I have been doing alot of thinking and I am going to sleep with the first one as soon as I can,I am not so sure how to tell number two but I am so sure that he won't understand.
Both I considered friends to me,alas the tangle web we weave.I couldn't sleep last night cuz I was thinking about it.
This is what I ended up thinking:
I tired and torn
To weary to be worn,
Having one,wanting another
Having sex with one,wishing he was the other
I dream of him,well with you
I cry and I am blue
I will shake it off and feel sweet
Again,yet I have yet to meet.........u
Its the middle of the night
I wake up feeling like I was in a fight,
Go into the bathroom,seeing the Razor blade
Sitting their in its glade
I pick it up,thinking this should be easy,
Prick myself,seeing blood,feeling queasy
Shake my head and ask Am i finially losing it?
I am sure that this feeling will go away in a bit
I want the blood fall down my arm,
I do it again,thinking that there is no harm
I fall faint
Felling taint
I lay down and want to sleep
All of a sound I hear a beep
Its my alarm!It was a nightmare
My skin is pricklings and I fight for air
See,i need to get over this,that's why I am feeling screwed.
I hope you all get what I am saying.
