Fubar Blog Posts 2

Update Re Phalic Nsfw Photos....
okay, I am calm now. What you have to understand is that it takes a LOT to get me upset, but some of my red hairs (my hair is a mix of red, brown, and blonde) get the best of me sometimes and I just have to let off some steam. Not that I think I was wrong in anything that I did say in my prior blog posting. In fact, I stand behind everything I did say. I have received several messages from friends stating that they would like to continue viewing my NSFW photos that I moved to family status. I am going to move those from the more restrictive FAMILY status to FRIENDS status; just won't be on the EVERYONE status that it was before. Folks are going to have to be my FRIENDS before I let them look at any NSFW photos in the future. But all my FRIENDS need to understand that I may have them extremely restricted if and when I am in a one-on-one in person relationship, which is only right to do, unless he would approve a less restrictive view. It would be whatever he was comf

Update On Me And My Family
Well I did what I did yesterday put more stash away and I did that.> Right after that my cousin came over and picked me out and spend the day with him.. Well We help cleaned for Saturday so we worked really hard and clean up and got done about eight something.. So me and him went to the store and got what we need and went back to his house and watched a move an hour later my uncle said that you need to take her home so I can leave and your mom wants to go to bed.. So we stoped the movie and we left.. He wanted to go to Wal Mart and get what he needs I told him to go for it.. So we did.. Than a min after that we got back to the road and took me home.. I did not get home about eleven something.. When I got home I forgot about moives I have in the car so I had to call him really fast and tell him to turn around and he did an bought my movies back to me.. I told him I will call you when I can.. So I went to bed about Midnight something and got up this morning about nine something.. I fi

Update
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, I am creating a train to help support our troops and I want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on my pic, add me as a fan, friend, rate me and send me a yellow ribbon.Then pm me telling me u want on the train, I add you and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When I get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. For everyone who joins I am going to donate a $1 in their name, so the more on the train the more i donate to the families of our fallen soldiers. If you can place this as a sticky just let me know so I can let you stick the right info and pics because this will work better as a sticky. Thanks for all your support! Now below is the list of the people so far and I'm working

Update On The Station Info!!!
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An Up Date
Sigh, okay here we go, we have a friend down the street, who can put us up for a few days, maybe a few weeks, I will be transfering my cable and internet over to their house, while we figure out what to do next, Angie is looking at places near her work and makeing calls, to find a rabbit to pull out of the hat, she is really under a lot of stress, about all of this and work, so she could use some prays, what ever your belief. any and all prayers are welcome. I know I have posted that things are bad, and they are.... more then i have let on, but I will not say just how bad, as that is for us to deal with, you all are my friends, as i love you all very much, I have gotten a lot of well wishes, and thank you all for them, I will tryy and check in as I can, and help out where I can. despite what is going on in our life, this is who and how I am. Law 1 aid to the best of your abilty. I will update as I find out what is going on my self. untill I can no long log in.

Updates On Today After Filming.
Wow, another knockout of a day! An amazing one actually. I have never felt this happy before in my life, finally SOMETHING goes right. The Kodak Theater [Where Academy Awards are held], was gorgeous today. I have always wanted to go inside, and I did, that's where the film takes place, but it is supposed to be the 'Cannes Film Festival in France', but they used the Kodak Theater for those scenes. Robert De Niro is a sweetheart, and is always smiley and friendly. Sean Penn was more on the quiet side, can you blame him though? He has a lot on his plate. I had alottttt of guys/fellow actors come over to me today on the set...well about 3 or 4 ..and they gave me a bunch of websites for casting companies that their signed up with and working for and they told me to go for it..I'd do great. So yeah, my day was awesome. Brandi and I had a great time besides the obnoxious blonde bimbo who yelled at her! Pics are posted in my default folder. Much love.

Update
Hey everyone Please keep the prayers going for my sister. She is having surgery today. Unexpected surgery. I will keep you updated on her condition Thank you to those of you that have showed your concern for her and my family. huggles Bren

Update Time
On the 27th of March I had an appointment with the dr that put in the heart valve..After 5 and a half hours of tests they found out there is nothing wrong with the valve.That means I am fucked because they have no idea whats wrong with me.....On the 28th of March I got a phone call from them setting me up with another appointment with another DR doing an EKG and seeing this Dr as well. I guess I should feel better that they are doing everything in their power to figure why I am so sick.But the thing I hate is the waiting game...Some of you will be like "Good things come to those who wait"...I been waiting since September of 06'...So I am a lil tired of waiting..I just want to get better and move on witgh whats left of my life and enjoy playing with my kids again...I miss that more then working or anything else....Seeing the enjoyment in their eyes that Daddy was playing with them or rough housing with them or chasing them...If your a parent you seen this look and enjoy it all the tim

Update
so my week hasnt really gone that well started it off by my car breaking down on monday i have to replace the engine monut$$$$$$$$ too much money. theres this girl in kuwait that i was seeing before she left in febuarry i really miss her wish she was here i dont really date many girls unless i know them well so i dont have anyone to really talk to its upseting. well anyways im done talking

Updates On The Seizures
We breezed through December with no signs of a seizure. On January 14, 2007 she came home from a weekend at her dad's saying that her legs hurt. The seizure kinda hurt, mom! I kept a close eye on her and thankfully, nothing came of it. She has been under a lot of stress the last two weeks due to FCAT testing, and it's the time of the month she seems to have seizures. When I went in to wake her up this morning because her alarm had been going off for 10 minutes, I had a feeling but didn't really want to worry. First words out of her mouth were, "I felt weird last night, but I think it's just where my Care Bear flopped over." I of course asked her what she meant she felt weird. She said it felt like her legs were in the bed but she realized it was her Care Bear. But it wasn't her legs, it was her arms. "But it's just where my Care Bear moved." To me, that means she's headed for another seizure. My cousin, who is epileptic, tends to have the tingly feeling in her hands and feet b

Update
Well steven has received the results of is Biopsy and its confirmed that he has Non Hodgkiss Lymphos, he was transferred to a big hospital in the city tonight. They have had to put him on Morpheine as the pain was gettng severe and he was getting violent with it. They are starting his Chemotherapy in the next couple of days, that will consist of 5 day batches of treatment over the next couple of years

Update On My Mother!!
Well I wanted to let everyone know that my mother's tests came back negative.The cancer did not spread to her brain and they didn't see it anywhere else on her.That doesn't mean that it can't come back later on so she has to go back in 6 weeks to be rechecked but we are very happy about this news cuz that means she will be with us alot longer.My mother, myself and my family want to thank everyone who kept us in thier thoughts and prayers.we are very grateful to have ppl like this in our lives.I will keep u all updated on her condition.again thank you!! I also want to say thanx to a very special person who is not only part of my family but also a great friend.she posted a bulletin for my mother and she has been there for me everytime i needed her and that means alot to me.thank you liz(morbid dragon slave)for being a great friend to me I will always be grateful to u for that!!

Update Again
Well my sister had the surgery. 4 hours long which isnt too bad. they removed an abcess that was growing on the outside of her stomach and leaking toxins into her body and a few other choice procedures thatI will spare you the gnarly details of. She will be on a feeding tube for the next few days. Then hopefully she will be able to go home and get back to a normal (well semi normal after all she is MY sister lol) life. For those of you that have shown your concern WE thank you from the bottom of our hearts. love you all huggles Bren TrollDoll

Update On The Babies...
I came up with an idea, after thinking about the babies for a while...I put them in a glass bowl with their nest and put them back in the cabinet...now I'm thinkin' another female will hopefully come and take care of them.... Sssshhhhhh....I know, I know, stupid...then you will have more mice in your house...And, yeah...they are just mice...but it is different for me... I checked this mornin' and feel alot better now...yep, you got it, no babies in the bowl this mornin'...now I have mouse traps in the house (the glue type), and they will be caught again one day soon, then they will be taken to the woods and let loose...why didn't I do that in the first place??? They didn't even have their eyes open to see, they wouldn't have made it... ALL living things deserve the right to have a fighting chance in this world, when their eyes open they will have a fighting chance to atleast see what is coming their way, and to get away... Thank you all who read this, for takin' a moment to

Update On The Project
Well scarybirds is nearly sorted, got it upgraded to drupal 5, had the wysywig editor installed for the content, which is great. The script has been written for Fienderella by Tony Reyes which is excellent, as I think its fab, Stu and Tony and a couple of others have been frequenting the site. Have set a forum topic area for giving script critiques and we have three up there so far, one of Tony's called Waiting for Darkness which is excellent, the one he wrote for Fienderella and one of Stu's just now. I love being around creative people as you get a lot of sparks of ideas that can go places. Dave has been sharing his short stories with us and a few of us have been playing the nation states game on there which has given me a few ideas anyway hopefully now that I got one script together I can hopefully meet the machinima guy and have a chat with him about what would be needed to make them a reality. So yes I am very pleased indeed

Update
well just wanted to let all my friends out their know that my son is home and doing well after his accadent . he still has his neck brace on and will for 5 more weeks. now the test will start to see how bad of brain damage he has after all.. please continue to pray as we deal with this... thank you and god bless.... audrey

Update
Well I met the man that i was so nervous of meeting. Now we are dating and i'm starting to fall for him. I never actually thought that I could actually meet somebody like him. He's a perfect gentleman and everything anyone can ask for. He's not the sexiest man in the world but hey he's MY man and he treats me very well. okay here goes.... He tells me everyday how he feels about me. As it seems at this moment he is in more over his head then I am. I'm trying to be careful ya'll just pray that i'm right in this

Updated Information
Hello everyone. For those of you keeping up with Baby Elizabeth I got news yesterday. Her chemo is still ongoing, and seems to be helping her. The side effects are starting to surface now. Elizabeth still is having blood transfusions. Also, she has been loosing weight, and can not keep anything on her stomach. This is a side effect of the chemo, but it looks like St. Jude's will be placing a feeding tube on the baby so she does not deteriorate due to her treatments. For those of you donating blood, thank you very much. For those of you who are keeping that precious baby in your prayers we also thank you very much as well. Her sweet angelic looks will let you all know how much we will keep you in our hearts for all the help. =D

Updated.
What I am interested in is making new friends. Of all kinds. But if you are interested in meeting for real then you must be 100% female because I am married and I am not looking to hook up with guys for any reason, I dont cheat on my hubby and I dont plant too. So ladies if your interested in make a new friend to hang out with and do other things get in touch with me. But you would have to live near me in order for the meeting thing to work lol. I mean we can be friends here too if you live far way. Well I have something to share with the ladies only.

Update On Mom
Quite a few people have asked how my mom is doing,, so I thought I'd answer that question this way. I have been working so much and dealing with the legalities of selling my mom's home, and just haven't had time to write. My mom, at this point, is still doing pretty good. She knows she can never leave the nursing home now, and has accepted that. Her psychiatrist told her that because of her state of health, she needs multiple people to care for her, and that if she were to return home, it would be very dangerous for her and she is just too sick to care for herself anymore. Knowing that she can understand the reason she's there and the reason why she can't go home, helps us to handle this better. It was killing us when she was begging and crying to go home. We felt like we were letting her down by having to keep her there. I spent four months in Indiana with her. I was there from September to January, and it had gotten to the point where I just couldn't do it anymore. She

Update Yet Again Lol
More good nes about my sister. They removed the feeding tube today weeee. She's on her way back from a bad place. A few more days in the hospital and she should be able to go home. Once again thanks to all of you that have showed concern It is so greatly appreciated and means the world to me and my family. love you all Bren

Update On Bus
IF U ARE LOST ON THIS BLOG, PLEASE SEE BLOG POSTED (SO MESSED UP) WELL THE OFFICERS CAME OUT JUST NOW, AND THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, THEY ALSO TOLD ME THEY WOULD TRY AND GET SOMEONE OUT HERE EVERYDAY TO PATROL THE AREA DURING THE TIME WHICH MY SON GETS OFF THE BUS. SO IM VERY THANKFUL THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, AND IS OFFERING SOME HELP ON THE SITUATION.

Update
They finally found my mom's friend. His body surfaced sometime this morning. He was a good man that made a really bad decision. If you don't know you can read my other blog. Thanks for all of your concern and mssgs !!! Keep his family in your thoughts and prayers as they are really struggling with it right now !! Love and Hugs ~ Cresha

Update
just wanted to update my friends. I do miss you all.. yes some more then others.. i have grown close to those choice few.. you know who you are.. i have just been busy. our dream of owning a house this year was taken away from us over something technical but oh well there will be another shot next year.. work is work.. i am always hard at it and when i am not i am complaining about it.. but such is life.. i do like my job and enjoy the people i work with and work for... its just sometimes there are too many stupid people that frustrate me to no end... i am in a 3 day class right now and it seems to be going well.. so this goes out to friends fans and love ones.. i miss you all greatly and hopefully soon i will be out of my rutt of all work and no play Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Updateness! W00t! (nov Of 06)
Aight.... (omg, I can't believe I just SPELLED that... I'm seriously getting entirely too lax in my linguistic prowess *delete delete*) So here it is, it's been well over a month since I've blogged. To you, my loyal readers, I appologize, and thank you for your patience. These last few weeks have been a real bitch in many ways. I've recently gotten over being sick. After the LAN-party I attended, I fell slightly ill. Actually, I felt fine 90% of the time. But I had, literally, NO VOICE for the five weeks following the conclusion of the LAN-party. Reason number two I may never attend one again. *Note: see previous blog for reason number one. Actually, in all fairness, I DID write a blog several weeks ago. I was writing it on my laptop, and as commonly happens, when I'm writing, it was in the ass-crack of night (morning) and I was tired... when that happens, my hands droop, the heel of my hand brushes my touch-pad mouse on the laptop, and my computer does funky things, like "pages

Update
Hello everyone! This is my first blog and since I have been away from CherryTAP for a little while and here shortly I will be gone again for a couple more weeks, I just wanted to inform everyone that is on my friends list and fan list that if I have not rated or commented on your profile or photos to please send me a message so that I can do that before I disappear again. And also to let everyone know that I have added a guestbook to my profile, please stop in and sign it, if you have a guestbook let me know and I will drop in and leave some love for you. Have a pleasent time everyone. There will be more blogs to fallow within the next couple of days.

Update
i am sorry i havent been on too much lately. but i do try and i try to leave comments and rate things. my mind is all over the place with work and now my family. i just recently learned that my grandma is not doing too good. she is in the hospital right now. my dad and stepmom are driving down to florida to see my grandma to see whats going on. she has 2 kinds of infections plus she has dementia. so they have to restarin her so she dont fall out of bed. hoping that she can come back to ohio. if so hopefully they will get her a live in person or they mite have to put her in a home. i just hope she pulls thru this. plus on top of that my uncle on my mom's side of the family is not doing good either. he has 7 different kinds of cancer rite now. and he is swollen all the way up to his neck. so see i have alot on my mind. also my dad has high blood pressure and he keeps getting bad headaches. when he gets back from fla. he is going to get tests done. plz keep me and my family in your though

Update On My Foot!
Okay so on Feb 21, 2007 I slipped on a wet mat and "sprained" my ankel. Well, little did I know come to find out on April 2, 2007 my doctor told me it is not a sprain it is a torn ligament and a contusion inside on top of my foot. The doctor said it was almost a slight fracture. So now I will have to were my NEW boot for 2-3 more weeks. What Fun! Oh well it could be worse. That's my Foot Update!

Update Finally
well damn sometimes a girl just cant win can they. i have tried everything i can to make my life go smoothly and just when i think things are starting to go the way that i want them to something has to go and fuck them up. and now i am starting to wonder if a certain person is really the person i thought they were. and im not gonna mention any names cuz the person knows who they are. all i know is once again my heart has been broken along with so many promises and i have yet to get a simple lil im sorry from this person. on the up side my babi boi is graduating tomorrow from basic. i talked to him today and he is doing really good. heaven now has four teeth and is crawling like crazy. she is also standing up on her own and crawling up stairs. so she is definitely getting big. we finally have internet again so i will try to update things more often. right now i am in a very pissy mood so im gonna end here before i say something that i dont mean. hope things are goin good for

Update
Steven has finished his first set of Chemo therapy and responding good to it. There is a new lump appearing in his stomach. so they are going to have a look at that over the weekend. There has been a bit of a concern with his blood levels, he is very anemic which is making him feel very lethargic. They are giving him a blood transfusion which will hopefully help that out There is a concern about his leg as well has he has a blood clot. so they are starting him on blood thinning treatment as well. They are hoping to transfer him back to a hospital near us on Monday (which will be easy for us to go to, until his next batch of chemo therapy in about a weeks time. I am going up this afternoon so I hopefully will find out more then

Update On The Job Front
Well, when it rains, it pours. I've been interviewing like a madman lately. It's been mostly A/V jobs, offering good salaries. There is one interview that I have scheduled for Tuesday, however, that I'm really excited about. Yesterday, I got a call from Lockheed Martin, who seemed VERY interested in hiring me for a Technician position (besides dealing with electrical and mechanical equipment, they didn't reveal much more than that). The initial position is simply entry level, with no security clearance needed, but still offering a very nice salary. It was also stated during the phone interview yesterday, that if they hire me, they would like to try and move me up as quickly as possible (meaning getting my security clearance, better pay, and being in a position to learn a LOT). This is VERY exciting for me, and I will be doing EVERYTHING I can to make sure this works out. This is the big time. Mom always said I should get into the aerospace field. Looks like this is my chance.

Updateeeeeee
This summer my family is going to Costa Rica for a vacation. Nice huh? lol. I've never been outta the United States before so I bet it's gonna be freaking awesome!!!! The past few days it's been snowing here. Which sucks. It's april. It shouldn't be snowing. lol. We got about 5 inches out of it. And its pretty much already melted which is nice in a way. But I thought winter was all over. I guess not though. I forgot to tell everyone. I have my first nephew! Liam Christopher! Born: March 21st, 2007. Time: 9:59 p.m. Weight: 8 pounds, 14 ounces. Length: 21 and 1/4 in" I saw him the other day. He's a pretty chubby baby. But he's adorable. lol. Okay. I have the grosest story ever. So if ya dont wanna hear it keep a moving. The other day I picked up my binder off the floor and I felt something furry on it so I dropped it and flipped it over and there was a dead mouse smooshed on the other side of it! I started screaming my head off. It was disgusting! I pretty much bleached

Update!
Just wanted to let everyone know that all is well and that I haven't forgotten you. My focus for now is where it should be with my son, daughter-in-law and the beautiful, brand new baby boy that they are expecting to bring home later today. His name is Will Allen. He was born at 2:15am on 6 April, weighing 6lb 7oz and 18in long. Now I have a 1 yr old granddaughter and a brand new grandson...perfect! Anyway, I should be back to normal by Sunday or Monday and I will attempt to catch up on messages/comments then. I can't wait to get to chat with some of you again as well...until then, take care.

Update
Well I am updated for muh friends and family to know I took muh son to the surgeon and they said that his ear drum is collapsed and that he needs surgery on the 22nd of June so we have to keep him from not gettin ear infections And that is goin to be very hard to do so I am goin crazy.. They have to rebuild all of his ear drum and that will take over 3 hours so yeah it is goin to be pretty busy for me So yeah that is just how I have been so anyways I am done ventin now

Updated Pimp List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS.

Updates
Ok, ok, I know....I suck at updating this thing with anything like regularity. lol. I could say I've just been soooo busy, but that's not entirely true, just too lazy to mess with it until something big happens. lol. So, I've been working at the hospital for about 7 mos now & that's going pretty well, sitll can't believe its been that long. lol. Last review I had with my boss went really well, should do well on my annual (which really counts b/c that one determines how much more $$ they're going to give me. lol) in october. I went car shopping saturday, my van is getting not only pretty worn out but costs a small fortune driving to & from Abilene everyday from Clyde. I'm getting a '98 Chevy Cavalier. Not exactly fancy, but it's a pretty nice little car. Have to come up with another $400 to finish up the down payment, then I can bring it home. They moved to the "not for sale" section yesterday. :o) Not a whole lot other then that going on lately, just work. Been staying fairl

Updates On The Contest...
Tonight went great! There are only 10 contestants allowed in each round at each bowling alley. I performed 'Stand By Your Man' and I won $25.00... the next round will be held on May 13th. I will continue to update as I know more info. Look for the video to be posted here later... the sound is good but it was too dark to see me very well, sorry. ~Sarah

Update
Well I figured I would give you all an update on whats going on. Im still working now full time here in Pryor at Kum N Go. I actually really enjoy the job too!!! As far as the rec center, I did get voted in to start working there, but I cant do it because the hours are 4p-8pm instead of the noon-4pm that she said it was going to be. And I go in as early as 7pm sometimes. But its okay because Ihave been getting called into the Kum N Go in claremore on bluestarr road more often now on my days off. So thats basically my part time job there even though its the same job. But I enjoy doing it so it doesnt bother me! Also mom and dad came over and brought me there car last night!!! Im using there car until Iget my own, but htey got there newcar finally. So its nice to have car again not havng to rely on anyone else!!! But everything is going pretty good here so far. Just now waiting on my taxes to get done to find out how much of a tax return Im getting this year!! Im off to sleep peeps!! Lo

Update On My Grandfather
My Grandfather is still on this earth, Hip and Socket still fractured.. still on different doses of hydrocodone that doesnt work. He passed the stress test to schedule the surgery for hip replacement, the Dr's give him a 10% chance of survival, and say the surgery is a must because ganegreen can set in and cause more health problems. Well, yesterday my Grandmother said she can already smell the rotting flesh. As soon as we get a surgery date set, my family and I will be in Colorado for my Grandfather. I spoke with him yesterday for Easter, he did'nt even know who I was. I pray he passes before the surgery so they dont have to waste all that money for nothing. He has lived a good long life and has no regrets.. he isnt afraid of dying. He knows where he is going after death. He has made all the peace he can in this world. So I pray he passes soon. I love him too much to know the pain he is living in and cant do a thing about it. Its been very hard on my dad, and the re

Update 4-10-07
Hey all, Sorry I haven't been on much. Went on vacation, got sick and, quite honestly, been on My Space when I felt like sitting at the computer. Anyway, I'm back now. VG missed you too sweetheart, hope things are going well! My bro has a CherryTap now so everyone please visit him and rate him at http://www.cherrytap.com/user/731549 Also, my hubby, Gibborim (listed as family on my friends list) is going to be heading to Iraq soon so wish him good luck and hope he comes home safe! I forgot how to do the link thingy on here. Let me know how its going on with you all and what new and exciting things you are up to! PM, respond here, whatever you're comfy with. I'll be checking back until Saturday, after that, I'll be moving and I don't know when I'll have internet back again. Hopefully it won't take long since its just a transfer to another house. Bloody kisses darlings! Asta

Update On Me
WELL I AM GOING BACK TO THE DOCTORS AGAIN FOR MY ARM. ITS BACK AND HURTING MUCH MORE. NOW MY WHOLE HAND GOES NUMB. ITS SO AGGRAVATING. HOPEFULLY HE SENDS ME TO THE HOSPITAL TO HAVE X-RAYS DONE ON MY NECK LIKE HE SAID HE WANTS TO DO. TO SEE WHATS GOING ON. ALSO HOPEFULLY HE CAN GIVE ME SOMETHING TO HELP WITH THE PAIN SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT. IT LASTS FOR HOURS. ITS EVEN HARD TO SHOWER WHEN I GET UP FOR WORK WITH ME ARM AND LEFT HAND ALL NUMB. I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HE SAYS WHEN I GET BACK. I JUST HOPE THAT I DONT NEED SURGERY ON MY NECK. THAT IS TOO SCARY FOR ME. TALK TO YOU ALL SOON. BIG HUGS. AND PLEASE KEEP BOOBOO AND HER FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS TODAY. TY AND BLESSED BE.

Update With Babyjesus
Well, I went to find him on my friends list so I could see if my comment was still up there....GONE! Both him as my "friend" and my comment on his page. I know it was up there for about an hour though. So I'm under the assumption that he read it, deleted it, got rid of me on his friends list (no big loss there), probably blocked me so I can't post any more comments on there. But I think just because he deleted it and I'm still here, my account, for the time being, is safe. I guess that was his reply. Maybe he didn't delete my account because by the time he saw it, he saw the time it was done and realized too many people might have seen it and if he deleted me a mutiny of sorts might happen. Dunno. But I honor his deleting of being his "friend", friends don't delete other friends for voicing opinions. As I do appreciate all he's done, he is getting PAID to do this site and that doesn't make him GOD. Although now this site is going to hell in a handbasket as we speak. My 2 cents

Update On Mom And Best Friend.
I have been staing in constand contact with both my mother in Utah and my Ex lover here in CA. My mother is doing better. She has not told me yet wen she is going to have her sargay to get her histrectamy. But I have a feeling everything will go well for her. She is a stong woman and she has a wonderful husband whome will take kare of her while she heals. As for Mathew my ex lover, I do not much. He is dong about the same. His doing a bit better though. The docters were going to put in on dialises. But they have found they do not need. to. As for his blod presure it is stell going up and down. more the the docters want it to. And I am not sure about his inlarged hart. I am hoping that will be ok as well. I may not be his lover now. But I steel have stong feelings for him. I think of him often and wish him the best.

Update
Just an update on my youngest..She was home shortly after, the doc checked her nose and said that the bleeding is normal because she's had her cold for so long, never bothered to check for infection or anything, damn doctors. Tara

Update
Ok I'm a little late on posting an update had some stuff I had to deal with...Ok after spending an hour or two with this other heart dr i seen he thinks it might be my lungs..maybe some blockage or even clots so he wants me to see a lung specialist to see what is going on...But recently I recieved a phone call from the one heart specialist before this one and he wants me to do another hour and some change car ride so they can do all kinds of blood work and x-rays...he believes it can still be my heart and also my lungs....So my question is how am I suppose to sleep at night not to worry about my health when these high paying morons have no damn clue what to do? Damn I would kill for a bottle of Jack Daniels right about now...I will do a better update after my appointment on the 18th of april

Update....
Things are going pretty good. I have been working for over a month now, got a car that i know will run, lossing weight, taning wow... alot of things hey. I am now looking for a second job to keep all my bills up an running good lol... Well Im at work using there computer i better get going here hehe... Take care.. Luv yaz

Update On Bbw Clothing Sale!
Ok here is an update on the clothing I have for sale. Please e-mail me on Cherry Tap if you have any interest in what I still have available or any question on the items. Most have been worn only once for photo shoots or have not been worn at all. I do have some regular size 11 shoes available that have been worn only once but they are not web modeling shoes or fetish/stripper shoes. If there isn't a size listed on an item it is because there isn't a sizing for it so I will have to measure the item. I am only excepting paypal right now as I want to get everything shipped out Tuesday morning in one shipment. Thanks! Big Hugs, ~Nadya~

Update On Whats Going On With Me
Hey everyone! I am so sorry I have not been up on CT and keeping up with all of you like I should. But things have been somewhat busy lately. As you know, the wife and I worked out our problems and we are going to continue our life together. The sad part is we only had one night together before she took off to Chicago to help her Uncle Ray. That has left me in the role of Mr. Mom. Playing both roles for teenagers is a very demanding job and I would not wish it upon anyone. My oldest is graduating this year, so we have all the prom and grad stuff that we are preparing for as well. The boys have been great, but they are teenagers. Uncle Ray has diabetes and has to undergo dialysis 3 times a week. His intent was to move to Florida to live with his sister. My wife went up to help him prepare his house to sell and then to drive him down to Florida. Well, since she arrived things have changed. Uncle Ray had had eye surgery for Cataracts last year. One morning he woke up blind. My wi

Update On My Court Hearing
Frustration brews as I must once more continue to wait for the other state to contact mine about the outcome of my hearing on March 29th.It apparently takes a lot of time for everything to get signed, sealed and delivered. For those of you unaware of what I am talking about here is the basic.I requested a modification to my child support order about 4 1/2 years ago.It finally went to court on March 29th of this year.The hearing was held in my ex husbands state where he resides.He was present for the hearing and I was not.I had a lawyer that was hired by his state to represent me and my children. I've been sitting on pins and needles trying to find out the outcome.I'm avoiding talking to my ex and have limited the amount of time my children are to be on the phone with him due to concerns of outlash from him to them. ( my ex husband is not the most stable of people as he once tried to prove me an unfit mother because I was in the welfare system) I do not want my children ca

Update On Adventures!
Been awhile since i wrote in here anything! Been thru alot of ups and downs. Met this girl and we hit it off really good..too good apparently..we ended up falling in love with each other and even took the step to getting engaged..the day of giving her the ring..from both me and my fiance..she crawled into a shell and we did not hear from her for 3 weeks..then when we do..she says too fast too soon-lets be friends..well no thank you..my heart was broken... Moved on..met another girl..real sweetheart..just someone to hang out with etc..though she too was bi..got close to her, too close for my family apparently..cause they caused problems so now all we can do is talk on the computer! Still hoping things work out with her, just might take a little longer! This past weekend..for the first time since breaking up with my GF...went back to the couple that I use to hang out with and have some good sex with..and once again, I was not let down. I really enjoy being with them. Its always a hot t

Update On My Uncle
Well this morning I recieved the call at 6:20am that my uncle had passed away in his sleep at 4:30am. Its weird how you know you are going to get that call cause you seem to be awake before the phone rings. It was exactly like the phone call we got when my dad passed away. I wont be able to get home for the wake and funeral so in June I will say my goodbye's to him then. I'm planning on drinks and drunkeness tonight so if you wanna party its at my place :) At least he is no more pain and he is with his wife who he missed greatly after she died 2 years ago. Life is just a lil bit messed up now but gotta keep going on. Thanks to all that has given me supportive comments. And like my uncle always said...."be who you are not who they want you to be" He will be missed but I know he is in a better place.

Update
tonite is the last nite i work at my second job as for i will be prepairing for my new ultimate job on monday. so my nites will be free to relax and enjoy life for a change, i will still be worken for the same company but just tranfering to a diff department, like a 5 dollar more an hour position, if i'm not too tired tonite when i get off i will be on here for a while laterz , have a gr8 hump day

Update
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com like being in the middle of a seperation wasnt bad enough i had to get sick.. i am finaly out of the hostpital after a long 2 weeks of antibiotics. for a bacterial infection.. that managed to infect my nasil cavity.. any who.. this song is stuck on my brain.. maybe thinking about the one i shouldnt have let go ? eh who knows too much else to worry about than my love life. which went from extramely t.v. pop star entertaining to non exsistant.. but yano what thye say what goes around comes around.. guess this is my come around. any who just popping a quick line to let ya knows i am alive and felling much better to those close to me already know this so smooches ya sexy fucks lady kaos

Update On Hottest Milf Contest
As of 3:45 PM I am currently tied for 3rd place with 265 comments... show me the love and I will show you the love here... Just help me place in this contest and those who do will be showed the love. Sarah

Update On My Son
well went back to the doc and had 3 more ct's in the last week. he has lost his hearing in his right ear and not coming back as fast as we thought he would.some of the damage in his brain is starting to show up so i am having to help him and deal with that.... please continue to pray for him and me we sure need it right now

Update
THE TRIP TO BIRMINGHAM TODAY WENT WELL. ALAN WAS ACCEPTED WITH THE MDA-( MUSCULAR DYSTROPHY ASSOCIATION) THEY LISTED HIS DIAGNOSIS AS PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY INSTEAD OF HIS CORRECT DIAGNOSIS AS GAN (GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY). THEY SAID IN ORDER FOR HIM TO GET ACCEPTED THEY HAD TO LIST SOMETHING THEY SUPPORTED. NOT QUITE SURE WHAT ALL THIS MEANS AS IN HELP FOR ALAN, BUT I'M SURE ANY FORM OF HELP WILL BE GOOD. I ALSO ASKED WHAT COULD BE DONE IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH ON GAN SO IT COULD BE LISTED IN THERE DATABASE AS A FORM OF NEUROPATHY THAT THEY SUPPORT. THE LADY SAID SHE DID NOT KNOW AND WOULD HAVE TO ASK ABOUT THAT. I FEEL THE MDA IS A BIG THING, IT HELPS SEVERAL MILLION PEOPLE EVERY YEAR. I KNOW OF 4 PEOPLE INCLUDING ALAN THAT HAS GOTTEN ACCEPTED INTO THE MDA WITH GAN, HOWEVER I FEEL THAT IT SHOULD BE LISTED AS A CORRECT DIAGNOSIS RATHER THAN AN INCORRECT DIAGNOSIS. ANYWAY, SO THIS IS MY NEXT PROJECT, FINDING WAYS TO HELP IN THE FUNDING AND RESEARCH OF GAN.

Updates For 4/18
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Update On Mom's Death
My friend and I have decided to sue the hospital as well as the three doctors that have attended to her since the surgery individually. There is one doctor in particular that I wanna see completely humiliated and shamed. Dr. Greenely. When mom called him after she started throwing up blood again, he laughed at her and told her it wasn't possible, and to NOT call an ambulance until he said so. I blame him for mom's death because I'm tired of blaming myself. He contributed largely to her death and I will NEVER let him live it down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update On Last Blog/apt. Fire
Just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know that Lee's mother, and Aunt, are fine, after being evacuated from their apt. complex which caught fire early this morning. She was able to get back into her apt. around 10:30 am. But, they currently have them on lockdown, and they're not telling any of the residents why, last I talked to her about 1 1/2 hr. ago. Link to Indianapolis newspaper below....2 confirmed dead. http://www.wthr.com/Global/story.asp?S=6401793&nav=9Tai

Update: Warning To All My Friends!!!
UPDATE 4/20/07 The Stalker Returns with a new name if you see him on your profile you will know why. Stalker is using the name: ken rosenberg Please be advised that I have a stalker. I hope that all of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am and hope you choose not to believe in the lies that this person is spreading. He has already contacted some of you and for this I am truely sorry. Since this individual can no longer get to me he is after those who I hold dearest to my heart, my friends! Please feel free to ask me if you have questions and hope that you will all help me as I get through this. The names this stalker goes by on CT: tommy_vercetti & zuesprof

Update
Dominic has gained a pound and a half in 20 days time lil porker...lol but that just means he is very healthy, newest pic up in my photos of him... ty 2 all those that have rated his photos and left comments, as u all couldn't c i am not proud of him....RIGHT!!!

Update
Still trying to keep updated. I'm SOOO tired. It's been unbelievable how many posts I've read in regards to my husbands ex wife. I never realized how easy it was to piss someone off! LOL! She's done everything from the poor me routine to trying to get her "friends" to break into my emails and LJ. I find it vastly amusing that someone who is supposedly such a kind and warm person is actually a vindictive attention whore. Anyway. On the homefront. I will have all three of my kids home tonight. Should be interesting. I think last weekend, they managed to go about 10 whole minutes without fighting with each other. Man, are siblings tough!

Update On Me
Well its been 3 weeks since my ex up and dissappeared, for those of you that haven't read my previous blog about my ex dissappearing, he up and left a little over 3 weeks ago because he's in trouble and knows it, he got ahold of his dad's belongings and sold them and stole some of his dad's checks and was forging his dads name so he had money. His dad pressed charges against him. Well he had showed up at my house, which was against his no contact order (not suppose to come within 100 feet of me or my home). Anyways...like i said its been 3 weeks now, the end of next week will be 4 weeks, i've gotten the paper work from the court house to file for Full Soul custody (legal and physica); I'm gonna find an attorney that i can sit down and go over the paper work to make sure its all legal like; then i have to put an ad in the newpaper for 20 days because i dont know where he's at... So i'm hoping he doesn't read the newspaper so that i win by default...Even if he did respond i don't th

Update To The Last Entry
Well I'm completely done with him now. He doesn't believe me that I have no idea what had happened. So I'm done . We always had this problem when he gets upset over something . I could never change his mind cause he was too stubborn to even listen to what I was saying. And now I'm starting to think that he was messing around with her while we were still together . Because it seems like he is doing everything he can to destroy the love I have/ had for him . It's just hard to imagine that anyone could be that cruel and it doesn't bother them at all. Specially someone I had once planned to spend the rest of my life with. It makes me wonder how many lies he has told me over the weeks and months . Every time I asked him if something was wrong he said it was nothing and that I was worrying too much . And it turned out every feeling I had was true .

Update On My Family
My sincere heartfelt thank you to each of you for your words of comfort, encouragement, and love. My Daughter is out of the hospital but still has the effect of the smoke she inhaled. She is totally devastated at the loss of Omar and Elijah. Angel my 11 month grandson escaped with no injuries and is doing fine. My son-in-law remains in critical condition in an induced coma in the burn center. Please continue to keep us in your prayers.

Updates On My Life
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

Update Profile #1
I'm updating my profile, but thought some may desire to read my previous "about me". Well, here I am again updating my profile. It is a natural yet spiritual thing to do as I am constantly changing as I move along this path I take. I have been learning about dealing with my shadow. What may you ask is my shadow? My shadow is consisted of the life horrors I've experienced or perceived that I have experienced. These fears and insecurities bind me from reaching my full potential as a man and Shaman. I am learning that I am NOT my emotions whether anger, depression, laughter or anywhere in between. Throughout my life I have dealt with depression. 2006 was the peak of the mountain of bad emotions I had retained over decades. Following a stroke (December 2005), being laid off my job (January 2006) I took on the persona of an emotion I had allowed to grow deep roots in my life - depression. Too often, I would excuse myself from participating in life by saying, "I am d

Update On The Email Campaign.plz Read
FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW....I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A CONTEST BY CAPONE AND NOREAGA...THEY SOMEHOW SAW MY VIDEO AND ENTERED ME....IN THE MEAN TIME IM GATHERING MY CLOSEST SUPPORTERS TO FORM AN EMAIL CAMPAIGN....IM NOW ONLY ASKING THAT U EMAIL ME A MESSAGE TO PROVE THAT YOU WILL REALLY HELP IN THE CAMPAIGN.I WILL ADD YOU TO FAMILY...AS IT STANDS NOW THIS IS THE REVISED PLAN.... WE WILL MOVE LIKE THE 300 SPARTANS. ALTHOUGH WE ARE ONLY A FEW.WE ARE DEDICATED. WE WILL USE THE SAME STRATEGY OUT NUMBERED ARMIES HAVE USED FOR YEARS...WE WILL MAKE EVERY HIT COUNT.........................THIS IS THE WAR PLAN WE WILL EACH SEND 3 EMAILS ON THE 1ST DAY 1)CAPONE AND NOREAGA 2)NYC RADIO STATION 3)A SPECIFIC RADIO DJ WE WILL START AT NIGHT CAUSE WERE SENDING IT TO THE MORNING SHOW WE ALL USE THE SAME BODY MESSAGE....BUT WILL ALL USE DIFFERANT SUBJECTS...IF WE USE THE SAME SUBJECT THEY WILL ERASE THEM WITH OUT READING...SPAM......BUT IF WE ALL USE A CREATIVE TITLE TO MAKE THEM OPEN.

Update On The Dog Kietha ( Name Means Flaming Arrow In Lakota )
This morning around 5am ( 4/23 ) i was woke up by the two dog's ( Koda and Kietha ) barking thinking thay needed to just go out to potty I got up and dressed and took them out..Guess I should have turned the cameras on cause we had a prowler....And the frist to chase him off?...Yep you guessed it..Kietha is up and running ,A little wobbly but she is doing real good right now. Boy is that vet going to be suprised but thats another reason why I refused to just put her down...just incase it was a bad spell. I really belived she was done her time had come but I guess with all the prayers you all sent her helped..Thank You..It may sound crewl but with two years of this I was truly praying Kietha would pass in her sleep...surounded by Koda and Willow ( the kitten ) I just dont know how much more her nore I can take of these spells but this was the worst one and Reaux ( the vet ) and I both thought was going to be the last one.. Thank You All Soooo Much Fore all Your Prayers...

Update
It is a long time since i had a chance to do a proper update . The new job is going very well and I'm really enjoying getting my teeth stuck into it, we have a great team in Hillary and myself and we are turning things around. What we are is a small cafe and a 18 hole miniature (crazy) golf course with an 18 hole putting green course as well.we are situated in the north Cornwall town of Padstow and have an excellent view overlooking the harbour.my job title is assistant manager/groundskeeper which suits me down to the ground. The previous owners only did teas and coffees from the small cafe but we are doing more food and a wider variety of hot and cold drinks and things are improving day by day.I'm in the middle of converting a room that the previous owners used as their lounge into another indoor seating area to allow us more covers and more indoor seating when its not possible to sit outside..i work.

Update On The Stupid Cumwad.
This cum bubble decided to call me childish, so it rates me a 1 and blocks me, then deleted all it's comments in my mumm.... let's give it's dumb ass some 1's, and show it just how fucking childish I can be sometimes. I'd thank it for the points if it hadn't blocked me. ----THIS IS A COMMENT I SAW ON IT'S PAGE ABOUT ME---- @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-Addme you know you want too/ Leave a voice comment@};-@ CherryTAP If you’re here to down rate me cuz of a bullitin you saw the reason I rated her a 1 was cuz she posted a NSFW image in a mumm involving a 15 year old girl so if that’s acceptable to you then rate away! -----FYI..... THAT PIC IS NOT NSFW, AND JUST HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW HOW OLD THAT CHICK IS? YOU FUCKING TROLL. THIS IS THE PIC THAT IS SUPPOSEDLY NSFW----- ----THAT GIF IMAGE IS CIRCULATED ALL OVER THE INTERNET, AND IT'S FUCKING FUNNY, GET A SENSE OF HUMOR YOU UPTIGHT CUMWAD---- If you agree that this person is a fuckwad, repost.

Update On Doctors
Well I went to my doctors appt. today and he gave me a cast. It's a white one. I wanted pink, LOL! O well... So I go back to school on Friday, because the wheel chair people forgot the legs to the wheel chair. LOL! Ditzy people... Anyway's this will be tons of fun. Wish me luck... LOL!

Update To "confuzd" Blog
ok heres the deal. i wasnt talkin about being in a relationship. i was talkin bout weather or not i should stay in warren and take the job or move to bad axe and try to get a fresh start. and while id LOVE to stay aroung this area, (i have no fuckin clue y nemore) with the info i just got bout the job and the state that my lyfe is in i need the fresh start more. and TY *silent screamer* for making a very good point. i will hopefully get my shit together in bad axe and save up some cash and hopefully at that point i will b in a better place and i can come back to this area and get on with my lyfe

An Update
Sorry I haven't been around but life has had me busy busy busy.. First off I didn't pass the LSAT but I am ok. Just wasn't meant to be and on to bigger better things. I was battle chest pains and breathing problems for awhile and they doctor thought I was having a heart attack. That wasn't the case thank God. I am doing better now. I occassionaly get the pain and get shortness of breathe but it isn't as bad. I recently moved in with my best friend as things didn't work out living with my brother and his wife. I love being here as I am treated very well. I moving to NJ this summer. I am really looking foward to it. I miss my mom but most of all I get to finally and hopefully get my life on track. I have been looking into going back to college to brush up on somethings dealing with Graphic Arts and Web Designing. I am also going to looking into photography as I love going out and taking pics of nature. The college also has a radio broadcasting department, so I am looking i

Update: Anti-nau State Resolutions Growing In Numbers
Mary Benoit JBS Wednesday April 25, 2007 The number of anti-North American Union (NAU) resolutions that have been introduced in state legislatures is growing almost by the week. The current number of states is now a healthy 18 as Debbie Stafford, a Republican state representative, introduced H.R. 7 in the Colorado legislature. In part, H.R. 7 states: Be It Resolved by the House of Representatives of the Sixty-sixth General Assembly of the State of Colorado: 1. That we urge the President and the Congress of the United States, and particularly Colorado's Congressional Delegation, to withdraw the U.S. from any further participation in the Security and Prosperity Partnership; any efforts to implement a trinational political or governmental entity among the United States, Canada, and Mexico; or any other efforts used to accomplish any form of a North American Union; 2. That we also urge the President and the Congress not to engage in the construction of a North American Fr

Update
well as the month seems to come to an end all to quick I am getting ready to move. I am moving to El Dorado around the end of May. I have decided that i have way to much shit. It has been a nightmare packing. Things are really starting to turn around in my life. My ex husband finally went to prison and he lost his rights to his children. So it has been a wonderful week for me. I was so excited to not be freshmeat anymore and want to thank everyone for there help. Talk to everyone laterz and hope you have a great weekend!!!!! Love Ya Victoria

Update!!!!!!!!
I have dedicated an external blog in memory of my puppy Nan-e-hi for pet owners to go and read articles. I will be doing the research and posting there daily. All you need to do is bookmark me and read it whenever you want to. Yes there are articles and information scattered all over the internet but that is what my blog is for. I will be scraping it all up and putting it in one place. Also, if you are a pet owner and this tragic epidemic has happened to you, I am willing to add your story, a picture of your loved pet to my blog. Some people are going as far as lawsuits, I wisH i COULD TOO BUT I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO START. I DO HAVE AN ATTORNEY LOOKING INTO MY CASE FOR FREE BUT I HONESLTY DONT THINK IT WILL GO ANY FURTHER THAN THAT BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE THE MONEY IT TAKES TO OPEN A LAWSUIT. Link to my external blog: http://petfooddeath.blogspot.com/

Update..
Well i been called White Trash by someone here on CherryTap because of my Adventures and having nude photos on my profile. I find it hilarious because this person also has nude photos as well...just not Totally nude! Moving on...the girl that I was engaged to with my fiance (a threeway relationship) came messaging back 2 nights ago wanting to come back. More or less start over. When the three of us were together we were so happy, and had some great sexual moments together..but then she also hurt me by not talking or anything for about 2 months. So i am not really sure what I want to do. How do I know that she will not run away again? If i put my heart out there again, I do not know if i can handle it getting trampled upon? So what do you peeps think I should do? Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Updates
okay im feeling better after my brief scare involving health issues for my friends, actual ppl i talk to not just on my friends list, if you play pogo, we can play together, im there all the time just let me know privately what your name is on there everything is running smoothly so far so i guess thats all for now thanks for reading

Update On Life
Well right now im sitting waiting for the phone call that will tell me one of my very best friends i grew up with since day one, and someone i hold dear to me as more than a sister has passed away tonight. Its been about a month and a half since mom passed and i've pretty much taken on the role of cook/maid around the house since i have time now. Currently lookin for a job, cant get anything, and the bills are stacking higher. I tend to have breakdowns alot periodicly due to the pts (post tramatic stress disorder) that i was diagnosed with two years into caring for mom. I've gotten pretty good at convincing myself she hasnt actualy passed and just isnt around anymore, people cope a lil differently i spose. I've recently become very self destructive, phsycotic with pulling hair out and trying to knock myself out and often cant tell when one of those episodes will hit so not trusted alone a good amount of the time. I split from my relationship the day after moms funeral (not by cho

Update On My Brothers Death
AS YOUA LL KNOW I POSTED A BLOG ON THE 16TH F APRIL ABOUT MY BROTHER PASSING AWAY. WWEL THE CORONERS REORT IS IN IT WAS NOT A HEART ATTACK THAT CLAIMED HIS LIFE . THE RULING IS HE DIED FROM BLUNT FORCE TRUAMA TO THE CHEST INA HOMICIDAL MANNER. SO YEAH IM NOT HAVING THE EBST TIME IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW SO IF IM A BITHC OR SEEM NEEDY PLEASE FORGIVE ME PINK

Update, 4-29-07 Through 5-4-07 !!
Just wanted to let you all know that for the next few days you probably won't see much of me, i'll probably pop on once in a while to check messages and stuff but other than that i'll be busy with my daughter who will be home only for a short period of time. **hugs to everyone** take care and have a good week!!

Update On Dave
Well i know its been quite awhile since i last wrote a blog and boy has shit changed for me. Those of you that have known me for quite sometime maybe mad at me for being so distant but honestly i was going through some rough shit and its just now starting to unravel enough for me to actually breathe and be able to see some light in all the darkness. I wont go into details about what was up or anything i dont want to bore yall, or better yet i dont wanna bring yall into the drama lol I do miss a few people that used to be my bestest friends on this site Kati (u know i love ya to death :D) Amber (even though you TOTALLY used to annoy me with your bickering about me taking to long to respond lol) Crystal (well what can i say ummm basically i miss your company above all i guess) Valerie (we havent talked in awhile i miss the exchanging of poems and stuff :P) There is a few more that i didnt name but yall know who ya are. Jessica i love ya to death even if ya broke my heart in about 1

Update?
Its been quite some time since I posted anything here. Alot has been happening in my world. So to give a quick update to all my Cherry pals and family, here goes: Kattie had a gorgeous baby boy on March 6th at 4:11am. Nicholas Craig weighed in at 6lbs 3oz and 19 1/2 inches long. He is almost 2 months old now and such an amazing joy to our family. And if for some reason you have forgotten, Kattie is my oldest child of three. Kellie will be graduating from high school on May 26th of this year. She's a Senior Leader. The Delta Dogs Company Commander. The Female Armed AND Unarmed Drill Team Commander. A two-time LightHouse Award Winner. The all-time number One Drill Team Commander in her region. I could go on and on. Aaron is.. well Aaron. He will be in the 8th grade. Tall, lanky. Annoying. Intelligent. Annoying. Funny. Annoying. Haha.. you get the picture, but then what can one expect from a 13 year old boy? He's a good kid. Haven't done alot awhole lot this year. I'll be wor

Up Date
May Day in Padstow means the Obby 'Oss (Hobby Hoss) festival. This is an ancient form of the May Day celebrations welcoming the spring and probably derived from the Celtic Beltane celebration, it also incorporated various old fertility rites. The highpoint of the festivities is when the two Obby 'Osses, the 'Old' and 'Blue Ribbon' take to the streets. The 'Oss, which is a kind of one man horse outfit, dances through the streets, helped on by the masked 'teasers' during which time they try to catch maidens as the procession moves through the town. The finale of the celebrations is at midnight when the townsfolk sing of the Obby 'Oss' death and of its resurrection the following year. .

Update On Life
I haven't posted a blog in ages. So here goes. I am tired as hell. I decided that I did not have enough to do in my life with just my two jobs so I enrolled in school. I definitely need to finish school and get my degree. Especially considering that after all of these years, I have come to realize that really is the kind of work I would enjoy doing. So it's cool. It shall be interesting to see me juggle two jobs, school and a social life. My main job has been crazy lately. I went from being able to kind of chill at work and do whatever to actually having to work. What tha hell?! :) I know they didn't think that I actually show up for that kind of crap. Then there is the second job which is necessary to an extent. I have a spending problem. I love to spend money. I would rather bust my ass and have money to spend and very little time to spend it than to be able to sit back and relax and be forced to manage money like everyone else. I don't know why I am so insane. I also don

Update.
So...I haven't posted a blog in awhile. Haven't even been on for a few days....which some of you may have noticed...or not.....doesn't matter LoL. Anyway....Jason and I went and got his daughter the other day. She should be with us for good now. Looooooooooooong complicated story...but hopefully it all gets ironed out the way it needs to be and the way we want it. So she's gonna be keepin' me pretty busy LoL....I will still be on here daily tho....can't seem to stay away LoL. Just wanted to let everyone know what was going on and let y'all in on the good news!!!!!!! Also.,...there are new pics up...check 'em out and lemme know whatcha think of 'em!!!!!!!! Much Love, Sinister's Sweetie

Update Time
On the way home after a long day of work, I received a phone call from my sons teacher. She began the conversation with "Hi, this is Mrs. Baldwin, how are you?" She went on to say " I wanted to call and congratulate you on your wonderful son. Today we got the results for the FCATS, and you will be pleased to know that he did exceptionally well...." Curtis scored a high 4 on his reading, and a 5 on his math, in which he aced one particular section. The highest score possible for both is 5. Here's a link for those interested in learning more: http://fcat.fldoe.org/ And, that's not all ... Following the FCAT test, they also took a test called the Norm Referenced Test. She went on to say that nationally Curtis scored in the 98th percentile on this. He was the highest scoring student in his class on both tests this year. Wrapping up the conversation, she told me that if she had Curtis for a grandson, she would be so very proud, as she is sure I am, and that she would never stop br

Update On My Crazy Health
SOOO.. the other day I started getting sick out of nowhere... After a full day of phone calls, I finally got into the doctor for them to tell me that I have a kidney infection, which didn't make sense. I have been on a STRONG antibiotic for about a month so how I managed to get a kidney infection at the same time is beyond me. Anyways, so I called my kidney doctor to make sure they were aware of the infection and asked about my CT scan that I had done a few weeks ago. Apparently, I don't have an infected cyst or a kidney stone, which they had expected. No, it can't be that... IT HAS TO BE STONES IN MY GALLBLADDER!! THAT"S RIGHT... ADD ANOTHER PROBLEM TO MY ALL READY TOO LONG LIST OF HEALTH ISSUES!!! So... Now, I have a kidney infection and Gallstones and taking an antibiotic for no reason. FUN! YAY! Welcome to my life!

Updates And Info
Hey Everyone. I just got this Bulletin message on MySpace. Just thought I would repost it for everyone. GO SABRES!!!! David PS: Check out my DEAL BLOG to get a FREE Cherry Tap Gift from me. Click to join NHLFA_Sabres ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sabres Date: May 3, 2007 10:40 AM 1) The blog regarding places to watch the games all around the country is constantly being updated. If you live out of town and need a place to watch with other Sabres fans, please check it out to see if there is a posting in your city. If you belong to a group, please post a comment under it or send me an email with all of the information so I can copy and paste it to the blog. please type it copy and paste style. Let's rally all around this great country with the best fans in the world. 2) For all of the fan photos shared on http://www.photobucket.com, thank you. They have been posted to the fan photo section. I h

Update
So much has happened my Uncle passed away about 2 months ago wich really sucked. In many ways however it did push me to take responsablity's I never wanted to accept . So it has a plus side as well I suppose . Its been a while since I been here,and it seems strange that Id return in many ways -Laughs- Oh well I miss everyone ...

Update On Family
My parents both got transferred to a closer hosp. this past week...There both doing better now..My dad is walking real well with the assistance of a walker. My Mom will be the hosp. for 6-8 weeks has she has a a hairline fracture in her knee. Might have to put my Dad in a nursing home for awhile until she gets out,or I will go stay with him unless I get a job first.... For those of you that dont know whats going on,read my past couple of blogs. Hugssssssssssss Julie

Update
hey sorry i havent really been on for a while have had a lot goin on. but all is good. i talk to bubba about once or twice a week now. hes doing pretty good. i cant wait until he comes home. i finally got the ring i have been wanting to get him, it came in the mail yesterday. now i just gotta wait until he can actually have it to send it to him. he is gonna get a lil angry with me for spendin so much on him but he is worth it. work has been goin alright, not much different there, the security is getting a lot stronger but thats only cuz the new harry potter is gettin ready to come out. went tanning yesterday and burnt pretty bad. it hurts but is slowly startin to tan. um last weekend i got my hair done, i really like it. and got pictures done on monday they should be here at the end of the month. but besides that there isnt really much new goin on with me. same old shit different day.

Updates Posted 5/6/07
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap Support Our Troops UNION JACK--supporting the troops HERO SUPPORT U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy I created a MUMM asking for thoughts about Salutes and Adding people to the Military BLOGS. Please I need a lot of INPUT, so please go vote and comment of it. http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=50876 Now for the Newest Updates to the Military Thank You Blogs Veteran BlogArmychicaArmy Waiting on Phsyicalto Rejoin Army BlogAircavsoldier Spouse BlogTeresaHusband: Lord-Raven(Veteran)

Update On My Dog Kietha
Getting ready to leave now for the vets....I thsnk everyone for their prayers but I'm heading over there to have her put down she is not doing well right now and she aint expecting it but the cancer ball has gotten much bigger the last tow days and is bleeding again.... Thank you everyone your prayers where much agratfull

Updated Version My Story I Am Writing
She looked at herself one last time in her rearview mirror and fixed the strand of hair that had fallen over her eyes. Thoughts running through her head about how this was a mistake in the making, still she could not will herself to leave. Opening the door to her car, she grabs her phone and keys and locks the door as she makes her way to his door. Unsure of what will happen she hope that she will not regret a single moment spent with him tonight. He opens the door to her second knock and invites her in. He helps her out of her jacket and tells her to take a seat. She is still shocked at the small connection that she feels to him even if they have not spent a moment alone till now. How is she going to get through the rest of the night without letting go and giving in to the temptation to go to him and kiss him. Choosing a spot on the sofa as he hands her a drink, she places her phone and keys on his table. He turns and takes a seat on the other sofa and take

Update
after reading over my blogs (yeah i do that from time to time) i realized that alot has changed....Ed still isn't back in the Navy which in turn halts the wedding plans.... i am not moving into my brother's for a lil while either but for now going to stay out at my moms....prolly by the weekend the pain is getting worse and i am now having to take 2 vicodins at a time in order to curb the pain...but then its "LOOK AT ALL THE PRETTY COLORS MOOOOMMMMMMY" and i really don't want to be in a chair but i think it is imminent... well that is all for now

Update For My Friends
June 14...I have carpal tunnel surgery, so i won't be on for a bit... One hand at a time, i'll be AWAKE for it*ewww* first my right hand, then my left hand...then i get to go back and get 2 cysts removed from the top of my right hand just above the wrist so in total like 5-7 months recovery all together wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

Updated List Of Dvds For Sale
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work Into The Blue Sneakers White Chicks Cheaper By The Dozen Cheaper By The Dozen 2 Striking Distance National Lampoons Last Resort U.S. Marshalls Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo Agent Cody Banks Agent Cody Ban

Updated List Of Dvds For Sale
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work Into The Blue Sneakers Cheaper By The Dozen Cheaper By The Dozen 2 Striking Distance National Lampoons Last Resort U.S. Marshalls Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo Agent Cody Banks Agent Cody Banks 2 PCU Lep

Updated List Of Dvds For Sale Again
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. This list will be updated each time some sell or are added to it Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work Into The Blue Sneakers White Chicks Cheaper By The Dozen Cheaper By The Dozen 2 Striking Distance National Lampoons Last Resort U.S. Marshalls Deuce Bigalow European Gig

Updates And Such...
I know. I haven't been on much in quite some time. Part of it is I am just not as interested in staying logged into CT. Not sure why. My livejournal seems to have more of my interest lately. Other than that I did manage to get a semi-promotion at work. I'm now doing marketing instead of customer service though if someone is out I'm happy to fill in. (or so I say) It's a bit less stressful and with any luck I'll be able to save enough to start online classes this fall and get the degree I crave so much. (criminal justice) There was a death in the family two weeks ago. I lost my nephew. He died in the womb about 1 month shy of being born. My cousin had him cremated. I just want to say that one of the saddest experiences of my life will have been holding my second nephew for the first time in a small ceramic container that fit in one hand. My cousin's other son, Aaden calls me Aunt Ju-ju and I can't help but spoil him. I even bought him a wooden sword (he's 2) when I was at fair

Update On Interview
Well I am back! It went great for me. Not so well for them though. :lol #1 They are looking for more of a District Sales Manager. I was told that it was more on the Human Resources/Operations side when I did my phone interview #2 I told them that I didn't realize it was a sales position and that i didn't have as much experience in sales. Then the guy said "but you seem very outgoing and smart. I think you would easily transition into this position." I don't want to do sales! #3 When he asked if I had questions for him I fired away. At that point he became really nervous. It was actually quite amusing. (am i terrible for saying that?) They are a fairly small company. Last year's fiscal year revenue was only 30 million. I personally feel way over qualified for the job. In a week or so I will send a thank you card letting them know that another opportunity has become available for me that I am taking and that I appreciate the time that was given to me. Oh well! It was goo

Update On Life
All, Sorry for being gone for so long. Lots of things offline to sort out. Many hard decisions had to be made, and I made them. So the last two months have been filled with gut-wrenching pain...gotta love it. But all for the best. I met, became best friends with, and fell in love with one of the most amazing women in the world. But I realized how selfish I was being to everyone, and I had to break things off. Thankfully, I was able to repair a lot of the damage I did back home. My wife and I got back together, and are starting over. Things are going very well. Most importantly, I'm with my kids, who need a father. I decided to get out of the Army. A hard decision that looks smarter every day. The Army ain't getting any better. They were trying to send me back to Iraq this summer, which wasn't going to work. My new job is still in the government (I'm too lazy to make it on my own), and I'll get to live and work overseas. Very excited. So as you can tell, a l

Update On Amy
Thank you all that have put my sister in your prayers. She is still in critical condition but that fact that she is still here gives me hope. They really didnt think she would make it through sunday night. I think the prayers are helping so to all those that have said one for her, thank you so much.

Update On Whats Going On In My Life
Hey everyone, Just an update on what has been going on with me. My wife is still in Chicago but will be home this Saturday. She is bringing her uncle along to stay with us for a while. He is a diabetic and his kidneys are failing. He has to have dialysis 3 times a week, and a special diet. He also recently became mostly blind due to the vessels in his eye starting bleeding filling them with blood. That results in light not being able to penetrate. He is undergoing laser surgeries to cauterize the vessels so they will stop bleeding. Once that is completed and his body absorbs the blood he will regain his vision. The down side is they can only do a few at a time, so it is unknown when all will be completed. As soon as his sight returns he is presently planning to continue his move to Florida to live with his sister. Kim is considering donating one of kidneys to him so they may be down for that as well which will mean a little longer stay with us. I keep telling my friends my hou

Update!!!! Plz Read!!!!!
UPDATE!!! With the help of his sister in law.. We have found out that Jeff has a lot of fake accounts in CT. The following profiles are his under different names and pictures. SUPPORT UR TROOPS@ CherryTAP BAD BLOOD@ CherryTAP THE EVIL BITCH ANGEL@ CherryTAP MASTER GUNNERY SGT JEFF ONEILL@ CherryTAP HE IS NOT IN IRAQ AND NEVER WAS! HE IS NOT A MARINE.. NICE COSTUME EH? HE IS A FAKE USING IT TO GET PEOPLE THAT HE CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF. HE TRIES TO GET MONEY FROM SINGLE WOMEN TO SO IF YOU HAVE BEEN TAKEN BY HIM.. YOU KNOW HOW TO REACH HIM. THIS HAS ALL BEEN VERIFIED BY HIS COMMON IN LAW WIFE'S SISTER, WHO LIVES IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH HIM. I SEEN HIM ON THE CAM THERE SITTING WATCHING TV. i AM NOT DOING THIS TO BE VENDICTIVE. HE IS TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ALL THESE PEOPLE. THE TROOPS WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR US. THE WOMEN FOR PHONE CARDS, COMPUTER PARTS, AND EVEN TELLS YOU THAT HE WANTS TO MARRY YOU AND THEN WANTS YOU TO SET UP A BANK ACCOUNT AND PUT MONEY IN THERE TO HEL

Update
hi ALL Well i know i have not been on alot or at all this week, but it is because i had broke my hand and i just can not type as well with one hand + i have been on some heave meds too so i am a bite tired and alot loopy... i miss all of my frinds here on CT but i will proby not be on as much as i had b/c i am ting to help my hand heal, but i will be checking in upon occassion to see how eveything and everyone is hugzzzz everyone and pleas do i really do enjoy all of you.... thediamonddew.com thediamonddew.com thediamonddew.com

An Update On Little Nikki's Mother
As some of you know, my sister gave birth in December to a baby boy named Nikki. He lived for about a week, and he never opened his eyes. Nikki passed on, and I thank those of you that we around then, that gave me and my family a huge amount of support. I made a lot of friends during that time, and the ones that showed me and my family love (you know who are)I am still loyal to. We still are working on a true grave marker, in fact I am working on something soon to pay for it. Now for the update, my sister Meghan, has gotten preggers again, and so far everything is going well. She just finished school to become a pharmacy tech, and just today passed her state exam. She is on her way to take the final steps in getting a job at a pharmacy that will enable her to make twice as much money as the guy she is with that doesn't think she is good enough to marry. This girl had to sit back and do nothing as her baby died in her arms, I have never respected anybody more. She has truly be

Update On Mom
Well theres good news n bad news. Her infection is bout cleared up n shes got her senses n memory back, n feeling like hereself in that respect. The bad news is she dont have 2 compressed discs, her back isbroke in bewtween the two discs, They say irs fixeable but shes scared ofback surgery. Shes still hurting alot n fer good reason. But she'll only take musclereaxers n barely take her painkillers, she said she dont wont to be addicted to em. So thats just her pride, n thats my Mom. If i could take her pain i'd do it in a heartbeat, shes just tougher than hell. So i miss all yall n keep ya up to date.

Update Iraq
Ok for anyone who doesnt andyone i added lately or whichever the case maybe im iraq as being part fo the military itt happens lol but all is good if i havent gotten to your page or left a comment give me time its not always the best connection over here for that but im working it the best i can if u want feel free to drop me a line at either emila addresses smilie66@hotmail.com or lilcrazypuppydogg@yahoo.com ( will get a response alot faster) anyways things are good here just dealing with weather and doing my job to the best of my ability so i come home safe and everyone else around me does to anyways thanks for all the support have fun James aka Dogg

Update About My Pc Problems
Well, I got a call from the CompUSA people, they said my PC have the mother board and the power supply screwed, so they have ordered the parts and now I have to wait a little over a week for them to tell me when it's going to be done! Fuck!!!.... I'm trying to do my best with my snippy's laptop... I miss having my own stuff though!!! booooooo Spanks Mistress M

Update
Tommorow we move a few blocks over...it's gonna be closer to the schools and closer to the casino. I'll be able to stress alot less about the babies' safety so that kinda appeals to me. Looking forward to starting work next week yet I still have no clue what position I'll be filling. Hopefully either maintence or server. I've always enjoyed pleasing others as is obvious by my lifestyle. Once I do that I've finally decided which bills take priority. I'll have my own room finally so that'll make my move a little bit more comfortable. Um....Guess that's about it lol.

Update On Me And My Family
Well grandma passed away in april and all I am doing is hanging in there.. Sorry not on for a while but this is going to be like this for a while.. I am doing fine just helping out with my grandpa with the bills and cleaning the house.. Plz I will do what I can to comment and comment off pictures ok.. I hope you all have a really good night and have a really good day tomorrow ok.. Again I will give you updates on me and my family when I can.. Virgo24

Update
Hey all just givin everyone an update here!!! I dont have my internet at home right now (gotta get the damn bill paid) Taking donations LOL!!! Anyways Iam doing ok job searching is about all fun fun!!! But Hopefully will be back online asap!!! Just this past Monday I met a wonderful man and can NOT wait to get to know him better and yea hes on here tho we didnt meet on here but somerwhere other then here....Hoping we will get together as one and be something I like him and I think he likes me as well hehe....I hope that he likes me as well...When we met it was a good meeting so we will see what happens Also letting everyone know also that my grand daughter was born last Thursday May 10th her name is Elaina Larie and she was born at 3:12pm and weighed 6lbs 3oz I havent seen her yet cause as of Friday of last week shes been in the NICU....Which in term is the Neonatl Intensisve Care Unit....She was eating and wasnt makin much progress but I talked to my daughter and she is starting to

Update 5-17-07
Just an update, i'm doing pretty good, except in the process of getting my teeth checked out since i haven't gone since junior high 15 years ago, but my teeth aren't to bad, had one bad one they pulled and they are pulling my wisdom teeth. lol 2 down only one more to go. On the good note for those that have read my blog, they finally caught my ex, he's sitting in jail WOOO HOOO! I'm gonna get full custody of my daughter!!! Sorry i haven't been on much, i'll try to get caught up on everyones stuff... if i haven't done your pictures yet or even touched your stash please private message me and let me know... I'll get to it, i'm pretty good about keeping that up.. On another note i won't be around May 24th through May 29th, i'm going to see my daughter in Montana.. I can't wait either...Have a great weekend and Memorial weekend....

Update On Me.....
Ok so I haven't been around in a while...more like a long while! So some have requested an update on me. Life has been good and bad and hard and easy. LOL that helps huh!? Ya know how your whole life you look for that one person who will make you forget all the others? The one who will look at you and not see your past...but a person worth loving. well I found that. I found the guy that I've been waiting my whole life for. The one who treats me like I'm worth more than sex. The one who makes me feel like more than a possession or a punching bag or a sex toy. But you know the crazy thing. I'm scared. I'm scared that he is going to realize that I'm not really what he wants/ deserves. I'm not the girl he thinks I am. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose him. Krystal and Mike keep saying I'm not. Part of me knows this but part of me keeps holding something back. I want to be with him forever. For the FIRST time in my life I'm REALLY ready to settle down, batten down the hatches, grow up a

Update: I Know I Haven't Been Here In A While...
Undergoing surgery this morning. New experience for me so I thought I would post something very peaceful to me; an image I can take with me to the surgery room in my mind. The path aligned with the pecan trees is actually in a median on Pecan Parkway in NW Austin, TX. I had an opportunity to stop in the turn lane when no one else was traveling on the road much and captured this picture. I took both horizontal and vertical pictures of this section of trees aligned. In the vortex of the vantage point, the tree alignment is actually curving to the right so it appears that they are curving around to meet each other when they are not. Because the vertical is my favorite of this site, I am posting that this morning. Perhaps, tomorrow morning I will post the horizontal so that you can tell me which one is your favorite. If you don't see me for a few days, it is only because I have had to stay a little bit longer than expected. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

Update-ation Of Californication.
We leave this tuesday early early am. I'm so fucking stoked. It's like going home to a home that was never home but should be home. I'm finally gonna be back where I belong. Matt is excited. On another note, I really dislike this "_______'s friend _________ has walked into the bar." It's bad enough seeing the newbies join all the time, but my god, some of the referral-whores on here make me sick. It's like "Someone you don't give a fuck about's friend whom you also don't give a fuck about has walked into the bar." Whatevah. Woot Cali!!

Updated: Upcoming Events
=============== Houston, TX =============== TUE 15 May : Ataxia @ Jet Lounge (1515 pease, houston) FRI 18 May: NO Afterdark @ Engine room this week TUE 22 MAY: GOD MODULE with ODIO84/LIQUID MERCURY - AtaXia at the Jet Lounge Tuesday May 22nd 2007 18 and up only $10 cover DJ Whisperwish and DJ Team Liquid Mercury spinning Underground dance. FRI 25 MAY: Afterdark resumes, midnightish friday night @ engine room TUE 29 MAY: Ataxia@ Jet Lounge SUN 3 JUN: NEW Classic Havok w/ DJ Hellion, DJ Austin @ Jet Lounge; free before 9, $3 after TUE 5 JUN: Opulent with Japanese Car crash at Ataxia @ Jet Lounge FRI 8 JUN: June, 8 2007 at HaVoK presents DJ Juicy Jay of Club Party Monster at the Engine Room 1515 Pease St., Houston, Texas 77002 Cost : $15 at Door $10 Preorder ---- TUE 19 JUN: June, 19 2007 at PLID with Moog Mafia Live - AtaXia at the Jet Lounge 1515 Pease St., Houston, Texas 77002 Cost : $6 FRI 13 JUL: Vampire's Ball featuring... [TBA] 1515 Pease St., Houston, Texas

Update
I have uploaded some new pic's. Please feel free to leave comments and let me know what you think. If you would like to me to make u a pic please let me know. I need to know what other pic's u like I need to see some pic's of u and I need to know your favorite colors. All Juggalos and Juggalettes, If you have a favorite Psychopathic Artist or Jokers Card Please let me know I will be happy to use that. MMFWCL, SweetZ SweetZ † Sexy Angel † ~Juggalo Stalker~ *Fan Of Gir*@ CherryTAP

Update: After Surgery...
Okay, as promised, I am posting the horizontal of this shot. Unavoidable is the construction going on across the street in the distance, which is revealed more here than in the vertical shot. Surgery was fine, aside from them not being able to find my veins for the IV. I got poked many times. I think it was the 7th or 8th one that finally worked! lol... Told them as one of the jokes I was joking around with them about, if they poked me any more I would turn into a sieve. They were laughing hard by the time they brought me into the surgery room. Trying to keep the cats from pouncing on my stomach while I am laying down, but it appears to be healing up pretty good. Thanks to all for their well wishes!! :D

Update On Goings On In My World
I just got out of the hospital today after spending 6 days in there. I was having real bad pains in my upper abdomen and the DR thought it was my gallbladder. After running 3 diffrent extensive tests he couldnt find what was goin on, but by then (day 3) i had contracted one of the worst cases of Strep throught he had seen (so bad, my throat swelled to the point it was trying to close). But we got that under control, I still cant go back to work and he is going to do a scope on me and a colooscopy to rule out Crohns disease. YAH. fun. I feel absolutely miserable. I hurt, the 3 diffrent spots they had my IV in all infiltrated and hurt and are swollen and have bruises and knots. The vampires from the lab stuck me 2-3 times a day to check my white count which had gotten to 20 at one point so my arms and hands look like i'm a heroin junkie or somethin. IT SUCKS. :(

Update On Family-1
Lets see well both my Mom and Dad are now in a nursing home to recoup..My Mom now has her leg in a cast,if that dont help she will need surgery on it..I call them daily, good thing for cell phones LOL,cant afford to go over there as much as I would like due to gas prices as there almost 2 hrs from me. For those of you that dont know whats going on ,reab my last few blogs...... Luv ya's Hugssssssssssssss Julie

Update?
Eh well, I seem to have forgotten about this place for a bit. I'm a married woman now, as of April 21st, and I couldn't be happier about that fact. My birthday's coming up (June 2), which will mean I'm married before turning twenty three. Yay me? Haha. Not sure whether or not it's a great accomplishment, but I do know that the hubby and I couldn't be happier. He even bought me a Nintendo Wii as an early birthday present! So that's about it I guess. Feel free to send me presents..? Cash is good too? Haha! I wish..

Update On Ealrier Blog!! Please Help Out If You Can!!!
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Update Lol
hey all just lettin everyone know that I survived this past weekend tho iam battered bruised and blistered LOL....had an absolute blast on Fri (got SUPER trashed LOL)....I also have new pix up and and available for ya viewing pleasure haha....they are in my tattoos default and Detroit hoedown albums....Also my grand daughter is home from the hospital THANK god and for all that kept her in ya prayers ty from me and her mom and dad....My bday is on friday so DONT forget to stop by my page and wish me a happy birthday LMAO and NO over the hill jokes either ya sure the hell dont have to remind me that Iam gettin OLD!!!! Hope everyone has a safe and great holiday weekend that is upon us

Update On Life - May Need More Surgery....
I'm just doin a quick-hitting blog... Life's been crazy as heck. We're trying to figure out when our family vacation is gonna be - was going to be June, looking more like August now. We'll see. The DJ thing is still rocking along....if you haven't heard me yet - hit the Twisted Radio lounge 1-5pm EDT. I always put out a kickass show. Finally - my hip has popped in and out like crazy for the last 4 months - I have a feeling I might need it replaced...*sigh*...oh well, those are the breaks. TTYL - have a good Tuesday...

Update On My Brothers' Condition.....
I HAVE JUST RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY FATHER WHO IS AT THE HOSPITAL.....THE DOCTORS HAVE PUT MY BROTHER IN SURGERY TO STOP THE BLEEDING INTERNALLY. HE IS STILL UNRESPONSIVE AND NOT AWAKE YET..... THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE SURGERY, BUT WE ARE ALL HOPING FOR THE BEST. I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THIS AS I GET MORE NEWS. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE KEEPING HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS.

Update On My Brothers' Condition...
THE NEWS IS NOT THE GREATEST, BUT ONCE AGAIN I HOPE AND PRAY HE WILL MAKE IT.... THE SURGERY IS STILL UNDERWAY BUT THERE WERE SOME COMPLICATIONS. ABOUT 30 MINS INTO THE SURGERY, JEFF HAD GONE INTO CARDIAC ARREST AND HAD TO BE REVIVED....LUCKILY HE IS A STUBBORN MAN AND THE DOCTORS WERE SUCCESSFUL IN KEEPING HIM ALIVE. THE NEWS IS NOT HOPEFUL THOUGH....THEY HAVE MANAGED TO STOP THE BLEEDING, BUT HE IS STILL UNCONSCIOUS AT THIS TIME. HE IS IN PRETY BAD SHAPE AND THEY HAVE LOW HOPES OF HIS ABILITY TO PULL THROUGH....THE FAMILY WOULD LIKE TO THANK THOSE WHO HAVE KEPT HIM IN THEIR PRAYERS SO FAR AND LET US CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR HIS RECOVERY. THANK YOU.

Update On My Photo Shoot/photo Set 4 My Web Page
:):):):):):):):):)Well update:):):):):):):) Well i wanted to let everyone know who is interested in my new modeling career in the adult Entertainment world.....of the so called internet porn world..... I just took my first photo shoot of more then 35 photos...so i have 2 more to go too before the webmasters set up my modeling web page....so thats the update so far...ill tell u more after my 2nd and 3rd photo set.....kisses now:) Love mistress Reeni

Update/mistress Reeni/may 25,2007
Hello Everyone; I'd like to introduce myself to you.My Stage Name is Mistress Reeni,My nickname in the past used to be Yum yum kitty on cherry tap a while back..But now since i just got an internet job as a Featured Adult BBW model on a internet pay site...my stage name......................................... Mistress Reeni is now approved by the webmistress and webmasters of the site i will be on.... so as for right now...i want to let all of you know...................................... i have done one photo shoot which means one set of pics has been done also i have 2 more sets to go before they design my model page....so once that is done...i will be featured i say in a few weeks everything should be up and running....i'll keep all of you informed on my updates and so on.... kisses to all...mauhz xoxoxoxoxoxoxo *Mistress Reeni*

Update On My Brothers' Condition
OK BETTER NEWS FOR ALL.... THE DOCOTORS HAVE DECIDED TO MOVE JEFF TO THE HOSPITAL IN SASKATOON FOR WHATEVER REASON....IT WAS UNCLEAR AS TOO WHY... HE IS STILL UNCONSCIOUS AND BARELY HANGIN ON SO THEY ARE GOING TO WAIT UNTIL SOMETIME TONIGHT AND HAVE HIM AIR-LIFTED TO SASKATOON.... I HOPE THAT ALL GOES WELL.....

Update
i made a lot of great friends here and some buttheads dont add me to your friends list if you dont want to talk, im not that hard up for points. and if you leave me a profile comment please dont leave me pics of women, im not into women ill be cleaning out my friends list again so if you are reading this and dont usually talk to me but want to stay a friend, then i suggest you talk to me otherwise see ya to my real friends, i love you guys oh yeah the ones who dont want me on, it would be nice if you took me off so i dont have to go through 2000 ppl lol take care

Updated About Me Section Of My Profile
FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER. NOT TO MENTION THAT MY NICKNAME STATES VERY CLEARLY 'I AM A PROUD FATHER.' I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. SECOND OF ALL, NO, I DO NOT HAVE A SALUTE PIC AND PLEASE DON'T ASK ME FOR ONE. I DON'T THINK THAT I SHOULD HAVE TO TAKE A PIC WITH SOME DAMN SIGN IN FRONT OF ME, MY PROFILE SCREEN BEHIND ME OR ME IN A SITE T-SHIRT THAT I DON'T OWN ANYWAY JUST TO PROVE I AM A REAL PERSON. YOU EITHER BELIEVE I AM OR YOU DON'T. PERSONALLY, I COULDN'T CARE LESS. THE IMPORTANT PEOPLE KNOW. FOR INSTANCE, MY WIFE, WHO ALSO HAS A PROFILE HERE ON CHERRY. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET HER AND ASK HER FOR YOURSELF, LET ME KNOW AND I WILL HAPPILY DIRECT YOU TO HER PROFILE. THANK YOU...CARRY ON. My name is Rayne and I am a

Update On Surgery
Surgery for my feet is now scheduled for june 26th. I also recently found out that i have a problem with my brain.. excessive intracranial pressure.. i have to have a spinal tap done to determine how high the pressure is and if its to high i may have to have surgery to relieve the pressure, or it could make me have a stroke or worse. I hate having medical problems i wish i could go one year without any trouble.. arg

Update On The Crackhead Ex Boyfriend
if anyone read my last blog then you know what's going on. well yesterday he called me up and was like come down to my house, i need to talk to you. i was like i don't really want to and he was like nothings gonna happen i promise so i was ok with going down there. i went down there and he talked to me for like five minutes and left and i went and found him down at his house and talked to him. he said some fucked up shit to me and now i'm drunk so i'm gonna tell the world how much he sucks. he keeps on telling me i'm just another number in his book and how i meant nothing to him, but if so why's he keep on calling me for and bothering me and making me cry? why's he keep on telling me that he's going out to get some pussy tonight by some twins? why's he so worried about making me jealous if we're split up. well that's ok it's time for the Malibu Rum. well here goes, bottoms up *cheers*

Update 5/27/2007
I just wanted to let everyone know that Jacob's ct scan came back negative which is good. He is on the growth hormone shots now and we are doing great with them. The boys are out of school for the summer so of course we are spending a lot of time at the beach and outside. But anywho I just wanted to write a quick update on Jacob and let you all know that he is doing great

Update On Things..
SoOo me & brian didnt really work out.. i mean, he still likes me & is tryna talk to me, but this time im backin up. Im just not feelin him like ii thought i was. One, becuz ii still want bookie && hes in my heart.. && two, is just cuz hes not growin up.. and ii want my man to b grown up && done with all the childish bullshit.. ya kno?!? Ne ways.. so i met a new guy named ray.. and ii like him a lot but we havent really hung out but once, so im hope'n more comes out of it.. we'll see && i def will try to update bout it sumtime.. AnGeL

Update~ct Is Getting Weirder By The Minute!
Ok, so I post that bulletin, get all kinds of hell from Razor, and what the fuck do ya think happens next?? Sin Derella herself, comes back to my page and re-RE-rates me an 11 from a 10, after re-rating me a 10 from an 11 earlier. She also unblocked me. Looks to me like she is just trying to cover her ass. And why is it, that when a bouncer, or any member higher than a 22 rates your pic, they don't show up in the "just viewed" section?? Some do, some don't. Is there a special button they can click called "Stalker mode?" Kinda like on Myspace where you can hide your online status??!! Hmmmmmm??!! AGAIN: These are only my opinions or questions that I have been pondering. Wouldn't want the CT staff getting thier panties in a bunch over my measly opinion, now would we??!! LOL

Update Freinds....
JUST WANTED TO SAY HELLO TO ALL AND SAY IM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON OR KEEPING IN TOUCH. MY LIFE HAS BEEN VERY UP AND DOWN THE PAST MONTH OR SO AND I WAS SICK A BIT TOO, AND PLUS YOU KNOW , KIDS AND BASEBALL AND ALL THAT. SO ANYWAY... KNOW I HAVE NOT FORGOT ANY OF YOU AND THAT IM STILL HERE... I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING AND KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL.. MUCH LOVE AND MANY HUGS

Update
so some of you may or may not notice i havent been on here lately.. there is a reason for it and here i tell ya it isnt fair to everyone for me just to leave out like i did... but here it is.. This site used to be so much fun for me i remember being able to spend hours on here talking to friends, now i can barely stand to be on here for a few minutes, the place ive met so many cool people and had so much fun talking to turned into a a few lies but these lies werent just petty i wont go into detail but if u know me or went to the cherry pit at all you kno what lies they were.. i watched one of my friends get upset over some stupid bullshit and it hurt to watch.. you may or may not know who or what im talking about but it was all lies and some people may not get why it upset me but thats okay because you werent there to witness what i seen my friend go through... ive dealt with alotta bs and let it slide but that was uncalled for and wether or not yall talk to this person anymore is

Update On My Hero, My Mother..
As you all are aware of, my mother is back in the hospital. After the concert, I dropped in and visted with her. She still is fighting. When I originally checked her back in, she looked as she was pregnant. The tumor in her liver has grown that much. We weighed her at 189lbs! Since then, we drained the fluid and she weighed in at 168lbs...it's killing me to see the most couragous, loving woman in the world suffering like this. Shes in pain all the time now. She was pleading with me, begging, to be comfortable, to make the pain stop....and I can't do a damn thing except to kiss her, hold her hand and tell her how much I love her. As a favor, PLEASE, rate this blog, and comment with your needed prayer. PLEASE. Thank you to all who have gone through this with me and been absolute prayer warriors. She deserves your help. God bless you all and I promise to keep you informed.

Update #1 Artists To Check Out!
I am starting this blog to share with everyone some great artists I have found on Cherry Tap. There are some very talented people on this site and I thought it would be good for me to share those that I find with anyone who wants to see other talent. I am going to post links to profiles of people that have exceptional talent in the areas of Photography, traditional art, crafts and digital or graphic arts. I am hoping that it will generate more interest in these areas and people will know where to look to find others with these interests. I am always looking for more talent.........so if you think you have something to show me let me know and I will check it out and if you are good I will add your link to this blog. This gentleman has some great graphic designs and also does skins you can rip! He is also one of my favorite people on CT! JΞЯΞΜΥ CЯΩШ™@ CherryTAP This gentleman does some very wonderful wood work art pieces che

Update
So. I obviously got my pregnancy confirmed. Robyn said the baby is growing perfectly and that so far everything is going good. I have my next appointment June 22 (right before I go to NJ for a week) and I'll get to hear her (or his) heartbeat. then I'll probably have another one 2-4 weeks later at which point, robyn will tell me when my ultrasound is to find out the gender. Im really hoping for a girl. Partially cause we have a lot of girl names we agree on. For girls, we have: Madison Keighlyn (pronounced kay-lynn) Silvia Alexa Alexis Alexandra Cassandra Larissa Jocelyn For boys, we have: Alexander Hunter Logan Joel Jared Caleb Camron Ryan/Rhyan Kakob Connor kevin shot down some of my favorite boy names (keaton, cayden, landon, ethan). He's really hoping for a boy. and my mom thinks Im having a boy. I guess we'll find out in 9 weeks :)

Updating About Ultrasound Day
[02 Jun 2007|09:48am] Josh and I got up early that morning b/c he had to go return some things to Advance Auto. April and her mom past us and then came by to talk to us in the parking lot. From there we went to the bank and then to the hospital. I went in to talk to them about signing in when I do go into labor. We ended up having to go up to the fifth floor to get the paper work. Then we headed over to the ultrasound place. We got there and when we got in the building didn't know where to go so we went up to the third floor and asked someone there. She didn't know either and had to call some number and they said 470. So we went there only to find out it's 420 so we went there and waiting a little while b/c the people were still at lunch. They then started to hand out paper work and we were called into the room. I laid down on the table and Josh was in a chair. I had to pull my shirt up and my shorts down just below my stomach. She put some icky stuff on me and we begin. She was show

Update
Update for my lovely supporters! I found out that thay are making Jenna Jameson's auot-biogrophy into a movie! I told my mom that we are getting that on DVD when it comes out! I can't wait!!! Yay! Here are two links that you need to watch!! They are of my idol, Jenna.

Update On Me...
Ya know I just realized that I never updated after my procedure. I had a few ask how I was doing but never took the time to post a public update... So here goes..LOL The procedure went well, I was awake (thought they would knock me out or something LOL) But overall it didn't take too long, less pain, cramping and bleeding then expected, and I was back to work within a few days. In an unrelated matter, that following weekend I passed a freaking kidney stone! 5 days out from the procedure and I started having lower abdominal pain that kind of wrapped around from my back and only on the right side. The family and I thought either an infection from the procedure or appendicitis. After a few hours of progressively worsening pain, I decided to go in.. Doc's thought possibly the same thing as we did... Took blood, gave IV fluids and meds for the nausea, then when I went to give a urine sample, I passed it.. OUCH! is all I can say, but not as OUCH as doing it back when I was pregnant a

Update On Situation!
An update on situation! Due to partners quick thinking on friday, we have gained a 2 week extension before we have to appear at the local court..so that buys more time and should give us the time needed to come up with what is needed..maybe not to keep the place here..but to get another place...a cheaper place and one that does not have an asshole for neighbors..blasting music at 3 am in the morning while my kids are trying to sleep..a landlord that blasts into your place WHILE YOUR NAKED with the excuse that the city called him about a water problem when he just wanted the chance to harrass us about the situation cause he was PO'D that we got a extension.. So that is the latest happenings... Meanwhile anyone have any ideas on how to make some good money quick let me know!! Still looking for people to take photos etc.... Have a good day!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Update On Mom
Just wanted to say thanks to all my friends and fans on Cherry Tap. You guys have been great about my mom. Well, we had to install stints in her liver again because they got stopped up, hence where all or most of the fluid developed. Shes a LOT more comfortable now. I have no idea what direction her health will go, but she is better than she was for now. I appreciate all your prayers and promise to keep you informed as things develop. Again, many thanks for all your support and God bless. CHris XOXO

Update On Mike
Mike has been transfered to the Chippewa County Jail if anyone wants to write him the new addy is as follows... Michael Ver Heule Chippewa County Jail 50 East Spruce St. Chippewa Falls, WI 54729 Thanks, Danielle

Update 6/6/07
just so people know becasue I have been asked, I have checked the lead from browneyed... nope not my mom. Not any member of her family or do they know here. Here is a copy of my post to my bulletin: Hey just to keep people going and thank those who have halped so far! Thank you Shanny340 and browneyed girl... Can't honestly believe only two people have tried to help. Thats ok I hope the rest are doing it by word of mouth. To everyone: call your mom, go over to her house, send her and email, whatever you do tell her how much she means to you even during the rough times. Tell her you love her. ........And my search continues! 6/6/07

Update From Todays Shooting!!!
As many of you know who read my blog earlier. There was a shooting earlier involving Our Police and Volunteer Fire department. The shooting rampage is over. With 5 shot and 3 very serious. I ask that you please keep these people in your prayers. Otis, Jay, & Josh Are the most Critical. Roger who is still in our prayers is recovering after being shot in the arm and was released shortly. Stanley (the one who went on the rampage) Finally came out of his home and continued firing at officers and was shot 30 times. He is listed also in critical condition. Now that we have that tragedy over, we still have another threatening us, which is a hugh storm heading our way with 2 Tornados in our path. Thank You all for your thoughts and prayers. Our sirens have just gone off, so I will sign off here for now.

Update On Ray
He went back to the doctors today and they made a big deal of him coming in today. He has a nurse that comes out twice a week now and when she reported back to his doctor he was concerned. He made a mistake on his IV meds, he was supposed to be doing one of them every 24 hours and he was doing it the way they were in the hospital every 12hours, and they say that he is depressed. So now he has to report to his doctors every day. He is still having a hard time breathing and he continuously has to turn his oxygen up more and more. In my heart I believe that they let him out of the hospital too soon, but of course he says no. He just dont want to be away from home more than he has to be. But if he dont get any better they are gonna wind up putting him back in. They seem to think that maybe one of his oral antibiotics is clashing with his morhine and ativan so they stopped it and now have him on 2 water pills so hopefully that willhelp him get all that icky mucus up and out of his lungs. I

Update On Punk Kid In Texas
MICHEAL IM A SEXY GUY THAT LOVES MY GREAT LIFE 439389 IS SUCH A PATHETIC LOSER HE RIPPED MY PHOTO AND PUT A SLANDEROUS CAPTION UNDER IT, MONUMENTALY STUPID. CAN YOU SAY LAW SUIT BOYS AND GIRLS......GOOD I KNEW YOU COULD. THIS PUNK IS A HABITUAL PATHALOGICAL LIAR HE HAS TOLD GIRLS HES IN THE ARMY DELTA FORVE AND HES TOLD OTHER GIRLS HES A RUSSIAN SPY AND ALL OTHER KINDS OF CRAP. HE IS THE TRUE DEFFINTION OF A PUNK. WHAT HAPPENED TO PEOPLE BEING RESPECTFUL WHAT WENT WRONG WITH THE YOUNGER GENERATION? WHY DO PEOPLE TOLERATE PUNKS LIKE THIS TO HARRAS AND THREATEN PEOPLE AND LIE TO EVERYONE AND DO NOTHING ABOUT DOES ANYONE ELSE THINK LIKE ME OR AM I THE ONLY ONE TIRED OF THESE PUNK KIDS?

Update! 6/8/07
So I think it is about time that I start a blog on here since I have been on her a while now. As of right now my life is CRAZY! I am working , going to school, we are moving into our new apartment soon and we are in the process of opening our own shop. I just got a new job as an office assistant for an Ebay auction company. So far I like it and that is good news. I am getting ready to start a new quarter in school but this time it is a little different because I just recently changed my major. I was going for criminal justice and now I am going for Computer Drafting and Design. I love computers so when I saw that they were now offering that as a major I jumped right on it. As for us moving, anyone who really knows us knows that we have a bad reputation of moving alot. Well this is the last time we are moving for a long time. We have found an apartment that we both just love to death. Now on the main point of this post. We are opening our own Pagan shop here in In

Update And Message From My Dad!
To all My new friends! I wanted to write and let you know that I am truly moved by the generosity that I have been witnessing. I just talked to my dad, and I feel like I have openly invited everyone in to my home situation and I have a responsibility to let you all know what is going on. I know from previous experience that I have seen others asking for donations and you never hear from them again, and I do not want this to be like that. So in light of that, I spoke to my dad today, I was kind of hesitant at first about telling him about the funds I had set up for him at this point because you must understand my dad has never taken or asked for anything in his life. He has a lot of pride and feels like he should provide for the things that he needs in this life with out relying on others to help him. And this is the one thing that I admire him for. Anyway, as I spoke to him I told him about the funds, because he had mentioned to me that he talked to mom last night and told her the

Updates
for those who just statred to read my blogs. i say thank you. i know i dont post as much as i done before, but let me tell you im very real and so is my live in slave broken. we dont roleplay online or in real life. what we do is very very real.. today we were upstate and my slave said something out of line in the core or being in a bdsm relationship and i just ignored her basically the whole day. she tried to make up many times but in the wrong way. i want what i want 24/7 no bull shit speech on why its not done or cant be done and all you of you know especially my reader who been with me some time now. i give her alot of brakes way toooooooo many brakes. when the times cums we will go to a hotel. and im going to brake her even deeper down and make her cry like a bitch and there will be lets say no pain killers. wink

Update
to all my friends out there i'm sorry that i haven't been online but i had emergency surgery done and just got outta the hospital today. Steph i'm so sorry that i missed your wedding. but i was in the hospital. I'll be back on as soon as I feel up to being on here and will fill you guys in on more later kk.love you all

Update On Dad #4
You know there is something to be said for " there is power in those that pray in numbers". Last night, they pulled the tube out of my dad that was collecting all the drainage. The Dr. came in this morning and told him that he looked a lot stronger and he wanted to release him to go back to the hotel. He still has to stay around the area for a while to make sure there are going to be no problems; but atleast he gets to get out of that hospital bed. He has been there for a month now. He is going to then be sent home. He has decided that he missed home so much that he wants to take his initial 6 chemotherapy treatments here at home; because the Dr. said that he would get the same standard treatment with those anywhere because there were certain guidlines that they have to follow. Then he will Go and take the rest of the treatments (28 of them) in North Carolina at Duke University. I can not even begin to tell you how mentally draining all this has been on us all. I find myself gettin

Update On My Grandpa...for Those That Read My Blogs...
Grandpa went home to be with the Lord Friday night at about 7:10pm. We're still in shock here. I have just come home from 2 days in Indiana, where I was trying to get my mind off of the situation. When I returned this evening...things almost seemed normal. But then it hit me - what is normal is going to be different now. I am trying to remember that he didn't really belong here - no one should really call anything on this earth home - because our real home is in heaven. Pete Coleman reminded me of that tonight with his message about how we're supposed to be holy. Each letter stood for something: H = hope should be in heaven, not earthly things O = Obedience L = Love for others Y = be YOU! That first letter is what really got to me...I think God wanted me to hear that message tonight. About the arrangements - Visitation is Tuesday night, funeral is Wednesday morning. Both are in Alexandria, Kentucky at a funeral home there. If I'm on facebook/myspace/etc., it won't be that m

Update On Baby Kaleb.
Monday, June 11, 2007 Updates Galore! Updates, Updates Updates!!! Lots of them today!!! First our local media market is starting to pick up on this stoey of the overwhelming response that our family has received from all of you! They requested an interview... Sounds great right?! However at this time Josh nor I are able to give any interviews because of the possibility of hurting the prosecutuion... We do have a family spokesperson who is very closeto us who is giving the interview... All answers that she gives have been discussed with me and Joshua. So the story should be on tonight or tomorrow... Every one who is not from Tampa, you will be able to view it on www.myfoxtampabay.com Now onto Kaleb... Our Little Spartan (Josh is a MSU fan and in a historical sense, Spartans were very strong fighters) He is surprising doctors!!! The doctor cam in and said that he looked totally different, in a good way... Everything about him seems to be improving. The gram

Update On Polishwomanrock
For those of you on my friends list that know Polish...(aka Alison) I just wanted to let ya'll know that her mothers health continues to be bad. This past weekend they had her in the hospital again. Alison, as you can imagine, is very stressed out and worried. Keep her in your prayer Di

Updates Last Week And This Week
Hey Guys and Dolls! I updated a few times last week and I also updated with the big machine in FL today as well. Hope you stop in on my site and check it out and todays update Come on and check it out :) XOXO, Aimeelynn http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/photos.htm

Update On Lil Johnny
I JUST SPOKE WITH JOHNNYS MOTHER AND FATHER, LIL JOHNNY IS IN ICU, HAVING TROUBLE BREATHING, HE IS ON A VENTILATOR. HE ALSO STATED NOT MANY ARE HELPING OUT FINACIALLY. IF YOU CAN HELP IN ANY WAY PLEASE CONTACT THE FAMILY AT WWW.COTAFORJOHNNYB.COM (954)-213-3044 FOR UPDATES JOHNNYS DAD JUST HIT ME UP IN THE SHOUTBOX, SAID LIL JOHNNY HAS HAD HIS BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT, LIL JOHNNYS FATHER SAID THEY ARE AWAY FROM HOME AND HES BEEN OUT OF WORK FOR ALMOST 6 WEEKS, SO THEY ARE NEEDING HELP WITH MONEY TO GET BY, SINCE THEY ARE AT THE HOSPITAL ALL THE TIME WITH LIL JOHNNY. I WILL BE POSTING MORE INFO, ON HOW EVERYONE CAN HELP OUT. THIS IS THE LINK TO THE NEWS VIDEO http://cbs4.com/video/?id=35049@wfor.dayport.com ALSO THEIR EMAIL ADDRESS IS PAC376@HOTMAIL.COM PLEASE HELP IN ANY WAY YOU CAN, PRAYERS, DONATIONS, WILL GREATLY BE APPRECIATED. THANKS SO MUCH, JEN

Update On My Niece And Baby
well my niece michelle had her baby lastnight at 7:30. baby Kaitlin weighs 1 pound 13 ounces and is in incubator on respirator. michelle and baby will be in the hospital for the next 10 weeks. I want to thank all of you who have put them in your prayers..please keep praying for they are not out of the woods yet. Hopefully everything is going good and little kaitlin will keep on fighting. God bless you all....peace.

Update On Baby Kaleb..06/13/07
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 Busy GREAT DAY! I am so sorry if I have frightened any of you. We have had a Busy day here at the hospital... Busy but GREAT!!! Kaleb has been awake almost all day!! That is why it has taken me so long to do this blog. I got to help give him a bath today. Bath time was my favorite time with him at home. It was our bonding time. And here is the greatest part of this blog: I GOT TO HEAR KALEB CRY!!! Not like a Loud, long cry, but def. a short cry. Oh how I miss his little voice... My dad and I almost fell over when we heard it!! This has topped today for me. We got good news about the internal bleeding, it is nothing serious. They seem to think that it's from the feeding tube irratating his stomcah. AMEN! Thank god that it is nothing too serious. He is moving so much and has had his eyes opened for so long now. I gave him a kiss and he made a noise for me and lifted his hand and it landed on my chest. I almost lost it. I actually miss

Update On Kaleb!!!
FROM KRISTYS BLOG- Wednesday, June 13, 2007 Busy GREAT DAY! I am so sorry if I have frightened any of you. We have had a Busy day here at the hospital... Busy but GREAT!!! Kaleb has been awake almost all day!! That is why it has taken me so long to do this blog. I got to help give him a bath today. Bath time was my favorite time with him at home. It was our bonding time. And here is the greatest part of this blog: I GOT TO HEAR KALEB CRY!!! Not like a Loud, long cry, but def. a short cry. Oh how I miss his little voice... My dad and I almost fell over when we heard it!! This has topped today for me. We got good news about the internal bleeding, it is nothing serious. They seem to think that it's from the feeding tube irratating his stomcah. AMEN! Thank god that it is nothing too serious. He is moving so much and has had his eyes opened for so long now. I gave him a kiss and he made a noise for me and lifted his hand and it landed on my chest. I almost l

Updated Contests 6/14
Please show these peeps some lovin! They all will return the favor. Russ-father's day contest-ends June 16 Alan-Sexiest Eyes contest-Ends June 20 Julie best cleavage ends June 26 VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments Tracy VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments 3 Day Blast 6000 comments Carrie - 3 day blast- 6000 comments VIC GIVEAWAY 15000 comments

Update On My Dad/carl Peterson
I spoke with my Mom around 1 p.m., and my Dad is slowly showing small signs of improvement...PRAISE GOD!!! The antibiotics they're giving him through IV, seem to be working, so drs. have said that he will probably recieve another bag when this one is finished. Mom said he ate a good breakfast, and also a good lunch, which was great. I believe it's always a good sign when the appitite is good. The Dr. told him, "Mr. Peterson, you're going to have a fight on your hands. We're giving you the best medicine there is, and it's working, but it's up to you." Mom said she didn't really realize if Dad understood what he said...although he nodded, But, my Dad's always been a pretty good fighter, and fought his way through quad-ruple by-pass around 10 yrs. ago, and he's been fighting ever since. Please just continue to keep him in your prayers, as well as my Mom, and the rest of us. Mom is tryin' to keep it strong and together, but I can tell how scared she is. My Dad has been her par

Update!!! 06/14/2007
June 14 2007 Wow what a busy day! Kaleb is still doing pretty well. I had to go do laundry this AM at the laundry mat (I haven't been keeping up with that so it takes me like 4 hours to get it done) and when I called to see how Kaleb did ovver night, the nurse told me that he did well. She also said that when she was moving him around he was getting fussy!!!! FUSSY! WHAT A GREAT WORD TO HEAR! Now it is not like a fussy that a normal baby would be... but it is a collection of short wimper cries. He is also fighting the nurses more too! His central line has clotted so they are trying to unclott it. They have but in a Hep Lock IV into his right arm now just until they can resolve the problem with the central line. Hopefully they are able to unclott the central line or they might have to redo it... and trust me, that is not the most pleasent experience. He is moving around a lot and starting to respond to sound again. We have put a Glo Worm Lullaby (a toy that was sent down to Ka

Update For All The Chaos Fans
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Update For Kaleb 6/15/07
Friday, June 15, 2007 June 15,2007 Kaleb had an Ok day today. The doctors have ordered speech therepy to start coming in daily and I was told the the lady who does it that this was a good sign. Today we focused on stimulization. I talked directly into Kaleb's ear and he responded by slightly moving his head to my direction. His breathing also increased. Then we played the lullaby glo worm and his arms shot right up in the air!!!!!!!!!! I mean STRAIGHT UP! I was so happy to see that. Then we focused on his mouth. We took a soft rubber thing and rubbed it against his lips and he would kind of smack his lips together. The speech lady thought that he did REALLY GOOD today. I was so happy to hear this! He is making leaps and bounds and I pray that this just continues. There has been a problem with his breathing pattern today though.... It has been kind of lower than normal. So I hope that this is nothing serious. His o2 sats are perfect though so I am sure that it is nothing ser

Update On Kaleb!! June 15, 2007
*This blog was posted on MySpace by Kristy, Kaleb's mom. God be with them all!* June 15,2007 Kaleb had an Ok day today. The doctors have ordered speech therepy to start coming in daily and I was told the the lady who does it that this was a good sign. Today we focused on stimulization. I talked directly into Kaleb's ear and he responded by slightly moving his head to my direction. His breathing also increased. Then we played the lullaby glo worm and his arms shot right up in the air!!!!!!!!!! I mean STRAIGHT UP! I was so happy to see that. Then we focused on his mouth. We took a soft rubber thing and rubbed it against his lips and he would kind of smack his lips together. The speech lady thought that he did REALLY GOOD today. I was so happy to hear this! He is making leaps and bounds and I pray that this just continues. There has been a problem with his breathing pattern today though.... It has been kind of lower than normal. So I hope that this is nothing se

Update On Lil Johnny 6/15/07
SPOKE WITH JOHNNYS DAD. LIL JOHNNY HAS A VIRUS RIGHT NOW, DOCS ARE DEBATING ABOUT PUTTING HIM ON CERTAIN MEDS, BECAUSE IF THEY GIVE IT TO HIM, IT WILL TOTALLY WIPE OUT HIS WHITE BLOOD CELL COUNT. AND THEY WILL BE STARTING OVER FROM DAY ONE. FOR THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH LIL JOHNNY, HES 2 1/2 YRS OLD AND HAS CANCER, HE NEEDED A BONE MARROW TRANSPLANT AND HAS RECEIVED THAT, BUT NOW IS ILL WITH THIS VIRUS. SO PLEASE KEEP HIM IN UR PRAYERS. PRAY THAT HE IS GETTING BETTER REAL SOON. ALSO IF YOU CAN HELP OUT FINACIALLY THAT WOULD BE AWESOME AS WELL, SINCE HIS FATHER HAS BEEN OUT OF WORK FOR 6 WEEKS NOW AND HIS JOB ISNT GIVING HIM PAY FOR HIS ABSENCE AT HIS JOB. TO HELP PLEASE GO TO ONE OF THESE SITES TO MAKE A DONATION. http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,4187.0.html http://www.cotaforjohnnyb.com/ THERE ARE ALOT OF MEMBERS ON THIS SITE, IF WE ALL DONATED JUST 5 BUCKS A PIECE IT WILL ADD UP EVERY LITTLE BIT HELPS, THANKS FOR READING THIS. AND IF U CAN HEL

Update
Well I have great new!!!. There's no canser. I am going to be fine. I will kow in a month if I have to go under the knofe again. But in til them I am going to enjoy life with my wonderful husband and my children all of them. And Guess WHAT me and my family are buying our first home Hell YEahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update On Kaleb June 16, 2007
*Kaleb's Mommy's blog. June 16, 2007. www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds* Saturday, June 16, 2007 A small step back... Kaleb is still fighting hard. We got a call on the way to the hospital that Kaleb's blood count was low, so they are going to give him a blood transfusion, infact they are doing that right now. He has been slowing down on his movement in the last 24 hours and they think that it could be a result from the low blood count. He is also having some stridor when he breathes too. When I walked into his room, I got a little scared because of how loud he was breathing. He also had som spit up around his mouth too. So I cleaned it all up and I saw that there was a tiny, tiny amount of blood in the spit up. The nurses don't seemed too concerned about it, so I guess that is a good sign. Tomorrow will be Josh's first Fathers Day. I think we will end celebrating it here at the hospital for my Dad too. That is what we did for Mother's Day. M

An Update
First of all, I'd like to tell you all that I luv ya's and I hope you're being handed the best in life! ~Now for the fun stuff~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. I disabled my shoutbox. It hardly works. If you would like to chat please ask me for my Yahoo or MSN contact information. 2. I have enabled HTML profile comments for Family only. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ That's it for now. I'll keep you updated should anything change. ~J~

Update!!!
k so everyone knows ive been gone a while but for good reason, dealing with leaving for recruit training now just the other day at meps i got some fucked up news.....im a half of an inch fucking shorter, now for those of you who are familiar with the hight to weight chart and its bullshitness you'll understand, now the chart says if im 60 to 69 1/2 inches i have to be 209 pounds to be able to leave, now im 69 1/2 inches exactly and my sgt says that i only need to be at 215 bc i can get away at 70 inches now as im being scaled im 214ibs and 69 1/4 inches as the doctor fucked up measuring me now i have to loose even more weight to get down...now this is the biggest pile of shit ever bc i can do all the pull ups and more necessary i can do all the running and more in little time necessary. so now the ship date may be pushed back further

Update On Kaleb. June 17, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007 Kaleb Today Kaleb had a good day today. He has been kind of sleepy but is still reacting to our voices. We got to the hospital a little bit later today because we went and had a Father's Day Lunch with my whole family. I am exhausted now!!!!! They lowered his feeds today to see way he continues to throw up. He also has a little bit of a rash on his forehead now. He is maintaining his body tempeture too!! I gave Josh a card with Kaleb's handprint in it for Father's Day. Josh loved it. Kaleb also got him World's Best Daddy T shirts too. Josh is wearing one right now. I love how Josh is so faithful and how much he believes that Kaleb will be alright. He doesn't even have to say it, I see it in his eyes. It makes me fall in love with him all over again. Kaleb is strong just like he is and he couldn't have a Better Daddy. I want to say thank you for all of the cards, letters and gifts for Kaleb from everyone!!! Almost all of his walls are cov

Update!
Ok Ok OK... I'll post an update on my lil ole life. Well, I'm about 2 months into my divorce process.... meaning 1 more month and it's all final. Said and done, that's all she wrote!!!! I'll be free from ties that bind. Still, I don't regret the past due to the fact it brought me here to the future. and to the people I know now. I love them all. Besides that. Work is going great. Kids are doing good. Still in need of a car.... blah. But Life is good. Life is SWEET.... DUDE...... SWEET! sorry lol Fish are friends not food! lmao. Stevie u crack me up babe! Anyways... I'll post more at a later date. luv all, Amy

Update On Lil Johnny. Everyone Please Help Out All You Can, Info For Making Donations In Blog.
ALOT OF PEOPLE THINK LIL JOHNNY IS MY SON, HE ISNT, I AM HELPING THE FAMILY BECAUSE HIS STORY TOUCHED ME SO DEEPLY. I AM THE TYPE OF PERSON I LOVE HELPING OTHERS OUT. I JUST WANTED TO CLEAR THAT UP BECAUSE ALOT ASSUMED THAT JUST BECAUSE I AM HELPING OUT THAT I WAS HIS MOM, BUT THAT ISNT THE CASE. LIL JOHNNY IS SEDATED, SO HE CANT PULL THE TUBES OUT, THESE PICS MAY OFFEND SOME, BUT THIS IS WHAT THIS LITTLE 2 1/2 YR OLD IS GOING THROUGH. IT BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE HIM LIKE THIS. SPOKE WITH LIL JOHNNYS DAD LAST NIGHT. LIL JOHNNY IS STILL ON THE VENTILATOR, SINCE HE IS HAVING PROBLEMS BREATHING, HE HAS A VIRUS RIGHT NOW, THE FATHER AND DOCTORS HAVE DECIDED AGAINST GIVING HIM THE MEDS FOR THE VIRUS, BECAUSE IT WILL KILL ALL HIS WHITE BLOOD CELLS, AND THEY WILL BE STARTING OVER FROM DAY ONE. ALSO JOHN AND THE DOCTORS RESEARCHED THE MEDS AND ALOT OF PEOPLE, HAVE DIED FROM BEING GAVE THESE MEDS. SO I DONT BLAME HIM FOR NOT WANTING LIL JOHNNY HAVING THIS DRUG. JOHN SAID L

Update On My Cousin
Some asked me to keep them updated on my cousin so i will anytime i hear anything new..she is still in ICU with no improvment. They started her on some new meds today so hopefully they will help. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers!

Update June 18
Monday, June 18, 2007 Love Each Other Please... I am sitting in Kaleb's Room and he is sitting in his little booster seat. I wish I was holding him right now. Maybe tomorrow I will. He seems to enjoy sitting up in the seat. The Doctors are going to be removing the Central line and replacing it with a Pic Line in his arm. I guess it is supposed to be better for him this way. He is still responding to things pretty well too. I did the stimulization worksheet as soon as I got here this AM. He was also having some breathing issues today also... but that has got better. Kaleb is such a little angel that has been given an enormous strength by God to deal with all of this. He gives me my strength too!!!!! I see him fighting each and every day and that makes me fight for him. He makes me strong. I am so proud of him!!!!!! SO PROUD! But for the most part he has been sleepy today. It is raining in Tampa right now! Thank God because we need the rain. Josh is at work on the ambulanc

Updated Name
Well a shake-up it was lol.As you can notice by my name I am no longer a member of the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY.I was called last evening by the family chief of security and asked to leave.I was not really given any details as to why and I not gonna sweat it,it all good.The stealth bomber's as being my account etc,leave with me so any GIT-R-DONE Stealth Bomber's please feel free to send me a quick note and I will remove you if that is your desire.Also if there is any GIT-R-DONE family member's that want to be removed from friends list etc. here on this account say the word and I'll remove you no question's asked.I wouls like to thank Hitman6 for the opportunitie's he gave me while a member of his family and wish them all the best in the future. granadaghia75.

Updated Fairy Tail
Once upon a time in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and set up housekeeping in your castle with my mother, where you can prepare my meals, clean my clothes, bear my children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so." That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sauteed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled and thought to herself: I don't fuckin think so.

Update On Mandy Jo
well, mandy should be here in 3 weeks... :) I havent seen her in two years... so its going to be good seeing here... I can't wait for that... so much has changed since we last saw eachother... I'm married, and Im 4'' taller... lol....

Update
this is jus letting people know i wont be on for a few days due to unforseen circumstances that happened last nite, if any of u have the number where i am at dont call cause i am not gonna be here anymore. i will be back on before the contest i am holding id scheduled to start.

Update!
Hey guys. I'm back again. Sorry i've not logged in in so long. I'm back to my moms computer. My laptop crashed again. =[ Anyways, I've still not got a cam. I'm workin' on it. I'm finaly able to have one again. So that means more new pictures soon! I am no longer single! I'm so happy with the guy I'm with now. He's really amazing. I'm not just saying that this time. lol. Sadly, my raiting went back down. I probaly wont get back to where I was before, but i'ma try. Let's see...... Well, I don't think any thing else is new. If you could though, help me get my raitings back I'd love you forever. lol... HOpe everyones doing good! Don't forget to check in at times! Love you guys. Take care!

Update On Me
Yes I Haven't Been On Here In A Week Dealing With Personal Things But I'm Kinda Back Now And I wanna Thank All My Friends who Dropped By While I was Gone Showing Me Some Love Thank You So Much I Misssed all Of you.. Give Me Time to Leave you the Love Back And For Some reason My Shout Out Box "ISNT" Working.:( Love Sweeet Destiny

Update On My Dilemma
After a 4 hour stakeout, my best friends managed to get my van back ( with the help of the local authorities) from my sister in law. Obviously, someone's feeling the sting of it but hell, WTF do i care? They've been leeching off my wife and I for the past month and a half and we haven't said a single thing to them about paying us back and well, this morning, its the straw that broke the camel's back when we specifically told them that they couldn't use the vehicles anymore and they still went ahead to take my van. Anyway, to cut a long story short, its been a good end to a long day, my van is back and we're finally rid of them being in our house.

Updated As Of 6/21/07
If you don't send me a shout or a message talking to me then don't expect one back, and if you send me a comment I will send one back it might take me a while seeing that I have over 900 friends on my list but I will get to you eventually just be patient, but also that being said if you don't leave me a comment then don't expect one back from me!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update!
Well we have moved into our new apartment. We have been there a little over a week and other than the AC problem thing are going ok there. We were without AC for over a week but now we have it and we are doing better. We are still working on getting things together for the shop. It is time consuming but it is all worth it. I am just anxious to get it up and running. I cannot wait. Well, that is about it for now. Nothing really too drmatic going on in my life but that is a good thing. Blessed Be!

Update On My Dad
Hi Everyone, Its me again with another update. I wanted to let you all know that I have posted a payment for the deductible he was not able to pay when he went into the hospital for the amount of $550.00 from the funds that have been donated so far, leaving a balance of $96.51. I was able to use the paypal debit card I have so it was easily done. I talked with my dad today, he reported that he received another bill; this time from Johns Hopkins in the amount of $38,000.00 plus the $1,000.00 bill that they have already received. They only have $200.00 to last them for the rest of the month, and most of that was spent up when I took my mom to the store the other day to get some needed groceries, my dad's medicine and a blood glucose monitor. Because my dad has apparently developed Diabetes due to the surgery he had to have on his pancreas. He is currently on a pill to help control his levels. I want to thank you all for the help you have provided so far. If I can possibly manage to d

Update On Lil Johnny. Submitted By John On Wed, 06/13/2007 - 8:24pm.
JOHNNY IS DOING OKAY. DOCTORS ARE GLAD TO SEE HIM PROGRESSING. JOHNNY IS STILL GOT THE RASH, RUNNING FEVERS UP TO 104, AND STILL BREATHING TO HARD. JOHNNY WAS PLAYING CARS WITH DADDY. DOCTORS MOVED JOHNNY TO PICU ON MONDAY. THE REASON IS BECAUSE OF HIM BREATHING HARD. TUESDAY MORNING GOT A CALL AT 6AM FROM THE DOCTOR THAT THEY WERE GOING TO HAVE TO PUT HIM ON THE VENTILATOR TO HELP HIM BREATH AND TO HELP GIVE HIS BODY THE REST IT NEEDS FOR THE NEW CELLS TO TAKE OVER. TODAY THEY STOPPED THE SEDATION. HE WAS BEING SEDATED BECAUSE THEY WERE AFRAID HE WOULD PULL THE BREATHING TUBE OUT. THE LOWERED THE RATE OF THE MACHINE BECAUSE THE RESULTS FROM THE BLOOD GAS TEST WERE SHOWING IMPROVEMENTS. HE CAN'T SEE US BUT HE CAN HEAR AND FEEL US THAT WE ARE THERE WITH HIM. THE FEVERS HAVE GONE AWAY AS WELL AS THE RASH.

Update On My Pc
turns out the problem with my pc was the hardrive, thats why it kept rebooting, so my friend took the hardrive out of my other pc and switched it everything was gone but oh well, maybe now i wont have to worry about it rebooting constantly lol thanks to all who tried to help me, you were great. its getting closer and closer to my birthday and the birthday blues are hitting me, so bear with me if i seem a little down love you guys

Update!
Hey Guys and Girls!!! Thank you so much for all the support you have given me. Just so you know - my pics are all fixed and all of my videos are back. The videos are each posted as individual blogs. That way I can mark them NSFW and they won't get deleted. I have also started putting them on my own "Krystal Player" served from my own server - so no one can delete them. ( Like happens with YouTube, MetaCafe, etc... ) AND... My web site is just about done!!! All of the initial content has been shot and the design is complete. We're just running it through testing and putting a few finishing touches on it. YAY!!! Thanks again, I luv all of you! :-) ~Krystal~

Updates
there are a few things i need to let you know...i am at my moms hopefully only until fall...we only had one thing so far that we know of that was stolen...a step ladder that was a gift from my mom but oh well if that was the only thing they stole then i count my blessings....they tried to lock us out from getting the rest of my belongings but that attempt didn't work and we got all our stuff...now we are at least somewhere we are wanted and not hated... on Memorial Day my mom fell and broke her back in 2 places and we are doing what we can but my fibro is running rampant and i can't do much and the CFS is kicked into high gear but that is because of the heat...it happens every summer... which brings me to the last bit of news: i have just created a care page for myself...i will be updating it regularly but not daily...if you would like to view it you will need to create a sn and pw to do so...there is a message board set up as well for my support system and any who view it

Update On My Mom
HI ALL just an update date on my mom. nothing has really changed since my last blog. she went to docs friday and the byopsy they did was inconclusive. so she has to go see a specialist for more test. so iam going to call her tomarrow and see when that one is. plus alot of other BS that went on this weekend and getting drunk and all so today iam just going to chill out and try and relax hahahhaha that is funny. Mike

Updated B.o.b
THE FOUNDERS Achilles & The General ♂МдяQ v.2.0 (Please note if you are not on this list your NOT in BAND of BROTHERS) Add and/or Fan all other Members in the group! This is NOT a Bomb squad or Fan me bullshit... This is group of people to inform & protect each other from Down raters, Stalkers & Drama Queens/Kings. What we do, is after someone in our group was been down rated we go & up rate to fix the photo's that have been down rated. We also block the user that did it ...then post their link to inform the other members. We need VIC members to drop 11's on the Photos. All the people who join will be added to Achilles album (Band Of Brothers Members) from there you can see the other members & click the name to go to their profile. Please **Note** we will not accept cherries on the TOP 50 because most only would join for rates, nor Drama Queens/Kings You must have a Salute to join B of B! We will not UpRate Nsfw photo's! Also please n

Update On Amputation...
So I blogged a while back about me possibly getting my leg amputated due to a car wreck 5 years ago. Well I went to the doctor last week and he told me we are scheduling the amputation in 2 weeks. I find that I have mixed emotions to this news. Also I have a 50/50 chance of having a normal amputation or a 2 stage amputation. A two stage amputation is very painful and stressful. With a regular amputation I would be out of the hospital in 3-5 days but with the 2 stage amputation it will be 2-3 weeks. A 2 stage amputation consist of cutting the leg off one day hooking me up to a wound vac and putting me in a hyperbarric chamber for 10-13 days then sewing me up. I have been battling this infection and the broken leg for 5 years and I'm glad to have a light at the end of the tunnel now but I am also very nervous and growing more scared every single day. Anyway I just thought I would update everyone on whats going on as so many of you have asked. I have just learnt to take things as

Update: Chris Benoit Double Murder Suicide
FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. - WWE wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife, and son were found dead Monday and police said they were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide. Detective Bo Turner told television station WAGA that the case was being treated as a murder-suicide, but said that couldn't be confirmed until evidence was examined by a crime lab. The station said that investigators believe the 40-year-old Benoit killed his wife, Nancy, and 7-year-old son, Daniel, over the weekend, then himself on Monday. A neighbor called police, and the bodies were found in three rooms. Lead investigator Lt. Tommy Pope, of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department, told The Associated Press the deaths were being investigated as homicide, and that the causes of death awaited autopsy results on Tuesday. Pope said the bodies were discovered about 2:30 p.m., but refused to release details. The house is in a secluded neighborhood set back about 60 yards off a gravel road, surrounded by stacked stone

Update
CANTON, Ohio — Supporters of a police officer accused of killing a woman and her unborn child huddled Sunday at a closed prayer service scheduled before police found what they believe is her body and arrested him. A massive search for the nearly nine months pregnant woman ended Saturday when authorities announced they found a body they believed to be that of 26-year-old Jesse Davis. Bobby Cutts Jr., a police officer they suspect is the father of the unborn child, was arrested on two counts of murder. A church service to show support for Cutts that was scheduled before the body was found was closed to the media. Cutts' pastor, the Rev. C.A. Richmond, declined to comment on his way into the service. Davis was due to deliver a baby girl on July 3 but was reported missing after her mother found Davis' 2-year-old son home alone, bedroom furniture toppled and bleach spilled on the floor. The boy gave investigators their first clues. "Mommy was crying. Mommy broke the table. Momm

Update
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Update On Chris(why Would He?)
Benoit's death part of a double murder-suicide Written: June 25, 2007According to lead investigator Lt. Tommy Pope, of the Fayette County Sheriff’s Department, in Fayetteville, Ga., the deaths of WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, wife Nancy and son Daniel were the result of a double murder-suicide, WWE.com has learned. Benoit failed to appear both at Saturday’s live event in Beaumont, Texas, and WWE’s Vengeance: Night of Champions in Houston Sunday night, after informing WWE of a family emergency. Several curious text messages sent by Benoit early Sunday morning prompted concerned friends to alert Richard Hering, VP of Government Relations for WWE, Inc. Hering, in turn, spoke with Fayette County sheriffs Monday, and requested they respond to the Benoit residence to check on him and his family. Authorities representing the Sheriff’s Department initially had a difficult time entering Benoit’s new Fayetteville home Monday afternoon, which had been guarded by two large German Shepherds ro

Updat On To Close For Comfort
Family of murder victim grieving By EDWARD MARSHALL / Journal Staff Writer MARTINSBURG — The family of 41-year-old murder victim Tina Marie Starcher described the woman Monday as a loving, compassionate person who would do anything she could for someone in need. Since the Martinsburg resident’s brutal murder, family members have banded together to comfort one another in their time of mourning and loss. “She had a really good heart,” her first cousin Sandra Cruz said. “I think a lot of people don’t really know that she was the kind person that would give you the shirt off her back. She would pretty much do anything for anyone who needed help.” Starcher lived with her family for several years, Cruz said, adding they were practically raised together as children, growing up in the home of Cruz’s mother and Starcher’s aunt, Margaret Hodge. “She was a kind, loving person who loved to help people especially older people,” Hodge said. “She was always caring for other people .

Update About Samantha Kitty
I just called the Vet and canceled the rest of Samantha’s Chemotherapy sessions. The cancer has gone into a second lymph node and in the 2 weeks since we discovered the second node they’ve both grown. She’s still acting like a very happy energetic kitty, especially for being 17 years old. The folks at the Vet’s office said that she really acts like a much younger cat and can’t get over how sweet she is no matter what they’re doing to her. So, we’re going to hang out for a while, and when she starts to show that she’s in pain, I’ll take her to go to sleep. Vet couldn’t give me an estimate on a time line, so for all I know it could be a long way off or it could be in a month. Regardless, it’s time to let nature run her course. Thanks to everyone for all of your support, good thoughts and prayers.

Update
So here is the latest fun in my Lupus hell... I've been recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure... Lucky me.. Bob..tell her what she wins. Well Lola we have a great new diet, fabulous new meds and oh yea.... heat restriction, more admissions to the hospital and a couple more years off your already short life. Yeee HAAAAA..... This blows.

Update On Baby And I...
I've had a lot of people ask how the baby and I are doing - we're doing GREAT! :) I had my genetic couseling appt yesterday and it went really well. :) Since I'm so OLD (yep, they think I'm OLD at 35), they have to refer me for genetic screening to make sure I have a healthy baby. Well, after my blood tests and ultrasounds, they determined that there is VERY little chance of my baby having any problems, so that was very reassuring! I'm still fairly sick most of the day, and can tolerate only very few foods but it's much better than it was! I've been going crazy cleaning house and fixing things/completing projects in the yard and house. I can't stop! I'm only just under 4 months pregnant and I'm going nuts with the urge to clean and take care of things. :) Well, I'll shut up now, I just wanted to let everyone know how things are going. :) Much love to all! XOXOXOXO!!!

Updates Hehe...
Ok people as of last week im am no longer single, Im loving it every moment. But I also feel bad cause its my girls ex bf. But things will work out. It always does. Im just mroe happy then I ever have been, grant it I only see him for an hour everyday. But after next week I get to see him everyday. We already planned our day for wensday or thursday when ever he gets out. Then its drinking time hehe... But anywho... Im moving this week, between tonight after work an friday. So after friday I wont have no internet for a while. Eh oh well cause ill be busy with my CLOSE friends an my bf. Well I better get going now. Im at work an just messing around here. lol.. Take care.... ~Shorty~

Update On My Son
Ok well here it is...Yes my youngest son was in a motorcycle wreck the other day and it upset me very much. Well believe it or not yes he is burned pretty bad. But I now can tell he lets nothing at all stop him and hes alllll boy 100%... His dad told me that the first thing he asked the next morning was when he could get back on it. So at least I know he's not afraid to jump back on and try again. He did let me know that next time he would do what he can to be alot more careful. I am just glad that hes ok....

Update
Ok my cousin had her surgery yesterday...it went well...she still has a while in the hospital on alot of antibiotics and medication for the cystic fibrosis...but luckily the worst part of it is over...as long as she starts improving she will be out of ICU by next week finally. Thank you all again for your thoughts and prayers!!

Up Date On Job
I just may quit because thinking about all that has happen I don't think this job is safe for me anymore. First off the guy pays under table in a public setting, secound I wont be able to work more then 10 days in the month of July and thirdly I don't think he is keeping me any way. If your lost read my other blog.

Update
I am currently in Oklahoma City. My mom was taken to the hospital 3 days ago and is still in the ICU. Sorry I won't be around much, but as soon as she is off of the ventilator and moved out of ICU I should be on more frequently... Kimmer

Update Of Lil Gurl
========UPDATE======= there turnign offthe machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM GONNA MISSED HER SO MUCH I REALLY LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE MY ANGEL SHE IS MY EVERYTHING I WILL NEVA FORGET BOUT HER SHE MY HEART:X

Update Of Our Little Angel Abbigail La"shai
A PRAYER FOR OUR LITTLE LOST ANGEL Abbigail La'shai DAUGHTER OF MY FRIEND Baby boy J MAY HER SOUL REST IN PEACE!!! BabyBoy-J@ CherryTAP PLEASE KEEP HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYER Don't Mourn For Me Mother,Father,please don't mourn for me; I'm still here, though you don't see. I'm right by your side each night and day and within your heart I long to stay. My body is gone but I'm always near I'm everything you feel, see or hear. My spirit is free, but I'll never depart as long as you keep me alive in your heart. I'll never wander out of your sight-- I'm the brightest star on a summer night. I'll never be beyond your reach-- I'm the warm moist sand when you're at the beach. I'm the colorful leaves when fall comes around, And the pure white snow that blankets the ground. I'm the beautiful flowers of which you're so fond-- The clear cool water in a quiet pond. I'm the first bright blossom you'll see in the spring; The first warm raindrop that

Update
Thing were going well, I put everything to rest and was over it all. I mean I was stil watchin my back, but I was over all the anger I felt. to use a well hated line "I am OVER IT " Things were going well for the past couple of weeks. But bam in 1 day someone had to ruin it, I am not sure who it was, but I actaully and honestly feel bad for the girl, Someone is playing a dirty game and not only tryin to hurt her , but dragging me and others down too. The drama is way to much and the bs is crazy. Ive never wanted anyone to get hurt I always just wanted all the crap to end and we could all just move on. I am a pretty forgiving person for the most part, I used my blogs to vent cause I felt as I was running into a brick wall, they were never meant to hurt anyone , Just one person typin thier feelings down at the time. I honestly hope eveything works out for the best for that girl and I did cover her butt as much as I could with the truth. I made sure it was known that some of the s

The Update That Was Well Worth The Wait
For the past week, things had been kind of hectic, and frustrating for the most part. As it happened last Wednesday, my mother had a blood clot in her leg that had been causing her problems. Well, they got the blood clot dissolved, but decided that she needed to stay in the hospital (while she was ready to go home) a few more days to make sure everything with her coumadin and heperal (?) were at the right levels. Well, on top of that I had to work last Friday (was supposed to be a long weekend but we found out different that Friday as well) which we would be off that Saturday and Sunday. They had moved my mother out of SICU on Friday to a private room which made me feel better at the thought that she was out of ICU, but we had gone up to see her on Sunday and then went back up on Tuesday. This time we were there when the doctor had showed up. He said she could possibly go home on Wednesday depending on the levels of the meds they were giving her. Went to work on Wednesday and then g

Update
well I thought i would write in this since last one i done was back at christmas.... well let see my youngest baby is now 1yr old and my oldest is 5 now. they seem to grow so fast. My husband went to 1st shift from 2nd which i was soo happy about... I hated bein here at home by myself. well Hope every one who reads this is doin ok. I try to comment when i can or comment the ones back that sent a comment. gonna go now ~ tootles~

Update On My Cousin...
I have some good news and some bad news. The good news is that my cousin is out of the coma. But he isn't out of the clear just yet. They think he has some brain damage. They took the tube out of his throat. All I ask is to keep him in your prayers. If I haven't told you all my Mom is out of the hospital, she has a problem with acid reflux. Today my Dad had to go to the doctor, he has been having trouble with his knee. They have scheduled for him to have surgery on Monday. So I ask to keep him in your prayers as well.

Update On My Cousin
Well she is out of surgery 4 hours later,,, but she did lose all the toes on her foot :( but thank god the bleeding in her brain appears to have stopped. Her blood count is very low but 10hours of surgery in 2 days will do that to the body .... they say she will remain in intensive care for maybe a few weeks or so .. and she is still in "critical but stable" condition ....

Update
Saturday, June 30, 2007 He did GREAT I am so sorry that I haven't updated everybody! KALEB DID GREAT!~ He came out a completely different baby. He was WIDE awake. He was moving a whole bunch. It was great! I was so worried when he went into surgery and through out the whole thing. He was in there for 5 hours! So needless to say I was freaking out! But thank GOD he did great He had a shunt put in and a G/J tube and he had a stomach surgery. The doctors said he did really good. He had to be put back on a ventilator but as of right now they are wheening him off of it. I was so scared for the fact that he was going to be back on a ventilator. But I prayed about and God made everything ok! Thank you for all of your prayers! THANK YOU

Update I'm In First Place!! Thank You!!
I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880 Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 400+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10's(or until I run ou

Update
Well i am no longer trippin on the Pic contest! Update is well I became a member of the DIRTY SOUTH CREW family today! And am rather excited about it- something to look forward too when coming online to cherrytap! I was starting to get a little bored!

Update
JUST THOUGHT ID WRITE AND GIVE EVERYBODY AN UPDATE ON HOW IM DOING. I WAS RECENTLY INVOLVED WITH SOMEBODY I MET ON HERE, WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET IN PERSON BUT SHE DECIDED TO STAY WITH ANOTHER GUY WHO SHE MET BEFORE ME , I GUESS THE DOUBTS SHE HAD ABOUT HIM CHANGED. JUST MORE OF MY LOUSY LUCK WITH RELATIONSHIPS I GUESS. NEXT WEEK WILL BE THE 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY EX BEING IN JAIL( IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHY SHES THERE GIVE ME A SHOUT). AUGUST WILL SUCK FOR ME BECAUSE THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY DADS DEATH IS THE 29TH AND MY 40TH BIRTHDAY IS THE 31ST. ANOTHER OF MY EXES JOINED CHERRYTAP ABOUT A MONTH AGO AND I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SHE GOT MARRIED A FEW WEEKS AGO. WELL THATS IT FOR NOW, HAVE A NICE WEEKEND EVERYBODY AND THANKS FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP.

An Update.
Just so that everybody knows. The guy I was talking about, was a local guy. No one here in cherrytap has done anything wrong. Wanted to make sure the friends I have in here have been very nice to me. Love ya all.

Update
this is to thank all the wonderful people that have stuck by me in the last few weeks old and new. the people i am talking about know who they are. without u handful of people here in nyc, long island and even a wonderful woman i hope to become great friends with from alabama i dont want to think where i would be right now. *****HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL*****

Up Date On My Little Man
sorry it has taken me so long to get the ones of u who have cared about the baby and my fafmily up dated. thomas is doing fine. he has learned to roll over. we stil have to work with him with his left side. he is still having some problems with it. the other two boys are doing great. they are handleing the baby fairly good. well u all know how to reach me if u have any qestions. laters.

Update On My Health
Im getting a little better every day.All my stiches and staples are gone,but my right hand is still not in working condition really.However Im still in a lot of pain and my stomach has begun to bother me.

Update
Hey everyone just wanted to update things. Well I had my little girl on May 21st. She had to be in the nicu for 5 days but that was mainly only for observation. She is doing really good and is growing like a weed. I am also doing good it is just a little crazy sometimes with it being summer break and all and haveing two livly boys at home. Cant wait for school to start back up then it will just be me and my little princess.

Update On Angiogram
Well it is July 5th and I don't know anything. I had the Angiogram on Monday. I had a severe reaction to the contrast dye. I think they had to finish early due to that reason. The doctors didn't speak with my husband only to tell him about the allergic reaction to the dye. I guess I have to call to see if the aneurysm is leaking too much or not at all or what. I hope they don't have to do another Angiogram I barely made it through this one. I am doing okay however, I am sore from either the angio or the allergic reaction I haven't figured it out yet. My head feels like it is going to burst sometimes (I have a headache) I am not allowed to do much of anything yet because they didn't plug the entry site (camera's go thru to the artery in groin) and theres a chance I could reopen it so believe me I will be taking it easy LOL. Don't want to bleed to death LOL.. Anyway, I am sure I will be fine and hopefully they saw what they needed to. I will be calling soon to find out the

Updates
the type of life support that i meant was that shes is on a breathing machine while she is in an drug induced coma im sorry for any mistakes i have said or made it was late at night when i typed that and there was a lot of stuff going on i had spent some time talking to cops and stuff. so im sorry for any confusion she had surgery to stop the internal bleeding. and to help stop infection they put her into an drug induced coma she will be in it for another few days then after that she should be awake and alert. we are praying that she is. shes a strong woman she has two amazing children. if she gets better and gets out of the hositpal she will be going right back into what they call 5 EAST its an mental hositpal she is really depressed at this moment with some recent events that have gone on with her now ex boyfriend. she had tried to cut her wrist after her ex boyfriend broke up with her over the internet while she was sleeping and it has hit her really hard that he couldnt come to her

Update! And Thank You All!
Thank you to all those who were so willing to help shore up my energy for my visit with Jennifer! I actually became very calm and serene before we ever arrived at the Jail, lol. It was such a blessing - I hadn't realized how much I dreaded that visit! As much as I love my daughter, and having seen her in all manner of conditions, visiting her in jail felt like the very last straw. She was most happy to see us and is really kind of comfortable with the strongest of boundaries! Her limits are set for her and they are well enforced. Again, I thank you for all your support and your willingness to share energy! You have no idea how much it helped today! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings to all my friends all over the world! Good night! Muahz!

Update With Jessi
Outtake slideshow! Current mood: bouncy Thought I'd give you guys some outtakes of past photo shoots...its not much, but I thought you might wanna see somethin new until I've got new photos up! Hope you like... ;) See you all on the 23rd I hope!

Update On My Mumm From Yesterday
*SweetLuv199* UPDATE ON MY MUMM FROM YESTERDAY!!!! Help PLEASE on a new tattoo design Ok My CT Friends..... I'm in need of a little help with a design of my new tattoo I'm getting done this Monday on my lower back, It's a thorny vine with 3 roses 2 black roses on each side of a blood red center rose, my question is this, Should I have it done in a solid pattern or a silhouette?? 59 votes 199 views 13 comments Solid 49.2% (29 votes) Silhouette 50.8% (30 votes) I have decided to go with the silhouette style not only will it last longer the colors will not bleed into each other (= Pictures to come some time next week I get my Tattoo done on Monday the 9th (=

An Update
so in addition to some stuff thats happening that im not going to go into (but its serious), my job sucks, i found out today that i'm being denied for financial aid next year and i cant afford it by myself, and brooke (piercedmama) is back in the hospital :( I wish they would just get her levels stable so shes not feeling like this all the time. Stupid doctors. I have a headache. Sorry if ive been distant guys!

Updated Casting Call
Here is a better breakdown of the characters. This is for all the actors out there....and for anyone who knows any actors please feel free to forward this to them. Stone Kanyon Productions and LecheQuemada are gearing up to shoot two short films this summer. Casting Male and Female roles of various ages. Dennis- 25-35 male Firefighter with a job on the side ;) Tina - 28-40 Female Dennis' sister Vicky - 7-12 Female Dennis' deaf niece Mark 30-40 male Tina's Husband Reynolds 50's - 60's Bossman Reynold's wife 25-40 Female knockout Also looking to cast for next short. Business Man - late 30's - 50's Diego 30's- 40's Male Hitman Taylor 4-8 year old girl Granny/Nanny Mid 50's - 60's Hispanic female Also need to cast several children as backyard players We are now compiling a list of interested actors so we can set the date for the casting call. We are hoping to cast the film by the end of July. So please send your headshots and resume as soon as you can

Update
As for me. just working my ass off and feeling the repressions of being away from home and traveling through Europe, next time I will have my back up plan and things taken care of at home before I run off to Europe again. Sure I have been traveling several times but this time it was a different feeling and the events that happened when I came home was like a snowball effect. I really know who are real friends are and those who are not my friends or do not believe me or just want to use me then I dont need them. This is who I am and hey I am easy going. For those who are just out to play head games or assume crap about me, I have news for you. As for those friends who have been a help, thank you for everything and I will repay your hospitality and kindness in time. I know words are not enough and I hope to do more for you in time. For those who just added me with out reading my profile or what I had to say about my friends request, I am sorry I talk wayyy toooo much about myself,

Update
okay since no one wants to ct marry me im not going to do it obviously lol, it was a fun idea so ill keep being a free agent, but my birthday is 2 weeks away so you better remember it or im going to cry, j/k but i need a little dramatic effect lol sorry the heat is getting to me, im going to go now

Update On My Non-existant Life
yeh yeh i know it's been a long ass time since i've been on here or been able to write a blog but since i still don't have dsl it takes the tap too long to load and i don't really have hours to wait for just one fricken page. but lucky for ya'll i'm free tonight lol....ok well me and jamie's been done for a while even though he wants me back, not goin there........secondly i met this guy tom, fell head over heels for him, thought he was different, he told me he loved me, begged me never to leave him, said i was the only thing that made him happy besides fire fightin,........typical guy surprise he lied....found out he had other bitches on the side thxs to my friends. he doesn't know that i know but shh...anywayz i believed him so when i found out what he was up to it hurt and i still cry over it even though its been over a week since we've been over, he dumped me for a chic that every single person i have asked what they thought of her has told me that he must be blind or on some heavy

Update On Arm
well my arm is doing well....still painful but ok...i go tomorrow to get the full cast put on it and im gonna take some pics of where they did the surgery when they switch out the casts if anyone likes to see that kinda thing lol.

Update Everyone:)
Hi everyone:) I just wanted to tell everyone about my profile on my free implants:) Guy's if you sign up and add me i will send you a Sausy pic:) Girls:) if your dream is to get implants but can not afford them thier are great friends on MFI that can help you out:) I have met some of the most wonderful people on thier:) I don't get on cherry tap that much because i am so busy with mfi:) But if you send me a message on here and want to know a little more about it or even if you would just lke to chat I will get back to you asap:) Hope everyone has a wonderful day!

Updates July 9th
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Coast Guard U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy Support Our Troops HERO SUPPORT I know this update has been a LONG TIME COMING!I'm sorry for that.I got side track with some personnel health issues. Except for about 20 CC-MAIL (which I've been having troubles getting too), I think I have the BLOGS caught up. I found a few deleted accounts. So if I missed any corrections, please let me know. I wanted to get this out earlier too!!But Better late than never, Right?Please Help me Congratulate Kristie & Joe on got Married, June 7th!!! joeWife: Kristie KristieHusband: Joe (Army) Now for the Newest Updates to the Military Thank You Blogs

Update On My Lufe
Just to let you all know today I got to court to let the judge know I still cannot find my ex wife. I needed to try and serve her the paperwork regarding me putting in for full custody of our children. All I know is she is still up in Fresno somewhere, she won't tell me where she is because she thinks I would turn her into the Army (which I would). She hasn't clled me in over 2 weeks now. So I am hoping the judge will just grant me what I have asked for. Here's some other news in my life right now...I am single again, I still have no clue what happened. Everything was going pretty good with the girl I was seeing. Last Monday she told me how happy she was to be with me and we started talking more serious. Tuesday we went out to dinner and to the bar and had a great time. We even planned a little trip for August or September. We did seperate things for the 4th because we each already had plans with family that day. Thursayd morning she gets kinda wierd on me in the morning telling me ma

Update On Canada Plz Read
A man just recently fell from the 6th floor to the 1st floor in my hotel. (12:00 am pst) Please keep the man, and the people who witnessed it in your prayers, if you don't prayer then please keep them in your thoughts! Lots of people are shook up about this and so am I.

Update
I went to the doctor today and they did a bunch of x rays but said I wouldnt get the results until tomorrow.He also put me in physical therapy 3 times a week.I will give you more updates tomorrow when my x rays are back and they tell me what they are goning to do.

Update On Contest
THERE IS 4 NOW TO REFRESH EVERYONE THIS CONTEST STARTS ON JULY 16TH 2 PM EST AND ENDS 2 PM AUGUST 16TH FIRST PLACE GETS 30 DAY VIC(IF U ALREADY HAVE VIC U CAN HAVE A BLAST IF U PERFER) 2ND GETS 3 DAY BLAST ~YODA~ ~~JOEYNV86~~ ~*MARGIE*~ ~~WHITEDOVE~~

Update On Me
Well I havn't blogged in quite a while, so I thought I'd do so. Where to begin...Well I started cosmotology school June 19th. That's going great. It's nice that my career path is finally falling in place for me, and I think I've finally found my niche. Plus I love my class. They are an awesome group of girl (oh and one guy). It's only been a few weeks, but I have a feeling I'm making some great lifelong friends, which is super nice. Hmm...Job. It's a job? I like it for the most part, it's good pay and not completely terrible. Moving on, I'm coming to some realizations lately. People don't change. Shady people only get shadier, Liars only lie more, losers only get more "loser-y"...I guess what I'm trying to say is I've finally opened my eyes. People need to live with their decisions and how they have effected other people. Anyways, I guess I'm not going to talk about that anymore. But yea, I'm moving home month-end. Not completely thrilled about that, but I can't

Update From Birmingham-7-12-07
WE JUST GOT HOME FROM BIRMINGHAM. THE NEWS CONCERNING ALAN IS NOT GOOD AGAIN. HE HAS COMPLETELY LOST ALL STRENGTH AND FEELING IN HIS LEGS. FROM HIS TOES UP TO THE TOP OF HIS KNEES. ALSO HE HAS LOST FEELING FROM THE TIPS OF HIS FINGERS TO HIS WRIST. DR. MCGRATH HAS PUT HIM ON NEUROTIN NIGHTLY NOW, ALAN HAS TO TAKE 100 MG OF NUEROTIN EVERY NIGHT.HE WAS JUST TAKING IT AS NEEDED FOR PAIN. ALAN HAS PROGRESSED ALOT SINCE WE WAS THERE IN MARCH. I ASKED DR. MCGRATH WHAT COULD BE EXPECTED IN A YEARS TIME, AND HE DID NOT HAVE AN ANSWER FOR ME. WE GO BACK TO BIRMINGHAM ON OCTOBER 24 FOR ANOTHER CHECKUP. I SHOULD BE GETTING HIS NOTES IN ABOUT A MONTH, WHEN I GET THEM I WILL POST IT.

Update
So once again seperated. This time doing it the right way, he is actually living somewhere else. I also have someone I am very interested in. He is sweet, funny, a huge dork, but he always puts a HUGE smile on my face, that I just can't help, so that is always a good sign. Life has been majorly insane this whole past year. But starting June 28th I started my life. I feel like for the last ten years I was waiting for my life to start and now it finally has. It is very scary though. I am renting a house in a really bad neighborhood because the price is really right. I have one of my best guy friends moving in with me and the kids because I am so scared of living in this area. Yesterday I saw my new landlord and he actually said to me "You might want to buy a gun"...Seriously if your landlord says that to you, you know you might be in for some trouble. But I am hoping that by December we will be living in a different area. The kids are in desperate need of therapy, lol. They ha

Update On Contest
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Updated Location For Jeffery's Benefit Show
Jeffrey Yaws Benifit Dreamworld Music Complex 3102 W. Division Arlington, TX 76012 Sunday July 15th 2:00p.m. Tickets are $10 at the door. $5.00 for kids 10 and under All Proceeds at the door willgo to Jeffrey Yaws and Family For his huge stack of medical Bills www.dreamworldmusiccomplex.com http://www.myspace.com/pheonixmusiccomplex (Card Subject To Change) TTW Title Match Texas Red (C) VS. Maxx Muscle Intergender Tag Team Action Kissy Boots vs. Miss_Diss Lexia & "Showcase" Shance Williams PWF Brass Knuckles Title Match (A Special Stipulation willbe added to this match the day of the show) "Chicano Assasin" Chuey Martinez (C) vs.Violent V vs. The "Hebrew Hitman" Dave The Rave 1ST EVER JEFFREY YAWS INVITATIONAL CUP (Every Match is 1 fall. The winners of each of these matches will go on to the final match, a Gauntlet/Royal Rumble style match. 2 Man will start. Every Minute a new entry will enter the match. Pinfalls, Submissions, TKO's, over the top are

Update...
for all you souls that miss me...ill be back in ummm 2 days sigh... this week hasnt been long enough....good thing its almost over ill be lucky to leave here with out kicking some ass!!! any who no stress just good times ive yet to see the first sunset on the ocean and there is only one more left some how i dont think Ill see it which isnt that big of a deal ive taken about hmm 5 pictures the whole time ive been here im such a slaker....the last 2 nights have been spent at sharky's a lil place down the road a couple guys hit on me while we where there which amy and ashley were like see gurl you still got it haha...lets seeee anything else fun happen while i was here that you would want to here....hmmmm.....amy and ashley got stuck in the elevator ...that was pretty funny well they didnt think so but i did...as i was about to pee on myself and made them let me out while they parked the car...that god for 911.....that was some funny shit right there still laughing about it alll they are

Update On Contest (10 So Far)
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Update On My Grandson
WELL THEY DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON. HE CANT KEEP ANYTHING DOWN AT ALL....SO THEY ARE GOING TO DO A CATSCAN ON HIS STOMACH. THEY THINK HIS BLADDER MIGHT HAVE BEEN RUPTURED OR INTERNAL BLEEDING.. WILL KNOW MORE LATER. THEY ARE KEEPING HIM TONIGHT THERE. NO MATTER WHAT. AND HE ISNT LIKING IT. WE ARE PRESSING CHARGES ON THE BOY WHO DID THIS TO HIM. THEY TOOK PICTURES AND GOT HIS CAT SCAN AND XRAY RESULTS. NOW THEY ARE WAITING TO SEE WHAT THE CAT SCAN SAYS TONIGHT..THEY TOOK PICTURES AND A DETECTIVE WILL BE OVER HERE SOMETIME NEXT WEEK SORRY NOT ON MUCH. I AM GETTING READY TO GO AND LAY DOWN. 2 HOURS OF SLEEP ISNT GOIN TO CUT IT. HIS MOM IS WITH HIM NOW AND SHE HAS HAD ONLY 2 HOURS AS WELL. THANK U ALL FOR U KIND PRAYERS

Update
since i cant post a mumm i guess this will have 2 do 4 now...kk 1st of all im not n jail so that good...im gettin new car this weekend...i got job interview next wk & im suppose 2 go look @ new house next wk 2 so.....who thinks they're man enough 2 handle me? real men only need 2 apply tyvm :)

Update
Well i been trying to contact all yall n tell u what alls been going on here n i am sorry i anit message each one, but i been so busy here its been hard too.If i have worried any of yall i am sorry n i didnt mean too, but i been trying to contact everyone personally. Well mom is doing alot better n feeling alot better since her surgury the other day. There was noi kidney stones, but infection n scare tissue in that kidney. They put a stint in to drain the nastyness out of it n she just seems so much better. Today was her birthday n she had a good one, had fried chicken n cheese cake.N ty to everyone fer yer prayers to her. As fer me i'm alot better n the infection from the brown recluse bites has been put in check by all the medicines they put me on, just took awhile. Oh and i anit gonna loose that finger where the really bad bite was, just gonna have to have all that bad flesh removed but that dont worry me too much. N the othe bite areas are healing real well, n the infection in my

Update To Winner #2 Of The Ass Of The Day Award
Read from bottom up am too lazy here at work to fix it this time lmfao....... What an ass...but now he has been silenced... ->CB: And I don't feel like looking at your needle ass dick.... move on asswipe....and have some self respect.... or is that all you are a dick with legs and a big mouth??? CB: how about you let me do what I wanna do and shut the hell up I didnt feel like reading your boring ass page ->CB: well maybe you should try reading profile sometime so that you don't win the ass of the day award...good bye CB: nope didnt feel like reading it ->CB: I do not look at nsfw pics OBVIOUSLY you did not read my profile.... CB: hey how u doin I stopped by to let u know that I temporarely opened my nsfw album check it out and can u leave some comments

Update ~ Upclose & Personal With Echoangel ~
Heya All Just A Quick Update With My ~Upclose And Personal With EchoAngel~ ( http://cherrytap.com/blog/82633/38272 ) I still going to the gym and still losing more weight. I have lost some more inches and weight as some have noticed in my recent pictures (yes I'm doing safely.. and I am still eating :P). Alot have asked what my next goal was so I thought I would open up a bit more and say in here - I have lost alot of weight ... right now it is over 140 pounds and with that I need to have surgery done to remove excess skin. Right now I don't know how that will be done but still working on it. Had a few suggestions that still those plans are WAY out of reach. But I do want to thank you all for caring and your encouragement :D You are so wonderful and awesome :D You know how to make a woman feel beautiful and sexy!! Muahhhh XXXXX

Update
Hey all I'm sorry for the long time between posts, been going through alot and still trying to get energy back up. As some of you will have noticed I added a poem to my angel series, I have 2 more poems for that series floating in my head that I should be posting soon, I just want to get a few more lines solid. I also have a few other poems that will be coming this week. I am going to be working on my story this week, I want to try and finish it by the end of this month. I had a great conversation sat. night that was very unexpected, that gave me one heck of an energy boost, I am going to have another conversation asap. I thought it was going to be tonight but so far that's not panning out which is fine. The energy boost was awesome still. A friend has given me the idea of doing a webcam page, I'm still debating the idea so we'll see. If I do it, I wouldn't go live with it til this weekend. I'll keep this short for tonight. Til next time...... ~Tony

Update On Latest Happenings!!
Wow-I HATE MOVING!!! All settled in!! Internet back on up and running..Still living in allentown PA. Much bigger place though..So all the unpacking and moving around is settled!!! Next on the agenda is I am a recently hired and acquired NEW UPCOMING model for a private ADULT entertainment club...I will be making adult videos etc and posing in the nude for members of the club that come to the live events!! Stay tuned to find out where I will be at next!!! If you want to join this private club just ask me for the link...as I said it is private and there is a monthly cost...Well thats the latest happenings!!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Update On My Grandmother Mentioned A Couple Nights Ago In An Entry...
Hey there so this is just a quick update on my last blog entry... My Grandmother went to the hospital at 2 a.m. lastnight because she was having major hallucinations. She was convinced that my Grandfather was there and that her children were young. She was also seeing what I guess could be concidered angelic figures and for some reason a house on fire. So it turns out that she has pnemonia and that is most likely what was causing the hallucinations. I'm worried about her but trying to keep posotive thoughts. Anyway I guess that's all. ~Love & Hugs~

Updates On My Life
Everything Today has been quite the uneventful day. I woke up at 11 this morning, and let Aaron sleep since he doesnt get to bed until 8 am anyhow. Then I came out and talked to Ty and his friend Shawn for a while. I cleaned up the kitchen the best I could, tried to figure out where to put 3 stories worth of stuff in a two bedroom apartment. Finally I sat around for a while, and fell asleep for an hour on the couch. After all that jazz I talked to Andrew for a while, which so far has proved rather odd, because I've grown accustomed to just hollaring "Hey Andy." Now, its back to the way things were and I have to readjust. Aaron and I went to go to the store, and the day just got better and better when his truck wouldn't start. So for five minutes we sat and tried to start his truck, it FINALLY started so we could put gas in it.. hoo rah. Now, everytime he breaks it sounds like theres a workshop filled with little people grinding gears under his break petal, and we can't afford to tak

Update On Me And My Family
Hey you Cherries.. Well I am doing fine and doing really great.. We are great just hanging in there and doing what we can.. Right now I am so glad that you all are my friends that means alot to me.. I may have shit tight right now but I am doing what I can.. So I am tired I have been up since 7:30am this morning and I have cleaned the house meaning my chores so I did got that out of the way before I got on line.. I have commented on my friends stash so that help him out.. If you all want to help me out plz do so if you want too.. Comment and rate my pictures.. Rate and comment on my stash ok.. Well I will be on tomorrow because I have to clean my grandpa's carpet because it is really dirrty.. So Now I am going to leave you all now.. I will be back later on tomorrow ok.. Love you all.. Virgo24

An Update
Well its been a while since I wrote a blog other then my drunk blog. Things around here have been kinda crazy. Lots of stuff going on with so little time to get it all done. I live in Sudbury housing its geared to income I had to get my mom to fill out paper work to be able to live with me. They called us July 10 and said she was not approved to live here. I can and have appealed the decision. I dropped off all the paper work today for that so with the next few weeks I should know whats going on with that. Tristen goes to Churchill for a summer program 4 days a week Monday to Thursday and we are going to put him in Fridays also. From 8am-4pm. He really likes it. We walk there from home as we only like about a 10 min walk from the school and all he can say is I am going to summer preschool. What a kid. He loves when I drop it off not so happy when I show up to pick him up. Kieyah is potty training working on it. She has this thing where shes not to happy to pee on the potty when

Update
Ok I have been up since 10:45am CST my time.. So I have worked on my yahoo groups for a bit to change layouts and did other things before I came on Cherrytap.. Well any how I have rated some pictures of my friends and I am going to try to finish them later on tomorrow.. I am so damn tired right now.. I will be on when I get the house work done so I won't get in trouble or get yelled at ok.. To all the people who stopped by my profile thank you for your love.. Thank you for the rates, adding me and so on ok.. Right now I have to get off, we are supposed to get bad storms here not for sure when it will happen.. I have alot of things to do and I will update later on everything ok.. I will or it will take some time to go to peoples profile and rate their pictures and so on.. I will get there just have to wait ok.. Thank you so much.. I have to get off right.. Have a really good night you all.. Virgo24

Update
well it looks like i torn a stomach muscle and that is causing all my pain, so I am on bed rest with a heating pad for the next 4 days. so i won't be here that much. but I hope this does the trick and i am back on my feet soon. we are supposed to be moving in 4 weeks. hope to talk yo ya'll soon love ya Laree

Update On My Current Events
Wow has my life been crazy lately... I dont want any of you to think im neglecting you or not writing back because i WILL write EVERYONE back!!! I pride myself on that hehe.. Hey im a sweetie what can i say!!!! But lately my life has been jam packed so I just wanted to fill some of you in.. First of all.. I lost someone in my life that i loved sooooo much.. she was amazing.. she passed away on the 5th of july and its been really hard.. ive been kind of in a funk and trying to get myself out of it.. but its definitley hard.. On top of that.. my parents are getting a divorce.. i know im 26 and alot of people would think that it wouldnt hurt.. but shit it does!!! its hard!! ecspecially cause i have two younger brothers that are involved.. so its been crazy.. I have some people that have been helping me with my site.. and that in itself has been crazy hehehe.. BUT that DOES mean.. that im gonna have some REALLY good stuff on my site VERY soon.. as well as have some very good action o

Update On The Preggo Stuff
So I went to the doctor today and found out my cervix is 1cm dilated at almost 36wks and also that the baby is definately in a head down position...I've been having the pratice contractions too :D It wont be long now!!!! I'm getting so excited just thought I'd share it with you all!!

Update On Me And My Family
Ok big update on me.. I am still hanging in there that is all I could do for right now.. But glad to say that I may be a really good mood but I have been writting alot of poems and it is making me feel a little better but I am going to keep on writing them that is what I am going to do.. Grandpa is doing really great just hanging in there.. He asked me to help him out and I say yes so I have alot of work to do.. What I have been doing well all I have been doing is Chores yep chores around the house to keep the house clean.. I am kind of tired but been getting up at 7:45am CST and I do work really fast lol.. But it is all good.. Not much my birthday is about 6 weeks to go and I am so damn exicted about it lol.. I am going to get myself a birthday cake.. Um yes I will be in tears because my grandma is not here with me I know she is watching over me.. I just need to get the hell out of here.. But when I can get the money I will leave this stupid place.. Well I will keep you all post

Update - July 21
Well, I am two weeks in on my weight loss regiment this time, and happy to say that I've dropped a total of about 18 lbs according to the doctor. Still have a ways to go, but I think it's a good start.

Update
Hey people hope ya'll are doin good. Im now at 29 Palms in Cali...the desert sweating my ass off. Im currently learning my MOS and am having a good time. Well people its hot as fuck here and I hate it. Take care, be safe, and always be Semper FI.

Updates For July 22nd
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Update 7-23-07
Hi everyone, sorry i haven't been on much, i'm falling behind but hopefully after this week i can start catching up on stuff... Its been a busy couple weeks for me. I'm almost done with my custody involving my ex and my daughter. My ex didn't respond to me filing for full custody so its just a matter of the judge signing the paper giving me full custody WOOO HOOO!!! I've also found someone new and special and been spending time with him. :D hehehe... I will be gone for 5 days from July 26th - July 30th. I'm going to see my daughter and to a family reunion... I haven't seen my daughter in two months so i'm pretty excited... Well i just wanted to update everyone whats going on with me and that i miss you all and will catch up with you when i get back... **HUGS**

Update On My Mother..
I AM SORRY TO SAY THAT MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY ON JULY 18TH 2007 AFTER A 3 YR BATTLE WITH LUNG CANCER..I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO KEPT MY MOTHER IN THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS..SHE FOUGHT HARD RIGHT TILL THE VERY END BUT HER SUFFERING IS NOW OVER..SHE DIED WITH HER FAMILY RIGHT BY HER SIDE JUST AS SHE WISHED..I WILL MISS MY MOTHER TERRIBLY..I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYONE CAN EVER IMAGINE..SHE WAS AN AMAZING WOMAN AND I CAN ONLY HOPE TO BE HALF THE WOMAN THAT SHE WAS..I LOVE U MOMMY..R.I.P.!!

2 Updates On Baby Kaleb
Sunday, July 22, 2007 Sad Kaleb is still in PICU. Today they have a 24 hour EEG machine hooked up to him. They are seeing if he has persistant seizures. It looks like something from a sci-fi movie. I think he is very uncomfortable. He has been so fussy since he's gotten to the hospital, he knows he is not at home. Hopefully this EEG will show that he has more brain activity then they originally thought. We have been told this time at the hospital that Kaleb WON't get better. That most of his brain is gone. This has really saddened my heart and it is hard not to believe them. But that only lasts about an hour and then I pray for faith again. Faith is all we need. I am trying to believe that he will do everything that they say he won't... but that feeling of uncertianty sits in the pit of my stomach. I've asked God to give Kaleb the strength to pull through this one and to keep my hope going. I am not going to lie, I feel very weak right now. I am very sad. I pray that God will r

Updates
Well, my Grandma is back in our home town and in the same nursing home she was in last month. I am so glad she is out of the ICU!!! Yay Grandma!!!! She's such a kick-ass old woman! On Saturday we took Candy to the vet. They have her on 4 different kinds of medications and a special turkey diet. She lost almost 5 pounds from being sick.... that's a lot of weight for a dog to lose. She still hasn't been eating very well but this afternoon she finally pigged out on her turkey some. I was so happy to see her do that. I am still so very worried about her. Hopefully these meds will help her and she will regain her weight. Otherwise we will have to invest (which we don't mind) in things like ultrasounds and blood work to find out what is wrong.... Right now she's being treated for basically an inflamed stomach. So let's all hope this works... she's really boney and it's freaking me out... she's NEVER been like this in her life, she's always been so muscular and healthy. Okay I guess tha

The Updates Are Getting Closer Together!
Hi~ Just wanted to let you know that my grandson had both eye surgeries and he is seeing fine now. He was a trooper for the 2nd one because he knew it would help him see with both eyes. He is going through rehabilitation to catch up on his visual recognition skills. I am going to go see the two boys - and my son of course :) - the 2nd week in August. I CAN'T WAIT!!!! WOOHOO! Other than that, I think they are trying to kill me at work, some days I feel like an old pack mule. But, the man can't keep me down for long. Last week a dear friend passed away unexpectedly, his family is in Nova Scotia, so it fell on me and Captain Sweetheart to organize a memorial service. They are transporting the remains back home and will not have a ceremony here. We got the service out of the way yesterday, and are planning an "Irish Funeral" this Friday. That is where they get drunk and dance on the grave to give the departed a proper sendoff. We will have it at a local watering hole, and I expec

Update On My Bike
so i needed a little place to vent my absolute anger right now! so i had my bike started today, finally. had it ready to go, spent most of the day kicking it over and getting it to start then die, took apart the carb, cleaned it out. did all of the prelim shit i had to. so about half an hour ago im ready to give it a final run. i take it off the charger, pull it out, kick it over starts... then dies, check the carb again, open the choke, kick it over again it doesnt do anything. so i do it three more times with nothing, so i start to give up, as i start wheeling it back in, i think what the hell ill try again... give it one last kick, it fucking starts up! i mean inital idle and everything! i let it sit for a minute, and then i go to hit the throttle on it, as soon as i do... BAM!!! i head a thump and then the bike cuts off... as soon as it happens i know exactly what it is, the bottom end of the case has a two in diameter hole and oil is pouring out... omg i was and still am pissed of

Up Date On The Contest For My Friend
OK WE HAVE GOT 418 COMMENTS AND 15 RATES IN THE CONTEST BUT WE ARE DOWN BY 700 OR SO....SO PLEASE IF U CAN DO WHAT EVER YOU CAN TELL UR FRIENDS WE JUST REALLY NEED SOME GOOD COMMENT BOMBERS WHO EVER HELPS WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME AND I WILL RATE ALL UR PICS AT A HAPPY HOUR PLZ HELP MY FRIEND

Update On Me
i don't know how many of you out there still read my blogs or anything, but i am asking for lots and lots of prayer. back in april i moved to the houston area to be with my boyfriend, that was all fine and dandy, but we were struggling. so it came down to me wanting to come back to the dallas area. most of that was also because my grandmother's health is getting very bad. i wanted to come back to spend as much time with her as i could. it is a good thing i did. she feel last week and was taken to the hospital. wait, let me stop there for a minute and inform you all that she has cancer and for the last yr n half she has been loosing weight because she has not been eating much. she has lasted longer than the dr originally expected, which is great. but now since she has fallen, the dr has told her she may have only a few weeks to a month or 2. i know she has lived a good life and that my grandfather is awaiting her arrival in heaven, but it's so hard on my mother right now. and it's al

Up Date On Me
Not sure if anyone has noticed but I haven't been around. Well way late Thursday I started getting real sharp pains in my kidney area of my right side this kept on with added feeling of nausea I babysat Friday and ended up curling up on my bed at 8pm and pretty much slept til Monday when I made myself go see the doc and well they said either kidney infection or blatter infection they ran tests and sent me home. Well yesterday I felt the worse so at 8pm last night Miles and the kids rushed me to the ER where they ran labs again gave me a CT well they found a large amount of calisium in both of kidneys they couldn't see anything moving but doesn't mean it didn't happen so I am now not allowed to have calisium or soda. So that is what is going on with me.

Update.
Well. It's been like forever since I wrote a blog. Anyways. So to update everyone. Mike is coming home for good in Jan. Im so flippin excited. God I love that man. I miss him so freakin much. He is doing great, if you guys want to send care packages then let me know... Ill send u his address. He would really appreciate it. That or letters are always great to keep him going. He would like to hear from friends and anyone really. Make his time go faster. So about me... Im moving back to n.c On the 31st. Im way way way excited. I mis sit so much. People say once you get married & move out its so hard to move back home. it is. I dont advise it. lol Im married now and I want my own house and so on. My friend Neva is moving back with me. She needs a change of pace and def needs to start over and get her life back on track. it will be goof for th eboth of us. Ill have someone to keep me entertained and help things go by faster. So I finished my Physical Therapy school. YAY ME! lol When I g

Update One
I am gettin tired of typing this so i am just sending it out like this..... For thos who don't know i have had alot of trouble being sick over the last two months with vommitting and waht not every day and it has been getting alot worst..... I went to a specialist today...They still really don't know what is wrong with me....but they have some ideas and we are going to do some test i am going to be put under tomarrow and they are going to scope my stomach and then friday i am having a cat scan done....they think my appendix might have ruptured or is very close to doing so if this is the case i will be out of work long so yippeee i really miss the money...but thats what's up iwill let ya'll know more when i know more so peace drew

Update On My Heart Transplant...
Hi y'all! An update on the progress of my heart transplant... Mom drove me to my appointment with the cardiologists at the transplant center in Dallas, today...we were chatty cathies all the way there! We had a good ole mommy/daughter time! In case I hadn't shared with you...my CT Scan of July 8th came back BEAUTY-FULL and all my innerds look good (sorry took so long to update that)! As of July 12th it is officially OFFICIAL that I'm on the heart transplant list! YIPPEEE!!! I think...lol ~ I'm in "Zone 2"...there are four tiers to this...here's how that works, and I'm explaining it in very people friendly words! LOL...: ZONE 1A = These are the most critical folks on the list...they are more than likely in ICU with heavy duty meds waiting for transplant. That also means, they cannot do much of anything, except wait! No working...no stress...no walking...nuttin! ZONE 1B = These folks are next to critical...some are hospitalized also waiting, some are at home waiting. Also heavy

Update To All That Reads This.
Hello TO everyone, To let you know there has been a couple of updates done to this page if you like to take a look. It isn't much but it is a start. Anyway there will be regular updates to be done here as time goes on. A little more activity and to get more to add us as friends. Never Know this could come in handy. I never thought this would happen to me and now I am all for Helping and trying to spread the word about Drinking and Driving. It Hurts Ouch. Anyway for those of you who are already in our friends list thank you for sticking around and hjope to hear more from all of you. And if you have a site we can post here to give info on drinking and driving or other support sites pertains to all this would be greatly appreciated. Thank You. P.S. If you have Photo's and or Stories to share that would be awesome also. Take Care and Be Safe.

Up Date
OK EVERY ONE I WENT TO DAY BACK TO THE DOCTORS AND THEY DD A ALTRSOUND AND THEY FOUND THE TUMER THEY SAID THAT IT WAS BIG SO THE NEXT STEP IS TO HAVE IT TAKEN OUT AND YES IM SCARED WHO WOULDN'T BE BUT IM A JUGGALETTE WE NVER DIE PLUS IM TO MEAN FOR THAT SO THERE IT IS JUST KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS

Update & Sassy's Surgery
Well, time for another update. My quest to fix my G.I. issues has been temporarily put on hold. I'm still having some problems, but right now most of it is being caused by stress. Not much the doctors can do to diagnose a problem until my stress level goes back down. I've been staying at my parents house for about a month or so now. I was having problems at home and I'm going through marriage councelling. That's all anyone really needs to know about that at the moment. In other news, my dog Sassy had to have another skin surgery. She came through just fine, but she's very sore, in pain, and tired. It was more complex than I had originally thought. She had a growth on her skin on her back (some breeds of dogs get them in old age) that she kept chewing on, so it got pretty bad. He had to make a very large incesion to remove it, and it was so deep he put drainage tube in also. The tube is scheduled to be removed on Tuesday, and her stitches come out in 2 weeks. She's on antibiotics and

Update Please Everyone Rread !!!!
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Update
I have decided to put my cat to sleep. I know it will be best for him in the long run, but its not something i was ever ready for. He will be put to sleep sometime this week. Thanks for all the prayers! I really appreciate it.

Update
Hi everyone.....here's an updated list of the American Family members: Officers~ _________________________________________________ americangryl~leader of the American Family americangrylsman~co-leader of the American Family ndnunicorn~secretary of the American Family nightwolf~head of security of the American Family and the Hot Spot Lounge _________________________________________________ Members~ the captain bitchyfem roadie69 slj768 sweetcheeks wings tiggerinked rolls5278 spfldfella bear469247 longarm vTTv xxxdogg2000 blackwidow starrisky silverstreaklee sassy girl americanprincess35 michelle henryetta_bbw_hunny tat2dtaurus73 scofield9 **Please make sure you get everyone added** Thanks Here are the leadership spots that are open right now. We have bombsquad leader, co-leader of the bombsquad,Lt of the bombsquad, recruter. There willbe more coming up as we grow. So if you want one of these plz leave a comment, or if you want to apoint som

Update On My Daddy
Yes I still call him DADDY even at my of 37. He is my ANGEL. Well I got kicked out of the hospital by my brother and his wife even thou I so didnt want to. I haven't slept the last 2 nights and I know I wont sleep tonight again. This sick feeling in my stomach wont let me. When I lay down I feel like I am going to have a panick attack. So here I am I will see how long before I can finally close my eyes. What we found out today is rather scary but we cant jump into conclusions. He is bleedin internally and we dont know exactly where. They will be putting in a scope tomorrow to see where he is bleeding from. They did a KatScan today and we should know all results tomorrow. His blood count is at 7.1 and norm is suppose to be anywhere between 10-13. Last time he was in the hospital, he went in and it was at 8.2 got 2 blood transfusion and it went up to 9.8 well now they are going to do 3 blood transfusions. His kidneys are only working at 20% right now and they are hoping afte

Updating My Life's Story
Just a snippet of information on my present situation. I have been living with my sister for six months now and I can honestly say that it has been a worthwhile experience. The original premise for moving in with her was so that we could support each other during our own little pitfalls; she suffers from depression and recently attempted suicide, myself I was recently diagnosed with a second cancer in addition to another operative cancer I was already dealing with. We get along so well, which suprises me, since we had not really seen each other for a number of years. We lived four hours apart and never really made a strong attempt to see one another. Sad. Anyway, she is seeing a therapist and is at least stable. She amazes me. No matter how down she gets, she throws her concentration to me if I am having any down time myself. All of my three sisters are amazing individuals. As for me, I have reached a point in my battle where I am at an empasse. Do I continue with worthless tr

Update On Ray
JSUT GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH HIM AND AM HEADING THAT WAY...HE HAS HAD A REALLY BAD MORNING AND NIGHT HE HAS BEEN COUGHING UP THE BLOOD AND THIS MORNING ITS FRESH BRIGHT BLOOD....SOOOO THEY ARE GONNA TAKE HIM FOR AN MRI TO SEE WHERE ITS COMING FROM AND TRY TO GO IN AND CAP THEM OFF...HES ON 15 LITERS OF O2 AND HAVING A REALLY HARD TIME AGAIN SO PRAYERS IS NEEDED I KNOW WE ALL HAVE BEEN PRAYING OUR HEARTS OUT BUT PRAYERS GO ALONG WAY MUAHHHHHH TO YOU ALL FRIENDS I LOVE YOU ALL

Update On Me
Ok here is what is going on.. I have rate and comment on someones profile and not finish with it.. Still working on it and it is going to take time for me to get there plz understand.. If you all want to comment/rate your profile I am going have to put you all in line.. I am still trying to level up and doing what I can for my profile to level up.. Some people on here are really nice to me thank you for doing that and being nice. Another thing is that my VIP is running out on August 7 and I want to know if some one could get me a 3 Month VIP plz that will be great.. Just wait when my VIP go out on August 7 before you get me a 3 Month VIP.. So help me out plz and thank you you won't for get it.. Well give you all updates really soon.. Virgo24

Update....
For those who are wondering, I am feeling better from the snakebite! Its been a rough couple of days since it happened. Tomorrow Im going to burn the brush pail that the little bastard was hiding in. If he has any friends in there they going a DIEEEEE!!!!! Teach them to bite me! Little bastards. Just thought I'd let everyone know, not going to get rid of me that easy! I wont be dieing any time soon. Still got a few people left to piss off.

Update
Ok I am STILL spending wayyyyyy too much time on here lol. So starting tomorrow there are 2 contests and 1 giveaway I'm bombing and will do those first thing. Will check at that time for happy hours. The first happy hour of the day will be spent doing my own personal leveling of two awesome men who still have a long way to go to Godfather. Will be shooting to give each of them 200 stash rates each. All I've managed to accomplish on the house is sorting one room that was pretty much done to begin with and clean out 1/2 my closet of clothes that no longer fit. Since I still have 1 junk room, a laundry room and 2 closets downstairs yet to go thru as well as 2 5x10 storage units in 15 days I want to concentrate more on the house than on here. I will ONLY be on about 15 min every hour or so. That way I will also be able to keep up on when happy hours are. Hubby will be home this weekend so want to get as much done as possible to MAYBE get some help from him as he never does squat when he's

Update!
Retired General Censured in Tillman Case Associated Press | July 31, 2007 WASHINGTON - The Army on Tuesday censured a retired three-star general for the chain of errors that followed the friendly-fire death in 2004 of Army Ranger Pat Tillman. It referred to a special panel whether retired Army Lt. Gen. Philip Kensinger should also have his rank reduced. Army Secretary Pete Geren told a Pentagon news conference that Kensinger was "guilty of deception" and had deceived investigators. "It's a perfect storm of mistakes, misjudgments and a failure of leadership," said Geren in announcing his decision after an investigation into the death of the former pro football player. Video: Retired General Reprimanded in Tillman Death Kensinger headed Army special operations. The general bore the brunt of the punishment. Nine other officers were criticized but not punished. The panel will decide whether Kensinger should be stripped of his third star. Geren said

Update About Ray
WELL I WAS TALKING TO JIMMY,HE IS CINDYS BROTHER.AND IT LOOKS AS IF RAYS FIGHT IS ABOUT TO END.HE IS BLEEDING INTERNALLY AND THERE IS NOTHING MORE THEY CAN DO FOR HIM.THEY ARENT EXSPECTING HIM TO MAKE IT THUR THE NIGHT.SO PLEASE REMEMBER HIM AND CINDY IN PRAYERS.SHE IS GOING NEED ALL HER FRIENDS TO HELP HER THUR THIS.RAY IS HER LIFE.RAY IS A FIGHTER AND SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON TO KNOW.AND REMEMBER JIMMY WHO LOST HIS WIFE JUNE 18TH.THIS FAMILY NEEDS OUR PRAYERS AND LOVE a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=88159&friend=88159" target=_blank>Cystic Fibrosis SUX@ fubar ~~HOT SEXY BBW~~MISTRESS TO CASPEROLEWIS~~@ fubar 348354@ fubar (repost of original by 'SEXYSISSY~CHOPPERS FIANCEE & CT WIFE~ -LOVE MY BABY~LOVE & PRAYERS FOR RAY PLEASE REMEMBER HIM IN PR' on '2007-07-31 12:57:53') (repost of original by 'CrazyDave' on '2007-07-31 13:04:03') (repost of original by 'SEXYSISSY~CHOPPERS FIANCEE & CT WIFE~ -LOVE MY BABY~LOVE & PRAYERS FOR RAY PLEASE REMEMBER

Update On Corky 1952
CORKYS1952's WAS RUSHED TO HOSPITAL MONDAY MORNING. THEY ARE RUNNING TEST TO FIND OUT WHAT CAUSED HIM TO COLLAPSE, PLEASE KEEP HIM AND HIS FAMILY IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND GO AND SHOW LOTS OF LOVE AND SUPPORT TO HIS PAGE. Corky1952~Owner of The Global Bombers ~&~Founder of White Tiger Bombers~@ fubar

Update On Last Blog..
Well my grandparents dog is doing better!! He is going to the bathroom on his own!! So that means the steroids are working for him!!! He gets up and walks around a little bit.. Only a few steps at a time, but that is a start!!! He is also drinking water and eating.. Not as much as he did before the attack, but he is, and thats a good thing and a great start. Every little bit helps!! My little cousin is still having contractions, but is at home now..I guess her doctor is just going to let her go until her water breaks or she dilates... I feel bad for her.. I wish there was something I could do, because she is not eating and she is not sleeping.. Poor thing hasn't eaten anything since Saturday and hasn't really had any sleep since then either... Please keep her and my grandparents dog in your prayers.. Thank you

Update
I at least was able to call my parent's home tonight. They're both still living and breathing. As for my friends and other family members, I'm not sure. The death-toll is rising and not much else is being said so far.

Update: The Dog Bounty Hunter Mr. Chapman And Family!
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 Dog is Out of the Dog House!!! Duane "Dog" Chapman, famed bounty hunter — and a close friend of U.S. Rep. Tom Tancredo — has just been awarded his freedom by an appellate court in Guadalajara, Mexico, Fox News is reporting. Chapman was arrested and faced extradition to and a long prison term in Mexico after he captured Max Factor heir and convicted rapist Andrew Luster when no one else could or would. In his decision, the Mexican appellate-court judge ruled the anti-bounty-hunting law Dog was charged with violating had a statute of limitations that had lapsed, meaning Dog could not be prosecuted credit I don't know about you guys, but i'm so happy right now, words cannot describe how happy and relieved i am!

Update 8-2- On Ray Plz Pray For Them All
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] AS EVERYDAY THIS IS UP AND DOWN, GOOD THEN BAD, AND IM SORRY CAUSE THIS IS GETTING VERY FRUSTRATING TO ME.... TALKED WITH HIS MOM THIS MORNING SHES ALREADY THERE WITH HIM AND HE HAS HAD ANOTHER BAD NIGHT. THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO HIM WAS AT 930 LAST NIGHT AND THERE WAS NO BLOOD AND HE WAS GONNA GET SOME REST, WELL HIS MOM SAID THAT THE COUGHING OF THE BLOOD IS BACK AND WORSE... SO SHE SPOKE WITH HIS DOCTOR AND THEY ARE GONNA TAKE IT DAY BY DAY... SO PLEASE LETS KEEP THE PRAYERS GOING... MAUHHHHHHHHHHHHH MCUH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!!! THIS PIC BELOW WAS DONE BY RAY FOR MY FRIENDS RAY,CINDY & ROBBIE

Update
I TOLD YOU ALL THAT I WOULD KEEP YOU UPDATED ON HOW MY FIRST DAY WENT WITH MY NEW JOB. IT WAS GREAT....VERY LAID BACK ENVIORMENT & NO PRESSURE AT ALL. I DID GREAT AND TOTALLY LOVE MY NEW JOB. I HAVE THE BEST HOURS THAT A PERSON COULD ASK FOR. MONDAY - FRIDAY 6PM-9PM BUT BY THE TIME I GET EVERYTHING CLEANED UP & SET UP FOR THE NEXT DAY I GET OUTTA THERE A LITTLE AFTER 9:30 AND HOME BY 10PM DO NOT WORK WEEKENDS OR HOLIDAYS. GET STRAIGHT WAGE PLUS COMISSION 5 BUCKS FOR EVERY APOINTMENT SET & 5 BUCKS FOR EVERY APOINTMENT THAT RESULTS IN A SALE. MY FIRST DAY I MADE 130 BUCKS FOR 3 HOURS OF WORK (PRETTY GOOD HUH) IT SOUNDS CRAZY,BUT I'M REALLY EXCITED TO GO BACK TO WORK TODAY. I GUESS AFTER DOING PRETTY MUCH NOTHING BUT SITTING HOME EVERY DAY FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS AND FINALLY GETTING BACK OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD IS PRETTY REFRESHING. I'M JUST GLAD TO BE OUT THERE DOING SOMETHING WITH MYSELF AGAIN. WELL THATS IT FOR NOW....TAKE CARE AND HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY. HUGS, ERIKA

Updated Results From Cup Of Joes Contest,75,000
there were no gifts mentioned in my give away. no one got anything. the deal was you had to have 75,000 to get a months blast. the first 5 people to reach that amount would get a blast from me. the highest comment count was 51,000. Check my blog. there you will see exactly what the give away was all about. · fu266854@fubar.com The Gal whom got 51,000 comments in my Oppinion should have Won something in this Contests all the Hours her an her friends spent Bombing for Jack Shit.Atleast give her a Fuckin Mansion Home Rich Boy Second part to this I Posted in Bulletin. Cup of Joes 75,000 comment Contest. The girl that got 51,000 comments in your 75,000 contest should have at least got something all,the Hours her an her friends bombed for nothing Don't u have a Heart.Or are you Heartless like the rest on here.Your a Level 25 give her a Damn Mansion Home or something for her Desire to Achieve the impossible.But then again u new nobody would achieve this goal.I figure it would ha

8-3-07 Update
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] RATHER THAN MAKE 2 AND 3 POSTS A DAY AND GET FRUSTRATED WHEN DOING SO I DECIDED TO MAKE IT SIMPLER SINCE IT CHANGES SOOO FREQUENTLY...WELL LAST NIGHT WAS A GOOD NIGHT FOR HIM HE ONLY WOKE ONCE COUGHING AND THERES NOOOOOOOOO BLOOD WOO HOO. ANYWAYS HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT IT IS HIS TOP PORTION OF HIS LUNGS THAT ARE WORKING AND THAT IT WOULD BE BAD IF IT WAS THE BOTTOM, SO HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY AND HE SOUNDS HOARSE AND TIRED AND WEAK STILL. I WASNT ABLE TO GO AND SEE HIM TODAY :( BUT HE IS DOING WELL. HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT HE LOOKS BETTER TODAY THAN HE HAS AND THATS A START AND HIM RESTING IS GOOD TOO. THEY ARE TAPERING DOWN ON HIS STEROIDS THAT HES BEEN ON FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS PART OF THE SWELLING HE HAS TOO...THEY ARE CHANGING HIM FROM THE CLOTTING MEDICINE AS AN IV TO THE PILLS SINCE ITS WORKING. AND NO OTHER REACTION :) CROSSING FINGERS AND KEEPING THEM THAT WAY. HE HAS TALKED WITH ME 3 DIFFERENT TIMES ON THE PHONE. OOOOH I MISS HIM LOL...I

Update
Well I went to the specialist yesterday and found out this is going to be a very long process. Monday I am having a CT Scan done to determine exactly what is going on in my jaw. The 17th I have to have 6 teeth pulled that are decayed and could cause further infections. When that is healed, they will be doing the Biopsy. After the results are in from the Biospy, they will schedual me to have reconstructive surgery on my jaw. It is going to be a long summer and fall but they are hoping to have everything done before the Winter holidays are here. I will keep you all updated as I go through the stages of this all.

Update As Of August 3, 2007...
well guys & girls....lil' Alex is holdin' up pretty good so far. The doctors removed the tube from his left lung, but he still has two in his right lung and the one in his head drainin' all that fluid and they changed respirators...his blood pressure flutuates alot from what I'm told, but they are constantly monitorin' him and givin' him the meds he needs. I still haven't gotten to see my grandson, but maybe soon, my daughter will feel comfortable enough with all that's happened & she'll give in. Right now, she's still havin' a hard time copin' with the early delivery & all the complications that came along with it. So yeah, your prayers are still needed, as lil' Alex isn't outta the woods completely yet, much luvvvvvv......KK...

Update On Emily
Juss an update for those of you that knew my daughter was hurt tonight, she is going to be fine but is going to need awhile to get back to normal and be able to get around, thanks for the concern.. love you all

Update On My Husband And Family
GOOD EVENING YALL I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE AND UPDATE ON MY HUSBAND AND HOW THE FIRST DAY OF RECOVERY WENT. WELL LATE LAST NIGHT MY HUSBAND ENDED RETURNING TO THE HOSPITAL DUE TO SWELLING IN HIS RIGHT HAND,AND THEY DID XRAYS AND FOUND THAT THE FLANGEE BONE IN HIS RIGHT FINGER WAS BROKEN WHICH IN TURN HE HAS TO GO TO A SPECIALIST THIS COMING WEEK TO HAVE A CAST PUT ON THEY DID CAT SCANS OF HIS BRAIN AND FOUND THAT WHERE HE IMPACTED THE WINDSHEILD OF THE TRUCK AND GASHED HIS HEAD OPEN THE DOCTORS THINK HE MAY HAVE BRUISE ON HIS BRAIN OR EITHER WHAT THEY CALL A BLEED WHICH IS WHERE THERE IS BLEEDING ON THE BRAIN WHICH COULD TURN MORE SERIOUS SO THEY WILL DO ANOTHER CAT SCAN ON HIS BRAIN PROBABLY MONDAY OR TUESDAY TO CHECK IT. THEY DID MRI'S AND NUMEROUS OTHER THINGS TO CHECK HIS ENTIRE BODY LUCKILY THERE WERENT ANY OTHER BROKEN BONES HOWEVER THEY ALSO THINK HE MAY HAVE SOMETHING WRONG OR OUT OF PLACE WITH MY HUSBANDS NECK OR BACK WHICH AGAIN THE BONE SPECIALIST WILL XRAY HIM AGAIN TO CHECK O

Update On The Site
Well I have finally managed to get some web pages for the site together they are just mock ups, i have posted them into me pics in a folder called Website Mock ups, not sure if they worked but here is all the graphics. There are six pages I have so far going to ask Stu if he can tidy them up for me so any comments and suggestions welcome

Update..
Well my cousin is still in ICU, she is listed in Stable condition now, but the nurses and doctors said that she could take a turn for the worse.. She now has fluid in her lungs, and is still on the machine that breaths for her.. She is still delusional... She is taking small baby steps to recovery, but it is going to be a very long road.. she is not out of the woods, and wont be for a long time.. Im not sure if I mentioned it in my last blog or not, but when she was put in ICU they gave her an IV in her main artery(by the heart).. Because the antibiotics and pain medication, basically anything they need to give her, will get to her a lot faster than a regular IV would.. They are keeping her pretty much sedated.. Please continue to keep her in your prayers.. Thank you.. Also, I don't know if you all read the blog about my grandparents dog.. Sadly to say, he had to be put to sleep yesterday...

Update On Japp
well i went to the hospital and got to see japp for the first time and shes doing good! the doctor told her as long as the test results come back good she can go home tomorrow!! he said him and someone looked at them and they looked ok to them but they want the head person to look over them so lets all keep our finger's crossed that they are good so she can go home tomorrow!! Thanks again for the sweet messages you guys sent me!! hope yall have a great week!! xoxo

Updates
Just wanted to let you all know that I just received a call from my sister and my mom made it through her surgery. Now their concern is that she is not waking up from the anestesia.....so please continue to keep her in your prayers. Will let you know more as i know. thanks

Update To Sick And Tired
Im feeling so much more upbeat this morning! I just got off the phone with Curves and it turns out my timing could not have been better- enrollment is half off and rest of summer for free which translates to $74 to sign up and no payment for 2 months!thereafter 12 months at $34 which is VERY doable! Once I get back into a routine of regular exercise I will tackle my food habits! ONE hurdle at a time! LOL I have actually started drinking lots more water since the last blog and have already noticed some improvement of feeling better and eating a lot less! I want to thank everyone who has offered such kind words of support and for all the gifts! I am truly blessed with wonderful friends on here and I am grateful for each and every one! Im off to bed as I have to be at work at 7 PM AGAIN tonight!BLAH! also if you havent already can you please take a second to rate my blog pretty please?Im only like 40 rates from making the top 100! Hvae a marvelous day! *smooches* ~Temptress~

Update
So Hooray ~ Its OVER ...... Taylor won ! I remain Domicilary parent and her fathers visits have now been cut down by a day. Her father will now owe half of her schooling and I no longer have to communicate with my ex husbands wilda beast girlfriend. Ordered by the court Taylors father MUST communicate with me. Her father was not happy but who cares it is not about him it is about our lil girl... Unfit parent ? Me ...I think not!!!!! What a wonderful day.Iwil lfianlly get a superb nights sleep. WE continue to take Taylor to a couselor and over time hopefully things will improve with the realtionship between father and daughter. If not we shall kick ass ans take names once again Smiles

Update On Cousin..
She is still in ICU.. Now she has fluid around her heart.. But she seems to be doing better.. The nurses got her out of bed today, and had her sit in the chair!! Which is a big step!!! She sat there for about an hour... She has gotten alot of love from all of us and her friends.. And thank you everyone who has been praying for her.. I know that it has helped a lot!! She has a lot of pretty flowers to look at when she is awake, and cards.. She also has stuffed animals, which is something that she just recently asked for!!! So just thought I would update you guys on her condition.. Thank you so very much from the bottom of my heart for your prayers!!

Update
I now have a place of my own and i will be moving in probably in the next few days,as for net access,it could be between 3-6 weeks depending on how fast Eircom gets off their arse and put a line in I will try get online as much as i can before i get back to normal

Update On The Soldier
ok i got a letter from john and for anyone who wants to know he is doing well he is really lonely so any of my friends that want to support him let him know u support him so he stays strong let me know and i will give u his addy he would love to hear from anyone but all right enough of me talkin have fun

Update On My Ankle
Just got back home from the doctors. My ankle and foot have been very swollen and not getting any better since I sprained it last Sunday. I was trying to take care of it myself. Yesterday morning I woke up with my foot and ankle swollen even worse. I guess from walking on it so much! The doctor had ordered x-rays and sure enough she said it was a very bad sprain. Not broken though. :) She gave me what they call an aircast(looks like a splint) Unfortionatly she told me I might bave to wear it up to 8 weeks. Depending how I feel and when the swelling is down or gone. She said I probably won't have to wear it that long. But it depends. She said thats the maximum. I have to ice it for 15 mins at a time and keep it elevated as much as I can. And take Motrin at least 3 tablets 2 times daily. I Thought that was alot. But she said I can take up to 12 a day. *shrugs* So might not be at the computer as much for the time being!

Update
Hey ya'll! I know its been awhile since i been online like a week or so actually...i just got back to where i can get online and i am behind in this contest! Can ya'll help me out please??? Thanks so much!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Update
summer is at an end school starts up in two weeks, i get my texts book in one. and thanks to my brother i remember that my birthday is in one week as while. LOL i didn't forget i just did realize that the time is going by fast. while since i working to jobs and one of them is for calling center i kind of have not been paying attention to the time. I'm looking forward to school i'm taking 6 classes that equals 18 credits its going to be struggle but I'll get threw it. my only regret about summer being over is that i haven't gone camping or done a road trip.

Update 2
Had CT Scan on monday, will find out results friday. They are starting the processes on friday also starting with pulling 6 teeth, 1 on the left and 5 on the right than they will be able to proceed from there. Pain Killers here I come lol... will keep ya'll posted.

Update N Stuff
Hey guys! hope everyone is doing well...as for myself..i'm doing FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC! lol moved twice since i wrote last...to my parents for awhile then here to brady texas to be with my baby....i swear i have never ever been this happy! didnt think it was possible really didnt...i know hes the one..without a doubt in my mind... well send me messages and i'll get back to ya later lots o love ~cin p.s... gonna get back to writing that story too eventually *grin* so those that were reading it..deffinately more to come

Update On Nikki.
Well if you read my last blog entry my dog Nikki is sick. My Mom took her into the vet this afternoon and they took some x-rays. The doctors did not see much. Nikki might just had a sore spine. I dont know why but she does. They put her one some pain killers and she is staying the night there. Well, my Mom will pick here up tonight around 8 PM. I am sure she will want to come home. The doctors did say they saw something on the xrays, but it probaley is just her organs. I just hope I dont find out later that she has a tumor. Thats what my other dog, Page died of a few years ago. I pray that she will be okay, and healthy again. She is a young dog, and I dont know what I would do if I lost her. *tear* Beckie *sits and cries*

Update: The Freak Network
As I promised in an earlier post... about The Freak Network selling shirts... It's true... it has finally came... The Freak Network now sells shirts and pins... I help design the writings... here check them out at... http://www.cafepress.com/thefreaknetwork Enjoy! Laterz, Sin.

Updated Pic Folders (and About School)
Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell you that I updated my folders and stuff.. removed some pics (ok, most of them lol) from the Default album and just placed things where they "belonged". Just wanted to give a "heads up" in case anybody wants to browse ... yanno... or somethin' somethin' lol. Just felt I needed to "clean up" the Default album a little bit, was getting a bit crowded with this and that. Luv you all and thank you for being there for me! P.S. School starts September 6th for me, for this semester. I'll be going MTWTF this time omggg lol Wish me luck! (one year to go!) Love ya! Jessica aka Jesilou

Updated Version Of Page Rules
As of last weekend I will no longer accept friends request where the person does not have a salute pic. If I am the one who sends the invite then and only then will the request be accepted. Please read my list of rules and comment before sending request, thank you!

Update
Well heres an update. Drew is only a little over 1000 down now. Originally I thought the contest was a race to 20K. Stupid of me I should have asked the hostess. The contest ends the 21st. One big push and Drew can have the lead. Any love you leave on the pic below is appreciated. If You leave 100 comments let me know and I'll get you a platinum cherry. Thanks:P brought to you by: .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar I picked this song cause it's a classic and I like it.

Update On A Question
It occured today to me what has been going on, that grim lil' pixie bitch "Self Pity" has been pertched on my shoulder for some time now, Today it was successfully dethrowned, cast apon the wind so to say... I realized that I thrive on the things not everyone can do, roofing, playin with fire, drumming all night and making sweet sweet love with my Lady... Now I tell myself "Be happy and love with all my heart...Cause tomorrow I may not get the chance, Nobody gets out of this reality alive... Big Huggs and a Smooch to any who may need them.

Update
I suppose i better update as to what is happening with me. I was recently diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. Not a great shock as thats what i suspected before i visited the doctor. I learnt a lesson though, not to leave a visit to the docs for too long. I really buggered up my legs and I feel they are just getting back to normal. I have to admit that the support you recieve is excellent, well what i have recieved so far. Of course i have had the do's and don'ts on what i can eat and i was already considering changing what i eat before i visited the doctor. Another thing that has happened is that my eye sight decided to go bad. So now I have to wear glasses LOL. The optician said it was just due to age and it stopped me doing a lot of things on the pc. I recommend that if you feel your eyesight is poor then go and get them checked, magnifier isn't a replacement, trust me! One bit of advice i would say is, if you feel you are suffering from at least one of the symptoms of diabetes

Update
I just wanted to give everyone an update on my father. I went to see him yesterday and although with every thing that is going on he looks quite well. I found great comfort in knowing that even as sick as he is he doesn't seem to be in any pain. They had to cut a hole in his heel because the ganggreen has set in really bad in his leg and at this point it makes no sense to put him through the agony of removing the leg, so they have a machine hooked up to his heel draining out what infection they can. This way he is not in pain. The cancer has started to go upward and into his brain so he is starting to have some delusions more like living in the past. But he is still able to have a good conversation. Hospice is coming in just about everyday to make sure that he is comfortable and they have him on some pain medication. He is no longer taking the chemo pills as they were not helping and being as he is in stage 4 with the cancer there is really not much more that can be done b

Update
Ok, well, I’ll start today by saying thank you to everyone that’s checked on me. Some of you didn’t know I was sick, so no worries. But last count on the gravel quarry total was about 5 I think. My kidney is still sore, which may be just the teaser for a second volley of precious glass like stones, or it could really be sore from all the activity, lol. But I’m hoping it at least waits for the weekend to start up again. Missing 2 days of work has piled up my desk higher than i'd like. And I am just in general moving kind of slow. But alas, I think I’m on the road to a full recovery. Just thought I would fill everyone in on what’s going on. If I happen to miss everyone before the weekend, hope everybody stays out of trouble. Ok, well, you can get into a little, lol. Toodles You don’t have to go home, but you cant stay here.

Update On My Dad
TWO DAYS AGO MY MOM CALLED ME TO TELL ME THAT MY DAD WAS TAKING TO THE HOSPITAL FROM HIS KIDNEY APPOINTMENT...HE HAS A BLOOD CLOT IN HIS ARM WHERE HIS SHUNT IS FOR HIS DIALYSIS...HIS IS WHITE ,SICK ,AND IF THIS BLOOD CLOT CANT BE DESOLVED AND IT GOES TO HIS HEART HE CAN DIE AND IF IT GOES TO HIS HEAD HE CAN GO INTO A COMA. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM! I AM GOING THRU SO MUCH AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IF I LOSE MY DADDY!

Update...lol
whats got two thumbs and a new job...THIS GUY...thats right...this here dude got him a new job today...though its not anything special its a job and hooray for that...now i might be able to pay for school...anyway im contemplating having my name legally changed from josh harper to just McLovin...no last name just McLovin...let me know what you think

Update On Previous Blog.......
In the last blog I was rambling on about a magic genie's lamp. I listed out what my 3 wishes would be. Well I have to update/change a couple of those. I still want that little place in the country. Wow. I think that would be great to live out there. A co- worker, who is a city person mentioned the other night that they didn't like the sound of crickets. Well the thing is you never hear to many of them around were I live, here in town. Go out to my parents house and there is a symphony of them. I think that sound is peaceful. The parts I was going to update was the job. Yeah I still would want to work at Caterpillar but I guess I don't necessarily need that now. I have currently found another job and I start on the 27th of this month. I hope it is a good one. I don't know if it stacks up to Caterpillar but it is definitely better then what I am doing now. The other thing I wanted to change was the women of my dreams. I put that I was interested in the women that my friends introduced m

Update On The Moving
good morning friends!! We are steadily packing around here these days. We got the contract for the house signed by the seller!! Today the home and pest inspections are taking place. So we are on GO and ready to move. Next week we'll be signing the loan papers we hope. But, of course, that depends on the inspection findings. School starts here next week so my daughter will have to start and then transfer...not what we wanted, but HEY we ARE moving!! The house here we are in now is a mess....boxes everywhere. Empty and full. I packed my son's "squishy" yesterday and will probably have to get it back out of the box today. I packed it without him knowing and last night going to bed he yelled "where's my "squishy"!!!! his squishy is a Spiderman pillow that he just throws around on his bed. I didn't know he was so attached to it or I wouldn't have packed it. Oh, well!! ok, friends....I am online here and there and I try to update my status frequently. Hope all of

Update
Down in Beantown (Boston) for the summer to take care of some stuff and get caught up with some old friends before I go traveling again. This weekend I am out in upstate NY attending my niece's 10th wedding anniversary. She has me doing all of the cooking for about 60 people.

Update!!!!
UPDATE!!! Our Little Angel is gaining weight. They have got her formula right finally and She may get to come home tomorrow cause she has a appointment with her surgeon. Prayers are still very much needed For This Little AngelShe was Born 6-1-2007 and as of today she weighs close to 8 lbs.Prayers are still Needed Please!!!This is my GreatGreat NiecePlease Add Her In Your Prayers!!!

Update To Asexual Reproduction
Well he had two theories, one was that my English muffin asexually reproduced, the other is that there were two packages of English muffins, one with three and another with only one. The first day I saw the one, and the next day I saw the three pack. There was a third theory that I was wrong and there was always three, I was just mistaken, due to past history we were able to quickly dismiss that theory. Mainly because it is based on the assumption that I was/can be wrong. And that is crazy talk. Initially I had conducted experiments to determine which theory was correct, and all evidence still pointed to asexual reproduction of English muffins. However after more extensive research (I looked through the cupboards again more thoroughly) and it was then that I discovered another package of English muffins. So there were indeed two, one with three, one with a single. Evidence shows that at the current time we cannot prove asexual reproduction of English muffins. However we cannot

Update About Shoulder!
I found out some more news last week from the doctor at the hospital where i get my shoulder put back in place everytime it dislocates itself(via emergency department)& he said because it's been dislocating every night while i'm asleep that he says that i will be getting my shoulder re-constructed as of October 31, so it will be another 12months before i will be allowed to work after the operation, so i'm talking about Jan '09 before i can work again! I might as well admit myself into a mental institution as i'm going to go absolutely mentally insane in the recovery time! I know alot of you will be there for me online to keep me occupied but it's nothing like having company in person to keep me occupied though, but i seriously appreciate it all the same!