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Untitled #2The lights glare deep into her eyes.
Cold like stone she stares into nothing and crys.
There is a meloncholy look upon her pail white face.
It is the result from her soul being lifted into holy space.
She has no feeling and she cannot speak a word.
Sounds of loved ones crying is all that can be heard.
Inside she is yelling "God give me one more chance!"
Not a flinch on the outside, just stiff in her stance.
The light is gone and the space is tight.
Stuck there forever, every day and night.
She is all alone, cold and scared.
How could this happen to her when she wasn’t prepared?
It wasn’t her fault, she didn’t have a say.
She is isolated from the world, drifting further away.
"Will anyone miss her?" she thinks one last thought.
She now forgets her sadness as to hevon she was brought.
Untitled #3Withered Rose
Love is like a summer time rose
First it is planted, then it grows
You always have to remember, that soon it will end
First it looses color and then begins to bend
The petals fall off one by one
Where there’s nothing left, it’s over and done
The relationships over and now your just friends
Wether it stays that way or not, it just depends
Summer is gone and now fall is here
Ther rose is dead, the one I loved so dear
There is nothinng left to say, except for a lonesome goodbye
Becuase this love was like a rose, and now it has withered away to die
Untitled #4It's raining on me every where I go.
I ask you to help me, but you just say no.
I'm standing in the puddles, made from all my tears.
How can you stop loving me after all these years?
In my stomach, I hear the thunder roll in.
The longer I wait, the more my sanity grows thin.
The lightning flashes as it strikes my heart.
The storm is getting worse as we grow further apart.
Here comes the tornado destroying memories in its path.
All I'm left with now is the consequences of loves wrath.
Untitled #5You are the water to my ocean, without you I would be an empty hole.
You are the motive to my crime, without you I would just be an accident.
You are the air in my sky, without you I would simply be space.
You are the electricity to my plug, without you Im just plain useless.
You are the truth to my story, without you I am just fiction.
You are the fire to my sun, without you I would just be gas.
You are the punchline to my joke, without you I'm just a statement.
You are the nerves to my body, without you I would feel numb.
You are the dirt to my grass, without you I couldn't grow roots.
You are the foundation to my structure, without you I couldn't stand.
You are the beat to my heart, without you I would be dead.
Untitled #6Love does not conquer all.
Truth can destroy any love.
Love can ignore truth, yet truth still makes love hurt.
When love is broken by truth it then creates knowledge and wisdom.
Truth accepts knowledge and wisdom creating an army that breeds hatred and solitude.
Hatred and solitude can then turn on both truth and love.
Love will be destroyed and truth will still prevail over all.
Untitledso close
yet so far
you know who you are
I've only known you for a little while
but it seems like forever
could it be
where so much alike?
or just
a dream come true?
you seem too good to be true
a dream that seems like it'll never come around
but i know in time it will
i feel so close to you.....
i thought of so many ways to end this poem now
but just couldn't think of one
i wish this poem could last forever
but i can't write that long
so goodnight to you
and see you soon
UntitledTHE NIGHTMARES COME BACK TO HAUNT ME OF WHAT WAS ONCE. THE EYES CANT REST, THE MIND RUNS ALL NIGHT. THE HEART BEATS BUT IN A SLOW AND BROKEN RYTHEM. ITS BROKEN ITS TORN YET STILL BEATS SOMEHOW. I DONT KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG, OR HOW IT ENDED UP HERE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS, IM MISERABLE. I DONT WANT TO KEEP IT ON. I WANT TO THE KNOW THE REASONS. THE EMPTY WAY IT ENDED.....ITS NOT CLOSURE. ITS JUST NOT THE SAME. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG. HOW IT GOT HERE. AND WHY DID IT? IF EVERYTHING WAS RETURNED.....WHY DID YOU JUST LET ME GO? WHY DIDNT YOU FIGHT FOR ME? HOW COULD YOU JUST LET ME GO WITHOUT LOOKING BACK? WAS I NOT WORTH IT TO YOU? IS THAT WHY? WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? DID I NOT STATISFY YOUR THIRST? DID I NOT FILL YOUR HEART? I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU COULD JUST LET IT GO......LIKE IT WAS NOTHING.....I NEED MY CLOSURE...SO I MAY MOVE FORWARD....
UntitledTwilight, trust how quickly will sunrise descend upon us.
La Primavera indeed!
Deep waters swell, run clean and cold.
Nervous shivers tickle my sides,
make my limbs restless.
A simple, pure energy envelops me,
curls my lip.
The whole world is alas drawing itself in;
All at once the pieces sigh and settle against themselves.
Satisfied, I chide at my needless worry;
after all, now, what for?
It seems, at this moment,
things are just, and how they ought to be.
UntitledHow is is hangin' you say?
Please never EVER go away
Cause if you do you won't get far
When we gather together at the fubar!
lol
UntitledSo many people
So many names,
So much time
Wasted with games,
Too much energy
Goes into lies,
Even hiding feelings
Under a discuise,
Tell the ones who matter
How much you care,
For in the end
They will be there,
To your own self
You must be true,
So unmask yourself
Show the real you.
UntitledHe sees those eyes and can't help being immersed, oh it's beautiful.
In time he's tried to say his mind,
but always seems to get hung up on the reason, oh it's pitiful.
He sees that it's the feeling of regret.
To know that something's waiting there but yet.
He has to keep intentions tucked away,
Enchanted by the little games they play.
Even if she were to let it fall apart,
I'm sure there'd be a reason not to show his heart.
Any excuse to keep it from coming out, because he he's plagued with doubt.
For now they'll just carry on that way,
Enchanted by the little games they play.
UntitledIf you could only understand
That my life is a demand
All I want is your hand
To show me what I forget
I need you now
But I dont know how
Whats seems to be right
Turns out wrong
What seems to fun
Makes me want to run
Run and hide from all mistakes
Disappear with out trace..
I want to be found
I want to be around
Its never too late
So please dont lose the fate..
Untitled....december 13, 2005December 13th, 2005
Why did you have to take them away from me?
Why didnt you even let them have a chance to live?
Are my unborn children not good enough for this world?
Are you affraid of what they could've been?
Why them, why not me?
I've been longing to die since I was 14,
Why couldn't you take me?
I'm nothing special.
I'm not a fucking God,
I'm just a lost soul who will never,
Forgive you for what you've done.
Was taking everyone I loved away,
From me not good enough?
You had to take my twins aswell.
You want people to forgive one another,
But after all this how could anyone,
Forgive you?
I just want to drink myself to death,
To be with my children,
Take me now!
Strike me dow so I don't,
Feel empty and worthless.
Make me have the strength to take my life,
It's not worth living for anyway,
You've taken all that I loved dearly,
Eeveryone I love you just yank from me,
So now it's my turn,
Yank me from this shit whole!
Take my life away,
Take the pain ba
Untitled....october 15th 2006October 15th, 2006
You were the one who made me feel needed and loved.
You made me feel like I wanted to melt inside and out.
Since July and the few times with eachother after wards,
I've tryed to forget everything,
but catch myself at least once a day,
thinking of you.
There have been others that
attempt to take your place in my heart,
but my stuborn ass wont allow it.
You have had yours, and
I've had mine,
You've probably replaced those feelings,
we once shared.
If I could turn back the wheel I would,
So that neither of us would've gotten hurt.
I blame myself for everything that went wrong,
because when you dont give me an explanation thats how I take it,
that I had done everything to make it not work so,
I wish I could take back all the fights we ever had,
I wish I just could have made you happier.
All these other guys who try to come and take your spot,
are nothing, none of them compare to how you made me feel,
just being around you.
I still and will alw
Untitled......november 1, 2006November 1, 2006
What do you do when you cant make up your mind?
When you miss what youve shared with another person,
When you long to have a set of loving,
comforting arms around you once again.
You start to have feelings with a few people,
and cant make up your mind.
One person reminds you of the love you had,
but is in a relationship.
You tell them you can wait because thats wat they want you to do,
but you know you cant wait forever.
Another person shows very little interst,
but you can tell there is something about that person,
and you want to know wat it is.
Then theres that other indavidual that makes you think of
all the funny, good times with the person that you fell in love with,
and you long for that aswell.
This person slowly shows how they feel,
but others say its not really right.
What do you do when your so confused?
What do you do when you want that one you love back in your life?
Because you know that person knows you,
knows whats wrong with
Untitled....november 4, 2006November 4, 2006
With the weight of the world off your shoulders,
you have a sense of nothing can go bad,
that everything in life is perefect.
It only last a little while,
but to some its one of the best expereiences they've ever had.
Everything goes the way you hoped and planned,
but soon; that thought will be gone.
Then it's back to the drawing board of the evrey day life,
when things dont go the way you want,
or life's not going the way you planned afterwards.
You do things you've always wanted to do and,
you are pleased with yourself,
because you got something done that you wanted.
But is tomorrow or the day after that,
or the months or the years after that,
Is that really going to be worth it in the end?
Will you still be satisfied with yourself?
Will that feeling last forever?
When it is gone,
you feel a huge rush of reality swoosh right infront of your face.
Then you're back just like that!
So is it worth feeling that way everyday?,
or just once in awhil
Untitled.....feburary 28, 2007Feburary 28th 2007
Ask yourself:
1: Each time you see them you get a rush of being wanted,
a rush of love,
excitement and .
happyness.
2: Do you get so overwhelmed you can barley speak?
3: Do you feel the one true spot that you feel safe is while your in their arms?
4: Do you get feelings where there are no words that could explain them?
5: Do you get so weak you can barley walk?
6: Do you melt when they look at you or,
hold you,
or say i love you.?
7: Have you ever experienced feelings this way towards another person?
8: When you become one, does the room just dissapear, and you feel like your going to melt into eachother,
without distractions and all it is, is you and them?
9: Do you feel empty or lonely when they aren't near or around you?
10: Do you feel everyday you fall in love with them all over again?
by: Malissa M. Watkins
Untitled......march 9, 2009March 9th, 2009
All my life I've been asking my self why me being dead would be so much better, than me being alive. Why death sounds so peacefull to me. I realized its not the death I want. Its the feeling of never being hurt by anyone anymore. Its the feeling of peace Im longing for. Being alive has only brought pain and suffering.
When I dream the dreams of death, Im not affraid of it. I dont run from it. Instead I welcome and embrace it. In my dreams, all I do is re-live the painful, tourcherous, days. The days the people I loved, leave me. They leave me aone in this dark abyss.
Theres no one to be there for me. Eeveryone says they will stay and be there for me, but they leave and hurt me more.
They say they love me and when I need them the most they up and leave me. In my time of need, I only ever have myself. Will I ever find someone who will stay? Will I ever find someone who will love me and be there for me? In my drams I never have to worry about that. Death is
Untitled For The HopelessAll my dreams are gone,
They took off in the wind.
Just like all the songs no one finished.
Nobody is kissing,
Everyone is sighing,
Tired and worn out from another useless day.
Every tear is done,
No hugs for anyone,
Just another song about another hopeless cause.
I no longer wish to live,
In this world of broken promises,
Where loved ones live in lies, then slowly fade away.
I just want to die,
And hope there's some sort of heaven:
Over the rainbow, lie down in meadows.
There's nothing left in the world.
All my dreams are gone;
I'm useless without them sleeping with me.
Goodbye, you stupid world,
Living for nothing, hoping for something,
When all you have to do is die to get your way.
I'm leaving tonight,
While the stars are bright,
So they can catch me in my tears
And fly me straight to heaven.
Untitledwhen the golden sun is setting
and my face u cannot see
when of other you are thinking
will you sometimes think of me?
UntitledIn a few months,
It will be three years for us.
It has been hard.
It has been troubling and painful.
But today, now, and in the future
Life with you is better than ever!
We have a daughter, a beautiful daughter,
And now we are on our way to number two!
A growing family,
A love growing stronger.
Who could have asked for anything better?
My life is golden, I am happy as ever!
If I were granted once wish, I wish for nothing at all!
The reason is this;
I have everything that I have ever wanted and needed and that is all!
Untitled Editing As I Go ! Just Tryin Out !!;-)AS OUR WORLDS MESH..
PUTTIN ME TO THE TEST...
IN AN INSTANT
ARE SPIRITS COMBINE..
ALL THE FORMER LOVES
MEMORIES BEING LEFT BEHIND...
FEELIN MY HEART BEING LAYED TO REST..
YOU IS ALL THAT
CONSUMES MY MIND..
THE ENERGY IS SETTING
A NEW TONE...
AS IF I TAKIN A NOTHER SEAT
AMONG THE HIGHEST THRONE...
A NEW BREED LEST U CONCEIVE...
? SHALL SUPERCEED...
BEYOND EVERY NEED!!!
COMPREHENSION ,SHOULD PERCEIVE...
I PRACTICE NOT DECEPTIONS...
FUKKED UP RECEPTIONS ..
AS I DWELL IN PAST REFLECTIONS...
TRUDGEROUSLY BATTLING
TOO ABTAIN THE SLIGHTEST ELEVIATIONS...
AS I SEEK THE PURPOSE
OF PERTICAPATIONS
SO KNOW OUR CONNECTION ...
IS FURTHEST BEYOND
ANY DISTOLLIC CONSTELLATION...
BARELY A GLIMPSE OF OF
DWELLING ON WHAT COMES WHENCE...
FINISHED THINKIN IN PAST TENSE...
NO MESSURE OF INTENSE...
WHY COULD I TURN
N DENY YOUR EXISTENCE....
MY BEING INTERS A NEW ENTITY...
LOST AS IN A NEW DAY OF ETERNITY.
PROGRESSION SUBJECT TO MAJESTIC LEVELS...
DROPPIN THE
UntitledPain and suffering all is lost,
But this time I refuse to pay the cost,
My heart I vow will not break,
My emotions cold, my smile is fake,
Tears flow down to a sea of hate,
My mind races and my hands shake.
My heart is pounding against my chest,
My anger shows like a warriors crest,
I won't go down without a fight,
For my heart hold on to the fading light.
UntitledI don't have a title for this blog for some reason I don't know but I have shit on my mind and guess I have to wirte it down so I wont have to get headach for it form thinking about it. But here is the shit that I have been thinking about for a long ass time and right now I am don't what to do because I am finally happy with a guy I am with and I he knows how I feel about him. But enough about that I don't want to get in to it. Well first off when people tell shit that I already know get's on my nevrous a lot and it really gose up my ass a lot sometimes get's me piss off.. But the thing is that I just with poeple would stop and let people life there live's and how they want to live there live's and leave them the fuck alone. And they don't have to like give every fucking detile about what they are doing or who they are with who give a flying fuck it nune of your fucking bissnues because if was your bissness oh wait I forhgot it was never your bissness in the first place. So butt the f
Untitled *c3*the way it feels isn't rainbows and butterflies
what they wrote in story books are lies
the world isn't always beautiful
most have come to view it as dark and cold
people aren't always warm-hearted and welcoming
most are self-concerned and bold
through struggle and strife i came to be
one girl in this life who is hopeful and carrying on faithfully
set in the ways to prove you all wrong
to fight a battle like this you must be strong
when things fall down, the other person we so easily blame
however, deep inside, it was we that we should blame so easily
the world, it have no bearing of our choice
we are put here, one heart, one soul, one body, one voice
i put myself there, i did it to me
if only we all could believe
22 years of ups and downs, a few in and a few out
i've come to find what living really means
and what love is finally about
UntitiledTo See
To Hear
To feel
To breathe
With you beside me
Its almost a dream
Until Now...Always knew…Male, FemaleAttraction, Stirring Always bothAlways there…Never acknowledged Until himUntil nowTime spentTrust builtFinallyTruth sharedBarely spokenA nod, a whispered "yes..."“That’s me”“Who I've always been”Accepted Not shunnedEncouragedEmbracedSet free“Be yourself”SeekFindHappy, loved, secure, meFreeForeverHe and I
Untitledmoving and
flowing
with every
promise broken
your words
meant nothing
it took such
a long time
for me to realize
this
how long i
believed you
actually loved me
why didnt i see
the signs that
you didnt
earlier
it would have
been so much
less painfull
so much less worry.
Untitled/unfinished...Ooohs and aaahs,
Moans and shushes,
caresses and kisses,
pulls and pushes,
grinding, humping, stroking, sucking...
O, I love how we are fucking!
Amy S. Graham
6/6/2002
Untitledso there silently moving and breathing
ever so ofter
drifting higher, steadily higher
falling swiftly only to be caught again
Slow in listening, aroused by smell
stalled by thoughts
Spun nothing and ripples away
Turning warm and cold to warm
settles slightly
one more breath, gently gone
never to return
struggle is done
Untitled.......
Lost in this life
Of broken dreams and broken hearts
Trying to find my way back
To beauty and love
Of endless nights
Unforgettable sunsets
My dream of not being forgotten
So far off
No children I bare
No love to call my own
Today I hope only of a date
To look into your eyes
And to see within our souls
To take that step forward
Back into my life.
Until TomorrowUntil tomorrow I'll swallow my pride
Until tomorrow I'll hhide all my sorrow inside
Until tomorrow I'll deal with the lies
Until tomorrow I'll grow shorter in size
Until tomorrow when all has been said and done
Until tomorrow I'll know lif's battle, I never won
Until tomorrow when life's end is at hand
Until tomorrow just burry me deep beneith the golden sand
Until tomorrow I have taken all I could take
Until tomorrow I'll know my life was a mistake.
UntitledA dark cloud approaches.
I observe its movements.
It's habits....
you know how i feel about you
and you seem to reciprocate
but............somethings wrong.
somethings clouded over and
kept in the dark away from the light.
you seem different, isolated and secluded
i feel like i'm losing you and i sincerely hope
i'm not. you're my world and i finally found my
happiness i've told you that i would do anything
to keep you safe and happy and protected
but i know what is kept in the dark wil come to
light. And then we'll see all the demons that have
Followed you, The Lies the deceit. everything.
Untill We Meet Reedited For My Passed Away SisShe died in a car accident.Her name is Ding.I was right in front of her when it happened So yea I still remember everyDing.Her ,smile,her cries,even little thing telling lies. she had beutiful eyes.but with both her eye close i can still see her beauty.i dont if that had ever been heard or said before.BUt remmeber having one dollar just enjoying walking to the public store.little memories like that keeps my heart clean when am i sad.we had a father figure but he never spoke to us it was like having an absence of a dad.it has been 22 years but i still get tears .when i look at her picture. A man should not cry but just for that precious little girl I cry two rivers,one for each eye.She died when she was only six and i have only one pic.because of her i began my jouney through life with hope she was my first inspiration if words will not be misundertood. she was even my love.(come on guys not that way).although at that time. I didnt have jesus as my motivation.I was a buddist but god cam
Untitled Love CryOnce a shy spirit,alone:she was risen from the shell to the open fields of love but they smiled a little glimpse for her fate would shun her back. Paining her heart to grief,and breaking up her spirits to tears, her glass heart to pieces and the return of her fears... she scurried back to her former ways, in which she knew her only refudge. And with her insides flaming like a burning hell, how was she to know her heart would burn so, darkness is the only something she knows. Was darkness her comfort,shading her from pain like a mother cares for her kin. With tears of blood and a heart so blind, was it merely another illusion cast by her tormenters? There is beauty amongst the breakdown, if she may rise then may she spark a new, perhaps she may too prove her means to venture in the fields of love.
UntitledPeople often call me crazy
and to this I simply reply
Thank you very kindly
I dont even have to try
For me it comes quite easily
I'm not bothered by it nor will I cry
I see it as a compliment
Now let me tell you why
Most people do not think before they speak
Most people believe in a bunch of lies
Most people like to think they are religious
But are heathens just as I
Most people watch too much television
Cant read a book past the first few lines
Most people follow the lives of celebrities
The only business I care about is mine
If sanity is measured by most people's standards
Crazy suits me just fine
Cling to your antiquated ideals
Live your fabricated lives
UntitledI AM NOT THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
I HATE APPLE PIE
CHEERLEADERS SUCK
ID MAKE THEM CRY
I WEAR MY DRESSES SHORT
MY HEELS HIGH
IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE
YOU CAN CLOSE YOUR EYES
I LOVE ATTENTION
I FIGHT, I SCREAM
I CAN BE YOUR WORST NIGHMARE
OR BEST WET DREAM
NO STRANGER TO HANGOVERS
ALCOHOL IS MY BEST FRIEND
ILL DRINK WHATEVER'S IN SIGHT
THEN WATCH AS THE ROOM SPINS
IVE KISSED GIRLS
HAD MY WAY WITH BOYS
I LIKE TO PLAY
ILL MAKE YOU MY TOY
Untitled Song 5-6-2009
As I drag your body to it's final resting place I think about your slowly ripping open your heartAnd getting me a tasteof that Virgin blood that I all so adore licking and sucking I keep wanting more But I cant do that I need to stop Because before the end of night you'll be buried 6 ft below I look down upon your faceDirty and bloody, what a fuking worthless disgraceI grab you up by your hair pulled you closer and whispered in your fukin ear....( Chorus ) Im gonna take your life bitchYou gonna die bitch Choke and suffocate till you cant take another breath BitchIm gonna take your life bitch You gonna die bitch Choke and suffocate till you cant take another breath Bitch
Untitled Its just another morning...And its one more start to yet another dayIts just a random teenage girl, wearing a trendy top, walking to school in the shoes every girl wants this weekSo naturally, its one out of a million gossip circles she now stands in...And it will soon be another knife in the back, when she says her goodbyes and turns to walk awayIts one more cup of coffee on a break from that less than fulfilling job...And its another paycheck, that wont ever seem to add up to what you always hope for...Leading into this long, depressing walk home in the pouring rain...Which results in copious amounts of day-dreams dangling in you're face, almost coming true but always stop shortIts another dawn you regret a certain drugAnd yet another conversation you cant believe took a turn and smudged you're reputation...So it could only be an unexpected moment of clarity, you just wish would have come about when you were much younger in this lifeIts one more day you're br
Untitled And Perhaps UnfinishedWaves of terror descend upon my mind
Wiping away any sanity left behind
An undercurrent of darkness drags me down in to the abyss where my mind no one will find.
NLJ 5/9/09
Untitled 2Untitled 2
I can't get you out of my head
Even after I crawl into bed
My dreams are filled with visions of you
Ones of which I want to come true
I can't get you out of my heart
You've been there from the very start
Filling up the empty spaces
And taking all the others' places
UntitledEven that which is beautiful,
Can sometimes bring pain,
So to love from the heart,
Is to invite the rain.
But to reach for the rose,
You must fear not the thorn,
So to love from the soul,
Is to embrace the storm.
Untitled 9Untitled 9
5/15/09
By: Travis Smith
Start the computer..
Open the browser..
Click a link, see where it goes..
I end up here, I end up there..
Hell, I can end up just about anywhere..
I search the profile..
Read my mail..
Sometimes I feel like a snail..
A minute cog in this never ending machine..
Never knowing what it could bring..
As I look, what do I see?
A glass screen stairing at me..
UntitledLike the earth and sun Bound together forever Without ever coming together We’ll always be here
Distorted like a kaleidescope We don’t make sense from the outside Like a carousel ride We never stop going round and round
Sealed by a kiss Like a vow of silence Let it stay a secret Shining only in our hearts.
Friends to lovers to denial To lovers to friends to forever The words hang in the air Like the stars in the sky
All of my tears in an ocean Evaporated by the heat of our passion Rained on us to cleanse the past The sky is no longer overcast.
Untitledso i have not the faintest clue where to begin, i'm hurting so bad right now that i'm pushing away the one person who i love with all my heart. i've waited for this man for 2 years and then i had him, and because of something that happened while we were dating, another man took from me what belonged to my love, i lost myself. i never told the man i loved til just recently. i didn't know what to think, i didn't know what to feel. i was ashamed and i couldn't look my love in the eyes. i felt dirty and i was permanently tainted. i no longer belonged solely to him, some other man took that away. he's hurt because i didn't tell him. he says i should have told him, he says that's not something u keep from the man u love. how do u look at the man u love and tell him your body is no longer solely his? how do u look at the man u love and tell him what another man took from u? not to mention that i was scared. i was told by the guy who did this to me that he would hurt him if i told
UntitledAS THE SUN RISES ON ANOTHER DAY HERE
IT DRAWS ME CLOSER TO THE ONES I LOVE SO DEAR
IT HAS BEEN EIGHT LONG MONTHS SINCE I LEFT THEM ON THAT DAY
AND IT WAS TOUGH TO HEAR THEM SAY DADDY PLEASE DON'T GO I WANT YOU TO STAY, AND I HAVE TO TELL THEM THAT I WOULD IF I COULD
BUT ONE DAY YOU WILL UNSTAND THAT DADDY HAS A JOB LIKE ALOT OF OTHER MEN, IT IS ONE OF HONOR AND INTERGITY AND ALSO PRIDE
ONE THAT DOES NOT ALLOW HIM TO RUN AND HIDE
SO AS I WIPE AWAY THIER TEARS AND LOOK THEM IN THE EYES AND I SAY PLEASE DON'T CRY, AND THEY ASK ME WHY, I SAY TO THEM THAT YOU SHOULD BE STRONG AND KNOW THAT YOUR DADDY GOES INTO HARMS WAY TO HELP KEEP THE BAD GUYS AWAY
AND AS THEY LOOK UP AT ME WITH THIER LITTLE FACE I FEEL THIS EMBRACE NOT FROM THEM BUT FROM THIS OTHER SOURCE IT FELT LIKE AN ANGEL OF COURSE
BUT WHEN I TURNED AROUND TO SEE WHO IT WAS, I WAS IN A DAZE BECAUSE THERE I WAS, IN THE BRACE OF THE ONE I LOVE HOLDING ME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE
SHE SAID GO AND DO YOUR JOB, FOR I KNOW IT IS HARD
UntitledUntitled Tonight, he can't understand or comprehend...That this unbelievably cold reality weighs more than this spinning spheres gravitySuch a weight shall inevitably break us all...If were not prepared for how far we could truly fallSimply because we never learned to change our waysJust an example of how ignorant we are each and every dayBecause we never thought about the words we sayHow they were said & how much in the end we will all have to payUntitled To Be Cont.J. AlexanderApril. 16th, 2009
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I lay here watching you so deep in sleep. You look so peaceful and happy. With each breath you take I feel so lucky to lay beside you each and every night. With you next to me at the end of each day I feel safe and cared for. I can feel the strength of your arms holding me and I know that no harm will come. With your arms around me I feel protected. A feeling that has not been felt in many moons. I lay here next to you writing this and I feel that I'm falling for you more and more each day and night we are together. When I caress your face as you sleep I can feel each and every feature and I melt a little inside each time. You have given me a strength I didnt know I needed until you came into my life. I am so glad that I met you that warm sunny day. I wouldnt change it for all the world.
Untitled LolA touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa
Untitled1Near or far
Where ever your travels
lead you
know that you will
always be in
my heart
despite everything you
put me through
pain, heart break, and
not feeling wanted
but I'm over that
now I've moved on
to a better and different place
knowing what I've wanted and needed
has made me a better person
Untitled 2feelings of despair fall over melike a cloud of darknessa bottle in one hand a glass of cheap champagne in the otherlowering myself into icy cold water taking pill after pilldrinking glass after glasstaking the last stepi pick up the razorwatching the blood flow so slowlysuddenly i enter a dark abyssam i in heaven hell
UntitledCurrently untitled:
Never again
will I doubt myself
I promise you
that you'll regret
those things you said
and I won't feel a thing
i can't afford to care
Tear me apart
look at my scars
and how much I've bled for you
thisis where it ends.
i promise you
i'll rebuild whats been damaged
who are you
to tell me that I'm wrong?
and does it break your heart
that I, that i don't care?
Tear me apart
look at my scars
and how much I've bled for you
this is where it ends.
i want to fall
and forget it all
tear me apart
look at my scars
and how much ive bled for you
this is where it ends
i promise you
ill hold on to this hope
and never let it go
this isnt where it ends.
Untittled 94only for a moment my soul crys
for more pain
Powerful and intense
morbid and my hands clench.
I do not understand, its emptyness is unknown.
Unable to fill up in any sense its pain drains me more and more.
I am fearful to grasp the depths for I wont return.
I try to pretend it doesnt exsist but clarity brings it back here again.
There are times when I become totally numb.
When Im at my weakest.
the depths become known,
only for a moment.
UntitledI WANNA DANCE WHERE THE WILDFLOWERS BLOOMUNDER A BRIGHT SILVER MOONNO SORROW OR GLOOM JUST ME AND YOUMOVING TO A BEAT WE CAN ONLY HEARA MAGICAL RHYTHM THAT DRAWS US NEARCLOSER AND CLOSER OUR BODIES PLAYLOST IN THE TWILIGHT WE BEGIN TO SWAYPROBING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO EACH OTHERS SOULTWO BECOME ONEMAKING US WHOLE
UntiltledSometimes I wonder will we ever be happy
Will people ever just let us be
As I sit and wait for you no one knows the weekness i feel because i need you so
I need to have you lift this weight off my shoulders so I can finally let go
Just for a while i need you to be mommy and daddy
so that I can be ME
I need you to cover me with your love and protection
to remove all the outer worlds rejection
COME HOME TO ME SOON BABY!!!!
UntitledI OFTEN FEEL I AM ALONE
A NOMAD WITH NO PLACE TO CALL HOME
NO ONE TO BELONG TO THERE'S ONLY ME
NO IDEA OR SENSE AS TO WHO ID LIKE TO BE
LIFE HAS NO MEANING WITHOUT PURPOSE IT SEEMS
IVE NEVER FELT I COULD LIVE THE AMERICAN DREAM
MOTHERLESS AT 8, FATHERLESS ALWAYS
I LOOK TOWARDS THE HEAVENS AND PRAY FOR BETTER DAYS
IF I MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY WITH OUT A TEAR
IVE ACCOMPLISHED MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ONE YEAR
I CAN'T FACE MY FEARS SO INSTEAD I CHOOSE TO HIDE
IT EATS AWAY AT MY VERY CORE AND ROTTENS ME INSIDE
I AM SCARED TO LOVE, BUT I REFUSE TO HATE
DESTINED IN THE GAME OF LOVE TO END WITH STALEMATE
THE ONLY THING I HAVE YET TO TRY IS DEATH
ITS COMFORTING TO KNOW THAT AFTER IT, THERE'S NOTHING LEFT
UntitledI WISH I HAD MORE SISTERS
IVE MET TOO MANY MISTERS
BLOWN INTO MY LIFE LIKE A TWISTER
SWEET KISSES LEFT ME WITH BLISTERS
HEART BREAK WITH NO ELIXIR
ALAS IM OFF TO ANOTHER MIXER
IF NOT LOVE ILL HAVE MY WAY WITH LIQUOR
Until The Day You Really Make Me ScreamI dream of him on the darkest of nights,
He comes to me surrounded by an aluminous light.
My body he knows how to please,
All of my worries only he can release.
I know not his face,
But my fingers can always trace,
The outline of his soul
Through his captivating voice.
Though we have never met,
Only he can make my soul tremble,
And my body this wet.
You have always been the faceless
Person in my dreams.
Continuously ligering,
And pulling me at the seams.
I can always feel your presence,
But tonight I welcome you into my essence.
Come to me quickly,
Before I explode.
For the dawn we both shall loathe.
I want to feel our first passionate kiss,
All of my heart I am willing to risk.
Just to have you deep inside me.
I want to feel your powerful thrusts,
For this moment has been my constant lust.
Feeling our bodies in numerous positions,
Ride me harder make my heart and soul listen,
To the knowledge that my body already knows,
You heighten my passion
And ma
UntitledMy mind
Like a twisted maze
Clouded
With thoughts of frustration & sorrow
Not sure
If I should bottle it or confide
Hatred inside
Built up from pain & lies
Clinching my fists
As I fall to my knees
Looking up
As Tears fall from me
Arching back
Screaming in rage
Somebody please
Release me from this cage!
Until We Meet.Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share the my food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."
UntitledI love you more each dayNo matter what we go throughI promise I'm here to stayMy whole heart belongs to youYou are everything I've long forYou are everything I needHow could I ask for moreYou love me just for meWe will both make mistakesSay things in anger we don't meanBut our souls are joined by fateWe can't fight destinySo if you ever wonderAbout the power of our loveThis is all you have to rememberTrue love is always enough
UntitledAll day and all night I think of you I say I love you, and you say I love you too Forever I am yours, you are forever mine You are the angel of my life that I have been hoping for The girl I dream of every night I never thought something so perfect could happen to me Then I met you and everything changed From the look in your eyes, to the way you talk, I know for a fact I want to be with you and you alone Around you I act as I am and nothing more I am acting as I am in love, only it isn't acting for every breath I take, I am grateful to be alive But more grateful if you would be my wife You mean so much, yet the effort is little No matter what I do, I try to make you smile Then again it is my job as your man All day and all night I think of you I know I love you but do you love me too From dusk to dawn and dawn until dusk You will always be my baby girl, forever and always
The Untimely Passing Of Jeff GoldblumSince once again entering flash code is a pill all I can offer is this link. Worth the watch, too funny!
http://www.eonline.com/uberblog/b131952_jeff_goldblum_proves_stephen_colbert.html
UntittledTo try and fail
To try and fail
To try and fail
Is a moment to care to give up
Is a moment of wonder
Is it really worth it?
Is a moment of wonder
Is this the correct path?
To try and fail
To try and fail
To try and fail
Is a moment of wonder
Does this road in life go through?
Is a moment of wonder
Am I just not good enough?
Untitled.It's not every day a person helps someone out. There was a time when people actually did give a fuck, where they would do anything to help a person out from the bottom of their heart. Not too many could consider themselves that fortunate to have such pleasantries in life. Then again, with time, everything does have to change before it balances itself out.
Donald had been one of the more fortunate ones on this day, when he had stumbled across what he considered to be a guardian angel. The epiphany of it all- He never believed in them until the near- fateful day. Perhaps it was fate that had smiled down on him, perhaps it had been , by chance, some sort of miracle that this person helped him save his own life- or perhaps it was just some coincedence this person happened to be walking by when it happened.
At age 24, Donald had a very broken heart. The downpours of life hit him hard like a hailstorm, ever raging it's plunderous evil upon one's head and shoulders.
The day lay expired, b
UntitledI open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes Got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Until We MeetUntil We Meet
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Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share the my food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."
Untitled..originally Written 9/27/07Orginally written 9/27/07
I can't really explain to you what it is that I'm going thru
Lots of sleepless nights tossin and turning cuz I haven't quite figured out what I'm suppose to do
Trying to find a solution cuz damn right now its a little confusin'
Never giving to much emotion cuz that's too much exposure
Hard to let you in fearful that my heart may get broken
I don't mean to be hard just can't deal with my emotions being harmed
Traveled down that road and it's taken quite a toll but I'm gone let the dice roll, willin to take another chance
in hopes that I can have some true romance
I don't mean to clown cuz I know that gets you down
Untimely Death
.... BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!!
DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS?
I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW
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Thank you for the giftA gentle heartA beautiful soulA work of artBeauty immeasurableI am enamoredJust one touchAnd my heart stammersAn equal partnerFor me to takeIn the walkThat I will makeI have won a prizeI did not earnGiven at a timeOnly God could discernTo you I am indebtedFor your benevolenceAnd I am able to learnFrom your sapience
Melissa Lay..
2006 copywright protected
UntitledA horrid screamA crowded roomThey all lookBut no one seesThe pain that is consuming meThe fire that burns my soulAlways licking at my coreMy Life torn to shreds Caught between Whats right and wrongBetween dark and lightConsumed by duty and desireCaught by the war withinI scream out only to hear the windWith my heightened selfI look for the answersNothing but the cold I findLocked in my own thoughtsDo I take the offer?Do I walk away? Do I listen to my heartOr do I find the strength to go?Silently I screamThe only sound, a muffled sobWhen will this end?The pain insideThe constant war that no one seesWhen will it endThe pain that's consuming me?
Until We MeetUntil we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, I couldn't wait to meet you."
UntitledI looked inside my heart to find out where I'd gone wrong what I would find I was not sure I opened up a memory to see what was inside your picture fell out at me with emotions I thought had dieda love so pure buried so deep I don't know how it survivedone look at that picture was all it took I sat and cried for what I lost the special bond the part of me so purenow it is gone all that's left is this memory picture of you
Untimely Death I'm not a "thumper" and don't preach or press anything...(I'm Wiccan to be honest) But this did make me stop and think...I know I had a protector a couple of years ago when I had my accident and should have been killed........ BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!!
DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is
Until I DieHey, another day goes by
And I'm, still thinking 'bout you and I
And oh, if there's one thing I miss
It's oh, the sweet taste of your lips...
God, the days just seem so long
But somehow, I've gotta learn to be strong
Yet I, wish I could turn back the clock
And I, wish I could make this PAIN stop!
'Cause, I had you I had you
But then I fucked it all up
Yeah, I lost you I lost you
And I'll never make that up
Did it hurt, when you fell from on high?
Such a sin, to make an angel cry
But I, will always see you through
Because I, gave my word to you...
Girl, I never meant to hurt you
Poor girl, you'll never know how I love you
I'm sorry, and now I pay for my crimes, but will
Love you, until the day I die!
'Cause, I had you I had you
But then I it all went wrong
Yeah, I lost you I lost you
But then I wrote this song
And now, another year's gone by, I may have
Lost you, but I have got to try, are we
Doomed, to never be more than friends, oh this
Can't be,
UntitledMy pilot light has flickered outYou’ve knocked me off the hookThe person you are trying to reach is no longer hereI’m not really tall, dark and handsomeI just look that wayI’m a canvas that bleedsAnd I’m painted with fingersChildish picturesOf you that still lingerBury you’re wasted into the moonHoping that it sinks to the earth soonBury you’re wasted into the moonI hope that it sinks into the earth soonMy pilot light has flickered outYou’ve knocked me off the hookI’m a canvas that bleedsAnd I’m painted with fingersChildish pictures of you that still lingerI am a vcrA funeral of dead memory wasteI’m a vcrA funeral of dead memory wasteYou can see it on my faceI’m a vcr funeralOf dead memory wasteYou can see it on my faceMy smile is a chain link fenceI dare not frownFor fear of what comes outMy smile is a chain link fenceAnd I dare not frown for fear of what comes outSing a song kittySing itSing it kittySing itSome people
UntitledI sit here all alone at home. Thinkin wishin i had that thick fine white curvylicious bbw to hold & cuddle. To have & snuggle. Bored with nothin on my mind. Feelin all dissociated. No one never around. My life i feel is down. Not even wantin to know why. Sometimes i rather just go & hide somewhere & cry. Instead of bein here. I just wanna tear. Word's society is fucked & i don't have any bbw friends. All my life just feels like its end. N if i could i would & if i could I would. Yet i'm on fubar always showin love. But the love i want never gets back. Some people just don't answer. Every lil thing is just a taunt. All i'm sayin that i want. Is a nice thick fine white bbw. With 42dd or ddd size breast & fhat thick ass to go with that. Oh & nice thick thighs & legs to. N also freaky & kinky to, Cuz i ain't never knew. I ain't never knew. I just never knew. I be this to fine black fella to attract. Have you layin on ur back while legs are spread open. N ur feelin my 9 inch deep in ur tigh
Untitled 2You invade my thoughts the moment I cloose my eyes to sleep
Questions and curiosities flit through my mind for hours
I see you through pools of blue having depths I may never know
I feel myself wrapped up in you as I try to end my day
Not only arms and bodies but minds and souls
Its as if my soul has found a friend to love but cannot keep
I want you for myself but have no right to you at all
Our lives may never be linked beyond the friendship we have
Paper trails never created and souls never entwined
You will always belong to me in my heart and in my dreams
I have folded you up and tucked you there forever
Free to love another but always always mine...
UntitledWith all the pain that I've gone through
I haven't let this destroy my soul
I still know, inside, what rings true
I still know to handle the cold
I know who I am and what I need
And I know in my soul what I deserve
My pleas I replace with prayer
And my heart I now preserve
I push through and hang on tight
Even given the lonesome nights
I know what I need and I know to wait
I know that you'll find me when the timing is right.
I'm dreaming of that day
That you come into my life
Finally ready for a love this way
Finally open to share this life of mine
I want to walk and hold your hand
And talk until we understand
How right we are for each other's lives
And fight together all of life's strife's
I'm finally ready to open this heart
I'm finally open for love to start...
Untitled.I know Im just me.An untitled girl .Someone just trying to make it.In this sad, confused world .Im not trying to prove anything .To myself or anyone else.Im just merely existing .In this place of living hells .And no,I dont live .Just for the hell of it .I live because I want to .Otherwise, Id be done with this shit .Now dont get the wrong impression .Im normally happy .But now Im starting to wonder.Would people miss me if I was gone? .Have I made an imprint on people at all? .Am I living my life for a reason? .Or am I exactly like the fall? .Just a dying season?.Come on, I know Im not the only one .Who wonders this sort of stuff .Or am I just a lonely girl .Thinkin of things that are tough.After all, Im just untitled
UntitledMy life is useless and I'm no longer needed.
I should have heeded the call when death came to chat.
In constant pain for many years.
Physically, mentally, and emotionally distressed.
Tears through the years, many never veiled.
Living in constant fear of what he may do.
I sleep very little and very light.
The only comfort I find in life is the sweet darkness of night.
Tired of the pain, lonliness and despair.
I now say goodbye for I now know.
No one ever really cared.
M.A.S. 9/28/09
Untitledcan you solve for me a mystery
of why things have to change.
why is life so complicated
why can't things just stay the same
i understand that people grow
and often grow apart
but why did it have to be you
when i had given you my heart,
i held inside my feelings
never told you how i feel
but i need to tell you somehow
that i know this could be real
you have a special something
i just can't figure out
but i know that it could work
that is what love is about
ill keep inside my feelings
i just can't let you know
because of what will happen
you'll change and then you'll go.....
UntitledI can't breathe. I feel like I'm trapped in this vicious cycle that I can't seem to break free from. I can't see. I keep spinning and spinning. I can't hear. It's like I'm inside a cave but there's absolutely no sound. I'm cold and I'm alone and I have nothing and no one to hold on to. Everyone around me is blissfully happy. They've found what they're looking for and I'm just floating through. Smiles and nods and nice gestures. All the things that are expected from a girl like me. I'm happy for them. I truly am. But, I despise them at the same time. So quickly it can be taken from you. So quickly that you can't even see it until it's already passed and you've been replaced. You're left reeling while they're moving onward and upward with the person who's swept them away from you. Suddenly you've been replaced. Promises made weren't promises kept after all. Then again, promises are made to be broken. Isn't that what people say? I don't know anymore. I keep thinking that this is all some
UntitledAnother old one.
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The bittersweet memories of past loves
trickle through the stream of my mind.
Reminding me of broken hearts and trust
and of a time when love was blind.
To reminesce on broken dreams
is futiley done at best.
I cry about the saddest parts
and make up all the rest.
I think of the past as a reminder
of mistakes not to be made again.
I chalk it up to experience
and try to forget what might have been.
Now I've put the past behind me
I'm working toward a brand new start,
but I just can't shake the feeling
I'm working on my next broken heart.
6-15-96
UntitledEver have the urge to blog and have all kind of ideas in your head but when you start it, it all goes out the window? That's me. I was sitting here with all kind of ideas on things to blog about and now I can't remember any of it. Maybe I am getting old. I wouldn't exactly say I feel old, just sometimes I forget things really easy. So I'll probably blab about stupid things that none of you all will really care about. So I'm warning you: You will probably be bored to tears so if you want to stop reading now...be my guest.
Seems like people that I write out of my life have tried to come back. All within a week. I'm not sure why. The one that I will NEVER let back in is the one that is the "bravest". He's taken it upon himself to call my cell phone. Then send me a text and reply to my status on Twitter. Seriously? Yeah. Another one just popped back after three months. And another one, we've been friends...not friends...I've blocked him...unblocked him...friends..not friends..and now we
UntitledPassion of Love,
Passion of Lust,
Can one truly live without the other?
With love comes emotionally turmoil:
Love, Hate, Lust, etc...
Why do we do this to ourselves?
Can we not love without hate?
Can we not love without the urges of lust?
Does anyone truly know the differences between them?
What is love really?
Does it even really exist?
Is there such a thing without the destructions that may come with it?
hmmm I wonder....
Untitled ?Master Perverte...6 hrs agoI raised my head and saw you thereAcross the room from me.A smile had started in your eyesAnd it was good to see.One moment, then it reached your lipsAnd lingered for awhile,I wonder Do you know the joyThat traveled with your smile?A smile is such a little thing,And used so sparingly.Sometimes it's awfully hard to do,But Oh it's good to see.When I feel tired, or low withinAs I often do,It's good to look across the roomAnd have a smile from you.
Untie These Red Satin Bows...untie these red satin bows...i packaged my christmas gift unwrap me nice and slowslide your fingers gently across each satin bow.. pleasure soon to be exposed each bow is slowly untied placed across your kneewrapping you cast aside..as you stroke here and therewhen the final bow is shedfingers teasing playfully i am laid upon your bed.. the gift of passionate desires my pleasures in festive redas christmas is for giving love seductively spread...
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Untitled Sexy PoemUntitled I watched the reflection of a classic Bogart? in a mirror above a naked debutante she was paying her way through film school She kept watching the movie instead of moving her titties She knew Bogart would save her Bogart never left a damsel in distress, but he drove them there sometimes
Untitled!I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, that old familar sting. Try to kill it with the pain, but I remember everything. What have I become my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you can have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns, upon my liars chair, full of broken thoughts, that I cannot repair. Beneath the sands of time, the feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here. What have I become my sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you can have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.
UntitledI found this with a letter i wrote a few years ago, i want to delete the letter, but not the poem. Here you go
A chill seeps into my heart
It’s freezing over again.
There is no restart,
Hell, we never began.
It hurt to know that you
Will not fight for me.
But what can I do
To make you see?
We could have the dream
Of what everyone speaks.
But you make it seem
Too far out of reach.
I have seen ultimate bliss
And yet we can’t have it.
Remember you ch
UntitledAddicted, it leaves me conflicted
in knots, my body is twisted
I itch, I ache, at night I shake
It hurts to even be awake
I cannot breathe, at least not with ease
It all just makes me want to scream
Mentally and physically ill
there are no words to describe how i feel
death is imminent; HEARTBREAK made the kill
UntitledSometimes I dont know whatto say or doI feel the harder I trythe more I dissapoint youI don't know howto make up for what I've doneEverything I tryseems to be wrongI'm sure I'm delussional or I hope I amI don't know what I'd doIf you decided you wanted things to endI want to tell youhow much I need youWhat you mean to meBut I fear you would see it as a ployA game for your heartBecause of the times I've hurt you beforeSo I do what I canto try and prove I am who I say I amI wan to be yours til the very very end
Untitled...seething, writhing, seering, jeering, demeaning, deceiving, describing, detailing, teeming, seeming to make no sense at all.
leaving, heaving being, seein, wilting, jilting, peeling, reeling, agitating, hating my own skin as it crawls.
creating, debating, hoping, praying, wanting, haunting, heeding, needing, avenging, decending into the depths of my soul.
dreaming, hearing, stopping, living, having, needing, encapturing, enthralling, enwrapping, loving all that I have known and learned.
Untitled 001I knew the moment I talked to you.I was in love with you..My eyes are wide.For this moment.I cannot hide.I want to show you how much .I love you..Your beautiful eyes..It was no surprise.Set me on fire.Your my hearts desire.I will always know that your hearts desire.I can feel it from outside in.
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One day the leaves shall fall upon our eloquence and they shall fracture every bone our souls contain. ~The beauty melts away~ I guess we can’t retract the cracks that cover our canvas. The paint itself has dried. Stillborn are the facts, like burnt out artifacts. Is there a light somewhere? Despair…the air’s so stifling. Silhouette-so velvet like:
...the night slowly seeps inside...
Our minds, one spiral with no end: the moon consumes itself while I convert to ash and dirt...and where the fuck are you? -I’ve lost you yet again- The wind has whispered into me and as I scatter I disperse my final verse: this earth... this universe... was never meant for you and I
…Our birth has yet to be.
12/22/09
Untitledmy poetry
Here is a taste of my poetry..this is just some of the published..I cant seem to track down all of it but I will over time.
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Thank you for the gift
A gentle heart
A beautiful soul
A work of art
Beauty immeasurable
I am enamored
Just one touch
And my heart stammers
An equal partner
For me to take
In the walk
That I will make
I have won a prize
I did not earn
Given at a time
Only God could discern
To you I am indebted
For your benevolence
And I am able to learn
From your sapience
Melissa Diane Hamm
Copyright ©2006 Melissa Diane Hamm
UntitledI opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this
Untitledfriends surround me everyday, glad they are able to stay, you know i couldn`t go the day, without you here to even say, thank you for you all being there, if you weren`t here i`d pull out my hair, it shows me that you really care, we laugh so loud the people stare, wherever we go we have fun, you wouldn`t believe the things we`ve done , we even made fun of a nun, but that was really kinda dumb, for that we are surely going to hell, i hope you laugh,but please don't tell, i can here the mission bell, going down to find the things they sell, it seems to me that most friends come and go, in my mind that really does blow, the pain in my face lets it show , thats why i always drive to slow, don`t let life pass you bye, whatever you do give it your best try, i am your friend so why should i lie, even though i am a regular guy , so take these words and take them to heart, grabbing life would be a good start, if it goes to fast for you let it cart, you away and build a new part, so my friend f
Untitled; Part I: The First YearsPlease keep in mind that this is a work in progress. I have yet to decide a number of things regarding the storyline and any possible plot twists. For now, it's starting off as just narration. I mention some countries' names that are different from what they are now. In some cases, the country does not even exist today. At this point, I imagine that sometime in the not too distant future society will one way or another come undone. Please enjoy, and comment.
The bomb went off in St. Petersburg , Russia just after dusk. The flash of light and the resulting mushroom cloud were visible in Tallinn , Helsinki , Stockholm , Vilnius , Riga , Minsk , and Moscow. Seismographs from around the world twitched about and scribbled their own tale of what happened at that very second. The explosion was felt throughout Europe and western Asia, as far away as London and Istanbul. Just over a million people were incinerated instantly, and another million would die in the following mon
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I try to be myself
People judge me
No matter how much
I try not to be that person
It always comes out
I hurt inside
Thus letting it show
On the outside
The pain is just too much
To bare
My heart cries out
My soul longs to be touched
No one knows the depths of my soul
No one has touched the depths of my heart
All these misjudgements about love
No one understands me for me
I try to love myself
But I let others drag me down
No more
Nothing or no one will drag me down
Any longer
For I shall surround myself
With people to lift me up in
My hard times
No longer getting hurt
No longer falling too quick ly
I maybe percieved as a bitchBut I no longer care
Untitled 2We sit here takling on the phone
Me falling with you
More and more every night
Your voice and the things you say
Kept deep in my heart
The more we are together
The happier I get
I feel the warmth
And the love in your touch
I see the truth
And loyalty in your eyes
And I fall deeper
The deeper I fall the
More I realize
That I I love you
Your heart is purre
The love i feel
From the warmth of your touch
I feel the caress
From a true deep love
I know tihs love is
Completely true
I can feel the feeling grow stronger
Every time we talk
Twice as strong as before
I like this love
That I feel
I want to keep
You and this feeling Foreve
Untitled 3From time to time someone comes into your life You either fall in love Or you dont If its meant to be you fall quickIf not theres nothing there Sometimes theres a wonderful friendship Other Times theres not I feel hurt Except when im with you Or even just thinking about you I never thought this could happen But it did And Im glad I hope for both of our sake Neither of us gets hurt Im too deep in this now If you leave youll take my heart And rip it out I just hope the best now Ive fallen hard And dont want to let go
Untitled; Part I: The First Years (cont.) I wasn't in the city when the bomb went off. I was far enough away not to be effected by it's force. But I was certainly close enough to watch the flash that lit up the horizon like a sunrise on a warm spring morning. It looked beautiful. I felt the ground shake. It was like a very weak earthquake, it would have gone unnoticed if it weren't for the flash of light and the boom of what sounded like thunder in the distance. People all around me then began to show concern, almost panic.
At the time I was on my way to meet with my employer. I stopped near the city center market in Moscow. I had to stop there. Had to calm my nerves. A few minuted before I stopped I got into it a brief argument with the local police over a pocket knife I had that was a little longer than legally allowed in Russia. The police confiscated my knife and let me go with only a verbal warning, I was fine with that. After the day I just had they could do whatever they wanted as long as it meant
UntitledI don't know exactly what it is
Her smile, her style, or her profile
That drives me so crazy
And drives me so wild
Her beauty leaves me breathless
And draws the words from my lips
The words I dare not speak to her
Drives my mind to throw fits
And her names echoes through the walls
Driving me near to insanity
Resulting in my inner soul
Falling further into calamity
As I attempt to sleep at night
Her whispers taunt me in my ear
And all I can do to is wonder out loud
When again will my thoughts be done and clear?
Untitled PoemI don't care I'm out of your lives - To the world everyone is a stranger. If you're cruel, you're bound to survive, If sincere - in the end you'll surrender.
Everyone is a loner at heart, Every place on the earth is forsaken; Destiny, writing everyone's part For the stage, so-called life, was mistaken.
Love has never existed at all, It's a wraith of a desperate dreamer. Lovers think they can fly - they just fall, Hopeless liars and naive believers.
Untitleda moments glance into your eyes
took my breath away
your entire soul spoke to me
your loneliness crying out in pain
my heart wants to hold you
and help ease away your pain
my soul wants to touch you
and teach you happiness again
Untitled I saw my true love for the first time,
I needn't look twice,
off in the distance,
somewhere between Earth and Paradise.
Put away in a memory,
scenes from the past,
hoping beyond hope,
our love would forever last,
love lost , love found,
love where love was nowhere around.
Just give me a chance
to show you how I feel,
then give me one more
to prove to you
that it'll always be for real.
I didn't see it comin'
But maybe I should've
I was runnin' out of time
And you were running out of love.
UntitledInto the crevices of my mind you creep
Reminding me of the pain you bring
Delusional dreams are all that remain
Visions dancing amidst the flames
Intoxicating images fill my eyes
Unleashing an unrelenting desire
Drunken desires that now abound
Memories of you the only sound
Beneath the surface of reality
Drowning in thoughts of misery
Existence is futile in my mind
Pervading memories are all I find
Tantalizing touches of evil intent
Blazing infernos that never relent
Escaping the thoughts to no avail
Trapping me in a labyrinth of hell
UntitledDo you remeber last night? Pounding, pulsing, High frequency hatred Teasr away Inadaquacy and fear Pressed against the wall Thrust into the pain Swirling in the dark, The strobing dark Little pools of crimson Is what you don't understand Poor you All alone Afraid To be like me To be just like me Stiching the skin Still causes me to bleed Suffering with the rest Makes me feel alive Just.... To be .... counted amongst the dead...
Untitled But MineSitting here with tears rolling down my face
my heart feeling out of place
Hoping for a new day dawn
wishing the pain would be gone.
Seperated from words apart
all I feel is a broken heart
Love despair and grace unkown
mercy is what I want to be shown.
Living with the undieing truth
that I am in a quandering youth
A touch a feeling there
It is all in the air.
Quietly meak the tear goes down
my cheek
Don't know where to go
hope one day it can show.
The love I have in me
I can't set free
cause I am in pain you see.
No one wants what I can give
so I set maybe internet free
to live.
To find myself again
as I need to be
All I can do is be me.
UntitledYou were like a bandaid I put to my wounds
that turned to a freshly sharpened blade
right before my very eyes
as you touched my flesh
so that I could hurt myself with you
instead of heal
You’d become an instrument of torture
for my very own pleasure
Something to ease my emotions
and yet to cause my pain
Back and forth we’d go again
…Again and again
You lifted me up higher than the last time…
much higher
And I let you so that I’d fall a little bit harder
this time when you let me go
I don’t know why, so please don’t ask-
it’s just what you’d come to mean to me
…And after all I’ve put myself through at your hands
I must admit, there’s no denying,
I’ve come this close to hating you
And the nearer I get to that so dreaded place…
I find I love you this much more.
Untittledperhaps it wasn't just change that brought you to meperhaprs it was destinedI want to fall asleep next to you againand to be woken up by your kisses
your sixth sense longs for meI know we will be reunitedyour smile is stamped in my memorysoon our path will meet againMy heart is in your handsDon’t let me fallMy heart is in your hands
here is a poem of my heart felt painhere is a song to youremember our pictures during dinerremember our night in the desert
I remember you You are always with meMy heart is yours
I hope to see you againIt doesn’t matter what they sayI miss your smellI miss your bodyI will always have you within meMy heart is yours
It doesn’t matter what they sayWill you just stay?I want your allyour lips, your caress, your body
be carefulMy heart is in your hands
UntitledI see you, In everything I do,I feel your touch, when the wind blows,Your laughter haunts me, your touch it taunts me,And when I close my eyes, to sleep at night,You are in my dreams.
UntitledUpon and angels siren song against the demon screaming. A mind sits in the dark of silence pondering thinking dreaming. As abstract thought consume the soul and visions cloud the head. The affects of time take their tole and fill a heart with dread. As the body begins to wither with age and the body starts to fade. A battle for life will soon be waged an eternal bed be made. Now you sleep a sleep without dreams and leave loved ones to mourn in pain. But you are not gone or so it seems as the memory remains.
Untitled 2Thunder in the air, lighning in the sky, all I can hear is the abandon childs cry. Theres blood in the water corpses on the street, the vultures shall feed on human meat. Compassion is gone, there's only hatred and fear, as I walk along this bloody sphere. I can't burn the sight of death from my eyes, it's the day of truth, there are no more lies. Thunder in the air, lightning in the sky, I shall not forgot no matter how I try.
UntitledA prolonged love
unleashed at last
feelings of a dove
renewed from the past
he intrigues me
deeply within
A hidden soul
found in a spirit of sin
our minds are weak
we hunger for passion
desire surrounds us
our hearts are joined as one
Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson
Untitledi am lost at sea
looking for my way home
i look around
and i see a light
i steer towards it
i start to see the lighthouse
weight starts to fade
the pain disappears
but then i realize something
im not getting closer to home
i am getting closer to crashing.
i let the pen do the talking on this one leave me a comment and let me know what you think...
UntitledFalling inside again
This nightmare always the same
Still never enough
Halting at the brink of discovery
Moving into the darkness
Leaking inside to cover up
Dragging me down and under
Entangled and undone at once
Old memories
I'm not in need but wish to know
What are the tragedies
The history behind the walls
Pacing further down
Familiar children's laughter
Dissonant and out of time
And their eyes are dead
Watching myself in a pool of water
Wearing the mask of a ghost
Smeared all across my skin
Rotten earth and insects
Endless night
Always preserving the calm
Movement behind
Bleeding animals in a field of fire
There is no absolution
Death is but a fairytale
They are mere visions
They are afraid of me
Clear insight
A smoke is rising nearby
Dust covering my coat
Blend together to spell my name
Pale, covered me with sweat
There are no words left
Sole provider of death
Distorted faith in myself
Human harvest burning
Blackest pages turning
Twisted perce
Untitled, But Written By MeIt's hard to fathom what it would be like,
to feel your body pressed to mine.
Or the pleasures yet to be discovered between us
burning in my mind
The desire sweeping through me
like blood rushing through my veins
Wanting to hear your voice and taste your kiss
is getting harder to contain
Unknowingly you've chipped at this wall that envelopes me
and weakened my defense,
Opened up my heart to something new
so exquisite and intense.
But there still exists my inner voice
that cries beneath this euphoric state
And whispers softly to remind me
Hearts that start to feel this safe and warm
are easiest to break.
Written by Laura
Untitled, Written By Me Again.lolNow my thoughts turn to you,
the beautiful man just beyond my grasp.
I well know that this a fleeting emotion,
that will soon come to pass
You will never know my touch,
or experience my warm embrace,
butterfly kisses filled with love
Or feel my gentle breath upon your face.
There's nothing of me i can give to you,
to keep you coming back for more,
No memories i can make with you,
no moments to look back and adore.
So every smile and loving gesture ,
that i ever send your way.
Is given in the hopes that somehow it'll be
enough to make you stay.
Written by Laura
13/30 - Until Then
Until Then
Questions fall like endless sand
through a bottomless hourglass,
for time can never limit nor
diminish this curiosity,
always at the ready.
Dogged determination has these legs
forge over dunes without end,
for knowledge is not a mirage
and this thirst is unquenchable.
It is always leading toward
an oasis of truth.
Along the way faith is drawn
from the flowers of cacti
for needles may prick
but will never puncture the spirit
not willing to be dominated
by negativity's quicksand.
These bare feet scorched by
the sweltering heat of the superficial,
now callused by the protection
of undying hope, march toward
the very foundation of the
pyramid of enlightenment
where thousands of silicon mirrors
reflect the essence of unlimited courage
and so this journey will continue,
until then.
Untitled- For The One I Love More Than Life ItselfI love you more than words could ever define.I couldn't be any happier that you're mine.Just when I was sinking in a dark abyss.You came along and showed me what I would miss.
Now I have a love so pure and true.I have the joy that I found in you.We had both fallen on times that were rough.We found each other and making it through didn't seem so tough.
Who would've thought that we'd find this love?Especially when happiness seemed so tough.My intentions were pure and true.I wanted nothing more than to help you through.
Then it happened, when I least expected it to.I found my soul-mate and it was you.Here I sat, unable to get you off my mind.I had found happiness that I thought I'd never find.
I had someone that I could tell anything to.I never expected all my dreams to come true.Now here I sit knowing my heart belongs to you.Knowing it was meant to be and there's nothing I could do.
I can't wait to feel your arms wrapped around me.I know that then you will be all that I see.It will
UntitledI know not what I doIn the silence of the nightI know not who I seeWith my eyes shut so tightI know not this name I screamSilently in my mindI know not this nightmareThat I try to findI know not of this darknessThat overtakes it allI know not of the illusionsI make up every time I fallI know not of tomorrowThat the sun will bringI know not of the life forceFrom whence ones veins do singI know not of these wordsThat show imperfectly before thine eyesI know not of the madnessThat the mind attempts to disguiseI know not who I am Or where I will beI know not what I doI know not what I see
Untilted # 2I wrote this year's ago because I felt this way toward's men but I don't now and I owe that to my Sexy Husband King Hades!!!!
Untilted # 2 I have criedso many tear'sfor pain I've enduredover the year's!All the timebeaten and abusedtaken for grantedbeing used!Men seem to thinkI'm stupid and neivebut really I knowjust what they need!!They don't need to get off their rock's what they really needis a kick in the jock's!!!!
Untiled # 1 Me And My Husband King Hades were just friend's for along time and I was in love with him then but I never told him and I lost any chances with him at the time but I got my chance with him and I am never going to let him go!! If anyone has felt this way you know how I feel about my husband...!!
Untilted # 1 I've seen alot of heartacheand pain in my dayI never knew loveWasn't shown the wayAll I've ever wantedWas someone to hold me tightLook deep into my eyesand tell me it's alright.All my life I've jumped aroundfrom man to anotherjust trying to findthe prefect lover.We were youngwhen we were togetherand I thought it would be forever.Now we have a chance to set thing's straight.My heart is over-whelmedI can hardly waityou slipped through my finger'sall those years ago but now that your back I'll never let you go.
UntitledJust the mere thought of you Puts a smile on my faceYou are ther only starShining in my outer space
If I traveled the worldI would never findsomeone who was more beautifulYour are one of a kind
You lift my spiritsWhen I am feeling downYou give me strengthWithout having to make a sound
With each passing dayI fall more in loveYou are a precious giftSent to me from above
I hope I was able to expressand help make you seeThe feelings in my heartYou are everything to me
Untiltedi love you more than death her self as she stands right here in front of me looking at me so beautifully and sweet, speaking to me softly as she whispears in my ear "i love you more than life even those i'm the taker of life i'll give up forever if we can let are lust and sin come undone just for one night here under the stars and the pale moonlite" she take me by my hands hold me close to her as she slowly cresses my face and looks into my eyes i see in her eyes a cold lonly empty soul that has been looking for love all these years she seeks what i seek beauty within the dark. i see in her eyes all she wanted is to live as she look into mine eyes all she saw was death and pain and she know i just wanted peace so my soul can lay to rest and no longer be in pain.. she softly leads and give me a kiss feeling her love passion and fire on her lips and tongue she holds me tight into her arms slolwly draining me of my life as my last breath comes along i say i'll see you soon and siad my fin
UntitledThere is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing
Untitled 2I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness.
Until ThenThere was a moment that I dont know how to explain. There is so much time I wanted to gain. In every thought you are there. I wish to be in YOUR arms together without a care. Your soft lips against mine. I sit here and dream about you, it makes my heart shine. One day we can be together and our love will flow like a stream. Only for now I can dream. I am so sorry for now we have to wait. It won't be long, we will be together; it is fate.
Untitled 2 (june 14, 2010) (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 18)There Is A Place I Reside...
Called Hell On Earth...
Where Pain Is On Every Street Corner...
Around Every Turn...
It's A Place Where My Body Is The Same...
But My Heart Always Burns...
You Would Think It's A Curse...
But It's Actually A Blessing You See...
Without This Strife I Would Be Half Of What I Am Today...
I Am Stronger Now Thanks To This Life...
The Journey Through This Hell Has Led Me Down A Rocky Road...
Sometimes It Was Dark Sometimes I Was Alone...
The Path To Heaven Leads Through Hell...
That's Why I Keep Walking Because I Know It Is There...
Somewhere Out There Is The Life I Deserve...
I Only Know This Because My Heart Is Pure...
I've Been Through Alot In My 27 Years But It's Something That I Can Endure...
Most People Can't Bear What I Have In The Short Amount Of Time That I Have...
That's Why I Say This With Truthful Pride...
That Even Though I Get Broken At Times...
I Will Repair The Damage...
I Will Not Be Broken Forever...
I Will Be Whole...
A B
Untitled By Proud American I saw my true love for the first time,
I needn't look twice,
off in the distance,
somewhere between Earth and Paradise.
Put away in a memory,
scenes from the past,
hoping beyond hope,
our love would forever last,
love lost , love found,
love where love was nowhere around.
Just give me a chance
to show you how I feel,
then give me one more
to prove to you
that it'll always be for real.
I didn't see it comin'
But maybe I should've
I was runnin' out of time
And you were running out of love.
Until We MeetUntil we meet
My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat little less rapid
Until we meet
I know my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem like hours
Hours will seem like months
Months will seem like an eternity
Until we meet
The starts will not affect me with their gleaming sparkles of life
Until i am gazeing up at them from inside your arms
Until we meet
The food that i eat will not be as fulfilling or nourishing
Until it is you that i am shareing it with
Util we meet
I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderfull day
When our eyes make first contact and
Our bodies and souls collide in a blissfull whirlwind
The words will roll off my tounge a sweet song
HELLO MY LOVE I COULDN'T WAIT TO MEET YOU
For Austin I Love You
Untitled As Of Yet...I stretched, and looked out the window that was right next to my bed. My reflection caught me off guard at first, the piercing gray eyes that had meant pain for so many. My appearance was deceiving, how many times had I heard the words, 'What a beauty?' Only to have someone get too close and...
I couldn't bear to think of it. Tonight I would start fresh, tonight wouldn't be the same as it had been. I was going to turn over a new leaf. I wasn't going to hurt another living soul. Slowly, I climbed out of bed, my legs protesting loudly as they moved to start another night.
"How can you sleep so much?" I looked around the empty room. There was no reply, not even the echo of my voice comforted me.
"You are a monster!" I exclaimed. "How can you live with yourself knowing what you've done?"
I made my way to the kitchen. The rest of the house was a wreck. There were scratches down the walls, broken dishes, and glass lying everywhere, furniture was overturned. The whole place looked as if i
Untill It KillsDrain Tarnished blood form bones Let those poisons Dry up Tonight we'll cleanse our souls Cause judgment day comes One day sooner this year One day you'll be safe We were never pure again Keep them safe from what you'll discover Keep them safe from harm Keep them safe inside your home If it kills you
UntitledWalking into the black hole through the forest Makes his mind spin and swirl in a downward spiral For once in his pathetic life he feels fear. There is no where to run, no where to hide And he can see the eyes following him everywhere he turns The howling is getting closer every second Fumbling through the dark he falls, he begins to pour sweat Anticipating the attack as the fangs pierce through his flesh The fear has dissipated the dark fades to light. But most of all the pain he feels has subsided Feeling more alive then he's ever felt in his life His wounds begin to heal quickly nothing like he's ever seen His inner demons have been released No more anger, No more hatred, No more guilt But most of no more pain running through his veins A new start, A new life, A fresh beginning His senses have been heightened to the extreme Over hearing everyone for miles Seeing what human eyes can't Shivering as the wind whirls around him with deafening silence Suddenly there's a change in the a
UntitledThere's a knife in my heart Where you played the part Thinking we were both so smart Until we learned I was simply a tart So please... don't even start Filling the rend which will never really mend only for death might I send so my life I can lend so others can fend Don't really wanna talk about pain So I'll mention your stain While my heart lays slain The conversational bane that splits us in twain...
Untitled PoemDarkness surrounds me
taking me in
filling my soul.
My heart feels nothing but hate
the love I had gone to never return
even after death.
As time passes
my heart dies more
I cut but do not bleed
I scream but no-one hears me.
I once believed in Light
but now I know the Dark
and I believe it will end the world.
Apocalypse is coming
and my time will come
when I leave this world for good.
Will God forgive me?
I highly doubt it
I do nothing right
not for the Light only the Dark.
Worship Luna Goddess of the Moon
Hades God of Hell
UntitiledAs I think of allThe years gone byOf the dreams that time did bendI can’t help but wonderWhere and whenThis trail will come to end
Will I be forcedTo stand aloneAs I try to face the dayOr will I find loveAnd a gentle touchTo help me find the way
There was a timeOf hopeful dreamsAnd joy came with each dayAnd though it wasBut years agoIt seems a lifetime away
I do not knowWhere that young man wentHis eyes did shine so brightBut I miss himJust as I miss herEach and every night
In the days of youthThe world was butAn oyster in its shellWith each failed attemptTo open it…I found another kind of Hell
I found the HellOf knowing thatAll I held so dearI couldn’t haveDespite my dreamsBut, God, it felt so near
It felt so closeI was so sureI could touch it any dayBut now it feelsWithin my heartSo very far away
What I wanted mostWas just someoneSpecial to call my ownAnd I’d hold her closeThrough every nightAnd we’d have a happy home
I had not dreamsOf grand de
Untitled 1If of nothing else I know, of pain I doIts craving for tears and its faithful crew:Love is the first, the assassin of all heartsThen comes deceit, the archer with sharpest of dartsPain is no man; yet, great is its lustWhen it harbors in a heart, it does so to lastIt gleens life from tears and grows on bloodPain is what love worships as a GodFriend, do not pray for love to comeDon?t be a fool like many, like someLove is the servant of pain, of vileLet love be away by a billion milesOf pain I know, a master I amBut knowing it made my heart as lameHe who taught me is he whom I call my loveThe purest, cutest, most ugly dove
Untitled...3-8-2007the ghosts of my past
haunt my waking hours
this sanity may not last
what then?
i fend off the beasts
and pen thier retreats
while locked inside
my own private hell
a prisoner contained
in the confines of my brain
while labeled insane
but am i really?
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Today we say goodbye,
to someone we all love,
and as we mourn our loss,
He watches from above.
He painted buildings ,
for most of his life,
he did it to support,
himself, his children
and his wife.
He loved those who knew him,
though he rarely said it,
it was clear, it was in his eye's,
and his actions, the words you didn't
have to hear.
Take a look around you,
and see what he has done,
he touched the lives of all who knew him,
and now his journey has just begun.
Look at the sunset,
when you go to bed tonight,
and in the morning,
watch the sunrise,
Sonny Ayers painted that for you,
with a twinkle in his eye's.
UntitledI wish that i could stop looking behind me
I always feel like my past is right beside me
But nobody know what the future holds
I try to look ahead but i just cant see past my own nose
I tend to feel the scars deep in my soul
And it renders me incapable of growth
Somehow, someway, I need to let it go
these bags are heavy and they make me slow
some days i feel like they dont even exist
I guess thats why my hands are closed fists
Maybe i should open my heart and not my mouth
My eyes wide shut as I try to look about
these fears burn inside of me and scream my name
So much more I try to be, only myself to blame
when i fail to find peace with in
but where do I begin
I am only flesh and blood
UntitledThe caress of your fingers,
Is a feather down the small of my back.
A touch, sweet as the kiss of a child.
The gleam in your eyes,
As you see into my soul.
Reading my thoughts and desires.
All of my passion,
Lies here with you.
A stolen glance fans the fire.
A simple word from you,
Creates such a charge.
A spark my body requires.
My breath is stolen,
When your lips touch mine.
A reaction of which I'll not tire.
My heartbeat quickens
With the mere thought of you.
And once again I feel the flames get higher.
Untitledeverything happens for a reson and if you can't do anything just smile
UntitledIm an average man,
sometimes i wish i could be more than that; to exceed excellence.
as days seem to go on endlessly, i await the "someday" ive always been promised.
Days when things are supposed to be perfect.
When i find my place in this unforgiving world.
Untitled Part IiAnd to the brink i will rise.
Was broken. -rearranged.
Under pressure, good times followed by hard times.
Good times will visit me once again.
When that time comes, I'll pray and let it stay.
This will pass and the world is moving.
Everything will be okay.
But something erodes in my mind after I typed that.
like a rock plummeted at the bottom of my brain:
I'll never be okay..
Untitled.... Ripped From American Prouduntitled
http://fubar.com/untitled/b175601-1132076
The skies are dark & grey,
it seems the sun just went away,
the days have now turned to night
all hope gone out of sight.
I sit here and wonder,
what it is I now see,
something strange
and sad to me,
Teardrops falling from the sky
I didn't know, Angels could cry.
Here I am,
cold and wet,
trying to remember,
while trying to forget,
cries of pain all around,
so we become deaf to hide the sound.
I sit here and wonder,
what I now see,
something strange and sad to me,
Teardrops falling from the sky,
*untitled Because You Don't Deserve OneOne day you're going to read All of my songsYou'll wonder if they're about youFor the times you did me wrongBut don't flatter yourselfI wouldn't waste two linesTo say how I really feltSo why you're wondering awayWith each and every pageI'll just laugh and sayThis song is about youAnd I hate it as much as you
UntitledBy keeping my heart protected, I'll no longer feel rejected, gonna smile and walk tall, so you will not see what is behind my eyes. You are not allowed. You cannot touch my skin, I will never let you in, Give up on me, walk away. Nothing but friends is all I will say. I will not shine for you. Try as you may you will not sway me. Your kiss will not matter, your touch will not shatter my world. keep walking, leave me this way. Just smile at me and fade away.
Untitledwith bulletproof windowspoignantly peer at past promise writhing weighted walls constrict conflictbrick by brickerodeimplodesearching for the door to somablivion
Untitled 3 (a Continuation Of My Thoughts And Feelings) (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 21)The Clock Strikes.
It Ticks By Each Second.
Never Again To Be Regained.
Lost Forever But Still In The Same Place.
Like A Rose In Winter, Beauty Is Taken Away.
Never Again To Be Praised. Only Left Damaged And Jaded.
But Stop And Think That One Day When There Is Rain.
The Clouds Will Disperse And The Rain Will Disappear.
The Sun Will Finally Shine And The Things That Were
Once Damaged Will Then Be Healed.
And That Damaged Rose Will Once Again Be What It Is Suppose To Be.
A Thing Of Pure Beauty In This Cold Decrepit World.
A World Reborn A World Healed With That Time That We Thought Was Lost.
For Really With Each Passing Moment A Moment Is Gained.
A Moment That Can Repair Any Damage That In Your Life Has Taken Place.
And Sometime In The Future Rather It Be Sooner Than Later Or Later Than Sooner.
We Will All Regain That Praise & Will Be Called To Accept Our Grace.
As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass Quote The MEMesis Nevermore.
UntitledI want to be love again, the way u once loved me.
That feeling, that high, the rush, the passion.
how people go a day with out it i dont know.
I guess ill have to learn it breaks my heart not having you here.
For once you love someone the way i have loved you, nothing
will be the same.
It's an addiction your heart races, your body goes numb,
you crave it, that dire need, your eyes, your lips, your
hands running down my body.
you were my drug and now i have to live with out you!!!!!!!!!!!!
UntitledUntitled
Thank you for the gift
A gentle heart
A beautiful soul
A work of art
Beauty immeasurable
I am enamored
Just one touch
And my heart stammers
An equal partner
For me to take
In the walk
That I will make
I have won a prize
I did not earn
Given at a time
Only God could discern
To you I am indebted
For your benevolence
And I am able to learn
From your sapience
Melissa Diane Hamm
Copyright ©2006 Melissa Diane Hamm
Untitled Part TwoIt pours from me like sunlight does from the sky.
It is inescapable and uncontrolling.
Unwilling to be harnessed as it flows out of every pore
I radiate its warmth with each stray thought or memory of us
It both steals my breath and gives me life
I cannot tamp it down out of fear it would burst out of me even more
It pushes me to want more like any addiction would
It is the most powerful drug I have tasted
I would die gladly before living without it forever
It has brought me to my knees and I stay there willingly
Content in its presence
UntitledWith all the pain that I've gone through
I haven't let this destroy my soul
I still know, inside, what rings true
I still know to handle the cold
I know who I am and what I need
And I know in my soul what I deserve
My pleas I replace with prayer
And my heart I now preserve
I push through and hang on tight
Even given the lonesome nights
I know what I need and I know to wait
I know that you'll find me when the timing is right.
I'm dreaming of that day
That you come into my life
Finally ready for a love this way
Finally open to share this life of mine
I want to walk and hold your hand
And talk until we understand
How right we are for each other's lives
And fight together all of life's strife's
I'm finally ready to open this heart
I'm finally open for love to start...
Untitled
Untitled
Heart broken,
Blood bleeding freely,
A never ending flow,
Never stopping,
Always flowing,
Pain, suffering,
Infected, maggot infested,
Cut, never able,
To heal
Blow to pride
And your honor.
**untitled**You Build me up and make me smile...
Little by little.. you begin to file... away at my heart.. tearing me and breaking me apart.
You make me believe you're such a great catch, more like a dog than anything, so go and play 'fetch'..
with my soul, with my being... what is it that I'm not seeing?
Can you believe I actually felt bad being a bitch?!
You think you're so sweet, did you forget about that very first stitch?
What about the second and third?? Or how much it burned.. when you looked at me,
told me 'No." and shook your head.
But immediately asked for me to come to bed.
I was lonely and decided to stay, I was still blinded from the other day.
I pretended you were different like there was something "meant to be."
Maybe there was.... but it isn't you and me.
I dont wanna play stupid anymore, im not your toy.
I need a man in my life.. not some silly little boy.
Untitled..againuntitled
I blame me
For the heartache
For the disappointment
For the bleeding wounds.
I am the one who
Turned myself inside out
Changed to make you happy
Deserted my own needs
I chose to allow
Your needs to come first
Your heart to be more important
Your wounds to be healed.
I am flawed because
I never stopped it
I kept going on hoping
Stupid, Stupid girl
I never will learn
Always the optimist
Always willing to bleed
Always broken.
UntitledAwww thats cute you actually have a comeback...Too bad it took a month and still you havent got jack...Pehaps it took you that long to come up with some rhymes...Seems like I'm not the only one who found the time...As far as no one in the nation wanting to date me...That was a low blow, is it cause I'm not that skanky...No I think it's cause I dont settle for less...And I have my eyes opened looking for the best...Dont worry about what I do behind closed doors...Your always screwing around, I think theres a word for that called whore...As far as me being a real quack...You still happened to find the time to write back...You want to talk about who's acting two...At least I didnt delete all my friends cause they liked you...I am far from being pitiful or sad...Your acting like this and your 30, does that make you glad...Your pointing your fingers at everyone but you...Soon he'll see your true colors, and then what are you to do...
Untitled.This is a long story, so I apologize in advance.
In 2006 I originally joined Fubar with some friends. It was fun. This was before it got with crazy with the leveling, spending money, and being green etc. I met a guy. I will call him X. He was charming, funny, and seemed really sincere. We eventually moved our friendship to myspace, then facebook, etc. X was a successful business man. Tall, dark, handsome. The entire package. He was a dream. Sadly, that all he will ever be... a dream.
X knew I was (IRL) married so he never really pursued me in that way. He claimed to be a churched person and was very much into his religion. Innocent right? We became fast friends. Yes, I will admit there was a flirtation, and a attraction. I won't lie. I knew it was wrong to have these feelings but I kept telling myself it was innocent flirting. We talked on the phone constantly and endless amount of text messages. We lost touch for a year or two then, last year when I got divorced and we sta
Untill We Me
Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share the my food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."
Untitled.....please Comment!Through all the troubles and the sin
seems like there is no way we can win
Hold on tight
It's gonna be a bumpy ride
We will make it through
Just me and you......
Nothing is for certain
There are always changes
One thing I know for sure
I am gonna follow my heart
And take this slow....
UntitledI know what I need
as I lay here bleeding
My heart says the words
that won't come from my mouth
Your words hit my down to the core
Makes me think and I want more
It is the person you are
nothing more
The person that I adore
I expect nothing
Not who I am
Just to be your friend
Your words hit me down to the core
Makes me think and I am left wanting more.
UntitledOld work i found on a disk
Mar. 18th, 2005 | 03:37 am
She knew what he'd sayHe knew what she'd dohopeing for a liebut wanting the truthSaying one thingbut meaning it notloving each other but always they foughtI love you nowI'll love you foreverI'll love you alwaysI'll love you....neverJust be yourselfThe truth was saidWanting out thoughts in her headrunning from the worldrunning away from the painCrying out as never beforeStanding in the rainyellingscreaminghauntingNeeding....to be free...
Untitled Writting"That was a close one" she thought to herself as she looked down at the small red blister. She was startled at what had happened. Normaly her reaction was so quick, it was rare she acctually got burned. But this time was differnt. This time she didnt notice the red hot ash falling onto her arm. By the time she realised it was on her it was already burning...but it didnt hurt. She stop and stared, enjoying the rush of life that the pain gave her. Then realising what she was giving into she franticly brushed the burning ash off of her. Shame washed over her when she thought about how much joy she had felt."I was a cutter not a burner" she cried to herself. She knew then that she had to be much more careful.
UntitledThe thought of itSuch a impossible thingTo let someone inThe chances were so manyThe past held so much painToo much to handleBut such a sweet thoughtSomething long abandondedSuch a tempting visionTo pick up the peicesAnticipated in slumberThe fear of changeFighting hopeThe peices were already so fragileto break again would be the endSuch internal conflict
UntitledShe wasnt ready. She had been thinking about it for sometime now, so unsure. It seemed ok, but it just didnt feel right for this moment. Confusion constantly filled her head. Guilt, sorrow, anger. She had a way of fucking things up and she hated it. She needed to spread her wings and fly, she needed to feel that freedom. Why did everything have to hurt? If it wasnt hurting her, it would be hurting someone else.She felt like ripping her hair out. This is why she wasnt ready. The mental stress it gave her was too much to deal with right now. It was just too much and she didnt know what to do.
UntitledShe felt it rush past herHours past by like minutesMonths seemed nothing more then days appartBefore she knew it the season would be overWhy can't it ever stay steadySo many times has it just crawled byDay after day in bored repititionOnly to turn and hit her like a ton of bricksSuddenly theres not enough of itWhere there was a surplus beforeLay now a dry wellShe needs it like a drugCant survive without moreIts a futile battleEven if she got moreEven with all the time in the worldShe coudl never acomplish all that had to be doneThere was so muchToo much for one lifetime.
UntitledWithin her lies sophistication scorned by a sightless mortal society. Her eyes hold beauty that must be spoken in hushed tones, as if a sacred subject. Passion emanates from her very soul, and gives rise to an uncontrollable urge to sin against her nature of purity. The carnal motion of her body, a dark, slow dance of lust, is a language of desire only understood by the beat of a heart.
Untitled Words....Some say there is no future
for you and me
So why bother trying
With all this doubt
I feel like dying
I do not know
what the future may bring
All I know is
"I love you"
My heart wants to sing
I am going to fight
So all of you haters
Back the fuck off
Get out my head
He is my future, my heart
I am not letting go
They say the distance
will break us
There is no way
We can make it
Communication and honesty
Patience and faith
I will stand beside you
for as long as it takes
My doubts must drive you crazy
How did I get you?
You say "You did, why ask why?"
These so called friends got my head spinning
With words of "goodbye"
All I know is that
"I love you"
My heart wants to sing
All you haters back the fuck off
He is my future, my heart
And together,
WE WILL WIN!
UntitledCrawl closer, forsaken. Into the blackness.
Open eyes in the moonlight watch you standing in a window of despair.
Listen! Listen closely! Listen for something real.
Hope... it's fading away.
You're getting restelss now, you'll never pick up the messy pieces.
I am your poison, I can take it all away.
Get away, receive midnight, inhale the darkness as it consumes you.
Get away. Get away from the sun and bright lights.
Get away from family and the closeness of friends.
Shield yourself from this world and it's pains and tribulations.
Now you're wasted, twisting, yet tired and stationary.
I have you.
Everything and nothing will make since when I am done with you.
Young angel, surrender... I've got you up against the wall and I will devour you.
As you begin to drown in an ocean of despair I will whisper to you thoughts and notions of sadness, pain and suffering.
Welcome to my world, let me tell you who you are;
You are a fool and no one wa
Until I'm FinishedI am not afraid to say I love you,
because it's the truth.
But, I will not be,
just a conveniece to you.
It's all or nothing,
that's how I roll.
To have me is to own my heart,
body and soul.
The outside as well,
every last curve.
But my heart goes with it,
it's what I deserve.
I don't hand myself out,
very often, you have to be more.
To even crack the surface,
get through the door.
But, I am taking a pause,
getting back to me.
Because breaking me doesn't happen,
very easily.
Yet, here I am,
looking like a fool.
Settling,
breaking my own rules.
When I know I am worth,
everything, it all.
I won't be back until,
I'm finished building my wall.
Until I Found YouI'm sure you have heard it said,
a time or two.
That there is someone out there,
made especially for you.
I thought I had found them,
a few times before.
But nothing, NO ONE,
has ever knocked down my door.
And when YOU did,
and I found you there.
It was something remarkable,
unique and rare.
The power is amazing,
surpasses them all.
You didn't have to trip me,
for me to fall.
YOU can make me so angry,
then set me on fire.
Leave me craving you,
raw desire.
Then there's love,
so much, too deep to explain.
I never really knew it,
until I heard your name.
YOU are my ONE,
made just for me.
With you,
I am just free.
YOU are power, lust,
genuine and true.
I never really knew love,
until I found YOU.
Untitled.Walking in the shadows, hands brushing the cold dew on the leaves.
Guided by a single noise, in the distance.
The sound, piercing your soul, coursing through your veins.
You feel alive, revitalized, invincible.
Walking faster to find the source, the motivation.
The sound seems to travel farther, out of reach.
You run, faster and faster, flying through the forest.
Hands still sliding along the leaves, sliced with each step, each movement.
The sound, closer, you can taste it, feel it.
You reach a clearing, catching your breath you look up.
The sound is gone.
You fall to your knees, clenching your bloody hands.
Defeat.
Untitled Work In ProgressMy eyes enjoy the sunsetAnd that light lies to the westBut it's to the eastWhere my heart is invested.
Untitled1Sitting here trying not to have Ideas of grander.Wounder ,Where's my manners , but you take it all away from me. Because , I know your standers.Think about you on top of me.Please, don't ever let me be.Can't wait to be treated right,Can't wait to be loved all night,can't wait to be with you,Because , I know this love is true.What I want to do for you.Love , your body threw and threw.Boy, you do so much to me.Never, going to make you blue.More then lust, This thing we do,But I'd lie , if I said you weren't my Favorite screw.
Untitled Work In ProgressI'm so far away in yester yearsLost and stuck in fleeting thoughtsIt's time to plant myself in nowIt's one of those things that easier said than done.
UntitledWhat you seek you shall find
But if you are weak never mind
You will travel through thick and think
Maybe someday you will win
Step a little closer my dear
For you’re end will soon be here
If you were smart you’d take my advice
Not that I’m at all trying to be nice
Season’s some and seasons go
Of this you should all ready know
Leave me now be on your way
So that you may live another day
Until YouI have felt pain, been rejected
Battered, bruised and neglected
Been shown how love can be cruel and demanding
When I needed it to be kind, gentle and understanding
I’ve been confused
And felt totally used
I’ve had many fears
And cried even more tears
I’ve searched for peaceful bliss
Which I always seem to miss
I’ve had many hopes and dreams
Stole away or so it seems
And this is all I ever knew
Until you
UntitledAs I look past the beauty of you
I cant help but stare into your soul
Your eyes open the gates to your soul
Your mind talks the words of your heart
Nothing in the room that I can hear but you
Surrounded by your mind, body & soul
Heaven has only a glimpse of you
As you are the angel they are missing
All I ever need is you
To ease my mind and soul
Trusted in every way possible
There is nothing that I ever wanted more
Try to hold myself back and hold on for the best ride
This life got a lot better when you came into it
There is a brighter light for me to walk to
A better way of thinking that you bring
You help in everyway that my mind can't work in
You changed my soul from cold to warm
Heated my heart back to the place it needs to be
You wrote a passage on my heart
Within me I can see what I have become
A lost soul turned into a home for you
To call safe and to warm up too
Everyday you come home to me
Your all I need that is the fact
Without yo
UntitledLet's start a fire and watch everything burn,shadow this world with flames of desire.Words of wisdom adding fuel to the fire, I close my eyes as the flames grow higher.Let's start a fire and dance in the flame,let it burn until the world is free of pain.Then let the rain come down and wash awayall the glory, the glam, the fame.Let's start a fire.
Untitledlate at night does creativity flow
nothing stops me till i have something genius to show
unleashing pent up energy
for that im not sorry
i do not intend to
to offend, so if your weakat heart
then do not start
because some of my work
may be obsurd
the lines may get blurred
im going in a wayward direction
to bring you a juicey selection
Untitled (i Fight!)I have stood at the edge of a cliff
Fighting myself to keep control
Of these doubts and fears
Clinging to what is left of hope and love
The few things that keep me going
I wage a war against the pain
Not quite sure what will remain
A glimpse of light that I see
Are the smiles that my children show me
I keep everyone at arm's length
Afraid of all this rage
Do I fall or do I fight
Right now there is nothing but the night
One day at a time
Minute by minute
I shall see another day
Fight on through all the torment
Find my light that will make me stay
Until There Was YouUntil there was you
i walked the earth alone
no hand to hold in mine
my heart was all my own
Until there was you
true love was just a dream
dreams of wonder and tears
dreams of hope and fears
Until there was you
my life had no direction
a road of uncertainty
but now we have a journey
together me and you
So I thank my lucky stars
and GOD from the heavens above
for my heart and soul could never
feel the impact of true love
Until there was you....
UntitledSleep will not come
these dreams will not ease
begging for forgiveness and life's sweet release
I know I'm not worthy of all that you are
I know I'm unfit to erase all your scars
living each moment and hoping it's my last
delving right in to overcome my past
so much is spinning and churning inside
so much relies on life's tender lies
feigning and hoping and trying so hard
knowing deep down I'm simply fit to discard
love isn't easy and so it slips away
numbness replaces cascading throughout
filling my mind with senseless self doubt
urging myself to just carry on
keep on moving forward
you must stay strong
the nights are longer now
the stars failing to shine
living inside my most fragile mind
holding together and staying so strong
when the days that destruct me remain so long
Untitled Words.Your words are like smoke
lingering around me
as I try to breath
Your face changes like a mask
happy to sad
uncertain which one is real
There is no escape
from your grasp
a web is what you weave
I am caught and tangled
no breaking free
all I want is more
Untitledugggg this is rediculus i know i can do it i done it before but now it seems my words fall to the floor i dont know if i can take it anymore my rhymes are rediculus as of lately people wanna be fake and copy me clame that my shits theirs who cares fuckin maggit u take shit that u didnt make self obsorbed and fuckin fake as fruity as a frut cake u just take and u take but its ok ill never brake never shake never falter music is my mtfkn alter i rap but what u do it sounds like crap p.s every tour it was your bitch bounceing up n down on my lap fuckin dumb sap
UntitledI wish i had the tears to shed,that would cleanse my soul,I wish i had the strength,to let you go.--But i dont.I wish i didnt feel so much,the love, the hope, the pain,I wish that i could be free,of you again--But I wont.
UntitledDrowning in sarrowNo one seems to careSome may say they do but they don'tThey say there is always tomorrowBut its the same day after dayDrowning in sarrowThey don't know the anguish I feelThey can't tell me tomorrow Is going to be any better The ones you want to care Seem to be the ones who are never thereThe harder you try the more they are disappointedSo where does that leave youDrowning in sorrowAll anyone wants is to be happyYet in the times we live in that is a fantasyNo one in this world is truly happy They are all tormented in some wayThat is why we all are just drowning Drowning in a sea of depressionAnxiety, worthlessness, and dispairThe reason no one seems to careIs because they are all Drowning in sorrowJust think there is always tomorrow.
~RavenMoon
UntitledWe all occupy the same vacuum in space, And try to hold this cacophony in place. Is all this noise what defines your face, Or is it the psychedelic sound of Nothing?
UntitledAt the precipice of Entropy
On the crest of the Timewave,
And still we puny humans
Don't know how to behave.
It is all within us,
And we, within it all.
Together everything rises
Or together everything falls.
UntitledSo I put out another cigarette,
And say some prayers
I haven't said yet
That someday I'll forget
The way you smile...
And my socks are soakin' in the rain,
But I don't care 'cause I'm insane,
And, oh yeah, I think this pain
Will last a while.
Somewhere I'm sure it's sunny,
Somewhere I'm sure there's cake,
Somewhere I'm sure
You'll find a pure white dove...
But now I work at a hotel,
And I'm not doin' so well,
'Cause
UntitledBe a logic magician,
A metamathematician
And break the conditioning
Of your 3D brain.
Instead train
Your 24D mind.
Untitled
You call me self destructive I say you have no idea what true destruction is
I am no harming myself no no
Far to much corruption left to lay down
Souls yet to claimTrue friendships yet to created
I am not evil Not the devil
And damn sure not half of what you think I am
My true self is not someone you can begin to understand
Few have stood on my level and to this day stand by me
I claim only to open peoples eyes
and destroy those that look down on, hurt, or violate others
What I am have no name but you may call me REAPER
UntitledSometimes the echoes of me screaming
For love in my own empty heart
Rupture my drums
Madden my soul
And threaten to tear me apart.
Sometimes the doubts and yearnings
Of my own ogreish soul
Ground me into nothing
And pound me into a hole
And never let go.
Other times there was you.
UntitledPhantom romances
With phantom friends,
And every day we wake up
And do it again.
It's a phantom world
We're left with in the end,
And how can you trust
What isn't real?
All I know is...
The idea of my own demiseHas grown to fit me like a glove,As every day I wither awayA little more without your love.
Untitledi been going crazy lately you love to hate me i don't give a shit cause your what made me your fake i can see right through you so let me do what i do lifes always been hard for me people always tryin to lie to me and yeah that shit's weak beat your fuckin face in till you can't speak keep talking the shit your talking i was born ready been fighting for my life since the day i was
born people always crucify me but i never succumb never gave up never backed downand look where i'am at almost a year without a new track what's with that. we'll guess what mother fucker jb's back with a vengeance fuck with me and i'll give you the death sentence
i never gave a fuck did i mention put you and your friends under suspension from the top of a bridge like your a little kid getting jacked for your change i'am sick and deranged leave your brain disconnected from your head now what's up? your dead leavin me seeing red in a sea of red ever since i been around
mother fuckers wishing me death well
Untitled...so Far.It's amazing how often we run from things we supposedly want. We hide from what we call ourselves pursuing. And in doing this...we miss happiness and seem to embrace misery, cuz afterall it wants company. it's just funny to me. We are unable to receive the gifts life has to offer because we walk around with closed fists. Closed off to true friendships, meaningful relationships, even love. So we retreat inside or even look up above and cry out "Why?" It's a shame because with self reflection then surely we would come to realize that the reason why are hearts are heavy and broken lies within our own closed minds. People say eyes are the windows to the soul yet we've installed and closed the blinds. It's ironic that those born without sight...even they can still seek and find. if you really seek then what you find is that you're using the wrong senses and in order to find certain things you have to let down your defenses...and be defenseless?
UntitledCare not for my expressions
as they are not written here for you
Think not of my afflictions
as they were not yours to bear
Ask not of my convictions
as my answers won’t be true
Want not of my affections
as I have none left to share
Try not for my concessions
as pride won’t allow such a thing
Speak not of my possessions
as among them you no longer lie
Beg not of my discretions
as my scars will surely sing
Ache not for my confessions
as they will only make you cry
Copyright 2012 Ella Valentine
Untitled 2Rain pours, Pounding on the window like a lonely traveler hoping for a place to rest his head
Hundreds of candles light the way Giving hope to broken hearts
Tongues slide across lips dripping with passion
Skin caressing skin, Fingers trailing curves ever so lightly
Whispers in the night Echoes of bliss surround two souls
Eyes staring deeply As if searching every desire locked deep inside Yearning to be set free
Pleasures Un-numbered More than just a moment of heaven, Even if only a Dream
Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine
Untitled...Untitled...
Never knew what was missing, until it appeared on the screen,
Goddess status, elegant, lovely... yeah she's mean.
Instantly star struck, caught up in her shine, and glisten,
trying to appear cool through the chatter, praying that she'd listen.
Never been one for self doubt, it's not what I'm about,
but her Beauty got me open, and her smile has me turned out.
Feeling like a senior before Prom, she's turned me back into a giddy teenager,
really feeling her spark, and the fire's becoming major...
Untitled 3Tick, Tick, Tick
The madness of a second hand
All you want to do is smash that damn clock
Tick
But you can’t
It was his clock
The only tangible reminder you have of his chapter in your book
Tick
Nothing drowns it out
Tick
Not even the waves crashing against the shore of your skull
The memories
The questions without answers
Tick, Tick
It’s been months now
Tick
You can still smell him in the sheets you’ve washed a hundred times
Tick, Tick
The rythym of his deep breaths has vanished
Replaced with the insanity of that damn clock
Tick
Torturing yourself just to hold onto a piece of this phantom
This ghost that turned away from all you had to offer
Tick, Tick, Tick
Never enough
Tick
Where the fuck is that hammer?!
Copyright 2007 Ella Valentine
Untitledi knew better, than to let down my walls, show you my flaws and retract my claws. Amongst the debris lies a not just broke, but shattered heart, completely blown apart, by its soul counterpart. I'm like the scarecrow for my old brain is dead. It loved too much and I nearly became dead. Also like the tin man, so empty and cold. Why do I have to grow old alone? And then there's the lion, scared of it all. So was I until you caught my fall. Why did you let go? How could you be so cold? What did I ever do so bad to feel this blue. I really don't know how or IF I can live without you. If I can't, we'll meet again, in the field holding hands. You know the place.
Untitled 2I'm prayin for a sign, somethin that'll tell me it'll be okayI'm waitin, just waitin but I'm not seeing that dayMaybe it's too foggy, maybe it passed me byMaybe it won't come and being okay is a lieI try to be positive, I really do, I'm only human thoughCan only do so much, go so far, negativity in toeI can only set it aside so much before it blankets meHolding me down, making itself at home, I can't seeI pray for the best, I try to focus, it's not workingI shift myself but only drown what makes me happyI catch myself before I end up that way, kicking myselfI know it's killing me, I know it's not good for my healthI feel it every day, bringing me down, wearing me outI know I'm better than this. I know this isn't what I'm about. I'm still praying for a sign, something that'll tell me it'll be okay.
Untitledchoices we all have to make
decsions in our lives some are good
and others not so good
but we all have them
choices we cant get rid of decsions
we make that can affect someone else life
not just ours we all have to relize things
we decide to do not only affect us but tohers to
so make the right choice there is so much hate in this world
as it is we dont need any more hate
UntitledTake some time out each day to let the ones that matter know how much they matter to you. Don't assume they know it make sure you tell them and show them each day how much they matter. It's sad but true people let their busy lives cause them to isolate themselves from others and many times they wait until it is too late to reach out to their loved ones. Never let anything keep you from spreading joy and encouragement for it is always deeply appreciated and needed.
Untitled 4Walking these lonely streets of desolation
This beckoning
biting at his heels
looming over his path
he loses himself in the rhythm of his own footsteps
echoing on the wet pavement
The wind through the trees offers only a cold comfort
Abandoned in thought
Deserted
Empty
Not even the glow from a solomn moon
offers any relief
He wanders hopelessly
unaware of his purpose
Struggling to remember how he landed here
No friendly faces
No kind words or warm embrace to comfort him
Dark shadows of his past
the only companions within this barren wasteland
Those that had offered their hands
so seflessly, so unconditionally
have all but vanished from his grasp
Eternally cursed
with the strangling desire to guard himself
Alientated
The wretched pains of longing
chain him, holding himself captive
and for what?
For the memory of lies and deceit?
For the dreams that were never real?
For the heart that was never his to hold?
Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine
Untitled 5We are those that are brushed aside
Those whom you overlook
We are the ones who will give the world back
All the beauty your gluttony took
We are those that never give in
Those upon which you walk
We are the ones who put forth the effort
When all you ever do is talk
We are those you frown upon
Those standing alone in the rain
We are the ones who will become your Saviors
After your selfishness has brought only pain
We are those that write the songs
Those you can no longer ignore
We are the ones that will bring winds of change
So that you won’t belong anymore
Copyright 2007 Ella Valentine
Untitledi dont know where im going i know where ive been it feels like my soul travelled with the wind people come and they leave but does anyone really know me? times are hard troubles the come you feel like your empty but this story has just begun they say the eyes are the gateway to soul what do you see behind mine? these times are weary the storm rages on but one day the sun will burn and lift the darkness you see behind my eyes
just wrote this havent wrote in yrs :)
Untitled 2 im in a darkness. its in my mind and in my soul. i fight to take control. the storm is strong and deep within me. its like im drowning and no one can save me. i call out for help and no one can hear me. the desire to live is burning out. the madness holds me in like walls of a prison cell. i hear it laughing telling me just a little further now. the end feels near. you cant have fear. slowly killing myself. no one seems to care. just how far will they let me go before they have fear? the waves crash harder i cant see ill just float whatever comes shall be.
Untitledfueled by nothing but hate. im the evil, the psycho according to you. you shower insults on me but it hits me like a wall of iron. i am all almone but strong enough to take you on. hate me rape me i dont realy care cuz i haunt you. i exist because of your hatred and your deceitfull lies. now im here im never leaving, you spent ur life using me now ur tryen to convert me in to somthing im not. i carve my arms with my rusty blade and you say i do it to say "im painless" but im not i do it to deal with my anger and depression youve scarred me for life i hope u feel good now knowing what u did to me
Untitled 6Stagnant
Stuck
Strangled
Cravings gone unsatisfied
It's this place
This disaster of distaste
Lacking sustenance, substance
Devoid of any real culture
Rich only in it's arrogance and self-loathing
A history rooted deeply in deceit
How many masks can one wear?
Step right up,
Test your limits here!
Where being two-faced is for amateurs
Decade upon decade of failed dreams
Lying in heaps on every corner
Like garbage so easily discarded
Streets littered with decaying starlets & veteran hippies
Begging for I Owe You's
Greed separates the men from the boys
This is where Hollywood comes to die
Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine
UntitledHe had blood stains on his hands,And all over his skin.He'd scrub himself with all but sand.The tainting was within.She thought she was a hollowed pit.She sword she couldn't feel.She'd kill herself to make her quit,So all the rest could heal.He'd kill to feel the pain she knew,Yet could not shed a tear.They shared a fate, without a clueThese are souls to fear.
Untitled (not My Own Work)On top of gravesMake love my darling,Make love,and while you're alive,Have wine,Get drunk,There are no second helsingsFor the deadKnow nothing of death,Nor of their lifeThat has passed.
~Annonymous
UntitledThe moon hangs full and high above a ramshackle Inn that hasn't seen a full house in years beyond memory. The digital read-out on the cheap motel alarm clock reads 3:48. With his eyes glued to the ceiling, a solitary soul lays motionless upon the bed. His eyes register nothing before him, as his attention has long since turned within. Someone lightly taps out shave and a haircut on the door to his room, and bewildered, he rises to peer through the window. Seeing Rachel outside, cold and wet, he hastily opens the door and rushes her inside.
"What the hell?" He asks."Sorry, I didn't know where else to go.""That's not what worries me. What's with the moisture?" He asks while handing her a towel, and the robe he had bought for her when they were 'together'."It's a long story, and I'd really rather not go into it just yet. Did I wake you?" She strips without even a hint of discomfort, quickly dries her hair, and steps into the robe."Naw. I haven't slept that well t
Untitled 7And then...
You see me
Not an ailment or day gone awry
that won't simply melt away
With a look
or a word
or a smile upon those lips
Deep-seeded fears
shy from such confrontation
Never a dream
that doesn't pale in comparison
You see me
and all that I never knew
becomes more than possible
with a touch
or a sigh
or a moment that you grace
The unattainable
suddenly moves within reach
As non-believers
in awe, fall to their knees
You see me
and perfection this must be
Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine
Untitled....I have fallen and there is no getting up
I will go back from whence I came
Never to be seen or heard from again
The light that once was
Has finally burnt out
There is no hope
I have lived long enough
To see that this world holds nothing for me
Death and destruction are always around
Nothing left to keep me around
Lies and deceit are the games that are played
For someone like me
There is no reason to stay
I am depleted of hope, love, and strength
Soldiering on is no longer there
I have been fighting for something that just isn’t there
Life has me beat
With all the lies and deceit
There is no room for the person that I am
The last shred of hope I give to those who still fight
In the end we all have to die
Until Sunday Because Of More Rain In The Forecast. The Tournament Did NoNEW YORK -- Andy Murray and Tomas Berdych started play in their U.S. Open semifinal more than an hour late Saturday, after heavy rain and a tornado warning. But the womens final between 14-time major champion Serena Williams and No. 1 Victoria Azarenka was postponed from Saturday night until Sunday because of more rain in the forecast. The tournament did not immediately announce what time that final would begin. A storm hit Flushing Meadows at about 10 a.m., dumping showers that continued past 11 a.m., when Olympic champion Murray and 2010 Wimbledon runner-up Berdych were originally supposed to be on court. The match began at 12:25 p.m. in wind topping 20 mph. Saturdays schedule also included the other mens semifinal, between defending champion Novak Djokovic and fourth-seeded David Ferrer. The U.S. Open is the only Grand Slam tournament that schedules two mens semifinals on Saturday. If both arent completed Saturday, the mens final cant be played as scheduled Sunday and needs to be de
Untitled.... Hot!There's a particular loneliness about being 18 and not having a boyfriend. It's worse when you've been asked or at least received hints from nearly every boy in your school. I hadn't even started, yet I couldn't wait to be finished with college. My friend Jenny was in the same boat. She was certainly attractive and had received the same lectures as me. She probably would've had the same attitude as my sister if it hadn't been for me. We would talk for hours about boys and who liked whom but I would always steer the conversation back to sensibility. She would discuss her frustrations and I'd discuss mine. It was becoming increasingly clear that we were both curious about sex and the occasional eavesdropping of sexual conversations at school were only throwing fuel on the fire. The fire was exactly where it began. It was my turn to spend the night at Jenny's and her parents had gone to Aspen for the weekend. They'd left us enough money to supply us with pizzas and movies fo
UntltdI SHALL MARCH THRUW THE VALLY OF DEATH AND WILL FEAR NO EVIL BECAUSE I AM THE BADDEST MOTHER FUCKER IN THE GOD DAMN VALLY.
UntouchableFalling snow
Blowing wind
Warmth of love
Hidden sins
Strange devotion
A lover’s touch
A knowing glance
I feel so much
Bitter thoughts
Twist of fate
Blind confusion
World of hate
Lonely hours
Long cold nights
Broken hearts
Neverending fights
Forgotten kisses
Misguided love
Untouchable you
Can’t get enough
UntouchableWondering thru life mindlessly abound
Waiting and waiting for the perfect woman to be found
Although I search and search for the heart that completes mine
Ive been told not to rush cuz it takes alot of time
So I become a passenger on the ship of love lost journey
Going thru great tragity,dishonesty,games and lies of those who turned out to hurt me
My percistance has carried my threw this world of
hurt and pain
I still push and push to find that love,only then does my heart gain
Gains one of honest feeling smiles,laughter,body and attraction
To find the matching heart for me,I would be overwelmed with great passion
But still the games r played and my heart has yet to grin
Only to find out that my heart yet is UNTOUCHABLE again!
Unto TheeUnto thee I will walk among the living
Unto thee my essence is desired
Unto thee I will leave my presence
Divided upon my soul
Twisted by my will
Ravaged by the wicked within me
Behold the mighty queen
Behold the mighty elite
Behold the master/mistress before you
Damned for eternity
Pitted deep within
Sin as blood
Blood is my sin
Dwelling beneath me
Dwelling beside me
Dwelling inside of me
A power so unstopable
A power to be reckoned with
A monster to be hated
I dread the beginning
I dread the ending
I am dread in the flesh
I am master/mistress of my will
I am queen to my realm
I am the ruler of my domain
Know me
Remember me
Fear me
But don't be me.
You would never make it as me
You haven't what it takes to be who I am...
Who I really am.
BY: -DLoV- (ME)
UntouchedOdd how a life untouched can become so broken.
Untold Ending To "happily Ever After"I heard you loud and clear,
You're leaving,
What are you queer?
I loved you like no other,
And here you are leaving?
Mother Fucker!
I heard the things you told her too,
You thought I would not find out?
Guess I fooled you.
Why did you go behind my back?
Were you actually ashamed?
ha! I doubt that.
Listen It's alright as a matter of fact,
I am gonne be fine,
It's me you don't have.
I don't care, infact I wish you well.
She will hurt you back,
Be your one way ticket to hell.
I think it's funny
You don't know it yet,
But she will spend all your money.
I will be just fine in my own house.
Friends who are loyal,
and a love that comes around.
Where will you be in a year?
Sad and alone,
wishing you were here?
Life is so unfair right?
You didn't mean what you said,
you were just confused that night.
Oh please you think I am ignorant and dumb?
I know what you said,
You meant each word, every last one.
"There is no you and me!"
Remember? that's what you said.
N
The Untouchable GurlSo im like incredibly lost...why cant i get a fuckin date! All sorts of ppl tell me im cute n i gotta great personality. Am i too cute to date or am i that ugly. Some of my friends say that im such a great person n its intimdating to men but im just starting to think they are scared of me lol. I dont know im just tired of being single:(. Lol i guess ill get over it eh:P
UntouchableHis mirror of rust and lava-The third eye;
My mirror of corpse blues-Death a wicked face,
Captured Souls
Burnt and cool to crack the glass;
No carious decompose-
Hands and hands nearly touch;
Oh, but for the icy cold of my encasement Devil I-
freeze a realm-
Devil he-Burn passion's bloom, dust, ash, dust-
Ah, his tomb-Ember walls swell a living thing-
My breath blow slow, crystals fall-Snowy mist
to fog his view;
One bony finger-Trace a spell,
"Within Hell"
Follow me, follow me now...
UntouchedHow could you have known?
The dew upon the sand...
Was in reality, a glimpse of me?
Dew, that lingered, on the stones
We had cast so carelessly...
Into the roaring, of the sea
Only to witness them, patiently
Return again...to you...and me.
Love, untouched, shall always, be.
Untold SecretsA minds capture, rapture of thought
Feelings concealed so you thought
Secrets untold, secrets unfold
I cant help but think about the lie you told
Hearts conceal but eyes reveal
Why not say how you truly feel
My thoughts are open, true and told
My hearts breaks while secrets unfold
My soul shivers with fear
My eyes water and shed a few tears
I can not say what the future holds
I can't understand because I am not told
Strength against lieing yet heres a mirror
A window for me..I see much clearer
My love is true, passionate and kind
My hands tremble as I begin to unwind
Thoughts of you throughout the day
I come home and in bed I lay
I continue to wonder..searching for reasons
I can't help but feel betrayed beyond reason
Untold secrets can't hide from the eyes
Truth is held behind a blanket of lies
My heart melts when I hear your voice
I can't help but wonder why you made this choice
A friendship is dear to a persons heart
Truth was told all from the start
Why now
~ ~ Untouched ~ ~The night rumbled with the storm.
Lightening and thunder crashing,
Silhouetted by flickering light, a woman's form
On the winds, enticing,the scent of innocence.
Overwhelming, the dashing man with eyes of jade.
Knowing he needed to get nearer
Like a thief, her lair he did invade.
The scent of her innocence grew stronger.
Within her chamber silently he feasted.
Through the window, winds whipped her raven hair.
Thus far, he had gone undetected.
Turning slowly his eyes met her dark stare.
He stood frozen, unable to move.
The sheer window panels blew about her like wings
His gaze from her he was unable to remove.
This angel awoke in him such passions and yearnings.
He moved out of the shadow,
His jade eyes searching hers, finding them lifeless.
Her dark eyes a sea of hollow
Which he could not swim, he'd drowned in their emptiness.
He spoke to her quietly, softly
But his words fell on deafs ear
R
Unto Himsubsides calum nervies high love brought forth calaberation so defing this hour of own essence. What of this i have done. Rapied down let so quickly down lay. Unlike common since bestrod upon standers of inner self. Riverly yet as I shame in shadows. My stomice trimbles. feeling only confedence rampageing in my chest. To much water to soon? why stage when knowing dances tose of mine tapping. why must stages excist. why may I not dance. Othis complacation. will sun lay before pearls. why dose cooling rain dance with entergetive lighting such as thy self .Becking hard to hide among glass skies. Foretay hiding weeking spirts. smoke and mirrors make for ugly stains. One midnight is ok to accept alow that to be what it it is to be. Yet bring forth right, I will not. Marage if you be, pitty I will sing and sing only for you. For stains can only have darken your heart bittered your soul. Find before me descrace me. siverly broken your own name of potential honner only a man may obtain. So
UntoldU made a promise that u may not keep
U told me u loved me yet u hid things
Before ever kissing ur lips, u may be gone
20 years is a lifetime to wait.
But U hold my heart so i can't walk away.
My love for u runs deeper than a canyon.
Forever by ur side I will stay.
Untold FeelingsUntold feelings
If only i could tell you,
the way I truely feel.
How much ireally love you,
and know that love is real.
To feel you hold my hand,
to know that you are there.
To make you understand,
how much I really care.
I will always love you,
I know you love me too.
Just to have you beside me,
and know that love is true.
Untouched Lover ( Women Only )How is it possible to know your embrace
How can I know the look upon your face
How can I know the taste of your lips
How can I feel your hands on my hips
How can I sense the graze of your mouth
The touch of your fingers moving south
If our eyes have never even met
How do I explain these feelings I get
Is it the power of the mind, the force of the soul
The sweet encompassing of love's control
So awesome to know, so amazing to find
Unbelievable as now, I only have you in my mind
Untouchable (poetry)Untouchable
Untouchable I was,
Emotions always stood firm.
I never felt more than I wanted to.
Untouchable
This was a disease,
A curse,
It slowly crept into my body,
Silently seeping into my skin,
Surging into my veins,
Taking over my organs.
Untouchable
Until she told me she loved me.
Untouchable
Until I understood I loved her.
Now all I want is her touch,
All I want is to be with her,
By her side,
Or in sweet embrace.
Now I love.
Now I'm touchable.
UntouchedThe sound of the deadbolt on our door
and I am throbbing, pulsating
hunger raging through me
Heat, flushed skin
my heart thumping in my chest
You are my want, my desire,
consuming me with your eyes
I stand, inhaling you,
savouring your scent on my tongue
feeling your body radiating
Lost in your eyes
lost in the almost-feel of you
lost in the anticipation
Quivering with lust
trembling with need
My juices start flowing
staining my thighs
My core so swollen
so slippery
pulsing for you
My breasts heaving
tingling, smooth skin blushing
rosy-brown aureoles puckered
Nipples hard and stiff
ripe like berries
aching for your touch
your lips, your tongue, your teeth
Craving
the feel and taste of you
My teeth digging into my lower lip
My tongue licking my lips, gliding
so hungry for your kisses
for your mouth, so sweet and soft
Hot liquid honey
flowing through my belly
Molten fire glowing all over
from my lips to my nipples
to my navel to my cunt to m
The UntouchableWe all are so hungry for the best, wanting more every minute of our lives. Deep down inside we all are, in some way shape or form. There are those of us that are never satisfied, no matter what someone may do for us. And there are also those who seek out to capture and conquer, but yet when we have what we were so desprite to get, we no longer want it. Why do we think this way? Looking for something more... We keep on digging down deep inside of ourselves for the answers to understand ourselves, but do we really know who we are? You have heard of the expression" You never reallly know someone"? Well, do you really know you? Parcially, I do not... The soul is a great mystery, and so is the human mind. We spend our whole life trying to figure others out, and we lose ourselves in the center the battle. And so goes for wanting what we can not have. Why do you want it? You know you can't have it... If it is a boat, a new car, or a certain person that you may have fell in love with. We can't
Untouched*Untouched*
It’s her little brown curls-
Help up so tight
It’s that ice cream mess
You clean up at night
Her toys in your room
Your things gone missing
That causes you to love
That she makes up by kissing
She swims and she splashes
With her in the tub
Your clothes, wet, and floor soaked
She reaches for a hug
You cuddle n love
On the couch for an hour
Then send her to bed
As she resists with such power
Hold her hands-
Kiss her cheek
You do this everyday
You do this for weeks
She is sweet, and she is good
She is quiet, and she is loud
She is the best little baby
She makes you so proud
She is liked very well
Loved just as much
And a baby untouched.
UntouchedWe danced as we had never danced.
Void of touch,
Eyes closed,
Flesh alive.
A soulful embrace.
Spirits flying,
invisible heat,
Transcending time.
Our hearts beat as one.
Loud as thunder,
Entwined together,
Joyfully Singing.
My senses ache to feast.
Delicious hunger,
Tactile treat,
Visually intrigued.
Passion erupts from within.
Luminating us,
Innocently calling,
Spreading infinitely
Untold ThousandsUntold Thousands
(I wrote this the night of 9-11)
Untold thousands lost their lives today
in a cold, calculated, sinister display
of power and arrogance. Behold, the sins of Man!
Or is this all part of a divine plan
that's somehow gone horribly astray?
A war still threatens from an ignorant day;
three calcified faiths who at any moment may
toss the world into the fire from the pan.
Untold thousands
Are the numbers who were swept away
when Atlas shrugged as he knelt to pray.
His burden torn asunder by acts inhuman,
he cried, "Oh father, please tell me how can
one be so full of faith as to slay
untold thousands?"
Untouchable WomanEveryone seems so attracted to you.
They all want your touch.
So they say your perfect,
They wanna be with you,
But when it comes to loven,
Your the untouchable woman.
They say your too much,
Your so untouchable,
Your too much,
Untouchable woman.
Do as you like to me,
Make me feel like never before,
But when it comes to loven,
Your the untouchable woman.
They say your too much,
Your so untouchable,
Your too much,
Untouchable woman.
I want to be touched,
I won't touch you,
You can feel me,
But You'll still be in need.
They say your too much,
Your so untouchable,
Your too much,
Untouchable woman.
Touch me, touch me, TOUCH ME!
Untouchable woman!
(c) 2008 Butterfly Entertainment Inc.
Untold ThousandsUntold Thousands
Untold thousands lost their lives today
In a cold, calculated, sinister display
Of power and arrogance. Behold, the sins of Man!
Or is this all part of a divine plan
That’s somehow gone horribly astray?
A war still threatens from an ignorant day;
Three calcified faiths who at any moment may
Toss the world into the fire from the pan.
____________________Untold thousands
Are the numbers who were swept away
When Atlas shrugged as he knelt to pray.
His burden torn asunder by acts inhuman,
He cried, “Oh father, please tell me how can
One be so full of faith as to slay
____________________Untold thousands?”
Unto OthersUnto others
Do unto others as, you’d have them do unto you.
No other words spoken could ever be as true.
One thing for certain, this I do believe.
It is a better blessing to give than, to receive.
Too many people have troubles, struggling all alone.
Helping someone else, you forget about your own.
I’ve sat and ponder about this for quite a while.
No better gift can be given to you then to make someone smile.
When, the load is heavy and seems too much to bare.
It truly means a lot, to have someone who cares.
All the troubles, I have seen since, I have grown.
It’s helped me so much, to know, I am not alone.
I ask myself often, did I make a difference in someone’s life today.
Or, was I selfish and did nothing as I went along my way?
Chris
* Untouched *It's her little brown curls-
held up so tight
its that ice cream mess
you clean up at night
her toys in your room
your things gone missing
that causes you to love
that she makes up with kissing
she swims and she splashes
with her in the tub
your clothes, wet, and floor soaked
she reaches for a hug
you cuddle and love
on the couch for an hour
then send her to bed
as she resists with such power
hold her hands-
kiss her cheek
you do this everyday
you do this for weeks
she is sweet, she is good
she is quiet, and she is loud
she is the best little baby
she makes you so proud
she is liked very well
loved just as much
and a baby untouched
Untouchable Face.think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do
tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but
you're perfect together
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
UntouchableI was UntouchableMy emotions roped in placeNever feeling more than I wished to...I was UntouchableBut this disease,This curse,Crept into my bodySilently seeping into my skinWiggling into my veinsOvertaking my organs...I was UntouchableUntil he told me that he loved me...I was UntouchableUntil I realized that I loved him...Now all I want is for his touch
Untold Numbers Of Parties, Ranging From CateredParis, France (Sports Network) - Maria Sharapova continued to dominate her early opposition at the French Open, while defending champion Li Na and reigning Wimbledon winner Petra Kvitova each came away with tough wins on Saturday. Anthony Fasano Jersey . Former champ Francesca Schiavone, meanwhile, was shown an early exit as the third round of the years second major championship began to wind down. Sharapova needs only a French Open title to complete a career Grand Slam and has simply rolled through the first three rounds. The second-seeded Russian had her toughest match to date on Saturday with a 6-2, 6-1 pasting of Chinas Peng Shuai. It took a mere 66 minutes, but it was the longest time the three-time Grand Slam winner was on the court in the first week. Sharapova dispatched Alexandra Cadantu in a first-round double-bagel in 48 minutes, then dropped just two games in a 60-minute thumping of Ayumi Morita in the second round. "I just see it as I played really good matches, beat great
Untold Power Inside all of us, in every living breathing soul is UNTOLD power. Power to change the world, right wrongs, balance justice, turn the tide, walk the sun backwards or just make the world a more beautiful place to live. The human condition is stronger than societal bounds, If we so choose to USE this power. There in lies the rub. Most want to go along to get along, they think that one person is not enough to change a mind let alone the world, but this is folly.
There is nothing more powerful than the human soul on fire. And there is enough tender, flint and steel in each of us to start a bonfire in every soul! The thing is, to realize this fire, you must step out side of yourself. A true fire can only be for the betterment of all.. not just your situation, but that of many. To reach out and help others out of their trouble and ignite their souls with your spark! The Buddah said”Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be short
“unto,…thee!”…“UNTO,…THEE!”…Lord, of all pots,…and pans and things;Since I’ve, no time,…to be:A saint, by doing,…lovely things.Or watching late,…with Thee;Or dreaming, in the,…Twilight:Or storming,…Heaven’s Gates.Make me, a saint,…by getting meals;And washing-up,…the plates!...Although I must,…have Martha’s hands;I have, a Mary’s,…mind.And, when I shine,…my boots and shoes;Thy sandals,…Lord, I find.I think of how,….You, trod the Earth;What time, I scrub,…the floors:Accept this meditation,…Lord.I haven’t time,…for more!...Warm all the kitchen,…with, Thy Love;And light it,…with, Thy Peace.Forgive me, all,…my worrying;And make all,…my grumbling, cease.Thou, Who didst Love,…to give men, food;In rooms,…or by, the sea:Accept this service,…that I do.For,…I do it,…(“UNTO,&he
Untrue Love's PainA shattered dream
A harsh word spoken
Love given freely
Now a heart broken
A slap of your hand
Against my smooth skin
A bruise all can see
Many more I carry within
A tear falls freely
A pain is released today
Yearning for inner peace
Please take all this away
A smile now grows
Inner wounds slowly heal
Love fills my heart
Emotions I once again feel
I guard it tightly
No more pain will I allow
A true love I seek
I know I can now
A peace falls over me
The past I soon shed
Memories of terror gone
That I once dread
The harm you caused me
Has made me strong
Because I understand now
I did nothing wrong
So walk away from me
Leave my world this day
No memories of you I carry
All those I have thrown away
I am stronger now
Having learned from pain
The being I once strived for
Is here now and shall remain
© Tall Mountain Dreamer January 16, 2008
UntraceableThis movie was actually better than I had previously thought. Acting was good, the story line was alright. It could have been better of course.
****Spoiler Alert!!!!!****
In the movie, about not even half way in, they reveal the identity of the killer to the audience. Not the motive though. I thought that it should have been kept secret longer. The movie itself kinda followed suit with the Saw movies in such a way that the people were tortured then killed. They were not however offered life as in Saw. But I think that it shouldn't have been let known so soon.
This is basically how I think they should have wrote it:
Starts out the same, killing small animals then moves on to bigger and better prey, humans. FBI looking for him, keep getting turned around, blah blah blah lol. Little by little we learn his motives until almost at the end where we learn why all of this has been happening. Then we see that all this killing, torture, planning, evasion, was all by a kid
An Untrue HeartYou can walk away knowing that you were lovedKnowing that you were the moon and the starsKnowing that someone believed in you, and believed in your soulSomeone who would rather give you up, than to believe your heart untrueMy heart can hold sweet memories of stolen moments in your armsMy dreams can recall the fire and passion of your kissAnd I’ll still believe in you, I’ll believe in your soul.
I would rather give you up than believe your heart untrue.
Poem by Tammy C.
Untraceableyes a great movie for Diane Lane and an out of the box for her. this movie is creepy and and great at the same time.
you get the thrill of the chase and unfolding new around the corner ... then it becomes personal ... and she goes completely on the defensive and the offensive at the same time.
then an address through morse code and everything ... it's a great movie .. no matter how old it is!!
xoxox
Hannah
Un Traje De Pirata Jovencita Llamará La AtenciónDesde Piratas del Caribe, el deporte piratas sido caliente! Johnny Depp nos produce todo desmayo como el Capitán Jack Sparrow y mostró cómo balancear las caderas, use forro ojo ahumado y un aspecto completamente sensual. Sexy disfraces de piratas son una preferencia divertido porque nos dan a las niñas un potencial de sentir una actividad por medio de un poco de ventaja. No quiere decir que no nos gusta ser con volantes, agradable, criada francesa poco, pero a veces quiero arma un maldito! Y a fin de comprobar quitar nuestros trajes de pirata sexy - que, además, tiene todos los accesorios que usted necesita! Plus muchachos les encanta vestirse como piratas por lo que está garantizado para venir a través de su noche de competición ;) Halloween con su disfraz de Halloween pirata!-comprar ropa mujer
Pirata y trajes moza por lo general no están orientados hacia las princesas - hablando con respecto a las niñas de alto mantenimiento disfraces de Halloween no. Pero eso no neces
Untrue WordsMy heart cries for you for the day you learn that the words you say can mean everything or nothing. You have come to say them so loosely and easily the words that can build up or tear down. learn to be true to you before you can be true to someone else.The words I LOVE YOU must never be untrue because that other person may mean it when they say I LOVE YOU TOO. so becareful the heart you play with and the feelings you mix up. For the light that shines within them can easily be put out due to your untrue I LOVE YOU.
~WikidHeart AngelEyes~
1/9/2013
Un Tresor Pas Si Lointain...on a july winter night
i can see you in my sight
i want to sprout wings like a dove
and fly to you, my love
you have changed so much inside of me
your winds have blown away the dust so now i can see
i had become a dried up river bed
i stumbled along parched and half past dead
but i feel a fresh well spring inside me flowing
my lips put forth to smile and my face is glowing
these thoughts of you are embedded in my mind
i have found all there is to find
i can stow away my bags and let down my sails
and stop the journey of these lonely trails
i have searched and searched and the search is over
for never in my life will there be someone other
i will set up my camp until the end of time
for there is nothing left for me to find
UnttittledThe pain is all ways there,
Even though you washed them away with tears,
Your pain is your sorrow,
You history is haunting your tommorrow,
Now you feel as if theres nothing left,
As you take deep breaths,
Trying to figure out your life,
You see no shining light,
Only the pale moonlight,
Theres darnkness n shadows danceing around,
Nothing but sorrow abound,
Now your sinking deeper n deeper,
Hope has left you bitter n cold,
Feelling as thiers no one out there to hold,
No one willing to give their undying love,
Leaving you in the grave towering above,
Yet theres some one little that loves you unconditionally,
Even though you think you see no one,
There's somebody wanting you you just don't seem to see that one,
Even in the darkest of nights,
There are billions of burning lights.
Untutled Poem I Wrote A Long Time Agoi love you
i love you without knowing when where why and how
its like i was drowning and you saved me
a breath of fresh air
you mean the world to me
its like words cant explain
my heart stops
and speeds up
everytime i think about you
hearing thoes three words is like
nothing anyone has expierenced
with each passing day
i fall more and more in love with you
i cant imagine my life without you
i know i can
but i never want to live my life without you
your my world
my everything
ive never wanted anything more than
i want you in my life.
no let me correct myself
i not only want you in my life
i need you in my life
before, even in a room full of people
i felt alone
but now
all i see is us
nothing matters anymore but us
our life
you and me
your everything i have ever wanted
you may not be perfect
but your perfect for me
Un Ungrateful Ode...i feel i carry more body weight than others
because i have a ten pound head
it's a grotesque thing that smothers
yet by this thing i'm led
its got me into trouble
more times than i can count
it's heaped piling stones of rubble
and been a ride i cant dismount
at times it grants me insight
but for the most part that is sparse
mainly it just causes spite
and is really quite the farce
it rules this land with an iron fist
and refuses to let go
it's list of sins too great to list
it bears the name ego
An Unusual Questionis there anyone one on my list that would want me to post NSFW pics of myself(by myself and with others remember im bi)??
Unusual Names...Okay, who has an unusually spelled and often mispronounced name? first or last? how is the spelling compared to the pronunciation?
This is a major issue with me, people are forever not saying my name right, and going to the dentist 2x this week and e.r. once, it is getting on my nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Unusual Facts About West VirginiaThe first organized golf club in America is in West Virginia. West Virginia continues that tradition today with 1884 Oakhurst Links in White Sulphur Springs.
The border of the state of West Virginia is 1,365 miles flat (as the crow flies).
West Virginia’s Memorial Tunnel was the first in the nation to be monitored by television. It opened November 8, 1954.
The first rural free mail delivery was started in Charles Town on October 6, 1896, and then spread throughout the United States.
West Virginia was the first state to have a sales tax. It became effective July 1, 1921.
The first steamboat was launched by James Rumsey in the Potomac River at New Mecklensburg (Shepherdstown) on December 3, 1787.
Bailey Brown, the first Union solider killed in the Civil War, died on May 22, 1861, at Fetterman, Taylor County.
A naval battle was fought in West Virginia waters during the Civil War. United States Navy armored steamers were actively engaged in the Battle of Buffington Isl
Unusual Places To StayThis is a really cool web site: "Unusual Hotels of the World"! www.uhotw.com
Check it out sometime, you'll see lots of interesting places to stay, including treehouses, lighthouses, caves, undersea hotels, ice palaces, and even a small apartment in the shape of a giant dog (you have to see it, words can't do it justice).
Anyway, check it out, maybe an idea for a vacation for you!
Unusual Ways To Punish Criminalsi remember the days when criminals were either fined or sent to prison.
1. fashion policed
last year in delaware a superior court judge sentenced russell teeter to 60 days in jail for exposing himself to a 10 year old girl. obviously not believing this to be punishment enough (more jail time?) the judge also demanded that mr teeter wear a t-shirt bearing the statement ‘i am a registered sex offender’ to work for 2 years.
2. toothbrush justice
just last month a 73 year old man was caught taking metal from scrapyards under false pretenses. he told yard owners that the metal donations would be used to build a memorial for soldiers in iraq only to sell the metal and pocket the cash. judge a.t. frank decided that philip kolinski’s sentence should include cleaning the war memorial outside the governmental centre using a toothbrush. he was also accompanied by a placard saying ‘i stole from veterans’.
genius.
3. dishing out a sentence
19 year old donna shelby went out for
An Unusual Christmas Poem'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat
The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube
When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer.
With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head.
Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite.
And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right.
Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut o
An Unusual Paragraph..This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual about it? It looks so plain you would think nothing was wrong with it! In fact, nothing is wrong with it! It is unusual though. Study it, and think about it, but you still may not find anything odd. But if you work at it a bit, you might find out! Try to do so without any coaching!
Unusual ThoughtsUnusual thoughts
by LateNiteFantasy©
Colored clouds of confusion lay
Deep and dark upon the day.
Layered thoughts intertwined
Cross through, around and in my mind.
Bright flashes of light left behind
Closing eyelids like sparkler’s shine.
The growing pain so forlorn
Laughter gasps and its echo is gone.
The days go fast, I stumble through,
And wonder where and what to do.
No amount of medication to keep it away,
The gnawing beast inside my brain,
From its ravenous rampaging reign.
The peace and quiet of beyond
Is calling me on and on and on.
Unusual Things I EnjoyedI watched a Bollywood movie today called Saawariya. I normally don't enjoy subtitles or musicals, this has both, but I loved this film. It's a little too long, 2:11 minutes, but is simply beautiful. I reccommend it to anyone that loved the wrong person. based on Fyodor Dostoevsky's short story "White Nights" which is one of my favorite stories. If you have a couple of hours to fall in love with something new, check it out.
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Co-ordinating you
Unusual Female Solutions For How To Last Longer In Bed (for Your Man)If a dime was deposited in a US bank account for every time a man or woman wondered how to Last Longer in bed, it would be billions of dollars richer by now. That is how commonly asked this question truly is. The reality of the equation is that even men who do not suffer from premature ejaculation on average last fewer than ten minutes post penetration.
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Unusual NightWell, i confessed something major last night and asked to be spanked for it…. I almost slept with someone close to Him on the last night i did dope…. I had readied myself to be spanked but He looked at me with tears in His eyes. He snuggled me to His side and proceded to tell me how last year while on the road, He did have sex with someone and if anyone needed to be punished, it was Him…. I looked at Him as he cried and told Him that I forgave Him. I asked Him if W/we could call it even and He said yes. We laid there and fell asleep.
Unusual Celtic JewelleryCeltic jewellery designs have been a part of our history for 100,s of years and now the handcrafted jewellery design are becoming more popular in today's market. The designs of the past are inspiring jewellery designers of the present to create unusual pieces of handcrafted jewellery. Handmade Celtic jewellery is not only increasing with people of Irish decent where it has a long history but it now wanted by people who like unique and original jewellery styles and the designs can be found in earrings, bracelets, necklaces and pendants.pandora charms sale Probably the most popular piece of handmade Celtic jewellery is the wedding band, traditionally the wedding ring is a plain band of precious metal but the these unique pieces have Celtic designs and have more meaning and significance than the plain gold band and sends out a very special and significant message of love. You will also find the Celtic lovers ring and this has a knotted design in the centre that symbolises the love of two
Un - Valentine's Day! LolI JUST VOTED N COMMENTED ON A MUMM WHICH I THINK IS A GREEAT IDEA, NOW THAT EARLIER TONIGHT , I GOT MY HEART RIPPED OUT N HANDED TO ME, ONCE AGAIN ...... SO, HERE IT IS..... INSTEAD OF CELEBRATING V-DAY..... WE JUST NOW CAN CELEBRATE IT AS UN-VALENTINE'S DAY!! YAY!! LOL
Unveiling A Parallel, A RomanceCHAPTER 11.
A COMPARISON.
"He who rests on what he is, has a destiny above destiny, and can make mouths at fortune."—EMERSON.
"Work out your own salvation."—ST. PAUL.
I HAD a feeling, when I retired to my room that night, as if years lay between me and the portion of my life which I had spent in Paleveria. But across the wide gulf my soul embraced Severnius. All that was beautiful, and lovable, and noble in that far-off country centered in him, as light centres in a star.
But of Elodia I could not think without pain. I even felt a kind of helpless rage mingling with the pain,—remembering that it was simply the brutality of the social system under which she had been reared, that had stamped so hideous a brand upon a character so fair. I contrasted her in my mind with the women asleep in the rooms about me, whose thoughts were as pure as the thoughts of a child. Had she been born here, I reflected, she would have been like Clytia, like Ariadne. And oh! the pity of
Unwanted Computer Startup Items!Do you have items starting up on your computer that you don't want to start up? Do you spend forever counting tiles on your ceiling while your computer is booting up? If so, your startup time could be greatly decreased by following these instructions.
This is how you can stop them from starting up:
1. Click on "Start"
2. Click on "Run"
3. When the dialog box pops up, type "MSCONFIG" in the box, and click on "OK". (The following screen will be displayed)
4. Click on the "Startup" tab. (the following screen will be displayed)
5. Find the programs you wish to disable from starting up, and uncheck the boxes.
6. When you are done, click on "OK".
7. At this point, you can either restart your computer or not. If you wish to have the items disabled immediately, go ahead and restart.
8. After you restart, you will get a message as follows:
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10. If you find you have
Unwanted MessagesI HAVE RECEIVED AN UNWANTED MESSAGE TODAY. I WAS WONDERING WHEN I WOULD GET IT AND I DID. ONE THING I DONT KNOW HOW THIS PERSON GOT MY 360 ADDY DIDNT EVEN KNOW I HAD ONE UNLESS ANOTHER LET THIS PERSON ON THEIR YAHOO? I HOPE ITS NOT THE LATTER I TRUST THE ONE WITH THE YAHOO AND I WOULDN'T WANT TO START DISTRUSTING HIM. I DIDNT RESPOND BACK NON OF HER BUSINESS OF WHY. IF I WANTED HER TO KNOW I WOULD HAVE TOLD HER BUT NONE OF HER BUSINESS. I WENT TO HER 360 AND HIT THE IGNORE BUTTON BUT I HAVE A FEELING THAT SHE WILL FIND ANOTHER WAY TO MESSAGE ME. I WILL JUST KEEP IGNORING HER. I AM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO GET INTO CONFRONTATIONS WITH OTHERS IT IS NOT NEEDED. THIS SEEMS TO BE A TRIANGLE OF SOME SORT AND HOPEFULLY IT WILL GET WORKED OUT IN THE END. AND HOPEFULLY FOR THE BEST AND NOT THE WORSE. UNLESS U HAVE AN ACCUSATION TO MAKE THEN WHY CONTACT SOMEONE WHEN U DONT KNOW ALL OF THE DETAILS.
Un Wanted People Who Visit Your PageI MIND MY OWN BUSINESS I DON'T TALK TO ANYONE RARELY BUT YET IT SEEMS SOME PEOPLE TEND TO TRY TO FIGURE SOMEONE OUT WELL YOU WONT FIGURE ME OUT DON'T TRY TO IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME YOU DON'T AND YOU WON'T SO DON'T COME BACK TO MY PAGE AN TRY TO START SHIT WITH ME BECAUSE THIS IS ONE CHICK YOU DON'T WANNA COME FACE TO FACE WITH I WILL AND CAN BE THE BIGGEST BITCH AND THE MEANEST PERSON YOU EVER WANNA MEET AND IF THIS PERSON COMES BACK TO MY PAGE ONE MORE YOU WILL BE ADDRESSED AND I WON'T HESITATE TO SPEAK MY MIND TO YOU GOT IT GOOD. NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE STAY OFF MY PAGE.
~*~ Unwanted ~*~A dark cloud hang over my head it brings nothing but pain the wind blows in more sorrow to be an out case part of the unwantedthat empty feeling of how I don't belong in your worldyou have push me away long enough for meto see how I don't fit into your way of life what is it what is it about me that make you act this way. what have I done to make you feel this way...I guess i really am unwanted by someone like you......~*~ Lady Mystique ~*~
Unwanted PetsI came back from my trip to Orlando FL last Sunday to a dog in a crate on my back porch. My s/o said that the past wednesday he was coming back from getting dinner & saw a dog in the road dodging vehicles. She was covered with fleas & ticks.
She is a very sweet and loving animal. In less than a week had learned the name we gave her. This dog is about 8 months to 1 year old according to our vet & is in great health. She doesnt even have to be on a leash in the yard as she doesn't stray & answers to her name when called.
She obviously was taken care of by some humans at some point given her physical & mental health.
My point in this is if you have an animal in your home that you find you can no longer afford to support with the proper love, food, veterinary care & daily interaction they need, then turn it into a no-kill shelter, or find someone that is willing to take in your pet. Dumping them off on the side of the road is most definitely a form of animal cruelty. I am not some anima
Unwanted Pain.remember the days
we had to sneek to see each other
but now its no bother
you came to me
and wouldn't let me be
i'm all alone there's noone here
you use me
and take away my fear
you rip my shirt
and i start to cry
but my tears have gone dry
you rip my pants
i get scared
it was just a dare
i'm in pain
you don't care
as long as you are pleased
i'm shouting in pain
you push harder
and then you get tired
so you stop
i can't cry
my tears are dry
i feel hate cause all you do is rape
unwanted...
""this is the one thing i really can realte to. for yall who know me you know my story and the reason i wrote this sad sad poem ......
Unwarranted DoubtUnwarranted Doubt
By Saralynne Fox
Dry my tears my love,
My past fears come to haunt me once again.
Unsure of my fate with you,
I lock up and cry inside.
My life on unstable ground,
Will you also fall from me?
Or are you forever?
I must know.
Hopes and dreams,
Are blurred by fright,
Is what you say true?
Make them real to me.
My past delusions,
Only cripple my future desires.
Doubt cages my mind,
I want to fly free with you.
Please don’t walk away from me,
I’ve needed you with me,
For more years than you know.
And now that I have you,
I fear that you will turn away.
Leaving me for dead,
For the crow to eat me.
Twins we seem by people around us,
Never have I before,
Found someone so much like me,
Until I met you.
So my sweet love,
Dry my tears of doubt,
And give me something stable,
To base my future on.
I want to tell my heart,
That it will be safe.
That you will walk with me,
Through snow and storm.
UnwantedOh, for the wanting the yearning look
The feel of his caress across my face,
My hair, my neck, my back
Pulling me into his embrace
The hunger for me in his lips
The desire in his arms
As his hands slide down over my hips
At once my lingering fears are gone
I swim in those warm brown eyes
Until the first light of dawn
This is how it feels to be loved
My very soul cries!
Trembling, panting, beaming, tears streaming
More than just silver bands
Connect us now for all time
And we lay with his hand in mine
Oh, for the wanting the yearning look
I once knew so well
We lie side by side in a cold dark bed
It's as if I went to sleep in heaven
And I've woken up in hell
I hear I love you every single day
But I'm longing to touch to feel again
And he's content to never truly look my way
He is all I crave
And this is my curse
Why my heart must be sealed like a grave
For what fate can be worse
Than to know the thrill of passion and fire
And to suddenly find your se
UnwantedUnwanted
Written by: Nikki JoLee Murray 5/29/06
Emotionless, tormenting the beat of my heart
Nothing will change this world set apart.
Drifting devotion that is my own
Searching for something that left me alone
Hollow is the word of truth that is told
Vastness of echos becoming too bold
Shadows creeping toward the plight
The darkness is deeper than any one night
Solitary deprivation comes too gently
Trusting to become and /or destroy me
Ceasing to continue appears too simple
Stable surroundings name me acceptable
Trembling, unsteady I fall to my knees
Drowning, unrenowned yet unable to please
Dragging me under the anguish I feel
Only for this to be what is real
Unwanted ThoughtsUnwanted thoughts...
You have a life
I know you do..
You have a wife
I know this too..
You love me..
You told me this
Unguarded in passion
You gave me a kiss..
My heart you held
beating for you..
So pure in that
moment..so true.
A moment cherished
I wish to rewind..
Thoughts of you now
Unwanted in my mind.
A.Boudreaux 2007
Unwanted BurdenIt is all getting out of hand,
There's only so much a person can take.
I'm falling apart piece by piece,
I'm so fragile, so easy to brake.
I'm getting weaker day by day,
My blood just can't stay beneath my skin.
New emotions keep arising,
I'm so confused; so helpless within.
My tears spill so easily,
Simple things leave me completely broken.
Leaving would be my best bet,
I just get in the way; an unwanted burden.
Unwantedok... this is starting to get ridiculous
I feel like all I am is a go-between. My "friends" don't want to talk to me, they just want to talk to my other friend, my roommate. For instance, the only time my cousin and good friend will talk to me is to see if she is mad at him (they are dating). My other friend literally, I will text him and he will never respond. She will text him and get an immediate response. She even told him to text me, so he did, I responded and he never sent me another message. One of my best friends who I have not talked to in quite a while just texted me asking how she can get ahold of my other friend. Why does no one want to talk to me? I mean seriously. I'm still here. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I get so mad. I get so hurt. I tell them they make me feel this way, they say sorry then never change. I seriously just want to cry. I tried so hard to be a good friend for so long. Does anyone want me? *sigh* I really just don't know.
*cries*
UnwantedI am very stress. I fell very unwanted. Have a life I can’t live. Have a man that can’t love. My life and me is soooo unwanted. Every time I look in his eyes, all I see is hate. He say he can’t stand me, I just feel so unwanted. He say he love me, but can’t stand my mouth. Well baby that’s apart of me so u don’t love me. I am just so unwanted. I really hate my life. I never was wanted. I have love for him so y I can’t get loved back. O yea I know y? I’m just unwanted by him, but guess what I’m wanted by others. Most importantly I’m wanted and loved by myself.
Unwanted UnneededLeft alone untended in the night,
Always becaus of some fight,
Why do we have to end it this way,
When we hugged and kissed the other day,
Togethere it was always better,
Now we face it and the taste is bitter,
Blame and insult was blindly thrown,
Just a few words brought down all we have known,
So its alone in this darkness we are caste,
To fade away from memories past,
always forgotten after our joy was spent,
Now we set and look at how our life was spent.
UnwantedAll they did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
Ill write this song
if That's what it takes
[chorus (2x)]
The Unwanted BabyMy mom decided to have me and beautiful baby girl,
Daddy wanted to not even bring me into this world.
He said he wasn't ready that the time wasnt right,
but just so she could have me my mom put up a terrible fight.
Later mommy told her husband about the affair and how the babby wasnt his,
he told her to get rid of it it wouldnt be missed.
momy hid from everyone never telling a soul,
that she loved that baby she couldnt let me go.
mommy was tierd of the fighting and tierd of the tears,
she went and did exactly what i had feared.
with just 2 weeks left before she had me she made a decison to go ,
she said she couldnt deal with the stress that she bistowed.
she wrapped me in a bundle and took me far away,
she said please care for my baby she has nobody.
then she kissed me and said as the tears rolled from her eyes.
promise me youll find me when it is just the right time. for i could not care for you now but one day you will see. that you was the baby that wasnty meant to be
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Unwanted - Avril LavigneUnwanted - Avril Lavigne
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face
and I sat up straight
Oh yeah yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No i just don't understand why you
Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm
So unwanted for nothing don't
Talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong
My head aches
It's been so long
I write this song, that's what it takes
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You d
Unwantedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gT67pctOcms
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face
and I sat up straight
Oh yeah yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No i just don't understand why you
Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm
So unwanted for nothing don't
Talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong
My head aches
It's been so long
I write this song, that's what it takes
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just
Unwanted Sex (part 1)I Walked into the room and he was lying on the bed - he had his arms behind his head - and there was just hair everywhere - he was really really fat - and he had a large erection - i remember he was so proud of his large erection - and I uh - I asked him where my money was - and he pointed to the dresser - and then I asked him what he wanted - and he said lay down - Im On Top! and he started pounding me really hard - I remember I had to bite my tounge to keep from crying. And He did that for a while - and I started to get up - and he pushed me back down - and he held my hair - and he wss pulling it - Hard - Too Hard - Then he stuck his penis in my mouth. I tried to get up again - and he said - "Stay there Baby I'm going to cum on your face!" So I did - and he rubbed his seman all over my face and in my hair - And Uh - Then he Kicked me off the Bed - and he Told me to Leave.
An Unwavering Connection To The InfiniteWorthThough much of who and what we are changes as we journey through life, our inherent worth remains constant. While the term self-worth is often used interchangeably with self-esteem, the two qualities are inherently different. Self-esteem is the measure of how you feel about yourself at a given moment in time. Your worth, however, is not a product of your intelligence, your talent, your looks, your good works, or how much you have accomplished. Rather it is immeasurable and unchanging manifestation of your eternal and infinite oneness with the universe. It represents the cornerstone of the dual foundations of optimism and self-belief. Your worth cannot be taken from you or damaged by life’s rigors, yet it can easily be forgotten or even actively ignored. By regularly acknowledging your self-worth, you can ensure that you never forget what an important, beloved, and special part of the universe you are.You are born worthy—your worth is intertwined with your very being. Y
UnwantedA divorce unwanted by my then wife and myself. I wanted to remain married to her and keep the Restraining Order while she received all my benefits and other things she would need. This Bed & Board Divorce was given to me by my then attorney but upon checking with The US ARMY Retirement Service Officer at Ft. Dix I was told she did not qualify for it. I was forced into retirement by The US ARMY. I contacted The President of The USA and it did not matter if he recived the information because only way this Bed & Board Divorce could of went through was that beyond The US ARMY it was all handled by private civilian contractors. Even the Investigative part of it was private civilian contractor with no over sight from the DoD. So, contrary to the misinformation that is out here I fought for Shirley as if it was a War. Tell me, all your Gentlemen out there, if all of you would of done the same even after her falling apart completely over the years and attacking me in front of a witness? Would
Un Wanted PetsA man in Grand Rapids , Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full page ad inthe paper to present the following essay to the people of his community. HOW COULD YOU? - By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for y
Unwanted ImmortalEver since he's lost his love over a century agolife has never been such a strain on a heart beforeHe knows he'll never be loved by anotherand he'll never be welcome anywhere in this worldso he sits back and waits for his time to comehe's tried so many times to take his own lifebut he's failed every time, nothing he does will workIn his life he was the opposite of King MidasThey say everything old Midas touched turned to goldwell everything he touched would fall apart, everythinghe thinks that maybe he was a mistake, or maybe a joke from God himselfeither way it feels that he doesn't belong here on this earth, meant to be aloneand his greatest fear will probably be true, dying alone with nobody loving himyet he still wanders this earth in search for companionsIn his mind he knows that he'll never find itThat he'll forever be alone, nobody thereat this point, death is his only friendhis ever evasive friendWhy he can't put himself out of his own misery will never cease to amaze himHe is
Unwanted Stuff.Here's a list of stuff I hate/pet peeves because boo is bored or at least she was 5 hours ago. Let's see if I can get to 10.
1. Drama filled statuses. I have just started deleting people who put things like fuck off you asshole If you don't like it stay off my page. I don't mind the profanity but I do mind your need to make your whole friends list rush to your side.
2. People who fail at satire. Making a racist statement and then calling it ironic does not make a satire win. It makes you socially (perfect example of satire fail) retarded.
3. The fact that drug dealers are so unreliable. just sayin.
4. People that say "that's my thing".
ex: wearing all stars with skirts is my thing.
no it's not.
5. verbally abusive assholes. i got a friend with a verbally abusive new husband. I would like to stab him in the face but she has no where else to go. Hopefully she can find a new asshole to latch on to.
6. entertainment shows that aren't The Soup. Fuck you mary heart, mario Lopez a
Unwanted - Misc Ramblings Of A Crazy BitchI am trying really hard to just blog my thoughts n feelings. I don't wanna bring it in my lounge or to my friends. I am just sick of it. I am sick of being huge. I'm sick of being tired. But MILES more than that, I don't want to be angry anymore. I feel attacked by everyone around me. Nothing I do is ever good enough, noone appreciates me at all. My exhusband, just dropped the kids on me this weekend, when it's suppose to be his turn cause he's taking his gf out for V-day. Fucker didn't do shit for me for the 8 years we were together. And it pisses me off. I want him to be as rejected as I am. I give everything when someone gives me a chance. Attention, love, gifts, time, etc. I'm pretty much the same with my friends. I have one friend who I absolutely adore but he only loves me as a friend. But when I flirt with someone else I feel like I'm cheating on him or like I'm blowing any chance I have with him. He is absolutely wonderful. Smart, gentle, gorgeous inside an
Unwarranted Condemnation Of D/s BdsmWhen anyone associated with mainstream society encounters someone involved in the D/s BDSM sub-culture, they immediately form a not so flattering opinion. With this opinion also comes preconceived notions concerning the individuals mental capacity. They often ask whether we are normal and whether a mental evaluation concerning our sanity has ever been performed. To answer the first question, yes we are quite normal. Simply because we believe in more than the minimum number of ways society deems fit to express sexual desires as well as love and relationships, in no way makes us abnormal by any stretch of the imagination. As for the second part of the question with our convictions in what it is we do, why would we need to question our sanity. There simply is no reason for us to do it due to our actions and activities being consensual among all involved.
These Ideas they have concerning those involved with this lifestyle are based on bad information and in a lo
UnwaveringThis is a quote that I wanted to share and explain a bit of what it means to myself.
"HISTORY TEACHES THAT WHEN YOU WILL BECOME INDIFFERENT AND LOSE THE WILL TO FIGHT SOMEONE WHO HAS THE WILL TO FIGHT WILL TAKE OVER."
COLONEL ARTHUR D. "BULL" SIMMONS
SON TAY RAIDER NOV 21,1970
To me what this means that when you lose the will to fight someone with more determination will come and take over what you can't handle anymore. There has been a few times in my life when i gave up on everything even life itself but the one thing that always remained is that I have an UNWAVERING BURNING desire to be something more than myself. If you dont understand what I mean here is another explanation. I feel there is something more that I should be a part of so I can't rest until I find out what that is. I have pushed myself way beyond my physical and mental limits throughout my life so far that I have had to get surgery from some of my injuries. I never could allow myself to forget what I am reall
Unwell !Unwell Video - Matchbox Twenty lyricsMatchbox Twenty Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
Unwed Fathers- Rights Under South Carolina LawOk advice needed on this issue & delima.
Seems in South Carolina an unwed father has no rights to custody under the SC code of laws, BUT at the sametime the state can go after the father for child-support. This seems a lil contradictive.
How is it a man can father a child out of wedlock and not have any rights to custody or say so in the childs well being and still be forced to support? Now mind you I am not saying a man should not support his child, what I am trying to find out is WHY he has no other rights to the child. This information about the unwed father's rights was told to the unwed mother BY a SC lawyer.
I have been looking all over the web to find the answers, but I keep coming up empty. This really concerns me being the mother of a unwed father and his rights to my grand child. I need some advice. If anyone is familiar with SC Family Law, please contact me or post your advice. Thank you in advance for all your help.
SaTiVa
ALL PARENTS WED OR UNWED SHOULD HAVE EQU
UnwellAll day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why
[chorus]
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I’m talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they’ve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I’ve lost my mind
[chorus]
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different
UnwelcomeI feel unwelcome in my own home. With the new room mate and what not, I just feel like I shouldnt be here anymore. I am going to be starting work soon, and I will save up money to get my car on the road, and then I will hardly be here. Why be here if I feel unwanted or unwelcome? I will start paying on some of the bills and just stay away from the people for the most part. I dont even know the roommate really, and I dont know if this is going to go over well. She is stayin in the living room, so that means, if she is sleeping, my daughter and I cannot be in there. What kind of shit is that? The living room is supposed to be for everyone. Whatever. Its not my house. I have no say, even though he tries to make it seem like I do. He is even letting her read one of my books without my permission. MY FAVORITE book. If anything happens to it I am going to be pissed. I had told someone I was going to let them borrow it and now I cant. That is bullshit. I am just venting, I know you have all
Unwellim unwell... maynot be more often here until i feel okay.. take care all.. xxxx
UnwellAll day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[chorus]
But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
Im talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow Ive lost my mind
[chorus]
But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
Im not crazy, Im just a
Unwellall day
staring at the ceiling making
friends with shadows on my wall
all night
i'm hearing voices telling me
that i should get some sleep
because tomorrow might be good
for something
hold on
i'm feeling like i'm headed for a
breakdown
i don't know why
i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell
i know right now you can't tell
but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
a different side of me
i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired
i know right now you don't care
but soon enough you're gonna think of me
and how i used to be
see me
talking to myself in public
and dodging glances on the train
i know
i know they've all been talking 'bout me
i can hear them whisper
and it makes me think there must be something wrong
with me
out of all the hours thinking
somehow
i've lost my mind
[chorus]
talking in my sleep
pretty soon they'll come to get me
they'll be taking me away
UnwellUnwell - Matchbox 20
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a litt
UnwelcomedIt's my blood
It's my heart
It's my way of breathing
It's my soul
It's my shelter
I can't change who I am
Persona non grata
In the world above the ground
Cause I'm breaking the boundaries
We are what we are
We do what we do
We take it to far
Then we go beyond
We're living after midnight
With darkness closing in
We're dancing in the dim light
We're no daylight reaches in
We won't touch the ground
We're breaking the boundaries
Persona non grata...
Unwelcome SilenceUnwelcome Silence
The television flickers from across the room.
Nothing but lights and noise,
it doesn't really matter anymore what is on...
just something to keep me from totally losing it.
The children are gone and the walls do nothing
but stare back at me.
My Love,
You are so fresh,
it seems like mere minutes have passed.
I've lost track of time
but the memories don't fade.
I immerse myself in the countless moments
that have become the only thing
that holds meaning for me anymore.
We were more than just two souls
that found one another;
we were a stream of precious little slices in time.
Some were truly joyous,
some were less so,
but all made their contribution
to what was the best part of my life.
They were all a part of you,
and you were the best part of my life…
no, you are my life.
It’s as though nothing truly existed
before our first meeting.
I existed inside a cocoon
desperately waiting for you to appear
and relea
UnwelcomeBlinded by all the lies Bound by all the trust Bleeding for an unknown cause Burned and charred by all the laws Don't know what to do Cause I was crazy over you But now you left me bruised And my heart don't know what to choose Do I stay or do I go? let the pain corrupt me so slow? Be the bitch that won't let go? Or the slut who says no? Do I live or do I die? Do I laugh or do I cry? Cause I used to be so free Now my heart won't let me see You used to say you loved me You used to say you cared But then you left me broken hearted Now I know that life ain't fair So what do I do? Do I be the fool? Or do I run away? Be free for a day? Cause I know that I will try I will try and I will fail Try to stay away Try to break free But my heart would never let me Cause it belongs to you And though it is not welcome It just don't seem to care No matter what you say No matter what you do It will remain in your hands To be used and abused So do with it as you please I don't care as long as it's you
UnwellAll day Staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night Hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Me Talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train I know I know they've all been talking 'bout me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong With me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough
Un Wfp Fight Hunger Viral Video ContestFight Hunger is a division of the UN World Food Programme set up to help end child hunger by 2015 which is part of the first Millennium Development Goal.
There are currently 350 million hungry children and one child dies every five seconds because of hunger.
We're trying to be upbeat and inclusive about our approach to this global problem. To that end we have just launched a Viral Video Contest.
We're looking for an upbeat viral video to help spread the word that it's time for child hunger to end. The winning prize is to visit and film a WFP School Feeding Project in a developing country.
Find out more at this link:
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Unwind.i guess people were bitching about the new blog posts being in a new alert column cuz it's fixed. niiiiiice. so what's everyone doing tonight? i was thinking about drinking and being an ass on cam, but now i'm kinda tired. dammit jim! today was long and tiring as usual. i took my math exam and passed! =D so i don't have to go to school on monday to retake it. yay! i'm bored, listening to music..
anyone wanna cam with me later? haha
one time offer, i swear
i might reject you, but it's worth a shot.
SCHWING!
bring on the alcohol!
-C
UnwillingllyShe awoke at midnight again, the way she had for the past three nights, the sheets twisted tightly into an umbilical cord binding her to the sweaty womb of her bed. She disentangled herself from the tangled topsheet and laid back, closing her eyes. Immediately the dream from which she had awakened flashed into her consciousness: the utter darkness and the sudden, dim, slanting light; the stranger, the man she had seen and followed; the small anonymous room; the smell, the feel of him; the awful, all-consuming hunger. She opened her eyes quickly, sat up and turned on the nightstand light to dispel the vision. No sense trying for sleep now, she thought. Why the dream had come, why it affected her, consumed her like this, she did not know; but for now it would not leave her. She lit a cigarette, hoping to concentrate on that and occupy her mind, dispel the terrible demon that was the dream with the mundane, the ordinary. She sat back against the headboard, and without thinking closed her
UnwillingAs I closed my eyes, I believed I was flying
When I opened them up, then I knew I was dying
I tried to make sense, of the pain I hold within
And the torment that followed is of virtue and sin
I wish I could claim, that I really do not care
But the tears that I cry, I can no longer bear
My sorrow weighs heavy, in mind and in Heart
I am a demon in love, and it tares me apart
To the torment I carry, there will never be an end
You're my Angel, my Queen, and I'm not even your friend
One you feel safe with, and one that you trust
A Heart caught on fire, turned to ashes and dust
Love makes me smile, and love makes me cry
I am unwilling to live, and I'm unable to die
UnwillingUnwilling
Unwilling to accept the public’s view of you
Marked as you are in different ways
Scars visible and unseen cross your body and soul
Most are there as badges of your time spent growing up
Some are from others who have taken a knife to the soul
Unwilling to accept your view on who you think you are
Seeing something more that what others see in you
Knowing you are the only person who can make me happy
Not understanding why but accepting the truth inside me
There are no questions in my mind
Unwilling to leave you or have you leave
I would do anything for you until the end of time
Love that comes from within
Burning and flowing all around with each touch and kiss
Hoping each moment heals the scars we each have
Unwilling to let you know how I feel so deep inside
Afraid you will leave and never come back to me
Silence is my refugee on the subject of love
Letting my actions show you how much I care
I love you more than the s
Unworthy(poem)I look up at the sky and wonder why I am here and not in heaven.
Why am I here breathing air and taking up space.
Where I feel I don’t belong and out of place.
What good am I?
Being broken inside with no heart or soul, ruining friends and family life’s with my existence.
How life would be so much better without me here.
Everyone would be happier without my existence, taking up space another worthier person should have.
I don’t believe I’m worthy of this ruined life. This life that was torn apart, smashed into a million pieces then slowly glued back together.
Having missing pieces, not feeling complete has made me feel as though I’m not worthy of any thing in life.
Not worthy of the happiness I see that my friends have.
Not worthy of the love that I so long to have within my heart.
Not worthy of being myself, the person I know that I am deep inside.
Not worthy of any thing that life surrounds us with.
Unworthy is how I feel deep inside of me.
UnwoundOne night,
drunken, falling into her,
stumbling together -
I remember feeling unwound inside her,
as if finally let loose from primal need
and into something greater;
as though all moments circled that single mote of time;
her skin, her hair, her eyes, lips, hands
mixed with mine in the sticky summer air
like the familiar sound of distant voices and laughter
across the lake, the clink of bottles, a speedboat.
We kissed.
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UnworthyUnhappy soul wondering about...
unworthy of trust.... unworthy of love
never knowing what happiness feels like.
Oh but to feel love, that would be grand.
Instead her hearts burried deep with in the sand.
a longing ... a desire..... a dream....
yet..........unworthy.....
Worthless soul... cant get close enough to anyone
Cant feel any emotion other than sadness...hurt...pain....confusion....
unable to feel what the other feels......
unable to love.... never shown love.....
unworthy....
Afraid ...running from what hurts her.....
Knowing evil is there...yet he cant be seen...
knowing his one desire is to hurt her...
To see her alone.... withered like a cold rose...
unworthy.......
She longs to feel the love she once felt
to embrace the one she trully desires....
to forget the past.....
Longing....wanting...desiring....
yet..........Unworthy
The Unwritten Law: It Is WrittenScarybirds has a number of characteristic beliefs. Some of these are:
The world is harsh. Prosperity is rare. Life is for the strong, and we should take what we can given the opportunity. Especially if we're armed.
We are free to shape our damaged fantasies to the extent allowed by our skill, courage, and cunning. There is no sentiment imposed by the will of any external deity.
We do not need salvation. We're already completely screwed by any standards. All we need is a bottle of booze, some warm food, a porn movie and maybe a pack of smokes.
We are connected to all our ancestors by police records and DNA matching via national databases. We should probably figure out a way to work this to our advantage.
We are also linked to all our living kin - and to a lot of other stooges on the internet who are ripe for the picking.
We are connected to Nature and shouldn't worry about urinating in public. Hell, I don't give it a second thought. The selfish egomaniacs often express
10 Unwritten Rules Of "cherrytap"1. To the people who have like 25,098 friend's, are you serious? Nobody in this universe has that many friends...you're stupid. LMAO
2. If you're ugly stop acting like you don't know it. If u have a nick name that says "Champagne" and it should be more like "40 Ounce" it just doesn't convince anybody.
3. Don't ever post fake pictures.
4. Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to gang bang and act hard with the keyboard...that's so sad.
5. If all your pictures look the same...don't post them all! Please put some variety in your pics.
6. Who really gives a rats ass if I don't accept you as a friend...MOVE ON. Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up!
7. Little 6th, 7th, and 8th graders who have a "CHERRYTAP" page and look like sluts, go somewhere else because nobody wants you here with that childs play! LOL (It's only the underage kids that are 99 and 101 on here. Aren't they cute
Unwritten LawFather i've sinned over and over and over again
sry my friends im such a mess
im doin the best i can
she's says where yea goin where yea been
she leaves like she's never commin back again
she says i don't love you like i loved you before
i don't love you anymore
and mother i've tried over and over to open my eyes
look at my life tell me when did i die
cause im not alive
she says i don't love like i loved you before
UnwrittenI'm takin another drag
to search for something useful to say
but I know you've heard my rantings before.
These letters of nothing
have been written for far too long.
I keep these ponderings close to my heart
in an empty box, devoid of feeling.
Feeling for you is fumbling in the dark,
searching like hell for the light.
So pathetic, the time I've spent
writing to a someone that doesn't yet know
I exist.
I wish you could understand
that this path is long,
one you've been a part of but will never know.
I think I've lost the will to open up
to everyone else,
but the words come fast when speaking
to the one contribution I've made to the world.
It's with love and the dry tears in my eyes
that I close more unsent correspondence,
the windows to my soul closed because
I can't open them to you just yet.
You've locked away my heart,
and for that I love you.
With my fondest hope for you,
Your mother
Unwritten Biography...I received my divorce papers in the mail yesterday. This small paper, 2 pages...is the end to 20 years. I was a child 20 years ago. Met my husband when I was 17. I am here to tell you, I was much too young and my brain too small to handle things that were put before me. I reflected back the memories, some good, those however, very few are hard to remember from the past many years of hell which clouds them. I now must decide what to do with the days I have left in my life. I will begin by attaching the divorce paper to the end of the first chapter of my unwritten novel. The first chapter will be short and painful, not only for the author but those who will ever get the pleasure of reading, but getting through the first chapter and understanding and caring enough to continue are the readers I am currently in search of. The chapters that follow I hope you will find captivating, passionate and heart touching...but when you finally lay the book down, remembering the book's author,
The Unwritten Rules?There is an unwritten rule regarding visible tattoos while on duty as a security officer. Granted I understand that companies want security officers to appear respectable and professional. But.....
If a security company forces security officers to cover up tattoos that are neither slanderous nor obscene, is the company breaking state and federal laws pertaining to discrimination? Is the company breaking their own policies on ethics, equal opportunities, and diversity policy?
In addition is it ethical to force security officers to wear long sleeves during the summer in a factory setting?
I'm open to opinions either for or against these polices, let me know how you feel on this.
The Unwritten Code!!!!!My brother left me a text asking me permission if he could date my ex girlfriend! Now I'm glad that he had enough love for me to ask first if it would be ok to start seeing her but it ALSO feels like he's betraying me because me and my ex dated for 3 years!!! My question is...Would you give your blessings to a relative who wants to date your ex?????
Unwrapping His Christmas PresenceUnwrapping His Christmas Presence
By Renee Swope
"The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and you will call Him Immanuel, God with us." Isaiah 7:14 (NIV)
Devotion:
Plans for the perfect Christmas danced in my head! My mom, my brother and my husband's parents were dropping in. Plus my dad and his wife would be here Christmas day, and JJ's brother and family were coming too. Inviting our out-of-town families to our new home for the holidays was a dream come true. The fact that they could all come at some point between Christmas and New Years was just short of a miracle.
However, by the time everyone got here, I couldn't wait for them to leave!
In the midst of all the preparations, I'd gotten tangled up in Christmas lights and unrealistic expectations. First, my husband and children petitioned for blinking colored lights on the tree. I don't do colored lights on the tree. I am a "white lights" kind of girl, I insisted. JJ decided decorating should be a "f
"unwritten"NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS
"Unwritten"
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefinedI'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can
UnwrittenI am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel th
Unwritten By Natasha BedingfieldNatasha Bedingfield
Unwritten
I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah
Oh, oh
I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, ooh
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close
The Unwritten
"Written by Mike Carey ; Art by Peter Gross ; Cover by Yuko Shimizu
Everyone's read the Tommy Taylor books, the popular series of novels turned pop culture phenomenon about a boy wizard's adventures. And everyone knows about Tom Taylor, the boy the novels were based on, whose life was so overshadowed by his Dad's fictional epic that Tom's become a lame Z-level celebrity at best and a human viral marketing tool at worst.But what if the resemblance goes even deeper? What if Tom is the boy-wizard of the books made flesh? And if that sounds crazy, why is it bringing him into the crosshairs of an ancient faction that has never been named in any book or text?To discover the truth about himself, Tom must search through all the places in history where fiction and reality have intersected. And in the process, he'll learn more about that unwritten cabal and the plot they're at the center of –– a plot that spans all of literature from the first clay tablets to the gothic castles w
Unyielding PassionWhy must passion be unspoken?
why must love be untouched?
Why does the heart gallop,
as though the race will cease?
Sensation sprints through my heart,
and fills my head with lustful wrong.
To have what cannot be held.
and to seek what cannot be sought.
To yearn is pain,
but to stop is to die.
U2- OneNuff said.
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When its one need
In the night
Its one love
We get to share it
It leaves you baby
If you dont care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well its too late
Tonight
To drag tha past out
Into the light
Were one
But were not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come tor raise the dead
Havew you come here to play jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now its all I got
Were one
But were not the same
We hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I cant be holding on
To
U2 - OneIs it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When it`s one need
In the night
It's one love
We get to share it
It leaves you baby
If you don`t care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it`s too late
Tonight
To drag the past out
Into the light
We`re one
But we`re not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing
Now it`s all I got
We`re one
But we`re not the same
We hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher love
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can`t be holding on
To wha
U2 - OneIs it getting better?
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you, now
You got someone to blame
You say one love, one life
When it's one need, in the night
One love, we get to share it
It leaves you, baby, if you don't care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well, it's too late, tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much, more than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it's all I got
We're one, but we're not the same
Well, we hurt each other
Then we do it again.
You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the higher law
You ask me to enter, but then you make me crawl
And I can't be holding on, to what you
09/11/08 - U2 - One (dyslexia Is A Killer Editon)WOLEB NOISREV GNOS
One - U2
WOLEB NOISREV EODIV
One - U2
WOLEB SCIRYL
Is it getting better?
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you, now
You got someone to blame
You say one love, one life
When it's one need, in the night
One love, we get to share it
It leaves you, baby, if you don't care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well, it's too late, tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to carry each other, carry each other
One...
Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head
Did I ask too much, more than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it's all I got
We're one, but we're not the same
Well, we hurt each other
Then we do it again.
You say love is a temple, love a higher law
Love is a temple, love the hi
U Only Live OnceU only live onces, Live life like there is no tomorrow and love like you have never loved before and for give those of have caused you pain, they will have what is coming to them when the time is right"
U Oughta Know--alanis Morrisette*heres my fave angry chick song**
You Oughta Know lyricsI want you to know, that I'm happy for youI wish nothing but the best for you bothAn older version of meIs she perverted like meWould she go down on you in a theatreDoes she speak eloquentlyAnd would she have your babyI'm sure she'd make a really excellent motherCause the love that you gave that we made wasn't ableTo make it enough for you to be open wide, noAnd every time you speak her nameDoes she know how you told me you'd hold meUntil you died, till you diedBut you're still aliveAnd I'm here to remind youOf the mess you left when you went awayIt's not fair to deny meOf the cross I bear that you gave to
U. "our Thoughts And Prayers ArThe Phoenix Coyotes say that forward Brett MacLean suffered a cardiac emergency on Monday night in Owen Sound, Ontario. "Brett was playing hockey last night when he suffered a medical emergency," said Coyotes general manager Don Maloney in a statement. "Brett received CPR on site and was taken to a local hospital by ambulance where he was treated. He was then transported via an air ambulance to University Hospital in London, Ontario where he was admitted to the cardiac ICU. "Our thoughts and prayers are with Brett and his family," Maloney continued. "We request that everyone please respect their privacy at this time. We will provide an update on Bretts status when information is available." MacLean played in five games this past season for the Winnipeg Jets, registering two assists. The 23-year-old spent the majority of 2011-12 in the American Hockey League with the Portland Pirates, where he had 25 goals and 23 assists in 63 games. He has appeared in 18 NHL games with Winnipeg and Ph
Uova E Prosciutto VerdiItalians have gotten a bad rap. The Mafia, The Sopranos, Al Capone and Carmella Soprano's baked Ziti have aided in the stereotypes that make up the Italian culture. Visitors to Chicago keep looking for mobsters. Foreign visitors say, " Hey, Chicago! Al Capone!" followed by the rat-a-tat-tat of an imitation machine gun. Go figure.
I'm proud to be Italian. The copy of my family tree goes back to the late 1700's. Pure Italian....pure NORTHERN Italian. That is until Napolean and his little soldiers decided to enter Italy. Up to that point, all the names on the family tree were Italian. Suddenly...bada bing...a Michelle. When Napolean trounced through Italy, my ancestors did an about face. The men were drunk and the women apparently drunk and loose. Hello, Michelle.
But I digress...and at this point I will tell you a secret about me.
Until I was 14 and started high school, I never had American bread. I lived in an Italian neighborhood. There was no such thing as Wonderbrea
Uoy CcufIIGHT I GOT ALOT TO FUCCIN' SAY... FIRST WOT THE HELL IS UP WITH PEOPLE I SWEAR TO FUCCIN PICCLE JUICE LOOSIN' THE FUCC UP PEOPLE YOUR ALL INSANE!!! RATE ME, FAN ME, LOVE, WTF IS THAT... AND THEN WHEN YOU DO WOT DO YOU GET... NOTHING BACC... YEAH YOU MIGHT GET THE SAME THING BACC AS YOU DID FOR THEM BUT WHO CARES WERE HERE TO MEET FRIENDS GET TO KNOW PEOPLE BUT PEOPLE ARE SO WOUND UP IN GETTING TO THE LEVEL BABY JESUS IS AT THAT THEIR LIVES ARE MUCH MORE MISERABLE THEN IT STARTED OUT TO BE... WITH ME ITS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST... IF IT WAS I WOULDN'T BE MAKING IT ON CT... AM I RIGHT? NO LIVES NO ONE HAS ANY LIVES... I SIT HERE ALL DAY AND HELP PEOPLE OUT WITH THEIR PROBLEMS AND WHEN I GOT PROBLEMS WHOS THERE? WAITING.... WAITING.... NOT A FUCCIN SOLE!!! I'M THINKING MAYBE IF I STOP CARRING AND STOP HELPING AND JUST BE STRAIGHT UP EVIL YOU WILL ALL RATE ME AND COMMENT ME TO... CAUSE IM PRETTY MUCH THE SWEETEST PERSON YOU WILL EVER MEET... ID DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AND HAVE... AND STIL
Uoyevoliknihti Nmad :)Each day i can feel myself falling a little bit more. My guard get weaker and weaker. What i feel cant be real. I promised myself i would let somone get this close... but some where our glances go to my head. My herat is in my throat, my hands shake as my emotions start to stir. I keep trying to deny it, that its just an crush, a fling...If it was just one sided then i could go on acting as if it didnt affect me, but whne i look at you looking at me i can see the same desire stiring in your eyes.
At times i feel uneasy, awkward at times, but here i am waiting to see you again, to hear from you. Funny as it is its almost safe to feel this way about you. lol. Cause i know no matter how much i fel for you or you feel for me this is where it will all stay. So far apart in the world is turning out to be lucky and unlucky at the same time. lol
I know i could tell you all this but i know in the back of your mind you know. You know it by the light in my eyes, the blushing in my cheeks.
UpLovers of the English language might enjoy this.....How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English???
There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP."
It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP?
At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP a and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report?
We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car.
At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir up trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses.
To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this up is confusing:
A drain must be opened UP because i
"up"Lovers of the English language might enjoy this....
There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP."
It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP?
At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP a Why are the officers UP for election, and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report?
We call UP our friends. And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car.
At other times the little word has real special meaning.People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses.
To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this UP is confusing:
A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP.
We open UP a store in the morning but we close
UpThe Word "UP" You lovers of the English language might enjoy this .
There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that is "UP."
It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP ? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report ?
We call UP our friends. And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special.
And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP .. We open UP a store in the morning but we clo
UpI open my eyes and still see your face
and prepare myself for life's great race
I move along the path of life
knowing only heartfelt strife
I wish to hold you in my arms
but cannot seem to work my charms
so up I move to start the day
never knowing quite what to say
I see the words in my mind
but my mouth is not so kind
they flow out in patterns unknown
so still my loneliness is grown
into a hole inside my soul
creating there a twisting shoal
but up I go into this pain
to seek what others see as rain
the simple rain of unshed tears
for all of the unspoken fears
and so I drift into the abyss
of unspoken love and unknown bliss
but try I will to learn to speak
of up and down and knees so weak
until the proper words flow out
and in your heart there is no doubt
so on that day, please, not so far away
when I come and have my say
listen close to what I shout
for only then will love flow out.
Copyright ©2006 Zachary Christian Virden
UpQuiet neighbor is always welcome but a noisy one that suddenly goes quiet and stays that way something is up. Two Saturdays ago I had a visit from someone. I gave the traditional nod up as he did. I went back to glance at a grassy field lost in thought. I took a break from the tree limb. The tree limb came down in front of me quietly but sadly to those that wanted to be amazed.
Norio
Up It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report ?
We call UP our friends. And we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver; we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UPan appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special.
And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP. We open UP a store in the morning but we close it UP at night.
We seem to be pretty mixed UPabout UP! To be knowledgeable about the proper uses of UP, look the word UP in the dictionary.. In a desk-sized di
Up...On your feet trooper,
Remember who you fight for,
Never drop your dreams.
UpTonight i have been up very late..due too the fact im under a lil stress..i seriously need a vacation too like egypt,lol..or las vegas(my favorite spot)i also want too go off too new york oneday sty for about a month just too party hardy,lol..i also need to meet some new friends well im gonna make me some hot chocolate and watch family guy and hang out here:) i love fubar!
Upa And DownsWhy is it that when you are Happy and feel so full of life, that nothing ever gets you down? When you are down and feel lonely, why is it so hard to get back up? I have been on such a high elevation of happiness these past 7 weeks, I can barely contain myself, then, BAM, like a hammer to the forhead I feel myself falling to the ground. Is it that the one person I want to be closest to, is too far away to be close to? A simple voice on the phone, a few words on the internet, an email, anything to turn me back up. Without her for even 8 or ten hours of conscience thought and I feel so alone, yet I know that she is there, in my heart, I can feel it. I spent over 16 months in training and Iraq, was married, and did not feel this alone, of course I thank my Brothers and Sisters in Arms for their steadfast support and companionship during that time. However, I can't stop thinking about her, no matter what the circumstances are, she is always there on my mind, in my thoughts. I feel better ju
Up AboveUP ABOVE
I wanna get lost in the heavens above
I'd do anything to escape this lingering love
You said it was over without shedding a tear
Assuming words would quench every worry or fear
The problem remains that I was truly in love
So now I'm flying to be lost in the great up above
The great up above is full of suspense
The perfect vacation from a world too intense
It conceals the sun's beauty and cloaks the night's stars
A place to lick your wounds from the real world's scars.
Love to you was never giving in
You even ended arguments with an emphatic "I win"
Always absent when my chips were down
Yet expected me to disarm your every worry and frown
Still I loved you unregrettably
journeying into the heavens is my only chance to break free
The great up above is mired in mystery
Giving the misunderstood the perfect spot to free
Love is not taking all that you can
Ruined is my life so I escape in search of a new plan
As bad as it was never having your full
Upadate On KadenceKadence is doing good today. I called this morning and they said her weight was 4lbs 3.4oz and that they checked her glucose and it was 82. So she's doing great. They moved her up to 14 cc's of breast milk. It's hard to believe my little angel will be 2 weeks old tomorrow. We are going to talk to the doctors up there this weekend and see if we can't get her transfered back down here to this hospital.
Upadte4hey yall under the names is the current placings as of 10:18 am ct 2 days left get your votes in one and all call all bombers and friends lets see what happens
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Up Against The Wall"Up Against The Wall"
It's over
Look out below
And I'm wasted
I still taste it
It's so hard to let go
So breathe in now
And breathe it out
The forecast
A car crash
It's looking like another...
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
No rewinds
No second times
And I won't break
I won't waste, everything you left behind
So don't follow
Just let it go
The weather's, been better
All the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own
All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone
And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications laid to rest
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
Up Again For Auction (closed)ok i am in a new auction and you only bid with fubucks.. come check it out...
Please show some love....
I am also in this auction too
you can bid with fubucks,vips,hh,tickers and blasts...but to make your bids in this auction you will have to add the host of the auction as a friend...
please come by and show some love
Up AgainI am up for auction again. This is the link to the photo.
Up Again... :)Can u handle this Angel, or the question could be am I really an Angel?
Up AgainOnce again I found my self in an auction. Below are the terms I am offering (if you want to add something it might be discussed)
For one month= 2 gifts, 2 drinks, 2 daily comments,and added as my Crush
Everything rated= pics, blogs, stash
Pimp out= bulletin, blog, on profile
a SFW Salute
Happy Bidding
Up Again For AuctionOk all I am in another Auction!
Here is what I am offering:
Rate all photos/stash during HH
Link to your profile in about me
Owned by in my name for a month
Added to #1 Family and Friends for a month
A profile comment a day
Will add more if the price is right….
All you have to do is click the picture below and start bidding.
7up Aka Lil One...auctionTO OWN FUBAR’S HAWTY JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW!!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT THE CHANCE TO OWN THIS GIRL!!! SO BID HIGH AND SHOW HER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER!!! SHE WILL ROCK YOUR FU!!!
300 11’S DURING HH
50 PIC COMMENTS DURING HH
100 STASH RATES DURING HH
R/F/A IF NOT ALREADY
1 TICKER-2(FOR HIGH BID)
2 DAILY FU DRINKS
MIDGET POSTED ON PROFILE
WILL FU BUY UP TO 1.5 MILLION FU BUCKS
ADD TO TOP FRIENDS IF NOT ALREADY
MAKE 4 MORPH PICS
MAKE 4 OTHER SPECIAL PICS
MORE CAN BE DISCUSSED WITH THE BIDDER
BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE
▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One@ fubar
Up All NiteI sit up late at night..I close my eyes
so very tight..My mind drifts away..
As I picture a bright and shinny day..
There you are..Standing not that far..
Your eyes so beautiful..Just like
two shinning stars..As you smile..
A very beautiful smile..My heart fly's
for miles..As day quickly fades to night..
You grab my hand so very tight..We walk
on a moon lit beach..With the stars
shinning so bright..God this feels so
right..As we walk for miles holding hands..
We walk through the moist sand..
I turn my head..And see an angel..
I try to speak but my words are tangled..
As you softly speak into my ear..
I hear..Three words I hold so dear..
I open my eyes that I held so tight..
And my face and heart shines so bright..
As I say to my self I Love You...Goodnight.
Up All Night Lyrics By SlaughterUp all night, sleep all day
Up all night, sleep all day
When evening comes I am alive
I love to prowl around in the streets
It's the moonlight that controls my mind
Now I've got the power to speak
Awake from dusk to dawn
Watching the city lights
Stars are shining down
They'll be shining down
On you and I
And when the morning comes
And I'll hold you
'Til the morning light
Everybody sing it now
Up all night, sleep all day
Up all night, sleep all day
That's right
Driving down the boulevard
All alone
The neon signs
Are calling your name
Find me in the corner
Having the time of my life
You'd think you'd wanna do the same
Awake from dusk to dawn
Watching the city lights
Stars are shining down
They'll be shining down
On you and I
And when the morning comes
And I'll hold you
'Til the morning light
Everybody sing it now
Up all night, sleep all day
Up all night, sleep all day
Driving down the boulevard
All alone
The neon signs
Are calling
Up All NightMy 12 year old sun informed me yesterday he was staying up all night last night, playing on xbox. He is always asking to, and I knew this would get it out of his system. I let him stay up, but informed him he still had to go to church with me, and then go to lunch with the family.
I sing in the choir so I had a perfect view of him in church. Watching him fighting to stay awake was one of the funniest things I have ever watched.
He now regrets staying up all night lol.
Up All Night...againok, not in the best of health but up all night long?? what's with that anyhoo?
damn, i feel too old for this site. look at all the beauties here...and plain kiley is losted.
Up All NightUp all night, playing on the web, feeding habits and my newest addiction to just being online. I have too many to keep track of them all, then start staying up all night twisting everything from a coherant view. Spun out and unable to stop. I am definitely my own worst enemy. Sometimes you just got to say fu it and stick a dollar into the salvation army bucket, if you know where I'm coming from please tell me. You can pick your friends and you could pick your nose, bujt you can't wipe your friends on the living room couch. Authored by a friend on acid in95
Up And RunningOk, so i finally finished sorting out my profile. All i need to do now is add some more photos and maybe change the song on my profile. Aerosmith seemed like a good idea at the stime cos there was nothing better on the site.
As for the pics, once ive decided which ones are worth putting up and dont make me look like an idiot then they'll be up ^_^
Up And Coming Atrist!!! Check Him Out!Drop by and show this up and coming artist what its all about.
Show him all the love you can.
Fan, add and rate him.
He's really a good person.
plz fan me@ CherryTAP
Check out some of his Videos.
Tell him Just Meee sent you.
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Up And RunningMy website is now up and running! Check it out! madtatterstattoos.com
Up And RunningMy new company is now up and running after a long waite. I am doing taxes for any one who needs it done just go to my company website and contact me me there. The website is located at the link below
www.servicesdonecheap.com
have a great day
Up And Running....somewhat.Well, things have slowed down around here for me.
I get one or 2 profiles rates a day,the new computer is fucking awesome and going well beyond expectations, and everything is going good.
I have some more art to upload whenever I get more room for pictures and some other nbeat things to post.The playlist was a bitch to get going today but I got it up and running.I hope you enjoy the 80's......lol!
I know this blog isnt much but its an update of sorts.
Im sure Ill have more to post after my birthday.
Up And RunningThe website is up.. great earning potential because it sells itself. Will send a free sample to anyone seriously interested!!
http://www.kimtrueman.myarbonne.com/
Up And DownSometimes LOVE is like a roller coaster
with its many ups and downs
turning this way and that way
never knowing what lies over the next hill
yet we each hold on
anxious to see what is next
hoping within that what lies over the rise
is that long straight away
where everything is calm and peaceful
Sometimes there are straight aways
but soon a hill emerges from nowhere
this is part of life
so when the ride is over
Don't let it stop
stay on and keep going
for if it is love
in the end you will find that place
where there are no hills
you just have to trust your heart
it may hurt a little along the way
but in the end,
you will be happy that
you stuck through it all.
Christopher Wayne Rhea
Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea
The Up And Coming LabelWhats up everybody It's soldier boy comin to u across the world in iraq. One of my good friends and fellow soldiers is starting a new Music Label. Called rulers of all entertainment. We are looking for all genres of music. Everything from Rap to metal. So if u are in the area of indiana, kentucky, illinois and ohio hit me up. This Label is Trying do something that no one has ever done before. Booking, promoting and destrabution of new and unheard artists. So if you are a artist/band that just needs to be heard hit me up on here and let me know. Or you can email me at soilderboy187@live.com. If u are just people who say u want to, but don't have the balls to get up and do it please don't waste my time. Also i myself am starting up a band when i get back to the states (Vengence for the day or one lost voice). I am looking for a rythem guitarist and posibly a vocalist aswell. With a hard rock/metal or even alternative sound So hit me up if u think u want to try. You need to have the time
Up And DownLife is always full of ups and downs
We need to focus on smiles not frowns
Have someone to hold and say it’s alright
Without love our journey is a lonely flight
We can be independent, alone and strong
But would a daily hug and kiss be so wrong
We can all use some tender kindness
We just can’t live life in blindness
Acknowledge and accept we need some support
Even if only a listening ear or advice of some sort
The weight on your shoulders is enough for two
Let me do my loving part and help you through
I have no doubt I can give what you need
Let me sooth your soul, worries be freed
I know I can’t solve or cure all of your aches
But I’m here and willing to do whatever it takes
I will hold you tight, and caress you so
Ill keep you safe, I won’t let you go
Heart to heart, our bodies seem like one
I will always care until our ti
Up And Down DayThe love of my life called me tonight.... and I couldnt say anything. Our history together is long and ackward. We play games on each other. We both love each other and want to be together but we just cant seem to get to that point. Its almost as if fate is pulling us apart with circumstances. We both make stupid mistakes and cant quite get it right.
How do you stop the games and just.... be? Or is it just destined for us to not be together and be happy?
grr
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