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Amber Alert
A family is missing from their Altadena home, and sheriff's deputies are asking for your help to find them. An AMBER Alert has been issued after a mother and her two sons disappeared in the family's minivan. They were last seen around 3:00 p.m. Thursday. Detectives with the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department say they have "specific information" that the mother, 38-year-old Lisa Vigil Ruelas, plans to kill her 11 and 13-year-old sons Gabriel and Evan and then commit suicide. Detectives say Ruelas may be driving a 2005 silver Saturn minivan with license plate number 5SNJ931. If anyone has information on the whereabouts of Lisa Ruelas or her two children, they are urged to contact Altadena Sheriff Station at (626) 798-1131. for pictures please look at KSBY Action News in ca.. central coastal news

News Flash An Auction
HERE WE GO 11s UP FOR GRAB 1400 OF THEM WOW THAT SOUNDS AWESOME OK LETS GET RIGHT TO THE POINT, BID ON THESE 11s AND GET ALL THE POINTS THAT 1400 11s WILL GET YOU LETS SEE AUCTION WILL START WEDNESDAY MARCH 18th 2009 AT 6:00PM (EST) 3:00PM FU-TIME AUCTION WILL END SUNDAY MARCH MARCH 22nd AT 6:00PM (EST) 3:00PM FU-TIME HERE ARE YOUR 11s RATERS YOU WILL GET THEM FROM IF YOU REALLY WANT TO WIN THEM SO BID AND BID HIGH TEDDYS WIFE TEDDYS O' WIFE~~OWNED BY TAT2BUNNYLUV@ fubar TEDDY T. TEDDY O' T. OWNER OF STORMWOMAN n OWNED BY CAROLVISION63 TAT2BUNNYLUV~N~ SWEET SERENITY@ fubar THIS AUCTION IS TO HELP TEDDY T. RAISE MORE FUNDS FOR A CHANCE TO WIN SPOTLIGHT CLICK HER TO BID CUM AND CHECK OUT MY OFFERS, OHHH YEA IM IN AN AUCTION DONT BE LEFT OUT IN THE DARK BID NOW JUST CLICK TA BID

Help A Brotha Out!
If you have an auto 11 you would like to sell I will pay 2 million fubucks for 1! I have never had one before and i would love one! Please if you have one or know someone that has one for sale SB/Private message me! Thanks for the help!

Amy
Ok well first let me say Hello!!! Second, I can't type long as it will wake my son up lol (He's sleepin' out here in the livin' room). I wanted to thank you for all the wonderful comments! Though I don't get on here much, it's great to come here and have messages lol! It does really make my day . Ok, well this was boring for you to read I'm sure haha! I will try and blog more often . One last thing on Sunday (the 8th) I turn 40 yikes!! ! I don't think I wanna LMAO!! Welll, I still feel 25 inside so screw this age thing lmaoooo!! Hope all is well with all my friends, and all my new ones to come !! Smile, love hard, and laugh -really hard every day and "LIFE" won't seem so bad! Many Kisses XX !! ~ Amy xxoo

Splurting Grot
Why the hell do you enjoy this insipid site? What actually happens here apart from a veritable slew of nothing? The exceedingly obese "women" with names that are completely at odds with their physical aesthetic make me want to stab pandas. The ones that are mildly attractive think they're ethereally beautiful but, if I passed them in the street, I probably wouldn't look twice at them... unless they were naked, which none of them ever are--this WAS the point of this whole site back when it started: NUDITY FOR THE BLOKES TO JERK THE GHERKIN TO. Yet these repressed cunts don't even have nude pics. WTF? Go back to myspace and suck Tom's cybercock. Is this now a social networking site? If so, leave the fucking pretense that you want to talk to someone just so you can "level up". What sort of inadequte fecal matter considers a high level on a website something to be proud of. Look at your friends list you maladjusted cumrags. How many of those 234009 friends to you actually talk to? O

Stuff
100 Truths 1-Real name: John 2 - Nickname: JD 3 - Birthday: 9/25 4 - Zodiac sign: Libra 5 - Male or Female: Male 6 - Elementary school: in NJ 7 - High school: in NJ 8 - College: Rutgers 9.....wheres it at? NJ 10 - Hair color: Brown 11 - Tall or short: Tall 15 - Are you health freak? Trying to be 16 - Height: 6'1 17 - Do you like someone? yes 18 - Do you like yourself?: Yes 19 - Piercings: None 20 - Tattoos: None 21 - Righty or Lefty: Righty 22 - Fir

Assholes=my Family And This Is Why
WELL I FIND OUT THAT MY COUSIN TIM GORDON WAS SHOT AND KILLED ON JANUARY 31ST.... I JUST FOUND OUT LASTNIGHT BY READING A FRIEND OF MINES BLOG POST ON MYSPACE LAST NIGHT.. THEN I SEARCHED THE OBITUARIES ON LINE LAST NIGHT TO MAKE SURE IT WAS HIM AND SURE ENOUGH IT WAS... MY FAMILY HAD NO NERVE TO TELL ME ABOUT IT BUT YET THEY CAN FIND A WAY TO GET AHOLD OF ME ONLINE TO TELL ME THEY WANNA BEAT MY ASS OVER STUPID SHIT AND TELL ME THAT WHEN THEY SEE ME I AM LEAVING IN A BODY BAG.... THIS IS NOW THE 4TH PERSON IN MY FAMILY THAT I WAS CLOSE TO THAT DIED AND NO ONE EVER TOLD ME. MY FAMILY IS LOW LIFE NO GOOD SCUM AND I HOPE THEY ALL ROTT IN HELL... TO ALL MY FAMILY: YOU NEED TO GET OFF YOUR FAT ASSES AND START BEING A REAL FAMILY... STOP BEING MONEY HUNGERY NO GOOD SELFISH ASSHOLES... TIMMY: REST IN PEACE AND KNOW YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED.. WE MAY HAVE HAD SOME BAD TIMES BUT WE ALSO HAD ALOT OF GOOD TIMES EVEN IN SCHOOL. I WILL MISS YOU... LOVE YA HOMIE

How A Crime Fam Turned Disfunctional
How a crime family turned dysfunctional Friday, May 9, 2003 BY ROBERT RUDOLPH Star-Ledger Staff They were once the epitome of Mafia propriety. Their patriarch was the model for Marlon Brando's Godfather. His successor was an impeccable dresser known to chew out underlings who wore the wrong thing to a family gathering or wake. But in the past 10 years, the DeCavalcante crime family - New Jersey's only home-grown Mafia clan - has become a wretched parody of itself. Its founder - Simone Rizzo DeCavalcante, better known as Sam the Plumber - is dead. The man who followed in his footsteps, John Riggi, has been behind bars for years with no hopes of release. Riggi's son-in-law has turned informant, and the family, racked by internal strife and paranoia, has been slaughtering its own people. "It's certainly not the A-Team," said Kevin McCarthy, the former head of the U.S. Organized Crime Strike Force in New Jersey, and the man who sent Riggi to jail. In fact

Solution?
I was chatting with a pal of mine the other night, about what has happened with the slowed down rating system that has been put into place, she had a idea that she shared with me, and that I would like to share with the people of fu-bar and maybe get some feed back, or build on this idea, and propose it to BabyJ. On fu-bar there is only one way to level up, and that is thru rating pictures and profiles, with the addition of a-11's, you are able to level up a little more quickly. What if other ways of leveling were added? in real bars, they have pool and dart tournaments, they have ladies night, blackjack, texas holdem..etc.. could some of these be added to fu-bar? I am not familiar with the making of web sites, so what I am suggestion may be far fetched, or impossible to implement..but I thought if I threw this out there, maybe it would spark an idea, or build on this idea from other fellow fu-barians. Those who enjoy rating can continue to do so, those that are not happy with t

Lost And Not Found
break away, spread the game, it aint safe for you me i take it anyway, southside, midwest, grand chirp get'em boi, hot style pimpin out old school, let loose lether seats, woodgrane 22's put so much on the dash, now they cant afford to take it back, ruff ridn down I-90, headbangin ears ringin, gurls neck breakin, red light, corner street, hustle night, til the gas drop's, hit the store fill the tank, lets do it all over again Damn, i dont know what to do know more, im lost and im not found I look left and right all i see is a mirage, and a whisper of the wind blow, i cant help to look at the yellow strips on the road got alot of shits runnin through my mind. im feeling like tearin my hair out and screamin at the top of my lungs. growin tired of sittin lone on this long and dark road but what can i do but look at the clouds with no sunshine, got so much pain and anger growin inside its like ima bout unleash this monster inside of me. just waitin for the right moment to get at niggas so

Own Me...
Winds race to heal an aching wound...as perfect fingers trace... The sun fades behind an ancient mountain...some how creating the perfect place... Heaven...in your eyes...gazing deeply upon me... Many miles are cast between us...yet I am able to see... Your beauty...like no one will ever adore... The waves bellow a mesmerizing tune...crashing upon an Island shore... The scent of your love...permeating...awakening me lost soul... Lighting...intimidated by your alluring smile...its laughter depicts a thunder's roll... The earth begins to tremble...the sky turns a vicious gray... Speechless the universe must remain...for the dawning of this perfect day... Just one hint of your sweet breath...stirs me deep inside... All that once was considered forbidden...I can no longer hide... Hold the midnight's foolish dream...prepare for this mighty Eruption... Stand in awe...so shall the god's....for a volcano's Beautiful Seduction... Chained to a pillar...damn s

Whats Going On...
Ok, so here's the deal, for anyone who wants to kno... I went to court on Thursday. Basically my lawyer screwed me over and didnt do a fuckin thing for me. So I ended up gettin locked up. They sentenced me to 4 months. I was able to bond out cuz I am appealing the decision. So I go back to court on April 15th. Im hiring a lawyer, and hopin that this one will help me more than the court appointed. But if he cant help me anymore than she did, Ill end up going back to jail for those 4 months. Its not a long time, and I can deal with it, but still not lookin forward to it. I just wanted to let u all know what was going on in my life. Feel free to comment or messge me or whatever. Thanks in advance for the fu-love and support. Your Fallen Angel

Poison Ivy Has Autos On
Poison Ivy Has Autos On! Come and show her some massive love! And Level Up! She's an angel but deserves to be spanked really HARD!!! Ends at 8:00 am Fu-time (PST) ***************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Movies
New Mafia turf made come and join if you're new or if you just want to star add me http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=41100 if you do not got a turf add Krazy smokey's mafia turf at http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=57566&turfreq=492

Shit
i hate everything i think people need to stick with there own race cuz we dont need anymore of these halfbreed gigaboo kids running around. and one more thing to the dumbass fucking people who think love is real u folks need grow up thats like saying god is real when he isnt

Plee Of A Broken Heart
I'm tryinng to forget what you did to me, i'm giveing you another chance, you broke my heart and pushed me back, i thought we'd come so far, i'm putting myself out there, i'm fighting with myself, i'm battleing and struggling, just to be with you, you've made so many promises, all ones ive heard before, i only hope its true this time, am i fool for believing you? am i fool for forgiving you? am i fool just for loving you? my heart plee's with you, plee's you not to hurt me again, plee's you to keep your word, plee's you to make me fall in love with you again, earn my trust, earn my love, earn my faith, give me a reason to believe again. And please from the bottom of this broken heart, dont deceive me again.

Hh Contest....
OK, so Im in a HH contest and I need massive amounts of rates in order to win. So could u all please follow the link and vote for me?? Thank you... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&albumid=1423419&i=3235196893&idx=11#2733218766

Last Tears I Cry
Is there such thing as fate? Can this be changed? Or are we going to be nothing? Remember when we used to stay Together everyday, it wasn’t enough But now look at us It feels so wrong to look at you again This is the last time I give up my heart We fell apart so tragic and sudden But nothing can be done to help us anymore I must move on For I know I’ll never see you Again Please just think of me sometimes Last tears I’ll cry for you Was this something that meant to be? You, away from me I can’t help my tears Tell me why I can’t live without Your warm embrace and a kiss Did I mean nothing to you? Was I just another ghost You spent your day with? This is the last time I give up my heart We fell apart so tragic and sudden But nothing can be done to help us anymore I must move on For I know I’ll never see you Again Please just think of me sometimes Last tears I’ll cry for you Come on just smile at me Tell me it’s okay Like how you

S.o.b.
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "But father he

What Am I Doing Worng?
sigh...writing these things never really seem to work but I at least get whats on my mind off my chest. I have been trying to make friends...not something I am doing well at. I cant even really keep friends around. I keep thinking its me.. iknow its not me though...i always try to be there for people dropping what i am doing at 11 at night to go rescue an ingrateful person from their verbally abusive boyfriend...all the while I am getting a speech about how she wants to hang out and go hiking and lets go to the mall and do this and that...I never hear from her and when I do plan something I get ditched! lets just say she is the first person I have deleted off of my phone and off of myspace...I hate liars sigh...I just want someone to click with and I cant even get that...

2nd Alarm Hottie Auction Feb 7 -13
OK I'M UP FOR AUCTION SO PLZ COME PLACE YOUR BIDS..... I ALSO ADD TO MY OFFER 500 11'S DURING HH... Ownership is for 1 month THANX THIS IS THE LINK TO THE PHOTO AND WHERE TO PLACE BIDS.... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2279585&albumid=1467935&i=939207423&idx=34

If Today Was Your Last.......
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day’s a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What’s worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts ’cause there’s no second try So live like you’ll never live it twice Don’t take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Woul

A Romantic Evening
my ideas on a romantic evening in is to start off with making diner together that way you and your spouse or date can bond and flirt while your cooking you know the light kisses on the neck lips the lil pinches on the but,or throwing of flour and food.. next while your dinner is cooking set the table no paper plates or plastic ware lol break out the good china and light a candle and put a lower arrangement or rose in the center once you had dinner do the dishes together... your thinking how is doing dishes romantic well one washes the other rinses now you also can flirt while doing dishes by flinging bubbles and spraying eachother with water the most important thing in a relationship is connectivity you need to connect and keep that in a relationship yall. now after the kitchen and dinner is in the past break out a movie i suggest a scary movie or a romance movie that way your wife or girlfriend can sit beside yo and cover up with a blanket and cuddle that way she feels safe in your ar

Bling Messages
...................................................... Just a bunch of crap to fill up this blog with The word "queue" is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. Beetles taste like apples, wasps like pine nuts, and worms like fried bacon. Of all the words in the English language, the word 'set' has the most definitions! What is called a "French kiss" in the English speaking world is known as an "English kiss" in France. "Almost" is the longest word in the English language with all the letters in alphabetical order. "Rhythm" is the longest English word without a vowel. In 1386, a pig in France was executed by public hanging for the murder of a child A cockroach can live several weeks with its head cut off! Human thigh bones are stronger than concrete. You can't kill yourself by holding your breath There is a city called Rome on every continent. It's against the law to have a pe

Groups I Belong To :)
This blog is about all the group s Im in If you want help in leveling you should join these groups they go all out and help you but Please if they help you level please show back love because the next time you want help they wont.. This is a nice group I just joined this group so far so good :) Llama Levelers Home Page@ fubar This group is good too :) Rating Revolution { Member Page Only}{No Friends Request taken unless you are a joining Member!}@ fubar This group is Leveling and bombing the best bombing group I belong to :) The Spankers Club@ fubar

Swampfoxsports Has An Auto 11 On
Swampfoxsports is only 1 million to Godfather Come and show some love! Rate Him Fan Him Add Him Bling Him Ends at 2:00pm Fu-time Sunday (PST) ********************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Faerietalesuicide
Ok so here is the scoop...First of all let me say im sorry i havent been answering phone calls and just generally ignoring people...I dont love you any less...im just tired and done..I love being pregnant but I am so ready to have my daughter in my arms....which she ISNT yet...so this is whats happening...Went to the doc on Friday...she was still sitting pretty and nothing was going on...I was frustrated(hence no phones) Went back today and she is in the right position but sitting high up and not wanting to come on down. Doctor said nothing is going on down there still so i have been schedualed to be induced on Wednesday night.They will do something with something(but no pitocin thank heavens) and I should kick right into labor within twelve hours...so hopefully(barring anything bad happening I should be holding my daughter sometime on thursday....I could kick right in and have her wednesday night...or we may have to get other stuff done and it would be Friday morning...however...withi

Pictures
OK SEXY FRIENDS.. IM LETTING U KNOW I GOT ONE MORE FULL DAY... B4 I GO INTO KNEE SURGERY.. SO PICS WELL BE DELAYED FOR A BIT UNTIL I HEAL.. SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME.. AND STILL RATE ALL THE PICS I HAVE HERE NOW.. I LUV ALL OF MY SEX FRIENDS... MUAH.. AND KEEP ME IN UR PRAYERS.. PLZ FOR SERVICE UNIFORM.. NAVY AIRFORCE MARINES UNIFORMS SO I CAN TAKE PICS IN THEM.. AND DO A SALUTE FOR U.. MUAH TOYS AND SEXY OUTFITS. FOR PICS...

Poetry And Freestyles
THE CHOICES I MADE BRINGS ME BACK TIME AND TIME AGAIN TO WONDERING WHY I DID SOME OF THE THINGS I DID, YES I AM HAPPY AND FEEL FREE BUT SOMETIMES I WOUNDER WHAT IS IN STORE FOR ME, I AM SICK OF WONDERING SICK OF SEARCHING SICK OF WAITING, WHEN WE ARE ALONE IT POINTS TO NOTHING BUT ME EXISTS BUT WHEN IN THE SAME HOUSE ITS ON HER TO SHOW THAT NOT ONLY HER OR ME EXISTS BUT US, ALL ABOUT HER DURING THE DAY BUT BY NIGHT WITH ME IS WHERE HE LAYS, DO I DOUBT HE LOVES ME NO, BUT WILL I EVER BE FIRST IS THE QUESTION I KEEP IN MY MIND, HE TOLD ME THE FIRST NIGHT HE WANTED ME TO BE BY HIS SIDE THROUGH THE STRUGGLES IN LIFE AND HIS LIFE BUT IN TIME COMES MANY MORE THINGS IN WHICH I SHOULD COME FIRST BUT IS THAT THE WAY IT WILL EVER BE, NOT ASKING HIM TO GIVE HER FRIENDSHIP UP NOR WILL I EVER ASK OR NOR WILL I EVER GIVE UP MINE AND HERS FOR ANYONE, BUT IN MY EYES THERE'S THAT LINE WEAR FAMILY AND YOUR FUTURE LIFE COMES FIRST, I AM SO CONFUSED, BUT I KNOW ONE DAY EVERYTHING WILL BE CLEA

Alonzo Fritz Short Stories
Poor, sad-eyed stranger! There was that about his humble mien, his tired look, his decayed-gentility clothes, that almost reached the mustard, seed of charity that still remained, remote and lonely, in the empty vastness of my heart, notwithstanding I observed a portfolio under his arm, and said to myself, Behold, Providence hath delivered his servant into the hands of another canvasser. Well, these people always get one interested. Before I well knew how it came about, this one was telling me his history, and I was all attention and sympathy. He told it something like this: My parents died, alas, when I was a little, sinless child. My uncle Ithuriel took me to his heart and reared me as his own. He was my only relative in the wide world; but he was good and rich and generous. He reared me in the lap of luxury. I knew no want that money could satisfy. In the fullness of time I was graduated, and went with two of my servants--my chamberlain and my valet--to tr

Auction 2.2009
Sweetest Friends Auction Open now until Feb 26th. Extra bonus added. MyHotComments Ok get in here and bid on your friends, they have lots of great things they are offering. So lets see what you believe your friends are worth. Which friends of yours are up for auction you ask? Well here they are: Juicy Pink 0828 Twisted Pixie Magicaly Delicious DJ Vesta Goddess of Fire Sweetness Unnhibited One Lost Beautiful Angel

"limitation's"
JUST WONDERING...HOW DO WE REALLY VIEW PEOPLE? IS IT BY WHAT THEY POSSESS MATERIALLY, WHO WE WANT THEM TO BE,OR IS IT BY THE TRUE ESSENCE OF THIER SOUL. GRANTED MANY ARE OF A DARK SELFISH EVIL NATURE. BUT...COULD WE BE MISSING OUT ON A BLESSED SOUL IN OUR LIFE BY BEING SO SHALLOW! MAY WE ALWAYS GAZE UPON THE INNER BEAUTY OF A SOUL AS OPPOSED TO THE EXTERIOR APPERANCE. MANY PEOPLE PRESENT THEMSELVE'S AS THE TYPE OF PEOPLE THEY WANT OTHERS TO PERCIEVE THEM TO BE, WHILE IN TRUTH...THEY ARE NOT BEING WHAT THEY ARE IN THE DEPTH OF THIER HAERT AND SOUL. THIS IS WHERE TRUE CHARACTER SPRINGS FROM. SO I SAY BE YOURSELF...ANYTHING OTHER THAN WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE IS NOTHING MORE THAN FAKE,UN-REAL,DECEPTIVE AND MIS-LEADING!!! THE BEST FIRST IMPRESSION IS TO BE REAL TRUTHFUL...YOUR REAL TRUE SELF. "TRUTH ALWAYS REIGNS TRUE...AS PAINFUL AS IT CAN BE AT TIMES" "THE VISIBLE AND THE INVISIBLE...NOW AND FOREVER...THE GREAT WHEEL OF LIFE SPINS ETERNALLY" I REALLY WONDER WHY PEOPLE CHOOSE TO NOT SEE THE

Youniverse
It's simple really - love makes you tick and you enjoy exploring your sensual side. Sex is very important to you and central to your relationship. You know what you like and you're getting more and more confident about asking for it. But having said that, you're still just as happy taking it easy with cutesy cuddles on the couch now and then. You're romantic in your outlook and love the simplicity of nature. You can be a little nostalgic and love revisiting familiar places and memories. When it comes to art you tend to have a traditional approach. You are passionate about history and true classics. Truly great art stands the test of time. You love nothing more than a music gig in the open air with a bunch of friends and a couple of drinks. You get a real buzz from watching a live performance - there is no better escape. You love physical activity - you've got serious wanderlust. Keeping a clear head and a healthy body makes you ready for whatever life throws a

Made For Me..
Come with me...I know a place to calm your soul... Beneath an opal moon...hand in hand we'll stroll... No more worries....peace is all we'll seek... Hearts emulating pounding drums...as our souls began to speak... There's no fear allowed here...heaven beckons us deep within... Even though our tomorrow is untold...this is where it will actually begin... Soft whispers of wind...sweep through your beautiful hair... Transfixed upon a single thought...I'm compelled to stop and stare... Deep into your beautiful eyes...seduce me if you will... Love over flows like a waterfall...but never will it spill... Or go to waste from neglect or rejection...my time is controlled by our fate... Sleep is never needed...for you I will faithfully wait... Even until time has called my name...and summons my imminent end... I was born to cherish you and only you...and will die...your soul's lover...and your heart's undaunted friend... Stand beside me...hold me close...

Sexy Brown Sugar
A real woman is hear and I'm on some real shit. Never undermind anything that you want to do. Be true to youself and that is real. Being grown is being your self and never taking no one bullshit.

Valentines Auction
CLICK ON THE PIC IF YA WANNA PLACE A BID!!! (repost of original by ' TώåunεVålêntïnô™ *§näke Ëyeš ®ädïð *' on '2009-02-08 11:18:44') (repost of original by '۞Mµë®†ë ßëℓℓå №ï®™۞' on '2009-02-08 19:08:12') (repost of original by '***F@LLEN @NGEL**~SKYE's Little Angel~(2nd Alarm Hotties & Southern Sex Symbols Member)' on '2009-02-09 17:25:00') (repost of original by '۞Mµë®†ë ßëℓℓå №ï®™۞' on '2009-02-09 19:19:00')

My Name
You Are Powerful and Determined You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Typ

Different
Knowing what I know now, Im comfortable. I have a better understanding of things they have broaden on a hole differet spectrum. Not visually but mentally Though many things may not make sense I'm doing what I feel is right. Though it may kill me inside I must swallow my pride. let that be my guide I know and see what it's doing to another So their best interest is a hand Because to me he's a amazing man No matter the outcome I will not walk away All the men in my life I have a strong bond with This is how I must live take it as a gift The bond will never subside It's not a physical attraction It's a mental state I'm "different" and I must accept that

Gfr Auction
Alright everyone! Your very own DevilsLittleAngel is up for auction and it is being held by Bleeding @ Gods Forsaken Radio The minimum bid is 100K . Here is the link to where you can bid on me!! Remember you have to add her as a friend!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1332072&albumid=1499293&i=3119656583&idx=0#3225928132

A Special Guy I Want
As you walk past me I see the guy I like The guy of my dreams And the guy I’ll never call my own I spill my heart out at you And tell you how much i care but i still see my self Loving a man that’s taken Its okay I'll live I won't cry You’re just a guy The guy that’s always on my mind day in and out,cant stop thinking of what could be,But wont never happen hey but i guess i could always wish. for that special guy i want.

Writting
the walls have eyes when i lay awake and toss and turn theres no peace here the room sinks in andi feel it crushing down on me i reach for u findng nothing no one there cuz u never really were there nothing i can do i lay awake and i find my self in a cold sweat i wait and paces but i cant seem to find the stillness in my mind whats the use at least the darkness holds me victim of my mind its own abuse nightmares i always wake up screaming see it all and it touches me deep cold child shaking panting i would love to run but whats the use admit defeat but this it takes no prisoners scream for mercy but my mind seems to think its all fair game another restless night smiles scrap like sand paper when u look at me pain is in ur ice blue eyes now plain to see tell me whats the point u say u see thru me but u dont know a thing hear no words cold stone touch what the point shield my self and i

Living Will
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the Computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a Bitch.....

I Love Him Yet We Are Friends For Now
i love him, yet we are not together i need him, yet he is not here i cry a little more inside, yet its my own fault time time time its whats he asks for so i obey his wish and give him time. yet here i am crying on the outside and dying on the inside but wait i must i love him more then people care to know which its a strange kinda love seeing how fast it was to grow.... yet its love never less i feel a connection with him that i never felt with any one before.. its like a new love that i never felt ... all the pain i was ever caused vanished into thin air... yet he is not here for me to tell he is not here to catch my kiss he is not here and he is missed do not listen to what others say if they know not whats in your heart it will push us away before we can ever get a start if you know what you feel is true then act on it do not give me up just cause you think its has to be that way fight for what you love never give it up do not push me away if you

Why I Write
if you do not know why i write then leave your comments aside do not bother to tell me what you think if you are going to be rude in the comments you leave do not even bother i do not want to hear it i am not a bitch i swear this is true i am just tired of people being rude i write to get my emotions out yet some people use what i write to hurt me instead so if you are going to comment on what i write try to be nice do not be rude in things that you say if you can do i promise that everything will be alright i write when i am happy sad hurt or just plain mad i write about the good times i have had or the heartbreak i have felt i write about the ones i lost or the ones that did not care to stick around i write about the funny things in life as they happen i write to express my self in ways that no one would ever know when i write a ease feels my soul and peace comes again when i write its not always happy but i write to let it all show if you know me

Gfr
Hi there . This is my first time in the staff auction on GFR (Gods Forsaken Radio). Not sure how it all works but am excited to see who is gonna own my ass in the end lol Come show me a lil luvin and maybe you will be the lucky one to get me as yours for the month. Thank you ahead of time for all those who have bid and hopefully will bid. CLICK ON THE THUMBNAIL BELOW TO COME PLACE YOUR BID... PLEASE R/A/F OUR HOSTESS BLEEDING IN ORDER TO BID...SHE DID A GREAT JOB AND DESERVES THE TY MUAH IN ORDER TO BID PLEASE R/A/F BLEEDING SHE IS OUR HOSTESS FOR THIS EVENT.

Why?
You took my love gentle in your hands like a buttterfly Then you plucked one of my wongs laughing as I flopped upon the ground The love that we shared was a beautiful thing It brightened my life as I began to sing It took so long to feel as I did Our time together so little eac day we shared Would've brought us closer if we dared Oh, how I longed to be with you each day To let our hearts mingle as they may I know you have your ideas and I have mine Together they could intertwine We weren't together very long But now I know you're truly gone

Missing Man Table
Missing Man Ceremony We have some honored guests who cannot be with us that deserve to be honored with our attention and respect. This ceremony calls for designating a POW/MIA place setting as a physical symbol of the thousands of American POW/MIA's still unaccounted for from all foreign conflicts. May we all be reminded to spare no effort in securing the release of any American prisoners from captivity, the repatriation of the remains of those who died bravely in defense of liberty, and a full accounting of those missing in action. The ceremony explains the symbolism of the POW/MIA Place Setting. THE TABLE- The table is small, symbolizing the helplessness of one person, alone against his oppressors. THE CHAIR- The chair is empty, for they are not here. THE CLOTH- The tablecloth is white for the purity of their intentions in responding to their country's call to arms. THE SALT- The salt is symbolic of the tears shed by those who wait. THE GLASS- The glass is inverte

That Time Again...
Recently, it comes more and more clearer how lazy we in this country have become and it is seen here 24/7 on this site. I'm not just talking about those that make it a point to bouncer you every other rate but those lame and lazy types that won't re-rate...I have perfect examples of those. I don't say rate every picture, but give me the same time and respect i've shown you...if I give 25 rates why can't they?? See I made a comparison earlier to reflect how people get treated and said listen it's like showing consideration to someone that served their country and those at home wouldn't do the same for them....well the reply was this there is no comparison between the two and was called a douchebag.. That was nice see this hmmm individual if she would of taken the time rate any of mine would of seen I spent the time doing that job and will to the day I do face the reality of the pain or suffering it caused by giving a decade of my life to her freedom. Do those that serve get tr

Gfr Auction!!!
Click the Image to Bid On Me AUCTION LISTING FOR Little Socks ------------------------------------------------------ DURATION: 30DAYS OF OWNERSHIP BID RESERVE & MINIMUM BID OFFERS: FUBUCKS ARE NICE, BUT NOT ELLIGBLE FOR OPENING BID. ELLIGBLE ITEMS FOR OPENING BID INCLUDE BUT NOT LIMITED TO: BLASTS, BLING PACKS, TICKERS, HAPPY HOURS, VIP MEMBERSHIPS, AND COLD HARD CASH. FUBUCKS MAY BE USED TO PAD BIDDING ONCE RESERVE IS MET. BID RESERVE: AUTO 11 BLING & 3 DAY BLAST ---------------------------- WHAT YOU CAN & WILL RECIEVE: ---------------------------- 30 DAYS OF DURATION: YOUR NAME IN My NAME, AND MY NAME IN YOURS IF YOU SO CHOOSE. #1 SPOT IN MY FAMILY :INCLUDES ACCESS TO ALL PRIVATE & NSFW FOLDERS. RATES: 250 ~ 11'S PER WEEK = 1000 ~ 11'S FOR THE MONTH, AND RATING STASH DURING HAPPY HOURS. TWO/2 ~ SAFE FOR WORK SALUTES TO YOU ONE/1 ~ NOT SAFE FOR WORK SALUTE TO YOU THE VERBAL USEAGE OR TEXT CHAT ACKNOWLEDGMENT AS TO YOU BEING MY OWNER WEEKLY

Auction And First Auto11
IM IN ANOTHER AUCTION YALL! COME BID ON ME FOR VALENTINES DAY...O AND MY BIRTHDAY! ALSO IM RUNNING MY FIRST AUTO 11, WOULD LOVE TO LVL BY MY BIRTHDAY...THANKS IN ADVANCE TO ALL THAT HELP

Insomnia
here it is 530 am and i am wide awake longing to be touched by u. i toss and turn seeking some type of relief and the only thing in my grasp is a pillow. i took the pillow and pressed it between my legs in hopes for some comfort but it didnt work. i finally place my hands on my inner thigh and caressed it gently only to find that this felt really good and it was causing my juices to begin to flow but i remembered what i said, "i was gonna save it for u" so i moved my hand away. as i lay here i couldnt control that strong erge to touch myself it just got stronger and stronger so i did. i placed my hand between my legs only to find that i was soaking wet, nice and slippery. it felt especially sensitive since i had shaved. i couldnt stop playing in my juices and tasting it mmmmmmmmmmmm i taste good. i slowly rubbed my finger over my clit causing it to swell with pleasure. all i could think about while i was doing this was u licking my pussy. u do that soooo well. i cant get enough of u. i

*~* My Country *~*
The love of field and coppice, of green and shaded lanes, Of ordered woods and gardens is running in your veins. Strong love of grey-blue distance, brown streams and soft, dim skies I know but I cannot share it, my love is otherwise. I love a sunburnt country, a land of sweeping plains, Of rugged mountain ranges, of droughts and flooding plains. I love her far horizons, I love her jewel-sea, Her beauty and her terror - The wide brown land for me! The stark white ring-barked forests, all tragic to the moon, The sapphire-misted mountains, the hot gold rush of noon. Green tangle of the brushes, where lithe lianas coil, And orchids deck the tree tops, and ferns the warm dark soil. Core of my heart, my country! Her pitiless blue sky, when sick at heart, around us, we see the cattle die - But then the grey clouds gather, and we can bless again The drumming of an army, the steady, soaking rain. Core of my heart, my country! Land of the Rainbow Gold, For flood and fir

Isnt He Sexy :p
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Rules
For those of you new to fubar we would like to have you in our family. we can help you grow and you can help our other members grow. To keep everyone on the same page Im adding this blog so everyone knows how we operate. We don't have many rules so thats how it keeps things simple. 1.The biggest rule...NO DRAMA..If you have a problem with something or someone come too me and let me know. 2. Help on Level ups when you are available. We all have real lives off of Fubar and can't be here for everything. But if you are here and can help please do so. 3.Out of respect to members they should be Fanned, Rated and added. No blocks on levelers. If there is a reason you have a leveler blocked please advise me as too why. 4. All Wolf Pack Levelers are required too have it in there name on there profile. If you need help on that please let me know and ill help you. This is due too some members deciding they no longer want too be a leveler but forget too tell us. 5. We have f

Red Thunder/robby Romero
WORDS WE SHOULD ALL TRY TO LIVE BY, AND ONES THAT I HOLD VERY DEAR AND SACRED!!< Prayer Song Words and Music by Robby Romero and Bobby Neuwirth great spirit, grant me vision that i may not go wrong and find myself in prison of things i have not done teach me the secret that i might see fill my heart with compassion to love my enemy mother earth will feed our hunger father sky will love her well make me worthy of this vision that no human tongue could ever tell the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred waters flow to the sea the eagle flies high as any mountain oh great spirit keep us free give me strength to learn the lesson make me wise to understand what it takes to walk in beauty as i learn to walk this sacred land the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred waters flow to the sea the eagle flies high as any mountain oh great spirit keep us free the winds of life blow in four directions the sacred wat

About Me
I'm kind of shy about this internet stuff. I'm very blessed. I've accomplished a lot in life already but you'll probably have to pry it out of me in time or hear it from others. I'm not an open book, but I'm real. I don't think I'm better than anyone else. Please dont' ask me why I'm on a site; I usually date locally but I'm pretty busy and it allows me to meet people from different parts of the world. Just because you are on a site it doesn't mean you are desperate or that you are a jerk. I've never had a problem dating but I'm serious about settling down. I'm just a regular girl next door type. I'll put the good things about me but I definitely have my faults. I like most people but I don't like arrogance or insecure people that brag about how great they are. I like to listen and take in what people feel and say, and I'm sensitive to peoples feelings and needs. I'm family oriented. If you are looking for GQ arrogant party girl, I'm not the o

Invictus
Poem from William Ernest Henley...Invictus in latin means unbroken Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul.

Bill's Party
Please help Bill during his party. Go to link below to read his blog on help he needs to get his party started. He will definitely return the love. Please pass his blog onto all your friends, fans and family as well. All help is deeply appreciated. Thank You, Hrtofgold Link straight to blog: http://fubar.com/blog/276795/969503 Link to Bill's Profile: Bill@ fubar

Songs
OK so i figured this would be the best way to ask everyone! I am trying to find music loops... I wanted to know if anyone knew where i could get them and they can either be just loops or a app to make my own! Let me know lots of love ASHLEY!

Fast Lane Train
Rules 1 Rate All Riders and Founder 2 When joining in the request say "joining the fast lane" 3 Only saluted Fubarians Are able to join 4 When Done Messege Devilish DD sayng your done then ill add you Founder ۞™ Đểvỉ₤Ï§ĥ ÐÐ © ۞@ fubar Riders 1 ღஜDa®k Kittÿஜღ ♥Fo®eve® In Da®kne§§♥@ fubar 2 ONE&ONLY SYCHO~!~ FUBARS RESIDENT PATIENT~!~Rating Revolution~!~/CLUB FAR@ fubar 3 DJ DISTURBED~!~ RATE SPANKER,LOST LEVELER~!~OWNED BY DEVILISH DESIRE ~!~WOOHOO@ fubar 4 carolina@ fubar 5 B1tch™ ~The Pegasus Project~ SBG*Club United*FU-Bomber*Click Club@ fubar 6 ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar 7 "Bottoms UP"@ fubar 8 ◊ Łiℓ§yηfùT

My First Blog
Ok so here it is... my first blog. I really don't know what the heck to write about. This Fubar experience has been very interesting so far. I've met some really cool people(you know who you are). I've even reconnected with people from back in my AOL chatroom days. Now a lil info about myself in case you're wondering. I can't believe I am turning 37 next month... yup 37! Don't look it though. As the saying goes... Black don't crack, lol. I stand 5'6" and I am a big girl. If extra padding scares you away, I am not for you, lol. I am dark skinned. It took me a long time to love the skin I am in. It was rough(and still is) being a chocolate sista. If I hear the phrase "You're pretty to be so dark", I'll scream. That is a straight up insult. There are beautiful cocoa sistas out there... India.Arie, Serena and Venus, Phyllis Yvonne Stickney and the list goes on. I now realize that I am a beautiful person not only inside, but outside as well. My likes... well I love to fish. I know, I do

Demonic Rebirth
in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my yim my luck is bad a friend lost to some jokes missy am sorry if you read this understand i was just joking around nothing

Bored Survey
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 47 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! 1. What is your full name? 2. When is your Birthday? 3. What is your e-mail address? 4. Do you smoke? 5.How many sexuall partners have you had? 6. If you can't answer, is it really that many? 7. Can you cook? 8. What was your dream growing up? 9. What talent do you wish you had? 10. Favorite place? 11. G-strings or thongs? 12. What was the last book you read? 13. What zodiac sign are u ? 14. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 15. Worst Habit? 16. Do we know each other outside of Fubar and if not why don't we? 17. What is your favorite sport? 18. Pesimist or Optimist attitude? 19. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me

All About Me!!!!!!!!
Your Birthdate: December 16 You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future.

Greatest Stuff Of All Time (in My Opinion)
My favorite movies list are as follows and I'll tell you why they are a favorite. 1. Lord Of the Rings Triligy - the creativity and the time that went into those movies is just awesome and I watch it anytime and still love it. Best movies ever made. 2. Dawn of the Dead (2004) - A very flawless horror film that was very well played and directed. Everything was smooth and kept me on my toes. 3.Pirates of the Carribean movies - The best pirate movies of all time. Johny Depp played Jack Sparrow very well and carried the part to its fullest. Comedy mixed with 4. Saw movies - The creativity that went into the traps and the story line are A+ thus far. I am a huge fan of gore and I can't get enough of it. Hw they tie everything to gether is a master peice and plain genius. Congrats 5. Resident Evil movies - a great perspective that could almost be a prediction of our future. They way we humans play god all the time we will eventually do this to ourselves I think. Ver

Burning Reality
My unbreakable hope of dying with you upon my heart Living with your tender sweet kisses even when we are apart Dreaming of a long lived fantasy come true, where age is only a factor for fine wine And the envy of neighbors for our undying love- Divine A whisper of love, a kiss of fate, a hug of hope, my eternal soul mate With reality so sweet I find my nights lacking sleep I love you my darling My greatest defeat Yay its great to spend yet another valentines day heartbroken.

Forgotten
so i know i may come off as a spoiled brat, but my entire family forgot my birthday! no phone calls, nothing! i could care less about presents...but they always at least call....but not this year am i wrong for being so hurt??

Why Are You Here?
Maybe it is points or leveling? I am here to reach out and let my friends, family and fans know how important they are to me. I send daily comments and it is labor intensive and time consuming. I don't do it for the points or levels. I do it to brighten everyone's day. Bring a smile and laughter to all. Much of that love is returned but most is not, I know days and lives are busy but when I do not feel the love for weeks or months, I get discouraged.If you are not here to make friends and keep it touch, please let me know and I will delete you from my friends, family and fan list

Jus Man Vs Woman
Woman was created from the rib of man~~She was not made from his head to top him~~Nor from his feet to be trampled upon~~~~But from his side to be equal to him~~Under his arm to be procted by him~~And near his heart to be loved by him~~

Good Bye My Friends & Fam
good bye to my friends i am going to take a break from fubar and i might be back on in some point in time maybe to read messages maybe rate a little but not really sure at point in time so if u have my hoo u can leave me a message and if i'm on i will get back to u when i get it so long my friends & fam

Fake Ass People
Faker than the life you lie I sat there and trusted you opened up to you being one of the first guy friends i tried to trust but in the end it was the same you stabbed me in the back but all this while you try to hide it my family was right true friends come out in the darkest times well you did show your self but that was to be nothing but a fake backstabbin idiot well im fed up with your crap more and more everyday i find the lies you spoke of well dont be mad when i confront you ill tear you apart and tell the world how fake you really are blind rage does more than your words but ill let you know now after this u will never have a part in my life or my kids again so take ur two faced wanna be followin the crowd ass and dissapear off this world...you need to take to heart your own words that you preach to people.....

Is It Ment To Be !!?
Well in resent weeks my girlfriend and i split up and i have been beside my self. So bad i went to some extreme measures and well i just hurt so i have done my best to make it known that i would do any thing for her and our boys well her boys but they mite as well be mine im all they've know as dad lol but back to what i was saying any thing she needed i tried to get her just to make sure she was OK....So she decided to move out of state OMG i thought i lost her for good and lord-n-behold 4 days later she decides to come back i thought it was a god send. We have been in contact with each other like every other day she just needed time to her self to think things threw and well she still has a lot to think about so idk..So this is what it comes down to. She and her best friend needed a place to stay so i bust my ass to get our old place back. And well i got it and when i told her that i was going to have to be there too it was one of condition's of us moving back well that hit a sore sp

Family Adds
Alot of people have been asking me how they can be in my family. Well here is the list of how... 1)Buy me a VIP (That way I can add more pics, so you win too) 2)Buy me a Bling Pack (12 credit gets you a regualr family add, 25+ gets you into the pics NOONE sees) 3)Bling me with one of the Limited Edition bling 4)Buy me a Happy Hour 5)Bling me with whatever the 100 credit bling of the day is. lol (That will get you into the SPECIAL pics as well) 6)Pay me 1,000,000 fu bucks. 7)Buy me a Pony! hehehe I hope that answers your questions. I know the price my seem steep, but I think you will find that its WELL worth the price of admission. He He... and if you don't think its fair, well there's always internet porn... hehehehe. Kisses Baby Gurl

Special Day
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR TORN AND NOT SURE OF WHERE YOU STAND? LIFE IS SO DIFFICULT AT TIMES ..... i guess im a big loser because i dont deserve to be told the truth instead im to be lied to. why would he hurt me why would he lie to me tell me im special and then turn around and tell someone else that i mean nothing so much for friendship honesty loyalty. well guess what im better off without him im hurt but ill move on ya know ive spent so many years wondering why i wasnt happy with the way things have turned out for me. but in the end you have to realize life is what ya make of it. that is what i need to do. stop waitin for things to finally go my way and make them. so here i go im gonna stop excpectin certain person to give me what i want cause it isnt gonna happen and find the happiness that i need and deserve.

Crofils Taunt
ATTENTION ALL JUDGMENT and DOOMSDAY BELIEVERS::Due to technical difficulties... The scheduled END OF WORLD event has been postponed. We apologize for any inconvenience this may have caused you. If you have already quit your job, given away your life savings or liquidated all of your assets... Oopps... Our bad ! We will attempt another doomsday event in December, 2012. Please stay tuned. Oh... Have a nice day! :) EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? ! Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn

I Am For Sell
ok make me smile make me happy be the reason i cant get that silly smile off my face and bid on me if you can't bid at least rate the pic...please rates are very important in this auction...let me know that you all like me please and thank you

Financial Planning
Dan was a single guy living at home with his father and working in the family business. When he found out he was going to inherit a fortune when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a wife with which to share his fortune. One evening at an investment meeting he spotted the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. Her natural beauty took his breath away. "I may look like just an ordinary man," he said to her, but in just a few years, my father will die, and I'll inherit $200 million." Impressed, the woman obtained his business card and three days later, she became his stepmother. Women are so much better at financial planning than men.

My First Happy Hour 2/12/09
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Tonight is my very first It would be awesome to see all my friends and to make a bunch of new ones! So don't be shy, Don't wait till later, Stop putting it off

She Blinded Me With Science
WASHINGTON – Like any young woman in love, Bianca Acevedo has exchanged valentine hearts with her fiance. But the New York neuroscientist knows better. The source of love is in the head, not the heart. She's one of the researchers in a relatively new field focused on explaining the biology of romantic love. And the unpoetic explanation is that love mostly can be understood through brain images, hormones and genetics. That seems to be the case for the newly in love, the long in love and the brokenhearted. "It has a biological basis. We know some of the key players," said Larry Young of the Yerkes National Primate Research Center at Emory University in Atlanta. There, he studies the brains of an unusual monogamous rodent to get a better clue about what goes on in the minds of people in love. In humans, there are four tiny areas of the brain that some researchers say form a circuit of love. Acevedo, who works at the Albert Einstein College of Medicine in New York, is part of a

Fragments Of A Sucide Note
Seems like yesterday; but, it was long ago...... no words could ever seem as true as this proverb. Tonight, as I do many of nights; as the darkest of sky slowly fads into a deep hugh of midnight blue, reflect upon where I'm going, but most importantly...... where I've been. Feels like a lifetime ago; when the world was new, fresh and untouched. I looked forward to this second; where I'm writing now. At the time I had no idea what laid ahead of me.... just knew the ending. Feels like a fragment of a dream I barely remember upon awaking. The memories of childhood, and those whom I shared it with. I remember those spring nights, sitting at the Pizza Hut parking lot- after work; with some of the best friends that I ever had. Talking about the future and what was to become. Always promising that the bond we shared would never be broken. Breaking balls and pipe dreams was the usual after work conversation. Never knowing the dangers, tradgities, love or losses that lied ahead. Not ever seei

Warning To All U Ladies
****STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACERS****Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully" then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.*****If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or ineedatipdrill or http:www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!Ladies,

Pre-production Week Auto
> > With our show opening in less than 2 weeks, my time here will be VERY limited starting Tuesday. With that in mind, I thought it would be nice to show some early Valentine's and President's Day love!!! Sooooooo, auto 11's will be on Today @4:00pm EST (1:00pm Futime) through Tomorrow, Sat., Feb. 14th!!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here..

Angeleye's Blogs
To anyone who is holding on to something or someone. This is dedicated to a good friend of mine who is struggling right now. There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.

A V~day Message From Me
LISTEN PEOPLE.. a valentines message from me Ok, so I see, like every year, many ppl tend to become extra depressed around valentines day, even more so than other holidays, if they are single or dont have that significant other. Well, guess what? Neither do I, but I dont mind one bit. V~day, IS just another day. But it is also a day that should be counted and you should be thankful for as a great day you get to be alive. This life is a gift, and shouldnt be taken for granted. Do you have food and clothing and a roof over your head? Do you have your health and a job? (already one step ahead of me on that one). Then you are already more wealthy than 80% of the worlds population. Count your blessings. Look at those 50 souls who just lost their lives in that fiery plane crash, just 20 miles from my house. Those ppls chances in this life are OVER. YOU are ALIVE. Now the families and friends of these ppl dont have these loved ones around any more. So remember that and be thank

Whorin Out
Anyone who wants me to work for them since ive not been officially working anywhere but helping lots of people i say this....if you know the value of having me whoever offers me the best insentives i will consider working for.

First Auction Ever!!!
^^^^^^^^^^^^click^^^^^^^^^ Starting an AUTO 11 auction tomorrow - Valentine's Day at noon Fu Time and end it on Friday - 2/20/09 at Noon Fu Time. =)So come place your bids and good luck all, just remember,CLICK THE CHERRIES AND NO DRAMA PLEASE!!!! ^^^^^^^^^^^click^^^^^^^^^^^ Your Host (PurelySinful) PurelySinful ¢¾ Dangerous Curves Member ¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa' on '2009-02-13 20:38:04')

I Hate Valentines Day
VALENTINES DAY SUCKS! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE HAVE I RECIVED A THING! NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE WAS ANYONE THERE! TODAY I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WAKEING UP AND GETTING OUT OF BED! I AM AFRAID THIS LONLEY LIFE WILL NEVER END! BUT MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL BE HAPPY WHO KNOWS. I JUST WISH THIS DAY WOULD HURRY UP AND GO!!!! THIS DAY IS ALL ABOUT SHOWING THE ONE YOU LOVE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE EACHOTHER BUT AGAIN ANOTHER YEAR AND OBVIOUSELY STILL NO ONE TO LOVE ME OR CARE. I WISH I COULD TAKE THIS DAY OFF THE CALANDER RIGHT ALONG WITH XMASS AND EASTER. ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE PLEASE BE NICE AND SHOW THEM HOW MUCH YOU REALLY LOVE THEM BECAUSE BEING ALONE AND NOT HAVING NO ONE REALLY SUCKS AND YOU ARE LUCKY TO HAVE ONE ANOTHER. ALL I HAVE TO SAY FROM MY POINT OF VIEW IS FUCK VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!! ALL IT BRINGS ME IS HEARTACK AND PAIN!!!!!!!

Marilyn Manson Quiz
1) When was Marilyn Manson's birthday? a) May 19, 1971 b) January 5, 1969 c) August 14, 1968 2) Where was Marilyn Manson born? a) British Columbia, Canada b) Canton, Ohio c) Marshville, North Carolina 3) What was Marilyn Manson's first Album called? a) Eat Me, Drink Me b) Marilyn Manson c) Protrait of an American Family 4) Marilyn Manson`s song "Personel Jesus" was on which Album? a) The Golden Age of Grotesque b) Holy Wood c) Lest We Forget 5) What song contains the lyrics "We're all stars now in the dope show"? a) The Dope Show b) Disposable Teens c) Tainted Love I already took this and passed it with flying colors ..... now its your turn!!

My Personal Poems
All of the times when When your lips touch my own, so soft and sweet, and your tounge would gently glide across mine. When you would caress my body, so softly indeed, and I would hold your heart and keep it in line. When I would feel your love so deep and true, and you would love me until the end of days, When my love would wrap around only you, and heal your pain in so many ways. When my heart starts beating to the rythym of yours, and you just want to fall into my loving arms. When passion breaks through loves open doors, and you finally give into my tender charms. When these tender words are all that you hear, and a new life is just about to begin. When my eyes have not shed a single tear, I will start to wonder about, all of the times when. Written by: Matthew 02/14/2009 Figure me out I sit here and shout blah...blah...blah...overanalyzing But feeling bruised and cut My happiness seems on the line Wanting, wanting, and longing Where is my lo

Will There Be
I have seen my share of bad relationships only to leave me to wondered if I will ever see a good one, For years my soul has gone with out acceptance for who I am, My heart has been played , My soul un noticed , My love crushed , Does my heart want the impossible ? Will my soul ever know how true love feels? Will I ever no the one that can love me and all my faults? Why is this so hard to find? I have my heart open with the arms of my soul waiting for the man of my dreams to take me in his arms to whisper in my ear I'm here and my arms will never let you fear that my love will never disappear.

Picture
I see this man coming into my life, I picture him as the perfect man for me. Eyes that hypnotize me, Lips so lucious, Body that's just so beautiful, Beautiful.... The package he carries. So beautiful no words can describe it. Now what I have in this picture doesn't come close, To his personality. When he talks I go speechless, It's like he cast a spell on me...... With every word that comes off his beautiful lips. Makes me go crazy, So now picture this for me. Tell me what do you see? Is he the man for me? Is he the man I've been waiting for? To come into my life. Maybe this man is already here... But to shy to come near. Maybe I pictured someone to perfect,unreal. Maybe he's not who I think he is, But his spell is working really good with tricking me. I don't understand how a man can get into a person's head, Without knowing he's making that someone go so crazy for him, Well picture me telling and showing you this picture, Do you see him the way I do? Look h

Worth To Him
Running a race I can never finish, All previous thought slowly diminish, From the ashes a new idea will rise, Fueled by looking int his eyes, The chance that we may have a future, Even the wish for it seems imature, Though, I refuse to give up the fight, While my dream is still in sight, Holding on to my empty desires, Lonely days is all it'll inspire, With every intention to put up with the pain, Committing to him with nothing to gain, Every smile, I promise to be real, For it was him who taught me to feel, Doing things for him I normally wouldn't do, Trying to prove to him I will always be true, Forgetting who I am whenever he is near, Always letting my emotuions interfere, Glad I was lucky enough to get a second glance, Hoping to be worth him giving me a chance

I Desire
I desire, love, true love. Someone to love. I desire, someone to be with, for the rest of my life. I desire, a man, who's eyes don't and can't lie. I desire, a strong and happy marriage that'll last. I desire, Peace of mind when I'm with him. I desire, his caring touch each and every day. I desire, his attention on occasion. I desire, passionate kisses from him. I desire, cuddling close to him. I desire, talking to him each and every day. I desire, a man that loves me so much, words couldn't possibly describe. I do believe all my desires, Have been met. And I do believe, I desire you. A desire to be within your arms for ever. Love me today as you did yesterday, and love me more tomorrow, I promise, I'll never ever stray. I desire.... You.

I Need Someone
I need someone to love me, Someone to show I care; Someone who'll be down for me, Someone that'll always be there. I need someone to make me smile, Someone to treat me right, Someone that'll make me feel better, Someone to hold me tight. I need someone to heal my heart, Someone to say sweet things, Someone who can kiss me right, Someone who'll mean everything. I need someone to look into my eyes, Someone to say I love you, Someone who'll never leave me, Someone, can that be you?

Auctions-contests
Click The Pic Above To Go Where The Action Is! The Auction Will Begin @ 12 Midnight Saturday, Feb. 13th. Bids are excepted until 9pm futime, Saturday, Feb. 14th. ****All Bidders Need To Pay A 15k Fubuck Entrance Fee To Participate. ( this applies to each person you bid on ) Just Go To The SER Home Page And Click The Fu-Pal Button****

What To Do, What To Do
life is too fast for some of us. we get older and stop to look at life as we lived it. only to find that we are not where we wanted to be. can mistakes be corrected? can a memory be real? can a lost love be recaptured? or is life just a sour grape waiting to be crushed under your own feet? I find these questions relevant to my life and i dont know all the answers. do you?

50 Random Facts About Me
Place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not, then send it to your friends (including me). (I'm not bothering to tag people on these any more. Do what thou wilt.) Things you have done during your lifetime: (X) Gone on a blind date (X) Skipped school (X) Been to Canada (-) Been to Mexico (X) Been to Florida (X) Been to Hawaii (X) Been on a plane (-) Been on a helicopter (X) Been lost (X) Gone to Washington, DC (X) Swam in the ocean (X) Cried yourself to sleep (X) Played cops and robbers (-) Recently colored with crayons (X) Sang Karaoke (X) Paid for a meal with coins only (-) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch (X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't. (X) Made prank phone calls (-) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans (X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose & elsewhere (X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue (-) Danced in the rain-naked (X) Written a letter to Santa Claus (X) Been

Song Lyrics
Wrapped around each other Trying so hard to stay warm That first cold winter together Lying in each other's arms Watching those old movies Falling in love so desperately Honey I was your hero And you were my leading lady CHORUS: We had it all Just like Bogie and Bacall Starring in own old late, late show Sailing away to Key Largo Honey can't you remember We played all the parts That sweet scene of surrender When you gave me your heart Please say you will...play it again 'Cause I love you still Baby this can't be the end CHORUS Here's lookin' at you kid Missing all the things we did We can find it once again, I know Just like they did in Key Largo CHORUS Listen children to a story That was written long ago 'Bout a kingdom, on a mountain And the valley folk below On the mountain was a treasure Burried deep beneath a stone And the valley people swore They'd have it for their very own Go ahead and hate your neighbor Go ahead and che

Tempting Enchantress Has Autos On Now!
Tempting Enchantress Has Autos Running Come and show this sweet and sexy lady some love! Rate Her Fan Her Add Her Bling Her Come spank this lovely lady... She LOVES it!!! Begins at 9pm Fu-time Sat (PST) Ends at 9pm Fu-time Sunday (PST) *************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

I'm Not Sorry
it's so easy to apologize it's harder not to give a reason to. everyone says it i'm sorry i didn't mean to i never wanted to hurt you i didn't mean to upset you i care about you i love you i'm sorry that's nice. no really, i'm sick of saying "it's okay" because it's not okay anymore before you go and take this personally don't bother it's not personal it's everyone. look around, all the failed relationships all the failed friendships look at the people around you and how sorry they all are too. is it that hard to think before you act or before you don't. is it so much to ask of people to take others' feelings into consideration BEFORE there's a reason to apologize. i'm not sorry. and really, i don't think any of you are either. ~sinamynlee

Knee Surgery
OK PEOPLE TO LET U KNOW.. I MADE IT.. YEA.. BUT IM IN A LOT OF PAIN.. THEY DID NOT CUTE ME OPEN.. THEY DONE THE SCOPE. THREE LITTLE WHOLES IN MY KNEE I CAN RUN OR WALK THAT MUCH.. I CAN STILL DO ALOT OF DAMAGE TO MY KNEE.. THEY HAVE TO REPAIR THE CARTLEGE, CRACK KNEE CAP AND ARTHIS.. SO PICS WILL BE DELAYED FOR ABOUT 3 WKS.. SO BARE WITH ME.. OK.. AND STILL LUV THE OLD PICS TOO.. MUAH.. I THINK ALL MY FRIENDS FOR UR SURPPORT.. LUV U ALL FOR IT.. MUAH KISSES AND LOTS OF LICKS 3 MORE DAYS BEFORE I GO IN FOR SURGERY.. SO FAR THEY ARE PLANNIN ON JUST THE SCOPE .. BUT WE ALL KNOW THINGS HAVE CHANGE.. JUST LIKE THAT.. IF THEY STAY WITH THE SCOPE.. I WILL BE ON MY FEET IN 6 WKS.. AND IF THEY DECIDE TO CUTE MY KNEE.. AND 14 IN CUT. I WONT BE ON MY FEEL ALL THE WAY UNTIL 6 MONTH.. SO WISH AND PRAY JUST FOR THE SCOPE.. I WILL TRIN TO BE ON HERE TO SEE WHAT IS UP.. I WOULD STILL LUV U HEAR FROM U. AND AS FOR PICS.. THIS IS IT FOR NOW.. AS SOON AS I HEAL UP.. TRUST AND BELEIVE THERE WILL BE

None
Dispite all attempts to keep what was once a fire so vast and glorious a blaze, one that could not be compared to a center of the universe because even it, is but an atomic molicule in revnence. Dispite every attempt at fuleing, feeding, and maintaining existance. There lays a fear, one of lost hope and soul dismemberment. A spark once burned not brite not dark not hot not cold, it was the spark that every living creature is born with. It has the most tremendous power, to grow and brighten even the deepest and darkest of places. The power to even influnce judgement and the basic most primal of all instincts. This spark burns in each and every soul of life, and is ignited before your very birth. This spark found its way into into the very fiber of existance and was nurtured and cared into a flame, years pasted as it grew for its care takers into an everlasting eternial light of fire, and for years more it burned. Forever giving light and warmth to its care takers, no wind, no

St. Patty's Day Auction
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Above your looking at the auction picture. Your offering will be on the right. Aution starts March 10, 2009 at 6pm - futime and ends March 17, 2009 at 6pm - futime

Boy Toys
A hard man, is good to find, A good drink, is great find, A good time, is what I want to find!!! Hello everyone! I am new to this sight, and just looking to kick it with some new friends. Glad to be here. Lookin for a few good men! And women too, gotta have drinking buddies! So what is on the menu for today? football is over, so what are the boy toys gonna use for an excuse to be at the bar? I don't think woman need an excuse, we belong at the bar!!!!Work up a mighty thirst after all that housework funnnnnn! And if want us to stay sexy, we need liquids. So tell me what your favorite part of this sight is? And tell me how much fun you have mixing it up at fubar! And tell me what kind of drink you like? And tell me boy toys, what are you doing to keep the girls happy?

Could
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've always hear But the one still lives here in my world That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken heart

Send Message
I will not be on the computer at all today. I have to go and get a DiscoGram Today on my spine. They are very painful and will be unable to walk (without pain for the rest of the day.) Will be back on for a bit tomrrow. Much love to all my friends. MysticalMagic...xoxoox If you helped me level please send me a PRIVATE message so i know..so many of you helped i cant keep track. That way i can return some of the love you all gave me.. Thanks a bunch you all Rock. I love my friends and family ....

Willing To Pay 6000 Fubux!!!
OK GUYS,THIS SHITS ME THAT WHEN SOMEONE IS THIS RUDE IN YOUR SHOUT BOX YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO ASK THE QUESTION IN A MUMM....GO TO WORK OR ARGUE WITH THIS MORON....BUT NOOOOOO I GET TOLD BY THE LOVELY BOUNCER(knew it was coming btw lol)THAT I CAN'T DO THAT IN THE MUMMS? WHY NOT? IT WAS A DECISION ? WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK?ALSO WHY WOULD SOMEONE TELL ME TO GO BACK TO MY OWN COUNTRY WHEN I WAS BORN HERE? ROTFLMAO.... ->Year of th...: ok np sorry bout tht... Year of th...: you can nsfw blog that kinda thing..just not post it in the mumms ->Year of th...: sorry went to work but I knew tht was coming lol....but man to get a messege about me going back to my own country out of the clear blue sky was unbelievable its all kool u removed it tho.... ASSPAIN !!: OMG!!!! DAMNDAMN DAMN DAMN!! UNBELIEVEABLE!!....You FORGOT to WASH OUT YOUR FILTHY STINKING HOLES...Yeah..great idea..Let's see how much MONEY YOU COME HOME WITH TONIGHT..I rest my case,no need to go further on...PIG! Year

Gazing Beyond The Stars
Poetry in motion is where you have a list of words and you come up with a poem. This were done in 2005 but I loved the imagery in some so I figured I'd share. Uncle Willie 11-16-05 A rememberance of lost love: Uncle Willie in baggy tweed mindless eyes forgotten timeless ethics keys of steps fractured on rememberance of his love Ruth Natures Song 10-29-05 use your own imagery When a child blossoms The soft breathe of love Life's memories appear hopeful In Natures Song Tears Surface 10-27-05 Moments of unwanted tears surface come unnoticed as depths weaken Beyond live details happening still resurrected once reached Savoring Love 9-13-05 Feelings that can show through; Always embracing your tears Beyond the loneliness Your hearts desire unlocked a warm, soft touch of love I have almost a hole book of these but I don't want to bore ya :0) 3 of these P.I.M. won me money on poetry.com which at one time was a free sie, now you have to pay

Personal Poetry
Woman was NOT made above man's head to be above him. Woman was NOT made beneath man's feet to be trampled on by him. Woman was MADE by man's rib to be beside him. Burning bridges of the past Surmises up the future. The past is the past But for some that is not something easily let go of. The past for many effects our thinking Our ability to love, to nurture, and thensome Burning bridges of the present Surmises up a past life. Burning bridges Time to Move forward & conquer them. Burning bridges Make the move towards the future. Learn from the past & work in the present for the future. As the sun sets, The Darkness arises. Embracing me within his dark fold. Giving me a warmth within the cold of the night. Life begins anew once more for me. Darkness is where I want to be. Where I wish to be. My Darkness is new life. The Darkness See the rising moon shining brightly in the dark sky. The Silhouette of shadows forming in the night. Of Lovers, Of Crea

Need Skin Help
i have looked all over the net try to find a place where i can go and make my own fubar skins. if there is anyone out there that know of such a link please share i thank you a great deal. i would even make you a skin if you can help me in this thank you.

Dear Mr.president {poetry By Sondra}
Dear Mr.President I am not homeless or out of work And I am not starving at all I don't need a new winter coat And I don't need a new car I will be honest and straight up In saying that is not at all Why I wrote this note To you, Mr.President I do have a bit of a problem With my vision though As my eyes are getting Glaucomic and old I could use a new pair of glasses, I suppose But just to be honest with you A wide screen 52 inch color RCA LED T.V Would be best for me Since then I could see quite well And not need glasses, You see? While you are at it, Mr President I could use Surround Sound With my new TV You see, my hearing isn't as good These days as it used to be And Surround is easier to hear Than the built in speaker system That comes with the factory model Of the TV I need, my Dear Also Mr. President I could use A new Honda Gold Wing, if you please Or just a nice Harley Davidson in red Even used would be appreciated So long as it runs and

Gross
I was looking around on the net..and of course me.. I came across a gross but funny site. For some shits n giggles..go here! http://www.poopreport.com/Ask/Content/stinks.html?from=280&comments_per_page=140

My Auto 11's Are On! Come Spank Me Baby!!
AUTO 11'S ON Feb 16th, 2009 NOW!!!!!!!!!! FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS!!! SO LETS SPANK SOME ARSS HARD, ♥♀Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$♀♥Spank Me, I like it! TEXAS HELLCAT PLEASE RERATE MY PAGE TY!!@ fubar Friend Leveler(Owned by Sexypirate13 )@ fubar THANX ALL & ANY FAVORS HIT ME UP & I WILL HELP THERE BEST I CAN ~BRATT~ =) ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to *TJATTHEROCK*&FuOwned by*BIGDADDY4LIFE*&FuOwned by~BigDaddySpa Bulletin Brought to You by ஐ~Dream~ஐ ♣Good Luck, Chaotic♣

Click Me!
ok, really i wasn't going to be all "rate me and rate people and woohoo" but ... this is sherry... and you need to clicks sherrylicious and go love the hell outta her cause besides the fact that she's an amazing person, she gave me auto 11's AND she has hers on, so if you come rate me or rate her, you'll get all your pretty little fupoints we know you love...and if you don't care about those, you get to see two hot chicks... how bad can it be??? ~sin

Death Of Doughboy
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Dough,

What Women Say Vs What We Mean
Thought this was cute! My best friend who happens to be a gay guy sent it to me (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine". (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing. ) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can mak

"collaring Kitten".....
The words and language of submission had run through her head for many years. The rhythmic cadence of them haunting her waking hours and invading her mind at night. The fantasies had been with her for so many years that they were a comforting old friend. Created from the darkest desires of her heart and from the vivid images from her online research and the endless stories she read. The words were important to her. The way they had connected with her soul and aroused her for so long made her long to belong to him body, mind and soul. She'd found him, the Master she'd dreamt of for so long. The one to whom she could belong and serve. She loved the sound of the diminutives from his lips, calling her his pet, his little one, his kitten. The words caressed her mind and provoked an intense physical reaction in her, raising goose flesh on her body and causing her to shake with desire. She closed her eyes and imagined the planes of his face and savored the emotions brought about by the bond

Auction!!
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Fooled
I can't stand your lies I can't stand your life I'm sick of being fooled I'm sick of never knowing what's right You won't get inside now You won't know who I am I'll never help you now I'll never make it alright You've ruined everything now You've done the worst you could do I never saw it coming I never thought you were that kind of guy My heart is breaking now My head doesn't understand why But I'll take you back anyway But I'm sure you won't come running So goodbye quick romance So farewell to one great chance... Don't lie to a person and tell them you could be ready... that things could work out... that you want them to work out... when you know you're not ready. I know you're hurt, but we're all hurt in some way. I'm hurt the same way you are and about a billion other ways as well. but I wanted to make the effort. I saw something in you that made my heart stand still and feel whole again... I still see it... I still want you... I could stil

Halo!!!
Halo lyrics Remember those walls I built Well, baby they're tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make up a sound I found a way to let you in But I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had you breakin' It's the risk that I'm takin' I ain't never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo I can feel your halo halo halo I can see your halo halo halo Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me

No Thank You
Short and sweet is what I am, but not talking about me here. This blog is short, but not so sure about the sweet part. Anyway, to the point... Am not liking the length people go to in order to become popular. The lies and such just irk the hell out of me. But it's your game and all the best to you, however, don't try and feed me your line of bullshit 'nough said

Help Her To God Mommy
DON’T MISS OUT ON ONE OF THE HOTTEST LADYS ON FUBAR ~MISTRESS~ LETS HELP HER TO GOD MOMMY COME HELP THIS LADY OUT SHE IS ONE SWEET LADY !! CLICK BELOW AND RATE THIS HOTTIE SPANK HER HARD SHE LIKES IT !! This bully is brought to you by DJ BADBOY (¯`¤ÐJßãÐßØ¥¤´¯)ÖWñÈR @†HÈßLÚÈMÖÖñ/ÖWñÈR @§ÖÚ†ÈRñ HÌÐÈWÄ¥@ fubar

Sweet Melting Mercy
Well sweet melting mercy, you all know how to make a MarshaMallow feel welcome. There is so much to see, I can't can't keep up!! LOL I will figure it out eventually so please bear with me. Till then drink up, and get the campfire burning, cause this Mallow is about to get get Toasted!!Cheers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

System Of The Dawn Lounge
This is the place to be with Dj 5 star. hottest Dj In all lounge. a feelin would make u be our member You are all welcome to our lounge. Music,new,old,rock,jazz,funk,cajun,bluegrass,metal,country,r&b,gospel,world,international.. You name your Request, our djs got you...Dj sexy, Dj 5 star, drama king. We love you all... Fuzzy Achi

Ever Wonder
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do'practice'? Why is lemon ju

Eroticdreams Lounge Bully
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Artistic Corner
for those in which that dont know me i am a poet and here are some of my works ~Parasomnia~ Its a long cold night as i go out walking not a person in sigh. The sounds of the dogs howling at the pale moon light. My heart beating faster as i hear footsteps setting a pace behind me each step getting faster as i stop and look behind me but there is no one in their place heart beats slowering until i hear a mumbling sound i stop to look back still no one is there i run home locking the doors behind me and sitting on my chair closing my eyes i feel a sweet kiss on my lips opening my eyes to see no one there begins stirring as i wake up realizing it was nothing but a nightmare and you are right here ~Hung~ Here i hang wondering how i got here. Is it the constant bickering with my family. Or how things are between me and the girl i am in love with. Or possible the threat of losing my lively hood my eyes filling red, my lungs and brai

Will Whore Myself Out For Fu-payments
So yeah people say I'm pretty good at editing images. I can animate just about anything. I can create quite a bit. Morphs are my speciality. If you need anything along those lines, hit me up. Check out my folders for proof and if you like anything, come see me. I'm pretty certain this blog won't be read, just putting it out there and seeing if I can reel in any business. 1,000,000 fu-bucks: Will rate and re-rate your images for a month. 10 credit bling: 3-pack of whatever you need: morphs, edits, animations. You give me the image and I'll do whatever you need done to it. Blast: 6-pack of whatever you need (see above). Bling pack/VIP: 12-pack of whatever you need (see above). Auto 11/Cherry Bomb: Indentured servant for 14 days. Will morph, create, edit anything you need for 2 weeks (within reason...I do work 40 hours a week). Will also rate as many of your images, blogs, stashes, etc. as fubar will allow per day (within reason...again, work fulltime). Happy Hour: Inden

My Mind, My Thoughts
So I went away last weekend, to see the greatest guy I could ever know. I had an amazing time even when mother nature showed it ugly ass. At least we had sex the one time. I thought he enjoyed me being there. Maybe he didnt in the back of his mind which has lead to the current situation. I havent spoken to him in four whole days. One day is one thing but for of four them is another thing. I dont know if something serious happen, like he lost his phone, it broke, or something else happen. He should still be able to to tell me. I guess it was a lie when he said he had feeling for me. I dont understand what is going on. All he had to was say leave me alone. I just want to know. Its weird he was all for nine day visit. I guess I kind of noticed it when i was saying goodbye. He didnt even walk me inside. He didnt even say he missed me. I am really confused, I have no idea bwhat is going on, I guess i should forget about him, but I cant and I wont, I just want him to call....time doesnt matt

Show My Hubby Sum Luv!!!!
You Are the Heart Chakra You are loving, kind, and empathetic. You feel for the world, and you truly value peace. You have many close relationships, and you work hard to make them harmonious. You are accepting and understanding. You are tolerant of all sorts of viewpoints, even if you don't agree with them. You are very forgiving. When you love someone, your love is unconditional. What Chakra Are You?

Mothers Day
I am writing a song with my nieces and oldest nephew for mothers day. The thing is my oldest niece and I are good at writing lyrics. However, nither of us are good at composing the music. Like piano or something like that. If we can find someone that knows how to do that. I would be glad to send you the lyrics and see what you come up with. I am doing this now hoping ill have plenty of time to get this done for my mother and their mother as a mothers day present.

Have You Picked Your Valentine Tags Up Yet?
AAADD KNOW THE SYMPTOMS.....PLEASE READ! Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow I feel better,even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I dec ide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks

Ramblings And Rants
It's been a while since I've come across an idiot who goes around rating people less than 10. This one doesn't seem to understand why you would rate a 10 in the first place. Ahhh gotta love those people who take fubar as a serious business of expressing serious opinion. Of course you could make the case I'm taking fubar serious by even caring, but hey I'm bored. http://www.fubar.com/user/2369967

Living With An Ex....
so, I cant seem to do anything right, no matter what I try to do for her, she constantly bitches, about me being on the phone, about me going to work, about the apartment needing repairs, about my landlord and the rent, and the bills, and nothing she likes to eat in the house, and all that would even be fine, except, SHE HAS NO JOB, no income what so ever, and I pay for everything, we have 2 daughters together, and I have a son from my first marriage, all of whom live with me, and I am trying to show my kids roght and wrong by doing the right thing, and letting her stay with me, because she has noone else, and nowhere else to go, but she is straining my relationship, and my patience, I will always love her, though I am not in love with her after everything we went thru, with splitting up, to the custody battle, to her new bf's trying to be violent, and so much more, at this point, I am wondering why I keep trying to be friends with someone, that so obviously hates me, then I look at my

Birthday Zodiac Info
5 March 1979 Your date of conception was on or about 12 June 1978 which was a Monday. You were born on a Monday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: The days you work are the best days. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2443937.5. The golden number for 1979 is 4. The epact number for 1979 is 2. The year 1979 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/28/1979 and ending 2/15/1980. You were born in the Chinese year of the Goat. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain. You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the

"she Gets Used....."
Her entire body ached with nerves and anticipation. She had never done this before. And as she waited outside the massive french doors, hesitating to knock or ring the bell, she thought again "what am I doing here?" Dainty fingers curled into a fist, lightly wrapping on the door with a certain sense of hesitance. She waited for a moment.. two.. then she saw a shadow in the window framing the wall next to the door. She had been instructed to dress appropriately. "Prepare to be used," he had said. And so she did. Her skirt, while long, was worn without the hindrance of panties and her snug fitting blouse was also worn with no bra underneath. The door opened and it all seemed to be in slow motion, she sucked in a breath and glanced up at the man she had never physically met before but would now be her master. She blinked, looking over him timidly. His hair was as dark as the look on his face, but beautiful. High cheekbones were set in a stern chisel cut face and crystal blue ey

Help This Marine
HE SUPPORTS HIS COUNTRY NOW I AM ASKING YOU TO SUPPORT HIM HE HAD HIS ACCOUNT HACKED WAS A GODFATHER NOW HE IS STARTING OVER Sgt.Redneck@ fubar LETS HELP THIS MARINE GET BACK TO GODFATHER I KNOW WE CAN GO F/A/R/B/B/C THIS MARINE THIS BULLY PROUDLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar

What Would U Do!!
You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answered: "I would give the car keys to my old friend and let

If You Want Me ( Girls)asked To Post
Don't even think about it if..... You are younger then 25 You weigh less then 98 You weigh more then 200 Your height is not near 5'2 if you have slept with more 50 women or men You are not romantic You have bad breath You have a psycho ex-girlfriend or boy friend You are just looking for a pussy call You Have to have a drink first thing in the morning You live with your parents You are not spontaneous You are not talented in any way You don't look hot naked You are on the rebound you are not be flirty and out going You are no fun you do drugs you can't call me every day to say hello your not good in communicating You are not into threesomes or willing to swing, and play in bdsm you are not a great kisser or good with your tongue you don't like my hair color...i will go back as a brunette when im ready. you don't believe in unconditional love! you are not completly shaved( sorry jus

Family
ok i have been out of the loop for awhile on here, first off i lost my stepdad 2years ago today, then a week ago i loose my stepmom due to cancer, so now my grandma is in the hospital wont know nothing til monday wehn they do a MRI on her. she is 98 years old.

Poem Called Secret Love
I hid my love when young till I Couldn't bear the buzzing of a fly; I hid my love to my despite Till I could not bear to look at light: I dare not gaze upon her face But left her memory in each place; Where eer I saw a wild flower lie I kissed and bade my love good bye. I met her in the greenest dells Where dewdrops pearl the wood blue bells The lost breeze kissed her bright blue eye, The bee kissed and went singing by, A sunbeam found a passage there, A gold chain round her neck so fair; As secret as the wild bee's song She lay there all the summer long. I hid my love in field and town Till een the breeze would knock me down, The bees seemed singing ballads oer, The fly's bass turned a lion's roar; And even silence found a tongue, To haunt me all the summer long; The riddle nature could not prove Was nothing else but secret love.

The Dream
Love, if I weep it will not matter, And if you laugh I shall not care; Foolish am I to think about it, But it is good to feel you there. Love, in my sleep I dreamed of waking, White and awful the moonlight reached Over the floor, and somewhere, somewhere There was a shutter loose - it screeched! Swung in the wind - and no wind blowing - I was afraid and turned to you, Put out my hand to you for comfort - And you were gone! Cold as the dew, Under my hand the moonlight lay! Love, if you laugh I shall not care, But if I weep it will not matter - Ah, it is good to feel you there.

Poem Called : Farewell Ungrateful Traitor!!
Farewell, ungrateful traitor! Farewell, my perjur'd swain! Let never injur'd woman Believe a man again. The pleasure of possessing Surpasses all expressing, But 'tis too short a blessing, And love too long a pain. 'Tis easy to deceive us In pity of your pain, But when we love, you leave us To rail at you in vain. Before we have descried it, There is no joy beside it, But she that once has tried it Will never love again. The passion you pretended Was only to obtain, But once the charm is ended, The charmer you disdain. Your love by ours we measure Till we have lost our treasure, But dying is a pleasure When living is a pain.

Thanks For The Tag ~*vindicated*~
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I LOVE to burp like a big man! LoL I can BEAT anyone... LoL 2. I am still not use to people complementing me... 3. I have HUGE Flinstone Feet! *gigglin* 4. I was hit by a golf cart when I was in 2nd or 3rd grade and had a HUGE welt on my head and a concussion... THAT must be why I am so WACKED OUT! *gigglin* 5. I don't like to be real "lady like". I like to get dirty and do guy stuff... I know.. that's HOT! LoL 6. I didn't have a real boyfriend until I was 18! HAHA 7. I wish I could go back to high school... I miss my teen years! 8. I'm going in the Army as soon as I get all my shit together... I CA

Good Bye...
Over the past few months I started coming to a conclusion that this site has become more of a problem than a solution of my boredom!! I use to enjoy rating people and doing it often mainly to help them as I helped myself very little. Most of those people would never give the same respect back, such is life. Cause if they are the beggars and users on this site I can only imagine how they are in real life!! As to me rating I use to rate nearly if not more than 5000 pics a day....the only time I may of seen that number ever returned were on my HH's which there was 2 I bought for myself. I did yes receive some bling and for the most part I did put out more in that department at least 2 to 1 since bling became a thing here. Most recently it became an issue with a few on here which I'll keep nameless cause those people like the attention so why give those types more!! Also, the Bouncers, owners and friends of.... have became a pain in the ass!! I was told don't complain about them why

Tag! I'm It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I get sick when i see dead fish. 2. I don't like cabinet doors left open. 3. I have been a hairdresser for 10 years 4. I have 6 cats. 2 more and i officially a cat lady..lol 5. I don't like romance movies. 6. the oldest guy i dated was 49, when i was 22. 7. Japanasee food is my favorite. 8. I can get drunk off of 3 beers. 9. I didn't meet my father till i was 31 years old. 10. I never lived out of the state of Ga. southernsweet99, Miss Thang, Who's your Daddy, Nicholas, ~kk~

How To Identify A Turkish Guy With Others!
U r a beautiful girl? or no need to be beautiful, just make sure that u r sexy as hell, as erotic as possible, u will get some shit like these below examples from Turkish pigs wherever ur pics r ^^ I don't really believe that those Turks would have enough intelligence to appreciate cuteness. They're like damn cancer. No matter where I join in the internet those retarded Turks find me and start to send those stupid messages. Even when I joined some Caribbean community... mostly blacks in there so guess who sent me the first message in there? This dick... From turkish_pilot32m 16 Dec, 2008 hii how are ı am from ın turkey ı am working soldiar pilot ı am 32 ı am stil single my add. pilot31ant2005m@hotmail.com and my yahoo add. turkish_pilot32m@yahoo.com and my ddick 25 cm big and long and vascular hii baby They're either horny brainless idiots who can't say anything else than... benbrik sanoo (1:20): you have cam benbrik sanoo (1:21): you like sex

Auto 11's
NEXT WEEKEND I WILL BE RUNNING AUTO'S 2 DAYS IN A ROW TO TRY AND LEVEL UP TO ORACLE. WILL BE DOING RANDOM BLING AND BIG PIMPIN GIFTS TO HEAVY RATERS THAT WANT TO STOP BY AND NOT ONLY HELP ME LEVEL UP BUT TO HELP YOU LEVEL UP. PLUS FU'S IT WILL BE GIVING YOU FREE 11'S. SO DON'T FORGET TO STOP ON BY AND SHOW A KITTY SOME FU LUV NEXT WEEKEND. WILL KEEP YA FU'S UPDATED WHEN IT COMES CLOSER TO WHEN I ACTIVATE THEM

I've Been Tagged !!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I don't eat Red Meat . 2. I love to Cook . 3. I have to watch N.C.I.S everyday or it turns out to be a bad day .. 4. I hate a Dirty House .. 5. I can't go to sleep without my T.V on ......lol 6. My all time Fav movie is Top Gun !! 7. I love to wear Flip Flops everyday even when its cold ........lol 8. I have 3 pets a Dog , Cat , and a Rabbit . 9. I have to have Coffee to get me going in the Morning 10. I can't stand ppl that think they are all that ..... Sunflower ~ K.K ~ dewyb1969 ~ Poppa ~ Guitars707 ~ CHI-TOWN "RIP" ~ radarlove ~

Someone Had Me Crackin Up
I was so tired after a long day of work. I feel wore out by the time I get home. I also get grouchy as hell. Well today I get online to check up on Fubar land and I get a message from a guy. I get comments all day fron dudes saying what they would, should or could do. They all kinda sound the same. This was different. I couldn't help but to laugh. I hope you find humor in it as I have. This is just a lil bit of what went on in the shout box. His name has been partially blocked for privacy reasons. Thank you my new friend, you made my day. ♦$upaXXX♦: pssttttttt........do u think it would be mean if i was to say id be willing to get on my knees to fight a lil kid to get to those titties lol ->♦$upaXXX♦: LMAOOO, my first laugh for the whole day. Thank you Suga ♦$upaXXX♦: lol well i was being for real lol ->♦$upaXXX♦: you don't want to kick a lil kids ass, lol That's not nice ♦$upaXXX♦: so i got to cum all the way to MD

Tag
let's see, 10 random things about me. 1. I work hard, and I have worked hard my whole life. No one has ever handed my anything. 2. I enjoy classic cars. I really enjoy finding cars that have character, that have reached the point where they can't be restored, and just poking around trying to find some history. 3. Music- if it has a beat and good lyrics, I will listen to it. There isn't much I can't stand. 4. I can't stand liars. I have had some of the best lies told to me by some of the best liars out there, so don't think you can step up. 5. I live my life by my rules. I am not broken, don't think you have to try to fix me. 6. Drugs. I don't use them. I have enough problems. 7. Cats & dogs. I have two cats that I absolutely love. I'd have a dog, but I am gone 14 hours a day, and it wouldn't be fair to the dog. 8. NSFW. I am. I am neither political, or correct, either. It just doesn't exist in my world. 9. If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't bother.

Love
It keeps pounding in my head, everytime I lay in bed.. It's a memory of you and me- the things we've said or did. I begin to think, and my heart wants to sink. When I was with you, I felt something so true. Now, I say.. what I am going to do?? I see when you walk on by, feels like I could cry. And tears build up in my eyes, I still have feelings I can't deny. Hoping you'd forgive me tonight, and hold me tight. Wishing you'd tell me "everything's gonna be alright." Nothing ever feels right. I know I can't let go. I still love you so. I keep wishing we'd be together, where it's us again. That we'd last forever and ever!!!

'it's Just Like A Bomb Blast': One Firefighter's Story
'It's just like a bomb blast': one firefighter's story On Saturday, Dixons Creek firefighter Drew Adamson stood and watched his home burn while he saved someone else's. In the past two days, the CFA lieutenant has seen a body tumble from a smashed car and charred remains in the blackened shells of other vehicles He tried to help a woman find her sister's children only to discover they had burned in a house in the Kinglake fires. Attending a community meeting at Yarra Glen this morning dressed in his ash-smeared CFA yellow overalls, his body shook from sheer physical and emotional exhaustion. But Mr Adamson thinks he's been lucky. His wife Sharon and three sons, aged four, eight and 10, are alive. After what he's seen he knows that's all that matters. On the way to fires in the Yarra Valley on Saturday, Mr Adamson's strike team was stopped just outside Yarra Glen to put out an overturned burning car. When he opened the door of the wreck a body fell out. His c

In Memory Of Jessie Aka Dark Rider
R.I.P Jessie 12/7/83 - 2/19/09 We lost a very good and reliable friend. We will miss you so much. Your family and friends are in our prayers. Click on his profile to leave a comment if you like. His Brother Drake will handle his account. I'm sure he will need some friends throughout his grieving period. dark rider of the eternal flame@Nosferatu's Haven@ fubar This bully is brought to you by: Flash Player Codes by mailboxdrive.com THIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE... lucky: we need to talk dj city girl: What's up? lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I tol

Fight Back...opt Out!!!
PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR CREDIT CARD INTREST RATES (APR)!!! Credit card companies are raising their intrest rates not because of your actions. They are claiming that "the people who lend them money are demanding higher intrest". YOU CAN FIGHT BACK! Your credit card agreement is a contract. Each time you get a renewed credit card in the mail your contract is being renewed. YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO OPT OUT OF THESE INCREASES UNTIL YOU GET YOUR NEW CREDIT CARD. This is contingent on the fact that you have paid your bill on time. I had an intrest rate on a Citibank card of 8.99%. It was raised to 14.99% and I was able to OPT OUT and get my intrest rate returned to 8.99% and the rate is applied from when it was changed! So pay attention to your credit card statements. The APR on most credit card bills is located on the bottom or on the second sheet of your bill! Be sure to check it every month. Depending on the balance you have on your credit card, NOT DOING THIS COULD COST YOU HU

Up For Auction
I still recall the taste of my tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldnt do the things that I can do now. This is slowly take me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. In this place it seems like such a same. Though it all looks different now, I know its still the same Everywhere I look youre all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this

Jokes
The Five Minute Management Course ~ > *Lesson 1:* > > *A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is > finishing up her > shower, when the doorbell rings.* > > *The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs > downstairs.* > > *When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door > neighbor.* > > *Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you > $800 to drop that towel.'* > > *After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and > stands naked in > front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and > leaves.* > > *The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back > upstairs.* > > *When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who > was that?'* > > *'It was Bob the next door neighbor,' she replies.* > > *'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say > anything about the $800 he owes me?' > * > > *Moral of the story:* > > *If you share critical information pertaining to credit and > risk with your > share

Troops...
Whatever you do just keep this going please!!! It is always good to see pictures like these. Proof of abuse by our Troops. Armed American Troops Force Iraqis to Seesaw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture! GI Overheard to say 'Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!' More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! Soldier Caught At 'Tickle-Torture' To Extract Intelligence! GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Fingertips! No comment here. There's nothing funny about this one. May the good Lord bless every one of our troops wherever they are! I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!

I Need Your Help !!!!
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY LIL GUY IS VERY MUCH INTO RACING, AND HAS BEEN FOR A COUPLE YEARS. WE JUST GOT THIS EMAIL BASICLY SAYING THAT THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE TO CANCEL RACING FOR KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 13... HE IS CRUSHED..THIS IS SOMETHING THAT HE REALLLLLLLLLY ENJOYS...I HOPE THAT YOU ALL CAN TAKE A COUPLE MINS AND JUST SIGN THIS FOR US SO THAT WE CAN TRY TO STOP IT!!! PLEASE FORWARD TO YOUR FRIENDS. PLEASE GET AS MANY PPL AS YOU CAN TO SIGN THIS!!! THANK YOU RENEE Please take a look at this it will effect us all if we don't help out. As of yesterday, all the OEMs had to pull for sale all new youth minicycles and atvs for those under the age of 13...this under order of the CPSC due to lead content of plastics and certain metals. As of yesterday, a dealer or private individual can no longer provide parts or service, to these affected machines, in which there is a possibility that those same parts may contain lead...no oil changes, plastic, levers, engine cases, etc, et

German
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise. You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes. You're in each thought I have And every breath I take. My feelings are growing stronger With every move I make. I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part. So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart. I awake each day with a smile And greet it with a laugh; The world is a treasure to me Because of you. Every time I think of something sad, I replace the thought- with you! My mind is instantly changed And my heart is filled with gladness. Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy And I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you. Each time I see something beautiful I want to take it and bring it to you; My life has so much meaning now All because of you.

Ive Been Tagged
hello all ok...instructions once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things , facts , or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names.Don't forget to leave a comment that says "tagged you're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you ...i believe 1. that if you think you can or if you think you can't...your right 2. i need more flavored coffee...an essential breakfast item 3. that my 6 year old son needs a reality check 4. my favorite color is purple 5. i used to live in a city where sausage was celebrated in the first weekend of august with a city wide celebration 6. ther are other life forms similar to what we are 7. the person that tagged me is awsome thanks nicole !! 8. that the lawn should consider itself emo so it would cut itself 9. pet food makers should consider making butt flavored pet food 10. astronom

150 Things About Me!
1.My brain sometimes moves faster then my mouth 2.Bipolar 3.I yearn to be more then what I am 4.Im known to dye my hair odd colors 5.Also get new random piercings 6.My car is a standard 7.I ride quads and i love it 8.I dont mind getting dirty 9.I have 6 older brothers 10.Im adopted 11.i dont wear yellow gold 12.I destroy food when im full or I will keep eating it! 13.When something makes me happy I say its just like Christmas 14.Someone once told me that women who take good care of their feet take good care of their vags. so my toes always look nice 15.I am a perfume whore 16. I used to draw on my pants when i was in high school 17.I draw my emotions. 18.I write my emotions 19.I cry over stupid shit like people eating alone in resturants 20.I snowboard 21.I usually wear jeans and a t-shirt 22.I like it when people stare at me. 23.Then i get pissed that they are staring LOL 24.I have had the same cat since i was in

St Pattys Day Auction
OK this is my very first auction and i know someone wants to own me. So here is the link check it out and bid on me... please lovers you all http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=173531&albumid=1519265&i=555131485

Gasmokeeater
This is how a girl should be treated To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"... To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful... To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town or states to see her... To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down... To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls... To every guy that said he would die for her... To every guy that really would... To every guy that did what she wanted to do... To every guy that cried in front of her... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her... To every guy that kisses her with meaning... To every guy that hugs her when she's sad... To every guy that hugs her for no reason... To every guy who would give their jacket up for her... To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe... To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes

I've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I like to feel loved. 2)I love great conversation and get along with most of anyone. 3)I tend to get worked up over sometimes silly things. 4)I have a very imaginative mind (good and bad) 5)I am scared to be alone for the rest of my life. 6)I give my friends 100% of me until they piss me off...lol 7)My favorite color is Red. 8)I like trying new things. Esspecially in bed or where ever (trust me, just don't get caught in the booth at the club.. very embarassing) 9)I love to travel. 10)Would like to feel comfortable in my body. I tag: Hazel Inkspot Honey Dip

Freakin Tag!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Don't do these things AT ALL!!! 2. Bald men turn me on. 3. I like to be bit in various spots. 4. I don't let to many people close to me...but when I do they are then my family. 5. I dream of running away to some far off place...and leaving everything behind way to often 6. I am intrigued by others personalities and body language and what is lies underneath 7. I am addicted to water (beach, ocean, lakes...ect...) 8. I love to dance but need a few drinks in me first 9. I take a shower before I go to the gym 10. I talk way tooooo much on the phone Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do

*tag Ur It!*
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am obsessed with PURPLE 2. I have three cats; Buddy (fat, black cat), Hiss (big, orange tabby) & Banner (long hair black cat with gray mane, he's a foster kitty) 3. My kitchen is decorated with probably over 100 watermelons 4. I won TWO lap tops in September 2008 (gave the 2nd one to my ex-bf who is still a good friend) 5. I am kicking this cancer! slowly but surely. 6. I am a pack rat/clutter bug/whatever you want to call it -- I have lots of junk that i won't part with. 7. I have about 15 cabbage patch kids. 8. I collect old, wooden Fisher Price toys (anyone got any they want to give away) 9. I am amazed at th

Ms Walk
Hi everyone! For those who take the time to read this - thank you. Every year for the last 2 years I have walked the MS walk and attempt to get donations. I know money is tight every where. The walk this year is extra special for me because I am walking with my son. This is the first time he has wanted to be involved with my fund raising. Last year was a tough one for me and my family. I had 2 episodes of MS and he was there by my side being my little nurse some nights helping me with my IV making sure my meds went ok. I guess he is growing up on me. I have to say some where inside a little bit of my heart broke because he has to see me when I get "bad" and I can't do what I normally do. He puts up with my mood swings with the steroids when I go on them and I know it is tough for him to see me that way. I am walking because I was diagnosed with MS. This is very important to me and personal. This disease has changed my life a lot. Can't really say it is necessarily for the worse beca

Auto 11s And Hh On My Birthday!
Hazeleyed Soldier is in Iraq for his birthday which is Friday, February 20th! ΗÅΖ€£€¥€D §Ø£DÏ€® Hazeleyed Soldier Will Be Having A Happy Hour On HiS Birthday at 7:00 PM FU TIME! Hazeleyed Soldier Will All Have Auto 11s Running On His Birthday And During His Happy Hour! Level Up And Love On This Awesome Soldier As He Spends His Birthday In Iraq! You Won't Find A Better Young Man Than Hazeleyed Soldier! This Birthday, Happy Hour Pimpout, and Auto 11 Pimpout Brought to you by his Fu Adopted Mom: ღTulsa's Angelღ

The Blue Moon Dj's
HAVE YOU BEEN IN THE BLUE MOON WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR WE HAVE THE BEST DJ’S ON FUBAR JOIN THE FUN WE ARE DRAMA FREE! JUST CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW SEE YA’LL THERE " MEET OUR DJ’S ÐJ MR§.ßÄÐßÖ¥*Ì†§ÚRÄñGÈL ÐJ ßÄÐßÖ¥ ÐJ KÌÐÐ RÖÇK ÐJ ÇHRÌ§†Ä ÐJ §È×¥ JÈ§§ ÐJ §HÄñÌQÚÄ

When Your Ready To Give Up
You think things are going ok and then you find out that things are not as you hoped.So you keep trying and you find out something else that makes you doubt everything.Do I keep hoping or put an end to it before I really get hurt even more then I am right now?I am tired of trying and the constant doubt.So I am ready to give up on everyone and everything.There is no reason to go on : (

An Eye Injury That Would Scare Anyone!
The injury to the NBA Pro Basketball Suns Forward Amare Stoudemire is not a good one for the simple fact of that matter is, partially detached or totally detached retina’s take time to recover, the reason why I say this is, back in 1999, I was dianosed with a detached retina, had to go thru surgery to attach the retina again and it was not fun at all because I had to take four different sets of eye drops, one of them was a steroid and what makes this even scarier is the fact that I am physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy, I am totally blind in my left eye & totally deaf in my left ear and have been since birth so therefore when I was diagnosed with a detached retina wasn’t fun in fact, I cried big time and was scared for my well being because I thought if they don’t repair this detached retina and reattach it, I was gonna be totally blind here! Not a pretty picture at all. Now after 1999, I had a detached retina in the same eye two more times here so I have been thru hell an

Pick Up Lines
1. Beauty is only a light switch away. 2. My love for you is like diahrrea I just can't keep it in. 3. I know I'm not Fred Flintstone but I can make your Bed Rock. 4. If yer gonna regret this in the mornin we can sleep till afternoon. 5. Are your parents retarded? Cuz you sure are special. 6. Is that a mirror in yer pants? Cux I could sure see myself in em.

Mypoetry
Funny the situations become When you cant cry no more When the pain get so unbearable You cant feel no more Laughter comes When you cant take No more See the humor in the pain To survive another day In this jaded world Crazy How life can be so unbearable Needing a light to shine Tired of the rain The storm When will sunshine come Funny how life is more pain Than joy Will we ever have complete Control Funny That each day We keep waking up With nothing to live for With more dark days a head Of us Funny How god can see the bigger picture And we continued to be blind fold Funny How Funny That life Is painfully hysterical My heart has stopped I can cant feel a damn thing Anymore Just the other day I was riding on rainbows Just the other day The weather for love Was sunny and clear Now rain clouds And lighting Have arrived I am so confused didn’t think I would feel Like this again My heart is in a tug a war Gam

Midnight Skies
Let the purple sprinkled with sparkles evade your mind, lose yourself in the deep and beyond, midnight skies, allow a blanket of shooting thoughts warm your inner being and embrace the true beauty of your eye’s seeing.... Walking down an empty street, side walk lit with one, white,light, the lonely sound of my own foot steps, slow and steady clings of my heals hypnotized me, and the rain of my tears creates a rhythm of fears as the wind works hard to embrace my pain, it quickly grows tired and settles for my hair, To my jacket pockets my hands formally retreat in a way of defeat, chills fight to touch my spine,my breath releases a mist slowed by the essence of heat and time .... A street sign hits the corners of my visions eye, Lonely Lane, it reads, My lips, unhappy at the irony, forms a sarcastic cry, A tear escapes from the grasp of my face, time catches it and slows it journeys’ steady pace,I watch her glassy form as she slowly falls, hitting breaki

Monday
Monday The perspiration in the clouds The vibration in a sound A truth in a new love that's found.. A turning substance that's been unwound A feeling deep as dirt hidden under a concreted ground A love so royal it needs a crown A turned head to a familiar sound A drop of water that breaks it way through even glass to reach a sacred love that's finally been found! The excitement in my bones makes my knee's weak I fumble, I lean The chill in my spine, freezes my mind causing my train of thought to spin Out of control, I fantasize! My hips in his hands, he holds, the arch of my knee's began to fold The width in my legs began to expand The light in my sight is hard to withstand Our arms reach high, finding each others hands we entangle our fingers Unsaid words linger With only glances we reveal deep, lustful, inner secrets Now caught, I quickly realize There no stopping the sacred touch of his hand's romance All the l

The Beauty Of My Pain
The Beauty of my Pain Pain is never wanted Never embraced It's pushed away and buried in the darkest place Smothered in fake smiles And drowned out in counterfeit Laughter Lonely, pain remains hidden Shy, it only shows it's face when Alone Blind, it never see's where it's going THE miserable LifE oF PAIN I seen you pain, and I looked past your exterior to see your inner beauty, the beauty of you, My Pain. Pains never wanted Never embraced Pushed away and buried in the darkest place But I couldn't hide you, you always rode the ends of my sleeve, for the world to see Pain! I never could hind you On lookers couldn't understand why I whore you so proudly They couldn't grasp your true formalities, or understand the impurities that your flames burnt away But through the tears, and unknown fears I saw you Pushing through your sharp piercing exterior I saw you Your beauty was informative, showing the cuts than I need to become the precious jewel of me,The scares u left

Welcome One And All To The New Me.....
Have you ever felt like no matter what you do it's not good enough or that it will never be enough? Today is one of those days....the day that I look at my son and wonder if I should still give him up for adoption or if he would be better off with me. I can't provide him with everything he needs and it sucks because I wish I can. I don't think I am the best mother in the world and doubt myself all the time, but am I really able to do this? I don't make enough money to pay rent or any of my other bills, how am I going to be able to take care of him? I swear I hate days like these..... I'm not the greatest person in the world but I'm pretty damn good. I raise my son on my own and and have little help from my family. I give what I can to others and I treat most people with respect when they earn it. So tell me, why is it that hard to make it in life? Why has almost everything in the world gone to shit? I've tried this whole dating thing again and it seems like more guys just want sex. Not

Choices
I believe that life itself is made up of choices. I don't believe in Kismet, Karma, Fate or Destiny per se. I believe that you are what you are,is entirely dependent upon the choices you have made throughout your lifetime. Decisions come to us on a daily basis, normally. Whatever we decide is going to take us down that path. There may be other decisions that allow us to get back onto the "right" path, if we decide to take them. Or, we can continue to do what we're doing because it feels good. Our choice. We are granted the blessing to choose our course in life. Whether we choose not to believe in the lives of others or not, it is still a choice. At the end of our lives, I believe we all face a judgement on the choices we have made. So, I guess the best course of action would be to live our lives from day to day and take careful consideration of the decisions that come upon us. Some do not believe in a higher being. Okay, that's their choice. I happen to believe it. My ch

Midnight Velvet Club
The Stirring of Lust Princess Reina worked her evil spell upon Draco peaceful sleep, he did wicked things to his body, as she watched from his window, she loved how he soar to her will, but each morning, as he slept in late because of his restless night, she moved about the house. She watched and study two other males that seem to drawn to her, she like Vladimir, but Ravenous, she would not give the time of day too. She moved about the house, she found someone alone, she watched him, he was different from the others, he was one of the new bred, he was tall, haunting like ghost moving about life, his long black hair with white streaks running through it, his white eyes, his blood lips, his body was perfect too, he stood in the midst of the rain, he was naked and move like a swift warrior, she watched him Who was he? Why was he so haunting beautiful to her? She smiled, she was ruler, she was allowed to mingle with her kind, she moves swift about hidden place to get a better sigh

My Movie Hit List
So I just finished watching The Holiday - Cameron Diaz, Jude Law, Kate Winslet, and the ever so adorable Jack Black! A for SURE must see especially for those who enjoy the old black and whites as it has an older style romantic feel. *sigh* things like that don't exist anymore...

War
War There's a war going on And I'm losing control I can't stand this feeling It's killing my soul My life is endangered probably And I feel the need to hide Even though I should feel safe Because my parents are by my side Some people are saying "the world is going to end" And others are saying "we're all gonna die" My mom says not to listen But it still makes me want to cry You know, there's a very good chance That my dad might go to war And I'll be at home thinking Maybe I don't have a dad anymore I'm probably too young to understand What really happened in the past This has to stop...fast Jessica Rene Phillips If she had of been older when she wrote it there probably would've been more to it but wasn't bad for her age...her Dad had already been to Iraq once and when she wrote this he was being told he probably was going to have to go back.

Auto 11's
!!!THEGODDESS IS HAVING HER 1ST EVER AUTO 11's!!! COME BUST HER AUTO 11's CHERRY!!!! AUTOS ON ALL DAY SUNDAY 2/22/09 AND HELP HER LEVEL TO GOD MOTHER!!! Clicky pic below to get started!!! *~THEGODDESS~*AKA~R*G*~*I AM A SOMEBODY~ I AM LOVED BY MANY AND@ fubar (repost of original by '♡ßεĻĻα£ùήα♡ Twilight Leveler' on '2009-02-22 00:03:43')

Auction
i need fu-bucks to buy auto 11 and or cherry bombs, please help me...im rating for fu-bucks,sb me if you want to make a deal http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2236238&albumid=1508693&i=3560170436&idx=0

Newly Single
Well Im jjst sittin here, being my usual bored self. Thought I would atleast write a blog while Im soo bored. Well I thought it was time to make a serious change. So, I got my hair dyed blonde. Its been like 10 or 11 yrs since I was a blonde (natural color) and now that Im newly single and a hott momma, I figured hell might as well give it a shot. It can always be dyed again if it gets old...lol As soon as I get some pics, I will make sure 2 upload them. You all just make sure you tell me what you think. Well thats all, my weed man is here. YAY! lmao...Oh shit, Ima blonde who smokes...Does that give me an excuse to be seriously dumb now? lmao...Probably not....*snaps fingers* damn Well, things are goin good. I truly dont think about the sperm donor any more. And the only thing that does bother me about him is that he isnt havin ne thing to do with his kids. Ummm...Im lookin for a job while still tryin 2 get my Mom outa my house. Ummm...As far as my personal life? The jury is out on tha

"she Gets What She Wants...."
Standing before your closet trying to decide what to wear, it has been so long since master let you wear what you want for a date. Thinking of all the different things each article brings out in Master makes you’re body feels all tingling. Then you see it and a smile comes across your lips and mischief fills your eyes. Taking the hanger and walking over to your dressing table you begin singing to yourself “I know what want and I want it now”. Walking down the stairs you silently watch Masters face for a response and your confused when all He does is holds your wrap out for you. There is small talk as we drive to the restaurant and have a very nice dinner. You know there are many eye’s on you for that is the effect you wanted. As we leave the restaurant and enter the parking lot of the club. It looks very lively and one of those country western ones knowing that you will be able to test Master as you desire. Master guides you into the lounge and hands your wrap to

Nascar Drivers
orlandosentinel.com/sports/motorracing/orl-sportscolwhitley17021709feb17,0,7681772.column OrlandoSentinel.com NASCAR drivers don't qualify as being athletes David Whitley SPORTS COMMENTARY February 17, 2009 You never bite the hand that feeds you. But on the Sentinel Web site Monday we posed a question that forces me to take a nibble. "Is Dale Earnhardt Jr. the most overrated athlete in sports?" There was only one problem. Athlete? Who was writing our headlines Monday, Bill France Sr.? Probably not, because NASCAR's founder has been dead for 17 years. The argument whether drivers are athletes has been around a lot longer than that. Anybody with more than a carburetor for brains knows the truth. Yes, drivers are athletes. But only if you think it's athletic to make a Grilled Texas Bacon Double Patty Melt Plate. That's one of the delicious specials you'll find at Waffle House. Preparing it requires stamina, strength, concentration and guts. Sounds a l

Dangerous Addictions
***Hiring DJ's And All Other Staff Members Inquire @ Dangerous Addictions Lounge!!*** Come see us in DANGEROUS ADDICTIONS or IM us on YAHOO DJ SNAG IM snag_1958 DJ STONER IM dj_thoughtprovoker1 I am ur DJ

Someone Plz Help Me?!
Okay so I met this great guy 2 months ago! We have been chillen and calling each other everyday! His actions show that he is interested in me ... but he don't tell me he is! When I am around him I get lost for words, we talk about everything else besides what is goin on in our heads! We have both been burned before in relationships ... I don't want things to change between us but at the same time I want more! I am the only girl that he has done anything with in a couple of years ... he's really respectful of me too! I kno he cares because I have been goin through some shit lately and he's always there tryin to get me to do the right thing! And when there is a medical problem he worries about me! There is more if your interested in wanting to kno to help me then message me! But my question is: How do I talk to him about how I feel with out makin things awkward between us?! And how can I tell he's really interested in me?!

Raidergoat
PIMPOUT! RaiderGoat Is In Need Of Some Serious Fu Loving. Add,Fan,Rate,Bling Him. Make Sure You Spank Him Hard He Likes It That Way. Click On The Pic Below To Blow His Mind!! Pimpout Brought To You By ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~♡~§håÐðw~Lêvêlêr~ Öwñêr~Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~@ fubar

My Poems.
Mark of Death Lost in lust Enslaved by trust I'm all for which you dream My elusive cure It makes you purr Now you belong to me It could never be Why can't you see To me you're only feed Upon your neck My mark of death Your blood drained into me Falling to the ground You make no sound From your lips are silent screams So much waste From your sweet taste You have set my hunger free I can only cry Watching as you die From this curse there's no release Consumed by thirst It has gotten worse Now I'm nothing but a beast A Deserving Grief Burning in flames a life that was bent Digging through sands of sins lament Dragging weary feet dripping with sweat A journey of despair born of regret Scrapping away skin with claws of deceit Turning in shame from all you meet Broken in twain A soul in defeat Desperate to merge a broken belief Pierced with pain from silent screams Razor wrist slaves Necks ringed in wreaths And in the dark

Fubar!
http://link.brightcove.com/services/player/bcpid1559540561?bctid=23636633001 ok so, talk about a grudg!i was a lvl 10 or 12, got in a simple argument with a few fu~members, (who knows there connections with the fu~captains) but i was ONLY taking up 4 myself the whole time! funny how every since, every thing that has 2 do with points (rating, gaming, EVERY THING IN FU) its sum how rigged 4 my failure! is this all in my mined or wat..... NO! its rigged bcus i can NEVER do any good in fubar! how is it possible that they rig it all against a few of the ones they get shitty with? IDK but how can u exsplain every fu~watever i do i fail and every thing but in other gaming cites im darn NEAR at the TOP of the pages in points and lists! (dnt believe this just ask me my link, ill sho u who i am and u see im not as dumb as fubar betrays my talents here) any way this could all b in my own mined aswell, always keep an opend mind on wat otheres say as i keep an opend mind that this could b emaginiti

Delusion
It's been 3yrs since I've become a widow...it in its self not really a big deal, is it? I'm not the only one this has happen to, not going to the last. LIFE GOES ON..THE BIRDS NEVER STOPPED SINGING..MY WORLD DIDN'T STOP. After awhile, I thought about trying to "date"..I tried MySpace, just for one, to see what some of my own children were doing, and it was a way to keep in touch..meet people there, who of course, weren't who they said they were..it's all good. It was a rude awakening, and I learn a major lesson in life..DON'T TRUST ANYONE.. My second "dating site" was Singlenet.com...no luck there...next was Truebeginnings.com....nothing but problems..then a friend, had me try Fubar..bingo. This I could handle..I've learn my lesson..thinking, I could trust people once again..so I thought. or at least some. I've meet online some really sweet people...and become friends with. or at least I thought. I base friendship on being honest, open and up front with me..I'm not one to judge anyo

Romance/relationship Essays
THIS IS AN INTERNET CHAT WITH A FOREIGN LADY. Q = her questioning A = me answering Q by ME = me questioning A by HER = her answering Q: Do you believe in marriage? A: I think it is overrated. Two of mine failed. The Bible says it is valid and advisable. I believe that at least divorce is advisable under certain circumstances also. People are insecure sometimes if they just live together long term relationship without getting married, and then there are also inheritance issues. I would prefer just long term relationship this time, but for a foreignor to come to US and stay a few years there are only 3 ways that I am aware of my to do so legally -- 1. student visa to go to college 2. their job is high-tech in short supply in US so a company certifies needed desperating and they can get a waiver to come for a job 3.they come for IMMEDIATE marriage not just a romance beginning. So for that reason in our case I presume that the 3rd would be most appropriate. Q: Okay thats is good

Fontana
Lap-by-Lap: Fontana... 6:15 p.m. ET -- The cars are rolling off pit road and onto the track for their warm-up laps. 6:22 p.m. ET -- GREEN FLAG: Jamie McMurray brings the field to the green and the Auto Club 500 is under way. Lap 1 -- LEAD CHANGE: Jimmie Johnson gets a great run on the outside and leads the first lap. Lap 2 -- The top 15 are single-file while the rest of the field is running three- and four-wide. Lap 4 -- Kyle Busch is up to fifth after starting 10th. Jimmie Johnson has already opened up a one-second lead. Lap 5 -- There are sprinkles at the track but they are light. Lap 6 -- YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Rain has brought out the first caution of the race. There is no free pass. Lap 7 -- Pit road is open and the top-19 cars stay out. Robby Gordon, Matt Kenseth, Joey Logano and Dale Earnhardt Jr. among those to pit. Lap 8 -- Ryan Newman's No. 39 has lost its transponder so he will come down pit road to get another transponder. The team can't do any work o

Obession With Death
This is a blog I did about my husband..on MySpace..not sure if I have obession with death or dued to the fact I did the quiz on "when I'm going to Die"...it made me chuckle..now I can use it as excuse for any wrong doings? Or, I can repent for any wrong doings. Death.... It's something you may be able to talk about, maybe not. You may break down and cry, maybe not. You may get mad at the person you have lost, maybe even blame yourself, maybe not. Is there a right or wrong way to mourn a loved one, I can't say. Will it take a long time to heal, only time can tell, maybe not. It was March 20th, 2006, it was the first day of spring when I lost my husband Ron. Isn't the first day of spring supposed to mean, a new beginning of life? I can never feel that way again, it was the end for me. I remember the day being sunny, giving you the feeling the air would be warm, but it still had a winter chill. I was at work, when I received the call, saying Ron was being rush to the hospital. I trie

Phone Sex
Toxic Reaper Fu Hubby to Angel in Disguise R/L BF 2 LAURIEhttp://b.pcc1.fubar.com/12/19/3159121/tn_1284870317.jpg">@ fubar For those of you who dont know me I work as a phone sex operator...Hot Job right? I just had the most amazing call I have ever had, it was with a latina Girl names Victoria. She is 19 years old and sounded so damn soft, sweet and sexy. I normally dont go for girls, but every now and then I will induldge my self. So I get a call and the first thing I hear is this sweet sexy young girl moaning and telling me how bad she wants me.....Guys you know thats hot! Listening to her moan and telling me how and what she was doing defiantly made me wish I was there.. I couldn't help but to picture her here with me and what I would do with her! Okay I just had to getthat out of my system!

Day To Day
My life, you see, is an open book, please feel free to come on by and take a look. Just keep in mind that what you see is not always what you get. I am a complex person, so much more that the surface may show. I have hopes and dreams and fantasies and desires. I want to live and learn. So much that I would like to experience before i leave this world behind. Today is a blank page in the journal of my life waiting for the markings you and i will leave behind. So please remember as you wander through, the marks you make are permanent and can never be erased. Let me introduce my self. My name is Belle. I am 35, married, and a mother of 4 children. My life is pretty stable. Not a whole lot of drama and i like it that way. I am an aspiring writer. So far a lot of ideas that are bouncing around in my head but not much more than that. Hope that maybe being here will help my creativity flow. Well hope that i get some feedback on this and anything else that i post. tccic!!!

Poems I Wrote
Knew you don't like me But to go that far is very childish Writing something like that in a Message and not wanting to confront me That is very childish and selfish I did nothing to you to deserve what you did You try to break us up You did not succeed You try to set him up so I wouldn't like him anymore It did not work You are a mean and selfish person Just give it up already Whether you like it or not I am here to stay Him and I are like two roses We are alike, but we have some thorns in our side It just makes us who we are If you don't like it then you can go shove it Just leave me alone and mind your own business. Whether you like it or not I am here to stay. Time for school Scheduled sleeps and awakening Homework to be turned in on time No time to yourself Always busy Never by yourself Unless you take a bath Holidays come around Time for a break Open gifts and giving gifts Time for family Never alone It is like your brother Who won’t stay by hi

Crystal Palace
The ominus palace sat upon the hill. Years of neglect had caused this once beautiful and regal palace to fall into disrepair. Weeds and dead limbs from trees littered the huge landscape. No one dared to go near the old palace though. Locals thought it to be haunted. Many who had passed through the village might have agreed. You see there was a stream near the palace that ran crystal clear and a bed of roses that bloomed all through the year. Though the grounds were covered in drifts of snow, the roses bloomed as though it were spring.

May You Feel Loved
There are four different poems hope you enjoy ~~ May You Feel Loved May you feel serenity and tranquility in this world you may not fully ever understand. May the pain you have known and the conflicts you have experienced give you the strength to work through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a sense of peace A kind word, a reassuring touch, a warm smile be yours everyday of your life. And may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the Sunshine when the storm seems unending. Teach love to those who hate and let that love embrace as you continue on in the world May the teachings of those you admire become a part of you, so that you may call upon them when needed. Remember th

Bailout 2.0
Last week, the Obama administration announced new plans to "rescue" the economy with another round of bailouts. Heritage economists David John and James Gattuso explain the plan's flaws: http://members.myheritage.org/site/R?i=1BR7bAisaPY7jf5z-Ms1cA.. As announced [last] Tuesday by Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner, the plan is a grab bag of policies of doubtful effectiveness and uncertain consequences financed with $2 trillion or more in taxpayer dollars. To make matters worse, key elements of the plan were merely placeholders lacking concrete details about how they would be actually work. One thing seems certain. These massive new programs will increase Washington's control over the financial system, placing politicians in the role of bank managers and hedge fund investors, to the long-term detriment of consumers and workers. Open letter: The 'stimulus' is horrible for America In an open letter to the Congress and the President of the United States, sent b

Hmm Idk
I'm sorry for all the things i have done and all the things i have not I am who i am it is what it is like it or hate it I am ME and ill only be Me If you cant under stand me then dont talk to me soo i dk i just dk what to do idk what to wear idk what to fuck widk what to say i dk i dk what to lick idk what to kiss i just dont knoeeeee

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I kick ass at Guitar Hero. 2. I'm a twin. 3. Was born and raised in Texas. 4. I sleep in my car and lock the doors when i go to parties. 5. iMPORT is my [Robin]. 6. I've never broken a bone in my body. 7. My nickname is DinkyDow [CrazyGirl]. 8. I didn't go to my high school prom. 9. Lisa rawks my sawks! 10. And I did this blog for iMPORT! ~I'm tagging~ Lisa Chriz JussCuzz Tyler JDRighteous

Change
How man times do I have to change Now my life is tormented and strange Nothing is clear or ever will be I fear I gave her everything I had Yet it's my fault she is mad You want to hear how I feel She won't listen only peel She sits in her nest Requesting I be honest Yet she can't be honest with me All I desire is to be free Hide behind my mask I call life I do's paired us husband and wife I can't find my direction Words are her weapon It must be my destiny to live in misery I will continue to fade away Until I am dark, dull and gray She wants me to change again forget all the pain Please give me a chance with a hidden evil glance So I must change for you All so you can screw With the man I once was But never again because She can't change herself So I put my heart on a self She will never have it It sits there bleeding and split How do you bring back something that is dead? After all that has been said It forced me to

Yo
[Intro: Some guys talking] The spiked red hair...and the..and the, paint on his face Whow, hold on man, Tech is losein' it man He's not as grounded as he used to be Tech was a devil worshiper You know you see a black dude with red hair And a long beard, I mean look he look scary to me too Yeah that nigga Tech man he sellin' out man That..that's he's doin' that for the white folks That white shit he doin' man [Verse 1: Tech N9ne] I've been writing for Nineteen years for sure Haters in these times Niggas don't wanna see me shine Stop me, and then try and tell me (Come gangster) And then compare me to Nelly (What ya bang bra) So this songs is gonna tell me so called gangster Niggas, who the fuck has always been the bigger G? Hey, I've been bustin' And fizz knuckin' bitches It tizz nothin' for years puffin' I've been clutchin' riches from his muffin' Heres fuck you niggas this is toughin' I (Don't know what the fuck you thinkin' telling me this shit is hella fake) Say, since way back in t

Men=confusion!!
--I spent night after night falling asleep to your voice --I wake up everyday and have texts from you concerned about how I slept --Then all of a sudden theres nothing, no phone calls, no texts --I message you every place I can think of --I begin to wonder if something horrible has happend to you --Why are you so gone? --What have I done? --You don't realize how much I blame myself... --Obviously you don't care --All I think I was is something to occupy you breifly --Did I really deserve this? --Are you really gone for good? --I honestly loved you --I believed the words you spoke were true --Who is she that's taking my place? --I swear I have something that says "Break my heart" on my forehead

Darkness Inside
I feel the pain inside my head Inside my head i feel alive I hope to die in the black suffocating darkness But i live afraid to die Pulled apart by the darkness Society tells me i must die Abomination, Discrimination, Suffocation I open my eyes and realize Im drowning in my own darkness Created by the hand that feeds me the poison that they call life set me free let me die just drown in my darkness forever The fountain of life? No the fountain of death beckons me to its blackest depths do i lead or do i follow below what is right what is wrong?

Nice Job By The Marketing Department :)
So they change the setting so you cant rate pics fast because "this is a social site". WTF now we have cherry bombs. Seems to me, that if you don't spend money (real) you get no benefits or abilities unless you level. Sure if you make Oracle. But lets be real. How long would that take you with no money spent? I know and understand this is a business just like any other. But isn't it supposed to be "A social site"? Sorry just venting a little no harm meant.

A Blog
does this site have a chat? i dont see one, maybe im blinded lol This is my blog, but I don't know what to say. lol This site is cool. I was on myspace but that site is too boring. I like tubely and performerspot too. Anyone know how old this site is, it is new or not? ok bye bye for now :) bored home on saturday night. ill chat on performerspot or yahoo. anyone watching a good movie?

Bump~n~grind Staff
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You Knoe Who You Are
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Why?
Today around 5 pm my mom attempted suicide. She called crying saying over and over again that she just wanted me to know how much she loved me. I rushed over to find her babbling incoherently and she was barely conscious. As my friend and I rushed her to the hospital her breathing was becoming more shallow. At the hospital all I could do was sit there with this helpless, sick, scared feeling in the pit of my stomach as they stuck tubes down her nose and throat, put her on a respirator and pump her stomach. I was scared out of my mind that I was going to lose my mom. And then the last thing she said to me in the car before she went unconscious started playing in my head over and over again. "Please don't be mad at me" Mad? At her? That hadn't even crossed my mind. Mad at the person who made her feel so worthless that she didn't want to live anymore, of course. I am so mad at him I would rip his fucking dick off and feed it to him if I could. But back to the point, I hadn't been mad at

Things About Me
Tell me YOUR story Hi, my name is: John Never in my life have I been to: California I hate it when: people dont stop at stop signs The one person who can drive me nuts is: My Daughter When I'm nervous: I usually dont show it, but I usually am not nervous. It takes alot. The last song I listened to was: Superwoman If I were to get married right now my best man/ maid of honor would be: Chuck My hair is: very short...kinda spiked When I was 5: i was in 1st grade. Last Christmas: I was in Florida with my parents and my family I should be: Away from the computer. When I look down: I can see a flatter belly starting to emerge The happiest recent event was: My lasik surgery My current annoyance is: Not being able to kick my craving for ju

New To This
Hello all, my name is Angelo and I have been working with comp. practically since they came out, I have never bloged or even know what a blog is. If all it consists of is writting what you feel or whatever then let's give it a try. Anyone is welcome to give me some feedback if I am wrong, as a matter of fact I think i am going to leave it at that, again if anyone is willing please let me know if I am doing this right. Until next time have a wonderfull day all.

Poem5
WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR SO LONG WITHOUT SOMEONE TO SHARE THEIR LIFE YOU START TO BELIEVE ALL HOPE IS GONE YOU WILL BE FOREVER IN SO MUCH STRIFE WHEN SOMEONE TRIES TO SHOW THEY CARE TO WANT TO GIVE YOU ALL THEY CAN YOU START TO DOUBT YOU GET REAL SCARED YOU ARE TERRIFIED TO TAKE THEIR HAND IT IS SUCH A SHOCK AND A CHANGE FOR YOU TO ACCEPT IS A REAL HARD THING TO DO YOU THINK ABOUT IT AND START TO TREMBLE TO THE RELATIONSHIP YOU TRY TO HINDER AFTER FEELING SO LOW FOR ALL THIS TIME COURAGE AND STRENGTH ARE HARD TO FIND INSIDE YOU TREMBLE AND PHYSICALLY SHAKE YOU FEAR AGAIN THAT YOU WILL MAKE A MISTAKE YOU WANT TO BELIEVE AND SHARE EVERYTHING WITH SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOUR HEART SING YOU NEED SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO WAIT FOR AT SOME POINT THE LOVE WILL BE GREAT New beginnings and fresh starts

Wiseguy
As if you couldnt tell by now lol im a HUGE wiseguy fan. I have uploated 10 stashs that has to do with wiseguy. I was only a little kid when wiseguy was on. Under 10 years old even. But it was my all time favorite show. I still remember watching the show when I was little. I am even wanting to save up and get the complete dvd set. hehe I know maybe I'm crazy but come on who wouldnt think Vinnie was cute?? I know some out there would say hes not. But, even not yet 10 I thought he was sooooooo cute. Just to bad they dont still show wiseguy reruns on tv anymore hehe.

Clothing Auction
A NEW KIND OF AUCTION,YOU WON'T WANNA MISS OUT ON THIS! AUCTION OFF A PIECE OF YOUR CLOTHING!! THE CLOTHING WILL BE UP TO YOU, SO, U CAN PUT ANY THING UP FOR AUCTION! BIDDERS WILL MAKE OFFERS AND YOU GET TO ACCEPT WHICHEVER BID YOU PREFER!! ONLY RULE IS: YOU MUST SEND THE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING TO THE BIDDER THAT WINS IT! YOU'RE RESPONSIBLE FOR SHIPPING IT AND GETTING IT TO THE WINNER, WINNERS ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU SEND ME A PIC OF YOU WEARING OR HOLDING UP THE PIECE OF CLOTHING & PAY UP YOUR BID TO THE PERSON AUCTIONING THEIR ARTICLE OF CLOTHING ANYTHING MAY BE BID , FUBUX ...BLASTS...CASH...VIP...TICKERS.....BLING/BLING PACS...ETC OR ANY COMBINATION OF THEM TO GET IN THIS AUCTION, PLEASE SEND ME A PIC OF U,HOLDING UP OR WEARING THE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING YOU WANNA AUCTION OFF. AUCTION WILL BE OPEN ON MARCH 4TH 2009 AND END MARCH 11TH 2009 , NOON EST. ALL PICS MUST BE SUBMITTED NO LATER THAN MARCH 4TH BY MIDNIGHT EST TIME. NO LATER ENTRIES PE

Its Back!!
Just so people realize I really don't expect much but if I take 1-2 hours on your page then don't bitch when I expect a little consideration back or my time. I never ask for bling...never beg, just you know do what you need to do. I really dislike the excuses people give though ..."I'm too busy....my children...etc" See if I can take the time and consideration for you then why not do the same. It isn't that hard. We are all on this oppressive web site trying to have fun, obtain rates and give back to others~~ To those auto assholes and there are some on this site. They get 35 credits that is 35k atop of the people rating them so ummmm you don't need to do a damn thing and get all the points one could desire. So why does it seem so hard that you can not do the same?? Laziness, spoiled or just ignorance?? It is a shame people show very little respect, ok we all have a hard time rating since the higher jack asses changed the system, but I work with it even though every other on

Why???
i start to want a relationship. then i get into one. and then it goes bad horribly fast. after the last time, i decided to be single, for, well, indefinitely. i hate them. wish i could bypass the first few parts and just get to the more deep parts. anybody care to try to help me understand it?????

Can U Help Us Pray For Him
our new baby cuz. was born on new years day was just life lined to the hospital due to the fact that he can't breath. he got a really bad cold and now he can't breath can u help us out by praying for him

Poems By Friends
The night comes slowly, softly, finally.. bathing all in a soothing cloak of darkness and bringing with it so much time for pain, passion and pleasure. It is my domain.. my realm in which I await for you to call to me. I am not hard to find.. I am always just outside your reality, waiting.. hoping to be summoned to you by a breathless sigh, a dark, sweet thought.. a need that throbs within your blood. Let tonight be the night.. throw open your window and allow pleasure to enter. Cast off the trinkets that keep me from you. Remove the veil of fear that keeps you from your destiny and bare yourself to me this night. Accept the forbidden embrace, the dark, sweet kiss.. the pure passion and pleasure my darkness brings. Learn the things you long to know.. experience all you have dreamed of so often. Surrender to me and have no fear. For the sun will rise and I will leave. And you can return to the everyday in which you dwell.

Blings
Blings & Rates 1st off. You don't go around asking people to buy you blings. 2nd of all you shouldn't go around rating pics then ask them for bling. You rate them because you want to, not because your forced. Now lets get on to the Blings Like i said previously, You don't BEG for BLING. Let someone bling you cause they want to. If you want me to bling you then i suggest BUY me a BLING PACK then i will BLING you. Unless I have bling credits i will bling whoever i choose to do so. GET A LIFE AND STOP BEGGING Thanks

Do You Know Who I Am?
This is one of the best things I've read in years!!! I wish I could go there for dinner!!! Montana Restaurant: This is a great story! The radio station America FM was doing one of its 'Is Anyone Listening?' bits this morning. The first question was, 'Ever have a celebrity come up with the 'Do you know who I am?' routine?' A woman called in and said that a few years a go, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings , MT , she had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes; many ranchers and their wives were waiting. Ted Turner and his ex-wife Jane Fonda came in the restaurant and wanted a table. The hostess informed them that they'd have to wait 45 minutes. Jane Fonda asked the hostess, 'Do you know who I am?' The hostess answered, 'Yes, but you'll have to wait 45 minutes.' Then Jane asked if the manager was in. When the manager came out, he asked, 'May I help you?' 'Do you know who we are?' b

Thanks
i'd like 2 thank everyone who told me happy birthday today... you know all you so called friend who forgot thanks so all you who remembered thank you a bunch and you might not get a present but you'll def. get a happy birthday. to all you so called friends who couldn't take 5 seconds of you time to msg me comment me or txt me on my birthday... don't expect shit from me.. just sayin so i'm going 2 go drink another couple shots of absolute and raise my right hand with my middle finger up hehe i'm a bitch i know Phenomenal Woman by Maya Angelou

Free Again
So here it is. Divorce. We had out fair share of issues but nothing we couln't ever work through. But something we can't work through is him falling in love again with his exwife. yeah. harsh huh? the story goes as this: she his ex went to a year long treatment facicilty for being hooked on ice in maui. while in there he met another woman. moved to washington state in 95/ divorced his ex in 97. got together with me in june of 2000. we married in july 2001. he gained custody of his two sons in february 2002. this past xmas they went for their last visitaion with her and she refused to send the4m back and he had to fly to maui to get the youngest which is 15. he brought him home the weekend of martin luther king weekend. i felt a vibe that was "off". so i questioned him and he told me that he missed hawaii and that was it. we got papers in the mail that the ex had filed for custody and he needed to appear in court feb 11th. so he made arragements to fly down there yet again to "squash it

My Loving Son
Woo Hoo!!! We arrived to find a very sleepy,very grumpy,very dopey young man...Thank You Lord!!! Roy was released today from the hospital...He is walking still on morphine and codeine.He will be in a c-collar for at least a week then?...Well that remains to be seen...So far ...So Good...His Father and I still promised him a spanking when he is well...lol...Smiles...We are so grateful for all the prayers from so many people. We certainly have prayed...and seen the the true awesome wonder of God's Loving Blessings in our lives...Many Huggz to You all!!! Sitting here remembering the first time we saw one another ...You were so afraid of me.Yet so very brave,as you proved time and time again.What a brave and delightful young man you were and still are to this day!!! You didn't like me too much...Your Dad and I?...Well...we prayed. You were always doing something to cause me and your Father worry...lol...But that is what children do and that is what parents do...worry...and Pra

Is There Any True Friends
I wonder is there really any true friends. The one when you feeling down you call and they can hear in your voice that you upset. The one when you is feeling down they can lift you right back up. The one you can tell any and everything do not worry about it been repeated back to any one. The one when you need a favor they will not let you down. I just wonder is there any true friends if you out there please stand up ok!!!!!

The Treatment Of Our Troops
hey this is just a little bite about how i feel about the way some ppl treat our troops when they come home like the of day a man got on the bus and his transfer was five mins over due and he told the driver he just got home from over seas and this was his first time seeing his baby son and the driver said"thats not my problem its your own stupidity for joining the army " like come on a simple sorry sir would have done like these men and women not only give teir services but they give their lives to to fight for us like i hope its different in the states but i just want to say to all the troops canadian or american thank you and remember the next time you meet a man or woman in the service just a thank you goes a long way.

My Hero
My Hero My hero is probably the most common hero out there. She is someone I know inside and out. Also, she is someone I deeply respect. Without her, I would not be the person I am today. Of course, my hero is my mother – who else? There are so many reasons for this. I will point out three of them. She is very strong, caring, and generous. So much comes from just three words, as I will soon explain. I will explain the first reason; my mother is the strongest person I know. When I was younger, my dad had alcohol problems and did not help out as a father figure in the family. This made my mom’s job twice as hard. A lot of stress came with the years we lived with him. My mom had never been alone so she was afraid to leave. But she knew that it was not the right life for my brother, sister and I. So she finally decided to leave my dad despite of the troubles that followed. My second reason for picking my mother as my hero is that she is caring. The reason for th

Web Site Bikerornot.com
Come check out my link to a really cool site. angeleyes_tinkerbellWhere the Ride Never Ends! POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine

Ok, I Am Doing This With My New Webcam/camera
Ok all, here in the next few days or weeks, new pics will be taken and uploaded here soon and also I'll be doing salutes so if I make one, I'll let you know to come and get it here and I don't think they'll be NSFW but if you want like that just private message me and I can do that too, I'll just have to think of something here. Now the reason for the new pics is other than the NSFW, I'm trying to level to godfather and it seems like I haven't gotten a whole lot of help here, I could be wrong but nevertheless I am determined to level in anyway possible here. The salutes are for those that I like a lot that is for sure here.

Try This!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? far 3. Your hair? straight 4. Your mother? loving 5. Your father? wonderful 6. Your favorite thing? daughter 7. Your dream last night? not 8. Your favorite drink? martini 9. Your dream/goal? wealth 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? carribean 14. Where were you last night? sleeping 15. What you're not? selfish 16. Muffins? cranberries 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? toronto 19. The last thing you did? hair 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? slow 24. Your life? great 25. Your mood

Thoughts
as mornings arise and the day moves to quickly I find my mind wandering swiftly conversations come smoothly for you and me we have a lifetime of pleasures to learn about we feelings and sensations are mounting The days I am counting

Some Of My Favorite Sayings
If One Day... If one day you feel like crying... Call Me I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop...But I can run with you. If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call Me. I promise to be there for you. And I promise to be very quiet. But if one day you call... And there is no answer... Come fast to see me. Maybe I need you. If I ever ignored you. I'm Sorry... If I ever made you feel bad or put you down. I'm Sorry... If I ever thought I was bigger and better than you. I love You! Don't ever forget that! Through bad times and good, I'll always be here for you. I'm Sorry..... For everything wrong I've ever done. I'm writing this because what if tomorrow never comes? What if I never get to say good-bye or give you a BIG hug? What if I never get to say I'm Sorry or I love you? Because what if tomorrow never comes? I LOVE YO

My Chickenscratch
3 Words Three words, not long ones but huge in their impact and often confusing in their meaning. They can fill you with joy, they can knot you up with fear. Their definition is different for many, do they mean “My life is complete with you”, “I will do anything to make you smile” or just “I am glad you are a part of my life”? They can be frustrating and confusing. When do you use them? Who do you say them to? You say them to your parents, to your kids, to those close to you. When you hear them, you know the person who spoke them thinks of you. And that may be the most important meaning of all.

Go Andy Rooney!
Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING, MARTHA BURKE ? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right 'NOT' to be tolerant of others because t

Stop Your Bitchin
stop cryin in your drink and realize that its shit like that that is the reason you are crying in your drink ! Shut up, have fun and enjoy what you have! If you dont have what you want, go after it , but tactful, but firm, and most of all dont be a stupid bitch ! ........ "You get what deserve in life, not what you want !" That moment you realize he loves you as much as you love him .... but you both are still too afraid to say it out loud is wonderful! You feel soo excited you think you might physically be sick, then you see him looking at you, and you both smile. THATS when you know , this is the begining of WONDERFUL! (I Love you Baby!)

2 Years Now
Been sitting here all night staring at this blank screen. Knowing no matter what words I write will not even come close to how I really feel. I've been looking for 2 years now to find the missing pieces to my heart I try to be strong and move on with my life Day by day I smile to hide the tears that my heart cries every second were apart 12 years we were together and now I'm alone I remember the day you left me I hear your laughter I see your fears They say the pain fades with time But it still feels so real I miss you so much I will always love you Rest In Peace my love

Soulful Essays/lists/poems
AnxietyPersonified. Hospital Discussion contribution on "anxiety" major points: 1 for the money, 2 for the show your work, 3 to get ready/willing/able, 4 to go gung ho. What does anxiety consist of ? A. Dread unknown from ambiguous awkward coordination of trusting & trustworthy B. Regret/false guilt of past mistakes hidden or foolishness and endless replay memories about blame usually bogus C. Hinder goodwill at the NOW or NEVER point, due to it's rickety vague nature of risk of meagre CLOUT. D. Hesitate to state opinions / preferences in face of glare, stare, dare E.Wishing priorities would quit slapping us silly when we are giving our all level-best with almost integrity PLUS 2. F. When our bodies are at war within themselves unpredictably, over trivial matters & you must decide to play it as it lays or hedge for 48 hours perhaps. Flower Mound Backpeddles alias a Near Cure ( C 2005 ) Josie Roberts. THIS IS INSPIRED BY PHO

Professionally Recorded Re-do Of Existing Songs
1. Father -- Navy song 2. I'll Fly Away -- Baptist hymn 3. The First Noel 4. Go out with Joy --Methodist choir song 5. He touched me -- Methodist choir song 6. I know where I'm going.-- Methodist ... All are guitar music with Kevin and Jack. I want some of these to be played at my funeral. By the "Gulfton Boys". Mostly country western. 1. Someday Soon 2. Amarillo by Morning 3. Here oh Lord 4. Old Flame 5. The Fugitive 6. Why Lordy Why? 7. Dixie 8. Freddy 9. Folsum Prison Blues 10. The Cowboy Rides Away They have recorded numerous other demos, but I don't have them.

"doubting Our Doubt" Essays/poems/lists
Q: Joe. did you use to go church? A: 1. when middle school & teenager i did regularly, also sang in choir, sang duets/quartets, attended sunday school, gave devotions in training union and preached a little bit, also led singing some. A: 2. continued to study Bible lifelong. A: 3. when married first 12 years still attended regularly and had booktable tha I funded & gave seminar on "fruit of the spirit" A: 4. when marriage went sour, quit attending A: 5. when got really depressed in marriage switched churches and recovered via singing in Methodist choir which saved my life. Attended several years then. A: 6. when got where low energy and unable to tolerate more than 1 1/2 hour of attendance at ANY EVENT without very comfortable chair, became sporadic, although taught part-time sunday school to little old ladies -- using journal notes & poems to spice it up. A: 7. when my "mixed breed" religion seemed to be so much untolerated phenomenon everywhere, I basically gave up church. A

Examples Of My Naivety
I'll squelch any rumors about us, if you give me the time of day. This will be NECESSARY ALMOST ALL THE TIME BECAUSE -- ALTHOUGH A MATHEMATICIAN, I HAVE FROM EARLY AGE BEEN UNABLE TO KEEP TRACK OF MANY TIME ORIENTED THINGS, E.G. IS IT THE WEEKEND, SO I DON'T HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TODAY? LOL. I can't convert time for chatting with ladies on the internet -- I just ask how many hours from now do you want to chat again ? I HAVE TO USE A WATCH, SO I HOPE IT DOESN'T BREAK. ALL THE CLOCKS KEEP KONKING OUT, SO IT CAN'T GET AN ALARM WARNING OR WAKE UP CALL. I HATE CALENDARS BECAUSE I CAN'T REMEMBER WHERE THEY ARE OR DON'T WANT THEM TO USE UP SO MUCH SPACE ON THE WALL. So I need an executive secretary to schedule everything for me and tell me what to do ? WILL YOU PLEASE ? LOL. My aunt Vera Mae teased me once when I was visiting her house. She told this story a lot thereafter and got a lot of fun out of it, because I was so gullible. What she did was I was sitting out on

Why I Am Halo
Look at them. Look at the damned. Watch how they spin violently around my being in perfect rhythm. Though they have no eyes I can feel them staring at me. Though they don't have mouths I can hear them whispering in my ear. Like the dim lunar glow that surrounds the moon, they are always with me. They haunt my dreams and enchant my mind. They never stop. Always spinning and always there surrounding my wicked soul like.. a halo.

How To Be Happy Essays/lists Drafts
The poem below is written in memory of my high school math teacher Miss Maxine Henley, that your name reminded me of. It’s made in the form of an acrostic on the name Maxine Howard, with middle initials S.F. (for saving faith) added. I interpret Prov 10:5 as relating to the old saying: "Make hay while the sun shines". Harvesting Our Smiles ( Prov 10:5 ) -------------------- ( C 1996 ) Josie Roberts Make hay while the sun shines, find the truth sublime. Heal your wounds by listening to his voice divine. Answer LORD give me something beyond my daily grind. Envy those experiencing God’s 24-hour sunshine. X Cross your eyes and dot your teasing to be at ease. Amble on over and say pretty please. Inspect yourself but realize there’s no need to freeze. Victory is ours, the enemy is on his knees. Never get lazy, be sweet as a daisy. Every cloth we wear is made of paisley. Envy those who’ve got the courage to act crazy. Notions of potions, they’ve got the gra

Lyricist Poems
"Anxiety Mist" (C 2008 Josie Roberts ) Breaking up & making up can be gruesome. Reaching for the stars smooths it out. Each of us wishes to be a twosome. A starting point is to doubt our doubt. Showers of blessing come if we're faithful, Testament of grace so abundant and fine. Seeing anxiety replaced by mirth and glee is delightful. Perfect communion & reasonable rhyme. Understanding gradually builds over time, Silver and gold power to adjust to life. Sustaining our growth in midst of strife. Yesterday, today, and forever is life sublime. Heading down a holy path together, Every moment one of blissful joy. Although we stumble we can employ Delightful fantasy & memories regardless of weather. CHORUS: Frequent trials or good luck charms. Only you can make it worthwhile. Only you don't cramp my style. Teach me how to embrace you in my arms. The Challenge Track ( C 2006 ) Josie Roberts Told one acid cold night Or a blazing hot day, Circumstance

Threesomes (haha)
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Miss Kiki 2. Kiki 3. Vapid Chubbicunt Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Nanny 2. Mommy 3. Caterer Three Places I have lived 1.Mercer Island, WA 2. Port Washington, NY 3. Hot Springs, AR Three TV Shows that I watch 1. CSI 2. The Tudors 3. Ghost Whisperer (shutup..she's hot and you know it) Three places I have been 1. Ensenada Mexico 2. Catalina Island 3. Washington, DC Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Dirty Red 2. Celena 3. Scofield used to...waaah. Three of my favorite foods 1. Steak 2. Italian food (yes I know how to make it) 3. Home made Mexican food...fuck taquerias. Three things I would like to do 1. Heal 2. Bathe 3. Eat Three fri

If Ur A Player...
Dear Players (YES u know who u are), Y'all jes need to go on and leave me the fuck alone.... IT IS NOT NICE to play with people's emotions...especially just so u can get a piece of ass! Now,i realize ima gonna have some haterzzz saying "WHY would anyone wanna fuck me?" Well, what u think don't fucking matter so get off my page...I need u even less than the blackhearted men who take advantage of gullible women.... YOU SEE, its not so much that im gullible.. which of course obviously i am or i wouldn't be writing this stupid ass blog about men who are fucker dudes! IT IS THE FACT that I am a REAL person... I do not harbor ill thoughts of anyone til I am given reason too.... therefore it makes it much much easier to lie to me to gain temporary affection so u can get ur rocks off on it! I admit, I am a shameless flirt, but I do not go out of my way to hurt or humiliate anyone for any reason, much less to get fucked... SO, all that babbling up there is all about this... if

A Woman Who Needs No Introduction...
One of the most beautiful, generous and caring women I have the pleasure of knowing....Julie aka.... She is my hero, my inspiration and someone I am truly honored to call friend. Please take a moment and show this incredible woman some love. If you don't already have her as a friend make sure you add her! ♥ T.R.O.U.B.L.E ♥PROUD ARMY MOM~ OWNER OF RING OF FIRE ♥ This bulletin brought to with love by... ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG♥Wife of Ike™♥ FUOwnedBy allenwhet

Ty Compubear
The meeting Walking through the park, you see me sitting on the park bench. I’m wearing a white cotton shirt with just the tops of my voluptuous breast showing. My long legs are crossed with a flowing white skirt just over my knees, my tight calves showing below. The sunlight dances off my long red hair and catches your attention. A light breeze blows my skirt up revealing pink panties. I break my attention from my book and try to pat my skirt down. You sit down next to me. I recognize your short brown hair and those beautiful brown eyes behind the signature sun glasses. You put you arm around me, lean over, and kiss me on the forehead. I snuggle into you, putting my book down. I take your other hand in mine and take each of your fingers, one by one placing them in my mouth and sucking all the way down. The sound of the rushing water of the stream behind us drowns out the slight moans that come from you. You shift in your seat as you get hard from the thought of me sucking on you

Welcome To My World...can You Handle It?
Your Attitude to Relationships as Shaped by Your Birth Star or Nakshatra Ashwani Ashwani is the first of the 27 Nakshatras or Lunar Mansions and is ruled by the lunar south node, Ketu. Its Western star name is Arietis, and it resides entirely in the sign of Aries. You have a playful and childlike nature which attracts other people like magnet. You can charm others with your boundless spirit and sense of exploration. You bring light, happiness and bliss to everyone you meet. You like to inspire others to explore new horizons. You seem to have the solution for almost any disastrous situations, so people look to you during times of struggle. You are ready to take on the pain of others if it helps them. However, since you lack patience for long-term commitment, you can only be helpful for short bursts of energy over a short period of time. You can take a fearless stand, even if the situation is full of dangers. You can be the master of all kinds of healing, be it physical, psycholo

Moving Soon
Just to let everyone know I won't be on here very much in the next month or so. I have soo much that I have to get done before I can move. I am finally headed back home. And for those of you that don't know where that is its Washington. So I am having to sell most everything that I own and start over once again! But at least this time when I do it I will have friends and family close by to help me out. SO I have alot of work to do in clearing out all that I have other then what I can fit into a suitcase. I guess I just have to laugh and try to think of the end results for this move. If I didn't laugh I think I would cry! I know that the things that I have are all replaceable but it took me soo damn long to acquire the little bit that I do have. So having to part with it all is not very easy. I think I am going to miss my punching bag the most! So for those of you that actually take the time to read this I guess I would pose this question to you. If you could only take with you what cou

Sylvia, By Shakespear
Who Is Silvia? Who is Silvia? what is she, That all our swains commend her? Holy, fair, and wise is she; The heaven such grace did lend her, That she might admirèd be. Is she kind as she is fair? For beauty lives with kindness. Love doth to her eyes repair, To help him of his blindness, And, being helped, inhabits there. Then to Silvia let us sing, That Silvia is excelling; She excels each mortal thing Upon the dull earth dwelling: To her let us garlands bring. William Shakespeare

Auction!!! 2/28/09-3/14/09
Here is your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned Carolvision (me) yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and... BID BID BID This auction is an all type bid auction. Bids of tickers, blasts, VIP's, Bling, HH's and of course fu-bucks are all welcome. Cash bids outway fubuck offers. This auction starts February 28, 2009 at 6pm est. and ends on March 14, 2009 at 6pm est!! So hurry and get your bid in quick. By chance if you haven't had the pleasure of becoming friends with me yet, now is a great time!

Stuff Im Thinkin Bout Right Now
i think im so over this damn fubar shit, you try and be nice, but no, soon as some slutty 19 year old female with skank pics on her profile shows up, thats it, real females are forgotten why should i prostitute myself just to get noticed round here i am me, deal with it i am no longer gonna be nice, caring, cheerful or anything like that anymore, im gonna clean out my friends list, and if you are gone, then tough shit, it means im sick of your bullshit this isnt a mass dating site you know and trust me, you aint that hot either from now on, if you are on my friends list, but not in my family, then i am not gonna bother rating you........i spend an hour or so helping you out when you have auto 11s n stuff, and yet you lazy buggers cant be bothered helping me out? WELL SCREW YOU no more, if you aint family, i aint doing shit for you, so fuck off today i lost my best friend, i know you are all gonna think im stupid for being so cut up about losing a dog after all h

Participation/appreciation Interests
AREAS OF MATHEMATICS THAT I LIKE THE MOST This will probably sound boring to you. sorry. 1. topology in general, and topological groups where I convinced my pal famous topologist James Dugundji who I was auditing in another course to also present another course in my college dorm the next semester for credit. The students did the lecturing. 2. homotopy theory, part of algebraic topology, which is of interest in economics high class work also. 3. surgery theory and obstructions, part of algebraic topology 4. fibre bundles, where I gave a seminar in graduate school after studying one of the 2 only books on it for 2 years 5. differential topology and singularity theory, where I am researching to entend the work of Rene Thom and the genius Russian V.I Arnold. This is also known as catastrophe theory 6. category theory in the foundations of math, which is partially a revised set theory, and also a way to say "hey this is the same situation in another area, so the same proof app

Saying Good Bye
Goodbye I’m sorry for all the pain I caused, I didn’t mean for it to happen this way, I wanted to be with you forever and a day, Something about you changed, everything paused. There was something about you, Something that was special about you to me, I just want you to understand and see, I can’t put my finger on it, but it was there, at least it used to. I understand that you hate me, I know I probably broke your heart, I guess we were slowly drifting apart, I did not want this to be. You say that you told me so, Having you say that only made me cry, It broke my heart, when I said goodbye, I wish this wasn’t such a hard blow. I drank a 2 pots of coffee that night, I can’t get over it, I guess you think my words are empty as you sit, I wish I could, but I can’t make this right. If I’m wrong or right, there is no need to shout. Maybe doing what I did was wrong, Maybe doing what I did was right, I suppose the answer is in the light,

Auction
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Funny Stuff.
A chicken farmer went to a local bar.... Sat next to a woman and ordered a glass of champagne..The woman perks up and says, 'How about that? I just ordered a glass of champagne, too!''What a coincidence' the farmer says. 'This is a special day for me.... I am celebrating''This is a special day for me too, I am also celebrating!' says the woman.'What a coincidence!' says the farmer! As they clinked glasses the man asked, 'What are you celebrating?''My husband and I have been trying to have a child and today my gynaecologist told me that I am pregnant!''What a coincidence,' says the man. 'I'm a chicken farmer and for years all of my hens were infertile, but today they are all laying fertilized eggs.''That's great!' says the woman. 'How did your chickens become fertile?''I used a different cock,' he replied.The woman smiled and said, 'What a coincidence.' A

Outlook
Yesterday was a fast track, and I raced around the morning till everything was a blur trying to get so much accomplished, complete so many laps at record speed. I started home after working through the morning and running half a dozen errands and my mind was racing along still 'on track', and then something caught my eye. At first, it was just another office building, a little off the beaten path, but nothing extraordinary in the architecture. But there was this tree adorned with flowers as big as my hand. The tree wasn't very tall or thick, but it was home to these amazing blossoms. The sky was grey and there was no doubt the rain would take the sky hostage later on. I pulled into the parking lot and pulled out my camera. Then starting back I saw another tree. This time a tulip tree. The area around the office building was modest houses, and apartment buildings that were losing the battle with shabbiness. But someone had taken the time to plant and tend somet

Pray For Me
who am i i have no clue for the longest time I was the man in love with YOU Now You've found another I tried to deny it But sadly it's true All the love I have is No good for you I dont think of you often only day and night I can't help it still LOVE YOU with ALL of My broken heart! So i put on this mask and pretend I'm not dying but one look in my eye would easily show the lieing Where is my self respect? my pride,my cool?All tossed out the window with the thought of being with YOu I invested much more than I told All I could see was You by myside as we grow old Now I'm lost with out a single clue My whole world burst into flames the moment I knew this was more than just a fling and he loves you Too

Thanks For All Your Support Friends And Family
Hello, I just wanted to take a quick moment to thank everyone that stuck with me during the stalker thing. It's no big deal but my stalker was hurrassing many of my friends and family. Until now, my settings have been changed. This way there is no way he can attack or steal anyones photos here again. For all whom have stuck with me I will be sending out blings and gifts all week.. God Bless and thank you all Lou

New Owner
I HAVE BEEN BOUGHT AT AN AUCTION..I AM NOW OWNED FOR A MONTH BY ONE OF THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE I KNOW...PLEASE GO CHECK HIM OUT ..GIVE HIM LOTS OF LOVES.. Benjamin Barker; The Demon Barber of Fleet Street@ fubar

That's V
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Valarie 2. A four letter word: vent 3. A boy's name: Victor 4. A girl's name: Vicky 5. An occupation: vet 6. A colour: violet 7. Something you wear: velcro...haha 8. A food: vegetables 9. Something found in the bathroom: vicks vabor rub 10. A place: vet (Greg said Vagina...lmaooo) 11. A reason for being late: voting 12. Something you shout: Vroommmmmmm...lol 13. A movie title: Valentine 14. Something you drink: Vanilla shake..haha 15. A musical group: Van Halen (ty Greg...lol) 16. An animal: Vulture 17

My Threesomes....stolen From Joel
I hope this shows up..... Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Jami 2. Mommy 3. Baby Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Bartender 2. Corrections Officer 3. Fraud Three Places I have lived 1. Westampton 2. Marlton 3. Port Penn Three TV Shows that I watch 1. 24....Jack Bauer is the shit 2. Law and Order SVU 3. Idol Three places I have been 1. Africa 2. Germany 3. Austria Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Mom 2. Work 3. Jamie Three of my favorite foods 1. Seafood 2. Mexican 3. Italian Three things I would like to do 1. Get married 2. Move 3. Have another baby Three friends I think will respond 1. None 2. " 3. " Things I am looking forward to 1. Getting married

My Threesome
Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Bobby 2. Robert 3. Daddy Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Aircraft handler 2. Mechanic 3. Butchers Helper Three Places I have lived 1. California 2. Japan 3. SouthCarolina Three TV Shows that I watch 1. CSI 2. The Tonight Show 3. Sponge Bob Square Pants Three places I have been 1. Mt Fuji 2. Hawaii 3. Hong Kong Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Wifey 2. Hall 3. Dewayne Three of my favorite foods 1. Smoked anything 2. Steak 3. Fish Three things I would like to do 1. Sky Dive 2. Drive a race car 3. Spend a week of so in Amsterdam Three friends I think will respond 1. Carolinat 2. Susie and Todd 3. Hopefully MIA Things I am looking forward to 1. Ha

Lol
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Renee 2. A four letter word: Ring 3. A boy's name: Robert 4. A girl's name: Rebecca 5. An occupation: Roofing 6. A colour: Red 7. Something you wear: Raincoat 8. A food: Roast 9. Something found in the bathroom: Rug 10. A place: Rhode Island 11. A reason for being late: Road Block 12. Something you shout: Rah rah 13. A movie title: Running Man 14. Something you drink: Red Bull 15. A musical group: Red hot chilli peppers 16. An animal: Rooster 17. A street name: Riverside 18. A type of car: Rolls Roy

New Pics
I just recently added some new pics. I dont care if you rip,save,take or bomb my pics,,but please rate the ones you do. I will also pay 15k for every 100 pics rated.Just pm me with thefolders rated when done.Help urself,do or dont its up to you.Help a guy out.All luv is returned.

Waking Up With Out You.
I woke up again today, number 1888 with out you. So long sence you went away. How bad I miss you every day, not seeing youre green eyes, hearing youre soft laugh. I miss youre smile, the sweet way you said my name. I miss the warmth in youre hugs and kisses. Now everyday I wake, walk into my kitchen and expect to see you there talking to my Mamaw but youre both gone. I want to see you both and hold youre hands, and hear you say "it will all be ok" one more time. Everyday I miss you guys more and more and want to come see you, and I hope its soon so I stand up, picking up myself up fighting the weight of these memories to make one more race... one more lap.... one more time.... for all of you guys here and gone...... I love you and miss you.....

Haters On Fubar
more and more of my pics get marked NSFW when they have nothing wrong with them.... what is wrong with people today? i know i have not done anything to anyone else except give 10's and 11's and give love..... why do people have to return hate? whats up with haters marking something as NSFW just because they dont like it..... i mean how would they like it if someone went through their pictures and marked them all NSFW .... probally not well..... so why do it.... if u dont like something and the picture folder is named descriptively dont look at it .... its your choice to click on it...and if u already know by the name of the folder u dont like it stay out of it... better yet GROW UP AND GET OVER IT its complete BS as the hours go by i keep getting more and more messages about pics being marked as NSFW..... i mean good lord the folder itself says NSFW.....i swear when i find out whos doing it im gonna return them the same love that they r giving me

Jokes N Funnies
Two men dressed in Airline Pilots uniforms walk up the isle of the plane. Both are wearing dark glasses, one is using a guide dog, and the other is tapping his way along the aisle with a cane. Nervous laughter spreads through the cabin, but the men enter the cockpit, the door closes, and the engines start up. The passengers begin glancing nervously around, searching for some sign that this is just a little practical joke. None is forthcoming.The plane starts moving faster and faster down the tarmac and the people sitting in the window seats realize they're headed straight for the water at the edge of the runway. As it begins to look as though the plane will plough into the water, panicked screams fill the cabin. At that moment, theplane lifts smoothly into the air. The passengers relax and laugh a little sheepishly, and soon all retreat into their magazines, secure in the knowledge that the plane is in good hands. In the cockpit, one of the blind pilots turns to the other and sa

Effenblogs
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda. And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you li ve in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!!! We had to actually write somebody a letter with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across the street and put it in the m

Interesting Storys And Such
Always experience life to the fullest Get your Kleenex ready In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down At her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, She also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & Fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still Wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted To be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would Do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman When I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can Make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , A rizona

3-3-09
In this great big world Will I ever find One who will love me And think I'm one of a kind? Am I just a dreamer For wanting such A best friend, a lover Is that asking too much? Someone to share things From laughter to tears Maybe for me there is no one It's one of my greatest fears!

Blonde Joke For Wednesday
Did you get one? One day God was looking down at earth and saw all of the rascally behavior that was going on. So he called one of his angels and sent the angel to earth for a time. When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and only 5% are not. " God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion. " So God called another angel and sent him to earth for a time, too. When this angel returned he went to God and said, "Yes, it's true. The Earth is in decline; 95% are misbehaving, but 5% are being good. " God was not pleased. So he decided to email the 5% who were good, because He wanted to encourage them, give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what the email said? No? Okay, just wondering. I didn't get one either........

Things To Know...
As some of you know, and many of you don't...I have been violently coughing since thanksgiving. Not coughing anything up, just dry hacking coughs. I went to the doctor in January, and they did a chest x-ray. It came back, in the words of the doctor, "not good". So they scheduled me for a cat scan of my chest. It showed areas of my left lung with blockages, and my lymph nodes around my heart swollen badly. They believe I have either Sarcoidosis of Lymphoma. Great news to get, either way, huh? I go into the hospital tomorrow, to have biopsies done on my lungs and lymph nodes. They are doing a Bronchoscopy and a Mediastinoscopy. While still asleep, they'll send the biopsies to pathology to determine if it's cancer or not. If not, they close me up, sent me to a room and I get out tomorrow or Thursday. If it is, however some kind of cancer, then they start removing chunks of my lungs/lymph nodes and I get to stay for a longer time. I ask that you keep me and my family in your thoughts and