b2bhd2bl's blog: "Welcome to my world...can you handle it?"

You have what it takes to make your own path, too. You've been a part of something WAY bigger than just yourself. Be it your local set, crew or chapter... Crips, Bloods, Folks, Hells Angels, Golden Geese, HWU, Latin Kings, etc,. and so on down the line.You're not afraid of the game, infact, you knew that to join, you must be willing to die. You know how the game is REALLY played. People don't fuck with you. RESPECT. Keep it real! Ain't too many of us out there...

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Romantic Lover. The Romantic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is the hallmark of young love--the Romantic Lover often loves the idea of being in love, and being a wonderful lover, and so they try to bring their prospective partners every bit of joy or happiness that they can. They are the serenaders, and the ones to rent carriages in the park or take a gondola ride down a canal. The Romantic Lover is a treasure to find, though they sometimes are prone to being hurt if their advances are ignored or harshly rebuffed. In terms of physical love, the Romantic Lover can seem shy, but usually it is simply a by-product of wanting to be perfect for their lover, and often needs some extra encouragement and re-assurance to truly feel at ease. Given a special, intimate evening, and the right lover, the Romantic Lover can be a delight in bed. Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Classic Lover (most of all) or the Suave Lover, or the Exotic Lover. Congratulations!

Name:: Jessica Nick Names:: Tard, poofy con queso, girlie Fears:: Bugs, heights, the things that go bump in the night Heritage:: My heritage is full of angry drunks and pirates (no joke) I friggin rock! Hobbies:: Getting stoned, listening to music, cooking, taking care of ppl Pets:: none right now Favorite Sport:: Football Favorite Color:: Pink Something that irritates u?: Liars, and fakes Something you had to give up but didn't want to?: My baby Something you think about every night before you go to sleep?: "i wonder what im gonna dream about..." Something that broke your heart as a child?: My mom giving up on me Something funny that happened to you as a child?: I had a habbit of trying to run through sliding glass doors...when they were shut... Do you enjoy sleeping late?: If i get to yeah. Do you believe in karma?: dont you? Would you ever go skydiving?: i sure would and i might get the chance soon Who was your 1st "love"?: Tom Who was your longest relationship with?: Tom Have you ever been engaged or married?: Yes What are you most proud of?: My growth as a person and my newfound faith in myself.

I wake up in the morning Put on my face The one that's gonna get me Through another day Doesn't really matter How I feel inside 'Cause life is like a game sometimes But then you came around me The walls just disappeared Nothing to surround me And keep me from my fears I'm unprotected See how I've opened up Oh, you've made me trust Because I've never felt like this before I'm naked Around you Does it show? You see right through me And I can't hide I'm naked Around you And it feels so right I'm trying to remember Why I was afraid To be myself and let the Covers fall away I guess I never had someone like you To help me, to help me fit In my skin

Birthday: 05/17/85 Birthplace: Bathesda, Maryland Current Location: Fair Oaks Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: I dunno any more, blonde-ish brown, Height: 5'2" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right, of course Your Heritage: Cheroke, French, Irish, Italian, Norwigan, German, and maybe more...? I dunno. The Shoes You Wore Today: My DVS's Your Weakness: like im gonna tell hahha Your Fears: Dying without a family Your Perfect Pizza: Combo pizza without sausage, mushrooms or olives...yummo Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a job and get to school Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha...lol Thoughts First Waking Up: "i gotta pee" Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes...and my ass Your Bedtime: when i fall asleep Your Most Missed Memory: My real dad and i at my old house in elk grove Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds...i dont have no money to spend at burger king. Single or Group Dates: Single dates are cool but group dates could be interesting. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Doesn't really matter to me. Chocolate or Vanilla: duh...chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: Yep i do Do you Swear: Like a sailor Do you Sing: Sometimes too much Do you Shower Daily: Yes...and i love it... Have you Been in Love: Yes Do you want to go to College:i start in 4 months Do you want to get Married: Eventually Do you belive in yourself: Of course I do Do you get Motion Sickness: I dont know...i think so...car rides kinda suck for my tummy... Do you think you are Attractive: Hells yeah Are you a Health Freak: im trying to be just a little Do you get along with your Parents: Not with my birth parents my other peoples parents i get along with...lol Do you like Thunderstorms: Sometimes Do you play an Instrument: I clap... In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: sure have In the past month have you Smoked: Every day In the past month have you been on Drugs: no but i smoke weed as often as i can In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No In the past month have you been on Stage: No In the past month have you been Dumped: nope In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: In the shower... In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No actually i haven't Ever been Drunk: Yes...whats with all the alcohol questions??? Ever been called a Tease: Oh yeah...i have a very supportive fan club... Ever been Beaten up: Too many times to count Ever Shoplifted: Yeah...almost got taken to the big house once...but i ran from jonny law! How do you want to Die: As painless as possible with my family around me...eww kinda creepy when you read it back to yourself... What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A wife and a mother...thats what im here for. What country would you most like to Visit: Australia or Europe... In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: Doesn't matter to me... Favourite Hair Color: doesn't really matter Short or Long Hair: Short Height: Taller than me Weight: As long as I think he's sexy his weight isn't an issue Best Clothing Style: Beach atire, or Skater style. Gotta looke fresh though! Number of Drugs I have taken: 15 Number of CDs I own: Like 20 i think... Number of Piercings: 2 Number of Tattoos: 9 for now Number of things in my Past I Regret: um....i got a few

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Virginity like bubble, one prick, all gone. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run in front of car get tired. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who run behind car get exhausted. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Foolish man give wife grand piano, wise man give wife upright organ. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man with one chopstick go hungry. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who scratch ass should not bite fingernails. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who eat many prunes get good run for money. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Baseball is wrong: man with four balls cannot walk. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Panties not best thing on earth! But next to best thing on earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* War does not determine who is right, war determine who is left. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* It take many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who drive like hell, bound to get there. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who stand on toilet is high on pot. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who live in glass house should change clothes in basement. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who fish in other man's well often catch crabs. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Man who fart in church sit in own pew. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Crowded elevator smell different to midget.

I'm holding on so tightly now, My insides scream so loud, They keep watchin.., watchin.. me drown, How did it come to this ? How did it come to this, how did I know it was you? It was a bad dream, asphyxiated watch me bleed. The life support was cut, the knot was too tight, They push and pull me but they know they'll never win. Throw it all away…throw it all away I keep on screaming but there..s really nothing left to say So get away, just get away I keep on fighting but I can't keep going on this way I can't keep going, can't keep going………. On like this they make me sick, And I get so sick of it Cuz they won..t let me, they won..t let me breathe, Why can't they let me be? Why can't they let me be, why don..t I know what I am? I force this hate into my heart, cause its my only friend. My lips are sewn shut, I watch myself bleed, They push and pull me and its killin.. me within. I can't keep going can't keep going on this way….. My heartbeat stumbles and my backbone crumbles, I feel, is it real, as the lynch mob doubles. They want blood and they'll kill for it, Drain me and they'll kneel for it, Burn me at the stake, met the devil, made the deal for it. Guillotine dreams, Yeah they're guillotine gleams, The blood of their enemies, watching while they sentence me. Sentencing ceased, sentence diseased, And watch them bask in the glory of their holy disease. I keep on running, I keep on running, I keep on running but I can't keep going on this way I keep on running, I keep on running, I keep on running but I can't keep going on this way

Your Attitude to Relationships as Shaped by Your Birth Star or Nakshatra Ashwani Ashwani is the first of the 27 Nakshatras or Lunar Mansions and is ruled by the lunar south node, Ketu. Its Western star name is Arietis, and it resides entirely in the sign of Aries. You have a playful and childlike nature which attracts other people like magnet. You can charm others with your boundless spirit and sense of exploration. You bring light, happiness and bliss to everyone you meet. You like to inspire others to explore new horizons. You seem to have the solution for almost any disastrous situations, so people look to you during times of struggle. You are ready to take on the pain of others if it helps them. However, since you lack patience for long-term commitment, you can only be helpful for short bursts of energy over a short period of time. You can take a fearless stand, even if the situation is full of dangers. You can be the master of all kinds of healing, be it physical, psychological or emotional. Because of this, your presence is rejuvenating as your enthusiasm is contagious -- helping others to regain vitality. You always feel confident and do not worry much about what others are saying about you. You have the ability to laugh at and make a fool of yourself, which can endear you to many people. Your sense of humor is refreshing and makes other clamor for your company. Though you can be quite helpful to people, you do not like to depend on their help as you feel that you have the power to set the things right for yourself. You are quite unconventional in your approach. You like to do your own thing, even if you do not have approval from others first. You may turn rebellious if you face any kind of restrictions, which may be the cause of frustration for parents, teachers, bosses and anyone who feels you are undermining their control. You may find it difficult to work under anyone as you want to do your own thing, resulting in constant friction with others in the workplace. Though people around you may be excited about your enthusiasm for new beginnings, they may be puzzled about your tendency to leave things unfinished as you quickly lose interest. Because of this, you may have an image of a helpful but irresponsible person. You are always excited about various new trends developing, be it technology, new places of interest, or restaurants. This interest in the latest and greatest will be the main topic in your conversations. Being you own individual, will occasionally lead you to be obstinate and you may choose to do the opposite of what you know is expected. You need to evolve in your life by cultivating a deeper understanding of social interdependence. Your tendency to do your own thing without considering the impact on others may jeopardize your interests, and cause others to gang up on you. You need to heed to the counsel of wise people, which may enhance your maturity and help you to make the right choices.

Wow, you're a difficult case. You scored right in the middle on EVERYTHING, so we really had to work on finding an imaginary job for you. By our calculations, you'll need a little luck to get ahead... that's why we think you'd make a good leprechaun hunter. All you have to do is move to Ireland and keep a watch out for anything small and green! The beauty part is, they'll do the rest... Just remember not to trust them when you catch them, and you'll be raking in pots of gold in no time....

Your type is known as the teacher, or the educating mentor. You also belong to the larger group, called idealists. You tend to bring out the best in other people. You lead without seeming to do so. People are naturally drawn to you. You expect the very best from people which takes the form of enthusiastic encouragement which is so charming that people try their best not to disappoint you. You share your personality type with 3% of the population. You need to feel a deep and meaningful connection to your romantic partners, and go to great lengths to understand and please your mate. Harmony is vitally important to you, and you often put others' needs before your own. You have a pretty thin skin and are easily hurt. Although you strive for harmony, when your values or ethics are violated, you can be very emotional, confrontational, and even punishing. However, you are very insightful about the underlying cause of conflicts, and an excellent communicator, so you have the tools to bring about a quick and peaceful resolution as long as you can keep control of your facilities. You want to be appreciated for your thoughtfulness and compassion. You need your partner to make a real effort to get to know you. Above all, you need to be able to express your feelings and have them taken seriously. The Mastermind Your ideal romantic partner is known as the Mastermind. As a romantic partner, this type can be both fascinating yet demanding. They are not apt to express their emotions, leaving their partners wondering where they are with them. They strongly dislike repeating themselves or listening to the disorganized process of sorting through emotional conflicts. They see their own commitments as self-evident and don't see the need to repeat something already expressed. They have the most difficulty in admitting their vulnerabilities. They feel the most appreciated when their partners admire the quality of their innovations and when they listen respectfully to their ideas and advice. They need plenty of quiet to explore their interests to the depth that gives them satisfaction.