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if he only knew how i felt for him. maybe he would understand the pain im feeling now, maybe just maybe he wouldnt feel the anger he feels for me and be understanding. if he only knew that i never loved another the way i loved him and wanted him and dreamed of living my life with him maybe he would forgive me for the part i played in our end. he tore my heart out and stomped it into the ground but doesnt know tht i ache for him miss him love him want him need him but i know i cant have him cause he found another. i forgive him for that we were best friends before i want that back but he confuses me tells me he wants her but i tore his heart out how does that work? ill never know ill never love again like i loved him i wont have it it hurts way too much.........
ya know ive spent so many years wondering why i wasnt happy with the way things have turned out for me. but in the end you have to realize life is what ya make of it. that is what i need to do. stop waitin for things to finally go my way and make them. so here i go im gonna stop excpectin certain person to give me what i want cause it isnt gonna happen and find the happiness that i need and deserve.
i guess im a big loser because i dont deserve to be told the truth instead im to be lied to. why would he hurt me why would he lie to me tell me im special and then turn around and tell someone else that i mean nothing so much for friendship honesty loyalty. well guess what im better off without him im hurt but ill move on
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR TORN AND NOT SURE OF WHERE YOU STAND? LIFE IS SO DIFFICULT AT TIMES .....
