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See, neither one of them are letting her tummy get in the way of what they both want. A woman's weight shouldn't ever be an issue. Poor shallow men out there are missing out on some good women and some awesome lovin'. I bet it isn't even in their minds. This is beautiful Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshow
Just 'cuz...
Chances are you don't. Sure, you "know" me on CT, have added me as a friend, fanned me, maybe even added me in your "family" list. But chances are you don't know me. That's ok. That's why I'm writing this. I'd like to introduce myself. Those of you who already know me, and the very few who have actually met me in person, can attest I'm a geek. Borderline dork. I get excited over Star Wars specials on the Sci-Fi channel, or MythBusters marathons. I love Philip K. Dick and James P. Hogan; at the same time I swoon over Stephen King and Dean Koontz. I play the piano. I'm nowhere near a concert pianist, but I have been asked to perform in private and public events. I taught piano for a few years. I've even composed music, but I'm way too shy to share. I play chess. My father taught me. He was the reigning chess champion during his college years. I've only beaten him twice, and I think he let me win both times. But I continue to challenge him... I snort when I l
Blog Virgin
My first blog woohoo.. Damn how bored am I that I have only been at work for 30 minutes and I am already posting a blog..... lol... Jump into my shoutbox tell me something good! Have a beautiful day... mmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!
Turpentine Vs Holy Water
A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of Turpentine, shaking it up and watching the bubbles. A little while later, a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. The little boy replied, "This is the post powerful liquid in the world, it's called Turpentine." The priest said, "No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant woman's belly, she'll pass a healthy baby." The little boy replied, "You take some of this here Turpentine, and rub it on a cat's ass and he'll pass a Harley Davidson." Meowww !! Blessed Be ...Boo xo
Just A Thought
I am going to chat about a few things this morning that have me puzzled.. I am a totally honest person, I believe if you want something or someone, don't lie, just tell the truth.. I hear.. My wife/husband doesn't like sex, she/he doesn't touch me anymore, she/he doesn't show affection, she/he hasn't touched me or let me touch her/him in years.. I often wonder are you doing anything to try to pull it together.. It takes two to make something work, and if you expect your husband or wife to do all the work and basically be your love slave you need to wake up. I am all about playing, having fun, flirting, meeting and so on, I love it when people come to the Club to meet me but when the sun comes up I know there is other people involved. I would love to meet someone that tells me.. I Love my wife, she loves me, I am not looking to leave but am looking for some spice.. Truth, how nice. I also hear my Wife?Husband doesn't know I chat she/he would be so upset, why it's chatting whats t
Spirit's Thoughts
This is truth, for all things happen for a reason and as does those whom cross our path. Life is good. It is about learning and always being in the process of becoming...what do I mean by that? Simply put is this: If we do not learn as we go through life and grow with the experiences that we have come across, then until we learn the lessons at hand, they will continue to come back until we do learn them. Life is simple, yet we as humans and by nature complicate even the simpliest of tasks. I know first hand! So I speak not without experience. Take time to see the simple things we take for granted every day. Stop and look outside as if through the innocent eyes of a child. For a child has not yet been taught how to hate, how to judge another, they have not been taught that we much justify our existance by the amount of work we do. They are the happiest people in the world!!!When is the last time you went a park either with someone or by your self and sat on a swing or went down a sli
My Thoughts
well, guess what ya all. im preggers... im 7 weeks along now...they told me i am due in october. talk about exciteing.... i tested feb 13th and the test come back pos. and then it was confirmed a few days later... take care everyone! i love my man! i am so lucky to have him in my life. he treats me like i NEVER thought possable! i am one lucky girl! i cant wait , next weekend we are going camping well kinda camping in my parents yard with my sisters and stuff so that is going to be fun , and then the weekend after that we are going away for the weekend , just me and him!!!!! so long cell phones so long family , so long stress so long everything!!!!! i cant wait !!!!! and guess what , he is planning everything , i dont have to lift a finger! this rules!!! he spoils me so! sorry girls hes 100% mine mine MINE!!!!!! LMAO!!!! well that is my blog for now , i know really sappy stuff but ya know what , bite me , you know you love seeing me this way for once instead of in mega @itc
Kev's Thoughts
Ok, so I had the house sold, moved into the apartment and the room mate is gone. The first weekend that the kids were here all was well. The people below us seemed nice and like the kids enough that I didn't think that there were going to be any problems. Well, I was wrong. Yesterday about 9 am there was a knock at the door. It was the landlord. Apparently the kids being kids were just to loud. He says to me, "If this is the way it's going to be every other weekend then your going to have to look for another place to live". It wasn't like they were screaming at eachother or doing jumping jacks! What the fuck, where did the nice neighbors go? The woman below us called and bitching at him cause they were "to loud", and couldn't sleep. He then says "Well, explain to them that this isn't a home, it's an apartment". I have been aggravated ever since. I am constantly reminding them about the slightest noise, not wanting to cause any conflict. It's pissing me off! If the bitch had a probl
Have Mercy!
I'd Eat Her
My History
Special thanks to these people for being there and chatting with me so very much. Your support and lent ear will never be forgotten. So for all you who are real and love to talk hit these ones up cause they got it in them. Their the ones that count more then gold in the fading years. If you be friend them and don't let time take them you'll have something trully special. Thanks again! I love you all! Maggie@ CherryTAP OceanLove - (Please Sign My Guest Book)@ CherryTAP ~*SHORT*N*SASSY*~@ CherryTAP cowgirl1988@ CherryTAP
Update 5-8-07
First things first, I'd like to thank Sinister Sainthood. That is my brothers paintball team. First off I am very proud of my brother. His dream for over the past decade was to break into the paintball industry, this Saturday he opened Gateway Action Sports. His very own paintball field. As I said, I'm very proud of it, and the field looks great. I went out there to take some pictures for him, and when he found out that my finger was itching to get behind a gun again his team jumped on the opportunity to see what one of the founding members of that team could do after 6 years away from the sport. I think I did pretty good, I wasn't spectacular or anything, but I did pretty good. Played 4 games and had a lot of fun. Once again, thank you to my brother and his team. Also, Sunday I went to the Nashville Zoo. I took my godgaughter and it was so cute. My favorite pat was the reptile house, her family was there with us the entire time, but somehow in there we all got seperated
I Need To Vent
Sometimes I swear to god I would love to climb a mountain and just scream at the top of my lungs. Better yet, there are a couple people I would love to beat the living shit out of. I think I need to take up kickboxing or something to deal with my rage issues. I find it astounding how some people can be so incredibly selfish and stupid at the same time. Jesus H. Christ live up to your responsibilities! If you are supposed to be somewhere on a certain day at a specific time, be there. Don't always have an excuse. If you rarely ever work, don't schedule work for those days! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could go on and on and on but things are never going to change. For the next 13 years, I'm going to have to deal with this bullshit. Lucky me! I really think there may be something to be said for those women who get artificially inseminated but never marry. They are the smart ones!
Tribute To The Hospital Corps
The Corpsman’s Going Home Today The corpsman’s going home today He came through our aid station They carry him slow, his feet go first And ours is a lost sensation. The burial bag that he’s wrapped in It’s dark, it’s damp, it’s cold He’s not a hero, just a “DOC” His story must be told. He came to this land months ago Determination strong To treat the wounded leathernecks That fight the Viet Cong. His only job was: Treat the wounds His mission: Save a life His tools were not the tools of death The bomb, the gun, the knife. He’s known the steaming jungle Where hell’s wrath could unfold He’s been on many a sweep and probe Night ambush and patrol. A mission of mercy they call it This sailor in camouflage greens No hospital ship or dispensary Just sharing hell with Marines. Some spend twenty years climbing mountains They’re commonly seen in these lands Where the life of dea
Birthday Boy
SPECIAL PRAYER FOR A SPECIAL PERSON.MY FRIENDSTHIS PRAYER IS FOR MY FRIENDS DAUGHTER,I'M SURE THAT EVERY ONE OF US HAVE SOMEONE VERY DEAR IS GOING THROUGH PAIN BUT THIS LITTLE THREE YEARS OLD GIRL WAS IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND NOW SHE IS IN THE HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE ,YOU KNOW THAT GOD IS ALWAYS WITH ALL OF US IN EVERY MOMENT,SO LET US PRAY FOR LITTLE Abbigail la'shai Baby Boy J'S DAUGHTER AND FOR WHO EVER ON YOUR MIND. A PRAYER FOR STRENGTHO Lord,In this time of need, strengthen me. You are my strength and my shield; You are my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. I know, Father, that Your eyes go to and fro throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts long for You. The body grows weary, but my hope is in You to renew my strength.I do not fear, for You are with me.I am not dismayed or overwhelmed, for You are my God. I know You will strengthen me and help me; that You will uphold me with Your righteous hand. Even as the shadows of illness cover me, I f
Story 5
So there i was, Just chillin in line for the port-o-potty, When i was 5 years old. When this guy standing in line behind me Started to tap on my shoulder. So i turned around and was all "What's up dude? " But when i turned around I seen he didnt have arms, And He was all, "oh sorry, your not my son!" And im like, "Its ok sir, But if you have no hands how did you poke me?" And all he said before i ran away was, "Ever seen a trouser snake?"
My Fuckin Blogs :)
If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana . He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 FM in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all . Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit. This time
Random Thoughts
Hey there everyone... Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten about you. I miss spending all my spare time on Cherrytap..errr, I mean Fubar.... But, work has me killing myself. And that leaves NO TIME for playing. *tear* So, don't foret about me...and keep ratin my shit for me, I'll be back soon enough to return the favor. Much Love All, Sonshyne MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Italian Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. Burger King Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. Olive Garden Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. at least 2 bucks Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. any kinda pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. bacon & mushrooms Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. apple butter Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. juicy fruit TECHNOLOGY Q. Number of contacts in you
What Is....
I have the most best friends in the whole world! Well that is my first blog! hurray i figured it out! I love my cherry friends to but BANNED is my bud! Good luck to him! wink wink!
A Day In The Life Of Me!
OK, so I have found the answer that I have asked myself for years. I am definatly NOT bi, however, enjoyed the hell out of my wonderful mans birthday gift to him from me. I brought home a very lovely lady for him to do whatever he wanted to for his special day. It was my first experience with another female, and I was not into that aspect of it but let me just say, watching her cum soooo hard by my man.... WOW! I loved it. I would willingly share our bed again anyime, I just dont think the girl on girl thing is my cup of tea, but enjoying the company of another I will partake in again and again!! Happy Birthday to my baby!!
Spring Of 2007
ok.. to let all of my sexy friends of mine on here.. friday june first.. my appendix burst. and they have to do emergancy surgery on me friday nite.. it took them 3 hrs for the surgery. because they couldnt control my bleeding or my blood pressure.. so they almost lost me twice.. im home now.. recovering.. i got out of the hospital today at 2 pm.. by the grace of god.. my blood pressure went back to normal.. i have over 100 staples in my tummy. they had to reopen my hystroectmony(sp) to find th bleedin.. from havin my surgery. will its been painful but relaxing and not has painful has was before.if that made sense to any of you sexy people.. Today bein the 3rd day... not havin to really worrin about nurses or drs commin in to check up on u. was great.. but again i dont have that choice on gettin the strong meds.. the manly meds.. like i did while in the hosptial.. But that i have to get use to.. right.. will im goin to let u all sexy people go.. (ATTENTION PLEASE) if u all want me
Cracked Not Broken.
I don't think you fully understand the ramblings of a man who... Pierces steel through flesh just to see the light shine through... And talks to God with no spiritual connections... But still blessed... By a burning abyss of words Just a bit on this side of too complex... So... Torch your "Holy" books... Let them disintigrate to ash... Because the peak of your religious beliefs has already passed... Fools... Screaming out that hatred based on interpretation... Of manuscripts written to try and reign in the nations... Suffocation... Immolation... False prophets lead to depredation... See... What we're facing now is the same situation... That turned Iraq and Iran into such atrocious places... The birthplace of the written word... The cradle of civilization... Turned to "Hell" when they turned to "God" for salvation... I can't recall the last time I was blessed with peaceful sleep... These vivid dreams and images forever seem to haunt me, see... My situation is unique
Ramblings.. Copyrighted
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton
Hitting It Up Again... :)

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Going Out Of Town
Random Stuff
Heartistic Soul is having an Easter contest and I would love it if you all could help my wife out with this and get her as much love bunnies as you could. She is tryin to win first just so she can try to get spotlight and the 5 mill will help out a lot. If you got the extra fubucks and would like to help her out it would be greatly appreciated. They are only 500 fubucks each which is cheaper then most drinks you get from the gift shop. Thanks so much for all of you that read this and also help her. Here is the link to Heartistic Soul's page where you can fupal her money and let her no how many you want to give and my wife's id which is Again thank you all so much If you help and need anything just let me no and my wife and I will do what we can to help you out. Heartistic Soul@ fubar Just wanted to let everyone know that I got one song recorded finally. You can listen to it HERE. Let me know what ya think. SO if anyone cares to know why I haven't bee
And Another Rip...
Best Joke of the year...... A Somali arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the United States. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby "Thank you for having such a beautiful country here in America!" The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East, I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" She says, "No, I am from Russia!" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The Russian lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I m
One More...hell Yeah!!!...
FUNNY SHIT!!.... WHEN GIRLS DON'T PUT OUT This was written by a's pretty damn smart. (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different ver
Never say lovely if it isn't really there; never talk about feelings if you don't really care; never hold midi hand if yah one break midi heart; never say yah qonna if you don't plan to start; never look into my eyes if all you do is lie; never say hello if you really mean qood-bye; if you really mean forever then please say you'll try; never say forever because forever makes me cry
For Fun
i resently have 2 new crushes on me on here and was curious as to who they are. if you are one of them and dont care if i know send me a private message NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. C
Fun Stuff
Men See You As Desirable Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily How Do Men See You? NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cu
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About Me!!
Well what do you wanna know? LOL!! I figure it would be easier to say something about myself in a blog rather than put it on the front page. I know there are a lot of people who read some of the things on there that kinda scare them off. But in reality my wife and I are just normal people who live a little differently. I think people could have the misconception that I'm going behind my wife's back and being dishonest. That is not the case. Just because we swing doesn't mean I have to hide anything or cheat on my wife. One of the biggest rules in the lifestyle is honesty. We LIVE by that rule. Hmmm...what else? My wife and I have been married for 7 years and just 5 months ago had a wonderfull little boy. Finally! LOL! We had been tryiing for a long time and been through a few miscarrigaes until now. So he is a true miracle in every sense of the word and I(We) couldn't be happier. So right now this is all I can think of right now. Later on I will blog more about me, my wife, m
You Know You Had A Bad Day When....
This is my horoscope for today: Your effervescent enthusiasm is as delightful as a bubbly beverage. It can light up a room -- and it adds more than its fair share of spark to your love life. You're the romantic equivalent of the Energizer Bunny! One I have never felt less effervescent or had less enthusiasm than I do today. Two I need a 75 watt bulb to light my room. I surely can't do it. Three what love life? The guy I was dating I don't think even wants to see me anymore. Four I may be the equivilant to the Energizer Bunny in bed but some sadistic bastard keeps me going around in circles. So much for the accuracy of horoscopes.. I am home now.. got to visit my Mom.. she is doing a little better.. she is getting treatment and was in better spirits by the time I had to come home.. You know you have had a bad day when you are calling off for the next day before you even leave.... Won't bore you with gory detail.. suffice it to say.. my day started off bad.. 3rd shif
Balance And Tension
We live in a world of opposites that we often experience as conflict. But fortunately everything eventually balances with its opposite - absolutely everything! The nature of duality implies an underlying unity. So whenever one side of duality is isolated, expressed or identified, the opposite is always a potential and immediately sought. One side of any duality cannot exist by itself, except through repression of its opposite. Or said another way, one side does not exist by itself and cannot be isolated except in a hypothetical sense. What holds a duality together to create a unity is tension. Tension is the bond of opposites. It is because of tension that growth takes place and evolution is possible. There are always forces operating against each other, and it is this which makes life interesting, exciting, challenging, frustrating and fulfilling. All healthy and growing relationships embody this tension. Two people who are very similar might have a pleasant relationship but they
A Non Political Rant
Before you read this I want you to know I served in the millitary for over 12 years ... I want you to know I did not do it for politicions ... I served because I believe in the country and the rights that we all have ... I believe that is worth dying for ... and I am disgusted with what is going on and how we surrender our freedoms for saftey ... there is no safety ... safety is not living it is an illusion ... in the end we regret most the stands we don't take and letting terror win. Who cares of politics and of words used to deceive It is obvious to all who listen that they don’t believe In values that we treasure most they make a mockery We need to stop listening and believe what we see Division is a process by which they live and work setting each against each other their public trust they shirk Follow the course of moneys trail and you just may find reasons why they play this game to keep the people blind How does the world prosper and why do so few care Why we
Cocaine Energy Drink
'Cocaine' energy drink to change name after pressure by 'the man' by Rob Lever 1 hour, 56 minutes ago WASHINGTON (AFP) - The maker of Cocaine Energy Drink announced Tuesday it was changing the name of the beverage in the face of pressure from officials and others who claimed it glamorized illegal drug use. ADVERTISEMENT Redux Beverages LLC said its caffeine-loaded drink -- which contains no cocaine despite the name -- would get a new name but that the company would continue to fight for the right to bring back the "Cocaine" name. The Las Vegas, Nevada-based firm said it took the action in the face of "threats" by the US Food Drug Administration (FDA) and state officials. A statement said the company was "agreeing temporarily to cease distribution of the Cocaine Energy Drink until the legality of using the name 'Cocaine' can be firmly established." "Obviously, we were forced to stop shipping the drink as 'Cocaine' for now, but we're not done fighting for our r
Stuff Mom Send E-mail
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leathe r coat s and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers d
Feelings & Stuff
Life is unscripted, there are no rule books. Stop judging me and giving me dirty looks. So I don't do things exactly like you would. I take the good with the bad and the bad with the good. I try to be myself, no matter the price. I do things my way, never think twice. I am a woman with a mind of her own. I'm proud of who I am and how I have grown. My actions might be wrong in the eyes of the likes of you. But at least I can say to my own self I was true. I don't try to please anyone other than myself. Climb off your pedestal, no one put you on a shelf. In all reality you are no different than me. I am who I am and that's all I will ever be. You left me here, without saying goodbye. Now every time I think of you, all I do is cry. So many plans and dreams went up in smoke. Yet everyone tells me, don't give up, there is always hope. What should I be hopeful for? My entire being is sorrowful, down to the core. I am still here and yet I often wonder why.
The Old Cowboy
The cowboy went and walked out to pasture with ole paint by his side.. he stopped and looked at the horse. ole paint we been many a mile together .. and my last days ride is made .. he took the saddle off and then the briddle .. farwell my friend farwell .. the old cowboy grabed the saddle and headed back to the ranch house .. he remembers the days of old and knows he days on earth are comin to near .. he dreams of the big ranch in the sky fur a top hand he will be .. as he laid in bed that night he spoke out loud .. dont morn for me down here .. dont tear a one .. fur i am a top hand up there on the big ranch in the sky ..
Hi to all for sum reason I get more attention from men im not here for that ok im here to meet and hang out with women ok. for those men who respect me will get the chance to be on my list but please for those who want to be added please gimme a chance to breath ok wow. 100 guys a day is drivin me nuts. now I do have sum naughty pics up but at least there not as bad as people havin flat out sex and all . there just pics ok I dont eat or share or wear it ok. I do like a girl who is fun to hang out with and not shy about her body either ok. looks dont both me its whats in her heart ok. but then again to all women no matter what you look like or body size your all beautiful ok and never let me man tell you diffrent or put you down ok. thank you all .
Friends" Vs. Southern Friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. Its always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 7. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 11. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and dr
Little Boys
It seems that two young boys walked into a pharmacy one day, picked out a box of Tampax and proceeded to the checkout counter. The man at the counter asked the older boy, "Son, how old are you?" "Eight", the boy replied. The man continued, "Do you know how these are used?" The boy replied, "Not exactly, but they aren't for me. They're for him," he said, pointing to the younger boy. "He's my little brother. He's four. We saw on TV that if you use these, you would be able to swim and ride a bike. He can't do either one."
It All Started With Men Of Course!
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MENtal illness MENstrual cramps MENtal breakdown MENopause GUYnecologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HISterectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?
Here Goes Nothing
Why is it that people who break your heart always try to start talking to you again like nothing happened? Why, when you agree to just forget about each other, do they come back? And for what reason? I love the whole "Oh, I just wanted to see how you were doing" line and then you look like the asshole because you're trying to get on with your life and you aren't the same person you were before, so you're not particularly courteous when you respond to them. Well, I took a whole week and I still can't figure out why everything went so wrong. I guess that I should have known it from the start that I was just a temporary replacement. Maybe I just wanted to believe so badly that somebody actually loved me that I was deaf, dumb, and blind to the obvious. I can't make heads or tails of the situation and I'm done trying to. I mean, can you tell me why someone would go back to their ex on their anniversary with their new significant other? Pretty effed up right? Oh well, she's not worried abou
This "1" Crap Is Such Bullshit!
I'm glad that this situation is over w/, cause he wrote back to me and apologize (which is cool) as well as when I unblocked him he reversed the 1's ratings he well as I did the same to his profile. So, maybe there's hope after all for those who have gotten the same responses from our more treacherous cherrytap members. Enjoy your day everyone! Remo Today has been a crappy day w/ this site. This morning I had a guy "1" me 9 times before I saw it and blocked him, 1 more time later, but 8 other people have been doing this for no apparent cause other than their own kicks. Somethings gotta be done. I don't mean to sound conceded, but I can't see there being a reason to do that. I always return the favor in high rating back. Yet this is what happens. If there is something that can be done and some how reverse the damage, please let me know. Maybe we can get together and report these people. Already my main pic has gotten "1"ed 9 times since I started here 3 weeks ago.
Why Oh Why.
What the fuck!!!!!My life is in a turmoil.My boss just fired me 4 being sick with the Flu.He said i didn't call in so i got fired.WTF. Now my room mate is drinking way to much.and acting crazy.So i'm looking 4 my own place to live. Looking 4a job sucks.
Heart Soars
My heart soars When I hear your Lovely voice! I want you as my slave Freely given to me by your Choice. To serve me, your master You become whole And to me You kneel. I know your Deep desires And you know Mine. And enternely shall we be bound Till the end of time.
So I'm Thinking Of Starting A Contest For The Ct Beauties In My Album. Here Is What I Was Thinking Of Doing...
I was just venting my frustration and wasn't looking for sympathy rating. But thank you for doing it I will do my best to return. Thanks! So other than the "1"s I chatting w/ a very nice lady online about ripping her photo to an album I have. The album is of what I think are very beautiful women of CherryTap. I ripped w/ their permission of coarse. She ask me if the pic the was for my own use or for a contest. I said it was for an album for women I admire. But, I got to thinking & chatted a little more on this. So, I'm going to start a contest in the next couple of weeks after my exams are over w/. I was hoping for the input of my ct peebs to let me know what they think. Thanks for listening and advice in this would help or just your support. Ciao all! Remo
Random Rantz
While sitting with my father earlier today at his house the news came on tv. Most of it was bland news crap, as usual, but then appeared a man discussing the possibility of passing a law to allow people with licenses to carry concealed weapons to carry guns into schools, even elementary schools. He then went on to say that he feels that allowing this law to pass could prevent another event like Virginia Tech. He feels that if a teacher would have had access to a weapon it could have been stopped. Well where to start on this. Yes, the Virginia Tech incident could have been less severe if there were a responsible teacher with permit to carry a gun onto grounds that could have stopped the young man before so many suffered, but it would NOT have stopped it. Having means to protect yourself and your students is quite understandable and at this time some feel it is needed in order to feel comfortable in the classroom, but allowing guns on campus may not be that way. By passing this la
Sounds Nice, But I Know It’s Just A Fantasy, Some Dreams, And A Few Questions.
Home: Has anyone thought about how such a funny word home is? I mean think of it, people are homeless, home sick, homebound, and so on…but what does that four-letter word really mean? It could be the place where one comes from, maybe a place in ones mind where things are right, where the pain stops. A place where good times and bad times seem to meld to together and all is safe still or such a horrific place they can’t look back on. Some get stranded a million miles away from home and they can’t find their way back to where things are right. Maybe it’s not a place at all, but a shelter for a heart to grow in safety, a net so to speak to catch you when you fall. I thought once home was a far distance place where you could not get to on foot, or physically, not to mention alive. Those are also distant thoughts that have been wiped away from a not so clear mind. I guess you can say I miss home, I miss fitting in, I miss being needed and wanted, I miss my shelter where I had it all.
hey all imma be outta town for a week show me some love Okay well...I'm having problems and i don't know when i'll be on here....So pleasejust keep with me and wait it out for me...I'm sorry i haven't been on much...thanks for the wait
Making Love
Lay you on the bed kissing you putting your hands behind your head looking in to your eyes with such admiration kissing your forhead the tip of your nose your checks leaning ove wispering in your ear dont touch just enjoy my touch my kiss feel the passion and love i have for you. Feeling my hot breath soft touch kissing you deeply and passionatly wanting you to know and feel the feelings i have for you. No words or expressions needed just the touch of my hands lips and body will teach you show you the desire in my soul. Kissing you and touching your body exploring every curve every ripple you have. Working my way down slowly smelling you feeling you want to know you in side and out body and soul. With such want letting you know not to touch just enjoy as you smile so sweetly bitting your lips you slowly and unwantedly put your hands back up. I move down down down exploring every inch mmmm down to your hips teasing you with my tongue gliding my nails over your thighs. you
Friends by anthony rangel Every time I feel down I look around, I jus' look up and ur there to be found. Every time I cry, and I jus' don't know why, Ur always there to wipe that tear from my eye. Whenever I am in trouble, or jus' wanna be cuddled, I look up and ur there to keep me humble. Whenever I lose sight, and wanna find the light, Ur always there to make things bright. Whenever I call, cause I had a bad fall, I look up and ur there to cushin it all. Whenever I'm mad, and do things bad, Ur always there to make me glad. Whenever I'm around, and ur there too, I look up and smile at you. Whenever I think that its the end, Ur always there to be my friend.
Hugs 4 U
MAY HE BRING LOVE JOY TRUTH AND HAPPINESS, MAY YOU BRING ME THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, WHO WILL RESPECT ME TRUST ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS TILL THE DAY HE DIES. BRING ME WARMTH SERENITY AND COMPLETE BLISS AND COMFORT IN HIS ARMS, MAY HE CARRY ME WITH THEM AND NEVER LET ME FALL TOO FAR, MAY HE LOVE ME ALWAYS AND TRUE WITH NO LIES, MAKE NO PROMISES HE HAS NO PLANS ON KEEPING, AND TRY HIS BEST TO KEEP ALL THOSE HE MAKES, BRING ME MY TRUE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE LIGHT OF MY EYES BUTTERFLIES AND SKIPPED HEART BEATS MAY HE BE!! To Love is to live, Every day of every moment, Found in everything we do, To find absolute love The one that is true Is a life long journey That everyone must go through For some it takes a lifetime Others just a few years Once it is found Complete bliss and sincere The feeling of completeness That you are no longer one Once you felt something missing Now you feel nothing can go wrong Yes, Oh, Yes Once it i
Truth About Stuff
The Different Pagan Cultures There are many forms of paganism and wicca many unknonw many well known. But to start off I would like ot say there is no "good or evil" witchcraft or magic. All magic is judged by how it is used and by who. The white and black magic also grey is just a signature stateing something nothing more kind of like a sterotype. According to many christians,catholics,islamic,and more witchcraft consist of harming every one, hurting yourself,suscidal,evil,devil's work, and causeing bad things. All this is wrong. To start off being a witch doesnt mean flying around on broom sticks with a cat and dressed in all black. It als odoesnt have anything ot do wiht the devil. Though satanism and paganism do have some simularities in some cultures both forms of religion are of no devil worshipping. Some witchs make their own ways or worship others chose a path in a book. Paganism can range from many things. Some believe in one god or goddess others believe in several, some
I don't want to hear it but I haven't been taking my meds the last few days....I'm not feeling like myself...but for some reason i need to write it down...h well continue with your lives IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED FOR THURSDAY, JULY 12TH Greetings, Time and options are running out for Internet Radio. Late this afternoon, the court DENIED the emergency stay sought on behalf of webcasters, millions of listeners and the artists and music they support. UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, the new ruinous royalty rates will be going into effect on Sunday, threatening the future of all internet radio. We are appealing to the millions of Internet radio listeners out there, the webcasters they support and the artists and labels we treasure to rise up and make your voices heard again before this vibrant medium is silenced. Even if you have already called, we need you to call again. The situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and more serious. PLEASE CALL YOUR
A Time For Us
A time for us, some day there'll be when chains are torn by courage born of a love that's free. A time when dreams so long denied can flourish, as we unveil the love we now must hide. A time for us at last to see a life worthwhile for you and me. And with our love, through tears and thorns, we will endure as we pass surely through every storm. A time for us, some day there'll be a new world, a world of shining hope for you and me. And with our love, through tears and thorns, we will endure as we pass surely
MINE (hehehehehe) SAGITTARIUS: The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in bed? Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted.
Life…….. What can life be most accurately compared to? There are many different things that we can compare life to, but it seems there is only one real way to describe what life is like most accurately. In a very specific comparison life can be said to be almost exactly like the stock market. How might u ask would that work, and if looked at closely it is truly quite simple. In the stock market we will invest a particular amount of money in to what we think is a good and profitable company or companies. We will then sit back and watch as what we invested becomes more or less depending on the market for that particular day. Comparatively, in life we will invest our time and effort in to something that we think we be prosperous in the future. It may be a relationship with someone, a success full career, or even a healthy family. But to get to that point in our life we have to invest ourselves to make it happen. The stock market is an ever changing spectrum on money that is co
Mixed Stuff
OK ALL ITS MY FIRST CONTEST COME BOMB ME WITH YOUR COMMENTS PLEASE LOVE YA ALL AND THANK YOU A test of time comes to my mind never give up cause you'll just fall behind life throws us challenges some we do not see but if you always keep your head up victory it will, be so don't give up your hopes don't give up your dreams everything has its time and all the time it needs To have a crush is to like someone is the want to know someone is the desire to be with someone feels kinda silly feels nice at the same time i have a crush he has a crush is it the same you would never know thats what a crush is people dont tell who they are crushing on why is it such a secret why are you with one if you crush on another why are you single if you have a crush why not tell the person why hide cause you could never know crushes are sweet crushes are inasent crushes are a passion to be crushes are cute but what if what if you wan
Just Let It Go
When you know it is right to just let it go, why does it still hurt?!?! You want what is best and you know to make that happen. But when it does it SUCKS!!! Ok just let it happen and be happy!!!! Because it is the right thing for all involved to be happy so let it go and be happy!!! Do I have to walk away totally so it does not hurt?!?!?! Ok I know this does not make sense I just had to put it out there so it made sense to me.
Going To School
I'm done with school, and I am looking to build up my cliental. I was just wondering if there is anyone that would want a massage, I would take 20$ for a massage. If you help me put the word out there for me thanks ok im going to school for massage and i have 4 week left and im in my internship and im havening fun do it so how many people have had a massage if you have let me know about it plz and if you have not had one would you like to have one or not so let me know about massage ok thank you
Join Me And Take A Look
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Insane Stuff
1. Grab some boxes of condoms and put them in other peoples carts when they are not looking. 2. Go the to clock isle, and set all the alarm clocks to go off within 5 minutes of each other. 3. Move the Wet Floor signs to a carpeted area. 4. Hide in the clothes racks, and wait until someone walks by, then wiggle the hangers and say in a strange voice, "Buy me Buy me". 5. Impersonate a Walmart employee and give people directions to the wrong Isle. 6. Go into the changing room and put on a moo moo, then come back out and ask someone if this moo moo makes your ass look to fat. 7. Go into the changing rooms wait for 10 minutes then yell, "WHERES THE TOLIET PAPER?" 9. Bring a bra up to a walmart employee and ask if they have it in a size smaller then an A-Cup. 10. Go into the toy isle, and locate the loudest toys they got, and press as many buttons as you can within a minute and walk away. 20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity > 1. At lunchtime, sit in
Help Me Please :)
Anything About Me Is Here
i dont do this often but i need everyones help ive reached my rating limit for my level so if everyone could help me level up i promise i will do my best to help anyone out if they need it in the future thanks ®__Pain__® im in really good shape today went to the dentist had 2 teeth pulled still waiting on the slow ass drug store to get my meds filled told me it would be 45 mins to and hour before i can pick them up and the numbin stuff the dentist gave me is wearing off :@:@:@:@:@:@:@ so im sitting here broke as a joke and in alot of pain have pity on me come on folks sign my guest book
Its so hard to believe i'm a senior. It seems like ive been waiting on this for a long time but its finally here. When I take a step back and look at everything and everyone around me, I see how much i've accomplished and how much life thats still left in me. i've come to realize that there is so much to do in life and i cant even imagine where im going to start. For those that are close to me, you know of my plans to move to the dallas or missouri area after graduation. I've found that there is so much there to do and so little left here. Im proud to have family up there cuz if I didnt have them...or someone to go with me.....I probably wouldnt stay. Im a really independant person but i dont like to try things alone. My independence comes in when im use to things. Also when I look back and see how many friends ive gained and lost its incredible how most of them stuck around. We've been through some pretty rough times and im glad that they are still my friends. Oh and about the whole f
Crazy Frog In Da House
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I see you staring at me, but you never truly see, why I love you, oh, so much, when you're so out of touch. Feelings that we could have shared, you flung behind without a care. It seems so hard to let you go, and the process is so slow. I don't know whether I should stay, and waste another day away. I do know, though, that all this pain, will soon drive me insane. You don't feel me loving you, and you just can't seem to get a clue. You don't see me cry inside, and in you I know I can't confide. Yet still I find that you are blind, to things meant to be kind. You know nothing of my fears, and are unaware of all my tears. I know I really can't deny, things I feel as I look you in the eye. So who will help me make it though? Who will tell me what to do? How come every time I see your face, for me there's never any space? Maybe someday you'll see me differently, so until then, I'll be waiting silently. Words, words brought our first enco
Fishes Gone Wild
Jumping FishAdd to My Profile | More Videos OMG...hahahahaha Now this is my kind of fishing. ~~Spanky~~
Sad News
Hi all, I have just learned of our dear friend and family member James Graham, also known as Junior, passed away this weekend. He was suffering from emphysema, had been on oxygen full time and had just suffered a mild heart attack last month. He was 78 at his passing. He was more then a friend, he was also a father, and grandfather to all of us. He was there for both of our son's births and had helped us move multiple times over the years. He and Darryl would go fishing, and drinking together, as a guys night out. He will be truly missed. Since he was cremated and laid to rest with family members only, we will be having a memorial service for him this weekend. I would appreciate it if you would keep his family in your thoughts and prayers. Hi all, well I have a really good friend, and something happened a few months ago, and she still seems to be mad/upset at me. She doesn't chat with me as much as she used to. We were like sisters before this happened, and even though she told me
1 Question 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest-. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you and in return i get to ask a question of you and you are bound by the same honesty.... Message: If you had me alone ... Locked up in your room for twenty-four hours & we could do whatever you wanted what would you do with me ?? Tell me in my box .. Cause its a secret ""sssshhhh""" Then repost this .. You might be suprised with the responses you get they could make you laugh or even If you do not repost this you are a coward and more then likly should be spanked
Help Please?
this thing notifies u of EVERYTHING people do. are they going to say when my friends take a shit next?
im creating some stupid ass blog tonight to try and express my feelings but im tired and im not going to be able to finish saying how i feel .. i feel like ive become between a hurricane and a sounami ( or however you spell the big fucking waves) my family is so fucked up i feel like im now coming undone... i feel like my everything is being riped out.. i know EVERY thing thats going on on one side.. a damn tracker on the car.. hiring people to spy ... hiring people to kick someones ass all the above i know and the other i can never utter a word.. or i lose my 2nd dad ive had... im so lost .. he is 2 DIFFERENT people one at work and one at home ... i feel just about as empty as i use to be .. ill continue this later im tired... night
i have something to say and you know who you are!!! if you don't like what i say or what i have said...too bad....get over it if you don't like what or how i do things...get over it if you don't like something about me...get over it what i say is who i am and what i do is who i am..i am who i am... if you don't like it...get over it!! don't get pissy with me and ignore me....tell to me...then...get over it!!!! ahhhhh...i feel better!
Simion is gonna cry like a baby As Him and Eve will be broadcasting live from (on location). Time for Simion to get Inked! 8pm Cst! Ya don't wanna Miss out! If ya do We'll let it slide as long as You COME PLAY WITH SIS!!! Tonight You'll get a chance to get on air and not only impersonate, BUT Take a shot at embarrassing ANY CherryRock Personality! # best Impersonations get a Prize! Tune in 10pm cst!! Click any pic to get there!
Survey Time
2much Thinkin
Dork in the Corner A dork in the corner it’s a safe place to hide. To see what’s around you and not have to play Entertain yourself there is no interaction Sometimes the dork receives harassment, When he lashes out someone always regrets it The corner’s not always lonely some come to play Other dorks who appreciate anonymity New games, new ideas, new distractions from being The dork in the corner, who knows where he’s safe Sometimes a bright soul can lure the dork out Red curls, green eyes, impish smile and pixie size The perfect treat to make a dork forget where he should be All the games where it’s safe where he really should stay She wanted a friend at her beck and call She wanted someone to take to the mall They loved the same games, played for hours on end The shell cracked open outside of the corner The dork felt safe by her side as a friend and companion Until one day she thought to abandon The pretty people come, pixies old clique friends They
This is to the men of ct. I'm sick and tired of being shoutboxed and asked for my messengers. Yes I have messengers, but no I will not give them to you. SO STOP FUCKING ASKING If I want to give out my messengers I will, you asking me isn't gonna make me give them to you. Try having a fucking conversation with me, and not just shoutboxing me asking me for my messengers. YES THERE IS A FEW ON CT THAT HAVE MY MESSENGERS, BUT THAT IS BECAUSE I TALK TO THEM ON HERE ON A DAILY BASIS To all my friends and you know who you all are, I love ya all dearly and glad I have met you. MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sexy_Shell I am sitting here trying to figure out why most guys on here can't start a normal conversation. Why do they message me with stupid fucking questions??? If you can't strike up a normal conversation with me then FUCK OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE Here is something that was said to me in my shoutbox. Read from bottom to top. I swear some guys on here just piss me off.
Randon Acts Of Blogging
Anyone else love to garden? Or ever grow an "Upside Down Tomatoes" ? After living in an apartment with no yard (which I wont do again...LOL) I had to come up with ways to garden, its a necessity for me. I grew "upside down tomatoes". They are an awesome way to get fresh veggies with no fuss or staking. I am working on this summers today. You can see my photos of last years here: I know it's an odd blog topic, but it was what was on my mind today... Be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. Make all your friends feel there is something special in them. Look at the sunny side of everything. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give everyone a smile. Spe
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > 5 - the Observer you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions,
I Hate Being A Woman!!!!!
Well to give every one a short update on my life lately here goes. I have been told for almost 2 years not that i probably could not get pregnant. As of May 2008 that was proven not true. I got pregnant and wow what a feeling that was. How ever it was short lived i lost the baby at 8 weeks along. June 28,2008. Then again i now know i can get pregnant. In September i got pregnant again and again wonderful news. It to was not to be, I lost the baby again at 8 weeks along. October 5,2008. Needless to say my fiance and I are devastated but still alive and trying to heal. I will keep an update if i do end up pregnant again but only if I can carry it longer then 13 weeks. Thank you for caring enough to read this.... How are cysts treated? Watchful waiting. The patient waits and gets re-examined in one to three months to see if the cyst has changed in size. This is a common treatment option for women who are in their childbearing years, have no symptoms, and have a fluid-f
New Home
As of June 1,2007 my husband and I will be starting a new and wonderful chapter in our lives. You see, we found this beautiful 3 bedroom house in a great neighborhood. (I posted pictures on my site.) It has old time charm with modern conveniences. CENTRAL AIR, FIREPLACE, LAUNDRY CHUTE, 2 CAR GARAGE, IN-GROUND POOL, HUGE DECK ON THE BACK, WHIRLPOOL TUB, WALK-IN CLOSETS, GARBAGE DISPOSAL, FORCED AIR HEAT, CEILING FANS, WOODS IN THE BACK, QUIET STREET, HARDWOOD FLOORS, SUNROOM OFF OF THE KITCHEN, STAINED GLASS WINDOWS, SECURITY SYSTEM and many more features. It has a HUGE backyard that meets up with the GAMBLE property of the PROCTOR AND GAMBLE CO. The electric bills will be 3 times less than what we have been paying especially when we had more people in the house. My mom will be going with us and she is also excited. We can't wait to have our first pool party ! We are already planning out our christmas and where the tree will go. I now have a place to hang stockings!!!!!!! My husband
Oh Man!
I'm ready to just lay down and die. Only I can't because too many people depend on me. Which is why I'm so tired in the first place. Oh, man!
It creeps up behind you, When you don't see... Stealing your memories, Setting them free. I watch you sitting, Just staring and still. It breaks my heart, Like nothing else will. Alone in a locked world, Where none enter in, You've lost your beginning, You'll not know your end. You won't know your children, As time marchs on. But, they'll know you love them, As they're holding on. No one can save you, As you slip away, Time is a killer, As you slip away. Somewhere and someday, There will be a cure. In God's house, your memories All will unfurl. So now, I will watch you, Though you never see, The pain in my eyes. As I'm setting you free. Cherokee For an unknown friend,Someone is experiencing it,Somewhere.
All I Need To Know I Learned From Board Games
Board games are a good source of inspiration. Life's lessons are learned with a flat piece of pressboard, a spinner, and plastic game pieces. >Don't believe me... keep reading< You have your ups and downs, your Chutes and your Ladders, but you are constantly climbing. You get compensated for your accomplishments, but at the same time you face the consequences of your actions. Life is a Monopoly where you own it all and the money is just rolling in. However, you should keep in mind that as quickly as it came to you, you can lose it. People get stabbed in the back (literally and figuratively) and stuck in a house with a bunch of killers with nothing but Clues. There are Candy Lands filled with sweet rewards, but you also have rotten things ahead of you. You may know who your foes are, but you don't always remember they're always right behind you. Elaborate Mousetraps are placed along the way. The more you sneak and try to get away with things, the easier it is to get
New Addition To The Family
Say hello to Lucy.. Shes our new baby girl Chiweenie. We adopted her from the humane society. Shes so happy and healthy and shes NOT GETTING CANNED FOOD :) We made the choice to give our pets all Hollistic foods after losing our babygirl Nan-e-hi. Lucy is a little butterball and so full of energy. We named her after Lucille Ball " I love Lucy" show. I am a big fan and my lil' Lucy is just as happy and spunky as Lucille Ball :) LUCY STOLE MY PILLOW :)) SHE WON'T GIVE IT BACK EITHER. THAT IS HER BED NOW, SHE LOVES IT
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t
Lost (but Then Again Check My Roots) Lol
Category: Life Im completely puzzled at times, Ive talked to alot of people on here. And i know all of us have one thing in common were all looking for Love or wanna be loved or we have Love and yet were not satisfied. Is it because we settle because were affraid were not gonna be loved? We get tired of playing the waiting game so we jump in head first not feet lol and hope for the best. Then there is the Love when people get together they are busy looking elsewhere for what they thought they were getting in the first place, or its because they are looking for another love they thought they missed out on like trading them in for a new car a better make or a better model. Or it can go the distance where the other cant lol Then again there is the mid-life crisis love, where they are stuck in the past and not looking at whats in front of them. Wishing they were 20 again and their bodies are looking like their 60. But yet there is that newer and better model out there they look
Heaven Welcomes Another Angel
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t
My Thoughts About Life And People
If there is anything I have learned from meeting people on CherryTAP, it is the strength that resides in single mothers and their determination to provide a good home for their children. What an enormous burden it is to know that you are the only person in the world who is able to provide the lifeline for your children for everything from income to food, clothing, shelter, and parenting providing the roles of both mother and father. And what a sacrifice to give up one’s own social life and opportunities for love and companionship in order to fulfill that responsibility. Mothers who do this are awesome beyond belief. Single fathers in the same situation are awesome too, but it is so much more often the mother who is faced with this burden and who accepts this responsibility so readily. To all mothers who support your children alone, I salute you for your strength, courage, and resolution. Your children are so very lucky to have you.
About Me
I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you. You're a star far from my plain earth. I gaze and see no man who's above you: To me you are the cynosure of worth. Yet with all your beauty you're a person Like me in need of sympathy and love. Your thoughts of me would not, I dare hope, worsen If I in some way tried your heart to move. There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face, Thinks you are the summit of perfection, Wants nothing more of life than your embrace. The danger is you'll think it couldn't be; So I suggest you see yourself through me. Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits th
Truth Or Fiction?
My grandmother sent this to me and I'm not quite sure where she got it from...probably another one of her lil email friends HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET UP WITH THIS IN THE WATER. WOW! ! !............... This picture is from Western Australia. Take a careful look at this picture; see the size of the snake and the cow being pulled out of the water. I'm tired of being the one crying. I'm tired of being the one who has made myself spineless for this fucker. I am tired of him being able to look at me and say I work, I support you and the kids and I borrow money from my family so that we can have what we (need). Somehow it never seems enough that i stay home and clean his house do his damn laundry and take care of our children. I'm very tired of him bashing my family because they're not financially able to give his ass money whenever he needs it. I'm tired of him making me feel like I'm wrong whenever we have an argument. I'm tired of him being able to scream at me an
Neat Stuff
This is a video project about a guy dreaming that my friend Juli did, I'm the guy in the top hat and the creepy smiling one, and the one with out a shirt lol
***no Age No Gender No Profile*** Please Everyone At Least Read This
Please everyone go read my mumm and please vote and comment, this is really a serious thing!!!!Thank you Johnny
Thoughts From A Mother... (i Miss You Ryan)
I display this candle in memory of my son, Ryan Wayne, who passed away 3 years ago today from Cancer. I also display it for every other mother who has lost a child. I will continue to display this candle up until May 28th, which is Ryan's birthday. He would have been 21 this year. I miss him so very much. I love you Kiddo!
Spiderman 3
I have been waiting to see spiderman three for almost an entire year since it was speculation and rumor and boy was it worth the wait,to a spiderman man fanatic like myself it was one of the best films I have seen all year. I wonder how far are they going to take the series seeing there are so many villian they can explore. Ill watch and wait i guess..
Troop Support And Things Of Interest
Maybe some of you have seen or heard of this story, but I ask you to please pass it on and show your support to this soldier- a friend of mine from myspace, and his family. As supporters, this should enrage you like it did me. Thanks ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Western Redneck© Date: May 13, 2007 2:59 PM my husband is a solider in the Army and I thought you would be interested in forwarding this to all your military brothers! thank you so! videos are at bottom... FINALLY HERE IS PART 2! THE ABUSE CONTINUED! YOU GUYS KEEP IN MIND THAT EVEN AFTER MY HUMBLE HONORABLE SOLDIER HAD BEEN BEATEN BY THE OFFICER THEN TASED BY THE 2ND OFFICER 3 TIMES IN UNDER 2 MINUTES....HE STILL CALLED THE 1ST OFFICER SIR CONTINUALLY IN THE AUDIO YOU WILL HEAR...IT IS HEARTBREAKING TO ME..BECAUSE I KNOW HIM SO WELL....HE IS GOOD THE NAME OF THE OFFICER THAT YOU SEE BEATING MY HUSBAND IN THE VIDEO IS 'OFFICER JENNINGS' AND YOU CAN REACH THE INTERNAL AFFAIRS OFFICE
Check It Out...
got some new photography pics...let me know what you think....
Having A Hell Of A Time
I am saying good bye. Im leaving this post up long enough for you to read, then Im deleting me off of this page. Im staying with myspace. Take care! I am having a hell of a time with this, thought it would be easy but I guess Im not as smart as I thought I was. If I dont get it right soon, I will be leaving cherry tap. I hate to lose the friends that I did make on here and existing friends that I knew b4 I came onto this site.
-i'll be around, for a few days, probably much less. -of course anyone who knows me knows this already, and not many others will read this, or give a fuck. it was fun, for awhile, and i appreciate my real friends more than you could ever know; it's just not fun anymore; and i have other, more important things to clean my cat's litter box...if anyone has anything to say, do it now... let it be known: I LOVE AMBER I LOVE JUANITA I LOVE TAMMY I LOVE HOLLY I LOVE VICTORIA I LOVE JESS I LOVE RENEE I LOVE REYNA I LOVE SALLY I LOVE APRIL I LOVE TRACY -i fuckin' hate myself...
Stash Items
I've e-mailed 2 CT bouncers(including scrapper)and still no change in my suspension of stashing items and rating on all of your stashes.Even if someone on Ct support could at least tell me how long my suspensions for. Since this is the 4th day of my suspension on stashing items or rating on others stashes, i was thinking that if Ct can add items like the bar tap, should there be a way to make stashed items so that friends and fans can only see, or even give a choice of making them NSFW or not. Let me know what you think and if enough of you respond, maybe we should petition Ct to make some changes there. Sorry for not rating anyones new stash items, it's day 5 of my suspension on adding stash or rating on anyones new stash items. CT really has to look at evryone having the option of letting everyone looking at stash or just friend and fans, like pics do.
My Writing And Stuff...
It was a sickeningly cold night. That type of chill which seeps into your bones paying no mind to the clothes hanging off your flesh. It had rained earlier that day. The pavement was soaked in it. It made the nauseous smell of waste and smoke and vomit hang in the air, saturating us pitiful creatures. I inhaled deeply holding the poison in for a moment. Around me was the city. It was all deafening with its noises vindictive of a Saturday night. I listened to the subway roar beneath the pavement hide of the metropolis. I could hear the mutterings of the earth-killing exhaust and in the distance a gunshot ending some poor bastard’s time here. I love the city. The darkest secrets are easily concealable here, lost in the cracks between the towering buildings, seeping into the gutters with the oily rain. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of flesh hitting flesh. I turned back to peer into the shady alley I was loitering in front of. My eyes adjusted to look into that gaping
To All The Mothers
Life's Journey Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all of the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is too hold
Baby News!!!
HELLO EVERYONE WHO READS THIS... I just wanted to update everything that has gone on since I was on here last, It has been a long time. I had computer troubles, I had to get a new laptop then I had to send it in to be fixed, ironic isin't it? lol I also was homeless during the summer until my ex husbands cousin took me and my family in, but we live on a fixed income and they abused our kindness. By that I mean we offered to help pay a portion of their bills while we stayed there, and we enede up giving them all of our money, and not being able to have our money for our own expenses. Once we finally found a place to live, they decided they would keep my livingroom furniture which came to over $3000.00 worth and they sold it, WITHOUT my permission. They were only supposed to hold on to my livingroom furniture for me until I could pick it up from their home. The home I am in now, is in the country and has four bedrooms, and 36 acres of is very nice here. I was not able to be on
Fuck U Too
Mischevious Ramblings Of A Fallen Mind
chaotic thoughts fill my head empty soul is inside broken tattered remanents of what i once was you tore me apart for your own pleasure and leave me wandering if it was worth it i left all that i could have been just for your smile and the softest of caresses you foolish woman why did you have to break my heart when they told me you were dead to think that i would never see that crooked smile or that knowing glint in your eyes when i came home from work so drunk i could barely walk straight i hated what my work had made me... hated what you made me.... your perfect slave... the perfect pet.... the perfect submissive... but know that you are gone i have made myself strong.. in order to live without you... only to find you were still alive... only dying inside from missing me.... but yet the news that you bring to me only makes my heart hurt more... to regain you only to loose you again to such a horid thing.... tears of blood streak my face for i have fallen far from
Can Tabs Donations For Chemo Treatments
I was told that St. Jude in TN and children's hospital in New Orleans will give a chemo treatment to a child in need for every gallon jug full of can tabs that are donated. So if any of you drink beer in a can or sodas in a can, please save the tabs. The can tabs get recycled and the money is donated to those hospitals for the children. When I get more detailed information on this, I will repost about it. Thank you! Every bit helps!!!
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you
To All Friends
ill be leaving tomorrow and i wont be back untill late friday night to early saturday morning so wish me good luck and if any of you care write me a comment or something so i know u care and ill take care of u when i get back anyways see ya
Support Our Troops
THINGS THE MEDIA MISSED- Armed American Troops Force Iraqi's to Seesaw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture ! GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! GI Overheard to say " Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!" More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! Iraqi's Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game ! Soldier Caught At "Tickle-Torture" To Extract Intelligence! GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Fingertips! No comment here. There's nothing funny about this one.
Remeber 911 & Support Our Troops!
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad.For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter fromhim to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankfulfor not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops.The MarineWe all came together,Both young and oldTo fight for our freedom,To stand and be bold.In the midst of all evil,We stand our ground,And we protect our countryFrom all terror around.Peace and not war,Is what some people say.But I'll give my life,So you can live the American way.I give you the rightTo talk of your peace.To stand in your groups,and protest in our streets.But still I fight on,I don't bitch, I don't whine.I'm just one of the peopleWho is doing your time.I'm harder than nails,Stronger than any machine.I'm the immortal soldier,I'm a U.S. MARINE!
Ramblings Of A Leg Man
First off, before you read this, I am not mad. This is just a recolection of recent events Remending me of who I am and where I've been Hard to deal I'm here in Reno, visiting my son, Alexander and my ex-wife. We went shoping and I accidently caught them kissing right infront of me. She didn't know I was there, but I was right behind them with my son My son, who later, called the other guy dad. I love Alex. I love Amber, and I think Nick is a great guy. No one is to blame and I am not angry, hurt a little, but that is all my fault. I landed things this way, I guess. But I got to tell you the words "Insert knife and twist" never hit so close to home as those events did. I love my son. And I am sure he loves me. But does he know That I am is daddy? My biggest fear, is losing my boy! What is it about sheer black pantyhose? My friend Olivia just loves to tease me when we meet or lunch or dinner now and then her his prada spiked heels and her sheer black silky nylo
Cuz Im Bored Lol...
Moof And Pie Wed around noon, this mother fucker decided he was going to waltz his happy ass right into our home through the front door... With my g/f's 8 year old sister sitting in the front room on her computer. Ugly, short, and in jail now... but I gotta give him credit for having the balls to do that. I shouldn't have been a nice guy and let him leave. I shoulda broke his damn neck. Probably would have got a medal or something from the cops. It just dawned on me... aside from my girlfriend, I have no friends. Online or offline. Wow... even those little geeky kids in high school that everyone picks on have friends online. Damn I suck. I wonder about my girl's patience. She's been asking where her ring is. For weeks now. Last night she gave up hinting. And just outright asked me to marry her. I think she's grown tired waiting for my happy ass.
well im kinda sad right now my lil bro in iraq now, he safe and i hope it stays that way!!!!! and we dont know how long hes going to be over there for im hoping its not longer then a year but you never know when when it come to being in the army like he is well im going to an aunt once more!!! Phillip and his bitch of a girlfriend Britteny will be having a kid!! can you believe it??? well im still having a hard time with it myself so yeah i got to talk to my dad and hes realy sad right now he had to go in today and get a MRI done to see what going on with his liver and they wont know what ups for at lest a week or so and then theres the fact that he missess us(me my sis and bro) we havent seen in a year and hafe the next time i might be able to see him will be in late January or early Febriary and thats only if i have the money to fly out to see him i wish that i could be out there now or on the 19th of this month cause that is day my grandma died last year my dads mom so i k
2 All Those Who Know Me
please let me know how toget those interesting cherrries so i can let all yall know what im doing so yall could know if i could chat to ya or not just to let yall know yer fun loven Cowboy is back ive ben gon long time due to a Walstib, but im back so huddle up n have sum fun when i fully jooin tha fun and yalls comments and fotos stay in touch as always yer buddy in Texas -- aka Texi :D Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at
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Watch The Awesome Cartoon I Made
Watch the Awesome Cartoon I made
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o mSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ENJOY LIFE IT TO SHORT NOT TOO just added a guest book on here so stop by -n- sign it pleases thank tou SOME ONE KEPTS RATING ALL MY PIC NSFW,GOT BANNED TWICE SO GOING TO DELETE ALL MY PIC THIS WEEK N LEAVE ONLY ONE
To Much Pain
what do u do when u lose the most important things in the world u feel like theres nothing eles to live for well i feel like that now i lost my kidds a few weeks ago i feel like dieing cause i cant hold them or hugg them or kiss them it hurts so bad i cant stand the pain much longer we keep getting told we are getting them back but we also keep getting lied to so im not sure ne more with out my babys it feels like theres nothing eles to live for but i dont know i cry myself to sleep at night every night while i look at there pic and wonder what they are doing they are my world my life and always will be.....there is just to much pain
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Wives Are Always Smarter Than Husbands!!
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws." ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men." The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?" ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!"
Learning To "cuss" Early. . . .
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do you want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blu
I Owe My Mother
> > 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. > > "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished > > cleaning." > > > > 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. > > "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." > > > > 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. > > "If you don't stra ighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of > > next week!" > > > > 4.My mother taught me LOGIC. > > " Because I said so, that's why." > > > > 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . > > "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to > > the store with me." > > > > 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. > > "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > > > > 7. My mother taught me IRONY. > > "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > > > > 8 My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. > > "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > > > > 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
Going Away
Well this is it, I’m moving on the 31st and I won’t have the phone on until the 5th then 10 days after that I will be back online I’m hoping it will happen sooner but who knows. Now I had a few ideas for things to do... I know I need to finish my book and a few other stories and poems and I also wanted to start a video rant since that seems like fun lol... but what do you think? I got my clothes packed and the small things get done tomorrow and dammmmmmmmm it’s so close to moving day ya'll lol... I can’t wait... I am going to miss you all but I still got my mobile so I won’t vanish forever lol... most times I will be logged into msn but I will try for yim every now and then ^_^ What else.... OH I was thinking of taking a barista class to get my coffee making skills up lol... but we will see ^_^ I don’t know who is going to read this so you know... have a good one and keep safe... I love my Chelle Belle ^_^ And I will be back :P Hello every
Worth Thinking About
Well, I think she pretty much took the words out of AMERICA'S Mouth!!!!! Here's one woman who is telling it like it her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care a
Majik Twix
Im New Here
Sexy Friend
Meet Turner Brown
Skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring, looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch cock, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown." The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: What's wrong with you?" In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" The big dude says: "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me..... I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20" cock, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown." The small guy sighs and says: "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, Turn around!"
Club Vamped
Come Meet the Wonderful DJ's at Club Vamped
Make a slide show, scrapbook or ecard Well here l am still trying to find my way around cherrytap l think it's a brilliant site but l also find it a little hard, so l hope all you lovely people out there who have left comments on my pics will understand if l don't reply back straight away l will in the end, so please just bear with me a little longer. l would also like to thank tammy and the rest of my friends on here for there help. all have a wounderful day luv julie xxx MASTER4YEW I see you here – are you alone? Perhaps you’re lost, by storms being blown? Do you need a certain hand To guide you back to safe, dry land? Do you need a man who’s true, Who’ll hold you close when you are blue And yet whose word you will obey And gladly pleasure him this way. And if it happened by mistake You disrespected or did make Him think it right that you should learn A painful lesson that would turn Your misdemeanour wilful ways Into behaviour fit
I'm Loving You
The reason I love you is quite easy to see it encompasses everything that you mean to me, the kindness, the love and your honesty too are all part of the reason that I'm loving you. You're my ear when I'm angry, frustrated or down you listen and comfort and turn things around, you're my eyes when I'm tired and too flat to see and everything you envision is offered to me. You're my mouth when I'm silent and quiet for the day and you honor and respect me in your own special way, you're my love, you're my soul and all I can be your the inspiration that fills the very heart in me. The reason I love you is blatantly clear my happiness is evident only when you are near, your love and devotion is so sweet and so true and that's only part of the reason that I'm loving you.
Horoscpe May 9, 2007
Surface appearances might be pretty trivial in the long term. When you take a step back and look at the grand scheme, you realize how much more there is to the situation than you initially realized. Dig deeper.
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Puppy Sized
Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations with h
Photoshoot And New Spokesmodels
I need some help with this will be on until July 31st at midnite, and I would like to give it my best shot...Would you please help? Click Me To Comment Me...make em dirty! We're holding a photoshoot this weekend for our new spokesmodels which include, Amy, Allison, Ashlee, Nicole and Sandra... These beauties are coming to help us do some promo shots for the Texas Car-B-Q and we'll be doing some of their portfolio pics, too! We'll post a couple here, but the best place to find our girls is on the website!!! Just click the logo! muahz The TCBQ Crew Beer, Babes and Barbecue!! Come get to know me and the other Flames at our home with the Texas Car-B-Q. Roadkill never looked this good!!! We'd love to have you and we can talk about the best things that life has to offer! Beer, babes and barbecue with a little car talk thrown in for good measure!
Drama A few asstards here don't know how to take a joke. Anyone have a whaaaaaburger and french cries you could spare? So.... drama..... a thing I'm not a big fan of. But we all know that it does swing our way sometimes. It might be trying to swing itself my way today, ugh. A drama-loving ct'er has decided to drag up something that happened.... oh, over a month ago... easy. Remember when CT started seeing the "red X campaign", when people were being pissy about changes on the site? Well, I was one of the few that sported the red O that said "Support Baby Jesus". It was all in fun because I thought the whole fiasco was ridiculous, and I was tired of seeing people constantly bitching about it. It was damn near the only thing being discussed in the bulletins and mumms. I don't use the lounges, but I'm SURE it was happening there too. So... I saw a bulletin posted by Achilles, who was supposed to be the ring leader of the red X
No Tomorrow
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u, whether theyre a friend, bf, gf, whatever just remember it maybe be the last time u hear from them
What is love? Is it making sacrifices your whole life for everyone else, or is that just the way we are raised as woman to be? Is it that feeling of excitement we feel just thinking about someone or is that just a fantasy? Is it breaking someones heart because you love them enough to tell them your not "in" love with them. Is it loving yourself enough to make a change to make "your" life better or is that selfish. Is it telling someone there wrong even if it hurts their feelings or is that mean? Is it wanting to spend every waking hour with him because you can't get him out of your head or is that a fairy tale? Is it wanting to find the one person who completes you or is that unrealistic? Love is all of these and more and its up to us to make the most of it. It can be finding the "ONE" that completes you, the one that makes your heart go pitter patter, the one that you can't fall asleep without thinking about. There is also the love that drives us to make huge sacrifices in o
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Music I Enjoy
I actually got this play list off my friend Tammy's page, someone put it there, loved it, so I borrowed it!
Just A Little Giggle!
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the j
i am a guy ok not a chick that was my sis pic ok
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give
My Map
Hey everyone just a quick reminder if you havent done so already stop by and check out my map on my page and sign it so I know ya have stopped by and itll be interesting to see where everyone is from..Thanks and much love... Megan
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Just Want To Say Thanks To Everybody!!!
...but everyones been great who's visited in giving me their best and wishing me "Get Wells". I just hope I'm physically prepared for my 1st 1/2 marathon this Sunday. I want to say thank you to all of you great CherryTap members and I'll do my best in getting back to you. Have a wonderful day all! Remo I love my mom (of coarse), and can't help but feel bad that I wont be able to do anything w/ her this day. But, I'm glad she understands that finishing this last semester for me in more important than this holiday. After all, can't Mother's Day be a day to be celebrated w/ your mom anytime of the year? Anyways, how grateful are you for your mom? This is just a shout out to show that you love her. Thank you and enjoy your day. Remo Wanted to say thank you to all the cool peebs I've met here so far. And thank the ladies for giving me permission to rip theirs pics....Now for a contest in the near future. I wont be on this for the next couple of days, so please don't take i
Rain's Embrace
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new
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Rules To The Nsfw Folder.
Yes its another one. I have 49 people on my family list. Those 49 do not, I repeat DO NOT come off of my family list because 3 of you guys all at the same time want access. If you really want access that bad, wait till a Happy Hour rolls around. If you really want to know when a Happy Hour is supposed to happen, go to and it tells you in Pacific Standard Time when there are ones happening. If a block is filled in with someones nickname and picture, thats when a Happy Hour is being hosted. Thanks again for the time to read this and I hope to talk to everyone soon :) May not be a conversation talk, but small talk is better than none right? :) Just leave me a page comment and I'll try to make sure that I get back to you if the comment is worth trying to talk to you about. So if its like, "You're so sexy" or anything of the sort. Thanks in advance okay? :) Hope everyone has a great Hump Day! Im going to start doing two new things. I
Bands/artists I Like
Old-school hip-hop, traditional classic rock, and spooling electronic vibes were the initial factors behind the building of the alternative metal quintet, Linkin Park. The band's southern Californian musical roots were also an underlying basis, for drummer Rob Bourdon, guitarist Brad Delson, and MC/vocalist Mike Shinoda formed a tight friendship while still in high school. Shortly after graduation, art student and DJ Joseph Hahn hooked up with bassist Dave "Phoenix" Farrell and Shinoda for the band, Xero. Hybrid Theory came later, but the band opted on the name Linkin Park when singer Chester Bennington was the last piece added to the band in 1999. Soon the band became a noticeable face at the Whisky as well as favorites in and around Los Angeles. Zomba Music's Jeff Blue was one of the few who didn't turn the band down for a contract at the turn of the millennium - Linkin Park signed to Warner Bros. after being turned down three times in late 1999 and got to work on their debut album.
Girls In My Circle!!
When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together," another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another wil
To The Real Men
I saw this on a blog on another site.. and it hit home, so I thought I would share it here i'm a fat man…i eat too much, i smoke too much, i drink too much…i do everything too much…the only thing i don't do too much is sex…i don't have nearly enough sex…because i'm a fat man! fat men never have enough sex! it's not fair! not fair at all! so i got really good at masturbation. there's something to be proud of… i didn't always used to be fat…when i was a kid, i was husky…remember those pants? small, medium, husky? a fucken pants company, man, was telling me i was husky, not fat! husky! when i was fucken ten years old! 'course, they certainly weren't gonna call those pants small, medium, and fat! they had to come up with something that wasn't so politically incorrect, so some marketing genius came up with husky… i looked up husky in the dictionary…it said, "strong, burly…" that's cool. i like that…then i looked up fat. "bulging with much, or too much flesh…plump…"
Can't You See
Cant you see that my heart is one and my love belongs to only one....cant u see that i love one with all that i have and my heart is so strong for him that no matter what comes over us we will stand at each other sides and make it through what ever someone wants to give to us... we are here to stay as one we re here to love one an other as one we are 2 people that have faught through it all and come out on top and seen that our love is a specail kind of love and no matter how the drama and the haters want to be we can still make it through it all His heart burns with deep love for me as my heart burns deep love for him.... with a fire at our roots we climb to the top and love each other more and more each and every day Im closeing now hope everyone has a good day/ night please rate and comment thanks all ~*Mandie*~
Emails Too Many
Please do not send me emails. Yesterday I received 38, all wanting me to look at this or check out some blog or something. I am not interested in the same things that they are. I don't send them emails everyday requesting them to look at all the shit i find slightly interesting. So 4 the love of God stop it. Try to find some help or at least a friend. Get a hobby. Do what ever just stop sending me all this shit. Most of the people on here are cool and we get along just fine. Some of them are wonderful. When i come in here I do look and read and listen to music. I enjoy music. I do not find rating people and am willing to chat with almost anyone if I have the time. That can be great. What is this site all about? What are the points for? Are they just to buy pictures to give away? What ever I like the pics and the tunes. I have chatted with some very nice ladies from far away places and i thought that was cool. So here I am rambling. If you taken the time to read this you should probabl
Hello Pretty Lady!!
Hey Pretty Lady! THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU!!! You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 10 prettiest ladies on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies. If you get hit again you know you're r eally pretty. If you break the chain you'll have ugliness for 10 years. So hit 10 pretty ladies on your Friends list and let them know they are pretty
*You don't want to give all of you...I'm not giving all of me* *You hurt me... I will want to hurt you back* *You drive me away...I will stay away* *You hold secrets...than so will I* *You want to condem me...then I will you* *You need more than one...then so will I* *You can not can give... I will not be open to recieve* *You want to leave....I will watch* *You need to prove... so shall I* *You need to take.... I will stop giving* *You need to hide me... I will stay hidden* *You want to play games... I will not play* *You want to place blame...I will take it* *You lie.... and I will watch & listen* *You want to break my soul...YOU WILL NEVER BREAK IT...!!!! * 05/09/2007 JR 11:16am --Once again, I write for not just myself but for others around me. I write on not just my pain but my friends and family's pain also. ---Side bar...While I want my writings to touch people, I do not wish to upset ANYONE in my life...those around it or i
My Baby Boy~!~
okay so believe it or not i told this guy that i loved him for the first time on mothers was awesome...i was on cloud 9 all day~!~ i've never felt this way about anyone, not even my daughter's dad...which sounds bad but it's true. he's absolutely perfect, he doesn't care about my stupid little blonde moments, the way i look, the way i talk...he just likes me for's amazing how you can find true love in the oddest places.... well, today he asked me to marry him & i said yes...we kinda hinted around about it for a couple of days and today he just asked me in a totally random moment...i'll never forget it~!~ anyway, that's all for now, i'll try to post a blog more often..peace out all~!!!~ have an ~ApRiLiScIoUs~ day~!!!!!~ okay i'm like totally pissed friend packed up her stuff and left today because her roomate was being a total bitch to her because she wouldn't keep giving her rides lame is that?! anyway, other than that i'm
This Was Given To Me By My Friend "poet" I Love It!
Cassandra I look for a poem or write one for each of my friends.. this one reminds me of you... Poet Hellcat He had arguments about a woman. He argued to himself about her. She was a hellcat, he argued. Crazy, never the same two minutes. Yet her breasts were hills of passion, Her tongue made for swift kissing, Her torso holding sanctuaries Strange as the lost temples Of sunken archipelagoes- She carried sacraments for him Yet his words for her were hellcat, Crazy woman. Carl Sandburg
Who Am I ? Who am I ?I'm no one just a girl that in a world that she doesn't belong. I just a body that men use to relieves them selves.I have no heart no soul no brain, I'm nothing Why am I nothing?Why did you make me ? No one loves me, I'm not worth being loved. I'm just a girl that you can fuck and leave cry on her bed.Why do I bother thinking that someone can actually love me and want me for my mind, soul and heart.Why can't anyone look me in the eyes and say your worth something,your my one and only. I love you I will never hurt you, I will never leave you .I will never make you cry, But all lies .You lie so you can be in side of me . Why do I always believe lies? I want to trust you I want to believe you. For once in my life i want to be loved for me and only me . But I know deep inside I'm nothing just a girl suck in this world that she doesn't belong. I will never be happy, I will never make you happy. I'm lost so very very lost and tired so very very tired. This is to you t
The Winners Of The Funny Photo Contest Are
{Congratulations To The Winners Of The Photo Contest} You Alone Figured It Out The Fake Photo Was no.10# The Man With The Fake Penis. I’m Sorry There’s No Way In Hell Even With A Medical Disease; Can A Man Even Rap His Penis Around His Body Twice LoL Ha-Ha …Even Though Most Man Wish They Could LoL Ha-Ha….. The Other Photos Are Indeed Real …Good Job Everyone. The Winners Names Are Posted Below; A Prize Has Been Sent To All The Winners. Thanks For Participating! **He Are Our True Winners Yeah Good Job Ladies : Gothikk Fantasy + Royal_Thickness** 1. Little kitten Being Crushed Though The Sofa Help Me Meow. 2. A Man With Is Packing Large; Hey No Homo. 3. 80 Pound Red Lobster Out Of Water. 4. 6 Foot Giant Cat Fish Out Of Water. 5. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Eats A Sheep that’s is Also Pregnant. 6. Giant 36 Foot Python Snake Has More Teeth Than A Great White Shark. 7. A Women Who Can Pleasure Herself. 8. A Man with a Giant House Cat. 9. A
It Didn't Solve Anything
you did what was best for you, i think you had no clue, as to how it would effect me, then again whats new i lived and breathed that life, you ripped it all away, i was the one who had the breakdown, sorry is all you can say my emotions were all over, my heart turned to dust, because of you, there is no one that i trust
Personally Written For Me By The Talented "poet"
You are my titmouse... Time Spent The thud was clear And unmistakable As the Titmouse struck The just cleaned sliding Glass door, it lay Small movements, Shuddering down the Length of her wings, Not understanding Why her progress so Abruptly stopped, Just moments before She was flying high In love with Her new found Life-mate, time Spent sharing a moment A passion, a sensual Flight across the boundaries Of space – connecting/sharing, Yet he turned away, Turned away at the last Moment unexpectedly, practically As wont his need For caution - leaving The titmouse Post collision To collect Her wits and realize That everyone does Not hazard the risk of Free flight, sensual passion And the joy of time spent… And sometimes, it’s hazards Poet (I see how freely you fly) CASSANDRA DAILY EFFORTS EACH MOMENT TRY, LOST TO ETERNITY THEY SEEM TO BE. WITH EACH BREATH ON THAT WE RELY, MY THOUGHTS WILL REST WITH THEE. NO MATTER HOW IT
Just because you can This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you. The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can. -- Ralph Marston
Bling Bling Baby!!!
you will be sorry when im gone but you will get over it Dear Lynne, i feel i have to write this letter because i feel there is no other way to get closure. hopefully one day u will be able to see it. The day you died i didnt know. the day u said u needed me to come over i didnt know it would be the last time. im sorry i ignored u and that i never got to say goodbye. you were like a mother to me and you always made me feel good about myself and what i wanted to do. i wish i coulda been there for the funeral instead of my 21st birthday party in illinois i would do anything to give that all back. i still cry more and more each day because i think that your death was not accidental. i wish i coulda said a thousand things that i never got to say. i think of you every day and i miss you sooooo much i love you lynne and may god guide u like the angel that u are. RIP MOMMA!!! I LOVE YOU
Contests I Entered
I entered a contest here for a morphing picture.
Hate You
what's yours is yours, what's mine is yours too? it takes all my strength not to strangle you for six years you sucked the life out of me i forget what it's like to feel happy i wasn't the only one affected did you care they lost their mom? i took care of them you did nothing but sit on your ass all day long my hatred for you runs deep my revenge will be sweet all because you thought it would be fun to fuck with me
Just A Thought!
I just saw that they had added new gifts to the many other gifts. They now have nba nhl gifts, but what about us baseball lovers I feel so left out not really congrads to them for expanding the gifts. They just need to remember that not all people like what others like when it comes to sports.
Words Hurt More Than Actions
hit me one more time, i already feel numb, your mouth is a sewer, i'm desperately trying to get away from, you think you are better, i see it in your eyes, everything you told me was a fucking lie i put my trust in you, gave you the benifit of the doubt, you rammed you hatred in, i'm still trying to carve it out
La Vie Est Douleur
I feel distress inside me... Self-hate won't let me be. How to eliminate this passion, when for myself I feel no compassion? My features...unsightly and dull, It is a fact, not being cruel. I am blue and everyone is red, They are alive, I feel dead. In a shallow world I dwell, I don't belong, it feels like hell. I wish I was of the beautiful people, But my body and mind are mutinous. No hope for change or felicity I see. Just to accept fate I must agree. Forever one separate from the crowd, until I am covered in my death shroud. Yesterday I was having a conversation with a female friend and she says that the main reason I am single is the fact that I don't have a car. According to her, all women look for 3 things in a guy: that he has a job, that he got his own place to live and that he has a car. I got a good job and I got my own place. But, if she is right, the fact that I don't have a car seems to be what keeps me single. I just can't agree with tha
Mother's Day
For My Daughters on Mother's Day & My Son My wish for you, Throughout the years... No real worries, Few sad tears... No more hardships, No more trials. Naught but laughter... Bright, true smiles! May the Lord, upon you, gaze, May He, all, your tears, erase. May He lift your spirits high... Fill your heart with hope, devine. May the Lord's word fill your heart, So, that when we're far apart, You will feel the self same things, I feel for you, this early spring. For, there's no love upon this earth, Like love of one who's given birth. I cannot think what life would be, Had God not given you, each, to me. Love from the bottom of my heart,
To Answer My "do You?" Blog From Poet.
an answer to your "Do You" blog.. (last one for today) Cogito, Ergo Sum When you look Do you see my fat? Or the kindness in my eyes? When you look Do you see my short stature? Or the loving mother? When you look Do you see my prominent proboscis? Or the accomplished pianist? When you look Do you see my comb over? Or the poet? When you look Do you see my advancing age? Or the wisdom of a world traveler? When you look Do you see my acne? Or the missionary? When you look Do you see my slant eyes? Or the pastry chef? When you look Do you see my blackness? Or my spiritual nature? When you look Do you see my gayness? Or the caring man within? When you look Do you see my homelessness? Or the Mother’s son gone awry? When you look Do you see my mental illness? Or the love I impart willingly? When you look Do you see my alcoholic rage? Or my helplessness? When you look Do you see my missing limb? Or the decorated veteran? Wh
Too Deep For U
I feel you with my heart You feel me with your hands Somehow your touch is more than I can stand My knees get weak then I lose my breath Heart beating so fast I lose myself. Hands tracing trailing down... Heart starts to flutter and I let out that sound You heart now pounding your knees too weak You're staring at me and you can't speak Hands on my hips while you stare at my breasts I know it is hard to control yourself. That look in my eyes that evil smile on my face smacking my lips cause I want to taste. Tongue finds you and takes it all in Deeper and deeper it's coming to an end. I really wish you weren't my best friend! I know you never loved me. I know you never cared. You fell in love so fast and I just got scared. I run from my feeling I try to play it safe. Some times you can run but never escape. I shut my emotions off like a switch on the wall. I turn off my phone just to ignore your calls. I close all the curtains and lock all the door
Our Lives Together Me and you, you and me, Oh how perfect that will be. While we’re young, while we’re old, It is you that I want to hold. No matter what, never fear, Because for you I am always here. Through thick and thin, we will always be, Because you are who I want for me. I loved you then, and I love you now, Even though my parents didn’t allow. I love you, and you love me, This is how I know we will be. The years have passed and here you are, With two kids, one in each arm. Its unbelievable how crazy our lives have become, But still, the fights and arguments are very seldom. The kids are growing more and more each day, It is going to be sad the day they have to go away. But don’t be sad , I’ll still be here, To fill your life with endless cheer. Once young and full of life, now old and praying we don’t die, But seeing your face everyday is what keeps me alive. I am here and your are gone, But your memory still lives on. But don’t be sad, just wait and
Hearts Team
OKAY... HEARTS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! SABRINA - sexy sophistication DONNA - morbid princess MEGAN - megan SANDRA - crazy bytch ANGIE - angie babe CHRISTIE - official bitch brittany - firecrotch STEVE - stevie boy mat - trichome
Diamonds Team
OKAY... DIAMONDS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! jennifer - SUZIE-Q DANA - tempted2try JESSI - babydoll juggalette KELLY - metal baby CASI - casi CRYSTAL - crystal isis haley - jelly bean CAIN - cain cid - TAZZ wayne - dragon soul TERRY - WOLFLOVER
Spades Team
OKAY... SPADES TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! CRYS - high priestess T,J, - t,j, sexC cherry STEPHANIE - sultry princess MESHELL - meshell STACIE - niah MICHELLE - mostlybitch2 SAHMOA - sahmoa AUSTIN - proeffect DANIEL - the prince TERRY - taz TIM - notorious ROD - midnytize
Clubs Team
OKAY... CLUBS TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! LINDSEY - spitfire K - SPECIAL K CARLENA - big chesty NEE-NEE - I got that thickness ALEXA - sexi lexi CHRISTINA - christina MIKE - THE BIG MIKE JASON - redwingz1491 GEORGE - king george da skandlus one JOE -joeluv2hunt WES - crazy cowboy BEN - irishboi
Good Bye
To all my CT Family and Friends. I am going to be taking down my site for good. It was a personal desision, that no one effected exept me. Its been alot of fun and I want to thank everybody. Those of you who still have my email/yahoo info feel free to contact me, as that will stay up. To everyone else have fun and stay sexy. I will keep this up for a few more days if you would like my contact info let me know.
Dick Exp.
hah sex poems Body: Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Dad Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy
For You As the warm sun sets into the cool water I turn and look into your face and there I see the bright smile and the soft, gentle eyes that I love, and your eyes have a spark in them that makes them seem as stars in the sky which we look at night after night on that same beach where the sun sets and where the warm, summer breeze brings me close to you, and cool, calm waves caress us and push us together until we are one with each other. The touch of your skin feels as silk against mine, and I want to hold you close and never have to let go, for you are the only one I want to be with. Your heart is a locket to which you have given me to the key and I in turn have given you the key to my heart. Those keys of love and kindness will be with us in everything we say, everything we do, and every moment we share for eternity. I grow weak With the absence of your love I remind myself to breathe Emptiness, invades, pain resides Within me, without you I hear only your gentl
When U Love Someone
i love someone right now he is soo perfect and how i can tell i love him soo much is if i see him on or i am a talkin to him i get all butterfly and i always have a smile on my face when i am talkin to him ..... soo how do u tell ur in love with someone?
Finals are this week and I'm about to collapse in a pile of stress. My organization skills are wack anyone with tips to keep organized while writing papers and studying. i'd love types especially from teachers on how to organize lesson plans and how to be ready for class etc.
Well on May 31/07 I decided to dye my hair cause i got bored with my own hair color so i hope that everyone enjoys my pics and theres some happy pics and there are some goth and i hope that u enjoy them as much as i do.....thanks to everyone on cherrytap and god bless and good night until next time.. Well ladies just thought that i would let u on a little bit of news from my experience that i had for this month and man did i learn my lesson....Well if u ever get some one that says he lives in the states but he is on business in africa(nigeria)or some other foreign land and that they got robbed and need help to get home and if u can send them money to help them get home and that u will get it back as soon as he gets home(don't do it),or if a man says that he can double your money if u send so much and than 2 or 3 wks wants more cause he has doubled your money and he wants to triple it and he keeps asking or even if it is a woman(don't do it)trust me i learned the hard way and never aga
You Know Whats Good
I dont know what ya'll talkin bout, wantin some "barbie type chick" that wears a size 0. Come on now, how the hell she gonna cook for yo ass!! lol Gimme a thick chick wit some curves her mama blessed her wit. Dont'cha know that 97% of the beautiful (and bootyful) women in this country are "average" size 8 and above? Shyt, ya'll anorexics (if you are anorexic then please seek help) need to eat a meal or two. Let papi handle it and let it be told that damn it CURVES are sexy and THICK IS GOOD! Since Im new here A lot (okay All of you dont know).. that recently my grandpa died of Diabetes. The man that taught me how to be a man is gone forever from the earth, but not from my heart. From tiein a windsor knot (yeah I do know how to tie a tie), to first date advice, my grandad did it all and it is for this that I will be foreva greatful. Old man, you taught me how to live, how to love and how to be ME. Thank you May God Keep you .....Always
My Views On People Talking About Others!
You know, I am really fed up with something here, this whining now of somebody saying something behind that person's back routine, I got a newsflash for people, people are going to talk about others behind there back and it's in normal daily conversation and you know what, I used to whine about it, I'll honestly admit here that I did that when I was younger but now that I'm almost 40 yrs of age, I am not going to worry about it, because it's ridiculous to worry about it because if you worry about it, it'll only drive you insane, either deal with it or let it drive you insane, it's that simple because I for one, don't complain about it and if somebody has something to say about me, say it to me on here or Windows Live Messenger or AOL Instant Messenger or CherryTap or to my face otherwise, shut up and move on because it's ridiculous, I know the truth about me and nobody else does unless they were told by me otherwise people are assuming, PERIOD!
And Another Thing....
So much for Fubar... I really can do without all the high drama, so while I won't delete my profile just yet - allowing anyone who gives a rats 4th point of contact a chance to shoot me external contact info - I'm pretty much done here. Thanks for all the fun; it's been real...err...ok... It's been virtually real. Blacksmith Ghost 2-2 (dangermouse) over and out... Gather round children, pull up a seat by the fire and get comfortable, because Uncle Scott is going to tell you a story.... Understand, this is not a happy story, and the moral it conveys may shock the sensibilities of those less steeled to the realities of our existance, but it is a story nonetheless and by definition, stories must be told... Tonight's story concerns a group of odd creatures that inhabit this planet called earth; creatures that move about us all and, often times, go unnoticed by the majority of us. There are people who talk in the little picture boxes who would tell you that these creat
Chasity's B.o.s.
What kind of angel are you?(Anime pics!) You are a guardian angel. You protect your love ones at all costs, even if you have to die. Powerful and intellegent, you'd make the perfect leader for a battle. Though you fight, you are very kind and loyal. You also distrust anyone who goes against you loved ones. People respect you for who you are. (please rate)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code THE WICCA REED Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the w
Stylish Ramblings From The Mind Of Danielle )0(
I am starting to get irritated because people are sending me messages and I'm not getting them wtf is up with that? So if you sent me soemthing and I didn't thank you for it please let me know and i'll check into it... Love ya all! D 6th Annual Layne Staley Tribute & Benefit tickets on sale June 1st!!! This year's tribute will feature performances from Daughtry, Soulbender and RiverBend. Tickets are $25 dollars through ticketswest. All ages, bar w/ ID. Get your tickets while they last, this one is gonna sell out fast. Come celebrate Layne's life and legacy, and show your support for Layne Staley Fund!!! ~RB You can find out where to get tickets @ P.s. I don't make any money on the sales of tickets for this venue. I am really supporting my Little brother, and his good friends. I hope you enjoy their music as much as I do!. I'm sooo proud of him and I can't wait for their CD release party in the next coming mo's! P.S.S. if this b
Tattoo Contest
This is my first contest. Can you rate and comment on my new tattoo? I would really appreciate it. Kent Tatoo Contest
I Need You
Four married guys go fishing. After an hour, the following Conversation took place: First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That is nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her." They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him. "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her ass and said: "Fishing or Sex?" and she said: "Wear sun-block"
Rip Spc Botello
Damn bro it started out like any other day, woke up early checked the internet damn still in black out, went and made sure you where up, watched as you went to the maintance yard to put on your new lights, shaved pulled my hmvvw out, got it ready, watched you pull your hmvvw up to the line just waiting for the start of our mission, we joked a little, made sure you had the game so we could play when we got to where we where going, 15 mins before we would leave the gate i said seeya later, jumped into my hmvvw and we got ready to go, rolled out the gate right behind your vehicle you where doing what you always have done and thats lead the way, for everyone else to follow in safety, your job was the hard one, never knowing what or who would try to get you. 20 mins into the patrol nothing felt right and no one wanted to say that, next thing i know im watching it all in slow motion with a sinking feeling inside, it really did hurt watching it happen and not being able to do anything, i mov
Blessings To These People That Got Hit By Several Tornadoes Aerials of Greensburg Tornado Damage, devastation that occurred when a large tornado struck Greensburg Friday night. A tornado touches down south of Haviland Saturday evening. Several tornados were reported in the area. Central Kansas Tornadoes and Damage
The Heart
>>"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, >> >>"I'll open up your heart..." >> >> >> >>"You'll find Jesus there," the boy >> >>interrupted. >> >> >> >>The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll >> >>cut your heart open," he continued, >> >>to see how much damage has been >> >>done ..." >> >> >> >>"But when you open up my heart, you'll >> >>find Jesus in there," said the boy. >> >> >> >>The surgeon looked to the parents, who >> >>Sat quietly. "When I see how much >> >>damage has been done, I'll sew your >> >>heart and chest back up, and I'll plan >> >>what to do next." >> >> >> >>"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The >> >>Bible says He lives there. The >> >>hymns all say He lives there. You'll >> >>find Him in my heart." >> >> >> >>The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell >> >>you what I'll find in your heart. >> >>I'll find damaged muscle, low blood >> >>supply , and weakened vessels. >> >>And I'll find out if I can make you well." >>
Life Of A Winner
A winner, to me is a person who rolls the "NOT" scared...of change, but welcomes it!!! A person, who knows when to speak and when to say nothing !!! The loser is the one who does not believe in their own self !!! Words that you think and speak...Will become who you are.. So call me cocky , but I'm a WINNER and I will(ONLY) hang...With people who believe in their own self !!! The body is the servant of the mind so as a man thinketh in his heart so is he ... and the word becomes flesh !!! Remember that every time you go the extra mile , You place someone under obligation to you . When you do something to or for another, whether your deeds are good or bad, people feel compelled to "retaliate" in kind. If you are a kind and decent person, you can expect to be treated well in return. If you use others for your own advantage without giving anything in return, you will soon find that they have little or no use for you. People like working for and with, and to associate with positi
My dearest love Where are you? My heart aches With fires of passion. It is as if You are in a far off Land from me. Yet it is quite clear You are near and dear. Come meet me! Come release me. So my heart can soar Like the eagle At break of day. Never forsake Our love For it is like Strong linked Steel And quite real!
6 Days To Nowhere Biggest Fan Train
SO HERE THEY ARE THE BIGGEST CHERRYTAP FANS OF 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE, WITHOUT THEM WE'D JUST FIZZLE AND DIE ON HERE!!! SO WE WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THESE ONES, BUT OF COURSE NOT TO FORGET TO THANK ALL OF OUR FANS!! _________________________________________________ CHECK OUT THE BAND MEMBERS PERSONAL PAGES!!! Brendan- Vocals ruiner@ CherryTAP Aj- Bass/Backup Vocals lowend breakdown@ CherryTAP Alex - Drummer king for a day, fool for a lifetime@ CherryTAP _________________________________________________ PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO HELP THESE PEOPLE OUT THE WAY THEY HAVE HELPED US!! THEY DESERVE IT!!! YANDRA::ASIAN SWEETHEART@ CherryTAP Aussie_Goddess™@ CherryTAP »—(¯`·.HYPIE.·´¯)—> {HypnoticEyes}@ CherryTAP Jessa~CT's Naughty Girl~Owner of BDR~Switchblade's Prince=)@ CherryTAP *PolskiCherry*@ CherryTAP †hΓø䆃äωk™@ CherryTAP *~*RozzyDoll*~*
Wtf! Who Taught * It* Respect???
Daily Adventures Of A Bi - Girl
who has nekkid pics for me to go look at...i'm horny...give a girl a break! :) I want to venture into some of the lounges. What is your advice on goin into the lounges?? I'm sorta shy going into new places alone....and I fear rejection.
Hey, have you ever been pulled over? Maybe cos you were speeding, or maybe you swerved a little bit cos you had a couple of beers. Maybe you ran a red light.....or your inspection sticker was past due.. Yeah we all have..... How about because you were driving the speed limit, in a straight line with current inspection and license tags? For those of you that answered "no"...hello my Caucasian brothers and sisters .... Don't get mad...not yet.....bear with me. For those of you who answere "yes"...... Que Pasa? Before you get all upset that I am being racist, hear me out...I promise there is a reason I am leading you down this garden path. This is not about how the White's are doing this, or the blacks are doing that, or the browns aren't doing anything....This isn't about the man holding anyone down!! Everyone and their brother has heard that crap. No let us look on what we are doing to fix the problem . It seems the consensus is for us to preach Tolerance!
Constant Thoughts
I just found out that a really good friend of mine passed away two days ago. I used to work with him before. I knew there was something wrong.... but, I was hoping this wasn't it. You ever get that feeling like you know something is wrong, but you can't quite put your finger on it? Well.. that how I was all day. Today is a sad day for me... Why is it that one area of your life goes really good.. then another area gets flushed down the toilet? Why is it a constant juggle with life? One day.. I'll be able to understand that. Yesterday.. I was the happiest person in the world. And now, weell now I feel the weight on my chest pushing as hard in as it can. It's almost unbearable... I wish that I could straighten out life.. so that I have an equal balance. So that everyday can be manageable for me. You know what hurts the most? Is I haven't talked to him for awhile.. and now it's too late to say anything. It's true... when they say tell the one you love that you love them... before it's too
Show My Friend Some Cherrytap Love
Best News Makes Me Very Depressed
His name: Micah -- he was 10 lbs, 22 inches long His Birthday: March 6, 1998 7:30 p.m. He screamed so loud right away, very pink..perfect APGAR Anybody who knows me has heard about the son I put up for adoption 9 years ago. Not a day goes by that I don't wonder where he is, or how he's doing. I never even knew his name to try to find anything out about him, I had no idea how to try and find him, no ideas at all, now the mother has found me on myspace and was able to give me some information, and she is going to call me tonight to let me know more. I can't decide if I want to be happy or sad, part of me wants to dance for joy that I can find something out, or even if she doesn't call that I have what information that I do have, but another part of me just wants to cry, I don't know how to handle this, but I know that I would rather this have happened then to have gone the rest of my life not knowing anything.
Favorite Lyrics
I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck virgins sold in quantity, herded by heredity red-neck-burn-out-mid-west-mind, "who said date rape isn't kind?" porno-nation, evaluation what's this, "time for segregation" libido, libido fascination, too much oral defication white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy (I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck) vcr's and vasoline, tv-fucked by plastic queens cash in hand and dick on screen, who said god was ever clean? bible-belt 'round anglo-waste, putting sinners in their place yeah, right, great if you're so good explain the shit stains on your face white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy And its all Ive ever wanted to believe That peace could grow inside of you Inspite of me humanity I hope your out there somewhere All alone I hear the whole world calling Save us from ourselves All alone i hear the angels scream my
Wildin Out New And Improved
It's About Time...
Well I am slowly getting the hang of things although I probably forgot how to do some things but I'm sure it will come in time.
My Poems
My daughter was born September 11, 2007...She weighed 6lbs And 2ozs...She was 19 inches long...She was healthy...She is two months old now.....And spoiled rotton by everyone around her... One Rosalie Love Love is between a mother and a child… Love is between a father and a child…. Love is between two lovers… Love is between family members…. Love is between friends….. Some may ask is love is real or not… Some may already know…. There are some who are about to find out what love is … So you ask is love real… It is very real just you might have not… Have found it yet …. Love is all around you … Even though you can’t see it…. You can feel love… Love is what you have for your family and friends… Love is what you and your lover feel between each other…. Love is between two lovers…. Love is what you feel in your heart for the other half of you… Love is where you can’t stand to be away from your lover.. Love is where you can’t stop think about the other
No Idea
Random Thoughts
I am a very big people person. I am also a very trusting person. I suppose that is one reason that I get myself in the trouble I do sometimes. Moreso recently I have gotten myself into a lot of trouble. And I have gotten hurt at the same time. They say it is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. But then, It makes me wonder if the person who said it truly had a loss of love. I am finding more and more within myself that I have a lot of hurt and anger. This friend of mine claims that I had betrayed their trust first.. and then decided they wanted nothing to do with me again. I didn't quite understand after all we had been through together.. to the extent I loved and cared about them.. that they could just blow me off like that. Get so angry and not even really give me a chance to explain myself. Then on top of go and tell others lies about me.. outright lies or even only partial truths. Of course.. this person is the victim here. Now I am not sayin
Oklahoma Girls Blogs!!!
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa, FL Newspaper. He
"Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble not far behind. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing... I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen. I don't know. Maybe I had my happiness. I don't want to believe it but, there is no women. Only that moon." -Practical Magic
About Me
right this is hard for me to say to a lot of people i am happy guy whos happy with life and other stuff but on the inside my soul is dark and this is because all that has happend to me in my past and it will never change until the day i leave this world. Courtesy of im sorry if this hurts some people but i needed to do this ian i need more fans please
Reality Is Not Real
do you think reality is real, if it is then why is your reality not the same as mine? why is it that if you consume mind altering drugs reality is washed away, reality is only perspective, and if its not fixed then why can one not adjust it the way they see fit, its all about will. if you have the will you needn't float through this life like a cork in a river, you can put an engine on your cork and go anywhere you want.
I May Be Looking For A New Job
PROUD TO BE AN AMERICAN Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tamp
As Time Passes
A Cry of Shame! Is it not our shame,Dear Lord, Your gift is now for sale? The blood you gave by birth, so free, In death, gives cause for sale! We each, were born so equal, Until our breath was drawn! We then, became just bank accounts, On which riches were drawn! 'A cry of shame", from beneath the soil, Where our ancestors lie, Validate the truth You gave, Only money now can buy! God help the greedy in the flesh, Who sell our righteous truth! Is a paper dollar, worth much more, Than the Lord's gift on this earth? I believe it's so, for there are those, Who care not , for their brother! Who will sell the Lord's gift for a fee, For the worship of a dollar! I am, therefore, he too, once was! I search for him each day! There are those who know his truth, Yet, speak not, unless paid! To know he walked, as every man, Justified by birth and blood! His name, so freely spoken, Shared by the Family of God's love! No secrets held for highest bid, On the world wide w
Ty For The Love
ty so much to the ppl that really helped me out in the contest and ty 2 the ppl that did not really help and to the ppl that did not answer me when i tryed talkin 2 u fuck u dont ask me for shit i asked yall nicely 2 help but no u either did not answer me or said no so FUCK U!!!!!!!!!! *ps* 2 the ppl that really helped me out if u need help or any thing ust ask me
How To Forgive (wow)
One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking In the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things Were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I didn't deserve these wrongs that were done
If you had purchased $1000.00 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49.00. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1000.00. With WorldCom, you would have had less than $5.00 left. If you had purchased $1000 of Delta Air Lines stock you would have $49.00 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. it's called the 401-Keg Plan
Ladyillusions Mixed Up Bipolar Scorpio Female World
Well anyone who has been a friend of mine in the past 10yrs or so knows about Doug. They know my whole world was wrapped up around him and his words were gospel to me. That my love for him was deeper than any love I thought I would ever have again. That he even has been an issue between Phil and I, that I have struggled with staying with Phil to go back to Doug. That Doug has said he would change if I went back to him and dumped Phil. But that I did choose Phil over Doug. Last night I found out all those years Doug was also with Kath. That he was not sleeping on the couch. That they were only ever really broken up for very short spurts. I learned a ton more but it's really not worth writing it all out. I mean just what I have written right now is enough. How does a guy get away with that for 10yrs? Now he is going to put someone else through it? How can he live with himself? I think Phil is happy just another thing to throw in my face to prove he is better than Doug. I hate how he u
Beer Decoy
Crawford County Georgia where drunk driving is considered a sport, > >comes > > > > this absolutely true story. > > > > > > > > Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Roberta > > >Georgia. > > > > After last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so > >intoxicated > > > > that he could barely walk. > > > > > > > > The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the > > > > officer quietly observing After what seemed an eternity in which he > > >tried > > > > his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car > >and > > > > fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other > > >patrons > > > > left the bar and drove off. > > > > > > > > Finally, he started the car, switched the wipers on and off-it was a > > > > fine, dry summer night--, flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of > > > > times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the > > > > vehicle forward a few inch
Entertaining News And Other Stuff...
Has me thinking of going back to Ballroom Dancing, when I just graduated from High School I applied for a part-time job at a Dancing Company. I was being trained as a Dancing Instructor, I sorely wished I had stayed cause who would have known I could have gone to the Dance Contest. Doing my best, as in everything I do, which there is alot of things I love doing so well. The Contest would have been fun whether My partner and I won or not. For me dancing is a way for me to escape all the troubles in the world and in my life. "Take the Lead' and other movies that came out before that all of Ballroom Dancing has made me want to go back to the dance Studio and just have fun again. Besides Ballroom, I know other dancing as well. Every Bar I have ever went too. I never got to sit very long and enjoyed my drink that I order before someone asked me to dance. It's not steps that I dance to, it is the bass and drums that makes me move. TTFN WEDNESDAY MAY 9 2007 3:00 PM Submitted by Fea
Oh Helllllll No.
There's an online petition asking for people to stand up for Paris and get her charges dropped, or let her go free, or some bs like that. Read it below, it's HILARIOUS. And it says: To: The Honorable Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger Paris Whitney Hilton is an American celebrity and socialite. She is an heiress to a share of the Hilton Hotel fortune, as well as to the real estate fortune of her father Richard Hilton. She provides hope for young people all over the U.S. and the world. She provides beauty and excitement to (most of) our otherwise mundane lives. Hilton is notable for her leading roles on the FOX reality series The Simple Life and in the remake of the Vincent Price horror classic "House of Wax". In addition to her work as an actress, she has achieved some recognition as a model, celebrity spokesperson, singer, and writer. As most of America now knows, Ms. Hilton was just charged in a Los Angeles court with
Got An Effing Promotion
I finally got the promotion I've been working on for like three years now...I am so going out to party this weekend..woooooohoooooooo. I am the happiest I have been in a lonnnnnnnnngggggg time..I could just explode.
Hi, Lets see, I am bored, so thought I would write a blog. I live in NY, and plan to be moving but staying in NY, just moving more up north. Eventually I want to move to VA, around Norfolk. Anyway, thats it for now. gina
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill ~Cherokee~ ©1998 Beyond the realm of this world, there is a "Reality", and it is known, by those who believe, as "GOD". There would be no reason to exist, were there not this "Reality", for then there would be no reward for all we suffer here. As the Bible speaks of "Heaven" and "Hell", it is my own belief that all lessons learned on my journey through life, bring me closer to the "
An Expression
I try to think of the words to express my feelings but I fail.. I hurt from the things that I keep inside . You dont understand or maybe you do but want me to bend . I am just a memory that keeps feet planted on the ground. I am just a voice that is somewhat familiar but cant be placed . I am a song that has long since been forgotten but still on the tip of your tounge. I am the nucience that breeds guilt. I am a fog that has seen the light of day and will be soon gone. I am the caller that can not get through. I am a wave that has crashed upon the rocks with a loud clap but in an instant is forgotten.I am the bad man that listens to his soul and regrets. I am the sane within the sanatarium that just wants to be like the rest . I am the lie on the tongue of beloved. I am the loser of the big game. I am the one you have dreamed about but still not want. My soul is tired and very misunderstood. Still the days keep on coming ...
Random/funny Stuff
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet88%Soft75%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet25%Awkward0%Shy0%
A time to live, a time to die A time to laugh, a time to cry A time for hot, a time for cold A time for young, a time for old A time to win, a time to lose A time for happy, a time for blues So when you hear sombody whine Saying that they have no time Time is what is everything Time is winter, time is spring Time is summer, and also fall Untill the day we have none at all
Naughty Boy
NAUGHTY BOY by IAK Night falls. A dim candle light flickers by the open window, a soft breeze from the ocean's shore below, the smell of roses along the path to the house. His hands touched the petals of the delicate flowers as he came to the window, his eyes searching the room for his Mistress. Before he could whisper her name, he could hear her humming in the bathroom and soon the sweet scent of lavender danced through the dark room, her favorite bath salts. He climbed over the window sill and made himself known with the clicking of his heels on the hardwood floor. The humming stopped. He peered into the steamy bathroom only to see an empty tub full of bubbles and candles lining it. His interest was peaked as he moved closer to the tub, only trying to imagine her in it. As he stood quietly, his hands tickling the water, he suddenly felt Her presence. All at once she pushed herself against his back, her wet, naked flesh taunting his body as he straightened up. She pulled a
In Loving Memory Of Tiger_maggie_da
In loving memory of Tiger_Maggie_Da (Betty) Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free. I will miss you my sweet friend !!! Tiger__Spanky aka Angela Mo_SweetAngel It is with a heavy heart that I post that Tiger_Maggie_DA has passed away. Tiger_LSUfan_Adm
Enter In To My Warped Mind...
So they say when you take sleeping pills, you will often have more and longer REM sleep, and hence will remember more dreams, and usually more details about the dreams...Well as some of you know, I usually have nightmares involoving demons or satan, or some other form of evil... So I've decided to log my dreams. Although I'm sure I've already forgotten a lot of last night's seeing how I've waited over 16 hours to type about it, I'm going to blog it anyway. First of all I've had several different kinds of dreams with my parent's house. The weird thing is, although they've all been different dreams, the house as always been the same in the dream. So I'm in my parents house, and about half the house is territory left untouched, and ignored as if it doesn't exist, though no one talks about it. And I walk around the house, as if I've never been there before, and I'm really enjoying discovering how huge and wonderful the house is. Oddly, I find that there's a VERY large full room
Poetry & Stuff
For every decision and indecision, For every mistake I make, For every chance not taken, For every path not explored, I wonder, Should I kiss you, Should I miss you, Should I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time I may lose you? For every thought, For every moment, For every reason, For every glimpse into the future, I wonder, Will I lose you, Will you miss me, Will I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time you may walk away? For every kiss, For every hug, For every lick, For every touch, I know, I would miss you, I would be sad, I would remember you, But I'm afraid, That in a short time you will be gone. every time I breath, every time I move, every time I think, every time I sleep, your on my mind and in my heart, you are everything to me, and would give up everything for you, smoking, drinking, sex, tasty food, my life...I would give it all up for you....I will love you till the very end of time....I've waited for someone to make me fee
Sex Is Fun
According to this reading, you are 86% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?' at
WOW RYELLOWFASTO7 bought me a 3 day BLAST for my birthday (((MAY 10th)) simple awesome ........ what a great dude
Starting Over
Ashleys Blog
I know this is going to sound childish but oh blog i can sound childish right?!?! lol =) anywho i'd really like to know why people downrate a picture then have the nerve to RIP IT!!! If your going to downrate something why rip it? .... /end rant lalalalalala So bored...nothing to do lalalalalalala and theres really no point to this blog....lalalala have a nice day!!!! xoxoxox *** might not make sense but it made sense when i was typing it lol** I swear family can be a big pain in would think if someone was having a baby they would want the whole family to know..well not in this cousin got his girlfriend preggers and we didnt find out intill the baby was born that he was gunna be a dad..and today we got an invite in the mail for the baby shower. Why would i want to go to a baby shower for a baby i didnt know was going to be born & buy things for a baby that i will only see in pictures. really makes no sense to me!!! Well
For My Mom-
Last Night Of Being Single
I just want to let everyone know that tonight is my last night as a single woman. Tomorrow I will be married and no longer on the market which means I will probably be shutting down my CT page. Thanks to everyone that I have met on here you all are great.
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free. By Dimitri Shostakovich A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would
My Life!!!
What I have… I have trust not doubt. I have honesty not wonder. I have fun not games. I have sincerity not just what one thinks I want to hear. I have hope not expectations. I have desire not need. I have true love not something to settled with. I love being in love with you honey. I love feeling complete and whole, more then I have ever felt before. There is a part of me that has been filled that I did not know was empty. I thought that I would have to give up on things I wanted and needed to be with someone and you have proven that to not be true. All I have done is love you the only way I know how and that is all you have ever wanted. I love that I can be perfect for someone and that it is you. You and I are not perfect but as we have said so many times we are so perfect for each other. I love you my sweet prince!!! I hold you close to me feel the breath of you and the wonder of you. I remember a time without you but only as one would remember a bleak and distant nig
Open offer lol. Feel free to hop onto camfrog and say hi and I may even flash my bits heehee. Cya soon I need some suggestions on what I could add to my profile so anyone who wants to let me know!
This Site.!!
First off I wana say im here to make friends ok not for points or money or what ever like alot of you are ok. im here tryin to get along with every one and get to know some in the process ok. when I put a sign on my profile and it says GIRLS ONLY it dont mean all guys take a look at me and try to add your self to my list ok. I sure dont appreciate some 1 who steals from me either like pics I dont steal from none of you I respect you all soo why take from me fare is fare right?? Now onto another matter we all have pics of course and yes I have pics and kinky ones too ok. and for some reason they seem to delete and boot my pics but its ok to have sum woman showin off her puss and sum guy showin off his tool or a couple flat out havin sex whats up with that??.. thats not fare at all your gunna pick on me but you wont do nothin to them why?? think about it this is happening to all of us everyday ok. and it has to stop some where. Thank you for your time your frien
Level Up
I Can't Cry Hard Enough
Standard Rant
The soul assumes a kind of apathy which is soon metamorphosed into pleasures a thousand times more exquisite than those which weakness and self-indulgence would procure for them. -- Marquis De Sade when i sit and think about how life progresses, the on,y thing i could come up with, is that there is no true constant. people come and go, emotions are unstable, society tends to look down upon its inhabitants. nothing is ever as it seems to be and never shall be again. to those that see this picture, need to understand that i am this skinny not because i don't eat, but because i have a very high metabloism. i weigh 169lbs and stand 6'2". yes i am a skinny lil kuss, but that aint my fault. i normally eat 4 meals aday.
Something That Makes Me Go Hhmm?
Just a few thoughts running in my head. Don't ya just hate getting into a rutt? I mean working all the time, no time for fun, some people would say your got time off now why don't you get your butt off the net and go somewhere, and my response to that is, sure ok where to go? what to do? and most importantly wheres the cash to do so. Sometimes it really sux to be a single parent, there is no free time and i mean free time to spend with your kid, and if there was it'd cost you and arm and a leg, i mean dang we went to the movies a while back, had to see the hills have eyes 2 and it was rather pricey just to see a movie. (Great now its raining) perfect for my blues. Sometimes I wish I was (taken care of" but then again I'm so headstrong I don't no I know I couldn't be controlled. Life is funny why do we want what we don't have? I know I'm just rambling on here and most likely not making any since (not to mention I don't ive a rats behind about my spelling) Guess I'm just moo
May 10th Birthday !!!
thanks for all the cards & gifts it helped me smile & apreciate all the nice things ...... i have started to come out of the depression mode some from all the happy thoughts i recieved ...... THANK YOU MY FRIENDS ..... love ya much and is nice knowin that ya care about me ........ got best present i could get right now ...... a new place to stay offer for only $200 a month ....... this is awesome since im have limited $$$$$ while waiting 4 my disabilty ...... and if i watch her kids while she works during the summer or nite work i may be able 2 stay 4 FREE !!! ....... its a room in the new house she is getting soon ...... just gotta get me a new bed & ill b ready 2 go ...... my kitty is more than welcome there and her daughter loves cats & wants 2 help feed & water mine ...... ill have full use of the house and she said i could use her car now & then if i needed to get somewhere or she drive me there .....((( HAPPY BDAY 2 ME ))) could be ready by beginning of JUNE !!! YABBA DA
My Meez
Why R Guys Such Dicks????
What The Fuck
u know i have just tried to have a new mum i never did one at all and i just did one and people r calling me gay homo fag and shit like that i dont know what there problem is but it is pissing me off now
Contest's That Needs Help
Hey all of my family and friends this is my contest there is no time limit on it. but i need 200,000 comments to get the masion thanks all this is CHERRYPIEX a kool friend of mine her contest started today sept 1, 2007 and will run until sept 9th . stop by and bomb her good Thanks mystical dreams here is the link to her profile too show her some love CHERRYPIEX ~~CONFEDERATE BOMBER AND S*U*P FAMILY MEMBER@ fubar
Dont Wonder
Dont wonder about whats going on dont wonder about how things are dont worry your pretty lil smile right off your face because alls well that ends well and everything is just A-OK.... I couldnt be great and i couldnt have a greater life so what if things have not gone all that great but i have 3 great kids and a wonderful man that means the world to me and I also have a great family besides my 3 great kids, my mom is such a big help in my life and then there is my second mom that has been there since i was 4 she was there when the worst was going on and my real mom and dad was sick and as i grew up she has become one of my best friends and taught me to fellow my heart and see all the love that i have to share it with the one i love and since i have learned to share my love with that one specail person in my life it has been a new being for me and i wouldnt want it anyother way because its like a total completness. With the steps of love being taken and the steps of heling one an other
Life Of A Pothead
laters peeps wont be back for awhile ...........KISSES TO ALL MY LOVELY BITCHES... sup, how ya been? NEWARK — Police may be closer to finding the person responsible for a Tuesday night fatal shooting of a pizza delivery man on Jefferson Street. Police released a composite sketch of a "person of interest" in a 4 a.m. Tuesday robbery of an Incredible Pizza driver on South Pine Street. During that incident a delivery man was robbed by three white men, one of which had a handgun. ADVERTISEMENT Newark Police Acting Chief Al Zellner said that robbery may be related to an 11:30 p.m. apparent robbery attempt Tuesday that took the life of Robert A. Swick, 41, of Newark. Both incidents included a bogus pizza order to an existing address. Licking County Crime Stoppers has offered a $1,000 reward for information that leads to the conviction of those involved in the incidents. Swick, who was delivering pizza for Papa John’s to a Jefferson Street address, died as a result of a
Just Stuff
My cherrytap lover says I'm a dork and I think I would have to agree now. Well, maybe dork isn't the right word. Dumb ass may be more appropriate. I can't walk... and it's not the reason you may think :) I decided to drop a 15 lb. box of tile on my big toe at work. Hurt like a bitch!!! Just to help everyone out... DON'T EVER DO THAT! IT HURTS! And you'll spend 4 hours in the emergency room for them to tell you it isn't broken and give you vicodin. This may be the vicodin talking! Well, goodnight everyone. I am going to attempt to go to sleep with a very sore toe. Wish me luck!!! And if I can't spell... It's the drugs ;)
i will be leaving for my ARMY basic and advance training from june11th for about 22 weeks or so. just thought i will let you know, if you do not hear from me, that means i am not allowed to use my cell phone or internet during that period. Love you all. Moe Most of you by now, allready know i am enlisting to the National Guard Service. I had my ASVAB test today and i scored 67. I still do not know what that means, but i have an apointment with the recruiter tomorrow to explain it all to me. Will update you more soon. Thanks for your wishes. Thank you to all of my friends and fan, for all the support and advises. I apreciate all your advises, i am going through my training more confident then before, and that is all thanks to you. Stay cool and supportive. Most love and respect. Moe
Clearing My Head
Gone After Tonight Might Be Back Might Not See Inside For Details
Im Tired..
Im tired, im tired of being alone. im tired of people calling me ugly and calling me names. im tired of nit having some one to come home too after work. im tired of not having some one to talk to besides guys or my employees at work. im tired of my life bein a total mess. im tired of hurting at night from my parents beating on me when I was a kid. im tired of missing my lil brother. I collect exotic animals to replace all I miss and I have screwed up in my life. I have been alone 4 yrs now. im tired of not knowing what to do from day to day time to time any more. all I do is work and sleep . Im soo tired of living... im tired.
Rants About Things That Annoy And Piss Me Off.
I Give up! im fucking sick of being so god dam nice to everyone and just having it throwen back in my face! ive said it to a few people but they didnt belive me that i can be a real Sadistic asshole, well now ive been pushed off the edge...soo now alot of you will see the Sadistic asshole in me! fuck being nice im sick of being walked all over just for people i thought where my friends! maybe now ill find out who my real friends are! on and off this site! Paris Hilton was ordered back to jail today, where she BELONGS! hopefully she will stay there for the remainder of her sentence or evne better hope she just dies in there, then ill be very happy! well i admit i do like the site more then when i first joined ive met some very awsome and sweet people on here who im glad to call true FRIENDS....but something ive noticed alot on here thats kinda rude of some people and annoying is in the blasts or whatever people say come rate fan and friend me or whatever then they said if u do they will
Trip To Washington Dc
U Just Wish It Was Yours
i know most of u drive either leagally or not well im here to just make a statement no one really knows me but im a truck driver and guess what i got something to say to all of you. just cuz ur little car or pickup can zip around trucks doesnt make u safe from getting killed by one the only reason im writing this is im tired of seeing body bags on the high way plus i just bought another truck and i dont want in a wreck look i know im rambbling but i think this will go with what im trying to say. a couple of months ago i was in L.A. a car was flying 2 lanes from me on the left i was in the process of trying to pass another truck the guy driving the car saw his exit and shot across 3 lanes of traffic to get to it well he made it across 2 lanes safe well not exactly safe he was inches from being my new hood orniment but he didnt make it all the way across member the truck i was passing he hit the truck and well long story short they couldnt show him at the funeral and the truck driver he
I Want To Know Why People.....
Things are alot better now that my neice moved out ...It is quieter and no more fighting and yelling...We just can not live together, but I do miss her aned my lil great nephew ALOT though...She is like my own kid and he is such a good boy...I just hope she settles down some more and feels better about things too...I love them both with all my heart and it hurt when she left, but that was my chocie...Well I asked her to leave but none the less she will be better off because now the baby has someone to play with and go outside to play with too:D...So Carrie remember I love ya if you read this..Auntie is here if you need a shoulder and remember that ALWAYS....T. please tell me why people be posting the stupid ass shit they do in the bullitens????I mean are they not sposed to be for important stuff????I am tired of going to read a post and it says...MAIL THIS TOO 200 PEOPLE OR YOULL BE DEAD BY MORNING...OR IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND YOULL DO THIS....I am NOT able to post for every single 1 of m
Thursday's Poem
Zeus's Toy April 2005 MDJ Oh, my feet have grown roots into this carpet! A sudden striking of your Aphroditian beauty Befuddles and bewilders me! Here, within these halls of eating, Where all expect everything bland Upon inspection, even mundane; To find you! Such exceptionally rare and exquisite visual repasts, Calls for more self control Than any man alive may condone! Are you the gods, play toy? A being carved not from flesh Rather the unrestrained desires of immortals Incarnated to drive the normal man mad? Zeus must have called to the 7 corners of the world Requiring a full pantheon of goddesses divine attributes To pose while he chiseled alabaster marble, Painted midnight stars into your hair Laughing when he breathed life into you, A walking talking breathing incomparable statue Designed to melt the race of mens hearts! Your every step and bounce An ache to the wandering soul Of every male within eyesight; Hearing church bells ring with
If A Man And I Felt Like This
Just Good News
well got some good news and bad news, good news is that i dont hve cancer, but the bad news is that the doc told me i needed to have my breast reduced, all the pain that i was having that i thought was from surgery wasnt from surgery after all. so i have to go see the family doc and have some more test run and then go see a plastic surgeon. but i would really like to know what you guys think. just please keep your comments to helpful suggestions lol i love you guys but i know how you can be lol hey guys just a note to let you know that i got through surgery fine. no sign of cancer. had a rough day yesterday and not such a good night so far tonight, but over all good. thank you to all who sent kind words and prayers. That meant so much to me. you guys are all wonderful and i love you all to death. WEDDING NIGHT Honeymoon at Home: Fred and Mary get married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the m
i just got back from my vacation so sorry i havent been here i ll try to get caught up on all of u soon . see i cant figure out y dick heads like sexygordonfan84 whos still freash meat has 1 picx and want to rate a 6 he s not the only one ive seen 7s ,9s those aint to bad really not like the 1s and 2s some newbies give andf i usally just let it go but tonight its bugging me im sick of my friends beeing messed with by ass holes and low rating prick . likle i sayed im just venting . lol and sanswer this end it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car kar
North Carolina Or Bust
Wooooo Hoooo tomorrow morining i am adventuring off to the land of north carolina with one of my best friends Jeannie where the men are just a little hotter than in michigan this should deffinatly be an adventure!!! Camp Lejeune and kill devil hills here we come!!!
For My Good Friend Yoda
Can someone Please give me a VIP so I can keep posting all these great, Silly and Erotic Photos!Thank you all for your support! Please rate and comment on my photos! I like Horns, that go Honk!
When Your Hand Is In Mine
when your hand is in mine all paradise is with me when you're with me who needs the world? I want to get destroyed in your love let my breath find shelter in your heart let me get destroyed in your love as close as fragrance is to one's breath as close as melody is to one's lips like thoughts in the mind like arms entwined as close as dreams are to eyes stay as close to me my soulmate take me in your arms and drench yourself with my tears let the chained flood in my heart break free there's so much pain it'll flood your lap as close as secrets in a heart as close as raindrops in a cloud as close as the moon is to the night as close as kohl is to the eyes as close as the waves in the sea stay as close to me, my soul mate my breath was incomplete and so were my heartbeats I was incomplete but now the moon is full in the sky and now we are complete too.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi A Kiss is just a kiss..But when shared between two lovers it is shear bliss
Dark Promises
I found something that I really want, and I am really thinking about getting. This thing is so cool!!!! Tell Me What You Think? Just wanted to let ya'll know that I bought it finally....and I'll let ya'll know how it turns out!
Fun Stars 5-10-07
Being a masochist stinks, especially when it's happening over a situation you've encountered before. However, the stars say your luck is about to change if you're willing to own up to your part in what's happened. thought this was funny seemings how i'm supposed to go to church (HA!!!!!) and have marrital councelling with a man that won't let me have my divorce a man that is so delusional, he actually thinks he stands any hope of ever being aloud back into my life again. maybe he should have thought twice before becoming violent
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted... I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much
Have A Great Week Everyone
I will not be on again until AFTER Mother's Day. I work for a Florist...need I say more?? So, just wanted to wish everyone of my FEMALE friends on my page a very Happy Mother's Day. I am going nutz at work....then to come home and deal with more nutty situations!!! My EX and his bitch wife are at it again with the nasty blogs, Fake profiles and harrassment. Those two just don't give up!!! Like I need this bullshit during the busiest time of year for Florists! SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE IN CHERRY TAP, BUT I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS ASSHOLE OVER ON YAHOO 360, WHO HAS BEEN STALKING, HARRASSING AND THREATENING ME FOR THE PAST WEEK. BEEN WRITING TO YAHOO EVERY DAY TRYING TO GET HIS PAGE SHUT DOWN. THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME WITH THIS QUEST, I WOULD SURE APPRECIATE IT. THIS MAN IS A SICKO AND NOT WHO AND WHAT HE SAYS HE IS. I WOULD CERTAINLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET IN GETTING HIM SHUT DOWN AND NEVER HAVING ANOTHER YAHOO ACCT. AGAIN. ENCLOSED IS HIS PROFILE URL.
Random Nature Of Boredom
so for a few months now i've been rambling around ct checking out people as i go along. inevitably i've reached a juncture of sorts. so often thoughts or actions seem to be shooting by so quickly that it's easy to just keep sliding down that preconceived pathway (school, work, house, car, family, blah, blah, blah). i suppose we all have those moments where we begin to question purpose. in saying this i'm not just talking about my profile, etc... i'm talking about life itself. as an ardent atheist i don't believe in things like fate or destiny, so i suppose i'm resigned to basically wait out my time before becoming fuel for the fire. what does everyone else do to fill in the blank spots? do we actually enrich those dull moments in our lives, or do we just convince ourselves of fulfillment? i suppose that it's all just a state of mind. given time i'll be drawn right back into the rat race like so many other faceless masses. perhaps it's good to step aside for this short moment
ok everyone after work i will be going to my dads house wher ther is no comp so if i dont reply i'll get ya when i get back. i will be back monday have a great weekend yall! Just so yall know im going to alburqurque to visit my bro and see my nephew. i might be on but i dont know.. everyone have a grat weekend! In case im not on here im abut to have to help a friend who is getting out of the hospital tomorrow she doesnt have the internet so i will only be able to get on at work( if i can find the help so i can go to work that is...) and on my rare moment at the house grabbing shit. so if im not on forgive me
Discovering Dreams
I've had this dream a million times and it usually signals the end of a relationship, however this one while very familiar it was quite different. I'm standing at the alter, and as usual I know who everyone in the room is, the difference for the first time ever I'm able to see the brides face. The minister begins the ceremony and you start to walk down the isle, the sight of the very angel whom guards my heart, smiling so big, tears beginning to run down your face, a glow of complete delight about your person. As you reach the alter the Minister goes through the vows in sign language as he speaks aloud, the ceremony going as planned many months before. The sun glowing off of the water in the distance behind him with colors of pinks, reds, golds, blues, and greens streaming through the sky, the soft white sand blowing between our toes and over our feet. Unlike the other times I've had this dream, I survived to the very end and even went on to the honey moon but that part of the dream
Mommy Dearest
huddling in the corner, i'd await the next blow, hitting me in the head or legs, so no one else would know, did you feel the power when you knocked me to the ground?, taking your frustrations out on me when no one else was around, did it hurt to see me cry?, or withdrawl into myself, start cutting my arms, because nothing else would help, happy fucking mother's day, i'm glad your six feet down, i feel the weight lifted you can no longer push me around! our love was a secert that became full blown thrown together one rainy night your heart i called my own we'd get into dumb drunken fights you'd cry till i let you come home i bared my soul not something i usually do i let you in you were my best friend you hated drama yet it always seemed to find you you played your guitar rode around in your dumb red car i worshipped you i pushed our love away its not something i meant to do you loved me unconditionally something i never found i choose another pa
Um Yeah
I'm so sick of the fakeness that goes on on this site. Do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel good, because I could care less, but please don't bring it into my world. Thank you! Have a nice day! Yes, I know this isn't your typical Fubar blog, but I thought it was interesting & I believe it works. :) Many people who order their lives rightly in all other ways are kept in poverty by their lack of gratitude. Having received one gift from God, they cut the wires which connect them with Him by failing to make acknowledgment. It is easy to understand that the nearer we live to the source of wealth, the more wealth we shall receive; and it is easy also to understand that the soul that is always grateful lives in closer touch with God than the one which never looks to Him in thankful acknowledgment. The more gratefully we fix our minds on the Supreme when good things come to us, the more good things we will receive, and the more rapidly they will come; and the reaso
Go Me!
Hello all! I've decided to do a somewhat massive friends deletion. I'm not mad or snobby or anything, I just can't keep up with everyone, and there are some people on there I've never even talked to. However, if you're in my "family," or I've talked to you at all recently, or, hell, even if you have something interesting in your "about me" section, I won't be deleting you, of course. :) I'd just really like to be able to navigate through my friends list and know who everyone is. If you'd like to stay on and we haven't talked in a while (or ever) just send me a message and let me know! Thanks everyone! Alissa In seeing some wonderful poetry and other writings by a couple of my friends today, I thought about trying to be creative...but then I said, "nah!" lol Just getting things out is going to have to work for the moment. I feel as though I am standing on the edge of a precipice. I have to be very careful, but at the same time life is absolutely exhilarating. I'm sadden
What Have I Become
twisted soul, black heart, jaded are my thoughts, memories haunting me, not wanting to go on darkness fills my veins, what have i become?, hell bent on revenge, not caring that it's wrong i cut my wrists, i await my fate, the judgement tolls begin to toll, giving into my pain, the only thing i can control
Just My Thoughts And News
Here I sit, at my mother's house in my old bedroom, the first place that I ever made love, the first place I ever layed with the boy that would later be my husband, and tomorrow, June 10th, is my birthday, his birthday, our anniversary, and will make 9yrs to the day since I gave myself to him... But tomorrow will not be a happy day, instead of holding me, kissing me, and loving me like he always does, my Jimmy is locked away in a tiny jail cell, waiting to see if/when he will get to hold me again. Tomorrow, instead of holding him and telling him happy birthday/anniversary, I get to put my hand on a piece of glass and talk through a phone.... GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!! TOMORROW IS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! Ok everyone, know I have been gone for a while, and not sure when I will be back... My hubby, which most of you know, Jimmy Sway, is waiting trial rightnow back home in KY!!!! He got arrestted by the feds last thursday and I am not sure how long he will be gone for... anyways,
Break Bread
I write little shorts now and then, this is something I wrote earlier this year. I know I had to look out of place walking out of the building with a coat on when summer was only a few weeks away. I had been visiting a friend at the University that worked in a cold room. While it wasn't as cold as he had said, I was still happy to have been wearing the jacket. Regardless, I emerged from the large stone building pock marked with windows, distracted by the extreme difference of temperatures. I use this as an excuse because I would like to believe that I would have noticed something was amiss as I turned down the alleyway between two building, but I truly didn't. I should have asked myself why someone would be wearing a suit, yet choose to take a semi dusty, dirty alley versus the well traveled sidewalk path on the other side of the building. My rational mind dismissed it as he simply was taking the same short cut I was taking. I still blame the temperature change. The distance b
Final Goodbye
i was talkin with a very close friend lastnight and i had anxiety attack about my mom.for her death.if i wasnt where i was when she called i wouldnt of been fighting with her and we woulda still been talkin, and she would still be here today,and woulda never been under the stress&disapointment that i put her thru that valentines day.and the true friend that he is tried to talk me thru it even as much as i didnt wanna hear it wasnt my fault for her death.he said to do good in my life to make her proud.that she wouldnt want me not eating, sleeping or crying over her.and hes right she wouldnt want me crying over her death. in fact she woulda wanted to have her captn morgan at her showing with her music playin in the background. but anyway he talked some sense into me and said a way that i could say my final goodbye to her since we werent talkin when she died. he said to do something that she wanted, and she always said she wanted her ashes spread at her parents grave that way she cou
Abuse Awareness
Yes. Children who have witnessed violence are more likely to be either abusers or victims themselves. Children tend to copy the behaviour of their parents. Boys learn from their fathers to be violent to women. Girls learn from their mothers that violence is to be expected, and something you just have to put up with. Children don't always repeat the same pattern when they grow up. Many children don't like what they see, and try very hard not to make the same mistakes as their parents. Even so, children from violent families often grow up feeling anxious and depressed, and find it difficult to get on with other people. What can help? * Professionals working with children, including doctors, nurses, teachers and social workers, should make themselves available for the child to talk to, and offer the help and advice they need. * Posters in community centres, schools and health centres can give information and guidance. * Women's Aid and Victim Support are national
Tribute To Mothers Everywhere
This is something I read this morning. I thought it was worth reposting. Happy Mother's Day to all of you who are moms or moms-to-be. Mother She dreamed of you from the time she was a little girl cradling a baby doll in her arms. She always saw you playing around the little cottage in her childhood dreams. She carried you in her body and you made her sick every morning for weeks and weeks. She bore you into the world through intense pain, but when she heard you cry and saw your wrinkled face, she forgot all about it and wept tears of joy. She fed you at her breast and her whole world revolved around you. She stole into your room at night just to watch you sleep and she was sure you were the most beautiful child on earth. She sat up through the night to bathe away the fever and at breakfast, your dad said, "Sleep well, honey"? oblivious to the all night vigil. She somehow always knew when you needed her, even in the middle of the night, and she came to your room and change
Enamorada Estoy enamorada Con un precioso, si Estoy enamorada Con un buen chico por me. El no es mi amante, Pero si es mi amor Cuando con el, yo creo que No tengo mas dolor. No puedo decirlo Porque el tiene una novia Pero si le amo Y espero que me ama. Cuando estoy sin este chico No tengo una Corazon Porque si el quiere lo Entonces de el mi Corazon y amor son. Yo se que le amo Para toda mi vida Ser conmigo le deseo Porque el es mi vida.
Between The Two
Between the Two Angels let me go I don’t want to care anymore Demons leave me alone I feel like loving someone a lil more- Twisting between the two Being the most hated and loved The dark side that most never knew The light everyone once shoved- Angels let me go I don’t wanna care anymore Stress overwhelms everyone I know You add it to my list like its my chore- Something I just have to do Even if I know them not Angels find someone new Their burdens corrupt my every thought- Demons don’t you grab me I dare not sell my soul Why won’t you let me be? Give me back the heart the angels stole-
Ok This Star Did What???
Tim McGrawTim McGraw was absolutely stuffed after a dinner at Vaticano near Toronto ... and he proved it to photogs outside his hotel. Tim and wife Faith Hill dined with country crony Reba McEntire for three hours -- and the father of three was feeling pretty darn perky afterward -- unveiling his belly for passersby and paparazzi. Make it four? Just to see you smile. NOW I SAW THIS PIC TODAY ON A COUPLE OF BLOGS. THIS ONE HAS ME LMAO. IS MISS B PACKING???????????? LOL. OK THIS IS TOO MUCH & LIKE WHO TOOK THIS PIC? & LIKE WHY AM I POSTING IT????? I DON'T KNOW BUT I THINK EVERYONE WILL EITHER LAUGH OR GET OFF ON IT. LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK. THIS COCO DIVA IN THE HOUSE Posted Jun 4th 2007 1:16PM by TMZ Staff Filed under: Celebrity Justice TMZ has learned that actor Shemar Moore was arrested early Friday morning on suspicion of DUI in Los Angeles. According to the CHP arrest report obtained by TMZ, the former "Young and the Restless" star was pulled over afte
Have You Ever
Have You Ever 5/17/04 Have you ever thought about the future? About what you shall become Have you ever told someone you care And will love them for all the years to come?- Have you ever had a friend One honest and true, that won’t make you blue? A friend that loves you, because you’re you- Have you ever watched a sunset, Or watched the stars shine so bright And know you will never forget What makes your troubles light- Have you ever ran like the wind Or walked across the beach’s warm sand? Have you ever found the love of a fairy tale end Or walked with a friend hand-in-hand- Have you ever loved someone enough That you would give your life To make them become tough And diminish their reason for strife- Have you ever had a friend To which compares the rose, Don’t shiver fearing the end ‘Tis the protection the thorn shall pose.-
How Evil Are You?
You Are 60% Evil You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?
Thug Passion
THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK ALIZE REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE THUG'S HARD MENTALITY AND WHEN BLENDED EVENLY, IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY. I BELIEVE THAT WITH ANY MAN NOT JUST A THUG, A GOOD WOMEN CAN SOFTEN ANY MANS HEART. SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT. I have something I need to get off my chest, Im not getting why people continuly treat me like a floor mat. I reach out to them and they shit all over me.Do I have door mat, please wipe feet on K on my forehead? Im done trying to be nice to thoses who keep putting their ass in my face, because they had a bad day. This is what I have to say to u.IF U CAN'T BE NICE AND APPRECIATE A GOOD FRIEND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Come Check Out & Join My World
I had to invite my Cherry Top Friends to join the BEST interracial community on MSN. Lil-Shaq's World! Come on in and meet gorgeous ladies, handsome men, experience new things, and just have fun! It's a drama-free group for people of all races, colors, sizes, religions, & different places to meet and have fun! You MUST a registered MSN profile with a picture, age, and location or you will NOT be accepted. (MUST BE 18 YRS OR OLDER TO JOIN) Blank applications will be denied. If you are going to join, I ask that you don't be shy. Post your pics of yourself in the photo album. Fill out the Member Info & Your Birthday, And jump right in and participate in the community! Thank You! One Love! Lil-Shaq
The Baby
Our Babies name is Jacqlyn Nichole...If ya dont like it o well its not your choice. p~~~~~~ Well we just went to the dr. and its a girl. This means there will be 4 lil girls in the house come this winter. When we come up with a name it will be known.
Lost In A Kiss
Lost in a kiss, What a magickal thing. When it happened to me,oh my heart did sing. Never before had i knew such. Never before did i love so much. Visions of wonder danced in my head, What seemed like a dream was real insted. When it happens to you,you'll know this. The magick of love, is being Lost In A Kiss.... Silverthorn..
Guest Book
please show me some love and sign mine guest book...i love you all...mwahhhhhhh
It is a rare person who does not attach some sort of value or emotion to some physical object or to an event. A home becomes more than a building. A statue of the Virgin Mary, a crucifix, a flag or a song, or even a photograph can stir emotions greater than the value of the material item. I have a piece of paper showing I served in the Marine Corps until I was discharged honorably. But, oh, the memories that piece of paper conjures up. The friends, the fun times. The bad times. The times when we were bound closer to strangers than to our own families and, in frightening chaos, our lives hung by a thread. Many of our friends died far from home. Ask us about the feeling of "American soil" upon returning to the land we loved. Ask those returning Marines about America. Remember the old, faintly humorous band of American Legionnaires, wearing out-dated military uniforms straining at the buttons. But, God how proudly they marched. Grinning, waving to friends and families, a
Turkish Oil Wrestle (what Do You Think?)
Hope it works! ;) BUT: what do you think? 1. It`s sport 2. It`s sexual fun :D
Step On Me
I just posted a bulletin I am done with this site One more week and I'm deleting completely. Msg me if you want my yahoo I had written a pretty good blog about ten minutes ago... but it got erased because I accidently hit the "back" button. Goddammit. Scott fucked me over. Hardcore. The one person who claimed he would NEVER do that, has done that, in fact. He screwed me over so hard that I don't think I can ever trust him again. I'm still unsure on whether I want to talk to him or just break it off completely. He didn't think I would ever find out...and I stumbled on his damn blog last night, not knowing he even used this account anymore. And all his actions were right there...right in front of me... and it killed me. I am dead. From the inside out...
Just Wondering.....
Why is it guys say things like......."Don't worry your pretty little head about it, you wouldn't understand stuff like this anyway" (wanna bet?), "You're being a drama queen" (ok, there are a few out there, but usually not), "Must be that time of the Month" (usually not {I hate this one}) or "You're just being jeleous!" (in most cases, not even! {I also hate this one; poly-amorous lifestyle doesn't have room for it}), when all us gals are just trying to do is find some understanding of your (at times) stranger than usual actions and/or logic? I was just wondering; a while back I'd posted a bulletin/petition on having more than one crush. I haven't heard anything since. Does anyone out there in CT knows what happened with it? Is it still making the rounds? Or did it die because it didn't get passed on at some point? Or did it get lost in cyber-space? Can someone let me know?
The West Memphis Three: Did Satanists Murder 3 Boys? By Fiona Steel
Fiona Steel is a former marketing and business administrator whose writing talents include writing top-selling, marketing and training video scripts for international companies as well as writing training manuals on business skills and computer software. With a teaching and psychology background, Fiona developed an interest in crime writing from the perspective of the psychological aspects of the criminal mind. Her particular interest is the woman’s involvement in criminal matters, both victim and perpetrator. Fiona lives in Queensland, Australia with her writer husband and three children. UPDATES MAY 1999 TO JANUARY 2001 According to a news item on the website, John Mark Byers, the stepfather of victim Christopher Byers was imprisoned after having his parole revoked for attempting to sell drugs to an undercover police officer in Jonesboro, Arkansas. The hearing was held on May 26, 1999 in Sharp County where he was found guilty of violating the conditions of his parole and s
hahah todays movie listing times hahah yay it starts at 4:20 hahah a must see High film=Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End: in Digital Projection (PG-13, 168 min.) 12:40pm | 4:20pm | Ok i don't about anyone else but man that dude that won todays spot light i don't know if to laugh or be scared but is there anyways to hide him .... i'm not diggin lookin at him... WOOHOO 1000 away from leveling up HELP!!!!!!!!!! hope everyone is haveing a good night.. Blessing for a good weeknd...xoxoxox
This Could Be You???
a All you hear about is horror stories about internet relationships. You never hear too many success stories. Hi, My name is Charlene and I have a special request for the holidays. Wouldnt it be wonderful for the FU family to actually participate in the reuniting of FU found love. > > My story begins like this. I only joined Cherrytap to find friends. I wasn't looking for love. Well, after awhile and several months I started talking to a guy named Chuck and we instantly hit it off. The more we talked, the more we are interrested in eachother. About four months later he flew 2200 miles to spend his vacation time with me and we fell mad crazy in love with eachother. > > Unfortunately :( we are unable, financially to unite for the holidays to begin, what I feel would be, a Reunited, FUBAR, Home For The Holidays, True Love success story which would be a wonderful theme for FUbar to advertise on it's site. Maybe a new column for, Love connections on Fubar, success Story column. A n
Maraschino Cherry, For Real!
I would LOVE to be able to play on here alllll day long, but damned work gets in the way :D or better yet every week. Do you... sometimes.... find yourself wishing it was Friday already???? What a waste, to wish your life away. Stop it! I spent my evening at a funeral home last night, losing another cousin, this one 8 yrs younger. It can put so many things into perspective about life, family and ones own mortality when going through something like this. The bottom line remains the same as it has always been. Don't live life thinking there's always tomorrow, but that's not always true. Always be there for family, and make sure you tell them how you feel about them. You may never get the chance tomorrow. Don't let time be the thing that causes you to drift from family and friends. It can be as cruel as it can be a comfort. Love, it's what we humans do best, and helps us to be our best.
My Life
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!
For All Those At Home Dads
Wishing All Mothers out there in cherry land a happy mothers day.. There's too many out there to send a wish to all of you individually, so I thought I would do it this way... I know I don't tell my own mother I love her nearly often enough, and I didn't say it that much to my grandmothers who are gone now. We can never tell them often enough that we love them, and before you know it they are gone, so start now, and tell your moms you love and appreciate them every day. You only get one.... So here is to all you mothers out there, MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Saluting all those stay at home dads, and to all dads raising the kids on their own..Being a mother myself, I know it is an extremely hard 24-7 job. These dads deserve all the praise in the world. Good job dads!!! Mr. Mom (For those at home dad's!)
For Those Few That Actually Care Bout Me
hey i know 4 sum ppl this has no importance... but, my poor lil kitty cat sully (the big fat 19 pounder) has been diagnosed with kitty leukemia and isnt doin so well:( he hasnt ate or drank in 2 or 3 days and stubborn bastid (takes after his daddy) wont take any medicine or let the doctors look @ him at all:(. so yes behind all the jokes sarcasm n laughter i DO have a heart and some resemblance of emotion :( po kitty kat :(
It takes a diamond a million years to attain perfection.. until then.. Anonymity We seek anonymity, As a child we hide behind Our parents legs Shyly peeking around Seeing and yet Not wanting to be seen. Why be alone, Not realized Transparent without Substance. Fleeting shadows Partially illuminated, Disparate light Of evening’s candle Not really seen Not really known. Night fog, delicate Wisps across the Morning glade Dissipated by The light of day Gone forevermore Was it ever there? Wayward rose Embedded in stone, Delicate rose, each Petal the epitome Of symmetry. Shallow earth bound Scorched in risen sun Singular, alone, Not rooted in Self, nourishment Drawn not From earth’s collective Well-spring. Solitary diamond Brilliant, to be Seen, worn in Celebration of Rich garments Not kept in A box, hid in A drawer. Why hide the Rose, why store The diamond, Why be the fleeting Wisp of thought When the smell of The roses by th
This Guys A Jerk
This guy is a Jerk Rob@ CherryTAP He rated me a "1" because I said I did not want to IM him on yahoo or msn. Please this guy is an ass and I thought you would like to know what he did.. :( ~Sexy~
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
The True
These were sent to me by email.. and the caption was so mean... "GUYS BEFORE YOU DATE..MAKE THEM WASH THEIR FACES FIRST" anyways, see..they are still beautiful and REAL without their make-up
My Animals ...
Dear Dogs and Cats, When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the objective. Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can run I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping - they can actually curl up in a ball! It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that stick
Should You Be Institutionalized. ?
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"
Respect And Gratitude
Respect and Gratitud for all you guys that have coment my mum , even if i did not liked your coment i owe you for taking your time in reading my posted information , thaks the Don is gratefull and what ever he can do to pay you back he will do it . Our position in Iraq keeps getting worst and worst . What is our nation going to do ? I think we should end this thing , its been a long time and nothing seems to be accomplished .
Just Hmmmmmm
My Daddy
i won't call home today...i won't hear my Daddy's voice...i won't tell him i love him, i won't go take him to breakfast...what i will do is reach into my heart, and pull the memories of him out..there are no words..a Daddy lost...its only been 6 weeks, feels like eternity..hurts like it was yesterday...
The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with th
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Mothers Day
Our Family Life
Yes, I am firefighter. So if any of you want to know how hard it was to have a family. It is tough, but I have a tough family who will never back down from anything. And what the head of the family say to this is: "Dad you are too sweet. Yes, I remember that. And that was always happening and mom and sis didn't know what to do. I was their to help you out. And I will think of you as my hero." justin has his own updates with his marriage. jennifer has her own updates with her own relationship. so does our dad too. and our birth parents too. please take a look at justin and jennifer's jounrals. They haven't been together for about a year now. His last works to us where have fun with your mom and her new bf. He has come back as our dad, but nothing more to our mom. Justin in now married to wendy. He is happy and he wish mom all the best of luck. Justin and jennifer now will just be the great of friends. we don't know about our other dad.
Bad Day
Stuck in a world Of blinding pain Stuck in an endless battle Between right and wrong Between life and death Between happiness and hurt Stuck in a bleak place Where light does not penetrate The dark that surrounds me An abyss of pain An abyss where a heart Should beat strong A cold empty space That can no longer be filled No happiness can be felt No love can be given No love can be received Heart broken too often Loved not enough I’ve given up on hope Given up on love Given up on life Each day is a farce A lie I live to show To those that are blind That cannot see How empty life is To me
Mean Joe???
I guarantee if we had more jails like this there would certainly be a lot less crime in our country… Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (in Arizona) who created the "tent city jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights. Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then he started chain gangs for women so he wouldn't get sued for discrimination. He took away cable TV until he found out there was a federal court order that required cable TV for jails. So he hooked up the cable TV again only let in the Disney channel and the weather channel. When asked why the weather channel he replied,
imagine the mystical your vision would be me walking down paths of destruction unyielding to pain and desolation within me you find solace and i find desire rush to my side delve into my depths leave no traces and i shall weep forgiveness i shall bring comfort to no end deliver me~
New Drugs For Women
D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a
im soooooo easy.. no not that way you freaks... heres the dealie-o im 25 i have one child im not looking for a daddy for 'im i want sex..and lots of i will do anything for my man dont bug me in the middle of the game i will get your beer and mine during half time or commercial you get a bj three times a day m-f, three times on saturday, and i promise to suck you off all day sunday over and over and over again cept when im making sunday dinner. your dealie-o tell me what you want, be assertive show affection tie me up cuddle with me and dont be a rotten lil chit in the middle of my finals.. and dont keep me in the corner.. i want to be at your side not 4 steps behind
Just Here
hello everyone. i just want everyone 1 2 know that i have enjoyed being friends with yall. but i think im going to leave cherry tap. i have my reasons. i just want everyone 2 know that i still want to remain friends with yall, but it is something i have to do. some people probably wont miss me but i know i will miss everyone. and no nobody ticked me off. but it is because of someone. the reason i am thinking about leaving. but anyways that is all i wanted to say. please comment if u would like i will probably leave off here tomorrow. so please tell me yalls thoughts i would like to hear them. yall have a great night. i hope to talk to yall tomorrow. i want2 thank everyone 4 the comments.and with that being said im stayin on. i shouldnt let anything stupid make me leave here, so yall convinced me 2 stay, i am glad i have frieds out there that care. actually i know all my friends care and i am thankful 4 everyone of u. so i will go now but again i thank yall. you know when u first start
My Small Town
to all of ya'll haitin on my N.O Saints kiss my white a** cuz this is going to be the year for my home town heroes and i got money on it so if you haitin let me know to all the mothers that may read this you have made this world a better place in 1 way or another so i wish you a very happy mothers day in this small town i live in i here people crying over anything and everything i know a few people waiting on road home money and there complaining its taking to long well people i lost my house to and my insurance is not paying off road home is not helping im rebuilding all by myself so please shut up about it already and for every one else im sorry to put you threw that
Gas Wars-let Do Something About It
------GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it < /FONT>might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" oursel ves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.79
Info On My Band Evil_corse
she walks in moon glow paled beyond compare russet tresses down her back silver eyes shining bright she walks to you the golden boy sun bronzed the enlightened you turn away for you do not see she lives for you and never me i watch impatiently look my way dear one but she will not i tremble and tears fall she is my angel
Need Help Asap Please
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CHANGE YOUR FUCKING NAME. Or let me control your playlists. Whores. You clearly don't know shit about brutality. Real metal please.
Women's Poem Vs. Men's Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
I thought this picture of Cricket and her daughter was beautiful. Had to put it somewhere.. TGIF!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~TIMMY~~~~~~~~
My theory on the ones who never say anything to anyone except "Fuck off" or other profound phrases like that is that these are people who are pushed around and picked on in real life and are feeling really tough and brave in the security of their living rooms. We should feel sorry for them because sooner or later, they will have to go back outside and it's really scary out there for them. Don't worry guys, people like me do what we do to protect people like you...
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at
An Abrupt Stop
A life so young and vibrant, with so much yet to learn and too experience...gone... Sweet 16 you are and Sweet 16, you will stay forever. I can remember sitting on my front door step, having a late afternoon coffee. Your Mom, sitting on her step, coffee in tow, waving hello to me. As we sat and waited for our daughters to come home from school. It wouldnt be long till we both could see, the two of you girls walking, laughing and yes of course, swearing at the top of your lungs all the way down the street. It wasn't that way at the beginning when we first moved to that area. The two of you faught tooth and nail but ended up being good friends. Then we moved, yet again. But the two of you kept in touch and remained friends. One of you excelled and the other got into things, she shouldn't of. But kids will be kids, the one didnt look down upon the other, and they still remained good friends. Now that friendship has come to an Abrupt Stop... You started out with promise Yo
The First Time Insanity.
Click this banner to be taken directly to our website. I highly recommend all of you who read this do this. We here at Subversion Radio want you to join our movement. If you ever have felt that the world is fucked up, the system is trying to control you, or you have been screwed by "The Man" then this radio station is you place to be to listen to our LIVE! DJs 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a YEAR! For our listeners that use WMP to tune into the Internet radio, please read our main page before tuning in as you will need to obtain a plug-in that isnt stanrad for WMP. How ever I welcome you to Subversion Radio as not just a DJ, but as your friend still. Please join our Forums and Chat and most important listen to our sounds OF REVOLUTION! DJ Majin (Galvin Knight) Subversion Radio - UNDERMINE THE SYSTEM This is a Rant, and it is my own personal feelings on the matter. I can give a rats ass who feels differently then I do, and I can give a rats ass what you thin
Babble Of Illusions In Rambling Format.
we have to keep talking like we always walking, no one can keep up like its flat between the lines when you fade to the chalk lines, after the spray, but it was a set up, when you thought you everyone looked up to you, no one respect a bitch with an attudie, so keep on me where you think i am from when i beat you up, we keep in the lines and mark up, see the blood when the solider of the street marchs threw, it a painted hazed to bring you back, just like that, 10 feet down, where the dogs can't smell, hows that for a fact when i smack your other homies for their upper lips. when it sounds like hte foot step coming down the curb is red all around but we keep steping like its nothing new with a cloud of yesterdays still on stain on our boots as we carrie on, its just a my warrior way. i can't make it out alive, i see all the walls falling, for the end is all i know to be true, when this day comes and everything is still there, and in the end, do i find the sound to always find the reaso
WAL-MART TAX FACTS HOW WAL-MART AVOIDS PAYING TAXES: *Wal-Mart owns its stores. Bet they pretend they don't. *They set up a fake "shell" company out-of-state. Then, they pay rent on their own store to their own fake company. *They deduct the cost of rent so they don't have to pay corporate income taxes on it. THIS SCAM HELPED WAL-MART AVOID $3.39 BILLION IN STATE TAXES BETWEEN 1999-2005. (1) HOW WAL-MART LINES THEIR POCKETS WITH YOUR TAX DOLLARS: *Wal-Mart failed to provide company health care to over 775,000 of its workers and their families in 2005. *Many of those employees are forced to use Medicaid or just show up in the emergency room. *While other companies take care of their workers, Wal-Mart shifts the costs to taxpayers. TAXPAYERS WILL PAY $9.1 BILLION OVER THE NEXT 5 YEARS TO COVER WAL-MART'S HEALTH CARE COSTS. (2) THE REAL COSTS OF THE WAL-MART TAX: IF WAL-MART PAID THE TAXES IT OWED IN 2005... *318,440 uninusured children would have he
Running Outta Pic Space
God Damn I have uploaded 73/90 pics. I'm running out of space. So once my pic space is full your all fucked for new pics of me. Cause I ain't buying VIP I got too many bills to pay already. Not only that but my b-day is coming and I gotta save some dough cause I'm gonna get totally shit faced. Oh and just to let ya'll know the pics that are private ARE NOT NUDES!!!! I don't do nudes I keep my body for my man, when I have one.
Common Sense
im not going to stress over you anymore it isnt worth it i tried to work something out but you just ignore it im not trying to say i dont want you because i definitely do all im saying is im done chasing after you There are more collect calls on father's Day than any other day of the year. There is now an ATM at McMurdo Station in Antarctica, which has a winter population of 200. The estimated value of services provided by the global ecosystem (water, food, materials etc.) runs between $16 and $54 trillion per year. Japanese lead the world in vending machines, selling $100 Armani ties, $30 bottles of whiskey, and $5 glasses of beer, right next to soft drink machines. It is possible because of low vandalism and petty theft. In 1995, Toys R Us sold more than $9 billion of goods in the U.S. alone. The average one-dollar bill wears out in less than two years. A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! The 3 most
What Could Be Worse?
> > What Could Be Worse?!?! >> > >> > >> > Recently a man had to go to the hospital >> > to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis >> > after his mistress found the ring in his pants >> > pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him >> > while he was asleep. >> > >> > > I don't know what's worse: >> > >> > > 1) Having your mistress find out you're >> > married. >> > >> > 2) Explaining to your wife how your >> > wedding ring got on your penis. >> > >> > 3) Or finding out your penis fits >> > through your wedding ring. >> >> >>
My apartment building burned to the ground back in January. I just uploaded some pics of it that were taken a week after the fire. I also uploaded some pics of my new place. I was fortunate enough to get renter's insurance.
joy xi anger nu sorrow ai fear ju love ai hate wu lust yu Yì, "right conduct, morality, duty to one's neighbor," righteousness. Yì may be broken down into: zhong1, doing one's best, conscientiousness, "loyalty", and shù, "reciprocity," altruism, consideration for others, "what you don't want yourself, don't do to others" Eternity! thou pleasing, dreadful thought. ~ Joseph Addison ~ I cannot afford to waste my time making money. ~ Louis Agassiz ~ He who lets time rule him will live the life of a slave. ~ John Arthorne ~ To choose time is to save time. ~ Francis Bacon ~ We sleep, but the loom of life never stops, and the pattern which was weaving when the sun went down is weaving when it comes up in the morning. ~ Henry Ward Beecher ~ There's never enough time to do it right, but there's always enough time to do it over. ~ Jack Bergman ~ Time is a great teacher, but unfort
Mark Ryden
This is some of my favorite art by Mark Ryden.
Question For The Ladies
Finding Mom
just so people know becasue I have been asked, I have checked the lead from browneyed... nope not my mom. Not any member of her family or do they know here. Here is a copy of my post to my bulletin: Hey just to keep people going and thank those who have halped so far! Thank you Shanny340 and browneyed girl... Can't honestly believe only two people have tried to help. Thats ok I hope the rest are doing it by word of mouth. To everyone: call your mom, go over to her house, send her and email, whatever you do tell her how much she means to you even during the rough times. Tell her you love her. ........And my search continues! 6/6/07 My name is Steve and I've been looking for my mom for many years. I'm 31yr old this year and she will be 49 in October. I think she is either in California, Anaheim area, or Nevada, Reno area. I believe she was born in Iowa or Indiana so I thought she might still be in contact with someone in the area. Iva Rose Taylor is her maiden name, she goes by R
Just Wondering
So I put this video up the other day and the title was "How To Create A Sexy Pop Star" and I got 2 thumbs down on the video. Now I really don't care that they did that, I'm just wondering why they did. Is it cause they thought the title was stupid and didn't watch the video and/or the video was stupid too. Or was it cause that they found out that their favorite pop stars really can't sing and they don't write their own songs. You be the judge and let me know what you think about this video.
The Meaning!!
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. Here I am alone in the dark, Noone here to see. I just wish that things didn't change, And you were here with me. I gave it my all, Everything I could give. But it wasn't enough, Because of where w
The Women Of Ct
Dreams of peace dreams beyond hope Dreams to uplift those at the end of their rope Dreamers speak the things we feel But it is up to us to make dreams real To stand in the face of fear and hate Speaking true before it’s too late We need the people to quit listening to lies Take on responsibly the path of the wise only when we accept all that we must sacrifice Will we find in this life that we can all suffice On the things that we need and it is enough The way to uplift the world is not that tuff Dreaming and end to hate and to war Dreaming of no need to stock pile bombs more Of all people free to live in harmony These are the dreams of souls just like me A foot note to history must be said Sometimes our dreamers have ended up dead Because the did die should we have given up the dream the Burdon of carrying the dreamers standard is not too extreme By R. Thomas Dinsmore Imagine peace , Imagine no war Imagine love like none before The world needs drea
I Hate "shauna 'lips Like Morphine' Bailey"
A Damned Fine Explanation
A DAMN FINE EXPLANATION The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me -- a faithful wife, the mother of your children ! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away !" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days ! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afrai
About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: MonroeNickname(s): BudAge: 50Birthday: April 13thBirthplace: Frew, KYCurrent Location: Clarksville, TNEye Color: blueHair Color: Gray (blonde natural)Height: 5'11"Weight: 203Lefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: AriesWhat Do You Drive: Siverado/RangerScreenname: bud1357{---Favorites---}Color: BlueNumber: 13Band: ABBAMusic Genre: Pop/Soft RockTV Show: CSI or Law and OrderMovie: noneActor: Chuck NorrisActress: Sandra BullockKind of Movie: actionCartoon: noneSport: basketball/NASCARFast Food Restaurant: Not anyFood: GermanIce Cream: StrawberryCereal: CherriosCandy: White ChocolateDrink:
Life Ended
Another Life Ended She just sits there blankly staring off, the tears streaming down her cheeks. Her mind is finally made up, how shaking her fingers are on the razor blade between her thumb and index finger that she ends up with a small cut on her index finger from how much she's trembling. A friend tries to console her but she doesn't feel anything except the numbness where her heart once was. She doesn't feel any better, the hopelessness seeps back in and she feels as lost as she did several years ago when something else happened to shatter her heart. Memories long since gone and cold as her whole body feels now. One quick slice from the palm of her hand all the way up to her shoulder she doesn't even feel the blade slicing into her already scarred flesh, just along side the vein. Just enough she'll bleed out, but her passing will be slow. She starts to cry knowing she broke her word to never cut herself again. now dropping the razor blade she lays down on the bed and just looks
Fight Against Child Abuse
Tweety Gives Back
All the talking on this site of the fan me rate me gimme points and lets be popular but who gives back ??? Heres your chance to use that popularity on something very positive !!! Im here for my own reasons as well but i take time out everyday for this.... The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE
Which "phobia" Do You Have?
"U" Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven. Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating. "V" Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination. Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women. Verbophobia- Fear of words. Verminophobia- Fear of germs. Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing. Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape. Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father. "W" Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons. Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft. "X" Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages. Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners. Xerophobia- Fear of dryness. Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests. Xyrophobia-Fear of razors. "Z" Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy. Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods. Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. Zoophobia- Fear of animals. Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluoph
Yep, feeling a little depressed today. Wondering what the hell I'll ever do with myself, sometimes I just do not feel like getting out of bed! Feeling like I just cannot keep this "I'm fine" bullshit up for very much longer. I find myself almost thirty years old, at the end of a marriage I thought would last for the rest of my life and I can't seem to get it together. I keep telling myself to hold on and things will get better but I don't know. How do I ever trust anyone or anything again? Where does the courage to move on come from? I feel like I can't move forward and I can't move back and I'm just kind of stuck. And god I just want to stop crying! It isn't that I still have feelings for him, I don't. Maybe it's the fact that I have no feelings at all. I feel empty, a void that I can't seem to fill. My future is so uncertain now, everything has changed. This divorce affects everyone and everything around me and I just want to move on for God's sake, why can't I? Why can't I just get
From A Friend
Favorite Poems
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Dylan Thomas I actually only read this today bu
I am a divorced 38 year old woman. I have a 12 year old son who is my life! After 20 years with my ex I finally have found a place that is my own, with my own stuff! Noo0ne to tell me to turn off the lights or to turn off the TV before I fall asleep. Its my place and I pay the bills! I know for some that sounds silly but for me its freedom. We divorced 3 years ago and I will tell that it has taken a while to get used to the fact that I can do what I want! My son is happier also. It took him awhile to adjust but in the end my Mom was right she said "If you are happy he will be happy"! My mom passed away in 1999 from cancer; Diagnosed and gone in 4 months. Very devastating indeed! I managed to get through it and now I live by the words she told me: "Life is to short to just accept something cuz it's there, Take it, make it yours and be fulfilled!" I have done that and I am happier then I have ever been! I have a son who is an honor roll student and the best friends a girl could have! I
Random =]
Well Heya Im Kinda New At This =] Im realli nervous 4 2moz B.O.T.B Outta be good =]=] && Rather upset Jst broke up wiv my bf Guess i wasnt wot he wanted But.. Iv Found some new mates that are just perfect =] && Make me feel so special E.G. Si =] Or ( jersey ) Hez a gr8 guy =] N Cnt wait 4 saturdaii Were goin out =]=] Anyway talk l8rz peepz xxx
About Me **smiles**
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: CANDYmiddle name::: age::: NOW LOL.WHAT A QUESTION TO ASK A LADY*WINKSschool::: GEEZZ LOL OUTOF SCHOOLcurrent loccation::: or birth::: birthday::: AUG.21sthair color::: BLONDEeye color::: BLUE*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: LOVE,BUT NEED BOTHkiss or hug::: BOTHcat or dog::: DOGpepsi or coke::: COKEcountry or rap::: COUNTRYpunch or smack::: SMACKaim or aol::: day or night::: BOTH*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: YESkissed same sex::: NOhugged someone::: YEShad sex::: YESmadeout::: YEScussed::: NO,beaten someone up::: YESgot beaten up::: NObroken someones heart::: I THINK SOanyone broke ur heart::: YESsmoked::: NOdrank:::
Dieting And Exercise......
Ok. So I am starting my diet and exercise plan tomorrow! I am kinda freaking out cause it means no more Dew!!!! Any tips that anyone has for me that has done this are welcome!!!! I will be posting my measurements on here later tonight and then updating them weekly to see my progress. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do You Need A Laugh?
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while yo
but that doesnt mean you gotta stop giving the love.. so rock it out kiddos.. i want it.. need it.. n crave it.. and you wouldnt want to deny cute lil me now would you????
This morning on the Beltway, I looked over to my left and there was a man In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph takeing on his phone I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back he was Halfway over in my lane, still takeing on his phone I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, Damn men drivers!!
Secret Admirer
Fuck Off And Die
nasty nasty whore... go die... your an ex- wife for a reason... its not my fault you were married 2 times and divorced 2 times for the same reasons... you would still be married if it wasnt for your nasty fucking vag... i mean you really should douche... it took me over 3 hours to clean my furniture after your nasty ass sat on it for like 3 minutes... see a fucking doctor... i think that you have some vagina flesh eating disease... oh yeah and to your fuck off and die comment... ill fuck your ex... and enjoy what you could of still had you ignorant whore. lol and im already dead... so yeah... have fun watching my SG vids. I dont care about your money Honey... you most likely have a disease. I have a man... and He makes me happy... I dont need you telling me your better than him... Your dick is probably about 3 inches big... and I definatly know 8 1/2 is bigger than 3... Also you dont fucking no me dirtbag so Dont hate... IM NOT INTERESTED IN PEOPLE WHO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MAKE...
Strange Facts
White eggs come from chickens with white feathers and earlobes; chickens with red feathers and earlobes produce brown eggs. Pepper was once worth its weight in gold when spices were scarce. The Monopoly board game was outlawed in the Solviet Union until 1987.
My Heart Prayers
1. Just say What you mean and mean what you say. 2. Don¡¦t expect someone to read your mind and don¡¦t play games with the head or the hearts . 3. Don¡¦t tell half truth and expect trust when the full truth comes out. Half truth are no better than lies. 4. Don¡¦t be cold to someone you care about , indifference hurts more than angry words. 5. They say action speaks louder than words , but sometimes it is better to have both. 6. Say I love you as often as you can and make a little surprises for each other to make the romance alive . 7. Love and respect yourself 8. Don¡¦t expect someone to be perfect. They do not exist There are no perfect people, only people who are perfect for each other . 9. When he is angry give way. Stop , don¡¦t fight back.. sit back and relax smile and say ¡§ Baby your so ugly when you are angry, so smile..¡¨ and please never sleeps without reconciliation, Forget the pride. Love is not about who is better and who is not . 10. Giv
My Opinions..dont Like It..? Fuck Off!
ok so you all complain about the war, about abortion, about the president and our "suck ass" society. well you know what..MOVE! if you dont like it..thats fine. But being an immigrant works both ways. If our country is so wrong then why do we have thousands of people smuggled in everyday? you can easily get a ticket for another country and LEAVE. Go somewhere and see how much more you like it. We don't have room in this country for people to bitch moan and bellyache about things that are clearly out of our hands. and for all of you who have this big deal against Bush..let me let you in on a well known "secret" HE DOESNT CONTROL SHIT!!! He has a house of congress who finalizes any plans he may wish to carry out. so yea..try bitching about them for a second. Just because he's from Texas doesnt mean he isnt capable of filling his duties. He was obviously smart enough to get him to the position hes in now. And as far as the war goes...if they hadnt of attacked our country then they wouldnt
Blogginwith Badboy
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