today is Valentines day. and once again this year im alone and single. yep yepp sucks to be me. normaly on this day i go crazy trying to cope with being alone loveless if u will. because u see im not happy i havent been happy for along time it ties in with the hole not smileing thing i do the reast of the year . now dont get me wrong i have had 1 Valentine maybe 2 not shure cant really remeber . that yeah i was happy. but anymore life just sucks. always alone always feeling like im ready to brake down in tears. but u know what everyone life sucks. so what do i do i think of the very few times i was happy and try to play them over and over again in my head just trying to make it though the day. today of all days is the worst. so please spear me the Valentines day is the day when love rules load of shit anyone who is single can see that today of all days is just a day to sell candy condoms and flowers. nothing more. if it was full of love and shit i would be smileing right know because i would be happy but im not im pissed off like i am every v day because u ppl feel the need to shove this Valentines day crap in my face thanks for reading
