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About Me
hello there everyone i'm a female that 30 i have 4 wonderful children and a wonderful husband that i been with for 15 yrs and married 13 yrs i looking for some freind out there that i can chat with hopefully become good freind hope to hear from you all out there

Contest Question
Ok I have a very close and dear friend that is gonna run a contest. Its gonna be a pimping gift give away. He wants to know what does alot of people think about the amount of comments required. Was gonna do a mum. But I have seen people trashing mumms for contest questions. So thats why the blog. For those who have run contests or been in one what do you think is a good amount of comments to do the contest.

What I See Is What You Get
listening to: nothing..silence. eating/drinking: nothing and nothing. Omg! Its so hard. I'm raising her on my own and never thought it would be so difficult. No sleep..its great let me tell you lol. I have my mom and thats it for now, at least until next year anyways. I wish my mom would go back to work so me and Renee can get a break! I want to go out and buy some beer lol and I want a damn cig she won't let me do anything like that, but while she is at work she won't know about it lol. So I wish she would go. Today she was suppose to go in, but we had problems with plumbing and she took off today. Argh! it just sucks!

Silent Thought
Silent Thought This isn't intended for anyone specific to read. I was just silently thinking. I thought I'd post it for people to read. Maybe give an opinion on. Well, for most of you who know me, I'm sure I've told this story before. Every girl I have dated has cheated on me. No news really. Everyone cheats right? ... lol ... I'm not claiming to be perfect. I've cheated. I'm an ass, I'm stuburn, self-centered, greedy, needy, and several other derogative terms. Anyway ... Every time I get with a girl I tell her that I have trust issues. It's hard for me to trust someone because every girl I've dated has cheated on me. Their first response is usually to the effect of; "Well, I've never cheated on anyone. I never would because that's wrong." Or; "I know what it's like to be cheated on. I wouldn't do that to someone." I tell them that they all said that too. Of course, they follow that up with; "Well I'm not like every other girl." Haha, here's the humor. Every girl that I h

About Me
Good day! If you haven't guessed, my name is Jon. I moved to Redding on the 3rd of July (2006). Didn't take me long to get settled in. I'm working with HSF. Good company. $6.75. Not much, but it pays the bills ... lol ... well, below this is basically my life story. Enjoy. If you'd like to skip past it, Hold "Shift, and push "Page Down." It will put you at the bottom of this screen. I was born August 7th, 1983 in Pomona, California. I have one brother (Stanley) and one sister (Christina). While I was growing up, my family moved frequently, about every 4-6 months. I've lived in Pomona, Covina, West Covina, San Bernardino, El Monte, Glendale, Burbank, Pasadena, and North Hollywood – to name a few. Growing up, I had many trials and tribulations. When I was 4, my sister (born deaf, blind, cerebral palsy, and a 3rd grade heart murmur) passed away. I don't have many memories of my past. In 1999, we moved to Covina. We lived here for some time. I have little memories so I can't give

Dallas Cowboys
god bless those who died on 9/11. its been 6 yrs today. god bless those who died and their families who are in massive pain. MAY U REST IN PEACE. yes the dallas won against the giants last night. 45 to 35. YES. GO DALLAS Nice Guys STILL finish last Body: To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their

Friends
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love Truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you Smile. MISSOURI FRIENDS FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " --

Fun With Food
¢¾ღ*theGIRL*ღ¢¾ ¢¾ENJOY YOUR LAST WEEK OF SUMMER¢¾ The 'Be' Attitudes Be understanding to your enemies. Be loyal to your friends. Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything alone. Be generous to those who need your help. Be frugal with that you need yourself. Be wise enough to know that you do not know everything. Be foolish enough to believe in miracles. Be willing to share your joys. Be willing to share the sorrows of others. Be a leader when you see a path others have missed. Be a follower when you are shrouded by the mists of uncertainty. Be first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds. Be last to criticize a colleague who fails. Be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not tumble. Be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way. Be loving to those who love you. Be loving to those who do not love you; they may change. Above all, be you

Boredom Takes Over
%1 What was the highlight of your week? Meeting Theo Who's car were you in last? Theos Grand Prix.. very hot car! when is the next time you will kiss someone? Hopefully sometime this week What color shirt are you wearing? brown How long is your hair? lower/middle back Last movie you saw? Was watching Aladdin with son Last thing you ate? Eggs What was last thing you drank? Water Are you happy right now? Mostly What did you say last? "buh bye" (copying Connor) Where is your phone? right next to me What was the last museum you went to? Oh.. can't remember.. probably DIA long long ago.. Who wants to go? What color are your eyes? Green Who came over last? Heather with her 2 kids =-) Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? I dislike Liars right now What are you listening to? Far Away - Nickelback If you could have one thing right now what would it be? someone to cuddle with What are your favorite stores? big lots, and AJ W

Life
There is no more lively sensation than that of pain; its impressions are certain and dependable, they never deceive as may those of the pleasure women perpetually feign and almost never experience. Our greatest crime is cultivating our anger. Instead of fighting it we allow it to grow. Its our true alter ego. Its free floating, poisonous, and destructive, yet perversely empowering. Anger is passion and passion makes you feel alive. Can we truly change? Everyone should have the power within them to change. Is it really possible to change yourself fundamentally? Past experiences are hidden tripwires lying dormant within you, ready to sabotage actions still in the future, ready to circumvent any attempt at reinvention. Character is destiny, and thus fate is set! I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN

Friends
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Hey
Hey every one im turning 23 today. YEA!!!!!! finally. Now i have to wait for next year and the year after that and the year after that and so on.... each year is going to be different. Well im exited that it is and all that. all im diong is relaxing and playing WOW (world of warcraft). Fun. Well i better get going and all that.oh i got me a job at a shell station and ill be doing car washing. well see you all laters. Hey whats up everyone? Nothing much here. Just letting people know what im doing. First of all i am still looking for work. (sersioly) I still waiting on the word from one. And sorry for pestering about my stuff. (brian) I just want some of my stuff because im not be able to get it when you move out. For the people in California, i hope everybody is safe. 7 days of the wildfire is not good. My new boyfriend and I just bought a new bed. Very comfy. got for 60.00 dollers at the salvation army thrift store. it was regually 80.00 dollers and it was 25% off. what a steel. Well

Nomads Land
so im a dad now.. or thats what a mistake from my past says. it was a one nightstand that included ALOT of beer. so yeah im getting a praternaty test done and all that shit. any advice on what the hell else i should do if it turns out either way? fucking insane. apperantley Im an asshole because I drink and party alot, and people are too fucking lazy to read my profile. who the hell have i lied to about that? its on my fucking profile, i aint lied to noone about it and have no reason to! no matter where i go theres drama. for fucks sakes we are all grown up here so lets leave the childish shit back in the day. i just needed to complain and was told that mumm world wasnt the place to do it, and was kicked out of a few lounges for doing it so fuck it, unloading in here. you read it, thanks, dont, what ever. so anyways, im in the DFW are of texas for a while and im having quite a few parties each weekend. wanna come? let hit me up and ill give you the address. Its going

Poems
Your rose colored ass pinked by my glancing blows, encouraged by your hard remarks. And would you? Please ask for kissing as it begins and continues. horizontal and vertical lips may drive us both to concussion against head board, wall, plush floor, plush porcelain Italian tiled tub surround. concussion induced by plush bath bubbles. your air supply is me and mine. floating becomes our shared hobby. we surface smiling. you are red eyed from watching things happen below. your next toy will be a submersible with full compliment. shiny rails, teak, brass, steam and tempered pyrex. May I insert something here? Here? Oiled mahogany with ribbed bumps Highway Dream The car speeds down the open road In summer sun and all blue sky You sit beside in relaxed mode And watch the scenery go by The day goes on, the heat has built With the roof down you want a tan The highway’s clear, you have no guilt Undue your blouse, you have a plan So there

Its Jus My Life Nothing Special
U Know how it feels to love someone so much that u cant loose them or u dont know wat u will do, and then them u dont know wat there thinking or anything. thats kinda like me and my fiance i love him so much and him he says he loves me but at times i ask myself if its the truth or jus another lie. he went to NC 2 weeks ago and was sopposed to come home yesterday he hasnt called me in several days and im worried that hes doing something thats gonna mess us up again. he was sopposed to come see me today but he hasnt called or shown up so i dont know wats going on. i wanna call him but im scared that im gonna find out soemthing i dont wanna so wat should i do, wait for him to call me would probably be the best.

Quotes
Stupidity is like a skill, some are born with it and some develop it over a period of time." (Unknown) Submitted by Pavan Savoy "He who laughs last didn't get it." Helen Giangregorio "Life is not about how many breaths you take... it's about how many moments take your breath away." (unknown) A. Powell Davies: Life is just a chance to grow a soul. A. Powell Davies: Life is just a chance to grow a soul. Abraham Lincoln: And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Adrienne Rich: Life on the planet is born of woman. You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. - David Levesque - Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. - Stephen Packer - What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her

Nickelback - Next Contestant Lyrics
I judge by what she's wearing, Just how many heads I'm tearing, Off of assholes coming on to her, (Each night seems like it's getting worse), And I wish she'd take the night off, So I don't have to fight off, Every asshole coming on to her, (It happens every night she works,) They'll go and ask the DJ, Find out just what would she say, If they all tried coming on to her, (Don't they know it's never going to work), They think they'll get inside her, With every drink they buy her, As they all try coming on to her, (This time somebody's getting hurt). Here comes the next contestant. [CHORUS] Is that your hand on my girlfriend? Is that your hand? I wish you'd do it again, (I'll watch you leave here limping), I wish you'd do it again, (I'll watch you leave here limping), There goes the next contestant. I even fear the ladies, They're cool but twice as crazy, Just as bad for coming on to her, (Don't they know it's never going to work), Each time she bats an

~!~september 11,2001~!~
September 11, 2001 September 11, 2001, marked yet another significant turning point in world history. Whatever innocence was left in the world was lost on that fateful day. On lesser numeric scales, equally heinous crimes are committed against humanity virtually every day of the year. What is happening in the world? It is difficult to explain. Somehow the perpetrators of the most evil and disgusting crimes have been stripped of the virtue of mercy. It would seem that their basic humanity is simply missing. The memory of those planes crashing into the Twin Towers, the Pentagon and the one that crashed into the Pennsylvanian field, will be etched into people's minds forever. For many of us it was like watching a Hollywood movie as it unfolded before us on television screens all around the world. We watched in stunned silence as we learned that the events were real and were happening in real time. In the blink of an eye, families can be thrown into turmoil when loved ones a

Fort Miner - Where`d You Go? Lyrics
Where`d you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you`ve been gone She said somedays I feel like shit Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit I don`t understand why you always have to be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long And I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps me to not to feel so alone But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call And when I pick up I don`t have much to say, so I want you to know its a little fucked up that I`m stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I`ve had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where`d you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you`ve been gone Where`d you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever that you`ve been gone Please Come back home You know, the place you used to live Used to barbeque with burgers and ribs Used to have a little party every halloween with ca

Ramblings Of A Lost Soul
My roomie got a job and starts tomorrow. YEAH!!! We have been so worried about all the bills and the kids but as usual the fates came through. I hope this job is as nice as she thinks it will be and as comfortable in the office. GOOD LUCK ROOMIE!!!! This holiday was not as bad as I thought it would be. My roomie did not go away, instead her Grandma came here. She is a very nice lady and nice to have around. We had a big dinner last night with my son, his wife and my ex-hubby. So we had 8 people in our little house... LOL It was very nice though. Not much fussing or anything. Today was more or less a lazy day. The boys got there presents this morning, Heather got hers, Grandma got her and I even got a present from Heather. This turned out to be a very nice time, the only way it would have been better is IF a certain guy was around. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with him soon. I miss him alot! I hope everyone had a great time and hope w

All New
1. COVER YOUR STUMP BEFORE YOU HUMP! 2. BEFORE YOU ATTACK HER, WRAP YOUR WHACKER! 3. DON'T BE SILLY, PROTECT YOUR WILLY! 4. WHEN IN DOUBT, SHROUD YOUR SPOUT! 5. DON'T BE A LONER, COVER YOUR BONER! 6. YOU CAN'T GO WRONG IF YOU SHIELD YOUR DONG! 7. IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SACK IT, GO HOME AND WHACK IT! 8. IF YOU THINK SHE'S SPUNKY, COVER YOUR MONKEY! 9. IF YOU SLIP BETWEEN HER THIGHS, BE SURE TO CONDOMIZE! 10. IT WILL BE SWEETER IF YOU WRAP YOUR PETER! 11. SHE WON'T GET SICK IF YOU WRAP YOUR DICK! 12. IF YOU GO IN HEAT, PACKAGE YOUR MEAT! 13. WHILE YOU'RE UNDRESSING VENUS, DRESS UP YOUR PENIS! 14. WHEN YOU TAKE OFF HER PANTS AND BLOUSE, ZIP UP YOUR TROUSER MOUSE! 15. ESPECIALLY IN DECEMBER, GIFT WRAP YOUR MEMBER! 16. NEVER, NEVER DECK HER WITH AN UNWRAPPED PECKER! 17. DON'T BE A FOOL, VULCANIZE YOUR TOOL! 18. THE RIGHT SELECTION WILL PROTECT YOUR ERECTION! 19. WRAP IT IN FOIL BEFORE CHECKING HER OIL! 20. A CRANK W

Godard
this kid got in my gfs shoutox and this is how the conversation went: ->Godard: No sorry about it. Now fuck off. Godard: sorry ->Godard: I vomited a little in my mouth. Thanks :) Godard: I wanna taste your sweet pussy needless to say i wasn't gonna stay quiet being the enormous asshole that i am so here we go: ->Godard: glad you think so champ ->Godard: so what are you doing with your senior picture as your default when it says your 29 Godard: your not worth blocking ->Godard: oh snap i'm still in your shoutbox ->Godard: make me loser Godard: who cares, shut up!!!!! ->Godard: oh you scare me fuckwad, did you ever think it was the way you approached her that maybe got you that reaction queer bait Godard: not anymore, she has a stick up her ass, keep talkin and I will put one up yours. ->Godard: bellor motherfucker Godard: which one ->Godard: so you like my girl huh? then he blocked me even though i'm not worth blocking. people amaze me more and more

Nickelback
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh, I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be And say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth savin' me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh, I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like [Savin' Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be And say it for me Say it to me And I'll

Reviews
All I can say is wow! I really can't wait to get out and try out this new toy more. :) I just got it in the mail from Adam and Eve and I'm already in love with it. Personally I love the idea of not knowing who is holding the remote and watching me as I get the sensation of the toy going off deep inside of me. It would be a lot of fun to try this out at a crowded party. Guys, if you have a woman that's even a tiny bit adventurous I seriously recomend getting this for when you go out to dinner or a party.

Blog's
To my daughter---please read !!! VERY TOUCHING Don't we all wish we had the time again to do this! "TO MY DAUGHTER" (AOL IS TRACKING THIS) PLEASE DO NOT DELETE THIS WILL HIT YOU WHERE IT HURTS! *Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. *Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. *Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. *Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by. *Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. *Just for this

Ripping Pic's
I've been doing some checking and watching point changes, and it looks like no one is getting points on pics that have been ripped. No points for the person rating them, no points for the person being rated, and no points for the person they were ripped from. Bottom line... stop ripping pics... stop rating ripped pics!!!

A Glass Of Perspective
Another presidential election is coming up on us and I've watched some of the jockeying for "poll" position by most of the major players. What I wanna know is, does anyone besides me think we're just as screwed with the pickins in this lot so far as we were with the last buncha no-brained loonies? Seriously, it seems to me like the big two don't give a crap about anything but the bankroll any more. Whatever happened to "We the people"? OK, that's it. Sad stories and healing. May of this year my nieces stepdaughter (my great niece), great nieces mother and her mothers fiance and younger half brother died in a car wreck. Four friends, people I loved, gone in an eyeblink, my family was shaken to the core. That's the basic background. Now my great niece, Champagne, was probably one of the coolest people I ever met, at 15 years old she was more together than most adults I know, her theme song was Move Along by the All-American rejects. After a couple of months of moping I realiz

My Thoughts
WELL IM BACK FOR GOOD WOULD BE NICE TO HEAR FROM SOME PPL *ROLLS EYES* I KNOW THAT WOULD BE TO MUCH TO ASK FOR HAHAHAHA ANYWAY HIT ME UP SOMETIME Just lettin everyone know I am still here but i dont have internet right now so i will be on when i can hope everyone is doin good i love ya'll and miss ya'll i start a new job monday so i will be back as soon as i can Much Love So I figure I can vent somewhat here... Im really fed up sick and tired of EVERYTHING! Seems as if nothing is going right nor does it look like things are gonna get better anytime soon! Im ready to say FUCK IT and give up because really Im tired of caring....No matter what I do its not good enough the harder I try the more shit gets fucked up not to mention people and there drama that love to bring me in the middle of it all sick of that shit to Igot my own shit to worry about but does anyone care ? FUCK NO ... Yea people claim to care and give a shit but when it comes down to it they really dont .. Im always there

Just A Monent On 9/11
TAKE JUST A MOMENT TOMORROW TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES ON THIS TRAGIC DAY SIX YEARS AGO! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this bulletin on to others!

What Up ?
tell me why a mumm that ask me level up is need to be mark nsfw it not right so i desided do to that don't ask me to help other sorry but i don't get help i won't help other then . it luv for luv in my world !!!!!

9/11/01
Tomorrow marks the 6th Anniversary of the Attack on the World Trade towers and the Pentagon. It marks the day when our freedom was attack by people who want to control aspect of your life. Convert or Die is the goal. Regardless, of your politics, lifestyle, creed, color, and religion, Take a few minutes, to reflect, pray or whatever thank God or whatever Supreme Being, Lifeforce you believe in, for the freedom that you have to be you. And Give thanks to those who defend that right. Miles

Gothic
This once-peaceful city is under siege. In the space of six short months eleven people have been brutally murdered, their bodies drained of blood and dumped in different public places. Many more have vanished into the shadows of the night and might be lying beneath the streets of Santa Fe, their lifeless bodies decomposing in the lonely dark. Officials can't account for the gruesome killing spree. They do not believe the murders to be the work of one man, but nor have they been able to link the crimes to any known criminals. In the largest single police operation in New Mexico History, most local gangs have been broken up, religious cult leaders arrested, and the doors of secret orders, and brotherhoods smashed down.... to no effect at all!!! Chief Inspector Bruce of the whole police operation hates it when he is queried about the lack of results and responded with his own brand of bluntness," We've been working like silly clown," he snapped. "Everyone's on unpaid overtime. Nobod

Thoughts
Sometimes I just say what is on my mind Some people don’t like this about me but so what I am going to continue to say what I feel and think If people don’t like it piss on them If they don’t like it that I am so blunt too bad They need to deal with it and get over it Why do we do the things we do? We make decisions so fast without even thinking sometimes Then we have to live with the consequences forever. Sometimes we do things without even thinking Why do we do the things we do? How many times do we have to do stupid things before we learn? How many people do we have to hurt before we realize what we are doing?

Poetry
Slender beams of illumination enter this darkened chamber as I kneel, always lost, always alone, frozen here, waiting. Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as dust dances in the air, forming an image in my mind, penetrating my exposed soul. A reflection on a deathless face. I raise my head, now embracing this oblivious darkness. Alone in Darkness the night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, lost are we. the understanding for which you sacrifice yourself flares once, then dies, devoured by your obsession. all hope must fail. Untitled Around, all around, the dark memories gather. My dread grows as the stroke of death falls against my naked soul. It wounds me, and darkly my essence drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In a strange and terrible glee I beg forgiveness while the end of life takes my hand. Now alone, my soul falls upon howling eyes. This is because of you what you have done what have you wrought?

Candy Cane's Treats....
So I thought I would go ahead and type for a bit tonight, I havent typed a blog in quite awhile & I do rather enjoy doing it from time to time.... well most of you who have read or commented on my 1st mum know that I had a migraine for 5 days in a row that finally ended today...Thank you Lord....I went to my Dr. and had him give me a shot so that hopefully it won't come back for quite awhile, also got some pain meds and refills on my prescriptions....so my bum hurts since thats where the shot went & my neck feels weird since I went to the chiropractor & he made it crack so many times I thought my neck was going to crack right off, but boy does it feel so much better, I'm thinking about buying one of those chiropractic pillows, my only problem is that my neck issues come from me laying on the couch or from accidently falling asleep on the couch....Guess I need a full time man living with me to help me break that habit...LOL... I wanted to update all of you, thank you for your advise

Music
Lyrics for "Torn"( by Latoya Lukett) a part of me wants to leave you alone. a part of me wants for you to come home. a part of me says i'm living a lie. (and i'm better off without you.) a part of me says to think it through. a part of me says i'm over you. a part of me wants to say goodbye. a part of me is asking why... (pre-chorus:) a part of me wants to leave. but a part of me wants to be here with you. and everytime i think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you. and you got me just torn. (chorus:) torn in between the two. (oh yeah) cuz i really wanna be with you. but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (i really want to be with you) leave you alone. leave you alone. and you got me just torn in between the two. (in between the two) cuz i really wanna be with you. (be with you) but something's telling me i should leave you alone. (you alone) leave you alone. leave you alone. (verse 2:) there were no issues when

My First Tattoo
whats up people?...i have been thinking about getting my first tattoo...but i don't really know what i want to get...so i'm looking for ideas and someone to help me design my tattoo..so if you have any drawing skills or ideas feel free to give me your advise..thanks

Straight Shooting
9-11-01 "Where were you when the world stopped turning, on that September day?" - Alan Jackson I remember, clear as a bell.......... I was working. Falcon Drilling, rig 4, we were drilling to run our 7 inch casing. Thought the truck drivers were full of shit, or it was just a random accident. Then we turned on the radio in my Explorer............ As a proud american, I was shocked, outraged, and really fuckin pissed. And admittedly scared. Not for me, I can handle myself. I was scared for my children. So shocked that something like this could happen in their lifetime. As an american, no, as a member of the human race, I grieved for the loss of everyone. Not just life, but those who would be forced to live on through this. Fathers, mothers, husbands, wives, sons, daughters, aunts, uncles, grand parents, grandchildren, who would have to live with this atrocity commited on those who were totally defensless. Shows what kind of cowards they are, doesn't it? Typical bullies picking o

Please Help Me In This Contest
please come by and rate and comment bomd this pic. all you gotta do is click on tha link and it will take you there. thanx AIGHT THA CONTEST ENDS AT 3PM TODAY AND IM LIKE 3000 BEHIND 2ND PLACE. DONT KNOW HOW THA HELL THESE PEOPLE HAVE COME UP LIKE THEY HAVE BUT I NEED ALL THA HELP I CAN GET. SO PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB IT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN BEFORE 3 PM. THANX!! JUS CLICK ON THA PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO THA CONTEST.

Come And Be In My Juggalo World
You may think of a Juggalo as an Insane Clown Posse fan, or a follower of the Dark Carnival. In reality, a Juggalo is neither a fan, nor a follower. A Juggalo is someone who doesn't give a fuck what people think about them. They have entered the world of the Dark Carnival and Insane Clown Posse because they themselves have been considered clowns, buffoons, idiots, and freaks. Being a Juggalo reflects an entire lifestyle and state of mind... it is something that is impossible to define, even for a Juggalo. To understand what a Juggalo is, you must truly be a Juggalo.

She Has A New Profile
She has a new profile and is trying to get back to where she was before. She is one of the coolest people on fubar if not the coolest. So go show this awesome lady some love. Rate, add and fan her. You will be happy you did. She is a great friend. So what are you waiting for? Go check her out. The link to her profile is below. Thank you everyone and have a great day. ~Ashley~NewProSameBitch@ fubar

Changed The Pics!
Did this celeb morph thing...check it out! MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Family reunion - Family tree template I changed my pics so they were actually a normal size! Silly me! Feel free to re-comment!

Xxchange In Perceptionxx
'Allo. If you're here reading this, you've actually decided to look beyond the hair. Congrats :] A few things first: WARNING I am allergic to: [x]bullshit [x]lewd comments/being hit on [x]stupidity For the saftey of the Shadow, please maintain a distance if you're plagued with these disorders. Still reading? Good. Cos here's the ♥ that's me. Search and Ye Shall Receive ...and repent.... ℘ About me ℘ I am... ♥ Shadow Dancer(Terra to Some) Maybe Jess to a few ♥ A bundle of contradictions If you try to unravel me... Beware the thorns in the knots ♥ Potentially cheerful. Equally easy to piss off. '*Stop rubbing me the wrong way, I'm not a genie fuckers!* ;D' [Augie] ♥ TOTALLY in love. ♥ MOM, and hella proud of it. -Every kid should have a mom who mohawks his hair, agreed?- ♥ Scorpio all the way. ♥ Endowed wit

Road Trip
Okay I leave Arizona tomorrow morning and will get in Tennessee Thursday night. I wont have access to a computer for the next three days. I dont know if I will be on the computer Thursday night, since I will probably crash as soon as I get in. I will have the cell, but it will be on and off to save the battery. So dont freak out if you dont here from me in a the next few days. I promise I will get back to ya...

Pink
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Rember 9/11
Well he did it my youngest son is on his way to the Bay Area to take his physical for the Navy and then he will be theirs for the next 8 yrs. For some reason I'm sad but then I'm happy for him too and I am supporting his decision. But I feel I'm losing my baby but getting a really grown man and he is only 17. LIGHTS ON.....9/11 PLEASE forward this email to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have over two weeks to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of

Lets Talk About Sex, Baby
Think about your typical dating profile. When done well, it covers a lot of bases. There, typed out, you have your general likes and dislikes (you love tofu burgers but can’t stand meat, say). Ideally, you make some mention of your hopes and dreams, the types of things you’ve already achieved, and what your life is currently about. Your profile would indicate whether you’re an active participant in life, or prefer the role of spectator, via the boob tube. You may be a die-hard armchair athlete or heavily involved in a variety of sports and activities. If you’re particularly religious, you’d be wise to say so. If you fall into the atheist or agnostic crowd, this too ought to be pointed out. Chances are you give the lowdown on what you consider a perfect date, what type of music you enjoy and where one might find you on a sunny Sunday afternoon. There, on this handy profile, you include your basic stats (income level, height, body type, hair and e

We Rock
Everyone I know should stop by and say hello to my close friend Pheebz. She has just opened her new lounge called charmed Angels and it is such an awesome place to meet new friends, meet up with old ones, relax and enjoy great music requested throughout the day, chosen by you the listener! Charmed Angels is now hiring staff for the following positions-Bartenders, greeters, promoters and DJ's! COME SIT BACK AND LET THE MAGIC TAKE A HOLD OF YOU! LIVE DJ'S ARE SPINNING YOUR FAVORITE TUNES AND RINGING UP REQUEST FOR YOUR PERSONALIZED LOUNGE EXPERIENCE! JUST CLICK ON THE PICK BELOW TO FIND THE ENTERTAINMENT YOU HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR TO ELIMINATE THE BOREDOM! (repost of original by 'TOM~Owner of the "JERSEY DEVIL'S CHILLZONE" Lounge & Sexi Mami's Stalker~' on '2007-12-11 22:09:42') Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND YOU WILL BE DROPPED INTO THE BOTTOMLESS PIT OF PASSION....

Im Back!
i am back! so everyone hit me up to yak, god i missed ya, i have borrowed internet, so connect could go squirrly, but at least i can actually get some internet work done now, and start getting the home front right, by catching up on bills and stuff, i am still working at 7-11, and have alot of managerial duties as usual, damn why do i get those things? oh yeah i forgot, because i know how to run a buisness, lol,but anyway, i am going to try to build this family again, little by litte, so spreade some love and the word ok? have a kick ass night and hit me up on my home page, i need to do some stuff there, ok guys, i love you and missed you all!

Warning
Warning!!! .................V .IMPT!! If any-one sends you a bulletin titled..."Mom made me delete"....DON'T open it or forward it.....it has a key logger code within the HTML designed to access both yr MS and e-mail passwords. Plz re-post.

Take A Moment
TAKE JUST A MOMENT TOMORROW TO REMEMBER THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES ON THIS TRAGIC DAY SIX YEARS AGO! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this bulletin on to others!

My First Contest...
Im in my first contest please come helpBombs ok, rates count 5Thank you smoochesLucretiaLuangel--Just click my pic to get to the contest area..... **** Extra request please R/F/A my beautiful friend PsychoRainStorm for helping with all manner of things : ) Another Note: I promise to get back to everyone that helps, it may take me a minute but I'll get here. I have had several folks ask what I will win... 1ST PLACE WILL CHOOSE FROM A 1 MONTH VIP OR A WEEK BLAST 2ND PLACE WILL GET A 3 DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE WILL GET A 50K SHOPPING SPREE FROM THE FUBAR GIFT SHOP THROUGHOUT THE CONTEST THERE WILL BE GIFTS AWARDED, RANDOMLY FOR HITTING CERTAIN LEVELS COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ALL RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS Thanks again every one!!

Gina's Thoughts
Jezz Been a long night .. My dad and my nephew fighting , he busted his car windows out and shit .. Damn crazy ass kid !!! What ya do about that ? there is a thing called respect ! the boi needs to learn it .. Live by it swear by it .. Goodness .. damn i need another beer LOL Gina and another :) this one i just did with video don't laugh at me LOL

Randomness.
Ok so here I sit with so much on my mind. So here I am again. My mind is so unstable right now, its just crazy I still stir crazy. reition repeats its self over and over and over and over. Nothing ever changes. I swear one day I will leave, But Im still here. I just want out. I cant take it any longer. Since before when I was just random with no job and everything was the same. Its gotten worse, now I have had a job for 9 months and counting. 6 months were good, Now they cut me off from the world, placed me in a little cube attached to this head set monitored every second im there. This happens daily, repition repeats its self getting worse over and over again. I hope to find that one and only perfect guy.. I do this over and over. and over and over I fall get crushed. Getting worse everytime over and over and over. So Im deciding Im going to leave. This repition is not goin to win me over. Im going to break this ball and chain that hold me forever stuck in this hell I

Do U Kno Where U Were ?
im going to put toget a decent blog and maybe front page links when i get enough names and statements... if you would like to be a part of showing america we still love her....plz send ur pge link. subject,,,where were you on 911...? what was you doing . .... and ur thoughts then and now.. this is under construction will build as i go. /fubar.com/user.php?u=548838&friend=548838" target="_blank">MishNumber1 ~ Co-Owner Of The G-Spot Crew ~ of S*U*P & Club FAR@ fubar n 9/10/2007, sunmaidstyle@fubar.com wrote: Where was I on Sept 11th....I was sitting on my couch pregnant with my son, watching television when it all started coming on, I couldnt believe my eyes...I was just dumbfounded...I think I cried that whole day not only for the people that this has all affected but the fact that I was bringing a child into this world...and wondering what his future would be like.... Here's a story for ya. Me and my ex hubby got married june 19th 2001, he

Friends
I will give you one kiss to go to sleep. I give you two kisses to dream. I give you an endless row of kisses to, when you wake up in the morning, think of me. My Dear Online Friends.....Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care

How Real Are You?
You Are 73% Real You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. How Real Are You?

Funny Thing Is
I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it? What the heck is wrong with people? Why do people feel the need to create more drama when everyone and I mean everyone has enough of it in their lives? Why stress yourself out over things that you do not need to stress out over. Why create a huge circus over things that are better left unsaid. Why hurt and burn others when you yourself need to keep skeletons locked away in a closet that is sure full by now. People are not perfect and deserve to have their own opinions. We are all human with feelings and emotions. We all deserve to be treated with respect. Why can't people learn to grow up and get a life inst

Extra-f.a.r-pimp-out
ATTENTION CLUB FAR MEMBERS....... THIS IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION ALSO BUT AS FAMILY WE ALL NEED TO KEEP OUR BULLITENS POSTED.. KEEP OUR FAMILY TIGHT... RE -POST AND STICKY.. GIVE EXTRA LOVE AND HELP EACH OTHER.NOT JUST A COUPLE DOING IT ALL....... LETS SEE SOME STICKYS AND POSITIVE BULLITENS POSTED ANY MEMBER WHO STICKY'S A BULLITEN MORE THAN ONCE OR A MEMBER WHO CONTINUELLY RE-POST BULLITENS I PERSONALLY WILL PIMP YOUR PAGE LINK OUT. ITS UP TO YOU TO SEND ME YOUR PGE. LINK IN MY E-MAILS IF YOUR IN ABOVE MENTIONED........ WE ALL APPPRECIATE THE NEW HELP BEING SHOWN AND I WANT TO SHOW YOU THANKS FOR IT ALL I CAN.. SO PLZ SEND ME UR LINKS IF ABOVE APPLYS TO U. .................................................... 1. angelic_wiccan ** CLUB F.A.R. **@ fubar ................................................. GIVE MY GIRL SOME SPECIAL LOVE ON HER PAGE Bright Eyed Artist@ fubar ........................................... F******HOT Marina *♥

Remember 911
Today The world Remembers 911 reguardless of weather it was an inside job or a act of terrorism the fact still remainds that thousands of innocent liv lives where lost , the world from that day has never been the same , at the blink of an eye lives where destroyed , freedoms were lost and our way of living would never be the same. please pause and think about not only the lives lost but of the families effected by the events of this horrific day. I would also like you to remember the brave men and woman of the police , fire and emergency departments that risked and in most cases lost their lives in the line of duty to save others . God bless you all , Your all in our hearts and memories and will never be forgotten.

All Their Bullcrap
well now, the wheels have been set in motion. and maybe I will finally be free from the lowlife asshole I was married to for 14 years. I have discovered that since he has been gone my credit score has come up, my bills are paid on time, I have money left between paychecks, I can smile and laugh again,and I can be me the way I want to be me. I guess I want to thank those two individuals who brought on this wonderful change in my life and I hope they will appreciate all the changes that I am about to make to their lives. I am basically a good person but when you get pushed too far thee is no turning back. My life, my better life is about to begin and I can only pray for these lost souls who are to ignorant to know their time has come. Just a short note to let everyone know what has been going on lately with me. In the last year I have buried 3 family members. an uncle and two aunts. my aunts were in feb and today. they passed 29 days apart. It's sad to lose the ones you love but t

In Memory Of Those Lost
I wrote this all those years ago, that fateful day after September 11, 2001. I want to post it in memory of those that we lost, to those that still suffer today, and for those that WILL NEVER FORGET!

Natural Highs
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the very first or wit

W.t.c Family
WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO EVERYBODY I THOUGHT WE WERE HAVING A PIMPOUT NOBODY IS REPOSTING THE BULLY AND HARDLY ANYONE IS RATING AND I HAVE'NT NOTICED BUT A COUPLE OF THE MEMBERS THAT ARE IN THE PIMPOUT LOADING ANYTHING..WAKE UP PEOPLE!!!!

Please Bomb This Pic
tha contest is on one a my other profiles. please come by rate and comment it. thank you! all you have to do is click on tha pic and it will take you there. i will by you a drink if you leave atleast 10 comments.

Washington Rules
Body: Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Washington came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. just read all of it! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we do

Just Me
hey everyone im still kinda new but lovin this site if you want ,rate me,crush me,fan me,make me a vip,or buy me drink,or all of the above.would love to be a vip and rate ya better who deserve it love you all and hope to here from you soon copy and paste this in ur browser http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=590343&albumid=780250&i=3508019669

For My Houston/humble/kingwood/spring Area People
Check out KYS Click the "k" and sell your clutter. It's the first online yard sale. post your stuff, name your price, and let THEM come to YOU! Make some money off your unwanted treaures, and make room for new stuff. And if they ask, tell them I sent you :) Hey everyone check out Kingwood Yard Sales. You can get rid of all that stuff in your closet you don't need. I know you all have clothes you don't wear, stuff you don't use, and for those of you with kids- you KNOW you have stuff you need to get rid off. Turn your junk into some cash. www.kingwoodyardsales.com Just thought you guys would enjoy it! Thanks! Roxy Check out Kingwood Yard Sales, and get rid of that dress you SWORE you'd wear when you lost 20 lbs. Sell your clutter, and make some extra gas money! Just thought you'd like to know...

Pillsbury Dough Boy Dead At 71
Veteran Pillsbury spokesman, Pop N. Fresh, died yesterday of a severe yeast infection. He was 71. Fresh was buried in one of the largest funeral ceremonies in recent years. Dozens of celebrities turned out, including Mrs. Butterworth, The California Raisins, Hungry Jack, Betty Crocker, and The Hostess Twinkies. The graveside was piled high with flours as longtime friend Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy, describing Fresh as a man who "never knew how much he was kneaded." Fresh rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with many turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Still, even as a crusty old man, he was a roll model for millions. Fresh is survived by his second wife. They have two children and one in the oven. The funeral was held at 4:50 for about 20 minutes.

New Orleans Bred
Friday, October 26 Rage Against The Machine, Kings Of Leon, Toots and the Maytals, M.I.A., Black Rebel Motorcycle Club, Jason Isbell, Galactic featuring Chali 2na (of Jurassic 5) and Lyrics Born, Porcupine Trees, JJ Grey & MOFRO, Dax Riggs, Earl Greyhound, Lez Zeppelin, Soul Rebels Brass Band, Donald Harrison plus the Congo Nation, Bonerama, CC Adcock and Lil’ Band O’ Gold, Hot 8 Brass Band, Theresa Andersson, Dan Dyer, Ghost, Zydepunks, Jose Conde y Ola Fresca, Meriwether, Vavavoom, Fatter Than Albert, Amy Cook, DJ Tom Harvey, Eyelash Carpets, Noisician Coalition/Noise Parade, LUX, Hands of Nero, The Mad Mike Experience, Heavenly Trip To Hell, Palanquin Diaries, Slew Foot, Gravity A, EllisD & Ray Bong. Saturday, October 27 The Smashing Pumpkins, Ben Harper and the Innocent Criminals, Sinead O’Connor, Ti¸sto, New Orleans Social Club, Spoon, Preservation Hall Jazz Band, Ghostland Observatory, Toubab Krewe, Motion City Soundtrack, Mute Math, Kermit Ruffins and the Barbeque S

Just A Thought
E/everyone says i love Y/you these days. do T/they even stop too think of what these words truely mean? The caring and emotion Y/you must have ? Or has love just taken the place of the word lust? M/many say i love you but then try to change you. I always felt that to love S/someone you had to accept T/them as T/they are faults and all. So why do P/people try to change Y/you into S/some one else when to love Y/you is to accept all of Y/you not who T/they wish Y/you to be? Or Y/you love them as T/they are and still tis Y/you who should change why because Y/you truely know how to care and love ?? So i guess what i am saying is does A/anyone truely know what love is anymore? Yes there are many types of love: the love you have for friends the love you have for family the love you have for animals the love you have for the things in nature the love

Check This Out
HELLO group I hope everyone is well I haven’t posted lately and wanted to let everyone know. Im planning on massage tech school in the spring and am looking for people to practice on to further my study in the field. This massage lasts between 45 minutes to an hour. Couples and singles welcome and I come to you. Really looking for people in and around warner robins. This is a free massage all I ask is your honest opinion. Yes this is real as am I. Nothing against singles males but I get a lot of guys wanting other things and it is safer more me with couples or females with partners that are aware of the massage. Thanks everyone just got a brand new wecam. if you buy me a blast i will use your salute in the pic! brand new cam. does anyone want a salute pic!!

9-11-2001 I Remember
I remember that 9-11-2001 began as a normal workday. I remember the radio announcer saying that a plane had just hit one of the twin towers. I remember traffic coming to a complete standstill on highway 70 that morning as my fellow drivers looked around at one another totally dumbstruck. I remember standing in the lobby of the bank making the deposit for work and watching a tower collapse. I remember standing there not moving. My mind unable to accept the horror I was witnessing. I remember listening to radio at work as the tragedy unfolded. I remember the White Sox were supposed to play in New York that day. I remember being at work but I don't remember working. I remember driving home still in shock from the horrific events of the day. Dad was still alive and I remember sitting next to him on couch watching the attack on our beloved country on the news. I remember crying. I remember dad holding my hand as I cried and I asked why. And I remember dad's words to me, "You ca

9/11...remembering?
A friend of mine asked why i haven't posted any 9/11 pics or anything else thats related. Well my answer is this...i remember those poor souls every single day! Not a day goes by that they don't enter my mind. I don't need to dwell on it on 9/11. I think its cool if everyone else does and goes about their business like it never happened the other 364 days a year...so in closing, don't blow me shit cause i haven't posted anything. You remember your one day and ill cover the rest.

Never Forget9-11-01
ref="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are commemorating September 11, we hope more importantly to pay respect to the victims of that day, show our nation's solidarity and show support for our men and women of the Armed Forces. You can help by sending this bulletin on to others! WE SHOULD ALL REMEMBER ALL OF THOSE WHO LOST THEIR LIVES AND THOSE WHO'S LIVES WERE LOST SAVING OTHERS.

Im Getting Tired
I can't sleep, I barely eat, My knuckles are split open I've a headache on and off for over 2 weeks. All of these people, Putting on this big show This is such a fucking joke Though these sheep are to blind to see. Why am I struggling with this Why can't I decide if I want to stay or just let go There are a handful of you, yes From which I do not want to drift But for the majority of this I wont fucking miss it one bit. And even so,they few whom come to mind Those that made the impression That they would be around for quite some time. A couple of you Im not even sure If I should waste my time. My head is fucking pounding I can't breath through my nose. Oh yeah,and another one of my friends just died That's something no one knows, I tried to talk about it Though no one had the time. So much for being there at a very crucial time. It's nice to chat with my friends, Too bad it's only when it is convenient for them Why can't anyone just

9/11 - Our Rights
Please read. We aren't safer.. We are the same as we were, the only difference is now we have less rights. Rights taken away from us in the name of safety... built on lies that our government wants us to believe in order to control us. The patriot act was the first step in making martial law without bringing military force. Think about it... patriot act 2 ****Further expands the reach of an already over broad definition of terrorism so that organizations engaged in civil disobedience are at risk of government wiretapping (secs. 120, 121) asset seizure (secs. 428, 428), and their supporters could even risk losing their citizenship (sec. 501); or being charged with "Domestic Terrorism", then they can do whatever they want to you. "They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety." ---Benjamin Franklin, Historical Review of Pennsylvania, 1759.

Excuses !
"I was abducted by aliens..." When asked to share the most unusual excuses workers gave for missing work, recruiting managers shared some of their favourite examples: "I'm too drunk to drive to work." "I accidentally flushed my keys down the toilet." "I had to help deliver a baby on my way to work." The employee was not in the medical profession. "I accidentally drove through the automatic garage door before it opened." "My boyfriend's snake escaped from its cage and I'm afraid to leave the bedroom until he gets home." "I'm too fat to get into my work outfit." "God didn't wake me." (Employee didn't believe in alarm clocks and thought a higher power would wake her when she was ready.) "I cut my fingernails too short, they're bleeding and I have to go to the doctor." "The ghosts in my house kept me up all night." "I forgot I was getting married today." "My cow bit me." "My son accidentally fell asleep next to wet cement in our ga

Interesting
from MEN by Mark Peters -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A new two year degree is being offered at LIFE UNIVERSITY that many of our men should be interested in: BECOMING A REAL MAN. A woman can be downright bitchy but if she looks good she can still get men. And so, through ingenuity and the luck of evolution, women will rule the world and men will be slobbering drunk pigs obsessed with sports, sex, guns, and barbecue. And that book–which says a girl should never ever call a boy–is to men what The Satanic Verses is to Iranian religious zealots. As we look at older populations, we do indeed find that the number of available men to women is in the former's favor. At the heart of class division, according to this view, are the biological differences between men and women. At the same time we're in a patriarchal society–I was with a lot of men who were far less than "respectful" . . . who were abusive in some ways. Back came th

Life
What were you doing that tragic day? I don't think I'll ever forget that day, September 11, 2001. It's forever etched in my mind. It was a Tuesday that will always be, for my generation, my December 7, 1941. I was a young 26 year old, living in El Cajon, California (just outside San Diego). I was in my seventh year of my enlistment in the United States Navy. I worked second shift at that time. I was the work center night shift (navy talk for second shift) Production Supervisor, as well as the work center Collateral Duty Inspector (basically Quality Assurance). At that time I was becoming a seasoned Aviation Electronics Technician Second Class (AT2 / E-5 rank) and close to being the LPO (Leading Petty Officer) of the shop. This, in retrospect, was not too common at NASNI AIMD (Naval Air Station North Island Aircraft Intermediate Maintenance Detachment). I was fortunate to be where I was, considering two years prior I was stationed in Yokosuka, Japan. I was very content

Getting On With It!
If you love something, set it free...If it comes back it's yours if it doesn't it was never meant to be".... Just my thought for the day... Everything I know and all that I read says the same thing...The best way to move on from a broken relationship is to just get out....don't MOPE and CRY and Think about what it was...I don't want too, but I need a spirit lift if that makes sense.... Any suggestions on how to just do that...I am not one for the bars, so going out and getting "picked up" is not my thing... I would appreciate comments... There are so many people that think they know what is best for you...it is just that...Their advice. One day when you know you have found the love of your life, your thoughts and feelings about so many things will change...You tend to follow your heart and act on those impulses. Things are not always smooth, but if the love is real, you will do whatever you can to preserve it. The road to love is not easy, and there will be just as m

...love.,??
yeah.,! thanks for the support guys.,! especially my classmates.,! i hope you'll watch us on tv this coming 24th.,! peOpLe in the phiLs.,! hehe., gOd bless me.,!! i'm finding it hard right now to still believe in love in spite of all my expiriences... pls., i needed someone 2 be there beside me...

9-11
I don't understand how people can "get tired of hearing about it all the time." To everyone who thinks it should be left in the past I ask them this: How can you ask someone to forget their daughter who was in that building? How can you ask someone to forget their son who was on that plane? How can you ask someone to forget that their wife is never coming home? How can you ask someone to forget that the last thing they ever heard from their husband was that they loved them and to be strong for them? How can you ask someone to forget that they'll never get tucked in by their daddy ever again? How can you ask someone to forget that their mommy isn't there to make it better any more? How can you ask someone to forget that they'll never play ball with their brother any more? How can you ask someone to forget that their sister will never get that perfect wedding? How can you ask someone to forget their friend who ran in to help and never

News Flash!
COULD IT BE? IS IT POSSIBLE? COULD IT BE... GONE? LOUISIANA- Today, in a small suburban home in South Louisiana, a priceless artifact has gone missing. This peice of history known simply as "the helmet" was found sitting on the ground the day after halloween of 2004... no one knows where it came from but many beleive it was a gift from the gods. It is said to grant the wearer the ability to say things that make no sense and still not feel stupid. Many fear that if this sacred relic of yore was to slip into the wrong hands, it could be the end of the world as we know it. NEWSFLASH 1:16 AM: This just in- a group of homicidal terrorist ferrets claimed to have taken the helmet and are holding it hostage! NEWSFLASH 10:38 pm: Still no sign of the helmet. Authorities fear that if it is not returned soon reality might start to fall to pieces. Friday and still no sign of the helmet, things are begining to look bad. NEWSFLASH 10:20 PM: The ferrets have made their list of demands for

May God Bless 9-11-07
AS I SIT HERE AT WORK AND THINK OF WHAT HAPPENED 6 YEAR AGO. I WAS SITTING HERE ARE WORK WATCHING AND HOPING THAT IT WAS NOT TRUE, BUT AS I WATCHED THE TV AND REALIZED THAT WE WERE BEING TARGETED IT MADE ME CRY AND WISHING I WAS IN NEW YPRK TO HELP WITH THE AFTER MATH OF THINGS. SINCE I AM A ARMY VETERN MYSELF IT REALLY HIT HOME NOT BEING ABLE TO BE THERE. AND WHEN THE SECOND PLANE HIT THE SECOND TOWER I FEEL TO MY KNEES AND PRAYED FOR ALL THAT LOST THIER LIVES BECAUSE OF SOME STUDID ASSHOLE WHO HAD NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN KILL HIS OWN PEOPLE IN THE PROCESS. AND WHEN THE THIRD PALNE WAS TAKEN DOWN BY THE HEROES ON THE PLANE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FIELD NOT FAR FROM WHERE MY FMILY LIVES I PANTICED WHEN I COULDNT GET IN TOUCH WITH THEM FOR HOURS NOT KNOWING IF THEY WERE HIT OR NOT AS WELL. I PRAYED AND PRAYED AND WHEN MY PHONE RANG AND IT WAS MY MOTHER AND FATHER I CRIED AND WANTED TO GO HOME AND BE WITH THEM. THEN I REALIZED WHEN I WALKED OUTSIDE THAT THERE WERE NO PLANES IN THE SK

Rants
Don't get mad at me because I didn't rate the pic a 10. I'm not against 9-11 or anything, but I rate for quality and content. I'm not going to be overly fond of "god" references because I am not christian, and god is not a name. If the pic is small, I'm not going to rate it as high because I can't see it very well. I HAVE rated some 10's on here, because they were big enough I could see them clearly and they were well done. I just think it's really silly to get mad at me and even block me, for not getting a 10. Geez. Get over my ratings, people. :P I'm not the least bit patriotic, but I'm not against people who are.

Joe1
i just wanted every one to know hat i do not have time to write a blog today on acount of my dog that got sick on the carpet and now i have to clean it up. i opened the door for him to go out but he would rather vomit on the carpet ad make me clean it up than to watch me have fun online i guess. i know i should not be so pissed off but this mess is going to take a while and it's making mechoke and i might vomit to i have not been here much becase i have the worst cold and had to go take a class. today i watched a few movies on tv and realised they were old. you think 1985 wa yesterday but it was too long ago! so soon as this cold is over i am going on a self improvment rutine and make a better me. maybe even join a group. why does people have to use others and then just throw them away like underwhere? i am talking about a woman. she semed special to me from the moment we met. saturday night we had great sex and while we were doing it i told her i wanted her forever and then i just wan

Remeber 9~11
No one deserves violence against them, especially the people who died on 9-11. They were of all races, all religions, and all killed for no reason. Some will pontificate that is was the will of their god that did this, but it wasn't. It was the act of a cowardly, selfish man. Osama bin Laden is a coward. He hides like a rat, or a snake in a hole, and send many a man, woman, and even children off to die in the name of Allah. Funny, he oesn't have the courage to carry out attacks himself, but that is what cowards do. There is a lot anger from those attacks, even now, six years later. The fear, the horror we all felt. It is something that does not easily fade away. What must subside in this world is hatred. Hatred and intolerance spawned these attacks. We as a country have to show the world that we will not lay down. There is a favorite line in a movie I like. "It's not about how hard you can hit, but how hard you can get hit, and keep getting back up. We gotta get up, we gotta show th

Dsc One Of Our Own...
I am sorry that I have not been on lately and I hate to bring more sadness to a day that is already filled with bad memories, but I have not been on much due to the fact that my wife had surgery in July to remove a tumor from her spine and is now wheelchair bound due to paralysis. It has been a job taking care of her, due to the fact that our house is not handicap accessible. I will try to keep in touch as much as I can. This is a great guy that is having a rough time right now.. I rarely ask for much and have never asked for you to go to another profile for me. But this hits close to home for me, and i know the Hell he and his family are going through! Everyone drop by and show him some love and support. One loving word can lift his spirits.. And he will pass the love to his wife.. He is a really sweet guy and is struggling with a hardship right now.

Love
This is something I wrote and a graphic I made for my hubby...We met 10 yrs ago today and have been together since then...So yes I do believe in love at first sight and soul mates...I love this man so and dont know what I would do without him...He completes me fully and I him...I wish that everyone could feel the love we share in their own lives 10 years ago today the sun started to shine... 10 years ago today the birds began to sing... 10 years ago today the meaning of true love became clear... 10 yrs ago today my life truly began... 10 years ago today my dreams came true because... 10 years ago today I met my soulmate... 10 years ago today I fell in love with a wonderful man... Because 10 years ago today you came into my life and brought me to life!

Bitches`
Ok normally i am pretty cold hearted and not an average female...my feelings don't get hurt easy, i could care less about most things...Yeah yeah i know ur thinkin what a bitch!!well that is me i am a good hearted person and would help any one...But just because for this reason i hate helping females....i try to tell a female something this morning that would avoid her gettin yelled at and she gave me a dirty ass look and pretty much told me to mind my business...which in theory i should have but i was tryin to be nice and avoid the sitution for her...But she snapped at me, and i snapped back...Why do females feel the need everytime someone trys to help them they get offend.....they take it as that bitch is trying to be nice for no reason , theres a catch..Ok just because i was being nice doesn't mean there is a catch...I wish sometimes we could wipe the female race off the earth but then again we wouldn't have a fucked up world would we???and our men wouldn't have Pu$$y....I feel bad

Sept 11th
im in this happy hour contest and i would need some loving and lots and lots of bomming!! Please come by. This is a poem that a family of mine wrote on the Afternoon of September 11th, 01. I wanted to share it with everyone. Please do not copy!!! Dialing America I tried to call America this morning But She was too busy searching for her missing children Please try your call at another time. I tried to call America this afternoon But She was too busy mourning for the slaughtered innocents To answer the phone Could I please call back at a more appropriate time. I tried to call America this evening But all I got was a busy signal as She girded Herself for war The party I was trying to reach was not available at this time. So I hung up the phone and walked down to America I searched for the living and collected the dead And together we mourned as one And I raged with her and wept tears of loss And offered Her the comfort of my Embrace And the phone rang rega

9/11
http://papundits.wordpress.com/2007/11/18/jihad-jane-the-hezbollah-spy/ November 18, 2007 -- FBI fraudster Nada Nadim Prouty not only used a sham marriage to get jobs with access to secret terrorist intelligence - her current husband is a State Department employee who has held sensitive posts in Middle Eastern embassies, The Post has learned. Her third hubby, Gordon Prouty, 40, now works for the State Department in Washington, a spokesman confirmed Friday night. He had been stationed at American embassies in Egypt and Pakistan. A Justice Department spokesman, Dean Boyd, refused to comment on Gordon Prouty's job, or say whether he was under investigation along with his criminal wife. "He's not charged with any wrongdoing in this case," Boyd said. But the revelation surprised national security watchdogs. "My God, she's married to one of our people," said Mike Cutler, a former US immigration special agent. Nada Prouty, 37, admitted last week she faked her first mar

9/11
The Accident A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold, Monday morning. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days." Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely, This must be a sign from God!" The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely , God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." Then she hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it

Punch1020
god, continue to bless america as you have and keep away anything that has to do with evil!! amen. want to give a shout out to the families of 911; may peace be unto you!! Music Video: Put A Little Umph In It by (Jagged Edge) | Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Airborne
so i could be at the house right now curled up with a hot lookin lady and drinkin a cold beer on the porch. but no i got to go back to war and fight these dumbasses who could not get there shit togather. i hope and pray to god i get the chance to have my life back but i would give every thing to meet him in a dark cave with a pair of tweezer and some rope. BIN LADEN I HATE YOU, YOU STUPID ASS FUCK STICK I COULD BE HOME RIGHT NOW I BETTER GET A BAD ASS CHICK FOR THIS ONE THIS IS A YEAR OF NO ASS THANKS ALOT DIE FUCKER

My Night Of Exatsy
Why can i not get this Beauitful goddess out of my mind? her face, her body, her smile. oh i love it so! the way she walks side to side in her red laced suit. im in love with this beauitful deity. she sayin "come to me, my black adonis!" i want u to make love to me! i couldnt resist her! she pulls me in and i kiss her all over her body. she tells me, "i want u inside of me, make me urs!" so she takes off my clothes and sucks every inch of my black shaft. then i put my mandingo inside her, she screams, make urs over and over. the we switch to another position and i lick her pussy while shes still on my mandingo. then, she rides me like her black stallion. CUM INSIDE ME!! PLEASE, CUM INSIDE ME!! as shes bout to orgasm, i let my mandingo juices go free as she screams in delight. "mmmm" thank u my, black mandingo!! and she disapears into the night. The night is hot as hell..... im staring at a ivory goddess, she saying she wants me. "i want u!" she says. i say to myself,"i found my g

The Days In This Life Of Scarletrose
As most of my friends know today was the big test day. I was up last night worried to death I would not pass and awoke this morning mostly with the same fear. I poured over notes,attemped the final of the 60hr class which I knew by heart just once more,and even called a friend and future coworker to make sure a few things I had correct. Time ticked away from 8 am to 10 am in no time. I was nervous talking to friends for moral support befor heading out. My hubby got home and was ready to get going toward the Nashville test center. I finished up the test I was taking with a 76. Still not confident I had what it was going to take to pass the test I carried my notes along for the ride. I know better but decide to look over them going down the road...I do this until my hubby tells me to stop before I either get a headache or worse get sick. So I stop reading my notes and start talkin nonstop about this "test" until he tells me to calm down. The closer we get to Kermit Drive the more nervous

11 Lessons From 9/11
It has been six years since we sat, horrified and stunned, watching the terrorist attacks of September 11, 2001, unfold at the World Trade Center, at the Pentagon, in a field in Pennsylvania and on television screens across America. Sometimes it feels like just yesterday. Sometimes it seems like an eternity ago. Nightmares are like that. They are timeless terrors that know no boundaries; they never leave us and yet they catch us unawares. Certainly, we will never forget the events that unfolded that tragic September morning. But what have we learned from this constant reminder of our loss and our vulnerability? Have we become stronger or smarter as a country or as individuals? Have we taken up the responsibility to honor the dead with new understanding and new resolve? I believe we've learned a lot. Today, as we replay all the graphic footage, try to ponder the positive points and the lessons learned from this atrocity. Here are 11 lessons that come to mind. 1. Heroes are eve

Funny Stuff
so farmer john calls the local sheriff and says sheriff you gotta do something about these speeders they are killing my chickens so sheriff syas ok ad gets the towns folk to put up a sign drive slow school crossing well the ext day farmer john calls the sheriff hey man it is not working so the sheriff tried again this time he put out the sign slow down children out to play well the next day farmer john calls the sheriff and says sheriff this is not working either can i build my own sign sheriff says ok so three days later sheriff calls farmer john says how is the sign working he says just fine nobody has killed a chicken in three days so the sheriff thiinks for a bit then the shriff goes and sees this sign thinking it might work in town the sign read nudeist colony slow down and look for chicks

What Are Friends For?
Roger R. Burque Dec.15,1969 Oct.16,2008 Your gentle face & patient smile with sadness we recall. You had a kindly word for each and died beloved by all. The voice is mute and stilled the heart,that loved us well and true. Ah, bitter was the trial to part from one so good as you. you are not forgotten loved one, nor will you ever be. As long as life and memory last we will remember thee. We miss you now, our hearts are sore. as time goes by, we miss you more. Your loving smile, gentle face. No one can take your vacant place. Roger & I have been friends for 15+yrs. We've worked together on projects. We partied & road together when times were good. And unfortunetly, Roger got sick about 5yrs. And he couldn't live with the pain any more. SO he decided to end his life. I can't say I agree w/that decision. All I know, is I'm in a world of sadness. Not just for the loss of a great friend. But to have to see others around me trying to deal w/ the horrible loss

Remember
I remember exactly what I did that day. I was still a college student at that time. That morning I was watching my friends two children. We had just finished breakfast when my friend called and asked me if I had turned the tv on. I hadn't but as I did that is when the report of the second plane hitting the other tower. I just remember being in disbelief all day long. I went to my night class that night only for the professor to say now that we are here and with what has happened today I wish everyone a safe trip home and we will meet again next time. I then left and went home.

Blade
IF U HAD ME ALONE.........LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR 24 HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED TOO,WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? EMAIL ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS........CUZ IT'S A SECRET......!! THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN.....YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE............... OR IT COULD REALLY FREAK YOU OUT.......LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING...........IF YOU HAD ME ALONE. yo ladies i just added some new pics for yall. so get at me

When A Girl Misses You
girl language its all true. when i dont call you [ I'm waiting for your call. ] When i walk away from you mad [ chase me down ] When im quiet [ ask me what's wrong] When i ignore you [ talk to me. ] When i pull away [ Pull me back. ] When you see me at my worst [ tell me i look beautiful. ] When you see me start crying [ tell me it is ok no matter what the reason. ] When you see me walking [ sneak up behind me and scare me. ] When im scared [ comfort me. ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ lay your head on mine. ] When i tease you [ Tease me back ] When i say that i like you [ i really mean it. ] When i grab at your hands [ i want to hold them. ] When i bump into you [ it's because i want to be close to you. ] When i tell you a secret [ i trust you with my life to keep it a secret. ] When i look at you in your eyes [ look into mine, then kiss me. ] When i miss you [ it really hurts. ] When you break my heart

Me
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four youngMothers and their small children. "You all have obsessions," he observed.To the first mother, Mary, he said, "you are obsessed with eating. You'veEven named your daughter Candy."He turned to the second mom, Ann and said, "Your obsession is with money.Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny."He then turned to the third mom, Joyce and said. "Your obsession isAlcohol. This too shows itself in your child's name, Brandy."At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy , quietly got up, took her littleBoy by the hand and whispered, "come on, Dick, we're leaving." Well, I'm getting a divorce. It really sux. But hey, when you get pushed around and get someone throwing things at you, you kinda have to let them go. I love my soon to be ex hubby with all of my heart and this divorce is going to kill me, but I'm also not going to let it get even worse. I hate that I have to put my daughter through it too. I guess th

First One...important
Keep this Going! If I get this 100 times, I will continue to forward it to others in the hopes that they will do the same. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. KEEP THIS GOING PLEASE I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! had draped a coffin. O

F.d.n.y. 9-11-01
This memorial Is Dedicated To My Good Firefighters Friends And Brothers Firefighter/EMT Hector Tirado, Firefighter/EMT Sean Tallon, Firefighter/EMT Michael Vernon Kiefer May You Rest In Peace You Shall Never Be Forgotten, We All Love You And Miss Very Much God Bless All Of You ! Firefighter Hector Tirado, Jr. Engine 23 Firefighter and Model Of his three jobs, Hector Tirado Jr. liked firefighting work the best. A former emergency medical technician, he was lured to the New York Fire Department less than two years ago by the excitement and the opportunity to help people, said his uncle, Robert Tirado. The divorced father of five children, Mr. Tirado, 30, also worked as a waiter and, occasionally, as a model. His latest shoot was posing in casual clothes for a Latino firefighters calendar that was due out sometime this year. His uncle said, "I'd walk on the street with him in the summer and the girls would give him their number." Mr. Tirado, who lived in the Bronx and wa

Online Gaming
Games have come along way since Twister and Monopoly...Thx to technology we can game with others from far far away....Im a online gamer...I play just about any game there is..I personally prefer FPS or RTS...Im glad online gaming exist cause if it dindt I wouldnt have much of life...sad to say I know but fact!...Anyone who reads this and is a online gamer contact me and lets hash out what games you play...Im looking for some gaming buddies...I also play online chess for those of you who play...I hope to hear from someone soon...Thx for reading GAME ON!!!!! Gochief

Men
Please tell me that all men are not like some of the men I have met online. I have had men tell me that they love me and want to be with me one day. Then the next day, they either just disappear or block me. I am sick and tired of getting my heart broken and getting my hopes up. These guys talk all sweet to you to win you over then just disappear. They leave you a shattered mess wondering what you did wrong. I have even had guys talk about wanting to marry me and wanting me to have their babies. I am so sick of the crap. All I want is a man that is going to be there for me and not treat me like total shit. Is that too much to ask? Lately I am starting to think so. I am just tired of the guys who want to play childish games and all the drama. If there is a real man out there, please tell me where. I know that I am overweight but that does not mean that I do not have feelings. There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is i

It Iz What It Iz Pt 2
I may not always be rite but im NEVER wrong! I'm AwAy CrYiNg i doN'T KnOw WhAt To Do My BoY aiN'T HoMe AnD ALL I HaVe iS You give me a vodka on the rocks....hold the vodka i'm a designated driver...umm soo....give me glass of ice and that'd be nice!! ! Don't hate me because I'm beautiful! Hate me because....well....Okay!...Hate me because I'm beautiful! If bein hott is a crime........ arrest me Girls go to college to get more knowledge Boys go to Jupiter to get more stupider! I look at her as a friend, then i realized i loved her The only guy a girl can trust is her DADDY........ guys you have BIG shoes to fill b/c my DADDY will sure be hard to beat I'm not a blonde!! I'm knot! I'm knot! I'm knot! What lies before us and what lies behind us are tiny matters to what lies within us. Lil boys know they love you because they need you, Men need you cuz they know they love ya Wit a X n' a O im out lyke whoa East to the Sea,West to the Lands

Addictive You Say
Yeah I see you looking at me loving and hating me your mind is racing your heart is pounding jus so worked up from my sexual energy kissing and licking my smooth chocolate skin tasting my sweet spot over and over and over again addictive you say, highly I say you ain't believe me though its not only my juices that got ya going its my confidence the mystery in my eyes got you mesmerized not to mention my monotonous moans from your sexual gratification that got you hypnotized and stimulated trying to keep it going whispering commands making me recite what you wanna hear bringing you closer and closer to the intergalactic orgasm that leaves you light headed and wanting more yeah I see you looking at me loving how I make you feel hating that the feeling has to end replaying images of bodies intertwined getting excited all over again thinking of what more we can do addictive you say, highly I say

Another Contest
Hey a contest I am in just started tonight, if anyone wants to help comment bomb I will list the link below. Also if you rate the picture it counts as 3 comments I believe. Thanks!!! Kassidy xoxo Direct Link: http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3171929244 Hi to everyone, I had my arm surgery yesterday and they had some complications. I only have use of one hand for about three weeks while my bad arm is casted and splinted. I want to thank everyone who has been bombing my contest picture. I appreciate it so much since I am not able to bomb it like I was before yesterday. I am still trying my best to bomb it but it is taking me so long just to leave one comment :( I really want to try and win this contest so I will be trying my best to keep bombing. Thanks to you guys I am catching back up a lil bit more. If you can continue to help me I would love it but I also know you guys have other things to do also. Just wanted to thank you for all the love you have shown me!! Take

Love
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!" The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?" The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!" The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again." The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!" The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyone in your

Please Help Me
I ENTERED A GIVEAWAY AND NEED 25,000 COMMENTS FOR A 3 MONTH VIP FOR WHEN MINE RUNS OUT.,.,JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW.,AND IF YOU CAN DROP BY AND HELP ME BOMB IT,..THAT WOULD BE KICK ASS.,THANKS ALOT TO THOSE THAT HELP

Remebering 9-11-2001
A Mother's Worst Nightmare This is a real life story, actually it is mine. This one has a somewhat happy ending, but alot of stories similar to it do not. My son joined the Army right out of high school in 2000, he was 17 at the time. I did not want him to join, but he told me "at least I will be able to go to college,mom." SO how do you argue at that point. So he joined and went to boot camp in Sept of that year. He did really great in boot camp as well as all of the other training that he had to go through. He was stationed at Ft Campbell,Ky with the 101st Airborne Division. I was really very proud of him and he looked so handsome in his uniform. What mother wouldn't be proud of her son? But then in 2001 life would change for everyone. That day as I watched those towers fall I cried, not only for the people that perished that day but for what I knew was surely going to come because of this event. I knew that my son would be going to war. As with any war I knew t

9/11 Six Years Later
WELL IT HAS BEEN 6 YRS. SINCE THAT FATEFUL DAY AND WE ARE STILL AT WAR IN IRAQ FIGHTING TO OVERCOME INTOLERANCE OF A PEOPLE THAT BELIEVE THEIR WAY IS THE ONLY ONE THERE IS. AND BEING FROM ONE OF MANY FREE COUNTRIES WE ARE A TARGET , CONSIDERED INFIDELS FOR OUR ABILITY TO CHOOSE THE RELIGION WE WISH TO WORSHIP IN. THE FACT THAT OUR WOMEN ARE ABLE TO VOTE , WORK SOMEPLACE OTHER THAN HOME , HOLD POLITICAL OFFICE , AND BE FREE TO DRESS HOW THEY WANT .. YES AMERICA IS A YOUNG COUNTRY, COMPARED TO ALMOST EVERY OTHER ONE WE ARE A TEENAGER , BUT WE HAVE LEARNED FROM OTHERS MISTAKES AND SUCCESS’S , THAT IS WHAT MAKES US SO GREAT ANYONE CAN BE ANYTHING THEY WANT TO BE WITHOUT LIMITS NO MATTER WHAT YOUR RACE , RELIGION , NATIONALITY , SEX , OR SOCIAL STATUS. I SUPPORT OUR MEN AND WOMEN FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AS WELL AS THE FREEDOM OF OTHERS. THIS DAY IN 2001 WAS ONE OF THE WORST IN AMERICAN HISTORY AND WAS A CALL TO ARMS BECAUSE THE LIVES THAT WERE LOST WERE INNOCENT. AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED

Catchin Up
Ok guys this has been a long contest I know but right now its a very close contest we need sum help so we can take 1st place!!! So just click on the pic and throw me sum comments the love is appreciated!!!!!!!

Salute
u know sometimes it may be hard for some people to express themselves when it comes to our nations finest, but i am not one of those. 6 yrs ago i was not able to be with my family when the worst day of our history happened yet, but today i am. i want to give a great big salute to all the soldiers and their families who have or is still serving to protect our country, yes i wish u could all come home but i also understand there is a job to do out there, so from my family to urs, thank you and god bless to all of you. u r in the prayers of the "redneck Mafia Family" love odinsmomma

9-11 (written By Me For Our Troops)
as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Mom...
"Don't live your life waiting for me to die" "You have the right to live your own life." " I love you and will miss you" these were your words to help me get through. Now. mom here's my words to you. You are my rock, my confidant, my best friend. You were the person I ran to. who always helped my heart to mend. I always knew you'd always be there, no matter what troubled my mind. I'd find you sitting in your favorite chair. I need that now, just one more time. I'm coming to realize that you are still here. I see your face when I see my own, it's made me strong to overcome my fears. I know now I will never be alone. You were the one I've always turned to, in all my times of need, but mom your job here is through. I've become the woman you knew I could be.

My Hate Speech
i hate the mass media and the corporations that control it.i hate the propoganda and lies that are always forgiven while young americans die everyday in iraq.i hate that we supported saddam in killing people who wanted to overthrow him and we told him to kill them cause we wanted him in power.i hate we gave him the weapons to do it.i hate that over a half a million iraqis are dead in a war thats a crime.i hate that the american people had the fear of god instilled in them over weapons of mass destruction that we knew the weapons inspecters said he got rid of after we bombed them in 91.i hate that the president made jokes about him not having the weapons.i hate the fact if americans protest the war they can be locked up for domestic terrorism.i hate the fact we are lied to about fighting for democracy in iraq when we are supposed to be a constitutional republic.i hate that a democracy is what the founding fathers didnt want cause they knew that was 2 wolves and a sheep deciding whats fo

Anti-nazi League History
The history of the left is a history of campaigns. Some have been successful, many have not. Only rarely have the campaigns created a genuine unity, a lasting sense of what could be achieved when people from different political backgrounds come together for a definite end. The Anti-Nazi League (ANL) was set up in 1977, at a time when politics was moving to the right, and when racist ideas were becoming more acceptable, yet it succeeded in its aim of marginalising the National Front which had acted as the open carrier of organised racism in Britain. Many of those involved had been active for years in different campaigns, against the Vietnam War, in support of the French students, or the miners, against unemployment and the Social Contract. Yet these activists remember the ANL period as one moment when their intervention was of decisive importance. The birth of Rock Against Racism and the Anti-Nazi League needs to be placed within the broader context the Labour government of 1974-9. T

Remembering 9/11???
First of all, Id like to send my condolences to those who have lost friends and family in such a tragedy that never should have happened. Now, that thats out of the way, 9/11 is such a crock. It was all bush's fault that it happened. The Bush family and the Bin Laden family were oil company partners back when Regan was president, and thats where it all started. The reason 9/11 happened is because the cia trained al qaeda to defend themselves when russia was at war with them, so Bush Sr. and Reagan gave them the skills and the weapons to fight for what the believed in, then they turned around and used them on us. Bush should never have been president the first time after Regan, but the american public only knows what the government tells us to know. Why did we go to war with Iraq? Because the government maybe wanted us to forget about his partners? C'mon people wake up! 9/11 didnt happen because of terrorists, it happened cuz bush is a greedy oil comapny man and a fucking idiot... Ple

Poetic Justice
Long ago in endless time Somewhere in empty space The Gods gave substance to themselves And to this earthly place. Then the sons of the Gods chose the earth To carry on a fight That started in another place Between darkness and the light. Now the Arya were the sons of the Gods And order was their cause, For chaos cannot prosper In the light of Nature's laws. The Arya spread across the earth And taught the Folkish way, And for a time order reigned, But 'twas a short lived day. For darkness had a battle plan And an army all in place. 'Twas stealth and wealth and cunning In the hands of an alien race. The alien brought the darkness To every folkish land, Stole their wealth and heritage With usury's hidden hand. Purchased kings and fostered wars So kindred Folk were slain By those of selfsame kin and blood On every earthly plain. The alien taught the Arya That a Nation's not a Race, Nor culture, nor kin, nor heritage, Nor even similar face. A

Quizzes
What kind of witch are you? You are a Fire Witch! The Material Element of Fire is at your command. Your soul burns as bright as the fire you can conjure. Many look to you as the leader, and you accept the burden. Though a good person at heart, you can get lost in the moment and your fiery passion, or sometimes anger can get the best of you, but its ok. Its not like they really NEEDED eyebrows....Common Powers: Pyrokinesis-the ability to light and control fire with one's mindEmpathy- the ability to feel what other people are feelingUnburnable-the ability to not get burned even by the hottest fireDragonspeak-the ability to speak and control dragons.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Editing Friends
To all of u that r on my friends list....u need to earn ur spot, or u will be deleted. i'm not here 4 popularity. i'm here 2 make friends. the people i've deleted haven't even sent me a drink,rated my pics, left me a profile comment...or even said a simple hello 2 me. i'm not here just to help u level up & if that's why u added me 2 ur friends....then u can delete me 4 all i care. if u want someone who will buy u drinks when u need a buzz....rate ur new pics...& help u when u need it...i'm that person. i've helped many of you out in these ways..and some of u haven't even returned the favor. the way i see it is..."u pat my back, i'll pat urs"...that is my new motto. i'm fine w/ helping people out but i expect the same thing in return...cuz that's what a real friend would do. If u wanna delete me after reading this go ahead...but u'll be losing a good friend. thanx 4 taking the time to read this. :)

Never Forget!
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1 Moment A Ya Time
do you all know what today is? sit down and think about it. today is a day for the history books. six years ago today the history of the united states was changed. families changed, loved ones lost, friends lost, heros lost. we lost alot of people today, yester-year. i can remember what i was doing when i found out about what happened here on the east coast. i was stationed in bremerton washington, onboard the USS Rainier. we had just pulled in from our west pac. it was my first pac. we finally got live real television, and not our ships cindicated tv. we were getting televison stations everyone else was getting. i was in the galley cooking and a few of my shipmates came running down the pway to the messdeck where most of the ship stood. those who werent in the berthings or offices or in their spaces. but every eye was on tv. we had just gotten the news more than 3 hours later, being that we are at a 3 hr difference. so lets not forget this day ..........ever. its special to me becaus

9-11-2001
This blog was NOT written by me. Richelle A.K.A. "MY DREAMS BECOME NIGHTMARES" is the author. I just wanted to post it so that more people would see it. Thank you Richelle and may we all NEVER FORGET!!! as i look up at our flag, I remember those with the right to brag, the ones who put thier lives in harms way, stepping up to defend us everyday, all gave some, some gave all, never forget, united we stand divded we fall, even when weak they still stand strong, the make right all that is wrong, they travel to lands of the unknown, just so our countrys freedom can be shown, this is to thank you all for your love and dedication, for holding up our right to stand as a nation Dear Troops, I want to thank you all.

Excited About Poetry Contest
http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12373887 Lust? I hear your whispers Sweet and clear. Ignited by your touch. Too easy to get swept away Remember it's only lust. My sight is blurred, My knees are weak, My heart races In my chest. I feel your breath Upon my neck, Your kisses on my ear. Your hands caress me tenderly and your eyes pierce through my soul. I want so much to hold you, To keep you for my own. You make it too easy to get swept away Remember it's only lust? Nicky Cosgrove Copyright ©2007 Nicky Cosgrove Rate my poem, Go here

My Friends And Family Are Simply The Best! 100% Beautiful!
WHERE DO I START? OH YEAH! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! ABSOLUTELY,100% BEAUTIFUL!!! ALOHA MY FRIENDS & FAMILY FOR ALL THE LOVE... I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON YOU GUYS, AS WELL AS YOU GUYS CAN DEPEND ON ME.. I LOVE YOU ALL...MUAHZ! U GUYS ROCK!!! imikimi - Customize Your World

Patriotic Reflection
Today, as America refelcts on the event of 9-11, I can't help but wonder about days gone by. My Dad enlisted after Pearl Harbor and served in the Pacific for an enlisted that was "for the duration of the war and 6 months after". He always regretted not making it a career. My oldest brother was drafted for Vietnam and served during some of the toughest fighting in '68 and '69 and came home to people spitting on him and calling him a "baby killer". I was drafted in the last draft of Vietnam in '73 but never made it in country. I remembered my Dad's regret and chose to serve for 22 years and never regretted 1 day of it. Yes, most of it was during the cold war, in a Fleet Ballistic Submaring making 3 knots to nowhere out in the Pacific Ocean, 3 month at a time for a total of 12 patrols. Now my son, a Sergeant in the Army, has arrived in Iraq for a second tour. politicians are argueing about whether we need to be there and how fast we can pull out. My God people, have we forgotten the lesso

Amber
Your Adult Film Star Name Is... Candy Coxx What's Your Adult Film Star Name? You Are a Carousel You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst,

I'm Bat-mitzvahing My Daughter Rebek'ah-myself
when she became double digit age-the question briefly passed in my mind--shall i pay some synagogue thousands of dollars to teach my daughter stuff of the ritual nature which sometimes even conflict's with G-d's Law--or shall i give said money away to worthy charities and teach her myself of the wealth of knowledge i acquired through a lifetime of study of G-d's Laws - i chose the latter. she becomes 13 in 4 days--i will bat-mitzvah her before sabbath on friday--on a holiday actually defiant to G-d's Law.--THIS IS NOT THE NEW YEAR---IT'S THE 7TH MONTH--IT'S A MINOR FESTIVAL TO SOUND THE TRUMPET--AND IS CELEBRATED FOR 1 DAY--NOT 2--AND TO GET INTO A SYNAGOGUE FOR IT-YOU MUST BUY TICKETS!! -will Bekah's bat mitzvah bre in a synagogue--i don't think so--it will be in the same dinky room i study the bible in--i'll read and teach her from the bible as i have been--not for a day but for a lifetime--teach her about G-d, what and how it means to be a Hebrew, how to pray--all that's good.--a

Give Away
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I Dont Know Who Is Doing This
Ok guys I just go a message from the contest host and she informed me that someone bombing for me is saying things to the other contestants im not sure what they said or whos doing it but please stop because i will get disqualified and i dont want that to happen after all this hard work...so agian thanks for the help but leave the other girls alone we are fine!

Things That Have Happen To Us
today is a sad day for all of us. for some its even more sad then it might be to others. i remember coming back from class on this day in 2001 my roommate told me not to turn off the news. i called my mom as i watched and was talkin to her about everything going on. it was sad. my roommate at the time had parents who worked on a base so she was scared. in chapel that day we were told we could stand up and pray outloud if we wanted to. so i did. i ask God to help my roommate in her time of fear i asked Him to watch over those who were scared and lost and for the families of all who had passed. my roommate when home that night to be with her family. well school was out and life went on. a year came around and i had started a job at a daycare. my mom and i took my dad to the doctor to take a sleep test. thats when we got the news of my aunt and cousin. we were told at the time that my cousin (3yrs of age) got out of her carseat (they can do that) and my aunt turned around still driving wa

The Valult Check It Out
Check out the VAULT. WHY? Because a lot of you ask about skins, how to add music to your profile, etc. So, we've had this page up for awhile, and thought I'd finally nudge you that direction so you can check it out and get some cool links from it.

Future
Well I am giving up on asking for suggestions on costumes from anyone in my friends/fans list. I have a pleathora (yes i used pleathora) of people in both the list. yet I am lucky if anyone even bothers viewing a post I made. So I am done wasting the time waiting for responses. Not a hate thing, i love having friends and fans, but why do i have any if they have no real intrest in me? One of lifes mysteries I guess. Well when I asked before Dragoncon if anyone thought i'd look good as a blonde I got one response "Thankyou Micki". Now that you can see me as a blonde what do you all think? Should I stick with one blonde character or push it for 2. Please someone anyone, input would be nice. Well I have decided to go to DragonCon for 4 days next year. I was wondering if any of my so devoted readers have any costume Ideas. One of the days I will definatly be cloud again. I'm going to upgrade the costume abit but I liked the attention. So if ya have any Ideas for the other 3 days let me know

More Poems
My, oh my, your tits are lookin' good, With those nipples stickin' out like wood! They're poking out like a puppy's nose, And they're colored like a dark red rose! They look delicious, there, on your breasts, That they draw from me just one request. Can I give them my mouth's attention? To feast on them, is my intention! See how they harden from my sucking, They stir me so I'll want some fucking! They taste much sweeter than berry wine, You've filled me with joy, making them mine!! The great fucks in life what do you remember it’s not the orgasm but something small the way your shoulders shook when I held you in the rain how your cigarette smelled when you exhaled in my car or just watching you laugh discovering your joy I don’t want to belabor this what’s done is done but I can’t forget your throat or the way you talked to my cat in your cat talking voice and I can’t visit that now I can only be with you in the place that doesn’t begin or

What Have We Become
ever feel lost in your head at times to the point you feel like the world is spinning around you so fast you cant be live the time date or how fast the year has flown by? Well thats how i been feeling the past few months with life, so many things going on and around my life, this year just kinda flew right by me, i cant be live its already Nov. I mean its not a bad thing really since my b/f will be going to school in less then 3 months, but man im 26 already, hell i remember my 21 b day like it was yesterday, but also i have grown up a lot and changed for the good, 5 years from to day i was alone single,had moved back in with my mom and dad had a car payment, had no money saved, just started a new job i thought was to hard for me to handle, was still very depresed over my ex and well just pissed alot of my time and money away. But now im 26 been at my job almost over 5 years, i have a great man in my life that i so cant wait to get married to some day!! My car is paid off, my car

Ths Shit Just Made Me Money For Free No Joke Check This Shit Out
I recently joined AGLOCO because of a friend recommended it to me. I am now promoting it to you because I like the idea and I want you to share in what I think will be an exciting new Internet concept. AGLOCO’s story is simple: Do you realize how valuable you are? Advertisers, search providers and online retailers are paying billions to reach you while you surf. How much of that money are you making? NONE! AGLOCO thinks you deserve a piece of the action. AGLOCO collects money from those companies on behalf of its members. (For example, Google currently pays AOL 10 cents for every Google search by an AOL user. And Google still has enough profit to pay $1.6 billion dollars for YouTube, an 18-month old site full of content that YouTube’s users did not get paid for! AGLOCO will work to get its Members their share of this and more. AGLOCO is building a new form of online community that they call an Economic Network. They are not only paying Members their

Isn't It Odd
It seems like so many people are endlessly searching for someone to be with. I've gotten to the point where I am just living my life and see what comes along. I got sick of trying to look for someone since it seems it just makes you feel depressed and even more lonely. The more I have thought about it the more asinine it seems to look and look for someone when it always seems you find someone when your not looking and least expect it. So I figured why let all the stress and emotions of looking bother me. Just live your life and if your meant to be with someone you will find them one day when it is time for it. Plus it makes living your everyday life a little better when you don't let yourself worry so much.

Good Times
Bring back the days of a carefree life with play an’ laughter, no worry or strife. Let me swing so high in the old apple tree like monkeys in a jungle screaming with glee. I want to chase chickens back into their pen, an’ ride the young heifers ‘cross our land again. Run in the sunshine, play in the field, hide in the sweet corn, eat apples—unpeeled. Rope-swing into haylofts, ride horses on roads, wade ponds by the dozens searching out toads. Play baseball in pastures— dry cow pies for bases, tie legs together in gunny-sack races. Have friends cross the meadow an’ just down the way, more joy than imagined packed into a day. Summers so hot, my skin will burn red, be a tired little kid when shooed off to bed. Swim the ditch with water snakes galore— Oh, just to catch a slithery once more. Discover new bugs, an’ catch honey bees, punch holes in a jar lid so they can breath free. Try to smoke straw out b

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Little Devil
When I fall down and no one seems to be around. When I don't seem to belong and my heart has no song. When the flowers seems to bloom, But my heart is full of gloom. I look to the stars and then I know where you are . I feel the warmth of your heart in mine and I know you to be true and kind. Even though I am one little star in the heavens, I know the price you paid for our sinning. When I stoped and looked to see , I knew your love has always been with me. Then I felt the safety of your embrace,With all your love and your grace. AMEN 2000 ~ God promises to always be there for you ~ "cr by Starja Along the way copyright by RainStorm We look but we never see , His heart He gives to us is free . We touch but we never feel , the love He gives us is real . We hurt but we never tryed , to see His tears that fell for us the day His son died. We listen but we never hear , His promise to always be near . We think but we never know , the chances He gives us to save our soul . We

In Memory Of My Grandmother
My grandmother will be gone a yr on the 25th of Sept..for all of you that dont know i moved back to this shit hole town Lawton/Ft Sill to take care of her...this is my tribute to the greatest and most stubborn woman iv ever met...Now you guys know where i get it from lol .

Daddy's Girl
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was sear

My Stash
So, I am trying to get them to you souly...lol View my stash for amy's lessons on the Celtic Metaphysic... expect more soon...i am dating them for you! OK...so now that I am done indulging what appears to be a sick obsession with Neil Haskell from: "So You Think You Can Dance" Allow me to tell you that I was SO impressed with most of his dances that I had to put them somewhere I could find them to watch them again if I wanted to. Neil also happens to be a member of my parent's church (and mine until I became a Pagan...lol). His older brother is best friends with my best friend's younger brother. I graduated with his oldest sister. I cannot get over what a small world it is! And I never in a zillion years would have expected to see "Little Neil Haskell" on tv! I had no idea he could dance that well! So anyways... that's half my stash right now I also added some images of pentacles and yggdrasil trees. I am in the process of obtaining a pendant of a yggdrasil, with an amber di

Okay... So I Did It!
I entered into a contest. It's first to 5,000 for a 7 day blast! I want my first blast, so I'm calling in all favors owed to me! please come show me some love!!! FOR 200 COMMENTS U GET A SPECAIL TREAT I entered into a contest. It's first to 5,000 for a 7 day blast! I want my first blast, so I'm calling in all favors owed to me! please come show me some love!!!

In Line
3 Men were waiting to go to heaven. St Peter was at the gate and said, "However good you were to your wife that is the vehicle you will get in heaven". The first guy comes up to the gate and says, "I never, ever cheated on my wife and I love her". So St. Peter gives him a Rolls Royce. The next man comes up and says, "I cheated on my wife a little but I still love her." He gets a mustang and drives off into heaven. The next guy came up and said, "I cheated on my wife a lot". He gets a scooter. Next day the guy that got the scooter was riding along and he saw the guy who owned the Rolls Royce crying. He asked, "Why are you crying you have such a nice car?!" and the man sobbed, "My wife just went by on roller skates".

Camp Pendleton, Ca.
CAMP PENDLETON , Calif. ( March 2, 2006 ) Karla Comfort received a lot of looks and even some salutes from people when she drove from Benton, Ark., to Camp Pendleton, Calif., in her newly-painted, custom Hummer H3 March 2. The vehicle is adorned with the likeness of! her son, 20-year-old Lance Cpl. John M. Holmason, and nine other Marines with F Company, 2nd Battalion, 7th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division who where all killed by the same improvised explosive device blast in Fallujah, Iraq, in December. For Karla Comfort, having the vehicle air brushed with the image of the 10 Marines was a way to pay homage to her hero and his fellow comrades who fell on Iraq's urban battlefield. "I wanted to let people know (Marines) are doing their jobs honorably, and some of them die," said the 39-year-old from Portland , OR "I don't want people to forget the sacrifices that my son and the other Marines made." Leading up to her son's death, Karla Comfort had received several le

9-11
I get a call the other day. My father was in the hospital again. He is in his 70's so to go for a minor issue is common. But As we were talking I could hear in his voice that he could not talk. He told me how he could not swallow or keep down food. They would do a biopsy and see if it is anything. Two days later he called with the results. Yes it was cancer. We do not know how bad it is but as we all know it is never good. I am thousands of miles away and can not be there with him. Thank god for his new wife. SHe will take good care of him i know that. But it made me think that I never did think him. Thank him for what. Well here is the list. Thank you for teaching me to ride a bike. Even when i fel you picked me up kissed my wounds and we tried again. Thank you for the many years of sacrafice so that me and Liz could have great birthdays and christmas's Thank you for giving me a wonderful home. Thank you for teaching me to play baseball. Thank yo

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Never Forget
Today marks 6 years since that tragic day when the towers fell, the pentagon was attacked, and strangers died friends and brothers in arms. Never forget those who lost their lives just doing what they did for a living, and always remember that it untied us more than any other event in history ever has. GOD BLESS THE SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN WHO ARE OVER SEAS FIGHTING FOR FREEDOM, AND MAY THEY ALL COME HOME SOON!!!!!!!!

My Favorite Song By Akon
Lonely by Akon Album : Trouble (2004) Lonely I'm Mr Lonely, I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely I have nobody, For my owwnnn I'm so lonely, Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin I'm so lonely (so lonely), I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl I'm so lonely (so lonely) I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely) I have nobody (I have nobody) To call my own (to call my own) girl Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you wa

Filthy??
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

This Is Why I'm Hot
This Is Why I'm Hot (CHORUS) this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why,this is why, im hot this is why im hot, this is why im hot, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot, im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not, this is why, this is why, this is why im hot im hot cuz im fly, you aint cuz u not this is this is why, this is why, this is why im hot (VERSE) this is why im hot, i dont gotta rap i can sell a mill sayin nothin on a track i represent new york, i got it on my back niggas say that we lost it so imma bring it back i love da dirty dirty, cuz niggas show me love the ladies start to bounce as soon as i hit da club but in da midwest, they love to take it slow so when i hit they bitch i watch them get it on da flo and if you need it hifey i take it to da bay cristo to sac-town, they do it everyday compton to hollywood, soon as i hit LA im in dat lo-lo, i do it da cali way and when i hit da shat, people say that im fly they love da way i dress,

Really Need An Answer
Ok I was blocked from posting mumms. Was told that it was because of Nsfw which im my post didnt have any. So when they block you from that do you ever get it back? And why would someone report me if I did nothing wrong?

In Rememberance (9-11 Tribute)
What I am saying is I listen to the radio here everyday at work... 1 station woo woo... I am in Naknek Alaska... not much to choose from but at least it is Public Radio... So anyway one of the many topics today (09-11-07) Was this "How long do we remember and take moments of mourning for the 9-11 attack?" OMG! I couldn't believe it... I say how long do we remember July 4, 1776? or December 7, 1942 or the last weekend of May? or January 15 or any other day that commerates when a Nation changes it's view and way it interacts within it's own borders or the world. I will remember the Horror I witnessed On this day 6 years ago... I will remember it until I have no memory, until I die. I will always mourn for the victims and thier families. And I say that is how long "we" as a nation should observe the memory of this day... until "we" The United States of America has no memory for we have all died... Remember until there are no more Americans (present and future) Now I realiz

Love Sex N Death
FIRST I WANT TO SAY THANKS SOOOO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN VOTING DAILY... YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!! THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME AND I TRULY APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE VOTE.. LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS TO YOU!! This means SOOOO MUCH that I am willing to pay you... ~*THIS IS R/L STUFF HERE*~ **we are currently in second place** QUALIFICATION ROUND... MAY 15TH--JUNE 20TH **during this time** i will give you $1000 fu-bucks per vote... i will bling you for your first vote (1000 pts + 1000 fubuck YOU ARE ABLE TO VOTE ONE TIME PER DAY!! Click on the bottom of the player and vote.. once you vote message me and I will send you $1000 fu-bucks... **i will bling you as often as i can** PLUS... EVERY 40th vote (from fubar) will receive a 3 day blast ~OR~ bling pack so be sure to message me once you have voted ~~MY FRIENDS KICK ASS~~ I know we can get this record deal.. with a little help from you **THANKS IN ADVANCE** ~~MUCH LOVE~~

9-11 Thoughts
(This post may seem unpopular at first, perhaps even enraging, but bear with me a second and read this through to the end, please.) I'm sick of hearing about 9/11 every year. Yes, it has had a great impact on our way of life, all of it bad, and I don't need a reminder of how the two worst criminals in American history, George Bush and Osama bin Laden, have become unwitting partners in destroying this once-great nation. On 9/10/01 the world was about the same as it is now: people got up and went to work, their kids went to school, and business was as usual. The economy was in the toilet thanks to the Bush economic policies that were the revival of the already-failed Keynesian supply-side economics called Reaganomics. My beloved Denver Broncos played a MNF game that night and I unfortunately saw Ed McCaffery break his leg in what would be the beginning of the end of his all-pro career. It was a typical day. 9/11 came and we all know what happened. America went through one of

Enough Is Enough!
I have had it up to my ears with all this bullshit about my NSFW pics. If you are here only for that purpose please remove yourself from my friggin list. I will NOT be hassled about this anymore! I am not obligated to anyone to show my body, and that is it! Like I said, if you feel this is a personal attack, then please feel free to delete, block, banish, or whatever it is you need to do to make yourself feel better for trying to force me into showing you something I don't have to...Sorry for those that haven't been doing this..Much Love!

Wwe Diva Victoria Lashes Out At Pro Wrestling Web Sites (about The Divas Using Performance Enhancing Drugs)
WWE diva Lisa Marie Varon (a/k/a Victoria) recently lashed out at pro wrestling web sites on her MySpace page, posting the following message concerning WWE divas using steroids. It should also be noted, nothing from myself was posted concerning divas using steroids. As each diva has said, look at them, they are in no way, shape, or form using performance enhancing drugs. I have no clue where this rumor originated. I'm sick to my stomach about a couple of things, and I want to address them. First, I get some emails today asking me if I'm one of the WWE Divas that "a number of WWE sources" claim are using drugs. Where did that information come from? Where did that quote come from? Wrestling websites. Now this is straight from WWE Diva Lisa Marie Varon (aka Victoria) So I want to address those wrestling websites... My mom is a wrestling fan. My nieces and nephews are wrestling fans. I have many girls and young women who look up to me. I do not, and have not ever violated the

Really!!??
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

La Di Da
Ok I don't think anyone has a clue what the hell Corey Hart is saying in his song "Sunglasses at Night" so here it is...we can all sleep at night now. Artist: Corey Heart Song : Sunglasses At Night Lyrics: I wear my sunglasses at night so I can so I can Watch you weave then breath your story lines. And I wear my sunglasses at night so I can so I can Keep track of the visions in my eyes. While she's deceiving me it cuts my security. Has she got control of me? - I turn to her and say: Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades oh no. Don't masquerade with the guy in shades oh no I can't believe it! You got it made with the guy in shades oh no. And I wear my sunglasses at night so I car ` Forget my name while you collect your cla1 so I can And I wear my sunglasses at night so I carim. See the light that's right before my eyes. 1 so I can While she's deceiving me it cuts my security . . . Don't switch the blade on the guy in shades oh no. Don't ma

I Am Selling New, Never Used Body Jewelry
Feel free to message me or call me with any questions: 641-494-6657 Titanium Anodized Ball 14g Tongue Stud. Sizes are 12mm, 16mm, and 19mm. 14G Steel Spike Chin Labret. 8mm in length Color Titanium 16g Eyebrow 4mm Ball. 10mm in length Titanium Anodized Lip Loop Labrets 14 Gauge You choose which ring, color, and size. I don't have them in my possession yet but i ordered them and they should arrive within the week. contact me if you are interested in any of these. Prices are negotiable but i ask you to name your price. if i feel it is a good price then we will have a deal. Feel free to ask me any questions you have. This is all i have at this point but if these shipments go over well i will be buying more with a much bigger selection.

Trying To Understand
I'm sitting here just wondering how i thought i knew someone and not know them at all, or i should say i didnt see all the mascarade mask they were hiding behind and im telling you for each person they had a whole different mask. i thought i knew them entirely and it blows me away how much people can pretend to be who ever they want you to believe they are and its scary how do you ever know whos true anymore. those are just some of the thoughts i've been dazed and confused about

~my So Called Life~
My hair that was light brown is currently this washed out brassy reddish/blonde color (hate it)from the sun bleaching the color out.What color do you think I should dye it? Light brown,dark,brown,blonde or red?Although,no offense,I really don't like red hair on me.Any opinions would be greatly appreciated.Thanks My daughter started dance school this past Monday.She didn't know anyone else there so she was trying to mingle and say hi to the other girls.The girls didn't even act like she was there,which I found to be very rude.If some one said hi to my daughter and she didn't respond back with at least a hi back.I would tell her it was rude.I felt bad for her, I could tell she felt like the outcast there.Most of the other girls had friends there or at least knew some one else there.Should I move her to another class or see how it goes after a few more classes?

Helpless
Oh what a shitty day....Warning this is probably gonna sound whiny. Recently a girl messaged me on myspace. Very pretty, nice. We have been coorresponding daily and all was going very well....I thought. Lots of sweet messages, even some very intimate ones. We have even talked on the phone and hav been looking forward to meeting....I thought. She was making her interest in me very apparent. Even leaving messags about thinking about me, how she loved my voice, and a few more personal. We talked last night and everything seemed fine, said cant wait to meet so on.Said have a good night. Then todayI finally get online and found she had deleted me for some reason without saying a word. I give up....never fails. SORRY FALSE ALARM, PC ERROR. What to say.........IDK where to start. I just feel like I ma sitting on the sidelines in everyone I care about's lives. I get told over and over I want you in my life...I need you in my life...idk what i would do with out you in my l

Bombing
SHE WON.....YEAH...THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELPED! OR THAT TRIED TO HELP! Please come help this awesome chic out...she needs less than 1,000 comments to win. It's a first to 5,000 contest. Anything you can do would be great. Thank You So Much!

Great Quotes
"Tenderness and kindess are not signs of weakness and despair, but manifestations of strength and resolution." -- Kahlil Gibran The one and only Dj Devine!!! Is now in the "Sunset Cafe`" So bring your asses in and show her some ♥♥love♥♥!!!!! So click a pick and join in the fun and the family!! Made by Dj Meko "The curse of poverty has no justification in our age. It is socially as cruel and blind as the practice of cannibalism at the dawn of civilization, when men ate each other because they had not yet learned to take food from the soil or to consume the abundant animal life around them. The time has come for us to civilize ourselves by the total, direct and immediate abolition of poverty." - Martin Luther King, Jr.

Sooooooo Sorry
My apologies for the last blog I wrote. I was just extrememly tired of getting "bullied" so to speak....and I'm sorry. I have filled my family list and it will remain as such, at least for now. For those of you that have been sweet and tried to understand me, and what its like, thank you. Not only do I appreciate your kind words, but I love you as a true friend..:) Pretty strong willed and I am sticking to my guns this time..LOL You will hear no more about it...:) On that note Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Now That's Ambition!
Now that's ambition! A CEO (and member of Forbes 400!) throwing a party takes his executives on a tour of his opulent mansion. In the back of the property, the CEO has the largest swimming pool any of them has ever seen. The huge pool, however, is filled with hungry alligators. The CEO says to his executives "I think an executive should be measured by courage. Courage is what made me CEO. So this is my challenge to each of you: if anyone has enough courage to dive into the pool, swim through those alligators, and make it to the other side, I will give that person anything they desire. My job, my money, my house, anything!" Everyone laughs at the outrageous offer and proceeds to follow the CEO on the tour of the estate. Suddenly, they hear a loud splash. Everyone turns around and sees the CFO (Chief Financial Officer) in the pool, swimming for his life. He dodges the alligators left and right and makes it to the edge of the pool with seconds to spare. He pulls himself out just

Afk Means -
Away from keyboard ttyl means talk to you later ttys same thing with soon bbl - be back later L2R - learn to read Sorry, had to post this, no matter which of those i put in my status as i try to go to bed, i ALWAYS get one person to ask what they mean... oh by the way - "do you have yahoo and a cam?" means "i didn't read your profile but i REALLY want you to block me" really, it does... ask ANY girl on here. with that thought, i'm goin to bed

Repost For Steven Yee Deadly Synz
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BON Date: Sep 12, 2007 12:29 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DANA HAMC NOMADS NHDate: Sep 11, 2007 9:05 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STORM,Date: Sep 11, 2007 8:46 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DOCDate: 11/09/2007----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Bella 81 SupporterDate: Sep 11, 2007 10:41 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STORM,Date: Sep 11, 2007 10:28 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DaveDate: 11/09/2007And a thanks to Pat Savage for "driving it home"----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DOUBLE TROUBLE ~A.K.A.~ BONDate: Sep 11, 2007 3:36 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Pat SavageDate

Proud Military Wife
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. *This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty b

Simple & Powerful
Simple & Powerful This is true...makes you think A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Saudi Arabia?" A mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Kuwait?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a battlefield on a field in France?" Yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President ... "Why did my son have to die on a frozen field near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father ... why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answer is the same ... "So that others ma

Bulletins I Made
------------------------------------ --------------------- ------------ ----------- --------------- --------------- ----------- This sweet friend of mine has been online for a while she deleted her first account because no one showed her any lovin, I talked her back so I am asking all of my friends and family to show her some love stop by her page and rate her page pixs and profile for me. Thx Dana@ fubar This bro

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

Sending Out A Funny
NEW MENS VALENTINE'S DAY? Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for your wife or girlfriend by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Secretly...guys feel left out. That's right...left out. There's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or just too embarrassed to admit it. This is why a new holiday has been created. March 20th is now officially 'Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day.' Simple, effective and self-explanatory...this holiday has been created so you ladies can have a day to show your man just how much you love him. No cards, no flowers, no special nights on the town the name of the holiday explains it all...just a steak, a BJ & shut your mouth for the rest of the day! That's it! This twin pairing of Valentine's Day and Steak, Blow job & Shut the Fuck Up Day will usher in a new age of love

Being A Redhead :)
*I did not write this* There's something about redheads. I don't know what it is, but for some reason red hair provokes. It makes little boys run up and scream in your face "Eww. Your hair is RED! It invariably causes postal men, panhandlers, truck drivers and 8th Avenue winos alike to yell "Hey Red," as if it's gonna garner them a smile (or a quarter). Wrong. You'll get neither a smile nor a quarter from a redhead with that line. Another infamous line that we redheads of the female persuasion have to hear all the time is "Hey, are you a natural redhead?" as the conjecturer's eyes make a beeline for your crotch. That line ensures that you are never, ever gonna find out, mister. Granted, your life is dreary and your need for color I can understand, but we redheads are tired of being reduced to a fetish, a crotch, a challenge, a mystery to be solved. It's not the hair that turns men on, it's the spirit that redheads exude.

Have You Been Doing Enough Haha
NASTY SEX POEMZ roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. SEXUAL ACTIVITY CALORIE GUIDE Sexual Activity Calorie Guid

Less Than 1k Needed To Help This Sweet Honey Level
Please help my sweet friend level.. She needs less than 20K to level... Thankyou in advance... She will return all love. She's Ms. cool of the cool. This is her pic link: cherokee princess FU-BOMBER/ * Kingdom of Wolves*@ fubar

My Illness
After two long years and a recent months stay in the hospital I have finally been diagnosed with the disease that is slowly killing me. The disease is called Amyloidosis here is a short description of the disease. Amyloidosis is a rare and potentially fatal disease that occurs when substances called amyloid proteins build up in your organs. Amyloid is an abnormal protein usually produced by cells in your bone marrow that can be deposited in any tissue or organ. Amyloidosis can affect different organs in different people, and there are many types of amyloid. Amyloidosis frequently affects the heart, kidneys, liver, spleen, nervous system and gastrointestinal tract. The exact cause of amyloidosis is unknown, and there's no cure for amyloidosis. However, therapies are available to help you manage your symptoms and limit the production of amyloid protein. I am currently undergoing a steroid treatment until I am strong enough to start stem cell treatment

Where They Went... :p
I know I posted that alot of pictures were moved last night... as you probably have seen, the ripped ones have their own... most of the rest from default ended up in the "random me" folder, if they're not there, i figured they belonged somewhere else (such as friends, and me visiting friends. no pictures have been taken down, even some nsfw's were moved around to condense the albums and make things a bit easier on you rather than scroll through 50 albums to find them. the newest album is still Sin the Dress Up Doll... Granted they are all SFW, but they're still sexy as hell and you should check them out if you haven't already. figured i'd let you all know... did take three random pics last night, they're in random me and newer nsfw's i believe... but my memory sucks and it was late :p Love you all, Sin

Damn Almost Forgot- Lounge Change
My favorite DJ's have switched lounges... ALL of them... so I loyally follow them (but if they move again they best start their own, lol) ... So if you're looking for me, and i'm not AFK, and i'm not in my SB... Like what you hear? CLICK HERE to join BLITZED OUT!!! Ok, i was lazy and cut and pasted that from my profile, but it still works, i think... :p anyhow come check it out, the other dj's there seem cool and my family dj's ALWAYS RAWK! (/love all of you guys) Love, Sin

For Our Troop
Prayer chain for our Military.... Don't break it! Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer for our soldiers Don't break it! Prayer: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." Prayer Request: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world. There is nothing attached. Just send this to people in your address book. Do not let it stop with you. Of all the gifts you could give a Marine, Soldier, Sailor, Airman, & others deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best one. GOD BLESS YOU FOR PASSING IT ON! Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I do

Canada's 150th Birthday Project
Hi, I'm David Flower, a Canadian artist from Edmonton Alberta. I work completely in ball-point pen, a relatively new medium for artwork. I've been doing this kind of art work seriously since 2002. Now I've decided that with Canada's 150th birthday coming up in 2017, I should work on a special project for it. Also I figured that this would give me a unique opportunity to keep a journal of the project from start to finish, while introducing the intricacies of using ball-point pen to the rest of the world. The first thing I had to do was to make sure I was using the best paper for the job. So after searching around I decided to use Windpower smooth Bristol from Strathmore. The next step was to decide the dimensions for my project. Not as easy as it might sound. When I do a picture, I completely cover the area I’m working on, all in ball-point pen. So, the bigger the picture and the greater the detail, will greatly affect the amount of time it’s going to take. For this pr

Life
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am having surgery on June 4th. They are going in and cleaning out my left knee. There is arthritis in my knee and a small tear in the meniscus. I am going to also ask my doctor if he can look at my hips because some days they hurts so bad I can barely walk. Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor

Come Visit My Store
Check out my online store... at www.freeweb.com/cowboysemporium I have lots of neat stuff... custom hats and tshirts. I can even make you a tshirt with whatever picture you send ... also have horse statues and plaques, computers and computer equipment, wholesale cameras and more... all at wholesale prices. I can even make a special deal for my friends.. Check it out... Hey... got some free time... Come visit my store... I have tons of wholesale items... and I give my friends a special deal... Check it out... http://store.ebay.com/cowboys-emporium or www.freeweb.com/cowboysemporium

All My Friends
hey everyone, sorry i haven't written anymore on here before now but i was waiting until i went back to the doctor.i went back monday and he said i was doing ok.i am doing well enough thta he took me off two of my medications.thanks to everyone who commented on my other blog and thank you for your concern.i will get around to rating everyone's pictures but it will just take me a little time to do it.thanks again everyone and i will try to post more later and more often. sorry i haven't been here much and i know it has cost me some friends and for that i am sorry.the past few days with what i thought was a heart attack.dr.did a heart cath on me but said arteries were not blocked.they are not sure what it is but i intend to find out even if i have to find a new dr.pleas forgive me for not being in touch or finishing rating everyone's pictures and profiles.i will get it done and i hope i do not lose any more friends.take care all and please let me hear. i just wanted to thank everyone

Listen
hey ppl i need u all to go help my girl erica with her contest rate her and leve as many comments as u want...here is the link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=161910&albumid=571009&i=2283061412 and who ever leaves the most comments gets a big pimpin gift from me

Videos
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Think About Me
I will be having surgery tomorrow and am asking all of my friends, family, and fans to think of me, say a prayer or all of the above. The nerves are starting to kick in since preop is over and done with. I know deep down that it will go well. I have such great friends on here I wanted to share. Someone will update when I am out. Have fun and I will miss you all!!! MY FRIENDS ROCK!!!! Much love......MUAHSSS SUGAHHH.....Sandi

Too Much Damn Fun
Hey guys this is a repost of an idea i had a couple days ago, but then Ghost was REALLY generous and bought me one... but here goes: I LOVED my happy hours, and I'd really like to do it again, but as most of you know, i've been out of work aside from a paysite i work at off and on, for about 3 years now, if not longer... so i really can't afford it on my own. Here's where you all come in: I'm taking donations to my paypal account - if you want to make one, send me a mail and i'll give you the email address to use... even if it's just a dollar or two - Every single dollar would help. So if you think i'm worth at least a dollar, based on what you know of me, please help me out ;) Love you guys :) Sin

I'm Sorry
-----------------I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

My Tattoos
I just posted some pics of my tattoos so please stop by and let me know what you think! I am starting to layout my backpiece so all ideas are welcome. As soon as I can I willpost a full back photos so you can see what I am trying to tie together. Hope you enjoy them as much as I do!

Party Weekend..
LET’S GO PARTY TIME (Update) Current mood: excited We have a boat now ... yay.. We have a 18 foot bayliner. It is pretty nice.. We are planning to be spending a lot of time on the water... As much as possible.. My parents just bought a 37 foot motor home. It's a Chevy Gulf Stream - Endura... With 3 slide outs... It is very nice So we are going to be planning on doing a lot of vacation times.. lol I cannot wait..... Bree is so excited.. She had to sleep in it while it was parked in my parents front yard.. Silly girl... (wonder where she gets it from) By next month Lee & I should be certified in diving... I can't wait for that either... I am ready to Dive, Dive, Dive... (Shark bait .. whoo ha ha.. lol) Thanks ADAM.... On Saturday September 22, 2007 we are leaving to go to Daytona Beach to the "diappearing Island". Anyone who is interested in going with a boat let me know.. We have a few seats left in ours.. We will be staying in Daytona for the weekend. Anyone else

Taxation Without Representation
Taxation Without Representation Category: News and Politics If you have read my other blog, you will get more insight into my personality by reading this. Just as I am distressed by illegal aliens sucking the life blood out of our country, I am even more distressed at the plight of our numerous and productive legal aliens. I know many of these people. Most are in high level jobs and are an integral part of our productive economy. They spend their money in the US. They pay their taxes, state, local and Federal. They come under the same laws and rules that we do. Yet, they have absolutely no say in how their tax dollars are spent. They have no choice as to who makes the laws they must conform to. They cannot vote. We have a law against this. It is called taxation without representation. We had a revolution because of this very premise. Why are we now doing the same thing to those people that have chosen to work and build our country, just because they are not

Military Appreciation
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas in which we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem .. kick their ass. 2) When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest...kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a Disabled Veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress unifo

Sports Shit
i don't know maybe its my nonchalant attitude towards most everything but im pretty sick of the steroids talk in baseball. i guess my underlying feeling is it happened, the players know it, the coaches know it, the owners it, the commisioner knows it,and we the fans know it. but my god can we please move on. steroids were used in the past by top tier major leaguers. barry bonds mark mcgwire roger clemens andy petite among others. problem is that was the past. you cant put an asterisk around this whole era of baseball because that would damage the perceptions of players with outstanding numbers of this era that have not been implicated such as alex rodriguez derek jeter randy johnson curt schilling among others. plus i think what no one seems to bring up is although steroids are illegal by law when not received for medicinal purpose, steroid usage in the major league was not illegal or better stated swept under the rug by the higher ups in the league. morally, sure taking ster

My Stuff
Top 5 Lies Women Tell : 5. I'm a virgin 4. He's just a friend 3. I don't suck dick 2. I'm cumn And the 1 answer is 1. IT'S UR PUSSY (LMAO) ;) send me your comments Do any of you women know what the worst FUCK is, its a MIND FUCK! Its when u let a person FUCK up your head & you put them first over everything in your life. Keep ya' GAME Tight, don't SLIP & PLEASE DON'T FALL 4 IT! (send me your comments or replys) Do anybody know why so many people are playin so many GAMES on this FUBAR. I got on so I could catch up with old friends & maybe meet new ones. But this SHIT is crazy, I'm a GAMER. I play PS3 & XBOX, THATs IT! Some people on here are stright trippin, on some other shit. I'm a laid back guy, who likes to go out every now & then & have a drink. All this other shit is CRAZY. I don't no whats worst, Yahoo 360 or Myspace. Now I got on here & WOW just WOW. Maybe some of these people need to STEP AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER! NO drama & GAMES H

My Hh.
I want to thank everyone who rated or fan me or pic rate or comment and added me. I will get to all to return the love. I love all my friends. I hope you like the HH too. Your friend Sweet Girl. a href="http://www.imagechef.com/" target="_blank"> I just wanted all my friends and family know that I am back. I have been gone for a long time. I was hit by a drunk driver and it all most killed me. If you look at me I look the same I just had to get back to myself. I am not going to say everything about it. I have a long time for the court to do what they are going to do to him. I will keep everyone updated on what is going on. I just hope that my friends are still around and I hope to make some new ones. Love ya all Sweet girl.

Life Really Fucking Sucks At Times.....
hey my kid brother (well, hes my exes little brother but we're tight and i think of him as my own) bought himself a scooter on saturday he has a history of bad luck with scooters and bikes well, this time was no different at 3.00pm on monday he was involved in a serious crash with a car we are not sure wtf happened yet only that the car turned right and across him we dont know if he hit the car or the car hit him we do know he went through the window of the car we do know 2 doctors were there almost instantly and the police got there in under 2 minutes it was so serious they called in the air ambulance to airlift him to hospital the first his mum knew of it was when a police car screamed to a stop outside her house and a policeman knocked on the door the poor woman didnt even know he had bought a scooter as she had begged him not to any more she called me from the police car (they were brilliant, they got her to the hospital in record time) totally distraught a pol

Life...love...happiness?????
I am starting to finally feel whole again. It has been a long time since i have felt this way. I met a great man who treats me the way that ive always wanted to be treated. He loves me for me, including all my faults. He knows my thoughts and can complete my sentances even before i start them. He accepts my kids as if they were his. And althought we both have been through hell somehow we found something in one another that broght us together. Its hard sometimes to try not to wonder if whats happened in the past is going to happen again, but i can only hope that the love he says he has is stronger than the rest. Cause this heart of mine is tired of building walls just to have them knocked down. Only time will tell. Well today i start a new job. Its part time nights and weekends which is fine cuz i want to go back to school and finish my Criminal Justice Degree. I wish I never would have let my ex stop me from going but now i have no one in my way. I can go to school during

Frightening Experience
Occasionally the most tragic of events can hit the headlines. When it happens, we all wonder why. But all too often a cult can explode into violence upon itself, the result being mass suicide. Why does it happen? What social forces are involved in this will towards self-destruction? This essay is an attempt to understand. And we need to begin with a few examples. Order of the solar temple: For instance, on 22 December 1995, sixteen corpses were discovered on a plateau in the French Alps in the shape of a star. This was the second mass suicide of the Order of the Solar Temple, a cult formed by fraudster Joseph di Mambro and homeopath Luc Jouret. The first had been fourteen months earlier, involving infernos in two Swiss chalet complexes, proceeded by the suspicious deaths, by fire, of five members including a young mother and child in Canada. The Solar Temple was based on a mix of Knights Templar mythology and new age mysticism, with a distinct apocalyptic nature that would lead to a ne

Womens Dictionary
Alien Disclosure from an Astronaut by Clark C. McClelland, former ScO, Space Shuttle Fleet, Kennedy Space Center, Florida (1958-1992) Prior to the fateful launch of the space shuttle Challenger on January 28, 1986, I had the honour and pleasure of sharing conversations with several members of that crew. During one of many pre-mission preps for the Challenger mission, I came upon Lt. Col. Ellison Onizuka in the Vehicle Assembly Building (VAB) at launch complex 39. I had an assignment to assess some problems at the Launch Control Center (LCC) and needed to access the main drawing files. A file operator was there and I went to her for assistance. Ellison walked in on our conversation and we exchanged greetings. Jokingly, I asked him if he had important business with her, and he said "yes, Clark" with a big smile. I told her to help Lt. Colonel Ellison first, and I would wait. She opened a plastic bag that had a packet of goodies for this very important customer. Ellison "loved"

8 Kinds Of Sex
Different Types of Sex Current mood: giggly Category: Romance and Relationships Recent research shows that there are 8 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. T

Yahoo
For all my friends on here that have Yahoo feel free to add me on Yahoo under Sabrina_The_Mental_Bitch Please all destroyers online Linda's friend needs help he is 100 behind and his contest ends in 7 and half hours....he is the link...http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=164965559

Rules For A Bombing Family
I HAVE BRIEFLY SPOKEN WITH A FEW PEOPLE AND FROM WHAT IVE HEARD, THERE ARE SOME ISSUES THAT NEED TO BE ADDRESSED, IF YOUR IN A BOMBING FAMILY , IT DOESNT MATTER WHOS PLATOON OR NOT, YOU MUST TREAT EACH OTHER WITH KINDNESS AND RESPECT, NO BACKSTABBING AND TAKING CREDIT FOR SOME ONES WIN, LOOK AT IT THIS WAY , WHEN THE CONTESTANT WINS ,WE ALL WIN, NOW , INLIGHT OF ME HEARING THIS, IF I AND I REPEAT IF I EVER HEAR THIS SHIT, AGAIN , I WILL GO TO THE PERSON WHO IS ACTING THIS WAY AND REPRIMAND,THERE IS NO NEED FOR THAT KIND OF BULLSHIT, NOW ANOTHER THING, ANYONE THAT IS SWEETTALKING ADMINISTRAITIVES TO GET WHAT THEY WANT ISNT COOL EITHER, SO I AM GOING TO BE KEEPING A VERY CLOSE EYE ON THINGS, WE ALL NEED TO EARN OUR STATUSES, NOT TO PUT IT BLUNTLY SLEEP WITH THE BOSS TO GET WHAT WE WANT, THAT SHIT DONT WORK WITH ME EITHER, I SEE THAT YOUR A GOOD BOMBER AND YOU DO RIGHT I WILL PUT IN A GOOD WORD, BUT IF THEIR ARE PROBLEMS, WELL , THEN THE REST IS HISTORY. ,IM SORRY I AM STRAIGHT FOR

Gonna Be Missin........
WHAT'S UP EVERYBODY!! JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT'S GOIN ON WITH ME...AND WHY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON AS MUCH AS I USUALLY AM.....I'M NO LONGER ALOUD TO GET ON THE INTERNET FROM WORK AND I DON'T HAVE THE INTERNET AT MY NEW APARTMENT YET. SO WITHIN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS I WILL HARDLY BE ON HERE. I WILL MISS YOU ALL A LOT WHILE I'M NOT ON HERE.....PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO SHOW A GIRL SOME LOVE!!....LOL TAKE CARE!!!!

Movie Night! Yay!
I just wanted to let everyone know I won't be on tonight until much later if at all, due to the near breakdown I had yesterday.LOL (Read my other blog) I decided I am going to make Wednesday nights my movie night, so I am going to curl up on the couch and watch movies, just to get away fron the computer for a bit. Not that I don't love Fubar, I just need to step back..lol Went and played golf today, and shot a lousy 92..ugh, which tells me again I need to get out more!..LOL Ya'll have fun at the best bar in town, and I will see you later...Hugs and kisses

Ramblings
Why the hell are people so damned obsessed on this thing with how people rate their appearance? Who gives a shit. If I rate a picture, it's based on creativity or artistic license and I could give a rat's ass about how attractive or unattractive a person is. People, please just get over it already!

My Life
What Saysha Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning? "What do yo

Help Comment Bomb
Hello friends, fans and family, Please come help me comment bomb this picture. She is in a contest and need your help. CONTEST WILL END ON SEP 13TH @ 10PM PST ,12 MIDNIGHT CST AND 1 AM EST SELF COMMENT AND COMMENT BOMBING ARE ALLOWED.

Thoughts
The keeper of silence hides behind a thousand tears. My soul is lovelorned. All in itself, this "love" is devoid of reality. IUt is rapturous at first sight and freestanding. The souls cursed from birth to desire the imaginations subject. This psychosexuality is intense and leaves no room for error. You have seduced my senses, latched onto my naked soul. Vindicate me, Free me, Love me.......This is palpable, yet slowly vanishes amongst my imagination. Strong desire running through me; like a fast rush of pure extasy. It's a feeling strange yet completing. Passion, at its peak of burning. Flames within, burn with an ember glow; Lighting the way to endlessness. Pureness defining every movement, Letting time slip away to affinity. Emotions driving the impulse of thought. Allowing thought to fad away into the smiles of my lips. Delacate touch, tender and soft, with fingers so careful, leading me. Paths twist and turn symbolizing us; Careful, y

To Buy Or To Repair?
And if I fix the how soon should I do it? Just found a big leak in the heater of ol' Poppa car. Spewing water and anti-freeze all over the inside of the car. Poppa is a 90 Blazer with about 175,000 miles. Last year the fan clutch went out and tore up the radiator and everything. Cost $800 to fix that. The guy across the street said it is just the heater core and to dump some of that aluimnun stuff in the radiator and it should be ok. The guy down the street said thing could blow up at any time. That the block could be cracked or the head warped or the head gasket shot. Is this family heirloom worth saving?

Omg What A ...
Fucking cunt... you know the drill, bottom up Name: lilmisseverything lilmisseve...: Oh ok baby lets eat each otherout!! ->KinkStar S...: since i'm bi, that'd be possible darlin, but judging by your attittude, you're not my type. say what you will about me, between your tells at least 5 guys sent me shouts about how good i look ... lets see... one cunt or five cocks, i think i know where my decision leans kthxbai lilmisseve...: KINK STAR? more like FAT STRIIIIPER!!! lilmisseve...: no but I caught you playing with yourself to my pics...HOE!!!! ->KinkStar S...: aww did you catch your boyfriend jacking off to my pics? get a life lilmisseve...: lolz 4 life lilmisseve...: That shirt/braw is NOT flattering!!! you look fat and flat chested...wait you r!!!! i posted my pic on her page and blocked her ass. GUYS! stop letting your girlfriends catch you jacking off to my pics, i'm tired of the jealous ass bitches

Men Will Now Be Subject To
a short two question quiz when they add me. First question: Did you read the profile? Second: Did you watch the video in the stash (which, by the way, the profile directs people to do). If I don't get either a shout or a mail saying yes to both within ten minutes, add requests will be denied. Sorry for the inconvenience, but I'm sick of being inconvenienced myself. Thanks Sin

Storytime
This is a little story I wrote for someone I think is very special. I thought I'd post it for everyone to read. Feel free to leave comments both good and bad. Hope you enjoy! Once upon a time there was a flower. This flower lived in a clearing in the middle of the woods. It was purple with white speckles and liked nothing more than to have the sun's rays caress it's petals all day long. Each morning anticipation would fill this flower as it yearned for the first gentle ray to touch it's petals and spread over it's body. On this particular morning the flower was counting the seconds until the sun's rays washed over it but something was wrong! The sun didn't reach it today. The flower looked around concerned but didn't notice anything different today from any other day. The flower stretched up hoping to encounter the calming ray of sunlight but it was no where to be found. Alarmed now and thinking the sun might never touch the flower again, the flower noticed that one of the

For Family & Friends
IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's

Dj Ladylumps
I have joined this contest for HOTTEST DJ ON FUBAR. The contest ends on Sept. 18th... It is a rates/comment contest....If you could click the pic and rate me that would be great....feel free to leave comments if you wish.... all support is GREATLY APPRECIATED

My Fubar Experience!!!
It says hold on and take this ride and set aside memories of all the times when you collide then you'll leave me here to die heres the things I meant but I never said It says sit back and take this time to lose your mind and find out what its like to die so wheres my spine when its time to give an obvious and simple reason why I wont run again What do you see when you look at me Do you take me for a fool So what makes you play this game With results always the same and nothing but bad reputations to gain It speaks me like all is fine when I could cry from all the bends and breaks that I took this time when happiness is based on lies its so hard, its too hard to tell the truth What do you see when you look at me Do you take me for a fool This fool is through This fool is through This fool is through What do you see when you look at me Do you take me for a fool what do you see when you look at me do you take me for a fool It says hold on and ta

A Day Of Strange
I woke up this morning expecting the worse, much like I always do...I usually wake up hoping the day will pass quickly as I expect the normal everyday routines of fighting with teenagers, feeling like crap, having my "boyfriend" treat me like a stranger who never wants to do anything, my best friend treat me like he hates me, my ex belittling me and a crying baby to take care of? Have I forgotten anything oh yeah usually a couple calls from my mom reminding me what a crazy mess my life is and why cant I be more like my perfect sister and brother...I guess that about covers it all .. I woke up this morning dreading the day ahead, to top it all off its my Dad's B-day which should be a happy day but seeing as hes been deceased for over half my life I never do much on his birthday but sit and cry and look at pictures of him all day...Not today while I thought about him I had this feeling like he was with me the whole day giving me some sort of strength and power to live..it was weird and

Love Passed By..
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks. The day started out nice with rain and thunderstorms....which I find calming, peaceful and beautiful. Does that make me strange? I

Darkness
Close your eyes and jump right in thats not always the right way to begin what in life isnt hard why in life do i not fit in. i work so hard to fix the past but when i keep making it last by fiding things that remind me of the things i fought to loose afraid to be honest and afraid to lie not everyone wins this time shamefull thinking behind my eyes not knowing why it hurts to cry jump right in i feel so blind not sure when its safe to come and say hi so ill step back and hide and jump n and die Come ill protect you i will hide you no one will find you here.... A voice in a young girls head tells her to go into the dark. Only thing that no one knows is that it becomes apart of you as soon as you step in... she felt here very soul become a part of the darkness she now stood in and she saw a figure walk away saying to her.. now your where i have been for years a voice will come to you and tell you how to escape you choose if its worth it i finnaly gave up... time has past

Got It Done
Finally lol got it done got everyone on my friends and family list rated and fanned wooooooo hoooo lol if for some reason i ahve left someone out please send me a shout and i will correct this oversight. love to all

Health
hey guys just to let those that were cocncerned for me i am well, things went well yesterday. cant really talk that well but i am here and not really that sick today so that is good. As some of you guys on my friends list know i am going into the hospital on Friday morning to have some test run. Have been having a few problems with my health these past few months. If things go well which i think they will i will be home that afternoon. If for some reason there is a complication i may have to stay in the hospital for the night maybe longer. I just wanted to say thanks to all that have wished me well and all the prayers that i have recieved from you guys, it means alot to me to know that i have met some really awsome pple and made some really good friends here in the time that i have been here. Thank you all so much and i will let you all know how things go. Love to all kat

Poem
A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love me?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "He

Poems About Cf!!!
Rituals Waking up My eyes open; it´s quiet, no alarm, no ticking clock. The light blindens my eyes; I wonder, am I still of this world. I try to breathe, it´s hard, exhausting and demanding. Yes, I am still alive. I can hear the crackles and pops, feel my chest vibrating with every breath. I sit up in my bed, I can hear my mum in the kitchen. The children are playing outside my window, the sun is shining. I bend my knees and bow my head before the Lord: "Please Lord, I ask thee now, take my yoke and lift it high. I cannot bear the burden of this life, though yet another day of mine" My tears fall like raindrops through the sky, but there is no-one there to wipe them away from my pale skin. I sit on my bed again, my mum comes into my room. She sees my eyes, looks at me but knows there is not much she can do. She has got my aerosols and sits with me until I´m done. Without exchange of a single word, I make my way to the therapy bench. The beating starts, an

The Murder Session
liars. what are their purpose? why do we lie? is it because of fear? greed? anger? perhaps it is all of the above. we generally do not do it without a cause. nor do we consider all of the effects it will have on those around us. and if we do consider it, it is usually only to see what damage we can do. but lets say that human kind was to take a second and consider the negative effects of a lie. it destroys the trust someone has in you. there is no real motive behind this, other than to help people understand the effects of a lie. it demolishes trust. i hope after reading this you at least consider telling the truth. sacrifice for gain.

Rush
Saturday night I had the pleasure of seeing the band Rush in concert for the first time. To say it was a truly spiritual experience for me is not even doing it the total justice it deserves. It was AMAZING and as near to NIRVANA as I have been. Though I enjoy several different forms of music, I am a huge fan of drummers - power drummers to be more exact. It amazes me the skill it takes to play the drums well and since one of my best friends is a drummer - I have been fortunate enough to be able to watch a skilled drummer behind the variety of drums, cymbals, cow bells, etc. and no matter how many times I watch the drums being played - it still truly captivates me. I was pleasantly surprised when my friends and I arrived at our seats to find that I was directly in front of the drum kit though several rows back but close enough to see clearly without squinting. I told my best buddy John (who is the drummer I speak of above) that I will never be able to go to another Rush concert wi

I Wish I Were A Cucumber
I WISH I WERE A CUCUMBER I wish I were a cucumber Like the ones in her refrigerator The ones she chills Before she peels To give herself orgasmic thrills I'd watch the carrots cry As they get pushed aside They're not as big as I And they don't satisfy Celery never had a chance They don't get a second glance They'll never make it down her pants But I would . . . If I were a cucumber

My Writings
This story is to a friends request of me to explain some history in regaurds to my post: War of my life. It all starts back in the 6th grade, when I started living with a friend of mine in Puyallup. This friend became somewhat like my own family. His family introduced me to money and to a life of activity (Altho he may never see it that way). Anyway, through him I was a part of a pretty good group of people. In some ways we were hellians and in other ways we were angels. But as life happens my time there was to come to an end, and a new chapter of my life was about to open. There would be no more river parties, no more mud-bogging on the levy. The overnight drunken fires would cease. Crawling underneath the city of Puyallup would never happen again. Going to the Ocean was out of the question. and having new clothes was a crazy Idea. OH, how I was not going to like this. However, I knew that I was the ultimate cause of this action. My inability to follow the house rules. I

A Mind
What sucks! WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU COME ON HERE AND WANT TO BE HEARD AND CANT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU COME TO LISTEN AND NO ONE WANTS TO TALK WHAT SUCKS IS KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY BUT YOU CANT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU MAKE A MISTAKE AND YOU KNOW IT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU BELIEVE AND NO ONE ELSE DOES WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU HAVE A CHANCE AND YOU DONT TAKE IT WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU HAVE NO ACTION TOWARDS REALIZATION WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU LET GO WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE KEPT GOING WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU LOVE AND CANT BE LOVED WHAT SUCKS IS WHEN YOU CARE AND CANT BE CARED WHAT SUCKS IS KNOWING AND NOT KNOWING WHAT SUCKS IS YOU COULD HAVE WHAT SUCKS IS YOU SHOULD HAVE WHAT SUCKS IS YOU WOULD HAVE WHAT SUCKS IS WHAT SUCKS SO WHO GIVES A @$%# THE ONE WHO WANTS TO KNOW WHAT SUCKS ? A MIND !!!! A MIND WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS DESTINED TO A PATH WITH CORNERS OF A MAZE TRIALS OF A GAUNTLET WITH A MIND O

Moved
src="http://a.pca3Brucethecoolsexycat50/29/189205/tn_3068802419.gif">@ fubar this is just a quick note to say hi to all my friends on here. Wishing you a merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Hope we all get what we want in the new year.

Time And Reaction
TIME AND REACTION SOMETIMES YOU WONDER HOW TO SAY WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND BUT THE WORDS JUST DONT COME OUT. THEY WANT TO BUT YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW THEY WILL SOUND. CONSTANTLY RECITING THE WORDS OVER AND OVER IN YOUR HEAD AND WHEN YOU -WANT TO SAY WHATS ON YOUR MIND YOU JUST CANT. FEAR OF REACTION OR FEAR OF SPEAKING OUT. WHY ? THERES REASONS THAT I KNOW FOR WHY I CAN NOT SPEAK OUT ITS EITHER THE TIME , OR THE REACTION THAT I DONT WANT. THE WAIT IS KNOWING THE TIME BUT NOT KNOWING THE RIGHT TIME IS WHAT BOGS THE MIND. EXPECTATIONS OF ONES REACTIONS ARE THE LEAST OF FEARS TO EXPECT WHEN THE FEAR YOU SHOULD FEAR IS WHAT YOU WILL MISS IF YOU NEVER SAY WHAT NEEDS TO BE SAID. THEY SAY TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE...... WHEN THE TIME TOGETHER IS SPENT TOGETHER THE ESSENCE BUILDS AT HEART, BUT DOES TIME WITHOUT ONE ANOTHER DOES IT FALL APART? DOES THE TIME APART MAKE ONE ANOTHER WANT ANOTHER MORE , CAUSE I KNOW BEING WITHOUT YOU MAKES ME WANT YOU MORE THERES NOT A DAY THAT GO

Clean But Funny Joke Lol
THE RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG. THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSLEY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PULSING SOUND, RESULTING FROM THE WELL LUBRICATED MOVEMENTS. WHEN FINALLY WITHDRAWN, IT LEAVES BEHIND A JUICY, FROTHY, WHITE STICKY SUBSTANCE, SOME OF WHICH WILL NEED CLEANING FROM THE OUTER SURFACES OF THE OPENING AND SOME OF FROM ITS LONG GLISTENING SHAFT. AFTER EVERYTHING IS DONE AND THE FLOWING AND CLEANSING LIQUIDS HAVE CEASED EMANATING, IT IS RETURNED TO ITS FREELY HANGING STATE OF REST, READY YET FOR ANOTHER BIT OF ACTION,

The Freak In Me
this is where i go to check out vids and pics of regular people..this is a better version of youtube/myspace...i became a producer on this site , go to the via the link and tha will take you to my page ..then ya can make your own..im talkin some hott videos and pics..no freakin charge whatsoever!! thats what i like about it.!!u can get triple x on here..just click the link and go for what ya know its all free! www dot rude dot com slash BLACKZILLA42 please pass this link along to your friends!

Sweet Things
come check me out in my newest position as barbitch of the newest lounge on fubar, Virgo's Lounge. Glitter Graphics you never know what i will be doing in there. so click the link and see who and what is shakin in the Virgo's Lounge http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50220 Bobby B... A hug is a wonderful gift to share, A way to show each other that we care; There is so much a hug is able to do, When you feel those arms holding you. A hug is a place to feel safe and warm, A comfort for a sad heart that is torn; An expression of the love in our heart, For ones who we wish, never to be apart. A hug is a greeting when we meet to say hello, Or to say goodbye when we have to go; It can hold us up when life gets us down, And makes us smile, instead of frown. A hug can be given for no reason at all, And given to those, both big and small; We're never too old to feel the joy it brings, As it is one of life's most pleasing things. And

Marriage?
Alright, so there i was the other day at work when a buddy of mine says to me, "whats the deal with getting married its only a piece of paper?" I thought for a bit and to my surprize i really couldnt come up with any supporting answers. I myself been married couldnt fight with the question he had ask. So i ask you, blog reader ask yourself the same question and maybe you can find an answer worth noting as for me i'm gonna keep thinkin about it. Until next blog, thankx for readin.

My Return
Well hello one and all who are reading this.I have been away for quite sometime and neglected my family duties but believe me with good reason.Thier has been much personal going on with my life that has kept me away from my wonderful family and friends here and I find that the longer I've been away the harder it has been to come back to ask forgiveness for my absence.It is not that my responsibility to the Confederate's has lessened in my heart and mind(Rebel know's all)nor my friendship to those of you here.Please just believe me when I say I am going through something that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy and appreciate all those who will still consider me a friend after my sudden drop from the radar. P.S.I am ready to take back my responsibility to my fubar family as mediator,so guy's(gal's)any concern's/question's don't hesitate to get in touch. Thank you all Kevin

Contest
HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS (SO FAR) Pick your fave and bomb away! Most comments and rates by 5pm (est) on Thursday the 20th wins VIP or 1 week blast! BabyPhat Sexy Blonde Goddess Bambam Mjcb Rockin Livinghappy Good Luck you 6! May the sexiest abs win!!

Forgetting
We're spreading my Mom & Dad's ashes this weekend, and I want to read something special, not too long, because this is going to be very difficult. It will just be my sister, my son & I..what do you think of this poem? Invictus by William Ernest Henley; 1849-1903 Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul.

Newbie
Went out this weekend with friends. Got a little drunk, but had lots of fun. Stayed out until the next morning. Guess I really needed to be out and have fun, forget about problems for awhile. Made some new friends. But I was lucky and no hangover the next day, but not unusual. Did some things that haven't even told my best friend about. Hope to have fun this weekend again. I guess that is all I am willing to say at this point. K, just thought I would share what I thought of the site so far. Really think it is a lot of fun. Like that is more adult than myspace. My brother sent me here after he joined. This is my first night on it and I am still learning. But have had fun so far. Will keep updated.

Raiders
Nine more touchdowns and we match all of last years offensive touchdown count. And we signed our rookie quarterback who will probably suck so GO Daunte! Now if anyone reads this and they are a Raiders fan let me know would like to hear from ya.

Freedom Of Speech????
fucking suck TELL ME WHY...WHY IS IT OK FOR EVERYONE IN THIS COUNTRY TO EXPRESS THEIR BELIEFS EXCEPT FOR US WHITES?? IF WE DARE OPEN OUR MOUTHS WE ARE LOOKED DOWN UPON AS FILTH, BUT A BLACK MAN OR JEW DOING THE SAME GETS A PAT ON THE BACK??? WTF??? I am beyond worn out! I have been through so much shit in the past couple of months im surprised that i've survived it all. I really thought that things were beginning to get better but it turns out i was way wrong

Independent Family
I am sorry to say this but I am going to be leaving the Independent Family. It has been a pleasure to bomb with you but I feel that I haven't been apart of the family. Ya'll have asked to be helped level or in a contest. I have been there to help you level or helped as much as I could in your contest or your friends contest. But only a few of the members have really been there when I needed them. I know that my contest fall at the same time as someone else this isn't why I am leaving though. So if you want me or you can delete me from your friends or family list if you like just tell me and I will do so...Thanks for allowing me in the family and all Bitchy Babygirl...I am sorry to say this but I am going to be leaving the Independent Family. It has been a pleasure to bomb with you but I feel that I haven't been apart of the family. Ya'll have asked to be helped level or in a contest. I have been there to help you level or helped as much as I could in your contest or your friends contes

Every Woman Should Read This!!!!
I received this from my dear friend Rita, I know I have done a few of these things on occasion,, But I'll think twice about it again!! Crucial Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick

Pics And Friends List
Ok, I have 340 friends on my list and over half of those are fans of me too but anyways, half of them I don't think give notification of having new pics, I don't this for sure though, but if you have new pics let me via status message or shoutbox or private message, please and thank you!

For Those Of You Without
without sound.... one of the main things the video covers is... how to see the "private pictures" aka how to get in my family. 1. Buy me a happy hour (yeah like that's gonna happen) 2. Buy me a 7 or more day blast. 3. Buy me 2 sets of 4 tickers. 4. I decide you are a good enough friend to move you. (some temporary movement is given at MY discretion). 5. If you ask for family status, i am more likely to block you than answer you. LEARN TO FUCKING READ PEOPLE. Thank you, have a good night. Love, Sin

The Poem
so what if i towr out my heart and handed it to u what would u do? would u throw it at me and run away? would u throw it on the grown and spit on it and stomp it in to the ground? would u hold it and never let it go? would u chearush it and hold on to it for ever?? would u throw it in to the fier and wach it burn?? or would u just break it again and throw it in my face as u spit on me?

My Words For How I Feel
The way I feel right now I don't think that I can be the person that you need. Maybe you were right where you need to be. You need to be with someone that can love you for who you are and give you the love that you need. You don't need someone like me to drag you down. I wish that things work out for the best. I don't think the love we had wasn't good enough for you. You deserve better than me. I know that's not what you wanted to hear from me, but it's true. I don't blame you for anything. It's all my fault. You can say sorry all you want and that's fine, but you didn't do anything wrong. But just remember that if you ever need anything, that I'm here for you. I'll always be your friend even thoughthat is something that you think won't work out. I'm sure that it can and will. I'll do everything that I can to make sure that this friendship works out the way it should. I do have a spot in my heart for you and I always will. I'm sure that we'll think about each other every once in a whi

Personal Thoughts
I am sick and fucking tired of all these mass IM's saying *Cleaning out my list, if you don't respond I will delete you.* or *I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone online, but not talking to me so I'll be deleting those that don't talk.* It's fucking life! Go ahead and delete me you pretentious prick! I don't sign online for your personal amusement! And I certainly don't need all your negativity! If that's how you feel about me I don't wanna fucking talk to you anyway! I have hundreds and hundreds of people on my list! Do you honestly think we can talk to all of them at once? Ever fucking think of messaging me? It takes two to tango, I'm not going to message you every god damned day if your not doing the same! Which brings me to a more important point, if we're not talking, and you don't want us on your list, why not just fucking delete us? Why do you want us to get on our knees and beg forgiveness just to stay on your list?? I've got friends I haven't talked to in year

Lmfao This Is What Happens When...
You start commenting with shit like "i'd hurt you" and "i'd wreck you" ... at age 20... bottom up, you know the deal corey ->KinkStar S...: later, can't find a fucking date and has to jack off to chicks on the internet corey: later slut corey: haha thats a yes ->KinkStar S...: whatever helps you sleep tonight ->KinkStar S...: lol you'd like to think that, i'm sure, darlin corey: im sure u got a loose puss annyways ->KinkStar S...: lol look all you want babe corey: and ud be surprised corey: i still cant stop lookin at your pics tho corey: yeah your right ->KinkStar S...: dude, usually i'm a sweetheart, but i'm lookin at your comments and all i can think of is... dude, you're 20, you barely know how to fuck yet, i'd end up fucking the shit out of you til your dick was spittin dust and you were crying for your mom and yeah i started it, but dear god, the poor little kids, how did their mothers raise them :p (hope you get a laugh out of this, i've got lik

Hi This Is My Blog Enjoy I Hope
VIRGO * -- Dominant in relationships. -- Sexy. -- someone loves them right now. -- FreakY in bed. -- Best in bed. -- Always wants the last word. -- Caring. -- Smart. -- Addictive. -- Attractive. -- Loud. -- Loyal. -- Easy to talk to. -- Hard to forget The Alter To the darkness im calling give me life or death take away the pain so tired of this lingering sway i'm not willing to stay my light is nay bring it back or leave me in black cause im empty inside and going mad insane without you my dearest i don't wanna be you are my heart my soul my shelter form all this night and if you never return to the alter i will gladly go there is nothing without you my babe and when there is nothing left i will take hold of the alter and le tit take me away without you im not willing to stay and without you the darkness grows the longing ceases forever i will rest in eternal flame always dreaming my love never to wake and i will sleep away the pain for

Would You?
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16 .How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Info Foreveryone
I WORK AT 7-11 3RD SHIFT, SO IM DOING THIS SO EVERYONE WILL KNOW WHEN I AM AVAIABLE. TONIGHT-10P TO 6A FRIDAY-10P TO 6A SAT-9P TO 5A SUN-2P TO 10p MON- 8P TO 5A TUE-OFF WED-OFF THUR-OFF I WILL BE DOING THIS TILL WHENEVER, SO THIS MEANS I WILL BE UP FOR AWHILE AFTER I GET HOME FROM WORK , SO I DO HAVE TIME TO DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO HERE BEFORE I LAY DOWN. JUST WANTED TO PUT THIS OUT THERE, ALSO MY YAHOO HANDLE IS GINATRUGFE I WANT EVERYONE TO PUT IT ON THEIR COMPUTERS SO IF YOU NEED TO REACH ME YOU CAN,I HAVE AN OPEN DOOR POLICY ANYTHING AND I MEAN ANYTHING !PLEASE COME SEE ME I WILL NEVER EVER STEER YOU GUYS WRONG

Bombers I Need Help Plz
She's an incredible woman, not to mention a very good friend to have. She's in her first contest...bomb her a bit please. (repost of original by '*MsRetta**S*U*P Member**MsRacks07**Here we go STEELERS*' on '2007-09-12 07:58:13') (repost of original by '*~ Not User Friendly~* "Please Fan Me"' on '2007-09-12 09:03:11') (repost of original by 'HEFNER' on '2007-09-12 13:38:12') (repost of original by '*~ Not User Friendly~*http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=987183&i=496869712 Plz Comment Bomb' on '2007-09-12 15:17:45')

Read
Our Band Nocturnal Ascent played at Juanapalooza. We had a great time. Other bands that played was Tha Backz. They rocked the place; Time Out. these guys were awesome; and Unannounced. Flip Side Magazine was there. They interviewed the bands, took pics and videos. Check their website www. flipsidemagazine. com out for interviews and pics. Videos will be coming to You Tube soon. Just search for Juanapalooza. We had a great time! I hope to make it there again next year.

Missing My Momma
Gone by Gina Goodwin 9/10/2007 Where did you go? won't you please tell me.. I really need to know. I can't handle this life it's become such a mess i want so much more, but ended up with much less. did you leave on purpose? did i push you away wont you please forgive me... why can't you just stay? everyone always goes away no one gives me time time to say I'm sorry, that I was out of line. My whole life, I lived for you. I did everything you wanted.... I see you when my eyes are closed You left my life haunted. I will never stop missing you, or wishing you were here. Losing you always was and always will be my only fear. I love you Momma mom...thinking of you 9-4-2007 by gina goodwin do you really think it's fair? the way you went away? do you think it gets easier living day by day? well i doesn't get any easier no way, not by far.... i spend many days just thinking about y

B!tchy
Tiny, little rant here this morning guys. Prolly has to do with the fact that I have no cigarettes. Anyway, do any of y'all ever go to the "Top Photos"? I have tried to go a few times and I have noticed 2 things. 1. The "top" photos never change. It is always the same people and my visits here have been spread out over months. And 2. It is ALL pictures of chicks with their titties out doing a salute. You would figure with all the morphs and photoshop masterpieces on this site at least *1* would make it into the first 14 FUCKING PAGES of "top" photos. But you would be sadly mistaken, because they are all chicks dressed sluttily (if at all) holding up a satute. And what REALLY cheeses me off is if I were to submit half of those photos as a regular picture it would get flagged as NSFW AND THESE ARE FUCKING SALUTES!!!!!!!!!! So in closing, Baby Jesus, please try to find a better way of doing top photos, be it in catagories like the stash or whatever. And two, for all the females who hav

Poems From The Pit Of My Dark Little Soul
choices 9-16-07 by Gina Goodwin one or the other how do you choose? which one you keep, which one you lose? is it lust or is it love? how will you know? will love fade away, or will it grow? these choices arent easy, and really aren't fair. which feelings will you keep forever, which ones can you spare? But make decisions carefully, because they have choices to make too.... and always remember that for the choices you make... there are consequences too... to be continued Bedtime 9-12-07 by GinaBell Is this pill ever gonna kick in? will my dreams be filled with sin? I feel locked out, trying to get in, sleep will come..... drugs will win. always the same GinaBell 8-23-07 whats your name how old are you where do you live what do you like to do? Like it really matters what type of person you are all they ever want is for you to be their porno star they tell you that it is good They tell you you're the best the

Water=poop
> Subject: good to know > > As Ben Franklin said, "In wine there is wisdom, in > beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria." > > In a number of carefully controlled trials, > scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 > liter of water each day, at > the end of the year we would have absorbed more than > 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria > found in feces. > In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. > > However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking beer > (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because > alcohol has to go through a purification process of > fermenting, distilling, and filtering. > > Remember: Water = Poop, Beer = Health > > Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk > stupid, than to drink water and be full of sh_t. > > There is no need to thank me for this valuable > information: > > I'm doing it as a public service!!!

Last Day
Ok everyone today is the last day of my contest. Now I know most of u have stopped by and shown me sum luv and I appreciate it but why not stop by again every comment counts at this point!!! Im ask please everyone take at least 10 hopefully more and bombs away!! Thanks for ur support!! Jess Just click the pic and it will take u right there thanks a bunch!

Poems
Weeping Yes, she was weeping.... She jerked with a surprise, she had been steering at the tree.. Too long. Yet not even knowing she had really been.. Could this be a dream? She was not paying attention to the reality of the moment. She was visiting the past... As, she had all intentions of taking down the beautiful Christmas tree.... " Fine," she said, as she approached the cupboard to grab a bottle of Scotch.. Her hand trembling a bit as she poured.. It was an unfamiliar, feeling to come upon. She had not let go with emotions in so long. It scared her to the bone. A chilling she, held so tight! Not to allow any emotions into her world. Never show what can HARM you. Her only rule had come back with a vengeance of double force, to be faced in the darkness of the sorrid flat she calls home. The one plain rule! She held true to protect her self from the hell, with in... God what happened to her? "How can looking at a tree make me so sad? I was

Reminder
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dir

Contest
~***1st Place 1 Month VIP or 7 Day Blast***~ 1st place with Comments: 33250 ~***2nd Place A Ticker and $50,000 in gifts OR $100,000 in Gifts***~ 2nd Place with Comments: 23340 ~***3rd Place A Ticker OR $50,000 in Gifts***~ 3rd Place with Comments: 5820 BEST 'SHOPPED' PICTURE CONTEST~***1st Place 1 Month VIP or 7 Day Blast***~~***2nd Place A Ticker and $50,000 in gifts OR $100,000 in Gifts***~~***3rd Place A Ticker OR $50,000 in Gifts***~~~~~~~~~THE RULES~~~~~~~~#1:#2: ALL PICTURES MUS BE SAFE FOR WORK.#3: ONLY YOU CAN ENTER THE CONTEST (YOU CAN'T ENTER YOUR FRIEND)#4: THE PICTURE DOES NOT HAVE TO MADE BY YOU, BUT IT HAS TO ATLEAST BE MADE FOR YOU.#5: NO DOWNRATING OR NO BELITLING OTHER CONTESTANTS (PLAY NICE)WINNERS WILL BE DETERMINED ON NUMBER OF COMMENTS ALONE AND YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF.TO ENTER PLEASE FU-MAIL ME WITH THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT TO ENTER.. I WANT ATLEAST 10 PEOPLE BEFORE I START THE CONTEST. CONTEST WILL START WHEN I HAVE ENOUGH PEOPL

Canadain Fubar Railroad
here it is THE TRAIN!!!! get on now and secure ur spot on top!! RATE/FAN/ADD all riders and lemme know u did and ill add u. Monday will be our first pimp out so lets get this train ready to leave the station for a fubar round trip :) *** thats right RATE/FAN/ADD all ~ 10 ~ riders*** * * * * add CFR to ur name * * * * Canadian Armed Forces Page@ fubar (will only fan members of the ARMED FORCES and their FAMILYS) (respect that and show love) (canadian fubar rail road) ride the CFR all ya have to do is RATE/FAN/ADD all members. * MADE BY A CANADIAN FOR CANADIANS * hêr wðrlÐ baby_girl The ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïlψ@ fubar Pixmaker (crazed Canadian Photographer)@ fubar ˛˘ŊĨĶĶЇ˘˛@ fubar ricochet43,[your canadian connection]

Hey Lately Theres Been Nothing To Do In Fubar, Can Someone Talk To Me?
can someone talk to me, make me laugh, or make my day? Fubar isn't as fun as it was before... =/ can someone talk to me, make me laugh, or make my day? Fubar isn't as fun as it was before... =P

Blaaaaar
Yeah.. so my boss wrote me up for missing work yesterday FUCK! So glad I didn't sign up to work Saturday A little backgroun here first..... My husband worked at an alfalfa mill driving a chopper(big tracter) not a/c'd and it was an extremely hot summer the summer I had my youngest son. I had told Tiger(hubby) before that if he wanted to quit to quit because he shouldn't stay in a job he doesn't like. So one day I get a call from him.. and he says he quit. Well it was really bad timing but hell I'd toldh im to right? So then he gets this other job that he LOVES through a temp agency.. but for the place to hire him regular .. he had to take a drug test.. he failed.. so of course he got let go. At this time we decided it would be better for him to stay home with the new baby rather than have to find & trust a babysitter. NOW .. he did EVERYTHING at home. He was a fantastic stay at home dad. The year Colton started preschool Tiger got a summer job @ the pallet place(where he works stil

Rider Bio's
hello, I AM CANADIAN and proud of it! my name is ANDREA, im a mom of 3 wounderful children MOLLI, WILLIAM & VERONICA. i live in SASKATCHEWAN. i love all good music. chatting is my favorite past time. i like to read and play video games and i love to curl up on the couch and watch a great horror movie. im curently seperated and looking for love :D (hint hint, wink wink) A Bio about me huh?? Well lets start with the Basic. My name is Lea, im 21 years old and a mother of 2 wonderful kids (lol everyone says this) I Live in Quebec, yeah the french part Eh! lol, I am in a relationship at the moment, and i love this guy very much!! ^_^, i love ya Jay! So i would say right now i am looking for friends and nothing more.

Central California Dangers
Central California Dangers Current mood: pissed off Category: News and Politics A couple summers ago, I was traveling through Central California on the 395 coming back home from a vacation. I was traveling with another couple each of us in separate vehicles. We encountered a white van traveling 20 MPH in a 65 MPH zone. Of course, being self respecting speed freaks and wanting to get home before the change of the next Millennium, we attempted to pass this annoying obstacle. My buddy in the lead vehicle sped up when it was safe to do so and started to go around this wonderfully courteous driver. The aforementioned driver at this point sped up and matched my friends speed, keeping him in the oncoming traffic lane with no where to go. Just before my friend and a large truck had an unfortunate meeting, he moved over and the van let him in. It was now my turn to go around this unpleasant road warrior. Of course as soon as my friend got around him, as expected and even anti

Illegal Aliens
Illegal Aliens and the Border Current mood: good Category: News and Politics On the subject of immigration/illegal aliens: Closing our borders is not going to help. That is like trying to hold back the ocean with a broom. It is not only impossible, but it isn't America, as least not the one I risked my life in Vietnam for. No, this will not work. Lets face it, most of us, unless you are an American Indian, immigrated here, so lets forget this as a solution. Think: What do people come here for - freedom? A better way of life? The chance to be someone or make something of themselves? Well these are the people we want here, at least I sure do. I am afraid there is another reason people come here though. It has to do with free, but not so much freedom as freeload. We give away food, school medical and what ever else anyone wants. The working person foots the bill. It has gotten so bad that soon there will be nothing left for the working person that put in there

My Life Sucks
I have been trying to make friends on here because I am afraid to reach out in the real world. I am in the process of a very hurtful divorce. See I have severe depreesion and it lost me my husband and then my children. I regret the things I have done in my life . I just thought maybe I could find some friends that might understand. Being able to help all of you level up and me leveling up has finally made me feel important to someone again. I need friends so I feel like I still have a purpose in this life. So That is who I am. If you feel the need to make fun of that I guess you can. I am looking for is a place to fit in. Even though I might not be the prettous girl in the world. I have a member on site looking for some help with her son. Please...if you can help, if not, pass the word along or reblog this. Kidney Donor Information for my son If you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact me for questionnaire to

New And Exciting Night
My Wife last night found some Bandanna's while we where going through boxes. She thought it would be interesting if she blindfolded her self, before making love. We have done that a couple times before, so I wanted something new. So I started to kiss behind her neck while she was on her knees feeling her up, and took off her blindfold. She thought it was unfair that I took it off of her and I did not put mine on. I started to kiss behind her neck some more and moved her hands behind her back. With the Bandanna she used to Blindfold her self with, I tied her hands behind her back. And with my Blindfold, I tie her feet together. I moved and Grind with her body as she moaned even more, while I was kissing and bitting all over her body. Never was she more turned on. She bends over, arching her back and Glaring at me. I teased her for a while at first. Raking her back. Then Penetration. That Night, She moaned more then she has ever before during our whole time together. I guess being ti

Its Crunch Time!!
OK everyone its down to today!! We have all been workin so hard to win this contest day and night and I thank everyone a million billion times!! But please lets do it one more day!!!!! I will be happy to trade buy gifts whatever works just pls lets not let our hard work go to waste! click the pic below and show luv every comment counts so stop by and wish me luck!

Learning Tools To Be A Great Bomber/recruiter
THINK OF RECRUITMENT AS A BUISNESS, WOULD YOU HIRE A PERSON , THAT WILL CAUSE STRESS AND ADDED WORK TO YOUR OTHER CO-WORKERS? THATS WHERE INTERVIEWING AND BACKGROUND CHECKING COME IN TO PLACE, REMEMBER KEEP FRIENDS CLOSE BUT ENEMIES CLOSER,WHEN YOUR RECRUITING , CHECK OUT THIS PERSONS FRIENDS, ASK ALOT OF QUESTIONS TO THE FRIENDS, FOR INSTANCE, HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN THE RECRUITEE? DO YOU THINK HE IS TRUSTWORTHY? WILL HE PERFORM HIS OR HER JOB TO THE HIGHEST STANDARD? NOW DEPENDING ON THEIR ANSWERS WHETHER THE ANSWERS ARE GOOD OR BAD CAN HELP YOU TO MAKE A GOOD JUDGMENT, I HAVE DONE THINGS THIS WAY FOR MANY YEARS AND I FIND THIS IS THE ONLY WAY IN ANY TYPE OF BUIS SETTING TO GET GOOD HONEST PPL.

Things That Make You Say...hmmmm!
Paper cut on the fold of you pinky? or A piece of skin removed from cuticle on your pointer finger? Ouch!! to both!!! For me Pointer finger, I use it more Dam is hurts!! Keeped hurting it at every turn...lol Isn't always like that? Just Curious....lol Love You Guys!!! 6 Truths of Life 1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. And discover that The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. I apologize about this. I'm an idiot and I needed company .... "WAS SENT TO ME" To love is to share life together to bu

Next Time--
Job rejected? Next time your application for a job is rejected... Dear [Interviewer' s Name ]: Thank you for your letter of [Date of Interview ]. After careful consideration I regret to inform you that I am unable to accept your refusal to offer me employment with your firm. This year I have had been particularly fortunate in receiving an unusually large number of rejection letters. With such a varied and promising field of candidates it is impossible for me to accept all refusals. Despite [ Firm's Name ]'s outstanding qualifications and previous experience in rejecting applicants, I find that your rejection does not meet with my needs at this time. Therefore, I will initiate employment with your firm immediately following graduation. I look forward to seeing you then. Best of luck in rejecting future candidates. Sincerely , [Your Name ]

None Of That Sissy B/s!
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well. Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clu

Reck's Thoughts...oh No...
sometimes i just sits and thinks..and sometimes i just sits...today..i am just sittin..but beware...those of you that know me understand this one...i'll be sittin and thinkin one day and oh mercy....what will come out then...hehehehe...ya'll have an outstanding one... i'm tryin to learn...i truly am..but hellfire...i need a map...anyone?...hehehehe...

Erotic Stories
Sandy stormed down the hallway in her pajamas, coffee in hand. “Up and at ‘em! NOW!” she shouted into each bedroom. Stark, Johnson, and Roush’s newest attorney wanted no more delays on her first day of work after being a stay-at-home mom for almost ten years. She’d started submitting resumes the very same afternoon she registered her youngest for kindergarten. Any apprehension about the hiatus was decisively laid to rest with four job offers inside a week. Still, starting over as an entry-level attorney and competing with a fresh crop of young go-getters would be no easy feat. Adding to the bustle, Sandy overslept. She’d lain awake the night before, going over and over the tight morning routine in her mind. In spite of her preparations, the kids missed their school bus. She’d have to drive them to school—nearly fifteen miles out of her way in heavy traffic. Sandy hurriedly donned the clothes selected the night before: a just-above-the-knee skirt with fitted

Let's Help Her Out Today Is The Last Day
http://fubar.com/user/206366 JUST CLICK ON HER PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO.SHE NEEDS ALL THE COMMENTS WE CAN GIVE HER SO BE READY TO BOMB THE HECK OUT OF HER. SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND COULD REALLY REALLY USE EVERYONES HELP SHE IS WAY BEHIND. SHE IS A SWEET PERSON WHO DESERVES SOMETHING NICE IN LIFE. LET'S HELP HER GET TIS SHE REALLY REALLY WANTS TO WIN!!!!!PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!!!!!!

What Are True Friend's
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Comprehension....
if you have no comprehension skills please, remove yourself from my friends list and from my albums and from my shoutbox or i'll block you. i've had to block three people in the last hour because it's not worth the frustration of explaining things that i've FULLY FUCKING EXPLAINED. If you do not speak english or can't type it... doesn't matter... if you can say do you have yahoo, you should be able to READ "I don't have yahoo." seriously, guys come the fuck on here, this is fucking ridiculous. do you go to a bar and say to a chick "take your clothes off now so i can see you naked" ... no... so stop fucking doing it here. Much love to people worth talking to Sin

Feelings
Right now I cant believe some of the thoughts that are running through my brain. YIKES, once again I am over thinking. For some reason I keep asking myself if this is the right thing, me being in Germany. During the week I have no actual real human action besides Fubar and Camfrog, oh yeah can't forget the calls to the states. Right now I am feeling extremely lonely with him being gone as well as feeling extremely helpless when it comes to doing much around here. I am just hoping my thoughts are because I am lonely and I need something more fulfilling to pass my time with. I love that man with all my heart and when I told him tonight that we dont say I love you as much as we did when I was in the states, it makes my mind tend to wonder off. He explained to me at that time that he has alot of thinkings going on and sometimes he forgets. God I hope and pray that is correct, cuz it would totally crush me if not. This is the first time in my life that I have totally let all my guards down

To The One Who Hurt Me
I was talking to a friend of mine this morning.. a friend that still talks to HER.. the one who took my husband.. and was telling me how bad SHE feels about it.. how hurt she looks at the mention of his name or mine... HURT!!! How dare she.. she caused me so much pain... she continued to pretend she was my friend even after she started wanting my husband... she went after him under MY OWN ROOF.. and SHE feels bad NOW... NOW she realizes she was wrong.. how could she ever think it was ok to go after a friends husband.. or any husband for that matter.. Then this friend tells me she was upset and hurt when he cheated on her.. DUH.. if he cheats with you he'll cheat on you... AWWWW she feels really bad about it.. well, its about time... she deserves to feel bad.. she cost me a lot.. not just my husband.. but the trust I had in people.. I am leary of making friends or having a relationship for fear someone will try to take it from me.. how can I truly trust anyone again after what th

About Me
Well were do I start? Thanks la petite morte for the invite. I am a mother of 3 Dustin (14)(my step son), Cody (10) and Nikki (7), happly married for almost 5 years now to a wonderful man named Ozzie who has raised my two kids since they were 4 1/2 and 17 months old. I just recenly moved from McConnelsville OH, to Marietta OH. I teach Driver's Education to teenagers. Oh god how they scare the shit out of me. LOL Hey everyone I am looking for some Dale 3 pictures. If anyone has some that I can copy plz let me know. Thanks

Dont Cheat
ok if any of u are useing any kind of programs to bomb me plz dont i want to win this contest fair and honest...i have put alot of hard work and many hours on this so please if ur using any program what so ever please stop!!!! this is my first contest and i dont want any drama whatsoever i just wanna get thru it nice and clean

Pagan
"I AM A WITCH" When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a "Witch". When I stand up for those I love, they call me a Witch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a Witch. Being a witch entails raising my children to be strong people Who have a solid sense of personal and social responsibility Who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in Who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a witch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, With all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a witch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a witch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else's maid or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a witch! It

Down To Last 7 Hours
ok guys we are down to the last 7 hours of this contest i as well as others have worked on this day and night i put alot of effort and so did u so lets win first place thanks soooo much for ur help if u have time stop and leave a few more comments thanks!! just clikc the pic and show luv! :)

Sug Is Home
As some of you know I had surgery last Thursday...if not it was not minor surgery, I had drains left in until today. I have had a PICC line in my arm for IV antibiotics for the past three weeks...not fun to say the least. I had a negative lumpectomy 3 years ago and got staph from the surgery. I have been fighting it for 3 years!! A year and a half ago I went to a plastic surgeon who said they could fix the problem by removing the damaged tissue. Well 3 days after surgery I again had a staph infection and was on antibiotics. To make this shorter I have had off and on infections since then and they always drained them and up me on meds until finally an ultrasound was done and they saw how really big of an area they were dealing with......hence the IV meds this time. I went back to to doctor today and found out ALL of the tissue taken was infected with staph......and on top of this I have a horrible cold/sinus infection...whatever, can hardly talk. NOW for my VENT......many pp

White Knight Levelers
in my prayers.please let her be in yours dont need anything but a rate 1 time only i got a christmas tree on my page. all my friends can leave me gifts. i wanna see just how many have the christmas spirit or are scrooge. leave me a gift... i want to see if i can fill the tree.

Fallen Angel
As you know we have lost one of our own. Even though i never got to meet her i fell i must do something a little more for her, so this blog is my way to. Even though you may be gone, your spirit is bright as the mornin's dawn. Now as you recieve him in open arms, you now can rest even though your pain was long. We look up at you with tears in our eyes, knowing you can hear all of our goodbyes. With sorrow in our hearts, it seems as the pain gets worst, we truely know this is want hurts the most. Now we can smile once again, cause we know we'll meet again. This is for you Razor, Out thoughts and prayers always be with you forever. Thank you for reading.

Life Is Life
Life is Life" People; we go through life seeing, meeting, touching, experiencing, and hopefully growing as a result of interactions with other people. Growing is the key word. For some growing emotionally, spiritually, and just growing up is slower process than for others. We welcome/allow people into our lives. Sometimes the experience is great, sometimes just ok. Sometimes we allow our selves to be vulnerable, and sometimes we are betrayed. We go through life meeting people that are; very different than we are, some with similar interest, some with the same values as we have, and some who's values are very different than the one's we hold so close. Life is life, and people are people. No bad guys and no good guys, (As I always say). I was once told to pray for someone who has wrong me, when I didn’t know how to look inwards and look at my own part. Only by looking inwards can I find the solution. By pointing fingers and blaming we don’t grow. I have been praying for di

Girls Vs. Grown Women
Girls vs. Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying is w

Ani Difranco
"Joyful Girl" i do it for the joy it brings because i'm a joyful girl because the world owes me nothing and we owe each other the world i do it because it's the least i can do i do it because i learned it from you i do it just because i want to because I want to everything i do is judged and they mostly get it wrong but oh well 'cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged and the woman who lives there can tell the truth from the stuff that they say and she looks me in the eye and says would you prefer the easy way? no, well o.k. then don't cry and i wonder if everything i do i do instead of something i want to do more the question fills my head i know that there's no grand plan here this is just the way it goes and when everything else seems unclear i guess at least i know i do it for the joy it brings... -Ani DiFranco happy hour hugs for any who comment :) well since ive had so many people ask about her...heres a biography i found. she is without a

Gear Grinding In Texas
There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins were not invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig. And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? One index, two indices? Is cheese the plural of choose? If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat? In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital? Ship by truck, and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkw

Dont Get Screwed Like This!!!
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office.... but she was dating someone else. One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you." The girl looked at him and then said, "NO." Eddie said, "I'll be real fast. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend, She called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He wont even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, "What happened?" Still breathing hard, she managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!" Management lesson: Always consider

~* I Want *~
I want to touch the warmth of your body, And feel the heat of your skin. I want to be the only one That satisfies you... The one to wet the sheets on your bed, I want you, To feel my seduction and my passion To leave the prints of my burning fire Within your soul...