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feeling whole

I am starting to finally feel whole again. It has been a long time since i have felt this way. I met a great man who treats me the way that ive always wanted to be treated. He loves me for me, including all my faults. He knows my thoughts and can complete my sentances even before i start them. He accepts my kids as if they were his. And althought we both have been through hell somehow we found something in one another that broght us together. Its hard sometimes to try not to wonder if whats happened in the past is going to happen again, but i can only hope that the love he says he has is stronger than the rest. Cause this heart of mine is tired of building walls just to have them knocked down. Only time will tell.
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. *This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty bed. *This is to recognize the woman that felt like she was dying inside when he said he had to go, but smiled for him anyway. *This is for those of you that are faithfully in that long line at the post office once a month, handling 2 large boxes and 2 small children like a pro. *This is for that woman that decided to remodel the house to pass time, and then realized that she had no idea what she was doing and sighed and wished she had a little help. *This is for all the lonely nights, all the one-person dinners, and all of the wondering thoughts because you haven't heard from him in days. *A toast to you for falling apart and putting yourselves back together. Because a pay check isn't enough, a body pillow in your bed is no consolation, and a web cam can never compare. *This is for all of you no matter how easy or hard this was for you. Our marines/soldiers/airmen/sailors/coast men are brave, they are heroes, but so are we. So the next time someone tells you that they would never marry a military guy, don't bother explaining to them that you can't control who you fall in love with. *Just think of this and nod your head, know that you are the stronger woman.* Hold your heads up high, hang that flag in your front yard, stick 100 magnets on your car, and then give yourself a pat on the back. If you are a military spouse or know a military spouse, PLEASE REPOST THIS.

Starting a new job

Well today i start a new job. Its part time nights and weekends which is fine cuz i want to go back to school and finish my Criminal Justice Degree. I wish I never would have let my ex stop me from going but now i have no one in my way. I can go to school during the day and work nights. Its gonna be hard on my kids but in the long run its gonna be worth it.
Well I taking a break from all the drama thats is being brought around me. If your a friend then you know how to get ahold of me.

Why is it so hard???

Why is it so hard for people to just be open about how they feel. Why give mixed messages, why play games. They don't want to get themselfs hurt but what they dont realize is that their hurting the other person. All i want is for the person im with to be there for me and show me that they "Love/Like" me, is that too much to ask. You know everyone makes a big deal about all the big things in a relationship, well what about the little things? To me they matter just as much if not more than everything else. Is this too much to ask???
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